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Simulating Navy Life.
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Ripped Photo's
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The World As We Know It Has Come To An End
I am out , yes thats right OUT OF COFFEEEEEEEE   /wrists Wicked
Zombie Monkey Files
Zombies: What you should do By Bob Bankard PhillyBurbs Special Sections Once again, thanks to the new millenial zombie, we've got to take a good, hard second look at our advice to those who find themselves in the center of a zombie swarm. It's important to represent both sides - the quick and the dead and the good ol' shamblers - in order to optimize your choices if in fact you find yourself in the middle of a crew intent on eating your face. So, let's start right off with the obvious: What's eating you? Are you dealing with the tottering old school voodoo zombie, or the new and improved "Olympus 2000" version? Define your enemy, and act appropriately as per below. The Fast facts on Fast Zombies I start with these guys, because if you're out there with shamblers, you probably have enough time to read through. Cons
Kimmy's Place
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Baby Updates!   Baby Bumbo seat has been recalled.
Should Childern Witness Childbirth???
Should children witness childbirth    Due to a power failure, only one paramedic responded to the  call.   The house was very dark so the paramedic asked  Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl,to hold a flashlight high  over her mummy so he could see while he helped deliver  the baby.Very diligently, Kathleen did as she  was asked.  Mummy pushed and pushed and after a  little while, Connor was born. The paramedic lifted  him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom.  Connor began to cry. The paramedic then thanked  Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-yr old  what she thought about what she had just  witnessed.    Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't  have crawled in there in the first place......smack his  ass again!"*     (If  you don't laugh at this one, there's no hope for  you!)**
The Big Fight !!!
there is nothing so inspiring to a man as a beautiful woman.  she'll make you want to charge the castle, slay the giant, leap across the parapets.  you see, its not just that a man needs a battle to fight; he needs SOMEONE to fight FOR.   don't be affraid to fight for your brothers, sons, daughters, wives and your homes.  the battle itself is never enough;  a man YEARNS for romance.  it's not enough to be a hero' its that he is a hero to SOMEONE in particular, to the woman he loves.   adam was given the wind and sea, the horse and the hawk.  but as GOD himself said, things were just not right until there was eve.   yes, there is something passionate in the heart of every man.  not every woman wants a battle to fight, but ever woman yearns to be fought FOR.   listen to the longing of a womans heart: she wants to be more than noticed - she wants to be WANTED.  she wants to be pursued !!!   pretty women endure abuse all the time.  they are pursued, but not really;  they are wanted , but o
I was dreamin one day you might see, or change now I can't do it for you but, you missed out on me Right place,wrong time, you crossed the line. Broke all boundaries with this love of mine Time really changed ya, you aint no friend, or man of mine maybe, you'll miss me, but you wont ever kiss me again. Can't break my heart, and i'm off to a new start with my own life. Don't worry i'll be fine today is my 22nd bday and i'm learnin what i love most today, you may be far away, and our love will never see another day, but i can't say, I didn't try I love you. I'm no longer sorry, I love you ended this way, Jay.
People Behind Their Monitors
Okay this is one of the things that just get under my skin and piss me off. I have been on line since 1999.  And I have dealt with alot of A HOLES, in my life. I have been called down treated like shit, bullied you name it , BUT!!!! as the years when on,  I as they say grew a thicker skin to most BS said on here.  Not just Fu bar but other chat forms. Some come on line to chat and kill some time before going back to work,  or house work, whatever.  Some come on here just to be dum ignorant jerks and piss off others,  that is how they spend their days.  And they enjoy it .  (shakes head ) Some come on here cause they are disabled and this is perhaps one of their only means to socialize and make a few friends. Now for what annoyes the feck out of me. I see in mumm's,  blogs,  chat rooms,  were  you will see all different ages say..its only the inter net, its not real! UMMM HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, who the feck do you think is talking to you on the other side of your feck screen.  A gho
hey, spend your hard earned money on virtual gifts so that you can see pics of my sub-par boobs!! 1. All girls secretly love a guy who can sing.(MEGA-Turn-On) 2. Just so you know, girls don't want to smell you from 10, 6, or even 2 feet away.(lay off the Axe) 3.Girls HATE players!!!! 4. Most girls would rather cuddle than have sex (unless they're sluts) 5.We love it when you put your arm around us at the movies.(especially the scary ones) 6. We don't need you to be Superman. We just need you to be there. 7. Please, if you really need to talk about your size, use your guy friends, not us. 8. Pretty much all girls like to talk about something, so feel free to call us. 9.Bad breath is a major EWWW! 10. We LOVE suprises, that is , the good ones. 11. Don't ever try to impress us by cursing or fighing. It doesn't work; you just look like a jerk. 12. When you pick on the girl you like, she won't think your interested or cool. She'll just think that you're mean. (Ah the logic.. of g
&$%#@ And $&@$
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Chain Letters
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We Have Failed To Paint It Black
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So, anyone that knows me knows that I'm a pretty positive outgoing person. I'm there for my friends. I'm faithful. I'm dedicated to my education and work. But lately. Hurt is starting to overcome me. It's getting close to the anniversary of my mother's death. So, in essence I'm reliving everyday this month as I did last year. It's hard to get through the days smiling, but I do it. I manage to get up everyday thinking in my mind that I have my family and my man. Yet lately, He says I'm "clingy". It's obvious why, yet I can't seem to make him understand. Will I ever learn how to let go? Am I really clingy? Do I give him enough space? Am I a good girlfriend to him? All these questions burn through my mind and I just think to myself am I just being a fool and am I never going to learn to just let go a little? Am I always going to be afraid that something I love so much is going to dissappear in an instant? Is he always going to think to himself that it's cause I don't trust him, yet it's
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Left In Shadows-song In The Making
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My Horse Is Amazing!
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The Flag
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This Man
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Hurt Me
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The Morning After
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Over Now
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The Way I Was
The Way I Was :When i woke up today and i saw this placei knew there was something wrongi just can't get away from this fucked up pain inside of mewhy?I am going through some changesi don't know what is going onsomething is happening to mesomething is happening to meit's too late to save me from myselfafter all the damage that i've causedi wish there was some way that i could put me back the way i waswhen i woke up todayand i saw your facei knew there was something wrongi just can't get away with all these fucked up things i trytell me why?I am going through these changesi don't know what is going onsomething is happening to mesomething is happening to meit's too late to save me from myselfafter all the damage that i've causedi wish there was some way that i could put me back the way i waswhen i woke up today and i saw this placei knew there was something wrongsomething is happening to mesomething is happening to mesomething is happening to meit's too late to save me from myselfafter a
Feel Something
Feel Something :I know you feel like there's no way out sometimesEverything just isn't fair and it's tearing you apart insideSo what are we suppose to doWith everything we're going threwIt's all on me and youGet it overJust overThink it overThink it over[Chorus]Cause people got different ways of dealingAnd we all got different ways of healingEven tho you may not like what you're feelingAt least you feel something (something)Sometimes you know you feel like things don't go your wayAnd sometimes you just can't deal You want to throw it all awaySo think about what we've been threwAnd everything we thought we knewIt's all on me and youGet it overJust overThink it overThink it over[Chorus]We've all been suffocated (suffocated)And separated (separated)SometimesSometimes SometimesSometimesJust like this overratedIt gets complicatedSometimesSometimesSometimesSometimesOhhhhYeah yeah yeahGet it over Just over Think it overThink it overGet it over Just overThink it overThink it overPeople got dif
Facelesswhy did you terrorizeall those innnocent liveswhat gives you the rightsometime the tables will turnprecious beauty destroyedsituation we cant avoideverybody thats in the nationrepresented for what you believe instand up for yourselfin your eyes its timeopen up our eyesshow em how we feel insideyour gonna get whats comin to youno matter what you say orwhat you dono no you cant runno no you cant hidekiss your life good byewhat makes you thinkthat you can get away with all of thisyou got the whole world pissedfor this your soul will burntwo wrongs dont make it righthalt every rest who diedeverybody thats in the nationrepresented for what you believe instand up for yourselfin your eyes its timeopen up our eyesshow em how we feel insideyour gonna get whats comin to youno matter what you say orwhat you dono no you cant runno no you cant hidekiss your life good byestand up for yourselfin your eyes its timefacelessfacelessfacelessfacelessstand upstand up for yourselfin your eyes its ti
125Go Ahead!I'm going out of my mind one step at a time.I can't seem to find a way to get up out of the grind.And it's pulling me down like a ton of bricks.Fuck these tricks they bring me down till I can't be fixed.Get kicks out of the shit that I'm dealing with.Making me sick to the sick way you see fit.What's this I'm pissed you get what you're gonna get.So fuck it. bring it onDo what you will do what you willI'm sick of this bullshit that I'm putting up withDo what you will do what you willI try to get away you're always in my faceDo what you will do what you willI'm sick of this bullshit I'm putting up withDo what you will do what you willI try to get away; you're always in my faceI just can't stand this place.Can't you see this is bad for me?Guess what, I'm going nuts like you wouldn't believe.I just wanna leave but you won't even let me seeIf I can be the type of person to live out my dreams.It seems to me you think selfishlyAll your wants and needsIt's too much for me!I'm breaki
RotI got this locked inside my wicked headYou fuck with me you just might end up deadThere's something beautiful and crazy inside yourselfBut you still run and hideWhat's inside of my mindFuckin with me so I can't hideThere's something beautiful and crazy inside yourselfBut you still run and hideNow I know there's no where to goBut you feel that nothing is so beautifulUntil you put me six feet deepYou gotta let them know that we don't take shit.Show these motherfuckers who the fuck they're dealing with.You think it's beautiful you're trying to ruin yourself.I will not run and hide.Try and try to take what's mine.Come and get it I'll be ready this time.You think it's beautiful you're trying to ruin yourself.I will not run and hide.[Chorus]What you feelIt's inside of meNow you knowWhat's inside of meBut you feelIt's inside of meI kill my enemies I put em six feet deepNow you knowWhat's inside of meBut you feelIt's inside of meNow you knowWhat's inside of meI kill my enemies I put em six
PanicI've got this locked in my head.You want to see me dead.You'd rather push me aside.Than deal with my sickness inside.You all hope that I'll fade awayFuck you cuz I'm never going away.There's some one out to get me.They wanna watch me bleedShow me what you got!You need to open your eyes.Realize that I've got a twenty-fiveIt's self-defense if I pull this triggerAnd someone dies.Now I'm not talkin shitI just want you to realize thisI give a fuck less now than I ever didAnd it's you that's getting lit.Show me what you got!I can do this on my own.I don't need directions leave me alone!Make it hot make it hot make it hotWho's' rockin this spot?Everybody in this bitchC'mon c'mon c'mon c'mon c'monShow me what you got!
MannequinPlayed I've been fuckin played I've been fuckin played I've been fuckin playedChanged yeah you haven't changed yeah you're still the same you haven't fucking changedQuit comin around like you act hard.You sick bitch, Oh my GOD!I know he's comin for youI feel this it's way in my mindI find I can't hideYou fuckin bitch! Just get away from meAnd you know everything'll be OKOh, I feel bitter inside knowing that I just cannot get awayFrom this pain that you're causing meI could never love someone who's so fakeWe do it just like thisYou say you know all about meYou know the inside of my worldThen why the fuck do I feel so cold[Chorus]We do it just like thisYou say you know all about meYou know the inside of my worldThen why the fuck do I feel so coldI see right through your plastic face.Which I love to degradeI know he's cummin on youI can't wait until you fuckin bleed again and again yeah you fuckin bitch.Just get away from me.And you know everything'll be OK.Oh, I feel bitter insi
Change Me
Change MeYou can't accept me for who i am I try so hard to get you to understand I don't know if can take this pain anymore cuz myhearts been torn what did i do to be treated this way you keep beating me down but i still ask you to stay and i know thatThat i want to be myself but you want me to be someone else[Chorus]It's just the same thing how you try to change me (change me) so tell me what you want from me why can't you let me be.I just can't go on takeing all this abuse No matter what i do it's never enough for you and I know that im disgusted by theway you think of me. You make me do things that i don't want to do and you don't give a damn about what you put me through.And i know You need to face the truth that im not like you[Chorus x2]Im gonna do what i wanna do you not what you tell me to you say your looking out for me well thats a sad excuse Drop theatitude because in the better news Keep playing with me see what i do what do you get out of messin with me because im justtryi
ReachWhere is my place in life?Why can't I get it right?Tell me what I'm going through.Where are we going to turn to?You feel alone I feel abused.Tell me what are we supposed to do, suffer?Reach out your hands to meI understand you because I feel the sameIt won't go awayThis pain will never go awayI see it in your eyes.You cannot hide your faces.You're going through it too.Where are we going to turn to?You feel alone I feel abused.Tell me what are we supposed to do, suffer?[Chorus]It's building up inside I know I've had enough1,2,3 blow it up!You feel alone I feel abused.We share the same pain.I know there's one thing we can doAnd that's fight together and get away[Chorus out]
FledEmpty a clip to ease my pain.All I have is hate for everything.I'll clinch my fist if you insist.Show you every reason I exist.So what, so what the fuck you want?Apologies up front?Yeah right we fight to let it out, blow.I want it right now, revengence is a must.I'm about to bust well that's fucking tough.I see you blow me off I've had e-fucking-noughOf this pain and this bullshitCuz that's just what it isI'm getting fucking pissedNothin ever seems to go my way never, ever, ever, everI'd rather sit and suffer than accept these games you playStuck I feel as though I'm fuckedShit out of fucking luckBut I guess I'll deal with it fine whatever, nevermindYou must be fucking blind if you can't see it's killing me!Everybody from the front to backGet in the pit and show 'em where you're atWhere the fuck you at?Right here right hereWHERE THE FUCK YOU AT?!?I can feel the thickness of your painAnd I want to wish it all awayYou inject filth to excite your brainI can feel it in your shallow vei
The End
The EndFuck you!3,2,1 your time is up.Shit out of luck too fucked to think to duck.You're lookin for me?Well, I'm huntin for you.I'm ready to handle some business I'm attendin to.Are you ready for this shit?You better ball up your fist bitch.I'ma show you what I'm all about, ride outAnd do it how we do it in the south so watch out!I've got this disease.So stay away from me.Fed up with all the mistakes that you made.Not sure how much more of this I can take.I know I'm through with you, you say Fuck me?Well I say fuck you too.Heart beating faster than a motherfucker.I black out when we're about to kill each other.Served or be served I don't give a fuck.I'm not afraid to take a beating you're the first to get stuck.Are you ready for this shit?You better ball up your fist bitch.Don't believe me? Swear to God fuckin try me!And I'll be the first to show you what you get little bitch!I've got this disease.So stay away from me.[Chorus]You want a fuckin piece of me?!?
Inside Out
Akward Silence
Awkward SilenceOpen your eyes and look inside my twisted world.Hope you realize that I could never go on without you.Open your eyes and see my walls are crashing down.Cover my eyes for the last time.Tell me everything I need to know.Knowing me I will always loose control.Take it all away from me.Only do I live today to tell you.Smash my face again for nothing.And you, you're gonna get what you deserve.Open your mind and see that there's much more to me.Hope you realize I know my hope for life's disappearing.Open your mind and please don't leave me hear all alone.Cover my eyes for the last time.Tell me everything I need to know.Knowing me I will always loose control.[Chorus]Every time that you're getting inside my twisted head.I find it's crazy corrupt that I wish you were dead.I keep dealing with all these emotions that are stirring, stirring inside.You know I felt this pain today.It's one of many so it doesn't matter anyway.I keep dealing with all these emotions that are stirring insi
This Is What We Go Thru On A Daily Basis....and Freedom Is A Price To Pay
You stay up for 16hrs. We stay up for days on end. You take a warm shower to wake up. We go for weeks without running water. You complain of a "HEADACHE" and call in sick. We get shot at, as others are hit and others are moving forward. You talk bout your buddies that are not with you. We know we may never see any of ours ever again. You complain about how hot it is. We wear our heavy gear, not daring to talk off our helmet to wipe our forehead. You get mad at the waiter for getting your order wrong. We don't get to eat today. You're mad that your class got held 5 mins. over. We're over an extra 2 months. You roll your eyes when your baby cries. He gets a letter with pictures of his new baby and wonders if they'll ever meet. If your supporting your troops your freedom comes with a price WRITTEN BY M DAVID
Burn me [Not like you should] Hurt me [It won’t do any good] Kill me [A favor to the world] Slay me [In my bed I lay curled] Fight me [No worse than I have done] Fuck me [You can have all the fun] Offend me [Go on push me away] Ignore me [Until the next day] Abuse me [When I pull the last stunt] Find me [No longer will they hunt] Unveil me [For I will show them the true me] Cut me [Show them how I can no longer bleed] Feel me [I can no longer feel pain] Shoot me [My eyes no longer rain] Hate me [You can hate me all you need] Lose me [For I hate myself more than you could ever hate me] Forget me… Suicide Don't give a fuck about this My life or any other Just go away and let me hang Impossible to forgive, forget it, murderer I'm in control Living a lie Make you pay at all cost for this Love sick Bullshit Bring it Decisions making themselves I don't need you Thorns in my side So I die No one No one could ever understand My life's exhausted
Love Of My Life!!!
I know that I have that Someone Special in my life cause he has put up with alot from 03/08 to present...No matter where he is or I am all roads seem to bring us back together...Now if we can just end up in the same state at the same time all will be well...I MISS U (P.B) SO VERY MUCH!!! My heart belongs to you THEN, NOW & FOREVER!!!
My Poems...
The young man runs hard In a deserted land The trees are naked Lost in time Lost in his heart The memory of goodbye From what once was Lost in time Goodbye Goodbye my loved ones The man on the corner Screaming Gesting Noone surprised By the alarmist Life cursed Save me from my doom The poison on the ground The war that is coming Goodbye I think of you my loved ones Goodbye The sun goes down In the land of dawn The young man bites through his pain The young man is scared Afraid of the future Afraid of what will come The young man runs to his home To his loved ones To his love Sings his lullabye goodnight Goodnight my loved ones Dream whatever you want to dream I will stil protect you against wind and water The fire The rain The acid The air poluted as the city i will protect you from the danger luring Goodbye I'm always the shoulder, the comfort in a certain way.. they call me their soulmate I'm always the little brother, the one
Lost N Blown Away...
  I’ve taken everybody’s taken everybody’s adviceyou know how it goesI’ve been trying hard to make a brand new startbut what it does to you, no one knowsbut it showshow can you say that it’s so hard you drag meinto your thing as you fade awaywhy can’t you see that I can’t relate toanything that’s lost & blown awaysilenceI’m telling you our time has come to endand I do feel a sense of loneliness, yes I dobut time after timeyou refuse to see there’s nothing more than asilver bless, silver blesshow can you say that it’s so hard you drag meinto your thing as you fade awaywhy can’t you see that I can’t relate toanything that’s lost & blown awaysilenceI’ve taken everybody’s advice, taken everybody’s adviceyou know how it goes
The Search For 14 (a Taste Of The Novel I'm Writing)
PROLOGUE .. .. I was born Joshua Steven Hanson. In my family we have a tradition that the first born son inherits the father’s middle name. My Father of course is Steve and my Mother, Loni. It was June 28th 1981, and just like most people I don’t recall much of it. However, I was once asked in my English Literature class what the first memory I ever recall is, and the answer is kind of interesting. It’s interesting because even on that day I remember waking up to the world without any memory of what occurred the days before. I did still know where everybody and everything was. I knew that if I walked out into the garage I would find my mom smoking a cigarette, I also know I had a younger brother named Matt. That morning I awoke on a pull out bed somewhere out in Hallie. When I think back to those years I remember the color orange. It might’ve been the carpet, or the walls. It was the early eighties, the time where the 70’s was still phasing itself out.
My Angel
I had no idea that you would be the love of my life The day that we first met But every day brings us closer and closer My love for you is one sure bet I can only promise you my love is real From this day and forevermore And as our lives grow closer together I could not ever want for more... I love you...    
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Take Action Demand Investigation Into Fort Hood Attack!
Fort Hood: Who knew what ... and whenIt was a horrific attack on one of our most important military bases — not in Afghanistan or Iraq — but right here in the United States. Major Nidal Hasan, an Army psychiatrist, is the suspect. And now, very troubling questions have moved to the forefront: What was his connection to radical Islamists? Why did he reportedly try to contact al-Qaeda? The ACLJ is urging the Senate to act swiftly — and thoroughly — to find out what was behind this massacre at Fort Hood. Was this home-grown terrorism? Were warning signs missed? The American people deserve to know what happened and why. Please read the form below carefully and declare your membership with the ACLJ by adding your name to our Letter of Support to the United States Senate.Letter of SupportTO:To All Members of the United States SenateTo All Members of the United States House of RepresentativesAs an American citizen who proudly supports our Armed Forces, I am deeply conc
Chinese Zodiac
Personality Occupying the last position in the Chinese Zodiac, the 12th, the Pig symbolizes such character traits as diligence, compassion, and generosity. Pigs enjoy life and because they are entertaining, others enjoy their company. Pigs are giving souls and reap much enjoyment when they’re helping others, but sometimes they give too much. Honesty is what Pigs give and it’s what they expect to receive in return.   Pigs seek peace and will do what is necessary to maintain it. This trait, while admirable, sometimes makes it easy for others to take advantage of Pigs. Pigs are always doing for others, helping anyway they can, but rarely will they ask others for help. This can overwhelm and stress them, but Pigs don’t mind.   When it comes to money, Pigs enjoy spending more than saving. They gravitate towards name brand items. Thriftiness happens only occasionally, but Pigs do know how to find great deals. Health Always seeking fun, Pigs often indulge more than th
This Is Stupid
Songs That I Like
As He Came Into The WindowIt Was The Sound Of A CrescendoHe Came Into Her ApartmentHe Left The Bloodstains On The CarpetShe Ran Underneath The TableHe Could See She Was UnableSo She Ran Into The BedroomShe Was Struck Down, It Was Her Doom Annie Are You OKSo, Annie Are You OKAre You OK, AnnieAnnie Are You OKSo, Annie Are You OKAre You OK, AnnieAnnie Are You OKSo, Annie Are You OKAre You OK, AnnieAnnie Are You OKSo, Annie Are You OK,Are You OK, Annie (Annie Are You OK)(Will You Tell Us That You're OK)(There's A Sign In The Window)(That He Struck You-A Crescendo Annie)(He Came Into Your Apartment)(He Left The Bloodstains On The Carpet)(Then You Ran Into The Bedroom)(You Were Struck Down)(It Was Your Doom) Annie Are You OKSo, Annie Are You OKAre You OK AnnieAnnie Are You OKSo, Annie Are You OKAre You OK AnnieAnnie Are You OKSo, Annie Are You OKAre You OK AnnieYou've Been Hit ByYou've Been hit ByA Smooth Criminal So They Came Into The OutwayIt Was Sunday-What A Black DayMouth To Mouth R
Infinity Lounge
Looking for a great place to hang out....A place to kick back and relax while listening to some great music...A place where the people are great and the music is comeing to you from live Dj's 24 hrs a day around the clock? Well look no further...come to Infinity Lounge here on Fubar. Hi I'm Silk..The owner of Inifinity lounge. I just wanted to extend out my own personal invitation to everyone there is out there on Fubar. You're more the welcome to come in hang out relax and have a good time. Dont forgot to click the join button and become a member. Also Dont forget that Infinity is hiring. So not only a place to hang out but maybe it's just the place you've been looking for to work. Come Check It out :)
Read Me
The Humble Beginin
my mind and soul is stained with violence, as much i hate to admit it as much as  i despise it at times, violence is a necessary evil. i wanna be done with my old ways no more  reminiscing, ive laid so many young people i love to rest, drugs, illness,gunshots. how will they remember me? DMS is more than a crew, more than a squad, more than a group of brothers united by shared experience and culture. While it is all of those things, it is more. DMS is equally a mentality, it’s about being down-for-life with one another, and it’s about the deep values of honor, respect, friendship and pride that inform the daily habits, decisions and overall points of view of its increasingly diverse worldwide membership. Most of all, it’s a true family in every sense of the word. What began deep in the belly of New York City as a group of multi-ethnic friends from the worlds of hardcore and hip-hop under the banner of Doc Marten Stomp or Doc Marten Skins has grown to encompass areas
My Heart
My heart and body belong to her.... I feel like a vampire with not heart beat cold to the touch.. my body and mind screem for it to be filled with the love she can only give me..... Yet the more I try the more I push her away, ans more I destroy myself, and our love.... I feel hopeless as anything I do or say not enough and that I rath crawl into a whole and die then be without her... I will not long or want the touch of another woman.. only her... the kiss of an angel the body of a goddess....
Resurrection Of Sck
TO BE A SOLDIER: 1. YOU MUST BE AN ACTIVE MEMBER IN THE TURF 2. GET 5 RECRUITS.(Reason why the lucky #5..bc with every 5 members 1 soldier position opens that position is rightfully yours)   TO BE A LIEUTENANT: AT THE BOSS'S DISCREATION...I SAY THIS BECAUSE I AM LOOKIN FOR MORE THAN ONE THING OUT OF MY LIEUT.'S SINCE THEY HAVE RESPONSIBLITIES TO OFFER TO THE FUNCTION OF OUR TURF. DUTIES OF RANKS: LIEUTENTS: 1. You must be knowledgeable in the game meaning; you should be able to answer and assist fellow turf members on how to improve their Mobster (Character). Also, know how to tutor newbie's to locate/function of the Mafia site i.e. Where to locate tabs, how/where to recruit, Add Mobbies etc. 2.Be and active recruiter for the turf. 3.Be an active member in the Chat with the turf and make yourself available to help where needed. 4. Maintain an average or above average win/loss ratio (Lead by Example).   SOLDIERS: 1. Be available to assist in questions for new recru
The Millitary Can Suck Young Peoples Ass
70% or more of young people are unfit for millitary service... I read that article scrolling on fubar. Easy how they forget isnt it? In world wars 1 and 2 men were sent to battle and die with or without criminal records,a good education,etc. And now the millitary has the nut sack to suggest the young men and women here arent good enough to serve? That they dont meet their bullshit standards? Man thats fucking bullshit. The millitary can suck my nuts and the youth of the countries while they are at it. For the last two conflicts the youth who serve have been served a huge plate of lies and deceit by our government. Meaning the Millitary,Congress And Intelligence Agencies. The youth sacrifice for these ungrateful entities without question. It seems to me that lately our youth have been USED to serve the purposes of the wealthy elite in this country. Iraq wasnt a justifiable conflict,nor is afghanistan. There would be NO al qaeda without the United States intelligence community,millita
Poem...kinda Stupid Oh
I see that smile in my dreams I feel those hands on my sleeves I feel your breath on my neck I feel your body overlaps It's a dream nothing more It cant be real as it has been befor I want it to be I cant help but wish That you are my prince And im waiting for this.... i feel your skin on my skin and your kiss upon my lips the heat of our bodys close as darkness forms the movements are without a laps as we show our love will last. as we dance cheek to cheek as the angels fall asleep the singing in our hearts is herd through the darkness we diverge walking through this thing called life hand in hand for all time.
Expelled For Wearing A Min Skirt ... In Brazil
1111 Remembrance Day
11\11 REMEMBANCE DAY A DAY TO REMEMBER ALL THE DIGGERS AND SOLDIERS THAT HAVE FOUGHT AND GIVEN THERE LIFE TO KEEP US FREE my eyes well up and tears run down my face as i think of the very brave men and women that fight to keep us free not just in Australia but all over the world i dont think i could everunderstand the fear they must feel and nore do i ever want to but they do it anyway and all i can say to them is thank you and god bless you lest we forget i miss you dad
The End Of The Bs....
Just got this off of Craigslist DC  While I don't agree with everything that's written, it certainly is a good start.  Enjoy There are so many reasons that frankly, it's hard to pick a place to start: First of all.....when 28% of you brain dead fucking morons give a blithering IDIOT like Sarah Palin positive approval ratings and think she ought to run for president in 2012, it really makes me sick to know I am lumbered with that many mouth-breathing Cro-Magnons I unfortunately have to consider as my fellow me.....I don't. You motherfuckers are beyond help. And before you go thinking this is a "liberal" based rant.....that brings me to one more item on an ever-lengthening list. This "Liberal" versus "Conservative" paradigm that so many of you simple dunces buy BOTH parties sell you out to the multinational corporations, banks and special interests that actually run Washingto
What Do I Do?
So no matter what I say, I can't change anything I've done before, I've Accepted that. But what really irritates me is that things that would make life better all around at home, aren't being taken serious, and the people who are doing it are fellow fubarians... I understand the addiction level, and I understand the way people connect, but when there is a failure to realize how far things are going or have gone, there might be a problem. I have no problem sharing my yim with a couple people, and everybody keeps it clean, and its all just fun talk, but im afraid that some people i know are taking it to far and making it to personal, and I dont know what to do about it anymore. I have no control over it as im not the one doing it, and it feels like it happens all day long to me. No matter how many times i say something about it, it only makes the other person upset, and they do it even more, and if I dont say anything about it, it continues to go on the same. So now im torn because i can
Lessons In Life
I was talking with a friend who said that the men on here can be so rude at times.  I had to agree with her.  I commented that I myself had upon occasion forgotten that on the other side of the computer screen is an actual individual.  With the technology of today we have done away with a lot of the typical human contact we all need from day to day.  We can rent movies of buy things and never have to talk to an individual.  Even the grocery stores have all gone to automatic self scans. The point is that in todays world we still need to act civilized.  Maybe even more so than before.  It's easy to just shrug our shoulders and say well I'll never meet or see this person so it doesn't matter.  But we need to remember that that person does have feelings and does shed tears just like the rest of us. I'm kind of new at this so bare with me a bit.  Anyways I have a little story.  My friends and I had gone to a pretty well known bar in the area and I had a few drinks and then a few more.  I
Just Stuff Check It
Softly whisper your passion Come to me my loving heart I'll cherish your gentle tenderness From this day forward I'll impart My emotion of contentment That grew instantly as we met From the depth of my souls embrace Straight to you for whom it was meant Refresh your souls thirsting need Come bathe in passion's bright glowing fire As we dance the dance of eternal loveWrapped in our flowing desires Our need for each other so great A timeless burning flame As at last we have found each other And our place together we claim.
Broken 4 Love
Without expectation or devotionI live this life of hate, aloneI am left with no emotionand I feel like letting go...I cry for someone to save me,but you are not there...I need someone to love are never there. I am falling apart, no one knows. Alone I am tearing apart, nothing but sorrow. I can not fix whats wrong. Dying inside, this pain, my heart stops beating, I am falling into the shadows. I beg for you to love me, no one cares. I ask for you to be by my side, all you do is stare...I am falling apart...I am finally gone from here.
Messed Up!!!!
My Pride Or Those I Love
ok ,I hate this but in no position to live on my pride;Over a year ago I was injured on the job by another's hand,collected Workman's Comp for a bit,then was cut off.I have applied for Disability as my Doctor's still say i cannot work.Lost my home,my car,everything.I am living off my Brother's good will but now he is about to lose his house also and we will both be homeless soon.I have had absolutely no income now for 10 months with no end in sight.With this in mind,with holidays comming up i could use your help with gifts for my childrenHere goes the hardest part for me;I need help from anyone willing to help me.$1.00-$5.00,anything u can spare for me would be greatly appreciated.I will rate ur pages,send drinks,anything my fubucks will allow.It is all i have to offer right now.But know this;ur gifts will not be forgotten...ever.Please message me so i can answer any questions u may have.God Bless You and Thank You for even taking the time to read this. Sincerely,Jack
   Sitting on the back of your pickup truck, watching as the storm clouds roll in. You slowly stand in front of me.Spreading my legs to make yourself comfortable.You lightly run your finger down my face.Tracing my moist lips.Moving in slowly,placing your lips on mine.Our mouths slowly becoming one.Tongues exploring.Slowly you start moving down my neck.Kissing and lightly biting.My skin crawling with excitment from your touch.Our breathing quickening..Hearts pounding faster.Touching each other..exploring.Your hands moving slowly up my shirt.Gently rubbing your fingers over my erect nipples.Letting out a gasp.Feeling the fire building up inside us.You remove my shirt, cupping my breasts in your hands.Placing your mouth on my breasts.Slowly moving you tongue over my nipplesThrowing my head back in pleasure.Grabbing you by the hair.You slowly start moving down.Kissing and touching every part of my body. Reaching my Thighs. You start caressing them with your lips, teasing me.Wanting you to
Athena's Link
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Marines Birthday
wish all the Marine that you know a Happy Birthday today 234th year
My Poetry
Paper dolls sitting in the quiet of my mind. Lifeless little paper dolls; a figment of my imagination. Staring with blank faces through my soul, yearing for life. I want to cut the paper dolls so that they can see no more of me. Connected in a chain, whiriling in my brain. Knowing, knowing the secerts of my heart and how I sometimes fall apart. Oh, the pretty paper dolls smiling with no mouths at my desperate discontent. Singing songs that remind me of the past. At last, I understand that do not need to hold a hand of another to roam the land. However, it is just that that I want. Soul mate, lover, friend, someone with whom I will meet my end. The paper dolls laugh at me, laughing at my discontent wondering where my mind has went. Who are they to laugh at me? I am the one with a tangible life. Not of paper, yet of strife. I must destroy my pretty paper dolls all standing in a row. Destroy them so the torment will cease and I can finally live in peace. Shredded little paper dolls sittin
Some Stories That I Have Written
I got turned on writing it, BEWARE!!! ***Choke chains and silk laid across the bed. A faint remember of the night before. I reminisce about the things you did to me; too sexually explicit to speak of, I get moist just thinking about it.*** I came in the door to be met with a scarf meant to cover my eyes. “Shh, don’t speak; just walk”, I hear whispered in my ear. Obeying hesitantly, I walk through what seems to be my bedroom door. Still being led by my captor, my heart starts to race as I am sat down. Captor seems to be a man; rough hands and a deep voice. Sounds almost like…”Oh”…my pussy tightens with excitement. I have figured it out; I know who my captor is. It is my love; “God, this is erotic”, I mumble. “Shh”, he whispers. My hands are now behind my back; slowly and intricately being tied with what feels like silk. I feel and strange, but small pop about my breasts. Slowly, he unbuttons my blouse; warm kisses I
Falling In Love
It's hard for me to say this, It's hard to put into words. The way I feel about you, Cuz I'm afraid of getting hurt. I'm afraid that I'm falling for you, My heart has hit the floor. I hate to be without you, It makes me want you more. I love it when you hold me, And look into my eyes. I love to feel your body, When it's pressed against mine. I love to wake up next to you, All curled up in your arms. Where I know you'll keep me safe, From any kind of harm. Every time I'm with you, There's a constant smile on my face. The piece missing from my heart, You have somehow replaced. I want to tell you, How I really feel. But I find it hard to admit, That this is all so real. You know that I care about you, But you don't know how much. I find myself falling in love, With someone I feel I can trust. I don't want to scare you away, I just wanted you to know. The way I feel about you, As it continues to grow. Once again I am risking my heart, In hopes that you feel the same. But if you don
Random Thoughts
I havent done one of these things in a really long time. Just thought i would sit down and write one for the hell of it. I been having a lot going on in the past few years .Im just ready for my life to settle down and be happy for a change. In the last 7 years i have been through two marriages and 2 divorces. It seems just dont have much luck. I know im a good person and my day will come to be happy though. But for now I just have my friends and they are the best friends anyone could ask for. There is only a handful of people that can cheer me up and i thank them for that. For the first time in 11 years im putting myself first not above my children of course but over men. Doing stuff that will make me happy. I know what i want out of life and i dont want to settle for anything less. Im sorry if this was boring or anything of the sort, but afterall its my blog and its for me by me.
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Sensual Love
The sun rises on a cool crisp morningMy body aches for want of yearningI want your caress, your touchFor I need your love oh so muchYou are my presence in my mindI am lucky to find a man so kindTo hold in awe at your passion and needYour want for me is not of greedTo languish for hours within your armsYour wit, your humor and that impeccable charmEnlightens within me a new desire each dayOne I hope is there forever to stayI love you lover, my friend and desireMy loins ache for you as though on fireMy breasts harden at your thoughtNipples grow hard, sensitive and tautThe door to my inner depths opens for youThe passion, the fire, the need to endureCaressing you, touching you, kissing youMy love has been waiting so long for youI love you with all my heart and soul!Not just your being but you as a whole!
For The One Who Holds My Heart
Dear Love, My days and especially my nights are so empty without you! Waking up to the softness of your skin against mine, your hair gently brushing my cheek. I can feel you breathing as ifyou were a part of my own body.Looking at you as you dream. Gently "waking" you to the soft caresses of my hands. Your body yielding to me. I hope you come and see me soon. I can't stand another minute without you...I miss you so much!
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I Admit My Ass Is Implants...
I have been called allot of things lately, so i decided to list all my faults and then you can decide if you still want to be my friend... My ass is fake about 2 years ago i got implants I am popular in my own mind... I use people to make my way to the top I am a heartless bitch that cares nothing for anyone If you do not play well with me i drop you fast Well those are some of the things ive been accused of being lately. So i say to you ( the readers of this blog) I am just me. if you dig deep enough you will see that im pretty nice and genuinely care about you. Also i am flakey i disappear alot because my life is nuts lately. I wont sit here and complain about the crappy things going on cause well its just not me... I like to make people feel better most of the times. So i say you have a choice.. you can put up with the bullshit that is me and meet a person who is sweet or you can move on the choice is yours... END RANT 1. the ass is really mine i grew it myself 2. Sunday
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Join The A2mc-toe Society
Welcome all to the A2MC-Toe Society! I would like to extend this invitation to everyone who would like to be a part of this new, exciting Fubar group! Of course with any group, we are going to need a list of rules and requirements for all who wish to join. 1. To be voted into the group, you must submit a boobie, c-toe, cock salute or a2m video to a current member.. but only after asking if they want one. 2. Must buy a Founder at least 2 drinks and one "spicy" gift 3. Must profile rate each member daily 4. Must rate at least 100 member pics daily 5. You must shit talk each other on the quarter hour. 6. Must write one MuMM a day professing your love for A2M or C-      Toe 7. Must be blocked from no less than 5 MuMM posters 8. Must show proof of calling someone a cunt in your shoutbox. 9. Must capture scrolling A2MC-Toe mafia members 10. You must show the founders daily "fulove" and then  immediately go masturbate.      AND OF COURSE YOU WILL BE REQUIRED TO PUT A2MC-TOE MAF
Reverse Prank Phone Calls
i love signing up for all sorts of garbage on the interwebz. just so i will get phone calls from all these companies.   one of my favorite has to be the time i signed up for an automobile loan, a guy with a heavy pakistani accent calls me he asks "is so and so there"   i said this is he   he said would i be interested in a car loan, and i said yeah that would be great   he asked "how much do you need sir" i said " well theres a nice bmw id like, its about 80k or so"   he says 80k? np how much doyou make a month, i said 600 bux, he asks, thats a week? i said "no a month aintthat what you fucking asked me?" then he says "well how do you intend to pay this loan off? 600 dollars a month you wont be able to pay it off?"   i told him i have no intention of paying it off, i mean what tard calls random people to give out car lonas, i fiugred you were stupid enuff to give it too me and id just drive it around till you cought on to that fact and reposessed it"
Too Much Of A Good Thing ??  Is this too much info on what I like to do ??   We begin by kissing, softly at first then building to deeper and more passionate, tongues meeting. I begin to softly kiss and lick your neck, your ears then move to your shoulders while gently holding your face in my hand, gently tugging on your hair. My hands softly rubbing your back, legs. I then lightly with my fingertip touch the outline of your breasts purposely avoiding you nipples. teasing them with my finger till they slighlty become erect. I move my mouth and tongue to your upper chest area softly licking and kissing, your anticipation builds. I slide your bra strap off your shoulders as my tongue moves towards your upper breasts. Then around your nipples but not touching them at first, now and again a soft lick on you nipples as you moan. I move down your body to your stomach, belly buttonsucking on it. I gently grab your panties with my teeth and slide them off of you. My
How Does One Make Amends, And Is It Always Possible?
alright not sure where to start so ill start from the begining. I used to play pool alot in league and was rather good at it, i mean now not so much i pretty much lost the desire and im not sure why but what ever right. well in my hay day i really thought i needed a custom poll cue so i bought a dennis deickman for about 1200 bux, mabye 900 both numbers are stuck in my head so but its close enuff. and i really liked it and it had wood threads someting you dont see so much of anymore with wood threads and a wood threaded tenon etc. but be being the curiouse person i am tried to learn how to build one, couldnt find anything on the internet nor in the library but i did come acros 2 rare books one written by an eccentric cue builder by the name of never mind i forgot and another by mike hitower or highttower eeither one will get you there, but you can only learn so much from a book and me lacking any equipment was still sad and didnt know how. well i asked a librarian to track
Touchy Subjects....
To start this one off I will say that I am happy with what I have going on in my life, but lol.. there is always a I know that some people will object to what I have planned or what is going on... All I can say is that I am sorry ahead of time but I will live my life the way I want and I want to be happy... I am used to making everyone else happy before myself but I think its time for a change. I am happy with the way things are progressing in my life... I know some stuff can still be better but I plan on making it that way soon whether some people like it or not. I love my friends to death and would do anything for them but a few I'm not sure about anymore because I don't need people that are "supposedly good friends" to be talking behind my back and callin me names. I hate fake people and I don't need those types of people in my life. For my true friends that will reacd this I thank you with all my heart for being there for me and want you to know I am about to begin a n
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New To Fubar
To let everyone know that has been messaging me and asking for friend requests. Thank you, to all that send me drinks thank you as well. I am new to this site and trying to figure it all out. So, please be patient with me as I learn how to make everything work here.   Peace, ***KELLY***
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We Need To Do Somthing Quick
I was watching the news tonight and was shocked to see the senless death of a CU student. He was shot once in the chest. This brought back memories of a good friend of mine that was killed for no reason in Alaska a few years back. I am NOT by any means a gun controal advocate, I own two firearms my self...a .357 magnum and a Yougoslavian SKS, and as soon as I can afford more I am planing to buy more. For all of my life I have supported the Second Adment and I do beleive that those of us that are law abiding citizens NEED to do somthing about the unlawful use and senless killings that are threatening our way of life. As Americans the right to bear arms is somthing that we hold near and dear to our hearts, going back to the birth of our country and it is somthing that most of us to this day are willing to fight for. However due to recent events, including the Ft. Hood attack, and constant gun violence in the news, we are soon to be in the minority on the issue. I for one don't want to be
A Country Song By Me
SLOW DANCEHave you everwatched kidsOn a merry-go-round?Or listened tothe rainSlapping on the ground?Ever followed abutterfly's erratic flight?Or gazed at the sun into the fadingnight?You better slow down.Don't dance sofast.Time is short.The music won'tlast.Do you run through each dayOn the fly?When you ask How are you?Do you hear the reply?When the day is doneDo you lie in yourbedWith the next hundred choresRunning throughyour head?You'd better slow downDon't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.Ever told your child,We'll do ittomorrow?And in your haste,Not see his sorrow?Ever lost touch,Let a good
Ramblings Of A Hot Mama
Everything happens for a reason. Sometimes you find the answer in the journey and sometimes you find the answer at the end of the road. Sometimes you're too busy looking for the answer that you can't see that it's right in front of you. It's in that moment when you realize why things have happened, that you find peace within your journey. It's that moment when you realize how thankful you are for the answered or unanswered prayers. I was surfing through my profiles all over the net when I came across a particular profile. I've looked at that profile hundreds of times, but today was different. For the 1st time I looked at that profile and I was at peace and thankful for those unanswered prayers. I was no longer angry by what had transpired previously. I finally realized that those things happened because better things await in the road ahead of me. There's potential for greatness in every area of my life. I'm excited and nervous about the possibilities that may come my wa
Lou's H.
Another Grain Of Sand                                                              Another Grain Of Sand   I once listen to a man's voice A very long time ago Each word he spoke Was like a light Shining on a grain of sand   I open my heart I open my mind The words he spoke Brought light to another grain of sand   When things went wrong with my life I blame him, not me Yet his voice reach down down to me Gave light to another grain of sand   One day I turn my back on him I even gave up on me Yet i knew in my heart This was not his fault Yet I  had blamed him His voice spoke out to me in sadness I knew he had died for man
Truse Love Dreams Away
 i love you as the beautiful soul who encaptures my being, alone is this world i search for hapinesss, maybe one day i will find this enlightenment, you on at the altar hand in hand, gracefully bestowing yourcvheart to me......till dead comes for us for our final sleep.
I HAVE GHOSTS. Again. I know. This seems really fucking stupid, but if I die some insane death where I'm naked with upside down crosses carved into me, someone will know about the history of Shannon's hauntings.    First off, I'm sane. I don't do drugs (with the exception of the ocassional narcotic and maybe a little green....and a lot of booze. But all this happened while I was sober, promise.) It all started about 6 years ago when I live in Green Cove Springs. I moved into this awesome ass house that had beautiful original wood flooring from when it was built somewhere around 1920ish. Everything was jim-dandy until my husband started working nights. Then, shit hit the fan. I would hear someone walking down the hall at night...and I was the only one home. Whistling all throughout the house when nobody was there. Then I got a cat. I thought maybe he was pissed and psycho because I had his balls chopped. I was wrong. He would jump as high up the wall as he could and slide down, taki
Short Story # 5
while waiting for her man to come home from work, she gets dressed in a little red nightie, while getting dressed she had this earge to play, she lays on the bed with here legs open wide an bent so she fit her toy in her hot wet pussy,her man comes home an hear her moaning in the bedroom, as he make his way to the room he stops an strips is cloths off, the door opens she sees him naked and start to fuck her pussy faster knowin that she is going to get it good from her man,he walk to the bed leaning over to start helping her with her toy but unsteads he take his tounge an starts to lick her cum out of her pussy wanting to make sure he gets all of her cum he grabs her legs an lift them up sucking hard on her clit she moans and begs for more while eating her he take a finger and start to play with her ass she want her mans cock in her mouth so she get on top of him sucking on his hard cock while he eats an finger her ass. she cums all over his face he goes to wips it off and she grabs him
Peoples Truths
The Rules On How To Talk To A Dj!!! (a Must Read, You Know Who You Are!!!)
The Rules On How To Talk To A DJ!!! (A Must Read, You Know Who You Are!!!) Category: Music HOW TO TALK TO A D.J. If you're going to talk to the club D.J., DON'T SAY... 1. "Play something good... something we can dance to!" The D.J. has to play for more than one person, so what you may hate may be another's favorite song and everything played here can be danced to one way or another. 2. "Would you play something with a beat?" Don't be an idiot. We know of no songs played in a club that don't have some sort of a beat. 3. "I don't know who sings it and I don't know the name of the song, but it goes like this... la dee-dah-dee!" Please, don't sing for the D.J. They have to put up with smoke-filled rooms and dangerous decebal levels all night. Do them a favor and don't give them a rendition of your favorite song. 4. "Everybody wants to hear it!" Oh sure, you polled everyone in the club and, as their spokesperson, you are requesting the song. Also, do not make a request, then send all
Ramblings Of An Idiot
Well, technically it's not mine. But there's no way in hell I'm letting my daughter actually drive this thing when she gets her license. She turns 16 next week. It was given to her by her grandfather. '78 MG Midget. So I decided to actuallt go tot this thing and am drunk off my ass so fuck off about anytypoes, etc.   I arrived like an hour after it started in hopes that lots of people were there, and there were. Upon my arrival I was given some dude Bobs's nametake instead of Jeff. good start i figured :)   So anyway, name tags straighed out I walk in. So first group of people I see is a dude I knew bob, I walk over, shake his handm and he basically is like, 'who the fuck are you'. So I wander off and am thjinking good start. So I start to walk across the room and suddlently my name is broadcast to everyone. I look up and the DJ happens to be a good friend of mine form school.   Hurray, I'm saved I think, Mark is a cool ass dude. So basically me and him spend othe rest o
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Fast Flashes Of Burning Gashes
So I got to go to Florida.   I left home Monday evening at about 4:30 pm. Now Weds the 9th I am home at 3 am.   We drove down in a nice big uncomfortable Uhaul Type Truck. Along the way I was informed I would be driving back a Ford Mustang with "Bill" aka FAT ASS's Step Father.  I say "Sure, just please let me get some sleep tonight then so I won't be dead tired on the way home tomorrow"  " Yeah you can get some sleep" Sleep came last night in 10 minute spurts, for a total of 30 minutes, because Fat Ass requires constant attention.   Everytime I drifted off the fucker would wake me.   So 13 hours later we arrive at the destination.   It's a strange little cottage on some Church's property.  At the front door , right at the concrete pad in front of the door their is a giant piss spot, still wet and stinking.  Fat Ass beats on the door.   "Bill" finally answers and we step in to find the place a total wreck .  It reeks of dog piss and there are as many dead leaves on the floor as there a
Troubles At Home
As most of you have noticed i haven't been on much or in the past 2 weeks. well i was accused of doing something with my fathers debit card in which i know i didn't do and he now knows i didn't but it still remains the same i was treated like a child and punished he destoryed my computer i have very depressed since then larry my boyfriend aka brassEye67 has been helping through this and been looking for a place for us to live, my parents has gone as far a to try and take my son away from me i'm at the end of my rope so please my friends bare with me my loving larry is building me a new computer i know this looks like a mishmash of words and i sorry i been on heavey antidepressates whoopie lol i love you guys and miss you all so much   massive hugs and kisses mary aka pynkcherrypie
Poems ( I Always Write What I Am Feeling And Thinking)
People come and people go we meet people everyday some as aquaintances some as friends everyone is unique in their own way. never judge a book by its cover you never know what you'll miss that goes the same for the people we meet some really do have a gift. some we can live without yes, that i do know but everyone has some good, even though it may not show i try to give everyone a chance, no matter how hard it is then if they show me it wasn't worth it, i turn my back and go. treat people the way you want treated is how i live and believe give those we meet a chance and if they blow it you tried for people are people we are all different and lead very different lives. we all have different beliefs and thoughts that is the human way don't judge those that walk the path
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Home Alone
If you have a little pain they want to take your heart out. I'm only 43 and I'm not in bad health. Just after I kicked that lazy bitch out. I now get to have fun getting ready to be cut on so much fun. Life is just a Son Of A Bitch I just got back in touch with my daughter after 15 years. We sat down and talked. She now knows where her temper comes from and why she has a big heart. Now she is sad that dont have anyone in my life. I just got out of a 7 year hook up. What do a 43 old an is going to do? I like the new friends this place have given me!
Please don't cry for me though I 'm goneFor in heaven I have made my home.I know you'll miss me through the yearsBut, remember, in heaven there are no tears!Up here in glory I've taken my placeNear the Father where I can view his face.I'll only be gone for a short little whileUntil I greet you in heaven with a smile.I'll be waiting there with arms open wideTo open the gate and invite you inside.We'll sit down at the Marriage Supper of the LambUnited with Christ and all of his clan.We'll drink from the last communion cupAs death and hell are swallowed up.Then we'll drink a toast from the 'living wine'While seated at the table where we shall dine.The angel, Gabriel will blow his Gold Horn As comfort is given for those who mourned.We'll be surrounded by many angel wingsWhile seated with our Lord and our King.He'll read to us from the Lambs book of lifeThe names written in it, His church, His bride.We'll be with all our sisters and our brothersWhile seated there at the last supper.My grave
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Help Me Please
Hello Fu-Universe, I know this is a great place and I don't really like doing this but I really need your help. Why do I need it well things have taken a bad turn for me, my dad sold the house we shared and sat me on the street. So in a few weeks I am homeless because my own (german) government let's me run in loops in order to get their help. At the end they don't seem like a great help at all. My idea is to do something for my education and get a better degree so i plan on going to a college. What costs unfortunately some money. I can come up with some on my own but it not enough to pay for the first year at the community college. Now this is where your help comes in in shape of a donation. How much you donate is up to you. Every donation gets me a step closer. Everyone who donates will get a personal thank you email from me and if requested will be mentioned in this blog until I came up with something nicer. Here is the link for the donation page
Born; 10 December, 1962. Released from hospital 21 December, 1962, I was very sick from birth. My inner strength (Qi/Chi/Chai) bouyed me over as much as possible. Male. 6' 3½", 295#. Multi-tonal brown hair w/ lots of grey, over hazel (multicolor) eyes. Northern European ancestry, mainly Welch & German. But since Northern Europe was part of a series of conquoring, I can trace my roots back to Africa through the Romans who conquored, pillaged, raped and murdered both sides of my family. 'Son of Wolf' is not a made up moniker, it is a translation of my Welsh surname. Similarly my affinity for dragons or 'Drachen' is also related to my Welsh ancestry. Born and raised in New Jersey, U.S. of A. Now living with my GF Diana. Which brings us to; Taken! Seriously, I'm taken. Even if I wasn't, I am not available. *I reiterate, I do not want to be with you, get with you, hook up with you or freak with you, It's simple, I am not available. If this is what you want... Thank You, but please move a
My Cousin
    You are my cousin,trusted and true;And this is for everythingand all that you do.When the light seems so farand times are so low,You reach out your handto give me a place to go.When I find I can't make itand the mountain's too high,You give me your wisdomand help me to try.You've given me hopein times of despair.You do this for me,because I know you care.You make me laughwhen there are no smiles,Even though we're separatedby the miles.So let me tell you this,My Friend,If you ever need me,I'm here 'til the end.I give you my lovemy hand and my heart,And from your friendshipI'll never part.For everythingand all that you do,I want you to knowI'll do the same for you.So, when your days are blackand your nights are long,And it seems likeeverything will go wrong -I'm there by your sideyou're never alone.I'll be there for youto help lead you home.So, My cousin,as you can see;You're very special,especially to ME! ! !
Please Dad
Please, Dad   As soft winds sweep away the daysI look back on life through a haze.Remember playgrounds, parks and friends,In childlike gaze that never ends.The laughter in a game of catch,Shall memory ever attach...To innocence in youthful eyes,Catching the ball to Dad's surprise.I recall my first bike, first wreck,Who picked me up, said, "What the heck?"Convinced me to give one more try,While, knees skinned, I forgot to cry.Just the joy knowing he was there,Making him proud my only care.There was nothing I couldn't do,My heart held fast that to be true.Though teenage years were kind of rough,I sure wasn't too big or tough.You taught me to defend what's rightAnd never back down from a fight.So I learned the hard way to stand,Still, with each lump, I found your hand.Drawing from you an inner strength,And stubborn pride of equal length.But there the line of fate was drawn,As though I blinked and you were gone.I found myself facing the sun,Not man, not boy, fatherless, one.Eye
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Eine hochwertige Schwimmbrille mit Dioptrien-Sehstaerken erfreut sich bei Menschen mit Kurzsichtigkeit und Weitsichtigkeit steigender Beliebtheit. Ein hochwertiges Metallsuchgeraet erlaubt eine einfache Suche nach Kabeln und Leitungen und schuetzt vor einem Stromschlag.
 Welcome to Everyone & glad to see you all here. 1. All 2nd alrm Hottie Prospects must have a verified salute & a minimun " 10 new pics " of yourself 2. All Hotties Must Be Female ( no exceptions ) 3. Must sign the COC ( code of conduct ) agreement below as a comment of "I AGREE " inorder to be placed into voteing procedure. 4. Shout Box & Fu Mail must be open to all Officers for communications . ( Profile can't be set to friends only for this purpose unless all Officers are made friends ) 5. 2nd Alarm Hotties Homepage must be added to Your Family while being considered a Prospect & remain in your family after admittance. FireChief (Founder) must be added to your family as well but doesn't have to be in the top 7 . Just as long as he's in family so that he can contact you at anytime when needed . Also your Team Leader to be added to your top friend so they can contact you at anytime also .
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I knew you all my life You were allways a good friend But when I got to know you better I let my heart unbend I couldn't help past memories That would only make me cry I had not forgotten my first true love And was able to give it another try So ive fallen in love with you yet again and will never let you go I love you more than anyone I just had to let you know And if you ever wonder why I don't know what i'll say But i'll never stop loving you Each and every day My feelings for you will never change Just to let you know And it's TRUE when I say to you I'll allways love you so Sexy Nurse Claudia">@ fubar To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or lo
Why Is It
why is it when family looks at you different when you start to grow up and make your own choices and then they get pissed when those choises arent the ones they would make? take my wife, shes not anything like the rest of my family she grew up in the city and has her own mind. she dosent serve me. we are a team. my family cant accept this. and thats how i was taught by them. hell i dont understand. are women there to be our servants or are we susposed to be complementary of each other as husband and wife? i love my wife but my so called family cant understand our relationship. wtf. am i wrong.
Auction Closed!! (thanks Johnny Chimpo!)
Click on image to bid She's sexy, she's fun and she's up for auction. With what she's offerin how can you pass this up? It's her first auction so let's show her some love This message approved by Johnny Chimpo (repost of original by 'Johnny Chimpo' on '2009-11-08 15:37:22')
Fakes Round 2
Single Mommys Living Hard Life
I can imagine how hard it must be for you single mommys, especially the ones struggling to make ends meet. And for the ones that are on welfare abusing the system, so not
Brain Teizze
O.K. Let me start with being crushed by 2000lbs. of concrete. Mostly lower extremities, a little Brain surgery nothin to serious! Now I am still me, maybe not the same me you knew before. Some dayz are better than others. Slight memory problems, constint PAIN!!! I know my friends and family get sick of hearing about it. But when they get sick of it they can Leave! I CAN'T!!! After 3 yrs. of CRYING my tears dried up! MAN, I haven't checked my email in almost aweek!!!! Too good to quit!to much fun! but help my computer skills!!!!!!!!! its gr8 having my own place. can have women stop by anytime & give me lovins!!!!
My Souls Disgrace..
Alone I go, my fate in sorrow, I leave you with all my emotions but one, in my arms you dwelled, your heart embracing my tears as I fell from grace. I am alone in this endeavor, to suffer with my hate, my dying wishes....please be good, your mind so pure, your soul so warm....I wont forget when that when i broke, atleast you were in my arms.
LMAO, a funniest shit just happened. I'm eating honey out of this squirt thing bottle. I looked directly at the thing on top of it, where the honey comes out. And accidentally squeezed. So the honey just totally squirted on my face. lmao So, I decide to log into my page (for some reason I was logged out), just to not be able to. I was fuckin stupid, and instead of resetting my password (DOH!), decided to check if I was somehow deleted. Since it has happened SO OFTEN in the past, I was quite sure. WHen I made a new page with a same email, I did the search, and it showed me my old page. Sittin there, enjoyin itself, not deleted and functioning. I was like WTF??!   So now I am trapped with this noob page, and cannot log into that one since email search only produces this one. things that managed to annoy me already today:   I started gettin Russian spam mail, in addition to American one Annoying stupid pretentious douche neighbor who is a cunt British tard at work that has a mild cr
Let There Be Light   Text: Frances W. Davis Music: Robert J.B. Fleming, 1967 Tune: CONCORD, Meter: 47.76     1.            Let there be light,                 let there be understanding,                 let all the nations gather,                 let them be face to face.   2.            Open our lips,                 open our minds to ponder,                 open the door of concord                 opening into grace.   3.            Perish the sword,                 perish the angry judgment,                 perish the bombs and hunger,                 perish the fight for gain.   4.            Hallow our love,                 hallow the deaths of martyrs,                 hallow their holy freedom,                 hallowed be your name.   5.            Your kingdom come,                 your Spirit turn to language,                 your people speak together,                 your Spirit never fade.   6.            Let there be light,                 o
Since its Easter this reminds me of an Easter of easter past. i always love to do something special and this time it was for a boyfriend i had been seriously dating for awhile Though we had problems (he was a major stoner lol) we had  a hot sex life  or  so i though heheheh that easter i decided to arrange to have his easter basket delivered to him along side with me  looking very hot! all decked out I picked up  at this special basket delivery place  a guy  who was like 6"2" in this hilarious rabbit outfit  we drove to my boyfriends house early Easter morning to deliver the goods  When we got there I hid and the easter bunnie rang the door bell  No one answered so since i had a key i though oh well hes probably asleep so me and peter Rabbit  let ourselves in snuck upstairs  to his bed room I told peter to open the door and shout out Happy Easter!!! Happy easter then Id pop out from behind him Well! Peter opened the bedroom door shouted out Happy Easter I popped out from b
Crepey Shit That Is True
watch the vid and u will see what i meen
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Ww1 Battle Of The Somme
Tribute To Our Fallen Heroes.
So True
EXERCISE FOR PEOPLE OVER 50:Begin with a 5-lb potato bag in each hand, extend your arms straight out from your sides and hold them there as long as you can. Each day you'll find that you can hold this position for just a bit longer.After a couple of weeks, move up to 10-lb potato bags.Then try 50-lb potato bags and then eventually try to get to where you can lift a 100-lb potato bag in each hand . (I'm at this level.)After you feel confident at that level, put a potato in each bag. you gotta love this guys explanation of hell... The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well: Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands an

firsy one  
7th Hell
Poem I Wrote For My Mom
When I first got there, all I could see was death and decay. Darkness surrounded the area, and the smell of rotting flesh flooded my sense of smell. Nevertheless, there he was standing atop a mound of bodies, the man that started it all. His hair was silver as the moonlight with skin as white as snow and an expression so emotionless. He’s known as the God of Death, he brought destruction everywhere he went. Killing people, ranging from adults to even infants, nothing could stop him. This man has been alive since 1905, he was born a vampire. No one could understand how pure blooded vampires were conceived, but here he was alive and pure blooded. I stood there quietly watching the man; blood staining his white button up shirt as he held his katana out in my direction. I’ve lived my life lonely and scared Filed with pain and anger While kids ran to their parents I was left uncared To all who think I’m happy and bright I say you think wrong Because my heart is
Where Were You??
I can’t stand this! Why won’t you listen? The words always come, but you’re never here to hear I’ve always wanted to see you, but you were in prison I always wondered where I’m from, but you ran away in fear   So where do I fit in this world? When you say I’m a mistake Because if you didn’t know, I always hoped you’d save me You’ll never be able to afford, to me you’re just a fake To me the world blows, and the cravings won’t leave   I just want to take those razors, and make myself bleed So you didn’t know me, but now you do So don’t bring up the favors, and make heed Since I were but three, we were through.
My Health
 As some of you know I'm a Nurse. Well I went for my yearly. And they done a Ekg and found some issues with it. And had me go in and have a  echocardiogram done and we found out that my, the  pulmonary or pulmonic valve is between the right ventricle and the pulmonary artery. I've have a leak in it. At this time we are unsure when they will fix it. Or if it can be fix. I have to see another Heart  specialists and then I will know more of when I see him or her. I know alot of ppl have had this kind of surgery and be fine.  Seening that alot of my friends and family are here on Fu. Me and a few others thought it would be best if I blogged to tell you all at once. I will keep you all updated as I know how things are rolling out on this . Thank you .......   And Please don't look at me any differnet I'm still the same camo. Just a sick camo.   muahs  We got a update today. the rest of my heart looks good. The  pulmonary artery we are going to watch it and if and when it gets worse the
Interesting Thoughts
Part rant sorry I have noticed somthing very interesting in the last few months...when, or at what time did people become so "Self Centered" Around them selves they they cant even look up to say HI! Cell Phones and Internet have become so consumed in our lives that we hardly ever have real life conversations with anyone. Now dont get me wrong I love Interent and Cells, but when your a single guy "looking" trying to use the internet to find someone becomes a bit of a pain. And heres why. Almost everyone "girls" always say "i dont care about looks, and want a man thats looking for a serious relationship" Well I cant tell you how meny times Ive cought this to be some certified BULL SHIT. Now granted my beleif has always been "Beauty is in the Eye of the Beholder" and I hold true to that. But lets be serious for a second and Im gonna throw somthing out there. Have you ever seen a Super Model Chick with a FAT ASS Tub of lard guy or a Hot 6 pack abbs guy with a Obease Chick? NO!!! and if
They Made Me Do It!
      What color eyes do you have? Gold in the winter. Hazel in the summer.   How tall are you?6'3"   Right handed or left?Right   Your Heritage: Greek & Spanish Just recently found out I have a fraction of African American as well but not sure how much.   Your job:In school   Do you like your job? I used to :D   Any tattoos/​piercings?​5 tattoos all on my arms   What underwear are you wearing right now?None   What shoes did you wear today?Barefoot   Do you play video games?nope   Have you ever broken someone's heart? probably. If I did, they never told me.   Have you ever had your own heart broken? Very much so   Favorite car:dodge magnum   Favorite animal: Lions & Meerkats   Favorite soda:mt dew/vault   Favorite underwear:boxers   Favorite music: Mostly R&B, reggae, hip hop....aww hell just listen to my playlist   Ever feel like you're not good enough?Nope, not here for the approval of others   Do you want to be in a relation
Hey Check Me Out!!!
Hi just stopping by my blog to say I added some clips of me on my site so you guys can check them out....pertty sure you will like them.
Yes, it's that magical time of year again when the Darwin Awards are bestowed, honoring the least evolved among us: Here is the glorious winner:1. When his 38 caliber revolver failed to fire at his intended victim during a hold-up in  Long Beach   ,  California   would-be robber James Elliot did something that can only inspire wonder. He peered down the barrel and tried the trigger again. This time it worked. And now, the honorable mentions:2. The chef at a hotel in  Switzerland  lost a finger in a meat cutting machine and after a little shopping around, submitted a claim to his insurance company... The company expecting negligence sent out one of its men to have a look for himself. He tried the machine and he also lost a finger. The chef's claim was approved.3. A man who shoveled snow for an hour to clear a space for his car during a blizzard in Chicago  returned with his vehicle to find a woman had taken the space. Understandably, he shot her.4. After stopping for drinks at an ill
Things I Look For In A Man
The Ways I Feel
Good Morning... *nsfw Story**
It was morning. My lover stayed with me last night. I woke from a strange dream to his touch. He had rolled over and put his arm around me. I touched his skin, which was warm from sleep. I held him close, to feel him on as much of myself as possible. After snoozing a little while longer, I felt him stir. He was facing me, and I turned and opened my eyes to see him looking right back at me. He smiled and held me close to him. After he gave me a soft kiss, we lay like that for a little while. In a few minutes he took a bit of a stretch. I did the same, and then we held each other close again. I said, "Good Morning, Sweetie." We kissed and hugged for a long time, each of us enjoying the fact that the other's touch was there to wake up to. My lover began to kiss my neck and touch my face lightly, enjoying my skin, which he says is so soft. I could tell he wanted something more, but didn't know exactly what, because our lovemaking was so intense and so varied last night. After more in
Other Stuff
Waiting..what I Am Not So Good At!
Hello all. Sorry Have not been on so much.  Been very busy with real life..I been working more..exercising more..etc.  Anyways..just a little to tell ya whats been going on in my life.  I have worked the last 2 days.  When I get home, I take my great dane for a 2 mile walk.  Then I am usually ready to just collapse.  My one boy got his grade card. He got all As and a Bplus in reading.  Of course I am a proud momma.  Wed morning he has a awards assembly I need to go to in the morning.  I will be working days monday.  Off tuesday, which is my birthday.  I am not sure what I will be doing then. I work wednesday evening, but wont be on to much due to being at the assembly also.  I went to the Health Dept today to get my boys the vacine shot for H1N1.  They were supose to give these out at the schools but I guess they  changed there minds.I was told ahead of time I should go in real early because they would probably be busy...but I had no clue they would be that nuts.  I just arrived to the
Cell Phone
am not sure if it will work Lets just see shall we....... Don't know about the wish, but i got a text when i got to the bottom . . . coincidence? -- DeAnna Holy smokes, after i read this my boy mike called me....Sammii ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Mine did it tooo!!!!! - Bryan WOW EEEE!!!2@@@ ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Didn't work yet but I had a hell of a wish -------------------------------------------------------------------- My phone did to!! =l -------------------------------------------------------------------- My phone rang while I was reading this shit my phone rang too ---------------------------------------------------------------------- hOLY MoLy, mY cell phone RANG!!!!! ahHHHHHH -------------------------------------------------------------------- I hate chain letters, but my phone rang and it freaked me out Collin ------------------------------------------------------------------------
I Never Knew I Could Feel Like This
Just want you to know  your on my mind, lately that seems to be all the time.omg girl you are so damn fine.Just watch and see Im gonna make you mine.Kissing you on the forehead and holding you tight,cuddling and caressing all through the night. being with you is oh so right! I am not up for a one night stand,with you I am looking for the full time plan. just trust me and go hand in hand,I promise to be the greatest man.never be mean or treat you like crap,just let you know that you are all that!with you it would be great as far as I see,loving you til the end of time is great by me.with you in my arms is where you should be. Its you I love ,and will forever.You may change,but I will never.Time may come when we will part,but time will never change my heart.So tender and true ,but now its gone from me to you.So take care of it as I have done,for you have two and I have none.I never really knew you but only as a friend,but when I saw you noticed me I let my heart unbend.If
Brandy's House Cleaning Service
What I’m offering is a typical regular cleaning that includes vacuuming, dusting, scrubbing sinks, floors, countertops and range hoods. Some services include loading the dishwasher, changing bed linen and laundry.Prices:    $60 for an apartment$70 for a one story house$80 for a two story housePrices vary on size of home and job needed. Contact:    Brandy Baker (480) 570/7482E-Mail Address: woodlandpark15@yahoo.comSpecial Offer:     First time cleaning half off with with mention of seeing this ad on Fubar and next scheduled appointment.
Fumafia Cheaters
This And That...
Venus: wow, you are one slow son of a bitch arnt ya? Domino: talk dirty to me Venus: good for oyu Domino: ive got it all babe Venus: well unless you have the girth to go with it, you have nothing to show for babe Domino: whats that mean Venus: i kinda figured, congrats to you, ever tried to satisfy a Blue Whale? Domino: its bigger when its hard Venus: huh? english please Domino: that soft u dont wont to know hard Venus: ha, baby, I have 9 inches avalible at any time here at home, so id prolly laugh at it Domino: what could u do with 8 and a half inches of cock Domino: i dont know
Leave Or Not?
Sometimes one plus one is two Sometimes it is more If it ever gets to being less It might be time to walk out the door There ain't no sense in takin' abuse If you're all that you do claim And there ain't no sense in gettin' intense And trying to place the blame Sometimes one plus one is two Sometimes it is more If you find that it is less than one It's time to find the door
My Dreams
After 4 long years I finally had a dream of my ex wife and both my children... It was beyond my imagination... I was, for once, happy... idk what to really think about maybe is because her birthday is coming up on thanksgiving, but she told me in the dream she missed me... idk, maybe its just a dream. but it felt so real... for the first time. i woke up happy. four long years. the first dream... maybe thats why I haven't been feeeling well for so long. this dream made me miss them again... A Dream, or was it a nightmare? At the start of my dream, it seemed innocent enough. Gone out riding with my friend. next thing I know, we pick up someone. they seem to know us. the guy asks us to go to this place. when we arive the place has been broken into. some kind of furniture company... the place is being looted. for some reason, I join in! All of us were taking everything we could... someone yells out one minuet... then the cops show up... Next thing I notice, the cops wer
In My Own Words
Singing' Home
What Real Soldiers Do.
Pfc. Jeffrey Pearsall, 21, from Houston, was waiting outside in the parking lot for Smith. He was talking to his brother on a cell phone when a group of soldiers ran out the door and a window shatteredIt was only then that he heard the gunshots.He pulled his pickup truck forward, then hopped out and helped the wounded into the bed. He loaded as many as he could and sped off to the base hospital. Pfc. Amber Bahr, 19, of Random Lake, Wis., tore up her blouse and used it as a tourniquet on a wounded comrade. It was only later that she realized she'd been shot in the back, the bullet exiting her abdomen.
I Love Him
My Thoughts
I'm not sure if I should keep this. I don't even remember making it. lol.
Falling Off The Wagon
The other day I fell off the wagon and cut myself several times on my wrist. It has been a few months since I had done it last and can't really pinpoint a reason why I did it. I saw the razor blade and felt a surge of adrenaline that rivals any high I have ever had. Taking the razor across my wrist, seeing the first tiny drops of blood was like a release. It actually made me smile to see the marks and blood. I go back to the psychiatrist on the 13th and discuss this episode, the fact my anti depressant makes me feel like I'm just a shell, and my insomnia is in full fucking effect.
   "The Legend of the Deam Catcher"      Long ago when the world was young, Spider Woman appeared to an old spiritual leader. Spider Woman spoke to the elder about the cycles of life.... From infants to cildhood, to adulthood and finally to old age. And while Spider Woman spoke she wove a web in the elders willow hoop which had feathers and beeds and offerings on it. When she was finished , she spoke to the elder and said, "The air is filled with dreams both good and bad , waiting to come to the sleeping person. The Dream catcher sorts out those dreams , for, while the good dreams find the way to the peson through the hole at the webs center , the bad dreams don't know the way and get hopelessly tangled in the web where they fade with the first light of dawn."     "Author Unknown"      Rates and Comments would be nice. Well , first off I am looking to add more friends. Mostly from around Pinellas County. And from the rest of the Tampa Bay Area as well. For now that is about it. More
Movie Reviews?!
The Fourth Kind I'm sure will get an array of mixed reviews so, I'll just start off by saying that I did enjoy this movie. It uses some very unique techniques while it shows the 'actual' footage while the film plays out in some instances. The movie does feel like a slow burn at times but I felt this kind of pacing was necessary. It makes the more intense sequences feel well...more inetense.I don't have much more to say about this movie but I do suggest going to check it out. It isn't as effective as Paranoromal Activity but it is very entertaining. Not many people know about this film...and I suppose in good reason. It's a highly controversial film starring Willam Dafoe. Just to quickly graze over the plot: A man and woman (who are not given names...their credited as 'he' and 'she') lose their child in an accident and the woman is stricken by grief. I shouldn't say more but I will say most of the film takes place in a cabin located in a place called Eden. One of the main concept
My Poetry
David   My mind is numb and my body aches.I would love nothing more than to take back all of our mistakes. But what is done is done. The past we can not change.When I heard you were gone it just sounded too strange. You gave me our daughter.   The one thing I always wanted the most.Now I just wish you were here so you could love her and hold her close. I’m sorry for the times I hurt you and all of my mistakes.I wish I could change it so bad that my very soul aches. I wish we could have gotten along and put all our differences aside.We were both just too damn stubborn and full of foolish pride. All the wishes in the world sadly can’t change anything that’s been done.I will spend the rest of my life with my regrets weighing me down a ton. I would give anything to have you back to tell you how sorry I am.Even if truth be told you probably wouldn’t have given a damn. This last promise I make is all I can do for you as I sit here with tears in my eyes all a blur..I
Somethings For My Peeps!
"Forget that playin' doctor is for kids! Let's play Gynecologist!" (was what I was thinkin the first few minutes) "Can I flirt with you?"  (for a long time cuz this so much fun) "How about you and I go back to my place and get out of these wet clothes?" (maybe I am just speaking for me) "I'll cook you dinner if you make, me, dessert." (I really love cheesecake) "The gods were happy the day we met" (I now often wonder yours or mine) "Can I please be your slave tonight?" (Pleeeeeease, pleaaaassssee pleeeeaaaassseee....) "Excuse me, do you have the time.....and the energy?" (pleeeeeaaaseee pllllleeeeassseee pleeeeeaaassseee still thinkin bout the last one..) "Would you like to come to a party in my toolshed?" (lol, yes...yes let's) "Come over here and get a taste of America's Most Wanted" (I could never say this without laughin' ) "Are you a virgin? (No.) Prove it!" (at what point are you a "born again virgin"...either way tee hee) "Do you mind if I end this sentence i
Cuckold What Is It
"Cuckold" is derived from the Old French for the Cuckoo bird, "Cocu" with the pejorative suffix -ald. The earliest written use of the Middle English derivation, “cokewold” occurs in 1250. The females of certain varieties of Cuckoo lay their eggs in other bird’s nests, freeing themselves from the need to nurture the eggs to hatching. In medieval Europe, the law, custom, and the church all defined married women as a category of property held by their husbands. Although Christian marriage vows strictly enjoined sexual exclusivity in a marriage for both partners, custom rarely enforced it on the husband (although Catholic doctrine held infidelity by either party to be a mortal sin). A nuance of the word often overlooked in contemporary usage is that it refers to a man who, like the bird warming the cuckoo’s eggs, is unaware of his victimization. A man who knows and acquiesced, in his wife’s taking of another lover was called a "wittol," itself a derivation from the Middle English for "w
It's time for another auction! This is a long one, and you can enter starting Nov. 22nd. Entries will no longer be taken after 10 pm MST on Nov. 29th. The Auction will run through the month of December, Starting at Midnight Dec. 1st and ending at Midnight on Jan. 1st 2010. Rules:**50k buy-in-- non-refundable.**Must provide link to your picture (anything goes...within reason) & list of offers with fu-pal payment.**Must promote yourself or have others promote you, however you are welcome to repost my bulletin if you don't have the means to make your own.**Dropping out of the auction forfeits all three competitions.**10 people at minimum must enter auction by November 30th or auction will not commence, so please get your friends to enter as well!**I am not liable if the high bidder of each auctionee doesn't pay, however if this does occur, Auctionee must contact me via private message as the next highest bidder will be declared the winner, and so forth.Three competitions are going at
Awww So Sweet ....
    In 1986, Peter Davies was on holiday in   Kenya after graduating from   Northwestern   University ..On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air.The elephant seemed distressed, so Peter approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee, inspected the elephants foot, and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it.As carefully and as gently as he could, Peter worked the wood out with his knife,after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments. Peter stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled.Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away.Peter never forgot that elephant or the events of that day.Twenty years later, Peter was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenage son.As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of the creatures turned and walked o
The Truth Iz Now
Many a road have I traveled since last we met, my friend; Many a lesson haz been hard learned, Many a Time haz my heart been broken... You can no longer judge me from my past, The Truth iz now and it'z changing fast.  
Personal Gripe...
I have come to terms about the loss of my children n my failed marrage. that should be the end right there, Right? well thats not true. I have found more to me. I can't stand the thought of me being happy... Its just disturbing to me at all levels. If I let my guard down I might get stepped on again. 2 lovers and many ex friends later, I just can't stand the thought of getting close to another.Yeah people might argue that thats not the way to go. But in this past year all I have learned from people is that everyone has a price and they want more. I ended up being homeless again cuz of that crap. Then my moms house started on fire and she had to basically work as a slave for a man she thought was her friend. I just can't seem to let my guard down to anyone. I am just to jaded... I am in the middle of a Great Big FUCKING Family Feud!!! Since my special needs cousin left his dad and he told us about it... Now My older brother has taken my fathers family side... and he isn't even blood
Is there really any nice woman left on this earth?? Been burnt yet once again by a so called "Nice Woman"  huh huh  whatta joke
The Herb Corner
If you could pick one item for your natural medicine cabinet that could ward off cold and flu viruses, eliminate warts, cold sores, athlete’s foot, dandruff, respiratory tract and sinus infections, what would you choose? If oregano oil doesn’t come to mind, it’s time you gave this overlooked and potent remedy its rightful place in your natural first aid kit. The Research is in: In a study reported by Science Daily Magazine, oil of oregano at relatively low doses was found to be effective against staphylococcus bacteria and was comparable to antibiotics like penicillin in its germ-killing properties.Researcher Paul Belaiche reported his exhaustive studies of aromatherapy oils in his three-volume work, entitled, Traite de Phytotherapie et d’Aromatherapie (Treatise on Phytotherapy and Aromatherapy). He used a testing method that allowed him to examine the effectiveness of essential oils against specific bacteria, called an aromatogram. His findings on the effective
I Quit
By this he knew she wept with waking eyes: That, at his hand's light quiver by her head, The strange low sobs that shook their common bed Were called into her with a sharp surprise, And strangled mute, like little gaping snakes, Dreadfully venomous to him. She lay Stone-still, and the long darkness flowed away With muffled pulses. Then, as midnight makes Her giant heart of Memory and Tears Drink the pale drug of silence, and so beat Sleep's heavy measure, they from head to feet Were moveless, looking through their dead black years, By vain regret scrawled over the blank wall. Like sculptured effigies they might be seen Upon their marriage-tomb, the sword between; Each wishing for the sword that severs all. 1. Quit arguing with people about the same old foolishness! Respect their position and keep it moving!2. Quit telling people your secrets when you know they are not going to keep them! And if you keep telling them, then quit getting mad when they tell your secrets!3. Quit trying
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