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Beginning A New Life!
Things are slowly beginning to look up for me in life. Yesterday I went to Legal Aide to fill out my divorce papers and today well I am going to go to the courthouse to have them filed and served on my ex-husband! I am done with the bullshit and drama that is around and I am ready to move on. I am ready to settle down with a good man, have a real true home, and also hope to one day havea happy family. I am getting to old for the games and stuff of the old times. Its time to grow up and live a better life with someone who would appreciate me for who I am and the way that I can be good to the man that I am with,Not take me for granted as others in the past has done!

Whatever...:p
You Are a Natural Beauty! You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about... One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though You have style, but for you, style is effortless What Type of Beauty Are You?

Broken Heart
A poem from LordViper. Recovering My heart is broken, my emotions are weak. As I lay here trying to fight off the demons that want to take away my empty soul, the life of a lover is sold, and so he shall grow old, and he will become forever cold. They have told me this only to add my name to the growing list of souls and lives taken from many innocent people. I will need to build my strength and continue to fight on, one mistake and I’m gone. The demons get closer and closer, my strength continues to build spiritually, but physically I feel that I’m getting weaker and weaker. Depression starts to set in; I begin to start losing my mind. I’m lost in the darkness, but I see a light that will strengthen my power to fight on. Now I am here still, several months later, I am now able to walk and talk normally again. My depression has just about left me and now I can do what I need to do. My life is back to normal, and now I can continue recovering from my broken heart and depr

Act Of Kindness
I was on my way to Woodville, Ms (about 30 miles south of Natchez) to pick up my daughter. On my way home, the passenger rear tired blew. I was about 15 miles south of Natchez, just north of Sibley, Ms. I was struggling really hard to get the jack positioned, the lug nuts loose (it's those kind that lock), and keep my kids out of the road. People were zooming past me, no one was offering to help, and I couldn't reach anyone on the phone, so I was doing the best that I could. I was about to lose my mind when a couple pulled up in front of me. Their names are Mike and Ruthie Lemmon (not sure if that's the correct spelling) from St. Francesville, La ad they were on their way to visit some family. He's a fire fighter and was called from the National Guard Reserves to active duty in Iraq in July, 2007. He is only out for 2 weeks, then has to go back for 2 more months. He finished changing the tire for me, and I could not thank him enough. I've been really depressed lately and just that l

Romantic Thoughts
With every passing day, I find that my love for you changes and grows each day. I learn to love you more each day in every single way. I love the way you smile when you say good morning and when you say good night. I love the way you hold me and rub my butt just right. I love how even when you are mad at me you still kiss me when I come home. I love the way you tell me that everything is going to be all right and how when I look into your eyes I know that you are right. I love the way you love me and know just what to do to make me feel all right. I love how even when you are not around me I feel your love keeping me safe and secure. I love how when I look into your eyes I see a love that has no ending. I love how you brighten up my darkest days and loneliest of nights. I love when we make love how it feels our hearts and bodies have merged into one soul. I love how your love gives me the strength to carry on when I am tired and weak.

50 Random Robin Facts
1. Do you like blue cheese? no way 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? duh 3. Do you own a gun? yes 4. What flavor do you add to your drink at sonic? Cherry and vanilla 5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? no... why would i??? its not a test 6. What do you think of hot dogs? ewwwwiiiieeee 7. Favorite Christmas song? none 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? water 9. Can you do push ups? HA! 10. What do you order at starbucks? mocha latte 11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? none 12. Favorite hobby? taking pictures 13. How do you eat your eggs? scrambles 14. Do you have A.D.D.? No 15. What's one trait that you hate about yourself? My fat belly 16. Middle name? Nicole 17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment.. no sex for 5 weeks wtf is he thinking and why the hell does this gay shit happen to me 18. Name 3 things you bought yesterday: nothing 19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink water, DP

Honesty...really? Pt.2
Tuesday, March 20, 2007 A Couple More Current mood: bored Category: Romance and Relationships Here are a couple more things you are likely to hear from Mr. Honesty. You're going to the movies, the choices: a syrupy love story in which one or the other of the main characters dies tragically at the end, or, a fast paced action movie with some nudity. Guess which one your open, honest man is going to actually shell out money for? You're gonna say, "Honey I want to see this one. It's supposed to be really good. Naomi and her boyfriend saw it last week and they both said it was good." Prince Charming knows Naomi and her wimp of a boyfriend, and knows that she has him totally pussywhipped. His response, "I really don't want to see it because I get the urge to slap you silly when you cry for no reason, and besides the other movie has tits and explosions." Now, he might change his mind if you promise a blowjob afterwards, but then again who wants a blowjob from a woman who's makeu

La Luna - Catfight
La Luna - Catfight La Luna felt a shudder pass through her body as her fist slammed hard against the heavy bag. She had taken up boxing after her granny had died as a way to fight the depression, anger and pain that swirled around inside her, and had found that she liked the physical exertion and the feeling of power it gave her. Today she was working out on the bag that David had set up for her in their flat and the thick carpet absorbed the sound of her heavy calf-length boots as she danced around and around the bag lashing out hard and slamming her fists, clad in leather half finger gloves, hard into it. Besides the boots and gloves she wore only some silk, French style panties and her hard lean body was covered with sweat. Faint yellowish marks told of the occasional bruises from her training sessions at the gym, but none were new and she was proud of that. She punished the bag for anther hour before she started the bath running and gathered her essentials for

~~~the Why's Of Men~~~ Lmfao
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn)

Umm Why?
Ok so this happens allllll the time.. and i dont know why i feel this way. There will be a guy that i had prior feelings for, dated, hooked up with or whatever. But i have no intentions of ever dating them again because i hate their flaws and couldnt bare with them. But when they start dating someone else, my heart sinks. I get so upset. I just want to cry. But i know i dont like them and i know i dont want to be with them. And thats not a coverup... i gaurenttee i would be like um no i wont date you again.... ugh im confused.

No...i Think They Notice :s
You Are 45% Normal While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself How Normal Are You?

Tonight Will Be The Night I Cry
Tonight will be the night I cry For all who risked there life To let me live another day And for me to see the light of day once again Some don’t know how or who But other never will know I think upon all who I have disappointed As I look out into the crowd Or as I stand here motionless Not knowing what has happened while police rush in As I stand in the middle of the dance floor I look around me thinking I’m, just like everyone But I see everyone alike but me I feel like the ugly duckling Left out As I go back to my table I see my family sitting there Smiling and talking to each other Seeing them all having fun And me just sitting there watching I sit at the table listening to my loud music Looking at them all Thinking will I ever be who they want me to be I open my notebook and start to write I cry tonight For the people who have risked there lives To save mine Looking at the time as it’s now 12 past 9 And my mother and father are dancing away As I watch t

Contd Apple
When he finally came to his senses, he realized that he was sprawled out on his bed, with a pile of soaked in sweat sheets tangled around his legs. Beads of sweat were glistening on his forehead, running down his temples and disappearing in his hair. His throat felt raw and dry, making it painful and uncomfortable to swallow. Pondering on a realistic and vivid nature of this dream he just had, and trying to recall all the details of that nocturnal encounter, he ran his coarse tongue over dry chapped lips. He tasted sweetness. Covering a larger area around his mouth, he traced a sticky sweet trail that led all the way down to his chin and possibly beyond that. The apple...He remembered that firm surface exploding with juice in his mouth and drowning his senses in a flowery sweet aroma. It had to be that apple, but that was impossible. He was baffled by the idea of his dream world transcending the realms of time, perception, and physics, and making its way into reality. If the a

You Know You’re A Vampire When:
You know you’re a vampire when: 1. You like your meat raw and suck instead of chewing. 2. You need to take a fire extinguisher with you to sunbake. 3. You have to brush your teeth in front of a ‘drawing’ of yourself. 4. Mosquitoes that bite you grow fangs. 5. When you go to church the priest keeps throwing holy water on you. 6. When your pet dog is really a werewolf. 7. Your pet rats keep ‘mysteriously’ disappearing. 8. Your best friend is called Igor. 9. Everyone thinks you are a Goth and you don’t know what a Goth is. 10. You say you’re going out for a quick bite you don’t mean McDonalds. 11. When your parents offer to buy you a car you ask for a horse and carriage instead. 12. You want to vacation in Transylvania. 13. Your mother keeps asking you to tidy your coffin. 14. You go for flying lessons and don’t need a plane. 15. The blood bank starts to make home

Vålµê Ö£ Ä §låvê
Vålµê Ö£ Ä §låvê To many, slaves are considered owned property. Many take this to mean that those who prefer a master / slave relationship see slaves as having no value or worth, as no more important than a rug or other property. This is not true in the vast majority of cases. Legally in many countries slavery does not exist. In a master / slave lifestyle sense, slavery is a consensual state where one person has willingly given up their rights and becomes owned. In doing so, they agree to be bound by their owner’s limits (if any), rules, expectations, desires, etc. and to put their owner’s wants and needs before their own. This does not remove a slave’s legal rights in the eyes of society and the law. However, by submitting in this manner, many slaves, in their own hearts and minds, have done just that. The words slave and owner are used with this definition in mind throughout the paragraphs below. The question of a slave’s worth or value is one that often comes up in discus

Fun Day
I was invited by my friend to go watch the local version of the Polar Plunge. I figured watching a bunch of people jumping into the lake and freezing their asses off sounded like a lot of fun, Man was I right. There were several Hundred people who showed up to watch about 80 plungers. At first I remembered why I hate being short. All I could see were people standing in front of me. One nice tall person let me get in front of him...he is awesome! finally I was able to see what everyone else could and I got some great photos(on here in my pics). There were a few boats that showed up to watch as well. One boat had to be bailed out using beer buckets. Everyone was giving them a hard time..it was too funny. I found it absolutely amazing that after seeing the person in front of you come out of the water, freezing, people could still jump. I was freezing and fully clothed, winter coat and all. Anyway, I had a great time...got drunk, which happens rarely. I will be going again ne

Ok Cupid Soul Test
you are 70% full of soul! Hey way to go! If you scored 90-100% you are the type that has a strong sense of yourself and those as well around you! If you scored 80-90% You are still there just maybe a bit twisted. 60-80% then you are in the city and open to many things, just need a bit more experience. 40-60% it's all your way or the highway, with not much deep thought involved. If you scored 20-40%, then you probably live in the burbs somewhere, only go out on the weekends, and don't realize you are the laughing stock of the locals! If you scored 0-20%, Wow! You are just part of the problem and need to go to seek yourself a new self! Quick before you hurt those

Exciting Ex-sightings...
What is it about seeing someone else's ex that compels us to mention it to our friends? It's like "Hey, I saw your ex at the bank yesterday." "Oh, really?" "Yeah, I think he/she was taking money out." "mhmm..." "They're probably going to spend it on their new squeeze." or: "I just saw so-and-so at the grocery store." "huh... interesting." "They were buying asprin." "fascinating, truly..." "You suppose they got a headache from fucking their new squeeze too hard?" Why should we care? I mean, really... I didn't care what they were doing before we started dating and I certainly didn't care what they did WHILE we were dating (hence the breakup) - why would I give half a fuck if you saw them out somewhere? She is no longer my concern. Still - a part of me wants to know. I mean, I never sit there wondering where they are or what they are doing - but if someone witnessed something, I guess it's interesting. About as interesting as someone telling me they had a dream about m

For Alittle While
For a little while, I would like to see you smile. For a little while, Id like to make you laugh, Even if it was for alittle while. For alittle while I would give you my shoulder to cry on, give you my hand to wipe away the tears. If i could for just alittle while. I would give you a hug, I would help you climb that mountain, pick you up when you have fallen, just listen to me calling. For alittle while. I would give you back what you have given to me. Even if it was just for alittle while. To say thank you just wouldnt be enough. You have given me the power with every awakening hour, helped me to see, who i was meant to be. For alittle awhile i would like to see you smile, even if it was just for alittle while, cause then i know it is all worhtwhile. I fall to my knees, look out into the open see, I say alittle prayer, for hopes that you will know that i really do care. My friendship is true. if i could only see you for just alittle while.

The Nice Guy And The Special Olympics.
In +Bauer+'s mind, "MAN" directly translates to "Great MAN of Action." When a problem or challenge arises, women are busy "contemplating the reasons", sobbing into a box of tissues, watching re-runs of "sex and the city" hoping to find an answer, or hoping a MAN will come fix it for them. Meanwhile, MEN are out there already doing, fixing the problem, building answers, declaring war, rescuing those prisoners of war, and creating "Coalitions of the Willing." WE ARE MEN! Example: I was driving with a woman, heading to a movie, when suddenly the car broke down. Within minutes we where surrounded by a horde of mutilated zombies, assassin ninjas, a roving troop of mimes that had taken her family hostage, rabies infected midgets with flamethrowers, and violent "repeat offender" rapists, with massive erections, eager to rape the nearest stranded motorist. She immediately began to sob and shake uncontrollably. "What are we going to do?" she screamed. I grabbed her

Hey Guess What I Am Not As Stupid As You Think. (response To My Mumms)
1st and foremost I am not an idiot. in the past 24 hours I have posted 3 mumms. And the way I was bashed was pathetic. And yet they all acted like I was the moronic one!! Let's get a few things straight. I am a democrat, but I dont always agree with the party. However this is America and I do have that right. The 1st mumm was about who was worse Clinton or Bush. Well since I hated GW when he stole the election in 2000, who the hell do you think i think was worse. My opinion is Clinton screwed his intern, Bush screwed the whole damn country. And some people are wanting to say that Clinton was a coward cause he left the Iraq issue to someone else to deal with. What the hell is Bush doin? He's gonna leave this fuckin mess for the next guy to clean up. My 2nd mumm was about abortion: pro life or pro choice? I am 100% pro choice always have been always will be. I personally would never have an abortion, but at the same time I wouldnt want my right to taken away from me by my gover

Auction Is Open
Hey there everyone, I am in another auction, so I need all the help that I can get, I am well worth it, so bid on me, I do help others with theirs, so I am looking for yours. So click on the photo and start the bidding.

2 1/2 Years Cancer Free
Tomorrow is the second to last test in Spanish, I can't wait to get it over with. Also, tomorrow is supposed to be sunny and 65. I pumped up my tires and played with the gears... its time to start riding outside. I have a good 8 mile course planned out, lots of hills and all of that. Its hard to describe how it feels to be riding, its like when I used to put on my uniform with the Army. You put the gear on and you're not yourself anymore, you're part of something bigger... you become a symbol. 2 and a half years after cancer and I'm still here. I'm not going anywhere anytime soon...

Sticki Vicki
Sticky Vicki She was wandering down Sierra, With her hands in the air, Flaggin down tricks, avoiding the dicks, For fifty bucks she didn’t care. I gave her the money and some advice, Said she’d heard it all before, I’m thinking, “Please don’t give me disease”, Then I took a chance with the whore. Now, I’ve never been a one-night stand man, But somehow I ended up here, I miss my wife - Lord, I miss my life, For my soul I have a great fear. The candy man wants to settle the score, When he comes around I wont live here no more, I’ll be long gone when he knocks on my door, The candy man wants to settle the score. Just like a man I offer her a new world, Where she can live like a queen, She calls me a fool, says I think with my tool, And then she really got mean. She asked me what made me think, That her world was worse than mine, I lay in the joint as she made her point, Then I shot her with my nine. The candy man wants to settle the score, When he c

What Does Music Say About You?
Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question. NO CHEATING. 1. How does the world see me?: Layla - Eric Clapton 2. Will I have a happy life?: The show must go on - Pink Floyd 3. What do my friends really think of me?: Sins of The father - Black Sabbath 4. Do people secretly lust after me?: The thin ice - Pink floyd 5. How can I make myself happy?: Hey ho lets go - Ramons 6. What should I do with my life?: Kick start my heart - Motley Crue 7. Will I ever have children?: This is how you remind me - Nickelback 8. What is some good advice for me?: I was made for loving you - Kiss 9. How will I be remembered?: I Disapear - Metallica 10. What is my signature dancing song?: Rock Lobster - B52's 11. What do I think my current theme song is?: Where ever I may roam - Metallica 12. What does everyone else think my current theme song

About Me
Hey all help please, im in a ticker contest and need all the rates and comments I can get. Bomb the hell out of this pic. You just may find yourself with a gift for all the hard work. Sticky or repost please. Click here

The Singer
The Singer I stood alone in the darkening park listening to the gentle song of an unseen singer. The words seemed slow and rhythmic, almost hypnotic, and I rocked myself to and fro to the rhythm. One by one people started to fill the previously empty park, all listening to the singer. Her voice was soothing and calm and the people stood entranced. Then I noticed a beat that was accompanying the music, something like drums, but different, and as I looked downward I noticed a hundred, no, three hundred or more, feet tapping, pounding out a strong but muted beat that echoed the voice that was spreading across the otherwise silent park. I could see an old lady with tears flowing from her eyes as the singer's voice swirled around her, enwrapping her in her own emotions, and a hundred people mouthing words to a song they had surely never heard before. The once silent park was alive with rhythm, even though only the singer and the tapping of feet could be heard. It

Making A Change
I have seen the way things have to be, before i could not see, who i was suppose to be. Now I know I just have to be me. I have seen the rain, been through so much pain, couldnt break the chains. Now i am making a change. I see the rising sun, Now i am having fun. I can look beyond the raging see, if you could only see, who i was meant to be. I am making a change. I had to grow, With every rose. With every tear, i had to chase away all my fears. I had to climb, with every rhyme, there's so much time. I am done crying, done listening to you lying, I am going to keep trying. You broke my heart, and now we are so far apart. I had to close the door, not gonna take anymore. Not gonna sit on the shore. Gotta face, gotta try and retrace, gonna win this race. I must say goodbye, not gonna cry, Time for me to fly, wipe the tears from my eyes. Making changes, I can still feel the scars, I wish upon a star. I can see the sun beams, gotta mend the seams, f

Thanks For The Affirmation Drew : )
You Are 81% Bitchy Ouch, you've got a heart of steel, and you don't mind throwing out cutting insults to whomever you hate. Those who know you well know not to mess with you. And those who don't know you well are plain scared of you! How Bitchy Are You?

It Happened Again...
I KNOW I DIDN'T DO MUCH OF AN UPDATE ON MY DAD WITHIN THIS PAST WEEK... BUT IT HAPPENED AGAIN AND THIS TIME HE HAD A FUCKIN HEART ATTACK...MY CHEST HURTS... IT FEELS LIKE CAVING IN... THE PRESSURE IS TOO MUCH TO DEAL WITH RIGHT NOW..... WHY..... WHY AGAIN... THEY SAID THEY COULD TREAT HIS ILLNESS THE LAST TIME.. YEA, LOOK NOW.. TREATABLE YOU SAY.. I THINK NOT....

New Test From Okcupid
Your Score: Alia from Dune When can I fuck someone's shit up? You're Alia from Dune! Creepy! You kind of fall into the middle. You’re not quite evil exactly, but maybe you’re not exactly 100% good. You can be direct and forward, but you can also hang back and be manipulative. You’ll take your aggression both active and passive. Kind of like Alia. While she was still in the womb, her mom took the “Water of Life,” although a better name for it would be the “Water of Supreme Murderous Badass-ery.” This granted Alia all of her ancestral memories while still a fetus, meaning she was smarter than most people before she had shit like toes or a heartbeat. So, when Alia is feeling direct, she’ll just cut through all the red tape and kill the shit out of you. Like there’s this one time when she was like four years old that she totally kills this giant flying fat man with like just her finger and then she feeds his fat ass to a giant man-eating space worm, giggling softly all the whi

Pain
Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain I know (I know

New Playlist Tunes 4/5/08
Hey all. Lots of people comment on my music all the time so I thought I would give my reasonings to my song choices. To me music is the soundtrack to my life and is highly important. Some songs have huge meaning others just put me in a great mood or fit my current mood. Sneaker Pimps - Spin Spin Sugar and 6 Underground. 6 Underground got some radio play in the 90's. I went through a rave phase in high school and college. Some of my friends only like strictly underground Trance and House music where its all beats but no singing. I dont like that as much and prefer some singing at least. Sneaker Pimps do that. Along with groups like Crystal Method, Daft Punk etc. So these 2 sneaker pimps songs are my fav off their debut. I love the girls voice. =================================================== Nirvana - Oh Me. This is from their MTV Unplugged album and is actually a cover of a Meat Puppets song. As is the last 4 or 5 songs of that album. It is one of the best acoustic so

An Old Turn Of Events But Fortunately Not A New Turn.
There is something that has not been noted and that is about the olfactory system. After surgery and during recovery I did get out of the house for evenings and it was before the smoking ban was in force. Consequently most places were pretty fog-filled with smoke. This was one of the least enjoyable times of my life due to the effect smelling this smoke had on me. It was really only this bad when the odour was from filter cigarettes. As soon as I smelled the smoke my face twitched on the right hand side and almost curled up. This was obviously a psychological reaction to the smell. It also made me feel quite nauseous. I think this was caused or occurred in the first instance during my stay in hospital. Following surgery and once moving I was taken out into the main passage way and then further afield for the stair test. The first thing I noticed going towards the stairwell was the odour of cigarette smoke which was, quite honestly, quite nauseating. The lift areas was t

Sneakers :p
You Are Sneakers You are creative, funky, and forward thinking. You are cool, but you are still approachable. You are stylish and edgy, but you aren't a slave to fashion. You tend to put your own spin on trends. You tend to have a fast paced, busy lifestyle. Not a lot of people can keep up with you! You should live: Near nature You should work: In a job that keeps you on the go What Kind of Shoe Are You?

Shed My Skin
I am not alone I live with the memories regret is my home This is my true freedom Express all the feelings of what I've become I watch the rising sun I hope I find some peace today It seems I've gone away It seems I've lost myself It seems really lost my way It seems I've lost myself It seems I've Shed my skin Are you ready for me Or purge my love Are you ready for me A bitter sinking feeling Awake to the fact there's no going back To the world in which I was living I'm searching for something but found less than nothing I watch the rising sun I hope I find some peace today It seems I've gone away It seems I've lost myself It seems really lost my way It seems I've lost myself It seems I've Shed my skin Are you ready for me Or purge my love Are you ready for me Oh 'cause I'm dying to feel What I have lost Oh and what I was All my life I've waited Endless days have taken Taken what made me free Years have gone I'm broken Left the pa

Making Changes
"I am not available right now, but Thank you for caring enough to call. I am making some changes in my life. Please leave a message after the Beep. If I do not return your call, You are one of the changes."

Top 5 Sexual Questions I Always Get Asked
Ok, so this isn't really the TOP 5 quesions I always get asked...BUT it was fun to answer these. Maybe you will enjoy reading them as much as I did answering them. Enjoy and post your own so I can see. 1. How do you feel about our sexual desires and needs amongst the society you are in? Repression, we are still living in The Great Repression. Sure there was a time when things looked promising, but that was before my time. Will this ever stop me in my goals of achieving what I want sexually? No...it just means I have to play the stupid game in order to achieve my goals. With the right partner, this should not be such a difficult task. So how do I feel exactly? Well, I myself feel annoyed by the ignorance that surrounds me. No need to get philosophical about it. 2. Are you ready to settle down or have more fun? I want my cake and to eat it too. BTW, that includes the pink cake as well. Flesh made sin, such a great way to describe desires I have. Use my body to it's ful

Lost
When your mind is full of nothing but clutter, You dont know if you should turn one way or the other. Twisting and pulling in all directions, While trying to find yourself in your own reflection. You dont know what happend, You dont know what went wrong, And wondering if finding yourself will take very long. Most people cannot understand, Why you wont let them reach out and touch your hand. The fear of again opening your heart, because that was the very thing that tore you apart. For so many years you have been denying, That its your true friends you should be confiding. You push them away, Not knowing what to say. Needing to express your emotions, But not sure in which way. Will anyone ever understand how truelly lost that you are, Or will you always live your friendships keeping them afar.

Aw! They Love Me!
Went by the old job today to say hello to some of my homies, that i really miss. People kept running into the office and hugging me, then as i was in the hall with my former office manager, and the lunch bell rang, everyone came down the stairs and hugged and kissed me telling me that they missed me. i rule! LOL!

To The Most Important Person In My Life
I met a girl over 20 years ago tht i want lookingfor but she found me and im so glad she did we have enjoyed a full happy life together and we have had bad times as well but im so glad we have been together the time we have and i dont ever want to lose her she is my life even though i dont always show it she is she has given m more in 22 years than most women could give a man in a lifetime and i love her for that very much she is sweet and caring loving all at the same time and im proud to say she is my wife

Beautiful Morning
Daylight comes as the morning breaks, You wake with a deep seated ache, As your Master sleeps there by your side, Your need for me is something you can't hide. Slowly your hand slides down my chest, Not wanting to disturb me from my rest, But deep inside there burns a fire, Not knowing if you can stop your desires. Gently you wrap your hand around my cock, Enjoying the feel, so warm and soft, Slowly you stroke it up and down, The ache inside grows in leaps and bounds. Slowly under the sheets it starts to grow, As you slide the sheets down past my toes, Lower you crawl there in the bed, Gently you wrap your lips around the head. Taking me deep as far as it goes, Feeling more pleasure as it continues to grow, Back to the top to where you can taste, Catching the precum, savoring the taste. Quietly you suck it in deep, As your juices are beginning to seep, You freeze as you feel me move, Hoping I don't wake up to soon. You look up and into my eyes, Blus

What The Fuck!
Those of you that read my last entry about my cousin Christopher already know how I feel about the fuckin asshole that killed him. That certain asshole has a hearing at the end of this month. His attorney wants the court to let him out and drop the charges on the basis that they have no weapon and that Mark (the fuckin asshole) doesnt know right from wrong all the time. As far as the weapon goes, Mark damn near beat Christophers brains out with his fists as well as stomped on his chest. Correct me if I'm wrong but that makes his fists and feet the weapon(s). As far as Mark not knowing right from wrong all the time, one of Mark's friends was standing there the entire time watching him kill Christopher. When Mark was finally done with the 15 year old child he just killed he turned to his friend and said "Oh shit I think I killed him dont call the cops". Again, correct me if I'm wrong, but in my opinion Mark saying that to his friend proves that he knew what he did was wrong.

1979 - Few Yrs Off Lol
You Belong in Generation Y You fit in best with people born between 1982 and 2001. You are cooperative, flexible, and adaptable. You know the world changes quickly, and you're eager to change with it. You are socially responsible, forward thinking, and open minded. What Generation Do You Belong In?

The Worst Feeling Of My Life.
A "black and white" party is a very formal event where everyone dresses up.When a bunch of idiots put on a formal party, it's basically a normal party where they destroy expensive suits. There was one of these parties tonight. And I went. And going to this party lead me to having the worst, most painful feeling I've ever had. There was a girl. Of course it involves a girl. I picked her out right away as being the most gorgeous girl I'd seen in a long time. Although she wasn't blatantly flirtatious with me, through out the course of the party she made it clear and apparent that she wanted everything to do with my nuts. Toward the end of the night, she asked if I'd drive her to her car. I was way too piss shit fuckass wasted to drive, so I said yes. On the way there, she talked a lot. I don't remember much of it because it was raining so god damn much. I think she tried to give me a blowjob. Either that or she accidentally dropped her mouth while it was still attached to her fac

More Lounges.
I just thought this was funny. ->(B)Dj_Sketch: Anyone who graduated high school can manage to read a couple of sentences. ->(B)Dj_Sketch: Or take 6 fucking seconds to not be a lazy piece of shit and actually read. (B)Dj_Sketch: i read sum stuff..but i still wanna fuck. and if you dont want responses like that dont but stff like that as your status (B)Dj_Sketch: what am i suppose to be reading? ->(B)Dj_Sketch: Now would you like to retract your previous statement and take 6 seconds to read my profile? (B)Dj_Sketch: i understand ->(B)Dj_Sketch: I swear to fucking god, if that link leads to a lounge, I will do my personal best to go into it and make a fucking cunt out of myself. Do we have an understanding? (B)Dj_Sketch: yeh id fuck fubar.com...

This Is A Poem I Wrote
Where will I go?(Poem) My home is almost broken, I know it is my fault, It is because of my actions, And not wanting to have a home, But where will I go, When my home is broken, No one will want me, My life is lost, I am saddened by my selfish ways, Only caring about my own needs, And not thinking of others before, My home is gone, Where will I go.

Searching
I'm searching for this place Where I don't need to worry Where I don't feel sorrow I need to think about tomorrow I need a little time So I can change my mind I need to be on my own This loneliness feels strong Deep inside of me I'm searching for a long time I'm never gonna find what I'm looking for This is all I need This is what I want No I won't ask for more I don' really mind To leave this all behind It doesn't feel like home I'm never gonna find what I'm looking for....

Random Thoughts 4/4/08
I am finding life is one big series of conundrums. You make decisions, have questions, and provide answers, it is all part of the pathway of understanding but what do we need to understand? My guess is it is not the world we need to understand but rather ourselves. When you have a clear understanding of yourself, you tend to understand the people and things around you. You sympathize with them and when you sympathize, you have a connection of understanding. The question I have is, where are we headed and what is the point of all this? It is as if I am on a rollercoaster ride and I only have two questions. How the hell did I get on this thing and when is going to end? I would like to think that there is more to all this, something more than love and war, something more than random thoughts and random coincidences or are we just a bunch of bouncing balls colliding into each other. With no direction or path, no beginning or end? I seek clarity, clarity to understand the process.

Am I A Firman Yet?
> Am I a Fireman Yet?? > > In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. > > Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & Fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. > > She took her son's hand and asked, 'Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with Your life?' > > &nb sp; Mommy, 'I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up.' > > > Mom smiled back and said, 'Let's see if we can make your wish come true.' > > Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big As Phoenix . > She explained her son's final wish and Asked if it might be possible to give

Guide To Business Development 2.0
Written by Alex Iskold / April 10, 2008 2:22 AM / 9 Comments At least once each day I get a call from someone trying to sell me outsourced development services. It's difficult to not be frustrated with these calls and it is increasingly hard to be polite, because they come so frequently. Yet, more than frustrated, I am just puzzled. Does this tactic still work? Who in this day and age would give business based on a cold call? These companies could definitely use a dose of business development 2.0. Because of these calls, for a while I have been thinking about the impact of the modern age on business development. In the good old days, it all boiled down to the salesmen with the big rolodexes who could close the deal. But clearly, the rules have changed. How does business development work this days? What makes sense and what does not? In this post we take a look. Cold Calling is Dead The reason we all hate cold calls so much is because they are very intrusive. A stranger interr

Its Hard To Say Good Bye !
HAVE YOU EVER SAID GOD BYE . IN A FEW WORDS. YOU CAN SAY GOOD BYE TO PEOPLE ,WHEN THEY REALLY DON'T KNOW THAT YOU ARE GOING. SHOWNING THEM IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER, YOU ARE TELLING THEM GOOD BYE IN SOME WAY . THAT YOU ARE GIVEN UP HOPE AND THE LIGHT INSIDE FINIALY BURNS OUT AND THE DARKNESS FILLS YOUR HEART, AND THE CARING ,AND LOVING NESS GOES AWAY. I HAVE REACHED THAT POINT WERE EVEY THING I LOVE IS GONE, MY DREAMS I HAVE HAD ARE FADED AWAY , AND THE PEOPLE THAT YOU TELL YOU LOVE THEM DON'T BELIVE YOU . SO WHAT ARE YOU TO DO ,BUT SAY GOOD BYE , FAIR WELL AND SEE YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE. I CAN FEEL MY TIME IS GROWNING NEAR AND THAT I CAN SEE TIME IN THE HOUR GLASS SLIPPING AWAY . WHEN THE SAND IS GONE , MY LIFE WILL BE OVER AND I HAVE FALED IN LIFE ,TO LOVE , CARE, AND SHARE MY LIFE WITH SOME ONE! I CAN SEE THE SUN SETING , AND THE SKY GROW DARK , AND MY BODY GROW WEEK , AND THE LIGHT INSIDE OF ME GROWING DIM , AND THAT THE COLDNESS IS GROWING CLOSER. I FEEL DEATH ON

Peckerwood
Now, seriously... why the fuck do people that is an INSULT?!?!?!? Some stupid ass dude... we shall call him GATERTAIL called me a peckerwood.... um, HELLO?!?!?! Thanks? Fucking dumb ass people (read from bottom up) ->Gatertail: and damn proud of IT Gatertail: Peckerwood ->Gatertail: welcome to my block list asshole ->Gatertail: plus, you obviously didn't read my profile... i can not stand people who speak NIGGER ->Gatertail: that was the point... NO Gatertail: Well Fuck U then. ->Gatertail: hahaha no Gatertail: Fuck yo man let Me get at U. ->Gatertail: huh? mike: good arre you married Gatertail: Oh so can I finally holla at U? ->Gatertail: nope, and nope Gatertail: Oh, I thought U had more,So U still not single? ->Gatertail: the only ones i had were pics of my tats and i still have them ->Gatertail: huh? Gatertail: So Y U take ya NSFWs down? He called me a peckerwood... is that the best those idiots can come up with? Regardless, yet another r

Diseater Of The Heart
can you phathom the thought of the earthquake caused by my tears but it seems im the only one who can feel the tremors dont worry im the only natural disaster that doesnt come with a price tag only sour grapes take the edge off like that song we sung out loud while the passing crowds gawked the smiles crep from my platelates and the mountin of my heart has grown again

Confused
i am i love with a wonderfull women. but 4 the last few weeks i have been crazy jelous. we both did things early in our relationship that were a lil f'ed up. nothing horrible but that caused some early trust issues. i thought that i was past all that now. but 4 some reason i dont deal well with the fact that most of if not all of her friends r male. i try but it dont work most of the time. i trust that she would never step out on me. i love her more then any love i have ever felt, except 4 my children. this jelousy is pushing her away from me more every day. without her i would b lost. this women has not only helped me c there is a better way to live, but has also helped me rebuild relationships with my children. im not sure how to solve this problem. i only know that i will not ever give up on trying!!! she,our relationship & and our newly blended family r well worth any & every effort i can put forth. so any addvice u have out there in fu-land would be a great help.

Delightful Insanity (ode To A Mad Man)
The quiet whispers within my own head, The pictures in my mind stained crimson red, The unthinkable desires that must be fed, Rationality gone, I find chaos instead. The screams and echoes are a constant sound, My world crumbling, I lay curled on the ground. A shadow of my old self is all that is found, No help in sight, there’s no one around. The final acceptance of what is to be, Welcoming the beast that’s inside of me. No need to resist, my mind is now free, Welcome to my world, of delightful insanity.

This House
Here is the house Where it all happens Those tender moments Under this roof Body and soul come together As we come closer It happens here In this house I feel your warmth It feels like home There's someone Calling on the telephone Let's stay home It's cold outside I have so much To confide to you With or without words I'll confide everything So we stay at home I'm by your side Only you know What's going on inside Inside my heart Inside this house I just want to Let it out for you With or without words I'll confide everything.

See Ya Round, Folks!
So much for Fubar... I really can do without all the high drama, so while I won't delete my profile just yet - allowing anyone who gives a rats 4th point of contact a chance to shoot me external contact info - I'm pretty much done here. Thanks for all the fun; it's been real...err...ok... It's been virtually real. Blacksmith Ghost 2-2 (dangermouse) over and out...

Ass And Kids
girls, please stop putting photos of your ass right next to photos of your kids you can make sepereate folders, and i dont think anyone wants to see your kids anyhow, so put them somewhere else. This is an adult area for adult fun. if i wanted to watch kids and ass, i would watch nickelodeon or mtv i mean really, would you let a guy go down on you on the couch while your kids were watching cartoons? keep em seperated

World's Healthiest Countries
There are lots of reasons to envy residents of Northern Europe. Each day they get to take in raw, dramatic landscapes, stunning architecture and world-class shopping. But, more important, they know a thing or two about health and wellness. Forbes.com has found that the region is home to some of the world's healthiest countries, including top-ranking Iceland, Sweden and Finland. Others that fared well include Germany, Switzerland, Australia, Denmark, Canada, Austria and the Netherlands. In Depth: The World's 15 Healthiest Countries "Historically, these countries had an ethic of having more of a nationalized health care system," says Kate Schecter, a program officer for the American International Health Alliance, a nonprofit that works to advance global health by helping nations with limited resources build sustainable infrastructure. "There's this mentality that health care should be a given right for citizens." Related Stories How Depressed Is Your Country? Americ

Eve
One day in the Garden of Eden, Eve calls out to God: "God, I have a problem!" "What's the problem, Eve?" asks God. "God, I know you created me and provided this beatiful garden and all of these wonderful animals and the hilarious comedic snake, but I'm just not happy." "Why is that, Eve?" came the reply from above. "God, I am lonely, and I'm sick to death of apples." "Well, Eve, in that case, I have a solution. I shall create man for you... But this man will be a flawed creature, with many bad traits. He'll lie, cheat, and be vain glorious; all in all, he'll give you a hard time. But, on the plus side, he'll be bigger, faster, and will like to hunt and kill things. He will look silly when he's aroused, but since you've been complaining, I'll created him in such a way that he will satisfy your physical needs. He will be witless and will revel in childish things like fighting and kicking a ball about. He won't be too smart, so he'll also need youre advice to think properl

Not Sure What To Think
OK yesterday someone that has been a big part of my life and well always will be tells me something unexpected. That he can never love,or give his heart away. The one woman that he feels would steal his heart for good scares him. The one that has been there and gone but still there. At this point I was wondering what he was talking about and who. I just kept listening of course as I tend to do. Finally he asked me who I thought he was talking about. Well of course I couldn't answer cause I wasn't sure...Well he lets me know its me. That one person thats been in his life for at least 15 years now. That no matter for what reason,or whatever time it is fine to call. At this point I am just stunned and having no idea what to say.I have no idea what to say or how to feel about that. I have been hurt enough and it hasn't quite ended just yet. I'm already in the middle of getting away from another bad relationship. My heart will be locked away for a very long time because it can't take anymor

News Update On Me. Lol
I am just gonna let you all know that I will be going out of town on Thursday and will not be back till Monday late. I will try to get on here Tuesday and check but it depends on if I live through my first plane flight. Hopefully everything will go okay and I will takeoff and land like you are supposed too. LOL Okay I am kinda nervous about it so who knows any good ideas for short plane trips? If anyone has any suggestions please leave me a comment. Well talk to you all soon and I guess I had more to say than I thought. LOL

Strangelove-according To Urbandictionary.com
If you are a "Strangelove" you are at peace the fact that mankind will eventually destroy itself (most likely via nuclear war). You don't doubt or fear the fact that the end is near. You actually embrace it as the natural outcome of innate human folly. You "love" the irony of the fact that the same "strange" bellicose flaw within humanity, the one which makes them fascinating and unique, is the same flaw which will eventually destroy them. You are dauntless and unflinching. In short you have accepted the inevitable justice of Armageddon. "Strangelove" is taken from the movie “Dr Strangelove (or how I learned to stop worrying and love the bomb. Mike: “They just said on CNN that an asteroid might destroy the Earth next month!” Stanley: “Good.” Mike: “Well alrighty then.... Strangelove!”

That Conspiracy Mumm
You know what I hate? It's when someone calls me out on something with the bottom of the barrell information he could scrape together off some website. I hate hate when people can't think of what to say, so they feel vindicated by using vulgar language. E.g. fuckin retarded, pissin up a rope. I'm done arguing, because as pointless as the opponent's arguement was, I didn't point it out to him. I ask a question "look at this website" I bring up a point "look at this website." A single source cannot be enough to inform. Read the 9/11 report. Actually read it, word for word. I have. It's sitting right next to me, with a foreword by the Chair and Vice Chair of the 9/11 commission. Read up on your history. Too many things you've already missed to talk to me. From here on out, and you should read this if you want to insult me, I won't respond. You'll die eventually, I think that's enough for me.

The Choo Choo Dream Team Train
THEDREAM TEAM TRAIN LOOKING FOR PLAYERS TO RIDE OUT! PLEASE RATE/ FAN AND ALL PLAYERS OF THE TRAIN TO JOIN! SEND A E-MAIL TO THE DREAM TEAM HOME PAGE ~THE DREAM TEAM~@ fubar ~AKAMRS.T THE FREE STYLE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~@ fubar BiG PoPpA OfFiCiAl OwNeR oF T hE hOt MoMmAs ClUb i DoNt ChAsE ThEmE IrEpLaCe ThEmE So GeT In WhErE Y@ fubar PeEkAbOo^*^Member Of The Dream Team Bombers^*^@ fubar Mysta Rhyme~~Owner of The House of Rhyme Family Master of the Den~~@ fubar Thickndaazz4ya 的 (NBSD Family Promoter) & Member of Dylon's Divas Mafia Fubar Queen 2007-

The Mail
THE MAIL A man was in his front yard mowing grass when his attractive blond female neighbour came out of the house and went straight to the mailbox. She opened it then slammed it shut stormed back in the house. A little later she came out of her house again went to the mail box and again opened it, slammed it shut again. Angrily, back into the house she went. As the man was getting ready to edge the lawn, here she came out again, marched to the mail box, opened it and then slammed it closed harder than ever. Puzzled by her actions the man asked her, "Is something wrong?" To which she replied, "There certainly is!" (are you ready? ... this is a beauty ...) My stupid computer keeps saying, "YOU'VE GOT MAIL."

A Cherokee Rose Indian Summer
Amidst a forest filled with trees, sweet songbirds and vines; passions ring in moans and groans; all in love - struck chimes And carries on the dust swept winds of a sun baked Indian summer, two hearts that beat much faster than a Cherokee tom-tom drummer Locked in softest kisses, between panting’s hottest breaths; tender trailing hands caress her lovely anxious breasts He reaches her desires with every gentle thrust; she holds a white man closely, to fulfill her Indian lust "Come with me to Texas where I have a ranch and spread," pled the Cowboy laying naked, on a soft lush clover bed; stroking long black hair so tenderly, along Little Deer’s bare back as she lay breathless thinking, trying to get her mind on track "I have a brave that keeps me, but we are not yet wed” Little Deer confessed to him; a stream of tears then shed They embraced one more time tightly, before rise of summer’s moon as he exclaimed, “You’re not wed? Then we shall be real soon!” Down me

My Heart Open
My heart did open and the love came in with each little word that you would pen. Though the words of poets are for all to see your words always seem to speak to me. I know they are not, but one likes to pretend that they can inspire someone whose writings don't end. To give someone a reason to share to know your special and somebody cared. That is what a poets words do they make you think they were written for you. Some words are written and sung while other ones have sometimes stung. Your words are not intended for me but sometimes I'll read them and I'll let them be, the ones that take me far away the ones that make me melt and sway. I wish I could me a group of lines that make up a timeless story in rhymes. To grace a paper and be touched by ink, to form from his hands in less then a blink. Oh how magical that feeling would be if for only a moment his words were for me, but as long as there's passion that he writes them with perhaps for that moment,

Hustler69
He got up in my sb after a mumm comment. It really wasn't even that good, but I guess it struck a nerve. After our convo he sent me a shot of Jack and said that he hoped I wasn't mad at him. Bottom to top! ->@ Hustler69 @: Gotta be in this life. @ Hustler69 @: yup I can see that....you're fast ->@ Hustler69 @: Don't be sorry, I'm not @ Hustler69 @: I didn't notice you retook the comment of someone else @ Hustler69 @: I am so sorry ->@ Hustler69 @: That was a direct copy of someone else's comment dumbass... he was pointing out spelling errors and he had several himself. I was commenting on HIS comment. Can you NOT read? @ Hustler69 @: comment you left me in my mumm.....April 16, 2008 @ 4:55 pm #24 of 32 ->@ Hustler69 @: My birthday is long past, tyvm. ->@ Hustler69 @: Like I give a flying fuck @ Hustler69 @: well,well...it's alomost your B-Day....sorry for you....if you wouldn't of called me and asshole....you would of gotten a rate from me and more...

Gotta Love The Fucking School System..
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/24115154/ Teen Suspended After Accepting Call From Father In Iraq KXAS-TV updated 6:55 p.m. ET, Mon., April. 14, 2008 FORT WORTH, Texas - A simple phone call to a Texas teenager is causing controversy across the nation. The teen, Brandon Hill, has been suspended from school because his teacher said he violated his school's "no cell phone" policy when he accepted a call from his father, who is in Iraq. Hill had no idea when his father would be able to call and had to keep the phone handy. Hill's mother, Patricia, said they thought they had cleared the call with Copperas Cove High School, but Hill was suspended for two days for breaking school policy. Live Poll: Should Teen Have Been Suspended? Video: Teen Suspended For Taking Call From Iraq "I took the call, I was walking outside the classroom, and the teacher followed me out. He was asking me what I was doing, and I told him that my Dad was calling from Iraq and I needed to talk to him,"

If Tomorrow Starts Without Me
If tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much left yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all that we shared, And all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterd

My Poetic Fairytale Chapter 5
What she doesn't know Is that his heart breaks when she isn't near What she doesn't know Is he would give his last breathe to calm her fears What she doesn't know He is happy just knowing her What she doesn't know Is he will remember her forever What she doesn't know Is all the things he can't seem to tell her

Just Some Funny Things
A man sunburned his penis & his friend told him to put it in milk. His blonde girlfriend walks in and sees him doing this and says "Oh! so thats how you load it!" The most common sexual position in married couples today is Doggy Style. The husband sits & begs for pussy & the wife rolls over & plays dead. A condom tells a tampon "You always stop my business for a week!" The tampon says "Yeah, but when you fuck up, I loose my job for 9 months!" A dog is truly a man's best friend. If you don't believe it, just try this experiment. Put your dog and your wife in the trunk of the car for an hour. When you open the trunk, who is really happy to see you? A stranger was seated next to a little girl on the airplane when the stranger turned to her and said, "Let's talk. I've heard that flights go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger." The little girl, who had just opened her book, closed it slowly and said to the stranger, "What would you like to talk abo

Relations And Love
First of all, I am not a real writer or author. This is comes for real life, you may read this and think of it as a joke, you may read this and know the feeling behind the words, the latter is my intention. Watch for more to be added as I get time. I do appreciate and comments or complaints, remeber its only my view on life, love and realationships. I will do my best on spelling and grammer but I am not an author, just me. My history: Male, 44. if you are into the signs, I am an aries. Married for 19 years to a woman who is bi-polar and refused to go to the doctor or take any medications. I am currently seperated and the divorce will be final in 4 months. I did attempt to set up with a marriage counseler, that failed also, she would not go. My views on love: When you try to fix someone and hold you world together, you will fail. It is not anyones job to fix anyone as you can not do that. Never blame yourself for anyone elses actions, whether it be from abuse, ie. ment

Updates For Sunday 4/20
Good Morning Everyone! Profile of the Week: crazybitch83''MEMBER OF DEMON CREW''@ fubar Drop by her page and show her some love! She needs 9K to level. If Crystal levels and you would like to help others also level. Please visit my blog at http://www.fubar.com/blog/143440/630129 and start working on everyone else. I have them in order from fewest points needed to most. I will also update it each morning. We also have an unofficial contest going on at the moment. Scooter is in my contest where the top prize is a 30 Day Blast or a 3 Month VIP Since round 2 of the Battle of the Sexes has not started yet please help them out with some comments as much as possible! These are Unofficial contests/giveaways so you are not obligated to, but it would be nice. Please welcome our newest member.... Mystic Wolf Woman(Demon Crew)~CLUB F.A.R.~@Dylon's Diva Mafia @(Fu-Angel)[Lollipop Gurlz Club]@ fubar Make sure you drop by and welcome her to the family if you have not

Richard Bone
When I first came to Spoon River I did not know whether what they told me Was true or false. They would bring me the epitath And stand around the shop while I worked And say "He was so kind, " "He was so wonderful, " "She was the sweetest woman, " "He was a consistent Christian. " And I chiseled for them whatever they wished, All in ignorance of the truth. But later, as I lived among the people here, I knew how near to the life Were the epitaths that were ordered for them as they died. But still I chiseled whatever they paid me to chisel And made myself party to the false chronicles Of the stones, Even as the historian does who writes Without knowing the truth, Or because he is influenced to hide it.

J. Milton Miles
Whenever the Presbyterian bell Was rung by itself, I knew it as the Presbyterian bell. But when its sound was mingled With the sound of the Methodist, the Christian, The Baptist and the Congregational, I could no longer distinguish it, Nor any one from the others, or either of them. And as many voices called to me in life Marvel not that I could not tell The true from the false, Nor even, at last, the voice that I should have known.

Ditch Your Laptop For These Gadgets
Remember the TRS-80 100? That slim, sturdy machine, first sold through Radio Shack in 1983, had everything a road warrior really needed. The computers had a modem, a good, chunky keyboard and the ability to write up to 11 pages of text. And it only weighed 3.1 pounds. By contrast, many of today's laptops are a step backward. Sure, they can play some video games, surf the Web and handle modern e-mail and calendar software. But they're big, they're heavy and they're easy to break. Rather than making their users more mobile, some laptops are merely weighing them down--and causing traffic jams in airport security. Intel (nasdaq: INTC - news - people ) and Microsoft (nasdaq: MSFT - news - people ) finally get it. The two companies are pushing for a new class of machines that combine the power of a personal computer and the portability of a personal digital assistant. In Pictures: 11 Ways To Lose Laptop Backaches Microsoft began its latest effort in 2006 with Origami, pushing gi

Ok One Of The Dream Team In A Auction
HERE IS A SEXY MAN IN BOXERS UP FO AUCTION! GOT A LOT TO OFFER TO TH LUCKY BIDDER! MY NAME IS COLORMEBAD AND LOOKING FOR A OWNER FOR ONE MONTH.................................! HERE IS MY PHOTO AND BELOW IS A SNEAK PEEK PICTURE CLICK ON PHOTO TO GO TO THE AUCTION WHAT I AM OFFERING: RATES ALL PICTURE DURING HH RATE ALL STASH DURING HH BUY DRINK DAILY BUY GIFT DAILY BUY SPECIAL GIFT DAILY *IF GET A BLAST OR BLING WILL MAIL THESE SEXY BOXERS THAT I AM WEARING* OTHER IDEAS BUT WILL DISCUSS ONE ON ONE BASICS* (repost of original by '~AKAMRS.T THE FREE STYLE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~' on '2008-04-20 12:29:24')

I Believe... I Do...
I'm a Christian and im oN fubar.. there i said it.. not everyone on here are pervs or haters. I believe in God and JESUS and heaven and hell and even Satan..I BELIEVE.. THATS THE KEY. I ALSO BELIEVE THAT GOD IS GOIN TO GET ME THROUGH THIS PART OF MY LIFE AND I WILL BE WELL AGAIN. MY FRIENDS WILL HAVE A BIG PART OF THAT .. RIGHT NOW ALL I NEED IS FRIENDS .. NO B/F NO G/F NO LOVER .. JUST MY FRIENDS. AND GOD/JESUS.. THAT IS WHAT I WANT AND NEED RIGHT NOW. I AM GOIN THROUGH A ROUGH PATCH, I WILL GET THROUGH THIS .. I WILL GET OVER THIS .. I WILL BE WELL AND WILL BE ME .. MAY BE A DIFFERENT ME OF SORTS,BUT STILL ME..

My Addiction
Somewhere in the world tonight A teenage girl waits for the light To fade away Out the window, silent steps Craving it with every breath Her addiction And the needle in her vein Drives the demons away But you! You're inescapable Your mark's untraceable I need you so bad I can hardly breathe Yeah you, You're all that I can see You're always haunting me You're my addiction My addiction Somewhere in the world tonight A young man's giving up the fight Against himself His scars remind him of the truth That all the joy he found in youth Was just a lie And the blade of the knife Brings him solace tonight But you! You're inescapable Your mark's untraceable I need you so bad I can hardly breathe Yeah you, You're all that I can see You're always haunting me You're my addiction My addiction I need you like a junkie Needs another high I need you like a politician Needs another lie Withdrawal is a bitch And I'm screaming for you I need one more dose

Choose Your Commitments Like You Choose Your Friends.
Monday, April 21, 2008 Choose your commitments You won't be able to commit to anything if you try to commit to everything. Be willing to say no to the things that are not really important, and you'll be able to say yes, in a big way, to those things that are most meaningful. A few, carefully selected, quality commitments will bring much more value to your life than a whole calendar full of shallow, relatively meaningless ones. The depth and meaning of life's experiences matter more than the sheer volume of them. Just because you're busy doesn't necessarily mean you're making real progress. Take some time to consider just where all that activity is taking you. Life is filled with all sorts of wonderful opportunities for real fulfillment. There's no need to grab at everything that happens to come by. Every single day is precious and unique. Spend each day moving life forward in a personally meaningful way. Choose your commitments with care and grace, with love and purpos

What You Afraid Of? That The Truth Will Come Out And Know Your Lies!!
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080421/ap_on_go_pr_wh/white_house_secrecy White House challenges release of visitor logs By MATT APUZZO, Associated Press Writer 2 hours, 1 minute ago The Bush administration is challenging a court ruling that White House visitor logs are public documents, saying releasing the records would infringe on the separation of powers. White House documents are normally exempt from public records laws, but a federal judge ruled in December that Secret Service visitor logs must be released. The court sided with a liberal watchdog group that sought records showing visits by prominent religious conservatives to the White House and Vice President Dick Cheney's residence. The Bush administration appealed and lawyers were scheduled to argue the case Monday before the U.S. Court of Appeals for the District of Columbia Circuit. Government lawyers argue the president and vice president must be able to receive visitors and solicit advice privately. They

29 Things To Make You Smile
29 things to make you smile TWENTY NINE LINES TO MAKE YOU SMILE My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 7. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the- room-spinning medicine. 12. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14. Consciousness: Tha

Southern "ho"spitality
Ok so my husband goes outside to smoke and opens the door and tells me to come here. So I go outside and over across the parking lot in front of one of the other apartments is this chick and she’s bending down in the the bushes and she’s buck ass naked. Yeah I said it naked. She had a trash bag and she was throwing shit outside cursing and everything was just hanging out. There was these two guys out in the parking lot just watching and laughing at this crazy bitch the same thing we were doing. They said she been out there naked like 5 times today and was bending over asking if they wanted some. She was either on way too much drugs or she ain’t been taking her meds. Only here in CastleHood, I don’t know what’s wrong w/people but crazy comes to mind.

Re: Sock Puppet Zawahiri Claims Iran Behind 9/11 Theories
RE: Sock Puppet Zawahiri Claims Iran Behind 9/11 Theories ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 22 Apr 2008, 18:14 Al-CIAda Sock Puppet Zawahiri Claims Iran Behind 9/11 Conspiracy Theories Al-CIAda sock puppet Ayman al-Zawahiri was quoted in an audiotape released today accusing Iran of behind behind 9/11 conspiracy theories, in another crude public relations stunt designed to generate hostile opinion towards the 9/11 Truth Movement. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/042208_sock_puppet. htm

Put Your Affairs In Order
A woman went to her doctor. The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, 'I've some bad news. You have cancer, and you had best put your affairs in order.' The woman was shocked, but managed to compose herself and walk into the waiting room where her daughter had been waiting. 'Well daughter, we women celebrate when things are good, and we celebrate when things do not go so well. In this case, things are not well. I have cancer. Let's head to the club and have a martini.' After 3 or 4 martinis, the two were feeling a little less somber. There were some laughs and more martinis. They were eventually approached by some of the woman's old friends, who were curious as to what the two were celebrating. The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end. 'I've been diagnosed with AIDS.' The friends were aghast and gave the woman their condolences. After the friends left, the woman's daughter leaned over and whispered, 'Momma, I thought you

Tear You Apart
Got a big plan, his mind set maybe its right At the right place and right time, maybe tonight And the whisper or handshake sending a sign Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait nevermind Late night, in passing, mentioned it flip to her best friend, it's no thing, maybe it slipped but the slip turns to terror and the crush to like when she walked in he froze up, leave it to fright Its cute in a way, til you cannot speak And you leave to have a cigarette, knees get weak Escape was just a nod and a casual wave Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days It's only just a crush, it'll go away It's just like all the others it'll go away Or maybe this is danger and he just don't know You pray it all away but it continues to grow I want to hold you close Skin pressed against me tight Lie still, close your eyes girl So lovely, it feels so right I want to hold you close Soft breath, beating heart As I whisper in your ear I want to fucking tear you apart Then he

Stop Faning Me!!!!! (read Damit!)
OK i dont know how many times it says it on my profile DO NOT FAN ME! im no famouse person i dont want a bunch of creepy stalker fans! im here for FRIENDS, if you fuckers even know what that word "friends" means! clearly some of you dont! wich is fucking PATHETIC! so please do me a favor READ my Profile, and DO NOT FAN ME! if you wish to be my friend its Simple, send me a message and Keep In Touch! now is that really so hard????

I Am So Loving My Freaky, Nasty Bf.
I am really loving my freaky, nasty and very open BF. He is so like a fresh slate, he is willing to try just about anything and I am loving it. He came down for his birthday and we have been having a blast all week. We have reached new levels and tried many new things. I never thought that I could find such a wonderful man that would do all the things I like and not complain. I was always having to settle for the humdrum inadaquete sex from guys that were not willing or able to really be themselves. No one could ever keep up with my highly demanding sex drive, it was getting so depressing. Then I met my BF, he is younger but more then willing to do what it takes to please and let me please him in everyway. I love his vitality and stamina, helps him to match my sex drive in everyway. I never thought it could be like this. I am so happy that I met him.

Crazy Night...
Well last night was crazy and hectic.. TO start things off.. that little bat bastard appeared for night number 3 in a row. After several failed attempts by me and my husband to shoe it out the open door, I decided to call the cops. LOL they actually sent an officer to my house! He then proceeded to beat and stomp the bat to death and tossed its corpse in our flower bed outside. SO that let that b a warning to any strange unwcome houseguests! lol Part two, is i got the news that by the end of next month I will be living in kenton...which i can deal with. but damn.. short enough notice?! The iceing on the cake then is my bor- in laws a crazy dumbass and i had to deal with a bunch of shit, which i never enjoying doing... and that was my night! Hopefuly tonight will go better.. I am takin my girls to see horton ears a who.. and then ive got some homework to finish up.. so hopefully its a nice uneventful night!

Most Unlikely Dragonslayer
Oh dear dragonslayer or those who would-be such is the story most unlikely dragonslayer as it would be i am such a person it was not to be as it started as i was selected to be a feast for the dragon. as a would-be dragonslayer came to slay this dragon i was cut loose so that i might be spared the dragon was to appear to feast on the dragonslayer i ran as the dragon was busy so busy with the dragonslayer i did fall in a crevice between jagged boulders as the dragon was feasting tearing the dragonslayer to pieces the sword landed next to me as i hear the dying gasps to fear now the dragon looking for his feast i moved deeper in the crevice the dragon could not see me he know i was there he could smell me i felt the heat of his breath i thought it is over as he passed over now i was to see his soft belly underside. no one has ever seen this before i just reached for the sword nearby with all my might i thrust th

Im Annoyed
Why is it that because youre on here people automatically think you need to show your body? Why is it that you cant be on here for friends. Why is it that the rudest people say things to really hurt others feelings---If you dont like it then stop looking its that easy. I have only found a handful on this site that arent talking to me hoping to see some NSFW. I dont do those. I am a married woman and even so I dont want random people viewing my body.

I Love A Rainy Night
Well, I love a rainy night I love a rainy night I love to hear the thunder Watch the lightning When it lights up the sky You know it makes me feel good Well, I love a rainy night It's such a beautiful sight I love to feel the rain On my face Taste the rain on my lips In the moonlight shadow Showers washed All my cares away I wake up to a sunny day 'Cos I love a rainy night Yeah, I love a rainy night Well, I love a rainy night Well, I love a rainy night Ooh-ooh I love a rainy night I love a rainy night I love to hear the thunder Watch the lightning When it lights up the sky You know it makes me feel good Well, I love a rainy night It's such a beautiful sight I love to feel the rain On my face To taste the rain on my lips In the moonlight shadows Puts a song In this heart of mine Puts a smile on my face every time 'Cos I love a rainy night Yeah, I love a rainy night Ooh, I love a rainy night Yeah, I love a rainy night Ooh-ooh Sh

Reading Is Fundamental!
New Rule: Stop blaming everyone else for the fact that your kid is all fucked up. They are fat, sedated, bipolar, anti-social and all around fuck-ups because nobody wants to take responsibility for raising them properly. Maybe Network TV, Ritalin (and other so-called anti-depressants), video games, MySpace and play-dates are not the answer. Perhaps a book, some quality time and a loving, caring parent that actually shows some interest in there kids development instead of "getting their groove on" is a better alternative.

April Poem-a-day Challenge Day 26
April Poem-A-Day Challenge Only 4 days left :D Today's prompt: "write a poem with the title of "I'm so over (_____)."" I'm so over nightmares That's it, I'm out. I've had enough, I can't take anymore. I quit this bout, you've called my bluff. I'm walking out the door. This mess right here, inside my head is more than I can take. The stress and fear when I'm in bed. I'd rather stay awake.

Some To Keep Ya'll Occupied
What do you see When you see me Do see my reality Or just what you want me to be Do you look past my shell Do you know me so well Can you see the clues That say I've fallen for you I don't need you to feel the same Just smile for me once again Now when you see me Do you think of what could be

My Friend Eric The Photographer Needs Ur Help Please
MY GOOD FRIEND ERIC THE PHOTOGRAPHER NEEDS UR HELP IN HIS CONTEST. HE NEEDS 150,000 COMMENTS TO WIN A HAPPY HOUR. CAN U PLEASE GO AND SHOW HIM ALITTLE LOVE FOR ME. PLEASE !!!

Gonna Be Busy.......
So my weekend was rather busy. Both of my boys had a baseball parade and my oldest had a "Round Robin" against two other teams. Of course, it ended up costing me $45 for a new bat after he bent his! (Makes a father proud!) So the season begins..... One son in his second year of Instructional ball and his older brother in his final year of Minor League means at least 3 games a week and TONS of action and fun! I'm not sure who's more excited, me or the boys?!

Your Viewpoint Is Your Choice.
Monday, April 28, 2008 Frame of life The way you frame your life has a major impact on the way your life unfolds. The way you see yourself and your place in the world determines who you truly are. The unstated assumptions upon which you rely are constantly exerting their influence. Your deepest, most sincere feelings about life have a way of coloring every circumstance. The events in your world do not just happen without reason or source. They are driven by your most fundamental expectations of how you will find life to be. In each small moment and in every large undertaking, your frame of life sets the stage. So choose to frame your life with love, with respect, with beauty, grace and a focus on the most magnificent possibilities. The way you see the world determines the kind of world you see. So decide to assume, expect and look for the very best you can imagine. Live with a positive, enthusiastic and thankful frame of life. And within that empowering frame, you will

Ms. Dupre And Other Issues...
Trash day…normally is Wednesday in our neighborhood. Apparently though not on MSN. Good Morning. I am sure you have seen video footage of Eliot Spitzer’s little reason for resigning. The numerous pictures and interviews and comments from all over and back and no doubt heard his replacements accusations of his wild past and perhaps present too. Today or perhaps this week the little reason Eliot left office decided to bring suit to founder of the “GIRLS GONE WILD” Video and Adult site owner Joe Francis. Apparently Ms. Ashley Alexandra Dupre claims she was under age when she signed a waver while drunk at 17 in Miami for her video release. Hmmm wait while I get my violin tuned up here… Ok, all tuned up… Ms. Dupre feels her age of 17 constitutes not beling legally old enough to sign a binding contract. I think Ms. Dupre should get all that is coming to her. I mean, she was no doubt part of the main reason Mr. Spitzer resigned and was ok with her actions in that predicament. I just cringe w

Still Raining ....
It is still raining here! Allegedly this is the last day of rain until Sunday. We will see ... I was checking the weather for NJ, and it looks like it is going to be raining Thursday through Monday! I am going to be soaked and miserable all weekend. :( I can still hope that the forecast will change by Friday.

Stay
I walk to the edge again, searching for the truth Taken by the memories of all that I've been Through If I could hear your voice I know that I would be Okay I know that I've been wrong but I'm begging you To stay, won't you stay Will you be here or will I be alone, will I be Scared, you'll teach me how to be strong and if I Fall down will you help me carry on, I cannot do This alone I wish that I could turn back time just to have One more chance to be the man I need to be, I Pray you'll understand if I could hear your Voice I know that I would be okay I know that I've Been wrong but I'm begging you to stay, won't You stay I need your hand to help me make it through Again Nothing compares to how I feel when I look at You You never know, you never know tomorrow You never know, you never know tomorrow, don't Walk away I am not alone I know you're there

'tis Better To Have Loved Part2
Jim's life was shit. It had been that way all his life. His mother had died in a car accident the day he was born. His father, from one of the richest families in the state, had never cared for him. The bastard never helped him with his homework or praised him for good grades. He had never come to see Jim play in a little league game nor even took him fishing. Never cared about him, period. His nanny was the only one who ever cared. His father on the day he turned eighteen fired Miss Evelyn, the nanny, and Jim was thrown out onto the street. Out of the only home he had ever known, into a world he was ill prepared for. He had no love life to speak of. Once he had a girlfriend, whom he loved with all his heart, but he was 17 and his father soon put an end to that. To his father, she was nothing but black trailer trash. He wouldn't let his son smear the family name, so dear old dad bought off her family so they wouldn't let her see Jim again. He hated his father with every fiber of hi

Behind These Eyes
BEHIND THESE EYES IS ONLY SORROW THE PAIN OF SOMETHING UNKNOWN NEVER REALLY KNOWING JOY NEVER REALLY KNOWING LAUGHTER NEVER REALLY KNOWING A GENTLE TOUCH NEVER REALLY KNOWING REAL LOVE FINALLY IT CAME,THE JOY,THE LAUGHTER,THE LOVE BUT MY EYES COULDN'T SEE THRU THE PAIN SO MY EYES WATCHED U WALK AWAY NOW MY EYES ARE BLIND BEHIND THESE EYES IS ONLY A VAST EMPTINESS BECAUSE THEY CAN NO LONGER SEE YOU!!!!!!!!!!! MBM

"believe"
BELIEF IS VERY FRAGILE TEMPTATION IS SO MUCH EASIER BELIEF IS A STATE OF MIND TOO NOT BELIEVE IS DEADLY TOO BELIEVE TOO MUCH IS WORSE TO BELIEVE IS TOO TRUST CAN U BELIEVE IN ME WHEN U DONT BELIEVE IN YOURSELF SO WHO DID YOU STOP BELIEVING IN WAS IT ME OR WAS IT YOU YOU LOST THE BELIEF AND THE TRUST AND I JUST LOST YOU!!!!!!!!!!! MBM

Heaven Dreams
HEAVEN DREAMS (an Acrostic Sestina) When first I saw you, sweet Enchantment captured me, Mesmerized me; as if in dream, Eros’ host of angels fair Escorted my wanton heart Through the dreams in your eyes. We fell into each others eyes, Each lost in dreams of sweet Lust, sweet passion; you came to me Under the velvet wrap of dreams, Sensuous dreams so true, so fair, That night you stole my heart. Wanton embrace, our two hearts Entwined; kissing your swept shut eyes, Kissing your lips so sweet, I held you close to me So that in your eyes I could dream Soft, sweet dreams of your beauty fair. Whispered secrets tell of a fair, Enchanted moment when two hearts Fell as one; and in your eyes, And in the kiss of your sweet Lips, a passion took hold of me, Lifting me on wings of a dream. Heaven had seemed but a dream Ere I met you, and then fair And wondrous passions stole my heart; Visions of you before my eyes Enticing me with the sweet Nectar of you

A Christmas Story
A Christmas Story Flying a P-51 Mustang, Major George E. Preddy earned a place in history during a dogfight against a schwarm of fighters from the Luftwaffe. Preddy flew for the United States Army Air Force in the bitter battles over Europe that raged throughout the second half of 1944. On the evening of August 5th, 1944, thinking the next day’s mission was canceled, Preddy had a few drinks and engaged in a dogfight of craps. Not expecting to encounter Luftwaffe the next morning, Preddy followed the traditions of air men on both sides of the war in Europe. As the sun cast it’s first light over Europe on the morning of August 6th, 1944, reveille announced that the mission was on. Preddy, who was still too drunk to engage in a dogfight with anyone, let alone the highly trained Luftwaffe, led his flight of Mustangs into the air. Shortly after his P-51 was in the air, Preddy vomited into his oxygen mask as Europe passed below. That summer morn in ‘44, stil

Want A Vip?blast?bling Pack?
MASTER IS HAVING A BOMBING CONTEST THE CONTEST WILL BE HELD ON MY SEXY WIFE'S (BUBBLES) PAGE 1ST PLACE-CHOICE OF 1 MONTH VIP OR 7 DAY BLAST 2ND PLACE-CHOICE OF 3 DAY BLAST OR BLING PACK 3RD PLACE-1 DAY BLAST COMMENT BOMB YOUR OWN PIC RATES COUNT AS TWO COMMENTS ALL QUESTIONS OR CONCERNS GOES TO MASTER MUST HAVE A SALUTE TO JOIN IT SHOULD START ON FRIDAY MAY 2ND SO SEND ME THE THUMB NAIL LINK TO THE SFW PIC YOU WANT ENTERED ~MASTER™~@ fubar THIS PIMP MADE BY MASTER Music Video:I LOVE ROCK 'N ROLL (by Britney Spears)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

What The Fuckety??
I'm sitting in my office casually checking out NSFWs when a bunch of schoolkids just walk and start looking at things. What the hell? And none of the teachers with them say anything to us or anything, or explain what the hell they're doing there - what the hell is up with that?

Seeing Adversity The Right Way
Seeing Adversity The Right Way Anytime God is about to take you to a new level you’re going to face opposition. There will be new battles to fight and new obstacles to overcome. It’s easy to get discouraged and think, “Why is this happening?” But we have to change our thinking and focus on the fact that on the other side of those challenges is a new level of victory—a new level of success. David would only be known as a shepherd boy if it weren’t for Goliath. David’s enemy became the tool that God used to promote him. And God will do the same in your life today. He’ll use those challenges and difficulties in your life to catapult you towards success! If you are going through a hard time today, if things look impossible, don’t give up now. Change your perspective and believe that God is working behind the scenes. Put a smile on your face and stand in confidence knowing that you are a child of the Most High God. When all is said and done, you’re not just going to come out of that d

Brushstrokes
Be gentle with each brushstroke Don’t let’s ever run out of paint We can share scenes and palette Share colours and settings quaint Each one of us pick up a brush With each other's masterful stroke Let our imaginations run and flow Of the places we each have spoke Dip your brush in greens and blues Lets see the canvas getting wet I can almost sense the flowing Of the scenes I won’t forget Each creating the scenes together No place is ever the same Suns glowing orange , moons of silver Each picture we then can frame Anywhere we set up the easels 'Neath mountains or by streams Paint of what we see and love Or paint imaginations of our dreams As we both grasp each new day With each brushstroke that we wet We see our thoughts taking shape Shared and created by a loving duet.

Nine Inch Nails - Only
I'm becoming less defined as days go by Fading away And well you might say I'm losing focus Kinda drifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myself Sometimes I think I can see right through myself [x2] Sometimes I can see right through myself Less concerned about fitting into the world Your world that is Cause it doesn't really matter anymore (no it doesn't really matter anymore) No it doesn't really matter anymore None of this really matters anymore Yes I am alone but then again I always was As far back as I can tell I think maybe it's because Because you were never really real to begin with I just made you up to hurt myself I just made you up to hurt myself, yeah And I just made you up to hurt myself And it worked. Yes it did! There is no you There is only me There is no you There is only me There is no fucking you There is only me There is no fucking you There is only me Only Well the tiniest little dot caught my eye and it turned

Come And Get It
Come and get it baby, soak my soul with sweet scent as you cleanse the world. Re-create my world with your lust, launch waves upon the shore where the last barriers will crash and mingle among drifted debris. Drag the wreckage away and leave white sands where rain will wash those sordid tomes and we will lay upon the earth with only fingertips to touch until night falls and our wanton ways weave moonlit trails from beach to cave where rains will reach no more.

He Says Some Stupid Shit..bottom Up S/b
->reggie m: well thre's a line i have not heard in afew days..how about reading a profile reggie m: i m hot coz oh your pics lol u have a perferct ass ->reggie m: good how are you reggie m: how are u hun ? ->reggie m: hi reggie m: hi I SEE NO ASS PICS IN MY PICS DO YOU????

Dancing In The Rain
Dancing in the rain by LateNiteFantasy© Storm clouds start to gather Skies darken from blue to grey As the nubile figure dances Slow at first; low humming "Rain, rain, rain, rain on me" Grows louder and louder "Rain, rain, rain, rain on me" Shouting into the wind "Rain, rain, rain, rain on me" Competing with the thunder "Rain, rain, rain, rain on me" Chanting again and again "Rain, rain, rain, rain on me" Shaking her fists at the dark sky "Rain, rain, rain, rain on me" Fat droplets of rain fall Streaking her smiling face "Rain, rain, rain, rain on me" She whispers, "Rain on me" Dancing in the warm rain Her naked body glistening Hugging herself and singing Welcoming the refreshing rain "Im singing naked in the rain Just singing in the wonderful rain Oh what a glorious feeling I am so happy in the rain Rain, rain, rain, rain on me"

Kathy Loves You.... Love Her Back!
She is in a contest... wanna help her win???!?!? Prizes are as follows: 1st Place: 1 Blingy Pack, 1 Three Day Blast and 100,000 FuBucks 2nd Place: 1 Three Day Blast and 50,000 FuBucks 3rd Place: 1 One day Blast and 5000 FuBucks

Live Life Like It's Your Last Day
Those who know me, know part of who I am and why I am the way I am. Those who don't...this will provide some insight. I live my life with purpose. I try to inspire others and guide them to realize that life is too short. I grew up a "delinquint" thanks to my childhood being shattered at an early age. I had a baby at age 16 after I was sexually assaulted. My son, Justin, was born at 30 wks premature and the docs gave him a year to live. Well my angel made it to almost 4 yrs old. I was out to sea in the Navy when I got the dreaded call that my baby boy had died in his sleep. I thought I had built a strong enough wall around my heart at that point, but that message from my parents and the Red Cross that day shattered those walls quicker than the Berlin Wall falling. I was put on suicide watch for a week until I could get home. I found out after the autoposy was done that tho he was almost 4 yrs old, his lungs were the size of a 1 yr old baby so he could not get enough air into his lung

Passions Of Fire - Chapter Three -fire Of Passion
OK, lets see you can handle the raw passions of fire! Fire Both of them could see the headlights coming closer and knew who it was. Doing the best she could to hold her blouse together with one hand and the other on the dash as he opened up the the throttle wide and opened up the cut outs. The sound of thunder rolled in the night. Even with the previous events of the evening, the shear power over took her as she had never been in a car so fast. Her heart raced fast as the engine. She glanced over to see the needle of the speedometer pass 150. All traces faded into the night of the car behind. He looked over her, keeping one eye ahead. He was concerned over the quickness of her breath, not knowing what was really going through her mind and body. After slowing down and coming back into town, they talked and found a connection between them. A spark was there, and the more they were together the hotter and brighter it become. He asked her if she wanted to stop by his house and

Regrets
I think we all have them...I know I do...There are things in my past that I regret...It's not like I can change them...My only choice is to move on...learn the lesson needed and remember the damage it has done to myself and others...So as never to do such things again... I regret my drug usage...My addiction was very strong...It had a hold on me for many years...I knew the damage it was causing to myself and to those that loved me...But...I opened my eyes to that...I stopped..but not without leaving an impression on the lives of my kids...I see them suffer still from my own actions at that time...My daughter went on to have her own addiction to the same...It was hard to say the least to see her struggle...But I think because of my own past...It helped me fight it along side of her...She is clean now... There are choices I've made when it came to men...Not always the right choices...But which one of us can say that we all haven't gone down that path a time or two...But..I've also

Louisiana Born!
Subject: BITCH IM FROM LOUISIANA! HA HA HA TY AMY Body: somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Louisiana came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get

Who Will...
If I hide in the shadows with all my tears, Who will come to wipe them away? If I hold all my sorrows deep and near, Who will come to break them free? If I open my heart to those who care, Who will pick up the pieces as they lay there? If I am in deep seeded need and you are not there, Who will take those fears away? If I am lost in the deepness of the night, Who will guide me on my path? If I find my way back from afar and I am changed, Who will open their arms up to me? 2:30am 3/15/2007 Jessica *DarK ShaDoW AnGeL*

Passions Volcanic
Dormant laid my passion, Hot runs my blood; Bursting without warning, My lava's fiery flood. I want to feel the friction, I want to feel the burn. You make my body hunger; You make my body yearn. I want to trap your fire inside me, Enslave you with my charms. I want to drink your molten lava, I want to explode in your arms.

Questions That Haunt
If you have sex with a prostitute against her will, is it considered rape or shoplifting? Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in"... but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV?

Three Days Grace - Pain
Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rath

Alone.
It is not easy being alone. Being married means you always have someone there. To rely on. To cry too. To laugh with. To roll your eyes at. I stayed married for that express reason. I am not afraid to admit it. I was being taken care of. In some ways. And other ways I was not. The little girl inside of me who drempt of a tall, dark and sexy husband who chased me and kissed me until I giggled....still lived. Many a night I would stare across the table at my husband. I would just stare at him. My eyes would slide over his face. And while I didn't hate him. I surely didn't love him. Not the way I have always wished to love someone. Butterflies in your tummy and stares off into space. Smiling in the middle of the day, simply because you remember something that they have said to you the evening before. A love that you breathe in and radiate out. Silly little girl, she lives inside of me still. After my husband left I ran out and bought new sheets and a lu

Re: Homeland Security Dictates Who Lives & Who Dies In Pandemic
RE: Homeland Security Dictates Who Lives & Who Dies In Pandemic ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 05 May 2008, 21:31 Military and Homeland Security Dictate Who Lives And Who Dies In A Pandemic A new report compiled by a medical "task force" comprising physicians from prestigious universities, medical groups, the military and government agencies has outlined that specific groups of people should not be treated and be left to die should a flu pandemic or other deadly disease disaster infect millions throughout the USA. http://www. infowars. net/articles/may2008/050507Pandemic. htm

Hp Discovers 4th Type Of Circuit
HP Discovers Fourth Type of Circuit 05.01.08 Total posts: 2 By Reuters CHICAGO (Reuters) - It took about 40 years to find it, but scientists at Hewlett-Packard said on Wednesday they discovered a fourth basic type of electrical circuit that could lead to a computer you never have to boot up. The finding proves what until now had only been theory—but could save millions from the tedium of waiting for a computer to find its "place," the researchers said. Basic electronics theory teaches that there are three fundamental elements of a passive circuit—resistors, capacitors and inductors. But in the 1970s, Leon Chua of the University of California at Berkeley, theorized there should be a fourth called a memory resistor, or memristor, for short, and he worked out the mathematical equations to prove it. Now, a team at Hewlett-Packard led by Stanley Williams has proven that 'memristance' exists. They developed a mathematical model and a physical example of a memristor, which

Weekend
Sorry, I haven't written. Have you noticed that around the weekend, I don't blog mmmmm wonder why. Maybe because my little head is full of drugs, and my little pussy, mouth, and ass are full of cock. Lets not forget its hard to type when your hands are cuffed to the headboard or a pole. Also if I don't sleep the dream stalker can't invade my dreams. With any luck that baster will really fuck me up tonight. My head needs a good mind fuck. luv u Tara

Naughty Little Jokes Nsfw
What men do after sex? 2% eat; 3% smoke cigarettes; 4% take a shower; 5% go to sleep and 86% get up and go back home to their wives. =================================== Why is your penis better than a credit card? (a) Once spent it recharges itself. (b) It is accepted worldwide. (c) You can let your wife use it as much as she wants. =================================== LITTLE GIRL: Mommy, I just found out that our neighbour's son has a penis like a peanut! MUM: You mean it's small? LITTLE GIRL: No it's salty!!! =================================== A couple recently married was happy with the whole thing. He was happy with the hole, and she was happy with the thing. =================================== A man was carrying 3 babies in a train. The lady sitting next to him asked: Are they your babies? MAN: No, I work in a condom factory and these are customer COMPLAINTS. =================================== Women top 5 lies: from

The Truth Of The Helpful
i feel so proud of you, i have felt that you dont have the dependence of me anymore the dependence did feel like a burden but i had grown to look for that burden now i dont know the lack of the burden that makes me feel the jealousy or is it your lack of attention that is the jealousy someone else is filling your hours i feel relief that i dont feel the burden but the same time i'm jealous without am i the green eyed monster that i swear i would never be i know you still love me but did i really want you depending of me and you filling my hours and i, yours i never thought germans were a loving people i know filipinos are known the world over as a very loving gentle people now i know filipinos can be a very jealous people and be very possessive people, behind this beauty rests a jealous heart

Unfaithful Melody
Unfaithful Melody Songs sung once brightly Play tones of lies and deceit Poetic melodies that move like a tigress Stalking their next victim A dove of peace with arrows of pain A Northern breeze that blows poisoned kisses A lie A charade We are all maestros of promise So easily to fall As conductors of pain and pleasure Tread carefully in forums of sweet smiles For in the songs of an unchained melody Lie the seeds of a desperate soul

How Smart Are You Really????
1.Is there a Fourth of July in England? Yes No 2.How many birthdays does the average man have? 1 2 3 5 10 3.Some months have 31 days; how many have 28? 1 2 3 6 9 12 4.How many outs are there in an inning? 2 3 6 8 5.Is it legal for a man in California to marry his widow's sister? Yes No 6.Divide 30 by 1/2 and add 10. What is the answer? 10 35 50 70 90 7.If there are 3 apples and you take away 2, how many do you have? 1 2 3 8.A doctor gives you three pills telling you to take one every half hour. How many minutes would the pills last? 20 40 60 90 9.A farmer has 17 sheep, and all but 9 die. How many are left? 1 3 5 7 9 10.How many animals of each sex did Moses take on the ark? 3 2 1 0 11.How many two cent stamps are there in a dozen? 1 3 6 9 12 Scroll down for the answers..... The Answer

Ravensong Wisdom
When one is as one should be all life offers come to thee. Seeking treasure of the self is the Raven's form of wealth. To be at ease inside your skin makes you one with Raven's kin. Wealth that flows from up above streams to the Center; to your love. For love becomes the circle round and all that binds shall be unbound and through the seeds of life you sow so shall blessed fortune flow. For dance on clouds and fill a nest, 'tis yourself that first be blest. The Raven knows your secret heart and that's the wealth he will impart. So, chant the chant and spread the seeds. Raven shall provide your needs......

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Mcdonald's To Patent . . . The Sandwich
It never fails - EVERY TIME I think that corporate lawyers can't dream up anything more absurd than they already have, they prove, unequivocally, that I lack the gift of diabolical imagination. McDonald's wants to own the rights to how a sandwich is made. The fast-food chain has applied for a patent relating to the 'method and apparatus' used to prepare the snack. The burger company says owning the 'intellectual property rights' would help its hot deli sandwiches look and taste the same at all of its restaurants. Harmless, right? WRONG. These people are CORPORATE CONTROL FREAKS. They won't stop until EVERYTHING is under their control. It also wants to cut down on the time needed to put together a sandwich, thought to have been dreamt up by the Earl of Sandwich in 1762. They want us to pay royalties to them because some ham in the 18th century was too lazy to make a hot meal??? The 55-page patent, which has been filed in the US and Europe, covers

My New Motto
A strangled smile fell from your face It kills me that I hurt you this way The worst part is that I didn't even know Now there's a million reasons for you to go But if you can find a reason to stay I'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know what's at stake I know that I've let you down And if you give me a chance Believe that I can change I'll keep us together whatever it takes She said "If we're gonna make this work You gotta let me inside even though it hurts Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see" She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me" I'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know what's at stake I know that I've let you down And if you give me a chance And give me a break I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better But remember the time I told you the way that I felt That I'd be lost without you and never find myself Let's hold

Jessica And The Bouncer
Hi Everybody This weekend I am releasing the conclusion of "The bouncer" which stars Jessica and can only be seen at http://www.jameswildfowler.com We continue to fuck like rabbits as she try's to get me to change my mind about kicking her out of the hotel Jessica rides me one way, then the other before I shag her on her side so I can get deep inside of her wet pussy, I then fuck her hard and fast while she is on her back and release my man milk in her mouth and face! There is over 14 minutes of unseen hardcore b/g video action and over 100 brand new photos for you to enjoy For samples use this link http://www.jameswildfowler.com/tour%2020.html or if you want to see a sample of the video use this link http://tgps.freakdaddys.com/wildfowler/jessica%20week%20two%20promo%20film.wmv Enjoy James Wildfowler http://www.jameswildfowler.com

Objective
live! this life is ever changing pain and sarrow joy and laughter breathe sustain the life maintain happiness peace push away the negativity embrace the purist form of life love always taken forgranted forever causing pain life! make it before time is freed from your grasp

Global Thought Police: New Testament Is Hate Speech
Source: American Free Press - Rev. Ted Pike The State Department “Office of Global Anti-Semitism” says the New Testament claim that the Jews had Christ crucified is “classical anti-Semitism”—a historic form of hate. It included as an “anti-Semitic incident” the case of a Polish priest who said Jews killed Christ. Are you one of tens of millions of Christians who agree with Mel Gibson’s The Passion of the Christ that Jewish leaders incited a Jewish mob and persuaded Pilate to have Christ crucified? The government now considers you “anti-Semitic.” You are part of a worldwide scourge the U.S., Canada, Australia, and 55 European nations are uniting to suppress. In the many countries now ruled by hate laws, it is already a federal offense to repeat the claim of New Testament “hate literature” that the Jews had Christ crucified. The State Department’s equation of biblical Christianity with “hate” is an ominous indication. The Anti-Defamation League of B’nai B’rith—architect of hate

Do You Know Her?
A man and his wife are dining at a table in a plush restaurant, and the husband keeps staring at a drunken lady swigging her drink as she sits alone at a nearby table. The wife asks, "Do you know her?" "Yes," sighs the husband, "She's my ex-girlfriend. I understand she took to drinking right after we split up seven years ago, and I hear she hasn't been sober since." "My God!" says the wife, "Who would think a person could go on celebrating that long?"

He Needs Only A Bowl Of Porridge
While I was still naked and started to dress up this morning, a thought rushed into me. What are the things that I really need to survive? I saw myself naked, blissfully healthy, alive and kicking. Do I really need a lot of things to live? And another thought popped up. Why are we human beings are unhappy that it seems we can’t get enough out of our hard work? Then the typewriter in my head started ticking. The alchemist had gone to the desert bringing with him only the food he needed for 3 months. This alchemist has a friend who himself also wanted to be an alchemist. Three months and a week went by and the friend wondered why the alchemist did not return. His food was only good for 3 months and another day of stay in the desert he won’t have anything to eat. The friend decided to trudge onto the desert to check the alchemist out. He found him silently lying on his bed reading a book. He asked the alchemist, “Are you not hungry?” He answered, “Yes I am very hungry”.

The Old Storyteller
The Old Storyteller by LateNiteFantasy© A fire crackles in an inn along the road The snow falls quietly in the night Folk drink their mulled wine and ale Their toils shared in the smokey room The rusted door bursts open Letting in the cold and frost An old man brushes off the night As he takes in the smoky room He sees a crowd of plain folk Dirty from their days work Tired from years of servitude Lines deep on cragged faces They take him in with blank stares Another stranger from the road His beard gray with age, his eyes full of wisdom Dirt from the road tells of his travels But they see so much more They see a bard, a storyteller of old By the look of the harp in his pack Their eyes begin to sprinkle with life He moves with a grace carved with age As he easies his burden in a darken corner Eyes never leave him, hopeful for his tales A bar maiden whispers her plea As she pours life into his mug He regards her request in quiet, Sipping warmth i

Important Message To All (death)
Ok so as some of you know, my cousin in law (like a older brother to me) Dave commited suicide the other day. I am best friends with my cousin Tammy who just recently was married to him. Last night was the calling service, one of the hardest things ive been through. They had his casket there, but closed and after everyone left except for daves parents and sisters, tammy, mindy (tammys sister) and derrick (tams brother) they opend the casket. She screamed and ran to him crying saying my baby my baby and wouldnt let go. I beg you guys please pray for her to get through this please. pray for everyone, his family, our fammily, just everyone. Today at the funeral (since he was in the army as well) they had soliders shoot off guns. He killed himself with a gun. So they started and Tammy freaked out, and so did i. just please pray for her and his family everyone is going through such a tough time. Just remember hold your family as close as you can. Never let a day go by and not tell them you

A Lovers Kiss
someone asked me what a kiss was like, this is my reply . A lovers kiss . . as i gaze into your eyes i can see forever in time your hair soft slips easily thru my fingers i can smell your perfume a haunting aroma fills my lungs as i see your eyes close gently my hand under your chin lifts you gently to me pouting soft lips ever so gently touch mine i can feel an electric shock go thru me my lips begin to tremble as yours part to meet me i feel my knees shake as i flick my tongue gently across your lips then i kiss you soft deep and filled with passion i feel my breath taken away i gasp as passions grip tightens its hold i pull back just enough to gently nibble your bottom lip then consumed with heated want i press my lips to yours my hand softly holding your neck as my other encircles you our tongues begin an invsisable dance becoming alive wresteling and writhing in their own throws of passions fury my arms incircle you bringing your body tight against me our

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The Promise
From the first moment I knew My heart was swept through This time has brought us two. Together in life and love. For life and love. Together we stand. Forever until death due us part. Our love will stand. Through time that is told. With a song in our heart And with a band of gold. I give you my heart And my soul. To keep as new and old. As time goes by, I will always love you And cherish you. Till entirety and a day I will give to you. My love My heart My soul. The greatest gift of all From me to you.

Missouri
• Anyone under the age of 21 who takes out household trash containing even a single empty alcohol beverage container can be charged with illegal possession of alcohol in Missouri. • Buckner: In this small town of only 4,000, yard waste may be burned any day except Sunday. • Children can buy shotguns in Kansas City, Missouri... but not toy cap guns. • Excelsior Springs: Hard objects may not be thrown by hand. Worrying squirrels is not tolerated. • Four women may not rent an apartment together. • Hard objects may not be thrown by hand. • In Ballwin, Mo., the only place you can use vulgar, obscene or indecent language is in your home. • In Merryville women are prohibited from wearing corsets because "the privilege of admiring the curvaceous, unencumbered body of a young woman should not be denied to the normal, red-blooded American male." • In Springfield, door to door salesman are prohibited from selling their goods while standing in the middle of the road, screaming at passing v

Montana
• It is a felony for a wife to open her husband's mail. • It is illegal to have a sheep in the cab of your truck without a chaperone. • In Billings, Montana it is illegal for employees of the city's communications center to program their phones with speed dial. • Balls may not be thrown within the city limits. • It is a misdemeanor to show movies that depict acts of felonious crime in Montana. • Bozeman has a law that bans all sexual activity between members of the opposite sex in the front yard of a home after sundown -- if they're nude. • Seven or more Indians are considered a raiding or war party and it is legal to shoot them. • It is illegal for a man and a woman to have sex in any other position other than missionary style. In Montana, it is illegal for married women to go fishing alone on Sundays, and illegal for unmarried women to fish alone at all. • It is a misdemeanor to show movies that depict acts of felonious crime. • It is a felony for a wife to open her husband

In The End It Doesn't Even Matter
I keep on wondering if this is all worth it. I have watched so called "friends" come and go. I keep putting myself out there.. and im starting to think this isn't worth it anymore. You start realizing who your real friends are. Who was fake and who was real. i know i shouldn't take this seriously but i do. I put my time and effort into something I will take things seriously. I care about people. And now Im wondering how much they truly care about me, and if i should continue to put my effort & feelings into anything. Some might think im stupid but oh well. im tired of being treated like im nothing cuz im not showing my tits off to the world. I'm sorry for caring.

Two Choices
Two Choices What would you do? You make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fund raising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: 'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?' The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child.' Then he told the following

Native Americans
Genocide Past genocides committed against Native Americans Quotations: "The destruction of the Indians of the Americas was, far and away, the most massive act of genocide in the history of the world." David E. Stannard. 4 "This violent corruption needn't define us.... We can say, yes, this happened, and we are ashamed. We repudiate the greed. We recognize and condemn the evil. And we see how the harm has been perpetuated. But, five hundred years later, we intend to mean something else in the world." Barry Lopez. 3 "By then [1891] the native population had been reduced to 2.5% of its original numbers and 97.5% of the aboriginal land base had been expropriated....Hundreds upon hundreds of native tribes with unique languages, learning, customs, and cultures had simply been erased from the face of the earth, most often without even the pretense of justice or law." Peter Montague 1 Overview: The population of North America prior to the first sustained Europ

Bid And Win Me
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Impressions 1
standing in the mountains shadows i feel the weight of an ancient world the chill and the heaviness letting me feel the strength of a world that i am but a second in time too i step from the shadows and cold into the brightness and warmth of the valley crushing the last of last winters growth the scent of pine fills the air i look across the meadow for a moment caught between two worlds i slowly walk back to the trail down silently thanking the gods of earth for allowing me a moment with them

When Trust Is Broken
She sat in her girlfriends arms thankful for her warm embrace. “Don't cry baby girl” she said “wipe those tears from your face”. “But it's over we are finished and I know that I have failed”. “Sis it was not you in the wrong and in time you will prevail”. “But I gave him an out” she said “I asked him time and time again”. “He assured me that I was the only one and much more than a friend”. “Sis you are beautiful, intelligent, submissive and kind”. “You will one day find the one who wants not just your body but also your mind”. She was in tears again, choked up and now unable to speak. It had been days since she had slept or had a decent bite to eat. She hid herself from friends and shut her self away. She didn't care about tomorrow or if she saw another day. Her heart was broken into pieces that were shattered to the floor. But deep down inside she still wished he would just walk through the door. She knew she deserved better, she knew what she had to give.

I Can Begin To Rebuild A Friendship Today.
He that cannot forgive others breaks the bridge over which he must pass himself; for every man has need to be forgiven. --Thomas Fuller We have all seen adventure movies in which the heroes or villains are caught on a bridge that collapses. As they fall to whatever lies below, they are perhaps able to climb to one side or the other. But for the time being, their ability to cross between the two sides is gone. When we have been hurt by people in our lives, or when we have hurt others, mutual forgiveness is needed in order to rebuild the trust between us. It is very much like rebuilding a bridge - one piece at a time. We take cautious steps at first - testing the safety and strength of our bridge. When two people have become separated by loss or anger, it is forgiveness that can rebuild the bridge between them. Forgiveness needs time and so does the rebuilding of trust.

Fucked Up Failure
Crushing veins inside my fucked up heart One little thing can tear me all apart. One little thing that’s all it took turn my world upside down I feel like I am one lost and confused clown. I don’t have what it takes to be anything else but a waste of skin My heart is hardening up and my head is beginning to spin. Feeling my hands shaking wanting to grab that knife It’s hard to stop them but I don’t want to take my life. So many bad memories flashing before my eyes Wondering why getting fired is such a big surprise. I knew it was coming I put myself in that rut Now my mind keeps telling me to get that knife and cut. I don’t want to do that it’s been years since I did it last I want it to go away I want it to stay in the past. I can’t help thinking that I am not good at anything My heart feels like it’s being strangled with a string. Feeling the good blood start to fade I feel that evil blood start to invade. I hate when this happens my mind begins to fog I feel more w

Help Tink Please
Can you please help me??? I am in a giveaway for 3 bling packs and I need 7,500 comments to get them! Any and all comments are much appreciated! The person who does the MOST comments will get a 5 credit bling, 100 11s and 5 photo effects from me so count up or down and private message me after every 100 comments if you want to try to be the one to do the most comments and get the bling, 11s, and effects!! XOXO 7,500 comments TinkerbellMN84

A Feeling
I feel for you I yearn for you I bleed out how I feel dont you see all that I give to prove how much I care I would give you my heart and last breath to know of your passion , your desire, and your love and here I wait befor you bleeding my being with a feeling of undieing love for you. So why do you look away what must i do to prove to you that my feeling a feeling of love is sincere?

Roses And Paper Hearts
Roses are like paper hearts They are so beautiful So full of life Colorful and the intention is to brighten your day. But they fall apart, almost as soon as you touch them. Soon they smell rancid, or crack and get discolored. What was once beautiful can only be a memory. Instead of Roses or Paper hearts give me an Oak tree, Sturdy , hardy and full of lasting promise. Or Love me like an Ocean, always turning and rushing to meet the tide like a lover. Anything but a rose or a paper heart. Something I can watch grow, look at without it becoming tarnished or old. I want it to last forever, not just one day, one week, one month or a year. Forever.

Re: Celebration Of Americans Turning In Their Neighbors, Family
RE: Celebration Of Americans Turning In Their Neighbors, Family ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 19 May 2008, 19:12 Celebration Of Americans Turning In Their Neighbors, Family Members Southwest Florida Crime Stoppers and the New York Times are heartily celebrating the fact that an increasing number of Americans are becoming informants and turning in their neighbors and family members to the authorities in return for cash rewards. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/051908_family_members. htm

Bus Trip With Blondes
Two bowling teams, one of all Blondes and one of all Brunettes, chartered a double-decker bus for a weekend trip to Louisiana The Brunette team rode on the bottom of the bus, and the Blonde team rode on the top level. The Brunette team down below really whooped it up, having a great time, when one of them realized she hadn't heard anything from the Blondes upstairs. She decided to go up and investigate. When the Brunette reached the top, she found all the Blondes in fear, staring straight ahead at the road, clutching the seats in front of them with white knuckles. The brunette asked, 'What the heck's going on up here? We're having a great time downstairs!' One of the Blondes looked up at her, swallowed hard and whispered... 'YEAH, BUT YOU'VE GOT A DRIVER!!'

Slanguage
Your Slanguage Profile Canadian Slang: 75% Prison Slang: 75% Southern Slang: 50% British Slang: 25% New England Slang: 25% Victorian Slang: 25% What Slanguage Do You Speak? Canadian and prison are my top scores? Must be a mistake in there somewhere! LOL!

Help Me Help Him~~
Please come and help Dylon our Godfather level. He needs 48k to become a Insider. Ok Ladies lets SHOW DYLON SUM BIG TIME DIVA LOVE!!! Thanks MsMaine dylonwhosdylon - Founder & Godfather of Dylon's Divas{ Fu-Owned by Danger}@ fubar

Beginning To Wonder
I have been talking to alot of friends and they all pretty much say the same thing. They think that my relationship is more one sided. I have to admit that I do have some of the same things happening to me as two previous relationships, but I may be wrong. I am being ignored sometimes on line, I leave comments but get none in return, I met him on line, it is long distance, and sometimes do not get called by him/I have to call him. He will play the video game and talk to me most of the time, which I do not really mind. I really love him and he says that he loves me too. He used to call me in the day before his free hours but now he does not. We are usually on the phone all night talking and sometimes we get naughty on the phone, but not always like before. He has had sickness in his family recently and he has had to postpone seeing me. I am supposed to be engaged to him but I have yet to get a ring. We have been dating since October and so by this time in the relationship, my friends sa

Rebuttal Etiquette (by A Male)
1. First of all, yes you're obligated to do it. If you don't, we will find someone (younger, prettier and dirtier) who will. 2. Second, swallowing a teaspoon full of cream is a hell of a lot easier than licking a dead fish. 3. You want to talk about farting? Does the word "queef" mean anything to you? 4. I will use your ears as I see fit. don't worry about it and be thankful I'm not pulling your hair. 5. When you're on your period, stuffing something in your mouth is the only way to stop you from bitching and moaning. Suck it up! 6. Speaking of which, if you are bleeding for five straight days, you need all the fluids you can get. trust me. 7. You bitch about the taste, but trust me when I tell you that we get the short end of the stick in flavor country. 8. At least there is no danger of a dick bleeding in your mouth. 9. Play with the balls. 10. No matter how good you think you are at it, we've had better. 11. Caress the ass, too. We like that! 12. Mak

Love Is Magic...
Love is like magic and it always will be, For love still remains life's sweet mystery. Love works in ways that are wondrous and strange And there's nothing in life that love cannot change! Love can transform the most commonplace Into beauty and splendor and sweetness and grace. Love is unselfish, understanding and kind, For it sees with its heart and not with its mind. Love is the answer that everyone seeks... Love is the language that every heart speaks. Love can't be bought, it is priceless and free, Love, like pure magic, is life's sweet mystery!

Coma White
Marilyn MansonComa WhiteMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com COMA WHITE Something is cold and blank behind her smile She's standing on an overpass In her miracle mile (coma): "You were from a perfect world A world that threw me away today Today to run away" A pill to make you numb A pill to make you dumb A pill to make you anybody else But all the drugs in this world Won't save her from herself Her mouth was an empty cut And she was waiting to fall Just bleeding like a polaroid that Lost all her dolls (coma): "You were from a perfect world A world that threw me away today Today to run away" A pill to make you numb A pill to make you dumb (chorus repeat)

It's Been A Long Time... Again! Lol
I've been with Holli for 3 months near-end of last year. Got back together with Kat then we broke up over something soooo stupid. We weren't friends for a day and half until a friend of ours helped us through and now we're happy to be in each other's lives (I am more happy cuz my life isn't complete without her. Feels realllllllllllly different without her, like my world was empty). I am back together with Holli and will be seeing her on June 15th for a week! She lives in Iowa, so I'll be flying (my second time flying). We've known each other on-line for 2 years and we're gonna finally meet! I can't wait! 21 more days to go! I'm excitedly nervous! lol Work... oh lord... well... I really don't wanna talk about, but I will say I love my new co-worker and buddy Barbara. :) Family wise - my nephew Rodney is supposed to graduate from high school in June and he wants to move to North Carolina after that. My nephew Matt is a pain in the A**!!! I wish he would move back to his moth

Chaos&mayhem Creations
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Waste (seether)
Go unnoticed Let the freedom wash away Losing focus The pretense is second nature It's a broken life that I cling to Trying to make right I feel dismay just like you do I feel decayed So find me a way to leave this wasted life Behind me (this wasted life) Find me a way to leave this wasted life Behind me after all Yes I see you Surrounded by the hopeless When they need you You're much too good and bloated By the hopeless life that you cling to Trying to make right I feel disdain just like you do I feel decayed So find me a way to leave this wasted life Behind me (this wasted life) Find me a way to leave this wasted life Behind me after all Go away Go away... And just leave me here And just leave me here Just leave me here... So find me a way to leave this wasted life Behind me (this wasted life) Find me a way to leave this wasted life Behind me This wasted life [x4]

Under Your Spell
by LateNiteFantasy© Lips wet gaze into these eyes breathing, blowing lightly to tease and excite. Tongue tip reaching, licking upwards ....... slowly. Finger tips massaging, nails lightly ......scratch, reaching behind and underneath draw softly across the puckered star. Open mouthed take him inside increasing speed to the rhythm of his moans. Capture each orgasmic droplet sucking still until ... he begs for release.

My Name
My Name by LateNiteFantasy© Oh, my lover Do you feel what I feel? Deep inside Your warm body I dip Oh, my lover I am the knight In search of my wet destiny Oh, my lover You are the doorkeeper I am the key "Ok, enough of this." "It's time." Taking my treasure Filling your treasure chest to the rim, overflowing Oceans of blue eyes meet for a glance I am the pirate Digging for your precious pearl Rubbing my newly found gem Erupts, the fountain of sweetness Glazing my face in warm liquid "Who Am I" "Call My Name" I am a pirate, and I have sailed your sea of passion! I have found your treasure And now it’s mine. What do I give you in return? My name

Rate Or Comment Me Fo Fubux!!!
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Birthday Present
These were just thoughts I have sometimes come back for a visit, but struck down at once, while the sky dripped, and my glow returned. Stormclouds in residence, pregnant waterdrops crashed both sides of this street. I smiled at these, while feelings covered me in tiny little kisses, up every vertebrae and sank deep in gray mass. In this rain, I momentarily thought a series of harsh words at myself, for myself, but it was not my voice of which I thought as the words came. Now, his voice jams the signals in my brain, and I can't take me seriously. I just roll my eyes and tighten an embarrassed smile, while the splashes diminish and the clouds break apart. Only the afterglow of love can remain as I recite the message he gave in a birthday present no one else knows was mine.

New Found Sand
For unto to me u have envelished me my one sacred filled true love Energies rising, spirits confiding soaring like a corageous eagle or dove. Caring, sharing, intwined as whole vibing, connecting like it's magical fun Letting go of all our feelings and eagerness all just wanting to unrelish and come. Mystical,vivacious attached to one another, dreaming, imagining like young kids anew yearning , craving , waiting just to touch, carry me, guide me, teach me to be true. Our sea of bonding, sexual waves of passion, no threat, come guide your way thru Wet , moist, feeling extreme crash of ectasy, feel me, inter, teach me to be true. Enjoying the freshness,of our cleansed love, relaxing, loafing, soaking it up like two connected souls Gripped, grasped, in for all my life through, grovel, keep the heat alive like scorching coals. Perfect wave lounging it's way to our steady firm ground, taking it in, lingering as our love in unbrea

People On Ct
U know I noticed when people on here r added to ur page they talk to u and then stop why is that? I mean if u started talking b4 y stop now might as well keep talking to that person right?IDK? So Holla back at cha boy with some comments and let me know wat yall think bout it HOLLA BACK!!! KK

Types Of Orgasms
Descriptions of different types of orgasms, like definitions of orgasms are far from exact. There are no standard or universally identified types of orgasms and when you read about different styles or types of orgasms you are really just reading someone’s description of what they have either experienced themselves or observed in others. To make matters more complicated, most of the “types of orgasm” you read about these days are coming from someone trying to sell you a book, a toy, or a sexual lifestyle. Truly my least favorite type of orgasm is the “fad orgasm.” These are the orgasms created for marketing purposes to sell a book, DVD, or sex toy, which may be true for the one “sexpert” who is telling you about them, but may not ring true for you or anyone else. Rather than thinking of orgasms like products you can buy that come in economy, medium, or deluxe, I prefer to think of orgasms like snowflakes; no two are alike, they’re free, they melt in your mouth, and not even

Upper Levels List 6/2/08 Updated
> > > > > > > > > > > This list was created to help those who are at the levels of Godfather-Prophet level. This list is not like the Godfather List because we take the 10 closest to leveling and add them. When 1 levels, the next person gets added. When BooBoo and I see someone is next we will message you to see if you want to be added. In the case of no replies, we will then skip that person and go to the next in line. Any questions please leave a comment here. Thank You. > > Thanks too everyone for all the Fu-love shown too help each one level. > > > > > > > Disciple > > > Ozzy ( Yes I believe in Angels )395,000 to go > > ♥~K€®®ý~♥~§lu†$ Wîƒ€ý~ØWÑÊR øƒ Çlub Fåñ†å$îå~430,000 to go > > Mr Tourette UK LEVELLERS FREELANCE BOMBER***1st IRISH BASED MALE GODFATHER471,000 to go > > Mrs. Bubbles™672,000 to go > > LC Man747,000 to go > > DJ KIDD ROCK~LOVED & OWNED BY DJ DEVILISH DESIRE814,000 to go > >

I Need To Set The Record Straight On My Relationship With Lord Spiritwolf
Yes, I have spent the last year in a relationship with Lord Spirit Wolf and Yes, he has hurt a lot of people including myself. I do not intend to air all the dirty laundry here it is something very hard for me to talk about! As it stands I want everyone to know and understand that I am in a lot of pain because of him physically, emotionally and financially. If he has been playing you please please please learn from my experience so you do not get hurt as well! And let it be known I do not nor ever will condone any of his behavior and am finished with him! And if he has hurt you as well I am so very sorry and hope it does not get to the point it did with me. I hope noone will look down on me because of the connection I have had with him or think I condone anything. I do not in any way shape or form!

L Ron Hubbard's 5 Most Impressive Lies (besides Scientology)p3
#3. On L. Ron Hubbard, War Hero ... He Said: After participating in nearly every battle conducted during World War II, Hubbard left the war with more medals than God, and severely wounded in every body part you can conceive of, human or alien. Here's what he claimed in My Philosophy, published in 1965: "Blinded with injured optic nerves, and lame with physical injuries to hip and back, at the end of World War II, I faced an almost non-existent future. My service record states: 'This officer has no neurotic or psychotic tendencies of any kind whatsoever,' but it also states 'permanently disabled physically.' And so there came a further blow--I was abandoned by family and friends as a supposedly hopeless cripple and a probable burden upon them for the rest of my days. Yet I worked my way back to fitness and strength in less than two years, using only what I knew about Man and his relationship to the universe. I had no one to help me; what I had to know I had to find out. And i

Today…
...would have been your first birthday. By now you would have been walking, stumbling clumsily in the pleasing gate that delights all parents. You would have been uttering your first words, your parents marveling at your ever-growing command of language. Day-by-day you would surprise us anew with still more words that you had mastered. I often wonder what your first words would have been… You would have started to eat “people food” and shunned the bottle a bit more each day. I would have savored the image of you eating birthday cake and endearingly smearing frosting all over your mouth and hands. Your hair would have grown longer, fuller and your face would start to reflect the transition from baby to toddler. All of these things I think of every single day…and more. God, but you would have been such a joy in my life! In all of our lives…. You know, I see you in every child’s face, I hear you in their every utterance and in their laughter. My heart breaks eac

Working
I am working at Gibbs here in the biggest small town in Kentucky. I am running a CNC machine and I wish that one day that machine will quit running. My birthday is coming up and I want my first tattoo...and it will be a good one. It is going to be a poison dart frog on my left shoulder (electric blue and lime green)... My daughter is almost three years old and she is coming home from Mississippi real soon. I cant wait for the 10th. I pray that I can keep being a great mom.

Stay The Course...stay The Course..
http://www.editorandpublisher.com/eandp/news/article_display.jsp?vnu_content_id=1003812827&imw=Y Senate Committee: Bush Exaggerated Prewar Iraq Intel By E&P Staff Published: June 05, 2008 11:29 AM ET NEW YORK The U.S. Senate Select Committee on Intelligence, led by and a bipartisan majority of the Committee. on Thursday unveiled the final two sections of its Phase II report on prewar intelligence, which detail Bush administration misstatements and exaggerations on prewar Iraq intel. Republicans Chuck Hagel and Olympia Snowe joined with the Democrats. The first report details administration prewar statements that, according to the committee, “on numerous occasions, misrepresented the intelligence and the threat from Iraq.” The second report details inappropriate, sensitive intelligence activities conducted by the Department of Defense’s Office of the Undersecretary of Defense for Policy, without the knowledge of the Intelligence Community or the State Department.

Friends Helping Me Level
Sometimes i wonder if friends to care and i am here to say YES THEY DO!!! I AM SO DAMN LUCKY TO HAVE FRIENDS I WON'T FORGET WHO HELPS ME OUT :) LOVE TO ALL OF YOU KISSESS AND BIG TEDDY NEAR HUGG

Some Stuff
I never really felt lonely my whole life, until now. Ive always had decent friends and had a girlfriend. Always felt that i belong with some click or group. But now i seem find myself alone. Ever since the accident ive lived in my head. My friends stoped coming over and the calls stopped. Ive lost all my ability to beieve that people actually give a flying fuck. Its very depressing when all the people u have known have all left and turned there back on you. Im not a big person on showing feeling towards really anything. I have never been one of sorrow or tears. I guess thats thanks to me lockin away all my emotions. U know i couldn't tell u the last time i was perfectly happy. I used to listen to the song Eleanor Rigby by the beatles and smile because i knew i always had people. Being surrounded by millions of people or even my so called friends that left me. Id still be alone.. Do you ever feel like no matter wat you try to do in life, it doesnt matter. That being a grea

The Flower
The Flower by LateNiteFantasy© As I lay next to her and touch her silky skin. I look into her eyes and try to figure out what is within. As I lean in to kiss her sweet lips, I place my hands upon her hips. Tracing little circles along the way, I slowly move to where she wants me to stop and play. Kissing her neck and moving down, breast so soft and stomach so smooth, I kiss the top of her mound. Hearing her moan, and feeling her move under my touch, knowing she wants me so much. Taking and parting her hairless lips with my fingers, I take the time to let my kisses linger. Flicking my tongue across her flower, taking in all her womanly power. Not wanting to let her go, I hear her moans so soft and low. Increasing the intensity, knowing soon her flower will be in full bloom. Her hips thrust up to the rhythm of my motion. Riding the waves within her explosion.

Heaven Has No Rage Like Love To Hatred Turned...
These tears have turned into rage. My fist desire a home of human flesh, To break down and mutilate, To make bleed and tear asunder. I want to scream till my throat crumbles, I want to run till my lungs collapse. Eyes burning, Mouth dry, Arms stretched out to the sky. Mocking me from the Heavens I curse the moon as if it were to blame. Tearing off my skin to get inside myself, To hide from the truth that I am alone. This misery eats me alive. Bon Appetit. _________________________________________________ REL

New Game Posted.
My buddy and I just posted a new game and it can be played on New Grounds. Here is the link. http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/443657 If you like it or have suggestions leave some comments and give us a rating. Later.

Walk With Me
walk with me Walk with me down the hills to where the land meets the waves. Let the water cleanse away your fears let time change the passage. Walk o'er the cresent of blue to the end that is the beginning. Let death be left behind in the light let the beginning become anew. Walk with me to a new land to the place that stands the test of time. Let the sands b ow all aorund us let time pass us by. Walk with me to the end to the never ending story. Let the time never pass let the time stop. Walk with me to loves embrace to the end of love that is forever. Let us stand the test of time let the love become us.

2 Dolla Maka You Holla!
Thats right fubarians it's the 2 dolla maka you holla auction!! Come check out these men folk we rounded up I know all 3 of and trust me you don't wanna miss out on them! All bids start at $2 or 100k fubucks! So come one come all and see who can make you holla!

Scrutiny
Scrutiny thru the lens, scrutiny with a trend, something I inhale, cancer I exhale, crying on a courasel, crying on a courasel, crying on a courasel, scrutiny thru the lens, scrutiny au contraire, munity enbarking on the fence, munity binging tense, something I inhale, cancer I exhale, something i inhale, cancer i exhale, crying on a courasel...

Torn
Just a couple months ago I had everything on track. I had a great job an apartment a great boyfriend. I dont know what the hell happened. I dont have a job anymore I quit because it was just to hard on my body. (that was my doing). I moved in with my boyfriends parents cause I wanted to be close to him and since then I just feel like I took a bunch of steps backwards for him. Which I did. I am in a battle of mixed emotions. I am pregnant now and I know that I could do it on my own I just have to leave. I just dont think that would be the best thing right now. I cant even really explain it but I keep sitting around waiting for him to do something about our living situation and him not having a job. Thats the problem I am waiting. I feel like I should move back to my apartment intil he gets things straightend out cause I like having my own place and I am tired of living the way that I am right now. I just want to think about me and my baby right now and let him either figure it out or no

A Warriors Battle
The battle will be tough, his opponant strong Headed into war, to defeat that which is wrong A battle to protect the spirit of his lady love To release her from the evil one The hawk flies above, the ground shakes below Spirits come together to witness and know A warrior and a skin walker, the odds dont seem fair But away in the distance, love was waiting there Heading for battle, he was unafraid And to release her, was the only way The night sky was dark, the ground saturated with pain As he came at the warrior, again and again Her hero didnt stop, untill a promise was made To the evil one, this was a game But he made the promise, and layed at the warriors feet Because her warriors love was to difficalt to beat Love is stronger, my warrior said Now rest my love, and clear your head When you wake, all will be gone My love will protect you untill you, again, are strong

"i Love You"
I watch people all day, with theyre families and woner why He looks angry, and she is sad enough to cry Broken hearts, tattered lives, and pain Enough to last two life times, both played the same Something has got to give, I know this isnt how it used to be This land was once full of life and build on family I cant remember a time when my happiness would last He is always here and gone, says "I love you" then takes it back He would gaze at me, and fill my head with lies Promise me the moon, and every star in the sky And so here I am, all alone still Patiently waiting for my destiny to be fulfilled Aching for a heart that is strong and true Refusing to give up, and means it when he says "I Love You"

Help These Great Fu's Level!!
Do y'all know these people? If not, you ought to. They need some help leveling, so if y'all could drop by and spank them as hard as you can with rates, comments, or bling...well, that'd be freakin' awesome. They totally deserve the luv, and the best part is, each and every one of them will return it! Justfishing - Owned By HisSweetObsession and Owner Of Stormwomen'81,000 to Henchman Bull *I always rate. If you don't, forget about adding*319,000 to Godfather

Playing House
PLAYING HOUSE A little girl and a little boy were at day care one day. The girl approaches the boy and says, "Hey Stevie, wanna play house?" He says, "Sure! What do you want me to do?" The girl replies, "I want you to communicate." He says to her, "That word is too big. I have no idea what it means." The little girl smirks and says, "Perfect. You can be the husband."

Addict
I don't now how to heal myself of this starving fever. When you go away from me I start to shake and shiver Your touch is all I long for Your lips all i need One kiss and i am done for my addiction i must feed I whine for you I cry for you I weep and creep and sleep of you smell you, I taste you I cannot seem to waste you I am addicted to you baby I hurt I scream I cry Take me away from here as only you can make me as only you can make me fly You leave me breathless to beg Then leave me again alone You are my only one, my drug You are my heart, my home Your voice swims in my head Images of you dance in my heart Laughter stains my lonely bed Awaiting my desire My true heart You are my drug, my fantasy You sleep in me I sleep in you You free my passion in my dreams Every moment I breathe for you I am addicted to you baby I hurt, I scream, I cry Take me away from here as only you can make me As only you can make me cry I cannot sleep, I cannot

People
do u ever feel like uve lost all hope in people or that u dont believe wat anyone says until they prove to you otherwise. ive come to the realization that most people are full of shit. They will say watever they feel is nessassary at that given moment. So ive come to the resolution that Ive lost practically all respect for most people and i dont really care for them. Friends are only really around untill the time when u need them the most and poof there gone. Why is that when u need people the most they seem to never be around. True friends are hard to find, if u got one dont let them go. You will regret it..

A Lonely Road (straight)
A Lonely Road (Straight) It was an early spring day, when Jenny decided to skip work and take a long drive in the country. She had been really busy at work lately and felt she deserved a day to herself. A few months back, she had bought a convertible, she was eager to put the top down for a relaxing day of driving some back roads. All she had known for the last 8 months, was just the freeway and downtown traffic. She puts on shorts and a sleeveless top and tennis shoes, then headed out the door. At the edge of the city, she stopped off to fill up and grab a map. Once she was about 50 miles out of the city, she took the next exit she came to. The map said it was a scenic highway for about 60 miles or so. She pulled over and put the top down, tucking the map under the other seat belt, so it would not blow out of the car. Being a weekday, there was little to no traffic that far out of town, at least compared to what she has dealt with these last months. She has bee

Memorable Walk In The Park (straight)
Memorable Walk in the Park (Straight) I was be out walking through a park, down a long, winding path. It was at dusk, nearly dark. Being late in the day, most people have already gone on home. About a mile down the path, I see a rather attractive lady, sitting there reading a book. She is wearing a light blouse and loose-fitting shorts and tennis shoes. I slow my pace, taking my time approaching her. I want to get a good look at her. I am almost to her, as she looks up. I just smile and say, " you are almost out of light for reading". She smiles back saying "I got lost in the story, not realizing how late it has gotten". I tell her my name, she does the same. We chat about how warm the weather has finally turned. I ask if I may join her on the bench, she smiles and nods, pointing to the empty place beside her. We sit there watching all the different birding fluttering around. I tell her it looks like the birds are appreciating the end of the cold evenings. She

New Town, New House (straight)
New House, New Town (Straight) It had been a year since Sara’s divorce became final. With her 45th birthday just a few months away, she felt a new job in a new town, was be just what she needed. She sent resumes to a several different cities, to see what offers she would get. She had spent her last eight years, as the office manager to an accounting firm in Chicago. After a few weeks, she was getting offers from coast to coast. After looking over a handful of nice offers, she decided to give Nashville a chance. She found a nice big frame house, just about 20 minutes from downtown. She knew it would take a bit of work getting it as she wanted it. Being on her own now, she figured she could take her time and fix it JUST to suit her. She was settling into her new job as office manager, for a downtown publishing company. The people seemed nice enough and the hours were great. She spent her first few weeks unpacking and trying to organize things at home. With sp

Delete Them They Are Fake!
They are all the same person using someone elses pictures. Miss Diamond (http://www.fubar.com/user/1935806) Marie~Princess (http://www.fubar.com/user/1832105) Lady Wizard (http://www.fubar.com/user/1176142) IF THEY ARE REAL WHY NOT POST A SALUTE!!

Rest Of Mine
There's no guarantee that we'll see tomorrow Heaven only knows how long we have So there's no way I'll ever for one second let you wonder Just how long my love for you will last Til my last breath Til I'm called on high Til the angels come and I see the light To the very end Til I give in To the last beat of my heart No, I can't swear that I'll be here For the rest of your life But I swear I'll love you... For The Rest of Mine.

Sorrow 2
time arises when we all should leave as time comes so does sorrow cometh to the time of dispair and sanity we shall follow our kind to the end sorrow is the dispair of life sorrow is the time we all shall give up not caring when we do nor what we say thinking everything is ok bring the life abd time to the end sorrow is the end of time not of life sorrow is the gift of a new era in our life take me to the time that isno longer of mind taking me to the place that is forever sorrow cometh for us all

Breaking The Walls Down
walking in the shadow of dipear calling, yelling for your name to help me shouting for your tender touch never able to hold you for more than a minute breaking the barriers of this wall down only to see your not there breaking the walls of solitude down only to feel the coldness instead of the heat i hear your voice from all around being totally, utterly confussed on where to go east, west, north, or maybe south where are you... where do you lie awaiting... breaking the walls of this realm down striving for your tender touch breaking the barriers of earth down only to see the voices are in my head breaking... breaking the walls down! RIP GRAND MOM(2/14/1999) AND GRAND POP (11/30/1999)

Cuban Fried Rice
Cuban Fried Rice Rated by 2 people Rate This Rate and Comment Create a meal idea 100s of main-dish recipes plus suggestions for simple go-with dishes to make a meal complete. Start to Finish: 20 minutes View Nutrition Facts Ingredients 1 fresh pineapple, peeled, packed in juice 1 Tbsp. olive oil 1 14.8-oz. pouch cooked long grain rice 12 oz. cooked ham, coarsely chopped 1 cup chopped or sliced sweet peppers 1 jalapeño pepper, sliced 1/2 15-oz. can black beans, rinsed and drained (3/4 cup) Lime Wedges Directions 1. Remove pineapple from container, reserving juice. Cut pineapple in 3/4-inch slices; discard core if present. Heat oil in 12-inch skillet over medium-high heat; add pineapple slices. Cook 3 to 4 minutes or until beginning to brown. Divide pineapple among four plates. 2. Meanwhile, prepare rice according to package directions. Add ham and peppers to skillet; cook 3 minutes, stirring occasionally. Add beans and rice. Cook, stirring occ

Jamaican Pork With Melon
Jamaican Pork with Melon Rated by 8 people Rate This Rate and Comment Create a meal idea 100s of main-dish recipes plus suggestions for simple go-with dishes to make a meal complete. 4 servings Prep: 15 minutes Grill: 18 minutes View Nutrition Facts Ingredients 1-1/2 pound boneless pork tenderloin, cut into 1-1/2-inch cubes 2 small red onions, quartered lengthwise 2 tablespoons roasted peanut oil or peanut oil 4 teaspoons Jamaican jerk seasoning 1/4 of a small honeydew melon, cut into 2-inch cubes 1/2 of a small cantaloupe, cut into 2-inch cubes 1 tablespoon honey Directions 1. Toss pork cubes and onion with oil and jerk seasoning in a medium mixing bowl until evenly coated. Thread eight 12-inch skewers alternately with pork, onion, honeydew, and cantaloupe pieces. 2. Place pork skewers on the lightly oiled of the grill directly over medium heat. Grill for 18 to 24 minutes or until pork is cooked through and no pink remains. Remove from grill;

Traci~our Peppermint Creep
ONE BAD ASS DRUMMER......ONE GREAT FRIEND PLUS HE WAS SMOKING HOT... Well it's done,yesterday we laid to rest one of the most beautiful souls I have ever known.It took place @ Hollywood Forever Cemetery here in L.A. There was well over 200 guest,half of which I have not seen in years.People flew from all over to pay their respect and CELEBRATE Traci's life. Most dressed in black and if you live in L.A. you know it has been well over 100 degrees.Anyway.. The services were to start at 2pm but due to the overwhelming amount of people who showed up (BECAUSE HE WAS WELL LOVED))the service did not start until 2:30. It was an open casket ceremony because Traci wanted it that way, with all asked to bring stickers to place on the casket, I forgot my sticker so Starr (my new friend) gave me some of hers (I used dracula and wolfman). I did not think I would be able to look at my friend lying there in his "bed" like that. It was very hard to see, because he like the TAURUS he was wa

Taste 1,2,3
·° ¤ taste Version I I wonder. Is she the one? Can my search at last be done? Or has it only really begun? Its not everything to simply fly above. I want the warmth. What if I did, say, simply show up one day? Would you invite me in? Might we play? Should we go inside? If I were to touch you, softly. Just brush the hair from your eyes. Maybe run my fingers from your cheek down your neck. Run them slow, around to the back. Unclasp there. Remove, and touch you. Right, about, there. Just under your breast. Lift. Ah. Joy in the test. Would you sigh? Please. Don't lie. To hold, and all over, slowly, caress. Know that by the gods I'd greatly been blessed. Bend down my head. Taste each nipple slow. Do you think the wonder in my eyes might show? I've been told that at such times my eyes may seem to glow. I'd wander down a bit further below. Until into the the well of life I fell. To taste joy from there as well. By this point theres no d

Passion Drives
Coming together as our clothes come apart a button at a time, revealing each others flesh passion drives together two bodies our lips and hands search for flesh beneath our clothes a button at a time, revealing each others flesh tasting and feeling each new curve revealed our lips and hands search for flesh beneath our clothes as our bodies respond to each others desires tasting and feeling each new curve revealed my lips move down your throat as our bodies respond to each others desires pressing together I feel your growing heat my lips move down your throat following the curve of your breast pressing together I feel your growing heat as you lift your hips against me following the curve of your breast my tongue plays over your erect nipple as you lift your hips against me and I squeeze your breast in my hand my tongue plays over your erect nipple till I hear your soft moans and I squeeze your breast in my hand then slide my fingertips across your stomach till

Tagged
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? hubby 3. Your hair? blonde 4. Your mother? deceased 5. Your father? deceased 6. Your favorite thing? sex 7. Your dream last night? didnt 8. Your favorite drink? tea 9. Your dream/goal? weightloss 10. The room you're in? livingroom 11. Music? hip-hop 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? happier 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? tall 16. Muffins? shouldn't 17. One of your wish list items? money 18. Where you grew up? Tennessee 19. The last thing you did? drove 20. What are you wearing? blue 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? dog 23. Your computer? new 24. Your life? stressful 25. Your mood? stres

More Random Facts.
-- my favorite actor is john travolta, i want to marry him. haha. -- my favorite concert ive even been to was either dave matthews band or corey smith, a local country singer -- i love going to concerts -- i hate drama in my own life but love to know about other peoples -- i dont take advice but give people the same advice i chose to ignore -- i love the beach -- i dont have any tattoos yet, but i want a small peace sign on my ankle -- i drive a old volvo. the ac doesnt work, its got black leather seats, and its hot as hell in the summer. but i love my car. -- i have tons of jewelry that i never really wear. my favorite piece that i DO wear are my peace sign earrings -- smiling is good for the soul -- i like gummy candies and those after dinner mints -- i talk a lot, and i always have story to tell, even if they arent always good ones. -- my favorite drink is captain morgans & diet coke -- i smoke newports, ewww. -- im a scorpio, and i fit the description of a scorpio to

People Trash Talking Me
Well it was brought to my attention this evening. that I have a certain person talking trash about me, and tonight one of his "buddies" comes to my mum talking crap, and sending messages about blocking him, and would I add him back. So I shout to him asking what the deal is, and this is what was said. ->logmaster200: If u think it is u, need to get a life ->logmaster200: uummm HHHEEELLOO fubar is not real logmaster200: Go forth and spread your lies ->logmaster200: my last three mums? logmaster200: LOL,,,, your past 3 mumms were lies,,, I call u on them and u get pissed at me---- ok whatever ->logmaster200: i have never posted lies, u need to get a grip logmaster200: if you stop posting lies,,, then he wont talk shit now will he ->logmaster200: whatever logmaster200: will just put an update in the 2nd bulletin to all his mumm friends ->logmaster200: whos is talking to him? ->logmaster200: so u hagn, anf tel him to go to hell logmaster200: eeeeeeh,,, talking to him now,,,

We Don't See Things As They Are,we See Things As We Are.
The world is a jigsaw puzzle. We are the pieces. Your piece has a special spot, all its own, you just have to find it. Some pieces are easy. Some pieces aren't. But every single piece fits…somewhere. I screwed up in the beginning because I couldn't find where I fit right away. So I did what everyone else does when the piece won't fit just exactly right, even though it LOOKS like it belongs in the one spot…I tried to MAKE it fit. That only fucked everything else up because then none of the pieces that came afterwards were right. By trying to make myself fit into a spot that I didn't belong in the first place, I kinda screwed it up for everyone else. Soon, I realized that I was just going to have to accept that I wasn't supposed to go there, and I picked up and tried again. Looked at the box. Studied the box. The stupid picture was TELLING me where I was supposed to be, I just couldn't see it for looking so damn hard. So I waited. Other pieces fell into p

Subject: Life Today A Message By George Carlin:
Subject: Life today A Message by George Carlin: The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new nei

Ensign: All The Difference
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an esnign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 27 June 2008 "Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me." Jesus' answer to Thomas' question at Passover on how to know the way to follow Jesus where He's going (to meet God His Father in heaven) is an indirect one. Indirect because it's really simple. Instead of answering HOW -- in my best Websterian, that's to ascertain a method of procedure -- Jesus directly told Thomas and the other disciples in earshot not only what HE wanted to know, but also who Jesus Himself really is. I AM, just as God identified Himself to Moses long ago on Mount Sinai (Exodus 3:14). Just as Jesus would identify Himself later to the Sanhedrin (Luke 22) and to Pontius Pilate (John 18) and how He identifies Himself to everybody, even those who

Its Just Fu Wtf Over??
You know i just have to get something off my chest some people take this shit to heart when it just a chat room lets be real all the banning and un banning just to be banned again is just so childish cant we all act like grown ups fror christ sakes leats all take a break for this small grow up minute

What Is Fubar Again?
What the fuck is fubar.I was told by a close friend back home it was to meet some really cool people,men in my case.lol The reason I am asking is that I got this email telling me what I could do for him,then he would give me all of his 11's and that he was not here for small talk,points only and to level up. I was under the assumption that this was suppose to be like a online bar.A place to have fun which I have been until this arrogant person invading my email space.We know what bars and online bars lead to,which is probably sex sex sex.haha Anyway it pissed me off and I thought I would see what others had to say about what fubar really is.So what it since I am now feeling it may be just about the points. Here is the email and no I am not outting this person.I am here to meet people and if that isn't why you are here then please don't bother being my friend. Here it is: ------------------------------------------------- I added rated, and fanned you, and I left you profile co

Doesn't This Seem A Little Strange To You?
Haley@ fubar ->Haley: no Haley: interested? Haley: basically in exchange for being teased ->Haley: why? and in exchange for what? Haley: i know a friend who wants to provide that for a girl ->Haley: what are you talking about? Haley: hi would you be interested in living somewhere where you'd never have to work or do chores? where you'd be supported and taken care of? ->Haley: hello Haley: hi

Feelings
My Heart has been shattered, Into millions of little pieces The peices yet so small, Neither tape nor glue can mend this heart. My heart has been shattered, Into millions of pieces The pieces so small, Not even god may fix them. You have shattered My fragile heart You may say your sorry But that means nothing, I just want my Shattered heart back together again. My heart has been shattered, Into millions of pieces, The pieces yet so small and red Neither tape nor glue can mend this heart back together again.

"i Kissed A Girl..."
I kissed a girl, and I liked it. The taste of her cherry chapstick. I kissed a girl, Just to try it. I hope my boyfriend don't mind it. It felt so wrong, It felt so right. Don't mean i'm in love tonight. I kissed a girl, And I liked it. -REL This song is on repeat right about now.

Please Vote For Me
Well it's about that time again ..... Vote for me as your favorite Wicked Doll How to..... 1)Go to wickeddollz. net and enter the site 2)Click on featured Dollz 3) Scroll down and vote for my of course Trixie Mort Please ya'll if you love me you'd vote for me also check out my new set they're super hot XOXO Trixie Mort

My First Contest...boxer Or Briefs
Hey boys! How sexy do you think you are in your under garments? I am hosting my first contest and thought it would be nice to have something for the girls to look at finally. This is a bombing contest and self bombing is encouraged. So.....Send me your best sfw underwear pics (keep it tasteful but have fun with it) and 15k for the entery fee. Show us ladies your best side (or back side hee hee) The contest will run for 7 days and the winner will be the one with most comments. 1st prize:500,000 and a choice of 7 day blast or bling pack 2nd prize:200,000 fubucks 3rd prize:100,000 fubucks Contest will start as soon as I get 10 willing participants. It will end 12pm fu time 7 days after the 10 person signs on. I will message all contest members of what day the contest will be ending. Send me the entery fee and the link of the picture you want in the contest and show us all how sexy you are. freakylibra**queen-buckma$ter~Owned By Tappinit~@ fubar

The Fireworks Test
What Your These Fireworks Say About You You are a rather reserved person in day to day life. However, you do have a few topics that truly excite you. When you become impassioned, it's a surprise to everyone around you. But if they blink, they'll miss it, because you get back to being calm very quickly. The Fireworks Test

Something New With The Pussycat Family
My Name In Sinful Pleasures My Real Name Is Ashley I Am 22 Years Old I Was Born In Raised In PA I Am A Single Mom I Have Two Children Both Boys Mitchell Will Be 2 July 25th And Micheal Will Be 4 In October They Are The Most Important Thing In My Life I Work And Take Care Of My Kids Thats Pretty Much My Life I Am Planing On Going To School Soon For Photography Thats What I Really Want To Do I Am A Very Giving Person I Will Try To Help Anyone I Can I Am Outgoing And Very Blunt I Like To Sing Even Tho I Know I Cant Lmao Write Poetry Even Tho I Havent Done It In Forever [ Sinful Pleasures * Shadow Leveler * Pu$$ycat Playmate - Owned By KaTman ]

Force~3~bombers----members!! **updated 7/13/08
Meet the FORCE~3~Bombers!! **~BABYGIRL~*OWNER~* OF ~THE~FORCE~3~BOMBERS~@ fubar ~*BIGGIE MARV*~*Co- Owner*~*Force*~*3*~*Bombers*~@ fubar ~*Buckle *~ *THE*~*CANDY*~*MAN~*MANGER~**OF~*THE FORCE~*3~BOMBERS~*@ fubar HD Petes Ultra Classic is taking a break from fubar@ fubar ~§ëxxï Térrïè ~ ~Asst Manager Force 3 Bombers & Shadow Levelers~@ fubar *Itchy* Lead Licker @ Silver Dollar Saloon Owned by Tommy Rock ~Force 3 Bomber Secretary~@ fubar ButterflyMajic{fuSlave2Boom&DarkGod}{StaffOFSpiritOfGaia}{Force~3~BombersHeadGreeter}@ fubar

I Have A Job Interview Today
ok so i am going for a job interview today (i haven't worked now for over 5 years due to a heart attack i had back in '04).I am extremely nervous about the fact of going back to work .It is not going to be the best shift 2pm-10pm but it's a job ,and i will still be able to have fun on fubar here :D.I will let you all know if i get the job (wish me luck ).

I Want Our Love To Always Be_____
I want our love to always be a personal thing - just between you and me. There will be others who will think they know us better than we know ourselves - who will want to offer their opinions on the way we ought to be There will be times when we are curious or confused and we'll find comfort in talking to a friend or spending time alone ... But if ever there is a problem involving the two of us, I hope that we will always come to each other first For just as it took only the two of us to fall in love, the two of us can overcome any obstacle that ever gets in the way.

Stressed
Alright, just want to explain why i haven't been around much lately. I'm out looking for work and doing what I have to do to take care of my girls. Yes I'm a little stressed out and about to lose my apartment. But no pity wanted, I'll make it always do.. just giving an explanation of why I haven't been on much

Rules To Get On The List......
Ok, To get on my family list it is rather simple. you can do it in one of a few ways, 1) buy a happy hour (lifetime and Top Family rating) 2) buy a blast (gets a lifetime add) 3) give 100K fubucks (gets 18 months) 4) give 50K fubucks (gets 6 months) once you do one of those, i will add you to the family list, and then you can see all the pics that are family

Contact
i finally heard back from my sons father :D im so happy after 5 years of no contact. we have contact again, he does want to be apart of our sons life and that in itself makes me happy. i want my son to have both of his parents in his life and at 100%. we are going to take things slow with introducing his father to him. but i cant wait for the day that they meet My Lil man will love it. :D

Poem
Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit; Never a flicker of flame, but with Arching bolts which strike with a force That disturbs my equilibrium. My mind races as waves of passion flush over My pale skin, causing me to gaze upon visions Of impossible romantic possibilities. Pathetic is this woman who anticipates the True rhythm of love, with a man she will never hold. My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering, As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speak to his: "I have loved you more than anybody in this world."

Type O Negative - Love You To Death
In her place one hundred candles burning as salty sweat drips from her breast her hips move and I can feel what they're saying, swaying They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya,get... Black lipstick stains her class of red wine I am your servant, may I light your cigarette? Those lips smooth, yeah I can feel what you're saying, praying They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get... I beg to serve, your wish is my law Now close those eyes and let me love you to death Shall I prove I mean what i'm saying, begging I say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get.. Let me love you too Let me love you to death Hey am I good enough for you? Hey am i good enough for you? Am I? Am I? Am I good enough for you?

Auction Page Ty Dj Aussie
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > SWEET AS CHERRYPIE IS HOSTING HER FIRST AUCTION ITS FREE!!!! > > > > > This is my first auction so lets see how it goes. > 1.) I need a pic of your choice. > 2.)I need what you want for your auction and I'll put it with your pic. > 3.)Your pic must get rated. > 4.)it will start July 15th and will end on the last day in July. > 5.)I will notify all winners and you of the winners. > So who wants in? > > ''Sweet as Cherry Pie***Fu-Owned by Sexymedic4u(fan,rate and add me)''@ fubar >

Funny
A very shy guy goes into a bar and sees a beautifulwoman sitting at the bar. After an hour of gatheringup his courage he finally goes over to her and asks,tentatively, "Um, would you mind if I chatted with youfor a while?" She responds by yelling, at the top of her lungs, "No,I won't sleep with you tonight!" Everyone in the baris now staring at them. Naturally, the guy is hopelessly and completely embarrassedand he slinks back to his table. After a few minutes, the woman walks over to him andapologizes. She smiles at him and says, "I'm sorryif I embarrassed you. You see, I'm a graduate studentin psychology and I'm studying how people respond toembarrassing situations." To which he responds, at the top of his lungs, "Whatdo you mean, $200?"

Love.your.race
love.your.race (HA HA HA at these mumma$$e$ ) United States July 12, 2008 @ 6:46 pm #152 of 169 Final note.... It's easy to spot out a loser at life. They will fight tooth and nail, and pull out all the stops, just to be victorious in an online forum. If any of you disagree with my racial views, it's perfectly okay. I respect free thinkers, whether they agree with me or not, atleast they're not SHEEP. Free speech above all! __________________________________________________ love.your.race (HA HA HA at these mumma$$e$ ) United States July 13, 2008 @ 11:39 am #166 of 166 It still amazes me that someone can google, copy, and paste something and people fall for it. SHEEP." __________________________________________________ MURK (~n íαmZïΘ∩ï$τpLΘτ) Jacksonville, FL July 13, 2008 @ 3:29 pm #169 of 169 You’re an empty status; your rationalization loiters in disgust due to your own denial and squalor. You fear mankind; you

Trouble Breathing
Sorting the flat out yesterday, and I was shredding some old bank stuff, and I think I inhaled some paper dust or something, because yesterday evening I started getting really wheezy. I took a couple of hits on my girl's inhaler before I slept, but I woke up feeling pretty grim again, and now I'm feeling all kinda dizzy and weak, maybe because of lack of oxygen or something. That's not good, right?

The Soundtrack Of Life
YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? So, here's how it works: 1-Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2-Put it on shuffle 3-Press play 4-For every question, type the song that's playing 5-When you go to a new question, press the next button 6-Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool... Opening Credits: Coffee Shop Soundtrack - All Time Low Birth: Transatlanticism - Death Cab For Cutie Waking Up: American Television - Ben Lee First Day At School: Lollipop - Lil Wayne High School: Monument - A Day To Remember Fight Song: In Charge - Uffie First Love: Hey Jude - The Beatles Breaking Up: Surrender - Billy Talent Prom: Shadow of the Day - Linkin Park Losing your Virginity: If You're Gone - Matchbox Twenty College: Rule Breaker - Ashlee Simpson Life: The Scientist - Coldplay Mental Breakdown: Hells Bells - ACDC Driving: Breathe - Anna Nalick Flashback: When You Were Young - The Killers

My Friend
You Who Are Broken by ~carrionshine on deviantART Feeling Lost and confused Trying to keep the hope that helps me thru the day Broken like an angel In my bed, Alone I lie Thinking of the past, and what may come Hard not to think of friends that have left Needing someone who will be the one One that will lift my head when I cry Hold me when I don't feel I have the strength Tell me no lie Missing the ones I cared for Dreaming of when I'll see them again Wanting things to be okay Needing my friend I feel lonely today Broken Wings by ~erick350 on deviantART

Consider The Lily
Consider the Lily Consider the lily, a rabbit hole beneath reflecting itself in the pool of the void, in shadow flickers on the leaf of a cave. Consider the Lily the Lily of all lilies - God Lily! Can reflections carved on the walls of a page attract the pollinating bee? Consider the lily when the lily is not the lily, when no fragrant words describe the pungent roots beneath. Is the lily a lily to a worm? Consider the lily...

Outta Here
okay, i hate blogs, and i generally don't do them, but this is a system wide message to my "friends" and anyone else on this site who may care to read. I am leaving this site and not looking back. I recently, very recently, had a VERY bad experience with someone from this site. My hsband and I were out at a bar having a good time when someone who saw me on this site came up to me at the bar and started saying some pretty damned ignorant things to me. my husband over heard some of them and wanted to take the guy's head off. I know he saw me on this page because of some of the references he made and my hausband does not know about this page, so he didn't catch on. Thank god, cuz otherwise I'd be looking down both barrels of a divorce right now. I joined this site for a little fun and excitement. but that was neither fun nor the right kinda of excitement. so for this I am leaveing fubar and not looking back. if ANYONE from this page EVER does anything like that EVE

Would You Like To Be My Neighbor
Random thoughts: There is only so much a person can take before they decide to start stapling squirrels to trees then lighting random cosmetic products on fire. mmmmmmm.... fire. but thats just my opinion. What will you dou when the mighty acorn comes a callin'. will you run, will you hide, or will you take a stand. Because after all are we mice or are we that one burnt potato chip at the bottom of the bag? The day just drags on sometimes. How is it that the weekend passes so quickly but one day of work can take forever to end? Time is a tricky son of a bitch.

The Wake And Funeral
Just letting everyone know that tomorrow is my dad's funeral, it is set for 2 pm. Thank you all again for your kind words and caring thoughts. And thank you Ian, for sending the flowers in everyones name from fubar. You are a good man and I love you. Mom says thank you as well. I should be back online on a regular basis next week. Hope you all have a great weekend, I love you all. Armistead

In A Auction Please Bid On Me
Guess Who's Up For Auction??? ~*SexyBitch*~ That's Who!! Place Your Bid On Her Now Auction Starts On Monday, July 14th @ 2:00PM PT Auction Ends On Monday, July 21st @ 4:00PM PT Click The Following Pic To Place Your Bid And VIP bids are welcome as well! .: Brought To You By :. Big Daddy Rate/Fan/Add Him

Awesome Job Levelers!!!
You guys helped so many people level tonite. I just want to say that I love the heart that you guys show. We put smiles on so many faces when we hit their pages hard. Even tho this family is just in its beginning stages, it is one of the best family I have ever been apart of. I am proud to be a Rating Revolution member. You guys make me so proud. I cant even hardly express it in words. You are some of the best and hardest working folks on this site. What you are doing is greatly appreciated. We have very few 11s and blings to give but that doesnt matter. We have heart and that is what matters we all work hard together to get the job done and I am proud of you all. Lets make this the best family on fubar!! Thanx for being a part of the family...Your friend Scooter

He Sees Her
He lays out his tools in front of her. Her long hair, once blonde, now soaked in blood, sticks to her face. Her beautiful lips shaking with her tears. Fear rising throughout her whole body. Noone can hear her, wherever he took her. She saw his eyes for the quick second, then awoke in darkness. She can hear the dripping of pipes in the background. Hands tied above her. She's swinging, unable to relieve the pain in her arms, toes barely touching the cement. What's left of her dress sticks to her body, showing her naked form. She's full awake now, head in pain. She sees him, dressed in a plastic apron. She fears to make a sound, not knowing what he's capable of. His long black hair flowing over his black wife-beater, his broad shoulders and big arms bulged with every movement. She couldn't see past him to see what was making the 'ting' sounds. Something metal, she could deduct that much. He senses her eyes on him. He's watched her for days, can't help it. He wants her, to feel what

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Part 1
Pack your bags as and off you go to Christchurch, New Zelaand my friend. I was fortunate to have lived there for (3) glorious years. That place was the land of milk and honey or dare I say, the land of kiwi fruit and sheep (giza kiwi- that is NZ slang for "holy cow"). Our trip finds us arriving at LAX airport in Los Angeles, CA angelgirl. Our motto - HAVE SUTICASE, WILL TRAVEL (lol). Dont forget the passorts and visas. Finally, you get there and the lines at the airport are horendous. You finally get your ticket and you are on the plane at last. Strap yourself in you and about 200 other passengers are UP, UP, and AWAY (oh yeah, did I happen to mention the ride will take just a mere (23) hrs to get there ouch.....arghhh) LOL. Its (10) hours down and just (13) hours to go. Oh the butt is so sore. FINALLY, its touch down, (23) hrs gone and its party time. You have landed in Christchurch , New Zealand. Dont forget, you crossed the international date line so add (24) hrs- today is actuall

My New Political Endorsement
You know, I was going to vote for Barack Obama for President. Then, Obama voted for telecom immunity. So, now I will vote for Ralph Nader come November. I urge everybody else to do the same.

Freaky Friday In Www.bbwchatspot.net
It is that time again. FREAKY FRIDAYin www.bbwchatspot.net chatroom July 25th 9pm est. We will be celebrating Dan (gs1980) and Scott's (smashed66) Birthdays .. You pretty much know the drill.. Ladies in lingerie.. men in silk boxer or nothing. Phone rule will be enforce.. So ladies if you forget and answer the phone on cam you must flash your boobs. Guys if you do it you have to show naked butt. Failure to follow the rules will result in a ban for the evening . So bring you Poison of choice. Come get drunk when you don't have to drive home. We have learned from the last Freaky Friday, you never know what you are going to witness.

Katherine & Q Ch. 04
Katherine & Q Ch. 04 by LateNiteFantasy© Katherine was trying to enjoy a glass of synthehol in ten forward as she watched the passing stars. Under normal circumstances she would have been the subject of various male (and female) lustful glances, and she’d be amused by them. However, these were not normal circumstances. Recently, she had begun to feel like a social pariah. Since it had become common knowledge that Q had taken an interest in her, the others were keeping their distance. Today she had decided to blithely ignore all the worried looks, but was having little success. Depressed, she contemplated ordering something full of chocolate. “Katherine?” Deanna Troi stood next to the table. “Deanna, hello. Would you like to have a seat?” Katherine gestured to the empty seat across from her, reminding herself to act normally. Then, unable to bite it back, she added “there are oh so many available,” and gestured to the empty tables forming a barrier between herself and the cr

Submissive Thoughts
Today as I set here thinking about my life I decided to put it down in words...I, as most of you know, am submissive...and as it states on my profile name, I am a lost submissive waiting to be found by that one true dominate male...I know I know it's a fairy tale...The dominates that have tried to take me as theirs turned out to be fakes and just wanted to degrade a woman...That is not what I am here for. I am here to nurture and mold as a true submissive. I am definately into being a one sub too...I don't want any sister slaves....I myself would like a one on one dominate/submissive relationship. I just can't stand it when men try to be dominate and are just assholes...there is a difference...trust me I've seen both sides...lmao!... I want the love and warmth and guidance of a dominate. I miss all of those things. I guess you could say I need that in my life again. To have that one true dominate to collar me as his on...my heart skips a beat and flutters at the thought..but as I

Blah
This week is not going to be a good week, I can feel it already. My head still hurts from getting hit in it by a few hundred pounds of machine on Saturday and people have been generally irritating me lately. I might be going "off the grid" for a little while soon, I'm really just not feeling like myself lately. If I want to talk to you I'll make myself available but other than that, I really think a break is a good call. This isn't because of any one person, just a bad week piled on top of a bad weekend with some stupid people sprinkled in. I should be back in a little while, probably just a couple of days. I just need a little while to get myself centered and back on the path I want to be on, I know that I am not where I want to be.

Newest Video- Double Cum Toy Fun
Oh my gosh, my sexy friend Sexy Foxx come by for s'mores! Well, things got very hot and before we knew, we found ourselves naked in bed!! CUM watch how sexy we are as we find out how fast each other CUMs with my favorite glass toy! Pure virgin bisexual fun with plenty of large tits and juicy pussies! -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Back Again
well guess what.. IM BACK!!!! missed all my friends.. things are really rocky at the moment but im single .. ( my life story) one day , guess it was meant for me to be single but glad to be back here... misssed all my friends on here.. leave some love.. muahhhhhhhhhh!

Fit Me In Somewhere
Fit me in somewhere in this giant jigsaw, God, somewhere in this work of art you're working, select a space my shape can fill and with a puzzle maker's skill let my contours find their fit without contortion. Teach me which patch I am, God, in the cosmic quilt you're quilting. Show me where my square of selfhood is of use. Let the colourful complexities of the pattern that is me find their purpose in the placement that you choose. Show me my position, God, in this group photograph. Stand me where you want me to stand. Put me next to whom you will. Make me stand, for good or ill, precisely in the place your plan demands. Tell me what I am, God, in this body you are building: a tongue to taste, a nerve to serve, an ear to hear. Give me grace to not be, gracefully, the parts I am not called to be and to play with elegance the roles I'm given. Fit me in somewhere in this giant jigsaw, God, somewhere in this work of art you're working.

Birthday Adventure
OMG...I don't even know where to begin or if I'm adequately capable of putting this into words...But here it goes...Saturday afternoon my loving and adoring man decided to surprise me with a spontaneous trip to the Oregon Coast, that would last until today...I was floored, overwhelmed, excited, giddy...You see, I've never been to the Pacific Ocean before...I'm going to try to recap for you everything I saw, all of my firsts...I saw the most beautiful beaches with white sand...crystal blue waters...beautiful formations in the ocean...He had a nice bottle of wine for me...he built the most amazing fire at the beach...we slow danced while he sang to me...he even had fireworks for me...It was beautiful, romantic, breath-taking! The man proposed to me right there on the beach, and of course I said YES!!! We camped out by the ocean, and made love! Could a girl really ask for anything more storybook romantic? Yes, I was pinching myself, and it was for real...I saw sea gulls, elk, squirrel

Ms. Mojito Put Me In The Mood. Blame Her.
This is mine and Shawn's song. She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5. I love this video. She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5 Beauty queen of only 18 She had some trouble with herself He was always there to help her She always belonged to someone else I drove for miles and miles and wound up at your door I've had you so many times but somehow I want more I don't mind spending every day Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved And she will be loved Tap on my window, knock on my door I wanna make you feel beautiful I know I tend to get so insecure Doesn't matter anymore It's not always rainbows and butterflies It's compromise it moves us along, yeah My heart is full and my door's always open You can come any time you want, yeah I don't mind spending every day Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to

Mon Enfance Perdue
Ma mémoire résonne De joyeux éclats de rire Et ma vie monotone Voit mon cœur dépérir Bacs à sable encerclés Par des tours de couleurs Amourettes de lycée Vestiges de temps meilleurs Ces images du passé Pleines de joies de vivre, De ma France adorée, Me redonnent le sourire

Tune In This Saturday And Amp Up!
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 8.2.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...Saturday shows feature interviews! Tonight we will be interviewing... Lady Misty for a fun Millennium Omega segment covering some controversial info regarding former astronaut Ed Mitchell, an awesome interview between Alex Jones and Dean Haglund of The Lone Gunmen A

Dirty.
Ma’am I do believe you are trying to seduce me, looking at me so, eye fucking me hard. Take note of this warning do not start what you cannot finish. I shall pause and stare into your eyes just so you know I’m not fooling. I turn my back to her to walk away unsure if this is what she really want. Grabbing me by the ear leaves her with my full undivided attention. Spinning around and batting her hand away I give her a stern look. If you’re looking for trouble you have found it my dear. As my hands seize both her wrist slamming her against the wall, “are you sure this is what you want?” A not a second after she gasps yes are my lips violently locked onto hers. Pulling her away from the wall and flipping her around her front now pinned against the wall and her wrist still in my control. Her neck is open and defenseless; did I forget to mention I bite as a pleasurable sigh escapes her mouth? Sweetie with me sex is not purely pleasure; it’s a fair amount of pain as well. “No don

Lack Of Sleep
Ok, here's the thing...my kids have been keeping me up practically all night and I feel like because their dad isn't around they think they can walk all over me. Does anyone have any ideas how to get them to listen?

Expressing Myself
Why is it that you can do everything to forget someone? And yet every song, or movie or just anything can remind you of them. Yet you do everything to put some distance between the two of y'all. I know I care, I understand I am a man who is sensitive. And care's more about someone else's well being that I do mine. I am not trying to put myself down. I am happy, yet you want to forget but you want to keep and remember the good memories of that person. I don't understand how some people can turn it on and off like a water faucet. I like to give and give of myself. Most of the time it makes me happy. Right now I just feel a bit numb and don't want to hurt anyone. I would rather feel the pain. Maybe that is my problem>

Rejected Penthouse Letter Louise At The Circus
Dear Forum, I wanted to let you know about the sexiest woman I have ever met. I am now in my fifties and even though I met her thirty years ago the memory of her still haunts me. Before you dismiss this letter as outdated let me warn you that our sex was just as wild in the seventies as it is today. I worked with Louise in a small office. The sexual revolution was in full swing then and Lou was always going braless. It used to drive me wild to see her great globes beneath the tight stretch material of her blouse. I used to imagine her breast where the two really fat elephants and her blouse was a circus tent that had collapsed. Damn if those fat elephants were trying to get out from under that blousy tent. One time while masturbating I imagined that I was an elephant tamer and I was prodding and poking those elephants with my elephant tamer tool. I imagined that if I managed to free those fat elephants from that circus tent that I would give them a good hosing down

To Friends
I just wanted to write this blog to let everyone know that I am here for friends and to have fun.. I don't comment/fan/rate because I feel I have to or because you did me, I do it because I want too.And really it don't matter to me that you do me, I enjoy the little comments yes, It brings a smile to my face and lets me know I was thought of today. And I don't always answer everyone,Because sometimes my computer is on but I am AWAY..So please don't think I don't wanna talk to you.The people in my family are always the ones I put first because we talk on a daily basis,And that goes for some I am fans of. I do leave alot of random comments, because I like to say hello to all I can,( I am a nice person) but its nothing more than that, I want to make friends and have fun and if you want to join me I am happy to have you!! THANK YOU FOR BEING A FRIEND, SKYE

As Many Of You Know I Am Beyond Broke So
I was gonna throw up a message asking for a vip,but i am not like so many people on here that beg or say i would do this for it.I don't believe in most ways people do things,but that's just me ,if it works for them great,but just not how i am. I writing this to just say i won't have many things like eleven's to use or pics up or even so many fubucks that i always use on all my friends and family. I am not whining or complaining just saying what will happen. I appreciate that i made so many friends so far it's really wonderful that people actually wanted to be friens with me. Sorry got off track there with this blog. Thank you for reading or even giving it a look. ps.I still will rate what i can and help where i can. Love to you all my great friends and family. Like always BIG HUGS AND KISSES

My Son
8 yrs ago today at 1:49 pm My son arrived in this world. He was immediately taken to N.I.C.U. where he remained for 19 days. We were told he would never leave the hospital. Of course he proved them wrong. Throughout the first year of his life I heard nothing but bad news about his prognosis for life. He would never walk, he would never talk, He would never function normally. 8 yrs later here we are. He would never talk, You cant keep the boy quiet now. He would never walk, You come try and help me keep up with him. He would never function normally, I have the sweetest, happiest and most loving little boy in the world. Physically he is a giant kid. Much taller than most of his classmates. Mentally he is closer to a 5 yr old, but as I said earlier you wont meet a happier kid. He has brought so much pure joy to my life as well as given me so many qualities I lacked previously. I write this not to ask for birthday wishes for my son but to encourage you to hold your own

Small Talk
We all have certain things that we hate and find completely and utterly annoying. For me, one of those things is small talk with people I could not give a rat's ass about, like co-workers or neighbors (small talk is a very typical American habit. In Eastern Europe you can avoid this unpleasantry by giving that person an evil eye or condemning them to hell. In Somalia, you can feed that person to a pack of hungry lions or people) There is always that awkward moment upon encountering that said person and making a forced eye contact, when I feel obliged to break the daunting silence in fear of being considered rude or unwelcoming. There is always that wonderment of who is going to start talking first (usually its the other person), always followed by a severely pointless question or comment like: "Its nice outside, isn't it?" which always makes me want to answer: "I'll be darned! I had no idea, since I was locked up in a cage for the past few days and did not just walk in here behind y

Friends2
to all you wonderful friends and my new friends i have just made.for all the rates and help you gave me to help me to level.and to my dear,sweet,and beuatiful friend,Stormwoman,for all your help babe and pulling all these people together to helpe level.your a beautiful person and a great friend,i love you friend.may God Bless all of you for your help..with ve your friend,,,Larry

Want Rates,gifts,drinks...etc Then Plz Read This
Im looking for rates and comments but mostly rates for anyone that comes and leaves 50 comments and a rate I will buy you two drinks and come by and rate you 100 10's during happy hour if you leave me 100 comments and a rate I will buy you four drinks and come by and rate you 200 10's etc you get the point BUT you must send me a fu message letting me know how many comments you have left and if you rated or not and I will come by asap and return the love and get your drunk ty al very much in avance!! just click the pic below and rate and comment thanks@!

Try Me
I love the soundtrack 'Kingdom Come' usually it picks me up when I am down, but I have been down for the past two days, and I seem to not get out of this..I just hope with a new week, I keep busy and be alright again. this song is beautiful... Try Me - Tamar Braxton One Nation Crew

New People Everyday
I meet new people everyday on this thing and they all want me...some even tell me they love me, while others tell me that they would come anywhere to see me.. Last night I talked woth a guy for few hours...till 4 am... and I realized that everyone in life wants to find the perfect one.. Well im only going to college, im beginning a new chapter in my life...Would i like to settle down now? Yes would love too, but its not that simple...People get mad at me because i tell them that i want to be only friends...Well i tried online dating twice and it sucks...I want to be with my man everyday, I want to see him and kiss him..Not just kno that he is there somewhere... I want a man that would do anything to be with me...Someone who cares about me and not just because im "hot" or Russian... I want to be respected and treated right... But some of the people I meet are so sick minded it just grosses me out... Im not like every other girl, I dont like to see your private parts or show off mine...

Perseid Meteor Shower Peaks Aug 12
Perseid Meteor Shower Peaks August 12 Joe Rao SPACE.com Skywatching Columnist SPACE.comFri Aug 8, 7:01 AM ET Every August, just when many people go vacationing in the country where skies are dark, the best-known meteor shower makes its appearance. It is also the month of "The Tears of St. Lawrence," more commonly known as the Perseid Meteor Shower. Laurentius, a Christian deacon, is said to have been martyred by the Romans in 258 AD on an iron outdoor stove. It was in the midst of this torture that Laurentius cried out: "I am already roasted on one side and, if thou wouldst have me well cooked, it is time to turn me on the other." The saint's death was commemorated on his feast day, Aug. 10. King Phillip II of Spain built his monastery place, the "Escorial," on the plan of the holy gridiron. And the abundance of shooting stars seen annually between approximately Aug. 8 and 14 have come to be known as St. Lawrence's "fiery tears." Viewing prospects In 2008, the

You N Them Crazy Morph's!!!
Ok, so i've noticed that people on the fubar are really big into these morph things. Well I have to tell ya they freak me out! I'll be rating someone photos and BAM!!! some dude is turning into some sort of snarly beast or a tiger, it's always an animal. Oh, but i saw this one and this guy morphed into Roert Deniro. Crazy huh....well the purpose of this blog is to understand the morph and the mopher(the person that creats these things). I want to know why they make these crazy things and do the reciever's really dig'em and appreciate them. I've also stopped rating them, sorry folks but they really do creep me out.

Std Statistics In The United States And Worldwide
STD statistics in the United States and Worldwide Syphilis, Chlamydia and Gonorhea Statistics in the USA. Year Syphilis Chlamydia Gonorrhea Primary and secondary All stages Cases Rate Cases Rate Cases Rate Cases Rate 1996 11,405 4.2 53,238 19.8 492,631 190.6 328,169 121.8 1997 8,556 3.1 46,714 17.1 537,904 205.5 327,665 120.2 1998 7,007 2.5 38,288 13.9 614,250 231.8 356,492 129.2 1999 6,617 2.4 35,380 12.7 662,647 247.2 360,813 129.3 2000 5,979 2.1 31,618 11.2 709,452 251.4 363,136 128.7 2001 6,103 2.1 32,281 11.3 783,242 274.5 361,705 126.8 2002 6,862 2.4 32,916 11.4 834,555 289.4 351,852 122.0 2003 7,177 2.5 34,289 11.8 877,478 301.7 335,104 115.2 2004 7,980 2.7 33,401 11.5 929,462 319.6 330,132 113.5 Top ten states ranked by rate (per 100,000) of reported STD cases: United States, 2004. Rank Primary and secondary syphilis Chlamydia Gonnorhea 1 Louisiana (7.4) Mississippi (654.7)

E-vote
e-petitions Visit the link below to take action and send a message right now urging your legislator to vote YES on petitions that help us become a more tobacco-free society. http://www.acscan.org/site/Advocacy?id=1735 if you have more pages where people can E-Vote or E-Sign petitions, please let me know!

Puddles
The ball-gag is so tight you cannot stop the saliva drooling, unabated, from the bottom lip of your face-cunt. If merges with a small, growing puddle on the hard, cold concrete floor. Your face is suspended above the floor by a rope strung from your hair to a loop around your waste. It pulls your head back, frozen two inches from the concrete. Your tits are flattened against the cold floor, nipples hard, sensitive, and screaming, captured by bull clamps. Your feet are separate three feet by an iron pipe strung through with rope. Your wrists are bound to your ankles. You are on your knees, ass up, tits down, waiting, while I let your tension and discomfort increase. Your Cunt is helplessly exposed, and your ass is naked and powerless against me. I run my hands across your bare butt lightly glancing the tight ring of your sphincter and the lips of your cunt, continuing to the top of your legs. The first sharp slap to the round globes of your ass takes you completel

I Need Help
hey all I have the makings of a great lounge, but I need people to fill it, when I get enough people in there on a regular basis I will be running weekly contests, 3 times a month I will be giving away fu bucks, and once a month I will be giving bigger prizes such as blasts and VIP's so please come by hit the join link and help make my lounge a success Cowboy is back!! Come join him in the playroom for great tunes and great fun!! Click the pic below to enter!!

My Life For You
Life is supposed to be fun. You said, "I'll go forth and choose. I'll look at the data, and I'll say, yes to this, and yes to this, and yes to this, and I'll paint a picture of the things that I want, and I'll vibrate about them, because that's what I'm giving my attention to. And the Universe will respond to my vibration. And then I'll stand in a new place where a whole new batch of yeses are available, and I'll say yes to this, and yes to this, and yes to this." You did not say, "I'll go forth and struggle into joy", because from your Nonphysical Perspective you know it is vibrationally not possible. You cannot struggle to joy. Struggle and joy are not on the same channel. You joy your way to joy. You laugh your way to success. It is through your joy that good things come. Remember What you conceive in your mind, You Create in your life,You can Achieve

Just Because
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Some one who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is Forever Friendship. This is the Sacred RED ROSE. May we all be loved so much. I hope you know that you are a true friend.

Want Some Bling?
Here's the deal. Ruby has been a one man wrecking crew trying to get me the spotlight. And i sincerely appreciate the help everyone has given me so far. I've decided to make a deal. For every 10,000 fubucks you send me I'll send you a bling credit. So I have 25 bling credits left. Send me a message BEFORE you send the fubucks so we can make a deal. =] Before I Forget - Slipknot

Loss Of Food
My daughter went to put some frozen orange juice into the freezer for me yesterday afternoon.....I never checked it after and this morning I went to get waffles for the girls for breakfast and realized that the freezer door was not closed.....Everything was completely thawed out. There was over hundred dollars of food in there :( Don't get me wrong, I know things could have been worse, it just is another set back and hard for me to keep dealing with these negative things happening...I just wish positive things would happen for me...

I Can Has Spotlight?
So i know a lot of people have helped me so far, so I really do appreciate it. Ruby has been campaigning for me to get the spotlight for two days and has done a phenomenal job thus far. I really would like to get it so any little bit helps, and if you would like something in return for your donation, WITHIN REASON, please feel free to hit me up and we can make a deal. Thanks! THIS IS A STICK UP! PERSIA IS GOING FOR THE SPOTLIGHT GIVE HER ALL YOUR FU-BUCKS!! GIVE HER BLING DURING HAPPY HOUR YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T RESIST HER. WOULDN'T SHE MAKE A CUTE SPOTLIGHT? WE CAN DO THIS! HELP TO MAKE PERSIA THE SPOTLIGHT! Per¡×ia, ETid, BTf, FuGF of Ruby Cairo ¢¾ CounterB!tch to Trancy ¡Ú@ fubar (repost of original by 'Ruby Cairo >Please Read Profile< ETid, LP, FuGF of Persia' on '2008-08-20 08:14:10') (repost of original by 'Per§ia, ETid, BTf, FuGF of Ruby Cairo ♥ CounterB!tch to Trancy ★' on '2008-08

Re: 2008 Coolest For At Least Five Years
RE: 2008 Coolest For At Least Five Years ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 21 Aug 2008, 11:45 2008 Coolest For At Least Five Years Man-made global warming advocates are scrambling to explain away the fact that 2008 has so far been the coolest year in five years, as climate change alarmists face embarrassment amidst a barrage of evidence that the planet has embarked on a clear and natural cooling trend. http://www. prisonplanet. com/2008-coolest-for-at-least-five-years. html

True Fear Lol
Was being in the passnager seat of my father's truck. Like seriously I don't understand why, in an attempt to dodge manholes, he has to drive into oncoming traffic? I just run them over. lol. so other than almost dying today so far it's been pretty good. Thank God it's almost over. Before I Forget - Slipknot

Broken Dreams - Track 6 - Talk To Me
Broken Dreams None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is pure luck. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This is the sequel to my story "Bad November". If you haven’t read that stop then please read it first. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Talk to Me Baby talk to me/ Tell me what you’re feeling/ Tell me if I’m wasting time/ Tell me if my body is fine/ Tell me girl what I need to do/ Let me making you mine Track 6 Sunday morning I slept in while spread out on my bed. These types of mornings in a regular sized bed were impossible in England becau

Crunchy Garlic Chicken
Prep Time: 30 min Start to finish: 55 min Servings 6 1/4 cup butter or margarin, melted 2 tablespoons milk 1 tablespoon chopped fresh chives or parsley 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder 2 cups Whole Grain Total cereal 3 tablespoons chopped fresh parsley 1/2 teaspoon of paprika 6 boneless skinless chicken breast (about 1 3/4 lbs) 1. Heat oven to 425. Spray 13 x 9 inch pan with cooking spray. In Shallow dish, mix 2 tablespoons of butter, milk, chives, salt and garlic powder. 2. In another shallow dish, mix crushed cereal, parsley and paprika. Dip chicken into milk mixture, then coat lightly and evenly with cereal mixture. Place in pan. Drizzle with remaining 2 tablespoons butter. 3. Bake 20 to 25 minutes or until juice of chicken is clear Recipe came from Betty Crocker