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Cuz I Was Bored.. That's Why.
1. Do you think you can get through it without answering "I don't know"? Of course 2. Are you involved with anyone? Yes, quite. 3. Where do you wish you were right now? Tropical island, in my vaca villa, sipping some fresh juice while being massaged... *sigh* 4. What should you be doing right now? I'm doing it. 5. Does sex mean love? No. People have sex with people they don't love all the time. 6. what do you believe is a true saying about life? Your life is what you make of it. 7. Are you a bad influence? Some say so. I'm a notorious speeder.. plus I smoke and curse. lol 8. who has had the most influence on you (good or bad)? I'd have to say Sean. But mostly because I value his opinion, so what he has to say has an influence on most of my decisions. 9. night out or night in? I haven't had a night out in a long time.. So I pick that one! 10. single forever with a great family or no family and your soul mate? My soul mate is all the family I need if

Something To Think About
Something to think about Don't wait until tomorrow to tell someone you love them. Don't ever let the ones you care about question that you care. Take the time to smell the roses. Smile at a stranger. Don't sweat the small stuff. The dishes, laundry, and the rest of your "chores" can wait until tomorrow...take the time to play with your kid today. Laugh, laugh often. If you have something to say, say it. Don't make assumptions. Ask questions. Jump in a puddle. Play in the rain. Don't expect others to change if you are not willing to make changes yourself. Don't ask a question unless you truly want to know the answer. Be honest even if it's brutal. Go see a show on broadway. Travel. If you want to do something, do it. Take a chance. Don't brag. Pray. Take the time to listen. Take time for yourself. Getting hurt sucks, but the pain only lasts as long as you allow it. Learn from your mistakes, grow. Care what affect your actions may have on another. If you apologize, mean it

God
"Be very careful not to make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from his side to be equal to".

Over Before It Began
WELL I WASNT NIAVE I WASNT USED I WASNT ABUSED I WAS NOT ANY OF THOSE THINGS. WELL TONIGHT WHAT I WAS WAS THANKFUL IT ENDED NOW INSTEAD OF LATER. I DIDNT GET DUMPED. SHE GOT DUMPED. I AINT PLAYIN NO GAMES AT ALL. LAST NIGHT SHE ENDED UP AT HER EX'S HOUSE. OK SHE SUPPOSE TO BE MY GIRLFRIEND. WELL SHE TOLD ME SHE WAS ON HER WAY. THIS WAS AT 10:46 ITS NOW 3:08 STILL NOTHING. SO I AINT GONA PLAY THAT GAME. FRANKLY I EXPECT3ED IT AND SHE DONT KNOW IT BUT WHEN I TALK TO HER AGAIN IM TELLING HER IT IS OVER. I DONT PLAY NO GAMES AND SHE GONA PLAY A GAME I WANT NOTHINNG TO DO WITH IT AND HER. THE ONLY THING I CHANGED WAS MY PROFILE HERE. I AINT UPSET OR ANYTHING CAUSE IF I WAS ID HAVE EXPECTED MORE AND I DIDNT. HER LOSS NOT MINE.

Where Are You?
I look for you everywhere but you are nowhere in sight. I constantly listen for your voice but it's not here again this night. I reach for your strong body across our massive bed. But your side is cold and empty and you're someplace else instead. I fight to hold back the tears and the pains of lonliness I feel. But I feel like I've lost my strength and that my broken heart will not heal. I lie awake and wait for you praying that you will come soon. But when morning finally comes I find that you're still not in our room. When sleep finally takes over I can only dream of you. Waking from these precious dreams I cannot stand to do. Please, please come to me now. I need to feel your embrace. I pray that when I open my eyes I will finally see your loving face.

The 5-factor Personality Profile
Your Five Factor Personality Profile Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!" Conscientiousness: You have low conscientiousness. Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously. Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions. Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce ba

~babs~
COME MEET MY OWNER AND BFF ~BABS~ SHE IS THE SWEETEST PERSON I HAVE MET ON FUBAR AND DESERVES TONS OF LOVE FROM ALL MY FRIENDS!!! SO IF YOU HAVEN'T DONE SO YET GO RATE/FAN/ADD/CRUSH HER!!! THEN RATE HER PHOTOS AND STASH!!! I WILL DO 1 PHOTO EFFECT FOR EVERY 100 OF HER PHOTOS/STASH YOU RATE!!! IF YOU RATE 100 11S YOU WILL GET 3 PHOTO EFFECTS!!! IF YOU RATE ALL OF HER THINGS I WILL SEND YOU 15,000 FUBUCKS AS WELL AS DOING THE PHOTO EFFECTS! {MAKE SURE YOU SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WHEN YOU'RE DONE AND WITH HOW MANY YOU RATED} SO GO ON REPOST THIS FOR ME THEN GO RATE HER STUFF!!!! AND IF YOU'VE BEEN IN ONE OF MY AUCTIONS OR ARE CURRENTLY OR ARE THINKING OF JOINING ONE IN THE FUTURE YOU REALLY NEED TO SHOW HER LOVE FOR HER MAKING THE BULLETINS I POSTED PROMOTING THE AUCTION STICKIES! ~BABS~@ fubar

Carnivals
You Are a Carousel You are young at heart and a truly playful person. No one would ever accuse you of taking life too seriously. You are definitely in things for the fun. You find joy easily, and you are often building up anticipation for your next adventure. In relationships, you tend to want to be babied and taken care of. And while you may be a bit high maintenance, you are incredibly loyal. Your life is simple and satisfying. Each day you treat yourself to something you enjoy. You have a lot of emotional attachments, and experiences are extra vivid to you. You tend to be nostalgic and sentimental. The past is important to you. Comfortable around all living things, you have a special connection to animals and children. At your best, you are whimsical, free spirited, and creative. Even if your schemes seem a bit strange, they usually work out wonderfully. At your worst, you are spoiled, demanding, and impossible to satisfy. You've been known to act like a brat

Spirits At Play
When my father died. The shock was so great. It was so deep and raw that I turned my face away from it and instead focused my eyes on my mother. And her pain. I barely cried. I did gasp and bend and wrap my arms about myself. The pains of it was physical. An ache the I couldn't rub out. I remember calmly discussing things with my mom. This is the way we both are. No time for anything else. Lets focus on what needs to be done....and do it. Let's figure out the steps that need to be taken...and take them. I held on tight to my moms voice. Forcing calmness inside my own. I figured that if I was calm then she would be as well. I'm almost sure that she was focusing on the very same thing. I insisted on calling the family. I needed to spare her the grief of others. The tears and the sobs that bound over the line and enter into your heart becoming your own. Compounding it. Thickening it. I needed to do this for her. Three phone calls later found me on the floor of my ba

Please Help Me I Will So Return Da Favor
I AM IN FIRST GIVEAWAY AND THOUGHT IT WAS FOR 30 DAYS, WHICH I JUST FOUND OUT ISNT THE CASE!!! IF U HELP ME I WILL RETURN DA FAVOR BY RATING/COMMENTING U!!!! I ALSO MAKE PERSONALIZED COMMENTS AND STUFF SO IF U WANT SOMETHING JUST LET ME KNOW.....HERE IS THE LINK TO MY GIVEAWAY....ANY HELP WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED

Girls And Guys Night Out
Once again im sending out to everyone that im hoping that some new people would please come to my lounge and please subscribe to it too, I am also looking for someone that would like to be a promoter so that i can have some one post my news all the time, for me, I have been working on this like for ever now and i really hoping that i can get some new and more people to please check out my lounge,Again its called Girls and Guys night Out please take a look and see what u may like there and have some fun and dance the night away too.

Poeticimage
One Man's Desire With one mans desire there is nothing that can hold him away with the thoughts of a goddess an the sounds of the heavens she speaks his name chasing at his soul for every breathe that she takes with a simple thought of her beauty life can feel like such a dream an to yet hold her bye his side an never lot her go there is nothing that can be more sweet.

Men Do Remember ;)
A woman awakes during the night to find that her husband is not in bed. She puts on her robe and goes downstairs to look for him. She finds him sitting at the kitchen table with a hot cup of coffee in front of him. He appears to be in deep thought, just staring at the wall. She watches as he wiped a tear from his eye and takes a sip of his coffee. "What's the matter, dear?" she whispers as she steps into the room, "Why are you down here at this time of night? The husband looks up from his coffee, "It's the 20th Anniversary of the day we met". She can't believe he has remembered and starts to tear up. The husband continues, "Do you remember 20 years ago when we started dating? I was 18 and you were only 16," he says solemnly. Once again, the wife is touched to tears thinking that her husband is so caring and sensitive. "Yes, I do" she replies. The husband pauses. The words were not coming easily. "Do you remember when your father cau

Woman
IF U R ON MY EVILANDNAUGHTY ACCOUNT DO NOT TALK TO ME UNLES U R IN THE ROOM I HANG OUT IN. AND DONT ASK ME TO GET YOU A DRINK UNLES U R IN THE ROOM I HANG OUT IN.AS FOR LOVE THERE IS NO LOVE. I WANT ONE WOMAN TO SHOW ME THAT LOOKS DONT MATTER AND THAT MONEY DONT MATTER. THAT WHAT IS ON THE INSIDE THAT COUNTS THE MOST. IM WALL IS GOING BACK UP. AND GOOD LUCK BREAKING IT BACK DOWN.

Tomorrow Won't Be Lost.
I was a ghost, before, you came. I was a slave, but then, I changed. I will take, the good, and bad. For many, I am back to this again. So leave me alone, before the strain of listening to me becomes more than you can bare. But maybe this time, we will be fine or else tomorrow, will be lost. There was a force, I swear I thought it would take me out There was a chance that we could go, So far as I look in your eyes I know, you say no more, That is the fight, in this life. Maybe this time we will be fine and our tomorrow won't be lost.

The Book Of Life
life HARE RAMA___ life is not just a pass it is some thing more that that & book of life teaches a lot from the past experiences their in to make all necessary correction to carry on with in a true mode & fair life style to reach at its best which counts to be glorious by the true saints & lord of all for here & here onwards too. It reflects on the bare facts of life to visualize them & align the course of life to correct the life style accordingly to achieve the ultimate glory of life. Life is so easy to pass if knows the mode to interact with & same time very tough to carry on with if perception is wrong but it is rest assure that life is a short stay on the planet & if taken in right spirit then it will be glories success their for here & here after. With out content desire cannot cease; and so long as desire continues one can never dream of happiness in life though desire is the sources of inspiration to life but still optimist is the limit to adhere with. Can

Ammunition Substantiation
An infantry brigade was training in the summer heat, learning methods to counter offensive tactics. That summer, the area had experienced an infestation of rattlesnakes. Officers and NCOs were given one magazine of live ammunition to counter this danger, as several men had already been bitten. So much ammunition was expended shooting, supposedly, at snakes that the post commander demanded that every officer and NCO who had shot at a snake present the dead snake as proof that the expenditure of rounds was justifiable. The next day, the post commander entered his office and spotted a shoe box on his desk. He opened it, revealing a sleepy and sluggish, but very live, rattlesnake. Inside the box were twenty expended cartridges, and a short note. The note said, "I missed!"

Who Says You Can't Make Spring Get Here Sooner?
http://www.procreo.jp/labo/flower_garden.swf copy and paste the link into your browser, when you get to the site drag your mouse over the page or left click all over it

Erotica I "the Spanking"
Welcome to my Tre's Thoughts of Erotica series! Ive been writing blogs for another site called my**** and some of these blogs we're well received. Since I am here now I hope you all take a chance and read my work. In todays chat it was amazing the reception a brotha gets from some of his lady friends and ummm I figured since it was the topic of this mornings brief discussion in chat, I would write something to briefly describe in my words what it would read like! I hope you enjoy...and remember its only a view from "Tre's Mind!" If you dont like spanking or getting spanked dont continue reading this! Exit stage left........wink! Tre held Jane down, bent over his knees, and proceeded in lifting her skirt, exposing her pretty little butt. Slipping his fingers into her damp panties, he began slowly sliding them off as her skin blushed. He loves to see Jane's embarrassment as she was exposed to his greedy eyes. "Would Tre really do this?" Jane thought to herself! He is such a man of

Friendship
You don't even know me but your words are kind. Compassion these days is really hard to find. I put the blinders on so I could not see. With your gentle persuasion you reminded me what could be. You helped me realize what I was throwing away. Without your words to hear I would not know what to say. The kindness you've shown is how everyone should be. God as my witness, forever you have made a friend in me.

Virgo
The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring,Smart, Loud, Loyal, Easy to talk to, Everything you ever wanted, Easy to please, A pushover, Loves to gamble and take chances, Needs to have the last say in everything, They think they know everything and usually do, Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget. The one and only

Benny Benassi
benny bennasi. should have known by the name of the tour, "rockin’ rave." but we went. how could you not? it’s benny benassi. i hate when dj’s come onstage and use CD’s. i came here to see your talent, your skillz, not watch you push a few buttons and TAH DAH! what happened to scratching? what happened to being so lost in the music. what happened to our scene? as i looked around the dancefloor at the hundreds of people jammed in either like a can of sardines or the very beginning of a mosh pit? ... this isn’t our music. this isn’t our scene. i said it enough on friday. i feel as if i’m over pushing the idea, but ................. this isn’t our scene. people were climbing up on the tiny stage shaking their ass, in the way of the girls who were being paid to do the dancing. how disrespectful that was. i’d have thrown my headphones down and walked out of there. first time in boston, this is what he gets. have some couth! ... honestly though, it was a good night. lots

Life
i think i need help. i have an excellent job, pays well, bosses look after me. the people are great. but my job is moral dilemia. i work for my most hated industry in the world .. oil. but yet again, the money is good. i'm in corporate management. i'm looked up to. i'm 24 and i have more knowledge than more than half of those people have. i can excel in this position. i was promoted within a year. i have my own laptop and a blackberry. OOOOOH! i'pm special. ... i seriously want to drop napalm on all of my stations and be done with it. ... maybe go around and blow em' all up while i'm at it. .. doesn't take much for one of those to go boom. and what's scary? ... i make sure these stations don't go boom. i've been there almost 3 years .. wait. no 3 years. first part of it i worked in a warehouse, wore what i wanted, cussed when i wanted. as long as i did my job, i was good. i did my job well. it's not that hard to make a few phone calls to get someone to re

Walk Into The Sun
Will you always keep me warm Hold me safe and away from harm Keep day from night and as the day fades Burn a candle bright for me Will you always keep me warm Give me shelter from the wildest storm When I'm glowing Will you tend evergreen love without end

My Best Friend....
So, ok. I was chatting with my best friend today... and I always give her hell about stuff... and this is what she said chastine dawson: I love me sharing it lmao> oh em gee. I swear to god I have a crush on the girl. Not like a sex crush but like the same excited I was when I started talking to you Robin: *cries* we just dont have that excitement in our relationship anymore Robin: thats awesome tho chastine dawson: lol bullshit! there are times when Im so upset like yesterday... I was SO fucking sad and you called and I was so happy to see it was you. I dont tell you enough but you really do mean the world to me OMG, I almost cried!! She is quite possibly the best friend I've ever had, and I love her to death... She's amazingly awesome, and so effin sweet... and like always there for me when i need her... I'm so freaking lucky... I have the most amazing best friend and most amazing boyfriend... i've been hella blessed and I'm so thankful for it!!! Love ya!!

Cheating
I have herd for the past week about cheating, possible cheating(if you consider meeting an ex for the weekend cheating) do you consider a sex act cheating if its just a one nighter! Or if its with another girls is that cheating? Or is oral sex cheating? Come on Where do you people come from. If you are in a comitted relationship then its cheating! I dont care if you just started going with the person or you have been with them for 100 years. You dont say when you meet the person when you become comitted oh by the way babyI want you to be my gf/bf but once in awhile I want to go fuck someone else no you dont cuz you know they wont go for that. ITS CHEATING. No matter how you look at it. I think todays morals suck. The problem with society today is that the love that one holds for another is so dispendible that they can just throw it out the window for a peice of ass but when its all over you hear oh baby Im sorry.It didnt mean anything to me. I didnt know what I was doing or I was drun

Words To Live By
Don't spoil me. I know quite well that I ought not to have all I ask for. I'm only testing you. Don't be afraid to be firm with me. I prefer it, it makes me feel secure. Don't let me form bad habits. I have to rely on you to detect them in a early stage. Don't make me feel smaller then I am. It only makes me behave stupidly "big". Don't correct me in front of people if you can help it. I'll take much more notice if you talk quietly with me in private. Don't make me feel that my mistakes are sins. It upsets my sense of values. Don't protect me from consequences. I need to learn the painful way sometimes. Don't be too upset when I say "I hate you". Sometimes it isn't you I hate but your power to thwart me. Don't take too much notice of my ailments. Sometimes they get me attention I don't need. Don't nag. If you do, I shall have to protect myself by being deaf. Don't forget that I cannot explain myself as well as I should like. That's why I am not a

American Idol "having Courage"
I was watching the television awhile back, giving some thought process to what I would write about next when my attention happened across a television series called "American Idol!" At the time there was so much going on, being a father of 4 small children, and the nightly activities that usually consist of this position in life, dinner,clean up after dinner, dishes, wiping down counter tops, puting the dishes away and taking out the kitchen garbage etc etc. Then Asia'h Epperson came on, an 18 year old molado girl from Joplin, Missouri' and its her story that made my heart break. While doing the final check of homework, getting the bathes ready for kids, batheing kids, drying kids and proceeding to the ceremonial brushing of teeth, I was listening to this young girl Asia'h(s) history and the first sentence in her introduction or perhaps the second sentence i dont recall, but all I know was is that I had to stop what I was doing immediately and come out to watch the rest of her story, h

About Me
just a quick summery of who i am,i am loveing and carring person,im not easy,love to laugh,i am not married i have been married twice,i have 4 girls and two boys.3 live with me,i am a stay at home mom who takes care of my special needs 8 year old daughter,i am honest and lotal,i have nothing to hide

This Is What I Says..
I'm really sick and tired of people who really enjoy fucking around with other people's emotions. Don't you have anything better to do? Seriously. If you really don't like the person, then don't lead them on. It's simple. I'm tired of being apart of everyones "game," so this means no more miss nice Addy. I'm done. I'm really close to just deleting my fubar. STOP saying you like me if you don't, DON'T lead me on and STOP acting like you care. Assholes.

Mmm Mmm Mmm
Something about sam adams and vodka that makes today seem perfect!!! Wish I was back in Florida right now though so I would have people to throw some back with. The girlfriend and I did actually break up.....it sucks. it was almost 4 years so it is especially hard. Know what I mean? Anyways my friends girl had their first child today. His name is Nicholas Paul Tufariello born in Stony Brook Hospital, Long Island, New York. Woohoo!!!

Encounter 3
A Moment Down we fall fathers graceful decent Satin pillows catch our smiling forms Your face framed in ravens wings Your eyes seek my spark my passion Fires flames dance creating writhing shadows Radiant warmth fuels desires need Limbs entwine knee rises leg locks tight Pressing forward your warmth invitation I yield pressed into pillows soft embrace Your hands press my chest, you catch your breath Pulse racing my blood flows, raising anticipation Your eyes triumphant you take control Hips move grinding down silk on cotton I reach up caressing flesh stroking I pull you down turning legs lock mine I hold fast I strip away modesties constriction you smile Stroking erect flesh, legs part your invitation Damp silk greats my avid gaze prize barely concealed I stroke one finger tracing wetness path, hips arch forward Questing for contact, eager for more urgent touch Fully awake I stroke engorged flesh “Patience my lady we have all night"

Ugh
Last November after 7 years of not being a part of my families life..I reconnected with them. Moved from NY to MO because I was tired of being the girl that was always invited over to someone's house on a holiday and not being part of the family. Either way it hasn't been very good. I hate this po-dunk backwards town..and even though my family is five minutes away I never see them. Now after 35 years of marriage my parents are done. I uprooted my life to be closer to my family that I didn't have for so long..and now this... I am the designated translator for them both..and I hate it.

She Needs Votes
hey guys one of my good friend entered a photo contest and i really want her to win she seems down or upset she i want her to cheer up so if u can click on the link it will take you to the pic in the contest ty guy it means alot too me :) http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1029198&albumid=914764&i=4072505365&idx=4

Food For Thought.
I may be a dork...but at least I admit it. I'm not afraid of who I am and I'm surely not going to try to be someone other than who I am. What gets me is all these people on here that are hot yeah...great you look wonderful...but your personality sucks. Do you really think because you are on a site where a bunch of people suddenly give you attention that you are better than some other on this site? Think about it...how many of you get this much attention in the world without internet? I can actually say that I get more attention offline than I do online. I've seen girls almost wreck their car to get a second look at me. I'm not trying to brag...but I'm just being real. So all you people that think you look like a playboy bunny...and are showing yourself off nude to your selected friends...I say you need a reality check. If you do this cuz it makes you feel more beautiful or more sexy...give me a break...who are fooling other than yourself? Granted I appreciate a beautiful body

Poetry
What I wish for you, my sweet Havanna? What I wish for you, my sweet Havanna? A world of passion, a heart of gold! Open arms, peaceful soul, In your comming future, happyness for ever! My sweet Havanna, this is what I wish you. Dreams of ever lasting love Strength for you to win. All your glory days, happy they remain, Lighting up your heart, always being loved, My sweet Havanna, this is what I wish you. The angel of love, the angel of peace, Above your head always guarding you, Taste of happynes, of the heaven's sky, Arms of peacefull angels. My sweet Havanna, this is what I wish you. What I wish for you, my sweet Havanna? Be a happy bride, wife amor! May your household live in ever lasting peace Like the night's stars, like the morning sun rise, Ever lasting life, glory, happyness, Heart of gold, soul of steel, Dreams of bravery, pride and joy, My sweet Havanna, this is what I wish you!

To Fubar Members
to all my fubar members and friends, this is ghettoluva letting you now that i will be singing live on blog tv real soon if you want to check it out let me know by sb and also check out my profile and stash and pics ty to all the people that helped me out that helped me so far thoughout my ordeal on leveling i could'nt done it without you all. so from the bottom of my heart ty ty ty peace

Feelings!
Why is it that when you are having such a good day some people aim to ruin it. Well this happens to me all to often & now it's gone beyond a joke where i honestly don't give acrap about what people think about me. No one has never even given a shit, no one even asks whats wrong no more & it's all because i'm a good for nothing person that no one has or will ever care about ever! I seem to take everyone for who they are but no one ever returns it. I'm going to stop caring for people now & what they want or think about absolutely everything & see how they feel or think about it, then & only then will they truly understand what i go through but until then no one will ever know. If you have any interesting comments i'd like to hear them & maybe take them into consideration too!

Romance Pattern
What's Your Romantic Pattern?My Result: Mentor and the ProtegeThe Mentor and the Protégé is a romantic pattern that's about more than love for love's sake. In it, love grows out of deeper need to learn and understand other aspects of your life through the teachings of someone else. But, here's the recurring pattern you may see in your relationships: Love isn't the only thing you're after. You want power, success, attention, maybe even fame. You want to be recognized, doted on, and adored for your talents. And the object of your desire is the person best suited to provide you with these things — a boss, a mentor, a teacher, or a troubled genius. Similarly, the object of your affection can take the place of an absent parent or role model, providing security and nurturance. Whatever the reason, you're likely to feel a boost to your self-image when you're with this person. Just as this romantic pattern overpowers you, you might wish to be overpowered by someone stronger, wise

Looking In A New Way At Life!
Yesterday was my 26th birthday! I spent it with my dad, my fiance', and 2 of my friends! Alot has changed for me these past few months because I am getting older and am started to want to settle down in life. I aint a young kid anymore. I have someone in my life that deeply loves me and worries about me alot with the way my health is. We(Piers & I) both are hoping that next month we finally get to bring baby girl, Elizabeth,home.During our visit on Tuesday, we werent very happy with Dss plus the fact of another detail that made us both upset. But come April 21st, when we go back to court; hopefully we are able to bring her home to a real loving family with me and Piers,her daddy!

Believe...
Believe in your heart that something wonderful is about to happen. Love your life. Believe in your own powers, and your own potential, and in your own innate goodness. Wake every morning with the awe of just being alive. Discover each day the magnificent, awesome beauty in the world. Explore and embrace life in yourself and in everyone you see each day. Reach within to find your own specialness. Amaze yourself and rouse those around you to the potential of each new day. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect; this is the essence of your humanity. Let those who love you help you. Trust enough to be able to take. Look with hope to the horizon of today, for today is all we truly have. Live this day well. Let a little sun out as well as in. Create your own rainbows. Be open to all your possibilities; all possibilities and Miracles. Always believe in Miracles.

Meet My Owner
Hi everyone! I would like you all to meet this very wonderful friend and owner of mine. She is one of the greatest people you could ever meet! Always there when someone needs help in a contest, giveaway or leveling. Well she is getting closer to godmother and I would like to help get her there. So if all you wonderful fubarians could please go show her some love I would greatly appreciate it! You will not regret getting to know this wonderful person! ♫LilBamaGirl♫~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar This bulletin brought to you by : Wishful Thinking@ fubar

Please Help!!!
A very good friend is in need of some help. Trese is suffering from kidney failure and needs to go into a specialist for dialysis to prepare for a transplant. Unfortunately, it's going to cost $400 to get in and she doesn't have insurance. I have set up a donations block on my site for all who would like to help us get the money to get her into the specialist and get this taken care of. Any amount is welcomed. Link for donating is http://www.mystic-illusions.com Link for her Fubar page to give other support and kind words is ۞†♥┼®ë§ë♥†۞-graphic designer @ Mystic Illusions website, Get you Wor@ fubar

Vampire
You scored 30% Freedom, 62% Humanity, 45% Fight vs Mental! TOREADOR - CAMARILLA - strength, speed, shapeshifting, charisma, mind control, enhanced senses. What a sweet little boy ... NOT! He was obviously made when he was young, but he is actually quite old. He loves to be underestimated by his appearance, so he can take advantage of it. He can do it all. Theoreticly he should still have quite some humanity in him left, but he is so incredibly insane it doesnt show ... at all. Here are the links to all the tests I’ve made ...

Women Over 40...........
As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart. Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell you right off if you are a jerk if you are acti

Spin The Bottle
The rules are that you post this and wait for someone to send you a message telling you what they would do with you. All you have to do is repost this with the subject "SPIN THE BOTTLE'' 1.I Would Feel your ass 2.I Would kiss you on the cheek 3.I Would kiss you on forehead 4.I would just give you a hug. 5.I would give you a kiss on the lips 6.I would french kiss you 7.I would make out with you 8.I would try and feel you up 9.I would try and fuck you 10.I would fuck you all night long If you do not repost this you will have bad relationships for the rest of your life!!! SPIN THE BOTTLE

Romance
It was getting late and we hadn't spoken a word to each other in about three hours. Looking at you, out of the corner of my eye, I can see the emptiness and loneliness on your face. As we watched reruns of 90210. "It's getting late, maybe I should go." I say as I sit up. "Okay" you say standing and stretching, "I'll walk you out" So hand in hand we walk to and out the door, still not saying a word. Our hands are barely holding each other and it just symbolizes how far apart we grown over the last couple months. Most couples grow closer together, but we have against odds, drifted further apart, almost like strangers now. Once to my car I turn and put my arms around you, and you throw your arms around my head. I lean down and gently we kiss, though we couldn't be further apart we still feel an obligation top kiss goodnight. Both of us knowing, this is our last. But neither one of us saying it. "So I'll call you tomorrow?" I say with uncertainty. You frown and say "Sure" One last hug as I

Spank Me
SPANK ME spank my ass lick your lips give me what you got give me a kiss hard and wet lick my neck take me from behind show me how wild you can get nothing is too freaky nothing is taboo grab my thighs make me scream for you bouncing up and down feeling you inside break the bed there's nothing I won't try pull my hair scratch my back I want you to want me I want you to attack so spank me again feeling the pleasure and pain and when it's all over do it to me again.

Disharmonic
blue tear drop eyes making reflective pools in the moons pale light whispered promises on the wind falling away with the leaves as they scatter we are lost and all but forgotten hidden from the plain sight of shallow jaded eyes outside the range of normal perception in an endless night this is the path we choose to tread,naked and unshod,fearful of nothing and no one words fly as arrows and fall lifeless at our feet our protection and power surrounding us at all times accept the truth as you utter the oathand embrace the task ahead glory lies slightly beyond these mediocre struggles and heartaches it is there i await you

Im For Sell So Are Many Other Hotties
CHECK OUT WHO DJ T SMOOTH IS GONNA AUCTION OFF! GET YOUR BIDS PREPARED AND READY AND BE IN ☆{{{{FuBaЯ's Afte® Hours™}}}}☆ THE AUCTION BEGINS SATURDAY, MARCH 29 @ 11 PM THESE PEOPLE ARE READY TO BE AUCTIONED OFF TO YOU!!!!! DJ T SM00TH--{Manager @ FuBaЯs Afte® Hours}@ fubar YOUR AUCTIONEER DJ T SMOOTH IS OFFERING.... 1. rate all your pics once a week 10s or 11s depending on if i have vip or not 2. personal salute once a week for a month 3. personal pimpout bulletin once a week for a month 4. add you to top friends for a month 5. add you to family 6. add you to yahoo instant messenger 7. rate all stash 8. dedicate a remix that i will personaly make to you(this will get played in afterhours) 9. one personal signed fubar afterhours sweatshirt( you will have to let me know size/color you would like etc.etc..up to 50dollar value!!) SybeЯ™@ fubar SYBER IS OFFERING.... * ALL OF HIS 11'S FOR ONE WEEK * ADDED TO HIS FAMILY * Y

Thought For The Day
"Treat the earth well: it is not given to you by your parents,it was loaned to you by your children. We do not inherit the earth from our ancestors, we borrow it from our children." ancient Indian proverb

More Of My Poetic Point Of View!
Here comes the fall Everything to gain, but willing to lose it all I can feel myself drop And there is no way to make it stop I have never felt so alive Joy beyond measure, it brings tears to my eyes I dont care if I dont have all the answers I could live like this forever Heeding my hearts calling Care to join me in the falling?

Girls Night Out!!!!!!!!
It all started out with (Deb) Blueroses ~Blueroses~ you just never know@ fubar and (Barb) Tulsa's Angel Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / Sisters4Life ~@ fubar talking about needing a girls night out. Ha! It didn't take much to convince us that even tho we're in different states, we ARE going to do this! Calling all girls needing a night out! Saturday, April 19th, 2008 in Richardson, Texas, be there or be square! So far we have (Deb) ~Blueroses~ (Barb) Tulsa's Angel Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / RisingStar ~@ fubar (Amber) Sexy Green Eyes Sexy Green Eyes@ fubar and (Nikki) ^Sin^ ^sin^-¢¾fu gf 2 sexy sheila¢¾@ fubar Mel will be there if she can get away Sweet Mel*Sarge's Bad Girl*Greeter Club F.A.R@ fubar (Charlene) Goddess Devine said she will be there! Goddess }|{ Devine@

I've Noticed
It never fails that I seem to have trouble starting any kind of project. Ok, let me clarify.. I'm working on a Bachelor's degree in Psychology. I'm getting there, but dammit... fubar keeps getting in the way of my thoughts! So many people to look at and talk to.. I want to give them all of my attention. Hell, i cant even concentrate on the weddings i'm trying to plan!! Someone save me.. I know they are out there. I need a face to face individual that will keep me occupied. Takers?

Something I've Noticed
I was going to post this on someone's comment wall, but it applied to too many women, so here goes. Women are almost being forced to put disclaimers in their "About Me" sections saying they're not interested in engaging in all these sexual encounters in which they're offered to participate. I see this and I kinda chuckle to myself because it's pretty sad. I will defend my brethren on this and then will provide criticism. First, we're all very human, and the fact is that humans are animals. Testosterone is a powerful chemical, and obviously, the more you have in your body, the more aggressive you are. That being said, we are thinking beings, and my suggestion is that we think about our image and how we are going to be perceived before taking action. I will admit I'm a huge perv sometimes, and I really admire the female anatomy, but in the end, I'm much more of a thinker and understand I'm not attractive enough to secure attention from females like many Alpha males can. It take

Im Still Dead
its funny how people around you think your ok even though inside your dieing.i guess thats what my life is going to be a huge lie. thats how im living. plastic smile and a plastic life, just hiding the shattered pieces inside

Is There Really A Sex Addict Anonymous?
I've been having sex.....let's say for over 10 years now and have never realized how much I truly enjoyed it until the last few years. I know I hit my sexual peak last year and damn I am enjoying the ride.........i feel like such a sex addict. Do I need to seek help? J/K.....

My Love Style
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrifice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

Vegas And Tv
Does anyone else watch that show Journey Man? I flipping love it. I accidentally started watching it when I ran out of Heroes episodes to watch online and now I am addicted. Speaking of Heroes are they going to come back and let us know what happened to Nikki/Jessica or just fucking leave us hanging until next season? I am fucking pissed about the writers strike fucking up my second season of Heroes. So I Haven’t been writing in awhile. I am a total scatterbrain right now. I can’t stay on task or figure out what I am doing at all. As a matter of fact I might get up in the middle of writing this blog and go for a walk and grab a Ski from the machine down the street. Yeah NOT ON TASK! OFF TASK! I have a long list of things I need to be doing for myself, my site and well whatever but I can’t seem to get anything on it done. I need assistants or something, I’m too much of a ADD drunk to figure out schedules and lists. Who wants to volunteer? As if you didn’t know yet I

Tickled Pink
Sweet Gestures tickle you pink Hand-written love letters stuffed into your purse. Giving up a seat on the bus to a pregnant woman. You love the little things in life — and you know that they can make all the difference. Whether you're giving, receiving, or just watching from afar, nothing brightens up your day like a token of affection or seeing people treat each other with kindness. Thoughtful and caring, you often put the needs of others above your own. That's why friends and family trust you, your goals, and advice — they know that you always have the best of intentions at heart. It's simple really, making other people happy makes you happy. What could be better than that?

*snorts*
Your Thinking is Abstract and Sequential You like to do research and collect lots of information. The more facts you have, the easier it is for you to learn. You need to figure things out for yourself and consider all possibilities. You tend to become an expert in the subjects that you study. It's difficult for you to work with people who know less than you do. You aren't a very patient teacher, and you don't like convincing people that you're right. What Kind of Thinker Are You?

Product Launch Formula
Product Launch Formula Product Launch Formula 2 is HERE! Product Launch Formula was created by Jeff Walker, and it was a huge success. Product Launch Formula 2 is going to be launched and you will find the Product Launch Formula 2 Review here. A little about Jeff Walker in his own words, "When I started publishing a free newsletter on the internet in 1996 a lot of people laughed - including some of my family and friends. And then when I told them I was going to start charging $700.00 a year for an email newsletter, they REALLY started laughing. That was in late December, 1996. And you know what? Right now I am the only one laughing, and I am laughing all the way to the bank. Now I want to be completely honest... so far, I have only done that "six figures in seven days" once. But I have done $20,000 or $30,000 in seven days many times. Let me repeat that... many times. Often enough so my bank no longer bats an eye when it happens. And to continue with the disclai

Mercury Rising
In the shadows again Breathe in without it sounds the same If I wasn't afraid Inside it wouldn't be too late To kiss away the sorrow To shelter me from sin If i could change tomorrow what would it bring Mercury rising Never showing her face The secret she's hiding lies in empty space Heaven rising to praise Words of enlightenment vanish free of trace Mercury rising Heaven saltine to brazed Words of enlightenment vanish free of trace Mercury rising...

The Truth
If the truth be told I miss you and if I'd known I would never have let you go Now my dreams are growing old Just as I supposed If the truth be told All our yesterday's have flown Like birds from winter shores All the memories we've known Are fragments and nothing more Our Summer years have passed us by Floating on an endless stream Made from the tears we could not cry Wrapped close in our inner dreams All our vanities have gone Wasted so much time with them Pride the victor all along Building walls between two friends It was too high to pull it down It was too high to climb so far Now we laugh just like the clown Who reminds us what a fool we are I would never have let you down If the truth be told

Salvation
Take away those pills Keep away that injection Those voices in my head They are my only salvation They stay with me when i'm alone They tell me the best way to get home They agree with me when when no-one else will They tell me it's ok To stay away from the knife They are my true friends My true friends for life

Why Me?
why do I always get stuck next to the crazy person in the library that feels the need to stare at my comp whenever i go on a website? I mean seriously, is this what you do with your time?! In other news I spent last night drinking with Brock and Tommy of 36 Crazyfists and once again walked out of the venue being able to barely stand. I have to remember it's harded to try to out drink someone way over a foot taller than you that outweighs you by at least 50 lbs. Good times though. lol.

Whateva....pssh
You Make a Good First Impression You probably are making a much better impression than you realize. Social situations can be a bit awkward for you at times, and you tend to over think what you say and do. If you make a social faux pas, you remember it a lot longer than anyone else does. Just relax and do your best. There are little things you can do to improve your social image. Express more of an interest in the people around you, and be a good listener. The secret of fascinating people is that they find everyone else fascinating! What Kind of First Impression Do You Make?

Might Not Be Home Tomorrow For My Happy Hour But Have Fun
i may not be home tomorrow during my happy hour reason for that is that my mom will be going for another heart catherization to see if she has any blockages please pray for her she goes to the docs at 830 to get that all done she has two stents put in now and the second one was to release a mediscine and that may have causing all her problems so hopefully that is all that is what is going on there i will let you all know when i know whats going on luv you all

A Friends Work !!
I dream of a place where no roads end is ever seen, a place where power and freedom have been. I dream of a place where cities never sleep, a place where the snow falls five inches deep. I dream of a place and sitting on the porch at night and greeting the sun of the morning light. I dream of a place of the red, the white, the blue. I dream of America how bout you?.

The Tall And Short Of It All..
Good morning and happy Friday! Do the weeks fly by for you? My gosh… I am wondering if the new year brought less hours in the day… Oh well, the tall and short of it all is this. The weeks just keep passing by… Speaking of tall and short… has anyone watched any of the College Basketball March Madness Tournament games? My gosh are those guys tall or what? I used to consider myself tall but, some of those guys are over seven foot…holey moley how does one fit thru a doorway being that tall? I heard also that some guy by the name of Ping, Ping Pong.. or something of that nature has been named the worlds shortest man… I believe they measured his little self and came up with 2 foot seven inches or something of that nature… hold the phone I will look it up…don’t go anywhere… silly me… I am the one that left not you… Ok the dude is 73 cm tall and doing the worldly math like I can…(I cheated) it works out to be 2’4” tall or small…hmmm why do we calculate small by saying tall? Weird… My gosh the

New Song
You tell me that you're broken But assure me that you're still alive I know that this has got you down But you can make the choice to survive Staring through your windowpane You're waiting on the world to change but It's not so bad The sun will shine again It's not so bad Just hold your head up high And try again I know how you're feeling Don't pass my words off as indifference Even though they say it's golden Silence isn't always self-defense And you're staring through that windowpane Still waiting on the world to change It's not so bad The sun will shine again It's not so bad Just hold your head up high And try again And I've been told That hope is all we've got And if you run with it, You've got a reason To keep going 'Til the very end It's not so bad You can pull through it darling It's not so bad Just take my hand Together we can do it

Why Can't I Be Allowed To Be Happy?
I am gonna rant and rave and try to get this all out my system. My mom and I have never seen eye to eye on alot of things. I'm disorganized, she is a neat freak for one. Today at lunch I had a 20 min phone convo about her putting down Adam, that I am not raising my kids right, that pretty much I suck. I am so tired of defending my choices to her...she thinks I should have stayed in my marriage with my ex. So no matter what Adam does it will never be good enough in her eyes because he is not Jeff. It doesn't matter that I wasn't happy with Jeff and Adam makes me happy. Isn't it enough that my kids adore Adam and he likes them as well? That I am truely happy for the first time in years? *sighs*

People Like Me.. Who Cares?
People Definitely Like You You are very well liked, and many people admire you. You are friendly, well mannered, and fun to be around. Of course, you're not perfect... but that's okay. Your friends are usually willing to accept you for who you are! What People Don't Like About You: People don't like that you secretly are annoyed by them. You may think they can't tell, but they can. What People Like About You: People like that you give them complements. You make people feel good about themselves! People like that you take the them to get to know them and make a connection. You make people feel important. People like that you don't gossip or talk poorly of others. They trust that you will speak positively about them too. Do People Like You?

Motherfucking Christ On A Crutch!!!
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge! Here is how you matched up against all the levels: Level | Score Purgatory | Very Low Level 1 - Limbo | Very Low Level 2 | Very High Level 3 | Very High Level 4 | Very High Level 5 | Very High Level 6 - The City of Dis | Very High Level 7 | Very High Level 8- the Malebolge | Very High Level 9 - Cocytus | Very High Level descriptions: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-information.html Take the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-test.mv

Luvs To Jmos Going Prime Time! :d
DJ JMos23@Blue Orion Radio*Fu-Luv Bomb Squad Enforcer*r/l bf and fu-fiance of PiNk*MaMa*@ fubar (repost of original by '♥Purr~Blue Orion Station Manager♥Sex Slave to Packerbacker♥' on '2008-03-28 18:15:18') (repost of original by 'DJ JMos23@Blue Orion Radio*Fu-Luv Bomb Squad Enforcer*r/l bf and fu-fiance of PiNk*MaMa*' on '2008-03-28 18:17:23') (repost of original by 'Direct Imput **Head DJ Blue Orion Radio**' on

Friendship 3
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with it's untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, success, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you, and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, But I can cry with you and help you

Strings
play me a tune from your rapturous chordes play me a song of death, make my soul soar release me from your guitar strings the rhytmic sounds, my body it stings echos of your guitar screams my name driving me into complete madness, am I insane? D.L.Abrams

Death
we are alone in the dark, here I stand reaching out my arm, a dying heart in my hand the blood drips to a puddle on the floor from my chest it continues to pour I lean in with a kiss, you steal my last breath My last dance was a dance with death D.L.Abrams

The Annual Time Of Shame For Being Canadian
this weekend marks the beginning of the annual slaughter of seals off the eastern shores of canada-a time where there are no words to describe the degree of shame i hold as a canadian, and the self-loathing for being born into this species of animal. what is it with us, as an animal species, that we seek to differentiate ourselves from all other life forms, when the reality says otherwise-beyond our comportment and our ill placed arrogance that is. have we really devolved to the degree we seem to, where we refuse to accept that we are no better or worse-in general terms- than any other species...we need each species-each individual for that matter, for this entire sphere of interconnecting environments and ecosystems to thrive, let alone to survive. when we rape and steal from the world for our own selfish interests it impacts profoundly upon all else that shares that which is taken, adulterated and destroyed. what kind of fucking moron seriously thinks that the non-humans

Help Needed...
CAN YOU HELP PLEASE??? Hello everyone, I have 2 of my friends in this give away,each link below needs 5,000 comments to win,,,I maxed my comments today and some of you are helping, I thank you so much...and for the rest, if each one of you can help with one rate and 20 comments on each pic it will be very sweet and helpful, just click on the pix below... I hope its not much to ask of you... and all the love will be returned. Thank you so much in advance and love to all have a wonderful weekend hugs and kisses WILDCAT LINK #1 LINK #2

The Master
The master Glory of lord speaks with clear words on the subject of life and its creator on a mode of interaction that life {soul} is mare a servant in one of its form as per the version of saints who depends on the version of his master {supreme soul}. But with a quote by the giant saint let not the servant be cast into oblivion by the master as soul being a life is deluded by his illusion on its varying form. A servant depends on his master the same way as that a child on its mother and both remains free from anxiety; for a master needs must take care of his servant. Regarding supreme soul every quotes that he looks upon all with the same eye; but a devotee is supremely dear to him as per the version of Vedic wisdom because he too depends on none but him. And he alone, is exclusively devoted to him, who is steadfast in his conviction that he is servant and the lord manifested in the form of whole animate and inanimate creation is his master. May god bless all on the su

Product Launch Formula
Product Launch Formula Product Launch Formula 2 is HERE! Product Launch Formula was created by Jeff Walker, a leading internet guru. After the stupendous success of Product Launch Formula he is launching Product Launch Formula 2 now. If you don't know Jeff Walker, then I am pleased to let you know that he is the one who made six figures in a seven day period. Jeff says, I have a huge passion for the internet publishing business, and I love sharing it with people. Now I want to be absolutely clear here - not all of my motivations are so altruistic. You can rest assured that I will make a very nice profit from this web site. After all, that is what I do - I put together profitable web sites. And I am going to turn this one into a very nice profit center - just watch me. In fact, I am going to let you see how I do it as I go along. product launch formula, product launch formula 2, product launch formula 2 review, product launch formula 2 download, product launch formu

Break Ups To Make Ups To Break Ups..again
i know i ain't been dealing out a whole lot of love these days, but i figured that i should try to explain. long distance relationships......is out for someone like me (now they are) but about a year ago, i decided to take a crack at it and it failed miserably and the shit ended about 2 months ago. too many secrets too many lies, too much bull shit. then i get blamed for tring to give a shit, tring to care...so i decied for another reality check via e-mail here it is: "you got some balls you really do. your going to sit here and try to pawn this whole fuck up on me. you realy are fucked up. lets break this down. 1) you can sit there and say you cared all you fuckin want but you didn't because if you did i would be down there or you would of made the effort to come see me. but you didn't you had 1000 excuses poor fuckin excuses if that 2) your going to sit there with the audasity to have your friends or family message me tring to hit on me..then try to turn it around saying

Love Song
"Love Song" Head under water And they tell me to breathe easy for a while The breathing gets harder, even I know that You made room for me but it's too soon to see If I'm happy in your hands I'm unusually hard to hold on to Blank stares at blank pages No easy way to say this You mean well, but you make this hard on me I'm not gonna write you a love song 'cause you asked for it 'cause you need one, you see I'm not gonna write you a love song 'cause you tell me it's Make or break in this If you're on your way I'm not gonna write you to stay If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better Reason to write you a love song today I learned the hard way That they all say things you want to hear And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and Your twisted words, Your help just hurts You are not what I thought you were Hello to high and dry Convinced me to please you Made me think that I need this too I'm trying to let you hear me as I am I'm not gonna

Tell Me What You Think!!
You are the one disease For which there is no pill You bring me to my knees And bend me to your will I just can't get enough My heart is on the floor Addicted to your love Can't wait to get some more You infect my heart With every single beat Just finish what you start 'Girl I'm begging please If this is all a dream Please don't wake me up Just let me stay asleep Let my eyes stay shut I don't want to know If you're just fantasy Dont think I can let go Cause you are the best disease

Some Movie Quotes From 2 Movies I Love...
Half baked: "You let me smell it, so let me inhale it" "I dont do drugs, I do weed" "You ever suck some dick for marijuana?" "You have smoked yourself retarted" ok so I didnt get all the lines I wanted form this movie cause I was buys smoking lol..damn stoners..my bad... ok heres more JUNO: "Jeez, banana shut ur freaking Gob" "Your eggo is preggo" "Dont think it's yours cause you urinated on it" "Whats the prognosis, firtile myrtle" "Thia is one doodle that cant be undid homeskillet" "Its not seasoned yet" "Honest to blog?" "All I see is pork swords" "Pregnancy eventually leads to an infant" "Yeah thats what happens when our moms and teachers have sex" "Call me when you get off your rag" "We need to know about every score and every sore" "They make his junk smell like pie" "All thats missing is your bastard" "I havent even taken a dump since wednesday.....Morning" "I think kids have intercourse when their bored" "B

Materialistic...yep..that's Me :s
Your Expression Number is 8 Driven and ambitious, you have the potential to reach great things. You're both good with money and good at getting things done quickly. You are an excellent leader and a great judge of character. Full of energy and confidence, you undertake projects that seem impossible. Dependable and determined, you are able to understand the bigger picture. Even if you are not in a position of power right now, it will fall to you. At times, you can be very materialistic - and obsessed with status and power. While this isn't always a bad thing, you sometimes take it to the extreme. In order to be truly happy, you must balance the material and spiritual in your life. What's Your Expression Number?

No?? Really....?
Your Personality Is Rational (NT) You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas. You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy! Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people. In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally. You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought. Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals. In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent. At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia. With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well. As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly. On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

I Never Understand
It is so amazing what you can do for people. And then see how ungrateful they are. They dont care about you at all. Not all men but some are so evil that they dont even realize it. And women, i wont even start on that. Women are just crazy as hell even we dont know what we want half the time. I just wish that some men would just open their eyes enough to see what is right in front of them. Because alot of times they dont see that they really have a good women, and in this day and age is very hard to find. And us women are so stupid when we have a great guy we dont trust them. Understand both sexes is very mind blowing. But to understand the mind of men and their hearts will be the hardest thing to find out. When someone comes into your life trust your gut feeling for once and see what happens.

Hate Me
Hate me for what I do Hate me for what I do not do Hate me for what I say Hate me for what I do not say Hate me for what I have Hate me for what I do not have Hate me for the things I can take Hate me for the things I can not take Hate me for all of these reasons But do not hate me who I am Do not hate me for who I am not

The Pain
Please someone take this pain away For I know not how much longer I can take it The pain is cutting into me like a knife The pain is making me lose my mind The pain is making me feel that I have no worth The pain makes me cry The pain makes me hurt The pain makes my heart break The pain is just too much The pain I just can not bare So, please I beg someone to take this pain away For I know not how much longer I can survive

My First Time
I remember it all as if it were yesterday. I walked in and sat down completely bewildered. Did I really do it? Did I really touch that slight curve, so soft and smooth, and press down on it? I felt like i was in a daze, with my head cocked to one side listening to her voice in my ear, telling me what to do. I went where she told me, did what she said. I saw what she wanted me to see.... and I liked it. Now if only i can figure out the rest of this website, i'd be doing even better! Thanks to those who already wanted to be friends, and thank you plp_djn for calling me and telling me to come here while we were on the phone. I tell you what, that mouse never felt so good!!! ;) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (by the way, MOO) Anyway, it might be a while before i can actually send messages to anyone here, only because i havent figured out how to do it yet. so, please be patient with me, im not the brightest crayon in the box, but, im not the dullest either.

I'll Be Waiting
Day and night divided Two worlds torn apart I'm standing in your shadow I wonder where you are This is my confession This is my heart burning down Giving out and taking me over So far away I don't know where I am So hard to take You slipped right through my hands With so much left unspoken Unopened There's nothing here to cling to Nothing more to prove I'm walking on a wire With nothing left to lose If this is where you want me This is where I'll be Holding out till you come back to me So far away I don't know where I am So hard to take Knowing I've done all I can Trapped inside a moment I'm frozen Torn open I'm falling I'm calling out I need you near me now Keeping me safe You can break it or fake it or take it in I wanna start again Take me away Come and take me away... I'll be waiting here for you...

In The Rain
In the rain As the rain trickled down upon us we stood there for a moment looking into each others eyes then tasting the wetness on our lips as our tongues danced within the rhythm of our hearts as they began to beat almost as one. Our hands roamed from one position to another feeling every curve within our bodies as the wet clothes quickly dropped to the ground our bodies collided together in a heated passion pulling us into each other and becoming as one for there were no words spoken at that time, the only sounds that could be heard was the beating of the two hearts in perfect rhythm. As the pace quickened and the rhythm became united, the two bodies exploded together as the muscles tensed up and became weak as to where all there was left was to hold and embrace to each other listening to the sounds of the rain falling all around them.

Treat Her Right
>Think its ok to boss a girl around?slap her around a few times and teach her a lesson? She's just a dumb "bitch" a "slut". style="display:none"/>No! Shes human being, a girl that deserves to be loved and respected. Not used and thrown out like a piece of trash. A "man" should NEVER hit a woman. /> And should never force his girl to have sex with him, thats not something you do to the person you supposedly love. style="display:none"/> So if you're aganist Spousal Abuse please repost this! And if you don't you're just cold at heart.br />

Somebody's Me
You, Do you remember me Like I remember you? Do you spend you life Going back in your mind To that time? ‘Cause I, I walk the streets alone I hate being on my own, And everyone can see that I really fell And I’m going through hell Thinking ‘bout you with somebody else Somebody wants you Somebody needs you Somebody dreams about you Every single night Somebody can’t breathe Without you, it’s lonely Somebody hopes that one day you will see That somebody’s me That somebody’s me Yeah How, How did we go wrong? It was so good And now it’s gone, And I pray at night That our paths soon will cross, That what we had isn’t lost ‘Cause you’re always right here In my thoughts Somebody wants you Somebody needs you Somebody dreams about you Every single night Somebody can’t breathe Without you, it’s lonely Somebody hopes that someday you will see That somebody’s me Oh, yeah You will always be in my life, Even if I’m not in your life, ‘Cause you’re i

These People Need Ur Help
These are some great friends of mine that all need help on one thing or another. Please stop by and show them all some love and help them any way you can. Everything that you do will help them reach their goals. Please pass this on to all your friends. Would love to see everyone on this list get their giveaway real soon. First we have Tracy, she is leaving us in a couple of weeks and her goal is to reach Godmother. Go rate her stash and pics and show her some major love. She will be missed when she leaves ☠ Trâçý/Mngr of Pîtbúll Mãfïå ☠@ fubar Next is Perky, she is in a giveaway and needs a bunch of help. Leave her some comments to help her out. Then there is Teresa. She is trying to get a Happy Hour. Leave her some comments on her pic to help her get to her goal. Mr D needs some help reaching his goal too. Show him some love on his giveaway. Show Devils Smile some major lovin too. BigSexy is half way to his goal. Go help him get closer.

Mmmkay...:s
You Are Teal Green You are a one of a kind, original person. There's no one even close to being like you. Expressive and creative, you have a knack for making the impossible possible. While you are a bit offbeat, you don't scare people away with your quirks. Your warm personality nicely counteracts and strange habits you may have. What Color Green Are You?

Boeing Makes First Ever Hydrogen Battery Powered Flight
Thu Apr 3, 7:11 AM ET OCANA, Spain (AFP) - US aircraft maker Boeing flew a plane that was powered by a hydrogen battery at the start of 2008 for the first time in aviation history, senior company officials said in Spain on Thursday. ADVERTISEMENT "For the first time in the history of aviation, Boeing has flown a manned airplane that was powered by a hydrogen battery," Boeing chief technology officer John Tracy told a news conference at the firm's research centre in the central Spanish town of Ocana. The plane, which used propellers, flew at a speed of 100 kilometres (62 miles) an hour for about 20 minutes at an altitude of about 1,000 metres (3,300 feet) using only the hydrogen battery for power, Boeing said in a statement. The director of the Ocana research centre, Francisco Escarti, said the hydrogen battery "could be the main source of energy for a small plane" but would likely not become the "primary soruce of energy for big passenger planes". "The company will cont

Made By My Good Friend Jodi Aka Wishful Thinking
OK FOLKS ITS ALMOST HER BIRTHDAY!!! April 6th to be exact. So would you all PLEASE go show her some serious birthday fu-lovin!!! Cali Rain@ fubar (repost of original by 'Wishful Thinking ~ Owned by LilBamaGirl~' on '2008-04-04 16:07:48')

Love
Love is something that you dont get just out of luck, love is not something you can take advantage of, love is something you CAN'T take for granted because you never know whats going to happen in a relashionship. Love is a gift that is given between two people and is is something to be charised. Love is defently something that is built on trust. let love lead you to happyness and dont forget to follow your heart

Playing Games 4-29-06
The day starts off bad and stressful Do some work for two hours And still not happy with it Meet up with you later We play an innocent game That soon turns into not so innocent We walk down the hall Into the door I start low And then get pulled to your lips You kiss me hard but amazingly Is there anything youre not good at? You move your mouth to my neck Sending shivers down my back You must have felt it since your hands were there Sit down and I jump on your lap We arent alone Someone came in We wait in silence till once again we are alone Then our fun continues You tell me to jump you I say no I cant right now You tell me you want me so bad right now And still I cant jump you right now So you tell me that if I didnt sit on your lap You would pin me to the wall I have my doubts Sure enough you stand up and pin me to the wall Grabbing my face with both hand and kissing me hard You have no idea how much I love that Kissing me and pulling my pants down slowl

Depression 7-16-05
So stupid all the time Can't do anything right Not smart whatsoever If you need directions Don't ask me... I can't find my way Out of a paper bag Fat and unattractive I don't understand How guys are attracted to me I am very self conscience Everyday I think Why am I here? I can't do anything I get lost and confused to easily Honestly I don't know What the hell to do anymore...

Am I Jealous
I Love you, its true Though we both agree nothing may come of it We travel our separate paths Meeting when we feel a need So why does your seeking of others Create this confusion in me Am I jealous This relationship has no ground rules That can be applied in our situation We dont have a need for trust Who you see when its not me Should not bother me But it does Am I jealous Maybe its not jealousy But more the feeling of impending loss For soon you will find someone And then you wont need me again Someone new will hold you tight And our paths will no longer cross.

#3 - What Experience Do You Have The Greatest Fear Of?
I am the mother of 2 beautiful boys. My children mean everything to me. They are my world and they keep me centered. I have 2 fears I call my greatest. The first is either of my children being sexually abused. I survived sexual abuse and know that my children could too. However, as a mom, I never EVER want my kids to experience what I went through. The second fear is losing one or both of my boys. I’ve heard it said that children are to out-live their parents. But let’s face it... life does not always work out that way. I’ve dealt with (& still deal with it daily) the death of one of my children. I held my baby girl in my arms, told her how much I loved her, and then had to let her go. She wasn’t meant to stay with us... What gets me through is knowing that she’s still here. She’s a guardian angel to her brothers. Still, knowing that - the death of another child would knock me off center. It would shatter my world.

Poem Of Me:)
Her eyes so soft and gentle, Chose to smile at me the morn. And when I saw her smile, I knew a friendship was born. The words that followed, Put me at ease,so secure. I had to make her feel the same, This is my message to her. Your beauty has cught my eyes, Your words full of grace. And I hope someday in your heart, My friendship will find its place.

Hit Her Up
This is odd for me. 2 blogs in 2 days! Yea....so I don`t do the online diary/blog thing. I`m sure everyone knows her, she the woman with the hot boots! If and when you get a chance, go show Vixen some mad love! Maybe she`ll grace us with her presence in the MuMMs more often. Just click her pic and hit her up. She`s another one of the cool kids :) If you read this Vixen, the boots are gone and the socks...hmmm....now what? lol

The Drunken Sex Chronicles Of +bauer+ - Vol. 3 (the Stink Files)
I have never claimed to be normal. One thing that may be a bit abnormal about me is how much importance I put on the power of smell. I like girls with nice natural smell. The way their skin smells to me can be the vital cog as to whether or not I love them for a month, a week, or forever. It’s something perfume can’t help or fix. In like manner, the rare time a girl has been stinky has effected if I want to be with a girl at all. Here are a few drunken encounters I have had involving the stinkyness of girls. -I was on a party bus and we were leaving a barbecue. I had been drinking in the sun all day and I looked tired. This hot girl who I had been bullshitting with was sitting in the seats in front of me. She stuck her head around the seats and said, "What’s wrong?" (Say it. It’s almost a complete exhale. "Whhhhatsss Wwwwroooong?") Well that question was a fully loaded dose of Doritos and stale beer. Up to that point that only thing that bothered me was the fact that I had to drop

Turbine Turns Tide Into Power Of Tommorrow
Lewis Smith, Environment Reporter The world’s first deep-water device to generate electricity from the tides on a commercial scale is due to start operating within weeks. A seagoing crane barge has lowered the 1,000-tonne double turbine into place and an operation to fix it to the seabed with 12 metre (40 ft) pins begins today. The SeaGen Tidal System at Strangford Lough in Co Down, Northern Ireland, is designed to produce enough electricity to supply 1,000 homes. The system, made by Marine Current Turbines (MCT) and assembled at the Harland and Wolff dockyard in Belfast, boasts two 16m blades which will be turned by the water streaming in and out of Strangford Lough at up to 8 knots. Related Links * Wind farms could be moored off Scotland * Wind turbine destroyed by storm * Attenborough faces turbine protests Martin Wright, managing director of MCT, said: “By the middle of May we will have completed the bulk of commissioning. We’ll start by turn

So Is Texas The Cult And Compound Meca?
Good Morning, How in the world……….how does a situation like that in Eldorado Texas go on…in this day and age? I can’t even put words to this other then…why? Here is a snip-it from that story and I am sorry to say there will be more stories of this gross miss-trust of power this man and the men and women he had in his compound. ELDORADO, Texas - Officials on Monday announced that 534 women and children — more than twice as many as had been earlier reported — were removed from a polygamist compound and that all 401 children have been placed in state custody because a judge deemed them in imminent danger of physical abuse. I can not even fathom how people and so many! Can be lured into a faith… I am sorry, some things bite me right in the crouch and my knee jerk reaction is… I want justice served and served hot while the iron is hot, do not let this man go thru numerous trial lawyers and countless court cases to one day just give him 3 to 4 years in a minimum security compound… or

Wished Upon Every Star
I wished upon every star, seen the many scars. fought the pain, still trying to break the chains. I feel I've gone in sane. The tears i have cried to all times i have tried, just wanted to die. in your eyes I've seen the word goodbye a million times. I thought I was fine now nothing will ever be the same. Did you really need all the fame? I've closed the doors, don't need anymore, cause I'm gonna soar. I wished upon every star, seen the many scars, wished you werent so far. I hide behind this door, trying to end this war. As I sit here on the shore, like i have done so many times before. As i watch the raging sea, I fall to my knees. I wished upon every star, just wished you werent so far.

Miss Trouble's Team!!!! We Rock!!!!
Here is Miss Trouble's team of beautiful Dream Girlz! Show these ladies lots of love! Miss Trouble - Colonel of the Dream Girlz Dream Girlz Seductive Angel Sweet T Teez Mz.Candy Kisses Nicole One Sexy Scorpion Selina Lisa Marie Dots

How Do I Do This???
Ok so i thought i found out how to take a picture of your screen online.. well i tried doing it this afternoon and either it didnt work or i dont know where the heck to find the pics taken on the screen.. will someone let me know how!?

Lunch
So I decided to be a little daring today and try the new Wendy’s Italian Beef Sandwich. $4.99 for just the sandwich, not a good start. I can get a tasty beef sanwich for less at HDE. I decided to go with the combo since it was only like 80 cents more. Also discovered that Wendy’s does wraps now too. Spicy, homestyle, and grilled. I went with the homestyle one. The sandwich was 5 out of 10 at the best. They put it on their foccacio bread like the rest of their sanwiches and too be honest it overpowered the taste of the beef. Had a good level of juice and was not dry at all. It was weird to see the sign for the sandwich on the menu board as its posted as a "hometown Classic" and appeared to be sponsored by the Cubs. The wrap was pretty tasty though. Ranch with lettuce and shredded cheddar cheese. Tastier than a snack wrap from Mc.Douche-nalds. The best part of lunch however was Driving into what is normally a driveway that had a locked gate on it during the winter. It

The Man With Forgotten Words
The purpose of a fish trap is to catch fish, and when the fish are caught, the trap is forgotten. The purpose of a rabbit snare is to catch rabbits. When the rabbits are caught, the snare is forgotten. The purpose of words is to convey ideas. When the ideas are grasped, the words are forgotten. Where can I find a man who has forgotten words? He is the one I would like to talk to. -Chuang Tzu

Panel May Rule If Sex Practices Protected
VANCOUVER, British Columbia (Reuters) - A Canadian man who claims he was discriminated against as a pagan who practices a form of sadomasochism will get to take his complaint to a human rights tribunal. if(window.yzq_d==null)window.yzq_d=new Object(); window.yzq_d[\'XkK6RdGDJG0-\']=\'&U=13blksgka%2fN%3dXkK6RdGDJG0-%2fC%3d655048.12540627.12885566.1442997%2fD%3dLREC%2fB%3d5005247\'An appeals court rejected a bid by Vancouver police on Tuesday to block a hearing on whether Peter Hayes\' rights were violated when an officer refused to grant him the permit he needed to get a chauffeur\'s job. Hayes complained to British Columbia\'s Human Rights Tribunal that he was discriminated against because he is a pagan who practices a \"BDSM lifestyle\" and deserves protection under the human rights code, based on sexual orientation. BDSM refers to bondage, discipline and submission and sadism and masochism, according to the court documents. Police went to the courts, arguing the tribunal

A Sad Day For The Nypd
http://www.silive.com/news/index.ssf/2008/04/police_investigation_causes_tr.html Cop found shot to death in Staten Island parking lot; suicide likely by Staten Island Advance Thursday April 10, 2008, 7:47 AM Michael Oates/Staten Island Advance An investigator examines a gun at the scene of an apparent suicide in the parking lot of a Staten Island shopping mall.There was a massive police presence in Staten Island's Eltingville neighborhood early this morning after an off-duty cop was found shot to death in a supermarket parking lot in what law enforcement sources say is an apparent suicide. The victim, who sources have identified as Police Officer Christopher Stella, 24, a resident of Great Kills who works in a Brooklyn precinct, was discovered with a gunshot wound to his head in the parking lot of the King Kullen supermarket, located at Arthur Kill Road and Getz Avenue. According to sources, Stella, who worked in Brooklyn's 72nd Precinct stationhouse, was driving on Bar

Give Away Tomorrow At 9 My Time
I'm gonna be giving a give away tomorrow around 9 my time to give my 11's away to the people that need to be leveled up.Hopefully i can help out as doing a give away for people on here.Just let me know if you need them.I'll give them to you.I might give away some fubucks if i have alot to give out.remind me about the give away tomorrow at 9 so i won't forget too.

Yep That Kind Of Mood Again!
Come lay with me on satin sheets littered with petals of rose, so sweet. Take me in with lust filled eyes devour the passion thats between us. Through wetted lips and teasing tongue pleasures of flesh we have begun. With tender touch fingers explore, bodies enchanted while hands adore. At last united once two, now one what has started cannot be undone. Until the hunger has been fulfilled and rapid pulse finally is stilled. As bodies glisten of faintest sweat while held in passion soaked and wet. Now quiet slumber shall not compare to dreams of fantasies next to share....

I Held On, Until You Could Fly
I hang on to the memories, wishing that you were still here. I held on until you were ready to fly, my son now it is time to say goodbye, I can only sigh, cant help but cry. in my heart i know that you will always be miles away, but i know that you will be okay. I cant be there, but know that i do care. sometimes the pain is so deep, I cannot break these chains. I couldnt keep you here, I couldnt cheer you on, Now my son, I have to let go, the choice was your own. now I must let go of you, my skies will never be blue, my life will never be complete. the tears you cry, I can not wipe dry. I have to sigh. with every stride, let the light guide you. I really did try, but now all I can do is cry. I held on to you until, you could fly. Now the tears fall like rain, I can feel the pain, feel I am going in sane, but was it all in vain. not much left to gain, cant break these chains. I wish upon a star, cant get rid of the scars, I wish you werent so far.

Auction #2
Auction Time Again I am hosting my 2nd auction in efforts to get myself into the spotlight. I am doing this for both the guys and gals! They will be divided into 2 different folders...one for men & one for women. I will be advertising this EVERYDAY. However I will be advertising for the auction as a whole. Once it gets going I will repost any bulletins I see that you make advertising yourself or you can PRIVATE MESSAGE me the link and I will repost for you. The auction will run for 7 days with a start date that will be announced by Monday April 14th. To ensure that I get active participants I will charge a fee of $100,000 fubux. $100,000 will also be the opening bids so you will not be out anything! I am also going to give away 2 fubucks prizes...the guy and the girl with the most rates will get $100,000 fubucks...which means that you were auctioned for Free seeing that your fee has been returned. RULES simple... 1.)NO DRAMA 2.)SERIOUS BIDS ONLY 3.)MUST HAVE

Break-up Template
Since men go through such a large volume of would be ex-wives, I've decided to should standardize my break-up letter in an effort to save time and effort. Plus, this will work well in combination with the next installment titled: Girlfriend (Hoe) Application. Enjoy! --------------------------------------------------------------------------- Break-Up Template: V 1.0 Dear ________________________. I would like to formally announce that after (much/some/no) consideration, I have concluded our relationship must come to an immediate, and final closure. My decision is based upon the following reason(s): 1. You’re a bitch. 2. You’re fat. 3. You’re ugly. 4. I was drunk when I met you. 5. You’re boobs are too small. 6. You laugh weird. 7. I can do better. 8. The sex was boring/bad/or sub-par. 9. You don’t give head. 10. Other:________________________. Please make time to: 1. Remove your belongings from my place. 2. Arrange break-up sex. 3. Delete my p

Stronger Woman
With my relationship having just ended, of course it's been over for a while now and I knew that, soon as the weather warmed up he was gone...I have to say whats on my mind and I heard a song by Jewel that sums some of what I want to say up... I guess you could say,I’m one of those girls That’s always beenWith one of those guys You know the type Like right now He sleeps while I write It’s better than crying I’m warn out from trying From loving a man Who always makes it clear I’m not welcome here Just when he’s hungry Or frisky or needs something clean You know what I mean But not tonight Cause come the morning light I’m gonna love myself More than anyone else Believe in me Even if someone can’t see The stronger woman in me I’m gonna be my own best friend Stick with me till the end Won’t lose myself again Never, no Cause there’s a stronger woman A stronger woman in me The light bulbs buzz I get up Head to my drawer Wish there was more I could say

The Dark
I think you lost your mind Or did you fall asleep Was your vision closing in Did the light play tricks upon you Was the window shut As you lay on your bed Was there someone creeping in Did the vapors swirl around your head Slowly, but surely the dark will Take you away from me How can you fall into the dark When my arms are there to catch you How will I ever lose my way With your open hand to cling to I think I'm breaking through I'll wake you from this sleep One kiss surely that will do Then the ice will melt around you And slowly, but surely Bringing you back to me How can you fall into the dark When my arms are there to catch you Slowly, but surely the dark will Take you away from me

Please Help
I entered her into a contest and she didn't know til last minute and is now stressing out!!! She just needs ratings right now!!! Help make her feel like she deserves to be in the contest cuz she does... It will only take a second to give her a rating... Thank you!!!

The Lies He Told
Why do I keep thinking of someone who isn't, and will never be mine? Why do sweet passionate thoughts keep haunting my mind, when I know I am far from his mind? Why would you make me feel as though I was a priority when all along I was just another option to be played with? All along you were just playing a game. And I forgot the rules. From the beginning you were never real. But my heart you did steal. But now I am left to mend the wounds you reopened. I spit in the eyes of the memory that you are. You broke me down just like an old abandoned car. I am glad to say I will feel Better. But know deep down you will never be the man to complete the building blocks of my life.

Who I Was In A Past Life
You were Richard Pryor in your past life! Of all of your past lives, Richard was your most prominent. IF your dreams are ever filled with visions of swanky parties, lounging with friends, drinks with women, and lots of adoring fans, then you're remembering your past experience of being the most prominent and prolific black comedian in America. You ooze a carefree and charismatic personality and the world is your oyster for it.

Strawberry Wine
Strawberry Wine (Limerick) We stopped the truck five times, to release our passion's fire the night of our sultry love stirred by strawberry wine. Finally we got there everyone was drinking beer except us whom was laughing ourselves to tears. We went to the bathroom and you wanted to try the broom I looked at the washer you turned into a gusher in wet swirls around the room. We made it with motions sublime I had never felt before this time spin cycle extravaganza multiple orgasms making love... the night of... strawberry wine!

What Religion Is Your Bra?
> What Religion is Your Bra? > > > A man walked into the ladies department of a Macy's and shyly walked > up to the woman behind the counter and said, "I'd like to buy a bra for my > wife." > "What type of bra?" asked the clerk. > "Type?" inquires the man, "There's more than one type?" > "Look around," said the saleslady, as she showed a sea of bras in > every shape, size, color and material imaginable. > > > > "Actually, even with all of this variety, there are really only four > types of bras to choose from." > Relieved, the man asked about the types. The saleslady replied, > "There are the Catholic, the Salvation Army, the Presbyterian, and > the Baptist types. Which one would you prefer?" > > > > Now totally befuddled, the man asked about the differences between > them. > The Saleslady responded, "It is all really quite simple... " > > The Catholic type supports the masses. > The

Just Stuff
DJ TIGRESS AKA AJ IS COMING FOR YOU LIVE IN CLUB VOODOO CLICK IMAGE TO ENTER DJ TIGRESS aka AJ .. IS ON AIR IN CLUB VOODOO>>> DONT LET HER FOOL YA... SHE AS SWEET AS A KITTEN!!!!!... JUST WATCH HER CLAWZ!!!!!!!!!

Bulletins
Ok So Far We Have 2 Bad Girls Helping With Bulletins ..Summer & Tulsa's Angel.. They Will Be Making The Weekly Pimpouts.. But As Always I Will Be Choosing The Bad Girls That Get Pimped Out That Week..I Would Like Ideas How I Could Choose The Bad Girls That Deserve To Be Pimped Out..So If You Have Ideas Let Me Know. ¢¾ Summer ¢¾ Tulsa's Angel

Shut Up, Nigger
I learned a lesson long ago, one which has stayed with me ever since. I was ten years old and in the fifth grade. At that time, I was living in a little town in northern Arizona which delights in calling itself the “Gateway to the Grand Canyon”. I remember it was in the coming spring of 1978. I was taking the bus home from school, a convenience I was determined to take advantage of for as long as I could, which unfortunately would end that year. Come sixth grade and I’d be a pedestrian. Yes, I truly did walk home from school exactly two miles up hill each day through the snow. The argument wasn’t mine. It was my friends. He was in the grade below me and he was my friend because he was my next-door neighbor for my first year in that town. What memory I have of the other kid is vague, pretty much unimportant, as was the argument itself. It was on something so trivial, so incredibly stupid, that it’s profundity was assured. It was pretty much a variant on the Superman vs

Tears In Heaven By Eric Clapton
Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven will it be the same if I saw you in heaven I must be strong, and carry on 'cause I know I don't belong here in heaven Would you hold my hand if I saw you in heaven would you help me stand if I saw you in heaven I'll find my way, through night and day 'cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven Time can bring you down time can bend your knee time can break your heart have you begging please begging please Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure. and I know there'll be no more... tears in heaven Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven will it be the same if I saw you in heaven I must be strong, and carry on 'cause I know I don't belong here in heaven 'cause I know I don't belong here in heaven

My Heart
No more tears from these eyes will fall. Apology not needed, I will stand tall. Your words were cruel and yet I stayed. I tried so hard to live your way. I had no chance at winning this race. For in your heart I held last place. I walk away with tear filled eyes. Nothing in my heart but a list of lies. My heart is lonely and so weak, From loving someone who didn't love me. I tried lying to my heart with a fake smile. Yet my eyes told the truth from deep inside. There's so much sadness within my heart. My healing begins with us apart. Now my heart seeks comfort and peace. Knowing you never really loved me. My hearts love has been cruelly abused. What once was us, has now become you.

"the Way I Feel"
Your love is like the, embrace of a crisp breeze Of air on a hot summers day Your voice is like an, army of angels singing A lovely harmonious ballad Your words are pure and true Like the nobility of a woman in love Your heart is giving so Easily and free like the dew Falling over you and me. You are like a birds feathers So beautiful and new Knowing that everyone will have Their eyes all on you You make it hard for a, man to choose between His heart or his pure Instinct feelings for you You are one of my truest Of friends I respect you Voice of opinion and words Of wisdom for now and always.

William Goode
To all in the village I seemed, no doubt, To go this way and that way, aimlessly. But here by the river you can see at twilight The soft-winged bats fly zig-zag here and there -- They must fly so to catch their food. And if you have ever lost your way at night, In the deep wood near Miller's Ford, And dodged this way and now that, Wherever the light of the Milky Way shone through, Trying to find the path, You should understand I sought the way With earnest zeal, and all my wanderings Were wanderings in the quest.

The Date Continues Part3
Online Love Goes Real Life "Where do you want to meet at?" Lady Katherine typed. It's been four months now and she's been faithfully talking to one man, LateNiteFantasy. They've decided that now is the time to get together in real life. They've discussed everything online, from their childhoods to their sex lives. There was hardly a day or night they wouldn't be online just letting their fingers do all the talking. They were addicted to each others words; each others love. Lady Katherine knew that Late Nite Fantasy was the man for her. They were emotionally bound to each other. There were things that Late Nite Fantasy and she would chat about that she had never discussed with anyone at any time. He brought out her secrets, her love, and her soul. It was like he was made just for her. He was the only man that held the key to her heart. After setting the time and place Lady Katherine set her online status to "busy" and let out a happy Late Nite Fantasy. She couldn't believe

Im In My First Auction
imikimi - Customize Your World Hey all im in my first auction yay for me haha.. anyways it starts on monday at noon est time. so if you would like to own me then all ya hafta do is come and bid on me :) What i will offer -------------------------------- all pics rated 11's during HH ================== all stash rated during HH ================== daily comments ================== daily drinks =================== be my number 1 top friend for a month ================== add to top family for a month ================== 1 sfw personal salute ================== pimp out blog =================== pimp out bully ===================== owned by their name ==================== 1 big pimpin gift ==================== If bid is high enough i will add more :) imikimi - Customize Your World (repost of original by '♥~BRATT~♥' on '2008-04-20 22:46:21')

Updates For Monday 4/21!
Good Morning Everyone! Profile of the Week: crazybitch83''MEMBER OF DEMON CREW''Drop by her page and show her some love! She needs 4K to level. If Crystal levels and you would like to help others also level. Please visit my blog at http://www.fubar.com/blog/143440/630129 and start working on everyone else. I have them in order from fewest points needed to most. I will also update it each morning. We also have an unofficial contest going on at the moment. Scooter is in my contest where the top prize is a 30 Day Blast or a 3 Month VIP Since round 2 of the Battle of the Sexes has not started yet please help them out with some comments as much as possible! These are Unofficial contests/giveaways so you are not obligated to, but it would be nice. Please welcome our newest member.... Mystic Wolf Woman(Demon Crew)~CLUB F.A.R.~@Dylon's Diva Mafia @(Fu-Angel)[Lollipop Gurlz Club]Make sure you drop by and welcome her to the family if you have not done so already!

The Killer In Me
There Are Times I Just Could Behave Worse Then I Really Should I Would Love To Take A Hammer Hit You Till You Quit Your Stammer Deep Inside Sometimes I Hate The Way You Think, Deliberate A Burning Rage Builds Up Inside Immoral Thoughts I Try To Hide The Boy On The Bus, Oh He Is Hot I Want To Fuck Him There On The Spot That Wad Of Cash Lying In Your Hand I Want To Have, You Understand Woman, Get That Car Off The Road Or I'll Squash You Like A Fucking Toad All These Thoughts Are Hidden Deep Take Care When They Start To Creep To The Surface, I Best Take A Rest Till They Die Down, Don't Want Arrest Don't You Worry, Don't Run And Flee I Can Control The Killer In Me ©dutch2lips October 24th, 2006

Only A Thought
candle light flickering on skin only a glimpse of fire burning inside essence of kisses to warm the soul soft caresses spreading chills of energy a hand slid through soft hair remembered scent of heated perfume a memory so intoxicating not forgotten warm soft breath, sultry brush against the pillow eyes half closed, imagining her beauty dizzy with feelings of love and lust glistening beads on skin, a run tickles softly vapor of warm bodies together illusion of imagined dream desire to feel warmth of another a whisper of wanting more relinquished a deep breath exhaled for no one slow as a warm summer's night lost in a moment of profound desire a hunger not satisfied by sustenance

Today
Was my day off and I was pretty lazy today....but I tink thats ok sometimes. I hung out with my cousin, DJ TooSExy today and that was lots of fun..but back to work tomorrow.... Only 4 more days until the weekend!

In Your Great Escape
You talk to me With the language of the night Of cold streets in the Moonlight With the cries of night creatures I dimly understand... In your great escape It's your chance to take Make your great escape Your binary words Glow in my Darkness Your darling hangs in the air My head forgets Could you make chemicals run In my blood just by looking Take my free will and Throw it away I feel your warmth As the sparks fly upwards From the burning of all of your bridges In your great escape It's your chance to take Make your great escape Take my free will and Throw it away...

Apology
I want to apologize to all my friends who read my last blog. I am not going to admit I am the one totally in the wrong. But I did not go about things in the right way. Yes I let my kindness get taken advantage. And I do have to stop. Thank you for your support and God Bless

Common Sense..... It Aint So Common Anymore...
Common Sense..... Obituary Common Sense Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, why life isn't always fair, and how, on occasion, maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Se

Ty~rate/comment Count On Auction Too ;-)
I want to thank everyone who has come by my auction site and commented/rated/bid. This means so much to me and I want to send lots of hugs and kisses out to all of you. If you don't want to bid on me thats just fine but I wanted you to know that rates/comments also count :-D Here is the link: http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=971966&albumid=959849&i=1640070174&idx=0 Again, tysm for all the love!!! Peace~

Dont Know What To Do!
Things have been rough these past few weeks for me but I have been trying to hold strong through the bullshit. But its hard when someone you deeply care for shows hatered and blame towards you for something that wasnt your fault. I have dealt with enough Bullshit from any man that I aint gonna continue anymore. I hope to one day find that man to treat me right and see that life isnt always their world the way they expect things to be. But I have ended my relationship and am working on finding somewhere else to stay till my apartment comes through. To me all games are overand I plan to move on with my life. I dont need a child beside me to raise a family. I need a real man who knows when it is time to grow up and act like an adult. So only time will tell what my future holds for me!

I've Been Called
I've been called! by LateNiteFantasy© I've been called "a real bastard!" This just isn't so! My birth statis is well proved, That's something I know! I've been known to even fight, Over some names said. Some things a man just can't take, They'll make him see red. Like "You're a woman hater!" Damn all chauvenists! I love gals I don't hate them, This will make me pissed! Something else that makes me fight, "You're a homo-phobe!" That's just not true my friend, I don't know the scope. I've been called "an Asshole" and, Called a "Shithead" too. I don't care about these names, They are mostly true! There's something you can believe, No one's ever said, "You're a piss poor lover," or, "You don't give good head!" Cause I love all the women, And I always will! I'll do anything for them, And I'm doing it still!!

Just Remember
If you have any doubts or tears Just remember "GOD" IS NEAR............ HE SENT YOU HERE............. FOR A LISTENING EAR.............. NOT THE BED YOU INVISIONED DEAR........... SO AS YOU TURN TO WALK AWAY....... "GOD"s OWN WAY................... IF THERE SHOULD COME A DAY........... YOU NEED A FREIND BEFORE YOU STRAY........... REMEMBER WHERE YOU APEARD............. TODAY......................... COME AGAIN WHEN YOU HOPE AND PRAY.............. "GOD" WILL LOVE YOU COME WHAT MAY........... "MAY "GOD" BLESS YOU & YOURS ALWAYS NO ONE HERE IS A SAINT TODAY.............

Warped And Twisted (poem)
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

Astrological Signs Like You Have Never Seen Them
1. Taurus (April 21-May 21) These people are earthy, natural, and have a direct approach to the opposite sex which can only be called tactless. The typical Taurus pickup line is "wanna fuck?" The typical Taurus comeback to that line is "no, thanks, I already have one asshole in my pants." But once a Taurus has his mind made up, there's no stopping him. He'll rent a $200-a-night hotel room, and a $500-a-night whore, and pretend he is having fun. At least half of Mastercard's business is done with Tauruses. A Taurus doesn't do anything unless there's something to show for it. Walk into even the most modest Taurus's home, and you'll see at least a whole wall of trophies. Never mind that they are for "Most Improved Bowler" or "Third Place, Rhubarb Pies" or "Fastest Sheep Catcher in Texas." It's the trophy that counts. Tauruses tend toward all kinds of excesses. Food, booze, sex. In all cases, the Taurus person will bite off more than he can chew. Impotence is a re

A Reference Guide For Weekend Fun
1. ECSTASY How you think you behave: Like the beautiful, caring, wonderful person you really are. How you actually behave: Like the creepy kid at school who always sucked up to the teacher. Those revolting sweaty hugs you inflict upon anyone you meet are disgusting. Likelihood of getting laid: 30%. Sex is not important. It's all about the "vibe." How you feel in the morning: Like you should have gone for the sex. Embarrassment rating: 6/10 Ecstasy makes you say nice things to people that you don't like. This can be very embarrassing, particularly if people believe what you say. Be careful who you give your phone number to. They just might call. 2. MARIJUANA How you think you behave: You're not sure, but you think people could be laughing at you. How you actually behave: Like someone just hit you over the head with an 800KG fridge freezer combination. Likelihood of getting laid: 60%. If you spend enough time on the couch, anything can happen. How you feel

Real Excuse Notes From Parents (with Their Original Spelling)
1. My son is under a doctor's care and should not take P.E. today. Please execute him. 2. Please excuse Lisa for being absent. She was sick and I had her shot. 3. Dear School: Please excuse John being absent on Jan. 28, 29,30, 31, 32, and also 33. 4. Please excuse Gloria from Jim today. She is administrating. 5. Please excuse Roland from P.E. for a few days. Yesterday he fell out of a tree and misplaced his hip. 6. John has been absent because he had two teeth taken out of his face. 7. Carlos was absent yesterday because he was playing football. He was hurt in the growing part. 8. Megan could not come to school today because she has been bothered by very close veins. 9. Chris will not be in school cus he has an acre in his side. 10. Please excuse Ray Friday from school. He has very loose vowels. 11. Please excuse Pedro from being absent yesterday. He had (diahre) (dyrea) (direathe) the runs. [words in ()'s were crossed out.] 12. Please e

Surgery (by Pet)
Well many of you may remember that my master posted a mumm about the gallblsdder. He was wanting to know personal stories to help me feel better. The few that posted did help a little. To make a long story short I no longer have a gallbladder. Here is how it went. Last Thursday I went to the Dr. They told me it sounded like my gallbladder. No surprise. I had already started researching the pains I was having. They set up an appointment to have a sonogram that Friday. The sonogram went quick. They told me that I probably wouldn't know anything until Monday. Well I called the house and checked messages while I was out just in case. After a few times of hearing no messages I decided I robbly wont hear anything until Monday. I was wrong. We stopped in the house to take care of a couple of things. Still no message. Well we had to leave again. We got back in close to 6. After we had left the house the Dr. called saying I needed to call them back. Office was closed so I had to wait till Mon

Graph Showing When Payments Will Be Done
Here’s the government’s plan for making the economic stimulus payments for taxpayers whose 2007 returns are filed and processed by April 15: DIRECT DEPOSIT PAYMENTS If the last two digits of your Social Security number are: Your rebate should be sent to your bank account by: 00 - 20 May 2 21 - 75 May 9 76 - 99 May 16 PAPER CHECK If the last two digits of your Social Security number are: Your check should be in the mail by: 00 - 09 May 16 10 - 18 May 23 19 - 25 May 30 26 - 38 June 6 39 - 51 June 13 52 - 63 June 20 64 - 75 June 27 76 - 87 July 4 88 - 99 July 11

Pissed At The Feo...
So...I'm thinking that when my Feo gets home from work...that I'll be able to get out of the house...considering that I am stuck here all day, every day...Doing nothing but cleaning and cooking...I thought that I could go to the gym...and work out for a little while...relieve some stress, ya know...Well...FUCK NO! James decided that he was going to go play his stupid fucking game of "WARHAMMER"...And leave me here at the house...with absolutly nothing to do!!

My Date From Yesturday
I just recieved a Instant Message from my date from yesturday. She didn't think it went as good for her as it did for me. We kissed over and over again during the movie. Which at times she started. And now she says she is not ready for a relationship. Ok what ever. Its just one more rejection in my life. But again what ever.

Sonya Needs Ur Help In This Conteest Please
she dont think she can get it cause her friends are not really helping her. she is thinking of dropping out of it . lets show her she can make it please Sonya needs 140,000 comments in 16weeks to win a Happy Hour, 1-Year VIP, 30-day Blast AND Ticker Pack dj mysticaldreams... wrote this 5,000 for each 100 comments. if you want the fubucks email me when you are done if you dont want the fubucks then dont email me. if you bring in today 3 people and does it then i will add an extra 5,000 for bringing them in here. they have to email me saying you are the one that brought them and your link. she is about to give up she dont think she can do it . lets show her we can get it for her 5,000 for each 100 comments. if you want the fubucks email me when you are done if you dont want the fubucks then dont email me. if you bring in today 5 people and does it then i will add an extra 5,000 for bringing them in here. they have to email me saying you are the one

Fubar Points
thanx to Kikisparkles for this To help you get a better idea of where you get your points; I will list some of the following; These may vary on Happy Hour, the level your at, and whether or not your VIP. The following are based on Happy Hour. When "YOU" do the following: Create a new album.........................0 pts Upload a photo.............................2 pts Rate a profile pic.........................6 pts Rate a pic a 10............................2 pts Leave a photo comment......................2 pts Rating a blog..............................2 pts Posting a blog.............................0 pts Click "share this".........................2 pts Rating stash...............................2 pts Commenting on stash........................2 pts Uploading stash............................2 pts Leave a profile comment....................4 pts Send a friend request/accepted............12 pts Someone fans you..........................23 pts You fan someone....

"gave Up" Nin
perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most forgot how it feels well almost no one to blame always the same open my eyes wake up in flames it took you to make me realize it took you to make me realize it took you to make me realize it took you to make me see the light smashed up my sanity smashed up my integrity smashed up what i believed in smashed up what's left of me smashed up my everything smashed up all that was true gonna smash myself to pieces i don't know what else to do covered in hope and vaseline still cannot fix this broken machine watching the hole it used to be mine just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline of the trust i will betray give it to me i throw it away after everything i've done i hate myself for what i've become i tried i gave up throw it away

Fake Ass Shit
http://fubar.com/user/1799364 < [ may be deleted now ] THere seems to be some pretty immature people on this site. Granted I've had my fair share of drama we all know you cant get away from it and I've said a few things from time to time that I cant take back though I would. But that account up there is fake. I would never make up a stupid account to rate my friends low numbers thats ridiculous amd further more , yes King and I were friends but no i never loved him. It was never to that level. So who ever thought they'd be slick and fuck with me should at least get the story straight. I may be many things but i am NOT a liar, nor am i that immature to where i need to make up an account... I know who made it and I know why you made it so why dont you just leave me the hell alone. PLEASE

"i Want To Hear Your Voice"
Baby pick up the phone and just let your thoughts roam... Tell me all that you want me to know...in pleasing that body of yours... You've got a sexy way of touching me... And I help but get lost in you... Relax your mind as I relax mine... Just to hear the sweetness in your voice sends a chill of passion... Through this brother's soul! I know you're lying in bed wishing I was there... So tell me baby all that I need to hear... You've got me in a horny frenzy state of mind... So bad that you make me want get undressed and tell you how Hard this man is getting for you... "I Want To Hear Your Voice" As you relax at the sound of my voice starting to whisper Those naughty words of what I long to do with you... As you lie there thinking of my hard shaft getting so damn hard for you... You've got me wishing I was there to see you undressed With your body exposed as your hands start roam to those sensitive parts That makes your body year

Dj Snookie Bully
YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T RESIST SEEING THE HOTT N STEAMY DJ SNOOKIE LIVE ON AIR AT FORBIDDEN....COME N PLAY WIT HER, LET YOUR FANTASIES TURN INTO A WILDLY FORBIDDEN REALITY!! CLICK ON PIC TO ENTER THE FORBIDDEN... DON'T MISS OUT ON THE ROCKIN TUNES FROM DJ SNOOKIE, WHAT ARE YA WAITIN FOR? GET ON IN HERE!!

Same Old Shit
I'm tired of pretending to be something I'm not. I have these expressions on my face all the time. that mislead people to believe that I'm mad or something. The fact of the matter is. It is just me. I'm tired of being questioned about the way I'm feeling all the time. It pisses me off. When I say their is nothing wrong. Guess what their is nothing wrong. I'm just being me. If you can't handle it sorry. I'm not going to change for anybody.

The True Begining
the beginning not sure where it starts to tell the truth but ill start where anything can from the first moment. Necro's...little is known about this tribe. cant really call them a tribe since there are so few of them. Mostly men, they are mainly for higher mercs able to be owned by the highest bidder. Cold ,heartless monster that roam in search of something that can never find. There is never enuff whiskey to cure there thirst. Never enuff women to core ther lust. If they can ever find a women willing to bed with them. They travel all over the worlds in huge ships full of all types of weapons, art, riches that they have collected as payment for there deeds.Deeds most men never dream of doing for fear of there souls ending in damnation for all of times. The most unspeakable crimes they do for riches. Some say that the one thing they do makes them monsters. Others say they are the unholy spawn of something much worst then anything to ever have lived. After they have killed

Fiver Finger Death Punch -white Knuckles
Oh, fuck it all! [V1:] Sick of being sick and tired, sick of understanding Tired of feeling sick to my stomach Demons inside command me They're saying crush it, break it, smash it Fuckin' kill 'em all! Laugh as it falls away I won't dodge another silver bullet Just to save a little face [Chorus:] I want you to know, I want you to see I want you to look beyond your own eyes Past your afflictions [V2:] How many people really care? How many will be standing? I'll light the match, the flame, the fuse, the bomb Rescue the world from slavery I wanna torch it, burn it, scorch it, fuckin' stomp it out Laugh as it blows away I won't eat anothe rotten apple Though I've grown to like the taste [Chorus:] I want you to know, I want you to see I want you to look beyond your own eyes Past your afflictions I want you to hurt, want you to bleed I want you to look beyond your own face Past your infections [Pre-Chorus:] I'm taking back control with my knuckles

Clearly I'm Fucked Up...
DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:HighSchizoid Disorder:HighSchizotypal Disorder:ModerateAntisocial Disorder:ModerateBorderline Disorder:LowHistrionic Disorder:ModerateNarcissistic Disorder:ModerateAvoidant Disorder:ModerateDependent Disorder:HighObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:High-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! ---- Personality Disorders --

Help Level This Friend Of Mine To Leveled 20 Please
Can you help him level up please to rockstar.He has 55,402 points to go till next level.Hopefully today or tonight. He'll be leveled.Come show him all the fu-love you have to him.He would like to be leveled up soon.Here's his pic link to his page.Just rate his page and pics for him to level up sooner. Chewy Enforcer@Club Paradize,Headenforcer@ crystal clear@ fubar

The Pleasures Of Flesh
The Pleasures of Flesh The pleasures of flesh and promised delight flowed from the fruit of original sin to whisper sweet dreams in the velvet night of sacred treasures of wondrous delight held in the temple of Venus tight like a silken purse of the softest skin whose embrace brings joy and pure delight to those who submit to blessed sin

Life Is Sweeet
Have you ever just felt so damn blue? NOT ANYMORE I AM VERY HAPPY!! Just after all the rush and chaos of life slows to a halt and you are left standing there wondering what just happened, and it hits you that you missed something. Makes me blue, makes me wonder if anyone knows me. STOP AND SMELL THE FLOWERS :-)! I KNOW I AM MISSING NOTHING NOW. SUNSHINE POURS OVER ME LIKE LIQUID HONEY! I AM KNOWN BY FEW, LOVED BY FEWER! BUT WHAT I HAVE IS PERFECT. Leaves you wondering if the life you lead is the right way. YES I AM LEADING IT THE RIGHT AND ONLY WAY. So many telling you that your life is the bomb, but yet where are they when you need them? Or is it me not letting them in? And why not? You ever wish to let someone in to the point that you are thinking about it all the time? I hate when i start worrying what someone will think of me. MY LIFE IS THE BOMB. MY FRIENDS ARE THERE FOR ME, AND I OPEN THE DOOR FOR THEM TO COME IN. WHAT YOU THINK OF ME IS NOT IMPORTANT UNLESS Y

Walk With Me
Walk with me, the path of life, to explore every bend of the road Enjoy with me the beauty of life, along its wonderful way Find comfort with me, in each other's arms, when grief crosses our path Find strength with me, in each other's strength, when despair lies in wait Laugh with me, a single true laugh, to enlighten another's distress Cry with me, a single true tear, to understand true happiness Cherish with me, the wonders of life, as they need to be preserved Rejoice with me, in the mysteries, of what is yet to be Find peace with me, in each other's souls, when the world has gone insane Find love with me, in each other's hearts, until this life has been fulfilled And when the path comes to an end I hope we can say from within We've known the beauty of true love, our love came from within

Whats Going On!
Well, life seems to be going great. I finally got a job and i graduate from training tomorrow. I failed the exam as did part of the class, but my average was high enough i passed. I am still living with my best friend and her fiance, that is working out really well. I have calmed down alot from the partying, but still like to have fun, I am not a club kinda girl. I have been dating, too. I have met some great guys. The challenge is finding on that wants me for me! LIfe is going pretty good and I will survive!

The Twist
Have you ever wondered why the world can be such a cruel cruel place? You spend most of your adult life looking for your soul mate and then when you think you have found them life takes a twist. Why is it that people think they have found their love and then after the newness wears off your not as special to them anymore? Why is it that people spend most of their life trying to fix or save a relationship that is beyond repair? Why is it that people cant change their way of life if it means keeping or loosing their "soul mate"? Is there any meaning to marriage anymore? Or is it just a piece of paper that you sign your life away on? Does that piece of paper mean that you are willing to spend the rest of your life with that person and love them unconditionally and not hurt the person you love? Or does it just mean "your my bitch now"? Why is it that when a person is supposed to love you and be there for you all they do is lie to you and make you feel like shit for the

Sugarland - Stay
I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall And I've been laying here praying, praying she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be crying And I'll be begging you, baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waiting With my Heart on my sleeve Oh, for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dying What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of being lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay You keep telling me, baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting It's too much pain to have to bare To love a man you have to share Why don't you stay I'm down on my

My Animals
some of you have asked me why i have so many pets...and sit at home alone all the time. well here is your answer. MY PETS ARE LOYAL! MY PETS DON'T JUDGE. MY PETS HAVE NEVER LEFT ME. MY PETS FORGIVE MY MISTAKES. my pets would never ever let someone else come inbetween us. even when they get punished,,,,,the still greet me with open arms. i don't have to lay in bed all night crying wondering where my pets are. i don't have to clench the phone wondering if my pets are gonna call. no matter what my pets are always there. people suck! people aren't there for me. everyone i have ever cared about has turned their back on me. and if they haven't already i'm sure they will, cause that is just how it seems to go. people judge me for the life i live. it's not yours to live get the fuck over it! if you don't like how i live my life then go the fuck away! i don't need anyone's approval. people lie. people cheat. people break my fucking heart. no matter what mood i'm in my pets bring a smile to my f

Reporting Pics
well some people feel it necessary to flag a pic that may have made them think something sexual, even tho it shows nothing. in my bar tab · fubar shop just sent you a message! · theBodywerx just walked into the bar! · Roger Clemens&t... just walked into the bar! · Magical_Angie just checked you out! · young and cute just checked you out! since i just uploaded said pic yesterday and it was flagged just now...one of these two flagged it. wtf? Whos the friggin hall moniter ffs? get a fucking life already and stay out of my pics if you are gonna be flagging pics alright!

Iron Man Street Kings
Today I got to see two pretty good action movies. The first one was street kings. Hey how can you not go see a movie with dirty cops in it. It was not like training day to me at all really. I thought it was very good and it was nice to see that there was a plot. At the same time as it had a plot it was still nice and violent. I thought Forrest Whitacer, Hugh Lourie, Jay Mohr (ok and funny man but great actor, or maybe I just like him) and Kenu Reves (stright acting no accent of where he is from) all did a great job. Also Common formaly known as Common Sense played a good small part also. For those who may not know there was some music group that had the rights to the name so sense got dropped. But see that worked out good because in credits and tittles Common sound and looks better and is clearer then Common Sense so do to him also acting I think he for his movies would have droped sense anyways. I tried this Pizza with the movie that was pretty good and made the movie that

A Thing Of Beauty - Auction Now Open - Look Inside!
A THING OF BEAUTY In honor of Mother's Day, I am happy to share with you some of the lovliest women on Fubar! Bidding is now open, and will remain open until May 10th Two of the participants below will receive prizes of 100,000 fubucks. Those will be the woman with the highest rating average, and the woman with the highest number of rates. Should the same woman have both the highest average and highest number of rates, she will receive 200,000 fubucks. All participants reserve the right to refuse any bid or bidder at any time, and may also increase their offers via photo comment should the need arise. I believe that a woman of any age is a thing of beauty! Take a moment, and please consider bidding on one or more ladies of your choice. Serious bidders only, please!

Gas Prices Around The World
PRICE OF GAS AROUND THE WORLD Prices are quoted in US dollars per gallon for regular unleaded. Oslo , Norway $6.82 Hong Kong $6.25 Brussels, Belgium $6.16 London, UK $5.96 Rome, Italy $5.80 Tokyo, Japan $5.25 Sao Paulo, Brazil $4.42 New Delhi, India $3.71 Sidney, Australia $3.42 Johannesburg, South Africa $3.39 Mexico City $2.22 border=0> Buenos Aires, Argentina $2.09 ... YOU'RE GONNA LOVE THIS ... Riyadh , Saudi Arabia $0.91 Kuwait style='FONT-WEIGHT: bold'> $0.78 Caracas, Venezuela $0.12 NOW, DOESN'T THAT JUST FROST YOUR PATOOTIE?!

Tropical Storm
Tropical Storm by LateNiteFantasy© The symphonic eruption of thunder, hard and monstrous, Enhanced by the brilliant zaps of lightning, The heat of our bodies, The heat of the lightning, The soft, sweet moans in my ear, The thunder booming with every thrust I pump into you, Exploding with energy, And exploding with light, Exploding with passion, Exploding, Thinking about you, last night.

Show Me....
Come show me your path, where I belong. Come reveal to me your way, where I belong. Come share with me your wisdom, where I belong. Come hold me in the night, where I belong. Come run with me in the darkness, where I belong. Come…Let us be together…where I belong. 2:56am 03/15/2007 Jessica *DarK ShaDoW AnGeL*

She Is For Sale..woooohooooo
Would you like to own a DIVA!!! Come check your Whispers and see what she has to offer. If you don't wanna bid just stop and rate her. Just click the picture below and start the bidding.... Good luck Whispers...MWAH!! MSMAINE

Tender Is The Night
Tender is the Night by LateNiteFantasy© relishing moments of the night yearning to hold daylight at bay beyond bedroom windows twilight rouses kindred spirits, night and I absent from light, shadows at play tenuous reality finds us not heavenly moments we rejoice in easily laughing, pleasuring, loving perfect unions under starlit skies awakening the child within us softly turning back pages of time till mystery, freedom, innocence renews into the night we travel seeking out each others hand with onslaught of day adulthood returns, glaring, angry, demanding time has run out as reality has its vengeance calling us to attention, responsibility, duty having no choice, we begin routines inside hide our children of night navigate our daily course going god speed toward cold graves you and I....longing for the darkness occupying time with memories of night ulterior thoughts, musings in harsh light....

Life
Okay so I just need to vent. I have all these ppl in my life that I cannot even imagine living without, I do for people and do for them. I bend over backwards and anything that I have and they need they have it! I have always been like this. I just cant understand for the life of me, why after all I try to do, I get a slap in the face when I dont ask for anything but someone to stand by me. I accept my friends regardless what their faults are because I know that I too have them. I just see them as perfect in my eyes. So why the hell when I tell them things and try to get it off my chest do I get to see this amazingly judgmental side that they hide until its really gonna hurt if they bring it out? Ugh! Im sick of it!

Don't Blink - Life Goes Faster Than You Think
Don’t Blink - Life goes faster than you think The other night I was having dinner with my family. My husband and my son was sitting accross from me having a tickling match. A song came over the resteraunts speakers; Don't Blink by Kenny Chesney. In that moment it hit me, life IS short. The more I thought about it the more I realized the important things that happened in my life can be sumed up in a week. I stared to write because I just had the urge to. Something in me told me to write it down. This is what I wrote. My life has gone by in a flash of an eye. You never realize it until you stop and think about it. After some thought and heavy consideration, I can sum my life up in one week. Monday: I met the love of my life, graduated high school, and turned 18. I was on top of the world and felt like I knew EVERYTHING. I had my diploma, a wonderful family, and I was loved by everyone around me. Tuesday: The love of my life joined the Army just so we could have a h

Just Me
Just Me I usually do not put my TRUE feelings and emotions out there in a blog for everyone to see and judge....But today I feel like doing just that!(so bare with me if u will.) I have made many many MANY mistakes in my life, and have paid some serious consequences for the idiotic choices I have made... But, I have also made some wonderful friends along my path to self destruction, that I cherish (even if they have never been exposed to anything more than the “me” I have created or allowed them to see.) So here it is folks..I am just me. The Good, The Bad, The Ugly.....accept me as I am, forgive me if you can, or continue to seek vengeance if u must....but starting right now, my slate is clean and ANY of those I have ever hurt with my mistakes can either accept or disreguard my apologies...nothing MORE, nothing LESS....You’re choice...PERIOD! I am moving on, and letting go. I am gonna be the strongest woman I can be. I am gonna believe in myself (the TRUE me) and not c

My Mind Is My Tool
My Mind Is The Tool ..> This muscle between my legs is good for fertilizing your eggs, but it will never make or break our love affair. Although it gives you great pleasure, and those moments I do treasure, it will never be the main way to show I care. Thus, revealing the fact, that sex is just an act, and love is never anything one should fall into. I may sound like a fool, when I say my mind is the tool, that I'll use to make love to you. It may be big, firm, thick, strong, it may even last long, but never as long as the images I leave of me, in your thoughts. I feel you sister, when you say all the other misters, never took you there, but it ain't my fault. I love to touch, I love to feel, but first and foremost, I love to keep it real - you know this to be true. Although our physical acts, bring you the ultimate climax, my mind is the tool, that I'll use to make love to you. Wondrous emotion in a mixed up lov

God Said No!!!!
God said NO!!!! I asked God to take away my habit. God said, No. It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up. I asked God to make my handicapped child whole. God said, No. His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary I asked God to grant me patience. God said, No. Patience is a byproduct of tribulations; it isn't granted, it is learned. I asked God to give me happiness. God said , No. I give you blessings; Happiness is up to you. I asked God to spare me pain. God said, No. Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to me. I asked God to make my spirit grow. God said, No. You must grow on your own!, but I will prune you to make you fruitful. I asked God for all things that I might enjoy life. God said, No. I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things. I asked God to h

Tune In Saturday Night
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 5.10.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...Saturday shows feature interviews! Tonight we will be interviewing... everybody! Yes, that's right. We'll have open phone lines which means that ANYONE can call in and discuss well... ANYTHING. XDLord Genocyde will also be debuting new music TBA... and as always w

Help Mizotte59 Plz :)
Do you guys know mizotte59? If not, you ought to. This wonderful, amazing man needs 50,000 comments for his happy hour giveaway. So what do you say? Why don't we all help him out a lil bit? Even if you just stop by and drop maybe 25 or 50 comments, that'd still be a really big help. So click the link below, and bomb away guys and girls! Brought to you by .....ME! ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~@ fubar

Haiku Of My Feelings
petals fall from trees like tear drops and wind brings rain of discontent tears fall like rain to be in the rain i love cant see me crying tears on the east wind the songs lay upto the wind winds moving the clouds the wind makes a sound like folks up there are dying the rain clears away haiku is style of poems consisting 3 lines with syllable count of 5-7-5

Why I Have The Most Amazing Boyfriend Ever....
So, today Adam and I went to the mall. We got his mother some stuff for Mother's Day. And then he bought me the cutest purse ever!! And then took me out to an awesome lunch! And it was just an awesome freaking day!! And, it's only 230! lol SO, yeah.... Adam is so awesome.... ya know, every single year, since I have become a mother, Dennis has found some way to ruin my mother's day.... yelling at me, starting some fight, bitching at me, what have you.... And one year HIM AND HIS GOD FORSAKEN CUNT OF A MOTHER KIDNAPPED MY FUCKING DAUGHTER!!! So that year I didn't even get to see my baby for Mother's day... And yet, here I am... now, with a man who goes out of his way to do so many things for me, and is so sweet and loving and caring... WE have our moment we annoy one another, but as much as we're around each other, that's to be expected... There are these days I miss those "Family times" I had with Dennis and the girls... but then, I have days like this, and I realize, after

You For Me For You
You For Me For You by LateNiteFantasy© the man who holds you in the morning kissing you softly wrap your legs around me, love rigid melting pleasure for you deep and passionate making you scream silently with ecstacy our sweat, our exhaustion mingle as the day's first sunrays find us the man who urges you to your knees in the evening giving you the needful desire I've restrained all day nurturing my angel with all my love perfect face gently in my hands heavensoft lips swallow my love, my want, my body, my soul I am for you, my love, all of me all of me the man who feeds his hunger for you in the night gentle kisses down your neck warm nibbles on your collarbone lips tenderly on erect nipples hungrier, warmth and moisture desirous suckling wet kisses down your tummy palms urging legs to part grasped firmly to my enraptured hunger you are for me, my love every drop of sacred succulence every degree of heat every involuntary arch of your back all f

Part Three (abuse)
SHE WENT FROM YEAR TO YEAR TO SURVIVE AND RAISE HER CHILDREN WITHOUT THE HELP OF NO ONE.NOT EVEN THERE REAL FATHER.DONT GET ME WRONG SHE DATED,SOME WAS LOOSERS,SOME WASNT.THOSE THAT WASNT,WELL,THOUGHT THEY WAS TOO GOOD FOR.HER,EVEN THOUGH SHE WORKED RAISE HER SONS AND GOT HER DIPLOMA WITHOUT ASKING FOR A DIME FROM ANYONE.AND THE LOOSER,BEAT THE CRAP OUT OF HER,BUT HER DETERMINATION AND FAITH STRIDE ON.THEN ONE DAY WHILE WORKING FOR A CLEAN UP CREW,SHE CAME ACROSS THIS YARD MAN.WOW,GREAT THERE WAS SOMETHING IN COMMON.ANYWAY,THEY MET,AND ONE THING LED TO ANOTHER,AND OFF TO LIVE IN BLISS.HE NEVER MADE A REAL COMMITMENT TO HER,DIDNT WANT THAT TIE JUST A PIECE OF PAPER.SO THEY DECIDED THE LIVING ARRANGEMENTS WAS FINE.YOU KNOW SHE CAN TELL YOU EVERYTIME SHE GOT BEAT,AND WHAT BROUGHT THEM ON,AND ONE BEATEN HER HEAD WENT THROUGH THE WINSHIELD OF A CAR,CAUSING HER ILLNESS THAT WAS DORMANT,SURFACE,NOW CRIPPLED FROM IT.BUT THERE LAYS A SCAR,DEEP SCARS FOR EVERYTIME HER HEAD WAS SLAMMED UP AGAINS

Dom King...my Fu-owner
MY NEW OWNER DOM KING Serving Dom King will be quite Interesting! After All He Serves And Protects US I think its High Time He Gets Served Back! For One Month, I will Be his slave on Fubar! SO CLICK ON THIS LINK BELOW AND ADD/FAN/RATE Domking123 ***Member of the Confedrate Family***@ fubar AND MOST IMPORTANTLY DO NOT FORGET TO SHOW HIM SUPPORT FOR HIS SERVICES IN THE ARMY! GOD BLESS HIM AND ALL OTHER MILITARY MEN & WOMEN AT HOME AND AWAY AND KEEP THEM SAFE! THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS YOUR FAMILY AS WELL!

She Took My Fu Virgnity!
Here she is ya'll! I wanna show off my first FU Owner, Happy Country Girl! I'm excited about my first ownership and hope that all of my friends will drop in and help me celebrate my ownership by showin her some of your best FU Luv so that I can pamper her as much as possible! Happy Country Girl~~Shadow Leveler~~@ fubar I look forward to an adventurous month with her and plan on trying to spoil her rotten. ************************************************** Much FU Luv to my best of friends! Thru_a_diff_i Owned by Happy Country Girl oO*Shadow Leveler*Oo.. My "Eye" contest is open@ fubar

How Lupus Affects Me
I am a 24 year old female just recently diagnoised with lupus, but have had symptoms for years. First was joint pain that could not be explained. It was so bad it took me 15 minuets to even get out of bed I was so stiff. Then this past summer my hair started falling out. The dr only said to use rogain, which of course didn't work. In May I had to go to urgent care because of the pain again. Luckly the dr I saw did blood tests, which is not normaly done there, and sent then to my pcp. It took almost a month and 9 tubes of blood to figure it out. The hardest part was having my supervisor force me to take a lower postion with less hours and less pay. But I am lucky in the fact that my family help and support me, and make sure I take care of myself. I have been taking meds to help, but still have days where I hurt. The only problem I have now is a burning in my fingertips, which can get so bad they turn bright red you can feel the heat. All I can do is pray I wake up in less pain than when

Dammit
Do you ever get so frickin' bummed that you don't want to do anything? I don't want to clean I don't want to sleep I don't want to be on the computer I don't want to talk I just want to do nothing..... Besides I feel like I have no life anyway...

Life In General
I have learned that all guys will at some point hurt you and make you cry. They will eventually break your heart and very few will ever apologize for it. I have learned that you should always be prepared for your friends to turn their backs on you at some point because they will. Those that don't are the ones that you keep forever. I have learned that the family you are blessed with and i do mean blessed may have not been the ones you would have chosen for yourself but for some reason someone saw fit for you to be together. I have learned not to expect too much from people in general, because then they can't let you down. I have learned that your heart and your spirit are the most amazing things ever created because they can be broken and stepped on and still repair themselves. I have also learned to stand on my own 2 feet, be self relying and self sufficient. I have learned to never let others control my outlook on the world and to never let them control my destiny. i ha

As An Amateur Radio Operator I Found This Funny As Hell
Sir, I am writing in response to your request for additional information for block number 3 of the accident reporting form. I put "poor planning" as the cause of my accident. You said in your letter that I should explain more fully and I trust the following detail will be sufficient. I am an amateur radio operator and on the day of the accident, I was working alone on the top section of my new 80 foot tower. When I had completed my work, I discovered that I had, over the course of several trips up the tower, brought up about 300 pounds of tools and spare hardware. Rather than carry the now un-needed tools and material down by hand, I decided to lower the items down in a small barrel by using a pulley, which fortunately was attached to the gin pole at the top of the tower. Securing the rope at ground level, I went to the top of the tower and loaded the tools and material into the barrel. Then I went back to the ground and untied the rope, holding it tightly to insure a slow

Nsfw Salutes
So yeah, I know I have a lot of Snapvine comments to leave still, but a few people have asked for a cock salute. If you want one, for whatever reason just let me know. I'll get around to it eventually.

North Carolina
• A recent proposal that ministers walk the beat with police officers in Belmont, N.C., notes "the ministers will carry a Bible instead of a gun." • An ordinance proposed in Robbins, N.C., states, "In the future, anyone not living within the immediate vicinity of Robbins must have a permit from the Chief of Police and okayed by the Mayor or one of the Commissioners." It's not clear what the permit is for, but they may be on to something. • In Robbins, N.C., anyone who refuses to black out after hearing the blackout signal is subject to a $5 fine. • A marriage can be declared void if either of the two persons is physically impotent. • All couples staying overnight in a hotel must have a room with double beds that are at least two feet apart. Making love in the space between the beds is strictly forbidden. • All couples staying overnight in a hotel must have a room with double beds that are at least two feet apart. • Barber: Fights between cats and dogs are prohibited. • By town l

Sayonara
When read this Used tranlator I am bored of all, all, with exceptions clear this !!!!!!, good I am going to travel, maybe again maybe not, but if you want to remain your friend ......... Send your e-mail and postal address and I will send you a postcard or mias news, I am going to travel today (today) at 11 pm at night I go back the other week, and there childbirth again, this time I think it will be so Final ..... Well, hoping that the world is different and even better for all bids farewell .... Albert Silverman .-

Men Treating Women Wrong
WHAT GIVES MEN THE RIGHT TO TREAT WOMEN LIKE THEY ARE GARBAGE. WE DO HAVE FEELINGS AND WE HURT AND WE DO HAVE A HEART.WHEN MEN NEED TO FEEL LIKE THEY ARE BIG OR MANCHO THEY START KICKING WOMEN AROUND.WELL I THINK ITS WRONG AND I FOR ONE WONT TAKE IT ANYMORE BECAUSE I USE TO BE ONE OF THOSE WOMEN ON THE RECIEVEING END OF THAT SHIT.I THINK MEN NEED TO TAKE A LONG LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND ASK THIER SELFS IS THAT IS HOW THEY WANT TO BE TREATED IN LIFE AND SEE IF THEY SEE THINGS DIFFERENTLY.BUT THIS IS MY OPINION.

Scarce
For all those who wonder why I am so scarce, well I am having issues with my PC, I hope to have it fixed soon. I am not ignoring everyone just coming on, accepting pending friend requests and getting off before my pc screws up as it always does. Thank you for understanding. CanadianCharm P.S. don't forget to rate this blog

Sick Part 2!
Heard back from the doctors today, ultra sound came out fine however the PAP did not he stated that I have PRE-CANCER cells so now I've got to have a DNC done to find out if it is bonine or malignant. My appointment isn't til the 7th of July so we shall see what happens then!

5th St
another great entry in nasty homes and lifestyles a home on 5th street... unfortuneatly there was strong evidence of children in this home..... please dont make children live in these conditions people.....

Poor Thing
It happens to other people You say how sad, you say poor thing It happens to you Its something else, its everything You never believe the nightmare you never know the pain you caused You'll never see the scars you left You think you stole everything I lost You took my body and tore it in half You took my childhood, my heart and my laugh You took everything I had for myself Then you're gone I'm not your poor thing.

Ready!!
Tired of the lies, tired of the games I passed through all that already Now I'm ready for something real Ready to have a relationship with a real man, and not a boy Ready to have that certain someone to love me, hold me,feel their arms around me while we lay in bed I'm ready to have a man that's gonna treat me right Ready to have a man by my side, to put a smile on my face just by being around me... I'm just tired of all the games and now I'm ready to be happy

Divorce
we thought we knew each other had been together for years 20 years of laughter 20 years of tears i made my mistakes you were not the only one our last 3 years in misery this marriage is done we went and filed the papers the other day you asked again please baby stay its hard the kids are torn in two should they defend me or you we have told them there not the reason why still they hurt still they cry to many tears this family has shed violence anger even some blood shed i no your hurt and afraid of being alone but this has/is not a happy home i am walking away my head held high regardless what the world thinks i know i tried its sad how it stared with a simple i do now 20 years later im through with you parents we are the rest of this life though never again shall i be your wife i hope youll be able to be my friend now though we both need to relearn how no more fighting or living with regret the future i welcome the past ill forget so come over and have a cup of coffee its not what you

Sigh
This has been a long day. First, we decided that this weekend we, meaning the whole family would get the house ready for the summer. Two guess who did all the work? Yep, me. But that's ok cause I didn't have to hear my sister bitch and that made the cleaning go smoother. So than I run into my ex boyfriends mother and she wants me to call her. Now, I'm a little sad. You see I find that despite my size I'm a very attractive woman, I'm clean and according to some people too prissy IE High mantainence. I'm not HM. I am however very prissy, I'm a girly girl, I like to look feminine. I like to be nice and I like taking care of my man to the extent that he appreciates it. I haven't found one that does. I thought maybe I'm pushy and scare men off but honestly I don't think that's it, I think men are intimidated by me. On this same note, I was lookin' at some of my old comments and I wonder...if people could see my whole body would they think I'm gorgeous? Would they say I'm beauti

Stolen From The Guy With The Huge Asshole
Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write the first definition it gives you. 1)Your name?: Van -a large vehicle used to smoke pot in, drink alcohol in, or to do "the nasty" -also known as: "the shaggin' wagon" -the name "van" originated by an everything-loving hippie named van wilkie. her legacy lives on even to this day, and her afro holds more memories that you could ever know. "van wilkie could just be the most amazing hippie of our time." "who doesnt love a good gang bang in the shaggin' wagon?" 2) Nickname?: Captain Cooter/Cooter/Coot/Captain/CC -vagina 3) Relationship status? Enamored to be inspired by love 4) One of your friends? What? Word that has been whored out beyond belief. Often when ever you go into a large room and scream it, you'll be responded to by many "OKAY!"s by many people trying desperately to sound like Lil' John. "What's up, dude?" "WHAT!" "..." 5) What Should Yo

Schools Out
hey, well I guess this dream stalker missed his chance of becoming real. i am now official out of school and graduate on the 21st. yeah, his spying on me in the cheerleader locker room, and pissing everyone in the school off of me is now not possible. yeap, he waited to long. who knows maybe he's really watched me in the locker room. anyway, spend from friday afternoon until this morning partying on our boat. Blake and friends enjoyed their little tara's out of school bash. i was a little confused.....thought it was my party and my time to celebrate......how did they get invited, and all the people i invited not get their invites. i think someone double crossed me. luv u Tara

Wish
Proud, proud is to hear it all yeah yeah Proud ah proud, proud is to watch us fall yeah yeah Make a wish, make a succotash wish You live the pompous life Throw kisses all the time Make wishes don't break mine Make a wish, make a succotash wish You live the pompous life Throw kisses all the time... don't break mine Chime used to break my wish, wish, wish Cold fire use to inspire all not now These are tired, maybe they'll find their niche Or resort to wish Make a wish, make a succotash wish You live the pompous life Throw kisses all the time Make wishes don't break mine Make a wish, make a succotash wish You live the pompous life Throw kisses all the time Make wishes don't break... Chime used to break my wish, wish, wish Ehhhh, won't you bring him back? not now Chime used to break my wish Won't you bring him back? not now Don't be low, you better watch the road Don't be low, you better watch the road Don't be low, you got the strength and the b

The Lost
lost the lost who is lost is it you or I : the lost the lost who is it guide me the lost i am lost in this world as are we all since birth until death is a constant srtuggle of pain and loss lost the lost all of us in a dark abyss of pain with no one there to feel and see the tears we cry behind closed doors the lost the lost i am but a lost child who wants to go home my home a home to guide and hold me to guide and hold me love is what we all seek and yet its so far and yet so close for we are all blind forever more the lost is the world the world is but of pain and love is our purpose: the purpose of being

Broken
MY WILL TO MOVE ON IS BROKEN THEROAD TO MY FUTURE IS UNDER REPAIR THE PAST IS FULL OF BROKEN PROMISES BROKEN SMILES FAKE LAUGHS MY WORLD IS BROKEN AND HOLLOW MY HEART IS BROKEN INTO SO MANY TINY PIECES THE THINGS THAT USED TO MATTER DONT WHAT USED TO BE EASY IS NOW IMPOSSIBLE THE ONLY THING I FEEL IS PAIN AND LOSS I FEEL BROKEN AND SHATTERED AND IM NOT SURE I WANNA BE FIXED IM NOT SURE I CAN BE PUT BACK TOGETHER????? MBM

Shockwave
Shockwave It causes my heart to race Seeing you face to face It's like a virus It spreads as the blood flows It's hard to hide this flame As the wind blows You have to forgive my heart It fills my mind with doubt With memories of what I gave I can't seem to stand, for you I fall Myself I can't seem to save Your love shakes me like a shockwave It's like i'm lost in slumber Adrift inside a dream Your light enraptures me Blinded by the beam Your shockwave the only thing that wakes me You are all I see Would you again make me whole If I offered you my soul? Another one for Ashley! Muah!! ;)

Hmmmm
I know I really shouldn't be asking you, ESPECIALLY in front of all these people, I feel shy, but I want it so bad, don't get me wrong it's just that I haven't had it for a long time. I could already feel it going in so hard and coming out so soft and wet. No one has to know about this. I need it. I'm desperate, but your help can benefit me. You must think I have a lot of nerve saying this to you, but I can feel my tongue around it sucking all the juice out until theres no more left, this has been on my mind all day long and I hope I'm not being forward, I'm usually not like this, but.....................can I have a piece of gum??? Thanks

Hmmm
Your Birthdate: September 28 You have a Type A personality so big it makes other Type A's shrink away in shame. You never shy away from adversity - and you love to tackle impossible problems. Failure is not an option for you, and more than a few people are put off by your ego. You tend to be controlling, and you hate leaving anything up to chance. Your strength: Your bold approach to life Your weakness: You don't accept help Your power color: Bronze Your power symbol: Pyramid Your power month: October What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Shay
i read this in another blog and had to copy it here cause it brought tears to my eyes. feel free to copy it if it makes something stir in your soul. Subject: Two Choices What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves children with learning disabilities, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: 'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does, is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?' The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, who was mental

Tongue Movements
No two women are alike when it comes to how they enjoy having their pussy licked, but there are some things you can try to make the experience more pleasurable for her. Obviously, you will need to experiment to discover how your lover likes to be touched, caressed, and licked. Listen to her sounds, watch her body language, and don’t be afraid to ask her if she likes what you are doing. You can also ask her what she wants you to do. Start slow: Very few women will want you to go straight for her clit unless she’s already aroused before you start getting intimate. Before you head downtown, spend some time kissing and stroking her. Play with her breasts, using your hands and your mouth. Once you arrive at her pussy, don’t immediately dive in. Build up the tension a bit. Some women enjoy a light massage of the mons. Caress her inner thighs. Kiss around her mound and tease her outer lips. Get her to the point where she’s ready to beg before you spread the outer lips and give her

Rocky Top
YOU KNOW HERE IN THE ROCKY'S WE CAN GET REAL COLD. AND WE ARE LOOKING FOR SOME FRIENDLY MEN AND WOMEN TO COME HELP WARM US UP. AND HAVE A FEW DRINKS WITH US. MEET OUR OWNERS. The Devil Went Down to Georgia - The Charlie Daniels Band center>NOT TO MENTION ALL THE OTHER GREAT PEOPLE THAT NEED WARMING UP IN HERE. SO COME ON IN GRAB A DRINK AND AND A GIRL OR GUY AND WROM UP WITH US..JUST CLICK OUR SEXY LIL ESKIMO TO VISIT US. This Promo it brought to you by: *~Always Erica~*QUEEN OF MEAN~FW to Officer_Rob~'Ghø$tRïdé®'s LIL SIS~*@ fubar

The Voodoo Penis
Category rude jokes Subcategory rude jokes about sex The Voodoo Penis A businessman was getting ready to go on a long business trip. He knew his wife was a flirtatious sort with an extremely healthy sex drive, so he thought he'd buy her a little something to keep her occupied while he was gone. He went to a store that sold sex toys and started looking around. He thought about a life-sized sex doll, but that was too close to another man for him. He was browsing through the dildos, looking for something special to please his wife, and started talking to the old man behind the counter. He explained his situation. The old man said, "Well, I don't really know of anything that will do the trick. We have vibrating dildos, special attachments, and so on, but I don't know of anything that will keep her occupied for weeks, except---" and he stopped. "Except what?" the man asked. "Nothing, nothing." "C'mon, tell me! I need something!" "Well, sir, I don't usually mention t

Wedding Bells
We have a very special event happening in Rough Stock on the 25th of May 2008. Two of Fubar's Finest have decided to tie the knot. We have all been here once or Twice or well you know. But in the midst of all the Fubar Drama these two found each other. And want to make there internet hearts and lives as one. Won't you come and share in there joy by toasting them on this Special day.

Sexii
i know that i'm either sexii or hottie or a cutie but i always had 2 dressed up sexii but didnt have any sexii naughty clothes hmmm should i go shopping spree or wait until my bday or x-mas for it hmm i dunno i dont get much money for it at all soooooooo i luv lookin sexii with or w/o makeup ofc ya'll but not a lotta ppl buy me stuff lolz o well bye

What Do I Worry About In Another That I Can Take Care Of In Myself?
Do we really know anybody? Who does not wear one face to hide another? --Francis Marion A woman in her fifties watched her mother in her eighties struggle against the wrinkles in her face and neck, trying to hide them, pretend they weren't there. She wanted her mother to accept that she was getting older but found her unwilling to listen. Haven't we all run into this situation? We can learn so much just by remembering that what is right for one person may not be right for another, and others are entitled to decide how they want to behave. Often, we are just worried about ourselves, concerned, for instance, with our own ability to age gracefully. We don't need someone else to do it for us. We can take care of ourselves.

Dj Demonwolf
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Love You To Death
Love You To Death In her place one hundred candles burning, As salty sweat drips from her breast. her hips move and I can feel what they're saying, swaying, They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get... yeah. Yeah. Black lipstick stains her glass of red wine, I am your servant, may I light your cigarette? Those lips smooth, yeah I can feel what you're saying, praying, They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get... yeah. Yeah. I beg to serve, your wish is my law, Now close those eyes and let me love you to death. Shall I prove I mean what I'm saying? Begging, I say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get.. yeah. Let me, love you to... Let me, love you to death. To death. Let me, love you to... Let me, love you to death. To death. Am I good enough for you? Am I good enough for you? Am I? For you? Am I? For you? Am I good enough For you?

Looking For A Drink, Pt. 2.
Why is it that asking them to stick something in their ass is usually the end to the conversation? What's funny, is he hit up Goatse after he asked him about his penis size and he asked HIM if he liked it. The usual... bottom to top. ->looking fo...: So I take it you wouldn't let me stick something in your ass? looking fo...: i would like to see that ->looking fo...: Would you let me stick something in your ass? ->looking fo...: Well, I stick other random objects up there, so probably. looking fo...: could u take it in your ass baby looking fo...: this mother fucker is so big i can cumm on my own face looking fo...: would u like that looking fo...: yea baby lick it and spit it inside your mouth ->looking fo...: Would you lick it off after? looking fo...: and shove it in your mouth looking fo...: ahh yes baby ->looking fo...: Would you want to cum on my face? looking fo...: right now just rubbing my balls looking at your beutiful face a

Some Of Pinks Most Favorite Friends On Fubar Go Show Them Some Mad Love
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We Care A Lot
We care a lot about disasters, fires, floods and killer bees We care a lot about the NASA shuttle falling in the sea We care a lot about starvation and the food that Live Aid bought We care a lot about disease, baby Rock, Hudson, rock, yeah! We care a lot about the gamblers and the pushers and the geeks We care a lot about the crack and smack and whack that hits the street We care a lot about the welfare of all the boys and girls We care a lot about you people cause we're out to save the world YEAH! And it's a dirty job but someone's gotta do it We care a lot about the army navy air force and marines We care a lot about the SF, NY and LAPD We care a lot about you people, about your guns about the wars you're fighting gee that looks like fun We care a lot about the Garbage Pail Kids, they never lie We care a lot about Transformers cause there's more than meets the eye We care a lot about the little things, the bigger things we top We care a lot about you peo

Last Day B/4 Surgery
2 all my friends keepin track this is the now the day b/4 my surgery. I have 2 work 2nite from 9p - 6a (pay close attention 2 the time). As of 12 midnight I can not have any food, water, soda, gum, or even tobacco. Absolutely nothin in my stomach prior 2 the surgery. Now where you payin attention... I go to work & 3 hours later nothin. This means I have 2 finish workin 6 more hours with out even a sip of water. Talk about torturin myself. If that's not enough I don't check in til 11:15a the procedure is supposed 2 begin @ 12:45. That's a total of 12 hrs & 45 mins + procedure time est. 4 hours b/4 I can have anything in my stomach... OMG have u seen me lately I do like food...lol. Damn this better be worth it... Luv Y'all see ya again soon

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I'm Back
It's weird how addictive Fubar is, I haven't been on here for months, save the odd login/logout. Now all of a sudden it's drawn me back in. Maybe it's the fact no-one gives negative feed-back on your shit, maybe it's the range of different people on Fubar, most likely it's the sheer number of freaks (in a good way) who are part of this community, freaks who let you in, let you see a part of them, who they are, how they are, it's additive on so many levels. Hopefully I'll be a bit more consistent than I have been. Peace and love and all that shit to those who read this.

The Flames Of Love
by LateNiteFantasy© Sexual Images of you fade In and out of the dancing flame As I sit, I dream of your nakedness. Thinking of you all day in my vivid mind passion burning inside my thoughts. As your beauty overwhelms my aching soul The days' tasks seem to drift away slowly. My heart earning . . . as I trace a mental image Of my fingers caressing your inner soul.. Such a strange state of arousal affairs Never to cross this path of ectasy again. Then you danced for me , injected me Broke my wall, as you flared in the light Your voice , wishing to hear it whisper love me , take me as your own. The aroma of a love lingers in the air As i smell once again where you layed I'm mesmirized , intrigued of your vivaciousness. Drench my inner mortal self, with music sounds of moans, screaming my name. For I have touched you, loved you I crave the love we once shared. Sounds linger around me, as I know you are not there to banish my thoughts. I drift, I fl

Missing You By Latenitefantasy
The sky is dark grey Thunder is in the air There is a chill in my heart, Missing you The nights are getting longer Autumn is here There is a hole in my heart Missing you The dawn is breaking A new day is here There is a space in my heart Missing You The morning is crisp The smell of dampness fills the air There is longing in my heart Missing you The evening is mellow Birdsong soothes my soul There is warmth in my heart Missing you The moon is glowing bright Quiet sounds of the night There is love in my heart Missing you The night is very still Time is moving on There you are in my heart Missing you

Painted Hands
Were I to cover my hands with paints to color your body so as to recognize you with my eyes open I'd start with yellow: creamy lemony yellow Tinted with the prussian blues of twilite; Adorned with Sirius and Orion and the pearl of a minted moon.

My Thoughts On Music
I feel like blogging.. and I also feel like talking about music so that's what I'm going to do. Don't care what I have to say? stop reading here. =] As some of you know, music is a really important part of my life. Listening to some really powerful, meaningful lyrics from artists I admire have helped me through some really rough times in my life. Lyrics can have a different meaning to different people. It's all in the interpretation. You can think they mean something but whoever wrote them was talking about something completely different. I realize not everyone analyzes things as much as I do. My friend once told me that there are two different kinds of people. There are lyric people and music people. Lyric people tend to be analytical. They're all about the meaning of the song. Music people couldn't care less about the lyrics.. as long as there's a good beat. I'm definitely a lyric person. If I listen to/read lyrics that inspire me.. or if it's something I can relate t

Treatise To Women On The Use Of Cute
Treatise to Women on the Use of Cute cute[kyoot]adjective attractive, esp. in a dainty way; pleasingly pretty: a cute child; a cute little apartment. One of the stories of my early childhood repeated often to friends by my mother was the time I cut my eyelashes off. When asked why I would do such a thing she said that I was very upset about women constantly cooing at how long my eyelashes were and repeating over and over the word cute. Of course girls had cooties then and most of my experience with the word cute came from older women and was always coupled with pinching cheeks and smeared red lipstick on the forhead. I am lucky I stopped with cutting off my eyelashes--I just might have lopped my whole head off. When I started to notice that girls really didn't have cooties (even if they did I think I would have risked infection to be close enough to catch a wiff of their dime store perfume), the word cute took on a whole new meaning. But really... at that age a girl could cal

The Ultimate Sexual Date
We are both hard at work "New Mail" pops up for me It’s my lover, and I smile An e-mail I must see It’s a real big surprise She asks if I am keen To go with her at lunchtime And do somethings obscene… Of course I do say yes And meet her prompt at 12 Wondering whats on her mind And so I try and delve She says don’t worry hon Just wait and you will see But I will tell you this You’ll enjoy this fantasy We reach her house right then She drags me quickly inside And tells me she will take me On a magical sexual ride We don’t even get to the bed She wants me there and now No time even for a cup of tea And I’m still wondering how She keeps me standing on my feet And sinks down to her knees She then undoes my trousers And I’m thinking Oh God please… She pulls the trousers down and down And then the boxers too And I’m just standing there rock hard I'm wondering what to do She deftly opens her sexy mouth And takes my cock righ

Dying To See Another Day
Something disappeared inside Should I try to run away If I could I would escape you I won't argue anymore I have lost the will to be Hope you don't think I'm ungrateful Why, why are you laughing? Is it something that I said? I don't like this place at all Makes me wonder what I'm here for Someone take this pain away Dying to see another day I don't want to be your friend Pretending I can fit into I'm incensed, I'm blown away Dying to see another day Close the curtains, lock the door Left my notes upon the stair In hopes you wouldn't read them Fake emotions in my head Everything I've seen and read Can't begin to find the reason Dying to see another day

My First Auction....
I'm in my very first auction... Not sure how I even got talked into it... but here I am! Just click on the link below and place your bid. Be sure to check out all the others in the auction as well! Thank you ALL in advance! All bids are welcome... and appreciated! The higher the bid, the more things I will throw in!

Away
Hello All, Just a quick note to say...I haven't fallen off the face of the earth! lol.... I only have dial-up right now and for some reason it doesn't load fubar...so, I haven't forgotten anybody..I'm just unable to play right now and can only check every now and then at someone else's. *Hugs*

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Phenomenal Women
PHENOMENAL WOMAN Pretty woman wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to fit a fashion model's size. But when I start to tell them, they think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms, the span of my hips, the stride of my step, the curl of my lips. I am a woman phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, that's me. I walk into a room just as cool as you please, And to a man, the fellows stand or fall down to their knees. Then they swarm around me, a hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, and the flash of my teeth, The swing of my waist, and the joy in my feet. I'm a woman phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, that's me. Men themselves have wondered, what they see in me. They try so much, but they can't touch, my inner mystery. When I try to show them they say that they can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, the sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, the grace of my style> I'm a woman phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, that's me. No

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Information
Roman Catholicism Roman Catholic deacon wearing a dalmatic. In the years just prior to the Second Vatican Council, the only men ordained as deacons were seminarians, who received the order several months before priestly ordination. Following the recommendations of the council (in Lumen Gentium 29), in 1967 Pope Paul VI issued the motu proprio Sacrum Diaconatus Ordinem, restoring the ancient practice of ordaining to the diaconate men who were not candidates for priestly ordination. These men are known as permanent deacons; those ordained to the diaconate who intend to proceed to, or are in the process of seminary studies leading to, priestly ordination are called transitional deacons. The permanent diaconate is particularly popular in the United States. Details about the permanent diaconate are outlined in a 2005 document of the United States Conference of Catholic Bishops, National Directory for the Formation, Ministry and Life of Permanent Deacons in the United States." The min

What Is Family
WHAT IS A FAMILY IS IT A BLOOD RELATION THAT GOES BACK SO FAR IN HISTORY THAT YOU JUST DONT KNOW FOR SURE. OR IS A GROUP OF PEOPLE THAT YOU HAVE MET AND HAVE GOTTEN SO CLOSE TO THAT YOU CAN TALK TO THEM ABOUT EVERYTHING. I REALLY DON'T THINK THAT IT MATTERS IF THEY ARE BLOOD RELATIONS. I THINK IT IS HOW YOU FEEL FOR THEM AND WOUNDER HOW THEY ARE DOING AND HOW YOU WORRY WHEN YOU KNOW THAT SOMETHING IS WRONG. WHEN THEY ARE SAD WE ARE THERE TO MAKE THEM SMILE. WHEN THEY ARE CRYING WE ARE THE ONE WHO WANTS TO EXTEND OUR SHOULDER OUT SO THEY CAN LEAN ON IT AND CRY ALL THEIR HURTS OUT WITH A BOX OF TISSUE NEXT TO THEM. WEHN THEY ARE SICK OR HURT, WE ARE THE ONE THAT WANTS TO HELP HEAL THEM BY SAYING DID YOU GO TO THE DOCTORS, OR DID YOU TAKE YOUR MEDICINE. WHEN THEY ARE NOT THERE SELVES AND WE NOTICE THIS WE WANT TO GET TO THE BOTTOM OF IT SO WE CAN HELP THEM EITHER CRAWL OUT OF THE HOLE THE ARE BEING BURIED IN OR JUST PULL THEM OUT OF THE SITUATION THAT IS KILLING INSIDE. I KNOW WHEN I

Memories
Today i spent my afternoon scanning old pics and of course, some of them put a smielon my face, some don't. On that day, around 11am, i was working when phone ringed : "Are you Mr R... ? yes. well, i call you because your wife had an accident.... she's ok but you can't talk to her as they bring her to the hospital" ....... after a few seconds, i run to my car, drive to the hospital and asks for news. She was not arrived yet and they told me to wait a few minutes, "as the rescue car won't be long, probably" i wait 10 long minutes until i see the car arrives... the door opens and i take the 1st real breath : she was ok, shocked, but ok. What happened ? well, at that time , she was working as midwife in a clinic, and she was making 24 hours vaccations. Ii am not really sure but i think she was in her 1st month of pregnancy. anyway, on her way back home, after 24 hours working, well, she fell asleep while driving, her car hit a tree in town, just in front of a primary school wh

Love This Thank You Baby
A heart leaps up, or so I am told To find a lover to have and hold So is this when my life began A lover's touch a gentle hand. Many years and growth have passed; Bringing goodness with loves thought to last Finding beauty all around me Blue eyes I look through allow me to see; Full of passion never danger, But then I met this total stranger. What was this light, I feel a warm sensation. My comfortable life, just a filler then, My soul was waiting for her somehow. Bright wonderful lights inside me, Feelings I have never known before. For the first time in my life I hear my soul A glorious song off my tongue does roll. A sense of birth and a new beginning My inner self is always grinning So THIS is when my life began, I found my soulmate in this strange woman. Hard to miss someone that you've never had, I now know this woman as simply my lady I see myself as years have past, Being alive inside, but our flesh cannot last. I love you mor

Closure
Breathe, Trust, Bless me, And release, Climb hard, Or never be seen, Closed off, Rescue to breathe, Just bless me. Two sided time, Your rebirth can't hurt, Branch out behind, The pain. Closure has come to me, Myself, You will never belong, To me. Closure has come to me, Myself, You will never belong, To me! Had to turn, Lay down, You're sting of disease, Phase you, Out, should've seen this coming, Go on, Confusing the soul, Hold my breath, Til you rupture! Three days aside, Your rebirth can't hurt, Branch out behind, Pride. Closure has come to me, Myself, You will never belong, To me. Closure has come to me, Myself, You will never belong, To me! Like a leach, I hold on, As if we belonged, To some, Precious pure dream, Cast off, You see what's beneath, Now fail me! Forget closure, Forget closure, Forget closure, Forget closure! Closure has come to me, Myself, You will never belong, To me! Rahh! Closure h

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Get It While Ya Can!!!!!!!!!!
VIPS? BLASTS? FUBUCKS? ARE YA IN?? OK SO HERE'S THE DEAL WE ARE OFFERING VIPS, BLASTS, AND FU-BUCKS TO OUR MEMBERS (NEW AND OLD)!!! WANNA KNOW HOW YOU CAN WIN ONE OF THESE AWESOME PRIZES?!?!

Help Wanted!!
COME CHECK OUT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..WE'RE RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!!WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...WHILE YOU ARE THERE IF YOU HAVE ANY INTEREST IN DJING JUST ASK FOR EITHER DJ SINZ~DJ MGR.~, DJ MAHA~ GM~ OR DJ MASS~OWNER~...LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING YOU THERE!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!!

Lol Joke
Why females should avoid a girls night out after they are married... If this does not make you laugh out loud, you have lost your sense of humor. Or you can't remember YOUR last "Girls Night Out!" The other night I was invited out for a night with the "girls." I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, "I promise!". Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easily. Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hallway started up and cuckooed 3 times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another 9 times. I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution, in order to escape a possible conflict with him. Even when totally smashed... 3 cuckoos plus 9 cuckoos totals 12 cuckoos = MIDNIGHT!) The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, I told him “MIDNIGHT"...

Hands Held High
turn my mic up louder I got to say something lightweights step aside when we come in feel it in your chest / the syllables get pumping people on the street they panic and start running words on loose leaf sheet complete coming I jump in my mind and summon the rhyme i'm dumping healing the blind I promise to let the sun in sick of the dark ways we march to the drum and jump when they tell us that they wanna see jumping FUCK that/ I wanna see some fists pumping risk something/ take back what's yours say something that you know they might attack you for cause i'm sick of being like I have before like it's stupid standing for what i'm standing for like this war's really just a different brand of war like it doesn't cater to rich and abandon the poor like they understand you in the back the jet/ when you can't put gas in your tank/ and these fuckers are laughing their way to the bank/ cashing the check asking you to have compassion/ have respect for a leader so nervou

Pagan Poetry
just hit the pic and find a new world You say the sweetest things, and i try not to believe. Its the easiest way to get by, cause i know your gonna leave. To feel your gentle touch; it sooths my worries. But its also that touch, that puts me in a flury. Im completely drawn in; so i cant seem to walk away. You look at me with those warm eyes, and you ask me to stay. I try to close myself off, cause my feelings are starting to get strong. I have to stop the wonder, cause i know its all wrong. So i'll take all my feelings, and lock them inside. I'll just go with the flow, for this wonderou ride.

More Rambling...
I sit here trying to figure everything out. Why things happen the way that shit happens. Why is that everybody else thinks they know how to fix my problems. I have had a status message i really believe that nobody understands me. Some think that they do. I do this, i do that. I don't say this, I don't say that. So what i have learned that if you don't have nothing nice to say you don't say anything at all. When i am unsure of what i need to say i don't say anything. that is me. I have done so much for so many people. Haven't ask for thing in return except for a little respect. Is that to much to ask. For most i guess it is. I do things are a certain way. They may be different than any other way that anybody else does it. But it is my way. i could do something to change it but it is the only way i know. I have been to the pits of sorrow, and misery. It is a big hole to get out of. I just sit here and wonder if anything i could ever do would ever be good enough for anybody.

Mother And Daughter
Who is the most sexiest mother and her daughter? Please rate and comment my pic, follow the link ♥§î®èñ ºƒ £ºvè♥ ~ R/L g/f to The Lonman. Sorry guys I am taken. Girls apply within.@ fubar Show me your love xxx

Anxious Encounter
Lips, tasting Sweet and tense Tempting, teasing Losing all sense Tongue, probing Explore and thrust Caressing, teasing Building of lust Fingers, moving Touch and feel Sliding, slipping Sensations unreal Heat, stirring Between and around Trembling, shivering Lowered to ground Breath, heaving Pant and Sigh Sounds weaving Pulse runs high Deep sinking Expanding and filled Pushing, taking Desires are spilled

Pussy Eating Changed My Life
Pussy Eating Changed My Life by LateNiteFantasy© For years I was A stick and dip man, Screwing many pussies Across the land; Never had a desire To go down on a lady But then one night I said, "Well, maybe." I had a new urge To tongue her sweet box, I did so because She was one sexy fox. Wow! Oh, my god, The taste of her pussy Exploded my stiff rod. From that day until now I have been a changed man I seek pussy eating pleasure Any time that I can. Yes, an old dog can Learn new sexual tricks.

Someone Sent This To Me, Does It Sound Like Me?
Pearl S. Buck, (1892-1973), recipient of the Pulitzer Prize in 1932 and of the Nobel Prize in Literature in 1938, said the following about Highly Sensitive People: "The truly creative mind in any field is no more than this: A human creature born abnormally, inhumanly sensitive. To her... a touch is a blow, a sound is a noise, a misfortune is a tragedy, a joy is an ecstasy, a friend is a lover, a lover is a god, and failure is death. Add to this cruelly delicate organism the overpowering necessity to create, create, create - - - so that without the creating of music or poetry or books or buildings or something of meaning, his very breath is cut off from him. He must create, must pour out creation. By some strange, unknown, inward urgency he is not really alive unless he is creating." -Pearl S. Buck

Temp Removal Of Documents
At this time I have removed Blogs on the current sittuation, I no longer need to defend myself or my actions in defending a person in my home, The Plenary Protection order was granted at 9 Am this morning for all parties involved, and due to the best intrest of the party here in Illinois I decided to remove them even though the Judge reviewed them from an email they had recieved he found no evedence of threats by me But might be in the best interest of the petetioner for me to take them down which I agreed to do. ( It was asked by the court not forced )

Awesome Tony
Angels singing Dancing on High Unicorns shining across the sky The Stars sharing dreams of hope As Love is shining through As the Unicorns dance for you Sing out with the joy from within Watch as they dance neath the bright moonlight Unicorns bring a joy to be shared Their hearts beat out with love From the Heavens above Dance beneath the Moon and Stars Dance with a heart pure and true You will find the Love within As the Unicorns dance for you Your Spirit will forever shine through (Tony Kenyon 2008)

A Whole Summer Alone....
As of 10 am june 14th my girls drove off with their dad to spend the summer with him in Mississippi, which is 2000 miles away from me. I have not spent more than a week without them since they were born. I am dying inside and will be alone for the whole summer. I do have a couple fun things planned and i'm sure i will be okay, i have to be. But I will be here on Fubar so all my friends I am calling on you for some emotion support and just some good convo. I am not expecting it but would really appreciate it. The next couple dys will be the worst for me and I will be in and out but I will be here for the most part, so feel free to show some love shout at me whatever. Show me why I love this site! Love you all xoxoxoxoxo

We Added A New Victim To The Auction!
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Update Part 4
so i was out of the ward for the night last night, it was a little disconcerting after 3 weeks of being on the ward. im still at my mothers, the reason for the leave being granted was that it was a big family get together and a chance to see my sister who i haven't seen since xmas. i have to go back to the ward by 10pm tonight and have mixed emotions about it, in one way i know that for the moment it is the safest place for me, but another part of me is missing the freedoms of normal life. until they get my medication sorted and i can gain back some control over this bipolar disorder i feel that hospital is the best option for me. i will try and post updates whenever i can, as always my email is sparklyballs@3mail.com this is the addy for my phone so i can respond on it from the ward and it is always good to hear from people on here. there has been some bashing of me when i am away, cowardly and despicable when i am not here to defend myself, but what can you expect from lowli

People Are Driving To Mexico To Get Cheap Gas
You're probably tired of paying $4.60 for a gallon of gas . . . so how far are you willing to go for cheap gas? How about Mexico? That's what people in San Diego, California, are doing. They're taking the 17-mile drive down to Tijuana, Mexico, to get gas for as low as $2.50. Even though it burns two gallons of gas waiting in traffic for two hours to get back into the U.S., many drivers say it's worth going out of their way to get half-price gas. But if you think you're paying a lot for gas . . . try living in countries where gas costs twice as much. Out of a survey of 155 countries, gas prices in the U.S. ranked 108th. That means 107 other countries are paying MORE for gas. The top 10 most expensive places to buy gas are: #10.) Italy and Portugal . . . where gas is $8.78 a gallon. #9.) Finland . . . $8.90 #8.) U.K. . . . $9.05 #7.) Germany . . . $9.20 #6.) Denmark . . . $9.31 #5.) Eritrea . . . $9.59 #4.) Netherlands . . . $10.11 #3.)

Time's They Are A Changin'
Hey everyone! Well we've been on here for a while now, and we're starting to get a better idea of how we want to proceed here... ...We are concerned about our "NAUGHTY" pics and who gets to see what. So here is how we're gonna do things now. We are going to clean out our friends (we just have to many now, and don't know who's who anymore). We want to make CLOSER friends, and want them to be able to see SOME of our naughty pics, but not the ones with our faces in them (some people will just right click copy them and then who knows where they can end up, and who might end up seeing them). We are reserving the NAUGHTY pics with our faces in them for our GOOD friends that we have started to develop a true "Friendship" with. So to all of our current friends that would like to get to know us better, we would love it if you could send a quick note to us to let us know, and we'll keep you in there. Over the next few days, we will be deleting MOST of our friends, if we delete you by

Ok, More Waiting!
WELL NOW WE WENT TO THE NEUROSURGEON TODAY AND HE SAID IT'S STILL EARLY TO TELL WHETHER OR NOT MY DAUGHTER WILL HAVE TO UNDER GO BRAIN SURGERY OR NOT! WE HAVE TO WAIT 3 MORE MONTHS TILL SEPTEMBER AND THEN GET ANOTHER MRI DONE. THAT WILL DETERMINE WHETHER OR NOT THE VEIN THAT BLED WAS JUST A BRUISE FROM THE CAR ACCIDENT OR FROM HER BEING BORN WITH THIS EXTRA VEIN IN HER HEAD AND IT JUST METABOLIZED ITSELF. SO I ASKED HIM WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF SHE HAD TO GET THE SURGERY. HE SAID THEY WOULD MAKE A 3-4 INCH INCISION INTO HER HEAD AND TO TAKE THE VEIN OUT WOULD TAKE 2 HOURS WHICH SHE WOULD REMAIN IN THE HOSPITAL FOR 3-4 DAYS AND THEN GO ON ANTISEIZURE MEDICATION FOR ABOUT 3 MONTHS 'CAUSE THEY WERE FOOLIN AROUND IN HER BRAIN AND IT WOULD BE PRECAUTIONARY. SO OUR FUN IS NOT OVER YET. SO JUST KEEP PRAYIN IT WAS ONLY A BRUISE AND NOT THE OTHER THING, I DON'T WANT HER TO GO THROUGH ANYMORE TRAUMA! SHE HAS HAD ENOUGH! THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT!

Moms
WHY GOD MADE MOMS Answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions: Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of ? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you your mother and not some other mom? 1. We're related. 2.. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl was your mom? 1. My Mom has always been my mom and none of that other stuff. 2. I don't know because I wasn't ther

Goodbye
I never wanted to say goodbye but you gave me no choice Always held my feelings inside, can you hear my voice Lived in a circle of confusion Always asked myself why So many unanswered questions to a pain i've held inside With all this joke of tomorrow always thought you would stay Never needed anyone like you, till you took you away Left alone with the memories taking the place of you inside I feel bad but I can't speak I never wanted to say goodbye goodbye goodbye I never wanted to say goodbye goodbye goodbye Now I'm going on my own because I can't give in I must figure it out alone and learn to live again No more talk of tomorrow, I must live today I have released all my sorrow I will find my way With all this joke of tomorrow Always thought you would stay Never needed anyone like you, till you took you away Left alone with the memories digging the place of you inside I feel but i cannot speak i never wanted to say goodbye goodbye goodbye i never wante

36 Truths About Guys And Also Myself
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are

Skin
"Skin" Days will come that make no sense My present situation makes me think too much, too much It all revolves around you This life that I'm living is nothing without you I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you) What would you want me to do (What would you want me to do) I will always love you, but I can't live like this This problem here is my fault It's not that I don't care but I'm so lost I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you) What would you want me to do (What would you want me to do) I will always love you, but I can't live like this Why Now you (rip me apart) see why (Now you see why) Don't fuck with feelings inside Who you lying to? Will I survive? I like what you put me through, 'cause I feel almost alive (Almost alive) -adema

Your Side Is Empty
Your side of the bed is empty as empty as my heart I see pillow and sheet and blanket but I do not see you Sadly I heave a lonely sigh and just a single tear I cry Your side of the bed is empty"

Tagged By Mcoing-boing
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? far 2. Your significant other? sleeping 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? annoying 5. Your father? sarcastic 6. Your favorite thing? nature 7. Your dream last night? weird 8. Your favorite drink? juice 9. Your dream/goal? travel 10. The room you're in? lobby 11. Music? metal 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? NorCal 14. Where were you last night? work 15. What you're not? tolerant 16. Muffins? chocolate 17. One of your wish list items? health 18. Where you grew up? Moscow 19. The last thing you did? ate 20. What are you wearing? uniform 21. TV? samsung 22. Your pets? husband 23. Your computer? Dell 24. Your life? monotone 25. Your mood? cr

Frisky Old People
The husband leans over and asks his wife, 'Do you remember the first time we had sex together over fifty years ago? We went behind the village tavern where you leaned against the back fence and I made love to you.' Yes, she says, 'I remember it well.' OK,' he says, 'How about taking a stroll around there again and we can do it for old time's sake?' Oh Jim, you old devil, that sounds like a crazy, but good idea!' A police officer sitting in the next booth heard their conversation and, having a chuckle to himself, he thinks to himself, I've got to see these two old-timers having sex against a fence. I'll just keep an eye on them so there's no trouble. So he follows them. The elderly couple walks haltingly along, leaning on each other for support aided by walking sticks. Finally, they get to the back of the tavern and make their way to the fence. The old lady lifts her skirt and the old man drops his trousers. As she leans against the fence, the old man moves in.. Then

Survey 1
What is your name?: People call me Chandler. How old are you?: 19 When is your birthday?: March 30 (get me something nice). Are you looking forward to it?: I don't really care too much. Why?: Cause 20 isn't a really important year or anything. Are you happy?: I'm satisfied. What makes you happiest?: Being stress free. Are you afraid of something?: I'm afraid of a lot of things. Do you live alone, or with someone else?: Mom and step dad... until I can afford a place of my own. I'm taking donations. Haha. Who?: Like previously stated, my mom and step dad. Do you have any pets?: Seven. Three dogs and four cats. I'm trying to get a fourth dog. A huskie, cause we only have small dogs, and I've always wanted a big one... but I keep getting short ended with these small ones. Haha. What is your favorite cartoon?: It was Ren and Stimpy. Then Daria. Now, I'd have to say Southpark. Have you ever hit a deer?: I've come to the conclusion that people don't hit dee

About Me
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? - Attached 2. Your significant other? - Asleep 3. Your hair? - windblown 4. Your mother? - psyco 5. Your father? - conditional 6. Your favorite thing? - ME 7. Your dream last night? - Rough 8. Your favorite drink? - Diet coke 9. Your dream/goal? - Happiness 10. The room you're in? - Dining 11. Music? - Rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? - Successful 14. Where were you last night? - Sheboygan 15. What you're not? - Happy 16. Muffins? - lemon 17. One of your wish list items? - Contentment 18. Where you grew up? - Madison 19. The last thing you did? - Cooked 20. What are you wearing? - pj's 21. TV? - Nope 22. Your pets? - 5 23. Your compute

Tired...
I am tired of trying tired of caring we can't be together but we cant seem to stay apart when I finally have my heart set on walking out that door you walk in with that cocky smile full of empty promises and I cant help but stay we cant have a civil conversation between my temper and your pride we're both too stubborn for our own good that's why we don't leave that's why we cant stay so now you've finally decided you've had enough when I walk in with my shy smile full of empty promises and you cant help but stay...

Me
I wish everyone I try to meet would stop seeing me like i'm just a piece of ass...I mean i'm alot more than that i'm a damn person and i do deserve to be treated with more respect than what i ve been getting...yes i will firty with u have no problem with that but some people take it a little to far and it's not right...ty for anyone who cares..

Daddy Dont Hurt Me
this iS A TRUE STORY AND iF YOU DONT PASS THiS ON YOU DONT HAVE A SOUL!!! My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping C

A Hand In The Darkness
A hand reaches out through the despair No questions asked - No judgments made From the depths, her light clears the darkness Her soft smile brings with it a warmth A gentle, knowing look - and hope rises. No words need be spoken An unconditional love is seen Her compassion - brings me strength And have lightened the once heavy burdens. I emerge from the darkness whole and with the knowledge-- That one true friend will be at my side As we travel the hills and valleys And continue our walk down the path of life.

Giving Her The Eye
A beauty stood on a balcony high, Sneezed and lost her blue glass eye. A young man walking down The Strand Caught the flashing eye-ball one hand. Invited up to receive her thanks He drooled on her features, figure, flanks. While dining on champagne and chicken These strangers felt their heart beats quicken, Gazed into each others eyes, imperfections indiscernible, Including the eye-ball that proved to be returnable. Over croissants and coffee in the morning The young man felt suspicion dawning, Said, "Would you do this for just any passer-by?" "Oh no!" she said, "He'd have to catch my eye".

What To Do?
I guess I'm at a crossroad in my life. I am involved with a gentleman and even though we share the same house it is like we are two separate people. Most people would call it common law. Anyhow, this late while he has made it perfectly clear to me that he would like nothing better then to put an end to the relationship. I truly love him, I really do but I feel like every time we talk and discuss the relationship and agree it just needs more commitment and love that it gets worse. We have separate bedrooms,my doing,because since he started back smoking he snores like a rhino. I am totally lost as to what to do...should I just keep living this way, sharing expenses and the house or just ask him to close off my part of the house so that I can start living my life again. Have like a little apartment on it. Then once I get a full time job I can move out on my own and he can rent out that side of the house to help him with the mortgage. But then to there is more than what me

To My Friends
Thank you for listening to my rants, for talking to me when I'm feeling down, instead of saying "I guess I'll talk to you when you feel better", trying to make me feel better when I'm sick, etc. You know who you are, I think.

Chapter 1: Edge
I don't even know when this was written. Things were pretty rough and blurry between 1996-2000... Hypocritical eyes burn into my feet as the world looks up at me peering over my mind's edge.. Arms flail for balance and peace as the world chucks bannana peels and rocks.. But as I look down, just remember.. Sooner or later, I'll have to piss..

Dream
I'm supposed to be sleeping right now, but I had a REALLY realistic and frightening dream. It felt like I was inside a movie, or at least after I woke up. I was lured into a party ran by some Russian mafia during winter, and they wouldn't let me out to go home, so I had to escape, leaving my brother behind (I don't even have one) to get shot. Fucking weird, but I was running in my dream, and woke up with my heart racing like crazy. Considering that I have a less than pleasant experience with mafia when I was a tween, which almost ended really poorly for me and my friend, now I have a really unpleasant feeling and can't get back to sleep. Arghhh!

You're It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I write poetry 2. I have 2 older brother 3. I hate olives 4. I hate onions 5. I did not graduate with my class 6. I have 4 cartilage piercings 7. I bite my nails when I am nervous 8. I love my parents :) 9. I love my brothers :) 10. I was born on 420 :) 11. I had a virus that went to my brain in 1992 12. I am single 13. I want a tatoo of a daisy 14. Baby blue is my favorite color 15. My favorite meat is chicken.... WOW 10 ppl hmmm let me think...... 1. Mysticfairy 2. Vanna 3. Getchasome 4. ButterflyPrincess 5. Shannerz 6. Rebecca 7. Tainted Kiss 8. Mish number 1 9. Jaysbaby

Dominion Day (national Anthem)
O Canada! Our home and native land! True patriot love in all thy sons command. With glowing hearts we see thee rise, The True North strong and free! From far and wide, O Canada, we stand on guard for thee. God keep our land glorious and free! O Canada, we stand on guard for thee. O Canada, we stand on guard for thee. ==================================================== The History of the National Anthem Summary Musical note "O Canada" was proclaimed Canada's national anthem on July 1, 1980, 100 years after it was first sung on June 24, 1880. The music was composed by Calixa Lavallée, a well-known composer; French lyrics to accompany the music were written by Sir Adolphe-Basile Routhier. The song gained steadily in popularity. Many English versions have appeared over the years. The version on which the official English lyrics are based was written in 1908 by Mr. Justice Robert Stanley Weir. The official English version incl

Happiness Is A Moral Obligation
I hold Dennis Prager in high regard, I enjoyed this article and think we should all seriously consider the proposition that happiness is a moral obligation. Happiness Is a Moral Obligation By Dennis Prager Tuesday, February 20, 2007 For much of my life, I, like most people, regarded the pursuit of happiness as largely a selfish pursuit. One of the great revelations of middle age has been that happiness, far from being only a selfish pursuit, is a moral demand. When we think of character traits we rightly think of honesty, integrity, moral courage, and acts of altruism. Few people include happiness in any list of character traits or moral achievements. But happiness is both. Happiness -- or at least acting happy, or at the very least not inflicting one's unhappiness on others -- is no less important in making the world better than any other human trait. With some exceptions, happy people make the world better and unhappy people make it worse. This is true on the pe

Lesson To Heed
Appearing from nothing, Making everything. Just as quickly as a brush stroke, Gone...leaving only nothing again. Nohting so much as a whisper, To lend a hint of your self exile. The connection so strong, Is not even on life support now. Lending thoughts of past lives gone wrong, Causing a hasty withdraw for one's preservation. A void that has taught so much, Lesson to heed by in the future. Appearing from nothing, Making everything. Just as quickly as a brush stroke, Gone...leaving only nothing again.

Vocal Climax
Vocal Climax by LateNiteFantasy© When you my lady to me are near, When my ears your soft voice I hear, My heart swells full with reward, But to my surprise I grow hard, The love of your touch the sound of your sighs, As closer you pull me between your thighs, The sound of your voice beckons me you see, As I hear the words I want you inside me, I know you are nervous as I slip in, God you are so beautiful, I find you wet within, Your passion so sweet makes me throb, As your sighs turn to moans, I push deeper inwards, You love me, you coax me with I want your load, And as upward you arch we both explode, As we both render a warm feeling so tender, You and I both together Relax in warm surrender, After we have shared The most sensuous Climax taste the moon embrace the stars dodge the drunks in their cars, kiss the night that sensual dark as we stumble through the park, arm in arm filled with wine should we rush or take our time, do it now some par

Radical Honesty
I just read an article about Radical Honesty and it made me think. How different would life be if everyone was always brutally honest? No little white lies. No sugar coating anything. Imagine what it would be like if people didn't have the ability to ponder before speaking; if we all just said exactly what came to mind as soon as it came to mind. Would it make the world better? or would everyone just keep getting hurt by the lies? I think we'd have a thicker skin. I also think it would be even more difficult than it already is to make relationships last. It's sad to say but, for some people, little white lies are what keep them together. Imagine if a really unattractive man or woman hits on you at the bar. Instead of giving him or her a fake number, you're honest. Actually, I am honest when it comes to things like that. But like.. all of the half-truths we tell the children or our parents. What about when your wife/girlfriend asks if you would ever do her really hot best f

Which Are You?
Carrots, Eggs, & Coffee A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee...You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again. A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up, She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, ' Tell me what you see.' 'Carrots, eggs, and coffee,'

Makes You Think.
On the first day, God created the dog and said: 'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.' The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?' So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: 'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.' The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?' And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: 'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.' The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty

The Road Trip Test
The Road Trip of Your Life You see life as precious and special. Heritage and family are very important to you. Your life is quite hectic. You try to slow down when you can, but it's not easy! You don't like a lot of risk or randomness in your life. You prefer to stick with what's known, even if it's a bit boring. You tend to be a workaholic. You overwork yourself without ever realizing it and sometimes suffer the consequences later. In another life, you could have been a great artist. You trust your creative instincts enough to let them lead you. The Road Trip Test

Austin & Dalton
Although we are not of the same blood And you have not been with me for long I feel you deep within my heart And I know it's where you belong. As you join my family We welcome you with love I want to show you so many things About love, and what it's of. You deserve so much happiness And I promise to do my best. To give you what you've always needed Just put me to the test. You are a part of me now I love you with all of my heart And I wont go back to living without you Now we will never be apart. And just remember years from now When you're grown and moved away How happy you have made my life And Im glad, with me, you chose to stay. Thank you boys for completing our family

Fyi
Just to let everyone that talks to me on yahoo,well my phone is down for a week so I won't get a chance to be on yahoo that much. If you want feel free to leave me a message and I will get back to you when I get a chance to sign into the computer!

Women's Ass Study
WOMEN'S ASS SIZE STUDY There is a new study about women and how they feel about their asses. The results were pretty interesting: 30% of women think their ass is too fat... 10% of women think their ass is too skinny... The remaining 60% say they don't care, they love him, he's a good man, and they wouldn't trade him for the world.

Some Serious Thoughts!!
Lately I’ve been asked what I’m looking for in a man so I’ve been giving it some thought…not like I haven’t been for 3 years… I do know that throughout those years my needs and desires have changed as I’ve waded through a lot of tough times. Looking back I’ve thought about those needs and desires and I know full well that if they’d have been fulfilled, they would have led to misery and heartache. So how do I trust those feelings now? Will they not change again in 2 months, 6 months…a year? Is there any way I can know for sure what I’m wanting in a man? I think there is...for me. This is not a blog “generalizing” women. I own this one alone. For me, to gage what I need and want from a man is to examine where I am today…alone. When I can honestly say I’m “ok” with being alone then it “squares” with my needs and desires. To live my life daily, I don’t need a man…I am independent. My desire is already being filled by choosing to live my life my way. Is that enough? Yes. Is

In My Mind
In My Mind In my mind I see us standing together two bodies entwined around each other wrapped in forever. Heartbeats have become Heartbeat Our lips welded together in mutual submission to each other’s searing passion. I taste you on the tip of my tongue as it flicks playfully around your mouth— Mmm...so delicious like fine chocolates ...only sweeter. Like the pounding ecstasy of Life we are fused— Mind to mind Body to body Soul to soul. The purest love of the Divine personified on Earth and bound together. Tight in your arms… ...in my mind.

Lonely...and Then Some
so, i have been thru alot when it comes to relationships. i have had my heart broke more times then i can remember. but i have also done my fair share of heartbreakin. the most recent guy to break my heart is a guy i have been on and off w/ for 8 yrs. this time we were together for three. we lived together, almost had a baby together, and he has helped me raise my son so far. he is the only dad my son has known. but things were bad between us. he tried to change me. he would blame me for stuff that wasnt my fault and he would always throw my past back in my face. he called me selfish when i went back to school. it was always about him and well i couldnt take it. i had hurt him to though. i lied about him being the biological father of my son for two years. and when i finally told him the truth, we couldnt get past it even though we tried. so here i am, 23 and back at home w/ my son. i have been lonely, so i spend my nights online. tryin to find a guy who will treat me and my son the