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No Toilet Paper
Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives. However, they had gotten over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk, and walking home, they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with, so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend, however was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them. She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to wipe with that. After the girls did their business, they proceeded to go home. The next day one of the women's husbands was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed -- hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said, "These girl nights have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst. My wife came home with no panties!!" "That's nothing" said the other husband, "Mine came back with a card
No Toilet Paper
Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives. However, they had gotten over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk, and walking home, they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with, so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend, however, was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them. She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to wipe with that. After the girls did their business, they proceeded to go home. The next day one of the women's husbands was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed -- hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said, "These girl nights out have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst.. My wife came home with no panties!!" "That's nothing" said the other husband, "Mine came back with a card stuck
No Tolerance Spam!
Spam me with anything...ANYTHING and I will remove you. No check this out. No join or vote this or that contest. Nothing. With the clients, art forums, technical support questions and everythig else I get, I have no room for CT spam mail. Not trying to be mean, I just hate usless mail and if I can cut down on it I will. Thank you, ēMAHē
No Toilet Paper
Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives. However, they had gotten over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk, and walking home, they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with, so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend, however was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them. She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to dry herself with that. After the girls did their business, they roceeded to go home. The next day one of the women's husbands was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said, "These girl nights have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst.. My wife came home with no panties!!" "That's nothing" said the other husband, "Mine came back with a car
No Toilet Paper
A little boy asked his teacher if he could go to the bath- room. She said yes. When he went to wipe his fanny there was no toilet paper so, he used His hand. When he got back to class, his teacher asked, "What do you have in Your hand?" The boy said, "A little leprechaun and if I open my hand he'll get Scared away." He was then sent to the principal's office and the principal asked Him, "What do you have in your hand?" The little boy said, "A little leprechaun and if I open my hands He'll get scared away." The principal got mad and yelled, "Open your hands NOW!" He did and the little boy said, "Oh great , now look what you did, You scared the shit out of him!"
Not On That Often.........
AS many of you may be learning I'm not on that often and when I am it's not for very long. With raising a small child , running a home based business and trying to be there for my teen son I have my hands full and not much time for myself. I get lucky sometimes and they let me get on the puter for some fun but that doesn't happen to often. I wanted to pass on this info to my friends so they don't think I am rude or just trying to add friends for the sake of having friends here on CT. I hope to get on here to relax , chat and have a little fun at least one day on the weekends , so I hope to get to talk with some of you then. Until then I have to get back to work or at least try to and get some new items finished as well as pics taken and what not. If you'd like to let me know what kind of jewelry items your interested in that would help. So if you get the urge , drop me a line with any ideas or suggestions you have. Have a Great Day!!!!!! BB Craftycrafts
Not One Of My Better Thoughts...
so the lesbians next door are having a get together. No big deal, right? i mean, they're in their own back yard... who should care what they do? they are getting a bit frisky (so to speak) and that kind of makes me want to be anywhere but my own back yard (hence me in here blogging instead of finishing up the mowing). here's my issue... there are a bunch of kids over there too... and i realize that i may be showing my parents puritanical roots, but that seems wrong to me... no matter what the orientation of the larger group... keep the overt shite away from minors... meh.... not my place to interfere... just bugs me... *goes over to beat noisily on the piano for a bit*
No Toleration For Liars
Not On The Computer
Sorry to all my friends for takin so long to get back to you all. I had computer problems this week and just got back on line.... I will catch up with all my mail, rate and all that jazz as soon as I can... Thank you for your patience & have a great week!
Not On My Forehead
Why is that I can get hurt no matter what I am doing? So today I am helping my aunt vacuum out the truck I am vacuuming out the back floorboards and the middle seat belt is in the way (you the kind of belts that you adjust by moving the buckle? the ones that don't go back into the seat) ok so any ways I grab the belt and swing it up into the seat and when I do that the buckle hits me right in the forehead so now I have a big knot there. So fastforward to later tonight I decide my car needs vacuuming so on the way home I stop to vacuum my car and when I am done I slam the back door and the edge hits me right on my knot. I don't know how my head got in the way of a closing car door, I guess my head is bigger then I think...... I think?
No Toilet Paper
A little boy asked his teacher if he could go to the bathroom.She Said yes.When he went to wipe his fanny there was no toilet paper so,he used his hand.When he got back to class,his teacher asked, "What do you have in your hand?"The boy said, "A little leprechaun and if I open my hand he'll get scared away."He was then sent to the principal's office and the principal asked him, "What do you have in your hand?"The little boy said, "A little leprechaun and if I open my hands he'll get scared away."The principal got mad and yelled, "Open your hands NOW!'He did and the little boy said,'Oh great,now look what you did,you scared the shit out of him!"
Not Only Skin Deep
Beauty is not only skin deep, thinking like that makes people weap, through out there days they cry, always wondering why, god made them that way, this is what i have to say, its always to be whats inside, dont let your heart hide, everyone is special in there own way, so much so i cant even say, hearts as true as the sky, let it soar and fly high, dont ever say good bye, you make a great friend, one that i hope is here to the end, so be loud and proud, keep your head held high through the croud, for you are unique, and down rates are weak, as god says turn the other cheek, knowing you are beautiful, will make you through your week, as one friend to another, no i did not studder, i am here for you, as you would be for me too, so dont be blue, people out here really like you, and all the mean people have no clue, you are a great fiend, one whom this poem i do send.........
Not Of This World
where could I begin? to explain why I don't fit in here and why I wouldn't dare even try I don't want to fit in in this world of sin take a good look around at the state we're in I cannot be a part of this death by pride on a global scale follow your bliss love is not for sale take a deeper look inside follow the spirit and not your pride we're killing ourselves by not giving in submit yourself now to the love within done by christine .
Not Ok
No not ok. In a nut shell is the insurance money Jerry left me has run out. I have applied to search engines on line, local job placements, online businesses,(home depot, office depot, walmart, etc), also Dollar store, and Family Dollar, AL employment office, etc. No one has called. Son has gone around and applied too. He is a novice in working and that may be a strike against him. I do not think he is physically strong enough for the unskilled manual labor, There is virtually no food in the house (runs about $300 with son's appetite), and have $600 of bills. I can pay the rent($400-last of the insurance money), but nothing else. And the family that promised Jerry they would look over me, has gone silent. I was offered to stay at his daugher's house but now I think she has changed her mind. She has not told me this, but her actions speak louder than words. If I do not get a job soon, I will be sitting in the dark with....nothing! Just needed to get this off my mind
Not Online Much
To all my friends and family members I am sorry that I haven't been online much. I am now paying the price for being on here too much. I have let my house go and my marriage go because I spent so much time on here. Now it's time for me to get my house cleaned up and work on keeping my marriage together. I love my husband and it's worth it for me to at least try to get my marriage back. I have alot of cleaning to do. Most people do their major cleaning in the Spring; I am doing it this fall and winter so come Spring I won't have too much to do. This is getting to be to much of a CASH site and Fubucks site so a poor person doesn't have a chance. I've also noticed with deep regret that in order to have alot of friends you have to show bare breasts, or nearly bare breasts. I don't have thousands of friend's on my friend's list but I do value the friend's I do have on here. I don't kiss ASS on here either. Maybe that's why I don't have thousand's of friend's on here. Most of the people
No Toliet Paper!!!
NO TOILET PAPER Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives. However, they had gotten over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk, and walking home, they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with, so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend, however was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them. She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to wipe with that. After the girls did their business, they proceeded to go home. The next day one of the women's husbands was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed -- hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said, "These girl nights have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst.. My wife came home with no panties!!" "That's nothing" said the other husband, "Mine
Not October But..
doesnt mean i dont care about the boobies Finding breast cancer at an early stage greatly improves the chances of successful treatment. Screening for breast cancer refers to tests and examinations used to detect the disease in women who do not have any symptoms. According to the American Cancer Society (ACS), early detection of breast cancer saves many thousands of lives each year, and it is important to take advantage of these screening tests. Some screening tests used for early detection of breast cancer include: * Mammography * Clinical breast exam * Monthly breast self-exam If screening identifies an abnormality in your breast, the next step is diagnosis, in which your doctor determines if breast cancer is present. In this section, you will learn how cancer is detected and diagnosed and how to understand your test results. Empowerment through knowledge. Navigating the experience of breast cancer diagnosis and treatment can be challenging and some
Not Only Finished With 2007...
...but Im done lending my helping hand to people. People just dont motherfucking learn. They dont. Hardheaded people we got living this fucking world. Its fucking dumb, Im tired digging out everyone from the stupid holes they keep falling in. Cmon... LEARN FROM YOUR FUCKING MISTAKES!!!! So I end this one saying that if you feel its right, go ahead and do it. I am not going to come back and tell you that "I told you so" when the shyt hits the fan. Im not going to pick you up anymore when youre down. Im not going to be the shoulder for anyone to cry on. Ive been used and abused for way too fucking long. Live YOUR life. Dont expect me to live it for you becuz you dont know how... -J
Not Only Teenage Girls Cut Themselves These Days...
I was never that guy for you, I just wanted to be everything for you, The words you said to me, showed me who was really you. This time when you run away. You'll be sorry. Just like everytime This time when you run away. I'll still be here like everytime. Like every time that you can't trust me Trust me, I'm yr everything Trust me, I'm yr everything I can't hold this inside. If i do I'll just die I'll just keep going on and on and on Without you Without you What was this song to cut my self too This was a time when you could have helped tonight I'll just die. Those cuts on yr arm will just make me wish i could have helped you but I cant do anymore Cant do anymore Just wish that if i stayed my bad luck would have saved you I'll just go on and on forgetting the feelings that you incite I'm gone I'm gone
Not On Here As Much As Id Like Sorry
Hey yall Sorry i havnt been on that much. Work and some family things have come up, more family things. LAst year was not a good year for me towards the end of the year. Had 2 family memeber passaway and it was not plan. Oct my sis-n-lw passed unexpectedly, an in Nov my mother passed. So im having to deal woth things theres. I miss all all. I try to be on a lil more. Hope to chat w/all soon.
Not Online Much At The Moment
My apologies to my friends, I am not online much these days. I try to get on once a day but work and repairs to my car and trying to get off my backside to have a social life, prevent me from being online as much as I'd like. Not even had a chance to online game for a month *sigh* so please leave a message or some love or whatever you would like, and I will get back to you as soon as I get online next. Cheers Forever in Sin Angel of Sin Asa
Not Only Do I Love This Song But This Guy Can Sing
Not On Much
Sorry i anit been on much or emailed or called any of u in awhile. as you know both mom and dad r sick n i been taking care of them.Dad was having a odd reaction to his painkillers, was keeping him awake n making him too hyper. Moms just been feeling bad period n running a fever.We've been going alot to the dr appiontments, n the cost of gas n thier prescriptions is killing me.But i dont care, thier my parents n i love em more than anything on this earth.Also some of my packages , includeing a set of boots i made fer someone, was sent to the wrong place n have yet to be returned. Some are some parts i really have to get back to the distrubutor. But that will all work out, n i found a local pharamcy that will sell me my parents medcine at cost. What gets me is i can get dads lortabs in genrics fer120 of them less than $40, yet moms singulair cost over 3 bucks a pill. N thats at cost, n they dont make a genric fer em. But hopefully i got some money in from a side construction job i di
Not On The Computer
hey everyone im just stopping to tell you that i miss you all all my computer is out of order at the presten time but i hope to have it fixed 8n the next few weeks but love everyone miss ya'll bye for now kisses hugs and lots more love
No To Suicide. The Point Of Life.
My uncle killed himself when I was two years old. 26 years later, our family has still not healed over the loss of him. You can't give up even when you feel like God is peeing on you. You have to get back up on your feet and realize your own strength lies within. You are not a product of the experiences you have endured. You are a product of the attitude you choose. Life is bigger than your sorrows. Life is so much bigger than all that goes wrong. There will be times where you want to give up and give in. I get it. I went through it. Oh... and you don't die. Your soul lives on forever... and when you commit suicide you're either stuck on Earth as a ghost or reincarnated to relearn your lifes lessons that your soul was intended to learn in the lifetime you chose to end. The point of life is to live, love and learn. Grow from your "mistakes" for they add character. You can't gain wisdom from inexperience.
Notorious B.i.g - Machine Gun Funk
So you wanna be hardcore With your hat to the back, talkin bout the gats in your raps But I can't feel that hardcore appeal that you're screamin, baby I'm dreamin This ain't Christopher Williams, still some MC's got to feel one, caps I got to peel some To let niggaz know... that if you fuck with Big-and-Heavy I get up in that ass like a wedgie Says who? Says me, the lyrical Niggaz sayin, "Biggie off the street, it's a miracle" Left the drugs alone, took the thugs along with me Just for niggaz actin shifty Sticks and stones break bones, but the gat'll kill you quicker Especially when I'm drunk off the liquor Smokin funk by the boxes, packin glocks is natural to eat you niggaz like chocolates The funk baby "I live for the funk, I'll die for the funk" All I want is bitches, big booty bitches Used to sell crack, so I could stack my riches Now I pack gats, to stop all the snitches from stayin in my business, what is this? Relentless approach, to know if I'm br
Not On Fubar
Just wanted to let everyone know that I'm not on fubar as much anymore. I'm working full time at a nursing home as the Assistant Director of Nursing, so I don't hve time at work to get on. I don't hve internet at home right now, so I'm just not on here very much. I'll have everything straight by the end of the summer, and will be on more then. Take care, and will be on when I can.
Not Only My Owner But A Brutha Too!!!
You know it's insane. I learned today that I will be in a situation tomorrow where I have to be the peace keeper as certain debates ensue. My problem is that I'm notorious for being violent when I'm provoked to anger. What I lack in height (I'm a bitty at 5'1") I make up for in anger. My sister isn't all that calm either. What she makes up for in height (she's a monster at 6'1") she lacks in patience. We're going to get in trouble tomorrow. If we end up in jail, bail us out? ♥
Not On Purpose
I'm breathing, But not on purpose, I put the barrel to my head, Pull the trigger, But instead of hot lead, All I feel is cold steal, Why am I not dead, I should try again, I slide the blade across me wrist, I feel the blood dripping down, Maybe this time I got it right, But then I feel my veins getting tight, The blood dries up inside my skin, And as I faint I feel the pain, Of a life used up, Of a life wasted, Then I awaken, To a world unshaken, By the unmistaken saddness of a successfull suicide.
Not Online
Not online on Tuesdays and Wednesdays
Not Ok
I had forgotten how much love really hurts. By the time I realized I had fallen, it was already too late. It's over and he's gone.
Not Ordinary!!!!
READ IT!!!! ANOTHER BLOG TO MAKE PEOPLE KNOW ME BETTER! I came today across this song "Ordinary World" by Duran Duran. U all know it! Is an amazing song that gives u power to move on even if u are down. Is about everything, is about broken love, is about people hurting others, is about pride that has nothing to do or at least shouldnt have anything to do with love. I heard a sad story yesterday that made me think a lot about this subject!!! "ordinary world"....what is an "ordinary world"??? Is it the place that people live their miserable and sad lives trying to forget their deceptions? Is that place where they came across at some point in their lives and they just forgot the road back to their normal selves? How are the people in this "ordinary world"? Just random faces tired of their sad road that they chose? Tired of the lies that they are building around their hearts? Unable to mean what they say and say what they mean? Can these people truly LOVE? Do t
Not Okay
"Not Okay" (July 05') by: me I am not fucking okay all I hear is you screaming at me making my stomach to curl I am terrified please do not hurt me anymore you can clearly see the fear in my eyes on most days you just walk away pretending you do not see me on other days you say that your sorry suffocating me with your lies just let me breathe your words will never heal making me to run away to live in my own world where you can never hurt me again but I am still terrified of you and now of everyone else crying out for attention yet none is there no ones gives a shit as long as I smile and say that I am okay but I am not okay I am not fucking okay I am not. *** I wrote this during a very bad part of my life, that I wish I could erase...but it has made me a stronger woman***
Not One Of Mine, But It Fits Right Now.
Losing Yet Again by Katie Love in my life is like sand, I give it care and attention, Then a strong gust of wind sifts it through my hand, I lose yet again
Not 1 Of My Usual Blogs
As some of you may or may not know, I try to keep to myself as much as possible and just hang out here with my friends and do the FUÖBut it has been brought to my attention that I am being blogged about, falsely. So this is what I am going to do, for the sake of fairness I am going to show you who is blogging about me and threatening to ďHACK MEĒ Here she is: MzMic ô Standing on Her Own. Now first you need to know she was recently RESET for cheating. She claims a dozen reasons why she was UNFAIRLY reset but she never mentions in her blog that she was rest for SCRIPTING. I have a yahoo conversation of hers I am going to show you too where she admits scripting and threatens a few fubar members, and has a few choice words about fubar admin while she is at itÖ This is the proof of why she was reset- read this from the bottom up: This is her yahoo: this is only her side of the conversation to protect the one who busted her out: from the bottom up. micshell42: kidd better be
Not Online Much
hey just checking in, I don't have internet at home so I am not online much, i do use yahoo on my phone so if you want to chat get a hold of me on yahoo, my id is slappy_aka_dave
Not One Really
I've been nowhere And I didn't get there fast A third of my life rushed by me Leaving only an empty past sure there were good times, bad times, and times I can't recall, wish I could remember I may have enjoyed those most of all
The Notorious B.i.g.-juicy
This song inspires me to do better.† And this song is Juicy by The Notorious B.I.G.† It lets you know that no matter how bad your situation is, or no matter how people put you down or people will say that you can't do it, remember, DON'T EVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS AND DECLARE THAT DREAM LIKE IT'S YOURS, AND YOU CAN TURN THE NEGATIVES IN YOUR LIFE INTO A POSITIVE. (Fuck all you hoes) Get a grip motherfucker.Yeah, this album is dedicated to all the teachers that told me I'd never amount to nothin', to all the people that lived above the buildings that I was hustlin' in front of that called the police on me when I was just tryin' to make some money to feed my daughters, and all the niggaz in the struggle, you know what I'm sayin'?Uh-ha, it's all good baby bay-bee, uhVerse One: It was all a dream I used to read Word Up magazine Salt'n'Pepa and Heavy D up in the limousine Hangin' pictures on my wall Every Saturday Rap Attack, Mr. Magic, Marley Marl I let my tape rock 'til my tape poppedSm
Not Over 40 Yet...
...but I've pretty much been this way for years. LOL This is what Andy Rooney thinks about women over 40: As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, 'What are you thinking?' She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier t
Not Original... But True!!
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants &children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pickup on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft dr ink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank Kool-aid made with sugar, but we weren't overweight because,WE WERE
Not On Here Much
Sorry I am not on FUBAR much. I have been very busy trying to get a new job. Also my netbook connects me to the internet via a wireless connection. It is not very reliable. I hope to get Cricket unlimited wireless as soon as I can afford the $40/month plan. I will try to check in more often.
Not Ordinary
Me.... what a wonderful word Me... I seem to always want to use You... Or maybe you want to use Me... that is all I am Me... I think sometimes I am a part of You... Or maybe you are a part of Me... Desperately wanting a moment with You... Or maybe you are desperately wanting a moment with Me... wishing I had one more chance at the certain something You.. Or maybe you are wishing for one more chance with Me... not able to make everything okay with You.. Or maybe you cant make everything okay for Me... what a wonderful word. †
So it's actually kind of fortunate that I didn't get to do music monday yesterday, because it means that I get to post this list today. Most of you won't like this list.† I'm sorry that it's not your thing. Christopher Wallace (a.k.a. Nortorious B.I.G., Biggie, Biggie Smalls, etc.) was murdered 13 years ago today.† March 9, 1997.† I was in 7th grade.† I remember it pretty vividly.† He was one of my favorite artists at the time and not much in the last 13 years has changed that.† A lot of people discount rappers as stupid thugs who aren't capable of producing art.† These people rarely allow the music to disprove their theories. This might not be the most profound body of work ever, and yes there are songs about fucking bitches and shooting gats, but there *is* an art to this music and this man did it really well.† I don't believe that he became famous because he died, I think he was talented and had a VERY large following before he met his end...but I do believe it made him infamo
Not On Much
To my Stalkee's and Minion's, I won't be on much the next 2 weeks. I will be on long enough in the morning to use my 11's and buy my fu-own that have expired. I will try to return all the love you give me when I come back full time again. † Also leave me a message in my comment's or PM if you want any of my shitfaces or buzzkills. † Your Neighborhood Stalker
No Tomorrow
Since you’ve been gone there’s a darkness, nowhere a light to be foundThe clock on the wall’s holding back the time, It’s clear that I’m just going downYou and I, were made for one anotherAnd I believed that dream, for too longAll that you left was a letter, I can’t get it out of my mindNo more laughter, no more sun, alone at the scene of the crimeNow here I am, searching for forgiveness, yeahBut nothing seems to matter anymoreThere’s no tomorrow, only fire in the rainYou say you’re sorry, but only memories remainYou can’t tell me there’s a reason, why I should go through all this painAnd once again, once againI call your nameLove was the wrong destination, and I can’t find healing touchBut I won’t forsake, I won’t give up, g uess I still need you too muchSo here we are, strangers to each otherWhen once we held the whole world in our handsThere’s no tomorrow, only fire in the rainYou say you
Not Perfect!!
I came on this site here to make friends,have fun and whatever more. I didn't come on this site to be criticize. I posted on my profile how I am. I said I was not skinny, was no model, don't claim to look beautiful an I know I am no perfect 10. As for my age well think we all get older. I say Hello to all I can an try to chat an be friends with all. I do for others as they do for me, an if I know they need help I am there. All I ask for is a little respect here nothing more an nothing less. I can be a good friend if given the chance, but some like to judge by your looks before they even know you. I feel for those that do that. As I said in my profile I am who I am and I am not changing take me as I am or go the hell on. Sorry to babber on but hey some need to learn to be a little nicer they may want votes or rating, an when you treat people like you do, well you don't get the help.
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Not Part Of Your Routine
Nice to know it was all just another routene, wasn't what it really seemend, cause i found out the truth, uncovered your lies, changed my mind and said goodbye, nice to know about all your lies, thanks for making me just another one of your games, same routene just differnt names, thanks for trying to tame me and break my spirit, just shut your mouth i dont wanna hear it, bronze isn't gold, lies aren't truth told, couldnt just stay honest and true, well i geuss then it wouldn't be you, you had to cheat just had to do it, and so you did and then you blew it, so now we're over done and through, and finally happy, all thanks to you, so thanks for the cheats, scandals, and lies, im finally happy we got to say our goodbyes, goodbye to your scheme, go make someone else part of your routene!!
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Not Perfect But Thats All U Want
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: ~*~Andrea aka mizz 313~*~ Date: Sep 19, 2007 6:16 AM turn your sound on.I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..that i dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry..That i try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.
Not Posting A Subject Lol ... Again.. Nsfw... And No I Did Not Write It Lol Just A Repost From A Friend On Another Site Hahahhaa Plz Laff
A public service, guide 4 giving oral to women *graphic* ***This was posted by a male friend of mine hahahahaaha**** I have a lot of respect for us guys who like to eat pussy because there are too few of us out there. Furthermore, some of you guys who are giving it the old college try are not doing too well, so maybe this little lesson will help you out. When a woman finds a man who gives good head, she's found a treasure she's not going to let go of too quickly. She won't even tell her girlfriends about it or that guy will become the most popular man in town. So, remember, most guys can fuck, and those who can, usually do it satisfactorily, but the guy who gives good head, he's got it made. Most women are shy about their bodies. Even if you've got the world's most gorgeous woman in bed with you, she's going to worry about how you like her body. Tell her it's beautiful, tell her which parts you like best, tell her anything, but get her to trust you enough to let you down betwe
Not Perfect
Not Perfect No one Is Perfect. Not Even Me, I have Faults too. Life is about The right And Wrong Choices, We all Make. To be Perfect Is To know What is perfect Within Yourself. Yet, There is No perfect Person On earth. All Have Made Unwise Choices In Life, But Some have not Learn The Lesson from their Mistakes. Not perfect is Life, Yet We wonder why? Could it be That With each new child, We lose something of what is real Or Not. Not perfect Are these Words, But At least Iím willing 2 Say And Write them Down. Nothing In my Life is Perfect. So I welcome My Imperfect Life Because within My Not Perfect Life, I can See What is needed, Missing And Has to be Not perfect Is Love at Times, Even when we think Love Is real upon Ill-fated Words. Yet, All must Still Dare 2 Reach out 2 Love. ©2007 Firestar
Not Pretty
Pretty is a mirror of that which is around me it's an image of that which I put on me my face, my hair it's what you say to arouse me Beautiful is a word an emulation of pretty it's a gold star on my assignment in life Sexy is a play you wish to cast me in the role I know not the lines or even the cues I am not pretty I am not beautiful I am not sexy I am cold You are blind I am deaf You are numb I am mute My heart is already a veteran My soul is already lame My flesh is already marked I am not pretty © 2007 Rainn (All rights reserved)
Not Playing
the players change but the game always remains the same.... pretty much my thought for the day
Not 4 Pitty!
when your sitting at home alone with no one to talk to what do you do? do you sit there try to get some on the internet or call every bodie you know? i always sit there and think what i have to look forwards to the next day. not about what should i be doing to not be alone but what i have for the day coming i know i have friends and they have there lifes. so why try to get them to devote all there time to you? you know there just one person! and you have to share. but when your sitting get home alone it really just makes you love the time and things you do together. all the time in the world could not add up to the fun you have with them. yes you could have fun with them have all there time but deep down inside you some were you know that its not as much fun when you keep all there free time to your self. every bodie needs a break every now and then.besides they need to have fun with other so they can come back get you and go have the same fun. so dont be down hearted but glad for the
Not Perfect
I'm sorry I'm not perfect I can only be me I'm sorry I'm not perfect like the guy you want me to be I'd give anything to make you happy Even if it makes me sad I'd never do anything to hurt you I don't try to make you mad. Sometimes you get angry And we start to fight Little do you know I cry myself to sleep at night Sometimes I don't know Just what I did wrong I don't understand Why we don't get along Everytime we fight I wish you could feel my heartbreak Sometimes I wonder How much more my heart can take Sometimes I get so angry I just don't know what to say I feel like a game That everyone wants to play The only thing i need in this world Is someone who is true... ...The only thing i want in this world Is to be loved by you!
Not Pissed Off ... Or Dead
hey peeps I have been busy for the past few days working in my friends machine shop helping him detail and pimp out his 18 Wheeler.. me tired.
Not Part 10, But A Recap On Why Young People Make Poor Decision.
This blog entry was inspired by a MUMM, where a young MAN wrote about another young man who went AWOL from his ship, asking "why do young people mess up their lives. I wrote this to comment, and with its content being long, I decided to post it as a blog in case Fubar decides it's too long for a mumm comment. I changed my "Cover" for this really interested me. I have been in a conversation with the MAN who posted it and will write a little about what I have seen in my career. I hope some who commented so far take a look again to see this. I have been on active duty, more than 22 years. Right off the bat, I saw a kid throw it all away, by jumping the fence in boot camp. Never told anyone, never heard from again. Over the course of my career there have been so many who took matters into their own hands, mostly at a big expense to their lives. Some did drugs just to get kicked out. A young woman got pregnant just to avoid a six month deployment. She has an 18 year
Not Poetry... Regarding Toy Donations
Every year, Shrinerís Hospitals around the United States helps thousands of children under the age of 18 with orthopeaedic conditions, spinal cord injuries, musculoskeletal disorders, burns, and cleft lip and palate; all in a loving, family oriented environment at no cost! These children are often much closer than you think. It could be the little girl down the street, or even your next door neighborís son. These are children who, without the help of Shrinerís, would more than likely go untreated because the cost to the families is often too great. The hospital staff cares deeply for the children they see, and every time a child sets foot in its doors, whether it is one time, or a hundred, they do not leave empty handed, often receiving a toy or new book, even a stuffed animalÖ simply to make their experience less fearful. At Christmas time, Shrinerís toy closets are stuffed full. Children who are admitted in the hospital receive the majority of these items. And still other families
Not Poems, Just Quotations...
"I believe there ought to be a constitutional amendment outlawing Astroturf and the designated hitter. I believe in the sweet spot, soft-core pornography, opening your presents Christmas morning rather than Christmas Eve and I believe in long, slow, deep, soft, wet kisses that last three days." - Crash Davis "Basically, I'm for anything that gets you through the night; be it a prayer, tranquilizers, or a bottle of Jack Daniels." - Frank Sinatra "All things truly wicked start from an innocence," - Hemingway "I never fall apart because I never fall together" - Andy Warhol "People should fall in love with thier eyes closed. Just close your eyes, don't look." - Andy Warhol "If you never take it seriously, you never get hurt. If you never get hurt, you always have fun." - Almost Famous But I will wear my heart upon my sleeve For daws to peck at: I am not what I am. Othello, 1. 1 "If someone breaks your heart, just punch them in the face. Oh sure, it seems ob
Not Prefect,
I am not a perfect person,And I don't try to be.I am just another imprisoned soul,That is longing to be set free.I don't want to be in this place anymore,I don't want to shed anymore tears.I'm sick of always hiding inside of myself,This has gone on for too many years.I don't want to show my emotions,Or to tell you how I feel.I just want to know the difference,Between what is fake and what is real.I'm just another lost soul,That is waiting to be found.I'm just another liability,That you don't want around.I'm just falling through the air,And I'm about to hit the ground.But I don't expect anyone to catch me,Because no one wants me around.No one really cares about me,They just ignore me everyday.No one really cares enough,To even ask me if I'm okay.
Not Perfect
I'm not perfectI make mistakesI have regretsAnd I tend to forget dates†I've lost my temperAnd I've let it showSome times I hold grudgesWhen I should let it goI'm very sarcasticAnd some days I don't careI've hurt many peopleAnd the punishment I bearSome days I can be meanBut some days I'm niceSome times I say thingsWithout thinking twiceI always hate morningsAnd some times I ramble onSome days I need my friendsAnd some days I'm withdrawnSome days I don't eatAnd some days I stuff my faceMost days I'm cool and collectedBut some days I'm all over the placeI can be indecisiveBut still need a planSome times I depend on others
Not Quite Right (growing Up In The Far East)
I tend to think of myself as a gypsy. Perhaps I feel this way because we moved a lot. Perhaps I feel this way because it is who I am. I spent six years in asia all together. We called it the land of the not quite right. I liked the people there. I respect them, but they view the world through different eyes. They react differently. It isn't better. It isn't worse. It is just different than what we call normal behavior. How do I explain this? When we first moved overseas, we had to find housing. A housing complex was recommended to us. It was where all the foreigners from the various embassies lived. We went to the office and I remember this horrid smell. Dad brought a bottle of American Scotch. I sat there and listened to how long the waiting list was and how they couldn't let just anyone in, and how.. The conversation changed when the bottle changed hands. The tone changed as well. Suddenly, he remembered that one apartment had just become available. We went to look at it, and
Not Quite Here Anymore..
As anyone who knows/cares/noticed I've not exactly been online much recently. I've had a few things happen which, well, basically boil down to shit, meet fan. Thanks to a certain person in my life, I've ended up re-developing a stutter I thought I'd managed to keep under control and hidden. Until I was pushed to the edge of reasonable thought. Also, allow me to go on the record as saying Fuck You Christmas! I've grown to HATE this time of year, thanks to the way things have been for me. The rest of you, by all means, enjoy this shit. Hell, at least your going to be able to spend it with someone. Now, I need to get a lot of my head back together, as being pushed to the point of stuttering and fragile mind kind of means you don't end up caring too much about things you know you should, which is one of the reasons I've stayed offline. So I don't accidently say the wrong thing to the wrong person, and really hurt them. I'm still visiting this place randomly to check messages and shit
Not Quite "nana"
there are always eight arenít there? but this one isnít it. for now weíll stick with seven because iíve always enjoyed seven. even with the fear. itís probably the worst one iíve obtained over the years. nothings quite right in them, and nothings quite right in me. it should bring us closer together, shouldnít it? it doesnít and it never will. like you and iÖ weíll never quite fit and weíll never quite be, but weíll be something. something great, even with the bruises and broken hearts. an end all. ďthis oneís bad.Ē i know it is. i can feel it deep inside, but that doesnít mean itís less true darling. today i need a peck on the cheek and a smack on the ass to get moving. letís get motivated. freeze time and disappear. i swear the lightning bolt will only make me able to teleport. i heardÖ himÖ tell me so. he whispered it to me this morning during a nap. which doesnít really make any sense because i was thinking of it last nigh
Not Qualifying
I have participated in several surveys and have not qualified for any of them. It is frustrating when I do take the time to do them and they tell me I don't qualify. I'm either the wrong age, don't drink the right stuff or meet their income! why bother to offer the surveys and say u will get 10,000 cherry bucks or points for doing it. I think If we are not qualified for the survey we should still something for at least taking the time to do them even if we don't qualify.
Not Quite Understanding
It has been awhile since I posted anything and I thought, hey it is about time to take a more active role in Fubar. Must admit this may turn into a vent of sorts so you really don't have to read it if you don't want to. First who am I, I am a wife to a man I feel very lucky to have, 3 wild boys, who are great, they just have so much energy, and I am a Soldier. At the moment my husband is deployed to Kuwait. And these last 5 1/2 months have been rough. I hate being a single parent. I have a job that may seem very routine but somedays it is quite stressful because of the work we do. Then I have to muster up some energy to come home and deal with my boys and I must admit, I am a much crankier person now. But hey that is life, my husband and I are both Soldiers, so it is what it is. I am heading to Fort Hood soon so there is a strong chance I could be heading overseas shortly after Jared's return. Though I am proud I have served my country, I would really like to be able to get
Not Quite Drunk Ranting
Okay here it goes; these are my rantings for today. Glad to know I am not drunk, but tipsy enough to finally get some shit off my chest. Men, why is it you expect woman to work on your fucking schedule. You say Iím your but we ainít together. Maybe just maybe there are times that I wanna see you, but you donít want to see me. But yet the minute you want something from me, Iím suppose to just be there. Iím not yours, Iím nothing more than a bootycall. Boy donít I feel like a fuckin dumbass right about now. If Iím wrong tell me, at least then I know. Maybe this is why I have been single for so long, less stress, less bullshit. Is there actually any guy out there that isnít so fucking self centered, that they might actually think of the girl. Fuck blowjob, or getting it on. I have made myself clear and knew that this isnít what I wanted, so I guess Iím the dumbass for letting this happen too. I donít have time to play fuckin games, I am a grown ass fuckin adult. If you canít act li
Not Quite Sure How To Sort It All Out
I sit here and think about him. No matter what time, day or night, he is right there in the front of my mind. Its like no matter what I do, I am fucked. He invades every corner and creavice of my brain, and no matter how hard I try to think of something else, it always tangents back to him. I could be thinking of flowers, and Ill start thinking how girls get flowers on Valentine's Day, and then Ill start thinking of our VDay plans. Its unexplainable how he invaded my mind. Now I am wondering about how faithful he has been or will be in the future. I am not sure if this is because of the things I have seen and heard with my own eyes and ears, or if this is just me thinking that this is naturally how my relationships are supposed to go. Like Dane Cooks says, I usually end up having relationshits. LOL I am just so confues and for once I want to know that I am doing the right thing and be happy with it. I am sick of worrying about menial shit and not ever being able to just focus on my
Not Quite Needy...
I'll never ask much of you I'll never expect more than I can give I'll always give more... † Read to me Play me songs that remind you of me Talk with me Listen Hold me whenever you can Keep honesty in your pocket And faithfulness on your sleeve Try new things with me See the world with me Kiss me Kiss me more Adore me endlessly Inspire me Let me be myself always And love me for all it entails Share your dreams, your desires and your fears with me Take my breath away with a look or a word every day Cherish me Treat me as your equal Find beauty in the mundane with me Tell me of all you find amazing about me Daydream of me Cradle my heart carefully Never stop being the man you are to me right now... † I know what I deserve I know my worth And I see the same in you † I'll be the same for you † Always... † Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine
Not Really Back Yet, But Since I Noticed
that this site now has blogs, I thought I'd cheer. Still gone for a week-and (until next Tuesday) though. (Might well, probably post a more substantial blog in the next few days; just that it's midnight now.) Eric
Not Really A Joke But Very Amusing!
Here are a few things to think about that you probably have never thought about; -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Can you cry under water? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. . but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why does a round pizza come in a square box? -----
Not Real!!!
dear mom dear dad, the time has come. i'm being called HOME, something i can't ignore... not anymore. when i go, when you'v found me, lifeless and cold, give me a helena dress and a funeral, timeless and old. i tried, u must understand, to be the best i could... i fought life but i lost i did wat i would... tell them warn them against wat i'v done tell the ones who care i loved them from day one. tell my sister she can have my room. tell my friends not to blame themselves for my doom. tell the kids at school the news they wont care they just want their drugs and booze. plz dont hate me i didnt mean to cause you pain i'm so sorry i wasnt sane...
Not Ready To Make Nice
Forgive, sounds good. Forget, I'm not sure I could. They say time heals everything, But I'm still waiting I'm through, with doubt, There's nothing left for me to figure out, I've paid a price, and i'll keep paying I'm not ready to make nice, I'm not ready to back down, I'm still mad as hell And I don't have time To go round and round and round It's too late to make it right I probably wouldn't if I could Cause I'm mad as hell Can't bring myself to do what it is You think I should I know you said Why can't you just get over it, It turned my whole world around and i kind of like it I made by bed, and I sleep like a baby, With no regrets and I don't mind saying, It's a sad sad story That a mother will teach her daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger. And how in the world Can the words that I said Send somebody so over the edge That they'd write me a letter Saying that I better shut up and sing Or my life will be over I'm not ready to m
No Tricks Or Treats
Not that I expected anything. When sex is limited to a ten minute window on Saturday morning, Tuesday @ 9 P.M. is out of the question. My "bed has ceased to be a playground. Now it is just where I go when I am tired." I think that is from "Their eyes were watching God" That sums up my sex life right now. P.S. We missed the window this week. And I don't get roll over minutes.
Not Ready To Make Nice
Not Ready to make nice. Dixie Chicks Forgive Sounds Good Forget I'm not sure I could They say time heals everything but I'm still waiting I'm through with doubt there's nothing left for me to figure out I've paid a price and I'll keep paying I'm not ready to make nice I'm not ready to back down I'm still mad as hell and I don't have time to go round and round and round Its too late to make it right I probably wouldn't if I could cause I'm mad as hell cant bring myself to do what it is you think I should I know You said Can't you just get over it It turned my whole world around and I kinda like it made my bed and I sleep like a baby with no regrets and I dont mind saying its a sad sad story when a mother will teach her daughter that she oughta hate a perfect stranger and how in the world can the words that I said stick to somebody so over the edge that they write me a letter saying that I better shut up and sing or my life will be o
Not Really The Daily Blog.
♥Just kinda needed to say some stuff ♥ My mom just called crying again. Shes done that 3 times tonight. God i wish i knew what to say to her. The doctors told her today there really isnt much they can do for her. So shes got two choices, she can stick it out there and die. Or come home and die. Pretty much. And what sucks is. Thats pretty much what they meant. I may be 19 years old. But im not stupid. They talk to me like i am. But im not. Im the one helping her, and whos been there. I miss her. I wish shed come home. Everythings so wierd here without her. I havent slept more than like 5-6 hours in 3 days. I was sleeping a little earlier. But got woken up. So now im up. I think im gonna take a bath and just sort out the thoughts in my head. It was real windy today but i still went for 6 walks. Fun isnt it. I wish i could make it all go away. Out of both my parents, i never thought my mom would be the one going threw hell, she doesnt deserve it. Shes not a bad person
Not Realliy A Poem More A Satement
I hate him with every thying in me..3 years ending with lies opon lie..he ad a whole second life I didn't know about and probly already as some one else...I swear I wish karma would be swift and squash him into the dirt ..married in my heart to some one who would stabb me in the back and wreck our happy home out of selfishness. such a freaking lier and I hope to god you women know who and what he is and stay away from him he left his 2 year old lil girl in emotional peices just cause I would't willingly let him fuck arround.
Not Remotely Art Related...
Manda -- [noun]:A person of questionable sanity who starts their own cult 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at Now normally I would at this point whine because I got the same one as Matt, and damnit I want my OWN not someone else's... But that's way to fucking cool :) And way to fucking likely.
Not Really Sure Why I Am On Here Are You?
I came by this site via porn star Bella donna and she rants and raves about it all the time. I am on Myspace as well, you probably are as well. I guess this is a game where the more points you get win you a prize but I am not sure about that maybe someone could answer that for me. I think my page isnt very entertaining not like my Myspace page thats awesome. I will try and make this page just as good if I can. On my profile it says I am from the good old U.S but its the UK really and I just forgot to change it. So what do we do on here and how much fun can we have? Take it easy, bye.
Not Really
So today was a pretty exciting day for me... i got to go the court house and file for a Divorce after beeing married for almost five years.... yeah i know how fun.... well he is getting served his papers tonight and i am really nervious to how he is going to respond to it.... so wish me luck that it will go good....
Not Ready To Make Nice ~ Dixie Chicks
Forgive, sounds good. Forget, I'm not sure I could. They say time heals everything, But I'm still waiting I'm through, with doubt, There's nothing left for me to figure out, I've paid a price, and i'll keep paying I'm not ready to make nice, I'm not ready to back down, I'm still mad as hell And I don't have time To go round and round and round It's too late to make it right I probably wouldn't if I could Cause I'm mad as hell Can't bring myself to do what it is You think I should I know you said Why can't you just get over it, It turned my whole world around and i kind of like it I made by bed, and I sleep like a baby, With no regrets and I don't mind saying, It's a sad sad story That a mother will teach her daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger. And how in the world Can the words that I said Send somebody so over the edge That they'd write me a letter Saying that I better shut up and sing Or my life will be over I'm not ready to m
Not Ready To Make Nice
"Not Ready To Make Nice" Forgive, sounds good Forget, Iím not sure I could They say time heals everything But Iím still waiting Iím through with doubt Thereís nothing left for me to figure out Iíve paid a price And Iíll keep paying Iím not ready to make nice Iím not ready to back down Iím still mad as hell and I donít have time to go round and round and round Itís too late to make it right I probably wouldnít if I could ĎCause Iím mad as hell Canít bring myself to do what it is you think I should I know you said Canít you just get over it It turned my whole world around And I kind of like it I made my bed and I sleep like a baby With no regrets and I donít mind sayiní Itís a sad sad story when a mother will teach her Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger And how in the world can the words that I said Send somebody so over the edge That theyíd write me a letter Sayiní that I better shut up and sing Or my life will be over Iím not re
Buried at
Not Round
Just wanted to let all of my friends know that I haven't been on much lately. Had a lot going on and haven't had much computer time. I pop in here and there to see what everyone has been doing but won't have time to be on much so hope you don't forget me or think I'm being stuck up or don't care. Hugs to you all.
Not Really A Poem But..
lets play::tonight we shall play a game of wits and challenge, for you seem to think you have the knowledge of death we will play with your life. you think you know whats gonna happen to you, die at an old age and with a family and kids. the thing you didnt think of was the outcome of pushing my tonight we shall play a game of life and death, and this my friend, i shall play for keeps.
Not Ready To Make Nice
Sometimes, How I feel...... Not ready to make nice... Forgive, sounds good Forget, I'm not sure I could They say time heals everything But I'm still waiting I'm through with doubt There's nothing left for me to figure out I've paid a price And I'll keep paying I'm not ready to make nice I'm not ready to back down I'm still mad as hell and I don't have time to go round and round and round It's too late to make it right I probably wouldn't if I could 'Cause I'm mad as hell Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should I know you said Can't you just get over it It turned my whole world around And I kind of like it I made my bed and I sleep like a baby With no regrets and I don't mind sayin' It's a sad sad story when a mother will teach her Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger And how in the world can the words that I said Send somebody so over the edge That they'd write me a letter Sayin' that I better shut up and sing Or m
No Truer Words.
I can tell your lying. Lies. This deck is stacked with lies, but no one knows the difference. You see We all walk on a string If I bounce you bounce too, Bounce three bounce, Bounce four bounce, Five. It's all connected.
Not Really How It Appears
->Suicide lo...: LMFAO...go back and read it from the beginning..oh my god!lmfao Suicide lo...: Well go ahead, take the convo too...why stop at tracks? lol ->Suicide lo...: i'm gonna have to paste this convo on my note pad ->Suicide lo...: oh shit....that was too much! Suicide lo...: hell yeah. ->Suicide lo...: LMFAO really!! ->Suicide lo...: lol Suicide lo...: lol well rip my tracks anytime you want, just be gentle, Im not really into anything rough. ->Suicide lo...: being a service to me...lmfao Suicide lo...: Why thank you. And stop what? lol ->Suicide lo...: good music ->Suicide lo...: stop Suicide lo...: lol Its perfectly ok! I am glad I could be of service to you lol. ->Suicide lo...: I ripped the shit outta your that okay? (I hope!)
Not Really A Musical View...
So Kurt Cobain is my current idol (what an idol to pick, right?). As I'm starting the playlist on this grunge CD and listening to my "Heart Shaped Box" and stuff...the man had a way with words. I wish I had half the talent the man had in painting a picture. Now, I know nothing about the man's life except for what's in the news (I have to admit I've been a half-ass Nirvana fan), and I was also 10 when the man died...I remember being in high school and seeing the guys around me emanate him...everything from the way he looked to the way he held his guitar and the way he kept his hair. At the time I was like, "Whatever, fucking losers...get your own damn style, the man's dead!" And while I still don't agree with people who sell their individuality to look or act like someone else, I think a lot of those guys were before their time. I find it increasingly more interesting how we lose our prejudices with age. Most people are more artistic than we give them credit for when we judge t
*takes a deep breath* ok fuckshits. close your effin window. its not necessary for the entire neighborhood to hear your drunken conversations just because you have absolultely zero couth. i hate you. i hope you die. if i had a time machine i'd go back in time and kill your grandmother just to make 100% sure you would never exist. screw the reprecussions. on another note completely. people who rate stashes without actually watching the material...and yes...i do know who you are...cuz im smarter than you...should go set themselves on fire so i can rate it a *thumbs down* for not happening sooner. and another completely different note. its my blog i can bounce around if want. keep up or get out. while the rain is absolutely fabulous...listening to rainy day music and talking with my children has made me come to this conclusion that while *cough* other close personal people might have realised it...i for myself had not. i've got a friend wrapped up almost to the point o
Not Really A Poem.
I stare into the void called reality, thinking of her. Many other women run through my mind, but she stands out. I don't know why. Feelings of anxiety and depression come over me, because I never know what to do. To tell her or not. Sometimes I like to sit, hold it in, and let the feelings gnaw at my empty stomach. Sometimes I would rather surprise her with a passionate kiss. Three and a half months I've known her, but for the last few weeks, I've wanted to embrace her for walking into my life. But I couldn't tell her how I feel. The words would sound awkward coming out of my mouth. I'm not exactly a very smooth talker. I'm a klutz and a screw-up. Actually, I'm not a klutz, but it felt good to write it down. However, I do have my good moments. Like it says in my profile, I'm an awkward soul. How can anybody like an awkward soul?
Not Ready To Make Nice
Forgive, sounds good Forget, Iím not sure I could They say time heals everything But Iím still waiting Iím through with doubt Thereís nothing left for me to figure out Iíve paid a price And Iíll keep paying Iím not ready to make nice Iím not ready to back down Iím still mad as hell and I donít have time to go round and round and round Itís too late to make it right I probably wouldnít if I could ĎCause Iím mad as hell Canít bring myself to do what it is you think I should I know you said Canít you just get over it It turned my whole world around And I kind of like it I made my bed and I sleep like a baby With no regrets and I donít mind sayiní Itís a sad sad story when a mother will teach her Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger And how in the world can the words that I said Send somebody so over the edge That theyíd write me a letter Sayiní that I better shut up and sing Or my life will be over Iím not ready to make nice Iím not re
Not Ready For Goodbye (comment Please)
Funny how these street lights, Shining on a wet street, Make me think of you in candle light, I still hear your voice in everything, And you're no where in sight, Think I'm losing my mind, Yeah, nothings the same, since you're not here, try'na find me all over again, Its just so hard, thinking of the little things, people always asking how you've been, Chorus: My heart, just aint ready for goodbye, Theres just too much, Burning inside, But I know, You need some time, I'm here praying, you'll change your mind, Its a long road, To walk alone, I wish you were here, Every step I take, I feel I'm going the wrong way, I'm blinded by theses tears, I'm so confused right sometimes, Why we said goodbye, Was it really too much to overcome, Cause every day, you're away, I'm more certain you're the one. Chorus
Not Really Here...
Can't express all this pain inside Wondering to myself at times If it would be better for all If I was dead and gone. After all I'm only here In the purely physical sense Mind heart and soul Having deserted me Years and years ago. © Andi 2007
Not Really A Tribute But It Needs To Be Stopped
Not Responding
What are friends if they come on the site to chat, you give them a answer.You give them another shout maybe half an hour later....still no answer.You give them a third shout.....still no answer but yet they say you are there friend.Every friend that I have here on ct if I didn't say hi to them at least once a day when I come on I don't feel good,to me it looks like I didn't care to chat with them.Well that is what is happening to me now.I'm fed up with friends who say that they are my friends just for the trip of it.
No Truer Words
I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change,That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that, that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. The same goes for true love. I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.That it has taken me a long time to become the person I want to be. that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. That you can keep going long after you can't. That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.That either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the
Not Really
It's Raining Cats and Dogs oh yeah it is.... It's Snowing outside....well Not Really Hurricanes are forming in the blink of an eye Blue cheese dressing and tator tots oh no that's yucky...eww spicy treats and choclate bunnies mmm Tasty...well not really Hambones and Turkey Legs...mmmm Not Really Roses and carnations aww so pretty.... I love whipped cream and cherries...mmmmm That is so Hot!!! Even better Peaches and Cream!!!!! .................................. Written by Thick and Juicy:)
Not Ready To Make Nice (by Dixie Chicks
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Not Really A Rant But....
I was having a "discussion" with someone about single parenting.. Now I am a single parent. My son is 13.. I raised him on my own with no help from his father. I worked full time.. 2 jobs at one point.. even had one job where I was able to take him with me to work.. came home, cleaned, fed him.. etc.. Now, this person I was discussing things with, seemed to think that single parents dont have it near as hard as they say. With child support they are "living the life" so they think. I was like HELLO!!! I am court ordered to recieve 157 dollars a month in child support. I might see 50 of it.. if I am lucky. Enforcing that order gets me the "you should be happy with that, its not what he owes or what he's supposed to pay, or even on time, but at least you get it". Now, yes.. single parents make that choice for thier children, I would hope its for their kids... they choose to raise their children, not pawn them off on others.. they work, they come home to put in another 5 or 6 h
Not Really Sure Why?
How can you be so happy and with one word somebody can make you cry....It hurts...I know...I also know that I have done it to somebody that I care about very very much...and i am really sorry...I hope he will forgive me......why are people so stubborn..not understanding anything that you are talking about and they take things for granted.....people take LOVE for granted...and at time love seems so over rated but in the same time loving somebody..having the butterflies in your stomach...the wait until you see that person again, to feel them against your body when you get that hug or that slow kiss...Amazing feeling....but what about TRUST....How do you trust somebody? do you learn to trust somebody?....does it have to be something that the other person is doing?...or you just learn to trust because you know thats the right thing to do?.....or the other one...FAITH...haw many people have lost faith...dont know...I know that without Love life is pointless and even though is hard to
Not Real Life, Just The Net
You know, I don't take Fubar serious. It is the net. People on the net usually pretend to be something they are not because they can get by with it, for at least a little while. I know a lot of people on here unfortunately do take it serious and I can see how it is easy to get wrapped up in it. I just really don't like the meanness on here and people telling other people to get a life and how ugly or fat someone is. There was a 18 year old boy that was mean to my picture and even when I was nice to him and gave him a 10, instead of the 1 he gave me, he came in and gave me another one and told me "it is the net, get over yourself, this isn't real". Um, ok. I never did say it was jackass and in real life, I wouldn't give you the time of day either. So for now on, when people give me a 1 just to be spiteful, I will just block them right away and not rate them at all. They are the ones that don't have a life. I only go in to the mums that my friends write. Only to vo
Not Ready To Make Nice
"Not Ready To Make Nice" Forgive, sounds good Forget, Iím not sure I could They say time heals everything But Iím still waiting Iím through with doubt Thereís nothing left for me to figure out Iíve paid a price And Iíll keep paying Iím not ready to make nice Iím not ready to back down Iím still mad as hell and I donít have time to go round and round and round Itís too late to make it right I probably wouldnít if I could ĎCause Iím mad as hell Canít bring myself to do what it is you think I should I know you said Canít you just get over it It turned my whole world around And I kind of like it I made my bed and I sleep like a baby With no regrets and I donít mind sayiní Itís a sad sad story when a mother will teach her Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger And how in the world can the words that I said Send somebody so over the edge That theyíd write me a letter Sayiní that I better shut up and sing Or my life will be over Iím not re
Not Ready
The end is nearing, almost time to say goodbye. I'M NOT READY!! I know you are ready, your fight has been long, and oh so hard and filled with pain. You are ready for the peace that comes. So selfish of me, to want you to stay. It hurts. How can i say goodbye, and be happy for you? The tears come again, like they will never stop. All i can say is.... safe journey, till I see you again. written 7-09-05 MFP for my uncle Ted when we found out he didnt have long left
Not Real Enough ?
im gonna love you till the day that i die till the last star falls from the sky. ill be behind you every step of the way even if i drop dead today. i see your face and hear your voice in my sleep wake up with tears on my sheets. im gonna love you till the end of time till i turn to ashe's in the warm sunshine
Not Ready To Make Nice- Dixie Chicks
Forgive, sounds good Forget, Iím not sure I could They say time heals everything But Iím still waiting Iím through with doubt Thereís nothing left for me to figure out Iíve paid a price And Iíll keep paying Iím not ready to make nice Iím not ready to back down Iím still mad as hell and I donít have time to go round and round and round Itís too late to make it right I probably wouldnít if I could ĎCause Iím mad as hell Canít bring myself to do what it is you think I should I know you said Canít you just get over it It turned my whole world around And I kind of like it I made my bed and I sleep like a baby With no regrets and I donít mind sayiní Itís a sad sad story when a mother will teach her Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger And how in the world can the words that I said Send somebody so over the edge That theyíd write me a letter Sayiní that I better shut up and sing Or my life will be over Iím not ready to make nice Iím not re
Not Responding Wtffffff
OK i am tryin to save my pics so i can delete my account and i am getting nothing but NOT they do that to prolong u from leaving the damn site????......anyways anyone that does want my contact info before i am gone can msg me and ask for it other then that it won't b long b4 i am off of to ya all when i come back on to save the rest of my pics
Not Real...some Old Stuff...unfinished
not real....some old shit u dont sorry but its just not possible... u must be a myth like the lochness monster or something ur not plausible... how could u, im not sure if u did that i would even acknowledge ur presence... ur beyond my imagination like heaven and u keep me second guessin'... myself and what i believe or what is possible to perceive... my self worth or value of the breath i take as the co2 starts to leave... its true i cant see gasses either but at least they have a presence in this world... they even help with mollusks to create gems and impearl... i've never seen or imagined u in a dream plus i know things aren't always what they seem... ur too good to be true, fuck i cant deserve u, i mean ur too good to be in my dream??? maybe my imagination is gone and i cant even imagine stuff that exists.... trying to figure that out alone is reason enough not to slit my wrists.... not even the best reason but a reason none th
Not Ready To Make Nice Lyrics
Not Ready To Make Nice Forgive, sounds good Forget, Iím not sure I could They say time heals everything But Iím still waiting Iím through with doubt Thereís nothing left for me to figure out Iíve paid a price And Iíll keep paying Iím not ready to make nice Iím not ready to back down Iím still mad as hell and I donít have time to go round and round and round Itís too late to make it right I probably wouldnít if I could ĎCause Iím mad as hell Canít bring myself to do what it is you think I should I know you said Canít you just get over it It turned my whole world around And I kind of like it I made my bed and I sleep like a baby With no regrets and I donít mind sayiní Itís a sad sad story when a mother will teach her Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger And how in the world can the words that I said Send somebody so over the edge That theyíd write me a letter Sayiní that I better shut up and sing Or my life will be over Iím not rea
Not Returning The Love
I would like to say I am sorry for not returning the love to those who have been nice to me by rating me these past few weeks. I have been under the weather and in a lot of pain so I have not been on as much, but i will have a full weekend off coming up and i will do my best to at least leave some comments and rates to all those on my friends and family list as well as my fans lists.. I hope everyone has a great week and I hope to chat with everyone soon
Not Ready To Make Nice--goes Out To All You Who Have Hurt Me
Forgive, sounds good. Forget, I'm not sure I could. They say time heals everything, But I'm still waiting I'm through, with doubt, There's nothing left for me to figure out, I've paid a price, and i'll keep paying I'm not ready to make nice, I'm not ready to back down, I'm still mad as hell And I don't have time To go round and round and round It's too late to make it right I probably wouldn't if I could Cause I'm mad as hell Can't bring myself to do what it is You think I should I know you said Why can't you just get over it, It turned my whole world around and i kind of like it I made by bed, and I sleep like a baby, With no regrets and I don't mind saying, It's a sad sad story That a mother will teach her daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger. And how in the world Can the words that I said Send somebody so over the edge That they'd write me a letter Saying that I better shut up and sing Or my life will be over I'm not ready to m
Not Returning The Favor.....
I am fairly new here to fubar. Been here less than a week.....FOr the most part, I love it thing that REALLY gets me tho, are the people who say R/A/F me and I'll return the favor...then they never do. WTF is up with that?!!?!?I have tried to show every one love to me that has done it to me and I have also shown LOTS of love that hasnt been returned.......Sorry for rambling and complaining about what shouldn't really just seems that if someone puts that the WILL return the love that they SHOULD do it.....but to ALL OF YOU who have hit me up with love, keep it comin and ill keep returnin it...and to all of u who promised and didnt deliver, suck it.
Not Really My Thoughts But There Funny :)
10 Thoughts For 2008 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day, teach a person to use the internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky . Not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to Criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200.00 and a substantial tax cut saves you $30.00? Number 2 In the 60's, people took acid to mak
Not Recieving Fubar Mail
I heard (and keep hearing) the sound but there is nothing on My Bar Tab OR in the inbox, so if you sent me something..."I did not recieve it!" What Is Going On here FUBAR? Please Advise.
Not Really
ok so its been a rough week (and the first person who makes fun of my spelling is getting a boot). Me and my girlfriend are having a few problems right now. So this is a what the hell. Do you ever have a week were you feel like your dogma ate your karma. well thats my week. to top all that i think someone ran over my dogma too. We've been up some nights trying to figure out what we want to do. Stay together or go our seperate ways. Ya i know I should just get going and who cares what happends to me. Thats been the story of my life. When i got hurt as a kid or after i grew up no one really paid much mind to me. Now i face once again being alone and ya some part of me likes the idea but a much larger part does not. No I will not tell her any of this I just let her make up her own mind. Ah hell like anyones going to read this.
Not Ready Yet
Theres a world outside And I know cause I've heard talk In my sweetest dream I would go out for a walk But I don't think I'm ready yet I'm not feeling up to it now Just not that steady yet And I don't need you telling me how There's some happiness And my stone face cracks again Maybe sometime sooner or later But I don't think I'm ready yet I'm not feeling up to it now Just not that steady yet And I don't need you telling me how So if I leave my room Don't you tell me to lighten up Maybe sometime sooner or later But I don't think I'm ready yet I'm not feeling up to it now Just not that steady yet And I don't need you telling me how - Eels
No True Love
No true love for me, just not meant to be, no ones heart is burning bright, no prince charming not tonight. Its not in the cards, not for me, love, something the tarot cant even see. Its not in the stars alignment, not even flowing in the words I write. There is no knight on a white horse, that is REALLY just a fairytale of course. Thank God that I am not longer disillusioned, no longer open to love, its just an intrusion. Not thinking anymore, that MY man is going to walk through the door, the man to make my house a home, and to cure me of being all alone. For love is just a lie, and I can say that, cause I gave it a fair try. Love will set your soul a flame, when you seek love, it is YOU, another causality it claims. (c)MadCurves
Not Ready To Die
Laying here I feel So alone Memories come Then they are gone Chest hurting So much pain I hear the pounding Of the rain I am not ready To die Lord, hear my Humble cry Theres so much I haven't done I want to live To touch the sun I want to feel My childrens kiss So many things I will miss To soon I feel My end is near I try to wipe Away a tear Hearts left broken I need to mend Letters written I need to send Theres "I love you's" I need to say All these I put off For another day Thinking time Was all I had Oh God, it hurts So bad I can't breath Tightness smothering me Is this to be My destiny So many words Left unsaid Too late to say Them when I'm dead Simple things I didn't understand That time is not Promised to any man That in and instant We can be gone That hour of death Is never known How I will miss Dew on the rose Walking barefoot Sand between my toes A hot cup of coffee A butterflys flight The moonlight glow
Not Real!
well i think anything is real may be a lil daydreaming but yeah i think that u can have a conection with some one on fubar or chatting but fubar love or real love its no real!
Not Ready Yet
Theres a world outside And I know cause Ive heard talk In my sweetest dream I would go out for a walk But I dont think Im ready yet Im not feeling up to it now Just not that steady yet And I dont need you telling me how Theres some happiness And my stone face cracks again Maybe sometime sooner or later But I dont think Im ready yet Im not feeling up to it now Just not that steady yet And I dont need you telling me how So if I leave my room Dont you tell me to lighten up Maybe sometime sooner or later But I dont think Im ready yet Im not feeling up to it now Just not that steady yet And I dont need you telling me how - Eels
Not Real
Not Real ---------------- You and I can occupy The same space and same time But togetherness is still an illusion The real distance is in our minds And our hearts arenít far behind Each passing day just leads to more confusion But it doesnít matter Iím not real And Iím not allowed to feel Donít you dig too deep Youíll ruin everything I can talk & talk But not say a word It doesnít matter what you heard ĎCause itís obvious that youíre not listening So letís just smile Crack some jokes Share a drink, a couple smokes It donít mean nothiní but the nothiní that it is I wonít allow, I wonít pretend That weíre anything but friends The kind of friends who keep it strictly biz I wonít confide in you I wonít expect you to Be anything that I might really need No expectations of Amazing, perfect love Here we are, just us, Ďas isí, no guarantees Now Iím not real, donít even care That you seem so unaware That itís you who made me something less t
Not Really Clear.
My friend was on here once,(went by Calient1..LOL.) and told me that this site was fun, and a little addicting. I see what he means, but to some disappointment, I thought I would meet more people in my area. I enjoy talking to the people here, but I wonder what is the real point of this site. Some of the people here act like this is High-school all over again, and others really enjoy just talking to people, but I'm starting to not like how odd some people can be here. Some are quick to build a friends list, but never contact you at random. You can drop them a line one day, but the next time they don't respond. I try to make it a point to go to friends pages and be a little social. My boy said he used to get a lot of friend request and talk to a lot of people online. He said that he even talked to some people on Yahoo IM and even over the phone. I guess I haven't been here long enough to get that kind of love. What does it take?
Not Really A Blog, .. So Enjoy!!
This really isn't a blog. Just something to make you laugh (I hope!). Instructions for Women: 1. Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according to color. Walk to bathroom wearing a long robe. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. 2. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror, make mental note to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts, etc. 3. Prepare your loofah, face cloth, pumice stone and all your products. 4. Get in the shower. 5. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. 6. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner. 7. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. 8. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. 9. Rinse conditioner off hair. 10. Turn off shower. 11. Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower. Spray mold spots with Tilex. 12. Get out of shower. 13
Not Real
i want to scream... but no sound would be heard this is fake not real life none of you would know if i cried myself to sleep at night none of you would know if i was hurting inside cause its fake nothing on here is real no one would truly care if i was to disappear no one would take notice cause nothing is real not on here no one would be able to see the pain in my eyes no one would be able to realize the hurt that i feel inside no one can see me the real me cause nothing is real
Not Right.
Something's not right here these days and I really can't put my finger on it. I can smell a whole lot of shady going on though that much I do know, what it will take to get to the bottom of it well, that remains to be seen...thanks to everyone who's sent info...I do appreciate it, it will be out there once I put it together...and ya'll know I always do :D....peace
Not Really The Same
Getting used to something then having it taken away. You feel like a kid at the candy store. The clerk giving you that candy bar. Then ripping it out of your hands, and telling you can't have it. That is what I got myself into. I got used to something and now it is gone. I used the analogy that I spoiled myself. A few weeks away from our vacation. But one thing is clear I learned from my past mistakes. I will just sit here and take the loneliness and shear boredom and twiddle my thumbs and wait for what I am missing. Right now the main thing I wonder why I wasted money for my new black berry. It will never get used going this way. Just something else that will sit in my room and collect dust. Like everything else that I own. Hoping to find something to make the time go quicker so I can get the hell out of here. At this point i just want to just leave my stuff and leave and just start over with absolutely nothing. Maybe that would be good enough. I have always lived with the fear th
No Trespassing...
The end of me starts today I'm standing on the edge Think I may walk further The enemy of me is who I see I've been staring too long into nothing Looking for meaning in the pieces Looking at life with poisoned rationallity Toast to the fire Burn me to ashes so that the phoenix may rise Cry for what was No tears left for what wiil be Truth be told, I won't be missed I see so much pain Hang me from your tree Make my bed of a barbed wire fence Tis such a waste to be Trespass not inside my mind You will fall here...
Not Reconciled That The Square Root Of Soon Is Never
Past the first three words of today’s title, that line’s from last night’s new episode of “Phineas and Ferb” on the Disney Channel, one of my kids’ favorite shows (and their parent’s too, I laugh).† I liked it when I heard it, go figure … this morning at church we not only had our men’s group Breakfast with the Boys meet and eat but also fed the church ladies helping out with today’s rummage and bake sale.† Pastor Gerald who’s normally leading the devotion was away with some family matters, and I got to present the devotion I’d read in my quiet time this morning, one of fifty in John Piper’s “The Passion of Jesus Christ” (ISBN 1581346085) about a reason Jesus suffered and died on the cross.† Today’s – there’s fifty of them, so I’m reading one a day from Easter to Pentecost – was that Christ suffered and died to reconcile us to God.† My big problem with the text I re
Notre Dame - Lets Go Fishing
Creed - With Arms Wide Open I feel bad for the people that decided to protest President Obama as a speaker for commencment at Notre Dame and miss the ceremony designed to celebrate their hard work - and miss the words of wisdom offered. Why... 1.†It was†a perfect example of the REAL LIFE those educated young people will be faced with as they make their way into the world. Some of them will obtain jobs that will not be reflective of their religious beliefs. Some will work for people that are the opposite of the epitome of the virtues they hold in their heart - while their mind tells them that the dream they chase of success in their field demands that they learn how to deal with people of very diverse ideologies, cultures, and religious views. 2. Life often holds up the option of COMPROMISE, far more easily than a WIN, and if not embraced the next step is a LOSS. These insulated, book enthralled, professor fed tenure factoids, will soon discover that LIFE is a more free-for-all ballg
No True Love
No true love for me,just not meant to be,no ones heart is burning bright,no prince charming not tonight.Its not in the cards, not for me,love, something the tarot cant even see.Its not in the stars alignment,not even flowing in the words I write.There is no knight on a white horse,that is REALLY just a fairytale of course.Thank God that I am not longer disillusioned,no longer open to love, its just an intrusion.Not thinking anymore,that MY man is going to walk through the door,the man to make my house a home,and to cure me of being all alone.For love is just a lie,and I can say that, cause I gave it a fair try.Love will set your soul a flame,when you seek love, it is YOU, another causality it claims.(c)MadCurves
Not Really A Rant :o
So I was at work yesterday (well last night) and a girl I work with came up to ask how old I was. When I told her she was shocked. I was like yeah I know Im old, but she couldnt get over that I looked so much younger then I was, in her opinion atleast. I think it might have to do with my voice as well though, Im constantly getting mistaken for my step daughter on the phone and even my husbands old work used to ask to speak to my "dad" when they called and i answered. Just felt like sharing that, now off to get ready for the day.
No Tru Friends
people r fuking shady ass bitch† im really beleve only friends that r tru is one that was around before all the shit that bring FAKE ASS BITCHES AROUND†
Not Real
No Trouble
No trouble, If u wanna look hot. No trouble Getting what you want, no trouble Seducing with your mind, no trouble Do i look like trouble, in your room last night, Do i look like double, blindfolding your sight. Do u smell my desire and burning lust, smells like you in lingerie, hand cuffed. Do i slide like trouble in between your sheets ? . .??? Do you feel your wet heat and my hand meet. Do i feel like trouble, entering finger street. .? Do i tease your troubles where juices meet. Do i spread your troubles out wide and hold. Or squeeze your troubles like lol. Jello molds. Do i look like trouble, that teases, ,,, That penetrates. Do i feel like trouble to you , in and out of your estate?
Not Ready
pink is not ready to leave her hole.
Not Ready To Lose Another Friend
he called to say he had another heart attack today ..† i didn't really know what to say† i was in shock i guess .. it all didnt seem real† †i didnt know how to feel† † He told he like we shoot get to shoot till like julyish ..† but i didnt really care much about that ..† i cared about him living to see another day ..† he cared about him having time to do things he wanted before he dies..† what a day i say .. i got some of my friends to pray ...† not just but fb too . it felt like it was at least something i could do ...† wishing him the best .. and keeping him in my prayers†
Not Right Now
I can not see throught my own eyes, when my heart has been touched with lies. The day does not have a dawning moment, when to the trash my heart has been sent. There is a certain time and place, I have seen when tears cascade down my face. † You can not see or even touch, me until I mean something of much. If we can never meet, I would miss, the tenderness of your touch and kiss. I may never know the trueness in joy, †trying and crying as a ragdoll toy. † Yet I still somehow know, that no matter how far I seem to go. What I am searching for is only you, if we were meant to be we will be true. Everytime we see eachother its like magic, we don't need a get well cuz we aren't sick. † I am just waiting for forever to arrive, and its okay, I know 'not right now' it gives me hope we will both be alive when we do meet, but not right now. †
Not Real Happy With This Place
Not Ready To Die - Avenged Sevenfold
Gone, cast away in timeEvil yours, now evil mineSo I robbed you blindThe voices in my head suggest a less than peaceful sideThe endless possibilitiesControlling 9-3-5.You can't break meCrush the fears of yesterdayYou can't save meBarriers of trust will fade.I've stood in the darkBeen waiting all this timeWhile we damn the dead I'm trying to surviveI'm not ready to dieDamned, watch the masses fallBurn it down, control 'em all(Help me) Make me crawlTo daddy's little girl I'll read the writings on the wallWhile cast into the nothingnessTheir final curtain callYou can't break meCrush the fears of yesterdayYou can't save me,Barriers of trust will fade.I've stood in the darkBeen waiting all this timeWhile we damn the dead I'm trying to survive,I'm not ready to die[Guitar solo]Through the madness we findLoyalty is no match for powerSay goodbye to your life,Left to rot in your darkest hourPrayers won't help you nowAs long as you're mine[Guitar solo]You can't break meCrush the fears of yesterda
Not Sure Just Felt Like Doint It
Running low, feeling alone, not knowing were to go. Paths are long roads dark where to turn what to take life is maybe a mistake. Take my own or a go on? who knows what goes on? my head a maze my heart a puzzle spread all over like a jigsaw puzzle forgotten and dusty. Leave me there or fix it up know one can get my heart a wall of bricks covered by steal I will no longer let it feel. turns cold never warm. My soul is lost I want to cry and yet I cannot shed a tear for the feeling is lost. My life long my time even longer but what is the answer know one can say. No place to feel good no doors unlocked I lost the key to my heart its gone for good and I wont give it out. So if ya think you got it you probally dont.
Not Sure....
Well it's safe to say that I'm in the midst of depression. I wish I could pin point one specific reason. Maybe it's because my daughter tells me she hates me because of recent events, maybe it's because one of my best friends is mad at me or maybe it's because I feel I have no chance to make up my mistakes with someone. I wish that my daughter didn't feel that way. Like it's all my fault and that she is losing her daddy because of me. That's not the case at all. I know AJ and I know that he cares about her and he wouldn't just leave her because things went wrong between us. One of my best friends recently turned her back on me when I needed her the most. She fought with AJ and my friends saying some horrible things and making up several lies. I don't know what I had done to her to deserve this. I feel like I can't make up for the mistakes that I had made with AJ. I wish I could. I would do anything or say anything to be able to turn back time to that one night where e
Not Seen Calum An Tribal 4 1 Week X X
It gets harder as the days go on, its about a week since i had my boy in my arm an gave my partner a hug. An dont know how long it will be till i can see them x x I get to see them both on web cam but its not the same x x Love them both so much and missing them so much x x
Not So Nice Horoscopes
SCORPIO (Oct.23 - Nov. 22) You are the worst of the lot. You are screwed in business and cannot be trusted. You shall achieve the pinnacle of success because of your total lack of ethics. You are the perfect son-of-a-bitch. Most Scorpios are murdered.
Not So Hot Day..
i may need iron injections.. how sad is that?
Not Sure
Well, this being my first blog here, not sure what to write about. Well, I am heading to Mobile, Alabama this weekend for some sort of fest type deal. I guess i am going down there with friends to have a good time and drink plenty of beer. I know i cant make up for lost time, but gosh darn it! I am gonna try!! With that being said, who is gonna meet me down there to PARTY!!!
Not Something I Should Be Saying Here
Well lets see I should be in bed right now because I have to be to work at 8 am,but I am not tired what I am about to do is take my hubby to bed and have some fun.I am going to give him some good ass sex and all the other good stuff to go with Now this is bad I should not be telling you all this stuff but oh well I just felt like putting up another blog and this is what came to mind.So I hope you all have an enjoyful night like I am about to.....
Not Something I Should Be Saying Here Part 2
Just to touch base with you all on the other nights blog.....It went really well we had a blast and hubby loved what I did for him! But the only thing was I did not go to bed till like 2:30 or 3:00 and I had to go to work the next morning at 8:00,when I got there I had a big surprise I had to decorate something like 30 cakes,I did not really want to do them but my boss is leaveing for 6 to 8 weeks and she said I need to do them more so when she is gone it wont be over weling to me.And I was saposed to leave work at 3:00 but I didnot get out of there till almost 4:00,so when I got home I was dead tired and did not feel like doing anything,So I took everyone out to dinner and came home and went to bed,not to sleep right away
Not Sure
i just wanted to say that I'm new here. People are very welcoming, Myspace not so much. Anyway just wanted to say hello to everyone out there and I hope to get comments from all of you. Rate me, or whatever....
6 Not So Interesting Things:p~
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I call Reeses Pieces "my medicine":o} I take them for all sorts of ailments! Makes me feel better anyway:P 2. I scratch when Im bored..bad habit! 3. I would soooo get freaky with Spongebob and Patrick lol ....Im j/p...or am I?? 4. Ive had a family member on the "Jerry Springer Show"..Thats says enough:P lol 5. My favorite thing in the world to do is play jokes on my Mother..she is soooooo gulible :^D 6. Toothpaste has many uses outside of the bathroom..thats all Im saying cause every single one of my family members has a LC account!..But Im sure most of you know that already...pervs lol :P Ive tagged... 1. bigling40
A Not So Much Thanks
so i'm quite aggitated this AM...well actually nothing much is new in that dept. so like when i first joined the whole LC thing, it seemed perty cool. nice people, don't have the lil kiddies like on shitspace. i don't get the 894531 requests from shitty bands. the way ya'll show love n all that stuff. but now i'm more like wtf?! i have how many people on my friends/family/fans lists and only a select few actually leave comments n love. i even posted a bulletin about wanted some help so i could level up...i shit you not only 1 person helped. people that post those "help me" bulletins...i go and post on all ya'lls stuff. but when i asked for it...nope none. 1 person i even said somethin about it to and still nothing. some people i have went and left comments to after adding them and stuff and ratin all their pics n shit, ya know tryin to be nice and friendly and help people with points....the only time they have been to my page is when they sent a request. i have me
Not Sure
Not sure if moving back to Ny was a good idea.I miss my best friend,but I feel so out of place... On a plus note I have really considered doing webmodeling,and I am so excited.Some people don't approve but I'm an adult and I'm doing something for me to feel sexy and wanted...whats wrong with being desired by many many men that love BBW's???
Not Sad I Promise
When you tell me everythingís alright I find the strength to carry on through the night Cause I love you girl And youíre my whole world You light my day with just a smile And it carries me on though miles Cause I love you girl And youíre my whole world Time passes way to fast For something that is meant to last And makes life new thatís what I found in you When you hold me fears melt away I feel love to last out my days Cause I love you girl And youíre my whole world You kiss me and I want you all through this night I want to show you every things alright Cause I love you girl And youíre my whole world Time passes way to fast For something that is meant to last And makes life new thatís what I found in you Your that one special thing in life You cut though my fears just like a knife Cause I love you girl And youíre my whole world An angel sent from heaven above And it no wonder that that I canít help but love Cause you love me girl And Iím
Not Sure How I Feel
I don't know if I'm pissed off or if I'm just worried. Scott was suppose to call me last night after work cuz he had to stay at a hotel because he moved out because him and his room mate got into a big fight. Well when he says he's gonna call he always does no matter the time (even tho 3-5am phone calls suck) and last night he never did. That's just not like him since he told me about a million times he'd call. I dunno I guess I'm just worried about him. I hate it when I feel like this. If he just didn't have a phone he's suppose to b at work at 9 so I know he'll call me from there like always well I hope anyways. Men drive me fuckin' nuts I tell ya.....but their lucky I like them so much ~winks~ lol
Not Saying It Would... But Could...lmao!!!!!
The doctor told a man that masturbating before sex, often helped men last longer during the act. The man decided, "What the heck, I'll try it." He spent the rest of the day thinking about where to do it. He couldn't do it in his office. He thought about the restroom, but that was too open. He considered an alley, but figured that was too unsafe. Finally, he realized his solution. On the way home from work,he pulled his truck over on the side of the highway. He got out and crawled underneath as if examining the truck. Satisfied with the privacy, he undid his pants and started to masturbate. He closed his eyes and thought of his lover. As he grew closer to orgasm, he felt a quick tug at his pant leg. Not wanting to lose his mental fantasy or the orgasm, he kept his eyes shut and replied, "What?" He heard, "This is the police. What in the hell are you doing?" The man replied, "I'm checking out the rear axle, it's busted." The cop says, "Well, you better check you
Not Sure What The Hell To Do.
Ok, I guess I'm an old fart but I remember when the first Adult Friend Finder came about. It was before the internet, I used to have to dial in and connect to the "AFF BBS" using a 2400 baud modem. In those days you just answered 100 questions about yourself, took an hour to upload a pic, and then you logged into a very primative chat room, which contained the 20 people that were simultaneously connected to the site. It took forever, but you had damned good chances of meeting someone because no one was willing to pay for long distance charges, everyone was local. So with this stuff I'm just a bit befuddled, not too sure what to do with this. Truth be told I'm hoping to find swinging partners, if tha will work with such an overpopulated cyber universe who knows. Anyway, drop me a line and say hi. I'm really friendly and only bite if you ask nicely. Drayno
Not Sleeping Well
Gonna try to go back to sleep again, wish me luck, lol. I am off tomorrow so i guess that is a good thing! Much LOVE, Heather
Not Sure I Understand
Come and hold my hand I wanna contact the living Not sure I understand This role I've been given I sit and talk to God And he just laughs at my plans My head speaks a language I don't understand I just want to feel real love Feel the home that I live in 'Cause I got too much life Running through my veins Going to waste I don't want to die But I ain't keen on living either Before I fall in love I'm preparing to leave her I scare myself to death That's why I keep on running Before I've arrived I can see myself coming I just want to feel real love Feel the home that I live in 'Cause I got too much life Running through my veins Going to waste And I need to feel real love And a life ever after I cannot give it up I just want to feel real love Feel the home that I live in I got too much love Running through my veins To go to waste I just wanna feel real love In a life ever after There's a hole in my soul Yo
Not Sure Wht To Title This
most of my friends here dont know i had a bout with cancer a yr ago . in dec it will be a yr since my throat was cut to remove my thyriod. there was a tumor. i hate the scar on my neck from the operation. while under i had to have a breathing tube put in under the insions so i have 2 scars on my neck thats why i hate pics of myself and pretty much why i never have anything good to say bout them.
Not Sure If I Like The Name Change
Just wanted to tell everyone i hate the name change preffered Lost Cherry lol but not much you can do about it lol do you guys like the changes going on here? still glitches goin on lol anyway cheers
Not Sure
Yesterday, I went to my mom's grave site with a dead cell phone, backpack full of pills and a 64 ounce soda. I was going to die. I took some pills, just enough to get me going. My prescription for courage. Then, a little later, I shit my pants and my family rolled up to my mom's grave site. I left them there, because I had shit my pants. So, yesterday's attempt to die ended horribly. It kind of makes me wonder. I went home, took 2 days worth of my medication and woke up this evening to a nudge by my husband asking me if I was still alive. Now, I am left with the question of 'to die' or 'not to die.' I really wanted to die at my mom's grave site, but I have a feeling she made me shit my pants and called my family in. So, she is out. Where in the world would be a good place to die. I have already tried my shrink's office. That almost worked, but they found out and called 911. I can't die at home. I have 2 kids there. That would be the most selfish thing I could ever do,
Not-so-epic Saga Of My Love Life
Those of you who have been following the latest intense development in my online love life ... well, it ended. We're spending some time apart. Which is healthy. It's not, like, a real breakup, after all, because it wasn't a real relationship to begin with. That said, I'm allowed a night to wallow, right? So, I'm wallowing. I'm sad. Sometimes even when you know the healthiest thing to do (which would have been, oh, walking away weeks ago), you just can't bring yourself to do it, and even if you do, you can't stop it hurting so much. So, in honor of wallowing, I give you snippets of my favorite breakup lyrics: Nina Gordon - The End of the World I wake up in the morning and I wonder Why everything is the same as it was. And I can't understand, No I can't understand Why life goes on the way it does. Why does my heart go on beating? Why do these eyes of mine cry? Don't they know it's the end of the world? It ended when we said goodbye. Kirsty MacColl - Tomorrow
Not Sure Who This Is Or What But ..
this ohio juggalo ..: look.....I've been off line for a long time cause here in ohio its rough for a real Lo.I'm on the run,got parole pricks and marshals on my ass,got to stay off the map.But I just got back on and I was readin your blog shits.....You n your dude inside got it bad like me,its fucked up how the world seams to be set up for REAL Clowns to fail !!! Me and my wife and my 4 kids are all Down and I hate to here about a Lo inside without shit, So if you IM me with his name and address and number or whatever I will need I will send him a few bucks. I'm broke as hell so it won't be much but maby it will get him some stamps and shit. I can't do more until he is free. But then I can most likely get you 2 a place to stay for a few weeks and him a job. I do now a cupple REAL Lo's who will help 2. Erica Wise: really? Erica Wise: what you said.. Erica Wise: Im not too sure he likes the fact that i wrote about him in my blog but i suppose i can give you the address.... is your ema
(not So)secret Points
ok, i keep on finding new ways to give & get points.... rate & comment stash is another way i have found to gain points.... there was another way... but i have forgotten, though i posted about it somewhere....
Not So Good News
Well, I had a doctor's appt. today, What I found out is something I had a clue about but not what I really wanted to hear. Here I am diabetic, of course it runs in my family. My Dad had it. He also, had to get insulin shots. Now so do I. My blood sugar level is very high. Those of you who know me, know that i'm the junk food junkie!! This is going to be tough. Funny thing is I'm liking the taste of diet pop which I used to hate. Now everything makes sense in why I feel the way I do. Its just getting it under control. The worse part for me is the shots in the stomach. Its not as bad as it seems but I still don't like it. What goes thru my mind when I found out, was great, first off I'm alone, I can't have kids, most of my close friends are gone or have their own lives to live, I'm too young to get this, (not really) but I'm going to grow old alone. I just don't like being alone, through this right now. My mother is driving me crazy (that's my mom, i love her) I'm so new
Not Safe For Work Policy
What is considered NSFW (Not Safe For Work)? A photo is deemed NSFW if it is: * Explicitly sexual in nature (suggestive) * Overtly tasteless * Slandering to any person or ethnicity In addition to the above criteria, if a photo is a primary photo, it will be flagged as NSFW if it also contains a suggestive body part without the memberís face in the photo. Accounts will be terminated for abusing the NSFW policy. This includes Bulletins, Comments, MUMMs, Cherry Stash entries and Blogs. We realize that we may not catch everything right away, and this is where the community can help us all out by flagging inappropriate content when they see it. Letís keep CherryTAP a fun and clean place to hangout!
Not Safe For Work - Vip Information!
What is considered NSFW (Not Safe For Work)? A photo is deemed NSFW if it is: * Explicitly sexual in nature (suggestive) * Overtly tasteless * Slandering to any person or ethnicity In addition to the above criteria, if a photo is a primary photo, it will be flagged as NSFW if it also contains a suggestive body part without the memberís face in the photo. Accounts will be terminated for abusing the adult content policy. This includes Bulletins, Comments, MUMMs, Cherry Stash entries and Blogs. We realize that we may not catch everything right away, and this is where the community can help us all out by flagging inappropriate content when they see it. Letís keep CherryTAP a fun and clean place to hangout! < as per Copy of Scrapper's blog information>
Not Safe For Work-vip Info
What is considered NSFW (Not Safe For Work)? A photo is deemed NSFW if it is: * Explicitly sexual in nature (suggestive) * Overtly tasteless * Slandering to any person or ethnicity In addition to the above criteria, if a photo is a primary photo, it will be flagged as NSFW if it also contains a suggestive body part without the memberís face in the photo. Accounts will be terminated for abusing the adult content policy. This includes Bulletins, Comments, MUMMs, Cherry Stash entries and Blogs. We realize that we may not catch everything right away, and this is where the community can help us all out by flagging inappropriate content when they see it. Letís keep CherryTAP a fun and clean place to hangout! < as per Copy of Scrapper's blog information>
Not Safe For Work
What is considered NSFW (Not Safe For Work)? A photo is deemed NSFW if it is: * Explicitly sexual in nature (suggestive) * Overtly tasteless * Slandering to any person or ethnicity *Images of your butt or chest that do NOT include a face *Drug related Images In addition to the above criteria, if a photo is a primary photo, it will be flagged as NSFW if it also contains a suggestive body part without the memberís face in the photo. Accounts will be terminated for abusing the adult content policy. This includes Bulletins, Comments, MUMMs, Cherry Stash entries and Blogs. We realize that we may not catch everything right away, and this is where the community can help us all out by flagging inappropriate content when they see it. Letís keep CherryTAP a fun and clean place to hangout! (from the desk of Scrapper)
Not Safe For Work - Vip Information!
What is considered NSFW (Not Safe For Work)? A photo is deemed NSFW if it is: * Explicitly sexual in nature (suggestive) * Overtly tasteless * Slandering to any person or ethnicity In addition to the above criteria, if a photo is a primary photo, it will be flagged as NSFW if it also contains a suggestive body part without the memberís face in the photo. Accounts will be terminated for abusing the adult content policy. This includes Bulletins, Comments, MUMMs, Cherry Stash entries and Blogs. We realize that we may not catch everything right away, and this is where the community can help us all out by flagging inappropriate content when they see it. Letís keep CherryTAP a fun and clean place to hangout! < as per Copy of Scrapper's blog information>
Not Stupid, Just New
Well, I'm pretty new at this still, but I think I'm starting to get the hang of it a little. It's weird - I'm a writer, yet unless I have something specific to talk about I usually have a hard time coming with stuff to write that is even remotely interesting. So I won't bore you all. I'll just cut this short until I run into something that makes me wanna go on a rant. By the way...does anyone know if there is a way to tell who has looked at your profile and stuff on MySpace? That is if anyone actually reads BLAZE
Not Something I Like To Do
Well the time has come i will be removing everyone from my friends and family list by Sunday anyone that would like to become my friend just hit the friend button a couple people have already re hit friend button and for this i am greatful trying to find the people that are real friends and not just a name and a screen Thanks Dave
Not Safe For Work (and All That Blasts Cleared Up)
Baby Jesus has posted a blog on his site about the matters that might be with regard to clearing up the whereforwithalls about the changes that are constantly occurring on this site, as well as more specifically the new NSFW designation. I read his blog to catch up on it all. Although I was just on a mini-vacation for my brief absence between Sunday morning and Tuesday night, I felt like I should have had a sign posted above me "While I was sleeping..."... lol...because I felt that I had been quite asleep during the recent changes to the site!! :D I, for one, am glad for all the aspects of changes that they are constantly striving to achieve. When coming to this site originally about a month ago, I was amazed and overwhelmed by the site, as well as the quality of many of the members on the site. I have made many great friends that I would not have, otherwise, been able to do so had it not been for the LC/CT. I have felt a renewed sense of comarraderie (hmmm too bad it doesn
Not Save For Barney
This is what happenes when you work thanksgiving morning! Remember you had the chance to move the pics like 2 months ago! and not show your stupid butt on the profile pic.. We know why u did it! Your chasing points and believe in compteition.. yeah .. poor excuse! lmao Its the same at my job.. Cindy made us have to wear uniformed shirts cuz.. IN THE FRIGGIN SUMMER TIME.. THIS WOMAN.. had the nerve to wear a size 2 shirt on her size 0 body! lmao And cut it down to nothing.. and show her thong.. (reason for regulation underwear) lol And she wore those hole in the butt jeans.. Now we have a company jean policy.. see how one idot can make a policy? One person can ruin a good time.. I used to love wearing my cool t-shirts.. But noooooooooooo hoochie had to go and ruin it.. Then she quit! Oh .. rob (name changed to protect the dumb) made the jean policy.. He would come into work with this gaping hole in his jeans! and a hole in his fr
Not Sure Who Wrote It But I Like It ...
Why Women Cry A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her
Not Safe For Work
I recently had a photo marked "NSFW" why bc I feel the person was just offended by the religious content not by nudity, porn or sexuality. So I sent Cherry Tap a message, here is that message and their message Dear Cherry Tap: I can understand marking any nudity as offensive and Not safe for work. However I feel that all images should be checked to see if the image is truly not safe for work or someone was just offend by it. This is my reasoning I have a piece of art that can be found offensive to some religions. However there is no nudity in the drawing. I do have a picture that does show nudity which was not marked as Not safe for Work I would think that one should have been marked by the same person if they were truly offended by nudity or sexuality. It was also suggested that my main profile picture may be found not safe for work...What is not safe about a fully clothed person's back? I am grateful that you are cleaning up cherry tap for those people who do not want to see nud
Not Safe For Workplace (nsfw)...getting Out Of Hand
ok...I sorta understand why they did the nsfw, but at the same time i don't. I mean someone showing their ass covered without their face is a lot better than someone showing their crotch without a face that is uncovered, but now I believe that they have gone overboard with the nsfw in the comment box. You mean to tell me that I now have to sit and wonder if my account is going to get deleted because of some comment that might be mistaken as not safe for someone at work? I understand a lot of people like to look at cherrytap at work because they get bored, but don't punish the rest of us for what they shouldn't be doing at work. I am sorry if i stepped on some toes, but this whole shit is getting out of hand. Are they going to start controlling our blogs and whatnots?
A Not So Bad Afternoon!
Well this should be an interesting Journal Entry. Today my friend Tolen and i a long with a few others got to spend alittle guy time out and as Tolen and his usual behavour asked if we would like to get to see his ship and so i said why not. So we went aboard to go and get to see things from a sailors point of view. We picked on him alittle when we saw the laundry area and said so this is where all those gay porn video's are tapped LOL. It was a laugh if nothing else. But onto the point of all this. We got to see how it is to live one day in the day of the navy, It was deffinitly an interesting afternoon seeing how its done on the inside of a war ship. Nothing like i actually expected thats for sure. I don't think the X.O much liked me but the Captin and i had a laugh , Who said army and navy can't get along! I think that if i had known how interesting it had been before i might of actually joined the navy insted of the army lol. Mind you i am not much for the crampt quarte
A Not So Bright Pic To Post
Well since this recent splurge on a photoshopped pic on some nimrod's profile: It almost saddens me that people are so easy to use death or symbolism of death to promote their hate towards George W. Bush or politics. If you don't like him or them, thats your choice, but don't pull in those Marines, Soldiers, Sailors and Air Force, that have paid the ultimate price to give you that right to BITCH, MOAN and GD COMPLAIN! So show some damn respect, a little maturity and restrain from putting the military into your hatred towards politicians. So get yourself some education and realize that politics and the military are two COMPLETELY separate entities, the politicians only tell us what they need done. So those reading this, if u haven't already, post your disapproval and/or complaints to CT support and get this kind of idiotic trash of this site. Thank you! -------------------------------------------------------- Original Post from: let_them_eat_cake@ CherryTAP
Not So Good Night
didn't have the best night of work last night, seems everything that could go wrong did go wrong. i got there went to do the bathrooms, toilet was clogged so i used the plunger thought i got it unclogged flushed then it overflowed so i spent 30 minutes or so cleaning that up. then it was snowing, so i had to shovel all night as well as keep on mopping the floor since dumbass people don't know how to wipe there feet on a rug. a bunch of ciggarettes fell on me, we didn't have all the stuff i needed to do donuts and i was already running late by that time. i shut a lid to the glaze and it caught a piece of paper some of the donuts were on so when i lifted it a ton fell on the floor, and then the middles were broken to 4 other donuts so they had to be tossed as well. only thing that seemed to go smoothly was right before i left when i learned how to do the day change, that and the manager just let me go soon as i did that so i didnt have to shift out or anything. around 430 i was getti
Not Sure....
if i could get in this position or not but damn I wanna try it!!!
Not Sleeping
Form a word of lust on the tip of your tongue, and stick it out Push it into my mouth Stroke me, coax me, pull me out, excite me, use me up I doubt it Itís 3:30 a.m. and Iím still canít sleep My bodyís screaming at me My head, heart, and groin are hurting me Not a hurt I find very interesting I miss you ya know? I guess it was just novelty to you The first attraction passion that enabled you to keep up But thatís been used up That wasnít novelty to me that was justÖ Me The me I always was The me Iíll always be Youíve become a better you Iím blessed to know someone as generous and giving as you So selfless, and thoughtful, you impress everyone around you Problem is you come home and thereís little there to sink my teeth into Which is a joke because Iím not even allowed to bite you as hard as I want to All your shirts are low-cut, and you worry about what people think No bite marks or hickies And if Iím lucky enough for you to actually have sex with m
Not Safe For Work
Wow this is about Harrasment of certain people's pictures being Classified as NSFW. What Fuckin Type of Lame Ass Moron,Dickhead,Motherfucker are these Bastards that classify perfecttly fine pictures as NSFW.I Rate alot of pictures here weekly. I've never once tagged any like this.I figure must be Minors infilltrateing the LC.Go back to Fuckin MySpace u fuckin Pukes,Dirtbags.This is primarilly Adult, here if u Don't like a picture move on.All you Worthless peice of Shits.I rated many that proberly should have been Tagged,I injoy looking at fine Pictures of the LC women.To Tag a X'mas Greeting,to take a Silowet,.Any people Haters here get the Fuck out . The LC is about Love not Hate.
Not Supposed To
Not Sure About This One
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100%Biting83%Whips83%Chains/Handcuffs33%Blood17%Blind Folds17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with
Not Single Anymore :o)
Ok guys and girls, My exboyfriend and I got back together. I havent seen him in 3 months, it was an unexpected surprise to say the least. Anywaysssssssss.... He came over to talk and I showed him my cherrytap profile, and was quite surprised to find what Ive been doing. But He was excited and wants to help me with it :o) Sooooo.... when you talk to me, most likely He (TRAVIS) will be sitting right here next to me :o) and any new pics may be taken by him/ with him :o). My point here is, I am no longer single, but I will still be "playing" and having lots of fun. Its awesome to have someone to share this with. Ok so keep showing the love. I love the pic comments!! ***HUGS AND KISSES AND ALL THAT SHIT*** MaryBerry (and Travis)
Not So Care Bear
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Not So Fresh
I don't like being fresh meat. I'd rather be a new cherry. This site is needlessly complicated and slow to load every friggin thing. What am I missing here?
Not Sure
Not So Good
Things haven't been going so well lately. Work still sucks, but that's to be expected. I have so much on my mind that I dont know what to do anymore about anything. I think life would be easier and much better if i wasn't in it anymore. Im not planning anything but its been on my mind. Its not anyone would care if i was gone. Things w/ "D" aren't going good either. I haven't been down to C-bus for a couple weeks cause I dont have the money to go down there and because quite honestly I dont wanna go down there. I have been thinking about ending things, but I dont know how to do it. Should I send him an email or do it on the phone? either way its the chicken way out. but im not happy and i need time to myself. maybe im just destined to be alone and at this point that's probably a good thing, the best thing for me. UGHHHH yes i know, im whining, but oh well. this is my blog and i'll whine if i that's about it for now...nothing else really going on. more some o
Not Sure About This
The True You You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more open with you. With respect to money, you spend carefully and save your pennies. You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you make opportunities to interact with many people through club activities or a hobby, then select someone you like. Who's The True You?
Not So Long Ago...
Not So Clear ♥
This is my time of the year This is all so clear This is my snow covered home This is me alone And I Just wish that I didn't feel Like there was Something I missed Take back all The things I said To make you Feel like that Take back all the Things I said to you And I give it all away Just to have somewhere To go to Give it all away To have someone To come home to These are my snow covered dreams This is me pretending This is all I need
Not Sure
My heart has been broken. My heart has been torn wide open. I can't stop cryin. On the inside im diein. With you I felt so right. Now I cry through the night. I watched as you slipped through my fingers. My love for you still lingers. I hear your voice over the phone. The I realize im all alone. I wish I could still be the one. But I must remember that we our done. I can't stop thinking of you. I wish I could but it's true. Ive lost the one thing that mattered. And now my heart and soul are shattered. I don't know if ill ever be the same. I guess this is loves crule game. I miss how it use to be. When you belonged to me. But I guess life goes on. Then why does letting you go feel so wrong. I wont be the one waitting for your kiss. That's one of the things im going to miss. I wont be the one to hold you tight. I wont be the one to keep you safe at night. I wont be the one to wake up next to you. This is horrible but sadly it's true. I thought we would have married. And our baby you woul
Not Sure
well im not sure what a blog is so i guess i'll just start typing something hehehe. if some one could explain to me what it is i probably could do better . shannon
A Not Safe For Work Post . . .
This is going to be a rather . . . dirty post. NOT SAFE FOR WORK! Heh, you have been warned. I want to talk about pussy for a moment. Figured that'd get your attention. What I want to talk about are shaved pussies. Now, don't get me wrong, I like shaved pussies, but pussies with hair are so much better. (Plus, they're a fetish of mine. :-P ) I'll explain why, in my opinion. Hair belongs in the private area. That's why it's there. It also helps prevent certain bacterias from, ahem, growing within the pussy. And, of course, if it's washed regularly (the pubic hair and the pussy), that helps as well. Also, pubic hair helps hold in the scent of wonderful smelling shampoos and soaps. Yes, it holds in sweat smells and others, but if it's washed regularly, then that won't be a problem. Pubic hair also helps hold in the subtle pheromones. This, perhaps, is the most important. Pheromones help with attraction, especially sexual attraction. A hairy pussy helps hold in
Not Sure
Agony and pain as a sit for days All alone in this empty place Wondering weather Iíll love again Will this heartache ever end Everything changes nothings the same Except for this god awful pain Emptiness and loneliness that tears me apart When does it end and where do I start If love is a good thing then please tell me why It can make the worlds strongest man cry What you do unto others will come back to you So tell me why Iím paying the price for two Iíve been true and faithful right to the end Yet still I get hit with this pain again Shattered heart, pain like death Iím still left with a second breath To suffer to hurt with no regret If thatís the case why cant I forget I see the darkness creeping up slow Iím still deciding witch way to go Follow the light or give in at best Go to the dark side where I might get rest
Not Shure But Its Somethin:p
"This is mayjor tom to ground control im stepping through the door and im floating in the most pecuilar way and the stars look very different today!!!!!!!!!"hehehehe....GOOOOOOODDDDD Evening cherry tap ppl.....this is Boondock Saint commin to you live from my sisters place:Psooo how u all been?long time no talk eh:Plol well ive been is gettin better every gettin my hours back:D:D:D:D:Dwhich is awsome.......every1 i kno thought i was dead cause my cell got dissconnected and im not on 24/7....i told them my story and now they kno.....soooooooooooo "I say why dont you and i take on the world and be together forever:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D!!!!!!!!!!!"did i ever mention that i love these blog thingy's:Phehehe........and peaches come from a can and i like coffee:P........sooooooooooo.......i dont kno what to say now...i was goin to say somethin but i dont remember...hmmmmmmmmmmmmm....i like i already said that one...hmmmmmmmmmm....ah well:Phope u all like this
Not So Soft Poem
I stand alone in the still silence, My foes at my feet after endless days. They fought bravely despite the futility. None could stand against my wrath. I struck them down by the score. Punishing blows to their pathetic bodies. They faced me with their pitiful might. Death rained down to strike them dead. I slew many in a furious rage. Too feel their blood on my skin, Hear their screams roaring in my ears. It was like an aphrodisiac to my soul. Urged on to more depraved things. I relished in the bloodlust, As I heard their cries, Realizing that in the end it did not matter. One fight, one battle, one war. I will not be stopped. I will not be denied. Forever in conflict I shall be. It is after all my destiny.
A Not So Close Family
A not so close family I have 3 sisters and 3 bothers and a step sister and step brother! But yet I feel like an only child, alone and wanting attention! I know im an adult with my own kids but I feel left out and deprived of any closeness with my many siblings! I was 8 yrs old when my mom and step dad had my sister Sarah (who is now 17)! Then 10 months later came Samantha (now 15)and 4 yrs later David! (now 12) All I can remember when I lived back home was that I babysat them, ALL the time! So I was more of an authority and role model figure than a sibling/friend! I've been out of the house for almost 8 yrs and they're still there going through the Jr High/High School yrs! It was like they had two sets of families! I love them and am hoping to grow closer as they become adults and the age gap disappears! My Dad and ex step mom had my brother Steve also when I was 8. Only saw him a few times growing up! Then when my Dad remarried my current Step mom she brought her 2 kids
Not Sleeping....
So Its 0440 hours and i need to be up in time for everything tomorrow but i am awake, I am awake because cannot sleep. I cant sleep because i miss my wife. I cant talk to my wife because she's not my wife anymore, she wants to be with another guy, someone who isnt a soldier. Someone who isnt going to run the risk of being called into active duty. I cant help what i am and she knew it getting into all this, and insted she does this. Some one who isnt a risk... Friday night she swore her love to me, Saturday afternoon and evening she was with him cheating on me. Sunday morning i awake to a text message teling me it was over, by the time i got in contact with her she was shaving her legs, getting ready to see the man she cheated on me with. Whatever happened to for better and for worse. She was suppost to be it, and now i am sitting on a chair infront of a computer less then an hour away from when i know i have to be up. And i am still not asleep
Not Single Anymore
Guess what.... I'm not single anymore. Casey and I are going out now :]
Not Sure Which Part I Actually Miss
Once upon a time, I was a stripper. Or to be soooo PC, exotic dancer. Mostly, I worked in gogo or topless clubs. Rarely did I venture into the nude clubs, as I do have some modesty. Not a lot, but some, lol. It's been a long time since I've worked in one, but there are times when I really miss it. A good song comes on the radio, one that I'd either love to dance to, or used to dance to. "Closer" by Nine Inch Nails is one; a song that I'll just sort of zone off into lala land, remembering being on stage and doing my thing. I wasn't one of those "stand and sway" type of dancers; I actually performed and put those 12 years of ballet lessons to good use. Some clubs would use me as a feature performer, having me come in and do a show without having to work the entire night. Not a bad gig if you can get it, and I didn't have to pose for Hustler or anything to get the job. I'm not sure what it is that I miss. I certainly don't miss being groped and having to do lap dances. I do kind
Not So Funny Jokes :(
This is the message that the Pacific Palisades High School ( California ) staff voted unanimously to record on their school telephone answering machine This is the actual answering machine message for the school. This came about because they implemented a policy requiring students and parents to be responsible for their children's absences and missing homework. The school and teachers are being sued by parents who want their children's failing grades changed to passing grades - even though those children were absent 15-30 times during the semester and did not complete enough schoolwork to pass their classes. The outgoing message: "Hello! You have reached the automated answering service of your school. In order to assist you in connecting to the right staff member, please listen to all the options before making a selection: * To lie about why your child is absent - Press 1 * To make excuses for why your child did not do his work- Press 2 * To complain about what we do -
Not Sure What To Do!
ok here is the thing i got married 4-10-06..we are not together anymore but the other day i got a call from him that he wants me to come down and sigh devorice papers..this is after we have given it chance after chance to make it work but he always leaves nothin new there i mean i don't want to be with him anymore but i am not sure i want a devorice yet what do i do? i am so confused. i mean i met a nice guy but he don't want a relationship right now cause he is goin throw the same thing that i am and i understand that but i really just don't think that i am ready for a devorice please help what do i do??????
Not Sure Bout This
As I slip onto the seat the tingling of vibrations beneth my feat I ease out on to the road To head to places unforld The world passes by beneath my wings My mind wanders on many thing The post on the fence with wire so tight Just seems to be there feeling right The wind flases thru my hair And in this world I have no care The day is long the sun is hot As I slip off in to dreams the wind calls me
Not Sure....
Don't go playing with my heart!!!
Not So Good Today
I went up to the hospital today to see steven and managed to see his doctor as well, The news wasnt good, the cancer has spread to his testicles, they might have caught it in time, but we have to be prepared that he may lose them as well. He is getting his hair done midweek as well, they reckon its better to get it shaved than it just falling out randomly through the chemo. Hes got a couple of weeks break from the chemo and getting transfered to a hospital closer to home.
Not Sure What To Do
Today just sucks! My week with my son is over and I have to leave shortly to take him home. I have told him we have to get ready to go and he just keeps saying "But mommy I dont want to go home". He keeps telling me that he wants to stay with me. I hate this! I dont want to take him home, I wish he could just stay with me. Hes said so many things to me this week that make me wonder if I am being painted the correct picture of what really goes on in his home. He is so sensitive and innocent, all of this crap with the court between his dad and me is in no way good for him. I know his father loves him as much as I do. I know that he would never want to intentionally cause him pain. I just dont think that he and his family have really taken into consideration what a custody battle does to a child. Especially one who has special needs like our lil one does. Once upon a time, my exhusband was my best friend and now it seems as though we are at war. Its wrong to make a child suff
Not Sure If This Works, But Check It Out.
Not Sure
You said you loved me Yet you where unsure of our love Its alright I will be fine Dont worry about my heart Take the your words and find your own way Leave me in peaces here all alone Someday someone will come to peace me together Dont concern yourself with this mess u left of me I am stronger when your gone but I love it when your here I need so much more then you could ever give me You could never have me...
Not Seen All My Dogs
As some of my friends know, I have 6 dogs. Actually I have 2 adult dogs and 4 puppies. I have 3 of them in my photo album. The little one that you see me holding is my Tibetian Spanial, Toby. I have on here with my Sheltie mix, Precious. Then I am holding one of her pups. A female Blue Heeler called Patches. ( For obvious reasons.) As time goes on I hope to bring you pics of my last three Blue Heeler pups. Precious is the momma to the 4 Blue Heeler pups. When they were born you could fit them in the palm of your hand. Alot of sleepless nights when they were learning how to walk. But they are a joy even after eating my couch and oversized chair and footstool.
Not So Long Ago...
An application was for employment A program was a TV show A cursor used profanity A keyboard was a piano! Memory was something that you lost with age A CD was a bank account And if you had a 3 1/2 inch floppy you hoped nobody found out! Compress was something you did to garbage not something you did to a file. And if you unzipped anything in public You'd be in jail for awhile! Log on was adding wood to a fire Hard drive was a long trip on the road A mouse pad was where a mouse lived And a backup happened to your commode! Cut - you did with a pocket knife Paste you did with glue A web was a spider's home And a virus was the flu! I guess I'll stick to my pad and paper And the memory in my head I hear nobody's been killed in a computer crash but when it happens they wish they were dead!
Not Sure What The Hell This Is About.........anyone Have A Guess?
Not Such A Bitch.......
I am 41% Asshole/Bitch.I may think I am an asshole or a bitch, but the truth is I am a good person at heart. Yeah sure, I can have a mean streak in me, but most of the people I meet like me.Take theAsshole/Bitch Test@ FualiDotCom
Not Sure Of
You're Not Sure of: The Doctor: because he says, "Take off your clothes" The Dentist: because he says, "Open wide" The Hairdresser: because he says, "Do you want it teased or blown" The Milkman: because he says, "Do you want it in the front or the back" The Interior Decorator: because he says, "Once it's in, you'll love it." The Share Broker: because he says, "It will rise right up, fluctuate for a while and then slowly fall back again" The Banker: because he says, "If you take it out too soon, you'll lose interest" The Hunter: because he "Goes deep in the bush, shoots twice and always eats what he shoots" The Telephone Guy: because he says, "Would you like it on the table or against the wall?"
Not So New A Feature
The three different varieties of homepage available in the profile ( ) -for newcomers, standard, "power" - trying the 'power' one which does have much of the information I like to have together on one page. Very nice.
Not So Pretty
ok, so this is one of those blogs where if you don't actually know me you're going to wonder by the end whats wrong with me... ok, basically for the first time in a really long time I'm feeling...unpretty...sounds stupid but this is not good at all. I taught myself a long time ago not to be self consious about other women...I've always known I'm not the prettiest, but I was still pretty damn hot...but all the sudden I'm finding myself jealous of the girl phil's watching on the TV when usually I'm checking the girl out too, or jealous of the stack of porn sitting next the the computer (and I LOVE porn!). I know its not just all in my head, my two best features suddenly aren't looking so hot...I recently lost weight (not on purpose) and it all seemed to come out of my ass and my boobs. This wouldn't be a problem for most girls, they all think there ass is too big...but I was proud of my ass and the way it looked in my I can't get those jeans to stay on my ass... I feel lik
Not So Sure Anymore
Sometimes all to often... I think that I'm loosing the greatest gift in my life my son... I'm fighting with every fiber in my body.. I'm still having back problems, just this morning I struggled to get out of bed... I have to go back to the Twat Doc tomorrow ***yay*** NOT! I have to have some blood work done, they are trying to figure out why I haven't had my period in over a year... (((Like I'm Complaining!))) Let Ya know more later as I learn them... Sin.
Not Sure How To Respond To This...
There's a particular profile that will only except female fans and friends. The person will not except ANY males at all even if it is in support of the profile. I'm not sure how to respond to this. I mean, it's hard not to take it person as a guy when I'm only trying to genuinely show support, but still get denied. I 'm not doing it to get anything in return....what to do? So is this something to be offended by or should I look at the deeper picture to this? I assume the reason why this profile is only for female members is because of something that guys typically do...and so she established her boundaries. For the guys out there....STOP BEING AN ASSHOLE. If a females member wants you to be one, don't worry she'll let you know, but stop making the rest of us look bad. Hopefully she'll change her mind if this is the reason to why she doesn't want can't label a majority just because of the minority that acts in a certain vulgar ways. Enjoy your day ladies...and ge
Not Sure
every time i am told i love you and try to return it, i am left for another man. when i am told i love you and dont return it, they care unconditionaly for me and want just me. will it ever match up, or is love a cruel game that never ends?
Not Sure
I will be gone from here for awhile. I'm not sure how long. I have some things I need to take care of. thx
Not Sure If This Will Work
Not Scarry Just Fuckin Funny
Not Scarry Just Fuckin Funny2
Not So Stupid Blonde
Last year I replaced all the windows in my house with those expensive double pane energy efficient kind. But this week I got a call from the contractor who installed them. He was complaining that the work had been completed a whole year ago and I still hadn't paid for them. Helloooo???!!!!! Now, just because I'm blonde doesn't mean that I am automatically stupid. So, I told him just what his fast talking sales guy had told ME last year. Namely, that in just ONE YEAR, these windows would pay for themselves! Hellooooo? "It's been a year," I told him!! There was only silence at the other end of the line, so I finally just hung up.... He didn't call back. Guess I won that stupid argument.
Not Sure Why You People Care About My Playlist, But It Seems Like You Do...
Added about 25 new songs to my playlist. Including a track by Sarah McLachlan and a track by Hanson... that's right... you heard me... Sarah McLachlan and Hanson
Not Sure What I Feel...
So i sit here not sure what im feeling.. its just like i m here and i cant feel anymore a few song lyrics pop into my head to better decribe it as music is a very powerful tool.. I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hold The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything... I keep moving on tho even tho i feel so blank.. Heh sometimes i wear a great mask of hiding my emotion but some times i dont.. but always remember I'm a soldier, these shoulder's hold up so much, they won't budge, i'll never fall or fold up, i'm a soldier, even if my collar bone's crush or crumble, I will never slip or stumble, But I sit here ans sometime i have no one to blame but myself... Desperado, why don't you come to your senses? Come down from your fences, open the gate It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you You better let somebody love you, before it's too late
Not Sure If This Is True But Funny
Divorce, custody, and Pepsi Cola A man and his wife were getting a divorce at a local court, but the custody of their children posed a problem. The mother jumped to her feet and protested to the judge that since she had brought the children into this world, she should retain custody of them. The man also wanted custody of his children, so the judge asked for his side of the story. After a long moment of silence, the man rose from his chair and replied: "Judge, when I put a dollar into a vending machine, and a Pepsi comes out, does the Pepsi belong to me or to the machine?" Don't laugh, he won!
Not Sure If I Like This Share Feature...
on the blogs. I guess it could be a good thing, but the other day, it blasted to everyone on my personal email as well.... and, just now, it only captured some of my friends at CT..... What's going on??? Help!! K
Not Sure How To Handle Father's Day
OK, some people will be lost in the blog because I'm not going to rehash old ones with details that are in other blogs. Tomorrow is father's day and I really have not a clue how to handle this and I'm just hoping that writing this out might give me some insight into my own mind. Never before have I felt so close to my son, after 9 years of no knowledge though I have finally found out his name, seen pictures of him, learned things about him, and in some way feel like a father finally even though I know I am not a father to him and I'm sure his adoptive family is great to him and I thank them daily in my thoughts and prayers for all they have given him, but now that I know something about him it makes father's day a weird feeling for me. It doesn't make it any easier that people have been telling me happy father's day and I feel like I have done nothing to deserve this praise. I mean yes I know that I did the best thing for him by putting him up for adoption, but it will always be a
Not Sure If Safe Are Not ?
Not Such A Cheery Cherry...
OMG my daughter is a carbon copy of me! AAARRGGH! She may not look it but omg she sure does act it... I hereby apologise yet again to my strong, loving mum. Will be back to my cheery cherry commenting self as soon as she returns from wherever she decided to run away to. Being a single mum can be so tough sometimes. I want a hug :( Be well Kaity and come back to mummy. *tears*
Not Sure What I'm Gonna Say
Well What To Say Today. I'm Back On The Road Today. Get To Cross Ill. Mo. And Ok Today. Feels Good To Be Back To Work But Leaves Me Too Much Time To Think. My GF Mis Carried Yesterday So That Made For Rough Day Since I Couldn't Get There. I'll Be Glad To Get Outta This Rain. Well That's Enough Ramblin Today. Much Love To All My Friends.
Not Sure What I'm Gonna Say
Well What To Say Today. I'm Back On The Road Today. Get To Cross Ill. Mo. And Ok Today. Feels Good To Be Back To Work But Leaves Me Too Much Time To Think. My GF Mis Carried Yesterday So That Made For Rough Day Since I Couldn't Get There. I'll Be Glad To Get Outta This Rain. Well That's Enough Ramblin Today. Much Love To All My Friends.
Not So Bright Of An Afterglow
Now that the fucking is over, can I bring out my fight bell and give it a ring? You - go to your corner. Me - this is my corner. Take a breather, get some water poured over my head by a doting assistant, perhaps smear some more Vaseline on... um... anyhow. Time to assess the damage. Everything still intact? Were kudos assigned to each person? Any missing limbs, dislocated appendages? More or less: was it an experience worth the time, energy and effort expended? We established that kudos (orgasms) don't always need to be achieved in order for the sex to be fulfilling. There were some people who completely disagreed with me on this, but for the most part, it was decided that the journey is more fun than the destination. Point is: Was it good? What the fuck IS good sex? Orgasms? A body drenched in sweat? Paramedics in the room because one or both of the parties involved hyperventilated? I think the answer to what good sex is lies in the personal opinions of the people invol
Not Sure Of.............
NOT SURE OF... You're not sure of: THE DOCTOR because he says, "Take off your clothes." THE DENTIST because he says, "Open wide." THE HAIRDRESSER because he says, "Do you want it teased or blown?" THE MILKMAN because he says, "Do you want it in the front or the back?" THE INTERIOR DECORATOR because he says, "Once it's in, you'll love it." THE STOCK BROKER because he says, "It will rise right up, fluctuate for a while and then slowly fall back again." THE BANKER because he says, "If you take it out too soon, you'll lose interest." THE HUNTER because he goes deep in the bush, shoots twice and always eats what he shoots. THE BELL ATLANTIC GUY because he says, "Would you like it on the table or against the wall?"
Not Sure How To Write
I wasn't sure how to start ...I stared for awhile at the very notes that inspired this blog....the wonderment behind I had forgot that I had ever written anything. I don't remember... I formatted my computer...just too much wrong and while searching through my files for various backups...I found hand wqritten notes. Some were aged...yellow and torn and somewhat fragile others looked newer and more sincere. I stopped to read the words and soak in there essence. When had such emotion ever found it's way through me. Who was the person I was writting about. Of course I knew but denial is often easier then trying to face something you convinced yourself would never take a hold of you again. Notes of hopes and dreams and sometimes just the weather and how it brought me to you...well her. and I wondered why i never gave them to her...would it have made a Difference....would my life be different now...could it be? I don't feel the need to ramb
Not Sad.
I'm not sad. I don't want to cry. I'm not mad. I don't want to hurt anyone. I'm frustrated, confused and irritated, we all have this moment in our life. I just wish you would tell me why you won't talk to me, things are different this time, and it really does scare me. I'm pacing in my head, what I possibly could've of done wrong, but I've been so careful, so safe. Making sure not to make the wrong move. Am I being punished? I mean I am trying so very hard to mend all the bad things I've done and did, and there's nothing that can change those. Honestly though, what did I do to YOU. I never did a thing. Not one thing. You did a lot to me, and I'm still here. So tell me, please. Before I lose my head. This is why I'm frustrated. I also don't see why everyone cares about what everyone else is doing anymore. If they aren't in your life, there must be a reason for that. So why not move on? If you want to keep them, they resolve your differences! I hate being confused, so
Not So Funny
Proud To Be White Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" .. and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) .. we'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day .. you would call us racists. If we had White Histo
Not So Goody-two-shoes Anymore....
You Are 50% Pure You're not so innocent... in fact, you're quite unpure. You have seen and experienced a lot. And you're no worse for the wear! The 100 Question Purity Test
Not Sure????
I cry in my own hell waiting for the answers that will never come All the hurt, pain and lies you gave me made me believe I was worth something to you When does this pain end? Do I have to sell my soul again and again to feel something? You took my pain and used it against me to make you feel better about your troubled soul I loved with everything I had, made me feel something superficial inside Still waiting for the day I can be at peace with my sins and acceptance of myself I remember holding on to your leg when you came home from work I remember you telling me I was special I remember you consoling me when I was upset I remember you telling us you had enough food for yourself and we had to make our own I remember the nights when you would pace the floor on your hands and knees looking for that crumb that you might have missed before Do you understand the impact you have had on my life? Do you even care that I am an addict just like you? Explain to me why your
Not Sure What This Is And If Anyone Knows Please Let Me Know Thanks Jami
Not Safe For Work
Bah Humbug. I just downloaded some of my artwork and several were immediatelt flagged as NSFW. I can understand if they were very graphic, but they weren't. No worse than some of the comment graphics that get plastered every where. Nonetheless, no harm was done.
Not Sure Who Said Them, But I Like Them
- Sometimes we all have days where we are 386's in a P4 world. (ain't THAT the truth! :-p) - Don't ask God to guide your footsteps if you're not willing to move your feet. - You never choose love. Love chooses you. - You can't expect people to look eye to eye with you if you are looking down on them.
Not Suffering From Insanity--enjoying It
You scored as InSane and Probably More than just that!, Your fucknig nuts, Go eat a peanut!Biaatch! WOOHOO!InSane and Probably More than just that!83% Criminally Insane.33% Not Even Close...33% Your a sick fuck!33% Are You Crazy or Insane?created with
Not Sure
I gave you all I got, all I have But I'm not for you Sorrow through an angel's eyes Such a painful view When the love is gone, not enough You're left so hollow An angel left on high, now falling Itís too tough to swallow grrrrrr I can't write today :(
Not Soon Enough By MATTHEW LEE and ANNE FLAHERTY, Associated Press Writers 22 minutes ago President Bush will tell the nation this week he plans to reduce the American troop presence in Iraq by about 30,000 by next summer, but will condition those and further cuts on continued progress, The Associated Press has learned. In a primetime television address, probably Thursday, Bush will endorse the recommendations of his top general and top diplomat in Iraq, following their appearance at two days of hearings in Congress, administration officials said. The White House plans to issue a written status report on the so-called "surge" on Friday, they said. The officials spoke on condition of anonymity because Bush's speech is not yet finally drafted. Bush was practicing the speech and putting the final touches on it even as the U.S. commanding general, David Petraeus, and U.S. Ambassador Ryan Crocker were still presenting their argum
Not Sure Just Started Writing
she yearns... to feel that loving touch to close her eyes and feel that warm embrace. the moon bright across the dark blue sky she wonders, if the sight she sees is the same sky that shine upon him now. a tear... a sweet memories take over her mind.... she slides her hand along the grass..... thinking back on every gentle caress... she is at peace... knowing that one day the waves in the water will sail her back home to him.... in his arms once again until the day that death parts them.... even then thier love will never end.
Not So Good
Well I am going to end up at the hospital ER tomorrow if not tonight...I've been sick now for over a week & feeling my worst the last 3 days :( I tried to go to bed at like 11 or 12 last night well I tossed & turned most the night cuz I was in so much pain then I finally fell asleep after 6 this morning & had to turn around get up at 7 this morning to get my kids up for school...After the kids went to school I layed back down managed to get some rest until about noon been up since then but feeling VERY nauseous & having terrible pains in my abdomen & lower back...So I am going to get it checked out cuz this just isn't me...So if I end up in the hospital over this I won't be on here for awhile if u know my cell just call it I will have it with me & check my voicemail & texts as much as possible!!!
Not So Daily Rant (2)
So, cheese. We all eat it. Unless we're lactose intolerant or can't eat dairy products, or just don't like it. But those of us who eat it tend to eat it, if you see what I'm saying. Yes, there is a point, and I'll get to it eventually. When you buy cheese, it is, of course, cheese. It looks like cheese. It tastes like cheese. It has nothing but cheese in it, in effect, because it is... yes. Cheese. So why in the name of King Eric* is it that when we buy meat, it's not necessarily all meat? I went to the delicatessen earlier at the supermarket. I bought two hundred grams of turkey. Now, buying two hundred grams of turkey, one may naturally assume that one is getting what? Yes. Turkey. However, upon inspection of the label, I notice something: "98% turkey" Ninety-eight percent? What the hell is the other two percent? Why doesn't it tell me? Should I eat it without knowing? As it happened, I was too hungry to actually care at the time, so I cut up my crusty roll
Not So Happy Blog.
As the subject line says, Not so happy blog. I just found out last night, that a friend of mine named Mike Reily, aka "Angus" or "Faol the Elder" died. He had cancer. He also had heart problems in the past. I do not know all the details yet. But I do know that his cancer had been getting worse. I also found out that two weeks before the Kansas City Ren Fair, he found out that he had bleeding on the brain. Yet on the first day of Fair (1st weekend in Sept.) He was there working the front gate as usual. He was there also the 2nd weekend but only one day. So I have the usual things going on in my mind. I wish I was a better friend. I wish I had gotten to know heim better. Especially because he officially gae me my nic name of "Faol the younger"....By the way, Faol is the celtic word for wolf. The first time I ever met Mike, we got to talking about wolves and so much other stuff. He always had the coolist wolf jewelry. Mostly pendents and rings. Out of the blue, he gave me a one of a
Not Sure What Happened
back in the corner of my mind i thought the days of dreaming have slipped by there comes a time when i just can't fight what is bound to come out in a matter of time secrets kept yet never quite forgotten a connection held, but will it be broken? strangers by day, lovers by night though not totally reasonable, it feels so right firendship to start, yet a destiny ... how are we to know? thinking of you dare i say feelings may not be returned to my dismay if you only knew the imprint you have left in my mind so to whom it must concern it was not suppose to go this way.... there was to be no feel no emotion not a second thought.... how this came to be, a mystery it shall always be.
Not So Good News
Things are really bad for my son today and we need all my friends and fans to please take a moment and pray that things get better..Please ask Jesus to lighten the load off my son...Please ask him to send a donor..Please ask him to guide the doctors hands...My son is very ill and things in his life are not so smooth..Someone just stole all the money he had and it has put him in a bad state...I saw him today and cried he has not been seeing me cause he said he is so anger...Today his skin was blue and I tryed to get him to go to the hospital...He became anger with me and said that he wanted to give up...He refused and I am scared but he will not hear me...Please as a parent understand this is breaking me and we need lots of prayer now....THE MOTHER KNIGHTSKITTY
Not Safe For Network
not safe for network what ** scary and horror not safe for network wow what are they coming alive well if you are some that likes putting not safe for networks on horror scary ark etc then ** off and don't come rating my horror and scary album i find them neat and wicked and i like them
Not So Good At Staying Away....
I'm here, but won't be much.... I'm really pissed and hurt right now....I am so sick of people who claim to be your friend, in real life also, that are so quick to stab you in the back...I managed to find one of them here, and I tried to forgive, but I lost all trust in her. I'm not talking "online" shit either, this is a person I have met and spent time with on several occasions, who I thought was a person I could trust. I can say this much though. I don't believe that she stopped doing what she was doing wrong, and I don't think she will. To that, she is NOT a person I can call a friend. What she did is an unforgivable thing in my book, because she knew what she was doing and she knew it would hurt me, and she did it anyway. Yesterday, I was thinking about deleting my account, and I am still thinking about it, but I have a hard time deciding because I do have other people on here that I care about. I guess time will tell what decision I have made.
Not Sure What To Think But Hey...ya Never Know Right?
life seems unfair at times. I'm sure that we hve all been there done that. but when the good things happen do we all question why they happen? Or do you just accept it. I have recently had some really goo dthings happen to me, and I am happy about that. There is nothing that I want to change right now. School is going as it always does, and YEAH! I'm almost done, then I can find a job and move on from this part of my life. there are many friends and relatives in my life that have been right here next to me, helping, encouraging and whatever else it took to keep me moving towards my goal...and for that Thank you all for that very much! I am moving forward in my life, and things look really good. Job opportunites, friends and more are looking better everyday...I'm delaing with some health issues but nothing that can't be solved. And to my best cheering squad: Scott, Brian and Rob....((BUG HUGS)) to you and may you find and recieve everything that you deserve....H&K My Gir
Not So Perfect
I love how people can like, just look at me and assume my life is perfect. 19 year old white female, in college, has a bf, no major problems, right? No. Not right. I have had my share of problems. I think I have had more than my share. Why am I wasting my time writing this? I mean seriously, you are all going to think whatever you want to think anyway. Whatever, if you wanna know something just ask me. I will never lie about it.
Not Safe For Network
not safe for network what the ************ a guy holding a pitch fork that's not safe for network i serious don't get it will someone please tell what's safe for network on here guess people ain't a big fan of dragons etc .
Not Sure
we are alone in the dark, here I stand reaching out my arm, a dying heart in my hand the blood drips to a puddle on the floor from his chest it continues to pour I lean in with a kiss, I steal his last breath his last dance was a dance with death D.L Abrams
Not So Good Kool Aid
Not Smart !
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Not Sure How I Should Feel??
This Thanksgiving would have been my dad's 77th birthday. If you have read my blogs, you would know he died almost 2 months shy of his 76th birthday. Yes, I miss him, but he could be a real ass when the two fell together. Well, he could be an ass, no matter what time of the year, you know how fathers are. Thing is, I'm torn, altho, I mourn his death on this, his most recent birthdya, should I be glad he didn't have to share it with a holiday?? P.S. He hated that JFK was assassinated on the same day, altho he was a republican....lmao
Not Sure
I sleep,limbs wide and welcoming resting in a birds nest of dark hair a wellspring of life lies sleeping : her bold hand whispers close, and closer still closing on my sex grace and purity hungry,she tastes : I twitch sliding, gently sucking kiss scent of sex I awaken lightly our eyes meet she thinks she will make me hers she thinks she will make me hers quicking, thrusting - no I will make her mine think I moan for me my sweet as my seed spills into her greedy mouth I tremble in virginal bliss she sits up,smiles,winks.... and swallows : finis.
A Not So Wifely Fantasy...
I knew as soon as I laid eyes on Cindy she would be perfect for my secret fantasy. With her long brown hair, blue eyes and tan sexy body she was a dream come true. All I needed now was someone to introduce her to me so I could start weaving my fantasy into a reality. It wasn't hard to find someone to introduce us as she was being watched by several of the men where we were at. After a few drinks and some girl talk I laid my fantasy on the line for her. At one point I thought she would get up and walk away thinking I was insane but she stayed and we discussed my plans with great detail. I explained to her that she could turn my offer to her down and I would understand. Instead she smiled and accepted to take part in my plans. My panties were soaked through instantly. We had a few more drinks and talked about my fantasy some more and then we left the bar to travel to my house. Upon reaching my house I once again told her if she had changed her mind I would take her back to the b
Not Scary
You Are 40% Scary You scare men off ocassionaly, but only very weak men. You're a normal woman. You're not perfect, but you're pretty darn close. Do You Scare Off Men?
Not So Quick Fubar Rant
PART ONE ok, so I have been on this site awhile now and it never seems to amaze me on childish mentality of people on here. Maybe I am not getting the full FUBAR experience because I refuse to pay money to this site. Maybe it is because does it really matter if I am a FUBAR FRESHMEAT or a FUBAR FUBERLORD? What do you get in the end besides a lighter bank account? Everyone keeps telling me (like I don't already know) that I need to do a salute to level up. DUHHHHH!!!! If I cared about all of this and wanted to level up I would have done so months ago. I have my face pics private for a reason (see PART TWO for more on pics). Why would I want to do a salute and put it out there? Come on people get over it! Why don't you actually try to get to know the people on here instead of begging random stangers for "Bombing on your contest pic" The winner gets what? A FUBAR keg? Whooo freaking doooo! Unless someone is delivering a nice frosty cold keg to my front door, I could care les
Not Sure When I Start Living By This But I Like The Thought
life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who dont and believe that everything happens for a reason. if you get a chance, take it. if it changes your life, let it. NOBODY said that it'd be easy, they just PROMISED it would be worth it
Not Suppose To
Im not suppose to love you, im not suppose to care, im not suppse to live my life wishing you were there. im not suppose to wonder where you are or what you sorry i cant help myself cause im in love with you
Not Sure...
I just got back from Sarah's and Alan's. I brought stuff in from the car and let the dogs out. The fog is thick as soup tonight. There is a burning smell in the air. Not of wood though, but of that hot burning electrical/plastic odor. I feel like I ran a damned marathon today. I just can't wait to see about what is in store for tomorow's plans. Who knows? Today, I had found a dead lady robbin on my mother in law's front doorstep. Along the way to bringing her out to the brook past the woodline, I slammed my leg into a deep hole and flipped several times. I am just starting to feel the effects of it now. Tylenol may help??? Perhaps some ale and some music and I shall put out the candles so I may go to sleep. Better then being out at this time of night. I forsee someone unfortunately driving too fast down Oak Grove road in the deathly thick fog at 65 and helplessly levitating off of a curve into a thick grove of trees. Tomorow will be a new day of helping family and building furnit
Not Same This Year
this year isnt the same for me bein around the holidays bein its first time of over 3 years ive been single for totally over her its been since end of april this year me and heather split..but i didnt think it would bother me then as it is now not havin anyone to share anything with sept for parents but thats not really the of my family is in diff states ranging from ga,sc,and nc. im used to not seeing them and understand..shes made her choice and got with someone else and hes has taken my place bein with her and sharing what i used to but its all good ive been let down and lot has been taken away from me from all that happend i had the heart and she slowly gaining all that back n hopefully ill be able to share all that again with someone new i just wasnt ready to jump right into a relationship but it didnt even take her month or so if that and even move back to her home state of wva with him...oh well such as life and just another day... well yall
Not So Happy New Year
hello peeps, sorry i didnt get around to wish everyone a happy new year,but 07 went out for me like a car wreck. the nite of the 27th of dec , i was taken to hospital by my family, with severe intestinal pain. was admitted to hospital and went thru a ton of test and procedures, and 12/30 and 12/31, had 3 tumors removed from upper intestine, but the most shocking one was the tumor they found while doing a upper gi and confirmed on a ct scan. i'm not going to get into anymore details, but when someone says live life like theres no tommarrow, do it
Not So Old Poem
Metamorphous You caught me. I dont know how, I was running so fast. You pulled me in. You must be strong- all I did was push. You held me close. And somehow my body responded to the touch, I was so afraid of. The kiss- I thought would burn my kiss The words- I swore would make me cry. You caught me. Thank You. For so long it seemed like I was trapped- Someplace between here and where I belonged Suffocating in open air- I didnt want to breathe I didnt want to leave.. I found comfort- In the constant sadness You freed me. I dont know how, I thought I was lost. You gave me life. You must be strong- I just wanted to close my eyes You touched my skin- And somehow my bo
Not Single? Don't Talk To Me!
i know i have written a blog like this before. but i have decided to do it again. ATTENTION MEN: IF YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND, FIANCE, OR WIFE. PLEASE DO NOT, I REPEAT DO NOT SPEAK TO ME IN ANYTHING BUT A FRIENDLY SORT OF WAY. I'M SO TIRED OF HAVING GIRLFRIENDS AND WIVES ALL OVER ME ABOUT TALKING, SIMPLY TALKING, TO THEIR MEN. i will never and have never been with a man who was married or taken (unless he lied to me & i didn't know about it). i think girls who do that are down right trashy and deserve to be punched in the face and pushed into a firey hole of doom. lol. i'm being serious though. I AM NOT LIKE THAT, nor will i ever be. so if you have a girlfriend or anything like that, just stay the hell away from me. AND WOMEN!!! i am no threat. lol. don't be freaking out on me because your man is talking to me. 9 times out of 10 they start the conversations and the dirtiness starts from their little minds. okay, i'm done. hope everyone has a good freakin' night.
Not Sure If This Is Me
You Are a Friendly Ex While the guys you've dated haven't been perfect, you've kept most as friends In fact, one or two of your exes may be your best friends - after all, they know you best And though your mature attitude is awesome, make sure nothing gets too weird Or else you could lose these friendships, simply because your exes' new women think you're *too* friendlyWhat Kind of Ex-Girlfriend Are You?
Not Sure What To Do
Ok here's the deal ive been writing a novel for a few years now but every time i think im getting somewhere i think it sucks so i trash it.So im asking all that read my blogs this question if i posted it here would you be interesed in being sort of a foucus group by that i mean as i write more ill post it here you read it and tell me what you think does it suck should i take this out add this etc... all i ask is be honest dont worry about hurting my feelings because you wont thats the whole idea behind this.If any ones intersted leave a comment here or send me a private message the more the merryer and if i ever do manage o get it prnted all that hae helped me will get credit in the book. Oh just so you know a few of you have been made into charchters in my book hope ya dont mind :) thanks
Not Sure
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Evil,much evil passes hereon earth.Perhaps I will never stop crying.Without family,alone,very alone I walk,crying day and night only cries consume my eyes and soul.Under evil so hard. Ay ay my lord! Take pity on me,put an end to this suffering.Give me death my Beautiful lord,or give my soul transcendence! I found it in a book and i just cant get it outta my head so i thought i would spread the infection lol
Not Such A Mywasteofspace After All.
For all the maligning it has to be said that Myspace is more user-friendly in respect of pickuploads. I mean picture up loads. I have loaded about six on there today with only two fluffed efforts which was my fault so that is a record. After six attempts on Fubar I gave up trying to load just one, maybe it is me. Mywasteofspace seem to have got their act together, so, much thought is going into the future filing system. Having managed to get rid of Slap and Tickle I thought I had found a new home and figured where the light switches were located but it seems the aggravation of pouncy bouncy bouncers outweighs and overshadows the light convivial atmosphere here so perhaps it is time to have a Gin Sling My Hook, shaken but not stirred, switch the light off and start again. Who can say maybe in the cold light of day I will see better and the sun might be shining too.
Not-Self Central to the Buddha's teaching is the doctrine of anatman: "not-self." This does not deny that the notion of an "I" works in the everyday world. In fact, we need a solid, stable ego to function in society. However, "I" is not real in an ultimate sense. It is a "name": a fictional construct that bears no correspondence to what is really the case. Because of this disjunction all kinds of problems ensue. Once our minds have constructed the notion of "I," it becomes our central reference point. We attach to it and identify with it totally. We attempt to advance what appears to be its interests, to defend it against real or apparent threats and menaces. And we look for ego-affirmation at every turn: confirmation that we exist and are valued. The Gordian Knot of preoccupations arising from all this absorbs us exclusively, at times to the point of obsession. This is, however, a narrow and constricted way of being. Though we cannot see it when caught in the convolutions of ego, t
Not Strong Enough.......
I don't know if im strong enough to get threw this. Now of all times i am not sure that i will make it threw the night knowing at any point in time the phone will ring and it will give us the news that he's not with us anymore. I'm trying so hard to be strong and i'm not doing a very good job of it, I find myself slowly losing grip of everything. Everyone is counting on me being strong but im not sure i can be i dont think i can make it threw this i feel so lost. How will i manage this knowing everyone else will look to me for strength when i have no strength to give. I feel so powerless and there is nothing that i can do to change that, No matter my screams of pain or tear filled eyes will change the fate that we're all bound to. No it's not time yet it cant be he is suppose to live long enough to see his first great grand child. How could he be dying he was so strong, and how do you let go, I can't just say goodbye its impossible im not strong enough to do this not again
Not Sure If I Posted This One Before Put Its Funny
Are you sick of all those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound like Hallmark cards, and never come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that really speak to true friendship: 1. When you are sad - I will! help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile - I will know you've finally had sex. 4. When you are scared - I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried, I will tell you horrible ! stories about how much worse it could be and tell you to quit whining. 6. When you are confused - I will use little words. 7. When you are sick - stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall - I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath ...I pledge it till the end. Why, you ask? Because you are my friend. Remember: A good friend will h
Not Strong Enough!
I am not strong enough Feelings of helplessness Being lost within your own world I have been strong my whole life Specially when it came to those around me No matter what I have gone through in my life Being molested, Having a father who didnt want me A mother that hated me, Foster homes, Not knowing where my next meal or bed was I have always been the strong one Being able to find see and follow the positive Side of all things no matter what it was Always smiling and being happy But I am not strong enough this time I do not see the postive in this I am having trouble being happy Being able to put that smile on my face And when I do I feel quilty and mad at times I am happy with what I have please dont get me wrong, There is no better that a female could have, I have a wonderful man That I trust and trully believe he loves me I love him with all my heart In my eyes he could do no wrong He is what I have always believed all men should be, I have
Not So Sure Here!!!!
I'm better off dead then awake and feeling pain I'm better off day dreaming then seeing you again Id rather be dealing with it on my own Better yet im lonely please don't leave me all alone Calling for my mother inside my empty mind Listening for my brother but no one I can find Alone alone inside im all alone Alone alone inside a broken home Alone alone inside im alone Alone alone im hurting on my ownÖÖÖÖÖÖÖown Its all I ever wanted to see you smile free it hurts when I am taunted knowing not from me Left alone hurting is where I am today so death is all around me feeling the only way Would it make you happy knowing I was gone would you dance upon me Singing happy songs My death is your life your awakening ÖÖÖÖÖ. Say goodbye to yesterday cause times have changed ÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖ. Say goodbye to yesterday as im blowing out my brainsÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖ. Hoping that you find me dead without a trace remember every cur
Not Sure I Can
Years have passed Things have changed My feelings have grown Become deeper thn planned You tell me they cant So I've backed away Letting my heart move on Trying to forget And go back to normal But my feelings are different Not sure I can
Not So Happy Birthday
my birthday was the suckiest birthday I have ever was like everyone but a few people at work forgot about me this year...Not saying I expected expensive or lots of gifts, but damn can a get a phone damn (now ex) boyfriend gave me a $2.00 box of chocolates as if that would be cool after he gave me nothing for valentines day...bullshit!Rarrrr! Now I have to wait a whole nother yr to be disappointed again....
Not Sure Yet
I have to say first that i love Fubar and have made alot of wonderful people on here. but from time to time i get someone who wants to see me on cam or pics of areas that i do not have. I just want to say because i am a bbw does not mean i cyber or use my cam to show my private areas. I am here for friends. i do flirt and have fun but there is a limit to both. thanks for understanding.........
Not Sure
so i get to do a blog. dont know what im doin so please tell me how and i wil get better. thinking about writing a book about a gut who goes from broke to moderatly well what do u think?
Not So Nice
Two prostitutes were walking. One says 'Girl, we gotta get PAID tonight! I can smell dick in the air!' The other laughs and says 'Bitch, I just burped!'
Not Superman
Everyone always expects the most out of me. Family, friends all push me to be superman. I know it's not an on purpose thing. It's just trying to make me better. But, even as great as maybe I can be, I can only do so much. Sometimes it's just overwhelming. Expecially when I demand so much from myself anyways. One of my lines has always been. "Everyone calls on a hero to be saved. But, what happens when the hero needs saving?" I'm not asking to be saved. Just give this superman a holiday.
Not So Homeless Anymore.
Well I won't be homeless untill atleast October. It should of been April I went homeless. But my life is looking up. Well, its looking up...... KINDA. It seems I have more money than expected. And that will get me by till my apartment Lease is up. And by then hopefully I will have a job.
Not Shy..i Guess
You Are 36% Shy You are slightly shy, but overall, your reactions to social situations are normal. You dread difficult social situations, but you still handle them with grace. How Shy Are You?
Not Showing On Dirty Jobs
If you had to get a job in the Porn industry, scatological porn would be the way to go. The pay is probably higher, and if anyone you knew saw you, it would probably be more embarrassing for them to admit it than you.
Not Sure What To Think
OK yesterday someone that has been a big part of my life and well always will be tells me something unexpected. That he can never love,or give his heart away. The one woman that he feels would steal his heart for good scares him. The one that has been there and gone but still there. At this point I was wondering what he was talking about and who. I just kept listening of course as I tend to do. Finally he asked me who I thought he was talking about. Well of course I couldn't answer cause I wasn't sure...Well he lets me know its me. That one person thats been in his life for at least 15 years now. That no matter for what reason,or whatever time it is fine to call. At this point I am just stunned and having no idea what to say.I have no idea what to say or how to feel about that. I have been hurt enough and it hasn't quite ended just yet. I'm already in the middle of getting away from another bad relationship. My heart will be locked away for a very long time because it can't take anymor
A Not So Fast Chase Scene In Tn
Good Morning. Itís a Thursday in Michigan and going to be warm, but rain is due in later tonight to dampen the parade of good spiritsÖregardless, perhaps we can say good bye to old man winter and his little harlot Winter Bliss. Thank the maker! My gosh I was going to start dressing Liz up in a Penguin suit just so she could adapt. Idol dumped the Horse riding barrel jumping cutie last night and she did a great thing by singing to Simon that was cute. I truly think all Brook White is lucky to still be there with regard to how she has performed over the last few weeks and honestly is lucky to have stayed in the top ten. Carly Smithson now returns to the top three due to Michael Johns exit last week. The plain and simple truth is she now is receiving votes that he would have normally got. Perhaps that is also why just maybe that David A will not be this years IdolÖbut you never knowÖ. Has anyone ever watched the show ďCOPSĒ or one show is called ďMost ShockingĒ or something of that nat
Not Sure....
With so much going on around my house I'm not sure when I will be here and when I won't... I start a new job tomorrow and have to go pick up my new car today... I'm so close yet so far from leveling to Fu-King... and yet without knowing when I will be here, I hesitate to ask for help. I'm a firm believer in returning that which is given to me... so until I know a little more just keep me in your thoughts and know I'll be around when I can. To all those that Keep visiting my page and rating and helping ...
Not Sure
You stole my heart Promised not to break it Swearing you'd always be there But now I have to wonder Are you breaking that promise Or will you really be there Can we overcome it all I want to be with you Want what I know we could have No longer sure we really can Dont know what to think Not sure what to do All I know is I love you
Not Sure What To Do...
just blogging about my life thus far.. Well... In the last yr I've managed to go from doing nothing with nothing to doing nothing with a CNA. I went into Job Corps. in Clearfield, Utah. I went there because I had nothing to do and needed something to get me going. I was in the "I don't want to do anything" mode of my life. So I went and signed up for Job Corps though" Well this will give me something to do...and hey I can stay out of trouble at the same time" so I went. I got there Dec. 5, 3:42 pm(yeah i know... why remember the time?) it was pretty sunny out..and chilly. I got into the dorm i was going to stay in few the next 6-7 wks. I go through the 6-7 wks of intro to classes. Then move dorms to a slightly better one. I go into Culinary until I can get the required things for getting into Health Occ. I go through another 5-6 wks of classes in a high school lvl setting and get my GED(SCORE! GED! What I needed) Now I'm in Health Occ. and loving it. Well I'll save the rest fo
Not Sure What To Say!
I guess a blog is something off top of ur head or thats a subject u r willing to share for advice so if I can help please feel free to stop in and blog on any intelligent subject!
Not So Bright
ok so here i am trying to be smart and what do i do. screw up my first blog.....ok ok so i'm new at this. but realy should that be a good enough reason????? i think not, i mean c'mon the instructions are there for you to read .
A Not So Fabulous Video Of Me Might Hit The Streets..
Good Morning and Happy Friday. Not to be confused with a Fry Day or the Day of Fry which normally translates to an unknown variety of Fish taking a grease bath and a Hot Grease bath at that. Golf was hard to manipulate last night due to the cold air much in part thanks to our cold Lake Michigan windsÖbrrr I heard back from Sleepy Jean and the surgery was successful and many thanks to all those who kept her in your thoughts and prayers. Thank You! Oh before I go off and wish you all a glorious weekend and those celebrating memorial day happy weekend and be safe. I have to say this about meÖI need to have a lease on me while over at out friends house and a video camera comes onÖOh my gosh! If they put that Video on You-TubeÖthere will be much embarrassment in my neck of the woodsÖ Apparently at some point in the night a dug up a Christmas Tree that was still looking good, oh it had bed head from lying on its side for a few months BUT!!! It still had the string Ėo Ė lights on it and I
Not Sure What To Title This
I got a really bad phone call this morning. Telling me that a friend that i have been friends with for almost 20 yrs.(im 26 met them in grade school) Was killed. Ah...... not sure what to say or do at the moment. Im still in shock about it. Here i am almost 27 and it finally dawns on me just how precious our time here really is. You would think me being a military daughter and having to deal with death of my brother (yrs ago)and family and friends that i would have come to that conclusion sooner. But i guess it just takes time and certain things for reality to set in. I dont know i really dont. Since august of last year it seems that everytime i turn around someone in my life is being taken away from me permanently. And i want to say it aint fair and pitch a fit about it and kick and scream. But if i were to do that it wouldnt bring them back and it wouldnt make me feel any better. And everyone would think that i was a freaking loon. I had talked to this friend a few days a
Not Sure If I Should Post This
Iím so tired on being alone, every time I think I find someone I can truly be happy with I just get hurt or it falls throughÖ Along with the physical pain from the war, and the mental pain from the war, it just pushes me over the edge. I think about killing myself a lot, and I found a new way today that will work well I think. Iím not asking for help, Iím not asking for you to feel sorry for me. Iím just venting my sadness, and pain. I really have nothing to live for, and no hope of getting better. Even if I found someone I could love, they wouldnít love me for long, or they would just use me like all the others. I cant do this much longer. Iím sorry. I donít know what to say anymore, Iím one of the nicest guys and I try to make other peoples life's better even as my own falls apart around me, I give and give and never ask for much if anything, but to what end? I think I will have to do it my self, god donít seem to care enough to end my suffering.
Not Sure Of.....a Fave!! Lol
NOT SURE OF... You're not sure of: THE DOCTOR because he says, "Take off your clothes." THE DENTIST because he says, "Open wide." THE HAIRDRESSER because he says, "Do you want it teased or blown?" THE MILKMAN because he says, "Do you want it in the front or the back?" THE INTERIOR DECORATOR because he says, "Once it's in, you'll love it." THE STOCK BROKER because he says, "It will rise right up, fluctuate for a while and then slowly fall back again." THE BANKER because he says, "If you take it out too soon, you'll lose interest." THE HUNTER because he goes deep in the bush, shoots twice and always eats what he shoots. THE BELL ATLANTIC GUY because he says, "Would you like it on the table or against the wall?"
Not Sure Random Thoughts
what makes men do some of the stupid crap they do..i have been talkin with some friends and it breaks my heart to hear the way they put men down, i may be crazy but im a southern gent and i respect a woman as the individual she is and some are good and some are trash but i dont blame all women for the mistakes of the few.. and i wish women would do the same. i know there are some guys out there thats not worth the powder to shoot them but on the other hand a trip into a swamp would teach them some respect for life in general just listen to the song by charlie daniels and you will understand...but really folks we need to respect each other alittle more .. there are some guys i know on line that are abusive and crazy toward women.. i have seen guys treet women like dirt but they should treet women like gold cause they are special...
Not Sure Where This Is Going
I think that in the next few weeks, my time on Fubar will be minimal at best. It isn't because of any drama, because I don't care about that, and even if I did, I am too lazy and computer illiterate to do anything about it anyway. I have a few personal things going on, and it's finally to the point that I need to focus some attention elsewhere for a bit. I go Monday to talk to my Dr., and if nothing has changed, I shall be getting an MRI to see what can be done to make the pain go away. It has been bad for 3 months, as you all have read, and has flared up in the past since I've been 20ish. I'm hoping for surgery, it it comes down to it. I'm tired of Vicodin. I'm tired of 4 hours of sleep a day. I'm tired of only being able to comfortably sit when in my work truck, and nowhere else. It's adding up to a big depression jag, and I don't want to subject everyone on here to that. So I'll be minimally on. If you need help, and don't get a response from me, Princess can gi
Not Sure What Is Going On In My Head Or Heart
July 23, 2008 Wed at 2:39 pm. There are to many thoughts running around in my head. Mind won't settle on one thing to figure it out, and then go to the next one. Not really anyone to talk to. I have found family, and most of the so-called friends that I have made here in this town, only come by, or call when they are in need. I love the fact I can be there for those who need me, but I would like that returned. I don't ask for myself the times I do ask. One time I need just a shoulder to lean on , or cry on. There isn't one around. At the point where I think I am better off staying to myself. Never believed I could hurt, or feel so alone as I do. What really hit this all home was going to the Nursing Home to visit my mom and do paper work to cover her exspenses. The Social Worker there and I got into it about some stuff of my mom's . There was some issues over a policy of my mom's that she will lose cause there is no money to cover it. The woman made me feel like I was less th
Not So Good Grief.
So, Iím not really good with grieving. Iím not good with any feeling but particularly grief because grief is many emotions, many conflicting emotions swelling and breaking in waves. I hate it. Grief is what overtakes me in the middle of a meal, when Iím backing out the driveway or listening to a friend tell me how well their children are doing. Itís not keeping it together at the grocery store and wondering why tears are falling when Iím in the middle of a sentence. Grief is not particularly predictable (other than in the wee small hours) either. Listening to a voicemail of my mother was no sweat. Not being able to call her after completing my demo CD? Killer. Fucking vacant killer desperate loneliness. I hate it. Sometimes itís all consuming. Other times itís almost entirely unnoticeable. Not a blip on the screen. Not a hint. Just gone. And still other times, its all there is: an undercurrent weaving its way through whatever I do. Grief. Not so good grief. Did I menti
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i'm not sure who reads these things . but oh well i'm just going to say it.. i am someone of thier word for the most part ... i dont lie about who i am or what i am... eariler today someone said some things that i didnt say and it made me lose someone i care about. to that person i will say this one thing i believe in is things have a way of showing them and itself... people will see who and what you are!!!! what you did was wrong !!!! i'm a nice and easy going guy!!! but why would you want to fuck with someone like that is just fucked up!!!!and you will get yours !! it will come back around you will see!!!!!! to the one i lost! i am not that kinda of guy nor will i EVER BE!!! I DO NOT MESS AROUND!!!!i love you!!!and i dont say that to just anyone!!!i want and wanted you.. i hope in time you will see that! this is just killin me!!! i will not ask you to trust nor believe me . but please i will ask for the chance to prove myself to you!!! i do love you and i am REALLY HURT
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The collar is a symbol of ownership within the BDSM lifestyle. It does not necessarily have to be an actual collar. In some cases it may be a chain attached to piercing, a tattoo/branding, or a piece of jewelry. A collar is not something to be given lightly. It is symbolic of a serious commitment of ownership and bears the same importance as a wedding ring. The collar means that the submissive is not available Or is ďoff limitsĒ and serves only the one she/he is collared by. The collar is the property of the Dominant and should the two terminate the relationship, it should be returned immediately . A Dominant who purses a collared submissive Is acting improperly and is jeopardizing his/her reputation. Below are examples of the several different types Of collars often presented. The Training Collar; Typically a prelude to a formal collar it is utilized while the sub/slave is being taught and is still learning the specific duties expected by
Not Sure Wtf Is Going On...
... so im pretty much gonna conclude all of this with a nice big FTW!!! If you want to stay family BE family to me.. If you want to BS me.. expect to get nothing but BS from me. This is my official love letter to all who think they have me figured out.. which btw anyone can do that cuz there's no fucking science to understand Honor. And a small thank you to those that have reminded me that God, Family and Music is the only thing that matters.. for my Honor rests in my faith in such. peace.
Not Sure About This World.......
Not Safe For Work...?
Well, you shouldnt be FUCKING OFF ON THE NET AT WORK! What a load of shit.
Not Suitable Forwork
Look dumb ass mother fuckers marking my shit as nsfw is bullshit. someone that i talk to didnt hook up with is fucking with me. this is an adult site more childish games played then actual adults behavior. just because a pic say fuck in it its nsfw that is fuckin bull and why is it you feel the need to mark one as nsfw and it had been ripped from anothers page and it had not been marked and still is not marked. hell i at least put into seperate folder saying may not be sutable hell grow up.
Not Such A Nice Girl Not Too Bright Either.
WASILLA, Alaska ó Gov. Sarah Palin lives by the maxim that all politics is local, not to mention personal. So when there was a vacancy at the top of the State Division of Agriculture, she appointed a high school classmate, Franci Havemeister, to the $95,000-a-year directorship. A former real estate agent, Ms. Havemeister cited her childhood love of cows as a qualification for running the roughly $2 million agency. Ms. Havemeister was one of at least five schoolmates Ms. Palin hired, often at salaries far exceeding their private sector wages. When Ms. Palin had to cut her first state budget, she avoided the legion of frustrated legislators and mayors. Instead, she huddled with her budget director and her husband, Todd, an oil field worker who is not a state employee, and vetoed millions of dollars of legislative projects. And four months ago, a Wasilla blogger, Sherry Whitstine, who chronicles the governorís career with an astringent eye, answered her phone to hear an ass
Not So Happy Birthday
Birthday comming up again and as usual, I wished it wasn't. I hate birthdays, I really do. Women hate birthdays because it means getting older I hate mine because it always happens something comes along to kick me in the stomac and put me down. This year is no exception. Ex reminding me of that pain. But I'm sure that's not enough. More will come since it's not here yet. Alone I will be again and wishing it end and end soon so I can look forward to it not comming back around til next year
Not Sure Of Me Anymore
Ever had someone who could pick you up and throw you down in the same sentence? Ever have someone who claimed to love you and all they ever did was hurt you? Ever have someone who's touch was rarely loving and that caused more pain than you thought you could endure? Ever have someone who would rather call you a degrading name than your own? Ever have a person who you were so afraid of that you stayed for fear of leaving them and dealing with their wrath? I just left that person. I am starting all over. I have the most important person by my side, My Daughter. She is keeping me together, though at times I just want to fall apart. I know I can't rely on her that way, it's not fair for her. She doesn't understand the situation. She will adjust in time, as will I. We are going to have a lot to learn and a long way to travel before we are able to put the past behind us. I didn't suffer alone. She was there. She heard the yelling and crying. She endured some minor verbal abuse, b
Not So Random Thoughts
Attitude Is Everything. Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. After all, today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday. -REL
Not So Harmonious
It's 4 am and the morning and I'm awake for the day. Upon checking my emails, I find spam from eHarmony. Free personality profile! What fun, lol. I decide I have nothing better to do. So me and my cup of coffee go at it. Of course, all of my hard work was for naught. At the end of the test, I was apologized to. Apparently, my personality is one that can't be correctly matched with another. Hmmmm. Why was I not surprised? So evidently I'm incompatible with the rest of the retards that have joined eHarmony. Course, that just might be the way I'd like to keep it. words that describe you: *perceptive *realistic *demanding *down-to-earth *hardnosed *judgmental *skeptical *pragmatic
Not Sure What I Did But...
OK so I haven't been on here much the past few days. Actually, I think this is the first in a couple of days. We had about 10 inches of snow in the forecast that was supposed to start Late Thursday and on into Friday. Well, instead we got just a few inches of snow along with some ice. I have been at my PC briefly checking email messages as apparently I have done something to pinch a nerve. I have arthritis in all hip and knee joints. The right hip being more severe. This past week alone just sitting at the PC for long periods of time I get it in my tail bone (LOL, ok if you wanna be funny and smart my arse!) I'm sure this is because I desperately need to go see my chiropractor. But since my auto insurance will no longer pay any accident related medical visit (as they only paid for a yr after the accident). Obviously, I can't afford to go when I really need to. I am trying to keep it at just once a month although, I was going once every two weeks if not sooner if I f
Not Sure What To Name It
there more to love that meets the eye there's more to what i feel inside and if i told you would u be mine for i i would travel around the world. If i send you flowers would u walk away or would it be enough to make u stay even though onr thing is for sure in time it will tell.
???not Sure What To Think
I just wanted to let you all know that Mom was taken off inpatient status at the Hospice House since a week ago Friday. It seems she is "improving", and no longer meets the criteria for inpatient care, which means Medicare is no longer paying for it. I just found out about this a couple days ago. Once again someone dropped the ball on letting us know. I was not happy. I think it is kind of ironic, though, that a person who has cancer, who would not survive treatment, cannot walk or take care of herself, and was given two weeks to live (she has lasted over three weeks since that statement was made) would be taken off inpatient status at a hospice... These are federal regulations... I believe the main reason for this is that at her time of admittance she was having tube feedings. The hospice doctor has since stopped the tube feedings, and we or the nurses are helping her eat and drink what she can and wants by mouth. She has really been doing very well with that, alt
Not Sure
When you meet that certain someone you been searchin' hard to find It's a new love full of passion that can sometimes make you blind I don't mind bein' swept away if I know right from the start So before we go much further can I trust you with my heart In the time we've spent together I have learned to trust in you So many things you've given before I even asked you to But reality and romance are sometimes far apart So what I really need to know is can I trust you with my heart Can I cast my cares upon you, can you stand a heavy load Can I count on you to walk me down that long and winding road If you promise me these simple things I can guaranty You can always count on me Can I cast my cares upon you, can you stand a heavy load Can I count on you to walk me down that long and winding road When two hearts solely surrender and are sworn to understand It completes a perfect union between a woman and a man So please don't misunderstand me I don't want to go too far
Not-so-random Survey
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Adam Birthday: February 26th. Birthplace: Lowell, MA Current Location: Work Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Bald, but strawberry/sandy blonde normally Height: 5'8" Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: Irish/Polish/Seminole/French-Canadian/English/German/Austrian/Russian. Full blooded American baby! The Shoes You Wore Today: Harley-Davidson boots Your Weakness: Im a sucker for a pretty face and a mischievous spirit. Your Fears: Failure Your Perfect Pizza: Not terribly picky. No anchovies or olives though. Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Gotcha Your Best Physical Feature: Shoulders Your Bedtime: Typically 11 Your Most Missed Memory: Sailing up the coast of Europe Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: BK Single or Group Dates: Whatever Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee Do you Swear: What the hell kind of fucking question
Not Sure What To Think... Or Do... Blarg
I have been friends with someone online for 2.5 years.. I am now putting a few things together and am wondering.. is it a lie? ALL OF IT? I was recently told by her that her son was killed... in a major car wreck... I looked in the papers in her city (and surrounding areas) and nothing came up...I had someone ELSE look.. again... nothing came up... is it true? Something would have been found about a car wreck... expecially since he died... She never once had a salute... but... i have seen her on cam... she was pretty... but was she a model like she has been saying? I don't know... She disappeared when she went to meet a guy... literally disappeared... said she was in a hospital in philly... but.. no one knew where (including her kids apparently) There are so many things that I am not sure about with her now... I love the girl I swear.. but i am having MAJOR doubts about who she is...
Not Sure When I Wrote It But Its Called "karma"
My death has already happened My slow demise started in February My burial happened in May A walking zombie In a world of cruelty And pain Heartache and torture Fill my head My life isnít right Fuck my life isnít real Is this a nightmare That I just havenít woke up from? No this is my reality This is my karma.
Not Sure When I Wrote It But Its Called "game"
Empty bed Broken window Blood stained sheets Tear stained face White walks His name written in blood I love you underneath Loaded gun in hand Trigger pulled A life lost The game of love Had became too much.
Not Safe For Work
I have gone to great lengths to tell everyone i know (ADULTS) about this site. everytime i talked to someone they ask me if i have a myspace. and i proceed to tell them about FUBAR because its to me the adult version of myspace. but one thing has gotten me, the whole NSFW. no this is not a porn site and i got that, but the plain fact is this is an ADULT site. you have to sign off on the fact that your of adult age to join. so if a person feels good enough about themselves to show themselves off a bit why should another ADULT have the right to make them put their photos in a folder marked NSFW or have to make them private because it has offended someone. what exactly is offensive? i looked at some photos just a few min ago that had been reported as NSFW(offensive to someone), and nothing and i mean nothing in those photos were the least bit offensive. i worked as a restaurant mgr for 5 years in florida 10 miles from the beach and the women that came in didnt have a 1/3 of the clothing o
Not So Noble
subject:Not So Noble post date:2007-10-10 01:38:42 views: 15 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Written: Sometime in 2003 Format: Cinquain Title : Not So Noble (formerly untitled until today) Red blood Beats in my heart Flowing through my blue veins I am born to die, just like you Red Blood
Not So Sure...
So, my VIP expires in a couple of days, I think. I am not really sure what I want to do. Do I want to stay? Do I want to delete? Do I just take a fucation(fubar vacation)? I just wonder who would miss me if I was gone. I know of maybe 5 that would even notice... *shrugs* Play the video....this is how I'm sorta feeling today...listen to the words
Not Sure
Ok, so I really like someone. But when I see pics of him and his ex, I cant help but feel like I dont add up. I have problems trusting people and believing what they say, this goes for him as well. I dont know if I should believe him, that if I do that, I may feel like I have a chance at this or what. I just dont see what would keep him around because of how happy he seemed with her. I just dont want to be let again i guess. I guess that I cant measure up to anything because Ive never really been important to anyone.
Not Sure What I Am Thinking
i have been asking myself why i keep coming here and i cant really find the answer i mean there is nothing wrong with this site but too many people are fake on here they cry to get attention and i just cant stand it i mean i dont care about ratings and well i dont mind meeting new people hell there are a few on here i like so thats been a good thing and i am working on my people skills cause quite frankly most of you suck ass and most people forget that fact that some people do like being real and taken seriously i try to be on the same page with peoples feelings treat them with respect and be a friend but the fact of the matter is people use each other to make them feel good them go away when they get what they need and maybe thats what i am doing i am trying to be better than most people are but i am just as guilty but i wanted something more i wanted to find something that seems to elude me repeatedly and that is my emotions i feel hate and anger and all the negative stuff but i can
A Not-so-private Pc
The personal computer may soon be not-so-private, with the U.S. and some European nations working on laws allowing them access to search the content held on a person's hard drive. President Obama's administration is keeping unusually tight-lipped on the details, which is raising concerns among computer users and liberty activists. Almost everyone today owns a music player and a laptop. But what if the Government decided to allow itself to access these personal devices for no specific reason whatsoever? Read more In extreme secrecy from the public, the Obama administration is hammering out an international copyright treaty with several other countries and the European Union. Under the Anti-Counterfeiting Trade Agreement (ACTA), governments will get sweeping new powers to search and seize material thought to be in breach of copyright. While the Obama administration calls these secretive plans a development of ďnational security,Ē Richard Stallman, a prominent American s
Not Sure Why..?? Scroll Down ..... Hehehe
Reason, Season and Lifetime †.. People always come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do. .. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, or to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or even spiritually. They may seem like a godsend to you, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. ... Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. ... Sometime
Not Sure What To Name This Lol
she sits alone and wonders why? why does she hurt? why does she cry? emotions deep within her soul well up into her mind, a longing for answers a longing for peace is what her spirit tries to find. she sits and ponders days gone by, of past heartbreaks and times of despair. she runs her nails down her arms tearing at the flesh feeling no pain but the pain inside, she stares into the abyss, it stares back not knowing her pain it knows nothing of the love she's missed. it sucks her emotions bleeding her dry, she has run out of tears to cry. it gives nothing back, she feels no relief, all she feels is her soul's deep grief she longs for a moment of welcome release, she longs to feel love, she longs to set her soul free to hope once more and to love. a minute goes by she sits frozen not moving an inch, not a tremor not one tiny flinch. she raises her head, on her face is an expression of deep comprehension. she stands up straight and faces the clouds above and unleashes a banshee-
Not So Amazing Anymore.
Your not so amazing I'm so glad that I'm blazing. We lost total controll and now we both pay the toll. I guess I'll see you hell no need to dwell. When we first met we fell into love, your the one who was to fit like a glove. I used to think you were the one to save me now I hate everything you ever gave me. Your not so amazing anymore, now everyone knows the score. You got me played me for a fool, can't belive I fell for your lies you fucking tool. Now I am mind fucked and now I am crazy. I came out of this with the scares that you gave me. I bled and I bitched but it's over I quit. You can stay hiding forever but I will never...How many have you played at the end of your life? How many chances will you take till someone gives you a knife? Your not so amazing anymore quite frankly you were sort of a bore. Even for you being whore I fooled myself thinking I adored. You really got me this time and it's fine. Eventually you'll pay for all you've done in the end I'm the one who won.
Not Sorry
You were an indiscretion. It's a mistake I'd rather not repeat, though I know I probably will. I won't apologize, at least not to you. You got exactly what you asked for, though it may not have been what you wanted. That's how this works, i don't know why you can't see that.†Nothing is asked†of you, from you. Give you what you ask for, nothing more. You look past her, through her, never at her. You don't see HER.†But you want her to see you, you need it.†You know that's why you came, though it's probably not the excuse you give yourself and it's not the one you gave at the door.†What do you tell yourself? Why do you keep going there? You can't hide it from her, she looks straight into you, exposes the lies you tell yourself, tears down your walls. So you go, unload all of your dirty secrets on her; no shame, no judgement, no regret, just release. You never ask what she keeps from you, what secrets she's hiding, wouldn't tell you†if you did.†But†you thought you saw something, learned so
Not Saying Goodbye
Theres been times in many peoples lives that you never get t so something to someone before they die.I recently just went through that. This past Thursday I was on a brb, when I came back a friend of mine had imed me. He had just found a friend of ours had just died from internal injuries suffered from a head on car collision. Within the last 8 months everything had gone very good for her. From a better paying to In California, just got married , to her and her husband starting up a consulting firm. Of course this stunned everyone who knew and loved her. †But this what bothers me, I never got to tell her how happy and proud of her I was and that she deserved it. I know shes in a better place and that how proud I was of her, but its not the same as telling her that. As I end this I just want to say.††† Sandy I was very pround of you and I will miss you very dearly. Love your friend Dustin Straight from the Heart
Not Sure About This...
† Im not quite sure about this website,i mean....i was reffered here by a close friend who claims there are many hot guys around the bar here who are looking to hook up. Is this true? Its my very first night, so be gentle :) † Lets see what this bar has in store for me for tonight.... I wanna get crunked!! Do you? Wanna dance? Let's hit the dance floor... Afer that, you might even get my phone number.......for†now my email will do! † † Lets party!
Not So Silly
The Story Goes:One day I hopped in a taxi and we took off for the airport.† We were driving in the right lane when suddenly a car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us.† My taxi driver slammed on his brakes, skidded and missed the other car by just inches!† The drive of the other car whipped his head around and started yelling at us.† My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy.† And I mean, he was really friendly.† So I asked, "Why did you just do that"?† this guy almost ruined your car and sent us to the hospital!!† This is when my taxi driver taught me what I now call, The Law of the Garbage Truck." He explained that many people are like garbage trucks.† They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment.† As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it and sometimes they will dump it on you.† Don't take it personally.† Just smile, wave, wish them well and move on.† Don't take their garbage and spread it to other
Not So Dumb After All
Funny? Not So Dumb After All There was a little boy named Johnny who used to hang out at the local corner market. The owner didn't know what Johnny's problem was, but the boys would constantly tease him. They would always comment that he was a few bricks shy of a full load, or two pickles short of a barrel. To prove it, sometimes they would offer Johnny his choice between a nickel and a dime, and John would always take the nickel. One day after John grabbed the nickel, the store owner took him aside and said, "Johnny, those boys are making fun of you. They think that you don't know that the dime is worth more than the nickel. Are you grabbing the nickel because it's bigger, or why?" Slowly, Johnny turned toward the store owner and a big grin appeared on his face and Johnny said, "Well, if I took the dime, they'd stop doing it. So far I have
Not Something I Normally Do
Okay, so this is probably going to turn out longer then I intended. I've been single for 4 months now, maybe a bit longer than that, I don't really remember now. All I know is that I was unhappy in my last last girlfriend slept with my older sister, right after her and I had gotten together no less, and then lied to me about it and didn't come clean until after†I ended things. We were together for almost 2 years...pretty screwed up huh? I thought being single for awhile would be good for me, give me a chance to get things straightened know, getting a job and those sorts of things. I mean, it's nice and then it's awful at the same time. How you ask? See, I'm a very loving person...I give my everything in a relationship. I love the person I'm with no matter what anyone else says or thinks about them...they can be their self around me without me judging or trying to change them. I can be stubborn at times, very rarely show any emotion that I'm feeling...but tha
Not So Bad Now...
The word isnt so bad when its glittery,now is it... † † † † † †
The Not So Simple Plan
The not so simple man, by Walt Richters † He’s a man in his thirties He’s never done much worth writing home about He’s inspired few people with thoughtful words from his heart He’s written few poems down on old yellow paper † They say he has a nice smile, but he won’tHe’s afraid of his imperfections As a child he felt embarrassment He tries not to feel that again † He has a an eclectic taste in entertainment He lives for containment He is a hobbit by nature But He is Beorn the bear man when those he loves are hurt † His heart is squishy with melodrama His thoughts are in line with his heart
Not So Long Ago
Walking along side by side in the dark Reminds me of that night in the park Together, so close on the slide My feelings I found, I couldn't hide I know it was wrong, but I couldn't deny The lust I suddenly found no matter what I try You sat there with your arms around me I was depressed, dressing accordingly I wanted to be held, to feel loved inside He wouldn't come no matter what I tried I wanted to be in his arms, to stop the pain I wanted to stop myself from going insane You were there to console me But there were things I just didn't see You had thoughts and ideas, things to do Things you wanted no matter what it cost you You didn't care what happened to me As long as you got what you wanted I see How could you be so heartless, it was so plain That you didn't care that I was in so much pain I was so confused, so alone and distraught I have no idea what it is that I thought Oh well I guess its all is the past I can finally let it go at last.
Not Sure...
I am not sure exactly what I feel today. I don't feel sad, for once I am not angry, I just feel sort of empty. I wanna find someone to share my time with, but I don't trust anyone based on how things have been for me. If I do run across someone I MAY have something in common with, I seem to sabotage any possibility. I am not sure why I do that. I feel like the screaming is so loud someone will hear it & come rescue me, but no one hears it but me. I guess that means I am not ready, or just no able. Maybe I am far too damaged now. I guess someone will have to do it for me since I don't seem capable to do it for myself, but since it doesn't happen, I† Oh well.† Maybe next life...
Not Sure What To Call This....
well on another website....a couple of guys asked for my number...we had chated for a quite some time so i figure okay kewl no worries....well i got a call from unknown number and i don't answer it goes to voicemail...i check it and i guess she was looking for becca (name i use on the other site) that the number was saved on her phone but she call in unknown...well if she really wanted the truth she would have not blocked the number or it wasn't her phone it was saved under...either girl thinks i'm stupid as all get out and she got the number from his phone and blocking her number....or this dude is got some bad aweful the lesson to be learned here is to always keep ur phone locked and never save an number from the opposite sex in ur partner's phone.....big big no no!!!
Not Sure...
So here is my story.† I moved to Arizona to start the next chapter in my life.† I am really excited to be here, but am a little lost.† Not sure what is in store for me.† Had a pretty good life in South Carolina, but was never really happy there.† Now here I am, no car, no friends, no job (I am disabled) and nothing to do.† I know God has a reason he made it possible for me to move here.† I just wish I knew what it was.† I am going a little stir crazy.† Love the peace and quiet, but sometimes we all need a little excitement.† I could get a bus pass like a friend recommended, but not sure where the bus routes take you and where to get them.† Guess I could call a Taxi and get around that way, but I feel that I might as well stay home, if I am going to be by myself anyway.† I just need to learn to be more patient, I guess.† Any suggestions are welcome.† I am just having a pitty party for myself.† Maybe I shouldn't even post this.† I think it helps though to get it out.† Thanks to all who a
Not Sure How To React?!?!?!?!?!
For the last few weeks it has been really awesome here....Tina has been cummin and coming over here every Sunday to "watch" the bears play, we may see the first kickoff but by the first play we are playing with each other.† Sam finally did get to meet her and it was so fuckin awesome like OMFGGG!!!!!† we fucked all night long hehehehe!!!!!!† Anyway, something different has happened the last two weeks that has me confused on what to do!?!?!?!?!!!!!† Tina's mom comes and picks her up on Sunday's after the game and for the first three weeks we had plenty of time to fuck!† But starting two weeks ago she showed up earlier than usual and we had to hurry up and get dressed.† She had to see we were doing something other than watching tv, our faces were flushed and there was a scent of sex in the air.† Then last week, the bears were off so I thought Tina wouldn't come over but she insisted, which was way cool, anyway....this time her mom dropped her off instead of me picking her up, we sat down
Not Sure If This Is A Good Thing Or A Bad Thing...
I think I have finally gone off the deep end. † I think I've finally lost my mind. † I think that maybe...just maybe...these are the moments that I've waited for all my life. † † I awaken to a new day, the sun streaming gaily through the french doors in my room. Cringing against its bright greeting, I briefly consider pulling the blanket over my head and once again enveloping myself in it's sweet womb of warmth and darkness. And then I realize... † I don't want to do that. I don't want to hide from the day. Not anymore. I am ready to embrace every moment. † It's almost frightening.
Not So Fun When It's Your Mom Huh?
Lil Johnny walks in the bedroom and dad has mom bent over goin at it. Dad winks at Johnny and Johnny leaves. Dad thinks he better talk to Johnny. After lookin through the whole house dad finds Johnny upstairs with grandma bent over puttin it to her hard. Dad flips out. What the hell are you doin? Johnny winks and says... Not so funny when its your mom huh
Not Sure What
lost in my own world of memories, wishin i would jus drownd. there not toturous. there not terrifying. there memories of things good, dead and gone in my past. memories i would prefer to shed away. let them die, lyk there killin me away. i dare not put them away. for this must never be done they say. there movin in, there here to stay. not sure how to act. lyk a war goin off inside my head. good and evil gettin ransacked deep inside of me. the blood oh so good runnin down the sides of my head. theyve broken free, destruction, devastation at all costs.
Not Sure About This
I'm not exactly sure what my view is on this. I mean I guess I do, seeing as how it kind of pissed me off that my Mom said these things. To be honest, I'm not sure why I'm even posting this on here. Maybe to just vent. My Mom was watching some show on television this afternoon. It showed a woman that came to the US from some other country. For some reason this put my Mom over the edge. She starts blurting out how people should just stay in their own county, how the only reason they come over here is because we "give them things", and how they take our jobs. I sat there just staring at here, not sure of what to say. What does one say to comments like that?
The Not So Life Of Being A Mother... Thoughts On My Life In Motherhood Thus Far
I know this is silly, as a mom I've pent up a lot of stuff for the past five and a half years, money trouble, fights with the kids' father, and now the emotional turmoil that goes with leaving him. After almost seven years of struggles financially and emotionally and trying to grin and bare all the stress and turmoil that goes with being a blossoming family, I left him, for personal reasons that, no, I don't want to talk about.† We still live in the same house for now, though summer is creeping up on us.† This all started with one stupid choice, moving to Virginia, which turned into moving to NC for a bigger home.† Now we're fighting out custody, not in a nasty way, but in a way that deadens the soul.† I want to move south, with the kids, he wants to split them up, which in my book is a nono.† Our oldest has autism, well, Aspergers, and he's made some great strides and progress since we found out two years ago, he seems almost completely "normal" which I happen to think is over rated.
Not So Blonde
You look at me & have already decided what I am. Who am I to make you the fool. Few people actually realize it's your ears..not your mouth...that hears. There is more than 1 way to live, yet there is only 1 way to be right. Hmmmmm, how many of lifes lessons are not taught nor learned due to those who already know it all? I can babble like an idiot or be as quiet as a mouse, either way, I'm sure I was listening more than you. I don't have to be right to you, so long as I know I'm not wrong to me. Those old sayings carry much wisdom, " Never Judge a Book by it's Cover", you might just miss out on the best novel you'll ever find.
Not Sure When I'll Get A Camera Cored; But
Starting tomorrow I'll be taking photos twice a week along with excersizing.† I'm going a size goal of a size 10.† It won't be as hard as it was the first time I went for that small but just annoying.† I'll be learning how to rollerblade hopefully this weekend.† I'll take photos of me showing my problem areas and take a photo of how much i weigh.† I'll write in my journal my process so that i don't forget what photos was taken what days.† every two weeks or every week.† I'll take the photos in the same outfit to show a difference that's more obvious.† I'll take random pictures still.
A Not-so-easy Rider Rides Out
Gun cabinets were locked and stashes were re-hidden in Heaven this weekend when artist, actor, director, and photographer Dennis Hopper died after battling prostate cancer. Had there been a merit badge awarded for “Drug Induced Paranoia” from the late 1960s to early 1980s, no one actor would have been more deserving of the honor than Hopper. Talented, tormented, and delightfully twisted, the 74-year-old lived his life like a peyote buzz with a mescal chaser: wild and outrageous, then mellowing slowly at the end. We like our actors crazy, and Dennis fit the bill nicely. Sadly, they don’t make 'em like they used to. [Shout out: What do you think about ... Dennis Hopper?]
The Not-so-fake-fake & The Number 1,061....
Hey everyone and welcome to yet another fun filled action packed blog about the exciting things that happen around here. Ahh yes. But first, about that number 1,061.... See I'm good with dates and after some research last night very, very late, I found the date that there was a last male red Top 10 lifetime member, which was 1,061 days ago, guess who? lol. But congrats to Fu Daddy on finally making it there. Needless to say it's a rare accomplishment indeed... Now on to what ya'll probably came here for in the first place. It's been well versed in these blogs about the fake and stuff that goes on around here. It's a whole entity of issues all in and of itself there, but what happens when the person isn't "fake" persay, but actually real, but well, really isn't. Maybe? Such is the case here... See this pretty 19 yr old girl's salute?... It's not fake! It might actually be the real chick. But see there's a catch here. Well, other than the creepy fact it looks lik
Not So Much Here For The Bling
Although bling is cool...I'm not so much here for the bling, but rather the friendship thing!!!
Not Sure What To Do
So one of my ex-girlfriends is in town and wants to see me.† I told her my only available day to hang out is Saturday.† Which of course isn't true, but the other two days she offered she wanted to hang out with this guy we went to high school with who I don't care for.† The guy broke his babies arms and legs and just got out of prison for it.† Why would ANYONE want to hang out with someone like that?† Not to mention that he's a career criminal.† whatever. I don't really want to see her all that much.† We're on good terms after a decade of not speaking to each other,† but I really don't see the point.† What on Earth would we talk about?† We have nothing in common.† We were together back in the day only because we both smoked lots of weed and were physically attracted to each other.† Nowadays, I don't smoke pot, and I'm not attracted to her.† She's still says and believes most of the ignorant shit she thought back then and hasn't really grown at all as a person.† So anyway, this woman
Not So Good News
My uncle's surgery went well. They were able to remove the entire growth. They took samples of the lymph nodes in his lung and upper chest to have them tested. The lungs are clear. The upper chest, not so good. In a few of the lymph nodes they found stage 3 Cancer. It didn't show up on the PET scan because they were so small, about the size of a pin head. So that means my uncle gets to go through four months of radiation and chemo. Doctor was honest and told my uncle he has a 50/50 chance. Obviously, we're hoping for the best but the reality is it might not turn out that way in the end.
Not Sure
y must the littlest things hurt when u dont care what the other one does n jokin around n shit....cant they see it hurts when they do that.......just somethings i dont want to know.......and y cant ppl just take it when u say that ur happy how u r with sumone..........i just want to bleed it all away.....
Not Sure
still not sure what exactly I'm doing this weekend, got a couple options.
Not Sure What To Call This One
Standing alone in this cold cold world,with nothing to my name.The only thing on my back is the clothesI picked out today.Sitting on this cold cold step,with nothing to my name.The only thing in my hand is a can†I found today.Laying on this cold cold bench,with nothing to my name.the only thing I got to cover withis a newspaper I found today.Buried in this cold cold grave,with nothing to my name.The only thing I have left to say,is that no one came today.
Not Sure Yet How To React....
Those of you very close to me,knew my appointment today with the w/c doc was wrecking my nerves.Shockingly it went very well.I still don't know how to react and have been burnt so many times...I refuse to get my hopes up. He is sending me back to the surgeon that I like.He is also going to agree with him and the surgery. † He said he is going to reccomend that they give me water therapy again and to put me back together. I just can't believe I heard those words out of his mouth, after what he spewed out last time we spoke. † If w/c finally approve's this surgery,it will be a spinal fusion done through my abdomen and a couple other tweeks. Don't hold your breath...I am not hugs and stuffs....the spasms from the ride made me sick on the ride home,so I will be off and on thanks everyone who has been up and down this rollercoaster with me!
The Not So Attractive And Old...
jeez i love trolling on here for the ugly and old. it REALLY amuses me to see these "people" honestly posting pictures and shit on purpose that just embarasses them. although i am completely against, and hate, the whole employers trolling sites like this and firing people over what they say and do in their own time and whateverthefuck, i would completely shitcan 99% of these idiots if they worked for me and i saw their shit on here. but come on, its hilarious laughing at other people.
Not Sure...
So what do you do when you adore someone? †Shit get's weird... you know they like you and you like them! This has been established between you and him both... † Me being cautious I always seem to fuck up something good... I guess I ask the wrong questions, but I am not a very trusting person simply because I have had shitty fucking†experiences with guys my whole entire life... It's not like I'm trying to accuse him of being shady more a less I guess I just want to make sure that I am really what he wants... †He drives me crazy! †This is not in a bad way either. †When I don't talk to him I miss him like crazy. †† † So how do you even really tell a person what is on your mind? †Normally I'm so good at this, but like I said shit gets weird... †I get deep in thought about retarded bullshit and get freaked and I'm like fuck what did I just do and how do I fix it... †So needless to say my thought process on this issue is a little fucked up... †It's like I freak out and don't know what exa
Not So Much Here, But Here.
I posted a blog on my not-on-this-site blog about Japan, the quake and tsunami aftermath, and how to help if one would like and is able to do so. Here's a†link if you want to head that direction and give it a†read. Red Cross Spells Relief If not, no worries. But you suck.
Not Strong Enough Apocalyptica
NOT STRONG ENOUGH Apocalyptica † † I'm not strong enough to stay away.Can't run from youI just run back to you.Like a moth I'm drawn into your flame, Say my name, but it's not the same.You look in my eyes I'm stripped of my pride.And my soul surrenders and you bring my heart to it's knees.[Chorus]And it's killin' me when you're away, I wanna leave and I wanna stay.I'm so confused, So hard to choose.Between the pleasure and the pain.And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right.Even if I try to win the fight, my heart would overrule my mind.And I'm not strong enough to stay awayI'm not strong enough to stay awayWhat can I doI would die without you
Not So Nice
You expect from me love all sugar and spice Let me tell you now, I’m not feeling so nice I’m tired of giving just to be tricked And gettin knocked down so I can be kicked † Though I am angry the passion’s not faded So you’ll see more of me, the side that is jaded I’m pulling no punches you’ll not hear my cries No more candy coating or gentle white lies † I’ve found some strength I didn’t know I had You might not like it, the results could be bad My intention is not to be hurtful to you Just time to let my emotions run true † I won’t say I’m sorry for the truths I’ll share But that doesn’t mean that I don’t care If you can’t handle the truth please stay away Cause it’s what you’ll get if I have something to say † August 31, 2008 †
Not Sure The Title!
There is a struggle within myself A war that rages everyday I fight to stay positive† Throughout the day I do not know why† I was born this way People tell me to get over it It is not that easy It is not a light switch Broken are the days when I† Feel like it is not worth it† to be here Why am I here you ask? Because my kids need me No matter what I feel
Not So Fatboi
my brother sold me some vitamin stuff he got into for extra money... when he was doing his check he had an app on his phone that said i was 12% body fati double checked it with two online calculator"your body fat percentage is estimated to be 15.12 % using the U.S. Navy body fat formula, or 13.29 % using the formula developed by the YMCA"for my height and weight and age ideal is supposed to be 15% but professional athletes are i haven't taken any of the health stuff yet but i'm gonna see how well it works... i'm not trying to look like a body builder bulky muscles aren't my thing... i prefer the slimmer under rated will kick your ass when you don't think it's possible style... i've always liked beating up people bigger who are a lot bigger than me... feels like an accomplishment or something so.. i'm not sure if i should just do little at home work outs or join a gym to get what i'm after... i'm sure i'm gonna mumm some random part of this in a minute but it's not like i
The Not So Glamorous Life
Have you ever noticed that some people have this incredible "WOW" factor...?It's like they have this incredible glitz about them that just shines so brightly and draws people inEveryone notices them they are the life of the party and everyone wants to be their friend... To which they have a million friends so what's one more friend right...lolAnd everything always seems to go their way...just incredible luck all the time, and when I say lucky I mean fall in shit and come out smellin like roses lucky...I would love to be that way...Not all the time, but maybe just once in awhile just to know what †it feels like to be special to someone or anyone for that matter.Or to have that feeling like I am importantIt would be nice to not be in last place all the time...
Not Sure Why I'm Here
I took a break from Fu because of the problems it was causing. I was flirting when I shouldn't have been. Looking for attention from everyone but the one I should've wanted it. I come back out of curiosity, only to find that it's worse than before. People are arrogant, rude, condescending, and can be downright nasty when one does not act the way they want. When did Fu become a porn site? Does no one want just simple friendship? Last I checked, it didn't require you to take all your clothes off to get a few rates and decent conversation. So to the haters out there who moan and complain because there are no NSFW in my photos, GTFOff my page and go find someone who will give you what you want. The block button has been the most satisfying button to press since I've come back.†
Not So Funny
Court voids rape conviction because woman not married † 1/4/13 † I admit to feeling a little smug reading this headline wondering what backwards land this took place in.† The frontpage gangrape death in India has lead to more in depth stories about the plight of women's issues and wholesale corruption in Indian society.† Barely a week goes by without a story about violence and oppression in Muslim countries.†† So I wondered where did this story happen.† This story that harkens back to rape being a property crime against the man instead of a violent crime against the woman. † Any feeling of moral (or legal) highground went out the window when I saw what far fetched outdated 16th century land that this court case took place in.† California. † A reminder that outmoded laws and ways of thinking are not something you need a passport to be a part of. † From th
Not Stranded At The Gate...
i'm not forced to brave the world aloneit's a choosing of my owni don't need another crippled soulto keep me from my goalsi've been plagued by those who'd hinder meand keep me locked up, never freethey would poison the very breath i breatheand make sure that i don't succeedi've been foiled at every turnmy insides on a spit and burnedi am angry and my mouth doth foamthus i brave this world aloneno guiding lights to lighti'm not afraid of what is not in sighti don't need someone to call onand my faith in other's is quite goneit is so true, so very truethe fact i don't need youi'm of unsound mind and free to roamyes i brave this world alone
Not Soon Enough
Sometimes it is so damn confusing no time for dreaming, to appreciate the clouds and stars all twinkling and extremely gleaming. When reality hits, I wonder what is next shooting me while I am down, I am a fighter and I might not win but I am done being the sorry clown. † My heart isn't that ready for another merry go round ride, Something says it just wants to run far, far away it wants to run and hide. Its not your fault, you are not the reason my heart is fragile, it could be doing better, thats why I include my heart in my songs and its why I can't put all my love in a single letter. † Its a wonderful world out there beholding the sound and every sight, and the joy isn't only during the day there are wonders that show up in the night. I want to be grateful for all we can join in our thoughts it seem so great, when your memories are mine too and then we can be grateful to fate. † Waiting can be rough but not for true love, the next life is not soon enou
Not So Tongue In Cheek...
i'm a worm inside of a treei'm a sucker for philosophyi'm not happy, i'm freeyes i know i'm diseasedi am worthless, i'm mei'm an actor who puts on a facei am eating off the dirtiest platei'm unhappy, i hateoh i know it's my fatei am worthless, that's greati'm a poison inside her mindshe pretends to see through eyes that are blindi am never happy with liesand she obstructs my climbi am worthless, that's finei am naked, i haven't a shirtmy soul just breathes to be hurti'm still unhappy, i chirpyes i know she comes firsti am worthless, i'm dirt
Not Single !
† † Just to clear some things up. †I am not single. I'm takin. †By a wonderful man. †He makes me happy in every way, shape, and form. †So please show some respect †when you come into my sb! I love to make new friends and family. †But I will not talk about sex or anything to do with sex. If you are wanting to talk about that go find yourself someone else. †There are enough girls on fu that will be more then happy to show you there selfs. † † † † But on a another note. †I'm more then welling to help my friends and family out how ever I can. Just wanted to clear up some things that is flying around fu about me. I'm not a fu whore. †I will not show you NSFW pictures of me cause I do not have them on fu. I will not give u my skype name or my yim. †Only close friends will get that info. † † † † †But on a nicer note. My family is great go and show them love. I love them all to death. †They are the greatest ppl you will ever meet.††Any disrespect †to them on my page will end up in a instan
Not Sorry
Not Sorry † I wish I could be sorry For what you have endured That bought you to this place before me But I’m not † I hate that you were broken At the hands of those before me But I can’t regret enjoying That you are with me now † I’ve traveled my own long hard road And had my heartaches too The long and heartfelt journey Has bought me here to you † Said “Never Again” so many times And then our lone paths crossed Not looking for a single thing But all at once felt lost † My loss is not remorseful My rebirth is complete Going forward hand in hand Just walking down life’s street † November 26, 2013 MPS© † Blog:† Facebook Author’s Page:† Book Trailer:† Amazon Link:†
well aint this about fancy dancy :| i already have a blog over on mywaste why'd they have to come and ruine it for us all lol jk much love
Not That I'd Be In A Band, Since I Don't Really Play An Instrument...
You scored as Evanescence-. You should be in Evanescence You're personality matches Evanescence's musicEvanescence-92%The Rasmus-83%Bon Jovi-75%Green Day-58%Cradle of Filth-17%Nickelback-17%What band should you be increated with
Not Titled
Not To Be Rude...
Not to be rude but you are an ass. Yup. You are an A #1 super-mega-jumbo ass. That's pretty damn neat-o.
Not That Different
She said were much to different were from two different worlds and he admitted she was partely right but in his hard defense he told her what they had in common was strong enough to bond them for life he said look behind your own soul and the person you will see just might remind you of me (chorous) I laugh I love I hope I try I hurt I need I feel I cry and I know you'll feel the same way too so were really not that different me and you Now she could hardly argue with his pure and simple logic but logic never could convince a heart she had always dreamed of loving someone more exotic and he just didn't seemed to fit the part so she searched for greater pasters but never could forget what he wispeared when she left (repeat chorous) Was it time or was it truth maybe more to led her back to his door and as her tears fell at his feet she didn't say I love you what she said even more (final chorous) I laugh I love I hope I try I hurt I need I feel I cry and I know you'll feel th
Not Tonight Dear...
Typical evening I came home and finished painting before the rains come. Wifey went to gym and hung out in the spa. Then she had a book club meeting We did manage to watch 30 minutes of Amazing Race before she fell asleep And then something different happened. She took a shower before she got into bed. That is the universal sign for ďlet's reconnect.Ē When she got into bed I started to turn toward her and the laundry list of aches and pains came out. In my life that is code for ďnot tonight dear.Ē I listened to her talk about her day until she fell asleep. 4/5 nights end that way. Since this is a sex log, I will make it official. I wanted her...she?....not so much.
Not Too Much To Ask For
All i ever wanted was for someone to call me out of nowhere sayin that he missed me when i saw him five minutes ago. All i ever wanted was someone to have those late night talks with, that go to 3 or 4 in the morning. All i ever wanted was for someone to call me sayin they are thinkin about me. All i ever wanted was for someone to call me la reigna de sus vida. All i ever wanted was for someone to call me their everything. All i ever wanted was for someone to call me beautiful. All i ever wanted was a million kisses. All i ever wanted was for you to do all those things.. but this is the girl that dreams and the girl that still believes that you are her Mr Right ....maybe its too much to ask ..
Not The Best One Ive Posted
If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do Not attempt to resolve it yourself !! Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box. I will get to it in MY TIME. All situations will be resolved, but in My time, not yours. Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold onto it by worrying about it. Instead, focus on all the wonderful things that are present in your life now. If you find yourself stuck in traffic, don't despair. There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege. Should you have a bad day at work; Think of the man who has been out of work for years. Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; Think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return. Should you grieve the passing of another weekend; Think of the woman in dire straits, working twelve hours a day, seven days a week to feed her children. Should y
Not Too Happy Times
I usually don't try to get people down with my problems, but it's been rough these past couple weeks. My grandfather has been in and out of the hospital three times in the past two weeks. It's so hard watching him suffer and be in pain, cuz he is my papaw. And this is really hard on my mother and grandmother as well. For those of you that do, keeps my family in your prayers, for those that don't, well wishes and kind words are always welcome. Thanks people =)
Not To Sure Bout This Site!!!
hey all no idea how this site works or really do i care to be honest which honest is one thing i am!!! I do have another profile with pictures and information about me so if you wanna know about me then check the following link out and thats where you will find me and probably best to contact me through there too as i doubt ill spend much time here as bit too strange for me!!! Happy viewing if you come check me out!!!
Not Taking Things Personal
People love picking on me, cuz I dont take things too "personal".. This morning I walk in to fiestas, A Conservation Officer says" So when can I move in?" . I was like what? He says "Ya, dont u need a Role model at home or sumthing, maybe a plumber, carpenter, or maybe even a boy toy"..........LMAO.....Ya OK! I walk in to get coffee, in my kitchen my daughter says " dag mommy..ur hips still look big in blk, why U wear all Black today, ".........LMAOOOOOOOOOO I walk into the kitchen area, the my moms says" U look so nice today" I was like "Thanks" then she says" How many months are you"????????? LMAOOOOOOOOOOOO...This is the same woman who told me I can have lots a babys, cuz I look like a model? She says see even Julia Roberts did it and she is OLD too!! LMAOOOOOOOOOO I walk outside to help a the neighbor, 1 girl stops and say "I love those shoes, but they look like the abusive, sadistic, whip using woman type of heels?"............LMAOOOOOOOO...they are Blk, with a lil
Not That Young
well i was just looking at some of these pictures ,and it seems like they all are competing for some kind of who is the sexest . well i,m just an old fart and i wont even try to keep up with these young ones,lol i,m not bad , but my play time is limited to home now,lolgood luck all you young energized bunnys.
Not That People Give A Shit
Not that people give a shit. But I was in Georgia, and while being raised there I utterly destroyed myself and people around me. SO then I ran to Vegas under the guise that I was trying to find myself. After Vegas was a bust I then moved to Rhode Island. Rhode Island is now a bust and thats where I realized that I am not trying to find myself...but instead trying to run away from the things that I have destroyed. I wan to rebuild and start my life over. But in order to do that I need to first apologize to Morbid (if ya read this girly) because I know on many levels I did take advantage of you. I will be heading back to Georgia on Jan. 2 and there I will be going back to school, and working on myself and helping my family. SOOO thanks for reading..and hope whoever is reading this has a ncie life ! ash.
Not Till....
Not Till.... I had you standing naked in front of me, as I walked around you.. slowly dragging my finger tipz along your waist, looking in your eyes as your eyes watched mine.. Before stopping behind you..I lightly kissed your sholderz, As I pulled your armz behind you, tyin' a silk scarf around your wristz, winding it up your fore amrz, tying it tight at your elbowz I turned you to face me, kissing you hard and deeply, before flicking and dragging my tongue down you chest to your perky nipplez, dragging them between my teeth I tease your nipplez somemore before going along your stomach, sucking and kissing all over it... I move and turn you away from me, bending you over a table covered in egyption soft sheets.. Spreading your legz, pulling 2 vibez from my stash, as i kneal behind you licking and sucking on your soft pussy lipz.. I tease your pussy with the smaller vibe as my tounge swirlz and glidez from your clit to your asshole, flicking and pumping into it.. I f
Not 'till The Time Comes...
fuck feeling sorry for myself... heres a random ass thing i wrote last year... This dark musty roomÖthe smell of cigarettes lingers in the air. I pick up my guitar and start to strum. Drunk, I sing a song of sadness. I sing of life after death, of pain before pleasure. I let all hope that drowns beneath my skin invade me bitterly. I never let anyone in, donít let anyone out. I take another cigarette out of the torn and ragged packÖspark it with my new bic and begin to sing with more effort. The tears start to roll down my face as I reminisce of days that life brought me happiness. The only happiness I find now is a quickee in the front seat, ten shots of JD, and blunt or 5. I turn the nearby fan on to watch the smoke filter throughout the room. ďYou were all I had, all I ever needed. Where are you now? Why didnít you stick around to watch me grow older? Why canít you take care of me now?Ē I glare at the memories on the wall. You were so happy with me and now youíre no

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