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Dedicated to Luke...My Heart
Everywhere I am there you areIn wishes I make on falling starsWhile passing a stranger on the streetWhose eyes I never fail to meetIt's the clothes that you wearAnd the smell of your skinIt's the songs I hear that remind me of thenIt's the smile on your faceAnd the words that you singIt's the way you make me laugh and How I love wondering what you are thinkingIt's the feeling I get when you call me babyAnd how your touch can make me lose my breathIt's you that I can't help but fall intoIt's the words that you softly speakIt's knowing in my heart thatI believe in youIt's the longing, the needing, feeling likeI can't live without you
Author: Azria†††† Copyright © 2009 Endless Wondering
I watch you as you move with an air of illuminationIt's amazing how your feet never seem to touch the groundYour eyes are fixed on a path unseenIs this an illusion?...a dream?As you walk by everything is silentMonstrous people seem to gather aroundMy view is l
The State Of Our Union
You must recognize, Mr. President, that the State of the Union is not good. You need a new approach and fresh domestic and foreign policies.† Shifting tactics and stoking populism will be both cynical and condescending to the voters, who will see through this strategy.† Mr. President, it’s the policies you need to change, not the spin.
In 2008, you promised economic recovery and sound financing. You promised to keep our country safe. You also promised bipartisanship.
Instead, our nation is enduring high unemployment and slow growth, due to surging spending and government borrowing. Bailouts and a pork-ridden “stimulus” bill will not get our country back on track. High unemployment comes primarily from the lack of job creation, rather than job destruction. Our research shows that your administration’s policies have created uncertainties that have hindered risk-taking by entrepreneurs.
And now, faced with difficulties, instead of changing course you are doublin
I GIVE MY 11'S ON HAPPY HOUR
EVERYDAY AND U MUST HAVE OVER
Something From The Heart...
There are lots of thinkg in life that are scary. All the good stuff usually is. Think of all the good things youve done in your life. How much of it was easy? Probably none of it was, but it was always worth the struggle, Ill bet...Some have said that Ive got guts and a heart at the same time, its a rare combination. Most people who have survived tough moments in life become tough themselves. I never did, even when I wanted too. But that was just the way I was...and it was no surprise after all Ive been through. Dealing with life at its most painful had given me both wisdom and poise, and a great deal of compassion. I wonder many times after that night, how different my life would be now if he were still alive. I suppose I wouldnt be out here. I wouldnt be half the person I am today. Thats all a part of me now. Its part of what makes me so special. I dont know if Id say I was lucky exactly, but maybe in a funny way I am. Ive had some damn tough things happen to me in my life, but Ive b
You can read the title... cough up the tickertape parade for Husky dammit. I'm just hoping there's truth in advertising....
most people i've met say, when you die, your life flashes before your eyes.†
i disagree with this statement.† because when you're moments away from dying, from taking your last breath, you panic.† you're afraid.† this sudden chill takes over your body, because you know, because your brain is telling you, and because your heart is telling you that in just a few seconds, you will cease to exist.
but life doesn't flash before your eyes because you're too fucking scared to think.† you just stay there, caught in that moment, and freeze.† and you pull a stupid face.
when my father died, what he barely remembers is a blur.†
he says, laying down on that stretcher, i could hear the paramedics, your mom crying, the beeping of machines, the engine of the ambulance truck.† but i couldn't hear them the way you hear them in a normal state.† it was like the sounds of each were just mixed together.† in a blender.
like in old times.† in mono.† when sound came out of just one speaker.† everything f
I am not ment to be understood†
I make it impossible for people to get to close
I hold secerts that God himself does not know†
I have been called by many names Vixen, untamable and insane†
Names others have called me cause they do not understand†
I have a plan in life a plan other people will frown upon†
Plans you and your friends will never know†
You can't pick apart my brain you can't change my thoughts†
I will never be tamed althou men try to prove me wrong†
I am strong I can hold my own in any fight†
I am just holding out for a much better life†
I am careful I am presice I do not falter thou at times it may take longer then I thought
I do not need help Or symothy I am just sick of all you idiots who think they know me† its just life†
cant u see
its not just us
its just life
you get mad
u blow up
u lose all control
its just life
u get up
or dead on the ground
its just life
cant u see
Grandma Fucks Grandpa Up
Twas the day after Christmas and all through the house, everyone was passed out drunk even the mouse. When all of a sudden I heard a big clatter I ran inside to see what was the matter. Granma and grandpa seemed in a bother, grandma told grandpa the mailman was his sonís father. Grandpa called grandma a filthy lil whore she grabbed that old man and slammed him to the floor. I could tell grandpa was in fear for his life, when grandma reached in a drawer and grabbed a really big knife. Grandpa got to his feet and tried to flee but grandma tripped him, he took out the tree. The family was watching in awe grandpa jumped up and punched grandma right in the jaw. Grandma stumbled back and took a deep breath, we all knew this meant grandpas untimely death. Grandpa looked at grandma with fear for his life; for he knew he could never beat up his wife. The next thing that happened, I thought I would die; grandpa fell to his knees he started to cry. Through his crying and tears grandpa told grandm
10 Odd Things
Cut-n-paste and repeat yourself. Don't fuss, DO IT!!TOP 10 "ODD" THINGS ABOUT YOU OR SOMETHING YOU HAVE DONE IN YOUR LIFE THAT DEFINES YOURSELF
10. I like watching girl on girl porn....for hours......by myself *blushes*
9. I have to have my toe nails painted all the time or I basically have a panic attack.
8. I have to put an even amount in my gas tank(my sister put $30.07 in and I wanted to choke her)
7. I'm terrified of needles but I have 17 piercings.
6. I straighten my hair everyday even if just to put it up.
5. I have to tuck my foot under my knee in order to fall asleep.
4. I don't leave the house without lip gloss.
3. I hate socks! I own like 3 pair.
2. I love boobs. I have to look at mine atleast 6 times a day...ok more like 10!
1. I own 10 watches but cant bring myself to wear any of them. So here's what you do.
Go to www.urbandictionary.com and do a lookup of your name. Then blog the definition!
1. †† †crystal †† ††† †a fr
†How was your weekend? Mine was pretty stressful. These kids of mine who claim to be adults are worse than my younger ones. With the exception that they will not listen to me. Think they don't have to. Natasha says she's living with her (so called) friend & mom . I say so called† because not long ago she didn't even like the girl.† She needs to get a life as the saying goes because she's 20 & doesn't go to school or work or anything. Too much time for nothing. but she thinks she can come in my house & tell me what she will do here.!! She just came in & yelled at me. I dont know what to do.
†† Anyway...how's the weather? I was totally in shock when I woke up†Monday morning & saw the temperature was 53 !! But we had rain & flood warnings.Several different schools† got out early.† It brightened up in the afternoon.†††Then†yesterday morning I woke up to an inch of snow .†& 30 something degree temps†At least today the river has receded some. but the temps are even colder.
3300bb... dark blue
990000... dark red
Bad Cyber 1 Through 4
BennyDiablo: HELLS YEAH...i wanan be a blonde... kinda look like brad pitts brother qwazimoto pitt...hes lesser known
BennyDiablo: < purrs
BennyDiablo: AHHHHHHH CHOOOOO
BennyDiablo: OH SHIT IM SORRY LET ME CLEAN THAT OFF OF YOU
BennyDiablo: umm..im gonna use the blouse i ripped okay?
Pants on fire: sigh, are you fucking with me?
BennyDiablo: no, i swear i was just trying to make it realistic
Pants on fire: ok
Pants on fire: im pulling your sweat pants down and im rubbing your bulge
BennyDiablo: < screams likea woman...DAMN YOUR HANDS ARE COLD...(thats gonna cause some shrinkage)
Pants on fire: im lifting my miniskirt and taking off my panties
BennyDiablo: BERMP CHICKA WAH WAH
Pants on fire: cute
BennyDiablo: okay, im licking your....SHIT!!!
Pants on fire: WHAT?
BennyDiablo: i gota hair stuck in my throat
Pants on fire: huh?
BennyDiablo: great now im fuckin choking
BennyDiablo: YOU DONT FUCKIN SHAVE?
BennyDiablo: i need some water
Obamacare Not Dead Yet
†††† Although it's on life-support, Obamacare is not dead. There are some who still plan to"forge forward and pass [it] by any means necessary."
†††† And as President Obama prepares his State of the Union address for tonight (the speech starts at 9:00 p.m. Eastern time), Ed Feulner provides his own assessment of the current state of our union, including health care. He describes the Left's "signature health care reform initiative [as] a colossal missed opportunity."
†††† Shortly after Brown's victory, Speaker Nancy Pelosi (D-CA) admitted that she doesn't have enough votes to pass the Senate bill by a simple majority. Yet the Left's solution, Politico reports, is "giving a sweeping reform bill one more try," even as some Democrats favor a scaled-back proposal.
†††† Meanwhile, Senator Tom Harkin (D-IA) has proposed legislation that would eliminate† the filibuster, which requires 60 Senators to agree to end debate before a vote can occur. Members of both parties have used this procedur
My Life An How It Almost Ended
So here it is , my story. I decided to write this blog informing people of what happened to me,in hopes of maybe someone else won't make the same mistake I did.
It all started when I started having extreme pelvic pain. It was so bad that at times†I couldn't even walk.Ofcourse†I confronted my doctor about it . She started running all kinds of test. I went for an ultrasound an nothing was visable.I went for a catscan an nothing was visable.So there was only one more step to find out what it could possibly be ,exploritory surgery or also known as endoscope.
Seems harmless right? WRONG .†I went in on Nov,11th completly expecting to come out being perfectly fine.I had complete trust in my surgeon thinking that she had done this procedure several times before†an every thing was going to be fine.
Well I came out of surgery feeling pretty fine. I went home because it was an outpatient surgery.†††I staid home for two days .I couldn't eat or drink or even move. I was in extreme† pain an v
Somthing To Give Hope
Remembered JoyDon't grieve for me, for now I'm free!I follow the plan God laid for me.I saw His face, I heard His call,I took His hand and left it all...I could not stay another day,To love, to laugh, to work or play;Tasks left undone must stay that way.And if my parting has left a void,Then fill it with remembered joy.A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss...Ah yes, these things I, too, shall miss.My life's been full, I've savoured much:Good times, good friends, a loved-one's touch.Perhaps my time seemed all too brief—Don't shorten yours with undue grief.Be not burdened with tears of sorrow,Enjoy the sunshine of the morrow.
†† †As I arrive home, you great me at the door.† After a long kiss, you tell me to close my eyes.† I soon feel the coolness of silk as you place a blindfold over my eyes. †You soon take my hand and lead me through the house.† I soon feel the warmth of candles and smell the scent of incense attack my now heightened senses. You slowly begin removing my shirt, kissing your way up my chest, taking little nibbles along the way as the shirt finally comes off.† As you slowly make your way down my arm you raise it above my head and I feel the rub of rope tighten around my wrist.† Soon both arms are tethered leaving me more vulnerable than ever.† As you begin to nibble on my neck I feel your hands fumbling with my belt only to soon hear the thud of it hitting the ground.† I feel the button on my pants and underwear are slowly taken down, exposing my erect cock.† You tell me to spread my legs apart and I soon feel you devour my dick like you’ve hungered for it for years.† Your tongue soon
Here are a few tips I have come across and or learned in playing Fu-mafia.†
1.† Mob members - get as many as possible never stop recruiting from the New Players list (when you are on and waiting for your stamina to build is a good time to do this), from those who you lose to in an attack or who attack you and win, and if you belong to a turf make sure you mob request all members of the same turf as well as all the members of any turfs that your turf has an alliance with.† The maximum number that can be taken into a fight is 750 if you are new to the game it will be considerably less but when you reach level 150 you will be able to take the full 750 into the fight.† Always accept Mob Request from others, you can never have too many in your personal mob, after all they have no real ties to you in game play they are just numbers.† Also be aware that you can not attack anyone in your mob and they can not attack you. KEEP YOUR FRIENDS CLOSE AND THOSE THAT CAN WHOOP YOUR ASS CLOSER.
I Just Want To Lay Next To YouFor AwhileYou Look So Beautiful TonightYour Eyes Are So LovelyYour Mouth Is So SweetA Lot Of PeopleMisunderstand MeThat's Because They Don'tKnow Me At AllI Just Want To Touch YouAnd Hold YouI Need YouGod I Need YouI Love You So Much[Michael]Each Time The Wind BlowsI Hear Your Voice SoI Call Your Name . . .Whispers At MorningOur Love Is DawningHeaven's Glad You Came . . .You Know How I FeelThis Thing Can't Go WrongI'm So Proud To SayI Love YouYour Love's Got Me HighI Long To Get ByThis Time Is ForeverLove Is The Answer[Siedah]I Hear Your Voice NowYou Are My Choice NowThe Love You BringHeaven's In My HeartAt Your CallI Hear Harps,And Angels SingYou Know How I FeelThis Thing Can't Go WrongI Can't Live My LifeWithout You[Michael]I Just Can't Hold On[Siedah]I Feel We Belong[Michael]My Life Ain't Worth LivingIf I Can't Be With You[Both]I Just Can't Stop Loving YouI Just Can't Stop Loving YouAnd If I Stop . . .Then Tell Me Just WhatWill I Do[Siedah]'Cause I Just
Losing A "friend"
I have been very close to a certain "someone" on here for over a year and a half.† We have shared laughter, a few tears...and had the occassional disagreement. Not so long ago he met someone on here...whom he eventaully found out was not who she said she was (imagine that?).† Well during his getting to know her phase he withdrew from me...I knew something was up but wasn't sure what. Anyway once he told me I was kind of upset I mean he blew me off for some chick.† I on the other hand have always been a faithful friend..never swaying. Well I was hurt...he begged for me to forgive him so I did. Fast forward to two weeks ago..I notice his behavior is once again "changing". And why you ask??? Yet another Fubar woman.† This one is a real piece of work..she has so much baggage she puts Samsonite to shame. This time however he decided to move this woman in with him. Ok wait...rewind...prior to me finding out she now lives with him..she pretended to be "him" and proceeded to have a conversatio
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Katherine: well it is just a site and i am having fun and u are a dumb ass ugly sob that i am blocking
To Katherine: yeah well you can go to a real fuckin site and make ....wait whats that called again..MONEY!!!!! then but your own bling packs and hell a fuckin pack or smokes... im sorry whoreing myself for bling... hey ill tell you what ill show you mine if you show me yours... free of charge how bout it?
Katherine: i have been on fubar 2 monthes and have gotten over 45 bling packs plus a vip for 3 monthes to see my nsfwa ty
To Katherine: okay so let me see if i got thisstraight... you come on fu ... you rate guys... then you try to get them to pay you in monopoly money to see your "nekkie" ....YOU NEED A BETTER AGENT
To Katherine: sorry darlin to much free porn out there.. and beides are u an idiot? ge tthe fuckin money nota damn bling pad=ck
Katherine: no everyone does it
To Katherine: thata a fuckin joke right?
Katherine: send me a 19.99 bl
Jeff Bates--Long Slow Kisses
Hey baby, I guess you're wonderingWhat I'm doing home so soonNaw, I ain't sickIt's just, this morning when you told meYou didn't feel like you were the mostImportant thing in my life anymoreWell, that broke my heartSo I had to turn around and come backAnd tell you what I'm gonna do about itI'm gonna light the bedroom candlesTake the phone out of the wallWe can lay around and talk for hoursOr maybe we won't talk at allI'm gonna resurrect the loveThat slipped away from usAnd the man you've been missin'Startin' with some long, slow kissesI just wanna let you know how ashamed I amFor making you feel that wayDarlin', I'm so sorryI guess I've just been spendin'Too much time on makin' a livin'And way too little on making loveBut if you can find it in your heart to forgive meGirl, I swear from this moment onYou'll always know where you stand with meI'm gonna light the bedroom candlesTake the phone out of the wallWe can lay around and talk for hoursOr maybe we won'
Is felatio or cunnilingus by itself half of 69,† that is 34 1/2 ? Why is it that some of the younger women on fubar want to point me to private porn sites? I had to block someone tonight If anyone has anything to inquire† about me, I will answer to the best of my ability
My name is Nunya F.N Bizness i like fubar a lot
So live your life that the fear of death can never enter your heart.
Trouble no one about their religion; respect others in their view, and demand that they respect yours.
Love your life, perfect your life, beautify all things in your life.
Seek to make your life long and its purpose in the service of your people.
Prepare a noble death song for the day when you go over the great divide.
Always give a word or a sign of salute when meeting or passing a friend, even a stranger, when in a lonely place.
Show respect to all people and grovel to none.
When you arise in the morning give thanks for the food and for the joy of living. If you see no reason for giving thanks, the fault lies only in yourself.
Abuse no one and no thing, for abuse turns the wise ones to fools and robs the spirit of its vision.
When it comes your time to die, be not like those whose hearts are filled with the fear of death, so that when their time comes they weep and pray for a little more time to live their
Some of you on here I talk to daily. †Some not so much. †But for those of you that I don't talk to on a regular basis....this is a good time to enter an update, since I have not even wrote a blog in some time.
In 3 weeks I start on a new adventure. †About 8 months ago, I decided after having a series of bad days at my dead end job, it was time for me to do something about it. †So I enrolled in school full-time. †The goal of this is for me to get my associates degree in management/marketing. †There are so many things I can do with that. †And after school, I hope to pay down some student debt, and perhaps later persue my bachelors' degree in an related field. †And get out of this town. †If you have ever been to Houtzdale, PA.....well, you know....
Quitting my job is such a relief. †I work with someone I kind of am dating, and even though we do not work directly with each other, there is so much drama all the time. †And yesterday...was a whole different creature with her. †Usually
Sexual Healing 101
†According to the free, dating, and relationships website askdanandjennifer.com : "It's very easy to overlook your body's sexual needs signs since they are often signs of other problems, too.† The best way to pinpoint which symptoms are yours is to see which ones seem to go away for a while after you've had a satisfying sexual experience.† It does not always have to include someone else."
† Some of the most common signs of sexual needs are:
General and mounting irritability
Overall feeling of frustration without knowing the cause
Feeling stressed for no reason
Excessive or lack of hunger or sleep
Anger and/or other unexplainable negative emotions towards your partner
Vivid sexual dreams that may lead to wet dreams for both men and women
† "Basically lack of sex makes people feel disgruntled, to sum it up.† Some people even claim that their skin itches, or their everyday thoughts are unusually pervaded by sexual fantasies.† Whatever your particular signs are, knowing them an
†† Many people will walk in and out of your life, †† but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.
†† To handle yourself, use your head; †† To handle others, use your heart.
†† Anger is only one letter short of danger.
†† If someone betrays you once, it's his fault; †† if he betrays you twice, it's your fault.
†† Great minds discuss ideas; †† Average minds discuss events; †† Small minds discuss people.
†† God gives every bird it's food, †† But He does not throw it into it's nest.
†† He who loses money, loses much; †† He who loses a friend, loses more; †† He who loses faith, loses all.
†† Beautiful young people are acts of nature, †† But beautiful old people are works of art.
†† Learn from the mistakes of others. †† You can't live long enough to make them all yourself.
†† The tongue weighs practically nothing, †† But so few people can hold it.
†† Friends, you and me.... †† you brought another friend... †† and then there were 3... †† we started our group... †† Our
why the sudden change,why the sudden coldness when now more than before there should be closeness.there certain feelings that sometimes shouldn't be expressedbecause you never know when they can be taken for granted.Now I'm feeling some regretSad and lonely in my bedKnowing that I made a mistakeSomething that I can't go back and changeBut I know I must acceptThat certain feeling shouldn't be expressed©Rosana Torres While you SCREAM at your woman, there's a manwishing he could talk softly to her ear... While you HUMILIATE,OFFEND and INSULT her, there's a man flirting with her and reminding her how wonderful she is. While you HURT your woman, there's a man wishing he could make love to her. While you make your women CRY there's a man stealing smiles from her. Live Life for the FUTURE and let the PAST be the PASTLife is too short to dwell over dumb shytCuz real eyes realize real lies*Go0d Girls get down wit da gangstas*
Weird & Wild Stuff, Man
For my blog at Netflix Reviews of Doom Please let me know what you think if you listen! Yes, it's supposed to be funny.
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If you'd rather, you can download the mp3 here-†hightlyreccomen.mp3
My dad was/is an physicist, which I for the most part understood until I started school. When I told one kid what my dad did, they said "He can see the FUTURE?" After that I wondered, especially when he did contract work for the government...
I thought people were saying "human beans" instead of "beings".
I knew Santa Claus wasn't bringing the stuff directly to my house, I figured my parents called him at night detailing what I wanted and how good I was, then he sent them the presents. A Santa mail order business, apparently.
I thought everybody loved reading to the point I did (my first years of elementary were spent at private schools- not the fancy kinds with uniforms, just ones where they pay teachers and buy computers- and my mom has a masters in library sci
Why I Am Sad
†† Today I read a bulletin that brought back memories from 2002. The bulletin was posted about a fu member who had lost 4 family members in a fire. This is devistating and i can relate. In 2002 I lost 4 young family members to a drunk driver. They were on there way to see a movie. I will never forget the horror the took place that night after one of my nieces came pounding on my door screaming, "there dead aunt Sue, they are all dead." At that moment I felt as though the life had drained from myself as well. There were 2 survivors that night, my nephew who was driving his car and the drunk driver. Boyd Knouse is the name of the drunk driver, he was only 20 at the time and not only did he take my 4 family members, but he also killed 2 of his friends, 6 died in all that horrible night.
†††† The ages of the victims were (my family) Nicole, 22... Richard 17... Jeremiah 14 and last but definitely not least Shane who was only 8. Boyds friends were 18 and 19. I spent a week in the hospital p
New Mafia turf made come and join if you're new or if you just want to star add me http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=41147 if you do not got a turf add Krazy smokey's mafia turf at http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?acceptinv=57566&turfreq=492
Hollywood Squares - An Email From A Great Friend
A man goes out golfing.
He is on the second hole when he notices a frog sitting next to the green.
He thinks nothing of it and is about to shoot when he hears, "Ribbit 9 Iron."
The man looks around and doesn't see anyone. Again, he hears, "Ribbit 9 Iron."
He looks at the frog and decides to prove the frog wrong, puts the club away, and grabs a 9 iron.
He hits it 10 inches from the cup.
He is shocked. He says to the frog, "Wow that's amazing.
You must be a lucky frog?"
The frog replies, "Ribbit Lucky frog."
The man decides to take the frog with him to the next hole.
"What do you think frog?" the man asks.
"Ribbit 3 wood."
The guy takes out a 3 wood and Boom!
Hole in one.
The man is befuddled and doesn't know what to say.
By the end of the day, the man golfed the best game of golf in his life and asks the frog, "OK where to next?"
The frog replies, "Ribbit Las Vegas ."
" They go to Las Vegas and the guy says, "OK frog, now what?"
The First Amendment Endures
††† On Thursday, the Supreme Court upheld the First Amendment andappropriately struck down government prohibitions on many sorts ofprivately-funded political advertising. In doing so,†legal scholar Hans von Spakovsky argues, the court "upheld some of the most important principles: the right to engage in freespeech, particularly political speech, and the right to freely associate."
††† The case, Citizens United v. Federal Election Commission, originatedas a question about campaign finance laws and whether they apply to anunflattering film about then-Senator Hillary Clinton. After thegovernment argued that campaign finance laws could even lead to banson books, the Court ordered a rare re-argument to address the broaderconstitutionality of limiting corporations' independent spendingduring federal election campaigns.
††† It was a question of "ancient First Amendment principles," the Courtstated in its majority opinion. It is no coincidence that the rightsto free speech and assembly are a
Stuff In The News That Catches My Eye
FOND DU LAC, Wis. -- Police responding to a complaint of loud noise have cited a Fond du Lac man for "rocking out" to the music of John Denver. A police who responded to the man's apartment last week could hear Denver's music through the door. The officer pounded on the door but the man didn't answer. Finally the officer found out the man's name from a neighbor and called to him, bringing the man to the door.
When asked why he had the music so loud, the man said he was "rocking out."
The Reporter newspaper in Fond du Lac reported that the 42-year-old was cited for unnecessary loud noise. The ticket could result in a fine of about $210.
The late Denver is known for such hits as "Rocky Mountain High" and "Take Me Home, Country Roads."
JOHN DENVER WOULD HAVE BEEN MY FIRST CHOICE AS WELL. ROCK ON BRO.
I regret to inform you all that the one person who i love dearly that had a vagina is not longer holding the key to my heart.
That Lady has made me feel small and un important in her life.
I was turning into a lesbo because of her and i really like cock, so I had to send her away...
Ill remeber the way her red hair fell off her shoulders and how i imagined gettign my fingers stuck in her curly hair. I cant tell you how many times i have masterbated to her breasts... those days are over...
GOOD BYE WITCHIE
I LOVED YOU ONCE
∑†††† I'm 5'8"
∑†††† I don't find myself attracted to men my height or shorter than me, not by choice. I just don't.
∑†††† My eyes are green. Don't say they're blue. Definitely don't insist that they looked brown that time we were drunk and hanging out on so & so's porch after dark†last fall, because they certainly were not and are not.
Time To Bitch
This was from http://whatreallyhappened.com/WRHARTICLES/shorebank.php
This explains a lot!
THE SHOREBANK, OBAMA, CHICAGO CLIMATE EXCHANGE SCAM!
Sent in by a reader
So . . . You think you know quite a bit about Obama and his band of thieves. Read on and see just how little you know.All of this comes together in the last part... a must read.
This is an interesting story put together from various articles and TV shows by the British Times paper.It shows what Obama and his friends are really all about. It's not hope and change, it is money.
I warn you, the first part is a little boring, but stick with it.The second part connects all the dots for you (it will open your eyes). The end explains how Obama and all his cronies will end up as multi-billionaires.(It's definitely worth the read. You will not be disappointed).
A small bank in Chicago called SHOREBANK almost went bankrupt during the recession. The bank made a profit on its foreign micro-loans (see below) but had lost
Natius: i didnt ask your fucking opinion... i dont look the way i do to please evryone else
do you think she had the right to block me because i rated her a 5 and said i didn't like her new blonde hair†color?
she says she does it to please herself yet can't take criticism from anyone else than why allow open comment for?
maybe she just wanted me to be like all the other males saying she looks hot n sexy and stuff and not be myself yet it's ok for her to be such!
pffffffffffft! So as you see.i'm back to green as now if my mumm is wiped, i get wiped due to....er...me being repetitive†naughty.
what gets me is, 2 days earlier, Scrapper rewarded me for my mumms with a free VIP when i brought it up in his blog after over 3 years of me entertaing 'his people'...then 2 days i get spanked because of my "Anti-depressant People" mumm.
ok..blogged! **Peoples names were changed to protect the idenity of those who chat to me
My Chat To Everything...: dont worry, im just buying
What is the perfect moment of passion well let's see...
The perfect moment would as follows..Coming home to find the one you love waiting for you patiently. Longing to hold you and kiss you.As you walk through the door and say you are home the glistening of the eyes as you meet the gaze tells you all. The sudden rush to greet the other with a loving embrace and words welcoming you home. The longing of the first kiss as you are being held...Cuddling closer to one another after loving words have been exchanged to one another and then that faithful kiss that was waiting to come around. As you kiss one another each others hearts beat faster as the embrace gets slightly tighter to hold each other closer. Feeling the rush of love and compassion you both wonder aimlessly around to find a comfortable spot to sit and relax and talk about each others day briefly. Knowing that there is time for everything in a single moment that stretches beyond time. After knowing that dinner is already made
Underpants Outside Day
The world is getting sadder by the day. Recession, wars, natural disasters and american idol. Well I think its time we all did something fun to help make the world a little better. Let's make march 1st 2010 the first ever underpants on the outside day. To celebrate, simple dress yourself as you would normally except do not wear underpants. then when you have your cloths on, put underpants on over top of them. Go to work or out shopping or even to your local bar like this. feel like a superhero all day. So if you'd like to make this holiday a reality comment below and pass a link to this blog along to all your friends and most important of all, when march 1st rolls around remember to put those panties or boxers or even tighty whiteys on the outside.
Krazy's Lost It
"I'M A BITCH, I'M A †LOVER."
You're so good to meI know but I can't changetried to tell you†but you look at me like maybeI'm an angel underneath†innocent and sweet.Yesterday I cried,†must have been relieved†to see the softer side†I can understand†how you'd be so confusedI don't envy youI'm a little bit of everythingAll rolled into one[Chorus]I'm a bitch, I'm a loverI'm a child, I'm a motherI'm a sinner, I'm a saintI do not feel ashamedI'm your hell, I'm your dreamI'm nothing in betweenYou know you woldn't want it any other waySo take me as I amThis may meanYou'll have to be a stronger manRest assured that†when I start to make you nervous†and I'm going to extremesTomorrow I will changeAnd today won't mean a thing[Chorus]I'm a bitch, I'm a teaseI'm a goddess on my kneesWhen you hurt, when you sufferI'm an angel undercoverI've been numb, I'm revivedCan't say I'm not aliveYou know I wouldn't want it any other way "All I Really Want"
ALANIS MORISSETTEDo I stress you outMy sweater is on
Should i continue to write blogs even after my mumming priveleges are reinstated? Ask me any question about myself and i will answer it as truthfully as I can. i am a complicated man yet simple, simple yet complicated
Just finished up a divorce...not looking for anything serious. I am just trying to meet some nice ladies to treat appropriately and chill. Career Naval Officer; 21+ years. Love jazz/blues/classic R&B. Big baseball and football fan; played baseball in college. Am total gentleman in public, but have a tendency towards being a little assertive behind closed doors.
State Police Warning For Online
Police Warning to Online Members
State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send
it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing
to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to.
If a person with the screen-name of DreamWeaverGrey contacts you, do not
reply. DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of whispers or requests
for private chat in Pogo. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for
murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet.
Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this
on, as well. This screen-name has also been seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and
Excite so far.
This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to
everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious.
Recipes *as Seen On Sinfully Delicious*
2 eggs, seperated
1 1/2 cups milk
1/2 cup melted butter
2 cups all-purpose flour
2 teaspoons baking powder
1/2 teaspoon salt
1 tablespoon sugar
1 cup fresh or frozen blueberries, rinsed
In a small mixing bowl, beat egg whites until stiff; set aside. Beat egg yolks; add milk and melted butter. Sift dry ingredients together; add egg yolk mixture and mix until smooth and fold in blueberries. Gently fold in beaten egg whites. Bake in a hot waffle iron.
Makes about 6 blueberry waffles.
Through trial and error, I have discovered that it is best to wait to beat the egg whites til just before you add them.
I have made a 3 times batch of the recipe and it made about 39 waffles.
1 cup flour
1 cup milk
1 egg, beaten
1/4 teaspoon garlic powder
2 teaspoon baking powder
1 teaspoon salt
3 tablespoons cornstarch
1 teaspoon soy sauce
Mix all of the ingredients together. Cut meat into thin strips. Add to batter. Let stand 1 hour in fridge. Deep fry in heav
It's All About Me And Then Some!
†I don't want bling or money or other fancy gifts, all I want is this T-Shirt
Love, The Green Eyed Doll
PS: I wear a medium †
†††† I don’t know if there is something wrong with the water supply or what have you, but as of the past four days I have had no less than three employees come into my office and cry. There are days when I wish I wasn’t a manager and I could just be responsible for myself. I definitely feel that way today.† I have no clue as to why employees feel their manager is there to listen to all their problems and worst of all it seems as though they want us to give advice. I will be the first to say I am the last person you seriously want to seek advice from for your personal affairs and quite frankly I don’t feel comfortable hearing about all the sordid details of your life. Leave a little mystery to your life; some things are best left unsaid (at work).
†††† I am very well aware of the fact that some people when they lay t
Forever takes me by a minute,
While I’m here with you.
I’m falling even more in love,
With everything you do.
Hold me in your arms,
Look deep into my eyes,
Don’t turn away and let me go,
Don’t ever tell me lies.
I swear I’ll never loose you,
In my arms I’ll always hold.
I’ll never let you slip away,
And leave nothing left untold.
There aren’t enough hours,
In each passing day,
To find all the words,
I wish I could say.
Your kiss will last forever,
Your touch forever warm.
You’ll guide me to the sunlight,
And shield me from the storm.
This is what I’m saying,
With everything that’s true,
I swear on my life,
That I really do love you.
Nerds! Nerds! Nerds!
So this article came up in Cammy's blog... mostly because I brought it up. But once again I would like your dating advice. i really only skimmed this. I think what caught my eye was their defintion of a nerd.
1. How to identify a nerdMaura: Let's get serious now — very serious ... What's your definition of a nerd?Matt: As the Boss of Nerd Nite, I've always maintained a very broad — and thus, very inclusive — definition of nerd. The word applies to anyone who is both passionate and knowledgeable about one particular thing. The title isn't exclusively reserved for scientists and Trekkies. For instance, take the world's sexiest rock-star drummer, like a Tommy Lee. If he's able to spend 45 minutes explaining the different ways to tune a snare drum, then he's a nerd, too, on top of being a rock star2. Nerds are just like the rest of us (or we're all like them)Matt: Truth be told, I think we're all nerds — nearly every single one of us. In some way. Somehow. We all
The Revolt Has Started!
Just when i thought my body couldn't hate me any worse... It proved I was wrong...
I feel like the captain of a pirate ship watching my crew start a mutiny...
WHY BODY WHY!
He res the latest mutiny im dealing with..
1. I realize that my body know thinks its funny to make me believe the brake is the gas pedal... Im driving along and i start slipping on ice, there's a car in front of me so i tap what my instincts have so long told me is the brakes... wrong im hitting the gas. I try again .. fail once again gas.. I grab the e brake and ignore the pedals. I miss the lady by a foot... Jeff has first heart attack!
2. Im making my toast with honey no crust on any side... I have applied to much butter so i go to flick the knife to remove the butter... as i aim for the sink and flick the knife slips out of my hands and hits the window...
3. Im putting away dishes, im carrying a plate to the cupboard and i drop it.. NOT sure exactly what happened I was carrying the plate one minute the
I'm looking for a man under 35, no kids, no ex wives. He should have a job and a car. I don't mind if he's disabled or on disability as long as he has a car and can drive.He should be sweet, romantic, and have a sense of humor. Height weight proportionate. He shouldn't be all about sex. What happens happens but if you're humping my leg like a dog I'm going to be disgusted.LDRs aren't my forte. You'd have to visit me first. Devs are fine as long as they're not all about stumps or sex.I'm fixed, no kids. I don't want kids, mine or yours. If you're interested please send me a message.
Below you will find a variety of kiss types. If you find some that catch your fancy, feel free to try them
Butterfly Kiss - With your faces less than a breath away, open and close your eyelids against your partners. If done correctly, the fluttering sensation will match the one in your heart.
Cheek Kiss - A friendly, "I really like you" kiss. Often the preferred kissing method of a first date. With your hands on your partner's shoulders, gently brush your lips across her cheek.
Earlobe Kiss - Gently sip and suck the earlobe. Avoid louder sucking noises as ears are sensitized noise detectors.
Eskimo Kiss - With your faces less than a breath apart, gently rub your noses together.
Eye Kiss - Hold your partner's head with both hands and slowly move their head in the direction you wish your kiss to go... then slowly kiss up towards your partner's eyes and give them a tender kiss on top of their closed eyes.
Eyelid Kiss - While your partner is resting/sleeping with eyes closed, very v
Tongue By Seether
Well the tongue inside my mouth is not for sale Any spirit left in me is fading fast Could you throw another stone to ease my pain? Could you throw another stone to seal my fate? 'Cause I didn't believe in this world anymore, anymore I don't believe in me And if I can rise above this I'll be saved Can anybody save me? And if I can die for love, then I'm enslaved Can anybody save me? Second chances are too few and far between Will to change this circumstance eludes me still Should I grow another shell in which to live? Should I grow another shell and not forgive? 'Cause I don't believe in this world anymore, anymore I don't believe in me Goodbye cruel world Goodbye cruel world Goodbye cruel world at last you see me drown Goodbye cruel world
This film is among a few others like it, mixing a action based story with realistic dialog and reactions with a comedic twist.
Films like this will be the main for "action" genre† for some time due to the viewing public ( and my own) loss of interest in serious cut to the line type of action movies we became accustom to between the 80s and early turn of the century† ( around 2000- 2002)
( another factor is the state of our country, with the issues we have seen the market nearly demands some light witted† dialog even in the most blood packed movie.)
This is a fun movie, good for a date night,
Over all rating of 9/10
Age range 16-40 Black and White...In a sense.. Like A tree, growing away from the sun Like Night is to day.. and Love is to hate.. Is what....you and I are.. Devil (2010) Basic Christan ideology, Story line is short, and movie is dragged out a bit. Over all they used a 15 min story to make a 100 min movie. Recommended audience: Religious persons,
As we all av had sex or knw wat it is..who do u tink luv it most MALE or FEMALE ? ? ? and Y ?
Deaths Near Misses
So I guess one of the things that makes me uniqe si that Ive died†atleast three times. The first two were from the same motorcycle wreck, no helmit went off the road and hit a metal pole. Life flight took me to Beaumont blinked out on hele ride, then again in ER, but they kept being able to bring me back. So a week went by and I came out of my coma on my 25th b-day, they let me know what happened, told me I cracked my skull, srushed the bones in my left ear (completely def), broken collar bone, blah, blah, blah. The third was alot less epic I was eating choked by the time someone came by I was blue, but once again I rebound well, cpr and Im back. On the way to the ambulance the EMS droped my strecher crossing the bridge form my house to carpport, good times good times. Well thats it for this one but there will be more stories of dumbfuckerry!†
There comes a moment in time when the world seems to stop. We really don't understand why that is, yet we feel it is something we have done or said.† Is it really wrong not to try to find out the reason? I spend a lot of time thinking of my life where it started, where it lead me and where will it†end? Looking back I have seen, felt and understood heartache. More then anyone person should have to withstand. However, I wouldn't trade any of my life's lessons for anything in the world.† I strive to make it through each and every lesson and pray to understand each one at the end of class. Knowing that I have many lessons to go I wonder if I will ever reach the goal of achieving the knowledge that I have written for myself. With each heartache, lonely night, struggle and†wisdom I receive I only dream of an understanding at the end of each. For if there is no understanding, then there is no reason. And if no reason, there wouldn't be an understanding. Confused yet? Yeah, Me too. Life is com
Things That Piss Me Off Part 1
I have named this lil piece ," things that piss me off part 1". The reason I chose this name is because, I know this is an ever growing list. On a daily basis I find more and more things that piss me off.so this is part one of an ongoing saga.TV pitch menThe first asshole I would like to aim my anger towards is, JARED You all know him that fat fucker that went on the subway diet and lost his fuckin twin. well I would love to shove about 5 subs down his throat and watch him slowly choke to death.He claims that he ate so many subs that he lost weight, 6 grams or less. well I have news for all of you, unless the 6 grams is cut into fuckin lines, his ass excersized and ate fuckin rice cakes. Now enough about subway boy, my next rant is about another well know but equally hated by me "tv pitchman" You know the guy and i bet you probably hate him as much as i do. DUUUUUUUUDE YOUR GETTING A DELL". WHYYYYYYYYYYY? I will b good i promise. PLEASE DONT MAKE ME USE A DELL.To begin with Dell is qui
Men who are shallow should not even be on where there are women who are big.† It is wrong for men to be so shallow and insensative.† So do not bother rating me or even talking to me.† I would rather talk with true friends or a true man.
† Superspark is a complet jerk and butthead.† He has no knowledge of right or wrong.† He has no soul.† He has no compasion for anyone but him self.† Do not judge people because of hear say.† For it is wrong.†† Get to know a person.† Ask questions.† Talk with them and get to know the real person.† You will be surprised of what you will find out.† Know what they are like, know what they like and do not like.† Learn if they have a family, or what their favorite colors are.† Just know the person not the shell.
Women's Love Poem;
Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to 'how big is my behind?' I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend.
Mens Love Poem;
I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs, who owns a bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.
I am going to auction off 1 Pimp out a day for a week. The Highest bidder gets 1 a day for 7 days.†
No Fu Bucks.
Bling Pack/Bling/Blast/TickeCredits are all acceptiable. The bidder with the highest worth will win. If there is a tie then they will be notified and have the chance to rebid.
A new auction will start each week at Midnight on Fridays Eastern time.
Private message me with your bids and I will post the winning bid by Saturday afternoon if now sooner.I will post the highest bid that has been recieved each day so that everyone can see and rebid or decide to wait till the next auction begins.
The rules are subject to change but will not change in the middle of any auction.
If for some reason the winning bidder is not online each day they will recieve 2 pimp outs the next time they are on. So as they say Bid High and Bid often.
Nibbles n Lixxsss Lexxxi
- Taken from Queen of The Damned The Royal
You are the Royal. You are one of the pure bloods. You have the powers of your ancestors, gifted through your blood. You are a ruler, not a follower. Your mate needs to be a Royal blood or an assasian.
So a couple weeks ago I went to one of my peeps house, got some things, n stayed the nigh. So I woke up at like noon new I had to take off, had to make it back across Tx dirty, so I left. As it turns out a min or two after I left the cops kicked in the door to my friends house, n took folks to jail. This is the second time this has happened, the first was at my bf's house, I took off at like midnight 15 mins later everone went to jail.For what ever reason I think god kinda looks out for me, atleast a lil entrest.
The lonely old king† †sat alone on his throne.† No comany did he keep,† He just wrote many poems.† Now you see my poor king,† He was madly in love.† With the princess who shone† Like the stars up above.† And he wrote day and night† Just to keep his thoughts sane† Writing to himself that he'd ease all her pain.† And he'd treat her real well† And make her nice things.† And she'd laugh in delight,† At the flowers he'd bring† And he swore to leave throne† And kingdom aside† And give to her then† The world they abide† So he left on his quest† And did many great deeds† And his sword flashed the sky† And his blood stained the seeds† But he did what he sought† He conquered the earth† And give it to her then† With a smile of mirth† For the good king was dying† But he didn't seem sad† For a look at her face† one last time made him glad† And he kissed her with love† Overflowing his heart† And she lurched back then† As if struck by dart† It was then that she knew† That she did love him too† And sh
Woman And Blow Jobs
me and a friend of† my was talking on mobile yahoo
about oral sex and why some females complan
ok some of you woman complan about going down on a guy and swallowing his load
it would be just the same when a man has to eat you out and you cum with him even knowing when
its the same thing pretty much
true there might be a bit diffrent in some areas but the end resules are the same
why go down on a guy . if your not going to shallow
i for one dont really like getting it done to me since there are alot of woman who just does not seem to be able to do it right
either they dont do it long enuff or they just bite down on it grinding there teeth
it would be the same like me useing my teeth on you when iam eating you out how would that feel to you
yes there is feeling down there and yes its going to hurt and you are ether going to get hurt or the guy wont ever call you back after that act
i just find it funny how some woman alwasys complan about oral sex just like some woman won
I think Santa Claus is a woman....I hate to be the one to defy a sacred myth, but I believe he's a she. Think about it. Christmas is a big, organized, warm, fuzzy, nurturing social deal, and I have a tough time believing a guy could possibly pull it all off! For starters, the vast majority of men don't even think about selecting gifts until Christmas Eve. Once at the mall, they always seem surprised to find only Ronco products, socket wrench sets, and mood rings left on the shelves. On this count alone, I'm convinced Santa is a woman. Surely, if he were a man, everyone in the universe would wake up Christmas morning to find a rotating musical Chia Pet under the tree, still in the bag. Another problem for a he-Santa would be getting there. First of all, there would be no reindeer because they would all be dead, gutted and strapped to the rear bumper of the sleigh amid wide-eyed, desperate claims that buck season had been extended. Blitzen's rack would already be on the way to the tax
I feel like I consistantly push good ppl out of my life because I am scared to open my heart up again. it makes no sense. If we can forgive do we every truly forget or is it an idea impossible to reach. Do we even want to forget when it comes down to it? We go through the motions of what a non bitter and emotionally wrecked person would do and yet most of the time it seems so unsatisfying. There's a part of each of us the voice of reason that tells us that once it happens and we forget about it is then that it will happen again and we will be in square one of an endless cycle of hurt and distrust. Why do we hold on to the ones that hurt us? Somehow the hurt of them actually leaving out weighs the crimes that they do. It shouldn't be that way. a disapereing backbone is becoming a ragging epidemic and being hurt is the only out come. What happened to old fashioned chivalry of the past? When did it become ok to cheat? We are victoms of understanding. Theres some instances in life where we
WHY CONDOMS COME IN BOXES OF 3, 6, AND 12 !!!††††††A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son.†They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks,†"What are these, Dad?†To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called†condoms son. Men use them to have safe sex."
"Oh I see," replied the boy pensively.†Yes, I've heard of that in health class at school."†He looks over the display and picks up a package of†3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this package?"The dad replies, "Those are for high school boys, one†
for Friday, one for Saturday, and one for Sunday.""Cool" says the boy. He notices a 6 pack andasks, "Then who are these for?""Those are for college men," the dad answers, TWOfor Friday, TWO for Saturday, and TWO for Sunday."†"WOW!" exclaimed the boy, "then who uses THESE?"he asks, picking†up a 12 pack.
†....With a sigh and a tear in his eye, the dad replied,†"Those are for married men. One for January, one for February, one†for March.....
Women Or Men
Im my life have been mostly with men, but on occasion i've been with† women. The men that have been lucky to have been in my life has mostly let me down in one wayor another: cheating, lying etc. and† giving me nothing but heartache and pain,†while the women in my life have always been there for me.
†Here lately ive been thinking more and more of bein only with†women. Ive been hurt on sooo many levels by men its not even funny. This is dilemma for me. I do luv men and some men out their may have a good heart and be a good guy but ive havent' really came across any yet. Ive been married twice and have 2 sons, which i love with all my heart.
How Well Do You Think You Know Me
Let's see who REALLY knows me...Lets see the funny stuff you people come up with! YOU fill in the blanks about ME even if u dont have any idea what they are. But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor to you.My name:Who is the love of my life:Where did we meet:Take a stab at my middle name:How long have you known me:When is the last time that we saw each other:Do I smoke:Do I drink:When is my birthday:What was your first impression of upon meeting me:Do I have any siblings:What's one of my favorite things to do:Am I funny:What is my best feature:Am I shy or outgoing:Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:Do I have any special talents:Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):Have you ever hugged me:Do you miss me...do you think i miss you:What is my favorite food:Have you ever had a crush on me:If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:What's your favorite memory of me:What is
Waiting For Love
Wait until you find a guy that calls you beautiful instead of hot or sexy. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the person who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world, who holds your hand in front of their friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much they love you and how lucky they are to have you in their life. Wait for the one you never have to worry about cheating on you. Wait for the one who turns to their friends and says " Theres my baby." Wait for true love because there is someone out there for everyone.
Keepin It Real Like I Do Imma Break Sum Shit Down.It's On My Profile If You Wanna Know Just Ask.So Heres Da Deal I've Been Wit My Girl Off And On Since 93.Like Most Couples We Have Our Prblms,We Have Our Up's And Down.Now I Luv My Gurl No Doubt Bout That,But Like Da Old Sayin Goes Wat 1 Woman Won't Do Da Next 1 Will.So I'm Not Just Flirtin I'm Lookin 4 Dat Next Woman 2 Be My WOMAN.There Does Come A Tyme When You Must Sho Ur Man Luv Or He Will Find Sumbody Who Will.Bottom Line My Gurl† Withold's Da Luv.You Know ( Da Booti,Da Ass,Da Pussy) Wat Eva You Chose To Call It It Still Da Same.Lady's You Say A Good Man Is Hard Find,You Think All Da Good Men Are Etha Taken Or Gay.Well†Half Of Dat May Be Tru† But I Am A Good Man And Yes I May Be Taken But I'm Far From Happy.So Just Cause Dat Good Man Is Taken Dn't Alwyz Mean He Happy Give A Brotha A Chance You Never Know Dat Man U Turn Ur Back On May Be Da 1 Ur Lookin 4.
What I’m doing with my life
Gonna get rich and take over the world. Yeah that sounds like a plan. I need an evil lil princess to be my accomplice. If you think you are up for the job, applications are being currently accepted in the message section of my page.
I’m really good at
I hold the world record in speed blinking self proclaimed.
I can tie a cherry stem in a knot with my tongue. (That shit made you smile)
†I am an excellent shopping cart driver.
I can use a straw but i suck with chop stixx not even sure why i related the 2 tasks.
Oh yeah im house trained... i'm sure thats a plus
Tying my shoes is a little iffy, so for the days i cant manage i have velcro.
The six things I could never do without
breathing ( that shoulda been first i know)
water, yeah thats a good one gotta have that too
crack heads, cause i mean everyone needs a good deal right?
my nose, its not the best nose but i have become somewhat a
I RememberI remember the way it feltwhen you where on top of meIt was like you controlled meYour forced yourself inSo I gave up & let you winI remember the way you looked at mewhen I said NOIt was like you wanted to show you were in controlYou pushed harderand I tried to say no againyou covered my mouthso I gave up & let you win.I remember the sounds you made.It was like you enjoyed it too much to care.there were other people thereI should of yelled for themBut I was too ashamed; too afraidthey wouldn't believe meOr say it was my faultI remember everything you didBut don't worry your secrets safeI'm still afraid.Nobody will believe meSo I give up and I guess you win. I cannot forgive him.I cannot tell of how I feelI cannot express the shameThat engulfs me each time I hearthe whisper of his name.I cannot bear the remotest thoughtof the memory of his touchHis hands on me, his body on mineremembering hurts too much.I cannot wash away the smellor the feel of himNo amount of water will clea
Serious Guy Problems...needing Help!
SO ok im dating this one but i love him but i dont know if he loves me i mean he says he does but he just dont show it and so i got on this chat line and started talking to this other guy whos really sweet and kind...he is so amazing and i really like him i hope we can grow stronger and maybe something could come out of this..but i dont know then on the other hang my boyfriend now is going into job corp. and wants to get to the school near me...i dont know if i want him too be closer to me cause i dont know if i could stand for him to always be around what do i do? i wanna be with this other guy but i dont know how to tell my boyfriend i wanna break up or even if i should break up with him my boyfriend is 19 and im 25 and the guy i am talking to is 28 please let me know what i should to!
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Pissing On Your Grave
Imagine youre dead. With where your life iz headed right now and haz been headed for a long time, describe how your grave site will look....including the surroundingz, the gravestone itself† and what little paragraph might be on your epitaph. Be honest with this and take this with the "gravest" importance in your reply.
This iz the infamous new web rave, the remake of "Telephone" by lady gaga. Made by soldiers located in afghanastan, i found it interesting that no one has even so much as posed the question....
"So this is what's costing us $30 billion a year in afghanastan?"
People As Trees
Some people come into your life for a lifetime and some come for a season.
You have to know which is which.
I put everybody that comes into my life in the category of a tree.
Some people are leaves on a tree. The wind blows, they go to the left. The wind blows from the other way, they go to the right. They are just unstable. You can't count on them for nothing. All they ever do is take from that tree. What you need to understand about a leaf is that it has a season. It'll wither and die and blow away. There ain't no need to be praying over a leaf to be resurrected. When it's dead it's gone. Let it go! Some people are like that. All the leaf ever does is cool you off every now and then. If you're grown, you know what I'm talking about, because you can call them in the middle of the night and get cooled off. That's the leaf people. They come to take.
Then there are people like a branch. You got to be careful with branch people. They come in all different shapes and sizes. You never k
sometimes wanting isnt enough... u have to manifest† ur desire and make real what u feel should be
I was asked to Post this From the local Newpaper in Clinton Iwoa For My Sinfully Deb. Her Sister on here some of You know as Bi-Sexy Molly and the rest of her Family Died in a tragic House Fire Friday Night... Here is the story from the local paper...Four killed in fireHerald Staff ReportCLINTON — Four people were found dead after a fire late Friday night at a Clinton home.The Clinton Fire Department responded to a fire at 2436 Dunham St. at 11:37 p.m. Friday, where the first firefighters on the scene said light smoke was coming from the structure.According to a release, firefighters encountered moderate smoke and a small fire, and extinguished the blaze within approximately 10 minutes. One occupant escaped the fire without any injuries, according to the release.There were no working smoke detectors in the structure, the release states. Names of the four fatalities have not been released.The fire is under investigation by the Clinton Fire Marshal’s office, Clinton Police De
Just Other Stuff
I have been soooo busy with some life things that I am unable to properly maintain my adult site so I am temporarily on break.† I appologize to any fun friends for disappearing on you.† I do not know if I will be able to go back to Dream since appearantly my attempt at cute , to my surprise aggitated someone. I definately didn't mean for it to come accross that way.† That's life I guess.† I surely want to get back out there so any good suggestions would be cool.† Let me know what you think.†
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A beautiful, well endowed, young blonde, goes to her local pet store in search of an exotic pet. As she looks about the store, she notices a box full of frogs. The sign says: Sex Frogs! Only $20 each! Money Back Guarantee! (Comes with complete instructions).
The girl excitedly looks around to see if anybody's watching her and whispers softly to the man behind the counter, "I'll take one." The man packaged the frog and said, "Just follow the instructions carefully." The girl nods, grabs the box, and is quickly on her way home. As soon as she closes the door to her apartment, the girl takes out the instructions and reads them thoroughly, doing exactly what it says to do:1. Take a shower.2. Splash on some nice smelling perfume.3. Slip into a very sexy teddy.4. Crawl into bed and position the frog in place.
She then quickly gets into bed with the frog and, to her surprise, nothing happens! The girl is totally frustrated and quite upset at this point.
Rants And Raves
Ok so bare with me, cuz this might sound alil pissy. But this goes out to all those who want to hold grudges and listen to the bullshit. I hate drama on here, I think its childish and stupid. So to those people, I dont want you in my life, either here or real life. If you want to be bitter because I didnt conform to things the way you wanted them, and to those that want to take sides and take away your friendship, be gone. I am a better person without you in my life and I dont need you to drag me into your own misery. I hate my own problems and challenges in life, and those who I really thought were more than a picture on a screen, really turned out to disappoint. You were never a real friend if you turn your back on people and only want them around to feel better about yourself. Friendship works both ways, and a real friend doesnt abandon another because they dont cater to them. So bye bye be gone. I am a good friend to have and I am not the bad guy. Theirs plenty of those here, Good
Vote For Me Plase
Please come vote for me in the Hot Stuff contest...will show you love back :)
Why is it that whenever we are in a relationship we come across more interested suiters than when we are alone?
Does this just happen to me??? Or does it seem to happen to everyone!? Haha!
Why does this happen? Is it a test of some sort?
I would like some feedback ...
Come Check It Out
are you looking for fun if so† go to this bulletin and repost for details † http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=446032674 am paying†
40k to the next 20 people to come join we have a great selection of tunes and good people so come hang with us
Love is a wonderful thing.† Many times we wonder what love really is.† Love is knowing that you will always be there for each other.† It isn’t about having this or doing that, but the mere fact that you have a connection with someone.† Many times love hurts, it can hurt so much that it can stare you right in the face and laugh.† Love is sometimes a powerful thing.† When you love someone so much you have a comfort zone.† You don’t worry about what they will say when you talk about this or that.† When we love somebody we tend to open up more than if we were friends.† When we are standing, sitting or lying around and constantly thinking about someone, we have been struck by love.† But the ultimate power of love is knowing that you will always be there for each other.† Not just because we care, but because we have this feeling that we will do anything for them.
Virgos are often put down badly by many astrologers and written up as being fussy and narrow-minded. But when a Virgo shines, there is practically no sign to match their inner light. An in-tune Virgo is a treat to meet. When a Virgo is confident within themselves they are the most successful, structured and creative of all the signs. Many Virgos can be found working in the "service to others" industries, ranging from welfare work, doctors, school-teachers through to practising natural forms of healing like massage, herbal remedies etc. One of the most magical characteristics of the Virgo is no matter how many times life or romance turns sour on them, they still manage to maintain faith in others, refusing to become cynical. There is ingenuity around this sign, a kind-heartedness, which unfortunately is sometimes played upon by others for their advantage. Virgos can often become victims of relationship power-games, where they are mistreated. Creative and sensitive, Virgos are delicate p
where is the most dangerous place you have had sex ( specify if outdoors where )
1992 Toyota Camry 143k miles (new engine has only 18k miles on it) One Owner 4 brand new tires!
Now here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new blog,delete my answers and put in your own.Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn alot of little known things about each other.
Three names I go by. 1) Satan 2) Master 3) Pink fluffy bunny
Three jobs I have had in my life. 1) Creator of the black Plauge 2) Maker of the 7 deadly sins 3) Basket weave
r Three places I have lived. 1) Hell 2) in ur closet 3) in ur dreams
Three TV shows I watch. 1) I 2) Read 3) Books
Three places I have been. 1) Hell 2) Prison 3) Walmart
†Three people that e-mail be regularly. 1) me 2) myself 3) I
Three of my Favorite foods. 1) Beer 2) Beer 3) Beer
Three things I would like to do. 1) eat pizza 2) Fly 3) see a grown man naked
†Things I am looking forward to. 1)Death 2) End of the world 3) $1 PBR nite
Three friends that I think will respond. 1) Frankenstein 2) mummy 3) wolfman†
The Battleaxe Deliberate Brutal Love Master (DBLM)
Sharp. Hardened. Dominating. The Battleaxe sweeps all before her, smiting and what not.
You’ve had a number of serious relationships, so you obviously have many attractive qualities. You’re well experienced in dealing with other people’s weirdnesses, and it’s likely you’re good in bed by now, too. Also, like the drunken housewife chucking Heinekens at her no-good husband, you’ve got a lot of energy.
People can tell you’re sophisticated, and so you find yourself the object of infatuations quite often. But it’s how you handle yourself in your relationships that gets you the ‘brutal’ tag. Controlling? Imperious? Overbearing? Yes, please.
Remarkably, you don’t mind the same from your men. You’ve experience enough to take whatever you dish out. Overall, you’re a very good person and a capable lover, and when the time comes you’ll make a fine divor
All Things Mom!
How did you find the energy, MomTo do all the things you did,To be teacher, nurse and counselorTo me, when I was a kid.How did you do it all, Mom,Be a chauffeur, cook and friend,Yet find time to be a playmate,I just can’t comprehend.I see now it was love, MomThat made you come whenever I'd call,Your inexhaustible love, MomAnd I thank you for it all.
By Joanna Fuchs Mom,
Where are you?right now i need you, i dont know what to do anymore! im not ready for everything life is throwing at me!i need you to be here when i meet the man of my dreams,when i try my wedding dress on for the first time, when i first find out im pregnent,when i hold my baby for the first time,Mom i need you to be here when i dont know how to be a Mom!mom where are you? cause right now u need to be here with me All the nights we would spend awake together bakeing random goodies just cuz we couldnt sleep! i miss that so much† i love you mommy... you can come back now...
I love you so much mommy and i wish
I Am A Student At †Florida Tech !
Your kisses are so soft,as they trail down my neck.I no longer can think,my mind's now a wreck.Your tongue moves so slowly,as it lingers on my skin.I bite down on my lip,just eager to begin.I bring your lips to mine,cuz I love how you taste.We keep things going slowly,there's no need to make haste.Whether we're on the bed or the wall,I don't care anymore.All I know in this moment is,I've never needed you more.We undress each other,bare and bodies glistening.Baby we can scream as loud as we want,no one's here or listening.I can see that you're hard,and hunny I'm so wet.But I want you to tease me more,please don't fuck me just yet.You play with my clit,making my muscles spasm.It feels so damn good,I can't wait to orgasm.I gasp in your ear,my voice now quivers.I bite down on your neck,making your body shiver.My fingers glide down your back,as I trace your spine.Your voice is so sultry when you say,"I'm gonna make you mine."I love how you make me beg,and tease me 'till I break.Push me furt
Telemarketing Authority Figures Can Lick My Balls
I almost got fired from my telemarketing night job tonight.† Some gigantic blob of a woman supervisor I will call Clayface (because she looks like Clayface from Batman) asked us how we like the job.† I answered honestly.† Duh, how stupid of me.† For some reason It never gets through to me that honesty is a cardinal sin in telemarketing.† Anyway a couple hours later this dickhead manager who takes himself way too seriously pulls me aside and accuses me of spreading negativity.† I did no such thing.† I was minding my own business and doing my job when they asked me a question that I simply answered and explained why.† I have been in this shitty business for the better part of 6 years and have never seen a more wretched hive of scum and villainy.† Seriously they are a superstitious and cowardly lot.† I did not use those words however.† The only reason why I'm doing it now is because I can't get hired for anything else.† Not even McDonalds.† I have a fucking degree in Network Engineering f
Redneck Pick Up Lines
1. Did you fart? Cuz you just blew me away. 2. Are your parents retarded? Cuz ya sure are special. 3. My love fer you is like diarrhea. I can't hold it in. 4. Do you have a library card? Cuz I'd like to check you out. 5. Is there a mirror in yer pants? Cuz i can see myself in em. 6. If you was a tree and i were a squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7. You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away 8. I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but i bet I can make yer bed rock. 9. I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went into this cheap motel room. 10. Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 11. If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon 12. Yer face reminds me of a wrench. Looking at you makes my nuts tighten up!!
Nature and HaitiScreaming, shouting and wailingMany houses slumped.War between NATURE and HAITINuclear weapon on Haiti by Nature.Seconds, thousands Haitians destroyed.Nature’s soldiers? None dead.Earthquake, Nature bombs Haiti.Presidential nestUpside down designed rest.Haitian soldiers toothless.UN Forces toothless.Shakes Haiti again Nature’s fire powerAftershock they call it.Wrapped bodies like bin bagsDeposited homeward journey to eternityGrave people many Haitians turned.One to ten days,They rolled away stones.Semi LazarusesRaised from their earth- quaked tombs to life.Goods run desperately out of warehouses,Administering first aid to the helpless.At a time,Complex designs by mechanized birdsIn air for aid sakes.At a time,Like manna from heavenAid parachuted for sustenance.Boots noises all around.Ships resting areas destroyed.Ships unable to vomit its substance from bellyPort -Au -Prince in coma,Unsure when back to life.Some countries,Political beauty like models they fl
Devils Rejects Cam Rules
Devils Rejects Cam Rules
1. All non-staff members that wish to be on cam must first be approved by management.
2. Absolutley no flashing of any kind live on cam.
3. Absolutley no smoking, snorting, shooting, inhaling, eating, drinking, swallowing or booty bumping of any illegal substance while live on cam.
4. If you are male and whish to be on cam you must be shirtless only exception is if you have moobs that fill anything over a B cup. Back hair is also unexceptable.
5. All female cleavage must first be inspected and approved by a male staff member before its appearance on cam.
I once read that a mans value is measured by his wealth. This made no sense to me
,for I thought value and wealth were the same thing. I excepted this theory and tried
in my life to strive for wealth. As i got older I attained money and figured since i
had wealth i had defined my value. Then, i realized one day the true meaning of
wealth.I lost everything i cared about in my life,although i still had monetary
value, I had lost the most important thing in my life. She was the moon and the
stars to me. When i saw her smile, I smiled. When i saw her cry I cried. when she
hurt i hurt, when she laughed, we laughed. Nothing could prepare me for our wedding
day I knew she was the one i wanted to spend my life with, I never even had a
second thought about it. When she showed up to the wedding it was supposed to be
the happiest day of our lives together, the only problem was, she was only there to
tell me she did not love me anymore and could not mar
lookin to hook up with a chick from around that area
Yes Or No
what is yes and what is no. what determans what is yes and what is no?
How To Love A Woman
If she doesnt call you [ Its because she is waiting for you to call her ] When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stare's at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she start's cussing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignore's you [ Give her your attention ] When she pull's away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steal's your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she tease's you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesnt answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she look's at you with d
Arch Angel A*k*a (priest)
I've ben playing fumafia for sometime now and just reached lvl22 its pretty cool but could be worked on alittle. It always sucks when you have people hatten on ya and what not because your better than them, thats Y they place hits out on ya. Go to hell to all them hatta's who hat on me, for I am coming with vengance and leave nothen to salvage in my destrction.
Fubar Book Club!
I'm still working out some kinks, but I thought I would put this here so those who would like to start talking can gather and do it here.
This blog is only for discussion of World War Z. Anything off-topic will be deleted. Sorry!
General thoughts, opinions, ideas? Please try to avoid "spoilers", if you have to them please mark them as such, kinda like this:
Zombies is people!!
Also, what do you think of having entries made for subjects as well as general talk? Such as having one to focus on the political aspects, scientific, its place in zombie pop culture, etc. etc. Alright, post away! :) I have a great one in mind, but please leave your nominations here. Thank you! What: An attempt at a book club, here, on Fubar. Some say it's a foolish mission. They're correct, but we're awesome, we read and we love talking to each other on blogs, so up theirs. Who: Hopefully you. ANYBODY can join. A handful of you have promised me you'll join and d
♥ SinDerBella† ♥http://b.pcc3.fubar.com/03/22/2692230/tn_1577204406.jpg">@ fubar
To All Staff:
We are hosting a Live Auction on February 6th, 2010 @8pm EST! We want all staff to participate in the even and anyone else you are friends with. The more people we have in, the better the bids will be.
So please invite everyone to this event in Big Daddy’s Hot Spot and Bar! Everyone who isn’t already will need to become a member to bid or be auctioned off! No exceptions please, we want people to become part of our family as well. Makes the lounge a lot more fun and interesting.
So what I need from you now is your offers for the auction. I’m helping DJ Thunder round them all up so he is ready to go the day of. We would like them as soon as possible. You can either reply to this message or go to DJ Thunder’s page and send him a private message there too. His link is…
If you have any questions please contact DJ Thunder or Missyl
†† ††† Tantra...sacred sexuality††† Tantra like Yoga or Zen, is a path to enlightenment, which has its roots in India. It is nicknamed the "science of ecstasy" and focuses on heightening and prolonging the special awareness and rapport that exists between lovers during lovemaking. This view holds that the greatest source of energy in the universe is sexual, and places high value on ritualized intercourse. Sexual orgasm is seen as a cosmic and divine experience.††† Tantric philosophy also teaches that everything is to be experienced playfully, yet with awareness and a sense of sacredness in every gesture, every sensory perception, and every action. The path of Tantra is a spiritual one, which includes and appreciates the experience of our sexuality and sensuality as a conscious meditation, as a flowing together of the physical, erotic and cosmic energies.††† If you were a devoted student of tantric philosophy, you would go through an extensive program of physical, sexual and mental exer
Zoey's Just Ramblin
January - Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight. February - Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels....."duh".....bottles won't fit in typewriter!!!
March - Got excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months.....box said "2-4 years!"
April - Trapped on escalator for hours.....power went out!!!
May - Tried to make Kool-Aid.....8 cups of water won't fit into those little packets!!!
June - Tried to go water skiing.....couldn't find a lake with a slope.
July - Lost breast stroke swimming competition.....learned later, other swimmers cheated, they used their arms!!!
August - Got locked out of car in rain storm.....car swamped, because top was down.
September - The capital of California is "C".....isn't it???
October - Hate M & M's.....they are so hard to peel.
November - Baked turkey for 4 1/2 days.....instructions said 1 hour per pound and I weigh 108!!!
December - Couldn't call 911....."duh".....there's no "eleven" button on the phone!!!
How is it that we can never take the pain away for our children. Losing a family member is not easy and when it comes to a child losing their grammy and all the emotions that go along with that,† is unbearbale. My Mom is the most AMAZING person I have ever met and I am lucky enough to be her daughter. Her amazing strength and courage through out her life is what has given me the ability to be strong for my children even though I am dying inside myself. Watching my children struggle through this has been the hardest thing I have ever been put through. Keeping her memory alive in our hearts is what keeps me going. I know that no matter what she is looking down on us all and smiling. She was so sick for so long and losing her was bittersweet. Just†knowing that she is free from pain and suffering makes the loss a little easier to bare. Mom we LOVE†you big as the sky to the moon and back, FOREVER and ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MISS YOU MOM
All mistakes CAN b forgiven. All ill spoken words CAN b replaced with words of love. All broken hearts CAN b mended with time and LOTS of love. People are only human, they do make mistakes. If it was once, then forgive them for their transgressions and allow them to earn your trust again. The greatest mistakes in life happen when u dont love allow urselves space to grow and learn to forgive. Time isnt on anyones side, so if there is someone that has begged, pleaded, gotten on their knees in order to get a second chance. Forgive them and allow them to make things right. But dont harbor hate and anger towards them (it will never get any better if u keep making more problems caused by anger). Remember this, if they are on their knees (literally) they honestly do regret their actions, words and everything else they have done. Life is to short to not forgive and move forward in your relationship.
Dragons aren't real... that said now on to the real reality.Dragons exist, not physically but spiritually....Dragons have been misrepresented for all† the years of† Dragon lore. they are firce (if betrayed) they are loving (once a dragon finds its "one" there is No other that can take its place), but they are also somewhat promiscuous.... Silly ( to humans) they will gaurd a "pretty" forever against no one. just guard it. they are quite emotional and not particularly smart. Dragons love shiny, beautiful things and will freely share them with others and show them off.† but do not ever damage a Dragons "pretty" for then you shall see the firce side of a Dragon! Dragons have never been known to just harm somone ( I think the tales of destroyed villages came frome someone hurting one of his "prettys" ) those sacrificed virgins...? ever notice that they are just gone? no tales of body parts, they allways asume that they were eaten!!! more like they were made warm and loved and cherished.A D
my is is the most important thing in the world to me.I just can't live without her. well now I'am marrweid and have a wonderful wife that i can't be without.
So this is going to contain poetry. Fuck yeah, poetry!
In case you didn't know (and since I currently do not think anyone on my list actually doesn't know me at all, weirdly), I'm a poet. I am not yet published as I do not see any current need to be, but I have already written at least nine hundred poems. Some with my bare hand and a pen and only night for a witness; others typed with a clacking of clickity keys.
I seriously need a slave helper to type some of them up!
Anyway, if you do read any, feel free to criticize. Just bear in mind if serving mockery that I have a strong backhand. ;)
Atop a lonely hill,
Beneath the dripping heat of a falling sun,
The lonely man never alone lingers on,
Names of lovers
Etched in scars upon the many sharp shards
Of his tired heart.
Never felt their kiss as the rain of morning's light,
Nor their palm pressed to palm with fingers' clasp;
But many beats missed,
When the bullets hissed
And seethed over foreign fields.
wishing all who served a happy momorial day. remembering all who have fallen and all who are still alive. remebering all who served, you are not forgotten will i think i just had my first online pradator scam attept. some girl claim to have lost her parents while back. her exboyfriend stole everything she had from her buisness. now she waiting for her inheritance But its going to be a while before she can claim it. now shes staying at a hotel and she has not eatin in three days and she asked me to send her money so she could get something to eat. does that not sound like a scam to you? so guy you to have to be carefull not just the ladies. oh yes this person is on fubar so be carefull. dont let her fool you. please feel free to leave commets about this. do u think men are more at risk for online predators or weman are more at risk?
Native Words Of Wisdom
I am 53 yrs old. Single white male Drug and desease free, AKA no bad habits. I have been a fan of being with older women since I was 18. And I have never changed the type of woman I love to be with. Older Wpemen make the best lovers on the planet! Check out all of my pics on my fubar page. Wisdom Keeper
Oh keeper of ancient knowing, Whisper your wisdom to me. That I may always remember Lifes sacred mystery.
The stories of the Grandmothers, Brave deeds great and small, The progress of the faithful, Who answerour mothers call.
Here truth is the victor Of the war that dwells within, bringing every human heart To celebration in the end.
From a book by Jamie Sams called† "Earth† Medicine"†† Ancestors ways of harmony for many moons.
I'm holding on your rope Got me ten feet off the ground And I'm hearing what you say But I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down But wait... You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around and say.. That it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you And I need you like a heart needs a beat (But that's nothing new) Yeah yeah I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue And you say Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you, But I'm afraid It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late Woahooo woah It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, yeah I said it's too late to apologize, yeah I'm holding on your rope Got me ten feet off the ground...
Lmao And O And O And O
I can't believe that I finally have come to the conclusion that it isn't safe to take my children to the park without my husband along anymore. We live in an area that is, to quote a friend of mine, " the buckle of the bible belt" To most that would seem SAFE for the most part. Sure we have crime, but not as much as a very large city like Birmingham or Huntsville. In fact this city that I have an address in, (Hanceville, even though I don't actually live inside the city) just recently voted on whether or not to got "WET" For you Yankee's that means that the entire county is DRY, you cannot buy alcohol in this county at all, you have to drive about 50 miles to do that. If you are caught with more than the legal amount for one person allowed in your vehicle you go to JAIL! The vote DID NOT pass, by the way...the city is still DRY. Each individual city, once large enough, may choose to vote for Wet/Dry. It has not passed anywhere in this county, yet.
So, my point is this ....
My mind is overwhelmed
with thoughts of death
and those of life.
not understanding much of either
or even the fear.
you spend so many years
searching for the forgiver
not knowing truely of
with only the words of the
promiser to guide you
the hope of the there after
you close your eyes
and whisper goodbye
and slip away to your darkest hour
and you wait and you wonder
has my fate been sealed
have I been forgiven or
is this the gates of hell...
I wrote this shortly after we buried my Uncle Johnny,, When my mind was filled with the thoughts of not knowing....
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"So I think we should start a new trend on Fubar. All of the really nice people who dont want to be perved and want a true friend should come say hi, add me and lets be a community of friends we can be proud of and find solace in. Lets make each other smile"†
This was my status one day and i had an amazing response from both men and women who thought this would be a great idea to have here in fubar. It quickly went from a status, to an idea, followed by concept, and into the creation of the "Solace Seekers".
The idea is simple, a group of people that can be trusted to chat with, vent, and help everyone inside of the group to level and be free of drama, perversion, fu whoring, and help create smiles on an other wise bad day.
The rules are simple as well;
1) Have an approved salute
2) Anyone caught fu whoring or perving will be blocked by all in the group
†† a) fu whoring is described as offering nsfw
Hiyas fu its your favorite PhYnE Princess DaYuM...... Today was rather stressful I had haters attacking me ...I know they want to be me but impossible! To much of a good thing and all that *flipz Hair* Fu Life was fairly busy today I had to first wake up and give out my daily rates which seem endless and challenging I have no idea why I should have to rate people they should just flock to my page! I decided to give my points to someone less fortunate and not nearly as wonderful as myself I think it was successful.......
I ran 2 bombs today and OH the bomb beggars HELLO....get a grip people you should feel blessed if I grace your page with my presence let alone if I, out of the goodness of my heart, decide to bomb you should certainly be a lil more loving towards me after all it takes an effort to click my mouse over to the bartab a little gratitude would go along way!!!
Later in the day I had to gossip with one of my bff's Tann sometimes I have to buy her love with bling but its so w
SICK AND TIRED!I AM SICK AND TIRED OF READING DEPRESSING STATUSES ON FUBAR/YIM/FB/EC ECTALL I SEE IS IS THE MOST DEPRESSING CRAP..."DYING OF CANCER....SUCH N SUCH† HAD AN ACCIDENT....OH HE LEFT ME.....OH I AM UNEMPLOYED...OH SICK AGAIN...OH HOSPITAL AGAIN ECT ECT"YA KNOW REAL LIFE IS DEPRESSING ENOUGH DON'T YA THINK?...PEOPLE DYING IN HAITI, SOLDURES IN THE WAR,JOBLESS AMOUNTS ARE UP...EC ETC.DO I REALLY NEED TO COME TO FUBAR OR MY SOCIAL SITE TO READ YOU HAVE A HEMOROID AND OH IT HURTS WHEN YA SHIT?PLEASE PEOPLE REALLY DONT CARE, THEY DONT. YOUR SO CALLED VIRTUAL REALITY FRIENDS MAY BUT THATS ALL THEY ARE ARE WORDS ON A SCREENAND 95% OF THE TIME THERE JUST BEING POLITE.WELL I DON'T CARE, YES ITS NICE THAT WE MAKE SO CALLED FRIENDS WE WILL NEVER MEET IN PERSON, OH AND FU CAN BE FUN TO RATE AND SHITBUT THE REALITY IS YES THE WORD REALITY, YA KNOW THE PLACE AWAY FROM FU, THAT NO ONE REALLY CARES OR NEEDS ANYMORE BAD NEWS IN THERE LIVES.SO KEEP THE DEPRESSION FOR TO A MINIMUM PLEASE, CUS
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My mission is simple ... level up ASAP! I am a former bouncer that left the site and is now in the process of returning. In order to return to bouncer status my level needs to be higher. That's pretty simple. In order to get leveled quickly I am attempting to bid for the spotlight. "SLV" stands for "Spotlight Virgin" hehehe, cute I know. I am nearly there, just need that extra little SHOVE over the edge. My wonderful friends and supporters have gotten me this far. My undying devotion to them is unimaginable. I seriously LOVE you guys and can't stop being so appreciative.
If you want to help then you will become one of the
I do not know who you are .. but I'm happy to help you .. I hope you will help me too The hardest thing we do is look at those we love, love someone else. Maybe I was born at the wrong time periodwhere love nothing more than a beautiful fairy tale lullabyAnd when I woke up the next day love story about repeated piteouslyWhat a love of "the word" beautiful I can not find
Baca secara fonetik
A friend of my boss who isa businessman met me, & agreed to spend the night,With me, for $500. We did their thing, and, before he left,He told me that he did not have any cash with him, But he'd have his secretary write a check & mail it to me,Calling the payment 'RENT for APARTMENT.' On the way to the office, he regretted what he had done,Realizing that the whole event hadn't been worth the price. So he had his secretary send a check for $250, And enclose the following typed note:
'Dear Veronica :-
Enclosed find a check for $250 ..For rent of your apartment.I am not sending The amount agreed upon, because when I rented the place,I was under the impression that:
#1 - it had never been occupied; #2 - there was plenty of heat; & #3 - it was small enough to make me feel at home.
However, I found out that:
#1 - it had been previously occupied, #2 - there wasn't any heat, and #3 - it was entirely too large.'
Upon receipt of the note ..I immediately returned the check for $250, With th
This is some real talk right here.... Whatever you give a woman, she will make it greater. If you give her sperm, she`ll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she`ll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she`ll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she`ll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So,if you give her......... any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit...
2010 Change Your Life
This is for you my darling,The words that I speak for you,You have me held out on a string,You talk about how you care for me,You tell me things that are quite empty,Words that have no meaning,My broken heart pours out to you,Please don't abuse my emotions,Don't take for granted how I feel,I believe the words you say to me,But should I even listen?Claims of wanting me to be yours,Yet you can't rid her from your life,You won't,Why should I trust you,When you can't be honest to someone with whom you've shared these years?You are my drug,Your a toxic being that is oh so addictive,You have a song about your lips,Your lips knock me out with every touch,Just the mention of your name sends my heart racing in every which way,I'm trying to drop you,Like the bad habit you are,But just like an addiction,It's easier said than done,This is for you my love . . . . The 48 Laws of Powerby Robert Greene and Joost ElffersLaw 1 Never Outshine the MasterAlways make those above you feel comfortably superio
Lets Hear It For The Vets
By MICHAEL J. CRUMB The Associated Press† updated 11/15/2010 7:37:25 PM ET 2010-11-16T00:37:25 Share Print Font: +-DES MOINES, Iowa — A 25-year-old soldier from Iowa who exposed himself to enemy gunfire to try to save two fellow soldiers will become the first living service member from the wars in Afghanistan and Iraq to receive the Medal of Honor.
President Barack Obama phoned Army Staff Sgt. Salvatore Giunta at the base in Italy where he's stationed to tell him he'd be receiving the nation's highest military honor, Giunta's father told The Associated Press. He will become the eighth service member to receive the Medal of Honor during operations in Iraq and Afghanistan. The seven previous medals were awarded posthumously.
"It's bittersweet for us," said Steven Giunta, of Hiawatha. "We're very proud of Sal. We can't mention that enough, but in this event, two other soldiers were killed and that weighs heavy on us. You get very happy and very proud and then you start dealing wit
How Many Licks?
My status yesterday was the famous "How many licks does it take to get to the Tootsie Roll center of a Tootsie Pop?" In the spirit of the above phrase I set out to see if I could answer the question that many said couldn’t be done. So I set up my station at work and as luck would have it I was assigned Timer Test calls. What does that mean to you? Well unless you have an alarm system, it means nothing. However, to me it was the opportunity to seek out the answer. Because it was going to be yet another boring night making senseless calls to those that pay for a service however get pissed when you call to let them know there could be a problem. †Back to the task at hand, shall we?
So as I took my first signal, I opened my Blue Tootsie Pop. To make sure I wouldn’t loose track I pulled out paper and pen to make tick marks in groups of 5. This making the counting process easier at the end of the search of how many licks does it take? Especially, since I am not a mathematici
†I know I've felt a little iff'y about some of my past repair jobs but††
†these folks make me look like a master carpenter,††plumber and ace handy man...
GREATEST man in history, named Jesus-Christ, He had no servants, yet they called him Master. Had no degree, yet they called Him Teacher. Had no medicines, yet they called Him Healer. He had no army, yet kings feared Him. He won no military battles, yet He conquered the world. He committed no crime, yet they crucified Him... He was buried in a tomb, yet He lives today. Re-post if you are a Believer! God Bless you
A friend sent this to me. It's been said that God first separated the salt water from the fresh, made dry land, planted a garden, made animals and fish... all before making a human. He made and provided what we'd need before we were born. These are best & more powerful when eaten raw. We're such slow learners... God left us a great clue as to what foods help what part of our body! God's Pharmacy! Amazing!A sliced Carrot looks like the human eye. The pupil, iris and radiating lines look just like the human eye... and YES, science now shows carrots greatly enhance blood
Just A Dream
In my dreams†I saw you, you said it will be okay,
You said don't worry,†we are to meet someday.
You don't know me now,† but very soon you will,
It is our destiny, each others dreams we shall fulfill.
You said you didn't know how in dreams we could talk,
You said it didn't matter, you took me on a walk.
All the stars and the moon were different in someway,
They twinkled and shined showing us the way.
We came upon a river, we followed holding hands,
You said you were a king, the highest in the lands.
You†said you made†a wish, for†true love at your side..
Someone you could trust, someone to confide.
Many women came to you praying to be the one,
Your true love was not there when all was said and done.
Saddened you were thinking you would always be alone,
There wasn't anyone you could find, to bring into your home.
As you looked out at these very stars, you said you made a wish,
A falling star in front of you turned into a fish.
He said because you saw him he
WELCOME TO MY BLOG,,I WOULD LIKETO HAVE A FEEDBACK ON THE ITEMS AND TEXT POSTED ON MY BLOG..TAKE SOME TIME AND LEAVE ME A MESSAGE..THANKS
I am in the mood to cuddle but no one is near *sigh* who wants to cuddle?
Contest Help Request
Hey everybody! Sinful Rawker is in a contest to win a HH and is asking for help....She is at 500 rates and the first one to get to 1000 rates wins...Please show her support and go rate her pic.
have a dell lab top i wont to trade need to be able to come to Alexandra, look at my pictures to check it out
Shannon Marie's Blog
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 15 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. Last beverage = Diet Coke 2. Last phone call = Sean 3. Last text message = Terry 4. Last song you listened to = Do You Remember - Jay Sean ft. Lil Jon 5. Last time you cried = almost today, but less than a week ago. HAVE YOU EVER: 6. Dated someone twice = Yes 7. Been cheated on = Yes 8. Kissed someone & regretted it = Yes. 9. Lost someone special = Yes. 10. Been depressed = Yes LIST FOUR FAVOURITE COLOURS: 11. Green 12. Hot Pink 13. Purple 14. Black THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009) 15. Made a new friend = Yes 16. Fallen out of love = Yes 17. Laughed until you cried = All the time lol 18. Met someone who changed you = Yes 19. Found out who your true friends were = Yes, definitely. 20. Found out someone was talking about you = Yup, what else is new lol 21. Kissed anyone on your
Here To Meet New Local Friends
I am back here . Ben away for a while but looking to meet new friends and hopefully someone nice† to share sweet moments with and enjoy time together doing and shareing our time. Hit me up , IM REAL... NOT INTO BS. OR GAMES!!!
is the most amazing. even if he denies it.my boy really knows how it is. and it's allll him.
sorry, geeky me. but i love it [:
I don't even know where to start, I work hard always think of others before myself. I have 2step daughters that i raised since i was 18 and they were 2 & 6monsold, now to be 27 and 25 i have my pride and joy jessica who will be 20 in march. i have 4grandkids and one on the way. I sometimes hate being so kind but i cant help it, Its like i have to think twice to be mean. I've had old boyfriends tell me how beautifull i am but still are so mean. I stay to myself cause thats the safest to me. I'm so afraid of love cause the min i fall is the sec im kicked. I wish my life was different, I wish someone would love me the way i would love them. not into the long distance love thing cause thats like still haven no one. i dont want to go to go to bed alone anymore but looks like i will be growing old by myself. so all can do is smile and just be glqad im alive. i love my daughter and my new granddaughter. they live in another state i miss them so much. i loved my ex husband for 17yrs for him to
60 Things Most Ladies/women Want, But Will Never Ask For.
60 THINGS A GAL/LADY/WOMAN WANTS BUT WONT ASK FOR!!1. Touch her waist.2. Actually talk to her.3. Share secrets with her.4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts5. Kiss her slowly.Are you remembering this?6. Hug her.7. Hold her.8. Laugh with her.9. Invite her everywhere.10. Hangout with her and your friends together.KEEP READING11. Smile with her.12. Take pictures with her.13. Pull her onto your lap.14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.Are you thinking of someone?16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.17. Kiss her unexpectedly.18. Hug her from behind around the waist.19. Tell her she's beautiful.20. Tell her the way you feel about her.One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gen
The Rants And Raves Of Sane Psycho.
So, I realized today that I haven't posted something in here for a while. It actually seems like my last one just up and disappeared..†So thoughts now swirl as I make another attempt at placing another entry into this journal.. So here it is.
Lets start from the beginning. The last time I made an entry I'll admit I was being a bit dramatic if not a bit over zealous in the entry. I was going through some hard times. Very hard times. But then again, don't we all have those periods of time? More often then not with some I must admit.
Anyway, back to the topic at hand. I managed to get my finances back under control and I am no longer on the verge of pulling a McVey, if you understand what I mean. I found in this time that not only my closest friends helped pull me out of the slump I was falling into, but also the more obvious, Music. More in particuliar, Breaking Benjamin and Five Finger Death Punch. The lyrics helped me see things more clearly and made me realize that my life is not
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Thanks http://www.fubar.com/blog/328015/1096091 I get dozens of emails a day from people who claim their account was "hacked."
I have been here over four years and never once have I been hacked. Trust me...people have tried.
1. The key to NEVER being hacked is to make sure your password and login email address is kept private and secure. NEVER give your information out to ANYONE.
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Men & Woman Parts
Why is it that when someone sends you a message in your shout box the first question is something to do with seeing you naked..Now im not placing the blame on either sex cause i think both are equally as quilty..but damm.. What the fuck is the the big dam deal? Dont all tits n cock basically look alike? (yes there are different sizes n shapes and in some cases color) But damm do you really got to act like you never seen either one before.. Some ppl wonder why noone will talk to them or why they alone..Umm HELLOOOO...
A Real Good Day!
Today is Spectacular....
1. Even if that ultrasound technician was a cunt the results from the ultrasound make me happy. My baby is a very low risk for Down Syndrome or any other birth defects besides having Jeff and I as parents
2. I went to a low risk Maternity clinic where i met a great nurse and doctors that could perform the delivery. I hear my baby's heart rate for the first time..... 150 beats per minute...
3. Jeff somehow convinced me to go threw Prenatal classes again in my happy mood.. Ill kill him later.
3. for the last 4 days i have not been constipated.
4. I dont feel nauseated and i ate glossettes.
5. I got a new book called the lovely bones and yes i know its going to be a movie but i really prefer reading to watching movies
6. the guy that lives with us hasn't been home in 2 days ever since I left that face book comment "If you live with me you might want to run away for a while"
7. This week the government will finally be paying me and I will go out
Broken† ~~General Manager @ Military Proud ~~~@ fubar
I am thinking of running a contest where the winner would get a 65 bling pack or a 3 month vip or a 7 day blast(winners choice)
How to enter:friend and fan mesend me 50k fu bux and your sexiest picture
winner will be determined after a 2 weeks by who has the most photo coments
please repost and foward to any of your friends who would like to enter
No!!!!!!! bombing famlies allowed this is a fair contest
plz sb me if you want in hiya ladies wanna win a free 65 bling pack? well im gonna give a 65 bling pack to the lady who takes the sexiest leg shot salute. So put on your colored stockings,fishnets or just ur nude legs and my id and come enter for your chance to win
I am so close to the edge my toes are hanging off.†I know I'm going to fall, I'm just not sure when.I'm afraid I'm going to hurt someone or myself.I can see the light at the end of the tunnel, the silver lining in my storm cloud, my pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, my happy ending but it seems to get a little further away with each passing day.I gotta get out of here, it's for the best.
Um why are they pushing soooooo hard for HEALTHY teens and young adults to get the H1N1 shot ?
That age group has the most robust immunization systems and are the least at risk for H1N1 or any version of the flu. I understand that young children and older adults, or those with comprimised immune systems may need the shot.
So why are they pushing so hard for everyone to get the H1N1 shot ?
I think it's just another brick in the wall of immunizations that the government mandates, that in the long run will be found out to have so many side affects that entire generations will be damaged.
Story Published: Feb 23, 2010 at 6:26 PM CST
Story Updated: Feb 23, 2010 at 8:07 PM CST
SPRINGFIELD, Mo. --†Some CoxHealth cancer patients†received†overdoses of radiation†six years†ago, and possibly in some other time periods.††The healthcare company has been informing patients and their families in recent days and plans to talk to reporters about the problem this week.
The wife o
Red, White And Blue
Brave Little Soldier by Dolly Parton
I'm a brave little soldier†I must be bold and strong†A brave little soldier†And I must carry on†I'm a brave little soldier†A brave little soldier†I'm a brave little soldier†I must fight, I must win†I'm a brave little soldier†Through hell and back again†I'm a brave little soldier†A brave little soldier†Per rum, pum, pum†Per rum, pum, pum†Per rum, pum, pum, pum, pum†Ye though I am marching through the valley filled with fear†My steps are sure and sturdy and my aim is straight and clear†The enemy is stalking me just waiting for the kill†Like David slewed Galiath†I will claim this battle field†I'm a brave little soldier†I must do what I can
I have HTML comments enabled, but no matter what, i try to post HTML code in comments (even my own) and it says it dont work.....but my settings show that HTML is enabled for EVERYONE, i typed in the captcha and saved it.....so its just bein retarded to me....but, oh well...here is the HTML i was gonna post in Raistlins blog regarding Merlot Music:
PROBLEM SOLVED:† Thanks Papi!† (Must be on here for 2 weeks)PS:† Raistlin is freakin HAWT!! (h)
Countown 2 Bliss
MY Friendz: Theze are some of the thingz i've noticed about my closest friendz on fubar.
Dont have 11's on
Dont have a ton of NSFW pics, if any(except U Jennie, you're excused LOL)
Arent cherry bombing ppl
Dont beg for VIP's
Arent in the Happy Hour
Have less than 50 fublingz
Rate me everyday
Wont be found in the Blast Box
Are old, young, fat, skinny, black, white, healthy, sick, rich and poor
Can contact me by phone (skype) or yahoo
Last night I made my first MuMM and it got pulled off for not following the guide lines.† It was an honest mistake.† It wasn't offensive or was not NSFW material.† They pulled it off and they didn't say I was punished or anything.† However, I can no longer place comments on MuMMs, I can vote, but just not Comment.† How do i get the right to place comments back??†
βǯ——ϒ –ŌŇŖĽō : Hi
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I dont mean to bug you . . . but I need two seconds of your timeand a click of your cursor.
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Since this seems the best place to BITCH about something and have it read by MANY people... let me try BITCHING here then. I love, yes just LOVE, how people can tell you they know just how FRUSTRATING it can be over something. You have people that know you can't be around something due to your medical issues yet people... put you around the issue on purpose. That is right, on purpose. Smokers, yes what wonderful worthless piece of crap people. You heard me right. They are completely WORTHLESS. It's a crying god damn shame that they are even allowed to co-exsist in this world with us. It's a bigger crying shame that it's illegal for us to kill them. I think that is the ONLY thing that keeps their asses safe. Why? Oh why do you ask? It's due to the fact that they are inconsidered piece of shits. Yes they are. For those who have medical issues that prevents them from being around that horrid little habbit of a smoker, well the smokers don't care so long as they can have that poison. No th
My Life, My Rules
I think I am starting to understand fubar. . . If you are a guy you can be topless in any and all photos, even your default picture, but if you are a female and show even the smallest bit of cleavage your photo gets taken down and marked NSFW. What the fuck is with the double standard???
Baby Jesus and Scrapper need to pull their heads out of their asses and and start pull all those photos of shirtless guys off.
P.S. If a woman is in a bikini it is the same thing as her being in her bra and underware!!!!!
I am at the point that I can truly say that I am done with guys. It is sad, just as I was letting guys back into my life, I start being used by them or lied to by them, or my favorite they start playing games.
Guy A: Turns out he is married with kids. Hello??? I don't play that game.
Guy B: Nothing but “Maybe's” and “Probably's.” In my book those two words are only used when you are playing games.
Has anyone else noticed all the god damned drama?? lol this isnt real life ppl get over it!! Im getting annoyed with all the pity parties and noone likes me im so ugly bull crap...anyone else?? lmao its like high school all over again but with more typing lmao
Giggles An Thoughts
hi all am claire (waves)
totally new to fubar so any help would be great :) slowly build up my profile just popped on few things to get started ...
really enjoyed work today might be getting a promotion an also booked tickets to see twisted wheel on 19th fab :) something fab to look faorward to.
take care claire xoxox
I don't know† exactly what it is
Her smile, her†style, or her profile
That drives me so crazy
And drives me so wild
Her beauty leaves me breathless
And draws the words from my lips
The words I dare not speak to her
Drives my mind to throw fits
And her names echoes through the walls
Driving me near to insanity
Resulting in my inner soul
Falling further into calamity
As I attempt to sleep at night
Her whispers taunt me in my ear
And all I can do to is wonder out loud
When again will my thoughts be done and clear?
Was the last thing you said to me
A million reasons without a word
You walked out and never looked back
I tried so hard just to hate you
In tears is how you left me
Ripped my heart out after all we've been through
You can't see
What you mean to me
I'm so broken
Not another that completes me
Why did it have to be this way
Why did you just walk away
How could this be
You were my everything
I've tried so hard just to move on
When I think back to the memories
Every time I see you now
The tears stream down my face
My mind starts to race again
And think about what I did wrong
I miss you so much
Just want to feel your touch
The taste of your kiss
So many things i miss
Why did it have to be this way
Why did you just walk away
How could this be
You were my everything
I won't go on
My fingers runs across the trigger
It won't be long
I'll soon end this anger
Then a hand reaches out
There's a voice in
A Quiz Thingy Borrowed From ~t~'s Blog
1. What time did you get up this morning?-- 10:30 AST2. How do you like your steak?-- medium rare3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Sherlock Holmes *fantastic*4. What is your favorite TV show? Lost Law & Order SVU5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be? Sweden, no contest.6. What did you have for breakfast? I haven't quite gotten around to brekkie yet.
time to rebuild the wall around my heart..he chipped it away stone by stone and he wasn't even trying..i know he'll never love me..no biggie..no man ever has..but i'm content to sit and love him..be his friend..whatever..there's no one i'm hurting but myself..there's no one in the real world that is even semi-interested..the few i have met on line who are even remotely close by are just playing the same old games..so who cares? i've tried to push him out..let someone else in..but no one comes close..it's my life..i'll live alone die alone..doesn't really matter anymore..i'm not letting myself cry over it..
I Love You Baby. I've never told you upfront for one reason. I know what you're gonna say. So I'm sticking by the promise I made to myself a year and a half ago when that one other man who could even compare to you told me the same thing. *sigh* I'll never tell another man how I really feel again. It's not worth the pain and humiliation when you find out you're only good enuf for
Poetry By Me (not Yours)
Just do what you do... I’ll leave you be... Just know you are breaking my heart that much you should see...Love who you wanna love... Why not look forward to change... It’s only my life and our children’s you will totally rearrange...Peace is out of my mind... Without you I see no stars... Heaven holds no regards!!!Without you in my life I’ll live on... I’ll want you all the time... And pray to god again one day you will be mine...So go on close your eyes and sleep... You just can’t care to see... How this is killing every piece of me... Pry me off you like the parasite I am... I’m just a clingy old devoted cancer... In your mind I’ve become nothing more than a monster...Take your life where you want to take it... I’ll follow mine to wherever it leads... Lost in darkness searching the seas...The muscle in my chest just a space... Nothing but a hole needing filled in... Half of my heart is yours I gave the other to my children...I lo
Austin's Common Sense
Okay...so what the hell is with Twitter and Facebook these days?† I am so sick of seeing major companies telling us to follow them on twitter, and just now I saw an ad that said "Follow Fubar on Twitter" .......NO, I'm already on Fubar's actual website, why do I want to follow you on Twitter?† How will I learn more than already being on your fucking website?† Even CNN is getting into the madness saying Follow them on Twitter or Facebook....NO!† You're CN-FUCKING-N, a 24-hour news program...if I want to follow CNN i'll turn on the damn TV to CNN or go to CNN.com if I want to do it online!
I just wonder if we'll ever see the day when we can follow Facebook on Twitter, and Twitter opens a Facebook account.
Just A Biker
JUST A BIKERBut, You Didn't See MeI saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk..But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall.I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant.But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by.But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children.But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.I saw you, stare at my long hair.But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and glov
I need someone to hold me when I am cold I need someone to slow me down when life is passing me by I need someone who needs guidance as much as I I need someone in a time of need that will force my potential out when I can't I need someone who will forgive me for yesterday, accept me for today, and love me till tomorrow is late I need someone that wants me and only me, not my friends I need someone who is not looking for an image, but a personality and an idea I fear that my needs may be too simple for you and that you will take advantage. Though, my head does not support a fohawk, it holds up a complex and understanding mind... I need someone who will love and share it.
Because of him I never sleep alone anymore. Silently he creeps into my window without a single breath givin.
Because of him my dreams are never lonely. He calls me there..to his arms.. his darkened heart. There .. he waits...
Because of him my thirst for eternity is never quenched...Never allowing to fully engulf into the dark abyss to which he has surcummed.
Because of him I will slowly wither and fade..he will go on but not another like me was ever made.
He has become my dark lover.. my demon.. my menace... my curse. But because of him... I will never be lonely again...
to my immortal.. my dark lover... my dark king .
Really New Blog
She was a queen before I saw her. A beauty all the way through. Sof,t sweet words she whispers. A voice that calms and soothes.
Her eyes could melt metal. Through my heart they run. They pluck on its little strings. Soon it, they will have won.
Such a power over me. Explain it maybe I never will. She will always be a beauty to me. Nothing else could I ever feel.
That evil juiceMakes me go so fastBut when it's doneI run out of gas.
It's like liquid goldAt least my mind believesSometimes don't know if I'm comingOr if I should leave.
My mind is racingMuch faster than I needI can no longer controlThe power of this bean.
It may be harder to quitThe cigs or even boozePut it in front of meI'm always sure to lose.
It's a total addictionAnd I'll never be freeSo fill me up and don't ever tryTo give me any decaf coffee.
My days have slowed downNothing now seems the sameAll it really tookWas the mention of your name.
Do you still have a holdCan I ever let you goWhen I look into your eye
In the mist of the dark
you bring forth light
Your smile is so sweet
reminding me of the fresh drops of dew
on a early morning rose
You touch me without knowing it
bring me a happiness one
that can't be described
Dear to my heart
our paths crossed and linked as one
I am here for you now and always
All you have to do is reach out
and I will take your hand
Be the light in your darkness,
your shoulder to lean on
and treasure y
How To Be An Alpha Sub
How to Be Alpha Submissive without Hardly Trying Just about every one I've been reading using the phrase "alpha submissive" uses it to mean the submissive at the top of a heap of other submissives. But alpha comes from within, not from without. If you are not in a poly relationship, you may still be alpha in your submissiveness.1. Speak your mind. Sing it. Gesture, use semaphore, write...but always express yourself coherently, completely, and cogently. Do not waffle, hedge, prevaricate, filibuster, or manipulate.2. Maintain yourself as an individual FIRST and a partner SECOND. That way, when you're between partners, or you choose not to be with anyone, you have no loss of self-identity. But then, if you can choose not to be with anyone, you may already be alpha.3. Don't form the habit (or break it if this post comes too late) of automatically wondering "what would my dominant think?" Know how YOU feel about a thing first, THEN consider him. And don't change your mind if yo
As of August 2009, 13 states allow (and 14 more are considering) the medical use of marijuana to treat medical conditions that include: Cancer, AIDS, Migraines, Crohn's Disease, Anorexia, Epilepsy, Fibromyalgia, Multiple Sclerosis, and Glaucoma.
An increasing number of medical organizations have endorsed medical marijuana including The American College of Physicians, Leukemia & Lymphoma Society, American Academy of Family Physicians, American Nurses Association, American Psychiatric Association, American Public Health Association, and the Lymphoma Foundation of America.
† I CALL BULLSHIT!!!!
The MS Society edited their news page this morning, a little over an hour ago....
I cant believe the nerve of their dillusions.
Q: I have MS. Should I be tested for signs of CCSVI?A: We do not recommend testing for signs of CCSVI unless
The Last Time You Will Break My Heart
The Last Time You Will Break My Heart
I'm done with her, i'm done with the head games... i'm tired of watching the kids get hurt because she's a lie'n little bitch. and i'm tired of loving her and not having her. So this is what i'm going to do. i'm not going around her. i'm done talking to her, i'm done waiting around for her. and as much as it will hurt me, and our son. and her daughters who have become attached to me. someday the pain may subside. I'm done with her. i can't take the pain she puts me thru or the kids thru. Elizabeth you lead me on with your kiss's and words.. then blow off our son to go to the bar. it's complete bullshit. and i'm not having it anymore. as far as i'm conserned your dead to alex and I. enjoy your life and forget we even exsist. oh wait you already have unless it benifets you.. I love you and always will but i would rather rip my heart out by walking away from you than seeing and feeling what you keep doing to me and the kids. If i haven't found a job
Kiss The Rain
Hello?Can you hear me?Am I getting through to you?HelloIs it late there?There's a laughter on the lineAre you sure ya there alone?Cos I'm trying to explainSomethings wrong You just don't sound the sameWhy don't you?Why don't you?Go outside?Go outside?Kiss the RainWhenever you need meKiss the RainWhenever I'm gone too longIf your lips fell hungry and thirstyKiss the Rain And wait for the dawnKeep in mindWere under the same skyAnd the nightsAs empty for me as for youIf you feel you can't wait till morning Kiss the Rain*3Hello?Do you miss me?I hear you say you do,But not the way I'm missing youWhats new?Hows the weather?Is it stormy where you are?cos your so close but it seems like your so farSo would it mean anything?If you knew,What I'm left imaginingIn my mindIn my mindWould you go?Would you go?Kiss the RainAnd you fallOver meThink of meThink of meThink of meOnly meKiss the RainWhenever you need me Kiss the rainWhenever I'm gone too longIf your lips fell hungry and temptedKiss the Rain
A Getting To Know You Thingiemabob
Getting to Know You Share If you've been tagged or you are reading this, you have the honor of copying all these goofy questions, writing your own response, and tagging 25 other victims. You have to tag me so really you just need 24 more people. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you - but not in a creepy stalker kind of way. To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your title as "Getting to know each other!", tag 25 people including me (tagging is done in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish. 1. What time did you get up this morning? 7:30ish am 2. How do you like your steak? Rare/med rare with s&p 3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? The Blindside 4. What is your favorite TV show? Um..Husband hogs the remote 5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be? Where I am 6. What did you have for breakfast? Usually oat bran (make it like oat
for H.R. 3974 Viral Hepatitis and Liver Cancer Control and Prevention Act of 2009 (Introduced in House) After reading this legislation in full, the Board of Directors of Debbullan Inc. have convened and agreed to fully support H.R. 3974. As currently written, this legislation well-opens the door to the future funding of Hepatitis focused programs as well as holds the best interests of the entire citizenship of the United States of America in its attention toward: * Prevention * Education (of medical professional to average citizen) * Vigilance of infection statistics and more You can read the entire bill in PDF version by accessing this link: HR3974 PDF SOLIDARITY OF VOICE Be well noted, there is more at hand than simply supporting the existence of this pending legislature. We wish to see this legislature progress through the US House of Representatives to the Senate. We see this as defining moment in the creation of a direly needed voice of solidarity calling attention to
This Is My Life
okay now i know ive been off the loop for a minute, by not having alot of female friends...so this one chic who i considered my home girl. ok we have everything in common, from kids ages to favorite foods, likes dislikes. etc..
okay now, i have a good heart n will help a friend in need, so now since i babysat her monster 18month old, n couldnt go look for a job those three days, shes yet to have paid me, and she knows i have no job. she just got an 800$ pay check this last week n said it all went for bills but yet she could go to the other side of the state to visit friends??? and another thing i seen her at the store after she got back buying beer n spending atleast 50$ on dumb shit..so how couldnt she give me money??
and while i was at the store, she called my man sexy, well she didnt see me infront of him cuz hes really tall, n his back was to her, but apparently she walked in and said hey sexy. then when he turned around she saw me, n had a shocked look on her face..
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by William Hemig
Your beauty intoxicates all you encounter,Yet you fail to notice,Your mind starts to wonder?You've had a rough time,Though now it is over,But yet you continue clinging to what is left over,And in doing this your depression grows deeper,Pulling you apart at the seams,Causing you to unravel and fall to you knees,Pondering desperately: "How much worse can it be? "To ease your mind of your terrible burden,You bargain with Satan (as if he cares),Giving you a release, in turn for your soul:That you believe tarnished and not worth much at all,When all of your friends have been with you till now,But here comes the crossroads up ahead,They give you a choice: "Stand tall or fall down."\You have your beauty and charm,Your intelligence and grace,Good friends and your health,What more does it take for you?
Where I've Been
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†† So, I'm still just getting used to FuMafia (awesome, by the way), and I was just wondering, what constitutes a kill? My stats say I have no kills, but I have collected 2 bounties and attacked one person who then was hospitalized and nothing changed in my stats.†† I know this may be a silly or obvious question, but I was wondering about that. If anyone can answer or better expalin this to me, that would be super helpful and much appreciated... Thanks!
Down To Common Sense, Or Down To Instinctual Science
When you are born you are given one life, this life is regarded as the most important thing in the world. It will be stretched to its limits and treated with all the luxuries it can afford. If someone is given a single dollar and told to use it wisely normally they dont care too much and squander it without hesitation. If someone is given 6 billion dollars they will be overwhelmed with joy and are much more likely to make intelligent financial decisions. It's odd that people value a single life so much and a single dollar so little yet we spend most of our lives working to attain money and ignore the prospects in the people around us. Life is more valuable than money and it's a far more useful commodity. There are roughly 6 billion people in the world, use them wisely
Well everyone who knows me, knows that I had to have a hystorectomy because of cancer on the 12th. I went in to have it done and everything went well with the initial surgery. I got out of recovery and into my room and was doing fine. My doctor came by to check on me about 2 that afternoon and she noticed that i was pale, listless and that nothing was coming throught the cathedar.
Most of this I'm gonna tell you now I only know from what was told to me. I was out of it because I was slowly dying. I was in and out of consiousness and wasn't responsive and the doctor was getting really worried. They changed the cathedar and still couldn't get anything so they rushed me into surgery again. I was in surgery the second time for over 5 hours. When the doctor came out she informed my mother that I had slipped one of my initial stiches and was bleeding internally.
I had lost so much blood that they had to give me 4 pints. I had 3 insisions from the scope to try and find where I was bleeding
†† 1.† Liars when they speak the truth are not believed.
2.It is always the best policy to speak the truth--unless, of course, you are an exceptionally good liar.
3.Lies are like children: they're hard work, but it's worth it because the future depends on them.
4.Respect yourself and others will respect you.
5.That you may retain your self-respect, it is better to displease the people by doing what you know is right, than to temporarily please them by doing what you know is wrong.
6.I tend to live in the past because most of my life is there.
7.Be entirely tolerant or not at all; follow the good path or the evil one. To stand at the crossroads requires more strength than you possess.
8.Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.
9.Such is the inconsistency of real love, that it is always awake to suspicion, however unreasonable; always requiring new assurances from the object of its interest.
10.The meeting of two personalities i
Just to remind myself, what the true meaning is†about beauty.
For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day.
For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone.
People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed: never throw out anyone.
Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms.
As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.
†these days, i've been on the road with LIZ too much so that didn't do the blog and didn't get back to the ones who'd sent†their regards, sorry .....but i guess i will be staying in daliang†in†the coming 3†weeks , which let me have a good†relax......wanna hang out ,pals call me† 635967\15986135967 !!hopefully,
You're Gonna Pay
Dead man walkinYou've done it nowYou've gone and made a big mistakeand I can't allow, you to think you can just walk awayso turn around, and face the piper you're gonna pay'cause the end is nowthis is gonna be your judgement dayA cheap shotthat's the way that you play the gameI was blindsided, things will never ever be the samenice guys, it's said they always finish lastbut bad-asses, always kicking asshole's asskick itYou're gonna Pay, You're Gonna Paythere's no forgiveness this timeYou're gonna Pay, You're Gonna PayIt's my business, your mindYou're gonna Pay, You're Gonna PayI'm burning these ones to the groundYou're gonna Pay, You're Gonna PayI'm gonna Bring you downYou're gonna Pay, You're Gonna PayYou're gonna Pay, You're Gonna PayNo more chances,No more excuses, no liesyour stories ending, time to say your goodbyesnice guys, it's said they always finish lastbut bad-asses, are always kicking asshole's assasshole,kick itkick itYou're gonna Pay, You're Gonna Paythere's no forgivenes
You pride yourself on your open, honest relationship. But that doesn't mean you should blurt out any thought that comes to mind. Sometimes, a comment that seems perfectly harmless to you might be hurtful, awkward or just plain irritating to your boyfriend. Excelle has identified 10 such comments. Ignore us at your own risk! 1) "My ex did the exact same thing!" Whether it's a desirable resemblance (they both always hold the door open) or a less desirable one (neither one showers often enough), your boyfriend never wants to hear that he's anything like your ex. Ever. You don’t want him to feel like you're always comparing the two of them, do you? Think about it: Do you really want him to imagine that he does other things just like your ex? Doubtful. Plus, he might think you're still hung up on your former flame. Either way, a comment like this won’t do much for his self-esteem. So the next time you experience boyfriend deja-vu, keep it to yourself. 2) "Helen's pregna
SUBJECT ONE- THE OUTSIDE
What's your name?
How tall are you?
What color are your eyes?
What color is your hair?
Are you Male or Female?
What is your best physical feature?
Eyes & TaTas
Glasses, yes or no?
Did you ever have braces?
On a typical day you are wearing?
When you go to bed you're wearing?
tshirt & pjpants
How often do you exercize?
SUBJECT TWO- MUSIC
Name two of your favorite bands.
Eli Young Band
Name two songs you currently love.
Daughtry-Life After You
Eli Young Band-Always The Love Songs
What are the preset stations in your car?
What's the last CD you bought?
I don't buy cds
Was the last CD you burned an actual CD or a mix?
Name one band you're embarrassed to like but do?
I'm not embarrassed by any that I like
If you could only attend 1 concert ever again, it would be?
Lately I've been kicking myself in the ass. I often wonder how stupid I can get...why I've made some of the decisions I have in my life, and then realizing ultimately that all of this is simply self inflicted misery for which there is no coming back from. Sometimes I find myself hating the things I've said, the things that I've done that layed any doubt. Yet I can't change it. And it pisses me off to no end. Seems like no matter what I do to keep from hurting people, someone always ends up getting hurt and its pissing me off. I'm tired of crying myself to sleep, wondering how I can fix things, feeling like a complete and total fool. But I should. I did it. Repeating actions I swore to myself I'd never do again. It's hard though. Especially now. With trying to get everything lined up for college, the one you love is so far away you can't do anything to help when they need you, realizing that you could have been there when she did and because of a day worth of stupidity, fucking that up.
On Being A Proper Dominant Master.. For Those Who Are Interested..
Dominatrix vs Mistress
Those just entering the BDSM world will find the abundant usage of both of these words by members of the online community. This is primarily due to the rapid growth of access and the restrained attainability of quality texts to correctly interpret what these words mean within the community itself. Up to a few years ago the BDSM world was a tightly closed and almost secret society. Membership in this society was kept totally private and hidden with significant effort. Entree into the community was by referral and accompaniment only. Protocols or rules of conduct were strict and strongly enforced, not from some control standpoint but because those rules emerged from bitterly hard lessons in survival.
A Dominant is a person with a dominant aspect in their personality.
A Master is a Dominant with significant real life BDSM experience.
They are not the same. It can be fairly said that all Master/Mistress's are Dominant. It cannot be said that
For those who know me have known somewhat about me being a little sick for the last year or so. Six months ago I was diagnoised with pvd (peripheral vascular disease) which is very progressive. I had already back in march had 2 stents placed due to 100% blockage on my left leg and 90% on my right...everything had gone perfect until now..another blockage has become apparent now I am set to go back into surgery Monday. I have a wonderful card. doctor..this I am thankful for.† I need so much for positive energy to be sent my way..a candle lit..or just a thought...hugs to all my wonderful friends here!!!!
Lots of Love
The Lengths People Will Go
to those who know... this is the length that people will go to make themselves feel special and to destroy others....
a letter by HER..
My life, my love, my happiness has finally come together and everything is perfect now. You have made it that way. I don't know what i'd do without you now. I'd be lost and so depressed. When you came into my life, the light shined through the darkness, and the clouds and rain went waya. You made such a difference in my life that everyboyd noticed and was very thrilled for me. You mean everything to me and you always will. I love you more than life itself. I wouldn't even have to give it a thought and I would die for you in an instant. I'm extremely happy that I have found you because you are my soul mate, my other half, my heart, my soul, you complete me in everyway and for that I am very greatful. I never wanna lose you. You are my one and only. You are my destiny. You are my True Love.
now to this person its terrible you could sit there a
"Whatever you give a woman she is going to multiply..If you give her a sperm, she'll give you a baby..If you give her a house, she'll give you a home.. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal.. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart.. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So if you give her any crap, you can expect a ton of shit."
Angels Among Us
Angels Among Us, By Me
Angels walk among us in every shape and formAngels walk among us some of them even have devil hornsAngels walk among us every given dayAngels walk among us and help us along the way†These angels you see come in and out of our livesThey help us when we need themSome stay longSome come and goSome come fleeting breiflyThe angels who I count dearly never truley leave us†I have known such angels all my life and have learned to trust in themI hope I have been an angel to someEven if they never new itFor those angels are friends who we need to help us in different waysIf I called you friend one time, you are whom I speak here†For these days I have an angelThe strongest I have ever knownWho loves and cares and nertures meJust when I needed it mostFor this angel gives me Streangth & Hope & FaithWhen I thought all was lost†I realize my angel needs me tooAs much as I need herTo give her Streangth & Hope & FaithWhen she needs it mostI will be here for her to help her threw
God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael, the archangel, found him, resting on the seventh day.He inquired of God. "Where have you been?"God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction, and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look, Michael. Look what I've made."Archangel Michael looked puzzled, and said, "What is it?""It's a planet," replied God, "and I've put Life on it. I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance.""Balance?" inquired Michael, still confused.God explained, pointing to different parts of earth. "For example, northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth, while southern Europe is going to be poor. Over there I've placed a continent of white people, and over there is a continent of black people. Balance in all things,"God continued pointing to different countries. "This one will be extremely hot, while this one will be very cold and covered in ice."The Archangel, impressed by God's work, then pointed to a land are
I have been in a relationship before where the person i was with wanted to be open so they could fool around with other people.† So, tell me, what kind of relationship is that? When you are in a relationship, why would u want to be with someone else sexually? shouldn't that be something you save for your partner?† I've heard people put certain "guidelines" on relationships like no kissing or cant have sex with the same person twice or no names exchanged, etc.† If anyone on here has a comment to make on here regarding open-relationships, please do so.† Personally, I am a one man type guy (yea, i'm gay)....I want to find that ONE guy to be with, and hopefully have a Life-long relationship with.....Is that possible anymore?
Things About My Dad...
I allowed the wonderful image of my father slip from me.
I am sorry my precious Daddio!
I still mourn and miss you so terribly.
I love you with all that I am.
Always Daddy's little girl......
Happy Father's Day!
It's so hard for me to believe it has been 3 years since my father passed. Some days it feels like I just heard the news. And some days I still expect him to walk through my front door.
I talk to him all the time and I know it isn't believable for some but he calls my name. I hear it often and yes...often I am sober when I hear it! LOL
When I was younger, sometimes I would†think about one of my parents dying...and wonder how could I live without them? I just knew I would die when my Dad did. I always thought that even as a child.
I didn't die. Imagine that!!!
I wanted to. I wouldn't have done anything to myself but there were MANY days I remained curled up in my bed and wished for it. The pain was too much (I thought at the time). The pain sti
It is dark in this placeOnce filled with hopes and dreamsIt is now only hatred and painI am on my own sideEveryone else stays in the lightThey are filled with happiness While I am filled with anything but thatNo one is with meNo one will ever beThey are happy, I am notThey will never understand meNor will they ever wish toI can not blame themI would also want to remain happyBut I have forgotten howI don't know how to go back to the sunshineI only know rain and night nowI watch the moonIt is my only friendIt understands and listens Though it never talks to meIt helps me throughout my lifeIt is my last lightMy last light of hope, dream, and my one loveAnd that shall never die out
Am I Wrong
I don't know if I am wrong or not. Here is my problem. I'm sick of sex, real sick of it. Up and down, in and out. No matter how you do it, it's the same BS. Now I've had more then my fair share I'm off point, rewind. I finally said, I need a woman. I told some people what I was looking for, and let it go. What I heard shocked me. I was told I was to picky. Picky, picky. All I said was age and everything don't matter. They just have to be easy to get along with and share my view on sex. Is that wrong or picky?
I feel sex is only good for one thing.mking children.† I already have one, so.............
Desperately wanting the nightmare to end.Unable to heal,Unable to mend.Repressed pain of the past,Comes to haunt me at last.My sanity sinking,And I'm tied to the mast.Never asking for this.I was given no choice.Abused and disposed of,And left with no voice.Stripped of trust.Deprived of self worth.Locked away in my own,Private hell on earth.I need to get out.I have to break free.But it all seems so hopeless,Because I can't find the key.
And now I sit inside my glass prisonScreaming to be let freeBut all my efforts are in vainYou can't even hear me.Look into my tear stained eyesAnd tell me what you seeAm I so completely dead to youThat you don't even see me?Watch the tears fall down my faceAn endless stream of forgotten hateFall into an unknown worldFollow the road of fearful fate.Banish the light from inside your mindLet the dark consume your soulLose yourself inside this hellCause yourself to lose control.Rest your head and close your eyesSoon the pain will fadeSlip away into your dre
R.I.P. Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan
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Tell Me What You Think!
Why is it that love is so hard to find, I mean true love! The kind of love that has no bounderies, the kind of love that knows no shame. I want to find a woman who can be as true as I am. I need a woman who can be my best friend and my soul mate! Is it so much to ask to want a woman who can love me unconditionally. I have been hurt so much my heart cannot take anymore breaking. .I have suffered long enough all I want is love. I know this does not sound like a typical guy but I see myself as a extrodinary guy one who knows how to love and is ready to be with a woman who can love like I do. In the heart of a true man is the patience to accept thier partners flaws, any mistakes thier partner has made becomes thier mistakes, the true man loves unconditionally no matter what is said or done, and the true man would never lay thier hand upon thier partner.
In the heart of a true man is the longing to be with someone who appriciates him for him and not wanting to change him. In time the partn
Wow what an addicting game.....it's amazing the "real" money people spend to get ahead in this game
A woman came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find her 5-year old son waiting for her at the door. SON: 'Mummy, may I ask you a question?' MUM: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the woman. SON: 'Mummy, how much do you make an hour?' MUM: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the woman said angrily. SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?' MUM: 'If you must know, I make $20 an hour.' SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down. SON: "Mummy, may I please borrow $5?" The mother was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.' The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.. The woman sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he a
the black wolf walks threw the shadows looking for a place to bed down out of the coldness. wondering what his true love the whitewolf is doing. he calls out for with hopes that she will hear him and answer him. the blackwolf wonders around with emptyness in his life now that the white wolf is gone. he wishes she know how much he needs her and that she is the only one he wishes to be with. the blackwolf relizes he ruined everything in his life when he lashed out at her. as he looks at his bleeding wounds he is reminded of the pain he has cuased his love the white wolf. as the sun sets for the night the black wolf howls out for his only love once more. with no answer he lays down wihtout cleaning his wounds to remember the pain he inflicted upon his whitewolf. the black wolf lets the tears from his eyes run down hsi face. the black wolf dreams of the past of him and the lovely whitewolf running in the sunshine and laying together also remembering the warmth of happiness he had felt with
Whatevahhhh can disya mean? L0L :p *goes into hiding* :o
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Good By My Little Friend
He came to me about 10 years or so ago.† I Just won† from a neighbor. with a one month of life he brought Alex to my house. A few weeks later he was the King of the house and did everything (he wanted of course)Alex loved to curl up on the couch or in the bed with me. and watching TV , eating chips , he like drinking coffe after meal eat olives,† cucumber, coffee with milk in the morning with bread and butter.Last time I got in at Alex in my arms he licked my face with a warmth that I had never felt before, yet I look at early morning, he looked at me with loving eyes and went back to sleep, and I also when I woke up my little friend was gone. leaving an empty lot a miss.....
Alex was a dandy terrier
I'm looking for people who have or has had loved ones who has suffered from multiple sclerosis.† I'm not the victim of it but my mom is she was diag with it in 2005. She's gone from bad to worse from then til this day currently, and I would like to know what your experiences are/were with yours?
I do know it's life threatening and heart breaking,† she's pretty much in her close call last stages, not fully in a wheelchair yet but fighting to keep walking from what I have seen but there's alot more can not say what all. From the time we found out they told her she has had it for 15+ possible years then in 2005,† but since then she was told she kinda gave up the will to really beat it, then she tries to fight it.†
My former employers common in law spouse had it, from what I remember he was pretty bad when he decided to go to a place to take care of him to free her from the burden and their children she was distraught but she knew his days were coming and accepted. He had died a few ye
If We Shared Our Lives Together
If we shared our lives together then why didnt we share our† lives? As friends some keep secrets, as lovers some hold back truths, others grasp at straws to try and figure out what they dont know. But honestly if you truely loved or cared about whoever vwas or is in your life youd never have to lie to them or keep a secret. For if you loved them and they truely loved you nothing would break it or keep you apart As friends As lovers as family.
One of my poems
: 12 Types Of Women
1. Ms. Gold-DiggerAdvantagesa. You have some one to manage your money.b. She always looks good.c. She makes your other niggas jealous.d. She makes you look good.Disadvantagesa. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left.b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support.c. Once your nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day.2. Ms. Freak (secret lover)Advantagesa. She knows all the right positions.b. She'll try everything more than once.c. You're never unsatisfied.d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do.e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too.Disadvantagesa. Eventually, b/c she's a female, she'll end up catching feelings.b. She starts to act like she's your "main".c. She fucks wit ya boy and act like you in the wrong for telling her that she's a freak.d. Eventually her shit gets old. And you need a replacement.3. Ms. IndependentAdvantagesa. You don't have to worry about buying her anything. She got it.b. Sh
The Beard Report
I've had a beard since I was about 12.† So recently I've noticed beards are making a comeback.† That's good I suppose.† Now I don't feel like a complete pariah.† But, at the same time, it's kind of annoying.† It seems people are starting to do this whole "all bearded people look alike thing".† Maybe it's just me that see's this, but I bet it happens to others.
The other night I went out with my buddy Rooster.† We started drinking early on after a hard day of tattooing.† We hit up this bar that had good beer at good prices and started to knock back several drinks...I lost track around beer 16 and shot number 5.† Anyways, at some point, everyone in the damn bar decided to come up to me and tell me that I look like "that guy from The Hangover".† I'm assuming they mean Zach Galifianakis.
While I don't mind when people tell me I look like someone famous (for the longest time people told me I looked like Bill Murray in the Royal Tennenbaums) what annoys me is when they ask me to quote line
Just When I Was About To Give Up, Someone Came Into My Life
†I was just about to give up on Dating, then I met someone. Her name is Geanine Rene Wallace. We started dating on the 16th of last month, tomorrow is our 1 month anniversary, and it's been the best month of my life. She doesn't treat me like a Door-Mat. The way everyone else used to do.†
†I can honestly say that I'm falling in love with her. I find something else to fall in love with her about every day. Sometimes it's just the smallest thing, but it makes me fall harder. I can't imagine my life without her, and I don't really want to. She's gorgeous beyond belief, She's smart, funny. She has an amazing personality. Her voice sounds like an Angel. If I'm pissed, all I have to do is think about the sound of her voice, and just like that, it calms me down.
†In the past, she's been treated like shit. But the second she wanted to be with me, all of that was over. From now on, the only thing that she's going to be treated like, is a Princess. †She is my everything, and it would kill
Words To Live By
Native American Ten Commandments
Treat the Earth and all that dwell therein with respect
Remain close to the Great Spirit
Show great respect for your fellow beings
Work together for the benefit of all Mankind
Give assistance and kindness wherever needed
Do what you know to be right
Look after the well-being of Mind and Body
Dedicate a share of your efforts to the greater Good
Be truthful and honest at all times
Take full responsibility for your actions
I am now taking entrants for my new years auction. Entry fee is 5 mill or 3 credits. If you pay with credits, your bids will start at cash bids only. Taking entrants until thursday January 5th @ 7pm central. Will start the auction Friday January 6th @ 8pm Central until Friday January 20th @ 8 pm Central. All entrants have the right to accept or refuse any bids at any time. There will be NO DRAMA! If there is any harassment of any kind, you will be blocked from bidding in ANY of my auctions. Please SB me if your interested. Thanksgiving is right around the corner. Let's give thanks to some of the wonderful friends we made on the Fu.
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They say an end can be a start Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive It's like a bad day that never ends I feel the chaos around me A thing I don't try to deny I'd better learn to accept that There are things in my life that I can't control They say love ain't nothing but a sore I don't even know what love is Too many tears have had to fall Don't you know I'm so tired of it all I have known terror dizzy spells Finding out the secrets words won't tell Whatever it is it can't be named There's a part of my world that' s fading away You know I don't want to be clever To be brilliant or superior True like ice, true like fire Now I know that a breeze can blow me away Now I know there's much more dignity In defeat than in the brightest victory I'm losing my balance on the tight rope Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please... If I ever feel better Remind me to spend some good time with you You can give me your number When it's all over I'll let you know Hang on t
My Craptastic Poetry
I am the Fool. I am the blind, the vulnerable, the outcast.Seeking, losing, never knowing. Play me with all you are, I will follow.I am the Magician. I am the mystical, the enigmatic, the hidden.Twirling, dancing, always learning. Know me for what I am, I will not acquiesce.I am the High Priestess. I am the esoteric, the strong, the Goddess.Sharing, shining, never dying. Love me with your purist heart, I will reflect.I am the Empress. I am the noble, the detached, the Queen.Looking, waking, always persisting. Take me for all I've been, I will not relinquish .†I am Arcana, the natural and the divine.†I am the Emperor. I am the ruler, the tyrant, the wisdom.Leading, winning, never breaking. Want me for all I've seen, I will take.I am the Hierophant. I am the learned, the arrogant, the ascendant.Wondering, thinking, always growing. Teach me all you have heard, I will not forget.I am the Lovers. I am the desired, the yearned for, the needed.Wanting, burning, never t
Confessions Of A Mad Man
So I woke up this morning and smiled. For the first time in a very long time I woke up happy. Alot of things have been happening to me that were very unexpected. A person I was in love with destroyed me. Much like most of the women from my past, she was exactly like them. I turned off...I didn't care or even want to care about anyone or anything except for myself. And was living just fine that way. Well, I got tripped up by a series of happenings in my life that have proven the selfish person I was is not the person I want to be. Over the next few days im sure you will see alot of changes in my profile as well as attitude. Hope you all get to meet the person I really am. In the meantime......I think I'm pregnant. I'm sitting here watching Star Trek eating cookies and olives O.o People who point out their puns are like comedians who explain their jokes: they both think you'retoo stupid to get it. The only good thing about the phrase "pun intended" is that it saves you time whenyou want
I Less Than 3
Your smile makes me beam and your charm sends me through the roof. I feel like I have known you forever. You take my fears away, inspiring me to dream. How lucky I am to have stumbled into you. You are always on my mind. Your the name my lips crave. Just to love someone as amazing as you takes my breath away. I love you. Just those words rolling off my lips send me into a craze. Knowing I am saying them with such passion and such truth. I love you so much! You are my world, the sun in my sky, and the twinkles in my eye. The excitement of going to Wyoming can be felt all the way to my bones. Being able to be in the arms of someone I have fallen completly and utterly in love with is the greatest feeling in the entire†world. Knowing he will be just a arms reach away and the breath I feel on my neck is something I†can't even describe into words.††Being able to look in the eyes of the person I love, to see his smile, and to hear his laugh; that always makes me smile is simply amazing. I lov
Musings Of Your Not So Typical Navy Chief
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I'm not full of anything, I have no reason to lie. No one knows what†I am, who I am,†where†I am. I'm not sure what†I am, I just know there is something dark in me. I hide it, I certianly don't talk about it, but it's there...always. This...Dark Passenger, uh when he's driving I feel...alive, half sick with the thrill, the complete wrongness. I don't fight him, I don't want to. He's all i got, nothingelse could love me not even...especially not me. Or is that just a lie the dark passenger tells me? Because lately there are these moments when i feell...connected to something else, someone and it's†like the mask is slipping, and things, people who never mattered before are suddenly starting to matter, it scares the hell outta me† I feel like...you stole my life. I'm not the person I'm suppose to be. It's like I'm hallow, I hide in plain sight unable to reach out to people close to me, afraid I'm going to hurt them. I've hurt so many others. This is what he made me become. Ever since Harry
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Ramblings From A Music Lover
As some of you know, I am a little obsessed with music.†
I love to hear live music, and go to as many shows as possible.† There is just something in the energy between a musician and the audience that I find to be so very powerful.† I am the one singing along quietly and sometimes not so quietly.† I am the one tapping my feet, and patting my knees, chair dancing if the venue does not have a dance floor.† I am the one with the look of complete rapture on my face, and a smile from ear to ear.
I have stated that music feeds my soul.† It is the air that I need top breathe.† I find that music can lift me to the heavens....I feel such joy at times.† I need to feel that joy, so i just keep coming back for more.† It is my drug.† Well, music and a vodka martini!
My favorite performers right now are Brandi Carlile, Shawn Mullins, Katie Herzig, John Hiatt, and Edwin McCain.† I am most interested in the singer songwriter genre right now.† This of course will change on a whim should I hear some
Things That Go Bump In The Night
During my soooooooooooooooooo many years of marridge and living in different homes.
My hubby and I have encountered things, we simply can not explain.†
And although we have tried, we get looked at as if our choo choo went chugging around the bend and fell off.
But yanno I dont care if any one believes me,† I know what I saw and smelled threw the years.
I have seen a glass on the counter, nothing in it, and it just† shatters for no reason,† I have seen a hugeeeeeeeeeeee beetle crawl behind my coffee can and enter in the wall,† my light that hadnt worked for months, suddenly turns on and its not even pluged in.
Seeing a old lady out side my window, with her hair dun up nice, purple dress and pearls walk by.† I go to the back of the house open the door thinking shes gonna knock,† no one around,† I run to the front nupe no one.
Hubby says she would have to be 8ft tall for me to see† her.†in my kitchen getting my son a drink when I feel a hand on my shoulder.† Hubby and oldest son se
Stupid Or What?
My baby brother ronny was seeing this girl...she was pregnant when they started seeing eachother...he promised her he would be the father figure for her daughter seeing as the babies daddy died in a car accident....now she hasnt been the nicest person since the baby was born and i understand this..but he dont want to be responsible for another kid but he dont have the heart to tell the girl..so hes seeing different ppl behind her back...i know its wrong...but i just dont get involved with problems like this...but its my brother...shouldnt he be man enough to tell this girl he dont want all this right now...i mean to me its just not a smart thing...IDK..i love my brother but i think hes stupid
i think im more scared over the girl..i mean shes young...and† a mother...and shes lost the babies daddy and now my brother is being like this...i just dont want her to like freak out and like take her life or the babies or both...GRRRR
LEAVE SOME COMMENTS YALL...its 4AM and i just g
Need Help With Something
I was wondering if you all can help me with something , When it comes to your wedding day , would you write your own vows ??? if you do , this is for men and women , what would your vows say to your new husband/wife..please private message with your written wedding vows along with or seperatley , what you would write in a love letter to your future wife husband....
The Love Letter
....Been thinking of a lot lately. Mostly about my bad marriage and thinking if a persons soulmate really exsists..Below is a love letter that every woman should get at least once from her husband or special someone in their life
>My dearest I long to be with you for as long as the moon shall shine in the sky. As long as the rays of sun shall fall on a new day. All I dream of is waking to your beautiful eyes every morning. You are the air I breathe, the light that fills me with joy.†I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want you to be the first face I see in the morning, and the last I see at night.
I am glad to be a member here! Anyways I always look for some forex brokers. This is where I go to find some automated forex trading.
What Am I?
its fuckin bullshit!!! i get 8 or 9 id checks in a row every fuckin nite!!! i ask for help and why and nothing!!!
WHAT THE FUCK???? why the hell are we letting the get away with the shit there doing? COPY THIS INTO YOUR STATUS AND SEE WHAT PEOPLE RATE YOU!!!! 1=crazy, 2=i'd marry you, 3=talkative, 4=sarcastic, 5=i miss you, 6=club head, 7=moody, 8=dumb, 9=mouthy, 10=spoilt, 11=random, 12=hot, 13=fckable, 14=fit, 15=amazing, 15=tough, 16=cute, 17=gf/bf type, 18=player, 19=i love you, 20=gorgeous, 21=the best, 22=cool, 23=funny
Time Does Not Bring Relief†
Time does not bring relief; you all have lied
†Who told me time would ease me of my pain!
†I miss him in the weeping of the rain;†I want him at the shrinking of the tide;
†The old snows melt from every mountain-side
†And last year's leaves are smoke in every lane;
†But last year's bitter loving must remain
†Heaped on my heart, and my old thoughts abide.
†There are a hundred places where I fear
†To go - so with his memory they brim.
†And entering with relief some quiet place
†Where never fell his foot or shone his face
†I say, 'There is no memory of him here!'
†And so stand stricken, so remembering him.†
†Edna St Vincent Millay (1892 -1950)†
In memory of †Darrell Paul Smith †12/18/66 - 03/05/11
My best friend, My heart, My soul
i met my best friend about 7 yrs ago and she was telling me about losing her 6 yr old daughter i would cry with her and i thought i could understand how she felt and all that til Oct 27 2009 when i lost my 12 yr old daughter and it hit me hard that back then i had no clue what she was feeling til i have to go thru it.ashley was 12 so beautiful full of life blunt easy going til u made her mad and then she was only mad for a few n got over it...she had planned her life gonna go into the army and go to college and be someone and try and help all the fighting in the world cause she didnt like it...i grew up thinkin crying was a weakness and not to do it infront of ppl i am now learning that its ok to hurt to let ppl know u hurt and how u feel...i was and still am every now n then numb..some days i cant think others im mad as HELL and others i think i be ok...i have 4 other kids that help me get thru then i learned a few weeks ago that only i can get thru this only i can help myself...i fee
There you go Flashing fever from your eyes Hey babe, come over here and shut down tight I'm not denying We're flying above it all Hold my hand, don't let me fall You've such amazing grace I've never felt this way... Show me heaven Cover me Leave me breathless Show me heaven please Here I go I'm shaking just like the breeze Hey baby I need your hand to steady me I'm not denying I'm frightened as much as you Though I'm barely touching you I've shivers down my spine And it feels divine Show me heaven Cover me Leave me breathless Show me heaven please If you know what like To dream a dream Baby hold me tight And let this be yer Show me heaven Cover me Leave me breathless Show me heaven please Something went wrong You are not laughing It's not so easy now to get your smile You gotta be wrong To walk these streets And keep from falling But when you're not, just let yourself cry You've been working hard Just trying to pay the rent Tryin' to draw the line b
Memories.... The Good, The Bad, The Fugly.
Monday, April 06, 2009†
Memories... The Good, The Bad, and The Fugly. Pt. 3 Current mood:††creative
The Man In The BasementMy mother had this wooden man in our basement.† It came from my aunt, Godess of Earth, who gave it to us as a piece of art.† His arms and legs moved so you could have it as a plant stand, table or whatever your imagination could come up with.† My mother's imagination came up with a man lurking in the basement.† I don't really remember the house in Kenwood, just bits and pieces as we left that house when I was six, but I will always remember that creepy wooden man.† That thing put the fear of God in me like nothing else.† I knew it was there and yet my heart would always go through my throat everytime I saw it, as though there were a real man lingering in the basement.† I'm not sure if there is a person out there who has never been afraid of basements, or where teh fear comes from, but me personally, I think mine came from that man sized Pinocchio.† Ev
Some Of My Writings
I SIT HERE DAY IN AND DAY OUT THINKING OF YOU AND WISHING HOW I HAD YOU BACK IN MY ARMS. YOU LEFT JUST CAUSE I MADE A MISTAKE AND SAID SOMETHING THAT WAS TOOKEN THE WRONG WAY TO SOMEONE ELSE. INSTEAD OF BE UNDERSTANDING AND LET YOU COOL DOWN I KEEP TRYING AND TRYING TO GET YOU TO TALK TO ME SO WE COULD WORK IT OUT BUT NOW YOUR GONE AND MY LIFE IS SO EMPTY AND MEANINGLESS. I DO LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL AND NOR WILL I WALK AWAY OR GIVE UP ON ONE DAY US TALKING AND WORKING THINGS OUT. BUT UNTILL THE DAY COMES I WILL BE SITTING IN THE DARKNESS WIHT THE MEMOREIS OF HOW HAPPY WE WAS GOING THREW MY HEAD AND THE TEARS OF BLOOD RUNNING DOWN MY FACE. I STILL CAN FEEL YOUR SOFT LIPS WHEN I WOULD KISS YOU AND FEEL YOUR LIGHT TOUCH ACCROSS MY ARMS AND BACK TELLING ME IT WILL BE OK . I STILL HEAR THAT HEAVENLY VOICE IN MY EAR WHISPING I LOVE YOU MORE THEN ANYTHING AND I WOULD FALL APART IF I LOST YOU. BUT AS I LOOK AROUND YOUR NOT THERE SO I DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK ANYMORE ALL I KNOW I WI
Need 5 Mill Points In 24 Hours & Getting Bent Over
I have made it a point to keep track as much as possible (aside from trying to get much needed sleep)...and seems that Fu has gone mad and been screwing my points and deducting them from me...Fu Support sent a lame ass message back that I need to clear my browser history and they think I was looking at cached pages....I say not possible since I did do that and the point †are still being taken away....(You can see my status comments about this) I know they reset every 24 hours DER DA FUCKIN DER!!!!! This still hasn't been 24 hours!
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*Forgive my spelling I do the best I can.... I'm old*
You get a call late one night after you get off work, it's a family member asking you to do them a favor. So you say okay what did you need? They ask you to make something for them to help out with a birthday party. Now you have to go in work early by 3 hours (which you have to cut back off because you are close to your max hours for the week). You go in early have it ready 10 minutes early even though they continuously text you about it to make sure it's done. You tell them it's done for them on time like asked. They proceed to text you saying "I'm coming" and they don't show until 3 1/2 hours later. A couple days later after you text and get no response, they text you and begin nitpicking and making things up you did wrong with it. Then accuse you of being in a bad mood. "I just asked a favor I don't know why you're mad".
†† This is unfortuneatly still going on. She's texting me saying I'm overreacting when she's sent me l
Newspaper Clippings From 1934-1936
A feller isn’t thinking mean---
††††††††††† out fishin’
His thoughts are mostly good and clean---
††††††††††† out fishin’
He does not knock his fellowmen,
or harbor any grudges then.
A feller’s at his finest when---
††††††††††† out fishin’.
A feller’s glad to be a friend,---
Twelve-step methods have been adopted to address a wide range of problems from drugs to alcohol. Over 200 organizations with a worldwide membership of millions, now employ twelve-step principles for recovery. So, how about one for relationships and dating woes?What is an emotion? Weird thing to ask someone, heck I've asked a few people lately what is an emotion. Heard it's a feeling, a desire, an urge. I looked around and found that an emotion is actually a chemical combination that flows through the body that produces the same side effects each time. We produce these emotion cocktails each time something makes our body react to the outside pressures. We become scared when something frightens us and become happy when something is funny or is to our favor. Simple eh? Then why do we get all confused when each time we stumble in relationships? We keep blaming everyone and everything except ourselves. We react to each relationship and produce an emotional reaction. So maybe we stumble in r
Singles Profile No No's And Assorted Ranting
ok.. just ranting about nothing important and blowin off a lil steam.
dunno.. its just one of those days. seem to be running into a lot ppl that don't really listen to what anyone else is trying to say but like i put in the caption are just tuning you out till they can sneak a chance to start speaking what they want to say. if i can stand there and listen to you speak for five minutes straight w/out coming to a point then at least do me the common courtesy of letting me have a few seconds to give u a response. no i'm not sayin that every thing ppl say to eachother has to be all proper like but damn.... lately it seems that if i almost have to be rude to ppl unless i want to hear them drone on and on for ten minutes w/out coming to any semblence of a point and when i try to respond i get cut off like i wasn't speaking before i get three words out. lil common courtesy is all i'm askin.
† † talking in great detail about how you got divorced, how your last relationship went dow
I Christianggs admit that I went overboard, and the passion of the game took over. I joined a turf which shall remain nameless, and was caught in the cross fire. I now understand that the war was not against me, but against the person that I was with. I decided to stay along the side of my boss, but for incidents inside my mob he back stabbed me and took actions against me. I flee from his reach, and that’s how I ended up a free agent.
Since I belonged to a turf that was in troubles, I ask the boss in DDR Mafia Family Turf to spear me and to go after my boss. This backfire and I ended up being the target of the crossfire. I took every measure to protect myself, and reached out for the Mafias out there in the world. I found I have support, and although they intervene for me it was not enough.
Today I meet the request from KASPER to take down my sing that she was abusive to her power, and the hostility stopped. I reach out to her and we came to an agreement.
Her turf is not goi
My Birthday Party
Yesterday For my celebration in my birthday party, I went out last night, Hopefully had a wild time parting, I was with no panties and I dressed a short skirt, in the restaurant in the middle of eating , I said you "it was not just the dinner that you got for eating". I had continued shaving my pussy this time..
"You know, that Italian restaurant is open until eleven. We've got some time..."
In the morning after the party, when i was waking up, I saw by the window and my mirror
Welcome love said spider to fly
† Come be yourself, with me abide
I’ll keep you here forever mine
† and cherish you with love sublime.†
The pretty words & promises’ sheen
† dim quickly when true actions seen.†
Save them all for someone who
† is easier fooled by the likes of you.†
Did you really think that I
† would entertain your alibis
Save them for the other flies
† the ones still fooled by your false guise
No more will I play the fool
I remember a great many things about this man, but†one thing in particular was his laugh. He wasn't one to have big, long belly laughs often, but when he did, you just couldn't help but laugh with him. Even though it's been 4 years, I can still hear his laugh in my head as clearly as if he were sitting next to me today. It would start out as a soft chuckle, and build into a hearty laugh where his face would turn red and his eyes would start to water. He would sometimes become self-concious of this laugh, and try to turn all serious in the end, but it never worked. I always saw through his stern facade.
His hands were big and strong, but soft and gentle. I still remember the first time his hands touched my bare skin as we layed naked in my bed for the first time. His eyes were full of wonder as those big, strong hands roamed over my body while we made love...
He had a long, well kept moustache and goatee. he would often twirl his fingers in it when deep in thought or conversation.† L
This Is Sooooooo True...lol
Seven Kinds Of Sex ....
The 1st kind of sex is called ...
Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face.
The 2nd kind of sex is called ... Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so needy you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen.
The 3rd kind of sex is called ... Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom.
The 4th kind of sex is called ... Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say .... 'F**k You.'
The 5th kind of sex is called ... Religious Sex. Which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night.
The 6th kind is called ... Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/husband any more. She/he takes you to court and sc
Just Stuff About Me
I have had a pretty decent life I would say .I have met many people along the way. Some just pass through, and they fade away, a few have came and gone, and came back again. It's always nice to have someone to love, but that is not the case for everyone. Sometimes when we really need someone, it's then when we realize just how much you mean to someone, or how much your own life means, I have recently had a minor heart attack, and I don't feel as if I should be old enough to start having these problems, but they are here now. Makes you think, and makes you wonder, just how many people would have even missed me. I know I have made a lot of friends in passing on fubar, but some have touched my heart along the way. This is just to thank you to all of those who truely are my friends. Thank you for being there for me. I am now thinking really hard about my life and those I choose to allow in. All the things that mattered before don't now and I have so much more to love about life now, like j
I wish for the desire of my heart.
but I must find the courage within me
will you return my love, or will we part?
Shall I quit now, or shall my love you be?
My soul sorrows when you are not around
And when you are, my body leaves the ground.
And i wish I could just†be where you are.
Will you join me in love's first fantasy
complete with dream's enchanting mastery
My soul and very essence fight a war.
I wish with all my being you were mine
And with this very urge I write no more
But to have one wish,†you and me for all time.... If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out).1. Would you be in control?2. Would you let me pull your hair?3. Would you whisper in my ear?4. Would you talk dirty to me?5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?6. Would you say my name?7. Would you go down on me?8. Woul
there is but nothing but today and yeaterday. i want to live for the moment and enjoy the pictures of the past. tomorrow dictates itself at this point. i get twisted and i get strange, but i have the sweetest heart. i like the things in life that make me smile like mohawks and tattoos. i will eventually get my ink, but life is too boring to recreate the picture right now
I've always been a big man and in rather good shape up until 2009, which has definately been my worst year ever. Today a bombshell was droped on me after going to a follow-up appointment for my knee surgery. The doctor tell me that within 5 years I'll need a total knee replacement which will essentially end my military career prematuraley. Also on the past year I've been placed on anti-hypertensive medicine and ant-arrythmic medicine. At 43 years of age I'm still young but unable to carry my 295 pounds on my 6'4" frame. This weight no matter how much of it is muscle is killing my heart and my knees. In order to beat it I have to start shedding the punds. So I'm starting off with an immediate goal of 10 pounds and once that achiebed 10 more. Until I shed 70 pounds. This way I'll save my health, knees, and my military career that I love so much. Wish me luck please I need all the help I can get. Vinny Now that I'm 43, I decided to tone up and lighten up. So far so good. I'm down 14 pound
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Sent To Me Via E-mail
Recently the Chula Vista (CA) Police Department ran an e-mail forum (a question And answer exchange) with the topic being, "Community Policing." One of the Civilian e-mail participants posed the following question, "I would like to Know how it is possible for police officers to continually harass people and Get away with it?"From the "other side" (the law enforcement side) Sgt. Bennett, obviously a Cop with a sense of humor replied:"First of all, let me tell you this...it's not easy. In Chula Vista, we Average one cop for every 600 people. Only about 60% of those cops are on General duty (or what you might refer to as "patrol") where we do most of Our harassing."The rest are in non-harassing departments that do not allow them contact With the day to day innocents. And at any given moment, only one-fifth of The 60% patrollers are on duty and available for harassing people while the Rest are off duty. So roughly, one cop is responsible for harassing about 5,000 residents."When you toss i
Things That Make You Go "hmmm"
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply......1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?19. How many times would you like to cum?20. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
The Hippie Cool Blog
Once upon a time there was a fubarian who didnt give a crap about points or levels and heres the story of why.
Many many moons ago i joined up to fubar after a friend on another website called TRIBE invited me. Being a fan of social networking sites i joined up and thought it was alot different then the rest with a much different tone and focus. I had never encountered such a site before that seemed faster paced then say myspace and points and levels were involved. I confess the breathe of fresh air of change made me get caught up in it. I made it my business to level up FAST. I posted lots of pics and rated other peoples albums and such and yes even bought a VIP membership so i could post MORE pics AND i bought the thingy where your blast runs for a month...did that several times. Quickly i ranked up higher and higher....i didnt look at the whole rank thing as me being more important or better then anyone lower,it was the CHALLENGE that sucked me in and made me ambitious...like someo
The Priest In...
†The priest†in a small†village loved the rooster††and the ten hens††
The Spoiled Under-35 Crowd!!!
If you are 35 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tearswith their tedious diatribes about how hard things were. When they were growing up; what with walking Twenty-five miles to school every morning
Uphill.... barefoot... BOTH ways Yadda, yadda, yaddaAnd I remember promising myself that when I grew up,there was no way in hell I was going to lay †a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it †and how easy they've got it! But now that I'm over the ripe old age of thirty-five+, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today.You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to mychildhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today youdon't know how good you've got it!I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something,
We had to go to the damn library andlook it up ourselves, in the card catalogue for christ sake!!
Bambi And Thumper
This was taken in Alberta , Canada in a back yard...Very cool! Bambi & Thumper ....really do exist!
What an incredible photographer to have caught these shots...
How To Shower Like A Woman/man
How To Shower Like a Woman†Take off clothes and place them sectioned in laundry†basket according to lights and darks.Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown.If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas.Look at your womanly physique in the mirror - make mental note todo more sit-ups / leg-lifts, etc.Get in the shower.Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone.Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins.
I am looking for someone who would like to get fumarried just for kicks.† I am a fun person who can take jokes just like the next person and I am very faithful and loyal.† I am also looking for someone who will perform the ceremony for 0 to nothing if at all possible.†† I thank you very much.
Why Men Are Never Depressed
Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures.?Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars
My Daily Horoscope (according To Facebook...hehehe)
Astrology - Today's Gemini Horoscope
Here is your Today's Gemini Horoscope
You're feeling the urge to socialize, and it is a great day to expand your network.
Lucky Time of Day:12am
Astrology - Today's Gemini Horoscope
Here is your Today's Gemini Horoscope
If you don't want to climb out of your shell, that's really okay! Don't feel guilty.
The Daily Routine Of The Life Of A Bum
Got up very early took Gedy to Friendly house she is going to take care of the baby.† Then took Madam, Hap, and Friendly to shoe factory, to try to get a job but they didn’t have any luck.† Back home again then I went job seeking.† No luck for me they told me to come back Mon. to the upholster factory that is all I can think of. Nothing going on, it started out to be a pretty day, but turned off too Kold.† After Mutt came in he and I went to the Post Office, then went to see a coupla guys he sold them each a suit then home again.† Hap went to see his girl brought her out to the house and didn’t get out.† They sat in the car for an hour or so, until everyone went to bed then they came in.† Gedy and her mother rather sore about it.† I didn’t like it my self too well, I don’t think that a very nice way to do.† I played sol all eve he beat me 6 straight games, then I beat him one.† Well Honey Girl this is 1935, we have got about 3 inches of snow on the ground and it
Saturday was perm and relaxer day and all the students in my class had to pair up and find a victim...err.. client to practice on. My first client dropped out for fear I would fuck up her hair. Oh well. I've had a bad perm before and you really can fuck up some hair permenantly so I get it. Luckily I found some one else to practice on with a relaxer.
It was a busy day that day because not only did we have clients we also had some guys in making an industrial video. An industrial video is a video made for a company used to show what they do and how they do it. The company later uses them for promotion or to inspire the team. I did a lot of them back in the day. They are tedious because the people you are taping are always overly excited about being on camera to the point where they go slightly retarded.
I call my class remedial because of the events I witnessed that day. First my instructor was so thrilled about someone video taping her she turned into a crazy lady. So concerned was
Valentine Auction 2010 Rules And Deadlines
1) If You Place A Bid On Someone, and circumstances beyond your control keep you from upholding your end of the bargain, don't just erase your bid, let me, Dj Maverick, Brokeass or Chief know. I will take care of that.
2) However you do bid, if you can not uphold your bid offer when the auction ends, payment to the person is between you two. It DOES not have to be an IMMEDIATE transaction.
3) When placing bids on others, DO NOT leave lewd or disrespectful comments on the photos, Or I will literally block you from the auction ( as well as my profile), this is for fun, if you wish to slander people, go find another website, I do not wish to see such things on my profile or on my auction entries photos.
4)The Person being bid on can REFUSE any bid placed on them.†
If you wish to be in this auction. All Entries MUST be recieved by †January 30th, 2010.. The auction will run from February 2nd. - February 10th, 20
Gentlemen... Just Wanted You Guys To Know....
Lately I've been going through a lot of turmoil & most of it has to do with a man. So, I thought, this would make an interesting blog... So guys... please read & let me know your thoughts on this! Ladies... also... would love to hear your thoughts on this too! Feel free to comment...
** When it comes to a woman, most men say they just don't understand us. As a woman I really don't think we are really all that hard to figure out. I can only tell you of my own thoughts & feelings on this subject.
A woman's feelings are very sensitive to everything that goes on in her life. Our emotions are highly tuned in to all the turmoil, all the pain, all the negativity that surrounds us. But, also, we are very much intuned to all the warmth, all the passion, all the love that our soulmate emits to us. We long to be loved & desired. We want to be held, to be comforted, to be loved beyond any other type of love that exists. We make ourselves beautiful for you because we want to hold your attention.
One Love's Blog
It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is most painful is to love someone and never finding the courage to let the person know how you feel. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance - and you find out you still care for that person. A sad thing about life is when you meet someone that means a lot to you, only to find out in the end, that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go. When one door of happiness closes, another opens but often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch, and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had. It's true that we don't know
This blog is to tell everyone whats up with me.A lot of you already know but for those who don't,here goes.In November I had to take dad to the doctor and from there to the hospital here at home.After many tests and many doctors they told me that he was "full" of malignacies.A surgeon was called who promptly said to me,"I would not operate on your dad,it wouldn't do any good.His "plumbing" was blocked so we had to then take him to the University of Maryland hospital.They put a stent in to relieve the pressure and allow his system to work for awhile anyway.The doctor at U of M daid to take him home and let him enjoy christmas with his grandchildren.Which he did,as much as he could anyway.He went back to the hospital here at home over the weekend.after stablizing him they talked to me about hospice.My father has end stage pancreatic cancer.Dad came home from the hospital yesterday and the hospice team came shortly after.My dads wish is to be at home and I want for him what he wants..So,t
A Piece Of Fiction.
†††† I wasn't in the city when the bomb went off.† I was far enough away not to be effected by it's force.† But I was certainly close enough to watch the flash that lit up the horizon like a sunrise on a warm spring morning.† It looked beautiful.† I felt the ground shake.† It was like a very weak earthquake, it would have gone unnoticed if it weren't for the flash of light and the boom of what sounded like thunder in the distance.† People all around me then began to show concern, almost panic.
†††† At the time I was on my way to meet with my employer.† I stopped near the city center market in Moscow.† I had to stop there.† Had to calm my nerves.† A few minuted before I stopped I got into it a brief argument with the local police over a pocket knife I had that was a little longer than legally allowed in Russia.† The police confiscated my knife and let me go with only a verbal warning, I was fine with that.† After the day I just had they could do whatever they wanted as long as it meant
Hey Sexys! So I have not been here 4 awhile sorry! I got robbed 3 days before Christmas and then I lost my house soon after that... so I been on the streets and living with friends off and on for awhile. I know you all were probley wondering so I figured I'd right a blog! Wooot... *giggles* so thats where I have been. I don't have any family because as most of you know they died in a house fire while I was at a friends spending the night. So i lkost my momz dadz, 2 sisters and my brother... It was a rough year and this one hasenmt started out all that well ither but I'm staying strong to buy my grandfaters house in Kansas before someone else does... as you know im still in Arizona blah! (its cold here to) but im still going to school and holding 3 jobs just to keep my mind off of it! So I hope you all had a great cmas and new years! and best of luck to all of you!
Random Poems.... I Use That Word Lightly
Welp, here's a little hobby of mine : writing. Not very good at it, but I like mixing up words. Always was enamored with freewriting in english class, mainly cause it's the rawest form, to me. So, I freewrite. It is what it is.... more than likely shitty lol Remember, they're just random things I'm pulling out of my folder. More than likely, they don't have titles, they're not finished(to me... so hard to end one. I like to come back and add), and they're also probably very shitty emo poetry lol. Well. Here goes...
Oh my oh my what am I to do
Take my pain and throw it at you?
Nope, just can’t, I’m a big boy now
Gotta chalk it all up to suck and move along somehow
Find my feet where the path will lead
Pitching cigarette butts like Johnny Appleseed
A mordern day Rotten Johnny Appleseed
So many misleading roads to walk
So little time in the day in which to spend
Mix my emotions with the raw asphalt
Mixed emotions grow this work to rend
Like a horse faced Johnny A
Hello, everyone.† I'm tired of being lonely.† I have been going through a hell of alot recently.
Can anyone help me with my loneliness?
Something To Forward.
[[I got this in yahoo, from a relative]]-The Washcloth-Ladies, this has to be read, laughed at and passed on. There is not a woman alive who won't crack up over this! I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week.Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor's office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am. I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8:45am. The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare. As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn't going to be able to make the full effort. So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in 'that area' to make sure I was at least presentable. I threw the washcloth in the clothes basket, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appointment. †I was i
To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you."It's good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone.As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man.God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving yearsbecause
WITH TEARFUL EYES MY HEART SAYS YES WITH BREATHLESS STEPS MY SOUL SAYS GUESS YOU MADE ME THINK ABOUT MY LOVE FOR YOU I'VE THOUGHT ABOUT IT TWICE SADLY ITS QUITE NOT TRUE YOU CRY AND TELL ME NO BCUZ MY TEARS HAVE BEEN SHED NOW THAT YOU ARE LONELY IM CRYING IN MY BED.
Fuck It All!
Is it just me or does it seem like no matter what a guy like me does he gets fucked over by someone? Just† wondering if I have a sign over my head that says "Bitches who play games and cheat talk to me"?
†I am so lonely, I'm in the process of a divorce with my husbnd, I only see my boyfriend only one day a week cause that is all he allows me to see him. When I want to come over more† he is always so busy, and or I feel like I am bothering him. And I talk to this friend in Texas but he is to far away from me to go out with for a night, so we talk on the phone. Just feel like that there is not enough love in my life. I miss being held by someone, and having† some one show me how much they love me. Wish I just had some love in my life that will never leave, be bored with me, or push me away.
Adam Sandlers "whats Your Sign" Oh My Lanta It Cracks Me Up
Aquarius (Jan 23 - Feb 22) You have an inventive mind and are inclined to be progressive. You lie a great deal. You make the same mistakes repeatedly because you are stupid. Everyone thinks you are a fucking jerk. Pisces (Feb 23 - Mar 22) You are a pioneer type and think most people are dickheads. You are quick to reprimand, impatient and full of advice. You do nothing but piss-off everyone you come in contact with. You are a prick. Aries (Mar 23 - April 22) You have a wild imagination and often think you are being followed by the FBI or CIA. You have minor influence on your friends and people resent you for flaunting your power. You lack confidence and are a general dipshit. Taurus (April 23 - May 22) You are practical and persistent. You have a dogged determination and work like hell. Most people think you are stubborn and bullheaded. You are nothing but a goddamned communist. Gemini (May 23 - June 22) You are a quick
2010 Poems....coming Soon
††††††††††††††††††††††† Memories upon the Wind
I have bitter sweet memories as I weep within the howling wind of sorrow.
How he touched my heart in ways that leaves me breathless?
I have tears falling like rain drops to keep from other’s seeing how much I miss him.
Why did he just walk away from me?
Could he not just take the time to pause and listen to what I was there in the wind about my undying love for him?
Here I am…alone with memories upon the flowing wind that keeps me weak, yet strong because I loved him more than he realized, now…
Did I forget to love more and more each time I could had?
Should I spoke what was deep within my heart and soul?
I have memories of his laughter to my nonsense jokes that never really was funny at all, but still he laughed at them.
How long will it take my mind to forget his touch upon my trembling flesh?
Will my lips ever stop wanting his lips upon mine?
Why did I not stop him from walking out on my love for him?
There's a point in ur life when you get tired of trying to fix everything and make everyone happy. When you finally decide to quit... its NOT giving up. It's realizing that you don't need certain people and there BS in ur life!! RevRunWisdom ...† many Immature men fake their love for sex.. and many love starved women give sex that they dont enjoy 4 love
just some food for thought She never could see the forest for the trees. She never could admit it wasn't reality. She never could get her feet moving. She could not see things clear. She could never focus. She could never believe that this was her life. She could never leave. She could never dream. She could not aspire to something higher. She never could move on. She could never be comfortable in her own skin. She never felt warm. She could not give love anymore. She never thought empty could feel so empty.
Fu-love Naughty Application
created @ 2007-06-10 18:19:11
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply......1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? This post has been marked NSFW (Not Safe For Work) [?]Comment on this post..
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Ok it's a damn shame I have to break this down again for some people. This site here is for entertainment for me, I have a select few people that I am actually friends with and you all know who you are. I am single not looking to hook up with anyone from a damn web site therefore I flirt a lot and if you flirt back that's all fine but if you want more than that your looking in the wrong place. So if you can handle all this then there should be no problems, if not then my page is not the place for you to be.†So let's play nice and have fun :)
Back Up From The Fall
For some people, falling is easy.I never really was one of those people.I always stood strong and a never missed a step.I was once unmovable.Until I met you.You threw me around like I couldn't believe.You drung me out in the rain and had me tripping over my feet.You made falling easy.And so I fell.The problem was that I couldn't fall forever.I've hit the bottom without a splash.Now I'm faced with a new problem.My legs are broken from the fall.Getting up seems impossible.But my hope drives me to do the impossible.I will stand again.I will get back up from this fall.
Back From The Darkside.
I went from good to bad. I ruined my white shirt.I took my clean soul and threw it in the dirt.I gave up on trying and didnt really care of defeat.I took a walk on the wild side and tripped over my feet.Then a mighty hand smacked me in the face.He asked me what I was doing in this dark place.When only silence left my mouth.I knew without a doubt.That it was all wrong.It
in life we are ruled by feeling..i wonder why. At times and think about it late at night and come up with nothing... and no matter how hard i try i keep getting the same old feeling for some one i care for and i feel as i mean nothing to her...so i ask what should i do ?
2010 Hoochie Mama Drive! (free Gear!)
Eros-Oddyssey.com & L.A. Zen team up to give away FREE Hoochie Mama (HM) T-shirts & HM/Screw Hard Gear (SHG) Ballcaps! (*)HOW!:Contact -K- (here @ fubar) and claim your free gear. Women AND men can claim FREE HM/SHG gear! (**) WHAT ELSE!:Model your HM gear & send in your pix so we can post them on the L.A. Zen site, MySpace, Facebook, fubar, etc.Regards,Eros-Odyssey.com & Team L.A. Zen/-K- (Host)PS - FREE toys, lubes, novelties, drinking & 420 games for hottest, funniest & most creative participants. (See L.A. Zen xpeeps' pic folders.)* = We take care of mailing costs.** = Womens small & medium tank tops & scoop necks available. Baseball caps are adjustable, "one size fits all."
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Echo and Narcissus were potential lovers in the greek mythology. Potential due to the fact that they could never touch eachother, just look upon one another from afar and love from a distance. The only time they would be together is within death. If you look at the stars during the spring time you can see the constellation of the lovers where it shows them trying to reach for one another but their fingers are just inches away from one another. The reason I bring this up in here like this, is when you get compared to such a story it's actually quite heartbreaking. Makes you think, I am never to be with someone. Not really a happy thought, but not really emo either. Especially when you think to yourself after all the relationships you have been through your ex's finally find a love worth lasting for a lifetime right after you both split. But does it happen to you? Nope. You go on to the next it goes great for so many months or so, then poof explodes in your face and you move on and the e
Stupid But Funny
I am NOT a 2 faced punk like you are Vlad. I have no desire to have an asshole like you in my mob. I've told you before and I'll tell you again, NEVER SPEAK TO ME YOU SELF CENTERED COCK SUCKER.
FUCK OFF VLAD. YOU'RE A PIECE OF SHIT
Go fuck your fist Vlad you stupid bucket of abortion. Don't speak to me and I won't speak to you
Go fuck your fist Vlad you stupid bucket of abortion. Don't speak to me and I won't speak to you
As soon as Vlad learns to not speak to me I'll "behave". You ALL know that I get along with people in here. I don't like that 2 faced maggot and he needs to learn fuck off and leave me alone. I will NOT back down against that punk
Blood Milk Sky
Whether to be agreat cagey perfumedbeastdying under thesweet patronageof Kings& exist like luxuriantflowers beneath theemblems of theirStrange empireor by mere insouciantfaithslap them, call their cardsspit on fate & cast hellto flames in usuryby dying, noblywe could exist likeinnocent trollspropogate our revels& give the finger to thegods in our privatebedroomslet's rather, maybe,perhaps,get fucking out inthe open, & byswelling, jubilantlyMagnificently, end them.
"Blood, Milk, And Sky"
The siren sings a Lonely song of all the Wants and hungers The lust of love a brute Desire - the ledge of life Goes under - Divide the Dream into the fleshKaleidoscope and -Candle eyes - Empty Winds scrape on the Soul - but never stop To realize -Animal whisperingsIntoxicate the nightHypnotize the deperateSlow motion light - Wash Away into the rainBlood, milk and skyHollow moons illuminateAnd beauty never diesRunning wild running blindI breathe the body deep1,000 years beside myselfI do
Well we have been through it all chemo bloodclots intense pain and many hospitals but she is back in now with yet another bloodclot in her legs so...it starts again.
ok... so fu totally lets me down and i cant change font or size, so you are stuck with reading it like this.
hey... at least you got some mini widget about new photos.
anyway, todays workout wasnt bad. went waaaaaay too late. too many people there and too many characters cloggin up the flow of traffic.
i wish the fuckin boy bands would stay home or learn that its weightlifting, not a golf match. you and your boyfriends dont need to be in a foursome. you take way too fucking long. stop looking in the mirror, sending texts, and chatting about whatever chicks ass you saw on an elliptical upstairs.
get off the fucking bench you stuck up 23 year old metrosexual prima donna dooooosh baggg
between them and the 60 year old ladies... look grandma, i got love for ya. im proud of ya that you are trying to stay in shape at your age. but if i get up from the bench to go look for more plates, and you squat your depends wearing ass on it so you can practice doing whatever chinese crouc
The Year You Were Born!
The links below are cool!† Everything that was going on in the year you were born, from 1900-2006, Enjoy!† :)
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Adam - I wanna cover my living room in gummy bears and swim in it. Myself - WoW LOL So, I dreamt that a GIANT cheech polar bear attacked, the chong statue of liberty. (I witnessed via shadow puppets, "including cheesey cheech&chong sound effects") to which I turned around to see a Polar bear the size of the statue of liberty standing victorious over the fallen statue. Then body surfing acrost the entire hudson bay with john travolta, poor john broke his leg with a compound fracture on the giant water slide the bay turned into, and I bit my tongue in half. Shortly there after I was arrested for biting my tongue, as it was now a felony to do so on water slides. Mr. Travolta then took off with my bag of pot...you bastard!
Somethings I Can't
This is the answer . I'm sure it's right now . I was asked " Why Do I pay for everything she did wrong " Tha answer is , it's not you . My red flags are easy to trip . It's no fault of your own . I'm over sensitive watching and gaurding from the biggest heartbreak I've ever had . Watching my family be broken to pieces , something I thought I had worked so hard to secure . Be crushed to nothing by sure lust or lonliness . It's not you it's me , because I care for you so easily , but I'm constantly searching for a pattern , a way for my logistical mind to forsee the future to predict , sadly enough ,how it will end . Simply because I've given up on someone really caring about me . I always seem to think it's not gonna last and in the end it will beat me , I come out on top in so many other ways , but never in this area . Why , am I so wrong at times , because I'm scared shitless when it feels so right . Thats why I can act like a SOB . When really and truly , I'm probably on e of the swe
Sometimes i just feel like whatever i do the world will just continue if i died tommorow. Thats very true but we need more people on this earth that will make change for the better. I know i am here for a purpose, whatever i do with my life will make me happy. If your current situation makes you unhappy then by all means change it, but your life has to have a purpose or general direction. I think everyone could improve at least one thing in their life and mabye that one thing is the biggest thing but you have to at least try. If you dont that one thing could turn into a divorce,loss of self esteam,and even thoughts of suicide or murder. There was a point in my life where i didn't even leave my home to visit friends or even go to school. I was in a horrible depression and didn't even feel like leaving my bed. My dad was the person who i called everyday for advice. He talked me out of killing myself countless times. My dad is a musician and one day he came to my house and played me a son
Just Some Random Thoughts
The loneliness sinks deep
My life is in shambles
No one to share things with
I am totally alone
Nothing makes me feel good anymore
I can't go on living
It has to end
All of it
Why must I live with such pain?
My heart cries for want of another to share my feelings with
Yet I have no one
I feel as if no one wants me
As if I'm a joke to others
No one listens to me
They probably think nothing of me
Doubtful I will ever find a woman for me
I'm only ever loved one woman in my life
And she won't have me
So maybe I would be better off dead
Do you know what it's like to feel as if you're no good?
It's a terrible, haunting feeling
It tears your mind, body, and soul apart
Slowly kills you from the inside, out
You begin to despise everyone around you
Most of them have everything you want
Begin to believe they are taunting you
Yes, it hurts to bo so alone among so many
Cuts to the core of your being
Sometimes making you want to lash out in anger Suffering seems to
Freedoms Just Another Word Fer Nothin Left To Lose
in polite societys eyes...perhaps
not damaged or morally lost
just set apart
just lost in thought
rough angles rubbed soft
I yearn to wander
& begin to feel
alive in my own matted fur
once again recognizing the face in tha mirror
not high, enlightened
each excess with purpose
pain evolves into pleasure
unbind myself in tune with a deeper rythm
content to be a speck of dust in tha universe
looking up from yesterdays primordial mud
Down and dirty for so many
Talk like smoke clouds,
masks hiding treason
Test Results About Me!
Your result for The Mythological God Test...
Indeed, you are 38% erudite, 67% sensual, 63% martial, and 75% saturnine.
Cernunnos was one of the most important of all the Celtic Gods. He was the horned God of fertility, sexual love, the wilderness and wild animals. He was known as the stag deity and as such was portrayed with an impressive set of antlers sprouting from his head.
Since he was so popular, the Catholic Church discovered that the Celts were extremely resistant to abandoning his worship for the sake of a new religion called Christianity. So the Church decided that instead of ignoring Cernunnos altogether, they would simply incorporate his horned image with the Catholic notion of "Satan." Abracadabra! With a wave of the hand one Celtic Nature God becomes a Christian devil. This is why Western culture often depicts Satan with horns. Apparently the tactic worked since to this day horns are, more often than not, linked symbolically with diabolical matters.
Tutti Fuckin Fruitti
ahhh tha only good girl is a dead girl, talking mad gibberish, we like our house, barbeque... Im still kinda glad ya were born stooopid... I calls em like I sees em:
Black feet black wingsmirrors gone cloudylost fairest of them all reflectionswatched our freefall, having devolved past primalcut to the center, soul born from dead embersashes, once kindled, rose fast burnt awaytha cobwebs and debris, cleared path to tha coreimpossibly infinite- blinking stars reflected on crystal waterendless soul stretches wings incarnatewings shake ice free unfurldirty and gossamer, strong as steelall light and shadow... echo laughing and cryinguncloud mirror, mind, crystal ball
long time, Baby
On a quest to find that Gud Love…….
A Slow meaningful love that comes from reaching down into a person’s very soul, touching that soul, as no one has done before
Feelings of fire that start in the bottom and begin to overcome my entire body as we embrace
Looking deep into one another’s eyes and losing track of all time and reality
Kisses so deep that it brings forth a feeling of serenity, peace, and ecstasy
Living only for that moment and becoming one
One in mind, one in spirit, and one in body Air is one of the light elements. This means that it is not necessarily involved with anything physically present, and, as it happens, air prefers it that way. This element is distant, thoughtful, reflective.
This is the element of the mind, of rationality, of pure logic. It keeps its distance from things so as to consider them better; this gives it a unique sense of perspective. On the other hand, air is often an outsider. It is generally not involved in
I have stared at a hollow grave. The waves of my life just rock me to sleep. It's the only thing I feel I have to help. And when I am asleep my haunted memories let the nightmares unfold me. No matter how hard I try I can't help but remember it. Don't fall down because an angel should never touch the ground he says. And I'm higher than I was yesterday. Believe me. But I'm a shattered torn tree in a deciduous forest. You can grab me by my waist and never let go. I'm waiting for the answer. I'm waiting in the deep silence. I'm waiting to fight through what's right and what's wrong to get me to you.
A simple thing as your touch can pull me out of the hollow tree. I am buried here with this weight over my shoulders. And I want you. I hear your whispers they have spoken to me in a world that no one else can see. I honestly didn't think it'd end up this far. And I'm really happy.
I miss you. Work hard get off work early to see your woman. Pale eyes make me see t
Lounge Names Vs Tunes
Why is it so many lounges that have kickass "metal" type names play sissy bitch tunes?...... Dont give me the usual .." we play everything " crap.†† Your lounge has a name that suggests metal, thrash...whatever, play it.† Name ur lounges accordingly people.... and thats my 2 cents Yeah Iv'e posted this before....name ur lounges accordingly people..."we play everything" is not a genere