Sometimes I say what I say blindly not thinking about who its directed to
misplaced and misguided the damage I inflict I havent a clue
messed up and misdirected my views might seem to be even if they are expressed in anger I dont know why I say it.. it isnt as it seems to be
Ever said things you wish you could take back? At this skill I seem to have a knack
I type before I think sometimes its true there are times I just need to vent and argue
this time I really messed up taking my problems out on you.. I know what I did was wrong and I didnt mean what I said .. I hope you realize I am a good person just a little fucked up in the head
Its too easy for me to run people off and I'm not sure why.. I have to admit this is the first time I realize the mistake I've made don't think I haven't cried
I don't know what else I can do .. I don't want to be labeled a psycho bitch for all my faults I never lied to you.. I have had my moments of weakness and I'm insecure for sure, but I have put alot of thought into.. I was wrong I admit it for your forgiveness I implore
I tried to be the best friend I knew how to be .. in the end I have alot to learn this is very evident to me
I had no right to pass judgment when I'm the one at fault, you are a better person by far
I don't know why I'm upset I have no right to be its you I insulted its no wonder you chose to flee
I tried to keep our friendship 50/50 I didnt do a very good job. I missed alot and didnt put enough faith in the friend I had in you
I can make excuses left and right, but thats all they are I'm sorry I'm no longer a friend in your sight I was wrong is all I know to say do I deserve a second chance is the last question I will send your way
