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The Hole 2
THE HOLE JUST GROWS WIDER AND DEEPER PERHAPS THE ANSWERS ARE UNATTAINABLE MAYBE EVEN UN NEEDED BUT THE DEEP DESIRE AND PASSION ARE JUST EXCRUITIATINGLY UNATTAINABLE MAYBE ACCEPTANCE IS THE ANSWER BUT THEN THE JOURNEY ENDS AND THAT IS TOTALLY UNACCEPTABLE DAN CELTICCHARMS

A Few Things
I'll be away again for a week, able to use the site occasionally but on a computer, and using a browser, that really hate this site, and spending less time at the computer and more time, well- visiting family :)... If you do want to get in touch with me, shoutbox will be off, comments will be off (not that I'm expecting so very many but they do fall off the page; expect best ;^) ), but send a message and I'll catch the notification, get back on and try to respond. (This is public for a reason and does apply to anyone I haven't outright blocked, though flooding will get a fishie...er, poisson... erm, person blocked.) (Edit: I seem to have forgotten what the 'few' things were, but if you have my e-mail, of course, send to that...) -E who thought the Ringling Brothers might have been a name made up by PT Barnum (what. Would you put it past the man? For a moment?) But - no, apparently, there were five of them, and one of their descendants has an homage site set up.

Untitled 3 (older)
NUMBNESS AND DRIED TEARS NO LONGER ABLE TO SING BETRAYED AND ABANDONED SADNESS PREVAILS IN THE DEEP LIED TO WITH HOPEFUL WORDS PAIN AND YEARNING FILL THE HEART FLOWING THRU THE VEINS WITH BITTERNESS USELESSFEELINGSPOURED OUT AND WASTED NEWNESS OF SUCH A QUICK REJECTION MANY CONFUSED THOUGHTS, HATRED,CYNICISM,CAUSTICNESS LIFE NO LONGER HOLDS MY ENERGY TIME HEALS ALL, BUT FEAR IS EVER PRESENT SHEILD THE HEART SHEILD THE PAIN DAN CELTICCHARMS

Relationships
Relationships, r they really worth it? This was asked of me today, and this blog is where my answer wound up. GF's I know suffer through a lot of bs in their love or lust lives. And those who are my good GF's know I do too. Why do men think they are worthy of everything and we think we are worthy of nothing. Subjecting ourselves to torment both real and imagined for the sake of a relationship with another human being. Honestly, when you're not home do you think your cat is laying in someone elses lap or that the dog is chewing on the neighbors slippers?? We put ourselves through way too much drama. The guys or signifigant others in our lives never having a clue about it all. We sit around making ourselves miserable or letting them make us miserable for what? We as women, just for surviving puberty, or the 'joys' of motherhood, deserve more. Men have no clue what we go through. And yes they have for many years brought home the bacon, but there is only one butcher and has always

Omg
I think ive found him.Im so happy. Is a white american man and i know we are gonna be together forever. Ill do anything for him.His coming down to see me in February valentine's day... I cant wait to put my arms around him and be with him forever.

Original Poetry
Passions Fire Heart and soul securely bound Satisfaction her desire For in submission she has found Release in passion's fire The pleasure of his soft caress Followed by the sting Of leather laid upon her flesh Such ecstasy it brings Patterns drawn across her skin An art form seldom ever shared Etched in pain and colored in Because her Master cared With passion lit and burning high Searing cross soft silken path To trace the way a tear she cries Afraid she's earned her Master's wrath As molten river seeks release And her body quakes in pleasure She cries out, help me Master please To give to you full measure Kevin F. Dustin

Hey, A Reverend Said It!
USA Today. And article about the church and it's stand against homosexuality: So anyways, a reverend wrote an article comparing the persecution of Galileo and the strife homosexuals are receiving from the church. He is concerned that they are making the same mistake they did back when we realized the Earth revolved around the Sun. He then goes on to say that there is more proof everyday that homosexuality in most cases is a triat you are born with, not a spur of the moment choice. Now, since i am not a religious man for many reasons, i really have a lot of respect for this man and his info about the bible. Leviticus 18, this part contains the text about no man shall lay with another as he would a woman. The reverend describes that in that whole section many things are punishable by death. Including, touching pork ( a football for instance ), menstruating and praying...i can't even remember the others. Basically, if you are going to follow one, you have to follow them a

Naked
OK over 500 friends and only fuckin 69 votes... what the fuck... help me out im in second place..NO GOOD...I NEED TO WIN.. CUM ON PEOPLE..YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO BE MY FRIENDS... If you cant see my private album you can see this photo... Im in a contest please stop by and vote Instructions to VOTE: 1. Click the link 2. Leave a comment (I vote for you) 3. RATE (10 please) 4. Stop by my page and let me know you voted. CLICK THE LINK HERE: [ CherryTAP.com photo: 202649423 ] Thanks Harleysportee69 PLEASE SHARE THIS LINK WITH YOUR FRIENDS....MAYBE THEY WILL VOTE IF YOU DONT.

To?????
"Friends are God's way of taking care of us." This was written by a Hospice of Metro Denver physician. I just had one of the most amazing experiences of my life, and wanted to share it with my family and dearest friends: I was driving home from a meeting this evening about 5, stuck in traffic on Colorado Blvd., and the car started to choke and splutter and die - I barely managed to coast, cursing, into a gas station, glad only that I would not be blocking traffic and would have a somewhat warm spot to wait for the tow truck. It wouldn't even turn over. Before I could make the call, I saw a woman walking out of the "quickie mart" building, and it looked like she slipped on some ice and fell into a Gas pump, so I got out to see if she was okay. When I got there, it looked more like she ha d been overcome by sobs than that she had fallen; she was a young woman who looked really haggard with dark circles under her eyes. She dropped something as I helped her up, and I pick

Resume~
Resume~ 1.. My first job was working in an Orange Juice factory, but I got canned. I couldn't concentrate. 2. Then I worked in the woods as a Lumberjack, but I just couldn't hack it, so they gave me the axe. 3. After that, I tried to be a Tailor, but I just wasn't suited for it -- mainly because it was a sew-sew job. 4. Next, I tried working in a Muffler Factory, but that was too exhausting. 5. Then, I tried to be a Chef - figured it would add a little spice to my life, but I just didn't have the thyme. 6. I attempted to be a Deli Worker, but any way I sliced it I couldn't cut the mustard. 7. My best job was a Musician, but eventually I found I wasn't noteworthy. 8. I studied a long time to become a Doctor, but I didn't have any patience. 9. Next, was a job in a Shoe Factory. I tried but I just didn't fit in. 10. I became a Professional Fisherman, but discovered that I couldn't live on my net income. 11. I managed to get a good job working for a Pool

Bubba Had Shingles :-d
Bubba had shingles :-D Those of us who spend much time in a doctor's office should appreciate this! Doesn't it seem that more and more that physicians are running their practices like an assembly line? Here's what happened to Bubba: Bubba walked into a doctor's office and the receptionist asked him what he had. Bubba said, Shingles. So she wrote down his name, address, medical insurance number and told him to have a seat. Fifteen minutes later a nurse's aide came out and asked Bubba what he had. Bubba said, Shingles. So she wrote down his height, weight, a complete medical history and told Bubba to wait in the examining room. A half hour later a nurse came in and asked Bubba what he had. Bubba said, Shingles. So the nurse gave Bubba a blood test, a blood pressure test, an electrocardiogram, and told Bubba to take off all his clothes and wait for the doctor. An hour later the doctor came in and asked Bubba what he had. Bubba said, shingles. The doctor asked, Where?

"relationships"
1. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 2. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 3. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 4. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 5. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 6. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 7. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 8. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one,so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 9. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened. 10. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more carefu

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Thanksgiving
A young man named John received a parrot as a gift. The parrot had a bad attitude and an even worse vocabulary. Every word out of the bird's mouth was rude, obnoxious, and laced with profanity. John tried and tried to change the bird's attitude by consistently saying only polite words, playing soft music, and anything else he could think of to "clean up" the bird's vocabulary. Finally, John was fed up, and he yelled at the parrot. The parrot yelled back. John shook the parrot, and the parrot got angrier and even ruder. John, in desperation, threw up his hands, grabbed the bird, and put him in the freezer. For a few minutes the parrot squawked and kicked and screamed. Then suddenly there was total quiet. Not a peep was heard for over a minute. Fearing that he'd hurt the parrot, John quickly opened the door to the freezer. The parrot calmly stepped out onto John's outstretched arms and said "I believe I may have offended you with my rude language and actions. I'm sincerely

Kiss Me, Doctor
Doctor, doctor, please kiss me," says the patient. "No, I'm sorry, that would be against the code of ethics," says the doctor. Ten minutes later the patient says: "Doctor, please, kiss me just once." "No, I'm sorry, I just can't" he says. Five minutes later, she asks again: "Please, please kiss me!" "Look," says the doctor, "it's out of the question. In fact, I probably shouldn't even be f***ing you.

Girls Guide: Understanding Men By The Comments They Make
For you girls out there, here is a little guide to help you understand men by the comments they make. Category 1: Men that say you are hot or sexy. Not the type that read profiles. Always jumps into the most nude pic you got and dump a "Hot" before jerking off. Would you ever sleep with this guy you can be sure he will come before he gets his pants off. Category 2: Men that say you are amazing, awesome, stunning, or wow. A nice but slightly retarded guy. Someone that will follow your every step and do whatever you tell him... if he gets it. However, you might need to tell him to close the mouth once in a while unless you want people to stare. Having sex means you do the work. Category 3: Men that say your are georgeous or beautiful. This is the a fishing type that throw around generous comments to see what surface. Sometimes use foreign language to sound more interesting. Not very picky. Could easily do with miss Godzilla as long as the lights are turned off in the be

Showin' Love
It has been an amazing past few days! Meeting all these new friends! Thanks for all the love!!! I am going out of town for the next few days. I won't have a comp. When I get back I'll return the love! Talk soon! M

What Kind Of Car Are You?
I'm a Dodge Viper! You're all about raw power. You're tough, you're loud, and you don't take crap from anyone. Leave finesse to the other cars, the ones eating your dust. Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

Angel
If I ever saw an angel, it was in your eyes." Never thought that love could feel like this and you changed my world with just one kiss, how can it be that right here with me there's an angel?" Heaven's lost without you, A friend is always good to have, but a lover's kiss is better than angels raining down on me Every minute I spend with you is like being in heaven and looking in an angel's eyes." Just one night in your dreams would be like spending eternity staring at the face of an angel, I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends. I'm surrounded by angels, but I call them my best friends, . "Friends are angels that come from above. Sent down from God for you to love. So if you are sad, and don't know what to do. Just remember that I care for you, The angel of love will fill your heart and you will have all you seek in time to come. you are indeed and angel from above

Girl Anachronism - The Dresden Dolls
You can tell from the scars on my arms and the cracks in my hips and the dents in my car and the blisters on my lips that i'm not the carefullest of girls you can tell from the glass on the floor and the strings that're breaking and i keep on breaking more and it looks like i am shaking but it's just the temperature and then again if it were any colder i could disengage if i were any older i would act my age but i dont think that you'd believe me it's not the way i'm meant to be it's just the way the operation made me and you can tell from the state of my room that they let me out too soon and the pills that i ate came a couple years too late and ive got some issues to work through there i go again pretending to be you make-believing that i have a soul beneath the surface trying to convince you it was accidentally on purpose i am not so serious this passion is a plagiarism i might join your century but only on a rare occasion i was taken o

About Me
1. Full name: Vicious Vamp is all you need to know 2. Nicknames: Vicious, Mistress Vicious, Ms. Vamp 3. Eye Color: blue 4. Height: 5'3" 5. Hair: shoulder length and naturally blonde, though it changes color often 6. Siblings: 1 Half-Sister who I'm very close to 7. Do u like to sing in the shower? not really 8. Do u like to sing on the toilet? definitely a negative 9. Birthday: August 28 10. Sign: Virgo 11. Address: That is a secret 12. Sex: female 13. Righty or lefty: ambidextrous 14. What do you want in a relationship most? To feel loved 15. Have you ever cheated? I have in the past, but I've never cheated on my current bf 16. Marital status: In a relationship 17. Do you have a car? Unfortunately, no 18. What kinda car do you have/want? Anything that runs and is reliable is fine with me 19. Movie: too many favs 20. Song: Here I Go Again by Whitesnake 21. Band/singer: again, too man favs 22. TV Show: I'm on a Futurama kick

Sex Facts
Men: 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer the term "feminine", 7% say they are "good looking", and 7% say they a

Lipstick On Shirt
George comes home very late, and very drunk, and his wife is waiting for him at the door. She says, "You've been out fucking around, haven't you?" He says, "Nope." She says, "Then explain the lipstick on your shirt." He says, "That's easy. I used my shirt to wipe off my dick."

Holiday Survey
Holiday Edition of Getting to Know Your Friends. Don't be a scrooge!!! 1. Egg Nog or Hot Chocolate? HOT COCOA 2. Does Santa wrap presents or just sits them under the tree? WRAPS THEM 3. Colored lights on tree/house or white? COLORED 4. Do you hang mistletoe? YES 5.When do you put your decorations up? LOL... THE DAY BEFORE CHRISTMAS 6. What is your favorite holiday dish? TURKEY! 7. Favorite Holiday memory as a child? I WAS A SPOILED CHILD.. I MISS THAT.. I HATE BEING RESPONSIBLE 8. When and how did you learn the truth about Santa? I DONT RECALL 9. Do you open a gift on Christmas Eve? NOT ANYMORE 10. How do you decorate your Christmas Tree? PURPLE AND SILVER 11. Snow! Love it or Dread it? LOVE IT... BUT ONLY THE WEEK OF CHRISTMAS 12. Can you ice skate? I HAVE 13. Do you remember your favorite gift? WHICH ONE? THERE HAVE BEEN MANY 14. What's the most important thing about the holidays for you? BEING WITH FAMILY 15. What is your

Written In The Style Of Casey At The Bat
Mighty Gobie at the Pole It was extremely windy and quite cold upon that day But we decided to go fishing and we gathered anyway They had already begun, before I got there all was fine they had picked out their spots, and had casted out their line The old pro of the group had let me bait my hook I picked a spot and casted hard, no one gave a look The cold was cutting deep and I was grateful for the dog she blocked the wind so well and her warmth I wanted just to hog Suddenly there came a shout of fish on ! that's how it did begin The mammoth man called Tiny stood up and reeled his line in he showed it there for all the world to see a perch he did display And to our amazement it was legal but he would have kept it anyway Still the old pro had caught nothing and neither so had I we waited all on mighty Queen Gobie to give it her best try She moved to a new spot and determination she did show We would not get the best of her she surely let us know then su

I Hate Ninjas
I hate Ninjas because they are sneaky bastards. The real problem is that there are no more Samurais. When there were still a lot of Samurais around, Ninjas were well employed. Now that they do not have their nemesis around they are bored and need to find ways to keep themselves trained and entertained. And of course since they are well hidden, no one knows how to hire them Shame on you Ninjas. You could have made your services available and taken out Saddam. We could have hired a bunch of Ninjas to find Osama bin Laden. Think of the American lives we could have saved. But instead of working toward the common good, Ninjas spend their time hiding keys and creating mischief. Now I know that sneaking into my home, hiding my keys, and getting back out without getting shot in the ass is quite a feat, but is not the best use of their skills. I understand that it is like the Native American tradition of counting coup. But come on. Yes I will post this because I am not afraid of Nin

Hehehe Another Survey About Me
Things You Actually Really Want to Know About Me by onmyown2723Height:: 5'6" ishWeight:: Roughly 175Right or left-handed:: RightHeritage:: As if I knowAre you in love?:: Unsure at this point get back to me laterHow do you alleviate stress?:: MasturbationDo you swear?:: All the timeIf you could have any job, what would it be?:: Hell if I know, I'm stuck with a bad oneWhat are your favorite sports to watch?:: OSU FootballWhat was your first car?:: 1986 Lebaron GTSWhat kind of car do you have now?:: 1992 Jeep Were you popular in high school?:: I was never really in high schoolDo you like thunderstorms?:: Um, perhaps a bit too muchIs the glass half empty or half full?:: What glass?Best places you have ever been?:: Rome or CapriFavorite food?:: Mmmm TwinkiesLeast favorite food?:: SeafoodWhat type of music do you dislike most?:: GospelDo you take illegal drugs?:: Why would I admit to that?Do you believe in love at first sight?:: I believe in lust which may develop into lo

Conversations With My 13 Year Old Self
"Conversations With My 13 Year Old Self" By Pink... go listen on my page. Damn...was someone in my head when they wrote this song?! WOWSERS!!! This one made me cry! Conversations with my thirteen year old self Conversations with my thirteen year old self You're angry I know this The world couldn't care less You're lonely I feel this And you wish you were the best No teachers Or guidance And you always walk alone You're crying At night when Nobody else is home Come over here and let me hold your hand and hug you darling I promise you that it won't always feel this bad There are so many things I want to say to you You're the girl I used to be You little heartbroken thirteen year old me You're laughing But you're hiding God I know that trick too well You forget That I've been you And now I'm just the shell I promise I love you and Everything will work out fine Don't try to Grow up yet Oh just give it some time The pain you feel is real

Deleting Peeps Off My Friends List
I'm not going to get all arsey about this or make a big deal but I just wanted to say to those who I've recently deleted....it's nothing personal...it's just that some of you I've never even spoken too, and I'm not here just to have the most friends etc etc....you won't even notice I've deleted you! So, take care! Mxx

And Then There Was Silence....not For Long Mind...
I do this for my other blogs and thought...why not do it here. Basically I post a song each week from any band and then get comments, if anyone acually read it that is..LoL Let\'s kick things off...with this weeks song and that song is...AND THEN THERE WAS SILENCE by Blind Guardian Song Name - And Then There Was Silence Artist - Blind Guardian Album - A Night At The Opera Song Number - 10 of 11 Song Length - 14:07 Lyrics Turn your head and see the fields of flames He carries along From a distant place He\'s on his way He\'ll bring decay (Don\'t move along \'Cause things they will go wrong The end is getting closer day by day) In shades of grey We\'re doomed to face the night Light\'s out of sight Since we\'ve reached the point of no return We pray for starlight we wait for the moon The sky is empty Alone in the unknown We\'re getting nowhere We have been betrayed By the wind and rain The sacred hall\'s empty and cold The sacrifice made

I've Been Violated
hey guys something went wrong. I think I was hacked cause I wasn't on at all really yesterday and I come on this morning to find a blog saying I've killed myself... well I'm not dead i'm still here sorry if I scared anyone.. but by the look of the blog only 6 people saw it anyway so i guess not to many people cared.

Thanks
Courtesy of MsTags.com To all of you who sent my daughter well wishes yesterday thankyou from the bottom of my heart . She is much better today , And as u can see its soon thanksgiving for a few of my good friends too... So love and warm wishes coming from me to u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Poems
Untitled It's been years and I still miss you Wonder what it would be like if you were here But, she didn't want you So, I had to respect Her decision, but I didn't expect For her to say she wasn't ready But, that's what she said The words will forever repeat in my mind For you are the one thing I've wanted for years And since you've been gone, for you I've shed tears Wishing you were here To look in your face and see my own To provide you with food, clothes, and shelter To build a home Even if I have another, it will NEVER replace you Because a part me died inside When I lost you, My first child I love you.... Last Night I touched you for the first time and it felt better that I dreamed it would I've fantasized about you for so long That when it happened, I felt I was were I belong A taste so sweet, a smell so nice You've just increased my appetite for you The more I get, the more I want You felt damn good, no need to front If If there is a

Ok I Am Snivvvveling. (not In A Good Fucking Mood)
well as it seems i ain't been gettin on here as much as before...so i am thinkin on leavin here specially considerin the past couple days i ain't been on here out of alllll my friends ya wld think i wld b flyin like mad on the three contests that i have posted in blog b4 this....not only cause of that, talk about tiss the fuckin season.......damn truck needs a new engine as of saturday night. one big engine and one major exspense, talk about a piss off, 2003 GMC Sierra 2500HD.....motor siezed due to a situation out of our control. playin in mud hooked on lip of a pit and it pulled us right in flooding everything inside and drownding the god damn motor, took two bigger trucks to get us out, lucky our air bags didn't come out, but i sure got the neck pain and headaches from it. damn lowest price found so far for engine is 3thou for a damn rebuild. hopefully can find somethin lower, alls i know is gonna b a tight christmas with four rug rats glad the two oldest are very understanding and

My Nightmare
nightmares Current mood: scared A very good and trusted friend suggested that i write about my nightmares in order to try and get them out of my head. i'm not much of a writer, but here goes nothing. Most of you know a little about my past marriage. It WAS a good one, until one night last year when everything changed. My husband, at that time, was "working" in NJ. i, as usual, was in Vt with our son, DJ. i got woken up around 2 or so in the morning by my car alarm. Someone had tried to break into my car. What would any wife and mother do? i tried to call my husband on his cell phone. When a female voice answered, i thought nothing of it since he was staying at his friend's house. Mikey is something of a "man-whore", so i figured it was one of HIS "friends". i didn't get upset until she said,"Honey, wake up. It's your wife on the phone." Then, i knew it was time to get mad. i strongly suggested that he get his ass home, NOW. i'm not that forward or bold as to

Monkey
A trucker picks up a hitchhiker who climbs up in the cab and notices a monkey on the dashboard. After a few miles he asks the driver what the monkey is for. The driver says "I'll show you" and with that he hits the monkey with the back of his hand, sending the poor creature rolling across the dash. The monkey goes down between the drivers legs, unzips his pants, pulls out his unit and proceeds to give the trucker head. When finished ,the monkey pulls out a tissue, cleans the driver up, puts everything back and jumps back up on the dashboard. "See that" said the trucker. The man said "Yeah". The trucker ask the man "You want to try it?" The man said "OK, but don't hit me as hard as you hit that monkey!"

Poems 3
On Air If only I could open up my heart and show you what's inside If only there was a way for you to see... That... You have my attention My attenna's are fully extended Accepting and recieving your complete broadcast For me, you are a Must See A box office, block buster You had my thumbs up at the premier... But, I want the original, not some bootleg copy Your lips Baby, Your lips are so delicious I salivate at the thought of kissing them You keep them so moist, never looking dry or chapped Just ready for intimate contact Sometimes, I just watch them when you talk The way they move as you form your words I enjoy just looking at them Perfectly shaped and sized, shining from you lip gloss Damn, your lips have me at a loss, For words that is... At First Sight At first sight I was bombarded by a beauty so rare That all I could do is stare Take a chance, I told myself But you thought I was like all the other books on the shelf So, it became my

Tag!
okay what is the name your first school ever, this is a tag your it,game i got taged so im going to tag back. My School was Miriam Morris Private School. I Tag PLayfulGod Shell MorphingButterflysMan SensitiveGuy

Cum On People...help Me
OK.. Im doing better but still not there. I need more help.. PLEASE.. dont make me beg.. although im sure some you reading this would enjoy that..LOL OK over 500 friends and only fuckin 135 votes... what the fuck...and half of those are from ones I just met. CUM ON PEOPLE..YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO BE MY FRIENDS... If you cant see my private album you can see this photo... Im in a contest please stop by and vote Instructions to VOTE: 1. Click the link 2. Leave a comment (I vote for you) 3. RATE (10 please) 4. Stop by my page and let me know you voted. CLICK THE LINK HERE: [ CherryTAP.com photo: 202649423 ] Thanks Harleysportee69 PLEASE SHARE THIS LINK WITH YOUR FRIENDS....MAYBE THEY WILL VOTE IF YOU DONT.

Why I Am Not Around The Ct Much Anymore
Nothing is wrong as far as i know.. Just kinda tired of the drama of the CT and suffering from a bit of a ct burn out... Trying to reach level 10 and then achieving it was the goal i set... And now im just chilling and popping in from time to time.. Happy Turkey day C

Hopeful Hearts
hopeful Hearts A single tear is shed upon the earth Her cry echos across the lands That once strong heart Has now been shattered She scrambles to pick up the pieces Yet with each piece collected she cries harder I damn you for what you have done How could you hurt such and innocent How could you destroy her world? You coward hiding behind your lies I try to help in the collecting of the pieces Yet each one gives me more of a glimpse That pain she feels becoming a part of me now I look into her eyes Tell her she will not be alone Assure her that I will not leave her in this darkness She looks at me and begins to smile As I take her hand in mine Feeling my heart beating out of my chest drawing closer our lips meet As the shadows begins to fade A new day is ahead we will be alright...

Masks
Every day I put on my mask It hides me from the world The people all love it Telling me I am nice and caring They come to me for advice and comfort Laugh at all my jokes and act shocked at my mistakes When I go home the mask comes off I become cold as ice, my heart becoming black once more The pain and lonliness slowly taking over my thoughts Looking into my mirror I ask myself a single question How do you like me now?

Time
“If we take care of the moments, the years will take care of themselves.” ~ Maria Edgeworth (1801) How do we measure time? Where do we see ourselves in the future? We don’t need to plan too far ahead, sometimes it’s better to go with the flow. If we are living in the now, doing good work and making good use of our time, everything is going to unfold exactly as it is meant to. It’s the same thing as “you reap what you sow.” Invest minutes and reap hours – Sow kindness, love and compassion and reap those rewards - an abundant harvest awaits! “Measure, time and number are nothing but modes of thought or rather of imagination.” ~ Benedict Spinoza Whether analog or digital, clocks and watches are man-made inventions. We follow along, agreeing to the certain standard measurements of time, when it is really only a perception of what has transpired. When we understand that there is no such thing as time, we will stop running out of it. We have all the time we need. Just as we have all

I Should Know Better
TYLENOL was here to greet me when I awoke this morn. Thank god!! lol Seems I have stubbed my head. Somewhere in between tequila shots a lot of beer and a few sambuca, I may have gotten a lil inebriated. Had a great Evening.Today is grocery/cleaning day and I'm not doin it! Well anytime soon anyway. Well guess I should feed my hangover...bb-que sounds good about now. SMILE

Remarkable Obituary
Remarkable Obituary Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense. Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm and that life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable Parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge). His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his conditio

Breakfast At Mcdonald's
This was sent to me by a dear friend and thought worthy of sharing... Please read until the end. I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree. The last class I had to take was Sociology. The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with. Her last project of the term was called "Smile." The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions. I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway, so, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally. Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning. It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son. We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then even my husband did. I did not move an inch... an overwhelming feeling of panic we

The Skinny On Fat
ok seriously i keep seeing all these blogs, bulletins, mums, and where ever else people can post things about skinny women vs fat or thick women and well here is mine. People it is no secret that no one is ever 100% comfortable with the way they look, i mean i know some seriously sexy people who still find at least one thing they dont like about themselves but come on thick women dont need to run around calling skinny girls sticks and skinny girls dont need to run around calling talking about the big girls. seriously both skinny and thick girls can find something about themselves they dont like and many times its that neither of the girls think they are thin enough yes even 95lb girls have fat days ladys dont deny it. Do we really have to continue to put each other down simply to get some sort of temporary pick me up about how we feel about ourselves. Why is it that we cant point out the good in each other and feel better just for making someone else feel good about themselves. Even

Random Things That Make My Heart Skip A Beat!
These are random things that just brighten my day. 1. Running a squeegy across a wet window 2. The sound a vaccum makes when it picks up a penny 3. A rainbow (it makes me feel 6 years old again) 4. The huge paint splatter on the Infinity commercial 5. The old and musty smell of my grandmother's closet 6. Saying "See, I was right" 7. The soft kiss a wine bottle makes when opened correctly. 8. Static Cling 9. The smell of gasoline 10. Watching him smoke that first cigarette in the morning.

Where Would You Be
Artist: Martina McBride Lyrics Song: Where Would You Be? Lyrics Click here to send Martina McBride polyphonic ringtone to your cell phone. I wonder where your heart is cause it sure don't feel like it's here Sometimes I think you wish that I would just disappear Have I got it all wrong Have you felt this way long Are you already gone Do you feel lonely when you're here by my side Does the sound of freedom echoe in your mind Do you wish you were by yourself or that I was someone else anyone else (Chorus) Where would you be If you weren't here with me where would you go If you were single and free who would you love would it be me Where would you be I don't wanna hold you back no, I don't wanna slow you down I don't wanna make you feel like you are tied up and bound Cause that's not what love's about If there's no chance we can work it out tell me now Oh tell me tell me now (Repeat Chorus) Have I become the enemy Is it hard to be yoursel

Marriage
MARRIAGE -You have two choices in life: You can stay single and be miserable, or get married and wish you were dead. -At a cocktail party, one woman said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" "Yes, I am. I married the wrong man." -A man inserted an ad in the classifieds: "Wife Wanted". Next day he received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing: "You can have mine." -When a man steals your wife there is no better revenge than to let him keep her. -A man is incomplete until he is married. Then he is finished. -A young son asked, "Is it true Dad, that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?" Dad replied, "That happens in every country, son." -If you want your wife to listen and pay strict attention to every word you say -- talk in your sleep. -Just think, if it weren't for marriage, men would go through life thinking they had no faults at all. -First guy says, "My wife's an a

My Family, Friends And Fans
Merry meet and Hello to all of you. We are leaving on our adventure tomorrow morning. First to MN the TX. I am so grateful for you all! Thanks for the caring support that you all have showed to me. I don't quite know when I will be setting my computer up again but I will hop on the one ot the Library til I figure it out it shouldn't take too long. You are all in my thoughts and I hope that you all have a happy thaksgiving! Dying inside :P

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Fuck The Haterz And The Drama Queens & Kings!
YOU GUYS WOULDNT KNOW LOYALTY TO FAMILY IF IT CAME UP AND BIT U IN THE ASS. JUST LIKE EVERY GROUP IZ ALLWAYZ HATED ON SPECIALLY IF UR ABOUT LOVIN EACH OTHER. LIKE IM NATIVE AMERICAN AND WE IZ ALL ABOUT THE LUV AND U TRY TO WHIP US OUT AND U CANT JUST LIKE JUGGALO FAMILY U CAN HATE US ALL YOU WANT BUT WE WILL NEVER DIE!! SO GO AHEAD AND HATE ON ME ALL U WANT CUZ LUV IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OVER RATED ANYWAYS!!!!!!!!!!! CUZ I DONT NEED UR LUV I HAVE PLENTY OF LUV FROM MY HOMIES. U DRAMA SEEKERS ARE LIKE FUCKIN HIGH SKOOL JUST TRYIN TO GET AS MANY VOTES FOR HOME COMING QUEEN!! WHEN MUST OF US DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT WINNING SOME STUPID FUCKIN CONTEST!! SO HAVE A NICE DAY !!

I Feel Like... I Don't Know.
I spent the night in the bathroom with Amanda. I can barely remember what the hell happened. It just did. I know we wrapped his house. I know we wrapped her house. I know we were at waffle house. I know I feel like shit. I know I did something horrible. and she held me in the bathroom... but I want to die.

Taste In Women
Hmmmmm...I really don't think this is accurate. My score on The Tits, Ass, and Cuteness Test: Top-Heavy!(Raw score: 55% Big Breasts, 40% Big Ass, and 56% Cute!) Thanks for taking the T and A and C test! Based on your selections, the results are clear: you show an attraction to larger breasts, smaller asses, and sexier composures than others who've taken the test. Note that you like women thin and top-heavy. This is best achieved with plastic surgery, but some specimens do exist in nature. My third variable, "cuteness" is a mostly objective measure of how innocent a given model looked. It's determined by a combination of a lot of factors: lack of dark eye makeup, facial expression, posture, etc. If you scored high on that variable, you are either really nice OR you're into deflowering teens. If you scored low, you are attracted to raunchier, sexier, women. In your case, your lower than average score suggests you appreciate a sluttier look. Kudos! Recommended

Sorry Sorry
I realize a lot of people have been trying to get ahold of me lately. Sorry, I've been a little busy with stuff this week as my ThanksGiving break starts tomorrow and the two days of classes I did have, have been nothing short of hectic. I am apparently in Ancient1's best neck contest, so I guess go check me out there and drop a vote? I posted pics earlier in the week, those are gonna have to keep you happy for now as I still have welts and bruises everywhere from an intense Airsoft game I was in this past Sunday. Fun...but oh so painful... So yea, new pics will commense as soon as evidence to bodily damage goes away. Other than that, Have a great ThanksGiving. *muah* ~Stina

Taste In Men
Because I am an equal opportunity kind of chick, here is my supposed taste in men as well. Not so sure about this one either, though. TABLE cellPadding=20 align=center> Tough guyYou scored 65% masculine, 70% athletic, 27% exotic, and 43% refined! You love men, you love testosterone and you know it. You like a bad-ass man who knows what he wants. He isn't what you might bring home to mom but I don't think it really matters - he's hot! Someone like.....Vin Diesel. But let's face it, the whole point of this was to look at a bunch of hot guys. If you liked what you saw, please rate my test! My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on masculine You scored higher than 99% on athletic You scored higher than 99% on exotic

Please Help Find This Missing Soldier From Ft.campbell
Most of you on my friends list I speak to quite frequently and some of you are very dear friends of mine. Now I am banking on that friendship as I am in need. My friend Jessiah has gone missing, it has been 5 days now and there is no sign of him anywhere. He has recently come home from Iraq, and we fear he may be suffering some post-traumatic stress syndrome or something. He has a wife, who is the sweetest girl you will ever meet, and a young son, who are both in Washinton right now and pretty much powerless to do anything down here. He has not used his cell phone or credit cards, his car is parked in the same spot it has been in......we are in fear of his life. He was last seen leaving Kickers, which is in a pretty bad area of town and right by the river. He has been listed on the National Missing Persons Database and yesterday his case was assigned to a detective. PLEASE HELP US! Go take a look at his profile, his URL is www.myspace.com/jessiahjameson. If anyone has ANY information c

Bullshit
This is such bullshit. How in the world could Derek Jeter lose the AL MVP. What were those writers thinking when they voted? He not only had the best season of his career but also held a team together and led them to the playoffs. He will always be my MVP and the greatest shortstop ever to wear pinstripes.

This Girl
theres this awsome girl on here who some how even though we never meet we just talk on her can set my blood a blaze as if she was under my skin with a torch its the wierdest feeling of lust ive ever had but i love it and i want her so bad

What "heroes" Character Am I?
I love this show. I was actually able to read the pilot script, in a bit of a different form, well over a year ago. I knew it would be a success. But, I really don't think I am most like Nathan. You scored as Nathan Petrelli. Peterâ��s over-achieving older brother, Nathan is the golden boy of the family. Nathan is running for US Congress. He fears his eccentric brother and mother might bring him down and believes that Peterâ��s fantasies of flying are the delusions of a near-madman.Peter Petrelli67%Nathan Petrelli67%Hiro Nakamura58%Officer Matt Parkman50%Isaac Mendez50%Claire Bennet33%Niki Sanders8%Which of NBC's "Heroes" are you?created with QuizFarm.com

I Love It When A Plan Starts To Come Together
Finally I found a look that I am happy with for the site and so I am just creating gif images for buttons and stuff, got fireworks so just teaching myself how to use it also learning a lot with dreamweaver also, thank fuck for copy and paste, anyway would like to thank Cali and Cavalier Renegade for stuff they have written so far. anyway hope to be a bit more talkative once the web pages are done and working as i know they are working on me computer so hopefully once ready and i have uploaded them through the access panel they will still work.

Truth Of Lies
You want all I am? Your wish is to control me Use me until I am no more Playing your games with my mind Twisting every truth with another lie Fuck this pain inside my soul You believe you can control me with your lies Yet you have released me all the same Creating a monster from a broken soul You wanted to see my rage To provoke my fury Well now you will see who I truely am I will destroy this so called love you torture me with My darkness unleashed into this world We shall now see who is true and who is false In this world of tricks and traps...

Nine Easy Ways To Avoid Society( This Is Only A Joke So Laugh)
This is a beginners guide to becoming a bitch hermit so follow these nine steps: 1) Work at home by selling junk on Ebay 2) Keep 56k internet modem on 24/7 3) Go out no earlier than 3am 4) Keep up with latest new and technology using via internet 5) Sleep during the day 6) Live on sugary junk food 7) Listen to Morissey and the Smiths and realize that the world is a bleak place to live 8) Watch tv and complain about current saturday Night Live shows 9) Survive on stuff sent through mail order This is a message brought to you by Foamy the Squirrel to watch episodes go to www.FriendsofFoamy.com and feel his squirrely wrath........ you cheap bastards.

Then And Now
Sad but true!!! Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack. 1973 -Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, goes to his car and gets his to show Jack. 2006 - School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. ++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1973 -Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends. Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1973 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal. Sits still in class. 2006- Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes

Tennis Ball
Out for a run one fine spring morning in Central Park, Bob the Jogger spotted a brand new tennis ball. Seeing no one around, he stooped over, picked it up and slipped it into the pocket of his shorts. After finishing his run around the reservoir, he headed back to his apartment, pausing only momentarily at Central Park West to wait for the light to change. A blond standing next to him eyed the large bulge in his shorts. "What's that?" she asked. "Tennis ball," came the breathless reply. "Oh, my goodness," said the blond sympathetically, "I can only imagine how painful that must be..... I once had tennis elbow."

If Tomorrow Never Comes
If Tommorrow Never Comes If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say I love you, instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything right. There will always be another day to say our I love you's, And certainly there's an

So Wassup With All The Pictures Of All The Guys With No Shirts On!!!
Uhm, a girl could so get in trouble on Cherry Tap! I mean I'm happily married, but let me tell ya some of ya guys with your shirts off....well you could be cause of some marital discord! And then there are some of ya who NEED to keep your shirt on. You know who you are, your the ones who so obviously are sucking your stomachs in while you're taking the picture. Hunny, if your stomach looks like the roadmap for the jersey turnpike, don't post the picture on the internet. I'm not hating or anything, cause I'm a big girl myself (inside joke, sorry), but you don't see me walking around with big ole belly hanging out. But I will give ya props for posting them, you got balls to do it.

Thanksgiving
A man in Phoenix calls his son in New York the day before Thanksgiving and says,"I hate to ruin your day, but I have to tell you that your mother and I are divorcing; forty-five years of misery is enough. "Pop, what are you talking about?" the son screams. We can't stand the sight of each other any longer," the father says. "We're sick of each other, and I'm sick of talking about this, so you call your sister in Chicago and tell her." Frantic, the son calls his sister, who explodes on the phone. "Like heck they're getting divorced," she shouts, "I'll take care of this," She calls Phoenix immediately, and screams at her father, "You are NOT getting divorced. Don't do a single thing until I get there. I'm calling my brother back, and we'll both be there tomorrow. Until then, don't do a thing, DO YOU HEAR ME?" and hangs up. The old man hangs up his phone and turns to his wife. "Okay," he says, "they're coming for Thanksgiving and paying their own way."

Mind Is Leavin
its been a long time since i set my eyes on you do you remember the things that split our world in two I try to think back to that night you hid your face and kept out of sight but your actions always did speak louder than words and now you know what its like to see and whats its like to be care free I hope the life you have now suits you lord knows that ive paid my dues I think its time that mind is leavin you I drive all night some times just to think drown my sorrows with drug and drink I never knew life could be this way I think ive found out today that no matter what we do its always something old or new that makes it hard to get thru the day sometimes life needs to go away

From A Guy's Point Of View:
From a GUY'S point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. push us down on the couch and make A move once in a while. We like that aggresivenesS about you and we like tHe unexpected. When we know you're really happy, it makes us happy too.

Long Awaited Dream
When the stars started to fall all that i could see was you standing there right in front of me the glistening of the lights the look in your eyes your gorgeous flowing hair and the eclipse of light i will never forget the feelings that twindled in my heart as i stood there hoping that we would never part now looking back in time i see it was just a dream a perfect little ray of hope for me to hold onto in reality -Heather Hart (11-21-06)

The Shower
Well first I washed your back, then you washed mine, as you were washing mine you dropped a hand, reached around and took my cock in your hand, began stroking me slowly, and I reached behind me and started gently rubbing your clit with my fingers. Then You pulled my hair aside and kissed my neck in that sensative spot, and I moaned, I turned and kissed you deeply. Still stroking my cock and me fingering your clit, sliding my fingers in and out of I turned to face you. I stuck my fingers as deep inside you as they would go, and curled them to hit your g-spot. My cock, now rock hard, still enveloped in your soft hands, and the kissing deepens. I pull your hand off my cock and raise your leg with the crook of my elbow, I drop my hips and and enter, just the tip of my cock at first. I Smile through the kiss, an evil yet exciting grin. I slide deep into you and withdraw slowly, leaving barely the head of my thick cock between your wet lips. I hold it there for a second, then with

Not Clogging Bulletins
My opinion on the whole NSFW policy is that it is a great policy. If you don't think that a young child walking through the room should see the pic then mark it as adult. It is not going to block anyone who wants to see it, and it keeps the site classy. I will admit, I have been searching on here for some more women who are classy enough not to WANT to show their privates all over the world, but it is difficult enough either way. The MAIN reason that I agree with the policy is that I have recently had a family with small children move into my home, and I have been unable to use CherryTap while they are here because the children are 5 and 9. I do not want to expose them to the sleasy world that the internet can introduce into the home, and CherryTap was started with the idea of OFFERING the possibility to combine the internet community (Sluts, Prudes, Point Chasers, and hermits alike) to come together and have a place to chat with like minded people (with 500,000 people, everyone

Yet Another Trip.
Matt shall be going to North Carolina Wednesday to visit a few friends for Thanksgiving. He shall return Friday. He likes messages and comments to return to. And You...You have His number. Remember: 11 o'clock. This is vital. He loves thee.

What Tarot Card Are You, This Is Mine
You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Winter Rolls In
winter rolls in tempature changes rolled up in a blanket comfy an cozy holding each other lost in each other's eyes kisses come warmth builds sending chills down my spine log burns drinks are near seeing you near me i see my future you an me forever

Look B4u Leap
Should you ever fall in love? Be careful you don't fall to deep For the ones who claim to love you Are the ones who'll make you weep? They'll make you feel un-wanted And just cast your love aside They'll take you on a journey And make you pay for the ride Because of love you'll trust them You'll believe in the things they say After a while you'll begin to see That loves just a game they play Try has you may to be happy They'll always steal your joy And won't care about your feelings To them you're no more then a toy Soon they'll tire of playing with you And move on to someone new All the while you're dying inside They’re good at what they do You'll seek the comfort of strangers Cause they have no time for you But what you really need is them And hope they need you too They'll say really cruel things to you That will knock you off your feet And while your soul is dying To others they spe

A Really Long Survey
Where the hell is question #1? This is really going to screw me up. 2. What color underwear are you wearing now? None. I rarely wear it. 3. What are you listening to right now? The sound of cars passing by. 4. What are the first 3 digits in your phone number? 353 5. What was the last thing you ate? Cheez-Its - the food of the gods. 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be Magenta 7. How is the weather right now? A little cool and hazy. 8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? My friend Barry 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Tits, of course. Haha...not really. I mean, yeah, I do notice them, but...I am an aesthetic. I notice everything. 10. Favorite type of Food? Ummmmm...cooked? 11. Do you drink? Water, mostly, though I have been on a Mango juice kick lately. 12. Ever get so drunk you don't remember what you did? I think so, but I don't really remember. :P 13. Hair color? Brown 14. Eye colo

My Vampire Clan
Mysterious and a scholar, you are a member of the Tremere clan. You are pretty loyal to your clan, well, you sort of have to...especially since you are blood-bonded to most of them. You are the intelligentsia of the Camarilla and are fascinated with the occult. Possessing the ability to use blood for magic, many clans don't like to approach you. However, that is fine with you. You tend not to trust the other clans anyway.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

Well...
Ooopsss sorry about that..I posted one a lil too quick lol...anyhow.. I worked an extra long shift today...7am - just a few minutes ago. I'm too tired to cook or even sit here at my desk. I'm gonna go take a nice bubble bath, and relax some... If I don't make it around to your page before Thursday..Have a great Thanksgiving. *hugs* ~BB~

Two Ladies Talking In Heaven
1st woman: Hi! My name is Wanda. 2nd woman: Hi! I'm Kelly. How'd you die? 1st woman: I Froze to Death. 2nd woman: How Horrible! 1st woman: It wasn't so bad. After I quit shaking from the cold, I began to get warm & sleepy, and finally died a peaceful Death. What about you? 2nd woman: I died of a massive heart attack. I suspected that my husband was cheating, so I came home early to catch him in the act. But instead, I found him all by himself in the den watching TV. 1st woman: So, what happened? 2nd woman: I was so sure there was another woman there somewhere that I started running all over the house looking. I ran up into the attic and searched, and down into the basement. Then I went through every closet and checked under all the beds. I kept this up until I had looked everywhere, and finally I became so exhausted that I just keeled over with a heart attack and died. 1st woman: Too bad you didn't look in the freezer---we'd both still be alive!

Torn
Torn If my mind were free of memories Maybe my heart could heal Then my soul would soar once more No longer held down by broken bonds Like the tattered remains of my desire A flame flickers just before it goes out Emotions run rampant threw my soul Where love was once my mainstay It now has become somewhat elusive The needle in the haystack is easier to find Then the passions left far behind Cut me and surely I will bleed Beat me and yes I will scar Words cut has deeply has any knife And leave bruises just like a clenched fist Am I not worthy of your affection? Do you no longer see the need in my eyes? You only have but to look upon my face Its there in spite of all that is done Warm hearted yet cold blooded Try has I may I’m unable to reach you My arms have stretched out towards you Only to remain has empty has the rest of me The voice of reason has grown silent Slowly the path to nothing grows wider The taste of bitterness is hard to swal

The Raven~ Me In A Nutshell Originally Posted On Yahoo 360
Well here it is...finally a blog that is written by me...all about me. i'm not promising much here ya'll but i am gonna try to tell ya'll a little bit about myself and just who the RAVEN is. it might take me awhile so if you stop by and read my blog and it looks half-a$$ed finished...it's because i saved it as is and will come back to it because i've already lost one that took a long time to write....so here goes..... I'm not one that fits into most peoples deffinition of "NORMAL"...i am a little "out the box" most of the time. i have my own "style" and don't really care what anyone thinks about it. i am my own person and have never been afraid of being "Different". i think that's fairly obvious...maybe anyWHO...

We Have A Family That Is Growing Bigger And Bigger
THERE IS AN ALBUM IN MY GALLERY WITH EVERYONES PIC THAT IS A PART OF OUR LIL FAMILY..THERE ARE TOO MANY NAMES HERE TO LIST SO I AM JUST ASKIN THAT YOU VIEW THE BULLETIN FOR UPDATED MEMBERS..AND IF ANY ONE ELSE IS WANTING TO JOIN US,CONTACT ME OR ONE OF THE OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS..YOU CAN READ ALL ABOUT WHAT WE ARE IN THE OTHER BLOGS LISTED TO THE LEFT.THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME BADASSBITCH74~PRESIDENT OF THE OLD TIMERS SOCIETY~

Not Remotely Art Related...
Manda -- [noun]:A person of questionable sanity who starts their own cult 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com Now normally I would at this point whine because I got the same one as Matt, and damnit I want my OWN not someone else's... But that's way to fucking cool :) And way to fucking likely.

Ok Im Not Realy A Vampire But If I Were Heres Where I'd Fit In
Mysterious and a scholar, you are a member of the Tremere clan. You are pretty loyal to your clan, well, you sort of have to...especially since you are blood-bonded to most of them. You are the intelligentsia of the Camarilla and are fascinated with the occult. Possessing the ability to use blood for magic, many clans don't like to approach you. However, that is fine with you. You tend not to trust the other clans anyway.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

Shady
Shady There are those who’ll say they love you And those who will claim to care But isn’t it funny when you need them most That somehow they’re just never there Then there are those who say they need you And want you to be in their life Isn’t strange that you treat them good Yet they just will not treat you right What about those you say they’re yours But fail to give you what you need You gave them all they wanted and more All you did was just feed their greed How about those who say “I wont hurt you “ But they hurt you time after time Only to say “you know I love you right “ I guess they just practice that line © BlkLuvPotion 2006

New Photo Rating
I don't get this new photo rating--since I chopped my cute little head off all my public pics does that mean they are not safe for work? I had fun posting filthy mums--that is apparently gone too. I'm sad, I thought this was the "adult" myspace--i liked the page better before where everything goes. I need to find a new one. :(

White Hairs
One day a little girl was sitting and watching her mother do the dishes at the kitchen sink. She suddenly noticed that her mother had several strands of white hair sticking out in contrast on her brunette head. She looked at her mother and inquisitively asked, "Why are some of your hairs white, Mom?" Her Mother replied, "Well, every time that you do something wrong and make me cry or unhappy, one of my hairs turns white". The little girl thought about this revelation for a while and then said, "Momma, how come ALL of grandma's hairs are white"?

I Wish
I WISH I COULD see your pretty blue eyes again feal your sweet touch hold you in my arms see that gorgeous smile smell your sweet perfume be able to tell you everyday how much i love you be able to have the chance to be with you again relive all those days we spent together and know what to do not to mess things up again lol to hear you say i love you again to just hear your sweet voice tell you everthing i feel inside tell you everything i really want to but cant tell you every single thing that comes to my mind but cant because im scared what will happen if i do but also scared what wont happen if i dont if that makes any sense I just wish that i could have one more chance with you would give most anything to spend one more day with you The thing is even tho i wish all of this i could never tell you but i also feal that you will know who you are if you read this and lol it scares the hell out of me cause i dont want to lose what we

Rant N Rave
I used to be a people person. Those days are LONG gone, although my ct family n friends may beg to differ. Either way, nothing brings out the inner asshole in people more than the holiday season. I get the cream of the crop working at the local Shop Rite!!! So far this week alone, I've had to deal with moronism at its most incredible variations. To wit: 1) Some stupid schmuck runs over my ankle with her shopping cart, and, after running it over (and hearing me writhe in pain), dons a shit-eating grin John Gotti would be proud of, and sheepishly utters the words she SHOULD have said BEFORE running my ankle over with her cart; "Excuse me." 2) In lieu of kindly (or even hastily) asking for assistance, a woman says aloud, baiting me, "I wonder if these glass jars of olive oil will fall if I pull out the one underneath them 'cause I can't get to the ones on top. I wanna try it!" I got up off the floor, where I was packing out an item on the bottom shelf (where people just LOO

Why, Why, Why?
So... I am at The Pit on Saturday hanging out as usual. I am going around talking to everyone as usual. There was this one chick who was a friend of a friend who I talked to a while. After a bit, I am talking with someone else and see that the chick is getting hit on by a drunk guy. I stay out of it until she gives me the whole "eye roll" and I state that maybe the whole group should go outside to smoke. We all go outside and the drunk guy follows. I decide to take up my position beside the chick to hopefully help ward off this guys attempts to drunken flirt. She finally gets tired out it and decides to introduce me as HER FATHER!!! And the guy believes it. WHAT THE HELL??? This chick was about 21. I hope that there was no way that I look like I could have fathered a 21 year old. I attempted to recover and still have a good weekend, but this whole incident has still crept bank into my mind. Don't get me wrong... I absolutely see the humor in the situation and can lau

Adult Stort A Friend Wrote This For Me On My Space
I used to work on a shipping and receiving dock for an electronics manufacturer. My primary job was to make sure all the orders made it to their destinations on time which meant working with the different drivers a lot. Most were older gentlemen long ago married off but then Rick started working for one of our main delivery companies. Rick was a young handsome man. He was probably in his early thirties with jet black hair and a killer smile. He was several inches taller then me with broad shoulders and the cutest butt I had ever seen. I couldn't help but to flirt with him when ever I had the chance and he was flirtatious back but both of us were very cautious about it. I guess we were worried about our job security. One evening we had a super rush job that absolutely had to go out that very evening which meant I was going to be working late. It also meant that Rick would be making an extra trip out to see me today. We had already had our normal flirting session that morning, alt

Love Starts With A Smile.......................
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do when

Shitcakes...this Hurts.
Bloody ball sac cherry fuckers I broke my foot. This seriously hurts and work is going to blow rotten spaghetti chunks cuz i have to stand all day there's no fucking sitting. fuck a duck this hurts.

I Promise
I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our friendship is my life NFS

Vicadin Loves Me
And I love you! Even the fat naked girls that shouldnt ever be naked. well not like THAT, but well nvemind Im just happy. i get ORAL surgaery on Monday for wisdom tooth. so 34 years and never a problem. i figured it was time to show a dentist some love. hes gonnasedatw me cause i told him id hurt him if it hurt me lmao dude seriously, i feel nothing ritght now! nothing and to think the only oral im getting or had in forever is gonna cost me $800! roflmao shouldve gone to the bunny ranch. Way more fun and i think you can video tape it then i could have some real porn for you perverts haha oh wait, you guys like fat girls, i would be with hot ones. okay crackers and squeezy cheese do NOT go with ice cream. fuck man its nasty :| mabye with asparagus soup or whatever Kym likes. or squash cake or someshit anyway im not having some. no way jose. okay since im not login on much just want eed to say hi to you guys and

"sex In The Dark"
A man and a woman stopped on the road side to eventually go into the woods & started to have sex in the middle of a dark forest. After 15 minutes of this, the man finally gets up and says, "Damn, I wish I had a flashlight." The woman says, "So do I. You've been eating grass for the past ten minutes!"

My Lady
In stately grace She flows, a river of sweetness in my soul. From dusk till dawn my heart she treads, her dulcet tones locked in my head. No end to love no darkest keep can hold my lady save Akashas' sleep. Her eyes alight my haunted heart, eternal rest will never part.

Let Me
Let me take your darkness away Every demon I will slay Let me be your comfort zone Ensuring that you're never alone Let me keep you warm at night In my arms I'll hold you tight Let me in when you feel blue I will take good care of you Let me take you by the hand Give you strength enough to stand Let me in to help you start the healing process of your wounded heart Let me be the place you go when you're sad and feeling low Let me give you what you need To not only live but to succeed Let me show you who you are A brilliant man my northern star Let me guide and help you through And give you hope and faith anew Let me make you understand You are the most incredible man Let my love comfort and heal All of the hurt and pain you feel Let us take the world by storm We'll be in charge and set the norm Together we can accomplish anything No matter what each day may bring Take my hand

Where You Went Wrong In Your Career?
Ever wonder about those people in meetings who say they are giving more than 100%? And we have all been to those meetings where someone wants over 100%. How about achieving 103%? Here is a little math that might prove helpful. If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z Is Represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 Then: H A R D W O R K = 8 1 18 4 23 15 18 11 = 98% K N O W L E D G E is 11 14 15 23 12 5 4 7 5= 96% BUT: A T T I T U D E = 1 20 20 9 20 21 4 5 = 100% AND: B U L L S H I T = 2 21 12 12 19 8 9 20 = 103% So, it stands to reason that hard work and knowledge will get you close, and attitude will get you there but Bullshit will put you over the top. And if you didn't already know it, look how far Ass kissing will take you! A S S K I S S I N G = 1 19 19 11 9 19 19 9 14 7 = 127% !!!!!!!!!! I hope this helps explain where you went wrong in your career.

Ten Things
GET TO KNOW ME!! OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TELL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL 1)I love scotch, whisky, and more importantly, scotch. 2)I collect vintage Adidas tennis shoes...I like them, they're comfortable, and they come in a million color combinations...I have like 14 pair now, I have a problem. 3)My first name is Ian, call me E. Just E, don't get creative. 4)I nearly married my highschool sweetheart who was an amazon at 6'2" and gorgeous...but it wasn't meant to be, so i'm a single dude now. 5)I have a dark tan in the summer from riding my mountain bike every day, about 70 miles a week. 6)I’m non-materialistic, and a minimalist. 7)I live and work at a relaxed and methodical pace, nothing bothers me, I c

Love Is Like A Rose
Love is like a rose Love is like a rose, without the proper care, it will die, but like a rose, love can be sliced in half, and still have a chance to regrow. Johnathen Allen Forcum Copyright ©2006 Johnathen Allen Forcum

Soldier's Christmas Poem!!
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a M

Symtoms Of Love
Symtoms Of Love How can you tell when you are in love? Could it be the fact that you are attracted to the person?Could it be that you are nervous, but comfortable around them? I believe that that both are symtoms of love. People try to find "True Love". I believe that love is like a rose. It has to be cared for properly.If love is not fed with Honesty,Partnership,and Knowledge,It will perish.I don't believe that love can be true or false,only successful and unsuccessful. It depends on the Couple to feed their love and to continue to allow it to exist. Johnathen Forcum Copyright ©2006 Johnathen Allen Forcum

Feeling Alone
Feeling Alone Feeling alone No place to be Not here Not there No one can see me The beating of my heart The sounds only breaths apart Beating so loudly Beating so strong Where did I go wrong The past not so far away The thought of days gone by Thinking of you every minute of the day Wondering why you wouldn't stay Now all I can do is pray Wishing you had never lied We both no how hard we have tried The future doesn't look so bright Wishing this pain would some how die No relief from pain in sight ***Babyyy***

The Pain I Feel Is Real
The Pain I Feel Is Real My love for you was so strong....But not strong enough to hold you .... Here in my arms Is where I thought you belonged... I never knew love could hurt so much , Until you was gone .. I realize now it was only a dream.. something I made up in my head.. The thought of loving you and you loving me.. How happy It could be .. holding you close every night .. never wanting you out of my sight .. Loving you with my heart and my soul .. never wanting to let go .. It was that feeling that I had .. that needing to be loved .. And instead I end up sad.. And alone .. And very cold... It hurts to even think now ... It hurts so much .. How could I not know .. That your love was never there for me.. How could I not see .. One thing I know for sure ..... This pain that I feel is real.. For me .. (@)}---'--,--'-- ***Babyyy*** (@)}---'--,--'--

Pain
PAIN .... I can't believe this .. You've just ripped out my heart ..I've always told you the truth .. Right form the start ..I told you how I was .. Who I was .. I never held anything back.. I thought you were the same .. I didn't know this was just a game ..I felt my love for you grow .. I wanted to know how you felt about me I just had to Know ..I was afraid to know the truth .. I was afraid if I pushed you,you would go away... And I would be left here feeling this pain that I am feeling now..You got so close to me .. And to my kids .. what was you thinking ..How could you not see how this was going to hurt us all...You didn't really feel any love for me right ..I know you said those words ( I love you San ) I can still hear them now ..I feel like I can't breath .. Tears flooding my eyes I can't stop the crying .... Or the pain in my heart .. How could loving you lead to feeling this way .. Wanting to die inside .. Having to wake up to face another day .. Alone ..So much more alon

Loving Him Was Easy
Loving Him Was Easy He had looked inside my heart I knew It from the start He had found my soul I was under his control He could have ask me to do anything I would have stood in the freezing rain He was playing with me, teasing me little did he know he was pleasing me He could have owned my life But instead he asked me to be his wife ***Babyyy*** :)

How Long Does Love Last
How Long Does Love Last (@)}---'--,--'--, As Long As ... The Pain Of Normal Life Is Being Eased. As Long As ... Our Hearts Are Pure And True. As Long As ... There Are Good Times And Bad Times To Share. As Long As ... This Crazy World Keeps Us Sitting On The Hood . As Long As ... I Need You and You Need Me . As Long As ... We Are Both Happy (@)}----'--,--'--, ***Babyyy***

My Love Is A Gift To You
My Love Is A Gift To You ... It will always be there ... To hold you when you need someone ... It will always be there ... To listen to you when you need someone .. It will always be there ... To catch the tears when they fall... It will always be there ... To treasure the smiles that you give ... It will always be there ... For you see my Love is a True Love A gift from Me to You ... ***Babyyy***

Don’t Look At Me
Don’t Look At Me Don’t look at me, you won’t see me. You may see someone you think is pretty, But that is not I, I am ugly. You may see someone you think is happy, But I am sad and very lonely. You may see someone that looks healthy, But I am always very sick. Don’t look at me; don’t look into my heart, For you will see it is broken and torn. Don’t look into my eyes, They are only lifeless mirrors. Don’t look into my soul. You’ll see that I am old, I have found life and love to be cold. Don’t look at me, you won’t see me *** Babyyy ***

This Needy Thing I Feel
This Needy Thing I Feel It’s happy and it’s sad It laughs and it cries It’s full and it's empty It has a beginning and sometimes an ending This needy thing I feel, is called love .. ***Babyyy***

Mine
Mine I never thought in A million years, you would be there to kiss all my tears ... Or that I would have a love for you like none I've ever known... I know I can't possible ever feel alone again, with you in my life... You have always told me from the start to keep the faith, You always said you only wanted to see happy... I opened up my heart and prayed that someday you would love me to, in the same way ... Through the good times and the bad, the happy times and the sad, we managed to fall in love and still stay friends... I want to lay in our love, feel your sweet embrace, lie in your warm arms, and feel your chest on my lips... I want to lay beside you every night, wake up to you holding me tight for the rest of our lives... I want to be yours and for you to be MINE ... ***Babyyy***

( **** )
I thought I would never be able to sleep All these thoughts running through my head But sleep I did, all night and almost all the next day Feeling empty and used, like my heart is being abused Is it you or is it me? It feels as if you are saying to me “ To bad you don’t feel the same as me “ I know I should just go Forget all that was said Just make myself believe it was never real Just all in my head Just a dream Something that was never meant to be Forget all that I thought was (US) ***Babyyy***

Crazy
Crazy by YeahBabyyy © Every time I think of you I see her Every time we talk I think of her Even if you don’t say her name She is still there, to me You tell me when you are there with her You think of me Somewhere deep inside me I ask myself does he do the same when he is with me In my mind I see you being with her The same way you are with me Telling her you love her Making love to her Sharing parts of yourself with her that we have shared And even parts that we never will As we lay in each others arms Saying “I love you “ I realize yesterday and tomorrow You will be doing the same with her I wonder If someday while we are making love Will I look in your eyes and see her there Will that be it for me, the end for me You act like your loving me Is the answer to everything But you don’t understand It doesn’t ease the pain It doesn’t make me happy Or make me feel special It doesn’t make me feel good To know you are ok with sharing me

Sharing
Sharing by YeahBabyyy © My heart aches when I think of you Is it the pain of being in-love with you Is it because of the pain I hear in you now Is this a pain that we share The day we met I knew it was real for me Seeing the smile on your face Hearing your voice and the words you said to me Feeling your touch and wanting you so much How was I to know that night on the phone That telling you how I was feeling was going to leave me alone Listening .. Hearing your words and feeling my pain Feeling numb and dieing inside Days go by and not one word Worse then that… being together Then feeling more lonely Then together again Both saying .. I miss you I want you I crave you I love you But still … I’m here and you are there Your with her and I am with him Tears on both ends , sounds of pain Will there be an end If so what will it be ?

The One
The One by YeahBabyyy © So many roads wide open to me now Which way do I turn? To whom do I turn to? I thought I new what I wanted Knew just what I was looking for It seems that I meet someone new everyday One is strong and very demanding One is Loving and caring Another, tempting The list could go on forever For a long time I didn’t even care I was happy just being alone Now I realize, it’s not for me I want to love And to be loved And I have to pick the right man for me There is one I know I can be myself with One I know I can laugh with One I know I could be happy with I love to be around him Miss him when he is not here One I know I can and will someday love Yes he could be the one

Window
They say the eyes are the window to the soul What do you see when you look into mine Can you see the pain Can you see the love Can you see the woman What do you see when you look into mine They say the eyes are the window to the soul

Whatever
omg... something else for people to bitch about. The new NSFW stuff... who the fuck cares .. most of us don't want to see your pervie junk scrolling across the pages anyways! Hey... you're not the owner of the site, so shut the hell up already! I don't see you working on it day in and day out... what the hell do you have to complain about. It's a free site! What, oh you aren't getting as many points, well boofuckinghoo to you too! Get over it.. move on. Get a life offline!

Elmo
Funny There is a factory in Northern Minnesota which makes the Tickle Me Elmo toys. The toy laughs when you tickle it under the arms. Well, Lena is hired at The Tickle Me Elmo factory and she reports for her first day promptly at 8:00 AM. The next day at 8:45 AM there is a knock at the Personnel Manager's door. The Foreman throws open the door and begins to rant about the new employee. He complains that she is incredibly slow and the whole line is backing up, putting the entire production line behind schedule. The Personnel Manager decides he should see this for himself, so the 2 men march down to the factory floor. When they get there the line is so backed up that there are Tickle Me Elmo's all over the factory floor and they're really beginning to pile up. At the end of the line stands Lena surrounded by mountains of Tickle Me Elmo's. She has a roll of plush red fabric and a huge bag of small marbles. The 2 men watch in amazement as she cuts a little pie

Well It's Paying Off
As some of u know ive been hitting the gym real hard as late.. Trying to get in shape, after having a break out to mend my neck and body . Well its paying off. Woo hoo ... I went to try a skirt on this morning and its way to big . I can get it on and off with out undoing it .. So im well chuffed.. All being well i should have a flat tummy soon xx Hopefully

Wish Me Luck
Busy day for the princess today. 1. Get kids to school 2. Drag my mother to breakfast 3. GO to the DAMN store and purchase turkey 4. Come home and unload it all 5. Make stuffing/sweet taters/turnip/broccoli casserole. 6. Kids get out early 7. Try and wish all my friends a happy thanksgiving 8. Order sumtin for dinner 9. Put kids to bed 10.I dunno yet but im sure something will come up! I hate the store. I hate people in general. They stand in the damn aisle bullshitting and i need to get by. Sometimes i wanna ram them with my cart. If i didnt have to get the damn sacrificial bird I would stay away. And yes I am nut cuz friday...Ill be out at 4 am with all the rude sonofabitches! They take it so seriously and are miserable.

How Selfish Are You???
You Are 46% Selfish You are quite balanced. You are able to compromise when it's in the best interests of those involved. But you're no pushover. If something is important to you, you'll get it! How Selfish Are You?

Really Pissed
i am really pissed off right now. my wife upped and quit her job today right befor the holidays and right after we got a new morgage on the house. money is so tight right now that we cant affornd not to have her paycheck. and she does not even want to get another job right away, she wants to take some time off. so we are just going to get further behind in the bills.

Hey Everyone.
Comment me. Comment my pics. Rate me. Rate my pics. Leave me messages, send me friend requests! Become my fan? Or just talk to me. Shouts? I'm bored & completely interested in meeting new people. --Nicole

My Cat Died :(
This is not a joke RIP BoBo My cat Born June 22nd 1992 Died November 22nd 2006 at 7:15 am. He was the best friend I've ever had. and I will miss him forever i think I want to get a memorial tattoo for him anyone got any ideas?

Friend
OK HERE GOES....IM BEHIND.LOL I WILL CATCH UP....FOR FRIEND OF OLD TIMERS SOCIETY AND COWGIRLS AND COWBOYS I WILL GET TO U..........IF I MISS ADD. SOME ONE PLZ ADD ME..........IM SO CONFUSED.LOL THIS IS THE OLD GOAT SIGNING OFF....(i picked that name......kinda like..lol)

Hmmmm What To Do?!?!?!?
Here's my whole dilema, next year my husband is going to be 30 and I want to do domething for him that will really blow his mind but I don't know what to get him. So anyway I keep coming back to my original idea to get another girl in for a 3 some. Now do I do this as a surprise or do I ask him if it's what he wants? I know he couldn't handle seeing me with another bloke but I quite fancy the idea of a FFM. What do you guys and girls think??? Message me.

Hurting
Every one wonders why i am always depressed....why i am always down on my self and never happy as every one bleives me to be....well here it is all the fucking reasons i am depressed. 1. there is no guy in this dam world that can not tell me that they acctually like me more then my roommate, friends, sister or anyone. i say this because it is a known fact that all the sweet and innocent guys that i have in my life on line off line everywhere say they like me ya they only like me up untill they meet my roommate, FRIENDS SISTER ETC...don't get me wrong i love jeni to death she is the best roommate and my best friend i can't ask for anything more...but when it comes to my guy friends i just wish that they wouldn't direect there attention to her all the time...it kills my self esteem and it puts me into a bigger depression..i hate being depressed all the time but it will always be with my life... 2. life in general sucks for me...most guys look at me and say OMFG WOMAN LOOSE WEIGHT

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Sick
Hi everyone, I am sorry I haven't been around for a few days. I am behind with messages, comments, returning compliments and posting/reposting bulletins. I am actually not very well at the moment and it makes me feel ill to sit at the computer for too long. So this shall be short. I have Labrynthitis. Those who know what that is I'm sure you understand, those who don't. you should look it up. It's a nightmare. I'm going to find somewhere warm and safe to keep still in. Love and blessings, Nik (Black Sappihre)

Update!
-I am in wooster for a week. I got in Sunday night after I got off work at childrens so ive been here only a few days and im already bored out of my mind. I miss my kent friends who were up until the wee hours of the morning with me.. here people actually go to bed.. its not cool...I did have fun last night I got to hang out with some old friends! - Today I am escaping Wooster after my doctors appointment and heading to Canton to see my soulmate. I miss her very much :( And after all the shit thats been going on I defintely need some snookum (and limewire) time. - Im slowly begining to realize that it really is his loss. I mean after all who wouldnt want me.. Im prettier then she is, more successful then she could ever hope to be, Smarter then she is, and not to mention the fact that Im going to be rich some day :) And he also wont find someone who loves him NEARLY as much as I do/did. Oh well..not my fault! - I dont know what I would do without My soulmate or the SPP

Note This Is From A Bulliten
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a M

Hhhhmmmmmm
Ok I am bored and this is a work of FICTION. None relates to me or my life nor anyone else's. If I mispell words, sorry, but sometimes I type way too fast and i dont spell ck as I should. I hope u enjoy. I dont do this much......... Long day at work. I cant wait to get home. My kids are at my mom's and it's just my husband and I. He dont know it yet, but I got off work early today. Went to lovers lane and bought a school girl outfit for him. hehe That has been his fantasy for so long. He deserves it. He is a hard working man. He takes care of me in everyway. Our sex life, mmmm let's just say I am very satisfied. As I drive up or street, I think how far we have come. Beautiful neighborhood. Trees line the sreet. Turning colors now as fall is fast approaching. Children riding thier bikes outside laughing and playing. Little girls playing hop scotch. The air is warm, but not hot. Has that beautiful fall smell. I think to myself how lucky I am. Married

Dpp At The Beach
I'm alone and naked on the beach of a desert island far, far away from civilization. The sky is clear and I'm feeling the sun on my skin while lying on the hot sand. I close my eyes and soak in the sun's rays for a few minutes. The thought of myself alone on the island begins to arouse me. I feel my pussy tingle. With my left hand, I cup my left tit and stroke its hard nipple. With my right hand, I push two fingers in my pussy and fondle my g-spot. The heat from the sun, the heat from the sand and the heat between my thighs gets me more arouse as I play with myself until my pussy explodes and squirts my juices on the sand. Feeling enough of the hot sun, I ran to the ocean waters and dive in. Submerged in the ocean, I feel the surrounding waters cool the heat from my body, refreshing me. I swim around some more until I swim back to the beach. As I walk along the beach, letting the sun dry me, I'm surprised to see a naked man about twenty feet from me. He's a tall, dark-haired m

Dont Sound Good
i really dont know how to put it but my mom has cancer in both lungs and there isnt much the doctors can but she has to go to chemo and i just hope that she will be okay in life and i hope that everyone will realize what cancer can do to a person cuz i am going through with it with my mom and i really hate to see her go where is she so young but i think that 46 is young for her but i hope that everyone will keep us in their prayers and their thoughts and make sure you leave a comment on this blog thank you very much

Nsfw - A Dangerous Direction
The site owner is opening a dangerous door. He's now said "I am moderating content" Before he was a passthrough with no moderation, so the content was not his responsibility. You could put whatever you want in the media and CT would not be held responsible. NOW he's actively monitoring. So if something DOES go to the media or court, CT is held responsible for EVERYTHING they have missed / faild to flag, because they SAID they are monitoring the content. Beyond the fact that they are censoring stuff that they weren't before... and the fact that the reason is so they can view an adult site from work... and the fact that they are censoring things like Blogs which by nature should remain as free from censorship as possible... They are opening themselves up to some serious problems without even realizing it.

Bottle Of Wine
For all of us who are married, were married, wish you were married, or wish you weren't married, this is something to smile about the next time you see a bottle of wine: Sally was driving home from one of her business trips in Northern Arizona when she saw an elderly Navajo woman walking on the side of the road. As the trip was a long and quiet one, she stopped the car and asked the Navajo woman if she would like a ride. With a silent nod of thanks, the woman got into the car. Resuming the journey, Sally tried in vain to make a bit of small talk with the Navajo woman. The old woman just sat silently, looking intently at everything she saw, studying every little detail, until she noticed a brown bag on the seat next to Sally. "What in bag?" asked the old woman . Sally looked down at the brown bag and said, "It's a bottle of wine. I got it for my husband." The Navajo woman was silent for another moment or two. Then speaking with the quiet wisdom of

Nsfw
When I was invited to join this site I thought it was a truely great and differnt site with some very awesome people. There were guidelines and that was great but now we have this NSFW going on.Pics getting flagged and even private albumns getting flagged. Pictures of kids and grandkids. Common users marking pics as NSFW and then the pic gets flagged. Basicly what i'm seeing is babyjesus aka mike has turned everyone loose with no restrictions and you can rate anyones pic as NSWF. This allows for a great deal of childish behavior and tit (pardon the pun) for tat aka I don't like you so i'll mark you. Ratings are allegedly annymous but you can go in and see who's been looking at your profile and pics. If you are going to make this yahoo for kids you need to be sure that all the kids can play nicely together. All i'm seeing so far is that there is a total lack of supervision and many need to stand in the corner wearing a sign that says "Does not play well with others" in capital letters.

Becca, The Mentalist! Woohoo!
Becca's Amazing Mental Ability ... You can move any object made of tinfoil through sheer will alone! (Remember ... with great power comes great responsibility!) 'What is your Amazing Mental Ability?' at QuizGalaxy.com

I Need Opinions, Even Answers
As a woman, do you trust other women? And as a man, Do you trust women? The only reason I ask, is because I know more than a handful of sneaky,sneaky females that, are just cut throat, heartless, vendictive beings. And knowing what is said about friends behind their backs...WOW!!

Today Is A Day Of A Beautiful Things.
Have you ever had one of those days where you can sit there shut your eye's and listen to music that just makes you every thought seem wonderfull? Have you ever just listening to the music ignoreing any words around you? Can't you just feel the urge to be creative in some way...that is how classical music makes me feel. It's like a new life entirely every time I hear the musician's finger's working at the piano. It takes my all consumeing rage and calms it to a gental breeze. Such a wonderfull feeling. Do if you get the chance give my new Classical song's a listen in my stash. Dance of the Pales I find is quite to my likeing. Enjoy it folks.

Who Am I
Which of the Nine Muses are you? EratoThe muse of love poetry and lyrics, you are often seen strumming your lyre off by yourself. You fell in love with Arcas and had one son: Azan. You are thoughtful and intimate;lovely and intellectual.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Al Krammer Sex Vid (unleased)
To my ladies and all my friends. Today may be the day you place judgement upon my associate and I. With that said, upon request, I'll release the URL to this video. But?! You have to promise to rate it, the BLOG and the VIDEO, yeah or neah! Al Krammer

Major Disaster
just when i thought i was doing really well i now get a Runtime Error when i try to open dreamweaver and i have not got a clue how to fix it something to do with Microsoft Visual C++ Runtime Library anyone got any idea of what this means?

Ooooookay...
So I was going through all of the rank photos...and I'm just curious how someone who is barely a level 3 is in the top 100(top 50 even). Yet someone like me who busts my ass to level up isn't even in the top 100. Ya know...I'm beginning to think you need to be skinny and all that and a bag of chips to be up there...pffft screw that...I'm seriously considering leavin this site...This place is starting to have more drama than MySpace.

Yippee!!!!!
Alright boys and girls! Turkey day is just around the corner. I can't wait! My mother in law is from Mexico City and she is doing all the cooking. (can't ask for more than that) I'm off work already and don't have to go back till Tuesday!!!! And guess what? I already have a cold one in my hand. :o) Cheers and Beers and Happy Turkey Day to all my beloved little cherries. XOXOXO Sam

I Iii
all that summer, i went with her to the magazine. she never thought far enough ahead to put me in a Y program, and i never mentioned the possibility of summer school. i enjoyed school itself, but it was torture for me to try and fit in as a girl among other girls. girls my own age were a different species entirely, their concerns as foreign as the Dogons of Mali. seventh grade had been particularly painful, and i wished for the moment i could be with my mother again. the art room of cinema scene, with its ink pens and a carousel of colored pencils, table-sized paper, overlays and benday dots, border tape, and discarded headlines and photographs that i could wax and collage, was my paradise. i liked the way the adults talked around me; they forgot i was there and said the most amazing things. today, the writers and the art director, marlene, gossiped about the affair between the publisher and the editor of the magazine. "a bizarre bit of santa ana madness," my mother commented from the

Mwhahaha
I HATE YOU YOU MAKE ME SICK I WANT TO BEAT YOU WITH A STICK YOUR A SCUMBAG YOU KNOW ITS TRUE LOOKS LIKE YOU GOT THE FLU YOUR SO GROSS I DONT CARE HEYY NOONE SAID LIFES NOT FAIR YOUR A SCUMBAG YOU KNOW ITS TRUE AND IM HEAR TO SAY TO YOU I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I HATE IT I WANT TO LOOK IN YOUR EYES AND SAY IT BUT I CANT IT SUCKS I HATE YOU BUT YET I LOVE YOU

Thanksgiving Is Here!
well, almost here lol, I'm off to work to be bored off my ass then sleep so I can drive to my other aunt's house for thankgiving dinner ( lets hope this one doesnt make me sick like sunday did) Have a fantabulous thanks giving everyone, love you all MUAH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cutest Couple Contest
Please come vote for me and my hunny in the cutest couple contest. This has been a rough year for us and we could use the boost in spirits..thanks so much....click the pic below to vote for us. I forgot to mention...please leave comments as comments are votes....5 are allowed per person

Box Of Kisses
Box of Kisses Some time ago, a man punished his 3-year-old daughter for wasting a roll of gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and he was furious when the child tried to decorate a box. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift to her father the next morning and said, "This is for you, Daddy." He was embarrassed by his earlier overreaction, but his anger flared again when he found the box was empty. He yelled at her,"Don't you know when you give someone a present, there's supposed to be something inside it? The little girl looked up at him with tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Daddy, it's not empty, I blew kisses into the box. All for you, Daddy." The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little girl, and he begged for her forgiveness. An accident took the life of the child only a short time later and it is told that the man kept that gold box by his bed for many years and whenever he was discouraged, he woul

Bleh
blah blah blah. bla-bitty blah blah blah. blah blah blah blahblahblah blah. BLEH. today = worthless today = weeds today = flat tire today = stale pancake today = dud firecracker today = scratched CD today = dead battery today = empty juice container today = yeah

Sometimes A Smile.....
Sometimes a smile is all someone needs to brighten their day. Case in point, today I had to go to Wal-Mart to pick up some last minute items for Thanksgiving tomorrow and I got into line where an Assistant Manager was at the register. I was watching him interact with the customers ahead of me in line and I was taken aback at how callus this man seemed. I remember when I worked there I would greet the customer as I began checking him or her out and I would thank them as I gave them change or their receipt. But here was an assistant manager, the face of Wal-Mart, not greeting his customers, not thanking them, not telling them to have a nice day. He began checking me out and said nothing except to tell me what my total was. I handed him my money and waited for him to give me the change. As he handed me my change, I smiled at him and said, "Happy Thanksgiving". He looked back up and smiled and said thank you. I can't help but think that perhaps a smile and a warm wishing was all this man n

Are Ringtones Music?
...if they are, this should say a lot about me. haha. I love my phone, and because almost no one calls me since I moved from Oregon to Sacto, I haven't gotten any new ringtones. here goes.. some of the main ringers I use: She's Crafty --Beastie Boys Stickshifts&Safety Belts --Cake excerpt from Dave --Cheech&Chong Devil Went Down to Georgia --Charlie Daniels text message sound: Super Mario Bros tone personally set ringtones: boyfriend --Badfish [Sublime] my mom --Dragula [Rob Zombie] my little brother --Dukes of Hazzard theme little brother @ work --Sweet Home Alabama [he won't be calling at least all weekend. haha. little fucker's in lockdown.] my best bro Theo --Redemption Song [Bob Marley & the Wailers close friend Chris --Money [Pink Floyd] co-worker & practically sister Felicia --BANANAS part from Hollaback Girl [Gwen Stefani] homegirl Jade --Poppin My Colla [Three-6 Mafia] future sister-in-law-in-law Kaydee --Wait (The Whisper Song) [Yin Yang Twins]

50 Random Things
1. So, what did you do all day? I got up and walked to college, it was very cold! Then listened to a presenataion about Tim Burton then watched "Ed Wood" which was quite good. Then I saw Glen in town and helped her with her shopping and buying a new mobile phone. Came home had dinner and here i am now. 2. What is the most expensive thing you've bought recently? My plane tickets to Chicago WOOT!! 3. Last concert (or show) you attended: AFI October 10th 4. Coolest thing you've gotten in the mail lately: V For Vendetta Mask 5. Describe your favorite artical of clothing: Black Avenged Sevenfold shirt that says "Love It Or Die" on it with stars and stripes behind the Deathbat. 6. Last video game played: Metal Gear Solid 7. How many CDs do you have by any ONE artist or group? I probably have the most for Good Charlotte! 4 albums and many singles!!! 8. What's for dinner?: Chinese takeaway 9. Do you have any collections?: Music, Movies 10. What was the l

Happy Birthday!
Hey everyone! WHoooo hoooo i just turned 19! finally legal to drink in Canada.... hurray for canada.... i went to the LCBO on by birthday to buy booze and they didnt even id me :( i was so upset it totally sucks ass! I could have been buying alcohol for years... anyways im going to Niagara Falls on friday to celebrate with a group of friends its gonna be awsome hopfully i will have some sexy pics that i can share ;) I am going to get more drunk than i have ever been or ever want to be again! lol Anywho im out ciao!!

Another Love Poem
Captured with thoughts that fill my brain Wonder of one who see through life’s pain She seduces me with her smile and Eyes She is the one who does hypnotize And in her spell I long to be Sweet bliss for all eternity I think of sweet kisses to fan the fire I think of two who share the desire Passion sweeps us off our feet Never to part once we do meet Two bodies grind to the same pace Two souls share one common place Tongues that dance in heated embrace This flaxen haired beauty I can’t replace Faster we pound out the rhythm of love Her eyes hold me as she looks from above And keeps me held longing for more Makes me ache for what is in store As she rides me in waves that feel so sweet I feel her climax as we grind to our beat Yes use me you blue eyed angel with horns None can compare as each rose has it’s thorns I long for your orgasm deep and so strong I long to make loves passion all night long To taste you and bring you wave upon wave It is your sweet love ma

100 Random Things
1. Taken a picture naked? not that I know of 2. Painted your room? no but i would love to 3. Made out with a member of the same sex? no 4. Drove a car? yup yup 5. Danced in front of your mirror? HAHA yes.. 6. Had a crush? many 7. Been dumped? yup 8. Stole money from friend? never 9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? no 10. Been in a fist fight? yep 11. Snuck out of your house? yup 12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? yes 13. Been arrested? nope 14. Made out with a stranger? no, or not that I can remember 15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? yup 16. Left your house with out telling your parents? yeh 17. Had a crush on your neighbor? yes, lol, but it went no where. :P 18. Ditched school to do something more fun? LOL once.. to go to slackers 19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? nope 20. Seen someone die? no 21. Been on a plane? no 22. Kissed a picture? lol yeah 23. Slept in until 3? yes 24. Love someone or

Red Friday!!!
Red Friday. Please red and repost... this is not a contest or someone asking for you to rate their T&A, this is something actually important! Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq. I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many co nversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you

Red Friday
Red Friday. Please red and repost... this is not a contest or someone asking for you to rate their T&A, this is something actually important! Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq. I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many co nversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you

Things Said At Thanxgiving!
Things You Can Say ONLY at Thanksgiving 1. Talk about a huge breast! 2. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 3. It's Cool Whip time! 4. If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst! 5. Whew, that's one terrific spread! 6. I'm in the mood for a little dark meat. 7. Are you ready for seconds yet? 8. It's a little dry, do you still want to eat it? 9. Just wait your turn, you'll get some! 10. Don't play with your meat. 11. Just spread the legs open and stuff it in. 12. Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once? 13. I didn't expect everyone to come at once! 14. You still have a little bit on your chin. 15. How long will it take after you stick it in? 16. You'll know it's ready when it pops up. 17. Wow, I didn't think I could handle all of that! 18. That's the biggest one I've ever seen! 19. How long do I beat it before it's ready! HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! Slick

Love Is
Love is like a lump of gold, Hard to get, and hard to hold. Of all the girls I've ever met, You're the one I can't forget. I do believe that God above, Created you for me to love. He chose you from all the rest, Because he knew I would love you best

Red Friday - Repost
Red Friday. Please read and repost... this is not a contest or someone asking for you to rate their T&A, this is something actually important! Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq. I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many co nversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you

My Sis Skipped School
we got a call from wilson (my sis' school) telling us that maria skipped periods 1, 2 and 4 today. my parents were shocked and furious. they interrogated my sis and i was seperating my fake nails that i'm going to put on at the counter, in the middle of my parents yelling at her. she (my sis) goes upstairs to get her cell like mom instructed. mom keeps yelling "YOU'RE GROUNDED SO DONT EVEN THINK OF GOING ANYWHERE!" she also added that maria doesnt have a computer right now either. my sis is in this academy program at wilson called HAM. my parents kept repeating that this would get her kicked out of HAM. my mom even said that as of now maria's out of wilson (which we dont know). my dad wants a list of names of the kids that skipped with maria and their numbers. he sat her down at the dining room table with a pad of paper and a pen...i dont know what got her to cry tho but she started crying and my parents act as if they dont care... they're making dinner, reading the

Uno
One nation, one rock, one gun, one blood One breath being held Waiting for the chosen one One Persian rug Pulled out from under your feet, and draped over your eyes Blinded from the bleak Sheltered in heat Populous held in place, by the new fear of the week One shot, one holly mission, One eyed tunnel vision One bullet Followed by a rapid succession How do you measure success with this many dead soldiers and civilians? Countless bodies piled on top Of a handful of executive decisions Causing thick rifts between the righteous and the wrong As if we don’t have enough divisions Promising the holy grail of safety through submission You can try to contain it tight, secure, and under control But in the land of the insane ape No one is safe One target on all our backs 24/7 And no belief that the souls I take Will somehow land me in heaven

Ohhh Fuck. Lmao
You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism.Satanism88%Paganism83%Buddhism71%Islam54%Judaism54%Hinduism54%agnosticism38%Christianity33%atheism29%Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)created with QuizFarm.com

Fuck Partners For Life!
Hi. Im Laura, a 20 year old lesbian. My next door neighbor, Megan, has the best body I've ever seen. Shes has the sexiest thighs, hips, ass, and breasts I've ever seen. I wanted to fuck her so bad. Only thing is... shes straight. I would have to somehow get her into bed with me. The only question left was...how? One day I heard the door bell ring. When I opened the door, there stood 18 year old Megan in a tight button-up blouse and mini-skirt. Man did she look FINE!! I knew this would be the day I would fuck the woman of my dreams. I welcomed her inside, and as she walked past me I got a great look at her nice ass. We sat down on the couch and talked for a while. Then finally I asked her, "What do you think about lesbian sex?" She looked stunned. Her eyes looked at me like I was crazy. She replied "Well, Ive heard its fun from a few lesbian friends.. I wouldnt mind trying it sometime.." Her response shocked me. I said, "Well... how about trying it right now?" "With you?" "Yes."

I'm Throwing In The Towel
As you can see by the date on this blog, my date did not go well. In fact, it didn't go at all. No show again. Called repeatidly again. Last I heard was at 5pm she was "finding a babysitter and would pick me up from work around 7pm". Considering I have no vehicle (see previous post) I told everyone I had my ride covered for tonight (the date). NOOOOO I got left high and dry without a ride and had to call several people and beg in order to avoid the 10mile walk home in the dark. So I quit. Between my work and people dicking me around I no longer have the time or patience for this crap. -Robert

In Loving Memory
Sometimes in this crazy life we meet someone who we totally connect with and then we get scared and run. Sometimes we realize we are making a mistake and its ok to be scared. Other times we run and when we are ready the other person is done. Whatever the reason...when you connect...I truly belive you can find eachother again. SO this song goes out to 2 of my cherries on here. You know who yall are. Remember just cuz something doesnt work out...theres always friendship and who knows what can happen in the future. No matter what...be good to eachother..this is a person you once cared about greatly and even though things got ugly and awful you have to forgive eachother and move on. Alter Bridge In Loving Memory Thanks for all you've done I've missed you for so long I can't believe you're gone You still live in me I feel you in the wind You guide me constantly I've never knew what it was to be alone, no Cause you were always there for me You were always there waiting An

Thank You
I just wanted to say thankx to all the people that were so friendly when i first came into this site. I hope everyone coming in and seeing what this site is about gets an equally warm welcome. I don't know anyone yet and don't know anything about it, but it is one of the best places to spend time at I have seen online.

Shoot That Crap Monkey
I was in the bathroom taking a bath that david got ready for me all of a sudden my sister almost knocks down the door, she's like BETH I HAVE TO USE THE BATHROOM (Insert dorky voice here) I was like ahhafdhgalsda, ok that's fine. Let me shut the door. So emmie comes in and takes poop. so her name is now crap monkey. I should have told her to go downstairs. the end. true story. and she doesn't like buying me birthday presents

So Today Is My First Day Hehe.
And i dunno. My friend on another site told me to check this site as well. So I definatly did. I actually really like it so far. There is a lot going on, on it. A lot of people to interact with and I like it. Unlike all those other sites where u just sit there and get bored in the first 10 minuites. But yeah. If u havent added me as a friend add me up.. And leave me a comment or something fun like that. Thanks everyone

Omg
I went to Lawton,OK today to visit a friend, and did not know that I was going to meet someone that she is trying to set me up with ok. I thought I was just going to visit her and then I would meet him some other time so I did not go looking real hot, Well lord and behold her old man and of course this guy came home for lunch and guess what... YES I was there,, HMMM I did not say much if anything to him and I was so embarrased. Now I don't know if I want to see him again. He seen me in my worst.. NOT GOOD.

Hey Friends!!!
Hey out there to all of my fellow cherries... Wishing all of you and your families a happy thanksgiving... Hope you all have a great holiday and eat so much good food that your buttons fly off your pants... hahaha... but for real... i totally love it here... you have all been so great... So to you and yours, have a good one...

My Best Firends
i have been thinking of ways to say it, but here is goes. my best friend is going to marry his other best friend. which is not me (hehe) but me and him have been through alot together, and he knows that he is always in my heart no matter what. we have this connection that maybe only a few people would undestand, but to say the least i am proud of him and i wish him the best of luck in the future (just remembre to call every so often hehe) well i know that there are wedding bells in your future and i will do my best to help out as much as i can, even tho i am all the way up here. well the is all today i hope that everyone has a good night. hope you like the pic that i found for you guys (hehe) luv ya * huggs* and *kisses*

Shallow And Profound
Shallow and Profound Whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God —1 Corinthians 10:31 About this cover Beware of allowing yourself to think that the shallow aspects of life are not ordained by God; they are ordained by Him equally as much as the profound. We sometimes refuse to be shallow, not out of our deep devotion to God but because we wish to impress other people with the fact that we are not shallow. This is a sure sign of spiritual pride. We must be careful, for this is how contempt for others is produced in our lives. And it causes us to be a walking rebuke to other people because they are more shallow than we are. Beware of posing as a profound person— God became a baby. To be shallow is not a sign of being sinful, nor is shallowness an indication that there is no depth to your life at all— the ocean has a shore. Even the shallow things of life, such as eating and drinking, walking and talking, are ordained by God. These are all thin

The Best Thing About This One...
...is number 27. DUDE. Baptized Catholic!! LMAO Your Results: The top score on the list below represents the faith that Belief-O-Matic, in its less than infinite wisdom, thinks most closely matches your beliefs. However, even a score of 100% does not mean that your views are all shared by this faith, or vice versa. Belief-O-Matic then lists another 26 faiths in order of how much they have in common with your professed beliefs. The higher a faith appears on this list, the more closely it aligns with your thinking. 1. Neo-Pagan (100%) 2. New Age (99%) 3. Unitarian Universalism (95%) 4. Mahayana Buddhism (91%) 5. Liberal Quakers (90%) 6. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (87%) 7. Theravada Buddhism (82%) 8. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (80%) 9. Bahá'í Faith (76%) 10. New Thought (74%) 11. Scientology (70%) 12. Secular Humanism (64%) 13. Taoism (64%) 14. Jainism (62%) 15. Reform Judaism (58%) 16

Times Winding Down
Well, I'm finally getting dates of when the unit will be home. I'm so glad to be finally getting something. I've been going nuts for days now. I don't have nothing definitive yet. He'll be coming home on one of the 5 different dates. I sure can't wait to get the call and find out exactly when he'll be making it home. I miss him so much and I'll be so glad to finally have him home and in my arms again.

Soooo
I've only just begun removing folks from my list. Already i'm down almost 50 people. I'm removing a lot of people. Even the top 10 girls. They DONT stop by my page - Only time most of them did was the day they came to rate my profile. Sorry girls - Nows your chance to let me know if you really wanna stay.

Touch
touch my hart with tenderness and fill my cup with love share my dreams as i share yours and we reach the stars above take my hand as i grow old and lead me when i am blind ill show you that i really care good frends are hard to find touch my life and ill touch yours a little more each day and we both will find happiness some were along the way

I, Fuckin Hurt
WELL AINT THIS ABOUT FUCKED UP THE ONE PERSON I THOUGHT WOULD SAY SOMETHING ABOUT MY BIRTHDAY AINT EVEN SAID 2 WORDS TO ME ABOUT IT NOT EVEN A FUCKING HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTEI OR HEY KRISTIE HOW DID YOUR BIRTHDAY GO? AND WHAT MAKES IT WORSE NOT EVEN A FUCKING COMMENT I SAT AND CREID MYSELF TO SLEEP ;LAST NIGHT OVER THIS AND I THINK THAT IS PRETTY FUCKED UP FRIENDS THAT I AVE HAD ON HERE FOR ONLYT A DAY SENT ME SOMETHING THIS OTHER PERSON HS KNOWN ME FOR MONTHS BUT YA KNOW I GUESS IT GOES TO SHWO WHO ALL really does care about you who really does think about your feelings and stuff rather then thier own but i am extrememly hurt over this ...to the real friends that sent me gifts and a few that even bought me gifts you guys are the best i love you and to the one who forgot me...thanks alot

Truth Will Always Win
Truth can always help in bad times. If you tell someone the truth when they ask you strait out the question then you can usually straiten out any problems with the least amount of fighting. You do not lie to someone when asked stait out because that will only cause problems when they find out the truth. ~Abnormal Brat P.S. If you dont agree that is fine with me it is a free country.

Webcam Pics
ahhhh back at it again, i know yall have missed my insane ranting. and of course for some i will not make you happy and others will just laugh..but this rant is dedicated to all those with 34679136416394613 webcam pics... now when i say webcam pics, i dont mean a few webcam pics or that there is anything wrong with webcam pics.. i mean when you see someone that has 200 webcam pics from the neck up of their face... now YES i like looking at people and seeing their faces i even luv different expressions, but come on there are only so many times you can take the same pic over and over again. how about some different poses... when i hit a persons profile i typically rate all of their pics, and i try to comment them, but there are only so many things you can say about the same pic. you try and show someone some luv and comment and boost their points for them but good lawd. now a few isnt bad, but when you have a whole page full of nothing but that in the same pose..thats just ridicul

Happy Turkey Day..
To start off.. Happy Thanksgiving everyone! Keeva went to the doc. Her finger is just fine. They gave her a tetnis shot today instead of in Feb to help prevent anything further from happening. I told them about her throwing up and the poopies and the doc said that it's a virus that is going around and Keeva's already pretty much over it. It's like a 24 hr thing. Sucky thing is that she's getting a head cold out of it. I did a lot of cleaning. I wanted to do it yesterday but we all know when I wasn't able to. I still need to wash clothes to go to my mom's house. I wasn't able to spend the night since Keeva's apt was too far in the afternoon for my dad's liking. He wanted to be back by 2 pm.. but.. Keeva's apt wasn't til 1:50pm so that effed that shit up right? Either way we got a lot done. The living room is just about done. Just need to clean a lil bit more.. that's all. Dishes are almost done. 8 dishes left to clean... mostly big stuff then some lil stuff I found while

My Son Date Of Death
jesse Location of Death: Addison, IL Date of Death: 11/23/2036 1:05:19 AM Last Person Called: Wilfredo Last Number Dialed: (517) 252-485* Autoposy Performed: None Performed Date of Autoposy: N/A Cause of Death: Medical malpractice See your own death. Or Try this Awsome Game

My Date Of Death
Tim Location of Death: Tewksbury, MA Date of Death: 11/23/2026 1:08:57 AM Last Person Called: Sung Last Number Dialed: 911 Autoposy Performed: None Performed Date of Autoposy: N/A Cause of Death: Food poisoning See your own death. Or Try this Awsome Game

Support Our Troops!! Never Forget!! (updated 17dec06)
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Happy Thanksgiving
I awoke this morning with devout thanksgiving for my friends, the old and the new.Ralph Waldo Emerson (1803 - 1882) The mellow sweetness of pumpkin pie off a prison spoon is something you will never forget. Mitchell Burgess, Northern Exposure, Thanksgiving, 1992 I wrote myself a check for ten million dollars for acting services rendered and dated it Thanksgiving 1995. I put it in my wallet and it deteriorated. And then, just before Thanksgiving 1995, I found out I was going to make ten million dollars for Dumb & Dumber. I put that check in the casket with my father because it was our dream together.Jim Carrey, Oprah Winfrey Show, 1997 To all my American friends, have a happy and safe holiday!

Thanksgiving Divorce
Thanksgiving Divorce A man in Phoenix calls his son in New York the day before Thanksgiving and says, "I hate to ruin your day, but I have to tell you that your mother and I are divorcing; forty-five years of misery is enough. "Pop, what are you talking about?" the son screams. We can't stand the sight of each other any longer," the father says. "We're sick of each other, and I'm sick of talking about this, so you call your sister in Chicago and tell her." Frantic, the son calls his sister, who explodes on the phone "Like hell they're getting divorced," she shouts, "I'll take care of this." She calls Phoenix immediately, and screams at her father, "You are NOT getting divorced. Don't do a single thing until I get there. I'm calling my brother back, and we'll both be there tomorrow. Until then, d on't do a thing, DO YOU HEAR ME?" and hangs up. The old man hangs up his phone and turns to his wife. "Okay" he says, "they're coming for Thanksgiving and pay

Not Save For Barney
This is what happenes when you work thanksgiving morning! Remember you had the chance to move the pics like 2 months ago! and not show your stupid butt on the profile pic.. We know why u did it! Your chasing points and believe in compteition.. yeah .. poor excuse! lmao Its the same at my job.. Cindy made us have to wear uniformed shirts cuz.. IN THE FRIGGIN SUMMER TIME.. THIS WOMAN.. had the nerve to wear a size 2 shirt on her size 0 body! lmao And cut it down to nothing.. and show her thong.. (reason for regulation underwear) lol And she wore those hole in the butt jeans.. Now we have a company jean policy.. see how one idot can make a policy? One person can ruin a good time.. I used to love wearing my cool t-shirts.. But noooooooooooo hoochie had to go and ruin it.. Then she quit! Oh .. rob (name changed to protect the dumb) made the jean policy.. He would come into work with this gaping hole in his jeans! and a hole in his fr

Happy Thanksgiving
I am not sure how to send off one mass email to all of my firends and family. So I will do it like this. Happy Thanksgiving to all of you from Iraq. Have a good one and may you enjoy your freinds and and loved ones on this day.

Cowboy's Ten Commandments
People here in Texas have trouble with all those shalls and shall nots in the Ten Commandments. Folks here just aren't used to talking in those terms. So, some folks out in West Texas got together and translated the "King James" version into "King Ranch" version: Ten Commandments, cowboy style. Cowboy's Ten Commandments posted on the wall at Cross Trails Church in Fairlie, Texas. Just one God. Honor yer Ma & Pa. No telling tales or gossipin'. Git yourself to Sunday meeting. Put nothin' before God. No foolin' around with Another fellow's gal. No killin'. Watch yer mouth. Don't take what ain't yers. Don't be hankerin' for yer buddy's stuff. That's kinda plain 'n simple don't ya think?

Things You Can Only Say During Thanksgiving
1) Talk about a huge breast. 2) Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 3) It's "Cool Whip" time!! 4) If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst!! 5) Whew!! that's one terrific spread!!! 6) I'm in the mood for a little "Dark Meat"!! 7) Are you ready for seconds yet?? 8) It's a little dry; do you still want to eat it?? 9) Just wait until it's your turn, you'll get some!! 10) Don't play with your meat!! 11) Just spread the legs open and stuff it in!! 12) Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once?? 13) I didn't expect everyone to come at once!! 14) You still have a little bit on your chin and lips!! 15) How long will it take after you stick it in?? 16) You'll know it's ready when it pops up!! 17) Wow!! I didn't think I could handle all of that!! 18) That's the biggest one I've ever seen!! 19) How long do I beat it before it's ready?? 20) It's ready!! It's ready!!

How Much Is 2+2?
A housewife, an accountant and a lawyer were asked "How much is 2+2?" The housewife replies: "Four!". The accountant says: "I think it's either 3 or 4. Let me run those figures through my spreadsheet one more time." The lawyer pulls the drapes, dims the lights and asks in a hushed voice, "How much do you want it to be?"

Name The Twins:-))
A man was taking his wife, who was pregnant with twins, to the hospital when his car went out of control and crashed. Regaining consciousness, he saw his brother, a relentless practical joker, sitting at his bed side. He asked his brother how his wife was doing and his brother said, "Don't worry, everybody is fine and you have a son and a daughter. But the hospital was in a real hurry to get the birth certificates filed and since both you and your wife were unconscious, I named them for you." The husband was thinking to himself, "Oh no, what has he done now?" and asked with some trepidation, "Well, bro, what did you name them?" Whereupon, his brother replied, "I named the little girl Denise." The husband, relieved, said, "That's a lovely name! And what did you come up with for my son?" The brother winked and replied, "Denephew."

Family Fun
So, we recently made some room in our family and there is a chance that some more room will be made. If there are any of you out there that would like into our family, just let us know you are willing to share pics with us and we will get you in. Space is limited and it's first come, first serve, so let us know soon. Happy Thanksgiving.

Happy Nicegiving
Children can sometimes say the funniest things. My daughter is still struggling to say certain things and words. Sometimes she says them correctly and other times she will make up her own words. I was talking to her last night and my mother was trying to get her to say various words and phrases. Such as "That's discusting!" and "octopus", which all came out wrong but were good attempts and damn funny. When she tried several times to say "Happy Thanksgiving", she gave up and spit out "Happy Nicegiving"! So I want to wish everyone a Happy Nicegiving today!!!

Since I...
Cant go around to everyone's page and tell them Happy Thanksgiving I am going to do it all at once and say HAPPY THANKSGIVING to all my cherries. I hope your family's have a wonderful day and get super stuffed with good food. Remember all you are thankful for. I have learned today/yesterday what I am thankful and how lucky I am. I hope everyone enjoys your holiday. Much love to all. MrsPerdy

Conflict. A Look Inside My Mind.
Like fire in my mind, Demon in my mortal coil, Evil balances good, Battle for my very soul, Forever fights within, To claim control of my mind, Eternities of shame await, Should evil emerge the victor, And the good be destroyed. Within the depraved would dominate, But for the will of decency. The world would burn, life would fail, But for the hope of Sanity, The absence of depravity. My mind is split, Torn between the good and bad, Which I possess. The hatred and the love, The hatred which I nurtured, The love which heals, Dizzying conflict, Searing thoughts. I wish to be free, From the struggle within, Free of the knowledge that evil is easy, Free from the guilt that the good inflicts. Alone in my struggle, Needing assistance, Needing to nurture, To care and possess, But battered and alone, Entombed in this anger, Solitaire I stand, Wishing for peace. And find it I shall, Once another I find, To cherish and care, I'll leave the struggle

"soldiers"
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some

Alice's Restaurant
100.1 FM WKQQ NOON E.S.T. (E.T.A. 7 Minutes) Anyone within listening area of that station (or any of it's sister stations) or with highspeed access MUST listen to that song. It's a Thanksgiving Tradition and it's about to happen. Enjoy! -Robert

Online Exhibitionism Part 2
Don, Susan and Michael do not generally put their pictures up on public Web sites, preferring instead to trade and communicate ¡ª often using instant messaging ¡ª with a more select audience of their own choosing. Susan, for example, has occasionally viewed Don's camming sessions. She says finding an audience is not difficult. ¡°I do have ads up on a couple of different Web sites but I think there are networks of people," Susan says. "If you meet somebody and they know 20 people who know 20 people who know 20 people, it is pretty easy to get an expanded community.¡± That is just what Don has created. At first, he surfed the Web looking for still images of naked female exhibitionists. Then around the year 2000, ¡°when I learned that computers could broadcast cams, I watched a few ladies, usually only topless, perform for me on the Web ¡ Eventually I met a [woman] from Florida who showed me everything and begged me to get a cam. I did, and soon found myself stripping for her. I lo

I Am Sorry Guys
I know a am around 300 houndred friends gut is you stop by and show love I will return it promise I am not a selfish guy promise and would love to leave you all coments I have almost 80 pics and not sure how much stash but if you post and coment I will be sure to return it and thank for all of you being my friends you people are wonderful other then this one set back I am not going to talk about cus I am in a good mood well love you all and hope you have a safe and happy thanksgiving and again thank you all love you all have fun

Hello
Hey whats up guys. Im feeling like shit because ive got a fucking throat infection and its trying to spread to my chest Ugh :( i hate it cause it makes you feel so drained. Anyway Happy Thanks Giving to all americans. We English dont celebrate this and i dont know what it is but im saying it anyway. Theres bog all on Tv and im bored. I need something to do. Arrrrrggghhh.......

To Love You Home
To Love You Home blue in the time when you are away helpless from love and moments true salted by passion between me and you divided by the words that I did not say how much can be asked for the sake of this to cut and shape the best of two souls to demand exception and fill the holes and hope is found in a kiss rhymes are not enough to soothe to stop the tears of your heart to heal the damage of the empty part and I’m at a loss for how to prove anything, anything to erase the sorrow help you to see your worth and beauty as I do wash away the mistakes with the love I have for you to carry you to a new tomorrow to love you home to peace and happiness and show you what I already know that my heart is yours where you go and perhaps we will make work this togetherness m.e.j.

Hidden Sexual Talent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What You Give To Me.....butterflies
When I look Into your eyes I feel so isolated I feel lost in the skies Our ongoing stare Your soul I can see right through Nothing else matters to me But me and you These feelings that I feel I cannot yet explain As if our interlocking eyes Are like our bodies' veins Transferring our feelings To each other’s hearts Love tainted toxins All doing their part Just in case I begin to forget ... You help me realize I have nothing over which to fret Every moment That we share I hope it’ll never end ... This ongoing stare I’ve never felt This way before You truly are special You’ve opened up the door You have no idea How much you mean to me I’m finally on the right path You’ve set my soul free All I wish for Is that you’re feeling the same way I can barely breathe when I’m with you You take my breath away I now begin to realize Staring into your powerful eyes That the incredible feelings I’m getting inside Are real meaningful “Butterflie

Where Did I Go Wrong?
So I'm wondering what's going on in my head that all that I hold dear may be lost. The Inquisition wasn't this painful. So now I go on a rage about how this site may be causing my marriage to fail. Let's start with what I've done wrong which is more than likely perhaps cause our family debt to go up a bit as I am used to spending money as if I had a job in the city which I dn't anymore. And then moving on to the positive notions and aspects of my life, such as devoted father and faithful husband. I make sure to come home and take care of the children right after I leave work and watch the children on my days off as a good father should and not running off to hang out with guys friends. I amke sure to kiss the wife and treat her like a Queen. All this has been done with no concern for my mental well-being. So why am I losing...?

I Tried So Hard To Not Love You
I tried so hard I've wasted so much energy I tried to forget you But you seem to be always here You put me in the dark And ripped my heart I try to leave you behind me Your face always appears I try not to notice Your voice Is like poison to my heart Your words Are like sharp daggers through the soul Your hands Are making room for the darkness You crushed My heart and my soul You touched My love My eyes Are going blind to What you've done to me I cry Every night hoping that you Never return to me My heart can't take it anymore Nor my energy My soul is fading Far away from me My heart is breaking Into many many pieces And all you can do Is say you are sorry But let me say to you Sorry is only a word Not a feeling You break my falls again and again You held me tight and close So nothing could ever hurt me anymore You went behind my back You stabbed me Right through the heart You torn me to pieces And left me all alone

Ice Memory
You say you dont want me, I feel underestimated, as if I'm completely nothing in your eyes... You spoke words that swirled around me, creating life within my soul, Until that dreadful day that crashed about me, that left me exposed to a different role... I believed you, I cared for you, I loved you, But its okay, because I can easily let go- I was so sure i prepared myslf for this but I suppose now I am wrong. I can only laugh at my insecurities, and the reality of what now faces me. Chocolate on my lips, the taste of the coffee blend i treated myslf minutes ago.... looking outside the snow swirls falling lightly,I look forward to the cold. Somethin' to numb this mind.

God Is Great!
Philippians 4:13 --- I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. The road to success is not straight. There is a curve called Failure, a loop called Confusion, speed bumps called Friends, red lights called Enemies, caution lights called Family. You will have flats called Jobs. But, if you have a spare called Determination, an engine called Perseverance, insurance called Faith, a driver called Jesus, you will make it to a place called Success.

Baby News!!
well im 21 weeks now!! im soo excited and yesterday i went for an ultrasounf to make sure everythings going good and i found out IM HAVING A GIRL im sooo excited..i have my little boy..now im going to have my little girl i think im going to name her savanah rose...unless someone comes up with something better LOL but i still have till april to figure it out forsure!! :) :) :) :)

To All My Little Cherries..
Happy Thanksgiving... I am thankful for all my friends who read this. I am Thankful for my husband I am Thankful for my family I am Thankful for my life now I am Thankful for my blessings from God. Thank you Cherry Tap For such wonderful friends. Bless and protect all the soldiers in the world. And may they come home to their families. Thank you again, RedMex Shelia

My Sign
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

How My Brain Works......or Doesn't:-)
1. Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull? No - But have fed one. 2. Do you ever intentionally vomit after eating? Depends who I am having dinner with. 3. If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be? A Pirate or Semen 4. Have you ever called anyone a slut? Myself, looking in the mirror wearing female clothes. 5. How many people do you think would come to your funeral? One - A priest with a box of matches. 6. How many of them would come just to make sure you're dead? One - He is getting paid. 7. Do you have more enemies or more friends? Morefiends 8. Have you ever sent an anonymous letter? Yes to myself on Valentines Day. 9. Have you ever turned someone down for a date? No - Never been asked on one. 10. Are you smarter than your friends? What friends? My imaginary friends lie to me. 11. Have you ever had anything stolen by your friends? Yes - My heart. 12. Do you use your teeth when "doing it?" No - I take them out fi

I've Got Your Back
“I've Got Your Back" I am a small and precious child; my dad's been sent to fight. The only place I'll see his face is in my dreams at night. He will be gone too many days for my young mind to track. I may be sad, but I am so proud. My daddy's got your back. I am a caring mother. My son has gone to war. My mind is filled with worries that I've never known before. And daily I attempt to keep my thoughts from turning black. I may be scared, but I'm so proud. My son has got your back. I am a strong and loving wife, with a husband soon to go. At times I am so terrified in a way most never know. I bite my lip and force a smile as I watch my husband pack. My heart may break, but I am so proud. My husband's got your back. I am a soldier, serving proudly, standing ever tall. I fight for freedom, yours and mine by answering this call. I do my job while knowing the thanks it sometimes lacks. Say a prayer that I'll come home again. It's I who has your back.

Are We Just Test Subjects?
Link to Articlehttp://www.weissblog.com/archives/2006/10/29/wolves_in_sheeps_clothing.php A while back I did a post on LostCherry.com (LC), an alternative to myspace without the teenybopper crowd. The place appears to be ran by one, Mike Hedlund. The whole amostphere of the place is suppose to be that of a cool place to hang out without the whole corporate world. Mike presents himself as the ever humble, yet overworked webmaster who is putting in a hundred hours a week for something he loves. And everyone believes him... Well, for some reason or other I started getting a bit suspicious about two months ago. Forgive me, but I smelled some corporate influence. So I started checking around. But life got in the way and it has taken me about 5 weeks to finally get this blog post put together. So, if anything is now outdated, forgive me. The domain name lostcherry.com is registered to LostCherry LLC, which is cool. Everyone wants to limit their liability. But all the contacts f

Chapter 4
Chapter 4 The time we had chatted we had gotten the curiously going we both were aroused by our emails back and forth. We even tryd to meet on occasions, just never seemed to happen. Then one day out of the blue I received an email saying how you couldn't stand it anymore, you had to meet me it was killing you. It had been a long week and you were ready to be taken advantage of and made to please someone. You felt really naughty and you wanted to be bad. It was my lucky day you said, you didn't want to wait and play games anymore. You were at the point of fucking the first thing that walked by. You really wanted to suck my cock bad you had been thinking about it all day. We had another one of those fun chats, it had really gotten you so worked up your panties were soaking.This time we decided that the only way to meet was to find a spot we could easily get to and was easy to find somewhere to fuck. It was like we were thinking the same thing Starbucks it was a cute little

Surveys.. Yay!
To all RAWKERS by Love For Fire 7189NameDustinage20favorite name(s) for boysMarshall .. er and can't think of any other good ones lolfavorite name(s) for girlsMorgan, Jadefavorite band(s)30 Seconds to Mars, a7x, Cold, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Out of Your Mouth

Reality Check
Thoughts creep softly Without sound Onto blank paper They spill easily Like blood To spoil the imaginary Pain strikes With venom So potent Making me reel With the shock Of being struck The pen Flicks itself Across the paper Dropping feelings Meant to be hidden Words that have meaning Meaning more than Was ever intended They bubble They brew From the depths She thought were left behind Is she such a fool To believe it was hidden That they couldn’t see Beyond the smile Where she had recreated herself To be a better person So she would no longer be That fragile creature In the corner Where people paid no attention And if they did All they saw was pity How long can she go on? Being one thing Yet portraying another They were proud In the way she had Seen the light If only they knew The only light she saw Was the spotlight They shined on her When they took the time To see her Now she drowns In the blood Th

Fake Or Half Ass Feelings?
ever sat back and wondered if the feelings and love you are puttin out are beingreplaced ot whatever by fake or half ass feelings? i just discovered something tonight about someone IF there is true love and real feelings they should be shown no matter what is goin on or who ma be around. if you have a bf/gf dont be afraid to let other people know about it. like say one night someone is your gf /bf then the next night that someone is your internet buddy? that is such bullshit its shit like that that pisses me off if youi really love someone no matter what the miles or hours are that you are apart you should be proud to say hey yeah he or she is my bf or gf quit puttin out the fake half ass feelings when your buddies or someone different is around cuz ya do that shit and things may turn out the way you DONT want it..welll so ya say thank you and have a great freakin night

Hope Everyone Had Alot To Eat
Oh my I know I sure did and talk about over stuffing yourself, when it came time for dessert wow, I did not have any room for my pumkin pie or choclate pie that I made. I am stuff and the sad thing is I so want to get heat up some mac and cheese lol, to eat with my wine, lol. I am still full. Kisses and Happy Thanksgiving off to VA tomorrow to look for some places as i move back on Friday of next week Alyse

Broke'n'joke
I was the light of your life, you said. This light must have been a match. As this has burned out. I made you smile with delight, What I'm feeling isn't right. My heart is broke, What was I, your joke? You told some lie, I so want you to die!

Ending This Way
We challenged the rapids and cruised the calms. You held my heart in your palms. Like a rose, beautiful we grew. I didn’t think you were ashamed of who you knew. With no one around, you know who I am. With People around, you don’t give a dam. With love, you filled my heart. Without saying a word, you blew it apart. I know you don’t want me as your man, But you didn’t have to throw my heart in to the fan. My love for you, I confess. That’s where I went wrong, I guess. No hello or a how you do, I would have preferred a, fuck you to. I guess we arrived at the river’s end, I must not be your special friend. You, in time I know I can forget. That will be a day, I’ll regret. Strange was our connection, It did provide us some direction We shared some tears, We braved our fears. This must be the day, When we have to go, our own way

Thoughts/comments Blog 4,,,
I thought about putting up a bunch of photos, thing is, I hate getting my picture taken (I'm too self-confident), otherwise I'd take a couple sexy photos and put them up here :). Webcameras as OK, but I don't have much use for a webcam (other then to take boring photos of myself) and I'd take a bunch of photos with the DigiCam, but I dunno if I would use it again.

I Need Help
i need a date and possibly sum butt on the same nite i know it sounds like a typical dude but hey like that usher song thats wat its made for u feel me but is there any 1 that can help me out on wat to say or wat not to say to a female so i can accomplish this cuz normally it take about a wk or 2 but now im feeened out not sayin ima dog or anything cuz im not but i just wana get it quicker u know so give me some lines and nothin that wont work on u holla

St. John Ambulance The Organization I Was With For 9 Yrs
well everyone why am i writing this its because i want everyone to know what kind of organization st. john ambulance is. and why i spent 9 years with them Nearly one thousand years of history make the original religious Order of St. John, represented today by the Sovereign Military Order of Malta, one of the oldest charitable organizations still in existence in the world today. Today’s Most Venerable Order of the Hospital of Saint John of Jerusalem was confirmed by Royal Charter of Queen Victoria in 1888 to perpetuate the traditions of the original Order. For generations, Christian pilgrims made an arduous journey by ship, horseback and on foot through hostile lands to arrive at the Holy City of Jerusalem. Often persecuted and weary, the pilgrims found comfort in hostels, which offered care of the sick and injured. These early hospitals were destroyed and rebuilt many times, often at the order of existing rulers in the region. In 1080, a new hospital for pilgrims was formed in

At A Lost
Last night I had a dream about how I was told I couldn't have the surgery and then I commite suicide because I ran out of hope. then today I get a call from my doctor about my surgery, he said he is glad I lost 6 pounds but he is changing my date anyway, they don't think I'll lose enough weight by then for them to do the surgery, and they change the mount that I need to lose. So now they want me to have surgery in Jan. so they have no faith that I couldn't stand to get by thanksgiving and Christmas, and any thing I'm worried about that I tell the dietions they twist my words around and tell the doctor and so it sound worse then it is. so basically I can't trust them anymore, also they don't seem to understand I'm on my dad's insurance right now and my dad can't keep me on there for too much longer because I'm not in school, and they keep putting it off. So even if I get to my weight lost goal still won't get my surgery date, So I'm pissed off, upset and really not sure what

Kiss My Pinky Ring Fucker!!
Happy Thanksgiving.well. gotta love family. Everyone gets together, eats, drinks, and watches football. Between my father, the italian, "Mr. Meat" the guy adores food, particularly meat. And my bro in laws, stepdad, a whiney irishman, ex cop, present alcoholic, w the personality of a piece of driftwood, the day was eventful, to say the least,lmao. Arguements, and awkward silence tension, is really funny when ur drunk enufff to appreciate it. So, I heard the same old stories, the same bitching, and really wondered WTF do we even do holidays for, and this is why I always try to keep my appearences to a minimum. So, as the sulfites in the red wine started to give me a headache, and my sarcastic humor ceased to amuse me, I received an unexpected request,To be godfather to my niece Madison Ava, and I am fuckinecstatic!! And very proud, obviously,lol, It was a beautiful suprise that meant more to me than most people could ever imagine. Then, I realized why I was there and why I should take

Missing You...
Missing You by Christine It was hard for me to let you go and say good-bye when it was time for you to go, 'cause I knew how much I'd be missing you. When you gave me that final hug good-bye it felt like I was going to die. I'm missing you already and you've not been gone for long. I sit around and wish you were right here next to me, every day and night. I never really told you much and surely not like I should have, but you know I mean it when I say it; I love you! I know we fought and didn't agree on much, but we all have different opinions on things. I just wish you could have stayed longer, but it wasn't my choice. It was God's choice, he put you on this Earth. He decided that you had suffered in this crazy world enough and decided to free you and bring you back home, to his home. I'm really missing you. I wish you would have been able to stay around and watch us grow older, but now all you can do is watch from above, I know it may not be the greatest view, but your better off

:: Sighs::
There are alot of things going for me at this time and at the same time there are alot of things happening to make me wonder why i even exist. I have got my GED now, which took me a long time to get...because i was scared and unconfident in myself......yet in the back of my head i knew i could do it, and pissed at myself for not doing it sooner. Work is going well and things of that sort are fine, im able to support myself and two other people......but now for the problems that i need to get off my chest... To my loving father mordechai {aka anti-cupid...aka Vengence and so on} I love you very, very much, and hope things are going well which everytime i talk to you you have been down....and it hurts me......I wish things would get better for you soon, but for some reason it seems sometimes you dont need me anymore....or at times you in a rush to get me off the phone unless you have something in your life you want to talk about........I love you...and wish you get better soon.

Special Someone
Special Someone deep inside you are special to me dont let anyone blur your vision to see that i love you people may moan and be rude about us they might even yell and cuss the main thing is we'll be together it might not be forever who knows what will happen the light might become misshapen we'll pull through with a bright light we could be my family's delight for now let nature run its path later we can create our own steam bath Jessi Rene Wetley

How Street Smart Are You?
How street smart are you? 1. Do you look around before you enter or exit a building or car? 2. Do you park in a well lit area? 3. Do you park beside objects that impair your view? 4. Do you wear tight restrictive clothing? 5. Do you wear expensive jewelry or clothing in inappropriate places? 6. Do you pull out wads of cash when in a check out line? 7. Do you ladies have purses that are too big or over stuffed? 8. Do you know where your local Police station is? 9. Do you talk to strangers? 10. Do you give money to beggars? 11. Do you leave space between your car and the one in front of you? Could you drive off if something happened at a red light? 12. Do you open your door to strangers? 13. Do you pick up strangers on the road? 14. Do you lock your doors at home and in your car? 15. Do you have your keys out and ready when you are on your way to your car or home? 16. Do you walk around talking on the cell phone and not paying attention to

Missing Soldier From Fort Campbell Please Read!!! (update Update Update)
Cpl. Jessiah Jameson, 21, of Company B, 2nd Battalion of the 506th Infantry Regiment, with his wife, Erin and his now-22-month-old son. They had planned to move to Washington state when Jameson disappeared in Clarksville last Thursday night. *************************************************** A Fort Campbell 4th Brigade soldier has been reported missing for a week, and his family has flown to Clarksville from Washington state to search for him. Cpl. Jessiah Jameson, 21, of Company B, 2nd Battalion of the 506th Infantry Regiment, was last seen at Kickers Country Club on Riverside Drive Nov. 16, said Clarksville Police spokesman Andy Bechtold. Jameson was removed from the nightclub for being intoxicated and was believed to have taken a cab to a motel but never arrived, Bechtold said. Jameson's car was left in the business' parking lot. Bechtold said at this point, investigators have no reason to suspect foul play. Jameson's wife, son, mother and mother-in-law arrived at

Supporting American Troops
The other day, my nine year old son wanted to know why we were at war. My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He said "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied. "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United States of America and you are President Bush." Our son giggled and said "OK." "Now son, I want you to look out t the window and pretend that every house and yard on this block is a different country" my husband said. "OK Dad, I'm pretending." "Now I want you to stand there and look out the window and pretend you see Saddam come out of his house with his wife, he has her by the hair and is

Example Of How Not To Add Someone!
So tonight this guy tries to add me (I have denied him in the past, which is normally what I do with blank friend requests from people who have blank profiles and over 200 friends) wwwt@ CherryTAP Anyway so I look at his profile, then I got a phone call so I had the page mimimized, and meanwhile he is sending me shouts unbeknownst to me since I can't see the page. LOL... He calls me a bitch. This is NOT how to add someone. You can easily read on my profile that I'm not some friend whore! Maybe that ticked him off... Oh well, heres the convo! read from bottom up ->wwwt: And NO i don't wanna be your friend, you have 226 already, that's fucking rediculous, and youre a loser anyway... get a life. i'm blocking you GOODBYE you freakin crybaby ->wwwt: do you relaize how many freind requests I get? Maybe if you sent me a message or something first,, i'd be more inclinded to add you wwwt: w/e ->wwwt: yes i am a bitch, ->wwwt: what? sorry I was on the phone and i had the page m

My Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Just A Poem Or Note To Rudi
you know that i love you, you know that i care, i am not running, for i do not dare. you hold out your hand, yet i push it away, i am so scared my independence will fade one day. You say that you need me you say that you care, please dont come and overbear. when i need space, when i need time the best thing to do is stop and rewind. i am not good at expression of the way that i feel, even though for your love i would kill. neither of our hearts are a play thing, nor are they a toy, for the love that we share is a great big joy. the day that i hold you and look into your eyes, is the day that all of fear will subside. so please be patient, please understand, i am fragile and looking towards the promised land. With many promises broken in my past, i tend to run and run very fast. Rudi, i am not running from you, nor am i pushing u away, theres just moments in my life when i need my own day. i love you, i need you this is true, so baby just know my heart belongs to you.

Here's Something To Think About Before You Think Of A Bypass
as found on : http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2005/01/21/earlyshow/contributors/melindamurphy/main668323.shtml Gastric Bypass Surgery Gone Bad Study: 1 In 50 People Die Within A Month Of Surgery NEW YORK, Jan. 21, 2005 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- (CBS/The Early Show) Quote A recent study by researchers at the University of Washington found that 1 in 50 people die within one month of having gastric bypass surgery, and that figure jumps nearly five-fold if the surgeon is inexperienced. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- (CBS) Gastric bypass surgery, the drastic procedure used to help some obese people lose weight, continues to grow in popularity. It's estimated that 140,000 people had this procedure in 2004, with the number expected to grow even higher this year. And for the majority of patients, this surgery is a lifesaver, but not for all, reports The Earl

Betrayal
I am that which hides within. Despised and tormented, yet I always win you see. Bedeviled priest's loath and beseech me. For the gift I offer, is a gift within. For I am that which spirit's flee, as vast as the ocean sea. The glutton for emptiness feast's upon thy heart, as my gift unfolds for the. Unknowingly, cunningly placed in the heart and in the minds of those who disbelieve. My love weeps for none of the. Many once lifted their voice in praise, yet words twisted and utterly betrayed, for now they curse my former name. My gift is silent and lost you will be, forever wandering in the heart of darkness you see. For this is my heart that weeps for none of the.

Gobble Gobs...& Some New Pix
Well ya'all I really hope you had a grea Thanksgiving yesterday... I would like to say I did... I spent it with plenty of friends and family members... I missed all my cherryTap friends though...so I'm back...hee hee hee Anyways...hit my page up...I posted some new pix and they are lacking comments... So hit them up tell me what you think!!! *Hugs*

Teaching The Parrot Right From Wrong
Carol received a parrot for her birthday. This parrot was fully grown with a bad attitude and worse vocabulary. Every other word was an expletive. Those that weren't expletives were, to say the least rude. Carol tried hard to change the bird's attitude and was constantly saying polite words, playing soft music, anything she could think of to try and set a good example... Nothing worked. She yelled at the bird and the bird got worse. She shook the bird and the bird got more angry and more rude. Finally, in a moment of desperation, Carol put the parrot in the freezer. For a few moments she heard the bird squawking, kicking, and screaming - then suddenly there was quiet. Carol was frightened that she might have hurt the bird and quickly opened the freezer door. The parrot calmly stepped out onto Carol's extended arm and said: "I'm sorry that I might have offended you with my language and action and I ask your forgiveness. I will endeavor to correct my behavior." Carol was astonished

"you Want A Miracle? Be The Miracle!"
This is a quote from the movie, BRUCE ALMIGHTY; however, it should be a mode of a way of life for everyone. As an advocate, I find myself leading a positive approach and doing a peer-to-peer form of counseling others to lead positives paths of lives. Even people who are the most positive in their lives even have their moments where they don't feel their best and get themselves down a bit. I was glad to see this movie tonight in between calls as work though; it was certainly good in reminding myself to keep focused and help to create miracles for others, as well as my ownself. You see... for the past two years I have been in a rehabilitative state from an accident. Recently I went on a trip to get away, relax, and meet some wonderful people who will quite probably be involved in my life for a very long time (time will only tell). On the way back, though, I had a synchronicity moment with a woman that performed in the Broadway production called BLAST, as well as performs in s

How Many Times
How Many Times how many times must i cry how many times should i say goodbye too often i see my mistakes as often as the day breaks i tried to see how i hurt you i couldn't stand to see you blue i said and wrote to you how much i love you but often i went amiss so what can i do now as i see you walk away cry and cry is only thing i have that's my way Martin Stephen Clark Copyright ©2006 Martin Stephen Clark

So This Is Why I Couldnt Sleep Till 2.30 This Morning...
Have you ever wondered how a woman's brain works? Well....it's finally explained here in one, easy-to-understand illustration: ? ?? Every one of those little blue balls is a thought about something that needs to be done, a decision or a problem that needs to be solved. Good thing a man's brain requires only two balls. hehe, brilliant, i couldwatch this for hours.. facinating

How Horny Are You?
You scored as A little horny. You're a little horny. It takes a lot to get you aroused though it will be all the more enjoyable when you do. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!A little horny75%Very horny44%Not horny25%Normal Horny19%Super Horny19%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

The Day After...
Well for me today is Thanksgiving since I worked yesterday... If your a lil hottie and ya want to laugh - shoot me an email.... Hopefully the laughing won't come from ever seeing me nekkidy!! A blessed day to each of you - enjoy it to its fullest!!! Smile and get one back!! See ya around I hope... Tom

Concert
The BC concert was awesome as hell!! We rented a limo and the 8 of us got tipsy before the concert. It was nice not having to drive, for sure. The place was packed too! If you get the chance to see these guy~ do it you won't regret it!

Sands Of You
Sands of you I sit with you, in a dream world Gazing upon a dreams embrace I do not want to leave you When will my light cast upon your face When will you touch me When will you hold me in your arms When will you whisper my name When will your heart beat next to mine I want you to be mine It can not be untrue To see you smile at me to know, I am with you Your days of being without me are many that is not an unknown cry But know, I am not without you Every time I look beyond the sky I know you are there Maybe not next to me but somewhere out there maybe, you think of me I breathe in and I can smell you I feel you, longing to touch your hand I know you are not beside me In my heart, is where you stand I sit here waiting for you to come Sharing with me, your hearts desires I am your stream of unlost dreams You are my undying fire.

Dreamz Suck
i woke 3 times or more last night each time it was a damn female grrr. i dont regulerly wake up depressed but today the nightmares got to me i guess usly i forget them within a few min of waking.so i sitting here wondering wtf is making me have these dreams.i dont want to sleep anymore to many things i dont want to think about and cant escape in sleep.*sigh* never knew sleeping alone at night would be so hard it usta be the fukkin norm for years. im numb and calice from all the pain and lonlyness i feal inside.fuck why cant it be a dream about being riped apart by zombies or something ..that i can deal with.

This Is To All My Cowgirls & Cowboys Of Cherry Tap
ME AND MY GANG YOU ALL ARE WHAT MAKES IT A GROUP WITHOUT ANY OF YOU ALL WE WOULD BE WHAT WE ARE RIGHT NOW, THANKS FOR ALL YOU DO FOR THE GROUP AND FOR ALL THE THINGS YOU DONT HAVE TO DO I LOVE YA LOTS YOU KNOW YOU CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON YOUR COWGIRL IN PINK FOR ANYTHING ALL YA GOTTA DO IS JUST ASK:)

Female Come Backs All Woman Know Them And Live By Them
lol female combacks....hahahaha Body: Man: Where have you been all my life? Woman: Hiding from you. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today. Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.

On A Happier Note!!!!
HOPE YOU FOLKS HAD AN AWESOME TURKEY DAY. AND I HOPE NOTHING BAD HAPPENED BETWEEN FAMILY MEMBERS THAT MAY CAUSE DEEP EMOTIONAL SCARRING IN THE FUTURE. SO NOW LETS GO OUT AND BRING HAPPINESS TO THE WORLD WITH SUNSHINE, CANDY CANE KISSES, AND PUPPIES AND KITTENS.

I Hate Liars....
Liars I've been out on this cliff before with men who swore they could teach me how to fly So I jumped off...... While they peeked over and watched me hit bottom from way up high thanks its a lesson well taught, and an action played out!

My All...know It!
When I Love I love hard I give it my all expecting no less in return Don't be afraid if it seems I can't live without you Don't run if it appears that I'll die if Im not around you When my heart finds her hunt, loyal is what she'll remain Giving her all Wanting your all And expecting no less in return When I love I love with my All

Im A Surviver
I am a Survivor of an immature "sperm donor" who thinks creating life and appearing from time to time makes him a Father. I am a Survivor of society who stereotypes Negro, Black, African American "single mothers" as incapable, uneducated, impossible, welfare bound and chained. I am a Survivor of that "Nig*a" that thought with his "Head", and not his brain or heart and didn`t realize the Nubian Queen he had until I was gone. "Thanks Boo"! I am a Survivor of Self-Destruction! That inner voice that whispers;"your too Black, too Light, too Big, too Strong, tooWeak". I am a SURVIVOR! Hear Me, See Me,Know Me, AbsorbMe, Taste Me, Nourish Me, Tell Me, Pray for Me, LOVE ME! I ama: Daughter, Mother, Grand Daughter, Niece, Sister, Aunt, Friend, Lover, Conquerer, SURVIVOR!

Taking Time
im taking a break for awhile i belive i have some wonderful friend and i love them all but i have had a few disapointments here as well so i belive i should take some time and clear my head dont forget me leave me love and keep me close ...the ones who have my cell number use it ok xoxox mesha

Heeeelp!
Ok, heres a little background before i start ranting. Im currently working for my grandparents. they have a small business doing legal paperwork for construction companies. i.e. prelim notices, mechanics liens things of that sort. ive been working here for 3 years. after 3 years i am now making 9$ an hour. no benifits. i only get major holidays off. my grandma while i love her to death just cant seem to get her head clear enough to make a complete sentance sometimes. her husband is a 75 year old nearly blind cicillian man. i can usually handle the stress of this job no problem. but i do get frustrated with her when she cant remember things she said yesterday, a week ago, or even 5 min ago. sometimes we get into arguments because of this. she then of course relates them to joe in whatever form she actually remembers them and i end up getting the 3rd degree for shit i never even said or did. and of course i cant say i never said or did that, because they pull the we are you employers

A Womens Worth
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved clo

Let Me Take A Moment To Complain
Ok, so it is Black Friday and I have to work. You have no idea what terrible news this is for me. I work at Starbucks, in a mall! Needless to say, the line will be out the door ALL day. I'm also pretty pissed because everyone works that day and they say they only like to give people 4 hour shifts because it is so crazy, but guess what, I am work 3-10:30! Needless to say, I'm pretty pissed about that. I'll probably be working til at least 11 or 11:30 though because it is going to take us a REALLY long time to clean up because the store is just going to be trashed. I gotta leave in about 20 minutes because I need to get there early cause finding a parking spot is going to be hell. Oh well, wish me luck I guess.

R.i.p Vavi
One year ago today, I got a phone call that changed my life a phone call that everyone dreds I found out my bestfriend had passed away I question myself everyday why did he take you away why? what was so special about you and I would think about it everyday then I realized it *Everything* you were perfect you always put people ahead of yourself I just cant believe that it has been one year already I did not recieve my birthday wishes from you my halloween wishes my random phone calls nothing I have not seen or spoken to my vanisha pish in one WHOLE year not even when I moved there was not a I did not speak to you and now I have no choice but to accept it I need to accpet the fact that you will not be calling me not seeing me not being around me at all because you are not here anymore va I miss you so much when I went to your mosulium on angel date I was expecting it just to be me, Jessie and Eva it was so amazing that everyone was there it was like a

You've Been Tagged Boys And Girls!
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORKS I WILL TELL YOU TEN THINGS ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT! ~This is courtesy of Miss Nympho, so anything for you sweetie!!! 1.) I grew up in Keene NH, youngest of 5 kids. # brothers and a sister.. My father was a bad ass drunk who thought it a good time to beat his kids to make his wife do his bidding when he came home. that ended when my sister and brother turned him in. 2.)at 10 my father was gone, and now my mom was working 3 jobs to support us. I started my 1st paper route to see if i could help make a difference in the household.. by 11 I had 3 paper routes and was bringing in $75 a week in tips alone. 3.) by 12 I had the 3 paper routes and 2 regular babysitting jobs.. I gave 1/2 my earnings to my moth

Woweee
So far...since I started on Wednesday, I started at 789 friends...Yesterday, I added quite a few new friends..Now I'm down to about 635 and still deleting a bunch. Honestly...I dont remember adding half of the people that I'm deleting..The new kids that have been on my list for a couple of weeks are getting a break...but those that have been on my list for a while now, and have only sent me one or two messages are goners.

Clean Up!
okay I got wrapped up and carried away with this cherry tap crap...lost myself...Im cleaning out my friends list, Im cleaning out my pictures, even cleaning up comments, and my profile. I shouldnt have to pose naked to feel accepted! and I damn myself for doing so!!!

Actually Something Coming Out Of My Mind!!!
If Life is short!!!! Why spend it complaining??? When Love is not in your Life the worst you can do is run after it !!! Love always win don't fight it!!! Live with no fear, there will be much time to be after death!!! Forgive everybody everything right now, not later!!! When you're on bed you're dead so wake up as soon as possible!!! If someone Love you, don't make them regreat it!!!!

The Doll And Rose
I was walking around in a store. I saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. "No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to m

Poetic Bullshit...
SEASICK... The fish are drowning overstimulated sinking down below the bottom refusing to cooperate... Every color all the lines alluring motions sonic vibrations a wisdom gleaned insensitive unmoved lock jawed and blind... 11.24.06 James C Leveroni

Pet Peeve #1009
Ladies....when you post a pic of you kissing another girl, why do you always put, "I was SOOOO drunk!!!". Why cant you just say you made out with another chick and let it be? If you were that embarrased, you wouldn't have posted it in the first place, right? Plus....trust me, you don't need an explanation or a reason to give us to justify you kissin' on another girl. We really don't mind! :D Also, it does not make you a lesbian/bisexual if you do this. Ok....maybe it does, but what's wrong with that? Personally, I've always gotten along wonderfully with lesbians. I find that we like a lot of the same things! ;) Anyway....go on out and make out with other ladies and post the pics with no shame. It's a beautiful thing!!!

Fuckin Awesome Concert Tonight
Well folks im off to see motley crue and aerosmith tonight. aerosmith has a 70 ft walkway built out into the crowd so i should be able to get some decent pics. well gotta go score the good ol 8 ball and get to the show. later all.

Beauty School, Here I Come!
This monday I start beauty school! I'm like so freaked, but excited. I hate going to new places with new people..it's seriously nerve racking. I can't believe the time has come already, after the weekend i'll be a cosmetology student yay! :P Then a year from now I'll be working in a salon making some $ I know I'll love it though, 8-9 hours a day, 5 days a week is a long time though, but I'll manage. Who knows maybe I'll even make some new friends there, and we can do eachothers hair lol. So wish me luck guys, god knows i'll need it!. Other than that, my thanksgiving was good, hope everybody elses was too. After we had dinner here, we went to Andrew's brothers house, (we had 2 dinners) lol, which was the funniest thanksgiving I've ever had, nobody knew how to cook the turkey, we got drunk and had fun! Although Andrew & Verns bastard of a brother, Steve didn't show up, he obviously thinks hes too good to be a part of this family now. We all know its because of his crazy bipolor girlfr

Hi
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Hair
Let's talk about HAIR! We all have it... well almost all of us. Let's just say we all HAD it once upon a time. Were we ever satistfied with the way it looked? NOOOOOO!!!! We always want something different, something new. I was looking at my hair the other day thinking I was tired of it just hanging there. So, I broke out the hot rollers. A little curl, a little body ya know? Not according to MY hair! It thought it looked just fine... FLAT!! Must have, because 30 minutes, 3 burned fingers and 2 tired arms later it was still just that. So, I started thinking color. Once again something different, something new. So, a trip to Wal-Mart. After another 30 minutes of looking at all the pretty boxes I left. Empty handed. Lord have mercy... how do you choose? First I thought, I'm a blonde, was born that way, must be the way I was meant to be. I'll keep it that way. Then I thought, aww hell, a little touch up. Winter is coming let's brighten it a tad, just a shade lighter right? Ha! There

My New Poem
Effects Of Past Moments How can you face the future? All of its questions and doubts Never knowing what tomorrow will bring Will there even be a tomorrow? Thoughts of the future bring memories of the past Did you learn from that past? Everything affects what has been and what will come Things said Things done Things never said Things never done Things tried but never finished Mistakes made Choices between two roads A thousand million choices Some right, some wrong You chose the wrong ones Missing the things the right choices would have provided Missing love Missing hope Missing the desire to really live You look toward tomorrow You see your life You see hope You see love But tomorrow never comes

Read This This !
it is so wrong! Has anyone besides me the amount of people on Lost Cherry that have turned into common beggars? They leave elaborate messages on peoples pages that beg them to come rate their profile, pics and asking for comments. They often say things like "I rated you a 10, now return the favor". Nobody should feel obligated to rate anybody's profile or pictures.....giving a rating is voluntary and something should not be expected in return. Yea, Its common courtesy to give something back, but its not an obligation........ They usually stalk, new members with different variations of messages like these........ "Welcome to Cherry Tap I rated your profile a 10 please stop by and rate my profile 10!! Feel free to add me as a Friend. Become a Fan and I will return the favor by becoming a Fan also.We both will earn Cherry Points!!" "Here is a 10 for your site to get you started. Please visit my site and leave a comment and rate it. Rating and commenting on pictures g

Please Help!
MISSING SOLDIER FROM FORT CAMPBELL!!! PLEASE READ!! Most of you on my friends list I speak to quite frequently and some of you are very dear friends of mine. Now I am banking on that friendship as I am in need. My friend Jessiah has gone missing, it has been 5 days now and there is no sign of him anywhere. He has recently come home from Iraq, and we fear he may be suffering some post-traumatic stress syndrome or something. He has a wife, who is the sweetest girl you will ever meet, and a young son, who are both in Washinton right now and pretty much powerless to do anything down here. He has not used his cell phone or credit cards, his car is parked in the same spot it has been in......we are in fear of his life. He was last seen leaving Kickers, which is in a pretty bad area of town and right by the river. He has been listed on the National Missing Persons Database and yesterday his case was assigned to a detective. PLEASE HELP US! Go take a look at his profile, his URL is http://www

Guy's Rules
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally, the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you wa

Looking For A Ct Husband
ANYONE WANT TO BE MY CT HUSBAND? I WANT SOMEONE WHO IS GOING TO TALK TO ME A LOT LEAVE ME COMMENTS AND PIX COMMENTS SOMEONE WHO WILL KEEP IN TOUNCH BY THE END OF THIS YEAR I WILL BE PICKING SOMEONE AND IF I DONT PICK U U CAN PLAY MY KIDS IF U R LUCKY IF U WANT TO BE MY HUSBAND LEAVE ME A MESSAGE OR COMMENT TO THIS OK GOOD LUCK.

Layout
I'm trying to find a christmas layout for my page... any idea where to find one? I tried tweakyourpage.com and I can't get the santa one to work on my page.....anyone know how to get one to actually work on here? I've searched the skins here, but can't find a christmas one... HELP!!

Good Way To Make Love
A Way To Love To Make Love I want to make love to you in a special way like glass, strong but crystal clear. I want to make love to your spirit by first squeezing and sucking your lips to quench my thirst. Then gently blowing love through your lips and making love to your lungs, As my heart squeezes yours and mines together until your mind blows, And you can't think. I want to bite your fingertips sending a sexual sensation through your hands and into your heart, Pumping love in and out through your veins until it reaches your feet, And your toes curl. I want to stroke you gently and softly to caress not only your spirit, But to feel the warmth of your flesh. Your body next to mine, holding and embracing with the connection of a lock and key of life and love so you can't let go. Let me love you hard so I can drill through your hurts and your pains, Paving bricks to guard your heart from your trials and tribulations. Building a dam so that when your flesh feels

I Hope This Work....lawd Sum Need Help!
figured that I would share this with you ladies...teach your man to use this...or let me do you...;-) Make Her Squirm, Then Make Her Squirt: Female Ejaculation When it comes to turning a woman on, there’s wet, and then there’s wet. You can learn how to unleash a tidal wave of orgasmic juices in your bed. Read on to find out more about the phenomenon of female ejaculation. How It Works Females ejaculate? Yes, they do. We’re talking about a gusher of fluid spurting out of her pussy as she comes. Actually, to be more accurate, the fluid comes squirting out of her urethra. Don’t let this gross you out, though; it’s not pee! Female cum is a clear, odorless liquid produced by a small organ called the “female prostate,” or urethral sponge, which is located between the urethra and vagina. The fluid it produces just happens to come out of the pee hole, but...so does guys’ semen, right? While some women may experience ejaculation naturally in the cours

Guy's Rules
funny - must read - It IS The Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally, the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every

Missing Soldier
MISSING SOLDIER FROM FORT CAMPBELL!!! PLEASE READ!! Most of you on my friends list I speak to quite frequently and some of you are very dear friends of mine. Now I am banking on that friendship as I am in need. My friend Jessiah has gone missing, it has been 5 days now and there is no sign of him anywhere. He has recently come home from Iraq, and we fear he may be suffering some post-traumatic stress syndrome or something. He has a wife, who is the sweetest girl you will ever meet, and a young son, who are both in Washinton right now and pretty much powerless to do anything down here. He has not used his cell phone or credit cards, his car is parked in the same spot it has been in......we are in fear of his life. He was last seen leaving Kickers, which is in a pretty bad area of town and right by the river. He has been listed on the National Missing Persons Database and yesterday his case was assigned to a detective. PLEASE HELP US! Go take a look at his profile, his URL is http://www

Movies
Your Movie Buff Quotient: 78% You are a total movie buff. Classics, blockbusters, indie favorites... you've seen most of them. Your friends know to come to you whenever they need a few good DVD rental suggestions. Are You a Movie Buff?

Fun Stuff
So today after the kids actually let me sleep in we decided to go ahead and go fight the stores n go shoppin. The kids loved it..they picked outta few Christmas things for people and wha not...we came home and decorated the inside for Christmas, ne thing and everything tha could go up did! Tomorrow we're gonna do the yard n the outside..yippee! Tonight we went Christmas light lookin after dinner, not to many were up yet but muh favorite spot is open and it appears to be muh lil guys favorite as well! As it gets closer I wanna take the kids further n further away lookin at lights, somethin we do every year..Austyn has informed us tha next yr he wants his own Christmas tree in his room, so for his B-Day Ima get him a lil tree and all the special ornaments from his Daddy can go on tha tree, each yr we'll add somethin to it..Welp I gotta long day ahead of me so Ima lay down n watch some tv before I go to bed...

I Want To Know This...
WOULD YOU... [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere [_] have a fling with me? [_] let me buy you a drink? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] give me a piggyback ride? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] lick my cheek? [_] dance with me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me to death? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] play strip poker with me? [_] get wasted with me? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? D0 Y0U... [_] think im cute? [_] think im hot? [_] want to ki

A Little Bit More....
Hmmm ok so where does my little tale continue. Lets fast forward for a minute past the rest of 16 and 17 because well I got knocked up again and nothing fucks up a good time more than being pregnant. So there I am at 18 still married now with 2 kids and after a short venture of living in Denver I'm once again back in that little shit hole town with more churches than bars. If anyone has lived in a tiny little town like I'm describing you will know that while there are not a lot of bars and clubs...well frankly wtf are clubs...people love to get drunk. Why the hell not. Nothing better to do to pass the time so everyone from the school teachers to the preachers of all those damn churches that are on every corner drink like fish. Blame it on the cold winters, liquor keeps you warm! So of course nevermind the underage thing cause if push comes to shove you can convice the drunk school teacher to buy for you so yeah I learned how to really drink around this time in my life. I do

Fighting
Its official .. I don't understand it. Why do 16 & 17 year olds believe that the only way to overcome a situation is by fighting? I volunteered to be a bouncer at a youth dance tonight .. and I had to get in the middle of 3 fights in the span of an hour. I think its safe to say that while I was busting this shit up .. I was hit at least 5 times. I hate the fact that I could only restrain them .. because on of the little fuckers intentionally took a swing at me .. though he did recieve a nice roundhouse kick to the thigh (oops). But what drives these kids to fight? Have they not learned that .. fighting resolves nothing. So for now, I'm gonna go and put some ice on my jaw .. and wish those kids were a little older.

History Lessons Of Our Age~~~~~~
Heads Up It was the first day of school and a new student named Pedro Martinez, the son of a Mexican restaurateur, entered the fourth grade. The teacher said, "Let's begin by reviewing some American history. Who said 'Give me Liberty, or give me Death?' " She saw a sea of blank faces, except for Pedro, who had his hand up. "Patrick Henry, 1775." "Very good!" apprised the teacher. "Now, who said, 'Government of the people, by the people, for the people, shall not perish from the earth'?" Again, no response except from Pedro: "Abraham Lincoln, 1863." The teacher snapped at the class, "Class, you should be ashamed! Pedro, who is new to our country, knows more about its history than you do!" She heard a loud whisper: "Screw the Mexicans!" "Who said that?" she demanded. Pedro put his hand up. "Jim Bowie, 1836." At that point, a student in the back said, "I'm gonna puke." The teacher glared and asked, "All right! Now, who said that?" A

Regrets - Giving Thanks - And Leaving Michigan
ive always had a great ability for talking.. i can do it perpetually really -- and i thought a blog would be a good place to get some of it out of my system. im sure theres very few people with the capacity to listen to the degree i can babble.. but who knows - if you wanna read - go right ahead =) first ive always considered my truthfulness to be my best quality.. i see every moment i speak as an opportunity to try for the most honesty im capable of.. to hide as little as possible. These blogs in this category 'thinking outloud' will be just that - as close to pure truth as i can give. today im thinking about my move out of michigan - which is just around the corner. im thinking about the fact that it seems im always running from my life - will moving to arizona change who i am, or the problems i face in my life - not really. I've always hated michigan.. but fact of the matter is.. its home. I was born here and ive lived here all but a few years of my life, its got no scene

What The Deal (repost)
What is the deal with people on LC they want you to comments on there profiles n there pics n you rate them or comments them n they can rate u or comment u back that is bull shit especailly the people who want u to vote for them i thought this site is about being friends and getting comments alot of people are just oneway i guess but they should repay you and rate ur pics n return comments to you

Attn: Friends, Fans Or Foe ... (comment & Repost)
============================================= *** ARE YOU NETWORKING? *** Lenora Love Whiteside ============================================= ATTN: Friend, Fans, or FOE ((( COMMENT & REPOST) ))) Are You Networking Together with your Friends & Fans?, -- If not Why Not? -- Are You A Friend, FAN or Foe? It's important to show Love and Support in so many ways! Use your God Given Gifts & Talent. Share your Valuable & Precious Time with each other. How can you help? -- READ - COMMENT & REPOST Blogs & Bulletins!! RATE PHOTOS by saying something Nice and Encouranging Words! Remember these are your "FRIENDS & FANS" -- DO NOT Forget Them. They are the reason why your online, Cherry Tap, Myspace, Etc. Treat them with Respect,Care & Attention ... Send them Private Messages and say "HELLO" _ Sometimes! Never try to Harass them because they don't participate in your Contests & Polls etc. Why should they? They don't know you from

Make This Quick
bidding you all a good night and pleasant dreams! (great album by the way for those fortunate enough to own) i have enjoyed all of todays crazy adventures and look forward to seeing you all tomorrow! can you tell me how to get to sesame street? rioCourtesy of MsTags.com

Not Very Happy....
My phone just got shut off...those jackasses!!! Now I have to pay a $36 reconnection fee!! Anything to milk it for all it's worth!!! Fuckers!!! Then one of my friends decides that they are going to leave LC. I don't know whether it is because of me or someone else. If you are reading this....YOU ARE CONFUSING THE HELL OUT OF ME!!! AND YES I AM UPSET!!

As Per Requested...well As Close As I Could Get With Out Seeing Pics Of Horse Dong Part 1
as found on: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bestiality Zoophilia From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia (Redirected from Bestiality) This article is about zoophilia, the affinity with (or sexual attraction towards) animals. For other uses, see Zoophilia (disambiguation). The neutrality of this article is disputed. Please see the discussion on the talk page Zoophilia, from the Greek Ζωο (zôon, "animal") and φιλία (philia, "friendship" or "love"), is a paraphilia, defined as an affinity or sexual attraction by a human to a non-human animal. Such individuals are called zoophiles. The more recent terms zoosexual and zoosexuality describe the full spectrum of human/animal orientation. A separate term, bestiality (more common in mainstream usage and frequently but incorrectly seen as a synonym), refers to human/animal sexual activity. To avoid confusion about the meaning of zoophilia — which may refer to the affinity/attraction, paraphi