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What Is It With Life..... ??
you think ya know exactly what ya want ..you make ya decision and its a binding agreement.. only to find out actually this isnt quite what i had in mind..... why do we always think that life is gana be better by doing something else only for it to go tits up in a dustbin..... i know we have to all learn lessons and everything happens for a reason but it realy sux..... why cant i just do something and be happy with it forever why do things have to change..... why do i have to change whta makes me happy today changes making me change making life unhappy... !! its a massive case of PLUH...... and is so fucking infuriating.... (i cant spell)

Again With Hell
I feel like shit i didnt nothing wrong and she insists on torturing me like she had done to other exes. i stayed when she cheated i stayed when she said it was only cuz i wasnt there. i never cheated i never hurt her and ???? my parents are against me too so what am i doing wrong what did i do to desvre being treated like shit by almost everyone i dont wanna go to school because its just not fun

You Took The Words Right Out Of My Mouth
(spoken) BOY: On a hot summer night, would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses? GIRL: Will he offer me his mouth? BOY: Yes. GIRL: Will he offer me his teeth? BOY: Yes. GIRL: Will he offer me his jaws? BOY: Yes. GIRL: Will he offer me his hunger? BOY: Yes. GIRL: Again, will he offer me his hunger? BOY: Yes! GIRL: And will he starve without me? BOY: Yes! GIRL: And does he love me? BOY: Yes. GIRL: Yes. BOY: On a hot summer night, would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses? GIRL: Yes. BOY: I bet you say that to all the boys! (sung) It was a hot summer night and the beach was burning. There was fog crawling over the sand. When I listen to your heart I hear the whole world turning. I see the shooting stars falling through your trembling hands. You were licking your lips and your lipstick shining. I was dying just to ask for a taste. We were lying together in a silver lining by the the light of the moon. You know there's not

Confused
Oh my, i am so flippin confused riight now it isnt even funny. i like these two guys A LOT but the problem is, one of them has a gf and i like him the most. Hes mad @ me cause SOMEONE told him a lie so now he haytes me. The other guy likes me and i like him, but im not sure my mom will approve of him. I mean, it's never stopped me before, but shes getting really strict about even who i chyll witt so its REALLY confusing me . Anii1 gots anii idea send me a msg along. Thxx Peoples -Krista

Slave Training
Slave training is a BDSM activity involving a consensual power exchange between two people taking on the roles of a master and a slave. Typically this involves changing the slave's behaviour in a manner that is pleasing to the Master, perhaps instructing the slave to follow a set of rules that the Master has set out. Slave training is a learning process both for the slave, or submissive, and for the Master, or dominant. Training will usually be set out and defined clearly before it begins. The Master will teach the slave how to speak, act and think in a way that is pleasing to him/her. The slave, in return, gets pleasure from being able to make his/her Master happy.

In Memory Of Steinie
*SHINING THROUGH* Words and Music Copyright James M. "Dago" Marchellino You have to play the hand you're dealt, You decide which cards you keep You find out that the bed you make Is the place you have to sleep Bridges burned and lessons learned In the things you leave behind You end up wise beyond your years, But old before your time And you might not like the things you have to do- But when the chips are down they always count on you And you're shining through... And you're tried and true... 'Cause you've paid your due... And now you're shining through... Sometimes in our lifetimes Someone special comes along, Standing tall above the crowd They can tell the right from wrong. And if they make a sacrifice It's a heavy price they pay- They give their freedom or their lives So we can live another day And they might not be here with us any more But the way we live is a thing worth fighting for Some folks might forget We still have heroes in this age Wh

Less Then 24 Hours To Go
Well ya'll tomorrow is the big day (Friday). I will have my surgry. For my new friends and fans that I have aquired lately. I am having my ovary removed due to cancer. Good thing is that I do get to come home the same day. wooohoooo. So ya'll wish me luck....if ya want too. Cya all on the flip side. MUCH LOVE and PEACE -MissL8tyBird-

Love Of A Friend
What started out as friends Is now a mystery Things like this never end So don't treat it like history. Only some people know how we feel But with each other it's not the same This is goin to work and be real But all we do is treat it like a game. Why can't we just see What is in front of our face A thing like this should really be But we drop it in a trace. I really do feel for you I don't know if you can see it I fell in love I thought was so true I guess I will sit back and look for the hint.

-cries-
I JUST CAN'T FUCKEN WIN NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY. First of all, I swear. I feel like I'm getting the runaround with my girl. See, I'm supposed to clean her house three times a week. Well, the days that we agreed upon was Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdays. The really bad thing about this is that she had started off by picking me up when she got off of work in the mornings....well, that has stopped. I got to find my own way over there now. I don't know why she stopped picking me up. I would like an answer for that. Now, about two weeks ago, I helped her out in an emergency. Not once, but TWICE I helped her ass out. Do I get any thanks? HELL NO. Also, when I called over there to see if someone could come get me Saturday so I could go over there to clean, she was like, uh, no, wait until tomorrow. And this shit is really starting to piss me slam the fuck off. It has gotten to the point where she doesn't even answer her cell phone when I try to call her, or she has the mother fucken thi

Another Ralp Marston
Thursday, September 28, 2006 Start where you are If you want to get something done, then start it. That may sound obvious, yet all too often it is that first step that keeps getting put off for way too long. If you can't decide on where to start, just start somewhere, with the first thing that comes to mind. You'll be much better able to come up with an effective plan once you get going and get a feel for what you're doing. Yes, you'll probably make some mistakes and yes, there will certainly be challenges. So get moving and get busy dealing with them right away. Once you start, the momentum begins to build. Once you start, you'll find a workable way to finish. Take the first step on a journey, and the next step comes a little more smoothly. As each step prepares the way for the next, your momentum begins to carry much of the load. The way to get where you want to be is to start from where you are. Now is when you can surely begin to make your best possibilities come

My Kinda Woman
An old man and woman were married for many years, even though they hated each other. When they had a confrontation, screaming and yelling could be heard deep into the night. The old man would shout, "When I die, I will dig my way up and out of the grave and come back and haunt you for the rest of your life!" Neighbors feared him. They believed he practiced black magic because of the many strange occurrences that took place in their neighborhood. The old man liked the fact that he was feared. To everyone's relief, he died of a heart attack when he was 68. His wife had a closed casket at the wake. After the burial, she went straight to the local bar and began to party as if there was no tomorrow. Her neighbors, concerned for her safety, asked, "Aren't you afraid that he may indeed be able to dig his way up and out of the grave and come back to haunt you for the rest of your life?" The wife put down her drink and said, "Let him dig. I had him buried upside down....

Dave
Dave Doctor Dave had slept with one of his patients and he felt guilty all day long. No matter how much he tried to forget about it, he just couldn't. The guilt and sense of betrayal were overwhelming. But every once in a while he'd hear an internal, reassuring voice in his head that said: "Dave, don't worry about it. You aren't the first medical practitioner to sleep with one of their patients and you won't be the last. And you're single. Just let it go, Dave." But invariably another voice in his head would bring him back to reality, whispering: Dave............ Dave............ Dave............ "You're a veterinarian, you sick bastard".

Little Johnny Strikes Again
Little Johnny strikes again A grade school teacher in Kentucky asked her students to use the word "fascinate" in a sentence. Molly put up her hand and said, "My family went to my granddad's farm, and we all saw his pet sheep it was fascinating." The teacher said, "That was good, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate, not fascinating". Sally raised her hand. She said, "My family went to see Rock City and I was fascinated." The teacher said, "Well, that was good Sally, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate." Little Johnny raised his hand. The teacher hesitated because she had been burned by Little Johnny before. She finally decided there was no way he could damage the word "fascinate", so she called on him. Johnny said, "My aunt Gina has a sweater with ten buttons, but her tits are so big she can only fasten eight." The teacher sat down and cried.

School Bush
President George W. Bush goes to a primary school to talk to the kids to get a little good press. After his talk he offers question time. One little boy puts up his hand and George asks him his name. "Stanley," responds the little boy. "And what is your question, Stanley?" "I have 4 questions: First, why did the USA invade Iraq without the support of the UN? Second, why are you President when Al Gore got more votes? Third, whatever happened to Osama Bin Laden?" Fourth, why are we so worried about gay-marriage when 1/2 of all Americans don't have health insurance? Just then, the bell rings for recess. President Bush informs the kiddies that they will continue after recess. When they resume George says, "OK, where were we? Oh, that's right, question time. Who has a question?" Another little boy puts up his hand. George points him out and asks him his name. "Steve," he responds. "And what is your question, Steve?" "Actually, I have 6 questions. First,

Where Is God
Two little boys, ages 8 and 10, are excessively mischievous. They are always getting into trouble and their parents know all about it. If any mischief occurs in their town, the two boys are probably involved. The boys' mother heard that a preacher in town had been successful in disciplining children, so she asked if he would speak with her boys. The preacher agreed, but he asked to see them individually. So the mother sent the 8 year old first, in the morning, with the older boy to see the preacher in the afternoon. The preacher, a huge man with a booming voice, sat the younger boy down and asked him sternly, "Do you know where God is, son?" The boy's mouth dropped open, but he made no response, sitting there wide-eyed with his mouth hanging open. So the preacher repeated the question in an even sternertone, "Where is God?!" Again, the boy made no attempt to answer. The preacher raised his voice even more and shook his finger in the boy's face and bellowed, "Where

My Twins .....
are home from their fathers. They here living in Regina, Sask for 9 months. They finally told me they wanted to come home. They hate it out there and hated a few other things too. My mother, god bless her, got on a plane from Vancouver BC at 7am. Landed in Regina hours later, with a hour and a half to kill. And then flied back with my twin girls. So yes. She went out there to meet them at the airport and came back. Got to love mommys ...... some times .. lol. Anyways, I just want to share that my girls are finally home with me. Everyone have an awsome day. Thanks Valley

Military Friends Album
Hey everyone! As you all know I am trying to put together an album for all the military people and families. Well I have room for six more pics so if i havent added your pic yet and you would like me too please hit me up. And please take the time to stop by the album and show all our fellow service men and women a lil love. lots of love sexy army momma...aka...crystal

Some Changes
Well today is a new day and my mind is totally blank for once I have no thoughts as things are inveiling themself to me more and more everyday. Ive been though some crazy emotions these last few days but I think today I am okay with them and I know that within time these emotions will fade away at least I hope they will. Sometimes being around certain people in your life helps to ease the emotions and helps with the hurt that youeve felt in your life or for a time. I find myself sitting here now and thinking about recent events and Im not real sure as how to process it all but Im sure within time those things will work themself out to and if not then the wounds will heal and I will cowgirl up lol. Im not one to sit around long an dwell on things as Ive seen other folks do you meet people in your life every day some make lasting impressions upon your heart and soul while others just fade away. Sometimes when people step back and take a look around at all the beautiful things in their l

Why Why Why!!
Why are people so persistant in the pursuit of strangers and trying to get them to do stranger things. Life is short meeting new people is supposed to be an enlightening experience not a horrifice creepy nightmare. Loosen Up People!!! Get A Grip and Have Some Fun,,, I am !!

Another Poem :)
A Friends Love Time ticks away on a clock I cannot stop, While the woman of my dreams slowly walks away, I smile in happiness for the friend that I adore, Even though the tears well up and start to pour, I try to hold them in and think of the times When we would talk and she would be so kind, Her voice like an angel and her skin so soft, All the men flocked to her but she held me aloft, Her laugh was so cute and her Grrrr so sexy, A goddess she is and forever will be, My heart may ache from here on out But please do not let it bring any doubt, That you are the most wonderful woman on Earth Caring and loving and making me wish that I could surf My fingers through your hair just once, Holding you close and caressing your cheek I kiss you once and start to feel weak, For I have given you all my love and blessing And will forever love you from this day forward. Eric 05/05/06

My Own Shit
I really hate niggas who turn bitch in an instant/ those the type of niggas I try to keep at a distance/ For instance, I know a nigga who hail from flint/ Owed money, couldn't pay, got slapped like a bitch/ Turned around, took off in a full on sprint/ Niggas like him I can't be seen with/ Cuz I'm the type of nigga whose nuts is all brass/ Pass on the gossip, but knuckle up fast/ Never ran from beef, I love meat/ Fry it up and serve it with a side of heat/ Pride is deep so its hard to back down/ If I do count to ten, and I'll be back round/ with a glock in my fist and some extra rounds/ mug tow up ready to straight det you clowns/ See, I need niggas like that to roll with/ I'm on parole shit so the heat you hold it/ no problem, matta fact, gimme back the revolva/ I gotta keep strap'd up, the streets is call'n/ No gat then I'm brawl'n, the last one fall'n/ Big balls, texas hold'em and I'm all in/ But you niggas try to ease on back/ Stay out the spotlight cuz the G's

Shards
Broken pieces, memories, little things Once they were whole. Now the pieces can't connect. Were they even one at one time? Seems impossible. Once they did attach, Like the form of two bodies, The perfect form, the perfect shape, Like two minds connected, Meant to be together. I can't remember how they went How did they fit? Too long, too many lies, too many deceptions. Nothing lasts forever, All must crumble in time. And in the End, All but a Pile of Shards Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

The Sinking Of Innocence
A touch, a caress My mind lulls The pure exstacy I sink, I wish not to stand Wish not to rise To be petted To be held Taken to a place that I have never been before A touch , so tender So comforting I lay there and close my eyes I feel, something within Something released My hands fall to my sides, again Firmer, Harder, Faster Soul racing, to much I scream Holding tight, never wanting to let go Keep me near Turn me, twist me, make me hurt Pain and Pleasure To be used again So fast , I scream again then on me Never letting go Screaming - faster Pure insanity, pure rush Again, never ending, lost control I am not me , I am His He has me, He controls me No freedom, No Me Only Him I think I am Him and He is Me Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

My Sascha
I see you smile, when I speak I see the love swell in your eyes When I step silently from the shadows I feel your heart race As I take you in my arms My body stiffens at your touch You lay your head upon My chest and let your hair fall You listen to my heart and You hear it say...I love you To which your heart Answers the same...I love you You whisper my name...Danny I whisper yours ...Sascha You are My childe, My Lover, My Wife My Sascha Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince This was written in 2001 when Sascha and I were together. She remains a dear friend and still holds a special place in my heart. Best of luck to you and your new love, Sascha. My blessings to the both of you for a long and happy life together.

To Be Touched
To be touched by the hand of love Knowing it would never hurt me Only bring peace that I have search for To see it before and only pray it will remain To comfort me and love me on a bad day To just say I understand how u feel And to see what lies deep inside Beyond the Beast with in To the soul of the man hidden deep within A soul needing to be touched A quickening of a dead heart Watching what was lost long ago Bloom once again and know that it has Happened , even over the internet Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince As u see a lot of my poetry shows my inner feelings that at time I have a hard time talking about my feelings. And poetry is my release. My ability to share what I feel. A way to deal with the torture of my past .

We Are Bound
We are bound in love We are bound at the soul We are bound with blood and silver Your scent awakens me Your touch enflames me When our lips touch The passion deep within ignites My dreams are with you, always I ache to hold you in my arms Even if only for the few short hours We steal every night My soul, my heart, and my mind Scream the love I have for you My love deepening for you each and every time we are together Our bond stronger now, but still grows stronger Through good times and bad Our souls screaming for each other Our hearts beating as one Our minds linked together Our souls soaring to the sky Alive in the Night Air Alive with each other ~Forever~ Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

Born To Darkness
Is the death of the mortal body It is the rebirth into the night To look through new eyes To watch the night come alive As never before The light of the Moon Reflecting off the land and the sea To bathe the night in silvery light To see as a cat would The brightness of the stars The deepness of the colors in all you see The hues that come alive To hear the creatures that share the night To hear the mortals of the world, their whispers To hear their heart's beat. To smell the sunlight's sweet fragrance Just after sunset, flowers fragrant in the twilight air To touch the world, as if for the first time Feeling the warmth and softness To savor this world , as if a childe To feel love and passion , as never before To feel hate and anger, as never before I was born to Darkness on Samhian I am a Vampire Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

Lost In Love
the touch of your hand Upon My skin The touch of my hand Upon your skin Tingling, as our souls Reach for the other Feeling our souls embrace The warmth as our love covers us Bringing peace to us both Our love flowing to the other As the blood we've shared flows within Our desires slowly rising Lost in the touch of Love Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

Pet Peeve
I know a lot of people rant on here through bulletins and I can understand that. I'm going to vent about one of of my pet peeves about this site. I actually added this to a bulletin, so that's why the phrasing is odd, but I copied and pasted it here just to let people know where I stand with this kind of thing. I know that there are assholes, users and abusers on here. I can understand wanting to warn others about a potential jerk so they don't hurt or annoy someone else. If you feel you must do this, that's your prerogative, but I have to take issue with your language. You complain about someone calling you first grade names but then you turn around and do the same. If someone was an asshole to you, you can by all means call them out on it, but please refrain from using the words fag, faggot, queer or gay to denote something negative. It's rude, offensive and hateful. I am usually pretty much live and let live, but the use of those words in that way really irks me. If you were rea

Comment Your Score
Check off the stupid things you have done. DO NOT include explanations! Level One ( ) Smoked A Cigarette ( ) Smoked A Cigar ( ) Smoked Weed ( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex ( ) Drank Alcohol SO FAR: Level 2 ( ) Are / Been In Love ( ) Been Dumped ( ) Shoplifted ( ) Been Fired ( ) Been In A Fist Fight SO FAR: Level 3 ( ) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House ( ) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back ( ) Been Arrested ( ) Made Out With A Stranger ( ) Gone Out On A Blind Date SO FAR: Level 4 ( ) Had A Crush On An Older Person ( ) Skipped School ( ) Slept With A Co-worker ( ) Seen Someone Die SO FAR: Level 5 ( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your MYSPACE Friends ( ) Been To Paris ( ) Been To Spain ( ) Been On A Plane ( ) Thrown Up From Drinking SO FAR: Level 6 ( ) Eaten Sushi(This is NOT STUPID!) ( ) Been Snowboarding ( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace ( ) Been Mosh Pitting SO FAR: Level 7 ( ) Been In An Abusi

My Vampyre Strengths
You scored as Shadow walking. You have the ability to walk in shadows. A rare power not posessed by all vampires. Follow me, and experience all the powers the vampire enjoys. Come play with me!Shadow walking94%Telepathy81%Shape shift69%Perception69%Mind Control63%Charisma56%What vampiric power do you most possess?created with QuizFarm.com

Interveiw....
Ok some know but some don't know... I got a interveiw tonight at 8pm.. I know that sounds weird but it's for the newspaper here by me... This is gunns be my first actual design job interveiw... I gotta show portfolio and all... Some of ya from college remember my port.. So you know I need all the luck I can get.... LOL... I know it wasn't that bad but to me it sure as hell seemed it... Plus now I added some new shit in there that I don't think is port material but this guy told me to show anything I got since college that's been printed... I think I might get a in just cuz I'm ambitious enough to sell myself.. And willing to learn new shit just to gain expierience.... Well I will see how it goes and update ya all on what happens....

Strange Sex Laws
Yes, I'm THIS fucking bored!!! Note: The accuracy of these purported laws is questionable. -- In Bakersfield, California, anyone having intercourse with Satan must use a condom. (An asbestos one we presume.) [This also includes anyone who may be Spawn of Satan.] -- In Oblong, Illinois, it's punishable by law to make love while hunting or fishing on your wedding day. -- In Minnesota, it is illegal for any man to have sexual intercourse with a live fish. (Apparently it's OK for woman.) -- No man is allowed to make love to his wife with the smell of garlic, onions, or sardines on his breath in Alexandria, Minnesota. If his wife so requests, law mandates that he must brush his teeth. -- Warn your hubby that after lovemaking in Ames, Iowa, he isn't allowed to take more than three gulps of beer while lying in bed with you -- or holding you in his arms. -- Bozeman, Montana, has a law that bans all sexual activity between members of the opposite sex in

Search Has Ended
I was not new to the Vampiric ways. All my life I had been interested and intrigued by them. The yarning and desire of the Vampire filled my very soul. A soul that was crying out for something more. Something was missing so I searched and longed to find that place where I belonged, where I needed to be. One night not too long ago my searching came to an end when I was embraced by my Sires Ivorywolf and LrdSilverWolf. I was embraced on August 1st 2006 and my searching is finally over I have found out where I belong. I am new to the Gangrel ways but I am learning quickly.

Whispering Skies
For Peace that passeth understanding For hope to spring anew, cover me neath' the whipering skies let me find my strenght in you Follow me across the ocean swimming Deep within your eyes hoping to find a love so strong neath' the whipering skies Weave into my heart your song you sing so sweet allow for met ot fall for you completely neath' the whipering skies (want you) Love me for who I am take me for what I'm not, take frome my broken heart, and mend it tenderly as I tell you that I love you neath' the shipering skies Author: Carrie Stewart Pikeville, Tn

Quiz Thing2
I've been taking a lot of quizzes today...so be prepared for a bunch of blogs. You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain83%Passion42%Mysterious42%Diamond Eyes25%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Perspective (from Casthalo)
LITTLE PERSPECTIVE ON LIFE Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. -- -- You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. -- -- You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at, as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. -- -- You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt -- -- You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. -- -- You talk trash on your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. -- -- You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls guys. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. -- -- You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off h

Go Me!
so i called a doctor's office at Vanderbilt today. I have a consoltation on 17 October to get my playboy bunny removed. yeah its going to suck bc it has meaning behind it, but it was a stopid place to put it. I will have pictures of the removal process. my mom made a good point that if i keep it it will make it hard for me to get a great job as a teacher. oh well, More later i think. Oh yeah! david bought me a wireless keyboard and mouse today for my computer! YAY!!! i love him so much! ~Dark Queen

Heart Ache
why does love hurt so much?she broke my heart,yet i still love her.am i a glutton for punishment?she chose good times over a good guy.and that hurts.but as i sit here this very moment,i cant help but feel like the loneliest guy alive.wishing i could hear her voice,her laugh.but that will never happen.i just want to be happy...no i deserve to be happy...but i guess thats for another day!

In Loving Memory
CAMP PENDLETON, Calif.(March 2, 2006)Karla Comfort received a lot of looks and even some salutes from people when she drove from Benton, Ark., to Camp Pendleton, Calif., in her newly-painted, custom Hummer H3 March 2. The vehicle is adorned with the likeness of her son, 20-year-old Lance Cpl. John M. Holmason, and nine other Marines with F Company, 2nd Battalion, 7th Marine Regiment, 1st Marine Division who where all killed by the same improvised explosive device blast in Fallujah, Iraq, in December. For Karla Comfort, having the vehicle air brushed with the image of the 10 Marines was a way to pay homage to her hero and his fellow comrades who fell on Iraq's urban battlefield."I wanted to let people know (Marines) are doing their jobs honorably, and some of them die," said the 39-year-old from Portland, OR "I don't want people to forget the sacrifices that my son and the other Marines made." Leading up to her son's death, Karla Comfort had received several letters from him prior to hi

Oh Whatta Day!!!
Hey all:)how is every1 today?im good:)....Well i had a very eventful day at work.Lets see it all started when i got up at 10:15am and was supose to be at work for 10:30....ya...but my boss said it was ok.....so i got every1 coffee.I got my Ex Large tripple tripple and i was really tired cause i stayed up untill 6am this morning....dont ask me why lol!so while every1 was doing what they normally do...i was slow as hell....I mean it was like i was in the Matrix.....everything i did was slow and i had my coffee so i was supose to be really hyper..but instead i was matrix slow......looks like i used a lil too much focus....lol all day i was saying "The Matrix has me:O!!!!"and every1 was were not slow.....but you are...ok thats just nuts!but atleast i get my bday off tomorrow:D:D:D:D:D:D and what am i goin to do.......dont kno yet but its somethin:P:P:P:P:Phehehe....so in other news....my bday is tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!The MOTHER OF ALL COUNTDOWNS HAS STARTED!!!!!!!!1DAY!!!!!!!!!:d:d:d:d:d:d:d:

Ha Ha Ha Bitches Marcus Is Mine!!!!
my Marcus: baby i love the way that you love me. i thought that love could never be. im so happy that you care for me the way you do. you make me smile and happy when im blue. you are my girl and my everything. i cant wait till i see you when i give you a ring. please believe that you are the only one for me. i will be married to you so everyone can see. i love you baby more than you believe. Baby will you be my wife and marry me

Why Is It That Only Whites Can Be Racists?
WHY IS IT THAT ONLY WHITES CAN BE RACISTS? If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives, we'd be racists. If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships, you know we'd be racists. There are over 60 openly proclaimed Black Colleges in the US, yet if there were "One White college" that would be a racist college. In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and rights. If we marched for our race and rights, you would call us racists. You are proud to be black, brown, yellow and orange, and you're not afraid to announce it. But when we announce our white pride, you call us racists.I am proud. But, you call me a racist. Why is it that only whites can be racists?

How Do Guys Rate You
Men See You As Desirable Men often find you immediately attractive and sensual You're honesty is refreshingly beautiful ... it draws guys in You are also able to be open with your feelings with no emotional baggage Packing light means you enjoy new relationships easily How Do Men See You?

Ah, The Mammaries.
Remember that time you were all alone in your bed and you thought of me for some reason and you started to like touch your breastules and stuff and then you realized that the reason you were thinking about me was because I had poked you with a pointed stick earlier that day and that was pretty mean of me and you stopped touching your breastules because mean guys are so not a turn on to chicks and junk? Remember that? haha. Good times.

Sick On Top Of It
Hey everyone, if you don't catch me on the little time I am on here its because on top of dealing with my mom I am also sick and trying to get better. I will be on more when my life settles down and I am feeling up to it. Hugs everyone and love ya melissa, robert, and penny

Its True
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... How Hot Are You? MY RESULT:3rd-Degree Burns Hot Intense, fiery heat that could land someone in the emergency room if they’re not careful. Daaaaamn, you got some heat. It’s the kind of heat that begs for air conditioning. The kind of heat that weathermen warn you about and your mom won’t let you go outside in unless you’re wearing sunscreen and a wide-brimmed hat. How’d you get so hot? Well, it’s probably your hot attitude, your semi-filthy mind, your love to party and your sexy sense of adventure. Or it could just be a faulty thermostat. Either way, yowza!! Take This Quiz!

Later...maybe
I caught a cold; well the summer is over so it’s time to get sick again. New day new excuses same old story, next week. But tomorrow never comes, right? But then maybe… I am waiting for her letter and it’s a funny thing to experience how I make others feel most of the time and somehow I know if it was my turn it would take even more time and this “your turn” “my turn” stuff is silly anyway… but then… Then this and then that and I miss the Cafés and the feeling of my pen, so next week maybe…

Good Friend
I would like to give a GREAT BIG 10+ for CrazyDave.....His art work is awesome.........He is a good friend that asks no favors in return, just a thank you makes him happy.....always make sure that a thank you is given when a friend does something sweet for you.....Most of the time thats all they want! Once again, Thank You Soooooo Much CrazyDave for your awesome art work.......Me and Forrest are both very pleased with what you did for us...... Hugs and Kisses M'Lady Tina

Getting To Work On Time (reposted)
Getting to work on time Ok...I posted this FUCKING blog TWICE NOW! And MySpace has erased it BOTH times...it's fucking PISSING ME OFF!!! I swear if it fucks up ONE MORE TIME I'm gonna poke out Tom's eye with a spork and skullfuck him. Anywho...Life has a way of throwing you curveballs...you never know whats gonna happen next. I frequently find myself leaving late for work, so I need to make up massive amounts of time on my drive.Due to things such as unexpected phone calls, getting caught up in porn, procrastinating too long, whatever...I wind up leaving 20-30 mins late quite frequently. However, I can make up at least 20 minutes on my drive...and today I'll teach you how. Driving aggressively 101 - First off: swerving. Swerving is a useful tool when your driving. It can be used to warn other drivers of your intentions. Such as the unintentional swerve.This can best be achieved with a package of french fries or some other food item in your hand...you slowly drift towards the dr

Yay!
Well I get to go to Little Rock tomorrow...and I am really excited. I wont be back until Sunday afternoon so I wont be online until then. Hopefully I will get to see Dade...but if not it will be ok...maybe I will some other time. Hope you guys will miss me...:D BisexualVampyre

What Goddess Are You?
You Are Aphrodite! A total shining star with a ton of admirers And no wonder: you live life to the fullest! When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on What Goddess Are You?

Cop Killing..
I don't understand WTF is wrong with people in todays world. Kidnapping babies while slashing the mothers throat, shooting kids in school, killing cops over a fucking speeding ticket. It seems thats all the news, online or on TV, carry anymore. It's sad that a cop (and his K9)lost his life today. Even sadder that he leaves behind a wife with 3 children over something a stupid as this. sad indeed... http://www.tampabay.com/

My First Blog.
Here it is 2 days until showtime and I cut my hand a work. It is a good cut too right across my palm. But the show must go on and I will play my drums for the full hour. Problem is that I am a bit worried about the lack of practise. We will be playing at The Apple Festival in Ruthven Ontario at 1:00 at Colasantis tropical Gardens if you happen to be around lol.

Get Through The New Day
"Get through the new day" Every once in awhile I can lose everything; I lose my way home My heart then refuses to sing I've been losing my mind I've been looking around; Wondering what's happening. If I've truly be found. Is there something missing Was it truly ever gone? When I think I've found it I wake up to the new dawn. I curse the mornings I welcome the night; My Angel breaks through Then embraces me by candle light. Her warmth surrounds me Tears wash my sins away; I hold her love close It helps me get through the new day. Jeremy Danes Copyright ©2006 Jeremy Danes

Segments Of A Broken Heart (for A High School Love)
The smell in the air was fresh and He was on my mind Memories of the past where all he left behind I let it not get to me the sound of his goodbye But his voice was trapped within me and it darked up the sky A Feeling of entrapment was also present too My heart began to break but the sky was getting blue The suddenly the phone rang and he was on the line I asked him why he left me but he didn't reply. I thought the past when we laught and cried the time we spent together I knew had suddenly died. Author: Sharon Walz Chattanooga, Tn

Serious Matters
Originally posted Wednesday, January 25, 2006 In the wake of news about travel issues, I dug this out to post to my blog. I think it puts a lot of things into perspective, particularly about flying. Never let it be said that ground crews and engineers lack a sense of humor. Here are some actual logged maintenance complaints by QANTAS pilots and the corrective action recorded by mechanics. By the way, Qantas is supposedly the only major airline that has never had an accident. P = the problem the pilots entered in the log. S = the solution or corrective action taken by the mechanics. P: Test flight OK, except autoland very rough. S: Autoland not installed on this aircraft. P: Something loose in cockpit. S: Something tightened in cockpit. P: Dead bugs on windshield. S: Live bugs on backorder. P: Autopilot in altitude-hold mode produces a 200-fpm descent. S: Cannot reproduce problem on ground. P: Evidence of leak on right main landing gear. S: Evidence removed.

Taking A Drive
A man and his wife were driving through country on his way from New York to California. Looking at his fuel gauge, he decided to stop at the next gasoline station and fill up. About 15 minutes later, he spots a Mobil station and pulls over to the high octane pump. "What can I do for y'all?" asks the attendant. "Fill `er up with high test," replies the driver. While the attendant is filling up the tank, he's looking the car up and down. "What kinda car is this?" he asks. "I never seen one like it before." "Well," responds the driver, his chest swelling up with pride, "this, my boy is a 1999 Cadillac DeVille." "What all's it got in it?" asks the attendant. "Well," says the driver, "it has everything. It's loaded with power steering, power seats, power sun roof, power mirrors, AM/FM radio with a 10 deck CD player in the trunk with 100 watts per channel, 8 speaker stereo, rack and pinion steering, disk brakes all around, leather interior, digital instrument package, and best of all,

Its Simple And Dont Cheat!
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Retribution
Sixteen in my hands and a ruck on my back, off to a war now, no time to look back. I'll hold you once more and then I must go. Remember me babe if I don't make it back. No use cryin’ for me, just let me leave. I'm gonna come back babe, just wait and see. Steel rain all around me hope I stay dry. Stench of death in the air as I lay down some fire. Airborne all the way, so I know I'll survive. They're on the run now with fear in their eyes. No where to run to, they got no where to hide. They're being chased now, the Cav’s in the sky. All American Airborne, Screamin' Eagles too, 44th MEDCOM, the third and fourth I-D. Army Rangers, Special Force Group, the Big Red 1 baby has 'em on the run.

Bad Week
Fist home life has been really bad. MY autistic son has had a rough week and it has been xtremely hard on me, the othe half is PMS'ing and my Dom is still in Florida! OMG I need a hot bath and a jug of rum!..Ok I would settle for some warm arms and soft words!

Blow Me Pt. 2
Well this day just keeps getting better and better. Nicholas is very tired and won't go to sleep, so my mom is tryin now to get him to sleep. When my A/C leaked all over my room I had all my clothes that needed to be washed in a bag. Well my mom thought it was trash and threw them away. I seriously have almost no clothes at all. I went from havin' like 50 shirts to like 4 or 5 and most of my pants yeah GONE. I'm so freakin upset it just sucks. It seems like things just keep getting harder and harder. I don't wanna do it alone anymore. I just need to get away.....

I'm Pissy
Still trying to figure out how this damn thing works...or doesn't work. I posted a blog a day or two ago...had two people comment on it..but I could not reread it..let alone understand what I had said in my blog. (you'd think I'd know). It was gobbledygook looked like HTML mistakes to me. Thanks for commenting creamy and BBW...I had to delete...it was scary!! some words mine some not... LMAO...beotches...love ya

I Am A Nerd V.v
Ok whats up all...i have no clue why i am posting but i just felt like it cause thats just how i roll...well what i pretty much did today was woke up, tripped over my feet and hit the floor (that was rather lame of me). I went to school and first thing i did was ran into the door...well the door opend and i was right behide it and got smacked. it was kind of funny then anything. well later that day somebody threw a football for me to catch...well he over threw it and i decided i should run back to get it...well interesting thing was i ran right up a wall. i slammed into the sucker i think i dented it. well things finally settled and were going well...until later when my Jeep just wouldn't start. yeah it died so i had to call my friend up and have the jump start it for me. took about 30 minutes for him to get there. well after he got the and got it running we headed out to go get some Coffee and just relax and finish school work. But yesh...this was the day of the dork. i had such a mes

B.c Here Comes Roxy!
Well am getting ready for my big move across Canada!! Am really excited to meet my husband's mom and her husband.. Also My husbands Uncle Mike. I Have Talked To My Husbands Mom Over The Internet For Almost 3 Years,, And I Have Been Dying To Meet Her!! It's Also Great That Scarlett Gets To Meet Her Other Grandma!! And I Also Think The Change Of Area Will Help All 3 Of Us Out,, A Fresh Start In A New Place Is What We Need!! Sooo Oct 1 We Are All Off To Fort St John B.C!!! The Trip Will Be Interesting LOL

Thank You
last few days i been little down on myself and out of the 150 or so people that i have as friends on here 1 person has stood out with there smart ass comments and inane blogs to make me crack a smile here or there. i just wanted to say thank you and that you kick ass. and if anyone wants a good friend here is link go show her some love and if your lucky as me you will realize she a cool as hecll person and great person to have as a friend thanks 4ever me@ LostCherry

This Is Silly... Boobs
i keep getting made fun of cuz i have none... how sad is that ... all my hunk friends are like look.. i have more than you.. its silly and makes me giggle... but i want more tits! lol just thought i might through this out there...

Thinking Of You
Well, it has been awhile, and I miss the sweet taste of your lips, the scent of your skin the heat of your touch, the beauty of your love. Let us come toether again so we can look into eachothers eyes and sense the sincerity of the future of forever.

My Life
my life is but a dream it`s nuthing but a fantasy, where i make things become realityin my world,i could have anyone in my dream my dream is but things dat r full of emotions emotions dat i feel for my 1 and only true luv but the only ding is that its not fully luved becuase my true luv i have not yet found if i had found my true luv he would be by my side 24/7 always there to cheer me up wen my days r down givvin me hugs and kisses becuase he truely luvs me but my life is just da begining of a new dream every day w/ a new fary tale

Whats Your Sexual Style?
You scored as Exciting. You are exciting, people want to fuck your brains out and you know it. Whether it's in an airplane or on the back of the bus, sex with you is always exciting.Hot100%Exciting100%Wet100%Soft94%Sweet63%Violent44%Awkward13%Shy0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Cuando No Estes Aqui
cuando no veo a nadie en mi lado pienso en ti cuando piensoen ti te qiueroa mi lado cuando estoy erids del corazon quiero que me aces sonreir. cuando estoysola quiero que etes junto ami cuando no estes aqui yo lloro y lloro asta se me terminan los lagrimas de dolor cuando no etes aqui mis gritospara ti, y mis pensamientos de ti nunca se acaban. me duele el corazon cuando estoamos separados , mu precupada popr ti y solo para tinunca y de nadie te pueden quitarte de mi vista o mis sentimients que traigo para ti ay dios,tengoun amor tan grande que no hay posobelidad que puede caver aqui en este mundo Y por ultima ves dejame besar tus labois , te di un beso mas pero te juroque hoy es demasiado,quisiera pedir que no te fueras de mi lado , pero tu amor se me solto, ya no podia verte nunca , pero todavia te quiero desde este momento de hoy,si eran tan separables nuestrasvidas porque hoy nada es igual , te amo tanto corazon no me dejes sola, tus bebsos son mu

Suicide Series.
Sometimes life is hard and sometimes life is easy just like spinning round it can make you queasy People can be cruel and people can be nice occasionally youre wrong, occasionally youre right At times I sit and stare my thoughts all full of wonder knowing all the time my birth was just a blunder I tire of myself and everyone around thinking of what happens after were six feet underground Is there one true God or is he even real I think that if he does exist he doesnt really feel For all the trouble the world is in are we expected not to sin If we were made to live and die what was our purpose in his eye To spread the word and do his will while all this time we all are ill As hate is spread and only our outsides read it seems as if no one uses their head We all are equal, we all bleed the same is it fair to judge a person because of their name Appearances mean everything to most people today no one really listens to what another has to say The news shows so much h

I'm Bad!
Sorry I'm really bad at the whole friends stuff.I try to ten everyones profile and pics but never seem to keep in contact with anyone!Typical guy wants ya, gets ya then in a flash he forgets about ya!At least I know my short comings.And if I haven't stopped by lately.Forgive me I'm a guy.I would say I'll stop in soon but that would probably be a lie(HEHE)and we don't wanna add that to the list of things I am!peace out

Suicide Series
Why do people think they understand my pain they know nothing, they think from it I gain My outside shell is happy and gay but I think about suicide everyday I seem like I complain about my past people suffer worse but still they last If life were easy faith wouldn't be needed With God I know I've pleaded Tears can't be shown my father made that known I hold back and hide my feelings no one knows that fake me they're seeing Love is the answer to my hurts I sit here and watch silently from my perch I quietly observ the passers by knowing they have no clue I want to die I'm always smiling and saying hi on the inside all I do is cry Sometimes it's like all I do is fight I hate it but love it, my thoughts at night Tears can't be shown my father made that known I hold back and hide my feelings no one knows that fake me they're seeing

True Sunshine
True Sunshine A start of the day signified by the sunrise, A new beginning, the arrival of another chance, To see the sunrise is to see true beauty, A chance to see the true light of your eyes. Hold strong for the rise of the sun, Take a breath and remember its glory, Find the strength to face the day from this. Find hope to see yourself as you would be. The sunrise is the mark of the beginning, It holds the truth for the start, a search, But a search for what you ask, It is a search to see your Sunshine. For as the sunrise starts the day, It is the Sunshine that lights it, But this light comes not from the sun, This is the light you see within another. For the time this person wakes, To the time this person falls asleep, So marks the start and end of your day, It is this person that gives light to your heart. So rise when your Sunshine rises, Sleep when your Sunshine sleeps, Remember their beauty for it is grand, For you know it is for them in which you stand

A Journey
A Journey A journey of the mind, the body, of the soul, A means of discovery, to find yourself, For a road shall be present but with several paths, Choose your path without fear of mistake. A journey of the mind is to be thoughtful, A means to enlighten your self, To be knowledgeable and careful, Yet to be free to walk by your own strength. A journey of the body is to be strong, A means of building yourself in strength, To be broken down and rebuilt from within, A way to become the force behind your thought. A journey of the soul is to find peace, A means to become one with yourself, For you to become the bearer of your person, To carry your emotions for all of yourself. It is a journey of your equal, A search to find your companion, A desire to be complete, to have your heart filled, This journey is to become all that you wish for. This journey is like the stars, For solitude may wear on the patient as well, Like the shooting star you make your final journey,

"show Some Love"
Hey, hey all my sexy fellow cherries! My list is growing more & more everday...woohoo! But, there are alot of you that I never talk to, get comments from, or even a quick shoutout. So.....if you are one of those people, please let me know that you are very much alive & kicking...lol! The ones I dont hear from, I am gonna take off my list after a short time....I hate to do it, but truthfully, whats the use to just collect friends...who really aren't friends?!?!? I hope I hear from each & everyone of you soon, & relax all my peeps...I know everyone doesn't get on here every single day, so I am gonna wait a few days to give everyone a chance...so come on, show the love!!! XOXOXO

The Reason For Acting Odd
my father was murdered 11 yrs ago.... and he and i were very close and it happened just a couple months after having my daughter.... this next month is the most difficult for me sorry if I offend anyone or seem defensive... but i'm still suffering from post traumatic shock syndrome and well... i'm not handling this particular time very well.. just.. understand. thnx

Just A Thought
The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attituse on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than success. It is more important than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness, or skill. It will make or break a company...a church...a home...a school. Thr remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we have. We cannot change the past, we cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced then life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it.

Hollow Men
I: We are the hollow men We are the stuffed men Leaning together Headpiece filled with straw. Alas! Our dried voices, when We wisper together Are quiet and meaningless As wind in dry grass Or rats' feet over broken glass In our fry cellar Shape without form, shade without colour, Paralysed force, Gesture without motion; Those who have crossed With direct eyes, to death's other Kingdom Remember us -- if at all -- not as lost Violent souls, but only As the hollow men The stuffed men. II: Eyes I dare not meet in dreams In death's dream kingdom These do not appear: There, the eyese are Sunlight on a broken column There, is a tree swinging And voices are On the wind's singing More distant and more solemn Than a fading star. Let me be no nearer In death's dream kingdom Let me also wear Such deliberate disguises Rat's coat, crowskin, crossed staves In a field Behaving as the wind behaves No nearer -- Not that final me

First Entry
Creative title, eh? Oh well, deal with it. So what to say... I burned my hand today. Pretty bad, too. I took some codine, and it feels better. I can count 4 blisters, but from the middle of my palm all the way up my fingers hurts pretty bad. It's hard to play videos with one hand. It doesn't work so well. I got to play video games cause I had off today, which rocked! Kaity came home early from college, so we basically had the whole night to do whatever, which never happens. We played some video games, looked for Halloween costume ideas for me, had some dinner, played more video games. I know what I want to be for Halloween. A voodoo witch. I'm going to buy a rubber chicken and glue some feathers here and there on it to make it look plucked. I'm going to buy 2 shrunken heads and give them name tags that say "Shelby" and "Rodney." They are my ex's...for those of you who don't know. I think I basically have the costume planned out. It's going to be more goth than traditional v

Muscle Cars.............
Take the quiz: What kind of muscle car are you?1971 Plymouth BarracudaYou have a 1971 Plymouth Barracuda. You love beer. You love your car. It's fast as hell, and thats all that matters! And yes, it's got a hemi.....that's right I said a hemi!Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Pissy...
Well I get home and check out Deviant Art site where I have uploaded all of my artwork too. Well come to find out apparently those jackass say that my you are the reason artwork is a copywrite violation so they had to remove it..fuckers!! If you dont want your shit shown on a damn site then dont post it..or otherwise put copywrite on the damn thing..Yeah i know i shouldnt get pissy about this but damn cmon it was my own damn artwork i did the shit in psp and they had the balls to email me that shit..i just think its stupid, if they thought that picture was copywrite violation then they should have took down every single damn one of my artwork i had posted up on their site..I dont understand unless it was the fact that i used of of apnea's pictures in my artwork..then again that could be it..and if so sue me..lol geez everyone has artwork they do up from other pictures they have found on the internet..and yet only one of mine was subjected to removal. I just didnt figure it would be rem

Not For Everyone!
Before you read the following THIS IS NOT MY LIST! 1. Tea bag - As you are sitting on a girl's face, repeatedly dip your scrotum in and out of her mouth, similar to a tea bag in a cup of hot water. 2. Hot Lunch - While receiving head from a woman, you shit on her chest. (a.k.a. the Cleveland Steamer) 3. The Stranger - Sitting on your hand until it falls asleep and then jerking off, eliciting the feeling of a hand job from someone else. 4. Donkey Punch - Banging a girl doggy style and moments before you cum, sticking your dick in her ass, then punching her in the back of the head. This gives a tremendous sensation, but for it to work correctly, the girl must be knocked out so that her asshole tightens up. 5. Golden Shower - Any form of peeing on a girl. (aka: watersports) 6. Pearl Necklace - Well known. Whenever you cum on the neck/cleavage area of a girl, it takes on the look of beautiful jewelry. 7. Coyote - This occurs when you wake up in the room of a nasty skank and you

Friends
FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food. REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry. REAl FRiENDS: cry with you FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAl FRiENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you. REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile. REAl FRiENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRiENDS: Will take your drink

Catwalk Bitches Must Die!
Begone Oh Lofty Wenches to your Catwalks in the sky Begone and take thine graven image from before mine eye Stalk your way to paradise on six- inch, spike- heeled shoes And prattle to the Maker about fashion's changing hues Dent His ear eternally with gossip of rich men Force Him to endure your endless tripe, and then Reduce Him to a jellied heap with just one awesome stare Before you slip your tops off to bombard Him with your 'pair' Not those which He did give you, Oh No, dare I should jest! But ones which have been tweaked and puffed, deflated and the rest Show cheekbones which do arch, as none should ever do Then divest of all your clothing just to see what else is new To strut, to stalk, to pout, to pose, all this is everlasting Until such day as we can be, of you, completely blasting Get off our screens, out of our faces, begone before our eyes To torture not imperfect souls, from heaven's fluffy skies Depart at once, unto the all- eternal, divine- divide

Charles Schultz Philosophy
The following is the philosophy of Charles Schultz, the creator of the "Peanuts" comic strip. You don't have to actually answer the questions. Just read the e-mail straight through, and you'll get the point. 1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world. 2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners. 3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America. 4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer Prize. 5. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winners for best actor and actress. 6. Name the last decade's worth of World Series winners. How did you do? The point is, none of us remember the headliners of yesterday. These are no second-rate achievers. They are the best in their fields. But the applause dies. Awards tarnish. Achievements are forgotten. Accolades and certificates are buried with their owners . Here's another quiz. See how you do on this one: 1. List a few teachers who aided your journey throug

The Real Me!!!! Lmao
Great philosophy... I love it! 1. I don't do windows because... I love birds and don't want one to run into a clean window and get hurt. (I am compassionate) 2. I don't wax floors because... I am terrified a guest will slip, hurt themselves, I'll feel terrible and they may sue me. (I am careful and poor) 3. I don't mind the dust bunnies because... they are very good company, I have named most of them, and they agree with everything I say. (I am imaginative) 4. I don't disturb cobwebs because I want every creature to have a home of their own and my family loves spiders. (I am kind) 5. I don't Spring Clean because... I love all the seasons and don't want the others to get jealous. (I am fair minded) 6. I don't plant a garden because... I don't want to get in God's way, he is an excellent designer. (I am courteous) 7. I don't put

Could This Really Happen!!!! I Think It Could....miracles Happen All The Time
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped inside her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; "She struggled to get free," But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused "On where the back seat once had been," But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; "She did not hear them cry, " "And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, "

Poison
Your cruel device your blood like ice one look could kill my pain, your thrill I wanna love you, but I better not touch (don't touch) I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop I wanna kiss you, but I want it too much I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison. You're poison running through my veins, you're poison,I don't wanna break these chains. Your mouth so hot your web, I'm caught your skin, so wet black lace, on sweat I hear you calling and it's needles and pins (and pins) I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name Don't wanna touch you, but you're under my skin (deep in) I wanna kiss you but your lips are venomous poison. You're poison running through my veins,you're poison, I don't wanna break these chains. Poison... One look could kill my pain, your thrill I wanna love you, but I better not touch (don't touch) I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to

With This Ring
WITH THIS RING Take me by the hand and let me change your name, from this moment on we will never be the same. together we will be joined as in one body and soul, till death do us part, to have and to hold. If there is one thing that I ever wanted in my life, it would be to stay with you forever, as husband and wife. every single time our lips meet and kiss, i am lifted to a state of heavenly bliss. i feel this is something that need to be said, with this ring I thee wed.

Love
Whyy is it everytime i fall in love i end up getting hurt in some way. im not saying anii names to this one cause that wouldnt be good, especially for me. I just dont understand whyy im always getting hurt when it comes to fuk*in relationships. should i just quit dayting or something so i DONT get hurt. riight now theres only ONE guy in my life. im not saying whoo but my close friends and family kno who. he is the ONLY guy i wanna be with. ive tried bein wit sum1 else but it just doesnt work. aniiways if anii1 has an idea of what i should do..dropp me a line cause im usually always hurre. peace peoples -Krista

I Am A Woman~~poem
I shave my legs, I sit down to pee, And I can justify any shopping spree. Don't go to a barber, But a beauty salon, I can het a massage without a hard-on. I can balance the checkbook, I can pump my own gas, Can talk to my friends About the size of my ass. My beauty's a masterpiece, and yes, it takes long. At least I can admit. to others when I'm wrong. I don't drive in circles, at any cost. And I don't have a problem, admitting I'm lost. I never forget, an important date. You just gotta deal with it, I'm usually late. I don't watch movies with lots of gore. Don't need instant replay, to remember the score. I won't lose my hair, I don't get jock itch. And just cause I'm assertive, Don't call me a bitch. Don't say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her. In your dreams,my dear, I can do better! Flowers are o'kay, But jewelry's best. Look at me you idiot... Not at my chest??? I don't have a problem, With expressing my feelings.

Love
Slow down for three minutes to read this. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 "Love is when m

I Wish.......
"There's a wish that has been handed down from other generations. When we say 'I wish you enough,' we are wanting the other person to have a life filled with just enough good things to sustain them. So with that explained........ I WISH YOU ENOUGH....... "I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive. I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish enough "Hello's" to get you through the final "Goodbye."

Sex Sex Sex
So what is it about sex blogs that is so interesting? I was looking at the blogs again and over 75% of them are about sex in one way or another. Should I write porn stories? Would more people read my blog if I wrote about sex? The answer is definately YES. Look at the top blogs. Some married couple thinks its cute to talk about how fun it is to share each other and tell the world about it. I mean I like sex, you like sex, so what! Is LC turning into interactive porn? Are that many people on here not having sex? Or is it that they are having really bad sex that they need to get on here and look at pics, read about it, then talk to someone they will never meet about it? Ya know, whenI was younger I learned that only little boys and whores kissed and told. To be honest, I dont really care how many dicks the little fat girl in the top 10 sucked, or why she likes it. (there goes my internet popularity) The really funny thing is, it is all for show, all for attention. Do you really think

Sotd - The Singer
This band should have been super huge! The last time I saw them would definitely be one of my Top 5 fave concerts ever! Too bad they're not around anymore :( by Jump Little Children The singer steps forward He is not a torch song hero He is not the embodiment of a soul brother The unassumed troubadour sings to himself softly But not a word escapes his lips They don't even try His words would rather stay with him as long as possible But his melody is for me and you I prefer to be alone when you're not around Sometimes when I speak I can't stand the sound Of my voice, this great big destructive machine That takes to much time to say what it means They tell me that my father is sick once again With the plague that has decimated many old men I settle once more to the long sad dread That reminds me that all loved ones soon will be dead This is why I spend so much time making love to you In your arms I was searching for things that were true This is why I spend

Women Drivers
I was riding to work yesterday when I observed a female driver cut right in front of a pickup truck causing him to have to drive on to the shoulder to avoid hitting her. This evidently angered the driver enough that he hung his arm out his window and flipped the woman off. "Man, that guy is stupid!" I thought to myself. I ALWAYS smile nicely and wave in a sheepish manner whenever a female does anything to me in traffic and here's why: I drive 48 miles each way every day to work, that's 96 miles each day. Of these, 16 miles each way is bumper-to-bumper. Most of the bumper-to-bumper is on an 8 lane highway so if you just look at the 7 lanes I am not in, that means I pass something like a new car every 40 feet per lane. That's 7 cars every 40 feet for 32 miles. That works out to be 982 cars every mile, or 31,424 cars. Even though the rest of the 32 miles is not bumper to bumper, I figure I pass at least another 4000 cars. That brings the number

My Own Shit
Days is long, nights is an eternity/ Thats why I smoke dro til the roaches be burn'n me/ Cops, they be learn'n my moves earn'n me felonies/ Seven on my sheet, parole officer be tail'n me/ But never will I ever be scared to do me/ They say,"Tone you conceited", nah, who me/ Naw not me, thats Stuup/ He the grimy nigga, conive'n and throw'n niggas for loops/ But we are one in the same, we had the same judge/ When he sentenced us to 3 years, neither one of us budged/ So yeah, I guess I am kind of arrogant/ Real niggas do what they want, you do what you can, you a manaquin/ Niggas like,"Aww, here he go with that again/ Damn right, you lucky I don't hit you with the heat and leave ya brains like gelatin/ But I don't wanna speak heat right now/ I wanna speak truth of what I see right now/ The industry is soft, kind of sweet right now/ Even though niggas front'n like they street right now/ Yall niggas funny, see me laugh'n and shit/ Cuz I see you in ya video dance'n and shit

2006
If y ou are honest, this tells the truth. It's pretty good. Write your answers on a piece of paper, and NO cheating! The "meanings" are at the bottom. 1. Which is your favorite color out of: red , black , blue , green , or yellow ? 2. Your first initial? 3. Your month of birth? 4. Which color do you like more, black or white ? 5. Name of a person of the same sex as yours. 6. Your favorite number? 7. Do you like California or Florida more? 8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more? 9. Write down a wish (realistically). When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat!) Answers 1. If you choose: Red - You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - You are conservative and aggressive. Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back. Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love. Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down. 2. If your initial is: A-K You

Long Day
What a long day!!! The paper work from the day before was screwed right up so I had to go back and fix it. I really don't care for fixing other people's mistakes, especially knowing they are not my mistakes. If it was my own mistakes, I wouldn't mind going back to fix them. I got 2 pay raises, was made a manager and now I'm working on certification for another higher level of manager's position. I like the pay raises but the responsibility I can do without. It's annoying having to deal with cranky, lazy employees and having to deal with all the complaints. Who the hell do I complain to when I get bitchy?!!!? But overall, our numbers are up and that looks good for our consultant. He's a numbers man. Unfortunately, having this new position means that I work more hours if something goes wrong or if there is an emergency. Oh lucky me. I liked the position I was in before. I fought the manager's position for a while, that is until they just handed me the position. I guess I shouldn'

Apache History And Some Knowledge.
" All Apache relied primarily on hunting of wild game and gathering of cactus fruits and other wild plant foods. The Western Apache (Coyotero) traditionally occupied most of eastern Arizona and included the White Mountain, Cibuecue, San Carlos, and Northern and Southern Tonto bands. The Chiricahua occupied southwestern New Mexico, southeastern Arizona, and adjacent Mexican states of Chihuahua and Sonora. The Mescalero (Faraon) lived east of the Rio Grande in southern New Mexico, with the Pecos River as their eastern border. The Jicarilla (Tinde) ranged over southeastern Colorado, northern New Mexico, and northwest Texas, with the Lipan occupying territory directly to the east of the Jicarilla. By 1750, Comanche pressure forced the Jicarilla and Lipan south toward the Rio Grande. The Kiowa Apache (Gataka), long associated with the Kiowa, a Plains people, ranged over the southern plains of Colorado, Oklahoma, and Texas. "They attained their greatest fame as guerrilla fighters defendi

Dieing Inside
Dieing Inside Dieing inside because I have not yet lived I have not yet accomplished all that I am Not finished all I can do The darkness envelops me day by day All I can do is vanish away Does it matter where I am or who I love? For if I deny myself to the Lord above I cannot live to fulfill my destiny Keep living the lie Die Inside Until it becomes black Where my soul used to be 01/25/05 I wrote this last year thought I'd share. More to come.

New Lounge For Blogging
I have a new lounge with a few friends. It is called The Thinking Rock. It is specifically for people that write blogs. We will have blog topics, and discussions/debates in threads. This requires actual thinking. We will also post links to your blogs so others can read what you have to say. Its a cool way to actually get to know someone, and express yourself. We might even learn something along the way. So if you are interested, check it out. http://www.lostcherry.com/lounge.php?l=3211

Honest Abe
I do the very best I know how....If the end brings me out all right, what is said against me won't amount to anything. If the end brings me out wrong, ten angels swearing I was right would make no difference. Abraham Lincoln

Interesting Lounges
Apart from going in the music lounges every now and again to listen to the tunes, my favourite is the House of Metal at the moment, I was kind of getting a bit lost for a place to hang on that goes beyond the "what up", what are you wearing kind of messages, anyway Brice invited me to The Thinking Lounge, its for those of us who maybe bored with the blah blah blah and would be interested in having decent conversations about stuff that actually means something to us anyway here is the link The Thinking Lounge

Alright Now Before Ya Decide To Go Judging Me Based On A One Sided Story
Lets get the facts straight Kodi a.k.a. ".luscious epidemic." and her friend homie bro or whoever it was "Wicked Carnie" decided to go and hack into my yahoo account Wicked Carnie then got on here tryin to tell me I wasn't a Juggalo and I needed to stop claiming to be, I think I missed the annoucement on insaneclownposse.com where they said that they were appointing him as King of Juggalos and that he'd would be in charge of telling all other homies who was or wasn't a Juggalo, Did anybody else ever see that annoucement? LoL, But yea anyways he went as far as to threatening to even hack into my LostCherry account and have it deleted too and made where I couldn't join again... First off how many true down ass homies do ya know that would go and hack into other peoples accounts... Then go as far as to tell them that they aren't a Juggalo? This is the first one to me, So yea okay maybe the shoe should be on the other foot for him... But yea jus to get the facts straight me and Kodi ha

Joke;-)
Sam has been in the computer business for 25 years and is finally sick of the stress. He quits his job and buys 50 acres of land in Vermont as far from humanity as possible. Sam sees the postman once a week and gets groceries once a month. Otherwise it's total peace and quiet. After six months or so of almost total isolation, he's finishing dinner when someone knocks on his door. He opens it and there is a big, bearded Vermonter standing there. "Name's Enoch... Your neighbour from four miles over the ridge... Having a party Saturday... Thought you'd like to come." "Great," says Sam, "after six months of this I'm ready to meet some local folks. Thank you." As Enoch is leaving he stops, "Gotta warn you there's gonna be some drinkin'." "Not a problem... After 25 years in the computer business, I can drink with the best of 'em." Again, as he starts to leave Enoch stops. "More 'n' likely gonna be some fightin' too." "Damn", Sam thinks... "Tough crowd." "Well, I get along

Not Seen Calum An Tribal 4 1 Week X X
It gets harder as the days go on, its about a week since i had my boy in my arm an gave my partner a hug. An dont know how long it will be till i can see them x x I get to see them both on web cam but its not the same x x Love them both so much and missing them so much x x

Wjhat Flower Are You?
***You Are A Lily*** You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist. People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you. You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words. Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize. What Flower Are You? http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatflowerareyouquiz/

And We Pay Them Huge Amounts... Whyyy??????
Chicago Cubs outfielder Andre Dawson on being a role model: "I wan' all dem kids to do what I do, to look up to me. I wan' all the kids to copulate me." .................................................. New Orleans Saint RB George Rogers when asked about the upcoming season: "I want to rush for 1,000 or 1,500 yards, whichever comes first." .................................................. And, upon hearing Joe Jacobi of the 'Skins say: "I'd run over my own mother to win the Super Bowl". Matt Millen of the Raiders said: "To win, I'd run over Joe's Mom, too." .................................................. Torrin Polk, University of Houston receiver, on his coach, John Jenkins: "He treats us like men. He lets us wear earrings." .................................................. Football commentator and former player Joe Theismann, 1996: "Nobody in football should be called a genius. A genius is a guy like Norman Einstein." ............

Rewriting And Improving Stuff. The Other One Seemed Really Kinda Dumb.
If you really think you could be that special....GF APP — Friday, 29 September 2006 Yah, I allready know who I want right now. But I saw it on myspace, and thought that it needed some work. So I changed it, and added to it. So it's up mostly as showing off my ideas and writing. SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! GiRLS TiTLE iT "BOYFRiEND APPLiCATiON" BOYS TiTLE iT "GiRLFRiEND APPLiCATION" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Fave fashion style ? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Are you looking for a faithful relationship? 8. Would you enjoy it? 9. What do you want out of a relationship? 10. Would you ever get the nerve to ask me out? 11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. What's your sense of humor like? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. _____ Is the key to happiness.

Game Tonight...
its goin' good... i wore the uniform to skol today... kinda scarry.. but i got alot of good coments and shit... and now that i got a skirt that fits right... and is shorter... trying to get a pic of me in it .. with hair down ... anyways... and so yea... i got called fat... but get this part of it... the chick who called me that is BIGGER than i am... but w/e ... it ko' i am so hyped... i didnt take my pills today... so lol well got to go get ready for big game... love ya! gbu! xoxoxoxoxoxox P.S. SMILE!!!

My Give A Damn's Busted
I am so tired of the lies that I could puke!! Online or in real life, a lie is still a lie!! I am a woman who will trust you till you give me reason not too. Yes online is not reality, but it is where the only real friends I have besides Monty and my family are. Or at least I thought my real friends. I have been lied to so much this past week and a half that I am tired of trying. I am tired of trying to figure out if what I am being told is the truth and I am tired of having to figure out if I can trust people again. My heart has been broken and drug through the mud enough to where anyone would figure that I would be so cold hearted that I could care less about anything. Well that is not true. Yes my heart has been broken, is broken, but it heals and it will never make me any less of a person. So I have come to some conclusions on things. MY GIVE A DAMNS BUSTED!!! Unless you are someone who I call my friend, dont fucking try with me anymore. My heart belongs to one man and will alw

Looking
***first of all: DO NOT READ IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO READ ABOUT MY FAITH. i do not preach at people. i am letting you know ahead of time that this poem/song is based on my spiritual side**** "Looking" 1. Looking for the one, who can see my soul through my eyes so green and wondering looking for a light to make my way bright for right now I am walking in the dark--- **CHORUS***** *The shadows of my life the memories of strife all rain down upon me Help me Lord, I need you now.... 2. I know your here to guide I need not to hide from all that is within me All I need is you no matter what I do I feel the warm embrace And see the smile on your face- ******CHORUS******** *The highlights of my life the memories make me come to life all rain down upon me (like blessings from above Thank you Lord, I need you Lord *****TAG******* My life I give as an offering to you..... My life I give, as an offering to you! © Kari

Life
Frustrated, complicated, nothing makes sense Squirming and sweating; her body seems tense So many loud noises drumming her ears Some may have wondered why she is still here This story tells not of the girl who walked away She is one so prestigious and strives on each day One who looks past all her hopeless fears It isn't so easy, for with it comes tears And everyone seems fooled, by her perfect smile Each victim to this girl's unintentional guile Ironically she cries a bloody river and sea Look forth for she's still trying...

Abortion
**THIS IS MY OWN PERSONAL CHOISE!! If you don't agree than thats fine with me I am not trying to argue with people! Like I said, this is MY chiose!!** Month one Mommy I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time

Yea!!! Haha
You're an Expert Kisser You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettableWhat Kind of Kisser Are You?

What Happened To Love
why people punish love like detention? Man and woman was put together I’m sure lust wasn’t God’s intention Why are ex’s never mentioned? Love at one point is now full of hate Partner’s lack of climax made pleasures less great. On a scale of 1 to 10 how do I rate? Some people are to thin, some are overweight. Lack of income kept me short for a date A Jag or a Beamer is something I can’t afford. She didn’t want to be seen in a Honda Accord the feeling is like being stabbed with a sword What ever happened to love? People’s hearts being broken everyday. I wonder what people are really thinking of. Relationships are here today gone tomorrow. What ever happened to Love?

How It Is..
Ok, I am here in my barracks at Puget Sound Naval Shipyard, which is now known affectionately by me as psns. So I am out here in Bremerton. So I was checking in over at Bangor and when I got to medical, I was informed I am supposed to have a waiver in my record for my collapsed lung and for "retained hardware" in my leg being the metal rod in my femur. So apparently, my doc in Hawaii dicked me over on the paperwork side, so I am on medical hold until I get all that paperwork sent through and written up. They were trying to figure out a way for me to commute to Bangor, a 20 minute ride every morning, but had no way other than making the duty driver come and pick me up every morning and have to take me home. So instead they made a call to the Public Affairs Offices, aka PAO, to see if they could use some help over there to avoid the commute. Well, I get the word that the last few guys had bombed out b/c they guy is a retired captain and tends to be rather scrupulous with the help. I had

It Never Ends!
i hurt my back at work last week and now im too hurt to work so ive been filling out applications all over and now the insurance company called me and said my jobs trying to act like i didnt hurt my back there. like what the hell i told them i was gunna quit already and they are still messing with me. i have a job interview on tuesday im gunna totally take it just to get away from there i dont care if im fully healed or not! :(

Myspace Has A New Hall Monitor...?
Originally posted Tuesday, April 18, 2006 I subscribe to a few web design and development e-zines, including one called SecurityProNews. On Thursday: 04.13.06, they sent the following article by David Utter, which I though would be of interest to most of [MySpace members]. It is reposted by kind permission: Former Microsoft child-safe computing director and federal prosecutor Hemanshu (Hemu) Nigam joined Fox Interactive Media as chief security officer for MySpace. Cleaning up the wilder and sometimes more dangerous side of MySpace has received as much attention as the site itself in recent months. The website booted off some 200,000 profiles it deemed too risqu for continued viewing. Keeping tabs on the growing site became a full-time job, and Ross Levinsohn at Fox Interactive Media must have decided to treat it like that, especially if MySpace is to become the advertising magnet Fox desires. That leads to the announcement out of Fox Interactive Media that they have

Newz On My Sis Katrina!
she called lastnight and told me she iz pregnant again..yea itz good newz but in the end could be bad newz since the missouri family service has it in for her and will prob take him or her when he or she zi born!

Fucked Up Shit
Well where shall I begin. My family must be really fucked up. I just found out tonight that my dad has had alzheimer's for like 5 yrs now at least. well now let me fast forward some. I went into the Marine Corps in Oct 1999. The following June 2000, my mom threw my dad out for reasons Ill get into if I am asked. Well now let me fast forward to present day. My mom and dad have been seperated for 6+ yrs now. And my dad is finally serving my mom divorce papers so he can marry some chick that looks like the Penguin playd as danny devito in that one batman movie. Well After reviwing the papers my mom noticed something really fucked up. There was something on the papers that asked something like Was there any children that resulted from this marriage? AND MY FATHER SAID NO. its like WTF then How was my older sister an borther myself an younger sister all concived? Well here is what we are thinking. The woman my dad plans on marrying, we think like a a year after they are married she will a

Does Anybody Look
is it just me or does anyone look at their profile after revising it i've seen some fantastic profiles but the "skins" make them almost unreadable and yes some people actually do read the profile anyone have any thoughts????

Mad Luv On My New Pics!!!
YOU GUYS F*CKIN ROCK!! TO ALL MY FRIENDS, THANK YOU, I'LL BE AROUND TO BUY YA A DRINK! WHEN I POSTED THOSE PICS Y'ALL HIT EM SO HARD I'M STILL TRYING TO CATCH UP, SO BE PATIENT...... LEAVING FOR MEXICO SUNDAY, BE BACK WED OR THURS...... LUV Y'ALL!!!!

Poem "invisible Caresses"
Invisible Caresses linger over my body I can imagine your piercing eyes gazing into mine As I imagine you hovering over me My Skin reacts to each of your touches Each of your kisses, Your Invisible Caresses I hear your calming voice Claiming your love for me As Our Hearts and Souls become one once again Invisible Caresses so soft and loving Your hands in all their strength Become so tender, So gentle As you touch Me Invisible Caresses Passions fire, Desire,Yearning A thirst to be quenched Eros has claimed our hearts for one another Our bodies entraped by our souls needs For the love of each other Till the time comes, When piercing eyes Can gaze upon his love for true There must be Invisible Caresses By BrokenSylence © 2004 BrokenSylence (All rights reserved)

1 Week
I am one week into my decision to go 30 days without drinking. Please don't ask why I made that choice because I personally have no idea. But I figure since I did I have nothing to lose but go for it. I'm not going to lie, it's been a hard week. I think it's more my brain saying "have a beer stupid, you made this challenge up you can quit whenever you want." Fact of the matter is I want to make the 30 days. Still don't know why, but fuck it I really have nothing better to focus my energy on....

A Wilson High Friday Night
omfg...i saw basically EVERYONE i never see anymore and a few new people. i met dizie, josh (a 16 yr old from cali), ali, a girl in an ice cream store, and zack (23 yr old stoner). i saw brittany, kira, david, jack, julia, my sister, jane, jake, robby, nyle, marshall, and i think that's it... but yea, i was 3rd wheel on reese's and marshall's date. we hung out wit a bunch of kids and i would run up and hug ppl i knew. me and brittany havent seen each other since 6th grade so we had a lot of catchin up to do. me and her stood by this chain that closes off this empty lot and we talked there until zack had to leave and he came over and introduced himself to me and said bye to brit. reese ran off wit dizie to get some cigs and marshall ranted about how stupid her smoking was. then, we sat down wit brit and bunch of her friends and chilled. this kid josh came over, sat down next to me, bummed a cig off reese and chatted wit me. 16 yrs old from cali. he blew smoke in my face a c

New Pics Coming Soon....
yep thats right.. and guess what... THEY ARE WITH MY HAIR DOWN... im in my uniform but still... lol i love it i am super deduper hyper as of right now.. but i will post them soon... love ya all!

Poem Of Boredom
He sits in the dark Nothing heard but the passing of cars and the soft droplets of rain on the metal roof of his car as it sits in park On the lonely side of stretch of road Many pass by but no one offers any help still sitting there as hours roll by Seems soo alone on the concrete world the sun was warm Now faded into the west the cold creaps in stealing the warmth that he felt once just a memory now as he thinks in the darkness that now swarms him

Twisting And Turning
Mixing and matching, Twisting and turning, Hoping and praying, Dreaming and considering, Never knowing yet always knowing, Wanting to, yet not wanting to, Mixing my heart, Matching my soul to yours, Twisting fate with the flick of the wrist, Turning my life over, Hoping that it would end, Praying that it never would stop, Thinking it was over, Wishing that it wasn't, Dreaming of its coming, Considering letting it steal within Never knowing if it's true, Always knowing that it's there. Wanting to live in the light, Not wanting the light to come, The love of another The dreams of someone close, Remembering what you used to feel, Can it come back if you pray so?

See.. Diets Do Work...
i know this isnt good.. but w/e and fuck you.. but i lost only 5 lbs... in a wisk i think... so its not that great but it works... thats 5 less lbs to lose ... i just have to keep in mind that i didnt gain it all in one night so it wont come off in one night..

Ok My Peeps
I have been having computer issues as some of you know. I have got help on the way,lol. So i am trying to get to everyone that i can, so please bare with me, my computer is slow as shit. I love you all, have a great weekend! Much love to you all ~Heather

"captured"
you have captured my heart. when i say i love you forever "Forever is what I truely mean." I know that we are truely ment to be. call it fait or destiny, we know that there is a power far greater than we. time will heal the unbound wounds that we feel,both have untouched. and now we can show each other a whole new meaning of love. because of one simple thing and that is the power of love in which we are ment to be. Copyright ©2006 Brandylynn Christine Christian

The Love Of My Life!!!!
Blinding beauty radiates around her as though she was an angel from the Heavens above here to grace all of are pathetic existance with uncondition respect and love for everyone. As our eyes make contact we are instantly transported through both of our past lifes together seeing the loved obtained then lost painfully each time, each time more excruciating than the time before. In a nano-second we both know that we are meant to be together for now to eternity, if only in our hearts and soul. Reaching out to me I see all the scars that this angelic being has caused upon herself over the lonely past that has been her tormented life. For the first time ever I feel as though I've finally come in contact with the kindred half of my broken soul, and for the first time ever I feel whole. Not even knowing her name I whisper gently in my mind, "Angel I've found you at last, do you know who I am?" Without even missing a step she answers me mentally that now I am safe and she will always be m

Tomorrow
steven: if tomorrow was yesreday it doesn't matter if you cared, because the last book of the bible doesn't matter as long as a heart was shared they say that the world is dying and fading away but without you i'm just a man without anything to say all i know is without tomorrow i don't know i might lose my soul but if this is my last moment, if this is my last day this is what i want to say forever i'm lost making a wish on a prayer to who ever cares, it's you in the stare if i never see tomorrow, ,my last breath never holding you would be my last sorrow so from me to you ,forever and a day,i hope your skies stay blue steven: keep that

Thx To Angel2630, I Got This From Her... Lol
A young couple, married just a couple of weeks, returned from their honeymoon to face the beginning of their new lives. The next morning, the husband woke up, showered, dressed and made his way to the kitchen where he saw his new wife crying. So the husband inquired, "What's wrong, Honey?" "Well, I came down here this morning to surprise you with a big breakfast, but I can't cook or clean." The husband smiled his biggest smile and said, "There, there sweetie! I don't care that you can't cook and clean. Come on up to the bedroom, and I'll show you what I'd like for breakfast." So, off they went to the bedroom. That afternoon, the husband came home for lunch to find his new wife crying again in the kitchen. "What's wrong now, Sweetie?" "Well, the same thing as this morning. I came in here to make you something for lunch, and I just can't cook." Again the husband smiled and said, "Why don't you come back up to the bedroom and I'll have my lunch there!" So of

Wisdom
Modified to reflect contemporary wisdom: 1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just leave me the hell alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and a leaky tire. 3. It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 4. Sex is like air. It's not important unless you aren't getting any. 5. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 6. No one is listening until you fart. 7. Always remember you're unique. Just like everyone else. 8. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 9. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 10. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 11. If at first you don't succe

My Rapp For All U Hood Ratz
my song "Hood Ratz" a hood rat could rap better than a ball cap when shes bustin caps in ur ass for tha cash in ur pocket so watch it dodge it block it then go for ur gat and fuck chuck it just dont buckle under my uncle.. my rats love my ass cuz i give them grass when they ask as long as i get a peice of ass for the work i use to make the cash to keep them by my side they no that they have no need to hide as long as they down to ride.. ride a dick suck a bitches clit play with ur tit, naw fuck that shit, bitch all u do is use me and confuse me, so dont acuse me of being like this i told u how i am from the get go so dont trip ho, go blow some guy so that u can have another place to go,and thats fo sho..... i sit back and see u kick back with ur click and all u guys talk about is how much u love to suck dick, but bitch all i see is that u are a lezy, says me... bitch get to steppin all u have done was messin my heart when to u and u ripped it and gave it back to

I Hate Phonies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Let me be clear my dear as to what im sayin!; About hatin phonies i'm not playin!!!; I hate liars, cheaters, scam artists,manipulating sociopaths, and psychopaths too i hate them all through and, through!!!!!!!!; They have no redeeming qualities and, they all deserve to die!!!!! About the only thing they are good for is using their bones to scry!!!; Now, when ripping em out of their bodies i wouldn't cry!!!!!! People who do this type of shit deserve to suffer miserablely, screaming in torturous soul shattering, body wrenching, spirit snapping, psyche cracking, fire extinguishing pain; The torture should never end or, stop it should never stop not even when your break them away from the point of going insane; Its just then u should increase the pain a 1000 fold and, never stop until they are allmost cold; Then when they are bring em back to life and, then start all over again and, intensify the pressure to force them to to do themself in.

*sigh*
Yesterday was a little hectic... I actually had "pics" taken for Drew... There's another Army wife here at Hood that is building up her portfolio and I became a small part of it I suppose... Needless to say he LOVED the pics, I posted 11 out of over 60 in my photo folder labled NEW ME ME ME 9/29/06... Be nice if you visit, these are a new kind of pic for me... I was super uncomfortable at first but after a few minutes hey it was easy! Looks like it's going to be another boring weekend around here and that's just fine with me. I hate feeling rushed and it's pretty much like that all week so a slow, laid back weekend is always what I want :o) We do have to go up to the Commisary today and pick up some things for dinner tonight. Drew's parents are coming over,ha that also means that I need to clean clean clean... Anyone wanna come help?? Ahhhhh on another note tomorrow is 1 OCT which means the MP Ball is next Thursday, it's the kids last month of football/cheerleading, Hale

Dearest Father
Dearest Father How I miss you The years may have passed But you're always in my mind Not as you left us But as you used to be Treasured Memories Of a Friend and Father Someone to talk to When times were getting me down How I would love to show you Your precious grandchildren How they are growing up With your Fatherly advice That you passed to me Well my dearest Father It's time to go again You're never forgotten And always in my heart Miss you always, Dear Father Dedicated to My Father

Hey Sorry People..but I Might Not Be On...
for the rest of today...or tomorrow...or maybe not even next week...idk tho...but hey we'll see...just write me some messages...so that i know im loved...we'll see what happens...if you write me i will be sure to write back to each and every person that writes to me...i always do..ya'll know that...so hey dont miss me too much and dont be too sad...Because i will be back...i just dont know when...love you all...peace... ---Malia---

Every Parents Nightmare
Every Parents Nightmare Pacing back and forth Another look at the clock Time is flying quickly Where ever can they be Go to the door Look up and down the street Your heart beating faster Where ever can they be Frantic phone calls made To friends and Family Have you seen them today Where ever can they be A knock on the door A policeman standing there Your heart missing beats Where ever can they be Your mind is spinning Words are unclear Accident, Hospital, Serious Whatever can it mean The journey goes so slowly I wish I could travel at speed Why don't they travel faster I need to be there now My little one's lying Tubes and machines everywhere Let me exchange places Let me take their place Things you should have said Things you should have done Its all to late to rectify The things that happened past You kiss your little angel And say your last farewell As slowly to heaven they ascend To leave you wondering why

Home
sometimes you go home and someone is missing and home doesn't look or feel like home anymore and you realize that home shouldn't feel so empty or dark or lonely and you know that there is a world full of options out there and perhaps right now sleep is your best bet but all you really want is to feel safe and comfortable again you just want to feel at home again and you ache for it involuntarily.

Wow,yo.
Don't people EVER sleep?? Just wondering..lol Anyway, I don't have too to do today. I need to SOMEHOW clean my house..or have the cleaners come and do it...I also need to practice some of my *verbal skillz*. Anybody who raps, should know what I be sayin when I say thatttt. Has anyone watched 'The Wire' on HBO? That's my show. I stayed up last night watching it..Of course AFTER I put the kids to sleep. Woah,that show is just a LITTLE TOO "fast" for 7 and 9 year olds. Anyway..lots of love, Me

Morning
hey ya'll..Hope this post finds ya greaT... im wiped ( tired ) my son zack wrecked bad on a skateboard last nigh.. broke his nose and pretty much banged him self up bad... so ive had no sleep lol... hes really bad sore this morning... so im just hanging on trying too take care of him...not much going on right now .. Just got done making some sweet tea.. and waiing on the Ga game too come on... just wanted too take a few mins too wish every1 a super weekend... until next time xoxoxo

Sick Joke
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A guy with leprosy wins tickets to see the world series. But when he gets there, he has trouble finding a seat because pieces of him are peeling and flaking off, and he's very concerned about grossing out the other fans. The leper wanders through the bleachers looking for a seat where his grotesque appearance won't disturb anyone else. Finally he finds an open seat where he might be able to watch the game. He asks the man in the adjoining seat if it would be okay to sit there. The man answers, "Yeah. Just sit down, shut up, and watch the game." The leper sits down and adds, "As you can see, I have leprosy. If it disturbs you, I will move." "It doesn't bother me. Just shut up, and watch the game." A while later, during the fourth inning, the man suddenly vomits. Frothy beer, hot dogs, and peanuts are splattered everywhere. Seeing this, the leper gets up and says, "Thank you for allowin

Because Im Fucking Bored
REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF: NOW Is your hair up?: yes Is your phone right beside you?: infront of me Do you have a bf/ gf?: nope Do you wish you were somewhere else?: yes Do you have plans for tonight?: yes i do Are you wearing makeup?: Ynope Are you wearing chapstick?: nah Are you cold?: yahh, actually, i am Are you tired?: nah Are you excited?: for what? haha Are you watching t.v.?: nah Are you wearing pajamas?: yes Who's the last person you IMed?: mike who's the last person that called you?: mike who's the last person that texted you? nobody PAST Anything you regret? nah Ever lied?: a while ago Ever stuck gum under a desk?: all the time Ever spit at someone? nahh Ever kick something living?: nah Ever had your nails done?: all the time Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?: yahh LAST WEEK Had any plans last week?: uhm.. yahh.. but they got canceled Who did you see most last week?: anam :) and mike Was last week interesting? actually, y

All I Want!!!
All i want is someone i can talk to someone i can tell ma secrets to and they wont think any less of me or judge me i can be free to be who or what i wanna be all i want is someone who will listen to what i have to say someone i could go to at any given moment of the day someone who wont push me away someone who i can talk to all day and all night long and talk all night over the phone... about nothin, just to feel close to them whill i ever find him? what i need is someone who understands who will take me by the hand and tell me that everything will be alright someone who will hold me tight and never let go will i ever find him? I think i have! -Dah'Brita C. Brown!!!

Whats Up With People
Why lie to get cherry points. if that is true we all got duped into something now people are not going to believe anything we do anymore if thats the problem people need to stop lieing to get points i am sorry. when someone actually dies because of cancer and we make a page for them no one will go to it because of this scam the person that made the page needs to have action taken againts them like banned from here or what ever they have too do because that is making it harder on us when we have family members that get sick and pass on cuz of dieses you should be ashamed of your self for making false pages on serious dieases and using false names for it that is sick

Lost Soul
Somewhere lost in time This heart of mine Lost in a world Sorrow, misery Pain Lost in a world Feelings, heart Broken Grinding, stomping Torture to my heart Pulling, shooting dropping Pain to my heart Tears, blinding Losing you Pain, lost Feelings, gone

I Love This Dude
You got to love this guy... This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University. It was in the local newspaper and even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's and his family and to thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party was an envelope. He said this was his gift to everyone, and asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8x10 glossy of his bride having sex with the best man. The groom had gotten suspicious of them weeks earli

Out And About Saturday
Okay well we survived “Subway and Train training.” We even had a “test” We took the train to Toyoshi where we switched trains to go to Nagoya. We had a lot of fun in Nagoya, big shopping area! Our first stop in Nagoya was Osu Kannon temple. It was originally situated in Osu-go, Nagaoka village in the domain of Owari, which is presently Hashima city in the Gifu prefecture. This temple was very beautiful. After visiting Osu Kannon we went to the shopping district. The first part I would compare to a flea market, it was indoors with many vendors packet close together. Then we headed to the “department store” area, lots of fancy shops!!! While we were in this area Goto-san received a call, saying he needed to come home quickly, so he asked us if we could manage with out him. He pointed us to one more area, which was the underground area. Wow you wouldn’t even imagine all the shops and stuff that were beneath the city! It was really amazing. Made malls in the US look small!! At that point G

Dream
To dream anything that you want to dream, that's the beauty of the human mind. To do anything that you want to do, that is the strength of the human will. To trust yourself to test your limits, that is the courage to succeed

Impossible Cheesburger Pie
Impossibly Easy Cheeseburger Pie Get all the great taste of a cheeseburger magically baked in a pie. 1 lb lean (at least 80%) ground beef 1 large onion, chopped (1 cup) 1/2 teaspoon salt 1 cup shredded Cheddar cheese (4 oz) 1/2 cup Original Bisquick® mix 1 cup milk 2 eggs 1 . Heat oven to 400°F. Spray 9-inch glass pie plate with cooking spray. 2 . In 10-inch skillet, cook beef and onion over medium heat 8 to 10 minutes, stirring occasionally, until beef is brown; drain. Stir in salt. Spread in pie plate. Sprinkle with cheese. 3 . In small bowl, stir remaining ingredients with fork or wire whisk until blended. Pour into pie plate. 4 . Bake about 25 minutes or until knife inserted in center comes out clean

Sandy And Andy - Erotic Story - Domination
we met in a chat programme sandy the beautiful blonde married subbie & andy the tall dominant male. this is a collobaration we each write a part then post to the other & so the story builds. this is our 1st stor please be gentle with us feedback & ideas welcome to be continued BODY: Goes something like once upon a time lol there was a very dominate man and a very submissive woman. His name was Andy and hers was Sandy, the 2 had met a couple years back and I think there was always an attraction there but nothing ever came of it till recently. There was definatly something between the 2 as they could tell more and more thought thier conversations on paltalk. One day while they took the conversation a lil further there were deffinate sparks and Sandy got to see more of what the dominator was about. But for some reason she was so turned onnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, and could stop thinking about him and what it would be like if they ever met. So heres the scene here comes the fantasy part lol

Lovers
The Angel Of cream pale skin And delicate features With Grace's own voice She alighted to the ground Careful not to disturb the earth Earth that worshipped the touch Of such a gentle creature The Devil With fire tanned skin And the strong power Of an Angel fallen in torment But oh, how he strides! Purposeful and proud Unwilling to allow His fate to destroy him This Daemon who was an Angel fallen. They meet And embrace without words They had all been said Before the Great Fall. The Fall that separated them She of the embodiment Of love and gentle caresses And He, of purpose A man whose power Tempers his own sin. Oh, how he holds her No malice, no shame A lover and his hopes Pressed together by desires So quiet, so complete As they sink to the earth. Oh how She smiles Wrapped within her prince's embrace To be able to kiss his lips To feel the warmth from within. See how She sighs As he passes powerful hands over alabaster skin. Still

What H~i~m Member Are You?
Take the quiz: Ville, Linde, Mige, Burton or Gaz???Ville.... U are gothic, dark and mysterious.Ville is the man that created HIM, and he is dead gourges to.... But best of all, his voice is like an angel, even it is when he singing on cd or live or speaking...Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Monday We R On Tv
We R on Tv on Monday Monday is our show!!!!!!!! so u guys better watch...wgn..10 am if loctated if diffrent area here is the web site to tell u what channel and what time http://www.sonypictures.com/tv/shows/gregbehrendt/show_guide/station_search.php and here is our preview.....http://www.sonypictures.com/tv/shows/gregbehrendt/video.php?path=gregbehrendt_1023

Winter...brrrrrrrrr
Well it's getting to that time of year again. Yes I know alot of people are dreading it, and yet some are very excited. I for one am NOT looking forward to the winter season....It's that evil word that most people hate, yes you know what I mean "snow". Don't get me wrong I like snow, but only on Christmas, then come boxing day it can go away. I mean really who enjoy's shoveling, or driving, or mucking through that shit...NOT ME!!!!!! As far as i'm concerned there are only 5 good reasons for winter. 1)My son's Birthday 2)My daughter's Birthday 3)Christmas 4)A new year 5) and the best reason at all...........HOCKEY!!! Oh hell yeah it's hockey season, and in 5 short days the season begins....i have already started to imprint my groove on the couch, I have been working out my drinking arm(not gunna tell you how...lol) I starved myself all summer, for the chicken wing and beer marathon, i partake in every saturday night. So with allsaid about this i have one final thin

My Man
well my man is the best at everything he does and when it comes to making me happy wow he does a good job. he is 32 and loves everything i do for him. he loves the fact that i think all women are sexy. well he has 4 kids 2 by me and the other two kids are my step. i pics of me and my man in my photo gallery thank u for listening to me

Color
Your Passion is Pink! You're the type of woman that would never get described as passionate... Oh but you can be passionate at times - you just don't let it show. Your passion most shows through in your sweet and optimistic attitude. And chances are, most people are very passionate about you! What Color is Your Passion?

Hello Fellow Lost Cherrians..
Being that it is a Sunday Morning here where I am I thought I'd create my first blog here in lost cherry. Idle hands are d devil's playground but probably have my hands do something productive for a change hehe.. It's been awhile since my friend Courntey introduced to me this website and all n all I have made good friends through out =) Guys, thanks for having me as a friend and bless your heart for welcoming me into the lc family !! Anyways, take care and have fun !! You all rawk =)

Sad I Know But I Am So Bord..
GiRLS TiTLE iT "BOYFRiEND APPLiCATiON" BOYS TiTLE iT "GiRLFRiEND APPLiCATiON" fill it out if u dont wanna be my boi or w/e or if ur bored lol! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Do you want to have sex with me? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 17.Do you think I'm hot? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you have sex with me? 20.Would you come

I Always Thought Of Myself Being A Fairy...but This Aint 2 Bad...
You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Mermaid67%Angel59%Faerie50%Dragon42%WereWolf42%Demon0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Faerie
td You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.Faerie92%Mermaid75%Angel75%WereWolf67%Dragon67%Demon0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Loneliness
just another typical day in the life of shawn.it's to the point now that i am getting my kids every weekend to avoid being lonely.i just dont understand why i cant find anyone to be happy with in life.i am an average guy but have a heart that is very big and i am such a caring person.you would imagine that women would like that but i guess not.i have decided to stop lookin for love and instead let it find me.so to all my friends on here wish me good luck.

Lady Love
lady love wanders through the night searching for a place to call her home. passing from heart to heart leaving them cold and dry as she steals all that laid with in. tonight she's found me sitting here and burried deep inside thinking she's found a place to stay. in the morning she shall leave turning my heart black and colder then ice. it won't matter to me though because i've known it before. for you see i was the first that this lady loved and the first which whom she left. since the first night she walked away i've been decayed and dead. tears upon my shoulder will still make me cry and every ounce of pain in her heart will kill me deep inside. it was so when we first met and remains through every year but no longer is it a shock to me or something i feel i must change. no i lied its something i feel must be cured her pain must be gone even when it kills me and it does. the difference now is the acceptance that i never get it right and never will. lady love will come and g

Signs Of Enlightenment
1. Body aches and pains, especially the neck, shoulders and back. This is the result of intense changes at your DNA level as the "Christ seed" awakens within. This shall pass. 2.Feeling of deep inner sadness for no apparent reason. You are releasing your past (this lifetime and others) and this causes the feeling of sadness. This is similar to the experience of moving from a house that you lived in for many, many years into a new house. As much as you want to move into the new house, there is sadness of leaving behind the memories, energy and experiences of the old house. 3.Crying for no apparent reason. Similar to #2 above. It's good and healthy to let the tears flow. This too shall pass. 4.Sudden change in job or career. A very common symptom. As you change, things around you will change also. 5.Withdraw from family relationships. You are connected to your biological family via old karma. When you get off the karamic cycle,the bonds of the old relationships are released.

I Wrote This In About 2 Minutes...
once loved, always loved, once touched , always touched can't help the way we feel or who's heart we steal, you've stolen mine, but i don't mind you can have my love anytime, so now i leave you with a goodbye, with much love from me to you, always, loving you...

Milkman007
You scored as Goofy. Your alter ego is Goofy! You are fun and great to be around, and you are always willing to help others. You arn't worried about embarrassing yourself, so you are one who is more willing to try new things. The Beast75%Goofy75%Sleeping Beauty50%Ariel50%Cinderella50%Pinocchio50%Donald Duck38%Peter Pan25%Snow White13%Cruella De Ville0%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

My Mouth
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Seduction Style
lol this is only half true:) You are flirty. You find it easy to attract people because you are so confident. You also arn't bad to look at which helps. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com

Penis..who Would Have Thought ;)
You scored as Penis. You are attracted to the: penis. You are a penis man/woman.Penis92%Boobs83%Face58%Butt42%Abs/Stomach33%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Discussion Of Punishment
The first thing to consider is why you are punishing a sub, and what you want to gain out of it. Some people tend to think that punishment should be given for enjoyment purposes, either the dom's or the sub's. If you're doing it for enjoyment, then it's not really punishment to a sub, and if s/he thinks that it is then they are much more likely to disobey to get something that they want. If the dom does it for their enjoyment, then calling the activity a punishment can be damaging to the self-confidence and self-esteem of the sub, they will question why they can't seem to please their dom and always need to be punished. Such activity is much better labeled as pleasing the dom, rather than punishing the sub. A sub should be punished for something s/he did, or did not do, providing that the dom's expectations on the matter have been clearly established. If there were no clear expectations, then the sub should not be punished because the dom is at fault. The sub is a person, and can o

Trust
Something which I have very recently learned the hard way is that definitions matter. Perception matters. I have long held a personal policy of telling only the truth and not lying. However, according to at least one alternative definition of the word lie it is possible to lie with the truth if one uses it in a way intended to mislead. Most other definitions of the word lie however hold that a lie must consist of an untruth or a falsehood. I share this to again stress the importance of communication and understanding in full before rendering judgment. I now return you to the rest of the rambling as originally written. While most people state upfront that it is absolutely essential for a sub to trust a dom, it is also abolutely essential for a dom to trust a sub. Without that trust (which I no longer had for the girl above) a dom can't really push a sub safely. How will he know if she's having a problem if he can't trust her to speak up. In addition the dom needs to be able to

Read My Eyes
You scored as Diamond Eyes. You are full of confidence, just don't let it go to your head. Its great to know your worth it! Isn't it:D Just remember those of us down here. You are probably quite popular.Eyes full of Pain58%Diamond Eyes58%Passion33%Mysterious25%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Sexual Zodiac
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Kind Of Choclate R U?
You are Milk Chocolate A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds. You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life. Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago. What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

Dominant Vs. Master
DOMINANT VS. MASTER BY MISTRESS STEEL Those just entering the BDSM world will find the abundant usage of both of these words by members of the online community. This is primarily due to the rapid growth of access and the restrained attainability of quality texts to correctly interpret what these words mean within the community itself. Up to a few years ago the BDSM world was a tightly closed and almost secret society. Membership in this society was kept totally private and hidden with significant effort. Entree into the community was by referral and accompaniment only. Protocols or rules of conduct were strict and strongly enforced, not from some control standpoint but because those rules emerged from bitterly hard lessons in survival. A Dominant is a person with a dominant aspect in their personality. A Master is a Dominant with significant real life BDSM experience. They are not the same. It can be fairly said that all Master/Mistress's are Dominant. It cannot be sa

Zodiac
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Trust
Trust is VERY important. Trust not to injure, or damage permanently. Trust the Dom to use his best judgment in "play". Trust the Dom to be truthful. Trust the Dom not to emotionally, mentally or physically abuse you. Trust the Dom to keep his commitment to you and the relationship. Trust the Dom to never abandon you. Trust the Dom to never cheat on you. Trust the Dom to not seek others and destroy your relationship. (Poly lifestyles have defined rules and never allowing another to destroy your relationship is critical) Trust is negotiated codependence. Communication is a MUST...but you must be willing to BE vulnerable to one another, sharing you inner most secrets and thoughts. Talk...talk...and talk some more. TPE or EPE is NOT a fantasy....some folks think that you are mentally off if you live like this or think you are living in a fantasy world....this is NOT the case. The submissive/property is NOT a door-mat...not a child (and is NOT treated like one except maybe

How Is Your Self-esteem?
You Have Low Self Esteem 0% of the Time Which can be translated to mean, you have high self-esteem and a healthy sense of self worth. You believe in yourself, and you know how to be the real you. You love yourself, imperfections and all. How is Your Self Esteem?

Just When You Think...
.....that you have everything figured out .....that you know someone .....that you are not in his thoughts .....that you don't think about him anymore .....that he doesn't think about you anymore .....that nothing will surprise you all shit hits the fan and you are floored. Both in a good way and in a bad way. Good: You wanted to hear it all along and needed to know it for sure Bad: That the timing is wrong and the chance already passed Just when you think that you know exactly who you are, what you want, where you want to go and who you want to be, one little thing changes everything and makes you stop and think even more. The shock isn't wearing off.

How The Moonlight Sleeps
How sweet the moonlight sleeps here i sit,and i let the sound of music creep in my ears and the soft stillness of the night become the sweet touch of harmony look how the floors of heaven is so thick inlaid with patterns the sound of the birds like a angels song the wind blows in such harmony and the whislt muddy sand oh look the water is closing in

Money
So you talk to a person for a while. you begin to think you know them, and what they are about .......and whammm !Right out of the blue they start to first hint for it then they beg for it, crying they can't pay bills, need food or rent....and best one yet they can't afford to buy thier meds.....omg has it come to this? beggin for money online, offering to do things on cam for cash.....Give me a break if you need it that bad get a second job , or a first job even. and most of all have some self respect !

Poeple With No Lyrics To Their Song....
Watch one of these bitch ass poeple steal my fucking words to my poetry and dedicate it to someone because they can't write for shit..... You people need to get a life especially if you sitting here reading this and you stealing my shit anyway!!!! Assholes!!!! It's fucking published already anyway!!!! HA HA HA HA!!!! Dumb motha fucka's!!!! I hate people that's why I sit behind a damn computer all fucking day and stay in the damn house with my babies because bitters make me sick!!!

Lies
LIAR LIAR You're lying again not a big surprise you're such a fucking bitch, so don't even cry, You do the same shit over and over pretending like you care when we all see your true colors. Well here's something for you, so let it sink in, fuck you bitch do I need to say it again? The damage has been done there's no going back, You'll always be a fucking bitch and that's a fact.

Watch Out
Poison Close your eyes, it'll be alright after I poison you tonight. Lay on your pillow rest your head because sooner than later you'll be-- Dead. Just a drop is all it takes in your food on your plate eat up. Eat all you can your last meal hour fell and you are destined to rot in hell. Maybe that will keep you warm you're so cold to everyone here maybe that will burn your compassion and make you more sincere. Lies and more stack up against you pretty soon they will all come tumbling down. I hope they crush you into the ground. Asphyxiation isn't as clean but it would make you suffer for what you have done to all the others. When the cops come the next day I will have gone far away. They will only find you, cold and dead lying so still in your bed.

Priests
Two priests are in a Vatican bathroom using the urinals.One of them looks at the other one's penis and notices there's a Nicoderm patch on it. He looks at the other priest and says "I believe you're supposed to put that patch on your arm or shoulder, not down there!" The other replies, "Its working just fine. I'm down to two butts a day."

Horoscope
AMAZINGLY ACCURATE Whatever you do, don't cheat! CHINESE HOROSCOPE : THE YEAR OF THE IRON DRAGON, WISHING YOU PROSPERITY AND GOOD FORTUNE IN THE CHINESE NEW YEAR FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS - DO NOT CHEAT OR IT WON'T WORK AND YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T. TAKE 3 MINUTES TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT. THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL NO CHEATING !!!! THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME. DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT. IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY 1st. Get PEN and PAPER 2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW 3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results. 4th. SCROLL DOWN ONE LINE AT THE TIME DON`T READ AHEAD otherwise YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN. 1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT. 2. BESIDE the NUM

How Will You Be Defined In The Dictionary?
Ashley -- [noun]:A person who laughs at anything (even this entry) 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com OMG!! they found out lmao..and now this is true i do laugh at everything lol

A Weekend Together Ch. 02
We are awakened by your phone ringing. It's a text message from Lucy, saying she can't make it today, but would like to in the future. You slide back into my arms. You look and feel so sexy, my cock is already standing to attention and pressed into the small of your back. My arms are crossed over your chest, my hands cupping and gently squeezing your gorgeous firm breasts. I start kissing the back of your neck and your left hand reaches behind you to grab for my cock. You squeeze the thick shaft hard. I roll you over slightly so that I can kiss your mouth properly. My tongue penetrates your lips as we start to lick and suck each others mouths. I squeeze your tits harder as your little hand slowly starts to wank me up and down. Gently I bite your bottom lip, breaking away from our kiss. I lick down over your chin and leave a thin trail of saliva down your neck and cleavage. Much to your disappointment my dick pulls out of your hand as I change position, kneeling over you. I whispe

Whats The Most Important Thing To You?
Family is most important in your life. Having a high focus on family indicates that you are a loving and nurturing person. You want to have a nice big family of your own, and you are very close with your siblings and parents. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

♥keys To My Heart♥
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything! You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Which Neverland Fairy R U?
You scored as Tinkerbell. You are a pixie with some attitude! You care for others, and always want to make things right, but sometimes your sassy ways can get in the way! You can make friends easily, and can fall in love that easily too! Though you may loose your temper sometimes, you always fix things, just like Tink's talent (she fixes pots and pans)! And that can be hard, if you have an attitude like Tink! Tinkerbell80%Vidia-The Fast Flying Fairy65%Nari-The Water Talent Fairy50%Prilla--the Mainland Visiting Fairy45%What Neverland Fairy are You? (from new tinkerbell novel-girls only)created with QuizFarm.com

I Am Single And Looking
hey all you single and sexy cherrys i am single and looking if there are any ladies between the age of 18-20 if you are looking you shoud hit me up if you want a fun and loveing guy you can get a hold of me @ fire_fox_360@yahoo.com

Lithium
Lithium >> Nirvana I’m so happy 'cause today I found my friends, They’re in my head, I’m so ugly, That’s okay, 'cause so are you, We’ve broken our mirrors, Sunday morning is everyday for all I care, And I’m not scared, Light my candles in a daze 'cause I’ve found God, Yeah, Yeah, …Yeah, Yeah, …Yeah, Yeah, …Yeah, Yeah, …Yeah, Yeah, …Yeah, Yeah, …Yeah! I’m so lonely, That’s okay, I shaved my head, And I’m not sad, And just maybe I’m to blame for all I’ve heard, But I’m not sure, I’m so excited, I can’t wait to meet you there, But I don’t care, I’m so horny, That’s okay my will is good, Yeah, Yeah, …Yeah, Yeah, …Yeah, Yeah, …Yeah, Yeah, …Yeah, Yeah, …Yeah, Yeah, …Yeah! I like it - I’m not gonna crack I miss you – I’m not gonna crack, I love you – I’m not gonna crack I kill you – I’m not gonna crack, I like it – I’m not gonna crack I miss you – I’m not gonna crack I love you – I’m not gonna crack I kill you – I’m not gonna crack I’m so happy 'cause

Gaming Ideas?
Do yall have any ideas on another game or story to start and fire up....let me know right here and I will see wot I come up with..........thanks yall are the greatest! *HUGS* for the guys and *KISSES* for the girls :)

Dance Before Her.
Ever walk out into a morning, that was crisp and felt like the world was okay? Ive been there. I've been told its thine embrace of Divinity. Mornings like these are rare but they do happen. They remind me that even when we think we are broke inside there is always something that will heal us. These days The media assualts us with Images of a Broken world, and facades of who we're supposed to be. It seems that Humanity its self has gone awry. We have. We have become traumatized by the attempted assination of the Soul. They have lain Siege on the very Spark that makes us who we are. It disgusts me. Thats why Days like these I hold dear. I am Slavaged from the ennui of twisted perceptions. I am made whole once again. Divinity renews my strength, heals my faith in Humanity, and reinforces my Convictions. Therefore I dance; I dance to Honor her, and you.

Lost
my heart is lost for a lillte bit for now until my baby is born.The man i thought loved me showed his true colors and I left. FOr now i will hurt but i have the joy that god gave me growing in to brighten my days now. LOve you all Baby doll

Theme Song
Your Theme Song is Beautiful Day by U2 "Sky falls, you feel like It's a beautiful day Don't let it get away" You see the beauty in life, especially in ordinary everyday moments. And if you're feeling down, even that seems a little beautiful too. What's Your Theme Song?

You Naughty, Naughty Cherries!
I still have 40,370 Cherry Points to go, to become a Cherry Rockstar, how dare you desert me in my hour of need!? lol Still, on the bright side it means I get to keep my pants on! So... If owned Lost Cherry what new ranks could I invent? Cherry nerd, we have a few of them here. Cherry drama queeen, uh huh, we seen those ones. Cherry flasher, confused? Wait till I'm drunk! Any other suggestions?

Still Learning
Hello everybody. Well I'm still learning how to find different things on here.LOL.Have met some interesting people here.Everyone has been great..Not sure how to get what I want from Photo Bucket yet,but I will figure it out.LOL.How often can you leave somebody the 10 pts? Hope I have left everybody the 10, like they did me,if I missed somebody give me a holler and I will go leave ya some.LOL.

My Passion Is Brown
***Your Passion is Brown*** You are both a sensitive and sensual lover. Warm and deep, you are tuned into the needs of your lover. Verbal foreplay is crucial to you. Words can make or break your mood. For you, sex is a 24 hour a day thing - you can't separate it from love. What Color Is Your Passion? http://blogthings.com/whatcolorisyourpassionquiz/

Light Vs. Dark
The sun's rays break upon a distant horizon sharing her beautiful light with the world. The flower opens its' petals and slowly absorbs the beauty of the sun and shares it with the world. Just when light meets dark there is beauty in the shadowed gray. Two worlds collide resulting in the retreat of dark and the advance of light. Can there be peace with out conflict? Must we always live in one world or the other? Why must we always live in the light? Is darkness not also beautiful? Is there not beauty in the harmony of twilight? Why can we not find and live in the harmony of the moment and let it move us through our lives?

My Name
lol I keep getting asked how come I have the name I do so here goes: I came to Kansas because of an online relationship that went bad. You would think that you would know a person after talking to him for over 3 years and visiting back and forth but I was wrong...he was just as sweet as could be...a perfect gentleman if I may say so myself...well I moved to kansas from wyoming to be with him and we were planning on getting married on march 17th (thank God it didnt happen). I postponed the wedding so I could go back to school (you get more benifits being a single mom) and he couldnt understand it. I got all my paperwork in for school and then he became abusive and I had to get a protection order...I am alot happier now but I miss my family...mom is in wyoming, one brother in georgia and my youngest brother in korea right now...one day we will all be together again

A Moment In Time
A Moment in Time a poem for my grandmother For a moment in time We were together And for a moment I thought our friendship Would last forever And all too soon it was goodbye This kind of goodbye Always makes me cry Though I didn't hear you say it I know it's forever You were great I will not forget you No not ever

Our Love
Our love Is like a dove It fits Like a glove. It has a free will Yet, it stays with us The relationship we have No one else does. Our love Is strong So I know We didn't go wrong. You are all I want Nothing more With our love, To my heart I'll never shut the door!

Our Time Together
Our Anniversary Is our time together. To express our love, To fly freely Like a dove. Our time together Is so precious to me. A few years ago It almost would not be. When i found you I found the promised land. To not have you Would not be grand. That's why I say, "I love our time together." I love you very much and always will!!!

Sotd - Getaway
OMG.....absolutely LOVE this song! Thanks again to Andrew for sending it to me - dammit, you're always right! by The Music What's it like up there Do you worry anymore How's it feel up there So much left to say If i could tell your thoughts right now It would never be the same Wait til i am by your side Then the meaning wil come true Your love will find a betterway Everybody wants you to know Your love will find a betterway Everybody,everybody wants to know Your love will find a betterway Everybody wants you to know Your love will find a betterway Everybody,everybody wants to know We are nearly there Do you get to see the love Can you understand my thoughts Seeing as no-one else here can When you see the light Does your pain just disappear Will i ever feel your love Once again my dear Your love will find a betterway Everybody wants you to know Your love will find a betterway Everybody,everybody wants to know Your love will find a betterway Ever

Birthdays
I notice several people joined with "January 1st" birthdays. Either a whole lot, a disproportionate number, of people I'm meeting here were born that day (and December 25th) or it's just a sort of default "not telling the world" day. Still, if you'd like at least a quiet birthday e-mail on your real birthday, let me know? (Both facts of course will be useful :) - date to send, and deep cover :) )Eric resting, preparing to do a few chores, just finished doing some editing, but- enjoying a Quiet Day

Panic Attack
Flickering, spinning thoughts racing through anger, acceptance, tears, exploding again through rage exposing the raw, naked fear. Heart thundering, speeding hard, lightning quick pains as though it'll burst stomach twisting with nerves while fearing the absolute worst. Panic speeds adrenaline already racing through pulsing veins causing chaotic ramblings of a broken mind gone insane. Eventually the fear subsides leaving exhaustion in its foul wake then depression slogs on in searching for a weary soul to take. Tears fall again, but differently no energy to sustain the pour limp and weary seeking solace a soldier home, from a hard-won war. Finally sleep to soothe the hurts strained muscles, sore heart, aching back oh the joys none understand, of surviving another Panic Attack. (c) 2006 D. R. Hyden I wrote this one to try and describe what it's like to go thru one of these ugly things... unfortunately words are just not adequate enough to even cov

Love Addiction
Sex is not love, but when our bodies move in sweet unison, momentarily my heart forgets, trying to move with us. Oh sweet sensual exhaustion, following orgasmic release upon wave of release. You said your were addictive and it's true but I see the excitement in your eyes, I'm addictive too!

'lc'
Well it's been a few weeks now since i've become a member on this site and i have to say i don't know if it's a great thing for someone that's in a relationship lol....way too much temptation here...so many fcuken HOT MEN on here...it's almost addicting...all the people i've met on here so far have been so friendly and kind and very very generous with the rating's and thank you all so much for your support....LC was down last night and i thought they deleted my acct becuz of some of my adult pic's lol but YAY!! they didn't i'm still here...day off today so i'll be hanging out here in the lounge if u want me and playing online pool...have a good day and again thanx for reading this blog just shows u have interest in me...i'm starting to rate people now which is weird never rated a person from 1-10 before.. but i figure if i'm getting rated i'm gonna rate lol...love some of the skin's on here hope u all don't mind that i've stolen some of your skin's..you know who you are....all i have

My Lc Family Rocks My Socks!
Ok. I just wanted to say how much i love my LC family. They each have reasons to why they are put there. You guys mean alot to me and i dont know what i would do without yall. ^_^ *~*PurteeLadee*~* (aka Teresa) : Hun, you are a amazing friend. You have been there for me when I needed you most. You are amazing never forget that chica! Love you forever!!! ~Cassie~: I have known you for 7 years (i think) now. You are also a amazing friend. You have always been there for me to cheer me up. I will always love you, and you will always be my bitch, never forget that! =P hoblinbobgoblin (aka Grant) : You are one of my newest friends, but you have shown me that it is ok to be different. And I really respect your friendship. You are a amazing person, never ever forget it! *HUGS* tearsandpurplerain (aka Mark) : You have been one of my first LC friends. You have made me feel more confident about my appearence, and you have helped me through alot of tough things in my life. You are one

Untitled
I need to find myself In this chaos I've created Loking for a sign of me But signs are overrated Searching for a single clue To lead me back to me To find who I was before The girl I use to be There's nothing here to lead me To the path I waked before I'm walking blindly now The light leads me no more By Kimberly R. Joli

Billy Connolly's Chain Letter
Hello, my name is Billy and I suffer from guilt for not forwarding 50 billion fucking chain letters sent to me by people who actually believe if you send them on, a poor six year old girl in Scotland with a breast on her forehead will be able to raise enough money to have it removed before her redneck parents sell her to a travelling freak show. And, do you honestly believe that Bill Gates is going to give you, and everyone to whom you send "his" email, $1000? How stupid are we? Ooooh, looky here! If I scroll down this page and make a wish, I'll get laid by a model I just happen to run into the next day! What a bunch of bullshit. Maybe the evil chain letter leprechauns will come into my house and sodomize me in my sleep for not continuing a chain letter that was started by St Peter in 5AD and brought to this country by midget pilgrim stowaways on the Endeavour. Screw 'em!! If you're going to forward something, at least send me something mildly amusing. I've se

We Choked.
Ok, so I have been a die hard Tigers fan since...oh, I was born? Finally this year it looks like we are going to take first place and be awesome, which we were for the first half. After the all-star break we completely sucked. Then our final 3 games are against the Kansas City Royals who lost 100 games this year and we had beat 14 of out 15 games. I thought we had it in the bad to clinch the division. But NO...we have to lose all 3 games and allow the Twins to win the division. Beautiful. Now we are off to New York to play the Yankees on Tuesday night as our first playoff game as we are the AL wild card. It's quite disappointing, but at least we are in the playoffs for once. Ok, I'm done venting now.

Thoughts
So Tangled and so Twisted, the things are in my mind I hope to make some Sense of it, but a way I cannot find Doing all that I can, Struggling to get by Its not easy, it rarely works, Im left to Wonder why I give all I have of me in every single way Putting others Before Myself each and every day It gives me Strange Comfort, it helps me be Satisfied To see things good for others, not for myself although I tried I find Happiness in my Sorrow, I can Smile through my Frown Thats only possible because of the Special People I have around My Friends help me in ways they can never know They are so amazing and my thanks I try to show They bring Rays of Sunlight into the Darkness where I live My Spirits are truly lifted by the Friendship that they give

Saturday 09/30/06
It was so much fun. Went out with my Sis, Mel, and my nieces and nephews. I know that sounds funny, but they are all over the age of 21. No guys i am only 30. LOL We all went to this sports bar. We danced and sang. Thought i was going to go to jail. had this guy that i never met before start bumping and grinding on me, and even after telling him to back off he didn't. So i took matters into my own hands. Then he tried with my Sis and i yanked her away from him. What is the deal with these people. NO MEANS NO Anyway he finally left, and we went and played pool. Hooked my Sis up with a friend and they slow danced. It was so sweet. She had so much fun. I was so happy to see that she was happy. And although Sis and i are the only ones out of the group that do not drink, i think we had the most fun.

Wondering Why?
It usually happens when you least expect Life is going good, then it all gets wrecked What in the world, how can this all be Why is it that these things go this way for me What fun would it be if things weren't hard There's always some twist of fate for me waiting in the cards It could make me so happy, it might make me more sad If there's one thing I've learned, you take the good with the bad All that we know shapes that which we are It's gotten me to here from so very far Such a new twist has been thrown my way It gives me such strength to make it each day But with it comes and awefully good pain It shocks me and and rocks me and helps me keep sane It couldn't have happened at a better worst time I don't dare question the reason or rhyme

Ya Know
sorry evryone if it seems like im ignoring you thanx for all the love your showin me.. my comp is back but this site runs rreeaaallllllly slow.. and ive been soo sick my morning sickness is getting out of hand ive lost 15 pounds already so yea..been resting alot anyways i love you all :)

Randy Watson Attends Passion Party...nuff Said
Sexual Chocolate Attends Passion Party...Nuff Said! Current mood: horny Passion Party? Me? Invited? Aren't these only for women who sit around talking about lubes, creams, lotions, toys, dildos and all kinds of other unimaginable things? Why in the hell would I go? Why in the hell would they invite me? 11 women? Alcohol? Talking about sex? Haha your boy Randy Watson was gonna be on time for that. This would be the first Passion Party that I was invited to that I wasn't having one on one in my room or some hotel somewhere. Hahahaha. So I arrive at my friend's house and a few of the ladies are already there. I receive a couple of stares as I enter, but my friend assures them that they'll appreciate why I came later. I meet my friend's boss, an older woman with a bit of a mean streak but we sit down and chat for a minute. I pour myself a margarita. The woman gets offended because she thinks that I called her old, and I did not in fact call her old, I merely exclaimed, "Oh lord...

This Weekend 10-1
This weekend was awesome, my sis and I went out with her nieces and nephew. While her nephew and his friend shot pool, us girls danced the night away. Then my sis talked me into going and talking to this man that I have a crush on (LOL), oh course Im shy...so I was embarassed when she told him I wanted to dance with him. But it ended up being great, we danced and talked to each other. So after all the night was wonderful, can't get him off my mind now. LOL Just my luck, butterflies over a man that I dont even really know anything about. Oh well thats the way things go sometimes. Thanks sis!

Old, But Amazing Song.
Patty Loveless-How can I help you say goodbye. Through the back window of a '59 wagon I watched my best friend Jamie slippin' further away I kept on waving 'till I couldn't see her And through my tears, I asked again why we couldn't stay Mama whispered softly, Time will ease your pain Life's about changing, nothing ever stays the same And she said, How can I help you to say goodbye? It's OK to hurt, and it's OK to cry Come, let me hold you and I will try How can I help you to say goodbye? I sat on our bed, he packed his suitcase I held a picture of our wedding day His hands were trembling, we both were crying He kissed me gently and then he quickly walked away I called up Mama, she said, Time will ease your pain Life's about changing, nothing ever stays the same And she said, How can I help you to say goodbye? It's OK to hurt, and it's OK to cry Come, let me hold you and I will try How can I help you to say goodbye? Sitting with Mama alone in her bedroom

Scars
Nobody understands me, or is it that nobody cares? I'm feeling things I shouldn't, but is it in vain? Do I let myself feel too much? Because in the end I just feel pain. It hurts so deeply and I'm standing here screaming and nobody hears me, or is it that they just walk away and pretend they didn't hear me? Either way, I'm scarred, abandoned and forever lonely.

To Tupac...the Realest Shit I Ever Wrote
To Tupac: The Realest Shit I Ever Wrote To celebrate the day of your birth I think of all that you meant to me and this earth I followed you since I was a lil nigga Your rhymes meant more to me when I got bigga At first I thought it was about havin fun and gettin down Thought it was all about girls and gettin around But there was so much more that you had to say Get back at everyone that crossed you and make them pay You were the "Rose That Grew From Concrete" I would give anything to be at your feet Just to learn from you and see the world through your eyes That's why your music touched me and made me realize Whenever I hear your music I wish you were still here If you were still around all of hiphop would fear Cause you wouldn't have let it get so played out Niggas making money off you still, yo they sold out It hurts to think about what more could have been All of us in the world living in our lives of sin You were the inspiriation that kept me going I close my

Nascar & Football
It's been a pretty good day.... in sports... Dale Jr. finished 10th to stay 7th in the points in the championship standings. And its the 3rd quarter of the ball game and the Bears are whooping Seattle 27 to 6...... Da Bears!!!! .... so since I am a sad ass and couldn't make it awake thru the 4th quarter... I wake um this am to find that the bears won 37 - 6!!! Go Bears!!!!

Im Bord As Hell.. 20 Things About You...
I want to know 20 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends! 1.Your Middle Name: 2. Age: 3. Single or Taken: 4. Favorite Movie: 5. Favorite Song: 6. Favorite Band/Artist: 7. Dirty or Clean: 8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of myspace? 2. Whats your philosophy on life? 3. Would you have my back in a fight? 4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest? 5. What is your favorite memory of us? 6. Would you give me a kidney? 7. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: 8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 9. Can we get together and make a cake? 10. Have you heard any rumors of me lately? 11. Do you/have you

Eyes
Eyes They can be so telling. It must be true because even movies use the eyes to put characters under a spell or express feelings. Some eyes you can get lost in without realizing it. It's like coming home after a long trip, so comforting. Many lovers spend hours gazing into each others eyes, but if that's how long it takes to get that feeling, they're looking into the wrong ones. I found myself overtaken, got caught up in the deep joys within them. Sadly those eyes disappeard, I don't know for sure how or why even, I just know he should have either listened more or not turned away in fear. His son inherited those eyes. I have to live as long as our son is on this earth being reminded, and I never told anyone how I felt. His "father" never knew he had a son, he has missed so much. My son's "dad" met him 7 months after we met and 3 months after he married me. Funny, he said it was my voice that he got lost in. I grew to love the man who was so excited and looking forward t

Sometimes
have you ever had crazy things in life happen? i have. U sit back and wonder wy your still here, alive to tell about it. i had a bad bike wreck in 2003. i did die twice,even lost my right knee cap, a metal rod screwed onto my collar bone. even lost 6 pints of blood before i got 2 the hosp., plus alot more. when your sitting around, you wonder. wy am i still here? wy me?

Men???
Has anyone ever sat and just thought about what they want out of life?? Well lately I seem to find myslef doing that alot. I came to the conclusion that I am tired of being alone, that after I left my husband and went through a divorce which has been 15 months ago I shut the world off. I was never going to love someone besides my children and family and friends ever again. Almost 2 months ago I started talking to a guy over the internet and ohhhh boy, I had decided that this is what I wanted. Until he decided a week ago that his supposed job was a problem and that he would not be able to be here for me like he wanted or I needed. Do you think we could even talk about it???? NO!!! He won't talk to me or let alone answer a freaking phone. Well guess what I am better than that, I will just wait until the next one comes along. Life is to short not to try and live. If he comes back he comes back if not what the hell.

Nice Guys Finish Last
To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. (and didn't cause it!) To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. TO EVERY GUY THAT WOULD SIT AND WAIT FOR HER FOR HOURS JUST TO SEE HER FOR TEN MINUTES. To every guy that would give his seat up. To every gu

Spaz Is Going To Apw
U read it right im going to APW in Hayward i sighned up for July 07, i can affored it i need help though, i need help to keep my mind focus and my body, i need to be in the best shape i can be and i really need a traning partner and all the support i can get. I really want to do this. this my secound dream next to having a my own family any good support be great. thanks

Can I Be Loved
Can I be loved For so long my heart seeks love, Will I ever find it will it ever find me? My heart and soul so alone so empty my eyes cry like a river cause of the pain in my heart. I look my self in the mirror every morning and ask myself can I be loved? Is something wrong with me is something wrong with my soul. Whats wrong am I ugly, am I a horrible guy. If its not those things whats wrong with me. Why cant I be loved then? I guess I cant be loved Im destined to be alone and die alone in the heart and soul. The sorrow = pain= rage. Thats all my heart can feel now rage, Rage thats fill my soul. I dont know if I should care about being loved anymore.

Mickey And Minnie
Mickey And Minnie Mickey mouse and Minnie mouse are in a heated courtroom lawsuit. The judge takes his seat and calls Mickey up and says, "From what I hear, people say your suing Minnie because she is sillY????" "No" replies Mickey, "I'm suing her because she is f*cking goofy"

Ohhh What They Dont Know About Us Tauruses....
Taurus (April 20 - May 20) --Don't tease them. It will only piss them off. Taureans are realists. If you say that you are horny: Prepare to be fucked. Taureans are heavy indulgers, though. All forms of indulgence: Sex-drugs-wine-food...whatever their vice may be: they simply cannot get enough. They do not believe in moderation. They will fuck until they are sore. Taurus likes to have sex just for the sake of having sex. What they lack in originality, they make up for in stamina and endurance. Okay...so they may not be into bondage, okay? But they WILL lick you until you have at least three orgasms or until you pass out...whichever comes first. Taurus uses their tongue for EVERYthing...and I mean that. They love to lick people in whipped cream, alcohol, chocolate, flesh and candy???Bring it on! Caution: They are looking for a relationship so be kind to them. Capricorn and Taurus's are best matched. They equally share desire for one another when making love. Watch these two when toge

You Know
what pisses me off is something as serious as someone FAKING SOMEONES DEATH, and you cant even take the time to read the bulletin about it being fake. thats bullshit. Somepeople are sick freaks man. Its disturbing. On that note, i have the worst eating habits ever. When i get hungry i eat a banana or a piece of bread lmao, thats truly about it lmao. I need to eat more =/ And my nose hurts haha.

An Erotic 'twas The Night Poem
An Erotic 'Twas the Night Poem by The Erotic Elves © 'Twas the night before Christmas, and all through the net People were horny--steamy and wet; The pussies were dripping as they soon knew That the cocks around them were stiffening, too; The ladies were ready, willing, and spread The men kneeling down, giving them head; Santa squeezed down the chimney, hoping to fuck; But found halfway down that he became stuck. A pole was stuck up his arse with some force, poor Santa thought he'd been kicked by a horse. They tried and they tried, but they couldn't unstick, He was wedged in the chimney by the size of his dick. The poledancers gathered round and had an idea, Perhaps if they sucked Santa's cock he could get himself clear. One by one, they sucked on his knob, knowing this wasn't a one-dancer job. The elves wondered how they could help, too, so they opened their mouths and awaited his goo. While they waited, the elves passed the time, by fuck

Go Huskers!!!
The Nebraska Cornhuskers won yesterday thank the lord. Which was hard they were up against my other fav. team. Love ya gramps they are doing it for you. There is not a day that I don't think about you or miss you. But god was ready for you and we have our angel above watching over us. Hosted by Sparkle Tags

What Is Your Most Scarey Memory ??
I'll give you One example of mine .. We're all running down the beach .. My Brother grabs me and dares me to go and jump on a "Washed up log" .. Well.. As I usually do . I took that dare and went running like mad down the beach . took a flying leap trying to jump on this log . Only to find out its a Beached shark .. Good thing I was as limber as I was .. I lept over this cretaure and went screaming down the beach as my brother laid in the sand laughing his ass off .. to this day .. whenever I see anything on teh beach thats bigger than a shell I look before I leap LOL

Maybe.....
Maybe... God wanted us to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe.. .when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe... it is true that we don't know what we have got until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.Maybe... the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe... you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you dream of and want to do. Maybe... there are moments in life when you miss someone -- a parent, a spouse, a friend, a child -- so much t hat you just want to pick them from your

The Sands Of Friendship
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH. THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE. THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE OTHER FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT." ---------------------------- LEARN TO WRITE YO

I'll Be There :p
I'll Be There- *When no one is there for you *And you think no one cares* *When the whole world walks out on you* *And you think you're alone* I'll be there- *When the one you care about the most* *Could care less about you* *When the one you gave your heart to* *Throws it in your face* I'll be there- *When the person you trusted* *Betrays you* *When the person you share all your memories with* *Cant even remember your birthday* I'll be there- *When all you need is a friend* *To listen to you whine* *When all you need is someone* *To catch your tears* I'll be there- * When your heart hurts so bad* * You cant even breathe* * When you just want to crawl up and die* I'll be there- *When you start to cry* *After hearing that sad song* *When the tears just won't* *Stop falling down* I'll be there- *So you see I'll be there until the end* *This is a promise I can make* *If you ever need me* I'll be there...*

Howdy
Well what a wonderful weekend I had, it just doesn't get much better then this at least not for me anyway. Well except that the Bengals lost, but hey the Cowboy's won, yeah!! I watched a few movies this past week, the first was North Country and then A History of Violence, neither one can I say were all that great. They were ok, but I am looking forward to watching the next movie we have, Munich. I have heard that is a really good movie, so I will let you know what I think. What is your favorite? Anything you care to suggest for me to add to my netflix queue?? Yesterday I did a little bit of shopping and then cleaned and worked on laundry, woohoo! Today I went to the track to see hubby ride his motorcycle, men in leather, how sweet is that, hehe... And then there was FOOTBALL today!! Yes I am a fan if you don't know that already and I did farely well this week in my pool so it has been a good weekend. Tomorrow I go and pick up our shirts for the Race For A Cure which is

The White Queen
The White Queen a> She lives among us, no one the wiser as to who she is. A woman of grace, beauty, & power. She commands all which is frozen & barren. Fore everything she touches freezes solid. She is destined to be alone in this world, for no human could handle her touch. The feeling of sorrow comes over her as she begins to cry. Thus is when the snow comes from. When she is distraught & bitter, the blizzards come hard and long. Fore she is The White Queen, ruler of the North. By: BikerREDS

This Is Getting Out Of Hand!
ok, seriously folks..the contests are getting waaaayyyyyyyyy out of hand here. Now, in the beginning, they were normal, run of the mill contests. BUT NOW...jeeeez!! We have contests like "best cum shot"????? WTF is that? Nasty. I got something in my shoutbox earlier with a link to "go vote for me please" I went to the link, and it was some chicks cootch. And the post was from a guy!! hmmmm. NOW If I am going to vote on someone in a contest, I have some personal rules I follow...I vote on what I think is the best. Not because someone told me too, or someone is on my friends list. And I certainly do NOT vote on the X rated contests. They are just fucking rediculous. I mean the actually had a best cootch contest!! Best whing wang contest, get a grip!! lol. These contests are getting very childish, and resiculous! It kind of reminds me of Voting for the High School year book peeps..you know..biggest flirt, prettiest smile..etc. Anyway, I am ranting and raving over here, but this shit is re

Not From Me!
Someone stole my Yahoo password today and it may have sent out as an instant message to anyone on my messenger list a "joke" and that is a BAAADDD thing..it will help them steal your password too! It is one of those nasty things that makes it look like it came from someone you know. Not many here are on my messenger..and I am sure that I notified most of them that are,in person. I wanted to post this just in case you get it..or from someone else..it is a www.geocities addy and says "it's funny" Yeah...funny alright asshole! DON'T go there!

Had A Great Time This Weekend
Well my weekend was pretty good. Had family reunion got to see cousins and aunts and uncles that i have not seen in a year.And that was really fun watched my aunt who is 58 play volley ball and it was pretty funny and she fell in a hole while playing so that was funny and she was laughing so that is all good..We also had horse shoes and the kids went swimming and so it was all good...We had alot of food to much though..Brought alot of it home with me that is for sure.That night we drank and played poker for fun..My cousins and my husband and me it was a blast we laughed so hard and had os much fun. Well the weekend is over and it all back to work for all of us...Well some of us leave the house to work but i get to stay home and work since that is what i do for a living is home child care..lol...Lucky me since i love kids so much it is really fun....Well i am off thought you might like to know what I did this weekend.. Love Suzie

Die
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... How Will You Die? MY RESULT:Peacefully In Your Sleep You’re smart, you're healthy and you don’t let anger or stress get the best of you. But even the best of us gotta go sometime.Wanna die in a more adventurous way? We recommend taking up one (or all) of the following hobbies: glass eating, chemical mixing, hijacking, or poking grizzly bears with sticks and calling them “jerkface.” Take This Quiz!

Sexiest Eyes Results
DUE TO THE RECENT TIE IN THE CONTEST HELD BETWEEN WHITERIDER AND DJ INFERNO I, QUEENBITCH HAVE DECLARED THEM BOTH TO BE WINNERS.. WHITERIDER FOR SEXIEST BLUE EYES! DJ INFERNO FOR SEXIEST GREEN EYES! AND DUE TO THE EARLIER CONTESTS WHERE CHAMELION WON 2ND PLACE IN BOTH HE IS DECLARED SEXIEST BROWN EYES! TY TO E1 WHO VOTED AND RATED FOR THE GUYS IN ALL THE CONTESTS IT WAS FUN DOING IT! PLZ STOP BY THEIR PAGES AND SHOW THEM SOME LOVE! White Rider®™@ LostCherry †DJ INFERNO †@ LostCherry Chamelion - 38DDDs` BoyToy & BodyGuard / QueenBitch`s LC Lizard Bitch!!! - NOT FEELIN` WELL, BBL!!@ LostCherry

Top Ten Reasons Why Trick Or Treating Is Better Then Sex
10. You are guaranteed to get at least a little something in the sack. 9. If you get tired, you can wait 10 minutes and go at it again. 8. The uglier you look, the easier it is to get some. 7. You don't have to compliment the person who gives it to you. 6. It's OK if the person you're with fantasizes that you are someone else because, well..., you are. 5. Forty years from now, you'll still enjoy candy. 4. If you don't like what you get, you can always go next door. 3. It doesn't matter if the kids hear ya moaning and groaning. 2. Less guilt the morning after. 1. You can do the whole neighborhood!

Signs That You May Be A Rocky Horror Fanatic....
1. You've started buying rice and toilet paper in bulk. Your parents attribute this to a gastrointestinal problem. 2. "Virgin" has a different meaning for you than most people. 3. When filling out forms, you list your occupation as "unconventional conventionist" and nationality as "Transylvanian." 4. At family reunions you substitute the Hokey Pokey with the Time Warp. 5. You were disappointed to learn that Denton, Ohio is not a real place. 6. The salesclerks at the local lingerie shop know you by name... and you're a guy. 7. You brought a water pistol to "Titanic", trying to encourage audience participation. 8. When watching "Spin City", you have an uncontrollable urge to yell "ASSHOLE!" at Barry Bostwick. Your concerned roommates think this is a form of Tourrett's. 9. At a Carly Simon concert, you shout "SAY IT! SAY IT!" during "Anticipation." 10. You've considered buying stock in Scott brand toilet paper. 11. You start wondering: Whatever d

Signs That You May Be A Bubba Wiccan...
You might be practicing Bubba Wicca if ... 1. You are out in the woods and the Horned God appears to you and it takes you more than 30 seconds to put down your deer rifle. 2. You've ever duct-taped an outhouse and called it a sweat lodge. 3. You run out of candles and then get the emergency flares out of your trunk. 4. Your altar is made from the front bumper of your old Chevy pick-up. 5. You begin your Circle by calling for quarters to be placed in the beer fund jar. 6. You enter a skyclad circle with the words, In Perfect Love and Perfect Lust. 7. You close a circle with the words "Hot damn, let's party!" 8. You get most of your spiritual wisdom about the cycles of nature from Bill Dance bass fishing shows. 9. You watch NASCAR for its karmic revelation. 10. Your ritual robes are made of weatherproof camouflage. 11. Your revel fire causes the smokejumpers to fly in. 12. The only herb you use has to be planted in the middle of nowhere.

Rejected Hallmark Cards
Rejected Hallmark Cards "Looking back over the years that we've been together, I can't help but wonder:... -- What was I thinking?" "Congratulations on your wedding day!... -- Too bad no one likes your wife." "How could two people as beautiful as you.... -- have such an ugly baby?" "I've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love... -- After having met you, I've changed my mind." "I must admit, you brought Religion in my life... -- I never believed in Hell until I met you." "As the days go by, I think of how lucky I am... -- that you're not here to ruin it for me." "As you grow older, Mum, I think of all the gifts you've given me... -- Like the need for therapy." "Thanks for being a part of my life!!!... -- I never knew what evil was before this!" "Before you go,... I would like you to take this knife out of my back. -- You'll probably need it again." "Someday I hope to get married... -- but not to you." "Yo

Omg.. Am I Crazy Or What...
Well.. It's been decided, Me and my roomate are going to quit smoking weed for 7 days! Starting Tuesday. Think it sounds easy?? NO It's.. I mean.. I've been smoking weed for 7 yrs every single day... thats my thing... I get off work. I get baked. Why am I doing this? Because I want to feel that same feeling I did when Ifirst started Smoking it.. RIPPED!! Im going to smoke a big fatty next tuesday! and it's going to feel.. Umm.. I'll Keep Ya posted.. lol ANy comments?? Luves Ya .. ASH xoxox

3 Days
well three days now til Rob comes home. Im fianlly really getting excited. I miss him so much its not even funny and well we have for the most part fixed things between us so we are doin really good. I just hope things stay that way cuz I dont want to fight with him or take the chance of losing him. My new family is finally gonna be together for the first time...thats gonna be awesome.

Moving
OK so the moving is done. We are still reclaiming space from the dreeded carboard box monsters but expect to have controll of all living space by this weekend. Note to all who will listen, if you can avoid packing and moving your stuff......Do It!!! Cause God Dammmmmmn that sucked. But I have to say the Moving Sex was Fucking Awesome! Two rooms down, 6 to go. Gotta Fuck in every room or the place will never really be yours. Am I right? Sho I'm Right! Anyway, finally got all the Broadband Gremlins exorcised so we are back online and ready to Rock. Martinis are shook up, Margaritas are blended and the Readi-Whip is chillin'. Party Time!!!!!! Who needs a fillin' ?

No Yahoo Booo
i dont have messenger out here so if you want to chat go to msn im lilredhead70 or email me at lilredhead30@yahoo.com or asl always on here hope you all are healthy happy and of course cherry sexy!!!! muaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh Red

Being A Military Girlfriend
As the days go by they only get closer to the time he walks out that door and never looks back. I fear that day might be the last day I see him ever again. With only small good byes and the tear stained marks. I cry now when I know he's safe in he's own bed. But it's the reality that he is leaving. After watching the videos and listening to the soldiers stories. You fear everything that man kind has made! This is my first time with a man in the military and it's the hardest thing I'll ever go through. Letting someone you've fallen in love with and care for walk right out the door. Knowing what he is walking into a war zone with a chance of never coming back. The questions run through my mind everyday. Am I sure that we're ready for this? Is he going to come back when he leaves? And this questions will always and forever remain unanswered. No one can look past the good things. It's always and will always be the hardest things that we have to think of. But I will always support my man an

My Answers....
Some people want to know my answeres â€” Sunday, 01 October 2006 Well, I guess I'll put them down. Something that I missed on here was location. Location has become quite an important aspect to me. I'm so not into long distance relationships. And I'm not into leaving where I am rightnow. Yah, how selfish. There was a time where I went running around the country doing whatever seemed to be the thing to do at the time. But most of ya'll missed out on that phase. Too many things get attatched to stuff when you do that. Like time for instance. And feelings. And sometimes even sex. Questions arise like: He came all this way to see me, am I somehow almost obligated to put out? I came all the way there, so it seems like I should stay a while? If I drive say 9-12 hrs to get somewhere and leave the next day, are they going to be more offended? I don't want to sound cheap, but distance can be costly also. Price of gas, plane tickits, sending boxes, sending flowers, transp

303 Weird Facts!!! Some Thing We Shoud All Know Lol
A mole can dig a tunnel 300 feet long in just one night! A cockroach can live several weeks with its head cut off - it dies from starvation! A crocodile always grows new teeth to replace the old teeth! A group of geese on the ground is a gaggle, a group of geese in the air is a skein! A hard working adult sweats up to 4 gallons per day. Most of the sweat evaporates before a person realizes it's there, though! A hedgehog's heart beats 300 times a minute on average! A hippo can open its mouth wide enough to fit a 4 foot tall child inside! A hummingbird weighs less than a penny! A 'jiffy' is an actual unit of time for 1/100th of a second! A lump of pure gold the size of a matchbox can be flattened into a sheet the size of a tennis court! A quarter has 119 grooves on its edge, a dime has one less groove! After eating, a housefly regurgitates its food and then eats it again! Apples are more efficient than caffeine in keeping people awake in the mornings! Bulls are

To Realize....
To realize The value of a sister: Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one hour: Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the tr ain, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident... To realize The value of one millisecond: Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics To realize the value of a friend: Lose one. Time waits for no one. Treasure every mo

Im Having A Contest!!!!! Come One Come All
Ok everyone, heres the thing, i keep hearing, and seeing all this stuff about contests, sexiest this, hottest that, so i thought what would happen if i had one? well i decided to go for it, so here it goes, The Realest Cutie on the LC!! but their are stipulations, ready for them? here goes, 1) in order to be a part of the contest you have to be 100% real, im talking eyes, smile, personality, the whole 9!!! 2) you have to take a "REAL" pick, i want you holding a sign, saying "I'm Real" with your name, the time, and that days date. Not to hard!!! so get the pics, get em to me, starting now, the faster i get them, the faster i get them voted on!! hit me up if you want to be included, im looking for 12 men and 12 lady's!!! love ya dolls!

I Love Him......
I love him with all that I am. I'm scared that this time will be no diffrent. He reasures me. I belive him but my mind keeps nagging. I love him and want to be with him forever. He says he wants it i too. WHy can't I just belive him when he says I'm he loves me. why can't I quiet my mind unless we are together. Why do I keep seeing things that make me question when I know he loves me. I love him and he loves me. that is all that matters.

Pussy And Dick Pics
hey i dont care if u all wanna show ur tits puss dick n balls but damn put in a private album so i aint gotta see it first thing i see when im scoping out profiles i got boob pics myself but in a bra and dont post it anywhere i wanna send them i can i dont i dont have too and not everyone can see em who I dont want too i know people take this place as another online hook up place but have some dignity about it not everyone is interested in seeing ur anatomy first time they look at ur profile or ever for that matter i come here, cuz there are actually some cool people on here and hell where else can i have as many pics to share nowhere this cool as of yet i wanna see dick ill head up to the bar and ask someone in person to take a look at theirs same with if i wanted to see women on here, guess i never understood how people could just put theirselves out there( like a two bit whore on the corner its just another form of prositution but ur asses aint getting paid!!!!) for all to s

Murphy's Lesser-known Dictums
Murphy's Lesser-Known Dictums Light travels faster than sound. This is why some people appear bright until you hear them speak. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. Change is inevitable, except from a vending machine. Those who live by the sword get shot by those who don't. Nothing is foolproof to a sufficiently talented fool. The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong. The things that come to those who wait will be the things left by those who got there first. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach a man to fish and he will sit in a boat all day drinking beer. Flashlight: A case for holding dead batteries. The shin bone is a device for finding furniture in a dark room. A fine is a tax for doing wrong. A tax is a fine for doing well. When you go into court, you are putting yourself in the hands of 12 people who weren't smart enough to

Ok This Is Important
Ok might not be so important but today is my last day on the net til next week so pray for a safe return back to wisconsin for mii, my sister, my kid, and my neices and nephew. Remember show mii love and i will be back soon!

Another Goody For The Oldtimers
Another Goody For The Oldtimers My Mom used to cut chicken, chop eggs and spread mayo on the same cutting board with the same knife and no bleach, but we didn't seem to get food poisoning. My Mom used to defrost hamburger on the counter AND I used to eat it raw sometimes, too. Our school sandwiches were wrapped in wax paper in a brown paper bag, not in icepack coolers, but I can't remember getting e.coli. Almost all of us would have rather gone swimming in the lake instead of a pristine pool (talk about boring), no beach closures then. The term cell phone would have conjured up a phone in a jail cell, and a pager was the school PA system. We all took gym, not PE... and risked permanent injury with a pair of high top Ked's (only worn in gym) instead of having cross-training athletic shoes with air cushion soles and built in light reflectors. I can't recall any injuries but they must have happened because they tell us how much safer we are now. Flunking gym was not an

What Makes You Tick???
What makes you tick? This is a question I have heard suprisingly often recently. It seems as though anyone I talk to asks me that question at some point. Honestly, I am still not quite sure. :) I mean music is probably the one thing that I turn to no matter what mood I am feeling. There is a song out there for every emotion and most can quickly decide how I am feeling by listening to the song that I am playing. It is pretty crazy that my brother can call me up and hear the music in the background (I listen to music ALL the time ... seriously), and say "Hey Mel, What's wrong?" or "Hey, you sound happy." And this type of thing happens to me everyday. I even listen to music all day while I'm sitting at my desk. :) From my own experience, I would say that family makes a lot of people tick. Whether or not it may be a good or bad tick, well, that is their decision. A lot of times, my parents make me angry and well, I guess in some ways they are just supposed to. I mean, I put them t

I Hold Onto Life.........
I hold onto life! I hold onto life Waiting for a better tomorrow I hold on to life Despites its constant sorrows I hold onto life For I know I am free to go Once to it, I return what I borrow Life is nice when it flows Life is priceless in life itself In its hardship I strive Enjoying the pleasurables For in life, hope is always near and fresh For dust to dust is the human flesh Life never gives more or less The meaning itself is forever pointless But I still hold onto life like you!

I Whispered On The Wind
I whispered on the wind..."Goddess, speak to me." And a Raven Schreeched. But I did not hear. So I yelled, "Goddess, speak to me!" And the thunder rolled across the sky. But I did not listen. I looked around and said, "Goddess let me me see you." And a star shone brightly. But I did not notice. And then I shouted, "Goddess show me a miracle!" And a life was born. But I did not know. So I cried out in despair, "Touch me Goddess, and let me know you are here!" Whereupon the Goddess reached down and touched me. But I brushed the butterfly away and walked away unknowingly. Listening and remembering the innocence of our inner child, opens our eyes to the wonder and magick all around us

Sorry
i am very sorry my family, friends, and fans. For some reason LC is not allowing me to send user comments and comments on pics. i hope this problem is remedied soon as my fingers are a itching...lol....i know that Wwe had a wonderful weekend Ttogether....Master gave me my first piercing and it is posted...He also gave Himself another one, also posted....Wwe had some lifestyle Ffriends over for dinner on Saturday and had a great time visiting with Tthem....It is so good to be back home.....my boys came back home from their dad's....Wwe had a family football game and Aall had a blast....Although, i secretly think the boys are trying to kill Uus...lol...i hope Aall had a wonderful weekend and have a great week ahead.

Your Future Self
The person you are to become will learn from the things you do right now. The image you have of yourself in the future depends on the actions you see yourself taking today. A very important person is watching your every action, listening to your every word, and knows your every thought. That person is you. Imagine yourself a year from now, looking back on today. Imagine your future self being exceedingly thankful for the way you lived this day. Then step forward and live today with that in mind. Think, speak and act in such a way that the person you will become inherits many positive benefits from the person you are right now. Confidence, integrity, strength and effectiveness do not simply appear out of nowhere. They are built by the way you live your life. And now is your opportunity to live in a powerful, positive way that will benefit your life for a long time to come. Now

Never Ending Story
my aggrivation continues :/ wish i could stop dreaming of ravyn. though i'm not sure that i wish i'd stop or more wish it wasn't just a bunch of lies. i hate being lied to every single night. she'll never talk to me and we'll never even be friends so why won't she leave my heart alone? i know it's not her fault she doesn't want me to think of her or dream of her i'm sure, but this time is different then all the other times. i haven't obsessed or tried to think of her constantly. even trying to let her go out my heart she won't leave. *sigh* it pretty much left for a week and i thought it would perhaps stay gone. i'm tired of being left confused and to make it worse i hurt people whenever i get emotionally confused n such. i get to drive to work by myself tomorrow, atleast i have that. it's one of the few things that seems to have really gone right. guess maybe more has, just nothing really that important. mm i lost my train of thought and guess there's not too much else. just wish

My Engagement.......
For all that know... i was sort of engaged to my girl recently... BUT NOW...MORE recently we have had more issues... "trust" issues.. only mine with her are not unbased... hers with me tho.. are... i LOVE her.. but i cant this... i just wish i knew exactly how to fix things.... if anyone is curious.. i can send OUR myspace addresses and you can check us both out....

Michigan
So we're driving to Michigan today and as soon as we get there we're going to turn around and come home again. We're taking Larry and Uncle Jim up there. Well I just wanted to let everyone know that way no one worries about me because I haven't been online. Thanks!

A 6 Foot Rectum
While she was "flying" down the road, a woman passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side lying in wait. The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, with that classic patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked, "What's your hurry?" To which she replied, "I'm late for work." Oh yeah," said the cop, "what do you do?" I'm a rectum stretcher," she responded. The cop stammered, "A what? A rectum stretcher? And just what does a rectum stretcher do?""Well," she said, "I start by inserting one finger, then work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then with my whole hand in. I work from side to side until I can get both hands in, and then I slowly but surely stretch it, until it's about 6 feet wide." "And just what the hell do you do with a 6 foot asshole?" he asked. "You give him a radar gun and park him behind a bridge..." Traffic Ticket $95.00 Court Costs $45.00 Look on the Cop's Face............... PRICELESS

Tell Me A Little About You?
Please take a few mins and fill this out for me I am just trying to get to know some of you and not really sure how to do it so I thought of a few question I hope I here from alot of you.and at the bottom I have filled in the question with my answers.I hope you all enjoy this and have fun with it too. 1. Whats your name? 2. How old are you? 3. Whats your sex? 4. Where are you from? 5. Are you married or have a mate? 6. Do you have kids? 7. Do you work and what do you do? 8. What are you looking for on LC? 9. Whats your fav drink? 10. Whats your fav food? 11. Whats your fav color? 12. Whats your fav movie or tv shows? 13. Whats your all time fun things to do? 14. What do you look like? 15. Where were you born and raised? ok now you can read my answers here.......... 1. Whats your name? Carrie 2. How old are you? 30 soon to be 31 in 13 days. 3. Whats your sex? Female 4. Where are you from? Cleveland Ohio 5. Are you married

Signs You Are Experiencing Menopause
SIGNS YOU ARE EXPERIENCING MENOPAUSE * You sell your home heating system at a yard sale. (Hot flashes) * The person you sleep with complains about snow piling up on the bed. (Nightsweats) * Your husband jokes that instead of buying a wood stove, he is using you to heat the family room this winter. Rather than just saying you are not amused, you shoot him. (Mood swings) * You write post-it notes with your kid's names on them. (Memory loss) * Your husband chirps, "Hi honey, I'm home." and you reply, "Well, if it isn't Ozzie f*cking Nelson". (Irritability) * The phenobarbital dose that wiped out the Heaven's Gate Cult gives you four hours of decent rest. (Sleeplessness) * You find Guacamole in your hair after a Mexican dinner. (Fatigue) * You change your underwear after every sneeze. (Mild incontinence) * You need Jaws Of Life to help you out of your car after returning home from an Italian restaurant. (Sudden weight gain) * You ask Jiffy Lube to put you

Thoughts For The Day
I'm back and in a better mood, I've been going though a lot of crap that's just upsetting me. Anyway, I am happy to go back to work, yes, you read that right, HAPPY to go back to work. I'm one of the few people who actually enjoy my job. My boss can be somewhat of an ass, but generally, he's a good person. I love the idea I'm making a small difference in someones life, helping keep some one well. I'm a pharmacy technician, and I would love to become a pharmasist, except I have a huge flaw: I absolutely cannot do math and science. I mean, I can to an extent, but not to the extent needed to persue a carrer as a pharmasist. For now, I think I will finish up and do reasearch psychology, maybe they'll let me test the new psych drugs, even though I feel at times drugs do more damage then help. Well anyway, that's my rant for the day. Maybe I'm happy to go to work because my friend comes back today!! lol. Take Care cherries, thanks for reading. Much love!!

My Darling Baby Get Better Soon
To my darling wiz, ihope you start to feel better very soon ... i don't like being so far away and u feeling so ill. I hope my love makes you feel stronger xxx xxxxxxxxxxx Get better soon

The Silient Ranks
THE SILENT RANKS I WEAR NO UNIFORMS, NO BLUES OR ARMY GREENS BUT I AM IN THE MILITARY IN THE RANKS RARELY SEEN I HAVE NO RANK UPON MY SHOULDERS, SALUTES I DO NOT GIVE BUT THE MILITARY WORLD IS THE PLACE WHERE I LIVE I’M NOT IN THE CHAIN OF COMMAND, ORDERS I DO NOT GET BUT MY HUSBAND IS THE ONE WHO DOES, THIS I CAN NOT FORGET I’M NOT THE ONE WHO FIRES THE WEAPON, WHO PUTS MY LIFE ON THE LINE BUT MY JOB IS JUST AS TOUGH, I’M THE ONE THAT IS LEFT BEHIND MY HUSBAND IS A PATRIOR, A BRAVE AND PRIDEFUL MAN AND THE CALL TO SERVE HIS COUNTRY NOT ALL CAN UNDERSTAND BEHIND THE LINES I SEE THE THINGS NEEDED TO KEEP THIS COUNTRY FREE MY HUSBAND MAKES THE SACRIFICE, BUT SO DO OUR KIDS AND ME I LOVE THE MAN I MARRIED. SOLDIERING IS HIS LIFE BUT I STAND AMONG THE SILENT RANKS…..KNOWN AS THE MILITARY WIFE!

A Request
I was just wondering if anyone out there could do a sign for me? It could be on a notepad or anything visible and then take a pic of you with it. If I get a few of them, I'll make a folder. It's a plus if it looks sexy, but not nessasary. I'm just curious to see if it'll fly. I can't really offer a prize, but if I like yours, I'll rate your profile and all of your pics 10. RL

Okay I Managed Five Days Last Week
to not having a cigarette, can someone tell me why its so hard to refuse a cigarette at the weekend and in the early hours of the morning, i dont seem to be able to get past this bit

What Kind Of Lips Do You Have?
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