I keep on wondering if this is all worth it. I have watched so called "friends" come and go. I keep putting myself out there.. and im starting to think this isn't worth it anymore. You start realizing who your real friends are. Who was fake and who was real. i know i shouldn't take this seriously but i do. I put my time and effort into something I will take things seriously. I care about people. And now Im wondering how much they truly care about me, and if i should continue to put my effort & feelings into anything. Some might think im stupid but oh well. im tired of being treated like im nothing cuz im not showing my tits off to the world. I'm sorry for caring.
