CantSleepClownsWillEatMe's blog: "Lost"

So many nights I have sat by my pc, in search of something I did not know. So many hours feeling all alone, searching out what I still did not know. Turning to chat, searching for someone that was like me. After two years of chatting I do think I have found my soulmate. Scary as it may be he is in Germany and I am moving to Germany very soon. This is going to be the biggest adventure of my life since I cant speak German (except Jagermeister, lol). I am hoping to learn quickly. Leaving behind here a life that seems to have no meaning, hoping to enter a life that is promising and fulfilled. I dont know why I am writing this, just something to get off my chest...........