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Gobble Gobble
Turkey Log..Gobble date t-minus 7 and counting. The time of year is upon us. Yes thats right...the "holiday" season. So what do you want Santa to bring you. Please leave your lists here... I will talk to the big guy.. I have connections and we will see what we can do. If you are interested in a Secret LC Santa.. Send me a message!!

Man Rules
We always hear " the rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a Problem. Se

Would You? Will You? Y = Yes N = No M=maybe
answer this and send it back 2 me in my inbox! You can add more to these if you want. Post it on ur bulletin w/ out the answers!! just do it. i'll respond. these usually turn out to be pretty funny You might be surprised w/ the results y = Yes n = No m=Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a porn movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] get wasted with me? [_] instant message me?

A Dream
A SOLDIER MUST DREAM ANOTHER DAY BREAKS IN A COMBAT ZONE I RE-READ THE LETTERS THAT I GOT FROM BACK HOME A SMILE WARMS THE HEART A TEAR TRICKLES FROM MY EYE I THINK ALL IS WELL BUT I KNOW THATS A LIE I LEFT HOME SAYING DONT WORRY ABOUT ME ILL BE BACK BEFORE YOU KNOW IT JUST WAIT AND SEE WE SAID OUR GOODBYES THEN I BOARDED THE FLIGHT I FLEW THROUGH THE DARKNESS LONG INTO THE NIGHT NO ONE CAN PLAN WHAT GOD HAS IN STORE ESPECIALLY IN A LAND THAT IS RAVAGED WITH WAR BUT ILL CONTINUE TO HOPE AND ILL CONTINUE TO DREAM THAT ILL WAKE UP ONE MORNING IN THE LAND OF THE FREE YOU SEE, I KNOW A FEW WHO THOUGHT THE SAME WAY THEY NEVER SAW IT COMING AS THEY STARTED THEIR DAY THEY HAD VISIONS OF LOVE UNDER AN AMERICAN MOON THE MADE IT BACK HOME COVERED WITH THE RED, WHITE AND BLUE I LOVE GOD AND MY COUNTRY MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND ILL PRAY FOR THE DAY WHEN THIS DAMN WAR WILL END ILL NEVER TAKE FOR GRANTED WHAT FREEDOM HAS COST NOR WILL I E

Is Cherry Tap Omniscient - Discuss
Seriously! This is the only reason I can think of that they have the power to KNOW if your Salute pics are fake. I mean they could guess or give an opinion on it but how in gods name can they ever KNOW? The answer is obvious, they are omniscient! They are everywhere, know everything about everybody. They were there when you took the picture, that is why they want you to put the date on, so they can check the cctv and compare. I am gonna try and find a Salute that I think is fake, this has just opened up a whole new can of philosphical and highly political worms........................ watch this space

My Great Uncle
So life is being a bitch to me once again! My great uncle passed away yesterday and I'm devastated. I didn't even have a chance to say goodbye since he lives in Texas. The last time I ever saw him was about two months ago I believe. I miss him so much, I'll never forget him.

Predominant Emotion Test
Your dominant emotion is LOVE Your dominant emotion is Love. You tend to always find the best in people and give all people the benefit of the doubt. You love your friends and family and they are what drive you. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Invite
we both have the insight ,that i am no white knight and try not to be impolite ,but come when i have an invite ,to give you some delight and get them to new heights , then i am off again on a starlight flight , to come back if i mite ~~ duelmoons

Can I Have That Back?
know that I gave it to you, I gave it without reservation, I gave it to you fully Without an ounce of hesitation. I was so proud of the gift I had given you, And I know you cherished it every day, It was a gift I promised you’d have forever, Even long after I faded away. You see, there is now a problem, That I hope you can understand, I need to ask for my gift back, As I wish to give it to another man. He deserves it so many ways, But I don’t have it to give, You see, I promised that he could have it for as long as we both shall live. You and me, we never really made that vow, They were just youthful dreams., So please tell me I can have it now And understand how much it means. It’s really hard to ask for it back and it’s tearing me apart, But I have to move on my first true love, So I am asking you know, Can I please have back my heart?

Please Rate My Bird, She Gave Me The Best 7 Years Of My Life. :(
Blossom was my baby. I got her as a birthday present before I started middle school, and she made it into college with me. I've never cried as much as the day that she died. I finally had her saying "I love you." Can you imagine how cute that was? Well, it was twice as cute as you're picturing it, trust me. I also had a little yellow bird named Blondie, who was only a few months old. I loved her as well, but I barely knew her. Please vote for Blossom in the best pet contest. She truly was the best pet ever. I would love to win this, just to know that everyone else sees how wonderful she was.

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking
This is a message every parent should read, because your children are watching you and doing as you do, not as you say. "When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you feed a stray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make my favorite cake for me and I learned that the little things can be the special things in life. When you thought I wasn't looking I heard you say a prayer, and I knew there is a God I could always talk to and I learned to trust in God. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make a meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and I learned that we all have to help take care of each other. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give of your time and money to help people who had nothing, and I learned that those who have something should give to those

"the Most Beautiful Flower"
The park bench was deserted as I sat down to read Beneath the weeping branches of an old willow tree, Disillusioned by life with good reason to frown, For the world was intent on dragging me down. And as if to ruin my rare quiet day, A young boy approached me, all tired from play. He stood right before me with his head tilted down And said with excitement, "Look what I found!" In his hand was a flower, and what a pitiful sight, With its petals all faded, from no rain or light. Wanting him to take his dead flower and go play, I faked a small smile and then shifted away. But instead of retreating he sat by my side And sniffed at the flower and declared with surprise, "It sure smells pretty and it's beautiful, too. That's why I picked it; here, it's for you." The poor weed before me was dying or dead, No bright vibrant colors, no yellow or red. But I knew I must take it, or he might never leave. So I reached out my hand and said, "Just what I need." But instead of him

The Garden
Come to the garden alone, while the dew is still on the roses... FOR THE GARDEN OF YOUR DAILY LIVING PLANT THREE ROWS OF PEAS: 1. Peace of mind 2. Peace of heart 3. Peace of soul PLANT FOUR ROWS OF SQUASH: 1. Squash gossip 2. Squash indifference 3. Squash grumbling 4. Squash selfishness PLANT FOUR ROWS OF LETTUCE: 1. Lettuce be faithful 2. Lettuce be kind 3. Lettuce be patient 4. Lettuce really love one another NO GARDEN IS WITHOUT TURNIPS: 1. Turnip for meetings 2. Turnip for service 3. Turnip to help one another TO CONCLUDE OUR GARDEN WE MUST HAVE THYME: 1. Thyme for each other 2. Thyme for family 3. Thyme for friends WATER FREELY WITH PATIENCE AND CULTIVATE WITH LOVE. THERE IS MUCH FRUIT IN YOUR GARDEN BECAUSE YOU REAP WHAT YOU SOW.

Mom
Out of all the peeps on my friend's list, there is only one person that I have talked to extensivly about my mother. Now, I feel like I need to write it down because I have done this on another site and it has helped me along with this person I try to talk to on an everyday basis. My mother found out a few weeks ago that she has lung and kidney cancer. I lsot my father 12 years ago to lung cancer and now I have to not only relive that every day but go throught it anew with my mother now. I am stressed to no end about her. I don't get out much and other than the 8 hours a day I spend at my job, I am thinking about ehr every waking second. What happens if she goes down in health rapidly, what happens if me or one of my siblings have to watch her, like my friend does, will I have the patience and mind set to be able to get the job done for Mom. This is what I am thniking about damn near 24/7. I want to send a special thank you to Sassy Girl who has been ther for me to talk to about my Mom

Me...endo And Pcos Awareness...
I have had to do something drastic to myself...something that I had hoped that I would never have to do...I shaved my head...well I still have some hair... I have a disease called Poly Cystic Ovarian Syndrome...One of the main things that it can do to a woman...make her lose her hair...well it is a form of Alopecia. So...last night I had my Mom shave it off! It looks good short...I kinda like it... I would like to let other woman know about this disease...It causes all sorts of other health risks as well. Diabetes,heart disease,high cholesterol,infertility,and alopecia to name a few... Another disease that comes along with it is Endometriosis... Which I have as well! I ended up tying my tubes for it...It is nasty...it hurts like hell come period time...(was on Morphine for it) It can cause infertility as well...along with irregular periods and leaves you feeling like you have been run over by a truck! PCOS also causes women to grow accessive facial hair as well..

Truth In The Shoutbox (a Sequel To "truth In User Comments")
This is an actual shoutbox conversation that just occured today. Some of the names have been changed to protect the dumbassed! ------------------------------------------------ Shout from User X to me... "Hi!!! Thanks for dropping by. Gave you a ten! If you get a chance, come by and return the favor! Also, feel free to add me as a friend and become a fan and I'll do the same!!! Have a great day!!! Shout from ME back to User x... "I'm sorry, but I can't do that." User X to ME... "Why not???" ME to User X... "Because you're already on my friend list. And I rated your profile and all of your pics too. I also became your fan. It was about 2 months ago. It was the last time you ever spoke to me. Remember???" (several minutes of hilarious silence while the moron checks her friend list) User X to ME... "Oh yeah! I remember you. Sorry about that! lol" ME to User X... "Yeah...lol...no problem. Bye." User X to ME... "W

This Is A Sad Thing But I Thought It Would Be Great To Write It Out
my dearest friend has lost her baby girl...if anyone reads this please visit my friend princesspunkass she has herself and an american flag on her shes an amazing woman, please look at her blog about her daughter and pray for her thank u

New Satin Babies!
We have new Satin babies born on November 08, 2006 to Jeana's Rome and VinnyJeana's Rome was a first time mom, and the babies have been through quite a lot! Born on the wire, fell out of the cage, you name it. But we managed to keep 7 of the 9 alive. Mom and babies are all doing great! Rome just loves to dote on the babies now. Here they are!

A Kiss On Her Neck
this is for the hot and horney Erica i was not real sure what to do so i wrote 2 different things for her A Kiss Behind the Ear You will beg me You will want more You will shudder You will want it hard You will want it fast You will scream my name You will love it You will have multiples You will be flush You will be in exctacy And You will sigh with releif After I kiss you behind your ear

Hi
I really have no clue what the fuck to say. I work swings shifts which means im not on much. Thanks to everyone who still says hi when i have little time to say hi back. Thats it for now. Wanted to try this out. Spazz

Hot Mom Contest Info
If you fall into this category (Um, being a Mother), I gotta contest for you. Number of ratings and comments = a win. So... You know the deal. Have fun, repost for you friends and let's compete. Winner recieves an e-trophy. Rule 1: No insulting contestants in any form. Rule 2: Pictures can be any kind of YOURSELF and yourself ONLY and contestants of all sizes, skin colors and ages are welcome...

How Could We?
How Could We? How could we have forgotten the simple joys of childish pranks? Fun days spent in friendship with the neighbor kids next door. Games we played like, "kick the can" and "hide and seek" or baseball in the empty lot next door. How Could We Forget?... "GI Joe's" and "Barbie dolls", "Tinker toys" and "erector sets" held us captive for hours on end. How Could We Forget?..... Do you remember when ..we played at war with plastic guns, and when shot, argued over who had won. Do You Remember When?...... Our children dying on the streets play with guns that shoot real death. Their mothers grieve the passing of their youth. How Could We Forget?... Our children out there having children. Condemned to life without the joys of youth. HOW COULD WE FORGET? Kevin F. Dustin

Love Is Like
Love is like a butterfly in so many, many ways. It brings a bit of sunshine even on gloomy days. It makes our souls feel lighter just to know it's there And gives our spirits wings, as if floating in the air. It carries us to places that we never knew before And comes in many sizes, shapes and hues galore. Once we've seen it, we wish to hold onto it so tight But like a frail butterfly, we must allow it free flight, For if we should try to cage it up and hold it in a pen, We'll surely crush its wings, and it'll never fly again. To keep that love glowing in our hearts each day, We must remember always to give some of it away. Every little bit we give to someone else to share Comes back tenfold, and we've so much to spare. Put your love on gossamer wings, and give it flight; It will return to you, and bring you much delight.

My Love...music!
Music has always been a part of my life. My family played in band, and so did I. My mother And father would play music all the time, mainly The Moody Blues, Heart and Journey. I grew up listening to this music at a very young age. Thats why you will find them in my blogs. The music I play at the time I play it is usually an expression of myself and how I feel at that time. That is why I have a blog section about it. I try not to put up too many, cuz boy theres alot of music that runs through my head at any given time. Ask and I will tell you the tune in my head right now! It has become my best friend. The lyrics express my feelings or give me encuragement to go on. The music feeds my soul when its empty. My life long dream is to sing in a band. One problem, I have stage fright. When people do hear me their jaws hit the floor. I made my friend Dawn cry when I was singing kariokee. I was singing These Dreams by Heart. I thought I could have done better, but there she was crying. I

If I Get Deleted Again!!
I WILL NOT BE COMING BACK SORRY EVERYONE BUT IF YOU WANT TO CHAT WITH ME STILL WANT TO CHAT WITH ME ILL GIVE YOU MY IM AND SHIT Yahoo ~~~ shay_love180 MSN ~~~ shay_love180@hotmail.com AIM ~~~ BaY bEe GiRl180 Myspace ~~ www.myspace.com/shaymathews

Marriage
MARRIAGE -You have two choices in life: You can stay single and be miserable, or get married and wish you were dead. -At a cocktail party, one woman said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" "Yes, I am. I married the wrong man." -A man inserted an ad in the classifieds: "Wife Wanted". Next day he received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing: "You can have mine." -When a man steals your wife there is no better revenge than to let him keep her. -A man is incomplete until he is married. Then he is finished. -A young son asked, "Is it true Dad, that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?" Dad replied, "That happens in every country, son." -If you want your wife to listen and pay strict attention to every word you say -- talk in your sleep. -Just think, if it weren't for marriage, men would go through life thinking they had no faults at all. -First guy says, "My wife's an a

Dreaming In Reality
The sunlight seeped through the canopy to fall on the needle-strewn floor in a pattern of dappled gold. Birds poured forth their hearts as they flitted among emerald clad boughs. Their boisterous tune was harmonized by the aquatic melody of a glittering brook. To my senses the scene melded into a beautiful whole. I reveled in every moment I spent within the forest. The forest gave me feeling of ease, it had the ambiance of a sanctuary. Towering bark columns and the joyous hymnal of an avian and liquid choir accentuated the feeling of a goddess-shaped cathedral. For myself the stream was enough to become lost within. I often found my thoughts drifting as I watched twinkling crystal flow by. A glass serpent that insinuated itself amid the trees that mesmerized me with myriad glittering eyes and a mercurial serenade. The time flew by quickly and before my mind could register the fact the gold seeped from the forest and the forest took on a somber air. The trees whispered behind

A Fairy Tale
Once upon a time, in a kingdom far, far away there lived a beautiful princess. Her daddy, the King, was very concerned about her. She had become old enough to be married, and he very much wished her to find a prince to marry as required by the ancient laws of the kingdom. He wanted her to have a child to carry on his name and to keep the monarchy within their family. But alas, the princess did not wish to marry a prince. For she was in love with another, and the one she gave her heart to was a lowly stable boy in the Kings stables. The King was livid upon learning this and tried everything he could think of to disuade his daughter from her folly. He tried to reason with her, explaining that although their family had ruled for hundreds of years, that would no longer be the case if she were to marry this pauper. She told him she was completely willing to give up the throne to be with the man she loved. He brought in handsome Princes from all over the world in the hopes that

How Do These Braniacs Get Famous??
STUPID CELEBRITY QUOTES "Where's Austria?" David Hasselhoff, Baywatch star, when told he has five gold albums as a singer in Austria. "Beyond its entertainment value, Baywatch has enriched and, in many cases, helped save lives. I'm looking forward to the opportunity to continue with a project which has has such a significance for so many." David Hasselhoff "Good looking people turn me off. Myself included." Patrick Swayze "Smoking kills. If you're killed, you've lost a very important part of your life." Brooke Shields, during an interview to become spokesperson for a federal anti-smoking campaign "There is certainly more in the future now than back in 1964." Roger Daltrey "I feel my best when I'm happy." Winona Ryder "Whenever I watch TV and see those poor starving kids all over the world, I can't help but cry. I mean I'd love to be skinny like that but not with all those flies and death and stuff." Mariah Carey "I would not live forever, because we s

About The Recent Commotion (from A Bullitin)
ok i have been reading all this back and forth on why we should or should not be able to post what we want to on our pics and i keep coming back to the same conclusion. mike made this site,and he made the rules and they are subjct to change as he see's fit. he wants a site that is a friendly and fun place to be and he has put alot of time and money into it. does he ask us to pay him to join,no! he does ask for a small stipend for a blast of sticky,but that is strictly volunteer on a persons part if they want to do it. so now he is asking that we live by the rules he has made and some people act like it's their site and should be able to do what they want to on it,what is up with that? if you think you can run a better site and want to be able to post or let people post what they want to in a public manner open your own site. let's leave this one the way the founder and a great guy wants it to be. sorry for the rant but come on this is after all mikes site to do with as

I Can't Change Who I Am
Out on your own, Cold and alone again. Can this be what you really wanted, baby? Blame it on me, Set your guilt free. Nothing can hold you back now. Now that you're gone, I feel like myself again. Grieving the things I can't repair and willing... To let you blame it on me, And set your guilt free. I don't want to hold you back now love. I can't change who I am. Not this time, I won't lie to keep you near me. And in this short life, there's no time to waste on giving up. My love wasn't enough. And you can blame it on me, Just set your guilt free, honey. I don't want to hold you back now love.

Can You Find The C?
This was sent to me, I thought it was quite easy, hope you find it as quick as I did. Give it a try. Can you find the C? OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOCOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Once you've found the C.......... Find the 6! 9999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999 99999999999999999999

Last Night, Today, Tonight I've Thought Of You
Last night, today, tonight I've thought of you, Your fear of loving me, your fear of pain, My own reluctance soon to love again, And why we often flee what we pursue. I've thought: if we could make time disappear, Prune past and future, make the moment flower, Lobotomize all save this single hour, Then we could love with neither hope nor fear. But when we pause to watch the moment flow, Beneath we see eternity and space, So thin a moving film is time and place, Removing us, and all we love and know. I cannot but anticipate the end: Desire a lover, yet fear to lose a friend.

No Matter
No Matter no matter what i do, no matter how hard i try, i still feel like i'm dead inside, i dont belive in luck, but i belive in fate, to much stress in this life to compensate, ive survive death for what i don't know, i pray that one day God's plan begins tonshow, ive watched my family die, it hurts so much, but hey, even thugs cry, i listen to music, because that is my crutch, people pre judge me, like i'm not a being, but look into my heart, and you wont belive what you will be seeing.

More Thoughts!!
So if you thought you could keep me tied up and chained up think again. You swore to me that you'd never stop being my friend. Yet yesterday ,when i called you ,you showed your hateful side to me. You said that you'd always forgive me for anything i did,as long as i played your game. I've fallowed your rules,I never broke them. When I messed up I never ran,I took what ever you dished out. I twiswted and turned inside out for you. I played the part of your slave to the T. Yet here I am alone and once again on my own. I did everything you asked of me. I played by your rules and your rules alone. Yet you left me as fast as you picked me up. Now I pull myself back together, and you want me to feel bad for wanting what i want. Does anyone eles sees something wrong with this pic,or am I the only one. You also swore we would stay friends,but now when other men start looking at me, you want me to feel bad because of it. Anyone eles see anything

My Cat Died :(
This is not a joke RIP BoBo My cat Born June 22nd 1992 Died November 22nd 2006 at 7:15 am. He was the best friend I've ever had. and I will miss him forever i think I want to get a memorial tattoo for him anyone got any ideas?

Happy Thanksgiving To My Friends
I'm going home for thanksgiving and i won't be back on until Saturday. I hope everyone has has a good and safe thanksgiving. Please stop by and continue to show me love. I promise I'll return the favor when i get back. : ) Peace!!!!

Thanksgiving Day!!!!
I love Thanksgiving. Guess what? It almost is Thanksgiving. It is the day in the year that my entire family stops whatever mischief or work they are doing and converge at one lucky family's house. The toddlers all end up in the floor in the kitchen, tripping the adult ladies fixing the food. The men, of course, somehow, end up in the family room in front of the biggest television we can find with ESPN or some football game on. It makes me wonder if that was what Thanksgiving was like the first year. Were the men resting and telling stories around the fireplace after a day of hunting turkeys or deer in the nearby forest, while the women fixed the biscuits or bread? I know from countless childhood reunions that my family was exactly like that. The men were still cleaning the deer one year in the garage from that week's hunt, and the women were fixing the pies and the breads in the kitchen. Of course, there is a separate refrigerator in the garage, so the men don't have to get tasked with

Holy Batshit
my results: You are trying to establish yourself and make an impact despite the fact that everything around you seems to be against you - putting up barriers, but don't be unduly concerned: you have the right ideas and come what may, they will soon be manifested and appreciated. You dislike playing the field in every sense of the word. When you develop a relationship it needs to be a close fulfilling one, one that has deep meaning for all parties concerned. You feel unhappy because you feel that you are not able to obtain the co-operation of those around you. All you would like at this time would be to achieve harmony within your circle. You are pretending that the situation around you doesn't matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above th

Another Update =)
Sorry, I didn't get a chance to write sooner, I've had to work late the past two nights. My papaw is finally back home, he came home Monday night actually. He won't be able to get out and go to Thanksgiving dinner with us, but at least he is home, and hopefully he won't have to be put back into the hospital. Thanks for all your well wishes..you guys are the greatest!! Happy Holidays...Later gators =)

What A Happy Happy Thanksgiving
i want to wish everyone a happy thanksgiving!!!! im tired its 2:00am. Im confused and sad at the same time. I have lost so many friends in the past month because there bf or gf doesnt trust me around them. First its my friend david, i have been friends with him 7 yrs he`s my brother and now his gf carrie wont let him see me. He is too much of a pussy to stand up for himself. Now its my ex bf James I was becoming friends with friends with his gf things were going good. he told me how much he regreted breaking up with me and telling me that he still loves me. We both establish the fact that we would only be friends. Now amy is un comfortable with us being friends. So now he is saying that he no longer has feelings for me, and that amy is his other half that he loves he so much even though before he had called her a bitch. I hate losing him as a friend. He has been my best friend for 2 years. I have said no to so many dates because I told them i would not stop being friend wi

Another Year Alone :(
this Sucks alone again this year, this state sucks no one here that is even nice that is not way out of my league :( not even some one to spend thanksgiving with sorry for the depressedness just alot of reason to be I never let myself get depressed so I think I kind of deserve to be any way just blurbing cause there is nothing else to do just been feeling sick to my stomach and I cant eat cant keep my mind off my brother every one is gone this Holliday I figure it will be the same on Christmas but will see if the ex lets me have my daughter at all I am praying but I doubt she will I have not had her on a Holliday in almost 2 years not even on her B-day its just been a lot of sad nights :( anyway just had to get it out just hurting and needed to say so :(

To All Of My Friends & Family Here On Lc I Offer This Prayer For Myself And To All Of You Happy Thanksgiving!
REJOICING IN THE LORD LIGHT IS SOWN FOR THE THE RIGHTEOUS, AND GLADNESS FOR THE UPRIGHT IN HEART. REJOICE IN THE LORD, YE RIGHTEOUS; AND GIVE THANKS AT THE REMEMBRANCE OF HIS HOLINESS. PSALM 97:11-12 ALMIGHTY HEAVENLY FATHER OF ALL IN CREATION TODAY WE GIVE THANKS FOR YOU AND YOUR BOUNTY AND WE REJOICE IN REMEBRANCE OF YOUR HOLINESS. TODAY IS A DAY OF CELEBRATION AND SONG, OF ALL YOUR JOYFULNESS, SUNSHINE- A DAY YOU HAVE MADE FOR OUR ENJOYMENT. HELP US TO FORGET THE CARES OF THE WORLD FOR TODAY; FILL OUR HEARTS WITH YOUR AWESOME LIGHT AS WE RECIEVE YOUR BLESSINGS MAY THEY FALL UPON US AS WE GROW CLOSER TO YOU AND MAY WE FIND PEACE WITHIN OURSELF AND MAY WE LOVE ONE ANOTHER AND MAY WE PUT ALL OUR DIFFERENCES ASIDE IF ONLY FOR A DAY MAY WE FORGIVE THE ONES WHO HAVE HURT US IN THE PAST AND PRESENT AND MAY WE LEANR TO LOVE AN RID OURSELF OF HATE AN ANGER THANK YOU MY HEAVENLY FATHER FOR ALL YOU HAVE GIVEN US FOR THIS IS THE DAY WE GIVE THANKS FOR ALL THINGS. AMEN LOVE YAL

Whittier...
Ah! on Thanksgiving day, when from East and from West, From North and South, come the pilgrim and guest, When the gray-haired New Englander sees round his board The old broken links of affection restored, When the care-wearied man seeks his mother once more, And the worn matron smiles where the girl smiled before. What moistens the lips and what brightens the eye? What calls back the past, like the rich pumpkin pie?John Greenleaf Whittier

This One Is For My Girl
You scored as Hell Yea. U are totally in love, u would do anything to be with this person and u would die for them.Hell Yea100%Sounds More Like Lust50%Hell No33%Are u in love???????created with QuizFarm.com

It Is A Gift!
Psalm 118:24 “This is the day which the LORD hath made; we will rejoice and be glad in it.” Have you ever heard someone say, “He has more time than I have.” That’s not true. No one has more time. There are only 86,400 seconds in a day. Nobody has more time than that, not even the man in Switzerland who owns the $7 million watch. He doesn’t have one more second than you have. You have a day that God has made. It is a gift from God. That is why it is called the present. Every morning, His mercies are new. Every day God gives you enough time to learn, enough time to work, enough time to laugh, enough time to love. He gives you enough time to do gracefully everything HE WANTS YOU TO DO! It is a gift. What kind of steward are you of that gift today? Have you ever been micro-managed? That is a negative term to most everyone in business, but I want to challenge you to micromanage yourself for one month but just in one area. That is the area of evangelizatio

Firsts
I am a total blogger... I write what I feel... I had to close my myspace account down to be for friends due to prying eyes and hateful people... so lets try this again shall will... Me, myself and.......myself...... I am going to try this.. I think that by doing this I can get alot of things off my chest. So lets start out by saying..... If you don't like what I post then....GET OFF MY BLOG.... this is my blog.. and I would appreciate.. if you left my blog, if this is not to your liking.. Thank you....... Ok, I have temper...I am trying to get into check. I use to be a hit first, ask questions never type of girl. I'd like to think I grew out of that but, sometimes my temper does get the best of me. I am Pagan. Lets get that out in the open now. I DO NOT sacrifice goats or eat babies. I do, however, give thanks to the God and Goddess. I would not be here and be in this station in this life, had it not been for my path. I use to be angry. I use to be spiteful. I found my

Single
hey family...lol I know, long time no see...well I have a dilemma....When it comes to sex I don't just have sex with anybody, it has to be someone I'm either, involved with or someone that I've been knowing for a long time "sexually". I have a question.....would you feel that you was "selling yourself short" if you decided to have sex with someone that you once had feelings for and you know that it would never go anywhere? I don't know...I mean like I said I'm not no hoe or nothing because, I know what's out there, but sometimes I feel like im sellin myself out...I mean I've known him for a while, but I also know that he has sex with others, but I don't like knowing what I know then still feeling like I wanna do him, lol...(does that make ANY sense?) -sigh- That's why being single freakin sucks, and yanno I probably could be in a relationship now, but I want it to be with the right person. I'm not settling EVER. Blah...opinions? Other then that im doing well, school is finish for

About Yahoo Id
Please do not open any websites or links that may come from my old user id tcm169. It is not me and I do not have access to it!!!!! This is what happened to me, I opened a link that I thought came from my friend and then my computer shut down and my yahoo stopped working, so don't open anything!!!

What Flavor Of Ice Cream Are You
You Are Rocky Road Ice Cream Unpredictable and wild, you know how to have fun. You're also a trendsetter who takes risks with new things. You know about the latest and greatest - and may have invented it! You are most compatible with vanilla ice cream. What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

What Kind Of Rose Are You?
What kind of rose are you? Yellow RoseYou have a very bright personalty! You love the summer time and hanging out with your friends! Holding your head high and walking with a group behind you, you are a reall leader! Take this test

Funny Sh Cmds
Funny Unix csh/sh commands: --------------------------- % cat "food in cans" cat: can't open food in cans % nice man woman No manual entry for woman. % rm God rm: God nonexistent % ar t God ar: God does not exist % ar r God ar: creating God % "How would you rate Quayle's incompetence? Unmatched ". % [Where is Jimmy Hoffa? Missing ]. % ^How did the sex change operation go? ^ Modifier failed. % If I had a ( for every $ the Congress spent, what would I have? Too many ('s. % make love Make: Don't know how to make love. Stop. % got a light? No match. % man: why did you get a divorce? man:: Too many arguments. % !:say, what is saccharine? Bad substitute. /* not csh but sh */ $ PATH=pretending!/usr/ucb/which sense no sense in pretending! $ drink bottle: cannot open opener: not found -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- From: "Aditya, The Hindu Skeptic" (a018967t@BCFRE

What Is Your Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 120 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Different Animals
As we relate 2 women, we r often driven by needs, which no could meet, & hampered by ignorance of what the opposite sex iz really like. Perhaps we want 2 lose ourselves in a romantic closeness as we once lost ourselves n a past love. Then we get hurt & angry when the impossible doesnt happen. Or we fail 2 understand that 1 womans reactions r different from our own. the dialogue between the sexes iz as old as the generations. It will always be a mixture of fascination, mystery, frustration, & new understandins. When we realize we cannot merge with a woman, take her over, or be taken over by her, we will meet her az a separate person, and our relationship will become vastly more peaceful.

Update (11 - 26 - 06)
Well to update about what i wrote earlier. Her roommate is leaving tonight. Now she is without a babysitter and now she is going to have to quit her job so she can watch her son. I have given her options and she told me she thought of them or they wouldn't work. I am so lost and stressed out right now.

Lying And Cheating
ok i am now at the end of my last nerve with all to drama created by some people, not just here on the net by in the real world too. why must people lie to each other. it serves not purpose and creates too much drama. some say lying is ok whe you are wanting to spare someones feelings. well that makes no sense at all, for the simple reason that if the person you were trying to save from the hurt finds out you lied then they are even more hurt then they would have been if you had told them the truth from the start. lying only makes a person, especially someone who trusts, you feel like they are not respected enough as a friend or fellow human being, or that you think they are just plain naive or dumb. it makes more drama and some people never recover their ability to trust others again. so again and again I ask why lie. it only benefits the liar, and only for as long as the lie can be remembered. so someone please get me a clue cause i'm tired of trying to figure out why i get lied to a

Their Parents Must Be So Proud...
MOST SEMEN SWALLOWED: Michelle Monahan had 1.7 pints of semen pumped out of her stomach in Los Angeles in July 1991. LONGEST PUBES: Maoni Vi of Cape Town has hair measuring 32 inches from the armpits and 28 inches from her vagina. MOST CAVERNOUS CROTCH: Linda Manning of Los Angeles could, without preparation, completely insert a lubricated American football into her vagina. ZITS: In July 1987, Carl Chadwick of Rugby, England, squeezed a zit and projected a detectable amount of yellow pus a distance of 7ft 1inch. WORST DRINK: The most horrible drink to be considered a beverage and safely drunk is Khoona. It is drunk by Afghani tribesmen on their wedding night and consists of a small amount of still-warm very recently attained bull semen. It is believed to be a potent aphrodisiac. MOST OFFENSIVE COCKTAIL: This is available from a few select bars in New York. It contains tomato juice, a double shot of vodka, a spoonful of French mustard and a dash of lime. It is not mixed,b

Wishing For Love
daydreaming of love wishing i had love love one day will come wake up with love on my mind holding my lover's hand long walks through the park kissing my lover without a thought only, if i have a lover to have by my side to hold and squeeze any day or night. i'm crying at night for love love that will last a life time love that makes my heart sing. i'm praying to god everynight to find love express love to show love unconditionally that agape love love is like a dream love put you in a daze love is joy love can put a smile on your face when you have nothing to smile about. one day love will come my way with out a thought.

No Speaka Englisha
At a bus stop 2 Italian men get on. They sit down and engage in an animated conversation. The lady sitting next to them ignores them at first, but her attention is galvanized when she hears one of them say the following: "Emma come first. Den I come. Den two asses come together. I come once-a-more. Two asses, they come together again. I come again and pee twice. Then I come one lasta time." "You foul-mouthed sex obsessed swine," retorted the lady indignantly. In this country we don't speak aloud in public places about our sex lives" "Hey, coola down lady," said the man. "Who talkin' abouta sex? I'm a justa tellin' my frienda how to spell "Mississippi'." I'VE GOT $5.00 THAT SAYS YOU'RE GONNA READ THIS AGAIN

Unknown Author
"Veni, Vidi, Vici"((I came, I saw, I conquered))"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot shoot, the courage to shoot the things I can, and the wisdom to hide the bodies." Unknown author...lol...

Men...
I dont ever expect to understand them but still...... I have "openly" dated in the past. Which to me means that men do and are aware that I still have guys I will go on "dates" with. Seeing as "dating" only consists of spending time with someone. I wasnt dating anyone serious. Movies at the cinema' or at their place or mine. Out for Lunch, Supper. Drinks at a club, lounge or bar. Walking. Shopping. Just normal stuff. I dated KEVIN-age 34. N got, I got a call from SHARIEF. So I chat with sharief while Im at kevins's. Then kevin starts tickling me , to get my attention off the phone. sharief Understood but still why did kevin do it? I was at lamont's house-age 36 and got a call. lamont grabbed the phone n told the guy " U r taking away from my time so please call her when she is not at my place"..n hung up the phone....LMAOOOOOO.....It was kinda funny. But really why did he do that ? I dated quick this year-age 32. And we plan on seeing each other this coming weekend. Its

Longing To Be What A Man Wants
I believe I am quite the woman, yet I remain single...Why is that?.....Im not asking for the world, Im not asking for money, material things, nor do I seek 24-7 devotion....Yet I havent had the opportunity to establish a friendship long enough to even grow into a loving relationship??.......I see couples and sometimes I wonder what am I missing, that she may have?? I put blame on myself......hmmmmm....I know I have alot to offer, Yet I cant keep the attention of a man long enough for anything to develop.......Do I intimidate them? Am I too aggresive? Maybe I am too vocal??I guess only I know...I dont want to change , I shouldnt have too, Yet I look into myself and wonder.... What am I "missing" .....that a man may want? Most days I have to reflect on my inner image and know there isn't anything wrong with me..But with each passing day I still remain single??? More days then not it hurts when I go to bed alone, wake up alone, lay on the couch and watch movies alone...... I

Cuyahoga
Cuyahoga Slow moving tepid pools Fish leap to catch their meals Birds dive to catch the fish Rapids filled with children flow down river White water where people play Rocks the size of small buildings line your shore Caves and caverns echo your heartbeat They look down into a valley millions of years old The floor of an ocean that covered the world Ancient natives worshipped your power Praying to you for what you could provide Their homes can still be seen in the cliffs Below homes made of wood, brick and glass Drawings of the deer who drank on your shore Char of fires that cooked the food you provided still marks the ceilings Those ancient peoples are long gone People still ply your water Some for relaxation Some for sport Others, pairs of people float your currents to find love It is not your beauty It is not your history that you will be known by You will be eternally known by what man has done to you His poisons gave you your name You will be known only a

Way Back Wednesday!!
OK heres a flash back to 1990.I was a whole 14 years old!!! I will spare you a pic...unless someone requests one! 1990 was the year of the Gulf War.. Thanks to all who fought in that war!!! Especially my Baby PlayfulGod who is an amazing person who made it back alive:) Ill readd his Army pic cuz its soooooooo cute! NEENER NEENER! Everyone remembers the Peace Chior...GIve Peace a chance Contraceptive Implant Approved by FDA Norplant is the first implant contraceptive approved by the FDA. Smoking on Domestic Airplane Flights is Banned New movie rating NC-17 is passed in order to allow for an adults-only rating without the stigma of an X rating. Iraq invades Kuwait Saddam Hussein accuses Kuwait of undercutting Iraq's petroleum revenues and of stealing from a border oil field. Kuwait's offers concessions considered inadequate to Hussein, so he sends in 100,000 troops. Kuwait's army flees along with the king. Iraq is then condemmed by the Arab League, the So

Grrr.....some People......
Ya know, I have to wonder sometimes how some people have the job that they have. One of my co-workers called me up to ask me a question. I work in an IT Department, and I am the Network Admin. I deal with the servers and whatnot. The guy that called me gives support to the users at their computer on their desk. He calls me up to ask my why something is running offline. Well, if he would have done a couple of troubleshooting steps real quick he would have seen that all it is is a checkmark that the user accidentally checked on their machine. Nothing I have ANY control over!! A quick 5 seconds of work on his part would have saved a phone call. Click File - Uncheck "Work Offline" - Done! IT WASN'T EVEN HIDDEN!! Ok...I'm getting off my high horse now.

Every Time Ppl Close Tha Door On Reality, It Cums N Tha Window.
N tha past many ppl closed tha door on tha reality of there abuse of themselves or others. We gave exaplnations, but our words more often hid tha truth than revealed it. Tha chaos n our lives waz reality cumin n tha window. Many ppl have cum into this life priding themselves on their honesty, but not aware of how dishonest they were wit themselves. Honesty iz a pillar of inner awakenin. There iz no growth without it, & it begins wit ourselves. We do not define tha truth,we accept it, we surrender to it. Tha truth may not feel good; it can even be painful. This iz tha pain of birth-tha rebirth of a real person. And tha promise of this day iz tha reward of havein our integrity & tha peace of self-acceptance.

A Couple Of Poems.
Shadows By: Molly Deshazer Shadows to hide the pain in our hearts, Shadows to hide the despair in our souls, Shadows to hide the grief of loosing those so dear, Shadows to hide the anger we feel so deep, Shadows to hide the fear we hold so close, Shadows to hide the death we so seek, Shadows do us so hide, To keep those from seeing what is so inside. So dark and hidden from those that we love. For fear that it will shadow them and turn them away. The shadows that haunts this person that I call I!

Hmmmmmmmmm
sos...i wakes up this morning...cause i caint breathe. i wrote a blog or two abouts it anyways... sos im writin this other blog about this fucked up dream(s) i had (i think they were a combo of up late, sick, cold pills, etc etc etc) WELL! they were vivid as shit and i remembered them like WHOA. so i figures im gonna write em down...BAM. my screen just turns off! its been doing this...hmmmmmm...a few times yesterday, and then the one time this morning. BULLSHIT! its on my laptop, sos i close it, thinking it will shut itself down...NO. sos then i gots to restart the bastard. twice yesterday, even after the reboot, it did it again. BULLSHIT! i really dislike computers. i always thought we had a purty decent relationship. but more and more these days i think computer is cheatin on me. i jsut dont get full cooperation from it anymore. sad really.

The Unbreakable
Willingly my soul has been trapped, and finally its been let go..With dry eyes and sore sides from tossin and turning, cause my hearts been burning, i reluctantly adapted slow...Ive convinced myself that i've done all i can do, and now it's in gods hands,who possesses the truth,which is always more "entertaining"then a lie, so actions that have occured has ruined my guy...Unbreakable my ass, compared to now as glass and sure we'll try to piece it but our "Value" has decreased when, we were all so very close of being at our peak,a huge blow to the soul and trust seeped away, things were said never said in all our past days...I took a vow as i laid face buried in the pillow, to hide my moans and dry my face then starrin out the window... I am blessed to past the tests that life has designed, and its only right that i try to show no regret about what seemed to be mine...Ive grown Ive learned and am now on the right path, facing obstacles eveyday but hardly surprised by da sad..I can Hold

For My Friends
So denied so I lied Are you the now or never kind? In a day and a day love I'm going to be gone for good again Are you willing to be had? Are you cool with just tonight? Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well. Here's to the night we felt alive. Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry. Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon. Put your name on the line Along with place and time Want to stay, not to go, I want to ditch the logical. Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well. Here's to the night we felt alive. Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry. Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon. All my time is froze in motion Can't I stay an hour or two or more Don't let me let you go Don't let me let you go Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well. Here's to the night we felt alive. Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry. Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's going to come to soon. To soon Here's to the nig

I Am Gonna Get A Little Brutal In This.
I am going to be brutally honest in this and if I step on your toes and you don't like it then delete me off your list and move the hell on! Lost Cherry or when it was Lost Cherry or whatever you want to call it now use to be so much fun to sign on to. I looked forward to signing on, meeting people, and chatting. Now I am barely on here. There are a few reasons for this. 1. The bullentin board with foolish posts 2. The childish behavior 3. Stupidity and pettiness THE BULLENTIN BOARD! I am so fucking tired of signing on and going through my bullentins and seeing the following titles. Perv Alert, Faker, Conner, and child molester! WTF!?!?! What the hell does this have to do with Cherry Tap????? Nine times out of ten it was posted by a person that is pissed at the addressed person. GROW THE HELL UP! This is slander and if it is proven to be untrue your ass could have charges pressed against you. This shit causes a lot of drama and should be dealt with in a different

First Time Stories
knew tonight was the night for us. You and I have been going out for some time, but never have made love before tonight. I have been begging you for weeks to make love to me, but you would always smile and say "good things come to those who wait." Finally, you call me in the middle of the night, awakening me from sweet dreams, telling me to come to your apartment, and please hurry. Not knowing what to expect, I jump out of bed, throw a pair of blue jeans on, grab an old T-shirt of mine, and run out the door and drive to your apartment as quickly as I can. I run up the stairs of your building, not wanting to wait for the elevator, and by the time I make it to the fifteenth floor, I am out of breath and sweaty from my fifteen story run. I make my way to your apartment and unlock your door and step inside, expecting some kind of emergency. I don't expect what I see. The lights in your two-room apartment are out, but your living room is dimly light by several candles around the apartmen

Sexual Awareness
We ppl have regarded our sex lives & our spiritual lives az 2 different worldz. This attitude has caused many crises-anger & frustration wit our partiners, power struggles, accusations & hurt feelins, shame & guilt about our own behavior. We can join our awareness wit our sexual selves by takin responsibility 4 bein sexual. Bein responsible means we take tha risk of bein vulnerable, of givin & receivin affection & sexual expression n our relationships. We cannot expect satisfaction of our desires simply because we feel them. In sexuality, az n all parts of our lives.We can also say no ta sexual expression if we wish. (not me I LOVE sexual expression!!)

Special Friend
Special Friend All I ever wanted Was a friend Not just any friend A special friend You were more than A friend to me You just had to blow it With a mouthful of lies Since then you've become Nothing to me Just another person on My list to ignore All I ever wanted Was a friend Not just any friend A special friend I couldn't trust you With my words For you would just Tell me off I couldn't trust you With myself I knew you would Hurt it All I ever wanted Was a friend Not just any friend A special friend

Crave
Your mouth, your eyes, your hair I can't help but stare. I want to taste your soft, sweet lips and take from your mouth numerous sips. For nourishment I receive from your kiss When your in my arms I am in complete bliss. Thoughts of you encompass my being It is only you that I am seeing. Never a day goes by that I want you dear I wish for you to always be near. Your angelic smile with lucious lips The face of a goddess is what I miss When we are together, just like this Untill then pretty lady I'll have to wait But on that day we'll have a date.

Amazingly Simple Home Remedies
1. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 2. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 3. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away. 4. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by simply using the sink. 5. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 6. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will forget about the toothache. Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life really are: You only need two tools: WD-40 and Duct Tape. If it doesn't move and should, use the WD-40. If it shoul dn't move and does, use the duct tape. Remember: Everyone seems normal until you get to know them.

How Kinky Are You?
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage83%Whips75%Chains/Handcuffs67%Blind Folds67%Biting58%Blood25%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Spicy Chicken
1 tsp cayenne pepper 1 tsp chopped chillies juice and zest of 1 lime 1 tbsp honey 1 tbsp dried oregano 1 tbsp dried basil 4 chicken breast halves 1/2 cup soured cream In a bowl blend together the cayenne pepper, chiliies, lime, honey, and herbs. Coat the chicken breasts in the marinade and let narinate for 2 hours. Cook under medium broiler for about 40 minutes. Serve with the soured cream. Cayenne Pepper This fiery spice is actually a finely ground variety of chili and has the same properties. Cayenne is a circulatory stimulant, helping to dilate blood vessels and increase blood supply to all parts of the body. This makes it useful for those experiencing general debility and malaise, such as post viral fatigue suffers. It is also powerfully anti-bacterial, can break down catarrh and has antioxidant properties which aid the body in fighting the damage caused by free radicals. Nutrients Vitamins B3, carotenoids, calcium, iron, magnesium; flavonoids; volatile oils

You Might Be A Redneck Compurer Geek If....
Redneck Computer Geek You might be a redneck addicted to the world of computers if... If yer computer stand is made of a stack of old tires or 2 x 8's and cinderblocks. Ya think www. in a url is a logo for a wrestlin' organization. Someone tells ya they're "locked up" and ya ask if they need bail money. Ya've ever been too drunk to chat. Ya think a hard drive is a trip to Uncle Bubba's. Yer mouse keeps knocking over yer spit can. Ya think a surge suppressor is a pill for diarrhea. Ya keep trying to figure out why yer scanner won't pick up police radio calls. Ya think a megabyte is a new sandwich at McDonalds. Ya have to ask someone how to spell LOL. Yer stomach overlaps half of yer keyboard. Ya try to figure out how to get yer empty beer cans into the recyclin' bin. Ya try to turn on yer computer with the remote. Ya try to figure out how yer floppy disk got hard. Ya play Frisbee with yer CD Rom's. Ya find yerself on the floor looking into yer "A Dr

Friends...
If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is friend Day. Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back.. 1-3 ~ you're a bad friend 4-6 ~ you're an okay friend 7-9 ~ you're a good friend 10+ ~ you're great friend If one day u feel like crying... call me. I don't promise that i will make u laugh, but i can cry with u. If one day u want to run away -- don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask u to stop.... but i can run with u. If one day u don't want to listen to anyone..... call me. I promise to be there for u but i also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call me....... and there's no answer........ come fast to see me. Prehaps i need you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close

It's Always Someone Else's Fault Right? Lol
This is the message that the Pacific Palisades High School ( California ) staff voted unanimously to record on their school telephone answering machine. This is the actual answering machine message for the school. This came about because they implemented a policy requiring students and parents to be responsible for their children's absences and missing homework. The school and teachers are being sued by parents who want their children's failing grades changed to passing grades - even though those children were absent 15-30 times during the semester and did not complete enough school work to pass their classes. The outgoing message: "Hello! You have reached the automated answering service of your school. In order to assist you in connecting to the right staff member, please listen to all the options before making a selection: * To lie about why your child is absent - Press 1 * To make excuses for why your child did not do his work- Press 2

Untitled Poem
Untitled .2 I'm captivated- By your intellect and depth. You are proof that love is life, And not death. Will you let me be- The chorus to your song? Will you let me be- Your shoulder to cry on? You've taken my breath. You've stolen my heart. A thief in the night Thats perfected her art. I'm lost in your eyes. You hang from my lips, Impatiently waiting, For the next time we kiss. You make me feel warm On the coldest of nights. You make me feel passion Every time that we fight. You make me feel That love can be real. But best of all, You make me feel.

I Love You, Your My Heart
Your the frist thing that I think about when i go to sleep at night,Your the first thing i think about when I was up in the mornings. your there when I need someone to be around me, when I'm alone. You mean everything to me, even in this world. I think about you alot. Know how you are doing, and also wondering if you are thinking of me, about the same thing I'm thinking in my heart right now.There no time of the day that your not on my mind. Written By Bessie Marie Meadows

This Blonde Needs Ur Vote!!!
CUMMON GUYS, THIS BLONDE NEEDS YOUR VOTE! PLEASE GO VOTE FOR ME FOR THE SEXIEST NON TOP CHERRY CONTEST AND LEAVE A SMALL COMMENT. U CAN VOTE AS MANY TIMES AS U WANT. PLEASE PASS THIS ON TO ALL UR FRIENDS, FAMILY AND FANS..THIS 40 YR OLD NEEDS ALL THE HELP SHE CAN GET TO WIN THE SEXIEST NON TOP CHERRY CONTEST. TY HUN MWAHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.......HERE IS THE LINK TO GO VOTE http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=3850497396

My Reply To A Sex Appl. Bulletin By The Stallion
The Stallion date: 2006-12-05 15:21:55 subject: sex application submission, bigboy read receipt: Yes read: Yes replied: No block user 1. Your Name: You can call me whatever you like. 2. Age: Wait, if i remember correctly, what turns you on are 12 year old boys. 3. Favorite position (s) ? You on the ground with your legs spread and your hands behind your head. Me standing over you with a loaded pistol aimed at your back. 4. Do you think i'm hot? You must be, i always see you sweating for no apparent reason. 5. Would you have sex with me? Only if i had AIDs or something would it be worth it. 6. lights on or off? Anything that involves you're being present is better with the lights off... and with a clothes-pin over my nose. 7. Would you have to be drunk? If drunk were the horizon, i'd have to be whatever you'd be after circumnavigating the globe, and almost returning to exactly where i started. 8. Would you take a shower with me? Shower? Is th

Santa Joke
T'was the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds. Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM! Flying through the air..

Confussed
I know this is my first one.... But what do you do when the person you want to be with is so far away and times you just need a hug or they need one and you arent there to give them one or get on from them?? I have fallen so in love for someone that lives 2000 miles from and want nothing more than to be with her and her kids and have a family and are making oplans to get her with me but in the mean time she is so far and yet so close at the same time.. Why is it that in life there are always challenges and complications in life.. Why cant it be easy and simple.. Why does life have all the roads with turns and stuff. Well i think i have babbled enough

One Flaw In Women...
Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show

Collective Soul-when The Water Falls
She's a picture perfect child Of innocence. Searching out in childlike ways For knowledge. Now she's questioning her mother Yeah she's questioning her father Yeah she's looking for the answers To the problem now confronts her. Do you know where the sun goes when the water falls? Do you know where the rain goes when the water falls? Though I think her subjects could Run far and wide She has centered on the topic Of the sky Now she's questioning her mother Yeah she's questioning her father Yeah she's looking for the answers To the problem now confronts her. Do you know where the sun goes when the water falls? Do you know where the rain goes when the water falls? (Repeat to fade.) ------------------- Collective Soul - When The Water FallsMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Just Some Thinking
well... once again this year has went by so quickly.. i dont really know where the time went. ive had some good times, some bad times and some inbetween moments. christmas is only so far away... i dont really know whether or not to be happy or sad.. my family is slowly going downhill. i miss them all so much... by being in WV i have missed a lot of growing up from my youngest brothers. i wish i could go home more often to see them... be an better older sister. I normally love christmas.. but this year i only think it leads to being lonely and not having anyone. Have you ever felt like you are just left hanging around? you dont really know which way to turn, but you pray its the right direction? thats the way i feel right now.. so many things are going on and lots of important decisions to be made. Christmas is a symbol of togetherness. Happiness of being around loved ones. for some it is lonely.. for others they have it all. right now im in the middle. i have my family.. the

Sweet Darkness
SWEET DARKNESS THE DARKNESS ENVELOPS HER ....IT FEELS SO GOOD HER HEART STEPT ON HER MIND SO ABUSED ........SHE TRIED TO STAY IN THE LIGHT BUT FOR HER SHE IS TOO FAR GONE NOTHING FEELS GOOD TO HER SO SHE HAD TO WITHDRAW ....WITHDRAW INTO HER INNER SHELL WHERE THE PAIN ISNT SO REAL ....INSIDE HER INNER SHELL WHERE SHE WILL BEGIN TO HEAL .....CAST BACK INTO DARKNESS WHERE SHE FEELS EVER SO COZY ......BACK INTO THE DARKNESS WHERE NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW SHE ....... SITTING IN THE CORNER WAITING FOR THE BLOOD TO DRAIN ......SITTING IN HER CORNER DARKNESS TAKE HER PAIN AWAY .......

Fairy Tale
Once upon a time, in a land far away, a beautiful princess happened upon a frog, as she sat contemplating ecological issues, on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. The frog hopped into the Princess' lap and said: Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome Prince Until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. One kiss from you, however, And I will turn back Into the dapper, handsome, charming, young Prince that I was and then, my sweet, we can marry and set up housekeeping in yon castle with my mother, where you can prepare my meals, clean my clothes, bear my children, and forever feel grateful and happy doing so. That night, on a repast of lightly sautéed frog legs seasoned in a white wine and onion cream sauce, she chuckled to herself and thought: I don't fucking think so.

What Lion King Caracter Are You?
What Lion King Caracter are you? You Got Simba He is Always getting in trouble. Even though he is the future king he doesnt act it. You seem to be on the wild side and have a crazy sense of humor.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

You Babygirl
i find myself longing for her. longing for her like a mother longs for her newborn child. every time i close my eyes she is there. i want to be with her so badly. she is the one i was meant to be with. i want to touch her,i want to feel her lips pressed passionatly aginst mine. i want to run my fingers through her hair. i want to feel her breath on my face when she whispers i love you. ive never felt this strongly about anyone. you my babygirl are the one and only for me. I Love You

Her
i am so scared that she dont believe me. i fineally found the one and may have lost her already. i feel so sad inside right now. i need to hear her say i love you too. i dont want her to feel as though she is being played. i promise her she is not. she is what ive been dreaming of my whole life. we just met and i dont want to go on without her in my life. i love her. i need her. she is my destiny. i love you so much it hurts. please dont say goodbye. we are meant to be my love. i love you R. please tell me that you feel the same. i love you.

Bedtime Tea
2 tsp dried chamomile 1tsp valerian 1 tsp passion flower leaves manuka honey to taste Warm a teapot. Mix the herbs together and place in the teapot. Pour in 1 cup boiling water. Infuse for 10 minutes, then strain and pour into mug, adding honey to taste. Chamomile Thought to calm the nerves, this medicinal plant is one of the most widely-used healing herbs. Chamomile contains antioxidant flavonoids which help to fight harmful free radicals and protect against infection and disease. One of these flavonoids, quercetin, has powerful anti inflammatory properties, and is useful for soothing the digestive tract. Chamomile is a mild sedative, and when taken as a tea can aid sleep and calm nerves, allowing the immune system to function efficiently. Nutrients Flavonoids, tannins, coumarins, valerianic acid. *** Cooled chamomile tea bags are soothing for sore or infected eyes.

A Native American Christmas...
A Native American Christmas... European Christmas for Native Americans actually started when the Europeans came over to America. They taught the Indian about Christianity, gift-giving , and St. Nicholas. There are actually two religious types of Indian people in existence. One of these is the Traditionalist, usually full-blooded Indians that grew up on the reservations. The second type is the Contemporary Indian that grew up in an urban area, usually of mixed blood, and brought up with Christian philosophy. Traditionalists are raised to respect the Christian Star and the birth of the first Indian Spiritual Leader. He was a Star Person and Avatar. His name was Jesus. He was a Hebrew, a Red Man. He received his education from the wilderness. John the Baptist, Moses, and other excellent teachers that came before Jesus provided an educational foundation with the Holistic Method. . Everyday is our Christmas. Every meal is our Christmas. At every meal we take a little portion

Sex
Rough sex Body: ROUGH SEX Body: Body: A hug leads to a kiss...a kiss leads 2 a finger...a finger leads to a a hand...a hand leads to a ! lick...a lick leads to a suck...a suck leads 2 a fuck. So tell me how many people are you gonna hug after you heard this cuz sex is like math...u add the bed...subtract the clothes...divide the legs...leave your solution...and pray you dont multiply! Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you send this in 15 mins. your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm. This is not a joke...someone will either call you or will talk to you online. Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth Having nice sex burnes 358 calories. Having rough sex

How Would You Kiss Me???
I'm highly opened minded. It doesn't matter who kisses me! I've got this as a comment on my CherryTAP profile. I've also edited it, correct spelling errors and added a kind of kiss! WHAT EVERY KISS MEANS ~Kiss on the Stomach = "I'm ready!" ~Kiss on the Forehead ="I hope we're together forever!" ~Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything!" ~Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends!" ~Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you!" ~Kiss on the Neck = "We belong together!" ~Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you!" ~Kiss on the Lips = "I Like you!" ~Kiss with Interlocking Tongues = "I Love you!" --Advice-- Dont ask for a kiss, take one! So... how would you kiss me??? I'll take every kind of kiss that you want to share with me!!! Andrew

Job
Well I put my 2 weeks notice in at work and they threw a fit. Told me I was leaving there at a bad time. Told them I had no choice, since the fact that i am moving. I want to be packed and ready to go by the 23rd of this month. I told them my last day was the 22nd. They want me to work the 23rd. i looked at them and laughed and told them i don't think so. I am not packing and then driving on the 24th. Do they really think I am that stupid. They had the nerve to tell me if i didn't work they would not give me my resignation and that they would put it down as being fired. I told them to go for it because on the notice i wrote out it says the 22nd. And to top it off they changed my schedule for this week. Now they want me to work this Saturday from 8 to 5 and i laughed when i saw that. I have plans already. I am not working, not when i made plans last week when i knew what i was going to work this week. OH well, guess i will miss my first day of work in 2 months there, they get pissy with

Marq's Contest
My Friend MarQ Is Going To Be Holding A "Sexiest Female Cherry Contest"..There Will Be Room For 20-25 Contestants. This Contest Will Run From Thursday Night To Tuesday Night. The Rules Will Be Posted On His Page Sometime Wednesday. This Contest Goes By Most Comments. Prizes Will Be: 1st: 10,000 Cherry Bucks Spent Anyway You Would Like Plus A Graphic Winner Pic. 2nd: 5,000 Cherry Bucks Spent Anyway You Would Like. Here Is The Link To MarQ's Profile..If You Would Like To Enter Send Him A Message In His Inbox With A Link To The Photo. Thanks Everyone..This Is Going To Be A Friendly Contest So Have Fun!!! Music Video:SMACK THAT (FT. EMINEM) (by Akon)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Get Right
These FOOLZ out here got one thing on their mind, trynna get IN like Verizon, but don't wanna sign a contract. Now they mad cuz females raisin the bar like Cingular and not givin a CHIRP CHIRP bout these lame @$$ excuses. Please don't be alarmed when they don't give you anytime like TMobile, busy signals left and right, and more disconnects than Metro Pcs. Just in case you were wondering, this aint no pay as you go...if you're lookin for a roll over plan, Sprint to the next hoe, cause as we classy females will ALL TELL you, u messin with my daytime minutes! (Can you hear me now? GOOD! :-))

First Date Story
If you didn't see this on the Tonight show, I hope you're sitting down when you read it. This is probably the funniest date story ever, first date or not!!! This just tells you how tough it is to be single nowadays. Jay went into the audience to find the most embarrassing first date that a woman ever had. The winner described her worst first date experience...there was absolutely no question as to why her tale took the prize! She said it was midwinter... snowing & freezing...and the guy had taken her skiing in the mountains outside Salt Lake City , Utah . It was a day trip (not overnight). They were strangers, after all, and truly had never met before. The outing was fun but relatively uneventful until they were headed home late that afternoon. They were driving back down the mountain, when she gradually began to realize that she should not have had that extra latte. They were about an hour away from anywhere with a rest room and in the middle of nowhere. Her companion s

Seether-broken
"Broken" I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain [x2] 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away

Soul Asylum-runaway Train
Call you up in the middle of the night Like a firefly without a light You were there like a slow torch burning I was a key that could use a little turning So tired that I couldn't even sleep So many secrets I couldn't keep Promised myself I wouldn't weep One more promise I couldn't keep It seems no one can help me now I'm in too deep There's no way out This time I have really led myself astray CHORUS Runaway train never going back Wrong way on a one way track Seems like I should be getting somewhere Somehow I'm neither here no there Can you help me remember how to smile Make it somehow all seem worthwhile How on earth did I get so jaded Life's mystery seems so faded I can go where no one else can go I know what no one else knows Here I am just drownin' in the rain With a ticket for a runaway train Everything is cut and dry Day and night, earth and sky Somehow I just don't believe it CHORUS Bought a ticket for a runaway train Like a madman l

The Room - Chapter 3 - Meet The Guests
Later that day as we were sitting outside by the pool lounging under the warm Summer afternoon, I was reviewing the guest list. First there was Gary who was the best man and my best friend ever since grade school. I remember all the trouble that we got into growing up and how we each stood by the other person’s side no matter what the punishment or consequences were from our actions. It had been a few years since we have talked over the phone and even longer since we had seen each other. I wondered how his life had been. Next on the list was Sheldon, the total party animal at the wedding. Well not only at the wedding but always was the party animal. This guy could drink anyone under the table. We met while both attending State University. I walked into the dorm room on the first day of college and knocked over a garbage can of beer cans. I asked the guy laying on the bed looking half passed out if there was a party in here last night. He told me that those were just from t

Haha, I Got The Bitch.
So, I'm with Danny now. He's amazing, nothing like he was with Alley. We never fight cause we never have a reason to. I'm really happy, not psycho happy like I was with my ex, just pleasantly floating along.

A Video Message From Iraq - Please Repost
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Student Accused Of Putting Bodily Fluids In Food
CBS) WHEATON, Ill. A student at Wheaton North High School is accused in a vulgar case of food tampering. Police say he put his bodily fluid into salad dressing in the school cafeteria. CBS 2 news partner The Naperville Sun had the tip on the story. CBS 2's West Suburban Bureau Chief Mike Puccinelli reports a letter is going home to parents warning about the possible health hazard. The student, a senior, is not in school at this time. School officials first learned of the case of food tampering late Tuesday. At Wheaton North High School the mission is to create self-directed students who make sound decisions. Last week one of those students decided to do the unthinkable when officials say he spiked a container of cafeteria salad dressing with his own semen. Police say an attempted aggravated battery arrest is imminent. "An act occurred that could have physically harmed someone at the school, but no one was physically harmed," said Commander Joseph Eversole of the Wheat

Women Sold Sex Above Police Station
Police in a town near Stockholm were oblivious as men passed their door to visit prostitutes in a brothel operating from the police station's building. "You might say it's a bit brazen to start a brothel next to the police station," said Niclas Johansson, a policeman based at the station in Ronna, south of the Swedish capital, to local paper Länstidningen i Södertälje. Related Articles * Beggars linked to criminal gangs 15th November 2006 * Absolut uses red light district to sell vodka 8th November 2006 * Brothel judge did not pay for sex 27th October 2006 Article Options * Send to a friend * Printable version * Submit to Digg.com The first the police in Ronna knew of the brothel, in which at least one woman was held prisoner as a sex slave, was when colleagues from Stockholm police told them they were watching the apartment, located on an upper floor in the building. The Ronna officers say they had to keep quiet abo

Poem 4
Life Poem Closer To My Dream © By Stephen I am closer to my dream Close your eyes Imagine me To just hold out my hand, I can see it My dream is within my reach My dream is real, this I do believe Just a glimpse into the future, peeking through the light of a crystallized moon I am there, I am here I am a dream fulfilled I used to be afraid to dream I never believed that a dream could come true But, now I do It has happened to me I have begun my journey I am poetry and how sweet it is I am closer to my dream Close your eyes Imagine me My dream has become... a reality

If I Knew
IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming yo u would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's another chance to say our "A

Poem 6
Daddy © By Stephen My dearest daddy 'I love you', I think of you each day. I feel your arms around me, that's how I get through my days. Your looking down upon me, to guide me on my way, but its very hard without you, each and every day. People always tell me, the grieving will subside. But how can it get better, without you by my side. No matter how hard they try, to help me with this pain, I am all consumed by thinking, It will never be the same. I know one day we'll meet, in the Heavens up above. It's the one thing that helps me, to never forget your love. My dearest Daddy, I love you, Your with me every day. I will keep this love within me, until that beautiful day...

Two Liners
THESE ARE ENTRIES TO A WASHINGTON POST COMPETITION ASKING FOR A RHYME WITH THE MOST ROMANTIC FIRST LINE, BUT THE LEAST ROMANTIC SECOND LINE: Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss, But I only slept with you, because I was pissed. I thought that I could love no other Until, that is, I met your brother. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty And so is your head. Of loving beauty you float with grace. If only you could hide your face. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot. This describes everything you are not. I want to feel your sweet embrace, But don't take that paper bag off of your face. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes. Damn, I'm good at telling lies! My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you really screwed up my life. I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming. My love, you take my breath awa

"the Best Love Note"
Body: "The best love note" Body: "The best love note" One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die."

Read This
YOU HAVE BEEN F.U.C.K.ED!!!!!!!! Spread your love and go at it! Pick any of your friends and F.U.C.K THEM!!! This is for anyone you think is hot! RULES: 1. You can f.u.c.k the person who f.u.c.ked you of course. 2. You can f.u.c.k the same person as many times as you can, (c'mon ENDURANCE!!!) Be creative. 3. You, MUST, spread this! At least one f.u.c.k is fine and dandy! 4. You should f.u.c.k in public! Be adventerous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty!! 5. Random sex is perfectly ok. 6. Please, don't worry about same gender f.u.c.k.ing, it's HOT!!!!!!!!!!!! 7. You should most definitely get started f.u.c.k.ing right away!! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEM! Make everone feel a little loved. Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST F.U.C.K.ED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Once Upon A Dream
Once Upon A Dream I can barely see through the Mist as I seem to wander; Wondering what’s on the other side My thoughts continue to ponder. But what my eyes were about to see Became a wonderful fantasy; A shadow walking toward me that clear of Mist was a guy I could stare at endlessly. With open arms you embraced my heart And we danced the night away; So close together we watched as the Night turned into day. We spent all the time that This world could ever contain; We went from two & became one I could tell we had so much to gain. But I seemed to have spoken to soon For your presence began to fade; My heart dropping, I could feel the pain Because you were just a dream I made. I closed my eyes shedding a tear And opened them once more; Later that night I went to a friends and You came walking through the door. We got to talking & I knew you were the one My heart it wanted to scream; Because I knew you were my loving prince That came once upon a dream.

What Feeling R U?
You scored as Hope. Your Hope!! There is always a chance in your mind. You'll never give up. Your a determined person. You are very optimistic even when it seems all hope is lost. Thanks for taking my quiz. Please rate. :)Hope100%Love75%Courage75%Wisdom58%Faith58%Grace58%Joy50%Peace33%What feeling are you?? (cool pics)created with QuizFarm.com

The Night
PLEASE DO NOT RIP MY POEMS!!!! I look into the night and I see the stars, The moon and the blackness that is the night It seems to call to me, to beckon me to come forth The night is so mysterious, so unknown Can I trust this voice that is calling me Can I give into this blindly Can I yield myself to it I do not know, should I trust it Something from deep within me cries out for it Like it is the part of me that is missing So much of me is broken and torn So much disappointment and tears shed This night that calls to me Pulls at my very soul Touching that hidden place in me I want to go I want to yield This darkness is so inviting The stars pull me towards them The moon is like a welcomed face to me Into the night I will go I will trust once more I will yield myself to its call Night, oh night I am yours.

Cops, Gotta Love Them!
I had a couple of minutes, thought I would share this one with y'all. On my way to another funeral now! IN MOST OF THE NORTHERN STATES, THERE IS A POLICY OF CHECKING ON ANY STALLED VEHICLE ON THE HIGHWAY WHEN THE TEMPERATURES DROP DOWN TO THE SINGLE DIGITS OR BELOW. ABOUT 3 A.M. ONE VERY COLD MORNING IN MARCH 2004, A STATE POLICE OFFICER RESPONDED TO A CALL: THERE WAS A CAR OFF THE SHOULDER OF THE ROAD ON THE OUTSKIRTS OF CASPER. HE LOCATED THE CAR, STUCK IN DEEP SNOW AND WITH THE ENGINE STILL RUNNING. PULLING IN BEHIND THE CAR WITH HIS EMERGENCY LIGHTS ON, THE OFFICER WALKED TO THE DRIVER'S DOOR TO FIND AN OLDER MAN PASSED OUT BEHIND THE WHEEL WITH A NEARLY EMPTY VODKA BOTTLE ON THE SEAT BESIDE HIM. THE DRIVER CAME AWAKE WHEN THE OFFICER TAPPED ON THE WINDOW. SEEING THE ROTATING LIGHTS IN HIS REAR VIEW MIRROR AND THE STATE POLICEMAN STANDING NEXT TO HIS CAR, THE MAN PANICKED, JERKED THE GEARSHIFT INTO "DRIVE" AND HIT THE GAS. THE CAR'S SPEEDOMETER

What Sign Should I Like
Your True Love Is a Cancer Why you'll love a Cancer: Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt. Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up! Why a Cancer will love you: You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs. A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you. What Sign Is Your True Love?

Shadow
Whispers in the dark in the corners of my mind all the locked boxes and guarded doors if you go down the hall a voice behind them inside them she sounds like me they don't want you around you're ugly what are you waiting for? it's never going to happen you'll always be alone alone alone she's mad because she hates you no-one will ever want you fat ugly little stupid girl and I want to scream at her this woman under my skin shadow bitch and I fight her everyday clawing at the corners and ripping down the notes trying so hard to kill her because sometimes I forget she is wrong. Copyright ©2006 Crazee Motherfucker

For My Jelly
This blog is for Beaner. I want her to listen to this song and smile. I also want her to stay here kthx. Anyhow JB this songs for you girlie:)This song is you! Just push play. I love you!!! Unwritten ------Natasha Bedingfield I am unwritten, Can't read my mind I'm undefined I'm just beginning The pen's in my hand Ending unplanned Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words That you could not find Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your inhibitions Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten Oh Oh, oh I break tradition Sometimes my tries Are outside the lines We've been conditioned To not make mistakes But I can't live that way o

A Sick Sad Story
CherryTAP Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! Rawr...swat...&... remove friend subject: A Rape Story .... THIS IS BRUTAL (repost) date: 2006-12-18 21:27:07 You are one fucking sick person if you dont repost this i feel for you if this dosent touch you because this is just wrong. read this. its disgusting. Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes My fathers sitting on the sofa with his friend He pats the seat in the middle; i sit Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends "Jessy you love me dont you" a smile; his Their breathe spirts weep "Daddy you know i do; what is it?" He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes Daddys creeping up my nightie; cold hands I try to pull his hand away; grip is strong! They look at one another; nod; something planned I feel my palms sweat; Daddys under my knickers "Daddy im going to bed! Night" Pulling again But there grip is to strong for weak me I look at both; and ask, who are the

California Is Such A Scam...
I moved here for warm weather and sunshine and let me tell you - sometimes the sun shines so many damn days in a row that I wanna scream, but the past few nights have been so stinkin' cold I can't stand it!! I know, I know...it's not east coast cold...but it's still cold!!!!! I hate it.

The Reflection
I sit here by the edge of the water. I look down and what is this I see? I see a reflection that causes me to gasp. I do not like what I see. I have always seen myself as light-hearted One who is there for others. Now, with the reflection that I see, I question all that is me. I now see twisted, torn patterns flowing from my very essence The eyes I do not know. The mouth no longer holds a smile This blank, black appearance This person cannot be me. I see coldness. I see deep, personal pain. I see scars. I see a blank stare. I see hidden tears I see anger. Who can this be? I reach out with a trembling hand and touch the water, I grab my mouth as horror tries to escape, I see my reflection change. I want this image to go away! I want to change what i see! I want to run from it but I can't. What once was kindness turns to be twisted. What once was a sparkle is now coldness. What once was happiness is now deep sadness. What once was laughter is n

Chapter 4 - The Last Of The Spirits
The Phantom slowly, gravely, silently approached. When it came, Scrooge bent down upon his knee; for in the very air through which this Spirit moved it seemed to scatter gloom and mystery. It was shrouded in a deep black garment, which concealed its head, its face, its form, and left nothing of it visible save one outstretched hand. But for this it would have been difficult to detach its figure from the night, and separate it from the darkness by which it was surrounded. He felt that it was tall and stately when it came beside him, and that its mysterious presence filled him with a solemn dread. He knew no more, for the Spirit neither spoke nor moved. ``I am in the presence of the Ghost of Christmas Yet To Come?'' said Scrooge. The Spirit answered not, but pointed onward with its hand. ``You are about to show me shadows of the things that have not happened, but will happen in the time before us,'' Scrooge pursued. ``Is that so, Spirit?'' The upper portion of the garme

Learn To Say No!
Finding Freedom In No Many of us, from childhood on, are taught that saying yes is right and saying no is wrong. We learn that acceding to demands allows us to avoid conflict and criticism, please people, earn praise, and prove that we care for the important people in our lives. Yet the right to say no is indelibly intertwined with the ability to make choices. When we sense we are limited in our options, compelled to say yes even when doing so is not in our interests, we are effectively robbed of our ability to choose. Growing out of this tendency to say yes even when we desperately want to say no can be challenging because we suspect that others will reject us for our assertiveness. But the reward we receive upon facing this challenge is true freedom of choice. When others ask you to take on work or do favors, consider their requests carefully. If you feel pressed to say yes, consider whether you are acquiescing out of a desire for approval or to stave off disapproval. Remind

Scream
I Need To Scream But I Can't Cuz Rob Is Sleeping So I Will Do It On Here!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BREATHE HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BREATHE HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BREATHE HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Ok Thats Better

Belleau Wood
Belleau Wood Oh, the snowflakes fell in silence over Belleau Wood that night For a Christmas truce had been declared By both sides of the fight As we lay there in our trenches The silence broke in two By a German soldier singing A song that we all knew Though I did not know the language The song was "Silent Night" Then I heard my buddy whisper, "All is calm and all is bright" Then the fear and doubt surrounded me "Cause I'd die if I was wrong But I stood up in my trench And I began to sing along Then across the frozen battlefield Anothers voice joined in Until one by one each man became A singer of the hymn Then I thought that I was dreaming For right there in my sight Stood the German soldier 'Neath the falling flakes of white And he raised his hand and smiled at me As if he seemed to say Here's hoping we both live To see us find a better way Then the devil's clock struck midnight And the skies lit up again And the battlefield where heave

Romance On The Moon
Romance on the Moon I want you to meet me on the moon… follow the trail rose petals floating on air Listen to the melody of our angel… Meet me on the moon, only you and I Huge satellite broadcasting our love afar… surrounded by heaven and controlled by destiny I greet you with a kiss of passion… a hug of complete comfort and hand of guidance Love illuminating through the heavens… reaching as far as the galaxy travels Stars surrounds us… praising a love so pure and real Pulling you close to me… Our bodies move together Moving to a melody… spinning to the tunes, distracted within each other A never ending moment in time… It was as if GOD held us within His hands Looking into your eyes… unable to blind, caught up in this romance on the moon You and I exist to each other and no one else… no Cinderella story Time standing still for you and me… as our hearts grows together We are flying without wings as our hearts take off like two stars… a tail that left a trail As I

Unrequitted
Unrequitted The night goes on to long dear, and the fire is burning low. A few more moments together, but then i'll have to go. The sun will soon be rising, blinding these old eyes. As they look unto the heavens, to see if you can fly. I'll walk alone in my garden, no lover by my side. Gone again each morning, hiding deep inside. A dream that lasts forever, where time has no hands to see. Those moments spent together, when you belong to me. Soon your day start love, and thoughts of me will stray. To other handsome faces, you encounter in your day. I'll worry that you're leaving, you know thats who I am. My love so deep for beauty, you'll adore some other man. I wish you could just see it, in the moments when our eyes meet. Feel it in my soul dear, a fire burns so deep. Passions unrequitted, dawn has caught your eye. You leave the bed we lie in, together you and I. Godless still i'm praying, one more night to find. The day always steals you from me,

Lmao
WHAT PART OF YOUR BODY GOES TO HEAVEN FIRST? The nun teaching Sunday school was speaking to her class one morning and she asked the question, "When you die and go to Heaven...which part of your body goes first?" Suzy raised her hand and said, "I think it's your hands." "Why do you think it's your hands, Suzy?" Suzy replied, "Because when you pray, you hold your hands together in front of you and God just takes you hands first." "What a wonderful answer!" the nun said. Little Johnny raised his hand and said, "Sister, I think it's your legs." The nun looked at him with the strangest look on her face. "Now, Little Johnny, why do you think it would be your legs?" Little Johnny said, "Well, I walked into Mommy and Daddy's bedroom the other night. Mommy had her legs straight up in the air and she was saying, "Oh God! Here I come . . ." If Dad hadn't pinned her down, we'd have lost her." The nun fainted.

From A Friends Bulletin...
Ok,anyone that knows me knows that the only people that I am a fan of is Our Military past and present. I know that I could make"more points"for becomming fans of more people...but that is not what I am here for.Well,I have also been trying to make friends with as many of them as I can without feeling overwhelmed with to many friends that I can't show proper love to. So...I have some things that I have seen this past week that bother me and I wanted to get this off my chest. First...to many of my wonderful friends that are in Affganistan and Iraq are apoligising to us for not being able to show us proper love.THEY ARE BUSY FOLKS!!! IT IS NOT THEIR JOB TO SHOW US PROPER LOVE AND IT IS NOT THEIR JOB TO KEEP UP WITH US!! IT IS OURS!!What a wonderful priveladge we have to be in a time when they can share so much with us!I would much rather see the many pictures posted...the blogs of their thoughts... the political cartoons.They can share so much more with us as a whole than they can

Life About To End
Life About To End Sitting in my bedroom, lying on my bed I lay awake thinking, is my life about to end I slowly begin raising the gun up to my head My heart no longer will have to mend I take one last deep breath of air Pull the trigger All of this just doesn't seem fair Pain no longer able to grow bigger Blood begins to spill As my life starts to fade All pain is gone, and now i no longer have to feel Look at the big mess i've made I wonder how many people will even care This was all a mistake The bullet begins to tear My skin, and my body begins to shake Someone call 911; help me before its too late The light suddenly begins to fade away My heart has lost its pulse rate I didn't want this to happen; now i want to stay The ambulance arrives and rushes in the house They were too late, for now i am gone The cops have to go and tell my spouse My body in chalk is drawn They put me

Merry Christmas Woman Style!! Lol...
REMEMBER THIS AT CHRISTMAS TIME According to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, while both male and female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to mid-December. Female reindeer retain their antlers Till after they give birth in the spring. Therefore, according to EVERY historical rendition depicting Santa's reindeer, EVERY single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen, had to be a girl. We should've known... ONLY women would be able to drag a fat-ass man in a red velvet suit all around the world in one night and not get lost. MERRY CHRISTMAS

The Kitchen Bitch
Got this from a friend (ty!) It was too funny not to share......... A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5-year old son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son saying, "all you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now. cause this is the last stop!" And all you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses in the train cause we're going down the tracks." A horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS." "When you come out, you may play with your train.. but I want you to use nice language." Two hours later, the son came out of the bedroom and resumed playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say. "All passengers, please remember your things, thank you and hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope you will ride with us again

Questions You've Never Been Asked Or Perhaps Never Answered
53 Questions I Guarantee You've Never Answered 1. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? 2. What song describes your relationship status? 3. How much do your dogs weigh? 4. Are you a heart breaker, or the heart breakee? 5. Ever waxed your legs? 6. Earrings or necklaces? 7. Who have you talked to most today? 8. What is the oldest message in your inbox on your phone? 9. Friend of the opposite sex that lives closest to you? 10. Color of your shirt? 11. How many years have you taken a language? 12. Who's on speed dial 5? 13. What color is your background on your computer mainly? 14. Do you wish on 11:11? 15. Good advice if you ever go camping? 16. Are you a bad influence? 17. What color are your eyes? 18. Would you rather have your name or your siblings name? 19. Would you do anything for someone? 20. Have you ever been called a whore? 21. Biggest success so far in life? 22. Do you use smiley faces o

Most Kissable Lips Contest...time To Vote!
Most kissable lips contest time! Yall can now vote! Here is the link...sorry it goes straight to my pic if u dont wanna vote for me its cool yall just vote:-)! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=264361&albumid=155511&i=1903562551

Reputable. Company.com
genius refers to the individual who knows its skin, and how its skin affects the outside air. effects. Cause is how much the air affects the skin in its limited timeframe. Time can only be as long as the mind senses it. so sleep speeds through the senseless mind. and words. powerful in audience ears, fall silent while read only in One's head. opposites. i guess leer jowls. bunt coffee tinge tang grandson. Talking stacks of cash clash hahahaahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaxaxaxaxaxaxaxaxaxaxaxaxaxaxaaxaaaxaaxxxxxaaaaa/

Ugh
anyone who's been paying attention should know that despite my very obvious perversions, domination is not something with which i am particularly interested in. i prefer to seek out (in vain might i ad) acts of mutual masochism. control is something i'm just not interested in, the only thing i truely try to control is myself, and that's plenty thank you. however, i am just so fucking pent up, that i actually want to hurt someone. actually want to take control, abuse flesh and not care about the favor being returned just pin someone down , holding the back of their neck, and smacking the living shit out of their ass and back... anyway, just thought i would share that, because i've never felt malicious sexually, without desiring the same... and it's not so much that i don't still want the same, i'm just giving up hope maybe or it's the frustration or... idk yeah i still want to be bitten but i don't think someone would get the chance right now

Coal Chamber-apparition
Apparition is the name Of a friend Who goes away in the end You are my cancer and You kept me going and All this time all I could do Was feel you and touch you And feel the blackness of your skin It became the blackness of your heart Inside you would laugh And I would have to laugh Chorus Ha, ha ha ha…. You’re my cancer All this time I thought that you were The same that you were just stubborn That you hadn’t changed and you had changed Back into what you used to be Into what you said you’d never be again And here you go again spinning round and round Chorus ----------------- Coal Chamber - ApparitionMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Maya Angelou (one Of My Favorite People I Admire)
In April, Maya Angelou was interviewed by Oprah on her 70+ birthday. Oprah asked her what she thought of growing older. And, there on television, she said it was "exciting." Regarding body changes, she said there were many, occurring every day...like her breasts. They seem to be in a race to see which will reach her waist, first. The audience laughed so hard they cried. She is such a simple and honest woman, with so much wisdom in her words! Maya Angelou said this: "I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow." "I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights." "I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life." "I've learned that making a 'living' is not the

Women Golfers....lol
A couple of women were playing golf one sunny Saturday morning. The first of the two some teed off and watched in horror as her ball headed directly toward a foursome of men playing the next hole. Indeed, the ball hit one of the men, and he immediately clasped his hands together at his crotch, fell to the ground and proceeded to roll around in evident agony. The woman rushed down to the man and immediately began to apologize. She said, "Please allow me to help. I'm a physical therapist and I know I could relieve your pain if you'd allow." "Ummph, oooh, nnooo, I'll be all right...I'll be fine in a few minutes," he replied breathlessly as he remained in the fetal position still clasping his hands together at his crotch. But she persisted, and he finally allowed her to help him. She gently took his hands away and laid them to the side, she loosened his pants, and she put her hands inside. She began to massage him. She then asked him, "How does that feel?" To which he replied,

Texas Chili Contest
If you can read this whole story without laughing then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end. Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, they told me I could have free beer during the tast

Love
Love Then said Almitra, "Speak to us of Love." And he raised his head and looked upon the people, and there fell a stillness upon them. And with a great voice he said: When love beckons to you follow him, Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you yield to him, Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning. Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun, So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth. Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself. He threshes you to make you naked. He sifts you to free you from your husks. He grinds you to whiteness. He kneads you until you are pl

Please Help Me Out My Friends!
I am almost to the next level and have been trying to get there myself all night! Please stop by and rate and comment any of my pics or rate my profile! I will gladly return the favor as I love to help out the ones that help me :) HUGS Angel

Top 10 Dirty Golf Sayings......that Aint Dirty
10. Nuts! ...my shaft is bent 9. After 18 holes I can barely walk 8. You really whacked the hell out of that sucker 7. Look at the size of his putter 6. Keep your head down and spread your legs a bit more 5. Mind if I join your threesome? 4. Stand with your back turned and drop it 3. My hands are so sweaty I can't get a good grip 2. Nice stroke, but your follow through has a lot to be desired And the number 1 thing that sounds dirty in golf but isn't: 1. Hold up...I need to wash my balls first

Spreading Real Christmas Cheer
Bus riders get gifts from Secret Santa Sat Dec 23, 1:49 PM ET SPOKANE, Wash. - A woman hopped aboard buses, greeted passengers with "Merry Christmas" and handed each an envelope containing a card and a $50 bill before stepping off and repeating the process on another bus. She did it so quickly that descriptions of the woman varied among surprised Spokane Transit Authority passengers on several routes Thursday, The Spokesman-Review newspaper reported Friday. "She kind of kept her head down. I don't remember ever seeing this lady before," said bus driver Max Clemons. "I had a young man in the back of the bus. He looked like he was going to start crying. He said in broken English, 'She don't know how much this will mean to me at Christmas,'" Clemons said. Transit authority spokesman Dan Kolbet said efforts to identify the gift-giver were unsuccessful. Her generosity didn't appear to be part of a marketing gimmick, he said. The woman gave envelopes to about 20 passenge

Evolution 2
Originally Posted: March 26, 2006 "My Life Is An Open Book... You Read???" ~ Nicole Kidman Batman Forever I used to worry about what in my life got out to other people I didn't want knowing about somethings... But why should I worry anymore... Its over... I don't care what people think about me... I never have... Now I don't care what people can do to me... They can't take anything away from me unless they kil me now... I have what makes me happy and there is nothing anyone can do about it... I don't anything wrong to take this happiness away... So I am no longer closing my blogs... profile... pictures... thoughts... or anything else... My theroy is this... If you want information bad enough you will get it no matter what... So fuck it... Let me make it easier for you... But try to use it against me all you want... Because time is running out that before you end up where you can never do a t

Which One Do You Feed?????
Two Wolves One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two 'wolves' inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority and ego. The other is Good. It is Joy, Peace, Love, Hope, Serenity, Humility, Kindness, Benevolence, Empathy, Generosity, Truth, Compassion and Faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute nd then asked his grandfather, "Which wolf wins?" The old Cheroke simply replied, "The One you Feed."

What Kind Of Drunk Are You? Find Out Now
You are a happy drunk When you are drunk, nothing gets you down. You are friendly with everyone, and probably get free drinks all the time because you are so nice to everyone. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Cycle Of Love
As I lay my head In the empty window pane I listen closely to what The raindrops tell me As they form puddles. Gathering together to form as one Completing a never ending cycle Continuing to create Eternity as the Same substance it Started as. That's how our Love and life is going to be together. Forming as one And living life like no other. So as I lye here In my bed tonight I wonder if you feel the same? As I start to fall asleep the beauty of the rain Becomes a faint tap and I go to a place Where you and I always have eachother. *** In dedication to My Crunked Honky!***

New Pics.
well to everyone that comes to my site i have new pics and i would like u all to check them out if u want to. they are really good. they are pics of my girlfriend my man and my girlfriend's man to. hope everyone is having a great day.

Need Females
hey wassup girls if u cam a webcam and ur sexxy as hell,leave me some private messegaes so i can let u view my cam on yahoo. i enjoy chatting cam to cam so if u have a cam,feel free to send me a shout or something. laterz

A Few Quotes
I like long walks especially when they are taken by people who annoy me .. opinions are like assholes ... everyones got one .. I used to be snow white , but I drifted ... sex is a misdemeanor , the more I miss de' meaner I get ... There is more stupidity than hydrogen in the universe, and it has a longer shelf life. Death is life's way of telling you you're fired. It's better to have loved and lost than to do forty pounds of laundry a week...

Chili
Ok - I like to cook as well, one of my favorite things to make, not too exotic or hard, but I love chili. Here's my current favorite recipe after tweaking it over the years. Would like to hear yours if you have one, always up to trying new things: 2 lbs of hamburger browned 2 cans of chili beans (you choose mild, medium, hot) 1 medium/large whole white onion chopped fine 2 green peppers chopped fine 3 tablespoons of garlic (I like lot's of garlic) 1/4 - 1/2 cup jalapeno's chopped fine (depend on how spicy you like it) 3/4 or 1 cup chili powder to your taste 1 1/2 tsp of salt 1 1/2 tsp cayun pepper 8-24 oz of tomato juice (depending on how thick you like your chili - I like it thick) Jim Beam hot sauce to taste (I like it spicy so I put in enough to make my lips tingle - but not enough that it can't be ate). The best chili in my mind is one that sticks in the mouth after you have ate, but isn't uncomfortable, kind of sits there in a satisfying kind of way. Sautee on

Just Before You Go To Sleep...
What goes through your mind between the time you lay in bed and when you fall asleep? Here is a synopsis: US CITIZEN How am I going to pay this high electric bill for the winter months? Will I get a bonus on New Year's from work? Is my broccoli fresh enough for dinner or need I replace it? Will postage rates go up? New stamps are so inconvenient. Will I get faster Internet service one day? Should I wash my car tomorrow? DoI have enough dog food for tomorrow or need I go to Petco? Did I leave clothes in the washer? Is my recycling bin full? IRAQI CITIZEN Will my AK-47 fire if I need it to tonight? Are all the bullets good in the magazines? How will I get food enough for my family tomorrow? What new route to work need I take to stay out of sight? US SOLDIER Weapon cleaned. Check. Ammunition loaded. Check. Pistol under pillow. Check. Mid-month paycheck sent home to family. Check. Battle-Buddy is well. Check. Made peace with God. Check. Will up to date.

What Mythological Creature Am I
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel84%Mermaid75%Dragon59%WereWolf59%Faerie58%Demon33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Revenge!
Revenge ! There was a 10 year old boy walking down the sidewalk dragging a flattened frog on a string behind him. He walked up to a house of ill repute and knocked on the door. When the Madam answered it, she saw the little boy and asked what he wanted. He said, "I want to have sex with one of the women inside. I have the money and I'm not leaving until I do." The Madam figured, why not, so she told him to come in. Once in, she told him to pick any of the girls he liked. He asked, "Do any of the girls have any diseases?" Of course, the Madam said no, but the boy replied, "I heard all the men talking about having to get shots after making it with Amber. So THAT'S the girl I want!" Since the little boy was so adamant and had the money to pay for it, the Madam told him to go to the first room on the right. He headed down the hall dragging the squashed frog behind him. Ten minutes later he came back, still dragging the frog, paid the Madam, and headed out the door

Kuolema Tekee Taiteilijan
Kerran vain haaveeni nahda sain En pienuutta alla tahtien tuntenut Kerran sain kehtooni kalterit Vankina sielta kirjetta kirjoitan Luojani, luoksesi anna minun tulla siksi miksi lapseni minua luulee Sinussa maailman kauneus Josta kuolema teki minusta taiteilijan Luojani, luoksesi anna minun tulla siksi miksi lapseni minua luulee Oman taivaan tanne loin Anna minun paasta pois [ENGLISH TRANSLATION: Death Makes Artists] Only once I could see my dream Didn't feel the smallness under the stars Once I got bars in my cradle As a prisoner I write a letter from there My Lord, to you, let me become what my child thinks I am In you is the beauty of the world, of which death made me an artist My Lord, to you, let me become what my child thinks I am My own heaven I created here Let me get away My own heaven I created here Let me get away

Friends?!?
Anyone? Dontcha think its gotten justa tad ridiculous with the giveaways? I mean come on. I have done 2 comment contests. Evil Overlord and CT Joe Average. I did them for fun not to be a points whore. I even bought the winner of the last a blast. You can't comment bomb now w/o a spam error. Why is that? Perhaps its also due to the folks who are giving away gifts for comments and not a contest but a free for all where you get a "gift " for so many comments. I have seen a lot of these gift giveaways lately. If i post a bulletin ...noone reposts it. I am not here for skin or to get laid or to be popular. I think I have proven you can be a level 21 without showing skin. Im just disgusted with CT and haven't been around because I just don't like it anymore. I have 20 odd friend requests sitting becuase I know as I approve them, Fan them and rate them they wont do the same for me. I used to comment everyone. Last time I did? I got 12 comments back...OUT of over 1000. How sad is that?

The Trip To The Grocery Store
A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up and down the aisles. The salesgirl sees him and asks him if she can help him. He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter. She says, confused, "Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife?" He answers, "Well, yesterday, I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes and she came home with a tin of tobacco and some rolling papers. So, I figure that if I have to roll my own, SO DOES SHE!"

What Sort Of A Muppet Character Are You??? Lol...
You Are Fozzie Bear "Wocka! Wocka!" You're the life of the party, and you love making people crack up. If only your routine didn't always bomb! You may find more groans than laughs, but always keep the jokes coming. The Muppet Personality Test

Why Me...
Why me... Oh why me for eternity it's to be me Always a Doubt but Never a Shout Or a Scream It's A Dream I hope and i Pray It'll go away But only to Resurface on another Day Ive nothing left to Lose For i Refuse to Accept Myself..

The Dark
I sit here in the dark, Wondering what is happening. The sounds of the night surround me, I listen with a lonely soul. The beat of my heart is loud, My eyes close with the sound. It seems the night is in rythm, A tear escapes down my cheek. I remember what it feels like to not be alone, The memory brings a sad smile to my lips. Not every is meant to be alone, But yet, I am. I feel the darkness cover my body, I open my eyes to look at the sky. So many stars are above me, Their beauty shines brightly. My soul cries to their beauty, Emptiness creeps all around. A feeling that is all too familiar, The beating of my heart slows. I sit here in the dark, Knowing what is happening. The sounds of the night surround me, I listen with a lonely soul. ~~~~Darla~~~

"shadow"
Again I'm so alone, the wine is pouring down No one to share with, no one to care with The only light in my life Comes from the candlelight, black candles left behind As I'm sitting through the night I'm so cold and dark inside your memory will haunt me till the day I die Just a shadow, a shadow of a woman I'm just a shadow, a shadow of a woman The eyes of statues standing along the nave They seem to follow my every move, every tear I shed I am no longer living, but I am still not dead I'm somewhere in between, I am of the unseen Must we have the other side, just to feel alive? Oh I wonder what would be had if we not created me Just a shadow, a shadow of a woman I'm just a shadow, a shadow of a woman The eyes of statues standing along the nave They seem to follow my every move They drive me insane Surrounded by darkness in this cold church of mine I try to remember, all that once was mine I don't know what tomorrow will bring But if life is so divine, how come I

Video Of Saddam Hanging...
Somehow this was leaked via someone with a cell phone camera.... It is somewhat graphic and thats why Im doing a blog on it instead of putting it in my stash.... Please watch this at your own risk and do NOT let the kids see this... http://www.filecabi.net/video/saddam-hung.html Thanks....

Cries(cassie Depressed)
“Maybe it would have been better if they’d put me out in the sun those years ago.” Jason glanced up at Cassie as she uttered those words, he couldn’t believe she was saying that. The woman that stood before him was not the one he’d known for years, she was someone different…someone weaker. Slowly he stood up and walked towards her, his heart breaking as he did so. “Cassie please do not speak of such things….damn it you don’t know how much it hurts to hear that when you know I love you,” Jason stated. With care he pulled Cassie into his arms and sat down on the bed. He couldn’t stand her being this way just like he couldn’t stand anyone harming her. She held his heart when no one else had ever succeeded in doing so. “Jason I’m not worth loving.” “the hell you aren’t. I’d give up my life for you and that’s never going to change.” He glanced down at her to see her looking up at him, her eyes filled with love and compassion. She cared as much about him as he did about her. Jason fe

Which Goddess Of The Moon Are You
You scored as Nyx. Your Nyx! Night time is your favorite. Your the controler of dreams and nightmares. You are also a sign of mystery and darkness. Thanks for taking my quiz. Please rate. :)Nyx100%Inanna63%Diana56%Freyja38%~Which goddess of the moon would you be? (sweet pics)~created with QuizFarm.com

Heres A Little Hes Has Gone Thru In The Last Few Days
GOD PLEASE HEAL THIS BABY BOY IM SORRY BUT I NEED ALL THE PRAYERS I CAN GET PLEASE HELP HIM HIS NAME IS BRAYLON 147 January 01, 2007 at 11:14 AM EST Well it appears that Braylon's Pancreas (sp?) has received the same insult the Gall Bladder and Liver received. They are still hopeful that these organs could regenerate and regain function. Braylon currently has 2 kilos of extra fluid on board making it impossible to trial him (test the heart etc. by turning back the flow-ECMO). He needs another 48 hours to truly know if there is still the possibility of his body recovering. The doctors are hopeful. They are going to send him a little deeper into sedation and attempt to increase the fluid removal if he can tolerate it. So, we wait. We are doing our best to stay focused on all of the GREAT moments we have had as a family and not think too far ahead. No easy task. No matter what this week holds for us, Braylon remains the greatest gift ever given. We love that kid!!!!! God Ble

2 Jan 07 - Tuesday
2 Jan 07 - Tuesday 1928 Vaughn Beals CEO (Harley Davidson motorcycle) 1936 Roger Miller (King of the Road, Dang Me) 1939 Jim Bakker 1949 Chick Churchill - Ten Years After 1950 Lou Gramm - Foreigner 1952 Ricky Van Shelton 1968 Cuba Gooding Jr 1570 Tsar Ivan the Terrible march to Novgorod begins 1776 1st revolutionary flag displayed 1890 Alice Sanger becomes 1st female White House staffer 1893 1st US commemoratives & 1st US stamp to picture a woman issued 1903 President T Roosevelt shuts down post office in Indianola MI, for refusing to accept its appointed postmistress because she was black 1933 US troops leave Nicaragua 1947 Mahatma Gandhi begins march for peace in East-Bengali 1974 Tex Ritter country singer (5 Star Jubilee), dies at 67 1974 55 MPH speed limit imposed by Richard Nixon 1979 Sid Vicious' trial for murder of girlfriend Nancy Spingen begins 1990 * Arn Anderson Defeated the Great Muta for the NWA Television title 1990 Sting joins wrestlings 4 Horsemen

Part 11
While the blinds were parted I look out to see how many came. There are about forty people mostly men and mostly Shannon’s co-workers. I thought disappointedly that they have blown it. She’ll never do anything in front of that many people alone people she knows. Although I did see Jared a co-worker Shannon has had a crush on for some time. “Are you ok?” She caringly asks. “Oh yeah, I really enjoyed it.” I vehemently answer. “I did too if you couldn’t tell,” she shyly grins. “While Lisa was rubbing the jell on you I tried to imagine what else they have plan. I am sure Mike wants to bonk you.” (Bonk is our pet name. She hates the word fuck.) “I am sure he does,” she interrupts. “Is that something you want?” “I don’t think so” she hesitates. “I didn’t think so. Not with him being your boss. I think they’re planning on you attending the dinner in your robe. That way everyone can see what the dinner is seasoned with.” I’m thinking aloud. “That will tu

~~sexy Lady On Ct Contest ~~ Opens 1/5 Thur 1/12
~~ Sexy Lady On CT Contest ~~ These are the ladys i got for the contest so far..... Still got openings in the contest just send me a link in my messages to add you to my contest. Thanks ~ Maria ~

Mmmmmm
my heart my body my soul you had to be so cold you broke me now my mind somewhere i have no clue you were mine but now you are gone im always the fuck up you dont even care you are my better half but now you will never come home my mind thinking my heart breaking wanting waiting for you always

Art
A couple attending an art exhibition at the National Gallery was staring at a portrait that had them completely confused. The painting depicted three very black and totally naked men sitting on a park bench. Two of the figures had black weenies, but the one in the middle had a pink weenie. The curator of the gallery realized that they were having trouble interpreting the painting and offered his assessment. He went on for nearly half an hour explaining how it depicted the sexual emasculation of African-Americans in a predominately white, patriarchal society. "In fact," he pointed out, "some serious critics believe that the pink weenie also reflects the cultural and sociological oppression experienced by gay men in contemporary society." After the curator left, a young man in a Kentucky T-shirt approached the couple and said, "Would you like to know what the painting is really about?" "Now why would you claim to be more of an expert than the curator of the gallery?" asked t

Why I Hate Snow And Other Insane Ramblings
The Diary of a mad snowman: There are good reasons for hating snow! Im not a bad person I don’t think ? I just happen to find those little white flakes of death abhorrent. Albino brain chiggers as I often describe them. Im NOT crazy !! Im no Oliver Stone, I know that snow is trying to kill me! It has hunted me like a hungry wolf all my life. I can remember as a young boy stepping on a real-estate sign hidden by snow,the horror is still with me today!! I can still see my feet in the air where my head is supposed to be and then the horrible thud as my watch capped noggin hit ice covered cement. I remember foolishly trusting snow and learning to ski wrapping myself around a tree like some macabre tinsel. I remember walking along with my brother and suddenly being airborne landing on my head in a parking lot my legs landing somewhere behind my head I remember the sound of my brothers unnerved chuckle as he inquired as to my condition. He was afraid and

Power Of A Man
A man has the power to love a woman in a way that she has never been loved, and yet hurt her with the same intensity. A man has the power to treat a woman like a queen then turn around and make her wish she was never born A man has the power to make a woman cry with happiness and joy, then turn around and make her cry with hurt and anger. A man has the power to let a woman feel free and wanted, but also feel disgusted and unworthy. A man has the power to look a woman in her face and tell her he loves her, but turn around and sleep with her best friend. A man has the power to make you fall in love with him within days, and hate him within minutes. During sex a man has the power to make a woman feel like she's in heaven, and afterwards makes her feel like a whore. A man has the power to change a woman from having goals, To living out his goals instead of her own. Why is it that men have such power? They have so much power, because we give it to them.

~~ Sexy Couple On Ct Contest ~~ Starts 1/3 Thur 1/10
~~ So far for Sexy Couple On CT Contest ~~ Still early you can still enter contest starts 1/3 thur 1/10 ending at 5 p.m. I got these couples..... So if you want to enter send the pic link to my inbox and i will add you.... thanks ~ Maria ~

~~ Sexy Lady Update~~
~~ Sexy Lady On CT Contest will start tonite at 10:00 p.m. til 1/8 at 10:00 p.m. These are the ladys i got for the contest so far..... Still got openings in the contest just send me a link in my messages to add you to my contest. Thanks ~ Maria ~

Terminate
You walk around with fear in your eyes Turning your head to look at the skies Not knowing what might happen Around every corner that you turn You can feel the hatred That surrounds your every move You can feel the time Creeping up on you, going against you You can’t see what I see You can’t hear what I hear You can’t say what I say But not just you, noone can Everything you do feels like a dream Everything you see turns out to be an illusion You can’t see right in front of you Can’t see that your termination is happening You don’t need what I need You don’t take what I take I don’t care what you think As you have been terminated TERMINATION Is what will happen to you EXTERMINATION Now you’re gone DESTROY Now my job is done

~~ Just Not Fair People We Should Speak Up Bj Seems Like A Nice Man To Understand Us ~~
~ See in the start of this it was ur choice to have a salute pic or not( freedom of choice! ) now it's no longer and i'm not the only one who thinks it's not fair...... So I Guess The RESPECT Of Being Anonymous Has Been Taken Away If You Desire To Level....This Is Ridiculous In My Opinion And VERY Manipulative And Very DISRESPECTFUL To All To The Memebers That Choose Or Prefer To Be Anonymous.......What Is the Big Deal That Some Of Us Choose To Stay Anonymous?? Its Becomeing VERY Difficult As Of Lately With All The RULE Changes And Lack Of Respect For The Chatters That Have Enjoyed There Time Chatting Here With The RESPECT To Be Anonymous.But Now If We STAY Anonymous We DO NOT Get Treated with ANY Respect For Our Choices Meaning We Arent ALLOWED To Level!Very Diddapointed In This Decision Of The Salute's As MANDATORY To Level....VERY POOR DECISION Aswell As DISRESPECTUL To A Persons CHOICE To Be Anonymous. †Pureknight†®™ Void~KOT~ Ya know when I bitched about the rule change

Best Tattoo Contest Now Open
the best tattoo contest is now open click on the link of your favorite tattoo and rate the pic and comment it comment bobming is allowed the top winers will be determind by a combonation of rates and comments added together

C0l0r Survey
C0L0R SURVEY RED 1. Are you currently mad at someone? 2. Which of your friends has the worst temper? 3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? 4. Does your face turn red when you're angry? 5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell/scream? 6. How do you deal with stress? ORANGE 1. Has anyone ever thrown you a suprise party? 2. Are you easily excited? 3. What event is coming up that your most excited about? 4. Which of your friends is most excitable? 5. If you won a million dollars what would be your first thought? 6. If you could have anything right now what would it be? YELLOW 1.NAME? 2. Where were you born? 3. What are your main goals in life? 4. Do you want to have kids? 5. How do you want to die? GREEN 1. Do you like this color? 2. Gay Marriage? 3. Lowering the drinking age? 4. Abortion? 5. Recycling? BLUE 1. What was your latest dream?

Wax
May 28, 2004 Wax Against my lips It smells like mint It's pink and delicate Melting In the flame Of a leap of faith Turned to firecracker Damaged Are the bonds Of hopeful children Seeking one true love Dressed In grown-up shoes They trip again Over their flimsy disguise Lost Are the girl's words She says she needs you And you can't believe her Gone Are the days Of trust and confidence Dancing in the light Wax Against my lips It smells like death It's just an end

Descusted!
It is sad that this country is so based on how someone looks or how much some1 weighs. I swear you turn on the tv and there are a million shows about people loosing weight, people having plastic surgery, fashion whats in and whats not in, and so many other shows just like that. On the cover of every magazine there is some skinny hot chick, which is giving the ideals of what people should look like...but did you know that before those magazines go out there are about 20 + people working on those pictures to make them look "perfect". Every single person was created with a flaw. Honestly what is the definition of perfect? Well the dictionary defintition states... "1. without faults: without errors, flaws, or faults in perfect condition 2. complete and whole: complete and lacking nothing essential 3. excellent or ideal: excellent or ideal in every way That's the perfect word to describe him. 4. especially suitable: having all the necessary or typical characteristics required for a gi

Libra
Symbol: the Scales Ruling Planet: Venus Ruling House: Seventh House Element: Air Quality: Cardinal Body Parts: kidneys Keyword: PARTNERSHIP Date with destiny: Gemini, Aquarius Run for the hills: Cancer, Capricorn Where you glow: mediating What makes you tick: charm Fitness forecast: rowing Play date: flying first class to Paris Perfect jobs: beautician, personal shopper Best accessory: a bottle of water A sure thing: flirting Destination: Fiji Pleasure: cooperation, fair play, conversation Pain: disharmony, solitude, decision-making Kindness: Your peaceful nature soothes those who suffer, while your willingness to work with others ensures the job will be done. What's my line? Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

Tennis Balls & Toilets
Did you know a toilet can create enough force to flush a tennis ball? My sons hockey team found this out last season. While in the locker room, after practice, they (and not all the boys were involved and to this day, I am not 100% certain that my son did nothing) totally destroyed the locker room. And by destroying, I mean major damage. The 'trouble maker' of the team decided to put his hockey stick in the wall - several times, flush a tennis ball and an entire roll of toilet paper. I don't mean the rolls you get at your grocery store, I am talkin about the industrial rolls..you know the kind... that you see in public restrooms.. Yeah, the BIG rolls. Well, at 10:30 at night, when the practice was over, a plumber had to make an emergency run to the rink to fix everything wrong with the plumbing. The next day, the repair work was done to the walls and ceilings and the remaining rolls of toilet paper that were not flushed, were removed from the walls and ceiling. The team was no

Lies
I met you at a friends. Thats the night my emotions end. I thought you were the best. But i guess i can not Contest You made me feel so grand So i let you lead me by the hand. Leading me to that fucking spot, Where our night got more than hot. The whole time feeding me with "You want more." But it turns out that all you want is a whore. God your such a Prick. Thinking only of your dick. I know you shouldnt be mad. But please, how can i be glad. When all i can see behind your cold dark eyes Is nothing but a pack of bullshit lies. Thats all, I cant have any more of it. Ya, you were the worst the whole time in my head i curesed. But i thought we had potential So i kept my mouth closed. Hoping you werent just trying to pose. Now we have no ties Because of all your bull shit lies.

Tantilization By Deadly Flirtation
Bittersweet lips Poisoned by love But I give you a kiss Bright deadly green eyes Mysterious ventures Hidded inside Amber hair flowing like a stream I know you're watching, You're intrigued Ballsom bossom gets your gaze I see your southern member Is aroused and awake Staring at you while slinking back You reach for me You want me so bad From the shadows I look into your soul My intoxication captivating For it's emensly powerful A child of the night I am it's true Enchanting and Seducting Invigorating you You're powerless against my spell Why try to hide it? When I already see your lust so well Poor pathetic excuse for a man I whisper to you Promises you don't understand Eternal pain carried by bliss It's so morbid But you accept the cursed kiss You notice my corsette is much too tight Why I couldn't possibly breath And you tremble in fright I smell the fear that you emitt Your cologne couldn't hide The stentch growing so thick Ah yes that amazing arom

10 Signs Your Flirting Is Out Of Control
10 Signs Your Flirting Is Out of Control 1. Your dentist says that your heavy breathing is distracting him from your root canal. 2. You've been batting your eyes so intensely, the bartender asks if you're having a seizure. 3. When the neighbor's dog humped your leg the other day, you were flattered. 4. On your last date, you ordered chocolate mousse for dessert and proceeded to eat the entire thing with your tongue . . . just in case he didn't get that you're one helluva "sexy" and "experimental" person. 5. You demanded a reshoot of your driver's license photo to better capture your patented bedroom eyes. 6. A sign in the women's locker room of your gym reads, Don't Let Your Husband Work Out Next To (your picture). 7. While chaperoning your niece's fourth grade dance, you receive 12 plastic promise rings and an I Wuv You balloon. 8. When the weather forecaster says rain, you scrap the bra, grab your thinnest white blouse and leave the umbrella behind.

How To Drive A Woman Nuts......
HOW TO DRIVE A WOMAN NUTS...... Never give her a straight answer. Take up yodeling and practice a lot. Pretend you forgot how to speak English. Call her by the dog's name and then deny it. Super-glue the commode seat in the up position. Leave the newspaper open to an ad for plastic surgery. Start a conversation with the dog in the middle of one with her. Answer every question with "Yes, dear." Use with caution...as PMS is a valid murder defense in many states.

Hot Hot Hot
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Goodnight
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Thank you to those of you that have been helping me vote for Jason in his first contest! Much love to you all! Keep posted OSU Blogs starting tomorrow, lol! Sweet dreams~Heather

You're Already Complete!
Just because no one has been fortunate enough to realize what a gold mine you are, doesn't mean you shine any less. Just because no one has been smart enough to figure out that you can't be topped, doesn't stop you from being the best. Just because no one has come along to share your life, doesn't mean that day isn't coming. Just because no one has made this race worthwhile, doesn't give you permission to stop running. Just because no one has realized how much of a man or woman you are, doesn't mean they can effect your masculinity or femininity. Just because no one has come to take the loneliness away, doesn't mean you have to settle for a lower quality. Just because no one has shown up who can love you on your level, doesn't mean you have to sink to theirs. Just because you deserve the very best there is, doesn't mean that life is always fair. Just because God is still preparing your king or queen, doesn't mean that you're not already a quee

My Day So Far...
Well first off... My oatmeal exploded in the microwave... We all knoe what fun that is... Little pookie (the nice cat) Scratched me...ouch Big pookie (the mean cat) Puked...eww I got bored and decided to gloss my hair... (Like I said...bored) When I went to wash my hands... Little pookies cut burned... Still burns...oww Now I'm making a blog about my oh so boringful morning... Ehh... Atleast I get to see my baby today

Cute.
It’s funny, I was in my room yesterday playing Twilight Princess when Sibi comes into the room and asks if she can help me. I explained it was a one player game so she next to me like a good little girl watching me play. Anyway I past this part that had been getting on my nerves for the past week and they showed a close up of Link. Next thing I know this little 3 year old looks at me and says, Sibi: “Who’s the guy?” Me: “That’s Link, Sibs.” Sibi: “I like that guy, HI GUY!” At that point I started to laugh and told her the guy wasn’t real, which she didn’t believe. Then she heard her big sister in the hallway so she went to go play with her. As she was leaving she said bye to me and looked at Link: Sibi: “Bye guy! I like you, I’ll see you tomorrow!”

I Wanna Fuck You
[Akon:] Konvict...Music...and you know we Up front. [Chorus: Akon] I see you windin n grindin up on that pole, I know u see me lookin' at you and you already kno I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know [Snoop Dogg] Money in the air as mo feel grab you by your coat tail take you to the motel, hoe sale, dont tell, wont tell, baby say I dont talk dogg but she told on me, oh well, take a picture wit me, what the flick gon do, baby stick to me & ima stick on u, if u pick me then ima pick on you, d-o-double g and im here to put this dick on you, I'm stuck on pussy and yours is right, rip ridin and them poles and them doors is tight and ima get me a shot for the end of the night cuz pussy is pussy and baby ur pussy for life. [Chorus: Akon] I see you windin n grindin up on that pole, I know u see me lookin' at you and you already kno I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know I wanna

~ Sexy Lady Score Update....~
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Old Man At The Beach
Once upon a time there was a little old man that really took care of his body. He lifted weights and jogged six miles every day. One morning, he looked in the mirror and was admiring his body when he noticed that he was sun-tanned all over except for his penis. He decided to do something about it. He promptly went to the beach, completely undressed and buried himself in the sand, except for his penis. A little while later, two old ladies, one walking with a cane happened by. When she saw this thing sticking out of the sand, she began to move it around with her cane. She said to her friend, "There ain't no justice in this world.". Her friend asked her what she meant. "Well," she replied When I was twenty, I was curious about it. When I was thirty, I enjoyed it. When I was forty, I asked for it. When I was fifty, I paid for it. When I was sixty, I prayed for it. When I was seventy, I forgot about it. And now that I'm eighty, the damn things are growing wild and I'm too old

Redneck Firefighters
Redneck Firefighters You might be on a redneck fire department if... Your department has ever had two emergency vehicles pulled over for drag racing on the way to the scene. You have naked lady mud flaps on your pumper. Your firehouse has wheels. You've ever gotten back and found out you locked yourselves out of the firehouse. Fire training consists of everyone standing around a fire gettin' drunk. You've ever been toned out on an outhouse fire. That outhouse fire was with entrapment. You've ever let a person's house burn down because they wouldn't let you hunt on their ground. At least one vehicle in the firehouse still has decorations on it from the Halloween Parade and it's January. Your personnel vehicle has more lights on it than your house has lights in it. You don't own a Dalmation, but you do have a coon dog named Sparky. You've ever walked through a christmas display and c

Blah.
I dunno. Just blah. Not bad blah. Tired and can't really sleep blah. Jason and I were talking about bunches of stuff tonight...getting an apartment by Christmas, pimping out my drawing tutoring, him asking for a pay raise next semester. Nothing horribly interesting. Health is weird. Amy (the professor) is cool. I wrote about me and Jay wrestling in my first paper. :) Maybe I'll try to go to sleep soon.

They Say
They say it's in the past...drop it...let it go... I see it in my mind...it breaks my heart...it's burned into my soul... They say it's in the past....drop it...let it go.... I remember you crying....her screaming...me screaming.. complete silence...filled the room...shock and anger took control... To heaven God took your soul...darkness then took all...... They say it's in the past....drop it....let it go... The sound of his heartbeat...the sound of him breathing..his arms wrapped around me... I felt at peace...I felt safe...I felt whole.... I sat upon his knee....tears ran down his face..his words to her... She's gone....it's in the past...drop it.... let it go... He screamed...Mommy don't make Daddy cry...with fear in his voice and pain....head to toe. She struck his face...yelled...drop it...let it go... He ran from the room...she left the room...slamming doors echo... I looked at him....crying...unable to stop his tears..to end his pain.... He wiped

Stain On The Floor
Cold against my skin Sharp Shiny I know what you think of me I know I'm nothing Just a mistake you said A single sweet tear hits the ground Echoing through my head My eyes hurt The time has come Time to leave Gentle push Rough rip Red all over my hands Rushing to the floor Drip Drop The clock is ticking Wait Bang I'm on the floor Think this is it It's all over now Close my eyes Black Fading and fading away I'm gone now Nothing more then a stain on the floor

This Amused Me!!!
God, this is ALL FUCKING TRUE. I took the liberties of starring the ones I find most annoying. It's supposed to be "mistakes men make during sex", but i disagree. Boys make these mistakes. Real men know better. *1)Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay.* 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for rip

Weeweechu
This is a little late, but still funny. One beautiful December evening Pedro and his girlfriend, Rosita, were sitting by the side of the ocean. There was a romantic full moon and Pedro said, "Hey, mamacita, let's do Weeweechu." "Oh no, not now, let's look at the moon!" said Rosita. "Oh, c'mon baby, let's you and I do Weeweechu. I love you, and it's the perfect time," Pedro begged. "But I wanna just hold your hand and watch the moon." replied Rosita. "Please, mi corazon, just once, do Weeweechu with me." Rosita looked at Pedro and said, "OK, one time, we'll do Weeweechu." Pedro grabbed his guitar, and they both sang ..."Weeweechu a Merry Christmas, Weeweechu a Merry Christmas, Weeweechu a Merry Christmas, and a Happy New Year." MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

Friends
I'm glad I met some wonderful friends here. You have already helped me smile when I needed it most. :) I know there are some fake people out there, just like in real life. I've met some here, gotten close to some of them. But I think I found a couple true friends that I ancount on. :)

My Open Sky: A Rip In Time
(I wrote this a while back when i found it was fun to write from sayings you find in magazines, it's kind of a fun game to try. To see what you can make of it.) My Open Sky: A Rip In Time Flying over and open sky I'm Soaring It's not hard to admit it's a pleasure Like a daring Houdini escape. It's the fire of an affair under the stars For those obsessed Here's to one more good reason As to why the last time paradise was relocated to the sky It's my day to look back and my day to look forward How has life evaded you? Did you sprout wings and soar? Or did they break and make you fall? Every feather is my worry in the world Did you have a day with a pro? Where the romans and country men lent you their ears for an enlightening speech to prove the idocy that you are? Or did their changed world become a dungeon dank like your memories? When your motion of unemotion weighed down on you like a lid. Yet the prison bars wore down to a thin still unescapeable.

Does Any One Read These..
Even with messenergs it turns out I mostly talk to myself anyways... [00:56] Paroxysmus9: i havent' seen the sun for 2 almost 3 weeks [00:56] Paroxysmus9: it's nice, no buddy bothers me or talks to me [00:56] psycho.synthetik: aww [00:56] Paroxysmus9: that's what I want [00:57] Paroxysmus9: like yesterday I woke up at 6, was on myspace and shit till 630, took care of my dog, then my dad started following me everywhere telling me what a loser I am. [00:58] psycho.synthetik: lol [00:58] Paroxysmus9: it's funny I was outside having a cigerette, and he'd start talking about how much of his life I wasted, getting more mad, and the insults started getting more cruel till he nearly had an anerysm... I just stood there and let him carry on [00:59] psycho.synthetik: wow [00:59] Paroxysmus9: then from 9 to 10 when he was finished I sat here stared at the ceiling till my friends GF harassed the shit out of me to go play pool with her.... [00:59] Paroxysmus9: got there... [01:00] Paro

W H O . W A S . Y O U R . L A S T. P E R S O N.
W H O . W A S . Y O U R . L A S T. P E R S O N. 1. You hung out with?: 2. Rode in a car with?: 3. Went to the movies with?: 4. Went to the mall with?: 5. You talked on the phone to? 6. Made you laugh? 7. Last person you told and/or they told you they Loved you? W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R. 1. Pierce your nose or tongue? 2. Be serious or be funny?: 3. Drink whole or skim milk?: 4. Die in a fire or get shot?: 5. Spend time with your parents or enemies?: A N S W E R . T R U T H F U L L Y. 1. Do you like anyone?: 2. Sun or moon?: 3. Winter or Fall?: 4. Left or Right? 5. 10 acquaintances or two best friends?: 6. Sunny or rainy?: A B O U T . Y O U. 1. What time is it?: 2. First Name?: 3. Where do you wanna live?: 4. How many kids do you want?: 5. Do you want to get married?: 6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: 7. Have you ever eaten spam?: 8. Favor

Writing And Poerty
Christmas The soldiers that fight to keep us free Let us all say a prayer for Christmas eve They do a job unusual and unlike any other They do a job that makes them all brothers They do what they can to not shed any tears They do what they can to not show any fear Though deep inside they are scared and crying For all around them their brothers are dieing They see the price of war each day To take the pain away there is nothing we could say They have seen the true bad in mankind Yet still work and fight on the front line Just to keep us safe and free They are doing this for you and me Lets show our love support and care To all the brave soldiers stuck over there by COUNTRY

My First Blog On Ct
Well, this is my first blog here on CT. There isn't a whole lot on my mind today except the thought that I need to express myself more and more each day . . . whether that is through writing, drawing, blogging or whatever, its gonna happen. The blogs that I post will be for the sole purpose to get shit off of my chest and for no other reason . . . I don't want pity or anyone to feel sorry for me. None of that is needed. So, feel free to comment but be gentle to a broken heart that is on the road to healing from a major meltdown. Have a good weekend!!!

How Can U
I lay awake at night thinking of you and what Ive did wrong.I think about what you say and wish that I wouldn't have hurt you like that.But the truth is I cant and I regret every moment of it.I don't see how you can stand to be around me,stand by me,kiss me,hug me,and touch me.I was scared of giving you all my heart and scared you would brake it.Now that I know your not going to brake it we are starting to grow farther and farther apart and it kills me every single day that goes by that its my fault that were growing apart.I don't want to lose you and I lay awake and think of every possible way there is to change things and make everything right to you again and what I can do to make us stop growing farther apart.I love you so much and dot want to lose you. To: that some one aka JW by: ♥Shattered Heart♥ aka Fallen Angel

Lol... Better Too Early Than Too Late!
Well, I had in my mind that I needed to be in work at 6:45 tonight... and, instead... I'm not supposed to be here until 10:45. Oh, well. I am pinching pennies right now, so there is no use to go home for the time being. Besides, I can just work on personal stuff here just as easily as I can at home (although I don't have all my personal stuff here) since a lot of what I have to do is on a computer anyways. And, it is raining outside. No reason to fight the folks outdoors that are driving crazy in the scattered rain showers throughout Austin. In fact, in driving down the big hill on 2222, I had a truck that kept slamming on his brakes while coming down that hill. There wasn't any reason for him to do that and fortunately I was far enough behind him that I could gratiously brake on my blazer's brakes to warn the people behind me. Well, when my coworker and I were driving in the lot, I had realized the possible error and later confirmed up when I got into the off

No One Like You
For My Dear love, On This Usual Day; I Write You This Poem, In My Own Special Way. I Wanted To Tell You, In Words Of My Own; You're The Most Precious Person, That I've Ever Known. You're The Prettiest Girl, Than Any I've Seen; Your Body Is Flawless, So Slender And Lean. Your Eyes Have That Sparkle, That I Can't Live Without; One Day Without Them, And I'd Die There's No Doubt. And I Just Lose Control, When I Glance At Your Hair; Those Curls Are Just Stunning, So Perfect And Rare. You're The Most Caring Person, That I've Ever Met; There's No One Like You, And That I Can Bet. What Attracts Me The Most, Is Your Sweet And Kind Touch; You're A Gift Sent From Heaven, And I Love You So Much. So Hold Me As Close, As You Possibly Can; 'Cause Now And Forever, I Am Your Man.

Shatter
As sorrowiful word final start to sink in. And the the tears begin. Words that sting upon my very soul. That rip away at me whole. Blindness final being disspelled in an instance. Dropping to my knees with no resistance. As words strike home to my heart. Eatting away at the little bit of insanity from the start. MY hands shaking even as I write. My own personal deams dancing around me through the night. Playful laughter in my head. The room around me turning red. My mind telling me it told me so. Telling me I was to naive not to know. Even though I wanted to believe in something other then reality. To find a place to escape that would accept me. Clining to false hopes desperately. Letting my life be goverened by my own stupidtiy. As I am forced to shed my serenity. As my tears build upon the animosity. Sorrowiful music playing the background saddly resenates with my heart. Wondering if I am going tart. As i listen never meant to belong. A song that is similar to my lifes song. As if th

Betrayed By Lust...
Megadeth - Trust Lost in a dream Nothing is what it seems. Searching my head For the words that you said. Tears filled my eyes As we said our last goodbyes. This sad scene replays Of you walking away. My body aches from mistakes Betrayed by lust, We lied to each other so much, That in nothing we trust. Time and again, She repeats let's be friends. I smile and say yes Another truth bends, I must confess... I try to let go, but I know We'll never end 'til we're dust. We lied to each other again But I wish I could trust... My body aches from mistakes Betrayed by lust. We lied to each other so much, That in nothing we trust. How could this be happening to me... I'm lying when I say "Trust me"... I can't believe this is true... Trust hurts... Trust equal suffering... My body aches from mistakes Betrayed by lust. We lied to each other so much, That in nothing we trust. God help me please, on my knees Betrayed by lust. We lied to each oth

I Was Born On The Aquarius/pisces Cusp
The Cusp of Aquarius - Pisces February 19 - Aquarius/Pisces - February 23 Aquarius is the 11th sign of the Zodiac. Aquarians are humanitarians and philanthropists, the visionaries of the zodiac. Aquarians value friendship and often have many acquaintances in addition to their close friends. Pisces is the 12th and final sign of the Zodiac. All that is learned by the first 11 signs comes together to help Pisces reach the pinnacle of their potential. Aquarius/Pisces are selfless and spiritual, often strongly intuitive and receptive to the collective unconscious. The astrological symbol of Aquarius is the Water Bearer. The astrological symbol of Pisces is the Pair of Fish. Those born on the Aquarius/Pisces cusp reflect the dual nature of life, reality and nonreality, consciousness and the unconscious. They represent consciousness through the flowing of ideas. They work hard to bring their ideas to fruition, stubbornly refusing to give up their causes. In this way, the Fixed Quali

What About Herbalism And Spirituality?
WHAT ABOUT HERBALISM AND SPIRITUALITY? Upon examination of the ancient belief systems of the Chinese, Indian, and Native Americans, a mutual earth centered religion is evident. This religion shaped humanities view and relationship with the Great Spirit, and the relationships between all of humankind. This was a belief system, which also demonstrated a medical view of illness, and utilized herbs in concordance with religious belief. An Earth Centered-Nature religion still permeates herbalism today by various expressions. Herbalism is part of the RELIGION of NATURE, representing a balance of head and heart; that relies more on artful intuition than precise scientific reasoning. Nature religions ascribed a divine expression to the forces of nature, and to the earth itself, and advance a philosophy of divine inter connection with all of its inhabitants. In working with nature, pagans are simply respecting and paying homage to the spiritual forces they observe. Nature is percei

A Torrid Time With A Friend
David 2:16:26 : I take a bite from your shoulder David 2:16:41 : you drown in my scent David 2:16:51 : and feel the warmth of my breath David 2:16:59 : you are soft to my lips David 2:17:05 : gentle David 2:17:12 : yet you feel my strength David 2:17:30 : I gaze at your beauty David 2:17:37 : and drink it in David 2:17:42 : as we kiss David 2:17:48 : our lips quiver David 2:17:56 : and our breath stutters David 2:18:11 : our eyes open slowly when our lips part David 2:18:17 : and then David 2:18:21 : you notice David 2:18:30 : my hardness against you David 2:18:47 : My hand traces your breast David 2:19:05 : and follows the opening of your neckline David 2:19:19 : you feel my large strong hand at your neck David 2:19:26 : and you feel overwhelmed David 2:19:45 : you arch your back and my hand drops David 2:20:03 : and snakes its way under your sweater David 2:20:15 : I cup your

You Have My Thanks
Over the last couple of days I made a few bulletins about asking for some help in leveling up to #12 which btw I just did. I want to say thanks to those that took the time and made the effort on my part, you know who you are and I don't have to mention your names. You are valued and treasured friends. you've shown me that as friends you have the right stuff and that you were there when I needed you and you have my thanks for that. I was quite pleasantly surprised with those that responded, shows me you read the bulletins. I even had a few that weren't even on the list that helped out. So for all those that helped me once again thanks and many blessings to you all.

To America From God
America, this crew you chose, is the finest in the land, And if you'll pause a moment, I will share with you my plan. The message I delivered to the crew was very clear, "This flight goes straight to Heaven, fear not, for I am near." "My children I am with you, this trip is one I've planned, Yes....this trip is something special, it's one that God will man. Heaven's Great Space Center needs some special help up there. The Master has now summoned and is asking us to share." They quickly volunteered for this mission in the sky, Not a one was unprepared, not a one afraid to try. "You'll go swiftly to the Master, and that trail of smoke they'll see, Is the 'changing of the pilots,' for you're traveling on with me." "You must leave this famous shuttle that you're sitting in, behind, For the one I built that's waiting, is pure gold and silver lined, As you search the fields of Texas in hopes to find them there, Rest assured they're here beside Me and I hav

Ancient Chinese Torture
A young man was lost wandering in a forest, when he came upon a small house. He knocked on the door and was greeted by an ancient Chinese man with a long, grey beard. "I'm lost," said the man. "Can you put me up for the night?" "Certainly," the Chinese man said, "but on one condition. If you so much as lay a finger on my daughter, I will inflict upon you the three worst Chinese tortures known to man." "Ok," said the man, thinking that the daughter must be pretty old as well, and entered the house. Before dinner, the daughter came down the stairs. She was young,beautiful, and had a fantastic figure. She was obviously attracted to the young man since she couldn't keep her eyes off him during the meal. Remembering the old man's warning, he ignored her and went up to bed alone. But during he night, he could bear it no longer, and sneaked into her room for a night of passion. He was careful to keep everything quiet so the old man wouldn't hear. Near dawn he crept back to his roo

Obedience
Obedience: is doing what you are told to do. Interesting enough it seems that many take this to mean that submissives are mindless robots who do everything they are told, all the time, without any thought for themselves. (blind obedience) This is not true. Being obedient, by no means, says that you can't think for yourself, question things or have negative feelings about things. When one speaks of obedience they do not mean blind obedience. Often though, you will see people discussing obedience and a submissive will say "I do what I am told all the time". What gets lost in a statement like that is the length of time the relationship has been in place, the level of trust the submissive has in the dominant, and the similarities in the couple's desires. As a relationship continues and the trust grows eventually a submissive will reach a point where they do everything they are told without question. This comes about because the submissive knows the Dominant will probabl

Hurt By My Own Success
For those who stumble in here looking for something incredibly humorous or deeply profound...I apologize. This is more of a rant...a venting. Feel free to add your own if needed or so desired. So it seems that no matter where I am to work, my own success bites me in the arse. Two jobs ago, my ability to multitask and quickly learn new tasks increased my responsibilities and expectancies some three times the load, but not a cent increase in pay. How lovely is that! Shoulda stuck to minimum expectations. Last job was similar...and now the new job is finding out how much they love me, and are trying to work me to death. "He can handle and 11 hour day..." "He can handle two doubles in a row" and now, the most recent, they have me working back-to-back-to-back double shifts. Anywhere from 10-13 hours a day, for three days straight. And as if this wasn't just the most unperfect thing ever, they decide to use the weekend for the three days. How lovely is that?! I have a life! I need to drin

The Witch's Creed
Hear Now the words of the witches, The secrets we hid in the night. When dark was our destiny's pathway, That now we bring forth into light. Mysterious water and fire, The earth and the wide-ranging air. By hidden quintessence we know them, And will keep silent and dare. The birth and rebirth of all nature, The passing of winter and spring. We share with the life universal Rejoice in the magickal ring. Four times in the year the Great Sabbat Returns, and the witches are seen. At Lammas and Candlemas dancing, On May Eve and old Halloween. When day-time and night-time are equal, When sun is at greatest and least. The four Lesser Sabbats are summoned, And Witches gather in feast. Thirteen silver moons in a year are, Thirteen is the coven's array. Thirteen times at Esbats make merry, For each golden year and day. The power that was passed down the age, Each time between woman and man. Each century unto the other, Ere time and the ages be

Do You Care To Know?
I am looking to make some friends, maybe it'd end up being more. I'm NOT into PLAYING GAMES.I am a little I guess you could say "picky" about what I want in life (but that's a good thing) I like to take my time getting to know someone before rushing into anything.How many of us rush into something because of looks and then find out we don't even like the person that we are now with cause we didn't take the time to find out what they were like in the first place? We all have done this :) Life is short,You only live once..I wanna do this right.....I'm not into the bar scene. I do have an occasional drink now and then. I'm not interested in meeting people just for sex or a one night stand. I want much more than that. But when with someone I am very passionate/romantic/intimate........I'm tired of all the games,and lies people play. Isn't there anyone out there that is for real and for one man or woman and not everyone else in this screwed up world anymore? I'm very kind soul, whom is l

More On Stabbing Babies In The Face...
alright...i mentioned in the previous blog that i might go into deeper detail as to why i think stabbing babies in the face is wrong....well, i'm in a writing mood right now, so that detail will happen at this very moment, dawg.now, to understand why i believe that stabbing children in the face is wrong, you first must understand that when i was a baby, i too was stabbed. no, i wasn't stabbed in the face, but as i was stabbed in the top of my skull by the dang doctor as i was being born. true story. folks who know me are well aware of the bald spot atop my skull where i was stabbed.this stabbing, which apparently seemed harmless at the time, my mind got twisted like a towel made of limes being rung out. yeah, that's right....my mind is like a citrus cloth that soaks up the filth that develops in the society we live in.....and then that filth gets cleansed in my limey goodness. but anyway, getting stabbed near the brain had those apparently benificial effects...plus, the fact that my ha

~~ Best Tattoo On Ct Contest ~~
~~ Okay tattoo contest to open on 1/11 thur 1/18~~ Come and enter. So far I have tattoo..... got a tattoo pic to enter send to my inbox and i'll enter it. Now since Baby J lifted the spam thing the contest can go back to normal. thanks ~ maria ~

My Heart On A Tarnished Platter
I can always find another you You think you are irreplaceable But you're just like the others A waste of my time. Out of all my wants and all the needs I just wish I didn't want to need you. Because the hardest part about walking away From your warm comfort Is knowing that you won’t chase after me You won't chase a moment That you once told me Made you a better woman For all of the hours in my day I would spend 25 of them Beside you But you don't want that Now I'm here wondering Wishing for just one more sunrise But my world is dark And my days are dreary That is my soul without u "I'll be back in two weeks" And if that were true Then why have I waited So long without you For the first time in my life, I am starting to believe That I’m meant to die alone... Alone with my thoughts The shadows of what once was How I wish you were here To show you the meaning of myself How with one kiss You’ve made me the man That was once but a glimmer Bu

Our Present State, What We Gave Up.
In 1755 (Pennsylvania Assembly: Reply to the Governor, Tue, Nov 11, 1755), Franklin wrote: "Those who would give up essential Liberty, to purchase a little temporary Safety, deserve neither Liberty nor Safety."

Ti Amo
Another collaboration....his voice is first this time..... Ti Amo's is one of those little Italian restaurants here in town that has those crisp white table cloths with the glowing candles in the middles. The waiters and waitresses are all very well dressed young people, all trying to look so professional and serious with their towels hung over their arm. You know just how much I love it here. It has become our special place, and they know us here. They have our table waiting, though it wouldn't really matter to us as long as we're here together. The world for us is a very small place with just the two of us tonight. You look gorgeous. It's all I can do not to stare. And the problem is, you like it when I know you're gorgeous, so aside from you blushing periodically, you don't mind that I'm staring. Every once in a while you lean over and say, "honey, you need to close your mouth" and I snap it shut. I've never felt this beautiful before. You do this to me, and I don't th

2 Hot N Sexxxy N Sweet Guyz ..help!!
HEY EVERYONE !!! I GOT 2 HOT N SEXXXY GUYS WHO NEED COMMENT BOMBED LIKE CRAZY. ONE OF THEM IS A FIRST TIMER..OK PERVS I MEAN IN THE CONTEST POOL LMAO . THEY ARE KICK ASS CHERRIES AND WILL RETURN THE LUV..TRUST ME !!! PLEASE HELP OUT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN,IT'S APPRECIATED BY THEM AND MYSELF. XOXO I*D*G*A*F*.. MR. NEW HAMPSHIRE.. SAGE..MOST POPULAR CHERRY(MALE SIDE).. 1ST CONTEST HE EVER BEEN IN.

The Statue
What is it? See below the photo.... This statue currently stands outside the Iraqi palace, now home to the 4th Infantry division. It will eventually be shipped home and put in the memorial museum in Fort Hood , TX. The statue was created by an Iraqi artist named Kalat, who for years was forced by Saddam Hussein to make the many hundreds of bronze busts of Saddam that dotted Baghdad. Kalat was so grateful for the Americans liberation of his country; he melted 3 of the heads of the fallen Saddam and made the statue as a memorial to the American soldiers and their fallen warriors Kalat worked on this memorial night and day for several months. To the left of the kneeling soldier is a small Iraqi girl giving the soldier comfort as he mourns the loss of his comrade in arms. Do you know why we don't hear about this in the news? Because it is heart warming and praise worthy. The media avoids it because it does not have the shock effect. But we can do something about

Anticipation
The time has come. I have watched you for longer than you know. I know your route, your habits. Tonight, I will make you mine. How I long to feel you struggle in my arms. I relish the feel of my hand pressed firmly against your lips, sealing in your cries for help. I can picture your flesh as the ropes encircle your limbs and render you helpless. I've planned it all out. Your home will be easy to break into. I'll enter your room, silent as the night, and you will be unaware of my presence until it is too late. I'll press your face into the bed, muffling your screams, and pin your body with my weight as I bind you tightly. Your elbows will be cinched tight, your legs bent back and bound so you remain accessible. Once secured, I'll turn you over. You'll try to scream, but your panties will be ripped from your body and stuffed into your mouth. I won't stop there. I like my victims well-gagged, and the panties will be joined by a large sponge ball. Your mouth is cra

Wishing For A Better Tomorrow
In all my days that I have lived I have never felt like I do today I never thought that I could be shattered In this un merciful way I never dreamed that god would treat me The way that he has this past while All I want is to be with my true love And eventually we both wear a smile But as I look upon what lies ahead My body shudders and falls in a heap My mind it swirls with dreams and fears All I want to do is sleep But I have to stay strong stand on my own Awaiting our time that we want so much To see his sweet smile beaming back at me As I reach out and feel his touch Together once again in each others arms Feeling content and at peace Making more precious memories With laughter as our release I have wished so hard That we wouldn’t feel this way We are the good ones Why do we have to pay? Why can’t it be the way it’s supposed to? Why can’t we be together? All these broken wishes that I wish I wish that we are together Am I just kidding my

Okay Time For The Changes With In The Cowgirla & Cowboys Of Ct
First off I wanna say I have been watching the group very carefully since I been back and well I aint all that happy well and I speak for my second in charge as well..I told you last week that there would be changes and now the time has come to make these changes dont freak Im not booting any body from the group however I do feel the need to make some changes in the heads I have brought in a new member even pimped him out have I seen him on any of your alls list no I dont think so my bulletins are half ass being reposted in this last week I have seen maybe one or 2 of my bulletins being reposted and well not cool when I pimp out a new member and no one even bothers to read it so you tell me what the hell is up with that? Don't get me wrong gang I love you all to death but I am now eliminating one bouncer though this bouncer may wish to remain part of the group and I am no longer going to have the secertary postion as I will be doing my bulletins an pimps outs from now on well I should

~ I Need A Watch....lol ~
~~ Plz help me get a rolex for my page ~~ I only need 4000 comments then it's mine it's a sure thing and i like it better then trying and losing and not getting anything when i'm into the thousands in comments! thanks ~ Maria ~ Click on the pic below to comment me!

Tequilla Baby
Your Personality Profile You are pure, moral, and adaptable. You tend to blend into your surroundings. Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends. You believe that you live a virtuous life... And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye. As a result, people tend to crave your approval. The World's Shortest Personality Test

What Kind Of Pagan Are You
You scored as Norse Pantheonic Pagan (Asatru). You might well be Asatru, or Norse Pagan. With prodominantly Germanic and Slavic roots, the Gods of the Norse are strong, bawdy and passionate. Many men feel drawn to these gods, and this is the faith for those who celebrate courage, valor and strength. Home of one of the most well known Gods of mischief and fire, Loki, followers of this pantheon tend to be full of good humor and also strong in spirit and frequently the protectors of those they care for. Norse Pantheonic Pagan (Asatru)100%Zoroastrian Pagan70%Shamanic Pagan60%Eastern Pagan60%Celtic Pantheonic Pagan50%Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan10%Ecclectic Pagan10%Roman Pantheonic Pagan5%Kabbalistic Pagan5%Greek Pantheonic Pagan

What Death Color Are You
??Which colour of Death is yours?? GREEN, Your death's colour is Green. Death of the mind. Your heart is isolated within your mind. You seek knowledge. You are very rare.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code GREEN, Your death's colour is Green. Death of the mind. Your heart is isolated within your mind. You seek knowledge. You are very rare.

S(ingle), W(hite), F(emale), T(errestrial) B(iped)
S(ingle), W(hite), F(emale), T(errestrial) B(iped) Tonight, I had one of the best chats of all time, and it was with a virtual stranger. Literally. (But hopefully not for long. He’ll come around eventually.) In order to protect the innocent, I’ll just call him Ted Baker. “Ted” is a journalist who writes for a fine British newspaper. He’s a good writer and our talk covered all the taboo topics: Politics, Religion and Sex for an Online Chat. Now, before you write me off as a Hopeless Slut, let me clarify for the record: We did NOT engage in theological debate. Nor did we bash each other’s politics. There. That’s a relief now, isn’t it? And during this chat the subject turned, as inevitably single and bored people are wont to do, toward the “differences between men and women.” Ted asked me if I preferred “telling it like it is”. And I said, “Of course! Except for when the question is: ‘Does this make me look fat?’” Now Ted’s response to THAT was fascinating. He sai

Little Known Sex Facts
Did you know?..."Ithyphallophobia" is a morbid fear of seeing, thinking about or having an erect penis. Did you know?...According to a survey of sex shop owners, cherry is the most popular flavor of edible underwear. Chocolate is the least popular. Did you know?...In the Aztec culture avocados were considered so sexually powerful, virgins were restricted from contact with them. Did you know?...Marilyn Monroe, the most celebrated sex icon of the 20th century, confessed to a friend that despite her three husbands and a parade of lovers, she had never had an orgasm. Did you know?...The average shelf-life of a latex condom is about two years. Did you know?...14% of Americans have skinny-dipped with a member of the opposite sex at least once. Did you know?...According to a U.S. market research firm, the most popular American bra size is currently 36C, up from 1991 when it was 34B. Did you know?..."Formicophilia" is the fetish for having small insects crawl on your

Remission Not Permission
Romans 3:25 “Whom God hath set forth to be a propitiation through faith in His blood, to declare His righteousness for the remission (means to pardon or give forgiveness) of sins that are past, through the forbearance of God.” Propitiation is a big word that means satisfaction. Because God is a holy God, His anger and justice burned against sin. And He has sworn that sin would be punished. There must be a satisfactory payment for sin so God said, “If I punish man for his sin, man will die and go to hell. On the other hand, if I don’t punish man for his sin, My justice will never be satisfied.” The solution? God said that He would become our substitute. He would take the sin of mankind upon Himself in agony and blood, a righteous judgment and substitute for sin. His wrath was burned out on the cross when His only Son died as man’s propitiation for sin. And this is love, not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for

Quotes - For My Enemies
"To all the people who never gave love, and continue to deny me 'cuz of what I look like: suck my dick you fucks!!!" - On people who are unsupportive "There's a difference between realness and an act, and they're an act, and they know they're an act, and they even say they're an act, they even say they're cornballs, they admit it." - On ICP "I don't think I take the beef as seriously as they do, because I don't consider them artists. They look at me as an artist. I think they get more uptight about it. I can look at them and laugh. They can't do anything to me. What can they do to me? They have no credibility, no respect, no talent, they have nothing. All they can do is diss me vocally, they can't diss me lyrically. There's nothing they can do to me as far as the music goes. I don't take it as seriously as they do and I think that frustrates them. I think it's funny. " - On ICP

Move To Alaska
Move to Alaska Tom had been in the liquor business for 25 years. Finally sick of the stress he quits his job and buys 50 acres of land in Alaska as far from humanity as possible. He sees the postman once a week and gets groceries once a month. Otherwise it's total peace and quiet. After six months or so of almost total isolation, someone knocks on his door. He opens it and a huge, bearded man is standing there. "Name's Lars, your neighbor from forty miles up the road. Having a Christmas party Friday night... Thought you might like to come. About 5:00." "Great", says Tom, "after six months out here I'm ready to meet some local folks. Thank you." As Lars is leaving, he stops. "Gotta warn you......be some drinkin'." "Not a problem" says Tom. "After 25 years in the business, I can drink with the best of 'em." Again, the big man starts to leave and stops. "More 'n' likely gonna be some fightin' too." "Well, I get along with people, I'll be all ri

Relationships
so right now, im think im with a girl and she is so beautiful and funny and sweet. and i love her. but everytime i get close to someone, they end up hurtin me. i don't know if its going to happen this time, but somethings make me nervous. she said she loves me. i hope its the truth. i love her so much

Forgotten
Forgotten not lost Begotten not made Left behind By all souls Do theses creatures even have souls? These things Should be Left to die In their Deadly Poison Wake They did this to me Tore me from my life Screwed me up inside Free me from this hell Kind at first Kill them next Burn in hell

The Whole Of Life
Thursday, January 11, 2007 The whole of life Everything has an influence on everything else. All the seemingly separate aspects of life are tightly intertwined. When setting priorities and making choices, consider the whole of life. Attempting to play off one thing against another will never work for very long. When you shortchange one part of your life, other things suffer. When you work to add value somewhere in your world, that value is reflected in other places too. Eventually, the good, sincere, authentic things you do will exhibit their influence throughout your world. There's a way to live through each experience that will enhance and improve all the other experiences. Think of your decisions not as discreet events, but rather as interrelated expressions of who you truly are. Realize that each action has an influence that spreads far beyond its original context. Live as though the universe is connected to itself in ways that you cannot begin to imagine. Know

How's Your Year So Far?
Well, so far this year has started off where It left off last year. Still working o.t, still in debt, kids still at home (lol), still hungover from the Holiday. The list goes on. I am sure it will get better, it has too....right?

Some Advice For The "real Boys"
A REAL MAN !! 1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN raises his kids, not JUST out of pocket either. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as fuck. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS YOU on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you. 12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 14.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 15.) A REAL MAN

Ok Here It Goes
For 4 days now i have not been able to post or repost any bulletins, I have lost all my comments and my messages, some of which i was keeping for personal reasons. So if you want me to help send me a shout out or a PV. OR you can also get me here http://www.myspace.com/buckeyekitten Also, m y very sexy honey has some new pics up for the ladies go check them out rate them and comment, but just remember he belongs to me LMAO! Here is his link: jwk1971@ CherryTAP He can also be reached at: http://www.myspace.com/jasondavisradio Much love to you all~Heather

Sundae Morn' (by Adickt Of Passion)
Sundae Morn' The routine is for "daddy" to sleep in, even though there's lots to do to get the kids ready for church. I woke before the alarm (which is normally our youngest), and had that urgency to visit the potty. Listening, I realized that she was taking a shower and that none of the kids were awake yet. It was still dark in the bedroom, and entering the bathroom made my eyes squinch shut tightly. Rather than struggle with prying the "dry eyes" open in this light, I just sat and let out a sigh of relief while my eyes adjusted a bit. I looked up to see her shaving her legs. It's crazy, but just the sight of her smooth skin.... the water droplets everywhere.... I felt an arousal, but knew better than to interrupt her at this point. Instead, I finished and wandered back to bed without making a sound. Still, the images in my mind, as she ran her hands up and down her legs ....the sight of her small tuft.... I stroked my shaft in long deliberate gentle strokes the way she did. So

If You Wrote A Book, Would You Write Bad Things About Yourself?
I'm a supreme being, cuz I said so,,, — Thursday, January 11, 2007 Not really. I'm far from a supreme being. Even if I wrote it in a book, or told someone else to, it still wouldn't be true. Lastnight this just kinda popped in my head for somereason. People are like, " God is a supreme being, so he's always right. " and stuff like that. But how do you know. that god is supreme, and just, and all powerfull and stuff? Cuz it's in the bible, the bible says so. But who wrote the bible? God did, or it's what god said through other people? Something like that, right? So, god is supreme and stuff cuz he said so? He thinks rather highly of himself, I guess. But he's supreme cuz he said so, and he's obviously right because he's supreme??? So "we?" believe the bible, cuz god wrote it, cuz he's supreme, cuz he said so. So basicly, if you write your own book, you can say anything you want about yourself in your own book. And if you say you are supreme, and

How To Read Me Right..
I've noticed people read my expressions wrong. It's not a bad thing, but for those who pay attention to my actions, know these few tips to figure me out.:When I bite my lip or nibble my nails, I'm nervous.When I sit there all quiet and stare off, I'm just spacing. Nothing is wrong.When I blush dont think much of it. I blush easily and always.When you talk to me or I to you I whatch your mouth waiting to find a smile.I don't smile often but when I do smile at you I hope it makes you smile.When I act goofy, I'm trying to make you laugh.When I glance around the room a lot of the time I'm feeling a little uncomfortable and shy.When I don't talk during a conversation in a group, I'm ok. I just don't have anything really to say.When I look mad and stare off, I'm trying to forget something.When I my expression is blank and my voice is low and soft, I'm calm.When my eyes look watery and about ready to cry, don't ask whats wrong. I wont say anything. When I am troubled and don't confess, it's n

Questions That Have Confused Humankind!!
Questions that have Confused humankind!! a.. Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, \"I think I\'ll squeeze these dangly things here, and drink whatever comes out?\" a.. Who was the first person to say \"See that chicken there....I\'m gonna eat the next thing that comes outta it\'s butt.\" a.. Why do toasters always have a setting that burns the toast to a horrible crisp, which no decent human being would eat? a.. Why is there a light in the fridge and not in the freezer? a.. If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares, why is there a song about him? a.. Can a hearse carrying a corpse drive in the carpool lane? a.. If the professor on Gilligan\'s Island can make a radio out of coconut, why can\'t he fix a hole in a boat? a.. Why do people point to their wrist when asking for the time, but don\'t point to their crotch when they ask where the bathroom is? a.. Why does your OB-GYN leave the room when you get undressed if they are going to look up there a

Friday's Headlines Read...
Good Friday Morning to Ya… Oh I have to laugh at todays headlines on MSN come on! Under the Tab “Today’s Picks” is more seemingly a bookies tab for place bets at the Race track. Oh by the way that reminds me…The Road to the Roses starts very soon Thoroughbred lovers… and I am not talking about Betsy-Sue’s Dating rituals. I am talking about the run for the roses, Kentucky Derby Challenge miss it and miss a fun spring. Ok back to MSN and today’s picks. One headline reads, Report: Cold remedies may be lethal to infants…. All together now DUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Making babies is the easiest part caring for them seems to be the issue here. Ah Honey, they baby seems to have a cough should I give her a pint of Whiskey? Oh yeah, sweetheart just make sure it’s not the Crown …. Ok on the back of all Cough, Cold, Flu and oh let’s see Heart worm pills for dogs is a dosage warning and other key warnings to take heed on. Reading is fundamental… So apparently the three children that died under the age o

I'll Share The Cry
For every tear that falls I will be there for you For every inch of pain that you feel I will feel it to I will be there for you through thick and thin I will be your rock when you need me to be I will always be there for you For every heart ache you feel I feel it to For every ounce of misery you feel I feel it to What ever you do that makes you hurt I will feel it Love isn't something that you or I can run from It's a feeling like no other When you cry I will cry with you Through thick and thin I will always be there for you When you feel like you have nothing left to live for Remember me I will always be there for you For every time you smile I will smile with you For every tear that you cry out of joy I will cry with you I will always be there for you

Lost Transmissions From A Bleeding Heart [part 2]
A wave of radiance crashes down crushing a once faithless sinner. A renewed hope was found. The pieces, finally made sense. People looked different almost peaceful. Life tasted sweet. But in the end only nothing lasts forever. In a flash she's gone and life loses flavor. That lost feeling creeps back in no matter how hard we fight. It beats us back into the ground sometimes reminding us of balance. The bitter and the sweet in a blissfully sadistic co-existence. A taste is all we get then it's back to reality for us all.

A Desolate Soul Once More [part 6]
My breath has been torn away from me. The last piece of my heart devoured. There truly is no place for me here. In effigy I rot. Naked for the world to see alone in every way. Nothing left inside but pain and suffering. Fallen Angels come and go laughing at my disgrace. But the one true Angel that counts most is nowhere to be found. My explosive personality leaves shrapnel in all those I love. This tainted existence drains my very being. As my world slowly implodes I only have one question. When will I be set free from this Hell???

What Type Of Sex Suits You?
You prefer Passionate sex! You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Starting
I've been looking for some type of exercise that isnt going to cause my back to attack me ..( bad back from a car accident) thru my searching Ive found 2 things I think may really work for me while not breaking me in two.... One Being Yoga .. and the other Belly Dancing .. Both seem like something that Id be comfortable with and willing to actually stick with .. I did some light yoga when I was pregnant with my son many years ago to help keep my back in shape as I was in the accident when I was pregnant .. and I always find myself looking into belly dancing .. I think its a beautiful dance . and looks as if you'd really gain muscle tone .. and being more flexable So... If any of you read this and have any real pointers on either of the two .. Please share Id love to hear if anyone else is interested in either or these . I'm detemined to get my big ol' butt back into shape this year .. and this time its for me and me alone .. no reasons .. ( reunions , weddings, etc..etc.. e

Sweet Poetry
When you and i are far apart, Can sorrow break your tender heart I really love you yes-i- do Sleep is sweet when i dream of you All you are is a tender rose Night is here so i must close With care read the first word from each line You will there a question find. The End!!!

This Is Who I Am
I'm a modern man. A man for the millenium. Digital and smoke free. A diversified multicultural postmodern deconstructionist, politically, anatomically, and ecologically incorrect. I've been uplinked and downloaded, I've been inputted and outsourced. I know the upside of downsizing I know the downside of upgrading. I'm a high tech lo-life. A cutting-edge, state-of-the-art, bi-coastal multitasker and I can give you a gigabyte in a nanosecond. I'm new wave but I'm old school and my inner child is outward bound. I'm a hotwired, heatseaking, warmhearted cool customer, voice activated and biodegradable. I interface with my database and my database is in cyberspace, so I'm interactive, I'm hyperactive, and from time to time I'm radioactive. Behind the eight ball, ahead of the curve, riding the wave, dodging the bullet, and pushing the envelope. I'm on point, on task, on message, and off drugs. I got no need for coke and speed. I got no urge to binge and purge. I'

Weekend Finally
Had a pretty crappy week, non stop work, a truckload of meetings and little to no sleep. Yesterday I only had the energy to shoot some pool with a buddie,have some beers and then come home and crash asleep...and sleep I did, for 12 hours straight!!!

Contests And How Dumb They Are!
My best friend is in the sweetest smile contest and she has one of the nicest smiles around, but it will be impossible for her to win due to the fact that more "popular" cherries have more people comment bombing for them. It is unfortunate that comment bombing is allowed it makes contests pointless and dumb, and it shows that they are only to get ratings for the contest holder. I think CherryTap should make a special contest section and if you want to hold a contest you have to use the contest section and each person should only be able to comment once in the contest section. Anyway, just my two cents on how dumb contests are. Here is a link to the what I think is the sweetest smile in the contest, take a look at the other contestants and be honest and comment on the sweetest smile, not your best friend!

Questions (2)
Where is love when you need it? Where is love when you feel unloved? Why do i feel this way? Why do i keep asking myself? Is it becuase I've done something wrong? Is it becuase I've over stepped the line? What did i do? What did i do to deserve this? Why will you not tell me? Will i spend the rest of my life hanging? (C) Copyright. Angel

Epic Of Gilgamesh Part Vi
... They stood at the forest's edge, gazing at the top of the Cedar Tree, gazing at the entrance to the forest. Where Humbaba would walk there was a trail, the roads led straight on, the path was excellent. Then they saw the Cedar Mountain, the Dwelling of the Gods, the throne dais of Imini. Across the face of the mountain the Cedar brought forth luxurious foliage, its shade was good, extremely pleasant. The thornbushes were matted together, the woods(?) were a thicket ... among the Cedars,... the boxwood, the forest was surrounded by a ravine two leagues long, ... and again for two-thirds (of that distance), ...Suddenly the swords..., and after the sheaths ..., the axes were smeared... dagger and sword... alone ... Humbaba spoke to Gilgamesh saying:"He does not come (?) ... ... Enlil.. ." Enkidu spoke to Humbaba, saying: "Humbaba...'One alone.. 'Strangers ... 'A slippery path is not feared by two people who help each other. 'Twice three times... 'A three-ply

Help Me Lawd....
From the looks of her hardening clayface fixed-smile and the demonic symbols hanging from her balloon boobery necklace I am now scared to shit of the gods that JANET JACKSON prays to. Oh, and yeah, NSFW.

Wow Swinsuit Update Going Crazy
~~ Okay I'm looking for 10 women with swimsuits.~ 1st Place...... has 94 comments 2nd Place...... has 73 comments 3rd Place...... has 66 comments 4th Place...... has 3 comments 5th Place has 1 comment Could be a 1 piece or 2 piece swimsuit. On this one I will count the rates and comments both. comments + rates = Total for contest. I'll open it on 1/12 thur 1/19 Send me the link to the pic in my inbox and i'll add you on! thanks ~ Maria ~

Friends Will Always Support You
FRIENDS WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>No matter how big or small we are.. >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>Your Friends will Support You..... >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>And? Respect Your Creativity..... >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>For Thinking Outside the Box.......... >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>They'll Be There When You Need a Shoulder to Lean On...... >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>Or a Great Big Hug......... >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>A True Friend Takes Interest in Understanding What You're All About...... >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>They See Beyond the Black &White >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>To Discover Your True Colors ...?? >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>And Accept You Just the Way You Are....... >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>Even When You Wake Up in the Morning! >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>So Make Your Own Kind of Music..... >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>Sing Your Own Special Song....... >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>>Follow Your Heart.... >>>>>> >>>>

More Of The Feeling
The Desire Wonder and joy I feel when your near Desire and elation holding you dear Knowing one whose soul is true Finding the heart of love in you Pain in the past long forgotten in your gaze feel of your sweet kisses leaves me in a daze transported into a world we alone share I love to get lost in your eyes without a care electric intensity as our hands touch addiction to the high I want it so much I hold you, you hold me and joy is all I feel My feelings growing stronger they are for real I miss you so much at the end of the day I have a desire and wish I could stay Just to hold you close all the night through and wake to your embrace in a day anew just to see that smile grace your beauty so true I live to be the one who gives it to you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Lookin In The Okc (oklahoma)
Hey Cherry tappers , We are lookin for a bi female for my gurls frist time experience with a female that will be with us both age is a factor ( 20 to 45) must be std free like us and looks not a factor but must look decent so if interrested conttact us at djpreach66@yahoo.com or babydoll12352@yahoo.com Have a sexulant day

This Is For All The Fallin Soldiers We Lost
Remember Me Remember me when flowers bloom. Early in the spring Remember me on the sunny days. And the fun that summer brings Remember me in the fall As you walk through the leaves of gold. and in the winter time remember me In the stories that we told But most of all remember Each day- right from the start I will be forever near For i live within your heart.

How Do I Tell Them?
So here iam once more at the blogthingy.....yes i said thingy!lol....I made my decision....And for thoes who dont kno what i made my decision on well sit back and let me tell you the story....ohhhh.."This story contains sometin...dont kno what but it has somethin...viewer descression is advised"LMAO....Well my friend and I were talking about Montreal together and were both are from there and we promissed eachother that once were both out of high school that were goin to move back there....soooo about 2 months ago they said"whens the next time your goin back to montreal?"i told them i dont kno...they sid that they got into McGill and was leaving the last week of augest....so i had lots and lots of time to think about it and i thought about it clearly...i kno im goin to be leaving my friends and family here.......but im comming back at Christmas.So heres my question....how do i tell the rest of my family and friends that im moveing?....oh and ya....(Jay...im moveing to Montreal...i alrea

New Nominees
Tuesday, September 26, 2006 Current mood: annoyed Nominees for worst person in the world are as follows: At the bronze level, Fox News and Chris Wallace. For trying to ambush former President Bill Clinton, then acting all smug when Clinton turned the tables on them and they succeeded in getting a rise out of him. At the silver level, the United States Senate. For reaching a deal where the President of the United States can interpret the Geneva Conventions as he sees fit. This is a dangerous precedent set by our government that shows the rest of the world that if we can ignore the Geneva Convention, so can they. Finally at the gold level, The Bush Administration. As if convincing Congress that torture is not such a bad idea was bad enough. The recent resurgence of the Taliban in Afghanistan just goes to show that we are fighting the wrong war in Iraq. There are not enough forces in Afghanistan and the Taliban know this. So much so, that they are gathering in eve

My Soft Side...
These are the words I cannot say But they come from the heart I've liked you from the start I like the way your mind works The way you're so unique And when I'm in my darkest hour I long to hear you speak I like the way you walk The way you slightly smile And when your move close to me You cause my heart to go wild I like the ways you're different I like those mysterious eyes Actually I like everything Even what's inside I long for you to hold me To feel your lips on mine I know it isn't work yet We need a little more time But these are all the things I guess I cannot yet say Like how I somehow manage To think of you all day Yes I'm scared you'll hurt me Just break me and leave I don't want to have to worry I don't want to be deceived How all this can work right now we just dont know But don't turn your back on me yet I'm not quite ready for you to go For these are the words I just cannot say But things will be different Hopefully one d

~ Tattoo Contest Taking Off Again...lol ~
~ Tattoo Contest Updates ~ Runs til 1/17 2p.m. 1st Place is...... with 2034 comments 2nd Place is...... with 987 comment 3rd Place is...... with 623 comments 4th Place is...... with 539 comments 5th Place is...... with 314 comments 6th Place is...... with 53 comments 7th Place is...... with 24 comments 8th Place is...... with 31 comments 9th Place is...... with 7 comments 10th Place is...... with 7 comments 11 th place...... with 3 comments Good Luck to everyone!

~ Swimsuits Wow Woman Changing Place Check Out Who's 1st Place....~
~~ Okay I'm looking for 10 women with swimsuits.~ 1st Place...... has 150 comments 2nd Place...... has 131 comments 3rd Place...... has 111 comments 4th Place...... has 5 comment 5th Place has 3 comments Could be a 1 piece or 2 piece swimsuit. On this one I will count the rates and comments both. comments + rates = Total for contest. I'll open it on 1/12 thur 1/19 Send me the link to the pic in my inbox and i'll add you on! thanks ~ Maria ~

~ Don't Forget Grandma And Grandchild Contest ~
~ Grandma and Grand kid contest ~ I'm starting and grandma and grandkid contest if u want to enter please send me a link to my inbox and i'll put u in 1st person to join is... Contest will start 1/17 thur 1/24 Will count comments and rates as final scores thank you maria ~~Going To Be A Grandma On 7/21/07 ~~L.O.D. Member ~~@ CherryTAP

I Had A Dream That Terrorists Shot Down Bush's Helicopter.
I found this on Yahoo ......... I had a dream that terrorists shot down Bush's Helicopter. It happened within 20 miles of the White House. Howard Scott Pearlman

Bombs Away Go Vote
CLICK ON PHOTOS TO VOTE GO VOTE FOR MYSTICALY DIVINE `````````````````````````````````````````````` GO VOTE FOR KITT=KATT SOLDIERS HERE ARE YOUR PRIMARY TARGETS,,,YOUR MISSION IS TO COMMENT BOMB THE HELL OUT OF THESE TATGETS WITH EXTREME PREJUDICE.DON'T LET UP TILL YOUR FINGERS BLEED.

50th Anniversary
A couple had been married for 50 years. They were sitting at the breakfast table one morning when the wife says, "Just think, fifty years ago we were sitting here at this breakfast table together." "I know," the old man said. "We were probably sitting here naked as a jaybird fifty years ago." "Well," Granny snickered. "Let's relive some old times." Whereupon, the two stripped to the buff and sat down at the table. "You know, honey," the little old lady breathlessly replied, "My nipples are as hot for you today as they were fifty years ago." "I wouldn't be surprised," replied Gramps. "One's in your coffee and the other is in your oatmeal."

Who'd A Thunk It..lol
You Are 45% Left Brained, 55% Right Brained The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports. Are You Right or Left Brained?

~papa And Grandkid Contest ~
~~ Attention I'm opening up a papa(grandpa) and grandchild contest~~ It will start on 1/19 thur 1/26 comment bombing is allowed comments + rates = score 1st person to enter is...... So send me ur pic link to my inbox and I'll add you to the contest! click the pic to enter! ~~Going To Be A Grandma On 7/21/07..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP thank you maria

January Blues......
January is time of year when things slow down. There have been 4 factories laying off in my town. Things at the place were I work are slow..but will gradually pick up in the next month or so. But I hope not to be there for this cause I want out of there really really bad. This time of year is just so blah. Hell we just had our first snow. Don't let the people from Colorado hear me say that. We have had shitloads of rain and then it descides to snow turning the roads into icy snowy messy. Most people forgot how to drive on it already and have ended up in the ditch.I didn't a couple of fishtales to get myself acustom to driving on it again (and I like sliding around while driving). In my last blog...which I just wrote last Friday, I had to go take a assesment test for Subaru. I was running late and didn't think they would let me in the classroom but they did. I took the test and now on to the next step which is wait alittle longer until they contact me for a interview..(if they contact

"how Do U Want To Handle Me"
Do you think that you can handle me? Make me scream your name and give me pleasure in so many ways? If you think you can, leave me a message saying, "I can please you." Now, here's the fun part; repost this and see who thinks they can, better yet, who wants to please you. If you're a boy; repost saying, "How do u want to handle me" If your a girl; repost saying, "U think you can handle me?" You will be very suprised at the response that you will get!

Working It Out
SO today was a pretty good day aside from beng sick. I worked on some drawings and made my peace with Kristi. Not that she has returned my im about being friends but I am cool with it. I understand that I said alot of hurtful things to her in my blogs. But i said them out of anger. I didn't really have the time that she did to adjust to the changes. But i digress i am over this situation. I will probably never speak to Kristi again with exception to picking up the last remaining items from her house. And that is fine. In the end I said all that I needed to say and I have made my peace with it all. Tonights game plan is probably gonna consist of going to bed early since I was unable to sleep last night due to being stuffed up/sick. I have tried calling the house in texas so as to speak with jerran but to no avail no one has answered. It is probably best that I didn't speak with him seeing as how Kristi informed me of how he was doing. But i miss the guy. Not un