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Sorrows Pain
The secrets that are burried deep within,Are truly so very hard to find. Your searching for the hidden doors,That are deep within your mind. For the knowledge within is guarded well,Held with walls built up with time. But should you get to look within,You'll be amazed at what you find. ~ GREY ~

A Dog's Purpose (from A 6-year-old)
This really does make you think . At least made me think .. A Dog's Purpose (from a 6-year-old) > > > Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a > ten-year-old Irish wolfhound named Belker. The dog's > owners, Ron, his wife, Lisa, and their little boy, Shane, > were all very attached to Belker, and they were hoping for > a miracle. > > I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told > the family we couldn't do anything for Belker, and > offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog > in their home. > > As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought > it would be good for six-year-old Shane to observe the > procedure. They felt as though Shane might learn something > from the experience. > > The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as > Belker's family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, > petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if > he understood what was going on.

Nsfw Pics
add me fave me rate me rate my public pics be nice being hot is a plus being a girl automatically gets u in IF YOU ASK ME TO SEE THEM YOU WILL NEVER EVER EVER GET TO SEE THEM ************************************************* GETTING TO SEE ME NAKED IS A PRIVLEDGE, NOT A RIGHT **************************************************

Sounds Of The Screams
I get into bed and close my eyes, dreaming of sunshine and bright blue skies. When suddenly all turns grey and the dream starts fading away. The sky turns black and the moon shines bright, the dogs howl loudly i see a house in sight. I run through the grass hearing sounds of the screams, i cover my ears so i can't hear. Before i get to the door i'm stopped in my tracks, two red eyes are staring back."Hello dear child your time has come, to burn in hell and give your blood",Quickly i run not knowing where to go footsteps behind me the screams still yearn. Faster and faster my feet do run,i look behind but there is no-one, laughing is echoing around the thin air,i feel a pull as someone grabs my hair. "hello little girl" he says to me, let go of me before i scream,"your screams can't be heard so please do try,but one thing is certain your goin to DIE". I kick and punch with all i have, his finger touches my face so i bite his hand,getting off the ground i run to the door,my knees

You're Gone
I saw the fear I watched you fall The end draws near You lost it all As time, it goes And no one knows Through all the lies You brought your own demise You're on your knees And begging please I have no more sympathy

The Death Of Santa Claus
The Death of Santa Claus There are about 2 billion children of the age 18 or below in the world, but since Santa Claus will ignore those believing in Islam, Hinduism, Judaism and Buddhism (except Japan), therefore according to the data from Census, the workload of Santa Claus includes only 15% of all the children, i.e. 378 million. According to statistics, there are on average 3.5 children in each family, so if we assume that there is at least one good child in each family, then Santa Claus has to go to 108 million families. Thanks to the self rotation of the earth and different time zones, if Santa Claus starts his journey from the East, and goes along to the West, then he would have around 31 hours of Christmas to finish his job. In this period, he must visit 967.7 families per second, i.e., putting the gifts in the stockings, placing the remaining gifts under the Christmas Tree, climbing up the chimney, jumping on to the sleigh and depart for the next family. For simplicity,

The Jewel Of Medina, The Josceline Of Minot, And The Junk Of More
Ah, there was nothing like last night after I got the kids to bed! I’d picked up Sarah and Jeffrey at their grandma and grandpa’s and took them to McDonald’s for dinner where their mom Martha was working (and has asked to be switched to day shifts starting next week, hooray!) during a managers’ meeting. The kids and I sat in the PlayPlace where they split a double cheeseburger while I had a quarter pounder with cheese. We all shared the fries, and it’s a stretch to say the kids ate; Jeffrey stood in the booth next to me while he held his burger in one hand and waved to a (probably) six-year-old girl in the next booth with his other hand. She smiled and waved back, and this continued for several minutes. I thought how proud my dad (I’m sure IS) of Jeffrey being “a chip off the old block” a flirt like him; I’m just sorry they didn’t get to meet while Dad was alive. Our four-year-old niece Josceline started Head Start yesterday, and her grandma told me that she got onto the bu

Nsfw
you sit their strokin your long hard plump cock fully extended in you hand and think of my gurl rubbin her tits against mine slowly moving down til her tongue runs in circles around my belly button slowly and seductively moving south to my nice warm spot and she flutters her tongue between my lips causing my hips to arch and her tongue to fully extend between my lips and fluttering the inner walls of my clit my man walks into the room and sees that i am being seducted by another woman and instantly becomes hard at first he is lost for words but then i ask him to join in and send both my new lover and myself into a sexual state of excstasty he removes his cloths and starts on my chest suckin nibblin on my nipples god i want to scream for more i grab my lover by her head and pull her head farther into my wet pussy we trade places and i begin to eat her out fully aroused and passed the point of saying no i can't take no more my man walks around pulls my plump ass u

Naughty Application....apply Now!!!!
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET

Mel
A better place, I'm taken there, A new life, One to share, Hopes dreams wants needs, Fears swept away. I'm taken there, One look at her face, the past is displaced, bitterness replaced, Happiness,Warmth, Love, remain.

Ok She Is Going For The Spotlight
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My True Political Self
You are a Social Liberal (65% permissive)and an... Economic Conservative (61% permissive)You are best described as a: Centrist Link: The Politics Test on OkCupid.com: Free Online Dating Also : The OkCupid Dating Persona Test

My Dad
We would out that my Dad has Lung Cancer. They are going to go in and remove half of his lung. This by no means will cure it all so they say. Its going to be a hard time for me because Father is not only my Dad he is my best friend and has been since i was about 10 years old. My Dad has always been ther for me and i love him dearly. This is going to be a hard time in my life. Please keep my Dad Kenny in your prayers.. thanks guys

Monophobic - But Aren't We All?
Have you ever gone so far down a road with a thought and belief in your heart, making life altering decisions along the way, that you find yourself in a place where there seems to be no turning back? I sit here in despair and desolation and look at the world around me with tears in my eyes and a heavy laden heart. I force a smile and laughter for the sake of others - but inside I am dying and I feel so alone in this feeling. I have no one to talk to really, no one that I can really tell everything to. It is weird but no one wants to be an outlet for your sadness - no one wants to listen to you vent and pour out your heart without complicating your situation by telling you their problems. I feel like a bad friend because at this point I just don't give a shit about what is going on with anyone else - I want answers and worse I want solutions and I am seeking validation and uplifting words of comfort - but I don't want lies and selfishly I don't want to hear how any of this is my fault

Something To Piss Everyone Off!
SOMETHING TO OFFEND EVERYONE What is a Yankee? The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover? The position of the dirt bag. Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What's the fluid capacity of Monica Lewinsky's mouth? One US leader. What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? Doughnuts. Why is air a lot like sex? Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 45 lbs. What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes. What makes men chase women they have no intention of marrying? The same urge that makes dogs chase cars they have no intention of driving. A brunette, a blonde, and a redhead are all in third grade. Who has the biggest boobs? The

Short Story 4
We are excited because we are in florida going on a cruise. we have been planning it for a while and finally we have decided we are going to the islands on a 7 day cruise. we drove to florida and now we are boarding the ship. you are wearing a tight blue skirt that comes just below your knees and a pwder blue top that shows just a lil cleavage. your hair is flowing at your shoulders and you have mid heel sandals on. i am wearing jean shorts and a white pull over sihirt and basket ball shoes. we walk to the plank and board the ship the bar is open and we go there first instead of waiting in the long line to check into our room. you get a glass of wine and i get a vodka and 7-up. you sit at the bar on my right and face me on the bar stool with your legs slightly open looking at me with open excitment. i am excited you can tell cuz my eyes are wandering around the ship and looking at all the things around. you lean over and kiss me after you sip yor wine and say ' hey you still here with

Check This Out!!!!
This was an actual email sent to the men at work: I have tried to word this as “cleanly” as possible. Last night when the cleaning crew was taking care of the restrooms, they found a very nasty mess in the men’s restroom on the tenant side of the building. The handicap stall commode was covered in feces. This is the third time this has happened but this is by far the worst (I saw it). The cleaning crew left the mess for me to see and they will be cleaning it up tonight. There will be an extra charge on your cleaning bill for this. I do not want to assume that this was done intentionally, but let’s just say that it would be very difficult to do this by accident. Please let your male staff know that this is has been noted and is being addressed. It’s important that we do our part to keep our restrooms as clean as possible and your assistance is greatly appreciated.

Xxx
we carelessly climb into bed not one, two, but all three sexually seductive thoughts fill my head this dream just can not be her tongue flutters your lips my hands caress her breast sliding slowly to her hips my heart pounds in my chest my fingers flutter her lips her back arches and hips rise inward my throbbing cock slips you softly start to moan and sigh she turns to look at me then ravishly licks your cunt i close my eyes so nothing i can see she seductively lets out a grunt her juices start to flow feelin warmer around my cock she begs for me to go slow i keep pounding it like a rock

Outta Here
I am outta here for a cpl days Have to drive to indiana to kill people.. If you have my cell number bug me.. if you don't well I is scared of you.. ttyl when I get to indy.. Btw leave your requests on how drill should die.. I will go with the best options and take pics

I Don't Have To Be Nice Now..
No, I didnt suddenly find religion, though I have spent some time on my knees, and shouting oh god. and no i didnt suddenly have one of those mind blowing orgasms that drop you to your knees and make you kiss the ass of the man responsible for making you tingle in all your pink parts and putting the curl back in your hair. I didnt wake up to find Ed Mcmahon on my doorstep handing me a card board check, standing beside a cabana boy in a yellow bananna hammock, hung like he was smugling in polish sausage. No i didnt break away from the unhealthy lifestyle of drinking a few acoholic beverages while watching the t.v snacking on pringles and brownies while sitting on my celulite covered ass. OH MY GOD...........the revelation? I dont have to be nice anymore. For years I was the egg shell walking, glass breaking bitch, who would be nice to my ex's because karma has a way of being a bitch , and ripping out your back hair while sliding down the crack of your ass with an M16, she is waiting t

Students Place Flags To Remember Lives Lost
Students Place Flags to Remember Lives Lost Thu September 11, 2008 - FALLS CHURCH, Va. marshall high school • september • Students at Marshall High School in Falls Church decided to plant a garden of American flags in remembrance of the lives lost during the September 11 terrorist attack seven years ago. From a distance it looks like a garden, but the flags that adorn the front of George C. Marshall High School are a sign of reverence and hope. Marshall senior Matthew Martz had the idea for the project, and wanted the act of placing a flag for each life lost to make people stop and think of the horrific events of that day and the men and women who gave their lives to help others. "I believe no one should forget about 9/11 and what happened that day," Matthew said. And students did just that by planting 2977 American flags in front of the school. Eventually the entire school became involved. Even the principal was impressed by the

Shoot!
so...i can't fuggin sleep. the phone wont quit ringing. my dogs wont calm down. usually they sleep all day with me. my cats were all crying...ugh and now my landlord is coming over! and i have to work til 8am!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!! someone sing to me so i can fall asleep :P

For Some Of My Friends On Fubar
I appreciate the people who take the time to talk to me here on Fubar. I asked for permission to use their photos as part of a tribute to my friends. For the ones who didn't reply yet, your photos are not up yet. So to my wonderful friends. Hard 2 Handle: ♥ ©hristinÅ11: Vangelis: Persia: Miss Cherry: Sweetest Taste of Sin: Broken Angel: YeP...Im.HeR: Fornicates: Mai Thai: Lily / Stiletto Girls Hostess:

Respect
Respect: This is a very gray subject. What does respect mean? Are there different levels and types of respect? Do you prove that you don’t deserve respect or do you earn respect? Who is responsible for giving respect first, after all it takes respect to get respect. All these questions have no right or wrong answer. The problem that I see is that everyone thinks they should be respected but many people think they don’t have to show respect for one reason or another. What ever happened to just being respectful, period? “respect your elders” does that mean that older people don’t have to respect young people? “respect authority” does that mean that figures of authority don’t have to respect subordinates? The problem with these questions is that the parties addressed will never agree on an answer. Now what about this excuse “I wasn’t raised that way.” Come on, that is the sorriest excuse I have ever heard. If you are an adult and still think that you were raised perfectly then you hav

Quotes
" Do you love me because I'm beautiful, or am I beautiful because you love me." " To the world you may be someone, but to someone you may be the world." " Your words are my food, your breath my wine. You are everything to me." " Being happy, doesn't mean everything's perfect; It means that you decided to look beyond the imperfections!" " Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." " Never regret anything because at one time...it was exactly what you wanted." " Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again." " It breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else, but its more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you." " Love is like heaven, but it can hurt like hell." " Who do you turn to when the only person in the world that can stop you from crying, is exactly the one making you cry?" " Why do you say you care for m

Its Funny How We.....
its funny look at life , we look at it with happiness ,through tears,through pain,through death... we get by with live everyday with eating, drinking,sleeping,talking,cheating,liying,fighting,the essenctials of life itself, but where never ready for whats instore, we say we are but r u really? do u wake up everyday knowing u can walk out ur house and get shoot are u ready to die r u ready to face ur fears,are u ready knowing ur heart can give out on u in seconds are u ready, you sit here and ask wtf are u talking bout..i guess it has to do with the fact in the last yr i have died 5 times from heart failure same with friends and famliy if i dont quit smoking im fucked,today im sitting here telling and asking u r u ready...i live my life one day at a time cuz its all i have its all i got. i mean yeah im ready to die im not afraid of death if u are then sumthing is wrng with u cuz weather u like it or not death is goming u dont know when and u dont know how .. i still have pr

Racism
Unto the the heavens, and under the Sky; we are all but one family. I refuse to accept the view that mankind is so tragically bound to the starless midnight of racism and war that the bright daybreak of peace and brotherhood can never become a reality.... I believe that unarmed truth and unconditional love will have the final word.

The True Enemy
Commendable is the taming Of mind, which is hard to hold down, Nimble, alighting wherever it wants. Mind subdued brings ease. The sagacious one may tend the mind, Hard to be seen, extremely subtle, Alighting wherever it wants. The tended mind brings ease. No Fear is there for the wide-awake Who has mind undampened And thought unsmitten- The wholesome and detrimental left behind What a foe may do to a foe, Or a hater to a hater- Far worse than that The mind ill held may do to him. Not mother, father, nor even other kinsmen, May do that good to him- Far better than that The mind well held may do to him.

Random Thought Of The Day
Have you ever had a moment where all of a sudden you realize that a few basic things about human behavior are always the same, and that everybody subconsciously tells you what they're not saying. And sometimes you ignore that for awhile, cause you don't like what they're really saying, but after analyzing the facts, you can't deny yourself what your instincts know. The whole world just goes *pop* and snaps into place, and all the bends of the curved mirror of perception smooth out. So the giants become midgets, and the smiling people extend their claws, as the demons sprout feathered wings. The darkness recedes and the landscape becomes visible, and finally you see the mountain for what it is, and you have to ask if you're still gonna climb this, or is it gonna kill you?

"you Are My Dream That Came True"
After years of dreaming, Wishing for someone that would come by and just sweep me off the floor With sweetness like honey, With the magic touch to melt my heart, Just like MM's that melts in your mouth not in the hands-- I just realized that it was YOU, Where you have always been, In the front of my face ... I had seen you before but never thought it would be YOU I am glad that I had the courage to talk to you, The risk I took, Came out what I wanted and hoped for, Again, I thought I was dreaming-- I had to tell myself, YOU are not dreaming, It's the dream that came alive and true. The more I talk to you, You brought back the warm feeling I thought I'd never felt again, I thought I'd always be cold forever, You melt me like ice, Knowing that you are real to me. The more I see in your eyes, Bring the joy back alive, The spark had been sparked with a strong feelings that wouldn't fade, You are the dream that came to me and real. Now, I know for the facts

"my Fears"
Now that I finally opened up my heart to someone, Will he even want it? I have put my heart on the table Will he take it? I have said my words Will he even listen to them? I had sent my kisses Will he kiss me back? I had given my hugs Will he hug me back? I shared my feelings Will he understand my feelings? I had given my body to him Will he cherish it? I had given my soul to him Will he preserve it? My fears would be--- He would close his heart to me He would put it in the trash It would go to one ear to another ear and laugh at me He would wipe off my kisses He would just handshake me instead give me hugs He would walk over my feelings like a doormat He would treat it as if he rapes me He would allow it to became rotten Then whom am I to him? What do I became to?

And You People Want Her Why???
http://www.cnn.com/2008/POLITICS/09/21/palin.rape.exams/index.html Palin's town charged women for rape exams Story Highlights While Sarah Palin was mayor, Wasilla charged victims for their rape exams Interviews, review of records show no evidence Palin knew victims were charged Former state representative says it seems unlikely Palin was not aware of issue From Jessica Yellin CNN ANCHORAGE, Alaska (CNN) -- Alaska Gov. Sarah Palin's hometown required women to pay for their own rape examinations while she was mayor, a practice her police chief fought to keep as late as 2000. Former state Rep. Eric Croft, a Democrat, sponsored a state law requiring cities to provide the examinations free of charge to victims. He said the only ongoing resistance he met was from Wasilla, where Palin was mayor from 1996 to 2002. "It was one of those things everyone could agree on except Wasilla," Croft told CNN. "We couldn't convince the chief of police to stop charging them." Al

Arroz Con Pollo
Submitted by the sexiful Bibli who molesters me in my dreams. This is how my mom and I make Arroz con Pollo. I don't have exact measurements. You need: 2 boneless, skinless chicken breasts 1/2 onion 1 cup rice 1 small can of tomato sauce 1 can of chicken broth Boil the chicken until there's it's no longer pink inside. Shred the chicken into bite-sized pieces and put it aside. You can cut the onion any way you want. I used to be picky and not want to eat onions so my mom would leave them in big pieces that could easily be scooped out because the most important thing was the flavor. Now that I'm over the picky stage, I dice the onion and leave it in. It's important to have all the ingredients ready before you start cooking because once you start, it all goes pretty fast and if you stop to open a can or measure out rice, the things inside the pan are going to burn. Cover the bottom of a medium-sized pot with oil. Turn a flame on high. When the oil is hot, throw in

How To Join
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Vampire Guide 401: "psy-vamps"
Vampire Guide 401: "Psy-Vamps" Some Basic Information On Energy, Manipulation, and Consequences A word on "Psychic Vampirism" Ok, I have avoided this topic for quite awhile now, but it seems that I am forced into actually providing some definitions and information on this as people have asked and really seek to know and understand. "Psy-vamps" (as is the popular term nowadays, an older term is "soul-sucker") refers to an individual who literally steals the life energy of another person for their own benefit. Or, more simply, is a person who gets a "high" or a "rush" from others. Let me state one thing very clearly here from the start: While people like to use the catchy term "psy-vamp," a person who can do this is not necessarily, an actual vampire. Why? Because ANYONE can do this. Allow me to explain what I mean. Energy-the driving force of the universe... Everyone in the world has energy. We are made of it. And, it is a defining characteristic of life. We don't

Passing On The Wisdom Of Others
Tim Gunn's 10 Essential Items Every Woman Needs • Basic black dress • Trench coat • Classic dress pants • Classic white shirt • Skirt • Blazer • Day dress • Cashmere sweater • Jeans • A comfortable alternative to a sweatsuit

Not Going To Be Here For Awhile
WELL AS OF MIDNIGHT TONIGHT I WILL NO LONGER HAVE PHONE OR INTERNET AND IT SUCKS !!! CANT AFFORD IT ! I AM REALLY GOING TO MISS SOME OF YOU ON HERE , REALLY I AM.....AND WHAT REALLY SUCKS IS THAT ALL THE JOB APPS I PUT IN THEY CANT CALL ME , SO IF ANYONE HERE WANTS TO STAY IN TOUCH WITH ME BY SNAIL MAIL PLEASE MESSAGE ME PRIVATELY

Factcheck And Brady Campaign Share Same Sugar Daddy
Factcheck And Brady Campaign Share Same Sugar Daddy-- FactCheck and Brady Campaign in Bed with Annenberg Foundation Friday, September 26, 2008 FactCheck supposedly exists to look beyond a politician's claims. Ironically, in its analysis of NRA materials on Barack Obama, these so-called "FactCheckers" use the election year campaign rhetoric of a presidential candidate and a verbal claim by one of the most zealous gun control supporters in Congress to refute facts compiled by NRA's research of vote records and review of legislative language. There's another possible explanation behind FactCheck's positions. Just last year, FactCheck's primary funding source, the Annenberg Foundation, also gave $50,000 to the Brady Center to Prevent Gun Violence for "efforts to reduce gun violence by educating the public and by enacting and enforcing regulations governing the gun industry." Annenberg made a similar grant for $100,000 in 2005. (source) Regardless of the cause, it's clea

A Poem Of How Im Feel Sumtimes
Waiting A lonely heart, in an empty chest, everyday, it beats less and less. The sun still rises, but my lifes in gloom, locked inside, my torturous room. If these walls could talk, they'd tell you of pain, how everynight tears, bleed down like rain. Alone again tonight, dreaming of that guy, I know who he is, and I know he's my world. This burden of hurt, too hard to hide, if I don't find him soon, I'll die inside. so if your the guy, who's made for me, come this way, because i'll still be; Waiting for you, waiting for life to start, waiting for a love, to wake my sleeping heart.

I Used To Think...
This (at one time) was my FAVORITE joke of all time and even cracked me up a little bit when i told it even though the people i told it to thought it was kinda stupid and gross...but then they see me laugh and we both start laughing... here goes... Q: why do dogs lick their balls? A: becuz they can... ahhahahahaaaaaaa i used to crack up a bit AND NOW?.... it's not so funnie now becuz NOW??...i have a dog. YUK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CUT IT OUT ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lmao :)

A Small Request
My bf aunt is a beautiful soul that needs our prayers tonight. She has suffered another stroke after having one just 3 days ago. If you wish please send a prayer. Thank you in advance Peace Love and HUGS C~

Great Frind Needs Help
She is so awesome ,but i can only do so much will please help get her vip.She is just amazing and she will be so grateful so if your true friend help her out please!!! ♥ Lori ♥ Wife 2 ScOoTeR's ♥ Lori ♥ Wife 2 ScOoTeR@ fubar

What Animal Are You?
You Are an Elephant You are a truly compassionate creature. You have a strong sense of justice that extends to all beings. It pains you to see someone treated unfairly. And you tend to hold on to hurtful memories for a long time. You are very thoughtful and introspective. You always have a piece of wisdom to pass along. You form deep connections with your friends and family members. And you mourn any relationships that have been lost. What Animal Are You?

Dark Prince
> > > > **INTRODUCING THE ONE AND ONLY YOUR DARK PRINCE** ♥HE IS IN HOSPITAL ~ admitted Monday, had a heart attack and kidneys are failing.....liver is not doing well either... PLEASE PRAY FOR DARK PRINCE TO MAKE IT!!!!!!♥ I'm so sad... REPOST FOR EVERYONE TO SEE!!! IRONICA WILL NEVER REPOST FOR ANYONE IF THIS IS NOT REPOSTED READ MY BLOG... http://www.fubar.com/blog/250951 **SHOW HIM WE MISS AND LOVE HIM!!!....** CLICK THE LINK... YOUR DARK PRINCE..I AM BACK, FRIEND,FAN,CRUSH AND RATE ME..DARK WICKED THOUGHTS TO ALL@ fubar Nookie - Limp Bizkit http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2114355641

Hahahahaha!!!!
My friends keep trying to convince me to go into this big haunted attraction set up in our area. i've gone two years in a row and both years have wound up in the car alone cause i'm chicken. i just got a text from one of them asking me if i'm going :p

Proposition 420 - Universal Health Care Disbursement
Proposition 420 The U.S.H.E.M.P. Act Disbursement of Federal Hemp/Cannabis Revenue Section 3: Industrial and Economic Part D: Universal Health Care Funding 25% of Total Disbursement Purpose : To establish a general fund from which all United States Citizens receive 100% Universal Health Care; A percentage of the total revenues acquired from the taxation of Hemp/Cannabis would be set aside with the intended goal of establishing Private Health Care Accounts for every U.S. Citizen. Citizens would have available to them $X amount per year to spend as they choose on medical procedures. As an example, each citizen would receive a $100,000 credit account annually. This amount would not accumulate but each year would reset at the base amount. These funds would not be accessible to the Citizen either directly or as collateral, but only as credit for medical procedures. The assumption is that balanced between the majority who would not need their entire annual account amount, the

Just A Thought.
A woman has amazing strengths. She can deal with stress and carry heavy burdens. She smiles when she feels like screaming. She sings when she feels like crying. She cries when shes happy and laughs when shes afraid. Her love is unconditional Its fealt from the soul Theres only one thing wrong with her.. she forgets what shes worth!! Take a minute out of your busy day Pass this to every beautiful woman you know remind her that she is unique and just as special to you

Help Me Out
Good Afternoon/Evening. My friend from High School ♀♂☆PrÍñcëšš Kàrè Alół™☆♀♂ Fu-Owned by Zman! on here has her own business. As of right now it is a fledgling business and we are trying to get the word out about it. She does graphic designs and makes custom greetings and pictures. The link for the site is http://karesdesigns.com/ She does charge fees for her work, as well she should. Please help me get the word out. Thank you This is brought to you by Erica's Man@ fubar

Liars
Well the sad part about all this is that I learned a hard lesson... What I have to say is the truth no bull crap. I recently have separated from my husband that I have been with for 12 years. Long before we separated my heart was not in our marriage. He felt his friends and drinking were more important then his family, when confronted with it he told me that he will not change for anyone, so that is the reason for our separation not dealing with that. I am 38 yrs old and not getting any younger. A gentleman on fubar befriended me and we became very close.. we even exchanged cell numbers. We talked everyday, what a smooth talker. Everyday like clock work he would call me. Sometimes 4 times a day hours at a time. We became very close just by talking over the phone, we knew what each others likes and dislikes were, what we wanted out of life, we talked about everything!!! He told me that he owned his own company, 65% of another company that his mom left him, two homes, harleys, lots

I Will Remember You.
Tomorrow ....well today is pregnancy loss awareness day. At 7pm women and men will be lighting a candle in remembrance of the babies that have been lost. Our babies. Whether they were just a few weeks after conception and miscarried....or full term and born still, they will still be in our hearts forever. You will always be loved Shannon and Dylan. Mommy Graphics

Auto 11's
This is my first actual contest!! (not giveaway) And i reallly want to win of course because its for Auto 11's! If you could just rate the picture!! All i really need are rates. I would appreciate all of the help!

For Deaddoll Part 2
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting Could it be that we have been this way before? I know you don't think that I am trying I know you're wearing thin down to the core But hold your breath Because tonight will be the night That I will fall for you over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you's impossible to find You're impossible to find This is not what I intended I always swore to you I'd never fall apart You always thought that I was stronger I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start Oh, but hold your breath Because tonight will be the night That I will fall for you over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you's impossible to find It's impossible So breathe in so deep Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap And remember me tonight wh

Fakers!
Lol another 1 of my strange experiences on fubar! This guy puts pics of other guys on his profile just so he gets rates!! There is not a single 1 of his pics amongst them!! I said that was fake and re-rated the pics i rated be4. Then he rerates all my pictures from 10 down to 1 ( i only rerated the 2 i rated first) and blocks me. That way he doesnt have to answer my question. I asked him: are u afraid ur own picture is not gonna be rated a 10? Well the answer to that we will never know, wont we?? Some guys are just soooo pathetic!

Rant...
There are certain types of people in this world that just piss me off to no end. The type of people that come up to you and ask you for advice. And then when you give them advice they don't take the advice. They just come back to you a week later and they're like "I cant believe how everything turned out so wrong." You want to know why everything turned out wrong? Because you didn't take my advice and your fuckin' stupid. That's what went wrong. You didn't listen to me. I know all. The other type of person are those fuckin insignificant peons, who just have to validate themselves by being in a relationship. You know what? It's pathetic, it's weak-minded, and you show no inner strength what-so-ever. Get over the girlfriend, get over the boyfriend, or whatever the fuck you're yearning for, and live fuckin' life. People who stalk their ex-girlfriends particularly piss me off. What the fuck is wrong with these people? Don't you have better thigns to do in life than be emotionally att

Lust And Desire
I had a strange desire My love, as you bore down on me... You kiss on my neck was fierce... As you pressed your teeth so hard Against my red-flushed skin, I desired your teeth To push further And draw out the blood That pulses within Driven by a heart That beats only for you... By a heart that beats Next to yours now. But for your cold touch To still my heart That beats within, My desire would not seem so strange... You are beautiful and enticing, But your love is fleeting, Like the shadow of the wind In the dim moonlight, And neither my weak eyes, Nor my weak heart, Could see in the dim moonlight, That your warm, red lips, Were only warm and red, With my warm, red blood on them. I once had a strange desire, But that has waned Like the once full moon That now is dark and silent, Like my heart that once Beat only for you... It beats no more, And the blood that once pulsed within Was soaked up by the moon That hangs like a bloody rag, Silent, dark

This Is What I Clearly See
It is the people and things we hold so near To lose them would be of a greater fear In the heart where they all reside Many emotions that live inside If I was to lose just one person or one thing To fall like dominos and feel the sting How to live and carry on? When the people and things that matter most are dead and gone It takes will to live and breathe Makes things easier when caring people rather stay than leave Their is only one person on the top of the list She is the lady I cannot resist She is sick and not well Scared and sad only a selective few can tell Let me make a prayer and say it out loud To pray for your health and safety and to remove this dark cloud I wish to see a smile on your face Next time I see you, a memory I shall never replace It is the best of me that you will always see Hoping together we remain happy and anger free Your overall wellness is my concern The best of everything for you I yearn To miss and love you still All that

The Moonsinger Lounge**nsfw**
The MOONSINGER Lounge Is NOW Open!! I'm Going to need a Few things since I'm Just starting out but SO FAR It somewhere where you can relax and chat and watch Some SEXY BBW Videos,Cartoons,Movies and so on...Tonight I'm going to be showcasing my VERY OWN Amatuer Videos and HEY!!...**ADULTS ONLY!!**.... If your NOT a BBW Or PORN Fan..This aint gonna Be your kinda show. If it IS Your KInda show come Hang out and chat with me..Miss Fetish BBW 2008. **Cam Password** fetishlover http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=59614

A Summary Of My Trip To The Shrink...
First of all I, at one point in my life I had the idea that shrinks and the whole "talk to someone" method was absurd and pussiesh... is that a word? Back to my point...Lately Ive had a rough time of it, as most have I'm sure, lack of sleep,a 3 year old and and fuck bag of a baby's mama to boot. None the less I decided to go see someone before all of this pent up rage, makes me do some shit like, I dont know, beat the holy fuck out of someone, or go on a fucking shooting spree. Now today, was the day I was slated to go and talk to this shrink by the name of Ms,Chung, no not Connie Chung, anyways, it was a Vietnemese woman or a fucking Irish man,...side note, Pace and rage mixed with the little irsh fucker and booze = The 6 o'clock news and jail time. So I chose the first. Well as I entered the office I notice that the fucking place reaked of herbal tea and egg drop soup, but what the hell being pissed off made me hungry. So we get the introductions out of the way and her 15 min rambli

Becalmed T'wins Discover Tornados, Pt. 3
Hikayat smiled. She never questioned the forces that drew her, but this trio of T'wins were as alien to her cause as any she'd freed in her long existence. She brushed past Will N. to dip her fingers in the bucket of water Red E. had brought to the surface of the well. She could feel Abe L. shivering against her boot, but Will N. was steadfast in his rock hard stance of precocious bravado. Or innocence. He had a head start on his brothers in coping with what was to come. His nature would embrace the knowledge he would gain. His innocent bravado would become honed in the heat of battles he could not imagine, and bravery would become his mantle. She wasn't quite sure what gifts the other two possessed. But here she was, and there they were, and she knew absolutely that they were needed. Her fingertips, wet with the water of the T'wins homeland, slid into the opening of a silver bag hanging from her waist. She wove a simple circular pattern into the silky sand the bag held. Moonlig

You Make Me Feel
You Make me Feel At times when I am sad you make me feel like everything is going to be ok. And when I am Lonely you make the cold go away.. When I am angry you put a smile on my face... And when I am happy it's because you looked my way.... Our time together has been a Roller Coaster ride, But I would have never gotten on if you had't been by my side..... You make me feel like the world is my Playground and everything in it a toy. You make me feel like a Little Girl with my first crush on a little boy.. You make the Sun rise and set in my life and I thank God everyday day that you made me... YOUR WIFE! Copyright ©2008 Erica Corn

Angel
An unhappy child Needing love and attention Saddened by neglect A father reaches out Wanting to make things right To ease the pain And to lighten the heart She pulls away Keeps it all inside But buries herself In loving arms The angel’s sorrow Tears him apart A sickness wells up Breaking him down

Trust Me With Your Heart
Why does your heart grow doubtful dear? Tense and beating, full of fear. I keep with me your everlasting love, and bless the day God sent you from above. You remain my angel and I feel that I must, tell you that within you, you have my trust. My love is the tide, your soul is the shores, you have my heart, do I have yours? I'll belong to you till the very end, and you will forever stay as my lover and friend. It has been so good like this from the start, so darling please, trust me with your heart.

We're Not In Love
So often people say they found their lover in their friend. I just have to wonder if they�ve found a means to fit their end. I thought I knew you for so long, but now I�ve come to see That this man is a stranger, and you don�t remember me. For the first time in my life I wanted someone I could keep- To treasure me both heart and soul, to hold me in my sleep. When I saw you I was overjoyed, my search at last concluded, Who knew that I would come to find that I was just deluded? Because as we grew together something still kept us apart, I have your body and your mind, but I�ll never have your heart. And I still wish that we could have that true love and forever, But reality stole my happy ending, leaving me with never. And if you asked, what would I say? Would I dare to throw it all away? Would yes be right? Or is it no? But we never ask, so on we go. And still I know that in the end, You�re not my lover but my friend. This is

Friends Til The End
FRIENDS MADE LONG AGO YOUNGR GIRLS WOULD GROW A BOND NEW FOREVER FRIENDS MADE TOGETHER DAYS TURNED TO YEARS OF LAUGHTER AND NOW TEARS TALKS OF WHAT LIFE DID BRING NOW HAUNTS THEIR MEMORY TIME HAS SURELY FLOWN WITH THE KNOWLEGDE NOW KNOWN LIFE HAS NEW PHASES LOVE HAS CHANGED FACES DREAMS ONCE SHARED WITH ONE WHO TRULY CARED TO THINK OF YOU AND ME WHAT OUR LIFE'S WOULD BE IF ON THAT DAY WE HAD WALKED AWAY

The Calling Chapter 15
As morning came along a few hours after the birth of my two children I tried to get up and close the blinds fast since I knew the sunlight would be coming in right on top of my two young ones crib and I knew that my Daughter like myself couldn't handle having the sunlight shown us unlike my Husbnd and my Son who lived in the sunlight with no fear of it at all. As I tried to get up and move out of the bed I was in I felt my body grow very very weak and I hit the floor hard as I was tring to crawl to the blinds to pull them one of my maids had come in and saw me on the floor and rushed over to close the blinds and help me back up to my feet and yet when she saw my face she screamed and yet I had no idea as to why she was screaming and yet another maid had rushed in and fell to the floor in front of me in such horror I was shaking from the looks upon their faces for I had no idea what was going on to make them scream in such horror at looking at me for. By this time the screams had aw

Usmc Date
Hey y'all trust me I have laughed until I have cried, needed to clear my eyes to continue reading~ so let it be said I warned you BEFORE YOU EVEN STARTED!!!!! LATERS TRACIE MRE dinner date, The following is supposedly a true story....told from the point of view of a U.S. Marine. I had a date the other night at my place. On the phone the day before, the girl asked me to "Cook her something she's never had before" for dinner. After many minutes of scratching my head over what to make, I finally settled on something she has DEFINITELY never eaten. I got out my trusty case of MRE's. Meal, Ready-to-Eat. Field rations that when eaten in their entirety contain 3000+ calories. Here's what I made: I took three of the Ham Slices out of their plastic packets, took out three of the Pork Chops, three packets of Chicken-a-la-King, and eight packets of dehydrated butter noodles and some dehydrated/rehydrated rice. I cooked the Ham Slices and Pork Chops in one pan, sauteed in shaved

A Craving
A Craving By: BattleKat aka Jodi With carnal knowledge she stalks her prey, Her claws feel the earth ever so lightly. She knows love and thirst will win this day, He feels her touch and teeth ever so slightly. The craving within cannot be contained, Sweetened blood and pulses heightened. She circles him eluding senses yet obtained, She knows his thirst is as hers, strengthened! He sees her swift movement like quicksilver, Yet the sweet pain comes seconds later. He watches the love only her mouth delivers, Entranced by blood and taken to slaughter. She wants more and more as she bleeds him, A craving in her mouth for this, his little death. He knows she wants this so, seeing the light dim, She tastes his spill, hears sharp intake of breath. So satisfied and satiated she lets down her guard, But he is not so easily taken down to count. With renewed vigor he takes her down hard

Happy Halloween
Subject: HAPPY HALLOWEEN! A cabbie picks up a Nun. She gets into the cab, and notices that the VERY handsome cab driver won't stop staring at her. She asks him why he is staring. He replies: 'I have a question to ask you but I don't want to offend you.' She answers, 'My son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I am and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance to see and hear just about everything. I'm sure that there's nothing you could say or ask that I would find offensive.' 'Well, I've always had a fantasy to have a nun kiss me.' She responds, 'Well, let's see what we can do a about that: #1, you have to be single and #2, you must be Catholic.' The cab driver is very excited and says, 'Yes, I'm single and Catholic!' 'OK' the nun says. 'Pull into the next alley.' The nun fulfills his fantasy, with a kiss that would make a hooker blush. But when they get back on the road, the cab driver starts crying. 'My dear child,' says

Reality?
Metamorphosis He wakes up everyday, involving himself in the same endless routine. When he looks into the mirror he sees something else. It's not his normal human face he sees. It's like a plastic mask covering what used to be. Almost like an outer covering. Something protecting what is trapped beneath the surface. The mask serves as crucial evidence to the ***** that ran off somewhere with his love. He fell in love with that woman not long ago. She quickly became all he knew. Everything he did, everything he thought about was that girl. Before her, his life was somewhat dull. But after meeting her things changed for the better, or so he thought. But after months of what seemed like heaven to him he began to realize that this girl didn't seem to have the same deep feelings as he had for her. He proclaimed his love to her several times. But she never gave him the response he wanted back. So, in time he eventually faded away from her, telling her to disappear ou

Little Buckwheat
A teacher in a one-room schoolhouse arrives one morning to find a nice red apple on her desk with a tag tied to it saying T.O.T. Knowing that she had some not-so-nice pranksters in her class, she cautiously asked 'Can someone explain what T.O.T. means?' Mary in the front row raised her hand to explain it means 'To Our Teacher.' The next morning the teacher finds a bigger and prettier apple than the day before. This time there is a tag with T.O.T.W.L. written on it. She asks for an explanation for this note and little Johnny waves his hand to explain 'That means 'To Our Teacher With Love'. The next morning she arrives to find a great big watermelon sitting on her desk with a tag saying 'F.U.C.K.' Her jaw drops and she screams 'Who can explain this?' Little Buckwheat in the back row raises his hand and says, that means 'From Us Colored Kids'

Shadow Dream
Shadow Dream (a Rondel) Alice slept in the afternoon shadow where she dreamt a very god-like dream upon a rather Cartesian theme that played like a matinee picture show The White Queen to Alice whispered low that not all that is is as it seems then took her deep in the forest shadow and showed her the Dreamer lost in dream The Red King snored with the peaceful flow of the waters that grace this mortal stream he dozed without haste or thought extreme as he dreamt this world which we all know; Alice woke in the afternoon shadow and wondered if it was all but a dream

Death
So, last week I went to a funeral for a lady that I had taken care of the last year at my job. It was the first funeral I have gone to for a resident. It was kind of weird. She was a nice lady. 94 years old. very loving and caring. She even sent ariana a valentine's day card in the mail. Her funeral was nice, no tears. That is how I want it to be when I die. Then I wonder...would anyone cry for me anyway? My mom called tonight to tell me that my grandma is dying and that my aunt wants to have a last christmas so to speak with the family. I love my grandma and I want to be able to see her. but i want to do it on my own time. I told my mom I wouldn't go. I will go in 2 weeks with just my mom and my daughter and we will see Grandma. But, I won't go to this "family" thing. No one in that family ever has time for anyone. I don't want to spend any extra time with them. Am I wrong to be that way?

What If??
ya kno we all have "what if" questions running through our head...bad part do we ever act on them?? ya kno kinda like what if i gave up on him? what if i quit tryin? what if i just erase my feelings and be strictly his friend? maybe it would change his mind and by that time its gonna be too late to do anything about it cuz i'll be over it! everyone has gotten hurt in the past right? and everyone is scared that it will happen again! i kno i am! but damn theres times when u have to give someone a chance...i kno i would if i had a guy doing everything in their power to try to be with me and to make me happy! i duno...its just irritating half the time i duno what to think! sorry guys i just had to get that out there! i think this will be the one time i act on my "what if's" have any advice? let me kno

The Origins Of Halloween
THE ANCIENT CELTIC FIRE FESTIVALS: There appear to have been four major holy days celebrated by the Paleopagan Druids, possibly throughout the Celtic territories: Samhain, Oimelc, Beltane & Lughnasadh (in one set of Irish-based modern spellings). Four additional holy (or “High”) days (Winter Solstice or “Midwinter,” Spring Equinox, Summer Solstice or “Midsummer,” and Fall Equinox), which are based on Germanic or other Indo-European cultures, are also celebrated in the Neopagan Druid calendar, along with others based on mainstream holidays (visit the linked essay for details). The most common practice for the calculation of Samhain, Oimelc, Beltane and Lughnasadh has been, for the last several centuries, to use the civil calendar days or eves of November 1st, February 1st, May 1st and August 1st, respectively. Since we have conflicting evidence on how the Paleopagan Druids calculated these dates, modern Neopagans just use whichever method is most convenient. This means, of course,

Army Pfc. Kristofor T. Stonesifer
Army Pfc. Kristofor T. Stonesifer 28, of Missoula, Mont.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 75th Ranger Regiment, Fort Benning, Ga.; killed in action when his UH-60 Black Hawk helicopter crashed during a training mission, on Oct. 19, 2001, in Pakistan. Died: October 19, 2001

Wishing
When you feel like everyone is walking away, Your thoughts scaring you not knowing what to say. Wondering what it is that you are missing, Crying for help and seems noone is listening. You fight the thoughts in your mind, Not knowing when you may find, The true you that you have left behind. You fight with yourself everday for the decisions you have made, Watching your life and dreams just fade. Your life seems to be going downhill fast, Wondering how long it is going to last. Wishing just one person would come to you and say, Tomorrow is going to be a better day.

Where's My Love?
ALL I NEED IS LOVE, BUT WHEN WILL IT COME? I WANT A RELATIONSHIP BEFORE LIFE IS DONE MY LIFE IS FILLED WITH MANY MISTAKES BUT I WILL FIND LOVE, NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES LONLINESS IS ALL I EVER IN MY LIFE BUT ALL I EVER WANT IS SOMEONE TO BE MY WIFE I SEE OTHER PEOPLE'S RELATIONSHIPS ARE AT THEIR PRIME HAPPY AS THEY CAN BE, BUT WHEN WILL IT BE MY TIME? ALL I'VE DONE IS SCREW THINGS UP SCRAING WOMEN AWAY, AND RUNNING OUT OF LUCK GOD, WHAT DO I NEED TO FIX TO GET MY BLESSING? DO I NEED TO START CONFESSING AND STOP STRESSING? I FEEL LIKE IN LIFE, I'VE ALWAYS BEEN CHEATED FEELING DEFEATED AND MY MISTAKES REPEATED LOVE IS ALL I NEED, SOMEONE ONE TO HAVE AND TO HOLD I WANT SOMEONE TO LOVE BEFORE I GROW OLD I'M TIRED OF BEING DEPRESSED AND LONELY I WANNA BE WHOLE INSTEAD OF BEING THE ONLY I SEE OTHER GUYS ALWAYS GET LADIES WITH EASE I'M WONDERING WHAT THE HELL'S WRONG WITH ME I CAN'T SEEM TO GET A WOMAN, WHAT I'M I DOING WRONG? IS M

The Election....a Lil Late I Know
Our Founding Fathers were collectively the brightest, wealthiest, and most powerful men of their era. They risked everything they had by declaring their independence from what was, at that time, the greatest military and economic power in the world.Quite frankly, we have not had such intellect, innovation, and "testicular fortitude" at the helm of our country since then, and I believe will never see men of such strong backbone in our government again.Just over 200 years later, England is a shadow of its past world dominance and the United States has fallen so far away from the country our forefathers created for us that they would shed tears of dismay if they could walk among us today. History provides a road map of where the US is heading…Is our demise inevitable? No, but ONLY if we study the past and make the difficult, yet proper, decisions to prevent history from repeating itself in our country as it has done with every group of people before us, from every culture imaginable.

Disappointed
I am so VERY SICK of people I thought were my friends. Thru this whole election process I have made it VERY CLEAR I am a Republican, and a supporter of McCain/Palin. I HAVE NOT ONCE gotten into my friends who are DEMOCRATS faces about their choice in their political party. I however have been shouted at, deleted, and even called a whore for being a Republican backing McCain/Palin. We are Americans who have the right to vote as we choose, and speak our minds. IF you voted for Obama then that was ur choice, and ur right. DO NOT come to my page and shout BS at me. I have my beliefs and u have urs. LET'S KEEP THEM OUT OF OUR FRIENDSHIPS ON HERE. If u want to talk logically about the election, then that is one thing, but the first time I feel insulted. I do have a delete button, and I WILL use it.

All My Dj Homies Check This!
The Juggalo Community Network is lookin for a DJ!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We are currently looking for a DJ for TJCN Radio. Requirements: Atleast 500 underground tracks Microphone High Speed Connection Webcam (not technically required but its a plus) If you are interested e-mail us back at this address. canna@tjcnetwor.us Dont forget to login and checkout whats new on TJCN, new shit is added everyday! Redirected Link: http://tjcnetwork.com Main Site: http://tjcnetwork.us TJCN TopSite http://topsite.tjcnetwork.us TJCN Arcade http://arcade.tjcnetwork.us TJCN Image Gallery (Juggalo Image/Video Hosting) http://gallery.tjcnetwork.us NEW SITE TO THE ONLINE JUGGALO COMMUNITY!! CHECK IT OUT!!! http://juggalosearch.com

Looking For Some Good Life-savers!
Hello Everyone! We are looking to increase the size of the family (to make up for those members that chose to leave us). So I am opening it up to all of you, and adding a little twist to things at the same time. Do you have a friend who shows awesome love? Think perhaps they would enjoy being a Life-Saver? Well send them over! IF the friend you recruit is voted as a Life-Saver of the month, YOU will receive 100 (10s) picture rates from myself, Dee and Emily. As always thanks for reading this blog!! Donna aka GEM

Republicans
Well now that the election is over and the Republican party is shell shocked,Many have to be wondering How could this have happened ? I for one say the fall from grace was hard earned and well deserved ,In my humble opinion the luke warm support for McCain by the Party ( not the voters but higher ups in the Party ) and defections of prominent Republicans to Obama is it any wonder we hold any seats at all ? The party failed to counter at every turn the fact that the last 8 yrs of "Failed Policies" were not Bush's or the Republicans alone,that plenty of Democrats had to vote for them as well,Something they did real well During Bush's re-election.There would have been no need to try and distance McCain from Bush if they had even tried to help John Mccain. I believe it was a calculated risk by the Republicans to allow this election go to the Democrats rather then support the Maverick and the backlash has been many defeats in State elections The party known as the party for th

Just Something I Like
~Broken~Wake up to a sunny dayNot a cloud up in the skyAnd then it starts rainMy defenses hit the groundAnd they shatter all aroundSo open and exposedBut I found strength in the struggleFace to face with my troublesWhen your brokenIn a million little piecesAnd you’re trying But you can’t hold on anymoreEvery tear falls down for a reasonDon’t just stop believing in yourselfWhen you’re broken ..Little girl,Don’t be so blueI know what your going throughDon’t let it beat you upHitting walls and getting scarsOnly makes you who you areOnly makes you who you areNo matter how much your heart is achingThere is beauty in the breakingWhen your brokenIn a million little pieces When your trying But you cant hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reasonDon’t just stop believing in yourselfWhen your broken..Better daysAre going to find you once againEvery piece will find it’s placeWhen your broken…

Rednecks Are Runnin Scared
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20081108/ap_on_re_us/obama_gun_sales Fears of Democrat crackdown lead to gun sales boom MIDLOTHIAN, Va. – When 10-year-old Austin Smith heard Barack Obama had been elected president, he had one question: Does this mean I won't get a new gun for Christmas? That brought his mother, the camouflage-clad Rachel Smith, to Bob Moates Sports Shop on Thursday, where she was picking out that special 20-gauge shotgun — one of at least five weapons she plans to buy before Obama takes office in January. Like Smith, gun enthusiasts nationwide are stocking up on firearms out of fears that the combination of an Obama administration and a Democrat-dominated Congress will result in tough new gun laws. "I think they're going to really try to crack down on guns and make it harder for people to try to purchase them," said Smith, 32, who taught all five of her children — ages 4 to 10 — to shoot because the family relies on game for food. Last month, as an Obama w

An Angel
Casted into darkness. Thrown out like yesterdays trash. I was. Hated passionately but many. Fear by the rest. With a blackend soul. So dark even pure evil was fearful of it. Hate bottled inside that was unmeasurable. Given up hope. Facing the reality in front of me. Using others like pawns on a chess board to get where I want. Then she appears. An angel. By anyone else's standard a wonderful person. But in my wicked hate filled eyes. She was my new begining. Her eyes capture my soul. Brought it back to life. her smile erased all the hate. Her love that she showed me . Very little at first. Gave me happiness. It grew stronger and stronger each and every moment I spent with her. Yet still not able to feel her touch. Her kiss. Her warmth. Yet just looking at her. Smile so angelic and full of love. Eyes locked on me so inviting. Made the beast become human and whole. Falling for her so puirely. That not matches or rivals. this whole new form of love. Her never knew exsisted. A love he nev

Change?
Everyone talks about change, from our new president elect to the pan handler on the street, but I wonder if that change they they speak about is really any change at all? My opinion about the government changing anything is ridiculous... Obama and the congress aren't going to change anything other than how much money the government steals from us...the change I'm speaking about is one of personal change; a change in lifestyle; a change in the basic way a person thinks and acts... is that kind of change possible? Fundamentally, can a person really change who they are and the way they perceive the world?My personal experience is that some form of change is possible, but how deeply does that go? There are some things that I have moved on...compromises in thinking that I've made on fundamental issues, not because I've changed what I thought, but rather, ceded a point or two to the opposing argument to find a common ground...(is that "change" or is that just coping?)Some would say I've c

Windows 7 Put To The Test
Windows 7 put to the test http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/technology/7714518.stm Custom PC editor Alex Watson loads and tests a trial version of Microsoft's next Operating System. A closer look at Windows 7 Software developers have been given a preview of Microsoft's next version of Windows. Windows 7 was demonstrated at the company's Professional Developers Conference in Los Angeles. Technology analyst Rob Enderle and the BBC's Rory Cellan-Jones have taken a look. http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/technology/7696648.stm Page last updated at 14:06 GMT, Wednesday, 28 May 2008 15:06 UK A look at touch screen Windows http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/sci/tech/7423943.stm Microsoft demonstrates Windows 7, the follow-up operating system to Vista. Windows 7 will feature touch screen interfaces and is due for release in 2010. Most of this video is silent. Windows 7 'to kill off mouse' Microsoft's Windows 7 operating system will come with a multi-touch feature,

My Fear
I cant stop the sun from rising ,I cant stop the rain from pouring I can’t stop the birds from humming” and the winds from blowing. I cant heal the pain and my heart from aching” I cant help myself from falling, and my mind from thinking” I can’t believe, you might be leaving. And I feel that I can’t stop that from happening. I don’t want my heart to stop believing, that what we have is real and it is forever”.

Dont Belive In Anything
Don't believe in love, don't believe in hate Don't believe in destiny or in fate Don't believe in the future, don't believe in the past 'Cause I know that nothing lasts I can't take that mask away It changes every day And everything you want from me I will take I feel the way you need in struggling to breathe As simple as it seems, it's just what you need Don't believe in the drugs, I don't believe in this place Don't believe that it's ending, don't believe your face Don't believe that it's easy, don't pretend that it's hard Don't believe that you loved me, don't believe who you are (don't believe who you are) Don't believe in you, don't believe in me Don't believe in loved, don't believe in fuck

Nsfw Folder
1. Fan me! 2. Make me your crush! 3. Rate my non NSFW pics and make comments. 4. Buy me a bling pack or 7 day blast or 4 ticker credits or 200,000 fu-bucks! You will be added to my family for as long as i want depending how nice and cool you are! Just remember nothing in life is free! Any questions shout me! To make sure this is clear, you have to do all 4 things (1 of #4)!

Dressing Room Undressing Nsfw
Dressing Room Undressing (Adult Content Read At Own Risk) Current mood: bouncy Category: Blogging Let me just start off by saying I didn't write this, but it was sent to me and about me, it is purely ficticous but sounds like alot of fun and well it hit me spot on...lol this was written by my friend Jackson, you can find him in my top friends, if you like this story leave some love here or on his page or both, all comments are greatly appreciated! Now on with the story Ady called me this afternoon and asked if I'd take a trip with her to the mall. She promised I wouldn't regret it, and the way she said it made it clear that it would be a good idea. So, she picked me up, and we walked hand in hand into Victoria's secret. She asked me to pick out 6 outfits I liked, and she would do the same, and then she would have a private fashion show just for me. When we got back to the dressing room, she put a chair right by the door. As she slipped in to each outfit, she tried to

Todays Message
Online shopping seems so easy Why do results appear so cheesy? Trying to buy movie tickets on a site Making sure its the right theater with all my might The town is correct, the directions are not so One wrong click, and a little futher 2 people will have to go Becuase of locations that are not known so well That is why an error was made, Very easily I can tell For this movie named twilight to be seen later in day Misread the information on the page that is all that one can say The tickets are processed, the purchase is done Now here enters the anxiety that has begun One theater did not have the schedule in advance Leaving only one option at this moment that left the mind in a trance Should have waited perhaps, should have put it off another day Then this would not have happened today The credit card mut be carried to this location Yet the buyer will not be at this theater station The two that wiill see this movie are ladies of the sort Girlfriend and her fri

Are You Impulsive?
You Are 41% Impulsive You're quite impulsive, but you never are reckless. You qualify as a very spontaneous person, but you still know how to honor your commitments. And while responsibility doesn't come easy to you, having fun does! Are You Impulsive?

What Color Green Are You?
You Are Emerald Green Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets you. Inside, you are very emotional and moody - though you don't let it show. People usually have a strong reaction to you... profound love or deep hate. But you can even get those who hate you to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about you. What Color Green Are You?

Burlesque Dancers
burlesque dancers. Need I say more, but while im on here I might as well. To watch them sway and dance, teasing you with every move they make and every thing they take off. Not some easy pole slidding routine, but to actually keep your attention on there whole body. So of course I have to think about the suicide girls first tour. Vixon!! Her black hair in dreads wrapping around her face. Nice beautiful pierced breasts surrounded by vivd tattoo's and creamy white skin. Damn I would love to rub piercings with her! Get violent and pull hair, give light little smacks here and there while in the throws of kissing and biting.

A Dozen Roses
11/21/08 Life is a dozen roses One for your mom who gave you life One for your dad who raised you up One for your friends who laughed at your jokes One for the bully who toughened you up One for your first crush who you never talked to One for your first love who was there in the beginning One for your boyfriend who asked you out One for your fiancée who asked you to marry him One for the minister who tied the knot One for your spouse who was there in the tough times One for your children who carried on One for your grandkids who made you laugh And last but not least, one for you being you All in all that’s 13 but that’s just one more for you

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I'm reading a book standing on both feet. Waiting and knowing this person I seek I will never meet. I'd talk over drinks but the point I don't see. I have always known it will never be. The support was always supposed to be there But I have looked up and down and find it nowhere. You'll never know how much you mean to me. I'd tell you, but I have already shown you, don't you see? Even though it is her I am looking for She has an emotional wall behind her soul. I know I have found a rose in the desert, Why does she not take acceptance of my heart? Searching until my heart bleeds, Only to see that this flower does not belong to me. Infinity Omega Theta An infinite beginning to the end this has brought us. I have found magnificence in a field of dreams, come and find me won't you please.

What Do Men Really Want
Men wat can u say about them other than they are good to have around sometimes and u wanna kill em.Ok when a man says I want u for u wat does he mean?Ill tell ya it means i only want to fuck u and then move on to the next woman I see. When we say you the only one for me is that real? Ladies I know from a male point of view all men want is to get in and get out so wat do we really want? Drop me some comments please and let me know wat you ladies think.

Ha Ha Something Funny
In reality..Having any type of sexual feelings for your family is wrong. On Fubar..its enccouraged lol thought that would be a funny thought to think of.. Oh yeah..and if you choke a smurf what color does it turn??

April
APRIL Acrostic Verse A wondrous vision, a fantasy, Perfection presented herself to me; Radiant, beautiful and all a-glow. I dream, I dream, and in this dream I see Liquid chestnuts o’er a Cupid’s bow. (yes, she was beautiful...)

Before You Christmas Shop......
BE CAREFUL When BUYING GIFT CARDS this holiday. It would be better to give cash or a present. Here's why. Stores across America are being scheduled to close after the Christmas season due to economic difficulties and bankruptcy. If the store closes, the gift cards would be no good. Here are some of the announced closings. Of course these companies would love you to give them money for a gift card that would be no good later on. Perhaps some home made jam or a $5 bill would be safer, since once a store declares bankruptcy they don't have to honor their gift cards. Better yet, give the gift of food storage. STORE CLOSINGS AND LAYOFFS: By the end of Dec. 2008 as announced Circuit City Filed Bankruptcy, they promised to keep all stores open for the holiday season, but afterwards, they plan on closing 155 stores nationwide. Ann Taylor closing 117 stores nationwide. A company spokeswoman said the company hasn't revealed which stores will be shut down. It will let the stores th

This Really Sux Hairy Sweaty Yeast Infected Monkey Ass...
Ok I marked this NSFW so dont give me any shit about the content. Im Trying Really hard here to have a positive outlook but I cant keep all of this shit in any fucking longer. The place I work at is in a BAD way... I work for a company owned by an individual who is now Really Struggling to just keep the doors open. I REALLY blame the economy, we were doing FINE until about 6 months ago. Now its all down hill and losing 3-5k per month and falling deeper into debt. Most of you might think "So what, its not 'Your' company". Fuck you, This is my livelyhood, This is the FIRST job in a LONG time that I love. I LOVE my job, I love going to work. I have tried to buy this place, but I cant get the funds to get started. So now its like this, Either the owner Fires the shop manager (aka my roomate) and he moves back to be with his family in South Carolina, and then IM Fucked because I have to find a place to live... OR IM Royally Fucked and the places closes its doors and we all

Deleteting
I WILL BE DELETETING THIS PROFILE AND JOINING MY BABY UNDER A NEW ID... cancpl4female. WE ARE LOOKING TO MEET SINGLE BI WOMEN TO PLAY AND HAVE FUN WITH...AND EXPLORE NEW THINGS... WAS NICE TO HAVE MET SOME PPL ON HERE AND HAD A FEW THAT ACTUALLY SAID HEY ONCE IN A WHILE...HAVENT BEEN ON HERE IN A LONG TIME AND I CAN SEE I WASNT MISSED... HAVE FUN AND TAKE CARE.. MIGHT SEE SOME OF YOU SOMETIME...

Water Softner
Hi Everyone, just got my business in Google search engine. Anyone looking for whole house water purification and reverse osmosis hit me up for some info. I sell GE Pro Elite (authorized independant distributor) which is only way they are sold. They are 35 years in advance of any systme on the market and cannot be purchased in stores. Search me on Google (AquaFuzion By Shannon) or check out aquafuzion.net or geproelite.com to see the system. We can ship anywhere in the US! Send me a private message if you have questions. Remember, you can HAVE a filter or BE a filter!

You Determine Your Attitude
Tuesday, December 02, 2008 YOU DETERMINE YOUR ATTITUDE. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Your attitude is not determined by circumstances, but by how you respond to your circumstances. You can respond positively or negatively to any situation. It's how you react to events, not the events themselves, that determines your attitude. Any challenge facing you is not as important as your attitude towards it, for that will determine your success or failure. Things turn out best for the people who make the best of the way things turn out. It's not your position but your disposition that counts. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Watch The Video => Weathering The Coming Financial Storm Watch The => Webinar Check Out The => Glimpse Stories Learn More At => The Mangosteen Evolution

Come Ride
some one hit da floor tonite no one is touching me i got music going through my body move with me babe i want to feel r body run over mine u look so fine i wanna watch u move i stood there watchin thinking what im doing here all i do can is smile and feel r eyes on me come on babe i want it too slide my body over and around yours i feel every part of u u running r hands over mine i wanna u to runn it runn it over my body nice and smooth silde r hard body over mine there nothing that u wont do so gimma that now u make me feel da beat beat of r heart im ridin u to beat move r hips with mine holdme tight,, roll my body up towards r's look me in da eye. yeah wanna it babe come wit me.. hold on for da ride

How To Fart At Work>>the 'work Fart' Is >>inevitable.
>>CROP DUSTING: When farting, you walk really fast around the office so the smell is not in your area and everyone else gets a whiff but doesn't know where it came from. Be careful . Do not stop until the fullfart has been expelled. Walk an extra 30 feet to make sure the smell has left your pants. >>FLY BY: The act of scouting out a bathroom before farting. Walk in and check for other farters. If there are others in the bathroom, leave and come back again. Be careful not to become a 'Frequent Flyer'. People may become suspicious if they catch you constantly going into the bathroom. >>ESCAPEE: A fart that slips out while taking a leak at the urinal or forcing a fart in a stall. This is usually accompanied by a sudden wave of embarrassment. If you release an escapee, do not acknowledge it. Pretend it did not happen. If you are standing next to the fairer in the urinal, pretend you did not hear it. No one likes an escapee. It is uncomfortable for all involved. Making a joke or

Since I Said I Would Repost It :) Please Fill Out And Send Back :)
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me.

My Yorkie Died Last Sunday
R.I.P. Junior Well this year certainly has been terrible ,my wife's grandma died on valentine's day ,her client she was taking care of died ,my one uncle passed away ,my wife's mother had a stroke ,and my yorkie died last sunday after having an epileptic seizure .Although i handle death somewhat well ,i don't know how much more of this i can take .other than that ,i guess everything is fine ,i am still looking for a job though ,maybe me not being able to find one is a sign or something ,i don't know .what i do know is ,i hope that next year is a hell of a lot better than this one has been .

Asshole Alert---
Ok this guy Lumiere29 is a complete asshole, he has been harrassing me for months now, I blocked him, but he still would send messages on yahoo, under different names, well its been a while since he has bothered me and then today I get this stuff: This is nothing compared to how he has been in the past... Left this shout: lumiere29: you can block me but wow you just keep getting to be more of a trash mom every moment Photo Comments he left: lumiere29 1.again i knew the exact things these guys would say. you knew they would too thats why you put that caption. lumiere29 2. i knew the exact comments i would see before i even looked. typical. lumiere29 3.cool you drink too. being the white trash mom of course you agreed to do the lap dance. no surprise your bar guys here approve.

I Feel Like Killing Myself Most Days But Then I Read These Lyrics And Watch This Video
step one you say we need to talk he walks you say sit down it's just a talk smiles politely back at you,you stare politely right on through.some sort of window to your right as he goes left and you stay right between the lines of fear and blame and you begin to wonder why you came.where did i go wrong,i lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness,and i would have stayed up with you all night had i known how to save a life.let him know that you know best.cause after all you do know best.try to slip past his defense without granting innocence.lay down a list of what is wrong.the things you've told him all along,and pray to god he hears you,and pray to god he hears you.where did i go wrong,i lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness,and i would have stayed up with you all night had i known how to save a life.as he begins to raise his voice,you lower yours and grant him one last choice.drive until you lose the road or break with the ones you've followed.he will do one of two thin

Weekend Update
There must have been Angels on my shoulders this weekend Let me give ya'll a brief summary of my weekend...it was a good one... FRIDAY NIGHT: We met two of our siblings over at the Gold Cup for a night at the TittieBar. The manager over there knows me from when I was a stripper and is becoming a good friend. He always treats us totally rockstar when we come up. Our brother and sister from The Serpentarium arrived. My Sister P was dressed almost exactly like me! The only real difference was the color of our shirts. Since it was friggin cold as hell that night we both showed up in black leather pants, a black leather jacket and black leather boots. I had on a white button up shirt and she wore a purple shirt with a scarf. Will cracked up and said, "Michelle tried to wear a scarf too but couldn't get it to work." [Great minds think alike!] They want to use the venue for his retirement party. I had been hearing the plans through Will because he is working with the hubby on some

Cleaning The Gene Pool...one Nad At A Time
As you all slept, I came up with a great idea. The implementation of "Voluntary Sterilization Centers." That's right folks! Cleaning up the gene pool will be a snap. All we have to do, is put this idea to work. Of course, the Voluntary Sterilization program will be just that. It won't be hard to sell this idea to the general public with the right media coverage, and corporate sponsorship for advertising. Centers will be set up around the country first in the poor, then middle class sections. All centers will be at least a block away from military recruitment centers to assure that there will be no conflict of interest. Of course the finest of failed veternary students will staff the centers, assuring the finest health care. No insurance, no money, no billing will be involved! After all, this is a most needed public service. Patients, especially male patients, can be "serviced" (sterilized) within an hours time with a quick in office procedure. They may return to work as

Why Not?
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste this into your blog and tag five people to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? None 3. Your hair? cute 4. Your mother? creepy 5. Your father? Pain 6. Your favorite thing? music 7. Your dream last night? None 8. Your favorite drink? Pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? None 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? Need 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Louisianna 14. Where were you last night? Work 15. What you're not? Skinny 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Happiness 18. Where you grew up? Hickville 19. The last thing you did? giggled 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? On 22. Your pets? Bubba 23. Your computer? multiple 24. Your life? whatever 25. Yo

I Choose To Believe This...
Air Defense Radar: 'Unknown aircraft at (location unknown), you are in Iranian airspace. Identify yourself.' Aircraft: 'This is a United States aircraft. I am in Iraqi airspace.' Air Defense Radar: 'You are in Iranian airspace. If you do not depart our airspace we will launch interceptor aircraft!' Aircraft: 'This is a United States Marine Corps FA-18 fighter. Send 'em up, I'll wait!' Air Defense Radar: (no response ... total silence)

Its Almost Here
3 YEARS AGO A FRIEND OF MINE AND I WERE TALKING...I WAS AT A POINT IN MY LIFE I HAD NO GOALS NO AMBITION,,,I WAS SIMPLY EXISTING,,AND BARELY AT THAT,,,,ANYWAY HE TOLD ME I SHOULD COME UP WITH A FEW THINGS I WANTED TO ACCOMPLISH BY THE TIME I TURNED 40,,,WELL I WILL BE 40 NEXT WEEK ON THE 18TH...SO I MADE A LIST,,,I HAVE ACCOMPLISHED SOME OF THE LIST,,ONE AS SIMPLE AS FLY SOMEWHERE,,,AND I HAVE ACTUALLY FLOWN 2 TIMES NOW,,AND WOW I LOVED IT,,THE HARDEST ONE TO DATE IS WRITE A BOOK,,,AND I STILL HAVE NOT WRITTEN MORE THAN A PAGE,,,I JUST CANT EXPRESS MY INNER THOUGHTS ON PAPER,,IM CLUELESS...SO I WILL LEAVE THAT TO MORE CREATIVE FOLKS,,LOL ..IM SELF EMPLOYED AS MOST OF YOU KNOW,,FOR ABOUT 20 YEARS NOW..WELL UNTILL JUNE OF LAST YEAR,,ANYWAY ...AND I STARTED WORKING AT STARBUCKS AFTER A LONGGGG TIME WITH ,MY HEAD IN THE SAND,,,AND I KNOW ALL THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON,,AND TO THIS DAY I THINK ALL THIS HAPPENED SO I COULD HAVE HEALTH INSURANCE,,IT WAS SOMETHING I COULD N

Giving Fubar A Rest
I've decided to give Fubar a rest for the time being to pursue my relationship with Larissa. Though I know this is a social site, there's always going to be temptation to flirt and I think its just better for my relationship to take a break for a while. I have a few friends on here and if they are true friends they know how to contact via regular email and say hi... I'm leaving the profile up and as always appreciate all the love and attention I get... and if you wish to continue to do so.. please feel free. But understand that it will not be returned until I decide to come back. I hope all of my friends and family stay healthy and have great times until I return. Much Love, ED

Neglect Of Children!
You better not look behind you cause things are catching up! You'll find out when it is too late! You need to turn off the computer and talk to your kids and start taking care of them better, if you don't someone else will!

Returning Veterans Battle Student Loans
Returning Veterans Battle Student Loans Stationed in Iraq, Afghanistan, and other combat zones throughout the world, our soldier-students find themselves battling universities and the student loan companies that finance them. In 2006, as a student and a Junior at WVU, I decided it was time to serve my country and do my part. In September of the same year, I went to Boot Camp. About 100 days later, during one of my rare 10 minute phone calls back home, the conversation had to be changed from how much I missed loved ones and what was going on back home to talks about student loans. Sallie Mae and Direct Loans were making sometimes twice-daily phone calls to my mother’s house. Consistently she told them that I was on military training on my way to Iraq. Still they demanded, sometimes rudely, contact information that was unavailable and money that they weren’t owed. WVU, like most other universities, have a “Civil Service” deferment status for students who decide to serve the grea

Who Am I
This is my first blog on here technically. I've have written some when I had an account on here a while back ago before my last relationship. I've write blogs on Myspace but not consistently. It depends on how much I have to say and if I feel anybody will read them. I guess I should write some stuff on what makes me, me. I'm pretty much always changing as a person. Most of who I am has been like this since I finished college. I am serious when it comes to having a girlfriend. Probably too much when it gets pretty in depth. At first, I try to remain aloof as much as I can without coming off like a jack ass. I don't like to push all my chips into the pot on one person unless I know its going the same way. Like I meant, I know whoever I run into be it on here or in person, they talk to other people. Its a given and I wouldn't want to talk to someone who lives in a shell. Its not the type of person I am nor would I want to date that type. I don't have any real necessiti

My Hh On Monday, December 15 At 7 Pm Fst
Emily knows how to FU.... PROPERLY! This Monday, at 7 p.m. Fu-Time, she has decided to Host a Happy Hour! In keeping with the fine, risque, Fubar tradition she will don her Auto 11's! So meet her under the Mistletoe! EmilyIMAX ☆ THE IMAX EXPERIENCE ~ see more, hear more, feel more ☆ Be sure to F/A/R her. Hit her up! Spank Her! Send her a Bling Present! Level a few Greenies for her ....

Movin' On
Mmmmm Mmmmmm Mmmmm Mmmmmm. I get up in the morning and it’s just another day Pack up my belongings, I’ve got to get away. Jump in to a taxi and the time is gettin’ tight I go to keep on movin’ I got a show tonight Mmmm, And I’m movin’ on, movin’ on from town to town Movin’ on, baby, yeah I’m never touchin’ the ground. Yeah. I take it to the ticket there’s a half a dollar boat headin’ for the bordengate I’m feelin’ pretty low Fifteen minutes later, I’m sittin’ on my plane fastened in my safety belt I’m takin off again And I’m movin’ on, movin’ on from town to town Movin’ on, baby, yeah I’m never touchin’ the ground. Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh. Yeah. Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh. Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh. And I’m movin’ on, movin’ on from town to town Movin’ on, I can’t seem to stop now. (Improv. Guitar Solo) I got to move on, move on fro

Ecstasy
I see myself holding you close to me, Squeezing your body tight. But for all I see as I daydream- I know I'll get tenfold tonight. Running my palms across your breast, As you tremble and bite your lip. Feeling your hands upon my chest, The softness of each fingertip. Tasting your neck so sweet, so soft, And slowly lowering my kiss. Over pert nipples, across your navel, And finally into pure bliss. Looking upon your face from below- As you tilt back your head. Feeling your fountains begin to flow- As you ease back on the bed. Your "innocent little devil" look- Crying insatiably with the sensation. Lip to lip lapping up every drip- From the well of your creation. The way you pull me up by the hair- To the heat of your mouth, on fire. No other thoughts, no other cares, Just the quenching of mad desire. Riding the tide of passion, Pushing my love into you. On the waves of your emotion- In slow motion, so sweet and true. Pulse pounding in resounding

Jst A Comment To Tx Clown
i write many comments in verse an' poem many dont not see onli da receiptant but cinnamon felt i should post dis i can tell yo a tx navy boi without da navy logo but i can tell cause yo sport the cowboi logo i know you like baby phat cuz she be in your fan of an' she be a godfather too i not believe yo ghey tx boi be your number 1 but cuz melanie your number too but number 1 in friends too skittlez takes yo as number 1 dis be showin lov not be makin sport 4 i thank yo 4 servin yo be savin ma ass

A Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a

My First Time
Well now.There'd been many guys that tried like hell to take my virginity. I was gonna say get in my pants...but...I did allow a few to get IN them, just not get me OUT of them. I cannot go into all of that, but, I was a good girl and didn't give in even to a long term boyfriend who I let do all....but. I dated him for, gosh, at least 2 years. I recall fingers, mouthes and dry humping with him and being...satisfied with that alone.Don't even.I know you wanna call me a tease, and I was, but I did put out, eventually. I just wasn't ready and I am really glad I didn't put out to him because he cheated. Not only did he cheat, but my next long term boyfriend, caught him. To which, I put out to him.HA!But, he wasn't the 1st. I remember it pretty clearly so I shall re-tell it all now.I started babysitting for this nice couple with 2 kids. The wife has a brother.Enters Virginity taker. Summer extended romance.Ahhhhh yes.Let me describe him to you ladies...Tall...and when I say tall, I mean it.

My Heart Has Been Torn Out
ok so i just had to get this out because i feel like i hat my self right now because of this girl i met her three months ago and it was love at first sight we are a great match and it feels like we afre soulmates but at the same time neither of us can figure out why we wont allow ourselves to be totally happy with each other and fall in love totally and be together. she says she loves we and wants we but then the same god damn night she acts like she doesnt and now she wont even talk to me and to make matters even worse last night was our three month anniverisary and it all went bad and now i havent heard from her all day she wont respond to me at all and i dont know wut to do. i love this girl and i hate my self for loving her because i cant stop even after everything i have been through with her and everything she has put me through i love her with all my heart and soul. she is my soulmate no one else in this world compares to her. i cant stand these feelings any more.

Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week 12-15-08 Tempting Enchantress
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 12-15-08 Tempting Enchantress Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ¢¾ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ¢¾ Here Is A Bit About Her ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: Rose Birthday: 12-03-58 Zodiac Sign: Sag Hair Color: Now? LOL. Dark Brown Eye Color: Brown Tattoos: None Piercings: Just my ears *Favorites* Color: Black/Red Season: Autumn Day Of Week: Wednesday Animal: Lion Flower: Tulips *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: Yes, every chance I get Laughed So Hard You Cried?: Always Smiled For No Reason?: Always Sat On Your Rooftop?: All the time *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: Computer Phone 0R IM?: Phone McDonalds 0R Burger King?: McDonalds Summer 0R Winter?: Winter CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: Cds XBox 0R PS2?:Ps2 RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: Veggies w/Anchovies Your Fears?: Dying alone Your Weakness?: Not listening sometimes Do you like Thunderstorms?: Love

Relastionships
Ok idk where to begin....but ive been single now for 3 years and begining to realize that i might not be happy ever....ive been in a few relationships in the past only loved once in my whole life and she ran out on me to go fuck other guys, then another girl did the same thing just but just ran away without sayin anything to me for a month...ive been told im a super nice guy... now sayin that im the type of guy to spoil every once ina while the person im with, cook, go out, flowers lil love notes, just do things to make her feel like shes floating on air, just to see a girl happy makes me happy....now what im trying to understand is why cant i find anyone that wont be scared or that wants to be that miss right and so far i havent met one that meets the challenge....noticing now that as i continue to finish college to get my med-degree its getting harder and harder to find sumone, but all i ever wana do is help ppl hence a med-degree, but how can a person ever put up with there loved on

U.s.s. Abraham Lincoln And The Lighthouse
This is based on an actual radio conversation between a U.S. Navy aircraft carrier (U.S.S. Abraham Lincoln) and Canadian authorities off the coast of Newfoundland in October, 1995. (The radio conversation was released by the Chief of Naval Operations on 10/10/95 authorized by the Freedom of Information Act.) Canadians: Please divert your course 15 degrees to the South to avoid collision. Americans: Recommend you divert your course 15 degrees to the North to avoid a collision. Canadians: Negative. You will have to divert your course 15 degrees to the South to avoid a collision. Americans: This is the Captain of a US Navy ship. I say again, divert YOUR course. Canadians: No, I say again, you divert YOUR course. Americans: THIS IS THE AIRCRAFT CARRIER USS LINCOLN, THE SECOND LARGEST SHIP IN THE UNITED STATES' ATLANTIC FLEET. WE ARE ACCOMPANIED BY THREE DESTROYERS, THREE CRUISERS AND NUMEROUS SUPPORT VESSELS. I DEMAND THAT YOU CHANGE YOUR COURS

Gods Forsaken Features: Chris Caffery
Gods Forsaken Features: Chris Caffery Chris Caffery is out of New York City, New York. He has a record label with Locomotive - Lava/Atlantic Records. Chris Caffery plays lead guitar in the bands Savatage and The Trans-Siberian Orchestra. He has been with Savatage for a very long time with his first tour to support the CD "Hall of The Mountain King" and the following CD was entitled "Gutter Ballet". The video for this song is played all the time on VH1 Classics. The band has sold millions of cd's and played for hundreds of thousands of fans world-wide. In January of 2004 he began pre-production for his very first solo CD ever. Recording began in February. Here are a couple of songs to be listening for on God's Forsaken Radio by this up and coming solo artist, Pisses Me Off, and Edge Of Darkness. So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Chris Caffery!!!!

Christmas...
My girlfriend left me a week and a half ago, I now have no one to spend Christmas with (My family is 850 miles away) and I haven't been able to work for a week, so I'm broke. Can anyone give me some ideas about what I can do for Christmas and anything I could do to lift my spirits? Thanks!

Hubby Pimpout For Country
PLEASE HELP MY HUBBY TO LEVEL TO 14. HE IS UNABLE TO GET ON RIGHT NOW AND I WANT TO SUPRISE HIM FOR WHEN HE GETS BACK ON. ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED. COUNTRY MAN FROM HELL/FU MARRIED AND R/L BF 2 MY LOVE ANGEL EYES/OWNER OF AVENGED SEVENFOLD16,773 TO LEVEL TO MINION CLICK HIS PIC AND RATE,FAN,ADD,AND BLING HIM AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE!!!!!! I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!!!! THIS PIMPOUT BULLY IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: DJ ANGEL EYES FROM HELL- Fu Wife&r/l g/f to Country Man from Hell@ fubar REPOST OFTEN PLZ!!!!!!!

Is It Real?
Well... i have finally asked myself this question after the most previous relationship. Everything just seemed so right most of the time, but with the snap of a finger everything goes wrong... the reason i ask is it real is, in my opinion, if you say you love someone then u should really mean it... if you love someone, then no other person should b able to step between you and the other persons relationship.. I Know i was in love.. i gave up mostly everything i had for her, but honestly phone numbers and an xbox360 and tv are nothing to me.... i gave all my love for her... maybe one day love will b a real thing in her heart as well... and congratulations to lucky man who wins her heart... she is a great lady.. i still have un dying love for u april.. i learned alot in the relationship we had.. Thank You for the time well spent... much love..

The Night Before Christmas.
Twas the night before Christmas,he lived all alone, in a one bedrrom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give, and to see just who, in this home did live. I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stockings by mantel, just boots filled with sand, on the wall hung a picture of a far distant land. With medals and badges, awards of all kinds, a sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, it was dark and dreary, I found the home of a Soldier, once I could see clearly. The Soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone, curled up on the floor in this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, the room in such disorder, not how I pictured a Canadian Soldier. Was this the Hero of whom I'd just read? Curled up on a poncho, the floor for a bed? I realized the Families that I saw this night, owed their lives to these Soldiers, who were willing to fight. Soon round th

Worst Christmas
This has been the worst Christmas season ever it all started when i got back to Hawaii from visiting family in Ohio my rent was due almost 3k and i had it all on my way to get it turned into a money order i was robbed of it all. then the rental place told me that they could postpone me owing it to them for 24 hours i was like how can i get 3k in a day if i don't have it? they didn't care. then i had to overdraw my account to survive for the week and my parents cards didn't get here in time so i have no money to do anything today for Christmas and i feel like i let everyone down.

Look Up And Bow To The Almighty
You look at the world today and see were headed twards hard times. i look back and no one really understands how we got here. i can only say this we need a way out. we need reashurence that keep us safe when we fall. i no what i need and i have him too. he my lord and savior he will pertect me. i may be in the sercumstances but i trust him. anyone who want or intrested i no a few people u could talk to but all u need is faith. well that it for me ill leave it with this John 3:16

My Life Part 1
To start with, if you think this is about you, and only you. Get over yourself. This is about how I feel at this point in my life! Reflections from the past as well as thoughts from the present. This blog covers several years and will probably not make sense to many people. It will I am sure slap some right in the face. This is not my intention. I just feel the need to write this as it come to mind. My life from the start According to my birth certificate I was born December 8Th 1957. And was the third child. I wonder why I grew up as an only child? I wonder why I was told at a very young age that my mother gave me up for adoption, yet the mothers name on my birth certificate was the same as the one that told me that? Did I misunderstand being as young as I was? Or was I mislead for some reason? None of that really matters at this point. I can not help but wonder though, how much that information had to do with the way I look at the world now? I remember as a small child go

In Case You Actually Read This
i haz teh auto 11's turned on for the next 24 hrs... you should probably do something involving rating and whatnot. cheers everyone... been super busy lately and its not ending anytime soon ... sorry i havent been around

Read And Comment
This really gets to me cuz she was the same age as my daughter. This Bitch needs to be hung in public to show the world what a true Bitch she really is. That poor little girl did nothing to deserve this type of death for no reason. PLEASE PLAY SONG FIRST IN MEMORY OFCaylee Marie Anthony>In rememberance of a beautiful three year old girl by the name of Caylee Marie Anthony. She was such a sweet, loving, caring, and pretty child. She was just like a little angel.>I don't see how anyone could be so cold hearted to do something to such a sweet little girl.What Happened?Little Caylee has been missing since sometime back in June. The police weren't notified of Caylee's disapperance until a whole MONTH later, after she had disappeared. Caylee's own mother [Casey Anthony] wasn't the one to call and confront the police. CASEY'S mother [Caylee's grandmother] called and notified the police saying that the mother has confirmed the disappearance of Caylee and the trunk of Casey

Good Bye '08...hello '09
As we sit here wishing 2008 a farewell and welcome 2009, we also reflect on 2008. The year has gone by so fast. We look back on the relationships we have formed and at the relationships that we have failed. The mistakes we have made and the lessons we have learned. We look back and see the people we have been given and the people that have been taken from us, but not forgotten. We look back and see the person we once were and the person we have now become. So as you bring in this new year once again, sit back and take a second to once remember the year 2008. Remember all you have done, people you have met, mistakes you have made and carry it over to the year 2009 and make this year YOURS. Happy New Year all...

Happy New Year.
This was from a conversation earlier on YIM. i'm posting it for posterity... i really dont see myself as attractive. i bust my ass constantly for my career. and i never take time for myself. so when some dude finds me cute. i have a hard time accepting that. Makes it harder when boys misinterpret my attractveness, like i'm just another dumb girl they can play.. they get sorely mistaken when i bash their egos. And instantly I'm no longer that cute dumb girl. I'm now a cold hearted bitch.. this is why im constantly in the friend zone. boys dont like smart chicks. cant i just have both?

Dear Creeper
Go fuck a cow, you creepy whore. Creepers annoy me. Especially when they keep creeping time and time again. I think they should shove their noses in a pencil sharpener instead. ESPECIALLY creepers with profiles like this one: No one wants your fat, saggy pussy. This has been the blog of an annoyed erik.md ...who's not usually this bitter.

To Whom Ever It May Concern
ok i just have to get this off my chest... im sorry for everything ive done in the past to make ppl hate me on here or where ever, but they where one sided friends and ppl like that i dont need in my life, so if ur one of them im sorry ur that way, but it a new year and ive learned from my mistakes and im movin on and not lookin back at all!! so to all the ppl that use to be my socalled friends, i hope u have a good life for urself. and to my new friends, ty for being there when i needed u guys.. oh and to my sis missy and my bro rob..................... I LUV u guys and tysm for all u guys done for me and for openin my eyes. ur in my family for life !! i guess that all i have to say have a good 1 gothy

Butterfly And Hawtcommodity
HEY YALL ARE INVITED FOR A WEDDING THAT WILL TAKE PLACE 3:00 A.M. CST TIME TOMORROW MORNING CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU THERE AND YOU CAN WITNESS BUTTERFLY AND HAWTCOMMODITY GETTING MARRIED CLICK THE PIC ABOVE TO ENTER WE WOULD LOVE TO HAVE YOU REPOST OFTEN PLZ!!!!!!!

Real Life Resolutions
The other blog was our fubar resolution...these are my real life resolutions::: 1) find a job that I like that I can advance in and keep...(done...start Monday) 2) start working out and taking better care of myself...(taking the kids to the Y every weekend) 3) start spending more time with family and kids...(game night every Thursday and the Y on weekends) 4) cut back on smoking (new job will help with that since you can't smoke near the building) 5) pay off bills, save for next Christmas, repair house and start buying things we want...(new job will make this possible) 6) better relationship with Todd...(this is already happening but I am going to try harder)

If Your Curious.
Basics Name:: Kyle Age:: 23 Gender:: male Hair color:: sandy blond Eye color:: green Height:: 6'1" Marital Status:: single. 2008 Have You's Have you had a boyfriend/girlfriend:: yes Got married:: nope Got engaged:: once Got drunk:: duh Smoked:: I quited :) Gone skinny dipping:: once [Boys only] Worn makeup:: if getting my nails did counts then yes. [Boys only] Worn a skirt:: -_- Had sex:: yes Got divorced:: nope Broken the law:: i speed almost every day. Kissed someone of the same gender:: nope Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend:: nope Fallen in love:: several times. Fallen out of love:: it happens. Defied your parents:: few times. Got into a fist fight:: actually yeah :) Been in prison:: nope Got detention:: yes. Learn to drive:: well. Had your heart broken:: yes Kissed someone and regretted it:: no Kissed someone and not meant it:: no Kissed a friend:: yes Had surgery:: no Broken a bone:: yes Gone on vacation:: before i had a job. Disneyl

Cleaning
Its a day for cleaning, sorting out and making ready. My mind feels unsettled and certain things are uncertain for me and I am concerned and agitated. The sorness at the base of my chin backs this up physically. I have that strange feeling you get just before you realise your holding the wrong end of the stick. I wonder if I have been labouring under a false notion and so its time to kill my mind with graft. There is much to be done and it shows that I have been distracted because I have not got those things done. Entropy has built up in the shape of a messy house and an untidy kitchen crippiling my ability to get stuff done. I had dream last night that I was arguing with a scientific zelot who would not accept that science is a religion event when I provided a very strong case. I woke up frustrated I guess. When I have religious debates in my dreams its never good. I always wake a bit narky - SCIENCE IS A RELIGION!!!!! they have beards and wear white robes for gods sake! grrr

Fallen Hero
Fallen Hero by me. I stare at the casket; Draped with the nation's cloth. I'm momentarily startled; As the guns go off. Another fallen soldier; Being laid to rest. I struggle to breathe; For this tightness in my chest. The bugler so smooth; As he hits every note. It is hard to swallow; Because of this lump in my throat. Tears fall like rain; As I look to the sky. No matter how many times I hear it; Taps still makes me cry. The bugle now silent; As we pray for the dead. I gather myself; As I bow down my head. Lord bless these heroes; Who have given their lives. Comfort their children; Their husbands and wives. Let us not forget; They have given their all. Let the bugle be silent; Let no more soldiers fall. For my Brothers..... mrrcp2007

The Truth
Was more to leaving fubombers than "not feeling family is fair'.there suposed to be a "Family" that supports one anouther.sure the top 20 support the shit out of each other but other than that..naw..want you to rate there pics but turn around is not fair play with this group..Granted I have met some realy cool people during my time with them but all in all most could give 2 shits who you are...sorry to sound bitter...Just wish Peggy for once could be honest with "HER" family on why people are leaving and not what "SHE" wants them to think the reasons are...I know your gona read this Peggy..and remember the truth will set you free...peace Below is the message I sent to Peggy: "please remove me from the family..it seems that this "Family" is a click for a select few.B1tch messaged yall twice about her auto 11's being on.And noone could post it. I find it hard to do alot of things here on FuBar cause i work out side our home but B1tch has participated and bombed the hell out of yall

March 6-march 31 2006
March 6-March 31 Current mood: creative Down the Path Birds thrust in flight, water tide dances high Her dress on the bed post, hanging to dry Air through the house, leaves squirm in the trees Land's broken back, in a hurricane's wake She gone on her path, with her shadow in back She hangs on many corners, no one stops to ask Aiming to act and putting on an unfamiliar mask Somebody's disaproval finds justification within a bible She swallowed her smile, but found the taste remain Still going down her path, her shadow still chasing after Preacher outreaches, with a sermon he teaches Searching the forrest for the hiding and lost conscience Its often said, a good life will chase mistakes away She gives her heart over to a dark and murky fog Shes gone down her path, shadow got lost A faint pulse, a settled feeling, not falling, only floating As if nothing was ever said, nothing wrote She calls from a far distance within death's cold arms Gone with a

Various From 2005
from 2005 and pre....... Epilogue dream She closes here eyes so deep with color and memories Takes sleep that births a dream that is well known He reaches from the mist to take her hold smile glances Missing the touch of the true flesh which has long passed away Death holds his soul but her dreams allow them to meet again He knows her every curve and travels the whole length A mist that is etched in the recovered soul she earned to have returned Kiss expanding in entire unity that makes touching lips seem small Intercourse that varies in depth as it sinks and arises Hands reach into the mist and touch a heart the rivets en enchantment Whispered launched to travel into the unknown and guide the future They watch as the remaining answer lingers at which they will forever be together Calling from reality that events are left undone Frog fades his words of goodbye, she catches the offered breeze Gone, but remaining in full force as the darkness settles back in She

I'm On The Verge Of Tears
i'm on the verge of tears. i think i lost ma boo while i was on vacation she disappeared i found her apartment empty and a "for rent" sign on the lawn inquiry found to be private phones disconnected no further information available neighbors didnt know them just seen them come and go lost to all time from time on am filling ma eyes now as i write where do i find where has ma boo gone lost into the interstructure the best thing that has happen to me is gone how can i survive she was my salvation she was sweet as sugar and named after a spice which makes her twice as nice with sugar and spice

Oh Lover
A Perfect Disaster is what I've become. A well put together person to strangers. A Storm of Disaster to the ones I love. You make me want to be a better person. Just by the way you treat me. I've known you for a short time. But with you a short time feels like forever. So much I want to say to you. I don't know if I love the way you make me feel. Or the idea of you. Romance doesn't come easy with me. Cold hearted bitch is what I am. A wall so tall, men have failed to climb over it. But the wall doesn't exist with you. I say one bad thing about myself, you give me a million reasons why I'm great. You make me smile without even trying. Your so wonderful. I just hope we can keep talking and maybe someday be together. This Perfect Disaster may just turn out to have a happy ending.

Id
My apostrophe key is broken. This creates a very formal looking pattern of typed speech. I can not ever say cant, because then it would not mean UNABLE it would mean that I was part of a secret group using a cryptolect, and that would confuse myself, as well as others. *makes complex signs to the batter from behind my catcher mask*...(luckily the yeast rises to the occasion). My - I would - would turn into an Id. That one may pass muster for meaning. Ill continue to think. No really - I feel healthy. I just need an apostrophe key, and a question mark. Kevin RudolfLet It Rock (feat Lil Wayne) Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

I Want To Be A Loser
That's right, I want to be a loser, and I've been working hard on it for the last week now. I first started having problems with my weight about 10 years ago. From 1996-2002 I had a total of six surgeries, four were major. The most major was in 1998 and I was in the hospital for two months. For half of that time my stomach and liver were both infected and I couldn't eat or drink anything at all. I survived strictly on IV fluids. When my mouth was dry all I could do was rinse it and spit the water out. I missed food more than I ever thought possible. When I was finally able to eat again, I went crazy. I left the hospital about 15-20 pounds underweight. A year later I was 100 lbs. overweight. It's my own fault that I still haven't lost it. I love all of the wrong foods. My perfect dinner is a giant plate of baked ziti with a ton of cheese and sauce and a side of italian bread, followed by a chocolate dessert. I kept making excuses for myself, saying my family and my fri

Interviews For Our U.s. Military
I guess this really isn't considered 'new' stuff but it seems every so often I have to go into long explanations...okay they're longer because I like to embellish! My lil brother is in the Army and while he was on his second tour of Iraq his wife came up with the idea for me to interview rock bands for his base's FRG website. FRG stands for Family Readiness Group, it's essentially a way to keep the soldiers overseas connected with their families back home. The first band was Avenged Sevenfold, then Disturbed, Atreyu and Bless the Fall. Now I'm working on an interview for Papa Roach. There would be more but I don't actively solicit the interviews. After I asked Warner Bros. to interview Avenged Sevenfold, their pr person, well ex pr person now with Interscope/Geffen asks me. All my interviews are posted in my...you guessed it, Band Interviews folder :D I do want to stress that each of these bands, regardless of political stance, supports our troops, however, a

Rules On Johnny's Giveaways
PLEASE READ VERY CAREFULLY IF YOU WANT IN MY GIVEAWAYS!!! I never thought I would find myself doing something like this. But because of a few bad apples, everyone must pay the price now. THE HOST RESERVES THE RIGHT TO AMEND THE RULES WITHOUT NOTICE!!! 1} I have up to 7 days to pay *Tho I have never gone past 3 days of completion* 2} NO DRAMA A} If you are caught or if you bad mouth Starry, other entries or myself, you will be removed, reguardless of how close or far away you are from being completed with no reimbursement or payment of any kind! B} Your friends or people helping you do any of the following above, they WILL be blocked! 3} It is your responsibility to notify me in a PM of your completion of the giveaway. A} And if your giveaway is on Starry's page, AGAIN, notify me, not her, as I am the one who pays for the giveaways on her page. 4} If your giveaway is going to be given to someone else as a gift from you, it is your responsibility to n

Death Can Be So Quick
here i am broken n' lost spent most all day saturday looking for someone who dont want to be found what have i done that i deserve all this silence i thought we were bff that is said as forever now it is forever silence silence from someone who never shut up why so much silence to disappear so well that your existence was only in my memory starting to question if you were i am so surprised i have not cried yet that you are gone the shock has not wore off yet death could be so quick as it has happened before death takes its toll thats all it brings is nothingness

Not Sure
When you meet that certain someone you been searchin' hard to find It's a new love full of passion that can sometimes make you blind I don't mind bein' swept away if I know right from the start So before we go much further can I trust you with my heart In the time we've spent together I have learned to trust in you So many things you've given before I even asked you to But reality and romance are sometimes far apart So what I really need to know is can I trust you with my heart Can I cast my cares upon you, can you stand a heavy load Can I count on you to walk me down that long and winding road If you promise me these simple things I can guaranty You can always count on me Can I cast my cares upon you, can you stand a heavy load Can I count on you to walk me down that long and winding road When two hearts solely surrender and are sworn to understand It completes a perfect union between a woman and a man So please don't misunderstand me I don't want to go too far

The Taste Of Insanity
The taste of insanity A whisper in the night air, did drift into my dreams. A hint of something sensuous, erotic in extremes. A promise of eternity, of love and true romance. All it takes is for us to dance the lovers dance I woke and felt chill breeze, but cool me it did not. For in my mind were visions, my passion far too hot. Two souls were dancing closely, but neither dared to talk All it takes is for us to walk the lovers walk I reached my mind out further, to see what I could learn. For once I saw the lovers, my aching heart did yearn. I wished to see the future, and what it held for me. All it takes is for us to see what lovers see. I closed my eyes for wishing, and hoped with all my might. That what I was imagining was you and I one night. For if I never see you love, I'm sure I could not cope. All it takes is for us to hope as lovers hope. My eyes were quickly opened, by the touch of your soft lips. Your face of angel beauty, could have launched a tho

Scenario
Picture this: Woman is at a party in a room full of people...she raises her hand and states loudly: "can i get two guys to come fuck me in the other room?" All guys line up for action. Same room, same people...a guy raises his hand and and loudly asks..."Can i get two girls to come fuck me in the other room?"...all girls walk away from this creep and no girl is interested. What made me think of this is FUBAR....think about this...guys profile...bartab shows from a girl "show me lovin!!!" every guy that is her friend that saw that status change if she is hot is showin her "lovin".... Girl's profile..bartab shows status change from a guy, it states..."can i get some lovin?" lets say i posted this....now im not vein but i do know i am attractive to most....WHERE'S MY MUTHA FUCKIN LOVIN??!!!!!!! huh? Has society really seperated our two genders to become THIS fucking diverse?? does it really have to be like this???

.bullshit,
**WARNING MAJOR BITCHING GOING ON IN HERE** I'm so going to start treating men like they fucking treat me. I should know not to put myself in a situation where it is just a fuck and run. Now with these men I did this with I didn't want a relationship but don't fucking totally ignore me after we have fucked at least tell me to fuck off I would like that better then NOTHING. Fuckin assholes. So I'm gonna start doimng the same fucking thing. No more dick sucking no more worrying if they are feeling good or making sure they get off. No its all about me now. I'm gonna make sure I get mine. I'm not gonna get shit on any fucking more. Seriously its just total bullshit.I was with my ex for 6 fucking years and he did the same bullshit. Didn't worry if I was happy it was all about him. No fuck that I'm sick of it. Its time for MONICA to be happy. Not the other person but ME! Thanks for letting me vent. You know I love you guys :) LOL

Only If
If only it were so simple, to cruise through life smelling roses; but the obstacles blacken the countryside, and we unwittingly crush them beneath our boots. Dreams sustain us through the madness; goals give a finish line to our race. Yet they change with every turn, around every wall, and remain elusive throughout the quest. Mistakes are made, and regrets are our luggage; we will drag them with us to slow us down. The victories are flashes of light, sudden and unlasting, which allow us to glimpse the road ahead before darkness descends. Love is bitter, yet it is the bread that keeps us. Over and over it fills us up, only to starve us. The people whom we love shape our destinies and our strengths, yet leave us cold and alone in the darkness. There are others trying to race to the end; occasionally, we bump into one or two. The bonds we form help us down the path less lonely but eventually, we lose each other in the darkness. Alone is not a bad way to be;

All Horny In The World!!!!!
IF YOU HAD ALONE, IT WAS ONLY THE MESSEGES OF MEN I would slowly start undressing you while kissing, licking and nibbling your lips, neck and shoulders. I would work my way down your soft body as I remove your your cloathes. You look up to my face with a yearning in your eyes that pleads with me to make you feel like a whole women again and I understand at once what my duty is... I lower my face to yours with-out losing eye contact and our lips meet, electricity floods from me to you and the burning is intense, the feelings are unstoppable and we both cave in to the inevitable. The kiss, oh the kiss touches something in you ,you thought had died, you awaken a sexual being full of wanting full of desire, for me, all of me. I caress your body so softly feeling your very core, I touch your soul and enlighten your believe that sex can be more that just a physical activity it can be a meeting of two people becoming one, how it was intended. Our bodies entwine wanting needing lusting,

Beauty
there is beauty in all things thereis beauty in the sky beauty in the water beauty in the earth beauty in the air beauty on the out side beauty on the inside to me the most beautiful thing in the world in the love of your child and the look they give you when you hold them and show them your love

A Perfect Moment
A Perfect Moment Beautiful eyes open across a pillow top, It seems for this moment time will stop, The earth slows and sounds wane, A frozen moment without stain. Your body close to mine, Our hearts beat in time, With a smile of simple pleasure, This moment should last forever. Some say perfection is unattainable For most things that's explainable, But in your arms and with your heart's affection I have found a brief moment of perfection.

Not Me...
Imagine you're the type of person all your friends can come to when they're in need of someone to talk to.... You're the type of friend that can listen to it all... You're the type of friend that can talk about it all... You're the type of friend that others look up to, the type of friend that just HAS NO WEAKNESSES... ... ...and then imagine being so damn lonely, because you can't trust anyone... honest or not, you've seen what the nature of humanity is..... Imagine having a world full of friends, yet can't open up to a single one of them.... Imagine having to be "strong" in front of everyone, when you're actually dying inside.... ... Hell, I'm tired of it all. Tired of being friends just for the sake of it.... I'm going to return to my old values of "friendship".....

Train Wreck
Soo, unbeknown to me there was a train derailment right in my burb, in a spot that I cross every day on way home from work. Sub-zero temperatures and a freight train derailment in northwest suburban Buffalo Grove have caused several delays for Metra commuters Friday. RELATED STORIES Metra service updates As of 10:30 a.m. Union Pacific Northwest Line Train 611, scheduled to arrive in northwest suburban Crystal Lake at 10:25 a.m., is operating approximately 20 minutes behind schedule due to switch problems caused by extreme weather conditions, according to a service advisory on Metra’s Web site. Southwest Service Train 822, scheduled to arrive Chicago Union Station at 11:01 a.m., is on the move and about 20 minutes behind schedule because of earlier delays, the site said. Also because of earlier delays, Milwaukee District North Line Train 2128, scheduled to depart Fox Lake at 8:45 a.m. and arrive Chicago Union Station at 10:22 a.m. is operating approximately 50 minutes

Giggity
So, I see this guy comment on a mumm. I went and commented to him that he's not the real giggity. This is the ensuing conversation. Bottom to top. ->giggity: Checking me out to block me, eh? ->giggity: No, but the "good for you" comment was idiotic when explaining what a comment meant... that, and I have a really good time fucking with people whose IQ are below 40. giggity: i didnt do a damn thing to you ->giggity: Because idiots like you make it impossible. giggity: why dont you go fuck off ->giggity: Good for me? Wow, you really are kind of a dunce, aren't you? giggity: good for you ->giggity: There was a well-known Fubarian here with the name Giggity for a long time. He deleted cuz he had some stuff going on in his life. HE is the real Giggity. giggity: what are you talking about · giggity rated you a '1'!

Ads Terminology
1) 40ish...means 52 and looking for a 25 yr old 2) Affectionate...needy and looking for a mother figure 3) Artist...delicate ego badly in need of a massage 4) Athletic...sits on couch and watches ESPN 5) Average...unusual hair growth on ears, nose and back 6) Distinguished looking...all over grey 7) Educated...will always treat you like an idiot 8) Employed...on management track at McDonald's 9) Financially secure...he will spend some money on you, in return for which he will expect you to put out 10) Free Spirit...will sleep with your sister and your best friend and try your mom 11) Friendship First...as long as said friendship involves nudity 12) Fun...good with a remote and a six pack 13) Good Looking...arrogant bastard 14) Honest...pathological liar 15) Huggable...fat ass 16) Gentle Ben lSO Slim attractive female...you would be better off with a golden retriever 17) Light Drinker...on the express train to AA 18) Likes To Cuddle...insecure, overly dependent 19) Lik

The Three Question Personality Test
Your Personality Is Rational You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas. You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy! Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people. In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally. You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought. Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals. In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent. At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia. With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well. As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly. On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things. The

10 Things I Love...about You
Might as well not wait on this one, we'll yin and yang to get the balance of the universe right. Again, no particular order. 1. Driving. Anyone looking at my insurance, under the section for past tickets will discover something about me. I like to speed. A lot. I have always gotten a thrill out of driving. Especially if it's nice out and you can roll down the windows, or put the top down. That rush of exhilaration as you climb up the speedometer sends chills up my spine. With the addition of my motorcycle to the mix, I've gotten even worse. There is something about just you, the road, and pretty much nothing else. When it gets warmer I'll take rides out at night, for a couple of hours, just to feel the wind, smell the air, and let my mind wander. I have always done my best thinking while driving, or riding. I guess it allows me to focus because there is nothing else to do but watch the road. 2. Making people smile. I try not to be a serious person, and I try to always make peo

My Reputation
Someone here in Yuma is trying to ruin my reputation by telling people at the bar that I like to go to that I am a prostitute. This person doesn't know me...even so, I have never had sex for money or anything else besides pleasure. I think it's a fucked up thing to do to someone. Should I just quit going to this bar, or do something about it? Although I don't know what I can do about it since I don't know who exactly is saying these things.

Reflections...
I see myself reflected in a broken mirror A mere shadow of what I wish to be No sympathy seeker I Quarter is all I ask Peace for myself and those I love It matters not what I see looking inside I am my enemy as none can ever be I will destroy all I am to save those I can My life is forefeit in the persuit of serenity May my last breath be spent on words of love My final sight be that of shining beauty Perhaps peace and rest will come to me at last

Together Pt. Ii
So wounded by the world I was born into Shattered by the life I'm forced to lead She's come to set me free of this Together we will rebuild Her fire heats my soul My earth stabilizes her We spin together forever Hand in hand we will traverse the stars She found me at my lowest point Lifted me up to feel the sun I can never repay all she gave me All I can offer is love.....

A Perfect Place !
a perfect place Once I knew of this place where magic lived and love flowed forth like waters rushing down a mountain side . Where flowers bloomed and birds sang their tunes on lifted wing . Where did this place go and did it really exist ? Was it only in my mind ? Made up from some need I had when I was all alone needing the love it showed ? Where are you mystical one? Where are you now that the times have turned dark and I am in need of you more than ever ? My heart beats out it's rhythm like explosions coming forth from the collision of stars . It's breaking don't you hear it ? The sound isnt always audible but if you listen with your heart instead of your ears you'll hear it's shrieks of pain as it comes undone . Darkness all around now and now that I need your light it can't be found .I scream into the darkness your name the only shield I have and the beasties they still march on . Bringing their pain and dread like a banner held on high . Only you can save me from this now .

Held Back
Were we meant to be apart? It seems things have gone too far Time is against us again Wasted hours and tears Fear has held me back Nothing will stop me now Time has come, no more games Lets get real Together we will make this work Two against the odds, nothing can stand Forever fighting, always righting these wrongs I'm tired of living in fear We will survive this Two will become one None stronger None lasts longer "Forever Together, Nothing will stop us"

I Need To Cry!
This is an original poem/prayer Titled: "I Need To Cry!" by me (Anthony T. Clayton) I need to cry! So hard I could die, but can't. Why too hard too die? Already murderred me once. Charactor assasination. Lord, I won't let them kill me twice. Telling mad lies on me. Saying I have victimized, in ways I could not. Extort and distort the truth. Forgive them lord for the not know, What they do. I'm a victim too. Know I'm a sinner, for what I have done wrong. Spy thy evil in they eyez. An evil greater than mine. Feel the haters closing in. Gathering in multitude. Plotting against me. Feel the torture & torment, at my soul. As demons surround. Have forgiven myself my transgressions, long ago. So why do they condemn me? For this condemnation, Sing songs of praise Hallelujah, Dear Lord, Who knows I've been punished. Born again in your sacrifice for Christ. I need to cry! 1-22-09 "I Need To Cry" by Anthony T. Clayton p.s. please forgive any typo's or gramm

O- The Mania.
They say that you are not qualified, and many say that you should die. Beg to differ I will of them, for I voted for you and not for him. To me you bring the change I need, so many years have I lived blindly. Your name is an assett- not a set back. And I am gracious to you, the next four years will be hard and I hope that no one becomes a retard and shoots you :( I love you Obama.

Great Start To The Day
it`s not even fuckin 7:30 yet and i already had 2 phone calls from exes this morning cali ex called , been up drinking all night and wants me to call off work today and drink with her, tried to explain to her i don`t like her and like her even less when she`s drunk n y ex called, haven`t talked to her in about 3 years, she just called to say she still hates me and hopes i rot in hell. i guess her son gave her my phone # time for a new phone number i think why the fuck do i end up with psycho cunts?

U Know
Tense of the capture, wanting and wishing for a time to freeze, in that split second you with me. A passionate frenzy ours forever to keep. My minds eye is fixed on the look of you there, Enticing, it’s with the very thought, of a desire. The feeling of that, I shouldn’t dare wish for. Unable to but not keep it at bay. Hunger burns for a wandering mind, thinking of how to get there again. Animal instinct, with the luck of the day into the night. Do you think of it as I? The touch of your skin, the fruit you hold, is it for me. Are you willing to let it go, from here to there, over and over again? Enticing me with what you hold deep, sensual but tender. The limits are none, temped by the thrill of that witch is holding me. The constant thoughts of your touch can’t wait to bare. Heat of holding your sight, for that I wait again to receive. Lusting not knowing what you will do. Flesh on flesh, in the height of passion. Watching, eyes deep and enticing. With an explosion I wait for the thr

Realization Of So Called Friends...
Tuesday, November 13, 2007 Hey man, you know when you get to meet a new person you get all excited casue you think they might be cool...Yet when they come over they always need your help like with the front end of there quad or there transmision rebuilt on the crotch rocket or something else...and then they say thanks man when you need some help just call me and let me know and I will help you out...But when you try to call there like man I got a lot a shit to do this weekend so you decide to put of your shit for a week and go out to the bar and there our new friend is with some skank with herpis oozin of her lip with her hands down his pants...My favorite is when the fuckin land beast runs up to you and says hey you must be D.C. I heard a lot about you ...I am sure you did but I am still not stickin my dick in your mouth you desease infested skank...isn't life just sweel and full of shallow idiots saying that there friends and listen here is the best part, when the

'twas The Night Before Tampa
'Twas the Night Before Tampa 'Twas the night before Tampa, when all through the town, Steeler's fans were ready for the Cardinals to go down; The flags and banners were all hung with care, All Over Tampa, with the Steelers there; The players were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of Super Bowl danced in their heads; With Tomlin in charge, I had a night cap, And settled down for one more night's nap; When down at Tampa there arose such a clatter, Cardinals fans wondered just what was the matter; For at the stadium there was a great flash, Someone had entered with no ticket, not any cash; The moon on the breast of the grass and the sand, Gave the luster of mid-day to the man with a towel in his hand; When what to their wondering eyes should appear, Who this man was, it became quite clear; The smoke from his cigar made the air gloomy, But they knew in a moment that it was Art Rooney; He held the

World Peace (poem)
As night descends on another dawing day, Blessings are passed from the Tiger & Merry meets unto you all gathered in this World, Of destruction and crazyness, Pass the gifts , Share & share alike, We could be here forever , Tomorrow we could have freak storms, Fires & other disasters occur, Be a friend or a Family, There your only stepping stone, Across great oceans & vast seas, Let the night rest , Take me in in sweet slumber, For once in my life , I'll take away your hurt, With candles burning bright upon the altar, No more sacrifices , No more hating , Patch up the walls & drift away, Your pain succumbs one with me, No point in punching walls or stress, For once try to love yourself, As the smoke rises into thin air, The sweet smell of Incense evaporates!

Love Is Over Rated
Why do I punish myself, trying to find Mr. Right, when all the guys out there want is to fuck me. All I get is...oh, I just want a fuck buddy, or a one nighter. I have a lot to give, damnit. They don't even want to try! Nobody wants to date me and get to know me better. I've been single 5 years now, why can't I find someone willing to give me a chance?

Dreams
I had one of the most vivid dreams I've ever had about 10 minutes ago. I go with hubby to Moscow, where I enter my classroom at a school I went to, and stand next to this bully POS that I hated. He hasn't changed, and is wearing some strange uniform. We all start singing a Russian anthem to an American anthem's melody, then I accidentally leave hubby's cell phone there. Afterwards, I come home and realize that the phone is gone. I tell him that we have to get it, and we both go back, with me in a driver's seat. Only its not a regular car, but a mix between atow truck and a lil semi; hard to explain. I can't operate the thing for shit, and can't figure out how to break, so the thing is all over the place, almost running into other cars. Finally he tells me that I have to pull the key out of the ignition. THen we go to my best friend Natasha's house, where her parents give me a warm welcome, and her dad shos me some Christmas toy that can convert toy kitties into reindee

My Fine Is 650
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. When you are done, post it in your notes. Change the header to "My fine is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on Facebook -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having s

Trick Question: What Kind Of Cake Do I Like?
Answer: I don't like cake. I like pie. Or brownies with nuts. NO ICING. Now this is about the funniest damn video I have seen all day. Go watch it. Hot chick in a french maid outfit jumps into giant chocolate pie... Surprise addition from Co-host...GO SEE http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=51708867

Tired And Wired
TIRED AND WIRED I'm on the road Time makes no sense Miles have no meaning I'm driving a Volkswagen with pretensions of Porche lost in the wailing phrasing of a woman played on a tinny acoustic monstrousity made in the Mighty land of the Rising Sun crucified on a cross of Caffeine Nicotine Sugar and Chocolate I'm dreaming with my eyes wide open I'm awake and I don't know why I'm home and I don't know how I'm hurt but I just can't cry

Not A Good Weekend
*EDIT Tuesday 10-2-09* The people that I knew that had been missing since the weekend fires have been located in one of the local hospitals. They were injured in a car accident as they were getting out of the fire area, aparently they crashed into a fallen tree and couldnt see in front of them because of the thick smoke. The latest news reports are chilling tho, with almost 200 people dead or missing, 800 plus properties lost, over 300,000 hectares of land razed, 28 fires still burning, 1/2 of these still uncontained. Cam...... Hello all that are interested, Im not sure how many of you know about the bush fires that have ravaged Victoria over the past weekend but in brief the carnage the fires have caused to date is: 100 plus lives lost 750 plus properties list approximately 10,000 hectares of land scorched approximately 4,000 volunteer fire brigade members and over 500 appliances deployed to fight the 20 or so out of control fires. The townships

Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week 2-09-09
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 2-09-09 aGEM4life Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ¢¾ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ¢¾ Here Is A Bit About Her ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: Donna aka Gemini or GEM or Dee Birthday: June 10th Zodiac Sign: Gemini Hair Color: Reddish Brown Eye Color: Greenish/Brown Tattoos: Yes 5 of em (3 on back and 1 on each leg) Piercings: 11 (4 in right ear 7 in left ear) *Favorites* Color: Purple Season: Fall/Spring Day Of Week: Wednesday Animal: Tiger Flower: Rose *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: Yes Laughed So Hard You Cried?: Many times! Smiled For No Reason?: Do that all the time - drives ppl crazy lol Sat On Your Rooftop?: Nope that I haven't done *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: Computer Phone 0R IM?: Depends whom I'm talking to McDonalds 0R Burger King?: Neither Summer 0R Winter?: Neither CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: Ipod XBox 0R PS2?: Never played either

Thoughts
Something as hearing your name, makes me feel things. I cant explain. Before now I wasnt truly sure, but now I see what I didnt before. I'm falling so deep and hard for you. I wish I knew if you were for me. As I think friends can be lovers too, thats my only question to you. We always have amazing times, but when Im with you deep down Im wishing you were mine. With every passing day, I wish I knew, if you feel the way for me that I do for you. Your my best friend, but I want you as more in the end. My heart jumps when I hear the phone ring and it is you, because I can talk to you about anything. Every love song I hear, your name comes to my head. So easy to feel it, but so hard to be said. I always have you on my mind. Hoping one day you will truly be mind..

Waiting On Love
daydreaming of love wishing i had love love one day will come wake up with love on my mind holding my lover's hand long walks through the park kissing my lover without a thought only, if i have a lover to have by my side to hold and squeeze any day or night. i'm crying at night for love love that will last a life time love that makes my heart sing. i'm praying to god everynight to find love express love to show love unconditionally that agape love love is like a dream love put you in a daze love is joy love can put a smile on your face when you have nothing to smile about. one day love will come my way with out a thought.

Edgar Hernandez Pow
[From Wikipedia] 507th's wrong turn Most of the POWs were captured from the ambush of the 507th Maintenance Company when a convoy of vehicles from the 507th got lost and entered the Iraqi held town of Nasiriyah on March 23, 2003. The 507th was in charge of supporting actual combat troops but were not combat troops themselves and were ill equipped for fighting and quickly surrendered after all their weapons jammed. From their unit nine soldiers in the company were captured in the ambush and following soldiers surrendered to Iraqi forces: * Spc. Edgar Hernandez, 21, of Mission, Texas, was hit in the biceps of his right arm. * Spc. Joseph Hudson, 23, of Alamogordo, New Mexico, was shot three times, twice in the ribs and once in the upper left buttocks. * Spc. Shoshana Johnson, 32, a naturalized American from Panama, was shot with a single bullet that sliced through both ankles. She was the first black woman ever taken prisoner in the American military history.

Change In Orders
So I'm no longer going to Dayton, Ohio to be a recruiter. I'm now going to Bristol,Virginia or you could also say Bristol,Tennessee. I did my research on the place yesterday, and I found out that this place is the birthplace of country music. When I seen that I just thought wow, how am I gonna make it in this place. This is a totally different environment for me, being a black guy that doesn't really listen to country music. The first thing I looked at was the racial make up of the city, 92.54% white, 5.57% black, 0.25% nativ american,0.01% asian, 0.18% pacific islander, and I just thought to myself wow. The area looks really nice, and the houses are beautiful but i'm not sure if this is my type of area. I know with Obama in the office as the president there are still some racist out there in the world, I just don't wanna have to encounter any of it, I just wanna do my job as recruiter, and be successful at it. This year will be a really interesting year, I can't wait to see what it

Unknown Love And Destiny Pt 7
"You are a wielder of magic. A fighter of the light. Your twin brother is your opposite" he tried to make it mild, but he couldn't imagine the shock. "I see. But this doesn't make sense. My whole life has been a scam. I've never used magic and how do you even know that I can. This is silly. It sounds like some fairy tale. Are you sure you didn't hit your head harder than you thought?" She had to go there. This was the crucial point, where she would either reject and hate him or she would accept him for what he really was. "It is my job to keep you safe. I am your guardian. Your birth was part of a prophesy" "My guardian? You?" She felt dizzy, so she went and sat down on the toilet. She thought about what he was saying. "Everything is a lie. You..you don't need glasses do you? " "No, I don't. In fact, I can see better then just about any human" Turning off the shower. "So, if I am this..this prophesy, why did no one tell me? why make me grow up in a lie. I thought we

Dearest Friend...
Dearest Friend, You are the wrinkle on my blouse, The stain on my freshly-bleached shirt. You are the rain-cloud in my horizon, The bright-pink sunburn on the tops of my knees. You are the phone call that wakes me up from deepest sleep. You are the sore on the roof of my mouth. You are the lingering foul odor in the room. The congealed scum of soap griming the bath-tub. You are the clump of dirt on the kitchen floor that I consumed, Under the false impression that you were a chocolate-chip. You are the ice-cream that I licked, Thinking you were chocolate, but you were nato-bean flavored. You may be all of these things...but the best thing of all is, that you're my friend!..and I couldn't ask for a better one than you! Thank you, my dearest friend!

True Or False
This is a fun true or false........... Can you guess which of the following are true and which are false? 1. Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning. 2. Alfred Hitchcock didn't have a belly button. 3. A pack-a-day smoker will lose approximately 2 teeth every 10 years. 4. People do not get sick from cold weather; it's from being indoors a lot more. 5. When you sneeze, all bodily functions stop, even your heart! 6. Only 7 per cent of the population are lefties. 7. Forty people are sent to the hospital for dog bites every minute. 8. Babies are born without kneecaps. They don't appear until they are 2-6 years old. 9. The average person over 50 will have spent 5 years waiting in lines. 10. The toothbrush was invented in 1498. 11. The average housefly lives for one month. 12. 40,000 Americans are injured by toilets each year. 13. A coat hanger is 44 inches long when straightened. 14 The average computer user

Possibilities...
Sometimes... I’m not sure of just what  I believe in anymore… but I do  Believe in Possibilities.  I believe in   The possibility that sparks can turn into  Flames. I believe in  The possibility that  Strangers can  Become the  Best of  Friends.   I believe in the possibility that my  Dreams are not smoke and mirror  Fantasy / Terrors, but  Moon-glowing realities,  Unrealized.   I believe my soul knows the hidden  Answer to these questions my  Eyes have yet to perceive,  My heart has yet to  Sense, my mind has  Yet to conjure. I   Believe my body’s own private  Skin can cloud perception  And whisper in a deceptive  Language… yet in quiet  Contemplation, I  Can make sense  Of deceit &  Mince meat of  Bullshit.   Yes. Granted. I don’t know much.  But if you ask

Moonlight (2)
Jean-Michel Devereaux checked his wristwatch once again as he paced the length of the empty highrise parking garage. He motioned for his two bodyguards to stay in their positions on either side of the garage to keep watch for the pantheress who was coming to pick up her money. He had turned to pace in the opposite direction when the light tap of footsteps echoing against the concrete floors alerted him to the presence of another person. Raising his head to sniff the air, Jean-Michel knew immediately that it was her. A smirk appeared across his handsome face as his guards drew their weapons and walked toward him but he waved them away. "That won't be necessary, Yves, Laurent." Roxane felt her insides twist with grimace when she saw that the drop agent was none other than Jean-Michel Devereaux. "It is good to see you again, Miss Yamagashi," he said to her with a charming smile that never failed to irritate the young woman. "I would say the same but that would be a lie, Jean-Miche

Steak & Portobello Pizza
By Jim's request, a cooking blog. I made some pizza the other day, turned out pretty well, I decided to share. 1 package searing beef 4 portobello mushrooms extra virgin olive oil alfredo pasta sauce can of green beans bag of shredded mozzarella 2 Pillsbury refrigerated pizza crusts salt & pepper rosemary basil sage Preheat oven to whatever the pizza crust directions say. Clean portobello mushroom caps and remove the ribs unless you buy the precleaned ones. Slice into strips and saute in olive oil until brown and soft. Slice beef into strips, add to skillet along with salt & pepper and herbs, and saute until fully cooked. If you're using fresh herbs, just put them on the pizza before putting it in the oven. I used dried. Prepare crust. Prebake if you want to, there's an option for that, I took that option. Spread alfredo sauce over pizza crust, top with beef, mushrooms, green beans and cheese, and finish cooking in the oven. This will make enough for two

Does This Remind You Of Anyone - Faceless Friends
Friends without Faces We sit and we type And we stare at our screens... We all have to wonder What this possibly means With our mouse we roam Through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone As we sit in a daze We chat with each other We type all our woes... Small groups we do form And gang up on our foes We wait for somebody To type out our name... We want recognition But it's always the same We give kisses and hugs And sometimes flirt... In IM's we chat deeply and Reveal why we hurt We do form friendships But why we don't know... But some of these friendships Will flourish and grow Why is it on screen We can be so bold Telling our secrets that Have never been told Why is it we share? The thoughts in our mind With those we can't see As though we were blind The answer is simple It is as clear as a bell We all have our problems And need someone to tell We can't tell real people, But tell someone we mus

.gotta Get It Out.
First off, fuck your bitch And the click you claim West side when we ride Come equipped with game You claim to be a playa But, I fucked your wife We bust on bad boys Niggas fuck for life Plus puffy tryin to see me weak Hearts I rip Biggie smalls and junior mafia Some mark ass bitches We keep on coming While we running for yah jewels Steady gunning Keep on busting at them fools You know the rules Little ceasar go ask you homie How Ill leave yah Cut your young ass up See yah in pieces Now be deceased Little kim, Dont fuck with real ass gs Quick to snatch your ugly ass, off the streets So fuck peace Ill let them niggas know Its on for life Dont let the west side Ride the night *Stupid Tupac laugh* Bad boys murdered on wax and kill Fuck with me And get your caps peeled You know, see Sorry had a Tupac moment there for a second.

Tiny Dancer Of The Heart
A tiny little dancer glides around in my head.Like a continuous hymn of angst puncturing my brain.Telling me to build up my wall and stand tall. Then it happened.... There he was standing there with a bag on his back and another in his hand. It had seemed as if my whole world stopped revolving and no one else existed. Completely motionless I stand in awe waiting for that little whistle in my head to give me something to say, do...anything, just do something! With a simple smile and a hug as the perfect gesture...I've taken that step. My world began to spin and people started to appear, from where I couldn't remember. All I knew was that the cold feeling I had inside had become this warm tenderness I've never felt before. The warrior I had a the top of my wall had broken down to her knees and has become weak yet again. Not long after regaining her strength and allowing herself to rely on no one and be gullible by no one, he's walked in like a stranger in the dark

Idiot Ex
so my ex....who i was with for 3 years and who dumped me last year right before valentines...has jut gotten out of jail for reasons im not sure of and we wrote me poems. ENJOY!!! Please Forgive Me To the ends of time I will love you my friend Knowing that you're gone leaves me a bend An angel to me you were so kind Raising my spirits with ways I can not find Over and over the days with you replayed Loving you so much wished you would have stayed I crossed a line which I know not fit Now each day I die a little bit An empty void replaces what I feel Growing sadder and sadder, will I ever heal From the feeling of love I felt for a friend. Your New Love Only if you would like to vote and comment, it would mean a lot to me. Is it okay to feel sane when things don’t always work out? I stood outside my door to breathe into God air. I watched each car pass me by with its fullest speed I thought about you and where you could possibly be Visions of you an

Http://www.scribd.com/doc/11057958/hr45-blair-holts-firearm-licensing-and-record-of-sale-act-of-2009-
http://www.scribd.com/doc/11057958/http://www.scribd.com/doc/11057958/HR45-Blair-Holts-Firearm-Licensing-and-Record-of-Sale-Act-of-2009- Check this link. This is absolute fucking bullshit!

Tat2bunnyluv
I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR THE AWESOME BID IF YOUR READING THIS,THEN YOU WILL WANT TO GO CHECK THIS AWESOME WOMAN OUT F/A/R HER IF NOT ALREADY DONE PLEASE,THEN GO SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE SHE DOES DESERVE IT ♥ Tat2BunnyLuv ♥ FuOwned by JOHNNY & Sniper@ fubar >

Anon Delivers 10 Questions
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. The Rules Of The Internets... 2. Ive never worn sweatshirts, and long sleeves until My Woman bought me Clothes a short while ago. NOW, i find myself enjoying said style change. 3. Ive worn a real tie, ONCE 4. Ive never been to a concert, evar 5. I Used to be Christian. Assemblies of God Church, as a youth 6. Im On A Diet. 7. I Believe vampires are Gay, innately. And that a werewolf, logistically, can not lose to one in a fight. 8. Ive never been married, but i Want to be 9. I have jail house tats in a couple places. One of them's a swastika, done by a Polish Mexican Buddhist. No Joke. 10. Im n

45 Lessons
45 Lessons Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of "The Plain Dealer", Cleveland , Ohio "To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most-requested column I've ever written. My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more: 1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.. 12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Do

This Is For A Great Cause....please Help
This is my very dear and sweet friend, she is trying to get fu-bucks for a spotlight, but not for her, for breast cancer awareness, she is a survivor and still fighting it, so please send her what you can to help this awesome cause, I sent her what I had left I can at least ask my friends to do something. ~sinfullydelicious~@ fubar

What Grinds My Gears!
Why is it that there has to be left turn arrows at intersections. I may not be a great driver but I sure as hell don't need an arrow to tell me it safe to go! And what really grinds my gears is when there is no traffic and i have to sit at a red arrow to turn left even though it was safe to turn for 20 times over! If you cant make a left turn without an arrow telling you its safe call a cab! And THAT is what grinds my gears! Lets hear what grinds your gears!

My Spiritual Power
UNKNOWN for some reason you have felt very distant from everyone else and you try to follow your own path. throughout the years you have seen a lot of freaky shit and sometimes it overcomes you and you get stuck in the rabbit hole trying to figure out what it is. All you know is that humans aren't the only ones out there and there is something about yourself that is still a mystery

Jerks.
When guys are assholes to you. What technically does that mean, that they are gay and wanna pick on girls because its a "war over penis" Is it because they think we like it... guys who think they are cool [dio cane] ARE HOMOS. the end

Broken Dreams - Track 6 - Talk To Me
Broken Dreams None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is pure luck. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This is the sequel to my story "Bad November". If you haven’t read that stop then please read it first. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Talk to Me Baby talk to me/ Tell me what you’re feeling/ Tell me if I’m wasting time/ Tell me if my body is fine/ Tell me girl what I need to do/ Let me making you mine Track 6 Sunday morning I slept in while spread out on my bed. These types of mornings in a regular sized bed were impossible in England becau

Fubar
oh who cares anymore. No one would even know if i deleted my acct. No one would really even care. So I wont even waste my time even doing that. Im just going back to Facebook and Myspace where ya dont have to act like a slut for someone to like ya. Screw it. Who needs this crap

Want To Believe In Love
i see you i see your face what i feel is no surprise i tell you my dreams you tell me yours in my heart you'll see you are my dream true hang in there heart oh heart of mine i want to be a part of my dream your dream look inside is my colors which color of the rainbow i want you in my world we have such a long way to go We're getting closer every day We all want to believe in love We all wanna believe in something Its love, its love that is my dream it is yours too hang in there heart oh heart of mine

Threesomes Tag
hreesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Kloverlynn 2. kloverkunt 3. Kerry Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Surgical Nurse 2. ER/Trauma nurse 3. dancer..yes know that will get me bashed Three Places I have lived 1.Denver, Co 2. Las Vegas , NV 3. Tulsa, OK Three TV Shows that I watch 1. House 2. Heroes 3. Eleventh Hour Three places I have been 1. Buffalo, NY 2. Cao San Lucas, MX 3. Darmstadt, Germany Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. Johnny 2. 514 3. Death Three of my favorite foods 1. Steak 2. Chicken of any kind 3. Tacos Three things I would like to do 1. Sleep. 2. Masturbate. 3. sex with a wiling and conscious partner Three friends I think will respond 1. No 2. fuckin

The Burden
I am the forgotten one, The burden, The isolated. I am the piece of shit, The power trip. A synthetic mask of who I should be. My energy is gone, yet I cannot feel the calm. Inherited a stained map to nowhere. I stand alone, No one left, my head is down, as I wait for the executioner to come. Life is a trap, happiness it's bait. It snaps my bones in half, too numb for the pain. Walls close around me, stealing my breath. Only fear remains. By Skye

Drenched...
DRENCHED the music rumbles, the mind tumbles the rain is like tears of joy, pain, love, fear. soaking wet, binging on feeling. drinking and thinking, drenched to the soul the voice in the head drones, mumbles, flows, stuttersteps arguing or agreeing with the heart, the thing pushing blood mixed with fire thru your body tweaking the chemicals in your head. making the colors you see so intense, they hit you hard adding to the fog of your world. you know what you want. and you know you won't get it, but it doesn't hurt cause you know they are happier this way. brainflex, heartstop. You've got questions that you don't know if you'll survive the asking, and don't know if you want to. but you won't let yourself go cause there is always hope and your heart won't quit tumble on in the fog, feel deep, and ask when the time is right

Us Military...
First off I wanna say FUCK YOU! to all the spineless ass motherfucker that cant stand behind their soldiers, sailors, airmen, and marines... So, FUCK YOU!!! And to all of you that are willing to support us from the bottom of my heart, Thank you so very much... Now if you are still reading this and havent yet get off your as and go thank the closest vet for everything they gave you... For thoses that are a bit slower than others vets gave you your freedom... Now I am a US soldier proudly serving my country in Iraq, and my father and brother are also vets... This is my second tour and everytime i go anywhere in the US i hear the same stupid bullshit from ignorant ass people, like i wouldnt give my life for this country, or why are you wasting your life?... Like i said I PROUDLY serve my country and I AM willing to give my life for what I love, my family, my friends, my country, and my freedom. I want to make sure my little boy has a place to grow up without a terrorist threat knocking on

Support The Military And Their Families
Friday YOU WEAR BLUE??? International Picture of the Year Here are two very touching photos honored this year First Place (picture in album) Todd Heisler The Rocky Mountain News When 2nd Lt. James Cathey's body arrived at the Reno Airport , Marines climbed into the cargo hold of the plane and draped the flag over his casket as passengers watched the family gather on the tarmac. During the arrival of another Marine's casket last year at Denver International Airport , Major Steve Beck described the scene as so powerful: 'See the people in the windows? They sat right there in the plane, watching those Marines. You gotta wonder what's going through their minds, knowing that they're on the plane that brought him home,' he said 'They will remember being on that plane for the rest of their lives. They're going to remember bringing that Marine home. And they should.' Second Place (picture in album) The night before the burial of her husband's body, Katherine Cathey refus

Free Parking In Exotic's Garage
Free Parking in Exotic's Garage This set is public nudity. I am in a public parking garage. Waiting for you to cum put your toy in my garage. You will want to cum to the member's SEXtion so you can exam the garage. I know you won't be disappointed. Be sure to check out my newest videos. "Hidden Shower Cam" "Slutty Play time" (This is Anal video) and "Handy Pocket Vibrator Masturbation" (Squirting Video) XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

So You Want To Be A Suicide Girl
Sounds like a good idea. International recognition. Lots of exposure to start a career. Too bad it's far more harmful to your career than helpful. Anyone who has applied knows that there is a bot that accepts or denies models. No human can generate a response in 30 seconds. It took BrokenDollz a week to get back to me and then it was a request to send more pictures. I had to wait another couple of days before they accepted me. Spooky Girls was a bit different. I spoke to Kristoff several times before the offer was made. I opted to do work for a friends site first to kinda "get my feet wet." She was good enough to right into the contract that I did not have to work exclusively for her and that I could do what I choose with the pictures. If I decide to submit them to another site, it's fine per the contract. She has even offered to submit me to some major magazines if I choose to. By contrast, Suicide Girls owns you and your pictures. You are prohibited from modeling for

Sweet Dreams
Time was here but now its not don't know when or how it stopped time consumed with nothing to do need to think of something but you times forgotten and times lost sitting here staring at the clock more then hope of a second chance sitting here stuck in a trance It will never happen i know this is true if only i could be rid of thoughts of you here i sit alone in the dark wondering how we lost our spark its four am and the thoughts still there erase them please i don't care pain and corruption needs to end happiness and smiles the new trend tired and weary i drift to sleep sweet dreams willfully start to creep sweet dreams i wish they could be sweet dreams of you and a hint of me

We Are Part
We are Part by Jeffrey A. Griswold Neither knew what happened, it took us by surprise. I felt a strange new feeling, when I looked into your eyes. I hadnt felt this way, in such a very long time. I knew somewhere deep inside, god would make you mine. I felt a tugging at my heart, and knew that it was true. Someone somewhere planned this, that I'd be here for you. I look into your pretty face, and see a dream made real. I knew inside the things I felt, were all too very real. So I send to you my dear, these words from in my heart. I hope that you will see it too, that of each others lives we are part.

1 Year Down, Forever To Go!
So today marks our first wedding anniversary..and memories of warm weather in Florida and not this icky white cold stuffs thats on the ground outside our door :| We are childless for this evening now its just me waitin for him to get home from work then hopfully make it to a movie and dinner before the weather gets to bed. Just wanted to say thanks again to all our friends that had faith in us from the start.. which is about 6 of yahs lol plus I want to say a special thank you to suga for introducing mr potatoes eyes to me.. yur the bestest friend a girl could ask for :) and I love you lots. Now to end my rambling imma just post our wedding song. I love you Christopher more then any song could ever word but its a close second lol. later days!

Friends..lovers...friends? Lovers?? Oh Forget It!!!
Things have sure changed since I was a kid in high school. I remember the first time I asked a girl out on a "date." It was in Junior High School in the 7th grade. Of course it was not a real date. Boys and girls do not talk to each other in the 7th grade. Come to think of it, many do not talk to each other in mid life. At Henry D. Perry Jr. High School in Miramar, Florida, there was a record hop once a month on Friday evening in the gym. Since we were not old enough to have a drivers license, we all rode our trusty bicycles or had our parents take turns hauling us to the gym. So asking a girl out on a date in those days was really about having a dance partner at the hop. One thing about asking a girl out at that age was the insecurity of it all. Here is the object of your intense butterfly in the stomach attack walking past you in the hallway or sitting in the classroom and strange things began to happen in your body when you looked in her ...errrrrr...eyes. Asking her out

Family
We do not have the option of choosing our blood relatives. We do however have the option of making a difference in the lives of many other people who cross our paths. In October I met a woman who has changed my life considerably. She knows my children my life in general. She offers advice and loves my family. When asked she says that she has adopted us. My kids call her grandma and their eyes light up especially isaacs when we say we're going to see her. I have been her caregiver for a while now and have done the one thing that people in the medical field should never do....I got emotionally attatched. I love her and am very worried about her. I have enough medical knowledge to be concerned. She was hospitalized Friday morning and still is admitted. I know the ins and outs of her home, her friends, and even slightly her finances. I was the one who called everyone to let them know what was going on and spent most of my day doing so. I was locked out of her house earlier today by her

Shew!
What an amazing day! It was my anniversary, and I had the spotlight, which was great to commemorate it, since most people know that we actually MET here. I had autos on, and had a bomb, and ended up getting over 5 million fubucks, leveling to Disciple, making a ton of new friends, weeding out some asshats that think that all women on this site are whores and simply having a good time. I hope everyone was able to get a screen shot of themselves in the spotlight if they wanted it. I have some bucks left over that I am more than willing to give out if you're going for the Spotlight. I got so much help from others, I want to help when I can, so let me know. Thanks again!

Hospital
yesterday i was in the hospital for the past 3 days my left side was hurting badly and yesterday i started puking my brains out i went to the hospital i was born at stay there for 3 hours i never got seen at all so i left and went to Tempe saint lukes i got in right away they give me something so i would not puke no more my back and sides hurt so much because of that so i wont be on fubar for a while they told me i have 2 kidney stones one of them is 4 and the other is 6 i cant wait for this to be over with

Time For Self
I will be gone for the weekend.Need to clear my head and get ready for April 8th which I am almost certain I will have my freedom to go wild again.I will see everyone when I return and hope all a good weekend and no bad luck today.Brumsing Friday 13th.

Grandpa George
A grain of salt threw the hourglass, she walks threw the graveyard and who does she pass? Him, his name is George she loves him so.. You see he is her grandfather, the only one she knows. He cared for her and now he has gone away. In her heart he will live forever and her mind as well. What will become of her? Only time will tell... Dwell on the life she could have had and the one she does. She thinks about him and misses him so much. She wonders how she will go on with her life, thinking of him everyday. He is her grandfather he did everything for her, even things out of his way. Now all thats left is what's in her heart and the ghost of him that won't go away. He will always be here in spirit. As she lays down and closes her eyes... She sees him. One last time.. Ravyn Snow

Narrow Minded Idiots On Fubar
OHHHHHHHHHHH for ffffffffffff sake. I came across a mumm today about this twit posting a mumm about ignorring married peeps on here. I can understand her point I guess a bit. Some on here are here to hook up with someone on the net to get their yah yah's. How ever the other 80% of us I will assume are just here to make a few friends like myself. I remember when I was in college at the age of 30, how the younger set didnt think I had the right to be there on acct of my age. Any how one day we got on the topic of having male friends. OMG a few of the girls sitting at the table thought just because some of us were married we didnt or shouldnt have male friends. I laughed at them and told them to get their heads out of their asses..this isnt the 50's or even the 40s. I went on to say...just cause a person is married dont mean their life stops when it comes to friends yanno. Then I run into this shit this morning. Gawd she acted like we have the pleage or somet

Deaath Of A Beloved Friend
Today I am sad to announce that we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense. Common Sense has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; why the early bird catches the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6 yr old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doi

Face Book... And Myspace
Yes, I have heard they are goin to collaborate. So... if you ever need to talk to me outside of fubar, just come on Myface BUAH HA HA Fooled you.... and this offer is only for the ladies.. sorry Guys.

Hurting!
how could you say you love me but you go and leave me how could you say you care if your not going to stay I wish it always rain so you could not see the hurt, pain and tears you gave to me how could you say you love me when you love someone else how could you say I can find somebody else when all I want is you and all I need is you how could you say ill be fine when you made me blue I don’t wanna see your face or anything reminds me of you I don’t wanna be your friend though that’s what I am to you how could you hurt me so bad when all I want is to love and be loved by you

Kiss Me
Kiss me When its pouring out side and the wind is blowing hard holding me close embrass my lips while the drops fall down our bodys with pashion like the thunder with all emotions free just kiss me and let our love flow free with every drop and every touch get lost in the moment for only us to share.

Let Looose
Let looose, Thank you, You used & abused me, I can't breathe, I cannt sleep. This is fou Tigrees, Monkey & all, Let the Tiger loose, I bend & break, For what ? Only to be tossed, Away & cold, In silent dreams, lost in music & time. I'm not a trophy, For you, Heed these word's Letting loose!

Fake...
no one knows me now, fear consumes my heart, feelings flood my soul, breaking me apart, It's not my time, you can't save me, I'm just a lock without a key... I don't know how to heal, there's nothing you can take, until then I'll wear a mask, my happiness I fake...

Say_hey_ (tx Stud )
I'm Pimping out my new owner you might already know him and be real good friends with him, if not then you are missing out. He is a really cool person to know and I'm glad to have him as a friend. And he is fabulously sweet & sexy!! He has them AUTO11's running if you need to level come on by and level up on him. Add Him, Fan Him, And Rate, Him Bling Him. Why Are You Still Reading This Go Show Him Sum Fu Loving! Say_Hey_ (Tx Stud ) Tell Him his new slave Bratte sent you to spank him real hard....oh he likes it alot!! Bully Brought To You With Love: ♥Bratte♥

How Can This Be Lord
how can you take everybody away from me means so much to me its like my whole world has fallen apart i know that people say you don't take them away unless it is there time but sometimes i find that hard to believe and i honestly don't understand where you are coming from wen you take a father of two lil ones then a lil over a year later you took a 16 year boy and i know that he had no right to be out that late driving, now they have to live on in the hearts of there loved one they will always and for ever live on in my heart i know that much for sure but i still don't understand why there time on earth they were both so young when they had to come home forever i know you more then likely had or have something very special for them to do i know that they are the angels i feel around me all the time i see them in my kids all the time and they never got to meet either of them it just really hard to deal with sometimes cuz they act so much like them its not even and i thank god everyday

Only 3 Questions
HERE IT IS: I am giving you the opportunity to ask me any THREE questions that you want.. no matter what it is i HAVE to answer them all and answer them truthfully (which i always do) I cant judge, or say no.. if you ask I WILL answer.. so just send me a message with your questions and i will reply... so get as crazy as you want and..well... HAVE FUN Staj

So Pissed..just Venting
Ok...so when you become friends with a individual..the one thing most people look for or expect is honesty and trust. And when one or both are broken, for me it's almost impossible to get either back. That is just who I am and something that will never change. So this individual pretty much broke my trust in him/her by telling me one night on the phone that I was a bitch, cunt, whore, blah blah... Of which I know that yes.. I really can be a bitch when pissed off or accused of something I am so not...like a whore...LMFAO...if dating 2 men and being in 2 very long term relationships in my 38 yrs is being a whore... DAMN...I hate to think what women are called that fuck anything with a dick... (Oh yeh..drunk was the excuse...and oh... I really like you and it bothers me when u talk to other people online) NICE excuse. NOT. I forgave this individual once...and was told next time...sorry...you lose a friend. Well, happened again tonight. And Im soooo done with that bullchit... Needl

Pain Of Love 2
A waterfall of blood from my hand. god damn wish i was dead. put a bullet in my head. Wishful thinking. life now cascading. my life 4 the taking. broken heart and recreation. a soul not 4 the taking. blinded by the darklight. Soul burns out of sight. Searching the brake of daylight. no comisarating. death by a mental patiant. captured my soul in hells damntion.

Between The Miles
Between The Miles Because existence can become severein one day,just sense me and I'll be there.In the minds eye,I'm not so far away.If you hold out your hand,in the whispers,I'll become the zephyr.and besiege you.If your eye's upon the stars,in the crystalline darkness,I'll become the moon.And the light shall guide you.If you rest upon the ground,in the warmth,I'll become the grass.And embrace you.If you turn outside,in the wetness,I'll become the rain.An upon your forehead, kiss you.If you free the air,in the light of day,I'll become the sun.And smile for you.Between the miles-if you need me.If you need a friend.Let me be the friend, I want to be.

Viva La Vida
I used to roll the diceFeel the fear in my enemy's eyesListen as the crowd would sing:"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"One minute I held the keyNext the walls were closed on meAnd I discovered that my castles standUpon pillars of salt and pillars of sandI hear Jerusalem bells a ringingRoman Cavalry choirs are singingBe my mirror my sword and shieldMy missionaries in a foreign fieldFor some reason I can't explainOnce you go there was never, never an honest wordThat was when I ruled the worldIt was the wicked and wild windBlew down the doors to let me in.Shattered windows and the sound of drumsPeople couldn't believe what I'd becomeRevolutionaries waitFor my head on a silver plateJust a puppet on a lonely stringOh who would ever want to be king?I hear Jerusalem bells a ringingRoman Cavalry choirs are singingBe my mirror my sword and shieldMy missionaries in a foreign fieldFor some reason I can't explainI know Saint Peter won't call my nameNever an honest wordBut that was wh

Desires
Looking across the room...our eyes meet, walking slowly towards one another our bodies not yet touching but we find ourselves locking hands together. Leaning in for a touchless kiss...barely touching we give into our desires and lock lips...first slow..testing,teasing, and tasting one another. Hands still locked together, allowing our lips and tongues to do the work...I let out a soft moan as You graze your tongue against mine...feeling it tease and taste me as if i was some exotic fruit that was forbidden to eat, You tighten your hold on my hands as You tease my mouth with Yours, taking total control moving me against the wall pinning me there with Your body. You release one of my hands from yours only to grab a hand full of hair moving my head backwards towards the wall..breaking off the sensual kiss only to devour my neck with more sweet kissing. Moaning as i feel your tongue rapture my tormented skin feeling your hand in my hair and the other hand gripping into mine, feeling your f

Going Vegan...
disclaimer- spell check is broken. stfu if there's a misspelled word or twenty :p I couldn't eat a burger @ a fast food place for almost a year after watching "fast food nation"- but out of sight, out of mind, right? I bought a book a couple weeks ago called "Skinny Bitch" since I'm a fat ass, I am trying to become a skinny bitch. Anyway, this book sat on my desk for these two weeks, and this morning I decided to drink my coffee on the deck and start reading. I got to chapter 6 before my stomach (which was empty, thank God) started to turn. The chapter is called "you are what you eat" This book is promoting vegitarianism. HAHA- if I had read that little tid bit of info on the back cover, I would not have bothered to buy the book. These sneaky bitches left that out- and so here I get slapped hard across the face with detailed information about slaughter houses and cruetly to animals that I have been frying up, bar-b-queing- boiling-baking for years. I seriously wanted to

My Lady.....
OK, HERES THE DEAL.... I DONT LIKE HATERS OF MY WOMAN TO COME ON TO MY PAGE TELLING ME MY OLD LADY IS CHEATING ON ME....FIRST OFF, MY DAMN WOMAN CANT STAND HER EX, SO THE THOUGHT OF HER BUMPING UGLIES WITH HIM IS OUT OF THE QUESTION... SECOND MY DAMN WOMAN IS WITH ME WHEN NEITHER OF US IS WORKING, AND LAST OFF MY DAMN WOMAN WOULD NOT CHEAT WITH SOME CHEESE DICK BASTARD LIKE HER EX.... SO IF YOU DON'T HAVE ANYTHING GOOD TO SAY ABOUT HER KEEP THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE, BECAUSE I KNOW THE TRUTH... SHE HAS NOT FUCKED AROUND WITH ANYONE.......... IF YOU FEEL OFFENDED BY THIS BLOG WELL FUCK YOU.

Unrecognized
peaceful deafening sign of hope sign of doom life-giver destroyer of homes pleasant terrifying how can you be one thing and yet all of these things at once? water-one of the unrecognized wonders of the world

If You Wanted A Song Written About You, All You Had To Do Was Ask.
I'm throwing away picturesThat i never should have taken in the first placeAnd it's cold in my apartmentAs i'm changing all the colorsFrom the brightest reds to graysWell it's 3 o'clock on monday morningI'm just hoping you're not seeing her faceI've been getting calls in these hotel roomsLong enough to know that it was herThat took my placeAnd i hope this makes you happy nowThat the flame we had is burning outAnd i hope you like your pictures facing downAs even broken hearts may have their doubtsAnd i'm burning all the lettersHoping that i might forget him and his bad tasteThat he left when he was leaving meAlive but barely breathing as he walkedOut of this placeAnd you dropped the note and we changed keyYou changed yourself and i changed meI really didn't see us singing through thisThen you screamed the bridgeAnd i cried the verseAnd our chorus came out unrehearsedAnd you smiled the whole way through itI guess maybe that's what's worseAnd i hope this makes you happy nowThat the flame

Job Offer :p
Well here is the thing. If you know someone that needs some photoshop work done, let me know! I do web designs, retouching photos, making logos,... Only thing you need to do is to get me a customer and i will give u 10-15% of the deal ;) c Happy hunting :P

Fun With Elements
In school one day, the teacher decided that in science class she would teach about the elements. So she stood in the front of the class and said, "Children, if you could have one raw element in the world what would it be?" Little Stevie raised his hand and said, "I would want gold, because gold is worth a lot of money and I could buy a Porsche." The teacher nodded and called on little Susie. Little Susie said, "I would want platinum, because platinum is worth more than gold and I could buy a Corvette" The teacher smiled and then called on Little Johnny. Little Johnny stood up and said, "I would want silicon." The teacher said, "Why Johnny?" He responded by saying, "Because my mom has two bags of it and you should see all the sports cars outside our house!"

Lost In You By Ted Ochsenhirt 4/2009
Im lost in you,and never want out im lost in you, and locked your heart with mine im lost in you and cant be found Nor do iwant to, for im lost in you. Gazing into ypur eyes, and fallin in never to return from your love your arms about me my eyes closing knowing that i will be lost in you Dont let go, do not say no, just let me be lost in you

Suicide
WOW, Have u ever jsut given someone your heart? NO i mean your whole heart? lol what a waste. I just couldent live with myself .. knowing I just killed myself Least maybe then u will remember me .. suicide always kills 2 people

April 21st 2009/online Respect
doesnt seem that there is much computer dating or gaming respect tween people...since they know they cant be attacked physically they can be attacked emotionally and just hurt the same. I reafd somewhere online and even the news had it some girl was treated disrespectfully and was taunted till she killed herself now iam not that kind of person but my feelings usually are verysensitive when im pissed off, and angry about something, so i try and vent it off.....sometimes it does and some times it doesnt.....i can be hurt big time..and at times these people think i dont feel that ican laugh it off. i wont try and "kill" myself like some will that they get that depressed, but pissin me off and getting verbal is one thing ican do. and have done it..for what its worth? nada lol. so im here venting away on my blog..read or not im just venting and pondering abouty leavin someplace or just not show up for any sessions

Hey Baby:) How You Doin'!?!?!
sooooooooooooooo I never have given much attention to this whole point and level thing, but all the sudden I see that I am one step awayfrom the Godfather now and I am psyched lol, I dunno why, but I will admit to desiring that level. Just seems sweet haha. So help a girl out, what do I need to do to get me there quicker??? Talk to more people? Blasts? Happy Hours?? Auction myself off? Lots of rating...I hate to do that after like the 20th picture but I will I suppose haha. So besides that my life is CRAZY right now, but when isn't it haha. I am trying soooooooooooooo hard to find a second job for the sole purpose of finishing my college degree. Until I get a second job I can't go back to college and graduate:( I only have ONE year left, thats it, and no more security officer Shawna woot woot. Until then I just day dreamm about not being one, I say day dream because its' 1:50 A.M and I'm incapable of sleeping. Monkey balls!!! Well I am going to drink some milk and try to go to b

Such Fun
I cant help but wonder what this all is about. but I would like to thank all of you who have lied bout me and all-a few even rated my picture 10. Ha Ha. yeah Im so desirable Im sure. anyway, thanks for the ego fodder :) I will be back tomarrow for now I must go. peace!

Mini Mee
Sometimes I have mental travels back to my childhood, from which I pull up all sorta shit to try and figure myself out. When I was little, I had an imaginary acquaintance. His name was Vitya Shermetyev, and I constantly kept saying "Vitya Sheremetyev is a bad boy. First he killed himself, and then all his coworkers" My parents always got a kick out of it, and ask me to repeat it everywhere. Weird...

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Ok, You Stupid
fucks. Get a clue. If using IM programs "fucks" your computer or you "get viruses" its NOT the fault of the IM. Its YOUR fault for having a low rent, shitbag computer OR more esp not having a complete internet security program loaded on your machine. Even the most BASIC computer can effectively run an IM program. Theres NO excuse for not having them or using them. Its either youre a broke POS with a matching POS computer, youre an idiot who doesnt know how to function a computer or youre too cheap or stupid to buy or know how to properly use net security software. And DONT CLICK links in IMs. Again, thats YOUR fault if you "get viruses" if you do that. Stop being stupid when on the net or using a PC. Ive used all three IMs for over nine years, over 40 hours a week with NO infections or "issues" and I havent always had security software loaded either. If *I* can do it, YOU can too, dumbasses.

Fatty D Devours Radiosuzy1
The first night Fatty Delicious, a.k.a. Fatty D, a.k.a. April Flores, came to the Speakeasy, it was like the circus was coming to town! And I'm not just saying that because Fatty has a Big Top. April is a ton of fun. She is a big beautiful woman (BBW) with what seems to be an equally big heart and erotic appetite. Before the evening was over, all the bonobos at the Speakeasy had fallen in love with her, each in our own personal way.I first noticed Fatty_D on Twitter when she started following me because, well, she is hard to miss! I was impressed by her dazzling Rubenesque appearance and sexy sense of humor, so I asked her to be my guest on RadioSuzy1. She accepted immediately and, unlike so many other porn stars, got to the Speakeasy on time. April brought her man Carlos Batts, a very chill guy who also happens to be the director of her latest film "Voluptuous Biker Babes." She also brought her lifelike Topco cyberskin pussy "Love Toy," to which we enjoyed doing perverse things throug

Mumm Blog
since i can't make mumms anymore... ok so today i had to go to the social security office and wouldn't you know it with my luck they moved as of... TODAY... ok it was in the paper but i didn't read it... blah so i call them up... no fucking answer... go figure... so after 2 hours i track down the fuckers and wouldn't you know it 3 of them lazy sons of bitches just jabbering away... to lazy to answer the fucking phone... and my luck being what it is... "oh we can't help you till monday... " and they go back to sitting around doing nothing... so my question is as trendy and sheep like as i am... should i blame this faggotry on the obama leadership? ummm options are suck my dick or GTFO please vote :)

Happy And Sad
¥I HAD A BLAST TODAY WITH FRINDS AND FAMILY....ALTHOUGH I WISH I HAD MY SONS WITH ME TO THEY WOULD LOVED IT TOO THERE...THE TRAILS ARE KICK ASS...WALKING THERE IS SOOOO MUCH BETTER...I WOULD LOVE TO GO BACK AGAIN AND BE ONE WITH MOTHER NAT. AGAIN.....GOT RAINED ON PLUS IT WAS THUNDERING BUT NO LIGHTING....TAKING PICS OF THE WATER FALLS...I KNOW ONE DAMN THING THE WATER WAS BUTT ASS COLD....UGH MY AIRWALKS SHOES ARE STILL WET.... HA HA I STILL HAS THE TIME OF MY LIFE TODAY... NOT A WORRIE OTHER THAN MY SONS..... I WORRIE ABOUT THEM ALL THE TIME.....I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH....SORRY MY LIL ONES MOMMY HAD TO HAVE SOME TIME TO HERSELF TO THINK..DID IT HELP YES IT DID BIG TIME..I AM STILL YOUR MOTHER..SOME TIME VERY SOON I AM COMING TO SEE YOU SO I DO NOT KNOW WHEN IT WELL BE.... I WANT TO BE THERE ON MOTHERS DAY THAT IS MY DAY AND YOUR BIRTH DAY TOO...

Her Departure
well the night before we pre-packed so we could spend as much time together as possible... we missed the flight and had to reschedule her to leave 3 hours later, which I must admit I enjoyed... we spent more time talking.. making plans... when I dropped her off I can say I truly didnt want her to leave, I was torn, I knew she had to leave to get the kids, but I wanted her here with me... I got out, we kissed and hugged on the curbside of the airport...gave her, her carry on... I pulled away with a completely lonely heart.... I texted her and talked to her nearly all the home, we originally were set up for 90 day turn around, but its going to look more like 5 weeks... I love her so, and cant wait to start my new life... I love you Joy...

Chasing Thoughts
Running through the chambers in my mind, slamming the doors to the ones with words I cannot find. The frustration and confusion is debilitating, a dark void leaves me struggling. I try to remember to breathe as it consumes me.

What I Think Love Is
Love is a wonderful gift. It's a present so precious words can barely begin to describe it. Love is a feeling, the deepest and sweetest of all. It's incredibly strong and amazingly gentle at the very same time. It is a blessing that should be counted every day. It is nourishment for the soul. It is devotion, constantly letting each person know how supportive its certainty can be. Love is a heart filled with affection for the most important person in your life. Love is looking at that special someone who makes your world go around and absolutely loving what you see, Love gives meaning to one's world and magic to a million hopes and dreams. It makes the morning shine more brightly and each season seem like its the nicest one anyone ever had. Love is an invaluable bond that enriches every good thing in life. It gives each hug a tenderness, each heart a happiness, each spirit a steady lift. Love is an invisible connection that is exquisitely felt by those who know the joy, feel the warmth,

Just A Few Thoughts
just a few thoughts am reducin ma footprint here on fubar it keeps changing here not for da good final straw is as a joke i type in "match.com" this above either dint show or dis blog wont post i cant do anythang html code is screwd here in da blogs sick'n tired of the games tat fubar is playin

Love The Hate
a shedevil a succubus a down-low dirty bitch a cunt a whore I'll suck the life from you and so much more. a liar a tramp an outlaw of means a criminal a fighter a shit starter...(please)..who me? you label me so often are you obsessed? you love me you hate me it's no matter to me I live my life beyond your opinion someplace where my spirit is free you must have no life at all left so much time spent thinking of new insults but still I stand unwaivered and unbroken and all you can do is go and pound salt I wouldn't spit on you if your teeth were on fire is that your way of saying I fill you with desire? I love the hate I feed the flame you'll never destroy me by calling me names

Day Two
Good morning world. Well today is the second day of "the diet" and I slept like a baby and woke up feeling like a million bucks. I definatly had enough sleep, unlike sunday night, so if I am sleepy today I'll know its the fast and not just me. I'm just a little hungry this morning, nothing a lemonaid and a glass of water won't take care of though. I know however there will be coffee when I arrive and OH I LOVE COFFEE. I know there will be cookies freshly baked and any other scumptious delight I can come up with, so today will truley be a test of faith or willpower or whatever it is I'm running on lol. I know I can do it though, I have to! I refuse to give up on this and I want the weight gone soooooooooo bad. So day two starting off fabuliously ... talk to you tonight! Ok so I gave in and ate. One of the kids I watch is turning 2 her b day party is saturday and I know I'm going to eat cake! I'll try again next week. It's not that hard the fasting, but the cravings rock my world. Oh we

Omg The Cost Of Plane Fares
OMG I spent most of the morning, on the web sites that promote cheap air fairs. What a crock of shit, if they think their flights are cheap they need a reality check. I checked out ..orbit, hotwire.com, expecdia you name it and I found one that I thought wowwwwwww awesome not bad tax and fee included okay great. And when I went to check out more info on it....I get a message, sorry the cost has gone up. I tried several times and same results. I even phoned some air lines my self and omg my jaw hit the floor. Are these people nuts? No wonder hardly any one flys you cant afford it. And to charge for bagage and now to use their toilets on the plane. ARE YOU FLIPPIN SERIOUS!!!!!!!! I was a wreck as I didnt want to have to resort to going grey hound again. Even they are getting costly. I made one more ditch effort and phoned a travel agency who basically told me the cost of two air lines. I just sighhhed. She then suggested something I t hought was great. She suggeste

Time
THERE COMES A TIME IN YOUR LIFE WHEN CHOICES ARE HARD AND IT CAN MESS WITH YOUR MIND AND WHEN THAT TIME COMES, YOU HOPE THAT YOU HAVE THE ONE'S THAT HAVE BEEN THERE THROUGH THE GOOD AND THE BAD THEY ARE THE ONES THAT YOU CAN TELL JUST ABOUT ANYTHING AND THEY ARE THE ONES THAT DON'T JUDGE CAUSE YOUR WEARING A RING THEY WOULD BE THERE IF YOU CALLED AND NOT EVEN THINK WHY THEY DID FOR THEY ARE THE ONES THAT I HOPE I COULD CALL MY FRIENDS SO WHEN THAT TIME COMES AND I KNOW IT IS I AM GONNA HATE TO HAVE TO LEAVE ALL MY FRIENDS I WILL NOT GET TO TALK AS MUCH BUT YOU CAN BET YOUR ASS I WILL STAY IN TOUCH FOR THOSE WHO HAVE TOUCHED ME IN DIFFERENT WAYS IT IS GOING TO PAIN ME TO GO ARE SEPERATE WAYS SO TO MY FRIENDS I SAY THIS YOU ALL WILL BE DEEPLY MISSED......jro

Poems For Wildfire That She Wanted Me To Share #1
A world so cold A world of hate Here I sit and gladly wait For death to take my soul So I am never ever alone A world filled with hate and spite I learned long ago to give up the fight This world has given me nothing but pain It has beaten me down again and again So let the world see me for what I am A broken down soul with nothing to gain By Smokeyvamp

Happy Mothers Day
Dear Lord, it's such a hectic day With little time to stop and pray For life's been anything but calm Since You called on me to be a mom Running errands, matching socks Building dreams with building blocks Cooking, cleaning, and finding shoes And other stuff that children lose Gitting lids on bottled bugs Wiping tears and giving hugs A stack of last week's mail to read So where's the quiet time I need? Yet when I steal a minute, Lord Just at the sink or ironing board To ask the blessings of Your grace I seen then, in my small one's face That you have blessed me All the while And I stop to kiss That precious smile

What Was That Number Again?
I often wonder this might be the way I go out, but I'm afraid I might not remember the number. 1-888-227-8255, hello you're on Car Talk. Hrm...perhaps I listen to that show just a bit too much. As a side note, I've decided my new profession will be ruler of the world. Ladies, there will be a fee of tits or GTFO. -Management

Queschun
This old bitter corporate cunt that stays with us on and off all the time was waking back to her room with her ugly husband. Soo... I say goodnight, she says "yeah, we old people need some rest!" I didnt know what to say, so I said "I know, right?" well, I think that she thought it was me agreeing with her bein old, so now she is a total cunt to me. So I ignore her back. LMAO

What Taste Are You?
You Are Bitter You aren't bitter at the world, even though you have a strong personality. Instead, you are sophisticated and cultured. You appreciate acquired tastes. You are very powerful. You have the ability to change a room's energy. While some may find you disagreeable, your points of view are intelligent and interesting. What Taste Are You?

Boring
everyone who restricts their profile based on saltes is boring. actually pretty much everyone on here is. yall just suck. if it werent for an open forum to spew my vitorol I doubt Id bother with it at all. also, Im not going to fan people anymore to get them on the friend list there. theres like 118 people on my list and not a single one of em would even return my courtesy nod if we passed each other on the street. fuckin americans. self absorbed to no end. on the news yesterday they said it was a promising sign that more people are went to the mall in april than in march. this was right after a bit about how forclosures were up 32% last month from the year before. HA HA. I hope I live long enough to see all you snobby selfcentered greedy consumerist asslickers scrounging in dumpsters for rotten food. Really, I do, gfranted its not likely since my cancer remains untreated and even my parents dont care anymore but then theyre more or less like yall too. here is something to think ab

Thank You
I Want TO Say Thank You To All Of You That Help Me With My Ranking You Guys Are The Best. I Specially Want To Thank Moonie And Dispatchgrl For Everything They Have Done For Me As Long As Everyone Else And You Know Who You Are.Thank You Again

Omfg!!!
ATTN:Lukas Grew Between You and David Baker David Baker Add as Friend Today at 9:39am Report Message Alexander JLO - Solicitors11 Lanark SquareGlengall BridgeLondon E14 9REUnited Kingdom. Tel: +44 704 5757 999 Fax: +44 794 4416 262 Good day Lukas, This is a personal E-mail directed to you and I request that it be treated as such. I am Barrister David Baker, a solicitor at law. I am the personal attorney/sole executor to the late Engr. Gerald Grew, hereinafter referred to as 'my client' who worked as an independent oil magnate in my country and who died in a plane crash with his immediate family in December 2003. Since the death of my client, I have written several letters to the embassy with an intent to locate any of his extended relatives whom shall be claimants/beneficiaries of his abandoned personal estate and all such efforts have been to no avail.More-so, I have received official letters in the last few weeks suggesting a likely proceeding for confiscation

To All Of Our Soldiers And Vetrains And Fallen Hero's Alike
MEMORIAL DAY.Hither we come to scatter flowersThis thirtieth day of May,Upon our fallen heroes' gravesOn this Memorial Day;We cherish now no bitter thoughtsIn this fair land of ours,But on all fallen heroes' gravesWe come to scatter flowers.The rank and file in North and SouthBelieved their cause was just;We find upon each battle flagInscribed, "In God We Trust;"And in this sunny land of ours,Now sleeping side by side,The Union Blue and Southern GrayLie buried where they died.Since we have come to scatter flowersThis consecrated day,We can not cherish bitter thoughtsToward those who wore the "Gray;"Believing that their cause was right,Freely their blood they shed;Then, let us strew-alike-the gravesOf all our sacred dead.And those who for the Union fought,In scattering flowers to-dayOn heroes' graves, would never dreamOf passing by the gray;And heroes of the "Southern Cause,"In paying homage true,Will not forget the graves of thoseWho wore the Union Blue.Thrice welcome, then, thi

My Dumb Poetry
if the writing on the wall is the marker of truth i now know that if jenkins cups teh balls he will get promoted i know what is gay and what rocks my mom fucked a lot of guys i guess gangs like marking their toilts boobies look beter in real life than some of the artists pictures alot of people love but sex people with wives need to find their wives boyfriends and some one jerked off here. this makes me wary of our society when all we think of is the writtings that set us free not me not here i just want to pee maybe next time teh writting on the wall will set me free i just wish it was written that i could dance maybe even not worry about some wierd dude when i must poop in a hurry but i guess it is written that nazis love all that is forgiven oh but i killed a thing or three so i am destined to be unrelieved -

Somethin I Wrote #3
Voices screaming in my head Every day and every night telling me to end it all Run away from all the pain and suffering Leave all the anguish and torment behind What reasn do I have to stay I ask Why should I not end it right now And all I need is one reason A reflection of myself in the mirror A reminder of a time already passed A soul that needs protected A life that has so many possibilities He needs to be shown the correct path through my mistakes He needs his Dad The greatest reason to make my miserable existence bearable is through the greatest creation A child

Fun Night!
So I'm sitting at work last night, yahooing with my best friend Olga, who moved to CT to my despair. She has been my friend for 11 yrs, and she moved from Siberia at the same time I moved from Moscow. Soo, as I'm bitching to her about her being so damn far, she tells me that I should expect a nasty phone call from her. About 5 minutes later, at around 12 30am, the front doors open, and ...there she is! I was pretty psyched, and turns out that she had a 5 hr layover in Chicago, so she came to visit me. We had a blast in the lobby, layin around on a couch, jumping on a counter, and taking pics (will upload them soon) like 5 year olds. One of the best nights at work EVAH! ;p yeah, that was random, I am just too stoked, so had to type this shit.

Love
There is no other word like it. its good, its bad, brings great joy yet can cause such sorrow. before in my life, love had cost me so much. i made choices based on that love that actually wasnt really there. but i see now that is where fate takes its turn in my life, and explans alot, because with those choices i would be the preson i am today... my heart would still be locked up behind a wall of pain... but that wall was knocked down once.. for all the wrong reasons... it left my heart open like a wound waiting to either be patched up or buried in a mountain of salt. neither really happened, so i began to rebuild my wall.. slowly and being selective to who i even let near it. that is until i made one of the greatest choices of my life. i said a simple hello, that unlocked so many emotions, so many feelings my mind was nearly overrun. the first hug, first kiss sent echoes of happiness through my being so strong my rebuilding wall just shattered, and your hands gently reached through th

I Tatsed My Fire
I Tasted My Fire The light of the moon pierced the shades Outlining My Fire’s perfect silhouette The sheen of her lips ensnares my attention I could feel us melt when our lips finally met I taste her sweet lips and tongue Slowly I then kiss down her awaiting neck As My Fire’s body begins to tense Kissing down her breast feel my tongues caress I take my time drawing each one into my mouth My Fire’s head tilts back as she softly groans Her hands grip my shoulders guiding me down

Run With Me
Run With Me I stood by the stream drinking from cool waters As my eyes lifted up there a beautiful filly stood She stood in the sun mane long and white I felt my heart pounding like waves crashing My legs shook a bit as I moved toward her Would this beautiful filly take flight? She saw me I could feel her smile down deep Her eyes flashed me her heart and soul I could see the wild fire rise up inside

Jeez
I swear every time I bother with this thing its all hassle. keep hitting "no salute, no view" profiles. still never heard anything back from the people what run the thing about why it is my salute was a no go so whatever. then I find some folks on my "friend" list who have that up and now I keep hitting "bouncer check" pages every time I click on anything. I gotta say I used to think "myspace" was bad but seeing how snotty and elitest you lot on here are, even worse. worse than myspace. whatever. someday this country will fall to the greed and ignorance of its people. that will be a good day. hope it comes soon. its just such a pain in the ass getting online for me now I probably wont be back on here for a while so yeah whatever all yall snobs can lick my knob!

Me.
the rain is my tears that can not fall, the thunder is my heartbeat, the lightening is my fury, i am an emotional disaster, where there is pain there is anger, where there is anger there is sadness, complicated the one word that is me.

Shit Thats Starting To Annoy Me
Ok, I reckon its time to rant a little about this site. The views and opinions expressed in this blog are absolutely those of the editor and owner of is profile, if you dont like it, fuck off. So without further ado, here I go... This one is REALLY starting to irritate me, Ladies, if you put up naked pictures of yourself, advertise them as being naked but make them private, dont get pissed off when dudes constantly ask to see them. I dont see the point of posting pictures that only you can see anyway. If you dont want guys to ask to see them, dont post them. I mean its not rocket science here people, damn. The second part of that is to the guys, Gentalmen, stop being so fucking disrespectful, you give us honest men a bad name. Dont start talking to a chick by asking to see her naked. I mean, would you walk up to some chick on the street and open the conversation with, "Hey baby can I see your tits." Heres a quarter, buy a fucking clue. Will someone please tell me how people on he

Anaplastic Cancer..
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Eyedea & Abilities
Are confirmed for Rock the Bells this summer and are releasing their first album in five years. The summer looks like it can only get better. For more... http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=3180200&blogId=489971911

Trash
Title: Trash By: Detox Thrown awayLost in timeThrown awayAnd left behindThrown awayThis dream I might findThrown awayI'm flying blindThrown awayA life once livedThrown awayWith nothing left to giveThrown awayThis path we once walkedThrown awayYour decietful talkThrown awayAnd outlined in chalkThrown away It's all your fault

Bondage
Well this girl at work seems all nice and friendly and everyone likes her and she is all funny n sweet .... well that's the nice part about her... Ok last night i was exploring some bondage site n stuff and i came across this kinky bondage site and registered just for fun and guess what there she was all kinky n naughty and of course dominatrix there ... lol i was so shocked I dunno if i should have been so astonished ....well every ones has a kinky side I hope i am right lol

How I Met My Husband
It was 2001. I was on a red line L train at 12am. he was too. He was one of the 10 ppl in a car, and the only cute one. He was lookin at me throught the reflection, I did too At my stop, I and came up to the door to get ready to get off (or to get him to notice me), and he said that I had a a cool necklace (it had a spider on it) he followed me to a parking lot, and I thought he was cute, so I wasn't freaked out. He was kinda behind, so I pretended to be tying my shoe lace so he would catch up. He started talkin to me about music, where I was going, etc. We wound up talkin next to my car for an hour. He lost his .com job, and was going to move home to CA next month He went back to Cali for a friend's wedding, and when he came back, he called me and we went out on a date. We went to a park by my house, where we made out in the grass, then a hot dog place. After that we went to his house, and watched movies for awhile. That was followed by going to a Mexican hole in the wall,

My Wonderful Life
Outtatown Kitty rolled in this week on Thursday. We'd made plans with some of the family to all hook up at the S[pring] A[dult] F[un] munch. I spent part of the afternoon picking up a dear friend of the family who we'd decided needed to get out. Our dear RazorKitty came out and opted to come along, since we had even more friends meeting us out there. All of us have folks we really don't want to run into and had hoped SAF would be a fresh start for stepping back into the scene slowly. Doing it in numbers was mostly about supporting each other through each of our semi-anti-social moments... I have to say each of us found the experience delightful. At first it was a little overwhelming because when we walked in a bit late so many warm smiles greeted us and hugs abounded. If our entrance caused part of the seat confusion at that point, please accept our apologies. We were actually so happy to see some many loving faces. While old friendships were only a fingertip away, each of us manage

How Could I Resist
so I got this shoutbox message this morning, and i know your thinking how did i resist the urge to earn those macy gift cards, I thought about it for about .1 nanoseconds then I came to My senses and realized I should wait for at least a offer for a gas card or a walmart card WOW what an attractive and sexy woman you are...can you please look at my profile and tell me if I am too old to be your real life Sugar Daddy for maybe once a month?....I would love to just taste your pussy for maybe 20 minutes then in return I will give you a Macy's gift certificate so you can buy some new shoes...let me know what you think...PS: I am from NJ...you? so if your interested in earning a few macys gifts cards contact tongue4sweetclit, hes such a charmer, he almost made me hurl My breakfast damn i need more coffee, laughs

Being Erotic
Many relationships fail because people end up taking one another for granted and let the romance leave the relationship. Being Erotic and sexual is VERY important 2 me in a relationship. Leave your panties in your mans pant pocket when he goes to work w/out him knowing so he has a nice surprise during the day, or leave him a sexual note in lipstick on the bathroom mirror in the morning......Or for the guy when your girl gets out of the bath bring her a hot towel from the dryer, dry her off then drizzle her body with heated oil and have your way with her HAHA.....dirty talk......role play.....is good too!! but ill speak 4 me, dont do that caveman yankin of my hair, if someone yanks my hair during sex im callin 911 hahaha.......anyway the point is when in a relationship dont let the sexual eroticness ever leave...its very important and will keep your relationship healthy!!

One Last Kiss, Before I Go...its Time To Let You Go.
In the brightest hourOf my darkest dayI realizedWhat is wrong with meCan't get over youCan't get through to youIt's been a helter-skelter, romance from the startTake these memoriesThat are haunting meOf a paper man cut into shredsBy his own pair of scissorsHe'll never forgive her...He'll never forgive her...[CHORUS]Because days! Come and go!But my feelings for you are foreverBecause days come and goBut my feelings for you are foreverSitting by a fire On a lonely nightHanging over from another good timeWith another girl... Little dirty girlYou should listen to this story of her lifeYou're my heroine-In this moment I'm lonelyfullfilling my darkest dreamsAll these drugs, all these womenI'm never forgiving...this broken heart of mine[CHORUS]Because days! Come and go!But my feelings for you are foreverBecause days come and goBut my feelings for you are foreverOne last kiss...Before I go...Dry your tears...It is time to let you go...One last kiss(One last kiss)Before I go(Before I go)Dry you

Legalize Marijuana!!!
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Sorry
things are as they are and arent what they arent. I'm sorry you feel as you do about everything. I'm sorry you can't take being friends and I understand your decision. I'm not going to apologize for anything though. Through the years I told you what I wanted to tell you and you did with that what you wanted to do. I blame the downfall of what could have been on both of us equally. I didn't tell you how upset I was when I was single and you'd be with someone else. Or that when you were with someone else and got them pregnant it made me sad because you were with someone else and I was giving you your space to have something with someone other than myself. It was just never meant to be I guess. I am sorry you feel so much hatred towards me, I never know what to say when you get that way so I just dont respond. I don't wish anything bad for you, I've always ever just wanted you to find someone to be happy andin love with and I still hope you find that.

What Pictures To Post And How To Post Them
I'm very close to removing most if not all of my NSFW, you guys are cheap and you barely rate the photo's I have and I need to load a folder with enough pics to get bombed. I'd rather not deprive you, but I really need pics to rate and I can't put any more pics up! So, if you like my NSFW, spend time rating my other pics please, or they will go away.

Marie Catherine Laveau
Marie Laveau - the Voodoo Queen of New Orleans The Voodoo Queen of New Orleans. In all times, in all places, no one has ever risen to the statue or fame in Voodoo as Marie Laveau. Famed in history, infamous in folklore and ever present, even today.Marie Catherine Laveau was born in New Orleans on September 10, 1801. She was the natural daughter of two free persons of color, both mulattos. She was a free woman of color and a Creole. She was married to Jacques Paris in 1819 at the St. Louis Cathedral with the famed Père Antoine officiating. She had two children, both of whom appear to have died before reaching maturity. With a few years, her husband apparently also died she began calling herself the Widow Paris, a name that survived onto her tomb. Around the mid 1820’s she began a plaçage with Louis Christophe Dominick Duminy de Glapion with who she bore seven more children. (The plaçage system afforded interracial couples a marriage of conscience, if not legality). Of

I Wonder...
Sometimes I honestly wonder what people really think about me when I walk past them and every now and then I'll catch them looking twice. Am I a pretty face? Another girl being a teenager, an inspiration, everything they ever wanted, someone who looks like someone else they know? I'm not one to mope, or hold on to things, or admit that I'm wrong, but sometimes I wish I had someone or something to break me down. Sometimes I wish people would stop looking at me and start thinking about me. I don't want to be an item, something to store on a shelf, another one on the list. I want to be envied. I want what they all have and everything else that they don't. I want the sky, the sun, the moon, and unlimited love. I want your kiss, your touch, your laugh, and your smile. I want it to be me, and no one else.

Contemplating Thoughts On My Lists
Most of the time I listen to the radio while I drive and a few of my local radio stations play really awesome songs. I came up with this idea to write down all the songs I listened to throughout the day. I started writing them down on a piece of paper then dl or copying to notepad once I was home. Right now, I need some work done to my computer. Instead of downloading thousands of songs then wiping them out{yaya I know*rollseyes*, no. really, I know}, I figured writing the songs online would be a great start and it gives me something to look forward to if I need a smile. That's all for now, I need to rest{not feeling well today}. There may be a list when I get back here. Yes, I did turn on the radio today already. Sadly, I only listened to one song before I got too dizzy and had to walk around. It was one of my George's so Im happy. Rebel Girl

Fucking
lazy I am. Work out should I go? Or prothyletize here on Fubar, waiting for the laundry itself to put away. should I? Also, a huge chunk of yummy salmon in the fridge I have, but after eating it today my hands like fish reak already.

Idjits
I'm not sure which is more amusing: having trashy brainless fucks put random nonsense they come up on their own in Blast messages, AKA "TANKS 2 MY LUV VAPIDDRAGON 4 DE BLAST I LUV YA BABY; R/F/A/ AND SEE MOR OF ME; WICKEDLY DELICIOUS" or Have these dimwitted semihumans put pasted quotes by R Emerson, Socrates, Einstein, O Wilde, etc, in hopes for other dimwitted idiots mistake them for someone with half a brain. For realz, yo

Phone
I have a Samsung m500 phone from Sprint. I have been tryin to change my voicemail message yesterday, and can't seem to figure out how to. So frustrating, considering that its a fuckin phone, and not a rocket ship. grrr

Fear
Sitting here wondering, what life is all about. When is this ride over? When did it ever start? What starts off as daydreams, quickly tunr to nightmares. Tormented by my past and terrified of my future..... But then again, who really cares?

The Myrtles Plantation
THE LEGENDARY MYRTLES PLANTATION IN ST. FRANCISVILLE, LOUISIANA HAS LONG BEEN REGARDED AS ONE OF “AMERICA’S MOST HAUNTED HOUSES”. AND WHILE SCORES OF GHOST HUNTERS WILL SWEAR TO THE FACT THAT THE HOUSE IS INFESTED WITH GHOSTS, THESE SAME INVESTIGATORS WOULD BE PUZZLED TO LEARN THAT FEW OF THE STORIES THAT HAVE BEEN PASSED ALONG AS “FACT” ACTUALLY OCCURRED. THIS HOUSE IS CERTAINLY HAUNTED -- BUT NOT FOR ANY OF THE REASONS THAT WE HAVE BEEN TOLD FOR SO LONG! FOR THE FIRST TIME, DISCOVER THE REAL STORY BEHIND THE MYRTLES AND ITS PLETHORA OF GHOSTS AND HAUNTINGS! Handprints in the mirrors, footsteps on the stairs, mysterious smells, vanishing objects, death by poison, hangings, murder and gunfire -- the Myrtles Plantation in the West Feliciana town of St. Francisville, Louisiana holds the rather dubious record of hosting more ghostly phenomena than just about any other house in the c

Help A Girl Out?
I have been craving that spotlight since I started on fu.I would loooove so much if I could get it.I can only get it on wednesday's since I am above level 25. Please! Please! If you can spare any fubucks I will be more then appreciative.Anyone who donates over 1 million will recieve one safe for work salute from me.Can I do this? I believe that with the awesome friends I have I'll be able to get spotlight.Help a girl out? Thanks Sabbath74,Brokeass,and Silveroak for being awesome friends and helping me out. If not I will have to cut off all your heads.=) J/k J/k.

Take Pity And Pray For The Fallen One
Come good people of the bit and baud rate there is one amongst us who has strayed from the path into the dark nether regions of bitterness and rejection of the sacred phallus. let us go down to the water and drink of the bounty of the earth so that her soul shall be saved and she can once again retake her rightful place in the sisterhood of the slippery sluts.

Haha Your A Twunch!!!!
to those who want me to buy you a bling or give fu-bucks just so i can show love and help you level I have a 3yr old little girl who is a special needs child all of my money goes towards taking care of her so FUCK YOU! she is my number 1 always has been and always will be1

Round Three Latest Updates
ROUND THREE LATEST STANDINGS Last Posted: Friday 7-24-09 @ 2:02pm pst 186 Classy 161 Des Tin E 140 Sweet Southern Adicktion 84 DarlynnOne 73 Taggedbyanangel 69 Cookie Puss 60 Ozette 59 Rocker~Chich 37 Jen4urthoughts 35 Crazy Lil Chit 32 Lola 30 Chaley 27 Sweetlove 20 Midnite

Part 1 Of The First Story
I have been having this reoccuring dream for the past few months. Where I am sleeping in my bed and this stranger comes up to my bed and watches me. During my dream I can see what this stranger is doing. He begins to pull back the sheets and he stares at my naked body. I begin to roll to my side so all he sees is my back. For now the sheets just cover me from the waist down. The mysterious stranger begins to lean onto my bed and out streching his hand. I begin to feel his hand glide up my back and gently rub my lower back and side. But I still lay there still and motionless believing I was alone. The stranger begins to climb into my bed. At this time my stranger starts to rub my back and slides his hand around my waitst. I can feel his hands circling my breast. I begin to roll over onto my back. I was beginning to want more. As I start to stir in my sleep, I help my mysterious stranger with arousing me. I reached for his other hand and placed it upon my thigh. I could f

Just Some Things I Wrote Back When...
My Curse Love's bitch I'll always be A glutton for punishment I am Because I love unwisely Love smacks me down again The first time Love called me I ran blindly towards the light And smashed into a solid wall The first of many plights Unafraid of the pain Or addicted to misery I fell into love many times Loving Love to love me When I found a real love The one I felt inside I felt too abused by Love So, away from him I shied This lover stayed right with me

What Wouldn’t I Give You?
What wouldn’t I give you so that you are at my side once again and saying those nice things you used to say and have not spoken ever since? I want you to know girl that I go nuts just to think… What wouldn’t I give you? What wouldn’t I give you, if I was capable of loving you even when you destroyed me, remember? It was when I said that I was going to give you freedom to grow, even when I knew that with you my life was leaving me. And now you understand the “why” of my sickness of madness. And time has not quenched my question, because in my heart I am still saying: What wouldn’t I give you? And now you understand why I live so crazy and lonely, because I will die with out knowing: What wouldn’t I give you?

Fucking Fubar Assholes
I have this one painting I have done that is really quite striking and generally impressive in form and content and Fubar, being prejudiced against me is being assholes not letting it upload. Just like the crap with censoring my salute for no reason and thereby leaving me blocked from any number of admittedly snobby people I might otherwise try to meet. Such bullshit from a site that touts itself as happy hour online. I have tried uploading this image about a dozen times now it just gives me errors. I know its not a size issue, it is the same size as all my images as it is taken with the same camera and setup as they rest, so yeah. Getting right tired of the facist crap, as i havent done anything to anyone. Not that any of you all care. I know, Im just some guy so who gives a damn. whatever...starting to think maybe serial killers have it right we ought to just wipe out the human race completely. nothing but exclusionistic fucknuggets.

Heart Breaker
I have found that there are those that have been going around and telling women not to add me, because I will break their hearts. Is that true? Yes, it is. I do not do it intentionally. Hearts will be broken, not just by me, but by all of us. We fall in and out of love. We change our minds. We fight. We are all heartbreakers. We know what we want, or sometimes not. Don't sit there and tell others not to add whoever, because we are heartbreakers. How about telling them not to add you, as you will eventually break hearts as well. It is a chance we take, when we come to these sites. We know the risks. Let us make the choices as to who we add or don't add. We are masters of our hearts and we give them to who we want and take them back when we want. We break hearts on purpose to protect ourselves or them. Whatever the case may be, the bottom line is we are all heartbreakers.

To All My Friends On The West Coast
yes, a dark storm is coming, BUT its gonna be a fun one-- that's right I'm planning on riding MY Happy Ass from WA along the west coast to see yall :) hit up this blog if you want me to cruise by your way :)

Please Report Me!!!
Hey, I Just Joined the "Enemies List" Or I Rock "You just made the List, buddy". -Breakfast Club, 1986 I just volunteered to join the "Enemies List" (copyright B. Obama). It's true. See, I just wrote a blog comment to Cnn.com/ricksanchez, and was critical of the administration. In fact I'm pretty sure I just made TWO lists. See, I'm an enemy of the state (because I dared to question the Administration), and I'm a racist (because I dared to question the administration). I Rock TWICE!!! Now, if the Obama admin has not already registered me for "The List", and if they have not fulfilled my request of getting a seat next to the window on the train to the extermination chamber (Auschwitz jokes ROCK, too), then PLEASE help me out here. PLEASE send my name to the government, and my email, to our Glorious Leader (the sun rises for He says so, and sets for He says so ...all praise be to Him). See, if enough of you, reports me to the regime, then I will be sure to

Yet Another Random Rant....
If there is one thing I don’t get, it is the SIMS games. Why do people become obsessed with this? I have a stepsister who has gone into a trance with that stupid game. She has turned into a mindless zombie. All she does is stare at the computer and drool. What is the purpose of this game? I mean what is it, to ruin people’s lives? No of course not, they are simulated people. Big deal they don’t even talk and that is really annoying. You have to take care of them all the time. If they are simulated shouldn’t they take care of themselves? The people are sick looking anyway. I mean let’s say you are by some chance playing the game, and your person is all of the sudden on fire in the kitchen because they can’t even make their own food. Then the person dies because why? You didn’t put a fire alarm! What a shame, The 3 other people of course, could not put out the fire. Now they cry for about a half in hour and then they won’t even go to wor

The Dream
I used to have this dream every night, and it kind of bothered me at first because it was the same dream over and over. I would walk into a room and see my child and his or her mother playing on the floor, though I could never see there faces, I could tell they where happy. I would walk in tired from working all day and join them, and even though I was tired I would feel a sense of joy also. I would wake from this dream with a feeling of loneliness and longing for the family that I had been deprived of for so long. I had tried to be the good guy for most of my life and nothing ever came of it. Then about eight years ago I meet this girl, she was young and wild, but we had this unreal connection with each other not just physical but almost spiritual it seemed. On and off for a several years we would get together and break up. Then about four years ago, after I had just about lost all hope of ever truly having a family we got together for one unforgettable night. There wh

What Love Is
Love is that long walk that you take The time that you spend just for her sakeLove is someone to hold on a cold winter nightKnowing that with her everything is alright Love is saying its all my fault in a fightEven when you know you are rightLove is giving your last just to see her smileEven if it only last a whileLove is time unfolded And a friendship molded Love is the kiss on the neck that you didn’t expect The hand to hold and forever respect Love is seeing her everyday like it’s the first timeLooking in her eyes and thinking how could she be mineLove is the butterflies in your stomach from her touch And wondering why you care so muchLove is unspoken whispers and held back tears The letting down of the guard and forgetting your fearsLove is being able to let go of the pain of your pastAnd only then can love last

Darkness
Wastin away in my own disorientated anti-socialism. Lost deep within myself, alone to face the darkness. The darkness to which is me. This place I say is not for you. This, my realm of jaded self pity. I am no good to anyone person, so go away and let me be. Happiness for al, jus wait youll see. Lost inside this dead zone, a lyf to well adjusted, to accustomed. These demons I bare, they are a real comfort to me. For you see, these demons, there my friends. They are home to me, always will be. To many to let loose, now.

This Now Time
so I have been gone, and for very good reasons I choose not to discuss as for they make me sad. So much has happend to me that i feel like im a diffrent person now. Shit is and will always be the same but i will break out and keep going. but shit really the only thing on my mind is my friends.. I miss them all

Wicked Little Things
you hear them laugh you hear where they lay, at night and everywhere, wicked little things come to prey. they feel your fears, taste your scares, flowers how they wither, you can feel their evil stares. wicked little things can see you fall and hear your cries. funny.. how these wicked little things can be viewed in your eyes..

"mmm Beer" Or "what You Should Know Before You Try To Chat Me Up"
Ok So I recently joined the ranks of the single woman. After 14 years, I am more than rusty at the whole awkward meeting someone new thing. But when I got married I was 18 and it was 1994 ... so flirting went something like this: Boy: Hey Girl: Hey Boy: So ... you like Pearl Jam? Girl: Like yeah ... who doesn't? Boy: Cool. Wanna go get some coffee? Girl: Yeah Alright *lights fade on two teenagers making out in a car in the coffeehouse parking lot* So imagine my surprise to learn that despite being in my thirties, nothing has really changed. Don't get me wrong ... the above scenario (including the music check) is still my prefered way to meet boys ... I mean after all if they like Blue Oyster Cult I know it will never work out. What truly disturbed me today was this lovely little gem from an admirer: "The only reason I would kick you out of bed would be to fuck you on the floor." Oh yum! I mean what girl wouldn't go shave her entire body and put on her best heels for this line? Y