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If You Believe In Miracles You Will Pass This On...i Did!
This went around last Christmas, but I am sending it on again. It still brings the tears. Christmas Miracle Take the time to read this. It is a great story. Always believe in MIRACLES!! Three years ago, a little boy and his grandmother came to see Santa at Mayfair Mall in Wisconsin.. The child climbed up on his lap, holding a picture of a little girl. "Who is this?" asked Santa, smiling. "Your friend? Your sister?" "Yes, Santa," he replied. "My sister, Sarah, who is very sick," he said sadly. Santa glanced over at the grandmother who was waiting nearby, and saw her dabbing her eyes with a tissue. "She wanted to come with me to see you, oh, so very much, Santa!" the child exclaimed. "She misses you," he added softly. Santa tried to be cheerful and encouraged a smile to the boy's face, asking him what he wanted Santa to bring him for Christmas. When they finished their visit, the Grandmother came over to help the child off his lap, and

To All My Friends
i just want to say i have been on here for a little over two months and i love this site i have been on myspace since february and never have on there have i found the love and friends that i have on cherry tap so thanks and keep the love a coming

Love Is...
I know you've been waiting for it. Today is the day we tackle that subject that everyone thinks they know everything about when in reality no one knows anything about it. We are going to attempt to define LOVE. We certainly won't be the first. In fact the dictionary I hold in my hands contains a grand total of 7 definitions for this elusive word. Count 'em, folks...7! So, without further ado...here we go... 1. A deep, tender,ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness. 2. A feeling of intense desire or attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair, the emotion of sex and romance. 3. A. sexual passion B. sexual intercourse C. love affair 4. An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object. 5. A person who is the object of deep and intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment. 6.

Quotes
~* A kIsS iS jUsT a KiSs TiLL u FiNd ThE 1 u LuV, a hUg iS jUsT a hUg tiLL its ThE 1 ur ThInKiN oF, a DrEaM iS jUsT a dReAm TiLl u MaKe it cOmE tRuE, LuV Is JuSt a wOrD TiLl iTs PrOvEn 2 u. *U cAn faLL fRoM tHe sKy, u caN faLL frOm a tRee, buT tHe onLY waY to FaLL, iS tO faLL iN LovE wiTh mE *its hard to tell your mind to stop lovig someone when your heart still does *your the one i kiss, your the one I hug, your the one I hold, cause your the one i luv *remember when you asked me who i loved, and i said no one? what i really meant was no one but you *i live in heaven, where deams come true. but if they are supposed to, then why am i not with you? *i knew you i loved you from the start, you caught my eye, you broke my heart *roses are red violets are blue, you dont know it but i love

More Quotes
*~a million words would not bring you back, i no, BecauseI've Tried. Neither Would A Million TeaRs. I Know, BeCause I've Cried *Love is friendship set on fire *Love is a never ending feeling *Love is sometimes denied, sometimes lost, sometimes unrecognized, but in the end, always found with no regrets, forever valued and kept treasured. *Guys are like Stars, there are millions of them but only one can make your dreams come true! *Love isn't who you can see yourself with, but who you can see yourelf without. *You know you're in love when the hardest thing to say is goodbye. *You can say you love me but until you prove it, the words mean nothing to me. *The First time I saw you, I knew that it was true, That I'd love you forever and that's what I'll do. You don't know what you do to to me, You don't have a clue, you don;t know what its it's like being me looking at you!! *I do believe that God above created me for you to love, he picked you out among the rest cuz he knew I'd

Longer Than Hell Survey
1. Made out for more than 3 minutes? yea 2. Slept in a different bed? are you saying my bed is 32 years old? 3. Made out in a movie theatre? yea 4. Made out in the forest? yea 5. Thought your cousin was hot? hell no, i don't have that much hillbilly in my bloodline 7. Slept naked? yea 8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex? hasn't everyone 9. Gone over the speed limit? hell yea 10. Painted your room? yea 11. Drove a car? hell yea 12. Danced in front of your mirror? nope 13. Gotten a hicky? perhaps 14. Been dumped? a few 15. Stole money from friend? hell no 16. Gotten in a car with people you just met? a few times 17. Been in a fist fight? who hasn't 18. Snuck out of your house? who hasn't 19. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? doesn't everyone in one point in time 20. Been arrested? depends how you look at it 21. Made out with a stranger? a few times 22. Left your house with out telling your parents? who hasn't 23. Had a crush on your neighbor? fu

I Jumped A Jar Of Peanut Butter
MONTH YOU WERE BORN IN January------I slapped Feburary----I stabbed March-----I screwed a April-------I shot May------I stabbed June-----I hugged July----I kissed August------- I killed September-------I humped October-----I hijacked November------I jumped December-----I bitched slapped DAY YOU WERE BORN 1-----a penguin 2-----a jar of peanut butter 3-----a lawn mower 4-----emma roberts 5----jamie lynn spears 6----sean flynn 7----a saw 8---a peanut butter cookie 9----your sister's pants 10---your mom 11---the wiggles 12---barney 13---ur brother 14---a dog 15---pablo 16---a mexican 17----the backyardigans 18---lindsey lohan 19----a brownie 20---paris hilton 21---ellen degerernes 22---a yeti 23---a moose 24---a kangaroo 25---martin van buren 26---a bouncy ball 27--a virgin 28---a cowboy 29---myself 30---a butterfly 31---a hippo COLOR OF YOUR SHIRT Black--------cuz that bitch diserved it! Pink---------cuz im in love yellow----------cuz

I Stabbed A Yeti Cuz Im In Love
MONTH YOU WERE BORN IN January------I slapped Feburary----I stabbed March-----I screwed a April-------I shot May------I stabbed June-----I hugged July----I kissed August------- I killed September-------I humped October-----I hijacked November------I jumped December-----I bitched slapped DAY YOU WERE BORN 1-----a penguin 2-----a jar of peanut butter 3-----a lawn mower 4-----emma roberts 5----jamie lynn spears 6----sean flynn 7----a saw 8---a peanut butter cookie 9----your sister's pants 10---your mom 11---the wiggles 12---barney 13---ur brother 14---a dog 15---pablo 16---a mexican 17----the backyardigans 18---lindsey lohan 19----a brownie 20---paris hilton 21---ellen degerernes 22---a yeti 23---a moose 24---a kangaroo 25---martin van buren 26---a bouncy ball 27--a virgin 28---a cowboy 29---myself 30---a butterfly 31---a hippo COLOR OF YOUR SHIRT Black--------cuz that bitch diserved it! Pink---------cuz im in love yellow----------cuz

Winter Winds
cold winds come in blowing in the pain hurting all it touches blowing against the grain trying to submit all in vain misses some sheltered coves love blossoms where all falls seeing this i seek my shelter my hold to you my total belief is i need you

A Poem I Wrote
~*My Guardian Angel*~ On November 6th 2006, God Was Calling Out To My Dad,"Ronnie" He Said To Him It Was Time 2 Say GoodBye & Come Be With His Mother...Even Tho I Miss Him So Dearly..I Know He Is Not Gone Forever..He Is In My Heart Now & Forever Until Time Is Through..He Is Up In Heaven Smiling Down On Me..And Even Though I Sit Here & Cry Because I Miss Him So Much....It Will Be Ok With Time. I Know I Wont Be Able To Get Over It Fast Well I Will Never Get Over The Death Of My Dad....He Meant The World To Me!..What Makes Me More Sad Is That He Will Never See Me Get Married,Have Kids..ETC.. But I Know In My Heart We Will Never Part! Until the Day We Meet Up Again, Up In Heaven, Here In My Heart Iz Where You Will Be Dad.. I Love You So Much!! My Guardian Angel Up Above! Rest In Heavenly Pease Dad! Ronald L. Warden December 11,1952-November 6,2006 Written By Sabrina A. Warden (Ronnie's Daughter)

Cutest Couple Contest Part 2
WE ARE THE WINNERS!! I am soo excited BECAUSE my hunny and I beat out a couple that was voting for themselves to win. Though it didnt say you couldnt in the rules, how shady is that anyway. It looks terrible to vote for yourself and not let the public decide. I want to thank my friends from the bottom of my heart (Sandy~lets talk, natural high, Christine, and Sapper21b) for the HUGE amount of voting that they did for me and to EVERYONE that voted at all. I couldnt have gotten anywhere near this high in votes without you. Thanks so much! Love you all! Angie~~Innocentprncss

Touching You
Touching you Touching skies see the laughter in your eyes Touching you touching your lips taste the nectar of our kiss Touching you touching your body our thoughts in harmony Touching you touching your soul see the love between us unfold Touching hearts touching minds a love so gentle a love love so Kind

No Longer A Dream
Somewhere in my heart beyond all my pride holds a secret desire so intense, deep inside. Imprisoned with all my passion and love, unknown to anyone but the one above. A desire for someone to cherish and hold, the need for a love to call my own. Someone to kiss and make up with after fight. Someone who can respect all I can be. Someone who's strong enough to commit and love only me. Someone who will be there and kiss away my tears, secure my doubts, and release me from all my fears. Someone I can depend on to be my friend, someone who can restore my faith in love once again. This love is like a dream yet to come true, Or so I believed until I found you.

Best Breast Contest..i Won
I WON.. YIPPIE....THANKS TO ALL WHO VOTED Courtesy of MsTags.com I justed wanted thank THOSE of YOU who have voted for me in the "Best Breast" Contest. I do appreciate the "FRIENDS" who show me their support. As for the rest of you who like to look at my photos and ask me to see my privates and DONT VOTE FUCK YOU I will be deleting you all soon. So, needless to say if you read this and dont want to be deleted as my "FRIEND" please show me some love in the contests I enter. Thanks again to all who voted and showed their love. Courtesy of MsTags.com

One Of My Published Poems
this one is about my dad that passed away jan 2, 2002 Bubba's Little Girl If I had to do life over I would have chosen you to be my dad once more Even if it meant losing you It was worth all the tears in the world that I have cried You were my sunshine, when the skies were grey I loved and honored you You always took my tears away I was happy to be with you, proud to be your little girl Sometimes we would argue but to me you meant the world Your love was always pure, you treated me as your own Your time seemed all too short I feel alone What can I take from this, my heart's completely crushed But nothing loved is ever lost And you were always loved so much

Dont Ask
if you really want to know the store let me know and i will tell you I'm Free Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free I'm following the path God laid for me I took his hand when I heard Him call I turned my back and left it all I could not stay another day To laugh, to love, to work, or play Tasks left undone must stay that way I found that place at the close of day If my parting has left a void Then fill it with remembered joy A friendship shared, a laugh a kiss Ah, yes, theses things, I too will miss Be not burdened with times of sorrow I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow My life's been full, I savored much Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch Perhaps my time seemed all to brief Don't lengthen it now with undue grief Lift up you heart and share with me God wanted me now. He set me free.

Him
Him You built it up, And made it beat. You filled my heart And soul with heat. You made me happy I thought you cared. I''m still holding The love that we shared. I stay awake, And cry every night, Hoping one day You will hold me tight.

:) My Friends
HELLO CHERRY TAPS HOW R ALL OF U TODAY I STOPPED AGAIN TO SEND ALL OF MY LOVE TO ALL OF YOU MY FRIENDS I THINK WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS VERY A VERY LONG TIME IAM SO HAPPY FOR THAT AND I WANT TO THANKS ALL OF YOU ABOUT THE LOVE INSIDE EVERY ONE I KNOW HIM FOR NOW ALL OF YOU MY FRIENDS HAVE VERY GREAT DAY AND I LOVE ALL OF U AGAIN TRIBLE_XXX

If We Met Under The Mistletoe...
If we met under the mistletoe... Would You kiss ME? [ _ ] YES [ _ ] NO If YES.. [ _ ] CHEEK [ _ ] LIPS Do you even need mistletoe to kiss me? [ _ ] YES [ _ ] NO [ _ ] HELL NO! [ _ ] I WOULD RAPE YOU! Repost this in next 30 seconds or you will have the WORST Christmas ever. Title this: "If we met under the Mistletoe"

Naughty Neighbor
Karen had lived in her new apartment for about a week when she began seeing the girl next door. The girl was tall and slender but still had curves. Her breasts were large and full, and her ass was round and tight. Karen had been friendly with her neighbor, and found out that her neighbor's name was Rayona. It wasn't long before the two girls were spending lots of time together and discussing their secrets. It was a Friday night, and there wasn't anything to do. Karen was feeling horny but had had no luck at the parties and bars meeting guys. She decided to head homa at about ten and figured she would hear moans coming from Rayona's place like every weekend. When she got home she didn't hear moans so she decided to go over to Rayona's. Karen knocked on the door and Rayona answered it weraing only a tight white tanktop with no bra and black lace panties. Karen's face blushed and she mumbled "sorry..i'll go", but Rayona just laughed and pulled Karen into her place. Karen was still f

Greg Is In Heaven Today
To all my friends here on CherryTap, my bro Greg passed away this morning, he had been fighting brain cancer and brain tumors for the last 15 yrs. He was only 44 yrs young but I know that he is not suffering anymore and that he is in heaven. So bear with me this weekend , I will be here for support from my friends. We are having a benefit tonight in his honor to raise money for his daughter to go to college. Well, just wanted you to know so those of you that know me won't worry about me, I will be ok! Thanks and God Bless....Lady Di

According To The Dictionary
According to the dictionary A Koala bear decides he wants to get laid, so he picks up a hooker. He goes down on her several times and they are really enjoying themselves. After they are finished the koala bear starts getting dressed. The hooker says, "wheres my money?" The koala bear shrugs his shoulders. The hooker repeats herself asking for her money. Again he shrugs his shoulders. The hooker grabs a dictionary and looks up the word hooker and shows it to the koala bear. It says "gets paid for sex." The koala bear picks up the dictionary and looks up Koala Bear and shows it to the hooker. It says, "Eats bush and leaves!"

Time To Fear
Picture me on the edge of sadness I was too blind to see the truth My hearts beating fast I'm not alone but you're not there Friendly smiles steal a glance But me I'm furious inside Can I get out of here now Everything is falling down on me And deep inside my mind I know I love you Time is that all I really got to fear From all these precious moments of my life Time is that all I really got to fear From all these precious moments of my life You say I do always wrong So you must hurt me again I feel so sorry but you do not And you're not here I question why I left you Ain't love when under your sway Will I be safe in here now Eveything is falling down on me And deep inside my mind I know I miss you Time is that all I really got to fear From all these precious moments of my live Time is that all I really got to fear From all these precious moments of my live Time is that all I really got to fear time time Time is that all I really got to fear

Tears
As these tears run down my face, tears of agony tears of pain- broken hearted, I scream as my bones weaken and my soul crumbles. Turning me inside out twist-turn twist-turn, hang me out to dry. Trampling my hopes My dreams fall before me- incomplete tears of hoplesness tears of lonlyness- freefalling non-stop As these tears run down my face, tears of agony tears of pain- broken hearted, I scream as my bones weaken and my soul crumbles. Turning me inside out twist-turn twist-turn, hang me out to dry. Trampling my hopes My dreams fall before me- incomplete tears of hoplesness tears of lonlyness- freefalling non-stop TEARS.

Sadness
Am I to be happy? I dwell so deep within myself that I have never seen the light of day. The past never happened, the future will never come, and the present isn't real. Depression is a part of everyday life. The birds chirp for someone else, The day warms the lives of everyone, but me. Happiness lies near, but my mind won't let my heart reach for it, and happiness never knew. I live in a prison, solitary confinement. Fear is my guard. Nothing stops happiness from reaching me, only me from it. I am sure that if I can ever grasp it that the barrier will be forever shattered. How do you break through invisible bars? What is it like to touch something you've never had? I am confined to myself, Just me and my sadness.

Pain
It comes so inossent and so true One person good the other one blue. Pain could be anger it could really hurt, it could be been kicked in the head or thrown in the durt. Pain comes so quickly without no refrain, as long as you hurt you'll still have Pain.....

Be Gentle
Be gentle: What you're holding is my heart. Remember in your honesty my pride. If you don't want to see me, please don't hide The truth, yet tell it with some art. Though you may not have asked for me to call, A single leap of hope must be allowed. Not easily are shy songs sung out loud. Yet now I wait alone outside your wall.

Duh!!!
Have u ever wondered y we where placed on this planet? Personly I don't think I am from this Universe,because 98% of the population of the world have no Fucking clue what will become of them in the after life. But little do they that there life history is repeating it self with out us knowing it... That My Friends Is The Honest Secret To Life!... Thats y it is a Secret!!... lol ( Here's Your Sign...) MySpace Tweaks, MySpace Layouts, MySpace Images and more!

Circumscribe
I love vocabulary. So I thought I would create a word of the day blog. Yes, there is no humor here, just a little education.. so read on if this sort of thing interests you. circumscribe (SUHR-kuhm-skryb) verb tr. To draw a line around, to enclose within bounds, to limit or restrict. [From Latin circumscribere, from circum- (around) + scribere (to write). Ultimately from the Indo-European root skribh- (to cut, separate, or sift) that has resulted in other terms such as manuscript, subscribe, scripture, scribble, describe, circumflex, and circumspect.] Today's word in Visual Thesaurus: http://visualthesaurus.com/?w1=circumscribe

Hello
You Are 38% Open You are open at times, but generally you don't let many people into your inner world. It's possible that you have a friend or two that knows you well. But to most people, you are a total mystery. How Open Are You?

How Do You Drive?
Your Driving Is is: 59% Male, 41% Female According to studies, you drive both like a guy and a girl. This means you're a pretty average driver, with typical quirks. Occasionally you're frustrated and or a little reckless, but that's the exception - not the norm. Do You Drive Like a Guy or a Girl?

Manifesto Of A Cynic
There are no soul mates. I think the very idea of it was created to see how crazy humans would get over the idea of a person you were meant to be with. It's not a matter of soul mates, it's a matter of convenence. There is to much space for us to ever find our true soul mate, even if there was one. Because even if we were lucky enough to be in the right place an the right time, what are the chances that person is anywhere near to you. And when it come down to it we would shove off our soul mates for just a little human contact. Everyone has done it, that person that we connect with on ever level, but they are far away. That thing we call long distance relationships, but most of us would give it up to feel someone's touch. This isn't some rant about anyone. This more stems from me. Because I had a person for two years that I connected with on every level and I mean ever level. He was the one person who could tame that wild side in me. But distance makes us waver. There is n

Women
I don't think I will ever understand women .. They are the most exquisite animals this earth has ever seen fit to create.. but also the most destructive force as well ... Have we as men ever met an animal/ individual so capable of ripping our life apart ... but at the same time making that same life whole .. I will never undertand this power ... I guess thats why i'm single ..

My Love Style:)
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

My Future ....(poem)
My Future As i sit here Im all alone no one with me no where to go I lean back close my eyes and think to myself where in my life did I take the wrong turn Im alone peoplelove me I think they do some tell me they love me some dont tell me nothing why do i see nothing a blank future of my life some pictures are out of focus what do i do now where am i to go PLEAE SOMEONE ANYONE HELP!!! I need to see my future or im gonna be alone and empty my life will be pointless i see outlines but it wont let me see it clear what does it mean I THINK MY FUTURE IS DESTINE TO BE SINGLE DEAD OR ALIVE!!!!!

Myself....a Poem
Thinking of the times we shared Many memories I will always have The funny things you did or said Just knowing that you were there, Walking through dreams we both see Holding onto you holding onto me Seeing the side of me no one ever has Living in the future not in the past. What can I do to show you how I feel? Wishing the day had not came to this How can you let go of something that is so real? And know this is a chance in which we will miss Funny how life is and makes us think How a simple thing can be gone in a blink Washing away things we have longed to feel Parting with new tasks in which you learn to deal Finding myself hidden in my fears once more I find myself locked up tight like a door Not sure if I will ever find happiness in my life for the most part. Because I will never let go of the one that has captured my heart. by tama tease

I Come To Realize (poem)
I'm alone and empty you are my happiness being with you makes the days go faster the night longer hold you in my arms i come to realize when i see you, you brighten up my day when your not around i miss you when your around i still miss but i know your there the thought of losing you is tearin me apart being with you makes my hole and the emptyness inside me gone i come to realize when im with you nothing else matters its like the world has stopped and it revoles around us for the moment then sometimes i get scared and i do things that hurt us then i come to realize that not what i want cause it makes me empty and alone then i come to realize i feel deep down i love you but im scared i dont wanna get hurt so i push it deep inside me and denie i feel this way then i come to realize it hurts more doing this then just letting you know the way i feel then i come to realize they one thing im scared of is love it hurts when it dont

My Eyes See The Light.
The light that shines through yours The darkness and despair That slowly will disappear With every waken moment With every hug & kiss With all the tenderness That I can give My eyes see the light The light that shines through yours Copyright ©2005 ALA

Never Again
When insecurities rise And all your passion inside dies I cant seem to fall asleep without crying All those around me lying Father time tic tocking away Wasted day by day In a cage trapped by my own fears Always hiding back the tears Trying to make the best of it Never the courage to make the final split Doing whats best for others As would any good mother Never doing anything for myself Putting my hopes and dreams on the backshelf Resentment rising to the top Fits of rage not knowing how to make them stop Wanting more out of life Tension so thick you could cut it with a knife Yelling Screaming Arguing it never stops Neighbors threatning to call the cops Thats it never again will i allow myself to be hurt Dig a hole bury my feelings deep in the dirt From now on I will have thick skin Never loving again will be my final sin

I'm Single!
The GF and I have broken up. We don't hate each other or anything (although, right now I'd like to plant my foot up her butt for her latest mood swing) ... but we're still friends, we still hang out. We just aren't a 'couple'. Which makes me TC's most eligible batchleor. Not quite sure what to do about that - if anything. Blah, dinner's on the stove and we're sitting down to eat in a bit. I'll check you guys later tonight.

Love
when you love someone, and that person hurts you, you hide from love, so you wont get hurt again.....i have learned to love again, and i am happy that i have found the person to help me see, there is happiness out there for everyone....so if someone hurts you , although its hard, you can move on and love again..

Thanks Giving
my thanksgiving was just as fun as gettin screwed up the ass i hope everyone elses was fun . i ended up havein a massive pannick attack and need tro go to the er they took 5 vials of blood( i hate havein my blood taken!) did an ekg and chest xrays so for the past what 2 days n ow ive felt like shit havein a lil trouble breathing and feel like a mack truck ran me over and on top of that im gettin my ass kicked in dj juggalos swexiest milf contestg WTF! damn it make me happy people!

I Love You!!
I LOVE YOU!! At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. You mean the world to someone. If not for you, someone may not be living. You are special and unique. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later you will get it. Always remember the compliments you recevied. Forget about the rude remarks. Always tell someone how you feel about them, you will feel much better when they know. Too A Very Special Friend!

Team Roping
Today, My girl friend, Brandi and I team roped. We took second place out of 56 teams and both of us won really nice saddles. Tomorrow, we will put up our christmas tree , so we will go out on horse back and ride up the mountain and find a tree, cut it down and drag the tree back behind the horses, we do this every year, I love Christmas so very much, it is a time that I invite friends to the ranch and just enjoy being with them. Deanna

The Unbreakable
Unbreakable I am the unbreakable You can put a bullet through my head I’ll bleed, but I’ll live. Tie the noose around my neck Kick the chair from under my feet I’ll still breathe Pour the gasoline on my naked body Set it aflame I’ll emerge unharmed and strong as ever Burn my bridges I’ll find a way across Push me over the cliff I’ll see you in twenty Knock me into next week I’ll kick your ass on Tuesday I’ll be here long after you’re gone I’ve survived worse than you can dish Test my pride, you’ll fall Because I’m the unbreakable

Good Night To All
GOOD NIGHT CHERRIES. I AM OFF TO BED.. IF YOU HAVENT DONE SO - PLEASE CHECK OUT MY BEST BOOTY CONTEST...GIVE THESE BEAUTIFUL LADIES YOUR VOTES!!! VOTING WILL CONTINUE UNTIL MONDAY EVENING AT 8:30 PM EASTERN STANDARD TIME.

Stuck In New Mexico
Well I've finally made it to New Mexico.... man the car problems along the way! I am so glad to be here and so greatful not to be going on further to Arizona. Karsen is swimming in the pool right now so I decided to come pop on and see if I was missed... hahaha I was not! LOL! Well I gotta get back to watchin' the wee one. Have an awesome weekend all! MUAH

Beauty
Last night I felt so amazingly beautiful. I cannot express how much without sounding completely vain hehe. Everything was perfect last night, the weather, the moon, the sky, the air, me, my friend, everything. I may never see perfection in this way again..... me

Here's One For All Yall Churchy People.
If god is so mercyful and kind, why does he watch us as if we were ants in an ant farm, and he's that kid with the magnifying glass waiting for the right pitch of the sun so he can burn us all?! God is a fraud! Whatever it is that christians beleive in is a falsity, it just plain does not exist, or it just doesn't exist in the way most people think! After all, if God were a kind and loving, well god. Why would he sit there and magnify the light from the sun so that he could burn every last one of us into a crisp, instead of helping us in our lives to have a more..satisfying existance?!

Secret Love
To write about love I use to a long time ago It seemed so easy then To express myself for another Of whom I thought I searched for Now I’ve happen upon someone One I love and cherish One I'm willing to give my all Willing to devote my life to Willing to give my life for I’ve never experience feelings so strong for another She came about lighten my harden heart Broken through barriers built-up against all But there in lays problems First is I don’t believe she knows how strongly I feel But even if she knew If she found out Or even felt the same There still lays a problem It couldn’t be For her heart belongs to another One whom she feels equally strong for One whom I believe could bring her the best It couldn’t be For others would shun it Families would be sharooshed No one could understand it My love for her is strong and complex I now know her love for me she just as strong I would do nothing to hurt her So maybe it could be If our love is as strong as

Yearning For Love
Love Something that's alwayz scared and yet intrigued me Something that can easily be misconstrue by others Something so complex yet so simple Love Something I've yearned for Yearned for on many levels and in many ways Let me explain I yearn for the love of others as friends To be accepted as the real me To be cared about at all times To be heard even at the darkest hours I yearn for the love of a lover Not only for sex like some look for But someone I can hold Someone I can entrust my soul in Someone I can share my needs and desires with Someone I can discover my true potential with I yearn for the love of a family A family that accepts me for my imperfections A family that has my back no matter what A family that knows the true me A family that doesn't dwell on my past mistakes But help me through the future I yearn for love at all degrees Love Something that's alwayz captivated Something that can easily be misapprehended Something that I've alwayz longed

Escape From Here
I just need something that will take me away I'd throw my heart into your fire, when I was blind and you knew that I'd come crawling back, and you knew you'd always find me there but this time some things are gonna change, I'm breaking out. And I know someday I'll be ok, and I know someday I'll stand again But this won't be the end of me Cuz I'm breaking away I just need something that will take me away To help me disconnect to get you off my mind I just need something that will give me the strength to get away from you To escape from here And as I'm sifting through the ash, I find myself And you knew that I'd come crawling back, and you knew you'd always find me there But I'm sure you're never gonna change, cuz you've learned this all before And I know that you'll come crawling back, but I swear you'll never find me there I just need something that will take me away To help me disconnect to get you off my mind I just need something that will give

Somethings I Remember From My Childhood..lol
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Letter To John Kerry From A Sergeant In Iraq
I fully Agree with this Letter Subject: FW: Letter to John Kerry from a Sergeant in Iraq Date: Fri, 10 Nov 2006 10:17:25 -0500 Soldiers are murdering rapists according to John Kerry This is something that should be all over the media!!!!! {This was written by my husband, Aaron, who is currently deployed to Iraq, in defense of a recent comment made by Senator John Kerry. Pass it along, it might inspire someone else to speak up! ~ Michelle} Yesterday John Kerry said, "You know education, if you make the most of it, you study hard, you do your homework, and you make an effort to be smart, you can do well, and if you don't, you get stuck in Iraq" So I wrote him a letter: I am a Sergeant in the United States Marine Corps. I am currently on my second tour in Iraq, a tour in which I volunteered for. I speak Arabic and Spanish and I plan to tackle Persian Farsi soon. I have a Bachelors and an Associates Degree

Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy.....
Three songs that happened conseculatively on the radio.... Lovesong By: The Cure Don't Fear The Reaper By: Blue Oyster Cult That I'd Love To Tell You Why song By: The Beatles. Wow. That is really a fucking depressing line up. It's a let's break out the razorblades, sleeping pills and vodka time. It's music to suicide to!! *Sighs* Still not something you need to hear when PMS paranoia will make you jump to all sorts of weird shit. I'm going to bed.

Fishing
Saturday morning I got up early, put on my long johns, dressed quietly, made my lunch, grabbed the dog, slipped quietly into the garage to hook the boat up to the truck, and proceeded to back out into a torrential downpour. There was snow mixed with the rain and the wind was blowing 50 mph. I pulled back into the garage, turned on the radio, and discovered that the weather would be bad throughout the day. I went back into the house, quietly undressed, and slipped back into bed. There I cuddled up to my wife's back, now with a different anticipation, and whispered, "The weather out there is terrible." She sleepily replied, "Can you believe my stupid husband is out fishing in that shit."

Stupid Boy - Keith Urban
Well, she was precious like a flower She grew wild, wild but innocent A perfect prayer in a desperate hour She was everything beautiful and different Stupid boy, you can't fence that in Stupid boy, it's like holding back the wind She let her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't Stupid boy, stupid boy Oh So what made you think you could take a life And just push it push it around I guess you build yourself up so high You had to take her and break her down She let her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't You stupid boy Oh, you always had to be right but now you've lost The only thing that ever made you feel alive Yeah, yeah

I Was Definately A Nineties Kid!!! (1984)
Anybody under the age of 16 should not read this,...and if you do, you should not repost this. Just because you were born in '90 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it. You're a 90's kid if: You remember watching Doug, Ren & Stimpy, Pinky and the Brain, and Two Stupid Dogs. AAAAAAAH real monsters. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "SIKE!" You just cant resist finishing this... "Iiiiiiin west philladelphia born and raised..." You remember TGIF on ABC. Step by Step, Family Matters, Dinosaurs, and Boy Meets World. You remember when, 2Pac and Selena died. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. You remember reading "Goosebumps." You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school. You remember the c

Phenomenal Woman(i Love This Poem)
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them, They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me.

Players
Ladies, the time has come to let the secret out. Every guy is a player. They just all play different games. Most of the guys that are identified as players play basketball, they hurry back and forth, trying to get the ball in the hole as often as possible, keeping track of points like their lives depended on it. Some guys are football players. They work their way slowly down the field, wanting to eventually get the touch of a down comforter and hopefully split the uprights. If they fail, they make sure to keep the other guys from getting farther than they did. Personally, i have always been a chess player. We move in for position, trying to get a feel for those we are against, hoping eventually to get the other person in mate. The problem with chess players is that the women don't realize we are out there, so the basketball players put the ball in the hole and we are left polishing our bishops. Just something to think about from a longtime bartening philosopher

Why Do Children Die From Cancer
WHY DO CHILDREN DIE FROM CANCER She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might hel

Can Not...
I can't throw this headache, it will not leave me alone, it's like a leech. GHLDgafdgalfdsjgalsf;jgasl;fdg, that's how I feel about it. On another note...tomorrow is the day I take david back, and go to my dorm. I saw jane today, she was distraught because she just broke up with her boyfriend, so I bought a whip. It's cute, it's a pitchfork type thing. yay. haha that's all.

Bf Application!
Full Legal Name: Age: Birthday: Height: Eye Color: Hair Color: Sign: Why do you want to be my significant other? What do you like best about me? What are your hobbies? What do you like to do on the weekends? Do you currently have a steady flow of income? Would you consider yourself independent? Do you live on your own? What is your education thus far? Do you like to stay in shape (not any shape, but good shape)? Do you like sports? Favorite team? Favorite music? Favorite band? Favorite movie? Favorite comedian? Favorite Animal? What turns you on? What turns you off? Do you like to cuddle? Morning/Night person? Do you smoke (anything, explain)? Do you consume alcoholic beverages? How often? Can you cook? If yes. What is your specialty? Are you religious, if so what religion? What the most important thing in your life? Are you spontaneous? Would you rather stay in or go out? What do you feel is the most important part of a relationship? How do you feel

Ridiculous
I think I might be done here, at least for awhile. This site has become absolutely ridiculous. If its not whores its drama. Now the whole not safe for work thing. I think its all fine and dandy but when you have idiots flagging pictures for no reason other then to be a dick its getting to be stupid. Im not sure why my spider bite has been flagged. Ive been posting pictures of it for 2 and a half months now and not once has it been flagged as adult, now all of the sudden it is? WHY? Its a sore, not even a really gross one. Ive seen twats that look way worse then the brown recluse bite I have, and thats pathetic. So I think I might just leave this shit. Who knows.

The Oral Caress
The Oral Caress by Robert W. Birch Copyright 2001 Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down.

Bodyscape
Bodyscape by Robert W. Birch Copyright 2001 From where I lie, nestled between your tender thighs I see stretching out before me the spectacular landscape of your beautiful body. My nose is surrounded by the untrimmed bush that sprouts upon a bony ridge. Unseen, my tongue has found the fountain of your womanhood and your earthy taste is sweet within my mouth. My eyes travel across the flat plain of your soft stomach, lingering at that shallow crater where a small gold ring decorates the rim most distant from me. It is a rolling meadow to the lush foothills of your breasts. Small firm mountains, a matched set, twin peaks each topped with its own perky nipple sitting alert as though calling out for attention. Beyond the mountains your chest and neck display the warm reddish flush that signals your arousal, like flowers announcing the coming of spring. My eyes travel over your chin, finding full lips that reveal nothing of your intense inner

Well Here It Comes Again!!
I am not really feeling to well at the moment. Had a migraine all day and a temp of 103 :( Stress is such a bad thing for my illness (INFO IN MY BLOGS) so I really try to do the best thing I can for me...to try to stay away from stress which isn't sometimes fair to others...I have always been a person to think of others first...until I got sick a few years back...then I continued for a while as I got sicker, Now I can't give away what I do not have! Now it HAS to be about "ME"! But then how do I deal with the guilt I get from people...and myself, if I put myself first? When you say to someone, I am sorry I can't do this becuase it is effecting me a lot and crushing me, So I have to protect myself...please understand...then you feel guilt! What good is it to think about YOU! Or how about this...I want to help you out, but I can't because I don't feel well or, no money no gas... See I am just not being me!! PLUS..with this crap...I need to blog it because I tell you My MISERY DOESN'T

More Funny Quotes
* *Last night I looked up at the stars And matched each one with a reason why I love you I was doing great, but then I ran out of stars* *a peach is a peach a plum is a plum a kiss isnt a kiss without some tongue *Roses are red violets are blue god made me pretty what happened to you? *GUYS ARE LIKE ROSES WATCH OUT FOR THE PRICKS *I'm Loved by some, Hated by many, Envied by most, Yet wanted by plenty *If ur naughty go 2 ur room.. If u wanna be naughty, go 2 mine *God created men first, cause you always make a rough draft before a masterpiece! *God made coke god made pepsi god made me so darn sexy *All Good Girls And Boys Go To Heaven Thats Why I Wasnt Invited *The more I get to know guys, the more I like dogs *guys are like slinkies its always fun to watch them fall down the stairs *Star light ....Star bright .... where the heck is Mr. Right?* *If u need space join NASA baby!!! *You can fall from the sky* *You can fall from a tree * * But the best way to fall* *

Jokes
New Lawyer Joe grew up in a small town, then moved away to attend college and law school. He decided to come back to the small town because he could be a big man in this small town. He really wanted to impress everyone. He opened his new law office, but business was very slow at first. One day, he saw a man coming up the sidewalk. He decided to make a big impression on this new client when he arrived. As the man came to the door, Joe picked up the phone. He motioned the man in, all the while talking.. "No. Absolutely not. You tell those clowns in New York that I won't settle this case for less than one million.." "Yes. The Appeals Court has agreed to hear that case next week. I'll be handling the primary argument and the other members of my team will provide support.." "Okay. Tell the DA that I'll meet with him next week to discuss the details.." This sort of thing went on for almost 5 minutes. All the while the man sat patiently as Joe rattled instructions. Finally,

What It Was About..
Listen to this boo only a few knew. You was intertwined in my spine. I was gonna make you mine cause you was a dime but didnt have time. Only you knew my love was true but you wouldnt make me your boo. I had your back and that was a fact but you hack at it and spat back it. Only to realize you tired to kiss me then diss me now you miss me. What i felt was real but i had time to heal while you was feeling blue and had no clue. A joke a hoast when i needed you the most. You lost me now you cant boss me. Now lets make this fast the past is in the past its not gonna last. And all you did was make me flee to my knee till i couldnt see. Tried to take my seed only to make me bleed . And all you could do was flee and all i could say was please. Only hated cause we dated only cause you lade it then played it.

Cherrytap Is So Boring And Dumb And To Much Hate And Drama And I Can't Take It Anymore
Here is what this whole site is about 90% of the time. Drama,Haters, Thats why it bugs me when people say myspace sucks. I have over 40.000 friends on myspace. I almost never get any problems. I have not got a hate messages yet on myspace. Most of my messages are awesome. Cherrytap all I read all day I hate her I hope she dies. Nothing but trouble. So when people make that lame excuse all sites have drama. Thats bullshit. I have no problems on myspace with 40,000 friends 0 DRAMA!!!!. What gives with cherrytap. People that just got out of the nut house. It just seems to me everyone attacks me is jealous and has lots of problems.

A Memory Hug
A MEMORY HUG Your loss has left a hole in your heart. That hole never goes away... you learn to live with it. With acceptance of the loss and changes in your life, the pain lessens. Eventually memories fill up the space, but it never goes away. Then, when you least expect it, a memory spills out of the hole in your heart and washes you clean again with tears. Think of it as a "MEMORY HUG

I Love You!!!
I LOVE YOU!! At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. You mean the world to someone. If not for you, someone may not be living. You are special and unique. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later you will get it. Always remember the compliments you recevied. Forget about the rude remarks. Always tell someone how you feel about them, you will feel much better when they know. Too A Very Special Friend!!!!

Lost In The Morning Cigarette...
Some things that i saw in the smoke: I need a printer. I need to focus ( I feel like Osaka "get it together, get it together, get it together...") Things not yet known: What the fuck are all these nightmares about? Why am I atracted to "Azumanga Daioh" type girls?

To Ranger Or Not To Ranger?
Ok I'm thinking of rolling up a random D&D character today/tonight... But do I want to make another ranger? I honestly am thinking about making another samurai but I do not have Orental Adventures anymore. I could make another Wizard that accidentaly kills everyone in the party again(It wasnt my fault, the dm was being a dick and didnt read the spell wording correctly)..

Random Sleep Deprived Thought....
I'm thinking of becoming an archer at White Castle. I mean think about it all castles need archers. Like what if they were to be pillaged by barbarian hordes. The need defense. I'm submitting my app./resume tomorrow!

Jeff Foxworthy's Take On Living In Ontario
> >> > >>> > >>> Jeff Foxworthy On Ontario > >>> > >>> If you consider it a sport to >gather your food by drilling > >>>through > >>> 36 "of ice and sitting there all day hoping that the food will > >>> swim by, you live in Ontario.< BR>> >>> > >>> If your local Dairy Queen is closed from September through May, > >>> you live in Ontario. > >>> > >>> If you have worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you live > >>> in Ontario. > >>> > >>> If you have had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone > >>> who Dialed a wrong number, you live in Ontario. > >>> > >>> YOU KNOW YOU ARE A TRUE ONTARIAN IF: > >>> 1. "Vacation" means going south past London for the weekend. > >>> 2. You measure >distance in hours. > >>> 3. You know several people who have hit a deer more than once. > >>> 4. You often switch from "heat" to A/C" in the sam e day and > >>>then > >>> back again. > >>> 5. You can drive 110 kph through 2 feet of snow duri

Cancer And Hairloss
I thought this deserved a blog. I know most of you are aware of the blog wars goin on here between the #1 and #2 Bloggers. Well I just wanted to Say to JellyBean. I love you girl and its just sad someone has to sit and attack you like this. Not everyone who has chemo loses thier hair. It depends on the drugs that are used. I am really saddened that this crap keeps goin on. Its the holiday season now. Let it go J.T. Its time to move on. I think everyone has had enough. Just ignore eachother. Having the top blog isn't the most important thing in the world. I know you both didnt get top blog by haveing 100,000 readers. Refesh is amazing eh? I am happy people just read my nonsense. I blog for me...cuz i think i need to express myself in someway. Anyhow wish it would all stop. If you don't like someone on here block/ignore and move on but dont tear people apart. Remember everyone here is a real person with feelings. You never know how what you say can affect a person or thier self worth. Yo

Life Can Be A Drag
ok so do you think that people are more honest about them selves on line than real life ? i have a friend thats going to ohio from RI to meet a girl for the first time leaving his life behind with no safety net douse anyone know about this stuff ever working out?

Wow... Read This!!! (repost) Wow Is Right..everyone Should Read This
Apparently, she's been dying since 1997. That must really suck. "I"m sorry, but you only have 6 months left to live... give or take 8 or 9 years." http://urbanlegends.about.com/library/weekly/aa022599.htm http://hoaxbusters.ciac.org/HBSympathy.shtml SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done! Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good

I Followed Sinks Lead.its Kinda Funny. Luv Those Quizzes
Jen will go to jail for ... Making lewd ginger bread men and giving them to carolers at Christmas 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com

Groom Fatally Shot By Police Outside Strip Club
I'm speechless by reading this news from new york.. what on earth??? Groom Fatally Shot by Police Outside Strip Club Gunned Down Hours Before He Was to Wed NEW YORK (Nov. 26) - Sean Bell and his fiancee had already shared a high school romance, then two children. In the early hours of what was to be their wedding day, the reception hall lay waiting, covered in satin and adorned with balloons. But the ceremony never occurred Saturday. Police shot 50 rounds at the groom's car as he drove away from his bachelor party, killing the 23-year-old hours before he was to walk down the aisle. The hail of gunfire at a car full of unarmed men drew an outcry from family members and community leaders. Two passengers, who had been celebrating with the groom at a strip club, were also injured; one was struck by at least 11 bullets. The officers' shots struck the men's car 21 times after it rammed into an undercover officer and hit an unmarked NYPD minivan, police said. Police Commissione

1st Thoughts
diamond- a thing of incredible beauty, taking years and years to create, polished to perfection, until it becomes a treasured thing, a symbol of everlasting love and loyalty. rust- a thing of incredible sadness,once a treasured object, transformed after years and years of neglect, into a thing unrecognizable.

It's Not Heavy...
A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked, "How heavy is this glass of water?" Answers called out ranged from 20g to 500g. The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long you try to hold it. If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my right arm. If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance. In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes." He continued, And that's the way it is with stress management. If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carry on. " As with the glass of water, you have to put it down for a while and rest before holding it again. When we're refreshed, we can carry on with the burden." "So, before you return home tonight, put the burden of work down. Don't carry it

Im N This Contest If Ur My Friend Ull Help Me...im The One On The Tree...
OK WELL I CAN...BUT HAVE YOU SEEN THIS CONTEST? COME CHECK IT OUT AND VOTE! VOTING IS NOW OPEN! PLEASE COME GIVE THESE LOVELY LADIES YOUR VOTES!! WINNER WILL BE DETERMINED BY THE NUMBER OF COMMENTS ON HER PICTURE. VOTING WILL TAKE PLACE UNTIL MONDAY EVENING AT 8:30 PM EST. SO VOTE YOUR LITTLE HEARTS OUT! AND NOW - THE LADIES!

Please Let Me
Please Let Me by Lynn I only want to stay in bed, pull the covers up over my head. I want to lie there and think of you. I Need to relive feelings I once knew. If I do, then I can see you happy and running to me. If I do then I can fake that my heart never did break. If I do then you will know it is impossible to let you go. So, please let me hide and lay here with my pride. Please let me sleep so I won't weep. Please let me

Support Our Troops
You dont have to support the war to support our troops... How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one.If you go to the web site at www.letssaythanks.com you can pick out a thank you card and the Xerox Corporation will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq. You cant pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldnt it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Hosted By SparkleTags.com

My Kinky Results From Quizuniverse
You are 86% kinky You are crazy kinky. Do you ever think of anything other than sex? Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com The porno of BadBoy's life will be called ... "Victory on Mount Venus" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.comYou have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Starting Shit
People wonder why I have problems trusting women I date. Well if you want to know why. This is the offline i got from my girlfriends roommate. acuthcrenth78: well since you don't want to talk to me and yes this is ej i will talk to dawn and i am leaveing her today or by the end of the week. she want to cheat on me and start meeting you at holtles fine. she want to tell you i treat her badly fine. mabe you should ask her why she say all the time to her son that she want to send him to his granparents house for good and never wants to see him again. thats real nice of a mother to say something like 5that to her son right. ya well i never treated her or her son bad like she's been telling you I called and talked to her about it, and she told me he is jealous of me and that he doesn't want to accept the fact that she broke up with him and doesn't want anything to do with him. No she didn't break up with him to be with me. They ended their relationship along time ago. She let him m

I Must Be Doomed. That Must Be It.
Well I must be doomed when it comes to dating and my love life. Last Saturday, I went out with this great guy on a great date and we just had a blast and didn't stop talking the entire time. I like that in a guy! We had a ton in common. Well that night he asked me out again, and I said sure! Then on Tuesday, he asked me if I was still up for Saturday (yeseterday) and I said yes. He said he was looking forward to hanging out with me again. We were going to go see Borat and get some coffee afterwards. So yesterday comes and goes I did not hear one peep from him all day. He didn't call. He didn't send me any IM's. He didn't email me or anything. WTF. Why would someone ask me out twice and then totally forget the day of? Are SOME men really that stupid and shallow? Or should I just believe that he wanted to get my hopes up and then let me down on purpose? I just don't understand, we hit it off great, fucking everyone I know has a boyfriend or a girlfriend these days... W

So I Had A Huge Scare This Weekend
Ok, im sick, which is understandable its that time of the year ya know. But a few of you that really know me probably know about the issue that i was born with weak kidneys, which makes it very easy to get sick more the immune system thing...anyways back in elementry school it was a constant thing with kidney infections and they estimated i would be on dialisis by the age of thirty, im nothing like i used to be all heathy and everything but my back left side has started hurting like someone kicked me several times but anyways so the news i forgot from long ago...didnt forget just dint give a damn. I scared myself thinking maybe it was about time, i mean, it hurt so bad i couldnt lay down, but its died down and im very releived. Although i still refuse to give up soda lol no way! but all is good, im still sick with the flu a lil but that will get better. But i avoided the hospital trip and its feeling better or at least starting to. so yay for me!

Christmas Pics Of My Friends
Hey everyone, I am very close to leveling up and as I started an album of Christmas pics of my own it occurred to me that it would be very cool to recieve Xmas related pics of my friends to make into a big Xmas Card to be passed in bulletins as well as for page comments as we get closer to Christmas and New Years. So I wondered if I could ask all of you who would like to be part of it to send me pics of yourselves decked out in festive holiday style so that I may get them together and create a bulletin/Xmas card for all on CT? I think its a cool idea and as we all have different friends on here it would be a cool way to spread Xmas cheer all over the site.. I will allow semi naughty photo's in the mix, but more regular photo's would be ideal so we dont get anyone's panties in a bunch. What do you say? Can you send me a pic of you to add? thanks all! xoxoxo Cinaliscious

Friends
Hi every one i am very happy i found my love he is sweet, kind and loves me very much..I did not realize how great love can be with the right person.. He is comming to see me as soon as he can he needs to wait for is vacation time i can't wait.. I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL.. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com

Even This Quiz Things I'm Add
Kimmie will have to write: I will stop collecting shiny things that I find on the ground 'What will you have to write on the chalk board?' at QuizGalaxy.com Kimmie will have to write: I will not be distracted by passing butterflies 'What will you have to write on the chalk board?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Someone...
I saw this in my bulletins and well it just fits.. Hope you enjoy. I LOVE YOU!! At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. You mean the world to someone. If not for you, someone may not be living. You are special and unique. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later you will get it. Always remember the compliments you recevied. Forget about the rude remarks. Always tell someone how you feel about t

To My Friends
This is for my REAL friends on here...the ones who make me smile daily:) You know who you are!!! When youre down and troubled And you need a helping hand And nothing, whoa nothing is going right. Close your eyes and think of me And soon I will be there To brighten up even your darkest nights. You just call out my name, And you know whereever I am Ill come running, oh yeah baby To see you again. Winter, spring, summer, or fall, All you have to do is call And Ill be there, yeah, yeah, yeah. Youve got a friend. If the sky above you Should turn dark and full of clouds And that old north wind should begin to blow Keep your head together and call my name out loud And soon I will be knocking upon your door. You just call out my name and you know where ever I am Ill come running to see you again. Winter, spring, summer or fall All you got to do is call And Ill be there, yeah, yeah, yeah. Hey, aint it good to know that youve got a friend? People can be so cold.

What Demention?
In what alternate dimension would LeighAnn be most comfortable? In a dimension where...There is a monster that lives in your closet 'In what alternate dimension would you be most comfortable?'atQuizGalaxy.com I guess that would be correct since there really is a monster in my closet!!!!

The Sounds I Hear When You Hear Me Roar
The Sounds I Hear When You Hear Me Roar All some men have to do is open their mouths, let their words fall out like rose petals that smell sickly and we feel the sandpaper tongues of snakes making their way across our necks. Instantly, we are violated. Yesterday, I’m at a bar, sitting on a picnic table, trying to enjoy my tall boy of High Life in a moment of quiet, warless calm. Then I hear a man say to me, “Look, woman.” His curdled anger leaked from his mouth, nostrils, ears, eyes. Later, he calls me bitch and I am suddenly reminded of the sounds snaps make when a row is ripped, rapidly: POP POP POP POP POP! I lose a moment, or many and now I’m in the man’s face. He asks me what I’m going to do. Yes, just what am I going to do. I raise my arm, and with force cultivated by beating up punching bags, I smack him, hard, across the face: THWACK! I give his face a tattoo of a pinkish-red handprint. I do not think he will open his mouth again tonight. c

Take From Me What You Will
Take From Me What You Will Thief, take from me what you will. You can only steal for so long before you get caught. Dictator, your iron fist can only dominate for so long so abuse your power while exists. The coup is coming. Beast, in nature exist copaceticly, serving your function. You’re only wild when tamed, I see no need to domesticate. Monster, danger takes its form as ignorance. You only frighten when unknown. I’m gathering my spelunking gear so I can become intimate with your every nook and cranny. Enemy, you don’t get to penetrate forever. I will no longer demurely submit, with each breath I rid myself of you. I’m spitting you out. You’re rotten. copyright 2006 Katherine Andrews

Forest Fire
Everyone, please keep your fingers crossed for us. There's a forest fire right behind my house that the firemen are having to use a bulldozer to get to, because it's in a wildlife reservation where there are no roads. Pray for the animals, and let's hope the fire department is able to get the fire out before it reaches our house.

Whats On My Mind!
Ok this iz whats on my mind I know all my firends and fams have alot of other ppl that they talk to its in the 1000's where I only have like what 60 sumthin friends & fam, ok its hard ta talk ta everyone I know that but ya boy take time out ta say gm & gn ta everyone and if u dont respond bac 2 a hi how r u I take that as disrespect & I hate ta get disrespected respect iz everything ta me I respect everybody. So if u think its 2 much ta holla at ya boy then take me off yr list bloc me or what ever I dont give a fuc, Dont get me wrong I care about all my friends & fam's & fan's some more than others and u know who u r ;), but as i waz sayin if u cant holla bac bloc ya boy & thats real talk!

True Juggalo/ Juggalette
I GOT THIS FROM SOMEONE BUT IT IS SO TRUE!!!!!!! If you do not take the time to read this, it is your loss..... To all the juggalos and juggalettes, im sorry but today people are "juggalos" for the wrong reasons. i am sending this out to tell you all that there a many people out there shaming our name and disgracing the family. read this and youll get what i mean WHAT DOES NOT MAKE YOU A JUGGALO/LETTE... 1) you are NOT a juggalo if the only reason you want to be is because its "cool" 2)you are NOT a juggalo if you call EVERY JUGGALO YOU meet a jugahoe 3)you are NOT a juggalo if you think you are more "down" because you have more shirts then someone else 4)you DO NOT have to do drugs to be down 5) wearing your paint in public DOES NOT make you better than a juggalo who doesnt 6)you do NOT have to flash your tits to be a juggalette (but if you want to I'm all for it) 7)getting good grades and carring about school DOES NOT make you a juggahoe 8)you

Cutting The Strings
I've danced to their music, I've danced to the beat; I felt like a puppet With strings on my feet. But I've grown tired of trying to please And acting their way; I've put down the strings And am walking away. I know it's going to be tough, But that's what I'm going to do; Have you ever met someone Who actually liked you for you? © VICKI JOINER 2004-09-22 13:12:58

Worthy Causes
Save The World - One Click At A Time!On each of these websites, you can click a button to support the cause -- each click creates funding, and costs you nothing! Bookmark these sites, and click once a day! Click here to post this on your page or blog

Ode To An Obsessed Freak Visiting Your Page
Before I say hello I just wanna be mellow and say that you make my legs feel like jello I accidently bumped into your profile and after one look, I don't wanna touch the dial because I just want to eat you up like a crocodile and spend 6 years with you in exile You and me, stuck on an island, total isolation I couldn't ask for a better consolation When I look at you, my eyes squint from dilation Everyday, I get a nice view of you, my mind drifts I try to get your attention with anonymous gifts Sadly you never realize it's your heart that lifts ...me off the ground and tittilates my senses Wanting to jump down off the fences And make you mine, all mine, completely mine Grabbing my fork so you and me can dine at the fanciest places on Hollywood and Vine Kissing your feet and and the grass you walk Wiping snot from my nose so I can clearly talk and confess to you that I'm your biggest fan but the only thing you say to me is that I need a tan

Bikers Against Child Abuse
BACA Mission Statement CLICK TO LEARN MORE ABOUT BACA Bikers Against Child Abuse (BACA) exists with the intent to create a safer environment for abused children. We exist as a body of Bikers to empower children to not feel afraid of the world in which they live. We stand ready to lend support to our wounded friends by involving them with an established, united organization. We work in conjunction with local and state officials who are already in place to protect children. We desire to send a clear message to all involved with the abused child that this child is part of our organization, and that we are prepared to lend our physical and emotional support to them by affiliation, and our physical presence. We stand at the ready to shield these children from further abuse. We do not condone the use of violence or physical force in any manner, however, if circumstances arise such that we are the only obstacle preventing a child from further abuse, we stand ready to be that obstacle.

Blowing Kisses To Heaven
Blowing Kisses to Heaven, That's what I can do, Every time I want to say, How much "I Love You" Blowing Kisses to Heaven, I know that you love me, I am so blessed and so thankful, That God sent you to our family. Everyone that met you, Claimed you as their own, Gentle, so caring, so giving, so kind, A truest gift, wrapped from God's heart to mine. Now you are receiving, Blessings so deserved, And every time I think of you I'll blow kisses to Heaven, From my heart to yours ! We love you Mom

Ever Ever
*Written long ago as I was leaving for the military* Ever Ever The hardest thing I’ll ever have to do Is turn around and walk away With how much I love you To look you in the eyes And leave you behind My hands are tied And my heart is not free It’s the hardest thing I’ll ever have to say To turn and look you in the face And say that I have to go I’m not sure when I will be back I’m not sure when I’m going to go I love you with all my heart and soul But it is time for me to go The hardest thing I’ll ever have to go through To kiss you for the last time before I go To taste your sweet and tender lips To let my hand slide from yours And to look away Climbing on that plane And going away, doing my time It’s what I look forward to with you To come back and hold you in my arms To kiss you, Long and passionate To know I have all the time in the world To hear your sweet voice And hold your hands in mine And never let them go But that is a world away O

The One I Dream I Love
I listen quietly to you Letting your kind voice roll around softly Around in my ears As you would a sweet taste In your mouth But the experience is Unlike any other My mind gently wonders To thoughts from times before When we were together I long for those days again Then as I lay my head down I dream of you And I know That I must smile as I sleep

Update (11 - 26 - 06)
Well to update about what i wrote earlier. Her roommate is leaving tonight. Now she is without a babysitter and now she is going to have to quit her job so she can watch her son. I have given her options and she told me she thought of them or they wouldn't work. I am so lost and stressed out right now.

"do You Know Me?"
Do you know me? Sure you do. I'm just a dispatcher! You know the one. The one that you talk about, the one you hate. I'm the one who always screws up you the calls you go on, do you think I enjoy giving you incorrect information. Did you stop and think maybe the caller gave me the information wrong? I'm the "stupid" one because I cannot hear you with your siren blaring in the background, a child on the screaming into the phone that daddy is beating up mommy, a hysterical parent whose child is on drugs or because you may just have your music up to loud and I have to ask you to repeat something. I am the one who must maintain a calm voice when inside I am feeling sick because of a hot call you are on. Trying to make out what you are saying when you are running and the adrenaline is pumping. I am the one who understands when you reply with a smart remark or sarcasm, knowing you have a stressful job. Remember I too have a stressful job. I'm the one who, when you get in a foot chas

Cake Or Bed?
A HUSBAND IS AT HOME WATCHING A FOOTBALL GAME WHEN HIS WIFE INTERRUPTS, HONEY, COULD YOU FIX THE LIGHT IN THE HALLWAY? IT'S BEEN FLICKERING FOR WEEKS NOW. HE LOOK AT HER AND SAYS ANGRILY, FIX THE LIGHTS NOW? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE GE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO. FINE, THEN THE WIFE ASKS, WELL THEN, COULD YOU FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? IT WON'T CLOSE RIGHT TO WHICH HE REPLIED, FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE WESTINGHOUSE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO FINE, SHE SAYS THEN YOU COULD AT LEAST FIX THE STEPS TO THE FRONT DOOR? THEY ARE ABOUT TO BREAK. I'M NOT A CARPENTER AND I DON'T WANT TO FIX STEPS. HE SAYS, DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE ACE HARDWARE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO. I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU. I'M GOING TO THE BAR!!!! SO HE GOES TO THE BAR AND DRINKS FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS.................................... HE STARTS TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT HOW HE TREATED HIS WIFE, AND DECIDES TO GO HOME A

I Stand Alone
Well everytiime I move Every step I make You know I just can't seem to take The right direction I'm always wrong I'm never right Right or wrong There always seems to be a correction And I give everything I got And they take take take Everything I'm giving My back is tired My legs both ache In this life There is no cake This life I'm livin' CHORUS I stand alone today Don't ask me why I feel I just know I feel this way I stand alone today Well you look at me Shake your head Don't like my hair You're so misled... I shit like you do But the curse is more than on my head Sometimes I think I'm better off dead It's worse than voodoo And I'm reaching out for help But it's no no no no no Until you give in My back is tired My legs both ache In this life There is no cake This life I'm livin' CHORUS They take, they take Everything I'm givin' It's a rough rough life This life I'm livin' Give me more, give me more I take more every day

Update To Forest Fire
Well, it looks as tho the fire department has gotten the fire under control. They are still out there, but the smoke has died down quite a bit. Thanks to every who kept their fingers crossed for us.

Ramblings
subject: ramblings post date: 2006-10-14 14:28:02 views: 18 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Life takes unexpected turns One door that look so promising slams in your face The next opens and is better than that old rusty ass other door anyways How many chances are you willing to take? Do people who don't take any chances really get anywhere anyways? Do you suffer because of the wrong you did to me..or the wrong you did to yourself? Every time you truely love..is it better than the last person you loved..that is..if you truely loved them even? did you? or was that something else? Do you not do something because you are afraid it will fail later on? What if is doesn't..what if you changed everything by NOT trying What exactly is it that you fear losing anyways Keep your enemies close..... Love.... beautiful never ending feeling of hopefulness.. things will be ok now because you are here Saved me from becoming a person jaded by the ones who hurt me who are "sorry" now..

This Is Fucking Creapy...
At security posts dotted around the fields between the Jura mountains and Lake Geneva scientists are installing hi-tech retina scans above shafts descending 80m down - and leading to the largest scientific instrument ever built. The machine is being bolted together inside a tunnel 17 miles (27km) long, and when the power is thrown on next year it will recreate conditions unknown for 14bn years since the extraordinary fireball that marked the beginning of the universe - the big bang which blasted time and space into existence. In the coming months engineers using cranes will lower sections of detectors weighing several thousand tonnes into caverns carved within the tunnel. They will wire in some of the world's largest magnets and test run the machine's computer, built to handle a torrent of data equivalent to 150 times the content of the world wide web each year. The machine, the Large Hadron Collider at Cern, Europe's particle physics laboratory, in Switzerland, was commission

Accountant's Office
A woman walks into an accountant's office and tells him that she needs to file her taxes. The accountant says, "Before we begin, I'll need to ask you a few questions." He gets her name, address, social security number, etc. and then asks, "what is your occupation?" "I'm a whore," she says. The accountant is somewhat taken back and says, "No, No, No, that won't work. That is too gross. Let's try to rephrase that" The woman says, "OK, I'm a high-end call girl". "No, that is still too crude. Try again." They both think for a minute; then the woman says, "I'm an elite chicken farmer." The accountant asks, "What does chicken farming have to do with being a whore?" "Well, I raised over a thousand little peckers last year." "Good enough."

Lasting Love
Your love has reached my heart today, And deep in me it has come to stay, Finding a home till time meets end. In my life, you’ve carved a niche, Leaving a mark so indelibly etched, And nothing fits to take its place. In my future, I see your presence, In ways so loving and happily spent, Feeding my dreams as I take a view.

In Your Eyes
In your eyes, the Angels dance, In your smile, the heavens rejoice, Through your voice, cherubs sing, and Through your touch, all pain is healed. In your eyes, the Angels dance, To a tune of joy so wild, and Deep inside, I see some more, A world so full of warmth and peace. In your eyes, the Angels dance, And if I could, yes, I would join, In your world of love and fantasy, Far from the flight of imagination.

Loving From A Distance
Doubts and worry did I have When I was unsure how to love There were times I couldn't believe, That this special someone has finally arrived Time seemed to pass very fast, Yet I still can't wait For that special moment When fate re-allows us to meet Some things still strike me as not right Even after I've known you so much better This distance parting us should not exist Coz we are obviously destined to be together The oceans between the two of us Doesn't really amount to anything though Compared to the joy you've brought to my life And the future we hold together No matter what the future brings us Please just remember those moments we had Sharing moments of joy, peace, and laughs Even when things hit us bad Sure, I wish we were physically closer but in my heart, this relationship is the best I can have Being around you is all I long for but I will settle with this long distance love

Nuttin Much
"When I was a kid I got no respect. I worked in a pet store. People kept asking how big I get." - Rodney Dangerfield *** Today’s Joke Courtesy of Jokes-Plus.com *** The good looking housewife was built so well the TV repairman couldn't keep his eyes off of her. Every time she came in the room, he'd near about jerk his neck right out of joint looking at her. When he'd finished she paid him and said, "I'm going to make a... well... unusual request. But you have to first promise me you'll keep it a secret." The repairman quickly agreed and she went on. "Well, it's kind of embarrassing to talk about, but while my husband is a kind, decent man -- sigh -- he has a certain physical weakness. A certain disability. Now, I'm a woman and you're a man..." The repairman could hardly speak, "Yes, yes!" "And since I've been wanting to ever since you came in the door... "Yes, yes!" "Would you help me move the refrigerator?" ~~~~~

Poem From My Man
Thoughts of mine lately i really dont give two shits so i think of you to gather my wits i keep from thinking thoughts of bad and concentrate on times we had sharing laughs and even a playfight sundown lovemaking, sleep till daylight i wanna make love to you again and again but for now i am trapped here with a bunch of men i hate this place so bad i wanna scream cause when i sleep its you in my dream thats my time cause nothing else matters then i awake cause of my cellgate it clatters so begins another day of aggravation and stress another day in this fucked up mess hearing dumb shit about mother fuckers bids when i should be home with my girl and her kids without nick and brenda how much fun can that be and ang...what can i say not the brightest bulb on the tree seeing dawn come on fridays and talk up a storm so i can go to bobs playstation and stay on the norm i feel so angry i want to cry my guilt eats at me, i love you, so, i try too look you in the face whe

Soldiers
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. soldier are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wants something

So - Who Cares, Really?
A few minutes ago, I see THIS in the bulletins - ---------------------- I just checked the new LEGENDS top list and BabyJesus only has 2,000 something FANS. This is just wrong!! Everyone that reads this bullentine go FAN him NOW!! Rock Star King @ CherryTAP PLEASE REPOST!! (repost of original by 'Rock Star King' on '2006-11-26 14:20:00') (repost of original by '¢¾Syn¢¾' on '2006-11-26 18:18:27') (repost of original by '~ MISS SHERRIE ™ ~' on '2006-11-26 18:22:20') ----------------------------- Now, I am sitting here thinking to myself.. "Why the hell SHOULD I?". I mean come on - Even if he is what people say, and is the "Overworked owner" of this site - That is his choice. I'll thank him for creating it - But personally, I don't like his attitude at ALL. So, can anyone tell me why so many people want to kiss his rear?

Love.
how exactly do you let go of someone you have held onto for yrs ?? how do you transition from one to another without someone getting hurt ?? your brain tells you one thing, and your heart tells you another. you cannot love a ghost, or can you ?? im a glutton for punishment. i have a choice to make. hold onto an old love, or build another ? or let them both go, and live your life loving this ghost. which is comfortable, but hurts like hell at times. when you fall in love, you hold this hope, at one point do you let go of that hope ?? when you fall out of love with them, or when you two are no longer together ?? and how the fawk do you know if youre still in love ?

It's Time For This Cherry To Go To Bed
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com I want to say thank you all that stuck with me last night on my bulletin. My friends are very important to me. Come hell or high water I will stick up for you!~Heather To my hubby Jason I love you babe! To my other Hubby PUREKINIGHT and My Wifey LeeAaron I love you both and stick to your guns! Family and friends of the Old Timers Society, Much luv to you all too! Goodnight and sweet dreams! And for AngelMaker if you read this BUCKEYES KICK ASS< WOO HOO!

....an Interview With God...
> > I dreamed I had an interview with God. > "Come in," God said. "So, you would like to Interview Me?" > > "If you have the time," I said. > >> > >> God smiled and said: "My time is eternity and is enough to do > >> everything; What questions do you have in mind to ask me?" > >> > >> "What surprises you most about mankind?" > >> > >> God answered: > >> > >> "That they get bored of being children, are in a rush to grow > >> up, and then long to be children again. > >> > >> "That they lose their health to make money and then lose > >> their money to restore their health. > >> > >> "That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the > >> present, such that they live neither for the present nor the future. > >> > >> "That they live as if they will never die, and they die as if they > >> had never lived." > >> > >> God's hands took mine and we were silent for awhile and then > >>

Women That Look Past "real" Men
its good, read it. I felt like this was spying in my life. I've done 97 % of this .. not the 2 percent yet. lol I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry THAT I AM ALWAYS THE ONE YOU NEED TO TALK TO, BUT NEVER GOOD ENOUGH TO DATE... I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my ca

This Is For Toyboy
You are friendly kind and caring Sensitive loyal and understanding Humorous fun secure and true Always there yes that's you Special accepting exciting and wise Truthful and helpful with honest eyes Confiding forgiving cheerful and bright Yes that's you not one bit of spite You're one of a kind different from others Generous charming but not one that smothers Optimistic thoughtful happy and game But not just another in the long chain Appreciative warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there I know that is true I'll always be here always for you

New Yahoo Id Name
Hey all... just to let you know I am sick of everyone asking me who kevin is (lol my ex) so i created a new yahoo id addie... i no longer use RissaNKevin@sbcglobal.net.... I now have LongLeggedBeauty@sbcglobal.net So feel free to add me and chat with me on cam!

Duty
The sun as bright as it shines shall never out shine your beauty. This making you my absolute duty. But lies there in past your beauty is your intelligences,your wit, your charm. So take me by the hand and lead me into your path of righteousness so i may fear no harm. My eyes once filled with gloom now See's the beginning of the path ahead. Now there is no more reason to feel dead. For now i live again and my heart beats for another.

Iam So Excited!!
It had started off that I had seen on a commercial for World Vision that you can buy someone in a poor country something they need as a gift for someone in your family. I had full intentions on buying 2 hens and a rooster for my Mom to give to someone far away but then realized that wasnt going to be possible cause I dont believe in owning a credit card. I had always wanted to sponsor a child but never did for different reason, money not being 1 of them. Tonight I did it! I browsed the pics of all the little girls and picked one! My dream is to adopt a 2yr old girl from a poor country and give her the great life like my kids have. I figure if my kids want for nothing, why should another kid go without. As soon as I seen her eyes looking so sad, my heart sank and it brought a tear to my eye. As you all know or atleast should is that I have 2 boys so thats why I choose a girl. I think more people should really get into this because it is something that so many people could

Room Mates
So I have had this roomie since oct 13... first off I barely knew thegirl. Sheseemed allright atfirst, then I let her movein. Being as she was only 18 and this was her first real attempt at leaving home I should have guessed right away this would prove to be disasterous to say the least. Then when her poor mother... the woman who adopted her... was standing on my poarch in the freezing cold crying intensley begging her child to come home to a home where the family had lots of money at her disposal and was offering to buy her a new car and loved her very much at that...While in the middle of pouring her soul out to this ungrateful little human that stood before her the child called her mother a BITCH and toldher to leave. Amazingly this behavior all started when she (the roomie) started staying with me so naturally her parents think its all me. Welltoday was just the icing on the cake... I could take her disrespect no longer. She was veryunclean... she was irresponsible... and she refus

Give Us More Fema
The coach had put together the perfect team for the New Orleans Saints. The only thing missing was a good quarterback. He had scouted all the colleges and even the Canadian and European Leagues, but he couldn't find a ringer who could ensure a Super Bowl victory. Then one night, while watching CNN, he saw a war-zone scene in Afghanistan. In the background, he spotted a young Afghan Muslim soldier with a truly incredible arm. He threw a hand-grenade straight into a window from 80 yards away. Then he threw another from 50 yards down a chimney, and then he hit the window of a passing car going 80 miles per hour. I've got to get this guy!" coach said to himself. "He has the perfect arm!" So, he brings the young Afghan to the States and teaches him the great game of football, and sure enough the Saints go on to win the Super Bowl. The young Afghan is hailed as a hero of football, and when the coach asks him what he wants. All the young man wants to do is call his mot

Virgo
Gemini- I'm a whore? Cancer - i'm a pimp Leo - I can make u love me!! Virgo- i have great lips to kiss!! Libra - I can have sex all night LONG!!!!! Scorpio - i'm sexy as hell Sagittarius - im the best at sex Taurus -i'm great in bed! Capricorn - I fuck like no other! Aquarius - I LOVE SEX! Pisces - i fuck betta than u!!! Aries - Im the wifey/hubby type Since you opened this you'll have bad luck and a bad sex life unless you repost this in less than 10 minutes with the subject of whatever your sign

Taurus
Gemini- I'm a whore? Cancer - i'm a pimp Leo - I can make u love me!! Virgo- i have great lips to kiss!! Libra - I can have sex all night LONG!!!!! Scorpio - i'm sexy as hell Sagittarius - im the best at sex Taurus -i'm great in bed! Capricorn - I fuck like no other! Aquarius - I LOVE SEX! Pisces - i fuck betta than u!!! Aries - Im the wifey/hubby type Since you opened this you'll have bad luck and a bad sex life unless you repost this in less than 10 minutes with the subject of whatever your sign

Scoring People's Profiles.
It bugs the hell out of me when i score a ten on some ones site. but then when they come to my site they give me a lousy 5 or even lower. Well i know not all people of the great people here do that. but there are some who are just to arrogant to return the favor. Well to all those people who can't return the favor by scoring another perosn's proflie the same way they scored yours. You all can kiss my lilly white ASS.

Way Down Here In Arizona
Well folks.......I know I should have started this back in October when I came down here to Arizona,but I didnt,and unfortunatly I wont be able to blog daily but I will do my best.I have to first off thank my friends here at CT for being so supportive,I couldnt ask for better friends!Unfortunatly I wont be home till sometime in april, and the days seem like months,the minutes like hours.....I do my best to try to ignore the time hoping that it will pass by faster,so far it hasnt seemed to work!When the sun sets and things get quiet,I cant help but be lonely....and the need to be able to talk to someone just to vent or just plain talk to gets worse!Those of you here at the CT who have heard me vent over the phone know what I am talking about.I guess right now my only goal is to make it through the x-mas holidays, and then newyears after that,hopefully by then I will be fine and work myself into some sort of routine.I just wish I could be home to see my little girl on x-mas open her pres

The Snuggle Session
Well, this is beyond the norm from what I normally write. But I had alot on my mind today and it mainly was about a certain person that I met on here. I thought that maybe if I wrote how I felt, then maybe whatever emotion that I had built up, would make me feel a lil better and let me move on..........so ENJOY!!!!!!!!!!!!! Coming from the kitchen with a glass of water, she looked at him while he sat on the couch. He was flipping channels on the television and it seemed like nothing was on. Busy he was trying to find something on but she guess he couldn’t find a thing to watch. He was laid back on the corner of the couch with is legs spread wide open while his arm was up on top of couch with the remote in hand. Walking over to him, she put the glass on the table and sat down next to him on the couch. Grabbing the remote from his hand, she turned off the television and slowly scooted over between his legs. He held her close to him and she could smell his scent envelope

* Much Love Always In All Ways *
I know you are out there, in the fray, the cosmos blessing you in love and light of day The memories we share clear the clouds and gray of many a foggy, cloud covered to bonny day All we encompass is felt from the heart, in cosmic light ray This embodies all that is, without thought or further delay This is the reason of truth - as universal visions of unified harmonics play Sonic and Colour bound light forms interplay I love you in each and every which way Love always in all ways

Oh I Didnt Wanna Do This But Iam
at 1st i liked you a little and would talk to you...Now iam not beginning to like you iam beginng to fall in love with you...I dont want to fall in love with you I just want to like you..but i cant help it even tho i have tryed so very hard to just like you....I dont want to fall in love with u because ull never be mine and I dont want my heart shattered!I will probably continue to fall in love with you but wont admitt it if u ask me....but iam srry i cant stop myself becaue believe me if i could I would...!SO ~I guess Iam Sorry~ &Love&, ~Mandy~

Another Life Lesson #8796
Jeff's Rant on Love, Life et al It was once said, "Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all." I say BULLSHIT! Love is great, losing sucks ass. Unfortunately if you love you inherently have to lose. Trust me you will lose….something. Below is a personal list of things I have lost. Compare it to yours and see how we stack up. LOST Sleep, Self-respect, Identity, Self-Worth, Ideology, Friends, Self-Esteem, Good Habits, Family, Myself, Bad Habits Well, the list could go on but I am starting to get depressed. Just suffice it to say that you WILL LOSE SOMETHING. Now, to be fair not everything lost is negative. I have to say that b

Dont Know
one of my dearest friends and an ex boyfriend, david, is sitting in iraq now. ever since he left, he has been on my mind constantly.i have pictures up near my bed, on my computer, and in my heart. i rush to my computer when i wake up to see if he left me a message or just a face to let me know he is ok. i check it out through out the day to see if he came on. I keep thinking maybe i made a mistake.. i have been through a deployment of a loved one before, but i remember all the sleepless nights, the scares, the worries, the fears, the tears, the everything.. i find myself doing them every day. i keep remembering his smiles, laughter, how he gets embarassed, his sense of humor, his everything.. i feel stupid cause i know what i felt for him and i ran.. i want to bang my head against the wall and yell stupid stupid stupid.. but it wont solve anything. no i havent dated since him. i find it hard to.. why i dont know.. most men that i want to meet live like forever away from me.. ki

Stupid Nose
i haTe when my nose gets stuffy right but its just one nostril it never changes over to the other piss man! its been like this for....oh......all god damn day blip blip i was hopin the soup would clear it up a little no no no just makes it run and even after i blow it its still stuffed wows. it jsut cleared for like...3 seconds after blowing it horays! and such hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....bored. yep. bam. bang. boom.

Pathetic People
I just got a friend request...let me repeat....FRIEND REQUEST from a man who left the message...and I quote "Sorry, I only gave you an 8, but I love your breasts" Wow...nice way to get me to add you buddy... lol. Just thought I would share that with everyone :) Enjoy your night!

The Water Fall
the water falls down the drains down the dam and you listen to the water fall and the wind blowing through the air. you walk down the path of the water fall and you run into some one that you have no clue who it is and you see them as in a blur and you wonder who that is your trying to look at but you never figure it out...and you walk closer to them and they fade away and away till there not there no more and then as you get to the water fall there is the person again but still a blur and then they walk close to you and you start fading away till you see the person still in a blur but you can see nothing else besides the blur person and the water fall and then you jump in the water and come out and your put back together and you walk closer and closer to the blur and you see it go in the water fall and the water turns differnt colors all at once and you figure it out....what is it...it was a color blur and the blur was the color waterfall... and this makes no since but oh well.

I Found My Angel On The Net..!
It all started out when I was searching the Net Looking for someone with whom I’d connect I found her, I think, right here on my screen I’m here; she’s there, 800 miles in between So I sit at my keyboard and she sits at hers Building a friendship with our electronic words I wish I could shrink down and run through the wires And if she was agreeable, act out my desires She says we mesh, we get along so well How it will end, only time will tell Wish I could hold her, bury my face in her hair See her face to face, how I wish I was there The way she writes The way she talks Makes me wonder, Is it really too far to walk? If someone had asked I’d never have bet I’d be lucky enough To find an Angel on the net DoRie@ CherryTAP

6 Feet Below
The snow is falling Upon this cold cemetary ground She kneels down to the stone To talk with her lost lover below The tears from her eyes The pain in her heart She misses him so much Why must they be apart She comes here when she can Just to have a talk with him And although he has passed She can still feel him there She bows her head And begins to speak... Hello my love Its been a while I'm sorry I haven't been by I'm still going through the turmoil I miss you my love With all my heart And I would give anything to just be in your arms So I have made up my mind And its perfectly clear That I can no longer go on without you, my dear Soon I will be with you For this life I can no longer stand I've chosen to take my own life Just to be with you again And on that very cold night Slain across his frozen stone Lay her lifeless body Burried under snow Now she is with her love Six feet below ©Sorrow 2006

Listen!
why wont u listen to me im trying to tlk im trying to say whats been bugging me but u wont listen just listen when im trying to say whats been bugging me you yell at me for not tlking for not opening up but when i try your not there to talk or your not listening to what i have to say you just want to be somewhere else some other day then you judge me twist and turn what i say your not actually listening to the words behind what im trying to say i wish for once that i would come first that you would hear what im trying to say its like im talking to myself anyway so whats the point really give me a reason why why i should talk open up be vunerable i gave it a try several times but it never worked out the way i wanted the words i would say the way you would listen for once in your life stop judging me and just LISTEN

Marianne Pillsbury
BOO HOO when i stay in bed all day, they callit depression. when two people day in bed all day, its call passion. so, when my girlfriend sheds a tear cause she doesn't think her boufriends intentions are sincere... well, i say boo hoo! somebody loves me. boo hoo! somebody needs me. boo hoo! i'm having sex on a regular basis. woe is me! when i drink a bottle of wine for dinner, its pathetic. when two people drink a bottle of wine, its romantic. so, when my girlfriend'll bitch and moan cause she thinks her boyfriend only likes her for her dog... well, i say, boo hoo! somebody loves me. boo hoo! somebody needs me. boo hoo! i'm having sex on a regular basis. woe is me! when i talk out loud to myself, i'm a crazy bag lady. when tow people talk out loud, its called dating. so, when my girlfriend starts to whine cause today her boyfriend only called her eleven times... well, i say, boo hoo! somebody loves me. boo hoo! somebody needs me. boo hoo! i'm

Going Down.......
HOLY F*CK!!! That was a birthday bash. I'm exhasted and going to bed for a couple days.... I'll post pictures as soon as I can walk a straight line!! Gotta leave luv for a few wicked special friends here in SA..... Robert, ya ROCK bro!!! Lance, it was a FREAK-style night but damn we made the best of it!! And of course, Joey "Stink the Pink" Munson.... dude, just flip it over and roll ONE MORE TIME!! Yeah Brah......(peace).......

A Bad Girl Confessing
This cop pulled me over, several years ago, after I just pulled out of the small street leading to my house, onto the main drag to get to the FWY. I was running late and I was on my way to a big dance. I was Vice President and director of Programming for a Singles group. We usually had about 600 show up at the dances. So, I needed to get there. I had the door prize in my trunk. It was a new colored TV, 19 inch. It was about 15 years ago, so it was considered a good prize. The cop approached my car, looking down my top. I had a low-cut, black, lacy top on, at the top of a silky jump suit that was custom made for me. I had a custom bra on, that was made by the same woman. She had a place in North Hollywood, and made bras for many movie stars. She always told me not to minimize my full breasts. She said that was a crime. She said to project them and show them to the world. That is not exactly what I planned to do, I just wanted something comfortable and pretty. She made beautiful under

What Did You Give Thanks To?
Thanksgiving comes and goes every year and we all can't wait....to gain that extra 5lbs. thanks to the glorious food that we eat. I don't care about the food (well, I do a little). What I want to know is if you actually gave thanks for something in your life...or maybe someone else's. I know I did. I gave thanks for my wonderful family and my most excellent friends. I gave thanks for those out there that have compassion and can turn a blind eye to things that they don't understand or agree with 100 percent. I gave thanks for the humanity that is still within us that the world is trying so hard to stomp out. I gave thanks for being alive and well and I gave thanks for the technology and advancements that help those that are not as healthy as they should be. I gave thanks for a lot of things. What about you?...

Lying And Cheating
ok i am now at the end of my last nerve with all to drama created by some people, not just here on the net by in the real world too. why must people lie to each other. it serves not purpose and creates too much drama. some say lying is ok whe you are wanting to spare someones feelings. well that makes no sense at all, for the simple reason that if the person you were trying to save from the hurt finds out you lied then they are even more hurt then they would have been if you had told them the truth from the start. lying only makes a person, especially someone who trusts, you feel like they are not respected enough as a friend or fellow human being, or that you think they are just plain naive or dumb. it makes more drama and some people never recover their ability to trust others again. so again and again I ask why lie. it only benefits the liar, and only for as long as the lie can be remembered. so someone please get me a clue cause i'm tired of trying to figure out why i get lied to a

Everytime....
Everytime I talk to you or look at your picture. I can hear your words, see your reactions as you were sitting if front of me. I miss you soo much, I feel like jumping on a plane and flying to you. I know you will always are for me, But with the miles that are there act like you and i will never be. Thats all I want for you to be with me. Protecting me, fighting my fights. Giving me strength to go on. To wrap your arms around me to tell me that everything will be ok as long as we are together. To be able to show my true colors. I'm able to be free and fly. You give me so much. But the onething I truely want and need. I want something that I truely dont know if you feel the same way. I just keep that part hidden til you also discover for yourself. I will be here waiting. I will be here waiting to see if you care the way I feel for you.

How Could You...
How could you just let me walk away without a goodbye. Is this how you are dealing with the pain. Did you forget our passion? our closness, our passion? You became a stranger to me when you disappeared. To be gone for days and weeks. Then one day you would come back like nothen happened. The way we talked or touched.Every conferstion was like talking to you for the first time. You've forgotten all that happened between us. Thats when it happends again you pull away when you remember. You act like you care but you dont say the words. You always say we are too good of friends and that you want or love her. Not a tought to how I feel. Then you have a fight with her and u want me back. But as fast as you came back you were gone again. I will never be your 1st in your ife as long you push me away. Afraid of what migh thappen. But you dont know do you? You never will as long as you are you. One day I dream you will show what is in your eyes when you look at me. Tell me how mcuh you care like

Wind It Up
"Wind It Up" by Gwen Stefani.. if this don't get your ass up and dancing.. I don't know what will...hehehe High on the hills with the lonely goatherd, lay-od-lay-od-lay-he-hoo Yodell back with the girl and goatherd, lay-od-lay-od-low Wind it up Wind it up, uh, uh, uh, uh Yodellay, yodallay, yodal-low (Yeah) This is the key that makes us wind up When the beat comes on, the girls all line up And the boys all look, but no, they can't touch But the girls want to know why the boys like us so much They like the we dance, they like the way we work They like that way that L.A.M.B. is going across my shirt They like the way my pants, it compliments my shape (She's crazy, right?) They like the way we react everytime we dance Everytime the bass bangs, realize it calls your name Let the beat wind you up, and don't stop till your time is up Get in line now Wind it up, uh, uh, uh, uh Wind it up, uh, uh, uh, uh Yodellay, yodallay, yodal-low You've got to let the bea

Antimatter And The Inevitable
The history of antimatter begins in 1928 with a young physicist named Paul Dirac and a strange mathematical equation... The equation, in some way, predicted the existence of an antiworld identical to ours but made out of antimatter. Was this possible? if so, where and how could we search for antimatter? Dirac theorized for every particle that exists there is a corresponding antiparticle, exactly matching the particle but with opposite charge. For the electron, for instance, there should be an "antielectron" identical in every way but with a positive electric charge. In his Nobel Lecture, Dirac speculated on the existence of a completely new Universe made out of antimatter! From 1930, the search for the possible constituents of antimatter, antiparticles, began, and it has been the main influence behind a major scientific and technical evolution over the last 70 years. In 1932 Carl Anderson discovered the antielectron, or "positron", called so because of its positive charge.

No Rest...
Wow. Last night I had the most insane dreams about time traveling and it was quite distressful. I woke up in a sweat and I definitely didn't get any rest at all last night. I'm skipping school and going back to sleep....

Nsfw? Um.. Wtf
Who exactly is checking if a picture is NSFW because 1st if someones gunna look at the pix at work even though they should be working that's their choice and they can deal with their consequences but how the heck is or Not suitable for work this craps getting outa hand!

Ok So..
Who has a Santa Hat? If you have one take a pic and lets see your Holiday Spirit!!! Imma go take mine here shortly:) I am dreading draggin my tree out. I have 2 boxes of my gramma's ornaments. She passed on in April and I am dreading opening the boxes. Its a pretty day out.Too bad I am allergic to fresh air. *grin* K folks! Shower time for me... Til the next time I feel like blabbering useless nonsense noone cares about ... Toodles And this mornings vid issssssssssss Cyndi Lauper... Time after Time

Thoughts
I have so much to tell you But I think it can wait I don’t want to bug you Or spoil your day Not that it’s bad No, nothing like that All of it is different I have found some new facts And I had an idea Something I think you’ll love But I can tell you later It is not a big deal I just hope I remember Everything I am thinking It came to me sober Not a product of drinking So you know it is good stuff Not blurred vision trinkets Ok, so I’m gonna tell you Just remember one thing Know that I love you In case this idea stinks

Why
Why do i feel like my whole life is crashing down around me ? It should be a season for happiness , and great love. Instead i feel like i wanna bury my self .. The man i love is so so far away , and there is not a fucking thing i can do to get to him ... What is the point ? I ask my self . Should this person find love closer to him , And i stop being to fucking selfish .... But can i let him go . NONONONONONONONONONONONO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Xxx
Butterscotch Sunday Sunday night with nothing to do, All alone just me and you. I've got an idea that seems just right, Lie down and relax 'cause this is gonna take all night. I've got some "Butterscotch" that tastes so sweet, For you to put on me from head to feet. "Butterscotch!" Yes that's the shit, That'll give you a night you'll never forget. First you can start around my tits, From nipple to nipple with a couple of licks. Then you can smother it between my thighs, Only to hear my "Butterscotch" cries. Down my ankles between my toes, This is where the "Butterscotch" goes. Hold on a second 'cause you’re not done, For we've only begun our "Butterscotch" fun. Then up my thighs you'll start to lick, Not stopping till you reach my clit. I think you should stay right here a while, As I wiggle, giggle and give you a smile. Sucking and nibbling gonna taste it all, It's not just a party it's a "Butterscotch" ball. Rubbing my nipples while sucking my clit, Until a ti

You Can Achieve Anything You Imagine
YOU CAN ACHIEVE ANYTHING YOU IMAGINE Picture yourself in your mind's eye as having already achieved your goal. See yourself doing the things you'll be doing when you've reached your destination. Your imagination is your mental workshop where all your plans are fashioned. Visualize your goals and you'll get your subconscious to work toward making your mental pictures come true. Olympic medalists use the art of mental rehearsal or visualization. They mentally run through important events before they happen. Decide what you want out of your life. Sense it before you have it. See it, feel it, taste it, smell it and imagine the emotions associated with the attainment of your goal. Pre-live it in your mind before you have it. Your vision will become a powerful driving force in your life. See the things you want as already yours, and one day, they will be yours. THE DAILY GURU

Can U Find The B
can u find the B Body: CAN YOU FIND THE B? : Body: RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Once youve found the b Find the 1! IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII1III IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Once you found the 1.............. Find the 6! 9999999999999999999999999999999999 999999

Sex Just Isn't Sex Without Using Your Teeth.
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Whips100%Biting100%Blind Folds83%Bondage75%Blood67%Chains/Handcuffs58%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Whats Your Kinky Turn On Quiz
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting92%Bondage83%Chains/Handcuffs83%Blind Folds50%Blood33%Whips33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Fantasy
I find it very interesting how people create fantasies and how they can engulf you and almost become a reality. I looked up the definition of fantasy. A fantasy is imaginative power, a mental image or dream, or it can be explained as a creation of mental images or even an impractical idea. So is it really unrealistic to try and live out fantasies? or are they better left to the imagination? My whole question is can you really contain your desires when emotions are involved? Fantasies are also a release for ourselves in response to an ungratified need. What can you do to bring that need back into your life? I have created so many fantasies...and I have to be honest, have carried out a few. But reality sets in and things may have been left better in the mind...however, I wouldnt change anything! I ask myself about that line between reality and fantasy and it really is so thin...do you think it is ok to cross? Answer any of these question if you dare...just thinking out loud...lol

So Yeah...
well i got to hold a bird this weekend. My bro Greg's mom got a couple of cockateeles ( misspelled i know) and anyhow they attacked me and i got to hold them..id never touched a bird b4. it was kinda cool. but if i get bird flu and die im sooo coming back and haunting his ass.

Tina
I beg to differ, you did have Steves brother at our house Tina, I was there, and you are the one who introduced him. In fact if I remember correctly, you said he was married, but he was going to get a divorce because his wife was a bitch to him, and that you were going to get married because the two of you always had feelings for each other and you would be better for him than she was. AS for the miscarriage Ashley had, yes, she was upset...upset over the same type of shit her "friedns" were giving her. YOU would know that better than anyone. I could mention your daughter and her previous miscarriages(or at least the ones you claim she had). You seemed to take great pleasure in taking total responcibility for each of those. Are you proud of the fact that you caused such a thing? You don't want to get into a battle of words with me, I know ALOT more about you than you would think and I have no problem letting anyone know about it...ANYONE! Maybe if you actually had a

Her
i dont know how she does what she does. i dont even know her full name or alot bout her or the sound of her voice or the magic of her touch or the tenderness of her kisses. i want to learn all of that bout her but right now all i need to know is how she makes me feel and what she does in my life, and with her shes able to make my darkest corners bight, make my long journeys short, makes my smile bigger, just her telling me hello and that she misses me and her utter joy just to spend 5 minutes talking to me she makes me want to be the better part of me again and again and again shes just so wonderful and funny and smart shes amazing in every way that i know of her so far and i doubt that shell ever be less in anything or anyway.

Here's A Slice.
I first encountered death when I was around 7 years old. I had Chicken Pox, and my cousin had brought her kids over to get them too, in that odd tradition so many people partake in. It worked. Issac and Emily both caught them. Issac was 6, and Emily, 3. Emily died from it. I blamed myself for years. I was a child. What did I know? When I was 10 years old, I was riding the bus to school. Across the street was a convienience store. One girl, afraid of missing the bus, came darting out of the store, Blowpops in hand, in a rush to get on. She never saw the speeding police car. He never saw her, either. But I saw it all. Oh, how she flew, like a ragdoll...Easily 200 feet. The impact knocked off both of her shoes. Her socks didn't match. She landed beside the Riverside Cemetary. One shoe landed inside it. Oddly fitting, no? You wanted to get to know me. Here You go.It's not always pretty in my head, I warn You now. But there's beauty everywhere, and I may show You s

Nervous!!!!!!!!!!
CUZ MY DAUGHTER'S SURGERY IS TOMARROW AT 9AM!! IM SO NERVOUS CUZ ITS GONNA B MY BABY GIRL HER NICKNAME ON THAT TABLE BEIN CUT AND NONE OF MY KIDS HAD SURGERY B4. AND NOT TO MENTION MY GIRL HAS SEIZURES AND EMOTIONAL PROBLEMS. IM JUST FREAKIN OUT INSIDE BUT IM STRONG OUTSIDE FOR HER CUZ I CANT LET HER SEE THE FEAR IN ME THAT I HAVE FOR HER EVERYDAY. CUZ I DONT KNOW WUT HE FUTURE HOLDS ESPECIAL WHEN SHE FLIPS OUT ON THE WAY HOME FROM THE BUS STOP AND THE NEIGHBORS BRING HER HOME CUZ I HAVE THEM WATCH OUT FOR HER. SO PLEAZE KEEP US IN UR THOUGHTS AND PRAYER AS WE ENTER THIS UNCERTAIN MOMENT IN OUR LIVES!! THANX MMFWCL!

Angels
Is an Angel Trying to Contact You? Do you keep seeing white feathers or smelling chocolate? An angel might be trying to get your attention... By Hazel Raven As people become increasingly aware of angels, so the veil between our world and theirs becomes thinner. You do not need to be clairvoyant or psychic to experience the joy and delight of angelic contact. Some people who never actually see an angel are nevertheless aware of their angel’s presence. Angelic ‘calling cards’ are personal to you. As you gain experience, you’ll learn to recognize your own signs. Here are some ways to which you may become aware of the presence of angels. The atmosphere of the room may change—you may feel surrounded by a warm glow. The air may seem to be tingling around you, or you may feel a rush of energy down your spine. A beautiful aroma may suddenly fill your room. The rich smell of chocolate is a calling card of some guardian angels! You may experience feelings of love o

Ok So Whos First..lol
Please fill out the below application if you want to be a booty call for this person.(we take this shit seriously) RE-POST IF U WANNA SEE WHO WANTZ TO BE YUR BOOTY CALL! Name: ___________________ Age: ________ Phone: (____) ____________ Occupation: ____________________ Height______ Weight______ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ Sexual Orientation: __________ How often do u wanna have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___ Do u like Giving oral sex? (Y/N)___ What could you do for me that no one else could?: Which do u prefer? (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do? (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__

Kiss Or Pass
KISS-OR-PASS There is at least one person on your cherry list that wants to kiss the hell out of you. So lets play the kissin game. The rules are simple... if you want to kiss the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Id definately kiss you"!

Please Pray For Us
This morning at 11:45 my grandmother passed away. She suffered for over 3 months with Conjestive Heart Failure. This is the woman who raised me and my siblings until I was 12 years old. She was more of a mother than a grandmother. Please keep my family in your prayers while we are going through these trying times. I need all the prayers that I can get. I am normally a very strong person, but I just can't seem to get my head straight to do what needs to be done for her funeral right now. Thank you in advance for all the prayers that we hope to recieve.

I Am Tempted
Far be it for me to suggest that I am tempted to be something other than what I am, But now the time has come to face the demons that arise from the sequestration of floundering animalistic passion. And i don't write because it becomes a mess of words and an excuse to continue to hold onto how things used to be when I was normal and things didn't matter, I was just a hollowed soul with less to give and more to consume. Come here and sit while i tell you the tale that has become my story a fortunate feast of images and color beyond your wildest imaginations, and watch in horror as the details leave you begging for more. But I continue to be tempted by that life that was and is inside this wretch because it is me and my destiny and now we face eachother a mirrored reflection of what will never be and what will always haunt me. i am tempted I am tempted I am Tempted i am tempted.

Would U Do This For Me..
*GIVE HER ONE OF YOUR T-SHIRTS TO SLEEP IN. *LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES. *KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS. *TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. *L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER. *LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR. *MESS WITH HER HAIR. *JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER. *INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS Y0U D0. *F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES. *L00K AT HER LIKES SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE. ****TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P. *H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS. *WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER. ***LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS. *GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER. *TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK. STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK. WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER *KISS HER F0REHEAD. GIVE HER THE W0RLD. WRITE HER LETTERS. LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES. WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER. *LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT. *LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U SHE WANTS. KISS HER IN THE

Everyone's Great
I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who's given me points and dropped me a comment. There's so many now it'd take me forever to reply to you all, so I just wanted to say thanks to everybody. You've made me feel wonderful. :)

Belly-button
Belly-Button Gay Galore It is 10:00 at the police station and there is only 2 officers working that day... Billy Bob and Billy Joe. Billy Bob: Hey Billy Joe... can i stick my finger in your belly-button? Billy Joe: Sure Billy Bob! ...now its 11:00 at the police station... Billy Bob: Hey Billy Joe...can i stick my finger in your belly-button? Billy Joe: Sure Billy Bob! ...now its midnight... and the power goes out...!! Billy Bob: Hey Billy Joe...can i stick my finger in your belly-button? Billy Joe: Sure Billy Bob! Wait?! Billy-bob thats not my belly-button. Billy-bob: I know... and thats not my finger!

Hi
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Hi everyone hope u are all having a great day! I wanted to show u all some love! Giving u all hugs and kisses!!! THANK U FOR BEING MY FRIENDS!

Here It Is
well i hope every one had a great holiday and i hope you think when you do think about all the soldiers that didn;t get to be withthere familys and better yet make them a care package let them know you care

Unedited Excerpt From Best In Breed
Excerpt - Unedited Work In Progress - Best in Breed This is an excerpt from the sequel to MINE. The book is called Best in Breed...and it's incomplete. Enjoy! Chapter Two Like prized pets competing for Best in Breed, the men were paraded before the Assembly. Their handlers kept them close, tethered on short, jewel-studded leashes. Down the center aisle they came, single-file, their oiled bodies glistening, their finely honed muscles rippling with every step. Malique watched as they circled the room, eyeing them closely as they climbed the red-velvet covered stairs to line up center stage. She examined each head-to-toe, not particularly impressed, but hopeful just the same. Most of the captives were well-trained, and having accepted their fate, would approach their assignments with gentleness and even enthusiastic tenderness. Malique quickly recognized, and then dismissed, these more domesticated candidates. She had a yearning for something a little more exciting, a littl

Black Holes
Yes I am ammused easily...but bear with me here!!! I found this awesome interactive website about black holes. Go check it out and do the journey to the black hole....it was fun :D http://hubblesite.org/explore_astronomy/black_holes/home.html

Something Like
i am the god of your silence the fix for your addiction Im the plan that never fails the taste of retribution falling off your wagon drunk on me some kind of feeling something like hate never leaves the deep seed never shuts the gate a name not spoken and words not said a lie to make us give poison to make us dead a forgiving soul comes to speak filling your cup until your full cry a little more its you I will adore cry a little more rest in the death of truth passion's what you live for

Crazy2
Yo It's only right I jack the car keys and run Spent all of my advancements on weed and guns For fun when I'm drunk I run a truck through the weed house Jump out and beat your peeps down worse than Steve Stought Put you in choke holds I learned last week from the police man who caught me stealing weed from his jeep (hey, hey, hey!) I see hoes fightin' y'all don't wanna brawl That's like Deebo fightin' Peabo Bryson Fuck what your hollerin' and yellin' about I'll reach in your mouth and pull your fuckin' skeleton out Niggaz get hit with a 2-Peace BLING BLING With a poisonous sting- I'm such a violent thing

How Am I Supposed To Feel
i type this because my emotions are running wild. day started with anticipation, was expecting a phone call for an interview for a job in lincoln, ne, so i couldn't wait till the appointed time (which was 3:30pm)it was a nice day, so i put up some christmas lights, getting ready for the season. Time comes, have the interview. I am thinking the interview went well, i remembered all the interview points from my personal development classes in college, so i kept driving about skill and other bullshit you do at interviews, reinforce skills, experience, yada yada, i think i scored in an unexpected way cause the guy who was interviewing me, was not a lincoln native himself, also, and when asked what i liked about the city, was its outstanding network of bike paths, over 75 miles on 8 trails, i think they could hear the passion in my voice, i love it there! but i gotta hang out a little longer, have to do it again, but this time bone up on the company more, hell, i've submitted so many resum

Who Likes Me???
Who likes me???? (yes you can pick more than one): 1-I used to like you 2-I used to love you 3-I dont like you 4-I have a HUGE crush on you 5-I'm in love with you 6-I think im still in love with you and i shouldn't be... 7-I really want to talk to you and get to know you and hopefully something will happen... 8-I'm with someone else but for some reason i still have feelings for you 9- I want to marry you 10- I want to do you 11- I want to makeout with you again 12- I want to makeout with you for the 1st time 13- I want a relationship with you 14- I want to hold your hand 15- I'm not a lez/gay but you're cool :] 16- I'm scared of liking you 17- I have a gf/bf but i like you... 18- I love you but its starting to fade away 19- I love you 20- I don't really know you but i'd bang you 21- I miss you 22- I want your number

I Needed To Bitch
hello jello hope all is good in what ever part of the world you are in...so today im BITCHING about people that want to be added as friends..now who am i to say you cant request to be my friend ..but see theres a trick to becommin a friend well in my books and its really pissing me off that the only reason people are making these request is for the point ...now out of every 10 requests do to notice that about 3 only leave a message to go with it ..i mean coem on people is it really that hard to say hey ..or i think you cool or something stupid like that ..i soooooooo tired of seenin this that i am no longer taking request's..im not saying im all that or anthing ...i just think its very rude not to leave a lil something when you make a request..its not like its going to kill you ...so yeah thats is for now ...kisses to all

700 Mile Fencing In Texas
Grey@ CherryTAP has posted a blog that was very well written (and he felt that it needed to be shared) and I have offered the following as my response to his blog posting, Border Fences?, as I am no stranger to the topic: "One of the better written arguments for the border security. As a Texan, I am one of those that live within 250 miles of the border. I don't have a problem with the immigrants coming to the US to seek better education, jobs, and a way of life; it is just that they need to do it legally, albeit I understand that their process to apply costs more than what they make and is perceptually very expensive. What worries me more than the immigrants are the drug cartels waging wars right on our borders and putting the lives of those who have lived on the border in jeopardy. People talk about the wars of Iraq and other countries; if they only realized how close we actually are to various level of wars in our own backyard. It has been published about in many Texas ma

Funeral
Well that had to be one of the hardest things to see ... to see your cousin laying in a casket and to be able to see faintly the stitches that held his head in place because he was decapitated during the accident. I don't know what to do no more without him I will always love him and nothing will change it. I will always remember the memories that me and him had shared and always remember him being there with me. i wrote a poem for him that was read and not a dry eye was in the place here it is Living On Dedicated to: Ryan Alamond 11/27/06 How could it happen He was so young All this because he had a little fun I couldn’t believe it When I heard it myself All his dreams completely gone He’s gone to live in spirit Remember yourself He’s always in your heart When you need him the most Think of him and he’ll be there Always in love and memory He will be there By: your loving cousin Rhonda Loving Ryan, You may be gone But will always live on In our hearts an

Help Me Really
Now I dont know how this is fuckin possible but IM loosing.. What the fuck is going on. Start playing dirty I say thats what they are doing. copy and past your comments like 100 times so i can win. I can believe I cant win the biker bitch contest but i win the Titty contest.. lets go people vote..... COMMENT AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WANT THEY ALL COUNT..SO THEY WANT DIRTY WE CAN DO DIRTY..LETS SHOW THEM A REAL BIKER BITCH HERE IS THE LINK Courtesy of MsTags.com Harleysportee69

Protest By Death?
Disturbing is the bulletin posting that was originally posted by SaintWicked.comActivist burns himself alive in Chicago in a protest to the Iraq war! presents an alarming concern. We have our soldiers that are committed to fight for our country; and, we have those who are willing to die in protest??? What is wrong with that picture?

Too Funny...nickname
LMAOO ok ya'll have ya seen this nickname yet?? I saw this awhile ago and about pissed my pantz laughin, how creative!! Her name is " I like my shoes cuz they give me a lil tongue ( I sit on my feet for a reason ) " LMMFAO!! too funny! and I wanna know where the hell can "I" get a pair of shoes like that!?!?! LMAO!!!!!!!

Stereo Type Thing
Just pick one!If you hate stereotypes and think ppl should just shut up and stop POST THIS. pick the stereotype that fits you I'm Polynesian, so everyone must be scared of me. I'M SKINNY, so I MUST be bulemic. I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists. I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun. I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty. I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart. I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser. I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy. I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS. I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape. I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat. I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world. I'm AGONOSTIC, so I MUST be "evil" and not have any morals. I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people. I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible. I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay. I like OLDER GUYS, So I MUST be a slut. I'm SOUTHERN, so I M

Hands To Heaven - Breathe
As I watch you move, across the moonlit room There's so much tenderness in your loving Tomorrow I must leave, the dawn knows no reprieve God give me strength when I am leaving... So raise your hands to heaven and pray That we'll be back together someday Tonight, I need your sweet caress Hold me in the darkness Tonight, you calm my restlessness You relieve my sadness As we move to embrace, tears run down your face I whisper words of love, so softly I can't believe this pain, it's driving me insane Without your touch, life will be lonely So raise your hands to heaven and pray That we'll be back together someday Tonight, I need your sweet caress Hold me in the darkness Tonight, you calm my restlessness You relieve my sadness Morning has come, another day I must pack my bags and say goodbye... Goodbye...

My Card
You are The Sun Happiness, Content, Joy. The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent. Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way. The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Sorry..
I thought I was going to be a little more awake after my shower...Turns out tonight it made me just a lil bit sleepy. So I'm going to head my ass to bed. I'm going to try and take some pictures tomorrow...Maybe if I wake up early enough before work tomorrow...I'll go outside and take pictures of myself...Hahaha I'm becoming a picture whore..I hate pictures of myself, but I'm constantly getting shoutboxed asking for more pictures of me, lol...got to keep you kids happy..lol. Good night everyone! Sweet Dreams. MySpace Comments Graphics

Saddness....
Most everyone pretty much knows about my wonderful mother passing away this past 9/11/06. The day before, during 9/11, and after were my darkest hours.. I honestly must say. However, Ok.. so every many positive things have happened that have brought joy to my heart for Mom. Therefore, despite the trajedy of her death... many wonderful things did happen: people from all over the world in our family were together, she would have been so happy to have seen all those people ( I do not think she realized how many people really loved her), and it has brought us closer in my family..(if that is even possible lol).. and all of these things would have made mom so proud!! I would just give anything to have known that on Sunday, the day before she died that was going to be our last supper together.. We were all at her house for the annual birthday of her husband.. She was so sick and tired from staying up the night before painting the kitchen.. by the time we all got there to hang out wi

Rules To Follow Life By =) *for Those Of You Who Are Feeling Down*
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

What May Be In My Mind
i look over the horizen and wonder who would paint such a perfect sky? in the distance, the wind calls my name, and i want to run to it, but i'm not sure what would be waiting for me. as i look to the west for one last glympse of home, the sky gets dark. the clouds come thundering in and i am left in awe. my heart starts to beat faster with each second that goes by. i feel as if it might explode if i stare any longer, but i can't stop. lightning strikes and it looks as though the mountains might crumble- i shiver with aniticipation. i start to sweat, though the air couldn't be more than fifty degrees. my hair starts to drip rain is falling so hard, my skin is singed with pain. fat balls of hydration overwhelm my unsuspecting senses. i start to run, but there is no place for hiding, anywhere. i'm left in this wilderness, abandoned and lonely. suddenly, a ray of warmth shoots across the sky. i feel alive again! the rain dies down, and the clouds slither away out of sig

Powdery Wings Of The Moth.
Here I am again Staring down the barrel of a loaded void. Not knowing what I profaned. Not caring either. Abandoned in the blistering cold. My dog-eared jacket wrapped lovingly around my shoulders, like a ward keeping the demons of everyday at bay. The rain slick road is cooing to me- calling me to the infinite promise of somewhere. Calling to me like that sweet goddess I imagined one sick sad lonely night. To love me and torment me. I know not her name- only her face Her curves. Her smile. Her soft simple love. She glows with peace. She warms my bitter faltering heart. Soothes the aches in my mind and body. Is she heaven? If so... May the lord... if he is good Strike me down- With all the mercy and tenderness of that phantom kiss. My goddess hovers by my lips every night as I sleep. As I dream with a content heart at last. But.. is she in my imagination or yours? Would such a pure and beautiful lust be welcome in your paradise? ... Didn'

Naughty Poll
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?Over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?1-5 6. What is your pubic hair style?Trimmed neatly 7. What kind of underwear do you wear?Boxer Briefs 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Both taken and been in them 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 10. Do you watch porn?Yes, and I own some of my own 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?No, neither 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?About 7 inches 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?No, I'm straight as can be 14. What is your favorite sexual position?Anything that gets me off 15. Are you circumcised?Yes I am 16. What gets you off fastest?Intercourse 17. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I can 18. Ha

Slut Test
Are you a slut?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 42% which makes you A Little SluttyYou are mostly wholesome and sweet but every once in a while your inner slut shows herself and likes to party.Are you a slut, find out at NaughtyQ.com

"winter's Last Breath"
Ok... so I wrote this back when I was still in highschool in May of 2001 as a matter of fact, enjoy. "Slowly the mass walks to the hill, jaded by the misery that is winter. Quietly they stand, awaiting the embrace of the sun, a symbol of a new day and of seasons passing. One by one they kneel before the altar and pray to the gods to take them away from this fate. The sky darkens and the rain slowly begins to fall to cleanse the mass of all it's grief, for now it is time for them to walk down the pathway of eternity. In this ceremony nothing is sacred except the raputre of mortal men's souls evolving to join the spirits of all immortal destiny. The wind begins to howl and the shadows fall, welcoming these reborn souls to the place where all dreams are manufactured. For now the ceremony is over, and winter has taken its final breath." Written on May 2, 2001 at 6:12 PM.

Sometimes I Look At You
Sometimes I look at you Sometimes I look at you and I do not recognize you. I study your features with my fixed gaze and meditate on your soul. Sometimes I look at you and wonder why God created a person such as you, why God chose those specific facial facets, those particular curves of your body, the soft texture of your hair, the smooth hue of your skin, the length of your arms and the bass of your voice. Sometimes I look at you and can see only you and nothing else around you. My eyes penetrate your skin and see your mind, your heart, your soul and the life of bliss and the idyll world that I so often conjured. Sometimes I look at you and I wonder how God knew that I would truly love every piece of you, and how God could create the life that I once thought was only a dream.

I Was Born To Shine!
„» Everybody is uniek! „º everyone knows! But still, some just don't understand, Some just don¡¦t know why there here, En I think that¡¦s really sad! I was born to shine! And I will shine! Everyday! With a smile on my face! I¡¦m happy and I¡¦ll shine trought the days! And hoping that people will shine like I do! Cause I know that you have to smile to life! Cause in the end it will be worth it!

Scared
So I came home from work and I new my Mom had her test today.. The doctor first told her it was Scoliosis.. Well now they're saying it isnt that, and it could be either MS or Leukemia.. Wtf do they mean it could? These are suppose to be our doctors, not dicking us around.. Its like if its Leukemia, wtf am i going to do.. I already lost two grandmothers and a cousin.. After Matt I cant bare to lose anyone else for awhile.. This is my Mother for Christs sakes. Yea we bitched and shit for the past 18 years but I cant lose her.. Not now. I keep thinking of what would happened if she died, of all she would be missing throughout my life.. Remembering the kids from school who alrady lost their Mothers.. I never realized that it could happen to me. Its like I never really cared if I died, but after I lose my parents Im alone. Im only child, I don't have anyone else. Im so incredibly terrified, I have never been this scared about anybody dying in my entire life. I feel so guilty for every

When Im Gone By Eminem
(center text) [Introduction] Yeah... It's my life... My own words I guess... [Verse 1] Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for? Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for? When they know they're your heart And you know you are their armour And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you? And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you? What happens when you become the main source of a pain? "Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane "Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?" I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy Daddy's writing this song, this song ain't gonna write itself I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy Shady made me, but ton

Until.....
*Until I Fell In Love With You* I never dreamed one smile could fill my world with warmth and light, Until your smile made all my days so beautiful and bright. I never thought that love could be this endless, deep, and true, Until the day I gave my heart and all my love to you.

True Friends
True Friends Thank you, for always being there. Regardless of how you feel. Understanding me is a gift. Eternity is for life. For you have a deep respect that many don't see. Regardles of the bickering and the fustration you give. I will always be your friend. Eternity is an awful long time. Now this is the one promise that will never be forgotten. Death.. will not Seperate us, the reason.... YOU ARE A True Friend

I Think To Much
The Walking Path We all are conceived for a path in which is unknown we grow on this path... This path which is unknown... Some of which or Fancy Free... Some blue collar some white. Which ever path one is chossen to take we all make the same mistake. We live to walk a path in which is unknown... We walk this path in life as known or as a stranger in the night... We walk this path in Death as someone lost and told we never will be forgotten... But in one hundread years this same path you and I have walked has been forgotten... Untill one day a stranger stumbles upon my stone... and remember that I once walked the same path they walked... The walking path of Life. In dedication to my true friends and in memory of mother Nass and all the children, family, friends and soldiers who have left us in this world but awaiting in another

Cant Sleep
once again i find myself in that state of mind where my thoughts are flowing too fast for me to stop thinking long enough to get to sleep. It's funny how life works and how the seemingly meaningless to some can make others go crazy. Has anyone else ever had a situation like that, im sure we all have, or at least i hope we all have. Maybe it is as i feared and i truly have gone completely mad. Well oh well if i am mad then at least i know i have had fun getting there and i have no regrets. Isnt that the way life is supposed to be no regrets. Ok well im sure you ppl who are kind enough to view my blog are quite tired of hearing the rantings of a crazy woman, so with that i say good night or good morning as the case may be. Also Blessed Be to all

B.g Ii ( Tha Life) (just Alittle)
After my put on my life changed n a way I never thought it would I waz apart of a fam & we all loved each other & would do anyyhing 4 one another.Our bloc waz in tha same neighborhood az tha enemy so trips 2 tha store waz like walkin into a boxin ring, but this boxin ring sumtimes u dont cum out alive.I seen alot of my homies killed sum from a distance & sum in my arms, very fucin sad but thats tha life. Ive done alot of durt n my past alot I cant go into ( dont tell on yrself right) but there r some things I can tell u growin up n tha life has thought me alot so u can say I have book smarts, street smarts, & common sence, which has helped me survive in this fuced world.Drive bys jackins & fightin were a normal thing like getin up & putin on yr shirt, we had a different way of thinkin then normal ppl, so when I say I had a hard life thats just an understatment.At the end I always like ta say that I dont live live like that anymore cuzz Im not that person anymore it will always be n my

The Chase
catching the scent leaves the pack running down the path running towards my prey ripping through the bushes seeing suprise an terror chasing after her closing but not catching hearing her cries closing to her seeing such fear in her eyes finally reaching her hearing her screams relishing in her taste as her blood flows to me

Bad Day At Work But Atleast I Came Home
hi all sorry to vent these feelings on u all. Well as most of u know i am a volunteer fire fighter, but my 9 to 5 job is with a roller door factory and today at 2:50 pm we had a work place incident. i was at work doing my job when an employee came running in and said we need an ambulance, having first aid i responded to the scene of the accident to find work mate laying on the floor bleeding from blunt force trauma to the head. i proceded to administer 1st aid until the ambulance arrived but sadly the employee passed away before he got to hospital. so this blog is in memory of him (Marvyn i am sorry i tried but could do no more for u buddy i regret the fact that u drew ur last breath in my arms, and that ur kids will never know how hard i tried to bring u back to them, but rest assured mate i did everything i could). Please everyone be careful at ur jobs and go home to ur loved ones and when u do send a prayer to Marvyn and wish his family all the best. thank u all for reading thi

The Inbetween
A world with no darkness,a world with no light, A world without black , a world without light. We live in the shade of grey , with no time of the past , the future lays waste . We search for ourselves inside everyone we meet , but we cease to look within ourselves to see who we really should be . The time has come and now is gone , and we still sit one our lonely thrones . Life will pass us by if we do not see it , and it will be gone if we dont live it . Live life to the fullest , treasure every day that you get , take all chance and make that bet . You only get one chance at life , so face with with honor , fear or strife .

A Part Of Something Old With Something New!!
I think I'm in love with someone. Only problem is i'm sure he has someone already. Damn how I wish you were here with me. You rule my dreams as well as my heart. When I close my eyes I only see you. When I feel myself I feel you. When i think I see you. Your deep eyes,your sweet lips, your smooth skin,your long hair,above all it's your voice that haunts me the most. So what is someone like me going to do. How does one go on with out the one whos a part of them. which is why I was shocked that Jade and I made it as far as we did. For I've been inlove with someone eles for a very long time. It seems that this other person has been a part of me as far back as i can remember. i don't even know for sure his name but I believe his close to me in some way. How strange it feels to be a part of someone and yet never to touch skin to skin. Yet I find myself apart of him as air is a part of breathing. I find myself longing for him,so much that it hurts to breath at times. Thats how I feel. I won

Christmas Safe
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, A

Not Safe For Workplace (nsfw)...getting Out Of Hand
ok...I sorta understand why they did the nsfw, but at the same time i don't. I mean someone showing their ass covered without their face is a lot better than someone showing their crotch without a face that is uncovered, but now I believe that they have gone overboard with the nsfw in the comment box. You mean to tell me that I now have to sit and wonder if my account is going to get deleted because of some comment that might be mistaken as not safe for someone at work? I understand a lot of people like to look at cherrytap at work because they get bored, but don't punish the rest of us for what they shouldn't be doing at work. I am sorry if i stepped on some toes, but this whole shit is getting out of hand. Are they going to start controlling our blogs and whatnots?

Only Bored Once Again
Hehe.. Well just got back from a mission so.. figured I would write a blog about nothing.. Like most of them are haha.. So how is everyone doing? Im just great. Still here.. So can't say much hehe.. Anyway Ima get heading out and loading some pics up.. so talk with ya all later :D

Happy Holidays Gramma
My Gramma passed on the day after easter this year. This was her season. She loved the holidays. I have mentioned in my other blogs I have all of her ornaments to put up on my tree this year. I wrote this about her. My Gramma I only got to know Gramma for 29 years. In those 29 years I learned a lot from here and I also have a lot of great memories that some others will never have. I remember being a little girl and visiting grammas house. We would take the bus to the port authority in New York and then we would get the bonanza bus to New Milford Connecticut. I remember the goodie table. She always had all kinds of goodies to eat and a candy dish it was always full and later on in life it would be one of my jobs to go buy her candy for that candy dish. She would take me to the windmill diner where she would always order the same thing. Fried Shrimp We would have to go after 4 so that they had baked potato. When I was about 7 we moved back to Connecticut and next door to gramma.

When Jane Met Tarzan
When Jane initially met Tarzan in the jungle, she was attracted to him, and during her questions about his life, she asked him how he had sex? "Tarzan not know sex." he replied. Jane explained to him what sex was. Tarzan said "Oh,....Tarzan use knot hole in trunk of tree." Horrified Jane said, "Tarzan you have it all wrong, but I will show you how to do it properly." She took off her clothing and laid down on the ground. "Here" she said, pointing to her privates, "you must put it in here." Tarzan removed his loin cloth, showing Jane his considerable manhood, stepped closer to her and kicked her in the crotch! Jane rolled around in agony for what seemed like an eternity. Eventually she managed to grasp for air and screamed "What did you do that for?" Tarzan replied, "Check for squirrel."

Hoildays Seaon
hello How is every one after thinksgiving. this is my 2nd blog just like to say it fun being on here and i meet alot of people on here and hope to meet more. to the people I meet on here thanks for being nice to me. and hope for more people to stop by and say hi.happy hoildays to all. also if any one got yahoo messenger u can add me kevin_burditt@yahoo hope to hear from y'all

..and Then It Started To Bite Me.
So you have over 100 pictures of yourself in your gallery, photo thingy. I don't think there are 100 photos of me in existence on this entire planet. Planet is an odd word. How often do you take the time to sit back and contemplate the speed with which this particular planet is hurtling through the universe on a collision course with the giant marshmallows?

A Guy Like This...
Cold and alone he watchs her, A shiver down her spine, The events are catching up to her, The pain she can't decline. Nothing more she can do, But sit and wait, The pain will set in, The sadness her fate. But that one person comes to talk to her, To tell her it's alright, To hold her close to him, All through the night. As a thankful guesture, She gives him a weak smile, She cries onto his shoulder, Holding him close all the while. He never once fights back, Or tries to push away. He just lets her cry, Until she is okay. Every girl deserves a guy, To hold and love forever, That will only leave you, Eight years after never.

Xx--tears--xx
when my world fell apart you were there to help me mend my broken heart but now that you're the source of my pain the tears fall like drops of rain now who will help me now that your gone now that you've left me to fend on my own i shall never regret meeting the boy that made me forget the boy that took away my pain again & again & again & again but now you've left me like you said you never would and i shall never forget the sound of your voice or your beautiful grin i'll never forget you forever, you win

Different Kind Of Contest.......
Contest starts this Friday OR after the first 20 entries are selected and will last for exactly one week. 1st and 2nd prize will be given to the person with the highest VOTES and/or COMMENTS!!!! Send a Private Message to me with the BIRD Pic you want to enter... BIRD Pics must be of yourself... Get you entries in early.....

Butcher Of The Night Chapter One.
Our world was once full of hidden things…vampires, lycans, and other things that crept in the night…however in the year of 2010 they were all exposed to the public finally and with them came us. The hunters…the people who have been silently protecting the world from all the corruption. Now however activists have risen giving the vampires and there lot right’s in various counties’ including the United States. Some of them aren’t so bad I guess or so we thought till the “true generation” came about. Now there are bounties all over place worth billions…and I plan to claim them. My name is Doctor Arkbane Vox and I am a hunter. Location London, England somewhere just outside the city limits. A lone man walked alone body covered in a suit of black a small scarecrow looking hat resting upon his head. He held a bag with a large red cross on it seeming not to mind the darkness of the forest about him. He knew she was there watching him the countess known as Raven. Her bounty was rather smal

Schadenfreude Evolving
schadenfreude ..SHOD-n-froy-duh.., noun:A malicious satisfaction obtained from the misfortunes of others. = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = Perhaps it's just me.....but "CherryTap" seems to be a breeding ground for voyuers, stalkers, and other ilk of general creepiness..... Why else would I have hundreds of hits with only a few people I'd consider actual friends.....why after only joining a few weeks ago would I have >90 views on ten blog posts (1 of which is only viewable to 1 person). Its's not like I'm out there calling people over to look at my stuff....I'm not that interesting, I like what I like and it gives me a chance to write, which I don't do enough of. And maybe, just maybe a few folks like what I do and comment but that seems few and far between perhaps 1 comment per 10 views (just feel like if you look you should comment or at least rate).... I'm sure there are plenty of people who feel they need the attention and adoration ...Not to mention

Italian Ricotta Torte
Ingredients: * 8 eggs, separated * 1-1/2 cups sugar, divided * 1-1/2 cups ground blanched almonds * 2/3 cup all-purpose flour * 2/3 cup HERSHEY'S Cocoa * 1 teaspoon baking soda * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/2 cup water * 2 teaspoons vanilla extract * 1/2 teaspoon almond extract * RICOTTA CHERRY FILLING(recipe follows) * COCOA WHIPPED CREAM(recipe follows) * candied cherries or sliced almonds(optional) Directions: 1. Heat oven to 375°F. Grease bottoms of two 9-inch round baking pans; line with wax paper. Grease wax paper lining, leaving sides of pans ungreased. 2. Beat egg yolks in large bowl on medium speed of mixer 3 minutes. Gradually add 1 cup sugar, beating another 2 minutes. Stir together almonds, flour, cocoa, baking soda and salt; add alternately with water to egg yolk mixture, beating on low speed just until blended. Stir in vanilla and almond extracts. 3. Beat egg whites in large bowl until foamy. Gradually

I Infect Your Soul
I Infect Your Soul My darkness fades from view And enters deep into you I infect your soul Let my darkness swallow you whole You are part of my dreams I am the precursor to your screams I engulf your spirit And take you to the limit Taking you over the edge Leaving you dangling on the ledge To jump and die Go on, pretend you can fly Let me watch you fall to the ground I will watch with joy unbound Let me take away your life Let me hand you this sharpened knife End it all And beware the fall Deep down into my dark black hole I am the keeper of your poor lost soul Come join with me Embrace me Clutch me to your breast Let my dark magic do the rest We are the terrors that fly in the night There is no point in putting up a fight Let us entwine Your wretched soul is mine Let us again embrace And leave behind this damned human race Your body is nothing but an empty shell Your soul belongs with me

Business As Usual
Two hookers were on a street corner. They started discussing business and one of the hookers said, "Yep, it's gonna be a good night, I smell cock in the air". The other hooker looked at her and said, "No, I just burped."

Ideas And Information
This will be updated as we get ideas and submissions! Feel free to add your ideas DO YOU HAVE SOMETHING YOU WANT FEATURED? Everyone is welcome to submit info to the newsletter. DEADLINE: All submissions must be sent in by Saturday evening. Anything after that time will not appear until the following issue. HOW TO SUBMIT: To submit to the newsletter please do the following. Send a private message (not a shout or a comment). The subject line MUST include the topic of your request (for example; "My Contest" or "My Birthday," etc...). Please be clear about what you would like posted, and provide any necessary links to images. You must also include a link back to your CT profile so we can find you. DISCLAIMER: We expect to get many many messages a week. If your information does not make a submission we apologise in advance. Please keep trying until we get the kinks worked out. Thank you!

Devon (angelbitten)
You have done so much for me You lift me up when I'm sad You listen when I'm mad But you must now know What you have done for me Is deeply appreciated When we talk When we cry You truly touch my life Even though you might not know it Girl you brighten my life up So this is to my dearest friend Devon You have done so much for me You have been there for me So just remember I love you so much I am here for you Cause even though we both are young It seems to me you are the grown up one Love you girlie You mean so much to me

Somebody’s Eyes
She said she can tell who Iam when she looks into my eyes I tell her that’s a big fat lie For I wonder what could she possibly see When her eyes stares back at me Iam completely different can you tell? She hid things from all and She rebels She don’t let me get close for me see Her heart has too many enemies I don’t know how you feel I don’t drive the front of your wheel I can’t imagine why you lust for love Because that’s the place where you can reach above Why do women think they can define me by walking into my life Your eyes are visible when they are covered by the night She said she can tell who I am as she looks into my eyes But in mind I say that’s a big fat lie

Xaemyl's Tale Ii
The following day, he emailed her, asking her if she had a good night... What a fabulous invention email was! Any enterprising daemon took advantage of being able to spread his insidiousness as quickly as possible. It had been through the Internet that he'd located her... or she, him. Her reply was quick; confirming that she'd had the most delicious dream of him. He was amused that he knew her so well, and his pleasure was tangible in the reply he sent. It detailed what he would do to her, how he would touch her, how he wanted to feel her flesh against his, and taste her mouth, skin, breasts, and pussy. He knew it would drive her wild with insatiable desire, priming her for his taking this evening. “Yes,” he thought as a nefarious grin overtook his face, “Tonight is her night. A night she will never forget.” He wanted to watch as she read his erotic email, knowing she would be unable to resist touching herself after taking in his words. He wanted to see the shock, fe

Still Lossing Weight!!
Oh yeah baby, I just weighed my self. I am now 188 lbs. Almost to my goal weight, woo hoo!! I am hoping to get to at least 180 lbs. by New Years and then by my birthday to my goal weight of 160 lbs. I hope I can do it. We had a good Thanksgiving. It was great to see my gf's family just take us in and treat us as one of the family. I wasnt sure how they would act to us. It was a big relief. I had met some of them before at her son's bday party. But wasn't sure how they would feel with me taggin along on a family holiday. I just hope that one day my family will be that way with couple. Well not much else to say right now. Hope everyone is doing well. Take care and may the Godess watch over, protect and bless you all.

Lifes Ever Changing Madness And Sadness
Well folks, it finally happened, after 14 yrs of having a best friend, we have split up. She has gone the way her life needed too and I have gone the way I needed too. We just had two very different ideas of paths. I really thought I could handle what she was doing before she left her husband and after she left him. I helped her move out of her house and set up her new apartment. I met some of the men she messed around with and her new friends and some of them were really great people too, but I kept getting emails from the future ex and these new friends telling me that she was not the kind of friend that I thought she was. I was blindly loyal to her. I hadn't always been so I felt that since she had stuck with me and put up with all my life stresses and troubles, I finally had my head straight and was going to stand by her side no matter what.I soon found out that was a huge life decision that I had over a year to figure out and chose like I have many times in my life, the wrong c

Images
the road to heaven aint as easy as it seems I keep on fallin in the same old messed up dream im fallin down feel like the bastard son at the family reunion hang around now if you dare hang me in the public square im hangin down saw my dreams thru a pawn shop window had to leave them behind try walking in my shoes theyll return me to you all you poets and prophets tell lies youre all panhandlin to the next life all your images in disguise

A Naughty Survey
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?21-23 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?5-10 6. What is your pubic hair style?Landing strip, a little hair still there 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Nothing At All 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Doggie style 10. How often do you masturbate?About once a week 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Not yet, but I would 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?No, I'm straight as can be 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Yes, been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?No, never 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?No, neithe

Oh The Holidays Happy Happy Joy Joy :))
Christmas just is not my favorite time of year! I love seeing family but the stress of it all gets to be to much! I want to get my kids the same things everyone else is getting! EGO! This year is not much different from all the others but yet its worse. I love living in Arizona but the summers can kill you if you don't have proper cooling system which guess what? I don't. Just my luck lol.. I have to keep a sense of humor about all this because other wise I would be getting very depressed. My first summer Bill hit me in May 298.00 and just kept going up another hundred every month. my last bill was oh about 500. and some thing. The heat here where I live can reach 130 NO Shit I'm not lieing! I have a car that doesn't have airconditioning the summers are hell lol but if you go fast enough its cool when your sweating your ass off !! I just kept working and if you know arizona or neveda for that matter the wages are not like you can earn in calif. Lets just say I make under

Fitness And Health
go to my best friends on web site he can help you...No excuses...!!! XCLUSIV - ONLINE STORE Hey everyone! Xclusiv Fitness has just launched its online store! You can now order supplements and clothing online and have it shipped right to your door. We've also set up a section so you can purchase training sessions, nutritional consultations, and sign up for our boot camps online as well. Have a look! www.xclusivfitness.com Love ya gabe .........

Grawr!
Trig test and other shit in the house. A brief overview? Good. Gran is in pain. She's old, and she's on a lot of medication. Add a depression to this, and it really really isnt good. I'm all worried about that and stuff. Sunday night I was crying about the above thing. Mother heard me. A little background info: Since the situation with my frist boyfriend, my parents dont know about any of my emotions. They know happy and angry. Sunday mom saw throuogly scared and depressed. In the past, I have gotten in trouble for being an introvert, for hiding my emotions. I showed her some of them and was told to "suck it up and pray about it." dot dot dot. Not good. I'm not happy with my mother. Thanksgiving was good. We had the whole family from my mom's side up, pluss V and his mother. Twas much crowded. After stuffing our faces with Italian food and chocolate covered coffee beans, we all pretty much mellowed out, 'cept for mom who tried to throw some guy off the roof. Yeah. That was gre

Longing To Be What A Man Wants
I believe I am quite the woman, yet I remain single...Why is that?.....Im not asking for the world, Im not asking for money, material things, nor do I seek 24-7 devotion....Yet I havent had the opportunity to establish a friendship long enough to even grow into a loving relationship??.......I see couples and sometimes I wonder what am I missing, that she may have?? I put blame on myself......hmmmmm....I know I have alot to offer, Yet I cant keep the attention of a man long enough for anything to develop.......Do I intimidate them? Am I too aggresive? Maybe I am too vocal??I guess only I know...I dont want to change , I shouldnt have too, Yet I look into myself and wonder.... What am I "missing" .....that a man may want? Most days I have to reflect on my inner image and know there isn't anything wrong with me..But with each passing day I still remain single??? More days then not it hurts when I go to bed alone, wake up alone, lay on the couch and watch movies alone...... I

So True.....take Time To Live And Love
A Minute: They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them. Take the time .. to live and love.

How To Be A Good Cherry
I think some of you all need a refresher on What it means to be a good cherry!!! Ten Ways to be a Good Cherry! 1. Show love(Comment your Friends, Random acts of Kindness) I do this as much as I can. I try and show my friends I care even if I am BUSY! I may make them a graphic or leave a comment or send a gift. 2. If you visit thier blogs... Comment them. You took the time to go see what it was leave a comment ...its nice to do so.Rate them as well. 3. Help fellow cherries out. IF someone needs help, do what you can! 4.At least once a week pick 5 new cherries that just joined and befriend them!! 5. Stay out of the DRAMA. You can be a good friend with out getting involved!! 6. Do not put NSFW pics up as your display!!!Save them for your ADULT folder! 7. The most important thing! When you become friends with someone...DO NOT ASK THEM TO SEE THIER PRIVATE PICS!!! Its disrespectful. 8. Become a fan!!! Its awesome to fan people...its flattering! 9. Make a Sal

Ladies, Imagine If You Will
As you stand at the counter, i slip behind you, snaking my arms around your waist, caressing your stomach lightly as i softly kiss the side of your neck, my lips lightly nibbling your soft skin as your hands slide over mine, caressing the backs of mine. You press back against my chest, feeling the curves of your back against me as my arms tighten around you. Slowly i nibble up the side of your neck, your head turning slowly, our lips meeting in a tender kiss, slowly turning your body around in my arms, your breasts pressing firmly against my chest as we move back, your ass pressing against the counter. You press your hands to my chest, feeling my heartbeat beneath your palm as our kiss deepens, my fingers gently caressing the small of your back, the tips dipping in and out of your waistband, slowly untucking your shirt.Our lips part as you look deep into my eyes, a pixie grin spreading across your lips as you begin to pull my shirt up my body, over my head tossing it to the side, my

I Thought This Was Kinda Cool....
You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition. What Tarot Card are You?Take

What Will Vince Do?
There's rumblings around the Internet and beyond that the careers of most of the WWE's "Big Men" (Big Show, Undertaker and Kane) are contemplating retiring after Wrestlemania next year. This just leads to a LOT of questions, the biggest being - What WILL Vince do? As most of us know, Vince McMahon has always held the opinion that the fans want "Larger than life" characters. To that end, his biggest stars have always fit into that mold. Hogan, Andre the Giant, Big Show, Undertaker, Kane - They all fit his belief, and despite shortcomings, he has always stood behind them - At times even when he should have cut bait and run. However, Vince lately seems to be getting the idea that smaller guys can get the job done for the company. Look at the hooplah of bringing in CM Punk to ECW - And also his re-hiring of Jeff Hardy, the LONG reign of Gregory Helms on Smackdown, you name it. With the "Big" guys all seeming about to leave at the same time, I think it would behoove Vince to act

My Thoughts Upon Waking Up.....25th Saturday...
I am petrified of alcohol... i want nothing to do with death and i am scared and weak....i dont want to be involved in anything bad anymore... please let me know if your here for me and ill always be there for you...

Free To Be You And Me
Shit shit shit! I wrote this whole impassioned blog, and CT ate it! Bad CT, bad CT! Hope it gives you indigestion. *grumpily starts over* So, I was driving home from Cincinnati, listening to my iPod (LOVE my iPod, did I mention that?) when "Free To Be You and Me" came on. You know FTBYaM, right? Every boy in this land grows to be his own man In this land, every girl grows to be her own woman Take my hand, come with me where the children are free Come with me, take my hand, and we'll run To a land where the river runs free To a land through the green country To a land to a shining sea To a land where the horses run free To a land where the children are free And you and me are free to be And you and me are free to be And you and me are free to be you and me Or, does any of this ring a bell? It's all right to cry Crying gets the sad out of you It's all right to cry It might make you feel better "Hi!" "Hi!" "I'm a baby!" "What do you think I am, a loaf

Your Turn
You kno ya too smooth you kno just what to do and kno just what to say to make everything go ya way you got me open boy and i cant even lie no matter how i try all you do is use me play me you treat me so shady why you always tryna run game and i been dealin this here for far too long now it's time for you to feel ma pain (it's your turn) now it's your to feel how i feel cry how i cry live how i live and now it's your turn to see what it's like when the one you love and doing right it's your turn

Sad Day Today:(
Hi all how r ya? im.......sad:(I just found out that my bestfriend is moveing 2 hours away from me and my boss/roomate/good friend just put in their 2 weeks notice....so that would explain y im soooo sad right now:(so ya....thats all i wanted to say...bye:(

Inspiring Friendship Poetry, Inspirational Poem
I will be there....... If one day you feel like crying... Call me. I don't promise that I will make you laugh, But I can cry with you If one day you want to run away-- Don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask you to stop... But I can run with you If one day you don't want to listen to anyone... Call me. I promise to be there for you. And I promise to be very quiet. But if one day you call... And there is no answer... Come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. -The End - You Are My Friend And I Hope You Know That's True. No Matter What Happens I Will Stand Right By You. In Times Of Grief I Will Give You Belief. I'll Be There For You Whenever You Are In Need. To Lend You A Hand To Do A Good Deed. So Just Call On Me When You Need Me, My Friend! I Will Always Be There For You Right To The End!

I Don't Know Who I Am Anymore
I feel trapped caged in nothing wanting freedom from and unlocked cell feelings are changing desires growing tempation pushing me out the wide open door but I run back in I have no peace of mind I dont get sleep I cant feel myself I cant stop shouting I cant stop hearing what I dont want to hear I cant stop cant stop drop dead and rise again and again and then collapse

Just To Let You Know
that me and me good friend Omebra were having a chat about stuff as he does some animations with robots that are superb anyway I asked him would he have a go with some of the art, so I have given him Convergent Flux and Daughter of Hell to have a muck about with, cant wait to see what he does with them. me good friend Omebra Omebra@ CherryTAP

Rejection
Rejection a word that bonds to me like an umbiblical cord to a mother. When I am cut free from it, the false interests and false hopes of love and happiness creep in and impregnate me all over again with seeds of rejection. They lie dormant, undetected sometimes only a few wks, others only a few months but there are those strong seeds of rejection that can lie dominate for yrs. Youâ€™ve felt them since their conception, in the pit of your stomach, corner of your mind bottom of your heart, but you ignored the first signs of pregnancy, thinking that person is really into you for you and they just might be the one. silly rabbit, tricks like that arenâ€™t meant even for your worst of enemies. Affairs of the heart are global warning becoming tangible. after all, what other single word throughout history has caused powerful nations to fall, depression, and sins of man. Rejection of the heart like no other causes ppl to fear the possibility that love can exist between two ppl unconditionally.

Do U Like Good Music?
go listen in on CherryLicious All Request Radio CLICK THERE!! if you have a request, shout it to the DJ and they'll play it ASAP and tomorrow morning, 6-10am EST, I, DJ Rachy, am DJ'ing....so come keep me company :D

Nsfw Is Eating The System...lol
i'm really starting to think all bulletins were deleted cause nsfw....hahaha just shittin with ya...maybe system has a bug in it....who all has no bulletins no blogs...blogs for me is safe...

The Madness
The pain the screams the madness in my ears The tears the running mascara the sadness in my eyes Why must I fight alone Why is the world so cold Silence is frightening What’s going on behind the door Rooms spinning my feet sweating The hairs on my neck standing on end WHAT WHO WHEN WHY Please free me of my madness Listen hold me caress my hair Say my name over an over again Tell me you care Not for a day longer than a week I need your love for the eternal sleep To make the madness disappear Am I asking too much Do I cry to loud Tell me the truth but placing in your lies Hold me beneath you but let me rise Do not touch me let me scream The pain is everlasting Will this madness ever end

Fantasy 2
He wakes me up lightly tickling my inner thigh as he is peeling my pants off me. I giggle as he nibbles on my thigh as he pulls my pants lower and lower. His teeth biting and nibbling down my thigh to my knees. I scream with laughter. Jerking my body vigorously back and forth. He is now at my calves and my pants are at my feet. nibbling on my calves and tickling my arches with his fingers. I beg for him to stop. Please!! Please!! STOP! He stop only for a second just to tell me NO!. Back to nibbling and tickling my tingling feet. Moving back up my calves fingers following suit. To my thigh, outside of my leg, then to my groind area. I thrust my hips trying to pull away. It does me no good. The ropes have me bound. Grazing his fingers over my inner thighs as he teases my clit with the tip of his tongue. Twisting my body to try and detour his fingers unsuccessfully. He dives into my pussy full heartily and reaches down for my soles. OMG the sensation. An electric shock runs throughout my

As You Know I Kind Of Been Struggling
with the website and the four pages that i need to put together, well me good friend Greg is helping me with that and its been a lot of fun, I love his sense of humour and his imagination. Greg you are the best mate and I cannot thank you enough for helping me out. He kind of lets me ramble on and takes what I have said and comes back with a perfect fit of what i was thinking but couldnt put into words. Cavalier Renegade@ CherryTAP

Hi
HI ALL MY FRIENDS HOPE U ALL HAD A GREAT DAY.. I HAD A BUSY ONE BUT IT WAS GOOD..WISH U TO BE AS HAPPY AS I AM. LOVE SURE MAKES A DIFFRENTS IN YOUR LIFE..LOVE U ALL AND HUGS AND KISSE.I LOVE THE MOST WONDERFUL GUY IN THE WROLD!!!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com

Is It Possible To Studder While Typing?
I think it is. I caught myself in quite a few of those moments. Despite everything that's going on financially that might make me in a bad position. I am so happy. I mean, it's not just the regular happy. It's the most satisfieing happiness I have felt in my life. Just with a conversation I've been waiting for, and didn't expect that I'd get it, well atleast didn't think it would be tonight. I'm hoping he will forgive me for all my mistakes and realize that I will never fuck up again. But I don't know I'm rather speachless and sometimes I get to the end of a sentence and I'm still in a world of awe that I just don't know what to say, but I know exactly what I'm feeling just hard to put it in words and nothing I type would even come close to how I feel. I love Duane, but tonight I fell inlove with him. With that said, tomorrow is a whole new day, gonna bust my ass harder than ever, going anywhere up to an hour and half away for a job if it calls for it. It just blows my mi

Fantasy 3
He doesn't stop. He reaches his hands up while still licking my labia. Running his finger up and down my sides. I jump side to side with each motion of his hands. Sucking on my clit one last time his tongue trails its way to my side. I beg NO! NO! NO! Not there!! Please. Getting the glitter in his eyes he attacks my sides not resenting a single nibble. I turn my head to see what he is reaching for. OH NO!! Its a feather. I start laughing and he hasn't even touched me with it yet. He stands up. I see he is fully erect. I get lost in his luxurious endowment only to be awoken from my gaze by the feather circling my hard nipples. At first lightly making me quietly giggle. Then harder and faster encircling my entire breast and nipple. Once again my laughter come beckoning out without my consent. Trying to contort my body in anyways possible to get away. He pushes my legs apart and slides his shaft into my drenched pussy. I moan in enjoyment. His eyes light up then he runs the feather up my

I Need Help My Real Cherrie Friends
Can someone help me with my English homework so I don't fail...pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee....This has to do with pro's and con's...they give me a title and I come up with the pro or the con

Fantasy 4
I reach down and kiss his forehead then until my ankles. Baby, why don't you go lay on the bed and I'll get you a drink. He drags himself to the bed and lays down. I go get his drink. Grabbing a couple other things on the way back. I set his drink on the nightstand next to the bed and walk to the other side of the bed. He looks at me kinda odd then reaches for his drink. I see my opportunity and grab his unsuspecting legs and tie them to the end of the bed. acting fast i grab his arms and wrestle his already weak arm to the bed then tie it. so easy to get his other arm. Now that he is fully restrained I grab the electric flosser. he start laughing and begging me not to do it. saying he is already so tired to please stop.At his feet i start by pressing it gently at the ball of his big toe.HE starts kicking as best he can. crunching his toes and swinging his feet back and forth. I trow the flosser and decide just to use my fingers working my way up to his inner thighs. He starts bouncing

Playlist For The Week Of 11/21/06 - 11/28/06.
Anthrax - State Of Euphoria Cianide - Hell's Rebirth Deceased - The 13 Frightened Souls Deceased - Behind The Mourner's Veil Deicide - The Stench Of Redemption Fireball Ministry - Their Rock Is Not Our Rock Grave - As Rapture Comes Immolation - Dawn Of Possession King Diamond - The Dark Sides Kiss - Creatures Of The Night Kiss - Hot In The Shade Kiss - Revenge Megadeth - So Far, So Good...So What! Morbid Angel - Altars Of Madness Morbid Angel - Blessed Are The Sick Morbid Angel - Covenant Morbid Angel - Domination Morbid Angel - Entangled In Chaos Morbid Angel - Formulas Fatal To The Flesh Motley Crue - Shout At The Devil Motley Crue - Dr. Feelgood Motorhead - Kiss Of Death Overkill - Fuck You Overkill - Under The Influence Overkill - The Years Of Decay Vader - The Art Of War

Small Dog Wanted
Hello All, This is going to sound like a different request considering some of the things you read on here, but this is simple, my wife and I already have one dog (purebred Yellow Lab Retriever, picture on here to come soon), and we would like another dog, preferably a small dog as a companion to our Lab. My Wife's preferences are in either a Pug or a Boston Terrier, so if there is anyone out there that can help us out (preferably with a puppy, purebred) that would be awesome, we are prepared to pay, just hopefully it won't be all that much. Hope to hear some typ of reply soon. Randy P.S. The practice is coming along, but the fucking stork crashing still pisses us both off.

What Kind Of Kiss Are You
What kind of kiss are you? PassionateYour kiss is the kiss that makes girls melt and men get in touch with their feminine side. Nothing says I love you like a full, heart-felt kiss. Take this test

All About Me
I WANT TO LET YOU ALL KNOW A LITTLE ABOUT ME MAYBE THIS WILL GET SOME LEVELS FOR ME SINCE THE WHOLE PURPOSE OF THIS GAME IS BEIGN RATED ON OUR POINTS I AM A PERSON THAT I BELIVE THAT YOU NEVER STOP HALF WAY IN THE GAME SO I AM GOING TO BEGAN POSTING MORE BLOGS AND PICTURES ON MY PAGE HERE WHEN YOU COME BY TO SEE ME YOU FIND SOMETHING THAT KEEPS YOU COMING BACK WHEN YOU STOP BY LEAVE AT LEAST A HI. THE NAME AHABIBI WILL BE TOLD OF

Here I A Go Again!!
WELL ENTERED THIS CRAPPY PIC IN ANOTHER CONTEST. THIS ONE I'M ACTUALLY QUALIFIED FOR, MOST TRASHED ON CT!! VOTE, BLOW ME UP COMMENT WISE, AND PRETTY MUCH JUST WHORE ME OUT LIKE THE DRUNKEN BASTARD I AM!!

I Will Win You Over
Dear (Tara), I hope you are well, both physical and mentally. I`ve finally managed to write this little note just as a reminder of the good moments we lived together and to confirm what I already knew: that a lot of good things happened between us, and they have compensated by large the occasional disagreements and minor setbacks. I would also like to take this opportunity to say that you were a very important person in my life and I still care a lot about you. I wish I could tell these things face to face, and, at the same time look into your eyes and sense your reaction to each one of my words. And these words would only reassure you of something you already know: I still have feelings for you. Actually, I would like to correct what I said in the beginning: I said you were very important person in my life, but, in fact, you still are a part of my life. I want you to understand that this letter is not an apology; I think that in this case, neither one of us has to apologize. An

From Tim
I recieved this from a friend. So I wanted to sharethis with my friends..... Thanks Tim!!!First I want you to know that I love you to death and you are amazing.. if I don't get this back I understand.. I have a game for you. Once you read this letter you must send it to 14 people that you really care about including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back then you are loved." nobody knows what they have until they loose it You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love Tonight right at 12:00am at night your true love it is going to realize that they LOVE you! something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years. sends this to 15 people in 15 minutes. do it if you wanna know who your real love is! I promise you m

People Lie
not only is that just obvious, but it's so fucking painful. it seems like whenever i let my guard down, start liking a girl and get all these feelings, i find out that she's just like all the others i've dated. flirt with me one day, i go to florida for a week to see my FAMILY, come back and she's flirting with other guys. well i'm sick of this shit. i'm sick of feeling like i'm just someone to pass the time or loneliness. i hate to say this, but i don't think i believe in relationships anymore. the idea of them is great, but....too many ppl get hurt...

Good Night!
Well I sat down to watch a clip on some show my mom was watching, and ended up dozing off...But I managed to get my shower, and now I'm going to bed. Its a lot later than I thought it was. Enjoy your Wednesday tomorrow. I'll be here sometime after I get out of work..*hugs* BrattyBytch.

Compliments Really Do Matter
This evening while I was cleaning up to go home a really nice elderly fellow stopped me. He had questions about a watch band. I answered them like I would any other customer questions and he basically proceeded to blow my head up like a gigantic balloon. He said to me, "You have one of the prettiest smiles I've seen in a long time" This is where I probably turned fifty shades of red. Thanked him and attempted to move along. That wasn't so easily done. He rent on to say that I have a strong character poise and that he was confident that I'd be an excellent character actress. Again, I thanked him and took a couple steps at which time he proceeded to tell me that he thinks I'd be excellent on a sitcom. My personality and character would just flow so well on a stage etc. I told the kind fellow that I was in theater for about six years and he insisted that I shouldn't have ever left it. That I should make a skit or something and a resume to send to agents because it's probably wha

Making Friends!!
Making friends is important. You will have much more fun; you can go to parties, sleepovers, have pillow fights and eat candy. It's also important becuase won't be lonely, you will not play by your self, and you will not be sad. If you make a friend you can trust them. If you are sad you can tell your friend and they will help you feel better. So if you want to have fun and never be sad, make a friend.

Pics
when i click on my profile pic, only my default picture comes up. how do i add more pictures so that when i click on my profile pic, my others pics come up? right now i have my pics in a separate album...and i don't even konw where to find it on my page ughhhh

*confession: Recently, The Reality Of This Song Slapped Me In The Face & Made Me Cry*
++PINK FLOYD: TIME++ Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day You fritter and waste the hours in an offhand way. Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town Waiting for someone or something to show you the way. Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain. You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today. And then one day you find ten years have got behind you. No one told you when to run you missed the starting gun. So you run and you run to catch up with the sun but it's sinking Racing around to come up behind you again. The sun is the same in a relative way but you're older, Shorter of breath and one day closer to death. Every year is getting shorter never seem to find the time. Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines Hanging on in quiet desperation is the English way The time is gone, the song is over, Thought I'd something more to say.

About 2 Months Ago....
Well, people...I'm so very tired. tired of being the person everybody wants me to be. Tired of living under everybody's rules. Tired of doing, "what's right" . just plain tired. Tired of trying to keep up. Jesse, your right. money make's the world go round and it keeps us busy worryingabout it so that we don't have time to think about god. well, it also tires us mentally and emotionally. My soul is so tired. my brain can't handle it. and it's taking a toll on my body. It's stripped me to nothing... I've really got nothing left to give. no energy to fight it, but the smallest amount of fear, enough to keep me here. I've just got nothing left to give. and like Corey taylor says... what a skeletal wreck of a man this is...translucent flesh and feeble bones..the kinda temple where the whores and villains try to tempt the hollistic tones..I'm sorry people as depressing as it is... This life is overrated. the rewards, great. but So far away.. Don't worry about me, I'm not stupid, but I am s

The Three Dimension Luck And Power Test
You Are Internal - Realist - Powerful You feel your life is controlled internally. If you want something, you make it happen. You don't wait around for things to go your way. You value your independence and don't like others to have control. You are a realist when it comes to luck. You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random. You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you... But you do your best to try to make your own luck. When it comes to who's in charge, it's you. Life is a kingdom, and you're the grand ruler. You don't care much about what others think. But they better care what you think! The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test