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Found This Quite Weird...
Love?
I sit here and think of nothing but you all day...You are the last thing I think about each night and the first thing each morning...everytime I hear your voice I get chills that run all over my body...I say your name to myself just to feel that rush that comes over me and I feel butterflies in my tummy...I look at your picture and the love that I feel for you just runs through my body and gives me a warm fuzzy feeling...I sit and wonder if you feel the same way?...Do you think about me all day as I think of you?...Do you yearn to hear my voice?...Ask yourself how much longer we can actually be apart?...I have put my heart and soul in your hands and all I ask is that either you love me the way I love you or you have to give me back my heart and soul...I know that you COMPLETE me...and I want to do that for you...So tell me this am I the one who completes you?...For all these longing questions I will wait for you...I LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU... Why Me   Do you hear my calls for you? Do
Planting The Seed Of Doubt
  I wonder if anybody fully understands that once you plant the seed of doubt in any relationship everything else that accurs is just watering the seed into a garden of mistrust and doubt. Who can honestly say that they can be with someone they don't trust. Isn't that way too much work?
Lmfao !
An atheist was walking through the woods. 'What majestic trees! 'What powerful rivers! 'What beautiful animals! He said to himself. As he was walking alongside the river, he heard a rustling in the bushes behind him. He turned to look. He saw a 7-foot grizzly bear charge towards him. He ran as fast as he could up the path. He looked over his shoulder & saw that the bear was closing in on him.. He looked over his shoulder again, & the bear was even closer. He tripped & fell on the ground. He rolled over to pick himself up but saw that the bear was right on top of him, reaching for him with his left paw & raising his right paw to strike him.   At that instant the Atheist cried out, 'Oh my God!' Time Stopped. The bear froze. The forest was silent. As a bright light shone upon the man, a voice came out of the sky. 'You deny my existence for all these years, teach others I don't exist and even credit creation to cosmic accident.' 'Do you expect me to help you out of this predicament? Am I t
Analysis On Society
Zombie Information Continued
Nanobots What are they? Nanobots are a technology that science apparently engineered to make you terrified of the future. We're talking about microscopic, self-replicating robots that can invisbily build--or destroy--anything. Vast sums of money are being poured into nanotechnology. Sure, at some level scientists know nanobots will destroy mankind. They just can't resist seeing how it happens. How it can result in zombies: Scientists have already created a nano-cyborg, by fusing a tiny silicone chip to a virus. The first thing they found out is these cyborgs can still operate for up to a month after the death of the host. Notice how nano scientists went right for zombification, even at this early stage. They know where the horror is. According to studies, within a decade they'll have nanobots that can crawl inside your brain and set up neural connections to replace damaged ones. That's right; the nanobots will be able to rewire your thoughts. What could possibly go wrong?
Unholy Paranoia!!!
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University Of Mu
THE MOABITE NATION NAMED WOMAN ZUUDIAKUS, FROM WHICH DERIVED THE NAME ZODIAC, ZOOLOGY, AND BIOLOGY; THE SOURCE OF EVOLUTION UPON THE PHYSICAL, MENTAL AND SPIRITUAL PLANE OF LIFE. THE MOABITE NATION HAD NO MYSTIC GOD DOCTRINE CONTRARY TO ZUUDIAKUS, THE DIVINE LAW OF EVOLUTION. AFTER ZUUDIAKUS (THE MOABITE WOMAN HAD TAUGHT THEIR MALE SON OFFSPRING THE SECRET OF ZUUDIAKUS  THE ZODIAC, ZOOLOGY, BIOLOGY AND THE LAW OF CREATION), IT RESULTED IN THE LOSS OF THEIR POWERS OF CREATION AND CONTROL OF THE WORLD BY UNIVERSAL MIND IN THE YEAR 46,000 A.M. THE ERA OF ATLANTIS AND MU, OF YUCATAN IN THE CARRIBEAN SEA.THE AGE OF MAN-MADE GODS, SINCE THE FALL OF THE MOABITE NATION IN 49,000 A.M., IS ONLY OVER 2,000 YEARS OLD. NOW EVOLUTION OF MAN-MADE GODS SINCE THE FALL OF ZUUDIAKUS BEGAN WITH THE LAST HIGH PRIEST ASTROLOGER, METAPHYSICIAN OF THE MOABITE NATION BY THE NAME OF MUUR-LU-AH-KIN-EL WHO NAMED THE CREATOR OF THE UNIVERSE EL, AND THEN GAVE YAQUB THE NAME ISRA-EL AND THE GOD ELUHIM, TRANSLATED AS
I'm Looking For A Friend
I am an incredible snuggler! You have no idea..I'm tall and sexy, have a hot voice, nice eyes (so I get told this stuff) and get told I look like so and so, lol.I have a nice place, pool, cool shop and animals! lol.I have never been married and no kids.I have never left a trail of fatherless kids, broken homes or anything like that.I have never been an abuser or a meany, none of that screamin n yelling stuff.I don't have any sort of questionable history at all!I never been in jail.I'm very clean and healthy and totally safe to be with and I know it! How many can say that in this town? Like nobody obviously....I'm educated, intelligent and articulate!I have an awesome sense of humor and can make a girl laugh.. I'll keep you in stiches!I can fix, build repair anything and could build you your dream car or bike!I am monogamous and I've never cheated on anyone! I'm totally honest, have more integrity than most, totally straight up, genuine, down to earth and chill.I keep a clean house!Whil
Hes Got A Large Set Of Balls
Seriously do they read my status? Im so changing my name to PREGNANT EVIL BISH!!   hello...is your submissive behaviour as good as your outer appearance? i message you, because i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles...i am looking for an online-sub. when you are interested in bdsm related chats, cam-to-cam chats, tasks, exercises and when you would like to know more, just send me a message. it would be really nice to talk with you about this...have you ever thought about serving someone? to serve someone mentally or sexually... to take care about somebodys needsto talk with me about mental or sexual desires... to act as submissive for me. a dominant who tells you what to do, how to react and that takes care of your submissive needs if you have some?to please me mentally or sexually... to act as submissive on command... to know how it is to serve as submissivetake a look at my profile and blog. i am sure you will like what you see there. exspecially my bdsm related p
Thid
iTS ALL i HAVE EVER KNOWN LIKE A THORN IN MY SIDE ITS GROWN ITS ALL I HAVE EVER FELTT SOMETIMES IT FEELS ITS ALL I HAVE BEEN DEALT, ITS LIKE I CANT EVER GET AWAY I GUESS I HAVE TO REALIZE ITS HERE TO STAY I CANT RUN FROM IT I CANT HIDE I HAVE FINALLY REALISED ITS INSIDE I GUESS THIS IS HOW ILL HAVE TO GO ON HOW MUCH LONGER ILL KNEVER KNOW BUT I THINK THAT IF THE PAIN WILL FINALLY SUBSIDE ILL PROBABLY GO ON EMPTY INSIDE
Inspirational Quotes
Inspiration #1 October gave a party; the leaves by hundreds came- The Chestnuts, Oaks, and Maples, and leaves of every name.The sunshine spread a carpet, and everything was grand, Miss Weather lead the dancing, Professor Wind the band. GEORGE COOPER   Inspiration #2 I love the night. I love to feel the tide of darkness rising slowly and slowly washing, turning over and over, lifting, floating, all that lies strewn upon the dark beach, all that lies hid in rocky hollows. KATHERINE MANSFIELD   Inspiration #3 At the core of who we are is the roots of those that have influenced our lives the most and the impact of what they have exposed us to is always there and when the foundation is laid with love and commitment, our lives at some point will reflect that of which we have been taught. AJA GRAYDON   Inspiration #4 Yesterday I sat in a field of Violets for a long time perfectly still, until I really sank into it- into the rhythm of the place, I mean- then when I got up to go ho
Baffled
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Psalm 23
1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.  2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,        he leads me beside quiet waters,  3 he restores my soul.        He guides me in paths of righteousness        for his name's sake.  4 Even though I walk        through the valley of the shadow of death, [a]        I will fear no evil,        for you are with me;        your rod and your staff,        they comfort me.  5 You prepare a table before me        in the presence of my enemies.        You anoint my head with oil;        my cup overflows.  6 Surely goodness and love will follow me        all the days of my life,        and I will dwell in the house of the LORD        forever.   Tuesday 3rd of Easter Gospel text (Jn 6:30-35): The people said to Jesus, «Show us miraculous signs, that we may see and believe you. What sign do you perform? Our ancestors ate manna in the desert; as Scripture says: ‘They were given bread from heaven to eat’». Jesus then said to th
My New Social Site
I've been sitting in fubar listening to a few people complain about the rules. I admit sites have to have rules, but for god sake we're all adults here. I've created a site for all people 18+ to enjoy, i call it..... Social Jungle. I built this site with the goal to not steal members from other sites, but to provide an exciting social experience for those who seek it, without the hassle of strict rules and guidelines. Let me give you some of my background, I've been doing web/graphics design for about almost 9 years in August 2010. I do own my own hosting company known as SiteMax-Hosting, which provides affordable web hosting & shoutcast services. I've also dj'ed online for several well-known radio sites and soon retired from the dj scene in late 2009.
Thank You To All Who Helped
Liz Iz Back !!!!!
I Love My Man Allan! :)
Soldiers Poem
For all the free people that still protest. You're welcome. We protect you and you are protected by the best. Your voice is strong and loud, but who will fight for you? No one standing in your crowd. We are your fathers, brothers, and sons, wearing the boots and carrying guns. We are the ones that leave all we own, to make sure your future is carved in stone. We are the ones who fight and die, We might not be able to save the world, Well, at least we try. We walked the paths to where we are at and we want no choice other than that. So when you rally your group to complain, take a look in the back of your brain. In order for that flag you love to fly wars must be fought and young men must die. We came here to fight for the ones we hold dear. If that's not respected, we would rather stay here. So please stop yelling, put down your signs, and pray for those behind enemy lines. And then when the conflict is over and all is well, be thankful that we chose to go through hell.
Ohio State Only
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Anti-lounge Technical Issues
Having a problem listening in to K-IRB, the Anti-Lounge's radio station? Can't see the cams? Let's try to fix that! First, let's see what we can do about K-IRB. If you're using a PC, and you're using Chrome or Firefox, click here. If you're using Internet Explorer, you may have to update your Windows Media Player to the latest version If you are using a Mac or are having problems with the above links, then try these: If all else fails, then visit the listen page at K-IRB. Hopefully that fixed your audio chain and you can hear the best mix of rock and your requests on K-IRB. Now, let's see what's wrong with your cam issues. Please make sure you have the Adobe Flash Player Plugin. If you're STILL having problems, we suggest you clear out the cache for your browser. And if that doesn't work, you may need to defragment your system, or perhaps try another browser. We suggest Chrome for optimal usage. Hope this helps! 
Ice Princess
I am so tired of guys, it is not even funny. I dont even know what else to type
Anti-lounge Cams
ANTI-LOUNGE WEBCAM RULES Here are a set of rules we ask you adhere to as far as our lounge cams are concerned. IF YOU ARE JUST A VIEWER... Try not to ask the person or persons on cam to do things. We are not trained monkeys, we are not strippers, and we are not your personal pets. If you want to be a director, go to Hollywood. IF YOU WANT TO GO ON CAM... If you are lounge staff and want to take an open cam, by all means... go for it. Start with Cam 1 if it's available, that's the staff cam in the lounge, and only staff members are permitted on that cam. If you are a lounge MEMBER and want to take an open cam, please ask an active staff member first. If you happen to be denied and feel you have an issue with that, send a private message to Radio X show. If you are a lounge VISITOR and want to get on cam, fuck you. Seriously... you can't join the lounge first, you impatient prick? ONCE YOU'RE ON CAM... You should change your status to reflect that you're on cam. A goo
How Im Feeling/songs For My Mood
NJ student secretly taped having sex kills himself // // Buzz up! 16 votes Share retweet EmailPrint By ERIN VANDERBERG and GEOFF MULVIHILL, Associated Press Writers Erin Vanderberg And Geoff Mulvihill, Associated Press Writers – 46 mins ago PISCATAWAY, N.J. – A college student jumped to his death off a bridge a day after authorities say two classmates surreptitiously recorded him having sex with a man in his dorm room and broadcast it over the Internet. Rutgers University freshman Tyler Clementi jumped from the George Washington Bridge last week, said his family's attorney, Paul Mainardi. Police recovered a man's body Wednesday afternoon in the Hudson River just north of the bridge, and authorities were trying to determine if it was Clementi's. ABC News and The Star-Ledger of Newark reported that Clementi left on his Facebook page on Sept. 22 a note that read: "Jumping off the gw bridge sorry." On Wednesday, his Facebook page was accessible only to friends. Two Rutg
Anti Lounge Promotions
Promote the Lounge!!! The only way for us to grow is if we let other people know we're here. Here's a sample of what you can post to pages of new people to both welcome them to Fubar and invite them into Anti. Feel free to re-word it.   Welcome to Fubar! Come join us in the Anti-Lounge, where you'll find things done different than most other lounges. We like to have fun, talk about good times, and we even host weekly contests and live radio shows! Cut and paste the link below to your browser and we'll see you soon! http://www.fubar.com/lounge/anti Want a list of new people to promote?  Here you go! Remember, if they're green, always welcome them to fubar!!! The other day, someone reminded me that it was my birthday. It was sweet and touching for someone to remember something I've been trying to forget. Then she tells me she wanted to throw a party for me. That, too, was sweet and touching for someone to try to celebrate something I've been trying to ignore. It reminded
Advice
I read a lot of articles. The subject matter varies but my favorite ones are relationship articles. Some of the advice I automatically toss off as nonsense, sometimes I take it to heart and sometimes I just don't know. Here are some I just don't know about let me know your opinion.   1. Buy a guy in a bar a drink. this seems like it would be weird. A lot of times it's weird when guys do it. 2. Recruit your friends to set you up. has this ever worked for anyone? Maybe my friends are just assholes. Seriously, a couple of years ago one tried to set me up with a friend. When I asked her if she was talking about the one with the prescription pill addiction she said yes. ugg 3. If he texts you more than he calls you, he's not that in to you. I am not a texting fan but is there a communication hierarchy? 4. Meet guys shopping. Most guys I know hate shopping. They get in, get what they want and get the fuck out. And don't you dare tell me book store. I have never seen ANYONE spark up
Stacymatthews Blog
Eine Fussgelenkbandage stabilisiert das Fussgelenk gegen Umknicken bei Sport, Beruf und Freizeit. Ein Bewegungsmelder erlaubt eine wirkungsvolle Ueberwachung von Privathaus, Wohnung, Gewerberaum und Liegenschaften.
For My Aunt
Cancer is a deadly disease   It makes you sad when you hear it mentioned   It makes you worry about the "What If's"   It makes you very sick   It makes you lose your hair   It makes you have the shakes   It makes you very weak and tired   It makes you feel like you should just give up   It can or can not be cured with chemo treatments   What you need most with cancer is family and friends   Family and Friends will always be there for you   Family and Friends are the best support you can have   Family and Friends will pray with you to help get you healed   With family and friends anybody can fight this evil battle of cancer   Family and Friends is what this world needs more of   CANCER SURVIVORS = FAMILY AND FRIENDS   @ Dedicated to my aunt ruth bostic and others who are fighting cancer  
The Ramblings Of A Mad Person.
This is seriously going to get personal, you ready? I can handle it.   If you were caught cheating, would you fess up? Depends what I'm cheating on I suppose.   The last time you felt honestly broken? I'd say December.   Are you craving something? Spagettios... it's the oddest thing.   If you could have one thing right now what would it be? A pocket full of sunshine.   Would you rather have ten kids, or none? None. I could never handle ten.   What do you hear right now? A movie. And yahoo. And an AC. And the dryer.   Is your bed against more than one of your walls? Yes- and I've got something to say about that. Grown ups beds should only touch one wall at a time.   What’s on your mind right now? Nouns mostly.   Are you there for your friends? To a fault.   Last person to see you cry? Mother may I.   What do you do when you get nervous? Fidget. Scratch my head.   Be honest, do you like people in general? Nope. Not really...at all actually.  
Music And Lyrics
Normally, I hate country, but this song mixes a classic rock feel quite nicely with harder country.    "Bad Things" I wanna do bad things with you.When you came in the air went out.And every shadow filled up with doubt.I don't know who you think you are,But before the night is through,I wanna do bad things with you.I'm the kind to sit up in his room.Heart sick an' eyes filled up with blue.I don't know what you've done to me,But I know this much is true:I wanna do bad things with you.When you came in the air went out.And all those shadows there filled up with doubt.I don't know who you think you are,
Leveling
Camel Toe Song
My 14 year old son showed me this and I almost pissed myself laughing so hard, plus I can't get the damn song outta my head!  
Somebody Save Me From Myself
 feel the darkness around me,lord plz help me see what i have done, im trying so hard to be a better person,im lost in this life,someone save me from myself,my heart bleeds for you,i would do anything to see you smile,why do i hurt myself, my walls are tall and thick, a twisted globe i live in,how do i break this shell, im scared whats next, lord plz show me the way
Life, New Sh*t Exc....
So we have amassed quite a few pets in our house.. have our own little Zoo. As Follows Mine2 Bearded Dragons (Tesla & Einstein)3 Bettas (Candycane, Peschi, & Chill) (I lost Jeff :(    )2 Turtles (Madori and Cosmo) I plan on getting either a leopard gecko or a Horny Toad next :) My Husband1 Florida King Snake (Souxsie)1 Mountian Horn lizard (Godzilla)1 Neon tree dragon (Leon)1 Tokay Gecko (Ebenser)2 Mantellas (Jay & Silent Bob)1 Bananna Waxy Mantella (Brody)2 Green Anoles (Ferd & Sterdag)2 Bamahma Anoles (Watson and Red)1 house Gecko (houdini AKA A** Hole)1 Dumpy Frog (fatso)1 australian Golden Frog (Marty)1 australian beeked frog (Morty)2 fire belly toads (Memnoch & Thulsa Doom)1 white lipped tree frog (Race)1 green tree frog (Benton)1 Fat lazy cat (Tiger) My Husband plans on getting either a Poison Dart Frog or the True Fire Skink Next/.. Our roommate and my best friend2 cats (Mittens & Boo)2 Rats (Oreo & Jersey)1 Betta (Nino) = 27 pets for us= 32 pets in the house!! Anyways t
Anything
Iran threatens Olympic boycott over logo design Email Print Mon Feb 28 03:51PM Iran has threatened to boycott the London 2012 Olympics unless organisers agree to change the design of the logo. The Iranian government has lodged a formal protest with the International Olympic Committee over the four-year-old logo, claiming that it must be changed since it spells out the word 'Zion'. And the Middle Eastern nation has warned that it will order its athletes to stay at home next summer unless the logo is replaced and its creators asked to explain themselves. "As internet documents have proved, using the word Zion in the logo of the 2012 Olympic Games is a disgracing action and against the Olympics' valuable mottos," the Iranian government wrote in a letter to the IOC, which was released via the state-backed Iranian Students Agency. "There is no doubt that negligence of the issue from your side may affect the presence of some countries in the Games, especially
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Poems
My Children, My Life
Your Tears Touch My Heart     Beautiful Daughter,from the day you were born,you have struggledto make it in this world,and your tearshave alwaystouched my heart.I held you to my breast,prayed you'd latch on,watched you struggle to find the lovethat would sustain you....and your tears again touched my heart.We managed to get throughthe eating difficulties,you and I, and it wastime to learn to walkon your own....and you'd crawl and reach upto me....and your tears touched my heart!Elementary school camerolling up on us fast....you were bright and smartand knew so much....but that big yellow buswas taking you away from all you knew....and your tears touched my heart!You were only sixwhen your life was to change forever.I sank within myself asyour father left us....and your tears touched my heartas you begged him to stay.It took us some time,but we found ourselves....I taught you to laugh again,to smile again,to hope again....and your tears touchedmy heart as you graduatedwith honors.Yo
Song Lyrics
Ooh, ooh, yeah (Chorus:) Honey, you are my shining star Don't you go away Wanna be right here where you are Until my dying day So many have tried Tried to find a love like yours and mine Girl, don't you realize how you hypnotize Make me love you more each time...yeah, baby Honey, I'm never gonna leave you lonely Give my love to you only To you only To you only (Repeat chorus) Feels so good When we're lying here next to each other, lost in love...yeah, baby Baby, when we touch--love you so much You're all I ever dreamed of...yeah, baby Honey, I'm never gonna leave you lonely Give my love to you only To you only To you only (Repeat chorus, ad lib, and fade) (Oooooooooh)(Oh-oh-oooooooooh)Oh-oh-oooooooooh-hooo(Oh-oh-oooooooooh)(Oh-oh-oooooooooh)Oooooh, short and sweetNo sense in draggin' on past our needsLet's don't keep it hangin' onIf the fire's outWe should both be gone(Some people are made for each other)(Some people can love one another for life)(How 'bout us) (Some pe
Up For Auction
  Lookin to own a piece of Pleasurable Trouble?  Well look no further, I'm in my second auction. Lookin for an owner, I can spoil. Just click on the link below and come get your bid in. Auction ends 1-14-2010, so what are you waitin for come get you some Pleasurable Trouble. While your there show the hostess some mad love, she Roxx!! http://fubar.com/photo.php? u=1029198 & i=300466494 & album id = 820891
Dont Be Skeered
How bad are you wanted? Post this and see how many msg's you get......... dont be scared!(1) just friends(2) georgious(3) cute as hell(4) hot(5) fine(6) sexy(7) amazingly sexy(8) we can be friends with benefits(9) see ya
Just Thinking
what up my fellow fubar's i have been here along time i meen from way back lost cherry cherry tap an way before that lol i have seen good friends come an go an i think i never have done a blog huh weird well tu da lol hopefully there will be more though im not much of a talker im more of a listener boy has that ever pist off some of my gurl friends lmao " y you never talk to me " couse aint shit going on up there lol if i have something to say i will say it well how was that for my first blog ? laterz all when is enough enough??the right answer is never or should be if you really love someone.i dont know the answer myself anymore......................we go through alot of shit and put up with alot more just to have a small peice of that for letter word ...................why?????????? becouse there is another word that scares us much more ...............alone................ Why do I feel so alone inside while I have everyone to back me up.. Do they really care.. Do they really love
Contests That Don't Conform To The Rules Set
I would like to know if anyone else has a problem in getting payouts for specific days with the right amouts posted. This is like the third time I have tried to get into the rating contests and I for one do not think that the person or persons running it is keeping a legimate account of the ratings. I know that they do not pay the amounts offered for the ratings and this is getting to be a habit with some of the payers.   I have gotten to the level I am at by rating only and when the person or persons do not pay what is posted it is very discouraging to say the least.   I can not afford all the frills of bombs and autos and sure as Hell no one will give them to me so I thought entering a contest would be a fun way to aquire these things.  But the way it is looking it has been fruitless and un profitable for me but not the one getting rated. There is 7 more days to the contest and I will see where it ends up. If not a fair contest I will be writing another blog and naming names
Short Stories
There she was. Again. As I was looking out from my bathroomwindow. Third day in a row I see her standing under a tree, not close enough to recognize her. But still... I've lived here for 12 years now, never have I seen someone standing under the tree before. My gut tells me it's her. Can't be someone else. I finish shaving and decide to go for a walk. It's my day off and since there's nothing else I have to do, I'm going to check it out. It's on my way to the store as well, in case it was a false alarm. Once outside I hate myself for leaving my appartment. It's too damn cold to go for a walk, so I really hope she's still there. One might say I'm a nosy person. Last night I was laying awake for hours. Thinking who the woman might be. Don't know why she was standing there in the street, but she was looking at my windows. Not anyone else's. Damn. She's not there anymore. There's nobody under the tree. There's not a single person in the street. Too damn cold. Was it only a dream? Some
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Filll it out, you know you want tooo. x WHAT DO U THINK OF ME [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [] No, I dont like you like that [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe []you look to sweet to screw [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] ________________________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Marry me [] Friends On a scale of 1-10 (10
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All About The Doll
1. Okay, newest of the newest questions, ya ready?Yeah..2. If you had to choose dying or having sex with your boyfriend which one would you choose?lol what kind of question is this! 3. Is the last person you kissed more than a year older than you?yes. 4. Last December, what was your love life like?oh boy!5. Has a girl sat on your bed before?duh!6. Look at your phone. Speed dial 12?I don't use speed dial.7. Look at it again. Speed dial 6?/9. Are you afraid to grow up?I think I'm done growing.10.whats your worst subject in school?I don't take subjects or PAY for classes I'm not good at! :p11. Have you ever been around someone who was high?Many times and many people12. Three days from now will you be in a relationship?probably not ?13. What is something you wish you had more of?car :p14. Do you like to hold or be held?be held since i'm a girl :)15. When was the last time you cried?...16. What does your 10th inbox message say?Happy Holidays!17. Last person you saw other than your family?co
Once In A Lifetime...
we are all seeking that special person who is right for us. but if youve been thru enuf relationships, you begin to suspect theres no right person, just different flavors of wrong. why is this? becuz you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complimentary way. but it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. it isnt until you finally run up against your deepest demons---your unsolvable problems---the ones that make you who you truly are---that youre ready to find a lifelong mate. only then do you finally know what you are looking for. you are looking for the wrong person. but not just any wrong person: the "right" wrong person---someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, "This is the problem i want to have." i will find that person who is wrong for me in just the right way...i have to believe in that You cant do things "again" in life, you cant re-create what was. That only comes once in a lifetime. But only that particular ex
Sliding Through Life
Just sliding through life is never good enough for anyone. If you have to try harder, even just a little, it will make you better and stronger (i hope it would at least). I think all the things I've gone through have done that for me. Easy roads arent always the best ones. We think they are, because they take less effort, but look at the people you have respected in your life. They were usually the people who made it when the going wasnt easy. People who have survived and grew from all the pain. I know I did. The ones who had it easy dont have a hell of a lot going for them. Its the others, those of us, who have climbed the mountains with our heads banged up, our faces scratched, and our shins bleeding, who were worth knowing. They(we) had the ability to be able to share and pass along the things weve seen and been through and to be able to leave our footprints on those roads that the weaker dared never to travel.
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Hey everyone it's Tiffany A.K.A Psycho.T I'm looking for a man to call mine and before you ask me to be your's here's a list of things I'm seeking for in my man. 1.)He has to have the same intrest as me. 2.)He has to love the same types of music as me. 3.)His age has to be below "30" 4.)He must have a great sense of humor like me! 5.)He must not be clingy or a very crontrol person. 6.)He's not shy and has a bit of a wild side like me. Thoes are the main things I see in my man so if that's you message me and we shall chat. ~Bye!
Didnt Think I Needed To Repeat Myself Again
i have pics that are private and there are reasons why they are private. dont come running to me asking to see them it wont happen. and then dont bitch and curse at me when i tell you no.they are my pics and i will do what i want with them and let who I WANT see them. the choice isnt up to you its up to ME and me only. oh and especially if i just add you dont  hit up my sb askin if you can see them. grow up and act your age and not like a horny asshole. i dont tolerate shit like that. i dont care if you dont like this or if this makes me sound like a bitch. and my family are my friends most in real life thats why they are there. adding me to your fam will not get you added in mine. 
I Cant Complain....
Will you catch me if i fall.. Will my heart ache even heal? Tell me what i need to feel?     Theres nothing to miss if i keep it locked inside. i will pretend that its alright tonight I will keep my pride and let you go I have had a ruff past year.Its been hard on me with medical conditions and relationship problems..When i was out today i realized that i dont have it as bad as i thought i did..There was this guy with his son and he was a tiny baby he was three months i asked the guy his sons name and he told me in a studder...which i do to..he said aaadden i was so surprised that i had meet someone who studdered like me and stuggles as well as i do..I thought to my self its amazing that he was so willing to talk to me..i dont even like talking at times bc i know that im going to studder...I have more cat scans and mri's coming up and theres a possabilty of other things which only one person on here knows of..I'm not explaining it all...I just felt the need to vent a few things
Concerts Im Going Two
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Finally Some Good.
I did it! I survived the week! that was the goal and I made it. I had my first client today. It was a relaxer to loosen up the curl on african american hair. It turned out great and the client was super happy. theinstructor did most of the chemical stuff but I think it was because she was uber nervous about burning his hair. If you didn't know, relaxers are extremely harsh chemicals that can burn the skin very quickly. It can also burn off all you hair if you don't know what you are doing. But that was not the case this time! His curl loosened up just a little bit so he can now comb through it easily and style it. One thing about doing other people's hair.... there is a moment when you catch them look in the mirror and they have this look of "omg wow" or "I look dayum good" and you can see it is just genuine happiness. This is an amazing thing to be responsible for. I would like to be responsble for that look several times a day, everyday.   Everything else is unresolved and mes
2010 Auction
My Love
AS I LIE IN MY BED, THOUGHTS OF YOU RUN THROUGH MY HEAD, WISHING YOU WERE HERE WITH ME, LOVING YOU IS ALL I NEED, WANTING TO LOOK IN YOUR EYES, AND TAKE AWAY YOUR HEART FILLED CRIES, TELLING YOU EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT, AS I GENTLY HOLD YOU THROUGH THE NIGHT, BUT I WAKE UP ALL ALONE, RELIZING YOUR LOVE IS GONE, I FEEL MY WORLD BEGIN TO TUMBLE, AS THE PEICES OF MY HEART JUST CRUMBLE........   No matter how hard I tried... all i seem to do is make u cry...... i would give anything to heal your heart... and mend every single part... of your soul that i have broken.... and say all the words left unspoken... i quietly hurt you for far too long... never admitting that i was wrong... you gave me your heart and soul... but i took it all and left an empty hole... never even saw your pain.... your tears hidden by  the rain... i was a selfish and foolish man, all you wanted was to hold my hand.... i left you when you asked me to stay... and i took you for granted day
Getting To Know Me
I am a student going to school majoring in psychology and minoring in CMIS.  I love to talk to others unless I am either doing school work or working on my job. I am in the medical field in various titles.  It does not make enough money.  So now I am a phone sex operator at www.niteflirt.com/nursepinky.  I am also a webcam host, and I am starting escorting and next is the movies.  I love sex, and I am now ready to enjoy myself.  I love sex and I love money what could be a better combination.  Anyone wanting to talk to me its nursepinkyiam@yahoo.com, but tell me where you heard of me from because I have many websites. I am looking for a sugar daddy to share mutual good benefits with; email me and tell me you are the one. Actually at this time so far I have only slept with one man in my whole life who is my husband, but I am really looking forward to playing with some strange.
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The Stimulus Math
Despite the startling job figures released this week, there are signsthat the nation's economy is finally starting to improve; the endof the recession may be in sight. But why is the economy improving,and is this improvement sustainable? Many on the left are hailing the President's $787 billion "stimulus"package as the key behind the budding economic turnaround. These samefolks support the President's proposal for a third stimulus spendingpackage to give the economy a final boost into recovery. But they aremissing one critical point: as Heritage Foundation economist BrianRiedl explains, "government spending does not stimulate economicgrowth." In a new analysis, Riedl debunks liberal myths about stimulusspending, details the long history of failed stimulus packages andprovides sound alternatives that offer real economic revitalization.The Myth: Government can spend its way into prosperityStimulus advocates make what is, on the surface, a plausible argument.They often attribute recessi
First Blog...
Well, here's my first blog. Guess this is like a journal only everyone can read it. Hope not to bore you. :) Probably just be using this to post writings of mine, random thoughts(pretty much one in the same), the like. Now where to start... I remember when I was about 13, a McDonald's opened up in the local strip mall. Nothing fancy, just a McDonalds. 'Till then, our town had never had one, as it was rather small and had just been digging itself out of a bad recession. But, we had gotten a small amount of attention for having a Media Play(remember those? lol) open up in the same strip mall, so I guess the city council decided to let them tack on a McDonald's next to it for convenience sake. Anywho, they treated it as a pretty big deal, grand opening and all. Had coupons for free shakes, balloons for the kids, and they even had people dressed up as characters from McDonald Land. They had Grimice, Birdie, i think the Hamburgerler, and Ronald McDonald, of course.... Mayor McCheese was s
10 Stations And All Your Types Of Tunes
Naught App
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!!Your Name:Age:Location:1.Favorite position:2.Do you think I'm cute?.3.Would you have sex with me?4.lights on or off?5.Would you have to be drunk?6. Would you take a shower with me?7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?8.Would you leave after or stay the night?9.Do you like cuddling afterwards?10.Condom or skin?11.Have sex on the first date?12.Would you kiss me during sex13.Do you think I would be good in bed /?14.Would you use me as a booty call?15.Can I use you as a booty call?16.Can we take pictures of the act?17.How long would we have sex?18.Would you tell your friends about me?19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend?20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?"Also
World War Ii Water Girls
My Grandfather has Dimentia, My sister, and me were watching him over the summer in 2009.  He believed we were his World War II Water girls...so We played along just to keep him sane....I hope you all enjoy....   Your face of a pale color, So many years filled with wonder. It's full of wrinkled age, But a passion of a wisdom filled page. Tales of your boyhood you wear a "Great Smile" So we shall sit here and listen awhile. Man seas you have sailed, Roughest of waters to, it seemed. Your mind has drifted to the war, It is there you fought tooth and nail. As the sound of bombs rang loud and clear, A smoke settles in your pale blue eyes. You look to thee, and say, you were there to see. "My Watergirls, I was fighting the Japanese" Why yes our memories would recall, We must play long or he will loose it all. You raise your fist, they are clenched tight. As you stand up and say, "Let's Fight". We cower knowing your mind, it is of a young man, A youngman lost in time.
I'm Always There
I'm always there when you close your eyes, No matter how far away heaven seems to be. I'm always there when you reach for me. In the night no matter how empty your bed seems to be. Im always there when the tears blurr your site, No matter how hard it is to see. You say  my eyes are like the clear blue waters of the seas. But when you look in to them do you see the choppy waves and dark clouds of, The storm that is brewing inside of me. You help to open up the storm gates hidden deep with in, I release the deep pain and it floods like rain once again. I am always there when the clouds are heavy and dark, No matter how dim. You are there to help them part. You see a delicate heart so full of life, But can you feel how hollow i truly feel. Lost in a world to walk alone so shallow I feel so all alone. No matter how grim or how hollow i truly am I am always there even if it is just to reach out my hand. They all say they see a strong gentle me, But is this what they all
Sensual Touch
That look, I am hooked, The sound, I feel you all around. The way you feel, So sensual oh so real. When I kiss you the world around me slips away. So passionate so sweet, Our bodies melt together as they meet. I feel your skin of fire, We slide together with lust. Full filling every desire. You put your hands in mine, As we thrust with a rythmn in time. Sensual touch, I long for this oh so much.
The Stir Of Silence
One whisper upon your lips, Those Silent words i long to kiss. The hum in your breathe, It's rythmn of silence scare me to death. A hush so suprised, This feeling deep with in what a rush. The stir of silence takes on the meaning of sadness, Yet this is my guidance. The breeze among the leaves, It is singing it's melody to you and me. Chirping birds dance through the sky, We watch them dance on by. Many Stars light up the night, So silent yet so bright. The stir of silence fill the air, I want to reach your soul to consume you with, love and care. So this stir of silence is pure, This stir of silence is our hearts only cure.  
Nerd Alert
O Hai guise! n case yew didnt allredy no.....: THIS IS 4CHAN: you have just entered the very heart, soul, and life force of the internet. this is a place beyond sanity, wild and untamed. there is nothing new here. "new" content on 4chan is not found; it is created from old material. every interesting, offensive, shocking, or debate inspiring topic youve seen elsewhere has been posted here ad infinitum. we are the reason for "not safe for work". we are the anonymous army. cross us and you will fail. anonymous is everywhere. you depend on us every day. we bag your groceries, we fix your computers. anonymous sees you before you see him. sitting at desks around the world right now is a nameless, faceless, unforgiving mafia composed of the best of the best. we are 4channers. the people devoid of any type of soul or conscience. products of cynicism and apathy, spreading those very sentiments daily. anonymous is the hardened war veteran of the internet. he does not forgive or forget. we ha
Need Fubar's Help
My name is Leland Stanley and i'm 24 years old, and back in 1984 my mother lived in Thompson Falls, Montana. While there she met a man named Earl Lee King. He was in the Army when they met.  The story i've been told is that when my mother told him she was pregnant, he told her that the baby wasn't his and left her at a road side cafe.  All my life, i have been wanting to meet him, but everytime i try, i fail.  These past couple of years, i've been thinkin that my mother is either lying to me or hiding me from my real father. so i would really love to know the truth. his name is earl lee king. and if anyone on here or knows anyone who knows him please contact me asap.....thank you either on here or  contact my girlfriend at sexy_mama_198529@yahoo.com leland d. w. stanley
Broken
my head is spining with pain my eyes are burnin with tears my heart is brokein by love ive worked my ass off to get this amount of clean time i have ive never been very good at shareing my feelings i opened up my heart to a girl i love she kicked my ass i want to toss all this love and careing shit in the trash go kick some ones ass.ive become such a coward scared to act out on my pain and hate they tell me this to shall pass pray go 2 meetings share my feelings and fears been ten days i want to use this hasnt come to pass ive seen her with him she looks as if shes happy told i should pray for her her im the one whos goin down the pipe  i know this is sad and im a grown man should pick my ass up and move on some time there be some one interrested in me wants to be with me but shes not here now so im left with all this lonelyness and fear mixed with hope that just for today i wont have to use no matter what
This Is The Way To Feel Like
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Psycho Rambles
It's amazing to me. I fall into the same trap as everyone else. Oh 2009 was total dog shit, so 2010 will be fuckin great. Well if the first 8 days are any indication, I totally deluded myself. Yeah, I have already had ups, but the downs are what get ya. My kids are still my kids. My mom is more psycho than ever, or maybe I am getting more delusional and psycho and just think its everyone else. Maybe my hatred of the world and the trust I've had from friends and lovers alike that ALWAYS gets betrayed is all my fault. Maybe my rage and anger is not justified. Maybe my marriage and my relationship with Erin would have worked if I was sane. Maybe H and R block loosing my taxes from last year is a delusion in my own head. Maybe getting fired for NO damn reason is still my fault somehow. Maybe ,my mom is right. Maybe I do walk in the house and start yelling and bringing everybody down with out me knowin I'm doin it. Maybe I lost it a loooooooong time ago. Who knows, maybe I'm sittin in a pad
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The Crystal Ball
january 7 2010   i am reading a book on the fold out bed at my parents house in the cold mountains of northern california, i am by my...self....i am sober.....slighty intoxicated on good beer but no speed....i am....clean....i miss her....the crystal mistress...the sting of her tears running up my nose....the feeling like my heart will explode and i will die....the relief she can bring   it is the middle of the night...i am....alone.....my son sleeps beside me...but i am alone...only the sound of him inhaling and exhaling oxygen into his lounges.....i remind myself that i love him....that i have some idea what love feels like....but it is a lie...he might as well be a vampire...or one of the monsters i hold court with in my dark mind...and everything is so dark...and so i say to him in his sleep "Cameron...your Father is a Monster" knowing his sleeping mind already understands me and agrees comforts me somehow...and tears run down my face but i only smile because i know know the l
World Of Warcraft
If so: Faction/Race/Class/Spec(s) and why you like your spec(s). Main: Horde/Undead/Priest/Holy and Shadow. Most versatile combination available for a priest (in my opinion). Alt: Horde/Tauren/Death Knight/Blood DPS and Frost Dual-Wield Tank. Tons of fun both ways, `nuf said :D
Gunslinger's Random Thoughts
Now to the real reason for todays mind numbing blog. I was thinking today about some of the more "out of date" and rather idiotic laws posted across this fine country and even throughout the world. So seeing as how the Legislature just ended their lawmaking session, I thought I would bring up some of the laws that will never be revised but should cause a chuckle or two anyway. In Utah it is illegal to hunt whales In Boise it is illegal to fish from the back of a camel In Alaska it is illegal to wake a sleeping bear for the sole means of taking pictures In Hawaii it is illegal to place coins in your ears In Florida it is illegal to fish off a bridge while driving In Kentucky throwing eggs at a public speaker could result in up to one year in prison In Massachusetts all men are required to carry a rifle to church on Sunday, yet it is illegal to hunt on Sundays. In California, no vehicle without a driver may exceed 60 miles per hour In Wyoming, you may not take a picture of a rab
My First Fu
i m a single mom looking for somone to love  . i ve been making all the wrong decisions . i just wanna have fun
The Honored Few Coc
       The Honored Few COC Please Read Carefully 1. All The Honored Few Prospects must have a verified salute. 2.Must sign the COC (code of conduct) agreement below as a comment o"I AGREE " in order to be considered for membership.3.Shout Box & Fu Mail must be open to all Officers for communications .You may be able to set your profile to friends only if you have added all officers this allows us to communicate with you when necessary. 4.The President, Vice President, and Sgt. At Arms, must be added to family, they do not have to be top family, but they just need to be there for communication. 5. When requesting to join the Club As a Member, please specify when you request membership. Club members will be U.S. Military Vets. 6. All other friends and fans are asked to remember that this club is for U.S. Military Veterans, please do not use this name with out the Presidents
Leveling Help
Meh
***standard proviso - this is not about YOU, singular. If you want to try and make it about YOU, I would suggest YOU don't as it will fast become about YOU backpedalling like a motherfucker and getting the fuck out of my face***   I was brought up not to make a big deal about certain things; if you give a kindness for the 'glory' of it - or because you get 'appreciated' and/or have some sense of what should be 'owed' you (which makes for a great martyr routine, congrats) then you are a prat. To put it nicely. Maybe it's a cultural thing.   When I give something, the act of giving is the end in and of itself. It embarrasses me and it angers me that people would feel any sense of obligation.  It also annoys me when people assume my motivation, and/or knowledge of me as a result.   I hate feeling obligated...to me, anything done under obligation is worthless...and it's part of the myriad of mindfuckery that goes on around here.   That includes feigning and fawning. In life there i
Euphoria
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If You Know A Bkier
IF U KNOW A BIKER" PLEASE" REPOST!!I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall.I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant.But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by.But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children.But you didn 't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.I saw you stare at my long hair.But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that ha
A Guy I Know
I love u but I hate uI want u but can't stand uU make me happy but yet I'm angry I trusted u and u betrayed meI gave u everything, u gave me nothingWhen will my nightmare become a dream.How much longer must I wait for that ring.When will it change for good and last forever.I love u but I hate uI want u but can't stand uU make me happy but yet I'm angry I trusted u and u betrayed meI gave u everything, u gave me nothingU asked me to marry u after three weeks.We had a baby boy by choice.U told me u love me but yet u abuse me.I love u but I hate uI want u but can't stand uU make me happy but yet I'm angry I trusted u and u betrayed meI gave u everything u gave me nothingWe made love so many times.U did something no one could.I got hooked on u.I love u but I hate uI want u but can't stand uU make me happy but yet I'm angry I trusted u and u betrayed meI gave u everything u gave me nothingWhen will we say "I do."When will u loose ur attitude.I'm about through with waiting on U!!! I hold him
Indego... Words...
The shiver I feel when you say my name Playing with words...engaged in your game. Your mouth playing tricks as your mind aims to tease me Wrapped in your world all the lies that deceive me. Drowning within you I struggle to breathe My heart hanging heavy for blessed relief. I long for your passion; I'm bound to this curse Yet the thought of without you, a death that is worse. Candles lit and burning bright shine a glow upon your skin, My fingertips they ache to trace you, and draw your heat within. With beating heart and shallow breath, I long to feel you near As I move my lips to taste your skin, I close my eyes in fear. Your body arches, escapes a whisper, You beg me to go further... Your hands restricted, bound loosely with silk, your eyes dilate with pleasure As I enclose your heat, you respond to my warmth, my tease akin to a feather.. I trace every contour with fingers and tongue, Then at last you are spent, it is over and done.     I untie your binds; you are
664/187 Pc
I thought about you all last night.And through until the mornings light kissed my cheek.When I stepped outside the days beauty knocked me off my feet.I forgot to think of you.Forgot to worry about us.This day was so beautiful just for me.And as the sun set and the shadows grew,My heart broke again and I sat longing for you.And as I tried to sleep I tossed and turned in our bed.Going back and forth with "what ifs" and getting lost in my head.Why do I feel you're absence so deeply in the dark?I'm all alone even when I am not.Our memories haunt me, but I think of all you've taught me."Don't miss me" you say..."I'm always with you and never too far. Now is just time for you to aim for the stars. Follow your dreams and keep me in your heart, and no matter what remember I love you and remember who you are."Words you've left me that I keep so near.I say them to myself when I am the most full of fear.I don't know how to be brave with you gone.I don't know how to be strong without you to lean o
Dance
                                               DanceThe ballroom is empty .A sweet aroma captivates my senses as you pass me .A gentle melody surrounds the room as you sway to it .My ears hear it but I’m to absorbed  by your magnificent self .You gesture to me to join you .I step towards you and feel the electricity of your gorgeous being rip through my soul .You embrace my body to yours and gaze into my eyes .I wrap my arms around you as I get lost in your eyes .We dance, not to the music, but we are inspired by each other as well .I abstain no more as I move to kiss you, only to find your lips searching for mine . An electrifying feeling eclipses the room .An extraordinary gesture of love over whelms me .We part our lips and I find the most magnificent way to express my feelings to you. ” I love you and everything that makes you,you .” I whisper to you .We embrace each other and we dance.   babe.....im inspired to do this poem just to show you YOURE ALL THAT I THIN
Angels
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Poem
In your eyes is were I feel safe, everything about you is wonderful The touch of your lips against mine, the scent of your skin, my every desire With you is where I want to be, stay always I love you more as each day passes You know me better then anyone else, without saying a word you kiss my lips Stay with me always, my love, my passion, my everything
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Don't Like It .... Don"t Look ...
.... well it astounds me sumtimes how selfish and self centered people can b but fubar seems to b able to show that side of people regularly... which is sad as hell to me...case in point.. my very best friend just had a birthday and out of the hundreds of people that call him their friend only a few of us did anything for him for his bday... do u have any idea how disgusting that is? this man makes bday salutes buys vips and blasts and bling packs for all his close friends on their bday but they couldnt even do a damn thing for him. i would have done more then i did if he would have let me but of course he wouldnt lol. now mind u im not 1 that buys into all the fubar bullshit anyways because lets face it ur payin money for pictures and points and nuthin thats real but still it would have shown that u cared at least a lil about sumone other then urself ... sumone who's been there for u when ur man hurt u or let u down or u needed sumone to talk to or sumone just to make u smile... he's
Most Definitely
*waves*
The Noise In My Head
I hear sirens in the distance Frantically on their way To save another life That’s been tragically thrown away Time has worn down the essence of his soul Bad decisions have broken his rein of control Just one more hit and the pain will be gone One last try at a life gone wrong He never thought it would lead him back Down the path, he swore to never go back The echo he heard when the bars slid shut Mirrored the demons that still rode on his back The seduction of intoxication made him forget All of the things he lives to regret Now he has nothing but time on his hands To think of the life he will never have again Your dark dance with needles Leave those who love you in despair There is nothing you can do for someone Who just does not care A soul is lost without a mate Lost inside someone else's fate That was tangled and torn before I arrived By the deception of her lies I follow this hollowed out soul To only hear voices that have lost control Pushing me further, harder away
Other Things
  A very special personal Christmas message   T'WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE, MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE.  I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY,WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,AND TO SEE JUST WHO,IN THIS HOME, DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,NOT EVEN A EVEN A TREE.NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES,OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,A SOBER THOUGHT,CAME THROUGH MY MIND.  FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,SILENT, ALONE,CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR,IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED, A TRUE BRITISH SOLDIER.   WAS THIS THE HERO, OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,THE FLOOR FOR A BED?  I REALISED THE FAMILIES,
Completely Serious Issue!
Ok I think ive put up with just about enough lately... Im so tired of being let down and people assuming they know me... Im tired of hearing me vent Im tired of having to explain to people why i do crap.. I actually considered deleting my profile earlier this week.. This is what you need to know and you choose to make a choice whether you want to be friends with me or not... then re add me later cause im deleting everyone! OH and if your coming to read this and your hiding fuck have some balls and say im here i hate you if that's how you fucking feel...   1. I am not a liar 2. I dont give two shits if im popular 3. I choose my friends you choose yours $. My friends fight their own battles just like i fight mine.. If someone came up to me and said your friend is a cunt.. they are no longer my friend... 5. I will if i see you doing something to hurt each other stand my ground and tell you both off. 6. I am not here to hurt people 7. I love my friends dearly and if they hav
Completely Serious Issue!
I live with 3 males.... I have some hygiene issues with these males that I need  to resolve.. Please help any advice is good advice 1. Leaving Toilet Seat up a. I have to touch it to lower it, which means im in direct contact with pee! b. using my foot and slamming it down at 4am has not worked c. im thinking about crazy gluing one toilet seat so it will be mine all mine d. I do not want in the middle of the night half asleep to sit on the pee that you have left on the rim... 2. Why can you not courtesy flush? a. do you not see that you left something behind? 3. If you choose to have Pubic hair a. rinse the shower so I when floating around in the bath do not have a mustache b. the toilet seat just needs a quick glance when your done cause i sit on that 4. Shaving your face a. I dont like your beard let along nose hairs on my toothbrush b. you leave me no choice to ever have bar soap c. See the Lysol wipes i left on the counter those are there for you..   I know ther
The Ban On Pythons And Boa's
help put a stop on the ban of pythons and boas plz www.natpet.org/index.php/legislation/federal-legislation/158-python-boa-ban-action-center. if the ban is passed this means no selling breeding shipping,moveing of these animals what so ever. i know there aint alott around who likes these kinds of animals but to the 1s who do have them and care 4 them are pets and family to us just like ur dogs cats and other animals are to you so plz help us with the stop of the ban. reptile produce 3.2 billon dollars a year in the united states alone. if this ban does pass that mean less money for the us and hurts everyone even so much more than it hurts now.. www.natpet.org/index.php/legislation/federal-legislation/158-python-boa-ban-action-center
Nothing
how birds got their wings A long time ago God had a great many burdens that He wished to have carried from one place to another on Earth. He asked the animals to lend a hand, but all of them had excuses for not helping: the elephant was too dignified; the lion, too proud; and so on . . . Finally the birds came to God and said, "If you will tie the burdens into small bundles, we'll be glad to carry them for you. We are small, but we would like to help." So God fastened upon the back of each bird a small bundle, and they all set out walking across the plain to their destination. They sang as they went, not minding the weight of their burdens at all. Every day the burdens seemed lighter and lighter, until the loads seemed to be lifting the birds, instead of the birds carrying the burdens. When they arrived at their destination, they discovered that when they removed their loads, there were beautiful wings in their place. Wings that enabled them to fly to the tree tops and soar through t
My Love Poems
Your friendship and love, And all the wonderful things That they bring into my life, Are like nothing else I have ever known. My heart is complete With the love we share, And our love grows more Beautiful each day. I love you, And as long as we are together, I have everything I need. You are with me always... In a smile, a memory, a feeling Or a moment we share. You will always be My Forever Love
Ok, What Do You Think
Ok, so i wanna pose a question to the world. more particularly to all you single, or "semi single" people out there. Do you really enjoy being single. I mean sure maybe a few years ago when you were 18 19 or 20 yeah, bein single was fine then. cuz you were in college or you were getting your carreer started, or you were takeing that break in europe. whatever, anyway, now....now do you enjoy being single? Now that your 24 25 or 26 or older? Now that your out of college, now that your carreer is started and off and running, and your "too old" to be seen at some of those party scenes you went to back in the day, now do you really enjoy that single status, no ring havein, sleepin with people every night but still always wakein up alone status? I pose to you that i really hate bein single now. I wish i could find that girl, that one that will last a lifetime. but i think that is my problem. I think that because i am so ready for commitment that i come on too strong and scare away a perfect
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I AM GOING FOR BROKE!!!! FRIDAY, JANUARY 08, 2010 **** 2PM TIL 2AM FUTIME **** WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR??? BOMBERS, RATERS & BLINGERS!!!!   THIS IS GOING DOWN!!!! AUTO 11'S 6 CHERRY BOMBS HAPPY HOUR FRIDAY AT 8PM 4 TICKERS TO PROMOTE THIS RECEIVING POINTS FROM MY #2 FAMILY (RUNNING AUTOS & BOMB(S)) PAYING 25K PER 100 PIC RATES!!! 2100 RATES = 525,000 FUBUCKS!!!!     PAYOUTS WILL ONLY BE PAID FOR RATES THAT ARE RECEIVED WHILE AUTO 11S ARE ACTIVATED AND THERE IS A HAPP
Sarah's Homework Assignment!!!!
***Sarah had an assignment for her psychology class..not sure the exact paper-subject,but this is what she turned in!! I almost cried when I read it!!! Remember...our kids remember EVERYTHING we do good and bad!!(don't know her grade on on yet!!)**** Childhood MemoryBy: Sarah Cerutti This rare, 1974 album of J.D. Blackfoot’s Crazy Horse is an item that I have had since I was two years old. My dad took me to an old record store down in Maplewood. He can’t remember the store, but he thinks the name was Disconnection. J.D. was collecting blankets and signing autographs. He is part Indian, so the blankets went to his reservation. My dad actually gave him one of my old baby blankets and asked him to sign this album. He signed, “To Sarah. Stay Happy.” Even though I have never listened to much of this album, I will always cherish this item from my dad. Growing up I was always around classic rock. I would come home to my dad and my brother blasting the big K-Horn Klips
R.i.p. Grandpa!
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True Life Poetry By Me
Mom, Can You Hear Me?     it's been 45 years, mom...a lifetime for me,but not for you...so please don't go!the earliest yearsweren't shared asmother and daughter...my soul was shatteredby the son youdidn't watch close enough...and you ran in shamefrom the placeyou held in my heart.i never understoodwhat i'd done wrong,why you stopped loving me....i never understoodwhy grandma took over me,and grandpa held mecloser to his heartthan he did the others....i never understood,no,never understood,why i always felt sougly,so inhuman,so completely invisibleto you afterthat day...and i was only 4!mom,he raped me,said, done,can't be undone....it took 22 more yearsfor you to tell meit wasn't my fault...that you believed me,that i wasn't unlovable....that it was your guiltthat kept you back,that kept our heartsnot apart,but jaded toeach other...and that it was fromlove that you gaveme to grandma and grandpa!they were dead whenyou finally told me...too late to raise me then,too late to make ital
Devastated
Wisdoms
    I have traveled oh, so many paths; that you have not yet had to walk....   Learned hard lessens, both old and new; now those wisdoms that i have learned-   I got to share them with you .     Always let your kindness spread; like the sun that shines down upon everyone....   Embrace those who are bitterly saddened by grief; Respect their dignity, give them a sense of joy-   Leave them with a feeling of comfort.... and glad that you were their for them.     Forgive all those who want to hurt you; Put aside your pride and listen....
Bleeding You Gone
Moments Of Pain
DEVASTATED     hatred entwines my soul,as i banish YOU from my heart....you gave me companionship,then robbed me of its comfort...you gave me love,then robbed me of its joy....you gave me a child,then robbed me of its life....i gave you my entire being,and robbed you of NOTHING...so,why have youtorn my life apart?i grew to love youmore than any person should....you encouraged me,only to leave mewithout a word....how could youhave been so cruel???didn't you realizei couldn't turn offthis sudden,foreign surge of emotionas abruptly as you did???why can't you seethat beyond thiswall of despair you've instilled,i just can't stopbeing in love with you???why did youdo this to me??didn't i care enough,or was i justanother toy inyour endless worldof games???i've fought so hardto free my heartof you,but the hatredi now desirejust won't hold....so,i struggle forwardforever on my ownwithout you.....yet more with youthan ever.................~~Robin Dawn 'ChinaSwan' Palmer~~~12-15-09~~remem
Hinder-running In The Rain
She cuts herself to forget him And every time her wounds get deeper Tonights the night she's gonna shed her skin Cause she's thinkin that he doesn't need her She's wishin all this would end And she's gonna try to take her own life again Wait, I know your hearts been shattered But there's someone worth the wait There's so much more that matters And I know you will be alright, just try to love the little things in life Like running in the rain He drinks alone to forget her And every time the room starts spinning He starts to thinkin 'bout where they were When she told him that she doesn't need him He's wishin all this would end And he's gonna try to take his own life again Wait, I know your hearts been shattered But there's someone worth the wait There's so much more that matters And I know you will be alright, just try to love the little things in life Like running in the rain She's wishin all this would end And he's gonna try to take his own life again Wait, I know your hearts bee
Facebook Of Black Dreams
    :(Between You and Christine Christine  January 7 at 9:42pm ReportI dont what your prob is but now im blocking youClay January 7 at 9:46pmwhy what did i do, i was saying sorry for getting you confused on another site facebook is confusing and i always leave it on on accident, gosh, sorryChristine  9:47pm Reportwhen you write on my wall everyone can see that until i delete it. That wasnt called forClay 9:50pmoh the how did we meet thing, oh ok sorry, should have liedClay Cummings January 7 at 9:51pmno one has a sense of humor i guess.Christine  at 9:52pm Reportthats not funny...at allClay  at 9:53pmk sorry, how many times do i have to say it SORRYChristine at 9:54pm ReportStop being sorry and think before you actClay  at 9:56pmk...sorryChristine at 9:56pm Reportno sorry :)Clay  at 10:01pmi am saying sorry now and back away slowly.....wont talk anymore i think your sister is ganging up on me now too, going back to fubar where my bad taste is ok...k...that all nowChristineat 10:02pm Re
Thoughts (works In Progress)
  1. Do not ask for what you can not take. Anything worth having will not just be giving freely. Ever. Everything has a price. 2.Being virtuous is overrated. It’s a sinner’s world. Having virtue while a lofty idea is a fools game. 3.People lie. Even by omission. 4.Do not want. Wanting can lead down the road to despair. If it is something you want try to do without. If you can not than it’s a need and that is a whole other case of worms.  5. Be careful of who or what you need. To need something or someone is to give control to some out side force. Don’t. 6. Remain in control. You control your fate and your destiny. Do not get side tracked by petty wants and diminishing needs. 7. Accept the truth about yourself. Do not live in self denial or have false hope. Try not to hope. Nothing hoped for is guaranteed. 8. Patience is a virtue worth subscribing to. Some things are worth waiting for 9. Look for the truth within The answers can be found in t
Writing...
Drinking with Bukowski I had an affair with alcohol and cheated on time Women were fluttering thoughts, as each one has at least one striking feature So desirable at any given moment that I just had to do it It came, oh yeah, it came the current the next the one after that the paying customer they came Succulent, sweetly swollen embodied in the momentary connection and reconnetions inspiring my dark realities spewing forth brutal honesty I wrote because I loved them or at least a piece of them little fragments of their humanity, utterly deniable They howled orgasmically coming forth from my pen needing to take haven briefly in my shadowlands They left, oh yeah, they left their fingerprints, their foot prints, their scent, all there for me to savor as I recreate, retaste through my words. They left... for their husbands, their fulfillment, their righteous anger they left for the next, the next customer, the next craving all of them carnivores in my mind some fair in their de
My First Job On Fubar
please help me i need my friends here on fubar to join fubar/lounge/satinsensation  please message me or chat me about more info on the lounge and the link  im the promoter on the site looking for more fumembers to join in the fun meet and make new great friends whilst listening to cool music its never a dull moment in the lounge whilst were haveing a laugh and partying hard and tell your friends to join and  say wayno send you the invite and i would like to say thank you for taking the time to read my blog more blogs to come with this lounge keep an eye out for them thanks again
Let Me See If I Got This Right
  LET ME SEE IF I GOT THIS RIGHT...   IF YOU CROSS THE NORTH KOREAN BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU GET 12 YEARS HARD LABOR. IF YOU CROSS THE IRANIAN BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU ARE DETAINED INDEFINITELY. IF YOU CROSS THE AFGHAN BORDER ILLEGALLY, YOU GET SHOT. IF YOU CROSS THE SAUDI ARABIAN BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU WILL BE JAILED. IF YOU CROSS THE CHINESE BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU MAY NEVER BE HEARD FROM AGAIN. IF YOU CROSS THE VENEZUELAN BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU WILL BE BRANDED A SPY AND YOUR FATE WILL BE SEALED. IF YOU CROSS THE CUBAN BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU WILL BE THROWN INTO POLITICAL PRISON TO ROT. IF YOU CROSS THE U.S. BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU GET A JOB, A DRIVERS LICENSE, SOCIAL SECURITY CARD,
A Cup Of 2 Day Old Coffee
A cup of two day old coffee four walls lookin' in the mirrors gettin' easier these days that old friend anger is losing its hold on you the key to survival in this crazy world and it's good to see you're still standing strong not too long ago you were tearing at a world that would never let you in outcast turned away you kept your face to the ground and fought the world with your silence and so the seasons change and the people change and the good times come and the good times go found yourself in a winless race fighting for a cause you never believed its easy to regret not so easy to forget all the stupid things that used to hold you down you gotta brake that chain and move on cuz I know I've seen it in your eyes before to surrender now to throw it all away is to sacrifice but you can't repay in a world that don't owe you shit you gotta think for yourself and fight every bit of that piece of mind that keeps you going on gets you outta bed and out that door step back take a look around
The Shadow Hawk
For once in my life I am finally happy.  I'm with a very beautiful woman named Kelly.  She makes me feel alive.  She accepts me for who I am and has been what has driven me and inspired me to be the man I am.  We have so much in common and we're feeling closer each day.  Most of all what I love about her is she has fought for me like no one else has.  She has gone through the worst 3 months of her life and it's all because her family made her choose.  Them or me and guess who she chose?  You'd think a normal family could get over it but not them.  They didn't and they made her feel like shit for choosing me but she never gave up and yesterday she has made the decision to leave home and be with me.  Her parents FLIPPED and it has been like fucking world war 3 ever since but she still loves me with all her heart and THATS what makes her so special.  She's unlike any other woman I've been with and she has my love FOREVER!!! Rumor has it that this was actually posted very briefly on the M
A Shattered Existance
suffer in silence i shall do no more.Anger tears away the face of angelspink flesh turns pale sickly sweet smell of deathi will show you what it is to burnfight fire with fire the smell of brimstone so closefor those who know they will rot in helli will show you what it is to burn.violent convulsions as you scream to godFORGIVE ME FORGIVE MEGod can't save you nowtake my hand  for it is timei will show you what it is to burnBrandi S Weaver 2009 Porcelain white and rougeblack to cover up the tearspainted on to make her look sanebut underneath is another story...She Swollows her Emotionsletting them be seen will only bring her downhide behind the porcelain mask that gives her security when she knows that the truth will only cause you pain. long sleeves can cover the scarsthe truth can only hide for so longsolitude makes her lonelythe frustration finds a home inside her for a brief second she no longer aches.she is bearing a burdenso heavy that even hell refuses hereventually the mask wi
Stories...
It started with us sitting in a lounge, watching TV, chilling, and just having a nice time. Anyway, you kept brushing my thigh or my neck as we sat there, pretending you weren’t doing anything but giving me a look that said you knew just what you were doing. I retaliated by giving you a quick squeeze of your leg when you asked for my hand. I gave it to you, and you took me upstairs to a bedroom, locking the door behind you. You walked up to me and started kissing me softly on the lips, our hands running through each other’s hair as I moved down to your neck, opening up your shirt and kissing you along your collarbone. Then you pushed me onto the bed as we rushed to take our clothes off, leaving you just in your underwear and me in a pair of boxers. You climbed on top of me, straddling and rocking back and forth on my crotch, making me hard and yourself wet as you rubbed against me. I ran my hands all over your curves, one hand on your hip, the other tracing circles along
Red Sweet Puckers
My red pucker Theme song! My pucker brings all the boys to the yard, I kiss you and make you beg for more! I can kiss you and make you beg for more. la la la la la If you want me, then you better show me, yes you better show me. I have lips for your desire My pucker brings all the boys to the yard, I kiss you and make you beg for more! I can kiss you and make you beg for more. la la la la you know that I'm always in charge my pucker is so sweet and creamy
Craigslist Ads
Saw you at the flea market Sunday afternoon. It was in the second bldg front restroom. There is not a seperator between urinals. You were very hot !!! Tell me something so I know it's you We did chat a little. Thanks   How much conversation is going on at the urinal?? What do you talk about? Men: have you ever 'peeked' at the guy next to you? P.S. I copied and pasted the title as it is on craigslist. :) I think he meant 'Sunday' though ;).       I'm looking for your sincere advise. A year ago I met here in CL a beautiful and sensitive black woman from your area. What started as an inocous beginning of friendship and continued as a very hot and passionate love. We spoke on the phone for hours. We made love on the phone. We faught both with text messages and talking on the phone. We declared our deepest and sincerest love on the phone and e_mails... All this for one year. After a while since the beginning, she told me she had met a guy who was after her. And who was pamper
Stuff
My heart isn't here, I gave it away. But I still feel it breaking A little more each day. If you knew how much I think of you Would you still treat me this way? If you could see what you mean to me Would anything change? My heart says no...but it won't let go. You mean so much to me, But each passing day proves
Space Madness!!1!
source: http://www.electronicsnews.com.au/news/cooling-semiconductors-with-lasers RESEARCHERS at the Niels Bohr Institute have found a new way of laser cooling semiconductor membranes. Paradoxically, the new method of cooling involves heating the semiconductor material, but the researcher managed to cool the membrane to -269 degrees Celsius. The results are published in the scientific journal, Nature Physics. The specific type of membrane the researchers worked with is a photonic crystal membrane made of gallium arsenide (GaAs). However, they had to fabricate one with specific dimensions to work with the experiement. The researchers produced a membrane with a thickness of 160nm and a surface area of 1 x 1mm. They then allowed the membrane to interact with the laser light within a vacuum chamber in such a way that its mechanical movements affected the light that hit it. When the laser light hits the semiconductor membrane, some of the light is reflected and the light is
Are You Sorry
Friday, December 11, 2009  ARE YOU SORRY Current mood:  disgusted Category: Life   "Are YOU Sorry"Are You Sorry??????????I don't mean to rememberIt's true that I dream less oftenI'm not ashamedOf that long DecemberYour hand's coming down againI close my eyes and brace myselfI only noticed your faceNo matter what you're gonna build my shellNo matter what you're gonna build my shellI'm falling (falling)I'm shedding my skin (my skin)But it's not time I'm toldI am aware (am aware)Of what you mean by thenI'm only FIVE years oldClose my eyes and brace myselfOnly noticed your faceNo matter what you're gonna build my shellNo matter what you're gonna build my shellMy scars are yours todayThis story ends so goodand I understandThat you stood where I stoodClose my eyes and brace myselfI only noticed your faceNo matter what you're gonna break my shellNo matter what you're gonna break my shellI'm done healingI'm done healing
Reading Log 2010
My first Fubar specific blog! Please leave comments letting me know what you think, and if you'd like to hear more related to this site what kind of topic interest you.   Comment | Copy This Just a place I can keep track of the books and graphic novels I've read. Don't mind me... January Hack / Slash Omnibus Vol. 1 by Tim Seeley | Graphic novel | 300 pages | B+ Hellboy Junior by Bill Wray & Mike Mignola | Graphic novel | 120 pages | C- I *love* Hellboy and Mignola, but Hellboy junior was only in a couple of stories, not many Mignola illustrations and the rest were disgusting (not disgustingly funny) random Wray "stories". Sooo disappointing.... Peter & Max: A Fables Novel by Bill Willingham | 376 | A+ Beat the Reaper by Josh Bazell | 310 | A Don't Tempt Me by Loretta Chase | 355 | B Romance Without Tears by various | Graphic novel | 160 | B | "50's love comics- with a twist!" Cheesy but charming.   Single Issue Comic Books Cinderella: From Fabletown with Love #3 by Chris Rob
Rant
A few rules:#1  NO NUDITY OF ANY KIND ON CAMS !!!!!!!!  WE DO NOT WANT ANY MORE CAMS TO BE BANNED, IF THIS HAPPENS CAMS MAYBE REMOVED FROM THE LOUNGE.#2 Please make sure there is no one on a cam before logging in to it.#3 Respect everyone.#4 PLEASE KEEP ALL AUDIO OFF ON CAMS !!!!!!!!!!! #5 DO NOT change any settings to the cams, as in adding pictures, videos display names or so on.#6 Reminder that there are other people besides the people in the lounge watching you on cam. So if you don't want other people to see something outside of the lounge DON"T SHOW IT....Go to Livevideo.comcam 1 user bama-1 password angel012009cam 2 user bama-2 password angel012009cam 3 user bama-3 password angel012009cam 4 user bama-4 password angel012009go to livevideo.com log in the user and passwords provided here click go live ITS IN GREEN make sure the audio is un clicked you will see a thing to submit , allow the adobe and click go live 1 more time then your inHOPE TO SEE YOU SOON Ok i gotta rant and this
Phantom Psalmz
                                                                                                                                                                                                           Panning for Gold                                       I didn’t know what I was hearing, could not understand                                               the ways and means of Master Zul’s demand                                                     wanting to be a part of digging it up                                             the treasure of ages, as my lips touch the cup                                                 showered with notes of the sonata’s fire                   &n
I Hate This Place Fubar
what the fuck cant i delete my fuckin page i dont want to be on here but everytime i try to delete it the fuckin bouncer id guy wont let me even when i type in the right letters its fuckin stupid and im gonna keep talkin shit until i get help fuck this place
Deadbeat Dad
Wildthing9959
life can really mess u up. exspeacaily after ur husband of 18 yrs divorces u then a year later comes back into ur life,buys u a wedding ring and then a week later leaves u again for another women!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And Now For Something Completely Different
"A bit late to be nervous now isn't it?" I asked Leah as I spun her around and pressed her chest against the wall. She didn't reply, but didn't struggle either as I bent her left arm behind her back and snapped the first handcuff into place around her wrist.  These weren't the lightweight novelty handcuffst with the easy release button on the side, or a set of those cute fuzzy numbers, these were the cuffs I'd been carrying at work for fifteen years. They had been worn by countless men and women, from trespassers and petty thieves to child molesters, rapists, and on one occasion a man who had just the day before stabbed his wife to death in their Alabama home. I quickly followed suit with the right, and she stood there my prisoner."Rest your forehead against the wall, take two steps back and spread your feet," I told her forcefully. She complied with little hesitation. I grabbed her by the waist and pulled her back against me, her ass pressing against my crotch."We'd better make sure y
Him-vampire Heart
You can't escape the wrath of my heart Beating to your funeral song (You're so alone) All faith is lost for hell regained And love dust in the hands of shame (Just be brave) Let me bleed you this song of my heart deformed And lead you along this path in the dark Where I belong 'till I feel your warmth Hold me Like you held on to life When all fears came alive and entombed me Love me Like you love the sun Scorching the blood in my vampire heart I'll be the thorns on every rose You've been sent by hope (You'll grow cold) I am the nightmare waking you up From the dream of a dream of love (Just like before) Let me weep you this poem as Heaven's gates close Paint you my soul, scarred and alone Waiting for your kiss to take me back home Hold me Like you held on to life When all fears came alive and entombed me Love me Like you love the sun Scorching the blood in my vampire heart Hold me Like you held on to life When all fears came alive and entombed me Love me Like you love the sun Sco
Tori Amos-spark
She's addicted to nicotine patches She's addicted to nicotine patches She's afraid of the light in the dark 6:58 are you sure where my spark is Here Here Here She's convinced she could hold back a glacier But she couldn't keep Baby alive Doubting if there's a woman in there somewhere Here You say you don't want it again And again but you don't really mean it You say you don't want it This circus we're in But you don't you don't really mean it You don't really mean it if the Divine master plan is perfection Maybe next I'll give Judas a try Trusting my soul to the ice cream assassin Here You say you don't want it again And again but you don't really mean it You say you don't want it This cirucs we're in But you don't you don't really mean it You don't really mean it How may fates turn around in the overtime Ballerinas that have fins that you'll never find You thought that you were the bomb yeah Well so did I Say you don't want it Say you don't want it Say you don't want it again And a
Id Come For You-nickelback
Just One more moment, that's all that's needed. Like wounded soldiers in need of healing. Time to be honest, this time I'm bleeding Please don't dwell on it, cause I didn't mean it I cant believe I said I'd lay our love on the ground But it doesn't matter cause I've made it up forgive me now Everyday I spend away my souls inside out Gotta be someway that I can make it up to you now, somehow. By now you'd know that I'd come for you No one but you, yes I'd come for you But only if you told me to And I'd fight for you I'd lie, it's true Give my life for you You know I'd always come for you I was blindfolded, but now I'm seeing My mind was closing, now I'm believing I finally know what just what it means to let someone in To see the side of me that no one does or ever will So if your ever lost and find yourself all alone I'd search forever just to bring you home, Here and now this I vow By now you'd know that I'd come for you No one but you, yes I'd come for you But only if you told me
Gotta Be Somebody
Gotta Be Somebody by Nickelback This time I wonder what it feels likeTo find the one in this lifeThe one we all dream ofBut dreams just aren't enoughSo I´ll be waiting for the real thing.I'll know it by the feeling.The moment when we´re meetingwill play out like a scene straight off the silver screenSo I`ll be holdin’ my own breathRight up to the endUntil that moment whenI find the one that I'll spend forever with`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.Someone to love with my life in their hands.There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.`Cause nobody wants to do it on their ownAnd everyone wants to know they´re not alone.There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlightAnd dammit this feels too rightIt´s just like Déjà VuMe standin’ here with youSo I´ll be holdin`my own breathCould this be the end?Is it that moment whenI find t
Seasons In The Sun
Terry JacksSeasons In The Sun LyricsGoodbye to you, my trusted friend.We've known each other since we're nine or ten.Together we climbed hills or trees.Learned of love and ABC's,skinned our hearts and skinned our knees.Goodbye my friend, it's hard to die,when all the birds are singing in the sky,Now that the spring is in the air.Pretty girls are everywhere.When you see them I'll be there.We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun.But the hills that we climbedwere just seasons out of time.Goodbye, Papa, please pray for me,I was the black sheep of the family.You tried to teach me right from wrong.Too much wine and too much song,wonder how I get along.Goodbye, Papa, it's hard to diewhen all the birds are singing in the sky,Now that the spring is in the air.Little children everywhere.When you see them I'll be there.We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun.But the wine and the song,like the seasons, all have gone.Goodbye, Michelle, my little one.You gave me love and helped m
Idaho's Son
Thursday, June 25, 2009   It’s 3:30 in the morning and I can't sleep. I have the worst song stuck in my head - Neutron Dance by the Pointer Sisters. The cat wont quit licking my face, and I've decide to get up and crack my last beer. I stare at the computer for a few as I wash down my Effexor, Bupropion and Methylphenidate with a cold Keystone Light. You can't buy beer till 6:00 AM, the bank doesn't open till 9:00 AM, and I don't work till 5:00 PM.   I feel now is a good time to share my trials and tribulations of the last 2 months. I grew a beard and drank myself half to death on more than one occasion, and cut off, pissed off, or pushed away friends and family. I've endured heartache, self-loathing, loneliness, and regret only to realize that life is a journey to the center of yourself. I put these things in perspective and deal with them accordingly. With the combination of psychiatric drugs, fishing, a warm camp fire and plenty of alcohol; I've managed to rise from this
You Just Need To Know!
 HOW TO STAY YOUNG1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay 'them' 2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down.3. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. 'An idle mind is the devil's workshop.'4. Enjoy the simple things. 5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath.6. The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person, who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive. 7.
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My Interest
im interested in meeting fellow ball python breeders and owners. for future trades purchases and  mutual advice on keeping snakes. this has become a  passion of mine. and i will be breeding eventualy.
Current Song Project
Shut Up And Listen
He can’t feel the pain The wounds have turned into scars the scares make his skin thick and numb to the pain This makes a man hard It makes him cold The world loses its taste Morality, civility is all irrelevant Can’t feel the pain, do not fit in   The sweltering jungle calls his name, the mosquitoes miss his thick cold blood. The sky does not let rain pour; there is no reason to, he is not there. The ground begs for his sweat. The desert is empty without him; it needs him. The dust storms go unnoticed. The sun has no one to bake. The inches of shadows found under a large boulder goes wasted. He is no there. The cold misses his cold blood. The frigged air has no one to cut and cause blisters. His skin can’t be cracked. The snow can’t melt about him; it can’t blind him with the reflections off of its surface. The morning cold misses the sound of his bone snapping and his joints popping.   He can’t feel the pain His wounds have turned int
My Nerd
I saw this today and couldn't help but laugh.  There are 7 parts, but its worth it for a good nerd laugh.  
April Fresh
ANYWAYS I JUST GOT ANOTHER JUG OF DETERGENT, AND IT'S TITLE OF FRAGRANCE IS "APRIL FRESH" IT SMELL'S WONDERFUL!!. YA KNOW REALLY I WOULD LIKE TO MEET THE FUCKER WHO CAME UP WITH THE NAME AND PUNCH HIM IN THE JUNK, ITS A FUCKING LIE, U DON'T EVER SMELL WONDERFUL FLOWERS AND SUCH IN APRIL, I ALL GET IS THE SMELL OF UNTHAWING(SPELLING?....LOL)  DOG SHIT!!...JUST SAYIN.
2009 Can Suck It
 so id hate to sit here and ramble about something you all do not care for so ill make it short and simple maybe you guys have some advise for me or just words or prayer:   dec 5th 2009 was the worst day of my life...what happened..i got fired from my job..a place that i had been at for almost 3years thats been the longest ive had a job i loved it there good people good pay..well alright pay...but experience and excitement galoure!!! well i got into a verbal arguement with another officer and slighty turned physical...on their end...i did what any smart employee who values their job would do turn around and walk away and report it...   well that wasnt good enough for my department the following week they suspended me and ultimately fired me... for the past month i have been going back and forth with the unemployement office to try and get benefits well im not elligible to recieve benefits...so for a whole month i sat and waited for unemployment to make their final decision..sho
Internet Radio Check It Out
Hey this is my first blog I hope it brings you joy a nd pleasure.... anyway check out!!!!!   WWW.inthefaceradio.com  then scroll over to the show schedule, Look for "the melting pot" thats my show crank it up also add me as a friend on FB BuckyELM@yahoo.com if you want to get the deep dish details on and about the show.. hope to see you there..    LOVE YOU GIRLS  Bucky
Fu Friends
Bling Beg alllllll you want....... IT HELPS ME THIN THE HERD   just dropped about 6 more of you high maintenance, whiney, bitchy, spoiled, "what have you done for me lately" point whores from my friends list... my live feed and my bartab have never been happier. im sick of reading about you asking for bling. you want to ask for stuff thats free? rates and comments... go ahead. but openly begging for people to spend REAL money on you??? Buying you bling or your VIP is about to expire??? heres an idea... stop being a spoiled fucking princess and buy it YOURSELF. but the reality is... you will trick some loser into spending God knows what on buying it for you so he can get a 7 day pass to your NSFW pics. selling pics of your tits for 40 bucks??? i bet your parents are proud.   good riddance Simply, I DO NOT COLLECT FRIENDS. I DO NOT WISH TO BE PART OF YOUR COLLECTION. if you want to be my friend, truly be my friend, id be happy to accept your friend request. i however will no
The New Year, And New Times
Ok, so you know I'm single. Been that way for a while. I live in a rural town, not good for being single. I figure there's no better way to start the new year off than by telling funny and incredibly rediculous stories of my online dating adventures. I guess now's a good time to tell about the first guy I ever met through an online dating site... I met one guy at a pub in his town. Claims he gave his car to his daughter because she was in college and needed it, and he could get around the city without one. You just never know if something is the truth or not, so he lost points on that one, but I met with him anyway. It was an hour drive. Met with him at one of his local pubs. It was very casual, and we ordered a pizza and had a drink. I got up and hit the jukeblx for a few songs. Me being my usual self, I danced a few steps and sang a few notes. Things went pretty well. I drove him back to his place. He started to open the door to get out, then turned and looked at me and said, "W
Witchie
Me Speak Em!
I already miss Russian and now Sho and Witchie have left.   Blogs and  Mumms will never be the same..they are already boring!   what to do..what to do! Putting together a burnt compliation cd for the work van titled - Road Rage!   so far has :   Smack my Bitch up - Prodigy Asshole - Dennis Leary Killing in the name of - RATM Control - Puddle of Mud Break Stuff - Limp few songs from Disturbed    .......Any other suggestions?  
Newest Blog
She told me from her. A smile I did bring. Can she feel the sun. Does her heart again want to sing. Even if not with me. I would help her anyway. Till her voice rings true. I pray for that day. If she will let me. Help her welcome each day. Then I will make her smile. In my own special way. Today she added a smile to my heart,To go with the one on my face.Next to hers,mine must belong,It feels like the perfect place. Time will tell the road we travel down,Right now it shines golden rays.As we learn more of each other,While we walk together the same way. I hope our path never divides,Without her I would feel lost.Not seeing her by my side,My heart could not handle the cost reply If I could please a Goddess,How could it be?Would I have a chance,Or would a spell be on me. She has cast her spell,And away I can't turn.Her beauty in my heart,Forever it will burn. She could darkin my heart,If she does choose.But my heart to her,I hope she doesn't lose.
Mini Me
Vampys Birthday Battle
Good Guys Finish Last
Why is it that when ppl are here, u never really notice them, but the saying, u never know what u have till its gone, is true. Ive had many ppl come in and out of my life, some who have taught me one thing, some who have taught me more than words could say. Ive learned in the past few years, that you should never take advantage of what you have right in front of you. Nobody ever realizes the true hurt you feel, when the ones you love, just up and leave. You know that its for their best, but you always wish you had one more day with them. Some you lose forever, some will show back up in ur life, and some will just be a memory that you cant forget. I have pleny of memories i cant forget, not all of them good. i joke about everything that goes on in my life, to get over the pain i feel. A sense of humor is a great defense against minor troubles Mignon McLaughlin says. Its a daily battle that we all stuggle thru, some are better at it than others, some will wollow in pitty, but no matter w
The Chance
Every time I look at you, I see the pain you have been through. Every time you hold me, I feel how insecure you are. I can not change the past, I can not promis the future. All that I ask, is to be given the chance. The chance of a life time. The chance to fully be yours.
Hostile Sayings...
Amazing song from an amazing band... Once more I say goodbye, to youThings happen but we don't really know whyIf it's supposed to be like this, why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?Oh yeah...Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situationRun away try to find a safe place you can hideIt's the best place to be when you're feeling like..Me...(me!)Yeah...(yeah!)All these things I hate revolve aroundMe...(me!)Yeah...(yeah!)Just back off before I snapOnce more you tell those lies, to meWhy can't you just be straight up with honesty?When you say those things in my ear, why do you always tell me what you wanna hear?Oh yeah...Wear your heart on your sleeve, make things hard to believe, I'm not feeling this situationRun away try to find a safe place you can hideIt's the best place to be when you're feeling like..Me...(me!)Yeah...(yeah!)All these things I hate revolve aroundMe...(me!)Yeah...(yeah!)Just back off before I snap and you'll see...(see!)Me...
Here And There
Where can i start with this one.. We all can relate. Good times..bad times. Economy has sucked the US dry...jobs are few and far between, you're lucky if you can even get a interview and pray to GOD you'll get a call back for a second interview. If you still have a job, you pray even harder that you don't get laid off. Personally, for me life has thrown me a monkey wrench after monkey wrench this past year. From trying as hard as i can to obtain employment, dealing with my own health issues, to having my teenage son dignosed with a heart condition known as Marfan's Syndrome. Ethan, my son is a very intelligent, strong willed young man who even at 15, surprises me every day. And like every teenager he has his moments where he likes to use the phrase "I know" lmao .. I think that's a parents' worse thing to hear because no they really don't know.. Even as an adult myself.. I don't always know everything. Sometimes, i really don't have all the answers. lol. But, there is a silver lini
La Nausée
As humans we believe ourselves to be superior on the basis that we can reason. We believe that our lives are more fulfilling than lets say a blade of grass. This i do not agree with. Can they communicate with other blades of grass, do they feel pain when we pull one out (plants do respond to stimuli like moving towards sunlight). i personally believe that humans sense of entitlement is hogwash. the earth was here billions of years before us and will be here after our species has been extinct. The universe is another thing. we do not know if this is the first universe that has existed. The start of this universe was the big bang but there couldve been another universe before this that existed and collapsed upon itself causing this phenomena. this brings me to the concept that i want to talk about. The soul. What is the soul? In my opinion the soul and god are linked but not in the way the bible or qur'an look at things. The universe is governed by energy and this energy flows within all
Things Said To Me
You want to know what I think about you? Well, I think that you are probably one of the most caring men I've ever met. I'm so proud to call you my friend and My Little Brother! You think of everyone else before yourself! I don't know how you do it sometimes to be honest! Maybe I'm just a more selfish person!I do know that whatever lady wins your heart and marries you will be the luckiest lady on Earth!Love you now and always, "Name removed, they know who wrote it" Anonymous said: HOOOOORAH!!! celebrating single life again sighs yeah i know a lonely thing heheI said:Fuck no it ain't lonely. Friends make the world go round, and no matter how many you have, as long as you have that one friend who is true to their word that is all you need.Anonymous Replied: i love u Dr. Woo no matter how down i am u always make me smile hugs xoxoxo Yes beer is way better than work any day. I just wanted to tell you I love you and how dear you are. Your the best Chris. No one has ever bought me back and f
The Jarhead Chronicles
I figure it might at least entertain someone out there if I shared a thing or two about the hilarious time I had in The United States Marine Corps. Where to begin, hmm... well, why not the begining? Pretty fuckin' clever for a Jarhead, huh? December, 1998. I'm on a bus entering the Marine Corps Recuit Depot in San Diego. The little bit of idle chit chat has gone dead since we know we're all about to leap into the unknown. The bus stops, the door opens, and all hell breaks loose. "Get off my bus! Get on those yellow footprints!" It was chaos and quite comical looking, I'm sure, but I wasn't gonna laugh or anything, lest the mean looking sumbitch in the smokey hat took interest in my opinion of the evenings proceedings. As the complete and total bewilderment set in for me and these scared young leathernecks to be, it came time for the customary haircut. It got interesting for me, though, since the surly DI took notice of my somewhat overlong hair and decided that I was to be his enter
The Love Of My Life
Feelings that once were hidden Are now expressed to you. Days that once were stormy Are now the brightest blue. Times that once were lonely Are now filled with pleasure. All that once was mine alone Are now things we both treasure. Nights that once were cold Are now comforting and warm. Fears that once were very real Are now gone with the storm. A heart that once was broken Can now finally mend. A person once alone in life Can now call you a friend. Dreams that once were longed for Are now all coming true. The love I once thought was gone I have now and forever in you. It was my fault you ran. It was my need for the bottle. I never listened to you about it. Now all i can say is   IM SORRY.
Baby Names
We just found out we are having our first baby together and are so excited:) we could use a lil help coming up with some names both boy and girl names. Thanks for any thoughts on names.
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Engaged To My Lifetime Love!
A romantic candle lit bath....and these were some of the words that I'll share....So he says.....it's kind of weird to think that 30 years ago we took baths together which makes this really appropriate....to which I said huh?.....then he popped the ring out of the water and said "Angie will you marry me?"  We both cried and of course I said yes.  It's like a dream.  I've loved this man my whole life.  I've never enjoyed taking care of someone so much.  I've never been so well taken care of, so loved, so complete.  I love you so much, Jason.  Thank you for giving me my fairy tale proposal.  Any other way couldn't have competed with that.  
The Spotlight
It seems everywhere i go there r mirrors. Of coarse they r there to show how we look in our performance but then i thought something. Wht if the mirrors one n only job is to show us wht we really r? If tht is the case then they can see past the lies people put around themselves for their own purposes. When rushing thru the hallways, the mirrors will always catch tht glimps of us as we past by, revealing evry detail n evry truth in our soul. But how do u prove to someone tht u r real when there r no mirrors around to show the truth neverything seems against u? This question has been thru all of us at least once, but has anyone truly found the solution. N how can u trust those around u when the mirrors r not present. Some accuse, some belive, n some would completly surpass it all together. With the power of the mirror, is it possible to use as a weapon? The only thing tht is certain is tht anyones tru self appears on the reflection of the glass. The Mirrors see evrythin. Dancing is my ad
The Truth
cruiser decided to pop up in my shoutbox today lol - heres the funny conversation we had   *read from the bottom to the top*   To  SøuL A$$ā$...: LMFAO - AND YET YOUR STILL HERE TALKING SHIT? LOL - STFU K? - U SOUND LIKE A CRY BABY LIL GIRL - GET OFF YA ASS AND GET A LIFE K? LOL - PEACE SøuL A$$ā$...: FUCKIN COWARD SøuL A$$ā$...: LIKE I SAID YOUR A BITCHBOY...PERIOD....SO SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH!!!AND GO ACT GANGSTER TO THESE FUCKIN LAMES THAT LISTEN TO YOUR HOE ASS!!!To  SøuL A$$ā$...: LMFAO ---- IM FROM NJ DUMB ASS ----- NEWARK, NJ ----- AND YOUR IN WHERE? DETROIT? LMAO ROCK AND ROLL CITY - YET YOUR GANGSTER? ROFL SHUT UP K? - UR JUST MAKING YOURSELF LOOK EVEN MORE STUPID LOLSøuL A$$ā$...: IM DONE TALKIN I JUS WANTED TO SAY WHAT I HAD TO SAY I JUS WISH I COULD SEE YOU FOR 5 MINS CUZ THEN THE TALKIN WOULD BE OVER.KEEP LISTENING TO YOUR RAP MUSIC AND KEEP YOUR ASS IN KENTUCKY CUZ IF YOU EVER COME TO A PLACE LIKE DETROIT YOU WILL GET SHOWN HOW MUCH GANGSTER
My Blogs
I took the road that went to the light,The other road was tempting But didn't feel right I felt this huge load go away And disappear down memory lane, There the price was only pain, With its emptiness And heartache, Things seem much better to surrender And find your peace within the world, Because the light is nice, And feels divine as you make your way Down the path of life.!Always be good to yourself! I'm standing at the fork in the road, and I Don't really know which way to go, it's like 17 years ago all over again, and I I'm a little girl lost alone, and yes I wanna know what lies ahead, and yeah my Feet are planted and I don't wanna take a step cause I won't make it any further with you on my back Carry a burden I can't do it this time, goodbye Then again, do I listen to my heart, do I cry for help I keep second guessing myself Why does it have to be so, hard to let you go Its almost sun down I gotta put my foot down and I know if I do It's gonna hurt me more than it hurts you
Life
I am not writing this for attention but just so others understand. I have pain through out my whole body 24/7 so at times I get grumpy other times I cannot even get online. So if I seem grumpy or you don't see me around for a while please understand its do to my pain. I often wonder if being a Dominant makes me a freak? I don't hide it because personally if people cannot accept who I am they don't need to be my friend. Many misunderstand the lifestyle but its more than just sex its a deeper love and trust that attracted me to it. If it means I am a freak than so be it but at least I am a happy freak hehe......
Me
im amanda, i love playing on fubar, i have met alot of awesome people on here, its amazing how people you barely know act like family... i love all my friends on here... thank you all for being so awesome...
Crashin
the world i have built up is crashing down around me. where are those i need most? open your hearts to me like have opened mine to you. dont shut me out dont turn me away i helped you anyway i could why wont you help me? i'm losing hope and my faith is fading. where did i go wrong.. what do i do now the world i have built up is crashing down around me.. i'm reaching for you calling your name listen close. for my voice is but a whisper. my world is crashing down please save me.. for i cant save myself.
Am I Worthy Of Having A Fubar Wife?
Am I Worthy Of Having A Fubar Wife?
Hello to all you beautiuful ladies. Now am I worthy to have to have you as a fubar wife? Leave me a comment telling what is that you like to know about me what you would like to do with me!
In The Heart Of It All
intiment on the grounds of yesterday's salvation, cling to the hearts of the masses, laying to waste the desperate heros and challenges, walking closely breathing deep the smell of chaos and rhetoric of a forgotten time, the stentch not most know, howling tides of blood lost in sand and snow, the dreary eyes of forbidden damn nation waltzing on the empty hands of eternity, plucked one by one like frail flowers from the garden of Eden, life's fertle cresent depleting breath by breath, walked by God to survive 1000's of demons, empty promises made to woman and man, the empty promise of valor and victory, the price of triumph exchanged for freedom and sanctity, running silently thru the the calm of midnight, blood lust filling the hearts of the beasts, watching and hunting those that we're told to eliminate, the smell of the corpsed fog that runs beneath the earth, inhalent to our adrinaline we rush to the dance, maintaining agility in all that we do, conquored masses stand before us, thi
10 Things I Hate About You
10 things I hate about you I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick,it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you’re always right, I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh,even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you’re not around, and the fact that you didn’t call. But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you, not even close…not even a little bit… not even at all.
Lie To Me
Our candle burns awayThe ashes full of liesI gave my soul to youYou cut me from behindNowhere to run and nowhere to hideYou're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the liesCuz who I am, is where you wanna beDon't act like an angelYou fallen againYou're no super heroI found in the endSo lie to me once againAnd tell me everything will be alrightLie to me once againAnd ask yourself before we say goodbyeWell goodbyeWas it worth it in the end...You said you were there for meYou wouldn't let me fallAll the times I shared with youWere you even there at all?Nowhere to run and no where to hideYou're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the liesCuz who I am, is where you wanna beDon't act like an angelYou fallen againYou're no super heroI found in the endSo lie to me once againAnd tell me everything will be alrightLie to me once againAnd ask yourself before we say goodbyeWell goodbyeWas it worth it in the endWhy'd you have to up and run awayA million miles awayI wanna close my eyes and make believeTha
Advice
         A lot of people think they are in love or that things are the best they ever had. My advice to them is to really sit down and think on everything you have. People who say they are in love sometimes don’t even realize that what they feel is not love but lost. You will never know unless you know the person face to face and see if what you feel is passion/love and not just lust. Sometimes people don’t see it as that but trust me it happens more than often than not.         What people don’t understand is that to really know you love someone you have to meet them. To touch them to see if there is a fire there. That fire is called passion and without it you won’t last. You have to look into their eyes, hold their hand, to talk to them in person to really see if it is true love.         I have seen so many people on the internet say they are in love with someone and that they will do anything for that person. The thing is they never meet and they think they
Pussies
I hate slack jawed, weak mofos who can't handle the truth.   First of all don't post a serious mumm if you don't want a serious reply.   Second, if you post a mumm and want a serious reply and get a smart assed one - don't be a douche and not post it and then change your mumm to "comment approval by owner of mumm". That really shows what a pussface you are.   Third, if you post a mumm and want a serious reply and get one that is not to your agreement and you don't post the comment. You are a tool and shouldn't post it for everyone to comment, dildo. With a name like hatchetman - you'd think your sensitivities wouldnt be so tender.   Here's some hugs and kisses for you dear - xoxox Although all I could see was you tounge I'm sure your face was indeed a murdurous one. If judging by your inability to banter an adult manner in a mumm with a sarcastic ass like me is any indication of you personality then I'm glad you blocked me you silly girl. I leave two comments in your mumm and
What Would You Do
if the father sign over there rights almost 10 years ago can the mother still come back into the picture ask for dna test from him To 'let go' does not mean to stop caring; it means I can't do it for someone else. To 'let go' is not to cut myself off; it is the realization that I must not control another. To 'let go' is not to fix; but to be supportive. To 'let go' is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes; but to allow others to effect their destinies. To 'let go' is not to be protective; it is to permit another to face reality. To 'let go' is not to regret the past; but to grow and live for the future. To 'let go' is to fear less and love more.
X Mas Mob Style
'Twas the night before Christmas, Da whole house was mella Not a creature was stirrin', Cuz I had a gun unda my pilla.   When up on da roof I heard somethin' pound, I sprung to da window, To scream, "YO! Keep it down!"   When what to my Wonderin' eyes should appear, But da Don of all elfs, And eight friggin' reindeer!   Wit' slicked back black hair, And a silk red suit, Don Santa wuz here, And he brought all da loot!   Wit' a slap to dare snouts, And a yank on dare manes, He cursed and he shouted, And he called dem by name.   "Yo Tony, Yo Frankie, Yo Vinny, Yo Vito, Ay Joey, Ay Paulie, Ay Pepe, Ay Guido!"   As I drew out my gun And hid by da bed, He flew troo da winda And slapped me 'side da head.   "What da hell you doin' Pullin' a gun on da Don?   Now all you're gettin' is coal, You friggin' moron!"   Den pointin' a fat finga Right unda my nose, He twisted his pinky ring, And up da chimney he rose.   He sprang to his sleigh, Obscenities screamin', Away dey all flew, Before he troo de
This Is Me
 I fall asleep and dream of waking to a place where you never went away. I'm looking for some hope on a dark and cloudy day. And knowing the things I'd change but not knowing what I'd say. And now I'm on my own. Must I always be alone? I'm watching the sky, night is falling on another day where I can't change a thing will tomorrow bring a time where I can see the sun? Will there be another or are you the only one?  this come for one of the fubar fucoder from fubar supportEW VIRUS ON fb using your pictures. It says you have been tagged in a picture, wants you to click on a link 2 see it, then hacks into your computer & all your accounts, including banking & other secure accounts. Destroys your computer. Once hacked into your computer, it sends e-mails to your friends telling them they have... been tagged in pictures & starts the process again. PLEASE RE-POST!! URGENT!!!!!!!!! posted on 09/10/2010 @ 09:09 am BE ON THE LOOK OUT AT THE USPS DON'T BUY!!!!!!!!! http://fubar.com/blog/331158
25 Things About To Become Extinct In America
25.   U.S. Post Office They are pricing themselves out of existence. With e-mail, and online services they are a relic of the past. (refer to #9) Packages are also sent faster and cheaper with UPS. 24. Yellow Pages This year will be pivotal for the global Yellow Pages industry Much like newspapers, print Yellow Pages will continue to bleed dollars to their various digital counterparts, from Internet Yellow Pages (IYPs), to local search engines and combination search/listing services like Reach Local and Yodel Factors like 20 an acceleration of the print 'fade rate' and the looming recession will contribute to the onslaught. One research firm predicts the falloff in usage of newspapers and print Yellow Pages could even reach 10% this year -- much higher than the 2%-3% fade rate seen in past years. 23. Classified Ads The Internet has made so many things obsolete that newspaper classified ads might sound like just another trivial item on a long list. But this is one of those harbingers of
No Subject
Things to do at Wal-mart while your spouse/partner is taking their sweet time: 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in peoples carts when they are not looking. 2. Go to the service desk and ask to put a bag of m&m's on lay away. 3. Set up a tent in the camping department. 4. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and, "why can't people just leave me alone?" 5. Look right into the security camera and use it as a mirror to pick your nose. 6. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the antidepressants are located. 7. Dart around the store loudly humming the mission impossible theme song. 8. Hide in a clothing rack when people browse through say PICK ME! 9. When an announcement comes on the loudspeaker, assume the fetal position and scream NO NO! Its those voices again. 10. Go into the fitting room and shut the door and wait a while they yell loudly "THERE IS NO TOILET PAPER IN HERE!"
Pain
when you find the one you have looked for for so long. you can be unprepared and not be able to change things from your past . and some how they hurt you even if you are trying to do good. I have been a friend to some one and things that have happened in the past are now changing what my future holds.I not sure what i can do . I am scared angry and upset. i feel enraged.I got manipulated in to being a friend to some one who didn't exsist and I was decent enough to at least hear them out and now if ruining what i could only hope for . which is my one chance at love.I met the best woman in the world in the biggest dump online and the wolves ripped it apart.didnt have much of a chance from the start I guess. but I sit here torn and hurting thinking why I even get up in the morning or should I just fucking say it usually in the afternoon. seems like this life is barley worth getting up for .the few people that are real friends are few. the rest are after either money what you have or what
Warning: 2010 Census - Cautions From The Better Business Bureau
Be Cautious About Giving Info to Census Workers by Susan Johnson With the U.S. Census process beginning, the Better Business Bureau (BBB) advises people to be cooperative, but cautious, so as not to become a victim of fraud or identity theft. The first phase of the 2010 U.S. Census is under way as workers have begun verifying the addresses of households across the country. Eventually, more than 140,000 U.S. Census workers will count every person in the United States and will gather information about every person living at each address including name, age, gender, race, and other relevant data. The big question is - how do you tell the difference between a U.S. Census worker and a con artist? BBB offers the following advice: ** If a U.S. Census worker knocks on your door, they will have a badge, a handheld device, a Census Bureau canvas bag, and a confidentiality notice. Ask to see their identification and their badge before answering their questions.  However, you should never invite
Zicam - Beware Of Side Effects.
i got this from someone else......haven' t read it all just tried the FDA link at the bottom     There is a link at the bottom of this to the FDA website with the information. I want my friends and loved ones to know what has happened to me in hopes that it will never happen to you or anybody you care about.   About 10 days ago, I felt a cold coming on; so before I went to bed I used Zicam Cold Remedy Nasal Gel.  It's supposed to help you "get over your cold
Archery
I have a question for anyone that knows anything about archery. I have been searching online ALL week for this answer and got no help, so I am asking any of you that may know. I have a dual cam compound bow that I shoot and have it marked at a 55-60lb draw with 80% let off. I bought some arrows that are size 400 rather than 500 that I normally shoot. Is it possible to use a 125 grain broadhead and still get the 330fps without dropping off at the end of the flight or do I need to go get 100grain? I'd really hate to have to buy new broadheads so if you know, or find the answer online for me, you'd be greatly appreciated by me!! Thanks again!
The Special Mother Poem
The Special Mother by Erma Bombeck   Most women become mothers by accident, some by choice, a few by social pressure and a couple by habit.This year nearly 100,000 women will become mothers of handicapped children. Did you ever wonder how these mothers are chosen?Somehow I visualize God hovering over EarthSelecting his instruments for propagation with great care and deliberation. As he observes, he instructs his angels to take notes in a giant ledger."Armstrong, Beth, son. Patron Saint, Matthew.""Forrest, Marjorie, daughter. Patron Saint, Celia.""Rutledge, Carrie, twins. Patron Saint...give her Gerard. He's used to profanity."Finally he passes a name to an angel and smiles. "Give her a handicapped child."The angel is curious. "Why this one, God? She's so happy.""Exactly," smiles God. "Could I give a handicapped child a mother who knows no laughter? That would be cruel.""But does she have the patience?" asks the angel."I don't want her to have too much patience, or she'll drown i
Rant
Paramedic School
Due to something I can't talk about my grades have plumeted... my first four test scores were all 100's, my last few have been averaging about 80. *sigh*. C'est la vie, say a prayer. Only got two hours of sleep last night. Don't know what the hell has been wrong with my sleep schedule. I'm not gonna lie, I'm a little nervous going in. I couldn't wait for it to start but I'm feeling like I could use another week of studying at least. Here goes nothing! I don't hate hw that has a point, but I dislike homework simply for the sake of doing it. If it's just a review of stuff we already have proven we know, why waste our time? There is more effective ways of dropping deadweight off the roster, or maybe it's just a way of weeding out the lazy people. I figure if I should be doing work I might as well be learning something new. Oh well, maybe I'm just tired. Night all!
Taylor's Corner
Decisions
Minor Drivel
Are you a Monster? Are you a Freak? Will you be my Friend! Or have you lost your way. With trouble to pay, When you come to your journey's end? Empyrium Lullaby
My New Website
I have completely recreated my Pryze Media portfolio website from the ground up. Let me know what you guys think. http://www.pryzemedia.com For the Tech heads, I built it in Flash using AS3 Class based code.
Respect Love
This is not exactly a LOVE STORY, but more about learning to respect love. To My Friends Who Are... MARRIED... Love is not about "its your fault", but "I'm  sorry", not where are you" but "I'm right here", not "how could you" but " I understand", not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are. To My Friends Who Are...ENGAGED...The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other. To My Friends Who Are...NOT SO SINGLE...Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person". It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be. To My Friends Who Are...HEARTBROKEN...Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn for them. To My Friends Who Are...NAIVE...How to be in love. Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep
In My Mind
Being your slave, what should I do but tendUpon the hours and times of your desire?I have no precious time at all to spendNor services to do, till you require:Nor dare I chide the world-without-end hourWhilst I, my sovereign, watch the clock for you,Nor think the bitterness of absence sourWhen you have bid your servant once adieu:Nor dare I question with my jealous thoughtWhere you may be, or your affairs suppose,But like a sad slave, stay and think of noughtSave, where you are, how happy you make those;—So true a fool is love, that in your willThough you do anything, he thinks no ill.~William Shakespear~ 1,2,3,4 slaming fingers in the door watching you cry out in pain seeing the color from your face drain 5,6,7,8 watching the pain I can slowly create cutting you deep and watching you bleed on the floor your tears and blood conjugate 9,10 your only hoping that all pretend but the truth must be told your eyes forever open your skin forever cold it will never be fi

About Me.possibly Nsfw.
 This was a post from my Myspace and im thinking about adding more depending on the reactions i get. wanted: companionship, and caring person Current mood:  depressed Category: Life Howdy all, sum stuff has been on my mind and i wanted to get it out there and see if i was the only 1 thinking this. i have to warn you, this was actually WRITTEN in long hand before i put it here. the only thing i have redone is the spelling ( and as we know, im not that great with that either,lol as well as some other things that have come to mind since writing)  For me, i have been having problems with dealing with the lonliness it sux not having someone to talk to, just hang out with,someone that at the minimum, will  let you vent, and at the maximum, will help me understand what im dealing with. That im not going copmpletely crazy ( cant go where you never werent in the first place right?) Finding somone  to share my life with, someone that will be ok with me wanting to share the same bed with t
Truth...
http://www.fubar.com/blog/327500/1093981......My soon to be ex, husbands page... his blogs are full of half truths ..... i have the plice reports if anyone would like to see them... he would hit me, put his hands around my throat so that i couldnt breathe, and force me to have sex, when i did not feel well or was in pain... and since june i have been tryin to get a divorce from him, but he is being a child and wont sign the papers, i have known my current man for how long i have known him, but i am only now pregnant... i admit that, but then again i would be married to my soon to be husband if he would have picked up his papers in louisianna, and as for child support, we dont need his filthy drug and whoring money,... this is the truth.
What I Trip On, On Mushrooms
True Love
The worst is holding on to someone who doesnt want to be held onto. Dont fall for someone enless they're willing to catch you. The thing about falling in love is that if you do it right, you will never hit the ground. life is too short to be anything but happy. So kiss slowly, love deeply,forgive quickly, take chances and never have regrets and remember that u wanted it at one point in time. Forget the past but remember what it taught you. Sometimes, you just have to smile pretend everythings okay, hold back the tears and walk away .if u want to see the rainbow u must go through the rain. if u want TRUE LOVE you must go thro the pain women were made from a mans rib not from his head to be superior, not from his feet to be walked on but from his side to be equal from under the arm to be protected and from next to the heart to be loved
Wow, Are You Really Going To Write That Stuff?
Solitary confinement, A daily remindment Living seeing feeling knowing breatheing Growing loving Showing and beleiveing, That the earth and its wonder's and beauty's Are dieing molding rotting decaying Into a vast estate of unknowing   The issues we face, the trials we take The values we know, the problems we make Spiral outward and endless by time Till there is no need to finish this rhyme   The heart and soul of so many, yet felt by few The thoughts that are held back, except for the few When life it seems, is at its end Thats when everything starts to begin   We dont live to live and be free, for when death is near thats when we see There is nothing more than feeling trapped, so stop worrying about it all and live free
Crazy And Hopeful
Great times never do last long.  Felt like crap last night and the one person that could make me feel better did.  I spent the night and he held me until I fell asleep.  Just wish he would see what I do.  But instead he would rather keep me pushed away.  Damn men.   Right now I just wish I could find someone who loves me for me.  Just because I have 3 kids by different guys doesnt mean im a whore.  Shit happens.  They just finally showed their true colors after I get pregnant.  I just want someone who can handle me and all the stresses i face everyday.  I dont need a man as long as I have my kids.  But u know it would be nice to know that u have someone to talk to no matter what.
Why Do I Try
i like this girl and i hope see knows that i do, i would treat her great and love her and protect her. i just hope she sees that, i have been thru a lot in the past. all i want is a chance, thats all anybody can really ask for in life. i deserve a shot. i want to know her as a person and not just as a girl to have sex with.
Frenchman
does any one know how to get the snapvine voice player on my FU page?
Cranky!
I am pregnant and hormonal and cranky....   MEN DID THIS TO ME!!! IM CRANKY YOU BASTARDS!   Wicked and her non fun attached FETUS!    
Matt Is 100% Correct Heres His Blog Post
All deejays have been there. The party’s bangin’, people are dancing and you get the most intoxicated guy in the crowd hovering over the DJ booth requesting songs that don’t fit in with your set at all. As a DJ, you’re being hired for a job. Part of that job is to please the crowd, but it’s hard to please everyone. Party-goers should realize that the job of the DJ is not to stand there and play every song on your iPod Top 40 playlist. They’re part of the atmosphere, providing you with great music to dance to. While it may look like all they’re doing is clicking buttons, there is much more going on than meets the eye.   First, we’ll explain the job a little more. When a DJ gets a job to play in a club or at a party, they generally get hired to—a)play their genre, or songs they’ve produced, or b)play music that suits the club, whether it be Top 40, hip hop or jazz. This should be determined upon hiring. The DJ will prepare fo
Im Tired Of.............
Whats the point in trying with everything you have just to feel like its crumbling down around you?  Personally, I dont see a point.  Comments anyone?
Happy New Year Friends.
Hi Friends Happy New Year to all of you, hope it will be a awesome new year it is now 2010 wow imagine that so hard to think I been on here sence 2006 wow I have made alot of good awesome friends and had some good time and great times and bad times of course like we all have this site of course is something else it was alot better back then as cherry tap but of course we all know times and things are for ever changing who knows mite change again sometime huh. I have made some awesome new friends so far this new year and also last yr of course still have a few old good friends from my first start of the day back in 2006 never thought id be on a site this long wow and still single on top of that hmmm hehe but of course those who know me or of me on here know that there is a reason why I am single and stay that way but of course for those who read this and don't know well the reason is because I collect pet snakes its posted right on the front page of this profile even in big letters but
Rastist Bastard
wow ppl really fuckin annoy me!!! i mean really why would u send a message stating "U ARE SO VERY SEXY AND U ARE WHITE WHY U WANNA BE WITH UGLY ASS NIGGERS AND SPICS EEEWWWWWW STAY WHITE" because of ppl like him i cant stant da white race they so damn ignorant!!! and i honestly hope dat one day he will get his ass beat for sayin shit like dat or better yet dat his daughter marry a man out side of da white race and have many babies wit him. so if u feel da need 2 wanna check out da person dat said dis shit here u go http://www.fubar.com/user/928058
Happiness In A Bag
Okay, so I'm doing some spring cleaning and I've got these stains on the walls....yea, I know laugh it up...I have no idea what it is, as some of it made it to the top of my vaulted ceilings (about 12 ft) I tried Magic Eraser and it doesn't work on it, and I really don't want to rub the paint off, so any ideas on what else to use? I am thinking about painting the walls, which is a whole other ordeal, but I need the walls to be clean first.   Also, cleaning chemicals are the poor man's drug of choice  :D Just caught this article as it pertains to me, and wanted to share it.     WASHINGTON – The government is taking what President Barack Obama calls "a long overdue step" to aid veterans with post-traumaticstress disorder, making it easier for them to receive federal benefits. The changes that Veteran Affairs Secretary Eric Shinseki will announce Monday fulfill "a solemn responsibility to provide our veterans and wounded warriors with the care and benefits they've earned w
Leubecky`s Blog.
Contests
can you plz comment on the pic you think i should use to enter hottest fu chick contest? http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=3295470&albumid=1952718&idx=0 I decided to enter & I have a chance at holding the title of HOTTEST FU CHICK & winning some sweet things... please stop by and rate my picture to vote & leave a comment if you would like too...   DangerZoneDZ Radio's Hottest FuChick Contest *CLICK MY PIC to VOTE (Rate/Comment)* Please Vote for me, I am in this Contest!   http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=3669199&albumid=1949491&i=2572571289&idx=12
Salute Time Again!
    It's that time again for me to make salutes for people. I will make them this week. Leave a comment below if you want one. If you already have one, no need for another. Have a blessed day!! :D      
Feb Vip
QUESTIONS:      1. WHAT WAS BRENDA AND BRANDON WALSH'S HOME ADDRESS IN BEVERLY HILLS ON 90210 (FONDLY LATER TO BE KNOWN AS "THE WALSH HOUSE)"?   2. WHAT IS THE HOME ADDRESS OF THE GRIFFIN FAMILY ON "FAMILY GUY"?   3. ON "MY NAME IS EARL" WHAT IS 'CRAB MAN'S' REAL NAME?   4. WHY DID "CRAB MAN" CHANGE HIS NAME?   5. WHAT IS THE HOME ADDRESS OF HOMER, MARGE, BART & LISA SIMPSON ON "THE SIMPSONS"??   6. LAST "MY NAME IS EARL" QUESTION"...READY????    WHAT WAS EARL'S INMATE BADGE NUMBER WHEN HE TOOK THE BLAME FOR JOY'S CRIME?   SOME ARE EASY AND SOME ARENT          GOOD LUCK Ends Feburary 8th!!!! 10 pm Pacific time
Info And Rules For Winning Vip In Feb..trivia Contest
#1. ENTRY FEE OF 100,000 FU-BUCKZ OR A BLING SENT TO ME TO EVEN ENTER AND TRY TO WIN. #2. NO RESEARCHING INTERNET FOR ANSWERS (A COUPLE YOU'LL NEVER FIND) #3. THE VERY 1ST ONE W/ALL CORRECT ANSWERS WILL BE THE FEB VIP WINNER. #4. MOST IMPORANTLY, THERE SHALL BE ANSWERS ONLY IN A PM--NOT A SHOUTBOX. SHOUTBOXING WILL DISQUALIFY YOU--REGARDLESS. #5. THE TRIVIA QUESTION ARE FROM TV SHOWS FROM THE LATE 80'S'S TIL NOW. GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥≈•*•CoverMeWithBiKi§§es•*• ≈♥Proud DPR Member/fu4c@ fubar
Info & Rules For Wiing Feb. Vip Trivia Contest
Look North
im highly visual im highly intellectual im modest im 6'3 im in canada my job is pretty fucking cool, but it isn't a huge challenge anymore no i won't tell you what i do. i love language. it's made for play i don't mind the cold too much. i wear a light coat throughout the winter. except when it's -50C outside. i don't care if you're gay, but if you do shit that i think is dum, then you're a fag i've never read a book in which i couldn't find a typo mishima and hemmingway make me feel like less of a man i don't ski or snowboard. but i'll hit the pond for hockey anyday when it snows i dispose of it with my shovel and my neighbours use snowblowers my friends make fun of the music i listen to. but i could care less few people can keep my attention for any amount of time. you should try i have some integrity i have just as many flaws if you have a secret but you need to tell somebody. i'm your man.  i have trouble trying to figure out if i look young for my age or if i lo
Winters Chill
Yffh
Sexy Dreams
Im the chick all mothers warn you about.. rough and wild... untameable.. I burn through most with a quickness of an eyelash batting soft flesh. I am the sweat on your brow trickling down the tiers of your eyes and falls upon thy lovers  breast. I am lust. I am Sin.. I was naturally born .....bad~
Lounge Stuff
Heaven's Devil's Playground is and awesome laid back place to hang out! Come join in on the fun! If ya can't reach me jump on in and see if ya can find me!!! A place with fun people, sexy ladies, and hot guys!   http://fubar.com/lounge/heavens_devils   Can't wait to see you! ;) Hey everyone should come out and check out the new lounge I'm hangin in!! Ass Kickin Radio is the BEST place to be.   You better come check us out! Now I say and that is an order! :P   http://fubar.com/lounge/asskickinradio
My Disease Needs To Feed!
11:33am reply  sunset: i dont even know you 11:34am more To  sunset: i'm spending my ability points on you! and i'm not asking for any form of payment 11:35am reply  sunset: not me lol 11:35am reply  sunset: my friend 11:35am reply  sunset: and to buzz kill is bad 11:35am reply  sunset: it takes your drinks and lowers your points 11:35am reply  sunset:  11:35am reply  sunset: bites you 
Get At Me
From Mysoapbox
Loss Of A Friend... Wtf?
Stuff
Recap of 2009.JANUARYWho kissed you last new years?Damian over a cameraDid you have a New Year's Resolution this year?yesDoes it snow where you live?yupDo you like hot chocolate?its okHave you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop?yeaFEBRUARYWho was your Valentine?DamianWhen you were little did you buy Valentine's for the whole class?yeaDo you care if the groundhog sees its shadow or not?noWhat did you receive for valentine's day?a mothers ring and the day offMARCHAre you irish?MHMMDo you like corned beef and cabbage?ewwWhat did you do for St Patrick's Day?family sruffAre you happy when winter is pretty much over?YEAAAPRILDo you like the rain?sureDid you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year?NOPEDo you get tons of candy for Easter?yeaDid you celebrate 4/20?noDo you love the month of April?love is a strong wordMAYWhat is your favorite flower?OrchidsFinish the phrase "April showers…":BRING MAY FLOWASSSDo you celebrate May 16th: National Piercing Day?YESIs May an
Am I So "imperfect"????
Why, Why, Why??
Why do women feel the need to take all of their pent up aggression through out the day, and then come home and make your life a fucking living hell.? Do they find some sort of comfort in watching someone in a great mood be driven down by insults and nasty looks. Shecome up with another reason find another find s done it to me twice and there wont be a third.  My truck packs in less than the time it takes my wife to find another way to make me the asshole.   ONCE MORE........ AND IM GONE 1 min ago
What Is Love?
I always like to see how others view things in life. So my question to you all is....from your angle What is Love?? and What does it mean to you?
Love
I sit here with tears of sadness running down my face as I say GOODBYE dear love. I try to remain numb as I feel the pain stabs thru my heart like hot pokers thru my skin. GOODBYE dear love I will always remember your smile and your laugh. GOODBYE dear love ill remember the way I feel for you. But dear love my time is at an end and now I must leave. Dont cry dear love Ill be with you every day now. Im sorry dear love that I couldnt make it to longer than I did. Please dont be upset dear love. Ill always be there for you even if you dont know that I am there.  Its getting cold dear love I think im fading fast. I can hear people screaming hold on but i cant hold on. Dear love I cant remember what happened I cant remember why i felt pain but the pain is gone now. I see my grandfather dear love he is waiting for me here. I dont hurt anymore and its nice here Im warm now dear love. I will wait for you here dear love until your time is here and we an be here together. GOODBYE dear love pl
A Blog Says What
I'm doing a photobook project through the 52 weeks of this year, and the theme is 52 nudes. I'm not going for artistic nudes OR hot/sexy nudes. Rather, the idea is fun and silly nudes. I want to basically show how much fun being naked and silly is, and I plan on putting it all together into a book in Jan 2011. So, as far as subjects go, I'm looking for just any gender, age, or body type so long as the individual is of age and doesn't have clothes on. The person can be covered up with hands, pots/pans, whatever... just not with clothes. Stuff like this, just without clothes: I think I already have the first month booked, but I'll definitely be on the hunt for new subjects through the year as 52 is a big number. I'll probably be needing to repeat some subjects now and again, but I'm striving for as few repeats as possible. So, if you or somebody you know is maybe up for it, you know how to find me. I've got a showing at Bennu through April. It's on the wall no
Sex Poems
dont look at me like that it turns me on with those demanding eyes you undress me are you my lover or a great fantsy no words are spoken no regret or mistakes you take off my shirt and bring it over my head you gently run ur hands down my back slowly reaching my waiste u grabb me up and undress the rest you leave on my black thong you touch there and fuel my burn you grabb my tender swallon breast you suck on my nipple i kiss your neck u gently take off my panties reveling my wet bud you grabb my ass and lift me up you bring me to the bed naked and nude you dont touch me at all but your eyes are glued demanding me to touch myself to fell what you can do its so warm and slippery you grabb my hand and pull out your cock you shove it in its so good it sin you fill me up and take it back again harder and faster oh im getting so weak i feel it coming im going to scream as i come u whistper in my ear the first sweet words ive heard in over 2 years y
Hosting A Auction!
    Dee75Auction!!   The Rules 1. All entries must pay a 100k fee to join payable to me min bid will be 100k 2. you must send me a link to the photo you would like to be used in the auction along with a list of things you would like to offer. 3. I will post all pictures with the list of offering on Monday March 1st and the auction will end 2 weeks later on March 15. 4. All bids must be paid to each member by that day all offerings are good to the high bidder for 30 days. 5. Auctionees have the options to close the auction at anytime if they wish to accept that bid. 6. you are responsible for promoting your auction picture althought I will promote the auctions Please contact me if you have any questions or are interested in joining this auction. I am NOT responsible if the bidder wont pay up!   Brought to you by: Dee75@ fubar >   > > >   Do you guys know Mendi If not then you are missing out on a good person.
Divine Love
Divine Love is not human 'romantic' love. It is of a spiritual nature, it is all-encompassing and unconditional. Divine Love is often attributed only to God and/or spiritual beings. Yet as we are all sparks of the Creator (the Divine), and as the Creator IS LOVE, we are therefore also Love - Divine Love is who we really are, yet in our human state and using mostly only our five senses, we have forgotten this and we perceive other people and animals and nature as 'separate' from ourselves. But we are all made of the same 'stuff' and are all therefore "ONE and all connected. This is confirmed on a scientific level with Quantum Physics. It is our perception of separateness that causes all the woes we have in this world. What we do to one, we do to ourselves. There is NO separateness, only ONE-NESS.   Namaste..................... Ms. Desa
Rileys Personal Fubar Blogs
I have come to realize thats I have a few haters on here and a few fake profiles on here which I will name off.. 2 people have approched me one being a "JohnnyDevil" saying that I am fake along with a "orignal wild thang" I dont know what these 2 have to gain from bashing me. And I am sure I am not the only one they do it to. But it seems they would have something better to do in there life, Or maybe its for brownie points, I really could care less. I am here to make friends and to have a good time,And I refuse to let these type of people get to me!! I will have great friends and I will have haters thats just the way things go in places like this. Yes I have my own website along with myspace and a few others. I am not going to deny that to any of you.And yes girls and guys steal my pictures. Here are 2 I have seem here: http://www.fubar.com/user/2734222 http://www.fubar.com/3724423 And hopefully the friends I get will warn me of others so I can add them here. I have a Fu
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Non Html Codes
Going to hold an auction for 2 pimpouts daily for a week the auction will last 3 days starting bid is boomerang or 3 mil fubux place your bids in a private message and I will message the winner 1                                          HEY!!                                  Welcome to FUBAR          Come Rawk with the Best Fam and Friends around!      Club Paradise, Have some drinks and Join in the FUN!!     Copy and paste the link and join the insanity!! Hope to see you there!                         http://www.fubar.com/lounge/clubparadise    2                                           HEY!!                  &nb
Murphy's Love Laws
Murphy's love laws •All the good ones are taken. •If the person isn't taken, there's a reason. •The nicer someone is, the farther away he is from you. •Brains x Beauty x Availability = Constant. This constant is always zero. •The amount of love someone feels for you is inversely proportional to how much you love them. •Money can't buy love, but it sure gets you a great bargaining position. •The best things in the world are free --- and worth every penny of it. •Every kind action has a not-so-kind reaction. •Nice guys (girls) finish last. •The good ones die first. •If it seems too good to be true, it probably is. •Availability is a function of time. The minute you get interested is the minute they find someone else. •The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings. •Nothing improves with age. •No matter how many times you've had it, if it's offered take it, because it'll never be quite the same again. •Sex has no ca
According To You!
According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless, I can't do anything right. According to you I'm difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind. I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time, even if it would save my life. According to you. According to you. But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head. According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted. Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it, so baby tell me what I got to lose. He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you. According to you I'm boring, I'm moody, you can't take me any place. According to you I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away. I'm the girl with the worst attention span; you're the boy who puts up with that. According to you. According to you. But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head. According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted. Everything is opposite, I don't feel l
Big Papa Pump
Perfect Mate
On My Sleeve
Its not the way my heart skips a beat, nor the way my eyes light up when you walk into the room. It’s not the elation I feel when I hold you close to me with my arms secretly begging me to never let you go. It’s not hidden in your soft sweet kiss that makes me melt every time, nor is it in that oh-so-magical-touch my body longs to feel whenever you walk by. It’s not in your words that caress my heart with such loving care. It’s not the way your smile says so much without a single word. It’s not how your laughter feels like a warm summer breeze to my soul. It’s not all the color you bring to my world. It’s not how much I miss you the second after you are gone from my side. It’s not the explosion I feel when our worlds collide. It’s not in how I can seem to cover so much ground without the earth ever touching my feet. It’s not the strength you give me to weather the strongest storms in my life, nor is it the song my heart si
Songs
Verse 1:I'm at war with the world and theyTry to pull me in the darkI struggle to find my faithAs i'm slippin' from your armsIt's getting harder to stay awakeAnd my strength is fading fastYou breathe into me at lastChorus:I'm awake! i'm alive!Now i know what i believe insideNow it's my timeI'll do what i want 'cause this is my lifeHere, right now!I'll stand my ground and never back downI know what i believe insideI'm awake and i'm alive!Verse 2:I'm at war with the word 'cause iAin't never gonna sell my soulI've already made up my mindNo matter what i can't be bought or soldWhen my faith is getting weakAnd i feel like giving inYou breathe into me againChorus:I'm awake! i'm alive!Now i know what i believe insideNow it's my timeI'll do what i want 'cause this is my lifeHere, right now!I'll stand my ground and never back downI know what i believe insideI'm awake and i'm alive!Bridge:Waking up waking up, waking up waking upWaking up waking up, waking up waking upIn the dark, i can feel you
Daily Humorscopes
Aries (March 21 - April 19) You will become unwittingly embroiled in a turf war between rival Chinese restaurants, today, as you step off the sidewalk to avoid a person wearing an extremely large hat. Before the day is over, you'll find yourself angrily hurling potstickers at people you've never met. Taurus (April 20 - May 20) In the grocery store, you will see quite a few people with infants in their shopping carts. Try though you might, however, you will not be able to find the bin with the children. Perhaps they're sold out? Important Safety Tip: do not stop one of the women with an infant and ask her to show you where her baby came from. Gemini (May 21 - June 20) Itchy nose day, again. Just be glad you don't have to wear a spacesuit! Cancer (June 21 - July 22) A new love affair will have you all misty-eyed. Either that, or it's the onset of glaucoma, in which case you should seek immediate medical attention. Leo (July 23 - August 22) In an unfort
Why Should Age Matter
Well i have never written a blog before so bare with me, here's the problem im having. I'm 47 years old very athletic, open minded some people older ones of course would almost say im inmature for my age, but what it comes down to is i refuse to except getting older as a issue i love and live life to the fullest and get what i can out of it. So why are people on here so judgemental, they see my age and think oh he's just an old pervert trying to pick up younger women i mean they judge me before  even getting to know me sucks i hate it. true i like younger women because i get along with them better and enjoy them more then women my age god has allowed me to enjoy feeling and acting younger but i wonder sometimes if its a curse . i would really like to have females imput to this since its them im trying to reach thanks not sure how you could respond other than leaving me a private message any imput would be great thanks have a great day and thanks for taking the time to hear me vent
F.u.4.c.
F.U.4.C ( Fubarians United 4 Christ) Believe it or not....there are a lot of Christians on Fu.  Sure y'alls halos may b a lil bit bent and tarnished like mine is, but the truth remains we do love Jesus  in our heart.  FU4C is a group of us that want to take a stand together on Fu for Christ. No it s NOT our place to judge or condem what some of the people do on here, nor is it our place to tell others they are wrong!.  We have not walked in their shoes. so we do NOT know y people do the thngs they do, and Jesus said ( those without sin , cast the first stone...paraphrased by me ) All the group wants is for people to think about others, be kind to others, and love one another like Christ's Greatest Commandment says."Love the Lord your God......and Love your neighbor as yourself." and not be so into the "me" generation.  Everybody wants something for something on here.........Is there anything wrong with giving outta the goodness of your heart, not expecting something back in return?
How I'm Doing
I am still in Afghanistan for now. I have a couple months left and then I'll be home. I'm on here to make friends and help with boredom that I sometimes feel here. I can't wait to get home and finish my service here and get back home to my friends and family. Ready to have an Ice Cold beer too.
Firey Kiss
Form the darkest pit of my heartthe breaking of a lost love the love that left you in painthrowing you in to the dark pitsleaveing you with nothingfilled with painheart covered in sorrowtrun to stone and hatenothing but a cold stone of hateshaveing your wworld in to the darknessmakeing you so lonelypraying for noone helpwanting nothing but death to come for youholding close the darknessno more love to hold on toono more hope left to cling tonothing but the darkness of painthe cold touch of sorrow and the firey kiss of hate
All About Me...
Recently there has been some confusion over certain particular pieces of art in my albums on here. Most are over one in particular. It is a poetic representation that someone (not myself) wrote concerning the "general" BDSM relationship between two consenting adults. Not all Dom/mes use harsh terms in addressing their subs. Mine does not, because of the ways some of those words were used toward me for a number of years in BAD relationships He doesn't wish to emulate. Every Dom/me has the choice of being a gentle or harsh Dom/me, and most will take their sub's feelings into consideration, especially outside the scenes. Many of these relationships are loving and end (or sometimes begin) in dating and/or marriage. We are used to being persecuted for our beliefs, however sad that may be. Please, before you make blanketing comments on a graphic describing a lifestyle, take a moment to learn about that lifestyle and its participants, choices & rights before saying something that shoves you
My Fine Was $725
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. When you are done, post it in your notes. Change the header to "My fine is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.Smoked pot -- $10Did acid -- $5Ever had sex at church -- $25Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40Had sex with someone on Facebook -- $25Had sex for money -- $100Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20Vandalized something -- $20Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10Beat up someone -- $20Been jumped -- $10Crossed dressed -- $10Given money to stripper -- $25Been in love with a stripper -- $20Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15Ever drive drunk -- $20Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50Used toys while having sex -- $30Got drunk, passed out and don't
Disturbed's Stupify Awesome Song
Drowning deep in my sea of loathing Broken your servant I kneel (Will you give in to me?) It seems what's left of my human side Is slowly changing in me (Will you give in to me?) Looking at my own reflection When suddenly it changes Violently it changes (oh no) There is no turning back now You've woken up the demon in me [Chorus:] Get up, come on get down with the sickness [x3] Open up your hate, and let it flow into me Get up, come on get down with the sickness You mother get up come on get down with the sickness You fucker get up come on get down with the sickness Madness is the gift, that has been given to me I can see inside you, the sickness is rising Don't try to deny what you feel (Will you give in to me?) It seems that all that was good has died And is decaying in me (Will you give in to me?) It seems you're having some trouble In dealing with these changes Living with these changes (oh no) The world is a scary place Now that you've woken up the demon in me [Chorus] (And
Untitled
I opened my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light I can't remember how I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight And I can't stand the pain And I can't make it go away No I can't stand the pain How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can't explain what happened And I can't erase the things that I've done No I can't How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this
Music
SO YOU WANT TO WORK FOR "BAD MENTAL HEALTH ENTERTAINMENT/INFEKTION REKORDZ/KHAOTIK PRODUKTIONZ"? BELOW YOU WILL FIND A LIST OF REQUIREMENTS AND A SEMI APPLICATION FORM. FILL IT OUT COMPLETELY AND HONESTLY AND SUBMIT TO (PREFERABLY)WWW.MYSPACE.COM/THEPURGATORREALM OR TREVORJMICHEALS@YAHOO.COM AND TITLE IT "APP. OF EMPLOYMENT FOR BMHE/IR/KP" AND IT WILL BE REVIEWED BY EITHER THE ST. TEAM PROMOTIONS LEADER OR KHAOZ. REPLYS WILL BE GIVEN AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. ALL EMPLOYEES ARE TREATED WITH RESPECT AND COURTESY AND ARE NOT DESCRIMINATED FOR RACE, RELIGEON OR CREED. NO APPLICATIONS ARE IGNORED AND ALL WILL BE REPLIED TO IN RESPECTED TIME. REQUIREMENTS: YOU MUST HAVE SOME FORM OF INTERNET ACCESS FOR ONLINE PROMOTION WHETHER IT BE BY COMPUTER OR MOBILE PHONE. YOU MUST MASS PROMOTE ONLINE, IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM IN ANY WEBSITE WITH RESPECT TO THE WEBSITE PROMOTING ON, SOCIAL NETWORKING WEBSITES SEEM TO BE A GOOD BASE TO PROMOTE. MUST PROMOTE BY WORD OF MOUTH, FLYERS, CLUBS, SHOWS AND EVEN
Feelings!
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too
Advice To Men
Good morning beautifulHow was your nightMine was wonderfulWith you by my sideAnd when I open my eyesAnd see your sweet faceIt's a good morning beautiful day All you know-it-all loversBetter heed some adviceIf you're bad to your babyYou better think twiceLove don't come easy, love ain't blind.You've got to show her you love herMornin' and nightBe there for her just to make things rightMake her believe Till there ain't a doubt in her mind.Better baby your babyWith a love that's strongHold her and tell her You'll never do wrongBetter baby your baby'Cause if you don'tOne day your baby'll be goneDon't let her get lonely Don't make her cryDon't take her for grantedDon't tell her a lieBring her red rosesWhen she's blueGive her the best of What you've got to giveYou'll be togetherAs long as you liveBetter baby your babyAnd she'll baby youBetter baby your babyWith a love that's strongHold her and tell her You'll never do wrongBetter baby your baby'Cause if you don'tOne day your baby'll be goneB
Better Then Me, By Hinder
"Better Than Me"I think you can do much better than meAfter all the lies that I made you believeGuilt kicks in and I start to seeThe edge of the bedWhere your nightgown used to beI told myself I won't miss youBut I rememberWhat it feels like beside youI really miss your hair in my faceAnd the way your innocence tastesAnd I think you should know thisYou deserve much better than meWhile looking through your old box of notesI found those pictures I tookThat you were looking forIf there's one memory I don't want to loseThat time at the mallYou and me in the dressing roomI told myself I won't miss youBut I rememberWhat it feels like beside youI really miss your hair in my faceAnd the way your innocence tastesAnd I think you should know thisYou deserve much better than meThe bed I'm lying in is getting colderWish I never would've said it's overAnd I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm olderCause we never really had our closureThis can't be the endI really miss your hair in my f
Poems
Sitting on my steps, I take a drag of my cigarette, and as the smoke fills my lungs I reflect on my day. I've had a rather unproductive one. I've had a rather unproductive life. I expel the smoke along with my loathing and then draw in a heavy breath. My eyes begin to well up, my throat begins to swell. I know what is coming and it's been quite some time since I last felt this way. I let the tears fall. I let the tears run down my cheeks. And when I flick off the ashes I watch as the embers fade in the wind. That's how I feel. In between sobs my tears claim my breath, dripping from my lips and extinguishing my cigarette. What a lovely ending. Such a beautiful way to end my day. I remember how it used to be when nothing else matter but you and me music, country roads, and future dreams. I miss you, I wish you could see although you are here, I miss you and me. I remember when you said how happy I made you and you really meant it...now, it's just a phrase you say without think
Love
The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn't want to be held onto. Don't fall for someone unless they're willing to catch you.The thing about falling in love is that if you do it right, you'll never hit the ground. Life is too short to be anything but happy.So kiss slowly. Love deeply. Forgive quickly. Take chances & never have regrets. Forget the past but remember what it taught you. Sometimes, you just have to smile, pretend everything's okay, hold back the tears and walk away. If you want to see the rainbow you must go through the rain. If you want True Love you must go through the pain. Woman were made from a man's rib, not from his head to be superior, not from his feet to be walked on, but from his side to be equal, from under the arm to be protected, and from next to his heart to be loved.
Prison
it is shitty that im going to prison january 22nd for ten years and nobody will even miss me cause i no longer have friends here in my town cause they wont be able to write me cause their lives are to busy to think of someone other then them selfs  
Check This Person Out
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Misc.
Neo-luddism
Neo-Luddism---   The definition of this word is very interesting.  If you're not sure, look it up on Wikipedia.  Read up on it.  Technology changes a lot of things, and has very moral, ethical, and social implications.  Step back and think about it.  People count on machines for everything, from simple math to saving and keeping a heart beating.  But one must ask, how do you know when you have stepped over the lines?  Like keeping a person alive on a ventilator and artificial heart, but what is that person's quality of life like?  Not very good being in a vegetative state.   People can't venture out of the house without checking their friends FB status'.  The government is now tracking criminals and invading people's privacy on that site.  Just something to think about a bit....  
My Point Of View
Why do i always feel like im on the outside looking in??????? I will be soon moving into a new 3 bedroom apartment....i need some decorating ideas..im writing this blog now cause i will be stepping out in about an hour or so....i will be back later in the day to respond to comments and such...Ideas welcomed and i will take pics as soon as im moved in...i am PSYCHED about the fireplace and the patio(its small but i have 2...one off the living room and one off the master bedroom....
Zodiac
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Ch Of My Life
Random Chapters of my Life             PART 1have you ever had that perfect life that you have always wanted? i had that once........    when i was 21 was liveing at my apartmant in tulsa OK, the name if it was FoxFire Appartments i just lost my job there (i was working at Firefox APTs as well)  i couldent pay my rent had no were to go but AZ the night before i was to leave to AZ i hit my bigest bottem and shut down i feelt like i had nothin left then Thomis a good friend of mine told me that there was this girl that he knew that ran away and she needed a place to go and suggested her stayin at my place so im like kool we had another friend there with i think it was 1/4 LB of Tree so whe had a lil goin away trashin party so Thomis goes and pickes up the girl in the mean time in in the Apt getting high. i rember seeing the door open Thimis walking in and then behind him walked in the doorway was this girl when i seen her time stoped everything froze and withen that first step she took i
Looking 4 Fu Hubby
I AM A GOOD HEARTED WOMAN THATS LOOKIN FOR A SWEET FU HUBBY THAT CAN SPOIL ME LIKE I SHOULD BE I PROMISE TO SPOIL BACK IN ANYWAY THAT MAKES YOUR DAY A BETTER DAY AND PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE, ALL APPLICANTS APPLY WITHIN, LOVE YA ALL MOLLY,
Dangerzone Contest
Hottest FuChick/FuGuy Contest!!!@ DangerZone *CLICK MY PIC to visit DANGERZONE* Sexy Cam Girls & KickAss DJ'sDangerZone-The Place Your Parents Told You To STAY AWAY From!!!
Deal Or No Deal
Well today I got up alittle late not usual. I woke up at like 945am my time which is pretty late in my book. Felling down and don't really wanna do anything for the momment. Not depressed or anything like that just a little sore from last weeks work. This coming monday Its going to be on again 3 to 4 weeks of work. Remodling my mothers house which I have no intentions of getting paid yes this year is going to kick my bum bum. Troubles im finding is trying to get a ride to LAX from this tiny hell hole i reside in.   Ive made this a habbit to come to every day have no response at all thought it would be diffrent but no one seems to talk on here what is the deal?   Sorry for venting or what ever you would call this so yesterday was going good i was just chillen having a great time when i had to go to home depot which ive never been around here in texas so guess there is a few more here okay well i had to pick one that was a supplier then i got lost needless to say i was driving for 4
Fu-mafia
Alishia's Shit
Hurt By Alishia   Is everything people go through really worth it Worth the hurt Worth the pain Just to finally get what's at the end of the road The love that will matter most That you never want to let go   Is love really worth all the hurt? You keep getting hurt until you find the one Even if you find the one You might not be the one for them So yet again you're in pain Is it ever going to end?   Too much pain and too much hurt Can lead person to go berserk Wanting to do something that they might regret So you think about the people that you care about most
Jenny Is My Life
There are some people on here that thinks its funny to fuck with other peoples lives because they cant stand there own.i would like everyone on fubar to know that i am in love with sweet jenny.do i send comments to other girls yes but just as friends do rate other girls yes but that is what this site is about and i dont careif my girl rates every guy on here an 11 because i know she loves me.this website is just for fun but some people on here act like its there whole life and thats pretty fucking pathedic.i have met some really great girls on here but i love my jenny with all my heart so you can try to knock us down but we will keep getting up and we will be stronger each time.
Family
Cause For Celebration
Cause for CelebrationHonoring Everyday Life   We all know someone who keeps plastic covers on his or her couch in order to protect it. The irony is that many of these people may live their lives without ever having actually made contact with their own furniture. This is a poignant and somewhat humorous example of the human tendency to try to save things for special occasions, as if everyday life weren't special enough to warrant the use of nice things. Many of us have had the experience of never wearing a particular piece of clothing in order to keep it nice, only to have it go out of style in the meanwhile.   It's interesting to think of what it would mean to us if we let ourselves wear our nicest clothes and eat off the good china on a daily basis. We might be sending ourselves the message that every day we are alive is a special day and a cause for celebration, and that we are worth it. There is something uplifting about treating ourselves to the finest of what we have. It is a
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Fumafia
please join my mob, need all the help i can get. just go to the link in the subject.  
Winter
Well I got a winter jacket like I needed. It is alittle small and it sucks I like it and I might be pregnant so now i will need to get another one that is bigger.  I am alittle scared. I walk every where and now it is snowing. I have to be alot more cafeful walking around.
Your Last Breath
Your Last BreathRedefining Your PrioritiesProcrastination is an almost universal human habit and one that infiltrates nearly every aspect of our lives. Modern existence is so complex, and much of what we long to do is left to wait by the side. We know what is important but tend to let the weight of worldly pressures lead us astray. To get back on track, however, we need only take a moment to consider where our thoughts will be as we take our last breath on this earth. More likely than not, at that instant, disagreements, bills, petty annoyances, and other frustrating elements of our lives will no longer seem as significant as they once did. Thoughts of loved ones and the positive impact we had on the world would no doubt occupy our remaining thoughts. Whatever we imagine ourselves musing upon during our last breath will almost always be representative of what truly matters to us. This simple exercise introduces us to a new way of thinking. While our attention is drawn momentarily to th
Me
Hey Love
Looking back on everything I've done I never thought I'd find the one To share the dreams that only I had seen Locked in the deepest part of me I took a chance to lay it on the line There was nothing left to hide behind If you never love then you may never lose And I hope I'll always be with you Now I'm screaming Hey love won't you leave your touch On this heart that's broken I can't breathe when you're not here Hey love won't you lift me up On the wings that fly higher than the stars That shine above Thinkin back on everything we've done We watched the waves drown the sun We shared a dream that both us had seen And we made it our reality We found a way to stand the test of time All of our doubts were left behind If you never love, then you may never lose And I hope I'll always be with you Well I'm screamin' Hey love won't you leave your touch On this heart that's broken I can't breathe when you're not here Hey love won't you lift me up On the wings that fly higher than the stars
David
hi i need a gf to mack me happy
Big Jeff
Lets See Who Reads This......
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Grrrrrrr
grrrrrrrrrr. i realy hate my life right now. i lost my mom 2 mouths agao and i want to be with my man. what sucks big time is when u have a friend rub there love life in front of u. knowing how bad u want to be with ur love of ur life. sorry had to vint
Jenns Piece Of Mind!
Hello everyone who reads this ..... So I have friends added on here ... Yeah they help build points so you can rank up .... We all rate pictures but do we really know the person behind the profile? Do you ever take the time when rating their profile pics to make a comment of something nice other then Folder rated? I always try to get to know someone or interact with someone other then rating their pics and poof be gone. Then ones who drive me insane are the ones that you help and rate their pics for an hour and poof not even a thank you. I hope as you read this you get to know the girl behind this profile. I dont bite unless you want me to. I am polite unless you piss me off. I am sweet unless you are sour to me.   The name is Jenn! I hope I get to know some of you also!
The Vip Room
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Funny
In My Head
I'm reaching out without a sound My pride falls to the floor again Inside my mind I search to find A place just to call my own Deep inside your eyes I am blinded by your love Still I run so far just to find that I'm alone again In my head I hear you calling me And I can't run 'Cause there's nothing left for me When I fall you always follow me deep inside Deep inside Deep inside of my head I just can't last as these feelings pass Once again I hide the pain inside The smile wears thin and the lies begin To bring me down again Deep Inside your eyes I am blinded by your love Still I run so far just to find that I'm alone again In my head I hear you calling me And I can't run 'Cause there's nothing left for me When I fall you always follow me deep inside my head When I run I run so far away from you I hide the pain and all the lies deep inside again And all my faith I put in you This time you take it all away In my head I hear you calling me And I can't run 'Cause there's nothing
Running Out Of Pain
As he raises his hand you begin to understand That no love is worth the hate that you feel Now you're running out of pain And all these feelings feel the same So you close your eyes and wish it all away And I lie awake and I try to say Anything I know just to ease your pain But you hide away where no one can see And it's only you that can set you free Now the time has come again So you reach deep down within To find the strength that you have buried there As you turn to walk away you can still hear him say You'll never make it in this world alone And I lie awake and I try to say Anything I know just to ease your pain But you hide away where no one can see And it's only you that can set you free You try to fight (you try to fight) You hide the pain (you hide the pain) You walk away, you never will again You try to fight (you try to fight) You hide the pain (you hide the pain) You walk away, you never will again And I lie awake and I try to say Anything I know just to ease your pa
Back Up
I hear the words you say to me I see the way you look at me I know what's on your mind so Stand up get up back up now Just stay away I know the fear you hold inside I know what's weighing on your mind There's nothing you can do so Stand up get up back up You're reaching out just to be like me But you've fallen short Still you're following me You had the chance to bring me down But there's nothing left So just stay away from me You can't stand to see my face To know you'll never take my place There's nothing you can do but Stand up get up back up now Just stay away I feel the hate you push on me I see the things that you can't see I know what's on your mind so Stand up get up back up It's not the things you say to me It's not the things that I believe You try to bring me down So stand up get up back up now Just stay away
Stay
I walk to the edge again, Searching for the truth Taken by the memories Of all that I've been through If I could hear your voice, I know that I would be okay I know that I've been wrong, But I'm begging you to stay Won't you stay? Will you be here or will I be alone? Will I be scared? You'll teach me how to be strong If I fall down, will you help me carry on? I cannot do this alone I wish that I could turn back time, Just to have one more chance To be the man I need to be I pray you'll understand If I could hear your voice, I know that I would be okay I know that I've been wrong, But I'm begging you to stay Won't you stay? Will you be here or will I be alone? Will I be scared? You'll teach me how to be strong If I fall down, will you help me carry on? I cannot do this alone I need your hand to help me Through this time again Nothing compares to how I feel When I look at you You never know, you never know tomorrow You never know, you never know tomorrow Don
2010 ♥
What im gonna do this year of many things is definally lose at least 75 lbs, to make myself healthy. To quit smoking and make myself happy. To help my friends more than i did last year and to try harder. To get back into school, smile more often because for all i know, i could die tomarrow. My biggest one is to keep the man in my life right now, to make him smile, and everything. What do you guys think?
Dont Get Mad But....
 men are like dogs ... they get distracted too easily, always sniffing someone elses ass...they'll leave their master as soon as someone shows them something better, they're always touching themselves (the would probably lick themselves if they could!) they beg for everything when they dont get what they want they'll attack you...and they seem to runaway once they see a door open and no one around to hold them back! just thought this was a bit funny.... don't mean to offend anyone
Fu Peoples.
Ok..so, I logged in today and was reminded of why I even stay on this site. Other than the very few that I call my friends, there are moments, like this, that make me smile. May seem sorta cheesy or dumb to you but eh, Fuck you lol. Anyways, I was bored 1 day (big surprise) and I'm not really a big picture rater. Usually I rate a few friends or will rate something that I find interesting. BUT like I said, I was bored. So I started rating the spotlight of the day. Seemed like a cool chick eh? I bombed her album and then went and rated all of her pics. She sent a bling, which I thanked her for and continued rating. She then sends a msg. saying she bookmarked me and will bling me again when she gets credits. I replied with I didn't need bling, I was doing it just because. I do not do anything with the expectation of something in return. I am NOT a bling addict. It's a sparkly icon on my computer, it will not cure me of illness. They're cute and I appreciate them because it means
2010
My Love
i know we cant be together right now but i want you to know i love and miss you so much.i cant wait for the day we can be in each others arms again.i hate not seeing you.you mean so much to me.my life is nothing without you in it.im tired of crying and being depressed but there is nothing i can do about that its out of my control.i want you to know that your not alone in this world.i wish you could come home its gonna kill me not being able to see you till next December. remember no matter  what i will always be here for you and love you.nothing or anybody can take that away from us i love you charles dewayne hanyzewski always and forever till death do us part i love charlie with all my heart and soul is my best friend. we are getting married soon. he is my everything.i would die without him.he has been there for me when i need him the most.i thought i was going to lose him there for a minute when i lost our baby but he stayed by my side
Happy New Years
          Happy New Years, Welcome 2010, Good riddance 2009.   Well let me start out by saying Happy New Years To all who read this. 2009 was a so - so year for me. It started off horrible, when some rotten no good theiveing wench stole my money, stole my idenity and did the same to my grandfather ( who lives with me ). she even gotten me fired from my job. I was jobless, penniless and in debt because of her. Then things started to look up for me, she went to jail and is currently there. I joined Fubar and made some great friends, got a new job and on a July evening I confessed to Brittany that I loved her and had loved her from when we first met about 1 year prior. We have been together ever since. ( Love You Baby )   So as I look forward to the new year and sort of a "new start" I feel I should make some resolutions as do many people. I know I probally wont keep them but here is a short list of things I would like to acheive in the new year. Some may be obtainable, some may tak
Thanks
Well I finally made it to ANGEL. With a lot of help from some great friends. First and foremost I want to say thank you to my beautiful and loving girlfriend, Brittany Brutality. Without you buying the bombs and auto's I would have never made it as far as I did. And lets not forget all the pimp outs either. I love you my Princess.   Secondly I would like to thank BBQBANDIT. Truely a great friend who has helped me acheive my wings. Thanks for the bombs, bling credits, autos, pimp outs. I will pay you back someday. You bought all these things without asking for much in return only to be bombed and to be a friend. I thank you for that.   Thirdly and in no matter less important, all the folks who rated me on a daily basis ( just too many of you to list, and you know who you are ), those who bombed me when I had my autos running, and even when I didn't. Those who pimped me out when I needed it while bombing. Those of you who bought me drinks, sh*tfacings, blinged me. And lastly those o
Thank Y Ou
Thank you my friend, You who always seems to call when i am about to fall. you who hears when I have fears. You who makes me sing by sharing  
New Year
Happy New Year to all !!! I hope the new year brings you everything you have worked so hard for last year! and enjoy this year you may not get to see the poeple you seen last year .tell them you love them we are not promesed tomarrow only today.
Licking Big Dicks
Just For Fun
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Servideo Broadcasting Group
okay how bout some very recent adversity?It is truly difficult to say considering the actual events that read more like a Tom Robbins novel"cowgirls in the sand"and many other hyssterical novels(I didn't read the aforementioned novel,however I  read a few others  very funny,and Bizarre.Well my back hurts so I won't elaborate(masturbate,regurgitate,acetate,those words rhyme skip to next paragrah......Any way on Nov (th 2009 I was jumped beaten up{which was the least traumatic part of that event...then my Sony Vaio Maui sunglasses $3500.00 stratocaster ...all in all about $7000.00 worth of stuff was stolen ...needless to say I was out of business(not that it was flourishing anyway)I later noticed I was agoraphobic.I was determined to make an album regardless because well because...and not one piece of art was ever on the net for sale.excepting myself ...just to see if it worked ..I bought a few Mp3's to see if it could be done.To date I believe that not one other thing has broken through
Friend
Friends. A simple word isn't it? Its uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk too. Now I know that friends aren't that, They're the people that touches your hearts. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They're the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don't judge you or make you change, they accept you exactly as you are, they look at you and they see a great person, onething they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs,and smiles. Your tied together by love for the other. Friendship is the strangest but greatest thin in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life.
*~*foxxxy Nyla's Birthday Bash*~*
Passion69
happy new years to all my fubar friends and dont forget to get absolutly fubar--- fucked up beyound all recordnition.
The Wonderful Nsfw World Of Mary Ann
APARTMENT FOR RENTA prosperous business man propositioned a beautiful girl to spend the night with him. She agreed to do so for $500. When he was ready to leave in the morning, he told her that he didn't have any money with him but that he would have his secretary write a check for it and make it out as "rent for an apartment." On the way to the office, he decided that the whole thing wasn't worth the price he had agreed to pay. So he advised his secretary to send the check for $250 and include the following note: -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Dear madam: Enclosed is my check in the amount of $250 for rent of your apartment. I am not sending the amount I agreed upon, because when I rented the apartment, I was under the impression: 1. That it had never been occupied. 2. That there was plenty of heat. 3. That it was small. Last night, I found that it had been occupied, there wasn't any heat and it was entirely too large. -=-=-=-=
Truth
           As some of you know for the past few years I have been a single dad of two very wonderful sons . Needless to say with work and all it was a full time job . I can tell you it was not always fun to put my own life on hold , but  I had to keep them on the right track in life .                Now the time has come , Tuesday my youngest son Alex goes off to school in W.V. , and I will be here in a empty house . Dam I thought it was hard when my oldest son went off to school and his own life . Now the house will be really empty.                                                  Was kinda  funny ,  when I went to the market I got groceries for two people ? Well guess it will take time like anything in life .                  So here is to turning a new page in my book of life " May the winds be fair and the seas kind "    Bobfelter          The love of truth" is a highly significant expression. One will never be disposed to accept truth until he possesses a love for the truth. Emb
2010
So... I'm super fat so my new years resolution should probably be to lose weight...get out of debt....yadda yadda yadda... but I'm going with something different. I'm not chasing friends down anymore....  I spend so much time alone then do my best to inject myself into other peoples lives...  I'm done.  Friendship works both ways... and as of late it's been very one sided.....minus a few that are good about keeping tabs... I am making changes... keep tabs on me and keep in touch...or be a memory... it's your choice now.... I'm done trying to make it happen... either it does or it doesn't.....
New Years Auction
It's a brand New Year. Come get yourself one of the Hottest chicks on Fubar.This Blond bombshell is up for auction.You can call me all yours for  one month.     Link Come on down fu land!! Come own this sexy ass!! I am in the New Years Auction and I am up for bid!! Come check out my offers..I promise not to disappoint!! Plz make sure to show love to the hostess!! Ty everyone!! The link is in the comment section!!
Recap 2000-2009
just a quick recap about me during the last decade.. than im going to go to bed cause im sick of watching people kiss.  in list form in no particular order Had a girlfriend for a few months. Had my civic and camry Worked for a grocery store, biotech company and now im for the state in the courthouse 96% of the time i was single (rough estimate) Got into the NFL big time Got cheated on Said no to sex (trust me easier said than done) My grandma died this year Graduated college still need to go back though Shannon *sister* got married, moved out, moved back in..and now is moved out again Well thats just a few personal things for me that happened.  What about you?  have a happy and healthy christmas..umm halloween..shit what holiday is this now...oh yeah  happy new year!  where's the fucking jack? Tim~
The Winner Of My Auction!!
 JT is his name and thanks to him for winning the auction I was in! Come check his shit out!! :)   http://fubar.com/user/565973          
Girlfriend 2010
I am looking for a Real Life Girlfriend for 2010.
Lounges
You know it's one thing to play a setlist on Auto DJ. How about DJs in lounges that actually TALK on mic? "Welcome to *Lounge name* ect ect" Also big LOLs on the cam hotties. Staring at some person's face for hours on end makes me bored and annoyed. :P I was brave enough to show skin on cam, but the lounge wasn't ran properly and failed. Sigh.   I'm still on that elusive search for a good lounge. No rap or country music.   I'm sorry.. i'm a little high! - Towlie
Blue Moon December 31st 2009
Leaving Fubar
When I first joined Fubar back in September 2008 I was invited by a friend, who now has since left Fubar for sometime now. When I got on here I thought this site was great becuse it was different, but after a little bit more than a year I noticed some changes and more & more drama unfolding. I started to think this is the reason why I had left a few other sites. Well that doesn't matter now because you will get drama everywhere you go maybe because they have taken a few soap operas off air who knows. what I am really glad about is that I have met a few nice people on here whom I am proud to call my friends ( they know who they are).I sincerely hope that Fubar keeps on refining so that one day it will become like a household name & a place in which people will communicate better.
Midnight
That show was off the hook have to almost a whole year to watch the 3rd season can't wait!!!!!  Never liked a show as much as i liked this one
Lindsay's Blogs
Life In General
Well here it is ppl my very first Blog here on Fubar.And its going to be a good one lol . Well as you all know I am still a bit new here so I would like to tell you a lil about me . I am Velvet Thorne, and the name fits me sooooooooo well. I can be just a smooth as Velvet until you rub me the wrong way then watch out cause the Thorne will pierce your side. I don't like getting that way so that is why I ask you all to call me just Velvet. I have the life of any other single mother has. Raise my kids go to school and well try and have a life of my own. Well that is the deal right there the life I want well I will more than likely never have. So I am just going to set back and take everything day by day and see where it goes. So i go now back into my lil hole and and see where and what life brings me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Life
You hide your emotion sometimes .You are a moon type of person. You tend to be the quiet type or in contrast, you are not happy but sometimes you act it out in order for you to not burden your friends with your problems. You've faced some problems in your life. Your heart has been dealt blows before . You tend to think about things a lot more than other people, and you may get annoyed with people who act out without thinking about consequences. You are also the type of person that others often come to with their problems because you've been through plenty, and you are very understanding. Though you sometimes feel lonely, your demeanor is usually chill, and relaxed. You usually are logical, and rely a lot on facts and information on decisions. You often keep things to yourself. This is just one side of you, and you have different faces in different situations and environments, just like the moon has phases.
2010
Cool Shit
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Learn Chinese
LEARN CHINESE IN 5 MINUTES!!! Here ill teach you. Say the words out loud. 1) That's not right -- Sum Ting Wong 2) Are you harboring a fugitive? -- Hu Yu Hai Ding 3) See me ASAP -- Kum Hia Nao 4) Stupid Man -- Dum Fuk 5) Small Horse -- Tai Ni Po Ni 6) Did you go to the Beach? -- Wai Yu So Tan 7) I bumped into a coffee table -- Ai Bang Mai Fa Kin Ni 8) I think you need a face lift -- Chin Tu Fat 9) It's very dark in here -- Wai So Dim 10) I thought you were on a diet -- Wai Yu Mun Ching 11) This is a tow away zone -- No Pah King 12) Our meeting is next week -- Wai Yu Kum Nao 13) Staying out of sight -- Lei Ying Lo 14) He's cleaning his automobile -- Wa Shing Ka 15) Your body odor is offensive -- Yu Stin Ki Pu 16) Great -- Fa Kin Su Pah
Squaddie Talk - Made Me Laugh :)
You know you are/have been a squaddie (marine) when.... You use target indication to point out hot chicks. You use the term 'chicks' You insist on dancing like a dick, whilst your civvie mates insist on trying to dance 'properly'. Your civvie mates don't understand any of the terminology you use such as 'no dramas', 'squared away', 'take a knee' etc. You can't help saying "Roger", "Say again" and other snappy bits of VP You use acronyms thinking your civvie mates will understand what you are talking about You cringe, and mutter under your breath 'haircut', when you see men with long hair. You walk at a ridiculous pace and are physically incapable of walking at the shopping pace of your girlfriend. You refer to personal organisation as "admin" Your girlfriend is stored in your mobile phone address book as 'Zero Alpha' You use patrol hand signals in a night club if people can't hear you You always use the 24 hour clock.... Nothing soldiers do shocks you any more
Cool Giveaway
There is an awesome giveaway for adults on fetlife.  Check it out at: http://fetlife.com/sit_on_santas_lap
Hatred!
You Use To Be Ok What Happened?
Ahhhh...I am screaming in my head today!I don't get the reason why all the sudden you have changed recently. I feel as if the knife you held to my neck is the same knife you are tearing my still beating heart out with. You keep telling me you have all these things on your mind about us.But you still keep them to yourself. As I am running around in my own mind chasing my tail worrying about wtf is going to happen.You walk around with you thumb up you ass.I dont understand the years of you begging me to stay with you and come back to you and all the empty promises you misled me with why you find it so hard to talk me. Why is it I give in? Why do I even bother with this when you find yourself more involved with wow and them. I shouldnt have to compete with them nor should I come second to them. Sometime I just wish you could sit in my head for a meer day just so you can see and feel what you put me through.You tell me you think that my spirit is weak due to all the pain and heartac
Getting To Know Me, The Real Me....
Over the last month, Fubar has changed for me. It has been brought to my attention that no one really knows much about me or where I am coming from. This has led to some drama to my friends and myself, people assuming I am this or that, I am NOT one to write much, especially about myself. Everyone is different and everyone wants to know different things, about a person. TRUST is big with me, I am not just going to open up my life and my family to anyone on here. I am a private guy, quiet, honest and truthful. I won't sit here and fill peoples heads full of crap to get things or ask for it, not my style......that's a different topic all together. I am not shy, actually very open and will talk to most about anything, I am single, and I do admit I am a flirt at times, to me it's the way I compliment, to me it is my way of trying to make someone smile and feel special, I mean no harm......but also I see that most do not take the time to get to know me back.....and most actually go tell 20
As The Stomach Turns: Freespirit Rants
This year, 2009, has been a test of my patience & my courage.  I know that 2010 will not be a bowl of cherries, but since November 2009, I have stepped back into a world that was almost alien to me, after being married for 10 years.   Times have been hard, but I have no regrets.  I did what I had to do to secure my sanity and find peace of mind.   In 2010, I plan to take more risks and take less things personally.  I plan to be myself and be open and honest with others, even if it means that they won't find me likeable anymore (what good is being liked if you have to be fake in your friendships?).   I am very much looking forward to the year/decade ahead =)
Naughty Stories
This is a work of fiction.  Any reference to real individuals is just because they are part of my fantasy world.  LOL   After a few days of running around New Orleans together, Robin and her hubby invited me to go to a video store with them and her friend Adrienne. When we all met at the entrance, Robin gave me a wink and said, "Are you ready?". I had heard of some of the wildness of N.O., but didn't expect anything like this.Her husband bought some tokens for the video booths and said, "Let's go!", grabbing Robin's hand. Adrienne pushed her chest into my back and whispered, "You are so going to love this."I got back into the room, let my eyes adjust, and realized that there are two long couches facing the video machine. Hubby has already started dropping coins in the slot and I see Robin on her knees in front of him, with his cock out and sucking on it. I turned around and Adrienne had her shirt and bra off. I moved in to suck on her tits while she removed her pants, pushing my head
Blogs
1. Do you think you can get through it without answering "I don't know"? Yes 2. Are you involved with anyone? yes we are in a casual relationship but we are very much involved 3. Where do you wish you were right now? back in bed with Her and not waiting on breakfast 4. What should you be doing right now? whatever She asks me to, which is make breakfast right now 5. Does sex mean love? no sex means attempting to achieve orgasm with another persons vaginal or anal assistance   6. What do you believe is a true saying about life? good things come to those who destroy everything they consider negative    7 Are you a bad influence? on some people who are easily influenced. 8. Who has had the most influence on you (good)? good Katherin...bad Raven   9 night out or night in? night out endin in being in someone 10. Single forever with a great family or no family and your soul mate? i have everything i require right now 11. What is your favorite game? its not something id discuss he
Hes Married
Hes Married
2010
In 2010 ill have alot of  photos for my fubar fans.Feel free to drop by.   i just started downloading pics.In 2010 ill have alot more for all tyou fubar ladies.  
Whats Changed Me In 2009
Fuckers
What up FUCKERS, im BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yea i have been gone for awhile but im back you fuckers. I added some new pix as well so o check em an hit me up!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKING FREAKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Call The Whaaaaambulance, I'm Whining.
New Years Eve
So, on New Years Eve or tonight for that matter since it is so early in the AM I will be hanging out in the Den of Iniquity lounge where my good friend MFKN Seabreeze will be on cam in her sexy attire and possibly getting nakey. She says that she will also be fublinging people who are in the lounge when it hits Midnight MST time. (For those in other time zones it's 1am CST, and 2am EST.) I am sending her a little love and advertisement here today!!! :D EDIT:: Change of plans on my part. Everyone should still stop by the Den of Iniquity tonight around midnight PST even if I am not there. If you give me credit I might get fublinged as well! I will try to be home in time for the party in the lounge, but my plans have been changed and I am needed to watch the bf's little brothers for an indefinant amount of time. Have a great New Year if I do not get on to tell everyone!
Love
Every time I think about you,I'm reminded of the reasonswhy I love you from the depthof my heart and soul.And I wonder what I'ddo without you,without your healing smile,your words of faith,the caring and sensitive wayyou word touches me,and lifts me,just when I need it most.Without you,what would I have?What would I be?I can't imagine existing ina world where someone doesn'tlove me the way you do.You're the only one who everunderstood me and accepted mefor who I am.And I think you're nothing shortof amazing.Your love always has beenand always will be,life's greatest gift to me!
Love
DON'T YOU WISH YOU CAN FIND SOMEONE THAT LOVES YOU SO MUCH!! THAT THEY CAN'T IMAGINGE THEIR LIFE WITHOUT YOU. ONE WHO IS WILLING TO GIVE UP BEING A PLAYER, AND WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF THEIR LIFE WITH YOU. THINK ABOUT YOU ALL DAY AND CAN'T WAIT UNTIL THEY SEE U OR EVEN TALK TO YOU ON THE PHONE. THE ONE PERSON WHO WILL LOVE YOU UNCONDITIONALY NO MATTER WHAT WITH ALL UR GOOD PARTS AND FLAWS. THE ONE PERSON WHO MAKES FEEL U SPECIAL. THE ONE THAT WILL BE THERE NO MATTER WHAT. THE ONE PERSON YOU WANT TO GIVE UR HEART AND SOUL TO BECAUSE THEY LOVE U UNCONDITIONALY. THE ONE YOU WANT TO MARRY AND START A LIFE WITH. LIFE CAN CHANGE AT ANY MOMENT!! ONE MOMENT YOU ARE ON TOP OF THE WORLD AND THE NEXT YOUR RIGHT BACK DOWN!! ONE THING YOU HAVE TO MAKE SURE IS THAT YOU ARE TRUE TO YOURSELF. DON'T TAKE LOVE FOR GRANTED AND ALSO MAKE SURE YOU ARE NOT NAIEVE ABOUT IT. MAKE SURE WHEN YOU GIVE YOUR HEART TO SOMEONE THAT THEY WANT TO GIVE IT BACK TO YOU. THE BEST THING YOU CAN DO IN THIS WORLD IS LOVE!!
Backgrounds
I there is anyone out there that can make me a nice background I am paying....
Freaking Bombing Etiquette
1) Read status of bomber for christ sake!!!!  Leaving status comments, gifts, and rates dont help if they want ya in the sb!!! 2) Make sure if bomber asks for links that they work!!!!!! 3) Do not link your profile...link a bomb folder!!!! 4) Do not hit my sb more than once during a single bomb!!!! 5)  If I ask for autos only in sb....it means im trying to level....ALL I WANT IS AUTOS IN THERE!!!! 6) Sometimes I will repay bombs...sometimes I wont.  If you have autos on...I will most likely bomb you!!  I dont ask for bombs when i dont have autos on...please dont ask me for a repay of bombing without autos on. odds are when you bombed me, I had autos on!!!! 7) Damn, dont try to hold a conversation with me while I'm bombing....its a pain in the ass!!!! 8) If I'm running autos and I hit your sb to get bombed and u ignore repeatedly(I understand peeps cant get everyone)...dont come into mine asking to get bombed! 9) Dont post several links in my sb for your friends as well...I under
Pain
I am sitting out here watching the rain as thoughts of you begin to flood my brain.I know that it can NEVER be...a relationship between you and me.I want you and you want me.Oh,how I wish that it could be.Just one night,It'd feel so right to feel your arms encircling me.This is a love that cannot be. A forbidden love between you and me.You were my love, you were my life.I wanted so badly to become your wife.Times have changed.Life got in the way.I'm married to another today.                                 PAIN                                                                      Pain is something we feel inside. Pain is something we try to hide.What a fool I must have been to love and trust you over again. You'll never love me, you'll never care. You have shattered my dreams everywhere. Why must I feel this deep down pain? What does it give me? I have no gain. Who is the real you?What's your true name? Why are you playing me as if I were  a game?I have feelings like you do. Our only r
Love
A SoulMate is someone who will have an instantaneous effect on youMake you weak in the kneesTake your breath awayWith a single glance they can lessen the burdenWith a simple smile..touch your heartYou will feel a total connection to this personThey will touch you so deeply on so many levelsthat you will want to share your inner most secretsThis person will make you feel like your a god or a goddessThey will forever change your life..sometimes for better or worseWith your SoulMate you will feel a deep yearninga compelling energy drawing you to themYou will find safety with this personYou will knowingly let go of all of your defences as a deep empathic bond is formedThere is something about the passion you share with a SoulMate that goes so far beyond just the physical bodyFor a moment in time you two are the only ones who exist in the universe. Hearts beating in rhythm as your souls have intertwined themselves becoming one. Soon you begin to lose trackof where you begin and your partner
For 2010
Profile
Tanker's Prayer
TANKER TO GOD - OVER... I pray thee Heavenly Father, Please hear this tanker’s prayer, And  send an angel to me, For my tank and crew to care. Be with us when we need you, And lend a helping hand And safely carry my machine Across this barren land. And keep my tank from running dry When the foe is close to me, And place my gunner’s crosshairs On the tanks that we don’t see.
Youtube Video
So I'm thinking of posting a youtube video of me playing my guitar and singing so close by Jon Mclaughlin. Below is the lyrics and chords, tell me if you guys think that it is a good song to do. Intro: Eadd9 | G#m7 | C#m7 | C6 - CM7 Emaj | Esus4 - B/D# | Emaj Eadd9 - B/D# - C#m7 - Eadd9 You’re in my arms Esus4 - Bsus4/E - Eadd9 And all the world is calm A6 - G#m7/B - C#m7 - B6 - Amaj7 The music playing on for only two B/A -G#m7 - A6 So close together Bsus4 - Bmaj And when I’m with you B/A - G#m7 - Bbm7b6 - Bsus4 - B7 - B9 So close to feeling alive B7 - E/C# A life goes by Esus4 - A6 - B13 - Eadd9 Romantic dreams will stop A6 - G#m7 - C#m7 - B6 - Amaj7 So I bid mine goodbye and never knew B/A - G#m7 - A6 So close was waiting, Bsus4 - Bmaj waiting here with you B/A - G#m7 - Bbm7b6 - Bsus4 -B9 And now forever I know B - F#m7 - B7 All that I wanted to hold you B7/A - Gm11 So close bass(D# - D) - C7
Inner Thoughts
Today I get to work early. By a half hour at least. And then just start to work, usually I wait until it is time for me to start, today I felt like starting early for some reason. Then an hour goes by, everything is cool. Thats when one of my coworkers asks me how my new years was, I say it was fine in a "I'm kind of busy here" tone. Afterall I had a knife in my hand and was trying to pay attention to what i was doing. Thats when they make the comment, "Oh I see your going to have an attitude today." No far from it, I was intent on having a nice day doing my job. Then me and my boss get into a conversation about how I should start saving up money. Thats when I tell him I have been trying to save up money, but since the snowstorm and the two days i had off due to holidays I have been unable to save money. He tells me abotu how I should work the extra hours when I have the chance, and how I should save this taht and the other. I tell him I would much rather not talk about it right now. T
No Justice In Fake Turfs
iused to think woman woman was nice till she asked me to join her turf in fumafia she asked me to cheat make up fake names for her to make the million bucks icouldnt take any more so iquit it theres just to many fakes in fumafia it surprised me to find out how fake she is she beggs all time to shame on wonder woman
Help Them Level
troubled_one@ fubar DJ SDMF KILGOR FU-ENGAGED to goddess_of_luv LDS FAM DBC mc PROSPECT@ fubar Hey All... ARK decided to add a new feture! Help them Level... If you know of someone whom is almost going to level than please send us a shout box or a private message and we will Blog them!   Thanks!
To My Fubar Loves :]
Hey everyone, I'm not only on Fubar, I have Myspace && Facebook. If anyone wants to add meh, hit me uppp!!!! http://www.myspace.com/wickedsammysuicide and http://www.facebook.com/index.php?lh=56cb195951edaeb501a55a53fa3fe09f&#/profile.php?ref=profile&id=100000300043423 Peace, love, & chicken grease, Sami
Lil Miss Bich Aka Leah Michell Groseclose
Smile
A BEAUTIFUL GIRL WITH PRETTY EYES, A HIDDEN WORLD OF HURT AND LIES SHE SITS ON HER BED AND CRIES IT'S HARD FOR HER TO REALIZE THAT LIFE ISNT ALL WEAK IN THE KNEES AN BUTTERFLIES... =) "WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL" I FEEL LIKE I CAN'T BREATH, THERE IS NO WAY OUT, AND I CAN'T BE REACHED, I NEED TO FIND A ROUTE, TAKE ME ANYWHERE ASLONG AS YOU LEAD, I FEEL EMPTYNESS IN MORE THAN JUST MY HEART, IT STARES AT ME IN THE MIRROR EVERYDAY, IT'S PAINFUL AND IT TEARS ME APART, EVERYTHING IS DARK AND GREY, THESE FEELINGS QUICKLY GET OLD LIKE DIEGO RIVERA'S ART,
Retarded
RETARDED  GRANDPARENTS   (this was actually  reported by a teacher) After Christmas, a teacher asked her young pupils how they spent their holiday away from school. One child wrote the following: We always used to spend the holidays with Grandma and Grandpa. They used to live in a big brick house but Grandpa got retarded and they moved to Arizona. Now they live in a tin box and have rocks painted green to look like grass. They ride around on their bicycles and wear name tags because they don't know who they are anymore. They go to a building called a wreck center, but they must have got it fixed because it is all okay now, they do exercises there, but they don't do them very well. There is a swimming pool too, but they all jump up and down in it with hats on. At their gate, there is a doll house with a little old man sitting in it. He watches all day so nobody can escape. Sometimes they sneak out, and go cruising in their golf carts. Nobody there cooks, they just eat out. And, they eat
You're Amazing...
Besides being insanely gorgeous, this woman is also intelligent, self-sufficient, talented, and above all, the only person in this world who knows me completely! Without her, sometimes, I'd be so lost! It's also her birthday, so go show her mad love! ♥♥ Compa$$ ♥♥ ~E.C.S.~ ♥♥@ fubar    
To My Special Loved One
i wrote these in bordom and having too much time on my hands and there was only one person i could think of durring this time. to my loved one, oh i love you so.how much i wish us to be together every waking moment. how much i think about you, just wondering and believing in how much nicer it would be for us to be closer together and to treat you so good, you can't help but to love me back. i dream about you when i sleep, day dream about you when i'm at work and smile so big when i talk to you. how i'd love to be near you even if its by the ocean blue. when your sad i wish i could be there just to make you smile.   The reasons why when the roses are red, i think about how much you make me blush. when the roses are white, i think that pretty dress that i hope to one day see you in. when the roses are blue i think about how much i love you. but when i think about you, i see why i love you.   You through lifes thick and thin i can see why you make me grin. when thought runs thr
Mafia
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Sb Fun
how does someone forget about 3 children? how does someone go one creating a new life forgetting the life they left behind? the mind is amazing but the soul knows........... how does one not hurt for the pain and absense their children feel? how does one pay for this? how does one quell murderous rage?   ........................................................................................................................
A New Year Is Coming....
For all of you who understand the powerful call of the full moon this New Years Eve is going to hold a very special significance...Not only will it be the final full moon of 2009 it will also be the second full moon in December...making it what is commonly referred to as a "Blue Moon"...Here is a little information you may all find enlightening:   A full moon occurs once every 29.5 days, and most years have 12. On average, an extra full moon in a month *a blue moon* occurs every 2.5 years. The last time there was a lunar double take was in May 2007. New Years Eve blue moons are rarer, occurring every 19 years. The last time was 1990; the next one won't come again until 2028.   So prepare yourself accordingly for even more of the moon's powerful energy than usual and take the proper precautions. This is going to make 2010 a very special year for all of us who are bound by Mother Moon, and I do not want to read about any of my brothers or sisters in the first paper of 2010 having lo
Real Stupidity...
LOL this person didnt look at my profile and was stupid enough to say they were 20 when their profile says 19, and they only got the account 12 days ago, then on top of it all they post professional looking pictures a whole 2.... what sadest is there are idiots that will believe them.. http://fubar.com/user/3706024 carla: Hi, how are you? I am carla and i am 20 and i am looking for a hot guy to play with or maybe a serious relationships to share my life with so, i attached my picture here so you can see my looks.. or maybe we can talked on private window.. I am online on my y=a=h=o=o and just add me, its carlasmith08=@=y=a=h=o=o.=c=o=m or (just remove the = sign to read my email addy) or just give me your email ID.. hope to talk to you soon.. I am badly waiting for you.. thanks for reading my message.. see ya!.. its me its my pleasure to meet you we can chat anytime you want.. to get more of each other... we can chat now.. love to see you soon carla...
Something To Make Me Appreciate What I Have
I never posted anything before but when I was on shift tonight I seen this video by, Mo'nque "I Coulda been your Cellmate" that made me appreciate and love how strong women are. So please take your time and just watch and I hope you understand the meaning behind it. Thank you
Help
i'm in need of some major pic lovin i know i have help alot of peopl here and get nothing in return all i ask is for some help
Remebering
I sit her thinking about the yr ending in 2 days , its got me thinking. Another decade is gone and what do i remember. I remember the loss of 2 cusions, Kevin and John both gone to soon .. john at 15 and just a month ago. My Uncle Joe, lost him last week. And most of all my Grandpa @ yrs ago . I miss them and always will.  I remember trying many of times to find love and have not. The last time hurt the wort of all. I finally got tehat D.U.I.mama alwasys said i'd get . Lost my truck in the process.. I lost my license but mostof all i lost self respect in myself to have deen that foolish . This last decade hasn't been ll that bad though . I found a carrer i should have nevr left in the 90's. I am remembering  the last 7 yr of my life i have held the same job down . I remember being tols at the beginning of this r that myempolyer likes me andn wants to keep me and keep me happy. I just wonder what this next decade will bring . I hope its better than this last one .. who knows i sur

"Yesterday's Now" Yesterday is gone, like history, a flower wilted, shrewn A leaf blows away, a tree dies, a horse gallops. New life beginning, cocoon inside, Left for a warm spring sun... Seeds fall on a desolate path, hearts broken unfold. Pen in hand, despair to write, Jeans faded, worn and ripped Old hat hung on a door Who lives in such a soul? Loves to deep, laughing, crying, awaking, breathing, sighing... Mountain tops set a stage for sunsets blood. Live alone, tattered couch Sword in hand with arrows flying, Words so cold and fist clenched. Who could tell, when her teeth were so bare? She moves with flowing gown, White as the deep winter's snow. When do words fill a man to such hate? Rejected, admired then set assail He wears armor of iron to guard one's heart. Only to be pierced by cupid's deception. Forked teeth behind those lips of cherry. Bottles of wine so sweet to my tongue. Curse, swear, but not by heaven! For such clouds will billow full of love. You...alone...mi
R.i.p Mr. Dough
Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71..Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs.Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours.Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers.. He was considered a very smart cookie, but wasted much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times, he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions.Doughboy is survived by his wife Play dough, three children: John Dough, Jane Dough and Dosey Dough, plus they ha
My World Is Spinning And Not In A Good Way
I have been taking Cymbalta 160mg since September 16 for my depression. My psychiatrist was giving me samples because I don't have insurance and this medication costs out the ass without it. Well about a week ago, I ran out of samples and called to get more samples and my regular quack doctor wasn't there and the one on call refused to give me any samples. Now you are not supposed to just stop depression medications because of the increased risk of suicide attempts, seizures, and a crap load of other bad shit, you are supposed to be weaned off them.  Since mine have been abruptly stopped I have had increased crying episodes, SEVERE vertigo and dizziness and my lips and feet will tingle and go numb when I have the dizzy spells.  It feels like when you were a kid and laid down on a merry go round, closed your eyes and someone spun you around several times. I feel like crap :(
So Six Months And Counting Till Washington.
Anyone know of any places I should hit while out there for the week?
Super Fast
Random Men Bullshit.
hi...is your submissive behaviour as good as your outer appearance? i message you, because i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles...i am looking for an online-sub. when you are interested in bdsm related chats, cam-to-cam chats, tasks, exercises and when you would like to know more, just send me a message. it would be really nice to talk with you about this...have you ever thought about serving someone? to serve someone mentally or sexually... to take care about somebodys needsto talk with me about mental or sexual desires... to act as submissive for me. a dominant who tells you what to do, how to react and that takes care of your submissive needs if you have some?to please me mentally or sexually... to act as submissive on command... to know how it is to serve as submissivetake a look at my profile and blog. i am sure you will like what you see there. exspecially my bdsm related pictures.feel free to contact me when you are curious about it. my yahoo: misterak20 msn:
How To Make Love Cake
Ingredients: 4 Laughing eye4 Well-shaped legs4 Loving arms2 Firm milk containers2 Nuts1 Fur lined mixing bowl1 Firm banana Directions: 1. Look into laughing eyes 2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms 3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently 4. Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed. For best results, continue to knead milk containers 5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably NOT overnight) 6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana does not soften, repeat steps 3-5 or change mixing bowls. Notes: 1. If you are in an unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefully before and after use. 2. Do no lick mixing bowl after use. 3. If cake rises, leave town.
Wandering Thoughts
So it is the New Year, officially. 2009 is behind us, all of 2010 is in front of us with all the wonders it will bring. Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, sounds nice, but in reality IT IS JUST ANOTHER DAY. Still have life, bills, issues and other stuff to deal with. So you enjoy your NEW YEAR, but after the novelty wears off....you will realize that it is.......JUST ANOTHER DAY.
I Blogged This!!! Read It!!!!
1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you,nothing can make him stay. 2. Stop making excuses for a man's behavior. 3. If you have ANY doubt in your mind about a man's character, leave him alone. 4. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. 5. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. 6. Don't force an attraction. 7. Slower is better. 8. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. 9. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat afriend. 10. Have faith in God regarding your relationship, but don't let faith make you stupid. God does things decent and in order. 11. Don't settle. 12. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. 13. If he keeps changing his mind about the relationship-take that as a BIG sign that he is unstable. Do you really want to be wit
My Peanut
I am 9 weeks and 6 days My baby's heart rate is 165 beats per minute I didn't get a picture cause it looks like a little bean. but you could see its legs a kicking.... I said its twitching. Jeff says it has A.D.D. which of course it does coming from him... (swear to god) I believe in Ritalin. I cant stop smiling cause my baby was twitching... Next time Jan 23 be there for pics.... Wicked and Fetus.   PS its not nice to drink a litre of water then have a lady ram a thingy against your stomach and bladder... i suffered in silence!
Sex Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply......1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
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Surveys And Shat
Dare you to tell me the last place you got kissed?Ex's placeHow do you feel right now?Blah. Just lazyWhen was the last time you were upset?about 36 hours ago.Will you talk to the person you like tonight?I don't like no one atm.What was the first thing you did this morning?woke up, had to recall the dream I was just having and said outloud "christ, vampires. again?!"What is the song you are listening to?I'm not listening to music atm.Do you have plans for tonight?um, as usual. it'll be centered around nothing alongside with trolling online and a hour or two of playing WoWWho are you most likely to be frustrated with?My brother.Do you like reading?Yes. Do I do it often? Not so much. I've not found a interesting read lately. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep at night? Nope. Neva. Usually 6. 7 tops. Is there anything stressing you out currently?um, life. money. etc. But, gotta remember, according to others.. faith will take care of it all if we'll leave it alone. pft. faith aint bout
Rezz Inc.
            Rules of Submission (1) Use a white shirt, or for a better chance of winning use a shirt with less or no graphics on it Make sure that we can see the front of the shirt. (2) You can submit a picture of you doing anything sexy or provocative. Understand that you are responsible for yourself. Remember we didn't make you do it, the alcohol did. (3) The higher the quality the better. We want to see a picture perfect view of the goods. (4) DO NOT alter the picture with any programs such as Photoshop, we want only real pictures of real women getting really wet. (5) Note: by submitting any pictures you agree that BeyondHelp.net can use your pictures on our site and for any other reason that we want. See our TERMS OF USE for all the legal mumbo jumbo. (6) You MUST be at least 18 years of age to submit any pictures into this contest.   to submit a pic CLICK HERE!!   prizes      
Satans Blog
JUST BECAUSE YOU SEE ME AND TALK TO ME EVERYDAY DOESN'T MEAN YOU KNOW ME IN EACH AND EVERY WAY YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND MY CHANGES OR THE THINGS I GO THROUGH YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME OR THE SECRETS I DON'T TELL YOU YOU THINK YOU KNOW THIS PERSON DEEP INSIDE OF ME BUT YOU'VE ONLY SCRATCHED THE SURFACE OF MY MYSTERY, YOU SEE YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M REALLY LIKE OR WHAT I REALLY FEEL INSIDE YOU DON'T KNOW ME  WHEN I'M ANGRY OR WHEN I WANT TO RUN AND HIDE I KEEP ALL THESE  THINGS HIDDEN BOTTLED UP INSIDE SO YOU WON'T KNOW MY FEELINGS SO THAT I CAN STILL BE FREE     All That Matters {Poem 2004} Current mood:  loved                       All That MattersAll that matters most of all to me is having youAll in this world to me is you{Iwanna} I'm gonna give you my heart and my soulIf I could I would hold you foreverI never wanna let you goEvery second of everyday all I think about is youMy life has no meaning unless I can share it with youI wanna be in your arms for alway
Fubar Hilarity
So for a bit of excitement yesterday, I was preyed upon by an advance fee fraudster posing as a Fubar member with a lonely heart. The pitch went kind of as follows:- The girl in question starts chatting to me. Within a couple of minutes she tells me how she's looking for someone to love her and how she's been let down in the past, blah blah blah. She feels she can trust me! After five minutes! Anyway, after literally two more minutes of groundwork she tells me how her rich English father has died, but the lawyers won't allow her to access her $2.7m inheritence until she has a 'man' (?) that can claim it for her (and, of course, take a cut of the proceeds). At this point she gives me details of her 'lawyer' to contact. The powers that be at Fubar (perhaps quite rightly) suggest that there is nothing they can do, such as delete her account, unless I have proof. As such, perhaps I shouldn't even reveal her Fubar identity here. So what do you think? Should I be exposing this person and
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The Curse Of Thinking Too Much
I swear one of these days thinking is going to get the best of us all. Doesnt matter where you are, what you do, or how hard you try thinking always happens. I wrote a long ass one of these not long ago about how thinking is hazardous to ones mental emotional and physical heath and its true. I dont feel like refreshing those who read the one if you wanna refresh its the post before this go for a read this one will still be here. Okay if you went to read it the rest of us waited for you to get back everyone else sorry they were so slow and held us up shows they didnt really read the other one. I digress and will now continue.   Let me ask you this, what do you do when you have so much shit going on in your life that you cant sleep and stay up all hours of the night because of all the thoughts going on inside your mind that you cant turn them off? you really dont have much choice but to try and figure what ever it is that is bouncing around your mind by thinking about it. I have notice
The Winners Circle
Check this shit out... So I kindly went and rated him an 11, and left a thank you comment :) This was his reply... Read the other comments on his page... WTF? Really? Doug@ fubar
Stolen Blogs
Ratings
This past Saturday night I went to bed forgetting to close my Fubar account . Unfortunately for me , when my 20 year old son got off work  , he took it a upon himself to rate some profiles . So if anyone was rated anything less than a 10 , I sincerely apologize . As it stands now I have already suffered attacks on my name and account . I do not wish to reciprocate any hostilities . So if you do not like me or the way I look please block me. Thank You
Gonna Go Crazy!!
ReNeGaDe@ fubar K JUST WENT TO THE COFFEE, SHOP AND THE PERSON THAT SERVED ME COFFE JUST SAID HEY ARE U FRIENDS WITH SO AND SO..THEN PROCEEDED TO ASK ME ARE U A PARAPLEGIC? LIKE WTF... FOR THE RECORD I HAVE SPINA BIFIDA...DOES IT LOOK LIKE I CANT MOVE MY HANDS....LEGS...COCK AND WHAT NOT!!....I DON'T NEED A REMINDER THAT IM CHALLENGED PHYSICALLY...THEN AGAIN I DON'T MIND IF U ASK ME WHAT HAPPEND EITHER BUT TO ASSUME I HAVE A ONE TYPE OF DISABILITY JUST ANNOYS ME!!...K NUFF SAID! I dunno if its cuz of the holiday's or just because I do the same fucking thing every day!, go to work, pay bills, NEVER go on a trip for my self, get the occasional piece of ass what ever!!! I feel like im gonna do something just to shake things up...well I all ready have broken a few dishes balled my eyes out yelled at the top of my lungs!!! but still feel all vented up!! u ever get like that?
Getting To Know Me
Looking back did you ever think you would be where you are now?Not really.  I thought I would be smarter when I grew up. Is there anyone getting on your nerves at the moment?Yep.Are you wearing a ring, if so who gave it to you?Yes.  My wedding and engagement rings from my husband. Last place you fell asleep other than your bed?The couch. Is there someone that makes you happy every time you talk to them?Yes, there are a few people. What's the age difference between you and your best friend?My daughter is 18 years younger than I am. How often do you talk on the phone?A couple of times a month.  When it can't be avoided.  I hate talking on the phone. Is anyone else in the room with you?My little munchkin. Would you run down the street naked if it meant earning $15,000?Twice!Do you believe what goes around comes around?Yes.  But I don't think I will necessarily be there to see it when it happens.  Does it annoy when a person posts alot of surveys?Not really.  If I'm not in the mood, I
Ramblings...
Most first blog entries are long and drawn out.. intro.. life story..or at least some summary of things that have happened since one joined a site..   I just want to say.. I dont drink, but after 2009, it's a wonder I dont..   I picked a bad year to quit smoking.. and apparently so did my hubby.. today he told me he's beein smoking for over 3 weeks, which means he missed his year aniversary of dec 31st.   2 car accidents, lower pay/cut hours, death in fam, having to move.. living with no water since dec 9th.. now being sued... takes it's tole.. But I went through it too.. and I'm still quit. I will remain quit. His 3rd try.. his 3rd fail.. my 1st try after 26 yrs.. and my last try.   I am just dissapointed.. my hero.. failed me.   Sarah
Honesty
“I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard
Girls I Really Want To Fu-fuck
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Pop
that's the sound of my blog cherry popping. i don't have anything else to say at the moment, just didn't wanna be a blog virgin anymore. since all the cool kids are doin it and all
Jus Sayin!!
I'm sittin here thinking about where it all went wrong Why it hurts so bad when it hasn't been that long. I know that its you thats missing We have to make it right Niether of us should have to feel this way Being alone night after night. It is you that completes me and makes it all ok Being without you is like the world without air. Drowning in the sorrow and the feeling of defeat I cannot cry tears but  ache to be with. I cannot be whole until you are here The sound of my children keeps me sane and lets me proceed on But when you are here it will be perfect forevermore... I'm glad that I have met everyone in my life. Some of them are bad and some of them are good but all together it has given me a chance to grow. I always kept myself kinda locked up and away from taking chances. I make sure that the chances I take are all worth while and none of them are to crazy to affect of the important people in my life. Recently a friend of mine died and I had not talked to him in ye
Shattered Dreams
There was a time when I was blind, I couldn't see what was to be. Running through the shadows of life, testing fate with a double edged knife. Head long into a sea of despair, I blamed it on life, "it just isn't fair". Tearing at walls of darkness and gloom, I found a door at the end of the room. Turning the knob, full of fear, my beating heart is all I could hear. With one eye closed I opened the door, A calming glow crept across the floor. There in the light I could finally see, all the answers to all my dreams. With a voice as sweet as the wind, I could hear her call from somewhere within. "Come with me I’ll show you the way, this dark and careless place is nowhere to stay". Taking her hand we started to fly, up to the heavens beyond the sky. She showed me my faults, my crimes to man. And in an instant she let go of my hand. As I fell I thought I could see, a tear in her eye, is that meant for me? Like a song she whispered, "Can't you see, the path you walk has no place for me
Blugh
Well, I think it's time for me to leave this place....at least for now.  This place depresses me, and in all honesty, is doing me more harm than good. Feel free to PM me is you want another way to talk, (unless you already have it, then you are one step ahead).  To the rest, good riddence, I hope you enjoy your lives.
Random
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (colour and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: ------------------------------------OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three (or more) of your favourite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so, would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss me often?10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you be waiting by the phone wanting me to call you right after we saw each other ? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a girl? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut,pimp)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? ------------------------------------What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I was hospitalized:  We got in a fight: I got du
Good Stuff
A very weird thing has happened. A strange old lady has moved into my house. I have no idea who she is, where she came from, or how she got in. I certainly did not invite her. All I know is that one day she wasn't there, and the next day she was. She is a clever old lady and manages to keep out of sight for the most part, but whenever I pass a mirror I catch a glimpse of her. And, whenever I look in the mirror to check my appearance, there she is hogging the whole thing, completely, obliterating my gorgeous face and body. This is very rude! I have tried screaming at her, but she just screams back. The least she could do is offer to pay part of the rent, but no. Every once in a while, I find a dollar bill stuck in a coat pocket, or some loose change under a sofa cushion, but it is not nearly enough. I don't want to jump to conclusions, but I think she is stealing money from me. I go to the ATM and withdraw $100, and a few days later, it
It's Worth Reading..
  If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women . He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separat

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