I stand before u..
Alone and showing u all of me..
My scared body to match my scared heart..
You see me as I am..
U see the pain i carry..
The pain people before u can cut in to me..
The fear in my eyes..
You can hear me take my shakie breath..
As i let u look at me..
I close my eyes to try and stop my tears..
Yet when i open my eyes, there u are standing before me..
Looking at me with such care and understanding eyes..
You see into my heart and soul..
As if you are my other half..
YOu see how scared i am.. How unsure i am to let u see me..
Yet here you are standing before me..
You reach for my hands.. An i start to cry.. An as i look in to your eyes.. You tell me softly.. That it will be OK..
I think to my self.. Why does he still stand here before me.. Then I look up at him.. I see that smile that makes my day.. I see that glimmer he has in his eyes when he looks at me.. The things that are better left unsaid..An i feel my heart beat again.. an my soul feels at peace.. You pull me close to your chest.. I hear your heart beat.. An here we both are.. In one anothers arms.. Then it comes to me.. Why you and see me as i am.. With out walking away.. It is because you, your self has that very pain.. You know how to push some one to make it.. An i feel blessed to call u friend.. Only a friend can look at some one.. As scared as me and still tell her.. You will be ok.. You are not alone.. An dont forget that.. I then smile.. Look up at you.. An all i can say is.. THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU DO FOR ME.. You are my friend that stands with me.. An know i will stand with you too.. We both have stood alone and scared to show our true self.. Show that pain and how bad it hurts.. Even now.. Im glad to have such a friend. That knows how i feel. With out telling u.. You just know.. So thanks for being my friend.. I will be there when ever u need me.. or when every u dont.. Thanks for the pushes u give.. I only hope i push u as well..
thanks again
chrissy
