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North Face Men's Bionic Jackets She also represented one of the women who had an affair with golf legend Tiger Woods. Politico first reported on Oct. 30 at least two female employees complained of sexually suggestive behavior by Cain while he was head of the restaurant association in the 1990s. The Associated Press last week reported that a third woman had complained about Cain's behavior. None of the other three has made the charges public and Sharon Bialek is the first woman North Face Men's 2 in 1 Jacketsto come before television cameras to make charges against the former chief executive of Godfather's pizza. And Bialek said she did not want to make her case public, but only did so after hearing about the other women. "Now I am coming forward to give a face, and a voice, to those women who cannot or for whatever reasons do not wish to come forward and on behalf of all women who are sexually harassed in the workplace but do not come out of fear of retaliation North Face Ki

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I've been living in SC for the last 5 years. Here are just some of the differences between SC and NJ, where I'm from... NJ: You flick a butt out the window and nothing happens SC: You flick a butt out the window and you get fined 1000 bucks and jail time NJ: You can use Mapquest to get directions and they’ll be accurate SC: You use Mapquest and end up asking for directions anyway SC: You say hello to the cashier at the convenience store, they say hello and engage in friendly chit chat. NJ: You say hi to the cashier and they get ready to hit the button that calls the cops NJ: A traffic jam could have you sitting for an hour SC: A traffic jam consists of ten cars at a stop light, and the ninth guy in line actually has the nerve to honk his horn NJ: At 50 degrees people will go out in jeans and a tshirt SC: At 50 degrees people go out in jeans, tshirt, a coat, two pair of socks, a wool cap but still flip flops NJ: In a small town the cops have one job...being a cop SC

North Korean Missile Vehicle 'similar' To China Design
North Korean missile vehicle 'similar' to China design A vehicle seen in a North Korean military parade has become the focus of attention amid suggestions the design or technology may have come from China. IHS Jane's Defence Weekly reported on Monday China may have sold the design or made the missile launch transporter seen at the Pyongyang parade on Sunday. But China says it has broken no laws and a State Department spokesman said the US took China's word on the issue. Buy Karen Millen Meanwhile, North Korea vowed to launch more satellites "one after another". In a statement late on Thursday, North Korea said it had finished its investigation into why its rocket last Friday failed but gave no details. "No matter how loudly the US and Japanese reactionaries and their followers may cry and no matter how frantically the Lee Myung-bak group of rats may squeak, the DPRK's [North Korea's] satellites for peaceful purposes will be put into space one after another," said a space program

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North Korea Is Ready
North Korean missile in upright firing position, official says Jethro Mullen. Barbara Starr and Joe Sterlingcnn.comApril 11, 2013 North Korea has raised at least one missile into its upright firing position, feeding concerns that a launch is imminent, a U.S. official told CNN Thursday. This comes as the world continued to keep watch for a possible missile launch by the secretive government, and a day before U.S. Secretary of State John Kerry is expected to arrive in the region. In the latest daily tough talk from the North, a government agency is quoted by the state-run media as saying that “war can break out any moment.” R

North American Hockey League Vancouver Canucks Announced The Dismissal Of Coach
After a series of bad record in the event, the North American Hockey League (NHL) Vancouver Canucks on the 22nd held a news conference to announce the dismissal of coach Alan Ludwig Nott. Canucks president and general manager Mike Gillis said at the press conference, this decision is not easy, but the Canucks to make a change at the moment. cheap nhl jerseys "We lost in the last two playoff series, and now has to be changed, we need to get better," Gillis said. "We simply do not get the results we want, which in this results-oriented business, you must have the results." Chicago Blackhawks jersey Ludwig Knott coached the Canucks in seven seasons, who led the Canucks won six times a Division title and make Canucks consecutive regular season title of the best team, but that does not make him keep coaching position . Boston Bruins jersey 2011, Ludwig Knott led the Canucks to enter NHL finals, but lost to the Boston Bruins last, causing

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Norwalk Virus And Norwalk-like Viruses
What are Norwalk and Norwalk-like viruses? These viruses, also known as small round structured viruses or caliciviruses, are an important cause of gastrointestinal illness throughout the United States, including Illinois. Members of this category of viruses, subsequently referred to as Norwalk-like viruses, are typically named for the location in which they were first identified, for example, Hawaii, Snow Mountain, Montgomery County and Oklahoma. The Norwalk virus is the prototype for this group of viruses – there are at least 11 other related viruses – hence the name “Norwalk-like virus.” What are the symptoms of Norwalk-like viruses? The signs and symptoms of Norwalk-like viruses are similar and usually occur between 24 hours and 48 hours after exposure. They include nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, abdominal pain, muscle aches, headache, tiredness and low-grade fever. Symptoms typically last 24 hours to 48 hours and subside on their own. There are no known long- term effects aft

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The Norwegian Nordic Rune Poem
1. Wealth is a source of discord among kinsmen; the wolf lives in the forest. 2. Dross comes from bad iron; the reindeer often races over the frozen snow. 3. Giant causes anguish to women; misfortune makes few men cheerful. 4. Estuary is the way of most journeys; but a scabbard is of swords. 5. Riding is said to be the worst thing for horses; Reginn forged the finest sword. 6. Ulcer is fatal to children; death makes a corpse pale. 7. Hail is the coldest of grain; Christ created the world of old. 8. Constraint gives scant choice; a naked man is chilled by the frost. 9. Ice we call the broad bridge; the blind man must be led. 10. Plenty is a boon to men; I say that Frothi was generous. 11. Sun is the light of the world; I bow to the divine decree. 12. Tyr is a one-handed god; often has the smith to blow. 13. Birch has the greenest leaves of any shrub; Loki was fortunate in his deceit. 14. Man is an augmentation of the dust; great is the claw of the

Norwegian Disclosure - Project Camelot (audio)
Now on Cut to the Chase Norwegian Politician Discloses Global Network of Deep Underground 2012 Survival Bases — Project Camelot Founders Bill Ryan and Kerry Cassidy On January 5, 2008, Project Camelot first released their ground a breaking 2012 disclosure by a well-placed Norwegian Politician. In it, he describes a massive network of deep underground survival bases. Because the source is highly reliable, this disclosure report could be the closest thing to a smoking gun we've seen in years! Spanning the world and interlinked by a sophisticated high-speed transit system, these bases are designed to shelter the 'chosen' during the coming years of global tribulation. It is no wonder that this report has spread across the web like a digital wildfire, and in this revealing interview, Project Camelot founders Bill Ryan and Kerry Cassidy offer even more. Listen in, and you'll get a rare, behind-the-scene view of this timely personal eyewitness account, plus the scoop on developing reports

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Norwegian Constitution Day
What is 17th of May?Norwegian Constitution Day or "grunnlovsdag," commonly known as "Syttende Mai" or the 17th of May is a celebration of the day in 1814 when Norway’s constitution was signed in the town of Eidsvoll, Norway.In the Greater Seattle area, the day has been celebrated since 1889 with proclamations, speeches and a parade. The 17th of May Festival is sponsored by the Norwegian 17th of May Committee, an independent, nonprofit organization founded to commemorate Norwegian Constitution Day.A cooperative effort with Viking Community Bank, the Ballard Chamber of Commerce, the Ballard Merchants Association, the Nordic Heritage Museum, Norwegian groups throughout the Greater Seattle area, Norwegian and many community groups. The planning begins the day after the parade and goes on all year long.Looking back: The first Seventeenth of May celebrations in Norway consisted of festivities and political demonstrations against Swedish control of Norway. They began in 1815 in private

Norway Claims "usa Isn't Adult Enough To Be Independent ... You Can't Afford To Sue Us"
This is the case: By Anders Kanten in Norgesveldet - America must rejoin The Norwegian Empire In light of your failure to elect a competent President of the USA and thus to govern yourselves, we hereby give notice of the Revocation of Your Independence, effective immediately. His Majesty King Harald V will resume monarchical duties over all states and territories except Kansas, which he does not fancy. Your new prime minister, Jens Stoltenberg, will appoint a governor for America without the need for further elections. Congress and the Senate will be disbanded. A questionnaire may be circulated next year to determine whether any of you noticed. The claim to the American continent origins from the fact that Leiv Erikson declared "Vinland" a part of the Norwegian reign as early as 1000 AD. This has never been revoked. The legal term "occupation" is defined by international law as a right to seed ownership of newly discovered lands. Due to the enormous deficit in your na

No Salute Boot!
I will be going through my friends list to cut it back some. If you do not have a salute, you may be cut unless we talk regularly or you have sent me a personal salute type picture. I am doing this for the following reasons. A: To remove any fake people from my page. B: To be able to may MORE attention to the pages of people that pay attention to me. Also, who visits the most often and who I chat with regularly get priority. Those that just use me as a way to get points.. Bhu Bye! That's All! See you Around.... Frank

No Salute Boot 2
Okay, The Deleting has begun. Some of you asked that I wait for you to do your salutes so I have done that but I will not wait long. The time will come.. I must remove any possibility that my evil stalker might exist on my friends list. By driver1866 at 2007-06-24

No Salute, No Add
I'm sick to death of fake ass people. So if you don't have a salute I'm not gonna add you. When you decide you want to be real and add a salute then I might just think about adding you as a friend. I don't care if you're hot or the sweetest person on CT, either get a salute or don't add me. I have deleted several people from my friends list because they don't have salutes. Although there are a few that still don't, it's because I either know them in real life or that I talk to them on a daily basis.

No Salute Or Real Profile Photos?~revisited
No SALUTE or REAL Profile Photos? Friendship no longer accepted. Let me first say that I hate to have my picture taken. I just don't like the way they turn out most of the time. Yet I have nothing to hide. Therefore, I do have pictures on this site. Yes, the are me not my sister, my niece, my cousin, or the gal down the street~~ME! How many times have you looked at someone's profile only to find graphics in place of profile pictures? There are no REAL pictures? And you wanna be friends? How about someone who has people pictures, but they don't look like they are "REAL"? I have seen a few pictures that are real people, but have drawn on beards or mustaches. I kid you not.How about the ones that are taken so far away that you can't tell if it is really them? Oh , and how about those who use someone else's photo. Yes, I found someone on here that did that! No, I will not name him here as long as he and his friends leave me be. If you are one of his friends, do us both a favor and t

No Santa Huh?
I remember my first Christmas adventure with Grandma. I was just a kid. I remember tearing across town on my bike to visit her on the day my big sister dropped the bomb: "There is no Santa Claus," she jeered. "Even dummies know that!" My Grandma was not the gushy kind, never had been. I fled to her that day because I knew she would be straight with me. I knew Grandma always told the truth, and I knew that the truth always went down a whole lot easier when swallowed with one of her "world-famous" cinnamon buns. I knew they were world-famous, because Grandma said so. It had to be true. Grandma was home, and the buns were still warm. Between bites, I told her everything. She was ready for me. "No Santa Claus?" She snorted...."Ridiculous! Don't believe it. That rumor has been going around for years, and it makes me mad, plain mad!! Now, put on your coat, and let's go." "Go? Go where, Grandma?" I asked. I hadn't even finished my second world-famous cinnamon bun. "Where" turne

No Sale.
You don't understand me.Resulting in shoes on my feetwith more parts space than rubber.Results in a love of piano musicand no understanding of notes on the sheet. Who do you think you are?My audience, my patron, or just another pedestrian?Or just another discarded butt on a pool of dormant gasoline.Odds man... you've gotta play em.Odds, they'll catch you up eventually. I had unprotected sex just around 1000 times.I have no sons. I have no ambitions. I traded my dreams for pornographic treasons.No sinners. Just smiles after the blow by blow.Just another discarded butt on the dormant pool of gasoline.Impotent little keystrokes, playing too softly, too highpleading with dawn's reaper for meaning. I thought you knew me, as well as I can read you.Case has not been such.I'd gladly pay you todayfor feeling next thursday.The kind that doesn't come in glassor behind a pin prick in my arm. I'd gladly pay you tomorrowfor gloriouspoetic ragnarok today.

No Scrub!!!
See, if you can't spatially expand my horizon Then that leaves you in a class with scrubs never risin' I don't find it surprisin' If you don't have the g's To please me and bounce from here to the coast of overseas So, let me give you somethin' to think about Inundate your mind with intentions to turn you out Can't forget the focus on the picture in front of me You as clear as DVD on digital TV screen Satisfy my appetite with something spectacular Check your vernacular And then I get back to ya With diamond like precision Insatiable is what I envision Can't detect acquisition From your friend's expedition Mr. Big Willy if you really wanna know Ask Chilli, could I be a silly ho Not really, T-Boz and all my senoritas Is steppin' on your Filas But you don't hear me though

No Scrubs!
A scrub is a guy that thinks he's fly And is also known as a buster (busta, busta...) Always talkin' about what he wants And just sits on his broke ass So (no) I don't want your number (no) I don't want to give you mine and (no) I don't want to meet you nowhere (no) I don't want none of your time and (no) Chorus: I don't want no scrub A scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me Hanging out the passenger side Of his best friend's ride Trying to holler at me I don't want no scrub A scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me Hanging out the passenger side Of his best friend's ride Trying to holler at me There's a scrub checkin' me But his game is kinda weak And i know that he cannot approach me Cuz i'm lookin' like class and he's lookin' like trash Can't get wit' no deadbeat ass So (no) (yea, yea) I don't want your number (no) I don't want to give you mine and (no) I don't want to meet you nowhere (no) I don't want none of your time (no) Chor

No School
Past three days I havent gone to school, because I screwed up my foot AGAIN. What fun! So I'm a senior and what's weird is it don't feel like I am a senior. It feels like well I don't know. LOL! All I know is that I can't wait to get out of school. Then start this modeling career up. I was suppost to go to an Modeling Audition tonight, but my doctor said stay off the foot. Screw my foot they make fake ones. I want to model and represent the BBW's! Mom says no, so mom over rules the doctor. Grrr! I was going to audition for Barbizon even with my boot I would have not cared. I would have worn one nice shoe and my boot. This is so wrong!

No Schitt
WHO IS JACK SCHITT? For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and they produced a son with a r

Nosey Ass Bitches!!!
so david and i havent been married even a month and some bitch is already trying to break us up! why the hell do people do this stupid shit?! I dont even know this bitch and shes calling me a barracks rat! what the fuck?! Im so pissed right now!! i hate this shit! do people honestly not have better things to do then ruin other peoples' lives?! GET A LIFE! Leave me and my husband the fuck alone! Sorry i had to bitch. other than that not much else is going on. My angel is moving back tonight! shes on her way back to Campbell! i cant wait! My boy Aaron is back from iraq. got to hang out with him a little bit today. well, im off to bed. im too pissed right now to do much more than sleep.

No Secrets From God
No Secrets From God If anyone belongs to Christ, there is a new creation. The old things have gone; everything is made new! 2 Corinthians 5: 17 Have you been there? Have you felt the ground of conviction give way beneath your feet? The ledge crumbles, your eyes widen, and down you go. Poof! Now what do you do?... When we fall, we can dismiss it. We can deny it. We can dis- tort it. Or we can deal with it... We keep no secrets from God. Confession is not telling God what we did. He already knows. Confession is simply agreeing with God that our acts were wrong. How can God heal what we deny?... How can God grant us pardon when we won't ad- mit our guilt? Ahh, there's that word: guilt. Isn't that what we avoid? Guilt. Isn't that what we detest? But is guilt so bad? What does guilt imply if not that we know right from wrong, that we aspire to be better than we are... That's what guilt is: a heal- thy reg

No Sense Of Humor.
My wife and I are watching "Who wants To Be A Millionaire" while we were in bed. I turned to her and said, "Do you want to have sex?" "No." She answered. I then said, "Is that your final answer?" "Yes." She replied. Then I said, " I'd like to phone a friend." That's the last thing I remember.

No Sex,but
Don't look away, look into my eyes, I want to see the passion burning inside. Only you can put out my fire, Because you are my only desire. My imagination runs wild inside of me, turning fairytales, into reality. Running your hair, through my fingertips, Softly planting kisses on your lips. Whisper in my ear, while I'm kissing on your neck, I can make the foreplay, better than the sex. Finally the time has come, For us to be together as one. Hold me close as your climax comes, And get ready for more, because I'm not done. Now I am complete, now I am whole, Not just sex, but a combination of souls.

No Sense
Feelin' fine The fire won't burn out Taste the sign The trees won't come out seeing traffic driving by Maybe you won't see me again ' Cause I'm needed Needed more and more every day Someone takes my mind away Tells me it's time to go You wanna help me As I'm fallin' down I don't need you Lies they won't surface Your mind wanders oh over Again Someone take on my mind I'm losin' you in time Maybe that man he's standing by me My head won't take this all alone Someone they wanna tell you maybe you could suffer Tell me once again I'm under cover Someone wanna feel like Someone wants to feel like I don't need you Your lies they won't surface Your mind it wanders Oh over again Should I close my eyes again Once again Maybe someone will come and rescue me Should I beg your forgiveness Yes I've fallen on my own Someone take a picture Put your camera away Someone take today as traffic passes by Never see You never see it all I don't need you Your lies they won't surface Your mind it wanders oh o

100 Nosey Questions
***100 Nosey Questions*** by longtallsally28The BasicsName: BarbaraAge: 43Month of birth: Sept.Any Siblings?: 2Parents still married?: NoOccupation: Mental Health AdvocateDo you like your job?: YesAny pets?: NopeHair color: BrunetteEye color: HazelShoe size: 81/2Any Tattoos?: 7Any Piercings?: 2Current mood: HappyCurrent wardobe choice: SweatsWhat are you listening to?: NothingWho did you last speak with on the phone?: My Mom What do you currently smell like?: Chicken and Dumplings...LOLLast....Movie you watched: 91/2 WeeksMagazine you looked at: CatalogThing you ate: Chicken and DumpligsBook you read: Hexes For WomenT.v. show you watched: CartoonsTime you cried: YesterdayTook a shower: Got a real letter (a.k.a Snail Mail): Last WeekAte at a restaurant (not fast food): Last WeekCD you bought: Dont Remember

No Sense Of Humor...
This one's cute. My wife and I are watching "Who Wants to be A Millionaire" while we are in bed. I turned to her and said, "Do you want to have sex?" "No." She answered. I then said, "Is that your final answer?" Yes." She replied. Then I said, "I'd like to phone a friend." That's the last thing I remember.

No Sex Since 1957
A crusty old Marine Sergeant Major found himself at a gala event hosted by a local liberal arts college. There was no shortage of extremely young, idealistic ladies in attendance, one of whom approached the Sergeant Major for conversation. "Excuse me, Sergeant Major, but you seem to be a very serious man. Is something bothering you?" "Negative, ma'am. Just serious by nature." "The young lady looked at his awards and decorations and said, "It looks like you have seen a lot of action." "Yes, ma'am, a lot of action." The young lady, tiring of trying to start up a conversation, said, "You know, you should lighten up a little. Relax and enjoy yourself." The Sergeant Major just stared at her in his serious manner. Finally the young lady said, "You know, I hope you don't take this the wrong way, but when is the last time you had sex?" "1957, ma'am." "Well, there you are. You really need to chill out and quit taking everything so seriously! I mean, no sex since 1957

100 Nosey Questions
***100 Nosey Questions*** by longtallsally28The BasicsName: DanielleAge: 25Month of birth: 8-31-81Any Siblings?: 3 sistersParents still married?: nopeOccupation: receptionDo you like your job?: yupAny pets?: yupHair color: blondeEye color: greenShoe size: 7.5Any Tattoos?: yup, 3Any Piercings?: yupCurrent mood: relaxedCurrent wardobe choice: nice clothesWhat are you listening to?: White America, EminemWho did you last speak with on the phone?: CarrieWhat do you currently smell like?: don't know hahaLast....Movie you watched: Talladega NightsMagazine you looked at: don't knowThing you ate: pistachiosBook you read: Morrigan's CrossT.v. show you watched: Wings gameTime you cried: n/aTook a shower: this morninGot a real letter (a.k.a Snail Mail): n/aAte at a restaurant (not fast food): yupCD you bought: don't know

No, Seriously, Bring Your Fucking A Game
Okay, first let me say, the only reason why I put it in this blog is because it compliments my other one. I thought I made shit clear, if you don’t bring your “A” game you don’t get to talk to me. Recently it seems like every person who has wanted to talk or exchange ideas has been bringing me their “B” game and I am getting sick of it. Here is the deal, if I tell you that your argument is stupid, than it is. Seriously, it is that simple. If I tell you a few times over the course of dicussing several points or over the course of the night keep bringing up that your arguments are flawed, TAKE THE FUCKING HINT! That means you are an idiot. I have the accountability and objectivity that in the midst of an argument I will ask you to stop so that I can consider your point. If I think I am wrong, I will admit it, I won’t continue to debate my point in order to save face. You have to consider the other point; you can’t just listen for ways to poke holes in the other person’s argum

No Sense Or Non-sense
No Sense Its makes me no never mind because I’m blind to the foolishness I allow myself to drift as I lift up my thoughts to those things in life that I’ve bee taught It’s not my fault, but really it makes no sense How people try to destroy things that they don’t know Trying to stop the growth of a passion With distraction of selfless satisfaction and await a rewarding reaction Foolish thinking on your part You see even though it makes not a bit of sense to me the feelings do from my heart And that is where it all starts All your childish wishes and wishing for things to snap like the most Delicate thing It just isn’t going to be something that will be happening You see like Martin Luther I too had a dream And that is one day as I lay and gaze at the Blue sky I will no longer need the tears in my eyes My life will be without the downpour of sorrow from the roar Of a man that has for all his life cried I feel so alive and now I’m seeing things differently a

Nosey Fuckers
neighbors at it again.... glad I'm up and home before any of them... been dealing with a migrain for 3 days now... also nausia.... ain't I lucky.... still trying to make ammends with some people... but.. not too concerned wether or not it all comes together... everyone's leaving but me... I wish them all well.... Don't know if I'll be around when they decide to come around again... ah well fuck em... woo hoo.. cheery storm is at it again... Damn I need to get stoned... Anyway...... fuck you all.... have a good day...

Nosey Inlaw's
SEEM'S MY SOON TO BE EX-HUBBY AND HIS NOSEY ASS FRIEND'S AND OR HIS LOW LIFE BROTHER AND HIS FAT ASS WIFE WANT TO BE LOOKING ME UP ON HERE AND MYSPACE TO FIND OUT WHAT I'AM UP TOO WELL IF YOU READ THIS DAVID.MARK,OR MARIA OR WHOEVER IF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT IAM UP TO FUCKING ASK ME DON'T GO SNOOPING AROUND JUST ASK AND I WILL BE MORE THEN HAPPY TO TELL YOU TOO KISS MY ASS....

Nosey People And Their Pathetic Lives
I have been on the outside of drama lately and can't quit understand how someone online can effect other's lives so harshly, and i can no longer sit back and watch, i have got to voice my opinion. What are we people...a bunch of elementary school bullies or something??? This is ridiculous how coniving people can be to make up information about a person that they only talk to online. I know it happens all the time, but come on, why is it so important to you people who i choose to be friends with, or have my crush on, or who has a crush on me. This place is supposed to be a place to forget about all the shit in our lives and hang out with some really cool people. Is your life so pathetic that you have to make my life hell for saying what i want and doing what i want? If that's the case then you REALLY need to get a life. shut down yer ct account and get out in the real world sometime, cuz everything you throw out on the internet will come back to bite yer ass in the long run.

No Sex
LIMP BIZKIT LYRICS "No Sex" Went too fast way too soon. I feel disgusted and you should to. Its no good when all that's left is the sex. The sex. [Pre chorus] sex has become all I know about you. Memories of those filthy things that we do. There's not one single thought that is left after sex with you [chorus] should've left my pants on this time, but instead you had to let me dive right in. should've left my pants on this time. You let me dive right, you let me dive right in... wait... its my ass, your perfume that make my temptation hard to refuse. So I guess we undressed to have sex... dirty sex. [Pre chorus] sex has become all I know about you. Memories of those filthy things that we do. There's not one single thought that is left after sex with you [chorus] should've left my pants on this time, but instead you had to let me dive right in. should've left my pants on this time. You let me dive right, you let me dive right in... How c

Noses
ok ok, this is dumb but i was soooo bored atwork the other day, and this guy was picking his nose i mean really gold diggen. so i thought his nostrils must be pretty big becaue it they werent his fingers would get stuck. do u think they the nostrils streches, or is made to fit that persons fingers ? lmao

Nose Picking Glossary (very Gross) Lol
The Kiddie Pick When you're by yourself and you uninhibitedly twist your forefinger into your nostril with childlike joy and freedom. And the best part is, there's no time limit! Camouflaged Kiddie Pick When, in the presence of other people, you wrap your forefinger in a tissue, then thrust it in deep and hold back the smile. Fake Nose Scratch When you make believe you've got an itch but you're really trolling the nostril edge for stray boogers. Making A Meal Out Of It You do it so furiously, and for so long, you're probably entitled to dessert. Surprise Pickings When a sneeze or laugh causes snot to come hurtling out of your nose, and you have to gracefully clean it off your shirt. Autopick The kind you do in a car, when no one's looking. Pick Your Brains Done in private, this is the one where your finger goes in so far, it passes the septum. Pick And Save When you have to pick it quickly, just when someone looks away, and then you pocket the snot

Nose Picking Glossary
The Kiddie Pick When you're by yourself and you uninhibitedly twist your forefinger into your nostril with childlike joy and freedom. And the best part is, there's no time limit! Camouflaged Kiddie Pick When, in the presence of other people, you wrap your forefinger in a tissue, then thrust it in deep and hold back the smile. Fake Nose Scratch When you make believe you've got an itch but you're really trolling the nostril edge for stray boogers. Making A Meal Out Of It You do it so furiously, and for so long, you're probably entitled to dessert. Surprise Pickings When a sneeze or laugh causes snot to come hurtling out of your nose, and you have to gracefully clean it off your shirt. Autopick The kind you do in a car, when no one's looking. Pick Your Brains Done in private, this is the one where your finger goes in so far, it passes the septum. Pick And Save When you have to pick it quickly, just when someone looks away, and then you pocket the snot

No Second Troy ~ Thank U Mattia
this poem is written by William Butler Yeats and it was dedicated to me by my friend, Mattia. Wish i could be though, as unforgettable as this girl in the poem is. WHY should I blame her that she filled my days With misery, or that she would of late Have taught to ignorant men most violent ways, Or hurled the little streets upon the great. Had they but courage equal to desire? What could have made her peaceful with a mind That nobleness made simple as a fire, With beauty like a tightened bow, a kind That is not natural in an age like this, Being high and solitary and most stern? Why, what could she have done, being what she is? Was there another Troy for her to burn?

No Sense Of Humor...
It is funny how often I will say or post something on here that I think is just me being the VERY funny guy I am, and the next thing I know the wench is cussing me out and/or blocking me... Hate to say it, butt there are some dumbass's every where... Should know that since I am a corrections officer in a mental prison...

No Secrets
A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbour. Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll give you $800 to drop that towel.' After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob, after a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, 'Who was that?' 'It was Bob the next door neighbour,' she replies. 'Great,' the husband says, 'did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?' Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure. Lesson 2: A priest offered a Nun a lift. She got in and cro

No Seriously....
Okies so i was out and got this shoutbox while i was away.. should I reply... since the man can't even take time to get to know his potential slaves.. (really I'm not that submissive) and he could have found this out by a couple minutes of conversation with me. misterak25...: hello... you are a good slavegirl material? that was just a question... and i am not here to joke arround... when you are curious about that theme... and when you are curious to behave like a slavegirl... to act like one and to be treated like a submissive by a dominant... read my profile and my blog and when you think then, that you would be an enrichment for me and my slavegirl family, adress me as sir and add me on yahoo: misterak20 or msn: misterak20@hotmail.de and contact me there immediately, to ask for a chance to present yourself as worthy submissive.

No Secrets
You've become a good part of me , baby. I found my empathy in the abuse. I'm just a special effect to you lately Am I nothing that's real or true to you! Don't! Go! I thought I'd never tell But it's something that you should know I've got no secrets, I give myself away I've got no secrets, and I give my whole existance to you Get so damaged, watch me slip away I get so damaged, drugged my whole existance, was you Was you! Was you! Now I'm lost in my wonderin' baby Cuz I can't find the hope that's within me And I'm scratchin' my bruises lately My sincerety strands by and waiting Don't! Go! I thought I'd never know But it's something that you should tell I've got no secrets, I give myself away I've got no secrets, and I give my whole existance to you Get so damaged, watch me slip away I get so damaged, drugged my whole existance, was you! I've done it again..... will someone tell me what I can do?! I've got no secrets, I give myself away I've got no s

No Sex Before Marriage
A very nice, innocent woman wants to get married, but she's only willing to marry a man if he's never had sex with another woman. After several unsuccessful years of searching, she decides to take out a personal ad. She ends up corresponding with a man who's lived his entire life in the Australian Outback and he's had no experience with women. She's very happy with him, and she feels that they're perfect for each other. So, they end up getting married. On their wedding night, she goes into the bathroom to prepare for the evening. When she returns to the bedroom, she finds her new husband standing in the middle of the room, naked. All the furniture from the room is piled in one corner. 'What happened?' she asks. 'I've never been with a woman' he says, 'but if it's anything like a kangaroo, I'm gonna need all the room I can get!'

No Sex
I was ask to write something sexy while I sit here on the cam so here it is guys enjoy. I haven't had sex or even attempted to ease my sexual hunger with masturbation in three long weeks. As you can guess I am about to go out and hump a damn tree if I don't soon get a hard cock plowing either into my ass, pussy or mouth. My poor pussy is about to start purring, it is soaking wet and tingling, my fat clit is erect and pressing against my panties. As I type this blog entry I am sucking my tongue, feeling warm and tingly as my body prepares itself for a LOVER. But needless to say, all I want right now is to suck your cock, lick and play with your balls. No matter what is planned, and after we've been apart for long periods of time I desperately need to feel your cock in my pussy, marking me as your own. After being fucked senseless then we can go on to other sexual pleasures. I am anticipating us ravaging each others bodies in a sexual frenzy, filled with need to reacqua

No Sex Tonight
I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a bi

Nose Picking
The Kiddie Pick When you're by yourself and you uninhibitedly twist your forefinger into your nostril with childlike joy and freedom. And the best part is, there's no time limit! Camouflaged Kiddie Pick When, in the presence of other people, you wrap your forefinger in a tissue, then thrust it in deep and hold back the smile. Fake Nose Scratch When you make believe you've got an itch but you're really trolling the nostril edge for stray boogers. Making A Meal Out Of It You do it so furiously, and for so long, you're probably entitled to dessert. Surprise Pickings When a sneeze or laugh causes snot to come hurling out of your nose, and you have to gracefully clean it off your shirt. Autopick The kind you do in a car, when no one's looking. Pick Your Brains Done in private, this is the one where your finger goes in so far, it passes the septum. Pick And Save When you have to pick it quickly, just when someone looks away, and then you pocket the

No Sense At All
A woman reads my profile on a dating site and comments in email as follows: "Just wanted to say something about I read in your profile. I am very open-minded, but men or women that talk about sex in the first couple conversations usually leads to a relationship based on sex. Believe me I've had a lot of experiece to guys doing that and then the conversations turn to sex only. One time this one guy felt so comfortable that he sent me a pic of his private part. I couldn't get the pic to focus, so I gave it to my 11 year old. He knows more about that than I do. I grabbed that phone, just before he realized what it was. Sex is better left for a face to face conversation, and it is very important, but not every other word. Which it eventually leads to, and I promise that is not the type girl you would want around your son. Just my opinion from someone with too much experience at that kind of talk." My reply: You of course realized you started a conversation about sex, right? D

Nosey Ppl
i'm sick of every one sticking their noses in my business ok i have moved on and i am doing fucking wonderful so if u are the type of person who want to dictate to me how i should live my life u should leave me alone and try living ur own first

No Sex To Get Screwed
"The Axis of Idiots" From the Podium: J. D. Pendry, Retired Sergeant Major, USMC FROM THE PODIUM This retired USMC Sgt. Major has his Stuff together. Jimmy Carter, you are the father of the Islamic Nazi movement. You threw the Shah under the bus, welcomed the Ayatollah home, and then lacked the spine to confront the terrorists when they took our embassy and our people hostage.. You're the "runner-in-chief." Bill Clinton, you played ring around the Lewinsky while the terrorists were at war with us. You got us into a fight with them in Somalia and then you ran from it. Your weak-willed responses to the USS Cole and the First Trade Center Bombing and Our Embassy Bombings emboldened the killers. Each time you failed to respond adequately, they grew bolder, until 9/11/2001. John Kerry, dishonesty is your most prominent attribute. You lied about American Soldiers in Vietnam . Your military service, like your life, is more fiction than fact. You've accused our military of t

No Sense In Having Sense
I'm the bestest the freshest. You ever heard of kid. Look at what i did & how i'm doin it. You just a ruiner dementia 1-9 the 13 after next come the 14 i'm unseen. Wicked gullotine splicin down at ya spleen reppin holdin it down for the hatchet like dating singles & ya ass is just matched with bustin bottles of acid over ya head. Shootin with daggers goin into ya skin. I'm in the best you ain't had of gin with rum you just dum dum ya fuming at the mouth. Breakin you off with a 2 to 3 4 9 peace make it a monster into a king 11 44 killer hit combo knockin ya fallin yo ass flat into the car. Just like that background. I can spit i can spit a whole bunch of shit i'm rhyme worth it puttin so much in while you jerkin i'm layin down a fuckin hurting. With fist ya shoot & ya miss it's kris comin with that shit pop pop it don't fuckin stop i'm as nice & like in ya hair. You have lice I metaphorically in clinically connect chain wreck with the rhyme out of my mind. Not givin a dayum bout time. &

No Sex Since 1955!?
A crusty old Marine Sergeant Major found himself at a gala event hosted by a local liberal arts college. There was no shortage of extremely young idealistic ladies in attendance, one of whom approached the Sergeant Major for conversation. "Excuse me, Sergeant Major, but you seem to be a very serious man. Is something bothering you?" "Negative, ma'am. Just serious by nature.." The young lady looked at his awards and decorations and said, "It looks like you have seen a lot of action." "Yes, ma'am, a lot of action." The young lady, tiring of trying to start up a conversation said, "You know, you should lighten up a little. Relax and enjoy yourself." The Sergeant Major just stared at her in his serious manner. Finally the young lady said, "You know, I hope you don't take this the wrong way, but when is the last time you had sex?" "1955, ma'am." "Well, there you are. No wonder you're so serious. You really need to chill out! I mean, no sex since 1955! She took his hand and led him to a priv

No Sex In The Vip Room!
Not really but ya looked!!!! I log in to day to 3 new friends requests from three otal new friend requests: 4106458i just joined!open! ACCEPT | DENY 4099080i just joined!open! ACCEPT | DENY 4094710i just joined!open! ACCEPT | DENY no pics or anything...they all say I just joined!!! but the strange thing is they are all invited by Me... or so the profiles say!!!!... wtf is going on around here? I didnt invite anyone or post an invite link anywhere....grrrr anywys, goodmorning all you crazy peoples...all 3 of you that will read this non sense like its important! :D

Nose Reshaping
Rhinoplasty in Pakistan: Rhinoplasty or Nose reshaping or Nose job is a very popular cosmetic surgery in Pakistan. The procedure which is commonly known as nose reshaping is helped balancing the beauty of the nose of people especially youngster or any common men or women. Our parts on the face like eyes, chin & lips play a good role to make us look beautiful, but our nose plays main role for our beauty. A pleasing nose is harmony with the facial features. Humps and bumps of the nose could make the look of nose ugly but the cure of ugliness is here using the procedure called Rhinoplasty or Nose reshaping. Nose sizes could be increased or decreased, also we can alter its tip or bridge as you desires. Noses can be reshaped as per desires. We can divided the nose into upper fixed root, middle dorsum or bridge and the lower moveable, lobule or the tip region. All these regions of the nose could be changed. Rhinoplasty in Karachi is doing by the best surgeon of Pakistan. Nose too larg

Nosey Peeps Irk Me!
Lets make something perfectly clear to the nosey ass futards that jump into my SB all up in my business. Yeah I leveled quickly, why cause I did. What business Is it of yours, if people shower me with Ability bling or not?! I don't judge anyone on how they conduct themselves on fubar just don't put me in the same category as you. I grew up with some pride and morals. I actually take pride in working hard and paying for my own shit. So do me a favor and go about your daily business and don't fuckin bother me! The next futard that even says a word to me that I don't like will get a one way click to my block list. Ya heard?! Now run a long and go play.

Nosferatu
Nosferatu (World of Darkness) From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia The Nosferatu are a fictional clan of vampires from White Wolf Game Studio's Vampire: The Masquerade, Vampire: The Dark Ages and Vampire: The Requiem books and role-playing games. They are uniformly hideous as a result of the flaw in their vampiric bloodline, though each individual's physical monstrosity is unique. Nosferatu frequently reside in catacombs, cemeteries, and sewers. The Nosferatu, also referred to as 'Nossies' or 'Sewer Rats', commonly take residence in sewers or underground tunnels, and are highly regarded as information-brokers. Frustrated over their monstrous appearance, many Nosferatu will Embrace the very vain and/or very beautiful out of spite. Vampires Embraced in this way are often referred to as Cleopatras, named after the character from Freaks. In Vampire: The Masquerade, the Nosferatu are associated with the Camarilla. Their symbol is a drama mask. The clan of Nosferatu has several

Nosferatu
tender are the sears that never heal deep are the wounds of the soul long is the night that never ends you have visited me within your dreams you have seen my shadow upon you wall you have heard my voice within your mind and you are helpless to resist my call... i am the one you hope to never find yet i am the one that fills your heart i am the one whose tender kisses you long for in the dark i could hold you in a lovers embrace but once would never be enough for already you fill my senses with love and need for you your legend,lore,and muth i roam the dark of night t take what i need from the innocent i flee from dawns first light you ask who and what i am but in your heart you already know though a mortal man i may not be i am still the one who loves you so.. the book that this came out of was really good

Nos Galan Gaeaf (halloween/all Hallow's Eve)
In Wales, this night is called Nos Galan Gaeaf (the beginning of the new year), the night when spirits walk abroad. On stiles, or entrances to footpaths, ghosts of dead persons are said to appear at midnight. In some parts of Wales, the ghost was often the Ladi Wen (white lady), but in the north, it was usually the more frightening Hwch Ddu Gwta (tail-less black sow) that appeared. Before dawn, huge bonfires were lit on the hillsides, often two or three within sight of each other. It was a great honor to have your bonfire burn longest and great pains were taken to keep them alight. While apples and potatoes were thrown into the fires for roasting, the watchers would dance around or leap through the flames for good luck. Stones were thrown into the fire; then, when the flames died down, everyone would run for home to escape the clutches of the Hwch Ddu Gwta. The next morning, at daybreak, searchers would try to find their stones. Those who succeeded would be guaranteed good luck for the

No Shaving In The Afterlife!!! Find Out How!! Lol!
FIND OUT WHY AT: Join us all in archive infamy as we enlighten your mind on issues that are important to us all!!! Just click on the link above and enjoy the knowledge!! Please leave us a comment and let us know how you have now chosen to get ready to chuck your Gillette in the garbage!! www.hostdrjack.com LIVE WILD NOW AND QUIT SHAVING LATER!!! www.hostdrjack.com MUCH LOVE TO ALL!!!!

No Show....
No Show I had a date it was a no show Guess he didn’t want to go All dressed up Feeling like crap Got in my car I headed to the bar Sat down and ordered a drink Bartender said you don’t fit in here I smiled and ordered a beer Shook my head and said.. I know But where else am I to go I had a date…but it was a no show What was I to do Sit around and feel so blue Oh no, that’s not me I am divorced and feeling free Looking for something, that special someone Who will love me Where in God could he be So the bartender says When you finish your beer There is another waiting right here From that man across the way Just trying to brighten your day I smiled and said I’m ok Jessie was his name He came over and sat down I’m new to this town Just waiting on a friend He’s running late again I smiled and said It’s cool As I sat at that stool Feeling like a damned fool I looked around Felt like all eyes were on me What do they see Wondering if they could know T

No.sharing.for.you.
well. ive learned my lesson. had a wonderful day. not going to share it. had a wonderful weekend. not going to share it. had some frayed wires. not going to share it. had some stressful moments. not going to share it. why? well guess what. not going to share that either. *nod*

No Shark This Trip
Well, went to a place called Surf Side Beach in Texas. It's by some town called Freeport. Just west of Galveston. Water was so rough, didn't even put a line out until the day before we left. I caught one bull red drum, it was someplace between 20-30 pounds. (pic is in my photos) Really disappointed in not catching a shark. I got sunburnt bad. Now my whole back, shoulder and front side is water blisters and peeling. no fun let me tell ya. Oh well, maybe better luck next time.

No Shame
The silence is getting so loud That I can hardly hear your breath on my lips, Suffocating my emotions. The pride in my walk is now a mist in my presence, And no dignity, yet no shame. My mind itself tortures what my body cannot, Creating my eyes to shudder and my dreams to shatter in my sleep. My eyes awake and I’m introduced once again to the remote world. In which their money’s laid on my pillow.

No Shit...
No shit, this was my horoscope: "Listen to your dreams today and make sure that you're following up on anything they might be trying to tell you. It's a fine time for making changes in your plans or figuring out new options." Now, the dreams; I had very realistic dream while I was somewhere between asleep and not that someone was breaking in my house to kill me, and I'm not talking gun.. I'm talking spoon or chainsaw or something really nasty. I went downstairs about twenty times to check my doors and ensure they were locked, and they were. Yet, I would hear sounds, and not know if I heard or imagined them, and I'm sure some were outside my bedroom doorway. (my ex took my bedroom door) After about 3 hours of this and repeated dry heaves, I had a beautiful feeling: a chest curled behind my back, masculine and strong, and a leg thrown over my hip. I almost felt a hand entwined in my hair. I smiled and slipped back under the blanket. A minute after that feeling, I startle awake; I am

No Show
No Show Sam goes to his doctor and says, "Doc, I have a problem. "My girlfriend is sleeping over this Friday, my ex-wife is sleeping over this Saturday and my wife is coming home Sunday. I need three Viagra pills to satisfy all three of them." The doctor replies, "You know three Viagra pills three nights in a row is pretty dangerous for a man of your age. I will give them to you on the condition that you return to my office on Monday so that I can check you out." Sam says, "You have a deal Doc." Monday morning, Sam returns with his arm in a sling. "What happened?" the doctor asks. Sam answers, "Nobody showed up!"

No Shit Sherlock
He posted a mumm that was comment approval & I asked if he was a guy because of his name. ~~JEN~~420: oh i have been calld plenty of names...trust me... u learn n time ->~~JEN~~420: uhh ok ~~JEN~~420: i dont judge people for the way they look or what has happend to them in the past....i would look at them from the inside cause that is where the soul n heart are ->~~JEN~~420: you're a GUY..so why would someone call you that? ~~JEN~~420: Jen is great to use here.... it s better than being calld a biotch on here like some are calld ~~JEN~~420: thx for understanding.... ->~~JEN~~420: yeah..that makes sense..:| ~~JEN~~420: i got pissd off at a male here who used the name JEN so i used it too with a 420 behind it...lov to get stoned ->~~JEN~~420: well no fucking shit Sherlock...most guys wouldn't use a WOMAN's name as a screenname ~~JEN~~420: duh..duh... screenname ->~~JEN~~420: ok..so your name doesn't say Jen 420?? ~~JEN~~420: no my name is not Jen...i have a male name -

No Shit Trust Someone What Is That?
i would tar and feather myself the day i find anyone on this site who is not a LIAR.. SELF ABSORBED ..HIDDEN AGENDAS ..you know what i will not even rant about this fuck it its not worth it you can all fuck yourselves which is surely what one does who just cant quite get enough of themselves.... I can't stand the sight of you. I can't stand what you put me through. Your life's a lie, that will you hide. Is it that terrible being you inside? I can't stand all the thought of you. I can't stand all the things you do. Why do you try, to justify? You are just too scared to be you inside. Let it all go. (x4) Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be. (x2) I can't stand what you put me through. I can't stand even the thought of you. Your secret lies, that you hide. Is it that terrible being you inside? Let it all go. (x4) Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be. (x4) You try so hard to be wanted. False emotions tells you

No She Wont
You see the pain that lies in her eyes,But, alas, her eyes are dry,She won't cry.No, she won't cry.You see the anger that burns from her gaze,The madness that sets her eyes ablaze,She won't cry.No, she won't cry.You see the fear that closes her eyes,The smile she wears is but a disguise,She won't cry.No, she won't cry.You see the hope that is finally dead,She cannot trust for her heart has been bled,She won't cry.No, she won't cry.You see the love that lies within,But she shall never love again,She won't cry.No, I won't cry.You see death's hand that has glazed my eyes,No one saw me die inside,They won't cry.No, they won't cry.

No Shame
No shame. Scream your heart out, Nearly rupture the veins. No loss. No grief. Rival the world, Never again on your knees. Stand tall. Stand proud. Your heart lives loud. You are Who you are; Nobody else, Stand high for your life; Your love; Yourself. -772011- [Astra]

No Shit!
Man posts letters into a dog poo disposal box for two years This short-sighted 91-year-old man has been posting his letters into a dog poo disposal box for two years. Only when a passer-by tapped him on the shoulder and pointed at his mistake, the man realised what he was doing wrong. The man thought he was posting his letters into a Post Office box. Admittedly, a dog poo box may look similar to a Post Office box in the eyes of an old short-sighted man.

No Shirt...
It seems that we all desire something we don’t possess or see on a daily basis. There's an ancient tale of happiness that appears in many cultures, and it goes something like this: Once there was a prince who was terribly unhappy. The king dispatched messengers to find the shirt of a happy man, as his advisers told him that was the only cure. They finally encountered a poor farmer who was supremely content. Alas, the happy man owned no shirt. We see this in every day life. Money and possessions do not equal happiness! Things can be nice, but they are not the answer. Happiness is an inside job. So how do we start to work on that job? Scientists discovered what many knew all along. People who describe themselves as feeling grateful tend to have higher vitality and more optimism, suffer less stress, and experience fewer episodes of clinical depression than the population as a whole. These results hold even when researchers factor out such things as age, health, and income,

No Singles Allowed!!!
The symbolism in this ritual is obvious!!! Best times to perform this spell: *During the waning moon 1. Go through your drawers, closets, etc, and get rid of those solo items that were once part of a pair - toss those lone socks, gloves, earrings, and anything else that has lost it's mate! Put these items into a trash bag, and tie it up black ribbon. Bury it on the night before the new moon. This symbolic act demonstrates your intention to end your single status and welcome a new romantic partner into your life This spell is also a good way to get your house cleaned! I did this and I found that once I got rid of everything that lost it's mate, I had so much more room!!!! It's amazing what you will find as well while you're digging, searching for those single socks, earrings, shoes, etc.

No Sign Of Rabies! - May 12, 2012
Left my apartment at 7 am Tuesday morning and just got home early this afternoon! I was staying at my parents house since being released from the hospital ER. Had to wear the same clothes (minus one sock which had to cut off at the scene) until late Wednesday after my dad went to my apartment for some clothes, etc. It was better to be at my parents house since they only have one step and my apartment is on the second floor. I was using crutches to walk and was having a really tough time negotiating that one step.Saw my primary care doctor Thursday morning and he had my splint removed and redressed the wound. I will be returning next Thursday to get the stitches removed, there was a total of 11.With the splint gone, I was more mobil, only had to use one crutch and eventually no walking aid. I was lucky and my achilles tendon didn't get damaged.This morning I went for a very short walk, wearing a shoe on my left foot for the first time since the attack. So I decided that I could go home.

No Sleep...
I have been up way too long.. Im so tired but i have so much on my mind not even my meds can help me sleep tonight.. Its 5am and im thinking about bills, moving, the whole boyfriend situation.. (my bf is driving me NUTS!) and sooo much more... It all started about 3 weeks ago.. I started having a strange pain in my back.. Well 2 weeks later the pain had gotten so bad that i couldnt even get up from my bed.. Mom rushed me to the hospital at 4am and they said i sprained my back.. Im now on two pain killers and a muscual relaxer.. The pain isnt n e better when im not on my meds either.. so i dont know what the fuck im gonna do when i run out... Then... My dad called me 3 nights ago about 8pm.. I was at work. He was in the back of a cop car on his way to spend the next 3 months in jail for being the fucktard he is... I was standing in the fitting rooms at work trying not to get caught by a manager for talkin on my phone.. It was kinda hard considering i was crying.. Ok i take tha

No Sleep Last Nite!!!
No sleep last night, too busy thinkin of you. I was tryin to figure out how I could fix things, but I can't. You wouldn't want me to anyway, so I guess I'll just have to stop loving you somehow. And only love the memory of me actually thinking you cared. *It hurt bad. I shouldn't waste my tears, I know. It's kind of too late to say that. I've already unleashed thousands, cuz every thought I ever had was about you. And every dream I ever wished came true - when you entered my life. And now you're slowly disappearing, so I didn't sleep last night.

No Sleep
working too much attempting to tire in sheer darkness i toss and turn eyelids closing abruptly opening mind in full spin with a deep sigh a ghost appears my nightly fight you i don't miss only the warmth of your body your head on my chest or arm across my back in a deep sleep as of an angel the touch gone fully awake cursing your devil in total chaos alone at piece with your touch.

No Sleep For Brandy....
Hello all you sexy peeps and fugly haters you. LOL How we doin? LOL I am ok...I suppose. LOL. Well this morning I get a IM from Jerry asking me if I was here. And I was. He wanted to kno when I was coming over to get my things. I told him that it would probably be on Tuesday depending on my phone company. (Which that problem is solved). So he offered to bring it up here. OK? Which I asked him before if I could use his van to take it where I needed it to go before and he said no...so I used it as a storage thing. Paid him like 20.00 a month. Well he is coming over here Tuesday at 2pm. Alrighty. So I have that going on. Then he started talking about his surgery and wanted to kno about my job. Ummmm why? Its over...I kept mentioning Michael and Kandi in hopes of detering the conversation and ending the chat...but it really didnt work. Finally he stopped talking to me. Then I get a IM from Michael wanting to kno if I was around. He said he was going to be coming

No Sleep
its 4 am i cant sleep iam going insane and i feal like the world could chew me up spit me out and no one but me would notice fuck iam going insane i need to end this self torment of my hart and mind and soul iam depressed and i dont know why

No Sleep.
When it's dark enough, they say you can see the stars. It's hard to believe cause it's so dark, and I'm still behind bars. Tomorrow is a new day, but I know I will still feel the same way. God will only give you what you can handle, Lord knows I'm not handeling well. Why do people call it a secret, knowin somebody always will tell. There is no reason to love, because life is for sale. You can buy, trade, or cash in, an you can do it before your day's in. All that matters is family and friends, but what if you don't matter to them?

No Sleep
For the last couple of nights now I have not slept. I have a lot of stuff on my mind mostly in the concern of my second daughter Bailey and who she looks like. You see there is a guy in wiscousin that is the father. How do I know this cause she looks so much like him. I have postpartum depression. I guess some of the depression is who Bailey looks like. I don't know what to do anymore I miss him and want to be with him but, I don't want to leave my oldest behind and I can't take her with me cause her father will file parental kidnapping charges. I just really wish I can figure it out but, I can't if anyone has any kind of advice for me please don't be afraid to give it. I will not yell at you. It is your opioion and I will respect it.

No Sleep For The Wicked
I dont sleep for a reason when i sleep im not sleeping im in a state of low awarness because if i was to dream it would only become a nightmare why this happens idk some say its because im always wound up and worried about something if this is true then i dont know what to do to fix the problem i have many worries in my life such as my familys safety my job if one of my boys is sick will 1 of my soldiers or i die today these r the things i live with in my mind at all times the reason this is titled no sleep for the wicked is bcuz any situation can turn even the kindest man violent and these thoughts that brew in my head only cause wicked and violent thoughts for those that cross my path either enemy or a person who tries to break into my house honestly i really dont know y im writing this blog but to get somethings off my chest so thank you for listening

No Sleep For The Truly Wicked
this wicked heart takes its toll on the body i have become a donor.giving seems proper in light of it all will i bleed out and fade away will i make myself the victim of my own recurring fate can one die and rise like the phoenix of myth time passes,hints catch my eye like gold flecks on the edges of a well woven tapestry.... time passes,idol hands take there toll on the crown jewel of hope time passes,unoccupied thoughts lead to paranoid assumptions are misleading thoughts ones denial and repression can ones thoughts lead so far askew that the hunter becomes the haunted like a disease this fire spreads throughout this vessel from the center out to the farthest reaches this wicked heart takes its toll on the body i have become a donor,is giving proper in light of it all is the phoenix dying to ascend or is the heart merely rejecting the vessel is the answer the true treasure or the unending burden

No Sleep At All, Lol.
I swear, sometimes..if my life were a film, Motorhead would be the soundtrack, lol.Sleep?what sleep?NO sleep.No sleep, forever.That's right. Price one pays fer being "reliable", lol.It's cool, was built with broad shoulders.No sleep, forever.Alright. Wonder if this is how Lemmy feels?

No Smoke
Tech Support:"What's the problem?" Customer:"There is smoke coming out of the power supply." Tech Support:"You'll need a new power supply." Customer:"No I don't! I just need to change the startup files." Tech Support:"Sir, the power supply is faulty. You'll need to replace it." Customer:"No way! Someone told me that I just needed to change the startup and it will fix the problem! All I need is for you to tell me the command." 10 minutes later, the Customer is still adamant that they are right. The Tech Support is frustrated and fed up. Tech Support:"Sorry, Sir. We don't normally tell our customers this, but there is an undocumented DOS command that will fix the problem." Customer:"I knew it!" Tech Support:"Just add the line LOAD NOSMOKE.COM at the end of the CONFIG.SYS. Let me know how it goes." 10 minutes later. Customer:"It didn't work. The power supply is still smoking." Tech Support:"Well, what version of DOS are you using?" Custo

No Smoking
I've been on that pill Chantix for over 2wks and went from smoking half a pack a day to half a cig or maybe 2 a day...so i'm happy...my lungs feel better and i have more energy. i cant stand the smell of cigs and the taste is weird but i still get the urge to go smoke one...but i think i'm doin pretty good :D

Nosmoke.com
A guy rings tech support to report that his computer is faulty. Tech: What's the problem? User: There is smoke coming out of the power supply. Tech: You'll need a new power supply. User: No, I don't! I just need to change the startup files. Tech: Sir, the power supply is faulty. You'll need to replace it. User: No way! Someone told me that I just needed to change the startup files and it will fix the problem! All I need is for you to tell me the command. Ten minutes later, the User is still adamant that they are right. The tech is frustrated and fed up. Tech: Sorry, Sir. We don't normally tell our customers this, but there is an undocumented DOS command that will fix the problem. User: I knew it! Tech: Just add the line LOAD NOSMOKE.COM at the end of the CONFIG.SYS. Let me know how it goes. Ten minutes later. User: It didn't work. The power supply is still smoking. Tech: Well, what version of DOS are you using? User: MS-DOS 6.22. Tech: That'

No Snow!! Hooray
Hey, they lied to us again those darn weather men! of course they also like to say snow showers and we get a blizzard, check my photos and you will see what a blizzard looks like from my front door, I could add lots of pics about the snow where i live, we get alot of lake effect snow, almost buried the mailboxes, and i am not one who has the mail delivered to the door, I have to go outside to the street to get it, and that can be a real bitch! so i let it fill my box before going to get it lol. At least I can say I have another few weeks before I have to worry about it.

No Snails?
Lost in jungle, hikers lived on frogs, spiders • Hikers Guilhem Nayral and Loic Pillois were found Thursday in French Guiana • The two left for a hike on February 14; families notify authorities later that month • Pillois tells reporters they ate beetles, frogs and tarantulas to survive • After reaching village by himself, Pillois got police to rescue Nayral by copter CAYENNE, French Guiana (AP) -- Two hikers lost in the dense jungle of French Guiana for weeks survived by eating the only things at hand: beetles and other insects, frogs and spiders. The French hikers, Guilhem Nayral and Loic Pillois, were found Thursday, French authorities said. They had left February 14 for a hike from the Grand Kanori rapids on the river Approuague to the tiny village of Saul. Their families alerted authorities on February 28, two days after they were scheduled to arrive. "After 12 days, we hadn't arrived in Saul. We thought that someone would come looking for us, so we stopped. We waited fo

No Snow!!!! Yay!!!
thats right..i didnt get snowed in!! anyway, here is something for your reading entertainment.... The smile on her face Holds back the tears she cries Inside she feels out of place Being locked in her room at night Long sleeve shirts in summer To hide daddys wrath Why does he hurt her To afraid to fight back Then one day she has enough Something inside snaps Now it's her turn to play rough "Cmon give me another slap!!!" A little boy of seven Thought he went from Hell to Heaven But reality soon set in Taking blows from which he can't defend Fists turn to words Can't tell which hurts worse His faith in God is all he has "Father please give me strength to last" Finding strength in "You Can't" Refusing to believe Mommy's rants Now people crave to read his words Words he was once told were absurd Abandoned by Mom at such a young age Then she came back and claimed she had changed But old habits

No Snares Allowed
“Thou shalt not raise a false report: put not thine hand with the wicked to be an unrighteous witness.” The twenty-third chapter of Exodus concludes the judgments of the LORD upon those who would break His law, provides for feasts the children of Israel use to remind them of His priority in their lives, and the LORD’s promise to keep them in His way unto their entry into the Promised Land. Elaborating the ninth commandment from chapter twenty, verse sixteen to not bear false witness (i.e., lie) about another person, this chapter begins with the LORD’s admonition to not do it, even if the majority (“a multitude to do evil” in verse two) is clamoring for it, if it would go against the revealed will of God. One’s status in society has no bearing on justice (see verse three) if it’s to mean anything. Equal justice under law; we need to live up to that. By verse four’s command to return a stray ox or ass to its master (even if the m

No Sound It Makes
Her days are spent as she lives...alone lying in bed now staring at the phone holding back the tears thoughts of him bring wishing with every breath for it now to ring hours pass in this room where she hides away knowing she isn't missed or thought of in his day yet she waits patiently, a great toll it takes her heart closes more, weeping, no sound it makes A. Boudreaux 2007

No Sound It Makes
No sound it makes... Her days are spent as she lives...alone lying in bed now staring at the phone holding back the tears thoughts of him bring wishing with every breath for it now to ring hours pass in this room where she hides away knowing she isn't missed or thought of in his day yet she waits patiently, a great toll it takes her heart closes more, weeping, no sound it makes A. Boudreaux 2007

No Sorry But Everything Is Okay
No sorry but everything is fine So he came home quickish last night, knowing full on that I was probably sitting and stewing in my anger. Not really so much after I blogged about it and had a little time to think. But yet, I still wasn't completely over it... He is the ultimate communicator. He will NOT let a problem get stuffed away by someone like me. He made me look him in the eye. We both talked about what the problem was and how it got to this anger point so quickly. Neither of us said sorry, because we felt each of us was as right as they were wrong. Walking out to the car to go back to the place he had left from to rejoin our family/friends, he paused at the car door. He looked me square in the face and said, "Michelle, You know that I really love you. I came back here because I do - no matter what." I started to cry and responded in my normal inappropriate way, "NOW you say you love me. DURING A FIGHT? ...[pause]...I guess its better then nothing. Thank you for saying t

"no Speaky Spanish My Love"...el Gringo De La Bachata
OK clarification, Bachata is a Spanish style of music, very popular in the Dominican Republic...It's really cool dance music, not very slow, but at a moderate tempo...ok, here's the real blog...Did you know that the Spanish word for WIFE, is also the Spanish word for HANDCUFFS!!!...talk about "Ball and Chain"...LoL...yeah that just popped into my head, it's very lonely in there...

No Speaka Da English
A bus stops and 2 Italian men get on. They sit down and engage in an animated converstion. The lady sitting next to them ignores them at first, but her attention is galvanized when she hears one of them say the following... Emma come first. Den I come. Den two asses come together. I come once-a-more Two asses, they come together again. I come again and pee twice. Then I come one lasta time." "You foul-mouthed sex obsessed swine," retorted the lady indignantly. "In this country . we don't speak aloud in public places about our sex lives" Hey, coola down lady," said the man. "Who talkin' abouta sex? "I'm a justa tellin' my frienda how to spell "Mississippi'." I'VE GOT $5.00 THAT SAYS YOU'RE GONNA READA THIS AGAIN,

No Speakah De English
A bus stops and 2 Italian men get on. They sit down and engage in an animated conversation. The lady sitting next to them ignores them at first, but her attention is galvanized when she hears one of them says the following: Emma come first. Den I come. Den two asses come together. I come once-a-more. Two asses, they come together again. I come again and pee twice. Then I come one lasta time." "You foul-mouthed sex obsessed swine," retorted the lady indignantly. "In this country . . .we don't speak aloud in public places about our sex lives . . . " "Hey, coola down lady," said the man. "Who talkin' abouta sex? I'm a justa tellin' my frienda how to spell 'Mississippi'."

No Speaka Englisha
At a bus stop 2 Italian men get on. They sit down and engage in an animated conversation. The lady sitting next to them ignores them at first, but her attention is galvanized when she hears one of them say the following: "Emma come first. Den I come. Den two asses come together. I come once-a-more. Two asses, they come together again. I come again and pee twice. Then I come one lasta time." "You foul-mouthed sex obsessed swine," retorted the lady indignantly. In this country we don't speak aloud in public places about our sex lives" "Hey, coola down lady," said the man. "Who talkin' abouta sex? I'm a justa tellin' my frienda how to spell "Mississippi'." I'VE GOT $5.00 THAT SAYS YOU'RE GONNA READ THIS AGAIN

>no Speakah De English
>NO SPEAKAH DE ENGLISH > >A bus stops and 2 men get on. They sit down and engage in an animated >conversation. >The lady sitting next to them ignores them at first, but her attention >is >galvanized when she hears one of them say the following: > >"Emma come first. >Den I come. >Den two asses come together. >I come once-a-more! >Two asses, they come together again. >I come again and pee twice. >Then I come one lasta time." > >The lady can't take this any more, "You foul-mouthed sex obsessed pig," >she >retorted indignantly. "In this country, we don't speak aloud in public >places about our sex lives. > >"Hey, coola down lady," said the man. "Who talkin'abouta sex? I'm a >justa >tellin' my >frienda how to spell "Mississippi'." > >$5.00 says you're gonna read this again! >

No Speakah De English
NO SPEAKAH DE ENGLISH A bus stops and 2 men get on. They sit down and engage in an animated conversation. The lady sitting next to them ignores them at first, but her attention is galvanized when she hears one of them say the following: "Emma come first. Den I come. Den two asses come together. I come once-a-more! Two asses, they come together again. I come again and pee twice. Then I come one lasta time."The lady can't take this any more, "You foul-mouthed sex obsessed pig,"she retorted indignantly. "In this country, we don't speak aloud in public places about our sex lives. "Hey, coola down lady," said the man. "Who talkin'abouta sex? I'm a justa tellin' my frienda how to spell " Mississippi'." $5.00 says you're gonna read this again!

No Speakah Da English !!!
A bus stops and two men get on. They sit down and engage in an animated conversation. The lady sitting next to them ignores them at first, but her attention is galvanized when she hears one of them say the following: "Emma come first. Den I come. Den two asses come together. I come once-a-more! Two asses, they come together again. I come again and pee twice. Then I come one lasta time." The lady can't take this any more, "You foul-mouthed sex obsessed pig." she retorted indignantly. "In this country, we don't speak aloud on Public places about our sex lives." "Hey, coola down lady, " said the man. "Who talkin'abouta sex? I'm a justa tellin my frienda how to spell ' Mississippi ',"

No Speakah De English
NO SPEAKAH DE ENGLISH > > A bus stops and 2 Italian men get on. They sit down and engage > in an > animated conversation. > > The lady sitting next to them ignores them at first, but her > attention is > galvanized when she hears one of them say the following: > > 'Emma come first. > Den I come. > Den two asses come together. > I come once-a-more! > Two asses, they come together again. > I come again and pee twice. > Then I come one lasta time.' > > The lady can't take this any more, > > 'You foul-mouthed sex obsessed pig,' she retorted indignantly. > 'In this country. we don't speak aloud in Public places about our > sex lives. > 'Hey, coola down lady,' said the man. 'Who talkin' abouta sex? I'm a > justa > tellin' my frienda how to spell 'Mississippi'.' > > I bet you're gonna read this again >

No Speak English
A Russian woman married a Canadian gentleman and they lived happily ever after in Toronto . The poor lady was not very proficient in English, but did manage to communicate with her husband. The real problem arose whenever she had to shop for groceries. One day, she went to the butcher and wanted to buy chicken legs. She didn't know how to put forward her request, so, in desperation, clucked like a chicken and lifted up her skirt to show her thighs. Her butcher got the message and gave her the chicken legs. Next day she needed to get chicken breasts, again she didn't know how to say it, so she clucked like a chicken and unbuttoned her blouse to show the butcher her breasts. The butcher understood again and gave her some chicken breasts. On the 3rd day, the poor lady needed to buy sausages. Unable to find a way to communicate this, she brought her husband to the store...

No Strings Attached
A woman walks into a drug store to buy tampons. She notices a pile of tampon boxes stacked on a table in the corner with a sign on them saying "5 boxes for a dollar." Well, the woman just could not believe this price so she asks the clerk if it was correct. He said "Oh yes, 5 for a dollar." She said "That can't be right!" The clerk says "Oh yes, it's right!! 5 boxes for a dollar, no strings attached."

Nostalgia Of A Thanksgiving Lost
This weekend seemed to be a reminder that only one week remains before Thanksgiving. I plan on detailing the story of the pilgrims to my students this week. I'm interested to see if they know anything about the voyage to plymouth rock. At this point the story of Thanksgiving seems like a fairy tale. I guess it always has been. When you think about the possible reality of the situation and the eventual reprocussions of the event it's hard not to desentimentalize the holiday. The Native Americans were victimized and exploited while the puritans set the stage for the paradox of sin and virtue that envelops the modern day state of our country. I don't want to deconstruct the poweful tradition that has developed over time: time spent with the family eating our turkey dinner, watching professional football, giving thanks. However the nuclear family has become a thing of the past and holidays, including Thanksgiving become a more ambiguous celebration. These thoughts come to me with the passi

Nostalgia....
this is a few old old old vids from muh favorite singer around year 1996-1999 hahaha just forun a few vids and i really cant remember WHYHTE HELL i liked this. i went from this to deathm,etal....no wonder. her name is Jasmin Wagner aka Blümchen from germany for you who didnt get that.

Nostalgia . . .
I was just sitting and looking at a few old love letters, cards, and e-mails from my ex-fiance that I have not gotten rid of yet. Looking back I can see towards then end how things started to unravel but neither one of us was ready to admit it. Its still kinda of hard to believe and really understand how you can go from saying to someone that they are the only one you want to curl up naked next to for the rest of your lives to not speaking to them at all and not really thinking about them. It's been a year. It seems like forever, it seems like 10 minutes ago. I didn't even remember the pet name he called me but once I read it again in the letters I cannot forget the way his lips moved when he said the name. Is that because I have blocked it out? Is it just my lack of short term memory? I don't know. I know I do not love him anymore, but I was once loved very deeply and I once loved him. The feelings are still there though they no longer apply if that makes any sense. I guess he will al

No Stability
Is it just me or does everyone have days when no one is who they used to be? Where you live your life through a tear stained haze? Everything you used to know, all the places you used to go... Nothing is as it was and no one seems to love you anymore, at least not the way that they used to, the way that no one else ever could. When the only stable one in your life has gone and every thing you once knew has been snatched away. Where do you go since you obviously cannot stay here, not with him. Did you really think you could? What right did you have to dream that dream you have every night? Stupid cow, you have no rights. It's not your life, let go of that dream. Nothing can ever be as it once seemed.

Nostalgia ... ( What I'm Thinking Of At 3am In The Mornin.)
Thoughts of being found when you were so lost give hope of the fondest dreams. It breaths life in to a whole new realm of it's own. To feel is to touch & to see is to look. Most of all, taste is to experience the flavor you never expected. Something perhaps the French gave a name to. It is all too familiar. The scent, of the wild flowers that bloom in the spring. The sweet smell of fruity blossoms that carry through the air by way of a soft breeze. Then it's all of the sudden gone, but the memory remains. Nostalgia brings to mind the essence of a forgotten past, some how the past is brought to life by the smell that swings by. There is a notion that many let pass, the things they refuse to deal with only because they've not gone there before. Warnings are heeded as a way to alert ones self with the identity of the past. Especially when the past hasn't always been so pleasant. What if the past is of another life time though? One to pick up where it had abruptly ended. To revisit the

Nostalgia And Envy.
Stop. Close your eyes. Feel the gentle breeze cooling your scorching body from the sun. Listen to the construction of the nearby house- A dilapidated form of old age and abuse. Take note at the handful of piercing voices of the children running about the field. Inhale each thought, each sense, and each emotion in with every uneasy breath. [I’m here Alone, unaccompanied in my helpless, wandering mind. Observing and learning of my surroundings. I feel powerless and vacant. Is it possible to feel so empty and yet have such an abundance of thoughts racing thought my mind? Is it possible to feel nothing and yet be so dejected and poignant at all once?] There is nothing. Nothing but the sound of construction and screaming children. The grass is green. The sky is pale blue. It’s a beautiful day. Why have such ugly thoughts? Nostalgia. Look at them. All of the children. I envy them all. So care free….Having so much fun Not a care in the world. Having no idea o

Nostalgique
pg. 1 It was just the flight of snowflakes touching, receding on the rose-colored cheeks that evoked a waterfall of butterfly giggles brushing my heart with the softness of admiration for all that was new in the wonderful world of innocence Dancing to the unheard rhythm of the descending white twirling endlessly until the earth seemed to move counter clock wise to you and you landed with amusement sparkling in deep brown eyes in the soft pile of cold and laughter rose toward the heavens pg. 2 You reached out holding the camera with careful dedication “kiss the snowman, mommy” and in a moment of youthful exuberance you captured what would become a forever engraved snapshot of the young man in becoming etched within the core of me Dedicated to my two children with eternal love and devotion Adam & Aleyna

No State Charges In Benoit Case
Monday July 2, 11:27 am ET By Harry R. Weber, Associated Press Writer DA Says No State Charges in Chris Benoit Probe for Now, Fed Probe Ongoing ATLANTA (AP) -- The state prosecutor in the Chris Benoit investigation said Monday he has no plans to file criminal charges in the case, but whether the federal government does is an open question. "From our standpoint, I have no reason to believe there will be any criminal charges at the current time," Fayette County District Attorney Scott Ballard told The Associated Press. "What the federal government is going to do, it will be up to them." A spokesman for the U.S. Attorney's office declined to say Monday if any charges were planned. Federal drug agents have taken over the probe into whether the pro wrestler's personal physician, Dr. Phil Astin, improperly prescribed testosterone and other drugs to Benoit before he killed his wife and son and committed suicide in his suburban Atlanta home last month. Ballard and sheriff's offi

No Strings Attached
In a world that's constantly changing In a life that's always rearranging Some things will always remain true I'll be your friend thru an thru. No strings attached, for a true friend Aquaintences come an go, but a bond never ends. We pick each other up when, times are bad. Cheer each other up when, times are sad. We don't keep score, of who owes who. That's something a friend will not do. When I offer my friendship, here's all you have to do. Please, accept me, as I accept you.

No Stress Today! Yippeeeee!
Today was a stress free day! A first in a very long time. Anthony started back to school today from his um...3 day vacation from school! He has a lot of work to make up and get in so his grades will go back up. I got an email from Christopher's teacher today and she told me it was his best day yet! This makes me happy. At least one day without worry and stress over school and my boys. How nice. Now...if we can only keep it up! Staying over them like a watch dog for a while might be the answer. I have loved the weather we have had today. It has just been perfect. 75 degrees. So nice. Dinner is going to be take-out so the whole night is just going to be nice and easy. Ciao everyone~

Nostalgia/future?
Aiight I can't write on my actual blog on MySpace because my best friends and family members read that shit. As soon as I write a private blog for a preferred list or to myself - I get shit from everyone..all worried that they did something wrong. So anyway - I duno who I am. lol I come back to England with life breathed into me.. they saved my life over there. I read through my last blog I wrote on here the other day, and told my best friend about the bit where I wasn't sure if she was a sister to me anymore...I have no idea what made me write that- cos I can't remember her upsetting me at all. Then we were talking about when I was an addict, and she explained why she was so upset the night I left for USA - it's because she thought I might never come back. A) By enjoying myself so much or B) I would die over there. This was strange because for some reason - I used to think I would too. I'm definitly a new person - Kaz left a bottle of Jamesons in my room about 3 weeks ago f

Nostradamus' Curse
Dear Readers: The "Lost Book Of Nostradamus" will be broadcasted a few times and I wanted to share the dates in case you missed the show: Rating: TVPG V Running Time: 120 minutes Sunday, October 28 09:00 PM Monday, October 29 01:00 AM Saturday, November 03 05:00 PM I am convinced by looking at those pictures that the Great Prophet denunciated the manipulation, the greed and abusive power of the church running these days where ignorance, fears and murders were a common thing to do to anyone challenging the church. Nostradamus used those pictures to politically and correctly "express" himself knowing the inquisition could easily get rid of him. Many of these pictures are totally and entirely representing the Prophet's astrological wisdom especially the Head and Tail of the Dragon. The taping in San Antonio took all day and I am not sure what segment or how long I will appear on this show. But what I can ASSURE you that UNLESS one practices the legitimate 1

Nostradamus Tv Show
important note this type of newsletter will stop soon.. make sure to sign up if you like my work. Thank you DT sign up to my VIP 2008 "Cosmic Code" newsletter, be informed. www.drturi.com/orders3.html#newsletter 10/29/2007 Dear Readers: THANK YOU so much for the tremendous support I received from many of you seeing me live on the History channel. As expected this show (like all Nostradamus' show) ended up with death and drama and nothing can be more far from reality in the great Prophet's work. "Advising" the end of time through his work, does not necessarily mean its the truth or the human race is doomed! Just because I did not endorse or support ALL "experts" apocalyptic views, 8 hours of teaching Nostradamus Divine astrology came down to a few seconds on national TV. But who can blame the producers or guests? SENSATIONALISM is what sells well and I did my best to translate the drawings and the majority of them are nothing else than Astrology at

No Strings....
It doesn't matter if you say "No stings attached" There are always strings They are invisible That silent call that brings us together In the first place The signal that beckons us To come into each others vision The sticky web! And we delude ourselves Spray Teflon on it to slide by You don't see the wispy tangle that just caught on the bottom of your Shoe as you were leaving The one that will call you back when you least expect We are all entangled that way Each of us And blindly we go about our business Sometimes never knowing the Mark we leave behind The DNA, the virus, the silent emotional hook Yes, the string, its bondage holds us captive Every time The string you said you didn't have Still pulls like gravity Like the rising of the sun and moon Or invisible circle of the planets Following their cosmic thread And you and I No different from the Bodies of heaven Moving on our path Which was always created By strings Entangled by the way we are. N

No Stealing The Joy!
This is the first morning that I have felt half way awake since I woke up on Saturday afternoon b/c I then left Saturday night to work a shift from 6pm Saturday night until 2pm Sunday with an Alzhiemers client. When I arrived her, there was a new shift person that was there for the first time and it had made her extremely nervous and frustrated. I managed to settle her down that evening and she awoke refreshed and rearing to go, while I awoke with a backache from hell b/c I had slept on the wooden futon bed all wrong. It took me a while to get moving and she hopped in and out of the room I was several times asking me what was the agenda today. Finally, I got her engaged in the Joel Olsteen preacher from Lakewood Church in Houston TX on the television. I told her that he was a powerful speaker and she sat and listened with great intensity. He spoke about frustrations and not letting people get under your skin and get the best of you -- in another words, not to let other people s

Nostalgia
My #1 friend sent me some lionks to old songs she was listening to. Made me look for some myself. The first ones I found are in my stash. It was "This Time" that brought me back. Cause that song meant alot to me back then. I translated the lyrics and gave it as a poem to a girl I loved. It got us together, and we were an item for 2 years, nearly got married. It was 23 years ago, a lifetime ago... I'm really getting old...

Nostalgia
Nostalgias are like ex's-you remember only the good stuff, until you see them again. ANd you realize why they are ex's. I have such mizxed feelings for my home country- it is a place where I was born, where I grew up, where I had all my first experiences, good or bad ones. When I think about Moscow, I always think about the parties and fun I had with my friends, unlimited binging and a no man's wilderness. I think of white birch forests, endless rivers, my 100 year old log house in a country side, times I spent traveling with my parents all over former USSR. And then I remember the darker days, which remind me why I have left. The 90's (the worst time in Soviet Russia), when my mom had to pick me up from the neighbors at 9pm because she had to stand in a bread line for 5 hrs. Hand me downs from my aunt, which she inherited from her sister-my mom. Nothing but rotten fruits and vegetables, since they were brought to Moscow in a truck from warmer places (Which took weeks to delive

No Stranger
i opened my eyes to stained glass memories of angels the city calls my name, i know where i belong time goes by in phases my eyes walk next to a passing stranger i know him, he's been bruised it's too quiet here, fading fast but i'm sure this bottle will help keep me alive there's not a friend around, and it's getting pretty lonely but there's no place i'd rather be there's a strange truth in solitude in a world where words play no torturous tricks i think i'll meet up with that stranger and maybe he can show me his wings maybe i call tell him a story

No Struggle
No struggle Make the effort, to be sure. But do not make it into a struggle. Struggle is not a specific condition or action. It is a label that casts a negative spin on your efforts and unnecessarily puts you at a disadvantage. If you see yourself as struggling, your expectations are already lowered and the best you can hope for is to break even. Yet there's never any reason to see yourself as struggling. Yes, the challenges may indeed be great. And you have what it takes to make real and steady progress in the face of those challenges. Instead of seeing yourself as a victim, see yourself as making the most of a valuable experience. Rather than living in fear of being pushed back, seize with enthusiasm every opportunity to move forward. Every situation is what it is, but it never has to be a struggle. For you are capable of doing much, much better than that. -- Ralph Marston

No Struggle
Thursday, July 17, 2008 No struggle Make the effort, to be sure. But do not make it into a struggle. Struggle is not a specific condition or action. It is a label that casts a negative spin on your efforts and unnecessarily puts you at a disadvantage. If you see yourself as struggling, your expectations are already lowered and the best you can hope for is to break even. Yet there's never any reason to see yourself as struggling. Yes, the challenges may indeed be great. And you have what it takes to make real and steady progress in the face of those challenges. Instead of seeing yourself as a victim, see yourself as making the most of a valuable experience. Rather than living in fear of being pushed back, seize with enthusiasm every opportunity to move forward. Every situation is what it is, but it never has to be a struggle. For you are capable of doing much, much better than that. -- Ralph Marston

No Stop Me Now!
No!! stop me now No i cant do this i cant it wont happen again EVER. I am feeling the venom coming up through my pores. I need to sting, Inflict pain on someone, anyone, everyone, is there any takers. I am gentle at first then it starts to sting, make you feel the pit of your stomache is coming up through your body, burning every organ and when it reaches your throat. You will scream out in exterme pain and misery. I will be there to watch as the pain is visiable on your face. I will sit and laugh. And be proud of the pain I was able to inflict with one sting. No hope for you and never again will you feel. You will be numb to everything and everyone who watches as the pain rises to the surface. "Oh the pain" you will scream and I will not hear. I will be in the mist of the night doing it all over again and again. Nothing to stop me. I will be on the loose and My pain will be you pain and then maybe you will feel what I have felt inside. ~Wicked Lover~ 10-12-2008

Nostra-dumbass
Monday, March 02, 2009 if anyone knows me at all , the would know that i'm one of the most over analytical people that they have ever met. looking over the pros and cons of every situation, constantly looking for any and all outcomes for any one situation etc... nostradomeous made it seem like child's play the way he leisurely came up with predictions . but they were generally open ended and open to interpretation. sure , he got a few names wrong. hister( hitler) being one of them , yet he managed to get most of his story correct. everything comes and goes in cycles. reasons for conquest never change but the people ,places and things usualy do. the end only has two outcomes. win or lose. there is no room for horseshoes and handgrenades here. you never hear the defeated of serious situations say things like " damn, my nigga! i was this close!" obviously because there was an objective in mind and that objective wasn't reached. after all the planning, the hrs, the execu

No Style
I ain't skitso not frantic or in a panic you sink like the titanic don't understand it smashin through oceans like the atlantic. Tick tock just don't know my flow so ya know how it goes. I'm rainin down insane pain drain acid can't passed it. I wreck a rock a rhyme spittin with what you not gettin I'm as real as ill hard like steel kickin with ish you can't fheel. Rhyme wreck a kris it's get's no harder then this have yo mouth full of piss. Can't no one fhuck with this get's no better kickin the latter shit clatter's break's glass have yo ass dead buried beneath the grass way deep down underground. I ain't the one to be fucked around boom comin/kickin with the sound puttin 5-4 hollow tips as you trip get a kick shit I spit is so sick like my mind fuck what you think you make me tick. I'm sick of bein be dizpleazin. Wordz of an extract of a calibur don't let me have to be the to bury ya i'm iller fhresh. Not like the rest on his way to be the best.You just like less what I kick is so f

Nostalgia
My mom and I used to go out to lunch every Friday. I would drive down to her work, wait in the parking lot, and revel in the sight of my mom walking out of that building dressed all spiffy, her heels clicking across the parking lot. Sometimes I would drive, or sometimes I would unlock her car with my spare key and wait in the passenger seat.Sometimes she would pay, sometimes I would pay, but no matter what, it was always a good time. I would fill her in on my latest drama, she would give me advice, or get on me about texting too much...which I actually miss.Sometimes we would go to the mall to look around, and end up eating Auntie Anne's pretzels instead of an actual lunch. Then we'd eat them in the car and she'd get on me when I'd get salt all over the seat.We'd get back to her work, I'd say goodbye, drive home...And I'd already be on the phone with her, ready for another conversation. Sometimes we'd talk for quite awhile, even though we had just seen each other.My mom and I used to c

Nostalgic & Wishful Thinking (repost)
As I sit here listening to some kickass music from my younger days, I can't help but think of how my life used to be compared to how it is today. And with that sad comparison I realize that like many others, I wish I could go back in time. Back to a time when my body did what I needed it to do, when I needed it to do it. Back to when I didn't have to beg and plead for kisses and affection. Back when I was happier. When I could still sing and dance when I was still free. I want to stop wanting all the time. Wanting to kiss someone for hours, to love and be loved back in the way that I need. Wanting to be healthy and "normal" again. Wanting to be wanted. I'm so tired of yearning for what I can't have, stuck in this situation that cannot be resolved by myself alone, yet the person who can help me refuses to do so out of either stubbornness or just plain indifference. Tired of being more lonely now that I'm married to the man I always loved than I was without him. Tired of the only roman

Nostalgia
Cycling home from work today I came off my bike... doing a fair speed I might add. The thing that'll I'll remember from today, though, more so than the pain, is that I was reminded of a sensation I haven't experienced in many years. The feeling to which I refer is that during the time one flies through the air with the hard street getting ever closer, there seems to be an abundant amount of time in which to consider "fuck this is gonna hurt!" before the impact actually occurs... It's a confusing phenomenon... always was. It makes me feel nostalgic about the good old days. As I lay in the street a woman was walking past with her dog. She immediately rushed up to me asking "Are you Ok?" At which point, of course, I bounced straight up, smiling, and said "Yep, yep, completely fine thank-you." As soon as she'd gone past and couldn't see me anymore I doubled over impersonating those scenes from Family Guy when Peter has fallen and hurt his knee... you know the ones I mean? Then I had to

Nostalgia
Nostalgia is something that fuels my artistic fire, and this is both a benefit and a detriment, as with most anything in life. A good example of fuel by nostalgia is with my script I'm writing. I've put a lot of ambition into this, and I could not have gone this far writing, if it wasn't for the fond memories I have for my high school years with friends, which is pretty much the basis for my story. I tend to remember many things in my life, in great detail much of the time. I truly like to keep good memories and interesting stories alive, and I hope that as long as I can keep them intact, I can share such stories with grand people. A bad example of my nostalgia has to do with my writing as well, but not in the sense of a screenplay. I write poetry and potential song lyrics, potential because I don't actually write music, let alone play much of it, and I just have to guess if something would be a good fit in the context of a song. To get to the point, this writing seems to come from

No Strings Attached Snuggling;trending Sensual Intentions Surrounded By Sexual Misconceptions
Note: this was written on Dec 7, 2012 on my other blog on another website which connected specific topics with other blog entries. You are most likely a hopeless romanticfollowing my blog for an instant emotional and intellectual connection within yourself. My recent blog posts may have helped you release your daily stress from work, school or taking care of children. Possibly, you could have all three of those emotional burdens hindering some time alone for yourself. You may argue that you do manage your time wisely to schedule personal time alone from reality, however it is only limited to meals, showers and sleep. It is unfortunate that my presence is absent to fulfill your innermost desire for physical touch and the embrace of two bodies with legs intertwined by engaging in no strings attached snuggling. There is a guarantee that you can find someone else who will make you completely comfortable with that taboo concept of snuggling with strangers. You may decline to take part

No Stranger To Pain
Into a guarded heart he saunters as it wonders what he ponders While miles away she stands alone a Princess of stone atop her throne Fear of what she does not speak "What do you seek" she asks quite meek A soul searching for its reflection longs for perfection in such sweet affection This man who presents a certain allure Tragedies cure with a look so demure Pleading with the fickle stars above For a taste thereof this torturous love Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine

No Subject
One day a little cat was walking through the park when he came across a pond. He peered into the pond and noticed that at the bottom of the pond there was a little cocktail sausage. > > > > > >The cat was feeling quite peckish so as the water wasn't that deep he reached in with his little paw and hooked the sausage out and ate it. > >The next day the cat was walking through the park again and he peered into the pond again - there was another sausage but this time it was a normal sized one so the cat reached in but this time he had to put his whole arm into the pond. The cat hooked the sausage out and ate it. > >The next day the cat looked into the pond and found an enormous Cumberland sausage at the bottom of the pond. It looked so delicious, but it was so huge that he had to actually put the whole of his body into the pond to get the sausage. He ate it and found it very tasty! > > > >THE MORAL OF THE STORY.......(ur gonna love this)........ > > > > > > > > > >

No Subject
A lady walks into the Gynecologist office and says, "I have a problem. I >have extremely big pussy lips. I'd like to get an operation but don't tell >anyone because I am embarrassed about my problem." > >The doctor agrees and gives her the operation. > >The next day while sitting in the recovery room, she gets three roses >delivered. > >She runs to her doctor and says, "Doctor I thought I told you not to tell >anyone. Who sent me these roses?" > >The doctor replies, "The first one is from me because I felt sorry about >your problem. The second is from the nurse who had the same problem you >had. The third one is from the guy upstairs in the burns unit thanking you >for his new ears!"

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Blah, I am stuck at school til noon. My one class was cancelled so I found a computer lab and here I am. However, I am gettin pissed cause CT is running really slow on my school's network. They need to do something about that, for all the money I pay to go to this damn school they should atleast have fast internet service lol. Right now I am just sitting here, half asleep, rating some pictures, and now typing this pointless blog. I am still trying to get used to the new picture format. I like it, but I'm not used to having to go to my left to rate a pic, I keep aiming for the middle. I have like 8 unread messages to reply to. If you are one of them, sorry, I will get to it today, I just can't right now cause I'm too tired to comprehend and respond to what they say lol. Oh well, later.

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Alex slowly pushed his rolling trash receptacle from desk to desk, stopping at each one to empty the small trash containers, dump the ash trays, and give each desk top a quick dusting if necessary! "Boy," he thought to himself, "they all got MBA's, but they still don't know enough not to toss half filled cups of coffee into their trash cans!!!" Alex was in charge of cleaning three offices on the twenty eighth floor, one an insurance brokerage firm, another an import export company, and finally, the largest one, an investment banking company, which happened to be the one he was working on right now! It was easy work, and by working nights he didn't have the hassle of bad traffic, and he could also spend his days doing what he really loved, which was to paint!!! After coming to the end of the row, he ducked into a small private office and was in the process of dumping the trash when a memo written in red caught his eye! He picked it up and read, "Bolling Industries being sold within 60 d

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just thought i would say hello to everyone.. and i hope that nobody on here is mad at me or anything like that.. i have been feeling so bad for days and feeling gulity for reasons that i can not understand.. but if i have hurt anyone or said something that was taken the wrong way or whatever it might have been im sorry.. but like i said im not sure what i have been feeling gulity about.. i just feel selfish lately because i love all my friends very much and i wanna be there for them all very much and do what i can to support and show that i do love them.. all my friends mean the world to me and i dont wanna loose anyone.. if anyone wants to send me a message your more then welcome to..

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Every time I look at you, you make me wanna smile, Let me hug you and hold you in my arms for a while. I think you're so cute and I think you're so sweet, I love the way you act, I think that's pretty neat. Every time I'm around you, you make me burst with joy, I feel like a little kid with a brand new toy. Whenever I'm not with you I feel all alone, I feel so far away but I thank God for the telephone. When I hear your sweet voice answering on the other side, It makes me go crazy, it makes me lose my mind. My love for you is true and I hope you too feel this way, I love you with all of my heart, hey, that's all I gots to say. Girl, I want to thank you for coming into my life, I feel like I've known you forever, your favorite color is yellow and your favorite number is five. You totally changed my life and the way I think, You came to me and I fell in love with you in a blink. In a blink of an eye to be exact, I hope we never have to say good-bye, cause mija, I

No Surgery!!
Ok, to my friends and family that have all known what's been going on with Sky, he does NOT have to have surgery! I am so fucking relieved! As is he =)! He does have alot of rehabilating excersizes he has to do daily and he will be back on the field in about 3 weeks. First base isn't the same without him, lol, but I think it may strain his left shoulder going back into that position right away. Anyways I wanted to thank everyone who has sent me mesages about this and just wanted to let all of you know! HUGS TO EVERYONE =*)

No Such Thing...
They always say there's no such thing as an original idea.... well fuck it all if that's not true with me LOL. Over the last several years i have come up with ideas... a lot of ideas, only to see about 90% of them actually hit the market, get made, whatever... some products, some movies, etc. i think i need to get me one of those inventors kits or start writing down my freaking script ideas and getting them submitted. When i was in 9th grade (1987/88) i wrote a story called When Worlds Collide... about a modern day era that suddenly meets up with Dragons. There was more to it then just dragons, but dragons were the primary point of the plot... a few years back we saw Reign of Fire. Not a blockbuster smash or anything, but it was there all the same LOL I'm not whining about it. I think it's kinda cool in a weird sort of way. I'd like to think my ideas are escaping into the social conscience or something. it would explain my brain sharing with some people LOL well, the other

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So my life officially sucks. All I get to do is sit at home and be bored....although I am looking for a job right now and on spring from school...lol.....but I just thought I would post a blog...enjoy Stephanie

No Submission
Shut out Cut out Bloodless Hopeless Hating as I fade Pulsate Pushing Head exploding Razor sharp the tongue is Put down Run out I could care less Throw down as I hate Feeding Needing Severed bleeding Pull it our exposing Take a beating Needle speeding Fall into a daze Defacation Detonation Tear the tongue apart and Terminate it Suffocate it Spitting in your face Accelerate Exterminate it Take it all in hand There's no submission No submission Blue turns to white

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You are a sketch A faded one at that A black and white image and I can erase I can eee I can e-r I can.. You will go away. You are not welcome here. With your drug-like tendancys I am no friend to addiction I add.. adic.. I.. I cannot allow I will turn you off. You are a machine. Or I am A machine I may be I think If I were real I might rust I cannot rust I am waterproof I can turn you off in the blink of a.... Lights off. I can call the black. I do not have to deal with .... you don't have to I'm glad. You see it my way. Cause you don't see at all. Which means of course that I am blind. I. Am. Glad. You. My laughter has no merit in this slack and empty air.

No Substitute
Monday, July 2, 2007 no substitute there is no substitute of peace-life must understand it,in its true mode-life on the planet is suffering on many spheres -deprived on many fronts such as poverty-lacking in social stream-above all the peace- let peace be given a chance to prove on the sphere of life. thanks mahesh sharma

No Subject Just Ranting Lol
no subject just ranting lol blah blah blah.......... What to type what to type .... LOL Do I wanna type about the drama in my life.................. Not really !! I wish there were none !! ...... Do I wanna type about my family....HUMMM.... Not really...... No one wants to hear about it..... Does anyone really care what we type in these things ????........... I dont really Know! Is it fun to read about other people life and thier drama , thier hurt, thier pain............ Yup ! Why? cause it takes our mind off of ours. Do we honestly feel sympathay for them..........Probally NOT...empathy? Maybe. I guess I am just in one of those BLAH moods today.. Nothing really going on that would get people excited to read the blog, Honestly no real reason to type one out other than why NOT?? It's just weird not having alot of drama going on at home or at work everything is to calm...and that alone scares me to death. How can we function without watching everything we do. Isnt it hard

No Submit Button
Some peoples pages the submit button isnt showin on their comment if you just click outside the box after you commit you can press enter and it will submit your comment.Thought this might help whoever didnt know.

No Surprise
“It is no surprise to me that hardly anyone tells the truth about how they feel. The smart ones keep themselves to themselves for good reason. Why would you want to tell anyone anything that's dear to you? Even when you like them and want nothing more than to be closer than close to them? It's so painful to be next to someone you feel strongly about and know you can't say the things you want to.” ~Henry Rollins

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Due to recent developments,Starting later today I will be removing everyone thats on one list or another.I you want to stay on my list please let me know by posting a reply here.All my friends,fans and family,you know who you are.You all have others you would like to talk with and I don't want to bother anyone.

No Surgery Today?
We have been here all week-end with very little news, only that surgery is a must, but when we got no clues. Then last night we were told for sure tomorrow, to find out they must put it off again with great sorrow. But they feel it is the best and ordered lots of tests, the results of one might bring bad news, they think he now may be HIV positive. If so it will explain why he's had to have so many surgeries, but it will bring our family many more worries. Mind you I am not talking overall fears, no, I am talking his deterating health and extra medical care. I am talking many more hospital visits, until his body decides to call it quits. The sadness the loss of him will bring the family, but even more, the emptiness it will bring to me. I will be happy for him that he won't suffer any more, but he's been my lofe, so for me what will be in store. Oh well, that is enough of my woes, it is time for tests so I will let you go.

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And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life 'Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am.... (goo goo dolls)

No Subject...jus Read It...
I asked God and God said NO Current mood: happy I asked God to take away my pride and God said, "No." He said it was not for Him to take it away, but for me to give it up. I asked God to heal my disease and God said, "No." He said, "Your spirit is whole, your body is only temporary. Through your afflictions you will learn to help others who also suffer." I asked God to grant me patience and God said, "No." He said that patience is a by-product of tribulation. It isn't granted; it's earned. I asked God to give me happiness and God said, "No." He said that He gives blessings; happiness is up to me. I asked God to spare me pain and God said, "No." He said, "Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to me." I asked God to make my spirit grow and God said, "No." He said that I must grow on my own, but He will prune me to make me fruitful. I asked God if He loved me and God said, "Yes." He said, "I gave my only Son who died for you

No Such Thing As Love
Two strangers waiting for an end too proud to hold each others hand along the shadows path a whisper sparks a dream I hear the voices the voices as they scream there is no such thing as love no such thing as love. Am I drowning? your eyes have lost their shape Have I fallen? this world seems out of place I see you touching me but I can't feel your skin Your lips are moving yet I don't hear a thing I hope I'm not fading my flesh won't turn to dust I pray that I'm not craving a world that has too much am I dreaming a river of blood above? are you screaming there's no such thing as love? no such thing as love no such thing as love Two strangers waiting for an end Too proud to hold each others hand.

No Such Thing
you can try your best not to cry... you can beg all you want its worth the try... you can tell him you love him that you cant forget him... but he wont take it seriously... you can search forever to find a love with no tears involved... but that not possible... try to find "Mr.Right" but all you'll ever do it think & cry day and night... i wont hurt you i wont make you cry so they say... but then they do as they say they wont...

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This is one of the kindest things I've ever experienced. I have no way to know who sent it, but there is a beautiful soul working in the dead letter office of the US postal service. Our 14 year old dog, Abbey, died last month. The day after she died, my 4 year old daughter Meredith was crying and talking about how much she missed Abbey. She asked if we could write a letter to God so that when Abbey got to heaven, God would recognize her. I told her that I thought we could, so she dictated these words: Dear God, Will you please take care of my dog? She died yesterday and is with you in heaven. I miss her very much. I am happy that you let me have her as my dog even though she got sick. I hope you will play with her. She likes to play with balls and to swim. I am sending a picture of her so when you see her. You will know that she is my dog. I really miss her. Love, Meredith. We put the letter in an envelope with a picture of Abbey and Meredith and addressed i

No Support
Here is the deal. I am taking CNA classes. Well it seems that the people that should be supporting me aren't. Infact some of them are saying that I am going to flunk out our drop out.Now mind u have not given any of them any reason what so ever to say things like that. So, I am a little unsure and annoyed about all this. I work hard for everything that I have now and everything that I will have in the future. I suppose the thing for me to do is to do well in the class and graduate and prove to everyone that they are wrong.

No Surrender
Twenty nine years, of blood, sweat, and tears. I've won and I've lost, and I've faced many fears. I walked a lonely road, to get me where I am. No one beside me, no one to hold my hand. I've lived out some dreams, and some fantasies too. I've seen and done things, I thought I'd never do! I've had my heart broken, and I've felt my heart soar. I've loved, and I've laughed, and I've made a mighty roar! I left my mark, on those that I love. A place in their heart, where I fit like a glove. I've been knocked down, oh so many many times. I always get back up, and and give the devil back his dime! It's the fighter held within me, a spirit that just won't die! No matter how you hurt me, I'll look you eye to eye. Call me your names, and spit in my face. Nothing can stop me, no one can take my place! I fight like a champion, a winner indeed. This warrior does'nt follow, instead he take the lead! I hurt like we all do, but I'm different than most. I was made t

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so i'm sitting here and i have relized,many things you hear or see may nt be what you think they are. So i start wondering why on earth, how on earth do we get all these ideas in our head, like when you meet someone and you really like them ur like omg this could be it, what were we programed with as childern to make us think that way? Or when we see a fight we eather stop and stare or look away, why dont we try to help in some way, if u see a guy hit his woman y nt try to stop it? But as a whole this world has been tought to turn a blind eye to all things "disturbing".honstly how many of us are truley trying to raise our kids differantly than the way we were?

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hah i madeyou cliiick it if i didn't then. fuck off um.. not really much to say.. i'm bored and i feel like making a blog. these things are usually pointless anyways so hah. .. i laugh for unknown reasons.

No Such Thing As The Perfect Man
Okay well for my first 30 years I have been weak. I've allowed people , especially men, walk all over me. Ive been lied to, cheated on, used, manipulated, and I am tired of it. I am here to stand my ground now. I am going to harden my heart. I would rather be alone for the rest of my life than to be treated like shit. So guys, listen up, if all you want is to use and abuse, and if all you want is a piece of ass, or a place to stay, food to eat, money in your pocket, well I am not gonna help you, not anymore, look elsewhere.

No Sugar For Me - I'm Sweet Enough!
So I'm officially ill. I have been for a while. I knew something was up, but I thought it was just getting old, or down to my drinking! For the last year or so, I've been tired all the time. Not that kind where a good nights sleep will sort you out, or a couple of resting days off work would cure, but a complete draining tiredness. Like being emotionally spent. Just fucking knackered!! That and losing concentration, loss of memory, getting so fat that a whole new wardrobe is needed and a bit of a depression. Plus, always thirsty and needing the toilet and the odd dizzy spell. My doctor is a harsh bitch, no other word for her! She thinks sick people are a waste of time and interfere with her day! She told me I had to stop smoking, halve my drinking & that I was, and this is the official medical term, Very Obese!! Its the one thats between Clinically obese and Morbidly obese!! So basiclly she said I was a fat drunk and to sort me life out! But she did send me for some blood t

No Such Thing As Instant Popularity.
There is no such thing as instant popularity. No one ever became popular overnight. Popularity is something that must be earned by paying dues, just like in any social club. So don’t make the mistake of acting as if you think you’re better than other popular people who have been at the game longer than you have. They’ve earned their popularity through hard work and commitment and deserve your respect. Once you’ve earned your popularity, they will repay you in kind.

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Wow I'm just having bad luck. My grandfather is in the ICU and probably won't make it out of the hospital alive, he has prostate, lyphnode, and lyrnx cancer, my grandmother has mouth cancer, and my boyfriend is moving to Michigan. Well my life is just so great right now. I wonder when I'm gonna get some good news, probably not anytime soon, and this really sucks ass.

No Subject.. Dont Need One
A woman at the nightclub Crobar on Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood, with Progesterex, which is essentially a small sterilization pill. The drug is now being used by rapists at parties to rape and sterilize their victims. Progesterex is available to vets to sterilize large animals. Rumor has it that Progesterex is being used together with Rohypnol, the date rape drug. As with Rohypnol, all they have to do is drop it into the girls drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning, of all that had taken place the night before. Progesterex, which dissolves in drinks just as easily, is such that the victim doesn't conceive from the rape and the rapist needn't worry about having a paternity test identifying him months later. The drugs effects are not temporary- They are perman

No Such P3rson 3xist
I've always wanted someone To be with me through it all Someone to risk their very life Even if it led to their own fall You might think it is selfish But for others I am right there I deserve someone to love me Not one who pretends they care I've always wanted someone To listen to me while I talk Someone who will not judge But encourage while I walk You might think I am crazy But there is more that I give I deserve the perfect friend Because I just want to live I've always wanted someone To understand how I still feel Someone who will listen to me Because they know it is real You might think I am insane Or that the thought is absurd Why wouldn't I want a friend To listen when I am not heard I've always wanted someone Who'd sit with me for a while And when I am breaking down That person can make me smile You might think I am strange But I never found a real friend I deserve the true relationship One that will stick until the end I've alwa

No Surprises As China Leads Men’s Qualifying
No surprises as China leads men’s qualifying Yang Wei sits on one of the parallel bars, Zou Kai puts his hand out of bounds and China makes enough little mistakes to drive a gymnastics coach to the chalk barrel. Yet there the Chinese were, not only topping the standings in men’s qualifying Saturday, but doing it by a ridiculous margin. Reigning Olympic champ Japan is supposed to be China’s biggest obstacle, and it was five points back in second place. European champion Russia, South Korea and world bronze medalist Germany—none of them came close. And the Americans? They had a great day and still finished nine points behind in sixth place. “The whole team is united and very confident,” Li Xiaopeng said. “So we hope our strong performance will continue.” Hear that guys? Consider yourself warned. “China and Japan, they will fight for gold and silver, and the other teams will fight for the bronze,” said Germany’s Fabian Hambuechen, who finished second to Yang in the overall scoring.

No Surprises Here...
How Pagan Are You? Your Result: Real Deal You understand that Paganism is a positive and life-affirming nature based spiritual path with leaders but no rulers, teachers but no gurus or masters, and teachings but no dogma. You also know that Pagan isn't something you become. Being Pagan is awakening to who you are as a Child of Mother NatureWannabe Not How Pagan Are You?Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

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Deep inside the empty space. I fill it will love and passion. I treat myself each day with a smile. I have learned that a cluttered desk is the sign of a cluttered mind. When I organize my thoughts, I tend to notice a weakness about myself. Once the weakness is defined, rather than cater to its needs, I replace the weakness with a strength. Seems though when I do this, people say "wow you are an odd person". But what people fail to realize is, each time you mention something you notice about me, it helps do nothing but simply build my character. Defining "Kyle" would take a novel to type. Those that have chosen to get to know me, have defined me in their own way. Does this mean I have many qualities? Or could it simply be that those who get to know me, pick and choose which characteristics they want to love and cherish? How is it that a person becomes an entity with no middle ground? Those people that know me, either choose to love me dearly, or choose to hate me. I am content with goi

No Subject...random!
...If vegetable oil is made with veggies, what the heck is baby oil made with?????? ...if "they" say that you get wiser with age, who are "they" and how do "they" know that I'm any wiser or not???

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***Begin long winded typing*** So as many of you know by now that I have two children. One of which I have full custody of (my 9 year old daughter). My son is by a different mother whom I left in January of 2006 due her mental illnesses causing problems between us. She refused to continue seeing her psychologist and to take her medications. So obviously she crashed and burned mentally. Well I live about 15 to 20 minutes away from the Busch Gardens theme park in Williamsburg, VA. Every two years, my father & mother, daughter, son, myself, and two of our neighbors each get the 2 year seasons pass. Well last year, my son's mother Cathy, purchased a 2 year season pass for my son. She decided to go with the EZPay plan which lets you pay $12 a month for 24 months rather than paying the whole 200 and some odd dollars upfront for the pass. Well yesterday I asked Cathy if I could borrow Jonah's pass because we all wanted to go up to Busch today. She explained to me that she needed me to

No Subject Really....
You will miss me when Im gone One day you will see I wasnt as bad as you thought, just a lonely soul You couldve wiped the tears I cried After all they were yours I never had the loving arms around me when I hurt I wiped my tears alone I wasnt the cold hearted btch you thought after all I have feelings Noone bothered to check them

No Surprise
I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round And now I think that I've got it all down And as I say it louder, I love how it sounds Cause I'm not taking the easy way out Not wrappin' this in ribbons Shouldn't have to give a reason why Chorus It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow I can't believe that I stayed till today Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise It came out like a river once I let it out When I thought that I wouldn't know how Held onto it forever, just pushing it down Felt so good to let go of it now Not wrapping this in ribbons Shouldn't have to give a reason why Chorus It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow I can't believe that I stayed till today There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow There's nothing here in this soul left to say Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow God knows we tried to find an easier way Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow But I know in time we'll find

No Such Thing
"twice the legal limit"... There is an AP story out now ,and I am paraphrasing, that says ex-NFL quarterback's blood alcohol content was twice the legal limit. Another example of misleading and stupid stories ,since there is no such thing as a "legal limit" when you are drinking within the privacy of your own home. Like him or not, I mean c'mon the guy was murdered and AP is writing stories about his BAC and linking him by tangent means to make it seem like he was in the wrong. The guy was asleep...ASLEEP ...when his girlfriend shot him in the chest and head. He was drinking at home....and AP has the freaking gall to say his BAC was "twice the legal limit". Another example of how useless the normal news media actually is. They have turned into "entertainment news".

No Superman
I am no superman No man of steel, I am not super human Not endowed with special powers I have no heart of stone Nor feet of clay I am human Prick my finger, see me bleed I am no angel Nor am I devil I am not inhuman Not devoid of emotion I am just a man Ordinary, average Unremarkable With hopes and dreams Plans and aspirations And a heart to give When I meet her

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The day begin as all the restand ended just the same.boringto be born-a shame a costumehis sham my name…AdornSo I woke this morning, the glory of the morning sun ,greeted me as if it greets everyone…lovethe lightlast night’s fightyou go to bed as if nothing’s wrongand wake as if anything is right.How could you!?How do I?we search for truthyet live in a lie?come and goand passing.B’ bye…marking signs across your chestwarding off the evil eye.Talk about things no one wants to hear, you do alot of talking to yourself…And talking to yourself, yourself does all the talking and no one is there to listen-soo you talk and listenand at the same tymeimprint feelings of imageryput in the storage of your mind.what systemnone that I findI get lost sidetracked and fall behind…and then I come here-this place I have previously been…I lose the door shut close behind meand do not know which one I came in…I look at my feet-for brought me

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Starts with a purr,till monsieur served hearts on a skewer and spawned her into becoming a monster!!Looking for a cure to sponsor??As she spreads like a cancer since she came off the pants and pranced like a pather!!some fu's still lookin for answers.2 girls from rival internet gangs..talking survival from pussy with fangs..upon arrival both sling some slang to explain needing bling to get banged.Chance to advance their fufame and change the color in their name.. Nefarious for caring less about the ample size of them there breast.HaterX thinks it hilarious when you do the damsel in distress..put you in a sample you detest about how you got trampled by your own breast:P Be superb to observe Obscure acting absurd??On cam shitting a turd!teach said turd to flip you the bird!!Ummmmmmm..Maybe down in the lounge he could be lured where we'd flic pix so quick they blurr,,then from realness he'd be curedCan't sweep me with the people..I creep to the peep hole!!No sleep

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I believe I have more questions when it comes to typing these blogs than anything else. I dont understand love and relationships. I wonder if Im relationship material or if Im not meant to be in a relationship. I mean how long should a person wait for someone? How long should someone be patient to be with that person that they love oh so much? How understanding should a person be for the one that they want to be with? Yes they say you should be patient and wait for them but how long should that wait be? How long should you go without hearing from them before thinking otherwise? This is all why I dont think relationships are for me. Im so sorry for saying this but I feel like im hurting right now because Im not hearing from you and Im not sure what to think. Im the type of person who tries not think otherwise. Im a very patient person and im very understanding. Sometimes I think maybe Im too understanding and too patient at times if not all the time, lol. But, seriously what

No Swearing! Lol
ok..just to let you know..i love to think..yes, i am a thinker..lol every once in a while something will come across my attention..and it will stay in my mind..so from now on when i start thinking on something i will use this blog to talk about it..and i would like some input!! do you disagree with me or not?? seriously, i really like peoples opinions. so dont be shy=) This blog is about swearing on the bible..the courts make you do it! should you have to? i say no..let me tell you why! Why swear on something that tells you not to swear?? in the bible Matthews 5:33-37 it says this : Again, you have heard that it was said to the people long ago, 'Do not break your oath, but keep the oaths you have made to the Lord.' 34But I tell you, Do not swear at all: either by heaven, for it is God's throne; 35or by the earth, for it is his footstool; or by Jerusalem, for it is the city of the Great King. 36And do not swear by your head, for you cannot make even one hair white or black. 37Simp

Nosy Ex Bf Said Sorry, And Backed The F**k Off, Lol!
My NOSY EX BF SAID SORRY, AND BACKED THE F**K OFF, LOL! I told him in my nasty pissed off email that if he didnt start minding his own damn business, i was gonna stop talking to him anymore. (and basically end the friendship.) So Today I got some shouts from him on my shotbox saying "Im sorry" "You are right" "I need to mind my own business" "I will never bring it up again". "sorry again" (He backed off REAL quick! I just started laughing in my head. That asshole learned his role real quick. (Its like "KNOW YOUR ROLE"! LOL) Anyways.... I dont wanna be dealing with anymore of that bullshit anytime soon. Or Todd can kiss my friendship goodbye. (nosy inconsiderate and rude jerk.) LMAO.

Nosy People
Is what i want to know how is that my family can just go through my stuff on the computer with out using the home computer im looking for answers if someone could help me and please show me how they are doing it and find things out,that would be a great help for me because im so tired of people getting on my nerves and going through my stuff,so im asking anyone out there could please help me out and so that i can get to the bottom of this once for all,Please leave me answers and i"ll be glad to get back to you.I just need help all at once thank you

No Sympathy For The Devil...
“No sympathy for the devil; keep that in mind. Buy the ticket, take the ride...and if it occasionally gets a little heavier than what you had in mind, well...maybe chalk it off to forced conscious expansion: Tune in, freak out, get beaten.” ― Hunter S. Thompson, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas

Nosy Fuzz
I don't get why some ppl are so worried about who gives who what or why..Then they go around calling ppl bling whores or point whores ummm it's a game that you need points duhh and if it were'nt for the so called bling whores this place would'nt be here..just because you don't say what you want in your sbb does'nt mean you don't lie and attack them in their sb or pm..Iy's kind of sad that some friends have actually left because of this nonsense..Just be a frikken friend and don't worry what others do or say..Just mind your own geez..As long as it does'nt come out of THEIR own pocket they should keep their noses out of it too..juss saying..BYW my friends are the best I love them to death and blessed I have met a few and hope to meet some others..Have fun on fu

Not
Not Not to waste a dance Not to waste a dream Not to waste a moment In this eerie, black lit scene Not to be a fool Not to cast disparage Not to let my ego Grow uncomfortably large Not to follow rabbits Not to wake the king Not to trust the cat When the Queen is smiling Not to play with fire Not to run afoul Not to trust the Blue-man Or he who wears the cowl Not to know tomorrow Not to know today Not to separate the past From another yesterday Not to hunt tomorrow Not to chase the past Not to founder feverously E’en though the die is cast Not again to frolic Not again to play Not again to feel remorse For a future gone astray Not to be a bother Not to be a pain Not to leave a black mark A name without a stain Not to believe in omens Not to chart the stars Not to heed the prophets Who fill the alley bars Not to file like fodder Not to wear the yoke of kine Not to e’er surrender Or sell this soul of mine Not to fear th

Not
im not looking for love, im not even waiting for it... im just looking for the adventure, the goodmorning with a smile, with a partner in crime to share a big piece of pie. im looking for the smart ass that will pretend that doesnt have idea about what im talking about even when i'll be probablly wrong. already have the lesson of my life with love, marriage, white dresses and fairy tales. now im looking for the real thing, the freedom of love and the lovely freedom hahaha. I cant belive in love, im not that naive, or at least i think im not, just stupid when i fall in love, so iwill not look for love or anything that could seems , smells , or feels like love. im always nice, i always smile with everyone, and for those insecure bitches freaks haters that came once in a while, I LOVE EVERYONE, AND I ALWAYS USE SWEET WORDS WITH THE PERSONS THAT I LIKE OK? if u cant deal with the fact that ur man will have female friends.....get a life. so , everyone, or no one reading this right now,

Not A Good Day
Last night I got some bad news. A soldier in my husbands unit lost his life. He is leaving behind is wife. Its makes things worse that he was close friends with my husband. So i dont know what to say. ive been crying, my husband has been upset and i cant be there to hold him. I hate deployments but every wife knows that there is nothing that can be done. Please pray for the fallen soldier and his family

Not A Good Day
Last night I got some ba news. A soldier in my husbands unit lost his life. He is leaving behind is wife. Its makes things worse that he was close friends with my husband. So i dont know what to say. ive been crying, my husband has been upset and i cant be there to hold him. I hate deployments but every wife knows that there is nothing that can be done. Please pray for the fallen soldier and his family

"not As Innocent As I Look"
"Not As Innocent As I Look" Treat me rough pull my hair spank my ass while it's turned up in the air make me swallow till it's gone Treat me rough Because I can't get enough Copywrite:4/1/05 ~Princess-

Not Again
Not Again.... I knew I was in trouble when she noteced me. Almost any time we passed eachother, going to classes or the dining hall, she was oblivious to my presance. But this time, as I saw her outside the dorm, she flashed a grin that looked posativily evil. Late that night, I had forgotten all about it while watching Star Trek in the launge with some friends. She came in the door, looked around, and sat down on a couch far from the TV. You wouldn't think, seing her in her plaid flanel shirt and her loos fitting jeans, but I knew that underneath was a fine looking woman. She had long, black, waivy hair, and deep brown eyes. Short and curvy, but through her baggy clothing you wouldn't know it. She didn't look at me when she sat, but I knew I was in for a long night. Star Trek ended, and my friends suspected things and nobody waited up for Letterman. I sat down next to her, and was treated to a rare smile that was warm but painfull to look at all the same. We talked alot, b

Not Allowed
AT FIRST GLANCE MY HEART SAID "YEA, HE'S MY TYPE" I SHOULD HAVE THOUGHT TWICE HE'S STILL ALIVE HIS KISS, HIS SMILE THE EVIL WITHIN WHAT A WASTE OF MY TIME BUT I ALLOWED HIM IN "YOU BROKE MY HEART" I WANTED TO SCREAM THERE I SAT IN SILENCE LIKE IT WAS A DREAM LOOKING BACK NOW I KNOW I WAS WRONG HIS WRISTS SHOULD HAVE BEEN SLIT INSTEAD OF MY OWN. SHARI PARKER 2005

Not Another Day
I'm headed on the 9:12 train from Georgia, going eastward toward L.A. Cause I can't stand to be away from you , not another day. They told me no to go after you, and you'd come back to me. But I can't believe a word they say, cause that's not what I see. Everywhere I turn I see your face, just starin back at me. Cause your image is stick in my head, and I can not shake it free. Eveyrwhere I go, Ihear your voice, in the back of my head. I'm sorry this is the way it is, were the last words you said I'm headed on the 9:12 train from Georgia, goin eastward toward L.A. Cause I can't stand to be away from you, not another day. I need someone like you in my life, to keep me goin strong. I've been without you and your love, for way way too long. You're the one that is meant for me, I know this for a fact. You're all that I can think about, while riding on this track. I will not stop until I've found you, and then when I do. I'll show

Not A Ho
Cheesy suggestive picture comments don't get you laid. They don't even get you friends requests. Atleast, I'd hope not anyway. Just thought I'd put that bit of knowledge out there. It is about as lame as whistling and yelling "hey baby!" out the car window at a chick who is walking on the sidewalk... only, potentially more pathetic. On a sidenote, if there is trouble to be made here, I will find it. Or it will find me, and it shall be accomplished. PS the non-suggestive, friendly comments are very much appreciated. Thanks guys!

Not A Muse D.
Not A muse D. Smooth typer how You move Them with Every Stroke of your keys.. How Vain .. How lame.. How stooopid.. ! How needy Can one be.... To think The words were written as if only for thee... Keywords will stroke An ego! Smooth typer with his skills He draws you in with his words That is how He makes his KILL. Dark eyed,..Fair Haired, Vanilla, Angel..SOULMATE..KREPTONITE.... ALL keywords to Amuse The MUSE... THE MUSE OF THE NIGHT. < don't Hate the PLAYER Hate The Game. > Forever your Best friend. But No Longer Stupid. xxx Ele

Not A Hallmark
Not a Hallmark These are cards you'll most likely never see on a Hallmark... "Looking back over the years that we've been together, I can't help but wonder:... What was I thinking?" "Congratulations on your wedding day!.... Too bad no one likes your wife." "How could two people as beautiful as you.... have such an ugly baby?" "I've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love.... After having met you, I've changed my mind." "I must admit, you brought Religion in my life.... I never believed in Hell until I met you." "As the days go by, I think of how lucky I am.... that you're not here to ruin it for me." "As you grow older, Mum, I think of all the gifts you've given me. Like the need for therapy..." "Thanks for being a part of my life!!!.... I never knew what evil was before this!" "Before you go,.... I would like you to take this knife out of my back. You'll probably need it again." "Someday I hope to get married.... but not to you

Not All Dumbs R Blondes
DUH lol Yesterday As I went to car After work There was this DARK Haired Business woman Who was All upset She kept clicking her car Remote and could not get her door to open. She looked at me and Said it WILL NOT OPEN.. I asked her to let me try.. I CLICKED ..nothing. Then I Gave her a LOOK.. tossed my BLONDEness out of my face.. WENT OVER AND STUCK THE KEY INTO THE DOOR. SEE NOT ALL DUMBS ARE BLONDES! Teehee

Not A Poem Of Mine Just A Song I Like Alot
nsync :gone not a big fan of them but i really like this song GONE By: *NSync Submitted By: ImJoezzloislane@aol.com, Gapstreetgirl123@aol.com, bettyboopx0x0@aol.com, MeL8575@hotmail.com From: http://www.nsyncstudio.com Last Corrected by: mixiemix@hotmail.com There's a thousand words that I could say To make you come home Oh, seems so long ago you walked away Left me alone I remember what you said to me You were acting so strange and maybe I was too blind to see That you needed a change Was it something I said To make you turn away? To make you walk out and leave me cold If I could just find a way To make it so that you were right here But right now.. I've been sitting here Can't get you off my mind I've tried my best to be a man and be strong I've drove myself insane Wishing I could touch your face But the truth remains.. You're gone.. You're gone.. Baby you're gone Girl you're gone, baby girl, you're gone.. You're gone.. You're... I don't

Not A Good Poem
Sucked deep into the void No time to be annoyed What I was has been destroyed Yet I remain the same Life happens hard and fast The dice roll once their cast Things I love aren’t meant to last Yet I can not be tame Wonder why I feel lost Was it ever worth the cost Run from love emotions tossed Yet I still wear the blame Do the fears consume the soul Is this why I can’t be whole Ask not for whom this bell does toll Yet I always feel the shame Try hard to give up the fight Try to live what is right The line blurs within my sight Yet unaware of what I became Unsure of what to do I just can’t let go of you All this is something new Yet I burn within the flame How you scare me so deep When you call me yours to keep And yet for you my heart does leap Yet I remain the same By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Not An Addict...
Breath it in and breath it out and pass it on it's almost out We're so creative and so much more We're high above, but on the floor It's not a habit, it's cool I feel alive If you don't have it your on the other side The deeper you stick it in your vein The deeper the thoughts there's no more pain I'm in heaven, I'm a god I'm everywhere, I feel so hot It's not a habit, it's cool I feel alive If you don't have it your on the other side I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie) It's over now, I'm cold, alone I'm just a person on my own Nothing means a thing to me Oh, nothing means a thing to me Free me, leave me Watch me as I'm going down Free me, see me Look at me I'm falling And I'm falling......... It is not a habit, it is cool I feel alive I feel....... It is not a habit, it is cool I feel alive I'm not an addict, I'm not an addict, I'm not an addict.

Not A Poem Just Erotic Writing
We meet at the door. I kiss you and you are sweet. the gentle softness of your skin is so enticing. I hold you in our heated embrace. My heart races at the thoughts of those things I want to do to you. I am carried away on thoughts of your naked body next to mine. Of fondling your breast and sucking the nipple. Of using my tongue in circles around the nipples. Of nibbling your ears and neck. Of slow kisses that lead me on down. Of the pleasure I will feel as I circle you pussy with my firm tongue.. As I flick it hard against your clit... as I feel your g spot with my finger. Working slowly at first and then faster as I see you respond.. How I love the look of ecstasy as it comes of your face... I lick harder and faster to bring you there... I know your getting there because you begin to grind into my face... I love it yes baby use me... you push my face into it harder and I am thrilled with knowing you will soon explode... your orgasm is cumming and I taste your juices beg

Not A Bad Idea
The words I say fall on deaf ears. I could scream in your face and you still wouldn't hear. Wouldn't hear my voice dripping with pain, shaking with anger, thick with disdain. My voice choked by sobs, hoarse from the strain of screaming at you but it's all just in vain. You don't hear a word that comes out of my mouth. Maybe you'll hear the door as I finally walk out.

Not A Slave!
My dad treats me like a fucking slave... and my poor mother. He yells and doesnt appoligize even though he is wrong. Maybe mom and i should get an appartment. YEAH! omg that would be sweet we respect each other and she know i go out and party... she makes fun of me for it. And if she wanted to i totally would. But I get up and was going to talk to mom who was in the kitchen and he says get me a beer. GAH thats how its been my whole freaking life. I hate beer so much I cant understand why people drink it and like it soo much. My mom got home while i was in the shower and dad started to play sick because the whole day he was fine until a half an hour ago and no hes 'stuffed up'. GRRRR FAKERS SUCK! And even last night dad was bitching about something. He always yells at mom for something. Like when she snores he jabs her in the ribs and yells at her to go on her side. A little too ruff if you ask me. I mean wear ear plugs for crying out loud! I duno if dad got off the drugs and alco

Not Always .... But
What does Marriage and A Hurricane have in common ??? Both start out exciting Just fine for a while A lot of sucking and blowing Things change Things then turn scary In the end you will most likely lose your house and possessions

Not All Of This Is True
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! You're all about sweetness, sunshine, and smiles. We've never met anyone nicer than you. Actually, we wouldn't be surprised to come across you sitting in a peaceful green meadow, surrounded by adorable baby animals eating out of your hand whilst your halo shines in the sun. Ah, we're just taking the mickey. But you are awfully good. Certainly, you may have dipped your toe in the naughty pool once or twice, but you generally stay in the shallow end, leaving the deep waters to the leather-and- nude-magazine crowd. It's all well and good to follow the straight and narrow, but it's okay to walk on the wild side once in a while, too. Have a drink. Organise a practical joke. Go to a strip club. Trust us - as long as no one gets hurt, it's fun to be bad! your Naughty! wild thing! Are you Naughty or nice

Not A Poem, Song Lyrics, But Poetic And True...at Least When I Heard Them
Alone again tonight, without someone to love the stars are shining bright, so one more wish goes up oh I wish I may, and I wish with all my might for the love I'm dreaming of, and missing in my life. You'd think that I could find a true love of my own happens all the time with people that I've known their wishes all come true, so I've got to believe there's still someone out the who was meant for only me guess I must be wishing on someone else's star seems like someone else keeps getting what I'm wishing for why can't I be as lucky as those other people are? guess I must be wishing on someone else's star I sit here in the dark and stare up at the sky and I can't give my heart one good reason why everywhere I look it's lovers that I see seems like everyone's in love with everyone but me guess I must be wishing on someone else's star seems like someone else keeps getting what I'm wishing for why can't I be as lucky as those other people are? guess I must be wishi

Not A Good Day
Today was not a good day for me today. The day started off all wrong. It rained this morning and then I had friends calling me very early in the morning. I leave and go to work and my manager is not acting rite. She is 4 months pregnant and she was getting on everyone's last nerve today just because the head people will be here to inspect the store in the morning when we get there. She wanted us to do everything from putting clothes out to cleaning the bathroom, the stock room, under the registers, plus mopping and sweeping the floor. I felt like snapping on people today and the customers were no better. I just hope tomorrow will be a better day.

Not All Temptation Is Worth Surrendering To
Tempting Surrender The one who offers himself is not the one I want. He lacks those things I see in you, those things with which you've tightly bound my heart. His laughter doesn't bring a smile to spread across my face. Nor does his voice cause my heart to sing. There is nothing here connecting him to me. No shared moments of tears and trust with which to win my heart. Each time he looks into my eyes and reaches for my hand I search in vain for anything to which I can cling. I could close my eyes pretending he were you and lose myself to passion he'd quietly slip away never to be the wiser to the game which I had played. Longing, as I do, to feel myself with you, makes this moment tempting to surrender to a lovers touch. It would be a moment filled with disappointment. He's not the one I want, I'll not settle for less than you. I'll surrender only to the passion of my heart.

Not All Heroes Are People...
James Crane worked on the 101st floor of Tower 1 of the World Trade Center . He is blind so he has a golden retriever named Daisy. After the plane hit 20 stories below, James knew that he was doomed, so he let Daisy go, out of an act of love. She darted away into the darkened hallway. Choking on the fumes of the jet fuel and the smoke James was just waiting to die. About 30 minutes later, Daisy comes back along with James' boss, who Daisy just happened to pick up on floor 112. On her first run of the building, she leads James, James' boss, and about 300 more people out of the doomed building. But she wasn't through yet, she knew there were others who were trapped. So, highly against James' wishes she ran back in the building. On her second run, she saved 392 lives. Again she went back in. During this run, the building collapses. James hears about this and falls on his knees into tears. Against all known odds, Daisy makes it out alive, but this time she is carried b

“not Another Virus”
“Not Another Virus” *** VIRUS ALERT *** If you receive an email entitled "Bad times" delete it immediately. Do not open it! It will not only erase everything on your hard drive, but it will also delete anything on disks within 20 feet of your computer. It demagnetizes the stripes on ALL of your credit cards. It reprograms your ATM access code, screws up the tracking on your VCR and uses subspace field harmonics to scratch any CD's you attempt to play. It will re-calibrate your refrigerator's coolness settings so all your ice cream melts and your milk curdles. It will program your phone autodial to call only your mother-in-law's number. This virus will mix antifreeze into your fish tank. It will drink all your beer. It will leave dirty socks on the coffee table when you are expecting company. Its radioactive emissions will cause your toe jam and bellybutton fuzz (be honest, you have some) to migrate behind your ears. It will replace your shampoo with Nair

Not A Game
Friendship is not a Game to Play Friendship is not a game to play, It is not a word to say, It doesn't start on March and ends on May, It is tomorrow, yesterday, today and everyday. Moon said to me to leave your friend Moon said to me, if ur friend is not messaging u why dont you leave ur friend.I looked at moon and said does ur sky ever leave u when u dont shine. Age appears to be best in some things Age appears to be best in some things. Old wood best to burn. Old books best to read. Old rice best to eat and old friends best to keep God picked up a flower God picked up a flower and dipped it in a DEW, lovingly touched it which turned in to u, and the he gifted to me and said, THIS FRIEND IS 4U. To live a life To live a life i need heartbeat, 2 have heartbeat i need a heart, 2 have heart i need happiness, to have happiness i need a friend, and 4 a friend i need U.ALWAYS True friends r like morning True friends are like mornings, u cant have them the w

Not A Tear
This is not a tear. This is my love for you, My sorrow for us, And my hatred for me. It's tragic that Whatever we would've had Has slipped away, Out of reach. I try to recall The moment I realized I was in love, and the moment I realized I wasn't. This world I was in Lay within my head But reality has slapped Me in the face. This is not a tear. It is my sorrow for me, My love for us, And my hatred for you.

Not A Lot
Music Video:ROMPE (by Daddy Yankee)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone i dont have much to bitch about yet. havent really done anything but eat and sleep and it's only 12:45 pm. i got homework tho... julia was here. yea, julia is my ex's lil sis. she's cool tho. i made us raviolis cuz SOMEONE (cough cough josh) made me think about raviolis and pesto last nite. i craved them...dammit josh! lol i wish i could relive friday night. omfg it was sooo much fun! cept for the waking up every time i shifted that night...but i mean it was a rave, it was fun. they also put in some rap stuff and FINALLY played daddy yankee at the end. me and sophie and ron were like going crazy lol. it was "gasolina" and "rompe" (song above) and so i was poppin and singing lol, me and ron were singing. it was sooooooo much fun!! but now most of my muscles hurt/are stiff so i'm so slow. lol sucks...cuz i'll lay down or something and then get up and i cant move cuz my calfs are so so

Not A Joke This Time
Well, we THOUGHT we were out of heating oil for the past 3 weeks, but it turns out we had 60 gallons, I had rapped on the tank and it sounded empty. So we got a full tank now, but still no heat till about 11 tomorrow when the heater repair guy who was already scheduled to show up anyway comes to check our whole system and rebuild the firing chamber. By the time he leaves we're guarenteed to have heat. It's been getting down to 8-9 degrees at night and we still have snow on the ground. My roommate got money back today, since the tank only took 45 gallons, and she'd prepaid for 100, she got $140 back and went christmas shopping. So now we have christmas lights up around my two new front windows and she bought a fake tree and ornaments. The tree came with it's own lights. So now it kinda looks like christmas around here. Today christmas lights, tomorrow, HEAT. And today I found out that within a week or two I will have $4000 AND I also got notified that the class action suit

Not A Morning Person!
I woke early one morning, the earth lay cool and still. When suddenly a tiny bird, perched on my window sill. He sang a song so lovely, so carefree and so gay. That slowly all my troubles began to slip away. He sang of far off places, of laughter and of fun. It seemed his very chirping, brought up the morning sun. I stirred beneath the covers, crept slowly out of bed. I gently shut the window, and crushed his fucking head. I'm not a morning person.

Not A Tale...
but... a tale of woe? LOL A few years back, several now that I thin about it, I ran into a site that was www.spiderbaby.com The tag was The Gothic Cumslut It was a great site, I was subscribed for some time, then let it go and would visit the site for updates from time to time. This woman was Gorgeous! She was very into costumes (My two favorite where vampire and catwoman) but she also played a naughty nun, school girl, cop, etc etc etc. She updated fairly regularly, pics, videos, etc Sometimes it was also very plain jane stuff... one such was her reading a book, hubby (the cameraman) came around the corner, pulled it out, she sucked him off til he came then went back to reading. planned or not, it was HOT Sadly, this site died awhile back... just "We had fun, see ya later!" no word as to why or what happened. Nadda This still makes me very sad. I sometimes wonder about she and he, if they are okay. It sounds stupid to say that but i do think about it. Did they m

Not All Poems Uplift
agony In the rush to become what is ideal failing to think about what I feel working so hard to live up to expectation see the thing I became for others elation loosing all that I held dear giving in to all for sake of fear beholding the path that I had taken Feeling so lost, alone, and forsaken price paid in blood and sweat held cheap too high a price when the pain cuts so deep lesson learned and change given its due be true to myself and no one else new guard and beware of those called friend trust in no one until life is at an end selfish uncaring masses live and turn to dust believing the lie that the world is just By R. Thomas Dinsmore Beloved Deceitful wretch The deceitful wretch telling me lies Thinking them to be a comforting disguise Counting upon my gullibility Believing that through them I can not see Telling me lies of love and our content Acting as if it was heaven sent To be there always by my side Yet in the shadows the wretch do

Notable People That Went To My High School
Tom DeLonge -- Vocalist and guitarist of the punk-rock bands blink-182, Boxcar Racer and Angels and Airwaves Jud Buechler -- Former NBA Player with several teams (most notably for the Chicago Bulls championship teams with Michael Jordan) Phil Plantier -- Former Major League Baseball player Stephanie Seymour -- Victoria's Secret model Marvel Wynne II -- soccer defender, who currently plays for Red Bull New York of Major League Soccer. Wynne played two years of college soccer at UCLA, where he was named first team All-American in 2005, and was part of the Under-20 team at the 2005 World Youth Championship. Travis Barker -- Drummer of many bands: The Aquabats, Blink-182, The Transplants, Boxcar Racer, +44 Tug McGraw -- Former Major League Baseball relief pitcher Drew Wahlroos -- Linebacker for the St. Louis Rams Joseph Vogel -- Prominent dog trainer, fashion designer and poet. Trained legendary Border Collie, "Sunday's Surprise", and wrote, "Which Way Is Up?", a collection

Not A Day Goes By
It has almost been 5 months since u left us to go home! Not a day goes by that I dont wish I could hear your voice just one more time to see your smile to be hugged and feel like I was in the most peaceful spot in the world in my bestfriends arms. Some many things I wanted to say and never got the chance. Though I know I am one of the lucky ones for I know what it is like to be loved by you and to know how your smile could warm a room it doesnt take back the fact that I will never be able to see those things again... Christmas was hard this year because I know that Katie and Kylie needed u with them and that Katie felt very alone without you!! I know that it takes time to heal all wounds I just wish the one that my soul is trying to heal from now which is my lose of you would hurry up and mend alittle. I know where u are there is no unhapppiness but for those of us left behind we will forever hurt until the day we can join you.. I try every day to be strong and

Not An Addict
Not An Addict - k's choice Breathe it in and breathe it out And pass it on, it's almost out We're so creative, so much more We're high above but on the floor It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive If you don't have it you're on the other side The deeper you stick it in your vein The deeper the thoughts, there's no more pain I'm in heaven, I'm a god I'm everywhere, I feel so hot It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive If you don't have it you're on the other side I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie) It's over now, I'm cold, alone I'm just a person on my own Nothing means a thing to me (Nothing means a thing to me) It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive If you don't have it you're on the other side I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie) Free me, leave me Watch me as I'm going down Free me, see me Look at me, I'm falling and I'm falling. It is not a habit, it is cool I feel alive I feel... It is not a habit, it is cool I feel alive It

Not Again...
ok... i admit it... i was curious... i had to see the other night... so i checked out her page. i wasn't in the best state of mind... in fact i was downright depressed, upset, and scared. and when i feel threatened, i check out my enemy... i regret it... and now i know i'm gonna catch hell for it. i'm not trying to start shit... i'm not trying to do anything but reassure myself. believe me... it won't happen again. i think i may just leave CT all together... just so that i won't have to put up with it. i know she won't go away... and it's something that i'm unfortunately going to have to deal with. i didn't think it would bother me... him talking to her... but it does. i can't control him tho... i wouldn't even think of trying it. he has every right to talk to he wants to. it's just something that i'm going to have to live with and hope that it doesn't end up hurting me anymore than it already has. i know, i know.... i probably brought it upon myself. and again... i regret it. i don't

Not Alright
Able to smile able to laugh but as soon as she looks at that photograph tears run down her face and her heart begins to race she is reminded of you and forgets all that is true she never had a normal life all she ever knew was strife she loses what she loves and watches everyone fly away like doves she remembers her heart ache and she begins to feel it break her name was written on a rock another broken heart the world forgot she trys to stay in line so she manages to tell people she's fine she forces a smile because her real one has been gone for quite a while you know what you did admit it you killed her and i know you don't care for sure

Not Around So Much Anymore, Busy Busy Busy...
Seems I'm not around here to much anymore. Things are just so hectic around home right now. The movers will be here this Monday to pack up the house and take our things away to Fort Jackson. In some ways I'm looking forward to the move, it will get me within 6 hours of family and friends. However in other ways I'm scared to death, I HATE driving long distances... AHHHH but 'tis the gypsy lifestyle, some of you know exactly how that goes... At least I don't have to pack everything up myself, I should be thankful for that... Other than getting ready to move not to much else is goin' on around here... Christmas was good as was New Years. I did spend the majority of New Years day in the ER with my daughter though... While at the babysitters on New Years Eve she fractured her ankle, UGH!! Poor kid needs body armor, this is her 4th broken bone and she's only 10 (2 in her right foot, 2 in her right ankle and her pinky)... Guess that's about it for now, I have to get back to th

Not Again ....
Hey God it’s me again you’ve heard my cry before I’m the one who gave up on you when I thought you shut the door I’m the one who fought you each and everyday and the one who couldn’t even bow my head to pray I’m the one who cried each and every night hoping one day I would finally die I’m the one who would never let you in but every time I thought you failed me I got mad at you again I’m the one who fought you when you told me to obey and the one who said maybe tomorrow not today. But then one day you came and took me by the hand and told me it would be okay and that I needed to understand that never once did you give up on me or shut the door in my face, that when I felt that tug on my heart that was you in your place. That every time I ignored you I broke your heart in two and when I called on you your joy was renewed. But God I’m at that point again where I can’t take it anymore where something I can’t handle is festering in my core. Lord each time I call on you I feel so

Not A Bad Day
Start night standby tonight.. well started at 6pm and will go til 6am, will be like that for the next week yayyy. I only go in if called so im hopin my phone dont ring for a week unless its someone callin to say hi. Other then that both teams in the NFL thjat won today I wanted to win, so all in all a good day for me

Not A Fool
count the falling tears They fall before my eyes Seems like a thousand years Since we broke the ties I call you on the phone But never get a rise So sit there all alone Its time you realize Im not your fool Nobodys fool Im no fool Nobodys fool Never again, no, no You take your road, Ill take mine The paths have both been beaten Searchin for a change of pace Love needs to be sweetened I scream my heart out, just to make a dime And with that dime I bought your love But now Ive changed my mind Im not your fool Im no fool Nobodys fool Never again, Nobodys fool Im no fool I count the falling tears They fall before my eyes Seems like a thousand years Since we broke the ties

Not A Queen But Still A Wonderful Young Lady
Good Morning. Well that was a certainly fast moving weekend. Started out by picking the oldest up at the South Bend Airport Friday late afternoon and from there I rushed her back home to change and then we left for the High School basketball game in which Coloma pretty much was not a factor. They got a whipped like a thoroughbred by a thoroughbred. Lakeshore was rated #5 in class B so no contest. Manda was doing interviews and then dinner with the judges where all the girls get to mingle with the judges and ask questions and just sort of unwind. The funny thing is the dinner that was chosen for the girls was Chicken Wings….ok what kind of sick ass does that? Anyway I am thinking it was to see who was more proper in there eating of the often related to as a snack food and not a main course unless the judges wanted to find out who would order a beer with theirs…Anyway the evening went well for all the girls. The girls that were in the contest had to call it an early evening and we who we

Not A Contest.... Puh-lease Read Me
Ok so my sister is DJ~Queen in The Candy Shop... today is her first day DJ'ing so get your freckin ass in here! She starts at 3 and ends at 5 central time... show her the love I can't since ill be at work!!!! Become a member of the lounge too it rocks! ♥Mel

Not Always Easy.......
Meant To Be Some of our goals and dreams come to fruition so easily that it is as if an unseen hand has done much of the work for us. When this happens, we say it must have been meant to be. On the other hand, when dreams and goals require a tremendous amount of effort, we may interpret this to mean that our dream is not meant to be. However, difficulty is not necessarily a sign that our hopes and plans are ill-fated. On the contrary, difficulties and challenges along the path can be important parts of the project's overall meaning. When everything goes smoothly, we feel blessed by the universe, as if a fleet of angels is guiding and supporting our every move. When things are rough or ambiguous, we sometimes feel that we have been abandoned. And yet, the truth is that we are blessed in both cases. Our angels and guides are always present. They may choose at times to back off and let us figure something out for ourselves, and this is when things seem difficult. But when things are

Not A Knife, But His Fist
The cuts fade away But nothing will make her forget that day The day she lost her mind Realizing the truth , that she had been so blind She let it carry on far past a little while Hid it with the makeup and too fake smile She knew it was the wrong thing to do But the only way of getting through this that she knew Sick is how she feels looking at the scars Not believing she let it get so far He's just another boy she thinks Not worth these tears and many drinks But her heart just won't listen to the brain Listen to the reason meant to keep her sane Because for him she gave her heart And waited patiently as he tore it apart This boy was everything she had Right down to the memories , good and bad The marks on her wrist Not from a knife , but his fist The bruises near her eye Matching the ones he left on her thigh It sickens her to realize she misses him now that she's gone That after all she's been through , she still believes his con For even though he would hav

Not Asking For Much
This is the fairy tale that you should have been reading as little girls! Once upon a time, in a land far away, a beautiful, independent, self-assured princess happened upon a frog as she sat, contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. The frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. One kiss from you, however, and I will turn back into the dapper, young prince that I am and then, my sweet, we can marry and set up housekeeping in your castle with my mother, where you can satisfy my needs, prepare and serve my meals, clean my clothes, bear my children, and forever feel grateful and happy doing so. That night, as the princess dined sumptuously on lightly sauteed frog legs seasoned in a white wine and onion cream sauce, she chuckled and thought to herself: I DON'T F! **ING THINK SO!!!!!

Not A Good Week
Hope all the folks in Alabama faired well in the storm we had last week! The hail was so loud, bf and I could not hear each other speak! Bf has been having trouble keeping anything down. Has managed to keep fruits down but nothing more. He had been stopped up for about two weeks and that fixed itself! I have been having problems with my arm, which is why I have not been on much. From my neck, shoulder blade, under arm, to elbow has been very, very painful! My appetite has been wavering as well. Did not feel hungry last night but tummy 'growled' at me all night. Along with my arm, I got little sleep. Went to bed with a migrane and woke up with it! Took excedrin migrane for it and it did not work! Tried to eat a little oatmeal this morning to see if it would tone down this headache. Felt like throwing up all day. I am not a morning person! The only thing I can tolerate is coffee. It is usually noon or late afternoon before I can eat anything. On rare occasions, I ca

Not Anymore
Not Anymore… Awash in a sea of memories, Drowning silently, I could raise my hand, Ask you to save me, But I don’t want to be saved. Not anymore. You ask if I think of you, And I smile sadly, Not anymore, Not anymore. I think of blue summer skies, And the wild mustard swaying in the meadow, The doe sipping from the sweet spring waters, The jay calling her young babes to fly, Not the clumsy bear crashing through the forest, Rending trees with sharp claws, Tearing the heart out of the land, Roaring with impatience and hunger… And I hear you asking again, Do I remember those long winter nights, When we huddled together to fight the cold, And whispered secrets to keep the darkness away- But my dreams are filled with moons and stars, A silver path that leads into the night, Lonely calls from the wolf, And the scream of the eagle as it hunts, I don’t remember you, Not anymore… The river runs its wild course, Sw

Not A Stranger
Stranger... Not!!! Just like me my words keep coming And, mystery woman you've got me... Hot!!! But you just keep me waiting... You say you want the same, so let me see Sexy... Drop your inhibitions Because... I know you get Juicy As a result of our conversations I promise the experience you won't forget Seduction... Is not the only use of my rhyme I am also skilled at other Communication You've experienced my dirty mind But really I'm a down to earth brotha Wanting... Not just sexxy azz black women But a special friend for some casual Dating Someone to chill with time and again Hopefully these feeling can be mutual

Not Again
I got over him Ill get over you Ive loved you longer Cried tears, been stronger. I loved you, And I lost you too. But I survived And Ive tried To forget you. Forget your love Forget your touch Dont call me I cant be with you Not for a night Not for life. Come on, lets not fight. Lets not do this again. I didnt sign up for this. No more games Let me be, set me free Let me run from you You, who couldnt be true.

Not An 'anti-rationalist' But Found These Funny And Thought-worthy.
"... proof is ritual, and a celebration of the power of pure reason. Such an exercise in reassurance may be very necessary in view of all the messes that clear thinking clearly gets us into." - Philip Davis and Reuben Hersh, The Mathematical Experience, p. 151, Birkhauser Boston edition, 1980 "...logic is only the art of going wrong with confidence." - Joseph Wood Krutch (1893-1970), The modern temper; a study and a confession - New York: Harcourt, Brace (1929, repub. 1956). (The university library here - Cornell's - has this book, which I haven't yet read, so I may be able to insert the page number soon; I used en.wikiquote.org for the source.)

Not A Stalker
For those who look at my pets pics, the latest one was my poor boy Zack who couldn't visit me because my ex, who said she would be home, wasn't so the poor little guy went to grab his toy to show off and ran to the door anyway. It broke my heart that I couldn't open the door. I am supposed to be able to visit him tonight but we shall see. I hate painting a bad picture but my ex is truly just a very very cold person. She is not the person that I met 7 years ago and fell in love with. I want to feel sorry for her but I just can't when she repeatedly lies to me and the more I find out that more I loathe her. I really really need to find a house...

Not A Great Start For My Blog.
... guess what. i'm depressed, intensily so, tho i do not show it. i'm a good actress. i am in love with a person who is not in love with me, and may never be. this very rarely strays from the thoughts, and i wish that was not so. I try to find a way to get my mind off of it or to get it out of my system a bit, but alas there is not remedy...i'm suffering from writer's block at the moment.

Not As Sweet Has It Should Be
This happened at Harvard University in October last year. In a biology class, the professor was discussing the high glucose levels found in semen which gives the sperm all the energy for their journey. A female freshman raised her hand and asked, "If I understand you correctly, you're saying there is a lot of glucose, as in sugar, in semen?" "That's correct," responded the professor, going on to add statistical info. Raising her hand again, she asked, "Then why doesn't it taste sweet?" After a stunned silence, the whole class burst out laughing. The poor girl's face turned bright red, and as she realized exactly what she had inadvertently said (or rather implied), she picked up her books without a word and walked out of class, never to return. However, as she was going out the door, the professor's reply was classic. Totally straight-faced he answered her question. "It doesn't taste sweet because the taste buds for sweetness are on the tip of your tongue and not the back

Not Another Contest Blog...
some of you know ive been really sick all week, well it's just getting worse. im in so much pain that the vicodin isnt even helping my throat anymore. i can barely swallow water and i have no voice today. im just waiting for a call back from my doctor to see if/when i can get in to see her today. just thought i'd write an update for those that actually care.

Not A Good Week
I found out a few days ago a friend commited suicide or possibly was murdered, the cops havent figured it out yet at any rate. I know people have left me rates and comments, I will get back to you. I'm not ignoring you or trying to be rude. I'm kinda messed up right now and having a hard time with everything that is in my life right now. I fall into very deep depressions and sometimes it lasts for months and I just shut the world out. When i feel like this it's very hard for me to get out of it. I havent forgotten you so please dont think I'm ignoring you. Hope who ever reads this has a great weekend!!! Scott

Not A Moment To Soon
Not a Moment to Soon The cool air took my breath away, as I paced nervously, waiting for Bryan to meet me a store near the St. Louis arch, in the parking lot. We had been talking for about 6 months online, and had decided it was time to meet. So we set up a rendezvous at a public place. My stomach fluttered nervously as I noticed a taxi cab approaching. I wiped my sweaty palms on my jean jacket, took a deep breath and watched the man getting out the cab. He stared at me for a minute before walking toward me. My heart pounded in my chest, I could feel myself shaking... I said, "Is that you, Bryan?" He said, "Yes, I can't believe your really here. I didn't think you would show up." He held out his arms and said "I have waited all this time to meet you, do I get a hug?" I smiled and stepped close to him. He wrapped his arms around me. I heard him take a deep breath. "You smell so good," he said. I looked up into his twinkling, hazel eyes, and time seemed to stand still. I tri

Not A Day Goes By
All I have are pictures, just visions on a screen, I have no way to hold you, no way to show you, just how much you mean, but in my heart and soul, you are forever apart of me, you ask me if I think of you, if my love is real, you have only to open your heart, and inside you will feel, with my every heartbeat, every breath and every thought, I think of you always, love you more then words can say, when don't you cross my mind, a million times a day? Not A day Goes By... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Not A 2-dimensional Person By Any Means....
That can certainly be re-emphasized by a look at all the blogs I have written. What you see here on CT is definitely a small sampling of the big picture. :D I have been writing blogs on BLOGGER.COM since 2003/2004; I have been creatively writing poetry and short stories for a lot longer than that. Unfortunately, I lost many of my own poems and writings when my computer crashed at the slip of my then husbands hand. I was devastated. Hence, that is the reason that I have started writing and blogging on the internet. Of course, there is the chance that things can still be lost there too as I have found out when using a web building site that lost a lot of its clients contents in the process of upgrading. Growing pains can be such a pain. As such, I often repost my favorite postings in several blogs so that, if one is lost, I still have access to it for later reference. To know me is to really explore all of my blogs. I have some folks who were dedicated to learn everyt

Not Again!
I jump as the phone rings. This can't be more bad news. Looking on the caller ID before answering, I find myself starting to shake As the name and number appears. The doctor's voice is on the other end. Calm and cool he asks for me. When he finds out it's me, The tone in his voice changes And not for the good. Worry resounded in his voice, As he tells me he's got bad news. Tears run down my face, No longer able to control them. Fear has now taken over. Cancer! Not again! I thought we were through with this. Now the dark disease has taken over New parts of my body. I'm not strong enough to fight. I can't do this. Don't actually know if I want to. Nothing in life is easy, But damn, why me? Why again? All the tests; All the drugs. Can my heart hold out? Either way, Whether surgery or drugs, I have no choice. My kids need me. God give me the strength!

Not As Bad As The Last, But Still.........
I don't know what it is......none of these guys have the balls to say anything on my page, but they'll go straight to my wife's page. She had yet another guy leave pic comments referring to the idea that our country is shit and that he is a big supporter of Kerry. Well, once again here are my thoughts on THIS guy: First the comment, "Freedom in America is dead, thanks to your government." Look guy, you live in Indianapolis, and the last time I checked that was still inside the US. If you think freedom is dead because you may not be able to do EVERYTHING you want to do, go somewhere else. I'm sure you enjoy the luxury of driving your car, so why don't you go to North Korea. The only persons allowed to drive a vehicle in the country are government officials and other people that are under the government's wing. Everyone else has to walk or ride a bicycle. Oh, and if you ever say anything remotely close to the simple comment you left on my wife's page, you'd be kidn

Not Again...not Ever...(a Tribute To Columbine)
FUCK! I never knew juctice, she was a beautiful lady, till she turned on me, oh i hate her, i hate this world i hate you all, i was betrayed, now vengence is mine, everyone is first in line, You fucked up shit, you stole it all, i'm broken in free fall, all i see is red, flowing out threw your head, by bullet and barrel, a premenate hemorage, on ethe mind of humanity, Voices of two fused as one, They ran ramped in the hallow halls, turning lives red and cold, deluted they raise the fire, they burned they hatred till eve's decent, taken they lives by the same hand, never forget they saw a false, take heed to they're warning, and let never it happen again... (The first two versus are the shooters, the third is the moral of the story don't think i would make a copy of their actions. I'm not that disturbed...)

Not A Bad Weekend
Yesterday I was laid up all day. I think it's because I took the Percocet and then laid back down. After that I was really sluggish and just blah all day. I hated it. But I'm ok today whcih is cool because the weather was gorgeous. I djed this morning. It was ok. It's losing its luster, ya know? Maybe it's because I'm on so much. I feel like a slave to the station sometimes. Nothing really exciting happened. I like it that way..lol. Some people like excitement. Not me. Been there done that. It's nice just to sit back and chill, too. I was thinking about relationships. It's funny how some people just aren't "happy" unless they're in a relationship. Then, they bitch and whine and complain the whole time. Why is that? I'm happy just being alone. I've gotten to the point that I really don't give a shit if I ever "find a man." I'm not sure what I want anyway. Ok, that's a lie. I KNOW what I want but I'm not so convinced he's out there. Maybe I'm just too old for the bullshit. I

Not As Good As I Once Was Sorta
I aint as good as I once was I got a few years on me now but there was a time, back in my prime when I could really lay it down and if you need some love tonight then I might have just enough I ain't as good as I once was but I was good once ,as i ever was

Not A Nickname/title, But...
status line "herded to sound slee(p)" is a pun. A variant on "Herd(er)ed into sound sleep" or " Schlaf sanft mein Kind, schlaf sanft und schön!" (J. Herder, quoted by Brahms, atop a late piano piece. "Sleep sound my child, sleep sound and soft (well)!") Which I'd better go, and do. Eric

Notable Quotes...
"all things considered, I'd rather be in Philadelphia' - W.C. Fields 'I've got a bad feeling about this' - pretty much every character in the star wars saga... 'He's not dead, he's resting...The norwegian blue prefers keeping on its back' - Micheal Palin 'Sit, boy!' - Kagome to Inu Yasha... again... 'I drank what?' - Socrates 'I am not fire...I am qvit!' - Tony Shalhoub as 'Misha' in 'Paulie'

Not All Are Like This But Beware!!!
So. What's new with you guys? Well here is what is new with me. And you tell me how messed up you all think this is.... This is 'Jeff' aka Bad Blood This is 'Aaron' (Bad Blood) aka 'Jeff' BAD BLOOD@ CherryTAP This is Mrs Sexy the wife of Jeff who's pictures are in Bad Blood's page... (who helped make the Bad Blood page)OH BUT WAIT... This is her BROTHER according to her profile. MRS SEXY@ CherryTAP This is the woman that took the pic of Jeff.. By the way.. notice the date ont he pictures? He has supposedly been in Iraq... Baghdad for 14 months. So how did his sister in law take this pic in February? Hmmmmmmm Lonely Angel Eyes@ CherryTAP Who's sister is with Jeff and has his baby ( Im sorry hunni but your guy was on cam with me... told me he wanted to be with me and has said this to lots of other women. He says your son isnt his and I have a bunch of emails you might want to read) He said he was Aaron.. has his id in Msn.. Yahoo.. and CT... he

Not Accepted For Who I Am.....
I guess I was not accepted for who I am... The gentleman that I spoke of...went silent. Will not even respond to my IMs. My apt is barren, hardly no furniture, couple of couches that are thrift store, tv is borrowed, and a bed that was a hand-me-down for when we moved in, essentials in the kitchen. Nothing on the walls, (Plaster walls--old apt), wear Wal-mart type clothing or thrift store clothing(after it is thoroughly washed) because it is all I can afford. The clothes are nice..not tattered or stained...jsut cheap! Bed linens are also 'given' as well as towels and wash cloths, hardwood floors are bare. Jerry's kids' set this place up for us so we would not have to worry about the small stuff for the first several months we were here. Yet, I am honest, clean, have a sense of humor, and wear no make up, as I tell all who ask and is usually in my profile. Would you accept me...for who I am...or shun me because I do not have the material things others have? Have

Not A Good Day!
Not a good day, not one at all!! Listened to a song and fell apart... Took me this long to be able to write the rest.. Listened to Aerosmith's "I Don't Want To Miss A Thing" and started crying and could not stop. If you know the lyrics you will know why. Plus, earlier this week, I let daughter borrow Jerry's phone. Forgot all about his voice message until I needed to talk to daughter. And sick with a cold/sore throat. A mess right now. Still want r/t arms around me, though.

Not A Pretty Girl- Ani Difranco- My Song, My Quah, My Nutshell.
Ani is my biggest musical influence, but this song.. is Everything about me . This song- is my quah. "Not A Pretty Girl" I am not a pretty girl that is not what I do I ain't no damsel in distress and I don't need to be rescued so put me down punk maybe you'd prefer a maiden fair isn't there a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere I am not an angry girl but it seems like I've got everyone fooled every time I say something they find hard to hear they chalk it up to my anger and never to their own fear and imagine you're a girl just trying to finally come clean knowing full well they'd prefer you were dirty and smiling and I am sorry I am not a maiden fair and I am not a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere and generally my generation wouldn't be caught dead working for the man and generally I agree with them trouble is you gotta have yourself an alternate plan and I have earned my disillusionment I have been working all of my life and I am a patriot I h

Not A Contest But A Giveaway
HEY EVERYONE..IM IN A GIVEAWAY FOR A 7 DAY BLAST..I NEED TO GET 14,000 COMMENTS IN 7 DAYS STARTING TODAY...PLEASE STOP BY AND SHARE THE LOVE....HERES THE LINK...COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED...MANY THANKS IN ADVANCE

Not A Good Day
Today was a really bad day for a number of reasons. I just feel like I'm drowning and I'm only an inch or two under the surface, and I can see the sun shining down... but I can't get out. I try to pretend everything is alright and that I'm happy, but I'm not. I haven't been happy for a while. I know where it all started, I think about it all the time. The day I was discharged from the Army was the worst day of my life. It was worse than finding out I had cancer, because I knew I would beat it. It was worse than waking up 1/2 dead from the car accident because I was just happy to be alive. I didn't do anything wrong, I survived cancer and they kicked me out regardless. It was the only thing I really ever wanted to do and was something I was very good at. There are times when I can't even talk to friends from the Army or look at old pics because it hurts too much. Every so often I look in my closet where a pair of my old BDU's hang perfectly pressed over a pair of polished boo

Not Alone
I’m standing here on my own But I am never all alone Because I have you near to me I am not alone… So when I hear your voice I know the time has come For me to shed these chains of hurt And hold you close at last. For you are all I need You’re my soul my everything I am not alone… No, I am not alone. I’m standing here on my own But I am never all alone Because I have you near to me I am not alone… Running through this void of darkness I find myself in your arms And the light returns Then I know the end is near To my pains and sorrow So keep me close don’t let me go I am not alone… I’m standing here on my own But I am never all alone Because I have you near to me I am not alone… I’m standing here on my own But I am never all alone Because I have you near to me I am not alone… I am not alone... Tonight.

Not A Good Weekend All Around
I lost respect for people as a whole today. My God. A guy in my building freaked out, yet again. Got drunk, started freaking on anyone and everyone for noise. There are younger ppl that live downstairs from me, they have parties and such. Fine, they're noisy on the weekends, but they're young. So what. Well this guy today is outside swearing and yelling and freaking out. No one is doing a thing. Fine. Then this young black kid is riding his bike and this guy goes after him. Well I freaked, yelled out for him to shut up and leave him alone, that I don't ever want to hear that N word again. He says well sorry, but that little bastard is riding around. I said so what, relax, go in, pass out already. A bit later 4 kids are walking through the courtyard drinking slurpees, talking. well this guy freaks. Goes after them with a knife! I didn't know this at the time, I just saw him going after them. Well I go downstairs, everyone else is just watching not doing anything. I have my phone and key

Not A Hero
I am not a hero For you I would bleed I don't have a halo I'd fight your demons until I ceased to breath I'm not bullet proof I'd take one for you My kryptonite is the truth It's the best that I can do Don't make me more than I am There is something you need to know I'm nothing more than a man I am not a hero

~not Another Toy~
SO I DECIDED THAT ID SHARE SOME OF MY WORK ON HERE AND SEE WHAT YOU GUYS THINK.... PLEASE BE HONEST AND LET ME KNOW SOME OF MY POETRY I WOULD LIKE TO SUMBIT TO COMPANYS AND ITD BE GREAT FOR EVERYONES OPIONION... THANKS AGAIN ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ What part of me wanting you dont you fucking get... Yet I keep getting the shit end of the stick... I am fed up now, with you and your games... I'm walking away now, with my head down in shame... Cause I really thought we would of been a could match... I thought me falling for you, was one hell of a catch... But I couldnt of been more blind... And it's all coming to me so clear this time... I would and do everything possible for you... Still you dont have the slightest clue... It took some time but now I realize... That its not me with blinded eyes... I cant and wont change who I am for you... And if you cant see what your missing out on then your the foo... You always de

Not A Word
Everyone says it can happen to anyone I knew that but never thought it'd be me I never thought it would but it did I can't go thru what happened 2 yrs ago again He was a family friend, more of my moms always cool, treated him like a brother He drinks a few beers and gets drunk Comes toward me and i move so its fine for a bit here he comes again grabbing and kissing me I didin't like it didn't want him touching me but he did anyway and i pulled away he gets me in my bedroom and pushes me down i try to get up but he shoves me back down he straddles me and starts kissing me I'm looking away, crying i tell him no and to stop it but does he listens:no he keeps going, i try to call for my parents he puts his hand over my mouth now he's unbuckling his pants still again i try to get away still straddling me he thrust hard I'm crying b/c of the pain wishing and thinking that someone would come and get him off of me after awhile he stops a

Not Around For A While
ok i will not be around for a while...My computer is going in for a while not sure when i will get it back..if you want give me a call to keep in touch...319-930-7069 remember to tell me who you are...ct name ty

Not A Good Day For Me And My Slave
not a good day for me and broken there was a slight missunderstanding and i just got so fuckin mad. i dont like her opening her slave mouth loud specially after she leaves the room iwas in. i just grabed her and gave a hard slap in the back. she fell to the ground and got up and pushed me away very hard. i said to myself dammmm you go girl lol but then for even thinknig about touching me i kicked her out of our place. she pacted her belongs and left i told her to leave her cell phone and keys behind. of cause a little later i when down to the car where she was crying and gave them both back. i have a bad mouth when im angrey and talk about humilation

Not Again!
Happy one minute, sad the next. Cant tell why it hurts but I hate the feeling Life has struck again. Only a few know why I feel like I do, but they cant help. Life has struck them too. Looking for a friend wanting so much more. Getting neither cause of the same ol thing. Life has struck again. I'm told life is what you make of it. Someone Lied!! Life is what you take from it!! Dont expect alot from life just hope for the best, but even when you think you have it. LIFE STRIKES AGAIN!!!

Not Anymore
Like a fallen angel With broken wings Unable to see further Than the sorrow of things Silence and stillness As my heart goes to sleep Like an angel of sadness I curl up and weep In the depths of my heart I am bruised and so sore, For he doesn’t love me Not anymore….

Not A Player
Ok, lets get it straight once and for all! when i say to someone from here "i love you", it comes from my heart and strictly in a friend or family way! the kind of "i love you" that someone says to a lover, will not be heard from me. I am not a player as someone accused me yesterday, just because i dont share the same feelings! People that really care for me must know more than this. I didnt open my heart to be insulted in a brutal way. I am hard to catch, especially after what happened to me but once i am caught i will stay for good so dont come pressuming i want to be a heart breaker! As for the crushes that come and go to my page, i would really appreciate the honest ones that could stay there as long as i will be on CT! if one of you that has a crush on me thinks is not able to keep it that long, is invited to remove it! I hate fake feelings! For the moment, this is what i had to say! Thank you all for you time in reaing this!

Not Anymore
It's amazing how the very people who have abused you and left you to build walls around yourself in the past can come crawling out from under their proverbial rocks to fuck with your life after you have begun putting the pieces of your life back together and think that they can just waltz back in and jerk it all out from under you again and again.....the sad thing is....there are a lot of women out there who let these men do this shit to them time and time again........I know.....I used to be one of them!!!!!!!!! NOT anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Not A Poem A Story From 2 Years Ago
The Reality of a Broken Soul The sun hadn’t yet rose and there I was hiding behind a tree across the street. My heart pounding so hard in my chest I half expected it to burst free, as I watched her father walk out the front door and head for his green truck. Did he just look at me? No. I wait for him to leave for what seems like hours, but in reality it was only seconds. I watch as his tail lights fade into the distance, then dart across the street doing my best to dodge the street lights. I creep across the yard as quietly as possible, and reach her window. Two light taps on it and I see her smiling face. What was I doing visiting a girl four years younger than me at 5:30 in the morning behind her fathers back? Nothing like one would think. I was only 20 years old and she was 16. People could think I was there to take advantage of such a young girl, but it just wasn’t true. I’d crawl up through that window, or sneak through the back door and we’d lay in her bed and I’d hold he

Not A Happy Camper But Life Will Go On
Lovely compliments and feeling amazingly examined. Gee thanks. I guess I finally know what some people close to me think of me now. They loved the old me. The one that was skinny and "beautiful". The one who men thought was drop dead sexy. But I was just a girl with an eating disorderand lots of pain lol So today....I am the overweight girl who needs work. Oh well....life moves on..i am not beautiful or thin but damn it i am smart, independent and I love to laugh. just venting

Not A Sport
How would you like it to be whacked hard over the head as a "sport"!? Norway and Canada have a new kind of tourism. Killing baby seals. They call it a "sport".. You want to call this a sport ? Is he a sportsman? Why? You're our only hope !!! This barbarism shouldnt be possible in our society..Dont turn your back on us, we are defenselessI know these images seem painful for you, but we feel the pain. We are being slaughtered and its going on RIGHT NOW...What gives him the right to kill us? Who is he to decide about life and death?What kind of sport is this? I didnt harm anyone. I was just swimming around.. Please help me and my friends... You cant just ignore these images.. Keeping silent and doing nothing makes you guilty...Please help us Please dont leave us alone...STOP THE KILLING OF SEALS You can make a statement by reposting this to get as many people as you canto repost this. Bring these murderers to the attention of world leaders.Thank you!!!!hit reply to sender and copy it fr

Not A Good Day!
I am leavng now for the shelter to put down two of my beloved darling's they are both in pain. They are both 9 1/2 years old and it is their time but it doesnt make it any easier. Champs is the one in my photo album who fell asleep on the cans of food. Spectra is a pure white albino who just lost his buddy sly a little while back and without his buddie his old age just caught up with hime. Pray for Agnes for me,,she came here bounded with Sly and Spectra and she will most likely die from depression, but she is young and I hope I can pull her through this. Blessed Be

Not Alone
I stand before u.. Alone and showing u all of me.. My scared body to match my scared heart.. You see me as I am.. U see the pain i carry.. The pain people before u can cut in to me.. The fear in my eyes.. You can hear me take my shakie breath.. As i let u look at me.. I close my eyes to try and stop my tears.. Yet when i open my eyes, there u are standing before me.. Looking at me with such care and understanding eyes.. You see into my heart and soul.. As if you are my other half.. YOu see how scared i am.. How unsure i am to let u see me.. Yet here you are standing before me.. You reach for my hands.. An i start to cry.. An as i look in to your eyes.. You tell me softly.. That it will be OK.. I think to my self.. Why does he still stand here before me.. Then I look up at him.. I see that smile that makes my day.. I see that glimmer he has in his eyes when he looks at me.. The things that are better left unsaid..An i feel my heart beat again.. an my soul feels

Not A Good Person Stay Away
Sometimes I say what I say blindly not thinking about who its directed to misplaced and misguided the damage I inflict I havent a clue messed up and misdirected my views might seem to be even if they are expressed in anger I dont know why I say it.. it isnt as it seems to be Ever said things you wish you could take back? At this skill I seem to have a knack I type before I think sometimes its true there are times I just need to vent and argue this time I really messed up taking my problems out on you.. I know what I did was wrong and I didnt mean what I said .. I hope you realize I am a good person just a little fucked up in the head Its too easy for me to run people off and I'm not sure why.. I have to admit this is the first time I realize the mistake I've made don't think I haven't cried I don't know what else I can do .. I don't want to be labeled a psycho bitch for all my faults I never lied to you.. I have had my moments of weakness and I'm insecure for sure,

~not A Master~
I am not a master or an expert... maybe a novice at her best- I just write down my thoughts and words to put my mind at rest. to turn a phrase or catch a rhyme- just something I do from time to time- ones to show - others to tell some even to vent about my hell. through my words my story's told written in lines both timid and bold. So please understand when you stop by- from time to time I'm just a simple person with a pen.. putting words within a line. ~Candyce~

Not A Crazy Pervert
I am not some crazed pervert rapist or stalker type. My name is Christopher Miller and ever since I can remember I've been lonely. I've had crushes on girls just like any hormonal straight teenager but they never felt the same way about me. Never, never had a girlfriend and rarely had sex. I have not had any kind of sex for the past twelve or so years. This is really depressing me. But I digress, just because I ask to meet with you don't mean we have to have sex, it doesn't mean we can't have sex. But the main reason why I ask you all this is so I can get to know you better and maybe find a single woman that find this homely, horn dog attractive enough even for a mercy fuck. So, please don't judge me and please don't hate me. That's all I have to say, no excuse me while I go back to wallowing in self pity.

Not Around Today...
Ok just so no one thinks I'm MIA.. I'm sick.. woke with a nasty migraine and no meds to take it away.. I jumped on here to check the status of my lovely fu's.. Now I'm going back to bed. blah.. I guess I won't shoot for level today.. but leave me some love please.. I'm sick... >_

Not A Good Day At All
Well, school has started. I just sat down with my son after he got home from school and tried to have a conversation with him about his homework. It didn't work. He is so angry all the time. Is it being 15? Is it other influences? I don't know. All I know is I can't trust him when he tells me he has it done or that he doesn't have any. He is so selfish and wants everything and gives nothing in return. I am sitting here crying. I have a bad feeling that it is going to be a rough year ahead. I know that I will question him every day about his homework and stay on top of it every day. He is not going to get by with getting bad grades this year. I have had a very bad day. My best friend sent me an email that was pretty much yelling at me over something that had nothing to do with her. She just had a birthday yesterday and her husband didn't do anything for her yet again so she kind of took it out on me. I emailed her back and told her that she pretty much didn't kn

Not Around Much...
For those of you who have wondered where I've been, I'm prepping to leave Texas, so I've been running all over the place. I get on here intermittently, but not nearly like I was doing. I still check email and the occasional shout, so please don't think I'm ignoring you. Take care, and I hope to catch you when I can!

Not A Blowout Like I Thought...
So yesterday was the very first game for my boys the USC Trojans!! They played Idaho and of course everyone said that they game was gonna be a blowout and USC was gonna pond Idaho.... hmm yeah sort of...I mean the score was 38-10...lol I loved it but it wasnt the big ass blowout we hoped for. You know, the guys were kind of sluggish yesterday. I mean it kind of felt like Pete Caroll had more umph then his players. But hey my boys did not dissapoint me... well there was this one pass that John Booty through that was horrible and was intercepted..but its ok i forgive him lol... on the 15th we play Nebraska...Nebraska played UNR yesterday and they whooped them....They are gonna give us one hell of a game...I cannot wait... I love my trojans!!! BCS CHAMPIONS THIS YEAR!!! YEAH!!! Oh and of course Heisman Trophy winner this year will be John David Booty (of course!) lol

Not A Great Night
Well yesterday the guy tells m that he talked to the ex and she isn't the one who is pulling all the crap that she has no idea what he is talking about. He told her that he better not hear my nam out of her mouth or he will hang up. She screwed him over big time and he is still talking to her. He must really think I'm stupid. I mean seriously. I totally know that there is still something going on there. He believed her when she told him that she wasn't making the calls. He tells me that I am his best friend and that he wants more and so do I but not if she is in the picture because she will try and do anything to ruin it. She's already starting to and we are just friends.

Not A Poem..just A Quote I Really Liked...
When two people are alone together and one of them is naked and tied up, and the other is standing over them holding whips and various torture implements, this is not the time to have a serious mismatch of expectations. Jay Wiseman, SM-101

Not Asking For Anything..lol
I just wanted to say I appreciate all my friends on here and what you do for me. I try and return all love, but if I overlook somone I am sorry...please remind me ok? Love you all..MUAH hoppinhare.com hoppinhare.com

Not Alone
As you sit there in the darkness of what has become your life Trying to put an end to your pain and strife Realize this- You are not alone! As you fight for what you believe is right As the day turns into night Do not give up hope For you are not alone! When you feel like all hope is gone And you can no longer carry on Hold your head up high Wipe that tear from your eye And realize that you are not alone! When you world comes crashing down on you And you feel that there is nothing you can do When you feel like you are all alone Take a look around you and realize you are not alone! Though there are times that you feel so weak And you try to ask for help but cannot speak Do not give up hope You are not alone! When the ones you love the most are the ones that cause the most pain And they make you feel like your goin insane, Carry on You are not alone! When you find yourself wanting to bring your life to an end Reach out and ask for the help of a friend And reali

Not An Invitation
don't know about the rest of you but when i check out or rate someone's profile and/or pics, it's being nice or that i think it looks cool and interesting. i'm here to make friends and so far i've found some pretty cool people on here. then there's the some that have been creeping me out. just recently i was given a shout to someone that i just checked out cause i was bored. that person messaged me in my shout box. which is fine until they wanted my yahoo id just so they could show me their excitement from watching a porno. heeellllooooooooo. that is not why i signed up. i was getting a tad bit bored with myspace and saw my r/l bro on this site and decided to give it a try. so far i'm enjoying it better than myspace. but i am NOT on here for that type of attention. if i wanted that, i'd go to a damn chat room. so let me make this clear, i'm only on here to meet new people and for friends. that is it.

((((((((not A Poem))))))))
True love comes but once in a lifetime, the ones who are lucky are the ones who notice it, so many days go bye when you ask a simple question of why, why only once and not twice, very few if any get a second chance at true love, unconditional and unrelenting, the type of love that god hides with in us all, so many never realize the possibilities, because they go for looks and material things, love should never be measured by looks or gifts, but measured by feelings, emotions, trust, respect, honor to start, by the warmth of ones heart, by the tender touch, by ones own dreams of happiness for the other, true love is rarely achieved, but when it is, nothing can ever break its ties, for true love isnt what anyone feels or thinks, its every thing in the world in unison with one another, as two people combined into one heart and soul. so when it feels right, take the chance to see if its the, ultimate rush, that makes your heart pound out of your chest, makes your thou

Not An Eay Decision.....
My buddy, Aaron had to witness his mother-in-law being taken off of life support today after a long fight with cancer! She, Mrs. Garcia, was a english teacher at our high school, so I personally knew her for about 18 years. He say his wife, Angela, couldnt sign the papers, D.N.R., at the last minute so he had to! He say that it was the hardest thing he has ever done! Could you, if the time called for it, sign a loved one's life away?

Not Another One....
A fresh sheet of paper. Begging to be wrote upon. No thoughts come to mind, no ideas to explore. What should I write about? I drum my fingers against the page. An empty page, waiting. Should I write about love? Sadness? Emptiness? Being alone? Maybe I should stop writing. Perhaps I am a fake, a farce. What am I to believe anyway? People talk without meaning, love without heart. I need to write something, anything to fill this blank page. Something else to fill my head. Time is running out. Nothing? Nothing at all? Damn! I'll try to write later.

Not A Happy Camper!!!!
Most of you know that when you fan some one, add them to your friends list and start rating their pictres, you would think they would return the favor. Well, this is not true. Not too sure how many fans and friends I have but I am sure that not all of them have rated my pics on here. All I am saying is that if I put forth the effort to rate tons of pics, they should return the effort. All I can say is have fun and be nice to all and they will do the same to you!! I just had to get this off my chest!!

Not A Poem
its not a poem it a scripture from the bible and i found it and i think it was for me to read. A RIDE HOME “But I would not have you to be ignorant, brethren, concerning them which are asleep, that ye sorrow not, even as others which have no hope. For if we believe that Jesus died and rose again, even so them also which sleep in Jesus will God bring with him. For this we say unto you by the word of the Lord, that we which are alive and remain unto the coming of the Lord shall not prevent them which are asleep. For the Lord himself shall descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the trump of God: and the dead in Christ shall rise first: Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air: and so shall we ever be with the Lord. Wherefore comfort one another with these words.” 1 Thessalonians 4: 13 - 18 King James Version

Not A 1-900 Number
Well the shout box is family only again. As always a small handful of people ruin it for everyone. I am silly and love to joke but there is a line and it has been crossed a bunch lately. When someone tells me I need to be pushed around more so that I respect men....I draw the line. I am not a 1-900 hundred number. I don't want to have cyber on here not my thing sorry!!! I don't get paid to do it so why would I want to. So, when I tell you I am not interested in hearing about your tool....I have seen one and basically they all look alike so get over it. There is a line of respect between being funny and having fun and being rude. This line has just been crossed by to many men on here lately. Words hurt and I was very upset by what was said to me yesterday and it wasn't just one man that said something there were many and I asked them to stop and even told them they crossed the line. What do I get in response.....hey babe take a joke. I do have a great sense of humor b