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Love
WHAT IS LOVE..I BELIEVE LOVE IS SOMETHING THAT IS SHARED BETWEEN 2 PEOPLE...WHEN PEOPLE SAY THEY ARE IN LOVE IS IT REALLY LOVE...OR IS IT LUST...THERE IS A BIG DIFFERENCE BETWEEN LOVE AND LUST...LUST IS WHERE YOU SAY TO YOUR SELF IS THIS THE PERSON I WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH AND GROW OLD WITH THEM...AND LOVE IS WHERE YOU SAY TO YOUR SELF I REALLY WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH THIS PERSON AND GROW OLD WITH THEM...WHEN DO YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE TRUELY IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE...WHEN YOU CAN STAND TO BE AROUND THEM...YOU CAN'T BE WITH OUT THEM...WHEN YOU MISS THEM WHEN THEY ARE GONE FOR A LONG PERIOD OF TIME...THAT IS TRUE LOVE...ONE REASON'S WHY I WROTE THIS POEM IS BECAUSE I KNOW ALOT OF PEOPLE THAT SAY THEY ARE IN LOVE AND IT TURNS OUT NOT TO BE LOVE AT ALL....THIS POEM IS TO TELL YOU MY OPIONION ON THIS SUBJECT

To Stupid For A Computer
Support: Ridge Hall, computer assistant; may I help you? Customer: Yes, well, I\'m having trouble with WordPerfect. Support: What sort of trouble? Customer: Well, I was just typing along, and all of a sudden the words went away. Support: Went away? Customer: They disappeared. Support: Hmm. So what does your screen look like now? Customer: Nothing. Support: Nothing? Customer: It\'s blank; it won\'t accept anything when I type. Support: Are you still in WordPerfect, or did you get out? Customer: How do I tell? Support: Can you see the C: prompt on the screen? Customer: What\'s a sea-prompt? Support: Never mind. Can you move the cursor around on the screen? Customer: There isn\'t any cursor: I told you, it won\'t accept anything I type. Support: Does your monitor have a power indicator? Customer: What\'s a monitor? Support: It\'s the thing with the screen on it that looks like a TV. Does it have a little light that tells you when it\'s on? Customer: I don\'t know. Supp

Class Time
ok so in less than an hour i have my persenation. I feel so sick to my tummy right now it sucks. I really hate doing these things. Whats the point of getting up and talkn in front of everyone?? I'll be happy to get it done and I know I'll feel better just have to do it. The weather sucks to add to it its clod as fuck and rainy as hell here. Just makes me wanna crawl in bed and sleep. That would be nice to do. Well everyone have a good day. Peace Amber Fawn

Wings
HAPPY AND FREE IS MY HEART FLUTTERING AWAY LIKE A BUTTERFLY, LIKE A WILD ANGEL,AN IRONEAGLE, A VOICE AND A SOUL IN THAT LITTLE GAL, SHE'S BEEN SAYING DO YOU WANNA SING SOME SONGS TONIGHT,...??? DO YOU WANNA DANCE TONIGHT,? MY HEART HAS BEEN SPINNING TO SEE YOU,... MY HANDS HAVE TO WAVE HI, STARS IN MY EYES AS THEY PASS BY, IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER WHAT YOU WRITE, BUT HONEY,YOU SPEAK TO MY HEART, I MISS YOU,AND I WILL THINK OF YOU, AND KNOW YOU ARE SAFE,CAUSE YOUR WINGS AREN'T BROKEN, AND YOU CAN FLY, AND THERE IS ALWAYS A STAR BY YOUR HEAD TONIGHT,... originally written 6-24-2001

Read At Your Own Risk...
Forever is such a short time..... Current mood: cold Category: Romance and Relationships I will love you forever you hear him say. I will never leave you; and, we will grow old together. Till death do us part. I love you heart and soul. With every breath I take I assure you that you are my everything.... I will die without you as tears fall effortlessly down his face. He is choked up beyond words. Surely he does love you with his life. You trust the words issued forth out of his lips. You hear the melody his heart plays out for you in the essance of the tears falling down his cheeks. Surely you can trust him with your all, your everything. In him your heart doth safely entrust.. Ever feel like this. If so, my advice to you is "RUN LIKE HELL". I promise you it is only lies that are devised from the pit of hell to entrap you and break your heart and soul down to the ground. Before he is done with you, you surely are but dust again. Are there any true people in this world anymore

The Sweetest Dream
The sun rises from the west To wake me from mine rest To wipe the sleep from my eyes To look into her eyes To find it's revealing light Displaying her wonderful beauty. To be awaken from a nightmare To see the sweetest dream before me As I behold this angel of beauty. With her smile glittering with sweetness My heart falls to the pavement Wondering if this dream was real Our hearts bond together With our hands joined together Holding each other with love To behold the next sunset

My Wish
> To A Good Friend, > Thank you for all your kind words, comments n rating on this page I realize that friends are the most important things in Life, Without them you havent got anything so, I"m wishing you the Best That Life Can offer this weekend, Cause Family n Friends Matter the Most and Blood and Water is Thicker than anything !!!! > > Thank you for being my friend hope to one day meet you in person, I've lost my Diamond while i was looking for those stones never to get that Diamond back again.. The road is long, but I will prevail, Why cause its not like me to give up or give in like i did in the past, You cant go back but you can take from the past and learn for the future n present, We parted friends as we began, on a good note. Hurts to let go, but doesnt everythig at first! I won't hold on, its not fair to Him or Me That's My Wish

Lost
ok so as you all know i am with a great guy and we have been together a lil over five months now. i have never felt that you could feel so much for someone until this guy. but now i dont know whats going on now. hes been away at training for a lil over two months now and doesnt seem like the same guy he was when he left. he kept promising me he would never change personally but i am starting to wonder. is it wrong for me to wonder this? should i just stop being such a paranoid idiot and not worry or does it seem reasonable for me to have this fear. before he left things were great and he always made sure to contact me one way or another but now its like very rare that i hear from him and it scares me cuz i know he is on a coed base and has been. god i jut feel so damn lost...any ideas???

I Woke Up This Mornin
you opened my eyes up to a whole new world a world with out pain and hate a world were I feel alive I've been dead to long won't you wake me up shake me up just don't break me up bring this all to an end now you showed me the heart wants what the heart wants and the head will play tricks on you when your sleeping I've been dead to long won't you wake me up shake me up just don't break me up bring this all to an end now ok the end is near now don't leave now I want to play now oh no I'm a sleep now I've been dead to long won't you wake me up shake me up just don't break me up bring this all to an end now

Early Day Tomorrow
I realize that many of you may not know me and the profile offers no detail, so here I am. I was born in Toronto, Ontario, Canada. Although I still reside in Ontario, Canada, home is now in a place called St. Catharines. My wife, Jennifer, was missing home years ago so after about two years of marriage, we agree to move from Toronto to her hometown. St. Catharines is pretty quiet and since I have not travelled much, it is hard to relate to you all what it is like. It is fairly close to Buffalo and the Niagara Region. And, it keeps me out of trouble. Currently, Jenn and I do work at Holiday Inn while I also work as a debt collector. For those of you that have known me for awhile. I've been needing a full time job so I am truly thankful. What else can I say? I am by no means a perfect man. I have made stupid mistakes, but am learning from them. I will drawing for fun or to relax, but my passion has always been photography and just seeing what images I can create. There was a time when

Calm Seas Bring True Navigation.
I must keep calm and unmoved in the daily alternating changes of life. I must go back into the silence of communion with spirit to recover this calm when it is lost even for one moment. I will accomplish more by this calmness than by all the activities of a long day. At all cost I will keep calm. I can solve nothing when I am agitated. I should keep away from things that are up setting emotionally. I should run on an even keel and not get tipped over by emotional upsets. I should seek for things that are calm and good and true and stick to those things and let assuming go in the every day breeze of life. Terry

Strawberry Wine
He was working through college on my grandpa's farm. I was thirsting for knowledge and he had a car. I was caught somewhere between a woman and a child. One restless summer we found love growing wild. On the banks of the river on a well beaten path. It's funny how those memories they last. Like strawberry wine and seventeen. The hot July moon saw everything. My first taste of love oh bittersweet. Green on the vine. Like strawberry wine. I still remember when thirty was old. And my biggest fear was September when he had to go. A few cards and letters and one long distance call. We drifted away like the leaves in the fall. But year after year I come back to this place. Just to remember the taste. Of strawberry wine and seventeen. The hot July moon saw everything. My first taste of love oh bittersweet. Green on the vine. Like strawberry wine. The fields have grown over now. Years since they've seen the plow. There's nothing time hasn't touched. Is it really him or

Bored
Just mostly chatting online. Just posted new picture check it out! It's raining here been raining past 3 days. Gets kind of annoying cause I don't ever wanna work out at gym when there's crappy weather. Another week of college starts again tomorrow. Bites! I love my weekends.

Rain Spell
Rain Spell - This has worked for me personally! All you need is a piece of lava rock, preferably about the size of a jumbo marble. Repeat the following: "Rain, rain, come this way, do not wait another day." Repeat the phrase about 8 times or however many you wish. (8 is my favorite number so I use that.) As you say this you should be holding the lava rock in your right hand spinning your hand around in circles towards the sky. After you're done, the first hint that it worked would be the wind picking up strength. After that you just have to see what happens. Most of the rain storms that I've made have only lasted for about 5-10 minutes. Good luck casting!

Things To Ponder
FUNNY!!! Here are a few things to think about: Can you cry under water? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why does a round pizza come in a square box? --------------------------------------------------------------------

Spell To Head For Success
You will need: * a green candle * a purple candle * a talisman with your religious symbol (pentacle, cross, star of David, etc) Place a green candle on one side of a room. Place a purple candle on the other side. Now, light the purple candle. (The lights should now be off or very dim.) With your religious talisman hanging from a chain or string (to be worn as a necklace) dangling from your right hand, pick up the purple (lit) candle with your right hand. Now walk in a STRAIGHT line across the room directly to the green candle. Using the purple one, light the green candle. Set down the candle so they sit next to each other. Chant, "I walk forth without doubt and fear, And success draws me near." Lay the necklace in front of it and meditate for awhile on the success you need. Let the candles burn themselves down, and wear the necklace whenever you wish success you follow you. When you walk through a door to job interviews, auditions, or anywhere you need success, imagine ho

To Get A Break In Dhow Business
To Get a Break in Show Business from The Modern Witch's Spellbook, by Sarah Lyddon Morrison. Find an old piece of amber with a fly in it (you can find such things at antique shops) and wear it to auditions. Chant over the amber first: "Fame come to me, change my luck for me." Imagine yourself on a stage or in a movie or doing whatever it is that will make you famous, and put powerful emotion behind it. A break should come along within a short period if you've done the spell correctly.

Real Newspaper Adds
FREE YORKSHIRE TERRIER. 8 years old. Hateful little dog. Bites. FREE PUPPIES: 1/2 Cocker Spaniel, 1/2 sneaky neighbor's dog. FREE PUPPIES ... Mother, AKC German Shepherd. Father, Super Dog...able to leap tall fences in a single bound. FOUND DIRTY WHITE DOG. Looks like a rat ... been out a while. Better be a reward. COWS, CALVES: NEVER BRED. Also 1 gay bull for sale. NORDIC TRACK $300 Hardly used, call Chubby. GEORGIA PEACHES California grown - 89 cents lb. JOINING NUDIST COLONY! Must sell washer and dryer $300. WEDDING DRESS FOR SALE . WORN ONCE BY MISTAKE. Call Stephanie. AND THE BEST ONE: FOR SALE BY OWNER: Complete set of Encyclopedia Britannica, 45 volumes Excellent condition $1,000 or best offer No longer needed, got married last month. Wife knows everything.

Poetry Post **trigger**
This Post will contain Several poems relating to Self harm, Cutting, Suicide, and mental disorders of several types. Please be aware it may be highly triggering to those not in a healthy state of mind ~*~*~**~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~* *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ A Cutters Words ** Darkness surrounds me; pain is all I feel Like I'm drowning in this air I breath is any of it real Emotions overcome me; I cut but don't feel the pain The storm of my life; my tears are the rain People all around me; hurrying to pass me by While I'm stuck in this moment slowly waiting to die The one's I love seem to always go away It's just not fair why do they leave and I stay Life's full of joy and happiness or so they say No one ever want's to talk about the corruption and the pain If the world is so perfect then why do I want to leave If everything is expected then why do I cover my arms with sleeves Does it scare you to see the marks of my fears When y

Life!
I am a bisexual woman and I wish i could find some real ladies to hang out with and maybe more but it seems like everyone is sooo scared whats up with that? I enjoy toys and oral! Oh well sometime Ill find what I want!

Woman's Care Garden (again From Lady Victoria)
Woman's Care Garden - Plus Herbal Remedie Recipes Adapted from Herbal Remedy Gardens, by Dorie Byers. These plants are beautiful when grouped together, and will provide women with some of the remedies they need. The woman's care garden features potted herbs in willow or twig baskets of the appropriate size, placed in front of ground-planted fennel. One container holds the lemon balm and chamomile plants, the other contains the red clover. You can place Spanish moss on the surface and edges of each container that is nested in its basket to blend the edges and enhance the serenity of this spot. Container Garden Plants 3 fennel 1 lemon balm 7 German chamomile 1 red clover Here are recipes with which to use your herbs: MONTHLY RELIEF TEA Drinking this infusion will help relieve menstrual cramps, but take no more than 2-3 cups a day 2 teaspoons dried lemon-balm leaves 1 cup boiling water Steep the leaves in the boiling water, covered, for 10 to 15 minutes. Strain, th

Sting-fields Of Gold
Youll remember me when the west wind moves Upon the fields of barley Youll forget the sun in his jealous sky As we walk in the fields of gold So she took her love For to gaze awhile Upon the fields of barley In his arms she fell as her hair came down Among the fields of gold Will you stay with me, will you be my love Among the fields of barley Well forget the sun in his jealous sky As we lie in the fields of gold See the west wind move like a lover so Upon the fields of barley Feel her body rise when you kiss her mouth Among the fields of gold I never made promises lightly And there have been some that Ive broken But I swear in the days still left Well walk in the fields of gold Well walk in the fields of gold Many years have passed since those summer days Among the fields of barley See the children run as the sun goes down Among the fields of gold Youll remember me when the west wind moves Upon the fields of barley You can tell the sun in his jealou

Between The Folds
Between The Folds by simple cruise © Between the folds As I remove the barrier Between my hands and your folds I melt as the sweet aroma Reaches my senses I take you in my hands Caress your luscious surroundings I slide a finger between your folds Gathering your sweet nectar And taste you for the first time You’re so irresistible I bring you to my lips And slip my tongue Between your folds And savor on the sweetness Between them A mouth-watering delight I cannot put you down Slipping deeper between your fold I reach your core My face is cover with your offering I lavish on the delightful scent And sweetness of you Overwhelmed with desire But still in control I t

People With The Nick Name Of Redneck
why do people call themselves rednecks for .does it make them bad azz or do they think it scares people. do they think they are big and bad or what. they aint nothing but morons and retards if i may say. it must be a southern thing. they other one is bald head guys do they think that they are bad. with their goat tees.what makes the so special towards other people.they are like any other person. they aint nothing.

Were Is Every One When I Need Them!!
I NEED LOTS OF HELP IF YOU COULD PLEASE COME BY AND BOMB THE HECK OUT OF THIS PIC FOR ME PLEASE I NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN GET I APPRICIATE EVERY ONES HELP I WOULD DO THE SAME FOR YOU LIKE I ALWAYS DO SO PLEASE CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND BOMBS AWAYS THANKS SO MUCH !!!!!!!

Lynn Gets Her's
It had been an incredible weekend. I was sore as hell, but certainly very relaxed. Sitting slumped down in the front seat of the van watching the trees go by as we hurtled down the Maine Turnpike back towards Boston, I couldn’t help but wonder I had never been whitewater rafting before. (There is something about it other than the obvious rush that makes it an extremely cathartic experience. I suspect that it’s the feeling that you have overcome a situation that could have killed you if you weren’t up to the task that makes you feel much better about yourself.) I was certain of one thing, this wouldn’t be the last trip for me. I began to doze off. I was quickly startled out of my light slumber by the shrill ring of my cell phone. I’d almost forgot that I had it with me, there was absolutely no signal whatsoever where we had been all weekend. I rummaged around quickly and managed to find it in my coat pocket. “Hello?” “Well, hello yourself baby. Where have you been all weekend?” I

Shame
Through endless times and pain I have listened to you complain heard every word you said while I watched our soldiers fall dead so how may I ask can you dare complain from the comfort of a chair while the blood flows your mouth just goes and behold what you have told with words so true and bold complains and moans with annoying little groans you utter them with no shame and yet Bush is the one you blame so how may I ask can you dare complain from your chair and yes I know it is your right but I would much rather sleep safely at night so yell and complain, "ohh it is so unfair" with what you say why should I care John V. Kiger Copyright ©2007 John V. Kiger

Crazy Little Thing
Some weird sights we have seen. From tall trees to bean poles that are lean. Seeing towering buildings to small ant hills. We all have our own little thrills. From rivers that swell up and wash away. The things we each see from day to day. Cars that crash, balls that bounce. All is taken with salt by the ounce. For some it goes all or just a bling. No matter its all a crazy little thing

More Whining On My Part....
I've learned something very important today. Listening to sad music... SOOOOOO doesn't do ANY fucking good when you're sad... so why the fuck does everyone do it?!?!?!?!? Just to put this one out there, it's a bad idea... don't do it... School is sooo going to suck, as is work... i want to just stay in bed... and lay there... i can't sleep... which totally bites... i dislike not being able to sleep... and I keep crying, so my fucking head hurts, and my nose is running, and my eyes look puffy.... I feel sicker than shit.... I'm sad, i'm whiny, this is just not a good day for me... and i have class until fucking 8... this is sooo going to suck on SOOO many levels... And stupid playlists playing sad songs, cuz i didn't change the stupid play list.... how's this one for making you cry~ "Listen To Your Heart" I know there's something in the wake of your smile. I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea. You've built a love but that love falls apart. Your little piece of

Friends.... I Thought I Had A Few True Friends... I Must Have Thought Wrong!
Ya know i stay friends with people after i leave lounges some Ive followed a few places and remained friends.... now outta the blue me and my roommate are gettin banned in this persons lounge, blocked on ct, and ignored on yahoo.... all because you ASSUMED Lynn worked in twisted... this is why you should always hear BOTH sides to everything. Lynn doesnt work for ANY lounge and hasnt been in one. I work for Club Inferno! Its pretty fucked up that you cant even tell someone what the hell they APPARENTLY did wrong in your eyes.... Thats ok you learn hard who true friends are. I hate to lose friends over stupid bullshit but it happens! But basically i just wanna say if I piss you off have the fuckin ball to fuckin tell me!!! DJ Paige AKA DJ SexyMel

I Never Realized How Beautiful This Song Really Is Until I Heard It At Me Grandmothers Funeral Today
"Ave Maria" Ave maria! maiden mild! O listen to a maidens prayer! For thou canst hear amid the wild Tis thou, tis thou canst save amid despair. We slumber safely til the morrow, Tho we, by men, outcast, reviled; O maiden! see a maidens sorrow - O mother, hear a suppliant child! Ave maria! Ave maria! undefiled! The flinty couch whereon were sleeping Shall seem with down of eider piled, If thou above, sweet, watch our keeping The murky caverns airs so heavy Shall breathe of balm if thou hast smiled; O maiden! hear a maidens pleading! O mother, hear a suppliant child! Ave maria! Ave maria! stainless styled! O fiends of air and earth the essence From this their wonted haunt exiled Shall flee before thy holy presence We bow beneath our care so laden To thy dear guidance reconciled; Then hear, o maiden, simple maiden! And for a father hear a child! Ave maria!

Life Is Like A Prison
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow,

Ruff Not Sure If Connolly’s Ready
http://www.buffalonews.com/111/story/47879.html Buffalo Sabres center Tim Connolly has proclaimed to the coaching staff he’s ready to play. It’s foreseeable doctors will clear him to return for Saturday’s road game against the Washington Capitals. That doesn’t mean Sabres coach Lindy Ruff will feel comfortable enough to use the itchy triggerman. “A doctor can clear him to play, but let’s be realistic,” Ruff said Thursday before the Sabres played the Boston Bruins in HSBC Arena. “The conditioning part could be an issue.” Everybody knows Connolly’s medical history by now. He hasn’t played for 11 months, his status vacillating between encouraging to demoralizing sometimes on a daily basis. Now that the Baldwinsville native is tantalizingly close to making his long-awaited return, the Sabres indicated they would be cautious in re-inserting him. “The overall question still is conditioning,” Ruff said. “There’s nothing else. He hasn’t played in [11 months]. You can try

I Love You So Much
I love you so much You don't have a clue I love you so much That's all I ever do I love you so much I wish you could know I love you so much But I'm still standing low I love you so much I can feel your heart beat I love you so much But I fall back in defeat I love you so much I don't know what to say I love you so much And you'll love me, too, one day. done by christine .

"no One Else"
I see her soul die beneath his fingers. He has snuffed out her life like the flame of a candle. He doesn't know and doesn't care that he has ruled her life over a year. He only knows of himself. I feel the pain that echoes through her body. Her fragile existence has been shattered. She has lived her life for him and he hasn't bothered to notice. He only lives for himself. I hear her tears as they ring in the darkness. I cannot withstands her suffering any longer. She knows no other way of life and now she must try to move on. For he only loves himself. done by christine

9-11 Video
Note: The video of 9-11 contains some graphic footage. It lasts about 10 minutes and someone has obviously spent a great deal of time assembling it. Regardless of political viewpoint, it should serve as a reminder never to forget. Music by Enya. http://www.olivetreeviews.org/topics/movies/attack.html

Another Use For Duct Tape...aaahahahahaaaaaaaahahahah
This is mega funny cuz my ex-hubby's name is Paul and he loves his duct tape....makes me wonder things about him even more now...aaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahaaaaahahah. Jeff walks into a bar and sees his friend Paul slumped over the bar. He walks over and asks Paul what's wrong. "Well," replies Paul, "you know that beautiful girl at work that I wanted to ask out, but I got an erection every time I saw her?" "Yes," replies Jeff with a laugh. "Well," says Paul, straightening up, "I finally plucked up the courage to ask her out, and she agreed." "That's great!" says Jeff, "When are you going out?" "I went to meet her this evening," continues Paul, "but I was worried I'd get an erection again. So I got some duct tape and taped my penis to my leg, so if I did, it wouldn't show." "Sensible" says Jeff. "So I get to her door," says Paul, "and I rang her doorbell. She answered it in the sheerest, tiniest dress you ever saw." "And what happened then?" (Paul slumps b

Flour & Water
A woman goes to the doctor for her yearly physical. The nurse starts with certain basic items. "How much do you weigh?" she asks. "115," she says. The nurse puts her on the scale. It turns out her weight is 140. The nurse asks, "Your height?" "5 foot 8," she says. The nurse checks and sees that she only measures 5' 5". She then takes her blood pressure And tells the woman it is very high. "Of course it's high!" she screams, "When I came in here I was tall and slender! Now I'm short and fat!" Flour and Water How come when you mix water and flour together you get glue?.. and then you add eggs and sugar... and you get cake? Where did the glue go ? NEED AN ANSWER? You know darned well where it went! That's what makes the cake Stick to your BUTT

Women, Makes Ya Wonder
Women eh! Boob jobs, nose jobs, tummy tucks, colonic irrigation, botox, pierced ears, nipples & clits, eyebrows plucked, bikini lines, armpits, legs and lips waxed And they wont take it up the ass because it HURTS??????

To My Special Friends
many times in our life we never seem to appreciate the good things in our life. but there are many people that i have met in my life and talked to either thru yahoo or cherry tap or even in person but i want all of u to think of 1 thing always remember that in ur life friends are very important. i grew up in an era where men respected women and there was no violence in schools or in the streets like there is today. look around at what we have friends and loved ones that some day may not be with us so we should appreciate every second we are on this earth cause it may not be long. each day as u get out of bed or go to bed be sure to remind those peole how much u appreciate them. cause unfortunately some day their voice will be silent. lets raise our kids to respect others and to respect their elders and most importantly of all to respect women cause women and children are the 2 most presciuos things god ever made and i know and realize that and thats why i have many friends. so lets t

So We Become
The thought manifests as the word; The word manifests as the deed; The deed develops into habit; And habit hardens into character; So watch the thought and its ways with care, And let it spring from love Born out of concern for all beings.... As the shadow follows the body, As we think, so we become.

Right Click & Save
Every now and then I see shit that just tickles me. Today has been no different. I constantly see people with photo albums that have a little note in parenthesis. (DO NOT RIP!!) What a fucking way to stop others from getting your pics, people! Real nice! You are trying to stop people from getting your pics? Any time you put a pic on the internet, it is subject to get stolen, and I doubt....no, I KNOW...that a little note like (DO NOT RIP!!!) is not going to deter someone form getting that picture. Why? There is a little simple thing that has been around from the concept of the internet. It is called "Right Click and Save." And with that you won't even know who has your picture. So ummm...yeah...as many people that is on this site all your booty pics are not safe even if it is labeled NSFW. At least with some one ripping your photos you know who has it.And if you do not want anybody to have the pics...then don't put the shit up! The Mouthpiece has spoken!

Spirits At Play...
When my father died. The shock was so great. It was so deep and raw that I turned my face away from it and instead focused my eyes on my mother. And her pain. I barely cried. I did gasp and bend and wrap my arms about myself. The pains of it was physical. An ache the I couldn't rub out. I remember calmly discussing things with my mom. This is the way we both are. No time for anything else. Lets focus on what needs to be done....and do it. Let's figure out the steps that need to be taken...and take them. I held on tight to my moms voice. Forcing calmness inside my own. I figured that if I was calm then she would be as well. I'm almost sure that she was focusing on the very same thing. I insisted on calling the family. I needed to spare her the grief of others. The tears and the sobs that bound over the line and enter into your heart becoming your own. Compounding it. Thickening it. I needed to do this for her. Three phone calls later found me on the floor of my

Faith Waits
Sinking insincerity In miles and miles of land Mind whispers instead of calls New fears of helping hands What happened to my eyes? They used to pick up only love A couple of bows to the heart Then the crow will eat the dove? My simple mind will not divulge The tricks that bleed the magic I will wait in faith and suffer true So no others suffer tragic

Save Me
Prison gates won't open up for me On these hands and knees I'm crawlin' Oh, I reach for you Well I'm terrified of these four walls These iron bars can't hold my soul in All I need is you Come please I'm callin' And oh I scream for you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' Show me what it's like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life behind me Say it if it's worth saving me Heaven's gates won't open up for me With these broken wings I'm fallin' And all I see is you These city walls ain't got no love for me I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story And oh I scream for you Come please I'm callin' And all I need from you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' Show me what it's like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life behind me Sa

It'd Be Nice
Just one person I could tell any and everything to. Being understood would be nice. At the very least listened to and not judged. People that have that kind of friendship are lucky. It's a rarity. If you have that respect it.

Mexican Oysters
A big Texan stopped at a local restaurant following a day roaming around in Mexico . While sipping his tequila, he noticed a sizzling, scrumptious looking platter being served at the next table. Not only did it look good, the smell was wonderful. He asked the waiter, "What is that you just served?" The waiter replied, "Ah senor, you have excellent taste! Those are called Cojones de Toro, bull's testicles from the bull fight this morning. A delicacy!" The cowboy said, "What the heck, bring me an order." The waiter replied, "I am so sorry senor. There is only one serving per day because there is only one bull fight each morning. If you come early and place your order, we will be sure to save you this delicacy." The next morning, the cowboy returned, placed his order, and that evening was served the one and only special delicacy of the day. After a few bites, inspecting his platter, he called to the waiter and said, "These are delicious, but they are much, much smaller t

Martha Or Maxine
Are you a Martha or Maxine? Martha's Way* Stuff a miniature marshmallow in the bottom of a sugar cone to prevent ice cream drips. *Maxine's Way * Just suck the ice cream out of the bottom of the cone, for Pete's sake! You are probably lying on the couch with your feet up eating it, anyway! Martha's Way* To keep potatoes from budding, place an apple in the bag with the potatoes. *Maxine's Way * Buy Hungry Jack mashed potato mix, keep it in the pantry for up to a year. Martha's Way* When a cake recipe calls for flouring the baking pan, use a bit of the dry cake mix instead and there won't be any white mess on the outside of the cake. *Maxine's Way * Go to the bakery! They'll even decorate it for you. Martha's Way* If you accidentally over salt a dish while it's still cooking, drop in a peeled potato and it will absorb the excess salt for an instant "fix-me-up." *Maxine's Way * If you over salt a dish while you are cooking, that's too bad. Please recite wit

Tough Night....
Tough Night....Java's friends:Please read.... Hey guys and chickies...I am at work right now...I am so upset. Something terrible happened tonight and I just feel empty inside. This world is a pathetic place sometimes but why? Because its the people that make it that way...people (dickheads) who have no respect for anyone else and think they can throw their weight around, be bullies to whomever they fucken please without thinking of the consequences. Just look at what happened in Virginia for God's sakes! That fucken guy supposedly was bullied, we hear it all the time...does that excuse that he committed such a hainous crime, of course not, he oughtta burn in hell for what he did...but, at the same time, there is alot to be said about what the hell happens to these people to make them snap. I know, who gives a shit right? Well, I fucken do. I don't feel sorry for this murderer, dont get me wrong....Okay, let me tell you why I am so upset....We have two bars in the hotel that I work in

Venture Into The Unknown
pain... confusion... fear.... insides warring with eachother.... mind with soul.... heart with gut... all of the previous against eachother... yes... no.... do i want it.... do i not.... can i handle it... will it break me.... will it make me stronger.... fearing change.... yet wanting it.... will it better me.... or make things worse.... unsure.... afraid... torn.... head aching.... chest tight... stomach upset... breathing labored... tears pressing... entire being unable to choose. ::cries::

A Fucked Up Day
have u ever had a day where u just wished everything would just go away?like drama problems and anything else that comes with it u know?but my last 5 days have sucked im hoping i can get thru and just go on with my life lol thanks for reading muah

Haven't Been On Much!!!!
I am sorry that i haven't been on much. Galen and I have been busting ass with this new restaurant and have been getting up at 5:00 everymorning and coming home at two in the afternoon to clean house and climb into bed that i haven't had time to comment on people and i feel really bad. I hope that you all can forgive me. I have been slacking and not commenting on my friends like I should be doing.

In Need Of A Change....
I'm not sure what to think of anything or anyone lately. Why am I so easy to blow off? It's not one person in general...lately it's everyone. I find myself alone a lot. Am I that terrible that people just seem to not talk to me anymore? My friends, guys that I've been talking too. And honestly I can't buy "I've just super busy"...how friggin hard is it to pick up the phone to even just text. It's funny, I guess I was good enough to get what you wanted out of me...whether it be someone to hang out with because there was nothing better to do, whether it be to get a little, it doesn't matter. I don't understand how unaware of other people's feelings some people are. How do you go from talking to someone all the time, to them never giving you the time of day. It hurts. I guess I open myself up to people too soon. I let my friends in close and guys with potiential to be more in closer. But yea, I'm sick of feeling like I have no one to honestly count on or care for. On another note, I gu

Pisces
center> Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

How Deep Are Your Wilds
You scored as Erotic Wonder. You are a Erotic PartnerErotic Wonder100%Extreme Encounter75%Fetish Feind68%Bondage Slave57%Bondage Master39%How deep are your wildscreated with QuizFarm.com

Live Interview Knon.org
If you care to, my hubby's band "SPLINTER" will be appearing on KNON 89.3 FM in Dallas {it can also be heard on WWW.KNON.ORG} From 8 To 10 PM TONIGHT!!!!!!!! The show is called "HARD TIME RADIO"!! Tune in if you missed the World Premier Last week. Hope you catch it! Peace! Stefani

Goodnight My Peeps!
CommentCloset I came home today with a sick child with a fever of 101.0 so i guess i best get some rest in case i get a wake up call at 3 am because her fever reducer wore off. Goodnight all, Much love!HUGS~Heather

Random Lyrics To Spell My Life (poem)
random lyrics to spell my life 2007 do you think I’m a nasty girl? I’ll let you whip me when I misbehave so what if you can see the darker side of me this is who I really am inside I’m in over my head I fell to temptation I’ve got a jet black heart I just want to feel that high you don’t know me I tried to be someone else I feel like myself again I can’t change who I am, not this time I think it’d be nice just to lose control, just once I finally found myself no one will ever tame this animal I have become I like it rough I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all the love we share seems to go nowhere once I ran to you, now I run from you all I wanted was you this could be our sick love song I just want to be loved I’m stronger than you’ll ever know I’m always here for you you hate everything about me why do you love me? look in my eyes, you’re killing me I can’t escape this hell I can’t change who I am, not this time I am just what you see you can’t st

New Puppies
So we have been lookin for a puppy for a while now...we found 2 puppies one is a Lab/ret mix the other well it's a mix The mom is a mix of horse-hair shar pei,Rottie the dad is a Huskey, this dog looks like a German Shepherd Please tell me how that happens, anyways yeah love to new puppies they are doing great with going outside to go potty *Thank god* the Lap/Ret's name is Wiggles and the other one is Rocky, they were born 14 days apart!

Alone
For the briefest moment, Quicker than a flash of light. I held you in my arms, And all the world was right. Worry faded from memory, Troubles past from view. It all ended so quicly, Just as quickly I lost you. I guess I will never know, What happines with you truly is. I will never again know the pure delight, Of waking you with a kiss. Now I am left with memories, And hope that are all but gone. I really don't know why life, Can't leave well enough alone. After this I know the truth, That I am meant to roam. And never know the joys of life... To live and die alone.

Emotions
I saw these quotes on someone's page and found that they express everything I feel right now. Life and Love is what we live for. It's crazy the amount of emotions a person can have. "Winning your heart is like winning the lottery; I never know when I'm going to win it, but I know I've got to keep on trying." "I wish I could see through your eyes so I would know what you like to see. I wish I knew your wishes, so I could give you everything you want. I wish I dreamed the same dreams you do, and together we could make them come true. I wish I knew what makes you happy, so I could make you the happiest person in the whole world. And lastly, I wish I were a cell in your blood, so I would be sure I was somewhere in your heart." "Everynight I pray, I'll have you here someday. I'll count the stars tonight, and hope with all my might; That when I close my eyes, you'll be right by my side." "Maybe the reason why I haven't found who I've been searching for is because

Prayer For Troubled Times
I pray you'll be alright. And watchs when we fall. To help us to be wise, in times when we don't know. Let this our prayer, as we go away. Lead us to a place, guild us with your grace. TO a place where we'll be safe. I pray we'll find you light. And hold it in out hearts. And stars go out each not. Let this out prayer, when shadows fade the day, lead up to a place, guild us with your grace. to a space where we'll be safe. Free us from lifes burdans and watch us from above. And help us all to love. Let this be our prayer, just like every child. Lead to find a place, guild us with your grace. To a space where we'll be safe.

Strength From Cherry Tap
I sat each day and night reading and typing on this site. Thinking of the persons who live behind this cyber world of hours. I emailed persons who are living through turmoil wondering just how much of a difference this cyber community could make. Today I sit here reading your words of strength, crying not so softly, as I can only wait for my flight in the morning to sit by the side of my daughter. Here I do not have to be the strength, speaking the words of encouragement as she tries to understand why God would allow her children to die. Listening to her anquish as she talks of hearing the ir pleas for her help, as she could not break the wall of flames. Feeling her pain as she wonders if her husband, critically burned, will survive. Tonight you CT Friends are my pillars, you are my strength, allowing me to cry and not be seen. To feel the numbness of the moment, yet know with a simple stroke of keys, my friends are there. So the answer to my question is sim

Weird Latenight Blogging
I don't know. whatever. I woke up late today, and by the time I went to the math tutor, they had left for the day. They left early. So I went to the library and did some math. I didn't get too much done though. There was some I needed help on, and I got too hungry to concentrate. So, I went to the mall. Yah, It doesn't make much sense. The mall is mostly just a place I go to calm down and releive stress and stuff. i left my coat in my truck, and my cash was in my coat. So I didn't eat while I was in the mall. I bought God of War II while in the mall. It was used, and I got a discount on it, so I saved 7 bucks. I then went to the liquer store behind the mall, and looked around there. There was a whole conflict going on as to what to get, or to get anything. I eventually got some hornsy's hard cider. The crisp apple kind, not the draft stuff. It's something to drink that's good, and I don't get totally wasted. On the way home, I went to arby's and then to sally's and got some blea

Last Night
I fell asleep last night, My arms wrapped so tight around you, The smell of your hair so comforting, I'm home with you, Then I dreamed I kissed your neck, You cuddled closer to me, You held my arms so tight, Whispered, "don't let go of me," I felt you rush through my heart, when that little smile lit your lips, I thanked God for the treasure, I hold at my finger tips, I pulled your hair behind your ear, Whispered I love you, Kissed you so soft on your cheek, Then layed down next to you, I prayed to the lord, To stay asleep with you, Cause I don't know what I will do when morning comes, And i wake up with out you... Hurry home baby! I miss you!!!!

"hooah!"
This may take you two minutes to read this but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, star

Poem
for j, and all my other friends your all so special to me thanks for being there for me mwahs! wondering, there are days i think of you and wonder why am i not with you in times of sorrow and in doubt i look at the sky and scream and shout why am i not by ur side why is my love being denide was it becuase of something i said or did was it becuase im to fat or to thin what was it that made u fly away and where did you go why didnt u stay am i to ugly poor or unkind what was it and why arnt u mine how do i fix it and change back the time back to the day when u were mine is it possible or is it a dream tell me tell me before i scream my heart is aching for ur touch so i hope one day you realize just how much so in the times that you feel blue just open your hand im waiting for you so come dance with me under the moon then my love we wont wake till noon love trin,

Euro Pictures
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Definitions For The Users
So I'm sitting here taking a short rest after moving some stuff into my new duplex that I'm able to afford my part on my own. I'm sitting here thinking how easy it would be to be a user and have someone else pay my way through life. Someone who isn't ideally my type and isn't attractive at all. Someone that I don't like,but say I am in love with. Somoene who's wallet is my "other half."- But by definition that would make me a LIAR. Someone who I only had sex with knowing that their wallet would pay my bills- but by definition that makes me a whore. So after some intense thinking I decided that I would rather be in a relationship and live with someone for who they are and what they stand for. Someoene who it doesn't matter how thick their wallet is and knowing that morally I'm in it for the right reasons. There for I would rather be stuck on my own and pay my bills idependtly than be a LYING WHORE. Hope no one is offended- if you are CHECK YOURSELF! David

What Kind Of Soda Are You?
You Are Root Beer Ultra sweet and innocent, you have a subtle complexity behind your sugary front. Children love you, but so do high end snobs... when you're brewed right. Your best soda compatibility match: Dr. Pepper Stay away from: Diet Coke What Kind of Soda Are You?

Try Not To Cry
BUT IF YOU FIND YOU CANNOT STOP UNTIL YOU REACH THE END THEN YOU MUST HAVE A VERY BIG HEART... Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! But Mommy, when I went to school that day, I never said good-bye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best; Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Mommy,

Odd Little Fact
Once in a Lifetime At Three Minutes and Four Seconds after 2 AM on the 6th of May This Year, Time, date, and year will be 02:03:04 05/06/07. This will never happen again in our lifetime (thanks jimbo)

That Girl
You saved me fromw hat I've become So lost and lonely Turning to the bad You are my hero My knight in shinning armor I never want to go back Now that I know the grass really is greener on the other side Having someone that really cares Someone that really matters You have brought out the best in me When with you I'm certain of things I'll never be sad I'll never be dissapointed I will always be in smiles Which makes me pus harder Harder to be the girl of your dreams The girl you have always wanted The girl you aren't ashamed to say That's her the most amazing girl and she is all mine The girl you can go to for anything Where we can talk about what's wrong and try to fix it The girl where down the road you can open your heart to And lover her unconditonaly

My Dream
My dreams search to discover places I need to be carrying me far away providing shelter from this stormy sea. Grasping the smiles, the laughter all the joys that come my way creating an illusion that fills my empty day. My dreams give me hope and protects my every thought helps me to endure the pain this life has brought. Frequently I cast away across the sea I sail never disappointing me my dreams never fail. Keeping me safe and free of despair my dreams have a way of taking me there. Never putting off the unknown pleasure that awaits accepting the wondrous joys that my dream creates. Across the raging sea to a better place the sadness that took control is what my dreams erase.

Driving Lesson No8
Hmmm Every week, despite my flaws, my driving instructor puts me into trickier and trickier situations. I've cocked up a couple of lane changes today, mainly because of the road situations I've been in. (Roads that I don't know and am unfamiliar with) I'm judging gaps far better though and getting away so much better at Give-ways, roundabouts, traffic signals etc without having to stop and go down into 1st. The wet roads didn't faze me though, and I was a bit nervous about driving in the lashing down rain. Suprised myself that I wasn't actually bothered about it. I was doing really well until about 45 minutes in and I lost the plot! OK I lost my gears... My one sticking point has always been 4th gear, I can never remember 4ths back and 3rds forward, I have always, at some point got them mixed up and made diabolical errors. He stuck me on the fast roads today, with lots of roundabouts so it was inevitable that 4th gear would bite me in the ass! Just totally threw me an

Im Mad....
Okay now...I gotta rant! Dang it, this aint fair... My daughter comes home from school with a paper that says she has 5 days of detention because she has been late to her 6th period class 5 times now. In the past she talked to me about her 5th period teacher and the fact that she would not let the kids out of class when the bell rang. This was bad enough but to top it off my daughters 6th period class is on the other side of the campus! I am po'd now because she is being punished because this teacher holds the kids in her class knowing that some of them have a ways to walk to their next class...... GRRRRRRRR

My Answers...what Are Yours?
Kissed someone on your top friends? YES Been arrested? NO Kissed someone you didn't like? YES Do You like someone? Lots of people Held a snake? YES Been suspended from school? No Been fired from a job? YES Sang karaoke? YES Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? YES Laughed until you started crying? YES Caught a snowflake on your tongue? YES Kissed in the rain? YES Sang in the shower? YES Sat on a roof top? YES Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? NO Broken a bone? YES Shaved your head? Yes, all the time Had/have a gym membership? YES Shot a gun? YES Had your heart broken? YES Broken someone's heart? YES last person you texted? Nephtali You were in a car with? Sarah and Nephtali Went to the movies with? Movies? Went to the mall with? Mall? You talked to on the phone? Karen Made you laugh? Sarah You cried with? Myself Go on a date or go out with your friends? Out with my friends B

Whats Up Cherry Friends
Hey there sweeties... I wanted to tell u to check out my new sc pics today me in my red slut dress on the pool table being naughty like always. http://www.southern-charms4.com/lorie (only adults ) Have a tingling tuesday my naughty friends..Lorie Courtesy of MsTags.com

A Song For The Ex
GOOD CHARLOTTE LYRICS "My Bloody Valentine" Oh, my love Please don't cry I'll wash my bloody hands and We'll start a new life I ripped out His throat And called you on the telephone To take off My disguise Just in time to hear you cry when you... You mourn the death of your bloody valentine The night he died You mourn the death of your bloody valentine One last time Singin'... Oh, my love Please don't cry I'll wash my bloody hands and We'll start a new life I don't know much at all I don't know wrong from right All I know is that I love you tonight There was Police and Flashing lights The rain came down so hard that night and the Headlines read A lover died No tell-tale heart was left to find when you... You mourn the death of your bloody valentine The night he died You mourn the death of your bloody valentine One last time Singin'... Oh, my love Please don't cry I'll wash my bloody hands and We'll start a new l

Die Fuckers Die!
I hope these mother fucking hunters die out there! ST. JOHN'S, Newfoundland - Canadian Coast Guard icebreakers smashed through a massive expanse of ice off Newfoundland's northeast coast Wednesday in a bid to free about 100 seal hunt vessels. About 15 vessels were in danger of having the Atlantic ice pierce their hulls, said Department of Fisheries and Oceans spokesman Phil Jenkins. The thick, moving ice poses the danger of sandwiching and cracking the boats. "There's an onshore wind that is compacting the ice," Jenkins said. "These boats are on their way back from sealing and then got stuck in the ice. One crew had to abandon their vessel and got picked up by the coast guard."The Newfoundland part of Canada's controversial seal hunt is the third and largest stage of the hunt. The total quota for all three phases is 270,000 animals. Fishermen sell seal pelts mostly for the fashion industry in Norway, Russia and China, as well as blubber for oil, earning about $78 per seal

Obituary Of The Late Mr Common Sense
Obituary of the late Mr Common Sense Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; Why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and Maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6 -year- old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents

Fear
I guess ive felt it now, the true thing thats called fear, it does start in your gut like most can tell you, Its the little things, sitting in your hmvvw looking over a route and having come over the radio, Minimal dismounts on the ground this area receives a bunch of sniper fire regularly, thats when it hits ya, the fear of that silent death flying at 100 miles through the air, Snipers dont really phase me as much as an ied called an Efp, it use to be when we would drive to places there was a low rate of efp's, due to the fact they cost about $50,000 to go from their home country to being placed on the ground ready to kill my brothers and sisters, the routes we use to drive on where cheap, dirt poor people, you would hardly run into efps but tons of other dangerous ez to spot ieds. The new place we are at will turn your blood cold, make you jump if u hear a loud noise, ive recovered vehicles from efp blast and it usually not pretty, if it punches thru the army your talking about seri

Love
Lost, Drifting and Sick with Love Somewhere I forgot you, Somehow I lost the good. Sometimes I lack the knowledge, So many blessings misunderstood. Somewhere I shall find you, Somehow I’ll rise from hell. Sometimes I will surprise you, And all shall be well. Somewhere be love and hope, Somehow I’ll take you there. Sometimes you’ll need to hold me, And rid you of despair. Somewhere I’ll be what you wanted, Somehow I start anew. Sometimes I’ll seem too different, The old love lost from view. Here and now, I seek your love, I want you and claim you as my own. Every moment, I breathe your essences. My spirit soars to worlds unknown. I have hurt you, yet you linger, Stand beside me in the fire. So lucky, no, so blessed am I, You are my true desire. Let me hold and caress you, You are my lover and my best friend. I love you. I’ve always loved you, Our love’s journey has no end. Duane Ellis Copyright © 2007

Return From Ca
So I got back tonight from my little trip to California for my great aunt and uncle's service. I left Sunday. Even leaving turned into an adventure. I got up, thinking I had plenty of time. Well I finally decided to get in the shower, shortly after realizing that I still needed to go to the bank. See, banks don't like it if you go out of town and use your card without telling them. They will be bitches and put a hold on it. So I got cash instead. Made it home and shoved some ramen in my belly. Rachel and Lena showed up to take me to the airport. That's where the fun began. We had to turn around because I left my stupid itinerary on the counter. Then Lena and I kept grabbing the "oh shit" bar because Raye was cutting corners :P (Love you girl!) Well I made it to the airport and said my goodbyes. There was a slight line to get my tickets but nothing too bad. But I didn't have a seat for my flights there. I had to go through the security check point and wait at my gate for someone

Which One Of My Friends Wants To Ct Marry Me?
Marry Me!! !!!This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do." will be your Cherrytap Husband/Wife. Now, this is just for fun so you can have a boyfriend or girlfriend in real life. You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.=) Repost this or your marrige will be plagued with bad luck. Repost it with the title of "cherrytap marriage''

Fake Friends
People are too fake on here and in general!! They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake friends." pssst.. I dont care if I loose "people" off my list over this, I think it's 100% true...

What Is The Best Type Of Sex For You?
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Where Will You Be Caught Having Sex?
Julie was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion in the cemetary ... you've been caught by your S.O.'s parents! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com

Talladega
ok people listen up if you dont watch nascar one what is wrong with you second one of the best races is this weekend if you want to see 43 cars going 200mph bumper to bumper then you need to watch believe me there is nothing else like it in the world

Syllabus
BILLONS OF YEARS MANY TEARS BLUID RIVERS TRANSEND LIFE LINE SINGLE DROP OF WATER FROM BLOOD BUT STILL WE ALL FIND A REASON TO KILL I KILL ONLY IF YOU BROKE THE LAW OF MAN WHO KNOWLEDGE RUN DEEP THEN BOTTOMLESS PIT LEARN SOMETHING EVERYDAY ABOUT THIS SPECIES LEARN SOMETHING MY SPECIALITY TO STUDY PROFLIE AN AVIOD LONG TERM CURSES DEFACE MY RACE EVEN PRIDE GLIDES TO A MOUTAIN OF FAITH WHERE COMMENTS NUMBERS FOLLOW PRAISE RISE PERSECUTE PERSONALITY FOLLOW DESTINE TO CLIMB OUT CHAOS THAT LIFE PLAY OUT LIKE A POKER MISDEAL CHEAT CAUSE U MIS DEAL CAUSE U CANT WIN WHEN TRYING GET OUT OF THE GAME

Release Yo' Self
The sky torn asunder the clouds raining pouring heavy rains upon the earth The dark one has been reborn in the form of a young man... He walks this world comepletly unsure which side he should follow the path of holy power or the Dark devilishly sinful path... Torn between two choices his mind a constant battle field though God has the right to pass judgement upon his very creations no ones hand is swifter to passicify sinners then My own. I feed off the hatred an anger of others their fear feeds my strength though not everything allows me to feed off of it.... there are those that cannot be helped that cant be cured...these pitiful souls are hopeless an should be avoided...

Hang Over Scale
One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 sodas and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 A.M. Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels like shit. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Friends reruns. You've had 4 cups of coffee, a gallon of water, 3 iced teas and a

Wednesdays
Working so damn late and not seeing my kids. All I do is work work work to pay someone else. It gets irritating, but I try not to think about it much. Need to be occupied at all times or I start to think and get pissed at it all.

Shhhh
Shh, just stop telling everyone everything about something. Broke up clouds keep crying for less space more humidity. Can you feel the calm air start to toil with our happiness? I'm sorry still hangs heads like heavy apples within reach. I will go down to the well and wish you well. Five chances and four reasons with two hands and to just empty my head would give me one hang over. I hear too much in an overgrown garden about love and lust and about climbing that wall you built. I'm just quiet now, a soft storm dropping upon your roof, taking time out to just pour down a window you escape from. Let go of the night, let the day take you dreaming, stop scheming all the him and hers, haves and knots that tie up normal exits. Sometimes I get to be there before the noise, get to sneak between bushes and trees, toil with the thorns and love the kick in the sides. A quiet voice chooses a few words for too many ears. Someday and some way I get used to waiting all day for a mo

I'm Moving
i have to move. im staying in the same town but i have to move to a diff house. i hate moving but it's for a good reason. so i may not be here much over the next month. ill will try to check in from time to time. and i promise to be back. I'll make my computer is the first thing to be hooked up:D

You Know You Are Living In 2007
when... 1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. Even worse, you know exactly to whom you ar

Found
funny how the answers to questions fall into place when you least expect. and from sources you didn't know imaginable. (thank you source!) understanding a thing within (or without) oneself, goes a long way towards discovering oneself. after all that has happened in life one would think the answers obvious. when they are not, that is when that cloud hides the mind from itself. overthinking, over analyzing, the things that sometimes just need to come from afar. things are not always what they seem, how easy it is to forget that. regardless i think i found my mind!

Missing
DID YOU EVER NOTICE THAT PEOPLE DON'T PAY ATTENTION MUCH,TO AMBER ALERTS OR MISSING POSTERS VERY MUCH,UNTIL IT HAPPENED TO THEM???I NEVER THOUGHT THAT IT WOULD HAPPEN TO ME,LAST WEEK I WAS DOWNTOWN,AND SAY A MISSING POSTER,POSTED ON A WALL,SO WENT OVER TO READ IT,AND IT WAS WAS ONE OF MY FRIENDS,AND IT BROKE MY HEART,NOW MY HEART IS BREAKING AGAIN,CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO SEE ANOTHER POSTER,BUT NOW ANOTHER ONE OF MY FRIENDS IS MISSING,...YOU WILL NEVER TRUELY KNOW THE FEELING TIL SOMEONE YOU KNOW,IS MISSING,AND UNTIL THEY ARE SAFELY FOUND AND OR YOU HAVE CLOSURE,YOU WILL KEEP FEELING THAT SOMEONE FROM YOUR LIFE IS MISSING,...Soul Asylum Videos | Music Video Codes | Chicago Relocation

Women's Town
Chinese tourism authorities are seeking investment to build a novel concept attraction -- the world's first "women's town," where men get punished for disobedience, an official said Thursday. The 2.3-square-km Longshuihu village in the Shuangqiao district of Chongqing municipality, also known as "women's town," was based on the local traditional concept of "women rule and men obey," a tourism official told Reuters. "Traditional women dominate and men have to be obedient in the areas of Sichuan province and Chongqing, and now we are using it as an idea to attract tourists and boost tourism," the official, surname Li, said by telephone. The tourism bureau planned to invest between 200 million yuan ($26 million) and 300 million yuan in infrastructure, roads and buildings, Li said. "We welcome investors from overseas and nationwide to invest in our project," he added. The motto of the new town would be "women never make mistakes, and men can never refuse women's requests," C

How One Leopard Changed Its Spots ... And Saved A Baby Baboon
She is the ultimate predator - a sleek and stealthy killer. Pouncing on her prey, she silences the baboon with one swipe of a vicious paw. Then, suddenly, something stirs in the dead animal's fur, and the law of the jungle is rewritten. From the bedraggled pelt of her kill crawls a tiny infant - a one-day-old baboon. In that moment, this young leopard forgets she is a hunter, and nurtures the baby baboon as if it were her own cub. Smelling blood, a pack of hyenas gather to finish off the kill. Legadema, as she has been named by the camera crew who took these moving shots, carefully carries the baby baboon high up into a tree for protection. There, she cuddles the newborn to her for warmth through the long, African night. "It was as if nature had turned on its head completely," says Dereck Joubert, a filmmaker who followed Legadema for three-and-a-half years in her natural habitat, the Okavango Delta of Botswana - the verdant flood plains known as Africa's Garden of Eden.

I Died That Night
I died that night it was raining and your face was glowing I died that night when you told me I could no longer be with you be there for you hold your head up when your down I died that night in the rain when you told me the news it hurts still today I remember it like it was yesterday the way you held my hand the way you looked into my eyes the way you kissed my cheek the way you grabbed me and pulled me close I told you I would be fine I showed you how good I was you knew I would be fine you knew I was good but I died that night in your arms By Shane Forrette

It's Saturday
WELL TODAY, IT'S TRYING TO GET SUNNY OUT THERE... MAYBE I HAVE A CHANCE TO GO SHOPPING AGAIN. MY RANDOM THOUGHT FOR TODAY, WOULD BE.... A PURPOSE...DOES EVERYONE HAVE A PURPOSE? FOR STARTERS, PEOPLE YOU MEET... WAS IT DESTINY? WERE YOU SUPPOSED TO MEET CERTAIN PEOPLE? I OFTEN WONDER ABOUT THAT. I KNOW THERE'S QUITE A FEW PEOPLE ON HERE I'M CLOSE TO. PEOPLE I TALK TO EVERYDAY. PEOPLE I THINK ABOUT EVERYDAY. YES, I KNOW... IT'S THE INTERNET... I GET THAT. BUT, I KNOW THAT THERE'S PEOPLE I'M CLOSE TO AND NOTHING CAN CHANGE THAT. THERE'S SO MUCH I'D LIKE TO SAY... FIRST OFF, I SERIOUSLY THINK I'M GONNA TAKE A BREAK FROM HERE. THE ONES I TALK TO EVERYDAY, KNOW HOW TO REACH ME... I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND SOME THINGS ON HERE... LIKE HOW PEOPLE CAN TELL YOU ONE THING AND TURN AROUND AND DO SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT!!! I MEAN THERE'S ENOUGH OF THAT IN REAL LIFE... WHY DRAG IT HERE TOO? WHY NOT JUST HAVE FUN HERE? LIKE IT'S MEANT TO BE... I THINK I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS FOR AWHILE. IT'S JUST

Ur Death Clock
What do u do when someone gives you a time of how long you have left on this earth most of us complain about this life but when its about to end its changes everything you wish you would have done things alot different ...why is it that we only live for the day when you know you might not be alive for tomorow.. We all know someday we will die but some of us mite have the advantage of not knowing when or how or is it a disadvantage? we all say i wanna know how i will die but would u really? but yet we always make plans for the future like theres always a tommorow we always leave unfinished arguements or business cause we have this mind frame we will always get to come back to finish but we mite not.. that chance sometime slips from us cause we let it..When ppl die everyone says oh they are in a better place but we really dont know where they are the last place you see them is in the ground or in a coffin ...we dont know what really happens after that.. Ask a crowd of ppl all over the wo

Pet Is Not Girlish.
You Are 20% Boyish and 80% Girlish Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine. You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you. A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down. But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

Jacked From Kara™
What is in the back seat of your car right now? I have one of those? Sweet. What was the last thing you threw up? Tequila. Menthol or regular cigarettes? Menthol. I'm black, after all. What is your favorite episode of Fresh Prince of Bel Air? This one, now. I didn't know it until about 2 minutes ago. Does anyone have any blackmail on you? Nothing I can't deny. If you could marry any celebrity today who would it be? Celebrities annoy me. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? The thongs I'm wearing. Are you wearing socks right now? Yase. Always. As I always wear shoes. ....Long story. What was the last thing you had to drink? Coffee. What are you wearing right now? Black levis, black t-shirt, black Chucks. God, I sound so lame. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Have we met? When is the last time you ran? Across the street. Yesterday. To buy beer. (Not clothes.) What's the last sporting event

For The Record:
I don't like tubbies. I don't like rednecks. I don't like hicks. I don't like juggafucks. I don't like morphs. I don't like idiots. I don't like blind patriotism. I don't like intolerant religious drivel. I don't like attention whore bulletins. I don't like emo. Your scene sucks. /endrant

Saved
Tainted kisses echo against my flesh Burning me tearing at my soul Feeling the bitter sweet insanity of love Your lips trailing my flesh The pain of without you Letting me feel you in my arms Soul free for ever no more pain Your eyes trapping me forever Never to be free again You take me forever trapping me in your world Unable and unwanting to ever break free You took my life my world my heart my soul Making it forever yours My eyes unable to be removed from gazing at you Feelings swelling around my soul Twisting contorting tearing my soul one way then the next How did i fall like this surely you must be a dream Not a thing the gods ever created could be so perfect as you You took my world twisting it turning it Shaping me in to your own Falling more each moment never feeling this way My heart stopping at the sound of your voice Your face haunting me so How do you touch me like this A perfect curse forever damned Forever trapt in

Strengthen Your Thoughts (its The Thought That Counts)
Your thoughts can work for you or they can work against you. Choose right now to hold those thoughts that work in your favor. Choose the thoughts that give energy to your most cherished values and most treasured dreams. Choose thoughts that resonate with hope and love. To hold a certain specific thought requires no physical effort, no special training and no permission from anyone else. Your thoughts are precisely what you allow them to be, as soon as you allow them to be. And those thoughts set the stage for the way you experience life. They serve as a lens through which you see the world, and they control the way you respond to every situation. When you develop a strong habit of filling your mind with positive, uplifting thoughts, you are well positioned to successfully meet the challenges that come your way. Empowering thoughts equip you to take effective and appropriate action. Thoughts can come and go in an instant and have no physical dimensions, yet they exert enormous

To My Friends
good morning my friends,hope you have a wonderfull sunday..btw if i dont respond to you its because i am busy with my daughter i try to talk to you all but of course my daughter comes first so please dont get upset with me for not responding right away

10 Good Reasons Why I Shall Never Married
1.THE WOMAN FEELS PITY FOR YA AND FEELS LIKE U CANT FIND ANYBODY ELSE 2.SHE HOPES YOU GOT PLENTY OF MONEY TO MAKE HER HAPPY. 3.WALKIN THE MALL SHE SEES A HOT GUY AND SAYS DAM IM STUCK WITH HIM 4,SHE TRYS TO PASS YOU OFF AS HER BROTHER IF SHES TALKIN TO SOME HOT MAN 5.AT NITE IN BED SHES LIKE DAM DO I HAVE TO 6.ALWAYS TELL HERSELF WHY DID I MARRY U 7.TELLS YA TO LOOSE WEIGHT OR ELSE 8,SHE LOOKS FORWARD FOR YOU TO COME HOME SO SHE CAN PUT YA DOWN 9.SHE TELLS YA SHE GOTS 1000 OF MAN THAT WANT HER AND U SHOULD FEEL LUCKY 10. GOOD REASONS WHY I WOULD NEVER MARRY

R.i.pmom
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com I WANT TO THANK ALL MY FRIENDS WHO HAVE HELP ME IN THE LAST COUPLE WITH WEEKS . MY MOM PASTED AWAY TWO YEARS AGO ON 4-30-05, THE PAIN NEVER NEVER WENT AWAY. I DONT I WILL BE ON TOMOROW I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU MY MOM WAS MY HERO ,BUT I NEVER HAD THE CHANCE TO TELL HER , OR TELL HER HOW MUCH I LOVED HER , WHY CAUSE WE WASNT SPEAKIN . MOM I LOVE YOU YOUR MY HERO WELL MEET AGAIN DAY , I CANT SAY GOOD BYE I WILL SAY SO LONG FOR NOW Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Tomorrow
Tomorrow I am getting it all back, every little bit that I've lost... piece by piece. I'm tired of feeling weak and as if I am damaged goods. Nothing has changed, nothing. Except that scar, that scar that I have to see every day to remind me of the loss. I need to remember, to get my body to remember what I used to be. "The soul that is within me, no man can degrade." ~Fredrick Douglass Disturbed- Land of Confusion I must've dreamed a thousand dreams Been haunted by a million screams But I can hear the marching feet They're moving into the street Now did you read the news today They say the danger's gone away But I can see the fire's still alight They're burning into the night There's too many men, too many people Making too many problems And there's not much love to go around Can't you see this is the land of confusion Oh, oh, oh, oh. This is the world we live in And these are the hands we're given Use them and let's start trying To

The Husband & Wife Stores
The Husband & Wife Stores A store that sells new husbands has just opened in New York City,where a woman may go to choose a husband.Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how thestore operates: 1. You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! 2. There are six floors and the value of the products increase asthe shopper ascends. 3. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor,but cannot go back down except to exit the building! A woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The second floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men have jobs and love kids. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love kids,and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the fourth floor and sign reads: Floor 4 - These men have jobs, love kids, are drop-dead good looking and help with ho

A World Of Pain
Saturday Evening: I wake up on the couch. I must have fallen asleep watching the crappy edited T.V. verson of The Terminator rather than just getting up off my lazy behind and putting the damned tape into the V.C.R. Dude on the Couch is sitting across from me as I get up, my mouth dry, my head still foggy, wanting a cigarette, a shower and to listen to my new Foetus CD (THANKS SiNDADDY, IT WAS FUCKING AWESOME!) and just plain damn wake up. "Good Morning, Sunshine," he says with that big shit-eating grin on his face. That look never ceases to lock up my sleep-addled brain like a computer that's been overloaded looking for a way to process the information. This usually means he has a scheme up his sleeve. It's usually a scheme that sounds just plain great but will cause me pain in the end. It will either end in triumph or tears and it's been known to cause the latter in my case. This is the reason I despise that grin but it's one of those grins you can't resist. He's done this befo

My Hands Are Vibrating...
This would be a good thing if I were diddling my twitty, but I'm not :( I'm using a sander to sand down the walls and prep them for paint. Mucho dust from the wall joint paste. *coff coff* At least now I know how to get vibrating hands should I ever want them, lol.

Signs You Are Too Drunk!
* You lose arguments with inanimate objects. * You have to hold onto the lawn to keep from falling off the earth. * Job interfering with your drinking. * Your doctor finds traces of blood in your alcohol stream. * Career won't progress beyond Senator from Massachusetts. * The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat. * Sincerely believe alcohol to be the elusive 5th food group. * 24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case - coincidence?? - I think not! * Two hands and just one mouth... - now THAT'S a drinking problem! * You can focus better with one eye closed. * The parking lot seems to have moved while you were in the bar. * You fall off the floor... * Your twin sons are named Barley and Hops. * Hey, 5 beers has just as many calories as a burger, screw dinner! * Mosquitoes catch a buzz after attacking you. * At AA meetings you begin: "Hi, my name is... Uh..." * Your idea of cutting back is less salt. * The whole bar says 'Hi

Going Back
I am going back, to what exactly. Well I am going to go back to school. I am going to take care of my Fafsa this week. I am going to finish my Bartending License next week. I am going to be Moving to Canton MI for a little while to finish the Bartending stuff. It is just to far to track everyday in my car, and gas is too expensive. So I am going to stay with a Friend and finish my Classes there. Then they will place me in a Job and I will be able to work that and go to school starting in August. I will be going back to Bowling Green if I can. Don't know if I will move back to BG to Finish School. I may just stay at home and finish so I don't have to worry about the whole Rent and whatever else. Who know. Eventually I will move again, Just when I am sure I can Afford It. That is All the News I have for Now.

Right And Left
You Are 50% Left Brained, 50% Right Brained The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports. Are You Right or Left Brained?

Do You Know This Person?????????please Help
THIS PERSON WHO CALL HER SELF the_big_bitch34 GET MY LINK AS REFERRAL AND I DON'T KNOW WHO IS HE OR SHE..PLEASE HELP OUT I ALREADY REPORTED HER TO CHERRYTAP ۞WÌLÐÇÄ†۞ £õÚñÐÈR ñ õWñÈR õ£ †.M.Ä.£. ñ LõÚñGÈ۞ £Äñ,R Ä†È,ÄÐÐ۞ the_big_bitch34@ CherryTAP

My First Affair With That Older Woman
My First Affair with That Older Woman by Charlse Bukowski when I look back now at the abuse I took from her I feel shame that I was so innocent, but I must say she did match me drink for drink, and I realized that her life her feelings for things had been ruined along the way and that I was no mare than a temporary companion; she was ten years older and mortally hurt by the past and the present; she treated me badly: desertion, other men; she brought me immense pain, continually; she lied, stole; there was desertion, other men, yet we had our moments; and our little soap opera ended with her in a coma in the hospital, and I sat at her bed for hours talking to her, and then she opened her eyes and saw me: "I knew it would be you," she said. then hse closed her eyes. the next day she was dead. I drank alone for two years after that.

Breaking
As I sit in a corner Contemplating life or death Contemplating whether or not to pop pills Or cut my arms and legs I slowly remember all the pain Losing what is left of my sanity Slowly breaking down Feeling tears creeping out of my eyes As painful memories return Memories of what used to be pleasant things Remembering all of the people who wouldn't care Picturing the funeral where only few would show Knowing all of them will be asking one question one I can't take it I am weak As I lay down, crying Breaking... Wishing many would die As my weakness prevails Crying while many sleep Dieing inside Breaking inside and out

My Life
It's weird how life has differnt destinations for everyone. Mine hasn't made sense yet. All the happiness I've had turned into pain. All the dreams I've had turned into nightmares. The help I've given out was not taken into consideration. I've taken people out of the darknss and been left behind. The ones who were their, showed compassion. If I were to say good-bye, would anybody cry? Would people reconize that I'm gone? How can I smile when all has been devoured? Love taken away. Used to cover up someones past misersy. I try to smile But what is their to smile about? Why, When i needed help for my mistakes nobody was their to lend a hand? So alone, I try to climb back up the road to recovery. Beliefs and reliefs fail. I see visions of happiness float by in the distance. Not near enough to grab. I'm tired of this feeling I hold in side for so many years now. I want to close my eyes and reunite with those miles away up above. I see though, taken my life away thing won't g

Scared
scared So it is 11:30 pm....I should be in bed asleep, but here I am. Well as most of you know I accepted that key position, it is either the smartest move I have ever made or the dumbest, I haven't decided yet, all I know is that it scares the crap out of me. Hopefully it will get me going in the right direction to start making my dreams a reality. I am just so tired of living in limbo, I am ready to start living my life, I am ready to be happy again, to smile again....truly smile again. I honestly don't remember a time in my life where I cried as much and as often, I am ready to stop crying myself to sleep. I know what I want, just need to figure out how to get it

Heart Broken At Last
Tears, scars and the hurt will never seem to mend. Apologies, heartache and sorrow were wasted time in the end. Love seems to start with the smallest, sweetest little smile. Unconditional lovers will travel that long, extra mile. Love seems to grow with that extra special and magical kiss. Knowing in your heart, they're the one you will always miss. Love seems to end with alot of pain and those uncontrollable tears. Your friend, lover and soul mate is gone after all these years.

Here's The Deal
I need some help getting these damn points down,, if theres anyone in which has stash to rate lemme know and I'll be there,,, do the same in re-turn fer me I'm sure ya'll el have fun with mine,,, (tee hee) anyways just have to many to get at this point and time... Thanks to those who reply to this blog!

Father Remembered
There is a special album I just placed in my profile with special pictures of me, my father George F Jennings Jr and my mom Arlene Jennings. This coming Sunday commemorates the 3rd year anniversary on the loss of my father to sudden heart attack syndrom. The loss of a father, is very rough in everyones life. The loss of my Dad, in fact helped both me and my mom to grow stronger together. Our family is very close, I'm the only child of my parents, but to me they were more than parents, they were my friends. Read this and feel free to rate my family. All would make salutes cause everything there is very real to me.

2 Gayest Poses People Do
now im gonna rant. i thought of 2. now im on a roll ..now dont get me wrong,i like woman but woman the finger in the mouth thing and looking at the camera HAS GOT TO BEST ONE OF THE GAYEST POSES.mainly younger chics do it and it fuckin makes my skin crawl..and second is the Fuck you finger points at the camera.. and one last one , fucking makes me sick when i was growing up the hey ../ metal thing was kool now everyone fucking body does it IS THE GAYEST FUCKING THING FUCKKKKK.. right along with metallica.this was the last music they made if you call it music.In 1991 Metallica released the self-titled \'Black\' album, \"metallica favorite band\" hahaahahw oooohoooo FUCKIN METALLICA SUCKS ..weak ass fucking music .ok im done.

Fuck You World
I hate fake people. People who say one thing and do another. People who don't practice what they preach. Those who judge you when they themselves are nobody to be judging. They just want to please everyone with their fake smiles and stupid fake laughs just to kiss ass. Why can't you just be yourself and let people accept you for who you are? Be natural inside and out. Doesn't matter whether people approve of who you are or what you do... what matters is that you approve of yourself. Don't try to be something your not... its your flaws that make you special. I have a big nose, I'm not as skinny as the world says i should be... but who is the world to say who or what you should be in the first place. i could easily turn around and say.. my nose is perfect and I'm perfect.. your nose is just too small and your just too skinny. So HA world! now what? So look at yourself in the mirror today and say... "I'M PERFECT" and don't say it in a conceited way... say it in a "i accept myself" type of

My Internet Lover
Every time I get to share some time with you, it is always incredible. Watching you on cam, seeing what you write, knowing how we both desire the same things…it always excites me. The emails while at work, they keep me going and looking forward to the time we will spend via the internet. Just to see your nickname can cause instant reaction. The way your greetings cause the wetness to begin to flow. Sometimes it is so much torture. The torture can be so pleasurable. I wonder how much longer I can write with you and be denied the intense sexuality you exude. Is it so wrong to want to have you in front of me masturbating as I masturbate with you? Your hand sliding up and down on your shaft, my long fingers sliding in and out of my wetness. You watching as my fingers become coated in milky juice. Me watching as that pre cum starts to ooze out. Both of us wanting, needing, having to have a taste of the juices inspired by the intimacy shared. I want to swallow all of you and feel t

A Little Bit Of Fantasy... Hope You Enjoy..
ok... this is a bit in the middle of the story.. sorry I don't have the beginning typed up yet. In the beginning she actually tries to kill Moloch at a tavern, though failed... this is where it picks up.. hopefully soon I will finish writing it and have an ending. I call the story betrayed. She had went into her room of the secret tree home that she found as sancuary and sat on the bed a moment pondering to herself before she got up and searched her closet for the clothes she needed. She soon came acrossed the outfit she was looking for so hastilly and pulled it out setting it on the bed. The outfit consisted of a very short white skirt, and a middrift white shirt, with her old slave collar and a leash attatched to it. she lowered her head and took in a deep breath letting it out slowly. She had sworn she would never wear the outfit again... only keep it as a reminder of the days she had been taken from her home and enslaved. She shivered a bit as she took off her long flowin

The Meaning Of Love
Both light and shadow are the dance of Love. Love has no cause; it is the astrolabe of God's secrets. Lover and Loving are inseperable and timeless. Although I may try to describe Love when I experience it I am speechless. Although I may try to write about Love I am rendered helpless; my pen breaks and the paper slips away at the ineffable place where Lover, Loving, and Loved are one. Every moment is made glorious by the light of Love.

As A For Making Me Number 1 Yesterday......my Blogs Will Only Be Usedr Coontest..so Whenever U See My Blog And Are Bored Come On Thru...nothing Big..b
ok heres the contest and rules.... guess a letter from a-z....everone gets 3 gusses..dont guess a letter that has been picked already........the winner gets a platinum cherry allpimpin gifts paid during happy hour.....winner announced at 11am pst if noone has guessed the right letter by 11am... the 1st person who took a guess won....a smaller contest that pays right away reguardless of hh in 3 minutes

What Kind Of Mental Disorder Do U Have
What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: Paranoia You are constantly thinking about what others may be saying about you behind your back. You may also feel people have conspiracies against you, or they are out to get you. In crowds you may feel like everybody is watching to closely. Manic Depressive GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) What mental disorder do you have?

Lazy Ass Muther Fuckers
WHY IS IT THAT ALL THE LAZY ASS CROWNED UP BITCHES IN THE WORLD GET OFF SCOTT FREE, AND THE ONES THAT WORK THEIR ASSES OFF FOR ALL THAT THEY HAVE GET FUCKED WITH? PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR INPUT.

Need Some Help On This One!!
Anyone know who wrote this....?? We lose our health in search of wealth. We scheme, toil and save. Then squander wealth to keep our health All we get is a grave. We live and boast of what we own. We die and only get a stone. If anyone can shed some light on the original author please do.... Thanks

Playful Interlude
They slammed up against the wall, bodies squashed together against the plaster, the wallpaper sticking to her back. They kissed, a passionate kiss, with tongues interweaving as hands fumbled, his hand touching the bottom of her hair as he slipped her cardigan off her shoulders. The kiss broke for a second; clothes hit the floor, t-shirts fell next to strapped tops as the broken kiss then resumed with its original intensity. Their breath mixed in the cold air, sunlight streaming through the door, his eyes drinking in all of her whilst she ran up the stairs giggling softly. 5 foot 4 with a beautiful smile, and eyes that shimmered into different colors the deeper you looked into them. She called down, “hurry up” as he clumsily ran up the stairs, stopping at the door to his room in shock. She was lying there naked, her remaining clothes strewn randomly on the floor, her face contorted in pleasure as she slid her hand slowly down her breast, her

Odd Questions
Musings Thoughtful Questions... Which TV family would you like to join? Lucky Louie Three suitcases or one carry-on? Three Suitcases What superpower would you want to possess? Why? See people for who they really are to avoid assholes The movie or the book? Or the Cliffs Notes? Book usually but sometimes the movie is good If you started a treehouse club and could only invite three members, who would you pick? Steve Naghavi, Neil DePaul, and Jerry from DRC What was your favorite subject in school? Why European History... plagues and Nazis rock If you could go back in time and relive one day in your life, which day would you choose and why? The day I met Neil... twas the best day of my life What are your three main goals in life? sex, drugs and rock'n'roll... but really... i'unno

A Wheely Funny (but Expensive) Chain Of Events...
Hi guys, before anyone gets too involved with this, its about car repairs so anyone who doesn't find it interesting may be excused, lol all values are pounds stirling (not that Euro monopoly money crap) I have had this car 3months or so, lol. A couple of weeks ago I had to have my exhaust replaced as the old one was rusted through and thus buggered. (pics in my Car Mods and repairs folder) At that time, a number of things were discovered while was on the lifting equipment. 1. Undercar Neons had been fitted (incorrectly) with household 3-core electrical wire which had been rendered useless as they had not been routed properly and the wires were all broken (repair when I get around to it, lol) 2. My two front tyres were both worn (bald) on the inside rims. 3. The wheels fitted to my car were the wrong size (oversized) thus causing the improper wear in No2 that was it, a simple solution. as the wheels were the wrong size, I ordered new ones without tyres, expecti

Read This
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Prayers
Breathing in and breathing out My head leaned back my hands are tied I stand in here alone I scream, questions why Days slip by and nights I taste These memories run through my veins Injecting me with one last kiss, screaming why This medication, can't save me And desperation, takes hold of me I wanted to believe in all of this I wanted to believe in you All I am, all I have Leads me down these roads again Take my hand, show me the way And never bring me back here Determination, is pushing me Perseverance, is what I bleed I wanted to believe in all of this I wanted to believe in you All I am, all I have Leads me down these roads again Take my hand, show me the way And never bring me back here These are my unanswered prayers The time has come for me to say goodbye God please hear me, calling All I am, all I have Leads me down these roads again Take my hand, show me the way And never bring me back here These are my unanswered prayers the time

Gun And Ship
At least a dozen Gangrel elders knew that another continent lay tho the west of the atlantic as early as 1200 AD. To a Kindred, these Aangrel descended from Vikings and heard tales of Vinlans from returning travelers. One-- who we shall call Olaf, though his true name is lost to history-- entertained optimistic thoughts of a wild land empty of European or Asian vampires. Some four centuries old in 1200, Olaf captianed a boatload of men through the gales of the North Atlantic in darkest winter, seeking the promised land. Eventually he did find it. The Vinlanders were beset by natives they called "skraelings"; the descriptions are spotty and embellished, but they arepretty obviously Native Americans. Over time the Vinlanders came to know the "skraelings", and yes, I mean that in most senses of the word; it appears now that the Narragansett tribe is partically desended from Vinlanders. Some Vinlanders traveled traveled south with their new families, while others either died or returned t

Thoughts At The Moment.....
WELL I'VE STEPPED BACK AND TOOK A LOOK AT A LOT OF THINGS. FOR INSTANCE, WHO I'M CLOSE TO. WHO I TALK TO EVERYDAY. NOW WHERE TO START.... THERE'S VERY FEW PEOPLE ON MY LIST THAT I TALK TO EVERYDAY. I WOULD LIKE TO DO SOMETHING FOR THESE TRUE FRIENDS.... I WAS THINKING ABOUT MAKING A LITTLE VIDEO FOR THEM.... FOR ALL THE ONES I KEEP IN CONTACT WITH. BUT I WOULD LIKE TO GET IT DONE, BEFORE I DECIDE TO TAKE MORE TIME OFF.... OR EVEN DELETE MY ACCOUNT FOR GOOD. I HAVEN'T DECIDED ON THAT ONE YET. I HAVE COME TO REALIZATION THAT... IT'S NOT SO IMPORTANT TO BE HERE. I'VE HAD TONS OF FUN, (WHILE IT LASTED) I'VE MET A LOT OF NEW PEOPLE. ONES THAT I HAVE GROWN TO CARE FOR. PEOPLE I THINK ABOUT, SOME OF THEM, I WONDER AND HOPE THEY'RE DOING OKAY. IF WE HAVEN'T TALKED THAT DAY... BLAH BLAH BLAH... YOU KNOW HOW IT IS. I'M SURE EVERYONE HERE HAS SOME PEOPLE LIKE THIS IN THEIR LIFE. BUT MY QUESTION IS...FOR THE SHORT LIST OF PEOPLE ON MY LIST, THAT I CARE ABOUT, HOW MANY OF THEM ACTUALLY FEEL THE SA

Practise Your Bombing Skills
Well let's practise guy's.eye's to your soul has joined the family and her contest end's the day the bombfest start's.Perfect time for us all to practise our bombing so let's git-r-done...I'll be watching.

I Apologize.
To anyone I may have been snippy with the last few days. I'm going through a lot right now - including my husband being laid off from his job soon and us needing to find a new place to live. I'm sorry.

Quotes...
If you have weaknesses, try to overcome them: If you fail, try again, and if you then fail, keep trying, for God is merciful to his children, a good deal kinder to us than we are to ourselves. J. Golden Kimball If you are all you eat...I will be you by morning. (my personal favorite) Just quit your damn whinning and DO IT! And here is a stupid joke i was told... There is a cat and a rooster that both want thier food on the other side of the pond. The cat ran and jumped, she then ended up in the water and swam to the other side. The rooster took its turn and ran and flew to the other side....moral of the story........................Where there is a wet pussy, there is a happy cock. Hope I made you all smile.

Dreams
If you can imagine it, you can achieve it. If you can dream it, you can become it. William A. Ward -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dreams come true; without that possibility, nature would not incite us to have them. John Updike -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- If you can dream it, you can do it. Walt Disney -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hold fast to dreams, for without them we are like birds with broken wings. Chinese Proverb Editor: It is in your darkest hour, dreams can give you hope. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Small dreams have no power to move the heart of men. Johann Wolfgang von Goethe Editor: If a cause is not big enough, people are seldom moved. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------

The Aftermath...
Well, it's been a few days since I had the dubious pleasure of finding I still can't trust my current wife. Here's what's going on with that:THE ANSWER: While she was in North Harbor (one of the local psych wards), she was told what her problem was and the way she will need to get it fixed. It will involve at least two years of psychotherapy. She'll have to work hard to become "normal." It'll involve a basic personality change. (Imagining changing the very fundamental parts of your personality. That's what she'll be going through.) She says she's willing and really wants to do this. I don't know if she can. But it did answer the question I gave her that I didn't think had an answer.THE TRUST: In addition to her psychotherapy, I know I can no longer trust her. In order to rebuild the trust, we (or at least I) will have to have some sort of therapy. It will be difficult to learn to trust her again. I mean, right now in the morning I get up, take a shower, read her IM messag

Attention All Family Members!
OKAY LISTEN UP AND MAKE SURE YOU TELL EVERY FAMILY MEMBER TO COME AND READ THIS. WE HAVE DECIDED TO JOIN THE 2007 BOMBFEST! WE ARE GONNA NEED EVERYONES HELP IN THIS IF WE WANNA WIN WHICH WE DO! I NEED EVERYONE IN THE FAMILY TO GO AND SEND A FRIEND REQUEST TO JOKERS WILD. YOU CAN FIND HIM IN MY FRIENDS AND HITMAN6 FRIENDS. YOU HAVE TO BE A FRIEND OF HIS WITH A VERIFIED SALUTE BEFORE YOU CAN BOMB THIS CONTEST. SO WE WOULD LOVE FOR EVERYONE TO GO AND ADD HIM AS A FRIEND SO THAT WAY ALL OF US CAN BOMB OUR FAMILY PIC. THE LINK TO HIS PAGE IS AT THE END OF THIS BLOG. I ALSO WOULD LIKE FOR EVERYONE TO GO AND READ THE RULES HE HAS POSTED IN BLOGS ABOUT THIS CONTEST. ANOTHER THING ABOUT THIS CONTEST IS EVEN THOUGH SOME OF YOU HAVE DUAL ACCOUNTS AND HAVE SALUTES FOR BOTH ACCOUNTS YOU WILL ONLY BE ABLE TO USE YOUR OLDEST ACCOUNT. THERE WILL BE NO BASHING OF ANY KIND IN THIS EITHER CAUSE IF THERE IS THE PERSON WHO BASHES WILL GET KICKED OUT OF THE CONTEST AND KICKED OUT OF THE FAMILY! NO IF'S AND'

Down Raters
i will be adding link to those profiles of those that think downrating our profiles are funny. It is so childish and stupid and just gets on my nerves. If you don't like someones pictures or profile just don't rate it or comment!

Good..morning.to.me.
i awoke to a cheeto being stuck up my nose... and a few moments later...another being shoved into my mouth. at least...i hope it was a different one. theres another infiltration of crickets in mah house... bobby stopped by yesterday to rub his furriness all over my catnip...i wondered why it was constantly wilted. poe was less than thrilled and made oodles of noise...complete with raised back hair...vicious lil thing...good to know she has one. *drinks swiss almond chocolate coffee* ya screw starbucks when i can get flavored organic coffee at sprouts thank you very much. waking up to racist mumms makes me cranky. yay for not having a migraine today. and im not wearing a bra. tadum.

How Is Your Driving
Your Driving Is is: 54% Male, 46% Female According to studies, you drive both like a guy and a girl. This means you're a pretty average driver, with typical quirks. Occasionally you're frustrated and or a little reckless, but that's the exception - not the norm. Do You Drive Like a Guy or a Girl?

Reflecting On 15 Years Of Military Service
On 5 May 2007, I will have been in the US Army for 15 years. Even though that doesn't sound like a long time, a lot has happened in that time-frame! To begin with, George Bush was president of the US when I started...and now...George W. Bush! (OK, bad example...who knew???) Still, I had two terms of Bill Clinton in between, so things can be different. On the day I boarded the plane for Basic Training, the No. 1 song was "Jump" by Kris Kross...now it's "Makes Me Wonder" by Maroon5. Glam metal was still pretty strong, but Nirvana was taking over with Nevermind...hello, Grunge! People outside of Seattle didn't even know who Eddie Vedder was! Back then, VHS was established as THE video medium...has ANYONE bought a VHS tape in the last 6 years??? In case you're trying to remember, the most popular flick in 1992 was "Aladdin" followed by "The Bodyguard" (crap, I actually saw that in the theater that year!). In the world of television, Johnny Carson retired; he was replaced by Jay Le

What Is A Scene In Bdsm
What's a "scene" in bdsm? What's "negotiation" mean? plus how the two of these work together... SM has definite connotations of theater. The fact that you're a submissive while you're playing sexually does not mean you are a pushover in real life, nor does you're a dominant while playing mean that you are an overbearing egotist. These are roles that you can play; you are in some sense an actor. Hence the concept of a "scene." A scene is a particular interaction between a group of players, usually revolving around a bottom. It's not a formal concept, just a handy way to describe the action. "That was the hottest whipping scene I've ever seen!" "Our last scene really pushed me, Master; I've never felt like that before." Usually a scene has a momentum of its own: a top will begin fucking/ whipping/ sucking/ whatever a bottom, they'll both be fantastically into it, one or both comes/peaks/starts getting tired, and they wind down and rest for a while and talk about what worked and wha

Circle Of Trust?
Well Shit...looks like I will be on someone's ignore list! LOL...do you think I care...hmmm NO! Sad thing is, we have to deal with this person for another 16 more years unless we go through with giving up my husband's paternal rights to his kids because of the bold face lies she's put out there. Then manipulate the children with those lies. Why do women have to act like bitches? Here is a man, with a HUGE HEART! I mean HUGE! My ex husband was an asshole. Basically he said, since I am not sticking around to take care of him or his bills. He will not provide for me and the kids. YEP after 8 yrs of marriage where I cleaned, cooked, ironed all his uniforms, and put up with this shit for 5 years straight before I decided enough was enough. Then I met my husband. He said baby...I will take care of you but I do have issues with ex wife. Naive I am you ask? YEP I sure am! I guess I like to think this world can be a good place. Boy am I wrong! People are out to get you, screw you over, scre

Cookies And Cream
MAMI IS A DIME PIECE IN EVERY SENSE OF THE WORD WORKS HARD FOR THE MONEY TWO JOBS HOLDING HER OWN,WANTS TO BE LOVED BY A MAN AND HAVE A CHILD ONE DAY NEEDING A THING FROM A MAN IF HE IS NOT TRYING TO HEAR WHAT SHE HAS TO SAY.MISS COOKIES AND CREAM SOUNDS TASTY DON'T YOU AGREE JUST GOT A GOOD LOOK AT SHORTY LOOKS TASTY TO ME,MAMI IS ABOUT 5'3 HELLA EASY ON THE EYES LIPS NICE AND THICK JUST PERFECT IN SIZE NO SUPRIZE MA IS A COUNTRY GIRL ALL THICK AND SHIT IN THE THIGHS PRETTY FACE, SHORT HAIR, NICE EYES.MISS COOKIES AND CREAM SAYS SHE IS VERY INDEPENDENT AND DOESN'T WANT TO BE TAKEN FOR A RIDE, MEANING IF YOU DON'T COME EQUIPPED WITH CERTAIN QUALITIES SUCH AS BEING A REAL MAN TO THE LEFT BRO STEP ASIDE.

Dreamers Abandon
The dew glistens off the new spring grass Footsteps trail through its refreshing embrace Merging with nature, its eldritch enchantment Captivates her eyes, glistening with aquatic reflection It draws her down The dew spreads its domain with her languid effort Hands trace a path, then: her chest Its chill spreading down into her bosom Her fingers: its shadow with languorous approach It draws them down Eyes, half closed in expectation, flare at his touch Her lips twitch with the fleeting contact Their eyes meet and the universe resounds Her past and future: shadows, her present flares She draws him down They merge, every curve matched in sinuous aplomb Their lips meet slowly, tentatively; then with passion No force could separate them, their attractive force rivalled Only by tension: sexual tension, yearning to be released She guides him down His lips trace her torso: breast, lower, lower Her face contorts with pleasure, eyes closing Embracing the rosy ting

I Guess There Really Is A Real Man Out There!!
Well For Once I Think I Have Found The Man That I Have Always Wanted In My Life...Thanks To Cherrytap For That One!! He Is Just Soo Sweet,Loving And Caring....Gotta Love Him To Death...But Dont Wanna Scare Him Away By Telling Him Those Words Just Yet....I Have Never Had Feelings For A Man In My Life Like I Do For Him!! He Is My One And Only True Love And Maybe SumthinGood Will Come Out Of This And Maybe We Will Be Together And Be One Happy Family (Just Maybe)... Well Gotta Go For Now!! *Peace*

Window To The Heart
A Window To The Heart If we had a window that Was an opening to our heart, When others stop to take a look, Where would our window start? What would people see there, As they looked upon your soul? When they gazed down on the window, What would their eyes behold? Pretend it was a camera That shot photos of your day. It recorded everything you did, At work or even play. Would you care for other people To see what lies inside? Or, would you want it hidden? What do you have to hide? Would you be a loving person That cared for others so? What would your window have to say? What would your window show? If we knew we had a window And everyone could see, There was no secret place to hide, What lives inside of you and me... Would it make a difference In what you set out to do? Would it change the way you live, If others could see in you? Copyright© 2003 Gary Hall

Way Back Into Love
I've been living with a shadow overhead I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed I've been lonely for so long Trapped in the past I just can't seem to move on I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need them again someday I've been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine I've been searching but i just don't see the signs I know that it's out there There's got to be something for my soul somewhere I've been looking for someone to shed some light Not somebody just to get me through the night I could use some direction And I'm open to your suggestions All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end Oh oh oh

Behind The Wall
falling down climb the walls seen you around another night as I recall look for thrills and take a chance tonight your love in a pill kill yourself just to spite see what you always dream its never as easy as it seems close your eyes to it all prepare yourself for the fall leaving the world that you're in when sadness is your only friend close the door turn out the lights looking for more a hand to hold in the night ive seen your eyes a picture's worth a thousand words when something dies the magic leaves and never returns see what you always dream its never is as it seems close your eyes to it all back again behind the wall

It's Kind Of Funny Isnt It...
Shortly after posting my new blog I read thos silly little horoscopes on my ct page. I dont believe in that stuff but I thought it was kind of cool..And true. Plus it fit all of last week and what I have really come to learn. Crazy crazy... When you know you can walk away from this at any time, you'll be the one calling the shots, no matter what the situation looks like on the surface. The ability to relinquish control is the only real power there is.

Tattoo Contest
Tattoo Contest Time Again! I Need Men and Ladies for my tattoo contest! Contest will start 5/9 thur 5/14 comment bombing is allowed u can comment bomb urself also! Want to enter send me ur pic link to my messages or tell me and i will rip ur pic for you! 2 gifts 1 V.I.P. and ! V.I.C. to the winners! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Fear
i feel as if iam loseing you silently,when you look at me you look right throw me and i wonder if it's me your seeing or if it's another,i dont know how to talk to you when i try your defences go up and i hang my head and cry silently to myself,and think to myself iam i holding on to something thats not worth holding on 2 i feel you sliping throw my hands, i hear you say i love you i hear you say you care i hear you say you need me to be there, but are you there, do you really love,care or need me like you say you do, is fear what makes you stay what makes you say you need me you love me you care,is fear what makes you hide the true you from me and the world is fear what makes you stay with me the fear of not knowing whats going to happen, not knowing if you can do it with out me or have you goten so use to me being here you dont know any thing else but in truth you have falling out of love with me!

A Fantasy Is Just A Fantasy, Right? Part 2
Tami went home. She felt very confused by what just happened. "I mean, this is not new. Many people have done that." she mused to herself. She feel asleep, had a night of unfitful sleep. The doorbell is what woke her up. SHe stumbled out of bed, hung on to the stair railings as she stumbled down to the door. When she opened the door it was Jon. She tried to slam the door but he slipped his foot in the doorway, forcing the door open. "I don't want to see you now" she said, trying to push him out. " I need to see if you're okay." he replied taking in her mussed up hair, boxers and very white, low cut ,see thru tank top. Her nipples were engorged, pushing out the thin material. He inwardly groaned. "I can see you are okay but I, I want to hold you, hell I want to rip off that tank and suck your nipples." Jon exclaimed. She covered her nipples, laughing. "Leave, I need to think." "Ok" he hesitated, "Just let me do something." as he moved over to her.

Damn....
This was sent to me and is truly one of my favorites! DAMN.....YOU SHOULD BE MINE!!/ SEE ITS NOT JUST THE WAY YOUR SHAPED OR THE CURVES OF YOUR HIPS AND YOUR THICK THIGHS/ ITS THE WHAT I SEE IN YOUR EYES/ CONFIDENCE AND THE AURA OF GODDESS THAT WOULD LEAVE MOST BROADS HARD PRESSED--GOD'S DESIGN/ FOR MY PARTNER IN CRIME/ UNTIL WE HAVE A MEETING OF MINDS/ OR I START SEEING ANY SIGNS/ WHEN I SEE YOU I JUST HEAVE AND SIGH/ AND QUESTION WHY? ONLY AN ANGEL COULD BE THAT FLY/ NO WINGS ON YOUR BACK THOUGH JUST THE RESPONSIBILTY YOU SHOULDER AND SHEER WILL TO DESTROY A ORDINARY MAN'S CONFIDENCE BY THE WAY YOU ACT THOUGH/ NAH NO WINGS JUST A SMILE THAT WOULD MELT THE DEVILS HEART AND LET ST PETER OPEN THE GATES TO HEAVEN IF YOUR NAME WASN'T IN THAT BOOK/ BUT ITS NOT ALL YOUR LOOK/ ITS THE WAY YOU HANDLE YOUR SELF-- JUST LETTING ANY MAN KNOW THAT IF THEY WERE TO EVEN DARE APPROACH YOU ....THEY BETTER BE CORRECT/ I PEEP YOUR SCIENCE....ANY CONVERSATION YOU CA

Happiness
Families are the pillars of the community and family members are pillars of the family. Therefore, the atmosphere, environment and character of the family, are an extension of the personalities of the members within the family. Each person is unique and being unique, people have similarities and differences. The key is to build upon the similarities that are common among family members and to respect their individual differences. Unity and harmony are the result of family love and happiness.

How Is Your Vocabulary?
Your Vocabulary Score: B You have a zealous love for the English language, and many find your vocabulary edifying. Don't fret that you didn't get every word right, your vocabulary can be easily ameliorated! How's Your Vocabulary?

Sperm Count
An 85-year-old man was requested by his doctor for a sperm count as part of his physical exam. The doctor gave the man a jar and said, "Take this jar home and bring back a semen sample tomorrow." The next day the 85-year-old man reappeared at the doctor's office and gave him the jar, which was as clean and empty as on the previous day. The doctor asked what happened and the man explained, "Well, doc, it's like this - first I tried with my right hand, but nothing. Then I tried with my left hand, but still nothing. Then I asked my wife for help. She tried with her right hand, then with her left, still nothing. She tried with her mouth, first with the teeth in, then with her teeth out, still nothing. We even called up Arleen, the lady next door and she tried too, first with both hands, then an armpit, and she even tried squeezin' it between her knees, but still nothing. The doctor was shocked! "You asked your neigh

Making Love
Kiss me on my forehead, the tip of my nose, lock your lips with mine. Passion and want make me feel it, make me know it. Nibble on my ear, kiss me, lick me, blow on my neck. Softly caress and kiss my body; explore me like I am your first. Cup my suttle breast in your hands caress them, touch them, show me how you feel. Suck on the nipple, lick the tips, tease me make me want you. Slowly work your way down kissing on my tummy; licking you a path. Kiss the top and inner thighs look me in my eyes waiting to be granted access. Slowly spreading my legs lifting my pelvic towards you wanting you to touch me. Explore it, taste it learn all the spots make love to me with your mouth i want extacy Make me want you, to feel you deep inside me. Take me to a point of no resistance. Right when I can take no more I am about to cum stop, don't take me there yet I want to go with you not alone. As I sit up I see you, I see it long hard wanting to be touched and tasted. I lie you on the be

Being Unoffendable
Once there was this spiritual guru who was well known for being COMPLETELY unoffendable. A macho American guy heard about him and decided to go challenge him. Upon arriving at the guru's temple, the man started to insult him saying things like "I slept with your mother" and "You're such an idiot" and things like that. During the whole interaction, the guru remained totally unaffected. The guy couldn't believe it and said, "Look I understand this whole thing about not caring about what others think---but I disrespected you, man. You need to learn to stick up for yourself." "My son. Can I ask you two important questions?" "Well...sure." "If I offer you a gift, and you refuse to accept it...to whom does that gift still belong?", asked the guru. "Well, if I refuse to accept it, then it still belongs to you." "That is correct," the guru replied. "Now...if i refuse to accept your ABUSE...to whom does that still belong?"

Who Remembers This Song??
Rupert Holmes lyrics, Escape (The Pina Colada Song) lyrics I was tired of my lady, we'd been together too long. Like a worn-out recording, of a favorite song. So while she lay there sleeping, I read the paper in bed. And in the personals column, there was this letter I read: "If you like Pina Coladas, and getting caught in the rain. If you're not into yoga, if you have half-a-brain. If you like making love at midnight, in the dunes of the cape. I'm the lady you've looked for, write to me, and escape." I didn't think about my lady, I know that sounds kind of mean. But me and my old lady, had fallen into the same old dull routine. So I wrote to the paper, took out a personal ad. And though I'm nobody's poet, I thought it wasn't half-bad. "Yes, I like Pina Coladas, and getting caught in the rain. I'm not much into health food, I am into champagne. I've got to meet you by tomorrow noon, and cut through all this red tape. At a bar called O'Malley's, where we'll plan

For 1000 Dollar Shoppin Spree
HOW MUCH IS 9+7+8+6+7+5+T+Y+7+6+T+Y+6+5+R+4+5+= 1ST PERSON TO ANSWER WINS WINNER SEE THE SPONSOR AS SOON AS U KNOW U WON.....YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR COLLECTING ..NOT ME.....I WILL ON BE RESPONSIBLE IF SPONSOR REFUSES..NOT IF U FORGET TO ASK AND REMEMBER TOMOROW.....NO NEED TO SEE ME UNLESS THEY REFUSE TO PAY...TYnot_the_doctor79@ CherryTAP

F*ckin Weirdo!!!!
So.... drama..... a thing I'm not a big fan of. But we all know that it does swing our way sometimes. It might be trying to swing itself my way today, ugh. A drama-loving ct'er has decided to drag up something that happened.... oh, over a month ago... easy. Remember when CT started seeing the "red X campaign", when people were being pissy about changes on the site? Well, I was one of the few that sported the red O that said "Support Baby Jesus". It was all in fun because I thought the whole fiasco was ridiculous, and I was tired of seeing people constantly bitching about it. It was damn near the only thing being discussed in the bulletins and mumms. I don't use the lounges, but I'm SURE it was happening there too. So... I saw a bulletin posted by Achilles, who was supposed to be the ring leader of the red X crap. I posted a comment on his bulletin, and I wasn't belligerent in any kind of way, just pointing out that I thought the idea was stupid and that it wouldn't

The Sexy Eye Contest
OK so I didn't win...BUT I wanted to say thank you to all those that voted. Some of you really put in some time bombing that pic of mine and I want you to know I am very thankful. I am thrilled with the results even though I didn't win. I ended up meeting so many people because of it and have made a few new friends that I enjoy a greatdeal. A special thanks to to King for having the contest. kisses, Lickins & SLA

Angel Watching
In the darkness of the night when you lay sleeping, I ever closely keep watch over you. When you have lost your way and stand alone, I gently guide you to the path. When you weep it is I that am there to wipe the tears from your eyes. When you feel hopeless, it is hope that I give to you. For nothing is without hope. When there is darkness before you and you see no light at the end of the tunnel, it is I that shines the beacon upon the path to light your way. So, can you see me now? Do you know who I am and what I am? Do you see that through Unconditional Love, what is done unto me means nothing, but will come back 100 fold? Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

I'm Not A Whore....im An Educated Virgin
So I have been a bit thoughtful lately about my own behavior..on here anyway. To preface I think I should reveal that in "real life" I am very repressed and live a fairly boring life. I work two jobs to support my expensive lifestyle. When I am not doing that I do not do too much else. I do hang with friends every now and again, watch tv and well sleep. I have little time for much else. I am lacking driving privillages so I can't go much anyplace. Theres another detail that I missed and there is a someone in my life. He is currently in prison so it does not count for much. I am supposively in a relationship but there is a lot missing. I miss compliments, going out with him, and yes the sex....I do miss the sex. This leads me to my point. So now that I have painted a picture of how repressed I am, now I will let you know that I have found an outlet and its on here. I tend to like talking to strangers about the intimate things in their lives. I tend to play this know al

Shots & Shooters
I'm out of college till September. I don't know if happy knowing dropped out or depressed about it. I'll figure it out. :) I really need to quit smoking down to half a pack a day better than full. Is the cigarette box half full or empty I wonder some days? I been sleeping in a lot been like 2 years since slept as much as I have. Viva la couche! (Live on sleep!) I think I got my French right. I'm gunna go unless you have cookie, milk, or chocolate to give me.

Need Ur Help People!!!!
I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY GUYS ARE SUCH DICKS..... U COULD TREAT THEM LIKE KINGS, GIVE THEM ANYTHING THEY WANT AND COULD EVER DESIRE AND THEY STILL WANT TO TREAT U LIKE SHIT... IS IT THE MACHO,EGO THING??? A WOMAN CAN BE THE NICEST, PRETTIEST, MOST COMPASSIONATE PERSON AND SHE STILL GETS SHIT ON.... PLEASE TELL ME AM I BEING TOO NICE TO THESE FUCKERS OR IS IT SOMETHING THAT IS IN EVERY MANS GENES????

80@school..
The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. I turned round to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being. She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?" I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze. "Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked. She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids..." "No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age. "I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!" she told me. After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake. We became instant friends. Every day for

One Of My Poems...an Essay Really
It is a rare person who does not attach some sort of value or emotion to some physical object or to an event. A home becomes more than a building. A statue of the Virgin Mary, a crucifix, a flag or a song, or even a photograph can stir emotions greater than the value of the material item. I have a piece of paper showing I served in the Marine Corps until I was discharged honorably. But, oh, the memories that piece of paper conjures up. The friends, the fun times. The bad times. The times when we were bound closer to strangers than to our own families and, in frightening chaos, our lives hung by a thread. Many of our friends died far from home. Ask us about the feeling of "American soil" upon returning to the land we loved. Ask those returning Marines about America. Remember the old, faintly humorous band of American Legionnaires, wearing out-dated military uniforms straining at the buttons. But, God how proudly they marched. Grinning, waving to friends and families, a

The Breeze
As I sit on the steps..... late in the evening a cool breeze caresses my cheek It streams though my long hair making it softly tickle my neck and chest I sit erect waiting for the next erotic touch It caresses my thighs as I sit with my eyes closed imagining it to be the hungry hand of a new lover aching to be unclothed to feel the breeze take me.......... kiss my whole body and set me free

Something To Think About
Judge me, please!!! — Thursday, May 10, 2007 originally written on tagworld. There's all sorts of people saying don't judge me, blah blah blah. But hey, I'm goimg with the opposite on here. Judge me, critisize me, critique me. Tell me all the things you think are wrong with me, or I could improve on. Especially if you have ideas on how I can improve. I may not actually follow everyone's suggestions, or change due to anyone's critisisms, but atleast I will be enlightened by them. And I will have that choice to change if I want to. Where as, if I don't know, then I don't have that choice. It gives me more freedom knowing stuff I could do if I so wanted to. Honest critisism gives people freedom. A long time ago, I had only one page. It had lots of stuff on it, and took forever to load. It froze people's computers up. Then one day, someone left me a comment saying it might be better if I made more than one page. I could still have all my stuff, but

How Good Is Your Optical Eyesite?????
Read out loud the text inside the triangle below. More than likely you said, "A bird in the bush," and... if this IS what YOU said, then you failed to see that the word THE is repeated twice! Sorry, look again.

A Letter To Moms Everywhere..
Dear mother, You have given me more than you can possibly know,you have given me hugs and kisses that have healed the hurt,the love you have given,the time that you have taken,and sacrificing yourself for me,is more than any one could ever ask,a simple thank you would not suffice,you have been a great mom,you stood behind me,took up for me,and disciplined me,teaching me,and showing me,how to be the gentle person and loving person that I am today, without you there would be no me,I love you mom,and you mean the world to me,I would lay down my life for you,if it is ever needed,call on me when you need me and i will be there,I love you mom,and I just wanted you to know. Happy Mothers day.

At The End Of The Day....
As the day comes to a close, the sun setting in the west, painting colors of reds and purple across the clouds. The cool breeze blows across my face as I take a deep breath in thankfulness for the day. It is quiet time now, and all that can be heard is the night. Dampness from the gentle rain as it cools the breeze after a hot day. Looking back on the day, I see the chaos that fills people's life. Sadness, emptiness, loneliness, anger, and more. And a simple smile or a gentle and kind word, brightens thier day if not just for a moment in time....as a smile comes across thier face. What more could someone ask for? If you can live your life and touch even just one life, then all that you have been through is worth it. A quote I once saw....."God never said that it would be easy, He just said it would be worth it....". God's speed of Light be with you.

You Say
You say you see me, hear me, And that you can touch ny feelings. But you only see, hear, and touch What you want to think is me. You do not see me. The person you see does not exist. The things you hear are not my voice. You try to touch my feelings, But you break my heart. So what or whomever you see Does not really exist. So if it does not exist, you must be seeing A figment of your own imagination. You are seeing your own face. You are hearing your own voice. In the end, You are breaking Your own heart.

Ya Know What
Fuck your name Fuck your face Fuck it all I hope someday People can like stand up and be a fuckin person and just not be a fucking pussy Jesus I would just like to spit on a few people right now. I hope yall just FALL OFF.

Another Day....
Another day to be thankful for. Although the sun is not shining today,it surely is shining within. You see, one does not have to be rich in the sense of material things or even in money, but you can be rich in spirit. You can have all the riches of this world, all the beauty of a star, but without love, do you really have a thing? Surely gives one something to think about. It may be a damp and cool day, but never the less it is a day of joy. One that I am surely thankful for and moving forward with. Take each thing as it comes and then let it go. :)

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best one will get a reply...... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BO

Today Is Fibromyalgia Awareness Day!!
What is Fibromyalgia? Fibromyalgia (FM) is a chronic pain illness characterized by widespread musculoskeletal aches, pain, and stiffness, soft tissue tenderness, general fatigue, and sleep disturbances. The most common sites of pain include the neck, back, shoulders, pelvic girdle, and hands, but any body part can be affected. Fibromyalgia patients experience a range of symptoms of varying intensities that wax and wane over time. Who is affected? It is estimated that approximately 5-7% of the U.S. population has FM. Although a higher percentage of women of all ages and races are affected, it does strike men and children. Because of its debilitating nature, fibromyalgia has a serious impact on patients' families, friends and employers, as well as society at large. What are the symptoms? FM is characterized by the presence of multiple tender points and a constellation of symptoms. Pain: The pain of FM is profound, widespread and chronic. It knows no bo

How To Succeed At Anything.
Thomas Edison tried over 10,000 elements to try to make a light bulb. About half way a journalist interviewing him asked "You have failed over 5,000 times?" Edison replied, "No. We've been successful at discovering over 5,000 on how not to make a light bulb. There is only success in learning. The only way you can fail and be a loser is to not learn anything at all. We are imperfect because we are here to learn. There is no perfection, but wanting things to be great is a perfection energy. What you do doesn't matter. Just be happy for no reason and then you can love unconditonally and do what you will. Love is the only truth. Fear and it's emotions and actions - hatred, murder, judgment, irresponsibility, remaing ignorant by choosing not to learn, etc., are not options. You are a god with free will and the Grand Creator of your own life. You choose your emotions, actions, happiness, health, purpose/meaning/mission in life and create EVERY circumstance in your life, consci

Poem 2
Church by Megan Why in the world Are churches this way Too judgemental While having nothing to say Living a lie And not by the book They offer him nothing But a bag of rusty hooks Taking advantage Of those who believe While saying to others You gotta go leave I understand why Many hate church So if you wanna learn somethin Then just read his work

Forever
Our flames burn in this ephemeral reality, like dancing candles closed in upon a mysterious breeze, our light will slowly fade like the blaze of a sunset, obscured by the rebirth of the nocturnal majesty. Stand here beside me and pity our existence, we are like weak flowers trodden by the step of time, my heart bleeds for you, my only dear love, embrace me, you and I will be as one forever... Stand here beside me and pity our suffering, we are like pure snow in the hands of the time, my heart bleeds for you, my only dear love, embrace me, you and I will be as one forever..

Time
Time and timing go together to make a powerful combination. Any pursuit that we engage in, personal or business, is contingent upon a number of factors, including timing. They say that timing is everything. Timing certainly does play an important role in many things that we do. When we know how to use time wisely, we also acquire the insight and ability to recognize the right timing. In this way, we are able to know whether to wait for the right time, or to proceed at the present time.

Perceptions
When you consider it to be a beautiful day, it is. When you believe that you are happy, you are. Expect to find an answer, and you will. Know that something is possible for you, and it surely comes about. Your perceptions do not merely reflect an objective, unresponsive reality over which you have no control. Your perceptions shape the reality that you experience. The way you see your life has a great influence on the way your life unfolds. How are you choosing to see your life? Your perceptions shine a light upon the world around you. The world that you actually experience depends on how and where you shine that light. How do you most sincerely wish for this day, this life, this world to be? What you choose to see is what you will cause to be. -- Ralph Marston

Fort Worth People And Friendship
So heres my entry: Probly get some mad people so Im ready for it kind of depressed Well I notice some Fort Worth Women are so fake on friendship well I guess mostly that why some fake things are good like porn ,So Just watch out for me on thing when talking to me because lose my friendship is a cost,That why I bleave the saying " what comes around goes around" like one blog or post I readied maybe sometimes karma will bite your ass at the end Well the friend I keep and have I will always enjoy and cherish in life that comes allen

Reflections
Let's go and get drunk on light again–it has the power to console. ~ Seurat What is the most precious, the most exciting smell awaiting you in the house when you return to it after a dozen years or so? The smell of roses, you think? No, mouldering books. ~ Andre Sinyavsky Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple.~ Dr. Seuss

My Mother's Day
Well, my mother's day was fun! I sat around, slept mostly, had some grilled steak and corn, and played w/ my girls. I had to work last night, and I have to work tonight, so it wasn't quite as much fun as it could have been, but it was nice. First mother's day I've had that there wasn't some sort of fight over something. Yesterday I also went out to the cemetery. Got my mother's rose bush trimmed, put smoe new pretty flowers out, and cleaned up a little bit. It looks nice now. The girls were putting the roses we were cutting off on other people's graves. It was sweet. It was tough though. It finally just hit me. It took longer this year, but it hit me. I cried, and bawled. I just couldn't help it. I want my mommy. I want her to hold me. I want her to love me. I want her to be here for me. This is really not easy for me at all... But it never is, nevr will be. Other than that, nothing new is going on in particular. Dennis and I are getting along fairly well. He used to always shit

Random Thoughts
UNSOLVED MYSTERIES! Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in"... but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you

Brett Favre Is The Greatest Trade Demander In The Nfl
Fox Sports is reporting that Favre, frustrated with losing and the inability of the Packers to land King Midas Moss, demanded a trade just after the April NFL Draft. The trade request was relayed to head coach Mike McCarthy, who immediately phoned the Super Bowl-winning quarterback. However, the quarterback ignored all his calls for a week, letting the request fester and perhaps showing the team how upset he was this time. Finally, in the middle of this past week, the two connected. Sources close to the situation said Favre asked McCarthy if he was aware that [his agent] asked for a trade but McCarthy immediately insisted that would not happen. Following the conversation, McCarthy told others inside the organization that the talk appeared to have cooled Favre's anger and that Favre, by the end of the discussion, admitted he didn't want to go elsewhere. It must be that time of the year when Brett shots his mouth off at his annual golf tournament.

Time For The Archive...listenin!!!
Another show done and on archive!!! MAN , did you have fun!! It was a great discussion and very funny. Some points were made and some were just debated to see if there would ever be a real answer. There isn’t. Click on the link below and listen in!!! Make your own Myspace Crazy Text at CommentYou.com Stop by and say hello and sign the guest book! We filled up the old one and now its time to fill up the new one too!!!

Three Wishes
Three Wishes If I had three wishes, I would wish to trade lives, With a person so lucky, to share your life. Just to have one day of waking up beside you, Looking into those beautiful eyes, Tasting your morning lips. To make slow love to you 'Til we collapse into each other's arms. I want to watch you shower and Help with the hard to reach areas (wink). I will make your breakfast and Send you to work with a kiss and a smile. I would love nothing more than to be that person You come home to after work, To greet with a hug. We can talk over dinner . . . Enjoy dessert much much later (smile). I want nothing more than to appreciate The beautiful, kind, caring, gentle, honest, loyal and loving man you are. I would love the chance To show you what you deserve. If I had three wishes . . . I would give away two, because The only thing I want in this world, Is one chance with you!

Ypu Know You're From Texas When.....
you know you"re fromtexas when.... *You can properly pronounce Corsicana, Ennis, Waxahachie, Palestine, Decatur, Wichita Falls, San Antonio, Waco, and Amarillo. *A tornado warning siren is your signal to go out in the yard and look for a funnel. *You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. *You know that the true value of a parking space is not determined by the distance to the door, but by the availability of shade. *You think everyone from a bigger city has an accent. *You measure distance in minutes. *Little Smokies are something you serve only for special occasions. *You listen to the weather forecast before picking out an outfit. *You know cowpies are not made of beef. *Someone you know has used a football schedule to plan their wedding date. *You have known someone who has had one belt buckle bigger than your fist. *You aren't surprised to find movie rental, ammunition, and bait all in the same store. *A Mercedes Benz is

Jerry A. Krantz! (a Must Read)
There's an asshole who got me knocked up who's calling me a whore, and white trash. his name is Jerrold Krantz. I was 17 when he knocked me up and when I was 15 or 16, he sent me pics of his dick. talk about child corruption, which he can get sent to jail for and i'm gonna see to it that he does...cause that's where his dumb ass belongs... He says it's not his...yeah it is... He told me to take his name off of my blog or he'll post my shit everywhere... well he posted my shit everywhere anyway and brought my bf into it. like this colauge that he put on his profile.... I don't want Jerrold anywhere near my son cause he's a bad example... he's trying to make me seem like a whore but look at him... he's hidious, 28 and he's an immature little fuck. and not good in bed either I might add. He's got another Daughter Lacey who's only 4 months older then my son... He denied her too till he got the test... His with the mother of that one who says she wants to leave him but never does cause she'

About Me
My name is roxy and if you've read the other posts then you know more about me than most, but there's more to me than just the pain and terror I've survived. I'm a loving person whom has tried through out my life to hold my family together but I've found that I can't...that it's not my responsibility to keep my mom & dad together, my sisters and my brothers in harmony. No the only true responsibility I have is to my kids and myself. I have an affinity for people like myself and can sense when my friends need me. I collect dragons, books, swords, and my sister says I collect people...guess I do. I live in a small town called Emlyn..in Kentucky but I was not born or raised here, but here I have found others like myself...others that know on a spiritual level that I'm also one of the walkind dead. No not in body, but in heart and soul, frozen I guess, waiting for that one spark that may ignite an ember that may one day become the flame of life flowing inside of me again brining with it

Wow What A Day
Well hell yeehaw,what a day was had yesterday the 14 of may.Sorry ya'll,you weren't abandoned just your illustrious leader's had business that needed tending to.We appreciate ya'll keeping up the fight without our nipping at your heels and driving ya along lol. Keep up the fight today and as you've noticed we have new help aka The CONFEDERATE BOMBER'S,don't ask just be thankfull and trust we on top of it and their is a reason our former rival's are now our allies. A huge Thank You goes out to Rebel Breed and his Confederate's,you'all had our respect before the bombfest and will alway's have it.Rebel is a man who gives repect and deserves respect and ya'll lucky to have such an honorable man leading you. NOW LISTEN G-R-D just because the Confederate's are here DOES NOT mean we can relax and take it easy...Hell we need to double our efforts and show our friends they are backing us for a reason,cause we a family strong,united with a big heart. As alway's guy's let's GIT-R-DONE

The Military Bans Myspace!! Is Ct Next?
The military today blocked MySpace and a number of other sites from it's servers because they may be potential security risks. So all you GI's here on CT had better enjoy it before the military decides to add it to the list

Lost And Confused
Well I'm alone and in Texas. I had moved here to be with a woman who is my best friend . But things were never able to work in our favor We both did things that hurt the other. I would not change a thing because I still feel that she still is my best friend it's just right now we each have to do what we need to do for ourselves. God I love her and the kids but I need to get my life on track.I picked up a drink and now am on my ass and Im going to have to claw my way out of the mess I ve made And I will so to my friend I love you and hope we will still be able to have a friendship that will be right for both of us.

High Prices
A lady walks into a high class Jewellery shop. She browses around,spots a beautiful diamond bracelet and walks over to inspect it. As she bends over to look more closely she inadvertently breaks wind. > >> > Very embarrassed, she looks around nervously to see if anyone has noticed her little accident and prays that a sales person doesn't pop up right now. > >> > As she turns around, her worst nightmare materializes in the form of a salesman standing right behind her. > >> > Cool as a cucumber and displaying complete professionalism, the salesman greets the lady with, "Good day, Madam. How may we help you today?" > >> > Very uncomfortably, but hoping that the salesman may just not have been there at the time of her little 'accident', she asks, "Sir, what is the price of this lovely bracelet?" > >> > He answers, "Madam, if you farted just looking at it, you're going to shit yourself when I tell you the price."

Dream With In A Dream
Take this kiss upon thy brow! And, in parting from you now Thus much let avow You are not wrong to deem That my days have been a dream Yet if hope has flown away In a night or in a day In a vision or in none Is therefore the less gone? All that we see or seem Is but a dream with in a dream. I stand anmid the roar Of a surf tormented shore And I hold in my hand Grains of the golden sand- How few! Yet how they creep Through my fingers to the deep While I weep-while I weep! Can I not grasp? Them tighter clasp? Can I not save? One from the pitiless wave? Is all that we see or seem But a dream within a dream?

Gm
good morning my awsome friends,i hope you have a great wensday and remeber too keep smilling and i love you all,oh and if i dont respond to you in the shout box that means im busy but i will get back to you

Are You A Sexy Bald Man? .........
******FRIENDS,FAMILY,FANS........PLEASE REPOST THIS FOR ME,THANX!******** **SEXIEST BALD MAN CONTEST** OK YA'LL I'VE DECIDED TO HOST ANOTHER CONTEST....... RULES: 1) YOU MUST BE MALE 2) YOU MUST BE BALD 3) WINNER WILL BE DETERMINED BY A TOTAL OF RATES AND COMMENTS 4) COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED CONTEST WILL GO ON FOR ONE WEEK ONLY! CONTEST WILL START AS SOON AS I HAVE AT LEAST 5 ENTRIES, SO GET YOUR PIC ENTERED AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!! ( I'LL ANNOUNCE THE CONTEST OPENING ON THE BULLETIN BOARD). WINNER WILL BE ANNOUNCED VIA BULLETIN BOARD AND WILL RECIEVE A BIG PIMPIN GIFT!! ( I FIGURE SINCE I'M A CHERRY PIMP NOW, I MIGHT AS WELL PIMP SOME OF YOU OUT AND GIVE A BIG PIMPIN GIFT TO THE WINNER! BUT *ALL* ENTRIES WILL GET A SMALLER GIFT JUST FOR ENTERING! LOL ) IF YOU'D LIKE TO ENTER: CONTACT ME VIA CHERRY EMAIL, LET ME KNOW WHICH PIC OF YOU THAT YOU'D LIKE TO ENTER IN THE CONTEST BY MARKING "THIS ONE FOR CONTEST" IN THE C

The Story Behind Jack Schitt
WHO IS JACK SCHITT ??? For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and they prod

More On The Nba Rewarding Dirty Play
Not really a counter-point to Chumley's fine post yesterday on the NBA's decision to try and ruin Phoenix's chances in their series against the Spurs, but instead a slightly different musing. If the Spurs hadn't been allowed, via Bruce Bowen and the rest of the Spurs' cheap shot artistry, to get that series to that point in terms of chippiness with their dirty play, culminating in Robert Horry's cowardly mugging of Steve Nash, then maybe Stoudemire and Diaw don't take the apparent ill-fated three steps toward the mugging. Maybe if that series were officiated in a way that didn't allow the less-talented Spurs to mug the Suns in any way possible (clean AND groin-kicking, attempt to shred achilles dirty), we are not at this juncture. As it is, we are left with the impression that San Antonio can't hang with Phoenix except by doing the little (and bigger) dirty things, and the NBA is perfectly fine with that. It's a fine line between "hard" defense" and dirty "defense" and, as usual, th

Better Than Gold
O for a book and shady nook Either in-a-door or out; With the green leaves whispering over- Head, Or the street cries all about, Where I may read all at my ease, Both of the new and old For a jolly good book whereon to Look, Is better to me than gold.

Moderation
Moderation in all that we do, provides us with a healthy balance to our overall lifestyle. Even the things that we like and do with a passion, have the best results over the long-term when they are done with moderation. One of the key benefits of moderation and putting moderation into practice, is endurance to go the distance for the long-term. Excess in anything causes stress and burnout, which ultimately leads to a dead end. Moderation truly is the key for enjoyment and prosperity

May 17, 2007`
SOME PEOPLE JUST DRIVE ME FUCKING CRAZY, THEY SAY THEY DON'T WANT THIS OR THAT! BUT DO THEY GO TO FUCKING FIX IT OR TRY AT LEAST? FUCK NO!!!!! I AM JUST SO SICK OF SOME PEOPLE AND THEIR OH WOE IS ME SHIT! LOOK EVERY ONE HAS ISSUES, WE ALL HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO DEAL WITH THEM! IF YOU WANT TO GO AND GET HIGH, OR ABUSE YOURSELF IN ANY MEANS, GO FOR IT, BUT I WILL NOT STAND BY AND WATCH IT BE DONE! I HAVE A VERY FUCKING BIG HEART, BUT IT SEEMS TO ME LIKE SOME PEOPLE JUST WANT TO FUCKING USE IT! I AM SO FUCKING SICK AND TIRED OF SOME PEOPLE AND THEIR WAYS OF BEING SO DAMN INSECURE WITH THEMSELVES THAT THEY DO ANYTHING TO RUN FROM IT. YOU KNOW WHAT IF I HAVE TO FUCKING GROW UP, THEN IT IS TIME THAT YOU DID TOO! AND FOR THE ONES THAT ARE IN ARGUEMENTS, LOOK THIS THING WAS BROUGHT TO ATTENTION IN SO MANY WAYS BY OTHERS NOT JUST ONE THING BUT ANOTHER AND ANOTHER, I AM TIRED OF SEEING MY FAMILY BE RIPPED APART AND TORN INTO SOMETHING THAT IT REALLY SHOULDN'T IN THE FIRST PLACE. WE CAME

Lalala
I'm tired. Zachy is drawing in my calendar on my lap. Shoulda seen my try to borrow the pen to write down an appointment! hahaha! I went camping last night for the very first time, and I loved it! Can't wait to go again!

Jeannie, My Best Friend
What I've Learned About Friendship I've learned that there are many good friends around, but true best friends are hard to come by. I've learned that sometimes you love a best friend more than a boyfriend. I've learned that a best friend is more important than a boyfriend. I've learned that you can do something or nothing with a best friend and still have the best time. I've learned that a true friendship has many memories, both good and bad, but all important. I've learned that sometimes the most used part of a best friend is the shoulder you cry on, and the shoulder you are willing to lend. I've learned that when a best friend is happy, you find yourself happy too, even when it has nothing to do with you. I've learned that a best friend's family soon feels like your own. I've learned that the only one who truly understands is a true friend. I've learned that nothing ever sounds stupid, funny, or unbelievable to a best friend, and you never feel stupid saying w

How Come It Hurts When You Love Someone As Much As I Love You?
How comes it hurts when you love someone as much as I love you? I ask myself this question, and come to find out I don't have an answer. I go to others to seek out advice, and they tell me "Only you can find that out". I look to the heavens above at night, I see you in the stars that shine so bright. I look to the sun and feel the warmth of it's glow, Knowing that my love for you will continue to grow. I look around this beautiful place we call earth, I look for an answer in renewed birth. I feel you in the wind, the brush of the breeze in my hair and face, Knowing you and I are in a special place. Feeling the strongest love I know.... I trust one day my question will be answered... but only God knows, and he has given me you and all that you show. written 5/17/07

And The Baby Is........
May 17th- I had another OB appointment and the baby is doing great! The heartbeat was in the 150's and was moving up a storm!The baby was barely cooperating for the sonogram. Infact I have to go back next month again so they can get all the measurements they missed today! One thing they didn't miss was the sex of the baby! With the legs spread WIDE open it wasn't hard to see that the baby is a..............................

Va Expands Service At Idaho Clinic
VA Expands Service at Idaho Clinic January 16, 2007 Secretary Nicholson: World-Class Care Accessible to More Veterans WASHINGTON -- Veterans Affairs Secretary Jim Nicholson recently approved the expansion of health care services and a new facility for veterans in Lewiston, Idaho. “By opening for longer hours and improving the range of available services, we are making VA’s world class health care more accessible for veterans,” Nicholson said. “These improvements will allow veterans to receive more timely care from primary care providers closer to home in Lewiston.” The Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) operates a community-based outpatient clinic (CBOC) in 750 square feet of rented space in Lewiston. The parent facility for the Lewiston CBOC is the VA medical center in Walla Walla, Wash., about 110 miles from Lewiston. About 1,700 veterans from a four-county area surrounding Lewiston traveled to VA’s Walla Walla facility for h

I'm Going To Have My Pc Back ! Wooohhooo
I got a call today from the people at CompUSA, my PC is fixed!!! whooohooooo.... you know what that means??? MORE HOT PICTURES!! MORE VIDEOS!!! MORE HOT STUFF!!! Don't you love your Mistress???? YES YOU DOOOO! Whips M

Update On Me.....
Ok so I haven't been around in a while...more like a long while! So some have requested an update on me. Life has been good and bad and hard and easy. LOL that helps huh!? Ya know how your whole life you look for that one person who will make you forget all the others? The one who will look at you and not see your past...but a person worth loving. well I found that. I found the guy that I've been waiting my whole life for. The one who treats me like I'm worth more than sex. The one who makes me feel like more than a possession or a punching bag or a sex toy. But you know the crazy thing. I'm scared. I'm scared that he is going to realize that I'm not really what he wants/ deserves. I'm not the girl he thinks I am. I'm so scared that I'm going to lose him. Krystal and Mike keep saying I'm not. Part of me knows this but part of me keeps holding something back. I want to be with him forever. For the FIRST time in my life I'm REALLY ready to settle down, batten down the hatches, grow up a

Contests And Info
THE WEBSITE ISCOMPLETECONTESTS STARTING NEXT MONTH Thats right, now there are contest on the website in wich you can add you pics to get a chance to win!!!! All you have too do is register and add you pics in your own gallery under the galery contests set up!!! Make and create your own only making one but having others underneith that on in each one!!! Males and females are welcome to join in!!! See the contest page for more info and when your ready go to the gallery link and get set up!!! If you have some other ideas as to contests, please let us know!!! Thanx!!!KLUB HOUSE WEBSITEMORE INFO Dont just stop there, more info on the website and please let us know what else we can do to make it better!!!! However, things are just getting started so more will be added later on!!! Hope you like and enjoy!!! By the way, some things on the site is for adults eyes and mature people only!!!! Thanx and have a great day and or night!!!STATIC X LIVE If you mi

Why Do So Many Women Play Mind Games?
just wondering im seeing lately and for some reason i really get this alot why do women play these stupid mind games on men for i dont get it,ok i know dress like a cowboy but come on im not retared or anything like so many of you think i am,anyway someday somebody will cross your paths,just be honest with the person,i know the ones here who acted like they like me were all faked come on i figure you out,quit the pity stuff like so many of seem to do to me thanks

To Whom It May Concern
To Whom it may Concern Please hear what I'm not saying. Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear, for I wear a mask. I wear a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off, and none of them are me. Pretending is an art that's second nature to me, but don't be fooled. For god's sake don't be fooled. I give you the impression that I am secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without. That confidence is my name and coolness my game, that the waters calm and I'm in command, and that I need no one. But don't believe me. Please don't believe me. My surfaces may be smooth, but my surface is my mask, my varying and ever concealing mask. Beneath lies no smugness, no complacence. Beneath it dwells the real me, in confusion and fear, in aloneness. But I hide this, I don't want anybody to know it. I panic at the thought of my weakness and the fear of being exposed. That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind, a nonc

Update-ation Of Californication.
We leave this tuesday early early am. I'm so fucking stoked. It's like going home to a home that was never home but should be home. I'm finally gonna be back where I belong. Matt is excited. On another note, I really dislike this "_______'s friend _________ has walked into the bar." It's bad enough seeing the newbies join all the time, but my god, some of the referral-whores on here make me sick. It's like "Someone you don't give a fuck about's friend whom you also don't give a fuck about has walked into the bar." Whatevah. Woot Cali!!

Man Accused Of Arson Claims False Arrest
News Correspondent: Why did you set the building on fire? Aren’t you aware that arson is a serious charge? Prisoner: Well ya see ma’am, my ole’ lady put her foot down and said she wasn’t going to fix me any supper ‘til I fixed the darn chicken shed. I was outta nails and couldn’t do any fixin’ on the shed and I was gettin’ mighty hungry. I thought a fella could fry his own chicken, so I set the shed on fire. Next thing I know I’m bein’ hauled off to jail for something called arson!

Happily Ever After
Mike was going to be married to Karen, so his father sat him down for a little chat. He said, 'Mike, let me tell you something. On my wedding night in our honeymoon suite I took off my pants, handed them to your mother,and said, 'Here - try these on.' She did and said, 'These are too big, I can't wear them.' I replied, 'Exactly, I wear the pants in this family and I always will.' 'Ever since that night we never had any problems.' 'Hmmm,' said Mike. He thought that might be a good thing to try. On his honeymoon, Mike took off his pants and said to Karen, 'Here - try these on.' She tried them on and said, 'These are too large. They don't fit me.' Mike said, 'Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will. I don't want you to ever forget that.' Then Karen took off her pants and handed them to Mike. She said, 'Here-you try on mine.' He did and said, 'I can't get into your pants.' Karen said, 'Exactly. And if you don't change your smart ass attitude, you never will.' And they

Let My Heart Glow
When these moonlights spread out in the nights The memories of you come by my way All the cherished moments of our love comes to alive Stories which people use to say was there to see Love was on a gloom with the essence of purity in it You may have known from the start As you may have known me and my love from start Sitting and admiring your love all alone Touch my heart and make the pain go away Let my heart glow againâ�¦.

Soluton No 13 Productions
I'm a model for Solution No 13 productions...I was very happy to represent for them and I had fun doing the shoot! There are more photos in their pic section & they'll be adding more in a day or so!Show them some luv!!!!Solution No 13 productions

False Rumors
Ok... Sassy Cunt aka Sassy Bitch has lost her mind. She posted YET ANOTHER mumm about me. And made false accusations, trying to get me banned. This is her mumm: "Ok I am totally annoyed now and it's making me mad....This girl is making personal attacks at me thru Mumms and is even telling people my real name and evertything My question is what should I do about this? Contact CHERRYTAP and get her for harrassment? or Should I just let it go and let her keep personally attacking me? " Um... what is she talking about? The mumm she is referring to, I was asking if I was loved or hated, pretty much. Because the Sassy Cunt told me sooo many people hated me. I thought I'd ask around. Turns out, most people like me. People asked me to out her in the mumm, and I posted a link to her profile. I wasn't going to at first, but what the hell? People wanted to know. I never told ANYONE her real name. I don't even know her real name. I just said her screen name, and m

More Jokes .... For Good Spirits
A blonde calls Delta Airlines and asks, "Can you tell me how long it'll take to fly from San Francisco to New York City?" The agent replies, "Just a minute..." "Thank you," the blonde says, and hangs up. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- To get into heaven you had to walk up 100 stairs but on each stair god asks you a joke if you laugh you go to HELL. So the brunette gets to the 56th stair and bursts out laughing and gets sent to hell. Then red-head gets to the 97th stair and bursts out laughing and gets sent to hell. Then the blonde gets into heaven and bursts out laughing then god asked her "why are you laughing?" the blonde replied "I just got the first one!" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Two casino dealers are at the craps table when a cute blonde comes over and says, "I want to bet twenty thousand dollars on a single roll of the dice. But, if you don't mind, I'd I feel

Aint This A Bitch!?
well... seems like the hotel im miami wanted to charge MORE at the last minute, and the gurl that reserve the room didnt say so and end up payin most of the amout (which i would'nt have done..)..leavin us with 500 buck to come up with in 5 days...fuck that so..ITS ON TO SC BAAABBBBAAAAAYYYYYY!!!!..see ya next year miami

Story Of The Rabbits
The Rabbit nation were very much depressed in spirits on account of being very obedient to their chief, obeyed all his orders to the letter. One of his orders was, that upon the approach of any other nation that they should follow the example of their chief and run up among the rocks and down into their burrows, and not show themselves until the strangers had passed. This they always did. Even the chirp of a little cricket would send them all scampering to their dens. One day they held a great council, and after talking over everything for some time, finally left it to their medicine man to decide. The medicine man arose and said: "My friends, we are of no use on this earth. There isn't a nation on earth that fears us, and we are so timid that we cannot defend ourselves, so the best thing for us to do is to rid the earth of our nation, by all going over to the big lake and drowning ourselves." This they decided to do; so going to the lake they were about to jump in, when th

Ty
ty for the comments guys,again it is sad that some guys ruin it for all of you,this guy asked me where my good pictuers are and another ws telling me what he was doing while looking at my pictures guys this is a real turn off,it is ok to flirt and the comments on my pictures are great,but i dont want to hear that your going to jack off to my pic or print them out and jack off on it and send it too me.. love you all you are all awsome

Untitled Darkness- Small Poems
Witch, vampire, ogre Call me what you will Try to take my power Come get your fill It is I who serve the feast So take care what you consume For if the chalice you take is poison It shall surely be your doom ************************************************************* Blood, tepid and black Seeps from the knife in my back Trust one, the other turns Why be honest when you can eek by? Why suffer through hardship and pain When you can decieve to achieve your again? Because all know the rule of three Whatever you project comes back to thee So better to put out love that hate Or darkness and oblivion will be your fate ************************************************************* Rain drenches my heart and soul Shattered shards pierce my skin Must needs make them whole Before the red begins again Goad me if you think you must Label my imperfections Yet don't be surprized when you're crushed t

Breaking In Threes
All the whispering- secrets, secrets. WE need to know- WE need our security. Take care who you keeps your secrets from, for all will be known in the end and then you are but ash at my feet. Need to stop the pounding in my head- like the trigger of a Glok being pulled again and again...... At least look at me when you shoot a bullet through my head... ......like blades clashing in battle. You're like a dagger and you stick me in the heart.... Steel shall be drawn, vengeance shall be taken, blood shall be spilled. Pay the Merc her due price and ye shall be spared- fail in that endeavor and you shall be destroyed. Pounding, pounding, like thunder in my brain- like the Beast stuggling to be freed. And woe be unto those who release Her.

What The Va Does Right
What the VA Does Right BY BETSY McCAUGHEY The average hospital patient is given the wrong medication or the wrong dose at least once a day, according to the Institute of Medicine, a research organization that advises Congress. The good news is that these mistakes are less likely to happen in a hospital run by the Department of Veterans Affairs. Surprised? Recent news accounts might lead you to believe that VA hospitals are a national embarrassment. That may have been true at one time. Not any more. VA hospitals have undergone a remarkable turnaround in the last decade. On average, they earn higher marks for patient safety and quality of care than most other hospitals in America. The shameful conditions of Walter Reed, which is an Army hospital unaffiliated with the Department of Veterans Affairs, have misled the public. The situation has been exacerbated by attacks from politicians in both parties who are excoriating the VA without knowing the facts. The VA system

Not A Good Day!
Not a good day, not one at all!! Listened to a song and fell apart... Took me this long to be able to write the rest.. Listened to Aerosmith's "I Don't Want To Miss A Thing" and started crying and could not stop. If you know the lyrics you will know why. Plus, earlier this week, I let daughter borrow Jerry's phone. Forgot all about his voice message until I needed to talk to daughter. And sick with a cold/sore throat. A mess right now. Still want r/t arms around me, though.

My Trip Continues
Hello my blog readers. Greetings from Tucson, AZ. Drove almost 900 miles Saturday. I left San Marcos, Texas before the sun came up to San Antonio and then got on I-10 West toward El Paso. The skies were cloudy with temps in the low 60's. By the time I got to El Paso, the sun was out and temps were i the 80's. Drove across the lower part of New Mexico into Arizona. Hot and dry. Temp in Tucson was 92 when I arrived. I will make my California destination late Sunday. Time to post more pics of my trip.

To All My Ct Friends!!
SO ITS SATURDAY NIGHT! AS I AM ON MY WAY OUT THE DOOR TO GET MY GROOVE ON, I WANTED TO WISH YOU ALL A SEXII SATURDAY! HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU ALL SOON. ALL MY HUGS AND KISSES....MWAH!! ~SEXII CAPRIQUEEN~ PS REMEMBER VIA SIDEKICK MEANS I CAN'T RESPOND TO YOUR SHOUTS!

Guestbook
Hello everyone... I wanted to write a blog to say thank you for rate me and faning me. I also wanted to say i have a new questbook if you would all please come and sign my guesbook i would love it,, thank you

Stupidity Is Growing In Leaps And Bounds
http://www.cnn.com/2007/US/05/19/daycare.death.ap/index.html TULSA, Oklahoma (AP) -- A day care worker was being held Saturday in the death of a 2-year-old boy whose hands were bound and his mouth covered with masking tape, police said. The boy, who had been on life support, died late Thursday, Officer Jason Willingham said. Vicki Leigh Chiles was being held without bail on a complaint of first-degree murder. She was the only worker at the facility at the time, looking after eight children ages 7 and younger, Willingham said. Chiles told police the boy would not be quiet for nap time, so she used tape to silence him, an arrest report states. Chiles told investigators she left the boy unattended for a few minutes and came back to find him lying on the floor unresponsive, the report states. She said she called for an ambulance and tried to perform CPR. The state agency that oversees child day care operators was investigating Chiles' business, said Mary Leaver, an agency

Fun Weekend
ou — Sunday, May 20, 2007 So how's it going? I've had a fun weekend so far. My step brother's birthday was yesterday. My parents had a nice bbq at their house. My mom wanted to have a water fight and stuff with kids there. It was part of his birtheday part, but not really for his birthday. It was a side agenda of my mom's. My mom wanted my ex and her daughter there, so I went and got them before comeong over. It was kinda inconvienient for me, but whatever, it was for my mom. I played 21 with some people. I am sore everywhere now. About every part of my body, except my fingers and toes hurt. Especially my anke, walking is not fun. I did win though. So that's cool. I hadn't played for a long time, it was fun. I think I partly won because ai was a little taller than the other two people. The were pretty good though. I didn't think was going to win. One of the things I do, is touch the other pesons hands with the ball. That way it's expected, and con

Help A Beautiful Lady Win
COME OUT AND HELP THIS WONDERFUL PERSON OUT IN HER CONTEST. THE CONTEST IS FOR A 30 DAY BLAST. AS OF RIGHT NOW SHE IS IN 2ND PLACE. SHE IS BEHIND BY 1100 POINTS RIGHT NOW. SO IF U COULD PLEASE HELP HER OUT. FOR THE PERSON THAT HELPS HER OUT THE MOST. SHE WILL BE DOING A SALUTE JUST FOR THEM. THIS IS HER FINAL SALUTE THAT SHE WILL BE DOING ON HERE. SO IF U WANT THIS THEN PLEASE VOTE FOR HER.

Cancer
Doctor's found more cancer in three other glands. We are now up to 5 different spots in two years. He' started smoking again. He still tells his doctors that he doesn't. It's time for him to retire and spend time with his family.

My Quote For The Day
I knew life wasnt going to be a party, but since I am here, I may as well enjoy the dance ********************************************** Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect. It means you've decided to see life beyond the imperfections. So, don't say your're happy because everthing is alright, be happy because everything sucks but you're just fine....

Man Rant!!!!
Ok.....I'm extremely irritated, and need to rant!!!! I had a man approach me at work.....was flirting with me...asked for my number so he could call and take me out to dinner.....I told him that I preferred to not give my number out, but said he could give me his......he said he would just come by when I got of work.....he showed up...walked me to my car.....I asked him if he'd ever been married....had kids.....he said no to both. He said he would come see me the next day. Well.....the next day....I walk into work....and he's there...with his daughter.....he pulls me aside....and tells me that we need to be careful, because his friend told his wife that he saw us at my car......I went off....I was pissed....I told him that I couldn't believe he lied to me....his defense..."Well.....you're so beautiful....I really wanted to take you out" WHAT AN A**HOLE!!!!! Is there any loyalty in the world anymore??? Does anyone value relationships???? This is the kind of thing that makes me have n

Flesh
Gentle curves, Dancing in the moonlight Soft, silken caresses Flesh upon flesh in a never ending Dance of lust Kisses landing on Milky thighs. Traveling over fleshy mountain tops& down earthen, flowing valleys Butterfly kisses On lips of red Blazing a trial Of hot molten fire Down muscles gripped in Tense pleasure Fiercely joining In quiet desperation Passion spent But never relieved Always wanting Always craving more Tranquil nights Spent in loving arms Wrapped in a blanket Of security Forever bound to twisting Ties Of the heart, mind, body Soul

Seven Oceans Of Pain
Swimming across the first ocean,i met my friend-tears, he has been living there all alone for now many years, he keeps count of all the little tears that i have shed, on every tear,her name is tagged and my future is read. Swimming across the second ocean,i met my friend-peace, he left me the day my heart broke into million piece, sitting on that island,he keeps the broken pieces whole, and will hand over it to me,when i depart with my soul. Swimming across the third ocean,i met my friend-night, he lives there holding onto all my dreams ever so tight, every dream showcases a portrait of my never ending love, a love thats destiny seems to lie in the heaven above. Swimming across the fourth ocean,i met my friend-smile, he left me the day she refused to walk down the aisle, he captures all the sadness that lies beneath my face, and keeps them safely in my memories for me to chase. Swimming across the fifth ocean,i met my friend-fears, everytime i try to go in sear

The Beach
Waves crashing on the sand. Lovers walking hand in hand. The wind is the only sound. Bright rays of sun shining down. Toes curling in the gritty softness. Heart rejoicing, full of happiness. Seashells washing up on shore. Joining those that were there before. Closing my eyes and letting go. Sitting back to enjoy Mother Nature's show. Swooping down, a seagulls crying. Floating on the breeze, resting from flying. Dipping down he tips his wings. In a soft salute as he sings. Once again he's soaring high. As he stretches his wings to the sky. JMM-2000

Update On Life - May Need More Surgery....
I'm just doin a quick-hitting blog... Life's been crazy as heck. We're trying to figure out when our family vacation is gonna be - was going to be June, looking more like August now. We'll see. The DJ thing is still rocking along....if you haven't heard me yet - hit the Twisted Radio lounge 1-5pm EDT. I always put out a kickass show. Finally - my hip has popped in and out like crazy for the last 4 months - I have a feeling I might need it replaced...*sigh*...oh well, those are the breaks. TTYL - have a good Tuesday...

One Regret
Those nights never meant anything Despite what I'd always thought When I stayed up to hold your hand When life left you distraught Drying your face of every tear Thought you knew that we'd be alright As long as we had each other We could make it through each night Something inside you changed somehow Along the way something went wrong Pain kept gathering inside Leaving you to think I wasn't strong Pushed me out; Built up high walls Every sentence spoken filled with hate Angry words thrown around constantly Leaving everyone involved in a delicate state In a world where we only had each other We fell apart and lost our grip I never had a single regret Until one day I let you slip

Resupplied
Good Morning or Good Night or Good Afternoon, (jesus i should have just said hi) well the CT gods gave me somemore love to pass out to everyone just hope i can last longer today than i did yesterday.

I'll Miss You, But I'll Be Around
I just changed positions at my job.. this is a good thing for me. Unfortunately, it means that i no longer sit in front of a computer all day, which also means that i will not be on here nearly as much.. :(. I will get on when i can, and i will miss my peeps when i can't.. Don't forsake an absent cherry, the stem is still attached to the tree.. ;)

They Walk Among Us (humor)
I was at the checkout of a K-Mart. The clerk rang up $46.64 charge. I gave her a fifty dollar bill. She gave me back $46.64. I gave the money back to her and told her that she had made a mistake in MY favor. She became indignant and informed me she was educated and knew what she was doing, and returned the money again. I gave her the money back again...same scenario! I departed the store with the $46.64. This actually happened in Austin at MoPac Boulevard and Parmer Lane. They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail. I walked into a Starbucks with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a Grande Latte. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said "buy one-get one free." "They're already buy-one-get-one-free," she said, "so I guess they're both free" She handed me my free Lattes and I walked out the door. They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail. One day I was walking down the beach with some friends when one of them shouted, "Look a

Drunkness
Things that are difficult to say when you're drunk... a) Innovative b) Preliminary c) Proliferation d) Cinnamon Things that are VERY difficult to say when you're drunk... a) Specificity b) British Constitution c) Passive-aggressive disorder d) Transubstantiate Things that are ABSOLUTELY IMPOSSIBLE to say when you're drunk... a) Thanks, but I don't want to sleep with you. b) Nope, no more booze for me. c) Sorry, but you're not really my type. d) No kebab for me, thank you. e) Good evening officer, isn't it lovely out tonight? f) I'm not interested in fighting you. g) Oh, I just couldn't - no one wants to hear me sing. h) Thank you, but I won't make any attempt to dance, I have no co-ordination. I'd hate to look like a fool. i) Where is the nearest toilet? I refuse to vomit in the street. j) I must be going home now as I have work in the morning.

To The Point ?
Sweet unbounded soul ache For but only ones sake Lost in thoughts of two as one Lost until eternities done Missing a word so inadequate The hole left behind I truly hate Lost in the one who made me anew Lost till I am there in our space with you Sometimes when I write the words just end and there is no more to write this is short but it may be complete .

New Homepage Blog
OK ALL GOT THE BLOG STRAIGHTENED OUT FROM THE NEW FAMILY HOMEPAGE SO GO GIT-R-DONE AND READ IT.PAY ATTENTION CAUSE SO FAR NONE OF YOU ALL HAVE INDICATED YOUR DESIRE NOT TO BE A BOMBER SO I AM UNDER THE ASSUMPTION THAT EVERYONE IS ON MY SQUAD AND AS SUCH YOU ALL NEED TO BE BOMBING NATIVE HUNNY TILL FURTHER NOTICE.

Drifting Off To Sleep
Drifting off to sleep after a good orgasm was one of the nicest feelings in the world, thought Jasmine as she snuggled deep into the blue velvet sheet. She could understand why the tabloids had dubbed Byron Khamoun the ’Foreplay Pharaoh’ after one particularly outspoken kiss-and-tell story. An exotic hybrid of Syrian and Jamaican, his high cheekbones and deep brown eyes set teenage hearts trembling all over the world. But it was his voice which set her thighs trembling. Murmuring depraved thoughts, accessing her fantasies before she’d realised them, creating sordid scenarios and sensuous daydreams, Byron could get her wet with words alone. Knowing his voice had also featured on five triple-platinum albums was a bonus. Glancing at the supine figure next to her, resplendent with gold-tipped dreadlocks, she smiled sympathetically. He’s had a hard day - and night‚ I should let him rest. She was constantly amazed that no matter how tired she was, even after all that had happened between

What Is Your Seduction Style?
Your Seduction Style: The Natural You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen. Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people. You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find! People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast. What Is Your Seduction Style?

Queen-fat Bottomed Girls
Are you gonna take me home tonight ? Ah down beside that red firelight Are you gonna let it all hang out ? Fat bottomed girls You make the rockin' world go round Hey I was just a skinny lad Never knew no good from bad But I knew life before I left my nursery - huh Left alone with big fat Fanny She was such a naughty nanny Heap big woman you made a bad boy out of me Hey hey! Wooh I've been singing with my band Across the wire across the land I seen every blue eyed floozy on the way, hey But their beauty and their style Went kind of smooth after a while Take me to them dirty ladies everytime C'mon Oh won't you take me home tonight ? Oh down beside your red firelight Oh and you give it all you got Fat bottomed girls you make the rockin' world go round Fat bottomed girls you make the rockin' world go round Hey listen here Now I got mortgages on homes I got stiffness in ma' bones Ain't no beauty Queens in this locality (I tell you) Oh but I still get my

A Cloud Named Morbid
A little girl,she shouts as she points with her finger,That one,I think it's that one over there she proclaims.It's that dark one I just know it.That is the cloud called Morbid as she singles out the cloud.Thats the rainy cloud she said The stormy cloud,The thunder and lightening cloud,The hail and sleet cloud and possibly The snow cloud.It is so dismal henceforth The name,gray almost black.scary,haunting,daunting,cold casting a shadow across the ground,windy,breezy,and unfriendly. SWEET&KINKY 2007

Random
My Computer My computer is on its last legs. I'm fairly certain that any day now, it will spontaneously burst into flames as I'm illegally downloading episodes of Lost, sending pieces of computer shrapnel into my face and setting my place on fire. I'm convinced that if my computer were a person, it would have physical capabilities comparable to those of Stephen Hawking. Yes, he is alive, and yes, he can probably explain Euclidean quantum gravity, but at the same time, he can only communicate by blinking or using an electronic voice synthesizer. Like Stephen Hawking, my computer is old and diseased. It's slow, it freezes every other time I use it, and it probably hosts more viruses than a crackhouse in Harlem. One of its most irritating defects is a broken keyboard; the "G", "H", and "Delete" keys periodically get stuck, often causing me to unknowingly write cryptic emails to my friends that say, "ey, you douceba. ow's life?" This gets especially irritating when I have to ty

Huh?
My shoutbox was turned off the 21st. http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/49780/358723 You got a problem with it, remove me. I still accept all mails, and if you're in Fallouts or Elites mail me your Yahoo! Sick of the crap on CT.

#2 Pencil
The value of a Catholic education and a #2 pencil Little Mary Margaret was not the best student in Catholic School . Usually she slept through the class. One day her teacher, a Nun, called on her while she was sleeping. "Tell me Mary Margaret, who created the universe?" When Mary Margaret didn't stir, little Johnny who was her friend Sitting behind her, took his pencil and jabbed her in the rear. "God Almighty!" shouted Mary Margaret. The Nun said, "Very good" and continued teaching her class. A little later the Nun asked Mary Margaret, "Who is our Lord and Savior?" But Mary didn't stir from her slumber Once again, Johnny Came to her rescue and stuck Mary Margaret in the butt. "Jesus Christ!!!" shouted Mary Margaret and the Nun once again said, " Very good," and Mary Margaret fell back asleep. The Nun asked her a third question..."What did Eve say to Adam after She had her twenty-third child?" Again, Johnny came to the rescue. This time Mary Margaret ju

Death And Laughter...
**Archived from 11-06** I knew before my alarm went off. Today is the day. Finally. How fucking sad. What a fucking relief. My eyes stayed clenched while the alarm beeped off. beep beep beep. So annoying....But I can feel Emma asleep behind me. I held my breath and soaked that in for a moment. Before I jumped up and turned it off. I love mornings. I am a morning person. I hate to go to sleep. I'd really rather not, thank you very much. I feel like I am wasting time if I do. I love making coffee, my body still warm from sleep,my feet encased in warm fuzzy slippers. Fresh cool air and watching the sun rise over my backyard. Which is now littered with leaves. Today is the day. I premade the coffee. It was waiting for me in my red coffee pot. Three cups sat before it, already filled with the exact amount of creamer and sugar that we three needed. I poured mine. I poured Cyns. We sipped. We ahhhhhed. We hugged. We patted. We sat there a discussed the pl

He Swears
He swears every now and then to begin a better life. But when night comes with its own counsel, Its own compromise and prospects- When night comes with its own power Of a body that needs and demands, He goes back, lost, to the same fatal pleasure.

So Here's The Scoop.
this past week has been nothing short of terrible. my mom went into the hospital tuesday morning. i've been a wreck since then, now knowing things could possibly get worse with her condition. i'm glad i've had the support of my friends who in fact, are my family as well. they've made it so much easier to handle all the craziness. especially someone I would have never expected to come back into my life at the right time. lucky me eh? luck never comes my way, so I don't see it that way, but i'm very grateful. hopefully things will get better over the weekend, but all i can do right now is pray. so to whoever may read this, keep me in your prayers too, i need it more than you'll ever know.

Salute Pics!!!(for My Bombers)
I got about 10 pics up and my Digital Camera Died.. its Charging now..LOLSo if you're not listed below, I didnt forget you. Yours will be in the second wave once my Camera recharges.:DMy Current standing last time I looked was second place. Contest ends Sunday night if you would like to continue to help me out, it would be much appreciated. HUGS ALLMy Contest LinkMy Bombers(in no general order)Just Plain JohnSexxy MommaPaulLauriaKennethfryguyDocElizBriBekkaFor those just tuning in...If you want your very own Salute, pic click the link for my contest and comment bomb me.And dont forget to send me a Cmail letting me know you bombed so I can get you on my Salute list!!Thank you ALL♥ brat ♥

Horoscope For 5-25-07
People can tell when advice is being given with good motives. Alternately, they can also tell when advice is a thinly veiled attempt at control. So which is it you're doing now? Be honest with yourself.

When Are Ya'll Gonna Get It ?
When are ya'll gonna get it ? OUTLAWS AINT GANGSTERS ! True Outlaws choose to live outside both the Rule *and* Protection of etablished society, and instead live by their own stricter code. It does not include acting like punk gangsters preying on the weak and uninvolved. Instead standing up and taking care of things the old school way.

May 25, 2007
SO MUCH ANGER BREWED UP FROM FEARS,WORDS, AND ACTIONS. SO MANY DIFFERENT WORLDS THAT WE HAVE GONE THROUGH. NO ONE REALLY EVER UNDERSTANDS WHAT PAINS WE GO THROUGH FOR REAL! WE THINK WE KNOW EACH OTHER WHEN REALLY WE DON'T KNOW SHIT JUST WHAT IS FACE IS ALL!! WE ALL TALK ABOUT HATE WHEN REALLY ALL WE WANT IS LOVE! WHY DO WE EVER DO WHAT WE DO? BASICALLY BECAUSE WE KNOW WE CAN OR WE WANT TO PROVE SOMETHING TO OURSELVES AND OTHERS!

Beyond Blissful Chaos
In the night I always felt So alone Until, until you Fell unto my arms Sweet dreams You say From far far away Whispers in bliss As I taste your kiss Crying all night From such a fright Bleeding cold Drowning out my eyesight Sweat and gore Can't take it anymore Falling to the floor Screaming your name in Agony, graveling at your feet Stale and cold Rust, so old Can you please help me I beg of thee Surrender your heart And bow down Your crown of thorns Red cape Swarm around you Baby you don't know How much I Wish I could Stand before you At the hour Of your judgement day Fall through All of your shame No lies of ignorance Interrigation By mindless sacrifices Untold truth That lyes benieth your door Hidden caborn of The dawn In your heart And soul I reach out to thee Save me please From your wraith Calm down I beg Sweety Please look at me I swear I Want it to be Perfect like before I know I Fucked up so so many times I swear I Love

A Real Love Story
Sorry folks, it's been an awfully long time since I've had anything worth writing about, but today I have something. I was a pallbearer at my ex-wife's grandparents funeral today and this is a story I must share with everyone. A few years ago I took my children to see their great grandparents, Robert and Cleone. It was my weekend with my kids and we went to a local park that was very near their house. It had been a year or two since they, or I, had seen them so I decided to stop and visit them. We sat and talked for a bit and I asked where Cleone was. Robert told me she had just gone to take a nap and that she had recently begun having memory problems. At the time it was thought to be the onset of Alzheimer's. He said that it would come and go, but it seemed to be getting worse. Recently she had gotten worse and it was diagnosed that, at a previous time, she had suffered several "mini-strokes". The information I got from my ex- and her siblings was that she could remember some thing

Happy Friendship Week To You!!!!!!
I like you because of who you are to me... A true friend . And if I don't get this back I'll take the hint Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you. Something good will happen to you at 1:00-4:00 PM tomorrow. It could be anywhere -- AOL, Yahoo, outside of school, anywhere. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Please send to 5 people in 5 minutes . Remember: "A good friend will come bail you out of jail.... But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying WE screwed up, but we had fun! " Proud to be your Friend! Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence, and don't skip ahead . I've learned...that life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. I've learned...that we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for. I've learned..that money doesn't buy class. I've learned...that it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.

Ok Im Getting Ask Why The Name Change
ok im getting ask why the name change well for 1 i had gain a few pounds and wow its so hard to take off i know i hsouldnt gain it in the first place,second if iwas so hot as so ladys put it lol i would have somebody knockin on my door or callin me it isnt happening,or i get i like ot know ya but its take like 5 years so im like jeeze,so i figure callin me my new name makes me work harder i might never be a chip n dale but i hope someday to have the six pack abs and the women that quit talkin to me or repace me with studs will see this cowboy call look really just my 2 cents,i love all most of you back off from me jeeze im not that bad now :}

Sexiest Bald Man Winner Is.......
CONGRATULATIONS GOES OUT TO *Buster HYman*.... for winning the SEXIEST BALD MAN CONTEST! Congrats, Buster! (*Buster will be recieving a big pimpin gift,his pic link posted on MY page for ONE week!, a free morph and a dozen MORE roses for winning*) βûṨṪḜṞ ἯὛṁḁᾔ™@ CherryTAP ***EVERY GUY that entered in to the contest will be recieving a free morph along with another small gift for entering*** I would also like to say a big THANX to ALL the guys that entered the contest, you're all winners to me and to your friends! xoxoxo's and lotz of luv to each and every one of ya........... Rose ~aka~ Jade :D

I Am So Stressed Out
hey everyone hows it going oh man the past few days have being a roller coster man i have alot of stress on me right now i never in my life had this much stress and people just love to put it on me whoever puts stress on me thinks i can handle it but i really can't i could end up in the hospital soon with all of this stress i will admit my health right now isn't great my breathing problems are worse cause of all the stress and it's like i keep saying to myself will i ever get a break at this point it looks like i won't but at least i have john my friend my family and god by my side cause this stress is just to hard to handle and i know i can't handle anymore i'm not getting any sleep i'm hardly eatting cause i'm to stressed it's just crazy well bye for now thanks for reading peace

The Day My World Fell Apart...
I was young but not to young that i couldn't understand what was happening to me i fell, fell deep into depression. i was scared i didn't no what was going to happen, i didnt't no where i was going to end up, i didn't no who i was anymore, or even how to control myself, i would always be so mad at myself, it was to hard. i couldn't hold on no more, all i wanted to do is die, i felt like i didn't belong in this world anymore i wanted to leave everything, i wanted to be alone, all i ever wished for was to be dead, i kept this in my head, i wanted to do it to get rid of all my pain, there was nothing to live for anymore.

A Letter
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Dad." With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, Tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Dad she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack Of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really

You Want It? I Need It!
A gentle touch from my hand as I caress your cheek from your ear down to your chin. A soothing look into my eyes. A mouth painted with red lipstick, just slightly opened. A kiss that reaches into my heart and lets me know I am yours. Your arms around me to sooth any pain I may have felt. The touch of your hands against my face as you tell me you love me. A slow dance in your arms. The feeling of your head resting against my chest. The look on your face when I tell you that you're the one I've always dreamed of. The comfort in cuddling on a loveseat with a bowl of popcorn in my lap and my arm around you. A nice gentle kiss as we watch a movie that becomes romantic, you're cheering for him and her, but our attention is focused on each other. A door opening for you as you walk to my car. I take your hand as you sit down. A hand awaiting you as your door is opened and you exit. The feeling of coming home and holding you tight. A nice warm meal prepared as I come home and a be

Goodnight Peeps
Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † I hope everyone had a safe memorial day! Say a prayer for our soldiers tonight that are fighting for us. Have a awesome night peeps! Lots of love~Heather

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Thank U Everybody!! =)
i decided tonight i wanted to write my first blog saying how much i want to thank all my new cherrytap friends for showing me love! i look forward to meeting more of you along the way. gosh i hope i don't have to deal with any mean or fake people =( **mwahzzz** ♥ sky

What Dreams May Come...
Another day comes to a close. Another night to sleep. A time to lay back and let your imagination run with you. Will you dream tonight? When you dream, what will it be of? Will it be of a lover? Someone that makes you feel so special inside. Will you dream of a bad day at work? Everything going wrong that can't possibly happen in one day's time? Will you have that dream again of standing in a crowed auditorium in your underwear or nude? Will you dream of that car you once had, longing to feel the power of it as it boosts you away? Will you dream about a loved one that has passed on? Will you dream about that vacation you took a couple of years ago? Will you dream of Mister Right asking you to be his Mrs. Right? Whatever you dream tonight, I hope you sleep well and all your good dreams come true!

Freaky And Geeky
First of all, I can be a pretty good judge of character of most people (as best as I can) and this time I think I know I am slipping in my judgement. Especially where an ex-boyfriend from years ago is concerned. Now, Even I know I hit the all-time low when I ended up dating this guy FIVE times (could be less who knows at this point) from the time I was 12 to the time I was 22. I apparently didn't learn from the other times with him that I wasn't officially happy with this guy and so when I saw him at work (His cousin told me he was there) and well when I saw this guy I had known forever I thought, OMG, I must have been stupid. That was a momentary lapse of judgement because at the time I didn't remember the emotional hell I went through with him, and I had forgotten why he had left without so much as a goodbye when I last saw him. But this weekend it came back. Now, for everyone who knows me enough on here, I hate being backed into corners. You back me into a corner, and your most like

"i'll Be Gone Soon"
"I'll be gone soon" I know that I'll go to hell, 5 million secrets, but none will I tell, I know some things that could cost me my life, I dont have a gun so I sleep wife a knife, I know things that could destroy several companies, no matter where I go theres something people want from me, dont assume anything most are more then they seem, and some will just rob you and kill you while you dream, I've saved marriages, but I've also caused divorces, I'm sure my death will come as swiftly as a stampede of horses, but quitely and a from a mile away, from the bullet of a sniper, like I listened to the songs, but refused to pay the piper, I'm like a piano thats so out of tune it can only be replaced, a tape filled with porn so nasty, it must be erased, a school so shiny and new that kids cant rest till its been defaced, a courtroom with so many witnesses that they dont need a case, this is what I'm soon to be, this is what I'm doomed to be, this life just keeps consumi

The Weekend
I figured I would tell you all about my weekend. Play got here on fri a lil after 3. We went to outback for dinner that nite and then after a few attempts to see At Worlds End(Pirates of the carribean) We saw it very late cuz it kept selling out. It was good! See it. Saturday we went to a few bike shops, out to lunch at Red lobster and then we saw the movie BUG. It was the worst movie we had ever seen. I mean it was AWFUL. After the movie we went to Best Buy and looked around then out to dinner. After dinner I figured I would get him some Smirnoff Ice and I wanted to give him an extra surprise for his bday. I got him a digital camera. So long story short he got his camera and then passed out on me. Sunday drove 3 hours to Seaside Heights. I kicked his ass at skeeball. Had a cheesesteak/pizza and some Ice Cream. Walked around then headed home (I got sunburn) Went to dinner at outback. Next morning I got up (His actual Bday) And I went and got him a cheesecake and a mochacino for breakfa

Witchcraft - Basic Philosophy
Basic Philosophy Wicca, or Witchcraft, is an earth religion -- a re-linking (re-ligio) with the life-force of nature, both on this planet and in the stars and space beyond. In city apartments, in suburban backyards, in country glades, groups of women and men meet on the new and full moons and at festival times to raise energy and put themselves in tune with these natural forces. They honor the old Goddesses and Gods, including the Triple Goddess of the waxing, full, and waning moon, and the Horned God of the sun and animal life, as visualizations of immanent nature. Our religion is not a series of precepts or beliefs, rather we believe that we each have within ourselves the capacity to reach out and experience the mystery -- that feeling of ineffable oneness with all Life. Those who wish to experience this transcendence must work, and create, and participate in their individual religious lives. For this reason, our congregations, called covens, are small groups which give room

The Anniversary Gift...
Mark, a loving husband, was in trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary and his wife was really ticked off at him. She told him, "Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in under 6 seconds, AND IT BETTER BE THERE!!!" The next morning, Mark got up really early before work. When his wife woke up a couple of hours later, she looked out the window, and sure enough, there was a small gift-wrapped box sitting in the middle of the driveway. Confused, the wife put on her robe, ran out to the driveway, and took the box into the house. She opened it, and found a brand new bathroom scale. Mark is not yet well enough to have visitors

Chile
Chili Recipe This Site: My Home Cooking Mexican Food Home Mexican Food Recipes We Love Mexican Food Recipe Links Finding Ingredients Are you ready to get started! Don't worry we will take you through step-by-step. It is a very simple recipe. Chili Ingredients Chili Ingredients Chili Ingredients This recipe calls for: 1 Pound Very Lean Ground Beef 2 Tablespoons Chili Powder 1/2 teaspoon Salt 1/8 teaspoon Garlic Powder 1/8 teaspoon Red Pepper 1 teaspoon Ground Cumin Powder 1 cup water Chili Equipment Chili Equipment Chili Equipment For this recipe you will need: Large Sauce Pan Measuring Cup Measuring Spoons Stirring Spoon Beef Beef First Step: Beef Place your sauce pan on the burner and put the lean ground beef in it. Don't turn the burner on yet. Mixing Chili Spices Mixing Chili Spices Second Step: Mixing Chili Spices Now mix the

Lmao Got To Love This One, Oh I Have A Real Blog Coming Up Later
Flex your creative muscles. If you're willing to go deep, you'll discover that you have more to contribute than you thought possible. If all these ideas aren't viable now, write them down and save them for later

New Poem
SUICIDED I had never seen anything quite like this before Her lovely body on the cold tile floor Her legs spread in an impossible shape The coroner said “no sign of rape” But that’s not the story her eyes would say As she seemed to scream “fuck ya’ll” with her face

"when That Day Comes" By The Diesel
When that day comes. I’m not the one that’s going to break the silence, nor the first to mend. I’m finally letting it all go now, no longer will I have to pretend. There was a time when songs reminded me of you and everything we meant. Now I hear the melodies of hurtful memories and wish we never meet. Now only painful unanswered questions and re-construction remain. Now I’m seeking brighter, beautiful days with now such thing as rain. I got to thank you for leaving me alone, at least you had the decency of leaving a fool be. Fool or not, its funny you left me busted, did I not show you compassion? Now these days are coming and with you no longer around. You know you don’t have to look far, you know where I can be found. I just hope you remember me for who I used to be up until death. What your selfishness had to take from me and choked me from every breath. No longer will do I wake up in the morning in hopes that it was bad dreams. Hopping out bed has not been swee

Questions
What does one's heart feel when their world comes crashing down on them? How can one be saved when they can't be found? Where can one go to find their way back home? Why can't one see past the pain to find the joy in life? Will you be the person that sets one free from the wreck they call life?

Maybe My Fellow 80's Rockers Could Answer This!
why people are still saying "hella" I thought that went out when Metallica sold out in the 90's with the Load records...also why does Rosie O'Donnell live and yet Sam Kinison had to die...who has Lindsay Lohan in their Dead Pool...I heard the government wants to build a wall between the US and Mexico to keep the illegal immigrants out.If so,who do they think will build it? Yes thats right,Mexicans...I haven't heard an idea that messed up since Gary Cherone was asked to join Van Halen...anyone who has the Paris Hilton song on their Myspace page should be terminated immediately...the Pussycat Dolls are not a real band much like NSuck...oops i mean NSynch before them...why does Justin Timberlake have his own record label now...and why are Cameron Diaz and Jessica Biel fighting over him...well Cameron I could see as she's just a worn out slut now,but Jessica's still young enough where she could get someone that doesn't sing like a girl...hey JT,try steroids.At least then you might not stil

Single
What matters most are the little things. A gentle touch in the cold dark rain, a tender kiss on a sleepless night, or to hear the words, babe it will be alright. It's a nice warm shoulder to lay my head, as I curl against my lover in bed. It's his nice strong arms to hold me tight, his look of love as we turn off the light. The knowing in my heart he will always be there, the promise that for me he cares. The warmth in my heart for him alone, and a future of happiness in beginning our home. When your able to find all these little things, consider yourself blessed and don't change a thing. For God in His heaven knew from the start, how to match the right two hearts.

Can I
Can I hold you and give you a nice kiss and a big hug? let me put my lips against yours and wet them with my tongue and when you open your mouth and our tongues touch and explore all the sensations of a passionate kiss brings to our bodies and hold you tight against me so I can feel the warmth of your body

Angel Food Swirl Cake
Ingredients Makes one 10-inch cake * 1 1/4 cups sifted cake flour, not self-rising * 1 1/2 cups sugar, preferably superfine, sifted * Pinch of salt * 1/2 pint (6 ounces) fresh raspberries * 1 3/4 cups egg whites, about 12 large eggs * 1 teaspoon cream of tartar * 1 1/2 teaspoons pure vanilla extract * Buttermilk Sorbet Directions 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees, with rack in lower third. Cut parchment to fit bottom of round or heart-shaped 10-inch tube pan with legs or removable bottom. Fit paper into pan. Do not grease pan. 2. Sift flour, 1/2 cup sugar, and salt together. Sift again into a bowl. Using fork, mash 1/2 cup whole raspberries; strain through a fine sieve to yield about 1/4 cup mashed raspberries. 3. In the bowl of an electric mixer fitted with the whisk attachment, beat egg whites on medium-low speed until foamy. Beat in cream of tartar and vanilla. Increase speed to medium-high; beat until whites are nearly stif

A New Song...
Hey all, Well, I'm in the middle of working on my latest song. I'm tired of being a creeper magnet, and I somehow managed to attract the most creepy, eerie guy in the world this weekend. I wrote him a song :P Voila: Hey there sugar I know what you want But you're not gonna get it from me Flirtatious smiles And puppy dog eyes You gotta do better than that phony disguise Hey sugar, hey hey, hey sugar Hey there sugar The way you saunter It makes me feel a little sick Why don't you see? Your tactics don't work I can see right through you and I know you're a jerk Hey sugar, hey hey, hey sugar And maybe your tricks Have gotten you somewhere before But I'm not that dumb I'm not that kind of woman Just get it through your head, Hey sugar, hey hey, hey sugar.

Puddles Of Fun
Three little ducks go into a Bar.............................. "Say, what's your name?" the bartender asked the first duck. "Huey," was the reply. "How's your day been, Huey?" "Great. Lovely day. Had a ball. Been in and out of puddles all day. What else could a duck want?" said Huey. "Oh. That's nice," said the bartender. He turned to the second duck, "Hi, and whatyour name?" "Dewey," came the answer from duck number two. "So how's your day been, Dewey! ?" he asked. "Great. Lovely day. I've had a ball too. Been in and out of puddles all day myself. What else could a duck want?" The bartender turned to the third duck and said, "So, you must be Louie?" "No," she said, batting her eyelashes. "My name is Puddles."

Would You Come Down, Please?
Write me down I am the words falling apart Take this broken world off of my heart So I stumble down into the room where the templates are made And you show me that somehow I can change these days You pulled a part of me I could never understand Crashing to your side and your breaking up this silence Never to again let my courage fall You try for every moment walking hand in hand So encouraging I’m continually coming time and time again for anything you say now For this foreign affair I will abide as the middle man Cause the solo cry is more than I can stand So I walk on air and awkwardly seek out a child’s form And I know that you won’t lead me to the storm