I feel tired all those memories in my hands and again I can not stop crying and all this out of the stupid wish someone would notice. I guess I need to get rid of some things I promised it myself didn’t I? And it’s getting empty anyway and for the first time since years I am not looking forward to the both events.
I should give it back and get my mind together there are no excuses anymore it is all in my hands. Is that the reason why I wake up so late just to turn around and flee again?
