Fubar Blog Posts 2

Not Here Looking For Lies
dont come onto me, wanting to have sex with me. dont feed me with lines of how sexy I am, hot, pretty orr what ever. There is something here beyond the eyes, mouth and body. I love sex, every part of it, I havent been able to find a man to keep up with me. But that is no mean an invintation to try. I have a someone im interisted in, hopefully he can keep up. So if you want to get to know me, start off by knowing the inside of my mind, then maybe you can see the outer me. I want you to stimulate my mind, not my clit

Nothing New...
yeah there is a big hole in my chest there was something there but icant remember what it was then you stand at the corner of every corner holding what i had that was mine but now is yours for the time... it beats its red and i need it back so i can get it taken from me again...

Nothing But A G Thing
Are you hitting the spot for her in bed? Well… it depends. New research confirms that the G spot really does exist and pushing her button the right way will trigger an elusive vaginal orgasm – but not all women appear to have this pleasure point. In the study, doctors took ultrasounds of 9 women who said they had vaginal orgasms and 11 who said they didn’t. The scans revealed thicker tissue on the front vaginal wall of women who were able to orgasm without simultaneous stimulation of the clitoris. Women who don’t have a G spot can still have a regular orgasm through clitoral stimulation. But if she does have the G, you can take her O to new levels with a few simple tricks.

Nothing...
This really happened. The names have NOT been changed cause this bitch ain't innocent. Maldita123: hi ->Maldita123: Hello Maldita123: wanna have fun with me? ->Maldita123: how much does it cost? Maldita123: Its a little less than $5 bux for 24 hour access to the site and to my webcam (and lots of other girls too). It's fun! come play. Maldita123: I do anything ya want, you're the director. lol except animals. ->Maldita123: So if I told you to fuck yourself with a soda bottle, you'd have to do it? Maldita123: if (you) can afford to pay ->Maldita123: ah. so it costs per demand then. ->Maldita123: I cant afford what it would take for you to turn me on

Not Having A Good Night...
so i dropped my bike tonight for the first time in 6 months... and the sad part is, i wuz just getting home and trying to pull in the driveway... theres an incline and for sum damn reason i slowed down going up it, instead of speeding up... tried backing up and correcting it, but ended up droppin it on the right side... my bike's got sum boo boos and i got a few too, but i think i will survive... im soooooo pissed at myself! but it will grow back... :( my baby said we will get it all fixed on friday, so we will see... until then, i guess no more riding for now...

No. The Media Will Not Report It, Obviously
NASA Debunks Part of Global Warming Myth, Will Media Report It? By Noel Sheppard | November 14, 2007 - 12:23 ET Is the National Aeronautics and Space Administration filled with climate change deniers? Such seems likely to be alleged by hysterical alarmists in the press when and if they read a new study out of NASA which determined that "not all the large changes seen in Arctic climate in recent years are a result of long-term trends associated with global warming." Goes quite counter to all the recent media reports, as well as assertions by Nobel Laureate Al Gore, that low ice conditions in the Arctic are all the fault of that despicable -- albeit essential to life and naturally occurring! -- gas carbon dioxide. Of course, it's quite unlikely many climate alarmists will even hear about this study, for today's green media wouldn't want to do anything that destroys their illusion that there's a scientific consensus regarding this matter. As such, consider yourself

Nothing..
I feel nothing. No pleasure. No excitement. No love. All I feel is a push. A kiss. A touch. A squeeze. All I hear are lies. I want you. I need you. I love you. All I do is lie. You feel so good. I want you so bad. I love you so much. Everything means nothing. This means nothing. You mean nothing. I mean nothing. I fake pleasure. Everytime I bite my lip. Everytime I scream your name. Everytime I moan for more. I'm just numb. Can't feel love. Can't feel hate. I only feel nothing. I wish this meant something. I wish it was love. I wish it was fun. I wish it made me free. Trust means nothing. Power is everything. Love was lost, And hate was found.

Nothing Last Forever
Monday, February 25, 2008 Nothing last forever Current mood: bored Category: Life Every second, every breathe out of the womb is a step closer, to your grave, to the Grim Reaper, an unavoidable death. Being that nothing last forever live it up, if you can because tomorrow ain't promised to anyone and in reality neither is today!

Nothing But Hate
Mattswife97 Sat, Nov 10th, 2007 10:13:41 AM so how did your parents off themselves anyway? oh that's right, you were only like 1 second old when they killed themselves. rOFL ROFL ROFl. i'll keep hating on you. Mattswife97 Mon, Nov 19th, 2007 02:53:14 PM dead dead dead, you NEVER had parents before cause they killed themselves after you were born. good riddance to bad rubbage. ROFL ROFL ROFL cuteasakitten said this about my parents, and family. She needs to burn in hell for that.

Nothing Really - Not Worth A Rate
As I sat here tonight uploading a ton of music to my stash, yeah the music tells my age!! It was more than just listening to old tunes it was, It was a lot of things and then when my friend Becca was rating my stash and mentioned that she enjoyed this music and her parents listened to it all the time as she grew up, she sent me a web page of hits from 1975 and then said that was the year she was born and her parents were hippies. A thought ran through my mind for a fleeting second damn I’m getting old because my daughter keeps a picture of me from my freshman year in high school with my hair in a ponytail half way to my ass and tells her friends how my dad is just an old hippy. But it wasn’t till I got a message in my shoutbox that asked about my stash and where did I come up with this music. As she told me how cool it was and she had never heard of these groups I realized I’m not old I’m seasoned!!! – And yes this was some 18 y/o who obviously doesn’t own a radio. Lmao But

Nothing!
"It had nothing to do with whether or not you were going to be a better artist. Nothing! It had to do with developing your inner place, and once developed, you could apply it; it would automatically come into everything you did." -Paul Caponigro

Nothingness
I hid it for so long The things that bothered me And finally could take no more Regretfully displaying everything before you Hoping things would be cleared up Yet now all I get is silence Avoidance I thought you were better than that Maybe I was wrong again I waited so long to get you to myself And things have gone so wrong My heart is aching Bleeding on the floor Laying before you And you stand there Motionless and uncaring I thought you loved me And now I see you dont The wrong paths have been chosen And I sit here waiting For something For anything Say something Before its too late I didnt mean to push you away like this I just wanted you to know And this is what I get I wish i had kept it to myself Whats done is done Is this the end? Am i getting nothing now? Speak to me if you love me Ignore me if i never meant anything to you But you will always mean something to me. I still love you...

Nothing Really
is life real or fake? do we have real emotions or is it what people put in our heads? im not sure all i know is i will try to sculpt my life into a good thing that will help all who need help. i will try to help all who need help in life and i will help them understand how to help themselves. because we all need alittle help and alittle love. with out that there is nothing in this world but soulless creatures that like to hurt.

Nothing Good To Say.
it was a mistake. and by it i mean you. every kidnapped kiss from your lips on mine. every brush from your hand. every time your arm made its way across my throat... was a fucking mistake. but i'll get over it. this freefall is going to leave me fine.

Nothing Hurts Worse
Nothing hurts worse then saying goodbye. I have to sigh. I had to close the door, when i hit the floor. I knew there would be no more. No more I love you mom and dad. why do i feel so bad, inside i feel so sad. There is no more rhyme. No more time, nothing left to say, you wouldnt give me one more day. To say how I feel, could this be real. that i am saying goodbye. I can only sigh. Nothing hurts worse then saying goodbye mom and dad i am very sad, but you made me feel bad, I closed the door, cause there is no more, making me cry.

Not Here
Sorry I havent been here,,, Reason....a lot of drama...yet the main reason is...I am getting ready for surgery on Wed afternoon...Getting off my blood thinners has been scary for the surgery... Hoping that after this is all done and a new doctor...that life will be on the right track..... Also waiting to hear if I get my summer place:) So sending Luv to my friends.....Miss ya..... Luv Kelly

Nothing Here
Alright here i am again being bored as hell but i guess that's everday though.To all ya'll that's out there that don't me.My name is Randy and i just recently join on here so give me a shout take a look at my profile.I know i don't have any photos but i plan on getting some so all of those single sexy ladies out there give me a shout also. So just to tell you about myself.I'm 5'9,around 150.Dark hair and blue eyes, i have played football for bout 9 yrs. now and i also was on the wrestling team for 2 yrs. and basketball for bout a yr. So if that gives ya'll a visual to what my body looks like i'm very athletic. but help me get shit-faced with ya'll yeah i like to party by the way.But see how i see it is that you should live life to the fullest everyday and even if you do go out today.Then at least you out with a smile. But naw that's a lil bit bout me so hit me up tell me what you think. SINCERLY YA BOI RANDY ''a.K.a'' v.I.p

Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now -starship
Lookin' in your eyes I see a paradise This world that I found is too good to be true Standin' here beside you want so much to give you This love in my heart that I'm feelin' for you Let 'em say we're crazy I don't care 'bout that Put your hand in my hand baby don't ever look back Let the world around us just fall apart Baby we could make it if we're heart to heart And we can build this dream together Stand each storm forever Nothing's gonna stop us now And if this world runs out of lovers We'll still have each other Nothing's gonna stop us Nothing's gonna stop us now I'm so glad I found you I'm not gonna lose you Whatever it takes I will stay here with you Take it to the good times see it through the bad times Whatever it takes is what I'm gonna do Let 'em say we're crazy what do they know Put your arms around me baby don't ever let go Let the world around us just fall apart Baby we could make it if we're heart to heart CHORUS And we can build this dre

Nothing
You know? i spent maybe 7 to 8 hours on the computer today, i got up to get something to eat, and use the bathroom, my back hurts now and i want to take a nap because i have to work tonight, only problem is is that this is a relatively new shift for me and i suffer from insomnia during the day...some people would say that its my internal clock not wanting to adjust, but in my case, i consider it insomnia, weird, who wants to stay awake during the day anyways? gawd!! lol, just playing, but seriously, this shit sucks and i dont know how much longer ill be able to do this before my body literally collapses because of lack of sleep... wish me luck all...ohh, and DJ Ama is the shit, ciao!

A Nother Ok Cupid Test
Your Score: Catwoman You scored 27% True Darkness Catwoman, aka Selina Kyle, first appeared as an adversary of Batman, later they became lovers and later adversaries and lovers again... She is a whip-carrying burglar with a taste for high stake thefts. She is more an anti-hero than a supervillainess. How Selina came to be Catwoman: When she was thirteen, Selina discovered that the Hall's administrator was embezzling funds and confronted her. In an attempt to cover up the illegal activities, the administrator put Selina in a bag and dropped her in a river to drown (like a cat). Selina was able to escape and return to the orphanage where she stole documents exposing the administrator's corruption and sent them to the authorities. She also took the opportunity to steal enough money to live on before going back to the streets. if you had no restaints you would be sneakier. There are some things you would like to do, but you feel you shouldn't. But even if you always did what you wan

Nothin Is Getting Better
It seems like nothing is changing and the shit between william and I are getting worse. I know its my fault and I dont know what to do to fix it. I want this and him more than anything in the world but I just cant seem to stay close to him once I get there. Maybe its because I have never done that with someone and Im scared. Maybe its because I am scared that he will hurt me.. Im deathly afraid that he will hurt me. I want him so bad and I want this to be forever, how do I get rid of all of my fears and just be happy. I hope that its possible or I fear that my negativity is going to drive him away and its the last thing i want. I need him in my life, he's my everything and I love him more than I have ever loved someone before. I have never wanted something so much in my life but dont know how to fix it or make it better. I love him.

'nother Stolen From Crystal
A - Available: no A - Age: 20 A - Annoyance: impolite people B - Bestest Friend[s]: Jen, Erika, Tharna B - Birthday: oct 16 C - Crush: they know C - Car: dodge viper (dont have one, just like it) C - Candy: too many to name D - Day or night: both D - Dream Car: see above E- Easiest person to talk to?: Erika F - Favorite Month: N/A F - Favorite color(s): green F - Favorite Memory: not answering this G - Gummy Bears or Worms: bears G - Giver or taker: giver.. H - Hair Color: brownish H - Height: 6'0 H - Happy: yes sir I - Ice Cream: rose I - Instrument: guitar (although cant play it) J - Jewelry: 1 gold chain + greek eye medallion thing on it J - Job: security guard...soon...hopefully J - Jail: never K - Kids: am one K - Kickboxing or Karate: whatever i'm not on the receiving end of K - Kindergarten: dont even remember it L - Longest Car Ride: london to blackpool, dunno exact time M - Milk Flavor: erm...milk flavoured M - Most miss

Nothing Like The First Time!
Its almost that time! Big P is having his first HAPPY HOUR at 10PM Fubar Time TONIGHT!!!!! Lets show him mad love on his page! Rate/Fan/Add/Crush him, Hit the stash, rate and comment the pics, send him drinks, bling, blasts, and more HH's!!!! All is encouraged!!!! Click on the pic and show some love! Spoil him...he deserves it! Hope to see you all there! ╚╚»♠Big P♠«╗╗ (Mz.Thiick Fu Hubby)@ fubar

Nothing
broken hearts and forgotten love... i have lost my faith in the fates avove.. you are gone but the pain stays.. in my heart it will remain.. an endless thought lost in painfull memories.. broken hearts..forgotten love.. i have lost my faith in the fates avove.. dreams have become just another distant scream.. hope has faded in to a darkness that has yet found the light. broken hearts and forgotten love.. i have lost my faith in the fates avove.. my destiny has lied..for my soul has cried.. the spirit has left me empty and alone.. no where to go..no where to turn.. lost in a distant emptyness that has filled my life with a hollowness..

Nothingness
NOTHINGNESS by Alan Watts When I consider the weirdest of all things I can think of, do you know what it is? Nothing. The whole idea of nothing is something that has bugged people for centuries, especially in the Western world. We have a saying in Latin, Ex nihilo nihil fit, which means, "Out of nothing comes nothing." In other words, you can't get something out of nothing. It's occurred to me that this is a fallacy of tremendous proportions. It lies at the root of all our common sense, not only in the West, but in many parts of the East as well. It manifests as a kind of terror of nothing, a putdown on nothing, a putdown on everything associated with nothing such as sleep, passivity, rest, and even the feminine principle which is often equated with the negative principle (although women's lib people don't like that kind of thing, when they understand what I'm saying I don't think they'll object). To me, nothing—the negative, the empty—is exceedingly powerful. I would say, not

Nothing To Say
The walls are closing in, And the panic begins; My mind drifts away, And I have nothing to say... The distance grows, And the breath slows; I feel you drift away, And there's nothing to say... The time is now; Find the words somehow; As you turn away, There's something I must say... I love you, always... Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell

Nothingness
I get call. the truth comes out. My heart had a void. it was being filled. Just to be tainted by the one that stole my heart the week before. Just so she can take sick pleasure in her games. Taunting me with the thoughts of true happiness. Making me believe this was indeed actually it. Making me feel better about myself and who I am once again. Just to walk away with no remorse no care. so cold and bitter. and destroying my soul in the process. Turning me into nothing ness. Making me feel like I was never anything to begin with. Dose she care. No instead she points a finger toward everyone and blames us for her mis fortunes. Yet we were the ones that cared and wanted her happy. Play by her rules. Did all we could. Yet she proclaims we dis respected her. No we didnt . all we did was have a heart and gave a piece of it to you. You in return took all you could and ran.

Nothing Girl
Maybe I wear baggies and white socks with flip-flops, maybe I don't like listening to rave and I'm not on the social mountaintops, maybe I don't care about the things that make your worlds twirl, maybe you look at me and think: Gee, what a nothing girl. Maybe I like giving smiles which seems to be a sin today, and maybe I allow my imagination to sometimes run away, maybe you don't understand this and that's why you cannot see, if this make me a nothing girl, hey, that's ok with me! The world makes you believe your personality mustn't be detected, your face must be picture perfect and wear cloths just the best, to be accepted. Maybe I look at you and feel sorry that you're blind, robots you have became, yourself you'll never find. God made you, as well as me, this means I am something, the world is a liar and if I must be a nothing for you to see it, then so be it!

Nothing Like A Kick In The Ass
today i was told by the city i live in, that the house i rent is in violation of many codes and has been for about two years. since the landlord refuses to fix anything, it is now being deemed uninhabitable. me and the kids have 30 days to find a new place and move. im writing this because obviously i will be very busy and wont be around much. i will check in and try to return any messages etc. so while im away......hold the fort :P i will miss you all :)

No Threnody
There is no threnody for utter darkness, Nor dirge for nothingness, nor song for silence. I sing to you in all your piercing presence. You are not gone, but haunting in your nearness. My pain is unrelenting in its starkness, Unmerciful. Your ever-present absence Becomes the heart of me, my grieving essence, As I hold you in the shadow of your stillness. Ah, my darling! I'll not let you go Though years pass through the chamber of my sorrow And memory alight upon my will. Sweet winds may through my open windows blow, Yet I will sing to you upon the morrow And dance with you across the sunlit sill. --------------------------------------- DO NOT use as copyright belongs to me..

Nothing At All
As silent as snow fills the air As permanent as existence As gentle as down dancing in the breeze As magical as a kiss My heart is now bleeding, covering the white blanket of snow in a beautiful array of reds. It almost looks like an Angel, I think to myself, as the feather kisses my forhead before finding it's bed in the cold, bloody snow. I live, but I cease to exist. I have plenty of ammo But somebody has moved my target

Nothing
Well they've been writing your name on the bathroom wall But it don't mean nothing It don't mean nothing They wanna ruin your life, wanna see you take a fall But it don't mean nothing It don't mean nothing Stupid people say stupid things And it'll drive you right up the wall Sometimes I feel the same way too But it don't mean nothing at all Your mom and dad don't care about the way you feel And you just can't take it You just can't take it You got the short end of a shitty deal And you just can't take it You just can't take it no more Stupid people say stupid things And it'll drive you right up the wall Sometimes I feel the same way too But it don't mean nothing at all They put a lot of effort into making you feel like a clown You gave it you best shot, and they shot you down Stupid people say stupid things And it'll drive you right up the fucking wall Sometimes I feel the same way too But it don't mean nothing at all Well it don't mean nothing a

Nothing Ever Goes As Planned...
it's a helluva notion... even pharohs turn to sand, like a drop in the ocean. Etc etc. I wish I could remember the title of that song by Styx. LOL. Swiss cheese brains, I'm telling you. Sometimes life really surprises me. I would swear to you that something was going to go this way and even be wililng to gamble real money on it and then it goes totally different than I thought. This is not always a bad thing either. I had a reunion with my hubby recently, (over Memorial Day weekend), and it was awesome. Much better than I had imagined. In fact, I had sort of planned for the worst case scenario and got something totally different. I got my partner back. I got to spend some time with my hubby that was better than times we had before we married. I am inspired by this, and a little spooked. With things being better than I expected, I don't know where things can go. I am super excited by this, but don't know how to plan, LOL! I also had a long standing friendship that ha

Nothing Fancy
Ok I am not doing up a fancy blog for this... I have been in a giveaway for the past month and am getting close to being done. I havent totally pimped it like I usually would. I am needing 50,000 comments and I am at 44,000. Please Please Please stop by and drop some comments on it, I am silently point whoring so that I can make it to Disciple (only 1.3 mill away finally!!) Please click the picture below to take you there and I will return all the love!

Nothing Special,,just Who I Am
some people on here dont know me but the people that do, know that i do things for others just because i want to. i dont expect anything in return.i dont want anything. hasn't anyone ever done a random act of kindness cause someone needed a little help, or maybe needed a little pick me up.someone that i did something for ,who i have never spoken to or talked to on here, asked me why? i did what i did.. i simply said why not? i was taught at an early age to help people, that is one of the greatest things both my mom and pop taught me. i like to help people , it makes me feel good inside. it makes me smile when i can help a total stranger,, to see the look on their faces,, its priceless. there is a really awesome movie out on dvd, its called PAY IT FORWARD. if you havent seen it , you really should. its doesnt have sex, drugs.. or alot of action in it,but it does have a great story line. just a kid helping a few people and all he asks is that ,,they help someone out in return. its r

Nothing In Life Interests Me.
You know nothing in life interests me or bothers me anymore.Don't know why thou?I go to the store and just browse the clothing,or things that i might like to buy,but in the end i just leave with nothingness.I used to worry about things like,the women i have a crush on,or running out of food,also life,but now i am just bored to hell.I used to have in my life,but after i lost both my legs well i haven't heard from them,and it's been like 3 years now.See can't even finish this blog thou,but anyways i will type more the next day so later.

Nothing To Say.
This was originally posted on my myspace...figured it was time I get stuff over to fubar...:D Dont expect anything grand...like the title...its just a bunch of shit...enjoy...lmao "Nothing to say" I really didnt have anything to say here. Just felt like writing a bit. Im pretty sure that these blogs will be read by few and understood by even less. I guess that for most of the people that really know me, they are probably lookin for some little phrase that I constantly over use. Or, maybe it'll be read for the same reason I read random blogs: For that random thought, that undeniable nugget of exostential surrealism, that series of words expressing a thought that echoes deep into your soul. Or maybe not. Maybe this will be read out of sheer boredom. In any case, I really didnt have anything to say here. I figure if youre bored, the only thing better than reading some other lost souls blog is to write an essay of the tragedies, heroics, pitfalls, accomplishments and all aroun

Nothing But The Pain
Nothing but the Pain by Me To the one that I cannot name How I wish I could tell you how I feel But there is nothing to explain I was there by myself: even the wind was still But now theres nothing but pain I did you wrong ,but was you just as real Now your gone: you I cannot blame Left with you on my mind in the rain

The Nothingness
the nothingness violated, shamed, tattered torn she feels like she is not aloud to mourn her pain is unimportant as she is nobody noone seems to hear her as if she is shoddy verbally, her voice is so loud but noone notices her making a sound she feels as if she is merely "whitenoise" once she was somethingpeople listened back then he could not stand her happiness he pulled her away the beginning of the nothingness she knows as today......

Nothing More...
i have nothing more to give you. i cannot catch you anymore. you are supposed to be an adult, but your kids have more sense. most people walk away from the things that hurt them not continuously run towards them. but you still want to have your cake and to eat it too... it does not work that way i assure you. i will waste no more energy on you... this whole thing is exhausting...

Nothing At All
Is it real Is it a chemical reaction in the brain Is it just someting we want to feel Why does it make us insane. Where do I go from here I'm not sure still where I've been How to get over the fear How can I feel again Lock it down Build up walls so nothing can get through Block the hurt which brings the frown Love and joy get locked out too Is that any way to live, Keeping to myself all I have to give To hell with that tear em down is what I need to do If it's out there it must be found and be proven to be true

Nothing
Well they've been writing your name on a bathroom wall But it don't mean nothing, it don't mean nothing They wanna ruin your life, they wann see you take a fall But it don't mean nothing, it don't mean nothing at all Chorus: Stupid people say stupid things And it'll drive you right up the wall Sometimes I feel the same way too But it don't mean nothing at all You're mom and dad don't care about the way you feel [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/Tyl ] And you just can't take it, you just can't take it You got the short end of a shitty deal Just can't take it, you just can't take it no more Chorus They put alot of effort into making you feel like a clown You gave it your best shot and they shot you down Stupid people say stupid things And it'll drive you right up the fucking wall Sometimes I feel the same way too But it don't mean nothing at all Well it don't mean nothing at all It just don't mean nothing at all Well it don't mean nothing at all

Nothin To Say
Im here writing this, and really I don't have anything to say. Im writing because I have nothing to do at this moment in time. In the coming days, weeks, and months I suppose I will write more. If not here, then somewhere. For those of you reading this, Im sorry to disappoint you. I write for me. I write because I have to. I wont pretend to do anymore or any less than that. I may write something directly pointed at someone. The intention is simply just to comfort myself. You can post whatever comments you wish. I dont neccessarialy care if you agree or not. Its not for you. SOme people write to find that one soul out there that may understand them. Some write to vent, to release whatever anger, or pain or fear they have. I write because I have to. Even when it is about nothing. The words you read here are honest. From my side anyways. Wether you agree or disagree with what I write, what you read is what you get. A friend once gave me wisest piece of advice. Strange

Nothing Special
thought i would place something in here. been here a while and thought i would contribute. it was the lest i could do. seeing as how i have been here longer then a week ill give a little about me. im a geek and an otaku. i like anime and kareoke. i roll play on tue and sundays. like i said geek. i do kareoke on thur and sat at county trail in hanover park ill.i sing stuff like bodies,peace sells,judit and behind blue eyes. the brat prince sings as well on sat nights. once i resize some photos. ill make sure you can see the slow torture we place on people at the bar. bit short but ill do more later...... promise. got questions please ask.

Not Horny
NOT HORNY A trucker who has been out on the road for three weeks stops into a brothel outside Vegas. He walks straight up to the Madam, drops down $500 and says, "I want your ugliest woman and a bologna sandwich!!!" The Madam is astonished. "But sir, for that kind of money you could have one of my finest ladies and a three-course meal." The trucker replies, "Listen sweetheart, I ain't horny, I'm homesick."

Nothing For Granted.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008 7:08 PM - The Unknown????? Current mood: contemplative Category: Blogging "WHAT WILL OUR NEXT DAYS HOLD FOR US?" A GOOD DAY OR A BAD DAY? WE ARE NOT PROMISED ANYTHING SO WE BETTER MAKE THE BEST OF WHAT WE HAVE! TO SOME OF US THAT'S NOT MUCH, BUT TO ALL OF US IT'S SOMETHING. SO DO YOUR BEST WITH WHAT YOU HAVE! AND MAKE EVERY SINGLE MOMENT COUNT!

Nothing Gold Can Stay
Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leafs a flower; But only so an hour. Then leaf subsides to leaf. So Eden sank to grief, So dawn goes down to day. Nothing gold can stay. .....Robert Frost......

Nothing But Trouble
OMG ITS A BIRTHDAY AND She is so close to DISCIPLE Let's help her make her day even more special by making her our next disciple. RATE HER, SPANK HER, BLING HER LETS GET IT DONE ~♥ TROUBLE~ ♥~*~MEMBER OF CLUB UNITED,CLUB F.A.R.,LIFESAVERS@ fubar This pimpout brought to you Liberated Spice Club United Owner* R/L WIFEY 2 Big Jimmy--DSC***Life Saver@ fubar

Nothing Have I.
As I lay dying (the poem, not the shitty band) more reclined than anything slouched on my back porch Sipping hooch from the bottle watching my dog take a piss a quarter acre away straight from the bottle. All my ego like a candle. Lit by failure drained by women and songs fallen flat. Failure. Am I just killing time or is time killing me? No, that blessed task is left to the liver damage. The pills powdered into morning swill. Like medicine for the weary. That flush of blood behind my eyes that fuzzy feeling you get when... everything shoots out like some excited explosion of sense turned to sound and fury signifying nothing. Drink up weary patron. Yes barkeep, I shall 'ave another round. One for me, and three for my imaginary friends. Just pull back and drain. Drain drain drain. Rain. Reign. Pain. Go away. We'll have you over again, some other day. In some other capacity some infinitely useless self loathing exercise. Our obligations wi

Nothing Special
Dark Comments & Graphics Today has been one the most depressing bdays every. Started with a phone call from my boss at 7 a.m. to tell me the bitch I dont like called off so now I have to do all my treatments and hers too. Impossible! There are so many minutes in a day and with therapy you have so many minutes to each treatment and you have to do them all. Then I saw a note the bitch had left on the boss's desk about me not doing my shit. So I called my boss who reassured me I was doing great and she was so glad to have me! Haha I think the other bitch is just worried I will take her spot. Then I had some family issues and what not so just oveall not a good day! Grrr now somebody hug me b4 I slit my wrist.

Nothing Ever Stays The Same
My childhood memories swept away like dust on an old woman's porch. A loving home has been demolished. Hours spent playing with my friends treated as if they were garbage. The laughter and the tears the minutes and the years. My families past is slowly slipping away. I don't know how to feel I want to lay down and cry. But I guess I have to accept it even though I don't want to Nothing ever stays the same.Nothing

Nothing More Romantic Than Porn Vol 1
Sugar I didn't realize that we talked that much on the phone. As much as she was a stranger in my home she wasn't to me. She knew were the candles were, and placed them about the bathroom. Filled the bathtub with scents she brought and turned off the lights. Fingertips pressed lightly against each button on her while blouse she then removed. Warm clasp pressed into her back she unhooked and let fall to the floor. Two buttons against her back undone allowed for her skirt to drop. One step over the rim and she sunk into the bath. White clouds of soap sprouted and popped against her chest. Her hands danced in her hair to keep it dry outside the bath. Falling completely in but her faced, she closed her eyes, breathed in and waited. Walking in I knew things had changed. The new sent played heavy with my eyes. Even the taste in the air seemed different. Not the cold apartment I had called home alone for so long. I laid down my things and looked around, fumbling in the dark. A

Nothing More Romantic Then Porn Vol 3
Begging in Two Paragraphs (unedited) Begging turns to curiosity at your feet. Following up slender legs, sliding face against them. Begging at your feet becomes craving at your knee. Heart beats, fingers flinch sliding down. Cant look up but down at ankles. Imagination heavy as it strays from skin to body. wraped around the small of your back, making tracks of fingerprints time cant remove. Breath warm against your navel but feels cold and cause your nerves to dance to your chest. Up and down, just below but not in. tongue and breath meet against the softness of your wonder. Begging to be in, hands searching up and down your back clawing in want, clawing as if to trace the flesh I have long craved. Steadily you part. Smell drifts out and mouths water, tongue digs in and breathes out. On my head you push in forcing my last gasp, but hearing the echo of yours. Louder and willful you moan in every tease. Louder and steady you lean back, leg on my shoulder pressing harder. Drooping down,

Nothing's Gonna Stop Us
Looking in your eyes I see a paradise This world that I've found is too good to be true Standing here beside you, want so much to give you This love in my heart that I'm feeling for you Let 'em say we're crazy, I don't care bout that Put your hand in my hand baby don't ever look back Let the world around us just fall apart Baby we can make it if we're heart to heart And we can build this dream together Standing strong forever Nothing's gonna stop us now And if this world runs out of lovers We'll still have each other Nothing's gonna stop us, Nothing's gonna stop us now I'm so glad I found you, I'm not gonna lose you Whatever it takes I will stay here with you Take it to the good times, see it through the bad times Whatever it takes here's what I'm gonna do Let 'em say we're crazy, what do they know Put your arms around me baby don't ever let go Let the world around us just fall apart Baby we can make it if we're heart to heart And we can build this drea

Not Happy Vaction
I supose to go on vaction tomrrow. It supose to happy time and great vaction right. Its not bc one person i love is leaveing me. I am going to be loseing gf so am going to be worried the hole time wheter or not got my love when i get home or not. I love her to death. So guse Y go on vaction then? my heart is bleeding right now. So when come might be deleting my account. Let know want me to stay or not.

Nothing But A G Thang
I was at this Wendy's and they had a sign This Wendy's is Rated G - all ages are welcome Quickpost this image to Myspace, Digg, Facebook, and others! I thought to myself, fuck, I could have gone to an R rated Wendy's? I bet that chick has a great rack that the sign cuts off.

Nothing To Lose
i told a friend of mine that i wanted to you sky diving and he said i was crazy and that people die doing that. i looked at him and sad id rather die doing something fun than die old and hard.he looked silly and then i said, what? i dont have a thing to lose, so i might as well die young having fun. he was in total shock after i said this...but you know what?... its true

Nothing Special
June 2007 my sons father and i broke up. july 2007 he started dating somebody new. they are now married, they are out house hunting now that they were approved. They have a baby girl on the way. and i'm havent gone nowhere in the past year. makes me sick to my stomache that they are doing so well and i'm at home with my mom and step dad. the only thing new in my life is that i got a new car back in april. our son spends half his time with me and the other half with them. when i hear the good things that are going on for them i get sick and want to cry. partly cause i'm jealous of their life and partly because i cant do anything about it. i do at time miss being with him and wish it was me and not her. i havent even dated anybody since we broke up. he has been so nice the last couple months and tries to be good friends with me. i dont know if i can hadle being friends with him. like we went to lunch together the other day and i dont know why i did. i hate living at home but cant afford

Nothing I Wouldn’t Do
The cool night breeze Rustles through my hair As up at the cloudy night sky I sit and stare The only thing on my mind Are visions of you And I wonder what your doing If your thinking of me too I'm sitting here so lonely Feeling cold without you here Wishing I could lay in your arms And whisper in your ear So I could tell you how I feel The things I want desperately to say But fear of rejection Seems to always get in my way Id do anything to be with you Id catch a falling star Id give away everything I hold dear to me Just to be right where you are Id dye my hair Pink! The color I hate so much But id do it for you If I could only feel you touch Id stand out on the street In the pouring rain So you wouldn't have to feel One single ounce of pain Id embarrass myself in public Just to bring a smile to your face The memory of you Is one that cannot be erased Id take a hundred hits And id die a thousand different ways If it meant that you woul

Not Here
So, for those that haven't noticed (and very few have), I haven't been on much. Well, I've been signed in, but not on. Anyways, it's because I actually have a life now. I got a job with keeps me pretty busy. I've also been going out a lot on weekends to try and keep my mind off of other things. So, I just wanted to say that I will continue to not be here as much, and I might even delete, I haven't decided yet. I've realized that there is more to life that Fubar. For those of you who want to stay in contact me and don't know how, private message me and I'll give you my yahoo or myspace, or for really special people, my cell number. It's been fun!

Nothing Gold Can Stay ..
Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour. Then leaf subsides to leaf. So Eden sank to grief, So dawn goes down to day. Nothing gold can stay. - Robert Frost

Not Hard2get But Hard2 4get
Your Personality Is Like Heroin You're capable of the highest highs and the lowest lows. Addicted to feeling good, you'll do almost anything to avoid pain. People seek you out, even though you can be quite moody. They're hooked on you! At your best: You are euphoric, stress free, and a little sleepy. What people like about being around you: They're not exactly sure, but they can't get enough about you. What people dislike about being around you: When you finally leave, they go some pretty serious withdrawal. How addicted people get to you: Very... you're quite dangerous. ..TABLE>..TABLE>..TABLE>..TABLE>..TABLE> ..TR>..TR>..TR>..TR> ..TR> What's Sexy About Your Name You are sexy because you are wild. You are a very sexually daring person. You are very into trying new and edgy things. You love taboos. You are a sexual dabbler. You like to take on unusual fantasies and roles. Anyone who wants to be your partner bet

Nothing New!
Well, I'm fairly new to Fubar, and I have met some great ppl. Specially the one who fixed my page for me. Thanks! I'm learning how to manuver my way around on here pretty good, still need some help. The only problem I have is everytime I try to upload pics on here I get friggin booted off WTF. I know, I know, I gotta get more pics on here. Maybe on day I will be able to LOL.. I've been a few really good lounges. One I'm in all the time. Check it out sometime. It's called Shockwave! They are pretty awsome ppl in there! And boy do they know how to party lol..... I believe I stay drunk in that lounge. Ok, it's time for me to stop talking now, going back to bed cause I feel like shit.

Nothing...
Everything I've touched just falls apart and I am left with nothing. Everything thing I've done turns to garabage and I can't win. Sometimes we've got no one and we realize it doesn't matter. Everything you try I brush off for you can't do anything to me I've not already done to myself. We all bleed we can all break but we are not all as cool as you...we all aren't as human as you. Some of us spend our days getting screwed or fucked. Some of us are born to be beheaded.

-nothing Fades Away-
I may be bruised But I'm not broken A Little angry & upset though I'll be just fine Yes, I will miss you And everything there was -Though that will fade with time All ended in a horrible way No room for anything So much left unsaid Lots I wanted to say -All words just fade away Nothing left now Nothing.... Not even good bye.

Nothing About Nothing
I tell people that I don’t need anyone. That is a lie! I am so alone and all I want is for someone to want me. Someone I can hold, who will be there when I need them, even when I don’t. I have just one flaw, just one and no one can accept me for it. My one flaw is words, that’s it words. At time I say things in anger that I don’t mean, mean things, ugly things, but that is it. I know words can hurt as bad as a fist, but its not my fault. I have several mental disorders that cause me to do it. I could see if I beat them or drank all the time and did drugs, and cheated on them. Most of which to me is unforgivable. Most of what I say is! No matter how hard I try no one wants me. Am I that bad? Should I just lock myself up away from everybody? If people only knew the real me, they might think different. If they only knew how I cry myself to sleep because I am so alone, how I look down on myself because I feel I am not good enough, or how I stopped believing in love. How I have given up on

Nothin Special 2
In the pursuit of Love I have searched far and near My future was dark And not so clear In exploration I have covered the Earth Trying to find What thy love be worth Probing the oceans And Waters so blue Estimating what my love Means to you Whispers on the Wind That I did speak It was your love That I did seek Delve into the heat And smoldering Fire It is you and only you That I truly desire All I can offer you Is my heart and soul Being with you My only goal My love for you Is true and rare My life I offer For you I do care The future is scary And your full of doubt Give me a chance And see what my love is about Written for and inspired by Untamable

Nothing Said
It happened again... I said hello and I heard no hey. It's happened again... There's nothing to say. Maybe the old man thought I was Stupid, ignorant, mad, or insane. Maybe the old man didn't want Me on this plane. Who really knows? Who really cares? Who really studies? Who just stares? At freaks like me...at people like you. At old men like he...at sickness that grew. The old man might not have hated me... He might have just said... "I don't know about this boy... He looks messed in the head."

Nothing Gold Can Stay
Nothing Gold Can Stay Nature's first green is gold Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour. Then leaf subsides to leaf. So Eden sank to grief, So dawn goes down to day. Nothing gold can stay. --Robert Frost (1923) =============== Thank you BWhere for allowing me to snag this off your page. This was an all time favorite of mine growing up, and you have just brought tons of memories back :)

Nothing To Say... Copyright 2007
The walls are closing in, And the panic begins; My mind drifts away, And I have nothing to say... The distance grows, And the breath slows; I feel you drift away, And there's nothing to say... The time is now; Find the words somehow; As you turn away, There's something I must say... I love you, always...

Not Here To Be Used
I am not here to be used..so if I am just another point to you..etc..please delete me. I am interested in friends/friendships.. not interested in making you higher on the fubar ladder..not interested in making you popular for the day.

Nothing Specail But I Am Me
yeah i don't have a six pack for abs. i ain't got big arms, but big enough and not from working out. i'm not made for speed but if i have to chase someone, someone going to get hurt. unless i am chasing a female. i don't have a big fancy house or a sport car. but i stay warm in the winter and cool in the summer. my car get me where i need to go and back and it's clean always. i like all kind of music, sometime it's too loud and other time i am just kicking back. sure in the hell don't look like no modles, most of them are gay anyhow. my momma tought me how to treat a woman, or she would have kicked my ass. rest in peace mom. i do like to drink my beer, but i don't get drunk, just give me a buzz and i am good.

Nothing To Come
Make this pain go away I've wasted too much time I've cried too many tears I've relived every memory This can't go on. Please take this hurt Please end this ache I have more love to give But he won't take it I can't pretend anymore I refuse to fake it I've loved and lost If feels like no one understands No one feels the same as me Lonely hours slowly pass I watch the clock Each tick, each tock resonates inside me I beg for sanity, but my plea goes unspoken I scream, but my cries go unheard I'm torn and shattered My thoughts are scattered And all I dream of is you I can't focus, nothing is clear All I know is I want you near I'm tired of waiting Waiting for nothing to come

Nothing Is Easy
Too often we expect everything to be laid out perfectly, with all the answers, to know the outcomes, with no roadblocks and challenges. We expect there to be no tears, no hurt, no struggles. We only want what we can have now, easily, cheaply, and with promises it will always be that way. We want without cost, without sacrifice. If it isn't perfect, we don't want it. But if we only want it with those stipulations, is it really worth much? If we could walk away, or not try, because we might get hurt, or we might have to wait, or some tears are expected, how important could it be? Without having things in our lives where it is worth us hurting to the point of tears, do we have anything of real value?

Nothing At All
What you see is what you get with me. I don't keep secrets or lie to anyone for any reason. I am married with two children and working on a third. Practice makes perfect as the hubby says. I love to play Poker on line at pokerstars.net and take time with the family So, that about it. comment if you want

Nothing To Fear.....
will you miss me when i am gone away? will you remember how it used to be? noth think of the sickly mass that i turned out to be? not remeber the pain, just all the love in my eyes? even when i am gone it will still be there.... REALIZE... that even in death, i will live on in memories that u have, in our favorite songs. it wont be an end.. but a beginning for you a new chapter on life, so please dont be blue.. i was blessed to have you, so close to me... and you will be in my heart for eternity. please just smile, love, and dont shed a tear.. coz you Angel will be watching over you you have nothing to fear ...

Nother Neww Bully
Club Oasis now has live cams! Come check us out, and feel free to Join while you're there. Stop on by for a round or two and share the fun and excitement with us. Always a PARTY GOING at CLUB OASIS! Brought to you by Club Oasis ~ where the rocking never stops. Club Oasis is at this time Hiring staff and Dj's if you think you got what it takes come hit us up!

Not Here!!...............
I may not be around much over the next few days as there is something important I have to take care of at the moment…………..ME I may pop in should anyone leave me a message and maybe to drop some rates but other than that I will not be here much, I hope you all understand that and if you do have my yahoo then please feel free to message me on there if not I will catch up with the rest of you at some point when I get back Look after yourselves and know I will be thinking of you while I am not on……… Take care

Nother Poem
I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice, And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring, To my life everyday, I love you today, As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever, With all of my heart.

Nothing Left To Believe In ......venting
a love till the end I guess this is what you ment. feels like its been so long since i felt you. Nothing feels the same. who could touch a love like this. who can touch me the way you did. I love how tearin out my hearts just like tearn paper to you. Well now that doors closed. WHats there to do. I dont understand your dumb ass answers. well for you Id tear it out again. I understand that being with you is a sin. But for you I would do it all again. I'm only writting this trying to clear my head again. Because at the moment my heart says to call you but my head isnt clear enough to decide. I'm done with confusion you took my innocence. take it all again. you love me now but then your gone again. who's to say it wont happen again. does it hurt when I tell you I can't love you anymore. I'm sick of being your fall back girl. stop tearing my heart out and squeezing it just to watch it bleed. such a fool i ve been. I am done taking the fall. I just cant believe in this a

Nothing At All.....
I am nothing to the world but every thing to me. Some pray for riches I pray only to be free. Free from my pain and more so my past. To realize I will some day be more then last. Being able to achieve a place rather then outcast. From the out side I am looking in. Waiting for my chance to begin. Able to be the man I truly am. Rather then labeled as junk mail or marked as spam.

Not Holding Back
i haven't posted a blog in a while so i thought i would post one. last year wasn't the greatest to start off with till about half way through. i was extremely sick from the first of the year till june. i fell in love then had my heart shattered. i lost my job. but then around june things began to change for the better. i really reconnected with my best friend in the whole wide world because of them i found fubar and met some great people. started to recover from my illness and be normal again. got a new job with the same company i lost my job from and kicking ass at it. got my divorce signed by the judge and became officially a free woman. i also started to heal my shattered heart. i found someone who just rocks my world to no end. i realized last year was bad for the first half then kicked ass for the rest. i wouldn't change anything that happen last year. it has made me stronger. this i am kick ass and take names. i am not holding back and i am walking the line. i see

The Nothing
The Nothing I look out in the darkness But all I can see Is the nothing The nothing that surrounds me I can hear the voices Voices of the unknown They come and go Some are happy Some are sad Some angry Others just don't care I can feel their presence As they surround me And wrap me in their embrace They pull me closer And I feel their emptiness And I feel their pain I look out in the darkness To see if I can find This presence that lingers And stays by my side These voices that whisper And this pain that I feel I want to know who And I want to know why I reach out To see what I can find But to no avail I feel nothing but the cold There's no one there Not a soul to be found I look out in the darkness But all I can see Is the nothing The nothing that surrounds me

Nothing But The Truth!
Girls, are really that fucked up?? I know I'm not the only one. Why is it when a man treats us like shit, we just can't let him go? I'm not fuckin lyin this is totally true. So there you go guys, you wanna know how to keep a woman, shit all over her. (there are some exceptions) I just don't get it, we wine and cry about what we want, but for the most part I'm starting to believe it's bullshit. I think we just want to bitch about something. It's the same for all of us in this situation, you know, theres always that other man who loves you to death, who worships you, and wants to give you the world, but it's not gonna happen, he's always going to be the back up ,"in case of emergency". As soon as we know we have a man like that is it a turn off ?? Too nice secrelety = pussy. This is the thruth for alot of us! Fucked up isn't it?? Oh don't all you nice considerate men worry we won't ever get rid of you, no, no ,no, we want you to be there" just in case", the inconsiderate asshole that

Nothing Left
It's easy to turn your back on those who care we do it every day. Only to chase after dreams and the games that strangers love to play. How easy it is to take for granted the the ones who sit and wait. Only to return finding it to be to late. Returning to an empty house where love used welcome you. Now sitting alone in the dark wondering what to do. Maybe opening your eyes to the lies you have been told. Instead of chasing rainbows for that imaginary pot of gold. Throw away your running shoes and choose not to stray. Because believe it or not those who love you can also walk away.

Nothing Else Matters
I'm sorry for you, but not sorry for me. I know I'll be in a good place soon. I know God will take care of me. I know he'll love me because no one will ever love me here. It's okay though, I totally understand. Who'd want to love someone like me. I sure wouldn't. My heart feels like a blank page about to be turned. It's always turning, but never any end. Why? I dont know. It'll happen soon, my happiness will soon come, through God only. No one will ever make me happy. I've accepted it for what it is. It's ok, I totally understand. I'm sorry for all the peopel that've known me. I never expected it to end this way. I was such a good person or so I thought. I never expected to hurt anyone. I'll be okay after tonight, everything will be back to normal and I'll be happy once again. Nothing will change my mind, so don't try. My feelings for everything is this.... you were born to die... no point to feeling the pain anymore. The thoughts in my mind hault a suprising ending.... what will I do.

*nothing*
Written on 3/8/2006 This one if for the "My Best Friend's Wedding" syndrome type people... This feeling inside. Consuming my life. My eyes blind to the affections of another. He woos me, Romances me. Yet nothing in my heart is for him. I am numb to all, to fear, to the comfort of embrace, to you and your advances. My heard torn to pieces So long ago. Every day mended more & more. Resorting to meaningless carnal desires. Never giving me to anyone. Everyone robbed of who I really am. No longer myself. Not from that day on. ...but worry not...there is hope at the end of every day...

Nothing Ever Came Of A Life That Was A Simple One
sometimes this is me: i don't know. seems there's not a visible light at the end of the tunnel. i'm just holding my breath and hoping to see the darkness fade. As I am constantly reminded, I chose this path I'm on knowing that it wouldn't be easy. i did....not that i need that fact to be tossed around for my amusement, but yes, i chose my path. i chose it and i will walk it with my head held high even when the night is at its darkest. the things i cannot see will not cause me to cower. In many ways, this blog entitled texas and all its parts are my outlet. my release. Choosing to bare a heavy load on your shoulders doesn't lessen the weight of it. 1-30-09 My day started bright and early...it's hard to squeeze 6 hours with of sit down visitation time into an 8 hour day when you figure in the checking in process included each time and the wait you have between the time you enter the visitation room and when the person actually arrives. I give another ride to Renate. We

Nothing But Hate
Black is all I see, Including you and me. I've heard the devil's cry, I've heard it in the blink of an eye. My hatred keeps me alive, Death helps me survive. Love is all I dream, My darkness keeps me keen. All I want is love, But I wasn't given to me from above. Now it's to late, I only consume hate.

Nothing Special
I know that I'm nobody Nothing special at all So please don't cry for me I'm just another one of the many faces praying to the rain Take away my eyes and drown out my voice It doesn't matter anymore Don't cover me with laurels or decorate me with diamonds I'm not worth it anyhow I can't care anymore I know I'm worth nothing not even the love you give to me I'm just a broken one a crushed little toy soldier swept underneath the rug No one cares about me because no one knows me So why even bother crying? Just leave me alone and make the world go away I won't make you happy anymore All I do is bring pain to those I love the most and cripple myself all the while Just hate me like all of the others It'd make things so much easier What good is love anyhow When it brings only heartbreak time and time again? I don't know how to be genuine I've lost the real me somewhere in all of that trivia. Everything now is just a reflection a reflection of a broken soul

Not Here For A Popularity Contest...
I was seriously thinking of deleting my profile, but after much consideration, I have decided to delete everyone off my "friends" list that I have had no communication with... The ones that will remain will be the only ones that I will have contact with on this site as of today. Just as in real life, this site is made up of back-stabbers and cons just waiting to take advantage of people. It is also made up of people that have only themselves in their minds, thoughts, and schemes.... I am a very unselfish person (just ask my friends) and I have no patience for stupidity or ignorance when it comes to taking things too far and begging and pleading for votes, rates, fans, blings, gifts and friend requests... I have asked for these things before and I admit I feel like a homeless and decrepit man for stooping to those begging ways... This has become a popularity contest and, it seems, unless you are one of the more popular people on Fubar, you are pretty much a "nobody". No one t

Nothing At All
i just thought id spill a few words of nothing today so here they are .......its cold here but i am gettin used to it its 30 and i am in a t shirt today ...... the ice is melting but how do folks come to choose to live in this enviroment no wonder the noth got so mad at the south i'd hate us too if i was a northern native we get all the good weather but i suppose some are smarter than others i just cant figure out why it cost twice to live here as san diego so i swear i am havein trouble with it but i can do it as ;long as shes close if the day ever comes that shes not (god forbid this plz) i will be back in cali in 7 days or less it's well .........its california i can still hit the slopes and get a tan the same day .... so i gotta ask and please reply ...WHY DO THE PEOPLE IN THE USA FAR NOTRTH LIVE IN THE FREZZEING COLD AND ICE AND ALL THAT IT BRINGS WITH IT ????????

Nothing In Return
Fast...a cleansed soul rebirthing see...to be...and understand your flipside... you want nothing in return all is cry until the laughin'. There is more between the sky and earth that is beyond our philosophy unknown... and we want nothing in return The closest who need you and the closest surrounding you WILL WALK AWAY... AND WHEN WE WALK AWAY THERE WILL BE NO COMIN HOME...

Nothin" In Rerturn Ii
Nope...you're right...i ddn't write that The point of posting it is to see if anyone else around here can comprehend what he is talkin' 'bout. Questions... 1) What is it to see...to be, & understand your flipside? 2) Why is it so many know there is more than just us...beyond our minimal ability to comprehend... but turn a blind eye, and want nothin' from it? 3) What brings that point of departure from those closest to us...when after we've determined to "want nothin in return" 4) Do you know why they've walked away, and why theres no coming home? Or in our self-absorbed worlds do we wallow in self-pity?

Nothing Fancy Just Need A Bit Of Help!
Ok nothing fancy but to the point! Ok all i have a huge favor to ask, Im trying to help someone so i need yer help its easy trust me! just need you to go to this blog http://www.fubar.com/blog/255444/987032 tell them Kerry sent you and then this pic http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=888520&i=3903583078&albumid=1505419 and rate her! TY all in advance!

Nothing Makes Sense... Or Does It?
Words are confused Thoughts are lost Wisdom is pointless Happiness does not exist Loneliness is filling Love is a myth Sex is a game Laughter is grim Humor is sad Death is determined Life is a bitch Childhood of Lies Growth of Industry Adultery is Life Sins are forever Religion is garbage Leaders only follow Followers should lead Elders are not wise Youngsters are the teachers Parents are the Children Children control Elders

Nothing Important
yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away now it appears there here to stay so here i was sitting in my chair wondering what happend wondering why i didnt care my younger self would be shitty to say the least about this change in my self apperence and well demenor i think i have alot of work to do before i can say im happy i have happy days and i mistake them for being acctually happy but then tomarrow comes and well it sucks again ill work on that

Nothing. Song.
The Feel Good Drag lyrics "I'm here for you" she said and we can stay for awhile, my boyfriend's gone, we can just pretend. Lips that need no introduction Now who's the greater sin, Your drab eyes seem to invite (tell me darling) Where do we begin. Was this over before Before it ever began Your kiss Your calls Your crutch Like the devils got your hand This was over before Before it ever began Your lips Your lies Your lust Like the devils in your hands Everyone in this town is seeing somebody else Everybody's tired of someone our eyes wander for help Prayers that need no answer now I'm tired of who I am You were my greatest mistake I fell in love with your sin Your littlest sin Was this over before Before it ever began Your kiss Your calls Your crutch Like the devils got your hand This was over before Before it ever began Your lips Your lies Your lust Like the devils in your hands Failure is your disease You want my outline drawn You

Nothing To See Here
I need to fucking get laid. I need to get my ass out of the house and just throw all my damn issues out the window swallow my fear and shy crap and just go for it. It's getting just plain stupid. Chick I'm talking with is great, sexy, kinda dirty flirty and I just....cannot move I am so beyond lame.

Not Here To Kiss Your Ass
Your Commets don't mean Sh*t.Your Actions do. i am not here to rate your appearence like your auditioning for american idol.if you think i am,then your a complete fool, so sticks and stones. any one in this so called gene pool of sperm collectors have any intelligence ,let me know.

Nothing More Romantic Than Porn Vol 1
Sugar I didn't realize that we talked that much on the phone. As much as shewas a stranger in my home she wasn't to me. She knew were the candleswere, and placed them about the bathroom. Filled the bathtub withscents she brought and turned off the lights. Fingertips pressedlightly against each button on her while blouse she then removed. Warmclasp pressed into her back she unhooked and let fall to the floor.Two buttons against her back undone allowed for her skirt to drop. Onestep over the rim and she sunk into the bath. White clouds of soapsprouted and popped against her chest. Her hands danced in her hair tokeep it dry outside the bath. Falling completely in but her faced, sheclosed her eyes, breathed in and waited.Walking in I knew things had changed. The new sent played heavy withmy eyes. Even the taste in the air seemed different. Not the coldapartment I had called home alone for so long. I laid down my thingsand looked around, fumbling in the dark. As I turned the knob of thebat

Nothing More Romantic Then Porn, Vol 10
In the end it’s just a vision. More than affection but less than a touch. In the end it’s just me resting in my mind of what could be from a simple picture. One that has a glance that shakes my nerves and convinces me I matter. That rush of ego, that sense of pride, takes over and I’m enraged of repressed desire. Tortured to let go. Touch your face, kiss you honestly and bite your lip in fear of the last taste. Have the air between us break from your hands finding curves against my chest. Touching spines. Tasting skin. Eating flesh like it’s the first taste we had. A hand light against your thigh, a thumb tucked into curves, finding more. A taste of air and a feeling of its vapor. Moisture and texture, wet and soft. In both taste and feel. Aggravating a back to arch, a mouth to open, and your words to echo in my ears, “Help me.” Touch runs deeper. Body’s ache harder. All on the edge of exhaustion. Soft as air heavy as a feather dives into yo

Nothing More Romantic Than Porn Vol 1
SugarI didn't realize that we talked that much on the phone. As much as shewas a stranger in my home she wasn't to me. She knew were the candleswere, and placed them about the bathroom. Filled the bathtub withscents she brought and turned off the lights. Fingertips pressedlightly against each button on her while blouse she then removed. Warmclasp pressed into her back she unhooked and let fall to the floor.Two buttons against her back undone allowed for her skirt to drop. Onestep over the rim and she sunk into the bath. White clouds of soapsprouted and popped against her chest. Her hands danced in her hair tokeep it dry outside the bath. Falling completely in but her faced, sheclosed her eyes, breathed in and waited.Walking in I knew things had changed. The new sent played heavy withmy eyes. Even the taste in the air seemed different. Not the coldapartment I had called home alone for so long. I laid down my thingsand looked around, fumbling in the dark. As I turned the knob of thebathr

A Nother Sleepless Night
Gawd another sleep less night, and I am frazzled beyound belief. Was able to get I think a hour sleep, before son Derek told me he wouldnt be going to work again today due to lack of material. I just shook my head , went potty and went to bed and boom started to think of our financial situation and the prospects of losing our home. I got up and just sat and watched tv, and didnt say zip. Hubby commented on why I didnt say anything. I just said I am pissed. Like clock work he's favorite statement. "What can I do". This is one of our major communication problems. When ever there is financial problems he turns a blind eye and just says ..What can I do. Umm nothing but would be nice to have imput dahhh Then he changes the subject and talks about one of his buddies moving out here were we are. Gawd whyyyyyyyy? Its a shit hole with nothing in it. And talked about his friend having to bury his son who commented suicide. Now thats aweful, I would be more of a basket case then

Nother
Im getting so tired of fubar making me go through "bouncer" thingys every time I try to check out a profile or add a friend. I have an account/page/whatever. [pictures on it and everything, including a slute picture that they rejected out of hand for no valid reason. whatever. I cant wait til humanity wipes itself out completely. GO TERRORISTS! LET THE NUKES FLY! DEATH TO AMERICA!

Nothing But A Tear
Nothing But A Tear Could I want this more than you Tell me can my feelings be true How could I feel this way When you don't even want to stay I really want you to know That I have no other place to go I really nrrf you to say I can stay another day But when I try to shout The words just won't come out So now you've left me here With nothing but a tear How can I find the strength to move on When I can't find anything when you are gone I've lost my heart and I've lost my soul I've lost you and I've lost control When I cry myseldf to sleep I dream I have your heart to keep But I've lost that too Everything that's true Is now gone I must move on

Nothing Ends
The start of what you make, is what you are an what your going to finish an that is somthing that can be easily accomplished. With one bit of effort can only some one try to be a stand out person, but how far do they have to go? the question is not one that needs answering unless you think so feel free to. My thoughts an opinion on the matter, is the fact that just simply always be observant of others a nthe efforts they put forth unpon others to assit an help, its a joy of receiving no one else can quite happly feel an feel good about unles they understand why they did what they did. The same goes for alot of confusing things thrown around alot of things that no one even bothers to try, to accept an belong to somthing other than what they've been stuck to for however long. The times when you see alot of the same things are clearly the basic simple point taking the time to chance yourself possible somthing you never encounterd. When all seems so good, an so pure what really does the e

Nothing Really Lol
You take the top 10 most played songs on your iPod or similar device (or just pick 10 songs you listen to a whole lot). Post the first line of the lyrics to each in your blog. Sit back in smug satisfaction, knowing you have the best taste in music ever (this is a crucial step).Then your friends do their part: Private message me if you know the answers. Oh, and Googling is cheating!1. save yourself cause the only thing that matters that you get away from the pain and the thought of losing your mind.2. Looking out across the night time.3. Say hello to the rug's typography.4. Dont mind, me just cruising by, by the girl with the balloon5. It takes a lot, to be always on form, it takes a lot.6. There's a shadow just behind me, shrouding every step i take7. What about sunrise? what about rain?8. Ah, look at all the lonely people.9. God bless the daylight, the sugary smell of springtime10. Don't breathe too deep, don't think all day.

Nothing
A call from the past from that which didn't last blindsided me with a buried desire stirring ashes where once was a fire.Yet I feel nothing.Evil lurks in the shadow of beauty, death always follows life and love has become a modern day strife. To suffer those eyes, lonely night cries and a glimmering promise of sugar covered lies,Yet I feel nothing.Darkness stares from a mirrored glance as thoughts of lust instead of romance filled the image looking back at me, void of life, void of glee.And yet...I feel nothing.

Nothing
My blog is short. I stay home with my kids and I am married. I am very new at this. It just seems really interresting to talk to so many people all over the place. That's pretty fucken cool. I'll finish my blog after I experience fubar for a while.

[not Here For The Pie]
I didn't really have much to say so I decided to flow a bit.I made ... what is esentially the lowest form of food, its a saltback ham broth bean gruel. I managed to make it smokey, but the damn beans didn't finish right the first time around and the broth I had was like... liquid salt fat run off turned mostly solid again. It will totally keep you alive, but I'm also out of most forms of starch beyond a package of pasta and...instant potatos older than me.I do still have frozen corn! And... *looks suspiciously at his dog* my very expensive chorizo. I have everything I need to make my chorizo alfredo.Still waiting a couple days on jobs, still ... slowly decaying like everyone else over... wait I'm generating new cells til 34 nevermindPoint is... I'm not sure. I think Tree's doing okay. Me my bro and a couple friends are advancing in FFXI boy I tell ya, that game really picks up after level 60, but its work work work. Attune this, slay that, meander here, get lost there, make friends wit

Nothin Todo Anti-athesis
Everybodi thankful for somethin Most in the sounds Of, Possibly in every end of the day at least DO you have a happy for nothing day then you mite have or it mite of then their mite, scarey or fait if you did your bought buuanother Somethin Where lightnig comes from why wind has @200mph why their mite some aliens never been to hell kinda ______________.Meet a bookkeeper poss.. My apenyun I dont want to talk about God I dont to correct on about God dont want to hear your feelings about God your Consires about God how won by its creator sum fool that thinks about God. Then there are ones!! God heaven the hole bliss a Journey yah when you die you turn-around an walk back that's what athesis is. Athe'sis is beings a bitch but Dude she can do that_!! It's simply Teachment the younger the better QA are the first letters on a tpyerwriter left of course now you know there are these bridges in life we build if you dont find christ. You dont stand on that bridge in the end for long best to p

Nothing Left At All
"Nothing Left At All"It's so ugly inside hereI'm trapped hereI cannot leave this placeEverything is all changing and fadingAnd i want to escapeBut just when i thought i'd found a way outI fall right on my faceSo don't wait too lateTo see that they take til there's nothingNothing left at allWe live to give ourselves awayBut they take til there's nothing left at allIs there anyone out thereTo hear meHear me crying outCause i need someone to show meThe reality of what i've got to faceBut just when i finally start to wake upI find out it's too lateWhy can't they hear usWhy can't they seeCause we're crying out for somethingSomething to believeDon't wait too late to see that we're fighting for somethingSomething that's already goneToday i gave myself awayAnd i'm left here with nothingNothing left at all

Nothing But Torture
“Nothing but Torture” It was morning again, cold, and unpleasant as always. My body wrapped in multiple blankets to keep me warm and cozy. I've always been unable to sleep in a hot room, the window was always draped open to allow a gentle breeze to sweep in. Of course, the down fall of having the window open and allowing the cold air to fill the place up was that it made getting out of bed very hard. To leave the comforts of my body heated blankets and step into the icy room naked as always. I'm not the prettiest of girls, well at least I would think. I've been told different times, on many different occasions. I have a slightly tanned body, an average height of five feet four inches. My hair long, chestnut brown, and falls over my shoulders in a gentle pile. My eyes a beautiful emerald green. My breasts supple and full, nipple small and pointing upwards a bit giving my breasts the impression that they're fuller then what they really are. I have a slender figu

Nothing
YOU EVER FEEL LIKE YOURE NOTHING WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE NO ONE EVER REALLY LOVED YOU IT WAS ALL JUST A BUNCH OF WORDS YOU EVER FEEL LIKE YOUR NOTHING THAT YOU WERE NEVER MEANT TO BE LOVED NEVER MEANT FOR ANYTHING EVER FEEL LIKE YOU WERE A MISTAKE EVER FEEL LIKE YOU WERE A FAILURE I REALIZE IM MY OWN WORST ENEMY IM A PILL SMOKING LOSER ADDICTED TO DRUGS YOU EVER FEEL LIKE YOURE NOTHING

Nothing Sucks Like Success --
I have just leveled at 16 = 'Fu-gee' if that matters - I am now in the midst of a psychic meltdown. . . This is not a MUMM, since I'm not asking for advice - this is a warning. . . My nerves are raw; say nice things about me. Enjoy your summer - J. in L.A. '_'

Nothing Else To Do On A Thursday Night.
I feel like blogging even though I don't really have anything to say but really, no one will read this anyway. Apparently if you take a long hiatus from the intarwebs, your return is not welcomed with open arms. Eh. What are you gonna do? I feel so drained right now. I only worked a four hour shift but I spent the four hours prior housekeeping for my lame ex. I figure, my kid is there and he's paying me so it's worth it. But anyone who says housekeeping is easy is a liar. Its way more lame than my actual job but also more lucritive. Mayhaps I should start doing that for a living. I'm a damn spiffy cleaner. And I get to do my laundry for free. Mama likes a bargain. I started smokng again pretty much the day I moved in here. It's just so enjoyable. I really want to have more drunken slutty times this weekend but I work til midnight three days in a row. Super ultra lame. That's pretty much all the random thoughts I have swimming around in my gray matter.

Nothing On Tv
earlier today i was browsing through umpteen channels provided to you with cable and THERE AINT A DAMN THING ON...now that my thumb looks like a syphlitic monkey penis because of all the clicking i am gonna go continue job hunting...maybe get disablility and blame the cable company bbl

Nothing
my life had nothing my life was nothing i was empty i wanted to waste away to nothingness to feel nothing to to hold nothing but for you have came into my life and all the feelinof nothing faded away i have my life now there was a piece of me always hoping for you and i have you now the nothingness is no more

Nothing That Any One Has To Read!
Yessterday was like deja vu from three yrs ago around this time, then on the 1st Nov it's all ended with crying an more crying. I got a call from my mother -law about her father my husbands grandfather, not doing so good!! Something we all knew was coming with the way he was deteriorating instead of getting better. his body is just too weak to hold himself up anymore, so hospice is gunna step in an help take care of him while my husbands grandmother get set up to go on dialysis because her kidneys are to small for her body. this is all to familiar with how my Grandfather was, hospice came to help out an one month later he was gone....IDK that this is the case with Dick, but know that having the same feeling over again isnt something I care for but it is unavoidable. it's numbing and I have to put on a show so that I dont disrupt my girls' way of life, I have to pretend that nothing is wrong, because my husband doesnt know yet, this will destroy him, his is very close to his grandfather

Nothing
I have questions that will never be answered, mostly because I don't know how to ask them. I can write down pages and pages of names of those I thought I knew, those I thought I could trust, those I thought of as my friends. You may not know it, but I can feel. I have a heart, or I had one, then I gave it away only to have it shattered and laid at my feet once again, and I don't know if I can pick it up and put it back together this time. I don't know if I want to. Perhaps that's the way it has to remain until someone finally comes along who can stick around long enough to cherish it. Someone who can hold it in their hands and see that even though it isn't perfect and it's made of glass and it has cracks and fissures and rough spots, it's beautiful and it's worth it just to hang on and try. I have so much to give and so little to get. I sometimes think that I give myself to the wrong people, and that it's all my fault when they walk away or can't hang on just long enough to see that I

Nothing's Changed
I want to see your face and hold you tightly to my chest,the one thought racing in my mind is that your better than the rest,you are unique, you make me smile, and i hope i return the favor,the momments I'd hoped to share with you are something i wish to savour,It may be selfish to go away and to need my time alone,but there are things about my life that hurt me deep down to the bone,I have a hard time dealing with issues when theyre so out of my control,and like others I do shut down when my mind becomes too full,I dont want you thinking il on the fact that im away,my feelings havent changed nor have the words i chose to say,I only ask that if im distant please dont think its you,cause the simple fact remains that im in love with you.

Nothing
It is the voice in the back of your mindthat whispers all the thingsthat seem too cruel to say.It is all that is locked up tight.Never to see the light of dayIt is not a husband....It is pain.It is not a father....It is failure.It is not a son....It is hate.It lies drowning in a pool polluted with frustration and self loathing.It is all my hatred pressed downto the head of a pin.It's heart is black...Beating in time with mine.It is not a leader....It is useless.It is not wanted....It is black.It is not needed....It is worthless.It is everything and nothing, all at once.All it has is darkness.It needs to feel.It needs to hate.Keep it locked up inside of me,so only I can feel the pain.

Nothing Better
He writes 'twixt the low hum of electricity. He writes in the dim glow of computer screens, head bent low over loose leafed sheets. He writes to guitar riffs and digital chords. He writes of you... Memory lane is right around the corner; you know, the same street you've meandered down for years. Fingers tips meet finger tips, as anxious tongues lick waiting lips. Setting sun meets horizon as waning moon begins its run. Sunset Stars and Moon (artist not listed) Ah, how his eyes close tightly. Oh, how he grips that pen, forcing images to become words.... And this world... with its poets, with its love songs and first kisses, with its close calls and near misses. He drifts away. The lights in the city become sparse, as happy heads are lain to rest. He wishes upon satellites for the chance to see you again. Riverfront walks... late night talks... The gentle wave of flesh as you inhale, sleeping soundly with his arms wrapped around you. He counts the stars tonight and remembers the gliste

Nothing Special
I know that I'm nobodyNothing special at allSo please don't cry for meI'm just anotherone of the many facespraying to the rainTake away my eyesand drown out my voiceIt doesn't matter anymoreDon't cover me with laurelsor decorate me with diamondsI'm not worth it anyhowI can't care anymoreI know I'm worth nothingnot even the love you give to meI'm just a broken onea crushed little toy soldierswept underneath the rugNo one cares about mebecause no one knows meSo why even bother crying?Just leave me aloneand make the world go awayI won't make you happy anymoreAll I do is bring painto those I love the mostand cripple myself all the whileJust hate melike all of the othersIt'd make things so much easierWhat good is love anyhowWhen it brings only heartbreaktime and time again?I don't know how to be genuineI've lost the real mesomewhere in all of that trivia.Everything now is just a reflectiona reflection of a broken soulthat was never worth anythingand will forever be nothing special

Nothing Ever(re-write)
If I told you love was in my heart,Would it be in yours to.If I gave you my soul,Would you give me yours to. My heart is so close,To never leaving yours alone.It's the only place,The only place it feels at home. It only wants to be one with yours,Promise me never let me fall out of love,And in return for you a promise,In mine,Nothing else will ever be put above.

Nothing
Life deals harsh blowsThe strong always surviveI have had my share of misfortuneYet I continue to strive. What is it that keeps me goingWhat does fuel my willWhat puts laughter in my heartWhat is the one thing to me that is real? Your love is like nothing elseNothing else will ever compareNothing will ever be greater than youNothing would ever dare.

The Nothing
Take a walk on a cold winter night see the shadows lurking in the moonlight Feel a presence that you cant touch it whispers in your ear but doesnt say much Get a sensation to burst into a run wishing you were to stay in the sun It has no smell no sence of being but it creeps upon you like its hearing You want to scream so very loudly the feeling of nothing comes to your mouth soundly It whips your body circling your sences trying to reach and grab the fences Finally it grasps you holding you down wanting to break free, wanting to flee the town Your mind is crazy its going insane then it hits you as your in pain Thinking of the future but stuck in the past need to be somewhere and not getting there fast

Nothing.
Nothingcreated @ 2007-05-23 14:24:35 Taste my lipsTaste my bloodBoth of crimsonFeel my heartFeel my breathsign of lifeTaking a chance, I'm opening upDon't play games,And treat me like a whoreJust hold me, and be my friendsListen to to your heartListen to my wordsAre they the sameArms locked around each otherCuddle close to each otherDoes this feel rightI'll do whatever I need too to make you happyJust tell me hot to please youDon't hurt me, so I don't hurt youFriends,lovers, or what ever it don't matterJust let this moment last for alwaysNo cares for you take them awayFor we are nothingNothing is how it should beI to you and you to meNOTHING and nothing moreJust NOTHINGnothing

'nother Comp
Sooo it's a cruisy Sunday morning and I'm feeling a little evil. So here's another competition (yeah I know most of my whoring friends have already bought their autos - but it's not like you bastards aren't going to whore again!): Rules: Judges' decision is final (Hellyion is a judge...if you can't delete a cheater (I've tried) make it so she can't compete) No discussions on said decision will be entered into (except ones that end up in you looking like an idiot for trying) Winner gets the choice of 3 of the prize pack. Second place gets choice of 2 of the leftovers, and third places gets 1 of whatever's left then. (It's not as complicated as it sounds, first in first served). Yes you can work together but you have to let us know at the start - we get confused easily. Prize Pack: Auto 11s or Bomb bling Much-wanted, but never seen, toe salute from Hellyion NSFW salute from me Cougar bling (if it's still there - similar if it's not) for someone of your choice Hellyion

Nothing Makes The Ladies Cry
I always find it funny that when ever a woman is crying and someone asks why, the response is always the same... nothing. then depending on the person, she lets it all out on what has been bothering her and will almost never accept any type of comfort, why is this?

Nothing To
There's nothing to post because I lead a boring life. Changed the oil and filter for Deb. It was hot and humid but Providence showed me Mercy. Afterwards it became very hot and muggy. Were it not for Deb I would not be here. Were it not for Deb I'd be gone to wherever? Many there was to ask and demand me to have this surgery but only Deb is still here. They don't call and I don't. They don't knock and I don't. They don't say hi and I don't. To each there own. God shows Mercy as God sees fit and not according to man or woman. Glory to God N

Nothing Special.
Sorry I been a slackin kiddos. Of course there's more shit than you can shake @ stick at. But until then. Enjoy ur point hoaring bc it's at a crazy level.. And it's famp time sat soo ya'll know how that goes. lol Until next time...peace.

Nothing Will Ever Compare To You :(
It's been seven hours and fifteen daysSince u took your love awayI go out every night and sleep all daySince you took your love awaySince you been gone I can do whatever I wantI can see whomever I chooseI can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurantBut nothingI said nothing can take away these blues'Cause nothing comparesNothing compares to youIt's been so lonely without you hereLike a bird without a songNothing can stop these lonely tears from fallingTell me baby where did I go wrongI could put my arms around every boy I seeBut they'd only remind me of youI went to the doctor and guess what he told meGuess what he told meHe said girl you better have funNo matter what you doBut he's a fool'Cause nothing comparesNothing compares to youAll the flowers that you planted, mamaIn the back yardAll died when you went awayI know that living with you baby was sometimes hardBut I'm willing to give it another tryNothing comparesNothing compares to youNothing comparesNothing compares to youNothing compa

Nothing Compares To You
It's been seven hours and fifteen daysSince u took your love awayI go out every night and sleep all daySince you took your love awaySince you been gone I can do whatever I wantI can see whomever I chooseI can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurantBut nothingI said nothing can take away these blues'Cause nothing comparesNothing compares to youIt's been so lonely without you hereLike a bird without a songNothing can stop these lonely tears from fallingTell me baby where did I go wrongI could put my arms around every boy I seeBut they'd only remind me of youI went to the doctor and guess what he told meGuess what he told meHe said girl you better have funNo matter what you doBut he's a fool'Cause nothing comparesNothing compares to youAll the flowers that you planted, mamaIn the back yardAll died when you went awayI know that living with you baby was sometimes hardBut I'm willing to give it another tryNothing comparesNothing compares to youNothing comparesNothing compares to youNothing compa

Nothingness..rather Emo, Id Suggest You Not Read It
nothingness..rather emo, id suggest you not read it he had asked her just in passing how she was, and she said mostly ok, but she could not shake the emptiness....she never could seem to shake the emptiness for as long as she could remember. He chuckled and she looked at him the way a puppy looks at a bug when it is trying to figure it all out. 'SHE told me that.' he said 'She told me I had to learn to love myself. She said I have to learn to forgive myself, that it was like i had a hole inside of me that no one could fill up. I think she hated me because of it....I know empty.' She knew he knew empty, thats why she liked him, because he understood her and didnt expect her to love him or feel anything except empty. He hoped for her, she knew that about him. He loved her enough for the both of them. She told him that she loved herself as much as she could love anything, and that she still could never forgive herself...not ever....He said she had to. She said

Nothingness
You walk in shadows dark and gloomy. You walk in silence never hearing a sound. You walk alone on a path you won't share. You keep yourself hidden in darkness. You hide your heart and pain away. You found love that warmed you. You hid deeper in the darkness not letting it in. You blocked the love from finding you. You felt it burning you deep. You still walk alone in darkness. You still hid in the shadows. You still block love out away from you. You still turn from the warmth. Your me I'm you We're one We're none We're ALL

Nothing New
it's been a while since my last blog. juts doing my job everyday here at balad. dealing with mortar rocket attacks alomst a daily bases after a while it's get annoying they almost never hit anything but dirt. and other shit that goes on vehicle accident's, people being stupid, just reglar shit that i do back home station i do here as well. i'm still praying and waiting until get back home. with hard work i'll be 40 pounds lighter and 14000$ richer.

Nothingness!
Feeling as though I have no where to go, Falling deeper into that lost world of nothingness, Feeling my way around as if I am blind, Not knowing which way to go or what to do, Wondering in the darkness, Feeling useless and unworthy of anything. Hurting inside, twisted and torn, lonely and scared, Lost in time unable to find my way back, What road should I take, How can i make it right, Get out of this mess of a life I am in, Too many mistakes, Too many regrets, Lost time longing to regain. Where is my hope, The one to guide me, The one to make me feel safe, Where is my light in the darkness, The one to help me see again, The one to bring me out of the nothingness, I need you now, before the nothingness takes over And the darkness consumes me.

Nothing Compares ♥
Someone asked me to describe "YOU" in 2 words.. they xpected me 2 answer the words "THE BEST".. but i didn't.... i juz simply smyld & said: "NOTHING COMPARES" ♥ ♥ ♥ No words I write can ever say, How much I miss you every day. As time goes by the loneliness grows, How I miss you... nobody knows. I think of you in silence,I often speak your name.But all I have are memories, And a photo in a frame. No on...e knows my sorrow, No one sees me weep. But the love I have for you, Is in my heart and mine to keep. I never stopped loving you, I don't think I ever will. Deep inside my heart, You are with me still. Heartaches in this world are many, But mine is worse than any. My heart still aches as I whisper low, "I need you... and miss you so." The things we feel so deeply, Are often the hardest things to say. But I just can't keep quiet anymore, So I'll tell you anyway. There is a place in my heart,That no one else can fill. I love you... and I always will

Nothing Comes Normal (song In Progress)
lookin at you lookin at mesomething so simpletakes all we believegiven you that griefgiven me that smilejust flipin out while your flippin me off (chours)so what do you know?nothin comes normalnothing comes easy but for me to be methink i figured it outnothing comes normalnothing thats givenmeans anything to me(bridge)so what little i goti paint polk-a-dotgive a big grinand enjoy the mess im in(chorus)so what do you know?nothin comes normalnothing comes easy but for me to be mebelieve it or noti dont care alotif nothing comes normalnothing ever should

Nothing More Romantic Than Porn Vol (lets Say) 30, Something Missed
Something Missed Shiver in the heat, lost in the contemplation I am left with. Standing on a hill overlooking a vast field. People are there at the base, hands on there sides, looking up at me. They are just as empty in thought as I am looking at you. As if some descending angel, you land toe to toe with me. Naked and hot, sweating as we kiss. The heads of the people never move, their actions never change, they just watch, existing to fade into an empty void your kiss has left. We wait an eternity to touch but when we do the sky opens and rain falls as if gods join the people in amazement. Hands to backs, lips to lips, too fearful to change any part of the moment. You pull away exhale and the wind shifts, hair is blown and the breeze of your wonder washes over me and blows the earth away, no people, no gods, no rain, just you and me and the act. Hands to hands, lips to skin, exploring. Lip to chin, lip to chest, lip to navel. Hands to hands. One breath flows between your lets, up

Nothing More I Hate Then Doing This
So as alot of ya'll know Im recently divorced from my 2nd worthless husband that left me for his co-worker and I needed to start my life over..Typical after a divorce...Anyways I recently moved and had my stuff stored at a "so called" friends house...My words exactly "SO CALLED" well as I finally find a place for me and my son (and daughter tho she decided to move in with her bf)...I went to go and get all my stuff moved and well the "so called" friend had stolen prolly 85% of all my stuff that belonged to me and my son...When I say 85% worth of stuff I mean anything she could get her hands on...Everything I had for my bathroom GONE...Pots and pans (in which I had very little of) GONE...Silverware and kitchen stuff I had GONE...Shelves that were made for me GONE...Sons trunk full of video games GONE...His tools and much more stuff...Well Iam asking anyone that has anything (or knows of anyone) that has stuff they are getting rid of to let me know...It really brings tears

Nothing More Romantic Than Porn, Vol 50, Iris (unedited)
Its not that difficult of a moment, and one over looked at every thought, but it stands out when I think of us. Its not the sex, its not the release, or the lust, its your eyes looking at me. On your back, hands clinching mine over your head. I look down mouth open breathing heavy, as passionate as the moment is, it slows. Your head shakes side to side, in some manor of ecstasy, as your eyes,,, those amazing, wide eyes slowly close and open, and its that moment where your iris locks in on mine. In soft light, in random speed, I see every color piercing me. In every closing of intensity, they still remain seen just behind my eyelid. Every blink I fight to see yours again. Every glimpse of them closing empowers me to open them, with every part of my body. Push in and they open, kiss your lips and they close, the actions of your eyes dance for me, as you see the same in mine.

No Think Before To Know What:
Today Exist Many Menu About Food, To Lunch Or Breakfast, But The Good Think is, In One Combination Food Have The Cure To Some Illness. Delicious Is To Probe, What The Good Life Offer God To You. Thank You.

Nothing Like A Fake Most Facebook Liked Huh?..
This is the salute of one of today's most facebook liked... Interesting with another "Pay Per View" pic album...but funny these same pics as shown below... are also found on this porn site... You make the call here. Stupid think-with-your-penis dudes continue to send fakes like this bling credits. Why do they want bling credits you ask? Because the people making these fake accounts to collect credits from lonely, horny and pathetic dudes then transfer them to their real accounts. You know what that called? Legally it's "theft by deception" and two, it's simply called cheating. Also note the high level long standing fake that "owns" her. Really? Has it gotten that pathetic?.... ..anyways, I know there's been some buzz about another one of your favorite frogger "homeless next week but on fubar 24/7 running god modes and is always green/teal" dudes that's a huge ass scammer as well. Don't worry, he'll get his. Best to run while he still can, because the more

Nothing
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH FUCK GAH DAMNIT SON OF A BITCH IDK HOW THE FUCK TO SAY HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU THE CONSTANT BACK AND FORTH MY HEAD SPINNING FROM IT ALL... AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! IT WONT FUCKING COME OUT AND IT IS EATING ME ALIVE.....

Nothing Of Great Importance
First blog ever. I have been on fu for several years now, and have met some interesting people(good and bad). Most good. generally the only reason I am on fu is because it is a quiet easy time-killer when I have too much time on my hands. I have read quite a few blogs and Mumms ( prior to this place I did not know what a Mumm was), quite a few of them have been really well written, quite a few of them have been the most intelligent rant and rages that I have heard in years. Some are inflammatory and meant to be so. there are silly ones, insane ones. NSFW ones, and a blog about most anyhting you have ever heard or thought. its nice to see that so many people have the ability to put their thought, worries, beliefs into a written form to share. definitely one of the good things about fubar Frank

Nothing Much!
Just thought I'd update my blog , I've been retired from atv racing for 4 years now and still feal every crash.lol. Just swinging life away now..(rise against song lol) Dated a great girl from Denmark for 2 1/2 years , of course it ended because I didn't want kids ...at 37 fealing a litttle beat up to chase babies..Do you have to have kids to feal worthy or complete? idk... I feal awesome and want to say that way.... self preservation is a muther fuker.... And I luv me some CZ....lol

Nothing
nothing is a thing of nothing I find I the mind all the time nothing is here around,us is part of us but we do not know what to do with this nothing it has so much in side like information you need to get to one place to the next nothing is so smart it know you before you know your self nothing runs hide and be gone for times of the unknown but then its back here seeing clear showing time of full moon nothing is smart like that. Then the nothing is bad and moody put in its place... you try to make nothing be good but nothing works.....you can not put the nothing in its place... nothing has power great power of the Black Wolf. running wild in rain blood falling in the river nothing will go on down this river just blood of nothing this is true the nothing will flow down of tears of love river love blood flowing love of nothing.

Nothing More Than Me.
People often see me as a bad person or as an evil and horrible existence just by going on looks. Only if they took the time to look into my eyes and see the real me for who I truly am. They shun me without reason or without giving me a chance.... Without giving me a chance to show them all who I am. I'm not saying that I'm better than anyone else or anything close. I'm just a man living his life day to day. I'm nothing more than me. There's nothing more that I'll ever claim to be. I do what I can to keep a smile on my face. I do what I can even if I'm losing the great race. It's just a little saddening that not many don't see that nothing more than more. Sure I cuss a lot, and lose my temper like everyone else. I also have a huge heart that easily broken. I'm not scary. I'm not a devil worshipper. I'm not a bad person. I never get in to any trouble, yet almost everyone labels me as such. This nice guy routine of my is not ruse or scam. It's just who I really am, and who I

Nothing Left
Mar. 16th, 2005 01:51 am Pain suddenly shot through her chest. Sharp, horrible pain that pierced her soul. It crippled her emotionaly and physicaly. She could feel the warm salty tears dripping down her face. And then that was all she felt. She was numb. She felt no wound from a knife. No drug could intoxicate her. The tears were all she had, And so she cried for there was nothing else she could do.

Nothing Like You
I don't want to be like you. The delusional puppet of what beauty is. The emo cry of begging for attention. The disgrace it takes to become something you aren't. Have you forgot your name? I don't want to be like you. The cleverness to make people believe. The acts of selfishness to be #1 The pornographic photo shop whore. Have you forgot your age? I don't want to be like you. The plastic, artificial, mindless culture. The drive to lie. The betrayal of your real loved ones. The shameless that gets offended. I am nothing like you.

Nothing Is Easy
I woke up this morning shaking slightly to the sight of seeing my ex on the laptop in my room. For what seemed like hours I had been waking up and asking him what time it was. When what I wanted to ask him was if he could lay down on the bed with me and just hold me. But that would be giving him too much of a soft side to me... since he doesn't do that. And I know that I would get a hell no out of him for that. Yet I just asked him about something trival to make it easier than me going all sappy on him, only to keep it civial.... yet i turned around and bite his head off when he asked me a secondary question. I have been like this since we broke up, its taking me a lot to stay friends with him and I know it may be doing the same with him as well. But for once... since all this went down.. I think one serious emotion from him .... him letting me in. Now that he doesn't have to suffer through sex with me . Would be able to put a smile on my face. Oh well. much love all

Nothing Left
Accept me for who I am Not what u think I should be....... I have come to the conclusion that life is not what we think it should be it is what we make it out to be. People are not who you think they are at all. Life goes on even though your dying inside and if you let it, it will consume the very being you once were. To pick yourself up from this may be full of tests and trials but in the end you will come back to who you are and not the person they wanted you to be in the first place. But with all this said.. who was I..... There is nothing left to break nothing left to shatter All i have are pieces all torn and tattered.

Nothin To You
the distance between us, its killing me, the words spoken between us, they are hurting me, the look in my eyes when you walked away, unforgetable to me, my brokenheart? meaningless to you, the tears i cried,nothing to you, the look in my eyes when i walked away, forgetable to you, what you mean to me, everything, what i would give to have you back, everything, what would it change? nothing, why would it change nothing? cuz to you i mean nothing, i am nothing, and nothing will change that,

Not Here, But There.
I don't use this place to blog. I don't really blog, anyway. But I'm starting to more, lately. You can find me on tumblr. If you have half a brain, you'll guess the URL. My filterless, honest and harshly opinioned account, however... well, that one's harder to find. If you really care to read it, ask. I might share.

Nothing To Do With 9/11
I was in Leeds last weekend working at a comedy club incidentally Leeds is apparently the hotbed of Islamic fundamentalism...who knew? All I saw was a typical English town and a few nice art galleries, there were no men in long beards burning flags or strapping bombs and running through woods, then again I always miss the action so what the hell do I know? I tell you what Leeds does have and to me this is a new phenomenon- and it’s happening more in major towns across the UK and makes you kind of want to own an AK47 and go crazy....its drunken screaming at night. I am not talking about three people having a sing song and believe me I am from Glasgow the city of madness, religious hatred and angry football violence, I know a mental city when I see one and I know what they sound like. Leeds, Newcastle, Nottingham, Cardiff and like minded cities on late night weekends are just full of drunken people walking about screaming, eating and trying to not walk into moving cars.

Nothing Left
A single red rose, unopened at first. Then the light shines down, giving it birth. It's open and bright, innocent and pure. The dew drips from the pedals, saturating the sand. A stranger admires it, holds it in his hand. It's fragrance is so sweet, elegant and kind. He has to change it, pulling the pedals off one at a time. Until the rose, can take no more. It is no longer, innocent and pure. It is tainted and dark, there is nothing left. But a pile of broken pedals, where it once slept.

Nothing Changes
When I lay down at night your face is the last thing I see. It doesn’t make a difference that you’re not laying next to me. I always tell you I love you each and every night. It might seem pointless since you’re no longer my life. I still keep your pillows in the bed on your side. They have become home to the millions of tears that I’ve cried. Your chair at dinner sits empty and cold. That spot belongs to you, it’s no one else’s to hold. This house and our hearts hold a place no one but you can fill. You always have and you always will. Nothing has changed in our home or in my heart. This is where you belong. You have from the very start.

Nothing
Nothing [Verse 1] Am I better off dead Am I better off a quitter They say I'm better off now Than i ever was with her As they take me to my local down the street I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not to drag my feet They say a few drinks will help me to forget her But after one too many I know that I'm never Only they can see where this is gonna end But they all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense [Chorus] And my mates are all there trying to calm me down 'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town I'm swearing if i go there now I can change your mind turn it all around And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words And she'll listen this time even though their slurred Dial her number and confess to her I'm still in love but all i heard was nothing [Verse 2] So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences I know if I'm face to face that she'll come to her senses Every drunk step i take leads me to her door If she sees how much I'm hurting She'll take me back for

Nothing Could Fix
I'm not trying to lay any pressure, at your feet. I just need you to know realism, behind the words I speak. Because they are not just words, to me. They are emotions, actions, reality. I feel them not just say them, it runs deeply. Don't you understand how much, you mean to me? It's not this site, this screen. There's reality inside, everything. I say to you, it comes from the heart. It doesn't matter, we're miles apart. That's the small stuff, simple to cure. But nothing could fix, not having you anymore.

Nothing
A heartbeat, in the night. You can silence, with the light. Blood stains, wiped away. Weaker breath, each day. A broken smile, faded tears. A constant pain, agonizing fear. An angel can never fly, with broken wings. Who am I? Nothing.

Nothing Better To Do
ever not have to rush to be anywhere and people think you are and appologize for being in your way.... Ever just sit and watch the clock ....Tick Toc...... or how about the suirl jumping from tree to tree what is the squirl realy trying to to do is it having fun ... creating a rutine...Have you ever just walked around a store just to watch other people... or go to a chruch to ... just bethere....have you ever gone to a lake or a pond not to go fishing but to just be ther ....or watch a movie that isn't realy about anything.....so you stare at the celing and count the bubbles .......

Nothing For Christmas
I don't want anything for Christmas. I do have a few wishes though. What I'm about to say will probably piss a few of you off. Make others think, which is probably a good thing. For the rest of you, stop reading now. This day isnt about you and what you got for Christmas. This day isnt about how much shit you were about to buy before your credit card is maxed out. This day isnt about large amounts of food you were able consume in one sitting and go back for 2nds and 3rds. Oh and then bitch about the "holiday weight gain" please..get the fuck over yourself. This day isnt about some internet popular party..."who can I impress today, who will be jealous of me today" believe me when I say this..after you cut the computer off..you are nothing more than a waste of space. ~~~~~Now..on to the nicer side of why I decided to write this in the first place~~~~~ I simply want to say Happy Birthday Jesus. You have always been there when I needed a lift up. You told me a long time ago that I

Nothing Can Stop Thrilling Geno Smith, West Virginia
How was this even possible? Wasn’t the result pre-ordained? Color-coded? I mean, seriously. It was the Orange Bowl Classic. In a stadium whose interior is an endless carpet of orange seats. In an event whose original stadium was named after an orange. marc jacobsIn a state where oranges grow on trees. So … you really thought the team dressed helmets-to-cleats in all orange would somehow lose?Well, Geno Smith and West Virginia thought so.Nothing else mattered. The favored Clemson Tigers had the right color in Wednesday night’s 78th annual Orange Bowl Classic here, but West Virginia’s Mountaineers had the right everything else including the right team, the one with the Cub Scout colors of dark blue and gold and the unstoppable, locomotive offense powered by Smith. He is the West Virginia quarterback leading a team of Mountaineers with a decidedly South Florida flavor, and what a homecoming he fashioned. Smith schooled at nearby Miramar High and grew up just acros

Nothing Left
Deep in the heart of me,the darkness you can't see.I stand and watch you bleed.It's more than you deserve,for all the lies I've heard.Before I lay you in the dirt,please take this knife from my back.As you lay dying, hope you think of me.And how good it could have been.Well, you had your chance.Now we will never try again.I don't know why I was so lame,falling for your stupid games.I need to leave you behind.You're not worth my time.I've got to let go of this pain,before I go insane.When you take your last breath,I'll be glad there's nothing left.Good-bye, my darling. © R.A.H

Nothing Gold Can Stay - Robert Frost
Nature's first green is gold,Her hardest hue to hold.Her early leaf's a flower;But only so an hour.Then leaf subsides to leaf,So Eden sank to grief,So dawn goes down to dayNothing gold can stay. March 26, 1874 - January 29, 1963 San Francisco I heard this for the first time in 6th grade. Whenever I see natures beauty or natures awful happenings I remember this poem.

Nothing About Nothing...
Sometimes I wish I could just turn it all off. I wish I didn't feel anything, for you, for anything and anyone. Because feelings hurt. The moment you let your emotions take control, you're fucked. I suppose you just have to decide whether it's all going to be worth it or not, the troubles that come with love. Because of course, he's going to hurt you. But if you really believe that in the end you will come out of it alive, together, then by all means go for it. I just hope that it all turns out well for you. The way I wished it would work out for me......

Nothing Seems To Matter - Bonnie Raitt
Seems like such a long time since I held you my arms,And felt you close and warm beside me,Another night is getting late and I'm alone with just the acheAnd the memory of you beside me.Darling, I've never been so blue,I've tried to see it through,There's nothing I can do.I won't make it on my own,So won't you please hurry home,'cause nothing seems to matter without you.Last time I saw you,There was nothing we could say,We knew it was a time for a change,A time to think you said that night,And I lied and said all right,I left you in the morning,I watched you in the window,And Mexico will never be the same.It was time to be apart,But somehow it seems this heart of mine,Will never find a way to live without you.And now I'm out here on the roadAnd I'm feeling bought and sold,And tonight I just can't but think about you.Darling, I've never been so blue,I've tried to see it through,There's nothing I can do,I won't make it on my ownSo darling won't you hurry home,Because nothing seems to matt

Nothing
devils eyes twisting around in my mind the evil that shouldnt be is now couming me taking me whole like a prisoner of shame im giving up my breath to taste the flame behind my eyes there is an evil place but my eyes they lie to save my grace throughout the madness of being displaced i havent changed my thoughts are like a demons dream never getting out not to be free what is this inside of me nothing

Nothing
Nothing by Kenneth Matlock on Saturday, April 14, 2012 at 1:09pm · Most of the time I can't stand this place. It feels like im sitting in a pile of waste. I want to leave this entire system All these people I won't miss them If I could rip out feeling at all Oh how I would stand oh so tall Nails outside ad numb within Never feel this pain again Not care what these people do Specifically not care what they do to you Maybe forget it all as a comet streaks by I let loose a long winded, relieving sigh I don't have to be here anymore I don't have to wake up oh so sore Never have to see her face again Never wonder about where i've been Never say never or anything more Just wash up on eternity's shore and keep on walking...

Nothing
Nothing of thoughts of you mind blowing around in the wind of love Nothing of thoughts of you rain go away come other day as I cry for you Nothing of thoughts of you on my mind tears falling from my face deep in the night alone again not holding you Nothing of thoughts of you dark moon shinning on my face walking on stones of no where deep in the woods deeper I go Nothing of thoughts of you I will for get you now my love as I sleep deep sleep blood run off my mind of you it's time for me to go deep deeper away Nothing of thoughts of you I cry my tears my tears fall for you

Nothin Particular
hey everyone what up? i'm just being bored and frustrated tryin find some music to put on my profile and i'm havin no luck so i don't know. i wish i had a more interesting profile but idk i guess it isn'tthat bad. if anyone wants to be fiends then just send me a request, peace.

Nothin Personal....im Not Trying To Be Impersonal...if You Care To Know
I don’t mean to be impersonal, and don’t take it personally. I cant respond to everyone’s inquiry at the present time im going thru all kinds of issues right now. from a virus on the puter, I cant respond sometimes...or it triggers the bouncer id check and every image i type in the text is wrong, no matter how many times I get a new image…i don’t know how to get around it and sometimes my typing doesn’t show, so I exit fu and try to come back. the browser will not take the address, it goes right back to my home page. It gets absolutely frustrating…I have to walk away My daughter is barely 4 months pregnant and is already having complications And has been put on bed rest-no work status until she stops bleeding and to ensure hers and the baby’s safety ill be making frequent trips to assist her…my schedule is pretty full and time available to shoot the shit is very limited. Not too mention my attitude aint so hot right now. Not

Nothing Else Matters
"Nothing Else Matters" So close no matter how farCouldn't be much more from the heartForever trusting who we areAnd nothing else mattersNever opened myself this wayLife is ours, we live it our wayAll these words I don't just sayAnd nothing else mattersTrust I seek and I find in youEvery day for us something newOpen mind for a different viewAnd nothing else mattersNever cared for what they doNever cared for what they knowBut I knowSo close no matter how farCouldn't be much more from the heartForever trusting who we areAnd nothing else mattersNever cared for what they doNever cared for what they knowBut I knowNever opened myself this wayLife is ours, we live it our wayAll these words I don't just sayAnd nothing else mattersTrust I seek and I find in youEvery day for us something newOpen mind for a different viewAnd nothing else mattersNever cared for what they sayNever cared for games they playNever cared for what they doNever cared for what they knowAnd I knowSo close no matter how far

Nothing
Redemption Song Sepertinya kita sudah lelah akan semua yang ada saat ini Kita bosan akan apa yang ada di sekitar kita Kita muak akan semua yang mengelilingi kita Bagaimana dengan mereka ? Iya, Mereka tidak akan pernah peduli dengan kita Tidak akan Mereka hanya akan peduli dengan diri mereka Mereka hanya akan peduli dengan situasi mereka Kita sendiri Satu-satunya jalan ada pada diri kita sendiri Apa ? Kita tidak akan menuntut mereka Kita tidak akan menyalahkan mereka Mereka adalah SERANGGA yang sedang BERTAHAN HIDUP Sama seperti kita Kita harus BERUBAH Merekapun akan BERUBAH Kita sudah tidak mungkin bertahan dengan keadaan seperti ini Di tengah ketidakpastian Mereka tidak akan pernah mengerti dengan kita Tidak ada yang salah ! Sekarang SAAT nya bagi kita Mereka sudah melakukan bagiannya Tidak ada yang PUAS ! Sudah tiba giliran kita Dengan cara APAPUN kita harus mengambil HAK KITA Mereka sudah tidak LAYAK LAGU PEMBEBASAN harus segera dikumandangkan REVOLUSI mungkin dibutuhkan Kita ha

The Nothing
I may take things to seriously but its for my own protection. I know this is the internet but come on people should know not to try to pick a fight over something so primitive. For you thug like guys who like to troll or pick on the weak keep in mind the weak smart guys got money and can and will take you to court that is fact. Every thing I say on Dark Demonic is pretty much what I had to do in real life & people are stupid some of them are not all but if they disrupt a guy who want's to have a great relaxing time before he has to go back doing what he likes for a living so be it. Same with girls who like to try to play them mind games. But there are times when i can ignore stupid and immature behavor but still wont stop me from being me and living with The Dark Demonic who lives with in me. Like me for who I'am and not for who or what I'm not & we will get a long just fine.

Nothing Nicer Than Eating Plums Picked Fresh Of The Tree As You Tidy The Garden And Some Garden News.
Well that is funny I have been in the garden pruning, dead heading, weeding, picking up dropped plums etc. I need to cut the grass as it is so long again after growing unabated for 24 days. The Borrage is in flower still and is amazing as it has not really reached its full pottential. The late planted Clematis are all in flower and flourishing, the plum tree is laden with ripened plums, we expected to come home to a bare tree because we had left the keys with a neighbour who had a partiality to plums. As summer was so late this year we picked a load of ripe ones in mid September but there were boodles left on to ripen. It seems the weather whilst we were away was dampish with a little sun so the remaining plums really have been left to slowly ripen to sweetness on the tree. I had some whilst I was out there tidying up and tying the Borage up and ther is nothing nicer than eating plums straight off the tree when they are ripe. Tish, the lady who rekindled my garden bug, is on hol

Notice Anything Different?
I am changing my last name back to my dad's last name. Some of you know that i never got along with my mom's husband. I want him completely out of my life. I have been wanting to change my last name for the past year. And now that i have my dad back in my life, I really wanna go back to his last name. Let me know what you think.

Notice
I am devoted to helping children. I was sexually abused and kidnapped as a young child. My mother had a fling and decided to screw around with the wrong guy. All children need a father and a mother. If your lacking either find a father or uncle who you can trust that will help and vice versa for the men. When you see my amber alerts use them. Take them to your myspace page and exploit these screenshots I send out. Lets find these children so they can inherit an earth like we have done. Thanks Chronykle

No Title
This is more of a vent. I hate my son's father. I am tired of being told one thing and then another thing is done. I swear to god when i got to PA he is getting kicked in his teeth. I am serious he is a mean fucker so yeah we are gonna get extremely phyiscal. Don't worry this girl can hit like a man, and if i am big enough to step up to one then i am most def big enough to get hit like one. But honestly i don't think brian has the balls to do it. just because he has tried it once before and got showed up. not to mention at that time i was 5 months pregnant. So now with that pointless info said i am going to be. peace out bitches

No Title
the clouds are hanging low in the southern sky... much like they always have in my heart the sun is trying so hard to shine through and somehow, i don't let it. rain, rain down on me; drench me in self-pity, why don't you? a warm heart so dear to mine and its arms wrap around me tight, and a calm breath in my ear... i don't know how much longer i can stay so sorrowful... rain, rain down on me; drench me in self-pity, why don't you? it's a different kind of poetry this morning, the kind that grabs you by the soul and jerks you head on into tranquility. my, how strange it is to somehow find solace in your arms.

Notice
Notice: Before yall read the blogs under "stories" please note, if you have read em, read this anyways. 1. I'm not crazy. 2. I did not go through ANY of what is mentioned. 3. Its just stories that I made up, its called entertainment!!! 4. Yes I know they might seem deep, but its what I came up w/. 5. Dont see me any different then yall did before yall read em, I'm still the same person.

No Title
My eyes filled with sorrow, My heart an empty place, Your touch, smile and beauty Can only fill that space, Sometimes I think there's no reason, To live another day, Then I think of you, And it leaves that thought a stray, Then in my mind you linger, And again I'm feeling sad, I never had a clue Being apart could hurt so bad, My soul is already taken, And you know it belongs to you, You're my life, you're my love, My heart belongs to you.

No Title (poem)
I must not fail not this time my destiny to have and to hold the one thing that means most in these hard times You I will fight all others who want the Same but none have have the same kind of heart caring ways or the touch im known for giving which makes me one of a kind and unique and sets me worlds apart from the rest my mind is set on this quest. through hell i been through all this time and i feel at peace when im with you

No Title Yet!!
When times were rough, you was there to hold my hand You carried me through it, And stayed by my side You never gave up on me, Nor did your look fade. Now when we are so far apart I wish we was together again so you could hold my hand And tell me everything's going to be alright. As the days go by, All I look forward to is seeing you To spend time with you again Your friendship means the world to me, I never want to lose any of it Nor do I want to lose you. Now when we are so far apart I want so much more To be held by you again To have you want me. I thought friends was good enough I had Rigo and thought I loved him But I was so wrong My happiness did not come from him But from you Now when we are so far apart I want everything that comes from you Your smiles, tears, and angers Most of all, I want you. By, Felicia A. Laffin

Notice Some Thing!
I have notice that a level 1 cherry.. can have 50 pics.... and I am a level 10 cherry.. I only have 100 pics!! Where is the justice here!!! I think it should be higher tooooo... If I am right I think I only had 5 pics as a level one!! Sorry!!! I had to get this off my chest!! Please see the humor in this.. I really do think it is funny!! Jeannie

Not In Her Storm
I see the clouds rolling in and oh how it looks like rain And it is always I fight for the welcome change When it rains it pours on this heart of mine So, I take the storms I feel to her each time. But I know she has lived under her own pouring rain Yet under her water her heart still doesn't change She can walk away from what hangs overhead And, not in her storm, are words left unsaid. Not in her storm have I ever felt alone Her storm ends, so I, may find my way home It's for me that she pushes away her own rain So, that I may find comfort in calling her name. She lives in this world for the sake of another's heart God, how she eases the miles when worlds apart And she never wanders when your world falls through Not ever in her storm would she do this to you. She has wings that I know not only I can see Cause only an angel could find strength to carry me It's the way that the eyes can surely view How her heart's written so clearly in what an angel can do.

No Title
Your love is... an ocean, Where sand meets the sea, Waves of love rolling over me, Your love comes to me, As the tide comes to the shore, Wanting and needing to embrace me more, Your love is... the moon, Shinning across the shimmering sea, Deep, wide, strong, and calm. Always there to carry me.. Your love is... my shelter, My compass, my true north, Where ever I go, your love is guiding me forth, Your love is.... the fresh ocean breeze, Gently sweeping across my face, Touching me from place to place, Your love is... The salty air I smell, Clearing my thoughts and thinking, Your love is... The life preserver that keeps me from sinking, When I go there to the sea, I am not alone, for your love is with me, I feel you all around, The beauty, the wind, the mystery, Your love engulfs me, Takes my breath away, Holds me in wind's arms, When I close my eyes, Dancing memories of your charms, Never escape my deepest memory, So if ever our souls

Not In The Best Mood
This is pretty much how I feel at the moment... Underwater Vertical Horizon You and I, Are here, underwater Seconds are so dear, underwater Searching for a light, to draw me closer I hold my breath in tight, bring me closer I feel your touch, will you pull me up again? It's not so bad down here, underwater Once you get past the fear, underwater Since you through the haze, it's like a memory I've been down here for days, have you seen me? I feel your touch, will you pull me up again? It's all the same for me, underwater There's nothing much to see, underwater I cannot make a sound, but I can listen I can't tell up from down, now I'm listenin' I feel your touch, will you pull me up again? You're just in sight, will you save my life again? You and I are here, underwater

No Title
Rags to riches, riches to rags, money means nothing All we need is the love we have for each other Chances are we will anger many people Help me to love again, I am so lost Empty is my heart Love is not easy Life is too short for anger Only with you do I feel whole The visions of us together occupy my dreams Every night I remember more about why I love you So much pain and hatred have followed us Bringing us down, pushing us apart Remind yourself why we love each other If you can’t remember, I will remind you After all that we have been through Nothing could change my heart again

No Title Yet
As I sit here alone, the darkness surrounds me Past, present, future, I cant see my vision is cloudy Where did I go wrong? What would i do if i could make a change? Who can I trust? Is it me or you that should be at blame? I know i made some choices, and at the time i thought they were right I knew i had lost you. Then why did i countine to fight? I tried to look past the argueing, and see the smile on your face I tried to whipe away the tears, even took a step back to slow down the pace We tried to talk it all out, and solve everything with just a hug In the meanwhile hiding our true feelings, with false hopes of love At one time i loved you, for this much i am certian But how does love turn to anger,and happiness to hurting? How does ones feelings flip, in the course of only a few days? How can we leave eachother so suddenly, with so much more to say? Do u miss me? Did you ever love me? So many questions run through my head Do i really want to know the answers? Am i

No Title
These slits across my wrists I lay Makes you never dream the day You find me laying in my bed All thats left a severed head You wonder why and look around Within these walls cannot be found This life of mine which now is lost Wont come at any cost I lived a life of misery Maybe now you will see All the hell you put me through Now tell me whats left for you to do?

No Title
These tears i've cried a thousand times Makes me feel like a falling dime No where to go No where to stay Late at night I begin to pray The end will come But not soon enough Makes me realize im not good enough I did all I could do I did all my best Now all i'd like to do is lay myself to rest These tears I cry for you I hope you realize what you've put me through I try so hard to fall asleep at night But in the end it's just a losing fight These feelings I have for you today I dont think will ever go away I must be strong I must not give in No matter what you say I really dont need you today

No Title.. Too Confused To Think Of One
I've come to realize that no matter how hard I try, some people just cant understand me and my values... they just cant understand how I am, how I think, how I love, how I care... They don't understand, or just don't want to take the time to understand... either way, it makes me feel like I'm the one that's losing in the long run... Maybe I expect too much... maybe I care about things and people too much... I just don't know... Don't get me wrong, I have a few friends here that know me, and love me just the way I am. They understand why I can and cant do certain things at a certain time... they understand about my faults, and my reasons for those faults... These are the ones that take the time to help me in my time of need... the ones that take the time out of what they are doing, to see what they can do to help. Ok, so maybe what they do to help, like messaging someone out of the blue, to try and get some answers, isn't the right thing to do... but they do it because they

No Time Lately.
To all my friends. It has been a really busy time for me lately. I have not been able to spend the time I wanted talking to all of you and sending and responding to everyone's comments and messages. I just wanted you all to know that I appreciate you all and will at some point drop in on you all. So, take good care and we'll talk soon! luv Dave

No Title Fitting At The Moment
Morning ... The maiden stands alone The wind caresses......... strokes She turns away Before her the river flows Twisting... Turning..... Not unlike her past few days Another chill She begins to shake Silent tears flood the rivers edge A splash She backed away Another... Her eyes grew wide Before her blurred and tear stained eyes He appeared... Hair as dark as the raven Trailed below the waters surface No words were spoke He advanced She shyed away He paused She remained still Entwined in the anicent dance They played Nixy

Not In Touch
not in touch even though I blew you not two hours ago and this has been going on for so long and even though we are friends and talk (all flirty and flippant with extreme shifts to personal and frank), I am scared to curl up into a ball towards you, into you, especially if you fall asleep before I do – as is so often the case because I never sleep anyway and sometimes I think I forgot how to fall asleep first, into drunken sleep, into confidence, comfort zones, all those close and cozy cares. I am so afraid to reach in the night for your hand, thigh, shoulder. and even during the transition from dark to dawn to day, desperate inaction holds its firm grip. I’ve been known to chain-smoke, throw back a beer, get high, do anything – something so I never have to peel off the wrapper and find no prize waiting when I lie down next to you. Sometimes, waiting, I think I could fall asleep in your touch, waking but asleep, next to you, but am so

No Title
The days are long, The nights are clear. Oh how I want you near. To hear your voice, To see your face, There's none quite like In the human race. Having you close And holding you tight I would never wander off in the night. With you by my side We stand together strong Without you in my life It all seems do wrong. Love me long Love me true I am so lost without you.

Notice The Beautiful Things
NOTICE THE BEAUTIFUL THINGS -author unknown I had a very special teacher in high school many years ago whose husband unexpectedly died suddenly of a heart attack. About a week after his death, she shared some of her insight with a classroom of students. As the late afternoon sunlight came streaming in through the classroom windows and the class was nearly over, she moved a few things aside on the edge of her desk and sat down there. With a gentle look of reflection on her face, she paused and said, "Before class is over, I would like to share with all of you a thought that is unrelated to class, but which I feel is very important. Each of us is put here on earth to learn, share, love, appreciate and give of ourselves... and none of us knows when this fantastic experience will end. It can be taken away at any moment. Perhaps this is God's way of telling us that we must make the most out of every single day." H

No Title
We have been givin tha job of gettin 2 know ourselves & dealin wit our own craziness. We arent so good at it that we have spare time & energy left 2 make judgments about those around us. We are tempted 2 becum absorbed n their behavior & from anxieties about ourselves. S o we must learn 2 detach from tha family members & friends that we r tempted 2 fix, or monitor, or judge. Although we r very close, we r on separate paths n life. We were not born 2gether, & we will not die 2gether. We will make our family or our friendships & tha world a little bit better by stayin centered on our own sanity.

No Title
Tonight I saw a beautiful sunset. As the sun was going down it cast a beautiful hue of red and pink across the clouds in the sky and it made me wonder what people thought about when they saw the sun rising. I've heard a lot of people say that when they see the sunrise that they believe it's a miracle that is proof that God truly exists. I, on the other hand see it as something different. When I see the sunrise in the morning casting a beautiful golden curtain across the sky it stirs something within me that is profound. It brings forth to me feelings of hope. The kind of hope they can only come from a sunrise letting you know that you have made it through the night and have yet another day to live and hopefully make the world a better place. Lately I've not been doing such a good job of making the world and better place and for that I'm sorry. With tomorrow's sunrise I will again hope to do better and strive harder to make the world a better place doing whatever I can to help a

No Title Lol
Well a friend of my boyfriend called me a slut cuz my boyfriend and i have already slept together oh well too bad he is jsut pissed that he got turned down and what me and my boyfriend do is not his business and now he called me a cunt today and i just laughed cuz it don't hurt my feelings anymore cuz he lies aobut everything lol and you know its all cool cuz it shows how childish it is ;)) its all good

No Title....yet
the waves are so choppy there's more in store rocking the boat further away from the shore the storm has just started the rains splash your brow you fight the exhaustion no time for rest now direction is scattered you're losing your way the boat keeps rocking hope has turned to dismay you struggle for strength you give a good fight no desire within you to just say goodnight and let the waves take you to the depths of despair steer your way thru it keep taking in air the storm will soon end and sun shall replace the droplets of rain that covered your face smile in the knowlege your life is a gift and rest yourself now let your boat gently drift to the shores you will come with nary a worry live life as you want it no reason to hurry friends they will come a few angels you'll host be kind to them all to one you may mean the most a smile will help you in so many ways take nothing for granted treasure all of your days A.Boudreaux 2006

No Title For This Song
Sucked deep into the void No time to be annoyed What I was has been destroyed Yet I remain the same Life happens hard and fast The dice roll once their cast Things I love aren’t meant to last Yet I can not be tame Wonder why I feel lost Was it ever worth the cost Run from love emotions tossed Yet I still wear the blame Do the fears consume the soul Is this why I can’t be whole Ask not for whom this bell does toll Yet I always feel the shame Try hard to give up the fight Try to live what is right The line blurs within my sight Yet unaware of what I became Unsure of what to do I just can’t let go of you All this is something new Yet I burn within the flame How you scare me so deep When you call me yours to keep And yet for you my heart does leap Yet I remain the same By R. Thomas Dinsmore

No Title
as I grew up I learned how to live with no fear.I have even faced death on a few occasions and it did not faze me. Now I am faced with throat surgery and I am truely scared.I don't know why..I'm guessing it is because that if I gotta face the possibility of death I want it to be on my own terms fighting for what I believe in. I am writing this because I am alone in this ordeal and just wanted to get things out in the open. Thanx for listening

Notice To All Contestants In Sexiest Daddy Contest
PLEASE INFORM YOUR VOTERS ABOUT RULE #1 (COMMENTS DO NOT COUNT IN THIS ROUND) LOOK IN BLOG. I WILL BE POSTING THESE IN A BULLETIN IMMEDIATELY. THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATRONAGE.... HUGS

Notice...to Contest
I HAVE DECIDED TO LET THE FLOOD GATE OPEN, I HAVE BEEN KEEPIN TRACK OF EACH N EVERY ONE OF U SO I HAVE ALL THE NUMBERS DOWN. TO BE FAIR, I RESET ALL PICS TO ZERO COUNT, EVEN THOUGH WHAT U SEE IS STILL SAME I WROTE WHAT EVERYONE HAD AT 9 AND RESET IT. SO FROM HERE ON OUT GO FOR IT. ALL COMMENTS WERE RESET AS OP 9 PM. THEY STILL SHOW UP ON PICS BUT AS OF 9PM EVERYONE HAD THE SAME 0. SO EVERYTHING FROM 9PM TILL THUR AT 9 PM IS GAME. SOME OF U R BEHIND...GIT TO PIMPIN. GOOD LUCK

No Title Yet
The unforgiving nights will never separate me from you. You draw me closer with every word you speak. Even though you don't know. When i talk to you, your voice carries me into your scent and takes me on a journey. One day i will hold you close to me as i dream of today. My feelings will never cease to exist and my mind will never drop you onto forget-me lane. You are the one i am dreaming of my sweet darling. ~~Jennifer~~@

No Title
The waves crashed against the shore as a young woman of sixteen walked along the beaches, her long ebony colored hair blowing in the sea breeze. A plain violet dress clung tightly to the curves-curves that caught male attention. Beside the girl an abnormally large wolf trotted occasionally glancing her way. Suddenly she felt the pull of her master’s magic drawing her away from the shore and closer to the endless meadow. As she approached the small cottage she noticed her master standing outside creating spells near the fire that glowed blue. He wore his normal attire which was a thin brown robe tied at the waist by a white rope. His normally light brown hair was streaked with the gray that he tried so hard to hide and his smooth face adorned with wrinkles of time. Time could be seen upon his every feature and that worried her. “master why have you summoned me into your presence?” the girl asked. Casually she sat down on a stump hopping it wouldn’t move out from beneath her.

No Title
When the pain from the silence is stinging your ears----and out come creaping, all of your fears---when does the pain ever go away---will I find someone to heal my heart some day---you can fight away all of the tears---seclude yourself from life, and wait until the dust clears--There is nowhere left to run and hide--you start pushing all of the pain deep inside--Noone can hear your heart as it dies--too tired of the abuse deceit and lies--I want someone to hold my soul instead of my hand--I want some one to listen and understand------------------ (still working on this one)

No Time
MY first poem...199?? Current mood: creative Category: Writing and Poetry NO TIME I knelt to prey but not for long i had to much to do must hurry off and get to work for bills will soon be due and i said a hurried prayer jumped up from off my knees my cghristian duty was now done my soul could be @ ease no time to speak of chrrist to freinds they'd laugh @ me i feared no time no time to much to do that was my constant cry no time to give to those in need @ last it was my turn to die and when before the lord i came i stood with down cast eyes for he held the book of lives and he cased into the book he looked @ me and said your name i could not find, you see, i ment to write down but never found the time

Not In Her Storm
Not In Her Storm I see the clouds rolling in and oh how it looks like rain And it is always I fight for the welcome change When it rains it pours on this heart of mine So, I take the storms I feel to her each time. But I know she has lived under her own pouring rain Yet under her water her heart still doesn't change She can walk away from what hangs overhead And, not in her storm, are words left unsaid. Not in her storm have I ever felt alone Her storm ends, so I, may find my way home It's for me that she pushes away her own rain So, that I may find comfort in calling her name. She lives in this world for the sake of another's heart God, how she eases the miles when worlds apart And she never wanders when your world falls through Not ever in her storm would she do this to you. She has wings that I know not only I can see Cause only an angel could find strength to carry me It's the way that the eyes can surely view How her heart's written so clearly in wha

No Title
Under a strobe im so hypnotised my pulse races Look atround the room and all i see is un-familiar faces Girls dancing with glow-sticks and body glitter Searching for the one as the face hits and lights flicker And just as quick as the sensation hit my brain I saw her in the corner glowin bright like an open flame I passed her with pink hair and ponytails Pale white skin with red lips just hot as hell Our eyes met just like she saw right through me Like she knew all my intentions but she walked up to me And I aint sweatin it cause i had to make her mine She came up turned around so i crept up from behind Put my arms around her and she reached around my neck And right in the begin she knew what was next She was a pro and it made me want her even more Took me in the room and closed the fuckin' door Slammed her against the wall I fucked this bitch in a rage And with dialated pupils in my mind in a haze I looked her in the eyes and i saw no fear But saw

No Title As Of Yet...
From a cheek that has seen too many tears. Beyond useless papers and broken vows of years ago. Still lingers the dance we onced called love. Destiny, irony, love lost in defeat. the feeling of false security you once gave me. My soul left me a long time ago, The hot blood that once ran through my viens now cold, My love for you lies like dormant coals. laughing at you, Seeing the way you are now, Watching you struggling between power and redemption. and the endless contradictions. Don't tell yourself that I still care. I am here for myself and myself alone. And I will use you for my own amusement. The once lost warrior dove is now rejuvenated I am spreading my wings And I will use you as prey. By: Mary Lee

Notice: Nsfw? Bahaha
my nipples are happily free. that is all. no wait, i lied. i have some words to share. *clears throat* scuba gear raindrops charter cruise ship basket weaving tamarin zygote flashy negligee chimpanzee flat tire mortar Zimbabwe tuckus fraggle rock chainmail el chupacabra visionary reliability toadstool cumquat party hat filthy hobo fire extinguisher (thinking of Robbie here) Tina Turner shared restroom space toilets louisiana hot sauce tantacles keylime pie chinese midgets catmandu lolligaging fraternity paddleboat shiny penny shiny my little pony mane X Sheboygan BB's loveshack mince pie and last... but not least... TUNA CRACKERS. good night!

No Time At All
I used to sing all the time. I've got a three and a half-octave range (including falsetto), and women have told me I have a beautiful voice. (Okay, so one guy did, too, but he was a pastor trying to recruit me for the choir.) But I just haven't felt like I had time for years. Right now, I'm having to do 20 hours of overtime a week just to make ends meet, so it looks like I'll not have any time to sing for a while.

A Notice
To my CT girlies on CT who i have been talking to recently and have raised some issues as well. I have done a bit of research on it for you alongside with my stressful life at the moment, but its ok...because to some respective it does affect me as well and may have resulted to losing the love of my life and many other things in my life too...as many people with this digonistics have....but those with a more serious condition than me. Anyways back to the main point, heres the national website; http://www.pms.org.uk/Home As for the males, feel free to check it out if you wish, perhaps it will help you to understand or even help someone out. Hope that i have helped some of my girlies out there. :) *hugs* Keep me posted on your situation. All my love, Angel

A Notice (continued)
To all mt CT friends and especially to my girlies at CT. Following on with the bulletin i posted on pms, Here are the following stories what some of the women have experienced. A friend of mine has requested this so i thought that i would post it and share with everyone on CT. It may be able to help others as well. I know for me to be able to pin down and reflect with some professional help, what i found out and the exact cause for me was really good...to be able to find out exactly why i reacted to certain things and the way i behaved sometimes. Here is the website: http://www.pms.org.uk/About+PMS/Shared+Personal+Stories If i had the chance, now that i know the exact cause of why my body reacts in this way and why i would behave this way, i would love to relive the happy times i have had in my life and especially my love life as well. To be able to know and to be able to understand that this was the cause to everything that happened to me, my life. Im sure that many up

Notices
STARBUCKS DENIES COFFEE TO MARINES >> >> Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let >> them know how much they liked their coffees and >> to request that they send some of it to the troops there. >> >> Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of >> their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone >> in >> it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. >> So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by >> buying >> any of their products! As a war vet writing >> to fellow patriots, I feel we should get this out in the open. I know >> this >> war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't >> mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street-to-street >> and >> house-to-house for what they and I believe is right. >> If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard >> it >>

No Title (need Your Help)
I met you many years ago. Never thinking I would fall in love with you. Madly in love, I did fall, this I now know. To this love, I will remain faithfully true. An angel's face you had for me to see. So full of compassion and love. A lasting relationship that was meant to be. Two people placed together by the good Lord above. Where my heart used to be, there now is only a tear, I did wrong by committing sin. The thought of losing you is to much to bear. I live with the fact of not knowing what might have been. Copyright-Ray 2006

No Title
Theres times when I feel like breaking down. Looking to the sky to only say goodbye. One last time. All the pain washes away. All I want is to feel free. To be me. Happy. A smile thats worthwhile. One Im proud to show. Instead Im riddled with inconfidance. The anger builds and I realize Im stuck. A situation I wasnt expecting. Kindness fucked me in the long run. Now Im trapped with no way out of this black hole. Save me with all you are. Its all I will ever need. These walls must come down. I must stand my ground. A distance that seems to settle. It brings a loneliness without her. Im here and shes there. You have what it takes to makle this go away. One day soon we will be everything we have always wanted to be. We will be it together. This rut is temporary.

4000 Not 1600 In 799 Days?
4,076 not 1,649 Coverup of the Number of Soldiers under US Command Killed in Iraq JESÚS DÁVILA / El Diario (Puerto Rico) 12jul2005 Official US. government reports on soldiers under US command killed in Iraq are so fragmented that they account for less than half of the total number, according to information uncovered as part of an inquiry by the Government of Puerto Rico regarding the total number of Puerto Rican war casualties. This analysis was confirmed by El Diario/La Prensa's review of multiple documents, including official reports issued by the US Department of Defense, the Iraqi Ministry of the Interior and more than 230 battlefront reports, which reveal that more than 4,076 troops under US command have been killed in 799 days of battle. This information contrasts markedly with the limited information on casualties generally issued by US military authorities, which focus only on US uniformed troops. These total 1,649. Military affairs expert Jose Rodriguez Beru

Not In Touch
I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a

Noticeable Notice !
This one goes out to all the people that took the time to, at least, visit my profile. I feel compelled to show these chosen few some love and thank them by stating my gratitude thast they've done so. Even though I've been a member for such a short time on this particular site on the electronic super-highway, I think that there are a few things that I still need to learn and I will continue to do what I can. The time that I spend on "cherrytap" is limited because my days are set aside for school purposes. I guess that if I were to be engrossed in participating in some of the things that are offered for a person to do, but in relation, I could possibly miss out on doing something that may be in my best interests to tend to - rather than trying to collect a bunch of points that only have imaginary use. Anyways, I don't want to come off like a person that tries to - should - people to bend to legitimate reasons for not being a CHEERY. But, I guess that's the way that the cookies cr

No Title.....poem
Your with her not with me But you and I are meant to be I love you I'm sure of this Instead of me she gets your kiss. I use to believe you and I would be forever But you left me, now you and her are together. Day sfter day I listen to our song Cant you see I'm right for you and shes wrong. I'm trying to be strong and trying not to cry You're leaving with her and to me saying goodbye!

Not In The Mood Today
I am in one of my moods today. I just don't feel like talking much. I'm not pushing anyone away, just don't feel very sociable. If you feel like it, leave me a message on yahoo. I might respond and I might not. Later everyone

No Time
i have no time these days so if idotn get back to u please forgive me ... hugs i think i not gonna be on to much so i gonna give up on trying to level up so much too lol :p but if anyone wants to helpo me i would like to get one more b4 i stop tryin lol

(no Title)
The wind blows through the trees Making an erie sound as I walk down the deserted street I see you there Clad in the garments of your choice So strange, yet so familiar You look the same as the last time I saw you Bringing back memories of a time when you were mine Before you found her I try to hide before you see me To face you would be more than I can bear With one last sad look at your beautiful face I turn the corner And you are gone But the memories remain

Not Ignoring Anyone
I am so busy with work and school right now I don't get online alot. I have 2 weeks and a day left of school. HAHA...I'm not counting huh? Saying that, I don't want anyone to think I'm ignoring them. I have exams and check offs this coming week and next week. Externship starts May 21st. WoooooHoooooooooo! I will return favors soon. ~Michelle~

Notice
A DREAMERS SIGN THE HAWK IS A DREAMER'S SIGN SHE SINGS AS SHE FLIES SHE BRINGS A TRUE MESSAGE HER VOICE SINGS NO LIES SHE DRINKS OF THE RIVERS TO MAKE HER VOICE CLEAR THE TREES ARE ALL BUDDING AND SPRINGTIME IS NEAR SHE WINGS TO THE DREAMER THEN FLOATS TO A TREE EVER SINGING THE MESSAGE OF THAT YET TO BE.

No Title
kitten has show bad toward her rt Owner and is being punish as such she has to write a paper on what it mean to show respeake for one Master .... any other Master she could write this paper for but found it hard to write it for her rt .. how can one write a paper for one Master when she dose not look to Him as her Master but as something total ops from it. her heart wishes something yet she know it will never be as one can't be made of this lifestyle to turely nderstand it. to understand one mind. how can one be something where her heart is not, she can't so why push it on her Other, she has seen that for sometime now and has seek out what her heart seek, her desire, her wish ... one know what she is and cause of this her desire is high ... it unable to be turn off ... she feel herself dieing more day by day as she sit back letting her desire slip between her fingers, her desire not fell ol or rt ... maby she the one mess up in the head, who to say

No Title, Just Words..
I have found the one I need. In my heart love planted its seed. With each day it grows ever stronger. I'll love you forever. No, make that even longer. To be in love with you is ever so sweet. When we're apart I feel incomplete. Your touch sends sparks through my veins. Your love showers me like springtime rains. I can't get enough of your love and affection. Thank you for taking my hand and leading me in the right direction. You saved me from myself and my despair. I trust in you because you are always there. There to pick up the pieces whenever they fall. Life is about battles and together we can will them all.

§notice §
to all my friends and family this month coming up on the 9 of june will be my 23 birthday i will be holding a party in my lounge all that want to come are welcome to as for myself i may not show so have fun for me i do not think i will make it to then i feel so useless that i may not make it thru the weekend i am not sure of anything anymore so please have fun for me and remember me with a smile please?

No Title*
Do you know what it's like to be not listened to at all? Do you ever feel like you want to run into a wall? Have you ever been embarrassed too much to go to school? Has it ever hurt so much, you feel like the only fool? Is even getting up too hard knowing what you'll face? Is it even too difficult to walk in any place? Does it hurt to talk on the phone not knowing what to say? Does it make sense to...socialize if NOTHING goes your way? Are you too depressed you couldn't care less about ALL grades? Are you too worried if your mom might find your precious blades? Has it EVER been too hard to even talk on the phone? Have you ever wnated to leave school, just to be alone? Would it sound hard to go to school every day, every week? Would it sound stupid to conform and risk being unique? Ever feel like nobody ever truly listens to you? Ever feel like nobody cares about what you go through? Is life so frusterating cause nothing you plan goes ri

Notice To All Employees...
Notice to all Employees... Effective MAY 2007 Dress Code 1. It is advised that you come to work dressed according to your salary. If we see you wearing Prada shoes and carrying a Gucci bag, we assume you are doing well financially and therefore you do not need a pay raise. 2. If you dress poorly, you need to learn to manage your money better, so that you may buy nicer clothes, and therefore you do not need a pay raise. 3. If you dress just right, you are right where you need to be and therefore you do not need a pay raise. Sick Days We will no longer accept a doctor's certificate as proof of sickness. If you are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work. Holiday Days Each employee will receive 104 personal days a year. They are called Saturday & Sunday. Compassionate Leave This is no excuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for dead friends, relatives or co-workers. Every effort should be made to have non-employe

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Falling into foriegn light She staggers, gasping for air Her chest tight. Do they see, do they care? She does. Watching them move through the world, Where she once was How? She wonders. How can they live While she withers there Will they step over her decay? Will they notice when she sticks to their shoes? Her voice cracks as she tries to yell "Hey" Her tears fall so hard, her cheeks bruise. He approaches from accross the street, "Miss, are you Okay?"

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I have a cherry Tap account Guys so it on here somewhere most are under Ardela i think. I have yahoo 360 it is under Ardela or busty_blonde8 so I wont be on this account Im somewhere out there Thanks for the stop in but i don"t need anymore accounts.To many to handle right now.You will half to look for me on the others.

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Feeling depressed, finally feeling this loss. Want to feel numb, won't allow that to happen. Want you to call, and tell me it will be ok, I'm strong, and can handle seeing his family. Christ they were like my family as a little kid. I want to just go to a bar and drink until I can't walk, I want to do anything to take this pain away. I don't want to go, I don't want to stay, I just want him alive again. Why after so many years of not talking, not due to anything other than we ran in different circles does this pain hurt so much? I can't figure it out, I'm the strong one, I don't cry, I don't allow myself to anyway that is. I want your arms around me holding me up as the tears and the inability to take in air starts. I want you to hold me tighter than you ever have, and make me feel ok, well at least for a few minutes. I want this to be over, I want no deaths for at least 1 year. I want to make sense. I want to allow myself to cry. I want you to be there for me. I need you

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Why do i keep coming back for more, I'm never the same after ever first meeting. Cigarettes hanging from your words, Smoke clouding my judgment The lies you tell me, The truth Truly, Deeply, Breaking hearts right and left. The fantasy held so long, The hurt rearing its ugly head, Tonight i lose myself in your wandering eyes. I see the prowess of your mouth, the prowess of your tone, I feel the slime coming from them, the red magenta pain flowing. I notice all....but see nothing.

Not Italian So Not Sure If This Is True! Let Me Know
**American Kids: Move out when they're 18 with the full support of their parents **Italian Kids: Move out when they're 28, having saved for that nice house and are a week away from getting married .... unless there's room in the basement for the newlyweds. **American Kids: When their Mom visits them she brings a nice bundt cake and you sip coffee and chat. ** Italian Kids: When their Mom visits them she brings 3 days worth of food and begins to immediately tid y up, dust, do the laundry or rearrange the furniture. **American Kids: Their dads always call before they come over to visit them and its usually only on special occasions. **Italian Kids: Are not at all fazed when their dads come over, unannounced, on a Saturday morning at 8:00 and starts pruning the fruit trees. And if there are no fruit trees, he will plant some! **American Parents: You can leave your kids with them and you always worry if everything is going to be ok plus you have to feed them

No Time
They pass like two ships in the night Each in search of their own destiny Yet trying to be one Their life is hard, some would say But its their life to live the children have only one parent it seems Mom in the day. Dad in the evening With work and family there is no time No time for fun No time for themselves No thime for each other

No Time
Hello everyone, I have been gone a bit because I have been finishing up my last class this summer along with doing my practicum. I see the light at the end of the tunnerl. I will offically graduate in August with a Master's degree in Counseling. YES!

No Tital Needed
In every war there is a poem , a song that stirs the mind . Of deeds long gone, heroic tales of bravery forgotten . We will always remember the song "Over there" or the poem "In Flanders field . But times have changed, no longer do they sing from "The Halls of Montesuma to the shores of Tripoli . My time is done, I have served my country with pride .Now a new generation has taken up the torch. To them I say be brave, and if duty calls for it die with honour. For you are all heroes! DeleteReplyForwardSpamMove... Previous | Next | Back to Messages Save Message Text | Full Headers

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Can you hear my heart When you wrap your arms around me? Do you feel me get weak When you kiss me? Have you seen my eyes Every time you walk near If you could hear my heart Would you want to know All the things that it would have to say All the things it would have to show? Would you want to see my soul melt Every time you touch my skin? I am powerless in your arms If you'd only let me in. My heart is yours - if you want it to have Just listen... it's beating for you. 6-9-05

Notihng Else Matters!!!!!!
love one love two Love one love two its dont matter, love is love no matter what or whom it is. taken by heart taken by soul taken from it all its all love, no matter whatever comes of it love is love and i love you for you and who you have become in my place i call my LIFE Taken with love taken with life im all here and im all there always remember that, i care i love and i always WILL care and LOVE you and i will always trust u for whom u are and what u mean to me MY LOVE Nothing else matter anymore i see life i see things that i havent ever seen before... sitting and thinking and thinking i wont give up on things that i know in my heart are true and mean the world to me and others dont like it then oh well i dont need the lil petty ass bullshit no ways.... My poem above has many meanings and many thoughts into it. When its thought about because love one love two is all parts of life and makeing things work all for the greater good and taken

No. 06-11817 Title: Mark C. Bergeron, Petitioner V. King Mohamed, V, Et Al. Docketed: June 12, 2007 Lower Ct: United States Court Of Appeals For The N
No. 06-11817 Title: Mark C. Bergeron, Petitioner v. King Mohamed, V, et al. Docketed: June 12, 2007 Lower Ct: United States Court of Appeals for the Ninth Circuit Case Nos.: (06-16117) Decision Date: March 16, 2007 ~~~Date~~~ ~~~~~~~Proceedings and Orders~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Jun 6 2007 Petition for a writ of certiorari and motion for leave to proceed in forma pauperis filed. (Response due July 12, 2007) ------------------------------------------------------------------------ ~~Name~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~Address~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~Phone~~~ *Attorneys for Petitioner:* Mark C. Bergeron 105 Duncan Way (916) 782-2516 Roseville, CA 95678 Party name: Mark C. Bergeron

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There is nomore beauty, Only darkness and chaos. I stumble through my ashes, God the things I've lost. I took things for granted, Assumed they would always be there. Stumble f n through life, Seeming not to care. I look at the carnage, All my wasted days. If I was ever there for you, Would things come out a different way.

Not In Glasgow Mr Bin Laden
sat at work on a rainy saturday afternoon when a call comes into the office that glasgow airport had been car bombed...... shocked by the news of this i turned the tv on to our local news channel to see a green jeep cheerokee on fire parked in the front doors of glasgow airport. in those moments i felt sooooo angry and vunrable. in the 1970s and 80s glasgow never sufferd attacks from the ira or any other terrorist group so we scots never felt the anger or the loss of bombs explodeing in our country but that saturday is the day that glasgow stood with the rest of the world and said you aint gonna keep us down.. these ppl who commited these acts were doctors in the local hospital and how ironic that these ppl were taken there even after trying to murder innocent ppl the same ppl who would have dealt with the aftermath of these extremists were the ones to save them. this site is pretty much u.s based but there something that you should know...... as long as there is scotsmen

No Tingle No Butterflies
Wednesday, April 26, 2006 no tingle, no butterflies... Current mood: bored Category: Romance and Relationships Okay so I've been dating this guy for about a month now.. he really is sweet, kind, funny, I really like him...Usually I wouldnt have even given him a second look, he just isnt my type as far as looks go, but Ive learned to look past that... but when we kiss.. I dont get the butterflies, I don't feel a spark, no 'WOW'. I LOVE TO KISS.. but my lips dont even tingle when we come up for air.. Whats wrong with this picture? When will my lips tingle after a kiss?

Notice To All
Ok everyone, if for some reason, I have accidentally pissed you off, I feel like I should be told about it, so I know what I did wrong because I'm sure if you pissed me off then you would want to be told too by me and get it worked out, so if I end up doing this on accident or whatnot just let me know either by shoutbox or private message, ok? Thanks! :-D