YoungBlood's blog: "My Blogs"

I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk. I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants. I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised. I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy". I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things. I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club. I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date. I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy. I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend. I'm sorry That I don't understand that he cheats on you but you take him back; but I'm not good enough to understand that he loves you. I'm sorry If I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around. I'm sorry If I don't answer my phone when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work. I'm sorry that you can't realize... I've been the one all along. I'm sorry If you read this and know somebody like this but don't care, But most of all... I'm sorry For being sorry this long I'm sorry For not being sorry anymore. I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am. Ladies always complain and complain to their friends that there is never any good guys out there anymore, and they always end up with jerks who treat them bad. Well ladies next time your complaining, maybe look up to see who your complaining to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word like usual, screaming in his head "why don't you give me a try?" Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you. If you're a guy and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry" and add a little if I forgot something If You're one of the few girls with enough guts to repost, and you would never make your guy feel this way, repost as "I appreciate the nice guys

"I'll try," she said as he walked away. "Try not to lose you." Two vibrant hearts could change. Nothing tears the being more than deception, unmasked fear. "I'll be here waiting" tested and secure. Nothing hurts my world, just affects the ones around me When sin's deep in my blood, you'll be the one to fall. "I wish I could be the one, the one who won't care at all But being the one on the stand, I know the way to go, no one's guiding me. When time soaked with blood turns its back, I know it's hard to fall. Confided in me was your heart I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me." Nothing will last in this life, our time is spent constructing, now you're perfecting a world... meant to sin. Constrict your hands around me, squeeze till I cannot breathe, this air tastes dead inside me, contribute to our plague. Break all your promises, tear down this steadfast wall, restraints are useless here, tasting salvation's near. Nothing hurts my world, just affects the ones around me When sin's deep in my blood, you'll be the one to fall. "I wish I could be the one, the one who won't care at all But being the one on the stand, I know the way to go, no one's guiding me. When time soaked with blood turns its back, I know it's hard to fall. Confided in me was your heart I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me."