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Please Lord, Let The Snow Stop
I'm stranded yet again away from home. My son was at his dad's this weekend so I stayed with a friend for the weekend. Got me out of mom and dad's house for awhile. Well, last night I stayed here since we knew the roads would be bad today. And bad they are. My son was supposed to be home tonight but they aren't driving anywhere cuz of the roads....and I'm still at my friend's house. Oh well, could be worse....I could be bored.....we're making Christmas cookies and drinking hot chocolate and watching The 40 Year-Old Virgin.

Cume Have Fun Join
=== '♥ ÐJ WIÇKÊÐ ÁÑGÊ£@ THÊ P£Á¥PÊÑ ♥~~Member of Total Chaos Leveling Crew ~~' spewed forth the following at '2007-12-23 23:55:20'.. > > > > > Date: December 28th, 2007 > Time : 8:00 Pm [ est ] > > > > > > > SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY... ALOT OF TIME AND EFFORT WENT INTO THIS. > PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID!!!! > > 1. NO DRAMA, VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED > > 2. ALL BIDDERS MUST HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE > > 3. REAL CASH OVER RIDES VIRTUAL CASH AND PRIZES...(WE HAVE A BREAK DOWN OF WHAT WE FEEL IS FAIR) > > 4 THE BIDDER MUST GIVE 1/2 OF ANY FU BUCKS TO THE AUCTIONEER WHO AUCTIONED THEM OFF AND THE OTHER HALF TO THE PERSON YOU WON BEFORE RECEIVING YOUR PRIZE. > > 5. THE PERSON WHO YOU WIN HAS 1 WEEK TO FULL FILL OBLIGATION TO BE DECIDED ON BY BOTH PARTIES. (THIS IS BECAUSE SOMETIME YOU CANT TALK AT THAT TIME OR NEED TO GET CAMERA FOR PICS AND ALSO YOU WANT TO STILL HANG OUT AT AUCTION.. ITS THE HOLIDAYS WERE ALL BUSY) > > 6. IF THE PERSON DOESNT

A Love For All Time
Breathless kisses Burning touches Soft-spoken words of love Urgently spoken words of passion. A man and a woman One complete love Since time began Predestined to be as one. We've been together before In other lifetimes We've fought dragons And have been torn from each others arms Yet our love prevailed. We've walked on this earth many times together Perhaps for a moment Perhaps for years But our heart is one heart And we were meant to be. So when our time on earth Once again comes to a close Have no worries my dear For we will find each other again And again And again. For our love is ageless Eternal A love for all time.

True Friends
MyHotCommentsThis is how I feel about friendship True friends,love you no matter what you think say or do,True friends do not smile in your face and then stab you in the back,True friends accept you as you are not what they want you to be,True friends always have your back and wont leave you hanging.True friends hurt when you hurt,cry when you cry,go out their way to help you solve problems,True friends do not force their beleifs on you they just love you till you get to where you are going,True friends,true friends do not talk over you they listen till you are finished,True friends have faith to accomplish things when you do not.True friends never leave your side,this is how I feel about friendship.God bless Lisa

Should Or Should I Not?
I am seriously thinking about leaving Fubar. I just no longer not sure why I am here. I have found my heart and soul is always getting hurt. I think my life is now coming back to stand still like it did several years back when I felt the need overwhelming need to hurt someone, but instead I took pills to try too end my life. I once again begin to slide back into drinking and drugs... I find when I try to reach out....I can't. I find my life at times has no real purpose in it. Though I have two poetry books out. I still find unworthy of life. So now.... With lot of things hitting me.... I sit with my dark desire to end my life again. So I will no longer feel the pain in life or around me. Why do people have to use or play with hearts and soul to where it comes to end of nothing but lies. I am sorry.... I thought the time away with helping my aunt out after her surgery would make feel better. but fuck XMas and whatever else holidays there are. I guess once again I should wither away

Who's Got Da Funk
Who's Got Da Funk mixed by DJ Muzik-AL 'WHO'S GOT FA FUNK' FEATURES SOME CLASSIC CLUB TRAX WITH A 90'S DISCO FLAVA. This is a 30min preview from the full 48min House mix. For a full tracklist visit www.djmuzikal.moonfruit.com/whosgotdafunk http://www.esnips.com/doc/4cc8042d-0347-4a4d-81a9-34db910ed65b/DJ-Muzik-AL---Whos-Got-Da-Funk_128

Cinderella
Cinderella I’m standing on the stairs in a magnificent hall Wearing the dress that I bought for the ball It’s long and flowing, sparkling white My tiara of diamonds shines in the light At the bottom of the stairs you’re waiting for me And I gracefully float down for all to see You take my hand and touch my face You’re the only one I notice in the expansive space We’re now dancing in shadows of flickering light Holding each other close, holding each other tight You kiss my neck and then touch my face Then kiss my lips in a loving embrace Time stands still whilst we are together Feels so good, it seems like forever I look at the clock, that cannot be right But the bells start to chime, confirming midnight But there’s no need to leave From the ball tonight I’ll be with you my prince For the rest of our life

Soaring Above The Sea
Tomorrow I am off to Myrtle Beach. On Friday we will be letting Jakies ashes flow through the ocean air into the calming sea. My Jacob always loved the beach. What could be more perfect for him. Today I have cried more, I guess because it will be over Friday. Then what? I have done what I think I should do. I called a lady that set me up with a surport group for the end of Jan. A bunch of people sitting around being depressed, lovely. This hurts dammit more than I thought, and the next person who says but he is in a better place I may punch them. I know everyone is just trying to say something nice. Yes he doesnt hurt and I guess yes he is in a better place, but he isnt here. I can run my hands through his thick brown hair. I cant see that big smile that made everyone fall in love with him.

Stunned...
Bold, beautiful and compassionate. She had giant brass balls, a woman speaking out and leading others to a better place in a environment that oppresses and degrades women just because. And she served as Prime Minister, twice, in a world that just wanted to destroy her. We, as a common people, have lost a piece of something too great to be contained in a mortal shell today.

Blah
So after some tough considerations... i have decided that by the end of the month i will be moving back to indianapolis... I made an offer on a house... I am going back to finish my degree in psychology, raise my kids, and generally try to move on with my life. For those of you who i hadnt told.. i was battling cancer for the past year.. and well with a go from the good ole docs i am off and running again. I cant waste anymore time sitting around waiting for the world to fall into my lap.... or a man to make me happy... Wish me luck its going to be a long road... but no worries this time i checked the tires ;) Dont get me wrong while i was here in jacksonville i did meet a few of awesome people... and well like 4 out of 10,000 aint bad right!?! But i hope you all keep in touch... cause i will miss the hell out of you. So thanks to jack for getting me out of the house for the first time in over three years... and thanks to muh nate for always being there when i called, and for the longe

Bhutto Funeral Held In Pakistan
Bhutto funeral held in Pakistan Thousands of people have attended the funeral of killed Pakistani opposition leader Benazir Bhutto. Grief-stricken mourners converged on the family mausoleum where she was buried next to her father near their home village in Sindh province. The coffin, draped in the flag of Ms Bhutto's party, was driven in a white ambulance through dense crowds. Pakistani security forces are on high alert, as violence has broken out in several cities across the country. President Pervez Musharraf has appealed for calm, following Ms Bhutto's death at an election rally on Thursday, where a gunman opened fire on the former Pakistani prime minister and then blew himself up. The plain wooden coffin was taken from Ms Bhutto's family home to the burial site 7km (four miles) away at the village of Garhi Khuda Bakhsh. Mourners - some weeping and beating their heads and chests - jostled to see the casket, which was accompanied by her husband, Asif Ali Zar

This Pain
Holding you in my arms, cursing my hands. Regretting what I've done, knowing it will never mend. Calling your name out loud, holding my head. Remembering the things I've done, and all the things I said. I know why you went away, you don't need to explain. Not much left that I can say, but you don't need THIS PAIN. Lying flat upon my back, face up to the sky. Counting all the stars, for all the times I made you cry. I loved you, I hurt you, I pushed you far away. I love you, I want you, but you don't need THIS PAIN. Holding in my hand, a tear stained photograph. I'm the one who let you go, now I don't know

Another New One
A bloke wins the lottery and decides to buy himself a Harley Davidson, he goes down to his local bike shop and after purchasing a top of the range bike, the owner of the shop tells him to coat the bike in Vaseline every time it looks like raining. That night he goes and picks his girlfriend up on his new toy and heads over to her parents house for the first time. As they arrive there, she explains to him that whenever they have dinner, don't talk. "If you talk," she tells him, "you have to do the pots." The man is astounded as he walks into the house as it is a complete mess. Anyway, the family all sit down for dinner not saying a word. The man decides to take advantage of the situation by groping his girlfriend's tits, yet there is not a sound from anyone. So he decides to shag his bird on the table, and still there is not a word. He then proceeds to do his girlfriend's mum over the table, but still, amazingly, there's not a word from anyone. Just at that moment he notices the rai

How Much Longer Can We Afford A Democrat Senate Majority?
The costs of the Democrat Congress are clear and mounting: $300,000 earmark for the San Francisco Exploratorium museum in the Labor-HHS-Ed appropriations bill proposed by House Speaker Nancy Pelosi $1 million earmark for the Woodstock Museum proposed by Senators Hillary Clinton and Chuck Schumer $2 million earmark for the Charles B. Rangel Center for Public Service, the Rangel Conference Center and the Charles Rangel Library in New York City proposed by Congressman Charlie Rangel $3 billion in border security funding stripped from the defense spending bill by Democrats $23 billion in additional spending proposed by Democrats over the President's budget request $313 billion in additional spending proposed by Democrats over 10 years $1.3 trillion in additional taxes proposed by Democrats in the "Mother Of All Tax Hikes" How much longer can we afford a Democrat Senate majority? What would happen if there was a Democrat President?

Tonight
Lust electric Gentle nibble Delicate flick Juices trickle Tender mouthful Indulgent sips Spasms sinful Gyrating hips Thrusts entrancing Feverish pace Teeth caressing Deadlock embrace Lust electric Unabated Flesh metallic Liquidated

If Ya Here For Points
Due to a high rate of link fraud activity found on the site, fubar only offers the 10K referral bonus to users who refer friends through an EMAIL invite. This means that if you refer a friend through your referral link on another site, you will not receive the recognition nor will you get the points. This is not because we don't appreciate your referral, but simply because we have now chosen to verify referred users through VALID EMAIL REFERRALS. To receive all your referral points, fubar suggests sending out email invites to valid email addresses. You can do that by going to your INVITE page (http://fubar.com/invite.php). Your friends will have to sign up through the link in the email and complete the registration process to award you the points. If they see the email, then go to the site on their own, it will not verify the points to your account. Again, fubar appreciates your referrals and we hope you continue to invite your friends and family to the coolest bar online. Par

Are Paying The Price Of Dishonesty With Good Intentions?
The price of dishonesty is self-destruction. --Rita Mae Brown There once was a woman who told her husband what she thought he wanted to hear. She told him she was happy when she wasn't. She told him she liked his friends when she didn't. She tried to figure out what he wanted so she could do it for him. She felt hurt when he didn't do the same for her. She felt he should also try to read her mind and do what she wanted without her having to express it. She was scared to tell him how she really felt. However, her pain and resentment grew so much she couldn't stand it any longer, so she told him her true feelings. He was so used to hearing her lies that he called her a liar when she told the truth. Now she knew how much she had hurt herself by trying to please him at the cost of her own honesty and needs. Honesty is necessary for a good relationship with anyone. When we lie to ourselves, we cannot tell the truth to others. By being honest, we open our doors to others, we trus

Does It Matter
Does it matter that i climbed that mountain alone. Does it matter that i swam that raging sea alone. Does it matter that i cried a million tears with so many fears, with no time to heal, cause i didnt know how to feel. Does it matter that the scars are so deep and that mountain was so steep that i fell you didnt hear me yell. Does it matter that you werent there when all i did was care. Does it matter that all i did was try and all you did was make me cry. Does it matter that you werent there yes, it does matter to me Does it matter to you cause i was there and i really did care. but does it matter

Odd Sex Facts
Strange customs - In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death. (Like THAT makes sense.) - In Bahrain, a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is prohibited from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. - Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers; the sex organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times. (A brick?) - The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. (Wonder which head?) - There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the first time. Reason: under Guam law, it is expressly forbidden for virgins to marry. (Let's just think for a minute; is there any job anywhere else in the world th

Test Your Love Compatibility With A Sagittarius Person
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Birthday Backlash
My "best friend" is pissed at me. I was, apparently unbelievably rude and am selfish and unappreciative. All this over my wanting to leave a club early. On a Friday night. After a long day at work. Theresa went to great lengths to plan a birthday night out, dinner out at Bucca di Beppo, with some dancing at a new club in Long Beach, called V2O. I had worked the entire day, having been up since before 6a.m. She calls me and tells me to be at her house by 5:30p.m. She lives in Mission Viejo, and I work in Rancho Cucamonga (for those not in the know, that's about a 40 ish mile trip, depending on the route) I get off work at 5:00p.m. EVERYday...Monday through Friday. I drive down to her, only to be told to hurry up and get ready the reservations are at 7:00. We drive to Huntington Beach, in traffic and get there late. There were about 7 of us, including Theresa's bf (I mention him, only because I REFUSE to go out with just the two of them, they are wicked embarrasing to

Ipod Again.
last night between 2am and 430am it decided to erase itself. i cant reload anything onto it cause itunes is tellin me it needs 'restored'. cant restore it cause i cant get on the interwebs at work with my laptop. i mean, seriously. what the F, bob? this is getting ricockulous. it was last sunday that this piece of shit was last acting up on me. and im stuck at work for 10 hours before i can even mess with anything to fix the problem. fuck.

The Defining Moments~
There are moments we all have. Moments that make up a tenth of a percent of the time we spend in this life. Although they are a brief moment in time, they are the moments that define who we are, how we look at things, and what we think. These moments are often over looked while we experience them but long remembered when we consider the who, what, when, where, and whys of our life. I love you guys and the fact that you take time out of your days to bounce around my brain. It means the world to me and I never feel like I can thank you enough. I know a lot of times you see a guy who's primary focus is tits, ass, beer, and baseball… But I am a real person, and I have had many moments that define who I am. I'd like to share them with you. 6 years old- I was at a bbq with my parents and my mom decked me out in all sorts of stupid ass sailor gear. These two girls were smiling at me and blowing kissing. One finally said, "You are so cute." I was so embarrassed I cried and told my mom

Blah Blah New Year Blah Blah
Yep.. its getting to be about that time.. No resolutions for me, I always ALWAYS break them. Goin to my grandma's house for black eyed peas and cornbread tomorrow. So yeah basically if youre reading this, Happy new year!

The Banshee
Off in the distance I hear it Clamoring along its way Coming to take the unknowing On a fateful trip this very day I hear the screech of the all mighty The banshee rides once again Death has knocked upon a door Unknowing they paused to let it in It has taken a dear loved one Pain fills them with sorrow this day They fought with all their might To drive that horrid banshee away They can see the cold blackness The hooded cloak it now wears From the arms of the loved ones The body of another it now tears I know not who the banshee On this night came to find I awake in total darkness now A coldness fills my mind I know now it was not a dream That filled my head last night It was for me that the banshee came As I had lost my life’s last fight On this ride I now go with peace It carries my heart and soul The wheels of the carriage of death On my final journey I now roll © Tall Mountain Dreamer October 10, 2007

I Did This Last Year So Again This Year
this year was to be understated eventful ..... but i did acheive a few of my goals so not a complete waste of time .. i ve had a share of good times out with my girls and friends having babies and things but im glad 2007 is over my plans for 2008 are completing my nvqs and plenty of travelling heading towards the states with possible views to stay .. but that is to be seen wether it happens on;y time will tell !! i lost ( not in the death way) a very good friend this year which was harsh but i gained many more ... well good luck to you all and heres to another year ... love ya all HAPPY NEW YEAR xx luci xx

I'm Not A Fubar Whore
OK.... WE ALL LIKE TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS HERE, AM I CORRECT? WELL...... I'M NOT HERE TO MEET MEN WHO JUST WANT TO ADD ME TO YAHOO, SO THEY CAN CAM ME AND MAKE *SOME HONEY*..AND HERE I SHOW YOU THE PERFECT EXAMPLE..... HoTTurKGuYo hubby here tarik reis: if u were alone liked to make honey? tarik reis: cam to cam Dorris Stanley: wut part am married n not cam w/o hubby u not catch? tarik reis: Dorris Stanley: i'm not that type to cam everyone i meet tarik reis: ok Dorris Stanley: not wut i joined fubar for Dorris Stanley: i am very happy with my husband and his Penis is the only one i care to see Dorris Stanley: and i'm sure there other wh0res in fubar who would love he chance to cam and make honey with you Dorris Stanley: i'm sorry NOW.................... FOR ALL YOU MEN LOOKING TO MAKE SOME *HONEY*..... PASS THIS BEAR UP.. LIKE I TOLD THIS TURKEY, I AM VERY, AND I MEAN VERY CONTENT WITH MY HUSBAND AND HIS PENIS... I AM NOT HERE TO CYBER, CAM, *MAKE HONEY* OR TO F**

Happy New Year
Hello all, and welcome to 2008. Hope you are all having a good day. What is everyone up to? I'm not doing much today, just vegging. Its awful quiet here this morning, is everyone still passed out from last night?

Invasion
His invasion reopens the flesh wound. The stinging truth rises to the surface, Like a red flag on a battlefield. She recoils, Retreats from piercing eyes, Not quite sure why She keeps inviting the intruder in the first place. There is an assumption that comes with withdrawal. It somehow represents giving in to a greater power. She smiles, knowingly. Let them make their assumptions. She fears no pain, No blood, No tears, Only restraints And blindfolded executions.

Re: ****~the Secret Government~****
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Bobby Date: 02 Jan 2008, 04:18 The Federal Reserve is neither Federal nor a Reserve. Owned by a corrupt group of International Bankers, it is a privately owned monopoly, largely responsible for creating America's National Debt. It is also a parasitic and unnecessary entity that literally creates American currency out of nothing and then collects interest on the backs of taxpayers for doing so.WHO OWNS THE FEDERAL RESERVE?The Rothschilds of London and Berlin; Lazard Brothers of Paris; Israel Moses Seif of Italy; Kuhn, Loeb and Warburg of Germany; and the Lehman Brothers, Goldman Sachs and the Rockefeller families.Part 1: Corrupt Federal Reserve - Robbing Americans Since 1913 CFR - The Secret Government [2/3] Ever wonder why the corporate media simply refuses to cover certain stories or why they often omit or cherry pick through an important event?The CFR Controlled Media Cabal [3/3]

Another Update
Here is another update to my About Me section. Yes, I do mention LOVES of my life. You can voice an opinion about that, just don't judge me. FIRST OFF, FOR ANYONE OUT THERE WHO ACTUALLY READS PROFILES, I AM A GUY. YOU MIGHT HAVE KNOWN THAT IF YOU HAD READ THE PROFILE TO START WITH CONSIDERING I MENTION THAT I AM A PROUD FATHER.I GET VERY IRRITATED WITH PEOPLE WHO DON'T BOTHER TO READ THE PROFILE BEFORE THEY LEAVE COMMENTS OR SEND ME SHOUTS. SECOND OF ALL, NO, I DO NOT HAVE A SALUTE PIC AND PLEASE DON'T ASK ME FOR ONE. I DON'T THINK THAT I SHOULD HAVE TO TAKE A PIC WITH SOME DAMN SIGN IN FRONT OF ME, MY PROFILE SCREEN BEHIND ME OR ME IN A SITE T-SHIRT THAT I DON'T OWN ANYWAY JUST TO PROVE I AM A REAL PERSON. YOU EITHER BELIEVE I AM OR YOU DON'T. PERSONALLY, I COULDN'T CARE LESS. THE IMPORTANT PEOPLE KNOW. FOR INSTANCE, MY WIFE, WHO ALSO HAS A PROFILE HERE ON FUBAR. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO MEET HER AND ASK HER FOR YOURSELF, LET ME KNOW AND I WILL HAPPILY DIRECT YOU TO HER PROFILE.

So I Havent Exactly Been Around Much
There's been a lot going on --what with the holidays and the stress that comes with them--thank the Gods that they are over! I've been spending a lot of time on deviant art, browsing, adding more faves, trying to decide who to add as the fave of the week. I've also been busy doing requests for co-workers and of course for my Sweetheart---Roo :) I haven't forgotten any of you--I miss you all--really. I hope that 2008 has started out well for everyone of you. Have a wonderful day! Brightest Blessings Stace

Facts
A shrimp's heart is in its head. The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said to be the toughest tongue twister in the English, language. Rats multiply so quickly that in 18 months, two rats could have over a million descendants. Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times. If the government has no knowledge of aliens, then why does Title 14,Section 1211 of the Code of Federal Regulations, implemented on July 16 1969, make it illegal for U.S. citizens to have any contact with extraterrestrials or their vehicles? In every episode of Seinfeld there is a Superman somewhere. A duck's quack doesn't echo, and no one knows why. 23% of all photocopier faults world-wide are caused by people sitting on them and photocopying their butts. Most lipstick contains fish scales. Like fingerprints, everyone's tongue print is different. If you sneeze too hard, you can fracture a rib. If you try to S

Ten Thoughts To Ponder For 2008_
**Number 10** **Life is sexually transmitted.* **Number 9** **Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die.* * **Number 8** **Men have two emotions:* *Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich**.* * **Number 7** **Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day,* *teach a person to use the internet* *and they won't bother you for weeks.* * **Number 6** **Some people are like a Slinky** .* *Not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile* *when you shove them down the stairs.* * **Number 5** **Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday,* *lying in hospitals dying of nothing.* * **Number 4** **All of us could take a lesson from the weather.* *It p

Your Promise Moved My Heart
Sue the blog you posted "this promise to my baby" has moved my heart and my soul. The words on that page made me smile and know what the love of a woman truly is a love that is not just said but felt. Those words are that of someone willing to do what it takes and fight for her love not runaway when things get to hard, but the love to fight and make it. I know that love is not what you say or what you have but the true joy and the smile you get being in each others life. If what someone says or they have is all you care about that is not love. I gave the kinda love you displayed to another and it was not returned. The pain of myself and my 4 children is evidence of that and the pain still trying to be inflicted shows that. But I have no more pain I have you in my life. We have only talked on the phone and on the PC we have never met and never slept together. But your words your actions have shown more love than any person that have had their arms around me. That promise is the promis

Please Give Me One More Day
Please give me one more day, Please say you'll stay. Never meant to stray. Wanted to make a new start never meant to break your hearts. Please give me one more day, please say you'll stay. I wanted to make a change, but now it feels so strange. I only wanted my mother, never meant to be a bother. Please give me one more day please say you'll stay. Never meant to cause you pain, didnt mean to cause the rain. Please Give me one more day, please say you'll stay. Now i only want to cry, cause i know i did try. I only sigh cause we said goodbye, I want to die, how could you lie. Please give me one more day, please say you'll stay. I only wanted my father never meant to be a bother. I thought i was strong how could i be so wrong. Please give me one more day. please say you'll stay I promise I wont stray. Just one more day. I dont want to say goodbye. I love you mom and dad, but why do you make me sad, why cant you be glad, i feel so lost but what's the c

Freak In Bed Test, I Got A 60.....
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRYS B. CHERRYS C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? -HEADBOARD -NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? LEO VIRGO SCORPIO LIBRA GEMINI ARIES CAPRICORN CANCER PISCES AQUARIUS TAURUS SAGITARIUS 9.PICK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF THESE... A. ASRTO VAN B. O

(419)277-2163
You opened this so you have to do it. Put the number representing what you are depending on the question. At the end it will look like a phone number so then put it in the subject line. You must do this or you will get bad luck for one entire year. Here's your new digits: (area code)### - #### ------------------------------- 1st number: Your relationship status 1- gay 2- taken 3- single and what ever happens, happens... 4- single and like someone but no chance with that person 5- taken & loving every second of it. 6- taken and like somone else 7- taken and confused 8- single and like someone that likes you back. 9- love someone 0- just dating around ------------------- 2nd number: Your current mood 1- Nervous 2- Sad 3- Cheerful 4- Angry/mad 5- happy 6-Confused 7- Sleepy 8- Just fine 9- Excited 0- blah ---------------------- 3rd number: The color of your shirt 1- Black 2- Pink 3- Yellow 4- Red/Reddish 5- Blue 6- Green 7- White/Gray/brown 8- Pur

Strength !
STRONGER THAN YOU THINK You are stronger than you think, remember to stand tall. Every challenge in your life helps you to grow. Every problem you encounter strengthens your mind and your soul. Every trouble you overcome increases your understanding of life. When all your troubles weigh heavily on your shoulders, remember that beneath the burden you can stand tall, because you are never given more than you can handle... and you are stronger than you think

Souful Sadness
I stare out the window, watching the rain fall. I seem to always smile, but my heart is sad. I stand in the rain so no one can see my tears. No one seems to know, the real me, who I am. I want people to know, yet I dont say anything. Content on where I am at in life But my soul not content. Its tired of being lonely, its tired of it all. Just want to dance, just want to smile. Smile because my soul is on fire. True Love is A Friendship on Fire. I want to be on fire. Instead of being wet and damp Standing in the rain.

Change
Don't resist; Be flexible. Don't be rigid; Be supple. Welcome change! Each change Is an illumining opportunity To knock at the door Of fulfilling progress sweet. ~ Change yourself slowly And cheerfully. Conditions will change immediately And unimaginably. ~ The mind thinks That any change Is painful. The heart feels That any change Is powerful. ~ Change your attitude! Lo, look what stands before you: Plenitude! ~ Change your mind If you do not want anybody To bind your life. ~ Not because you are clothed In a frail body, But because of your obdurate Unwillingness to change, Your life is a misery-haunted house.

I Love Being A Masshole
1. The Red Sox World Series wins were, and will always be, the greatest moments in your life. 2. The guy driving in front of you is going 70 mph and you're swearing at him for going too slow. 3. When ordering a tonic, you mean a Coke. 4. You went to Canobie Lake Park or Water Country as a kid. 5. You actually enjoy driving around rotaries. 6. You do not recognize the letter 'R' as a part of the English language. 7. Your social security number starts with a zero. 8. You can actually find your way around the streets of Boston . 9. You know what a 'regular' coffee is. 10. You keep an ice scraper in your car year-round. 11. You can tell the difference between a Revere accent and a Dorchester accent. 12. Springfield is located 'way out west.' 13. You almost feel disappointed if someone doesn't flip you the bird when you cut them off or steal their parking space. 14. You know how to pronounce the names of towns like Worcester, Billerica, Gloucester, Peabody and Haverhill ! 15.

If You Get A Chance, Please Help Me In This Contest
(repost of original by 'Joyridin ---Dirty Bitch Crew' on '2008-01-03 18:43:14') (repost of original by 'Dj~HarleyMoon~Magnum Radio~Gates FU Wife |m|( . )Y( . )|m| & Gr8t DSL's' on '2008-01-04 09:42:53') (repost of original by 'Joyridin ---Dirty Bitch Crew' on '2008-01-04 11:18:37') (repost of original by '.·´¯)ÑÊMÊ§Î§(¯`·.DirtyBitch Crew' on '2008-01-04 11:30:12') (repost of original by 'Dj~HarleyMoon~Magnum Radio~Gates FU Wife |m|( . )Y( . )|m| & Gr8t DSL's' on '2008-01-04 11:46:05') (repost of original by 'Joyridin ---Dirty Bitch Crew' on '2008-01-04 11:54:46') (repost of original by '♫DJ §WEET2TOUCH1♫☼Magnum Radio Live☼₧4Touching' on '2008-01-04 12:00:38')

S/o My Ass
Hmmm.....I just love having my friends coming to me complaining about their bf/gf. Just the highlight of my day,NOT. They always tell me oh he/she not talking to me much anymore and i don't know what to do or i don't know what i done wrong. Well the 1st thing you done wrong was get a bf/gf that don't acknowledge that you even fucking exist. If your so called S/O makes you sit and wonder if your with them or not. Time to find you a new S/O. You shouldn't have to sit there and wonder if your taken or not. You should know.If your the only one in the relationship that seems to be doing all the work....fuck that shit....find a new S/O. Any type of relationship is 50/50. Even a friendship.If your the only one thats saying lovey dovey things and or post their pics on your page or leaving comments. HA............Stop doing that. Take their shit off your page and get a new bf/gf. One thats actually with you and wants to prove and show it.If he/she seems to just talk to you when you say somethi

::know Me More/faqs::
Everytime I log onto here, my shoutbox is always full of the general questions so I've decided to post them here and answer =] Q. Were you born here or in Croatia? A. I was born here in the states in Los Angeles...my mom's side immigrated here from Croatia and my dad is from Croatia so its all Croatian in the family!! Q. Do you speak Croatian? A. Not fluently but enough to get me by if needed =] I also speak a little bit of French. Q. Where are you now? A. California Q. How old are you? A. 20-years-old, my birthday is August 7 Q. Are you single? A. Yes Q. Whats you're bra size? A. None of your damn business Q. What kind of underwear do you wear? A. The kind you wear under your pants Q. Any tattoos and piercings? A. 4 piercings, no tattoos Hmmmm thats all I can think of but keep the questions coming =]

Fed Up !
Day in and Day out, I go to work , I come home and wish I was still at work. I am not a mean person, But I find myself becoming more and more rude to my mother in law. See she has lived with us for about 3 years now, and boy let me tell you I have never been around some one who is NOT happy UNLESS she is bitching about something. I mean I have seen her going off at the cat when there is no one to scream at. Its just annoying anymore. At fisrt I thought it was an adjustment thing. but ok its 3 years later and she what still not adjusted? I dont understand what she has to bitch about. She dont pay rent, she dont pay bills, She calls me a bitch and what not cause I ask her to buy toliet paper from time to time. And trust me since shes moved in we go through it. I guess another thing that annoys me is not only do we have her living her but we also have his younger brother living here( like 30 years old) plus we have his daughter every other weekend. Now he is suspose to pay rent

Just Another Thingy Jiggy
soooo im in a contest for the sexiest mummer.. blah blah blah.. be great if you could drop by and rate me blah blah blah or something .. anywhos it would be just peachy!:D thanks for your time and all that junk! later dayz!

Systemax To Buy 16 Compusa Stores
Systemax agrees to buy 16 CompUSA stores MORE FROM BUSINESSWEEK The Problems with Boards Samsung LCD: Deep Colors at a Discount World Wide Web: Land of Free Stuff Jim Cramer: Mad No More? A Little 'Intel' on Apple's Next Move More from BusinessWeek High-Definition Knockout The Stealth Oil Giant Apple: More Than a Pretty Face Charity vs. Capitalism in Africa Sony BMG Plans to Drop DRM Story Tools order a reprint digg this save to del.icio.us DALLAS Computer manufacturer and seller Systemax Inc. said Sunday it has agreed to take over as many as 16 CompUSA stores from the recently sold electronics retailer. Systemax will also purchase the CompUSA brand, trademarks and e-commerce business from the struggling Dallas-based company, which was sold last year to restructuring firm Gordon Brothers Group LLC. "We believe the value of the CompUSA brand remains very high," Systemax CEO Richard Leeds said. "The company has a long legacy of value pricing, servi

You All Know And Love Her, Now It's Time To Help Her!
Most of you already know LSD's Shell and if you don't you should! She's sweet as hell, goes out of her way to help anyone that needs it... So now it's her turn. She's on her way to becoming Godmother... let's help her get there! Rate/Add/Fan (if you haven't already)... rate her pics... whatever you can! Let's make her the first Godmother from Indiana! =D LSD's SHELL™ ~~I LUV MY A&A's~DYLON's DIVA's~@ fubar (repost of original by 'Andrea ~~Sean's girl & Fu-Fiance to LSD's Shell~~ Rider of the Love Machine' on '2008-01-06 14:28:23') ANDREA IS MY BESTEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD.. GO TELL HER SHELL LOVES HER =P Andrea ~~Sean's girl & Fu-Fiance to LSD's Shell~~ Rider of the Love Machine@ fubar

Mums
you no what its pretty funny alot of jackass in the mums that try to start a internet fight its really old and its really pointless and if ur going to make fun of me becuse i cant spell if my life depends on me then do so wont hurt me that jsut means iam way better then you so dont go being all butt hurt if ur asking someone to be str8 up blunt and that can keep it real if you dont like what i say in the mums dont listen dont so how fucking stupid you really are by comeing to my page downrateing me then blocking me thats very much acting like a kid please act ur age if you cant do so then remove ur self from me i might be a nice guy but i wont think again before riping ur head off belive me i still got the bad boy in me i just dont show it like i use too

Today's Pentacostal Evangel - Dec, 30 2007
During my vacation to see family in Missouri, my parents brought home this Christian magazine and I started to read this one article called "2007 - A Look Back" in the Dec 30, 07 issue of TPE: Today's Pentacostal Evangel. I sent this on 1-06-07 to the magazine and one of the writers of a section of this article who is a lawyer and I'm waiting for a response. Some of it has many facts I have stated in previous blogs, including a new section stating that there are actually 7 days of creation, and not 6, because the chronology in the Bible is textually incorrect. .............. God is not responsible for human suffering. The human ego (false self-image) is. God does not have a plan or intention and make choices for us or we would cease to have free will. You cannot earn a "free" gift that was given out of unconditional love by earning it by meeting conditions or it ceases to be a gift and to be unconditional. Christianity cannot bring peace by bringing prophecies about the Arm

Fuckin Hell
I dont know what's going on anymore. people spreadin shit about me. I might end up back in DCP. to much shit went down in 1 muthafuckin day!!! I hate this shit. I hate feeling like this all the time. that's why I basicly stoped hagin with my friends for a long ass time. But I knew, I FUCKING knew that when I start chillin with people again, that this shit was going to happen. I dont want to loose what I want. I dont want to give up what I've been fighting to hard to keep. Fuck this planet, and everyone in it!!! FUCK YOU!!! FUCK HIM!!!! FUCK HER!!! FUCK YOU ALL!!!! I'm moving out of state. I'm actually going to be a pussy, a wimp, a dumbass, and I'm running away from it all. I know it wont take the pain away. But it will ease my pain overtime. I feel like major shit. AND I DIDNT EVEN DO ANYTHING!!! I hate you, I hate everyone. dont fucking talk to me. dont be talkin shit on me unless it's true. fuck you -Skitzo

Boo Boo Spotlight Part2
M$Dalla$©Gotti Family Don™@ fubar Miss Honey@ fubar ~?Temptress?~I F@N ALL MY FRIENDS!@ fubar REDHAWK@ fubar Tennisgirl1987 -- 2nd Alarm Hotties Member.... PLEASE READ MY PROFILE!!!@ fubar ?ANGEL~BABY?®™(?FU BAD B*TCH?) ?PLZ RATE MY PAGE..TY?@ fubar ?heartme? aka dinarocks*FuOwned By JAK*@ fubar *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*#26*GODFATHER*1st,Oracle* FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY@ fubar ?x§üNRI§É ® Pi?Bull-Mâfiâ-CluB-FÃR@ fubar k.A.r.M.a.@ fubar WHISKEYRIVERO4@ fubar ??Katie?Please sign my guestbook??

Positive Purpose
The events in our lives happen in a sequence in time, but in their significance to ourselves they find their own order. --Eudora Welty Certain opportunities will come and go. Yet it is never too late and never too early to experience the richness of living with positive purpose. Circumstances change from moment to moment, week to week, and year to year. And in every circumstance there are ways to find true fulfillment. You can always make a difference. You can always make a valuable contribution. By so doing, you connect yourself to life's greatest treasures. For the treasures that bring fulfillment are the ones you have a part in creating. The joys of this golden moment are yours to live, no matter how you arrived here. For in this moment you have the opportunity to give the best of yourself. This day is as fresh and wonderful and filled with opportunity as any you've ever known. Live it with positive purpose, and taste the richness you will surely create. -- Ralph M

Wife Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign: 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face:

Mean Old Woman
An old man and woman were married for years, even though they hated each other. When they had a confrontation, screaming and yelling could be heard deep into the night. The old man would shout, "When I die, I will dig my way up and out of the grave and come back and haunt you for the rest of your life!" Neighbors feared him because of the many strange occurrences that took place in their neighborhood. The old man liked the fact he was feared. To everyone's relief, he died of a heart attack when he was 68. His wife had a closed casket at the wake. After the burial, she went straight home and began to party as if there was no tomorrow. Her neighbors, concerned for her safety, asked, "Aren't you afraid that he may indeed be able to dig his way up and out of the grave and come back and haunt you for the rest of your life?" The wife put down her drink and said, "Let the old man dig. I had him buried upside down."

My Heart, My Soul, Forever
It all started with a simple hello As we met over the internet. But as our conversations got to be more, Things seemed to change from when we first met. A stange feeling started to over take me Something that I've never felt before. It seemed so strange but felt so good, I craved for that feeling more and more. The innocent way we chatted back and forth Kept us going all day and night long. With the excitement of knowing we will soon speak, Was like the words of a beautiful love song. The more we spoke the better it got And there was no mistaking the way I felt. My heart was pounding and my palms were sweaty, Every word she speaks my heart begins to melt. This thing called LOVE is starting to overtake me Like the moonlight shining on a bright clear night. When I look up and see the bright moon rays, I think of her and think what a beautiful sight. As I stood out in the field Glancing at the moons shining rays. It made me stop and really think, WOW she's a

Mission Possible
Crawling forward, back curved and head slightly down My eyes are lookin up at you...can you see the light? Wearing nothing but high heels & my crown What do you think of this woman in your sight? I'm heading in your direction Hear the miniscule sounds of pulsing, thumping, throbbing Behind these eyes you can see my temperature's reflection Tonight its not only your heart I plan on robbing A mission that must be completed However there's no rush I know how you like & deserve to be treated Oh don't be embarrassed, I will make you blush. Give me your lips, arms, heart, body, soul and that which no one's ever shared There's no inch inside and out that I won't sign Pleasing you in a way that can never be compared Tonight you will be all mine. By: Me 1/8/2008 {To a certain someone}

Sad Me Today
It is always so nice to see that your family is a POS. So, I am on line this morning looking at the newspaper from my hometown (there were tornadoes yesterday and I wanted to see where abouts they hit.) Well, as I used to do I checked the obits. WELL what do I see.. only that my great uncle passed away on Sunday. I would assume that if my mom had known about it she would have told me, so I am brought to the conclusion that nobody had told her about it. Which just goes to show me that the family doesn't really care, which is not fair. Now... I doubt that I am going to be able to go to the funeral (which is tomorrow) because I don't have enough time to take time off of work. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr

Food For Thought
When your personality starts getting ugly, you know it's time for some beauty sleep! Some things are better given away - love, hugs and smiles. There is always hope. You know you've had too much to drink when your eyeballs feel like they're about to float! Thankfulness is an attitude we choose to have, it is not based on what we have or where we are in life. Being a modest good winner is just as important as not being a poor loser. The prettiest thing you can wear is a smile. Your home should be your haven of rest. Take time to be loving every day. If you think you've learned all there is to know then you're dumber thank you think! Always keep learning and keep trying. Hang around quality people. The gift of love is far more valuable than anything money can buy. If you're too busy to take care of yourself, then you're too busy! Be a blessing to others. Always try to do the best you can with what you've got. Like yourself. In order to s

New Issue Found On Atlantis' Removed Et Feed-through Connector
A new issue with Atlantis' External Tank LH2 Feed-through connector hardware will require further investigation, after cracks were found on the glass seal below the pins on ET-125's removed external connector. Image Above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands on Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Photo credit: NASA/George Shelton 1-8-08 At present, engineers do not believe it is related to the Engine Cut Off (ECO) system anomalies, as the process begins at the pad to install a replacement Feed-through connector system into the tank, in time to allow STS-122 to launch in early February. The surface cracks were observed on the vitreous glass seal, via initial inspections over the weekend at the Marshall Space Flight Center (MSFC). Engineers used a magnification of x50 to gain imagery of the 'crazed' cracks. The concern relates to the potential that unacceptable amounts of liquid hydrogen could leak through those cracks during ascent, whic

Yahoo Tests Open Id
Read More About: Web Services Yahoo Tests Support for OpenID Yahoo may soon launch OpenID, a Web standard that relieves people of the need to remember multiple passwords to log into different Web sites. Jeremy Kirk, IDG News Service Wednesday, January 09, 2008 6:00 AM PST Recommend this story?Yes 0 VotesNo 0 VotesPlease Wait... Yahoo appears close to implementing OpenID, a Web authentication standard that relieves people of the need to remember multiple passwords to log into different Web sites. Yahoo controls a domain me.yahoo.com, which shows a short message indicating the company will act as an identity provider for OpenID. Code on pages at Flickr.com, owned by Yahoo, could also let a person use their Flickr login and profile for logging into other OpenID-compatible sites. The code can be seen by viewing the source of Flickr photostream pages, and points to https://open.login.yahooapis.com/openid/op/auth. OpenID, an open-source project, has gained support fr

Someone Is Trying To Tell Me Something
ok i had one hell of a morning first off i took a shower clean everything off and all i had to do is cleaj my new stud i gotten yesterday will i was pulling the shower head to aim for it since i cant touch it will and the shower head came right off and hit me right in my left eye i almost lost my sight then after words i want to get something to eat at jack in the box and i almost slap and fell on my ass becuse the guy was cleaning the steps at 5am in the damn morning you no they could have did that before the place open up after that i went to target to get soem cat food and other items and jsut when i got out of the store and walk down a few blocks a damn pig was trying to start shit with me for no reason wtf all i was trying to do is go home and do my own thing not just that i even came very close to get hit by a car he came so close to ripping off my leg

My Grim Reaper
An abstract angel Cynical as sin She said she was sent to kill me But still I let her in She sat down on my table Feet propped up on my couch She asked me for some whiskey Then told me not to slouch I asked if god had sent her Her laugh was filled with mirth She said she'd never met him And was no angel by birth This angel, my assassin Hired by my man Sipped slowly on my whiskey Then took me by the hand She slipped the knife in quickly She helped me to lay down That's all I can remember Now I'm six feet underground

Một Vài Tản Mạn Nhân … Sự Kiện Tháng 12 Lịch Sử
… Độc quyền …yêu! 1.Cuộc biểu tình lần thứ hai ngày 16/12/07 tiếp tục diễn ra. Tuổi trẻ VN tiếp tục nói lên tiếng nói yêu nước của mình với nhân dân, với dân tộc! Trường Sa, Hoàng Sa ở “mãi tận vùng hải đảo xa xôi” nên người Việt cảm thấy thờ ơ ?!…Thộng tin chính thống của nhà nước không có. Báo chí im lặng. Đà Lạt lại đang diễn ra Festival Hoa. Thành phố được “trang điểm” có ra dáng người con gái Đà Lạt “ hiền hòa, thanh lịch”, má ửng hồng, e thẹn(?) (hay như …gái giang hồ(!).Festival Hoa…một cái ”lẩu hoa”!....như khách

Need A Damn Salute
i'm stuck now i took a salute picture but guess the fubar crew wouldnt accecpt it now my damn daughter ran off and hopefully my wife can work her stupid camera so i can get a new salute up so the crew will quit leaving me a damn message about it.oh well friends have a good one cause i sure in the hell aint.

What Being A Mom Means To Me
What being a mom means to me, it is that first cry u hear, the smell of a baby, all the diapers changes thinking whoa i cant wait til they can do it on their own, then missing it bc they went and grew up on u, all the toys u trip over, the mommy mommy mommys u hear in a day, why s whats hows, all the questions u hear, how the smallest smile lights up ur heart, or a crayon scribbled card means more then diamonds, how their pain breaks ur heart, staying up all night with them because they are sick, puke on ur floors, i am not eating that , then having to make a peanut jelly sandwich, holding hands, lil kisses, hugs, then fights when they get teenagers, the omg what did i do thoughts when u do, help me lords u say a day, wildflowers given to u that are really weeds, better then 12 dosen roses, that homerun hit , joy, pain, love, heartbreak, that is what a mother has, thank god for giving us tears to shed, in happiness, in sadness, anger, and in pain, tha

Researchers Make Nano-scale Dna Research Tool
The tool may one day help scientists probe the activity of genes and proteins in a single cell, opening the door to a new realm of genetic research. By Reuters InformationWeek January 10, 2008 11:25 PM CHICAGO - U.S. researchers have made a very small research tool that may one day help scientists probe the activity of genes and proteins in a single cell, they said Thursday, opening the door to a new realm of genetic research. The tool is designed to do the work of current gene chip systems used to examine thousands of genes at the same time for mutations or to uncover clues to disease. But it is made on the nano-scale -- which involves objects tens of thousands of times smaller than the width of a human hair. "We have made little chips that are like the gene chips but instead of being lab scale they are molecular scale," said Stuart Lindsay, a physics professor and researcher at Arizona State University's Biodesign Institute. "They have the potential to be

Why
Ok so everyone has been wanting to know what has happend to me. Yeah I know I havent been here and well havent been responding to just about everyone. I dont mean to make anyone feel like I am being rude, or just not nice. I am a very nice person and well love everyone to pieces. I have just been going through alot right now. As most know I have children and I am a single mother just trying to make it in the world and support her kids. Earlier this week I got up like I normaly did, got my oldest off to school and got myself ready for work. I got to work and everything was going as normal. I left the office to go get lunch to come back to alot of shit that I was not prepared for. Now I used to work for Quik Cash and handled alot of $$ during the day, so I left but not before I ballanced my drawer. I came back with lunch for everyone we ate and then went back to work. I ballanced my drawer again and it was $100.00 short. Now anyone that truely knows me knows for a fact that I am

Asus Eee Laptop Shreds The Rules
By DANIEL SORID MORE FROM BUSINESSWEEK Unreal Architecture Reliance Power Listing to Charge Up Indian IPOs Nokia Won't Play iPhone's Tune Qualcomm's Big Patent Setback Netflix's Breakout Move More from BusinessWeek Who's Afraid of Mideast Money? Bank of America Snatches Up Countrywide Trade Deficit: Oil Fuels a December Surge Fed May Have to Play Catch-Up The Hard Case Against Intel Story Tools order a reprint digg this save to del.icio.us Taiwanese computer parts maker Asus obviously didn't get the memo. Didn't Asus know notebook computers need hard drives? Or that they're supposed to run Windows -- and the pre-loaded software must bloat the boot-up process to the length of a long weekend? Don't they know you don't just go selling laptops for less than $750 -- let alone $400 -- unless the hardware has been aged like whisky? Asustek Computers Inc. went ahead and broke the rules with the Eee PC. And we should all be thankful. A scrappy, aggressiv

X Rated Riddles
Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q. What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q. What's the difference between a G-spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex? A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick! Q.Why is divorce so expensive? A. Because it's worth it! Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common? A. They both like a tight seal. Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common? A. Their balls are just for decoration. Q.What is the difference between "ooooooh"and "aaaaaaah "? A. Abo

Saying Grace In A Restaurant
Last week, I took my children to a restaurant. My six-year-old son asked if he could say grace. As we bowed our heads he said, "God is good, God is great. Thank you for the food, and I would even thank you more if Mom gets us ice cream for dessert. And Liberty and justice for all ! Amen !" Along with the laughter from the other customers nearby, I heard a woman remark, "That's what's wrong with this country. Kids today don't even know how to pray. Asking God for ice cream! Why, I never !" Hearing this, my son burst into tears and asked me, "Did I do it wrong ? Is God mad at me ?" As I held him and assured him that he had done a terrific job, and God was certainly not mad at him, an elderly gentleman approached the table. He winked at my son and said, "I happen to know that God thought that was a great prayer." "Really ?" my son asked. "Cross my heart," the man replied. Then, in a theatrical whisper, he added (indicating the woman whose remark had started this

Most Of This Is So Me
šAPRIL = PIMP -APRIL means that your really good looking. -Stubborn and hard-hearted.* -Strong-willed and highly motivated.* -Sharp thoughts.* -Easily angered.( sometimes) -Attracts others and loves attention.* -Deep feelings.* -Beautiful physically and mentally. -Firm Standpoint.* -Needs no motivation.* -Shy towards opposite sex.(sometimes) -Easily consoled.(sometimes) -Systematic (left brain).* -Loves to dream.* -Strong clairvoyance.* -Understanding.* -Everyone loves to be around you.(sometimes) -You usually attract attention.* -You are definately the sexiest and good looking of them all. -You know how to get what you want.* -Sickness usually in the ear and neck.* -Good imagination.* -Good physical.* -Weak breathing.* -Loves literature and the arts.* -Loves travelling.* -Dislike being at home.* -Restless.( oh ya) -Having many children.* -Hardworking.* -High spirited.* this is so scary everything with stars or comments s

Lipstick
Lipstick According to a news report, a certain private school in Sydney was recently faced with a unique problem . A number of 12-year-old girls were beginning to use lipstick and would put it on in the bathroom. After they put on their lipstick they would press their lips to the mirror leaving dozens of little lip prints. Every night the maintenance man would remove them and the next day the girls would put them back. Finally the principal decided that something had to be done . She called all the girls to the bathroom and met them there with the maintena nce man. She explained that all these lip prints were causing a major problem for the custodian who had to clean the mirrors every night - ( you can just imagine the yawns from the little princesses). To demonstrate how difficult it had been to clean the mirrors, she asked the maintenance man to show the girls how much effort was required. He took out a long-handled squeegee, d

Lonesome Dove
The 1989 miniseries made from "Lonesome Dove" isn't merely, as many call it, the greatest TV western ever made, it is flat out one of the greatest westerns ever made, providing what I would argue were career-defining roles for Tommy Lee Jones and Robert Duvall as Woodrow and Gus. That "Lonesome Dove" isn't instantly recognized as simply a great western is due largely to the director-worship snobbery of most film critics. Simon Wincer's career has mostly been spent as a TV director, but if you played "Lonesome Dove" for an audience of Martians along with Eastwood's "Unforgiven" and Costner's "Dances With Wolves," I'd bet they would prefer "Lonesome Dove" as much as I do. In fact, the film of "Lonesome Dove" is one of those rare movies that is just about exactly as good as its first-rate literary source, mostly because it had the right actors and stuck to the novel. By Allen Barra

An American Story
look at you lying on the floor not so tuff anymore tables have turned and she's had enough its time to even this score she swears youll never hit her agian and its time for all this abuse to end no more hiding in fear being afraid to sleep crying in bed and feeling so weak wishing she was dead so she wouldnt feel this anymore cringing everytime she hears the door knowing what comes next what you have in store beating her treating her like she was a whore and all the lies you made her tell the excuses you gave as you beat her to hell but not this time not anymore she waits in the hall as he walks in through the door she pulls the trigger blood covers the walls as the shells hit the floor she watches his body fall dead on the cold floor eyes filled with tears she walks out the door

Life Is What Happens While You're Making Other Plans!
Just wanted to apologize to all my friends for being so scarce lately! I haven't forgotten everyone and I'm not avoiding anyone...just kinda living the life around me as opposed to life on the screen! I've been online pretty much every spare moment for the past five months and though I've made a lot of great friends online, my life has kind of had a jump start for the new year and I'm running with it. I'll still be online from time to time, just not near as often as I have been. I'm sure it may cost me some friends (already has) but I hope everyone understands. XOXOX!

My Little Ray T
A friend who comes over my house always checks his profile on another site and I saw my first boyfriend that I had when I was 16 and decided to join to see who else was on there. Well I messaged Jay to say how happy I was to see him and his family so happy and I commented on a pic of his little brother Ray at Rays wedding. I didnt know then again I no longer lived in Meriden and to get the record journal in Hamden you would have more luck finding out who really killed JFK and why they did it. When Jay replied he told me Ray died 4 months after his wedding in Feb of 2003. Needless to say I am gutted and all I want to do is cry. The 1st time I went to Jay's house I met Ray as I already knew their older brother Al. When I was leaving to go home Ray was asleep on the couch but he woke up and before I left he ran to me hugged me and called me his sister. I loved that little 13 year old boy with everything I had. I loved and love all the Tremblay's. Ray was a smaller 13 year old and I am 5

Seven Degrees Of A Blonde
Seven Degrees of a Blonde FIRST DEGREE A married couple were asleep when the phone rang at 2in the morning. The wife (undoubtedly blonde), picked up the phone, listened a moment and said, "How should I know, that's 200 miles from here!" and hung up. The husband said, "Who was that?" The wife said, "I don't know, some woman wanting to know if the coast is clear." SECOND DEGREE Two blondes are walking down the street. One notices a compact on the sidewalk and leans down to pick it up. She opens it, looks in the mirror and says, "Hmm, this person looks familiar." The second blonde says, "Here, let me see!" So the first blonde hands her the compact. The second one looks in the mirror and says, "You dummy, it's me!" THIRD DEGREE A blonde suspects her boyfriend of cheating on her, so she goes out and buys a gun. She goes to his apartment unexpectedly and when she opens the door she finds him in the arms of a redhead. Well, the blonde is rea

Can't Stop The Rain
Cant stop the rain, that makes the rivers flow, Cant make mountains flat, to make it easier to climb, cant make the words ryhme. Can't stop the tears or chase away your fears. couldnt stop you from lying, you kept me crying, now i only feel like dying. I fall to the floor, i am so torn. there is a war inside my head, wish i were dead. I say goodbye, why couldnt you have tried, instead of lied. I want to hide. Cant stop the rain, that causes the pain, cant break the chains, that causes the strain. i dropped to the floor, as i close the door. Is it to late, do i sit here and wait, or is this my fate. Can't stop the rain cant make my grey skies blue, if only i knew. how could i have been so blind if only to find. What it is I was looking for, the rain is still falling and i can still hear you calling. I thought i was strong, how could i have been so wrong. can't stop the rain that makes the river flow. Can't stop the rain.

Romantic Jan 15
Dear Tawnya, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Tuesday, January 15: Trusting yourself is the first step toward truly trusting another person. Believe in your choices and know that your instincts are working in your favor. If you're constantly second-guessing yourself, find out why.

New Soul Train Updated Passengers List
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Hurt And Pain
What is this thing, We call hurt and pain? Why do we even have to feel this way? We walk around and profess, We will harden our hearts. We even say, We will not let love in again. We make a promise, We always break. I heard it from you, Like all the rest. I won't hurt you, I promise you that. Then you turned and walked away. In came the hurt, In came the pain. Then I said, I would never love again. Who am I kidding, There will always be another, I will let in. I think I enjoy this part of life. It has gotten easier on my heart. Sometimes the hurt, Never lingers on. Maybe my heart is turning to stone. Maybe I know love will never find me. I am at a point that I could care less. Life can be full of happiness and joy. It all depends on me and what I want to create. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

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Annnnnnnnnnnnd so he called me... about 20 minutes after i posted that blog... i feel like shit... like, seriously... I'm sick... and i'm, cranky, probably because I'm sick... GAWD... i hate being sick... fucking melissa... thats who got me sick. I'm blaming her. Damnit! anywho, i am protesting work... although, i'm dressed, and ready to leave... which i am in ten minutes... after i whine a lot.........

Men And Sex
Why are me so afraid of full fugured men. We love to fuck just like the skinny bitches do. some of do it better and love it. Besides we all have great emotional involement and that makes it better any way. We will do one nite stands too. Its funny, I get hit on by more by skinny guys than big guys. Explain that one. Anywayz I do like to hook up and anyone in the area that might want to message me and maybe bring a friend I am open for new ideas and experementation. Just one time filngs work good for me or whatever!!

Steamed Heat Free Sexy Background Pages
The sex industry is kind of a funny place, as are the people who pass through it I guess. I build a lot of webpages and haven't seen a lot of private erotic sites on the internet. I was thinking that strange because as big as the internet is, you can be lost there with you lover and no one would even know. And I think that idea holds a lot of sex appeal. When you go out looking for sexy pages, the sex inductry is there to sell pages to you, but few are free. And if you are just building a private site of a few pages, why would you want to sink hundreds of dollars into it? So with those ideas, and my toughts to keep the internet free, I started Steamed Heat free erotic pages. I haven't been around it much because it doesn't need a lot of attention to keep it going. But there are lot of thong clad sexy background pages you can download and use for you own webpage background. HOT! HOT! Yes your tongue will be dragging.

What A Woman Should Have........
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. a youth she's content to leave behind.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family.. A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal, that will make her guests feel honored... A WOMAN S

Anew
Dream anew with passing days new words of hope from your lips, no more does the forrest of our dreams burn with flames of destruction. Words of anew from your lips sweeter then any nectar old feelings become anew once more. A old dream blums anew like a flower of old beauty new once more. Words of anew from our lips tis is it a day of new or a fancy of ... foolish hopes.

Jesus Jokes 1
Jesus dies and goes up to Heaven. The first thing he does is look for his father, as he has never met the man before and is curious as to what he looks like, and whether or not Jesus looks like his mother or father, etc. He looks high and low but cannot find him. He asks St. Peter "Where is my father?" But St. Peter says he doesn't know. He asks the archangel Gabriel "Where is my father?" But Gabriel doesn't know. He asks John the Baptist "Where is my father?" But John does not know. So he wanders Heaven, impatiently searching. Suddenly he sees out of the mist an old man coming toward him. The man is very old, with white hair, stooped over a little. "Stop!" Jesus yells. "Who are you?" Oh, please help me, I am an old man in search of my son." Jesus is very curious. Could this be his father? "Tell me of your son, old man. Oh, you would know him if you saw him. Holes in his hand where the nails used to be, he was nailed to a cross, you know..." "Father!!!!!" Screams Jesus. "Pinocch

Software Morphs Rapper Prodigy...
Platinum-selling artist Prodigy's album hits stores in March, and could be translated into as many as 1,400 different languages. Photo: Michael Scott Jones When Prodigy's next album drops, it could debut in nearly 1,500 different languages without the rapper having to so much as crack a translation dictionary. The lyrics to "H.N.I.C. Part 2" will be translated using proprietary speech-conversion software developed by Voxonic. The company says the software can deliver Prodigy's lyrics in his own voice, in any spoken language. "The prospect of having fans understand what I'm saying and repeat it in their language (drew me to) the company," said Prodigy in a phone interview just before he began a jail term for illegal gun possession. "Now, fans will like more than just the beat or the rhythm. They'll understand what I'm saying and relate to it." So far, one of Prodigy's singles has been converted into Spanish, with negotiations ongoing to translate songs into German, French a

Rain
As I sit here watching the clouds roll in My mind drifts away To where you are And where I have been The clouds come in closer Darkening my day Putting a chill in the air And a clean smell The rain is falling now Soft crystal drops Landing on my window I stand here, looking past the tears That fall on my window Angels tears For they know my longing I wish you were here with me now Walking up behind me, your arms about me Your chin lightly coming to rest on my shoulder Your breath falling gently over my neck The rain is coming harder now Coming down in sheets Laying over my window Covering me Chilling my body I long for warmth… I long for you

Kind Of Date I Am:
You are mature but still in the prime of your life. You especially cherish your friends, and you're emotionally ready to try out long-term relationships (if you want!). You are experienced (maybe beyond your years!), and people find that very attractive. Your date better be prepared for scintilating conversations coupled with the occasional wild time out!

Strengthening Your Beliefs ~
To strengthen your beliefs and assumptions, challenge them regularly. You'll rid yourself of those outdated assumptions that hold you back, while at the same time strengthening those valuable beliefs that can move you forward. There is no doubt that challenge builds strength. It is a key theme of life. Muscles that are challenged to lift heavier and heavier loads become stronger as a result of the training. Minds that are challenged to solve more and more difficult problems become increasingly adept from the experience. Questioning and challenging your beliefs can transform them from mere beliefs into absolute certainties. The willingness to challenge a belief demonstrates your commitment to, and confidence in that belief. By being your own most effective skeptic, you add real depth and substance to your beliefs, perspectives and assumptions. By continuing to ask why and why not, you learn much and grow stronger. When you challenge your beliefs, you compel yourself to mak

Thinking Of You!
Have you ever been just sitting there and all of a sudden you feel like doing something nice for someone you care for? THAT'S GOD talking to you through the Holy Spirit. Have you ever been down and out and nobody seems to be around for you to talk to? THAT'S GOD wanting you to talk to Him. Have you ever been thinking about somebody that you haven't seen in a long time and then next thing you know you see them or receive a phone call from them? THAT'S GOD. There is no such thing as coincidence. Have you ever received something wonderful that you didn't even ask for, like money in the mail, a debt that had mysteriously been cleared, or a coupon to a department store where you had just seen something you needed, but couldn't afford? THAT'S GOD knowing the desires of your heart. Have you ever been in a situation and you had no clue how it was going to get better, how the hurting would stop, how the pain would ease, but now you look back on it. THAT'S GOD passing us through

Dora: The Explorer Posted On A Dare!
I have a neice who is just over a year old, her cognative skills are excellent for her age which is a good thing. She loves Dora: The Explorer. We want her to be quiet for a little while we just turn on Dora. She stays here on Mondays and Tuesdays. So today she was watching Dora and for some reason I became overly critical. This show has been on the air everyday for 17 years. I know this because my newphew is now 17 and he watched it at a year old. So heres my issue.... This girl is on everyday, she wears the same outfit everyday, did her socks start off white and over the last 17 years turn yellow from not being washed? Does her mom not have time to do laundry? I mean damn Fat Albert wore the same red shirt every Saturday but you know what we didn't see him everyday so whose to say on Monday he didn't wear bright yellow? Dora wears the same clothes everyday, she never showers, she hangs out with wild animals and she never ages...what's wrong with this picture?

Word's Alone
word's alone can hurt, heal, create a feeling, and word's can hate. but the word's i love best are word's spoken in truth and honesty. the word's of someone speaking softly in my ear. the word's of a man who has passion and desire for what a woman is worth. the word's of love make me tingle. the word's of flirting make me happy. the word's of hate make me cry. the word's of you make me wonder how a man of so many word's can be so shy. word's from you make me think of more then i ever thaught i could think of. word's you speak are sweet and pure. true to who you are. my word's to you are this .....speak to me know and let me wonder for ever more of how it would be like to wonder never more.

Weight Report
A small town doctor was famous in the area for always catching large fish. One day while he was on one of his frequent fishing trips he got a call that a woman at a neighboring farm was giving birth. He rushed to her aid and delivered a healthy baby boy. The farmer had nothing to weigh the baby with so the doctor used his fishing scales. The baby weighed 32 lb. 10 oz.

Anyone But Me...
What is it that you're looking for? What would you like to see? Is it something that is real? Is it something I could be? I'm tired of running in circles Begging for sense of being I've tried so hard to be perfect Is there something I'm not seeing? I know that you're not worth it My heart craves higher plans Pride breaking like fragile glass Slowly slipping through these hands Night after night I think of you I dream, knowing you don't care Wrapped in fictitious lullabies Only to wake without you there I've cried so many times Wondering what I could change No matter how much I love you I'm abandoned, alone and estranged I've tried to express my heart But I guess we're not meant to be You're still looking for that someone Someone who's anyone but me...

Up For Auction.
> AUCTION AUCTION AUCTION! Chevy D is up for Auction. Bidding Starts at 5000 fubux. COME ON LADIES CHECK THOSE FUBUX AND POCKET BOOKS! Come own this very sexy FUBARIAN.. Come quickly before he's gone.. Anything goes in the auction. All Fubar Items accepted and fubar cash items overshadow any fubux bid. Come soon before he's gone. http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2836048503# AUCTION HOST: http://www.fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=814361 (repost of original by 'The Fu-Milf Queen™ - *SBG Bombers* Owned by: Dave' on '2008-01-22 11:39:53')

Dedicated To My Life, My Love ... My 9 Year Old Niece
"No one has ever touched my heart the way this small child does ... loves her with ALL my heart, my song to her, 'Forever Young'" May the good lord be with you Down every road you roam And may sunshine and happiness Surround you when youre far from home And may you grow to be proud Dignified and true And do unto others As youd have done to you Be courageous and be brave And in my heart youll always stay Forever young, forever young Forever young, forever young May good fortune be with you May your guiding light be strong Build a stairway to heaven With a prince or a vagabond And may you never love in vain And in my heart you will remain Forever young, forever young Forever young, forever young Forever young Forever young And when you finally fly away Ill be hoping that I served you well For all the wisdom of a lifetime No one can ever tell But whatever road you choose Im right behind you, win or lose Forever young, f

Another Year
Another year as past, tomorrow I'll be 35. While I don't look nor at times act my age, tonight I'm feeling it. I don't think that for a big girl I'm ugly, Matter of fact I think for a big girl I'm pretty damn goodlookin' So why at this time in my life do I remain single? I have class tomorrow so the party is being put off till the weekend. I have to laugh cause my mom is so stressed out with the things happening here she got confused, looks at me this afternoon and says..." Oh yeah, Happy Birthday" to which my reply was " Ya doofus it's tomorrow" But no one has called and very few of my so called friends even called to say, Hey Crissy lets go out have some fun. Nope, my 35th will be uneventful and lonely.

Nothing Else To Do.....
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU

Sleep Is Over-rated...
So maybe I honestly am the girl that hides it all so well... And honestly when I say that you probably think that I have relationship problems, and regular stress that I just can’t handle... When honestly? As of right now... I’m totally happy and most days “bubbly” when I talk to that one guy that I like and I’m totally content with where that’s at with him.. As with stress? Yeah there are some days that I have a headache... But really that’s life and there is honestly that unusual that I’m going through to make me want to breakdown daily... For once I’m happy where I’m at... Well except for the whole Arkansas mishap... But that’s beside the point... I honestly don’t know where to start... Which I guess is always my state of mind until I stumble upon a coherent way of saying what is getting to me in these blogs... Anyways... I’m sure that everyone that has stumbled upon this has already heard (probably more than once) about Heath Ledgers Death this past Tuesday... I guess -for

Im Home
HEY YALL YES ITS BEEN A LONG TIME. IM BACK N TO STAY. JUS POPPIN IN TO SAY HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ANYONE OUT THERE? HELL HOPE YALL DIDNT FORGET ME THAT QUICK. LMAO. WOW THINGS HAVE CHANGED HERE! THEN AGAIN SO HAVE I. ALL IN VERY GOOD WAYS. WE HAVE A LOT TO CATCH UP ON. TALK TO YALL SOON. MUAH TONS OF HUGS N KISSES!!! YOUR ONE & ONLY NIGHT ANGEL!!!!

Bloodlust
i can taste your blood on my lips. so sweet, like pure sugar. my taste buds in a frenzy, wanting more. have to pace myself, for this bloodlust i do adore. your sweetness like a drug to me. never more than enough. this now i see.like water in a tub, in your loving essence i do bathe. have to be careful, for this bloodlust i do so adore. so intoxicating, for that brief moment. as light as a feather. suckin on your essence, your life couldnt make me any deader. have to take my time, dont want to lose you. for this bloodlust i do so adore. your sweets drippin off my chin. carefulluy i wipe it with my finger. my tongue slowly lickin, cleaning. again in a frenzy, have to beware, for you i dont wish to scare.have to watch myself, your taste so divine. this bloodlust i do so adore. AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! lost control, fuckin come here!!!!! your sweetness has me, i need more. ;) careful. Richard 'Kindred @ Broken Heart' 6 Dec 7

Keepin It Casual ;)
Just had a fun casual set this week, kickin back in a fave pair of jeans....but of course it's always more fun *out* of the jeans!! *wink* make sure to check out my new set on the site! www.kayleekurves.com Thanks for the luv and support!! Make sure if you haven't yet, to get joined up now for the site...I have *loads* of material to celebrate February...my favorite for all the *Lovin* and it's my Birthday month! :) Figured i'd treat us both! ~Kaylee Kurves

Read Htis Im Going To College To Be An Animal Doctor This Ant Right What They Do To Them
It’s fairly well known that animals are poisoned, blinded, and killed in outdated product tests for shampoos, household cleaners, cosmetics, hairspray, and other personal-care and household products—but would you have ever thought that animals were being tortured and killed to test juice? It’s true, and it’s a new low for an already atrocious animal-testing industry. * In one shocking experiment, a juice company paid researchers to cut open dogs’ chests, intentionally damage critical arteries in order to induce blood clots, and pump the animals full of grape juice. Afterward, they collected blood samples by “fresh puncture” of the dogs’ hearts to see the effect of grape juice on blood clots. * One juice company funded an experiment in which researchers infected 120 mice with H. pylori, a bacterium that causes painful stomach ulcers. * Another experiment paid for by a juice company involved forcing monkeys to breathe in massive amounts of cigarette smoke and consume purpl

Rock The Boat.
Come To The Place Where Everyone Is Dying To Get In Slasher's Slayground!! Where Everyone Is Living It Up Like The Living Dead. So What Are You Waiting For Get In Here And Rock Out With The Awesome Dead Crew!!

My Vacation To Texas
Ok so bare with me I have never done one of these before, but I want to talk about my upcoming trip to Dallas,Texas I have never been before and want to see something exciting.I am going to visit my godchildren so if there is an attraction or something I could take them too please tell me.Also I have never flown before so if any helpful tips on what to do to get over my fear,please help lol,thanx!

012408 Fluffy Starr Blog
VLOG: "Arnold Schwarzenegger’s School of Cheesy Slogans" Yep. There is no explanation for THIS. It just is what it is, yo. I had a small look at the "Ask Fluffy" questions tonight. Some cool stuff there! Thanks, everybody. So in the next couple days, when I have someone here to help me choose which 10, then I shall do so, and then post the winning questions. And after that, the actual "Ask Fluffy" vid, (cut into two parts this time). Went to sleep at a semi-decent time last night. Woke up feeling human again. Today, I will attempt the same. I don't want to be nocturnal anymore! Humans need daylight. I realize it now, because I was starting to act crazy and be cranky as all hell. So, night night... x Fluffykins. P.S. That guy is The Jimbot. He is in my top friends. He's a total freakshow.

Oral Sex
A woman was in a coma, she had been in it for months. Nurses were in her room giving her a sponge bath. One of them was washing her private area and noticed that there was a slight response on the monitor when she touched her there. They tried it again and sure enough there was a small, recognizable movement. They went to her husband and explained what happened, telling him, "crazy as this sounds, maybe a little oral sex will do the trick and bring her out of the coma." The husband was sceptical, but they assured that they'd close the curtains for privacy. The husband finally agreed and went into the wife's room. After a few minutes the woman's monitor flat lined, no pulse, no heart rate. The nurses ran into the room. "What Happened ?" they cried. "I'm not sure" The husband replied " I think she choked".

The Single Life
OK, so I guess this will be controversial but guess what????? I don't care. I just need to get this out. I am divorced. Seperated for a year and divorced for a year. I was married for 13 years so it's been a while since I've been out into the dating scene. I've dated several guys over the past year and the only description that comes to mind is "LOSERS". It seems as if there are NO men who know how to treat a lady anymore and most just want a one night stand which I'm definitely not into. Do I have stupid written all over my head??? I don't think so. I have met numerous men on Fubar who have said that they had fallen in love with me.....yeah right.....that is the joke of the century. I really find myself changing because of all of the games and lies. I used to be the most trusting and loving person on earth....but I'm turning into a cold hearted winch. At this point, I say play them before they play me. WOW, that is so not me....but anyway.....just had to vent.

Faster-than-light Take: I Know What Cloverfield Is!
Yes, this is directed at all the haters out there. The ones who deny that the movie actually met or even exceeded your expectations, but can't bring yourselves to admit as much. Rarely does a film meet the prior hype. Recall the enormous buzz from the teaser attached to Transformers last summer. It worked! Think of it this way: Outlets such as Ain't It Cool News and the Austin Chronicle don't freely give out four stars or glowing praise unless the flick utterly warrants it. Cloverfield does. For those who haven't seen it or those who still think there must be easy meaning to everything, don't worry about the title. It means relatively little. Think outside the box for once in your life. The filmmakers, mainly producer JJ Abrams and director Matt Reeves did. They essentially jettisoned all conventional rules of the sci-fi/monster genre and made a new kind of flick. It's a giant monster thrill ride (even with a bleak end) - just as every monster movie should be. In the grand tradi

Libra (that's Me!) In Love
Libra Love makes the Libra world go round. They thrive on love and romance, and will go to great lengths to avoid hurting the ones they love. Faithful and loyal, when they feel appreciated - Libras expect a partnership to be harmonious. They can be emotionally dependent on their partners, but ask for no more than they are willing to give freely.

Perfect Sexual Evening By Her
We always do our best to make love in the moment, with no stress in the perfect surroundings. That evening was no exception. It was early enough that we weren't exhausted from the day and had no time limit. We bathed each other carefully to wash away the outside world. We entered our bedroom, which was decorated with soft lighting and fabrics to heighten our senses. We lit candles, sprayed perfume, and arranged flowers to add a sensuous touch. As usual, we carefully selected three of our most sensuous music CDs to match our mood. We titillated all of our senses from a distance long before our love play even began. As we stared into each other’s eyes, the beginnings of lust unfolded even before we touched one another. We then began to caress and whisper sweet nothings to each other. Hmmm… it’s amazing how his breath makes me aware of all the sensitive pores on my skin… Before long, it seemed that my nerves were complete on end. I felt my skin covering me like this one big

Where You Will Be
When I think back All these memories The time that you are with me You are there for me I'm glad to have you in my life You are the reason of happiness Showing me that love can conquers the heart that has been shadowed by darkness Releasing it from solitariness You taught me how to love again Every second, every minute Thoughts of you gave me hopes and laughter A part of you Keeps me strong Giving me the strength I want to thank you now For everything you have given to me For all my life I'm blessed to have your love I will keep it close to my heart Everywhere I am That is where you will be

Working In Mexico
For anyone thinking we are being too hard on our illegals, JUST READ THIS!!! American working in Mexico From the other side of the fence... Received the following from Tom O'Malley, who was a Director with S.W. BELL in Mexico City: "I spent five years working in Mexico. I worked under a tourist Visa for three months and could legally renew it for three more months. After that you were working Illegally. I was technically illegal for three weeks waiting on the FM3 approval. "During that six months our Mexican and U.S. attorneys were working to secure a permanent work visa called a 'FM3'. It was in addition to my U.S. passport that I had to show each time I entered and left the country. Barbara's was the same, except hers did not permit her to work. "To apply for the FM3, I needed to submit the following notarized originals (not copies): 1. Birth certificate for Barbara and me. 2. Marriage certificate. 3. High school transcripts and proof of graduati

Once Upon A Time,
Once upon a time, A man woke up one morning immensely aroused so he turned over to his wife's side of the bed. His wife had already awakened though, and she was downstairs preparing breakfast in the kitchen. Afraid that he might spoil things by getting up, he called his son into the bedroom and asked him to “take this note to Mommy." “”The Tent Pole Is Up, The Canvas Is Spread, The Hell With Breakfast, Come Back To Bed !”” His wife, grinning, answered the note and then asked her son to take this to your silly Daddy. “”Take The Tent Pole Down, Put The Canvas Away, The Monkey Had A Hemorrhage, No Circus Today.”” The husband read the note and quickly scribbled a reply. Then, he asked his son to take it back to "the lady in the kitchen." ““The Tent Pole's Still Up, And The Canvas Still Spread, So Drop What You're Doing, And Come Give Me Some Head”” Laughing, the wife answered his note and then asked her son to “take this last note to the poor d

In A Dream
In a dream you came to me, You whispered and told me how to be, Be sweet and tender is what i was told, Now i stand before you wakeing and bold, In a dream you held me close, But as i woke and saw you i froze, because its a dream this really can't be, But it is your smile and its your beauty i see, In a dream you left me there, But when i wake i do not mean to stare, Because as i look at you i now see, It was only a dream because your still with me.

The Moments
The Moments Life is nothing more then a series of moments. For so many years I have taken those moments for granted. I think that people in general do …at times. Life is so fast paced now a day. Things go by so quickly and end then what? Oh yes time to reflect. But why only after is there reflection. Why in the reflection there is regret? For me there is no regret. I feel sorry for the people in my life I have hurt or failed to love as they me, however regret I will not. The past as shaped me molded me to be who I am. And I do love myself. The moments I speak of are the small ones. The times in your life you should truly appreciate while you are in the moment. So many of us have so much to be thankful for. Family, friends and just LIFE. The moments I look forward to: Holding my niece in my arms for the first time. Looking into her eyes and feeling the true meaning of peace. Spending time with my true friends, the ones that have been with me through it all and yet still love

Shopping At Wally World (this Was Too Funny Not To Repost)
Body: Shopping at Wal-Mart This is why women should not take men shopping against their wills. After Mr. and Mrs. Fenton retired, Mrs. Fenton insisted her husband accompany her on her shopping trips to Wal-Mart. Unfortunately, Mr. Fenton was like most men - he found shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out quickly. Equally unfortunately, Mrs. Fenton was like most women - she loved to browse. After a few months of this, Mrs. Fenton received the following letter from her local Wal-Mart. Dear Mrs. Fenton, Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and may be forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against Mr. Fenton are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras. 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals.

My Fellow Americans:
WOULD IT NOT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE old' TV TONIGHT AND SEE G.W. BUSH GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH..... My fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of Iraq's regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq. This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries, which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom, Spain, Bulgaria, Australia, and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign aid to those nations on List 2 ceases immediate

Wtf
i really dont understand people these day you can give and give and bust your ass all day everyday and people still take advantage of you i give my husbands family everything i can every once in a while i get a thank you but usually i get shit on i work all the time to support my family i 2 children my husband is disabled and he has even went out and got a job his family has totaly taken us for granted they ask for something and we help them out and it has always been this way his family they dont work or are even trying but tts ok NOT we asked them for help one time and it was well i dont know but no matter what we are always the ones who get fucked its kinda funny how life works you can give and give and in the end the people you thought cared so much about you were only useing you because all that matters to them is how much money you can give them its kinda sad because i would and have given them everything of me

Why Sheep Are Better Than Women.
1. Sheep don't have a gag reflex, or upper teeth. 2. You can get a better grip on a sheep's ear. 3. Sheep don't shy away from boots and leather. 4. Cotton mouth is easier to get rid of than a social disease. 5. Nuttin' beats mutton. 6. Sheep won't argue about whose turn it is to go get a towel. 7. Sheep won't drink your liquor, smoke your weed, snort your coke, and then tell you they have to be home early. 8. Sheep never ask if you're ready to settle down. 9. Sheep never ask about your former lovers and then get pissed off when you tell them. 10. No matter how old or ugly you are, you can always find a willing ewe. 11. Sheep are never concerned about their reputation. 12. Sheep won't tell all their friends about the time you couldn't get it up. 13. Sheep won't ask if you're gay the first time you can't get it up the second time. 14. Sheep never insist on eating out. 15. You'll never catch your sheep mastu

When I Come
When I come to the end of the day and the sun has set for me I want no rites in gloom-filled And not with your head bowed low. Remember the love that we once shared.............. Miss me, but let me go. For this is a journey we all most go alone. It's all a part of the Maker's plan, A step on the road to home this writting was on her viewing card and if she was there in spirt, she would say that to us. Grandma i miss u and i always will until the time we meet in the Maker's home. LOve you Grandma

Getting To Know You
I find it funny how people are so all about instant gratification these days that they want to fast-track everything. Even friendship. I can't count how many times I have had people asking me personal questions here on Fubar and when I tell them I don't know them well enough, they respond with "What do you want to know about me?" Knowing someone is not about knowing "stuff" about someone. Knowing someone goes deeper than that. Its about knowing their personality. Know what makes them tick. Knowing what makes them laugh or cry. Knowing what turns them on or off. Knowing their plans and dreams, their joys and sorrows, their quirks and deep dark secrets and liking them inspite of themselves. You can't fast-track friendship. That takes time and patience. And you can't base friendship on outward appearances. Someone could be absolutely gorgeous on the surface but then you find out they have this black ooze where their soul should be. Likewise, someone might be a "Plain-Jane" but ha

Re: Harris Calls For Resignations In Nh Recount Fiasco
RE: Harris Calls For Resignations In NH Recount Fiasco ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 29 Jan 2008, 17:56 Harris Calls For Resignations In New Hampshire Recount Fiasco Fresh from her confrontations in New Hampshire during which public officials were grilled about slapdash chain of custody and ballot box tampering issues, Bev Harris told the Alex Jones Show that a "criminal enterprise" is running the primary recount and has called for Secretary of State William Gardner to resign and his assistant to be fired. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/january2008/012908_recount_fiasco.htm

I Am..... He Is..... We Are.....
I look into his eyes and they tell no tells..... I look into his heart and it's sooo cold..... I look into his soul and he's sooo broken..... I look into his words and he's in such need..... I look into his silence and there's pain..... He's a strong man, all man no lie..... He's so proud but not ashamed to cry..... He's vaulnarable and weakened from his hurt..... He's crying out but his mouth can't speak the words..... He's protective of himself and yet so willing..... He's a man not in control of his own feelings..... We are here together forever more if never again..... We his pain, his hunger, his anger, my love, my caring, my understanding, him and me..... We are stronger together now never to be apart from one another..... We are solid unmistakable and unbreakable and this is sooo real..... By Diva. W.

Yeah, Work Sucks (part One)
"What the fuck is wrong with you?" I have been on the job for a total of two hours, and already, the boss is pissed. I packed the order wrong, again. "It says, fucking sixteen millimeter, right here. Can't you fucking read?" At this point, his face was inches from mine, contorted in anger, and almost suggested a violence far beyond what my second mistake deserved. I thought I saw a vein bulge out of his forehead. "I'm sorry, I'll try better." That came out of my mouth, but "fuck you,you fat, red-faced, sweaty fuckhead," ran through my head. "At least he is only the foreman," I thought, while telling myself how much I needed this job. He could scream all he wanted, and recommend until his ass hurt, but when it all came down to it, only the managers had the power to hire or fire. "Hey, Brian, I need to talk to you for a minute." One of those floor managers had walked over to the fat fuck, pulling him off to the side, but still within earshot. "Now look, I told you abou

Weekend B4 Mardi Gras Parades
Sat. Feb. 2 Bush Bush 9 a.m. NOMTOC West Bank 10:45 a.m. Iris Uptown 11 a.m. Tucks Uptown Noon Endymion Mid-City 4 p.m. Isis Metairie 6 p.m. Napoleon Metairie 6:30 p.m. Mardi Gras Houma 6:30 p.m. Sun. Feb. 3 Okeanos Uptown 11 a.m. Thoth Uptown 11:30 a.m. Mid-City Uptown 12:15 p.m. Terreanians Houma 12:30 p.m. Tchefuncte Madisonville 2 p.m. Montegut Montegut 2 p.m. Bacchus Uptown 5:15 p.m.

Animal Mis-analogies
If you think about it, some of the daily expresssions we use that have animal references in them make no sense: Eat like a bird (birds actually eat 50% of their body weight daily) Eat like a pig (pigs are really rather clean animals and won't soil their eating area) Quiet as a mouse (between squeaking a scrathching, they make a heck of a racket!) Hung like a horse (hmmm .... ok, I'll give you that one) Lone wolf (wolves are very social animals and rarely travel alone. The are usually in packs)

Man Ppl Really Need To Get To Know Me
IM A GOOD LETTE I TREAT ALL MY FAMILY WITH LUV AND RESPECT I DONT CAUSE DRAMA JUST WANTED PEOPLE WHO TELL ME THAT THEY ARE DOWN FOR ME TO BE FOR REAL. IF YOUR MY FRIEND AND HOMIE THEN U SHOULD BE READING MY BLOGS AND FINDING OUT WUT IM REALLY ABOUT CUZ I KNOW ALL MY FRIENDS AND STUFF CUZ I TALK TO THEM READ THERE BLOGS. YES I KNOW I HAVE BEEN HIT MOLESTED MENTAL AND PYSICALLY ABUSED AND MY HEART RIPPED OUT BY FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND I GET USED ALOT BUT I AINT GONNA LET ANYONE SHIT CHANGE ME IM STILL GONNA B THIS DOWN ASS LETTE I HAVE ALLWAYS BEEN FOR ANYONE WHO IS MY FAM OR FRIEND YOU ALLWAYS HAVE A TRUE FRIEND IN ME. NEVER NEED TO ASK IM THERE BOOYA LUV YA

Gen. Hawley
From General Hawley....he no longer has to be politically correct.......................... So much for "politically correct" nonsense.... if this offends you, get a grip on real ity!! For those who don't know General Hawley, he's a newly retired USAF 4-Star general. He commanded the USAF Air Combat Command [our front- line fighters and bombers]. The Command headquarters is at Langley AFB, VA. General Hawley is now retired and no longer required to be politically correct. His short speech is very much to the point. The following are excerpts:" "Since the attack [9-11], I have seen, heard, and read thoughts of such surpassing stupidity that they must be addressed. You've heard them too. Here they are: 1. "We're not good, they're not evil, and everything is relative." "Listen carefully: We're good, they're evil, and nothing is relative. Say it with me now and free yourselves. You see, folks, saying "We're good" doesn't mean, "We're perfect." Okay? The only

Child Killer
Please to all my friends come by and read the bulletin that I reposted we need to get SICKO"S like this off our streets please ropost it many times.Thank you so much http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3369822941

The Desk
You feel me under the desk. Sliding my hands slowly up your silky thighs.You flinch not wanting any 1 to know I'm there. I stroke your thighs with my nails and as each stroke your thighs open further exposing your moist lips to my view. I lean in and begin softly kissing your lips tasting your sweetness om my lipss. Your feel my tongue on your clit flicking harder you close your legs on me as you reach down gripping my hair mumbbling something. Feeling you pull my hands causes me to lick faster and harder I also begin to slowly slid a finger in side you. You feel your lips part for it and moan ever so slightly . And so my tongue licking and my finger teasing you then a second finger joins the first parting your lips further to accomadate the 2 fingers now sliding in and out again pain rips through me as you grip tighter on my Hair pleading with each pull to make you orgasm.... I hear your boss approach he is talking to you I take it as an opotunity to slip a third finger in

Own Ressurection???
HELLO MY FELLOW FRIENDS & FAMILY. IT SEEMS THE BUC MAN HAS BEEN TROUBLED BY SOME ISSUES AS OF LATE REGARDING A LOUNGE BY THE NAME OF RELENTLESS RADIO! RELENTLESS RADIO IS NOTHING BUT FULL OF SINNERS, BACKSTABBERS, LIARS, CHEATERS, AND STEALERS! I HAVE SEEN IT ALL- I KNOW IT ALL- I KNOW HOW THEY ARE! THEY ARE OUT OF CONTROL!! THEY JUST DO NOT LEARN TO LEAV EOTHERS ALONE- THEY MES SWITH PPL JUST TO SATISFY THEIR OWN SADISTIC & UNREMORSEFUL ACTIONS. WITH DJ MIZZ B HAVEN- AS RR'S FIGUREHEAD, TRIED TO RECREATE WHAT IS SIMPLY UNRECREATABLEEEEEEE!!!ALL THE MONEY IN THE WORLD DOES NOT BUY WHAT IT TAKES TO BE A CHAMPION! DOLLARS DO NOT BUY DESIRE. BANK ROLLS DO NOT BUILD BICEPS!1 IT IS NOT THE POWER OF MONEY THAT FLOWS THROUGH THESE VEINS- IT IS THE POWER OF MY WARRIORS- A POWER THAT CANNONT BE BOUGHT. A POWER THAT CANNOT BE EXTINGUISHED! A POWER THAT CAME TO ME AT A TREMNDOUS COST- SACRIFICE. AND SACRIFICE IS WHAT IT TAKES TO BE A CHAMPION. MY QUESTION TO YOU MIZZ IS HOW MUCH ARE THE PPL IN

One Month...
Can't believe it has been a month since my mom passed away... It feels like it has been a year or more. I am really missing her I think about her constantly and I catch myself talking about her all the time. I finally went up to her grave Monday, I cleaned off all the dead flowers that were still there from the day of the funeral, I placed some artificial roses by her name plate. We have not yet got a head stone for her however we still need to go pick one out and we will have to wait til spring anyway to place it due to weather. There are days that I feel so lost without her. I have a few days that make it hard to go on. I put on a happy face and pretend that I'm not hurting inside, but the one's close to me can see right through me.

Celldweller Winter Merch.
Celldweller Winter Merch - Cellblock Scarfs We've just added 4 variations of Celldweller Cellblock Scarfs to the FIXT Online Store to finish out the Winter '08 Season. The scarfs are in limited supply this year so get them before they are gone! Also check out the FIXT Original Scarfs & FIXT Hats that have been added. go to fixtmusic.com

The Clouds Have Passed...
& things are finally looking up... I'm working, not the greatest job, but it's still money coming in until I can start cocktailing... Momma & Mikey are doing well, at least financially, which is a hugh stress relief in the household... And I'm am in Love with the most amazing Man I have ever been blessed to call my own. He completes me. He is everything I could ever hope for, everything I had ever dreamt of. He showers me with Love & affection. He makes me feel like the most Beautiful Woman to ever walk the Earth. He captures my Heart and Inspires my Soul. Even though he's far away right now, I can feel his arms around me, holding me tight through the storm and making me feel safe. He is truly my Soulmate... I had nearly given up on the idea that there was a Man out there who could truly be enough to be My Soulmate, but he is SO much more than enough. 10 more days until I am wrapped in his arms. 10 more days until I can kiss his lips. 10 more days until I c

Lyrics
FMLYHM Lyrics Artist(Band):Seether Review The Song You could've been the real one You could've been the one enough for me You could've been the free one (the broken down and sick one) Remnant of a vacant life You come around when you find me faithless You come around when you find me faceless Fuck me like you hate me (dig it up and tear it down) Dig it up and hold me out Fuck me like you hate me (dig it up and tear it down) I love the sound when you come undone You could've been the next one (God only knows) You could've been the one to comprehend me You could've been the only one (the broken down and sick one) You could've been the one who i lie with You come around when you finally face this You come around when you find me faceless Fuck me like you hate me (dig it up and tear it down) Dig it up and hold me out Fuck me like you hate me (dig it up and tear it down) Don't make a sound 'til I come undone You'll never break me You'll never break

Cooooooooool
۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞® ŦRÄÌñ۞ THE MOST WANTED PEOPLE ON FUBAR 4 BEING REALLY BAD!!! TRAIN FARE INFO. 1~THIS TRAIN IS NOT FREE,IT COST 7 DAYS BLAST 2 PROMOTE U. 2~ YOU STICKY UR TRAIN. 3~IF U WANT 2 BE THE CONDUCTOR BRING A NEW MEMBER 2 SPONSOR THE TRAIN & U STICKY IT. 4~IF U WANT 2 BE A V.I.P.ITS 1 DAY BLAST OR MORE. 5~TO GET A V.I.P. CART & ADD 2 OF UR FRIENDS ITS A 3 DAYS BLAST OR MORE OR IF U CAN BRING ANOTHER SPONSOR & UR CART WILL BE FREE. 6~ALL NEW CARTS WILL BE ON THE TOP.U'RE FREE 2 ADD COUPLE FRIENDS FOR 1 TIME 2 PROMOTE THEM. 7~AND THIS GOES 2 ALL PEOPLE ON MY TRAIN: (((U have 2 rate,fan & add all the people on the train each time U're on it check 4 the new members,,,also rate all the conductor's pix and you have 2 rate as much as U can from the stewards & the VIP members 2.)))OR YOU'LL BE REMOVED!!! HERE IS SOME AWESOME & SEXY TAPPERS ON WILDCAT TRAIN THEY LOVE 2 FAN,RATE,ADD PEOPLE & SHOW SOME LOVE THEY'VE BEEN SO BAD LATELY,I MEAN

7 Months Today
Been seven months today since the old lady passed away. Some days are good, some days aren't so easy. Trying to do what she'd do today, having my morning coffee in her favorite cup, watch the game tonite like we would have. Maybe play some of her Pogo games that she liked. Yeah, I know.. I should just move on and deal with things. ..but its not as easy to do as it is to say.

Which Shirt Should You Wear?
Which Of These Shirts Should You Wear? You have a creative personality and like bright,unique clothhes. You invent your own trends, and don't follow others.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Marriage Ending
you know it is really bad when you think all is going good and that bam life as you know it fucks you i though all was good in my life i was getting my family and we were trying to make things work but then thing just went down hill i dont know what to say or do but i know i just must move on let things go i am done fighting for him there sarah damn it are you happy you can fucking have him i am not a dumb ass i see things i see the fact that he was not over her hell what is his plans to go back and get an apartment with her she is not so sure if she wants to but he is anyway eddie leaves after we get taxes heather is going to keep staying with me and bradley ill be looking for a car here soon so anyway right now i dont have my phone it is turned off till i get it paid tuesday or wednesday so if you need to get ahold of me i work sunday night at 230 and then i have off monday and work tuesday well anyway have fun all comment as you please byebye

A Small Poem
A small poem By me , If you knew how i feel When you look into my eyes and smile When you make me laugh The way you smile back at me it's memorizing When i look into your eyes,to see a gentle and fragile soul Like starring at the stars on a clear and warm summer night. But most of all the warmth i get, just thinking about you. If only you knew the love i have for you. The pain i feel when your sad. But when your happy, The world seems to turn just a little slower And when it does ,i wish I was by your side. harring the never ending feeling Of love. michael mrrcp 2007

Sick Of This Shit
if u wanna stay on my list tell me now cuz im tired of being not talked to when yall r online it makes me feel like im just eyecandy to yall but im not i am human and if u wanna stay on tell me. CUZ ALL I SEE IS PEOPLE ADD ME BUT DONT TALK TO ME SO IF U DONT TALK U WILL BE DELETED OR WORSE BLOCKED.

Skulltrail, Preview Of Intel's Beast,p2
Inside Skulltrail The Skulltrail platform consists of the D5400XS motherboard based on Intel's 5400 chipset, mainly designed for server and high-end workstation configurations. It sports two LGA 771 CPU sockets, which can accept a variety of Intel Xeon CPUs. The Intel D5400XS Motherboard -- aka "Skulltrail" click on image for full view However, Skulltrail differs from most Intel workstation and server boards in a couple of key ways. First, two Nvidia Nforce 100 bridge chips live between Intel's memory controller hub and the four PCIe X16 graphics slots. This is how an Intel motherboard supports two Nvidia GPUs running in SLI mode. Note that this actually limits Skulltrail to just two-way SLI, not the more recent triple SLI supported in the latest Nvidia chipset based motherboards. Intel has commented that Skulltrail can actually handle four graphics cards, particularly if the user is looking to support multiple displays. In fact, Intel has set up a Skulltrail system in the

Skulltrail, Preview Of Intel's Beast,p4
SYSmark 2007 Results SYSsmark 2007 attempts to simulate real life workloads during its run. The benchmark consists of four workloads based around E-Learning, Video Creation, Productivity and 3D content creation. SYSmark Results Curiously, the QX9770 running on an X48 motherboard outperforms the eight cores on Skulltrail in this test. Skulltrail does eke out a narrow win on the 3D content creation, which isn't entirely unexpected. As it turns out, in many applications, memory bandwidth is a better performance indicator than the number of cores, particularly when applications aren't robustly multithreaded. This also suggests that heavy multitasking scenarios see limited benefit beyond four cores, while faster memory helps more. Continued... < back

Walking Eagle
Whether you are a Democrat or a Republican, you might enjoy reading this.... 'Walking Eagle' Senator Hillary Clinton was invited to address a major gathering of the American Indian Nation two weeks ago in up state New York . She spoke for almost an hour on her future plans for increasing every Native American's present standard of living, should she one day become the first female President. She referred to her career as a New York Senator, how she had signed 'YES' for every Indian issue that came to her desk for approval. Although the Senator was vague on the details of her plan, she seemed most enthusiastic about her future ideas for helping her 'red sisters and brothers.' At the conclusion of her speech, the Tribes presented the Senator with a plaque inscribed with her new Indian name - Walking Eagle. The proud Senator then departed in her motorcadare, waving to the crowds. A news reporter later inquired to the group of chiefs of how they came to select

Big 40
well im not affraid to say it...today is my 40th birthday...what have i done today...hmm not one gottdamn thing...what a f***en shame...i started last nite by opening a bottle of wine...but i got called into to work....hubby on pc so WTF might as well maked $$..oh well i had a gr8 time in cali w/ my sis....well thx to those who sent me b-day wishes....MUAH!

Ive Been Banned
So I am in one of the rooms earlier and talking to some girl. I asked her how long she had lived in the town she lived and if she knew that Gary Allen ( the singer) went to the same high school. Well, her man started tripping on me ( it was his room) and they booted me from room. Then they invited me back and I wouldnt go. So I went back inlater to unsubscribe and then they banned me...WTF!!?!??!?!

Own Me!!
I am up for auction as you can see... Not only am I offering what is on my pic but I will also keep you nice and drunk for the month,buy you random gifts thru out the month and if the bids are high enough I will rate your pic's with 11's...Add Owned by___ in my name......

The Way You Respond Is What Counts.
The things that are out of your control can make life interesting. The things that are within your control can make life exactly what you envision it to be. Many of the challenges and difficulties that come your way are not in the least bit of your own making. Yet neither are many of the joys and blessings that arrive in your life. Though you didn't make them, you certainly can make the most of them. And in so doing, you will move life forward no matter what else may be going on. The real key to success and fulfillment is to take whatever you have and to do something useful and valuable with it. That's a path you can follow no matter who is running the country or where the economy is headed. Your day-to-day thoughts and actions, along with your commitment, persistence and integrity are what will make the most difference in your life. The way you respond is much more important than the events and circumstances to which you are responding. No matter what happens, there is alway

How Sex Starts
HOW SEX STARTS Read it all no CHEATING! ...a smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 a makeout ...makeout leads to a feel up ...a feel up leads 2 a finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a f*ck. ...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ...subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you dont multiply

Just Whatever
Well, my computer is almost fixed. Thank God. I have been using a computer of my step-dad's that was extra and wasn't being used, so I guess I could keep it if I wanted to, but my personal computer has a completely clear case and lights up blue and purple. Gotta keep that one going. Anyways, life's finally starting to calm down. Got back into school, got my DL reinstated, and things are starting to look up. Yay. People on here piss me off though. I won't rant and what not, it'll make me look just as bad as them, but this is supposed to be an adult site and I wish some people on here would actually start acting like it.

Who Should Choose Treatments For Autism?
If you are a parent with an autistic child, the frank answer is that the choice of therapy is yours. If you are an adult recently diagnosed with autism, that answer goes double. It is, of course, important to consult with trusted, properly credentialed experts such as developmental pediatricians, neurologists, therapists and psychologists. But the reality is that to follow the advice of all those well-intentioned experts, you'd need thousands of hours and dollars a day. Doctors and therapists are more than happy to recommend treatments for autism. But which doctor or therapist is right? Since research has only begun to tap into the causes of autism, there's no absolute answer to that question. And the more you explore the options, the more you'll discover legitimate disagreements among serious, well-intentioned professionals. So how DO you begin to choose among available therapies? The issues to consider when choosing therapies include symptoms to be addressed, availability

Come Join The Fun
WE ARE HIRING DJ'S FOR ALL SHIFTS, AND PROMOTERS. SO IF YOU ARE LOOKING FOR A FUN LOVING NON-DRAMA LOUNGE COME INTO THE IRON HORSE SALOON WHERE ALL THE PEOPLE ARE GREAT AND SO MUCH FUN. CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU THERE. (repost of original by '"MG" the angel and head promoter in IHS' on '2008-02-02 13:49:55') (repost of original by '*CIRCUS DIABLO*' on '2008-02-04 12:46:06') (repost of original by 'Giorgio' on '2008-02-04 16:41:15') (repost of original by '*CIRCUS DIABLO*' on '2008-02-07 08:55:47')

Let Go Of The Past
My child, Give up! Give up those hurts of the past. It's time to move on. satan loves to have you live in the past because that renders you ineffective to live in the present-in the now. Tell Me, child. What is it that has happened to you? Who hurt you? What mistakes have you made that you regret? Did what happen to you change the fact that Jesus loves you, and He died on the cross for you so you could live in heaven with Him for all eternity? Can anything or anyone ever change that fact? You know that nothing can ever nullify what Jesus did for you on the cross. If that's true, and it is, then nothing else matters, does it? There is nothing that can happen to you, nothing anyone can do to you that can ever change the fact that My Son, Jesus, loves you and died on the cross for you so you gain heaven for all eternity. No one can ever take that away from you. No One! Hold on to that thought. Put things in their proper perspective. When you do that, you'll see that being l

My Bird, Happy, Has A Hernia Instead Of Being Egg-bound
Thanks to all who helped out w/the mumm. I bit the bullet and took her to the vet. Turns out, if you can believe this, that she is an over sexed bird and all the masterbation has caused a hernia. I shit you not, this is what they told me. She is gonna have surgery on March 3rd and they honestly aren't even sure if she can survive it, but it's better than doing nothing. At this point, she is having trouble breathing and going to the bathroom, so I can't just sit here and do nothing. She's my baby for goodness sakes! Good thoughts and prayers that she makes it thru this. I'm freaked out. They said the degree of her hernia is very severe and we need to do it asap. Gonna try middle of next week to see if I can move her up any in the surgical date. Wish us luck! I'll letcha know how it goes. Love to all! ~H

Political Humor: Hire This Man
This individual seeks an executive position. He will be available in January 2009, and is willing to relocate. RESUME GEORGE W. BUSH 1600 Pennsylvania Avenue Washington, DC 20520 EDUCATION AND EXPERIENCE: Law Enforcement: I was arrested in Kennebunkport, Maine, in 1976 for driving under the influence of alcohol. I pled guilty, paid a fine, and had my driver's license suspended for 30 days. My Texas driving record has been 'lost' and is not available. Military: I joined the Texas Air National Guard and went AWOL. I refused to take a drug test or answer any questions about my drug use. By joining the Texas Air National Guard, I was able to avoid combat duty in Vietnam. College: I graduated from Yale University with a low C average. I was a cheerleader. . PAST WORK EXPERIENCE: I ran for U.S. Congress and lost. I began my career in the oil business in Midland,Texas in 1975. I bought an oil company, but couldn't find any oil in Texas. The company went

It Figures
well i have come to the right frame of mind and figured out i created a sad ass fucking lounge no one ever goes in their i am the only one that puts up my bully no one repost's it at all i sit in their day after day trying to get people in their but no one comes in i have good tunes and a great new back round but still no one comes in is really fucking blows and i am getting pissed the fuck off that i do not care if you like it or not i am gonna start fucking curseing at everyone that askes for something so you had really better gauge what you say to me anymore GOT ME!!!! ~Lost In The Dark~

Today Is A Gift...
One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, 'Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd.' I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon ) , so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, 'Those guys are jerks. They really should get lives'. He looked at me and said, 'Hey thanks!

Shadows
The shadows in my mind, Are there from past experience. I can recall them at anytime, When my heart is still trying to get over it. There is so much hurt and pain. we repeat it time and again. The lessons are never learned, Or new ones are there to replace the old. Shadows in the dark. I need to let the light in. I know my heart will survive, It has done it time and again. Another lesson learned in time. Another shadow in my mind. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Talking To Your Lover
Talking to Your Lover This Valentines Day, are you hoping that your sweetheart will finally write the love song you've been waiting to hear? Or are you taking a more proactive stance - busy shopping for the language of love that is bound to communicate the depth of your true emotions? How couples talk with each other is a concrete example of differences between the sexes – and the conversational styles of women and men are often polar opposites. Despite your partner's ongoing support, you may find it difficult to speak about your deepest thoughts. Sometimes, when you just want your husband to listen to how you feel about a situation, you find him intent on fixing what's wrong or finding a solution. Or when your wife asks you what you're thinking and you answer, she goes on and on so that you're sorry you responded in the first place. Research statistics show that one out of two marriages in the United States ends in divorce. And as a safeguard to this institution

Down With The Microsoft Bullies!
Yahoo to reject Microsoft bid - source The Wall Street Journal has reported that Yahoo plans to reject Microsoft's takeover bid, saying it 'massively undervalues' the company. (Fortune) -- Yahoo plans to reject Microsoft's $44.6 billion takeover bid, the Wall Street Journal reported Saturday, citing a person familiar with the situation. The source, according to the paper, said Yahoo's board believes Microsoft's offer of $31 per share "massively undervalues" the company and does not account for the risk that a deal could be blocked by regulators. The source also said that the company is unlikely to consider any offer below $40 per share, according to the paper. Such a premium would increase the value of the takeover offer by $12 billion. Microsoft would not comment to Fortune on the report. On Feb. 1, Microsoft (MSFT, Fortune 500) made an unsolicited $44.6 billion cash and stock bid for Yahoo (YHOO, Fortune 500). The bid represented a 62% premium over Yahoo stock price one

I Don't Know Crap About...
A few days ago I'm sitting here drinking my morning Mountain Dew and eating rolled up slices of deli turkey like they are french fries while listening to my favorite morning show on the radio before I have to go to work. The topic of conversation is "I am ______ years old and I don't know crap about _______!" Listening to some of these people tell me they are 35 years old and never learned to ride a bike really gave me a chuckle. That is until I thought about some of the stuff I have no idea how to do. The one I am most ashamed about is this... 1. I have never baked anything. It's not that I didn't want to, it's just growing up there was always a family member who did all the baking. Or when I got older it seemed all my friends had girlfriends and they were really good at it so it wasn't necessary for me to do it. But now more then ever I'd love to bake a fucking dessert but am too ashamed to ask anyone to teach me. LAME Another slightly embarrassing thing

Wanted!!!! Me & U!!!!
My First Contest!!! Come help make my valentines day better!!! Leave me as many comments as you can, any little bit helps and will be much appreciated!!!! Contest Started yesterday at 8pm (fubar time) and will run for 1 week. Most comments wins... I am 600 comments behind... please come help me win the first contest I've ever entered!!! Go by and show the host of this contest lots of love too!!! Thanks in advance to all that help me!!! Click the pic below to rate and comment bomb away! LIXXXX YA!!!! ~f@wn~ KOPE Heres the link to the host of the contests page!! ~Dragonphyre~¢¾StalkertoBob(NINfan)¢¾~CertifiedGILF~*QueenTease*FUownedByta-tas@ fubar

Into Hell !!!!
And over the edge into Hell, without the glisten of those drops. A high-stakes game of kiss-and-fell. Unguided dreams left you hopelessly lost. An armchair general in charge of nothing. Permanent guilt; your heart painted frost. Guileless and forbidden, still you searched. That end never crystal clear. Broken and dirty-minded that demon perched. On your scars he endlessly toyed. Digging open lost nightmares, black and swirling back into the void. A scalding monkey on your back, exacting his pound of flesh. Wished for white but it only came in black. Pale blue skin now. Left open your redemption, its fingernails piercing your brow. This brutal cycle now complete. You there without a pulse… hear my soul sigh as the dark cloud settles over me, see the tears roll, why? my demons won. effortlessly. defeat - struck by such a deep hopeless aching, to claim my victory would only be faking... a voice - tearing free from some deep sunken hollow in my mind; the fading voice of sanity echoes

Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.i love reading romance novels (dont ask) 2.i have a thing about picken at my feet(ehww gross) 3.i wanted to dance in the ballet(shhhhhhh) 4.i once spent 15 hours or so learning to ride a unicycle i did it and have never touched it since 5.serious anxiety problem 6.i feel like somethings chasing me when i walk in the dark 7.i still count numbers with my hands 8.have a hard time with oppisate sex and relationships 9.i love the powerpuff girls cartoon 10.and last but def not least when i was a kid i had under wear with an alarm for bed wetting the only catch was by the time the alarm went off i had already wet the bed

My Fucked Up Dream~ 100th Blog!!!!!
Ok, I just woke up – and this is too weird not to tell. I was just dreaming that I was at some virtual reality gaming place and went to play a game. My dad & I were going to play some "Super Realistic Adventure".... Game on. I'm Anakin Skywalker (aka Darth Vader) and was hanging out with Gandelf from Lord of the Rings. We're out by a lake with a cliff next to it. We cross a bridge and talk to a guy that is supposed to be my dad (not my real dad, he's no longer around. This guy is Anakin's dad.), but because I'm a Jedi he won't accept me as his son. He tells me to cross the lake and find his long dead fathers robe. If I return it than I will prove I'm Scottish and he will accept me into the family. So Gandelf and I climb this ledge and jump onto the water. I'm a jedi and use mind bursts (dunno what that is, but it's what I said in my dream) to keep me above water and basically hover above it to the other side. Gandelf does the same – gets about half way a

Monday, Monday
Good morning all! Hope you are having a good Monday. Well, at least as good as can be expected, it is Monday after all. Freezing here in the Northeast again. Today we have a windchill of -3. I will be so happy when spring gets here. I am just not a cold weather person. Supposed to be in the 30s all week and raining & snowing. If the sun would at least shine one day that would be something. Oh well, better start doing my work for today. Don't forget to drop by and say Hi! It will make my day :)

Salutes
i think its so fucking ridiculous that fubar makes ppl put a salute up...they say u can't go past level 10 without one...its like do it leave options, ur forced into doing it which is totally wrong...well they cancelled my VIP status and i get no points 4 rating and commenting on ppl, rotflmfao...guess soneone told them i hadn't posted a salute and got jealous that i had gotten t rockstar level without posting a salute...well i really don't liking taking pic's coz i'm not photogenic, guess thats a fault of mine, but i don't like being forced into doing something that is so foolish so i'm thinking of deleting my acct,. i know alot of u r saying thats so stupid, just post the salute...well guess what i posted a salute about 1 hr ago and they rejected it....hahahahaha. well i can say to fubar is that with all the blasts i gave to ppl to keep u guys going ain't worth it...i'll delete this acct. tomorrow, gotta give my respects and love to my friends b4 i leave...

Going Home
Today was my last day at work, I'm officially on leave til Feb 25th, yay, flying home this friday, I'm really not staying that long cause I didn't want it to interfer with my Wirefly Marathon training, the weather is probably so shitty in Illinois that I won't be in the mood to pull off a 15 or 20 mile run, but I'll definetly be at the YMCA or the Health club doing my spin class, I'll be home for only 5 days and when i comeback to DC I'm bringin the pain, I always wanted to plan a long run to the George Washington Mount Vernon estate..

My Rules
These are what I consider appropriate or inappropriate for someone I am dating or seeing. ? Appropriate= flirting online or in person. This is simply human nature. ? Appropriate= looking at the human body via pictures or video. We are sexual beings no use trying to deny it. ? Not Appropriate= being sexual on video or pictures or web cams and showing them to others that you are currently or plan on being flirtatious with. In other words anyone that you talk to other than the person you are dating. In my opinion this crosses a line. ? Not Appropriate= touching another person in a sexual way, this also crosses a line. Once you cross a line you have to know that sooner or later if you behave in an inappropriate way it will be found out so just make sure it was worth it!

If You Were Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun! 1: I like country music lol. 2: I wish my boobs were a bit bigger lol. 3: spiders never use to freak me out till my sister told me a story. 4: I put A.1 steak sauce on a lot of thing lol. 5: I am very flexible. 6: My birthday is on sun. 7: I love my boyfriend. 8: Halloweechristmas rules. 9: snow is awesome. 10: i dont have my own room i sleep on a couch. Passed on to.... piddy tiff satans nemesis sara joe pats fan

Choices
in life we all have to make choices so easy and clear cut others not so clear there r choices where your heart and mind agree then there r those times when they tell u different things. i an currently facing such a choice for i hold deep and speacil for two different people most of the feeling i have for them r equal but there r feelings that r very different to me and the more i interact with both partys the more i feel my heart being drawn to one more then the other. so my question is how do i choose and how do i deal with the choice i face in my life right now.

Valintine Game
Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... n be honest!!!! [ ] I want your number [ ] Pretty/Cute [ ] Hottie [ ] Sexy [ ] Gorgeous [ ] Amazingly Beautiful [ ] I'd take you home in a second [ ] I'd make out with you right now [ ] I'd Hit it [ ] No, I dont like you like that [ ] I love you [ ] Wanna hook up? Dear _________, I ____ you. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. ;) I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be ________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... __

A Friend...
A friend in needs a friend indeed A friend who buys me a drink is better A friend with breasts and all the rest A friend who's dressed in leather A friend in needs a friend indeed A friend who'll tease is better Our thoughts compressed Which makes us blessed And makes for stormy weather A friend in needs a friend indeed I think I like you better A friend in needs a friend indeed A friend who bleeds is better My friend, I confessed, did I pass the test And we will never sever

Lol
lol ok so he tells me ma mams family from scotland ! and proud of it ! he allso tells me! ma da's fam from ulster lol and is sooo aparentley he tells me this combination makes him ! british pure bred lol ummm does this pic look fimillar? but no matter how u look at it hes an awsome dj come on in and meet DJ!

10 Things About Me
1. Even if I dont seem shy, I am 2. I love to flirt 3. I do kickboxing 4. I dont like seafood at all 5. I have a wonderful voice but I have stage fright 6. I am a speed reader, I can read atleast 5 books a day 7. I grew up in a big family 8. I cuss really bad 9. I will tell you the truth even if you dont want to hear it 10. I DONT CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK OF ME! I am now going to tagg a few other people, please have fun and let me know about you Thank you! slchappell ballsdeep1 proud mommy bova49Bova big poppa j

Omfg
So last night, Dennis knew we were going to be all at the house doin our stuff last night right??? Well, the reason we were at "his house" was to avoid dragging the girls all over god's creation for me to watch them last night since he was going out, since it was his bday, and we had to be up at 5... (we being me and adam) I didn't wanna have to wake the girls up at early over at adam's.... sooo... we were at the apt watching them right? Well, teh mother fucker comes HOME... knowing we're there... so there i was, with my girls, my best friend, AND MY BOYFRIEND.... all in the same room with MY EX HUSBAND... i about croaked.... talk about freaking uncomfortable... I about died right there... and he was there for like half an hour.... it sucked... but Adam is quite mature and didn't say anything, although we ALL wanted to talk some shit... i was waiting for Chastine to po off about something... but we all kept our cool, and it was all good... (ooo how EBONIC of me.... lol) but everything

Story Part 1
Lighting flashes in the distance casting his shadow on the stone work around him. A sound to his left brings him to attention slipping behind the a crumbleing wall where he is hidden. A woman dressed in fine silks walks to where his fire burns bright. Knealing she studies whats around her then stands turning towards him. Hunkering down even lower he watches as she walks towards his hideing place. " come out Sire for I wish to see you," she says with a cool air. After a few moments without him showing she turns away slowly unlaceing her dress. As if the wind has the same thoughts as this woman a breeze slowly helps slideing the dress away. Standing before the fire she looks over her shoulder looking at him a sly smile spreading across her lips. Standing slowly he walks to her lighting dances in the air above them. Turning to face him her voice a soft whisper "do you not find me attractive sire?" that same smile on her lips as her eyes drift up and down his body. His eyes glea

Rip Dear Friend
It has been 6 months since my bestfriend has been passed away and I am still crying over her death. It is burning me on the inside. Of all people she had to be the one to go. The more and more I think about the things that we've done together while considering that we're like siblings. I get closer and closer I get to a conclusion. I wonder where she was buried so I may go and see her and no one will tell me. This whole thing saddens me because she was considered family to me, of all the battles that her and I had and of allthe things that we have been through together, I have never gotten to say goodbye to her neither did I ever get to say sorry for all the bad things that I have done to her. If there has been anyone on this earth that I trusted more to talk to other than my mom, it was her. I just can't believe that she had to go with a 2 year old daughter and a boyfriend that loved her aswell, along with her parents and her siblings the must have been devastated that she

Call 911 Because Its Free
(02-14) 21:31 PST HAYWARD -- Hayward police and federal investigators did the grunt work, and it paid off: They tracked down and arrested a cell phone caller believed to have phoned the emergency 911 number more than 27,000 times making bodily noises, muttering in a disguised voice, and pressing the beep tone. On Wednesday night, police arrested John Triplette, 45, of Hayward on suspicion of abusing the 911 emergency line, a misdemeanor punishable by $1,000 fine and/or six months in jail. "He completely overwhelmed our system," said Desi Calzada, manager of the Hayward Communications Center, which operates 911. "He delayed the answering of other 911 calls because we were answering his." It all started last May, when the California Highway Patrol's communication center in Vallejo began receiving copious 911 calls from a mysterious caller using a T-Mobile cell phone. Over a seven-month period, the caller placed 17,000 calls to the CHP. In early January, Hayward's dispatch

Disappointed
so i never thought i could be so disappointe in someone i love so much. my big brother has always been my hero, the one person i looked up to. but he started changing about a year ago. and changing for the worst. now i cant even stand to think of the fact that hes my brother. now only has he disappointed me, but hes disappointed his other family as well. we all thought he would do so much better then this once he joined the marines. first he turned into an alcholic. then he started getting rude and disrespectful. and then he got violent. only to top it all off by becoming a theif and liar. its so sad to see how bad hes become. and i mean i really dont even want to admitt im related to him anymore. he owes so many people money. yet he has no intentions of paying anyone back. he treats his step son and wife like shit. yet he has a lil girl on the way. i cant stand the thought of that lil girl growin up with the life she is going to have. not only am i disappointed in the m

Yay 40 Question Survey :)
1. do you ever turn your cell phone off? noppers..lol u know just in case...dont wanna miss a call :) haha 2. do you like more than one person right now? um no..actually i just like one right now..hehe :) and i want him... ;) 3. if you could push one person off a cliff who would it be? ummm the man sitting in the living room with me..ugh..stupid ass roomate..seriously..yea...if u only knew... 4. who was your last text from? jason 6. would you rather have glasses or braces? hehe glasses..i wear them now.. :) 7. have you ever been in love? um yes...unfortunatly..haha 8. what is the most played song on your itunes? hehe..well i go through these phases..and right now im stuck on some stupid song..that shall remain nameless *if u read my other blog post- u will know* lol 9. what's the last movie you watched and what did you think of it? mr. brooks..it was really really good 10. do you know anyone who has cancer? yes i do..it is sad :/ 12. what is the last

Firestar For Black Dimond
WE WANNA ROCK YOUR WORLD AT THE BLACK DIAMOND LOUNGE WITH THE BEST IN ROCK, METAL, AND INDEPENDENT MUSIC AROUND CLICK ON THE PIC TO JOIN THE PARTY DJ FIRESTAR ON AIR TO TAKE YOUR REQUEST AND ROCK OUT YOUR FAVORITE TUNES (repost of original by 'DIRTY BITCH~DJ BOO BOO KITTY F*CK!~CO-OWNER OF BLACK DIAMOND~R/L WIFE 2 FREAK ON A LEASH~' on '2008-02-14 13:56:50') (repost of original by 'NOTI GURL(Black Diamond'S HEAD BARTENDER)DB BITCH CREW BIKERBRAT & LUMINA MY FUWIFEY' on '2008-02-14 13:57:50') (repost of original by 'DJ Firestar*DBC PROSPECT*Real and FU Husband to DJ Moonbaby*Dark T*HellFire Crew Master*Co-owner Cat' on '2008-02-18 11:11:00') (repost of original by 'NICCI¢¾KASEYS FUWIFE~SWEET REVENGE & BBW BOMBERS OWNER~DBCP~DJ PSYCHOS STALKER' on '2008-02-18 11:20:16')

Sometimes Lieing About Your Age Is Good
Bob, a 70-year-old, extremely wealthy widower, arrives one evening at his country club with a breathtakingly beautiful and very sexy 25-year-old Japanese woman who knocks everyone's socks off with her exotic sex appeal, beguiling accent, and oriental charm. Demurely, she hangs onto Bob's arm, listens intently to his every word, and caters to his every whim -- preparing and then lighting his cigar, bringing him cocktails from the bar, rubbing his temples when he complains of a slight headache, etc. His friends at the club are all aghast and green with envy. When she excuses herself to go to the powder room, they corner him and ask, "Bob, how did you get the trophy girlfriend, order her from match-maker website?" Bob replies indignantly, "Girlfriend? She's my wife!" They are amazed, but continue to question him. "So, how did you persuade her to marry you?" "I lied about my age", Bob replies. "What did you do, tell her you were only 50?" Bob smiles and answers,

Blah Blah Blah
"MOSCOW (AFP) - The Russian prima ballerina Natalia Bessmertnova, a leading star of the Bolshoi Theatre for three decades, has died aged 66 after a long illness, the company said on Tuesday." I found this extremely ironic, since her last name means "immortal"...

Some Random Facts About Me....
~ I think the greatest movie is Superbad. ~ I think the greatest thing a guy can do with me is spend the night watching lame 80's movies, chowing on some pizza and drinking a whole bunch of beer. ~ I Always feel a connection with that special guy when we can share laughter and kisses while we make love. ~ I sometimes fake my orgasms. ~ I really do want to find the love of my life. ~ I still listen to nsync and know all the words. ~ I think the best excercise I get is when i sing and dance in front of my mirror. ~ I cuddle with a body pillow every day. ~ My bras and undies never match. ~Neither do my socks. ~ I sometimes talk in my sleep ~ I wish my boobs were bigger and my ass smaller. ~ Im currently reading 5 different books...4 romances and 1 religious. ~I want to get married in a vineyard in california at night. with millions of candles and and yellow flowers all over the place. ~ I recently stopped drinking soda so all I have been consuming

The Navy Lobbing A Rocket And New Zealand Hits The Top
Good Morning. In the News the Navy is awaiting return of the space shuttle so they can lob a missile at the out of control space satellite. Mariners in the Pacific Ocean beware at 10:30 eastern time. Hmmm so here is a thought, why warn Mariners in the Pacific Ocean with an Eastern Time line? There must be some rationality to give an eastern time zone alert to western boaters…Oh well rest assured the Navy will come through….I hope… it does not speak volumes for their aiming accuracy if they have to wait for the space shuttle to touch down first…oh well we will see… On the other side of the world New Zealand has something to bark about. A CD recorded at a very high frequency just topped the charts and is number one. But you and I can’t hear it, actually no human can, here is that story: The song, "A Very Silent Night" is said to be recorded at such a high sound frequency that only dogs can hear it. The tune was issued as a CD by the Royal New Zealand Society for the Prevention of Crue

It Could Happen To You....
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN GUILTY OF LOOKING AT OTHERS YOUR OWN AGE AND THINKING, 'SURELY I CAN'T LOOK THAT OLD'. WELL.. YOU'LL LOVE THIS ONE. MY NAME IS ALICE SMITH AND I WAS SITTING IN THE WAITING ROOM FOR MY FIRST APPOINTMENT WITH A NEW DENTIST. I NOTICED HIS DDS DIPLOMA, WHICH BORE HIS FULL NAME. SUDDENLY, I REMEMBERED A TALL, HANDSOME, DARK-HAIRED BOY WITH THE SAME NAME HAD BEEN IN MY HIGH SCHOOL CLASS SOME 40-ODD YEARS AGO. COULD HE BE THE SAME GUY THAT I HAD A SECRET CRUSH ON, WAY BACK THEN? UPON SEEING HIM, HOWEVER, I QUICKLY DISCARDED ANY SUCH THOUGHT. THIS BALDING, GRAY-HAIRED MAN WITH THE DEEPLY LINED FACE WAS WAY TOO OLD TO HAVE BEEN MY CLASSMATE. AFTER HE EXAMINED MY TEETH, I ASKED HIM IF HE HAD ATTENDED MORGAN PARK HIGH SCHOOL. "YES. YES, I DID. I'M A MUSTANG," HE GLEAMED WITH PRIDE. "WHEN DID YOU GRADUATE?" I ASKED. HE ANSWERED, "IN 1959. WHY DO YOU ASK?" "YOU WERE IN MY CLASS!", I EXCLAIMED. HE LOOKED AT ME CLOSELY. THEN, THAT UGLY, OLD, BALD, WRINKL

Well It Was Not A Failure Just An Expiry.
I am trying to obliterate myself here and it has worked almost but to do anything you need a primary photo. Having just spent an hour messing around getting rid and then having to return them because the above applies for sending friends reply comments it was frustrating and time consuming, time I can ill afford. So I had to put one back on then delete it and now I am back to square one so whatever is left will stay left. The reason for doing this is not to get numbers but to see if I can post anything as a faceless wall flower. Anyway, I am supposed to be packing and then all this will be a distant memory. I discovered that Mywasteofspace is better addapted to what I need so all this is a little accademic. I cannot remember what I was saying because I have had tea since starting this which meant cooking it and as the dishes want doing this seems the lesser of the two evils. Anyway, I have taken everything off so I don't get ratings because it takes me ages to go around thankin

Forward
It is time to alter my life, In the past I can no longer stay. Dreams of wishing for yesterday must leave, Those memoreys I must put away. My life along with my heart, Have gone backwards to long. I need to stop this endless loop, To play a new and different song. Even on a day like this, with no clear light from the sun. i know now in my heart, That soon it will come. No matter what comes,no retreats, I will push throught the mists and the grays. Forever now looking forward, Nomore looking for my yesterdays.

Us Missile Hits 'toxic Satellite'
US missile hits 'toxic satellite' The US has successfully struck a disabled spy satellite with a missile fired from a warship in waters west of Hawaii, military officials say. Operatives had only a 10-second window to hit the satellite - USA 193 - which went out of control shortly after it was launched in December 2006. Officials were worried its hydrazine fuel could do harm, but it is not yet known if the fuel tank was destroyed. The controversial operation has been criticised by China and Russia. On Thursday, China called on the US to provide more information about the mission. Russia suspects the operation was a cover to test anti-satellite technology under the US missile defence programme. The US denies the operation was a response to an anti-satellite test carried out by China last year, which prompted fears of a space arms race. Precision needed The BBC's Jonathan Beale in Washington says this operation was hugely ambitious. The operation wen

Chit No One Cares About
So I am on a rant this morning for lots of reasons, one being the fact that I managed to diffuse a MUMM hater, which for some reason made the MUMMer delete the whole damn MUMM and start again. So I'm just going to stay out of MUMMs entirely, since it just seems to be a private lounge for bunches of people who have nothing better to do than hate or say hi to each other. Most of the MUMMs out there aren't even MUMMs but polls. Read the definition of MUMM people!!!!! Anyway, on to what I wanted to rant about...illiteracy and selfishness. One of MY biggest pet peeves is the rampant lack of knowledge of the English language and the people who butcher it. And the other is the "what have you done for me lately" craze that has everyone so selfish. I understand this is the internet and lots of people just use abbreviations and such to write, I'm talking about the butchering of the English language due to ignorance and laziness. It gets worse and worse everytime I turn around. I see

Never Sleep, Never Die
Some one once told me that everything happens for a reason. Well I have decided that they are wrong. There is no reason for some things to happen. Tell me, is there a reason for a small child to get beat by their abusive parents? Is there a reason why some kids in school get treated like dirt and tormented everyday? Is there a reason come it seems that everyone thinks that money will make them happy, when people who have money are miserable? Why are there some people out there that suffer with sickness and pain? Why are some people just plain rude and mean? There is so much good out there that we could be doin, but we spend all our time being pissed off. Treating everyone as they are our enemy rather than just being a friend. I'm not sayin for anyone to go out and start a hug fest with complete strangers, but just instead of judging them at first glance, give em a chance. They might just surprise you. Instead of thinkin that everyone is out to get you think that they are there

Hope...
MEET HOPE, IF YOU HAVEN'T MET HER, WELL YOU ARE MISSING OUT. I'VE KNOWN HOPE FOR A LONG TIME NOW FROM THIS SITE, AND I LOVE HER TO DEATH! SO YOU BETTER GO HIT UP HER PAGE.. SHOW HER TONS OF LOVE!!! HOPE~PurestofAngels wifey&Silhouette's fu lover@ fubar ALSO, YOU CANT FORGET NIC, QUITE POSSIBLY ONE OF THE MOST REAL PEOPLE I HAVE EVER HAD THE PLEASURE TO MEET. IT'S ALSO HER BIRTHDAY ON SUNDAY!! SO SHE DEFINATLY DESERVES A TON OF LOVE FROM EVERYONE! (¯`·._)ThePurestofAngel♥Hope'sFuWifey♥(¯`·._)@ fubar SO GO NOW HIT EM HARD!!!! THANK YOU TO ALL IN ADVANCE! ANOTHER ONE, BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Drunk1.:Fu-Owner of Hope & Purest Of Angels:.:Fu-Owned By Ms Mojito:.@ fubar

18 Wheeler
There was a man driving down the road behind an 18 wheeler, at every stoplight the trucker would get out of the cab, run back and bang on the trailer door. After seeing this at several intersections in a row the motorist followed him until he pulled into a parking lot. When they both had come to a stop the truck driver once again jumped out and started banging on the trailer door. The motorist went up to him and said, "I don't mean to be nosey but why do you keep banging on that door?" To which the trucker replied, "Sorry, can't talk now, I have 20 tons of canaries and a 10 ton limit, I have to keep half of them in the air all the time!"

~ Equadorian Goddess ~
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Give A Little Luv.....
Below is the picture I am usin in the second part of the contest for a happy hour...please help out all you can...I need 50,000 comments....All love shown will be returned and appreciated!!!! Love Lella XO

Close Minded
i like this song. One, Two, Three, Four Everyone tells me I'm close minded Why don't you listen to this, you might like it Everyone tells me I'm close minded You're some hypocrite if you say you don't buy it Everyone tells me I'm close minded I'll tell you right now that I'm never gonna try it Everyone tells me I'm close minded Give me what I want or there's gonna be a riot What am I to do Close-minded What am I to do Close-minded Everyone tells me I'm close minded Make no mistake, there's no compromise Everyone tells me I'm close minded Just try and see it through my eyes Everyone tells me I'm close minded I'll tell ya one more time that ya better keep quiet Everyone tells me I'm close minded If it's not punk rock, I'm never gonna like it What am I to do Close-minded What am I to do Close-minded [Spoken:] You know, everybodies always saying "You're really close minded. You only listen to one type of music, you only go to one type of show." And I

Three Friends Need Some Luv' !..demonchild & Happy Country Girl
Three very good friends of mine need to be shown some luv ....Ive known them All for some years now and I just adore them ... If you've got some time Please stop by All their pages and show them some luv .. This is DemonChild he's a Great guy with massive talent, an Excellent friend and all around Good guy ( no matter what he says he's a sweetie) and needs about 5,000 till he levels up to "pimp" DEMONCHILD@ fubar And then there's Happy Country girl .. Words cant express the beauty this women has .. she's sweet and caring and one of the most real people ive ever met on or offline .. She needs a lil more than He does but Hey between us all we can get her there in no time flat .. she's only 255,270ish away from being a henchmen Happy Country Girl@ fubar And we cant forget about The Universe tends to unfold as it should... a wonderful friend .. all around sweetheart that ive known for years( even got to meet him ) ...He needs 39,017 to level up to Assassin the u

Chapter 8
outside just smiled and nodded, but secretly, she was feeling this deepened rage that had built into her, she would, however, dislikable as it were , to do everything to please this dumb bitch so she could have her angels back.She would do whatever it took grinning and bearing through the pain, until they came home to her. Her heart was broken as she left the office she needed to go check on her babies before she met Mary and Todd at Javier's house to get some of her things to move into her new apartment, separate from her shared residence, apart from her soon to be ex. pulled up to her mother's driveway, they ran up to her like it was Christmas or something , rushing into her arms, almost tackling her. "Mama, Mama" ,they happily yelped hardly giving her enough time to get out of the car. "Hey babies, how's my angels this morning?" Jesse said her voice trembled as her eye's swelled with tears. Can we come home mommy?" Cody asked . " not yet, " She tried to answer, choking back the

Arthur Davidson, Died And Went To Heaven.
Arthur Davidson, the inventor of the Harley-Davidson motorcycle, died and went to heaven. At the gates, St. Peter told Arthur, "Since you've been such a good man and your motorcycles have changed the world, your reward is, you can hang out with anyone you want in Heaven." Arthur thought about it for a minute, and then said, "I want to hang out with God." St. Peter took Arthur to the Throne Room and introduced him to God. God recognized Arthur and commented, "Okay, so you were the one who invented the Harley Davidson motorcycle?" Arthur said, "Yes, that's me." God said, "Well, what's the big deal in inventing something that's pretty unstable, makes noise and pollution and can't run without a road?" Arthur was apparently embarrassed, but finally he said, "Excuse me, but aren't You the inventor of woman?" God said, "Yes." "Well," said Arthur, "professional to professional, you have some major design flaws in your invention: 1. There's too much inc

Weekend
Well I don't think this is as much about my weekend as much as it is how much I care. My best friend came over for the weekend. I had to work but we got to spend plenty of time together. We have known one another for it must be six years now. We have dated and been friends for the whole time. We have had more than our fair share of problems. And over the past year I have changed more about myself than anytime in my life. And I know how much wrong I did and did to her. But I love to spend time with her. And my worst feeling and what makes cry at night and feel so bad. Is that in my heart I feel as though I still have feelings for her. Kind of feelings that make me want her in my life for the rest of my life. And I know she has said she no longer has romantic feels for me. But when we are together we have so much fun, and enjoy each other so much. And right now I am crying because I know the things I did. And it hurts so much, I just don't know what to do. We have talked

Donkey Punch
Verb. Noun. Whilst participating in either vaginal or anal ‘doggy style’ intercourse, during the instant before the male ejaculates, the penis is inserted (or kept) in the female's anus, at which point he delivers a swift punch to the back of the female’s cranium. This results in the simultaneous contraction of the anal sphincter and various other muscles in the female, thus producing a tremendous sensation for the male. However, for the technique to render successful, the receiving party must be knocked utterly unconscious.

The Legend Of The Spider And The Silken Strand Held In God's Hands
There is an old Danish legend With a lesson for us all Of an ambitious spider and his rise and his fall, Who wove his sheer web with intricate care as it hung suspended somewhere in mid-air, then in soft, idle luxury he feasted each day on the small, foolish insects he enticed as his prey, growing ever more arrogant and smug all the while he lived like a "king" in self-satisfied style as gazing one day at the sheer strand suspended, he said, "I don't need this", So he recklessly rended the strand that held his web in its place and with sudden swiftness the web crumpled in space- and that was the end of the spider who grew so arrogantly proud that he no longer knew that it was the strand that reached down from above like the cord of God's grace and his infinite love that links our lives to the great unknown, for man cannot live or exist on his own- and this old legend with simplicity told is a moral as true as the legend is old- don't sever the

Driving Jon Bon Jovi's Viper Gts
I got into Jon Bon Jovi's dark green 2000 Dodge Viper GTS. I sat in the driver's seat thinking "wow, this is what he was driving....cool", with a big smile. It felt tight inside, esp my legs. Its almost like the seat grabs my legs to set them in a right place. I really felt like i was in a racing car or something. Cool feeling (knowing im abut to drive a hot guy's hot car helped, probably). Then found out that its a manual car. Shyt, I cant drive manual.....the only time i drove a manual car was a few years ago when i got to practice like 3 times. Oh well. I got the feeling that i have to start the car and drive to somewhere, so I started the car. I was remembering how it was to drive a manual car, and somehow manage to move forward......this aint bad, i think i can drive ok...... It still felt awkward and a bit of a bumpy ride but i was driving.....a Jon Bon Jovi's Viper. I felt like I was him, just a little bit, and I liked the feeling of it. I couldnt drive fast tho, cuz i was sti

The Cost Of Bad Government In California
A recent report from the American Legislative Exchange Council is a grim reminder of the human and financial costs of bad government. (Read the World Net Daily article here and the report here.) The report, called "Rich States Poor States," estimates that $7 billion of California's $14 billion deficit in 2003 was the direct result of successful Californians moving out of state in the early 2000s. More than 5,000 of the state's 25,000 millionaires left California to avoid the high taxes and excessive regulations imposed by the special interests in Sacramento. However, it's not just millionaires leaving California. The report cites data from moving companies that shows California had the second-highest out-flow of domestic population of any state in 2005. It's no wonder that California's budget deficit has continued to grow (the latest estimate is $16 billion) as more and more Californians "vote with their feet" and take with them their earning power, talent and entrepreneurial spi

I Have Some Things To Take Care Of
First of all, let me say that it has been so much fun meeting all my new friends here on Fubar. I joined only 3 months ago but it seems like a year. I've spent a lot of time on here and it was not an issue at first. Now, the baby is walking, my older son needs some help with school work, I have a lot of school work to do myself, and spring is coming and I have a lot of things inside and out to take care of. I am not leaving Fubar, I just won't be on here as often. I will still be in and out to check my mail but I will not be able to leave comments and such as I used to. If you want my Yahoo IM just ask, although I will not be on there as often either. Always feel free to leave me a message and I will always get back to you when I can get time. I just wanted to thank my friends for all the fun we have. I don't get to tell you guys very often how special you are to me. Take care all and I will try my best to keep in touch. When I eventually hit Fuberlord I will come back on

Help!!!!
Well, so I think I slept, but I'm not quite sure. Seems to me it was more like drifting in a haze more than anything else. Problem is now, I can't lay down cause I can't get comfortable no matter how I lay, so reclining in the chair is what I'm doing now. I hurt all over, I haven't eaten because I don't want to. Tea and sprite seem to work okay. Getting some gatorade in a little bit. My rings keep falling off my finger which I'm sure isn't good. that and the fact my hands are shaking. I just don't have energy to talk when I'm laying down. I keep repating my quote in my name here, "That which doesn't kill me, can only make me stronger". The hard part now is, actually believing it. Thanks for the rates guys!!!! I appreciate all of them. I shall return them. Come say hi and keep me company. I need to take my mind off of this for a while.

Gone Too Long
there was a moment this morning at work today when out of no where came this sadness that overtook me by surprise in its entirety..i was not expecting it to have such an impact on me when the boss said to me in an asking way....have you seen your kids any this month?..and as we both looked towards the calender i told him that i hadnt and he said...well this months about gone...and the longing of wanting to see my kids brought this sadness on...it hit me so hard that tears begin to build up in my eyes and blurred my vision...i turned away from the boss..not wanting him to see the ache of longing filling up in my eyes...but he knew....cause he knows how i feel about my kids...the slight hitch in my voice might have also gave it away as i tried to push on in the conversation...but i was pretty much at a loss for words to say.....being the good man he is..he allowed it to drop away without pursuing the topic much more...i do admit...he can be an ass most the time but he is a good man and h

Screw This
life , dont talk to me abotu life . if i didnt love pussy and cuddling so much id give up on women . not that id turn gay , lol . i dont think i could even pretend to be gay . but im sick of the drama . im sick of gettign hurt and im sick of the emotional rollercoaster. largel;y its my fault . i get too close too quick . its jsut how i am . and im begining to hate it . im wishing i could turn my feelings off . they dont do me any good anyway . and furthermore odnt think that im qualified to find a womana to date . it seems all my choices are the wrong ones when it comes to women. i dunno im babbling

A Dark Hidden Soul
On the surface lies a sweet smiling face, while darkness engulfs its heart and soul; Haunting memories resurface now and then to take their toll. Forgotten feelings, not so forgotten, spring forth from their secret abyss; while families and friends ignorance shows, for this pain they just seem to miss. Somehow, someway a light has been re-found; a STRANGER arose as if from the ground. HE looks deep inside this sorrowful soul's hidden pain; washes it clean like a mid summer's rain. While there are mysteries yet to uncover; they'll be awakened in haste from their slumber. A new found strength and courage this little one now has, finally can it conquer the past, it will try, it will try at long last.

If I Knew
IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I woul! d be th e re to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will l always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's another chance to sa

Mothers Day
THERE ARE MANY HOLIDAYS THOUGHOUT THE YEAR, BUT THERE'S ONE THAT I HOLD VERY DEAR. THE ONE COMES IN THE MONTH OF MAY, THAT SPECIAL TIME IS MOTHER'S DAY. IT'S FOR SOMEONE I ADORE VERY MUCH, WHO HAS WARM AND LOVING TOUCH. I DON'T APPRECIATE HER AS I SHOULD, SHE RAISED ME THE BEST SHE COULD, THERE NEVER WILL BE ANY OTHER, AS WONDERFUL AS MY MOTHER. I LOVE HER VERY MUCH YOU KNOW. EVEN THOUGH SOMETIMES IT DOESN'T SHOW. SO ON THIS DAY, I WANT TO SAY, SHE'S A SPECIAL MOM IN EVERY WAY. I WROTE THIS FOR MY MOM THAT I LOST ON DEC 9 2002.I MISS HER SO VERY MUCH.

The Double Eagle
This story here is a bit more personal than the last one. I've been to this place before, and at one time this place had some ties to my family. Out of all my childhood adventures throughout 'The Land of Enchantment', I'll always remember this one. The Following has been taken from "The Southwest Ghost Hunters Association. The Double Eagle restaurant is set in an 1840's mansion, the plaza's oldest building. The enormous adobe resembles a series of treasure-filled caves. It actually houses two restaurants -- the Double Eagle, serving pricey Continental fare in posh salons and a ballroom, and the more casual, inexpensive Peppers, its delicious New Mexican food presented in a patio covered by a transparent ceiling. The dozen rooms that are open to the public energetically bring together such exotic features as Baccarat chandeliers the size of sumo wrestlers, a 30-foot oak and walnut bar from Chicago's Drake Hotel, museum-quality Pueblo folk art, a gilt-covered ceiling and a

Collared
Collared Though you kneel with my collar on you neck, Know that I will always treat you with respect, For in the surrendering of yourself you me, You will be able to set your soul free. For when with me you find yourself bound, It is only then, that your true self is found, For in giving of yourself to my demands, I will protect your heart held in my hands. For you have willingly now become my slave, And in my heart you will always stay, The giving of your freedom was not a forced demand, For the collar you wear was placed by your own hand. And I will treasure what you have freely given, And as your Master, will give you a life worth living, And if your faith in me remains true, I will always be here to take care of you. So the collar you wear is a symbol for all to see, All that you have freely given to me, But it is also a sign of my pledge to you, That on my life, I will provide everything for you. DQA

I Need Everyone's Help
OK so me and cutie8782 WERE TALKING ABOUT THINGS AND WELL WE ARE REALLY INTERESTING IN CREATING OUR OWN LOUNGE ON FUBAR....... NOW THE PROBLEM IS, WE HAVE BEEN IN OTHERS LOUNGES AND WE HAVE NOTICED THINGS THAT WE WANT AND DON'T SEE, BUT WE WANT TO KNOW WHAT EVERYONE WANTS AND DOESN'T SEE....SO I'M ASKING EVERYONE TO POST ME A COMMENT, SEND ME A MESSAGE, TELL ME WHAT KINDS OF THINGS YOU WANT TO SEE IN A LOUNGE, WHAT YOU DON'T THINK SHOULD IN A LOUNGE..... ME AND CUTIE WANT TO GET THE BALL ROLLING, WE HAVE IDEAS BUT WE WANT TO SEE WHAT THE GENERAL PUBLIC WANTS TO SEE...... PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP US, HELP US, HELP YOU !!! SOONER WE GET THINGS TOGETHER, THE SOONER WE ARE GOING TO NEED BOUNCERS, GREETERS, AND DJS...... POST THE COMMENTS TO MY PAGE OR CUTIE8782'S PAGE !!! THANKS EVERYONE !!! WE APPRECIATE IT!

9 Wordswomen Use
9 WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and w

Do You Know How That Feels
do you know how it feels when you get your heart ripped out of you. well this is how i feel. i feel like my life my pride,joy happiness have been taking from me. havent been happy fro many years. tho i lie and put a smile on my face and laugh im really not happy imhurting like no other inside. yea people in the world are feeling what i feel but not like me its 20 thousand times worse thats how bad it is. people take my kindness for weakness. i hate that. heartbreaks etc is all i know. nobody can help cause everyine who trys uses aww you will be okay or flustrated when i try to talk about it. i do feel like i have reached the end of my rope matter a fact i reached that a long time ago. i fed up with all the bullshit. i try my best to respect people but they disrespect with me. so please dont try it will be okay stuff heard it for twenty years its not better yet ? so the ? is ive lost everything that i love thats what it feels like.

Friends Reporting Friends...
Sorry but I have to vent, This is aimed at the person who turned in my pic, And I have to laugh cuz this same pic is on my profile in my comments section...still..you can see it there...but the Irish in me doesn't allow me to keep my mouth shut.. I had a beautiful comment put on my profile by a friend it is from a normal comment sight...the artwork I found very beautiful. I put it in a file of pics from my friends, a so called friend, (It doesn't show who was in the file last, but according to my bar tab I think I know who it is, ( & you know who you are)) reported it as NSFW.. If you had a problem you could of come to me not turn me in..I would of flagged it, you could of at least given me that chance if you hadn't been on my friends list I wouldn't be so upset and mark it up to my stupidity, but what you did is high school drama bullshit..why would you want me kicked off of Fubar for that?? And if your that damn offended why are you on an adult sight?? Hell Victoria Secret adds on

Blogging A Conversation With Merci That She Asked Me To Post For Her
mercedes none: he does not know what love means....he dont love he pushes love away..i love him i gave my all i lost everything i have no place to go now that he wanted me to come back to vt when i told him this he did not care he said be strong merci you will be ok we will talk everyday i text him i called him i just wrote to him no response at all from him..when i was leaving he was not like he always was when getting home from work he either had someone comong over or going out i think he had a g/f before i was even gone from pa and he could not handle it having a live in g/f wanting to "play" like he did mercedes none: he has a great heart a great mind mercedes none: he's a great man just does not know how to love a person that would have givin him the world mercedes none: i gave him my whole paychecks every week i got paid Kristi Stotler: i know u did mercedes none: i did not ask for a thing only personal needs that i needed and some food that i liked mercedes none: he got c

Bode Miller Dominant In Downhill, Extends World Cup Lead.
KVITFJELL, Norway -- Bode Miller skied a near-flawless run Saturday to win a World Cup downhill by 0.40 seconds over Didier Cuche of Switzerland. Bode Miller Daniel Sannum Lauten/Getty Images Bode Miller leads Didier Cuche by 165 points with seven races left in the World Cup season. Miller went down the Olympic course in 1 minute, 46.16 seconds to capture his third downhill victory of the season. "It was good, I really pushed it hard," said Miller, who became the fourth American winner at Kvitfjell since Tommy Moe won gold at the 1994 Lillehammer Olympics. Cuche, the defending World Cup downhill champion, was a distant runner-up. Werner Heel of Italy, who won Friday's downhill for his first World Cup victory, finished third. Miller increased his lead in the overall standings over Cuche and closed in on him in the downhill standings. "Yesterday, after only one training run, I really didn't feel I could go 100 percent," Miller said. "Today, I knew what it was going

Subject: What Are You Doing At 9:00pm?
Subject: What are you doing at 9:00pm? (I don't know about the Churchill claim, but it's a great idea. Let's not forget our family and friends fighting in the Middle East!) ONE MINUTE EACH NIGHT In WWII, there was an advisor to Churchill who organized a group of people who dropped what they were doing every night at a prescribed hour for one minute to collectively pray for the safety of England , its people and peace. This had an amazing effect as bombing stopped. There is now a group of people organizing the same thing here in America . If you would like to participate: each evening at 9:00 PM Eastern Time (8:00 PM Central, 7:00 PM Mountain, 6:00 PM Pacific), stop whatever you are doing and spend one minute praying for the safety of the United States, our troops, our citizens and for peace in the world. If you know anyone who would like to participate, please pass this along. Someone said if people really understood the full ex

I Will Be Offline Most Of Tomorrow
I won't be online Monday morning March 3 as I have an early doctor's appointment, followed by several errands and a lunch date. It will be a bit odd not sending morning comments to my sweet friends, but just know that I am going to be enjoying the day regardless of our forecast for rain. See you all when I return. I do love my friends!!

With Sex.....numbers Are Always Important
Average time of intercourse is 4 minutes Average strokes per minute is 36 Average length of a man's dick is 6 inches Average woman gets 216 inches pf dick per intercourse Average woman has intercourse 3 times a week 3x216 = 647 inches or 54 feet of dick per week Average woman has intersourse 50 weeks a year 54 ft of dick x 50 weeks per year equals 2,700 feet of dick or just a trifle over 1/2 mile IF you are NOT getting your 1/2 mile of dick per year: Call: someone who gives a FUCK Phone: 1 800 fuck you

Re: Desperate Smear Campaign Follows Actress' 9/11 Comments
RE: Desperate Smear Campaign Follows Actress' 9/11 Comments ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 02 Mar 2008, 23:07 Desperate Smear Campaign Follows Actress' 9/11 Comments Oscar-winning French actress Marion Cotillard's comments regarding her doubts about the official 9/11 story have already provoked an international media smear campaign despite the fact that she is merely echoing a plethora of other highly respected public figures in questioning the establishment position. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/march2008/030208_smear_campaign.htm

Elderly Road Trip
While on a road trip, an elderly couple stopped at a roadside Restaurant for lunch. After finishing their meal, they left the restaurant and resumed Their trip. When leaving, the elderly woman unknowingly left her glasses on The table and she didn't miss Them until they had been driving about twenty minutes. By then, to add to the aggravation, they had to travel quite a Distance before they could find a place To turn around -- in order to return to the restaurant to Retrieve her glasses. All the way back, the elderly husband became the classic grouchy Old man. He fussed and complained and scolded his wife relentlessly During the entire return drive. The more he chided her -- the more agitated he became. He just wouldn't let up one minute. To her relief, they finally arrived at the restaurant. As the woman got ou

Self...
Drowning in the sea of self lowthing. Choking on the smoke of self doubt. Injecting the poison of self pitty. Denying myself the fruits of self encouragment. Hating self and self hating hate. My local best friend sitting near waiting patiently, yet I deny his company, his comfort, his poison. Gonna lay and wallow in self. Gonna lay and fight self. Gonna just be self. By myself.

The Reason
i'm not a perfect person there's many things i wish i didn't do but i continue learning i never meant to say those things to you and so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know i've found a reason for me to change who i used to be a reason to start over new and the reason is you i'm sorry that i hurt you it's something i must live with every day i know the pain i put you through i wish that i could take it all away and be the one who catches all your tears thats why i need you to hear i've found a reason for me to change who i used to be a reason to start over new and the reason is you and the reason is you i'm not a perfect person i never meant to say those things to you and so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know i've found a reason for me to change who i used to be a reason to start over new and the reason is you i found a reason to show a side of me you didn't know a reason for all that i do and the reason is you

Martina Mcbride - Valentine
If there were no words No way to speak I would still hear you If there were no tears No way to feel inside I'd still feel for you And even if the sun refused to shine Even if romance ran out of rhyme You would still have my heart until the end of time You're all I need, my love, my Valentine All of my life I have been waiting for All you give to me You've opened my eyes And showed me how to love unselfishly I've dreamed of this a thousand times before In my dreams I couldn't love you more I will give you my heart Until the end of time... You're all I need, my love, my Valentine ladadadadadada And even if the sun refused to shine Even if romance ran out of rhyme You would still have my heart until the end of time 'Cause all I need is you, my Valentine oohhh You're all I need, my love, my Valentine hoouoo

The Cannibal Within
The Cannibal Within I felt myself fill with fear I only stared at the water We got in a boat Days passed And nights Afraid of the cannibals The crew wouldn't go to tahiti Should have been afraid OF the cannibal within we shouldn't we must not yet soon the captain holds the tip of his saber he rips open his own throat his body falls to the floor of the boat like a bone among starving dogs i will always know i am drinking blood we drank we ate we slept human blood flesh

Woops...
A guy goes to the supermarket and notices an attractive woman waving at him. She says hello. He's rather taken back because he can't place where he knows her from. So he says, 'Do you know me?' To which she replies, 'I think you're the father of one of my kids.' Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and says, 'My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I made love to on the pool table with all my buddies watching while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery???' She looks into his eyes and says calmly, 'No, I'm your son's teacher.'

Farewell My Dearest Friend
In Loving Memory Of My Dear Friend Amy Who Lost A 2 Year Battle With Cancer On February 29, 2008. You Have Touched My Life And Will Always Hold A Special Place In My Heart. God looked around his garden And He found an empty place. And then He looked down upon the earth, And saw your tired face. He put His arms around you, And lifted you to rest. God's garden must be beautiful, He always takes the best. He knew that you were suffering, He knew you were in pain, He knew that you would never Get well on earth again. He saw the road was getting rough, And the hills were hard to climb, So He closed your weary eyelids, And whispered"Peace be thine." It broke our hearts to lose you . But you didn't go alone, For part of us went with you, The day God called you home.

~~death~~
~DEATH~ WHAT A WONDERFUL WAY TO EXPLAIN IT.. A sick man turned to his doctor as he was preparing to Leave the examination room and said, "Doctor, I am afraid to die. Tell me what lies on the other side." Very quietly, the doctor said, "I don't know." "You don't know? You, a Christian man, Do not know what is on the other side?" The doctor was holding the handle of the door; On the other side came a sound of scratching and whining, And as he opened the door, a dog sprang into the room And leaped on him with an eager show of gladness. Turning to the patient, the doctor said, "Did you notice my dog? He's never been in this room before. He didn't know what was inside. He knew nothing except that his master was here, And when the door opened, he sprang in without fear. I know little of what is on the other side of death, But I do know one thing... I know my Master is there and that is enough." Ma

R.i.p. Ron Richardson
It seems my blogs, my website my bulletin's ,are nothing but Rip's and friend's passing away.. I've spent the last 3 days walking the banks and shores searching and trying to recover the body of one of my best friends body who supposedly fell of his boat early Sunday morning. . Weather has stopped most of our efforts. Anyone living in the Killeen . Tx area we need your help with boats, people to walk the shores anything ! Ron Richardson is missing from Stillhouse Hollow lake from what is called a suspicious boating accident. I'm calling on all friends to help bring him in and some kind of closer for his family and friends. Please send me an email @ swoupe @yahoo.com if you need more info and would like to help.. Enjoy life because it's way to short. and be happy. God Bless !

So Close
You are in my dreams Every night Miles and miles away Am I in your dreams too? In my dreams, It's only me and you The world is gone Music playing all night I'm in your arms Dancing to its tunes So close It feels real All I wanted Is to hold you close For the night So close together So close to feeling you alive So close in having you Forever and ever So close In this waiting Waiting here with you So close For this dream to come true To be together Happily ever after So close But still so far

Hateme
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Values
It’s funny sometimes, how we learn things. I was in a class over the past week for 6 days. It was an interesting class, and actually made me think about some stuff. Heck, I even learned some stuff about myself. I was in the US Army Equal Opportunity Leader’s Course. It is a 6 day, 60 hour course. Makes for a long day when you get up for PT at 0400, and get back to your room at after 1800, and then still have homework to do, and your normal stuff like cleaning, checking email, calling home, etc..etc..etc.. During the course, we covered a lot of stuff. One of the areas I learned a lot, was in our self evaluations. It was an ongoing process through the course, but it made me think a lot on where some of my values came from. I also learned during our recognizing sexism and racism that I have some tendencies which I have to address. Those will be dealt with first in this, then the values part of it. Racism. I learned that I do have racist tendencies. But, so does 95% o

Timbaland "apologize"
I'm Holding On Your Rope Got Me Ten Feet Off The Ground And I'm Hearing What You Say But I Just Can't Make A Sound You Tell Me That You Need Me Then You Go And Cut Me Down But Wait... You Tell Me That You're Sorry Didn't Think I'd Turn Around And Say.. That It's Too Late To Apologize, It's Too Late I Said It's Too Late To Apologize, It's Too Late I'd Take Another Chance, Take A Fall, Take A Shot For You And I Need You Like A Heart Needs A Beat (but That's Nothing New) Yeah Yeah I Loved You With A Fire Red, Now It's Turning Blue And You Say Sorry Like An Angel, Heavens Not The Thing For You, But I'm Afraid It's Too Late To Apologize, It's Too Late I Said It's Too Late To Apologizes, It's Too Late Woahooo Woah It's Too Late To Apologize, It's Too Late I Said It's Too Late To Apologize, It's Too Late I Said It's Too Late To Apologize, Yeah Yeah I Said It's Too Late To Apologize, A Yeah I'm Holding Your Rope Got Me Ten Feet Off The Ground...

Heavyload
I AWAKE AFTER THE MORNING SUN, TO AGAIN FIND MYSELF CARRYING A HEAVYLOAD ONCE AGAIN, OFTEN TIMES WHEN I CARRY A LOAD THIS HEAVY WHEN I JUST WANNA DROP EVERYTHING AND RUN IS WHEN MY GREATEST ANGELS COME, THEY HELP ME CARRY AND CARRY ON, MY BURDENS ARE LIFTED TO ALMOST NOT EXSIST, THATS WHAT FRIENDS DO, AND ALL IS GOOD AND RIGHT WITH THE WORLD ONCE AGAIN.

911 And Bush
The White House says President Bush will veto legislation on Saturday that would have barred the CIA from using waterboarding ? a technique that simulates drowning ? and other harsh interrogation methods on terror suspects......there you go if the republicans get in nov this will only get worse... for the usa....vote for obama

My Photos
it's no secret that I am an unattractive woman. but still, I find it difficult to put my photos up and leave them up. i can take fifty pictures and not be particularly happy with any of them. Because, they look like me. Period. My pictures look like I look, bad. Why does it matter? I don't even know. Okay, check this out, for example, we are going to vegas pretty soon for a week. My cousin / best friend that I have not seen in years, is going to meet me out there. She has bought tickets for us to go to stripper 101. Fun right? Well to me, it feels like a fucking night mare. Common, its sexy chics showin us how to work it on the stripper pole, and my cousin is hot as hell, and then there is ME.. The Dumpy Frumpy Housewife, it's a given that I am going to be the ONLY fat chic there, and we all know, how skinny ppl look at us.. It's going to fucking suck. How do you work around that and have fun besides just completely tuning out every rude look or remark that we deal

2008 Edition
Welcome to the 2008 edition of getting to know your friends. Okay, here's what you're supposed to do, and try not to be lame and spoil the fun! Copy this entire bulletin and paste into a new one, change all the answers so that they apply to you. 1. What is your occupation? I own... 2. What color are your socks right now? None 3. What are you listening to right now? Sean talking to me. 4. What was the last thing that you ate? Crackers last night. 5. Can you drive a stick shift? Kind of. I could get us home if I needed to. 6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Blue, duh. 7. Last person you spoke to on the phone? Tiff about 2 seconds ago. 8. Do you like the person who sent this to you? It wasn't sent to me, it was April's bulletin, and yep I like her very much! 9. How old are you today? 32 10. Favorite drink? Iced tea or iced coffee 11. What is your favorite sport to watch? None really. 12. Have you ever dyed your hair? Yep,

Supernatural
mom sitting on bed playing several hands of solitaire. on the 10th or 11th game, when she got to the end of the game, 4 of clubs was missing. when she found it, it was under the bed even tho she has a bed ruffle that goes down to the floor and she had not dropped it or been up. is there any particular meaning to this that anyone knows of? or is the pesky ghost just pestering her for the fun of it?

Chance Meeting
On my screen you came out of the blue, Awakening my heart from pain to feelings before I never knew We are both scared of the road fate has shown Two souls paired to a destiny still unknown Should we choose to meet and tempt these hands of fate It would take two, for the odds to be beat To lead us to eternity and heavens gate Should we choose to not would our minds constantly wonder, Was that the one I always sought On that do we dare to ponder? For you have touched me deep I long to hold you for all time To be mine, forever to keep For us to share a lifetime I want your passionate kiss to take my breath away Never want to miss your touch while in each others arms we lay So now the decision is ours to make I'll treasure you whatever may be My heart is here for you to take Loyalty I'll, vow should you give yours to me?

Lime Green Eh?
Your Power Color Is Lime Green At Your Highest: You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary. At Your Lowest: You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in. In Love: You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated. How You're Attractive: Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room. Your Eternal Question: "What else do I need in my life?" What's Your Power Color?

Make Me Feel
Take me to places that were hidden and stored Make me want to throw all caution to the wind Make me loose all things including my mind Make me happy to be your personal whore. Make me scream with passion deep from my gut Make me bare my mind, body and soul Make me realize I can't get enough Make me want to be your personal slut. Make me question my morals and beliefs Make me crave for you Make me want to please you any and every way Make me excited that to please you every day. Make me feel all those dirty and nasty things Make my body tingle, my soul to soar Make me realize that I don't mind it all And im happy to be your personal whore.

Will I Be Alert To My Chances To Give Kindness Today?
The older you get the more you realize that kindness is synonymous with happiness. --Lionel Barrymore Once in a while, we forget about the kind things people have done for us. Do we remember the next-door neighbor who helped us get our kite out of a tree, or the brother who helped us finish a project for school? If we think about these kindnesses, we will remember how happy we were to receive them. These people and others may need a kindness we can give. Our next-door neighbor may get sick and need us to go to the store, a brother or sister may need to borrow a radio, or the elderly person down the street may need the lawn mowed. Whenever we take the time to give a kindness, we will find that like the boomerang, it returns to us in the form of happiness.

Live Life, Love Slowly,laugh Alot!!!
The most wonderful of all things in life, I believe, is the discovery of another human being with whom one's relationship has a glowing depth, beauty, and joy as the years increase. This inner progressiveness of love between two human beings is a most marvelous thing, it cannot be found by looking for it or by passionately wishing for it. It is a sort of Divine accident. Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Don't set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you. Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for without them life is meaningless. Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. By living your life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life. Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the mom

My Dreams
for when i wish upon a star my wishes always seem so far a simple kiss or holding my hand the words i love from a foreign land i stand here doing my best the sleepless nights and little rest for my dreams are of you

Lies They Do Speak
The truth is something that many never speak. Lies, to them, come easily and secrets they do keep. They step all over honesty and they corrupt the innocent. They deal out hate and trouble and they breed discontent. No one can ever get too close because the truth they may see. They are useless, ruthless and mean and that is all they can ever be.

Come Party With Us!!!!
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Pimpout
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What Time Of Day Are You?
You Are Midnight You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits. Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle. Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it. You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends. What Time Of Day Are You? Haha! That was my guess!

Product Launch Formula 2 Affiliate
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Letter To My Friends
Hello Family, Friends, and Anyone Wishing to Know Me, Allow me to begin by thanking you for taking the time out of your day to spend some time with me and get to know me better. A person’s time is their most valuable asset and yours is appreciated. I want to talk to you about Fibromyalgia (FM) and Chronic Myofascial Pain Syndrome (MPS). Many have never heard of these conditions and for those who have, many are misinformed. And because of this judgments are made that may not be correct… So I ask you to keep an open mind as I try to explain who I am and how FM/MPS has assaulted not only my life but those whom I love as well. You see, I suffer from a disease that you cannot see; a disease that there is no cure for and that keeps the medical community baffled at how to treat and battle this demon, who’s attacks are relentless. My pain works silently, stealing my joy and replacing it with tears. On the outside we look alike you and I; you wont see my scars as you would a person who

Fucking Immature People Suck
OMG, so I can actually post something here, and Someone (We will call her person "A") wont get her panties in a fucking knot. So here it is. I know 90% of the world thought what those fucking moron marines did was gross as all hell. Well someone, No names mentioned, WHO NEEDS TO GROW THE FUCK UP, Thinks apparently I'm "IGNORANT" GET OVER YERSELF. I'm sorry but that was the worst thing, I saw in a loooooooooong time, and it was not right that they fucking laughed about it, and TAPED IT!!! Come on now. So then I tell person "A" she changed, and she cant except that. She thinks she is all high and fucking mighty or some shit. Well here it is, I'm not sorry I think you changed. I'm not sorry for being disgusted in some of our military, and I'M NOT SORRY FOR LOSING FUCKING RESPECT IN THEM! NEWS FLASH World, Me, yes lil old me is bi polar, and I snap. And I decided I was not gonna take no more shit from noone. I also saw what her hubby's myspace away thing says, and oh yes its

Have I Ever Told You?
Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered s

Political Seal
Official Announcement: The government today announced that it is changing its emblem from an Eagle to a CONDOM because it more accurately reflects the government's political stance A condom allows for inflation, halts production, destroys the next generation, protects a bunch of pricks, and gives you a sense of security while you're actually being screwed! Damn, it just doesn't get more accurate than that!

Vh-1 Classic Rock Autism
VH1 Classic Rock AutismVH1 Classic's Rock Autism campaign is designed to help educate parents and build awareness about autism, a complex neurobiological developmental disorder that lasts throughout a person's lifetime, and to raise funds for a variety of autism research, advocacy, and support organizations. Autism affects one in every 150 children, with a child diagnosed every 21 minutes. Today, there is no known cause or cure. VH1 Classic aims to galvanize a community of artists and fans in support of this cause. Autism FactsLearn More What is autism? Autism is a complex neurobiological development disorder that lasts throughout a person's lifetime. Because persons with autism exhibit different symptoms or behaviors, ranging from mild to serious, autism is a "spectrum" disorder, or a group of disorders with a range of similar features. Learn more about autism. Diagnosing Autism Research shows that early intervention leads to improved outcomes for children with autism. Im

Id Do Anything
What should i do, or what should i say? to make this last forever, id do anything.... to keep u here in my arms, to leave u here with me- to prolong this love, id do anything... for this to last our lives, and to see u every day... to preserve that sweet look in your eyes- id do anything....

Everybody Ready For Steak And Bj Day?
A little history behind it if you haven't heard: You know the drill. Every 14th of February you get the chance to display your fondness for a significant other by showering her with gifts, flowers, dinner, shows and any other baubles that women find romantic. Every Valentines day you rack your brains for that one special, unique gift that will show your wife or girlfriend that you really do care for them more than any other. Now ladies, I'll let you in on a little secret; guys really don't enjoy this that much. Sure seeing that smile on your face when we get it right is priceless, but that smile is the result of weeks of blood, sweat and consideration. Another secret; guys feel left out. That's right, there's no special holiday for the ladies to show their appreciation for the men in their life. Men as a whole are either too proud or too embarrassed to admit it. Which is why a new holiday has been created. March 14th is now officially "Steak and Blowjob Day". Simple, effective a

Left Behind
You left me here To fade away; Why I always Wonder, everyday You walked away Out of that door; "I just can't do it, Can't do it anymore" I always wonder What I did wrong; But it doesn't matter, I knew all along I was never good enough, That much I could see; I knew you wished that I could be another me You thought I was a Burden you had to carry; Looking like death All wretched and scary You tell me I'm wrong, Theres another reason; Of why you left that Terrible season I wish I knew That it would be OK; Instead of wondering Every single day

A Turning Point
Why are some of us so self tortured? Why is the guilt and conscience like a judgment from God from within? True we are multidimensional beings with a Soul.....A Soul? is that it? I believe we couldn't live without that force from within. But then I question myself why this doesn't create more empathy and understanding in some. Maybe its because we as a group have painted ourselves into a cynical little corner ...... Now we live a terribly incomplete realism. There is no belief of the Soul in that corner......yet we have one. Look within because the Soul lives beyond beliefs ...and to me thats the beauty of it. With it you can cross that room and get out of your predicament. It's never as hard as we belived. You can cross any floor no matter how long it may have taken to paint. The paint is made of tears, blood, sweat, insecurities and lonelyness. Most can't see what has been painted because they are busy trying to survive. With the Soul you can find your way out of the c

Tips Of The Day - Grocery Shopping
* When grocery shopping, teach your child to stay with the cart. * To train your child to walk beside the grocery cart, bring an assistant to bring your child back to the cart if he wanders off. * Have your child place his feet on the lower shelf of the grocery cart, put your arms around him on either side of the bar, and push the cart around like it’s a ride. * Have your child help you pick out the food and place it in the grocery cart. * Go to the grocery store at non-busy times to cut down on wait time when paying. * Start with a short shopping list, including your child’s favorite foods. * Get your child’s favorite food first and place it in plain sight at the bottom of the cart; he will keep in close visual contact with that item. * Have your child help unload the groceries at the register; let him pick out a treat and praise him when you leave.

What Kind Of Shamrock Are You?
What Your Shamrock Says About You You are unselfish, responsible, and a good leader. You contribute a lot to your community. At times, you can be self-righteous and stubborn. There's no better way to do things than your way. You consider yourself a lucky person. Luck always seems to be on your side. You are creative, innovative, and complicated. You definitely have a unique spin on the world. The Shamrock Personality Test

Primary School Proverbs ......
A Primary School teacher had twenty-six students in her class. She presented each child in her classroom the 1st half of a well-known proverb (top line) and then asked them to come up with the remainder of the proverb (the line underneath) It's hard to believe these were actually done by first year students. Their insight may surprise you. While reading, keep in mind that these are 6-year-olds, because the last one is a bit of a classic response….!!! 1. Don't change horses until they stop running. 2. Strike while the bug is close. 3. It's always darkest before Daylight Savings Time. 4. Never underestimate the power of termites. 5. You can lead a horse to water but how? 6. Don't bite the hand that looks dirty. 7. No news is impossible 8. A miss is as good as a Mr. 9. You can't teach an old dog new math s 10. If you lie down wi

The Horth Whithperer
If you don't laugh out loud at this, you're just not trying!! A guy calls his buddy, the horse rancher, and says he's sending a friend over t o look at a horse. His buddy asks, "How will I recognize him?" "That's easy; he's a midget with a speech impediment." So, the midget shows up, and the guy asks him if he's looking for a male or female horse. "A female horth." So he shows him a prized filly. "Nith lookin horth. Can I thee her eyeth"? So the guy picks up the midget and he gives the horse's eyes the once over. "Nith eyeth, can I thee her earzth"? So he picks the little fella up again, and shows him the horse's ears. "Nith earzth, can I see her mouf"? The rancher is getting pretty ticked off by this point, but he picks him up again and shows him the horse's mouth. "Nice mouf, can I see her twat"? Totally mad as fire at this point, the rancher grabs him under his arms and rams the midget's head as far a

Ronan Keating--the Way You Make Me Feel
Couldn't feel much better than the way I feel tonight Feel like Icould live forever, feel like I could fly When I thought I'd got it wrong, yeah You somehow make things right Chorus : That's the way you make me feel, better than I've ever known it Better than it's ever been, I can't seem to control it, no The way you make me feel, like the sun coming up in the morning Like holding the world in your hands, in a way I could never imagine Yeah, the way you make me feel I couldn't feel much better than when I'm here with you You make everything seem so easy I'm telling you the truth You never try to please me, but somehow you always do [Chorus] The way you make me feel Yeah The way you make me feel The simple things you do to me, simple things you say I sometimes can't believe that it's for real [Chorus] The way you make me feel The way you make me feel The way you make me feel The way you make me feel

Crushes
well i get to actually looking at my home page and notice that i have 9, yes 9, crushes... i'm callin' ya'll out, who are you and why do you have a crush on me.... xoxoxo suzy PSPSPS........ come on you chicken shits!!!

They Need Your Help!
If any of these people here are your friends,or you just feel like helping out of the kindness of your heart, how about going and showing them a lil love on the Million $$$ Fubuck Contest they are in. I'm sure they'd appreciate any help you could give them. Thank you for taking the time to read this. *Smiles* CONTESTANTS, PLEASE DON'T FORGET ABOUT THE RATE BONUS, MAKE SURE YOU TELL YOUR FRIENDS WHO HELP YOU TO RATE YOUR PIC. REMEMBER, THE MOST RATED PIC GETS A $50K FUBUCK BONUS! :) Now for the contestants, they are as follows: ~Judi~SIXX SLAVE FOR LIFE~ GoogleDoll MrDiamond~Shadow Leveler DJ Foxy Bitch GothicPrincess ~pinkbacardi~ Lady~Love DJ_TEXASCOYOTEMIKE AsianGem Jen

Zmans Domain Now Had Live Streaming Music Come One Come All
come in and invite your friends and just hang out listen to the music share drinks i need some promoters and some enforcers and greeters and all that stuff so lets have some fun http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=53580

Tell Me What You Think!
Just another face in the crowd She doesn't fit in but she doesn't stand out A "Hello" from a stranger makes her day Breaks the monotony of all those who look away She feels selfish for wanting some attention Mom and Dad didn't give her much affection He doesn't believe in soul mates Being alone seems to be his fate Rejected for things he can't control His undying love a woman will never know Longing for acceptance in a woman's eyes Like an old band-aid he gets tossed aside Then one day their eyes meet Just a random encounter on the street He smiles and says "Hi" She blushes and replies It's now the story begins Their hearts know how it ends She will love him for him He will never doubt again Joined at the soul Two halves of a whole

Thanks
Thanks to those who welcomed me back, It is appreciated. I am the same as I was when I left so if you didn’t like me then you wont like me now. I am not here for points and I am not here for you , I am here for myself and the handful of TRUE friends I had when I left. So if I don’t accept your request or find yourself blocked I either don’t like you or I don’t see anything other than my profile being another point for you, I will fan and rate but fried adds will be heavily moderated.

I Wrote This In A Time When I Was In A Very Unsure State Of Mind
who ever said we had to watch our step i want to understand what it is that keeps us in fear in a world that is so unsure and cold nobody wants to be alone we're no exception i wish i could find a way to make you see but does that mean i have to walk on water to breath is to live what is it that keeps us from holding our breath battling everyday wars are exauhsting but it's then when we find something more greater to live for if tomorrow it all ended would it change what you felt today after all, you and i must find a common ground we all suffer and exist together it makes no sence to hold back maybe it's our nature the future is so unclear...

Sheamus Vs Vegans
I was waiting for the bus back to my apartment today and there is a protest group by the gates as usual. I always ignore them but one guy walked over and started handing things out to people waiting for the bus. He handed me this thing that looked like a slim jim and said "Here, try a hickory smoked soy stick". Apparently its national "meat-out" day or something hippie. From the name alone, you'd know it tasted bad but I tried it none the less. After chewing the first bite about 3 times I spit it out and said "That tastes like a hickory smoked asshole". It was terrible... like smoked sawdust. I then remembered that I needed to buy milk for the week and since my bus still didn't come for 20 more minutes a ramble across the street to the store ensued. The whole time my mouth has this horrible taste in it and it was on my mind as the I walked passed the meat section. So... I bought a steak for dinner instead of going home to my chicken/tuna. On my way back to the bus stop I showe

My Fu Owner Tinkerbell
My Owner Tinkerbell YAY!!!! my fu owner tinkerbell lost her old account. lets all r/f/a/ her and rate all her pics and stashes so she can make it to he godmother status. TinkerbellMN84 (MY ACCOUNT GOT DELETED PLEASE HELP)@ fubar This is my owner's top friends: "BARBARA"@ fubar > > ~PebblesinAZ~Co-Owned by Tappinit & Emanon! xoxo Co founder of THE FREAK SHOW! Woot! XOXO Read my Bl@ fubar > > Charmed82 is Owned by Drug Like Romance & briancojones@ fubar > > '1969' NO BLANK FRIEND REQUESTS ACCEPTED!!!!!!!!!@ fubar > > ~~SugarSpice~~ ¢¼ Dirty south Crew ¢¼ ~~BossLady Of Aces Up Lounge ~~~@ fubar > > "INFARRED"~~DIRTY SOUTH CREW 4 LIFE~~OWNER OF DOWNTOWN BOMBERS~~@ fubar Drug Like Romance¢¾R/L GF TO KenDoll < 3¢¾ S4L¢¾FU-OWNED BY KENDOLL¢¾@ fubar La Faerie Freak of FUbar@ fubar Drew *Fu-Owner of MYDNA!*@ fubar

Poetic Image
my love will go on day after day with the memories of you going thru my mind no matter what comes between us no matter how far we grow apart my heart will always flutter when i see your smile i will love you faithfully an hold my heart true thru all the fierce struggles of life i will wait for you when the write moment may approach no matter how my heart my break nor how bad the pain my feel my mind will never change cause i know i need your love in my life an i will go the distance to prove it to myself an you

The Sun Will Shine Again
The sun will shine again. Though your heart is broken, and the tears are falling, The sun will shine again. Although the sky is dark, and they put a mark, on your heart. Dont let them marks bring you down. No one ever said life would be easy. The sun will shine again. The tears will stop falling, you will always here me calling my friend. The sun will shine again, just believe. Your broken heart will mend in time the bad times will then be just memories, and memories in time will fade. But there will always be new ones to be made. The sun will shine again, the rain will stop falling, but you will always here me calling. My friend I am here, no need to fear, dry those tears. The sun will shine again. Take it one day at a time, I will be right beside you, through thick and thin, laughter and tears, good and bad times. The sun will shine again.

Don't Ever Give Up
Although the road your traveling is dark and lonely, and the tears are falling like rain, don't you ever give up. Although that roller coaster ride that we call life has been rough, you dont see getting back to the top, dont you ever give up. Although you feel that you have nothing left, and there is nothing left to give, your feelings dont seem to matter, well open your eyes cause i am standing right next to you. Dont you ever give up. You still have people that care, and my friend i am one of them. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. There are still dreams to fulfill. there is still someone who needs you in there life. That dark and lonely road you have been traveling is just that bend in the road. Dont you ever give up. I have been there to my friend, said goodbye to people i loved , felt there was nothing left to give, hang on my friend take my hand and we'll make together. Dont you ever give up.

Pledge
I've made a vow, to no one but you I pledge my love to forever be true I'll take care of you and treat you right I'll lay beside you all through the night I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm I'll help you and guide you and clear a path I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through I'll take your side even if you're wrong Just to prove our love is strong I'll plant you flowers and make them grow They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know I'll whisper your name when no one is near So low that only you can hear You'll feel my love even if we're apart You'll know that we are one in heart

Association
association Glory of lord speaks on the value of association in life, association matters a lot in life to carry on with. Good association results in fine mode for life where as bad association drag the life to a mode so called wicked. As per the version of ancient books agastya [sage] was begotten of god varun through a pitcher. Another great sage, vashist, was also born of the same pitcher. The association thus obtained in his embryonic state with a great sage made him equally great. Association of saints on the subject of life matters the most to find a right track to carry on with. Communion with saint is the unique achievement in life if one manages to have so because it paves the way for final beatitude with all ease. May true saints bless the life to achieve its ultimate goal of emancipation? Thanks please.

Restless
I listen for you always you whisper in my ear I feel you always close to me even if you aren’t here I stop at unexpected moments, a smile lighting up my face A vision of your shapely form makes my heart pick up the pace I know your always with me I feel you close to me when Im in the mountains in the air or restless sea Our paths are shifting always those fickle sands of time to a moment that is destined to re define sublime My love will never waver though shadows cross my mind I will not leave this realm or see you left behind Ill weave the strands of fate bend solutions to my will Till every acing moment every dream I will fulfill My soul reaches out for you with every breath I take Well make the heavens tremble the very earth will shake

Remebering
As a very few of you know when I think about things I tend to write them down to sort things out in my head. For the last couple of days for some reason my dear Gram has been running through my mind. She unfortunately passed away 6 years ago. I miss her so tremondously words can not describe how I feel. My life growing up was, well lets just say it was not the american dream. I went through terrible emotional termoil very young. Not very many fond memories of my youth. Hard times, bad expirences to put it lightly. Now I know alot of people had rough growing up years. I am not writing this for pity. I am just leading up to the reasons why my Gram is and will always be my only hero, source of strength, shoulder to lean on and my role model. My mother was very passive, weak and undependable, while my father was just the opposite very strong boarding on angry (who am I kidding VERY angry), mean spirited and abscent for most of my life, which I am not sorry about. For this reason I alw

Promises
Promise looked me in the eyes and lied to my face; Promise took me by the hand and led me to a missing place; Promise picked me up, then he let me down Promise talked and talked, but he never made a sound Promise shook my hand, then he turned and walked away Promise filled my heart will hope that turned into depressing pain Promise was my friend, but then he told me lies Now, with promise by my side, each day consist of disappointing sighs

On My Way To Virginia.
Being it Monday morning, 9:30am, in about 30 hours from now I'll be on the plane "moving" to Virginia. It's been ten years since I consider Virginia home in a sense of living. It'll be an interesting move seeing that dad said he'll find me a place to live, till I can find a apartment to move into. Only thing he says about me having a place to stay is "we'll stick you someplace", 'we' being the family that would not think twice about sticking family members in hotels when no longer tolerated. It'll be an interesting move but worth it.

Home
Here I come to find myself, catch the tide Looking for peace at the end of the line. Sometimes I can't help myself fever's high, I'm all at sea and so unwise. I'm so afraid I'll lose your anchor, as time goes by, But courage is a fire and a beacon so bright. The sunset built a memory, our sign, And all at sea we come alive. Will I wash away, turning like a stone I need a place where I belong. Call a setting sun to throw me down a rope And take me to a place called home. I close my eyes, I know you're there Standing on the shore in a world I design. The sunset fires a lonely flare into the sky, All at sea we say goodbye. Looking for a place called home.