Fubar Blog Posts 4

A Tear...
Passion my thoughts are at the conception of a thought. Twisted neurons pulsating my temples looking for away to escape! No I can't let them escape!! Thoughts become words, words become verbs, verbs are nothing but actions that sooner or later will become tangible. My thoughts are as deadly as ether but as smoothing as a kiss to the forehead. I can not let my thoughts sip out for if they merge with his thoughts and her thoughts then it will be our thoughts.......NO NO NO NO, I just want the passion behind my thought……BACK…. Her thought lacks passion; His thought is just plain evil. Can I please just have my thought back; I never meant to share it with him, her, them, they and now we….are WE…Look at what become of my shared thought, holocaust AK-47, 9mm, Semi Auto's, Anthrax, HIV...Why ol Why did I let my thought escape, 1812, 1941, Desert Storm, 911, Operation Freedom revenge for my father’s attempted assassination. My thought was never meant to be shared. Its to late there's no get

Boobs
What the hell is it with this place.Ok so girls put there boobs all exposed all over this site and expect a gentleman to come knocking up there shout box,and when they actually do get one they shun him off. Why?! What the fuck is up with you retarded ass females.Please answer, reply to this if any of you do actually read this.Oh and I dont want to hear the excuse that your egging for some cherrypoints,thats the most stupidist excuse. Oh and I'm not mad I am just flustered at what brings a female to the brink of exposer.

Some Wisdom From Gilby
1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2. Don't worry about what people think, they don't do it very often. 3. Going to church doesn't make you a Christian anymore than standing in a garage makes you a car. 4. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. 5. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before. 6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance. 7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. 8. It is easier to get forgiveness than permission. 9. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program. 10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. 11. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks. 12. A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good. 13. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway. 14. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it

Jack And Dew
JACK AND DEW WENT UP THE HILL TO FIND THE LIL RESSA JACK LOOKED LEFT DEW LOOKED RIGHT AND RESSA RAN WITH ALL HER MIGHT CHASING WAS ON HER MIND TILL JACK FEEL ON DEW AND BOTH TUMBLING DOWN THE HILL AND RAN THE RESSA OVER

A Loving Responce To A Friend.
Many oceans so vast in size, The sharks will always feed. The sun will always rise, The moon will always breed. Your deserts will again be beaches.. The stars will always shine, The world will never rest. The colors of the rainbow or yours to find. The oasis is your sole, Within your heart you have hidden the light. You can build your own constellations, Placing the stars to another height. Put the moon back with the stars, Let yourself feel and cry. Y

Touching Anniversary Story
A woman awakes during the night to find that her husband was not in their bed. She puts on her robe and goes downstairs to look for him. She finds him sitting at the kitchen table with a hot cup of coffee in front of him. He appears to be in deep thought, just staring at the wall. She watches as he wipes a tear from his eye and takes a sip of his coffee. "What's the matter, dear?" she whispers as she steps into the room, "Why are you down here at this time of night?" The husband looks up from his coffee, "I am just remembering when we first met 20 years ago and started dating. You were only 16. Do you remember back then?" he says solemnly. The wife is touched to tears thinking that her husband is so caring, so sensitive. "Yes, I do," she replies. The husband pauses. The words were not coming easily. "Do you remember when your father caught us in the back seat of my car?" "Yes, I remember," said the wife, lowering herself into a chair beside him.

Very Touching--was On Bulletion But Had To Keep It
[From Sports Illustrated, By Rick Reilly]I try to be a good father. Give my kids mulligans. Work nights to pay For their text messaging. Take them to swimsuit shoots.But compared with Dick Hoyt, I suck.Eighty-five times he's pushed his disabled son, Rick, 26.2 miles in Marathons. Eight times he's not only pushed him 26.2 miles in a Wheelchair but also towed him 2.4 miles in a dinghy while swimming and Pedaled him 112 miles in a seat on the handlebars--all in the same day.Dick's also pulled him cross-country skiing, taken him on his back Mountain climbing and once hauled him across the U.S. On a bike. Makes Taking your son bowling look a little lame, right?And what has Rick done for his father? Not much--except save his life.This love story began in Winchester , Mass. , 43 years ago, when Rick Was strangled by the umbilical cord during birth, leaving him Brain-damaged and unable to control his limbs."He'll be a vegetable the rest of his life;'' Dick says doctors told him And his wife, J

Middle Finger Picture
I am looking for a picture of a middle finger. You know a gesture of the bird. I know I have seen pictures on here before like that. So to save myself time in trying to hunt them down I thought I would just put this out there. If you have one let me know. Thank you in advance for your help.

Poetic Intercourse
I had sex with poetry last night in a dim lit setting fit for admiring the muscle's that faded off the candle light perfect in every way was his undress and beautiful was his bare nakedness tender was his love as he express to me his poetic intercourse kisses faded into your lips as mine disappeared hands rushing on bare skin pulling at our most sensitive spots our hearts beating as one our bodies creating this sexual ball as if the juice's we form became one with self on the road to his poetic intercourse I'm thirsty for you and all you want to share with me our tongues and fingers intertwine legs in a bind our souls reaching out to each other on our journey to his poetic intercourse dreams was made that night a new me and you was created that night as we shared ourselves with each other we created a beautiful poem with our love we wrote into this sweet enduring sexual scribe with his poetic intercourse we shaped our hearts around

Best Cookie Receipe Ever!
Best Christmas Cookie Recipe 1 cup of water 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt 1 cup of brown sugar Lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequila Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still OK, try another cup just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit, Pick the frigging fruit off floor. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the Cuervo to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Check the Jose Cuervo. Now shift the lemon juice and strain your nuts. Add one table. Add a spoon

Controversy With The Thin Line Between Kissing...n Sex!!!
do you always kiss when you have sex... or is it that you always have sex when you kiss??? what do you think??? i think that if its a one time thing, you shouldnt kiss(not that i have one night things...), but if you are intimate with that person, then kissing is a must... its a little controversial, but i need some input n clarification!!! please lemme kno!

Gratitude
Gratitude can be likened to a true smile. It is virtually impossible to have negative thoughts when you have a smile on your face! It lightens your heart and simply feels good. The practice of gratitude is life empowering. It can change the way you feel about yourself and life’s events. With the attitude of gratitude you can change the state of your consciousness. You move out of reactionary emotions and take charge of your personal energy. It is much like this: Picture yourself in the center of a big balloon. When you are experiencing gratitude your balloon is full and expanded you feel alive, healthy and you are a healing presence. When you are having negative thoughts and feelings your balloon deflates and you feel drained, out of sorts, heavy and without vitality. Your energy has leaked away and you have given your personal power to someone or something. The quality of your life is a result of what you focus on. The practice of focusing on all that you "have" amplifies and en

A Couple Of Poems.
Shadows By: Molly Deshazer Shadows to hide the pain in our hearts, Shadows to hide the despair in our souls, Shadows to hide the grief of loosing those so dear, Shadows to hide the anger we feel so deep, Shadows to hide the fear we hold so close, Shadows to hide the death we so seek, Shadows do us so hide, To keep those from seeing what is so inside. So dark and hidden from those that we love. For fear that it will shadow them and turn them away. The shadows that haunts this person that I call I!

Another
A Playful Sprite By: Molly Deshazer A mischief sprite I am likened to. Laughing as I go through the day. More playful am I at night, when The moon is full and bright. This playful sprite will show her light. But upon first light, The playful spite will take flight. For fear of being seen, by the mortal eye. For a shy sprite I am in truthful sight. And can only show the playful side at night.

The Last One I've Written So Far
Celebration By: Molly Deshazer Celebration in a love that’s new, Celebration in a life that’s new, Celebration in a job that’s new, Celebration in a dream that’s new, Celebration in a hope that’s come true, Celebration in a wish that’s fulfilled!

Daily Self-care
Putting Yourself First We have all heard the instructions of an airline attendant reminding us to put on our own oxygen mask before we help anyone else with theirs. This advice is often cited as a metaphor for self-care because it so accurately expresses why it is important. It seems to say, ironically, that if you can't take care of yourself for yourself, do it for others. Few situations in our daily lives mimic the wake-up call of an airplane emergency, so it's easy to keep putting self-care off-easy, that is, until we get sick, overwhelmed, or exhausted, and suddenly don't have the energy to care for the people who count on us. That's when we realize we haven't been getting the oxygen we need to sustain ourselves. We begin to understand that taking care of ourselves is neither selfish nor indulgent; it's just plain practical. Putting yourself first means that it may be necessary to say no to someone else in order to say yes to yourself. For many of us, there is always something

Nsfw...............
You will notice a huge change in my albums. I deleted a few and moved a few things around. No more NSFW, not that i had any really. I made it to where i am here just being ME and i think i will keep it that way. If things keep going the way they are everyone will have to remove private pics anyways :) They said lingerie and pics with faces werent NSFW but all mine were tagged. This is just easier i guess. *kisses* to everyone who got me to the level i am without making me get naked or slutty. (As BJ put it) I love you all!! x0x0x0x Ok, im getting alot of emails n sad faces cuz my pics are gone. I will put some back for my family ONLY and if they get tagged NSFW they will be removed and i wont repost any again. Non of my pics are nude anyways...but doesnt seem to matter around here anymore. Rate them again and enjoy. *kisses*

Thanks To You All
The week I started this site Nov. 22 I have been so overwhelmed by the kindness and bombarded with requests for friendship. Like I said there are soooooo many of you its hard to do a shout out to each of you..I would luv to hear from all of you and I will return the favor cause that is who I am.. If I don't get to you I will eventually if my computer stops booting this page with run Active X comment .. SO take care one and all and enjoy HUMP WEDNESDAY!!! Keeping always real MO

A World Of Confusion
a world of confusion round and round I go again watching my life spin out of control to many choices yet again so many wishing to help willing to protect me from myself why I ask you? you want to protect me? I am who I am Would you love me for that and nothing else Live in this hell by my side I LOVE YOU! Ive heard to so many times Said it many more each time losing more of myself giving in to a darkness that eats me alive would you dare to live in my darkness dare to love me in my darkness! as we go round and round our lives now beyond our control...

Snippets Ii: The Revenge
ZenCynic: Word. medicallyadorabl: charlie brown is soooo emo ZenCynic: Yes, yes he is. medicallyadorabl: he was on tv last night ZenCynic: I'd be emo too, if I had a fucking head that size. medicallyadorabl: he was like "I'm such a waste of space. no one likes me. I can't do anything right" medicallyadorabl: and then he put in a simple plan cd and masturbated to his own baby pictures ZenCynic: Hahahahaha!

Sweet Emotions
i'm missing you already you're simply a memory silence in a crowded room that's calling out to me a distant cry inside of my heart always tracks me down it will never want to part it will never let me down thorns of emotion sting me everyday they remind me of you and tell me to stay tears of sweet hope run down my young face they sing to me softly and show me your face sorrow fills my empty soul and tuck me in at night it fills my room with silent screams and holds on to me tight my heart has only one love one love to give pure as the feathers of a dove pure as the way we all shall live

To Nmg
What is love, but an emotion, So strong and so pure, That nurtured and shared with another All tests it will endure? What is love, but a force To bring the mighty low, With the strength to shame the mountains And halt time’s ceaseless flow? What is love, but a triumph, A glorious goal attained, The union of two souls, two hearts A bond the angels have ordained? What is love, but a champion, To cast the tyrant from his throne, And raise the flag of truth and peace, And fear of death o’erthrow? What is love, but a beacon, To guide the wayward heart, A blazing light upon the shoals That dash cherished dreams apart? And what is love, but forever, Eternal and sincere, A flame that through wax and wane Will outlive life’s brief years? So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops, In all places high and low, That what i feel for you is my reason to be, And will never break or bow.

If Ur In The Redneck Family Please Read
ATTENTION ALL REDNECKS!!!!!!! THIS IS GETTING CRAZY AND WE ARE WEARING OURSELFS OUT WITH ALL THE CONTESTS....... WE HAVE ASKED THIS BEFORE AND HAS GOT US NO WHERE SO IM GOING TO TELL YOU HOW THIS IS GOING TO WORK..... SORRY IF I PISS YOU OFF BUT WE ARE ALL GETTING TIRED OF THE BS.... 1ST IF YOU WANT IN A CONTEST CONTACT THE FAMILY ACCOUNT THE FAMILY ACCOUNT WILL TELL YOU IF IT IS OK TO JOIN THAT CONTEST AND HAVE FULL SUPPORT OF THE REDNECKS.... NOT SAYING YOU CANT GO AHEAD AND JOIN THE CONTEST BUT IF THE FAMILY ACCOUNT SAYS THEY CANT HELP DUE TO THE COMMENT POWER IS NOT ENOUGH THEN DONT EXPECT THE REDNECKS TO HELP AND DONT BELITTLE THE REDNECKS BECAUSE THEY ARENT HELPING YOU.... JUST BECAUSE WE CANT HELP DOESNT MEAN WE ARENT YOUR FRIEND IT MEANS WE CANT BECAUSE THERE ISNT ENOUGH HELP TO HELP YOU IN THIS CONTEST.... WHEN YOU REQUEST TO BE IN A CONTEST MAKE SURE TO GIVE US ALL DETAIL UP FRONT.... Family and Family Members of Rednecks of C.T.@ CherryTAP 2ND IF YOU HAVE

Offline....craaaaaaaaaapppp
Finally made it on here! We got home from our Thanksgiving jaunt out of town, to discover that our phone/cable/internet was cut off. Then, I vaguely remembered being told by the finance master that that might happen. I just forgot. So....here I am, at the library...waiting for payday to get here.,...................... ........................................... ........................................... ........................................... ........................................... .......................Is it here yet? :-D See you in a few days!

Its Cold!
Well, winter is here! It's colder than a m$%^^ f%^#@!! lol! I love this time of year though. its the time when you snuggle with your significant other. You are closer to their ear and you can whisper how wonderful they are and how you love and appreciate them. Do yourself a favor, don't wait once a year to do that. Do it every day, every night. Let them know life is better with them than without them. Remember why you fell in love in the first place. It will keep things in perspective, I promise. God bless everybody on here and Merry Christmas! Sincerely, Chris

Office Romance - Next Lifetime
I wrote this actually almost a year ago but I thought it was an interesting situation... I wonder if this has ever happen to you. (if you're alive it has.) It was bout' two year ago, I worked downtown for the parking dept. so it's easy to see hotties walking' round. There was this one that worked in a satellite office for my company. she looked incredible but I'll in a relationship, so I wasn't pressed. Turns out she started working in MY office building. I started working with her everyday. We'll call her "Niecy" lol her nickname. I tried but, couldn't help but start liking Niecy. She had everything, personality, beauty, intelligence, a total package...bad I know. She was into me to my surprise. Hell, she even told her mother bout' me. When she told me that, I realized I was going down a road I DID NOT want to go. My emotions were so twisted that whenever me and my girl got into an argument I would think of Niecy. It took me bout' a week before I could talk to this Niecy, an

To My Angel
My eyes beheld a sky one night, It seems so long ago, A perfectly painted portrait, Be-speckled with blue and gold. As I sit and ponder more, It strikes me that you were there, And it was truly your simple beauty, That gave the stars their perfect glare.

To The Bearer Of My Heart ...
I'll give you my heart; I'll open it up, Will you listen to its small still voice? For soft and quiet my heart will speak Did you hear it? Did you listen well? Do you understand what it said? For deep is the love that it speaks to you, Deep as the rose is red. So, take my heart and treat it well And forever in this life, Come walk with me, your hand in mine, My future, my destiny, my life ...

Best Name Contest.....
I am in a best name contest....Innocentprncss....is a name that I have had since I was 15 years old. It was a big joke because I have a face that leads people to believe that anything done wrong could never have been done by me. I look like the innocent, intelligent one that would do nothing wrong so I thought I would make a spoof on it lol Please click on the link below and leave her a message in her inbox voting for Innocentprncss. thanks much! Galens girl and my lusty love thoughts(not taking anymore names in the contest)@ CherryTAP

Sadness
Sadness, which I look upon like a warm sweet apple pie resting on the window of a plantation house kitchen window. In my sadness Iâ€™ve found joy, through my sadness I knew that I could feel emotions without my sadness I am left with nothing but an empty void which no emotion would dare to be conceived. I go through my sadness and ask it to deliver me into humanity show me whatâ€™s it like to feel, the pleasure of a hug like a father to son or mother to daughter. I ask it to pull me to the realm of humanity where I can be loving and caring, so that I might just one day be giving and sharing to my fellow human being. I embrace my sadness with great joy for through my days on this earth it is the one emotion that never fail to let me down, it always came around and never deserted me like that of love, happiness and anger. No matter how much I tried to do right by people I always seem to fuck up. No matter how much I am there for a person I am always alone in the end. No matter how much

Pay It Forward.
Most of you who actually know me on any level know that I believe that everyone can and does make a difference. Regardless of who you are and what you do, you manage to make some type of contribution. I also believe that every contribution amounts to the same thing, regardless of how grand it is and whatnot. In any event, I happened along a bit about Oprah's Pay It Forward Challenge. Thought I'd share it with you all! Ideas to Get You Started Use these ideas to inspire you as you brainstorm ways to Pay It Forward. Remember, every little bit helps, so whether you buy someone lunch or buy them a car, you are changing lives! $0 – $25 It's amazing what a few dollars can do. These ideas won't weigh on your wallet, but will make a huge difference for someone else. Anonymously pay for gas for strangers Buy lunch for a homeless person Randomly give away a prepaid transit card for a couple of trips on a bus or train Volunteer—it costs nothing but means a lot. Buy flower

I Found You...
Somehow in this great big world I found my way to you My friend across the computer lines my heart, my soul, that's who. You try to make me smile with the mail you send my way. You never fail to drop a line each and every day. Whenever I have hurried home with something, I must share, I find it just so comforting that you are always there. Encouragement you give me and a friendship that is true. I'm glad my soul while reaching out found someone like you... Too You My Jilly!!!

Thru The Eys Of A Demon
thru the eyes of a demon Sitting on a dark street corner . Watching the night life pass by ….. Retched humans I think to my self not knowing their fates nor knowing what lurks in the darkness nor In their clouded feeble minds … They go thru life only seeing what they want to see Unaware of the hand of evil that will strike them down with out a second thought . When the time comes their smiling happy go lucky faces that are like costume masks that make me ill will show true fear.. I laugh to my self knowing soon enough I will be the one smiling as they kneeling in pools of crimson life fluids groveling at my feet. T.V.H. 06

Please Vote!
A good friend of mine is in a contest and I stumbled accross it. She did not tell me that she was in it NOR did she tell me to vote. I got to the contest because a random person left me a private message with their pic and asked for my vote (and SHE did not even bother adding me as a friend or anything). Please stop by and rate this photo and leave ONE comment. She is a great person with a great heart (just don't tell her I said that or I may be punnished for it...hmmm...) :)

Rules On Making A Salute
Directions for making a “SALUTE” A “Salute” is a voluntary procedure for members who would like to verify they are a real person. We do respect any member’s freedom to be anonymous. Salutes are submitted to be verified by CT staff to ensure authenticity. Members can “salute” in the following ways 1. Please make a HANDWRITTEN sign that clearly states: CHERRYTAP.COM and your SCREEN NAME and your MEMBER ID along with a clear picture of YOU in the photo. The CT staff should be able to clearly read your sign and see you in the photo. Please use a dark ink/ marker to make your sign. (Example www.CherryTAP.com/Scrapper, ID #22) 2. “Photo shopped” and typed salutes will NOT be accepted. If it looks misleading, it will be rejected. 3. The following items WILL be allowed in your photo as part of your verification if you wish. Please add your member URL and ID as mentioned above under number one to the photo: a) Your LostCherry T shirt. b) You sitting next to your PC, with the Cherr

Escape
Darkness surrounds me like a cloud a cloak of understanding no judgement for my crimes compassion for my troubles prodviding a realse from my torment I sleep the sleep of the dead my mind wanders boundlessly dream Ceaselessly and I am free In my dreams i am loved in my dreams i am happy then the light tears me from my escape tear drops fall as I wait for night once more ( old poem of mine)

Contest
COMON I KNOW I HAVE ALOT OF HOT FRIEND THAT WOULD DO WEKK INT THIS COATITION SO PLEASE I WANT TO HELP YOU GET UP THAT AND I KNOW THERE ARE ALOT OF YOU WEMAN IN HERE IN BAKINI SO I WOULD LOVE TO SEE ALEAT 20 OF YOU HOT LADIES ENTER

Presents And Holiday Baking
people who complain about the prices of gifts! oh my goddess if it is so damn hard for you to spends the money on the person~ DON'T DO IT!! Seriously, this is not what the holidays are about. and we all know it. today I started my holiday baking! first batch of cookies are in the oven, just some basic holiday chip cookies, things will get fancier as it gets closer to Christmas, and before you ask, yes, they are from scratch. It's all part of my weird voodoo-esque ritual to stay cherry during the holidays, or else I might just reach out and bitch slap the person in line who is complaining about something being too expensive! the point is that you thought about a person and wanted to show an outward appreciation for them. that doesn't mean you have to get them a freaking ridiculous gift, it just means show them you care, or love them. love does not come with a price tag. the other day a friend of mine was talking about how they needed to spend so much money on someone to make them ha

Little Johnny Strikes Again
The teacher asked the class to use the word "fascinate" in a sentence. Molly put up her hand and said, "My family went to my granddad's farm, and we all saw his pet sheep. It was fascinating." The teacher said, "That was good, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate, not fascinating". Sally raised her hand. She said, "My family went to see Rock City and I was "fascinated.” The teacher said, "Well, that was good Sally, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate." Little Johnny raised his hand. The teacher hesitated because she had been burned by Little Johnny before. She finally decided there was no way he could damage the word "fascinate", so she called on him. Johnny said, "My aunt Gina has a sweater with ten buttons, but her tits are so big she can only fasten eight." The teacher sat down and cried.

Hi
Hope everyone is having a great day...Mine has been good.. I have been busy alot latly drawing and helping my daughter with some school work..Good evning..Hope u all are happy and feeling well.Hope u all get good new all the time..wish u all love and happyness..kisses and hugs Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com

809
http://www.truthorfiction.com/rumors/a/area809.htm http://www.hoax-slayer.com/area-code-809-scam.html http://www.consumer.att.com/consumertips/areacode.html http://urbanlegends.about.com/library/bl_809_area_code_scam.htm I recieved this from a friend, dunno how TRUE it is, seems a lil' bizarre, but hey..what do I know, lol..I'm gonna post it anyways, have a good friends! IMPORTANT INFO ABOUT AREA CODES: We actually received a call last week from the 809 area code. The woman said "Hey, this is Karen Sorry I missed you--get back to us quickly. I Have something important to tell you." Then she repeated a phone number beginning with 809 . "We didn't respond". Then this week, we received the following e-mail: Subject: DON'T EVER DIAL AREA CODE 809 , 284 AND 876 THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT INFORMATION PROVIDED TO US BY AT&T. DON'T EVER DIAL AREA CODE 809 This one is being distributed all over the US . This is pretty scary, especially given the way they

I Feel
like giving up but my heart tells me not to....i hate not getting any affection or love but i can't go on without him. i don't want to let him go i just want him to love me like he did before :( i don't think ti's to much to ask is it? Until my heart tells me to stop i'm not going to give up cuz i love him more then anything in this world and without him i'm nothing....he is the one who completes me

Women Over 40!!
A male's opinion of women over 40 :) [I'm not sure what man said this first, but I think it's worth repeating]: As I grow in age, I value women who are over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 40 knows herself well enough to be assured in who she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 40 give a hoot what you might think about her or what she's doing. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you, if they think they can get away with it. Older women ar

Return Of The Lust
Nobodies ever seen this poem Return of the Lust As pain shoots through my soul. The shaking starts in as the lust takes over. I crave blood, anyones at anytime. All I can see is red! All I can feel is red! My veins burn with the need. It consumes me. I step outside as the moonshines over head. Its almost as if I'm transformed. There in the shadows walks the prey. My heart turns to black. The pain takes over. I strik like the animal that I am. I lick up every drop of blood I can. Satisfied until the next craving hits. Copyrighted by Erin Tomasek

Wasted
The few months feel like a blur. I think that for once in my life I can honestly say I wasted a lot of time. It will just be another cut out in the calender of my life. A section that I can pretend didn't exist, and maybe I can get my life back on track and normalized. I'm hoping to be moving in the spring. It will be good for me. Because when I'm here, in this town, I feel like I'm stuck in this black hole. That's what Battle Ground is, a place people go to waste their lives. People amaze me, and not in a good way. I don't know why I try to make an effort at something that obviously means nothing now to anyone except me. And boys are still stupid...

7 Reasons Not To Mess With Kids!!!
7 reasons not to mess with children. A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small. The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah". The teacher asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?" The little girl replied, "Then you ask him". A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl replied, "I'm drawing God." The teacher paused and said, "But no one knows what God looks like." Without missing a beat, or looking u

Inside
This ache I feel This hole I try to fill It makes me cry out It brings me to my knees I know there must be more To living I've lost the way I've lost the rhythm The give and take The dreams I'm livin' For There are too many days Between the highs and lows It's all drawn out and slows To something flat and clean Of what I had and where it's seen I want it all Not just now and then But now and when I want it again Too many nights are spent alone Thinking of you and how it is When you make me disappear In the place I've never been Until now You uncovered the waiting truth Of what I need I come apart at your touch And I feel so weak Yet whole I can't walk away so I run instead Try to hide and pretend Like it doesn't really matter That you have the key To the place I need to be And it makes me tremble Makes me want to hide In the face of my own desire For what you do to the center of my being I have to turn away I have to deny My own release Becau

Christmas Tree
Who all has their christmas tree up? I do, I do... pic of it on my default album....I normally put the tree up the day after thanksgiving.. but I had to work this year, so we put it up last Sunday. I have a real tree this year....I have the artifical ones, but the last 2 years we had a fiber optic artifical one.. but I said.. "a real tree for me this year"!!!! Not as big as I wanted, but sill a nice tree.... Who else has theirs? got pics??

Live
Dance through life Dance through time Dance around the feelings You don't want to be mine You are dancing through a world You don't want to see You are beating to a rhythm That doesn't lift you free From this headbang You are performing Slow down your pace Recollect your mind Stop all the things You never wanted to find Make peace with your song Go ahead and dance away life Find your true inside And make peace with your strife Dance around those feelings Dance around the world Dance straight to your heart And what you want to make yours

Contest Of New Type!!!
New type of contest on my page... Pick My Stripper Name!!! Please comment as much as you want, and rate... The winning name will be the one with the most comments. And, if you think of a name that fits me better, just email it to me and if I like it, I'll add it to the contest. Go to the photo's area of my page and you'll see the contest folder called Stripper Name Contest. Scarlet Angel@ CherryTAP

A Fave.
this is one of my favorite poems, and i hope you like it too... I could not love thee dear, so much, Loved I not honor more. Tell me not, sweet, I am unkind, that from my nunnery, Of they chaste breast and quiet mind. To war and arms I fly. True, a new mistress now I chase. The first foe in the field. And with a stronger embrace. A sword, a horse, a shield. Yet this inconstancy is such, As thou too shalt adore. I could not love thee dear, so much, Loved I not honor more.

Another Day Here.
another day of fussing with kids *pulls hair out* Well, it's another day of fussing and fighting with the kids. They are in bed but they don't want to go to sleep. I swear I can't keep doing this every afternoon and night. I really wish that they would listen to me. It's just getting worse and worse every day. Nothing that I try really works. I just want to pull out my hair and scream really loud!!! Anywho, I go back to the lab tomorrow for another day of clinicals. I'm excited really. I like this and want to keep doing it. So far it's been pretty fun and actually cool. I get to see all of the machines that you all don't see when you're going for lab work. They are really cool! Learning how they use them to test for different things is great too. A lot of the tests I can't see though. I could if I had time just to stand and watch the Techs but I don't. It's my job to gather the blood that they need for the tests. So far the women in there are pretty nice. I have attached myself to

Life....
I just wanted to appologize for not getting to say hello to everyone as often as usual. We are trying to keep up with life! lol Besides the usual....kids sick...getting ready for the hoildays.... I have been helping hubby install the tile at our local mall at night, and passing out all day. (We have about 10,000 of the 24,000 sq ft done). Not to mention hubby was in a hit and run yesterday. He is fine, and he ended up chasing down the other guy. Fortunately we live in a small town, and it was easy to find him. Of course, his little toyota extended cab had about a 2ft indentation of our Ford F150 on the passenger extended part. Not to mention 3 of his windows were blown out, and the huge wave in the roof of his truck....oh yeah, it was also driving at a weird angle. I felt kind of bad, the guy that was driving was at least 80yrs old, and seemed like he didn't really know what was going on. Hopefully he won't be allowed to drive any more, for the safety of others. Anyway

Santa Don't Cry, This Life Is My Choice
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY THE MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE

Back Sooner Than Expected.
Hey my Cherry-flavored friends. I'm back sooner than later. So I hope that I wasn't away too long for you all to forget me. I'll have to catch up on my stalk...I mean, visiting all of your profiles again. See you soon and it's great to be back. ;)

Asshole
Written in 1997 (long time ago) I hate you so much, for what you did to us. you'll never know how much it hurts me. You might as well just leave us be. I'll always hate you for what you've done, To me and your son.

Cinderella
CINDERELLA wants to go to the ball, but her wicked stepmother won't let her. As Cinderella sits crying in the garden, her fairy godmother appears, and promised to provide Cinderella with everything she needs to go to the ball, but only on two conditions. "First, you must wear a diaphragm." Cinderella agrees. "What's the second condition?" "You must be home by 2:00 a.m. Any later, and your diaphragm will turn into a pumpkin." Cinderella agrees to be home by 2:00 a.m. The appointed hour comes and goes, and Cinderella doesn't show up. Finally, at 5:00 a.m. Cinderella shows up, looking love struck and very satisfied. "Where have you been?" demands the Fairy Godmother. "Your diaphragm was supposed to turn into a pumpkin three hours ago!!!" " I met a prince, Fairy Godmother. He took care of everything." The Fairy Godmother stated, "I know of no prince with that kind of power! Tell me his name!" Cinderella replied, I can't remember, exactly, . Peter, Peter, something or other..."

Pinocchio
PINOCCHIO had a human girlfriend who would sometimes complain about splinters when they were having sex. Pinocchio, therefore, went to visit Gepetto to see if he could help. Gepetto suggested he try a little sandpaper wherever indicated and Pinocchio skipped away enlightened. A couple weeks later, Gepetto saw Pinocchio bouncing happily through town and asked him, "How's the girlfriend?" Pinocchio replied, "Who needs a girlfriend?"

You Were...
To my one true north..I love you baby...sweet dreams! "You Were Meant For Me" by Jewel I hear the clock, it's six a.m. I feel so far from where I've been I got my eggs and my pancakes too I got my maple syrup, everything but you. I break the yolks, make a smiley face I kinda like it in my brand new place I wipe the spots off the mirror Don't leave the keys in the door Never put wet towels on the floor anymore' cause Dreams last for so long even after you're gone I know you love me And soon you will see You were meant for me And I was meant for you. I called my momma, she was out for a walk Consoled a cup of coffee but it didn't wanna talk So I picked up a paper, it was more bad news More hearts being broken or people being used Put on my coat in the pouring rain I saw a movie it just wasn't the same 'Cause it was happy and I was sad It made me miss you oh so bad 'cause Dreams last for so long Even after you're gone I know you love me And soon you wil

Maybe
Maybe the problems I have right now will all just go away, Maybe I'll just give up and let depression have its way. Maybe people are just so cruel that hate comes naturally, Maybe I'll just kill myself, another drop in the sea.... Or maybe the way things are right now will work out at the last, Maybe all this trauma and grief will soon be distant past. And maybe I'll then look forward to life, not dread each passing day Maybe I'll have true friends again, and true loves that also stay. ~October 31, 2006

Frustrated Incorporated
My Theme Song They say misery loves company We could start a company And make misery, Frustrated Incorporated I know just what you need I might just have the thing I know what you'd pay to see Put me out of my misery I'd do it for you, Would you do it for me? We will always be busy, making misery We could build a factory, and make misery We'll create the cure, we made the disease Frustrated Incorporated, Frustrated Incorporated I know just what you need I might just have the thing I know what you'd pay to feel Put me out of my misery Suicide kings and drama queens Forever after happily making misery Did you satisfy your greed, get what you need Was it only envy, so empty Frustrated incorporated... I'd do it for you, would you do it for me?

Hmmmm.......
I've discovered some interesting things about myself since my divorce and my last shit canned relationship, especially some new insight into this whole adult children of alcoholics thing. I've tried to alter my friend base by associating with people less inclined to be as fucked up as I am as a sort of test. Turns out, I'm too fucking wierd for these people. Unless I radically change myself into someone I don't particularly care for, I'm more or less in it for the long haul. I guess I'm in a state of confusion. I'm always hearing that I need to associate with more successful people than my past friend base has been and people that won't take advantage of me and drain me emotionally and psycholigcally, but that broad stereotype seems to be the only people I like and can stand for more than ten minutes. For instance: I have recently become aquainted with an amazing woman. She's absolutely beautiful, great personality, sense of humor and we're almost exactly alike. Problem is, that lil fu

Cherry Promoting Contest
ANOTHER QUESTION THATS BEGGING AN HONEST ANSWER IF I'M COMPLETELY WRONG IN WHAT I SUGGEST BELOW THEN I APOLOGISE IN ADVANCE TO CHERRYTAP, BROCCOLI AWAY, ANY ANYBODY ELSE INVOLVED "CHERRY PROMOTING CONTEST III" Q: HOW CAN SOMEONE MANAGE TO GENERATE 1581 REFERRALS YET SEND OUT 0 INVITES ? Q: HOW DOES SOMEONE DO THIS GARGANTUAN FEAT AFTER ONLY BECOMING A CHERRYTAP MEMBER 35 DAYS AGO ? Q: WHO IS SO CONVINCING A PROMOTER THAT HIS VICTORY WAS ACHIEVED WITHOUT A SINGLE ITEM OF STASH, ONLY 2 BLOG ENTRIES AND 12.5% OF HIS PHOTO SPACE USED ? Q: WHO THE F*** IS "BROCCOLI 'AWAY'" ANYWAY ? Q IS HE ENJOYING HIS BRAND NEW iPOD SHUFFLE WHILST HE IS AWAY ? Q: DOES ALL THIS SMELL LIKE BULLSHIT OR WHAT ?

The Words Are Powerful
THE WORDS ARE POWERFUL: TWO THOUSAND ONE, NINE ELEVEN (2001-911) Two thousand one, nine eleven Three thousand plus arrive in heaven As they pass through the gate, Thousands more appear in wait A bearded man with stovepipe hat Steps forward saying, "Lets sit, lets chat" They settle down in seats of clouds A man named Martin shouts out proud "I have a dream!" and once he did The Newcomer said, "Your dream still lives." Groups of soldiers in blue and gray Others in khaki, and green then say "We're from Bull Run, Yorktown, the Maine" The Newcomer said, "You died not in vain." From a man on sticks one could hear "The only thing we have to fear. The Newcomer said, "We know the rest, trust us sir, we've passed that test." "Courage doesn't hide in caves You can't bury freedom, in a grave," The Newcomers had heard this voice before A distinct Yankees twang from Hyannisport shores A silence fell within the mist Somehow th

Christmas Time
To me Christmas Time is now for the kids. My Goal this year for Christmas is to help this family that lives by my house, they have 3 kids and I know they have a hard time. In the summer I would treat the kids every chance I got. So for Christmas I am going to try to give them a Christmas they wont forget.

Sisters
SHE IS AWESOME AND SHOWS LOVE TO FRIENDS OF FRIENDS AND IS SO UNSELFISH. PLEASE VISIT HER PAGE AND DROP A 10 SHE IS SWEET MUAHZZZZZ SIS href=http://www.glitter-graphics.com title='Myspace Graphics'> My new sister Jenn made this bulletin for me. She is a awesome sister and friend. She Rocksssssssssjenn35@ CherryTAP

Spicey Butterscotch Snack Cake
Ingredients: * 1 cup (2 sticks) butter or margarine, softened * 1 cup sugar * 2 eggs * 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1/2 cup applesauce * 2-1/2 cups all-purpose flour * 1-1/2 to 2 teaspoons ground cinnamon * 1 teaspoon baking soda * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1-3/4 cups (11-oz. pkg.) HERSHEY'S Butterscotch Chips * 1 cup chopped pecans(optional) * Powdered sugar or frozen whipped topping, thawed (optional) Directions: 1. Heat oven to 350°F. Lightly grease 13x9x2-inch baking pan. 2. Beat butter and sugar in large bowl on medium speed of mixer until well blended. Add eggs and vanilla; beat well. Mix in applesauce. Stir together flour, cinnamon, baking soda and salt; gradually add to butter mixture, beating until well blended. Stir in butterscotch chips and pecans, if desired. Spread in prepared pan. 3. Bake 35 to 40 minutes or until wooden pick inserted in center comes out clean. Cool completely in pan on wire rack. Sprinkl

Muh Man
You mean more to me than you will ever know. With a passion that keeps growing, as the days come and go. You are more precious to me, than the stars in the sky. You make me more happy than any other guy! I cant wait to be in your arms my love, to kiss, talk, make love, and dance. Your my world, my heart my soul. Just to be near you is my ultimate goal. You have a special place in my life. And for the first time in a very long time, I have actually though of being a wife. I love you Baby, you may actually never know how much, but I will show you each day, with each kiss, and our every touch.

Friendship Angel Poems
Friendship angel poems When I have no one to turn to And I am feeling kind of low, When there is no one to talk to And nowhere I want to go, I search deep within myself It is the love inside my heart That lets me know my Angels are there Even though we are miles apart. A smile then appears upon my face And the sun begins to shine. I hear a voice, so soft and sweet Saying, 'Everything will be just fine' It may seem that I am alone But I am never by myself at all. Whenever I need my Angels near All I have to do is call. An Angel's love is always true On that you can depend. They will always stand behind you And will always be your friend. Through darkest hours and brightest days Our Angel's see us through They smile when we are happy, and will cry when we are blue. Thanks for being my Angel my friend I will be there for you until the end

Unsure
I accidentally uploaded some pics into the wrong album and while i was correcting it to put them in the appropriate album i was flagged it would have been more respectful to me to message me and say hey do you know you did this.i made a mistake and i corrected it.sorry to vent but im just a little angry right now

Who Wants To Be A Millionaire
My girlfriend and I are watching "Who Wants To Be A Millionaire" while we are in bed. I turned to her and said, "Do you want to have sex?" "No." She answered. I then said, "Is that your final answer?" "Yes." She replied. Then I said, "I'd like to phone a friend." That's the last thing I remember.

I Am Sorry That Some Folks Can't Access...
the internet from work, but I get a bit tired of all the complaints aiming at begrudging those that are able to access the internet from work. Here was my response to one person that placed such a complaint bulletin: "Just got to realize that the circumstances for those accessing from work might be very different because they have different kind of jobs that aren't your ordinary job. Myself included. I answer 60-100 crisis calls during my shift each shift I work. Some calls are 5 mins; others are close to 45 minutes or an hour; occasionally, you'll get the one that lasts much longer than that. Would you be able to do the same and remain cool? In between calls we are allowed to surf the net to remain alert and awake. Just saying.... Take into consideration that there are jobs of all sorts that help make our world go around. Just because your job doesn't allow you the luxury to surf every now and then, doesn't mean that the rest of the world isn't continually turning.

Computer Dependent???
Computer Dependent??? This illustrates how we have become totally dependent on our computers... Are you male or female? To get the answer, look down!!! } { } { } { } { } { { } { } { } { } { } { } { } { } { } { { { { Not here, Dummy!

Man Fuck People Sometimes For Rea......
i dunno what it is lately, but people been actin real shady and triflin. i mean i cant find the cause of all this self absorbed whining, but it needs to quit. i mean with all the other shit going on around you, and some muthafuckas only worryin about they're problems like they're the only ones. true, everyone is entitled to take care of themselves and whatnot. but gotdamn, what the fuck ever happenend to common decency? what ever happened to just bein nice to someone else for a fuckin change? why is it always me thats gotta meet people all the way and never halfway? im sick of people actin like desperate housewives is more important than feedin your baby or takin a shower. besides there's bigger fish to fry and more fires to put out. i guess im just bein bitter. i dont know. and its lately so i might just be cranky after that ridiculous phone call. or maybe, I JUST DONT GIVE A FUCK AND IM TIRED OF PUTTIN UP WITH PETTY HIGH SCHOOL AGED OVERDRAMATIC REAL LIFE SOAP OPERA TYPE SHIT. ho

A State Of Confusin
A state of confusion unbalanced of mind . This is what happened when you ripped your heart from mine... The day has no meaning no goals to reach for of you is all I can think... I walk around in a daze and pray it will all go away , My heart is breaking I know it to be true ... I never wanted to love like this again for I know the pain of it going away oh why do you stay in my heart ? why do you not just go away ... A state of confusion unbalanced of mind this is what happened when you ripped your heart from mine... This is what happened when you ripped your heart from mine.... Love is a wonderful thing ,but the pain of it going away is so great that to try again is never on your mind ... So if you have love and it means anything to you hold on to it with everything you have because life is never as bright and happy or as fun as when you had that special someone..... Ronda... Ran across this while packing wrote it years ago but wh

Yea For Grumpy!!
I'm just a little black rain cloud Hovering under the honey tree I'm just a little black rain cloud Pay no attention to little me Everyone knows that a rain cloud Never eats honey, no, not a nip I'm just floating around over the ground Wondering where I will drip

I Did A New Blast!
Add me and fan me cuz I'm going to be huge. I'm going to be bigger than huge! I'm going to be on the cover of Rolling Stone magaz-- no, forget that. I'm going to be on the cover of Time magazin-- no! Forget that... I... I... am going to have... *more fans than Elvis*!Yeah! And I won't even be dead! Think about it.Really I am a huge geek but shhh don't tell! It will throw off my MoJo! I love you DJ,Shell,Jelly and all my other family peeps on here! Yeah so :P And if you arent my fan YOU should be cuz ill be your fan and we can stalk eachother..thats all folks!

Just Pondering
So many nights I have sat by my pc, in search of something I did not know. So many hours feeling all alone, searching out what I still did not know. Turning to chat, searching for someone that was like me. After two years of chatting I do think I have found my soulmate. Scary as it may be he is in Germany and I am moving to Germany very soon. This is going to be the biggest adventure of my life since I cant speak German (except Jagermeister, lol). I am hoping to learn quickly. Leaving behind here a life that seems to have no meaning, hoping to enter a life that is promising and fulfilled. I dont know why I am writing this, just something to get off my chest...........

Denise
WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY THE MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE

Hmmmmmmm I Wanna Know
Hey Fam, thanks for stopping by, here goes this months blog question....HOW MANY OF YOU ARE STILL GETTING IT IN WITH AN EX????? AND IF SO, IS IT JUST AS GOOD AS BEFORE, OR BETTER. Bonus question- HAVE YOU TOLD ANYONE OR ARE YOU ASHAMED????? A sista wants to know, holla at your girl :)

If You Don't Agree, Fuck You As You Fucked Us.
(Stolen from MJ's blog.) Custodians of chaos In this exclusive extract from his forthcoming memoirs, Kurt Vonnegut is horrified by the hypocrisy in contemporary US politics Saturday January 21, 2006 The Guardian "Do unto others what you would have them do unto you." A lot of people think Jesus said that, because it is so much the sort of thing Jesus liked to say. But it was actually said by Confucius, a Chinese philosopher, five hundred years before there was that greatest and most humane of human beings, named Jesus Christ. The Chinese also gave us, via Marco Polo, pasta and the formula for gunpowder. The Chinese were so dumb they only used gunpowder for fireworks. And everybody was so dumb back then that nobody in either hemisphere even knew that there was another one. We've sure come a long way since then. Sometimes I wish we hadn't. I hate H-bombs and the Jerry Springer Show But back to people like Confucius and Jesus and my son the doctor, Mark, each of whom ha

It's Been A Rollercoaster Week.
They had a plantwide meeting Monday at Peterbilt. They told us that due to the new federal 2007 heavy truck emissions regulations that production would be cut from 68 trucks per day to 30 trucks effective Jan 29. . I watch my 80,000.00+ job go down in flames. Feeling rather numb , I drove home in a stunned silence and proceeded a rather pathetic attempt at sleep . Of course , with the state of things , that didn't work very well . I then made 30 minutes worth of phone calls , called in a few favors and lo & behold, scored an interview with a musclecar restoration company as the head of parts dept. Went yesterday after only getting two hours of sleep and scored it! The money will stay about the same as Peterbilt but the totally insane work hours will cease and no more turning of wrenches except on MY cars. I actually have a new job that will be exciting to go to instead of this zombie state with fat paychecks as the only plus. Moral of the story: Never sweat the small stuff and DON'

Long Servey About Me
long survey about me the longest survey you'll ever fill out! Do the world a favor - fill it out and post it for all your friends.. Do this because the person who did this didn't sit here for ages for nothing. Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff. Eye color: blue,brown but they change depending on my mood Shoe size: 6 Height: 5'1 1/2 What are you wearing right now?: ny jersey and shorts Righty or lefty: lefty Can you make a dollar in change right now?: yeah ---------------------------------------------------------- FAVORITES Kind of pants: ultra low rise Animal: husky Drink: im irish i dont have just a few Month: july Cartoon: ren and stimpy ---------------------------------------------------------- HAVE YOU EVER... Given anyone a bath? yup Made yourself throw-up? yup skinny dipped? yes Broken a bone: yes Played truth or dare: yes Been on a plane: yes Came close to dying: no unfortun

Pics (or Lack Thereof)
Once I find my freakin digi cam I can post some more! BUT until then....the one I have up is all I have (that is any good!). Patience, grasshoppers.... EDIT: Ok I found my camera. Now I just need to get some sleep so I don't look like shit!

Life...
Why does it feel as if your damned if you do and damned if you don't? At times i think life, love, and friendships all go hand in hand. They have good times and they have bad times, but if not for the bad how would we know the good. I've been down broken roads before and some how i've always made it home. So, i ask why we hurt when we love and why we hurt when we don't love? I come back to the same thought every time, we are damned if we do and damned if we don't. That's life for you, but as for me i've always wanted to dance. So, here i am agian looking forward to making more memories that will last a life time, long after i'm gone. Damned or not life goes on and is one dance i'm not sitting out.

Scared To Death By Fairies!
I read an article in the newspaper this morning which shows just how far things change in history and how peoples perceptions of the world around them have changed too. Four people buried 450 years ago had been scared to death - by fairies. According to the burial register for the parish of Lamplugh in Cumbria between 1656 to 1663 seven people were also 'bewitched'. And one was led to a pond to drown by a will o' the wisp - a ghostly light. Archivist Anne Rowe said: "I've never come across anything like this. "These were insecure social times and many folk in the 17th century would have been scared of fairies and will o' the wisps with many a natural death being put down to the evil witchcraft of a harmless old widow." The manuscript was found in Whitehaven during a national local history campaign. Ms Rowe said the document was genuine but might not be "entirely serious." According to the paper, she added: "I'm not sure whether to attribute this list to our anc

The Husband Store
>Subject: Husband store > > >A store that sells husbands has just opened in New York City, where a >woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the >entrance is a description of how the store operates. You may visit the store ONLY ONCE! > >There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the >shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch . . . you may >choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a >floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a >woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. . > > On the first floor the sign on the door reads: > >Floor 1 - These men have jobs and love the Lord. > >The second floor sign reads: > > >Floor 2 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, and love kids. > > >The third floor sign reads: > > >Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, and are >extremely good looking. > > "Wow," she thinks, but fee

Me And My Appreciation.
To all my friends,fans,and family.I am sorry i have not been on much lately altho now im sure ill be getting on a little more now.For the people who dont know me very well...theres always a little button there on the side called private message...use it..u might learn something about me.lol I send out hugz and smiles to everyone ...thank you for ur efforts in helping me create such a great space with many new friends to enjoy.keep the luv coming and ill do the same.:D

Aries Sexuality
Your sexuality is hot and intense. Like a blowtorch, you heat up rapidly and like a firecracker, you explode in a blaze of fire and sparks. You love the unorthodox and the unusual in sexual encounters and you are not afraid to go after what you want. Ruled by Mars, the god of warriors, you are straightforward and uncomplicated in the pursuit of your desires. Pursuit is the key word here. You love the thrill of the chase and thrive on the smell of danger. You avidly respond to the challenge of dominating some new quarry. The downside of this is that, without constant stimulation, you become rather bored with what you perceive to be conquered territory. Your Ram's ego must be constantly fed—and the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence! You are a sucker for anything new and exciting, especially anything ego-boosting. You also love to initiate others into the pleasures of some new experience. The merest sniff of nubile virginity seeking awakening sends you int

This Place Can Be Work!!
I am quickly finding that this place is babe heaven! Problem is there are just too many babes!!! ( when is the last time you heard a guy say that??? ) I personally, when I ask you to be my friend… I mean it… I want to come to your “area”, post funny and witty comments each day, you get more hits, and me a chance to get laid… Yet – so many of ya hotties love the Cat, that I can’t be a “true friend” to all of ya… Thus – from now on, only if you are serious about screwing my lights out – do I want ya to send me a friend request… If you are just trying to get those funny and witty comments I make at “my girls” sites – steal them – cut and paste and pretend I was talking to you!! XO Tom

Hmmmmm
REMEMBER THIS AT CHRISTMAS TIME According to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, while both male and female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to mid-December. Female reindeer retain their antlers till after they give birth in the spring. Therefore, according to EVERY historical rendition depicting Santa's reindeer, EVERY single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen, had to be a girl. We should've known... ONLY women would be able to drag a fat-ass man in a red velvet suit all around the world in one night and not get lost.

Pain
Feeling so much pain inside and out wanting people to just understand even times I scream and shout I feel noone holds my hand anger takes a hold of me me fighting with all my might why can't the demons let me be I have no energy left to fight The times I feel i need someone the most have my back is what they should do instead it is a "ME" roast how about walk ONE day in my shoes? I will make it I know I can alone if I have to I will prove I never RAN and get stronger through and through Elizabeth 11/30/06

Something I Agree With
Lo, there do I see my father Lo, there do I see my mother and my sisters and my brothers Lo, there do I see the line of my people back to the beginning Lo, they do call to me They bid me take my place among them in the Halls of Valhalla Where the brave may live. Forever.

Rent A Husband!!
No off on my genius switch... This mistress hunt is not going very well... All the hot lustful babes live in other states... Going to try a new approach... If you live in the Ann Arbor Mi area, or plan to visit soon - you can rent me out as a RENT A HUSBAND! The hotter you are - the less I will charge.... :) ( I can see the applications rolling in now....)

More From The Book,..now I Gotta Go Back To Work,.
Early Lore Pamela Emmie-Maria VanEisjden It was spring, wonderful spring. How else a story of deception would bring about a smile to my face and joy to my heart. It was a good year that year. You can’t tell this story without telling the tale of two other women that were indirectly involved at the time. Monica Jordan and Kamika last name unknown, so this will be hard indeed. But I will do my best to recreate the times and events that compose this relationship. Lord that guy on Oprah makes it hard for us folks who tells the story the way it went… but here it goes… It was late April, 1991. The squire to the order was busy with a certain Monica Jordan. Life was pretty much mundane. I was seeing the world through the eyes of a USMCR pfc, so I was pretty disenchanted with everything that was going on around me. It just so happens that our band Kaytreo was doing a talent show. We would provide the music for various singers in the CSRA, all for a nominal

Women - I Kiss Ass...
A lil hottie thought I said I wanted to KICK her ass... I said I wanted to KISS her ass... Here is my full response -- hope ya find this funny... Tsk tsk!! Reading is fundamental! Have to give ya a C- I said KISS ASS ( not kick ass… ) When it comes to babes I want to KISS ASS. At work the other day we talked about my fetish to leave “butt hickeys” and most of the babes said – GROSS!! Am I the only man in the world who treats a butt just like I would a giant breast? I love to suck… Matter of fact chicks say that to me all the time – YOU SUCK! I do…

About Me
I'm not here to make any romantic connections. I'm very happily married to a wonderful man, and I'd like to keep it that way. What I am here for is to meet new people, have a few laughs and have some good conversations. Having said that, I tend to add anyone to friends who sends a request, but I do try to get back to everyone that comments or shouts at me. I am hopelessly addicted to Netwavz Radio and will shamelessly promote it every chance I get, so at least check it out once and let me know what you think. I have a bad habit of leaving the computer on when I am at work or sleeping, so don't think I'm being a bitch because I show up online but don't respond. Chances are, if you don't hear from me, I forgot to close out my browser windows again.

Don;t Steal This Idea - I Am Going To Get Rich!!
You know how now a days they have like built in timers on everything… Stuff just shuts itself off! Gotta love it… I got to figure out how to do that with my webcam… I have this bad habit of laughing out loud at my computer that my robe gets loose… Then when I need a coffee or drink refill, I get up, robe is open, and women all over the USA are passing out seeing my naked body… So for the babes out there who love me, I am thinking and looking out for your best interests…

Thank You
I just want to thank all my friends that have stopped by to show luv. Sorry I haven’t responded to you all individually but it’s been kind of hectic in my world right now. But I wanted all you to know that I do appreciate your comments and I do read them and my emails. Courtesy of MsTags.com Thanks again Harleysportee69 Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com

My Foot Is Asleep
You. Can. Only. Type. One. Word. Not as easy as you might think... 1. Yourself: raddass 2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush: baddass 3. Your hair: RED 4. Your mother: best 5. Your father: good 6. Your Favorite Item: comics 7. Your dream last night: fucked 8. Your Favorite drink: milk 10. The room you are in: chilly 11. Your Ex: bleh 12. Your Fears: waste 13. What do you want to be in 10 years: supafly 14. Who you hung out with last night: me 15. What You're Not: sane 16. Muffins: blueberry 17: One of Your Wish List Items: fender 18. Time: sucks 19. Last thing you did: answered 20. What You Are Wearing: comfy 21. Your Favorite Weather: rules 22. Your Favorite Book: biography 23. The last thing you ate: steak 24. Your Life: cursed 25. Your Mood: changes 26. Your friends: who? 27. What are you thinking about right now: 27 28. Your car: dented 29. What are you doing at th

"quote This"
http://thesurrealist.co.uk/movie.php you goes here...type in your name or what have you and it gives yous a movie quote with your name substituted into the quote...this is fun...the movie is in the stars 1)i defy you! come and kneel before ROCK! *superman II* 2)Funny like I'm a rock? I amuse you? *goodfellas* 3)I am not a rock! I am a human being. I am a man. *the elephant man* 4)Remember, you're fighting for this woman's rock, which is probably more than she ever did. *ducksoup* 5)Mrs. Robinson, you're trying to seduce rock. Aren't you? *the graduate* 6)We'll always have Rock. *casablanca* 7)Rock, for lack of a better word, is good. *wallstreet* 8)I'll get you, my pretty, and your little rock, too! *wizard of oz* 9)Of all the rock joints in all the towns in all the world, she walks into mine. *casablanca...hmmm, a twoffer* 10)You had me at 'rock'. *jerry maguire* lol...funny.

I Fuckin Wish......
40 Things You'd Love to Say Out Loud at Work (stolen from thkwhytgrl) 1. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of shit. 2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3. How about never? Is never good for you? 4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public. 5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 6. Who lit the fuse on your tampon? 7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message. 8. I don't work here. I'm a consultant. 9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a damn word you're saying. 10. Ahhhh. I see the screw-up fairy has visited us again. 11. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13. I have plenty of talent and vision; I just don't give a damn. 14. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 15. I will always cherish the

Unnoticed
Sitting still as the world passes you by Is like being in a crowded room And noone bothers to say "Hi" It makes you realize just how useless you are With or without your exsistence The world continues along There's no change in the tune of life's usual song What would change if he wasn't here? Only the emptiness of this chair? Why was he around? What good could he do? What made him different from me or you? Is this all life had to offer? Or is he the only one feeling trapped in a coffin? He needed a break Someone to help him We all hear Yet noone listens We all look And see absolutely nothing He thought of this As he looked on the crowd below And knew they were waiting for the finale of this show The most attention he had ever received Happened the day he let himself fall 100 feet

Claimed
The day began just like any other day, I was awoken early in the morning and instructed on my activities whilst Mistress was away for the afternoon.Mistress unlocked the cage and led me out and placed shackles on both my hands and on my feet. With that done Mistress told me about when she would be home and what she expected of me when she did return from her errands and some shopping. Time passed by as i cleaned the house from top to bottom and went back to my cage to await Mistress's return. After about two hours of waiting Miss Alice comes into the house and looks at me with a smile. She opens the cage and informs me that she has a surprise for me and to wait for her in the bedroom at the foot of her bed. I crawl to her room and sit on all fours until she comes in with a hood and places it over my head. i hear her talking to someone in the other room as she tells me to get on the bed and sit up against the headboard with my back towards it. I feel her grabbing my wrists and

Girlfriend
One night with my girlfriend of about three months we went out for dinner and a few drinks with friends. It was around 2 am when we went back to my place to hang out a little more and go to bed. We talked for a little while and started fooling around and wrestling tickling eachother when she saw my pair of handcuffs sitting on the shelf above my bed. Instantly she grabbed them before i could even think of anything to say and she cuffed my hands above my head around one of the bedposts. I laid there chained to my bed wondering what was going thru her head for until she got up and placed a blanket over my head and whispered in my ear that she was gonnna look for anything else she did not know about. It was about 10 minutes late still helpless and she searched my house for toys before she finally cam back with a smile on her face and my duffel bag from the hall closet. She set it on the bed and told me that she loved me. I started to responde with i love you too but as soon as i ope

Chocolate Orgasm
Chocolate Orgasm Night of Passion once again Ingenious, Andveturous imagination Keep it fresh and new Never STale, Always Hot and Juicy Goddess Lays me down My four limbs to the four directions Mama wants a Chocolate Fix My body her playground, her toy Hershey, the land of Sweet Joy Dark or Milk Chocolate Syrup drizzled all over My body tingles, pulsates at the coolness on my skin Her serpt tongue dancesall over My body totally under her spell forom the beginning Licks, nibbles, suckles Trembling, begging the goddess for release The Great Goddess continues to feast Growlign like a Lioness on the Hunt Devouring me totally form head to toe Refusing to allow me to Cum HWimpers of frustration yet complete bliss Escape my whimpering moist lips My body clean of the sauce, Mama Please..Mama I beg you Untying my arms, commanding me to sit up My Back against the headboard Manhood rockhard and at attention Mama Takes the seat of Power and authori

Big & Beautiful...the First Time
Big and Beautiful...The First Time Hail the Conquerer Another barbie doll fallen prey to my prowess SMooth Operator Winds of Chances Blow subtly, caress, tease me into submission What is that on my Horizon There she stands Biog Beautiful Goddess Divine Feminine Archetype Perfect pohysically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually Barbir doll chasers make fun STill she stands like the rock of Gibralter Impervious to any attack Aggressive, independent, Proud Captivated my Mind, body, soul What magnetism she holds over me What draws me to this Big Beautiful Goddess Her sexual prowess and mystery take over my person Think I am the Hunter SMooth Operator HUrry Come Get me Now I got you SO smooth and mysterious The Hunter was really the Hunted Powerful, Strategic, With Purpose The Goddess possess my soul Tied me to My own Bed Plump Sexy Leather clothed Mistress I am Mistress, Queen, Goddess My Body totally under her magckal spell My li

Mistake
I awake quickly to the cage door opening and Miss Alice ripping all my blankets out of the cage and slamming the door locking it behind her. I watch as she walks out of the room without saying a word. I look around for some reason why she's angry when i notice the clock, i overslept by 2 hours. i was to be awake by 7 to make breakfast before Miss Alice took on her day.its now 9 am and Miss Alice is awake and pissed that i overslept. I could only imagine what my punishment might be for nearly screwing up the party.About an hr later Miss Alice took me from my cage and placed me in a closet that was completely dark and chained me to a wall inside before closing the door and locking it. I sat there wondering what was going on for hours before Miss Alice came in and tossed me a short little dress and told me to put it on.I did so then laced Miss Alice's boots followed by my own pair of heels. I kneeled before Mistress as she placed a collar around my neck and lo

Cute Competition
Hello all my friends and fans. My friend cB_sTuD entered his two boys in a Cute Kid Competition. I would like you to go and Vote that picture a 10 and also comment on it. You can comment as many times as you want. Maybe there is a special treat in for you if i see you have voted and commented alot. Love you all Ann Click on this picture to go vote and comment

Get A Free Dvd
Free DVD I am going to give away 10 Free DVDS The Title is Amateur Slut Girls If you would like to a chance to get a free dvd all you have to do is meet these simple things: Be On our Friend List Be Our Fan Leave at Least 1 Comment on Main Page Drop me a private message on this web site saying you did the above and you would like the DVD. On Sunday 12/2/2006 I will put all the names in a hat and Have one of my girls draw 10 names. If you are one of them I will contact you for your mailing address. You must be 18 Years of age!

Pictures
I have had a few people tell me that they are on my friends list, but cannot view my friends only pics.... I have checked and double checked my photo settings and it is set for friends only.. I PM'd CT to see what is happening... can you all do me a favor and see if you can see my friends only folder? Thanks.

Free Santini Dvd Download!!!
To all my friends and fans... I know many of you are quite simply tripped out by the dangerous and fucked up stuff I do for a living. You have told me so! So... In the coming days I will be announcing a website where you can go and for FREE download my new DVD called, "Too Deadly For Primetime! Vol 1". If you thought JACKASS was brutal, if you thought SAW and HOSTEL were tripped out, you ain't seen nothing yet! This DVD has me facing death 5 times in 5 of the most twisted entrapments you have ever imagined in your worst nightmares. Once I announce the website to go to for the free download, the file will be available for FREE FOR ONE WEEK ONLY. After that, it is back to usual and the DVD can be purchased for the regular price. Keep you eyes peeled and tell all your friends and fans. The web site will be announced VERY SOON! Santini: The Dark Master of Escape

1895 Eighth Grade Final Exam
1895 Eighth Grade Final Exam Remember when our grandparents, great-grandparents, and such stated that they only had an 8th grade education? Well, check this out. - - - This is the eighth-grade final exam from 1895 in Salina, KS, USA. It was taken from the original document on file at the Smokey Valley Genealogical Society and Library in Salina, KS, and reprinted by the Salina Journal. 8th GRADE FINAL EXAM Grammar (Time, one hour) 1. Give nine rules for the use of Capital Letters. 2. Name the Parts of Speech and define those that have no Modifications. 3. Define Verse, Stanza and Paragraph. 4. What are the Principal Parts of a verb. Give Principal Parts of. lie, lay and run 5. Define Case, Illustrate each Case. 6. What is Punctuation? Give rules for principal marks of Punctuation. 7. Write a composition of about 150 words and show therein that you understand the practical use of the rules of grammar. Arithmetic (Time, 1.25 hours) 1. Name and define

Hi
Hi every one hope u are all doing good!!It is very cold her to day. I am not home form 1 to 4 any more doing valanteer work. I rally like it! Just thought i would let u know.Why i'm not on.I also found out that Chris has a girl friend i was really hurt.. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com

Crushing On Frank
Are You Crushing Hardcore? Mad Crushing!You really really really like this person but not so much that you are hardcore crushing. You still like this person a lot and you would like to go out with this person. I say GO FOR IT! Take this test

Ignorance At Its Finest
ok so peep this out, i find this sad and funny as hell at the same time... so a couple of weeks ago i checkin out profiles on cherrytap, i run into a profile of this dude and recognized a "code" so when i saw that i realised he was one of my frat brothers. now he isnt one that i had actually known just a member of the same frat in another chapters a few states over. so i greet him and we spoke for about 10 minutes and that was it. so i log onto cherrytap this evening and found this message waiting for me: ""I just wanted to let you know that I am Josh's (pharo) pregnant girlfriend. According to him he found this website because of you and he left me for someone on here. I just wanted to thank you for ruining my unborn child's chance to have a father, and thanks for ruining my entire life !" so of course i laughed and my reaction was "wdf" i went to go see whos profile it came from and apparently the profile exist no more, i went to my frats profile and his is gone as wel

Ok Everyone Question?
OK EVERYONE I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY...SURPRISE-SURPRISE!!! WELL I JUST HAD SOMEONE UPDATE THEIR PHOTOS AND I PROMISE THEY SHOULD HAVE BEEN MARKED NSFW BIG TIME BUT THEY WEREN'T.. WELL IF THEIR NOT GOING TO MARK THE ONES THAT SHOULD BE MARKED THEN WHY IS EVERYONE BITCHING ABOUT COMMENTS AND STUFF LIKE THAT? YOU KNOW HOW NOW WHEN YOU SEE PEOPLE UPDATE THEIR YOU CAN JUST SCROLL OVER WHERE IT SAYS PHOTOS,ANYWAY THEY'LL EITHER SAY NSFW OR SHOW THE PICTURE.. WELL I JUST GOT A SHOCK OF MY LIFE!!!! REALLY WASN'T EXPECTING TO SEE WHAT I DID!!! LOL I MEAN I'LL RATE ANY PICTURES BUT I CAN USUALLY PREPARE MYSELF FOR IT.. SO YA'LL I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR YA'LLS VIEWS AND IF THIS HAS HAPPENED TO ANYONE ELSE ON HERE SINCE ALL THIS CRAP HAS STARTED.. THANK YOU EVERYONE, MARY(TEXAS GIRL)

Me
I am doing great and so are the kids. Marvin is a great guy. I am very happy with him. I am doing good with my schooling too, kinda slow right now but good. I really like all my friends and fans on here and spending time talking to you, you are all great people. I hope you all have a great day and that you are all doing as good as I am...LOL That's all I can think of to say right now but takecare. Serena

Im Soooo Outta Here
a freind of mine asked me several times... why i let myself open to hurt and dissappointment with the guys on here... I didnt have an answer for him Now I DO... Im outta here.... after last nite and getting my emotional ASS KICKED yet again.... Im deleting The ones who have known me and stuck around..... Have my yahoo and can contact me there... The one i dont know well enuf to give it to them.. sorry... But "EnviroMan" left me wanting to pack up my feelings and get the FUCK out of dodge so.. im SURE no one really cares... expect the very choosen few... But I thot i would let ya know.

Im Getting A New Tattoo!
im not sure what it is going to be it might be japanese letters saying fuck all or its going to be a bar code and under it it is going to say slave right on my neck im not sure which one i should get lol but one will be there soon

What Is The Best Type Of Sex For You?
You prefer Romantic sex! You like romantic sex. For you, it's not all too much about being horny - it's more an expression of how you feel about your partner(s). It's an experience that you can share -- that you can experience and enjoy together. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Haters Get A Hobby...a Life...a Dude But Get Off Junestdah
yep...thats right...this situations definetly needs to be addressed cuz some ol GILMORE AZZ girl cant read. Im not a blog writer...but this shyt gotta stop!! Okay people...please lend me ur ear & ur time... Now in life we all learn that if u dont like sumthin u leave that shyt alone. If someone spits on you...u aint gon stand there & let em spit on u...either u gon move or knock they damn teeth out right??? I shouldnt even have to address this shyt....cuz its all ova our pages!!!! If u stumbles on our shyt & dont like what we have to say...or what we got displayed...hit the back button on ur page...there' no need to comment or start some "SAVED BY THE BELL DRAMA"...jus exit stage right. I dont know ol girls name...nor do i wanna...next thang ya know...she'll have babyjesus tryin to kick us off...but to whom im speakin she already know she violated...u dont like what ya seein...then u can KICK ROCKS....get a hobby or better yet go hate on someone else's page....this aint no pe

That's What's Up.
I sneak up and hit you like a fuckin' tornado. You ain't no operator, so who the fuck are you then? I sneak up and hit you like a fuckin' tornado. If you don't hit those faders, I won't ever stop. I sneak up and hit you like a fuckin' tornado; You're stupid man, you try to get information. For what? - for why? - for this is not a resident, No - this is mine nigga, this is mine!

Your Mother Is Always With You.
my best friend sent me this!! Your Mother is always with you. She's the whisper of the leaves as you walk down the street. She's the smell of certain foods you remember, flowers you pick and perfume that she wore. She's the cool hand on your brow when you're not feeling well, she's your breath in the air on a cold winter's day. She is the sound of the rain that lulls you to sleep the colors of a rainbow, she is Christmas morning. Your Mother lives inside your laughter. And she's crystallized in every tear drop. A mother shows every emotion . happiness, sadness, fear, jealousy, love, hate, anger, helplessness, excitement, joy, sorrow..... and all the while, hoping and praying you will only know the good feelings in life. She's the place you came from, your first home, and she's the map you follow with every step you take. She's your first love, your first friend, even your first enemy, but nothing on earth can separate you. Not time, not space.

Blow Job
>> > The Cremated Husband >> >> Martha recently lost her husband. She had him cremated and brought his > ashes home. >> Picking up the urn that he was in, she poured him out on the Patio > table. >> Then, while tracing her fingers in the ashes, she started talking to > him.... >> >> "Herman, you know that dishwasher you promised me? I bought it with the > insurance money!" >> She paused for a minute tracing her fingers in the ashes then said, > "Herman, remember that car you promised me? Well, I also bought it with > the > insurance money!" >> >> Again, she paused for a few minutes and while tracing her fingers in > the > ashes she said, "Herman, that diamond ring you promised me? Bought it too, > with the insurance money!" >> >> Finally, still tracing her fingers in the ashes, She said, "Herman, > remember that blow job I promised you?" >> Here it comes..........

Aim
see between the grime read between the flies shot between the eyes aerate my tired mind pores on skin dialate and allow fingers to push in spread, and invite violation losing justification eradicated stained and still the fucking same

Subject: Fw: Read Alone!!
Subject: FW: Read Alone!! >Read Alone..... > >Especially the Poem > >I believe whatever is in store forus will be for us. > >The poem is very true, unfortunately. >Make sure you read the poem! >CASE 1: Kelly Sedey had one wish,for her boyfriend of three years, >David Marsden, to propose to her. >Then one day when she was out to lunch David proposed! >She accepted, but then had to! leave >because she had a meeting in 20 min. >When she got to her office, she noticed on her computer she had some e-mail's. >She checked it, the usual stuff >from her friends, but then she saw one >that she had never gotten before. >It was this poem. She simply deleted it >without even reading all of it. >BIG MISTAKE! Later that evening, >she received a phone call from thepolice >It was about DAVID! He had been in an accident >with an 18 wheeler. He didn't survive! >CASE 2: Take Katie Robinson She received this poem and being the believer that she was sh

Who Wants To Be A Millionaire
The Winning Question A contestant on "Who Wants to be a Millionaire?" had reached the final plateau. If she answered the next question correctly, she would win $1,000,000. If she answered incorrectly, she would pocket only the $32,000 milestone money. And as she suspected it would be, the million-dollar question was no pushover. It was, "Which of the following species of birds does not build its own nest, but instead lays its eggs in the nests of other birds? Is it: A) the condor B) the buzzard C) the cuckoo D) the vulture The woman was on the spot. She did not know the answer. And she was doubly on the spot because she had used up her 50/50 Lifeline and her Audience Poll Lifeline. All that remained was her Phone-a-Friend Lifeline. The woman hoped she would not have to use it because ... Her friend was, well .blonde. She had no alternative. She called her friend and gave her the question and the four choices. The blonde responded unhesitatingly: "

My New Poem
This is dedicated to my cousin who died of AIDS... One Great Poem One poem Just the right words The right sounds Combined in the right fashion To share an idea A dream I have deep in my soul I have written many poems I have used many words where the sounds were right They were not perfect They were not great Before I die I want to write that one poem that will be remembered In my fifty years I have heard a million words I have seen thousands of beautiful things My eyes have wept My thoughts have traveled through world unknown I have loved only once but my heart has died a hundred times My name will be forgotten My dreams will never be shared Time grows short My mind falters as the light in my eyes fade The last thought I have as my soul leaves my body I never found the right words I never found the right sounds I never wrote that one great poem A virus took it all away from me Took me away I will never be remembered

Oooh I Hate My Job!!!
man....so im supposed to be at work at 6p (west coast time thank ya!). i go in, say my what ups to all my handful of co workers i can actually tolerate, and take a seat for a second. my boss asks me, "you working tonight???" im like, "yea should i not be here? am i fired?!" no im not fired, im just not supposed to work tonight. in fact, im on call for the next two weeks because of over staffing and budget problems. HOW THE FUCK DOES A AIRPORT EXPERIENCE BUDGET PROBLEMS????? seriously...... ok i feel better now. i guess writing it down and seeing how pissed i was made me realize im going to say fuck this job. i can find something better. i dont understand how you can be overstaffed for the night when people travel all the time. and its the holidays????!!!! somebody loan me $50. i got paypal. =P

Fed Up
IM NOT SAYING THAT I HAVE A BAD LIFE, IM JUST TIRED OF WHERE IM AT IN LIFE. IM TRYING MY HARDEST TO FURTHERY MY SELF AND SET UP A BETTER FUTURE. BUT IT SEEMS THAT NO MATTER WHAT I DO THAT IT JUST DOESNT WORK, I PLAN ON ONE DAY GETTIN OUT OF THIS SMALL ASS TOWN AND GOING SOMEWHERE BIGGER... IT JUST SEEMS WHEN I GET TO THE POINT WHERE I CAN SOMETHING ALWAYS GOES WRONG.. I MEAN ALL I WANT IS TO BE HAPPY AND IAM FOR THE MOST PART BUT THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I WS HOPING TO ACCOMPLISH BY THIS POINT IN MY LIFE I KNOW IAM STILL YOUNG BUT I FEEL AS THOUGH I SHOULD BE DOING MORE... I DUNNO.. SORRY I JSUT HAD TO GET THIS OUT OF ME...

New Job Stuff
Well I just called into my new job, as a customer service and video clerk person at Safeway. I only work 20 hours next week! I'm kind of scared... These are only training shifts. I told my mentor/supervisor that I'm willing and able to work (after I said that I thought maybe that wasn't the best choice of words to use)... So then I just said I'm excited to be working there and ready and excited to learn everything I need to know. He said I had a good attitude and that he liked that. I told him I'd be willing to come in over the weekends and stuff or to pick up ppls shifts who had sick kids, etc. Anyway... I just hope that I am going to get more than 30 hours a week on average! Geez... So I'm thinking of applying over at Bed Bath and Beyond... and maybe Petsmart, and then maybe Applebees (which is a really NICE RESTAURANT haha is that what he says in Talledega nights?)... Anyway... If anyone has any advice about working at any of those places let me know... I'm poor. I am

Beyond Stupid.....
Sorry for not being on ct lately, I ended up doing something really really dumb. I went to a "key Gen site", Google warned me, I Ignored it, clicked on the download link, Ignored the fact that it was an exe file (normally they come compressed with an nfo file), Ignored my virus scan and clicked the exe file. so the past few days i've been getting frustrated and leaving my computer logged in to C.T to test for pop-ups and troubleshooting. coupled with that and coming home from work late (today being the first semi early day)

Blah Blah Blah
I am bored out of my damn mind. I want something to do, somewhere to go, something to read....I really should think about going to bed. I've got an early day...and tomorrow is supposed to get COLD. Its already getting colder...its been raining since about 2:30ish. Ya know...When I first joined LC/CT, Only one person on my friends list was a rockstar...now everyone and their momma is a rockstar, except for me. *pouts* Its hard working and then coming home, doing dinner, laundry, dishes etc..AND catch up to everyone on the cherry.

Please Send This On Asap
Please send this on ASAP!!! Ever wonder about the abbreviation A.S.A.P.? Generally we think of it in terms of even more hurry and stress in our lives. Maybe if we think of this abbreviation in a different manner, we will begin to find a new way to deal with those rough days along the way. ************* There's work to do, deadlines to meet; You've got no time to spare, But as you hurry and scurry- ASAP - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER In the midst of family chaos, "Quality time" is rare. Do your best; let God do the rest- ASAP - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER. It may seem like your worries Are more than you can bear. Slow down and take a breather- ASAP - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER God knows how stressful life is; He wants to ease our cares, And He'll respond to all your needs A.S.A.P. - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER.

Goo Goo Dolls - Slide
Could you whisper in my ear The things you wanna feel I'll give you anything To feel it comin' Do you wake up on your own And wonder where you are You live with all your faults Chorus: I wanna wake up where you are I won't say anything at all So why don't you slide Yeah we're gonna let it slide Don't you love the life you killed The priest is on the phone Your father hit the wall Your ma disowned you Don't suppose I'll ever know What it means to be a man If there's something I can't change I'll live around it Chorus And I'll do anything you ever Dreamed to be complete Little pieces of the nothing that fall Oh May, put your arms around me What you feel is what you are And what you are is beautiful Oh May, do you wanna get married Or run away And I'll do anything you ever Dreamed to be complete Little pieces of the nothing that fall Oh May, put your arms around me What you feel is what you are And what yo

Warning ~~~alcohol Consumption.
WARNING ~~~ALCOHOL CONSUMPTION. Body: WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a retard. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell your friends over and over again that you love them. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to think you can sing. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that ex-lovers are really dying for you to telephone them at four in the morning. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may make you think you can

The Vigil!!
So we had the candle light vigil. It was a good size crowd. Thank you to everyone who came out and weathered the rain. I know it means a lot to Erin and Jessiah Jr. No matter how old i get, the Jameson Family will always remain in my thoughts. Erin, if you need ANYTHING at ANY time, feel free to call or send me a message! I have some pics that i will upload. They were taken AFTER the vigil was over. Channel 5 News was there and i was honestly shocked that they showed up. But hey, it reached the news! *~*Jennifer*~*

Perceptions Of One
deep perceptions surface pain feelings float seeking in others what we give most wanting needing but always giving trying crying never ending a touch a smile a hug to care living mending dreams fade into the air reaching touching wanting so much simply to feel anothers touch 11-30-06 ~*~ Pix~*~

The Big Change
IN TWO WEEKS I WILL BE MAKING A BIG LIFE STYLE CHANGE I AM HAVING GASTRIC BYPASS SURGERY SO MAKE SURE YOU SEE THE OLD ME AND I WILL BE POSTING PICS OF THE NEW ME IN STAGES OF MY PROGRESS SO EXPERIENCE THE CHANGE WITH ME

Its Happening Again
Thoughts Swimming in an ocean of thoughts. More thoughts keep pouring in, like an endless rain. All scattering in different directions. I try to sort them out, but they get jumbled, like pieces to a puzzle. The more I sort the more jumbled they become. Till its one big wave of thought. Waves of thoughts keep building up. Crashing one by one into each other. The storm builds, as the waves grow higher, and higher. As they crash down, they pound against my skull. With ever increasing intensity. This is a poem from my high school yrs so dont mind it so much Copyrighted by Erin Tomasek

The Cabin
it's so cold outside...it's nice to be in a cabin with a fire goin in the fireplace...cuddled up to a hunk of a man. Goin down on him by the fire. Eye contact. He throws his head back and moans. I love feeling his massive manhood in the back of my throat. I have great gag reflex. His turn. After i've swallowed his jizz and he's back up wanting more. He gets me on my hands and knees pulling my hair, by the fireplace. Amazing. I moan and scream with pleasure as i feel him thrusting harder and harder. Makes me want him more and more. We fuck all night, by the fireplace in the cabin. We're exhausted. Good-night!!

Poem:)
Your blood it burns within me I feel your soul,and without you I am nothing but an empty hole. I think of you every minute every waking moment, you are the reason I breath laugh smile even think. All the pain that I caused you I shudder to even think. I was your world and I took that away, but do not fret because I am here to stay. I will be with you now and ti'll the very last time the earth shall see another light of day. I give you my heart my soul, and be gentle please its for you I pray, to feel your touch, your sweet embrace that is what I long for from day to day. You are mine until our bodies decay, but then I know that in another life we will be together again someday. I love you so much and it is the Goddess I thank for your love everyday

Hide Away
i think ill make a new start since youre never coming home ill pick up the pieces of my broken heart ill stand once again alone i can look out the window and never see the things in my life that were made for me so dont pretend to care and to be my friend when you left long ago you knew it was the end i sometimes hide away and wait on a memory of you i felt them fade today as the tears came crashin thru ill never be the same you wait til im done cryin to show your face sometimes its hard to see the things you cant erase so what do you want from me

Seasons Of False Hope(author: Allison Pollack Alexander)
Why won't the earth stop turning why is time slipping away I was certain that you'd come for me on a balmy August day Coffee and endless sunrise on this hope I had hold that I would see your smiling face when the leaves turned red and gold Bundle up for winter winds but fill my heart with song I thought you'd knock upon my door when the nights were dark and long Another seasons come too fast as I look down the lane I was sure that you'd come for me before the springtimes rain As spring folds into summer and summer into fall I dare not whisper to my heart 'he may not come at all' Copyright ©2006 by Allison Pollack Alexander Allison Pollack Alexander @ Authorsden

For My New Friends
Hey all, Just wanted to say thanks a lot for all your comments and messages and rating me you guys are AWESOME, I'm sorry I haven't been able to return the favor, but I will try to ASAP, you just gotta bear with me cause im working with dial-up connection and as you can imagine it takes a while for things to load, so just wanted to say thanks to everyone and you WILL hear from me soon!

Thought You Gals Might Like This
Thought you gals might like this You are My Sunshine, My only Sunshine" (Be prepared to get watery eyes!) Like any good mother, when Karen found out that another baby was on the way, she did what she could to help her 3-year-old son, Michael, prepare for a new sibling. They found out that the new baby was going be a girl, and day after day, night after night, Michael sang to his sister in mommy's tummy. He was building a bond of love with his little sister before he even met her. The pregnancy progressed normally for Karen, an active member of the Panther Creek United Methodist Church in Morristown, Tennessee! In time, the labor pains came. Soon it was every five minutes, every three, every minute. But serious complications arose during delivery, and Karen found herself in hours of labor. Would a C-section be required? Finally, after a long struggle, Michael's little sister was born. But she was in very serious condition. With a sir

Omg
wow .. so i've never really won anything.. like raffels or the lottery .. stuff like that.. tonight i won 2 tickets to teh Red Hot Chili Peppers sold out show on Jan 31st.. how fawkin awsome is that :D just figured i'd share my happiness

Welcome Yule Ceremony
To form the Circle, each person takes the left hand of the person to the left with the right hand and greets her/him: I welcome you to the Solstice Eve Circle. Opening - From the Revels: And so the shortest day came And the year died And everywhere down the centuries of the snow-white world Came people singing, dancing To drive the dark away Let's all proclaim together--Welcome Yule, WELCOME YULE!!! Calling Directions East Spirit of the East, Power of Air! With your gifts of light and clarity We hail you and invite you To join our Circle This Solstice Eve. By the Air that is Her breath Send forth your light And bless us with your Presence! South Spirit of the South, Power of Fire! With your gifts of passion and love We hail you and invite you To join our Circle This Solstice Eve. By the fire that is Her spirit Send forth your flame And bless us with your Presence! West Spirit of the West, Power of Water! With your gifts of depth and feeling We

Hot Or Not
HOT OR NOT ~ Post this if you aren't scared to see how people think of you!!! 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww! 1 = Definetly not attractive.... 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as hell! 5 = I'd do you! 6 = Pretty damn sexy! 7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you my man/girl. 9 = Just a friend. 10 = Sexiest person I know! 11 = Fuckin Handsome/Beautiful! 12 = Ya, I've checked you out a few times. 13 = I wanna fuck you! 14 = Let's get married ------------------------------------ I would love to see what all my CherryTAP friends think of me. Please comment with the number(s) above! You can post your answer here or send me a private message! Thanks, Andrew

This Blows.
So I have a hard time meeting guys in general. I am pretty shy in person and the fact that I am 6'3" doesn't help me at all. So I have baiscally turned to myspace for meeting guys to go out and date. Well, tonight I was supposed to go to a movie with this guy from myspace. We played phone tag for awhile and by the time I actually talked to him he had had a couple drinks and didn't feel like going out anymore. He said that I was still welcome to come over and hang out. Because I was extremely bored and extremely stupid I went over to his house. He basically threw himself on me and when I told him that I didn't want to go any farther with him he looked at me and said "I though that this it what myspace is for.." I told him I don't have sex with guys the first time I meet them and then he asked me what it would take for me to sleep with him. So after he gave up on trying to have sex with me, he went to his room and came back to the living room with his bong and a bag of pot which he then

More Random Notes.
I jammed today to the point of muscle fatigue and I'm feelin' quite sassy! I can truly say that TJ is Hooah! It has helped me to tone my bottom and thighs in the short time that I've been doing it! It's truly amazing! ------------------------------------ So, life has been a wee bit hectic lately, but honestly, when isn't it? Sometimes, I feel like life will get the best of me, but then I start thinking about the best of me. There's a great deal of good in the worst of you and I, you know. I guess that sounds quite immodest, but you know, it isn't often that I remember to give myself the kindness that I dole out to others. Really, when I think about it, I should be just as kind and encouraging to myself as I am to others. If I treat myself poorly, who's to say that one day, my poor treatment will not spill over into another aspect of my life? What if I become so comfortable with being down on myself that I decide it's okay to knock someone else down, so to speak? It's not something I'

Fuc& Bi&$#^
Girl: "Forgive me father for I have sinned." Priest: "What have you done my child?" Girl: "I called a man a son of a bit**." Priest: "Why did you call him a son of a bit**?" Girl: "Because he touched my hand." Priest: "Like this?" (as he touches her hand) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call a man a son of a bit**." Girl: "Then he touched my breast." Priest: "Like this?" (as he touched her breast) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bit**." Girl: "Then he took off my clothes, father." Priest: "Like this?" (as he takes off her clothes) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bit**." Girl: "Then he stuck his you know what into my you know where." Priest: "Like this?" (as he stuck his you know what into her you know where) Girl: "YES FATHER, YES FATHER, YES FATHER!!!" Priest: (after a few minutes): "That's no reason to call him a son of

Eight Gifts That Do Not Cost A Cent
THE GIFT OF LISTENING... But you must REALLY listen. No interrupting, no daydreaming, no planing your response. Just listening. THE GIFT OF AFFECTION... Be generous with appropriate hugs, kisses, pats on the back and hand holds. Let these small actions demonstrate the love you have for family and friends. THE GIFT OF LAUGHTER... Clip cartoons. Share articles and funny stories. Your gift will say, "I love to laugh with you." THE GIFT OF A WRITTEN NOTE... It can be a simple "Thanks for the help" note or a full sonnet. A brief, handwritten note may be remembered for a lifetime, and may even change a life. THE GIFT OF A COMPLIMENT... A simple and sincere, "You look great in red," "You did a super job" or "That was a wonderful meal" can make someone's day. THE GIFT OF A FAVOR... Every day, go out of your way to do something kind. THE GIFT OF SOLITUDE... There are times when we want nothing better than to be left alone. Be sensitive to those times and

When I Say I'm Broke...i'm Broke!!
A little old lady answered a knock on the door one day, only to be confronted by a well-dressed young man carrying a vacuum cleaner. "Good morning," said the young man. "If I could take a couple of minutes of your time, I would like to demonstrate the very latest in high-powered vacuum cleaners" "Go away!" said the old lady. "I haven't got any money!", "I'm broke!" and she proceeded to close the door. Quick as a flash, the young man wedged his foot in the door and pushed wide open. "Don't be too hasty!" he said. "Not until you have at least seen my demonstration." And with that, he emptied a bucket of horse manure on to her hallway carpet. "If this vacuum cleaner does not remove all traces of this horse manure from your carpet, Madam, I will personally eat the remainder. The old lady stepped back and said, "Well I hope you've got a darn good appetite, because they cut off my electricity this morning." What part of broke do you not understand?

Yule Log
Yule log plays a vital role in the celebration of Christmas. It is said that Yule Log was taken from ancient Sun worship rituals. Yule Logs are supposed to be cut from red oak trees There is a custom that on the Eve of Christmas a huge log of freshly cut wood called the Yule log would be fetched and carried to the house with great ceremony and after that it would be burned all of the Christmas Eve and into Christmas Day by the master of the house. In some families, the young girls of the house lit the log with splinters from the preceding year, which they had carefully tucked away. In other families, the mother had this privilege. It is believed that the cinder of the log protects the house from lightning and the malevolent powers of the devil. Regarding the choices about the variety of wood and the rituals related with the burning vary from region to region. This custom of burning the Yule log began long ago in Scandinavia. Where there is a custom of burning a huge log once a year in

A Tear
I CRIED A TEAR FOR YOU TODAY MAYBE TWO OR THREE I MAY HAVE LOST COUNT BUT, THAT'S OK THEY ARE ONLY FOR ME TO SEE I SAID A PRAYER FOR YOU LAST NIGHT FOR EVERY MINUTE OF YOUR DAY HOPING THAT YOU WILL COME TO ME THAT GOD WILL LEAD YOUR WAY I HAD A DREAM ABOUT YOU A DREAM THAT WILL COME TRUE I GAVE YOU A KISS AND WHISPERED I WILL BE WAITING FOR YOU YOU FILL MY MIND EACH SECOND OF EVERY SINGLE DAY YOUR IN MY HEART COMPLETELY AND THERE I KNOW YOU'LL STAY ©Tammy Reed 2006

The People That Love You
WE SAY TO TRUST YOUR HEART, INSTED YOU LOSE YOUR HEAD. NOW ALL I SEE IS POEMS STATEING THAT YOU WISH YOU WHERE DEAD. I'M NOT SAYING THAT YOU ARE CRAZY OR OUT OF YOUR MIND. AS A MATTER OF FACT I SEE YOU AS TENDER AND KIND. I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY AND JUST TO SEE YOU SMILE. YOU KNOW IN MY HEART YOU WILL STAY FOR A WHILE. THINGS WILL GET BETTER I HOPE THAT YOU KNOW, AS LONG AS YOU DON'T LET THE PEOPLE THAT LOVE YOU GO.

If I Were With You
If I Were With You I would take you away to a magic place I would stop all your hurt and pain I would end the loneliness and longing If I were with you I could fight the strongest foe I could leap from the highest cliff I could sprint to the ends of the earth If I were with you I want to make you the happiest alive I want to give you the world I want you to love me the way I love you If I were with you

Why?
Why? Why do I feel as I do? Why do I have these feelings for you? How long have they been there? Where did they come from? The first answer from me As you will soon see It is because of you The way you sit in my heart And special way you catch my eye The second is fun You will have the answer when I’m done It’s because you seem and angel Blessing my life To wonderful to not be from heaven itself The third, hard to say I’ll try to find a way When I first got to know you And my eye beheld you It started at the first The last the hardest one But I will try to answer it some Straight from the heart Bred in my soul Brought to bear by you and your grace So not I know not what to say Yet I keep typing anyway The questions all answered true And the answers are now given to… …you

What Does Tom Cat Want For Christmas??
So glad ya asked… I could put some of you babes names in order here but I am smarter then that… It is like wedding invites (done that ) – You miss someone and they get mad at ya.. Plus you ladies would go – Tom put me ahead of you!! NAH NAH NAH!! We aint going there either… So ladies – just throw yourselves onto my bed – that is what I want for Christmas… Ok – then after that … Anything “Harley” and thing “Detroit Red Wings” and NOTHING – Ohio State!! I know who was thinking what out there!! Women… Like I said – my fear is there are women on this planet who will go to their graves never having the honor and great pleasure of being with me. Thus I am doing my best for World Peace… Your internet Pal! Tom the Cat… ElGato as I have been so corrected… :)

Nobody Knows
"Nobody Knows" by PINK... yes... it's a poor me song.. but listen anyway :) Nobody knows Nobody knows but me That I sometimes cry If I could pretend that I'm asleep When my tears start to fall I peek out from behind these walls I think nobody knows Nobody knows no Nobody likes Nobody likes to lose their inner voice The one I used to hear before my life Made a choice But I think nobody knows No no Nobody knows No Baby Oh the secret's safe with me There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown And I've lost my way back home I think nobody knows no I said nobody knows Nobody cares It's win or lose not how you play the game And the road to darkness has a way Of always knowing my name But I think nobody knows No no Nobody knows no no no no Baby Oh the secret's safe with me There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be And baby don't it f

Finally Friday
None are so busy as the fool and knave.- John Dryden See what will happen if you don't stop biting your fingernails? - Will Rogers Between two evils, I always pick the one I never tried before. - Mae West

Damm Snow
im up at 6 and it is starting to snow and i have to walk to work and it is snowin man im gonna freeze my ass off but dont fear ill be back later on today damm snow and my new poem for winter is DAMM ITS COLD!!!!!

My Favorite Stones Song!
Lets drink to the hard working people Lets drink to the lowly of birth Raise your glass to the good and the evil Lets drink to the salt of the earth Say a prayer for the common foot soldier Spare a thought for his back breaking work Say a prayer for his wife and his children Who burn the fires and who still till the earth And when I search a faceless crowd A swirling mass of gray and Black and white They dont look real to me In fact, they look so strange Raise your glass to the hard working people Lets drink to the uncounted heads Lets think of the wavering millions Who need leaders but get gamblers instead Spare a thought for the stay-at-home voter His empty eyes gaze at strange beauty shows And a parade of the gray suited grafters A choice of cancer or polio And when I look in the faceless crowd A swirling mass of grays and Black and white They dont look real to me Or dont they look so strange Lets drink to the hard working people Lets think of

Dreaming
Have you ever dreamt of perfection dreaming of a pretty vision o so vivid that in morning you wake up in tears 'cause you almost touched and felt it I am dreaming of fair beauty and behold there you stand and belief of dream is far now for I am holding your hand And though it is but a dream I'd prefer this world always for here my true desire lies the warmth of your tender face I would choose never to wake up cause I realise there lying that waking up from this a part of me would feel like dying.

Will I Live To Be 80???
I recently picked a new primary care doctor. After two visits and exhaustive lab tests, he said I was doing "fairly well" for my age. A little concerned about that comment, I couldn't resist asking him, "Do you think I'll live to be 80?" He asked, "Do you smoke tobacco, or drink beer or wine?" "Oh no," I replied. "I'm not doing drugs, either."Then he asked, "Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?"I said, "No, my former doctor said that all red meat is very unhealthy!" "Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, sailing, hiking, or bicycling? ""No I don't," I said. He asked, "Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?" "No," I said. "I don't do any of those things." He looked at me and said, "Then, why do you give a shit?"

On Line Friends...
Did you know that even an on-line friend can hurt your feelings? Did you know that some people out here do tell the truth, even on-line? Well if you dont think you cant hurt someones felings on-line, than your wrong. You may not have met face to face, but if you have talked for more than a week straight, youve gotten to know that person pretty well. And just OUT RIGHT ignoring them (when you are obviously on line) can be hurtful to someone. So if you are one of my friends, I would rather you just tell me..Christine, Im busy...But dont ignore me, thats so juvenille... So do you think people tell thetruth on line? I THINK NOT...I do..but im finding many people do not.... If someone tells you they love you...be careful...trust your own instincts and feelings...after all, on here, thats all you have... Ill be gone for a while..Ill be popping on from time to time...but just really need some "me" time...Ive made quite a few "not so good" decisions since Ive been on here..and rea

God
I fuckin hate my school...I want to walk the fuck out of here...Its not like they care any how... This fucking school brings to much drama into my life... Not like I dont enough drama as it is right now!!! AHHHHH...I swear Im ready to go off...

What A Kiss Means
*Kiss on the stomach-----"lets have sex" *Kiss on the Forehead ----"Forever you will be mine" *Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny" *Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends" *Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you" *Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together" *Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you" *Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you" What the gesture means... *Holding Hands ---"We can learn to love each other" *Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine" *Playing with the Ear ---"I can't live without you" *Holding on tight ---"Don't let go" *Looking into each other's Eyes ---"Don't leave me" *Playing with Hair on Head ---"Tell me you love me" *Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go" *Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completely Comfortable with you" --Advice-- *Dont ask for a kiss, take one. *If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. --Requirements-- *Post this again after reading!! Or you will have a bad year of Relation

Killer Whale Attacks Trainer
A killer whale at the Sea World theme park grabbed a trainer by the foot and held him underwater during a show Wednesday.The trainer escaped and was in good condition later, park officials said.Kasatka, a 30-year-old killer whale who is a veteran of many performances, grabbed the trainer and pulled him underwater, said Mike Scarpuzzi, head trainer at Sea World "She has not done this particular unwanted behavior to this extent," Scarpuzzi said. My Take: Ok now that I have done about 3 hours of straight laughing allow me to throw my thoughts out there. SHES A KILLER WHALE!!! What the hell did you expect??? It's not a Cuddly Loveable Whale its a freaking KILLER WHALE. I'm going to let you in on a little secret Mr Scarpuzzi...there is a reason they call them Killer Whales. Somehow I dont think Shamu's cousin is all about shaking hands or talking the problem out get my drift? My guess is that if something that big gets pissed off you arent going to want to be within 500 miles of it. Thi

To All My Family And Friends
JARED TWISTED NATAS. IS GOING TO START SOME SHIT WITH ME. HE HAS THREATENED TO TALK TO ALL OF YOU AND SINCE I HAVE HIM BLOCKED I DONT KNOW WHAT HE IS GOING TO DO OR SAY.. HE IS JUST MAD BECAUSE I WANT CHANGE MY NAME. SO PLEASE DISREGUARD ANYTHIN HE HAS TO SAY

Slight Improvement And A Question...
Okay, now I have four fans - I guess that's getting a little better...lol. I'm just sitting here taking a break from work. I have to be careful though because as you all know a little break on CT can lead to a couple of hours of this. I have yet to receive any comments on my blogs yet though; so I am assuming that all my complaining is a bit boring...lol. So here is a question to you all - what is the most disgusting thing that you have ever seen in person? My answer to that one is that I once saw a marathon runner take a dump on herself and keep going. Ugh. Talk soon. BLAZE

There's A Wrong Way And A Right Way...
Two married buddies are out drinking one night, when one turns to the other and says, "You know, I don't know what else to do." Whenever I go home after we've been out drinking, I turn the headlights off before I get to the driveway. I shut off the engine and coast into the garage. Take my shoes off before I go into the house, I sneak up the stairs, get undressed in the bathroom, stick my foot in the toilet and pee down my leg to prevent splashing sounds. I ease into bed and my wife STILL Wakes Up, and Yells at me for staying out so late! His buddy looks at him and says "Well, you're obviously taking the wrong approach. I screech into the driveway, slam the door, storm up the steps, pee hard into the toilet water, then use the full flush, throw my shoes in the closet, undress in the bedroom, then jump into bed, slap her on the ass and say, WHO'S HORNY?!? and she acts like she's sound asleep."

For My Kids
I FOUND THIS SONG AND IT REMINDED ME OF MY DAUGHTERS..THEY WERE MY STRENGTH WHEN I DIDN'T THINK THAT I WOULD BE ABLE TO GO ON WHEN I LOST MY HUSBAND..THEY HAVE BEEN HERE WHENEVER I NEEDED THEM..THIS IS ALSO FOR MY STEP CHILDREN.. THEY WERE ALL MY ROCK WHEN THE DECISIONS THAT HAD TO BE MADE..I LOVE THEM ALL FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART AND ALWAYS WILL.. I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED IF NOT FOR THEM..ALONG WITH MY BESTFRIENDS BILLY AND LAURA..MAY ANGELS BE WATCHING OVER ALL OF THEM WHEN I CAN'T ANYMORE..THIS IS FOR MISTY,STELLA(MY DAUGHTERS)HOLLY,SHANNA,CHARLOTTE,DAWN,AND AMANDA(MY STEP DAUGHTERS).. LOVE ALWAYS MOM /commentroad.com">commentroad.com Courtesy of MsTags.com In My Daughter's EyesBy Martina McBrideBestAudioCodes.com

#18 Of The 88
I was just sitting here, reading through the 88 precepts, when one in particular caught my attention. You see, I am on a quest to learn as much as possible. I believe that information is a powerful weapon, and in our struggle to fulfill the 14 words, we need every weapon we can get. So I've made it my goal to become as well-informed as I possibly can. Part of my search for new knowledge has been a commitment I made to myself to read the 88 precepts every day, to absorb them and the truths they hold. But for some reason, today, #18 stood out. It reads: 18. There exists no such thing as rights or privileges under the Laws of Nature. The deer being stalked by a hungry lion has no right to life. However, he may purchase life by obedience to nature- ordained instincts for vigilance and flight. Similarly, men have no rights to life, liberty or happiness. These circumstances may be purchased by oneself, by one's family, by one's tribe or by one's ancestors, but they are nonetheless purc

Scenes From My Backyard This Morning...
I'm not too fond of winter storms, and here's why. The first pic is of the tree that conveniently cut my power briefly last night while I was relaxing in the bath. The second one is of my power line resting neatly on my phone line. I still have power, but for how long? I don't want my dogs to get zapped when they go to take a piss.

My Two Cents For The Day!
I still dont get it, guess I never will. I still have no intentions on reloading my page. I did stop by the fool's page last night to see what wonderful greeting he had that shouldnt be allowed this time (guess he's an exception to the no offensive stuff rule) and was very happy to see that his being bothered by people who were on my side was showing and thats just awesome! I also read a very interesting bulletin last night about a white girl being attacked by a black girl and how she was blocked when she went to fight back. I think if people dont want to receive that negative attention on their beliefs shouldnt be broadcasting it anyways. Besides that, when you have those beliefs there wont be many who agree with you anyways regardless of where you come from! Everyone has the right to be proud of who they are and to have the "marry into your own" belief, I however dont! I encourage racial mixing, look at my kids and I! Oh wait....you's cant lol Well I shouldnt say encourage it

Daddy's Empty Chair
DADDY'S EMPTY CHAIR A man's daughter had asked the local minister to come and pray with her father. When the minister arrived, he found the man lying in bed with his head propped up on two pillows. An empty chair sat beside his bed. The minister assumed that the old fellow had been informed of his visit. "I guess you were expecting me, he said. "No, who are you?" said the father. The minister told him his name and then remarked, "I saw the empty chair and I figured you knew I was going to show up." "Oh yeah, the chair," said the bedridden man. "Would you mind closing the door?" Puzzled, the minister shut the door. "I have never told anyone this, not even my daughter," said the man. "But all of my life I have never known how to pray. At church I used to hear the pastor talk about prayer, but it went right over my head." "I abandoned any attempt at prayer," the old man continued, "until one day four years ago, my best friend said to me, "Johnny, prayer is just

I Got Sober, Now Its Over, And Its Back To Drinking Again.
Jesus has my heart, and whiskeys got my liver. I float through life like a raft on a river. I know whats right and I know whats wrong. I know how to quit but now its been too long. Just the other day I was thinking to myself: "at least I still think to myself". Everything works except me of course, but I've still got some of my health. I grit my teeth and I wish that I could stand up and ram my fist right through this wall that keeps on keeping me in. I got sober, but now thats over, cause I'm back to drinking again. You see the time before I quit, I quit quitting the very next day. So many times I've lost count, I guess it just works that way. I forgot how it feels to feel good in the morning, well the mornings worth going to bed. Id roll out of the rack, a monkey on my back, I'd need a drink to ease my head. I'm not saying its the right way, hell its really no way at all. But it seems I'm never gonna get to tired of feeling 10 feet tall. So you may want to watch what your doing,

From Erin, Jessiah's Wife
From: Pray Jessiah Comes Home Date: Dec 1 2006 12:50 PM Thank you everyone for your support. Unfortunately the mystery of Jessiah's disappearance still exists. Thank you to everyone that came to the candle light vigil in Clarksville, it was nice to meet you all. Thank you to everyone who lit a candle around the country and around the world. It means a lot. Your support has been wonderful and helped me through this time. Thank you for your prayers. There will be more updates as I hopefully find out more information. Thank you again for your support, prayers, and help you have given me and my family.

Sand Tarts
Sand Tarts Sand tarts are delicate, and though they take a bit of time and patience, are delightfully tasty and elegant party treats. Ingredients: 1 cup butter, softened 1/4 cup,plus 1 tablespoon powdered sugar 1 1/2 teaspoons vanilla extract 2 1/2 cups four 1 cup chopped pecans ( make the pieces pretty small) Additional powdered sugar Directions: Cream the butter and the sugar together until light and fluffy. Stir in the vanilla, flour, and chopped nuts. Mix until just combined. Shape the dough into balls and place 2 inches apart on the cookie sheet. Bake at 350* for about 10 minutes, or, until the bottoms are beginning to get LIGHT brown. Do NOT overcook! Remove from the cookie sheet and IMMEDIATELY roll into the powdered sugar, and then onto a fancy platter to cool.

Why Couples Dont Have Sex..
Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurry up a

The Many Reasons To Date Me..lmfao
This has been borrowed from a friend of mine, though he is a male and i have changed my reponses, I am sure you will find it quite humorous.. The many reasons to date the mistress... 1. I can change your tire if we get a flat, and wont make YOU do it just because you are a man. And i could probably do other minorthings to my or your vehicle.. but i charge for that stuff..lol 2. I dont care where you take me out to dinner, as long as you feed me. And i wont order a side salad, i hate rabit food. 3. Red heads always have the most fun. 4. I could make a nice counter part to your arm. 5. I love potty humor, so dont be afraid to offend me. 6. I dress is style, so I just might make you look good. 7. I would take the time everyday to tell you how wonderful you are, .... and mean it. 8. I wouldnt be upset with you if you come home late, or dont call. I will just want to know why and move on. 9. I am a kid at heart, and would always keep you on your toes taking

My Life
Hi! I am a single mother of two daughters 11 and 14! I am in enrolled in college online to earn my associates degree in business. I thought I had met "the one" but it turns out he was just like the rest a user and a liar...so here I sit again waiting for my "Prince Charming". I am moving back up to our states capitol to be near my friends as the last few years near my family have proved to be truly a nightmare! I want to at least be near the people who treat me with respect and are true to me and do not lie. The girls and I love to camp, hike, swim, ride bikes, pretty much anything that involves the outdoors. We also love movies! We have our family night where we get together eat pizza and watch movies! LOVE IT!!!

2 Guys... One Girl!
Ok, so what do you do if you are torn between two people? I have an older friend and a newer friend... I love both guys with everything that I have but each one I love for different reasons. I mean like the older one lives an hour away and it's hard for us to see eachother, and the newer oneI see every Sunday or Monday. And the newer guy, we've had our relationship end because he and I are both stubborn and hard headed but we both have strong feeling for eachother and the older one we were ripped apart because he moved and after 2 years of looking for eachother we have finally found eachother... so if anyone has any advice... I would greatly appreciate any advise.

Dysfunctional Section At The Hallmark Store
1. I always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love. And now that you've come into my life... (Inside card) - I've changed my mind. 2. I must admit, you brought religion into my life... (Inside card) - I never believed in Hell until I met you. 3. As the days go by, I think how lucky I am.... (Inside card) - That you're not here to ruin it for me. 4. Congratulations on your promotion. Before you go.... (Inside card) - Will you take the knife from my back? You'll probably need it again. 5. Someday I hope to marry... (Inside card) - Someone other than you. 6. Happy Birthday! You look great for your age.... (Inside card) - Almost lifelike! 7. When we were together, you said you'd die for me... (Inside card) - Now we've broken up, I think it's time to keep your promise. 8. We've been friends for a very long time... (Inside card) - What do you say we stop? 9. I'm so miserable without you... (Inside card) - It's almost like you're still here. 1

Good News Folks
Mel the guy who I went to see on Tuesday is going to help me with the posters and stuff. Hes put the feelers out to a couple of printers and is going to get me a good deal and also arrange a way of getting me the money to print the posters out and get them out. I spoke to him today and he has other ideas up his sleeve which fit in with what I want to do as well. I am really chuffed.

God Is Watching
This will give you, chills I was walking around in a store. I saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. "No, S

I Feel Like An Idiot
I met this girl a year-and-a-half ago and even though we never dated we talked about it, albeit not often, but she told me she would definatly consider dating me. heres why i feel like such an idiot. I found out 20 minutes ago, she's married. I don't think she should feel obligated to tell me that (by the way, she got married before we met), but I really dont know what to do. I would post a mumm about it to see what people think i should do but i exceeded my mumm entries for the day. so now im going to blog asking for peoples opinions and then i can mumm it. so should I remain friends with the bitch or should I try (emphasis on try!) to move on?

Hoorah For Those Men And Women
Love Those Men And Women You stay up for 16 hours. He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tag. You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow. You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaura

Confused
i'm confused, how do you know if some one is your soul mate? and how is it possible to love one man that you have nothing in comman with and then scared to leave him because you dont know whats out there an dyou dont know if its gonna be worse or better then what you got. How do you just let go? ecspecially when you feel guilty for leaveing him even if you know shit aint right between yall. How do you deal with crying yourslef to sleep each night with all this shit racking your brain and having to make up a storie so he doesnt find out and he dont worrie about you. How do you let go of someone you have been wit for a year and a 1/2 knowing hes a good man and you dont wanna let that go cuz you dont know about the next man.How do you get yourself to just move on?

Scientists Have Gone Stupid.
Scientists in my home state of Wisconsin, have made a new discovery, although not conclusive yet. They have discovered that fast food, in rats, is like drugs. Therefore, people eating this food, are victims of addiction instead of just not ordering the super sized meal 4 times a day. So basically, fat people can't help bein fat, it's not thier fault. Oh wait, I don't eat fast food and I am overwieght........Hmmmmmm, could it be other fucking reasons? Maybe it is not addiction after all. Just maybe I need some goddamn excersize! I'm done.

Privacy Statement & Our Chaplains
Privacy Statement & Our Chaplains Privacy Total loyalty is to the individual, no matter who pays for the services, and for free services. We will not divulge anything to others that has not been agreed upon by the individual. Chaplaincy and other similar services can be very personal and private experiences, and must remain so to be effective. We protect and honor the total confidentiality and privacy of our services. Confidentiality is maintained between the individual and our Chaplain team. Information regarding discussions will not be released unless by written permission of client, by court order, or in certain instances, to protect the health or safety of the individual or other persons in accordance with city, county, state and national law.

"love"
"love" your smell.... the warmth of your touch the glow of your smile.. your eyes light up my day i wanna hugg and kiss you i don't wanna miss you i wanna feel you can i be next to you will you let me be me can we just be free to do what we please when i see you here i just wanna be near closer to you alive your eyes meeting mine your hands touching my skin our bodies molding together as one when i fall i fall hard beautiful you and all the things you do i know this love is true i feel it in my heart from the start this beautiful art that we create a painting a wonderful poem a song to be sung for generations to come forever and ever please dont go away and believe everything i say these feelings are true i wouldn't lie to you i cherrish you i worship you real and true pure love XoXo Jo$hua

Support Please
WELL I HAVE BEEN DEPRESSED FOR A WHILE FOR THE FACT THAT THE DATE OF MY SONS DEATH IS COMING UP BUT I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO GET OVER IT AND DALLIN THINKS THAT I NEED TO BE STRONG AND NOT GET EMOTIONAL ABOUT IT BUT I THINK ITS CAUSE HE IS A GUY AND MOST GUYS DONT SHOW EMOTION AT ALL BUT I REALLY NEED SOME SUPPORT PLEASE....

Regenerate
If i told you what i had to do to make me feel as if i cherish you would you let me fall into your arms would you gracefully accept my scars? can you care enough to ask me why if you saw the tears that i have cried? did you wonder if I thought of you? Looking out to the sun I will reach out for you.. and these things i wish i said to you but i found out that its too late moving forward now I'll regenerate

Tell Her You Love Her Without Abuse...
THIS ONE IS FOR ALL MY LADIES...WHO HAS BEEN ABUSED...PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY...AND IM SPEAKING THIS SO THAT GUYS COULD UNDERSTAND...FELLAZ...99.7% OF MEN HAVE ABUSED THEIR LOVE PARTNER....BOTH PHYSC. AND MENTA.....EATHER YOU CHEATED ON HER AND FUCKED AROUND ALOT....OR YOU RAISED YOU HAND UPON HER AND STRIKED HER AS IF YOU WERE GOD....BUT YOUR NOT...WHY SHOULD WE CALL MEN WHO ABUSE WOMEN A MAN?? WHEN REALLY HE IS JUST A BIG WANNA BE..LIKE I KNOW IM NO ANGEL AND WHAT NOT AND YES I HAVE PLAYED MY ROLE IN CHEATING AND FUCKING AROUND WITCH IS A MENTAL ABUSE TO WOMEN BUT I OVER CAME THAT BECOUSE THE ROLE HAD CHANGED AND NOW IT WAS MY TURN TO GET HURT...YES I WAS DEPLY IN LOVE BEFORE AND WOULD OF DIED FOR THE PERSON..BUT!!...COME TO FIND OUT SHE WAS CHEATING ON ME WITH NOT ONLY ONE GUY..BUT MORE...SO YEAH...NOW I KNOW WHAT YOU LADIES ARE GOING THRU...SO GUYS..NEXT TIME YOU CHEAT OR RAISE YOUR HAND TO A WOMEN..JUST THINK ABOUT IT....WHAT IF THAT WAS YOUR DOUGHTER??..WHAT IF THAT WAS YOUR MOTH

All Alone
For many years she attempted to be the best she could be But for whatever reason she failed bitterly Few things had gone well more bad than good Her life had never been as she hoped it would So she just gave up preferring to be alone With no expectations no more failure would be known Her animals her companions no need for anything more They alone will protect her just like before Free as the wind but nowhere to go Her solitary existance is all she'll ever know

Saga Of The Web-mantic Iii
Saga of the Web-mantic III A Confessions Supplement Re: Tainted Lover In the midst of a relatively quiet Summer-Madness, I find reason to pick up a pen and weave the tale of a wayward soul a man who struggles against his own inner demons, for the sake of the better good. I ask you reader, what is one man’s struggle in a world that lacks compassion. I’ll tell you, futile. Still, I travel on in search of that perfect romance. So far this search has yielded nothing. So, I swear my path was cursed by Eve. Mayhaps she has a personal vendetta against me. I stand ready for her. I was knighted just for this cause. Eve seems to be compassion’s greatest enemy. Ngozi Adanna? Lost among these pages. I tell you its grim out and about in this fray we call dating. A weekend excursion back home had me sorting emotion about Nikki Lake. I came to the knowledge that this could not ever happen; due to etiquette (Nikki and Charity were friends,). Mrs. Right is probably my friend. Remember K

Raeman
the bandit that steals the sparkle in the sky he will finazzle and debazzled you and make the day pass by He's the Raeman drummin that cherry beat Pimpin' daddy, tho he hates that:) looking suave in the street.. To the man with the magic of glitter To the man who puts the twinkle in my eye Buried at PhotoCasket.com to the bandit with a crush on a poet who lies xoxoxoxo Wicked Dollface

Decoding Dictionaries
DICTIONARY FOR DECODING PERSONAL ADS: 40-ish................................49. Adventurous.......................Slept with everyone. Athletic...............................No breasts. Average looking.................Moooo. Beautiful..............................Pathological liar. Emotionally Secure................On medication. Feminist................................Fat. Free spirit...........................Junkie. Friendship first...................Former slut. New-Age............................Body hair in the wrong places. Old-fashioned.......................No BJs. Open-minded.......................Desperate. Outgoing............................Loud and Embarrassing. Professional..........................Bitch. Voluptuous...................... ...Very Fat. Large frame........................Hugely Fat. Wants Soul mate..................Stalker. DICTIONARY FOR DECODING WOMEN'S ENGLISH: 1. Yes = No 2. No = Yes 3. Maybe = No 4. We need = I want

To Those Keeping Up With My Writieng.
Alright guy's I still haven't decided upon a name for now we have decided to call it the Lasher I mad e a description of what it looks like though. Lasher Description. A being of paled bleach bone skin and deep empty eye's dark as a moonless night. No nose nor mouth at upon it's face slit's along it's neck of utter darkness which allow it to speak in it's haunting, beautiful, and chilling voice. Sharp arrow pointed ears sit near the top of it's head making them look much like horn. Slim and slender body type looking slightly more girlish then boyish. Small mounds of fleash rest on it's chest in the shape of breasts but they are in fact two black lipped mouths filled with sharpend teeth. Tyndrals of white barbed tnetacles run down the back of Lasher's head looking much like hair. Long slender finger's with razor like talons at the end of each one. Very figuer eightish frame.

Rofpmsl...anyone Want A Good Laugh
COPY THIS LINK AND PASTE IN NEW WINDOW.....TIME TO WATCH WHO U GIVE U'R # TOO....THIS IS SOME SERIOUSE SHIT IF U ASK ME.... COPY AND PASTE THIS IN NEW WINDOW. http://phonetrace.org/

Some Much For Everything?
Ah.... there are times I'm mad I stopped drinking.... Well, I didn't completely necessary stop all.... Just Whiskey drinking and all the hard stuff. Some of you might know what happen as to why I stopped... But sure I still have beer and such... but even that I stopped doing a whole lot of... Like wine a glass maybe for a social occasion or something now.... I guess my vices since I quit smoking besides girls..... is cigars. I don't know.... I sure could use a glass of Johnnie Walker right now. I mean to the top! of the glass. Due to reasons.... But oh well... Hope you all have a great month! Xmas is right around the corner. So I hope you all have a great holiday be safe.... Enjoy your time.... Let the people you love or like and care about them.... let them know you do. So well, that's been a minute and I've be me. Signed me.... Jim...

Growth.
Question: You realize that if you do something stupid and hurt someone, then call to apologize, but keep doing the stupid thing over and over, your apology is basically NULL AND VOID? Am I making any sense? I will have trouble trusting anyone romantically in the future. Sounds bad, right? I’ll become a bitter twisted picture of anger and sadness that people will use to feel better about their own lives. I’ll die alone in my apartment, eaten by an Alsatian. MY OVARIES WILL BE WASTED. But no! It just means that someone amazing will have to earn my trust as no one has had to before. If they can do it, then they deserve to be with me. If they can’t, too bad. I don’t want to waste my time on someone who can’t meet my challenge. P.S. Swashbuckling is such a sexy word. ♥

Passion Storm
She lay back into the chair as she could hear the door opening and closing behind her. His soft foot prints push against the floorboards making them groan slightly The atmosphere in the room was dark and mysterious. The wind howled outside and from an open window flew a breeze chilling her. Or was it the person coming up behind her, she felt unusual. Was it the cold of the breeze, invisibly penetrating the fabric of her cloths, or was it the mans intentions towards her as she felt his attraction like a thundering train slowly moving towards her. She shuddered slightly as his hands rested on her shoulders and his fingertips brushed slightly against the side of her neck. His large mass began to move slowly behind her as he lowered himself and crouched down behind her. as she sat on the chair facing away from him out of the window. The wind was howling outside and a clap of thunder illuminated the sky for one loud moment and all was quiet once more, save for the howling wind She

Opened
I opened up all the pictures that I have to friends, so that they can all see them, comment on them and rate them (please!) I would like to know what they think, and if there are any picture requests...I would probably fulfill them. oh, and just thinking about my friends looking at me naked makes me hard as a rock, and ready to go...wanna help me out with that?

30 Lies About Porn Movies
30 Things Porn Producers want you to think 30 Things Porno Producers would have us Believe... 1. Women always wear high heels to bed. 2. Men are never impotent. 3. When going down on a woman 10 secs is more than satisfactory. 4. If a woman gets busted masturbating by a strange man, she will not scream with embarrassment, but rather insist he have sex with her. 5. Women smile appreciatively when men splat them in the face with sperm. 6. Women enjoy having sex with ugly, middle-aged men. 7. Women moan uncontrollably when giving a blowjob. 8. Women always orgasm when men do. 9. A blowjob will always get a women off a speeding fine. 10. All women are noisy fucks. 11. People in the 70's couldn't fuck unless there was a wild guitar solo in the background. 12. Those tits are real. 13. A common and enjoyable sexual practice for a man is to take his half-erect penis and slap it repeatedly on a woman's butt. 14. Men always groan "OH YEAH!" when they

What Said?
I don’t know if I can say it Does not matter anyways They’re just words Things people use for play I just need to show you Let you feel it each day So you have no doubts And everything is clear If I said it I would mean it But it seems like something You don't wish to hear I could tell you in an instant Or wait a thousand years What’s the difference Since you know it And I know It’s what you fear If I do ever say it It will be just loud enough So you don’t hear

The Facts Of Life.
The following is a list of facts and good points. 1)Decent men are available. 2)Decent women are available. 3)Some men want more than sex. 4)Some women only want sex. 5)He just isn't that into you. 6)You're not God's gift to women. 7)People do not lack strength; they lack will 8)Borrowing trouble from the future does not deplete the supply. 9)To find fault is easy; to do better may be difficult. 10)No one agrees with the opinions of others. He merely agrees with his own opinions expressed by somebody else. 11)Most folks cannot be bothered to correct their spelling. 12)Be sure of this: you are dreadfully like other people. 13)May I remember that mankind got along very well before my birth and in all probability will get along very well after my death. 14)A small leak will sink a great ship. 15)You are responsible for the person you are. 16)There would not be so many open mouths if there were not so many open ears. 17)Your friends probably wouldn't be your friends if t

Trivia
--- INTERESTING TRIVIA: In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was Allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we Have "the rule of thumb". ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF enteredinto the English language. ------------------------------------------- The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred And Wilma Flintstone. ------------------------------------------- Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S. Treasury. ------------------------------------------- Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. ------------< wbr>------------------------ Coca-Cola was originally green. ------------------------------------------- It is impossible to lick your elbow. ----------

Sorry I Have Not Been Online Much
To all my friends, family and fans: I am sorry I have not been online here much I have been taking care of my baby who has been sick since November 24, 2006. I had to rush her to the Emergency Room on Saturday evening because she was gasping for air and threw up. The hospital told me she has a very serious stomach virus and they did not know for sure if it was the rotovirus. We thought that she was getting better by Wednesday evening, but Thursday morning she started throwing up again. She has not been eating and barely been drinking liquids. As of Friday, December 1, 2006, she has been drinking alot of liquids, but still refuses to eat anything. She has been sleeping alot today. Thank you for all the love and support everyone has left for me and my family. I appreciate everyone on here. Much love to everyone! I hope to be online more.

*grrr! @these Muthafukas!*
i am 35 and i 2work in an auto shop with a bunch of guys whose avg age is 20-25. i usually am easy-goin n roll with their punches but sometimes their playful prodding crosses the line 2 downright disrespectful. i cant tell u just how @#$%^&* tired i am of hearing SHUT THE F**K UP evertime I open my mouth, whether it be 2ask a question or give some1 info. & i am SO sick 2DEATH of bein called BITCH as if they were callin me by name. rarely do i ever get addressed by my proper name. like i said, i try roll with the punches and laugh it all off but 2day, somethin inside snapped & the tears were uncontrollable. now er1 wants 2scoff @ me 4bein a CRYBABY. WTF?!?!?!? CRYBABY?!?!?!? where the HELL is the respect i'm due @VERY least 4bein a woman, let alone a woman 10-15yrs older than any of em. ENUFF IS ENUFF!!! no more tears... next time some1 steps outta line wit me, I'M BEATIN HIS ASS!!!! ok.. i think iv pulled myself back 2gether. thanks 4 "listenin"

For My Friends
I HAVE BEEN MAKING GIFTS IN THE FORM OF TAGS FOR MY FRIENDS SOME OF YOU I DONT KNOW VERY WELL SO I AHVE NO CLUE WHAT YA LIKE AND DONT LIKE IF YOU WOULD JUST LEAVE A COMMENT HERE WITH WHAT KIND OF GRAPHICS YA LIKE AND WHAT COLORS YA LIKE ILL BE ABLE TO BETTER MAKE YA ALL GIFTS THANKS ALL HUGS PAM

And Then, I Went To Sleep
It was just another late night phone call. Or at least, that was how it presented itself. It turned out to be anything but ordinary. I decided to answer because I had just spoken to this friend the other day, and I wanted to see how things had been going for her. Not too well at all I was soon to find out. She was talking so fast and breathing hard so I really had to listen to hear what she was trying to tell me. I had heard the family stuff a few times before, so what I do then is try and decipher exactly what is bothering her, while still understanding that life in some homes is simply awful. I think it is best to let them start to get the words out, wait for an opening, then say something nice. You have to get them calmed down so we can try to get to the logic of why they feel this way, and what can be done. I did not get to wait on this call. The word suicide came out after a few minutes, she was every bit as upset as when I first answered, and now I was in a totally different ball

He's Home!
My dog is home now! Someone turned him in to an animal grooming place for safe keeping. Our phone number and address are on his tags I don't know why they had to be difficult about it. We are all happy he is home. I just wish I knew how to get him to stay home!!!

Great News Again!!!
Well friend i got the call today and Dec 15th 2006 my sweet baby girls are coming home to me..That is their first day home for good..I cant waite to have them in my arms agin.Ty for all the support u all have gave me...it sure ment alot...Please keep in touch with me

Ethics Of Hacking
------------------------------- | The Ethics of Hacking | ------------------------------- written by Dissident I went up to a college this summer to look around, see if it was where I wanted to go and whatnot. The guide asked me about my interests, and when I said computers, he started asking me about what systems I had, etc. And when all that was done, the first thing he asked me was "Are you a hacker?" Well, that question has been bugging me ever since. Just what exactly is a hacker? A REAL hacker? For those who don't know better, the news media (and even comic strips) have blown it way out of proportion... A hacker, by wrong-definition, can be anything from a computer-user to someone who destroys everything they can get their evil terminals into. And the idiotic schmucks of the world who get a Commodore Vic-20 and a 300 baud modem (heh, and a tape drive!) for Christmas haven't helped hackers' reputations a damn bit. They somehow get access to a really cool system and find s

Mac And Matt Collabtastic.
(Compton Ass Matt) Cook you like some meth, and leave you shaking like a tweeker, from this bubonic shit coming out your speakers, Mac said it best: we keep it nasty and vile, bless a pregnant bitch, watch her give birth to a dead child. Think anything is sacred? Fool, my bonus is profane, +20 to my skill to burn you up like propane, but this ain't King of the Hill, more like the King of the Kill, And you know We'd do it, just for the thrill. If knowledge is power, bitch I'm Greyskull, Slit the throat of the system, to protect our faithful. Now gimmie a blunt wrap so MJ can roll this tray full, And I have to end now cause my pentameter's gettin' too playful. We may pull Cause we ragefull Put you face down On the table See we made you We can break you Flip your flow steal your soul And shake you And your shook crew Every crook knew Hold it down Or this street will hook you But we look through And we don't like you For each one of us you pop He

17 Signs You Love Someone! Lol
i changed it! lol SEVENTEEN: You look at their profile/picture constantly. SIXTEEN: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. FIFTEEN: You read their texts or IMs over and over again. FOURTEEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. THIRTEEN: You feel shy whenever you're/they're around. ELEVEN: When you think about them, your heart beats fast and slower at the same time. TEN: You smile when you hear their voice or hear about them. NINE: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, all you see is him/her. EIGHT: You start listening to slow songs, while thinking of them. SEVEN: They're all you think about. SIX: You love their hugs more than anything. FIVE: You realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about him/her. FOUR: You would do anything for them, or anything to see them. THREE: While reading this

Rate
Hey everyone!...So im in a semi good mood semi bad mood...So i guess thats better than a 100% bad mood!..Anyways im really bored and i need something to do...So Why not rate each others pics?..Sounds GREAT to me :D.. So yeah...If any of you nice wonderful people decide to do that leave me a user comment so i know its you and i can return the favor!!...Thanks Lovlies x0x0x -Ash

Facts About Sex, You Know You Wanna Read
facts about sex. you know wanna know Men: 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer the term "feminine", 7% say they are "good loo

A Friends Promise
cute myspace layout *hug*hug*hug*hug*hug*hug* *hug*hug*hug*hug*hug*hug* *hug*hug*hug*hug*hug*hug* *hug*hug*hug*hug*hug*hug* *hug*hug*hug*hug*hug*hug* *hug*hug*hug*hug*hug*hug* *hug*hug*hug*hug*hug*hug* Your A friend..... And I hope you know thats true.... No matter what happens.... I wiill stand by you... Whenever you need me to lend a hand... To do a good deed... So call on me... Whenever you need me... I will always be there.... Even to to bitter end.... This is a promise to all my friends...

My Christmas Dinner
Just thought i'd tell you guys that in Australia we have cold christmas lunch & salads which for me is nice but just once i'd love a hot dinner. Its so hot here in Decemberas we just started summer. Anywayhope you all have a wonderful Christmas time with your family/ friends i nknow i will & please stay safe luv you guys bunches & too Tina, Aussie, Bee Lone wolf Patti PixieAngels- r - real luv you bunches but you know that. Anyway talk to you soon hugssss

Toons
OK...NOW I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THIS NSFW STUFF..I HAVE 3 TOONS(I THOUGHT WERE FUNNY..LOL) THAT HAS BEEN MARKED NFSW..FINE..BUT MY PROBLEM IS ONE CAN GO TO MSTAGS AND COPY A CODE WITH A GIRL SHOWING HER ASS..OR LITTLE STARS ON HER BOOBS AND THATS OK...OR POST A MAIN PHOTO WITH A PIC SAYING "FUCK YOU"..OR A ID LIKE"FUK ME"..AND THATS OK...HANG ON..I NEED TO GO LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND SEE IF I HAVE STUPID WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD...IM BACK...NO I DONT...SO HERES THE PICTURE IM GETTING...YOU POST COOTCHIE PICS ALL DAY LONG AND YOUR FINE..BUT POST A TOON WITH A CLOWN ABOUT READY TO STICK A CIG TO A BULLS HO HOS AND FORGET IT...LOL..MAKES NO SENSE TO ME

What Type Of Person Do I Attract
What type of person do I attract? SHOCKER! What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract geeks! Your stunning intellect and love of sci-fi and video games allures the geeks like nothing else. Maybe it is the sparkle in your eye that makes them want to text you, who knows. Geeks make good partners, but tend to be arguementative. If you are a TRUE geek magnet, you will know if that was spelled correctly, and actually care. If it is a bad-boy/bad-girl you are seeking, you are barking up the wrong tree, unless they are just 'bad' behind a PS2 console.You attract models! You attract Yuppies! You attract artsy people! You attract unstable people! You attract rednecks! What type of person do you attract?

Sending A Hug
Sending a HUG You are beautiful in everyway. Your smile makes me smile every single day. oh how i wish you would come and play. And me you want, I wish you would say. Today I woke up thinking of you. And went to sleep and knew it was true The love i have feels strong and new. And can't be replaced by anything i do. I can't deny these feelings anymore. I must tell you these words are pure. Your thoughts and actions i simply adore. And can't wait to get to know you even more. Thank you for comming into my life. You make me happy and i've seen the light. it's so white, and burns pure and bright. I look forward to talking to you every night. Im glad i found you in this space. I was lonely and lost in a very dark place. it was written with signs all over my face. You made me realize there is love in this human race so thank you for all the love... i cherrish you like the light from above... Beautiful like the feathers

Morning
Its saterday and hope u all have a great one.Hope u all get to do what u all want. I know alot of my friend do not read thes but ty to all that do.I'm glad we are friends. I hope u are all doing good.Are u all ready for Chrismas? I'm not but i'm going out today for a wile.Have fun shoping..For who ever wants to know my day went pretty good.I talked to my very good friend and he is fine. Love u all Hugs and kisses

What Is In My Stocking This Year....
Your Christmas Stocking Will Be Filled With Little Wrapped Presents You've made Santa a very happy fellow this year. Don't worry - what happens at the North Pole stays at the North Pole! What Will Be In Your Christmas Stocking?

New Preamble To The Constitution
Somebody said this was probably the best e-mail he'd seen in a long, long time. The following has been attributed to State Rep Mitchell Aye from GA. This guy should run for President one day... "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetter's. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything.

For All Of My Special Friends
YOU HAVE TRULY TOUCHED MY HEART TOUCH AND I'LL TOUCH YOUR WITH A GENTLE WORD OR TWO, FOR KINDNES BEARS THE SWEEETEST FRUIT THAT MAKES OUR DREAMS COME TRUE TOUCH MY LIFE WITH TENDERNESS AND FILL MY CUP WITH LOVE, SHARE MY DREAMS AS I SHARE YOUR BEYOND THE STARS ABOVE. TAKE MY HAND AS I GROW OLD AND LEAD ME WHEN I'M BLIND SHOW ME THAT YOUR REALLY CARE... GOOD FRIENDS ARE HARD TO FIND. TOUCH MY HEART AND I'LL TOUCH YOURS A LITTLE MORE EACH DAY AND THEN WE BOTH FIND HAPPINESS SOMEWHERE ALONG THE WAY

Close Call On Getting A Dwi
I came so damn close to get a DWI on sunday 11/26/06 that it really isn't funny. Well it kinda is now but still not damn funny. Luck was so on my side that day. Had a huge Golden Horseshoe above my head or and damn angel flapping its wings behind me. but anyways.... Me and a my friend Ivan decided to go to Burlington, vermont for the afternoon. We ended up going to Chili's restaurant for lunch. Bad mistake. Whenever we are there we get going crazy on drinking and don't care bout much else. I'm sure most ya have gone to a Chili's and had a Presidente Margarita. If not you better because they are damn good. Love tequilla ohhhh yea. Anyways. My friend had 2 Presidente Margaritas which when mixed and poured right you can get almost 7 margarita glass's from one of the shackers. So he had 2 of those. I had 2 long island iceteas, 1 presidente margarita shaker, and 2 michelob ultra beers. That was there. I also drank 4 Michelob lights on the way to burlington. We left there and went and pl

Article - Christianity
`curtsey` i found this in a friend's blog and thought it should be shared with my F/friend's as well, Pagan on Non-Pagan a like. Mistress Silver Wolf's lil girl *jamie* Found this on the Aquarian Tabernacle Church page and thought I would share.. as there is a lot of good points. For starters, I am not a Christian. I am and have been Pagan (Wiccan in particular) for several years now. So why am I writing this? Because I understand that believing Christians feel they have an obligation to share their religion with others (I was Christian once and participated actively in missionary work at that time). I have also observed over a number of years that believing Christians tend, however unintentionally, to ignore their own strengths, and to consistently put their worst face forward when dealing with those who do not share their faith. This is especially obvious when they are dealing with Wiccans, Druids, or other "pagan" religions. I have thus written this outline in the ho

Little Rant
ok just getting fed up with hunt for fakes. I don't really care if someone uses a pic which isn't them, they have a reason to hide. What i don't like and the real fakes, are the ones that pretend to be the person they have a picture of. If you want to use a pic that is not you, then just create a new personality or let yours shine through. Not everyone is brave enough to put their face here, and the way it looks, there is a little war going on between some of the women. When i first came here, there was a few women showing themselves in bikinis or underwear, now it seems that if women want to get the attention, they have to show some flesh. I have nothing against seeing a bit of flesh, but i have been on the net long enough to know where to find it without paying, and it does get a little boring seeing it all the time. That sort of ties in with my first point, let your personality shine through and then let the ones that matter see the real thing. I saw one bulletin and sor

Lupus
Lupus is an autoimmune disorder, in which antibodies mistakenly identify the body's tissues as foreign substances and attack them, causing inflammation and pain. The disease most often strikes women in their childbearing years: only 10 percent of people with Lupus are men. Lupus takes on two related but quite distinct forms: discoid lupus erythematosus (DLE) and systemic lupus erthematosus (SLE) this is the one I have. In DLE, the only symptom is a scaly red rash that spreads across the cheeks and the nose, and sometimes the forehead and scalp. The rash is butterfly shaped, but in a different era, the pattern reminded doctors of a wolf's face hence the name lupus, which means "wolf" in Latin. The red patches usually come and go in cycles, but sometimes they leave disfiguring scars. Scars thst occur on the scalp may prevent hair from growing in the area they cover. DLE can be distressing, but it does not pose a serious health threat. Since the rash is often triggered by exposure to sun

"be Here Now"
"BE HERE NOW" By Jo$hua She doesn't love me anymore be here now this place this time what once was love is now gone has became just a rhyme out the door moved on to another space some other guy with another name hope he loves her like i did and dreams about being with her forever but it's ok forever is in my dreams time heals all wounds in time we will meet again and just be friends untill then this is not the end so cherrish the moments you have together cause you never know if they will last forever jo$hua free player from mysplayer.com

"inspirations A Must!"
"Inspirations a must!" Just another day in the hood Things seem to be all good The potent smoke has got me in the mood to kick some rhymes and write to you and it aint that hard to find the time to kick back and smoke some kind as my vision goes blind to the world while they search and try to find a sign wishing and hoping for just a little more time But here we go again taking advantage of the words we send thinking that theyll always be our friends untill the end but a simple dividend could bring that friendship to an end now transcend to the next level don't let those dollar signs bring you trouble just smile and laugh at the devils and let them know they can't bust your bubble and watch your happiness double Inspiration is a must in the depths of temptation and mistrust it guides you through desire and lust in a land of unjust ashes to ashes dust to dust casualties a must and sometimes a plus but untill then this is not the end just some new b

Idiots And Me
what the hell is this crap. now i'm wondering if i have som sort of sign tattooed on my forhead, and if i do i want so fucking rolalties. and i'm sure some will read this and think i'm a freak. why yes i am and prob to be king of all freaks damnit. now this ranting is about idiots saying shit behind my back to hear themselves or see there own typing skills. hell i fit the seeing my typing skills but i know where my fucking delete and backspaace key is for christs sake. the main thing that is pissing me off here is i have a chick on my list, that i don't know who of, saying i'm with her to the chick i just might be with. i told you you'd call me a freak. there is nothing worse than being in the middle of shit you have no idea that's going on. there is only one and only one person that has my number for the same fucking reason, she knows who she is. for christs sake with all that the other ppl know on her i'm some 500 lb. hermy. still want to fight over me? i might even have the dick

Poem I Wrote For My Kids
I was not there when you were born or for all the birthdays you had. but for eight months I cared for you and you loved me like a dad. I made you breakfast every morning and waited with you for the bus and helped you with your homework, when you thought it was too tuff I read you bedtime stories and tucked you in each night. and waited till you went to bed before turning off the light. im not your biological father, but what really makes me sad. is now that im not with your mother, I am no longer ""!Dad written by Some1special2k

Work Sucked
So My co-manager has all this faith in me and I wish he didn't. He put totally unreal expectations on me tonight and I stayed almost 2 hours late and still couldn't get it done I finally gave up. I just hope he doesn't yell at me tomorrow.

What I Want For My Birthday:
what i want is all our soldiers, airmen, troops, navy men and women to come home for Christmas. and if you know someone in the military or a family in the military send them a Christmas card and maybe a phone card in it so they can send it to their military man or woman.

Friends List!!
I AM GOING THRU MY FRIENDS LIST AND DETEING SOME WHO i never hear from.. JUST TRYING TO KEEP MY LIST SMALLER SO I CAN KEEP IN TOUCH WITH THOES CLOSE FRIENDS ON HERE..ITS WAY TOO BIG OF A LIST AND I THINK SOME JUST ADD ME FOR POINTS OR TO SEE ALL MY PICS AND I DONT WANT THAT.. JUST WANT GOOD FRIENDS TO KEEP IN TOUCH.. NOW DONT WORRY .. A LOT OF YOU KEEP IN TOUCH SO WONT BE DELETING YOU.. BUT SURE HAVE TO DO SOMETHING.. SO JUST LETTING YOU ALL KLNOW.. DONT WANT TO HURT FEELINGS OR ANYTHING.. JUST NEED TO DO THIS.. HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND.. HUGSS LOVE GERI! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Who'd Da Thunk It???
I JUST FIGURED OUT WHAT A MUMM WAS AND I REALLY LIKED IT. COUPLE REASONS ONE YOU GET TO HEAR FROM PPL YOU NEVER HEAR FROM OTHERWISE. YOU GET SMARTASS ANSWERS AND SOME DUMB ONES AND YOA GET SOME NEW INFO YOU MIGHT NOT HAVE KNOWN! BUT WHAT I FOUND OUT TODAY!! I REACHED MY MUM LIMIT!! DIDN'T KNOW THERE WAS A MUM LIMIT!! OH WELL LIVE AND LEARN?? I THINK MY NEXT MUM WILL BE GOOD~~ AT LEAST IT WILL MAKE YOU THINK KISSES TO THE LADIES, ^5 TO THE GUYS DAN

Pls Read Now
=== 'FéLoN¥'S ™FunFukingFantastic*Lady' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-02 06:31:15'.. > > Create your own at MyNiceSpace.com > > Redneck womanAdd to My Profile | More Videos > > > > > I am starting a new contest called SEXIEST SOUTHERN GURL. You must be from the SOUTH to enter. First round will be on votes only..the second round will consist of the top 5 and will be for rates and comments. If you are from the South and want to show your

I Beilieve
I Believe I believe in miracles and dreams that will come true. I believe in tender moments and friendships through and through. I believe in stardust and moonbeams all aglow. I believe theres magic and more there than we know. I believe in reaching out and touching from the heart. I believe that if we touch a gift we can impart. I believe that if you cry your tears are not in vain. and when you're sad and lonely others know your pain. I believe that when we laugh a sparkle starts to shine and, I just know that spark will spread from more hearts than just mine. I believe that hidden in the quiet of the night there are magic moths and gypsies a fairy and a sprite. I believe that if you dance the dance of you heart, that greater happieness will find a brand new way to start. I believe the gifts you have are there to share and, when you give from the heart the whole world knows you care. I believe if you give even just one gift that gift will grow b

Christmas Cookie Recipe** With Jack Daniels..
Christmas Cookie Ingredients: 1 cup of water lemon juice 1 tsp baking soda 4 large eggs 1 cup of sugar 1 cup nuts 1 tsp salt 2 cups of dried fruit 1 cup of brown sugar 1 bottle Jack Daniel's Whiskey Sample the Jack Daniel's to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Jack Daniel's again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer...Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar...Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Jack Daniel's is still OK, try another cup ...just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit, Pick the frigging fruit off floor... Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the Jack Daniel's to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Who giveshz a sheet.

Daddy
Daddy You the one who gave me life,you whose hand thrust the kinife.Cant you see that with every fatal sip the tie that binds us slips.Perhaps the devestation hasn't sunk in,because still you continue to come home drunken.Daddy you don't seem to care.Deep down a secret pain i bare.But Daddy you don't see it's much to late you've failed to stop it before it sealed your fate. Written by Tonya Trosclair!

Tequila And Salt...
The text below was copied from Shannon Stewart's Blog This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So............If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the on

12-2-2006
Today is a dreary day that only those in the light will not see.But those of us that are in the shadows of everyday society are able to see. people pretent to be happy to hide true emotions of sadness,depression and others of the like.But me I tend to show what I feel or think but no one notices for they are too busy in there own world to see. But that is the deal in todays society no one ever takes time to see anything!

What You Need To Know About Your Zodiac Sign
AQUARIUS - Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship; it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on. They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs. Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying.They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this. AQUARIUS MALE IN BED He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and control him

A Microsoft Christmas
A Microsoft Christmas 'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house Not a creature was stirring, except Papa's mouse. The computer was humming, the icons were hopping, As Papa did last minute Internet shopping. The stockings were hung by the modem with care In hope that St. Nicholas would bring new software. The children were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of computer games danced in their heads. PageMaker for Billy, and Quicken for Dan, And Carmen Sandiego for Pamela Ann. The letters to Santa had been sent out by Mom, To santaclaus@toyshop.northpole.com - Which has now been re-routed to Washington State Because Santa's workshop has been bought by Bill Gates. All the elves and reindeer have had to skedaddle To flashy new quarters in suburban Seattle. After centuries of a life that was simple and spare, St. Nicholas is suddenly a new billionaire, With a shiny red Porsche in the place of his sleigh, And a house on Lake Washingto

I Care
I’m sending this to let you know I think of you each day, And pray for your recovery, Hoping soon you’ll be okay. You’re going through a lot right now; You’re treatments can be trying; Remember while you do them It’s your problem you’re defying. Hold on to your positive attitude, And when things get hard to bear, Know that I am here for you; Remember that I care. And when you’re well and flourishing, Look back and realize, You learned what you were made of; That’s a reward that satisfies! I believe in you; You can do it!

Uh Oh
My dearest darling Edward, Dec 25 What a wonderful surprise has just greeted me! That sweet partridge, in that lovely little pear-tree; what an enchanting, romantic, poetic present! Bless you, and thank you. Your deeply loving Emily. Beloved Edward, Dec 26 The two turtle-doves arrived this morning, and are cooing away in the pear-tree as I write. I'm so touched and grateful! With undying love, as always, Emily. My darling Edward, Dec 27 You do think of the most original presents! Who ever thought of sending anybody three French hens? Do they really come all the way from France? It's a pity we have no chicken coops, but I expect we'll find some. Anyway, thank you so much; they're lovely. Your devoted Emily. Dearest Edward, Dec 28 What a surprise! Four calling birds arrived this morning. They are very sweet, even if they do call rather loudly - they make telephoning almost impossible - but I expect they'll calm down when they get used to their new home

The Grinch For Playfulgod
HOW THE GRINCH STOLE CHRISTMAS by Dr. Suess Every Who Down in Who-ville Liked Christmas a lot... But the Grinch, Who lived just North of Who-ville, Did NOT! The Grinch hated Christmas! The whole Christmas season! Now, please don't ask why. No one quite knows the reason. It could be that his head wasn't screwed on quite right. It could be, perhaps, that his shoes were too tight. But I think that the most likely reason of all May have been that his heart was two sizes too small. But, Whatever the reason, His heart or his shoes, He stood there on Christmas Eve, hating the Whos, Staring down from his cave with a sour, Grinchy frown At the warm lighted windows below in their town. For he knew every Who down in Who-ville beneath Was busy now, hanging a mistleoe wreath. "And they're hanging their stockings!" he snarled with a sneer. "Tomorrow is Christmas! It's practically here!" Then he growled, wit

Medical School
First-year students at Med School were receiving their first anatomy class with a real dead human body. They all gathered around the surgery table with the body covered with a white sheet. The professor started the class by telling them, "In medicine, it is necessary to have 2 important qualities as a doctor. The first is that you not be disgusted by anything involving the human body." For an example, the Professor pulled back the sheet, stuck his finger in the butt of the corpse, withdrew it and stuck his finger in his mouth. "Go ahead and do the same thing," he told his students. The students freaked out, hesitated for several minutes, but eventually took turns sticking a finger in the butt of the dead body and sucking on it. When everyone had finished, the Professor looked at them and told them "The second most important quality! is observation. I stuck in my middle finger and sucked on my index finger. Now learn to pay attention."

Try This
Subject: How Smart Is Your Right Foot? This is so funny that it will boggle your mind, and you will keep trying it several times to see if you can outsmart your foot --but you can't! 1. While sitting at your desk, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles with it. 2. Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand. Your foot will change direction! Told you so -- and there's nothing you can do about it! :)

Acceptance
Saturday, December 2, 2006 Acceptance Don't let yourself get too caught up in what could have been, or would have been, or should have been. Look instead at the power and possibility of what is. The things you see as problems are realities that you have chosen to interpret in a certain way. Consider that you can view them from a more positive and empowering perspective any time you wish. Many of the burdens that weigh you down come from fighting against what has already happened. Gracefully accept what is, and experience the enormous sense of freedom that acceptance brings. There is real value that exists right now in this moment, in this situation, in this unique set of circumstances. Allow yourself to fully accept the reality of what is, and you compel yourself to uncover that value. Accept even what you cannot control, and you'll discover more power and effectiveness in those things you can control. Accept responsibility for the things that influence your life, and

For Women!
FUNERAL PROCESSION: DON'T SKIP THE PRAYER AT THE END...ITS PRICELESS! > A woman was leaving a convenience store with her morning coffee when she noticed a most unusual funeral procession approaching the nearby cemetery. A long black hearse was followed by a second long black hearse about 50 feet behind the first one. Behind the second hearse was a solitary woman walking a pit bull on a leash. Behind her, a short distance back, were about 200 women walking single file. The woman couldn't stand her curiosity. She respectfully approached the woman walking the dog and said, "I am so sorry for your loss,and I know now is a bad time to disturb you, but I've never seen a funeral like this.Whos funeral is it?" "My husband's." "What happened to him?" The woman replied, "My dog attacked and killed him." She inquired further, "Well, who is in the second hearse?" The woman answered, "My mother-in-law. She was trying to help my husband when the dog turned on her."A poignant and thoughtf

Picking A Wife
A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money. The first does a total make over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon gets her hair done, new make up and buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much. >The man was impressed. The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much. Again, the man is impressed. The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells

A Few Things That Bug Me...
Ok I haave a few things that are bugging me today..WHAT else is new! Ok #1 Guys!Men! When you leave me comments dont leave me naked women or men for that matter. I dont wanna see noones tittys or ass! You can certainly find something else..hell take a sec and type a comment. I dont leave sexy comments! Thats just not me. As I said I am here for friendship! And #2 When I add people I RATE them! PLEASE dont tell me to when you comment or message me. I know how this place works! I been here long enought to know enough to rate people. I dont beg for rates. I am just not a beggar! If you like me or think my profile rocks its up to you! And #3 NOONE GAVE ME ANY CANDEH!!! :(

Sometimes
This is so sweet . . S O M E T I M E S Sometimes... when you cry... no one sees your tears. Sometimes... when you are in pain... no one sees your hurt. Sometimes... when you are worried... no one sees your stress. Sometimes... when you are happy... no one sees your smile. - - - - - - - - - - But FART!! just ONE time... And everybody knows!! Gotcha!! You thought it was going to be one of those heart-touching stories!

Local.......all Those In Cold Locations Are Sooo Gonna Hate Me
I eventually plan to share the good and bad of roadlife with everyone over time. A way of giving you insight to the trial and tribulations of road life. I just came off of a 34 hr restart (required when you run out of hours) since I ran myself out of hours. Went from Ammarillo Tx to Sacramento Ca to Lorado Tx in 4.5 days. Needed the rest to say the least. Am currently waiting on a trailer to come over the Mexico Border with a produce load. Once it arrives I will be on my way to sunny Orlando Fl. The unfortunate thing is....load has to be in Orlando by 7am Monday morning. In order for me to do this it will require me to drive at night. (There goes my sleep pattern all to hell)I don't mind driving at night...it's just your sleep patterns get completely screwed up...not to mention I'll have to sit probably until Tue waiting on a load because I won't have any hours available to drive. ( You are allowed 11 hrs driving ...14 hours on duty then must take 10 hrs off...unless you take a spl

Rip Jessiah Jameson!!
A lot of you Already have heard the News. RIP JESSIAH JAMESON!! INSTEAD OF SENDING FLOWERS TO ERIN It has been requested that you visit this site: http://www.cafepress.com/jessiahjameson ALL the money that is made is donated to Erin and her son.May Jessiah rest in peace. May Erin and Jessiah Jr have peace in their hearts and strength to get thru this time in their lives. Please repost this and get the word out...There will be more shirts up in a little bit..But Please buy a t-shirt or even a button ANYTHING helps..

Gone But Not Forgotten
As Christmas approaches, I think more and more about my best fiend Tracy. She was a beautiful woman with a wonderful smile and a huge heart full of love. She was like a sister to me and we did everything together. She made me laugh, and our kids were even best friends. Tracy died from a heart attack last year leaving behind three lovely children and many others that loved and cared about her. I didn't get to say goodbye to my sister because of circumstances out of my control. I miss her so much. Sometimes I feel like part of me is no longer here any more. The sad thing is that we never really appreciate the special people in our lives until they're not there any more. If I could go back in time, I would tell Tracy just hho much I really love her and appreciate everything she was to me. Rest in peace my beloved sister. I hope you're having a good time up in heaven. I hope that you know that just because you're gone I will never forget you.

My Dream...
A touch on my shoulder, and I turn, confused. A woman stands there, sultry, a sexy smile on her plush lips. Long black hair tickles her pale cheeks as she sets her weight on one curved hip, allowing her slit dress to expose her bare leg. No panty lines, no tan lines. "What are you doing here?" I ask, suddenly scared. Hadn't I been alone in my roomb before? "I've come for you," she replies, her voice throaty and oh so very sexy. She reaches her hand up to cup my face, thumb rubbing against my lips. I sigh, tingles running down my body, centering on my breasts and lower regions. "Really?" I want to say it, but I can't get more than the "R" out before she leans forward, catching my lips in the most smoldering kiss I've ever had. Her tongue scrapes against mine as she runs her hands up and down my body, touching places and pinching others, making me gasp and moan as I rub up against her. She rips the clothes from my body, crushing my breasts in her squeezing hands before she sn

Would U?
Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind > Boy: No > > > Girl: Do you like me? > Boy: Not really > > > Girl: Do you want me? > Boy: No > > > Girl: Would you cry if I left? > Boy: No > > > Girl: Would you live for me? > Boy: No > > > Girl: Would you do anything for me? > Boy: No > > > Girl: Choose--me or ur life > Boy: my life > > The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says... > > The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. > > The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. > > The reason I don't want you is because I need you. > > The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left. > > The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. > > The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. > > The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.

Snowflakes--helping People
CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW TO HELP THE SALVATION ARMY, FOR EVERY SNOWFLAKE MADE THEY WILL DONATE ITS REALLY COOL AN WE ALL NEED TO GIVE A LITTLE BIT. IT WILL JUST TAKE A FEW MINS OF YOUR TIME AN NOT COST YOU ANY MONEY TO CUT OUT A SNOWFLAKE. REMEMBER JESUS IS THE REASON FOR THE SEASON,,, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE,. http://www.popularfront.com/snowdays/

Ever Want To...
write a blog about something that youve had on your mind for a really long time but when you finally sit down to do it you have no idea how to word it all? thats the predicament im in right now.. hrm hrm hrm. anyways, guess ill say welcome new friends .!! and....23 more days til Christmas.. which also means!!!!!! 23 MORE DAYS TIL MY BROTHER COMES HOME

Love Beening Here At Lost Cherry!!!!!!
this is about how much this cool * great site means to me ok let's start with how much with the commnets mean to me ? love them alot sending some love is the best in theworld love to rate photos alot & some gifts is worth alot to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this one means all to me love you all here at losr cherry's!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and cherrytap's are outstanding!!!!!!!! love you forver& ever!!!!!!!!!! hugs with all my love & heart's sending all a huge kiss Gingerxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Friends
FRIENDS ARE PEOPLE THAT DO NOT HURT U. FRIENDS ARE LOVE AND KIND. FRIENDS LOVE U FOR YOUSELF. FRIENDS IS SOMEONE THAT STANDS UP FOR U . FRIENDS LOVES WITH THERE HEART. FRIENDS WILL HELP U WHEN U ARE DOWM. FRIENDS ARE PEOPLE THT LAST FOREVER. FRIENDS NEVER JUDGE U. FRIENDS ARE PEOPLE U ALWAY LOVED. FRIENDS ARE THERE WHEN U NEED THEM. FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS IN YOUR HEART. FRIENDS ARE SOMEONE U NEVER FORGET. FRIENDS ARE LOVE. FRIENDS WE LOVE LOVE US BACK. I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS AND THERE ALWAYS IN MY HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To An Elegant And Charming Woman
If I wanted to seduce you, I could list a whole bunch of reasons that make me like you... I could say, for example, that I would adore accompanied by such an elegant, feminine and perfumed woman as you! If I was up to seducing you, I’d say that beyond those beautiful and fine clothing you wear over your seductive curves, there is another “accessory” you always wear that makes you even more lovely: your true smile, open and constant, proper to cheer up those elegant places you enjoy frequenting. All this charm of yours ended up really affecting my soul and my heart, and now, I don’t have any more doubts that I am really up to seducing you, because I got to the conclusion that it would be absolutely stupid of me not falling in love with such a marvelous woman like you. May I take you to my bedroom? With care,

Muah!
anyone wanna donate just like a few $$....i dont need much... it will deff get me to shut up... im just super poor rite now...i need like 20 to just get thru the week... i am happy that u guys are reading and rating my blog...im number 64 on the top blogs now...so thank you... but again any help would be great~!

Goodbye To Romance
Cookin Dinnah...Pork Chops/Au Gratin Taters/Steamed Broccoli and string beans This song popped in my head. I feel so lost!!! Goodbye To Romance OZZY Yesterday has been and gone Tommorow will I find the sun Or will it rain Everybody's having fun Except me, I'm the lonely one I live in shame I say goodbye to romance, yeah Goodbye to friends, I tell you Goodbye to all the past I guess that we'll meet We'll meet in the end I've been the king, I've been the clown Now broken wings can't hold me down I'm free again The jester with the broken crown It won't be me this time around To love in vain I say goodbye to romance, yeah Goodbye to friends, I tell you Goodbye to all the past I guess that we'll meet We'll meet in the end And I feel the time is right Although I know that you just might say to me What'cha gonna do What'cha gonna do But I have to take this chance goodbye To friends and to romance And to all of you And to all of you Come on now

Kinsmen Club Of Canada
AS YOU ALL KNOW I DO ALOT OF VOLUNTEER WORK. WELL FOR THE LAST YEAR I HAVE BEEN A MEMBER OF THE KINSMEN CLUB OF PRESTON. WHICH OUR CLUB DOES DO ALOT FOR THE COMMUNITY. BY GIVING MONEY TO DIFFERENT ORGANIZATIONS. WE GET THE MONEY BY DOING BINGOS AND RUNNING SERVICE PROJECTS LIKE CARNIVAL, BALL TOURNAMENTS AND OTHER PROJECTS. SO OVER THE YEARS WE HAVE GIVEN LOTS OF MONEY BACK TO THE COMMUNITY. HERE IS THE HISTORY OF HOW THE KINSMEN CAME INTO BEING IN CANADA Over the years Kin Canada has had an impressive array of members, from Prime Minister John Diefenbaker to Governor General Ray Hnatyshyn and more. Members can probably name several people who have used what they have learned in Kin to become community leaders. The dream of Founder Hal Rogers started with an idea that spread to an organization with members from coast to coast. Since 1920, literally hundreds of thousands of Canadians have been touched by the spirit of Kin when asked to join our great Association. This year will be no

The Kinsmen And Our Relationship With Cystic Fibrosis
The Kin-CCFF Partnership Kin and CF From a relationship that began on a barstool in 1963, a 40-year friendship has grown into a committed partnership. Over the years, Kinsmen and Kinettes have devoted their efforts to an incredible assortment of events ranging from Daisy Days to road tolls to barbecues - all to help fight cystic fibrosis. The friendship between Kinsmen and Kinettes and Canadians with CF began out of a conversation between Dr. Douglas Crozier, then director of the CF Clinic at The Hospital for Sick Children, and Kinsmen Bill Skelly. During a chance meeting at a Scarborough pub, Dr. Crozier spoke to Bill about his young CF patients. This conversation left Bill interested in joining the fight against cystic fibrosis, and Dr. Crozier was invited to speak to the North York Kinsmen Club. Almost immediately, the North York Kinsmen enthusiastically backed the CF cause. By 1964, District 8 had formally adopted CF as its District Service Project. District 8's commitmen

My Friends Are The Best!!!
My Friends are the BEST!!! Better than all the REST!!! I have truly been blessed, cause my friends are the BEST!!! Each and every day I come here to play. I see your feelings through your words. Each and every soul guaranteed to be heard! Cause my friends are the BEST!!! You lift me up when I am down. When im in need and have a frown. your kind words make it right. each and every single night. My friends are the BEST!!! Thank you for being there for me. when I am sad in times of need. All your comments they mean so much close to my heart they truly touch. My friends are the BEST!!! I hope one day I can return the love you given the love you've earned. Remember I see each and every one of you. And I'm thankful that this friendship is true! My friends are the BEST!!! There is a reason that we met Even if we havn't seen it yet. Stick together and see it through this beautiful love I have for you. MY FRI

Five Minute Thought...
five minute thought... i see you here in this space... i know you look at my face... do you wonder what i feel like? do you wonder what i smell like? do wonder what i taste like...? do you wonder what i think about... do you wonder what i do in my sleep? do you...like me? do you dream of me? do you wonder if i like you? do you wonder if my love is true? do you wonder if we'll ever meet? cause i know i wonder about you...! jo$hua

Feelings Of Sadness
Today was startin out of a good day. i woke up and it was snowing the trees where covered in ice and it was so beautiful looking. i just wished my hubby could have been here to be with me and cuddle ... I miss him like crazy and never stop thinking about it... NOW im not so sure.. i should even contiue to be with him.. Lately his been actin kinda weird.. as if somethings going on.. I was checkin out Myspace. as i do everyday.. i leave comments on my hubbys page everyday just to let him know im thinkin about him. you know.. BUT as i read the comment from one of his friends let a comment that kinda made me think.. and the way she said things. it makes it sound like his sleepin with people. which i can understand the fact that of course every guy need pussy ... and i can understand that. but when your with someone that you supposedly love with every inch of your beating heart.... i just don't understand how somoene could do that. MAYBE his not .. maybe im just worried since we live 1

Pagan Wedding In The News
No it was not me but it shows that pagans may be getting at least some acceptance by the public If the Pictures don't show up try the links provided http://hanovereveningsun.travidia.com/SS/Page.aspx?sstarg=&facing=false&secid=25101&pagenum=1 http://hanovereveningsun.travidia.com/SS/Page.aspx?secid=25101&pagenum=2&sstarg=&facing=false&

Smartass Bf
so today, my smartass bf, sends me a text message and says (on the phone) u'r gonna kill me for this... text message said: "ScientistS believe that 98% of women will at some point in their lives contain intelligent dna, unfortunately 90% of them will spill it out" MY REPLY: "scientist believe that 98% of men will at some point in their live have intelligent dna, unfortunately, 90% of them would rather be single.. lol i'm wondering who won..

Racism Is Still Alive, But Under A Different Guise
This article was written by a good friend of mine for our unviersity newspaper. Racism is still alive, but under a different guise The level of ignorance regarding racism within our society is far too prevalent to continue neglecting. Modern racism has morphed its ugly head from blatant prejudice to a more hidden and masked continuation. Legally, racial discrimination has been outlawed and mostly eradicated. Most patterns of overt racism have been reduced to a minimum level that most Americans are comfortable with. This does not, however, negate the fact that socially and culturally we have yet to eliminate white privilege and dominance. As Americans we have been taught to recognize racism on an individual or micro basis. Microforms of racism include the use of derogatory language, denying service because of race and violence against a racial group. Historic examples include violent actions employed by the Ku Klux Klan, using the n-word and "wetback" and racially targeted

The Cleanser
So 2 days ago i try to go on this fast called "master cleanser". Basically Its fast and it cleans all the toxins out of ur body essentially jump starting ur system. Ok let me rewind... Check this out.. Im a women and i love to shop.. so i was shoppin and i saw these jeans man... lol omg they talkin about look at my booty jeans.. but they had one pair.. haha and they werent my size.. so i bought them any way..lmao yeah i know "huh" . I wanted to wear them on my trip to NY.. so im like ok now my booty gotta shrink.. so heres the fast.. So my first day i drank 64 oz of lemonade... which consist of cayenne pepper, lemon, maple syrup#b.. its really good if u pay attention .. the first couple of tries i put wayyy too much cayenne pepper..lol my bad. So my day one goes by.. oh yeah ur supposed to take smoove move at nite but i feel asleep.. Day 2. I wake up and hopped on the scale and i lost 4lbs... WOOHOO.. yeah yeah so what its water weight haha im a big girl weight is w

I Pissed ...lol
Dayumm he was gansta with it I had him on all fours spelling his name in my ass.. Face all creamy with me on his mind… Dayumm he could eat my ass for hours… he don't even what to eat my pussy, his only purpose is to eat my ass. Imagine havin this fine Nucca all he wanna do is submit to you.. He aint neva been with a big gurl.. But he wanted me, Thats what he said… shae.. He wanted it. He wanted this ass on his face.. He wanted this ass riding his tongue he wanted to suck on my ass hole..Hard.. I aint got a problem with that . He only wanted to please shae-boogie.. 2 hours passed by.... shit my back hurtin.. so I lay on my back as he elevate my leggs there u go.. Huh Eat me ass.. Lick it slow, suck it.. Fuck me.. With that tongue… wait Dayumm I gotta go pee.. Lmao ok ill hold it.. Hell naw fuck this he a bitch hell get over it.. "get up I gotta piss" he says :"I'll drink it" i say :"you what…" he say :"let me drink it" haha I pissed in his mouth..lmao

Congrats
Braves wins 2A state championship I'm so happy that it's not funny! How local high school team won the 2A State Championship in football tonight!! They deserved it. They went undefeated all season long! They went the last two years for state championship but lost it. They have been lower state for 3 years now and finally brought home the gold! It is very well deserved. I am just as proud of those guys as if my son was playing!

Just Because
The Attractive Test Take It Now!!! Lol Body: Body: This is the "attractive" test. Reply to the person that post this with your answers. Re-Post this blank and see who will fill this out for you. You may be surprised to see some of the answers. BE HONEST!!! Do i look like a good kisser? [] yes [] no Would you kiss me? [] yes [] no Am I? [] beautiful! [] sexy azz hell [] fine [] pretty [] cute [] iight [] ugly! I look like.. [] a player [] slut [] whore [] hubby/wifey type [] one time thing [] next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] hook up with me [] cuddle with me [] have sex with me [] date me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU? [] yes [] no what would you want me to be to you? [] friend [] fuck buddy [] girl friend/boy fri

The Way To A Mans Heart
Real Cajun Jambalaya INGREDIENTS * 6 slices bacon, cut into 1 inch pieces * 1 cup chopped celery * 1 green bell pepper, seeded and chopped * 1 onion, chopped * 1/2 pound cubed cooked ham * 1/2 pound cubed cooked chicken * 1/2 pound cubed smoked sausage * 2 (14.5 ounce) cans crushed tomatoes, with liquid * 2 cups beef broth * 2 cups chicken broth * 1 teaspoon dried thyme * 2 teaspoons Cajun seasoning * 2 cups uncooked white rice * 1/2 pound salad shrimp DIRECTIONS 1. Heat a large pot over medium-high heat. Add bacon, and cook until crisp. Remove bacon pieces with a slotted spoon, and set aside. Add celery, bell pepper, and onion to the bacon drippings, and cook until tender. 2. Add the ham, chicken and sausage to the pot, and pour in the tomatoes, beef broth and chicken broth. Season with thyme and Cajun seasoning. Bring to a boil, and add the rice. Bring to a

Going Back Home For 5 Days...holla
This Goes Out To You... Good evening, Y'all... DEC 26,27,28,29,30 I will be making my way back East to DA BRICKS (that's NEWARK NEW JERSEY, for those who didn't know). I'll only be home for a week or so, but I'll be busy as all get out. In between taking care of business, I'll be checking for a few people... mainly the people who have been checking for me, especially when I was (and still am) going thru the hell I call "my life" and the world was kicking my ass like I owed it money. To all those folks and the rest of you who had a good word for me or some guidance and advice: THANK YOU. Thank you for listening to me bitch, moan and complain, without telling me to shut the hell up. I needed that so much. I don't need to name names; you know who you are and I'm grateful. If you're in NJ (or will be there soon), I'll see you soon. Thanks for checking for me. ~1

New Song Recorded And Other News
I just finshed recording the newest song for AS MY VICTIMS BLEED. I will keep updating this particular blog as all the songs are recorded. I still have to record "UNTAINTED HATE", "UNDERWORLD OF FLESH", and "PATHOLOGICAL CRUCI-FICTION", and of course the song "AS MY VICTIMS BLEED". Of course I am also planning on doing one cover song "FUCK THE WAYS OF CHRIST" originally written and performed by the band Acheron. So far the track listing, for now, in order of thier appearance on the upcoming CD are as follows: 1. FAITHFUL ARMAGEDDON 2. MORAL ATROPHY 3. KILL THE LIE 4. HYPOCRITICAL THEORY 5. WITHETRED MORTALITY 6. RELIGIOUS GENOCIDE 7. FAITHFUL ARMAGEDDON Until I can find a great hosting site, that's free, If you go into the lounge for the radio station DAMAGE-INC, and ask the DJ's to play them, they will be more than happy to. The DJ's that have them are Liz, Fat Tony, DJ Devious, and Abe Lincoln

Ya Last Name
A- A bangin kisser B- Fun when it comes to meeting new people C- Truly believe in love D- Have a big heart E- Have a nice ass F- People totally adore G- Deeply believe in love H- Someone everyone loves I- Popular with all types of people J- Like to try new things K- Have a nice butt L- People think your fine M- Never let people tell you what to do N- The best in bed O-Like to have a good time P- Have a big warm heart Q- Good in bed R- Very good personality and looks S- Have problems trusting people T -Very Funny U- Really laid back V- Not judgemental W- Hated by many, confronted by few X- Success comes easily Y- One of the sexiest people alive Z- very broad minded

First Christmas Joke
>> Three men died on Christmas Eve and were met by Saint Peter at the >> pearly gates. >> "In honor of this holy season" Saint Peter said, >> >> "You must each possess something that symbolizes Christmas to get into >> heaven." >> >> >> >> The first man fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a lighter. >> >> He flicked it on. "It represents a candle", he said. >> "You may pass through the pearly gates" Saint Peter said. >> >> The second man reached into his pocket and pulled out a set of keys. >> He shook them and said, "They're bells." >> Saint Peter said "You may pass through the pearly gates". >> >> The third man started searching desperately through his pockets >> >> and finally pulled out a pair of women's panties. >> St. Peter looked at the man with a raised eyebrow and asked, >> >> "And just what do those symbolize?" >> The man replied, "These are Carols." >> >> And So The Holiday Season Begins.... >>

Breakdown
i wanna break but i cant break from u i break down as my heart breaks to pieces but the pieces that shatter upon the ground are long dead and do not make no sound just tears shed for a love lost but was it ever love if so at what cost every love song i hear reminds me of us every time i turn on the radio i wonder why wasnt i enough who can i trust enough wit love im done wit love some say your heart breaks because ur not strong enough i say it breaks becase i love too much but that feeling goes unshared cuz im loved not enough

Meaning Of A Kiss
~Kiss on the stomach = Im ready ~Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" ~Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything ~Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" ~Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" ~Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" ~Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" ~Kiss on the Lips = I like you" What the gesture means... ~Holding Hands = "we definitely like each other" ~Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" ~Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" ~Looking into each other's Eyes = "you're amazing" ~Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" ~Arms around the Waist = "I like you too much to let go" ~Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"

You Know Your A Firefighter When...
You Know Your a Firefighter When... 1. You refer to a car fire as a car-beque. 2. You think Backdraft is a comedy, and wish every fire had no smoke. 3. Every vehicle in your familys fleet have fire dept. stickers on them. 4. You're away from home and get pissed watching other cars ignore an apparatus going code 3. 5. Youve ever made a campfire and told everyone, Trust me, I work with fire everyday; Ill get it to light. 6. You refer to "stupid people" as "job security". 7. You drive down a major highway and you can recite what type (make and model) of car hit what tree. 8. You hear about a fire on the news and no matter how far away it is you hope that the department working the fire calls your department to come and help out. 9. You leave your house to drive 30 minutes to another town just because they have a working fire just so you can say, "Yeah, I was there." 10. You get upset when your pager doesn't go off when someone is making you do something you don't want to do.

Sorry Again
This is just awful... Please read the bulletin below and repost it. If this passes, these dogs will be taken from their owners and chemically murdered. Yes, some irresponsible owners raise dangerous dogs...some people also drive drunk. Is our solution going to be murder and more laws that limit our freedom? Or will we choose to punish the crime, not the breed? Please read this and do something.... BRANDONBOND Date: Nov 30 2006 11:34 THANKS Hopefully that bill will not pass.(To repost, click reply, copy the script and click back and copy the script into post bulletin, if you want to pass this along)This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to other states. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Myspace could be used for something good other than getting dates. Please pass the word along and post this so as many people can se

The Twelve Days Of Christmas Fire & Rescue Style
The Twelve Days of Christmas Fire and Rescue Style... On the First day of Christmas, my Dispatcher gave to me... Grandma who fell and hurt her knee... On the Second Day of Christmas, my dispatcher gave to me... 2 MG of Narcan for the out of work person who wants to end it all by taking her Husband's pain pills and won't tell me what she took and is feeling suicidal.... and grandma who fell and hurt her knee. On the Third day of Christmas, my dispatcher gave to me.... Three stacked shocks for the 88 year old man who instead of paying the neighbor kid 5 bucks to shovel his driveway, decided to do it himself and have the big one in the driveway... 2 Mg of Narcan for the psycho chick trying to off herself... and grandma who fell and hurt her knee.. On the Fourth day of Christmas, my dispatcher gave to me.... 4 AM in the morning I have to go to the nursing home because someone has had the flu for like 16 years and all of a sudden needs to go to the hospital....NOW,...

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I

Another 10 Things You Dont Know
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TELL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL 1)I'VE HELD A JOB SINCE I WAS 8 YEARS OLD 2)I LOVE TO READ I HAVE OVER A 100 BOOKS THAT I'VE READ 3)I HATE MY MIDDLE NAME...DONT ASK CUZ I WONT TELL! 4)I HAVE TO HAVE A PEPSI AND A CIG WHEN I 1ST WAKE UP 5)I STARTED SMOKING WEED WHEN I WAS 13 6)I HATE BEING AROULD MY FAMILY AT ALL! 7)I ONCE WAS HOOKED ON PILLS....BUT I GOT PASS IT 8)I STARTED COOKING WHEN I WAS 8 AND SAD TO SAID I CAN COOK BETTER THEN MOST WOMEN 9)I BELIEVE THERES LIFE AFTER DEATH! 10) I FINALLY KNOW WHATS ITS LIKE TO BE TRUELY LOVED OK MY 10 PEOPLE ARE........because I would love to get to know them better and this will truly help me! Everyone should do this. It is real

Male Assertiveness
Male assertiveness A mild-mannered man was tired of being bossed around by his wife so he went to a psychiatrist. The psychiatrist said he needed to build his self-esteem, and so gave him a book on assertiveness, which he read on the way home. He had finished the book by the time he reached his house. The man stormed into the house and walked up to his wife. Pointing a finger in her face, he said, "From now on, I want you to know that I am the man of this house, and my word is law! I want you to prepare me a gourmet meal tonight, and when I'm finished eating my meal, I expect a sumptuous dessert afterward. Then, after dinner, you're going to draw me my bath so I can relax. And when I'm finished with my bath, guess who's going to dress me and comb my hair?" "The funeral director," said his wife.

Thanks To All My Friends
MY GIRL PRETTYPEABUG WON THE CONTEST FOR HIGHEST RATING AND I WON FOR MOST COMMENTS SO WHOOHOOO TO BOTH OF US.... COULDNT OF DONE IT WITH ALL YOUR COMMENTS AND SUPPORT SO THANKS!! LOVE YOU ALL KISSES MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL

Eddie, The Elk
Eddie, the Elk Eddie the Elk sat at home one day, He couldn't work and he wouldn't play. He was discouraged and annoyed, This sad young elk was unemployed. He had many interviews, That always ended in bad news. He would go but they would say, "We're not hiring elks today." Eddie cried, "Oh, what's the use My life is filled with elk abuse." His mother said, "There's no excuse, To lay around like a lazy moose."

* Heart Of Love, As Is Below, So Is Above *
From the Powers of the Heart Of Love, As Is Below, So is Above. Sending you many blessings of peace, love, serenity, joy, abundance, prosperity, and serendipity. Surrendering to the order and the chaos that be, in sacred geometry may awareness and love be our key. Blessing all love as one our sights may we all see. May you be blessed in love and light, by day and night. May we all have in our 3rd eye sight, multidimensional visions of pure delight, free being, being free in dreams turned reality by daylight or night, manifesting sensation elations of the heighest height, blessed in all creational awarenesss of star light. May we be schooled in mystery of the journey into the unknown, allowing all that is to be in love and truth shown. May all seeds planted blossom in what we've reaped and sewn, setting the tone for love to be grown.