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As silent as the wind blowsand as rare as it seems it showsI see the world as it isdancing and dangling among the rain asthe summer's sun attempts to comeThe rain is falling, nowall around meand somehowwithout reasonA smile crosses my facewhen I think of it;when I consider the power of itand when I look at the rainit tends to consume my thoughtsby it's playingRain falls constantly around me,penetrating and permeating secret placesthat trace the very essence of this mind I seek. With a smooth and unyielding bend,rain touches every part of mebreaking me downone moment at a timeleaving me with that naked feeling.C. S. Times     Morning Gladness   When I wake up in the morningI hoped to see some redness in my faceto let me know how hard I had been sleeping,and to smell the evidence of fragrance in the air;the one that brings me back home each time it crosses my noseI hope to break the day with the silent bells of the end of night,slipping into it as the day drifts toward dawn.And that
Save Our Navy Seals!
Save the Navy Seals Sign the petition started by Indiana Representative Dan Burton. Post it on your wall and any other wall, and on any sites you go to where you can post.
Just Me
I find without thought no energy to hate left with a moment of everlasting haste leave me not for I shall know the windows through your eyes are the windows to my soul here with only memories a moment to behold the silver lining shining hopefully so many promises have been told glittering gems of reminiscence  a thought held so firm and true a precious mind to share with you the heart it beats so softly  begging for release giving everything imaginable to just finally be seen a smile creeping slowly across such sweet soft lips again another memory that has been let to slip the tear it trickles slowly shining in the light promising forever if only for tonight She stands before him screaming Not a word leaving her lips Getting so damn sick of the same  Time and time again  This shit seems to be on repeat She lays it out for him again Nice and slow this time He rolls his eyes and slaps her aside
I Am So... Sorry...
I tried, so hard not to rub my relationship with Jaaron, in "Zero"'s face.. because, I thought it would be cruel.So, now, it would seem.. Zero doesn't like my personality because, anything and everything that he and I talk about, I tell my bf.. Why do I do this?Well, simply put..I do not want to have secrets from my bf.. and I know, I can be a bit of a flirt, so I think its better for Jaaron, to knw what is happening.Then for him to find out later.I told him about the chatroom I am in, *a greeter*..About the emotes, and the fact that I thought I could trust Zero, into knowing that I was PLAYING.Apparently, Zero thought I was serious.Are we all forgetting HE broke up with ME, after stalking my family, and I?I have the proof.So, why the hell would he think I wanted to BLEEP him?Yeah, so many reason,as to why I would not have done THAT. And he knows all of them.So, does my family.I mean, come on, would you ppl date someone, or BLEEP them, if they stalked YOU?Anyway.I also, didn't HIDE thi
The tiger woods scandal only proves more and more that women are nothing but money hungry leeches just looking for a free meal. so pathetic.
New Computer Virus, Please Read
CHECKED THIS OUT ON SNOPES AND IT IS TRUE - PASS THIS ALONG TO EVERYONE IN YOUR ADDRESS BOOK! WITH THE HOLIDAYS COMING THIS WOULD BE AN E-MAIL THATA LOT OF PEOPLE WOULD PROBABLY OPEN. SNOPES link at bottom of e-mail             The newest virus circulating is The UPS/FedEx/DHL Delivery Failure. You will receive an email from UPS/Fed Ex Service along with a packet number.      It will say that they were unable to deliver a package sent to you on such-and-such a date.       It then asks you to print out the invoice copy attached. DON'T TRY TO PRINT THIS.  IT LAUNCHES THE VIRUS! Pass this warning on to all your PC operators at work and home. This virus has caused Millions of dollars in damage in the past few days..Snopes confirms that it is real.                                                  This is legitimate. Please pass this along to your friends.
Getting It All Out
Greg, I’ve been thinking and I have much to say to you now, whereas I didn’t care to say much at all to you when you first contacted me. All I’ve ever felt for you was anger, bitterness and resentment. For ever meeting you, and for allowing you to be in my life for the very short time you were. Forgiveness is not something that comes easy for me, but is something I’ve been working on because being unforgiving lets you hold too much inside and all that negative can eat you from within without it ever being realized. And only now after almost 6 years have I realized it. Wait lets get technical, actually it’s been almost 25 years. First I’d like to back track to when we parted ways. Jeff told me that you knew of, and saw the explicit photos of myself. I was pissed and felt my privacy was invaded. He told me that you set it up on the computer that anything I received, also maybe even sent as well, you could see. So I decided I was going to stop that s
Quick Thoughts
I thought it was time to write something serious well at least to me anyways. In the last week I have been having a really rough time. I have been dealing with things, I wish I didnt have to deal with. I writing because things have change for me. I have learned lot of things over the years of being online. I am not looking for the love of my life on here, though if it happens that good too. I have accepted that finding true love anywhere not just one line is almost impossible. I have learned there are liars, player, and hurtful people even though they claim not to be. I just dont understand why people have to be that way to get what they want. For if i can't get what i want for being my self then i dont wont it. just sad to see alot of people pretending to be somethere not. This blog is not directed to just one person, its general observation. The things that I have been dealing with for the past week has taught me something. Even though I have heard it many times before. I am just goi
The Path
Collective Thoughts
Allow me to be my own person accept me for who I am. Not the person others think I should be. Sometimes I have a lot to say and don't hesitate to say it, but sometimes what I have to say can only be read in my eyes. Understand me my moods and my feelings on days when I’m feeling sunny and on days when there's rain in my heart. I'll never go back on a promise and I will always be there for when you need me. Understand me trust me and the bond between us will be impossible to break. I wake up with fear in the middle of night. I know this isn't rightanxiety from fright.Something I cannot fight. Why do they torture me soThe nightmares that  use to come and go.And, now... well continue to grow. They induce such anxiety painMy soul they emotionally drainThe lack of sleep, I am going insaneSomething I cannot explain. No one to comfort meFrom terrors unseenNo comfort for my needAll I can do, is hope and pray to be free. If my soul were made of glass I'm sure that you
Try This
Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 15 people you like and include me. You can't use the band I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "my life according to (band name)." ← not doing this   Pick an artist: Dave Matthews Band   Are you male or female: Monkey Man   Describe yourself: Best of whats around   How do you feel: So right   Describe where you live: The space between   If you could go anywhere, where would you go: Louisiana Bayou   Your favorite form of transportation: Two step   Your best friend is: Bartender   You and your best friends are: True reflections   Whats the weather like: Grey Street   Favorite time of day: Sleep to dream her   If your life was a tv show, what would it be called: One sweet world   What is life to you: Help myself   Your current relaitionship: So Right   Your fears: What will become of me?   Thought of the d
Things About Me
Favorite Flower: Lilies with Orchids I like to eat grilled cheese with mariinara sauce I don't like to play footsie once i can feel the other persons toe nails. i hate it when people fidget i love all fashion era's between the 30's and 60's I hate the 80's full of coke and bad clothes i like white gold better then yellow gold I love words by Dr. Maya Angelou I've seen someone die, I wouldn't choose to forget it I've had my heart broken more than once i used to and still do love shows like: Family guy, the cleveland show, The old Girl's next door, Doug from Nickelodean and the rugrats, power rangers, vr troopers, sailor moon, the vampire diaries, secret life of an american teenager, 7th heaven, party of 5, full house, family matters, the cosby show, and most of all Fresh Prince of bel air. Movies: I hate scary movies, I watched one in theatre's i'm not the kinda girl that'll just jump out and hold your hand. I will jump out and leave the theatre. lol. I love comedies, acti
Smoke Gets In You Eyes"tournament"
Smoke Gets In You Eyes"tournament"
"Smoke Gets in Your Eyes" Tournament by Loretta Osgood 8/95 - Houston, Texas USA   There were about 45 people gathered for the weekly Sunday afternoon BDD at Sherlock's Baker Street Pub, an establishment located in a 2-story shopping center with the upstairs dart room opening onto a balcony. Just before the draw was made a strange smell was noticed. Laughs all around about someone having thrown a "funny" cigarette in the waste basket. But the smell got stronger. "It's OK folks, said the barmaid, "I think there was a paper towel burning in the trash can." But the smell got stronger...and the room got smoky. Really smoky, with solid curls of smoke obscuring the boards. Everyone started going out on the balcony between rounds for fresh air. Then sirens connected to great big red trucks sounded in the parking lot below. Then a man (I think it was a man, you couldn't really tell, what with the big yellow coat and oxygen mask he was wearing) comes running through the bar and is startle
Just Being Me
I learned an old friend of mine had committed suicide earlier this morning!  I've had several who have left this world in this manner, and I still think about them and in my heart they are now and always will be missed!   I've been down this same road myself...I even came close when I was 19 - I flatlined in the ER!  In the end, I had made a choice to come back into this world and ride out the storms and deal with life.  I asked myself many times over the years since then what I was thinking or feeling...I can only imagine what my friends were!   Jesse, however, had his demons...he had a hard time dealing with life and losses.  I spoke to him after I almost died at 19 and he questioned why I decided to come back to this world.  I never understood what he meant until much later when he would hit the bottle and the pills.  I chose to try and be there for him much like he was for me growing up, but sometimes I felt it fell on deaf ears.  In the end, Jesse's demons got the better of hi
Dazed And Confused.
I guess there are several reasons to complain about school. So much time crammed into 3 days. So many things I need for learning not being in stock. So many heavy things to carry up and down stairs. But none of these things really bother me. I can do other things while I wait for supplies to come in and the heavy things will get less heavy after a while. The hours are no big deal compared to hours I've worked before. I guess the worst thing is I have to be in a class room with the most fucked up people I've met in a while for 10 hours a day. There is one girl who is about 4 feet tall that prefaces every question with, "I'm sorry, I have a question and this might be a stupid question. I ask a lot of questions, but you know someone else might want to know...." and then she asks her question. There is another girl that swears she is A.D.D. but her doctor won't give the meds. I think she is just addicted to black eyeliner and red bull. She gets both in gallaon jugs. She has already been
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A High Strung Mother's Bitching
Most of the time during this time of year, we like to reflect on the past year's acheivements, some of its disappointments and hope for a better new year. Here, I'd like to share a few things that I am thankful for. A. I'm thankful that I am nearly flat broke, so I don't spend money on useless items that lose their charm in a few weeks B. I'm thankful for not having the best of everything, because they are a LOT more expensive to replace. C. Thankful that the things that mean the most to me, cost almost nothing at all. D. Thankful that I have had my heart broken in the past, because I learn from mistakes and know what to do to keep my relationship strong. E. Thankful that I know what it's like to want more, so that I work harder to get to where I want to be, and will appreciate it even more when I get there. F. Thankful that I have challenges with my child that not everyone will get to experience, for it is those challenges that make me grateful for everything he does. G. Thankf
My Blogging Spot!
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A Little About Me
It has been a very streesing last few days for me between trmoilal at home and at the fire department i over it that is all there is to it. in my mind ppl need to grow up and pull there head out of there A@#.
Thoughts, Writtings, Letters Never Sent
I wrote this a few nights ago on my phone.  I just wanted to write it down.  I suppose it's weird to most folks but thanks ok.  I am weird LOL.  I wrote it so please give me the credit if for some odd reason it appeals to you and you share it.  Thanks! :)   Dear Soulmate, I miss you all the time.  It seems like a millenia since we were together.  Could be, maybe longer.  I often wonder if you remember me, heaven, the love we shared.  I've searched for you in the eyes of a million souls.  But none were you.  I know, I shouldn't've followed you here, I simply didn't feel that I would quite be as at home in heaven without you.  Plus I was afraid you might not make it home for a very long time, if ever, if I didn't come to remind you.  I also remember us wanting to experience human passion together.  Did you land here as a demon/fallen angel, or as a man?  Are you still here?  Have you already gone back home to heaven, and left me here to yearn?   None of these senseless selfish human
***missing Person**please Help
We found my ex husband staying in a church in phoenix..he was able to contact his mother this morning! :)  His Dad is on his way from LA to Az to reunite with him!  Thank You So Much For Ur Thoughts and Prayers!  And To God Be The Glory! Love Always, Kitti and fam! Please read this blog and comment ..repost..share...get the word out.. Im looking for my ex husband...missing for two days now... His name is Daniel and he is hispanic..5'10...and 28 yrs old ..He is bi-polar and schitzophrenic and needs his medication. He was last seen on a greyhound bus heading to California ...he got off the bus in Glendale Arizona where he got off the bus to smoke...his bag made it to California..he did not.. Officials will not start looking for him until is imperative that we find him!  He is sick and confused and we have reports of him being spotted wondering down the highway around Phoenix and very confused. Please share this and keep us in ur prayers.....He has a 5 yr old son t
For The Runways Out There
this is for all you runways out there the ones that run from the best things in life you only want to be there when its convfent for you well thats not how it works you need and should have been here snice day one no running and playing lilkids game is time for you to grow up and be a man take care of you what happens in your life and step up to the plate you made your bed now lay in it you cant have your cake and eat it too and if your sitting read this YES ITS FOR YOU !!!!!!!!!!1 
Why Must Everyone Be So Deceitful
Coming new to Fubar as we all do, I was not quite sure how to manage the Family and Top Friends categories. Family was not so difficult, but Top Friends is a bit dicier for me. All things being equal I didn't see it a big deal, but as I started bombing and managing the 100-11's I have available, it has become a bit more of a challenge. So here is my thinking, it may not be yours but it is mine and as such the way I view this. Friends are those that over the past couple of months I have come to be able to count on, if only for a morning re-rate whenever I rate. In most cases these are the people that make sure I remain shit-faced and rate me everyday, so that an old goat like me can level. They have helped when I have needed it, have asked but not whined or begged for help when they needed it and I have answered that call without hesitation. Some are lovely people...pretty kind some might even say they are sexy. No arguement here, but not why they are Family. They earned Family st
Auctions Im In
heres the link, cash bids only... come and start me off please   I wont let ya down!
I'm not real big on the fubar site. Sort of new to this kind of thing. BUT If you are into dirt trails, camping, off road motorcycles, and fun in the woods, or just love to ride on two wheels, please feel free to chack out: Granted, I do not see many from northern micihgan on fubar, and it it winter. but check it out and pass it on if you like? Michael ~ NMDSR Founder
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My Old Frnds
2 all my old frnds plz send frnd requst my old profile was deleted n i miss u all dearly,,,so plz help me put 2 get u'all bck as my fam n frnds kisses Kady Grey,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,name on proflie is Grey n id#3694892,,,plzz hurry ,,,,need rates to get goin again
My Writings
Dark and empty,  Vast and open. I stand alone. I made this place, Perfect as it is, Not for me, but for you. A place the world can not see, A place we can hide. I found a place where we can be together without a care, Without the world to make us drown. Here we can be one, Never to be lost, Never to be found. Locked in loves eternal embrace, Never to make a sound. Lesson 1:A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings.The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs.When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbour.Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll give you $800 to drop that towel.'After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob, after a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves.The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs.When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, 'Who was that?''It was Bob the next door neighbour,' she
Britt's Spot
BOYS BOYS BOYS. Oh how much fun they can be. but dont be fooled by me. you might think I like you... but you're thinking a little bit too much about yourself. you might think you know me.... but you have no idea. I'm not your typical girl. I flirt. but I don't feel. I'm not a clingy controlling bitch like most these days. I never have one guy...Most R Friend! because wheres the fun in that? but don't get me wrong... I'm no whore. I'm just not into relationships that never seem to last..... because they're a waste of time. I don't plan on settling down anytime soon. I have the rest of my life to live. why be held down by someone? I'm not like any girl you'll ever meet. I don't care if you talk to other people I don't see a ring on this hand. Other girls don't phase me... Because i'm most likely talking to another guy. Or they are!! I'm always on the road so don't expect me to be latched to your hip. I'm not the type for commitment because I do whatever the fuck I want. Just let
Dark Side
Run, run, run......i'm here for my fun thought it was safe to fuck with my mind. But you've awakened the side of me that I kept away for everyones own good. Thought it was all fun and games, but little did you know I was keeping tabs on who and where. I am gonna rape your fucking mind and destroy your fucking tried to do it to me. But I'm gonna make your nightmare a reality for you and I...We gonna dance all night until I'm tired. Don't cry now, cause all the knives you put in my back and my heart, are now laid in front of you. If I were you I'd run..But hey the door is locked..If you want the key, explain why you think you should have it... Explain why you still have my heart... Explain why you thought I was a fool and I didn't see what was going on... Stare like a zombie like you always do... I have all my life to wait... You only have minutes... Blah, blah, you're words fall on cold deaf ears... Do you feel the pain and mental torment you put me th
Praying 4 You .....
Praying For You ...... Haven’t been in church sinceI don’t remember whenThings were going greatTil they fell apart again. So I listened to the preacherAs he told me what to doSaid you can’t go hating otherswho done wrong to you! Sometimes we get angryBut we must not condemnLet the good Lord do his jobAnd you just pray for them.I pray your brakes go outRunning down a hillI pray a flower pot fallsFrom a window sill ...And knocks you in the head like I’d like to!I pray your birthday comes and nobody callsI pray your flying high when your engine stallsI pray all your dreams never come trueJust know wherever you are ... Honey, I pray for you!Really glad I found my way to churchCause I’m already feeling better and I thank God for the wordsSo I’m gonna take the high roadAnd do what the preacher told me to doYou keep messing up ..... And I’ll keep praying for you!!I pray your tire blows out at 110I pray you pass out with your best friendAnd wake u
Ha! Freaking Love This!
Haven’t been in church sinceI don’t remember whenThings were going greatTil they fell apart againSo I listened to the preacherAs he told me what to doSaid you can’t go hating otheswho done wrong to youSometimes we get angryBut we must not condemnLet the good Lord do his jobAnd you just pray for themI pray your brakes go outRunning down a hillI pray and flower pot fallsFrom a window sillAnd knocks you in the head like I’d like toI pray your birthday comes and nobody callsI pray your flying high when your engine stallsI pray all your dreams never come trueJust know wherever you areHoney, I pray for youReally glad I found my way to churchCause I’m already feeling better and I thank God for the wordsSo I’m gonna take the high roadAnd do what the preacher told me to doYou keep messing up And I’ll keep praying for youI pray your tire blows out at 110I pray you pass out with your best friendAnd wake up with his and her tattoosWherever you are, near or
My Damn Blog
What are the craziest and funniest shirts you have ever seen? I just love these. They make us smile, and think about the best times in our lives. tee shirts t-shirts
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Listen Up!!
I think about the past. about all the good shit I have destroyed, and the little things I have left. wondering when I will finally be able to say that I am over you. I look at all the things we have been through in the past 4 years. our lives have changed in a horrible way, with the both of us losing a sister, and having to be the strong ones. I remember the past like it was yesterday, every memory with you and how I still dream of a chance to see my sister one more time. I know that dream we probably share. I have done so much to try to get over you and I cant seem to get that sparkle out of my head. the sparkle that once brought me happiness and now im holding on to the pain. we have cried so many tears its unreal. in the past year and a half I have tried twice to escape from the grasp your feelings have on my but I cant for some reason. your in my head, my thoughts, my dreams, and even my nightmares when I die. I messed up my past by thinking I can actually stop loving you. i have h
For Those That Care What Im Feeling
4 Animals Every Woman Should Have
 A JAGUAR in the garage....................................            A MINK in the closet....................................A TIGER in the bed......................................And a JACKASS to pay for it all
Help Needed 4 A Friend!
I have a dear real life friend that lost his job this week!! He just got custody of his son this summer and this couldnt be a worse time of year to be unemployed! He is in the telecommunications field but has other skills as well. Lives in DelRay Beach, FL ... If ANYONE knows of a position open that you feel he may be qualified for there (or anywhere else), PLEASE, let him know! He's my #5 family member .. here's his link .. ~ Michael ~">@ fubar My mission is to help him gain employment SOON! Thank you to anyone who may have a lead!! Happy Holidays All!! Jacqui
Why I Cant Stand People
here are some of the reason why i hate people1. why is it so hard for someone to say hey iam not all that interested in you rather playing you like a fine turn violin2.why is it so hard to be bluntly honest and when you catch someone in a lie they try and turn it back on you rather then admitting to the crime 3.why is it so hard to openly admit that you have a bf/gf/married/open relationship4. as i said before i hate people who are hypocrite and cynical when they cant fix them self but they expect others to followi plan on deleting a lot of my profiles on a lot of different sites i was even thinking of deleting my my space page but i wont only becuse of the people who i do talk toi plan on keeping my myspace and my facebookother then that iam deleting everything iam tired of the lies the head games the dramai thought high school was long gone but people sure seem to live in it stillyou know i love it when people tell me something and then there action speaks differentlyit happens all t
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Make your request here, and i will find & play what is requested, if you want a shout out leave a note and i will, remember no country music will be played as soon as i get 3 hrs of music i'll have a request day & maybe some bling awards So let me know what you want to hear METAL THE WAY IS SUPPOSE TO BE PLAYED WEDNESDAY-THURSDAY-FRIDAY 5-8 PM EST
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When Death Replaces Life
Irony....Its been said that "irony it not without a sense of humor". Looking on how I feel at this moment I'd have to agree. How ironic that my favorite song from the band Cannibal Corpse not in lyrical context,but the title of the song is the name of not only this blog,but also symbolises how the past 2 and a half weeks have gone for me. Now before I get into it all,I'm not looking for anyone to feel sorry for me,or saddened or anything,I just need to get this out of me as I walk through the fragments here on fubar of what my life used to be. In the past 2 and a half weeks I've lost 4 ppl that were very close to me,all of them I would've laid my life down without hesitation in a nano second if it wouldve meant no harm would come to them. Of the 4 I lost 3 had passed away,the 4th I lost due to the complications of the stress building up in my life trying to be supportive of someone very important to me's need and support her during her time of pain and grief for her loss a
My Thought & Feelings
Life feels at times as if there is no end in sight. It Makes us wonder sometimes if there really is a God that is watching over us making sure we are alright. For as long as I can remember, life has been hard regardless of the situations we face, Regardless if we are stable or not. Life is a process that can only be taken day by day. Thoughts about the past must be forgotten, dreams about the future must always be kept in mind, but living in the present is the only thing guaranteed. Tomorrow is never promised. One is not saying not to dream about successes in the future, instead work towards those dreams and make them a reality each day of your life. As far as my life goes, its been a never ending struggle but the few smiles along the way are always cherished and the tears and heartbreaks are put in the past forever. i've given my everything to every situation in my life, ive made mistakes, ive taken risks but do not regret either one of them. for every one of them i learn from and use
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My Lifestyle
I had gone with a "boyfriend" to a company picnic, he seen his friends went to talk and I just sat down under the shed at a table. I sat down all alone and there was no one with me when a older gentleman came and asked if it was ok to sit at the table I was at. He introduced himself just as Mike. He was dressed in black slacks boots and a white button down shirt. ( I will never forget that day) I did not respond to him and he was quick to say ''I AM SORRY, I DID NOT CATCH YOUR NAME" it was rather loud and very stern sounding. I softly spoke as I looked at the paper I was viewing my name is Angel. He told me it was very nice to make my acquaintance. I am just a small town little redneck girl and I have never had anyone respond to me in such a proper manner. When he said it to me like that I began to pay attention to him because I genuinely felt as if he was a gentleman and had something nice to say and could intrigue my intellect. I in all of my southern glory asked him how are you doin
So why is it that in a society, where sex, money and drugs take the lead and we as people can purchase anything.  We purchase our basic necessities, along with loads of other crap that we have no use for.  Some even purchase sex, and try to purchase love.  I believe that in this society that we has people have created,  we have corrupted ourselves, and we have corrupted the sanctity of marriage, the all mighty power of true love, and the promise of a long happy life.  In the pursuit of instant gratification, we have lost morals, and values along the way that cannot ever be recovered, restored, or rebuilt.  Our older generation sits back and wonders where they went wrong in raising their children, and so the vicious cycle begins. I mentioned before the power of love, and the sanctity of marriage.  What happened to those two commitments?  When you love someone, you know that for sure down deep in your soul, I believe that our society has confused love with sex and vice versa.  Sex is n
SNOWFLAKE (INSPIRED by Naked Rocker) Formed from dust and vapor falling through the freezing air. If one should fall from grace and enter in the Devil's lair, May the beauty God's bestowed it; individual and rare put shame to all his minions crawling back into their doom. For with this Godsent snowflake, He reminds us he made room... Merry Christamas... Rox
I Really Hate Myself
It Started Out As A Simple Kiss
It started out as a simple kiss Eyes closed.. arms embraced.. Soft lips barely touch..Anticipation builds.. the kiss deepens..we search for more.Tongues caress.. lightly nibbling.. gentle sucking ...Passions flare.. shaking to the core. Hands roam.. fires ignite.. wanting.. skin on skin...Gasping breaths.. eyes glazed with lust.. heated to the brink.Moans excape.. with whispered encouragement...Wanting... needing... the desire.. in a daze... cannot think. Your shirt unbuttons.. fingers fumble.. my hands slide up ...Your stomache clenches.. lightly grazing .. I reach your chest.Heart racing.. breathing labored... skin.. so soft.. yet hard...Deep breaths now.. mindless ...shaking.. passion's obsessed. You grasp my hips.. you pull me close.. and closer still..My hands wrap around your neck... and still the kiss goes on.Savoring the taste ..such soft sweet lips.. the fire is raging..Pulses bounding.. lost in your touch.. practiced seduction. Your hands slide under my shirt... aah.. th
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My Life
1974 - Present: I was born October 3rd 1974 in the city of Claremont, NH to a mother named Kim Boutwell. Soon after that she got married and had 2 more children (Chrisinta Brunelle & Jared Brunelle). From what I remember we grew up with just about nothing. I started getting into trouble when I was in kindergarden by taking anything I wanted when I wanted it and it escalated to arson & attempted murder at 9 in which I was taken from my mother and placed into a mental hospital for 3 months. I was transferred from there to another place run by Italian Catholic Priests and was there for 3 1/2 yrs in which time I ran away as much as I could cause I didn't want to be so far away from my mother. I got lost and ended up in a metropolis and stole a car off a car lot and tried to get back to my mother at the age of 11. After they finally realized it wasn't a good idea of me being there and the DCYF officer trying to send me to juvinile lock-up called YDC in Manchester NH, they found a place call
I Needed A Laugh
My friend sent me this clip and I laughed my ass off.  I adore this little black man and wanna put him in my pocket! Hope it makes you at least giggle.  
To Joy~
Once upon a midnights dream~ I lived my lies... and told my fair share... people cried, and i didn't even care... I severed the ties... my heart turn to ice... my eyes turn to hate... I hear the worlds voices... but i force them out of my face... I only see me in my reflection, but... I met you and everything changed... a sense of hope came to mind... things hurting don't hurt as much... seeing you blurs my mind... being with you is amazing... holding you in my arms stops my breathe... when i look in your eyes when I'm close... it sends my heart racing... and when i kiss you... it feels like nothing else matters... Once I have felt your heart beating, smelled your scent...I knew then I was lost inlove with you... HS 2009
...and Still......
I came here, looking for a way to ease the boredom. Now I'm hooked. There is something nauseating about this site that keeps me coming back anyway. It's dumb, impersonal, sleezy,and I think it gave me a virus. Yet, here I am... just me, some slack-jawed yokels (love all the NASCAR-themed lounges), and girls selling soft-core porn for game points. I tried to get a friend to join... and she ran after the first 20 minutes. I guess only some people have the stomach for it.So... with all that negative stuff, why am I here? I like it. I get drawn in. I like to read photo-comments. I like to post stupid blogs like this. I like being around a bunch of strangers whom I could care less about, and who could care less about me. In anonymity, there is freedom.My browser has been hijacked to take me here before (it's so considerate of  the Fubar people), but I never bothered to sign up. Instead, I only cursed them for it (poor ignorant me). Now I thank the Fubar folks for showing me the light. Fubar
Three men - a Canadian farmer, Osama bin Laden and a White Trash Biker are all walking together one day. They come across a lantern and a Genie pops out of it.  'I will give each of you one wish, which is three wishes in total',says the Genie. The Canadian says, 'I am a farmer and my son will also farm. I want the land to be forever fertile in Canada '  POOF! With the blink of the Genie's eye, the land in Canada was forever fertile for farming. Osama was amazed, so he said, 'I want a wall around Afghanistan , Palestine , Iraq and Iran so that no infidels, Americans or Canadians can come into our precious land.' POOF! Again, with the blink of the Genie's eye, there was a huge wall around those countries. The Biker says, 'I am very curious.Please tell me more about this wall.' The Genie explains, 'Well, it's about 5,000 feet high, 500 feet thick and completely surrounds the country. Nothing can get in or out; it's virtually impenetrable.' The Biker sits down on his Harley, cracks a beer,
Step Yo Game Up!
Not many of you know what exactly I have  personally been dealing with. But I will tell you. For the last few months my Dad's health was going down hill, local Dr.s couldn't give him a straight answer. He eventually went to Duke in search of answers. Less than a month ago  My Daddy was diagnosed with ALS. Our whole family is now banding together to now raise money for further studies and to help with taking care of the one who are diagnosed. I don't normally do this or let people know much about my family cause its personal, I'm going to post a like in here that is to a website the page it willt ake you to is for my Dad. it will give you a lil info on ALS if you don't know what it is. There is a walk in Wilmington, NC on April 17th from 9 am - 10 am it will take place at UNCW. I'm asking this of anyone who can help. If you are in the area join the walk, if you aren't please donate, it would help so much.This would mean alot to me. I'll post the link in here but if you have any other qu
Bleed It Out
Waxing Poetic
We're snowed in ... and the lights flicker. Surrounded, trapped. Voices echo across the fallen snow. It's so bright we forget it is the dead of night. How easy to dismiss our fears to explain away our fright. How sad to come across your demons in the dead of night.   3/1/09 JGH   Your ribbons of need surround me wrap themselves around me Bind you to me You see through me
Philosophies Of Life
What Time Is It?
Sorry to imform those who don't give a damn whether i rate/fan you, but your time is up!! Find someone else........ For the Fu-Friends n Family who appreciate not when i rate/fan them, but my friendship as well: You're in the clear!!
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The Hitch Hickers Guide To The Universe, And Other Mindless Drivel.....
I'm going to do a lot of rambling here, so bear with me if you dare.  I'm a lot shaken, feel like I should be scared, and deeply disappointed in myself. I had a drs appt. for my best four-legged friend, my cat cole.  He is having problems with an ear and it looks like we have to aputate it.  It's either that or put him down.  It's just his ear, hes only 8, and he's my best friend.  I would do anything for him.  The closest vet surgeon is a little over an hour away from me, and my appt. just so happens to be on a day we have a winter weather advisory. I was on the on ramp curving into the merge lane, there was an orange semi next to me.  I tapped my brakes to merge behind him, and I hit a patch of ice. My back tires went left, and I over-corrected by wretching the steering wheel left and lost control.  I slammed into a semi trailer at a 45 degree angle at 40 mph.  It smashed my drivers side window in and pinched it in such a way as to buckle in my windshield.  I hit the left side to
Let Me Trust You
Everyday I get more afraid Of giving my heart away Scared of what love will bring Too nervous to hear the words you’ll say I find myself lost in you Not sure if I want to be I see the looks that you give And wonder what you see in me I don’t want my heart broken But I am so in love I can’t seem to give up A guy sent from above So I’m gonna trust you Please don’t let me down For I am giving you a chance To turn my life around Don’t take it for granted ‘Cause it might not last long I have weak thoughts And my heart isn’t too strong I’m putting my life in your hands Now it’s all up to you I look forward to the places we go And the things we’ll be put through But remember that I’m vulnerable And I can’t stand to be hurt I want to be at the top of your list But I don’t have to be first Believe me when I tell you That I love you with all my heart That I’m here for you forever and always Just like I was
I Just Want One More Day With You
I'm so sad and depressed Is all I want to do is rest I go to sleep at night But my dreams I just can't fight I think of you lying in that bed And wonder if there is anything I could have said I wish I was still there with you But I know that you are still near I love you more than you know I just wish I didn't have to go I just want one more day with you And I know thats what you would have wanted too I miss you more and more each day There is so much more we had to say I know I will see you again But my life is just started to begin Wriiten By M David
As the winter wind hollows outside, we always remeber where our hearts reside, So as the lights in our eyes dim, all the chances we had was slim, Lifting our heads we know whats to come, Time  has come to where we know when to run, The time where our hearts break and our souls fade, So ow you know why i have to walk away.   from the darkness he shall walk, his blade held with a steady hand, His mouth covered so you never hear him talk, Walking with deaths intent throughout the land, with beastle rage he attacks his foe, every muscle hard as if made of stone, forever  alone in this dance with death, he stands now upon the thresh hold of day, feeling cold and wanting his lover the nights deathly sway. Slowly walking from his home in the shadows, His heart a stone black and cold, the once warm gaze in his eyes now a demonic blaze, So as he spreads his arms wide his roar filled with hate, so as the sun turns black his soul lets go, always remembering the pain he faced,
The End
To You,      Im not going to apologize for anything I have done, Even though i know i said harsh things. Maybe it will make you a better, stroger Person.  Sonce you are wear minded and have a lazy soul. Hopefully it wont make you want to corrupt yourself with more pills and alcohol.  You should try seeking deep within yourself for you have the control of the switch that you need to turn your own modivations , determinations and drive on. Wild is what you are especially while drinking, for you turn into somone your not, somone that I didnt care for.      It is time for me to start a new chapter in my life, Let go of the past in order to move towards the future.     They say Love makes you do stupid things... For I cant explain nor express the feelings from the happiness I can remember to the boiling in my blood from you doin what u will to continue hurting me.  Im sure it doesnt matter to you. for all i get is "w/e" for everything anymore.       This is my last note or contact in a
The Graceful One
Graceful beauty yet untouched Not ever truly seen Beneath the gossamer veils The beautiful chaos lives It breathes and grows A beautiful contradiction Words that cannot truly express Never what people see Nor able to be what they want Not perfect, not beautiful, always wrong The graceful beauty of chaos in my soul  
Numb………… If I could be so lucky Instead I hear echos I feel the hole in me Growing and taking- More and more. I’m not numb I feel the pain and burn I feel the depth of the hole in my soul I see where it should have gone But it will never be. Numb………… I should be so lucky
The Ghost
  I am the ghost that walks these halls Present, but no longer fully here Dreams lay vacant for me now All that could have been is gone Silence fills the rooms While screams echo in my soul Torn and ripped asunder My heart beats no more I wasn’t able to scale those walls So here I am, the ghost of what I was  
Dr Benway
The lavatory has been locked for three hours solid…. I think they are using it for an operating room…. NURSE: “I can’t find her pulse, doctor.” DR. BENWAY: “Maybe she got it up her snatch in a finger stall.” NURSE: “Adrenalin, doctor?” DR. BENWAY: “The night porter shot it all up for kicks.” He looks around and picks up one of those rubber vacuum cups at the end of a stick they use to unstop toilets…. He advances on the patient…. “Make an incision, Doctor Limpf,” he says to his appalled assistant…. “I’m going to massage the heart.” Dr. Limpf shrugs and begins the incision. Dr. Benway washes the suction cup by swishing it around in the toilet-bowl…. NURSE: “Shouldn’t it be sterilized, doctor?” DR. BENWAY: “Very likely but there’s no time.” He sits on the suction cup like a cane seat watching his assistant make the incisi
A Thanksgiving Prayer
"To John  Dillinger and hope he is still alive.Thanksgiving Day November 28 1986"  Thanks for the wild turkey andthe passenger pigeons, destinedto be shat out through wholesomeAmerican guts. Thanks for a continent to despoiland poison. Thanks for Indians to provide amodicum of challenge anddanger. Thanks for vast herds of bison tokill and skin leaving thecarcasses to rot. Thanks for bounties on wolvesand coyotes. Thanks for the American dream,To vulgarize and to falsify untilthe bare lies shine through. Thanks for the KKK. For nigger-killin' lawmen,feelin' their notches. For decent church-goin' women,with their mean, pinched, bitter,evil faces. Thanks for "Kill a Queer forChrist" stickers. Thanks for laboratory AIDS. Thanks for Prohibition and thewar against drugs. Thanks for a country wherenobody's allowed to mind theown business. Thanks for a nation of finks. Yes, thanks for all thememories-- all right let's seeyour arms! You always were a headache andyou always were a bore. Tha
Love! (comment For Miss Friendly's Mumm)
...the love you have in your heart has nothing to do with the lack of love in others' hearts or their inability to love or to appreciate the love you have offer them...sometimes distance can be used as an excuse not to pursue love (as countless other things can be used for the same purpose) BUT, in my humble opinion, anytime one can FEEL love and revel in its beauty and warm is never a bad time...YOU possess the ability to love and no matter what mode (web, letters/penpals, phone, face-to-face, etc.) the sensations of soaring emotionally into something that can make you helpless and vulnerable has its rewards as it has its "penalties"...and SO WHAT! the heart is resilient and protects us when in "combat" against fools and "gamers" who do not appreciate the value of go out and flaunt your heart to the world, otherwise it'll shrivel up and slowly die from lack of use and being denied the adventures it is made to take us on...give that lil fucker as good a workout as you can
What Tarot Card Am I
You are The MoonHope, expectation, Bright promises.The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition. What Tarot Card are You?Take
SDMF is a the creation of Black Label Society--a band led by Ozzy Ozborne's guitarist Zakk Wylde. SDMF is a unique hybrid of shared ideals and fan club. The actual acronym is most commonly read out as either "Society Dwelling Mother Fucker" or "Strength Determination Merciless Forever". The BLS ‘Chapters’ system is not any sort of official club or organization, it is just a way to describe a BLS fan from a certain area. For example, if you are a BLS fan and live in New Jersey, you are automatically a member of the New Jersey Chapter. Black Label Society Bylaws And Code of Honor God, Family, Beer Suicide Is Not An Option Complaints Dept. Closed Live Life Stronger Than Death Thou Shalt Not Spilleth The Beer!!! Refuse To Loose/Born To Booze!!! Respect Is To Be Shown To All Society Dwellers Worldwide Colors Must Be Worn To all Black Label Society Shows And Events FEAR NO BEER BLEED BLACK LABEL SOCIETY R.I.P DIMEBAG DARRELL
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          There have been hundreds of reported sightings of El Chupacabra. Translated into English, El Chupacabra simply means "goat-sucker". Named this for the strange way in which El Chupacabra has been reported to kill its prey. Reportedly, it hypnotizes its prey and then punctures the neck and sucks the blood, and on occasion the organs, through one or two holes. As its name implies the main prey reported are goats though it has been reported to also attack horses, chickens, and sheep.           First reported in 1992, El Chupacabra was originally named El Vampiro de Maco. It was named this by newspapers for the small town of Moca in Puerto Rico where it was first sighted. Thought to have been the work of a satanic cult because of the strange killings the reports of killings started spreading around the island and were soon dismissed. El Chupacabra has been reported in several countries including Mexico and the United States.           There are three descriptions given for El Ch
Me Me Me
        So Ive decided to auction myself off.. To the highest bidder.To bid just leave a comment.Dont make a bid if you aint serious about it.   1)as much pic rates cont.. thru out the month 2)Two tickers thru out ownership 3)Top friends 4)gets my crush for a month 5)random bling 6)daily rerate 7)Make sure you stay shitfaced 8)christmas card from me(must be single or non-jealous other) 9)Link on my page 10)couple of salutes 11)Special salute more to be added...Promise you wont complain about one thing :D
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So, I really need to know it weird to wake up one morning with your hand in your twat wearing scrubs?? It's morning .. I'm still tired because i'm trying to get puppy on a set schedule ... and she is NOT having it !! but I can't trust her around the house at night so, she needs to suk it up and do it!!! I had the worst experience in a long time .... and don't ever try this ... it's nasty tasting (take from this experience) .... I went to have my morning tea, tea bag in cup and honey .. waiting on water.  Coffee gets done for hubby, I pour his coffee and turn and pour COFFEE in my TEA!!!!! yeah, gross and not tasting well, and not something you want to taste when you first wake up. I hope your day has started better ... I may take a bit and play Devil May Cry 4 or Mini Ninjas ... and I'm going to pick up a movie today (luckily I have unlimited rentals) All About Steve with Sandra Bullock. THE BEATLES!!!! good morning, good morning, ahhh!!!!!   ohh n let's not forget it
Not Understanding
I don't get it....I'm not one of those guys on here that comes right out talking "dirty" to women thinking it's "cool to do".  I'm not one of the MANY people on here who constantly changing my status begging for something new.  Is that why it's so difficult for me to lvl up on this thing? I want to lvl up just like everyone else on here. So does that mean I have to be like everyone else and beg, beg, beg? I just don't understand. Why can't finding people for semi-intelligent conversation lead to some kin I have never understood why women love cats. Cats are independent, they don't listen, they don't come in when you call, they like to stay out all night, and when they're home they like to be left alone and sleep. In other words, every quality that women hate in a man, they love in a cat.
I Belive...
This was sent to me and I wanted to share it....       What would you do? make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice?At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves children with learning disabilities, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question:'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does, is done with perfection..Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do.Where is the natural order of things in my son?'The audience was stilled by the query.The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, who was mentally and physically disabled comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way o
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Songs With Meaning...
He was always such a nice boy The quiet one With good intentions He was down for his brother Respectful to his mother A good boy But good don't get attention One kid with a promise The brightest kid in school He's not a fool Reading books about science and smart stuff It's not enough, no Cause smart don't make you cool, whoa He's not invisible anymore With his Father's 9 and a broken fuse Since he walked through that classroom door He's all over primetime news Mary's got the same size hands As Marilyn Monroe She put her fingers in the imprints At Mann's Chinese Theater Show She coulda been a movie star Never got the chance to go that far Her life was stole Now we'll never know No no no no oh They were crying to the camera Said he never fitted in He wasn't welcomed He showed up to the parties We was hanging in Some guys were puttin him down, bullyin him round Now I wish I woulda talked to him Gave him the time of day Not turn away If I woulda been the one to maybe go this far He migh
Chapter 1 - a pisser of a day ------------------------------------ It's a beautiful day in this neighborhood, A beautiful day for a neighbor, Would you be mine? Could you be mine? It's a neighborly day in this beautywood, A neighborly day for a beauty, Would you be mine? Could you be mine? I have always wanted to have a neighbor just like you, I've always wanted to live in a neighborhood with you. So let's make the most of this beautiful day, Since we're together, we might as well say, Would you be mine? Nora Delaney grimaced, groaning out loud as the ultra-cheery children's theme song blasted down the hallway assaulting her as she made her way to her office. She was never sure if this song, or the Barney theme song, was worse. Of course she had found out that most of the people who worked here were crazy and starting the day with a theme song was one of the more mundane quirks her coworkers possessed. She peeked in the only open door on the entire floor confirming that Karen
Almost There
If you would of asked me 2 years ago where I would be and how I would feel today , my answer would of not been pleasant . Since my divorce and Meeting Brett my life is so different . I smile alot and laugh too . A year and a half has gone by since we started dating and I can't picture anyone but him making me feel this good . Getting kicked right now by our little surprise I am sitting here smiling . I am counting the days till we get to hold him . I love my children very much and this little guy growing inside me is no exception . I can't wait to see his eyes and hear his giggle . I haven't felt this "high" on life in such a long time . I don't want it to ever end . Amazing how someone enters your life from out of no where and can so dramatically change it and help you find you and happiness along the way . Few more weeks to go and I am counting each moment,  every kick ,  and every hope not only for Brett and I but for all my children . So happy and content at this moment .....
Mr Right
Is there such thing a Mr Right... Do u beleive there is one person out there for all of us.....   ame:Age: Birthday:Location:Sexual:Height:Weight: Body Type: Eye color: Hair Color: Favorite Bands: Favorite Movies: Favorite Food: Religion: Smoke?: Drink?:Drive?: Job?:Piercings?:Where?: Tatoos?: Where?:Why Are you Applying?:One special thing about you: One special thing about me:Your favorite body part on me: Am I a nice guy?(be honest): Do you think im hot? Why would you date me? Would you break my heart? Would you care if I was complicated? Would you kiss one of my friends to hurt me? Would you play hard to get? Would you run off with me at random times? What would you do to get my attention? Why would you be a good girlfriend? sex? Kiss? Cuddle? Lick?Bite? Would you tell me the truth ALWAYS? Would you ever consider going out with me? Is there anything you need to add to this application?
  Two aliens landed in the  Arizona desert near a gas station that was closed for the night. They approached one of the gas pumps and the younger alien addressed it saying, 'Greetings, Earthling. We come in peace. Take us to your leader The gas pump, of course, didn't respond.  The younger alien became angry at the lack of response. The older alien said, 'I'd calm down if I were you.'     The younger alien ignored the warning and repeated his greeting. Again, there  was no response.     Annoyed by what he perceived to be the pump's haughty attitude, he drew   his ray gun and said impatiently, 'Greetings, Earthling. We come in  peace. Do not ignore us this way! Take us to your leader or I will  fire!'     The older alien again warned his comrade saying, 'You probably don't want  to  do that!  I really don't think you should make him mad.'    'Rubbish,' replied the cocky, young alien.  He aimed his weapon at the pump and  opened fire.  There was a huge explosion. A massive fireba
Content Or Grammar
I have seen over and over a message with genuine content shot down by peers, hell everyone because of grammar mistakes.Do you think it is the message that is important?  Or should it just be discarded because of a misplaced comma or forgotten period Yeah I did that on purpose for all the English Prof's    
For My Baby
I HAVE SPENT HOURS TRYING TO FIND THE SONG I COULD CALL OURS lol NEVER THOUGHT OF BILLY JOEL BUT THERE U HAVE IT BABY.  I WANT YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE.  I DONT KNOW WHAT U THINK BUT BABY I LOVE YOU AS YOU ARE REMEMBER THAT. Don't go changing, to try and please me You never let me down before Don't imagine you're too familiar And I don't see you anymore I wouldn't leave you in times of trouble We never could have come this far I took the good times, I'll take the bad times I'll take you just the way you are Don't go trying some new fashion Don't change the color of your hair You always have my unspoken passion Although I might not seem to care I don't want clever conversation I never want to work that hard I just want someone that I can talk to I want you just the way you are. I need to know that you will always be The same old someone that I knew What will it take till you believe in me The way that I believe in you. I said I love you and that's forever And t
Love Is.....
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves."-- 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 When a love like that is found, embrace it, cherish it, nurture it. Too many of us live the rushed life. Rush for time, in a rush to make money and in a rush to find love. Love does not take someone hostage, it allows growth and change and unconditional acceptance. Love also knows when there is a time to step aside. Once you love someone do you ever really stop? Maybe if we have been horribly wronged our pain is deep and scars are left behind. But in the depths of my heart I know I wish them the best. For it is not in me to truly hate another human being. (wow, I had to pause and think on that one). Someone once told me that there is first lust.........
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I feel the anger rise up in me The same anger That makes me bleed Inside In my heart and in my soul Killing me With soft whispers of hate Softly, deeply But quickly my blood flows Outwards, pouring Showing its true power to the world Slowly but surely It destroys me I am not it But it has become me Angry is all I seem to feel lately Why can’t I just once be free From the anger that’s trapped inside me The anger which you provide The anger which you create The anger that’s inside me now Only at me it eats The only emotion we ever shared Was anger The only words we ever said Were yelled Why can’t you accept me the way I am The way I want to be Instead of turning me into somebody else The person you wished you could be I am not you And never will be Your thoughts are your own So how can I know what you’re thinking? I can’t But you expect me to You yell and scream and hate For I can’t read your mind Though I tr
Sorry world but it’s over now You thought you had me Pulled a fast one somehow That just didn’t work out The way you planned To destroy me Take me out on my own land It won’t work this time Oh no you see Because this time I’m holding on I’ll save my tears for me Because crying over you is pointless I’ll save all my smiles Because unlike you They don’t need a trial I’m keeping my heart to myself You will no longer read my words My fire used to keep you alive Now you will feel its burn You turned your back on me But that’s not what I’ll burn first First it’ll be your heart and your soul I’ll burn your insides Make your blood boil Then once my fires released You’ll skin will burn And fall as ashes at my feet I told you before I’m not gonna sit here and take this I’ll tell you again I will no longer sit here and fake it Fake the smiles Fake the blame Faking my entire
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Makes Me Think
(I dont usually listen to this type of music and by chance I heard this song and some others and these lyrics really spoke to me.)  How do I get closer to youWhen you keep it all on mute?How will I know the right way to love you?Usually the queen of figuring outBreaking down a man is no work outBut I have no clueHow to get through to youOh, I wanna hit you just to see if you cryI keep knocking on woodHoping there's a real boy inside'Cause you're not a manYou're just a mannequinI wish you could feel that my love is realBut you're not a manI wish I could just turn you onPut a battery in and make you talkEven pull a string for you to say anythingBut with you there is no guaranteeOnly expired warrantyA bunch of broken partsAnd I can't seem to find your heartOh, I'm such a foolI'm such a fool, I'm such a foolThis one's outta my handsI can't put you back together again'Cause you're not a manYou're just a mannequinI wish you could feel that my love is realBut you're not a manYou're just a to
Let It Go
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. LET THEM GO! And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of goodbye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in goodbye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whateve
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I Dont Know
ok so i made a lot of mistakes in the past and i`m feeling that its to late to correct them now. i picked the wrong woman to try and have a meaningful relationship with and now its over.   is it ever possible to correct those mistakes or should you just forget and move on with life. the woman i should have pursued is now in a relationship with someone else and all i find myself doing is praying it doesnt work out and i feel bad about that. i should be looking for some body thats free and wants to have a relationship with me but i just cant seem to do that.
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You're my angel in disguise You read my soul with your eyes Your spirit has entered my heart And it's my hope we never part For you are so special to me, Without you, my heart would weep bitterly. You're my angel in disguise Your love comforts my cries At night you guide me through the strife And it is for that, my dear angel, I owe you my life. There's something I find, in being with you, that is lost to me elsewhere. The surety of your step, beside mine. The certainty in your voice, when you speak to me. The passion behind your eyes, that touches my soul. All these that take our relationship steps beyond our dreams, past surety and certainty both, to a realm of faith. All these things, and more, I find in being with you. Hold on to me Let me comfort you when you hurt Hold on to me Let me love you when you hate yourself Hold on to me Let me help you through your trials I am the joy in your smile I am the tears that you cry I am in every beat of your heart Hold on to me.
3 Year Fuversary
>   >   My how Time flies! I will be belatedly celebrating my 3 yr. Fuversary on Wed. Dec. 9, 2009.  I’ll be running autos from 3pm Futime Wed. 2009 INTO Thursday, Dec. 10, 2009. I also have a Happy Hour @4pm Futime on the 9th.  Random blinging for heavy raters (more than 500 pics).  All who rate at least 250 pics and Fumail me by 1 pm Futime on Thurs. will also be bombed (time to compile the bombing list is needed). So come on over to help me celebrate my Fuversay and help yourselves at the same time!!! My link is below.    Manly - "110th Saint Levelus" - fuowned by Insane Melody!      
My Thoughts
Today It was a cold day as I awoke. I looked out my window to see ice forming on my car. I knew it was going to be a bad day. You raced threw my mind. I imagined your eyes sparkled like the sun on the ice every time you thought of him. The man that makes you smile. I want to be him. You are my desire. My heart playing tricks on me saying you are him. My mind knowing I am not. The tears fall many at a time. I couldn't stop them. All i could do was hope that as each one fell and I wiped them away the longing I had went away too. I wanted your touch. I knew he had it. Your heart was his. So now my friend I hope you the best. Pray you find what you are longing for. Love Always....Waiting On A Woman..... Dreams Dreams are deceiving. My dream last night started out simple enough. It was a cool morning the sun popping over the horizon. I stand there my hand trembling trying to knock on your door. As I start to knock the door flings open. There you are smiling. As beautiful as i had imagined
Dear Santa Letter
Great Play Games
Im 25 year old male from Europe and i love to Play Games. My favorite games are Puzzle Games. Other than that i will soon get married. I love sport and surfing the web.
Nakita... The Bad Bad Dog!
I love my dog very much but at times I swear she tests the limit to unconditional love... here's a few examples: 1. The day i came home after leaving her for an hour to go to the grocery store and found my brand new (a week old) suede boots chewed up... They cost me quite allot and if any of you know the love i had for shoes you will understand that it was not a good day. I believe at one point in my shock I proceeded to call Jeff and tell him to find her a good home.... 2. The day I came home and found she had gotten smarter about shoes.. I just bought 2 brand new pairs still in the box and she ate one of each pair... the left and the right.. I cried that night.. I also determined to wear them at least once.. walked around my house with the left 4 inch heal and the right 5 inch heal... im stubborn ... 3. the day I came home and she had literally eaten my silk lamps.. don't even ask what her poo was like..   Today I was texting Witchie about how shes evil... and telling Seamus
Song I Wrote And Making It A Real Song
Videos Of Me On Cam And Other Funny Blogs I Makes
ok well look .... 1. i had a x i left cause it just wasnt working i been thru hell with him very abusive relationship and he cheated i dont ant anything with anyone and i make that clear to everyone i get close to ...  i do things on my own now   2. i do not block peole after i get blinged i always follow thru with salutes sometimes i make them that day sometimes later but i always do .... i have folders with like 60 or more salutes Proving that... (however, ne friend i talked to says he wanted infa and salute i was drunk i honestly dont rember i thought he just wanted salutes , i did not block him however im giving him all y onits tommrow to makeup for ponits lost ,noted i have blinged him and gave him my all my onits tons of times,so obviosly i wouldnt screw him nor anyone over ) ill ask him to commet for himself ....3. only time i block someone who blinged me is cause we got in huge fight over something else but ull notice i deltle all there bling frist i dont belive in keeing
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My Oh My
So, I'm still fighting this flu, and its really annoying, but fuck it.  Woke up to a decent snow fall again, and they are calling for more later on today. My son was in full force of making getting ready for school a pain in the ass this morning.  I think he was sent here to Earth to test my willpower.  But I love him for it, as crazy as that sounds. I just heard a strange noise from over by my daughter, and lo and behold, she is coloring the carpet with a crayon!  Resolve was nothing but fail, at trying to remove crayon, so I need to figure out how to get it out....ugh. I think this will be a fun week, especially considering the way things have started.  I live the High you?
Taxes Destroy Jobs, Not Create Them
Last week, the White House hosted a "Forum on Jobs and EconomicGrowth" to address the soaring unemployment rate and to discuss newways and policies to promote job growth. This is not the first timePresident Obama has attempted to address the nation's job crisis, andthere are real doubts whether he'll be more successful this timearound.When President Obama took office in January, the unemployment rate was7.6 percent. He quickly called for action and in March he signed intolaw a $787 billion "stimulus" package that would allegedly create 3.3million net jobs and "save" millions more.Since then, 3.4 million more netjobs have been lost, pushing the unemployment rate above 10 percent. In short, the president's "stimulus" package, which was supposed tocap unemployment at eight percent, failed horribly. This is becauseevery dollar Congress 'injects' into the economy must first be taxedor borrowed out of the economy. Therefore, the morethe government spends, the more taxes Americans will have
Lost!!!! I find myslf in the dark, Searching and Searching but I can not find the one I am searching for. He is here but he is hiding and will not let me see I know he is here because I feel him, breath, think, his soul I smell him, his sweet, amber smell, I taste him, but yet I can not find him to touch and smell and taste yet again. Ohhh I feel so lost.. Please come and find me so I can feel something, that I have only been allowed to feel once for a brief moment in time, I will not loose you because of the darkness!!! Our souls are as one.... Come and find me! For I am lost and fear I may never be found... TRUST:: That is a hard word to believe in! In my heart I want to trust that I can love and not be hurt but there is that word, that what if word that keeps the wall up and you want to do everything to make this person see how much you love them and you try and try not to doudt but then you see something that you knew was there and they told
In Memory Of
Truth Behind
Gothic talking to her sister on phone, Mentions about her dying her hair blonde and her brains going with it, I said "So thats where you get it" and Gothic replies with "No She gets it from me" Cause she's the elder sister... ADMITTING she is the Blonde one! LMAO!!!! I believe she has not only been busted, but she walked into a dead end there!!! Biblical scholars have argued from time to time that December 25th was not the actual birth date of Christ. It was just adopted as a day to celebrate the birth of Christ as a Christian substitute to the Roman festival Saturnalia in the third century. Saturnalia was celebrated as the Feast of Sun and was actually considered the birth date of the Sun God of the Romans. Catholic priests held a special mass that day for Christ and thus, it came to be known as 'Christ-mass' or 'Christmas'. Along with the date, several other pagan traditions, rituals and customs followed the way to become associated with Christmas such as decorating fir trees and
Callin Out Names
Just Sayin...
   I am here to have FUN!! Keep your Drama OUT of My Bubble!! That means My Page, My Lounge and My Yahoo!! I dont thrive on the he said she said dont bring it to me. My Friends and Family are EXACTLY that {you all know who you are and know I Love You} Dont come to me tellin tales about them I dont wanna hear it! And yes I am a flirt ...I have also been HAPPILY married for 10 yrs. My Husband knows everything I do and say. So dont come to me all Butthurt over your jealousy and insecurity issues ...They are NOT my problem they ARE YOURS!! That said remember Them more you Love yourself the more you are ABLE to Love others!! SDMF MUTHA FUCKAZZZ!!! PEACE!!  
Drama Who*re's !!!
Long Distance Call
George Bush, Queen Elizabeth, and Vladimir Putin all die and go to hell. While there, they see a phone and ask what it is for. The devil tells them it is for calling back to Earth.  Putin asks to call Russia and talks for 5 minutes. When he was finished the devil informs him that the cost is $100, so Putin writes him a check.Next Queen Elizabeth calls England and talks for 30 minutes. When she was finished the devil informs her that cost is $600, so she writes him a check.  Finally George Bush gets his turn and talks for 4 hours. When he was finished the devil informed him that there would be no charge for the call and feel free to call the USA anytime.  When Putin hears this he goes ballistic and asks the devil why Bush got to call the USA free. The devil replied, "Since Obama became president of the USA , the country has gone to Hell, so it's a local call."
Admiral Ackbar
These Guys. They fight invading political forces, give heir life for their people, and sacrifice life and limb for their families and faith. The MUJAHIDEEN Lets not forget, heroes come from all corners of the world. I Am One.  Go do whatever needs to be done to my benefactor.  Whoredom is mine for another 12 hours while im altruized
Dest'n 2 Be Famous
you can get my new album dest'n 2 be famous off itunes now thamks    Da-Mind
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My Poems
There is something about your touchthere is something about your eyesthe gentle touchthe gaze of loveMeeting you was fatehaving you in my life is pure joyyou are truely heaven sent to meour souls are destined to be togetheri know we havent known each other for that longbut i feel likewe have known each other for an eternityas the old sayins goi have never known a love like thisnor have i ever thoughtthat love could be this good or feel so truely are the love of my lifei want to spend the rest of my daysliving to make you happy and making you feel the way i do about you.i love you, my shadow baby My love for you had meaning once upon a timebut now nothing but sorrowto never see love again with you...the time apart grew and grewi thought we were always ment to be togetherbut you tore us apart...i truely loved youfrom the depth of my soulaltho the love i once hadwas never fully love at all...lust and excitement
He had awaited this day his whole life. the day that She and he were finally 'one'. Thinking back about all the absolute **** they had gone thru, he was again amazed. Afterall.. so many had been against their union from the start. Those who were jealous, those who were suspicious, those who were just.. EVIL and wanted to see either him or her sufforing. Never happy. But now, on this very day, they are PROVING all the others wrong. He looks up as the music starts. Tho he's heard it countless times before, this time the song seems brand-new. He sees her.. 'she looks more beautiful evey single day' he thinks. Standing there, even thru the veil, their eyes lock. He smiles even wider. She smiles back, that smile of hers that just melts him. All his fears, all his worries.. every bad thing just disappears when she gives him that smile. She walks towards him, slowly, in time with the music, tho every instinct in her makes her want to run to him.. Now they stand there. Both answer the questi
Tell Me The Truth
Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss. If you're my friend, please answer this: Are we fiends or are we not? You told me once, but I forgot. So tell now and tell me true, So I can say, I'm here for you. Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I wont forget. And if I die before you do, I'll go to HEAVEN and  wait for you. Show your friends much you care. Send this to everyone you consider a friend,including the one who sent it to you. If it comes back to you,then you'll know you have a circle of friends.... KK,send this to................ 0-2 peeps: you're a BAD friend. BOOOO!!!!!!!! . 3-5 peeps: you're a okay friend. 6-9 peeps: you're a GOOD friend. 10 peeps: you're the BESTEST 4 EVER!!!
This Is Me
Salvation Army Is Prejudice Against Gblt People   Protest Salvation Army's Discrimination Against Gays With Queer Dollars. The URL for this page is Subject: GET INVOLVED!! Here's is something pro-active that we can do to combat the religious right's WAR against homosexuals. When the Salvation Army announced that their Western division was going to grant domestic partner's benefits, we all thought that they had softened their much publicized stance against gays which was brought to the international spotlight when the media exposed a behind closed doors aggreement between the Salvation Army and the Bush Administration. Did they soften their stance? No. They rescinded their offer, and declared once again that same sex relationships would not receive benefits regardless of local and state law. IN fact, they have suggested that cities that have non-discrimination laws will be excluded from receivin
George Bush, Queen Elizabeth, and Vladimir Putin all die and go to hell. While there, they spy a red phone and ask what the phone is for. The devil tells them it is for calling back to Earth. Putin asks to call Russia and talks for 5 minutes. When he was finished the devil informs him that the cost is a million dollars, so Putin writes him a check.Next Queen Elizabeth call England and talks for 30 minutes. When she was finished the devil informs her that cost is 6 million dollars, so Queen Elizabeth wrotes him a check. Finally George Bush gets his turn and talks for 4 hours. When he was finished the devil informed him that there would be no charge for the call and feel free to call the USA anytime.When Putin hears this he goes ballistic and asks the devil why Bush got to call the USA free. The devil replied, ¨Since Obama became president of the USA, the country has gone to hell, so it's a local call.
If I had to choose between betraying my country and betraying my friend, I hope I should have the guts to betray my country.Edward M. Forster1879-1970, British Novelist, Essayistmore famous quotes
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A Soldier's Christmas
Woka Woka Woka
Theyre awesome.  oh, and i just saw The Losers. It was like the A Team, without all the suck. In other news I recently walked in on my mom cheating on my dad.  didnt kill the guy. came close. Now I'm pretending nothing happened to keep my family together.  Workin at two different bars now, one at a resort and the other a college bar.  basically I just deal with two different kinds of assholes depending on the day.  Also I'm setting up a small jewlry studio so I can start producing some work again.  mostly copper and sterling stuff.  for the ladies on here that I know, if you have any requests, I like a challenge.  :) Tyson boobie blogs. i miss them.  no ones posting boobies anymore.  its sad. Penny for your thoughts?
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Hiring Experianced Greeters
Searching For Experianced Dj's
We at the Black Shamrock are looking for greeters. if experianced be great but not necessary. but we do need an assistant head greeter. and alot of other greeters more the merry. so if interested hit me up or come to the lounge we will be glad to add you to our staff. We at the Black Shamrock are looking for enforcers. Ones you can be tuff when needed. if interested for the possition hit me up or come into the lounge. thank you We at the Black Shamrock Are looking For experianced Dj's. We are getting ready to start our own stream into the lounge and would like to fill the possitions before we get it up. If you are interested hit me up in my profile in a private message or come in to the lounge. The Black Shamrock. we are looking for head assistant head and the rest each one will be evalutated by our staff and placed accordingly. when sending private message include how long where at when is best time for you.
An Infantryman
(Reprinted without permission from Henderson)If you’re an Infantryman:-Underwear is entirely optional at all times-who wears underwear?-You have pooped in the same bag you ate from.-You put that bag into your Ruck next to your sleeping bag.-You’ve pooped in a hole more than a porta potty-Every time you poop, you tell everyone everything about it.-You go on missions with your fly undone so you can piss while pulling security.-You have no problem running 5 miles drunk.-You have no problem maxing a PT Test drunk.-You have no problems doing a 12-mile road march drunk.-You have no problems but drinking problems, and you don’t think it’s a problem at all.-You would fight for a guy you barely know, as long as he’s an Infantryman.-You’d fight your best friend, even though he’s an Infantryman.-Monday morning formation should be taped and sent in to the Howard Stern Show.-You know someone who has done the following:1. Pissed themselves, shit themselves,
It had been a long day of work when they entered the house she knelt down at the door in her short red dress that fit her body like a glove he sat there in his wheel chair smiling down at her the young woman knew her place as she got to her feet she slowly pushed the wheel chair threw the din in to a room with a magnificent fountain flowing in to a hot tub the size of a small pool in the center of the room glance down in to his eyes she sat on to his lap kissing his lip as his finger tips dancing across the woman’s gorgeous face down here neck slowly sliding her red dress down her shoulders as he looks in to her eyes and with out words tells her how much he loves her as the dress slides down her body in his grip he smiles leaning in kissing down her neck lowering the dress seeing her hard nipples peeking from under the top of the dress the man leans in kissing the woman softly whispering “were you a good girl tonight” as he lets her dress drift down to her ankle blush
Songs I Wrote
a graveyard in December everything around me is dead and dying a graveyard in December so dark now, but its not too hard to see   I laid you down to rest, beneath the harvest moon it brok my fucking heart, i should be laying there too iver never felt pain so bad i cried, until that fucking night it hurt so fucking bad, the night you died   a grave yard in December your broken heart still screaming out to me a graveyard in December what i've done still haunts me in my dreams   my days and nights are filled, with blood curdling screams i cry your name out in my sleep i wake up sobbing, nightmares cutting so fucking deep   a graveyard this December moonlight bathes the dead and drowns me My graveyard in December when my life ends drag my body through the streets     You said you want it (need it)then you've got a little piece of mewas it worth it?(you deserved it)what more will it take to make you see?Can you see it? (your reflection)what is it that your mind conce
Illussion Of Grasp
We all want something we can't have, we want it so bad, that our thoughts and minds release everything else. Just to try and obtain it. The answer can be sitting in our face, right in our very eyes, but we chose to ignore it. It doesn't help us get what we want. Doing things seemingly out of our nature that everyone else sees us as, an enters a new twist on us. I know my own faults have came to that accord, an I'm still unsure on which directions its goin'. I feel it go one way, but pushed another. Tryin' to not make such things a priority, for with that, I know I am no more than an option... But wanting to be that first choice... will I be? probably not, but what is one to do when... When so much of you is pulled in so many directions? follow your gut instincts? Listen to your mind? follow your heart? Believe your eyes? I know what's said, I know what I read. I know what I feel. I know what see... but what is one to do... when there is no grasp... just the illusion of it..
My Poetry
There is a darkness That dwells deep within me It is a sadness which I hide So no one else can see It tortures my soul And invades my thoughts And dims my inner light During the day it haunts me less But hits me hardest At night. The sadness comes from a tortured past from a life with too much pain A stormy past filled with sorrow That falls on me like rain But I know that with time and lots of hope I will someday rise above, And the sadness that lies Within my heart Will be replaced completely with love.   by Melynda   August 11, 2006 It's hard to say the wordEven now twenty years gone by.Just thinking about the wordMakes me feel anxious, wanting to cryI don't think about that nightAs much as I used to,But the memory will neverfade completelyA fight with a memoryThat I always lose to.I still feel it's my faultI still feel guiltyIf I hadn't been out that night,It wouldn't have happened to me.I've been told by a fewThat I am not to blameBut it's hard f
True Love
The other night I met an amazing woman on here. Problem is I just couldnt come to grips of reality and tell her what I truly felt. At first I thought true love didnt exist, but now Im beginning to think otherwise.
Hello everyone out there I'm Dj SLAY.   I Dj for Metal Messiah Radio Friday nights from 8pm till 11pm est.   Okay enough of the shameless plug lets get down to business shall we ???   Being a Dj for one of the worlds most premier online radio stations, we often get music, and slammed with so much that it really is hard to listen to it all.  Well one band that struck my fancy just from their name alone is a band called Malebolgia from here in the good ole USA.  With singer/guitarist:  Joseph Darling, drummer: Kevin Hedgecock, bassist: Timothy Knouff, and guitarist: Matt Lovett.   Malebolgia's 2009 release of "Requiem For The Inexorable" is an 12 track masterpiece.  "Requiem For The Inexorable" is my personal pick for cd of the year.   With amazing song writing that is generally left to the big boys on major lables, Malebolgia sets a BLISTERING pace from begining to end.  With brilliant Guitar/bass work and drum work that can only be summed up in 3 words ... OH MY GOD !!! Vocal work *and
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Tattooed People Aren't As Giving
....they haven't met us yet!A marine who runs Toys for Tots says that statistically speaking, tattooed people "aren't as giving" as non-tattooed people. We totally disagree!!! In the spirit of giving, he presented us with a challenge to prove him wrong! We have THREE WEEKS!!!!Here at State of the Art Tattoos LLC, we offer DISCOUNTS for your DONATIONS---Donate new or gently used COATS for KIDS-- 10$ off each, limit 2.Donate new, unwrapped Toys for Tots--- 5$-20$ off = value of the toy!Donate FOOD! Each item gets you 1$ off-- up to 20$ offTattoo minimum is 40$--- you could get a 20$ TATTOO!!!Can't get the tattoo today?? Purchase a GIFT CERTIFICATE for you, or a loved one for the holiday gift that will last a LIFETIME! Wouldn't it be awesome to also tell them how you helped the community in their name!?You DO NOT HAVE TO purchase anything to DONATE to great charities for OUR COMMUNITY! Drop off any items you have to help the cause during our normal business hours!! (1pm-10pm WEEKDAYS 1pm-
What I Want To Say
Help me pick a new name for fubar. The best name wins! I don't actually have anything to give but I will be using the name u pick! ends 1/1/10 well frick it its done! No more windows to the future.. having to live for today. No more dreams if white picked fences but living for to make it through today. Struggles to stay sane with every corner losing a bit daily. I used drugs to ease my pain now I use pain to remember I am even alive. Wishing daily death will take me to my grave.... Oh wait I have already died just waiting for the funeral.   Call me insane, But to struggle any further seems torture.... Tired of people telling me to just deal with it. Suicide? Nooo I have already died! Now you have the right to call me WickedAngel  
Our Government
Famous Toons
All I Want For Under My Tree Is Angel M
Fire And Snow
My Absence.......
Here we are, day in and day out! Sometimes the same thing  over and over again and sometimes not. As we walk through every day on this earth hoping for something else to happen, or to get better, maybe you think you are fine. Deep down we all know we are not. We long for more, great. We secretly hope that we don't have to go on with our dead end physical torture. Asking GOD to help us make it through. Paying bills, trying to get enough food. As we lower our heads thinking we have been defeated. I am hear to tell you. Do not give up yet. We have to go through HELL on earth to get to HEAVEN. The things we go through make us strong and help us prepare for anything GOD asks for and from us. I have been through it all, and at the end I know that I will have earned my way into HEAVEN. So this life we have sux, and its hard, you may not have it as hard as someone else, or you may have it harder. GOD never puts on you more than you can handle. Life is HELL but what a HELL of a reward, I get to
Looking For A Roommate
hi we are looking for honest down to earth roommate that has a job and there own car if you are him or her please contact us at 513-330-5056 our names are manni and jason rent is 550 but split in half so you have to pay 225.00 and half you the light and half of the cable bill and buy your own food things we dont allow are drugs  and sex offenders  (i do have kids )no drunksthere is a 200 dep with our landlord for a new lease you will get that back if you move out   there is no smoking in my house have to smoke and jason are really laid back ppl if you get to know us...we are west side of hamilton,ohio..there will be a agreement that has to be signed and dated.... 
Poems For The Soul
Too many ways to say… I love you in so many ways, I need you tonight… To save from this   Cupid shot me with her arrow, And I’m left here walking with so much sorrow, For tonight I almost lost you… Can you believe?   (Verse)   I had to fall to stand, I had to crawl to walk, I had to mumble before I could speak, I had to…   Say something stupid and then, Lie to you and burry my head in shame, And some where cupids’ heart is breaking, As her tear’s fall from her face…   (Verse II)   I fall to my knees and scream towards the heavens, God what do I have to do to fix this… There’s no walking into the sunset with the girl of my dreams, There’s no happy ending to my sadden tale…    I remember throwing a coin into a wishing well, Wishing for the girl of my dreams, How could I’ve let you go?
Fu mafia is just a game,why do some people take it so seriously,my whole turf Army of Darkness was deleted and i rebuilt it.Although it wasnt my turf before,I was only a soldier,but the bosses account was appently deleted because of some arguement.Anyway who else has that kind of experience in fumafia drama?
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Perfect - Thanks Boo!
The perfect breakfast: coffee with lots of cream,  eggs scrambled with monterey jack cheese, mushrooms, and chives.     The perfect date:  A lot of conversation, a little alcohol, somewhere with a view.   The perfect kiss: takes my breath away and depends on the moment!     The perfect argument:  One that clears the air and ends in a kiss.     The perfect man/woman: smart, funny, attentive and adores me :)     The perfect shoe: a strappy sandal that makes me feel sexy.     The perfect movie: leaves me happy at the end.     The perfect flower: tulips     The perfect time of day: sunset     The perfect mood:  exhilaratingand elevating joy     The perfect dream: one that is so real that you wakeup and cannot be sure if it was a dream or if it actually happened....usually involves some kissing :)     The perfect drink: really good red wine - or a vodka martini straight up with extra olives     The perfect name: certainly not
Fellowship Of The Ring
Also, provide pics, if you desire... Whats yours? perfect breakfast; Sausage links, bacon, smashed eggs, and buttermilk pancakes (blueberry syrup) perfect date perfect kiss-with her perfect argument perfect woman perfect shoe perfect flower perfect time of day perfect drink perfect drug
Random Useless Things About Me Survey
69 Confession Questions These are my confessions... 1. The phone rings; who do you want it to be? Whoever I've been waiting for 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Always 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? Both 4. Do you take compliments well? Yes 5. Do you play Sudoku? I have 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? Yes 7. Do you like to ride horses? YES!! 8. Did you ever go camping as a kid? A lot 9. What was your favorite game as a kid? Jacks 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it? Hell NO 11. Have you lied to get out of a date? Yes 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? Yes 13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued? Whatever 14. Use three words to describe yourself? Loving, indepedent, worrying 15. Do any songs make you cry? So
Random Stuff From My Head Some Old Some New...
contrary to popular belief I am not perfect, I am not a saint, I am not a mind reader, I am not a millionaire... what I am is an imperfect bitchy broken mess with a heart a mindset that cause me a lot of pain and happiness all at the same time... A girl with a mindset that everyone ELSE needs to be happy and my needs and wants will come later or that the people i am caring for will take care of my needs... and in the end there usually isn't enough of anything left for me... Why is it that no one can see that all i want is for some one to love and care for me as much as i do for them... i want them to think of me before themselves... goodness knows i think of them and their wants and needs before my own... why is it so hard for others to do the same... I am tired of feeling used and abused and bitchy... So I can not seem to find sleep, so I am going to start a blog on here.. I mean why not...   The things that are going to be posted in this first one are things I have written in the p
Here I Stand
so i standi stand here alonewith tears slowly rolling down my face.from all the pain youve forever causedyet you wouldnt be able to tellthe night is crying tonight tooso tonight we cry togetheras I stand here aloneI know that if u saw me right now youd laugh at melaugh at all the painall the pain that you causethats filled my eyes till they are over flowingthe pain slowly rolls down my face but tonight u cant see itthe night is trying to help me by letting my pain flow threw itso tonight Im feeling so cold and alonethe night is trying but all it does is make me more alone and to night I stand here alone where u left meyet Im still alone waiting for uforever now Im dead insidethere was no way for me to get warm without you by my sideso forever now do I stand alonewith both me and the night cryingfor the love that you never cared aboutfor all the time i gave to youfor all the tears that are now rolling down my facethat you will never see because of the rainfor all the times I gav
i was all alone you left me all alonei was a broken soula wolf without feelingyou left me alonei cried alonei loved youbut now i want to kill youforget youbecauseyou left me alonei was all alonei thought you loved mebut what the hell do i know?i loved youim not as strong without youbut i will be strongi'll hold back it alland face it without youand when i fallbecause i know i willyou wont be there to catch meand thats what kills mebecause you left me all aloneand in the morningi'll know your gonean im left in this world without youcuz when it all comes down to ityou where everything to meand you let me fallyou left me all alonelike a rose in the raina wolf that can feelno more painand as i cryand think of youand watch you look at themthe way you once looked at me tooi'll smile saddlyturn awayand never let you knowbecause you left all me alone
Bitch Got A Beatdown
the bitch should have jus
So Tired....
I've journeyed across rugged mountains,         with violence gushing from my viens...but that has made me older then I should be, And now I'm tired. I've seen love drenched in crimson blood,  And I've seen hate....cold, hard hate,        Immersed in the brightness of Holy Innocense...  I've felt the outcome of these battles in my heart and now I'm tired....                                                  So damn tired.        (written in 1986)
Setting It Straight
Well my friends it is that time of the year again, time for Holiday stress, holiday shopping and all of the good and bad things that the holidays bring upon us. It’s a time where seemingly every year that you always remember things that happen during the holidays, making for a lifetime of memories. In Fubar World, it’s pretty much the same. You see Xmas Auctions, holiday bling pack specials, everyone it seems with a Santa hat of some variety on for the weeks leading up to the holidays. and in past years, have a present of some variety under your Xmas tree when you sign in, which you can’t open until Midnight 12/25 Pacific Time. When I lived on the east coast that amounted to 3 AM. Needless to say. There were some funny milk and cookies moments there. This year, we have a new twist , this NSFW crackdown policy for default pictures that was put in around Thanksgiving. Which basically said you can’t be in your underwear or slam you boobs into your default picture.
The Youth Is A Nice Song
The most beautiful memory about my childhood is really a nice picture,usually with my mom in it.­ lt was a hot summer night,though the heavy rain was falling outside,with the frightening sounded thunder.Worse still,there was also an electricity failure,and then the darkness would strike me,making me daren't to sleep.However,before l trembled because of the thunder and the darkness,my mom must have already sat at the side of my bed,until l fell asleep.She always had an old fan in her hand,in order to cool me down as well as to keep the mosquitoes far away from me.­ lt was a quiet and peaceful night,when l was accompanied by my mom,and that is the most beautiful memory about my childhood!­ Future is a common topic among people. Even silent one has his or her idea about future. I have been asked the same question by my parents over and over again, ”What is your future? How do you plan for the future?” I do have thought about that. When young, I have considered things
In The Whirlwind Of Eternal Misery
Here I go. On and on. With no place to go. Stuck inside, this neverending whirl of life, Can’t get out, It’s draining my energies, my passions. No more care, no more love, but only fate and defeat. Forever hatred is coming. Death is already here. Filled with poison, anger, fear, nothing more. Slowly dying, an intense, miserable death. .. .. I’m hurting, more and more as the seconds go by, No one cares, I’m my only survivor. All else watch me decay. Its sucking the little energy I have left. Spiraling round and round with no end, Just sit there and watch me become obliterated. .. .. Anybody! Anybody! Hear me! Help me! I’m stuck in this whirlwind forever spinning. Just sit there and watch my misery. Watch me get hurt, tormented, and die. You take pleasure in my own torment. You love watching it rip and tear me to shreds. .. .. Go away! Suffocate! Die! Help me! I need you! I want you! Finish him. Forget him. Trash him. Stay in your et
Ripping My Cold Blackened Heart
Use me you fucking idiot, take everything i ever had. leave me with nothing but sorrow and pain, while you have all you could ever dream of. forget about me, like you ever even cared, laugh at my misery while i go deeper into this fate. false promises made, false hope held, lies are all that fills my head. i want to believe the fantasies said, but i must sell everything for you, even my fucking bed. you try me again, itll be the last thing you do, cant come close to me now. no chance in hell. im no longer your puppet on a string, i surpassed your evil demise and through the ruins. stupid nieve little boy i must be, fall for it over and over again. it never will stop, no way it can. i cant ever learn, until you rip my bleeding heart to shreds. do it once, do it again, it seems the pain will never end. your wrong, there's nothing left, just scars, rips, and tears. its gore, gore, gore. all hope is dead. no feelings, no life, just wasted little threads. cant put it back together, its tota
Rising To Nothing
Nothing i was, nothing i am, and for always nothing to be. not even a speckle of dust or ash upon the earth. why cant anyone see me? a ghost i must be. a ghost i am. a ghost i will forever be. quiet and alone, the 2 things i hate most, i must live with for eternity. no one to go but myself. no person except me. demons parade around me, my life. suffering is all i expect. torment is all i live for. the past haunts me, the future taunts me, the present is just lonely. no one to see, no one to please, no one to love. blood is how we live, it decays with death, and forever pleasures ourself. its as if im the invisible man of whom no one sees, no one cares about, and no one wants to see. ignoring me. ignoring my existance. ignoring this life on earth. i have been placed in the wrong realm of reality. i belong in the underworld with the shame and recluses i so long deserve. desiring one, i do. desiring the world, never. noticed i never will be. unknown for eternity. so here i am, risen to no
Just Give In
Why even try to cope with this pain the world bears upon me?Its too much, there is no point to live onward.Deeper and deeper into this eternal sorrow I fall,Will I ever get out? No. Why would I want to?No one out there cares. Its always the same. Pure hopelessness forever.The reaper has already taken my soul, my heart, is coroded with misery.Take this tension away, just give in to the pain. Allow it to happen.Accept its feeling, you can't hide. Know the sorrows exist, follow them and let them lead you. I can't overcome, for this torture is so intense, so strong, and I long to live the life of one that is happy filled with love. Too late for that. All hope has fallen.It is fantasy, not reality. One day, one dawn I ask to be put out of this suffering that exists for a lifelong eternity. I'm sorry but I am already doomed. My heart has been demolished completely in everyway possible. No way, no possibility of it being fixed, three months going on forever. I can't take it anymore, just take
Overdosing It
Restless mind, I am afraid,Warning signs are all over, where to turn to?No one understands. No one knows.Everyday life is twisted by my stress,My pain and misery makes me go insane.Constantly uptight, the world is against me,Bitch about this, complain about that.I wonder why you can't see what I see,You never seen the pain, you never wanted to die.I need something, I need it now.It is time for relief. I can't take the torment another moment.This hate has built up. I'm about to explode.Just watch me, here I go you wuss. I take one. And another one. And another one.Can I feel it yet? Yeah! Pop another one.It's fun to play with pills. I wonder how many I can go?Risking death is what I live for. Everybody's gotta die sometime.The sensation is great. 5 minutes, good. 10 minutes better.I'm grinding my teeth. All my problems have seemed to go away!It must stay this way forever. I must keep taking them one by one.I don't want to leave this world but I feel so good!Deeper and deeper i go into t
The Psycho Is Loose
Out and loose, finally freed,Now to finish what I started.Pain and anguish fills these streets.Go ahead, cry for help, no one hears you.Your sniveling attitude makes me wanna puke,Your happy little life makes me want to die.You are someone I just can't respect,So take it hard, your someone I reject.Look over there at the baby in the ditch,screaming for mercy, lying in a pool of blood.Come close to me, I'll tear you to shreds,I'll rampage upon your helpless little soul.Ripping your guts out is what I long for,hearing your cries of pain is priceless.I'll line you all up in a row, don't think I won't,BAM! They go flying out to sea. Reload.DAMN! You got blood on my new shoes,You bastards, Where you at?Don't hide, I can hear your whining,Better pray, your better off dead.You made the mistake, no second chances,Pay your dues for getting in my way.Go to sleep bitch, you won't wake up,You don't want to stay.Quit looking over your shoulder you  paranoid little bitch,I'm coming at ya right betwe
Shut Up...
Rant Time!!!Duuuudddeeee... whats with people talking sh** all the time? They talk, talk talk. Then, when it comes to actions. There's... exactly... NOTHING. So... here I say, SHUT UP. I don't want hear your pathetic speeches about what your going to do. DO IT. If you do it, then you don't have to tell me how great its going to be when you do it. Why? Because then, you've already done it so you don't need to come rattle in my ear to get encouragement... Because, based off experience, people who talk about their glories and wisdom and greatness NEVER DO NOTHING TO ACHIEVE IT.... Here, I'm going to have a 5 million dollar mansion with a rolls royce... Just saying that sh** doesn't mean I'm going to have it... I may someday, but no time soon. My point? I'd rather SEE THE RESULTS rather than you telling me how your going to get all this junk. Otherwise, quite frankly, I DON'T BELIEVE YOU!Alrighty, my next bargain of the night has to do with people leaving me messages. Craigslist is very ho
Everything Is Going Black
Deeper and deeper into sorrow I go,Fading into darkness never to return.I turn away from the sun, flowers, and love,As I only see my heart as a burnt blackness.Everywhere I look, I see happiness,I'm surrounded by the pain of darkness.The world turns their heads away from me,Everything special to me has rotted away.So here I am, in my own pitch back world,the love of light has faded away to black.I want to be under the sun in the meadows again,I lost my love, for I am forever demolished.I shall hide myself until this darkness goes,could be 2 months, could be never.I want color again, but it seems impossible,My flowers, my love never to come back.Thus my whole world is black.Black to stay. Black for all that comes.
The Right Way To Do It!!!!!
Its all about the sex.Getting in and out.Busting in and out.Screaming loud, Cussing words you've never heard before.Going into imaginary land.Feeling the highest state of ecstasy.The inner freak is coming out.Sex is what it's all about. No more hiding.Going hard, going deep.Constantly in and out.Slow and Quick. Soft and Violent.Open your mouth.Baby begging for anal.Too big, so use my finger.1 finger, 2 finger, 3? no more.She is a true nymph.nutting freely like a rain shower.Swallow some, swallow it all.Don't like to swallow? I'll clog the back your throat.Then you won't vomit!Choke you, romp you.Swing you over there.Have my way as always.No other way is best.Moans, groans, the only noises you make.Never-ending. Unable to stop.Loss of consciousness, out for the night.Sleeping deeply. She's gone.Turned her views, changed her ways.Come to my side. The good side.Reality you never knew existed.Next time, make it a threezie.Some for one, More for all!
Zoey Black
you know its funny and it makes me think alotyeah i know people iam stupidi have alot of feelings for this womanand its not all about looks its what she does and how she does things that made me fall so hard for heri told you she was married to a guy that she broke up with because she got scared of himshe ended up hurting him badly like she does with every guy it seems likeshe told me upfront she might still be married but she did not know for surewell she was planing to see me in nov 22 my birthdaybut she never came she decided to see me on nov 28we connected like old times holding hands me paying for a dinner that was way to muchit took alot of out of credit card that i did have but i did not complainthen after dinner we went to a ice cream placce again i paid i ended up letting her eat itthen we went someone to get something to drink captain morgan spice rumthen we went back to my place she told me again she loved meand she wanted my baby still of all things like i dumbass i got hoo
Lil Lost Petunia Parched (carmen's Story)
Waitress: Ma'am? ur drinks on its way. So it'll be here in a minute, ok? Enjoy your stay at Rack & Pinion Cafe & Lounge & Bar & Grill...but the lone drink never made it to her designated consumer, it was DRINKNAPPED! (DU-DU-DUUUUU!)... lil Petunia Parched, a sweet lil martini with a splash of vermouth to make your head swim (like !BINGO-BANGO! swim) [Disclaimer: do not try this drink without a spotter or some form of (CONSCIOUS) adult've been DISCLAIMER-PROOFED! (DU-DU-DUUUUU!] ...some nadbangin' twitmelon had stolen poor lil Petunia Parched from a waitress tray at 7:45, Carmen was expecting lil Petunia no later than 8:03, 8:06 at the latest, so Carmen became alarmed and texted the hotline for lost & stolen beverages (except baby bottles and sip-ups, cuz, well, kids need to learn responsibility for their own drinks - training for when they're old enough to buy drinks for friends BUT PLEASE STOP INTERRUPTING! thank you, may i continue now? ya sure? cuz YOU can finis
Old Stuff
sitting here in stolen skin I can't believe I let you win no one believes me, nor do they care to them it was like you were never there. I'm old enough, strong and wise so how could I fall for your lies. I thought you were a friend so I reached out and tried to lend a hand. You
This is my first blog ever so maybe it want be a disaster.  I wass just thinking about te country we live in and all the laws I don't like,  all the things that our goverment does that I don't agree with or just dislike.   Then I started thinking about the things that make this a great coutry to live in and to be proud of.  And the number one thing I thought was our troops in the armed forces. You know our troops are some of least selfish people in the world,  they are out there ready and prepared to take a stand and fight for me and you.  So that we can live in this free and democratic society that we call America.  And it is not because anyone makes them,  they volunteer for this.  They take a stand for something that they feel is right.  I blive anyone in the armed forces is a true hero and deserves more support than they are given.  We have allowed our country to go to shit.  This is the country that they are fighjting and dieing to protect.  I'm not dishing the president but he d
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My Parents !!!!
this happened after I went to work this morning. we had a home invasion of sorts... Couple guys tried to get in from back and front of our house. Luckily my Dog (Cindy Lou) was here because she stopped the guy in back. Mom went out for morning cigarette and coffee. didnt see him in the back yard. Cindy Lou chased him and got a piece of him.... Dad went out front and the other guy fought with him. Mom came back in with the dog. Dad was screaming and fighting. the dog went after that guy and mom dialed 911.... My dog is ok after being kicked ... My dad is not all that ok. hes in the hospital after fighting this guy. hit over the head with something and cuts / bruises.... Im so upset right now because the police never notified me until hours later before I left work.. I got home and began writing this.... Now im more pissed off at the police and these 2 idiots who tried or did hurt my family. before coming home I went to the Hospital for Mom and see how dad was doing... I
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To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing it's best, night and day,to make you everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; And never stop fighting..E.e Cummings 1955
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My Ramblings
Out in the dark night I look up aboveMoon so beautiful I think about loveHow grand it would be if you could just seeThe sight above and be standing here with meMy arm around you an your soft hand in mineI'd be just like heaven at least in my mindBut miles apart each other we may never seeSo I look at he moon and dream of what could becurt I see a line of cars and their all painted blackI see flowers and smell the smell of fresh turned earthI see the hot sun shine down on a small over dressed crowdI see sweat mix with tears from sad eyesI see the lid come down and then I"m aloneI see the darknessI see nothingI feel a rumbleI feel the earth ripped apartI feel the evil in this placeI feel the devil's hot breath on my faceI feel so cold insideI feel searing fleshI feel all love is no moreI feel forever             curt Hear the wail of a million demonsLate night an angels are scream'nNight so black can't see'm come'nhear'm march'n to the devils drum'nAngel's army try'n to respondNo time le
Went to eat at Burger King and they are really scraping the bottom of the barrel these days.  The damn guy at the register couldn't count and to me thats like hiring a paraplegic as a life guard.
Very Important Rant.
Ok not really but I feel like bitching. Trying to get 4 people to stick to a plan is harder than trying to negotiate multimillion dollar contracts. People (my friends) should let me be in charge of outings. They should just trust that the one thing I know how to do well is have a good time. I really do. I'm a walking, talking, pill popping good time and people should learn to recognize! *chicken neck/finger snap combo* I didn't really need drugs or booze 3 hours ago but now I am willing to walk 10 miles for them. 11.5 miles actually. My horoscope says to reach out to my elders this week. I think my horoscope is being written by a sadistic asshole.  Ham and cheese hotpockets are for people with stomachs stronger than mine. I need a shower and a facial. *waits for dirty comments*
Hot & Sexy - Xxx
The moment he dropped his pants and revealed his true identity, I was on fire. That night, I sucked and licked his cock from top to bottom. I began by gently stroking the area just behind his nuts with my tongue while my hand slowly massaged his cock. Mmm I can’t tell you enough just how delicious that was! He stands looking down at me with his hands pressed against the back of my head as he slides in and out of my mouth, his muscles flexing to my every movement, and telling me how good it feels. With each stroke of my mouth, tongue and hands, you could hear the squishy sounds of my saliva as my mouth worked his cock. God, I was so aroused, I wanted to take him to heights he’d never gone before, I wanted to suck him bone dry! I ravished his entire cock with my tongue, slowly licking and wetting every inch with my tongue and hand. I wanted to worship it in every sense. He moaned with pleasure as he grabbed fistfuls of my hair and tried to shove even more of hims
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"Speak to us of Beauty." Where shall you seek beauty, and how shall you find her unless she herself be your way and your guide? And how shall you speak of her except she be the weaver of your speech? The aggrieved and the injured say, "Beauty is kind and gentle. Like a young mother half-shy of her own glory she walks among us." And the passionate say, "Nay, beauty is a thing of might and dread. Like the tempest she shakes the earth beneath us and the sky above us." The tired and the weary say, "beauty is of soft whisperings. She speaks in our spirit. Her voice yields to our silences like a faint light that quivers in fear of the shadow." But the restless say, "We have heard her shouting among the mountains, And with her cries came the sound of hoofs, and the beating of wings and the roaring of lions." At night the watchmen of the city say, "Beauty shall rise with the dawn from the east." And at noontide the toilers and the wayfarers say, "we have seen her leaning over the e
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Its Called Wicked
Yo chuck we got runnin in mixes and da headpfones Ha ah hahaha Wicked! Ha Ha! 1 2 3 and I come with the wicked style, and you know that I'm from the wicked crew, you act like you knew, but I got everybody jumping to the voodoo. You kickin' wicked rhymes, picket signs, me and my mob got a truck full of 9's. Play ya and I'll slay ya, I got thug-made dough by the hey-a. Ready to BUCK, BUCK, BUCK, but it's a must to DUCK, DUCK, DUCK, before I bust ya, looking for the one that did it, you want my vote, no you're never gonna get it, cause I'm the one with the tight mad skills, and I won't choke like the Buffalo Bills. Sittin' at the pad just chillin' Larry Parker just got 2 million, oh what a fucking feeling! That nigger done pass me the pill, and I slam dunk it like Shaquille O'Neal. Wicked, wreckin' baby I'll rock that test tube baby, take it... 'Cause I get Wicked! I told them not to keep on their fire Yes I Wicked! I told them not to keep on their fire Yes I Wicked! I told them not to
Dragon Poeticz
Have you ever been invited out by your friends and when you get there.  Random Girl.  Your friends have decided to ninja fix you up.  Now, I don't drink, I don't have an issue with it, it doesn't bother me.  I actually like seeing the changes in people between drinks.  It's amusing.  But this girl is drunk.  I don't mean healthy buzz, talkative drunk.  I mean can't string four coherent sentences together drunk.  She can't NOT talk about herself for more than a few slurred words.  As  a side question..... Why is it, every girl under a certain age at the bar is snapping a hundred pictures of themselves, screaming like they're on vacation?  These girls aren't visiting from another country.  They probably live in the neighborhood and sit in there 6 nights a week.  Calm the fuck down and gain some perspective.  So I'm sitting here with this self centered narcissistic, black hole of a human being when the band starts.  Of course, depressing indie college rock bullshit.  Lovely.  Out of polit
Sometimes Even A Clown Cries
reaching out from the dark,trying to grab the last flickering ray of light,always feeling lost inside this empty night is my soul crying out fight fight fight...i wont be trapped,i wont be victim to the wickedness,that gives ignorance its might,try to hold on try to last,dont let go, victory is in sight life is full of mysteries and wonder,but most of all its full of living,ive had a pretty good life i thought,until i met someone who made me realize that it wasnt over,but rather just beginning again,This woman filled my life with such joy,but also some sadness,but i never doubted that we would be together the rest of our lives,so my tears went from sadness,to happiness when we moved in together,thers nothing like hearing a little angel call you dad for the first time,or waking up to the love of your life telling you that she is the happiest woman in the world,for you being there.this week we put up our first tree together as a family,and i got to put on my wedding band,this week was th
Broken Written By My Father Jackedup1roxx Popsmfkn Roxx Right Hand
Broken created @ 2009-08-23 22:33:37   Her screams break the silence around her, But they are never heard by others. She lies in bed... her pillows collecting her tears. Her heart has been shattered..... Shattered by the one meant to protect it, To love it,  to provide for it. The baby lays next to her sleeping peacefully.... Unaware that one of its' lifegivers has left it, And in that leaving has left wreckage and a void... She wonders what she did to deserve getting beaten, and cheated on.. As she thinks, the heart that was once whole, Becomes a briar patch of thorns which grows into a wall... Only one small hole remains for access to her heart... That hole is for her child. She grits her teeth hard and vows "Never again!" With that vow made, she moves on with her life, but...... Behind those thorns lives a woman beautiful, Filled with love screaming to get out. She ignores the screams coming from the woma
My Ramblings...
To Crave A Woman
The come hither look on her face Our naked bodies pressed in a long embrace Your skin soft under my finger tips Always wanting to kiss your lips Hands cuping your ample breasts Considering your body a beautiful quest Gripping all of your curves Time now to get rid of all your reserves Moving down to your most precious of parts Making love like sweethearts Spreading your legs inserting my tongue Moving around excitement has sprung
My Writings.
Will you be there with me until the very endWill you be my soulmate, my lover my friendWill you stand beside me In good times and badWill you hold me & comfort me in happy and sad.Will you promise to love me, not break my heartWill you promise not lies, a fresh clean start.Will you promise to hold me, kiss me each dayWill you say "I love you" and mean it alwaysWhen its time to leave me, your time to move onWill you tell me goodbye, my friend, my love I'm gone.
You have no idea how promising the world begins to look once you have decided to have it all for yourself. And how much healthier your decisions are once they become entirely selfish. . . . knowledge is hidden by selfish desire - hidden by this unquenchable fire for self-satisfaction. Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live; it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. And unselfishness is letting other people's lives alone, not interfering with them. Selfishness always aims at uniformity of type. Unselfishness recognizes infinite variety of type as a delightful thing, accepts it, acquiesces in it, enjoys it. Oscar Wilde (1854 - 1900)
Depressed.. Worried...scared....
Hello everyone! Im sorry it's taken me so long to get this up, as I know some of you have asked what's wrong?? It's been a long busy few days and very bad day for me! For those of you who don't know I moved to GA from TN. I gave up my life, job, home, friends and family to move to GA. The reason for that is because my fiances mother was diagnosed with stage 4 uterine cancer. As the doctors done test after test they also found it in her spine, lungs, and liver and other areas of the body. She was diagnosed in April of this year, she spent nearly a month in the hospital. Beginning in May she had radiation and ended June 9th or so. June 14th I began my journey of providing 24/7 care for her as I was in nursing in TN. She began chemo shortly thereafter.  It's been very hard, challenging yet rewarding to do this. Do I regret it NOPE! Yes I get  frustrated I'm 26 and basically have no life unless I basically tell someone look I need a break! Which isn't very often. Anyway, 2 weeks ago she
When the sound of your voice touches my soul, warms the very eden of my existance Eyes meet across a crowed room, smiles are shared, our skin radiates like the sun, as the passion builds from 2 souls becoming one...  The touch of my hand to the small of your back, brushing your hair aside and a whisper in your ear...The hum of your surrondings turns you into putty in my hands..
Please Help
I have A very Dear Friend Of Mine Who Wants To Buy His Soon To Be Fu Wife (on new years) But Cant Aford Her.... So I Am Asking If There Is Anyone Out There Who Would Be Willing To Help A Man Out And Donate Some Fu Bucks To Help Him Out Would Be Great!!!! SB Me If You Wana Help Only Got 26,000 More To Go!!! Come On Guys He Needs Your Help!!!! Morning everyone can ya all help out my Fu Owner he could use it!! All you gota do is rate this pic for him and re rate it if you have already done so!!!! Thanks in advance
I Am This Guy....
Work At Home
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wtf.... why's fubar being utterly stupid and gay all of a sudden? honestly don't care if I get deleted or not, where's the fun in this site nowadays anyway.... can't even rate someone without getting stupid ass rating too fast errors or invalid out of 11 errors (which is fuckin stupid cause I don't use 11's unless they're already activated on someone's profile AND still get that message even when they are), people gettin deleted for stupid shit, some accounts still making it passed 10 without a salute, TONS of profiles without a salute.....and to top it all off, I have a friend who had lots of her pics deleted INCLUDING her salute pic by someone in her family, gets back on fubar later that day and can't even get a single point until what? the bouncers say she posts a salute......... WTF? there's tons of people without salutes leveling up everyday so why should she be any different? very few on this site talk to me anymore anyway.... always try to start conversations with people when I
What I Get For Asking... "how Are You" In A Message...
Well this was a guy on "" if you are all familiar with it...but anyway...he said he wanted to meet me so I decided to send him a message...which simply said.. "How are you?"...and well this is what I get and it really makes me a bit queasy...but maybe it will make you laugh...Here it is copy and pasted exactly as he wrote it. "I am stuck at home with a chest infection and feeling all floaty, so feeling brave, or perhaps stupid would be a better description! I shall be upfront and honest from the start, best way to be. I am on here looking for a partner, but part of the reason I am doing so online is I have a quirk (or, kink, I guess, to be more accurate) that I want to explore but find difficult to bring up once I know someone or face-to-face early on. It is a little weird, but hey, life is too short to be too wound up about these things. So, please bear with me on this one and read it all and think about it before you consider running away from meHopefully we find each ot
Thought For The Day ....
March 24, 2010 ~ Wednesday Minding my own business, as I usually do on FUBAR because I'm shy & stuff, I get this mental case in my shout box .... ems1160: question for yaTo ems1160: yepems1160: you are in a bathroom stall smoking a cigarette suddely a penis comes through the hole and the voice on the other side says "surprise me" what would do?To ems1160: put my fuckin cigarette out on his dickems1160: ouch! any warning firstTo ems1160: and tell him ... SURPIRSE MOTHER FUCKERems1160: ouch! youd really put the cigarette out on his unsuspecting penis?To ems1160: now get your ass outta my fuckin shout box with that bullshitTo ems1160: if he's stupid enuff to stick it thru the hole ... hell yeaThought for the day????Don't put your fuckin dick thru a hole ... Especially if I'm the crazy bitch smoking a cigarette on the other side
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Today is the first day of the rest of your life!
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December 3rd 2009
Television is a fixture in my life that compares to no other.  Its like an old internet.. you ever wonder about all the information we wouldn't have known if it wasn't the TV.  Think about where we were before TV... then think about how that had exponential decreased in purpose with the internet now.  its crazy..   My basic enjoyment in my life for a few months was my ex girlfriend.  When it was going good it was probably the best emotions I've ever had.  Made going to the beach better, playing video games better, made going out to the mall better... how often do you go to the mall alone and see something funny but since you are alone its not as funny.. somebody to vibe off of..even if its a platonic relationship.. Now that this void I have in my life is there cause I don't have that best friend/girlfriend in my life I have attempted to fill it with my old friend television/internet.  Then I remember all the reasons why I don't watch it anymore.. The oversaturation of reality TV aka
Ok so I'm watching the news which I rarely do these days because it's so filled with tabloid journalism that I can do without.  What pops up is the growing "scandal" on climate change.  I see daily postings on facebook about climategate ranting about sham this deception that and these people will finally get exposed.  Me personally, I believe is global warming.  Its crazy to sit and think that mankind can do what they please on this planet and have no ill effects.  The same holds true for my views on evolution.  I am a person of faith, but my faith does not lead me to ignore the fact that evolution happens everyday.  To do so is ludicrous.  So back to the  How was this critical information on the lies of Al Gore and other "liberals" found?  It was hacked!!  Hackers illegally went into computers and stole information.  The keyword here is "illegally" because when I last checked hacking was a crime punishable by fines and prison sentences.  So the people against global warmin
Funny Shit!
y don't u come over to myspace and google my yahoo so i can blow my load on ur facebook while u lick my twitter     we sang this in jail to all the diddlers and it would piss them off so bad cause we would put their names on blast lmmfao All around the mulberry bush the (diddler) chased the child the child thought it was all in fun till (the diddler) got him!
Sick And Tired
Metal Mania Radio
Being Paranoid
i am becoming a bit paranoid  nowit has been some time now since i went to the 2 doctors that was design for my casesince my lawyer told me to go tothings went fine however when i try to call heri either get the voice mail or i get the investigator that is for my case i dont know what is going to happen or if iam going to prisonbut at this point i just dont care no more iam done caring i have lost everything that i ever did care about nowstill no word on if i have to find a place to live or notand even if i do what is going to happen to my stuff and my cati cant pay rent if iam locked upi feel like iam broken and used up ready to be just either replaced or just toss away like garbagethat is how my life is beginning to turn out and that is how i feelthey say everything happen for a reason then please do tellthis year i wont have a xmus or any other day probably more then likely   and the funny thing is i just dont care iam tired of fighting iam tired iam trying iam tired of making a eff
im on the Hunt for the best set of beautiful eyes on FU post a close up pic of your eyes on your profile and send me the link and i will post it in my behind those beautiful eyes  folder  more info to come ..... Starting today:     I will be giving 30k to every 100 rates you give. In order to receive your fubucks, you must private message me with your total and the folder name u rated. 30k will only be given when rated during a Happy Hour. Otherwise you will get 15k. You can rate my pictures all you like, but there is 60k limit per week.     As for the 15k for the bomb, if you bomb me, I will already get a message and as soon as I see it, I will compensate you. 15k will only be given if bombed during a Happy Hour. Otherwise you will get 5k per bomb.     All people that rate and bomb me must have a salute in order to get compensation.     Thanks peoples for your participation and happy rating.
So you want to fill out the girlfriend application? knock yourself out!  if you can think of any questions i should add, email me ahead of time and let me add them, then fill out the application. if you want to send a picture, send an email to email answers to the above email   your name: email address: location: astrological sign: how did you find my site? date of birth: height: hair color: eye color:   smoke? yesnodrink? yesnoany tattoos or piercings? yesnoif yes, what/where:
 Hope you all have a safe and blessed  holiday!! Cherish the ones you love!!  HEY PPL! HOWS IT GOIN? I'M NEW HERE JUST LOOKIN FOR A FEW FRENZ TO HANG WIH...MAYBE SOME1 TO HELP ME OUT...MAYBE SHOW ME AROUND? 
Me Bitching :d
Fucked Up Shit
wow this week has been one big fucked up mess. it first started with me loseing my custody of my daughtr. then the next day I got laid off from work. so ya and I might lose my house here soon if I cant get the money to pay rent. So thats why my week has been really fucked up
My Hotties Boobie
Members List
OK....IM GOING TO ATTEMPT TO DO A MEMBERS LIST WITH EVERYONES LINK...I PRAY IT WORKS...HALF THE TIME IT DOES THE OTHER HALF IT DOESNT....WISH ME LUCK.....LOL  ~♥Scorpioqueen61♥~Mgr. Loungin\'Levelers~Fu-Angel~@ fubar BrownEyedGirl36~Leadchucker\'s Krewe~Mgr.Loungin\'Levelers@ fubar }}ISLåÈÐGIßL>> ♆Loüngín\'Lèvelers * Owned by Leadchucker {LKF}@ fubar Cooki-girl~fu-affianced to OTRDUCK~@ fubar Bori Nena-Loungin Levelers-@ fubar Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷSingle Moms R Sexy Too* 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar SWEETLOVE MANAGER @ BODYSHOTS / MEMBER OFLOUNGIN LEVELERS@ fubar la morena ~LounginLevelers~Fu-Engaged To Fly86@ fubar ~DramaQueen617~LounginLeveler~@ fubar amanda66046 ~Lounging Levlers~@ fubar ~Nicegirl0207~***fu-owned by my cool friend BLANDRY***
Allow My Melancholy Indulgences
To Autumn Season of mists and mellow fruitfulness, Close bosom-friend of the maturing sun; Conspiring with him how to load and bless With fruit the vines that round the thatch-eves run; To bend with apples the moss'd cottage-trees, And fill all fruit with ripeness to the core; To swell the gourd, and plump the hazel shells With a sweet kernel; to set budding more, And still more, later flowers for the bees, Until they think warm days will never cease, For summer has o'er-brimm'd their clammy cells. Who hath not seen thee oft amid thy store? Sometimes whoever seeks abroad may find Thee sitting careless on a granary floor, Thy hair soft-lifted by the winnowing wind; Or on a half-reap'd furrow sound asleep, Drows'd with the fume of poppies, while thy hook Spares the next swath and all its twined flowers: And sometimes like a gleaner thou dost keep Steady thy laden head across a brook; Or by a cyder-press, with patient look, Thou watchest the last oozings hours by hours. Where are th
200: My middle name is: plain199: I was born in: a hospital room198: I am really: a martian197: My cell phone company is: ripping me off196: My eye color is: hazel green195: My shoe size is: 7194: My ring size is: unknown193: My height is: 5'6’’192: I am allergic to: morons191: My 1st car was: crashed into a Mt side190: My 1st job was: where I met my ex husband189: Last book I read: long and it dragged out188: My bed is: in the bedroom187: My pet: is furry186: My best friend: is a butthead185: My favorite shampoo is: in the shower184: AIM name: is MIA183: Piggy Banks are: supposed to full of coins182: In my pockets: stuff181: On my calendar: days and dates180: Marriage is: a crazy institution179: Sponge Bob can: kiss my ass178: My mom: is the meanest person on Earth177: The last three cd's I bought were: bought a lonnnnnng time ago176: Last YouTube video watched: was in a mumm recently175: How many cousins do you have? 4174: Do you have any siblings: yep173: Are your parent
This Year Sucked!!!!
Jill And Jack
Jill and Jack  bought some crack by the water well. They took one hit and that was it, they died and went to Hell.
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A Christmas Poem
Pimp Out
If you want a pimp out get 30 of your friends to rate and comment this pic and i will pimp you out!   in the comment it must say "sent by (your name)"   Here is the link
DJ Cutie Pie is looking for a leveling group or club.. anyone know of one pls let me know,, thanks
Member Of The Week
HEY EVERYONE...TY SO MUCH TO THOSE OF YOU WHO VOTED....THE VOTES ARE IN AND MOTW FROM DEC.7-DEC.13 WILL BE SINGLE MOMS R SEXY TOO!!! THANKS GIRL FOR ALL YOU DO....AND CONGRATS!!!...HIT HER HARD LEVELERS....RIGHT NOW SHE HAS AUTOS TOO SO YOUR RATING WOULD BE REALLY BENEFICIAL TODAY...!!! Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷSingle Moms R Sexy Too~2nd Alarm Hottie~@ fubar HEY EVERYONE......MOTW IS SHAYNA......PLEASE GO SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE....CONGRATS SHAYNA shayna0528~ILVMYKIDS~ (mbr of LoUnGiN LeVeLeRs)@ fubar Hey everybody!  Misguided Jay is only 60k from Fubarlord...  He is currently in the military and recently came back from Iraq.....  Lets show him lots of love for his service to this country and help him level. MisguidedJay@ fubar
Auto 11's
Bud Light
man i love bud light after i drink a few i start ta feel ight o an it seems ta calm me down at night so dont worry cuz i dont like ta fight i drink a few more an i start ta fly but maybe it was that blunt cuz im really high or cuz i drank  about 4 or 5 tall glasses by tha way dont think im shy o an dont think that my momma didnt raise me right o did i tell u i love bud light got a good job an i pay my shit load up wit beer an drive out to tha sticks but jus to play in tha mud i dont live there shit stay in town an know i aint rich o an did i tell u i love bud light bitch
Questions go unanswered I think to much they say Feels as if my heart is dead already Like everything was taken away I want to cry But I hold back the tears Cause I never can voice my opinion Even when I do It falls on cold deaf ears I'm the stranger you once fell in love with I'm the stranger that thinks to fucking much A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire. A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between us No promises to be kept
Exotic Dreams
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You are the first rays of sunlight that peek through my window. You are the air that I breathe. You are my light when I can't find my way. You are the comforting feel of warmth that spreads over my skin. You are my remody when I'm in pain. You make all the darkness go away. You are the melody to my symphony. You are the energy I need when I feel drained. You are my everything. Escaping With the Melody Feel those watching eyes as I take a deep breath as the spotlight flashes surrounding me My heart pumps the melody within my soul as my body moves with the start of the song Closing my eyes as i smoothly dance with the piano keys and feverish violin, in sync, as i stand from one knee The molody guides me as i feel the lyrics move my arms and legs, not one step wrong I am free. The audiance a blur as i enter a world of tranquil delight The faces disappear as I get lost in the happiness of the song that consumes my body I dance around the notes that flap their wings around me
My soul is tired, My heart's grown weak, And I don't want to compete. I don't want to hide the way I feel, Yet I'm tired of everything that men steal.   I hate my inability to trust, But when things seem off, this I must. Do to protect my fragile heart, So I won't again fall apart.   You refuse to understand, Or you simply can't. Maybe we should have just stayed friends. Then you wouldn't get impatient.   But in going back I'd lose you all together, So I feel this i must weather. I know I want you, if you are as you seem. But for another your love does stream.   And you can say it's only friends, This, for you, may be true. But I'm not stupid I've played these games, and what she feels may differ from you.   I feel caught in the crossfire,
A Day In The Life Of Havok!!
So, the other day i had a conversation through the shoutbox. The conversation will remain confidential. Anyways, to sum up the latter part of the convo, I was told that I was a horrible person because I said that I had a tendancy to leave my mind in the gutter (more or less my words). I could hardly believe what I was just told. Because I'm admittingly a male with a dirty mind, I'm automatically a terrible person? I did some thinking and I now present to you the following gem of knowledge.   I am a pervert. I'm a horny bastard who will not think twice to see someone naked or flirt with someone. And guess what? I'm perfectly okay with this and I'll tell you why. All my friends and loved ones know full well that I'm a dirty bastard and they're fine with it because they know something else. I'm a nice guy. I'm a gentleman and a sweetheart. My brand of humor and my mentality are what adds to my charm. Do I force myself on people when they don't want the perversion? No. Contrary to popula
Fubar Or Elementary School?
Dominance and submission, and the inner conflict and surrender connected with these are enduring themes in human culture and civilization. Human beings share with many other mammals the desire to look up to certain individuals who become leaders through strength of will and personality, to lead or follow, and to submit or dominate.[citation needed] In human sexuality this has broadened to include mutual exploration of roles, emotions and activities which would be difficult or impossible to do without a willing partner taking an opposing role. While D/s deals with representations of brutality and cruelty, and the emotional responses to them, adherents are quick to point out that D/s is not about actual acts of brutality and cruelty. It is a consensual power exchange between the two partners and need not involve any brutality (such as corporal punishment) or cruelty (verbal or emotional abuse) at all. It is primarily based upon trust and communication between the partners. It is also ba
Forks In The Road
I have a tendency to rescue, mother and try to fix. I have and will always help out a friend when in need... I do this because at one point in my life my father was my rescuer... You see my x husband thought work was something you would occasionally do in order to get drugs.. When our son was born he still had the same opinion. I remember standing in line at the food bank with my son for the first time and thinking never again will I allow myself to let someone else be in control of my finances. The next day I went out and got 3 menial but paying jobs... The one man who was always there for me was my father. No matter what he would swoop in and rescue me. here's an example, I didn't have enough money for diapers so I called my father and asked him to borrow $50 dollars to buy some.. He picked me up took me to the grocery store and two grocery carts later we walked out.. He never asked me to repay it he just smiled and said one day help someone who needs it out.. I try very hard to
I Need Medical Advice
I woke up today with what seems to be a cold. And also a tingley lip. The cold don't bother me. But whats with the tingley lip ?
Blood Of The Night
  Now Hiring DJ'S PLEASE COME IN TODAY TO FILL Out A APPLICATION!!!!! Come by and say Hi!! While your there please join our family! We Love New Friends!     We are waiting for you to become our newest Disciple!! BLOOD OF THE NIGHT IS IN NEED OF ALL STAFF POSITIONS ARE AS FOLLOWED DJ'S: Using the SAMS Broadcast software, play music through the lounge to entertain the listeners. Greeter: While in the lounge, actively engage people as they enter, and continue to make everyone feel welcome and a part of the family while also trying to get vis
What Ever Doesn't Kill You Will Only Make You Stronger
Disturbed - Indestructible
To The People Of The Planet Earth:
It has come to my attention that the people here on earth do not believe that there is as such a thing well known as extraterrestrial aliens. To these people I say that they are ignorant and that they are arrogant to think that they are the only humans in the entire universe. They want to believe in a god that’s all right with me. But, do they put all of their eggs in one basket? No, and neither did their own god, as they want to believe in him. And you wouldn’t stop there with just only one kind of intelligent life form neither. Just think about parakeets, they can talk to and communicate quite well with each other. Or what about Dolphins, you’ve been trying for years to talk to them as well. So whose to say that their god didn’t create an intelligent life form that looks like a reptile, that walks upright on two leg or even on fore legs for that matter. This brings us to the matter of space travel. Here on earth you’ve dream of going to outer space a
The Sinister Thoughts Of Ali_
history: i had alky at a thanksgiving party my aunt didnt go to(old chardonnay bought for my besty and me months prior that never got drank)  i gave it out to be rid of it as alky isnt something we keep around sis made a big deal about it behind my back to my aunt and it became this whole big story eabout me being in cahoots with my mom to get my aunt (a parollee who was jailed for drugs) thrown back in jail... im just not that type of person and ever since then shes been living hell... everytime i turn around shes wanting to turn me into the cops for harassment for something im not doing. (texts, e-mails, facebook etc.) if we go to my familys christmas im pretty sure theres going to be drama with aunt karen...something about us only going to start drama with her... and if there is alky their im gonna loose it... im gonna explode.  they had alky at christmas 07and she didnt say one thing to anyone.  y me? but if we dont go as we proved last year we get blamed for ruining chri
Respect Or Pride
I am curious to know what is more important to the male specis...Respect or Pride?
Just Writin
have u ever tryed to free ur mind an u just couldnt wanting to let go to other crushes an fellins that u had wit exs its hard i am always tryin to find love but find missury i have givin my heart like nothin but know is like i never know wat to exspect from some1 i hade friend be come enemys maybe i should be alone ppl teel me that i gud 4 nothin but i think of my self useful just not at that time always thinkin an wanting to cry why did my pops leave me wen i waz little waz i not gud enought im not the son u wanted idk i always sware that wen i have a kid i wouldnt do like my father did me disaper im always in the wrong place at the wrong time like wen that bullet hit me but i waz warin my vest ......just want to be gone
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Random Thoughts
My heart is heavy, my heart is broke. It takes your breath, and it makes you choke. The pain will take you to a dark place and eat you alive. Loving someone will only get your heart broken. The tears will roll and you will ache. Love is a lie, love is untrue. It will eat you alive and leave you blue. I look into your eyes and see the real you, and it makes me wonder why you do the tings you do. People  come and people go but my love will always show. You took my heart and broke it in two. Why oh why do you treat me this way. You pick up my heart and you throw it away. Alone in the dark, with just my thoughts. Crying because of the loneliness and pain. What went wrong I will never know, I'll just pick up the pieces and go. Welcome to the dark and wrap myself in it. Stay in the dark, live in the dark. Never to love again.    Drama, drama, drama, everyone says they don't want any drama. Everyone says they don't need it or don't want it and that's all fine and dandy. Just one lil
Princess Blogs
i dnt care what you've heard about me, i know who i am & if your real with me, you will know too. for those who dont know me;ive seen it all, done it all but i guess its just the beginning. my birthday is on may 25th so dnt forget =] ive been living on my own since i was 18. im portuguese & greek.. cant get any better than that!! i feel that im more portuguese cause i was raised mostly around my mom side of the family. i dont need to pretend im something that im not. i work my ass off for everything i have & everything i want..thats how i was raised & thats how i will always be. i love going out, but id rather spend a night with that special person then go out & party every weekend. theres days where i like to just stay home & movies, get all know. im probably nothing like what you'd ever expect. dont judge me, cause most likely im not the girl you think i way smarter then you think & i have no problem proving you wrong. once you think you know me; ill p
Lost Soul
i dont care how big or strong you are, or what you seen an done in this life. its nothing whit out love or family even if it messed up .your only hope is what you show an pass on, ppl may come go but only your foot prints are left be hind an memories left so they may lean some thing about who you are or was an i hope they lean from it. an better there self....  Can you discern the freedom of unbarring your soul to the only One who asks nothing in return, but love. What can we offer back but our trust and fears? One day we will weep no more for we will have given them both unashamedly. Truth creates a meaning for our dreams. Ask the questions I may have missed. Write, scribble, highlight, document, journalise, whatever! Get the point across! Do not allow limitations, for life will not hesitate to pass you by. Growing All around us a generation gone blind, unaware as the real darkness shadows their light. Illumination dims the wisdom of their Resolve. Darkness maintains a c

We All Have Issues
Ok,  so I am finally back wiwth the man I love, Mikie, and I totally lost his trust b/c I didnt tell the truth when I had the chance. Why is it some of us ignore the chance to say something and instead keep it in untill we cant any longer? Mabey its just me. Who knows. But Im slowly gaining his trust back and in the long run I have learned to always tell the truth up front while you have the echance rather keeping it buried inside of you.   -Amber
If I Died
This is something that I found going through some old stuff on my comp, figured I'd throw it out there, hey... it's my first blog on here, of course it's gonna be dumb LMAO.  If you wanna, feel free to copy and paste it into an e-mail and hit me up, steal it if you'd like, there are some answers out there that you just wouldn't expect!     If i died tonight, and you would never get a chance to see me again. [be honest]01. What are 5 things you would want me to know before I died?1]2]3]4]5]02. What would 5 questions be that you have been wanting to ask me?1]2]3]4]5]03. If I died, would you come to my funeral?04. If I died, would you cry?05. If I died, would you forget me eventually?06. If I died, what would be going through your head?07. Would you tell me you loved me before I died?08. Would you mean it?09. If I died, would you regret anything you said to me?10. If I died, would you be wishing you told me something that you haven't already told me?11. If I died, what would be your la
Lounge Stuffs
Want to Spread Holiday Wishes in The Anti-Lounge? Share the Love! It's the holiday season again, and we're looking for you to help share your holiday memories with us on K-IRB, the Internet's F'n Rock Station, which is broadcast in our home, The Anti-Lounge! All we're asking is for two little things. A happy holiday message, something to the effect of... Hi, this is Bubbles, wishing you and yours a safe and happy holiday season! Of course, don't use my name, silly! We're also asking you to share your best Holiday memory. It can be anything you like, and we'll broadcast it on the air at K-IRB heard in The Anti-Lounge, at least once an hour until December 25th. It's simple. Call 631-206-6591Leave the messageThat's it! It's my first Holidays with K-IRB, so help me out? Come on and share the holiday spirit with your friends in The Anti-Lounge on the Internet's F'n Rock Station, K-IRB. Thanks! Bubbles Join us in Also in the Anti-Lounge
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Great Googily Moogily
So yea, I've got this nasty flu that just seems to be getting worse.  I'm drinking plenty of water and taking some OTC stuff, but can't seem to lay down without drowning, so here I sit again.   I haven't actually blogged for ages, but figured fuggit.   Still no luck on the job front, and I think I am just going to have to enroll in school and be done with it.  (when I can get enough energy to go drive to the campus that is)   Got the lights up for Christmas yesteday, which probably didnt' help my ailment, but oh well, the kids are happy lol. But with the exception of that, I'm in pretty good spirits these days, and think the future holds good things for those around me.  I haven't been around much here lately, at least, not out in the open, but I realized life goes on, and as such for those around here.  I enjoy some folks around here, and others I've realized pretty much don't give a crap about me, and I'm okay with that. I'm just grateful for what I have, and that at the end
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Iq Test
He's So Amazing.
Just Stuff
If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.Here's 25 random things about me.When you're finished reading, it's your turn to write 25 random things about you, and tag 25 people to find out more about them.1. I'm addicted to LipSmackers2. My favorite color is pink3. I'm a pop culture junkie4. I would rather have people come to my house than go to theirs5. I won't cook unless I have someone else to cook for6. I grind my teeth way too much7. I hate my nose8. I miss high school9. When I was a kid I wanted to be a lawyer10. When I was a teenager I wanted to be an interior designer or fashion designer11. I love console video games12. I love the CW13. I don't brush my hair14. I don't drink beer15. I don't have a favorite food16. I'm legally blind without my glasses17. I HATE Dr. Phil18. Nothing makes me happier than seeing my kids smile19. I love the Twilight Saga20. I hate the house I live in21. I can easily wash and dry the laundry, but I have a really hard time sorting it a
I'm Baaaack!
      She's back so own her ass!! ♪ Unbreakable
Top 10 Questions On Obama's Afghanistan Strategies
President Barack Obama will announce his new Afghanistan policy tonight at the U.S. Military Academy in West Point, New York.  Some news organizations have reported that President Obama will send anywhere from 30,000 to 34,000 additional troops to the region.  To get you prepared for tonight's announcement, here are some answers to the most asked questions about President Obama's proposal. 1. If the President sends 35,000 more troops to Afghanistan, does that count as a “surge?” Simply put, no, because the use of that term implies an Iraq-like strategy of ramping up forces to the maximum of what the generals are requesting. It has been widely reported that General McChrystal’s assessment for additional troops to achieve maximum chance of success was between 60,000 and 80,000 troops. While the President’s decision is better than no new troops at all, it falls short of that assessment. Additionally, the White House plans to add troops over time as it sees fit, a
Good Laugh This Morning
from: fubar Support Please leave any mafia related questions or issues here:... United States subject: Please post a salute to level up   received: 12/1/2009 08:09 am replied: no    block this member    Flag as spam   Dear Sperminator's Uterus:You have stopped collecting points because you cannot move higher thanlevel 20 without a salute. To continue accumulating points and move to ahigher level, please post a salute. The process is explained in the fubarBible section on salutes.Salute Help-fubar family   I peed my pants on so many levels!
Might Be Gone Awhile thats where ill be... why?...because lately ive been distracted...and i need to concentrate on my music a lot i am not in anyway blaming fu for anything...its just a lot easier to run my music and life through one site than have to check multiple sites daily and be responsible for other things like my family and such... if you guys would like to check out my tunes the link is above and i hope to see you al again soon... peace and love... drew :D
Does Music Have A Race Or Color On It?
Dj Wyldwest @ Dirtydeedsradio!
come bye sometime and check out dirtydeedsradio!! check out al the djs and the everyone at ddr! im on from 8pm-11pm eastern time mond tuesday wednesday, and for the after party 2am-5am est. on sunday mornings. check it out and or check me out :) peace!      
A Word From Coach
im sorry poemI'm sorrythat i bought you rosesto tell you that i like youI'm sorryThat I was raised with respectnot to sleep with you when you were drunkI'm sorrythat I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was raisedI'm sorryThat I am actually nice;not an assholeI'm sorryI don't have a huge bank accountto buy you expensive thingsI'm sorryI like to spend quality nights at homecuddling with you, instead of at a clubI'm sorryI would rather make love to you then just fuck youlike some random guy.I'm sorryThat I am always the one you need to talk to,but never good enough to dateI'm sorryThat I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,but when we went out you went home with another guyI'm sorryThat I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friendI'm sorryIf I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to
Lovin It
My New Biz
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The Way It Is.....
I like beingUNPERFECT.... May the angels protect youTrouble neglect youAnd heaven accept you when it's time to go homeMay you always have plentyThe glass never emptyKnow in your bellyYou're never alone May your tears come from laughingYou find friends worth havingWith every year passingThey mean more than goldMay you win and stay humbleSmile more than grumbleAnd know when you stumbleYou're never alone  
The Problem With Nsfw
"space Left In My Heart"
Am I so imperfect that you can't love me? Adore me? Treat me like a human being? I try my best and do everything I can do, your not the only "Sunshine" in my responsability. I run from daylight until dark. When your sleeping, i'm sill going strong. Maybe some appreciation or a thank you for what you do, a rose from time to time, or even just a simple pat on the back will do! I stayed up for three days and you bitch me out because your bed wasn't made. I drive two hours to get my children and two hours back and you bitch because I didn't have a hot meal on the table but yet left overs in the frig. What can I do? Tell me what else I can possibly do? Obviously i'm so "IMPERFECT" that I will never do for me, you, or anyone. I cry allday and night because I can't make no one happy in anything I do. Pour my heart out in every effort I make and every action I made. Tell me what else I can possibly do? Theres no more tears and no more fears, i just don't give my whole heart into anything I do.
                              Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own Everybody has a private world Where they can be alone Are you calling me, are you trying to get through Are you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you I'm just so fuckin' depressed I just can seem to get out this slump If I could just get over this hump But I need something to pull me out this dump I took my bruises, took my lumps Fell down and I got right back up But I need that spark to get psyched back up In order for me to pick that mic back up I don't know how I pry away And I ended up in this position I'm in I starting to feel distant again So I decided just to pick this pen Up and tried to make an attempt to vent But I just can't admit Or come to grips, with the fact that I may be done with rap I need a new outlet I know some shits so hard to swallow And I just can't sit back and wallow In my own sorrow But I know one fact I'll be one tough act to follow One tough act to follow Copy
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Manic Monday
Just wanted to say Hi....   That is all.
Fu Fake Gentleman
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Gun History
 GUN HISTORY                          This is very, very interesting information!!!                        FACTS ARE FACTS, THE REAL REASON BEHIND GUN CONTROL.                                                                            A LITTLE GUN HISTORY  In 1929, the Soviet Union established gun control.  From 1929 to 1953, about 20 million dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated.                                                                  ------------------------------  In 1911,  Turkey established gun control.  From 1915 to 1917, 1..5 million Armenians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated.                                 ------------------------------    Germany established gun control in 1938 and from 1939 to 1945, a total  of 13 million Jews and others who were unable to defend themselves  were rounded up and        exterminated.                                                                  ---------------------
Six Things We Can Be Thankful For
As we gather this holiday season, we should remember how fortunate we Americans are tolive in a free and just nation.America was founded upon sound conservative principles grounded firmlyin human nature and not in radical idealism. And today, we see thatthese principles, though under attack from the Left, are still verymuch alive. As Heritage Foundation scholar Matthew Spalding explainedin 2003, Thanksgiving maintains the tradition of the American Foundingand affirms that "while we are committed to upholding religiousliberty, we remain one nation under God." So, despite these tough times, conservatives and Americans have muchto be thankful for:1.   The United States Constitution. The single most important andtimeless document of our nation's Founding Fathers, the U.S.Constitution lays the framework for a government that protectsthe natural and unalienable rights of every American. TheConstitution, the key to our greatness and the bulwark of ourliberties, offers an antidote to the Left
The Desolate Warrior.
New Fubar Policy
Starting on Thursday, we will begin enforcing a new policy for primary photos / avatars and it will apply to everyone. This does not effect non-primary photos (i.e.: random stuff in your photo albums), only the photo that you select to be next to your name everywhere on the site.   The policy will be:   * no bare chests. (men, or women... duh)   * no lingerie, bras, or underwarez.   * nothing deemed sexually suggestive, at our discretion.     Any primary photos which we find in violation of the policy will be marked as NSFW (even if they wouldn't normally have been marked NSFW had they NOT been a primary photo). Repeated offenses will result in suspension and/or removal of your account (the same as if you break other rules on the site, repeatedly).     We want as many people to have fun and enjoy the site as possible and quite frankly, some of you who've been abusing our lenient primary photo policies have started turning into somethi
Collar This pain is like a collar, Growing ever tighterI try to grow around it, But the more I growThe deeper it cuts into my soul Until the day comes That my soul is ripped apartLeaving nothing but an empty shellThe collar of self hate And the hatred that everyone has against meOf all the things I've doneAnd will do wrongNo one can or wants to help meThis is my curse: To suffer foreverNever finding joy   by me JRW
Damn Hackers
Why do people like hacking into other peoples stuff. I think it is cause they don't have anything better to do. Well here is a message for all the hackers out there. NO TRESSPASSING HACKERS WILL BE SHOT SURVIORS WILL BE SHOT AND PISSED ON!!!!!! sorry for my rant thank you for listing
Even When I Mess Up Big Time
he still loves me. what an amazing man!  
Random Ramble
So I was thinking about the concept of truth today.  What is truth?  Is it just our own version on what we percieved to have happened?  I think so. Maybe.  Different people see different things different ways, right?  I mean we all know someone who sees things different than we do.  And some people have an obviously skewed view or perception of thier own reality, we all know them too, quit playin'.  I guess what had me wondering.....  Am I one of those people?     Not looking for an answer, just felt like throwing it out there. Yesterday, I'm standing outside the grocery store watching this guy talk to his son.  They are approached by a man in a suit who says he's new in town and is looking to find the post office.  After they tell him, he says he'a a preacher and is starting at a church nearby.  He asked them to come in and he can help them find God and get into heaven.  The Dad looks uncomfortable and doesn't seem to know what to say. WHEN!  The son chimes in with, "With all due
Moon Dance
MOON DANCE Full moon....shinning bright....... Dance with it's light.   Round and round.....I feel the pull........ Come dear feel it too.   Light that still....... Let it lead us.....where it will..............  
perfect breakfast: I'm gonna go with the classic. an omelet, with lots of cheese,  orange juice, thick slightly burned bacon, and crispy hashbrowns.   perfect date: Dinner and drinks, followed by a show (preferably a good one), more drinks, a walk on the pier, followed by rough sex that happens without planning. perfect kiss: nice and hard on the lips, followed by a bite on the neck   perfect argument: something about rediculous pop culture.  I'll pretend to be right even when I realize I'm wrong. perfect man/woman: Smart is number one. I like women I think are smarter than me.  beautiful, funny (Witty is really whats important), someone I can argue about stupid things with, and then make up.  Someone who is as spontanious as I am. The best times arent planned   perfect shoe: I have two. beach mocosins (spelling?), I wear them everywhere, and buy a new pair every couple of months. they wear out quick. and adidas sambas. they take like six months to wear in, but once you do, the
Random Stuff I've Heard About Me
Yes, that's right.  I'm dropping names.  Kloverlyn was nice enough NOT to name any names in her blog, but I'm done being nice.  I'm sick of stupid blond cunt trying to play the victim card.  She has made some of the most insane accusations I have EVER heard of.  She blamed boops for reporting Klover and that's an out and out lie.  Boops would NEVER report Klover for the crap that stupid blond cunt was saying.  She accused me of not being in the military, yet she wouldn't ever make the accusations to my face.  She also accused me of hacking her fubar account, and hacking Klover's other account.  She also stated that there was no way I could have been at Fitzsimmons Army Medical Center in 1995-1996 because she claims it was closed down in 1989.  Bullshit.  I don't know where she gets her information from, but Fitz did not close down until 1999, well AFTER I left.  She did send me a backhanded apology and in her apology she attempted to lay the blame at someone else's feet.  I do not tole
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Stranger Than Fiction
So It's been a few weeks. 1232 junk emails. Here are the highlights and the lowlights.   AARP: Enjoy all the benifits. I'm not that old! AgeQuiz: How old are you really I said I'm not that fucking old! CIO minute: 10 People not to hire. Are you one of them? Hey look buddy, after the age guy, you are all on pretty thin ice. Radical diet pill. Only for the brave! So now I'm fat and a chicken? Terrorism threat level has been elevated to [HI Tell them I said Hi back. Forensics Degree: Your future is dead. I'm going to stop reading these soon. This holiday season, spread more.... this was actually for holiday recipes but I would have to think they cut off the title here on purpose. MRS FARIDA WAZIRI: BE CAREFUL OF THE HUDLOOMS‏ Why? they aren't as bad as hoodlums. Beautiful Russian Women Are Waiting to Meet You fine... tell them I am poor.... and old. Like AARP old. Lonely Wives Adult Dating ok you know what... You bitches already have husbands and now you are going
Role Play
She asked that they pretend to be strangers. As she walks in the door, she sees him sitting at a table in the back. He looks up, not quite sure, yes that is her he thinks. Their eyes meet as she makes her way across the room. She is dressed in black. A skirt, with boots exposing a hint of leg and a low cut blouse showing the swell of her breast. As she reaches the table they smile. "Mind if I sit with you? " she asks. "No, please do." he replies. They sit quietly, making idle conversation. She is nervous, and orders a shot of tequila with her beer. Sliding closer to him she takes his hand and places it under the table, into her skirt, allowing him to touch her, letting him know she isn't wearing anything underneath. His hand lingers a moment trailing along the edge of her pussy. He takes her hand and lays it in his lap, on his hard cock. Both of them breathing harder, look at each other, acknowledging that they are about to play out the fantasy that has already been scripted for them.
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Reality Intrudes
There is no time for dreams, for believing in fairy tales.  Truth consumes the most beautiful fantasies like flames, devouring hopes and wishes, turning them black with the charred remnants of harsh reality.  I wish dreams lasted longer...  I wish I could find the one dream that doesn't disappear in the light of day...  I long for a fantasy strong enough, real enough, solid enough to touch.
This poem was written for me by my bff!! =)   The Metamorphosis I had never seen anything like it. It was almost regal the way it hung there. There was undeniable strength in the cord that kept it connected to the tree And somehow I sensed it was not just a simple cord, but a lifeline. I had to look twice at the complexity of this amazing structure. A cocoon of sorts I assumed, but it was so thick As if there was layer after layer that made up its walls. It was as if the layers were acting as an armor… a shelter. I could not help but to stop and take a second look. There was a beauty that mesmerized the eye. There was a strength that defied reason. Yet at the same time there was an undeniable sadness That overwhelmed me as I stepped closer and examined its composition. Day after day others went by. Nobody could simply pass though Without lingering for a moment to watch this cocoon in amazement. There was life in this shell, But day after day the layers remained u
 For too long have we kept letting ourselves get killed. For too long have we not wanted to take life from those who wish us dead. For too long have we not defended our beliefs because we hold value in the sacredness of life. No more we will stand by and let them kill us anymore. It ends in this lifetime for good or for bad!!  Now  we fight for ourselves  and our faith and beliefs.  Now  we kill and we die for our belief and our right to live. Peace will come to this planet or not at all.  Now is the time for our magic to unite. The children of the gods who practice magic we will live or die. They started this war and with our magic and our beliefs we will end it once and for all!! Yes we may have persecuted them but thats because we were trying to avoid this war. Sacrafice the few to save the many, we tried and failed. We are outnumbered but we are stronger than they are. Our strength comes from true faith and belief in what we do and how we live. Success is not promised. Even now I w
Expect The Unexpected
why does it always seem when iam about to be happy it ends just as fast as it startsso my roommate who iam living with now his unemployment ends soon and no one wants to hire someone who is in there 40si dont know why so many people are so stuck on the ageas long as they are capable of doing the job and they dont have any major health issuesthey should be qualified to work no matter how old they areso i have until the 15 or the 25thsomething like that before they shut off the internet and i need to find a place to move toi dont really care about my self as much as iam more worried about my cati dont honestly think my heart could take it if i had to give him upi have to think of something and soon so i guess iam going to see about going apartment hunting i do have a place in mind but i really hate living alonei have no place to go my own family does not want me well my so called famly i refuse to call that piece of shit for a man as my fathersince he has done nothing for me or his gfand
I feel so unsure as I take your hand an lead you to the dance floor.As the music dies something in your eyesCalls to mind a silver screen and you're its sad goodbye.I'm never gonna dance againguilty feet have got no rhythmThough it's easy to pretendI know you're not a fool.I should have known better than to cheat a friendAnd waste a chance that I've been given.So I'm never gonna dance againthe way I danced with you.Time can never mend the careless whispers of a good friend.To the heart and mind ignorance is kind.There's no comfort in the truthpain is all you'll find.I'm never gonna dance againguilty feet have got no rhythm. . .Never without your love.Tonight the music seems so loudI wish that we could lose this crowd.Maybe it's better this wayWe'd hurt each other with the things we want to say.We could have been so good togetherWe could have lived this dance foreverBut now who's gonna dance with me? - Please stay.And I'm never gonna dance againguilty feet have got no rhythm. . .No danc
Still Unbroken
Broken bones, broken hearts Stripped down and torn apart A little bit of rust I'm still running Counting miles, counting tears Twisted road, shifting gears Year after year It's all or nothing But I'm not home I'm not lost Still holding on to what I got Ain't much left No there's so much that's been stolen Guess I've lost everything I've had But I'm not dead, at least not yet Still alone, still alive Still unbroken I'm still alone, still alive I'm still unbroken Never captured, never tamed Wild horses on the plains You can call me lost I call it freedom I feel the spirit, in my soul It's something Lord I can't control I'm never giving up While I'm still breathing I'm not home I'm not lost Still holding on to what I got Ain't much left No there's so much that's been stolen Guess I've lost everything I've had I'm not dead, at least not yet Still alone, still alive Still unbroken I'm still alone, still alive Still unbroken I'm still unbroken Still unbroken Like the wind, like the
I Want This Girl
I want this Girl I'm the girl who will put my head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you.  I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you. I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you. I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like; I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms.  I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me.  I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have. I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it.  And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.  I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss. I'
Why We Love The Kush
Can the world really go with out Kush or any sort of Weed,Chronic.What would this place be like.The chaos,the depression and all the help it does for those who have it for medical reasons.Some people use it for there own reasons,but as we all know its a seed that we plant and it grows and it depends on how the plant is taken care it can be very nice or a waste of time.I my self have done the process and work and grown some bomb ass pot.I seen people go thru bad shit just to have some weed.My godfather told me when i was 12 that pot is the gateway drug to trying everything else.Growing up my brothers and I smoked alot of bud,pot,the good shit i can say.We goten older and we ended up trying our fair share of drugs and some of us learned our lessons and some didnt.I think and wonder what this place would be like without pot.
The answers were so FUN Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you!Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT!1. Would you be in control?2. Would you pull my hair?3. Would you whisper in my ear?4. Would you talk dirty to me?5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?6. Would you say my name?7. Would you go down on me?8. Would you let me give you a hickie?9. How many rounds would we go?10. What would you wanna do afterwards?11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?12. Would you lick and bite me all over?13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?14. Would you want me to take my time?15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?16. Would you want fast or slow?17. Where would you wanna "do it"?18. Would you be loud or quiet?19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?20. What position would we do it in?21. Do you like me?22. Would you call me the next day?23. Would you scratch me?
Vip For A Sweetheart
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To Linda (new Poem)
When I look into your eyes, I see more beauty than starlit skies I long to feel your hand in mine, And feel the way our love will climb You are the one I have sought so long, The one who makes my heart dance with song I long to feel your loving embrace, and shortness of breath as our hearts race I hear your voice and stress disappears, You sound like heaven gliding to my ears I'm so thankful I finally found you, So I say it again, Linda, I love you ©2009 Paul Jones It is illegal to copy this poem, in part, or in it's intirity, with out the authors' permission.
like a nosedive in cold water, burning holes in your face.Created by laurenpwns and taken 54 times on Bzoink Hello, what is the name you were given at birth?: Kalista Rae Cooper How old are you and when is your birthday? Do you like your age?: 21, May 28 1988, and umm sure? lol Where do you live? Are there fun things to do in your town?: Moline IL, no not really Im usually in Davenport IA lol just sleep in IL What school do you go to, if you actually still go to school anymore?: Ill be going to Black Hawk College in Jan Would people consider you more immature or mature?:
The "mirror" Effect
OK, after listening to all this crap on the news and shit, I figure it's time to write a little something about it.  About shit in general, because I can be very opinionated, LOL! Soda tax, for fight obesity.  What the fuck?  Who does that shit?  Let's tax the shit that fat fuck's drink to fight their fatness?  Really now?  OK, I don't have a problem with people who are overweight, just the attitude about it.  Who are we holding acountable for the bad mistakes people are making?  And just not obesity either, it's always a game of trying to pass the buck, pointing the finger. Wal-Mart, an unstopable creature, unless you really don't want to stop it, quit shopping there.  Yes, I know, it's nice to have one-stop shopping after you cash your check, you can get groceries, diapers, and your vinegar based douche all in one place.  I personally, hate driving all over to get what I need, but I won't feed money into that monster.  Wal-Mart purchases goods from China, therefore taking
High Five Midget Toes Emotional Rollercoaster
they ride on little pink ponys with sombreros' on their heads yoddleing down the big orange sliderivers flopping down the white walls of the melting sun inhaling as the globe spinsplaying my silver flute as it gleams in gold over the blueberry sun numbing the pain for the distancemeditate says the black man with the white fuzz following the little green man with the white nose and everywhere the green man went the plants were sure to growa day to remember ending with our eyes as big as zee moon drifting in the sun set of the heated rainbow collums  afirenothing is worse than when the black dot seeps into the tv glistening over the dark shadows of the alley wayszee elephants line dance and dee flip flopper cracks a bottle infactuated with the  massive steam clouds fleeing from the grates of the
Numbing The Pain
Dreams torn to pieces, broken like glass Hope faded away, withered like leaves Not knowing is blessing, ignorance the only protection Nothing is numbing my pain The fragments of my faith Became the blade in my hand Just darkness my eyes see Pushed me to the end of all dead-end-streets A curse - cannot lie to myself I'm doomed - cannot silence my heart Fear is the tool, conformity our medicine How can I smile as this age dies, like everybody else Dancing around the fire, that burns this world Cannot bend down, I would just break I hate myself for playing their game Parents poison their children, never teach them to question If it only wasn't for this certainty in me I am a giant in their tiny world
I awake every day thoughts and memories holding me down. I have three reasons to get up and survive, for that; it is all I am doing is surviving. I have lost all reasons for living, for a life without love does not allow you to feel alive. I have failed at living so I will just survive, taking day by day to protect and care for my reasons.Surviving is all I can do for without love I am an empty shell just wandering through this life waiting for it to end. Day after day, I wish for an end an end to the hurt, the loneliness and the constant bombardment of my emotions.I no longer wish to feel, to have any emotions. To have loved and be loved then to lose that love kills. It kills ones heart and soul especially when you love and it is not returned. I die more and more each day, ever so slowly as my emotions fade away killing my heart and soul leaving me just an empty shell. A shell that goes on surviving to protect and care for three children.Those children need me to survive for them and
Dazed And Confused
what's the purpose of adding friends here if nobody is really interested in chatting and making new friends
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Frustrated... Women
I hate that...  I mean I fucked this 40 year old last night who had no idea how to ride cock.  She kept just grinding on it.  I'm not small by no means, so she could've taken my cock upto head and back down all the way to the balls.  She was great at oral sex, but once we got to the point where she rode me cock it got bad.  Not to mention I had to do ALL the work leading upto when she asked if I wanted to goto the bedroom.  I had to make EVERY move which took like an hour, so by that point I was already pissed off and frustrated. Also I don't get why women these days try to connect sex to a romatic relationship  first these days.  To have a romantic relationship I must have a good friendship and sexual relationship (friendship being first).  
Life On Fubar
why do people feel the need to be fake i really dont get it so i came to these simply 3 factors your a fat ugly loser your a sick pervert or you are just simply twisted anyway JUST STOP IT
Why was I such a fool, Falling in love with you. Shouldve known from the start, You would only break my heart. I only have myself to blame, wishing you could feel the same. My heart races with your touch, Why do I love so much. Thinking of you brings me to tears, Holding you calms my fears. Why was I such a fool. To think your love was true. We look into each others eyes just as the sun begins to rise My heart begins to race as u hold me in your loving embrace I knew it from the very start that ud be the one to melt my heart. The way you see into my soul my love for you continues to grow. Hold my hand as i hold yours and together we will open all closed doors watching the storm clouds rolling in feeling the darkness enveloping me waiting for the downpour let it raid down on me hide away my tears desperate for the light to shine in the darkness begins to smother me deeper and deeper i fall harder and harder it becomes losing all the light and the air
OOOOOOOOOO YAE NSFW ne ways love to have fun here no bars in the sand box..
My Toyota Yaris
I bought my beautiful blue Toyota Yaris at Eastern Shore Toyota - Lifetime Warranty last month.
Bomb List
Aultrize Schedule(want 2 Schedule Ur Day Sb Me)
If You Would Like My Points For 12 Hrs SB Me
Old Stuff
As suicide thoughts/ slowly creep in/ i grab hold of my liberation/ My only way out/ The only object that keeps me sane/ The only thing i can control/ Not evern my thoughts are my own/ To know that i cant control them/ Only scares me even more/ I dont know what they mean/ I sit and try to figure them out/ Until i want to scream!/ Until i want to run away to a psychiatric ward!/ Until i stand there and yell out to my Lord!/ To my savior/ The only one who understands/ And tells me this isnt what it seems/ It is only a dream// As i wake up/ I only see darkness/ I feel trapped/ deep down in this hole/ I know theres no way out/ I have gone to my hell/ I have lost my soul/ I hold the truth/ That will liberate others/ But i start to panic/ I start to shake/
What Have We Become!!
Those of You Born 1930 - 1979 TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED THE 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers Who smoked and/or drank while they were Pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, Tuna from a can and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-base paints.
Babygirl292008 Shit
When I'm gone just carry on don't mourn rejoice every time u here my voice just know that I'm looking down on u smiling and I didn't feel a thing so baby do't feel no pain just smile back! I hate bein alone this shit sucks! Fuck a hater fuck a snitch!
Donations For 3yr Spotlight
July 4th 2010 will be 3yrs on Fubar  **Taking Donations For Spotlight** if you donate plz put your name here so that i can post a bulletin. You do not need to put your amount donated. all donations will be appreciated
u wanna seebut cant get past it allall of the thingsthings that was hardbut never the samenever said a wordbut said it all throughtouchcant imagin itcant even think of itwont even darebut cant even tellwords cant be spokebut only be shown througheyesby the timetime u feel it'll be gonegone like the wind under the eagleswingscant change but theres always room for improvement and moremore inside then the adveragepersonif they say there badif they say there just wrongjust tell them there mistakencause only time can telltell you what each and every tear meanseven though i cant always be therei can comfert you in ways you canonly imaginthough your tears fallthough your heart kills with each beat and soundi can always say im hereyou always seem to give up whentime comes to say say the things you want and giveeven a rose has a timeless touchsmell and feel but never gives out or even up.....
with the sounds of the drums and the voices of the men and the war paint of the worriers and the spirits of the fallen braves the fire rages on no man is safe the woman prepare the shamen dances with the light of the full moon there voices call to the spirits beyond and above they prepare for the war to come meny have fallen meny have shed there blood on that very ground they dance upon they call upon the strongest and mightest of them all men dressed as animals acting as one nothing wont stop stop the war but prepare to fight fight to there deaths may the wolf spirit guid and prepare...
Can You Handle The Sciencey?
Do you even want more sciencey? Could you handle more sciencey? I thought of a couple of ideas for more sciencey drawings. let me know if you are interested. 1. First draft for todays most loved inventions. 2. If LoLcats taught school. 3. Homes/home products of the future. Thoughts, do you have any?
What Really Goes On In My Head, Not Just Me Been An Asshole.
        This is my new blog Basically I'm going to post a new thought that's entered my head every week on here, and turn it into a topic. It could be a rant, could be something I've discovered, something that's good or just an opinion on something. I'm going to do my first one tomorrow because it's Sunday, and that's the day I'm choosing to do it on. Every Sunday. It's basically like a diary of thoughts because I don't think people on here are capable of forming a coherent thought of their own, so I'll show them how it's done. That's all. Adios. :) OK it's Sunday now, so I'm posting this one. And it's a rant about women. I'm sure I'm not the only bloke who thinks they're just useless and annoying. I personally think women need to learn that men are far superior to them in every way, and they need to get back in their cages and be quiet.  My reasons for thinking women are useless and pathetic. What has a woman ever invented that is useful? Oh that's right, Nothing. Us me
Okay, I haven't blogged in awhile on here, but there has been plenty to blog about just been busy or tired. First off, I have a newest member of my family, he was born June 28th, 2010.  His name is Tommy Dale.  Things are going pretty well.  My hand is still messed up from July 2nd of 09.  I'm still going to doctors and whatnot to see what can if anything can be done for it...   They are thinking about surgery but they want to know what to do surgery on before they do anything.  Then again they also said that it would be a 20% of the surgery working and 80% they fuck it up even more.   I am exausted and thats due to lack of sleep from my little man... he has his days and nights mixed up and I have to be up all night and then I get about 3hrs of sleep before I have to get up to take care of my daughters...  I'm running on empty lol.  I guess that is it for now to tired to finsh lol.  I'll keep ya'll updated.
Suicide Lab Productions
The Stubborn Sparrow
   Once upon a time there was a little sparrow. This sparrow was so stubborn when fall started turning to winter he did not want to leave his home. As the days grew shorter and colder he decided it would be better if he flew south for the winter. So his journey began.   He flew as fast and as hard as he could but it was so cold his wings became frozen and he fell to the ground. The sparrow landed out in the middle of a snowy pasture shivering and cold. Well as luck would have it along came a bull and shit right on top of the little bird. He laid there in the stinking mess and then realised he was getting warmer. Then he tried to wiggle and get loose from the pile of shit he found himself in but with no luck he seemed to be getting in the pile deeper and deeper. A barn cat in the distance seen the movements and silently stalked closer to investigate.The cat picked up the little sparrow by one stinking wing and began to shake the shit off him. The sparrow was so delighted to be out
Quotes I Like
"Love is like grass. If you fall on it, it may leave a stain and some temporary pain. But you’ll get over the pain, it will eventually stop hurting. Now maybe the stain ruined your favorite pair of jeans, or maybe it was nothing special that was ruined, but either way the stain remains there. And with time, it will begin to fade, but it will always be there, a permanent reminder that you, too, once fell.” Author unknown   Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs.Being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers' eyes. Being vexed, a sea nourished with lovers' tears. What is it else?A madness most discreet, a choking gall and a preserving sweet. What I have with him is worth it. It is worth every lonely night,every tear I cry from missing him,and the pain I feel from not having him close.It is worth it because he is my one and only.When I picture myself years from now,I see only him. No matter how painful distance can be, not having him in my life would be worse.    
The Hip Hop World NEW CANIBUS ALBUM "Melatonin Magik" dropping Febuary 2010.Follow Twitter: LYRICS Professor Griff:CanibusThrowing melanated molotov cocktailsEngineer directly out of Full SailRippin' the jacker, ain't nobody nastierSpittin' and grabbin' facts and data to enhance yaCanibus the lyrical adjective killaCanibus:My Melatonin Magik is enhanced by the melatonin tabletsCome take a walk with Canibus, Ardipithecus RamidusWhat the fuck is Melatonin Magik Bis?I still ain't understanding this shitOkay, my brain is a microchipMy two balls with a cane is a macro-dickI rap so sickI created swine PLOO (flu) out of an infinite mixYou tried to diss but can't even spitYou just stand there and wish with your hand on your hipsMan you a bitchWho the fuck is you to criticize a lyrical kingYou see, that's my problemI spit a thousand bars ya'll was silentI ain't heard nothing about itI ha
Witchcraft And Othere Things
Candlemas/Imbolc - 2nd February Imbolc, also called the Feast of Brighid, celebrates the approach of spring. The term "Imbolc" means "in milk" and at this time, pregnant sheep begin to lactate. This is one sure sign that spring is coming soon. Although the days are getting longer, this is still the heart of winter and Brighid, the Celtic Goddess of healing, poetry, and smithcraft is honored. Her gift of smithcraft comes with an added bonus - fire. This may be the reason some celebrate this day as the day of the Celtic Fire Goddess. This is a time of new beginnings and growth. At this time, think of your goals and dreams for this year that you will accomplish. At this time, greet the pregnant Maiden Goddess and give Her thanks for soon She will give birth to the spring. HERBS: Snowdrop, Bay, Heather, First Flower of the Year. INCENSE: Rosemary, Cinnamon, Westeria Frankincense, Myrrh COLOR: White, Orange, Red. DECORATIONS: Lamps, Brooms, Yellow flowers. FOOD: All dairy products, Cu
Things In History
THE TRUTH ABOUT THE FIRST THANKSGIVING (BY JAMES W. LOEWEN) Date: 2009-11-26, 6:53AM HST Reply To This Post The following article was authored by noted historian, professor emeritus of sociology, award winning author, & lecturer James W. Loewen, & is also included in his book "Lies My Teacher Told Me-Everything Your American History Textbook Got Wrong". THE TRUTH ABOUT THE FIRST THANKSGIVING-By James W. Loewen Over the last few years, I have asked hundreds of college students, "When was the country we now know as the United States first settled?" That is a generous way of putting the question. Surely "we now know as" implies that the original settlement happened before the United States. I had hoped that students would suggest 30,000 BC, or some other pre-Columbian date. They did not. Their consensus answer was "1620." Part of the problem is the word "settle." "Settlers" were white. Indians did not settle. Nor are students the only people misled by "settle." One recent Th
About Me
Well everyone ive decided iam not going to keep fubar , I dont need it , and have alot of reasons why i dont want too . Anyways i hope you injoyed my artwork. You can find my galleries all over ral-designs . If you like to keep in touch with me please write me and ill let you know what my email and yahoo id is , If your someone who wanted to get to know me or just never did get the chance talk to me . you can do the same and get in touch with me , i will leave this up a day or so , then i will be deleteing my account . Thanx to all the art fans ive made on here and all the beautifull ladys , Which all women are beautifull and sexy . Thanx again . Rick
Naughty Folders= No Rates
I AM A TYPICAL WOMAN AND I CANNOT FIND A NICE ENOUGH PIC TO PUT UP FOR PROFILE ANY SUGGESTIONS PLEASE LEAVE ON THE PICS YA THINK LETS SEE WHAT WE CAN COME UP WITH THANKS.. ok i am keeping my naughty folders set for family only. i sit and rate peoples folders all day everyday to help MYSELF level and seem to get nowhere. when most of u come to my page u hit the nsfw folders..does nothing for me i DO NOT get points for them.  now i can make u pay to see them..but i don't want to have to..if u want to stroke ur cock to my pics then please respect me enough to rate my other pics as well... i have been very trying to give u all something new to stroke to..but i am getting nothing out of it in return..which makes me want to charge bling or other gifts to see them as a way to get points to level  sorry i maybe being selffish..but we are supposed to be friends on here and if i'm ratin ur folders shouldn't u be helpin me out with mine?
Life Is As You Make It
My Time On Fu
Chaos Blog
You see THIS is how CRAZY FUBAR has made people.  If you want ORDER in FUBAR, people must salute the Jester, or forever be friend-less.  Oh, everyone that doesn't, won't get one in return....starting this weekend....I'm a man of my word!

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