Fubar Blog Posts 4

Friends
Its always good to have friends, they're like the lovers who u can cheat on.they have ur back & ur front always there.a hurt from a friendship is worse than a lovers parting but its easier to get back together then it was all forgotten, so as u cry over the keyboard short curcuiting it remember friends will always be no matter what there is a place in my heart for you.LOVE TO EVERY ONE.

Jesus Christ, I Suck.
I don't understand why men are the way they are. I will never understand why a nice looking rack or a nice looking ass takes priority over someone with a good heart and decent nature. I understand how guys tick, I'm not retarded or anything, but it's like the male population up and decided, "Hmm, I don't think I wanna date anyone EVER. Let's just see how many chicks I can bang this week...how many girls will give it up and how quickly?" I refuse to be one of those women. You want a piece of me, you have to put in the time it takes to get it. I've seriously had enough of the bullshit. Quit being assholes, grow the fuck up, and get a life. Not all of us want to just kick up our heels and fuck. Some of us actually might wanna take the time to get to know your goofy asses. And with that, I'm just gonna jump off my soapbox now and shut the fuck up.

Grrrrrrrrrrr
When I was really really young.. after hearing some crazy things my uncle told me about love and stuff.. I worte this in the 5th grade... Love ... Love is something i'll never be in.. Love is something I'll never see.. Love is an emotion that will always elude me... My heart is broken in a million peaces.. I'm the one in the crowded room you don't see.. You use me.. forget about me.. and won't ever love me. Love is never within my grasp.. its always falling away from me. I never meant to make some kids cry.. its just how I felt at the time.. Well part of me still does.. I got sent straight to the principles office.. LOL That same year.. i hated pics of me taken.. Long story.. Then i wrote .. sand.. and i won't print that until tomorrow..

Signs Of Sex!!! I Am A Capricorn!!!
Aries- LIVES for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also likes to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries...If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say 'No' too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever. Aries Idea of Heaven Is: Participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVES to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people fucking. Secretly desire to be fluffers. Aries owned a Violet Wand before it was popular. They are also Sadists. The best gift to give an Aries is designer colored nylon rope in their favorite color. They live to tease and torture...HEY...Somebo

What The Signs Are Like In Bed!!!
What the signs are like in BED! AQUARIUS Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship, it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on.They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs.Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this. AQUARIUS MALE IN BED He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at i

Benchpress 3
It's Friday, the final day of lifting for the week, and I managed to once again add on another 5 pounds to my bench press...I'm now putting up 315 pounds! :D Next week I hope to add on ten more that would put me at 325, a fourth of the way to my goal of 400 pounds.

Hey everyone...well I wanted to do a blog and I chose to post this one because not many people on here know me that well...some may thing im a lil crazy for calling myself a BITCH so I ma gonna let you know the reasons I am... I am a Bitch..... I am a bitch because I care about my appearance and like to look good I am a bitch because I don't want to fuck you I am a bitch because I refuse to play your mind games I am a bitch because I apologize to NO ONE for being me I am a bitch because I can make my own decisions without your influence I am a bitch becasue I have pride in being a woman I am a bitch becasue when you asked for my honest opinion I gave it to you I am a bitch because I refuse to let you talk down to me I am a bitch becasue I took your keys and wouldn't let you drive drunk I am a bitch because I am proud of my accomplishments I am a bitch because I speak my mind I am a bitch because I didn't humor your drama queen antics I am a bitch because I don't s

Choose Today
Friday, September 22, 2006 Choose today Choose today to face the challenges, and you'll come away stronger. Decide that you will find a way to do what you know must be done, and the value you create will endure long after this day is over. Rediscover the sense of real, honest and irreplaceable fulfillment that comes from moving in the direction you know is right. Experience the satisfaction of knowing that you are truly making a positive difference. Plant seeds of hope and encouragement with those you encounter. Keep your heart filled with gratitude for the beauty and the possibilities that flow through your world at all times. Enjoy the reality of being alive and aware at this moment in this place. Look for the positive in every situation and you will find it. This day is your opportunity to put your dreams, your values, your hopes and goals and desires into action. This day is your opportunity to allow the best that is inside you to flow out into the world. Jump

Joke 1
A young man moved into a new apartment on his own, and went to the lobby to put his name on his mailbox. While there, an attractive young lady came out of the apartment next to the mailboxes wearing a robe. The boy smiled at the young woman and she started a conversation with him. As they talked, her robe slipped open, and it was obvious that she had nothing else on. The poor kid broke into a sweat trying to maintain eye contact. After a few minutes, she placed her hand on his arm and said, "Let's go to my apartment, I hear someone coming." He followed her into her apartment; she closed the door and leaned against it, allowing her robe to fall off completely. Now nude, she purred at him, "What would you say is my best feature?" Flustered and embarrassed, he finally squeaked, "It's got to be your ears!" Astounded, and a little hurt she asked, "My ears? Look at these breasts; they are full and 100% natural! I work out every day! My butt is firm and solid! Look at my skin - no

Man...
It's too fuckin early in the damn morning to be listening to some damn journey and fixin' to go to work... I wonder if I'm gonna be one of those people that lose it at work and open fire at my job witha sub machine gun. not very likely, but it's a thought that intrigues my feeble mind. MAn this sux. We go into the studio this Sunday. I don't exactly know how prepared we are, but I hope we pull this off in some quick time, cause I can't stan another 3 ta four days in a confined space. We have so many financial problems it's disgusting. We gotta start getttin' more funds on tha fo'real. However I feel that our new material will prove to be more of a challenge than any other of our previous stuff. So the finished product will be rewarding in the end. My new riffs are comin along a lil slow, but I wan that shit to tear the right side of someone's face off, so it's gonna take some time. I fuckin hate pot roast...it's gonna take holding me at gun point to get me to eat that shit aga

For A Friend
For A Friend A soldier lying dying Another youthful waste Dying in a strange land Surrounded by your foe All the people left behind To mourn your passing on Marching forward To join God's Army Up in the heavenly sky So to my brave soldier I leave you with this prayer May the Lord take your soul And bless it on its way And bless the soul of all whose died Fighting in the name of peace. Dedicated to a faceless Friend I never met, but many a great moment we shared. Dave Emmerson

For My Little Ray Of Sunshine
sometimes, we meet people who seem sweet but, for one reason or another, we don't communicate very often. still, they always brighten our day and help us start out with a smile...this blog is about someone just like that. she's always the very first to send me a comment wishing me a great day or a good morning and, while i'm sure it's something she does for everyone, it means a lot to me. not only is she the first to wish her friends a good morning, but she's always there to help you out if you need help leveling or maybe just an ear. she's one of those people that you can actually feel is genuine...there's nothing fake about this girl!! if it weren't for her, i'd just be a grump all morning not even trying to smile until noon (and that's no exaggeration) but she always makes me smile and, in some little way, gives me hope that the day might just turn up something good. so, pussycat....here's to you darlin!! *hugs*

A Womans Place ... More Poetry
A womans place is in the arms in the grasp of a Scotsmans charms to swoon at his bountious highland gaze to jump when he says sit on my face to listen to his bawdy jokes to be gracious when he's with the blokes to forgive him when he acts a fool to be there as his precious jewel -John Wesley 1998

Choose Today
Choose today Choose today to face the challenges, and you'll come away stronger. Decide that you will find a way to do what you know must be done, and the value you create will endure long after this day is over. Rediscover the sense of real, honest and irreplaceable fulfillment that comes from moving in the direction you know is right. Experience the satisfaction of knowing that you are truly making a positive difference. Plant seeds of hope and encouragement with those you encounter. Keep your heart filled with gratitude for the beauty and the possibilities that flow through your world at all times. Enjoy the reality of being alive and aware at this moment in this place. Look for the positive in every situation and you will find it. This day is your opportunity to put your dreams, your values, your hopes and goals and desires into action. This day is your opportunity to allow the best that is inside you to flow out into the world. Jump enthusiastically into this day a

Jesus Is Watching You !
Jesus is watching you One night a burglar is trying to break into a house. He's sneaking across the lawn when he hears a voice - "Jesus is watching you!" He jumps, turns around, but he doesn't see anything. So he starts creeping across the lawn again. "Jesus is watching you!" He hears it again. So now the burglar is really looking around, and he sees a parrot in a cage by the side of the house. He says to the parrot, "Did you say that?" The parrot answers "Yes I did." So the burglar asks, "What's your name?" The parrot says "Clarence." The burglar says "What kind of stupid idiot would name his parrot Clarence?" The parrot laughs and says, "The same stupid idiot that named his Rottweiler 'Jesus' "

Re: This Friends, Fan&fans Family Native Words
September 22nd is Native American Day Before America was America, this land was comprised of various tribes and tongues that were (and still are) as diverse as our modern-day melting pot. September 22nd is recognized as Native American Day this year, and though Native Americans take pride in their heritage on any occasion, this day gives reason for celebration and education. Whether you're an American Indian or not, take some time to learn more of our history pre-Columbus and take part in Native American culture.

Poem
Dark gray hair Just laying there Hasn’t been combed But you don’t care. So sweet and worry free Old and innocent Can barely even see Laying there watching the old sweet TV. You barely speak And yet you mean everything to me You’re my hero I hope that you can see You’re my world The one with the purest love Laying here in a ball all ragged and curled I will sing you one last song By Chakara Sue Dedicated to my Grandfather/Hero 2006

Leris
by Peter Krueger (June 1998) „Do you think that time can change anything?“ „Time doesn’t change anything. People do!“ „Do you really think so?“ I thought for awhile, then looked at Leris for the first time in hours. She looked pale and tired. Aging. And I wondered whether I was right. „Are we in control?“ „In control of what?“ Leris looked at me and smiling she said: „You see?“ „I found the answer!“ Leris came running into the room with tears of joy in her eyes. Never had I seen her in such a state of utter happiness. „I found the answer! I found it! I found the answer“ „To what?“ Suddenly her smile vanished and she became silent. „Why is it our friends never call for a visit?“ „We don’t have any friends.“ Leris thought for a moment, then said reluctantly: „Well, that’s their bloody problem!“ Leris was sad. And when I asked her why she said: „Because Nippy is dead.“ „Do you still remember him?“ „Sure I do.“ „Well, he’s not dead then.“ „But I rememb

Who Wants Dessert
If all of the desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, which would you choose (Sorry, you can only pick one!). Trust me...this is very accurate. Pick your dessert, then look to see what psychiatrists think about you. After taking this dessert personality test, send BE SURE TO LEAVE YOUR ANSWER IN THE COMMENTS SECTION Here are your choices: 1. Angel Food Cake 2. Brownies 3. Lemon Meringue 4. Vanilla cake with Chocolate Icing 5. Strawberry Short Cake 6. Chocolate on Chocolate 7. Ice Cream 8. Carrot Cake No, you can't change your mind once you scroll down, so think carefully what your choice will be... OK - Now that you've made your choice this is what research says about you... 1. ANGEL FOOD CAKE -- Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm ! and fuzzy items .A little nutty at times. Sometimes you need an ice cream cone at the end of the day. Others perceive you as being childlike and immature at times. 2. BROWNIES -- You are adventu

Poetry
he stands alone in a clearing. several would be/could be Domes have had him in Their sights; yet few have had contact with her. far fewer have seen her face and conversed with her uninterrupted. even less have heard her voice. her standards remain high and unwavering. he gazes at Those that remain with intrigue, curiosity and wonder. Intelligent. Beautiful. Strong. Experienced. Mature. Caring. Creative. is SHE here? is the "One" whom will capture not only his body, but his heart, mind, soul and submission, near? he gazes into the eyes of each and wonders, "Are You the One. Will You have the courage, strength of character and will to tame and control me? Can/Will You love me and mine??" Only the Fates and Destiny know. Until then; he looks around him, and keeps his eyes on Those few in his sights and dreams. he may be collared and tamed after all. One will find the key to his submission and heart.

Hands Of Friendship
His hands of friendship Warmly clasped to mine; Tenderly holding them To say things will be okay. His patience brings comfort He knows my fears won't go away He understands my loneliness For he's been there that way. He shields me from my foes To whom I thought were angels He gathers me in his arms So no one inflicts me further harm. He gently briefs a warning Of this tricky trusting deed And hates to think how others Infused their loath and wrath. I love his gentle ways; Calm in manner and retreat. His eyes are locked to mine So I may listen to his heart. His hands stretch forth and seal A friendship everlasting. Our spirit of bonded acceptance With joy, we'll love and dance.

My Friends.
"I shot an arrow into the air, It fell to earth, I knew not where; For so swiftly it flew, the sight Could not follow it in its flight. I breathed a song into the air, It fell to earth, I knew not where; For, who has sight so keen and strong That it can follow the flight of song? Long, long afterward, in an oak I found the arrow, still unbroken; And the song, from beginning to end, I found again in the heart of a friend."

*slow Dance*
Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,"Hi" You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry through your day, It is like an unopened gift... Thrown away. Life is n

Mother
WHAT MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION . "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONIST. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10.

Indian Names And Whiteman Numbers
In the old days of the Cherokees all used to have just one name; but back when everybody had to get enrolled, they had to give two names before they were given a roll number. That was so there would be no confusion about people with the same name. Well, when people went down to enroll they would pick out just anything for a second name, because they thought it was all just some sort of whiteman's joke anyway. I guess that's how the Drywaters and the Rattlinggourds and Roastingears and Snakeheads and Dreadfulwaters all got their names. One time there was a whiteman that came and hired a crew from around here to work on a government project. We all went down to work the first morning and that whiteman had a list of roll numbers and we were all supposed to give him our names, so he could write them down in his book. Well, he read out the first number and Crabgrass Gritts gave him his name. Then he read the second number, and Chickadee Augerhole gave his name.

The Wonders Of Me.
I truly hate these things but every one wants to know more about all of us so here we go i will tell you everything i can think of here. I am a 29 year old single man. I am the proud parent of 1 3 year old horse, 3 1 year old puppies and 2 7week old puppies one 9 year old cat and 2 1 year old cat. Not to mention my two rats. I like to hike bike hunt horseback ride play paint ball read books watch movies and just relax. I am a sergeant in the United States Army Infantry and i am currently on assignment in Chillicothe Ohio as a recruiter. I have been out here for almost a year, and only have 2 more years left then it is back to the infantry. I have been married once she decided that 5 men were more important than my coming home from the Initial Assualt in iraq. Other then that I am a pretty go easy fella. I like ym hockey go red wings, i like my pro football go cowboys, gotta have my red sox and my Wolverines. if you wanna know anything else shoot me a message.

Chilling Images Part 1
I know I posted this in a bulliten but I decided that this would be a better place for it .. - Working at night, you hear a vacuum cleaner down the hallway from you. You don't think about it and continue. Eventually, when you finish, you move to the elevator. You push the down button. You hear footsteps behind you. The door opens. You step in as the person steps in with you. You push the ground floor. The person pushes a floor below you, but not the ground. You notice that the person's hands are callused and slightly gnarled. Soon enough, the elevator stops. You glance at the floor number as the doors open and the person slips out. You blink to make sure you're seeing the number right. 13. "See you soon," the person says, using your name, as the door closes. You look at the panel of floor buttons. 10, 11, 12, 14, 15....13 isn't listed. You can't stop shivering. - Taking up a pen to sign a document, you find that the ink is red. The pen is a black ink pen, at least it was yeste

Drama?????? Childish Games?????
Why is it that every other bulletin is a posting of someone acting like a damn child. We are supposed to be adults here and just have fun meeting new people and making friends. It doesn't bother me that people have opinions, hell opinions are like assholes everyone has one. But come on.....Grow the fuck up!!! People are actually voting other people down? Why bother even voting? You still gave that person a vote. Common sense people........ Why talk about other people in a negative way, you are still giving them attention whether it is possitive or negative. Did it ever occur to you to just ignore them, then maybe they will stop thier bull shit. If this blog offends anyone, then maybe it's time to grow up yourself. I am just stating that all of this childish drama is just that for the kids. If you are an adult, then just act like one. Listen to what you were taught as a child. If you don't have anything nice to say then keep your damn mouth shut. N

50 Questions About Me
1. Brunettes or Blondes are Better? brunettes 2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now? black and silver thong and white victoria's secret bra 3. What are you listening to right now? katey 4. Whats your favorite number? 13 5. What was the last thing you ate? plain bagel toasted with plain cream cheese onit 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?Radiant red 7. How is the weather right now? Warm and sunny 8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone? jay 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? smile, and eyes personality 10. Do you have a significant other? yes 11. Favorite TV show? 24, X-files, and csi 12. Siblings? 2 younger sisters 1 brother younger 13. Height? 5'1 3/4 14. Hair color? red 15. Eye Color? Brown 16. Do you wear contacts? no 17. Favorite Holiday? halloween 18. Month? July 19. Have you ever cried for no reason? Yea 20. What was the last movie you watched? back t

Sadness
why is it when you find something all your emotiones come out. I just found a letter my mom had wrote me five years ago. It brought out all the pain and sadness I still have with her not being here anymore.....Its been two years october6 and its still hard, there are so many things that I wish I could have said to her...I wish her and I both werent so hard headed because there for awhile we hardly talked at all because of somethings that happened in my life...Now I kick myself in the ass because instead of being hard headed I could have spent more time talking to her and spending time with her...Now I never will.Me and her was so much alike that we butted heads alot over stuff.even growing up I gave her hell and I regret it so much....Then I get so mad at God because he took her away from me. She was still very young and had alot left to live for.she was only 47 and died because of kidney fauler do to diabtes...If I could just hear her voice again or get a hug from her again. I would d

Me
How many ppl really know u? This is just my opinion, but I think it depends on how well u really know ur self. Most ppl are multi feasted, but only put forth bits and pieces of there self. Well here's a few pieces of me. I have a huge I don't have a fuck additude. I apply this tude to most I say most everything in my life. I'm not normal and probably not even stable. The thing is. I fuckin like who I am. I'm kinda harsh and have become in thees later years, cold. The things I really care about I care about passionately. I cry when children are hurt, but have np walking out on someone who's fucked over me. I don't wast time. If I could have anything it would me more time........

My Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Life As I Know It...
Ok - I know most of you that might be reading this will be men, but I still need to vent. My mom told me a couple of days ago that she had seen my myspace page and that I shouldn't have pictures of my children on it and have pictures like I do (the same as here) on there. To stave off an arguement, I just let her say her peace. Then I immediately went to myspace and deleted my profile. My question is this...at 36 years old and the mother of 2 children...should I let her "control" my life like that? Yes, I am on the computer quite a bit, but at least I'm not out running the bars. I am home with my children. Is that a bad thing? I'm just really confused right now. Why does she feel the need to want to control my life? I do understand that she's from the "old school," but come on. Arrrrrgggghhhhh. My Friday started out shitty and is still shitty with tons of rain. Yeah, I guess you could say I'm in a funk. I just want to grow up. OMG, just imagine if she managed to make it here

Volume 2 -- Full Metal Panic
Kind of a long one... clocking in at 5 minutes and some change but I thought it was gripping enough to still sit through. I was told by most judges if it is over 3 minutes they start taking points off but many dramatic amv's are hard to pull off in that time. This fits the story and mood of the song very well and to me thats the main draw of a dramatic amv and that's what earned it AMV of the week... enjoy!

Sex Revealed
SOCIAL SECURITY SEX: Two men were talking. "So, how's your sex life?" "Oh, nothing special. I'm having Social Security sex." "Social Security sex?" "Yeah, you know: I get a little each month, but not enough to live on!" LOUD SEX: A wife went in to see a therapist and said, "I've got a big problem, doctor. Every time we're in bed and my husband climaxes, he lets out this ear splitting yell." "My dear," the shrink said, "that's completely natural. I don't see what the problem is." "The problem is," she complained, "It wakes me up!" QUIET SEX: Tired of a listless sex life, the man came right out and asked his wife during a recent lovemaking session, "How come you never tell me when you have an orgasm?" She glanced at him casually and replied, "You're never home!" CONFOUNDED SEX: A man was in a terrible accident, and his "manhood" was mangled and torn from his body. His doctor assured him th

Count Your Pennies
What is a billion??? The next time you hear a politician use the word "billion" in a casual manner, think about whether you want the "politicians" spending your tax money. A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertising agency did a good job of putting that figure into some perspective in one of its releases. a. A billion seconds ago it was 1959. b. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. c. A billion hours ago our ancestors were living in the Stone Age. d. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. e. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rate our government is spending it. While this thought is still fresh in our brain, let's take a look at New Orleans. It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division . Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu (D), is presently asking the Congress for $250 BILLION to rebuild New Orleans. Interesting number, what does it mean? a. Well, if you are on

Naughty Riddles
Q.What do you call a virgin on a waterbed? A: A cherry float. ~~~~~~~~~~ Q: What's the fluid capacity of Monica Lewinsky's mouth? A: 1 US leader ~~~~~~~~~~ Q: What did the sign on the door of the whorehouse say? A: Beat it - we're closed. ~~~~~~~~~~ Q: Why do walruses go to Tupperware parties? A: To find a tight seal. ~~~~~~~~~~ Q: What's the difference between sin and shame? A: It is a sin to put it in, but it's a shame to pull it out. ~~~~~~~~~~ Q: What's the speed limit of sex? A: 68; at 69 you have to turn around. ~~~~~~~~~~~ Q: Why did Raggedy Ann get thrown out of the toy box? A: She kept sitting on Pinocchio's face, and moaning, "Lie to me!" ~~~~~~~~~~ Q: Why is air a lot like sex? A: Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. ~~~~~~~~~~ Q: What's another name for pickled bread? A: Dill-dough. ~~~~~~~~~~ Q: Why are Monica Lewinsky's cheeks so puffy? A: She's withholding evidence. ~~~~~~~~~~ Q: What's the

Sexy Man Waving To U From Across The Way
You walk to see who this man is waving to you. You think it is a georgouse man from the idlands with long hair dark skin and muscels. With just shorts on , Watching his hair flowing and his eyes shimmering and his tan glowing. You see a mustach and sun glasses ,Then you walk over closer to him and he has only a towel wrapped around him which you thought were shorts, the towel slips off and falls to the sand. The water washes up on the shore where he stands and the towel gets wet with sand as he walks close to the water to walk in . You stand there watching him only to wish u could touch him , but instead u go into the water with him. Your bikkini falls off and you swim nude along side of him. Your hair long as his intangels with him and you look into his eyes. His hands soft holds yours and moves your hair from his. He looks at u for a moment and swims off. You swim along side of him again and then back to shore, . When u get to shore you look for your bikkini but you do not

A Story From The Past
ok so everybody here is the story of my friday the 13th.... ok it starts at midnight and i am drunk and being an asshole...i guess, i really don't remember...i think i may have pissed off some good friends, which is really wierd cause when i get drunk i am usually calm and relaxed...but i had a bad day on the 12th...thats a whole other story...well i walk in to the second room of the club and run into my friend jess, she procedes to come running up to me and she jumps on me, i mean arms around me and wraps her legs around me. unfourtunately for me i am a lil bit tipsy and very unbalanced, i try put all my weight and hers on my right leg to keep us from falling, keep in mind i am intoxicated, when i get our balance i fractured my leg and tore several ligaments and muscles...i don't realize this and continue the night dancing and just being an ass. i do realize that i am in alot of pain but the alcohol numbs it. so i keep putting pressure on my leg and falling all over the place. but, i

Janet The Magic Butterfly
Flying high in the sky, without a care in the world, Janet the magical butterfly soared up and down. Looking and hoping for someone to play with. Up and down, round and round she flew, looking into all the gardens as she flew. Then out in front of her she saw Madison and Florencia playing in their back garden. Swooping down she landed on the rose bush at the back of the garden. "Hello Madison and Florencia", she said, "Do you fancy playing a game with me?" "Who said that?" wondered Florencia Madison just looked puzzled, as he heard the voice as well. "It's me I'm Janet, down on the rose bush at the bottom of the garden. Both Girls looked at each other and ran the whole length of the garden, stopping smartly beside the roses. "Hello" said the Girls excitedly, "We didn't know butterflies could talk and how did you know our names". By now the Girls were giggling away to themselves. "I'm a magical butterfly, who goes around to play with children and maybe even

An Awesome Poem
(author is unknown to me) "slut without apologies (where pills fail me)" all right so maybe i like spending most of my time with my hands between my legs maybe i like a little kink with my love maybe i'm happiest when i'm in bed with someone feeling them slam into me hard rough fierce cum and emotions flow with it sticky sweet and tender call me a slut if it'll make you understand or say i'm a free spirit wanna know why i am such a whore? why i succumb to slavery to being sacrificed over and again? because i don't allow myself to express feelings in the canned soup we call life i let myself go bland but in sex in bondage in pure unadulterated fucking i can be me i can cry and scream and let my feelings go i can be helpless and vulnerable and loved and the sweet relief of orgasm tires me out so that i can recover from the intensity of feeling everything i left bottled on forgotten

Karma
Blinded by the dust, That was stirring from your stride A cruelty so unjust, The pollution won't subside I'll be lending you my heart, 'Til you find one of your own And maybe then you'll start to feel the the pain I call 'alone'. When the pain inside you drives you Out of your fucking mind There will be no need to show you Why I drove you out of mine And when the obvious imposes On your unsuspecting thoughts I'll be sure to send you roses So that when each petal rots You'll dwell on every ashen bridge That sheltered every stream And the burnt inside you image Of your every broken dream. When karma finally finds you, Could you thank it twice for me Once for all you put me through, Then for what you stole from me

I Give Up
alright iam so sick of the net i will be gone 4 a while so sick of the people and the meanness {if thats a word}if anyone even reads this thx for bein my friend of fan talk to yall if and or when i come back peace&love ur goddess Blessed Be uglybear

Be Silent
Be Silent!!! Be silent! Be silent and listen Listen to the Mother Listen as she tells you of her love, As she tells you of her pain Listen as she tells you of her struggle. The struggle to give you what you think you need. Be silent! Be silent and watch Watch the Mother Watch as parts of her die As she takes back some of what is Hers Watch as She struggles to keep the balance The balance between life and death Be silent! Be silent and feel Feel the Mother Feel the Mother as she gives you life. As you take Her life away Feel her pain as She struggles Struggles to keep up with the human race. Be silent! Be silent and listen Listen to the Mother Listen as she tells you of her love, As she tells you of her pain Listen as she tells you of her struggle. The struggle to give you that, which you think you need.

In The Wood
Ah, alone in the wood. Just the Mother and I . It has been so long, since she and I were one . It is good to be home. Good to feel the Earth beneath my bare feet. Here, alone in the wood I can tell my Mother of all the things I have learned, And she can tell me of all the things I have forgotten She welcomes me into her bosom, Let’s me drink from a cool stream. Her soft breezes touch my skin and awakens me once again . It is good to be home

This Is What I Want, Not Just Sex.....
The Slavery of Lifes Fire I am burning up with the desire to shape a destiny with you. The fever rages internal, no hope for release. You have me firmly in your grip, no hope for release. Your soul searing into mine, do not release me. Hold me with your heated gaze, burn me with your pain. Share with me your agony, I cannot stand it. We cannot go backward, I cannot stand it. Your pain becomes mine, do not take it away. Caress me with your fire, burn me with your lips. Tease me, ask me, I beg you, show me what to do. Share with me a traveling of the body and the mind. The world is spinning faster, the darkness closes in. The future becomes the past in seconds running away with time. My head spins with the glory of the pain we have shared. Ever forward we head, feeling, hurting, a shared moment of birth Its over, as quickly as we found it, and we begin again. Hosted by Sparkle Tags © Copyright 2006 Amawitch-granny witch

Your Name
Pick the first Letter of Your first Name A- Fabulous B-Gorgeous C-Pretty D-Popular E-Gangster F-Girly G-Dyke H-Sweet I-Retarded j-Emotional K-Beautiful L-Sluttie M-Boyish N-Preppy O-Hot P- amazing Q-Punky R-Hot S-Sexy T- Very Sexy U-Ugly V-Wonderful W-Hott X-Bitchy Y-Under-appreciated Z-Over-appreciated Now the third letter in your middle name(if you dont have one use your last name): A-beauty queen B- coward C-Bitch D-Obsesser E- God (ess) F-Retard G-Queen/ King H-Slut I-Girl J-Goth K-Nerd L-sex god M-Sex machine N-Alcoholic O-Geek P-Babe Q-Crackwhore R-Pornstar S-Prince (ess) T-Whore U-Cry Baby V-Jackass W-Punk X-Scaredy-cat Y-skank Z-Chocoholic Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing: Red- Who's Good With My Hands purple- Who Looks At Porn 24/7 Orange- Who Likes It In The Butt Yellow- Who Wants To Have Sex With You Green- Who will do anything for Sex Pink- Who Will Do Anything For Crack blue- Who wants to

A Prayer That Was Meant To Be A Poem
I cry for help from up above to save my soul to be safe. I pray to you o Lord to help me through my tough times when I really need you to hear my voice calling for help it seems no one knows I need help not from councalors but from the one that means the most in my life. It seems no one cares but myself for myself. I think thoughts I shouldn't think they just come to me and I regret them. I cry to you please help me for I need it. I cry for help from up above so I can be saved from my weakness and the devil. I need your help o Lord please help I don't want to sink any further than I already have. I cry for help to love myself and family and you more than ever before!

Me
People Envy Your Compassion You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them. What Do People Envy About You?

Bengay Story
Some already heard this story but since my friend Mike had been tellling my story to his friends in South Cali I think it's only right that i tell the story to show how stupied I really am. let me set it up me and my exfiance broke up and i was sexually depreved big time. So i was in the mood and I thought what porn to watch and I wished I could something diff u know cause i want to at least get close to haveing sex. I had some Bengay i use for work so I thought in my head mmm Bengay was good on my kneee i wonder how it was like on the penis. So i applied it on it was fine on the main part then when it got to the sac it burned like a mother fucker, I was in so much pain i wanted to cry. so i ran to the bath room but heres where my real intellegence comes instead running into the shower like a smart person. I tried to put my balls over the sink while splashing water on it. I couldnt do anything for two weeks my sac look like fucking rasins. If u ever thought u were stupied jus

I Am Not Her. I Am Me. I Am Boo.
Just another myspace blog from today....MWA! Call this what you feel seems fit in ur mostly judgmental lil world. I need to protrude honesty forth from my fingertips to this god damn website where the people whos life has become centered around myspace communication can fester their thoughts into my personal feelings. Right now. At this moment. I am above beyond below and bottom out tired. OBSCENELY exhausted. Immensely overwhelmed and dip fried into stress. A year ago I took a trip. Removed myself from this sick twisted infested lil town of drama and insult. I went out in search of my own survival. I was sitting here in this same spot a year ago covered in my own sweat and tears trying to stand up against the demons. I was so far down I didnt think there was a way I could ever be set free. I was drowning. I broke away and found this person who was hidden so deep within myself that still today my own blood doesnt recognize the woman ive become. After the time I spent aw

Wrote This Last Night
hurting the ones you you sometimes end up hurting those who mean alot to you..without even knowing your doing it..but by the time you realize you are hurting them it is way to late to undo the wrong you have done and you lose that love that meant so very much to you..so never take for granted what you have in life because one day you could lose it all

Fall Is Here...9/22/06
......fall arrives at three after midnight tonight. This is a good but bad things i like fall to a point the world is beautiful. The colors are so awsome and clothes are easily found and there is always enough material to cover what I need covered. other than that I have changed my major. I am offically an English major. YIKES!! I also have a graduation date (sorta) I will be done spring 08 then its time to get a real job!! Well I think thats it for now just wanted to update all those who care! Enjoy life!

I miss waking up, havin' someone there, I try so hard, this isn't fair, What 2 do, where 2 go, I'm so lost, I just don't know, Mentally crushed, physically shaken, My life, for no reason, was instantly taken, I want it back, I'm not even jokin' I can't go on, my spirit is broken.

I Love Lostcherryl
Hello deaf people! I love here and deafchat here than tagdeaf's small shoutbox so bored. I like here and peace too then No plms also no fight or angue too. I like here thumb up. I saw all some deaf ppl talked fight in shoutbox at tagdeaf.They're immatured too.I have good my friends know me here and peace too. DO YOU LIKE HERE AND DEAFCHAT NO OR YES OR DO YOU LIKE SHOUTBOX IN TAGDEAF NO OR YES Tam

R.i.p. Common Sense
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain. Why the early bird gets the worm. Life isn't always fair. Maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they themse

Your Touch
YOUR TOUCH Your touch is always soothing when I've had a hard day When I'm sad and depressed Or when things dont go my way Your touch is always warm on a cold winters night When the world's dead and frozen Your touch gives the world new meaning and makes everything alright

I Met Someone Today...
I MET SOMEONE TODAY I met someone today... in a world filled with unhappiness and pain... I met someone today... who took away all the storm clouds and rain... I met someone today... Just when I thought I would have noone by my side... to help me up when I fall... and journey with me thru life's difficult ride... I met someone today... who showed me I was wrong... in thinking I would go thru life singing the loneliness song... I met someone today... and I want to tell them without a doubt... that my love is unconditional... and their love I cannot do without...

My Life
well, this is my first blog. I am not very good writting about myself, other poeple i am great in doing it..........lol. well anyways, i am a mother of five, Chelsey is my oldest she will be 11 on the 29th of this month, she loves playing vollyball. Matter of fact she is playing in 6 tournaments the weekend of her birthday. She is also running for her school Treasurer, so now with everything else she does I get to help her with this. She is involed with scouts, sofeball, soccor and vol. at our church. Austin he is my oldest son, he is 9. He is a handful already. I am in a world of trouble (maybe his nick name should be trouble) he has too many girls that call for him on the phone....well too too many for a mother. But i guess i should get use to it, its going to get worse before it gets better. He loves to wrestle, He wrestles for a team, they want to send him to state and then maybe to nationals. I have mixed feelings about it, first i really don't want him to go that far i

In Memoryof 9-11-01
By author; Nancy L. Byrnes-Milliken ARLINGTON ON THE GROUNDS OF ARLINGTON ONE STANDS IN SOLDIERS FORM LOOKING AT THE FORMATION OF THE CROSSES THAT WHERE BORN A DEADENING SILENCE NOW SPEAKS YET I SEEM TO HEAR A BUGLE PLAYING CLEAR THE GHOSTLY HYMN OF TAPS AS IT SINGS A GOODBYE SONG TO ALL THOSE SLEEPING NEAR AS THE BUGLE MOURNS IN HYMN FOR ALL OUR FALLEN MEN I LOOK AROUND AT CROSSES OF WHITE THAT NEVER SEEM TO END ALONE GUARDED BY OUR BROTHER NOT FAR FROM WHERE I STAND THE UNKNOWN SOLDIER SLEEPS HIS LIFE GIVEN FOR HIS LAND OUR FALLEN FRIEND IS KNOWN ONLY TO GOD HIS NAME NEVER TO BE KNOWN BUT NOW HE STANDS IN SOLDIERS FORM GUARDING OUR MAJESTIES THRONE THE BUGLE PLAYS ITS SHIVERING SOUND AND OUR FLAG STILL WAVES UN-TORN THE SUN MIRRORS AN OVERWHELMING SIGHT OF CROSSES THAT WHERE BORN ON THE GROUNDS OF ARLINGTON I STAND IN SOLDIERS FORM LOOKING AT THE FORMATIONS OF CROSSES THAT WHERE BORN SILENTLY I BOW MY HEAD AND THINK OF MY SISTERS AND B

True Friends
01. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you. 02. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 03. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 04. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 05. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 06. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 07. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 08. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 09. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

Heathers Encounter
A light breeze picked up a strand of her hair and blew it across her beautiful alabaster skin . Her blue green eyes caught the moonlight glistening rivaling the stars themselves. One lone tear slid down her cheek as she thought of the love that she had longed for. So long had she been searching that the vision had become blurred in her mind till now. "Kelim why after all this time have you come to me? I was happy in my haze. But now .........now you have come to me re-instilling hope and giving nothing but old pains anew. Why do you haunt me so" A dark figure slowly imurged from the forest as if born from the tree's themselves, flanked by two hounds, huge lumbering beasts born from the nightmares of children. The figure glided closer running his hands through the thick coarse hair of his companions.His hair and cloak flowed in an non existant wind, as a ghost trapped in his own reality. "Does it pain you so to look opon my face maiden? Would you prefer that I left you to yo

Storms
Do I dare approach passion with loaded gun? Hoping to hear your heart, to taste your tongue? Be fair I say, hearts mercies are tender, unfeigned. I believe in expanded emotions, sincerely fine grained; I open my mind that you might walk among My thoughts, knowing my heart that you are the one. Walk with me through this world..together we are sustained, Embellished as we dare to believe..allowing trust to regain. My willingness to embrace you, am I silenced, unfinished? Ambushed by a computer screen is it forever diminished? 3/8/04 Copyright ©2006

Colors Of Friendship
Once upon a time the colors of the world started to quarrel. All claimed that they were the best. The most important. The most useful. The favorite. Green said: "Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope. I was chosen for grass, trees and leaves. Without me, all animals would die. Look over the countryside and you will see that I am in the majority." Blue interrupted: "You only think about the earth, but consider the sky and the sea. It is the water that is the basis of life and drawn up by the clouds from the deep sea. The sky gives space and peace and serenity. Without my peace, you would all be nothing." Yellow chuckled: "You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety, and warmth into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow. Every time you look at a sunflower, the whole world starts to smile. Without me there would be no fun." Orange started next to blow her trumpet: "I am the col

Wishing You Near
I have come to relize that time is so dear When you are no longer here I cling to memories, Sweet bitter memories That bring you near If only I can touch you again without bringing back the pain Feeling your presence That you are not really very far away That would bring back the joy and magic Of being again together I know you are Just a whisper away

Boring Start To A Great Blog.
Hi LC Peeps! This is my first blog entry for here. If anything exciting happens I will let you know about it here. well lets see after getting up at 6:30 this morning I got my kids off to school. MY dad is kind enough to take them to school because I have no car. He lives across the road from me so its not too difficult for him to do so. I have been real sick lately Stomach wise. Its like my appetite is very small now and I get sick easily. Well I can't let that hold me back from having a life because who knows how long this will last it has already been this way for weeks now. I took an ativan around 7:30 this morning and finally fell back to sleep around 8:30 AM and i slept till 1 pm. At which i had to get up and get dressed because at 2 pm the bus comes and drops my son Tre off.. (He is special needs and yes he rides the short bus--no jokes please!) he is actually smarter than his brothers he just has some physical delays because he was a premie twin and his twin brother

My Little Bundle Of Joy
I stand here watching my little bundle of joy She sleeps so peaceful like a toy Dreaming of good things to come, Not knowing of the bad of some. So fragile, but so strong in many ways. Still needs her mom to show the way. Oh, Dear Little Bundle Of Joy: Sleep all through starry night, Till the morning dawn shines bright. Awake to see my smiling face For you and I will have our place. Our place to play and have our fun For soon the night will again come. Copyright ©1990 (DEDICATED TO MY PRECIOUS DAUGHTER)

How To Finish Life As A Orgasm
I think the life cycle is all backwards You should start out dead and get it out of the way. Then, you wake up in an old age home feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy; go collect your pension, then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day.You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement.You drink alcohol, you party, you're generally promiscuous and you get ready for High School.You go to primary school, you become a kid , you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions; central heating, room service on tap, larger quarters everyday, and then, you finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case

Hope?
i have an interview on monday for the little store near the freeway which is good. i hope i get the job, i need money badly. i want to start making my car payments, and save up for an apartment. i hate having to live with others and not being able to just be independant. ok so i dont want to live alone, but i want to live with one person that i love and be able to control my own life. i've talked to rochelle on the phone a few times, her voice is so familiar like i already knew her. i think perhaps i dreamt of it. i also watched a show that was a new episode yet i could have sworn i saw it a year ago. i always see shows and movies and swear id already seen it when i couldnt have. i dream of so many weird things and then they happen. rochelle just textd me so i think she's gonna call which would be good. i recorded some music today which i havent done in a long time. i wish i could see her and know what this is, i don't want to hurt her and find i still love ravyn, well ill alwa

I speak in riddles cuz my wordz always get in the way,I can never explain how I feel- Wish I could be dealt some new cards in life,theres a problem,upstairs wont want 2 re-deal- Cuz theres no one here, makin me empty, I have no one 2 hold- Its crazy cuz in the dead of summer,hot as hell, im freezing cold- I need someone 2 talk 2, that someone's always a wall, I breakdown, just wanna quit- i never ask 4 much, never ask 4 crap, what the hell, I cant take this shit- This game has really gotten 2 me, i get no fastballs, just sinkers and curves- Everything seems to come at me 100 mph, I always take that chance and swing as it swerves- Its just another strikeout,I always seem to lose,I can never seem 2 win- Just said the samething twice,2 play wit ur eyes, now do I have ur attention?- So i'll continue 2 live day by day, with ups and downs, tearz can fill any big ol' bucket- Dont want it,cant take it,might not make it, do u care,i dont, so fuck it

The Way We Were... Kids I Mean
On Sunday October 8th I will turn 38 years old. Ugh. But as this day approaches (To rapidly I may add)I can't help but think of how different life was from when I was growing up. And how I am overly protective of my children now because of that change. I grew up on Long Island. In the harbor town of Northport. Back then at 8 yrs of age I could leave my house at sunrise, walk down to the docks (by myself) and spend all day fishing until sunset. We could stay up until 9 or 10 on weekends so the kids on my street would play kick the can or flashlight tag or freeze tag. Games that my children may never know. Sure they know tag, but the PC movement is successfully making schools crack down on this game. And any game that may induce fun for our children. No one was worried about predators. Everyone new everyone and we could leave our doors unlocked. As I grow older I am more fearful now than I ever was. Not that something horrible will happen to me. But that society is changing s

More Hornyscopes!!! Lmbo..i'm A Scorpio!
MORE HORNYSCOPES!!! lmbo..I'm a Scorpio! SCORPIO October 24 - November 22 Ruling Planet: PLUTO, The Roman God of the dead, beginnings and endings. Which basically means that Scorpios add novel differences to any relationship. Scorpios are very possessive. They will tense up if you even LOOK at another hottie across the room.But they can be relied on to always be there for you if you need them. You may never really know what your Scorpio is thinking though, because to them, Knowledge is power and they are very good at putting on a straight face to cover up any emotion they are feeling.Scorpios love sex. The dirtier, the better. Get them excited by revealing your filthiest fantasy and offering to act it out. FAVE POSITION: Anything, as long as it involves dominating your ass. BEST SEX TOY: Ben Wah Balls for the girls, and a Riding Crop for the boys SCORPIO MALE IN BED His sexuality is so strong, it will make you dizzy!! If you are lucky enough to be with a Scorp

Poems....
> WOMAN'S POEM > > Before I lay me down to sleep, > > I pray for a man, who's not a creep, > > One who's handsome, smart and strong. > > One who loves to listen long, > > One who thinks before he speaks, > > One who'll call, not wait for weeks. > > I pray he's gainfully employed, > > When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. > > Pulls out my chair and opens my door, > > Massages my back and begs to do more. > > Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, > > Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" > > I pray that this man will love me to no end, > > And always be my very best friend. > MAN'S POEM > > I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs > > who owns a Bar on a golf course, and loves to send me > > fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

A Reflection...and A Meaning!
Ever sit and reflect on where you've been, what you've been through, and where you are now? I do it more often than I should probably but sometimes life forces you to take a look at the big picture, the little things...all of it! Things happen, people change, grow, we all evolve and strive to be something we think is better in life, some strive for money, fame, fortune and others...well they strive for the small things, the things that to them mean the most....Happiness, love, family! Regardless of what it is we have our minds set on...as long as we dream, want more out of life and never give up on the idea, the hope that no matter what we go through we will be ok. There's a saying"If god brings you to it, he'll bring you through it" If I've learned anything in life...it's that shyt happens! Pardon my french..but it does. Things happen that we have no control over, that we don't think could ever happen to us, or that we didn't want to happen. Sometimes these events change your live...s

My Heart....
My heart is ... Is an open book waiting for the right reader to come and turn the pages of my soul, for found within this book are the secrets of my love. Come sit and talk for a while ask me questions and listen carefully for you might understand that within the cover of this beaten, battered, and crushed book lies a strong story line full of love,compassion, heart break, cheating,lust, longing, and wanting. So come and sit by my fire and turn the pages of my soul, IF you think you can. Ok. I wrote this as an answer to a bulletin survey question...but a friend of mine thought it was good enough to post in a bulletin of its own....Belive me when I say this I am flattered. so I thought if it was good enough to put in a bulletin by itself then it must have its own blog page...lol its a shanna original so please feel free to comment on it. let me know what you think.. It is my joy to know that my writings are enjoyed.

To My Love
Your Where I Belong Video - Trisha Yearwood lyricsTrisha Yearwood Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCure.com ¢¾ A plead for a love to another, that i do love, today i acted in a unmanagable way to brian and i was stubborn, pigheaded,foolish and unforgiving to him, i acted in ways only i can frown apon. things were said and taken out on him on LC. to set the records straight what i said was out of anger for a situation that is now resolved. so now i write this to him and for everyone to see. brian i love you unconditionally i am so sorry for how i acted and only hope you can confind it in your self to forgive me. you mean the world to me and at this point i am unsure on how to prove that to you all i know is you asked how is it when you care for someone how can you act like this, my answer is i am unsure i was dumb and stupid. you asked if you loved some one you would not do this to them, and you are right. but i know i love you, everyday i come to your page just to feel a sen

Friends Forever
You have been there for me forever We have been there for each other through Thick and thin We have been each others shoulder more than We can count The days have passed we have not forgotten The days we have got to know each other As time gives us a chance to understand Each other Not feeling as if we belong together Feeling just as friends Sherrie S Lowary Copyright ©2006 Sherrie S Lowary

This Is From The Same Place For A Different Person
Well aren't you just the most enticing lady that I have ever seen in my life (smile)... there is a world that you should see, a fun one, but you have to be spontaneous in nature or it will not work.... and when I say that... it doesn't mean that you have to be spontaneous in your recent actions.... just in nature... in your heart.... and I truely hope that that is the way you are because you just look so sweet... so precious, so honest... that I truely want to meet you.... and trust me.... it is very rare that a photo can show the spirtitual glow of a person... but yours do... and your pictures glow a radiance of positivity that... draw me to really want to meet you.... EVEN IF WE JUST TURNED OUT TO BE FRIENDS... something in your photo presence really tells me that I will be at a loss if I didn't have you in my life in some way... who knows... maybe I'll even learn something?! ;)

*marilyn Manson - I Put A Spell On You*
I put a spell on you Because youre mine. I cant stand the things that you do. No, no, no, I aint lyin. no. I dont care if you dont want me cause Im yours, yours, yours anyhow. Yeah, Im yours, yours, yours. I love you. I love you. (repeat three times) Yeah! yeah! yeah! Yeah.... I put a spell on you. Lord! lord! lord! ....cause youre mine, yeah. I cant stand the things that you do When youre foolin around. I dont care if you dont want me. cause Im yours, yours, yours anyhow. Yeah, yours, yours, yours! I cant stand your foolin around. If I cant have you, No one will! I love you, you, you! I love you. I love you. I love you! I love you, you, you! I dont care if you dont want me. cause Im yours, yours, yours anyhow.

A Friend's Greeting
I'D LIKE TO BE THE SORT OF FRIEND THAT YOU HAVE BEEN TO ME; I'D LIKE TO BE THE HELP THAT YOU'VE BEEN ALWAYS GLAD TO BE; I'D LIKE TO MEAN AS MUCH TO YOU EACH MINUTE OF THE DAY AS YOU HAVE MEANT, OLD FRIEND OF MINE TO ME ALONG THE WAY. I'D LIKE TO DO THE BIG THINGS AND THE SPLENDID THINGS FOR YOU, TO BRUSH THE GRAY FROM OUT YOUR SKIES AND LEAVE THEM ONLY BLUE; I'D LIKE TO SAY THE KINDLY THINGS THAT I SO OFTEN HAVE HEARD, AND FEEL THAT I COULD ROUSE YOUR SOUL THE WAY THAT MINE YOU'VE STIRRED. I'D LIKE TO GIVE YOU BACK THE JOY THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME, YET THAT WERE WISHING YOU A NEED I HOPE WILL NEVER BE; I'D LIKE TO MAKE YOU FEEL AS RICH AS I, WHO TRAVEL ON UNDAUNTED IN THE DARKEST HOURS WITH YOU TO LEAN UPON. I'M WISHING AT THIS TIME THAT I COULD BUT REPAY A PORTION OF THE GALDNESS THAT YOU'VE STREWN ALONG MY WAY; AND COULD I HAVE ONE WISH THIS YEAR, THIS ONLY WOULD BE: I'D LIKE TO BE THE SORT OF FRIEND THAT YOU HAVE BEEN TO ME.

Down The Rabbit Hole...
So which one is it? The blue pill or the red pill? Life goes on around me but my watch has stopped long ago, as the scenary freezes in time. I'm not lost but I don't know where I am. I follow one trail, only to find those who will not give me the answers to my questions. I trust in one to find another, and alas, there too I failed. Why do those we follow only lead us where we started? The real path lies within. Even the questions we ask have already been answered, just can't decipher the meaning. Puzzles and riddles play games in my mind where no one wins; the ever changing pieces move accross the chess board and out of sight. Crazy? Ha. That would seem a lighter side of darkness. Black and hollow is the path to follow, it's how well we come out at the end that matters.

~ Seductive Touch ~
As I walk towards you I hear the pounding that beats in your heart Anticipating the sensual moistness of my lips softly on your skin Grabbing you tightly in my arms as I cradle the small of your back Pulling your delicate body to my soft lips as I gently kiss your neck Your body arches as the touch of my mouth explores you everywhere Surrendering helpless as the intense passion moves your inter soul My hands move all throughout you with passion driven force of love Biting your top lip as your moans scream loudly of what’s happening Feeling your body lose all strength as you release your every control Fingernails driving into my skin as my tender tongue penetrates inside Rendering your soft amazing body in a extreme state of intense desire Tugging me closer as you ache for more of what my love is given you Thrusting further in a pool of your soul interlocking our hearts together Reaching deep inside as drenched bodies grind to a rhythm of ecstasy Your body wr

Update
Ok so I haven't found a mon-fri job yet but working on it... The weekend bouncer thing though is going ok... I found out that the guy I through out last week came back on Tues when they opened up... He went in the wit a baseball bat he ran in broke some shit but in the end got hauled off to jail but only for acouple days... We'll see if he's stupid enoughto try that wit me... Cuz I'll beat him wit his own bat...lmao... And I found out the owner was actually gunna tell me to not come back untill that whole shit happened... Oh well it aint that great of a job anyway... I go back in tonight... So we shall see what happens... Maybe another fight so I make some extra money.... :) ... That'd be pretty sweet... But ok I'm tired.. I'm a go to sleep now.. Night all.

Do You Want To Play?
John got home from work to find Jenny his girlfriend on the Internet. John walks up behind her and kisses her neck as he cups her breast through her singlet top. Jenny lets out a moan and returns his kiss deeply. John starts to pinch and play with Jenny's nipple through her top then asks her what she is doing. Jenny shows him the screen and he sees she is in the same IRC channel that they meet in and smiles. John remembers back 6 months ago when they first meet online. Two weeks after that first IRC meet they met in person and hit it off right away. One month later Jenny moved in with John. John nibbles on Jenny's ear and keeps tweaking her nipple as she lets out a loud moan. John asks what she is doing and her reply makes him laugh Jenny says she is mucking about cybering some horny guy online. John tells her why don’t you ask him what he would do if he were here and Ill do that for you. They quickly undress. Jenny sits back down and tells the guy she is naked and he can do anything

Vasaline & Family (stick With It)
Joe wanted to buy a motorbike. He doesn't have much luck until, one day, he comes across a Harley with a 'for sale' sign on it. The bike seemseven better than a new one, although it is 10 years old. It is shiny and in absolute mint condition. He immediately buys it, and asks the seller how he kept it in such great condition for 10 years. "Well, it's quite simple, really," says the seller, "Whenever the bike is outside and it's going to rain, rub Vaseline on the chrome. It protects it from the rain." And he hands Joe a jar of Vaseline. That night, his girlfriend, Sandra, inviteshim over to meet her parents. Naturally, they take the bike there. Just before they enter the house, Sandra stops him and says, "I have to tell you something about my family before we go in. When we eat dinner, we don't talk. In fact, the first person who says anything during dinner has to do the dishes." "No problem," he says. And in they go. Joe is shocked. Right smack in the middle of the living room

Dear Consumers:
Dear Consumers: It has come to our attention that a few copies of the WINDOWS 2006 Southern EDITION may have accidentally been shipped outside of the south. If you have one of these, you may need help understanding the commands. The Southern EDITION may be recognized by the unique opening screen. It reads: WINDERS 2006, with a background picture of Waylon and Willie superimposed on a bottle of Jack Daniels Please also note: The Recycle Bin is labeled "Outhouse" My Computer is called "This Dern Contraption" Dial Up Networking is called "Good Ol' Boys" Control Panel is known as "The Dashboard" Hard Drive is referred to as "4-Wheel Drive" Floppies are "Them little ol' plastic thangs" Instead of an error message, "Duct Tape" pops up. CHANGES IN TERMINOLOGY IN Southern EDITION: Cancel............stopdat Reset..............try'er agin Yes..............yep No...............nope Find..............hun

3 Little Ducks
Three little ducks go into a Bar.............................. "Say, what's your name?" the bartender asked the first duck. "Huey," was the reply. "How's your day been, Huey?" "Great. Lovely day. Had a ball. Been in and out of puddles all day. What else could a duck want?" said Huey. "Oh. That's nice," said the bartender. He turned to the second duck, "Hi,and what's your name?" "Dewey," came the answer from duck number two. "So how's your day been, Dewey! ?" he asked. "Great. Lovely day. I've had a ball too. Been in and out of puddles all day myself. What else could a duck want?" The bartender turned to the third duck and said, "So, you must be Louie?" "No," she said, batting her eyelashes. "My name is Puddles."

How To Make A Lady/man Happy
It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. capable 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. passionate 44. compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping 47. be honest 48. be very rich 49. not stress her out 50. not look at other girls AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO: 51. give her lots of attention, but e

Where To Turn
I sit here torn, not knowing where to turn. I feel my heart being pulled into another direction, I have given it too someone already. But I feel that someone else wants to be apart. I will not deny that the way I feel. I only hope that he is for real. Yet I would give up my world for just one touch, I have yet to see the man I lust!!! Tell me why I feel this way, not knowing where to turn. All I want is to be loved, is that to much to ask??? In the end all I want is a happy heart

Rituals
An try by Mistrewss Marlene (Note: While to each D/s couple they will have their own way of doing things, i found Her views on this matter interesting and deserving enough to post.) Rituals are a fundamental necessity in the 24/7 lifestyle that is My passion. They reinforce control and obedience. They accentuate respect and caring. Rituals give consistency throughout the day. A re-affirmation to both partners, that a Total Power Exchange is in effect. They confirm that both the Dominant and the submissive/slave are totally dedicated to each other. In My eyes these daily repetitions of devotion add an intensity to My desire to be continually Dominant. Performed with humility and love they reinforce the need My partner has to submit. Rituals also fill the space of a day that may not include a moment of play or sceneing without leaving a void for either party. Each Dominant will find what works for Her and She will discover that if She has more than one submissive/slave at Her f

This Is Facts !
Men: 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff about the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer the term "feminine", 7% say they are "good looking", and 7% say the

Welcome
This blog is designated for friend's and family member's to gain better contact, hence the not very trust worthy shout box and slow manuevering of LC when leaving comments. Feel free to leave your message(s) here, and I will return any that are left. Have a wonderful weekend everyone!!!!! Much Love, Carole

Scaring My Face (66 Sleepless Hours And Counting)
I've bben awake for almost three day's now 66hours give or take a half not my record by any account but i've been thinking a lot as i lay in my bed shaking and sweating and wondering WTF has gone hay wire in my head this time. I keep having people blowing up my head, telling me i'm: cute sweet sexy hot the list goes on and on and not just here in the best damn night culb i've found, (yeah fuck off it is better than the real thing for a guy who never knows where he's gonna be laying his head at the end of the day, i travel for work and i can take it with me, that's why it's the best,) and the people are always the same, not always in but hey the waitress will always leave a note on their table for 'em if their not in, but in the real world too, What am i bitching about? i don't see it, but then again when i look in the mirror i don't see the same face as the people on the street or the face in the pictures the wonderful folks at the club see, i see an asshole a worthless fuck wh

A Hug Certificate For You!
A Hug Certificate for You! This poem is very sweet. It will be interesting to see who sends it back. Forward this on and back. Thanks! If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you and share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own; A place to find serenity, A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A f riend who's always there. This is a Hug Certificate!! Send One to All Your Friends Who You Think Deserve A Hug (Which, Hopefully Includes the Person Who Sent It to You). You might send it to your enemies as well! It'll really tic 'em off! If you receive this back 2 times .. You're off to a goo d star t, unless you s

Being Sick
Well I have a lot on my mind today. Im getting sick again and to make it worse my daughter is sick which isnt good for her. She is going in for open heart surgery on the 12th of October and getting sick right now isnt good for her. Hopefully all the meds they have her on right now will make her healthy enough for the surgery. Dealing with all this right now is making me go crazy. Well thats all for now!

Angela Is The Best
My Friend Angela is the best friend anyone could ask for she goes out of her way to help me out when I need to and she always treats me kindly...what more can someone ask for in a friend.? Oh yeah and she is sexxy hot TOO!!! so visit her here on the LC and you will see just what I mean... Angela on the LC Angela Rocks!!!!

Meaning
who are we really: well i am not sure who you all are reading this but I'm a male of 42 thinking of who i am an i feel i am this nice guy (dont know why) with 7 kids two ex wifes an a life of service to make money to feed an clothe all my kids. I have done this for years an know they are grown an going out on they're own, i look at my house an well i see all that i have done an am soom what pleased with the house i have built, I see what God has given me an i wonder, with all the work i have done i wonder who i am. Well i have come up with a list, I'm a carpenter a maid, a bus driver a, a animal rescure, a fixer of bad relationship(boncer) an artest, a chef an a man with a heart so for them i am this an alot more i feel i have done the best i can for them an i smile in a fatherly smile an am happy, an God has truely blessed me so when you go to bed after reading this think of who you are an deside are you happy with who you are?

A Special World
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong

Love Poem
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

The Wall
Don’t let them get in your heart, your mind, your soul For when they do they take control They burrow trenches throughout your heart Claiming they loved you from the start But bit by bit, day by day They’re stealing pieces of your life away Now to weak to stand on your own You wake one day to find you’re alone They have taken your spirit, strength and self confidence And left you there with shattered dreams of happiness Where do you go, to whom do you turn? For it was them that left you to crash and burn So let this be a warning to all, NEVER let them break down your wall

Life Without You
There is no life without you. Without you there is emptiness, sadness, and pain. How can I live a day without you? I cant because if you are not there by my side, I cry, all turns to gray and darkness fills the sky with tears. My life without you is nothing, my life without you is empty. My love for you is eternal, and it will always be there for you as so will I. You gave me the key to your heart, I locked it in mine and I promised to never let it go. My soul is powered by your love, the only thing in this world that keeps it alive, is you. Day by day it is you, that makes me smile, that makes me laugh, and inside makes me cry because you, and your love, is so special to me, you spark my life with joy. Every night I cry not yet a tear of sadness, but a tear of happiness. Ever since I met you, I never knew that love can feel so good, I never knew my heart could beat so fast, so strong. You have filled my life with happiness but most of all you have filled my heart with love. Bef

Comedy
Ok if your into dirty jokes, and such i got some people you probly heard of but i still love them anyways so pic a CD up or look for them on t.v. and watch. Dane Cook (my favorite), Rodney Carrington(Country singer that likes to be a prev), Bob and Tom. (they're an Off brand but i hope you like and find the time to check them out.)

Sex Quiz..
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?27-29 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?5-10 6. What is your pubic hair style?Landing strip, a little hair still there 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Thong 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?About once a week 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Yes, I sure have 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Never done either 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a threesome 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Yes, been watche

Things In The Miltary.
I want to start off by saying thank you to all on here who support us for doing a thankless job day in day out. I mean yes I get to see the world and do things some people can't, but it comes with a cost of long hours, some times working a full 24 hours before u see a bed or drink a beer or 2. But in the end it is all worth it when some one tells u thank for what you do. It makes me kinda of stop and think wow. I do enjoy what I do. But at times the bs you have to put up with is not worth it at all. I mean the kids who are joining the miliary now are a bit disrespectfull to the senior people. So for all of you younger kids who read this and are thninking of joining the military. Please show some respect towards the ones above you. Remember they have been in your shoes at one time. So one day I might grow up and decide I want to do something other than the military, but who knows. I can tell you this, what I have learned in the military has given me whole different view on how d

Poem
*SUMMER AIR* (END OF SUMMER BLUES) Sitting alone. The only sound that penetrates my eardrum is the soft hum of the fridgedaire. It reminds me of the summer air. Sipping lemonade, layig back in the shade. Watching this guy go by thinking he's all that and then some. Wondering how long would it take for him to make me cum. I begin to fantasize, about him between my thighs, feeling and touching me. Making sweet love to me. Looking me in my eyes, the way he kisses makes my bloodpressure rise. Suddenly I feel the pressure. There's no need for an usher. He's found his way. Deep inside I wish he'd stay. A push A thrust. DO this again I think we must. We moan we groan. Ring ring goes the phone. Don't answer. We're almost there. He begins to run his fingers through-My-Hair. In and out round and round don't stop now we've reached our point. I must say you are the joint. Come back tomorrow we can do it again. No need to ask, just

Sexy Panties!!!!!!!
What Your Underwear Says About You When you're bad, you're very bad. And when you're good, you're still trouble! You're a closet exhibitionist who gets a thrill from being secretly naughty. The Underwear Oracle

Anybody A Gemini?
Your True Love Is a Gemini Why you'll love a Gemini: Witty and sharp, a Gemini can keep up with your fast (and ever changing) mind. You're both fun loving and free spirits. You and a Gemini can enjoy each other without expectations. Why a Gemini will love you: Not only can you keep up with a Gemini's sharp tongue, you can introduce a challenge or two... You're appetite for fun and novelty will keep a Gemini interested - at least for a bit longer than usual! What Sign Is Your True Love?

My True Love Is ....
Your True Love Is a Libra Why you'll love a Libra: Social and charming, a Libra is sure to turn your head in a group setting. Libra has the style and grace to intrigue you... and the passionate soul to reel you in. Why a Libra will love you: You're laid back and patient. Libra doesn't feel rushed to make a decision with you. An appreciator of beauty, you can show Libra all sorts of inspiration - from art to nature. What Sign Is Your True Love?

History Of My House.
This is my house, in Asfordby. It has been owened by 5 people. There was this famouse captin, that went to war. The first world war, Daglish was his name. anyway his grand farther had this house built along with stables, all a long the street. that was nearlly 345 years ago. then when his grandad died, he left this house to his son, Captin dagleish the 1st. Captin dagleish used this house untill, he had a house built on a field, now called dagleish way. they named the street after him because, his house was the first one there. at the time he built his house he gave this house to the squier of Asfordby. His name was Fredrick Alistair Bell, he resided her with his wife & one son. Allso called Fredrick Alistair Bell, Alistair's dad died, his mum moved to where Alistair (his son) resided, next door to this house. And I moved in 1981-2.

Internet Lessons
The first thing Bill saw as he walked in the kitchen door was a spike-heeled shoe in the middle of the stairs to the living room. Dropping his briefcase and keys on the counter, he walked farther into the room and spied the other shoe at the top of the stairs. Wondering why his neat-freak girlfriend had left behind what - for her - could be considered a mess, he ignored his rumbling stomach and started up the stairs. In the living room, he found a red silk blouse hanging off the back of his Laz-E-Boy, and then a pair of sheer black pantyhose trailing down the stairs that led up to the bedroom. Intrigued, he followed the "trail", discovering a black skirt on the landing and a lacy bra hanging off the bedroom doorknob. From the bedroom came the faint scent of patchouli. The shades were drawn, the bed was piled with pillows, and there were several candles lit and scattered about the room. The bathroom door was shut. A bottle of wine and glasses sat on the nightstand. Puzzle

Should I Quit My Job?
Your Job Dissatisfaction Level is 64% Your job is a total bummer, and probably the worst job you've ever had. Your co-workers stink. Your boss is a jerk. And your company is probably in trouble. Think about finding a new job quickly, even if it's just a not-so-great transition job. You've got to get out of there as quickly as you can! Should You Quit Your Job?

For My Pammy Girlie ;)
At night in her deepest secret place She dreams that she's in chains Each time the leather bites her flesh She whispers out His name Of all that she would give to Him Her favorite is her pain At night in her deepest secret place Her dreams are what keep her sane Her days are filled with sameness Endless boredom takes it's toll No escape from all life's tameness But the dreams that make her whole At night in her deepest darkest place She dreams of delicious harm Of ropes, stone walls, of servitude Of pleasing Him with her charms He says come to Me, My wonderful slave In that voice that both soothes and alarms Then at night in her deepest darkest place She melts into His arms

Chitlins
If you've been considering asking me to allow you to have my babies - and let's face it, who hasn't considered it? - then you need to know this: There is no shame in admitting that you need therapy. I'm still waiting for my donuts.

Vote And Comment :-)
for those of you that already rated THANX!!! but comments are counted too...so if you wouldnt mind leaving one for me and for those that dont kknow im in an eye contest so if ya think my eyes are purdiful rate em and comment just click the pic below :-)

Something To Believe In
~Religion should not be about the creed we profess, it should about the life that we lead. ~Minds are like Parachutes...they only work when opened. ~The Mighty Oak tree was once a nut, who stood it's ground. ~Failure is not defeat...until you stop trying. ~Community is defined as: A group of people having common interests: the scientific community; the international business community. A group viewed as forming a distinct segment of society: the gay community; the community of color. Similarity or identity: a community of interests. **Sharing, participation, fellowship and friendship**

Tarot Card
You scored as The Empress and The Emperor. The Empress stand for a strong woman or strong female influnce such as mother, sister, girfriend/wife. The Emperor stands for a strong man or strong male influnce in life such as a father, husband/boyfriend, brother ect. Both are very strong willed and are influencal to someone. They take on many responsiblities sometimes to much, love toi lead the pack. Both a reliable and are ready for action at any momentThe Empress and The Emperor75%The Lovers70%The World65%Justice60%The Magician50%The Hanged Man45%The Fool45%The Hierophant45%The High Priestess45%Judgement45%

Brandied Fruit Cocktail Starter
Brandied Fruit Cocktail Starter 1 (15 1/4-ounce) can pineapple chunks, drained 1 (16-ounce) can sliced peaches, drained 1 (17-ounce) can apricot halves, drained 1 (10-ounce jar maraschino cherries, drained 1 1/4 cups sugar 1 1/4 cups brandy Combine all ingredients in a clean non-metallic bowl; stir gently. Cover and let stand at room temperature 3 weeks, stirring fruit twice a week. Serve fruit over ice cream or pound cake reserving at least 1 cup of starter at all times. To replenish starter add one cup of sugar and 1 of the first four ingredients every one to three weeks, alternate fruit each time; stir gently. Cover and let stand at room temperature 3 days before using. Apricot or peach brandy may be substituted for plain brandy if desired. Makes 6 cups.

Romantic Love
A beautiful face With such a wonderful smile You make life worthwhile Your love is complete No one elses can compete Your love is divine Our love is a rose Perfect in design and form Just ignore the thorns You know I love you It will last until I die And even after.

When Will I See You Again?
The days are long and hard they drag on and on I long to see your smiling face to hear you laugh to see you stomp up the stairs to hear that door slam to hear the funny jokes you tell I miss you my son......... I dont understand why are you a pawn in a game? or just loved that much am I selfish to want you home? or would I just be giving up? I do all I can though sometimes not enough I miss you my son........... I am prepared for the worst but hope for the best its been a very long month not knowing not understanding but praying everyday longing to say welcome home my son..............

Wild Mushroom Strudel
Appetizer Wild Mushroom Strudel This recipe was featured on "You're the Chef" episode #411. Buy this episode from WVIA. Yield: four portions Ingredients: 1/4 c. clarified butter 1 Tbsp. shallots, chopped 1/2 c. fresh morel mushrooms, stemmed, sliced 2 c. fresh crimini mushrooms, stemmed, sliced 1 c. fresh blue foot chanterelles, stemmed, sliced 1 c. fresh oyster mushrooms, stemmed, sliced 1/2 c. cream sherry 1 tsp. fresh thyme, stripped 1/4 c. fresh parsley, chopped fine 1/2 c. breadcrumbs to taste salt to taste ground black pepper 1 each sheet puff pastry, thawed 1 each large egg, beaten well for egg wash as needed fresh thyme, stripped as needed coarse ground black pepper Procedure: In the butter in a large sauté pan, sweat the shallots with all the mushrooms until the mushrooms weep and there is some moisture in the pan. Add the sherry and herbs and simmer for 5 minutes. Add just enough breadcrumbs to absorb any extra liquid that collects

Remember
I want you to always remember That I cared That I understood More than you'll ever know Your words pound on my back like a whip and chains Your excuses are etched into my head And your love... Your love is non-existant But just always remember That I'll be there...

Five Rules To A Happy Life - For Men
Five rules to a happy life - for men >> >>1. It's important to have a woman who helps at home, who cooks from time to time, cleans up and has a job. >>2. It's important to have a woman who can make you laugh. >>3. It's important to have a woman who you can trust. >>4. It's important to have a woman who is good in bed and who likes to be with you. >> >> >>5. It's important ( very, very important ) that these four women don't know each other. >>

Crab Cakes
Alaska Dungeness Crab Cakes Recipe By : CDKitchen http://www.cdkitchen.com Serving Size : 4 Preparation Time :0:00 Categories : Amount Measure Ingredient -- Preparation Method -------- ------------ -------------------------------- 2 c Alaska dungeness crab meat 1 c soft bread crumbs 1/4 c minced green onion 1/4 c celery 3 tb mayonnaise 1 egg, beaten 1 ds bottled hot pepper sauce 1 ds salt 1 ds pepper flour 3 tb vegetable oil Combine all ingredients except flour and oil; mix well. Chill at least two hours. Shape into 4 cakes, about 3/4 inch thick. Dust with flour. Saute crab cakes in hot oil on both sides about 10 minutes or until golden brown. Serving Suggestions: For hot crab sandwiches, serve on toasted English muff

I'm With Tazzy On This One
You Are Coke A true original and classic, you represent the best of everything you can offer. Just the right amount of sweet, just the right amount of energy... you're the life of the party. Your best soda match: Mountain Dew Stay away from:Dr Pepper What Kind of Soda Are You?

Beer Bread .................this Rocks! Add Cooked Sausage And Its Even Better
Beer Bread Here's the easiest loaf of bread you'll ever make. The beer gives it a deep yeast flavor. If you like, add your favorite herbs or seeds such as sesame, millet, etc., or even a bit of shredded cheese. 3 cups self-rising flour* 3 tablespoons sugar 1 (12-ounce) can of beer 1. Preheat oven to 375*F (190*C). Lightly grease or spray a 9 x 5 x 3-inch loaf pan with nonstick cooking spray. 2. Combine all ingredients, mixing well. 3. Pour into prepared loaf pan and bake for 1 hour. Makes 1 loaf. *Or you may substitute with 3 cups all purpose flour, 3 teaspoons baking powder and 1 1/2 teaspoons salt.

German Pancakes
German Puff Pancake presented by Blue Gull Inn Bed & Breakfast 5 eggs 1 1/4 cup flour 1 1/4 cup whole milk 1/2 tsp. salt 3 Tblsp. melted butter Heat oven to 475 ° Melt butter into 9 inch baking dish. Mix all other ingredients in blender or by hand with wire whisk, until smooth. Pour batter into baking dish, and bake for 12-15 minutes. Serve with sautéed fruit, lemon slices, powdered sugar, or syrup. 1 pancake serves 4-6

A Good Time Was Had By All
So as most of you know, I was released from prison (ha ha ha...just kidding) lonf enough to attend a local bar of mine called Cheers-N-Beers to perform a few songs on stage. I have been doing the besrest thing but I needed to get out and be someplace casual and fun. I love to sing and to be honest and not too conceited, I am usually damn good at it too. I command attention on the stage and more often than not, I can get a crowd of people into the music I am singing. Last night was really no different, minus starting off a little shakey. This tends to happen when one is out of their element for 9 long months. The last time I was personally in that bar was the night of our wedding reception for an after party with my husband, baby cousin and a few other friends back in December. It was amazing to get back on that stage and look out among all the people and see them bobbing their heads to my music and some singing right along with me. It is where I feel most comfortable which

Chocolate Loving
Chocolate Loving Bill sat at the security desk and passed the evening watching the customer service representatives leave for the day. Of the 200 women that worked there, few had escaped his sex fantasies. At 7:30 everyone was gone. He read the newspaper until 8:15 when the phone rang. "Security, Bill speaking." "It's Mae, Sugar," she said with a faint southern accent. "Everyone else is gone. Why don't you be sure to lock the front door, then come on back here to escort me to my car." "Where are you?" he asked. Her big sexy voice was really what got him hot. Mae was a big black woman with a big ass, big tits, a big smile and a big laugh. She was always throwing little sexual innuendoes in as she made small talk, but nothing had ever come of it. Bill got hard just hearing her voice on the phone. He fantasized about her thick juicy lips on his, her warm, electric hands caressing his body. He knew that he was oozing pre-cum already. "I'm in the executive conference room all the

Back Online!!!
Dear Cherry Readers, Today is the frist day back online.. Since Wednesday, when the internet when down.. I am here today to tell you all.. I AM BACK.......... I have missed everyone and this site... Much Love... Thanks for taking the time out to read this.. I am glad to be back.. Be Safe.. Jeannie

How Sexual Are You
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky90%A Sicko60%A WUSS !!50%Average40%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

More Short Ones Unfinished (oh Well I Guess Finished Seeing Im Not Doing More On Em )
The Toy.. These are the ramblings of a broken toy, A fallen idol of a parent's plaything The freak rebirthed in adult pain, The judgmental afterbirth of self scorn... Sorry sir. Hopeful as a man in hell, Just dont ask an i wont tell, My face so silent with a frown, Sorry sir, I've let you down. All i know. I dont know love because everything i felt was fake. Just a mock of lies to make me believe, Make me the fool, Embarrasments i have gone threw just of this, A bunch of lies, Fake smiles, an meaningless actions!!!! Love forbidden. So dizzy, hazzy can some one sae me kiss me make me cry touch my face an i die, hold me, i feel safe its only u i crave I say "i love you" as i rage let me out of this cage, hidding in the darkI let you in my heart my love for you is like fire i know i'm what you desiar... Depression... cry out an no one hears fall down an none cares, to be abused an with out reason, feeling ashamed throught every season. Th

Love ?
why was love ever created? from my experiances it always ends in pain. it never lasts. it always fades. if not one lover its the other. if its not that it ends its that one or the other is too scaired. there for they run. i know of 1 couple that has ever stucked through it til the end. one set of my grandparents. everyone else thows it away. when you thing you find the right one the one that makes you start thinkin it back fires one you and makes you second guess everything. but then again from pain comes wisdom right? in that case i must be one wise mother fucker. not too many people can go through all the pain i have bein though and still keep goin. dont get me wrong there has bein many times i have just wanted to give up and end it all. its always the ones you love that dont love you and the ones you dont love that love you. is there really a such thing as true love or is it all just mixed up fealings and nothin more? a mix between hormones and emotions? do i just need to quit looki

Crockpot Canadian Bacon Soup
Crockpot Canadian Bacon Soup 1 16-oz pkg dried lentils, sorted and rinsed 2 (14 1/2 ozs. each) cans ready-to-serve vegetable broth 1 6-oz pkg sliced Canadian-style bacon, coarsely chopped 2 medium carrots, cut into 1/2-inch pieces 1 medium potato, peeled and cut into 1/2-inch pieces 1 medium onion, chopped 1 medium stalk celery, cut into 1/2-inch pieces 4 cups water 1 tsp dried thyme leaves 1/2 tsp salt 1/4 tsp pepper Mix all ingredients in 3 1/2- to 6-quart slow cooker. Cover and cook on Low heat setting for 8-9 hours or High for 3-5 hours or until lentils are tender. Stir well before serving. Serves 8.

I'm Experiienced
Your Dating Purity Score: 30% You are an experienced dater. You've dated around enough to know what you want in a relationship. And you've got the dating skills to get exactly what you want! Dating Purity Test

How Do I Like It?
You scored as Hot/hard. You love hard sex. You like it hot and fast. You love to scream and to listen to your partner scream. You'll go at it as fast as you can. Just make sure you don't go too hard for your partner, just because you can take it doesn't mean they can. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Hot/hard100%Exciting/Exotic85%Passionate/wet80%Shy/Sweet45%Soft/slow20%Awkward/New0%How are you about sex? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Awesome!
You scored as Slash. You are SLASH! What more is there to say.......Keep on Rockin!Slash75%Billie Joe Armstrong65%James Hetfield55%Kurt Cobain55%Tommy Lee55%Ozzy Osbourne!50%Jimi Hendrix45%What Bad Ass Rock Legend Are you? *with pictures*created with QuizFarm.com

Coffee, Tea Or Me?
You Are a Super Flirt You love to flirt, so much so that it gets you in trouble. In almost any situation, you find yourself flirting - even when it's inappropriate. You tend to embrace all flirting styles too.. from coy to sexy to playful to serious. And if someone flirts back, you'll crank it up even more! What Kind of Flirt Are You?

Please Read!
OK, if you're on my list, you should have read my profile. If you didnt read it, thats your problem. Don't come bitching to me about "thats false advertising" having a private folder and not having nudes in them. If you read my damn profile, you would know that me having nudes in my pics is very very very unlikely. And if you're sending me friend requests just because you think I have nudes, then you're a damn loser. Oh, and by the way, just because you show what you got does not mean "it's only fair to see what I got." Thats bullshit. I don't knock people for having nude pics up, to each their own, but don't think because you have nudes up that I can see that I owe you a damn thing. I DON'T! If you dont like it, please, delete yourself off of my friends list, or quit bitching. Thanks a bunch!

"du Hast"
you figute it out. Does he say Du Hast or Du Hasst. The way it comes off the album he says "you hate me" Du hast (You have) Lyrics ©1997 Rammstein. Du du hast du hast mich du hast mich gefragt du hast mich gefragt, und ich hab nichts gesagt Willst du bis der Tod euch scheidet treu ihr sein für alle Tage Nein Willst du bis zum Tod, der scheide sie lieben auch in schlechten Tagen Nein Unofficial Translation ©2003 Jeremy Williams. You you hate you hate me you hate asked me you hate asked me and I have said nothing Do you want, until death seperates you, to be faithful to her for all days No Do you want, until death, which would seperate, ** to love her, even in bad days Never * When Till is just saying "Du hast," it sounds as if he could either be saying "Du hast" (you have) or "Du hasst" (you hate). This is to give the song a double meaning, even though the official lyrics say "Du hast." ** There is another sort of double mean

This Is A Test Of The Emergency Broadcast System
this is a test of the emergency broadcast system remember this is only a test..............bbbeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppppppppppppppppp this was just a test if it had been a real emergency the tone you just heard would have been followed by some dude telling you theres an emergency and what it is

Another Joke
A man and his wife go to their honeymoon hotel for their 25th anniversary. As the couple reflected on that magical evening 25 years ago, the wife asked the husband, "When you first saw my naked body in front of you, what was going through your mind?" The husband replied, "All I wanted to do was to fuck your brains out, and suck your tits dry." Then, as the wife undressed, she asked, "What are you thinking now?" He replied, "It looks as if I did a pretty good job."

Completed
Without you I am nothing, But a lonely empty shell Your love completes me And releases me from this hell I felt my life before you Becoming a cold and bitter place Now my every waking moment Is filled with your sweet smiling face How I ever existed without you I have yet to figure out Only you have made me feel whole Of that I have no doubt Even in my darkest moments When I can't weather the storm You are there to bring me through And make my heart once again feel warm

(illicit) Shower Thoughts
(Illicit) Shower Thoughts by Sappholovers © (ILLICIT) SHOWER THOUGHTS I'm in my shower by myself alone with you playing with myself soaking in wet streams imagining you as I lather myself caressing clean my cock dirtying my mind My wife by herself alone in our bedroom watches the morning news dresses for the day goes downstairs for breakfast drinks her coffee reads her newspaper imagines....whatever... I imagine you getting wet for me spreading open for me honeying your pussy for me circling your clit for me wanting me playing in this bathtub with me candles and champagne kissing me sucking me toying with me my cock a moby dick surfacing from the deep you a Queequeg harpooning me with your eyes taking me....squeezing my sperm Then your pussy rising for me sleek and shiny like apple skin me tasting your fruit, your sweetness you offering me every orifice you wanting everything filled tongue, finger, cock in them all I give you....an

Another Funny One
The queen of England was visiting one of Canada's top hospitals, and during her tour of the floors she passed a room where a male patient was masturbating. "Oh my god!", said the Queen, "That's disgraceful, what is the meaning of this???" The doctor leading the tour explains, "I'm sorry your ladyship, this man has a very serious condition where the testicles rapidly fill with semen. If he doesn't do that five times a day, they would explode and he would most likely die instantly." "Oh, I am sorry" said the Queen. On the next floor they passed a room where a young nurse was giving a patient a blow job. "Oh my God", said the Queen, "What's happening in there?" The Doctor replied, "Same problem, better health plan."

Destination - Poem
I carry the elemental along in my suitcase a brief and candid moment where I see my face in the terminal window eyes of hazel, smokey in the morning light I shiver and cross the moving walk. I feel the handrails as they slip beneath my hand. Reaching for the other side, bringing my bag behind. My feet remember the way walking I need not guide their path each step closer to the entrance, I leave the past behind. Stumbling, I catch myself And take a backward glance. Nothing to prepare me for the breaking storm that flies outside the door. Shivering, I run my hand upon the silver rails I feel the hard, cool bars and step inside the door.

Sotd - Protection
I rediscovered this song recently, and I kept listening to it over and over again...... by Massive Attack This girl I know needs some shelter She don't believe anyone can help her She's doing so much harm, doing so much damage But you don't want to get involved You tell her she can manage And you can't change the way she feels But you could put your arms around her I know you want to live yourself But could you forgive yourself If you left her just the way You found her I stand in front of you I'll take the force of the blow Protection I stand in front of you I'll take the force of the blow Protection You're a boy and i'm a girl But you know you can lean on me And I don't have no fear I'll take on any man here Who says that's not the way it should be I stand in front of you I'll take the force of the blow Protection I stand in front of you I'll take the force of the blow Protection She's a girl and you're a boy Sometimes you look so

Here And Now
Here and Now: I DERWEISSEHAI appologize to all I have offended by putting out a message that I would be leaving the LC. For that I am sorry. BUT it is in human nature to change ones mind. SO if I offeneded you get over it.HELL you get offended everyday in the real world, come on people this is cyberspace. DO you get mad if a friend offends you. If you do then you get over it and go on as if nothing ever happend. It is a fact of life and human nature. Besides it is my inalienable to be an asshole if I want to be one. But I usually choose not to be one. Please, we all get offended by someone we all know and we let it go. No reason to hold a grudge. If we say something that pises you off, let them know. Don't hold it in. All it will do is eat a hole in you in your heart and soul. As for small talk and bs. We all know that most of us on here will never meet face to face. So we all live somewhat of a lie to impress each other (yes I said we al live a little lie. (don't deny it we all

What's Your Seduction Style
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Newspaper Ad
A woman posts an ad in the news paper that looks like this... 'Looking for man with these qualifications; won't beat me up; or run away from me and is great in bed.' She got lots of phone calls replying to her ad but met someone perfect at her door one day. The man she met said, "Hi, I'm Bob. I have no arms so I won't beat you up and no legs so I won't run away." So the lady says, "What makes you think you are great in bed?" Bob replies, "I rang the door bell didn't I?"

Read This One
A woman and her little boy were walking through a park in New York and they pass two squirrels having sex. The little boy asks his mom, "Mommy, mommy, what are they doing?" The lady responded, "They're making a sandwich." Then they pass two dogs having sex and the little boy again asks what they were doing. His mother again replied they were making a sandwich. A couple of days later the little boy walks in on his mother and father and said "Mommy, Daddy, you must be making a sandwich because, Mommy has mayonnaise all over her mouth!!!"

Computer Joke
Bill Gates died in a car accident. He found himself in Purgatory being sized up by God... "Well, Bill, I'm really confused on this call. I'm not sure whether to send you to Heaven or Hell. After all, you enormously helped society by putting a computer in almost every home in the world and yet you created that ghastly Windows 95. I'm going to do something I've never done before. In your case, I'm going to let you decide where you want to go!" Bill replied, "Well, thanks, God. What's the difference between the two?" God said, "I'm willing to let you visit both places briefly if it will help you make a decision." "Fine, but where should I go first?" God said, "I'm going to leave that up to you." Bill said, "OK, then, let's try Hell first." So Bill went to Hell. It was a beautiful, clean, sandy beach with clear waters. There were thousands of beautiful women running around, playing in the water, laughing and frolicking about. The sun was shining and the temperature was perfect.

Things To Know
Today i went and seen david. I know i wont see him for awhile. i will miss him when he goes to iraq. People come and go out of your life. somewhere there is a reason for it. there is no explaination or anything it just happens. each person has a trait that you were attracted to and made ya click, some people will disappoint you no matter what. those are ok. just knowing who you are and how you treat others has a place of its own. I, myself, have done some thinking. soul searching what ever ya want to call it. The drive back from Minnesota made me realize that people are not perfect. i know i am not, but it also made me realize how crucial it is to be honest with someone. i also realize i dont belong. i know alot of people dont and wont understand that. i feel like i am on Earth for a reason, but i dont fit. i tend to step back from crowds, let people go before me, and just sit back and be quiet. i also feel like i am interrupting people, even when it is one on one. i am not s

The Best Chocolate Chip Cookie
2 cups butter 24 oz. chocolate chips 4 cups flour 2 cups brown sugar 2 tsp. soda 1 tsp. salt 2 cups sugar 1 8oz. Hershey Bar (grated) 5 cups blended oatmeal 4 eggs 2 tsp. baking powder 2 tsp. vanilla 3 cups chopped nuts (your choice) Measure oatmeal, and blend in a blender to a fine powder. Cream the butter and both sugars. Add eggs and vanilla. Mix together with flour, oatmeal, salt, baking powder and soda. Add chocolate chips, Hershey Bar and nuts. Roll into balls, and place 2 inches apart on cookie sheet. Bake for 10 minutes at 375 degrees. Makes 112 cookies. Recipe may be halved.

New Preamble To The Constitution
NEW PREAMBLE TO THE CONSTITUTION "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby tr y one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other Liberal bed-wetters. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but No one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have the right to never be offended. This country is Based on freedom, and that means freedom for everyone -- not just you

Not On As Much
hello my friends, I am not on as much anymore. I work night shift and sleep during the day. But, that doesnt mean I have forgotten any of you. you are always on my mind and in my heart. So dont think I am ignoring you, because I am not.

Beauty
Beauty of the morning light.birds singing in there flight.The sounds of the doves comes your way,you can even see where the angels played. God sent this for all to see, for he worries about you and me.The rains brings life to every living things,the sun keeps it that way.The moon and stars at night, keeps every thing bright.There's beauty in every thing you see for God made this possible for you and me. Dell Ashley' delilou

Sexual Horoscope
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Lingering Moment
In this moment things are frozen still, No words to describe just how it feels, Mere seconds pass but everything's changed, No one's life will ever be the same. You check your heart to make sure it's still there, You wish for a second you could disappear, You don't think you heard what you heard, It's not happening, It's just absurd. Truth hits you as you sleep that night, You were wrong, They were all right, You realize that moment still lingers, You know forever,It will always linger...

Meet Me In The Stars
As I am saying good night, at the end of the day, And you are not here but many miles away, My heart is so empty and so lonely inside, As I wipe away a tear I am trying to hide. I close my eyes and try to go to sleep, But with the sadness inside I begin to weep. Suddenly I remember what you once said to me, Just meet me in the stars, waiting for you I will be. When distance tends to keep us apart, Remember, I still hold you near in my heart. When the night together, can't be ours, Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars. Remembering those words, I begin to smile, And gently close my eyes, lessening the miles. I can see the stars, oh how beautifully arranged, But you are not there, no hug to exchange. I sit alone waiting with hope in my heart, No longer wanting to be kept apart. Suddenly in the distance a shadow appears, A tear rolls down my face and the image is clear. There is no question it is you who I see, Waiting in the stars, just like yo

My Thoughts On The Civil Rights Movement
This was something I wrote around last January, after Martin Luther King, Jr.'s birthday, but after some things that have gone on with me in the last few months I figured I'd post it here to get you guy's thoughts. Lemme know that yall think, did I hit the nail on the head or no? I just felt like posting a blog today about the stuff that has been going through my head over the last few weeks so it maybe a little long so bear with me yall First and foremost I wanna wish everybody a Happy New Year (Yeah I know I'm late but I been working...LMAO) We made it to another year yall, and man last year was one hell of a ride, and it's just gonna get better this year. We just had an important holiday (Martin Luther King Jr. Day) earlier this month, and I saw an episode of Boondocks (One of my favorite shows on TV yall gotta check it out sometime) and it brought back Dr. King for one night, and even though that episode might have offended some folk, it made me think a lot about the state

Yeah, Drunk Now
maybe i need to put up the pics with the boobies, 'cause i've noticed that the profiles that have more skin get the bigger hits -- so how drunk do i need to be before i can show everyone the goods? http://i22.photobucket.com/albums/b349/Belal_Hel/the_gift.jpg

Movie
The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh. You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum. Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

Remembering A Good Friend
Most people who know me know that I don't talk about my past much (too many painful memories) but today I think I'll just share a little bit of me to you all. Growing up, I was an angry, bitter kid. I felt that the whole world was against me and that anyone that did get close to me would either screw me over or abandon me if I allowed them to get close to me (Yep I was a pretty messed up kid back then). Then when I was about 13, I moved back to Fresno, and I tried to have a relationship with my dad (that eventually turned out bad once again but that is another sory for another time) and get my life back on track. That summer (1989 I believe) I met a friend of my stepsister's. Her name was Myisha. Now at first we did not hit it off at all, she saw me as a thugged out hooligan (her exact words at the time) and I more or less saw her as a standoffish, snobby little bitch (I still had a lot of anger bottled up for many different reasons). It took a while, but as we got to know each othe

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?
What Your Sleeping Position Says You are calm and rational. You are also giving and kind - a great friend. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games. What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Lucky Man
i has one of those rare moments were I sit back and think about were my life is going and were it has been. Me and my wife have had some good and bad times. Most of the bad were because i didn't use my head and only thought about me. No matter what i do i know that she will be by my side. Ido not give her the credit and recignition she deserves. Sure i buy here things but that does nothing for the emotional side i never seem to tell her that i love her as much as i should. She puts up with me and my carefree attitude more than she should. I never have been the besst at expressing my feelings.. This is the a problem that i am trying to work on i'm afraid that one day i will screw up big time and she will not be by my side. There are few things in this world that scare me that bad. I hope see looks at this and understands what i am the feelings i am trying to express. I love you!!!!!!!! I know i may not show it the way you want in my actions but i show it the way I know how wi

No Greater Love
NO GREATER LOVE there is no greater love that I have found from anyone. than the love of my creator who has given his only son. therefore, that i may live, to be free from sin. with the love of my creator, i know i can win. there is no greater love that I have found down here. than the love of my creator, that eases my fear. a love that fills me up, and makes me want to shout. there is no greater love, than what i am talking about. with his loving touch, he wakens me everyday. so the least i can do is kneel to him and pray. i thank him for the blessings he had given to me. blessings that fall down upon me like the leaves from a tree. let them fall on me, and never touch the ground. i can truly say there is no greater love that i have found.

To Fall Again
looking softly into his eyes, she whispered that she loved him. giving a sigh he quietly said "i see." it wasn't the response she had hoped for, but perhaps it was better then being lied to. if she can't have his heart, atleast he's given up his body. at least she can pretend he has feelings, though even with her pleas he refused to pretend he did. "just act like i'm your ex." she had said, but that was too much for him. he could let her have his body, and forsaken his love enough to let her taste him on her lips, but lying about his emotions to the extent to pretend to be in love was something he could never do. life may never be happy for him again if he refuses to lie to himself about his emotions, but they were the only real thing that remained. every day he would fall, and try to be somebody else, but in the end it always returned. laying her head on his chest, she pretended that he felt the way she did not realizing how uncomftorable and awkward he felt inside. all of his t

Mental Masterbation
The most exciting thing I did today consisted of going to Literotica website and reading some sex stories. Yeah I find that way more stimulating than looking at pictures or watching nasty DVD's cuz you have to use your mind and picture what is being said. Porn is so overrated its not nearly as good as a good story written for people to read. I can replay that story in my head for later use too...Its a gift I have how I can remember these things later on while lying in bed and conjure up what i read earlier that day, last week or even a year ago for that matter. It still works. Great mental stimulation. Great mental masterbation!!! WOOHOO!! does anyone else do this or am i alone in this world?

Black And White
BLACK AND WHITE "Please, Mark, we really need to work out tonight," pleaded Cindy! Mark looked at the two women and said, "You guys know the rules, the gym closes at ten sharp!" "Just for a little while," begged Jill?!? Mark, the manager of the Suburban Workout Gym, was about ready to begin his own workout when these two dingbats showed up just as he was closing up. "Oh well, come on in, I was just going to work out myself, and I could use a spotter," he said, giving in to their pleas! Both girls rushed past him and headed for the locker room to change, and Mark, shaking his head, locked the door and went back into the gym to start his workout. He was just finishing up his warm ups when the two women came out of the locker room. Looking them over, Mark had to admit that Cindy and Jill were two of the best conditioned ladies who used the facility, and they really did workout, unlike a lot of the other female members, who seemed to use the club as a social gathering spot rather than a

New Life
This is the very first poem I have ever wrote and I wrote it sometime last December: "New Life" Five years old Wakes up at night Cries while his parents fight Fifteen years old Gets up at night Listens to his parents fight Eight years old Falling in love But has to leave To go over-seas Twenty-five years old Gets up at night Having bad dreams Of soliders screams Thirty years old With his new wife Wakes up on night With a brand new life ~BisexualVampyre

Another Survey, Cause I'm Bored.
***100 Nosey Questions*** by longtallsally28The BasicsName: BrandyAge: 24Month of birth: SeptemberAny Siblings?: Not A OneParents still married?: NopeOccupation: Pharmacy TechnicianDo you like your job?: UsuallyAny pets?: 1 KittyHair color: Blonde at the moment, subject to changeEye color: green-blueShoe size: 9Any Tattoos?: 1Any Piercings?: tongue, nose, 4 left ear, 3 right ear and my labret soonCurrent mood: MehCurrent wardobe choice: whatever is comfyWhat are you listening to?: the voices in my headWho did you last speak with on the phone?: Chris, I thinkWhat do you currently smell like?: Human I supposeLast....Movie you watched: Fast and the FuriousMagazine you looked at: Popular PhotographyThing you ate: Cheese FriesBook you read: Certification Review for Pharmacy TechniciansT.v. show you watched: Fashion House, I think or CSITime you cried: I cry all the timeTook a shower: yesterdayGot a real letter (a.k.a Snail Mail): Don't remember

“the "secret Reason" Why Women Are Attracted To Jerks, Players And Just Plain Dangerously Wrong Guys.”
Kiki Anniston Reveals: “The "Secret Reason" Why Women Are Attracted To Jerks, Players and Just Plain Dangerously Wrong Guys.” An open letter to single women frustrated with dating the wrong guys... Hey Girlfriend, Can I ask you something personal? Be honest... Have you ever dated the type of guy that left you constantly waiting by the phone with an uneasy sick feeling in the pit of your stomach? Or a guy who made you feel bad about yourself, but for some reason you couldn’t leave him? (Of course, that same guy, at times, also made you feel like you were the only person on this planet - you know, that “hot-cold” type). And have you ever walked into a club and found yourself so attracted to one particular guy, you felt like you were in a trance and literally couldn't stop making eyes with him? If you answered yes to any of the above, it may be a sign that you’re susceptible to a certain “dangerous personality type” that psychiatrists have a SCARY sounding name for,

Surveys, Q And A From My Myspace Blog
Yes, more Q and A with me. Why? Because I'm bored, and I'm getting rid of my myspace, so I'm transfering it here. name: Brandy birthday: Sept 14 age: 24 birthplace: Fort Worth,Texas hometown: Fort Worth, Texas current location: Little Shitty Town, Arizona eye color: Green-Blue natural hair color: dark brown with deep red highlights current hair color: blondish redish color left or right handed: right, ambdexrious (probably misspelled) heritage: Well I'm American but I decended from Germans and Czech siblings: 1 kinda brother (um long story) best friend: My Jen! Favorites color: Orange, Black, Pink, Yellow month: September and October Decade: 90's season: Spring or Fall tv show: CSI the original and Miami, Law and Order, Without a Trace, Criminal Minds movie: Go, Empire Records, and Fast and the Furious actor: Paul Walker (love him) actress: Angelina Jolie (God she's hot) band: Linkin Park and Lords of Acid book:

One Of My Poems
You are my heart and soul, to show you is my main goal. To show you how much I care, my love is almost too much to bare. I want to hold you every night, I love you with all my might. You are the one that I want in my life, I want to be your wife. I hate to have you go, 'cuz I love you so. You are my heart and my soul, to love you all my life is such a beautiful goal.

Heard Someone Coming...roflmfao!!!
A young man moved into a new apartment on his own, and went to the lobby to put his name on his mailbox. While there, an attractive young lady came out of the apartment next to the mailboxes wearing a robe. The boy smiled at the young woman and she started a conversation with him. As they talked, her robe slipped open, and it was obvious that she had nothing else on. The poor kid broke into a sweat trying to maintain eye contact. After a few minutes, she placed her hand on his arm and said, "Let's go to my apartment, I hear someone coming." He followed her into her apartment; she closed the door and leaned against it, allowing her robe to fall off completely. Now nude, she purred at him, "What would you say is my best feature?" Flustered and embarrassed, he finally squeaked, "It's got to be your ears!" Astounded, and a little hurt she asked, "My ears? Look at these breasts; they are full and 100% natural! I work out every day! My butt is firm and solid! Look at my skin - no

Good Mornin!
YEP SO I ALWAYS GO TO THE FLEA MARKET ON SUNDAYS WELL IM GONNA BRAVE IT WITH MY KNEE.....THIS SHOULD BE A HOOT..LOL...I HOPE EVERYONE HD A GREAT WEEKEND I KNOW MINE WAS FAIRLY BORING WELL HELL WHO AM I KIDDING IT WAS FUCKING BORING!!!I DID GO SEE JACKASS 2 STUPID AND SUCKD I SLEPT THRU MOST OF IT...LOL..I HATE RAIN AND ITS ALL IT HAS DONE HERE FOR 3 DAYS I FEEL LIKE NOAHS AK...NOT TO MENTION IT KNOCKS OUT MY DSL AND POOF THERES NO INTERNET AND I GO CRAAAAAAAAAZY WITHOUT THAT....GOT THIS LIL KITTEN MAN ITS UGLY I MEAN IT LOOKS SCARED TO DEATH ALL THE TIME ITS HAIR IS STANDING UP ON END...IM GONNA BATH IT TRYING TO DECIDE HOW SCRATCHED UP ILL BE AFTER LOL OH WELL IT NEEDS IT....SO I GEUSS I BETTER HEAD OUT...LOVE AND KISSES ~!~Mesha~!~

Want A Funny Read??
I had been banging around the roads of east Texas on my motorcycle and as I headed back into Dallas, found myself in very heavy, high-speed traffic on the freeways. Normally, this is not a problem, I commute in these conditions daily, but suddenly I was nearly run down by a cage that decided it needed my lane more than I did. This is not normall a big deal either, as it happens around here often, but usually I can accurately predict which drivers are not paying attention and avoid them before we are even close. This one I missed seeing until it was nearly too late, and as I took evasive action I nearly broadsided another car that I was not even aware was there! Two bad decisions and insufficient situational awareness...all within seconds.. Time to get off the freeway. I hit the next exit, and as I was in an area I knew pretty well, headed through a few big residential neighborhoods as a new route home. As I turned onto the nearly empty streets I opened the visor on my full-face h

One Of My Faovrite Ones, Warning A Tear Jerker...
UGLY Everyone in the apartment complex I lived in knew who Ugly was. Ugly was the resident tomcat. Ugly loved three things in this world: fighting, eating garbage, and shall we say, love. The combination of these things combined with a life spent outside had their effect on Ugly. To start with, he had only one eye, and where the other should have been was a gaping hole. He was also missing his ear on the same side, his left foot has appeared to have been badly broken at one time, and had healed at an unnatural angle, making him look like he was always turning the corner. His tail has long since been lost, leaving only the smallest stub, which he would constantly jerk and twitch. Ugly would have been a dark gray tabby striped-type, except for the sores covering his head, neck, even his shoulders with thick, yellowing scabs. Every time someone saw Ugly there was the same reaction. "That's one UGLY cat!!" All the children were warned not to touch him, the adul

Powerful Word
The Most Powerful Word?Well, SHIT... Shit may just be the most powerful word in the English language.You can be shit faced, shit out of luck, or have shit for brains.With a little effort,you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit or decide to shit or get off the pot.You can smoke shit,buy shit,sell shit,lose shit,find shit,forget shit,and tell others to eat shit and die.Some people know their shitwhile others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola.There are lucky shits,dumb shits,crazy shits,and sweet shits.There is bull shit,chicken shit.and horse shitYou can throw shit,sling shit,catch shit,or duck when shit hits the fan.You can give a shitor serve shit on a shingle.You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit.Some days are colder than shit,some days are hotter than shit,and some days are just plain shitty.Some music sounds like shit,things can look like shit,and there are timeswhen you feel like shit.You can have too much shit,the

Following The Current Of Life
Following The Current Going With The Flow The expression going with the flow is a metaphor that applies to navigating a river. When we go with the flow, we follow the current of the river rather than push against it. People who go with the flow may be interpreted as lazy or passive, but to truly go with the flow requires awareness, presence, and the ability to blend one's own energy with the prevailing energy. Going with the flow doesn't mean we toss our oars into the water and kick back in the boat, hoping for the best. Going with the flow means we let go of our individual agenda and notice the play of energy all around us. We tap into that energy and flow with it, which gets us going where we need to go a whole lot faster than resistance will. Going with the flow doesn't mean that we don't know where we're going; it means that we are open to multiple ways of getting there. We are also open to changing our destination, clinging more to the essence of our goal than to the partic

Walking Through When Doors Open
Walking Through When Doors Open When a door opens, walk through it. Trust that the door has opened for a reason and you have been guided to it. Sometimes we have a tendency to overanalyze or agonize over the decision, but it is quicker to simply go through the door and discover what's there as that's the only way to know. Even if it doesn't seem right at first, opening this door may lead to another door that will take us where we need to go. Doors open when the time is right for us to enter a new space, metaphorically speaking, and we can have faith that walking through is the right thing to do. Sometimes we linger in the threshold because we are afraid of leaving our old life for a life we know nothing about. We may have voices inside of our heads that try to hold us back or people in our lives saying discouraging things. These voices, internal and external, are known as threshold spirits, and they express all the fears and doubts that arise at the beginning of a new life. Never

Uhm
I didn't even know we could write blogs now~! Totally cool! I guess I will start off by saying GO BUCKEYE! Gotta love my boys they sure did Ohio right again last night. Now if I can just get the Browns to straighten their asses out which seems like a unforceen task! Let's see I have also been sick for like 2 months with a eye infection an dfound out it was pink eye that turned to staff so I am still battleing that. I got to the Opthemologist Monday so I will know more. Really I was just expermenting with this blog thing .... COOL STUFF!!! LOST CHERRY FUCKING ROCKS! All we need to do is weed out these annoying people geez we have inherited some professional douchebags. Christina

Going To Nyc
dunno if anyone cares lol but im going to NYC tomorrow for 2 days i cant wait caues ive never been so i hope if will be fun :) when i come back i'll make another blog about how much fun i had lol talk to ya all later :)

What Kind Of Muscle Car Am I
Take the quiz: What kind of muscle car are you?1967 Shelby GT 500You are a 1967 Shelby GT 500. You love your car because it's rare. You know you can whoop on most other cars, but you tend not to because you don't want to scratch your paint. You try to keep as many miles off of your car as you can. Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

To Every Girl That Loves A Soldier.....
Grab some tissues before you read any further! THIS ONE IS FOR EVERY WOMAN WHO LOVES A MILITARY MAN!! Maybe we all need a reminder... and maybe some of us have never stopped to consider... Its been three months since she has hugged her boyfriend. Only a handful of letters, and a picture by her bed to remind her that she hasn't dreamed him up... That he is indeed really her prince charming. Each day she goes to class, goes to work, and comes home exhausted... yet still sits down to write him a nightly letter. She sits in those bleachers... scanning the straight lines for his face. She longs to reach out and touch him, but she knows that she must somehow wait... She sees out of the corner of her eye his mom watching her, and for the millionth time she wishes she could explain how much it meant to her to see this herself, to show him she supports his choice... and to somehow show his family she isn't trying to intrude or take their place... In Georgia, this girl crawls

Help Me And My Girl Rach Out.
We love Flavor of Love. And yes we know what time it is!! :P Anyways. The quote is "We chunked up the rest of the night." What the hell does that mean? What the hell is this ghetto woman talking about? Quote for the day: "Silly putty in my hands" Thanks for help Shelly :)

Me As A Car
Take the quiz: What kind of muscle car are you?1968 Chevrolet Camaro Z28You are a 1968 Chevrolet Camaro Z28. You love your car....your friends love your car and thats whats most important to you! Your car really hauls ass! You feel bad that they aren't making Camaros anymore....but don't worry...cuz you know they'll be back!Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Vibrator Information And Education
Why would you use a vibrator, dildo or other erotic toy? Woman use vibrators, dildos, and other erotic sex toys for several different reasons, which may include to help reach an orgasm more quickly. It has been said with the added stimulation of a vibrator, dildo, or sex toy a woman has a longer lasting orgasms, more intense orgasms, multiple orgasms, or a combination of all of them. Many women require constant, prolonged clitoral stimulation in order to achieve an orgasm, and a vibrator, dildo and other erotic toys can provide the required stimulation needed for their earth shaking orgasm. The vibrations on the clitoris and surrounding areas send many women into orgasm much more quickly than a hand, tongue or penis and, can produce a more intense climax. Vibrators, dildos, and other sex toys can also make it more likely that you and your partner can reach orgasm simultaneously which can be very erotic and fulfilling. Use of a vibrator, dildo, or other erotic sex toy it is not j

I'm Not Alright , But I'm Getting There.
Her name was rose,She'd Been in The same chair everyday for the past 6 months,To see her husband, I think his name was henry.She Always was up there everyday to visit her husband for 10 min every hour,for 8 hours a day. She was so happy.I wasnt.For the week That we shared a FAMILY ROOM,I wasnt happy at all,As I sat there 7.5 months pregnant,Knowing that I was losing my dad, I wasnt happy. Let's back track a bit,A week BEFORE,I was on my dad's computer,He was leaving for work,He came up to me said good bye,Said goodbye To my "belly" Kissed my Daughter jolee on the head and said..My sweet baby I love you,She was sleeping on the couch.He Said ,Well Tell your mother I'll see her tomorrow. I said ok Dad He said Bye!I wish now that I would have asked him to run uptown and get me something just so I could have seen him 1 more time.The next time I saw him He was strapped to a bed Being hauled into the hospital,I collapsed.That was my daddy.The doctors said He wasnt responding.That h

The Art And Tools Of Bondage.
Sexual bondage and BDSM play is becoming more main stream. There is a large demand for bondage item now and this demand is increasing. Many people find this activity exciting and enjoyable, but do they know some of the basic ins and outs of bondage play. There are safety and comfort factors involved in bondage that should be known by both partners before attempting some bondage or bdsm play. In this article I will cover safety and types of bondage gear. Bondage and BDSM Safe Guards No matter what the bondage activity whipping / flogging, restraint, or domination of any type there should be a safe word or gesture agreed upon by all involved. The safety word or gesture should make the request to stop all bondage activity very clear. For those who will be wearing bondage items such as ball gags where speech isn't possible be very aware of the gesture you will be using. This is a safety and comfort safe guard in bdsm. Always use bondage gear that is designed for bondage play

A Man
A man What might thee be to mine eyes? A flower of the field has but a view that may be approached, Then sun upon high may only be seen from afar out of reach, However I like neither the closeness nor the space of either, Yet to others they hold such beauty as though they were wonderful. For one without the other shall be found lacking, Lacking to the heart that cries for love, For it is I who am the sun in life, Such as you are but the flower in the field, Drawn to each other we are so far apart, Might my touch be so great yet so far as to not be able to hold you? For this I do not find the beauty in these. I am a man, as you are a woman, My arms shall hold unto you forever, But my arms shall never let you go, So take your sun along with the flower, I shall be a man, and man is what I shall be for you. Matthew Scott Geyer Journeyman

Happy Sunday
So how is everyone doing? I am doing great, enjoying a tiny break in the weather here in AZ, but looks like today s going to be a warm one again. We had an AWESOME weekend, we had company in from out of town and really enjoyed the time with them, just a bit short is all. Had friends over for dinner on Friday to meet our company and last nigth we went to dinner at Pinnacle Peak Patio and that was very nice and oh too much to eat. Kind of had an early celebration for my sons 21st bday which is coming up. Today it is FOOTBALL and I am afraid I did not pick too well. Actually I had my picks in and I let someone else influence me into making a few changes and I am not sure that is so wise, but oh well nothing I can do now. I was about in the middle of the pool before this week started, but now sure where I will end up after today. I have a few cocky members in my pool that think they are going to do better then myself, so I think next week I will really have to give my picks some thou

Never
I see you from accross the room and i have to assume that you and me we could have been but fate seems to bring to me a little cold water as i think about the future of forever chorus Your two years, two days, two minutes too late for me to miss your smile and for me and for you to get it together its just one in a million times NEVER I seem to be into you and these feelings seem so true infatuation, agravation, distraction that you are and only if only i didnt have to be so far from sharing you with part of my forever chorus tag and when i see you smile my heart screams in pure denial for all of these feelings runnin through me that i can never share with you... chorus *all of my works are copyrighted and have musical arrangements to them.

In My Love
I may not say it enough but i love you I may not hold you enough but i want to I may not be what you want me to be but i love you just the same and there's no shame in that love I may not cry when you cry I may not laugh each time you laugh I may be silent, not knowing what you need to hear that's why i wrote this song for you I may not smile if I'm mad I may not laugh if my day does rather bad I may not act like i care but i do sometimes i'm full of attitude! I may not say it enough but i love you (you better say it darlin) I may not hold you enough but i want to (you better hold me baby) I may not be what you want me to be but i love you just the same and there's no shame theres no shame theres no shame in my love

I Dont Know
i am really bored no one is talking to me. i feel frustrated right now alil depressed i feel like my life is going down hill. One perosn i want to talk to wont talk to me what is a girl suposed to do. I need to met new people On Lc. wel have ancie day bye

Gah
ok well now that i know people actually do read what i werite i gues i will start to write in here. DO u ever wonder if people actually care.or if your just wasting time. Well i feel like i am wasting time. I tel people how i feel and what i think and they get pissed at me WTF am i supposed to do. i am not good with my feelings i dont know how to express i try as hard as i can but it doesnt matter anyway. I wish i had no feelings nothign at all. I wouldnt feel like shit. I think people get scared that things are actually happening so they dont realize. I feel like he is scared why be scared i dont understandstand.

Religion
Okay, so here is my thought. Personally, I do not claim any type of religion. I am more spiritual than religious. I am not a Pagan, either. I consider myself an innocent bystander. Okay, so maybe not so innocent, but a bystander nonetheless. I wouldn't claim to be an expert on much of anything, least of all . . . religion. But here we go anyway . . . I may burn in hell for this . . . if there is a hell . . . A God? An all powerful being, the one, the creator . . . sorry, I have alot of trouble believing in that which I can't see. We've pretty much all been burned on Santa and the Easter Bunny . . . then they expect us to believe is something as supernatural as a God? I don't think so. That is the scientific side of me speaking. In America, we've already taken religion out of schools yet still have a reference to "God" on our currency, though some would say "God" on our currency is not in reference to "God" the holy, but "God" our country. "In God We Trust" . . . Do We?

Why Im Feeling Low.
Hiya Guys, Never done one of these before so I thought I would give it ago. There is alot going on in my life at this particular time and I have'nt got any real good friends to lean on or cheer me up. So now that I have found LC and this blog i can hopefully make some new friends and have some fun. This week has been very hard and next week is gonna be even tougher. My nan is 86 and lives in a nursing home,she suffers from parkinsons disease and has diteriated over the years. Last week she caught an infection,she wont eat or drink and there is nothing anyone can do. All my family knows she is going to pass away very soon, she has had enuff and wants to be with my grandad.There is nothing left of her but skin and bone, i really hate seeing her like she is, wish i could do something but i no its best for her if she just goes to sleep.

How Do They Do It?
I currently at the time of this blog have 73 friends. I pick these friends carefully through looking at their pages and seeing if we have any of the same interests. I also try to keep in touch with those friends... and yes I don't do a good job, it is hard to post to each person. I would like to get to know each of my friends better and truely be a friend, not just a name on the screen. I am wondering how all of those who are on LC and have like hundreds of friends do it! Any pointers would be welcome!

Wow I'm Hot!!!!
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot94%Violent81%Exciting81%Soft63%Wet56%Sweet44%Awkward25%Shy0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Why I Love U
I wonder y i love u so dearly everything went by so fast I can do nothing or move on widout u my love because my heart is still livng in the past I wish u was here to c the pain n suffering i'm going thru but my dear I can get on my knees to your beauty and pray for u to be mine I feel like u're that special woman of my dreams I ben waiting 4

Another Poem
Take Me Like You Mean It Show me what you've got Tell me what you need Let me be your plaything Come do that dirty deed Whip it out and slam it in Fuck me now, I plead Take me like you mean it Teach me right from wrong Put me at your mercy Make me sing your song Fill me with your juices Sir, it's been so long Shake me like your rag doll Watch me come apart Reach into my velvet place Keep my stolen heart Hold me like your treasure That's my favorite part Whisper to my soul now Pluck me from the ground Melt your flesh into me Impale me on its crown Shower me with your pearls The best I've ever found

Wonder Pill
A woman walks into her sex therapists office and tells her that her husband is not a very good lover, and they never have sex anymore, and asks what to do about it. The therapist tells her that she has an experimental drug that might do the trick. She tells the woman to give her husband one pill that night and come back in the morning and tell her what happened. The next day, the woman comes in ecstatic telling the therapist that the pill worked and she and her husband had the best sex ever. She asks her therapist what would happen if she gave her husband two pills and the therapist says she doesnt know, but to go ahead and try it. The next day, the same thing happens, the woman comes in telling the therapist that the sex was even better than the night before and what would happen if she gave him five pills. The therapist says she doesnt know, but to go ahead and try it. The next day, the woman comes in limp but happy, and tells the therapist that the sex just keeps getting

How To Tell If You Really Love And Miss Someone
Do you really love them, or are you just lonly and horny? Well the easiest way to tell is, masturebate, then see if you still feel you really miss them and want them around. If you don't, you were just lonly and horny. You don't really love that person. You just want sex. So quit bothering that person, and find someone you want to be around even when you're not lonly and horny. If someone seems to really like you, and won't leave you alone, and your not sure if they really like you, tell them to go masterbate, then see how interested they are in you when they come back. If they still act the same way, then they might actually like you. Or they uste to, but they quit when you told them to go masterbate, and they never came back. They took it as go fuck yourself. Ohwell, find someone new.. or go explain yourself. That's the thought of the day. Lately I been thinking, do I really miss my exgirlfriend? Or am I just lonly and horny. I'd say its mostly the second one. Altho

Just Thinking...
What if that teacher didnt speak up.. or was like everyone else, and didnt see the clues... where would i be today? i guess the bigger question is... who am i today... these down moment suck... ill get hyped up again... but tell than i just have these thoughts... so confused.... lost and alone forgoten and confused loved and brused striped from the soul peace will one day return

A Poem I Wrote
On 9/12/06 Let go, let go let go… Its what my mind screams And I whisper to myself.. Yet my heart won't let me. I lay here on my pillow Soaked with salty tears As I see the empty space Where you used to be.. Let go, let go, let go that's what I should do But I just cant yet I feel cheated and used. My mind swirls around With your smile and laugh Yet I feel the hurt And all the pain you left. Let go, let go, let go I've cried till I ached, I've sobbed till I hurt Please make it stop! It should be easy for me The disrespect, the pain The disregard, the distance Why don't I get it? Let go, let go, let go You tell me one thing Yet show me something else All were lies to my face. Yet I want you still And I love you more You've touch my being And shook me to my core Let go, let go, let go I just need to wake up I need to shut you out Out of my mi

Do You Collecting On Garbage Pail Kids Or Wacky Packages Cards ???
i know y'all remember those cards in 1970's to 1980's too!!! but i have those cards!!! If you still remember or never seen it before!!!! You can check out on your ebay??? they have it everything!!!!! Thank You Mike

Poem
written 6/30/06 I sit here, in my own silence and peace I hear the song and voices around me I feel the emptiness that is my soul and heart I hear the echo of me that is unfamiliar I can taste the sadness and tears How can I fill the space, become complete I know its not far in the distance, I can see I must dig a little deeper into that dark part and find the power to feel the sun on my skin and bring the light I need so I can be and fill the hole that is me

The Theme To My Life!!
A song by Rodney Atkins! Well you know those times When you feel like there's a sign there on your back Say's I don't mind if ya kick me Seems like everybody has Things go from bad to worse You'd think they can't get worse than that And then they do You step off the straight and narrow And you don't know where you are Use the needle of your compass To sew up your broken heart Ask directions from a genie In a bottle of Jim Beam And she lies to You That's when you learn the truth If you're going through hell Keep on going, Don't slow down If you're scared, don't show it You might get out Before the devil even knows you're there Well I been deep down in that darkness I been down to my last match Felt a hundered different demons Breathing fire down my back And I knew that if I stumbled I'd fall right into the trap that they were laying,Yeah But the good news Is there's angels everywhere out on the street Holding out a hand to pull yo

I'm Back!!
I am officially back for the week now...I have such slooooowwwww internet connect at my house that it just takes far to long to get on and do anything, so sorry for the negelct, I still love you all and after I finish my 6 hours of spanish homework (heh, and I thought college was easy) I will work on my Suicide Girl's pics to send in so I can hopefully report back to you all that I am in and official, so cross your fingers alright?? My results in Stang's Contest, whoo. Love you guys Oh, Im also in DJ Inferno's Sexiest Look Contest, isnt on much longer, so help me out please? And come on now, you KNOW how much I hate asking for help in a contest...i detest it. http://www.lostcherry.com/images.php?u=133885&albumid=57963 Theres the link, other than that, I love you guys, hope your weekend was awesomes, and I will be rating and commenting on pics soon, so look out!!! *muahs* ~Stina

A Man...
I once knew a man, Who lived with much shame, Crippled by his surroundings, Embarassed by his own name. He had it all if all is nothing, But he gave his soul to everyone, His friends betrayed him and sold him out, Yet his door was open to anyone. He lost faith in the lord supposed, A god he said did not exist, To each his own he abided by, Living boundlessly he did insist. A life of mishaps he was said to lead, And the straight and narrow he did not walk, His family was of no solice, And not a soul existed to whom he would talk. Seemingly his life stood still, Shape and meaning it did not take, His body and mind nothing but a shell, Every thought and smile were simply fake. It is said all lives have ups and downs, But for him this was not the case, A simple man, With no way out, He goes unnoticed even to this day. I once knew a man, Who couldn't figure life out, And now he's gone forever, A man this world can do without.

Lmao 2
If you read my other lmao blog this is the next bit to it..... hes still trying 30 mins later!! jay says: plus you look so damm fine Vikki says: thanks jay says: i could look at you all day jay says: not in a stalking way lol jay says: lmao Vikki says: lol jay says: just an apperciate way Vikki says: hehe jay says: and drooling lol Vikki says: lmfao jay says: its not that bad is it? jay says: lol not everyday i get to talk to someone so sexy Vikki says: what about jane? jay says: she sexy too jay says: but your gorgeous jay says: dark!! Vikki says: lol jay says: you would have me worshiping at your feet Vikki says: lmfao jay says: honestly Vikki says: lol no you wouldnt jay says: try me jay says: sexy bum in jeans hun Vikki says: lol jay says: no you have my full attention jay says: did i spell that wrong jay says: erec jay says: very impressive jay says: wow viki you do rock Vikki says: lol jay says: fantastic boobs hun jay says: you should see how

Why Do Men Act Like They Do?
This blog is about why do guys have to be ass holes. They are always right and have to be in control at all times. I wish for once i could meet a guy who really wants to get to know me and not just have sex or play games. I have 2 wonderful children who i'm not putting through getting attached and then looking around one day and he's gone cause both of them have lost alot in their little lives. So this is just askinfg men to grow up and be a man and stop acting like little boys!

I Want What She's Having
I want what she's having... *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* I have a delightful new friend, I am most in awe of her. When we first met I was impressed, By her bizarre behavior. That day I had a date with friends, we met to have some lunch. Mae had come along with them, all in all... a pleasant bunch. When the menus were presented, we ordered salads, sandwiches, and soups, except for mae who circumvented, and said, ice cream. please: 2 scoops. I was not sure my ears heard right, and the others were aghast. along with heated apple pie, mae added, completely unabashed. We tried to act quite nonchalant, as if people did this all the time, but when our orders were brought out, I did not enjoy mine. I could not take my eyes off Mae, as her pie a-la-mode went down, the other ladies showed dismay, they ate their lunches silently, and frowned. Well, the next time i went out to eat, I called and invited Mae. My lunch contained of white tuna meat, and s

Language
So, what's good? or more interesting what's evil?. What's with the whole what's good thing anyway? ( I hope I don't sound like Jerry there. ) Who started saying that in the first place? The way I see it, if it's good I don't need to worry about it. It's good, so I'm not really concerned about it at all. I am more conerned about the things that aren't good. What do I need to fix? what's evil, bad, wrong, what can I help people with? People that want to know what's good just need that extra thing to cheer them up to get themselves throught the day or something. I don't know. They would just rather skip by and ignore the bad things in life and not think about them alltogether. They don't care about the bad things, don't even want to hear about them. Or they are so fragile that they need to hear the good news first. It doesn't sound right at all to me. What's good is different than what up, or what's happening, cuz in those they might hear something negative. Fucking optimist

All About Me, How And Who I Am
She kinda reminds me of one of my friends who gets embarrased to be around me sometimes cuz of the clothes i wear or the colors i put in my hair. He's like "I don't know you" tuesday we went to the mall so I could get some smoothies cuz i'd just gotten my teethout. So I had a bag of ice I was carrying around on my face. He didn't want me to take the ice in the mall. cuz people would stare or something. My eyes have huge black circles around them from lack of sleep, plus they are dried out from the cold. and I'm taking decongestants cuz my sinuses are messed up, with also doesn't help with my eyes. So between that and the one side of my face being swollen up huge, I get stared at anyway. But I still didn't bring my ice in to make him feel better. He did give me a ride ther in his pretty yellow mustang. I bought him a reeses flurry for bringing me. So the point of this drawn out story is.... It's hard to think while on percacet. ok. really I don't think she acts any diffe

Sotd - Putting The Damage On
by Tori Amos glue stuck to my shoes does anyone know why you play with an orange rind you say you packed my things and divided what was mine you're off to the mountain top I say her skinny legs could use sun but now I'm wishing for my best impression of my best Angie Dickinson but now I've got to worry cause boy you still look pretty when you're putting the damage on don't make me scratch on you door I never left you for a Banjo I only just turned around for a poodle and a corvette and my impression of my best Angie Dickinson but now I've got to worry cause boy you still look pretty when you're putting the damage on I'm trying not to move it's just your ghost passing through I said I'm trying not to move it's just your ghost passing through it's just your ghost passing through and now I'm quite sure there's a light in your platoon I never seen a light move like yours can do to me so now I'm wishing for my best impression of my best Angie Dic

My Poemy Thingy
There was all these feelings I felt i had to hide I was scared to tell you, and how you would react, and when i opened up and spilled out my heart, you broke it in two, and never looked back. Do you even care? Do you think of me? Did you even feel for me? All this pain it fills inside cause i knew they where feelings i should hide, I've learnt my lesson well and true, So this goes out to the old me and you! by claire.

Help My Friend.. She Needs Help Some One
here is a link to help if you can.. she is trying to figure out how to upload pics from her phone to her profile.. some one help if you can.... thanx ever so much for takin the time to help and read this http://www.lostcherry.com/user/197868

Last Blog Entry Of The Day I Promise
wat's the point of postin bulletins if all of the ones i post are just ignored? as far as i know, only a few of the hundred or so friends i have actually LOOK at my bulletins and only like one or two repost and like one or two actually ANSWER me (to bigsexy and inmiseryshadow, thank you). so from now on, i'm not reposting bulletins, period. i get more hits on bulletins from my friends on myspace. this has becoe a huge pet peeve of mine for awhile. gnite kids ~ace~ PS: 10th blog entry, go me!

Women!!!
I am now sending this blog out to all the men out there who for some Forsaken reason only leave only single word comments without any form of creativity. Gentlemen, please allow yourself to be more creative as this will probably elicit a much better response from these beautiful women that reside here. Allow women an air of mystery that will generate a sense of curiousity beyond. Nuff said!!!

Waking Up My Master - Erotic Story - Domination
His sub looked at the time and realized she needed to hurry as she grabbed the coffee tray she did a mental checklist pussy shaved, ass lubed, her tagging proclaiming her to be his sub tangles from her clit with every step she takes. She moved up to their bedroom, pushing open the door looking at him, her handsome, sexy, loving partner, friend and Dom sleeping. His sub places his coffee and smokes on the night stand and gently pulled down the covers, slipping into the bed between his legs, she then started to wake him for the day. Her tongue lapping softly at his cockhead. Slowly running her tongue up and down his hardening cock hearing his soft moans as he wakes from dreaming. Her dom opens his eyes to find his sub slipping her lips down his cock sucking him into her throat and starting to hum. He reaches up and takes a sip of his coffee as he reaches down to stroke her hair. His sub flattens her tongue under his cock and starts to slide him in and out of her throat hearing Her do

Party Crowds
Hey all...love to all readers. I had a really busy weekend this week (09-22-06). The band hadn't rehearsed for more than 2 weeks. We held two shows this weekend. One at a county fair and one at what I call an animal house(no insult intended)....moose, elks, eagles...you get it. Both shows were awesome. Thanks to the fans who made it and white lights to those who couldn't...you were in my thoughts. It was good to see Red there...with her entourage of crazy gurls.

Hey Everyone
ok im new to this site and i already have a headache lol the emails just keep coming and i have no idea what im doin on here but im hoping to figure it out and not have to spend a fortune on aleve ha ha thanks for all the love everyone and i promise i will get to all that have showed me love

Today Was Good!
Well today was good got to relax some.. cleaned, had hotdogs for dinner so got off light there.. then the kids and I made homemade from scratch chocolate chips cookies!! They were good too .. lol Oh yeah I auctioned myself on ebay and actually had some bidders... Guess I am not getting that old someone still looking ...lol Well that is it for this one! will get mor einto this later!

This Weekend..09/23/06
This weekend was so awesome. Me and my Sis went out to play pool, and we met two wonderful guys that we met on here on LC. They were funny. The strange thing is we were skeptical about it at first, but now we are ready to meet all of our friends on here. We played pool, danced, talked, played more pool, and danced some more. I think my Sis has fallen in love...LOL. The good thing about LC is that you get to know the person first, and then the rest falls in place. As long as people are honest and tell the truth and try to stop interfering and figure out what they really want, you can make some cool friends on LC. So if you are ready to meet let me know.

In All Seriousness
one of my friends( hes my room mate) lost a really close friend on thursday and didnt find out til last night. if yall would be so kind as to drop by and show him some love i would really appreciate it. hellp him through this :-) big dood@ LostCherry

Midnight Hour
The midnight hour draws near I'm still bored, just setting here! Lost in thoughts of nothiness and despair Wondering if n e one really cares! This is yet another passing day More hours added onto my decay! i watch my son grow, i look into his eyes pissed off he had to come into a world of lies! I wish him the best of luck Yet I know he's really fucked! Wish I could make this a better place Before all the innocence is ripped from his face!

You Meant So Much
You meant so much to all of us You were so special and thats no lie. You brightened up the darkest day and the cloudiest sky. Your smile alone warmed hearts, Your laugh was like music to hear. I would give absolutely anything to have you well and standing near. Not a second passes, When you're not in our minds. Your love we will never forget, The hurt will ease iin time. Many tears I have seen and cried, They have all poured out like rain. I know that you are happy now, And no longer in pain. RIP DAMON ALLEN CAMPBELL

If You Were In Love What Would Tell That Person That You R In Love With
hey guys if u were in love with someone what would u tell them how you loved them so tell here and respost this to see how many people come to u and tell all

Looking Out The Window
Outside the rains begin to fall as autumn comes again. Winds grow strong and cold wraps around the earth creating a longing inside to belong and have some one there. Someone to hold through the long nights and take care of telling them it will be alright. Someone to say I love you to and mean it more then life. Hallows eve slowly approaches and the anniversary of giving my heart away. Little hope has been kept that I’d ever be happy again or consumed by the beautiful darkness that once crept into my soul; that feeling where you’re connected with yourself and everything around when you can hear the different sounds of the world and feelings hidden with in. Loneliness has to even vanish giving a void to its comfort of wallowing in sorrow and need turning life into a routine that you can’t seem to hate or love. Magic comes from a hidden place and life throws random things in your path. These paths do not follow any rules or structure though at times it seems to just be a circle. W

Blah!! My Feelings...
I often sit and think how is it that your 26 and do not have a man? hmm good question..but here is the ideal answer i have come up with..it is the simple fact that i am looking to hard and that i am very independent and i really dont need a man to love me, i love myself and i have all the love a girl could ask for. I liked this boy at work, went all out to impress him, but you might as well shot his ass in the head lol cuz he didnt have one damn clue that i was doing this..well i emailed him and pretty much said i liked him but in not so many words. well today he should have said bite me and get a life lol but he didnt he just sat there and asked me if i felt i was alone, i should try making friends.. i laughed and turned around and looked at him and said..I am not alone..i dont need love from a man to make me feel like im somebody..All my life i wanted to be wanted, to be needed and i got that when my two nieces were born..they are my world. yes it would be nice to have a boyfriend to

The Last 2 Weeks
well I took a Job as a care taker for a older lady who can't walk and a nanny to her lil 2 year old girl that she is trying to get cousty of well was that a big mistake the 2 year old was really mean she didn't wanna listen she fault me when I would punish her and put brusies on me she would tell me no or laugh in my face I haven't ever had a child treat me that way I just got to my ropes end really quick and told em I was done , finished , that was it , it was over no more and I QUITE I tell you what I was a nervus reack no amount of money could make me stay there don't get me rong the lady and her husband are good ppl but that child man I caouldn't handle that no way a 2 year old is running my life and I have to be up her ass 24/7 Then last nite and today I got some really bad news My aunt has cancer i already knew this but it has spread to her lungs her kendneys are starting to fail and she is on oxgeon and marfine for the pain and they don't look for her to make it 2 more we

Jumbled Mess
Though I really wanted to write tonight my mind for some reason is empty of rationalization. Everything just seems to be jumbled together and trying to sort it out just makes it that much worse. I guess there are just to many things held within my thoughts right now for me to allow the words to flow. Maybe once I have had some sleep I can sort my thoughts one at a time and clear out some of my mind, though I know that many things will still linger. Sometimes I wonder how I could have so many things going on in my mind at one time and still have any amount of sanity...... Than again, I've heard there is something to be said for insanity!

This Is Mee
You Are A Poplar Tree People tend to look up to you, and it's a bit lonely at the top. Inside, you are not always self confident, but you show great courage. Mature and organized, you are reliable in any situation. You tend to have an artistic or philosophical outlook on life. You are very choosy in love and take partnership seriously. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Let Me Ask You A Question
A little boy is in school working on his arithmetic. The teacher says, "Imagine there are 5 black birds sitting on a fence. You pick up your BB gun and shoot one. How many blackbirds are left?" The little boy thinks for a moment and says, "NONE!" The teacher replies, "None, how do you figure that?" The little boy says, if I shoot one, all the other birds will fly away scared, leaving none on the fence." The teacher replies, "Hmm, not exactly, but I do like the way you think!" The little boy then says, "Teacher, let me ask you a question. There are 3 women sitting on a park bench eating ice cream cones. One is licking her cone, another is biting it and the third one is sucking it. How can you tell which one of the women is married?" The teacher ponders the question ncomfortably and then finally replies, "Well, I guess the one sucking her cone." To which the little boy replies, "Actually, its the one with the wedding ring, but I do like the way YOU think!"

Passion's Flames
A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames

Should Children Witness Childbirth?
Should Children Witness Childbirth? Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The house was very, very dark, so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-year-old girl, to hold the light high over her mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very diligently Kathleen did as she was asked. Her mother Heidi pushed and pushed, and after a little while Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor began to cry. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-year-old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place. Smack his ass again."

For You
Our military men and women, I want to say THANK YOU all for your hard work and many sacrifices.!! Y'all do a job that not many can or would even do and you all rock at it!! You've all made/make a difference not only for us now but for the safety and freedom of generations to come and for many all across this globe. We are a great country because of those like yourself and your buddies, our heros, and I am very proud of you. You're always in my thoughts and prayers. Take good care of yourselves. T

Love ...
Someone once said to me, "A bell is not a bell, until somebody rings it ... A song is not a song, until sombody sings it ... Love is not put in ones heart to stay, for love is not love until you give it away." So much truth pours out of that quote. A bell is a stationary object and is not a bell until it's ringing... a song, simply words on paper ... notes on a staff, until it is sung or played. Now love ... we all say we have love in our hearts ... what good is keeping love in your heart ... Love someone!! Show them you love them ... give them your love. Often times we find ourselves truly afraid to fall in love for fear that we may end up getting hurt. But, consider this ... what if he's the one and you don't get hurt ... doesn't everyone deserve the benefit of the doubt? Doesn't everyone deserve a chance? I know you deserve a chance at happiness ... so love someone and be happy ... show them you love them and make them happy ... You can never love too much or to

Songs I've Written...
Locked Up(Part I) Locked in a cell I can't get out What the hell is this all about I want to get out of here now I'm stuck in a field like a plow This place is hell I get nothing done But if I quit Then they will have won They fill my head with many lies A girl peeks sadly as she cries Now my brain's in a giant twist Can't see my soul through this mist Given a book that keeps me sane Anger's as wild as a lion's mane They visit me as often as they can I don't wanna see them, 'sept one man This place is hell I get nothing done But if I quit Then they will have won See familiar faces I haven't seen before Most can't take it, don't want to anymore Stuck watching people fight like mice Try to get out, but have to act nice This place is hell I get nothing done But if I quit Then they will have won I'm having dreams of the damndest things God, why can't I just sprout some wings Everyone calls to see how I am The food here tastes like rotten spam

Todays Views On....well Alot Of Things
i want to win the lottery.... and drink lots of Jager.....take my clothes off.... and run nakked in the streets..... no seriously WTF IS UP WITH THESE DAMN MORPHING PICTURES?!!! reminds me back in the day when LC was AWESOME and everyone had cherries as their main pictures..... whatever to the good ol days.... i hate change ugh..... oh well time to find something to do!

Help Me, Give Ideas
well, this is my first ever blog, YIPPEE, how exciting... now the question is, what am i going to write?? i got so excited that this was my first and i totally blanked out when i was going to type... ummmm... so hows the weather? hmmm, well hows this, you give me a subject and i'll write about it... i'll write a new blog for every idea you all give me... cause right now i've got writers block so do please help, and who knows, maybe it'll be the top blog... nah, who am i kidding! LOL well it could happen...

What Is Bdsm
What is BDSM..! BDSM = Bondage & Discipline, Dominance & Submission, S&M BDSM is a convenient abbreviation for most of the interesting activities discussed in alt.sex.bondage. It's so convenient that it packs six initials into four letters: B&D/D&S/S&M => BDSM. It's generally understood to include related activities/phenomena that don't fit strictly into any of those three catagories. An "umbrella term" like this is useful because so few actual (as opposed to theoretical) activities fit into only one catagory. Bondage Bondage deals with tying people up (or being tied up). Or chaining them up, or restraining them with straps, or straightjackets, or ... well, you get the idea, no? In theory it can be enjoyed simply for its own sake -- the sensations and images of it. In fact, some people do enjoy bondage as bondage, without any interest in D&S or S&M, but far more people find it pushes their D&S buttons at the same time, or use it only for the D&S aspects, or combine it with

Hmm
i wondr how many peole read this hoping for tidbits f sex and tyr to get off on the words of others todayi feel just a bit cyinical of huamnity day by day we drag oursleves ibnto the depths of what is evil trying to force out all that is good in the human collective For all of the mothers out there do you still let your chiildren go trcik or treating?? do you trust your judgement when it come to men?? do you find yourselff ever wondering what life would be like without having made the choices you made Do you still believe in innocence? do you believe in love? is there good still left in the human soul?? outside of what we can do to advance our varous careers?? if a man raped a woamn on the street would you stop him?? would you try and help her or would you turn away and forgett what you saw?? have you seen the kids on the street and thought to yourslef boy im glad that its not me out there?? or blamed another for what is your fault?? or eve

Goodbye, Michigan; Hello, Texas
Well, I think it's pretty much official. Im moving to Texas, lucky me, huh? I guess it will be an adventure... I just don't know how well I will adjust to being down there. I'm really not good at meeting new people. I have an awesome personality, but I'm really shy. So, wish me luck.

My Creations Of The Night
Be still! You don't own me Be still! I am the one in control Be still! A prowling tiger moving in for the kill Be still! To late your dead and for once eternally Be still! Feeling of trying Love slowly dieing Pain growing stronger Depression having hold longer My life will know no love. You have to let life be in control Well I am the one in control I am going to allow death to rule I have always felt a burning pain The pain of letting my soul go. Crying tears of sadness knowing no gladness Surrounded by badness Death finally comes. Judgement meant for two But given to one An eternity of hell So much fun. Blue because of you Tears cried for two No more pain ever again I will never give in. If love hurts than why do you continue to let the things of pain continue. You say you love me But why can't you see I've given you my heart 100% free. The pain of depression I know is real These feelings I have you

Gothic,vampire,etc , Poetry Page 3
"Unforgiven" And the sky, it burns like fire My world it comes apart You're up there now, just laughing, Laughing 'Cause you ripped out my heart Slowly I am giving in My heart is black as coal You've left me cold and empty You've destroyed my very soul So now I stand here screaming My mind is lost to rage My only wish For death to come So I can turn that page. By:kiss-bang_x@hotmail.com "These Thoughts" So many thoughts that run through my head, so many of them that had me wishing i were dead. You came to me so fast, but now your gone and in the past. I loved you so much that it kills to live, so many days i wish it were you to have lived. When i think about those days we were together, our love was strong and could be held on forever. Was it me that made you die, those thoughts of suicide. Oh how i wish you were by my side. For the fear of my fathers blows may be harder, i maybe able to see you sooner. please come back to me, for without you i have

Ten Days
Well only ten days left til Rob gets home...I dont know what to think about it. I mean yeah I'm glad he's fianlly gonna be home but at the same time I'm nervous. As most of you know him and I havent been getting along the greatest and well I'm just scared shitless that when he comes home we are gonna continue to fight and then things aint gonna work out. Damn I hope this feeling is wrong and that things will work out just fine. Well just thought I'd let you all know its only ten days now.

Soul Mates!!
WELL, I FINALLY FOUND A MAN I AM GONNA MARRY! HE ASK ME TO MARRY HIM AND I SAID YES! I LOVE HIM SOO MUCH! I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HIM!!!I AM SOO HAPPY TO BE WITH HIM AND SUPPORT HIM THROUGH LIFE! I WAS THINKING HE AND I SHOULD HAVE A WINTER WEDDING! I MET HIM WHILE IT WAS WINTER TIME, SO I WAS JUST THINKING WE SHOULD HAVE A WINTER WEDDING! ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY ARE INVITED! IF YOU ARE READING THIS, I AM ASKING YOU TO ADD MY FIANCE' ON YOUR LIST OR PASS HIM ON! PLEASE GET YOUR BUDDIES TO ADD HIM AND I WILL MAKE SURE HE WILL RETURN THE FAVOR! HE IS ON MY FAMILY LIST AND HIS NAME IS TAKEN! SO PLEASE ADD HIM AND MAKE HIM FEEL WELCOME! HE IS NEW TO ALL THIS! I TOLD HIM TO JUST TAKE MY BUDDIES FROM MY LIST AND HELP THEM OUT ALSO! SO IF YOU DO READ THIS, MAKE SURE YOU ADD HIM OR PASS HIM ON!!! THANKS A BUNCH AND GOD BLESS YOU!!! WELL, MY FIANCE'S NAME IS EDWARD C. KEITH AND HE IS 24. HE IS SOO SWEET! THE OTHER DAY HE BOUGHT ME FLOWERS AND SURPRISED ME WITH THEM!!! HE HAS BECOME SOO SWEE

Juggalo In D Skies
my bro iz a fukin kewl azz ninja that jes became a certified lo!! he iz my blood bro & my psychopathic fam!!! BUT hes been a lo all his life!!! down wit de clown til we're dead in de ground!!! mmfwcl4LYF Juggalo in D skies@ LostCherry

What Is Your Fave Aerosmith Song
hey my blog readers i am curious again hehe i want to know because i am curious what is your fave Aerosmith song and it can be from any album including honkin' on Bobo and Rockin' the joint and if i get asked my fave song i will answer it for you all from Bruce

My Background
Here's what some people might find boring-the factual/bio stuff about me hence "about me." I was born in San Bernadino,Cali-home of the Hells Angels-then when I was 9months old, we moved to South Africa mainly b/c my mom was doing work for her Doctorate-both my parents are "Drs". We stayed there for 8 years, and my brother and sister were born there and have dual citizenship. My hippy parents studied baboons over there-my Dad has his Doctorate in Zoology and Primate behavior and taught Psychology at a university and also studied baboons in a lab (just their sex habits, not any weird experiments or anything, lol). His interests are primate and human sexuality and psychology-probly where I got most of my ideas-all those weird sex books lyin round the house growing up! :D just kidding-they were boring, never had any good pics anyway, just scholarly mumbo jumbo. lol My Mom taught biology at a boys' prep school and also tracked baboons on a game reserve with a radio,

Cravings Of Desire
I crave the desire that matches mine. The scream of lust, ripped from the throat of one who's not sure if she's asked for more than she can take, but the tear-filled desire of one who will try. For your desires there will be a price too pay.........I would GIVE all that you could wish, but my turn will come......when it does,,,,I will not hold back. Thru the tears of pain, and a mask of painfilled mascara, you will ask for more. I feel you shudder, I feel the pain filled rack of vibrations that pulsate thru you.....you asked, i will not hold back! Slow, catch your breath,...is it over? With one strong, throbbing stroke, no ...not yet. You asked if you could ride me, you asked if you could find the "NEED" inside yourself...i said "YES" but at a cost,.... in your need, you never asked what that would be. Now laying, panting in passion, MY TURN! You wanted too feel the lust of a man....so be it...you wanted too feel the desire of a man......so be it....you wanted to be satisfied by a

Angelina Jolie Look Out
I have been up all nite with the hives. MY lips look like I was smacked in the face by a 2x4. I feel like crap. My throats swollen. Anyhow..ill get to all your comments later. I have a date with some benedryl!

Need Help
What do you do when someone you loved more then anything in the world one day changes their mind about you? I mean Iam going through the transitionary phase from being a boyfriend to just a friend and it's hard.Iam not posting this so that person can see it or to get people sympathy Iam doing this because Iam having problems and could use some advice from anyone that may have gone through the same thing once because I want things to be right again and I want to stop being fustrated and sad and all that so any advice is appreciated. NOTE: Iam still friends with her so no bashing alright.

Hey, Nature! Kiss My Butt!
I hate Nature. It's all full of those bugs that bite me in the most awkward places. Splain to me how a mosquito manages to bite my left buttock whilst said buttock is fully clothed and doused in bug repellant. (And I don't think I spelled repellant correctly, but my butt itches and I don't care.)

Prisoner
Away in the night So deep in fright I sleep with my eyes open Running from reality Hiding from myself Deep in thought I realize I am alone Living my life the best I can With no one around I cry No one to blame but myself I hide in the darkness of my heart Demons surrounding my dreams Evil influencing my thoughts Nowhere to run I don’t know what to do I’ve always been the problem You’ve always been an issue Why can’t we go Why are we still here? Do you know where we are? Lost in a dark corner of my mind So deep I can hear the screams of another Blood Curdling shrieks make the hair stand on end Nowhere to run Staring at nothing I’m a prisoner in my own mind Copyright ©Ted E. Brown II December 12, 2005

An Evening With Boston
I’M TELLING THIS STORY TO COMEMORATE THE NIGHT OF HORROR THAT OCCURRED ON JULY 15, 2003. THE EVENT WAS “AN EVENING WITH BOSTON” AT RIVERBEND MUSIC CENTER, SET TO START AT EIGHT P.M., NO OPENING ACTS. KARLA, DENISE, DANNY AND I WERE ATTENDING IN THE LAWN. DENISE AND DANNY MET KARLA AND I AT MY HOUSE AT ABOUT SIX P.M. BEFORE WE LEFT I CHECKED THE WEATHER ON CHANNEL 12, THEY REPORTED THERE WERE A COUPLE OF MINOR SUMMER STORMS COMING IN BUT NOTHING TO AWFULLY BAD, MOSTLY HIT OR MISS SHOWERS. AFTER WE COPPED A BUZZ, WE TOOK OFF. I COULD ALREADY SEE A SMALL STORM STARTING ITS WAY INTO BROWN COUNTY. WE LEFT MY HOUSE AND HEADED TO MILFORD TO DROP OFF MY NEPHEW, JAMES, TO MY DAD FOR THE NIGHT. FROM MILFORD, WE HEADED TO KELLOGGS AVENUE, TO THE PAVILION. WE BEARLY ARRIVED IN TIME, AT ABOUT TEN TILL EIGHT. RIVERBEND’S PARKING LOT WAS PACKED FULL. WE WERE DIRECTED TO PARK ON THE FAR SIDE OF THE RIVERDOWN’S HORSE TRACK. IT WAS A VERY HOT SWEATY WALK TO THE ENTRANCE OF RIVERBEND WHERE WE

My Pain
The night was really great, not a cloud in the sky. The stars shining brighter than ever before. A light breeze adds an eerie chill to the night. I'm standing alone is a bare corn field. The month is October, the corn had been freshly harvested and turned into Halloween decorations. As I look off into the distance, the horizon is surprisingly bright. As I look I remember a time when my father and I would go fishing on Lake Michigan, staying out on the water until the sun came up to remind us to eat breakfast, and then back out on the water. Only It always seemed you could see farther when on the water. It must have been the bright moonlight reflecting off of the shimmering black lake. Those times were the greatest, As I look back I recall I never really cared for the fishing but I always loved to spend time with my dad regardless of what we would make of It and end up doing. So may years have passed since then and now I'm alone. My father passed on couple of year ago soon a

Military Rules For Non-military Personnel
Military Rules for Non-Military Personnel Current mood: grateful Dear Civilians, We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: 1) The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem---kick their ass. 2) When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest---kick their ass. 3) Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. 4) (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT preten

My Fear(s)
PART ONE: Today's entry 9:26am Monday Sept. 25, 2006 Most people I talk to tell me that they have no fears of any kind other than the normal "fear of water, or fear of fire, or fear of being smothered" that type of stuff. I think that everyone has some type of fear of that physical aspect of dying that way. I know I have a fear of Snakes, especially boas or pythons that are big enough to eat someone like me for lunch. But those are just your normal everyday fears that basically are like the boogyman, you can usually get over them as you get older, or not as the case may be. It all depends on the person and their state of mind. Some of those fears never go away. For me the snake one will never go away, but that isn't my greatest fear. My greatest fear is, not knowing my greatest fear. Or rather not knowing what that greatest fear actually is. Even though I have an idea that something is not what is seems in the back of my mind, I always manage to push it to the furthes

Beauty
The beauty of the world, which is to soon to perish, has two edges, one of laughter, one of anguish, cutting the heart asunder. There's a time when you have to explain to your children why they're born and it's a marvelous thing if you know the reason by then. Hazel Scott Trinidad-born musician

What Pickup Line Are You Destined To Use?
Take the quiz: What pickup line are you destined to use?I lost my number... Can I have yours?well, maybe it'll work once or twice, if you're extremely lucky.Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! ewwwww @ me lol at least i could come up with a better one than that lol

Work!!!
I'm sitting here at work. Not a thing to do. Wishing I was spending time with you. Thinking of you makes me smile. I never have a care in the world when it comes to you. What's a girl to do, when love hits you hard. Embrace or fall. Its all up to you. RB

Blah
I might be a Little sparse this week...I bombed a chem test, andc I fear I bombed a few more, which is uncharacteristic of me (then again I did have a test EVERYDAY last week), So I'm going to be putting in some HUGE study hours this week, but i will be on as often as I can during study breaks. So leave me some love, pretty comments, funny pictures, all that jazz... love you guys *muahs* ~Stina

Iwa Necromaniac Vs Endgame
http://www.playiwa.com This is a match write-up I did for the Imaginary Wrestling play by mail game's All Star League. I've been playing for more then ten years, lot of fun. My character is the Necromaniac, he is basically a cannibal. (The ASL commentators stand to leave their broadcast positions, as special guests Cammy “C.C.” Chaos and Will E. Williams make their way to the ringside area to call the next match. As this is going on, the shot switches over to the locker room area of Chris Endgame, who stands in front of a mirror, looking down as he wraps his fists in tape. A cuckoo clock goes off in the background. After a moment, he looks up. The reflection in the mirror reveals a psychotic grin, which is accompanied by sinister laugher. Endgame turns around and exits the room, as the cameraman zooms in on a small table. Upon which sits a cup of water and multiple prescription bottles with several pills laid out beside them. ) Will E: Looks like Endgame forgot to take his med

Scarybird Nature Correspondent
Spring is now on its way and as usual one type of wild life now becoming more common is appearing in our cities from its long winter hibernation. I am of course talking about Scaffolidus Erectus. That group of mammals that have developed the ritual spring mating habits by using large amounts of steel tubes, wooden planks and ladders to erect intricate mating and nesting displays along the fronts of many of out building in cities in the UK. The genus is certainly not nocturnal as they are usually to be found in the evening in local hostelries grazing on their usual diet of “Real Ale" or “Lager" and crisps. They seem however to be early risers at their task well before you are I are awake with their dawn chorus of revving of badly tuned diesel lorries, dropping metal poles from a great height onto one another from the lorry and their cheery calls of “fuck", “bollocks" and other such Scaffolidus patois. Soon however they have us up and out of bed marvelling at their intelligent nest bu

Disrespect
WTF is wrong with people? What happened to common sense? the Tactless Fuckers that think it's ok to talk to a girl like she's a whore! Where in their little minds do they think that's ok? Not even a hi, how are you...NO...just out right say something nasty, no respect, no taste, no tact whatso ever! Do they think they are going to get a response? HA!!! Ugghhh.... I'm sure I'm not the only person who gets e-mails that are tastless and just outright nasty. It's as if people don't know how to read a profile before they make comments or send e-mails like that. lol...it's a really messed up way of trying to get a date, lol they are going about it all wrong! What happened to using your brain? the one three feet above your ass? lol

First Blog Ever...
Yea, so I guess I have never really offically wrote a blog, so since I'm a sheep and everyone else is doing it... what the hell right? So, it's Monday and it's like 2:00 PM and I'm sitting here bored out of my mind. I have come to the conclusion I have seen everything on the internet. Which is why I sit on this site so much, nothing better to do and here I get "some" human interaction even if it delayed by a few minutes. I suppose I could go outside and do something or I could do some work, I work from home doing my own computer stuff, cause I'm cool like that, but then I'd have to get dressed and shower and make myself pretty... which i don't feel like doing at the moment... so it can wait another hour or two. So I guess if anyone else out there is alive, holla at me... cause i'm bored out of my mind!!

To You
You filled my days with rainbows lights, Fairytales and sweet dream nights, A kiss to wipe away my tears, A hug to ease al my fears. You gave the gift of life to me And then in love, you set me free. I thank you for yor tender care, for deep warm hugs and being there . I hope that when you think of me A part of you You;ll always see. How much i need and love you xxx

Halloween Help
Alright, here's the deal. My b/f and I have been trying and trying to come up with a GOOD costume idea for couples for this halloween. We are gonna be going to a club with a costume party, and we want to go as a couple. But nothing that's been used a hundred times. No Romeo and Juliet, no Dumb and Dumber LoL. Something new and fun. Here's where y'all come in. Any ideas?? Anything? I could really use the help LoL.

My Little Dark Side.
Ok this is my little Gothic side. I love Vampire, Werewolves, and monster movies. so here are some wicked Movies i find great. Queen of the damned (already said it but yes), Underworld(1 and 2), Van Helsing, Interview with a Vampire, Nightmare Before Christmas, Corps bride, Sleep Hallow, The Crow, Lord of the rings, and Harry Potter. Most of these movies are books as well and i have to say read the books first before the movies.

Book Picks For September
A week of doctors visits has driven my book reads up from one a week to six a week. In this flurry, I've found at least two note-worth books I'd suggest to anyone with a pulse. Note: these aren't thought provoking intellectual type reads, like my favs, Emerson and Nietzsche, but they're pretty damn entertaining!!! The first book on my list is actually a trilogy by Anne Rice. It starts with The Claiming of Sleeping Beauty. This erotic story picks up where the childish fairy tale left off... The Prince claims Beauty as his sex slave... Beauty acquires a whole new perspective on life, in a fantasy world only Rice could so elegantly create. "...As he drew near her now, he thought he must be merciful and make her punishment quick. And seating himself on the bed, he reached out for her, and pulling her wrists into his left hand he brought her naked body down over his lap so that her legs dangled over the floor helplessly. "Very very lovely," he said, his right hand moving languidly over h

The Four Cats !
The Four Cats ! Four men were bragging about how smart their Cats were. The first man was an Engineer, The second man was an Accountant, The third man was a Chemist,,,,,,and The fourth man was a Government Employee. To show off, the Engineer called his cat, "T-square, do your stuff." T-square pranced over to the desk, took out some Paper and pen and promptly drew a circle, a square, And a triangle. Everyone agreed that was pretty smart. But the Accountant said his cat could do better. He called his cat and said, "Spreadsheet, do your stuff." Spreadsheet went out to the kitchen and returned With a dozen cookies. He divided them into 4 equal piles Of 3 cookies.............Everyone agreed that was good. But the Chemist said his cat could do better. He called his Cat and said,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,"Measure, do your stuff." Measure got up, walked to the fridge, took out a quart of Milk,, got a 10 ounce glass from the cupboard and poured Exactly 8 ounces without spilling a dr

From...
From your eyes to your thighs you'll sigh! From your fears to your tears you'll cheer! From your nose to your toes you'll never know! From you cheeks to your peach you'll peak! Copyright ©~Ted E. Brown II August 27, 2002

I Got The Job!
yes! I'm soo happy! I got a job at Uncle Shugs Chicken Barn...which hopefully I'll like. I start tomorrow at 4:00. The only thing that sucks is that I have to close :( And I hate closing fast food restaurants! But the manager and owner seemed really nice so....I don't know..but I hope I don't have to quit! Welp, right tomorrow to see if I like it or not!

You Are All Of This
You’re the thought that starts each morning, The conclusion to each day. You are in all that I do, And everything I say. You’re the smile on my face, The twinkle in my eye. The warmth inside my heart, The fullness in my life. You’re the hand that’s laced in mine, And the coat upon my back. My friend, my love, My shoulder to lean on. You’re my silly, mature, caring, Thoughtful, bright, and honest guy. The one who holds me tightly, When I need to cry. You’re the dimple in my cheek, The ever-constant tingle in my soul. The voice that makes me weak, The happiness of my life. You are all I’ve wanted, You are all I need. You are all I’ve dreamed of, You are all of this to me.

Last Mother Fucker On Earth
I HAVE BEEN CALLED THAT MANY TIMES ITS KINDA FUNNY WHY CUZZ I AM. A MOTHERFUCKER THAT IS AND A FEW OTHER THINGS AS WELL. I LOVE IT WHEN I HEAR SOME ONE SAY I WOULD NOT FUCK U IF U WAS THE LAST MOTHERFUCKER ON EARTH ....THERE IS TIME I WISH IT WAS THEM AND ME THEN WE WOULD SEE WHO FUCKS WHP REAL FOLKS GET OVER IT IF U R FAT OR SKINNY WHO FUCKING CARES ITS WHAT IS ON THE INSIDE THAT COUNTS IF U R OLD DONT WORRY U WILL DIE SOON IF U R YOUNG DONT WORRY U TO WILL GROW OLD ....IF U R UUUUGLY WELL DAMN DONT KNOW WHAT TO TELL YA IF U R SEXXXY DONT WORRY THAT WILL GO AWAY SOME DAY TO SO BEFOR ALL U GREAT KEN AND BARBIE DOLL LOOK ALIKES TALK SHIT JUST REMMBER U WILL BE WHERE WE R ONE DAY TO HELL IF NOT FOR US U WOULD LOOK LIKE SHIT THINK ABOUT IT WE R THE ONES WHO MAKE U SILLY FUCKERS LOOK GOOD WITH OUT US U WOULD JUST BE ANOTHER UGGGGLY FACE AND BODY ON EARTH I JUST HOPE U R HERE WITH ME THE LAST MOTHER FUCKER ON EARTH...OH AND I KNOW I CANT SPELL SO BEFOR U SAY ANYTHING ABOUT IT FUCK OFFF.....

Thoughts Of You
How can you love someone you have never seen with a feeling so passionate that it makes your heart skip a beat at the sound of his voice? How can you feel his hands on you, when he has never touched you? How can you feel his lips kiss yours when he has never whispered your name in the night? A love with such passion that life could have never known it in your wildest dreams. Or if it could ever be possible would you turn it away in fear that it could not be real for you had never known such a love. For this love I would take the chance of heartbreak. For I have known a lifetime of heartbreak and heartbreak in itself is of a temporary nature if we allow it to be. But to know just one moment in my life with such passion such feeling such want such need. I would give myself entirely without regret without sorrow without remorse to you your wants your needs your love your life. To deny such a love would be the most fatal of mistakes. To deny my

My Opinion
I accept a person for who that person it. I don't stop being a person friend because another friend doesn't like you. I like that is all that matters. I didn't control no anyone. You are fine the way you are crazy, psycho, or gothic. A person is my friend and I am his or her because I choice to be. I don't stop being a friend because another friend no longer likes you. I like you that all that matters. If I view your photos I comment on the one's like. If I view it, something about the photo caught my eye. I see beauty in all photos that I view. A person's photo are apart of who they are. I don't care what religion you practice that is apart of you and I accept a person for who they are. good or evil doesn't matter. There is good and evil in everyone. Psycho, crazy, gothic, Satanic, christian or athelist that fine with me because I accept you for the person you are and I don't want you to change. I love playing with fire because I see beautiful images an

Seraph's Cry
Seraph’s Cry I once saw a Seraph cry This vision of loneliness made me sigh His hearts wings, Frail and small Were broken in this, His latest fall I asked, What could cause such pain To a soul with thoughts As sweet as the purest rain? When he said It was I who caused the fall My tears I could not refrain.

The Ramlings Of A Goddess
Have you ever looked into a mirror and Not recognize the person looking back at you? I never like what I saw in the mirror, I hated having my picture taken. I wanted to be invisible. I don't see that any more..... I look in the mirror and it startles me.. I don't know this Beautiful, Vivacious, Woman... Looking back at me... She can't be me But wait... She is Me I am still taken aback... She is me, and I am She I am very much in a getting to know me phase... All over again I am having a blast, I am also scared shitless My New word is Courage! So you're scared... put yourself out there anyway... it might just be worth it I know it is for me.... Life is definitely changing... I like what I see... This Beautiful. Vivacious, Woman Is Me!

Another Blonde Joke
A blonde gets home early from shopping and hears strange noises coming from the bedroom. She rushes upstairs to find her husband naked on the bed, sweating and panting. "What's up?" she asks. "I'm having a heart attack," cries the husband. The blonde rushes downstairs to grab the phone, but just as she's dialing, her four-year-old son comes up and says, "Mommy! Mommy! Aunt Shirley is hiding in your closet, and she's got no clothes on!" The blonde slams the phone down and storms upstairs into the bedroom, right past her husband, and rips open the closet door. Sure enough, there is her sister, totally naked and cowering on the closet floor. "You rotten bitch," she screams. "My husband's having a heart attack, and you're running around naked scaring the kids!"

You Kill Me
the fury builds as i see you with him the fire for you still burns And my heart is all that fuels it but as each day goes on it turns to ash the wind blows it a little more away the only way i can surpress this feeling is to drink it douces the fire but the flame burns ever true if i knew it would be this hard i wouldn't have fallen for you the memories fill my head everyday making the pain more bitter i long to hate you for what you have done but it makes me sick I can't unlove you and i can't forget you but each day i still try Everyday that you don't come home kills my soul

Making Love!
TO MY DEAR WIFE: During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be asleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack

Love My Surveys :)
True or False I am a cuddler - True I am a morning person - False I am a perfectionist - True I am an only child - False I am Catholic - True I am currently in my pajamas - False I am currently suffering from a broken heart - False I am okay at styling other people's hair - True I am left handed - False I am addicted to my myspace - False(now L.C. is another story I am very shy around the opposite gender AT FIRST - false I bite my nails - False I can be paranoid at times - true I currently regret something that I have said - false When I get mad I curse frequently - true I like someone - TRUE!!! I enjoy country music - True(depends) I enjoy jazz music - True I enjoy smoothies - False I enjoy talking on the phone - False I have a pet - TRUE I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal - False I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" person - OH SO TRUE I have all my grandparents - False I have at least one sibling - True I have been told that I am smart - T

A Quick Glance
A quick glance, a tender smile, I am caught in a spell. A gentle touch, a warm embrace, I know that all too well. A soft voice, an unspoken love, Across the way i see. A kind soul, an inner beauty, That's what you are to me.

What My Name Means
C: Is wild and crazy. I: Loves everyone. N: Dead sexy. D: Has one of the best personalities ever. Y: One of the best damn gf ne one could ask for. A: Likes to drink. B: Likes people C: Is wild and crazy. D: Has one of the best personalities ever. E: Easy to fall in love with F: People adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: Have a very good personality and looks. I: Loves everyone. J: Lives life for fun. K: Really silly. L: Loved by everyone M: Makes dating fun N: Dead sexy. O: Best in bed. P: Popular with all types of people. Q: A hypocrite. R: Fuckin crazy S: Easy to fall in love with T: Loyal to those you love. U: Really like to chill. V: Not judgemental. W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y: One of the best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for. Z: Always ready.

Lightbulb Moment
When you walk out the door Stop, Did I tell them that i love them Did I kiss them bye Did I hug them Driving down the road my cell rings, Mr. so and so we have some bad news, my heart is ripped outta my chest................ Sept. 17th, I'll never forget!!!!! To that someone, remember me please.......

To Everyone I Know ....
I got nothing but love for everyone ... its all good. For all the people I know ... and even the ones I dont. I love to talk to people - feel them out - see what makes em tick - I love that people I meet know they can talk to me - I can take it as good as I dish it out ... just lettting y'all know a little something 'bout me - so come say hey anytime - day or night - will help anyone out any way I can - its all good ... I've got nothing but love for all y'all - so share the love y'all!

To Whom It May Concern.
Ok to start off I'm a little fustrated with a few people. I'm sure by the time they finish reading this blog they will realize who they are. The reason I'm fustrated is because there are certain people who are friendly for awhile but then just stop talkin to you and ignore you. and hey if they dont like me what ever but they could at least have the balls to tell me they dont want to talk to me. I hate it when people ignore me and dont tell me whats goin on. It really pisses me off. I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels this way. To those people who have been doin this to me recently GROW SOME BALLS and tell me whats up. I've have always been forward with how i feel towards people. If I repect you enough to be honest with you I expect you to do the same for me. I dont think I'm asking for too much. Ok enough ranting for now.

Depressed
my boyfriend is dating anoher girl.....th he told her he dumbed me ... soo soo soo soo soo sad.. guys are sad guys have no heart guys are careless guys are ass wholess guys have no feelings. there selfs and all they do is say one thing and mean another .....what jerks JERKS JERKS JERKS JERKS GUYS ARE ASS HOLES AND I HATE THEM CRYS...NOT FAIR

The Hunger
The Hunger There he is,standing there.Watching all the female mortals,this hunger and lust is getting deeper.He must feed,this hunger grows deeper the longer he waits.Then he sees her,Something inside him says.I have to have her,She must be his..He follows her,Watching where she goes.Her long brown hair flowing behind her.She is pretty.The need to have her is getting stronger.Still watching her,He grows hungery.She will have to wait,He must feed.Now he hunts,He But he can't take his prey.The need to have that beauty is calling,He looks to find her again.But she is nowhere to be found..

Where Were You
I used to wake up nights Callin? out your name Then i´d cry myself back to sleep Knowing i´d only dreamed I stayed inside for days Trapped within my mind Wonderin? where you had gone Convinced I could not go on Now just when I started feeling Those hands of time start to healing You´re here at my door Saying your new dreams Have led you back to me Where were you When I was going crazy Where were you Did you know what your leavin? Put me through You were feeing lost, last thing I knew You went off to find yourself Where were you I can´t pretend i´m strong Or act like I don´t care But I won´t betray my heart Now that we´ve come this far I let you go ´cause I had to I´ll close this door ´cause I need to This tunnel has a light It´s not that far away It´s brighter every day Where were you When I was going crazy Where were you Did you know what your leavin? Put me through You were feeing lost, last thing I knew Yo

Where Did We Put That Rope?
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM98%Sex God80%A Romantic50%Virgin30%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

10 Ways To Masturbate!
new top 10!!!! ok kiddies, this week it's top 10 ways to masturbate hope u got ur ky, vaseline, blistex whatever is you need, for some of these props, drugs, and the uknowing use of ur bestfriend maybe needed 10. mans bestfriend, of course we all know what this is from road trip putting peanut butter on your balls and letting your dog lick it off(technically not masturbation but you get the idea) 9. the fists of fury, stroking in an upward motion quickly alternating hands, this takes alot of practice don't try this at home 8. jerk circle, the only reason this is on the list is because even with masturbation the more the merrier 7. the manson, now this one should definitly be left to the pro's everyone remembers the rumors of marilyn manson having his ribs removed to perform felatio on himself 6. hidden finger, masturbating while fingering ones ass, (this is also called the milkmaid, stinkfinger, among others) 5. man in the night, this is a weird one(w

Kickin N Lickin It
girl just come over here lean this way lemme whisper somethin in ya ear tell you all the things a lady needs to hear next you know got you in my car rollin down 75 roll it up girl i'm gonna get ya high smoke till ya lungs collapse ur heart beats quicker don't know if it's the weed, me, or the liqour but u keep lookin at me lickin ya lips hands sliding up and down ya body graspin at ya hips leanin over tell me all the nasty things ya wanna do to me get ya to my crib and things are lookin up for a G lead ya inside with the touch of my hand set ya on the couch let the fun begin got ya wantin me, needin me but i'm just lay back and continue to tease my hand on ya thigh lookin ya in the eyes tell ya nothin but the truth no need to lie i've known you for years and now i getta try i lean in closer to hear your words i run my hand up ur neck and pull u close face to face lip to lip i slide my tongue out and take a lil l

Slice... Slice... Slice....
You scored as Mutilation Fetish. Mutilation fetish: You love sex and you love getting the crap beat out of you while you do it! More power to ya!!!Bondage Fetish100%Mutilation Fetish100%Foot Fetish6%Scat Fetish0%What's Your Fetish?created with QuizFarm.com

Hurry!
Why do we hurry so endlessly hurrying trying to save one more minute! Why do we hurry so traveling, scurrying trying to get where we go... Why do we have so much traffic? People can move without cars... Why do we have so much anger? Life could be lived without scars! Why do we hurry so endlessly hurrying trying to save some more... time!

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts of you enter my mind Wanting to whisper in your ear sweet somethings are to mend that emptiness my friend Thoughts of you make me smile Wanting happiness within your heart Breaking loneliness apart to let the warmth & love spread within Let me take your hand & hold it dear I want you safe you hear!

Untitled
*Near to the door* *He paused to stand* *As he took his class ring* *Off her hand* *All who were watching* *did not speak* *As a silent tear* *Ran down his cheek* *and through his mind* *the memories ran* *of the moments they walked* *and ran in the sand (hand in hand)* *But now her eyes were so terribly cold* *For he would never again* *have her to hold* *they watched in silence* *as he bent near* *and whispered the words….* *”I love you” in her ear* *he touched her face and started to cry* *as he put on his ring he wanted to die* *and just then the wind began to blow* *as they lowered her casket* *into the snow* *this is what happens* *to man alive* *when friends let friends* *drink and drive*

First Kiss
You lean over and kissed me I felt my knees go weak You lean over and kissed me I couldn’t even speak You leaned over and kissed me With a passion flowing free You lean over and kissed me Sparks flew that we could see You lean over and kissed me A touch so soft and tender You lean over and kissed me A kiss I would remember You lean over and kissed me I’m sure I’d kiss you back You lean over and kissed me With the fire no kiss should lack You lean over and kissed me You left me wanting more You lean over and kissed me My soul you did explore You lean over and kissed me My heart no longer full of pain You lean over and kissed me Darling, kiss me once again

My Weekend
Well I wasn't stood up. I spent the weekend with my friend Jimmy. He drove four hours to spend the weekend with me. We had fun just hung out really. Heres a picture of us. so yeah thats that. lol. Not much to say. Oh yeah dont pay attention to the date on the picture...its wrong!!

Dying Inside
Currently Listing To Torn By Natalie Where are You Now whiles im dying inside? Where are You now since you up & left? I gave You my World my Heart & Soul For what? To be Torn up inside You left me empty with a Broken Heart You Fed Me lies and Bruised My Inner Light You said i was Your everything But where are You Now Why aint You Holding me? You Said you Loved me But Honey That was Just the pills Talking instead Where are You Now whiles im dying inside? Where are You now since you up & Left? I Know oh I know Your with Her The Truth Came Out 4 weeks ago Oh Yes Yes it did You Chose That Girl Over me Why Did You Tore Me up inside? Where are You Now ? whiles im Hurting inside oooh I Know You dont care But You Stuck A Kinfe in My heart Now everyday I picture You with her I think to Myself was i not enough? What did i do To get such A Mess? Its Raining outside My Tears are falling Down I Gave You My World my Heart & Soul

Cold Reality
Cold Reality Through many eyes you will see, a cold reality. One of disproportions, uncertain wheels of fortunes. Hidden vanities, alarming subtleties. Moments so delirious, so precarious. So much resentment, predicament. Pompous actions, frivolous passions. Bad habits and addictions, endless contradictions. Always unsatisfied, quickly running out of time. A. Pilley

My Toughts On The Day!
So Its 1:28 am And i just got done Writing another Poem I am talking To Allie Shes Keeping me in line lol I really dont understand Guys now days I really dont My Birthday is 6 days from Now & My Parents are Throwing Me a Party I will be Hanging out with My Homies And Having a Good time I really need that right now I cant wait to be 20 people say being 20 is just feeling another yr old but i think Changing Ages is cool You Cant stay The same age forever but i wish i could be 21 and stay that age lol But thats just wishful thinking I Have to Pick up My brother at wally world at 7:30 am Which is a few hours from now I just Got over my Cold I think Staceys Magic worked on me lmao But i feel Much Better I have Been Busy all day Because i am writing a Book About My life.and I want it to be good Plus im working on my music because im starting a Band I Know i should be thinking about College and what i wanna do in life But Music is my life and thats what i wanna do i have been writing P

9-26-06
so this is my life... I have 3 kids, Jake who is 8, Ashley who is 6 and Jasen who is 2. Thy are my reason for breathing and with my depression, if it wasn't for them...i would have killed myself long ago. I had Jake right outta high school and been working and takin care of my kids since the day I got pregnant. it's what i do..i take care of them....i missed out on alot of them so far just due to workin so much. i'm tired of missin out.... i was married to their dad for 7 years...together for almost 9. it was a long road. not all bad. but we make better friends than parents together and a married couple. then i decided one day life was better off with us divorced. so my divorce will be final October 23rd. It's still been a long road and very hard. sometimes...well alot of the time it seems like his kids are a matter of convenience. 3000 bhid in child support...barly see's his kids. his mom helps out more with them than he does. he has another daughter form a pre

Just A Bit More
well, its like 2am here and i am so bored. do not do the bars much any more. well, not realy looking for much any more, been hurt to many times. maybe one day the one that is ment for me will find me. till then im just going to hang out and have fun

Instructions... #3
I finish crawling to You as You wrap the extra length of chain around Your hand slowly. I stop and kneel at Your feet again in the position described by You in Your instructions. Your hand reaches out to smooth dark red hair away from my face as You smile lovingly down at me and whisper to me about how beautiful You think I am, and how sexy I was crawling to You, staring into Your eyes and following You, my full trust of You showing through the love in my own eyes. You pull on the leash a bit, moving me closer to You, my mouth directly in front of Your need as You sit on the edge of the bed, Your legs held wide to let me between them. Looking into Your eyes, I lean forward and touch the tip of my tongue to the delicate skin at the tip of Your obvious need for me. Sliding my tongue around, I brace myself with the hands that are still on my thighs where I was instructed to keep them until told otherwise. I slide my tongue down the pulsing length of You, brushing it over the vein to the t

My "wonderfull" Week
WHAT A FUCKIN WEEK.. LET ME TELL YOU!!! So let me start from the begging, and btw.. its 3 fuckin am.. nuthin is gunna be spelled right. MONDAY-- My uncle passed and this was the day of his memorial service...And if the day wasnt sad as hell, we get a phn call...My other uncle is dyin.. An thr not sure if hell make it to christmas. Tuesday-- Come down with a cold... Cant breath... N what the fuck is the point of eating... Food has no taste.. WEDNESDAY-- look at what i said about tuesday...Still feelin like shit Thursday--My best friend... or so called best friend gets pissed at me for no reason... but because she has a bf she dont care.. she can live with out me for the moment... well this upsets me..But hey... what can i do?? Not a damn fuckin thing FRIDAY--This was the worst day of all...The guy that i was fallin in love with had to break things with me b4 they even started...It was the worst day ever...Yea i cried for hrs on end..Cuz iv never in my life have ever m

Memories
I feel tired all those memories in my hands and again I can not stop crying and all this out of the stupid wish someone would notice. I guess I need to get rid of some things I promised it myself didn’t I? And it’s getting empty anyway and for the first time since years I am not looking forward to the both events. I should give it back and get my mind together there are no excuses anymore it is all in my hands. Is that the reason why I wake up so late just to turn around and flee again?

Sex And Calories
sex and calories Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8

Physical Therapy And Moving
Well yesterday I went to my first PT session....to strengthen my kness. you see I am double jointed aparently and that in combo with being overweight is really really bad for my joints. I am feeling lots of pain in my knees some of it osteo arhritis... So my Physical therepist is really cool and nice. She made me break a sweat though....oh gee...how cruel....LOL Oh and We put in a bid for a double wide...We as in my parents and I...yeah i'm going to move in with my parents again but they need me and I need them...you see I have to dish out probably as much as I am now...but anything is better than living where I am now.....Seriously you only know the half of it. We found a huge lot where we could put a swing set, fence, pool and have a dog ...its huge!! i'm not gonna tell you exactly where but its in the Ladson,SC area. NICE....... :D

Why Has Lost Cherry Dye Down
wow when i first came on this site everyone was cool now it seems like we got alot of people rating crazy and giving people low numbers ...come on not everyone has to look perfect...or a super model we are all here for fun.....i think i know i am but hey just be cool and give others good ratin and stop being mean and cruel......

Samples
There was this guy who was sick so he went to the doctor. The doc ran some tests and sent him home with some medicine. The next day the doctor called and the wife answered. "I'm going to have to run a few more tests", the doctor said "I'm going to need a semen, urine and a fecal sample." After she hung up the husband asked, "What did the doctor say?" "Oh the doctor is going to need a pair of your underwear".

Missing Him
Fuck I miss my dad it has been 9 days since he passed away and i miss him already sooo much...we had his memorial yesterday it was really nice and about 200 or so ppl showed....he will be sadly missed by alot of ppl but most of all his Family now i have to think about how im gonna get through the holidays without my dad being there...fuck this sucks sooooo bad...