Fubar Blog Posts 2

Nothing In Particular
Ok, so ya see....I keep seeing all these alerts saying such and such updated their blog and i'm thinking what the heck does someone say in a blog??? The way i figure it... you just ramble on jibberishly giving someone thats bored something to read! lol So this will be my first attempt to make a genuine blog! lol Enjoy! :) ---------------- Lets see...where to start...oh I know, I guess I could tell you that i was born in a small town in Kentucky (which explains the way I talk). I lived there until I was 18 then I hopped on a bus and headed for California. It was quite the culture shock!! I saw my first transvestite there LMAO Anyways I soon realized there was NO place like home (yes I tried clicking my heals together saying that many times!)Four years later I moved back to Kentucky. But by then I had such a feel for what it was like to have privacy that I realized I couldnt live that close to all my family(yes I have a big family). So now that explains why I live In Ohio

Nothing Interesting...
I really need a webcam haha This little ol' digicam just isnt working out for me anymore its quite awkward to use..making it really hard to get a decent body pic if you've seen my most recent picture...you'll know haha anyways...this is more just a reminder to me to remember to buy one so you can basically ignore it TTYL, Sammie

Nothing In General
Just thought i would post something b/c i'm bored.. so hello.. I don't know if ne one reads these or where they turn up on the page.. b/c i'm still really new to this.. i don't even know how to post a picture comment on someones page.. but i'll eventually figure it out.. lol.. wel that's all for now i guess.. get back tome some time :D ~Kylia

Not Here
I am not here Not physically Not mentally Not here I am not here Not in your eyes To you, I am nothing less Than nothing more Compared to me All is perfection Contrasted to me Everything In the mirror of your love I have no reflection Passing me by With the noise of silence

Nothing To Look Back On
Ya know what, being alive in these days is a great thing, but what I still feel missing is any kind of personal history. I mean I have no knowledge of any cultural traditions, or even my family, on either side. Aside from my mother’s maiden name; a name descendent from Commodore Perry, the guy who came over to Japan and basically forced them into opening their ports and strong-arming them into trade with western societies. That’s it. The only cultural reference I have in my heritage, that I know about, is a bully. I know being an American is great, but it also kills any kind of cultural understanding. My father’s side is blank, and my mother’s side has just that little nugget. I mean, there is great history in places like Rome, The British isles, Japan, Native America, China, India, Egypt, Mexico and central America (Aztec and Incan), Nomadic tribes from the Africas, Aboriginal Australia, Polynesians. The list goes on and on. And American history is all but an adopted off-shoot of many

Nothing!!!
How about I give U my version of love, I know U probably don't give a fuck of what a person fuck in the head think of love, well I don't care if U r interested or not, this is for me........ My life in love starts every single day from the moment I open my eyes and find my beloved resting in a sea of tranquility, the stability that gives the knowing fact that everything was taking care off, that she can trust that she is the responsibility of my life, the reason of my effort, that I’m here for her, for her needs, for her to be loved!!! Love is unconditional, U either fully accept it or rejected !!! Love is the fruit of the seed that U planted, watered and pruned, when ripe the flavor will be the most delicious taste U will ever have……… When in love there is no reason to forgive or be forgiven cuz love is forgiveness in itself. Love is seeing my child running free, joyful, smiling, enjoying life to the fullest. Love is to know that the day my mother died she knew that

Nothing Else To Do Today
My Roommate has been stuck on this lost cherry page for weeks. It used to be myspace, but this is his new addiction, so I had nothing to do and I thought I would check it out. I don't know maybe I'm just used to myspace but I guess this place is ok. I like that you don't have to be someones friend to leave a comment. Okay well I'm going to play aroung and see what else you con do on here. If you have any tips let me know ^.^ sammie

Nothing Else Matters- Metallica
So close no matter how far couldn't be much more from the heart forever trusting who we are and nothing else matters never opened myself this way life is ours, we live it our way all these words I don't just say and nothing else matters trust I seek and I find in you every day for us something new open mind for a different view and nothing else matters never cared for what they do never cared for what they know but I know so close no matter how far couldn't be much more from the heart forever trusting who we are and nothing else matters never cared for what they do never cared for what they know but I know never opened myself this way life is ours, we live it our way all these words I don't just say trust I seek and I find in you every day for us something new open mind for a different view and nothing else matters never cared for what they say never cared for games they play never cared for what they do never cared for what they know an

Not Here...
HEY EVERYONE. THIS IS THE FIRST CHANCE I'VE HAD TO GET ON HERE IN ALMOST A WEEK. MY HUSBAND WAS GOING TO TRUCK DRIVING SCHOOL, SO ALL MY SON WANTED TO DO WAS CLING TO ME!! LOL BUT, THAT WASN'T BAD ENOUGH... MY SON HAD TO GO AND FALL AND BUST HIS LIP WIDE OPEN. IT GETS ALITTLE HARD TO DO MUCH OF ANYTHING WHEN YOU HAVE A 2YR OLD EITHER WANTING TO PLAY ON YOU OR SCREAM/CRY IN YOUR EARS!!! ANYWAY, I WANT TO THANK ALL MY FRIENDS THAT POSTED COMMENTS. THINGS ARE GETTING BETTER, SO I WILL BE STOPPING BY!!

Nothin.. Just Messin' Around...
i was just lookin around for myspace overlays, then i found LC.. this is a really cool and fun site.. i really enjoyed joining here.. i had some new friends, who i think are great.. well people i hope you add me up.. P.S. if you have a myspace account please do add me up.. shanie_cute87@yahoo.com hope to see you soon.. peace out!

Nothing Left
Pictured across the room standing where u are Memories of everything, paint a perfect scar. Tear drops falling tenderly lying to my heart, Almost as if it’s telling me we’re better off apart. In the event that you’re leaving me I can only hold my breath, Following closely in your footsteps Until there’s nothing left. I hold onto a single memory from not so long ago Of you, me and happiness, of underlying hope. I can only hold on so tight, when you’re flying free In your eyes I see your pain, you’re not coming back for me. In the event that you’re leaving me I can only hold my breath, Following closely in your footsteps Until there’s nothing left. So I’m going to hang onto my memories, painted in my heart Close my eyes, draw a tear, and accept that we’re apart. In the event that you’re leaving me I can only hold my breath, Following closely in your footsteps Until there’s nothing left. Copyright Christina @Toxic-Pink.Net 2004

Nothing To Say, Today
I can't think of anything to write about, this morning. I was trying to come up with something, but I'm not doing a good job. I think I have myself all geared up to write some new music, and it's distracting me from writing interesting things here. That is, assuming that I was ever writing interesting things. I'll amend that statement and just say "things," instead. I spent some time working on my new gear, and I love it. It was fifty bucks, well spent. I took a synthesiser track, tweaked it a little, and added some vocals to it. I took a backing track that my brother recorded and put some vocals on that. Neither of these are original compositions, but they turned out okay. Mainly, I just wanted to get my hands on some of the controls, and try this stuff out. I'm excited to get to work with it. I am especially glad that I put the software on my laptop, so I can take it anywhere. That will come in handy, I'm sure. For those of you who are interested in hearing some of

Nothing
stare the demon in the face ive cried til nothing was left a blank stare, cold and evil emotions and lies were kept hidden inside away from me losing myself in what i see what was once a feeling has gone away never again to see the light of day sent to a place where no one cares and driven within by darkened stares forget me and leave me because I am nothing control me destroy me because I am nothing to you

Nothing Is The Same Without You.
Don't we all feel like this sometimes in life, when we know that someone is there who loves us? Nothing is the same without you, The way that I think, The way that I do things, The way I see things. Is not the same After I met you. Nothing feels right without you It’s hard when you are not with me, I feel so empty, So lonely. So sad. Missing you. Each night I go to sleep, It feels so strange, So different. So cold. This is because you are there to tuck me in And to kiss me goodnight. Those times, when I am with you. I feel so loved, So appreciated, Protected, Secure. This is because I know my love is there with me. (C) Copyright. Angel

Nothing But Surrender
in and out of love again but this time remained drifting between the holes to hide in there must be a better place than alone with regret the mistake of being true of loving blind because of believing you believing in you cling to notions of deserving better earning a way in the next life but the ancient lost wants no more of this wants to dry up and be done old and tired of the bleeding heart when there is no music left in a smile passion left in love hope left in moments what is left but surrender

Nothing.....
there's absolutely nothing that i can do nor say to change what has happened. put the blame on me.... for we all know that's where it needs to lay. put all of the hate and all of the sorrow onto me... for i cannot change it. it's easy to hate a stranger they say... everything can be their fault and the blame can be put solely onto them.... without regret... without remorse... without another thought... so if you need to hate me.... if you need to scorn.... then do it... for it is what i'm used to... it's what i've lived with... what is one more soul to add to the pain of mine? i'm sorry.... i'm sorry i cannot undo the things i've done. the only thought that comes to mind is to give my happiness for the one that was lost. if it will make you happy.... if it would make the pain less... know this... know that i regret... know that i cry... know that i am sorry. there's nothing else i can do to fix what i did to you.

Nothing Just Me
SOMETIMES I WAKE AND YET IM ACTUALLY DREAMING, I AM ME AND THAT IS ALL I CAN BE. I AWAKE TO FIND I MAY BE DREAMING AND WISH THAT I WAS, BUT UNFORTUNATELY IM NOT. I CAN ONLY SLEEP IN THE DAYLIGHT BECAUSE NIGHT TIME TO ME IS MY WORST FEAR. SLEEP DONT COME EASY OR FREE FOR ME I KEEP AWAKE TO KEEP WATCHING AND WAITING FOR WHAT I DONT KNOW,SOUNDS KIND OF LIKE A HALLOWEEN STORY DOESNT IT SOUNDS LIKE IM A NUT DONT IT? WELL ITS NOT A HALLOWEEN STORY AND IF YOU THINK IM A NUT YOU ARE CALLING ALOT OF VETERANS NUTS WE WENT TO DO A JOB THAT SOME JUST DONT SEEM TO UNDERSTAND WE DIDNT HAVE THE CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS WHILE WE SERVED BUT YOU DID SO WHY IS IT SOME WANT TO BASH THE VETS FOR PROTECTING YOUR RIGHT TO BE AN AMERICAN?? NOTHING IN THIS WORLD IS MORE SACRED THAN AN AMERICAN SOLDIER DEFENDING OUR FREEDOM SO WHY IS IT WHEN SOME SOLDIER FALLS FOR THIS COUNTRY WE HAVE PROTESTORS OUT BASHING THE FAMILIES FINAL MOMENTS WITH THEIR LOVED ONE WHILE FUNERAL SERVICES ARE GOING ON? WHY DOES EVERY FELLOW V

Nothing
For you I cry, Only to be caught up in your pathetic lies, Thinking I never seen through them, Look again I seen them glowing in your eyez, To you I was dumb, All i feel is numb.. You I have over come, What I once thought was love is now done...

Nothing Falls But My Tears
I dont know waht to do i lost my gilfriend my boyfriend all the shit ive been doing lately does nothing for me theres nothing like the feeling i got when they held me in their arms but now all i have is a guilty heart

Nothings Going Right
I can't believe how awful this month has been going. It's been so damn difficult. We pretty much ran out of money at the beginning of the month. So, that has made things pretty damn difficult. Especially when PJ's calling card started running down and we couldn't recharge it. So, of course he didn't get to call very much for very long at all. I can't believe this shit. Then not that long ago, Alora ended up hurting her damn ankle. We thought that it was broken. I couldn't believe it. Thank goodness that it didn't end up being broken. It was just a small fracture that had healed over the weekend. Thank god. And, now to top it all off and to finish out the rest of this damn month, my car has broken down. I swear, nothing is going right this month. I sure wish that it would hurry up and be done and over with. I hope that nothing else ends up happening any time soon. I don't know if I can take anymore. It's becoming ridiculous. I'm really beginning to hate this shit. Thank goodness that my

Nothing Left
***(copyrighted - do NOT try to claim as your own)*** I've lived a long time without living I've died a long time without dying Laughed out loud in the middle of the night Just to keep from crying I've tried and I'm still trying to forget The damage you've done Cuz I've got nothing left to hold now ... but my tongue Every shut eye ain't sleeping And every goodbye ain't gone I'll take my life and disappear Be a hostage in my own home... Lock all the doors, board up the windows Block out the morning sun Cuz there's nothing left to hold now ... but my tongue I curse the world... I curse the world and all who live in it Behind every angry word is a world of hurt I need some time to clear my mind So I'll stay here as a hostage I'll pay the ransom for myself I'm not worth much of nothing Guess I'll give my dying breath I'll hide behind the mirror Scared to see what I've become Cuz there's nothing left... nothing left to hold but my tongue... s.

Nothing Really To Say
so this is my first blog on here. Don't really have much to say. Just been busy working. Right now I am working 2 jobs.... it is kind of crazy but hey it gives me money to pay my bills and have fun. I am really tired and it is not even 11 on a Saturday...... My friend Tiff is getting married next weekend, I am so excited I can't wait. I really don't have anything to say so I am going to end this here. I will write/type more later LOL

Nothing Important I Suppose.
seems the warmth,love and happiness is slowly leaving this soul.feeling hallowed and shallow.like their is no hope to regain what i am loosing.maybe it's too late.is the mind going?or the body?should i be worried?hhmmm...

Nothing New Lol
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Nothing Was Supposed To Hurt Like This...
every time i try to get back at you i hurt myself even more ...well nothing was supposed to hurt like this the razors have been used my emotions have been misused the pills have been swallowed deaths path has been followed if i had any tears left, id cry if i had any blood left, id bleed and bleed i just want to die im shaking im so scared, im sweating im so close... im so close to just ending it all its always the same.....the same old shit im tired of crying myself to sleep every night im tired of hiding my wrists i just wanted to be loved... why could you never even pretend?...pretend to love me all i needed was some encouragement....your doing so well im so proud all you do is scream and yell YOUR SUCH A LET DOWN! i know, i know im a let down im sorry i never meant to be if only through my eyes you could see the world i live in, that never gave me a chance how i hurt, believe me i know im less than dirt the razor, well it was always there... unlike you the n

Nothin' But A Good Time
Nothin' But a Good Time Now Listen Not a dime, I can't pay my rent I can barely make it through the week Saturday night I'd like to make my girl But right now I can't make ends meet I'm always workin' slavin' every day Gotta get away from that same old same old I need a chance just to get away If you could hear me think this is what I'd say Chorus: Don't need nothin' but a good time How can I resist Ain't lookin' for nothin' but a good time And it don't get better than this They say I spend my money on women and wine But I couldn't tell you where I spent last night I'm really sorry about the shape I'm in I just like my fun every now and then I'm always workin' slavin' every day Gotta get away from that same old same old I need a chance just to get away If you could hear me think this is what I'd say Chorus You see I raise a toast to all of us Who are breakin' our backs every day If wantin' the good life is such a crime Lord, then put me away He

Nothing Better To Do
So ... I went to Wally-world to pick up some stuff -- an oil pan so I can change my oil ... some cereal so I have breakfast in the morning ... some Reece's minis cause I am a Reece's-aholic ... and a watch cause they were on clearance and I need one for work ... you know, the random necessities. N E Ways, I get all the stuff, pay for it (cause I'm a good boy like that) and get in my car. I haven't had a watch in forever, so I was kinda excited (it doesn't take much) so I took it out of the package, and went to set it -- and the setting knob came out. "Damn ... that sux" I'm thinkin .. but i figure it's a work watch and cheap anyways. I get the time right on the analog part, then set the digital and put it on. Since my oil is really old, I sat to let my car warm up, and randomly decided to check out my watch and what do I see? -- the second hand is not moving. So, I get out and go back into the store laughing cause the guy at the door knew I had JUST walked out not three minutes

Nothing....really..hahaha
Okay. Now that I've finally got to the freaken blog writing area...gosh, an act of congress to get here. Hahaha. Weeell, my first dumb blog. Nothing interesting, so you can stop reading it at any time...really...stop reading it... Weeell, let's just say I stayed at my Gran's this weekend and My cousin came down with her husband...wow, I just got hit on by him and it was weird. I'm going to tell my brother about it. I've never felt so uncomfortable about being a woman in all my life...It was extremely odd and I felt scared...go knowing karate.

Not Home Last Couple Nites
well me and my bro stayed at my boyfriends house last nite and worked on my 83 mustang gt and im so excited b/c im gettin a boss motor and that shits gonna be gettin at least 450 or 500 horse. rite now the cars gutted and we puttyin and primin the car cant wait til we get the engine in it then we can c how bad ass the car sounds. so get at me and i'll update later megan

Nothing Else Matters
Nothing Else Matters Last night I sat in my Rocker and thought about you The moon shone its silver light and its coldness fell upon me I watched as the trees sway under the chilly wind And wondered if you were warm The night is a friend to me it keeps the truth and the tears hidden from view Did you dream of me or were the visions to dark to look at Did you reach out, and were you surprised to find I wasn't there Did you remember that it was you that kept me there It has always been the dreams and the wishes that made us as one Now as I sit here I find that they are gone It breaks my heart and I don't know what to say , what to do I want you back I felt so alone this morning and I really needed my friend, my love But I asked and I wasn't accepted so now I know Pain will be here to stay and I must go away I will love you forever, never have a doubt about that And the darkness has become my friend in the end nothing else matters By Jane

Nothing Is Impossible!!!
I don't know if it's maturity or if it's because I have found that once-in-a-lifetime true love. You know the one you always hear about? The one that always seems so far out of reach? But, I'm looking at life through a whole new set of eyes. Everything that used to seem like the impossible, I now find are very hard to do, but to say they are impossible...NO!, not even close. I'm living proof of that. I used to think that people were crazy to even think about looking for love in a long distance relationship, but, I have learned that maybe they can be the best way to find that ultimate love that you are looking for. I didn't find my true love, because I was looking. It happened purely by accident. But, the point is, I did find mine. He is my soul-mate. The one person that completes my heart and soul. It can be a very difficult road to travel, but it is well worth everything that you put into it. I have let him have my heart and soul and he has done the same for me. To know that we rea

Nothing Really
hey ppl this is pritty much just me fucken around talking about good times and fucked up shit lol any way friday night i went out with some friends to fall river to get drunk and smoke sum weed lol did we ever get drunk lol i cant remember half the night it was so much funn lol first time in a long time we actually partied indoors lol were usually at the ball feild or behind the bank any way when i got home the next morning i found out my lil sister had a ruff night shes only 15 years old but oh well the kid got loaded and past out in the middle of the street and it was a main street alot of ppl are allways on this street the cars were just driven around her and her friends left her there to go get help any way some ppl stoped to help her and then the cops showed up and shit called the parentals they came and picked her up she was puken every were it was funny but atleast no one ran her over alls my mom and dad could say was atleast it wasnt sam this time lol thats pritty much all i wa

Nothingness
Her mind's blank, Eyes are wide. Filled with nothing- Nothingness inside. No more thoughts, No more pride, She went on her death ride. I'm losing my head, She can't be dead! My eyes are red, I'm as pale as her, Now its all a blur. And she can't feel, She wont heal. So now I kneel- beside her. Shes so cold, I can't hold- onto her hand. So she died alone. Now she's as cold as stone. And In her hand, She holds something that kills, A capsule once containing- deadly pills. Now she won't suffer anymore, She has closed the door, and locked herself away today. It was her choice, Now she has no voice. No more breath, No more air. And thats not fair. But life isnt fair, she had her share. And now shes done. And I'll miss her a ton. But now she has nothing- Just nothingness inside.

Not Here To Pick Up People!!!!!!
Ok people send me shouts wanting to hook up with me alot!I tell them I'm taken already!Just like now someone on here that doesn't even know and not even on my friends list sends me a shout asking me if I like older men.Well yes I do but I'm already taken by one!!I'm not here to pick up anyone!!I'm simply here to make friends.NOTHING MORE!

“nothin' But A Bitch”
“Nothin' But A Bitch” [Violent J] Straight out of Warren, bitch you a joke Sucking so much dick your fucking lips smoke With your silly ass pretty boy rap Be muggin and thuggin sittin on Dre's lap. [Shaggy 2 Dope] Pull a gat on my thug, no bullets or nothing, you shaking, stumbling, nervous, fumbling, scared to death, screamin for help, So damn shook you almost shot yourself. [J] Little radio thug with your preppy smile, Got everybody hoppin outta 35 miles, tellin us we fake Little faggot (?), I'ma knock your teeth out the back of your neck. [Shaggy (Violent J)] You might have little girls cryin and shit, But the detroit thugs aint buying your shit. (Run your ass back to Dr Dre and open your butt) Little groupie ass boy get fucked! [Chorus - J] Dumbass (Dumbass), Bitchass (Bitchass), Weakass (Weakass), BEEEAAAAAATCH! Eminem ain't nothing but a bitch (bitch) Eminem ain't nothing but a bitch (bitch) Weakass (Markass), P

Nothing In My Way - Keane
Music Video:NOTHING IN MY WAY (by Keane)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Nothing In My Way A turning tide Lovers at a great divide Why d'you laugh When I know that you hurt inside? And why'd you say "It's just another day, nothing in my way I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay So there's nothing left to say?" And why'd you lie When you wanna die, when you hurt inside Don't know what you lie for anyway Now there's nothing left to say A tell-tale sign You don't know where to draw the line And why'd you say "It's just another day, nothing in my way I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay So there's nothing left to say" And why'd you lie When you wanna die, when you hurt inside Don't know what you lie for anyway Now there's nothing left to say Well for a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time For a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time For a lonely soul, it seems to me that you're having such a nice time You're having

Nothing Really Matters
nothing really matters you and i can see love falls short on action the fell out from me' nothing really matters in my eyes ive set you free youll never be that shelter you thought you gave to me nothing really matters let go of everything nothing really matters never again are you for me thinking of the despair the nothing all comes back to me

Nothig Good Or Worth A Look,go Read Eles Where!!
Just go with the flow they say!! One half says don't say it!! One half says scream it!! One half says everything happens for a reason!! One half says things happen only when you make them. One half screams shut up!! One half say run!! One half says stay!! but are any of these half me? Been bossed around,push down,throw away,yet they all come back to me. wonder if any of these halfs care anymore about me. or are they so blind that all they see is their self. which is not all their fault, thats all i show when you look at me,is yourself. even they parts of you that you know where there but didn't want to face them. So who is who in all these muck!!

Nothing Exciting
Last night went better then the previous that was nice. things went smoothly. i was kind of tired all night cuz i didnt sleep a whole lot yesturday but lack of sleep has never been an uncommon thing to me. im listening to audio books woohoo. i got limewire cuz i figured that ill be wiping out my comp soon ne ways so if it ends up getting a virus or something it doesn't matter too much. i've started falling inlove with criss angel and type o negative is niftyful. i keep missing my friend, i work and so does she now so we havent talked in like two months. it's sad cuz we were really close for a while. i was sleeping when she got on yesturday :/ honestly if i knew she'd be on i would have rathered been even more exhausted at work and gotten to talk to her. i got six hours of sleep today which isn't too bad, i had a weird dream my foster mom was making me get out of bed and i was saying i just wanted to go back to sleep, that was slightly odd. umm trying to think of anything interesting

Nothing Left To Breath
Laugh hard it's a long way to the ground this time I wish I could wash the dirt off these intentions I've always wondered what your kind of people are made of with all the fires of your hell pouring out your eyes I'm scared to be alone tonight We're sliding from day to day it's a grab bag and all the surprises are just waiting for you to open them I told you so I told you so I hate the faces you make when you say you love me crying blood dust in bathrooms I wish it wasn't true I was never that good to you, I gag and swallow and beg you know but the chemicals in your brain never did interpret me you tore me in half now useless defiled I don't know where I'll fall

Nothing Important
Well I told you this was nothing important but you chose to read it anyway so I guess I should say something......I think I'm getting the hang of this...so everyone bare with me...damn I'm sorry I really don't have much to say but I'm sure someday I'll have something to complane about until then................

Nothing Exciting
nothing too exciting happened today, work was chaos with lots of people and attempting to still get things done. i got paid, which is always good. not as much as i thought id get but then thats because i get killed with taxes but i should get it all if not more back at the end of the year which would be good and suchness. im a little worried about getting my bills paid atleast if i get my phone bill before my next paycheck. i have enough for my rent, but im not sure how much my gas bill is gonna be and then for my phone bill thats 50 plus a 60 dollar charge for my modem i had to get. so that 60 is gonna be iffy, hoping i dont have to pay any bills late or borrow money, that wouldn't be a very great thing. im watching the kids, they're spending the night so derek and doreen can go to a christmas party and then have the night alone, umm hmm not much else to tell. kim was seemingly accusing me for everything that was wrong today which was annoying, she kept saying things as if i was the o

Nothing Really
i just wanted to say that i find it intresting that ppl would actually rate u or a photo a one. wtf?? if u do that dont fucking bother. not that its a big deal, but it seems that most ppl on here are cool but i guess theres always those other ppl

Nothing Gold Can Stay
Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour. Then leaf subsides to leaf. So Eden sank to grief, So dawn goes down to day. Nothing gold can stay. Robert Frost

Nothing
I am nothing without you Just an empty space in time like what we used to be I am no one w/ out your smile To light my way and guide me through the trials How can you just look away after everything we have been through? How can you just walk away and deny what’s within you? I know one day you will realize how much you lost when you left me I know one day you’ll see that you are nothing just like me How are you thriving w/o me? How can you start your day w/o my smile? How are you breathing w/o me? When you once said I made your life worth while How can you look at me with that fake plastered on smile when I have become nothing in you eyes?

Nothing In Your Eyes
I am nothing without you Just an empty space in time like what we used to be I am no one w/ out your smile To light my way and guide me through the trials How can you just look away after everything we have been through? How can you just walk away and deny what’s within you? I know one day you will realize how much you lost when you left me I know one day you’ll see that you are nothing just like me How are you thriving w/o me? How can you start your day w/o my smile? How are you breathing w/o me? When you once said I made your life worth while How can you look at me with that fake plastered on smile when I have become nothing in you eyes?

Nothing More
nothing more to give to you nothing more realize it's true nothing in this sea of love nothing more that you can do nothing come easily through something colds that burns without trust nothing more I can't break you nothing more than you'll ever do to surround me with your seed of lust Buried at PhotoCasket.com I want nothing more from you

Nothing Yet
A porcelain doll has always been the face of perfect beauty Silently staring out of their sightless eyes Never knowing its perfection to all EVeryone wants to be perfect like them That flawless smile and eyes so bright But lifeless in every way People like that have no center Nothing to keep them in one place Let them be who they really are on the inside Not just some spineless creature pretending to be That's why we can no longer be my friend For you are the porcelain doll And I the rag doll

Nothing But The Truth
UNTITLED AT THE MOMENT Current mood: restless Category: Life JUDGE NOT... LET YE BE JUDGED BLESSED ARE THOSE THAT MAKE THE SACRIFICE, DAMN THE SOULS OF THOSE WITH HEARTS OF ICE, SEEK REFUGE IN ANOTHERS HEART, CAN LIFE BE OVER BEFORE IT STARTS ? WE AS A PEOPLE OFTEN LET THINGS PASS, LIKE SANDS OF TIME IN AN HOUR GLASS, SOME PEOPLE RELY ON THE POWER OF PRAYER, HOPING WHEN THEY AWAKEN THE PROBLEMS ARENT THERE, WE CAN ONLY HOPE ,WISH , AND PRAY, THAT WE WILL SURVIVE TO SEE ANOTHER DAY, THE UNCERTAINTY OF LIFE IS OUR CROSS TO BARE, LIVE LIFE PURE AND AVOID THE DEVIL'S LAIR, SOME SPEND FORTUNES TO HIDE THEIR TRUE SELF, THE TICKET TO HEAVEN YOU DONT BUY WITH WEALTH, THE THINGS WE DO WHILE HERE ON THIS EARTH, DECIDE BUT ONE THING .... OUR HEAVENLY WORTH ! VOICES EYES ARE THE WINDOW TO THE SOUL, BUT WORDS ARE THE GATEWAY TO THE MIND, WE ALL IN LIFE MUST HAVE A GOAL, GOALS THAT SOME OF US WILL NEVER FIND, THOSE OF US THAT SUCCEED MOVE ON TO ENLIGHTEN, USING OUR TALENTS WE DISPLAY LIFE,

~nothing Compares 2 You~
NOTHING COMPARES 2 U (Sinead o'connor) (God I love this song!) It's been seven hours and fifteen days Since u took your love away I go out every night and sleep all day Since u took your love away Since u been gone I can do whatever I want I can see whomever I choose I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant But nothing I said nothing can take away these blues `Cause nothing compares Nothing compares 2 u It's been so lonely without u here Like a bird without a song Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling Tell me baby where did I go wrong I could put my arms around every boy I see But they'd only remind me of you I went to the doctor n'guess what he told me Guess what he told me He said girl u better have fun No matter what u do But he's a fool `Cause nothing compares Nothing compares 2 u All the flowers that u planted, mama In the back yard All died when u went away I know that living with u baby was sometimes hard B

Nothingis Fucked Here Dude...
Interesting week. Is it illustrative of my luck or my negligence? To begin, I was fired this week. I'll pause here for gasps and/or the perplexed furrowing of brows. Here's how this happened: Apparently, there's this company policy about having too much money in your drawer at the end of a shift. In addition to the $40 that has to be left in the drawer, I had $250. That, for the record, is too much. Although, I would have only had $200 if my manager hadn't pulled $50 out of the safe to break a $100 bill. This $50, that I had to account for and pay back to the safe. When this singular event took place, I was less than 2 hours away from completing my shift. During this time, I was bombarded with customers, giving me little time to think, much less drop money (forgive me if I don't want to pull money out and count it by the hundreds in front of customers). A note could have been made on my behalf, but that was too much effort, I suppose. It may seem like I'm passing the b

Nothing At All
As silent as snow fills the air As permanent as existence As gentle as down dancing in the breeze As magical as a kiss My heart is now bleeding, covering the white blanket of snow in a beautiful array of reds. It almost looks like an Angel, I think to myself, as the feather kisses my forhead before finding it's bed in the cold, bloody snow. I live, but I cease to exist. I have plenty of ammo But somebody has moved my target

Nothing
There's nothing that hurts more, than when someone says he'll love you forever, and the next thing you know...he's gone There's nothing that hurts more, than knowing that you gave your heart the chance to love again, and the person you thought would come through and make you soar, just clips your wings before you get the chance to raise your feet off the ground. There's no sting worse, than that of deceit; the prickling sensation you get when you are told a lie, and it is later uncovered. There is no feeling more heartbreaking, than that of knowing that he told you he loved you, but he's now found someone else to lie by his side. And there is definitely nothing compared to the feeling of knowing that you will never love again, for love in my life is just a castle in the sky. Something so unreal, so built on lies, that it will never be.

Nothing Worth Reading.
I sit here wondering do you know? Do you know that your in my mind. Do you know your in my heart. Do you know your in my soul. I sit here wondering do you know? Do you know that my heart cries for you. Do you know that my soul feels dead without you. Do you know the hell I go through just for you. I sit here wondering do you know? Do you know that the pain I feel . Do you know that joy I feel. Do you know the hope I feel. I sit here wondering do you know? Do you know i would drain myself for you. Do you know I would lie to myself for you. Do you know I would believe in faith for you

Nothing Like A Peace Of Mind
First i would like to say that iam not a bitter black women, I,ve been threw some things but i have come through victorious and it was only GOD. Iam 39 yrs old i have 4 kids ages 16- 21. I,ve been in two bad marriages and i thank GOD for helping me get out of them both. It has all been a learning experience for me, I don,t look at men the same meaning that i there are some really good men out there and i know that now, I ,ve met quite a few but iam choose to take it slow. i stay busy by working alot, i have two jobs and i like them both, and and the rest of my time is spent in church.

Nothing Sexy Here
Just Because You are really special and you should know You have that inner light, always let it show Never let anything take away from your charm Because you are loved stay clear of harm You have that quiet strength that others admire A real passion for life and a smoldering fire You are a real person far beyond those so fake I pray that god will give only what you can take Know you will come through it all and in god have trust In time you will triumph and let them eat your dust For you are special in this world far beyond compare Do the right things for all the reasons that are there You can always rely on friends to help to carry the load Remember you are never alone as you travel on lifes road By R. Thomas Dinsmore I HAVE BEEN DOWN THIS ROAD Having given all to the one I loved feeling set aside pushed and shoved We were never together in what mattered lost in the mess my trust was shattered Desire to be loved for who I am fi

Nothing
I am nothing I am no one I gave to you you took from me Now I am nothing And you are somethng special Alone in dark is where we stand when your love is unused and unwanted so this year coming open your heart and remember sometime what right isn't right for you but do the right thing anyways

Nothingness
i feel it all around me. he watches me all the time. waiting for the perfect moment to strike. death is comming for me. its only a matter of time now. he gets off on watching me destroy everything of importance to me. i welcome him. i invite him to take his best shot. i know i should feel scared but strangly i do not. i in no way fear you. i have accepted my fate. to hell with death. i now too am watching you. lets do this. you and i. come get me.Blue Oyster Cult - (Don't Fear) The ReaperMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Nothing Is As It Seems
Blood splatters all over the wall, it gets colder then the feeling of hands wrapped around your throat Slammed so hard the breath gets shoved out of the lungs and the bruises last for weeks There is no pain felt for it has all been washed away with the tears mixed in with the blood covering the wall Dark skies fill the room Shadows are not what they seem Reality is just a dream Memories fade away and there is nothing left to forgive

Nothing
Love...Elitest of emotions...Most base of pains, To give all...Praying to recieve the same. Hearing those words...I love you... Saying those words...I love you... To fly high in the sky... To hit hard when it's thrown back. I've given it all... Nothing left to give.

Nothing Like Reducing Yourself To A Rambling Retard For Attention
So there is this hater that has reduced herself to a rambling idiot to get peoples attention by entitling her blog something that is disparaging to another user...MY FRIEND JT....now I can understand her not liking him because his feelings are mutual but honestly...is it really a good idea to slander another persons name just because she is an attention whore that never gets enough? I think not...its pretty sad that blocking me and him from seeing her page isnt enough....NOW she has to play nananananana by posting a blog title that she knows he will see just to piss him off. Frankly...I dont know about all of you but I am pretty sick of her and her game playing and low level of maturity.

No...this Is Not About Anyone...it Is Just Something I Wrote....
What if I said you were the one? Lifted up my big brown eyes, my gazed fixated on you. What if I said I wanted forever? Could you handle the pressure? My fingers intertwining around yours. I never knew somebody could make my heart pound so fast. My mind race… What if I never wanted to let go? Would you break my heart like the others? My gaze breaks, as I lower my head in blush. What if I said I love you? Would you turn and run?

Nothing More
i would like nothing more then to actually go to sleep not black out from deprivation at 5 a.m. not recline and stare and kill myself with my mind the mood swings are fine but the timing fuck the goddamn timing

Nothing Is The Same
Nothing seems the same anymore.. i dont know what to do.. i am losing all my friends well at least it feels that way and i hate it. i want everything to be the way it used to be but it isnt that way anymore. i dodnt know what thehell happened!!!! i hate it... im losing everything.... maybe i just dont deserve anything.. i gotta go..... comment me people....

Nothing Will Grow There!
NOTHING WILL GROW THERE! Brian Cavanaugh, T.O.R. tells about a magnificent harvest in his book "MORE SOWER'S SEEDS: Second Planting." One spring, he and two seminary friends sought permission to plant a garden. He says, "Our house of studies was located in the downtown area of a large metropolitan city. There wasn't much of a backyard. Actually, it was a stone-covered dirt parking lot with no extra space. However, we carefully planned our garden, taking into account the area that received optimal sunshine. "The three of us approached the superior with our plan for a small area to plant some squash, tomatoes and cucumbers. The only real cost involved was to rent a rake, a pickax and a hoe. However, getting the superior's permission would still be difficult. None of us who were involved with this garden project will ever forget his response to our request. With a slightly bored, tilting of his head he glanced at us and abjectly replied, 'You're wasting your time. Noth

Nothing=nothing
nothing much to say nothing left to do nothing left inside all the scars show its true nothing there to cry for too many times i opened up my heart too many times its crashed and burned for all the wrong reasons love was just the start im here to show what you did no doubt it was worng now im broken and sore but its not your fault just the same old dance and song but to forget you and turn the other cheek would just take to long you opened up my eyes and now i see no longer blinded there nothing left of you and me caught up in the happiness and lost in the sad you did a good thing you made me forget the bad and in turn if you ever need a thing ill be here for you so you dont feel that sting

Nothing Happens Just Because It Does
Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two 1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is,won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

Nothing On Earth ( Poem)
you twist my mind and consume my thought. You turn my heart to mush, and turn me inside out. I feel you close even when your not. A piece of my heart I believe you have captured. You fill me complete, and in the same pour me out. You make me love you So you can turn me down, But hooked am I on a thought or dream. Nothing means nothing, but in your name is everything. I am twisted over you. Incomplete without. I graps the stars If I could To make them dance in your eyes. I capture rain, and save them sweet. Just to imagine the tears I shall wipe from your cheek. I would follow you no end to far of the earth I would plummet to fall safely in your arms. Love you capture me. You hide the truth. But for love there is nothing on this earth I would not do.

Nothing
split my heart open wide and feed it to the nerves of god so i can feel kneeling in a dark abode of my mind I dig myself deeper still, i cannot feel i am demented, and twisted split me inside if i could just say one thing, it would be that i have nothing to hide.

Nothingface - Murder Is Masturbation
I'm not awake But I'm not dead The drugs are late Lost my money again They never gave you anything You'd think you get the fucking point I'll laugh until I'm fucking killed I see the point but I can't find a way To get through this fucking mental hell!!! I'm not alright, but I'm OK [x2] All hail the pessimist All hail the anarchist All hail the rest that never gave A motherfuckin' shit It's killing season Time to celebrate What better way than to Rid the world of all the walking waste Wanna see it I'll show you something A middle finger With a barrel and it's fucking cocked I got a new way So you can fuck yourself Kill the motherfucker - all that I think about, yeah! I'm not alright, but I'm OK [x2] Sometimes You gotta voice your revenge Or you're better off dead You'll lose your fucking mind Sometimes You gotta look at yourself See the world inside out And scream out loud That motherfucker Kill that motherfucker Kill that motherf

Nothingface - Ether
cause I'm too good for that I'll never show restraint Because there is no need for that I know everyone I've been everywhere I know everything Because I'm everybody We came to take control We came to sell you freedom We came to burn you down We came to brainwash children And it's not our fault It's just your own new suicide Where we belong There's no one to hurt It's some place where we can't be found Where we belong It's darker than space A feeling that we all push down So it can't be found It's that time again Can we get it right? He wants us to revolt To set the world on fire We wont to show restraint Because we like the violence We are security Wrapped in our brutality And it's not our fault It's just your own new suicide Where we belong There's no one to hurt It's some place where we can't be found Where we belong It's darker than space A feeling that we all push down So it can't be found Find our way through space We'll never be

Nothing Interesting
well its now letting me on cherry which is nifty. i worked the midnight last night. was a somewhat frustrating night, but i survived and i've had a lot worse. i hung out with felicity a girl i work with before work. we went and got food and then got in a snow fight and sat around the house chatting and such for a while. i think i may get involved in some drama now due to her bf and such, but i s'pose that's ok. might make things more interesting. she's been having issues with her bf, in other words he is a heartless bastard (ignores her often at school, doesn't try to hang out with her ever, ect.) she said he was somewhat jealous she's been hanging out with other guys, but it's like he ignores her text messeges doesn't call her back and such, and he makes plans with people other then her all the time. seems retarded to me. im supposed to go to his house on tuesday for some meeting type thingy to learn about something to make money. i dont want to go now that he's probably jealous d

Nothing Worth Reading!!
just thinking of the past. and trying to move on. just think of all i've done and all i haven't done. just wondering if anyone would miss me. I've been hurt so many times and by so many that i never let anyone to close. I never say what i mean . I have friends that love me and yet half of them will never know how much i love them. I've been close to my blood family but at the sametime an outsider looking in. to me life is way to short not to let people know what you think and feel. Yet so scared to let anyone in,then when i final do I always lose them one way or anothe. I had a dear friend on here who told me that i have been down way to much lately.He wasn't the only to say that of late. I also so know alot of my friends who care and love me don't know why.Well now you'll all get a peek at to why. I've been handed a second shot at life in more ways then one,i know i'm going to get my ass chewed by a few dear souls. for keeping something so big away from them. I've just got back from a

Not Here For A Little Bit
Hello to the couple who actually read this. If anyone is wondering where I have been, I'm out in Arizona right now attending to the needs of my grandmother while she enters the transition from being married for 54 years to that of being a widow. It's not a fun time, but I'll be leaving to go back to my home in Maine on Feb. 4th. So if you actually see me on here say hello, if you don't, I'll be more active once I have returned to my home. Love to all, ~Me~

Nothin
You scored as Werewolve. You are a werewolve! You never get cold and all your scars and bruises heal when you transform! You don't have to wait till the full moon to change. You can do it any night! You are the only force capable of killing a vampire and you positivly despise them! Werewolves aren't all mean! There are some werewolves that can control themselves! Like Lupin form Harry Potter! You are the twin of a gray or red wolve except for your venomous yellow or red eyes!Werewolve94%Vampire69%Devil63%Dragon56%Fairy50%Mermaid19%What Mythological Creature are you?(Cool pictures!)created with QuizFarm.com

Nothing And Everything
The Moment Of C o m i n g NothingAndEverythingAndAllAtOnce… …all… at… …the point of arrival… Of animal survival, Of momentary madness This moment of joy Moment of truth Ultimate glory Of glorious …Stillness… . . . .Breathing. . . . Gentle kisses Tender touches Precious moment Love

Nothing Somthing Everything
530 am. The bike roars to life. The air is cool for Oct. I head out knowing today’s ride will be hard. It’s been a few months since I road any amount of distance. The trip will be worth it. We head out 181 and the road is curvy. I fall into the all familiar reflex of fuel and brake. I am alive and I can feel it. I hear the scraping of my metal brackets off of the road and it reminds me that Home is only one mistake away. I push it just to see if I can catch a glimpse of what once was. It is all but out of reach so for now I have to wait. I twist and come out of a curve and I see were god himself surly has walked. The mountains of TN. Breath taking I stare in awe and throttle up and head into another curve. The group has stopped for a break so I pull in. I sit in silence and contemplate what I have witnessed. I’m not sure what it meant but the impact is profound. Life is so short and yet we think we have forever when in a blink of and eye and a blind turn. Something we did not for see a

Nothing
Evelyn Hope I. Beautiful Evelyn Hope is dead! Sit and watch by her side an hour. That is her book-shelf, this her bed; She plucked that piece of geranium-flower, Beginning to die too, in the glass; Little has yet been changed, I think: The shutters are shut, no light may pass Save two long rays thro' the hinge's chink. II. Sixteen years old, when she died! Perhaps she had scarcely heard my name; It was not her time to love; beside, Her life had many a hope and aim, Duties enough and little cares, And now was quiet, now astir, Till God's hand beckoned unawares,--- And the sweet white brow is all of her. III. Is it too late then, Evelyn Hope? What, your soul was pure and true, The good stars met in your horoscope, Made you of spirit, fire and dew--- And, just because I was thrice as old And our paths in the world diverged so wide, Each was nought to each, must I be told? We were fellow mortals, nought beside? IV. No, indeed! for God abov

Nothing Going On...
& this is the result of my recent entertainment deprivation. I’m a military girl down to my very core. Born to a Military Mom, and a Green Beret Dad. I’m the kid who could salute before she even started school, The girl who hated pink and frills and loved covers and cammo. I was taught Army values, learned them all by heart. Knowing if I strayed from them my world would fall apart. I met a boy just like my Dad, stubborn and oh so proud. You could tell just by meeting him, that he would live a military life. The months keep passing, but one thing remains unchanged. I’m a Green Beret’s daughter and the wife of a military man.

Nothing Against Blondes :)
As a trucker in Essex stops for a red light, a blonde catches up. She jumps out of her car, runs up to his truck, and knocks on the door. The trucker lowers the window, and she says "Hi, my name is Heather and you are losing some of your load." The trucker ignores her and proceeds down the street. When the truck stops for another red light, the girl again catches up. She jumps out of her car, runs up and knocks on the door. Again, the trucker lowers the window. As if they've never spoken, the blonde says brightly, "Hi, my name is Heather, and you are losing some of your load!" Shaking his head, the trucker ignores her again and continues down the street. At the third red light, the same thing happens again. All out of breath, the blonde gets out of her car, runs up, knocks on the truck door. The trucker lowers the window. Again she says "Hi, my name is Heather, and you are losing some of your load!" When the light turns green, the trucker revs up and races to the next light. W

Nothing
It’s the nothing we all become The dark we all face The pain and fear that hides within our hearts The feelings that hits us all All the dreams that disappears in the morning And the hope that stays in our hearts waiting to break free And no matter how many tears I cry Nothing can change the past It’s just like another knife in my hand And it feels like just another knife in my heart

Nothing Else Matters ~ Metallica
METALLICA Lyrics NOTHING ELSE MATTERS So close no matter how far Couldn't be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are And nothing else matters Never opened myself this way Life is ours, we live it our way All these words I don't just say And nothing else matters Trust I seek and I find in you Every day for us something new Open mind for a different view And nothing else matters Never cared for what they do Never cared for what they know But I know So close no matter how far Couldn't be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are And nothing else matters Never cared for what they do Never cared for what they know But I know Never opened myself this way Life is ours, we live it our way All these words I don't just say Trust I seek and I find in you Every day for us something new Open mind for a different view And nothing else matters Never cared for what they say Never cared for games they play Never cared for what

Nothing Important
this is probably just going to be another senseless rant, though i already did one earlier this morning i think. but, for some reason i feel like i shouldn't rant on my myspace right now though i don't know why. i always have a slight thought that ravyn reads my blog but doesn't comment or talk to me, cuz she used to do it though she'd refuse to talk to me which sort of pissed me off. she said it was to make sure i didn't do anything stupid or something like that. i haven't slept yet and i did the midnight last night. i've started to have silly day dreams that come every once in a while. the kind where you think of it in a way that you make it feel real. the kind that always makes my heart pound and my breathing increase sometimes to the point of hyperventilating. just silly scenarios like if i were to fly out to washington and seeing ravyn at school or going to her house with a completed book i wrote and giving it to her or something. things like that are the only thing that still

Nothing Really
it's amazing what happens when your sick... I mean sure you could lay down and die like most... but for some reason I've found that it makes me want to do more things... like work on some drawings, doing some photography, writing, and even work on some music... strange?

Nothin To Fear.
there's nothin to fear —- u're as good as the best, as strong as the mightiest, too; u CAN win in every battle or test for there's no one just like u. there's only one u in the world today cos nobody else, u see, can do ur work in as fine a way: u're the ONLY one there'll be! so face the world, and all life is urs to conquer n love n live, and u'll find the happiness that endures in just the measure u give. there's nothin too good for u to possess, nor heights where u cannot go: ur power is more than belief or guess —- it is somethin u have to KNOW. there is nothin to fear —- u can and u will, for u R the invincible u, set ur foot upon the highest hill —- there's NOTHIN u cannot do.

Nothing In Particular
Just sitting here bored out of my wits, like most Saturdays, wondering what the hell I've done with my life... I'm nearly 43, and still trying to finish a Bachelor's degree! Being single at valentine's day doesn't boost my morale mch either... oh, well, thanks 4 letting me vent... :-)

Nothing..> Argh
so went to court today. it was supposed to be custody, but thejudge was like.. um i can't award anything. so he sent it to the people who set up the trial. it was like this judge had no clue. course My ex AND HER LAWYER didnt show up either. we got out and my lawyer even said ' i don't know what that was about. and apologized for wasting our time. *sigh* we were all tryin to get this taken care of before her next surgery. even our last judge, wants this all taken care of before her surgery.. which we find out about on March 7th. so who knows what's going on. gonna drive me fucking nutty. i'm so ... just... FUCKN ARRRGHHHH..

A Nother Year Older
well its time again im am turning another year older. i know i am still young but i wish i had a nother date to have my birthday on becouse v-day and ny b=day sucks becouse i am always single on that day and it suckslet me know what you think

Not Hot
One thing I always think is that looks are over-rated. Eh, perhaps I just say that because I don't have the looks. Well, I don't think I'm a bad looking guy, but I know I'm not exactly exhilerating to look at. People don't look at me and go "damn, he's cute. I'd let him bone me" or something like that. That's just not me, and quite honestly, I kinda like it like that. It does bother me sometimes when I hear a woman I like tell me that another guy is cute. Not exactly jealousy, because I'm a realist. I don't think I'm more cute than a lot of guys, so I guess I should expect it. I hear it all the time though. "Oh my God, Scott. He's so hot!!!" Yeah, I think "what about me?" but I know already what about me. I know what I am, and I don't try to be what I'm not, and that's what I want people to like about me. So, I won't be attracting the attention from a lot of females just by my looks. I'd rather attract their hearts in different ways. Charm, wit, intellect, humor

Nothing In Particular 2
Well, it's another V-Day alone, but getting used to it. Harder to get a date when you're 43, bald and in a chair. But I've met a few cool folks on here so far, so things are lookin' up a bit. Gotta go study and try to set a good example for my younger college counterparts.

Nothing More
My head is pounding, throbbing, splitting, ripping apart from within. Piercing thrusts that are beyond the endurance of human fortitude Then the fires begin. They sear my right eye from front to back. It blinds every facet of my existence. The touch of my own hand feeds the flame, and when the flame dies down the charred skin crawls slowly back into place. The creeping of it, so much like the tickle of lice on a hot day, cause my hands to reach again to my head, I can not think or comprehend other’s speech. My ability to function is impaired to nihility, except for the pain. Pain is all there is, and all that exists is pain. ©Dark

Nothing Happening
Did absolutely nothing today except go shopping for an elderly couple I help out every once in a while. Stood in line seemingly FOREVER... It's Valentines Day and NO DATE! watching David Letterman right now. So I'm gonna change the channell and check my email. Talk attcha later BLOGGERS!

Nothing Else Matters
Never have I spoke my thoughts, the way I can with you, how did we reach this point. after only shareing hopes and dreams, with someone we can't hold, just letters on a screen... They would say we must be crazy, for loveing eachother this way, just to have you here with me, I'd gladly give it all away, to feel your heart beat upon my chest, as I look deep into your eyes , and find the place I've longed for, the place we both belong, that is all I live for now, that one chance to hold you tight, to treat like a lady, to make all your dreams come true, just to know your safe and happy, thats everything to me, And Nothing Else Matter.... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Nothing Worth Reading,look Eles Where.
It's another night where I can't sleep. Once again my mind wanders to you. I wonder will this be the rest of my life. Alone night after night. I live in a place where I see old lonely people. I can't but look at them and say your looking at yourself. I know there's more to life then lovers and love, but it would be nice to have just one true love before I die. I'm not getting any younger. I've already given up my dream of being a mom, which hurts like hell. But my 20's are almost over. I mean by the time my grandma,mom,aunts where my age they already had a hand full of kids. Like I said I already gave up one of my dearest heart's dreams,I don't want to give up another. I just what my heart dream of one lifetime love to come true. If it ever comes to past,I'd gladly give the rest of my hearts dreams up. Enough with my inner thoughts,lets move on to my outer thoughts. Like my new place. At times it feels like home and I'm right where I should be. But on nights like this one it doesn't fe

Nothing Important............
Well this is my first blog and I just thought I would tell about myself. I am single with 2 kid's. My son live's with his mother and My daughter with me. They have to mother's and my little girl's mother gave her to me. I love tat's and piercing's and all that shit, music is a big thing to me I can only play the radio but that's ok. I love my car that I just got it's older but hey it work's. I am currently out on bond for some shit I did last year and waiting on my stupid lawyer to do something. Well if you have any question's are just want to chat hit me up. Central Texas baby holden the 254 down.

Not Here That Often
i come here every now and then,i am not meaning to be so neglectful of you all,you can find me on myspace here is the url,stop by and add me if you have an account.justam not here that often,iprefere myspace. http://www.myspace.com/insanitycreepingup take care everyone

Nothingness
I don't even know if anybody actually reads these blogs. They must, or blogs wouldn't be so freaking popular. The huge invisible committe of "THEY" have decided that "THEY" want to know the intimate stupid, unimportant details of various individuals lives. How nice. In any case, my world has taken a whirlwind turn. I don't talk about any personal stuff to anybody, which can be attested to by my friends, coworkers, and aquaintances. When you see me, everything is good, even if it isn't. And to be honest, it hasn't been good for a while. But, shhhhhh, you didn't hear that. Afterall, I am invincible and untouchable. .......right...... For the most part I am ambivalent to the changes in my personal situation. But tonight, a chord was struck and now I'm thinkin. Ever notice how easy it is to take someone for granted? Especially if they have proven reliable and steady in your past experience? You almost forget they are even there, till something extreme happens. Then

Nothing More
Sitting here Going over All the lessions I have learned All the people that have tought them And with all the teachers I have gone through Yet every time There's someone new I learn it all again Every bit of pain All the knowlege to regain Suddenly forgotten Just to remember To feel all over One more time Just as before Nothing more

~~nothing Ever Happens~~
A woman married three times walked into a bridal shop one day and told the sales clerk that she was looking for a wedding gown for her fourth wedding. "Of course, madam," replied the sales clerk, "exactly what type and color dress are you looking for?" The bride to be said: "A long frilly white dress with a veil." The sales clerk hesitated a bit, then said, "Please don't take this the wrong way, but gowns of that nature are considered more appropriate for brides who are being married the first time - for those who are a bit more innocent, if you know what I mean? Perhaps ivory or sky blue would be nice?" "Well," replied the customer, a little peeved at the clerk's directness, "I can assure you that a white gown would be quite appropriate. Believe it or not, despite all my marriages, I remain as innocent as a first-time bride. You see, my first husband was so excited about our wedding, he died as we were checking into our hotel. My second husband and I got into such a

Nothing But Hard Work Here
im not the most popular person on this site by far, but i dont cheat and ive never used a script its just flat out hard work it wasnt easy getting to this level but ive it all with a little help from my friends haha ok crack jokes about the song now yeah ok now back to the subject just because a couple have to have it all your punishing everyone on the site now come on at least myspace is upfront bout their shit

Nothing Less Than Everything
Nothing Less Than Everything Come Offer yourself to me Your all I will accept nothing less than everything Open your mind, your body to me Lay bare your deepest fantasies And I will take the task to hand I will urge you beyond the realms of your reality Having you abandon that which you have been told is immoral Seize the moment Revel in the pleasure of your body And as your mind screams for me not to stop You will not know who is inside of whom The pleasure of your giving as strong as my taking I will accept nothing less than everything Your all Offer yourself to me Come

Nothing
I WAKE UP AND THE SUN IS SHINING.. I MADE IT THROUGH ANOTHER NIGHT. SCREAMS AND PAIN OF YESTERDAYSTILL FRESH IN MY MIND. WALKING QUIETLY LIKE A MOUSE NOT TO DISTURB. DISTURBING WILL WAKE THE BEAST AND THEN THE FIRE AND WRATH WILL RAIN DOWN. BE QUIET, SO QUIET. TOO LATE- THE BEAST GROWLS THAT MENEAVING GROWL AND I FALL TO MY KNEES. PLEASE GOD PLEASE... PULLING MY HAIR, TEARING MY CLOTHES. I FEEL THE STING OF THE BEAST ON MY FACE. I SCREAM INSIDE.. ONLY INSIDE.. FOR SCREAMING WILL ANGER HIM MORE.. MAKING THE FIRE BRIGHTER IN HIS EYES. OH GOD NO MORE, NO MORE. I AM SO NUMB.. COLD AS ICE.. NOT HERE.. DANCING IN FANTASIES OF A BRIGHTER TIME. THEN I AWAKE.. O FEELING.. NO HEARING.. NO SIGHT.. I AM NOTHING IN NOTHINGNESS.

Nothing But You And Me
11:40 AM - Hunger For Your Flesh Current mood: indescribable Category: Writing and Poetry Nothing between us but skin Heat pricks at our senses. Your hands within in my hair passion tears down my defenses.Your lips move upon my legs sending shivers up my spine. Even more drugged I find myself on this intoxicating wine.Desire drips from our lips as sweat runs down our backs.Our skin slides against skin.Trembling muscles quake as ecstasy takes control, as whimpers and moans escape my lips as you gently caress my soul.Gentle kisses rain upon my face, as our legs relax and interwine still feeling the effects of being drunk on this sexual wine.

Nothing Can Bring Me Down Today....
because i get to see my wonderful marine hubby this week!! ::does happy dance:: you all have no idea how good it feels to say that, lmao. only one day and 15 minutes left till i see him again....::giggles::....i have the biggest goofiest smile on my face right now lol. i fly out to california on wed. to meet him at his base...::sigh::...im on cloud nine right now. i have everything ready for my trip...well now i do anyway, lol. i was reading the faa guidelines for flights this morning and realized i coulnd't take the shampoo & conditioner i had originally bought...plus i needed a quart size ziploc bag. so seeing as i cant live without my hair care products it was off to walmart for a little pre-trip shopping. i managed to find some garnier shampoo & conditioner that met the faa standards...along with some hairspray, gloss syrum, & frizz control stuff. lol. hell...i havent seen my sean in months...& theres no way im gonna go see him with my hair looking like a birds nest.

Nothing Special Going On Here.
So I just wanted to write and mention that I am still pissed as Hell over a certain someone lying through thier teeth to me. But what the Hell are you gonna do? Well at any rate people suck and hopefully will fuck off and die so the world is rid of thier useless shell of a human being. Now I am not bitter by any means just really pissed and as the old saying goes "Hell hath no fury like a woman's scorn". Other than being pissed I am heading out today to go see my tattoo artist so he can start drawing up the rest of my back piece. That is something to look forward to over the next few months. Other than my ink adventures life is pretty boring right now. Ciao!

Not Here Much Today
So the baby had a sinus infection i think and an infection in both of his eyes. Also he has an appointment to get tested for any allergies. If I am not on here I will check later. I still have to get ready and him and all and we are leaving in like 3 hours and 45 minutes. Just what i wanna do .....spend the day in the doctors office.

Nothing Satisfies
Fine wine stinks of foul swine bile. My favorite restaurants won't accept my good nature for credit. And at the end of the day... I step a little closer to lonliness. I dig scabs out of my back with rusty screwdrivers. There's just nothing to it... No sensation. No fiery explosions of genius. My mind is parched. My eyes are starved. My heart has run dry. And at the end of the day... Stones bleed for me. Time plays cruel jokes. And I'm forced further down the spiral. My fingers wrap around something with blind desperation -Salvation but this time it lacks substance. at the end of the day... I keep falling. After all my big talk. After my vows of iron will, of stone heart, the wind of the downfall just keeps kissing the back of my head. I insist that you love me. At the end of the day... that's what keeps me going. When the well runs dry. When the dogs run off. When my mind turns to a bitter storm of sand... so many thoughts... of such little con

Nothing's Gonna Stop Me Now :)
well things have come to an end as most of you might have noticed...it seems like I dont have any luck with men but I think I will try once more...I got a new name lol lost angel and I think I will keep it... LOL its kind of funny how I put a section in about domestic voilence when I was going through it myself...I saw some red flags and thought geez girl ur looking way too hard and not giving him a chance...but after some verbal threats (then saying he was joking)...u dont joke with someone who was abused about things like that... weather joking or not...we arent the same as someone who hasnt gone through the same thing as we have...I was talking to my therapist about things going on and he felt that I was seeing "the red flags" and I knew what I needed to do...lol I wouldnt let him talk...I talked about everything and when he tried to talk I said no wait let me finish...blab blab blab and finally I told him what I was planning on doing...he kind of snickered and asked me why I was

Nothing To Lose
Need more friends with wings All the angels I know Put concrete in my veins I’d always walk home alone So I became lifeless Just like my telephone There’s nothing to lose When no one knows your name There’s nothing to gain But the days don’t seem to change Never played truth or dare I’d have to check my mirror To see if I’m still here My parents had no clue That I ate all my lunches Alone in the bathroom There’s nothing to lose When no one knows your name There’s nothing to gain But the days don’t seem to change There’s nothing to lose My notebook will explain There’s nothing to gain And I can’t fight the pain Teachers said "it's just a phase" When I grow up my children Will probably do the same Kids just love to tease Who'd know it put me underground at age seventeen At seventeen There’s nothing to lose When no one knows your name There’s nothing to gain But the days don’t seem to change There’s nothing to lose My notebook will explain

Nothing Special That Describes Me.....
Hey ya'll I am nothing special, i'm just me. All these people tell me that I am special that I am so the most beautiful sexy creature they have ever seen. Blah Blah Blah. Guys, let me give you a heads up that all us burnt women know..... WORDS ARE FUCKING CHEAPER THEN A FIFTY CENT WHORE!!!!! I don't mean to sound like a bitch, but if the shoe fits as they say LOL Is it too much to ask for that ONE guy that is honest and trust worthy and loves me for me???? Or have I really already found him and how will I know?? Will he always love me or will his faith be tempted too far?? I have seemed to only find those guys in the past and am terrified that I will find the same error. I hope and pray that he's different he says he is and let's hope he can walk the walk as well as he can talk the talk.

Nothing But Thoughts
I've got something thats realy good, I dont want to mess it up. But afraid I will how to stop i dont know. Do I back off or let it be. I've been known to mess up and my only hope is to ....... ummmmmm........ not mess up.

Nothing But The Truth
Never owned a brand new car, never worked in a white collar and never held a woman longer than i could hold a dollar. I can't remember ever wanting for a second of my life even if I did it cost too much to pay the price. I never danced on the dark side but now I'm starting to play. There's no secrets I have to tell so you don't have to say a prayer for me I just said one for myself. I've been bloody bruised and broken once or twice in my life. I brought most of it on myself but I never complained or comprimised. My pride is too hard to swallow. My pride is kept in my heart, it's a place you'll never get. Mild mannered, soft hearted, and hard headed as you can get. So here's how it is. I'm living my life under my terms, i'm calling all the shots as far as I can see. I don't owe nobody nothing I don't answer to a single soul. It might not work for you but it really works for me...............

Nothing
Some nights I feel like I have died Or something deep inside is dying I try to understand my crimes But there's nothing here that really matters I don't want to believe in you I can't believe in you I don't want to believe in you I can't believe in you I don't want it, I don't need it I don't want it, I don't need it I don't want it, I don't need it I don't want it, but I can't stop myself Now endless questions fill my head Some nights I'm frightened by the answers no you can't hurt me, nothings real No pain you cause can last forever I don't want to believe in you I can't believe in you I don't want to believe in you I can't believe in you I don't want it, I don't need it I don't want it, I don't need it I don't want it, I don't need it I don't want it, but I can't stop myself One night I swore I'd die for you There's nothing else I'd rather die for But I'll try to live another night There's too much hate to be forgotten I don't want to believe

Nothing But Love
that's exactly what we gonna do make it good, make it good, sugar mmm (nothing but love) You are so beautiful You are so wonderfull And you can make your dreams, make them come true ... ... you can do anything that you want to, yeah You bring the sunshine when it's dark with nothing but love, sweat love You make me smile and say it fine when I haven't got no dime Love, true love and if things go wrong we can fix it with a song I know we can now, really, really can now We gonna do it You don't need expensive ..... You don't need no diamonds and pearls You don't need that witchcraft work To make your dreams come true .. You don't have to be a movestar ... And I know that you can make it true You bring the sunshine when it's dark with nothing but love, sweat love You make me smile and say it fine when I havenot got no dime Love, true love and when things go wrong we can fix it with a song it's alright We gotta keep it that way I know,

Not Happy Moood :-(
Damn pretty soon think I may have a bad mood and going to have a break down someday and need a break from what??? Looking for relationship and it's not going to work somehow and never will find a Mrs. Right anyhow!!! And thanks god I will have long weekend off and pretty soon vacation time will come next!!!!!

Nothing Good Happens After Dark
One look in their eyes And you should have seen that there is Nothing else that they want of you than to feed on you You know they just want your body now it's not so sexy We tried to warn you about the dark But you never listen to us anyway They showed their fangs but you still stayed You should have known that they were thirsty Wish I didn't have to talk to your grave All the times that we tried to warn you Just a little, a little bit attracted to All the power that they had We tried to warn you about the dark But you never listen to us anyway They showed their fangs but you still stayed You should have known that they were thirsty Now it's over and you're dead Now it's over there's nothing left of you We told you not to ever go out by yourself (come on!) We told you not to ever go out by yourself Because they're out there and waiting for you We tried to warn you about the dark But you never listen to us anyway They showed their fangs but you still

Nothing Good ,read Eles Where.
Tonight like a lot of other nights of late. I wish I wan't me, I wish this wasn't my life. I would be anywhere eles but here if I could. Thee last few months have been hell. Going through ,the lost of a friend,my mom sickness. Right now I wish that I wasn't here and that I was somewhere eles with someone who truely understood me and cared for me,doing what a 28 year old like myself should be doing. I should be out enjoying water going away and spring coming. I should be haveing fun with my friends and that person that makes my heart race. Not working my ass off, to keep peace. But yet I have put a hold on mylife for the last few months and not asking to be set free. Just asking for a break that all,I could never and would never turn my back on family. I know that I gave my word to my mother not to let my brothers know how she's really doing,but tonight I was i wasn't honoring her wishes. I'll stop now before i cry to much where the keys get blurred.

Nothing Better Than The Best.
When should the line be drawn? When should you let go of what you had? Even if what you had is what you want back. Should you crawl on your belly across hot coals and beg for forgivness or should you go on with your life unhappy and unfulfilled knowing full well that what you had was the best and you'll never get it back? Should you find someone new who is great but still not able to fill your heart the way it had been filled to the brim and overflowed before? All these question just because you know there's never anything better than the best.

Nothing
To those that know me WHY? is it that everytime i try to fall i get pushed back? if the ledge is so near then why can't i jump? its like theres something holding me back. i want to fall but somethings blocking the jump. i hate that i dont know what it is. i wish that it was simple that i could feel but theres something blocking that isn't real. i want to see something else besides hate and envy. but all thats here is sad and heavy. the loads too big i want to fall but somethings there but its nothing at all. i cant sleep without thinking why is it so hard why am i breaking?i wish that you would see the pain you have been making. because inside my heart is aching. i wish that you would finally see the person you have hurt. see the one you've made feel like dirt. if you see this you know im not there but you dont care. im leaving and not coming back this time. its time to heal this heart of mine.

Nothing Like A Blonde Scorned .....
She spent the first day packing her belongings into boxes, crates, and suitcases. On the second day she had the movers come and collect her things. On the third day she sat down for the last time at their beautiful dining room table. Lit the candles, put on some soft background music and feasted on a lb of shrimp, a jar of caviar, and a bottle of chardonnay. when she had finished, she went into each and every room and deposited a few half eaten shrimp shells dipped in caviar, into the hollow of the curtain rods. She cleaned up the kitchen and left When the husband returned with his new girlfriend, all was bliss for the first few days. Then slowly the house began to smell....... They tried everything, cleaning, mopping, and airing the place out. vents were checked for dead rodents and the carpets were steam cleaned. Air fresheners were hung everywhere. Exterminators were brought in to set off gas canisters,during which they had to move out for a few d

Nothing Has Changed
Spent another weekend just chilling with my kid. Which I need and she needs. It kills me that she keeps asking when I am going to get a new place so she can come stay with me. I wish there was something I could tell her and myself to make us feel better. I am doing my best to stay positive and seem to be doing ok but I really need something to go right. Atleast just finding somewhere to stay.

Nother Survey
1. My 'ex' is: an asshole 2. I am listening to: silence 3. I love: ice cream 4. I think I am: lazy 5. My best friend: a jerk who's gonna get punched in the face if he doesn't stop talking shit about himself 6. I don't understand: people in general 7. I lost my respect for: uhhh.... 8. I last ate: Oreo O's 9. The meaning of my display name is: my CT number 14. I never ever want to lose: my kitty 15. My mobile phone is: gay 16. When I woke up this morning: I got in the shower 17. I get annoyed with: bad drivers 18. Parties: eh 19. My pets: are sooooooo cute! 20. Kisses: love them! 21. Today I : talked on the phone for 4 1/2 hours 22. I wish: I was rich 23. I really want : go back to bed ANSWER TRUTHFULLY— What would you rather be called? 01. Babe or baby: baby 02. Sweetie or Honey: sweetie 03. Darling or Hunny: Darling. PRESENTLY- 01. is your hair wet?: yes 02. is your cell phone right by you?: no 03. do you miss someone?: yup 04. are you wearing c

Nothing
I feel that sinking feeling creeping on again, drown it out, drown myself The whipping boy of my family, the blame easily passes to me, beat me down and bruise me I wish they could disappear, be erased by the things they do. Shadows of people I once knew, they are nothing to me, yet the guilt they instilled keeps me around Dull eyes see the truth about them, two faced and double lives. Keep a smile on you face so no one knows what goes on behind closed doors They're nothing to me, yet everything that keeps me here

(no) Thanks For The New Cmail (from A Bullitin)
I liked the way this is written. I've been absent from the site for a week now, and come back to this technological mess... hmmm... my thought: shouldn't we fix the bugs that have been present in the site since day one before adding even more features?? Like the search trackz thing has been disabled since I joined last august, most of us just get to rate two pictures before we are told our rating is blocked for ten minutes because we are flooding the servers... I mean come on.. maybe the site is getting to be to much for mike to handle? many issues and few resolutions is what i see... original bulletin: subject: Thanks for the new cMail (repost) date: 2007-04-04 22:25:15 Sessions expire without warning Messages are lost constantly The shout box is fucked up and causes a problems constantly Things like the "family list" bulletins have been broken since inception (try it, you'll see anything posted by family members in less than 24 hours just doesn't show up when you

Nothing Left
Nowhere left to run, nowhere left to hide Keep everything bottled up inside Try to hold in all of my screams No longer even safe in my dreams Fall asleep and I dream of us together Holding onto each other forever and ever Just like the way life used to be Afraid of dreams as much as reality It's so obvious now just like it was then You have always been my entire life Cut off my family and friends to be with you And you did the same thing too Why couldn't things have been different We were both so innocent Trying not to take another breath Because I'm here now with nothing left

Nothing Much To Say
She was a model in my life art class, Trying to make ends meet. I was a student barely getting by, Living out on the street. We got together, I guess it was love, But the drugs proved to be too much. I hit the pavement off a diving board, And ended up with a crutch. She called to me as I turned my back, And said, "Take me away from this." I turned around and bowed my head, And blew her one last kiss, Then walked away. There wasn't much to say.

Not Hurt...
I'm not hurt, I promise. Stop asking if I'm sure. I said I wasn't hurt, didn't I? What more do you want from me? Do you want me to tell you How much you've made me hate you? Do you? Do you really? Do you want me to claw your eyes out Until you can't f**king see anymore? Because that's what I want to do to you. You led me on, You f**king deceived me. I deserve better than that. I deserve to be held, To be cherished, To be told how much I am cared for By the one person I have given my entire F**king life to. But no, That's not what you wanted Me to have. You wanted a f**k toy, Nothing more. You didn't care if you hurt me. So why do you keep asking? I'm not going to tell you That you hurt me. I don't want to give that to you. I don't want you to have That little satisfaction. I'm fine. I have to be. I can move on, I'll do things with my life. But perhaps you'll die knowing That you couldn't conquer me. Not comp

Not Happy
Well....gotta find a new place to go sing now....Buddy announced tonight that he is closing the doors tonight. All the waitresses walked out on him...apparently they were mad about not having a job after tonight...but we all kept it going. Man...I am gonna miss everybody. All the regulars that go to Buddies...lets all go to Side Pockets Tuesday night and show 'em how it's done!!! Oh...and Johnathon's Saturday night. DA DA DA DA DATS ALL FOLKS !

Nothingness
wtf ever so you've escaped the vessel? wasted essence...like afterbirth discarded should have died just then when are you to be freed? what do you need? Fuck this life and godless strife there is no shangri la come along and pain with me you want only more fuck you and your delusion nothing is forever nothing such as pure this disgusting air we breathe just to live for seconds more why so we can be more whore? skinless and somnolent cobwebs in your happiness confess your sins there is no such thing punish you for laid to rest its all just fucking pointlessness wait for life to turn around it wont but still you stand hands bound fuck this death bed I wont pray take my wake as blessing escape from hell and live only better lat me die alone...need no guilt fuck you my life to take makie no mistake not selfish to be just who you are alone you are and scarred you are so whos to tell just what y

Nothing Left...
Today I woke and realized, There's nothing to begin, There's no more dreams to live inside, And no more life within, There's nothing left to conquer, And no more tears to shed, My only need left wanting, Is the need to rest this head, Dont want to finish anything, I started yesterday, Dont want to start again, What I have failed in everyday, Dont want to wake to nightmares, And sleep in dreams of death, Today I woke and realized, That I have nothing left...

Nothing
at times i feel like there could be something, but i realize there is nothing. i'm going to yfn. i'm excited. i can't wait to take my relationship with God further. i need him more than ever. i've done bad things. i've strayed from His path, and i need to get back on it. so, yfn and chrysallis, here i come! lol. prom is going to be fun. i wanted that yellow dress, but i haven't gotten it yet. going shopping soon. have to get my dress so mark can buy his tux. heheh. :]

Nothing Feels
NOTHING FEELS NOTHING FEELS AS GOOD AS YOUR LOVE YOUR WARM LIPS MELTING INTO MINE. TONGUES TANGLED,DARTING ROAMING TASTING ANY INCH OF YOU IS PURE ECSTASY TO ALL MY SENSES. ONLY WITH YOU DO I FEEL COMPLETELY ALIVE I CAN FEEL EVERY CELL IN MY BODY AWAKEN. EVERY FEELING IN MY HEART BURST FORWARD FOR ALL I WANT TO DO IS SHARE EVER OUNCE OF MY LOVE FOR YOU WITH YOU. EVERY WORD THAT CROSSES MY MIND I WANT TO SHARE THEM WITH YOUR HEART FOR YOU TO FEEL WHAT I FEEL FOR YOU ALWAYS.NEVER FOR YOU TO DOUBT IF I HAD THE POWER EVEN BEYOND DEATH I WOULD GIVE THIS LOVE TO YOU. NEVER HAVE I WANTED TO MELT INTO SOMEONE AND STAY ALWAYS AS I DO WITH YOU TOMARAN.FLESH BECOMING ONE MY HEART NESTLED INSIDE OF YOURS MY BONES SEARED INTO YOURS MY MIND OPEN TO YOU SO YOU'LL READ MY MIND AND KNOW THAT NOTHING FEELS LIKE YOUR LOVE.MY HEART BLENDING INTO YOURS AND POUNDING FOR THE TWO OF US SIMULTANEOUSLY FOREVER UNTIL IT STOPS ONE DAY AND EXPLODES INTO THE ATMOSPHERE AND OUR SOULS INTE

Nothing Like Cherrytap..
You know that it took a friend to talk me into jioning cherrytap. It took me a whild to go with it and when I did I was surprised by the respones I got from other people. I cant belive all of the friends that I have made on here. No words could explain how very much I love it here.There had been things I didnt understand and quastoins I needed ansewered and all I had to do was ask one of them. Thay came to me with open arms and some I am very close to. It feels really good to know that maybe , juat maybe the world is not half bad after all. Thank you Cherrytap for it all.xxxxxxxxooooooxox Cathleena

Nothing In Particular...
It's 2:23am Sunday morning. I'm still awake. There's supposed to be a storm on the way. Hopefully not too bad. I'll try not to sleep Sunday away. Still new to this CherryTap. Just playing around with it. Well, off for more chillage...Later!

Nothing Really Interesting.
Well, somehow, I basicly lost the silly game I started.I think my brother started some shit with people or something, but I don't know. The thing is, there's people who have absolutely no life. They must spend every waking hr on that game. These people were abused or something in real life. They ain't really inot picking on people their own size. They would probably kick babies if they could get away with it, and then probably waste them by not eating them with icecream... I guesse I'm glad that these people spend time on the internet and aren't out torturing small animals though, or any animals for that matter. I have more productive things I need to do than spend as much time as they have to have spent on the game. Like math homework. This might sound like a winy, I lost why me blog. But I'm actually happy that I don't feel the need to waste my life on that game, even the little that I would have spent on it. It's a simple rpg sort of game,I'm not sure why I even spent as mu

No Thanks.
"more harder" I know I'm a grammar Nazi - and not a good one at that - so you may decided to hate me if you wish. But come on, people. "more harder"? Perhaps you are just becoming more stupider. That is not what this blog was going to be about. I had this great concept going about how to rid the world of all known diseases and I lost it. This is what happens when you do things that tweak my gourd.

Nothing Important Here
Nothing important to ramble on about... Another week of work, clients driving me nuts, and Pluto making it hard to type (he wants the attention). Some days I feel overwhelmed by things in my life. I know that the only reason they are so troubling is because I let them be such a problem. The things in my life mean nothing compared to people who have real struggles. They mean nothing compared to the pain felt by those who lost loved ones at VaTech. But I let them bother me anyway. I guess the best thing to do is just let whatever happens happen, and not worry about what tomorrow brings. I try too hard when it comes to friendships and relationships. I know they take work sometimes.. but seems like I have to work overtime. I am not gonna beg or throw myself at someone who makes me work for it. Those things work both ways, and I need to start taking and not always be the one giving. I have to leave things in the past, not worry so much about the future and live for today

Nothing Left To Say
(this is about my ex-husband and I and his inabilty to be a consistant parent.) There is nothing left to say Between us that is We barely talk at this point I'm fine with that I don't really like who you are I don't think I ever knew who you were I guess had I been less willing to settle I would be with someone else by now I would not have my children I would not be living at home again I would have a real job I would have a college degree I'm ok with the fact that you are a true man That I was not good enough to have sex with When we were married, but now sick you want to see my body You don't know who I am never will I would never let you in again I would never let you have my heart again I am ok with all of this I have great friends I have amazing conversations with some of them They even share their illnesses with me You never liked touching my belly when I was pregnant You never liked talking to the babies You can't seem to see that her calling the

Nothin Really
Its my night off.. finally.. yet I have to go back into work to write an order sometime tonight. Shame I woke up too late to go and get something to eat. Oh well.. gotta do what they pay ya for I guess. Don't know what I'm writting about really.. just felt like postin a blog since I don't do that much anymore. Think I'm too sober at the moment to write down anything with any substance.. so I'm gonna get back to this later.. This lyric is stuck in my head tho. "I'm stuck in this spin why does it begin while touching the edge of her skin?"

Nothin Special
I've made a vow, to no one but you I pledge my love to forever be true I'll take care of you and treat you right I'll lay beside you all through the night I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm I'll help you and guide you and clear a path I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through I'll take your side even if you're wrong Just to prove our love is strong I'll plant you flowers and make them grow They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know I'll whisper your name when no one is near So low that only you can hear You'll feel my love even if we're apart You'll know that we are one in heart

Nothin' Left To Be Choosin'
No time like now This is my life It's forever changin' Don't know if I'm comin' or goin' Got alot of growin' These lyrics are flowin' Girl, tell me it's not over! No dirt off my shoulder Pride got me movin' What's left to be provin' Beats got's me groovin' Nothing left to be choosin' You think it's a game Don't find it amuzin' In the end you'll be losin' Who you foolin' The tide is turnin' When the sun goes down Bitch, this game is over! No dirt off my shoulder Pride got me movin' What's left to be provin' Beats got's me groovin' Nothing left to be choosin' Beats got's me groovin' Nothing left to be choosin'

Nothing Is Everything
I held your hand. That first sunrise. As the dust settled. As the wasteland came to our front door. They finally dropped the bomb. The meteor finally hit. The planet finally quit. The other shoe finally fell. Reality finally cracked. And society innevitably wraught nothing. And all I really care about... is the endless white powder. Reflecting unopressively in the dawn. Mountains. Dunes. Fine rubble. Warmed by the cool morning sun. It tickles under my toes. And your hand presses into mine. I just put my head on your shoulder. And smile. "We've finally got a white-sand, beach-front home miss." Blissfully Stretching out into forever. Signifying nothing. Which is everything. Fresh footprints in the ash, two sets.

No,...this Isnt Mine...but I Thought It Awesome
What I Want The Most Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her." ******************************************** ~*if u want me to fall for u, u have to give me something worth tripping over.*~ ******************************************** im just me . and thats all I can be no more . no less . no 2nd guess i laugh . i . i live . i cry and some times i wish i would die some day im funny others im not some times im in overdrive . and i cant stop you may not like me . but thats ok this is me . and this is how ill s

Nothing Gold Can Stay
Natures first green is gold her hardest hue to hold her early leafs a flower but only so an hour Then leaf subsides to leaf an eden sink to grief then dawn goes down to day nothing gold can stay. By: Ricky Todd This was written by a dear friend of mine who passed away. R.I.P Ricky Todd

Nothin'g Good About Goodbye
I rolled up my sleeves today Cause I thought that this was over But then you called to say You forgot that broach of your mother's Every time I try to cut the cord You come crawling back with some excuse You forgot something There's nothing good about goodbye I could swear I saw you cry I always knew you'd wind up falling harder There's nothing good about goodbye Just say goodbye I rolled up my sleeves today Cause I thought that this had ended But then you called again To tell me how you're gonna blow my best friend And every time I try to cut the cord You come crawling back with some excuse You forgot something There's nothing good about goodbye I can swear I saw you cry I always knew you'd wind up falling harder Falling harder Every story has two sides In the he-said-she-said fight Always knew you'd wind up falling Falling harder There's nothing good about goodbye Just say goodbye Falling, falling out of you're falling a

Nothing
Nothing is what it was, Nothing is as it seems, Now there is no night time, for little children's dreams, Nothing is where it was, Nothing stayed the same, Everything has gone somewhere, But here we still reamain, Nothing do we hear, Nothing do we see, Blind men's eyes look inside, To see whats not in me, Nothing in the sunlight, Nothing in the shade, No stars to light the shaddows, No sun to dry the rain, Nothing to ask you, Nothing do you speak, Everthing is flying over, But nothing is at its peak, Nothing to talk about, Nothing for to listen, No reason to drop pennies in the well, There's nothing worth wishing

"nothing To Lose"
Nothing To Lose The only way to change me is maybe blow my brains out stuck in the middle of the game to get the pain out Pray to my God everyday but he don't listen the poverty bothers me but mama's working wonders in the kitchen Listen I can hear her crying in the bedroom praying for money we never think would she be dead soon Am I wrong for wishing I was somewhere else at 18 can't feed myself Can I blame daddy 'cause he left me wish he would've helped me too much like him 'til my mama don't love me On my own at a early age gettin' paid and I'm strapped so I'll never be afraid Where did I go astray I'm hanging in the back streets running with G's and dope fiends will they jack me? Can't turn back my eyes on the prize I got nothing to lose everybody gotta die say good-bye to the bad guy that one you fucked when you passed by Buck buck [gunshots] from a Glock tempured glass fly Do or Die walk a mile in my shoes and you'd be crazy too with nothing to lose

Nothing
I don't really have anything to say that anyone really wants to hear. Don't really care if anyone reads this or not...just feeling down and need to write and don't feel like trying for the coherence of poetry tonight. Things are all a mess and it seems like no matter how hard I try to stop the dam another crack and another and another come to destroy all the patches I put up previously. I can't seem to fix anything at the moment. Can't seem to make it right. I don't even know where to begin. Nothing is ok. Nothing is right. I wish like hell I could just take my children and run away from this place and all of the problems in it. Problem is problems follow you wherever you roam. There is no safe place. I wish I could cry till all the tears were gone. I wish I could slam my fist into something till all the rage dissapears. I wish I could hurt something or someone till I don't hurt anymore. Instead I hurt myself and make bad decisions so that I don't have to feel so alone in th

Not Here For Sex! Friendship Only!!! Damn!!!!!
Please don't bug me, pester me, or "stalk me! I am not here to have sex with people or anything like that. I was sharing my open side. My personal life is not to be confused with my open side online, so don't get it twisted! I am with my wife now and we are having another child (1 already) in the coming months, please don't call me or email me if I don't already talk to you. I'm here for friends and nothing more. If you call me out of the blue then I will not answer so you might as well just give up. You can talk to me here, but right now the only person in my life that I need is my wife. Please respect that and do not continue pestering me. I'm not rying to be an asshole or anything, but Would you want some random person calling you over and over? I did not think so. I'm a cool person, but to "stalk" me over the internet to call me is not cool at all. If you have a problem with this or me being with my wife, then please remove me from your list! Thank you and I hope that you all have

Nothing Really I'm Just Bored
Texas is getting better but it still sucks for the most part. I finally got some clothes that are not to hot to wear here that don't show just about every part of my body I really don't want everyone to see. I'm finally getting used to the weather just a little bit more. I went out to day and put in 7 applications for a new job. I haven't worked in over a year because after the last place I worked at went out of business I got pregnant with my son. Wish me luck hopefully I get one soon staying couped up in the house with nothing to do with my mother in law is driving me crazy. After the job is secure I'm going to go back to school to get my GED. Well I think thats it for now.

Not Havin' Fun
I am in need of TLC. It seems all I do is break my back at work and come home, listen to my roommate and go to sleep. I would love to have someone to cook for (beside my roommate), cuddle and watch a movie, go out to a movie. So far all I've done in the past eight months since I moved down here is work and come home. I'm not asking for much, just someone to hold and spend time with.

Nothing
Taste my lips Taste my blood Both of crimson Feel my heart Feel my breath sign of life Taking a chance, I'm opening up Don't play games,And treat me like a whore Just hold me, and be my friends Listen to to your heart Listen to my words Are they the same Arms locked around each other Cuddle close to each other Does this feel right I'll do whatever I need too to make you happy Just tell me hot to please you Don't hurt me, so I don't hurt you Friends,lovers, or what ever it don't matter Just let this moment last for always No cares for you take them away For we are nothing Nothing is how it should be I to you and you to me NOTHING and nothing more Just NOTHING nothing

Nothing
I search the night for meaning Finding Nothing... I look to my soul for reason Nothing... Words don't make sense anymore They're too easily spoken Then regretted or forgotten A screaming voice echoes Over the din of my stereo I know it But want to deny the knowledge Of its personal relationship Somewhere a soul is swallowed By anger and another by jealousy Then yet one more by the thought of Love

Nothing New..
The greatest myth today is that America will not lead you astray With this I say. Notices that history; shows only one side of the play. The word “history” is self-explanatory, It’s the oppressor’s justification of why he killed me So to those I say this Pay attention. This is only going to be said once. My deep dark skin is a symbol of power, intelligence, and ambition Each day I accumulate more information with every intention to plot and scheme to give my future a more prosperous dream. My potential is endless, motivation relentless. I am the man who bare witness. To accomplish this goal “society” calls “success”. I commit myself to excellence, and strive for the best. My wit is unmatched, Soul in tact, waiting to strike back, at the drop of the hat.

Nothing
I dont know when or where to begin, nothing has over come me and swallowed me whole. Void, pain, pathetic, catagories that i fall in too are starting to become real. I had a dream when i decided to spread my wings and fly but now im back in the gutters with a broken wing. Did i make the right choice or am i going to fail again? No no i wont failure is not an option for me this time. I have to stand up and be strong. If there is one thing i know about myself its that when shit gets bad i am at my best. There are so many things i miss and all of my comfort is gone. Where and when do i begin nothing has come over me and swallowed me whole.

Nothing Personal
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Nothingface-ether
Ill never hesitate Because Im too good for that Ill never show restraint Because theres no need for that I know everyone Ive been everywhere I know everything Because Im everybody We came to take control We came to sell you freedom We came to burn you down We came to brainwash children And its not our fault Its just your all new suicide Where we belong Theres no one to hurt Its some place where we cant be found Where we belong Its darker than space A feeling that we all push down So it cant be found Its that time again Can we get it right He wants us to revolt To set the world on fire We wont show restraint Because we like the violence We are security Wrapped in our brutality And its not our fault Its just youre all new suicide Where we belong Theres no one to hurt Its some place where we cant be found Where we belong Its darker than space A feeling that we all push down So it cant be found Find our way through space Well never b

Nothing Like A Woman Scorned
She spent the first day packing her belongings into boxes,crates, and suitcases. On the second day she had the movers come and collect her things. On the third day she sat down for the last time at their beautiful dining room table. candle light,put on some soft background music and feasted on a lb of shrimp,a jar of caviar,and a bottle of chardonnay. when she had finished,she went into each and every room and deposited a few half eaten shrimp shells dipped in caviar, into the hollow of the curtain rods. She cleaned up the kitchen and left..... When the husband returned with his new girlfriend, all was bliss for the first few days. Then slowly the house began to smell..... They tried everything,cleaning,mopping,and airing the place out. vents were checked for dead rodents and the carpets were steam cleaned. Air fresheners were hung everywhere. Exterminators were brought in to set off gas canisters,during which they had to move out for a few days. No

Nothing But A Corporate Whore
*sorry if there are some typo errors in it. I have been in the business world for more than 2 years now. I can’t even believe I am a part of it. I am not even a graduate. As you know most of the call centers are not that strict when it comes to educational background, you just have to have experience. Working in the said industry is like going back to school. You will be in class for 2-3 weeks. You will be learning new stuff, have new classmates, a new teacher, will be graded and graduate. After which you will be distributed to your teams, then again you will meet new people. When you ask ordinary people what is a call center, they will mostly say ‘oh, those people who work at night’, yeah most of us work at night, and as a personal opinion, night differential helps a lot, especially in paying taxes. The good thing about working at night is that you get to avoid the hustle of the traffic world. But what I hate about it is that you don’t get to have a social life, unle

Nothing To Wipe With
Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives. However, they had gotten over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk, and walking home, they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with, so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend, however was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them. She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to wipe with that. After the girls did their business, they proceeded to go home. The next day one of the women's husbands was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed -- hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said, "These girl nights have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst.. My wife came home with no panties!!" "That's nothing" said the other husband, "Mine came back with a card stuck to her ass

Nothing Gold Can Stay
**This Is Such A Beautiful Poem, I Just Had To Share It With Everyone... Nothing Gold Can Stay by Robert Lee Frost Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour. Then leaf subsides to leaf. So Eden sank to grief, So dawn goes down to day. Nothing gold can stay.

Nothing Really, Just Some Random Thoughts
nothing really, just some random thoughts I realized something about myself. I really like to flirt sometimes brillantly, sometimes i can be naughty sometimes I fall flat on my face. sometimes all three at the same time. there are times when i flirt I want to take it back. I get scared afraid I'm doing something wrong. especially when I flirt and it goes terribly wrong. I changed alot of stuff in my life. but still somethings remain the same. I got to figure out what I need to do to not repeat the bad things. Somehow the bad things I repeat constantly that frightens me. Am i really that blind sighted or that gullible. I want what every woman wants but I also want fun but on my terms and upfront. one thing i hate is not being honest about what is expected. dam i hated being told one thing and getting the same crap. Now someone asked me what makes a man sexy here's my list when men are honest with themselves when a man interacts with a child and actually acts like a

Nothing Ventured, Nothing Gained… Right?
I took a giant step today, and it's kind of scary. I e-mailed 2 different guys about trying to get onto an open mike night comedy show. They are both supposed to be this Thursday, I have wanted to be a stand up (only I'd sit, cause I'm lazy) since I was in my single digits. Cut me some slack about the previous joke, I was in my single digits when I thought it up. I honestly don't know how I'll do. The last time I did anything like this is was to most of a Middle school and it started like this "Hi my name is Shane, and I'm an alcoholic and a drug addict…" in a bad Bill Shatner impersonation. Well, I started drinking again, and I'm doing more drugs than I could ever conceive of at that age. Grant it, it is mostly heart medication. But, hey drugs are drugs. That all I'm saying. Where was I, oh yeah, comedy and 2 open mike nights. The first one is incredibly structured complete with it's on rules and regulations. Don't misunderstand me, it still seems like a lot of fun. Most of

Nothing Pome I Found On Net
nothing I have nothing to say for myself. I believe in nothing. That's why I always have nothing on my mind. I just remembered something, however, and if I may, here's something to show for it, a little something from nothing. Mind you, it's nothing to write home about. And it's nothing to speak of, either. It's really about nothing in particular. For once you try everything from A to Z, you find that nothing really works, and that with nothing up your sleeve, nothing is what it seems-- it leaves everything to your imagination and nothing to be desired. Now, if you think this has nothing to do with you, or is much ado about nothing, well, you ain't seen nothin' yet. As any good-for-nothing can tell you, I'd like nothing better than to offer you nothing. But timing is everything. Before you get all worked up over nothing, you should know something first: I used to have nothing to be ashamed of, and nothing to fear. I mean, I used to think I was really s

Nothing In Piticular
I'm sitting here watching everyones picture go by. I relize there is tons of things i haven't done and I wonder why. I've never been to a concert or rode a horse or been to a rave.Summers coming and I hope that this year my birthday rocks.Sometimes being born in the summer stinks. I'm trying to have a bondage part in the summer if I can get the people I need ofr it . Hopefully everyone will have funa nd enjoy the weekend event. As of right now I have no clue yet. On another note wanta say Whats up sexy to Invader ScOOge and Master Spawn whats up love. Hope to talk to everyone soon

Nothing... That It Is!
Ok well i haven't done a blog on here... and well i don't know why... or why not... so here are a few thoughts from my unique mind... Why do they only call it PB&J's??? I mean you can put other things besides JELLY on a peanut butter sandwhich! Like strawberry jam, butter, oh hell JUST PEANUT BUTTER!!! Ok that is a thought i would jus share with everyone lmao Don't ask me why... or nething like that.. it's jus a thought!

Nothing To Me
I thought you actually cared and truly loved me. But in the end, it was just a lie. Just like everything else in my life. There for awhile, I was living on a lie, because you told me you loved me. You were the one who was clouding my emotions and feelings for someone else. Who actually did give a fuck about me. He's the one who's still there beside me. But now, I don't think you even care about our friendship, since it is slowly fadin' away into existance. It made me see the real you. You're nothin' to me. Just another guy who tried to fuck with my mind & heart. But I caught on before it got to far. But yet you kept on tellin' me you would always love me, but you also told me that your feelings were fadin' away. Bullshit. Lies. I don't need your shit and I especially don't need you in my life. So Goodbye Forever. You're just a nothin' to me now. -Linsey June 17th 2007

Nothing Like A Little Road Rage
Those of us with bumper stickers should remember this. Remember people see the bumper stickers first! A man was being tailgated by a stressed out woman on a busy boulevard. Suddenly, the light turned yellow, just in front of him. He did the right thing, stopping at the crosswalk, even though he could have beaten the red light by accelerating through the intersection. The tailgating woman was furious and honked her horn, screaming in frustration as she missed her chance to get through the intersection, dropping her cell phone and makeup. As she was still in mid-rant, she heard a tap on her window and looked up into the face of a very serious police officer. The officer ordered her to exit her car with her hands up. He took her to the police station where she was searched, finger printed, photographed, and placed in a holding cell. After a couple of hours, a policeman approached the cell and opened the door. She was escorted back to the booking desk where the arresting officer w

Not Happy
I just want to say that I am NOT happy with how Fallouts have decided to sit back instead of showing what we are made of or is this it? I've posted for everyone on blue team to hit a contest and I get a few people that showed up and most of you left maybe 25 comments at best. We are behind in this contest people. We havent asked anything of anyone until now and there is no reason why everyone cant go and spare comments on this contest as it has 2 benifits. One we CAN win and two it's a fallout holding the contest so it helps her also. If we cant pull together and try to even look like a bombing group I dont see a need for there to be a blue team and will clear everyone out if thats what it takes to prove to CT that Fallouts are here to stay. I'm not asking you to spend all day or all your comments on this contest but I am asking you to put in and effort at making Fallouts a force to be reckoned with in contest. Here is the picture link please go show the Fallout support

Nothing Like Not Thinking Ahead!!!!
All of these are legitimate companies that didn't spend quite enough time considering how their online names might appear ... and be misread. These are not made up. Click on them....Check them out yourself! Read the web-sites names closely! 1. "Who Represents" is where you can find the name of the agent that represents any celebrity. Their Web site is www.whorepresents.com 2 . Experts Exchange is a knowledge base where programmers can exchange advice and views at www.expertsexchange.com 3. Looking for a pen? Look no further than Pen Island at www.penisland.net 4. Need a therapist? Try Therapist Finder at www.therapistfinder.com 5. There's the Italian Power Generator company, www.powergenitalia.com 6. And don't forget the Mole Station Native Nursery in New South Wales www.molestationnursery.com 7. If you're looking for IP computer software, there's always www.ipanywhere.com 8. And the designers at Speed of Art await you at their wacky Web site www

Not Him
I'm not him I didn't commit the sin He is the devil in disguise I'm the one wiping tears from your eyes Don't punish me for his wrong doing Who do you think you're fooling He is the one who broke your heart I'm just trying to pick up the parts You're preaching to the choir, just so you know I swear I'm for real, that punk was all show He's had his second chances, all I need is one He left you in the rain, I'll lift you to the sun It's now or never, please don't let him win Before you walk away, remember, I'm not him

Not Having A Good Day
FIRST I FOUND OUT THAT MY OTHER HALF HAS STARTED SMOKING AGAIN. I ASKED HIM WHEN DID HE START AND HE NEVER ANSWERED ME. THEN I TRIED TO CALL HIS CELL PHONE TO TELL HIM ABOUT THE UPDATE ON THE BENOIT FAMILY AND THE PHONE WAS OFF. HE NEVER TURNS THE PHONE OFF. I DONT REALLY KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I SHOULD TAKE FROM HIM. I REALLY CARE AND LOVE HIM. BUT I CANT TAKE THE LIES AND NOW HIDING THINGS FROM ME. I WILL GIVE HIM A CHANCE TO TELL ME WHY HE IS DOING THAT. IF HE WONT TELL ME THEN I AM JUST GONNA FIND ANOTHER PLACE TO LIVE. GIVE HIM SPACE TO FIGURE OUT WHAT HE WANTS. I HAVE BEEN THRU WAY TOO MUCH IN MY PAST TO GO THRU IT ALL OVER AGAIN. I DESERVE BETTER THAN WHAT HE IS GIVING ME. I WILL KEEP YOU ALL UPDATED ON WHAT IS GOING ON. TY

Nothing To Do And Bored At Work
Today just like any other day, I woke up and did the same thing i do everyday... -Yawned -Streched -Checked my WoW make sure it was still there and ok -then checked my email. Now this is where things get alil diff... A thought passes my head, "damn Rik you should be doing more with your life" yes i should be doing more with my life but what should i do. My schedule is filled with Music (da Clef Ent./Cash Squad Ent.) and Work (hotel-which shall remain nameless) School i said // Make a movie i said // Write a book i said... What shall i DO?

Nothing Else Matters
You are in your car driving home. Thoughts wander to the game you want to see or meal you want to eat, when suddenly a sound unlike any you've ever heard fills the air. The sound is high above you. A trumpet? A choir? A choir of trumpets? You don't know, but you want to know. So you pull over, get out of your car, and look up. As you do, you see you aren't the only curious one. The roadside has become a parking lot. Car doors are open, and people are staring at the sky. Shoppers are racing out of the grocery store. The Little League baseball game across the street has come to a halt. Players and parents are searching the clouds. And what they see, and what you see, has never before been seen. As if the sky were a curtain, the drapes of the atmosphere part. A brilliant light spills onto the earth. There are no shadows. None. From every hue ever seen and a million more never seen. Riding on the flow is an endless fleet of angels. They pass through t

Nothing Compares To You
Cant explain the feelings inside, and I just cant seem to hide. The way you make me feel, because my heart is what you steal. Your laugh just makes me want you more, your smile has me down on the floor. Your eyes just light up the room, all I want is to be your groom. Nothing compares to, the way you make me feel. Nothing compares to, the brightness in your eyes. Nothing compares to, the love you give. Nothing compares to, the sweetness of your touch. Nothing compares to, anything that you do at all. Nothing compares to YOU!!

Nothing
When I love, I love with all my soul it consumes as if flames engulf my very being. When I hurt, I'm shattered into a thousand peices and trying to put them back together again is like trying to put a puzzle together where some of the peices are missing, I will never be whole. I've loved, I've lost been broken into a thousand peices and everytime I put myself together again there's a hole because they're peices that are lost forever. I feel as if I don't belong anywhere or with anyone. You can look into my eyes and see all the pain that is there, it's obvious and there is no use trying to hide it or trying to pretend. I'm tired I wish this all would end, I'm tired of fighting a battle that I will never win. I'm tired of feeling alone even though there are people around me I don't think they understand. I am almost to the point of numb, but I don't want to be numb I want to feel I'm grasping at the last few strings of humanity that I have, but to feel what I feel is almost too much to e

Nothing You Do Goes Unseen
Jesus Is Watching You.... A burglar broke into a house one night. He shined his flashlight around, looking for valuables; and when he picked up a CD player to place in his sack, a strange, disembodied voice echoed from the dark saying, "Jesus is watching you."He nearly jumped out of his skin, clicked his flashlight off, and froze. When he heard nothing more after a bit, he shook his head, promised himself a vacation after the next big score, then clicked the light on and began searching for more valuables. Just as he pulled the stereo out so he could disconnect the wires, clear as a bell he heard, "Jesus is watching you." Freaked out, he shined his light around frantically, looking for the source of the voice. Finally, in the corner of the room, his flashlight beam came to rest on a parrot. Did you say that?" he hissed at the parrot. "Yep," the parrot confessed, then squawked, "I'm just trying to warn you." The burglar relaxed. "Warn me, huh? Who in the

Nothingness
in the vast depths the churning slows til all is still--a silence that none can hear she strains to see the silence looking for signs of life but nothingness prevails the dark fingers encase all gripping the dead breath sucking it away into the nothingness a place where no sun can be a place where no light exists just the dark dark nothingness

The Nothingness In Something
Since I cant remember what my real name is, I am just going to go into a world of pure misconception and confusion. For those of you who read this I welcome you in this moment to join me in not joining me. The art of life is the chaos in it, and I seem to be drifting along the wave of it's over whelming pull. To be alone and comfortable with the fact that I will ultimately, be alone brings more people towards my direction. Isn't that strange.Or is it a coincidence?Or is it that life is well paired with the games of the god's

Not Here For Popularity......
I'm asking that all my friends please comment me, message me or give me a shout to let me know you wanna stay friends. I'm here to meet people and discuss things in common not rack up a million friends i dont know shit about. So go ahead, Shout It Out Loud baby, let me know your alive!!! Muah, LUV Becky

Not Here For Popularity......(repost)
I'm asking that all my friends please comment me, message me or give me a shout to let me know you wanna stay friends. I'm here to meet people and discuss things in common not rack up a million friends i dont know shit about. So go ahead, Shout It Out Loud baby, let me know your alive!!! Muah, LUV Becky

Nothing Works
i find myself being ban from mums for a week,along with that,nothing else works.bad part is i dont even know what i did.a sidefrom a political argument in wich the guy didnt ,like my veiwpoint,an blocked me.but i did not use fowl or abusive language against him.but anyway this is my outlet tha still works.so i wave to all my friends and mummers from my ct jail cell.

Nothing New
well i am on my way to enjoying the single life finally after being single for more than 3 yrs. lol. last week i got my nose pierced and last night i got my eyebrow done!!!! i guess i have officially gone crazy. just updating my status. have a good week and be safe.

Nothing Else Matters
I LAY IN YOUR ARMS..... I LOOK IN YOUR EYES..... YOU HOLD ME....... I FEEL THE LOVE.... I FEEL SAFE..... BUT TO YOU THERE IS NOTHING....... CUDDLING ..... HOLDING HANDS........ KISSING IN THE DARK...... SPEAKING OF DREAMS....... AND YOU SAY THERE IS NOTHING...... TELLING OF FEARS...... OF THINGS IN THE FUTURE....... THE LONG HOURS OF CONVERSATION...... AND STILL U THINK THERE IS NOTHING...... AND AS DAYS PASS ....... MY HEART BEGINS TO HURT..... BECAUSE TO YOU THERE IS NOTHING..........

Nothing
It was meant to be they said... It's a power s great It won't be challenged. The walls fell The hope died No one believes. Me and you We only thought we existed. Its so cold where I stand. The nothingness takes hold of me I have become that nothing I seek out the weary Their heart I must have For thirty seconds at a time I can feel you again. I lost you... How? I do not know Our love drifted away, I was never worth your time.

Nothing's The Same
Here lately i've realized that when you do something wrong, people call it a mistake. But in reality it's only a mistake if you do it again. Which means that if you learn from your prior experience, you wont make a mistake. But nevertheless, everyone makes mistakes. I relapsed today, thinking that if I just take a couple hits off the blunt, I'll be okay and not want to do it anymore. But after tonight, it made me want more and more. And I have to keep telling myself that I don't need drugs or alcohol to make me happy. I was happy without them, but I had to face reality sober. And that's what scared me. Could I really get through life being sober and having to care about others and what people think about me? I can. I'm human. I just have to have motivation. My family, friends, my pets. I want to be someone. Being only 17, i've learned alot. I'm a 10th grade dropout. I don't have a current job. I've been kicked out twice, and i've been sent to a juvenile detention center twice. I know w

Nothin' But A Wack Time
Don't listen to anyone when they say white is the color defeat, it is the color of masterful disguises, when the enemy is crouched in the bunker celebrating, the fallen will conceal oneself in white sheets and overwhelm the blissed victors, turning the tide of battle as well as their bowel movements as they shit themselves in horror of these events...rule #uno, discipline your bowels to maintain composure and don't let loose until your supervisor gives the word, don't fart til you part, don't kiss as you take a piss, don't drink when you're on the brink, and most important of all, if you wanna know how it is to be drunk, just ask a glass of water! Yeah, master baits keepin it real in the projects/book reports/essays, fishin the river for sexy time and good lovin, but no rush because...wrestling as a whole is just plain..old...mush mush, I be gone, i love my friends

Nothing Left Of Me
Well now I found myself Wish I was someone else My hands are stained with love Wish I could take it away I hid behind the shell In time the pain will melt My heart is stained with love Wish I could fake it I gave my life away There’s nothing left to say I gave my life away You take it in your way My selfish enemy Still has the best of me Empty and feeling numb Wish I could take it away I can’t control the need To weak to not concede Wish I was deaf and dumb Wish I could fake it I can’t pretend we’re the same Oh now I found myself Wish I was someone else My hands are stained with love Wish I could FAKE

Nothing But Love : .
Mash it up now That's exactly what we gonna do Make it good You are so beautiful You are so wonderful And you can make your dreams Make them come true You get through everything And cast a laugh and sing You can do anything That you want to You bring the sunshine when it's dark With nothing but love sweet love And make me smile and say it's fine When I haven't got a dime Love, true love And when things are going wrong We can fix it with a song I know we can now We gonna do it You don't need expensive furs You don't need no diamonds and pearls You don't need that witchcraft world To make your dreams come true You don't need no Cadillac car You don't have to be no movie star Just what you are And I know that you make it through You are the essence of Everything I love Oh baby oh baby It's a positive vibration Going in circulation We gonna give it to the nation Through this evaporation I feel it deep,

Nothing In This World
Love ended here today And the dreams we used to share I watched you walk away As you told me you still cared Now I can't believe your gone How could you say goodbye You told me you would never make me cry You said Nothing in this world would come between us No way you'd ever let me go No no Nothing in this world would come between us What did you know What difference does it make If I understand the promises we break are never what we planned Cause we plan to stay together till forever then Now forever has come to an end You said Nothing in this world would come between us No way you'd ever let me go No no Nothing in this world would come between us What did you know You said goodbye You said goodbye I hear it echo through this empty place inside Let it rain Just let it rain Cause there's nothing left between us But the lonely days You said Nothing in this world would come between us (Nothing in this world) No way you'd ever let me go No, no, no, no (

Nothing But Tears
Living yet dead How days feel Stumble through life No longer real Many years ago I died with you Consuming my thoughts Everything I do Darkness took over The day you fell Nothing left for me Life living hell I'm getting older Years rolling by Biding my time Inside I cry Praying for you Wishing you here Closing my eyes Nothing but tears

Nothing
this is what happens when i get bored and there is no one around for me to talk to my mind starts going and most of the time i make no sense sometimes something comes out that does i dont know what its going to be like this time. the tv is on and i should probably get up and turn it off but iam affaird to because if i do i risk waking the kid up. just like the light that is on i should turn it off but the moment i do someone will need to go to the restroom.i should go to bed but the moment i do i'll be wide awake and sit in the chair for who knows how long before i go to sleep. today was a very long day. i went to my moms and remembered why i dont really like that side of my family. they get on my nerves. is that wrong?called my girls grandmother. that was a bad idea. she gets on my nerves. we recently moved back home and she lives like 5 hours away and she is always giving me guilt trips because she dont get to see the girls all the time now plus there is alot of drama going on there

~ Nothing
Struggling every single day of our lives to make it, and to be happy, we slowly wear ourselves down. All of lifes tests and torments, beating us with the smallest of whips, removing only a cell at a time, unnoticed. We need not shed blood, become bruised, or show any other physical signs of lifes abuse to prove that it's happening. In our minds, and our souls, we hide the growing scars of needless emotional wounding and punishment. When they told you that you could do better, be better than you are, dispite the fact that deep down you knew you were doing everything you possibly could, it left a mark, and it grew from there. A small scratch, barely existant, growing over the many years of added bumps and bruises, for lack of having time to heal properly, is now a growing abyss. Abyss. Swallowing and consuming everything good that tries to enter, or even happens upon you by mistake. Beyond the point of being able to reach out and cry for help, you let it fester, let it take over.

"nothing To Live For"
A father asked his 10-year old son if he knew about the birds and the bees. "I don't want to know," the child said, bursting into tears. "Promise me you won't tell me." Confused, the father asked what was wrong. The boy sobbed, "When I was six, I got the "There's no Easter Bunny" speech. At seven, I got the "There's no Tooth Fairy" speech. When I was eight, you hit me with the "There's no Santa" speech. If you're going to tell me that grownups don't really get laid, I'll have nothing left to live for."

Nothing
I look inside and I feel so small I am never good enough to become what you already are My words evade me this evening. She is everything to me The unrequited dream The song that no one sings The unattainable She's a myth that I have to believe in All I need to make it real is one more reason The story that builds up inside of me alludes me in the deepest recesses of my mind. Every attempt to find my own words fades by the cover of random useless thought. You're gonna fill her up with sadness You're gonna fill her up with shame You're gonna fill her up with sorrow before she even takes your name ARRRRGGGGGGGG My End

Nothing Is What It Seems
Nothing Is What It Seems What is reality What is just a dream I am living? Hard to tell a difference anymore When i am awake am I really Or is this reality a dream that controls this mind And do I dream again within in My realistic dream world Living each day like I was awake Only to be sleeping my life away Am I really in control of myself Or is there some greater force then me Who controls all the things I do Is each step, each word I speak Been programmed and planned from day one Is there a such thing as fate Or is everything based upon Chance and choice As I awake each day to live life There is always that voice inside my head That still tells me to wake up Could it possibly be that my mind is aware? Of things I am not Is this life being controlled Like a puppet on strings The little voice in the back of my mind Continues to whisper to me Wake up,Wake up Before its to late Through these eyes this world I see Appears to be real

Nothing Else Matters. Well What U Said.
So close, no matter how far Couldn't be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are and nothing else matters Never opened myself this way Life is ours, we live it our way All these words I don't just say and nothing else matters Trust I seek and I find in you Every day for us something new Open mind for a different view and nothing else matters never cared for what they do never cared for what they know but I know So close, no matter how far Couldn't be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are and nothing else matters never cared for what they do never cared for what they know but I know Never opened myself this way Life is ours, we live it our way All these words I don't just say Trust I seek and I find in you Every day for us, something new Open mind for a different view and nothing else matters never cared for what they say never cared for games they play never cared for what they do

Nothing Left
Devour me and kill my soul throw me in that big black hole fill my heart with sin and greed for its the devil i wish to meet i need to feel the pain again i want to have the sting remain let my heart go up in flame let the acid onto me rain cut out my tounge gouge out my eyes so never again shall i cry burn my body or devour my flesh until there is nothing left Copyright: Chantal Plummer

Nothing Compares (poetry)
Her whispers, Summer's warm gentle breeze, Her kiss is A hypnotic mountain stream. Her smiles Miles of pure white sand. Her laughter is, An elegant bird taking flight. Her passion is, Waves of a crashing crimson tide. Her strength is, A range of majestic mountains. Her love is, A deep and wide blue ocean. Nothing compares to this divine creature. Nothing past or present will ever measure up to, The beauty I have when holding you in my arms. -Hurley (copyright 2007)

Not Happy At All
Ever get that sudden feeling of loneliness? I've been entering that little phase again. Seeing too many people happy and enjoying life... makes me get angry at them when I should be happy. I hate when I become this sad. It would be nice to get out of this stupid feeling when I know I have plenty of people who wouldn't mind talking to me, but I feel so rejecting to a lot of things around here. My poetry has come to a stand still, my story chapters tend to not get finished anytime I start writing them. I miss talking to a bunch of people that I always spoke with on occasion, but with school starting up again for some, and me having to realize I have to grow up and move on... it's just rather difficult with all that is going on: -Sister moved out and is getting married. -Can't get a job despite seven applications. -Video games are not helping. -I'm losing a care to write. -Too many people being happy and I'm stuck sitting on a welcome mat. -Got angry at other people just bec

Nothin Left
I THINK THAT MY TIME HERE ON FUBAR IS DONE. I HAVE ENJOYED MYSELF AND HAVE ENJOYED MAKING THE FRIENDS THAT I HAVE MADE. BUT IT HAS BECOME APARENT TO ME THAT THERE IS NO PLACE FOR ME, AND SO I'M GOING TO GO. FOR THOSE THAT KNOW HOW AND WANT TO KEEP IN TOUCH, AND FOR THOSE THAT DON'T KNOW HOW THIS ACCOUNT WILL REMAIN ACTIVE FOR A BIT. I WILL SEND OUT ANOTHER BLOG AND BULLETIN WHEN THE ACOUNT WILL CLOSE WHEN I COME UP WITH THAT TIME AND EVERYTHING. THIS HAS BEEN FUN. THE POINTS, THE LEVELING, THE FRIENDS AND FAMILY.......YOU ALL ARE GREAT MOST OF THE PEOPLE THAT I HAVE MET HAVE BEEN WONDERFUL, EVEN THOSE ON MY FRIENDS LIST THAT DON'T KNOW ME, AND PROLLY AT TIMES DON'T EVEN KNOW THAT I HAVE THEM ON MY FRIENDS LIST HAVE ALWAYS BEEN WILLING TO ANSWER A QUESTION THAT I HAVE, OR FOR SOME OTHERS A WHOLE CONVERSATION. i HAVE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO DO IN MY LIFE LIKE FINISH SCHOOL, RAISE MY SON AND MAKE A LIFE FOR MYSELF THAN TO SIT HERE AND WORRY ABOUT WHO I HAVE UPSET, WHO I PISSED OFF OR WHO

Nothing
I know that I should try to find somebody new. But all I find is myself always thinking of you. You don't even know it, and why should you care? You're happy just pretending that I'm not even there. Forever means nothing if I don't spend it with you. But there's just nothing more I think I can do. I try to tell you that I love you, but you just don't stop to listen. Then I guess you'll never know that I'm the one your missin. Give me just one minute and look into my eyes. Forget your friends. Forget the world. Forget the pain and lies. Forget about what people say and what other people might see. All I want you to think about now is what you think about me. Cause nothing really matters except for the people you love. It kills me inside not knowing what you think when your all I'm thinking of. Maybe I'm wrong and you really just don't care. But why sometimes do you act so sweet if no feelings are actually there. Whether you tell me you love me or no

Nothing Humane About Dogfighting
I did not post this under "Where the penis rules" because dog fighting is strictly male dominated,.. there are women who do it to, however it is more widely recognized in the male community. Dog fighting is wrong,It is abusive, it is inhumane, and i hope that the Vic escapade has shown that. If you go to the link below there are pictures of Vics dogs in the shelter http://www.nydailynews.com/sports/football/2007/08/30/2007-08-30_trained_to_be_killers_vicks_pit_bulls_no.html HANOVER, Va. – As Commander Sergeant Kevin Kilgore led a reporter and photographer through the dimly-lit back room of the Hanover County Animal Control facility today, he warned them not to put their hands or faces close to any of the individual cages holding Michael Vick's pit bulls. Fingers could get chewed off. A face could get spewed with dog saliva. Kilgore said a pit bull from another seizure had chomped right through the heavy gauge metal door and escaped its confines. As Kilgore opened the ma

Not Happy?..lmao
REALLY BAD DAY I had a really bad day last week. I inadvertently rear ended a van. When we pulled over and got out, imagine my surprise when I discovered that the other driver was a dwarf. As he approached with a sour look on his face, he looked up at me and said, "I am not happy!" God help me, I couldn't help myself. I asked him, "Well then, which one are you?" That's when the fight started.................................

Nothing Nice To Really Say
is the easiest way th ebest way? the fastest means to an end? can u believe all this travesty? sometimes these thoughts come unbidden... command my every thought. command me to ur every whim. make your puppet dance to ur tune. and leave no room for thought. the less that i think the better off you are. make your grotesque world the only place i want to be. go ahead and make me believe. when the end comes and you think everything you've done is right. and your world will tumble in around you and you feel so all alone. to cry at everything you have done. a rock in a hard place as you try to be everything that i need. to save me from myself. and yet so scared to be by yourself. watch me break like a payne of glass. help me to pick up the shattered remmants to create comething beautiful. and everything ive become is thanks to you. for all the things you will never realize youve done thank you. vengefull concitedness. everything at the world should lay at your feet. walk on the bac

Nothing Better To Do With Time I Guess
Here it is 9/11. A day to remember the victims of terrorist attacks. Most people are reposting bulletins, some are in lounges talking about this day 6 years ago and what they were doing when they heard the news, some are loading up or ripping 9/11 tribute pics.... What I want to know is WTF is wrong with the few that have nothing better to do with thier time than to randomly go to profiles...go through folders (not default) and mark pics nsfw. Its sad and I pity the lonely person who can't find anything better to do with their time. Atleast wait until tommorow to do that!!! I'm not questioning the pic is nsfw. Its a pic of my tat on my stomach, but it does irritate one cuz there is better things to do on a day like this. Oh well. Enough from me..lmao I'm gona go back to hiding for awhile. I forgot what some people can be like on this site. That's one of the reasons I left here to begin with. A small number of people that waste thier time trying to piss people off.

Nothing Better To Do...good Morning World
Good Morning, I thought instead of a big ole long assed dreary story I would leave you with a short and sweet tid bit. HAPPY HUMP DAY Now, it’s up to you to figure out what is so happy about yours. Mine is just peachy keen. I think most of it has to do with the New LeAnn Rimes song I heard on the way into work. Nooooo I have heard it before I am just mesmerizing the Video image in my head… Have a wonderful day A huge hug and assorted pats Mart

Not Having A Good Day
I am not having a very good day so far. I had to have a gastroscopy today at 9 am. Well my mom and I got to the clinic ahead of time. They got me back and checked all in right away. The nurse came to put the IV in and ended up having to poke me twice. When they finally took me back to the room where I was having my test done it was 10. I didn't even see the doctor until almost 10:30. Well he knocked me out for the procedure and I did not feel a thing. He told me after the procedure that my throat, stomache and everything look good. When they took me to recovery, they gave me some coffee, orange juice and toast. When I got home, my mom was going to take me to the bank so I could cash this fifty dollar check I got from AT&T. Well when I got in my purse to get it, it wasn't there. I looked everywhere in my apartment for it and can not find it. I do not know what I'm going to do. I need that money for my cats shots on Oct. 8 and was going to go get myself a webcam with

Nothing To Do With The Last Blog.
I have come to the conclusion that I'm spending WAY too much time here, and on community sites in general. I need to focus my time in more productive directions. I found what I really wanted here and she can contact me several other ways.

Not Here As Often Lately...
Hi everyone:) I've not been on as often, or as much lately due to upgrading,setting up,, and playing with my pc. Will be back on regularly when I'm happy with my system:) Love you all. Take care...

No, Thank You Tiffany!!!
Just now, I received a "booty text" from a co-worker wanting me to "cum over right now!" as the text reads! There's a couple of things wrong here. First, she works with me in my department at work! I dont believe in interoffice relationships of any kind! Too much drama could happen from this. Plus gossip runs wild at my work! This leads me to me final reason! Tiffany already has a reputation for "sexing" BOTH men and women at my work! I KNOW this to be true! I dont want to go to work and be the center of gossip or become another notch for Tiffany's belt! Could you have sexual relations with a fellow co-worker?

Nothing Else Matters
by Metallica. So close, no matter how far, Couldn't be much more from the heart, Forever trusting who we are, And nothing else matters. Never opened myself this way, Life is ours, we live it our way, All these words I don't just say, And nothing else matters. Trust I seek and I find in you, Every day for us something new, Open mind for a different view, And nothing else matters. Never cared for what they do, Never cared for what they know, But I know. So close, no matter how far, Couldn't be much more from the heart, Forever trusting who we are, And nothing else matters. Never cared for what they do, Never cared for what they know, But I know. Never opened myself this way, Life is ours, we live it our way, All these words I don't just say. Trust I seek and I find in you, Every day for us, something new, Open mind for a different view, And nothing else matters. Never cared for what they say, Never cared for g

Not Happy
Here's some useful information about me. I didn't share my toys when I was a child and I can assure you that I don't like to freaking share now. So you can understand how pissed I was when some woman came through and not only ripped one but all my pics? All of which have been created just for freaking RayvenRed, with freaking RayvenRed all over them. When I put the damn pics in the album I marked it to block rips. Then fubar changed the format and guess what they no longer were marked as freaking blocked from being ripped. I'm taking them down...all of them and as a change them, which is often, I'll upload what is needed. t really pisses me off that some freaking "Horneyandbi" using not 1 but freaking all my pics and now has a status sign up saying please come rate my pics! Do everyone a favor ask before you take something of theres! don't just assume you can. You know this isn't just about the pics either. When it comes down to it she took what belongs to me. It's like she came in and

Nothing Left...
How can you love me now when you couldn't love me then? I often find myself wondering how things could have been, If you would have been there for me when I needed you If you would have loved me when I needed you to but most of all, if you could have just been "true" to me. Where were you when I needed you? I knew down deep in my heart that you were not being true to me, and once I seen the proof, it killed everything inside of me. After finding out the truth about you, the cheating and the lies, I still tried holding on by holding everything in and I finally realized that there was nothing for me to hold on to. It was then that I realized that that my love for you love for you would not be able to pull me through. There is nothing left for me to do other than to leave you I do love you, but can't you see all the hurt inside that is slowly killing me? The love we once had has turned to glass it has been broken and shattered and at last my heart has turned

No This Didn't Really Happen!! Lol
My Morning I rear ended a car this morning... I tell you, it was going to be a REALLY bad day! The driver got out of the other car, and he was a DWARF!! He looked up at me and said "I am NOT Happy!" So I said, "Well, which one ARE you then?" That's how the fight started...

Nothing Gold Can Stay
Nothing Gold Can Stay Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour. Then leaf subsides to leaf, So Eden sank to grief, So dawn goes down to day Nothing gold can stay. Robert Frost

Nothing At All
in the back of my mind, all these thoughts and feelings. damned if i do, yet damned if i don't. the possiblities... endless... my mind wanders beyond compare. although i am unaware... there is an angel there to guide... but most the time i'm just trying to hide...laughter fades as the scene suddenly turns to gray... sorry mama i wanted to be your baby but i just could not stay.. is what i hear in the back of my mind...i try to block it out thought, as though its nothing at all.... smiles that has once painted my face, change to save grace.... fallin from the sky.... seasons change just as the rain must fall... and we go about our lives.... as though it is nothing at all.

Nothings The Same!
Nothing's The Same Lost again and all alone Lost again for I should have known So many storms, so many times I've died Another goodbye Crash and burn, refuse to learn Your only friend inside the scars that never mend This trip inside the dark The neverending rain Kill the past, nothings the same All the faces that I once knew now are all gone Days turn into years, rolling on So many storms, so many times I've died Another goodbye Crash and burn, refuse to learn Your only friend inside the scars that never mend This trip inside the dark The neverending rain Kill the past, nothings the same Crash and burn, refuse to learn Your only friend inside the scars that never mend This trip inside the dark The neverending rain Kill the past, nothings the same

Notheness
Im siting here today thinking to my self and about how things really are.. do i wanna wish i was dead ? or do i wanna try to survive in this world of notheness and darkness or let the nothenes comsumes me .my heart is numb,my tear fall like rain . not knowing how to feel, love ,or even care ,i fear to trust ,can i be saved you ask i don't know i walk down these lonely roads alone and cold ,and sad, not knowing who to trust, the numbness is all i feel know ,my heart is black ,i'm trying to give myself a good reason not too give up, in the end who knows who i will be but i won't let the notheness consume me

Nothing Like An Orgasm
Nothing Like and Orgasm by Jamie Sidwell There is nothing like an orgasm While gasping and panting for air Your heart beating faster and faster As you run your hands through her hair Your body takes on new strength While thrashing and writhing about Your mouth says words you never say But suddenly those words you shout Can't wait til the feeling starts to climb Want to get there...oh...but wait Your mind starts to play tricks on you Take your time...this journey is great Your love spring starts to flow Warm and sacred and pure You can think of nothing else But how long can this endure Suddenly, there's no turning back Passed the point of no return Can't delay or stall any longer Your reward you're about to earn Here it is...there's no control Bucking and arching...oh please Make it happen...no more time Don't even think to tease Moans and growns...I say your name over and over while fluttering I'm THERE in all my

Not Helping People Anymore With Leveling, Only People That Return The Love.
Ive noticed alot of people here on Fubar, want help leveling or votes for contests, but when it comes time for u to need help they are no where to be found, not gonna name anyone, they know who they are, I will not help u anymore, im done being nice. I dont know how many times ive heard, I will rate all yours, when it takes me 3-4 days to rate one persons pics and stash and they never come and return the favor, yes I have alot of pics and stash, but they did too, at least I can say im here for my friends, and to help others, im not here just for myself, I dont need a website to make me feel special or to become popular, im grown, out of highschool, was popular there, was no big deal. Im dedicated to helping people, and theres lots that can back me on that one. But to those who said to me, I will return the love and never did, dont expect me to help u ever. Im the type of person that loves helping people in any way I can, even in real life I put everyone ahead of me, because im not a se

Nothing In General
A few things and I'll try to even keep it short. I am not the best with grammer or punctuation so those who teach please turn a blind eye. I don't want to go into great detail really who care about my life story? All of my close friends already know the drama of my life. Now is a time of great change as almost every aspect of my life and how I have been living it in the last 9yrs has changed completely. Love , Career , Family ..... Nothing is as it was before. I can hope it will be better in the end. For whatever reason cosmic design , spiritual creator , or utter chaos ... tomorow is a new day.

Nothing Will Ever Change
I’m trapped trapped in this life trapped by the choices and decisions I’ve made resulting in this irreversible trap that binds me constricting me to a given path like a train bound to its tracks I see my future before me a path that chokes the joy from my life trapped by my parentage who bequeathed me my middleclass mediocrity trapped by Wanting a spouse who Will forever satisfy me trapped by a child who needs my love and presence, and requires me to remain alive trapped by apathetic friends who are fully absorbed in their own crisis trapped by an education that excludes interesting career choices trapped by jobs that mandate acceptance, conformity, boredom trapped by geography restricting my ability to run far away trapped by poverty eliminating all choices entirely I have no viable options no pleasant foreseeable future no realistic reason for foolish hope nor pathetic undaunted optimism I have nothing but the melancholy realization that this is my shitty

No Things, Any Things, Many Things
There are things that you need to know that I will never be able to tell you. There are things that need to be done that I know you will never do. There are decisions that need to made that will go ignored until it is too late. It is late now. You are late and so am I. And still we do not arrive together. I lay in one corner while you sit in another and the distance is too great for us to even see each other. Am I alone then? The many factors of loneliness. I cry that I am lonely but remain because I am not. I remain because it is not solely my decision because it does not affect only me. When my fingers stumble across silver and my skin craves seperation, I see other hands above mine. Smaller hands. Softer hands. Purer hands. Three pairs of tiny hands that I have held in happiness, sadness, cluelessness but always in love. Hands that have clung to me when time and space tried to pull me away. Hands that have absorbed tears, cradled laughter and smothered anger. Hands

Nothing So Original
As I walked through the darkness I was startled by the light. Not scared or uplifted, just surprised. It flashed for half a second Deep into the night. And I'll never know the reason why it came. This is the story of darkness And how it came to light Nothing so original Nothing so out of sight In darkness there is comfort In light you are alone. Does it have to be one or the other? Is there a combination of both? The combination is tricky You're never quite sure where you stand. Darkness and light is quite a mix You go there when you can. When I was in darkness I didn't feel alone. It was only when the light came in That I saw what was my home. It showed me that when darkness came I just couldn't see what was there But what was there was nothing There was nothing anywhere. I've made my peace with darkness I live inside the gray. Just enough darkness for cover Just enough light for day August

Nothing So Original (rewrite)
It flashed for half a second Deep into the night. And I'll never know the reason why it came. This is the story of darkness And how it came to light Nothing so original Nothing so out of sight In darkness there is comfort In light you are alone. One extreme or the other. A combination of both? A tricky combination. Never quite sure where I stand. Darkness and light is quite a mix I go there when I can. When I was in darkness I didn't feel alone. It was only when the light came in That I saw what was my home. It showed me that when darkness came I just couldn't see what was there But what was there was nothing There was nothing anywhere. I've made my peace with darkness I live inside the gray. Just enough darkness for cover Just enough light for day August

Nothing To See
The love of my life is an acid trip in my mind. I wonder, how much truth can I see before I come down? It’s never enough. It is a nauseating ride trying to make the spinning stop through the drama. My wicked breaks the soul torn by my passion. Forever I must admit the obsession broke the fantasy and the claim that I could at last bring forth the truth I once seen. But now is the cold, sweating tears of ice. Though not what they once were inside of the storming wind. The chance I needed to feel something real doesn’t measure against the fog. Of course, if there was a belief it doesn’t begin to acknowledge the freedom. The choices I see don’t beg for acceptance. Yet superficial liars believe the blood is no different than the fly swirling around the meat.

Nothing To Report...
I'm writing a blog because there's nothing happening in my life. I mean sure there's the occasional driving lesson taking me further and the maths lessons helping me to get qualified for jobs that I'm never gonna do anyway... As the High Priest of the cunnilingus appreciation society (started as a group on facebook) I've been quite cut off from my favoured pastime as I've declined the company of ladies for the sake of my music and my hobbies. A nerdy thing to do but I'm not fussed right now, hell I'm already living proof that anyone can get their card stamped, don't really need much more claim to fame anyway (except being in a top metal band) so the world's the oyster really for a geek like myself. Though saying that, a friend so articulately told me: "Ohhhh I bet if little miss perfect goffik lady came and sat on your patrick that opinnion may just change slightly lol" Well yeah, thanks dude, I'm sure that's true. Though for now I'd be happy just to get a vocalist and a drummer for

Nothing For The Pain
A man and his wife walked into a dentist's office. The man said to the dentist, "Doc, I'm in one hell of a hurry! I have two buddies sitting out in my car waiting for us to go play golf. So forget about the anesthetic and just pull the tooth and be done with it. We have a 10:00 AM tee time at the best golf course in town and it's 9:30 already. I don't have time to wait for the anesthetic to work!" The dentist thought to himself, "My goodness, this is surely a very brave man asking to have his tooth pulled without using anything to kill the pain." So the dentist asks him, "Which tooth is it sir?" The man turned to his wife and said, "Open your mouth, Honey, and show him."

Nothing, Again
i was failed. By someone who told me they would be my best friend until the end of time. I dont understand why i continue to put my faith into these people that can give two shits less about how my life turns out. I guess you can only rely on your family in times of need. But what if you realllllyyyyy need help, and the only family you have is your 14 year old sister. Shes seen me cry enough. This isnt even making any sense. I just want to go away. I need a vacation, or i need to hit the lotto or something. For crying out loud.

Nothing
It glitters, this frivolous life we have been given, In the darkness of the starless night, Providing hope where all is lost, Offering a new start when the end is in sight, But still we do not see its eternal beauty, We only think about out gain, our own greed, Choosing who we like and hate, Because of their hair color, religion or creed, A golden light amid the blackness, A line of white against the stark sky, Prisms of color on a grey world, We do not see that to live, we must accept to die, Yes life glitters as we make it what we want, While we talk, yell, shout and inexplicably sing, But we do not know that life is just the road to a wonderful death, Where we will all cast aside our skins and become nothing.

Nothing Is Ever Easy!!!!!!!!!
Being a Mom is never easy. Were always checking and making sure things are safe for our children. Keeping up with the housework, being a bus driver when our children need to go to practice or a christmas program or to a friends house. Keeping the other half happy (That in it self can be the biggest job).... Being a friend is never easy, till u get to know them so well that u can feel what they are doing over 1,000 miles away. I have a soulmate friend whom we share these feelings. Like I said nothing is ever easy. She feels my feelings whether I am sad or happy she feels these things. I love my friend to death she is so part of me but I feel her pain and anger sometimes and it really makes it hard for me and her because thats where mixed emotions come in and we are tangled together. My Job is never easy either. I am a bus driver and its for little children under the age of 4 and they are a challenge everyday. Trying to keep them inline and working with them to know there n

Not Happy
So.. I'm not having a good night. I'm giving my girl rats away to a friend.. I can't give them the time they need here since I'm not allowed to have them and I have to hide them... well when I was taking photos for her so she could see them and the cage and everything.. I noticed something funny with the rat that I like the most.... It's what I dreaded.. Wednesday is getting the mamory cysts. I just lost my rat December to those not too long ago. I'm really upset about this. I'm not sure if Danielle will still take the girls or not b/c of it. I hope she does.. or I may just have to give them up to the humane society cuz I really cannot go through losing another animal to those. That's why from now on I'm only getting males. The chances of them getting cysts are rare.. In females there's over an 80% chance they'll get them unless you breed them or get them fixed.. and well.. the vet I trust wont fix them because he doesn't feel safe enough taking an animal I'm trusting him wit

.nothing.
monkey is watchin some crap called hip hop harry. dun ask me. iunno. when i tried to change the channel... she screamed at me. today is...bombin the garage... n going to flagstaff while the bomb does its thing. but before that...yoga-lates. cuz im addicted. ha. *watches weirdo person roll around on tv* ive really got nothing of importance to say. so i think ima just stop typing now. peace'd

Nothing
lookin in the mirrow.. i have done this more sense i was in the wreck.. its halloween time. an i feel like a monster.. my neck is burned. an my chest has this deep black, blue and purple on it.. i have been covering it up.. today i thought i could show it more.. an i must say i cry when i look at it.. i know im alive.. but it looks so bad.. my throat hurts cause of the burn.. i just can understand y no one wants to see me.. i dont want too see my self right now.. my son does not even want to see it.. haha u know what sucks.. is my so called close friends.. dont want to come see if im ok.. i find that funny cause.. if they got hurt i would be there..oh well..

Nothing Is As It Seems
For the longest time I have suffered from night terrors, since i was 8, and for as long as I can remember I've taken catnaps so I wouldnt get to rem sleep and dream, but I've been sleeping longer now due to the meds I'm on and the nightmares are back. I try staying up all night and staying busy cleaning the house, feeding dogs, being outside, playong with my so, ya'll know what i mean. I can make it through 2 days no sleep, then exhaustion hits. WHAM and I go to sleep and the nightmares are back. Theyy've gotten worse since I came back from Indiana. I guess my fears of be left and not wanted have stirred up old memeories thats brouhgt back the dreams. I've tried everythind except the dream represent drugs...wont go there rather be emotionaly and physically drained than put a bunch of pills in me. Plus the fact I hate doctors and medicine dont work to well. So if ya'll see me on all night you'll lnow whats up, and if I dont answer right away, I'm either working on a pic or fell asle

Nothing In Particular
So there I was jumping up and down in room with low ceiling wondering why my head hurt... I always wondered why the put padded ceiling in loony bins till I said that line right there.... amazing the things that come to mind sometimes... anywa just had to put some damn thing up here tonight, but my mind is blank... short term memory loss lol... Check out the site www.canna-genesis.com You can catch me nightly from 12-1 am est, and on Saturday nights from midnight till whenever I fall over EST... I dunno when fall over time is, but its usually late.. lmao.. anyway peace out peeps, and yes I do bite...

'nother Myspace Survey.
12 Months About Me. OCTOBER 1. What was your last Halloween costume? Pirates Wench 2. What is your favorite candy? I'm not a fan of candy. 3. What is your favorite thing about this month? The leaves. NOVEMBER 1. Whose house do you go to for Thanksgiving? The last three years I went to Tim's Aunties. 2. What are you thankful for? Many, many things. 3. Do you love stuffing? Not really. DECEMBER 1. Do you celebrate Christmas? Yes. 2. Have you ever been kissed under the mistletoe? No. 3. Get anything special last year? I got a lot of things last year. 4. What do you want this year? A digital camera, and an IPOD. 5. Do you like cold weather? It has it's ups and downs. JANUARY 1. Who kissed you on new years? Tim. 2. Did you have a new year's resolution this year? No. 3. Does it snow where you live? Yes. 4. Do you like hot chocolate? Yes, with cinnamon. 5. Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop? No.

Nothing
I sit here alone Surrounded by nothing but nothing A cold nothing that chills my soul A nothing more then a void An empty void that is my heart Is there anyone out there Anyone that care or wants me I have searched this void but to no avail There is no one out there So I stop my search Cause there is no one there No one that cares.

Nothing To Lose Your Head Over. . .
Traffic stop yields embalmed heads 50 minutes ago A traffic stop in Texas yielded about two dozen embalmed heads. But it's no Halloween joke. Investigators said the human heads had been used for medical training in the Fort Worth area and were being returned to Little Rock, Arkansas. Hunt County Justice of the Peace Aaron Williams was summoned during a traffic stop Sunday in Royse City after a trucker was suspected of speeding. "This is in the top five of the strangest things maybe the strangest that I've ever encountered," Williams told The Dallas Morning News on Monday. The wrapped-in-plastic heads were found in the trailer. The driver couldn't immediately locate the documentation. The trucker and his cargo were later allowed to proceed after the paperwork was faxed to him. The name of the company wasn't immediately released.

Nothing More Then Lies Before God
You try to make me feel remorse For crimes that were not done You’ve cried wolf too many times And put me under your gun You take the facts and twist them Till they’re hopelessly out of shape I won’t take it anymore It’s time to retaliate Millions of lies is nothing Compared to what you took from me Misery, pain, and decadence Is all that i see My creed is slowly dying With your home grown recipe So much greed and so much shame Mixed in with democrazy You hunt our heroes down Yet they have no life to give You deranged my people And destroyed the ways we live My love is gone and well, my tears are dry My future’s all but lost The only thing left to do Destroy you at any cost You try to feed us guilt To kill my people’s pride You condemn our ways of life Publicly we’re crucified If i was the last man on the earth And could torch the world in flames I’d go back and brun you thrice If I’d knew you’d feel the pain If I’d knew you’d feel the pain

Nothing Can Be Said....
Giving up.... I've reached out to you, and I touched your soul.The inner sanctom that was your own; became mine. You chose to share that special place with me, as I did with you. Was it real ? Or once again ;did I chase a dream, only to be alone when I woke once more. The days are endless when one travels alone in this world. Dreading the night , for once more I must sleep. The pain returns as I see you again. Because I know that in this dream, though you are here now;when I wake you will be gone. In my sleep I wither. Becoming a husk of the person I should be. Because all that I've given is gone. My cup lays empty on the table. The tears stain my pillow where my head lies as I sleep, as I woke, in the last moments of my dream. You turned your back and walked once more from my life. My heart torn from it's resting place. The pain of loss. The sorrow, of having known that it would indeed end. Vestiges of hope, now lay in a heap a

'nother One.
LAST PERSON WHO 1. Slept in your bed besides you? Well considering I sleep on a couch bed...just me. 2. last kiss? Tim 3. Saw you cry: Probably Taryn 4. Went to the movies with you? Taryn, Meagan,and Alex. 5. You went to the mall with? Taryn and Jake. 6. You went to dinner with? Taryn, Ami, Gabriela, Faith, Jake, and Rayna 7. You talked on the phone? Tim 8. Said 'I love you' to you and really meant it? Tim 9. Broke your heart? My heartbreaker, but it's all better now. 10. Made you laugh? Tim WOULD YOU RATHER? 1. Pierce your tongue or belly button? I've had both pierced. 2. Be serious or be funny? Depends on what the situation calls for. 3. Drink whole or skim milk? Neither, milk makes me sick. 4. Die in a fire or drown? Neither. ARE YOU.. 1. Simple or complicated? Depends on the day. 2. Gay? Only half-way. DO YOU PREFER... 1. Gray or black? Black

Nothing Compares 2 U
Nothing Compares 2 U IT'S BEEN SEVEN HOURS AND FIFTEEN DAYS, SINCE YOU TOOK YOUR LOVE AWAYI GO OUT EVERY NIGHT AND SLEEP ALL DAY SINCE YOU TOOK YOUR LOVE AWAY SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT I CAN SEE WHOM EVER I CHOOSEI CAN EAT MY DINNER IN A FANCY RESTAURANT, BUT NOTHING, I SAID NOTHING CAN TAKE AWAY THESE BLUES, COS' NOTHING COMPARES, NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU IT'S BEEN SO LONELY WITHOUT YOU HERE LIKE A BIRD WITHOUT A SONG AHHH NOTHING CAN STOP THESE LONELY TEARS FROM FALLING,TELL ME BABY, WHERE DID I GO WRONG I CAN PUT MY ARMS AROUND EVERY BOY I SEE THEY DON'T REMIND ME OF YOU AHHH I WENT TO THE DOCTORS AND GUESS WHAT HE TOLD ME, GUESS WHAT HE TOLD ME, HE SAID GIRL YOU'D BETTER TRY TO HAVE FUN, NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO, BUT HE'S A FOOL COS' NOTHING COMPARES, NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU ALL THE FLOWERS THAT YOU PLANTED MAMA IN THE BACK YARD ALL DIED AND WITHERED AWAY AHHH I KNOW THAT LIVING WITH YOU BABY, WAS SOMETIMES HARD BUT I'M WILLING TO

The Nothingness Of Tea
The Nothingness of Tea Now is all I have as tea is in the making unimportant past and future leave me recalling Zen Quietly exhaling the day into air no words need be spoken between friends who met by chance The Ochawan offered thick green froth steaming hot rejuvenating my soul Bittersweet warmth kindness between friends I realize that now is all I have

Nothing To Gein
Cold and silent, soiled face I will wash it all away, With my love, That's all she's ever needed, from me It's my time, to mother, One of my own in my life, I am so alone, left with no one In my life, I'm so alone Life submissiveness, Hypnotizing the ignorant a little boy's best friend's always his mother, At least that's what she said, Life of a simple man, Taught that everyone else is dirty, And their love is meaningless, I'm just a soiled dirty boy, I'm just a soiled dirty boy, Sheltered life innocence, Insulated memories, spark reflections of my head, Duality in my consciousness, Caught in the war of hemispheres, Between the love lost in my head, Mommy do you still live inside of me, I'm so lost in my life without any guiding, Protected me my whole life from everything, Nailed shut the doors to the shrine, To screen your dead eyes from me and my sickness, Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading, Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin u

Not Happening...
Your friends and family have got your back and you should relax if you're at all concerned about what the future holds. It's like a trust fall and it should feel great when you're past it. I thought I was comfortable with someone and they turned that against me. I recovered and moved on... Im currently taking a ride through semi-familiar territory. I thought that things might be a little different tham they have been, and I'm still working out how to go about making what I though and what is come together into the same thing or at least a compromise. I would like to thank a new friend of mine for listening to me tonight, and giving me another perspective into my situation and a little advice to go with it. Thanks JAM.

Not Here Not Now
Wipe away these frozen tears from this icy cheek, and close these shuttered eyes. There is nothing here that they will ever see again. Close the mouth, gasping in its last. There is no air to ever breathe again, not here. Not now. Lay out this broken body, nothing left but skin and bones, worn away and withered. There is no strength left lying here beside it. No strength that can brace to stand here. Smooth away the straying hairs, and ease away the lines. There is no pain, no suffering, not here. Not now. Hold the hand between your own. But there is nothing left to hold. Nothing left to grasp back. No flickering pulse, no warmth of life. They are cold and hard and unforgiving. They will not listen to your tears. They will not hear your pleas. There is nothing left of recognition, nothing left to hold. The tears do not mean a thing, not here. Not now. Our words they will not carry, not to your ears, shut away in that box. You are not there, there lies just your

Not Him ( When My Ex Left)
The whole time you were with me You wanted him, The promises you made to me You wanted them for him, The moments I was happy Should have never happened, When you held me You wish I was him, Looking in my eyes Saying that lie: "I love you" You thought of him, My plans for our happy life were nothing They never meant anything from the beggining, You never wanted to try with me, But you will put everything you have To make him happy, Now I sit here in this cold room Dying inside, Because I gave my all, Every fucking ounce of me, And none of it made a bit of difference Because I am not him.

Nothing Less Amazing
There is nothing less amazing to you than me You see me as the safe choice The yawn you look at last A little bit vanilla Some one you can look past Well I am here to tell you that I never left while the men in you life faulter You weap upon my chest I am still you pillar while they all fall away I never disappoint you but you keep me at bay I know you may never love me but I'll wait for you And while you love all the others I'm glad to be your fool

A Nother Story
It was a warm sunny day, we had been walking for a few hours in the morning when we came across an old bridge with a large great view of the stream below, You stood at one of the railing post looking out over the water, wearing a light dress that fluttered in the breeze and as I walked up behind you it lifted a little to show your thighs. I stood behind you and put my hand on the inside of your thigh at the knee and lifted it up running up your inner thigh. When I reached the top you parted your legs slightly and stood up on your tiptoes, leaning into the thick railing ledge to look out but I knew it was to allow my hand more room to move. I gently ran my hand over your mound, which was covered by a small piece of material, gently rubbing it back and forward slowly and as I did so I leaned forward to whisper in your ear to tell you that you were getting a little damp and swollen under my touch. I then decided to crawl between your legs and turn around. Luckily it was a front buttoned d

Nothings The Same
i flew away dodn't wanna catch my flight i let go and walked away but i had to run back for one last kiss... one more embrace since i've landed nothings the same the sadness in your face that's just imprinted into my brain we made a vow that this isn't the end a vow i will keep... simply because your my best friend i miss the laughter i miss the smiles i miss the fact we got lost in tampa for miles i miss the way you look at me the way you made me laugh i miss the way you held me tight not even letting go in the middle of the night though we fought over something major blaming each other ws never out flavor only one regret i have i could not become you wife the night you asked loving you came so easy dammit i can't even finsh this without being in tears balh blah nate i love you, and and the wait is gonna be long but i am will to do it sojust so i can get you home with me and fthe girls because that is where you truely belong

Nothingness
In Love ~ I'm destined to failure ~ I Fall ~ Too hard ~ Too fast ~ Too deep ~ I Give ~ More than I have ~ You Take ~ My heart ~ And in time ~ You let it go ~ Without a thought I Search ~ And find only pieces ~ How Many Times ~ Can I repeat this cycle ~ Until there is no more left And I ~ Slip into nothingness ~

No Thxgivz For Me
Yeah, we have no turkey not that we intended to cook one because i forgot what year it was but that didn't go so well. LOL But I mean it's just chill time but this year I'm working. Yeah, that's right: working! lol it's going to suck bc no one is going to go buy fucking coffee since no one has work and everyones sleeping in and then cooking blah blah. (I work at Dunkin Donuts, ;)) Ehh well I'm not really mad i'm working just that it's going to be slow and i'm going to be standing there when i could be sleeping lol but i know me and josi will be chatting up a storm all day. her and her wild nasty self. I'll teach her Spanish and I'll have her teach me Portugese LOL aye santo dios i'm also getting mad bc my manager keeps having me do dishes and my hands are getting dry from the sanitizer stuff we use. and the clorox shit too. but at least my nails aren't chipped or else i would be getting mad hahahahahaha also i took a nap today and my dog woke me up and i'm like wtf and m

Nothing Left To Give
Broken Promises Broken Dreams O don't know how to smile anymore Take what you want Leave me in pieces I live in the darkness of your lies I have nothing left to give Still, you want more Shelfish greed Take my life from me Take it all Beat me down Kick me again Leave me broken you will go away Find another Then come back To take some more For all this It is my fault That you are unhappy Because I have nothing left to give 12-09-2006 Jeff Hargis

Nothing Better
I am sure that every one in this world has found that one person that they would love to spend the rest of there lives with. Well I have finally found out there there is no such thing in this world as true love and first love. So to all u people that try and say that true love and first love are in this world are full of shit. I though that I have found her but I am not 100% sure but she is married and I guess I was to late so to all u people out there it is time to make something and make love happen in this world

Nothing Could Be More Perfectly Said
Now I'm not one to just blog for the hell of it and I'm in one of those FUK IT moods again. Daily Horoscope: Aquarius For November 26,2007 Try not to over think the problems facing you at home -- just deal with them and move on. They aren't going to get any more complicated, but you do need to make sure they are dealt with quickly. NOTHING COULD BE MORE PERFECTLY SAID.

Nothing
I dont feel good. I dont know what to say really. i just wanted to see how this works. but yeah my tummy hurts and im super tired. although i took a sleeping pill last night. must not have worked too well. but yeah i dont want to go to class. make me happy :)

Nothing Hurts More Then
nothing hurts more then knowing you not here to be with me, here to hold my hand an take long walks on the beach, here to hold me close to you at night, here to kiss me goodnight an good morning, here to comfort me when im sad an lonly, here to tell me everything will be ok when im in doubt, here to show everyone that im your lil angel, here to have lil momments with me, here to share laughter, here to see lil cute things i do, nothing hurts more then knowing your so close but yet so many miles away.. by april peterson

Nothing But Lipstick
She wore nothing but lipstick upon her sun-kissed face. Graceful gray wisps of hair wandered from her long loose braid and played around her ears. Bright speckles filtered through her straw hat to highlight smile and frown lines, permanently imprinted freckles from summers of childhood play. Seventy years had been planned for her, maybe more, hopefully more. She held her husband’s hand and reflected upon their romance that continues and grows. His contagious laughter, quick wit and engrossing stories. Her bad cooking, creative moods and outspoken nature. Movies together and reading the same books. Memories to replay in her mind’s eye. And delirious laughter in the moment. She feels rough and smooth textures on seashells he brings to her. She hears the delightful voices of their grandchildren. Her sons tell her that her hair is turning gray. All those years of painting and living inside of rich colors are gone now. Seeing and feeling the brushes slos

Nothing
Every time you think you have some one figured out you get slapped in the face, kicked in the balls, poked in the eye, stabbed in the back. People are fake they tell you what you want to hear and take what they want from you.

"nothing Seems
"Nothing seems important to anyone until they come close to losing it. They will go on day by day and ignore those around them that make their life worth while. No one ever pays attention to someone like that until they aren't there. At this time, they realize exactly what that person was doing for them and begin to see that they aren't as alone as they think.

Nothingness
I'm pulled into blackness ..a wide open nothingness..darkness envelopes me..I wander aimlessly...no other soul is around..only nothingness can be found..Its a black peacefullness I've never known...I wonder if its you I've outgrown..your face i no longer see...no pain do i feel..no smile to embrace me..calm nothingness abounds all around...and not a soul do I seek to see..no longer do I long to be...I'm struggling to free myself...with unconscious wanting not to leave..a need to linger a while longer..perhaps for eternity...I have no wants..no needs ..no lust for anything...the sight of my reflection in a mirror... no longer holds interests for me...even the vainty of my soul ...this has ceased to be...I could just stay here in my nothing world..a place just for me...my own paradise of nothingness... where no one... could ever touch me...all sounds have disapaited..no music for my soul...i'm drifting further into this black void of a hole...all desires are swept away...with each step m

Nothing Left...
Darkness is my heart. Tears me apart. Swallows me whole. Hell in my soul. These eyes so bright, swallowed up the night. This pain so deep puts hope to sleep. Dreams have run away. Nothing left to say. Never knowing why makes me want to die. Happiness has gone. Where the fuck's my dawn? Trapped in night. Nothing left to fight. Scream in silence with this peaceful violence. Inside broken. Appearance token. Still just running round. Lost and never found. What am I looking for? And where the hell is the door?

Nothing New
Well, here I sit. I ususally write my blogs on MySpace, but thinking of changing them to Fubar instead. It's Sunday afternoon, raining and cold. This is the 8th weekend in a row that I have stayed home all weekend...not a record, but working on it. Just havent been in the mood to do anything, my neice even tried to get me to be her designated driver last night. I'd rather sit in the warm. Cookin up a storm though...thats my stress relief I guess....I love to cook! I turned my niece into a fubar nut this weekend, Check her out....Baby J....shes in my friends and family...She just had surgery this past week and is off for 2....little shit is moving right up there fast....shes a hoot...AND DANCE....watchin her out, makes me wanna spank her ass..but hell, we all grow up dont we? Well...thought I'd get her some publicity Till next time.......

Nothing
Is it possible to miss something that never existed in the first place? I mean u build something up in your mind to what u want it to be and over time it becomes real. It becomes so real that eventually its your whole world. You incorporate it into your life, and your happiness becomes dependent upon it. So how is it that something nonexistsnt becomes so important? and how is it that something nonexistant can make u hurt so fuckig bad?

Nothin But Another Day
see when i was coming up no one never lied about christmas. they only said what the fuck they was taught was true. Well me being the average, but eclective child, knew better then that. only people come down ya'll chimney are cat burglars and they not trying to leave shit, except your house empty. Plus, in the hood, he is not going 2 b white or fat. Not 2 mention he comin thru your window or door. and if u in the hood u very seldom he going 2 white. More like a crack. Please i haven't see no reindeers flyin unless i was extremely high. And it would be no rein deers it might be pink elephant and they aren't leaving shit. Then when your pockets r already being choked. what do u suggest u tell the store people when they sat your credit ain't good here? yeah probably won't even try 2 do that. So u know who going 2 b assed out, your children, because they done been fed dreams they will never c. America has made christmas real commericial and i am suspect about who are the real t

Nothing Girl
Maybe I wear baggies and white socks with flip-flops, maybe I don't like listening to rave and I'm not on the social mountaintops, maybe I don't care about the things that make your worlds twirl, maybe you look at me and think: Gee, what a nothing girl. Maybe I like giving smiles which seems to be a sin today, and maybe I allow my imagination to sometimes run away, maybe you don't understand this and that's why you cannot see, if this make me a nothing girl, hey, that's ok with me! The world makes you believe your personality mustn't be detected, your face must be picture perfect and wear cloths just the best, to be accepted. Maybe I look at you and feel sorry that you're blind, robots you have became, yourself you'll never find. God made you, as well as me, this means I am something, the world is a liar and if I must be a nothing for you to see it, then so be it!

Nothing To Me
Searching and searching just to find yourself, Every time I see you, now you're someone else. Build your image to mask the hollow insides. Build your image, is there substance inside. Never have, never will, all that shit means nothing to me. I see through the fashion parade, it's so fucking fake. Never, it means nothing to me. Look inside your heart, that's who you fucking are. Sometimes it's all you are. Build your image, to mask your hollow insides, Build your image because some things you just can't hide.

Nothing But Agony
Nothing But Agony I can´t take this much longer the emptiness is killing me nothing lies, ahead for me nothing but agony a piece of shit I sit and rot there is no way to stop these thoughts and I know I cannot undo the damage I´ve done where´s the love I once had inside? where´s the strength? I said would never die? emptiness I can´t seem to fill but the hate grows every day until the day that I die until I die Broken down inside

Nothing In General
Looking through the melting glass As time chooses how fast to pass. I wonder why were even here I'm overwhelmed with sudden fear. I try to speak but only mumble The walls around me start to crumble I look down and close my eyes I cant tell the truth from the lies Is this real or just a dream The voice inside me starts to scream The screaming peaks then fades away Tomorrows just another day.

Nothing And Everything
Well today is today and yesterday well yesterday needs to burn in hell.Yeah I have accepted the fact that I love what I shouldn't and that in order for the beast to protect itself too be both have to move towards separate distinct endings.Currently my ending isn't quite as fulfilling as theirs appears to be but rarely has mine been great.LoL This is a pain that will eventually go away and be replaced but for now Im just going to indulge it, use it, warp it into the reason to keep changing and mold the hope that some how I can be deemed worthy, untainted.That eventually pain will cease and tears will dry and Im offered a hand to stop begging at their feet............

Not Here
Tomorrow is my last day of work for this year. The day after I will leave for England. I will stay there for some weeks and won't be much on Fubar. But be sure I will be back. Of course: don't expect prompt reactions of me. Wishing you all a great New Year's Eve and for 2008: maybe some wishes can come true...

Nothing
Yes, what the fuck have I done? Been doing? Abso-fucking-lutely Nothing. Nothing productive. Nothing thoughtful. Nothing creative. Nothing. I found some pictures to leave for comments today. I edited one to say "hello!" in Photoshop. I made lunch. Dinner. Coffee. I made a glass of Rum and Ginger Ale. But really, I've done nothing.

Nothing Particular
Okay, seriously I was going to give a blog about some thoughts on music but after preforming some other various activities on my father's computer I'm a bit drained and I still have to hit the store before going home to crash. Unfortunately, I do not own my own PC. My dad's is a little slow but I apreciate that he lets me use it. I'm quite proud of him as a person being a Veitnam vet and just a general good person. I'm really too tired to say much else right now. But I finally started a new job. H&R Block, I just answer phones and schedule appointments. It's not what I want but as my family is found of saying "it's a job". I also put a resume into a bar I found in the local paper "CinWeekly". Hopefully I land it. The place is Bart's Patio and Pub in Newport, KY. Never been there before but the woman, Julie, I meet seemed really cool. Okay, that will do it for now. Thanks for reading.

Nothing To Hard For God
NOTHING TO HARD FOR GOD VERSE17 AH LORD GOD BEHOLD THOU HAST MADE THE HEAVEN AND THE EARTHBY THY GREAT POWER AND STRETCHED OUT ARM AND THERE IS NOTHING TOO HARD FOR THEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SAY THEY KNOW THIS ? VERSE 27 BEHOLD I AM THE LORD THE GOD OF ALL FLESH IS THERE ANY THING TOO HARD FOR ME? DO WE REALLY KNOW THAT WE CAN DEPEND ON GOD DO WE TRY TO FIX IT OURSELVES OR DO WE ALLOW THE LORD TO HAVE FREE REIN IN OUR LIVES ? THIS IS WHERE OUR FAITH IS TRIED , HOW DO WE LET GO AND LET GOD HAVE HIS WAY ? THIS WHERE WE TRUST IN HIM , AND LEAN NOT TO OUR OWN UNDERSTANDING , CAST OUR CARES ON HIM , AND LEAVE IT THERE, HE WILL PROVIDE , JUST BELIEVE , DO NOT TRY TO TAKE IT BACK , , OUR GOD IS AN AWESOME GOD FATHER WE THANK YOU FOR , BEING AWESOME OMNIPOTENT POWERFUL , AND ALL KNOWING , THE CREATOR OF ALL FLESH , AND WE WORSHIP YOU IN THE BEAUTY OF HOLINESS , FOR GIVE US OF ALL OUR SINS , TEACH US HOW TO LET GO AND LET YOU , IN JESUS MIGHTY NA

Not Happy!
Okay, I was at Level 21 and had over 2,000,000 Fubucks and I'm rating pics and all the sudden, it said I'm at Level 2? I went and checked and I had 897 fubucks and points. I worked hard rating pics, adding friends, creating mumms to get up to level 21 and now i have to start over! This is so unfair and I have no idea what I've done wrong. I sent an email to Fubar Support and got a response saying some fraud activity but I did nothing wrong!

Nothin At All
short lived happiness same longing pain sorrowful vengfullness oh i dream in vain do you know what you do to me? you drive my crazy *chokes* small white lies 100,000 sighs ugh bleh blah hummm hmmm? ha if thats what you want then its not worth it dont worry bout my heart, it was already broken there wasnt much but love was there then you did someting that wasnt fair my hope for a sweeter nothing is lost all that lingers in my hope is the cost loving alone isnt enough it doesnt have to be this tough cowardly claimer of my heart ripping what weve made apart laying around me in tears and shreds only small pieces and mangled threads as i go back over what you said all those bad thoughts i had in my head are coming back...and they want me dead slowly, softly, silently said, all those thoughts i now have in my head, they want me, they want me dead killed by the hands in front of my face slitting and slicing, i fall out of grace whats self inflicted is hard to u

Nothing To Be Taken Too Seriously
This is a bunch of lyrics that I strung together during my relationship with my first love. A few days before I had either seen or heard that he was making out with and had left bite marks on a girl that I was friends with. It was a fucked up situation…. July 12, 2004 You held my hand And you gave me that kiss Why did you have to go? Let's talk this over Was it something I did? Was it something you said? Don't leave me hanging Sit on my bed alone This is when I start to bite my nails And clean my room when all else fails I cannot find a way to describe it It's there inside I wish that it would just go away All the pain All the thoughts lead back to you Back and forward Inside my head I can't handle this confusion My words are cold I don't want them to hurt you If I show you I don't think you'd understand My heart is broken I'm lying here My thoughts are choking On you, my dear If I had my way, I'd never get over you. Today's the day, I pray that

Nothing
something on tv is bothering me, msnbc is having a potshot at charles manson, and i dont think its worth the time they are spending on it. hes in jail, wasting taxpayers money, why do we give a fuck. anyways, im chilling. hope everyone else is too. i love people.

Nothingness!
Nothingness surrounds me. No smells. No sounds. No colors. Just me. Alone in this vast nothingness. How long have I been here I do not know. Who am I, what am I? I struggle to retain my memory of myself but it slowly slips away bit by bit. I lose myself in the nothingness. But what is this? Something has changed? A spark? A light? A color? A sound? A smell? What is this that has invaded this nothingness? I sense something, no someone! Who is there? Tell me! Please! I beg of you! Who are you? Do you know who I am? Please? Wait! Don't leave! Don't fade away! Stay with me, be with me. Don't leave me alone again. Not again. The nothingness consumes me! Stay with me spark, I beg of thee. I know you, somehow I know you! Please help me! Together we can be, we can defeat this nothingness and be something, someone! Don't leave me alone...not alone. Never alone...

Nothing Intelligent To Put Here!!
Oh wow. Another reflection of life. This was well thought out in the shower today. Honestly though, society is a bunch of whiners. Everyone complains because they don't have this or they don't have that, get over it you could be starving in a third world country. How about I give you your Ipod and we ship you off to Iraq? Or try living in Africa. Come on people. We over-react when we have relationship issues too, it's not the end of the world, honestly. I was thinking about it this morning, 2 years ago something happened to me that changed me forever, I'd say the most traumatic experience in my life, maybe not for someone else but for me at least, I think something truly painful like that puts everything into perspective. You learn that break-ups aren't the end of the world, missing your favorite t.v. show just happens, Not winning something isn't so bad. And like oh my gawd I totally chipped a nail. I think the spoiled whiny brats of the world should form a single

Nothing
A call from the past from that which didn't last blindsided me with a buried desire stirring ashes where once was a fire. Yet I feel nothing. Evil lurks in the shadow of beauty, death always follows life and love has become a modern day strife. To suffer those eyes, lonely night cries and a glimmering promise of sugar covered lies, Yet I feel nothing. Darkness stares from a mirrored glance as thoughts of lust instead of romance filled the image looking back at me, void of life, void of glee. And yet... I feel nothing.

Nothing Personal
Hey, I dont know what the fuck your problem is, but you if wanna start acting funny towards me and act like you dont even know me, fine. I thought I was your friend but then you wanna be a two faced mother fucker and run your mouth about me. Why dont you show some nachos and say it to my mother fucking face! You know thats pretty fucked up but you go ahead and keep pushing it all you want but you better watch your fucking back. You’re a bitch and can't say shit to my face and that really pisses me the fuck off but you know what, its ok because I just saved a bunch of money on my car insurance by switching to Geiko. This is just a joke, lmfao, but I bet you are PISSED!! Send this to 10 of your friends and see if they get as mad as you and see who gets the maddest Ol' Girl: is this a joke????? Cliff: is there a jet soaring over head by chance? Ol' Girl: ok u know what im one this is fuckin retarded if u could just tell me what the fuck this is about Ol' Girl: ok well i dont k

Not Having You
Not having you means not having my life My life is worthless if you leave it You are the air I breathe The water I drink The food I eat You are my life Not having you means not living my life the way I should

Nothing
nothing in this world i want more then you nothing in this world will change the way i feel for you nothing will change the way you make me feel nothing will change the way i look at you nothing will ever change what we have together. nothing will change the love i have for you, nothing will ever come between us or tear us apart. nothing will keep me from you, nothing will keep me from being there when you need me nothing will keep me from the one i love more than anything by:april peterson in this world.

Nothing Special
I am nothing spacial; just a common woman with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone's ever lived: I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough.

Nothing Else Matters
1. put your music player on shuffle 2. press forward for each question 3. use the song title as the answer to the question What kind of pants you got on? Clumsy What does this year have in store for me? Fat Bottom Girls What does your love life look like? Hells Bells What do I say when life gets hard? Dust On The Bottle What do I think of when I wake up in the morning? Hicktown What song will I dance to at my wedding? Gasoline What do you want as a career? Wait and Bleed Who is Tyler Durden? Word Up Favorite Saying? You Shook Me All Night Long Favorite Place? One Hot Mama What do you think of your parents? Whiskey Girl Where is your posture? Name Where would you go on a first date? Before He Cheats Drug of Choice? Pain Describe yourself... All Star What is my state of mind? Cyclone The one thing I like doing most? Paralyzer How will I die? Free Bird The song that will be played at my funeral? For Whom The Bel

Nothing Else Matters
So close no matter how far Couldn't be much more from the heart Forever trust in who we are And nothing else matters Never opened myself this way Life is ours, we live it our way All these words I don't just say And nothing else matters Trust I seek and I find in you Every day for us something new Open mind for a different view And nothing else matters Never cared for what they do Never cared for what they know But I know So close no matter how far Couldn't be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are And nothing else matters Never cared for what they do Never cared for what they know But I know I never opened myself this way Life is ours, we live it our way All these words I don't just say And nothing else matters Trust I seek and I find in you Every day for us something new Open mind for a different view And nothing else matters Never cared for what they say Never cared for games they play Never cared for what they do Never

Nothing Else To Do.....
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU

Not Happy Right Now
I just found out that two people I love and care alot is breaking up...this hurts me and I'm not going to tell them that it does. They been together for 7 years and they breaking up being that long in a realtionship shouldn't they try to work at the problem instead of going the easy way out. I don't know what could have cause it and I'm not blaming no one because it takes two to be in a realtionship and it also takes two to breakup one. What I know from my personal expernice. I have been with my husband for 7 seven years also we got married 3 years ago. We try to fix the problems and other stuff that comes our way. We talked things out. I have a feeling their breakup is going to be harder on me than them. I feel like they are making the wrong deiesion on breaking up. If it would be up to me. I would have them both sit down they would listen to me and tell them they are throwing their realtionship down the drain. I grow very close to Her now I feel like that she is leaving me and not hi

Nothing Earth Shattering...or Was It? Lol
Today I have the day off. I went to bed after 2am and was wide awake at 6am. Go figure. Well at least I don't feel tired. That would suck if I was dragging all day. Watched a couple movies this morning/afternoon. The Return with Sarah Michelle Gellar (Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Grudge) it was a pretty good edge-of-your-seat thriller with lots of twists n turn that leave you with anime eyes by the time it's overwith. Then you're just going wow! I really wish I could have seen that one in the theatre along with War of the Worlds, which was the other one I watched today with Tom Cruise n Dakota Fanning. I love Dakota! She is a very talented little actress. Both she and Tom were great in this movie and of course it was the next best thing watching it on my 1000 Watt Philips Dolby Digital Surround, to being in the movie and seeing it in the theatre. Hope my neighbor downstairs doesn't go ballistic on me for shakin down the house with my HTS! LMAO who cares? I have to listen to him snore all

Nothings Gonna Change My Love For U
I never thought I would find a decent guy I was about to give up And I raised my hands to the sky I prayed for days In search of finding someone to hold This long journey was excrusiating Then I remembered my friend with the heart of gold He messaged me one day When I had just started dating a mistake His sweet and loving message Actually made my body quiver and shake We didn't talk much at that time I was busy being blinded by love But he still kept me on his mind With a little help from up above When I was going through my break up He was there for me through it all Even though he was dating someone at the time He still told me if I need anything to call I started to fall for him a few months after My heart and mind told me it was time He was still with someone But I expressed my love like confessing a crime He told me he cares for me He has since day one He wished he would have met me sooner So my heart break would have been none I started

Nothing Else
I have come to find that nothing else compares to the love I get from my children.Yes,they hate me from time to time,but I am not their best friend,I am their mother.My kids know me well. They know I fall in love easy and pay for it later.They know even at their young ages that I have be physically abused and that I look at the world in a totally different way from their friends parents.They have come to accept me with all my faults. They understand that things have been very hard on me lately and don't judge me for the way I act.They make sure to tell me that they love me on a daily basis.Sometimes I think they are worried I won't be here when they come home from school.My children see the pain and sadness in my eyes and face and try to make me feel better.Some days are better than others. Today is not the best day and I got the best I love you I could ever get and that is from my children. I am only destined to be truly loved and cared for by my children. I miss companionship,but I c

Nothing
Do I feel like it’s worth it? To live the life that I have? To go through the issues I have? The problems I face in my life? Do I feel like it’s worth it? Do I deserve to be where I am? Do I deserve better? Or worse? Do you? As a child, Neglected, beaten, Abused, unloved. As a teenager, Still… Neglected, Beaten, Abused, unloved. And… Blamed. As an adult, Always will be scarred. But the thing is… I have nothing, I am nothing. (C) Angel 2008

Not Happy With Mr.coffee!
Today I placed a call to the Mr.Coffe customer service dept. That did not go well. I also wrote an email to the customer service dept. Perhaps that will get some attention. Below is a copy and paste of that email. I have used Mr.Coffee coffee makers exclusively for years. And have recommended the purchase of Mr. Coffee coffee makers to everyone when the opportunity presented itself. I was given a new Mr Coffee coffee maker for x mas to replace my aging unit which I have had for so many years. My old unit finally brewed its last pot of coffee a few nights past and was time to put to use my new x mas gift. Much to my displeasure, this replacement unit, model istx95, is of horrible design. The coffee itself is not hot for very long, in fact, in the morning it was luke warm, tepid at best. I placed a call to the Mr.Coffee customer service. I told the representative what the machine was doing. I was informed that the machine is working correctly. The lady suggested that I rinse the ves

Nothing Better To Do
ok so now that i have nothing better to do i am going to do this incorrect grammar wise of a blog. i just thought that i would let you know that there will be no upper case letters what so ever in this blog unless i feel the need to make sure something is put in for emphasis. i am tired of waiting around on a good mum to come tonight because it seems like a bunch of idiots and posers have taken a hold on the mumming board. i wish that people would just realize what is and isnt a mum... i mean seriously people it cant be that hard to realize what is good and what isnt. i mean it can be easily decided amongst the people who point out the fact that you are doing a bad job of mumming so dont get so offended when the truth is told. i mean seriously if i wrote a bad mum i would love for the person to tell me so i will know that i should go no farther in the bad mumming career. and that i should try something new like write a blog something that wont be accidently stumbled across and