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Unexplained Phynamina
Sept 14 2009 9:45 am. As I'm laying in my bed on my back while sleepin I fell wo hands touch my shoulder blades. Feel's like someone's going to give me a massage. Next thing I fell is someone choking me. I start to choke, gasping for air. I'm fading. I wake up all of a sudden. My heart is beating normal. I didn't panic. This is just a dream. Who would want to choke me.? Why? Did this really happen? I lay back down and to to go back to sleep but can't. Sept 17 2009 10:14 am. I'm layind in bed sleeping as usual faced up. I fell on my right neck like someones kissing me and going to bite me neck and give me a hecky. Next thing I know, I feel by breath being sucked out of me. I'm shocked, frozen stiff. I'm trying my hardest to move but can't. I can feel the palse on my neck, the suction like gettimg a hecky. More and More my breath slipping away. Again I'm fading like I'm going to pass out. I finally force myself to wake up from this nightmare. I turn my head to my right to see

11-23-09
Scattered leavesThat have fallen freeSignifies changeFor you and for meWith a wind so strongSwaying the treeWill you try to stop itOr let come what will beStirring withinBlowing closer to seeLook deep in your heartThere, you'll find the keyKey to open the pleasuresThat comes with gleeOnly then can you feelLike a leaf blowing free When at night, I close my eyesI have you on my mindThrough all the fun and gamesThere's something I seek to find. Signs I am searching forFrom expressions on your faceTo words that are spokenExpecting more than a trace. With this new discoveryWhen crossing over the lineAs sleep comes upon meThe dreams alone are mine. Hearing the many birdsHappily singing their songsSharing sweet melodiesEven with all lifes wrongs. Seeing the frost, glisten in the sunAs it rises to a new dayBringing forth such wonderWhile we each go our own way. So no matter the path you choosePut on a happy faceSpreading cheer to all you seeAnd leave love you can retrace.

Shall We Play A Game
These are all lyrics from tv show theme songs. How many can you guess without google. 1. So while you’re here enjoy the view Keep on doing what you do 2. You'll have some fun now With me and the gang Learning from each other 3. There's a time you got to go and show You're growin' now you know about 4. Don’t waste another minute on your cryin’. We're nowhere near the end (nowhere near) 5. You'll see that life is a frolic and laughter is calling for you...... Down at our rendez-vous, 6. Your job's a joke, you're broke, you're love life's DOA. 7. They'll have theirs, and you'll have yours, and I'll have mine. And together we'll be fine.... 8. Not getting hastled, not getting hustled. Keepin' your head above water 9. As long as we live, it's you and me baby, There ain't nothin wrong with that. 10. This is the music that you hear as you watch the credits. We're almost to the part of where I start to whistle.

Depression
No r/l friends, no friends online that i can even consider real friends as most don't even give two fucks about me. No job (I'm on disability for severe depression and anxiety) who really wants someone who cannot advance in life? I know blah blah blah work for it, thing's will get better if you get out. Well, its not that easy. I don't have a single friend. I don't go to bars or any shit like that as I'll end up drinking alone and besides i think that is a horrible way to meet someone. 5 years of depression and anxiety and just about every bit of drug out there has not helped one bit. I know that I have to put forth the effort to correct myself but how can I when I feel there is little to live for? I just want it all to end, this depression. I want to be able to go out and make friends to hang out with but this disease has consumed me to the point of where I started cutting again. I don't know what else to do. This probably isn't even the place to be saying this but whate

Tag - I'm It!
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I refer to my kids as 'trolls', even though they are awesome. 2) I like menthol cigarettes. 3) Fubar is a nice diversion. 4) Sarcasm is admired & greatly appreciated. 5) I've taken online IQ tests and range between 135-142. 6) I refer to my ex-wife as ex-zilla, cause it fits her perfectly. 7) I crave banter and intelligent convo. If I SB/yahoo with you - your mind has caught my interest. 8) I think true love is possible even though I no longer expect to find it. 9) I might be preoccupied with sex - it crosses my mind often. 10) I love to cook & experiment with food. Tagged, in alphabetical order: Bludgeon(token male),

Quizes
ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! be detailed :) and no skipping or idks! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age : 3. Dick/Boob Size: 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex?

Marilyn Monroe Quote
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they go right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself and sometimes good things fall apart so that the better things can fall together." — Marilyn Monroe

Matters Of The Heart
in light of january being cervical cancer awareness month i feel the need to tell my story. In 2003 i went for what was to be a normal pap smear and it turned out to be anything but. i was unexpectedly called back to the doctor a week later about my test results. I was nervous going cause they dont tell you to come back in unless theres something wrong. i walked in and they said the doctor was waiting on me to go right back. i walked in the exam room and the doctor said "i have your test results here" At that time he said that the results showed i had cervical cancer. he said they had to do another test to see just how far this cancer was but he was setting me up with a specialist. The next few months were like a blur to me. At first they said that it didnt seem to be too far and could do a simple procedure and get rid of it. but as it was when i went in to have the simple procedure done they found that the cancer had spread to my uterus. I was devestated to say the least. i wondered w

Losers Of The Day
being bitched out by someone i thought was a friend, being told I should kill myself b/c my son is fucked with me as a mom, being told I think I'm better than everyone b/c I have a good job, being told I'm a shitty person. Sorry if I'm less than cheerful, but waking up to a 30 minute text bitch out isn't exactly happiness inducing.

Teh Funniez
The Ten Stages of Drunkenness Witty and charming (part 1) This is after one or two drinks. The tongue can still remain in step with the brain.In the witty and charming stage one is likely to use foreign idioms and phrases such as au contraire in place of "No way, Jose" Rich and famous By the third drink, you begin mentioning that the little Lexus you've had your eye on Benevolent You'll buy her a Lexus, too. It's only money. Just one more and We'll eat a stall tactic To hell with Dinner Let's Just get a snack at the Bar Patriotic The war stories Begin Full battle mode We should a fixed it the first time Invisible So this is what the inside of of ladies room looks like Witty and charming (part 2) You know, you don't sweat much for a fat girl. God's own drunk and a fearless man: Shit! That's...that's when I first saw the bear.. FINE This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use "fine" to desc

Public
Happy Thanxgiving to all! And plz be careful going home.... Happy Sunday to all my frenz...Hope u had a good weekend and holiday...hugz to you all... :-) I just wanted to wish every1 a Happy New Year! Hope you have a Happy and safe Holiday So do you think it's safer going out or staying home? I'd really like your opinion...Thanx...

Sck Crew!
I had a buddy of mine make us a tag so that we can get more ppl into our turf and our crew. I will get all a link to it so when we use it they will click the link and it goes right to our turf and that way we can BLAST OURSELVES!!! My good buddy The Dark Man made this for us so please you guys give him much thanks for what he did cuz he has his own crew but he hooked us up, here is his link ... http://fubar.com/user/1051450

Be A Hottie
Come be part of the Original & Best Ladies Team on Fu . You have been selected as one of Fubars most Sexiest Lady's and we would love to have to tryout for our 2nd Alarm Hotties Family . Click on the pics above & your on your way . Brought to you by : ~§r Då®k Kñïght ~Owned By R/l Wife~§ĭñFüllŷ Dëlĭ©ìôu§~Promo Chief 2nd Alarm Hotti

Want To Be A Hottie
Come be part of the Original & Best Ladies Team on Fu . You have been selected as one of Fubars most Sexiest Lady's and we would love to have to tryout for our 2nd Alarm Hotties Family . Click on the pics above & your on your way . Brought to you by : ~§r Då®k Kñïght ~Owned By R/l Wife~§ĭñFüllŷ Dëlĭ©ìôu§~Promo Chief 2nd Alarm Hotti (repost of original by '§ĭñFüllŷ Dëlĭ©ìôu§ ~Blôñdĭë~Promo Chief 2nd Alarm Hottie♥DSC/' on '2009-10-27 09:21:52')

See How Many..
LETS SEE HOW MANY SPELLING ERRORS U CAN FIND.lol I AM VARY BOARD IS THIER ANYTHING FUN I CAN DO HEAR ON FU? SHOULD I LISTNE TO MUSIC MAYBE BLACK LABLE SOCIOTY? HOW ABOUT IF I GO MAKE RAINDEER PICTIRES AND ZOMBE PICS. I CAN'T SPEL VERY WELL ,MAYBE TOMMORROW I CAN. THERE ARE 12 MISTAKES CAN YOU FIND THEM? LOL YEAH I BET MY FRIEND CHRIS CAN LMFAO...

Me Myself And Damncupid
ut sis in manu mea et cor meum dicite mihi, ut sciam te absconde illud in corde tuo clausum, quod timor habet animam, i volunt verba illa, et ego volo ames. Lorem sentire tangendo animam meam in altitudinem fuerit cor perforat. Cras eget nisi me vocas, quod ab omni poena

Lyrics
My sin is treachery. I say one thing and do other Lies caught up dying With your tyranny Deep inside of me Put yourself in my place And feel what I feel I'm into deep with you My little tragedy I'm into deep with you My little tragedy With your slavery you on top of me with your nails in my face scratch in bleeding I'm in to deep with you And all you do is Fucking hurt me. I'm into deep with you My little tragedy I'm into deep with you I'm falling like a stone into water And when you learn to swim You want to pick me up again I'll be gone Driven to see. Ahhh ahhhh ahhhhh ahhhh I'm into deep with you My little tragedy I'm into deep with you My little tragedy

Personal Stuff
It is sad that a person can be friends with a certain bouncer and they will go around messing with people for you. I have known some of the bouncers here for YEARS, and I can honestly say they are some of the most honest people around, one is so fair that I admire her. It upsets me that a person so unlike the ones I know is allowed to have the job that the others take very seriously. Apparently my being green was so upsetting to a hater that I'm sure I know, lol, that with a bouncers help she was able to have me blocked from mumms, a mumm where I asked, "If your partner was constantly watching porn on the computer would that be a thing that would end the relationship" That's it. I was told that the use of the word that way was not nsfw. Then the picture that I am using currently was taken down as it was scrolling. It was obviously unmarked, but I just feel that this bouncer has power to help their friends and it is unfair to everyone here. All bouncers have that power, but I have never

John's Blog
Hey there everyone.=)..I found something interesting and useful. Why not try some auto insurances. Here are some of the auto insurances I found out - pennsylvania auto insurance quote, nevada auto insurance quotes and colorado auto insurance quote.

Thinking......
Well I have had many thoughts on this topic. this is also my very first blog in my whole life so dont be too harsh. Love it what makes people want to do things. just like in the beetles song... All you need is love. thats all i need to be happy. i would be happy living on the street having to scrounge up money to get a mcdonalds cheeseburger to eat, just as long as i had someone to love, and them love me back just the same amount. Love I never say this word if i dont mean it. this word is very powerful to some and very weak to others... if you say it a lot no one will believe you and just think your a player.. i have been talking to someone really nice, she doesnt live too far from me. she is in this subject because yeah i love this girl as a friend. She has been nothing but nice to me very awesome personality and just an all around great person. i want to like her more. but im so worried. ive always had worries about love too many times ive been heartbroken and left because they wante

To Help Others
As some of you may know, my girlfriend (who is also my #1 in both the friends and family lists) needs help leveling. What she needs is to be worth 25,000,000 in fuOwned. I don't have nearly enough fubucks for that at this very moment, so I'm asking for your help. I'm asking for whatever you can do. Rates, comments, fubucks donations, anything at all. Later this week, I'll even be able to offer a 25-credit bling pack to the first person who altruizes me in order to help me do this. As my girlfriend has two children and is doing a damn good job of raising them on her own while working and being a full-time student, she doesn't get to go out and do many of the things that myself and some of you can do. Fubar is her outlet to chill and have some fun. Being able to level would mean a lot to her, and being able to help her would mean so much to me. I love making her happy! :) That's what a good boyfriend tries to do, right? I thank you in advance for any amount of help that you ca

Regrets...
Life is too short to wake up with regrets.So love the people whotreat you right.Forget about the one's who don't.Believe everythinghappens for a reason.If you get a second chance grab it with bothhands.If it changes your life let it.Nobody said life would be easythey just promised it would be worth it.

Crossing The Borders Illegaly
IF YOU CROSS THE NORTH KOREAN BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU GET 12 YEARS HARD LABOR......IF YOU GO INTO CHINA ILLEGALLY, YOUR CONSIDERED A SPY AND GET HARD PRISON TIME.....IF YOU GO INTO GERMANY ILLEGALLY, YOU GET A HEFTY FINE, WORK IT OFF OR PAY IT OFF, THEN DEPORTED........IF YOU GO INTO ENGLAND ILLEGALLY, YOU ARE IMMEDIATELY JAILED AND DEPORTED........IF YOU CROSS THE IRANIAN BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU ARE DETAINED INDEFINITELY....BUT, IF YOU CROSS THE U.S. .. BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU GET: 1. A DRIVERS LICENSE 2. A SOCIAL SECURITY CARD 3. WELFARE 4. FOOD STAMPS AND 5. FREE HEALTH CARE?I guess I still don't understand...maybe we need to VOTE OUR LAWMAKERS OUT.

To My Love
when im with you eternity is a step away my love continues to grow with each passing day this treasure of love i cherish within my soul how much i love you youll never really know you bring a joy to my heart ive never felt before with each touch of your hand i love you more and more whenever we say goodbye whenever we part know i hold you dearly deep inside my heart so these seven words i pray you hold true forever and always i will love you If you could read my mindThere you would findThe two of us intertwinedThe image of you I have memorizedI remember enough to fantasizeI close my eyes and there you areIn my mind, so you're never far.I caress your lips, your face, your hairAnd hold you close, so I can feel you there.Our hands all over one anotherRoaming in places meant only for lovers.My heart, it yearns for you.My soul, it reaches out for you.In my every waking thoughtI know you too have not forgotThe love we madeThe passion, the blissI could never for

Health Precautions
Vicks Sinex Nasal Spray Recalled for Bacterial Contamination11/20/2009The Procter & Gamble Company announced today it is voluntarily recalling three lots of its Vicks Sinex nasal spray in three countries: the United States, Germany and the United Kingdom.The company said it is taking this precautionary step after finding the bacteria B. cepacia in a small amount of product made at its plant in Gross Gerau, Germany. There have been no reports of illness. However, the bacteria could cause serious infections for individuals with a compromised immune system, or those with chronic lung conditions, such as cystic fibrosis. B. cepacia poses little medical risk to healthy individuals.P&G detected this problem during routine quality control at the plant and promptly took action. The company's analysis to date shows this problem is limited to a single batch of raw material mixture involving three lots of product. These three lots were sold only in the United States, Germany and the United Kingdo

Love Is ....
I'll be coming home just to be alone'Cause I know you're not thereAnd I know that you don't careI can hardly wait to leave this placeNo matter how hard I try you're never satisfiedThis is not a home I think I'm better off aloneYou always disappear even when you're hereThis is not my home I think I'm better off aloneHome, home, this house is not a home, homeThis house is not a homeBy the time you come home I'm already stonedYou turn off the TV and you scream at meI can hardly waitTill you get off my caseNo matter how hard I try you're never satisfiedThis is not a home I think I'm better off aloneYou always disappear even when you're hereThis is not my home I think I'm better off aloneHome, home this house is not a home, homeThis house is not a home, homeThis house is not a home, homeThis house is not a homeI'm better off aloneNo matter how hard I try, you're never satisfiedThis is not a home, I think I'm better off aloneYou always disappear even when you're ahereThis is n

Cooking Tips, Etc...
http://turnto10.upickem.net/engine/Details.aspx?p=A&c=11382&s=2294140&i=1 Please feel free to ask me any culinary or dietary questions you might have. The culinary arts are my number 1 passion in life (even ahead of girls-they come in a very close second and are actually an inspiration for my culinary master piece). Need to borrow any of my personal recipes let know.

Daily Prayers Dissolve Your Cares
--- David wrote: GLORY TO GOD IN THE HIGHEST GLORY TO GOD IN THE HIGHESTAND PEACE ON EARTH TO MEN-MAY THE CHRISTMAS SONG THE ANGELS SANG STIR IN OUR HEARTS AGAINAND BRING A NEW AWARENESSTHAT THE FATE OF EVERY NATIONIS SEALED SECURELY IN THE HANDOF THE MAKER OF CREATION.FOR MAN, WITH ALL HIS KNOWLEDGE, HIS INVENTIONS, AND HIS SKILL,CAN NEVER GO AN INCH BEYONDTHE HOLY FATHER'S WILL,FOR GREATER THAN THE SCOPE OF MAN AND FAR BEYOND ALL SEEING,IN HIM WHO MADE THE UNIVERSE,MAN LIVES AND HAS HIS BEING. OPEN MY EYES TO SEETHE WONDERFUL TRUTHS IN YOUR LAW.PSALM 119:18NLTI DESIRE TO DO YOUR WILL, O MY GOD;YOUR LAW IS WITHIN MY HEART.PSALM 40:8NIVOH, HOW I LOVE YOUR TEACHINGS!THEY ARE IN MY THOUGHTS ALL DAY LONG.PSALM 119:97GOD'S WORDHE HAS MADE HIS WONDERFULWORKS TO BE REMEMBERED;THE LORD IS GRACIOUS AND FULL OFCOMPASSION.

Profile Rates
HEY YALL* I LOVE SHOWING LOVE TO ALL MY FANS & FRIENDS BUT ITS MUCH EASIER TO DO WHEN YOU HAVE A LIST (: SO IMMA TRY THIS IF YOU WANNA BE ONE OF THE PPL I RATE REGULARLY THEN RATE THIS BLOG BE SURE YOUR A FAN & COMMENT BELOW (: ILL BEGIN DOING PROFILE RATES ON EACH PERSON WHO COMMENTS THIS BLOG. THE FIRST 100 I DO IN EACH DAY WILL GET PROFILE RATES OF 11 THE REST 10. IF THIS LIST GETS REALLY BIG IT MAY BE A RATE EVERY OTHER DAY BUT I WILL TRY MY BEST TO DO EVERYONE EVERY DAY IM ACTIVE ON FUBAR (: THANK YOU GUYS FOR BEING MY FRIENDS & FANS

Blogthings/quizzes :d
You Are Corona You are outgoing, energetic, and very extroverted. When people talk about the "life of the party," they're talking about you. You always have a good time when you drink. Kicking back with a couple beers makes your usual cheerful self even happier. You enjoy the company of others, and you thrive in any social situation. No group is too big or too small for you. You may like beer more than most people, but that doesn't mean you aren't successful or productive. You are a huge go-getter. What Type of Beer Are You? Blogthings: Discover the Parts of Your Personality that Have Been Hiding Your Penis Name Is: Prince Charming Keep it in your pants! Penis Name Generator Blogthings: Take a Quiz. Annoy Your Friends. Yes I did just take a quiz to see what my penis's name would be if I had one! LOL You Are Dominant You are an object of fascination for many. You shine brightly and boldly. You can talk your way into - and out of - any situation you d

Tarzan An Jane
When Jane initially met Tarzan in the jungle, she was attracted to him, and during her questions about his life, she asked him how he had sex ? "Tarzan not know sex" he replied. Jane explained to him what sex was. Tarzan said "Oh,.Tarzan use knot hole in trunk of tree." Horrified Jane said, "Tarzan you have it all wrong, but I will show you how to do it properly." She took off her clothing and laid down on the ground. "Here" she said, pointing to her privates; "you must put it in here." Tarzan removed his loin cloth, showing Jane his considerable manhood, stepped closer to her and kicked her in the crotch! Jane rolled around in agony for what seemed like an eternity. Eventually she managed to gasp for air and screamed "What did you do that for?" Tarzan replied, "Check for squirrel first! lmfao

Poems
the walks on the beach that we've shared are very nice altough we've only walked it twice everytime that our eyes may meet i want to stare into them and get lost in your eyes. I Feel that if i maintain the stare i will get lost in your soul i've thought about holding you in my arms keeping you warm and safe from harm as we sit and talk about this and that i often wonder how it would feel to kiss those warm soft lips. then i snap back to this world. I Think You Might Be The Girl For Me That I Can Keep By My Side And Share My Love And Friendship With I Think That you will be a very special gift To My World i Want To Hold You In My Arms and smell your lovely secent as we watch the sun set over the horizion as the sun says goodnight i want to lay a soft kiss on the side of your neck to say thankyou for shareing this lovely momment With Me. As We Sit Here And Talk About Small Things As We Leave The Beach And Head Back Home This Wonderful day With You Should End With A Very Soft Sweet Short

First Time Eva!
Check me out! First time I enter an auction! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=3439862&albumid=1905740&i=2284677120&idx=11 I can not for the life of me figure out why it wont post as a clickable link or clickable pic, Sorry :(

Allure And Insanity
I was reading the paper over dinner last night and happened to come across a half page article with the photo of a couple friends of mine. Lauren and Dallas. They looked so cute and in love. The byline was tiny and vastly over shadowed by the huge quote in letters about one inch tall. `We are just happy they are together now. ` I never saw the words Plane Crash Victims. Smiling me thought I should read this article and find out about my friends Lauren being an old co-worker. We used to work together for 3 years 3-5 days a week. We had a great work place we all went on beach days out for drinks to movie each other houses dinner a lot we were very close. Dallas was form my high school a few years older very kind he was the type of guy who in 12 grade danced with the shy 9th grader (me) who was trying to hide just a sweet boy I sure he was a nice man too. As I read it went over there wonderful romance and I truly thought this was a wedding announcement until it wasn`t. The article t

Stuff I Find On The Net Like Quotes
He Wished for the Cloths of Heaven "Had I the heavens' embroidered cloths, Enwrought with golden and silver light, The blue and the dim and the dark cloths Of night and light and the half-light, I would spread the cloths under your feet: But I, being poor, have only my dreams; I have spread my dreams under your feet, Tread softly because you tread on my dreams..." William Butler Yeats Morning is the time to pity the sober. The way they're feeling then is the best they're going to feel all day. Oh, he occasionally takes an alcoholiday.--Wilde Thirst is a shameless disease so here's to a shameful cure. An Irish youth proves his manhood by getting stuck in a pint, in a woman, and in a fish-in that order. Daylight comes through the drunkard's roof the fastest. A man takes a drink; the drink takes a drink; the drink takes the man. Before you call for one for the road be sure you know the road. Practice makes perfect, there's many do think, but a man's not too perfect when

My Thoughts.
This is one thing thats always on my mind. You make really good friends and you get along so well that you always laugh at everything you say or do. You talk to the point you really want to see each other. But then shit happens and you go into depression then they're like...wtf is this person on. What's ther problem, they always say they're there for you...but are they really? Do they even give a shit about you at all. Makes you think if they're actually your friend. You finally get the courage to talk to them about your problems then all of a sudden they're like...i don't want to talk to you. Thats a lazy fuckin friend, you shouldn't even call them a friend at all. I've had so many people do that to me...i've seen and heard so many people say. "I'll always be here, i'm always online for you to talk to." Sometimes i get tired of hearin it...i hear it so damn often it's rediculous. Know what happened to all those i tlked to...they left. there are some i haven't tlked to in...weeks...mo

No Title.....
Images of sorcery, Outlandish views of clouds.. Ill concepted meanings, of psychedelic sounds. Bizzare imaginations of sights so obscured, Come face to face with terror, Before the vision blurrs. I've loved you from the start Before you were concieved I built you from my passions And killed you in my dreams Once I stood before,a council of the lords, Their grim eyes gazed upon me, like shiny, deadly swords. There was one there named Michael.. Contempt was in his eyes.... His laughter was eternal when they sentenced me to die. It's a hazy recollection of another time I lived My death was oh so violent tho I know not what I did. Distorted glimpses into, a medieval time I struggled to possess what never could be mine. Viciouse dogs attacked me yet I cut them one by one!!! I bowed down to the laughter, knowing the fight had just begun. Ahhh!!!! the pain is tearing my very soul to shreds, Forever alone in random worlds outside and in my head. How could I ever love you... When you are but a

10 Things About Me
i like banana splits and banana split icecream i like to listen to family talk on xm in the morning on sundays while i am on the boat when i cook at home i bring my neighbor miss pearl a plate lunch i rather give then receive i forgive way to easy to people that may not diserve it i like to take pictures of all kinds of different things i like my job even though it keeps me away from the ones i love at times i am ok with being a mamas boy at 44 i wish i was closer to my dad i am and like to get freaky with the woman i am with behind closed doors

Tech 9 This Is Computer Insight For Microsoft Users
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Slave For Master
They must be submissive to my will and take care of my every need. They also must give up full control to me meaning I make all their life decisions. I pick what they wear, what they eat, their bed time, etc... They also MUST wear my protection symbol from the beginning of training which is on my profile background. It's a celtic order every over lapping line is a layer of protection. Then if they make it through thier training and get promoted to submissive they must wear my band over top of the protection symbol which is the shamrock. He's very intense and comanding. He's very strict, yet fair, portective, caring, love, and patient. He's to be worshiped. He's very dominant, passionate, confident, and comanding. He's all about making sure the slave stays in line. He has this way of carrying himself where his slave drops to her knees without a word being said. He's very lucky. He loves, lusts, demands, comands, and mentors his slaves through their training. He takes FULL con

What Else Is New?
A friend of mine needs some serious help, anyone & everyone that loves em el do just that... Here is he's link http://fubar.com/3010819 , shower him with love... Points 3,141,495 OUT OF 6,000,000 Needs Buzzkilled 0 OF 3 Pimpouts 1 OF 2 Big Pimpin Gifts 0 OF 5 All luv will be returned! I know I've been gone for sometime however sending alot of time with the family & friends here lately, anyways to those of you who have an XBOX you'll find me there under the name of C0D Goddess...lol... An just to make sure ya'll get it right the C0D has a zero in it just add me if you wish and maybe we can play some games or just chat whatever the case maybe... (Much love to you all) Name has changed to X SHE REAPER X I've been here now for over 7 years, changed my name I don't know how many times an left once or twice do to all the drama this place brought an yet I still come back thinking maybe things have changed but they haven't. It's really a damn shame that after all this time

Food For Thought
slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master owns my body, my mind, my will, my health, my well-being, my communications, my actions, even my very breath. slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master allows my existence to continue in order that i may obey Him, serve Him, please Him, amuse Him, entertain Him, and care for Him. slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master, also, allows my existence to continue in order that i may tend to His needs, to His wants, and to the multitude of duties He may assign me, regarding any and all aspects of His life. slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master has absolute and total Ownership and Control of every facet of my life. slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master values my gift of submission. He cares for me and is proud of His ownership of me. He likewise requires that i take pride in myself and in my position as His slave.

Pfc
Paradise Fantasy Crew (PFC) is an exciting, fun, friendly group of people that accept everyone for their individuality. We are a tight family that can help out with rates, leveling, events, and most of all having a great time here on fubar. We are not like all these other groups with excessive rules. To join you must follow the simple rules below and once you become a PFC member, the only rule we really have is to show love to your family, whether that be re-rating profiles, leveling, etc. There is no rule against being in other groups. We are looking for dedicated family members so membership to PFC is by invite only. A current PFC member must refer you to us. There will be a couple sub groups of our main group in the near future...so if you would like further details on how to be part the faces that represent us hit up Jacobsmom83 and if you are interested in being part of our leveling crew hit up Addictive. How to become a “Paradise Fantasy Crew (PFC)” member:

My Brother Rip
TO SIGN MY HUSBANDS OBITUARIE IF YOU WANT TO SAY GOODBYE OR WHATEVER YOU WANT TO SAY TO OUR PRECIOUS MICKEY AKA SR DARK KNIGHT THE LOVE OF MY LIFE THAT GOT TOOKEN WAY TO YOUNG. DEB http://www.funeralplan2.com/lawjones/obits?id=182692 ALSO I KNOW ALOT OF YOU KNEW THE BOTH OF US OR JUST HIM AND WOULD WANT TO PAY YOUR LAST RESPECTS SO THIS IS HERE FOR YOU ALSO, GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU AND BARE WITH ME THREW THIS GUY WRENCHING NIGHTMARE IN MY LIFE AND TRY TO LOVE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN, AND YES TRUE LOVE CAN HAPPEN ANYWHERE WE MET ON FUBAR 3 YEARS AGO AND GOT MARRIED IN REAL LIFE AND I WOULD HAVE RATHER LOVED HIM THEN TO HAVE NEVER KNOWN HIM SO THANK YOU FUBAR FOR A WONDERFUL GIFT LETTING ME MEAT MY SOULMATE ON YOUR SITE. LINK TO HIS PROFILE AS WELL RIP SR DARK KNIGHT~R/L HUBBY 2 SINFULLY DELICIOUS PROMO CHIEF 2ND ALARM HOTTIES~ LOVED MANY & LOVED RIP SR DARK KNIGHT~R/L HUBBY 2 SINFULLY DELICIOUS BLONDIE ECS~DSC~ LOVED MANY & LOVED@ fubar here is a blog done by a beautiful friend

Thank You
Support our troops…. They are people that have volunteered to do that which we believe we cannot. Support our troops…. We sit here in our comfortable houses and enjoy our TV, our cars, free time at the local bar, community theatre, friends and family. They are there in the blistering heat, or arctic cold waiting for something to go wrong and to fix it for us. We do not even think about it and don't want to know. Support our troops…. There are some things that you do and don't do. They are told to do those things and are encouraged to like it so that they are desensitized to the brutality that they have to endure. Support our troops… Some politicians think of our troops as dollars in their wallets. Then again if they were like dollars in their wallets then we would not be where we are. He would know how precious each one is to them and would not want to part with a single one. Instead they spends them like our hard earned tax money that they know is not theirs, but spend t

Love Quotes...
"Maybe if I had just looked away that first night you came towards me, everything would be different and my heart wouldn't be breaking right now." "Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you." "The saddest love is to love someone, to know that they still want you, but the circumstances don't let you have them." "It's like my mind knows what's right but my heart is being retarded and still cares." "May you know the peace and comfort this heartfelt thought imparts; the ones we love are never gone, for they live within our hearts." "How can I love again when I can't stop loving the one that hurt me so much?" I don't know what to do now that we're apart; I don't know how to live without the other half of my heart." "From an angel's wings, to a falling star, God made everything, but an unbreakable

Howiesapprentice
Howies Apprentice - If you become my apprentice, one of two things will happen...You will either rise with me to the top, and be well on your road to ultimate financial freedom...or...You'll end up "firing yourself" because you didn't follow simple instructions and show up to play ball.What's it gonna be?First, I need to do some "housekeeping" to make sure we're clear on a few points...As I said before, If you are brand spanking new to internet marketing, this might not be for you. You need to at least have a decent understanding of the basics.Also, Howies Apprentice is not about some idiotic "get rich quick" program that too many people spend wasting their time on instead of creating a real, sustainable business.And once again, you must have the mindset to treat everything we do together as a business, not a Saturday afternoon hobby.That's how the real money is made. That's the difference between those who become wildly successful, and those who sit around investing in Lottery tickets

Buggzy's Rants
If any of you have children, you know it sucks when they hate you and let you know it. A while ago, my hubby ask my middle son to help him change the oil, not something that you would assume would end up in a fight huh. Butttttttttttttttttttttt, however it did, my hubby ask like several times, and my middle son always had an excuse. Well ummmm my youngest son whos 19, decided to air his disapointent with his middle brother on face book. Opp's, that didnt go well, and my middle son forgot or tends to forget his younger bro has autisum and takes things to heart. Well Chris (middle) decided to tell him off etc, and it just became a battle ground on facebook. One morning I got on facebook and seen the comments that went back and forth, yes my youngest son was wrong to plaster it on face book yet he was right in a way to be pissed off. Then I seen some really not so called for comments on how he has his own life and he doesnt get paid to help and its on his time etc etc etc.

Hope
Nature's first green is gold Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leave's a flower But only so an hour. So leave subsides to leave So Eden sank to grief So dawn goes down to day Nothing gold can stay Robert Frost Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands? Closed your eyes And trusted, just trusted Have you ever Thrown a fist full of glitter in the air? Have you ever looked fear in the face And said I just don’t care It’s only half past the point of no return

Enter The Mind Of A Lostsoul (my Poems)
Reason For Loneliness … I never understoodyour wayshow you couldselfishly indulge yourselfinto emotionally tearingapart others feelingsripping their thoughtsinto tiny little scrapsand scattering them on the floor like lost lego pieceswhy you would squish someone’s heart intentionallylike old jello at a laundromatsorting through the messagesof something you never wantedhow can you call yourself humanwhen in fact you do not feelyou lust for others paincausing it so you don’t feel left outyou wade in your own self-pityjust to deny anyone of any truefeelings for youif ever someone were to get closeyou'd delete their livesas if they were just wordson your computer screen of lifeyou never loved anythingexcept the fact that younever allowed anything tolove youso alone...so cold...so afraid...so empty...why did you do this to mewhen in fact you are meso desolate...so fragile...why have I never realized before nowyou are meand I’ve done this to myselfso a

Holidays
With Thanksgiving right around the corner,I am looking forward to baking and cooking up a storm.My kids will be helping this yr{at least I hope so} this way they can learn how to prepare things and cook for themselves.This is our time to spend quality time together and work together as a team.Plus we get to share our traditions and give them something to pass down to future generations. From our family to yours,we hope all of you have a very Happy Thanksgiving.Love to All of our friends and family.

Poems
"EQUALITY" By: Matthew Pennison I know I will be blissful during the rest of my days I will be happy and not because of wealth or fame My quest for knowledge and equality will suffice my humanly hunger For me there is no need to sit back and wonder Havent people seen enough devastation? Don't they believe enough of their time has been wasted? How long will it be before they see the truth and face it? I wasted so much time on so many irrelivant things. I tossed aside what's most important with an arrogant fling. nonchalantly i held my head up high. I was ignorant and blind to the truth and not caring if i lived or die. i didnt care for me so i definetly didnt care about you. I know thats sad to say, but what's even worst is that it was the truth. Thank God that's all past tense,and it doesn't matter if you don't believe. Nothing will cut me short and sucsess i will achieve. Actions speak louder than words so i know i have more work to do. I'm sorry for those whose ti

Great Wolf Alliance
Like the title says I just tarted this but Ihave to go to my Guild Wars Game I am Wolf Howlling Of the Great Wolf Lodge and Great Wolf Alliance . First Native American Indian and Natives Of The World Alliance of 10 Guilds. Anyway I will be back later to enter my thoughts. I have a Alliance to run.I will upload my Charater soon

My Photo Albums
so i have decided to pursue my career in photography so i need your help!! please go through my photo albums pick out the ones you like and please rate and comment them let me know what ones you like the ones that are picked since its a hard choice for me i'll put onto a disk and bring with me when i go visit the college im looking into attending. so please help me out this is something i enjoy doing i love taking pictures, and as my fiance told me there will always be a need for photography for weddings, graduation photos, ect. so please help me pick some photos to add to show the teachers some of my "work". thank you!!

Miscellany...or Litany
The perfect breakfast: Warm Rhum and Honey. The perfect date: People still date?? Um...awkward meeting, uncomfortable quip about her outfit. Fantastic food with a great bottle and the sterling realization that she hasn't bothered with underwear, or shame. Quiet conversation laced with double entendre and wit. Readjustments to be sure that all clothing articles still present are covering...again. Broken moments of delight, derision, pleasure and pain. Alot of gasping, the occasional beg and a need to buy clothes with stronger seams. ...Warm Rhum andHoney. The perfect kiss: Unexpected. Stuttered trepidation and a little-boy-smile...crushing her lips slightly. Lots of biting and an exploring tongue The perfect argument: I always win. The perfect man/woman: Breathing, brilliant, broken, breaking, begging. The perfect shoe: Steel toed ten hole Docs. The perfect movie: Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind The perfect flower: Cala Lilies and dead things. The

Chlor A Form
SO, if you dont already know who i am, if my foreboding truth not found its corrupt way into your rampent heart by reputaton alone, then you are mere substunance for all the mighty demons and angels who thrive as true gods amonst the hardened, evolution of advanced hybrid interaction...if you dont know my name...that is to say i dont know yours,,,,,which is the madness of this electric,digital,emetional, and artistic technology which we all use without a care for anything other then legend. We are the new gods, and we are few, we are phatoms, we are beatiful, and elite, we are love. death, hatred, and light, all confused together so that we may experience ourselves once more, because nothing delights us so much as our company which we forge and reforge in the heat of the sun and cooled in the darkness until all of its substanece finally run out and it have no value whatsover least we wish for its painfull death, so that ways you may at least delight it pain.....because you wonder amon

Poem Stuff...
Hold your sadness like a puppet, keep putting on the play.But everything you do is leading to the pointwhere you just won’t know what to do.And at that moment you may laughbut there is someone there who will be laughing louder than you.So it’s true, the trick is complete.become everything you said that you never would be.You’re a fool! You’re a fool!Sunrise, sunset.

Myblog
Faktor apa saja yang menentukan suatu website/blog dikatakan cepat? Ada jawabannya, antara lain : themes/template yang sederhana, tidak ada iklan, gambar yang sedikit, tidak ada java script, jumlah paragraph tidak terlalu panjang, dan lain sebagainya. Dari semua jawaban di atas, faktor utama yang menentukan kecepatan website adalah minimnya jumlah permintaan file yang kita unduh (download) ke komputer, atau dikenal dengan HTTP Request. HTTP Request HTTP Request adalah permintaan yang dilakukan oleh client (browser,spider, bot, dan lain sebagainya) kepada server suatu website untuk mengunduh (download) file-file yang akan ditampilkan menjadi sebuah halaman web. Sementara HTTP respone adalah respon atau reaksi dari server suatu website terhadap permintaan yang dilakukan oleh client (browser, spider, bot, dan lain-lain). Kaitan dengan kecepatan loading Ketika browser akan membuka suatu halaman web, browser mengunduh setiap file yang dibutuhkan untuk membangun halaman tersebut.

Ms
I have MS. January will be 7 years living with knowing this is what I have. The past nearly 7 years have been an experience. Well, once I finally came to terms with this whole thing. Life with MS can be difficult. When they first told me I had MS, I knew it wasn't good, but I didn't know anything about it. At first, I thought I had it so bad, but over the years talking to others with MS, I would say I'm pretty lucky. I don't have pain!!! At least not at this point. MS is always changing. What I do deal with is bad balance, not being able to be on my feet for a long period of time, my sense of touch is not right, and my legs and feet don't have a normal feeling, but it is difficult to explain. I also go to the restroom about 20 times a day, sometimes more, sometimes less. But I have done things in the past 7 years that I like to brag about. I helped organize an MS walk to raise money. We only did one. The support group that I used to go to did it and I was involved. I he

La Dolce Vita
You have been watched from a distance for some time now and now you are being watched from even farther away. Anyway, you’d like to believe it’s true. Who wouldn’t? Just because a thing’s invisible doesn’t mean it don’t exist, you think to yourself, but still, there is no valid way to test it. And then one day you fall asleep on the train on the way home but you get home anyway. You close your eyes and nothing happens. You close your eyes every now and then, just to test the waters, and find you’re still moving, being moved, walking through the tunnel with your eyes closed, held up and carried along by the crowd. Not love or joy in any traditional sense, but a gentle kind of peaceful rocking that gathers together the single flowers to make a garland. The lights flicker and the wheels clack. No one on the train can tell who’s driving, so you let go of the imaginary wheel. You lean back in your plastic seat and let your shoulders relax.

Ramblings Of My Co-worker, Nick G.
I fart real quiet and I fart real loud My fart can knock out a big asian crowd Godzilla got nothing On my massive farts My farts pierce through the nostrils Like pointy darts They sometimes sound funny They sometimes sound deep Boy do all my farts Really give me a creep You can't see it pass Through the air or the sky Sometimes when you smell it You'll seem like you're high The one's that are worse Are the one's that are silent My farts fight on their own Yes they are real violent So next time you see me Angle my butt in the air You know I'm going to fart And that I really don't care Plenty of food Plenty of snacks All free of charge All with no tax Different varieties For you to choose If you come real late You snooze, you lose Some people cook And some people buy Some people say they made it When it's really a lie Corn and cheese Fruit and chips Vegetables on a tray With plenty of dips Hot dogs and sausages Tamales an

Astral Projection
Dammitman! Why is all the fun stuff so hard to find anymore? What's a girl gotta do to get some kicks? I guess I will just resort back to my handy-dandy little book of "home remedies".....The recipe I want to try calls for hashish and belladonna...neither of which, unfortunately, I have access to at this moment in time. Probably because the former ingredient has the potential to possibly land me in jail, and the latter could land me in a coma! But the issue is, I really don't want to land at all. Period. I wanna fly. Charge up my witch's broom and fly! I suppose I could substitute mugwort, benzoin and throw in a little chimney soot, which is the new "politically correct" recipe; in other words, a poor substitute....The new recipes just don't produce the startling psychedelic effects like the ones from the Middle Ages. Dammitman....societal rules and regulations take the fun out of everything! Meanwhile, back at the cave, I stoke the fire under the cauldron.....bubble, bubbl

All About Me
So my boyfriend have dumped me today, after telling me how much he loves me, and how much he wants to be with me. I am really heartbroken, espcially now that I wont have any sex life at all. I prefer the real meat, if you know what I mean. All my toys just dont cut it for me any longer. I just wish I could meet a man who could satisfy me as much as I could satisfy him. Ive been so horny lately, and just cant find a man to keep up with me. I really like older guys, but at this point any age will do. As long as he has a penis.I just cant wait to get rammed by pretty much anyone.

Ecs Custom Graphics
The rules for this are fairly simple. 1.) Do not shout me what you would like. It takes a couple days to complete your request, so by the time i got around to doing it, your shout request will be gone. 2.) Please subject the email ECS Graphics so i dont accidentally delete it. 3.) please link me the pic(s) you would like to use for your artwork. I Don't want to create something for you and you not like the pic I have chosen. 4.) I Will never ask you for any compensation, but donations of FuBucks, VIP, Blast, Whatever is definitely accepted and highly appreciated. It's like being in the hospitality industry. Waitresses are not allowed to ask for a tip, but theyre obviously appreciated.

My Blogs
WANT TO KNOW WHAT I ENJOY SOME OF MY VALUES AND WHAT I LIKE IN MY MAN?? JUST CLICK MY PICTURE AND YOU WILL GET ALITTLE INSIGHT TO ME. LIFE IS FILLED WITH UPS AND DOWNS,TWIST AND TURNS..AND NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO OR SAY YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE SOME REGRETS AND THERE WILL ALWAY BE SOME "WHAT IF'S" ITS ALL A PART OF LIFE. WHAT MATTERS IS HOW YOU DEAL WITH IT. MYSELF I GREW UP IN THE COUNTRY UHHH 5 MILES BACK IN THE WOODS, MY FATHER HAD A HOUSE BULIT FOR MY MOTHER ON 2 ARCES NOT MUCH I KNOW BUT TO A 9 YEAR OLD(ME) IT WAS ALOT.AND BELIEVE IT OR NOT I HAVE HAD MY SHARE OF HORSES,DIRT ROADS, GETTING DIRTY AND PLAYIN IN THE NEIGHBORS PIG PEN. BUT THAT DIDNT LAST LONG DAM FENCE HURTS WHEN IT SHOCKS YOUR ASS.LOL SO YOU SEE I ENJOY THINGS SIMPLE WHEN IT COMES TO LIFE AND LOVE.I DONT LIKE TO FIGHT,I BELIEVE GREATLY IN COMMUNICATION AND HONESTY!! MY BEST FRIEND WAS MY DOG A WHITE GERMAN SHEPPARD.SHE WOULD FOLLOW ME EVERYWHERE, EVEN WHEN I DIDNT WANT HER TOO.LOL BUT SHE WAS A GOOD DOG AND I DO MISS

Military Blogs
Thank you tat for posting this. If the red shirt thing is new to you, read below how it went for a man....Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together.. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home.No, he responded.Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home.Going to pick him up?No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you Thank you for doing what you do so my fa

Articles
A British grandmother, who was sterilised twice 13-years-ago, has given birth to a 'miracle' baby boy. Grandma, 43, had the operation to stop her falling pregnant again after having her first three children. But three-months-ago she felt strange movements in her stomach and a test revealed she was six months pregnant. Now she is mother to health baby boy born last week, who is younger than her grandchildren. Grandma said : "At the end of July, I started feeling tired and then felt movements in my stomach. "I thought I could feel something - I thought it was wind at first but I was tired as well so I thought I better do a test. When she did a pregnancy test, she could not believe that she was six months pregnant. "I didn't really believe it until he came out," she said. She took fertility drug Clomid to speed up ovulation when she was 19 which helped her get pregnant with daughter, who is now 24 and a mother. Two years later, she conceived her first son Glen, who is now 19, and again w

The Best Butts On Fubar Contests
ok its like this you promote your self i will be going by the votes you get it will start next friday at midnight if you want out of the contest i will take you out and i dont want the ladys coming to me about she the only one geting votes and not me it called you promote your self starting black friday at 12:01 am the best butts contests on fubar begins. the one rule is it is nsfw the highest avaerage that day get a one point bling. th champion on dec 25 will get a bomb or an auto 11. if there is a tie we go back and see how many days they were number 1 and award the prize after thatok and ty ps you have till nov 26 to enteryour pictures in the contest good luck ladys OK EVERYONE I AM HOSTING A NEW CONTEST IT IS CALLED HOT SUMMER NIGHTS BIKINI CONTEST ANY AND ALL WOMAN CAN BE IN IT FOR THE LUCKY WINNER YOU CAN PICK BOMB,AUTO 11 OR 2 BOOMRANGS IF YOU WANT IN JUST COME TALK TO ME THIS IS FOR ANY WOMAN ON FUBAR SO LETS MAKE THE SUMMER NIGHT HEAT UP