Fubar Blog Posts 4

They Call Me A Bad Mother....not Me!!
I am writing today about my son and all other children. How special they are. Also how they can change your life in a big way. When I got pregnant with my son I was with a man whom I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with. But things didn't turn out that way. After trying for 3 years to get me pregnant, when he finds out that I am he left. After my son was born he wanted me to give him to my mom and dad, and leave with him. NOT GONNA HAPPEN!!!! Well that didn't happen. I am not sure what happened but as soon as I felt my son move inside me something about me changed. When my son was born, I was a mother. He was my life. Something hit me at that moment and I stopped all my old ways. I knew I had to be his mommy no matter what the Devil brought our way. I prayed everyday that God keep my son and I safe and for him never to be taken from me. So many things came our way that sometimes I felt like giving up. Like he would be better off with someone else. Bu

Another....."my Dark Angel And I"
As I am beside my Queen of the Night We stand, rule, we love and we fight The weak, we treat with terrible disdain They suffer their self inflicted pain March proudly down the left hand path Those in our way shall feel our wrath No power on Earth can tear us apart As we take life, and grasp at its heart Standing tall, on march the strong Knowing the truth of right and wrong Those who love us, we shall love back Those who smite us, we shall attack As I gaze to her cold warming eyes My soul goes back, to the old reprise We control life, Earth and the sky That's the way, my Dark Angel and I

Bwahahahahaha! (again)
So I was looking at this picture of this person and I saw the funniest thing. Some wordsmith had taken the time to create one of those obnoxious little images that lazy people leave as comments on every picture they see and it said: Your Gorgeous hehe. Your gorgeous what? Ok, so you have to be a stinky cheese rat bastard crunchy grumpy old man to appreciate it.

Dont Kno What To Call It But Its Somethin:p
Hey all:)How r ya's im AWSOME!!!!!!:D:D:D So the bigtime coutdown has started:D:D:D3 days till my bday!!!!!!yeah!!!!!!!!!!its on friday:D:D:Dand its goin to be awsome and my cell is goin to be ringing off the hook:Pbut ah well:P and im goin to stay up thursday night all night and then ill be ready for my bday:D:D:D:D:D:D:Dso in other news.......dont kno:P ah hehehe...well i gotta get to work so ill blogs ya's l8er and if i dont see you goodafternoon goodevening and goodnight:D:D:D:D:DBye bye:)

Ecstasy
Candles dance like sparks in your eyes; The air is filled with your muffled cries; Keeping ourselves going through sheer will; The agony of ecstasy makes time stand still; The world seems to shake and the colors whirl; And I stare into the eyes of this quivering girl; Watch as the shock waves ride her heightened nerves; Drinking in the beauty of her gentle curves; Shivering at the power of physical delight; The sweat of our labors glistening in candlelight; Greedy mouths come together once more; Groping hands seeking out new senses to explore; Giving of oneself with no physical limit; An act with no emotion except what you give it; The power of flesh is a wonder to behold; Pound for pound, it is worth more than gold. KinkyScreams 2006 ©

The First Poem I Ever Wrote
he stood there lean and tall siad he would teach us all he tought us how to laugh and sin he tought us almost every thing but then one day it came it hit new york and france and rome no where was there left a home there was nothing left but wait what's this why it's a fish he's given us a second chance

I Am A Moth To Your Flame.
im drawn to you as a moth to the fire somehow captured into whispered desire seeking the ultimate experience your control emanates falling to my knees in gleeful joy seeking to be your toy your whispers infiltrate my very psyche invading the quietness of night traveling about my mind visualizing ecstasy unlimited to find my mind letting go of things mundane thinking of joys beyond life's frame yes IM drawn by some mystical flame to dance like a gypsy within the game yes yes my thoughts explore racing with joy your whispered lore entangled in a web of desire pulled ever closer to the fire yet in this state IM am so free I dare it all to belong to thee KinkyScreams 2006©

This One Is Not Mine
this one was written by a very young friend of mine a couple years ago right after she had her heart broke for the first time. don't kiss me if you don't mean it,because it's tearing me apart. i wish you would realize you're playing with a fragile heart. you look at me and i don't know what to say,i'm afraid to tell you the truth for fear you'll fade away. your soft gazes make me shiver,your gentle touch makes me smile. even though you're not around these feeligs last a very long while. but right now i need to tell you exactly how i feel. because you know i need your help for my heart to heal. so don't kiss me if you don't mean it,because it's tearing me apart. i wish you could realize, you're playing with a broken heart.

Let My Heart Go
mm just woke up. i am constantly confused by myself. so i was thinking of rochelle constantly last night and i found myself staring at her picture making me get teary eyed. then when i fell asleep i dreamt of ravyn. i kept waking up thinking of rochelle everytime id have a dream and then just fall asleep dreaming of ravyn again. its like when id dream of ravyn then danielle c'ept i was awake when i thought of rochelle. things like that seem to happen to me alot and it confuses the hell out of me. i think i had some dreams of talking to rochelle online so i did dream of her too, it's just odd. and for some reason i guess i wasn't supposed to go to ravyn's house on week days or soemthing, cuz her step dad saw me walking near her house asking what i was doing there early on a week day and i said i was just going for a walk, then i think i dreamt i was doing something with him which is odd. im sort of getting upset with her memory and my connection to her. if she isn't going to be t

Neecie
After all these years And way to many beers There's something I want to say Thank you for always being there For every time I needed you near For wiping away any fear And for catching every tear Thank you for being my friend For every ounce of hope and love you send There's a special place in my heart reserved We've had so much fun And when the lightning struck we sure did run I'll remember them all as sure as the rising sun And I'm sure they'll be many more to come Just remember I will always love you No matter what we do, Cause you're my big sister (*Wrote For Denise Tincher*) Copyright ©~Ted E. Brown II October 29, 2003

The Demon
There it lurks in the quiet, dark caves of hell It feeds on its prey with a howling yell As the blood drips from flesh, in puddles in the deep This devilish creature lies in the shadows to sleep The blood curdling sounds you hear are the snores of this beast Vibrates his tummy that holds his feast As the light glimmers from his blood stained claws You can feel your skin boil, as his breath rises from his vicious jaws This is one creature you don't want to fuck with Because he is a legend and you will become a myth (The Demon Is Gene Simmons of KISS) Copyright ©~Ted E. Brown II & Brian "Bull" Benedict August 8, 2003

Need Me!
SHOW ME TEACH ME YOU SAID YOU'D NEVER LEAVE ME LOVE ME CARE FOR ME STAY WITH ME I'LL SHOW YOU I'LL TEACH YOU I SAID I'D NEVER LEAVE YOU I'LL LOVE YOU CARE FOR YOU STAY WITH YOU THEY WON'T SHOW THEY WON'T TEACH YOU YOU NEED ME AS I NEED YOU THEY WON'T LOVE YOU THEY DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU THEY WON'T STAY WITH YOU COME TO ME ANYTIME YOU NEED FOR I WILL BE THERE FOREVER AND ALWAYS TO BE BY YOUR SIDE ANYTIME YOU NEED ANYTINE YOU WANT ANYTIME YOU CARE Copyright ©~Ted E. Brown II *Date Unknown*

Perfection
So Low With nothing to show Afraid to know So high But it's nothing but a lie And I don't know why I wish I could see What I know I could be But I know there's a big fee What am I afraid for? I need to settle the score I'm ready for war Living my life the best I can Sometimes I think it's a sham But how really gives a damn No one really cares They have too many fears About what they hear Listen up and pay attention I'm going to give you realization That all life will come together in total Perfection Copyright ©~Ted E. Brown II April 16, 2002

I Know...
I LOOK INTO YOUR EYES AND I KNOW THAT YOU'LL NEVER LEAVE ME I SMELL YOUR HAIR AND IT'S THE SCENT OF HEAVEN I WATCH YOU AS YOU TALK AND I KNOW THAT YOU CARE I NOTICE HOW YOU LISTEN AND I KNOW THAT YOU HAVE THE UTMOST CONFIDENCE IN ME I FEEL THE WAY YOU TOUCH ME WHEN WE MAKE LOVE AND I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE ME I SEE YOU TAKE CARE OF ME WHEN I'M ILL AND I KNOW THAT YOU ARE MY TRUE LOVE I LOVE YOU MORE NOW THAT THE FIRST TIME I LOOKED AT YOU YOU ARE MY SOULMATE, WIFE, FRIEND AND MOST OF ALL MY ONE TRUE LOVE Copyright ©~Ted E. Brown II April 24, 2002

The "candyman"
So many he loved Loved by many Many can remember Remember the kisses Kisses he recieved Recieved in joy Joy of friendship Friendship is all he needed Needed by many Many will never forget Forget the gleaming smile Or his wonderful style For it was time Time to hand out kisses to his new angels Angels of God God Is with him forever Forever with us in spirit Spirit of the candyman Candyman to all All to keep him In our hearts Hearts are In pain Pain of loss Loss of life Life of success He was our candyman Candyman bearing love Love of everything Everything to remember Remember always Always to know Know that the candyman is watching Watching from heaven Heaven needed a candyman Candyman for all to enjoy Enjoy the blessings blessings of his kisses As you read this poem for our friend Friend to many Many to know Know that our candyman will shower us with kisses from heaven forever and always

Clear Blue Sky (a Short Story)
It's an amazing sight to see total chaos In the sky above your home. At night you can see the glow of the enormous shells flying in the cloudy twilight. The incredible sound emanating from the sky is hard to describe, a low dull whirr.... in between the intermittent sound of the guns firing at each other. When they bank hard you can almost hear the plane scream as it changes directions. The sudden burst of flames from an occasional explosion, then as the wreckage falls to the earth the sound of the fire devouring the billion dollar piece of equipment. When it finally hits the dirt another explosion that sends a tremor towards my home as the bed begins to shake, pictures fall off my wall, and nick knacks rattle off of their appropriate shelves. My heart is beating so hard, I feel it about to jump out of my chest and I wished it would. To experience this much destruction first hand is something that in my twenty four years of life I never want to see again. I began to pra

How Can It Be?
How can it be how can people be as sick as they are? How can someone hurt an innocent child for no reason at all cept that they're crying? How can it be that the world makes so many bad people? how can it be that parents throw their kids away? In truth they are throwing a little peice of themselves away. Must be all the hate they see inside and they try to hide it by acting like they're right. How can people treat their kids like complete shit and then act like they are the good parent? How can it be that people judge someone on the cloths they wear and pass you off as a bad person? How can the world be so cruel that they have to push their opinions on you? How can a person steal away someones innocence and act like it means nothing at all? It seems like we can fight every day all day long and these people in the end win. They win everytime they turn a good person bad. They win everytime they make a happy person sad. They win everytime they make a honest person lie. T

Black Orchid
On a warm afternoon, there sat a sweet seedling waiting to bloom. She was gently guided to the garden by a sweet storm, a most welcomed summer rain storm. The little seedling firmly planted herself, her roots are strong, and she is still vulnerable, but she continues to grow . . . She has tasted the rain, the sun, the solitude of herself. The space were she resides, she is no longer afraid of, for she knows she is safe there and has blossomed . . . Her black velvet skin is soft to the touch, she is statuesque with rubinesque qualities and her head is held high, accepting the rain as it falls gently on her. She has changed from a little seedling, to a blossoming sweet black orchid. In the garden where she sits, she waits for her very first touch . . . The sweet nectar dripping from her petals, attracting only the strongest of black butterflies. She is still delicate, has so much more to learn, and just as much to give . . . trusting only

Someone Please Tell Me
sittin here wondering why i am always the one who gets shit on .maybe i should quit being so soft hearted i dont know. everytime i think i got something goin....BAM i find out other wise. why is it MY feelings......MY heart is the one that always gets stomped and trashed on . i dont wanna be a bitch cuz that is jsut somethin i aint but dam i am sick of being put down cuz of my fat rolls or sick of eing told i am a sweetie and this and that then come to find out that is not the real thought behind half the people i talk to so from now on if ya aint true about it dont be tellin me lies feeding me a line of shit someone please tell em why this always happens to me and what i can do about it cuz i tell ya i am about sick of it i am a good person ya knwo and wanna well shit nvm i am ramblin on about shit that prolly half of the people on here could care less about sorry for being bitchy ay all tis been a rough few weeks

The Olive Tree
A confused sub came before a wise Master who adored her. She felt that to submit to him would mean she would open her heart to unbearable pain should he ever leave her. She hungered for him and needed him, but was ready to walk away in panic. The gentle Master knelt her before him and started a tale of love and devotion. As she looked up at him his arms began to widen and open like a large tree stretching its branches to the sky. At that moment the Master appeared rooted to the floor and His impressive size towered above her like a giant tree. Then he began to speak. "I am here for you, now and always, no matter how far time and space takes us. Whether you walk away from me today or stay and serve me I will not turn from you because I am as patient as time itself. I will take not from you unless you give freely and completely of yourself, but I give onto you regardless because for my love is unconditional. Like the olive tree that can both feed and shade you, I am here eternal

Poem
-INTESNITY- I dream of making love to you, suspended 50 feet above ground level. So Happy for me, you; us. Your beautiful eyes looking through to my soul as we drift effortlessly through the sky. Having one spectacular orgasm after another. Floating through sunshine with flowers blooming below and birds swooping above; singing the most fantastic bird songs you've ever heard. We're just dazzling creatures of light eminating such fierce energy from our love making that our last orgasm casues us to burst into a million particles of light. Exploding together we form a whole new universe; and become the universe. Then, we live on.. Forever...

Bummers
last week was a bad bad week for Stina I failed tests in two classes, so now I have to work my ass off the rest of the semester for the faint hope of even passing those classes, thats unusal for me seeing as i normally do well in classes...fuck fuck fuck And i was actually thinking that I was enjoying university life as compared to community college...fuck this So I guess my internet is gonna be drastically cut as I need to work my ass off for a miracle... So yea...love you guys, catch ya when Im on

Finding Comfort In The Darkness By Demonrobber
Finding Comfort In The Darkness Goth girl Just trying to get by Searching for someone to love Longing to break free of the chains that bind her Cannot see the point in conformity All those around her have let her down Parents and teachers Nothing they say has any meaning for her She is looking for her own way She sees glamour and pride in the gothic community These people are proud to be different Living life on the edge A darker sense of adventure and enlightenment The secrets are there to be found Darkened awareness is there if you search for it A new perspective on life In which negatives can be turned into positives Enter the world of darkness And find comfort within These people are hurting inside Crying out to be loved And this unusual company of misfits Is like a pack of wolves Looking out for each other Even in your darkness you can find inspiration Let your imagination light your path And find you

The Clover Tattoo
So, most people ask me about my tattoo, and why the clover is pink. Here it goes... I use to kinda live in an apartment with a girl named Daphne. Taylor also kinda lived there and Alan hung out there a bit and a few others. We had a awesome party and after a night of drinking and such, Taylor, Daphne, Alan, and I were sitting on the floor and I realized I had a extra 100 bucks... So I wanted to get my first tattoo.. Now, Taylor had been talking about how he wanted to get a clover, which led to me wanted to get a tattoo, but I didn't know what to get... see where this is going... Daphne wanted a tattoo, Tay wanted to clover and it was his idea, and Alan wanted to get inked too (even though he really wasn't supposed to before going into the coast gaurd)... But a 100 bucks don't buy 4 tattoos... So, we went door to door collecting cans, and after a lot of doors, cans and collecting we had another 120ish dollors, 20 for gas and 100 for the other two, We ended

Oh Boo Hoo.
Apparently I pissed some people off with my last comment about pictures. Cry me a river, Scarlett. I don't know nothin bout birthin no babies. I know many of you carefuly select the images you post in profile and such, and I respect that. The image I was talking about I've seen at least 5,395,213 times. That's a bunch. On second thought, to hell with you all. You never bring me donuts anymore.

Well Im An Asshole
Apperantly i can never be forgiven for what i do. everything i do in life can and will be thrown back in my face as if im not important. everyone i must say that if you have something to say then just say it. According to everyone elses actions i have no feelings. I dont get mad, i dont cry, im never happy, and i dont love. So say what you want and i will take it in a bury as if it never exsisted. Thats the way everyone wants me to be then so be it.

Wow!!! This One Hit Home
You Are The Empress You represent the ideal female figure: beauty and nurturing. You bring security and harmony to many. At times, you are also a very sensual person. You are characterized by love, pleasure, and desire. Your fortune: You need to take some time to think about the role of commitment in your life. It's possible you need to commit more to others, or deal with how others have treated you. It is very important for you to support your friends and family right now, difficult as it may be. You may need to look at your relationship with your mother, or your relationships as a mother. What Tarot Card Are You?

Why Make Me Say It Again?
So, I am struggling with the strong desire to have an "ASS" Hall of Fame in my blog complete with pictures and commentary. Kinda like one of those maps that points out Dennys and Holiday Day Inns, it would point out the various ass stops here at LC. But, my inner bitch struggles with the anti-drama queen who would rather NOT field all the questions, bitching, whining and complaining that would quickly ensue. Needless to say, we are back on my favorite topic on here. The Ass of the Day is the guy who actually comments on the private pictures disclaimer spewing all kinds of "respect" for my privacy. No sooner do I read that comment then a private message appears requesting access to the private folder. Now, as if that isn't silly enough; here is the part I love... When you actually get annoyed with me and say, "why do you post them online if you don't want anyone to see them". Why must me not wanting to share them with you, Mr. Stranger, be reason for a philsophical debate. S

My Encounter With The Lake Stevens Police
i went on a walk. and on my way back i was looking down at my ipod changing the song and i look up and theres a cop parked in front of me i stop walking and he gets out and he says "you look like a reported run away. Whats your name" and i say my name and the question i was asking for was asked "Why aren't you in school" so i explain. and then he asks for my address i tell him and he sends me on my way my heart was beating pretty hard. but i knew i did nothing wrong

The World's Shortest Personality Test
Your Personality Profile You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant. Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle. You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs. For you, comfort and calm are very important. You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection. You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong. The World's Shortest Personality Test

Fears
FEAR'S Fears of being alone ....no one around to show love fears never being able to love again fears never being happy or finding peace Fears no one will ever understand.. I set and fear each and every day that no one will come around looking out the window to see if someone is out there ....just to find the emptyness within myself because my heart fears the pain that another could cause me.. I had a husband but he was always concerned about the other women he could bring into his life and thats all he has ever been concernd about all my pain that dewell deep with in he gets his pleasure off my pain the more pain he can cause the happier he is....hurting the one that thought he loved ....love isn't suppose to hurt or destroy a person but his love is bitter and nothing sweet.... sherry

Unknown, Unfound, Unbound
Deep into my skull I traveled Yet to not find what I found Unbound and beyond From the darkest recesses of my mind Shall I step out from the poorly driven hell Unrespected, undivided None shall understand or intertwine Blackness Darkness What light I thought was there A balance unknown What am I truely? Unknown Unfound Unbound The diabolic elite The dark lady of vampires The mother of sin The child of love The pit of my soul The blood that spills I shall drink, feast and pour all over me Deep within my skull I am yet to find What I truely am What is ... Evolved Another fucking poem by: ME ~C~ 2006

Rough Week
It had been a rough week at work, and he was glad to get back home to relax. He had just walked in the door when he heard the phone ringing. He sighed when whoever it was hung up when he answered. He walked back to his bedroom to undress and crash for the night and was startled at what he saw. Standing at the foot of his bed with her hands on her hips was a girl. She was wearing a strapless black corset, low-rise black panties, and thigh-high black hose held up by black garters that matched her black high heels. Her shiny dark hair was long and soft around her face; her dark eyes sparkled. The only color to be found was her bright red lipstick and matching nail polish. He stood in the doorway for a moment, unable to move. How did she get in here? he thought. The slight worry he was feeling soon left him when he stopped wondering how and started wondering why she was here. She was obviously there for a purpose and the way she was dressed...he had to admit it turned him on a little. A

Hugging Trees & Knitting Yoghurt
Well today my little cupcakes the unhealthy daughter of hell went to a yoga class for the first time ever, jeez i didnt know it was so painful to touch your toes, will be going back next week for more torture, I know I am going to be as sore as fuck tomorrow. She said patience and perserverance were needed, not one for being mrs patient at times but will stick at it to see if can eventually wrap my legs around my neck even it is for entertainment value!!!!! Quiet in the cheap seats hahahahahahaha

Nov.3
Your Birthdate: November 3 You are more than a big ball of energy - you are a big ball of hyper. You are always on the go, but you don't have a type a personality. Instead of channeling your energy into work, you instead go for fun and adventure. Witty and verbal, you can have an interesting conversation with anyone. Your strength: Your larger than life imagination Your weakness: You tend to be pretty scattered Your power color: Lime Your power symbol: Lightening bolt Your power month: March What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Death
I just read a friends blog that dealt with someone's suicide in their youth, and it got me to thinking about life and death in general. I am no stranger to death, lost my favorite grandfather on December 10th 1985, I can still remember all the details of learning that news. 2 years later his wife, my favorite grandmother passed away. In high school we had a suicide, and we lost someone in a car accident. When I was 18 my father passed on, and then in 2000 my stepfather died, on Father's Day. I had been stationed in California and flew home, he died 2 hours after I got home, while I was sitting there with him. I've had friends die, family die, I have even came close to dying. The first Marine funeral I ever went too was when one of my plattoon members, Cpl Jurado, who was from L.A. and had gone home for the weekend, because we were only stationed about an hour from there, was a passenger in a car where the driver had been drinking and ran into a concrete telephone type pole on the side

Why I Love Bananas
Subject: Bananas No wonder that I like bananas! This is interesting. After reading this, you'll never look at a banana in the same way again. Bananas contain three natural sugars - sucrose, fructose and glucose combined with fiber. A banana gives an instant, sustained and substantial boost of energy. Research has proven that just two bananas provide enough energy for a strenuous 90-minute workout. No wonder the banana is the number one fruit with the world's leading athletes. But energy isn't the only way a banana can help us keep fit. It can also help overcome or prevent a substantial number of illnesses and conditions, making it a must to add to our daily diet. Depression: According to a recent survey undertaken by MIND amongst people suffering from depression, many felt much better after eating a banana. This is because bananas contain tryptophan, a type of protein that the body converts into serotonin, known to make

Just Another Love Song
Well I just had to turn off the radio But not before I heard thirteen songs about love in a row Well I don't know what the next song's gonna be But I know how the words are gonna go They'll be singing "Oh baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby I love you so" So won't everybody sing along cause her comes just another love song I need you like I need a hole in my head I need someone to steal my money and wish I were dead I need someone to always put me down And everywhere I go she wants to hang around Do you really even think dreams come true Do you really even think you'll find something wonderful and new Do you really even think someone's waiting for you Do you really even thiink that love is near Do you really even think it's me dear Do you really even think I want to hear-but I still say I won't fall in love today I need a chick who's got expensive taste Who's not afraid of whose money she wastes You expect me to buy you a diamond ring! Well I suspect I'll b

Im Done
I understand that everyone have alot of friends,,but it would be nice every now and then to say hi,,i send comments and repost bulletin and no one looks at mine or send a comment when i send them one,,well from now on i will wait to hear from you,,IF you dont want to be my friend take me off your list,,just let me know so i can take you off of mine,,i have some of my friends on my yahoo messenger thats fine but when i send a comment it would be nice to get one back every now and then,, I know i sound like a BITCH sorry but i feel that ppl only wants to get on and see my naked pictures,,, If i pissed anyone off i dont mean to at all.. I KNOW I AM NOT PRETTY THERE IS ALOT OF PRETTY WOMEN ON HERE THAT MAN WOULD LIKE TO SEE THEN ME,,THATS COOL,..IF YOU JUST WANT TO SEE MY PICS JUST TELL ME,,AND WRITE IN THE BOX'S THAT I WOULD LIKE TO BE FRIENDS AND GET TO KNOW YOU WHEN YOU DONT WANT,, IM SORRY FOR SOUNDING LIKE A BABY OR A BITCH,,LIKE I SAID IT WOULD BE NICE TO LEAVE A COMMENT WHEN SOM

Another One-cornland
As everyone knows..I have started seeing Heather..She is really sweet but man does she have her moments.. Just last night I was telling her about cornish hens and she said..with all seriousness.."Oh are they from Cornland?" Oh my god...Cornland..Gotta love her.

I Have A Rare Condition
A man and woman are seated next to each other on a plane. After takeoff, the woman violently sneezes and excuses herself to go to the bathroom... so the man stands up to let her out. She returns, and 15 minutes later she sneezes again big time, and again excuses herself to go to the bathroom. She returns again, and immediately sneezes, excusing herself to go to the bathroom. The man, a little tired of jumping up so often...asks her: "You keep sneezing, what's the problem?" The woman replies: "I have a rare condition...every time I sneeze I have an orgasm." He says, "Oh... what are you taking for it?" She says: "Pepper."

A Stolen Kiss...
I see you standing away from me, We are Only Friends, I dont know how to feel, I look at your body and think of what I would do if we where ever alone, I shouldn't think this way.... I'm promised to another, Then you look at me and I'm blush a bright pink.... You ask "What is wrong?" I tell you "nothing at all"....... You tell me "Your my friend and you care"... You want to take me for a walk.... You says its just so we can talk..... My heart starts to race at the thought(us alone) I tell you "I can't go,He'll get mad if I go".... You take my hand and lead me away..... I take my hand away... You tell me "it's going to be Okay.." We take our walk and stop in a quite place where we are all alone to talk.... Again you Demand "WHAT IS WRONG?" I tellyou "I'm afraid" You ask me "Why?" I start to cry...the tears don't want to to stop..... You pull me close ,I half-hearted push you away... Hold me there in our embrace..... I look up in your eyes and You can see in my e

Another Pointless Rant
ok this pisses me off about just about everyone. I've never been one to be against freedom of speech, but why do retards continue to abuse this given right? I mean seriously you fucking pathetic excuse mistakingly known as a homosapian. If you intend to bludgeon others with your pointless remarks, try not to damage yourself in the process. English isn't that hard to comprehend. Try using it once in a while.

Cum Do Me This Weekend!! - Sept. 29 & 30
September 29-30, 2006 - A Party Weekend!It's Another Party Weekend! We are going to be partying on both Friday and Saturday nights, and everyone is welcome to come out and join us. This is a great time to come out to meet me if you have ever wanted to get together with me. If we hit it off, and I like you, I will "do you". :) FRIDAY NIGHT: On Friday, Septmebr 29th, a big bunch of will be at Cheers Bar for our usual Friday afternoon/evening drinks. We will have a bunch of Swingers there, so come on out and hang-out with us, and meet the people that love to fuck. Everyone is more than welcome to come and join us in a fun, in a very non-threatening environment. Cheers is just a fun neighbourhood bar that is a great place to meet. So, come on out! We typically get there around 5:30, and stay until whenever. Dress is very casual, so there is no need to try and get "sexy" for Cheers. We always sit on the left hand side of the main bar, right in front of you as you first walk in.

Hot Mamma
hey this is pretty_N_pink. you know me. the one everyone is leaving the other girls to come chat with. well anyway my real name is ashley. as you can tell i am blonde hair and blue eyed bombshell who you will fall head over heals for. anyway score on my profile and see what i will do for you.

Wink Wink
its time for a bath but my rubber duckie is missing and i just now relized ill be sitting in a tub all alone :(, i mean i can only have so much fun with myself and all these bubbles, now if someone wanted to jump in and join me that would be awsome,but for how long ill be in the tub is hard to say....cause the pool is looking so much more fun....im already naked might as well go in there.....naked swim time woohooo, come on join me i promise it will be fun and ill make it worth your wild lol...fuck to all my girls u to sould get naked and join me ;)

Another Day Done - Insight On Vendor Support
I just finished with the tech and SGI servers. These are monster servers that are on the Cray super computer caliber and they are fussy as hell. They are always sqawking about a problem etc. *lol* It is important to know how important it is to keep on the good side of the vendor tech support folks. They are the ones that can make you or break you. JJ the Axe

Please Check It Out
my home page if u like the back around u may rip it or nay thing on my page and us it please re post this hugs Jill (repost of original by 'Rainbowhoney1971' on '2006-09-26 18:00:15') (repost of original by 'T-Bone' on '2006-09-26 18:01:11')

Seduce Me Baby?????
Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many. The minute you meet anyone, you can make the crave you almost immediately. You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss. A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract. What Is Your Seduction Style?

Star Sapphire
Star Sapphire What might one find in the sun? A radiance of light that shines, A display that allows for clear view, A perspective of reality. So you may walk your chosen road with vision, But does this perspective hold you strong? Is reality all one may see? To believe you are without fantasies, a dream, A means to say your heart ceases to beat, But a dream awaits for those that seek it, To seek a wonder that is so distant is madness, Though the distance is only physical. Your heart cries to you to know what you see, A beauty that is beyond even the stars, A beauty so profound, stunning does not proper justice. This fantasy holds you in awe, How could such a fantasy be conceived? Does imagination run so strong to create utter chaos? A chaos of a one too good to be real? This dream is too grand and could not be real, But it can’t be, this is not a dream, Your fantasy walks, she is real, and the wonder of your senses is near, Though far from you she is near in y

Onyx
Well i took Onyx in Wednesday night to have her Spay and declawing surgery on thursday. I called about 3 on Thursday and they said she was doing good. I was relieved to hear... They said she was tackling and wrestling her tiger she took with her. Friday morning rolls around and I call to make sure Its still safe to pick her up and they say yea... So i go and get her an bring her home. She was very mellow for the kitty she is.... Now I know the meds were gunna knock her out and stuff but all she did was sleep, barely ate and used the bathroom once..... Casper kept telling me something was wrong.... So this morning I get up, and shes laying in our living room.... I noticed she had really heavy/deep breathing, and you could hear her gargling.... NOT GOOD!!!!!!!! So I called and we rushed her back in this afternoon... The dr looked at her and said it may be a bout of bronchitus.... This could have been caused by many things, cold, stress from her surgerys, what not... So he did a c

The Lost Soul Of A Man
The Lost Soul of a Man Who so stands to the evil within shall be lost, Who might it become that evil resides, Evil is the heart within all, Yet who might resist such things? For stronger in body be that of the man, To the smaller ways lies that of the woman, Could a man hold himself tall for his strength? Nay for all he has within his heart is the evil. To takes ones strength for the lust of ones body, For he abuses his gifts with the force against another, Screams and cries shall not touch his ears, For that he might be has fled to the dark. Cry for this man who hold no strength, For strength of body is empty and cold, He shall never hold dear his heart of joy, No woman may complete this man. From one to the next he takes a woman, Her cries fuel his rage against her, For each time he does he falls deeper, For his evil is the rage of the body. Seek not to find this man, Let it be he who seeks you in need, His evil shall be rewarded with evil, Yet his pain shal

Food For Thought
George Bush goes to a primary school to talk to the kids and to do a little PR. After his talk he offers a question time. One little boy puts up his hand and George asks him his name. "Stanley," responds the boy. "And what is your question, Stanley?" "I have 4 questions: First, why did the USA invade Iraq without the support of the UN? Second, why are you President when Al Gore got more votes? Third, whatever happened to Osama Bin Laden? Fourth, why are you so worried about gay marriage when 1/2 of all Americans don't have health insurance?" Just then the bell rings for recess. George Bush informs the kiddies that they will continue after recess. When they resume, George says, "OK, where were we? Oh, that's right, question time. Who has a question?" Another little boy puts up his hand. George points him out and asks him his name. "Steve," he responds. "And what is your question, Steve?" Actually, I have 6 questions. First, why did the U

Yesterday
So yesterday was a very odd day. I dont know why it just was. And now today i am filled with all thes mixed emotions. I dont know what im doing, and i need to get my life together. Oh i guess i forgot to mention i got layed off yesterday too. i got a little severance package, but i hope i find a job quick. cause when i have money i just tend to piss it away. so now i dont know if i am going to stay in Vegas, or just move and try to see whats out there.... thanks for reading i just had to get some of this crap out of my head.

How To Get Over You
How can you just sit there looking at me and not feel a thing but when I see you with her I just cry. How can I just act like there’s nothing there and know that I still love you yet you don’t even act like you’re going to cry. Well I came to the conclusion you’re my first love and I will never get over you. But that’s okay because I do know that you have to love me too! You were the first boy I kissed and I don’t know if we will ever be together but if she doesn’t stay by to you I think I will just go over the moon But this is how I get over you I live day by day and that it sure maybe one day I will hit her but she knows she got it coming. These are the ways I get over you but maybe I won’t have to. If I do I will no we are through so bye baby I still and always will love you

I Cant Believe This
Do you remember February 1993 when a young 3 yr. Old was taken from a Shopping mall in Liverpool, NY by two 10-year-old boys? Jamie Bulger walked away from his mother for only a second and Jon Venables took his hand and led him out of the mall with his friend Robert Thompson. They took Jamie on a walk for over 2 and a half miles, along the way stopping every now and again to torture the poor little boy who was crying constantly for his mommy. Finally they stopped at a railway track where they brutally kicked him, threw stones at him, rubbed paint in his eyes and pushed Batteries up his anus. It was actually worse than this... What these two boys did was so horrendous that Jamie's mother was FORBIDDEN to identify his body. They then left his beaten small body on the tracks so a train could run him over to hide the mess they had created. These two boys, even being boys, understood what they did was wrong, hence trying to make it look like an accident. This week Lady Justice Butler-Sl

Bottle Of Merlot
Bottle of Merlot... A gentleman asked a waiter to take a bottle of Merlot to an attractive woman. The waiter took the Merlot to the woman and said, "This isfrom the gentleman seated over there," indicating the sender. She regarded the wine coolly for a second, not looking at the man, and decided to send a reply note to the man. The waiter, who was lingering for a response, took the note from her and conveyed it to the gentleman. The note read: "For me to accept this bottle, you need to have a Mercedes in your garage, a million dollars in the bank, and 7 inches in your pants." After reading the note, the man decided to compose one of his own in return. He folded the note, handed it to the waiter and instructed him to return this to the woman. It read: "For your information, I have a Ferrari Maranello, a BMW Z8, a Mercedes CL600 and a Porsche Turbo in my garage. There is over twenty million dollars in my bank account. But, not even for a woman as beautiful as you

Little Tease Here To Spread Some Love
Hi this is Little Tease to spread some love to the Lost Cherrys here and woohoo enjoy this and hope to see more new friends and more good way of enjoy each other so hope to see You pop around soon

Two Dimensional Time
Define time, at its broken ticks and tocks. Define the finesse that was needed for it. Define the levels that were required. Define the universe that we manifested and measured. For time itself could morph into moments of: Something close, Something warm, Something distant, Something tangible, Something moderate, Something inconsiderate, Surely these moments that we split are seconds. Nothing was sold, Nothing was replaced, Nothing was thrown out, They were ours to begin bring us into completion. Seconds on where I have everything to lose and to gain. Though… To lose is not be rewound, To gain is not to be forwarded, If they are not replace nor sold or thrown …they are being chastised. They are chastised with memories inside my heart. They are chastised with serenity, inside your heart. If these moments are lost and was mocked by the abyss, Then nothing will be accounted for as a treasure. He takes everything away and gives no recompense in turn, t

People Are Rude
Wow, I get hit all day long with requests to view this or that page and hit ppl up with 10's because they are a friend of a friend of a friend twice removed and they need to level up! I ask a simple question, like this... where do ppl have their profile pics made that turn from their picture of themselves into an animal....can anyone answer that, guess not. So I guess I cant view other peoples friends of friends etc etc etc to help level them up either. Ya'll have a peachy day!

Starting A Petition
please sign below and help support my campaign to remove the name Ashley and any forms of the spelling of Ashley from any human being over the age of 12!!! this is very serious and important to me do not take this as a joke. if i get enough people signed up i will take this to my local congressman.... please support the anti-ashley campaign

Yup.
I give up :) Im done. Case closed. And ash is probably the only person that will understand this. But none of the other dumbfucks care anyway. Or shall i say, just care to look at me :) Im done with assholes. Retarded people. Liars. Being taken advantage of. And back stabbers. Gotta love those. So take a look around. If you fall into any of those catogories. Ive got one thing to say to you, go fuck yourself and fall off the face of the planet, no one will care anyway. < /3 End of rant.

How's Your Taste In Music
Your Taste in Music: 80's Alternative: Highest Influence 80's Rock: Highest Influence 90's Pop: Highest Influence Classic Rock: Highest Influence Country: Highest Influence How's Your Taste in Music? ok..so what do i learn from this one?

Little Things
Happiness comes in a million forms-like art. We need the great and memorable-enduring love, friendship, achivement, music and discovery. But we need the small and silly too: Laurel and Hardy, rain on the window, cats in the bed, mushrooms in the grass, double rainbows, the fading of house lights and the sigh of a rising curtain, home-baked bread. And moonlight on meadows, a long-sought book discovered, stars, the dentists "nothing to be done". All things that lift the heart and make the dullest day worth living. Be happy in small things. They give great happinesses the opportunity to creep up on you, quietly.

I See This One In The Bulletins A Lot ...
I put this in the blog, because I've actually been saying this stuff for a long time ... I'm glad to see someone else saying it. I've been called a bitch and a whore because of the first one, for sure. It's actually why I don't bother accepting invitations for dates. If the man shows an interest in me and not my body parts, then I will consider dating him. So far, I've not had that happen. Sorry, I'm not going to go out with someone because I think they're cute, or they say they think I'm cute. I get really suspicious when they stare at body parts that I can't cover up and hide, no matter how hard I try to do it. So, I refuse a (often drunken) request for a date, that makes me a whore? I'm a bitch because I don't like you staring at my boobs or my butt? You want the key to my heart, get to know me, and not my body parts! This is to all of the guys in the world who can't accept girls for who they are: I'm sorry That I'm not enough of a slut to sleep with you on

Funny Bumper Stickers Got This In An Email.
>Bumper Stickers Uncategorized > >Where there's a will ... I want to be in it. > >I took an IQ test and the results were negative. > >Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? > >On the other hand, you have different fingers. > >A day without sunshine is, like, night. > >Two wrongs don't make a right, but two Wrights made an airplane. > >42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. > >Honk if you love peace and quiet. > >You never really learn to swear until you learn to drive. > >A penny saved is a government oversight. > >The buck doesn't even slow down here! > >Originality is the art of concealing your sources. > >|||||||//////__ __ __ __ __ The domino effect at work. > >Shin - Device for finding furniture in the dark > >Which is the non-smoking lifeboat? > >It said 'Insert disk #3', but only two will fit. > >I've taken a vow of poverty. To annoy me, send money. > >A waist is a terrible thing to mind. > >COLE'S LAW: Thinly sl

Situations :(
Wow. Life lesson time. So I learned that given enough time alone I kinda like taking on this hermit exsistance. I kinda just real quick pulled away from everyone. It's crazy. I haven't bored though. All I've done is think about everything. AND yes I do mean EVERYTHING. I kinda feel like im having a nervous breakdown but at the same time I dont. Lately things have been happening to me thats really hurting me. I try to not take things so bad but this one cut a little to deep. Thus the reason I pulled away from everyone. I guess everything started feeling way to intense. And I think I just needed a break. But shutting off made me really open up to myself. ANd really open up. I kinda feel indifferent almost. I been going over so much in my head and some of it just starts to make so much sense now. I know what I want and Im really not afraid of getting it. Im in love with an amazing man. and iv been super into my music lately. Everything just seems so meaningful and inspired. I've even bee

I Dream
Here in my dream..I am loved... Here I find total peace and quite.. I give into your wants.... Dream safe of our sweet passion filled love.... Your Touch of my hard nipples.... Your hands on my neck rubbing caressing... Your mouth kissing my soft lips slowly kissing a burning path down to my tight pussy.... You find me wet and ready....(1finger,OH 2so tight) I move,I moan....... My hands move down your hard body..... Slowly I grab your cock, He gets hard just for me.... Look at me filled with need... You move above me kissing me... As you put your big hard cock in my tight wet pussy.... Sowly at first,You don't want to hurt me.... I move my hips,my legs go around your backpushing you in deeeper..... I maon,I cry out your name..... We both explode....OH GOD!!! Only I can dream ,sweet wonderful dream....

My 1st Lc Blog
Well this will be my 1st LC blog, I was going to make it short and sweet but then thought ... Fuck that. Then i changed my mind again Ok so i have this monster cold right now, Thanks to my Evil aunt and her SNOT NOSED grandkids. David and Kenedi have had this cold for a couple more days then i have though. So here i am sick as hell, feeling no relief, I finally give in and take a dose of Nyquil only to find out about 5 minutes later Face on fire, Hives breaking out all over my skin that I AM ALLERGIC TO THE SHIT! So not only do i feel like shit, But my skin is now on fire. So i am a lil pissed at the ole Auntie for bringing this fucking shit in my home in the 1st place, I have decided I am going to send her ass a lil care package of cat shit in the mail tomorrow. with a note attached that says " You brought your Shit to my house, I am sending some shit to yours." See how she likes that "Shit"

I Live In A World...
I live in a world of unforeseen circumstance. Where the future is not guaranteed and death is but a treasure. I cling to what I can not see hoping it becomes a part of me. Dreams of lies, a song unsung the neverending melody. Shattered and broken, scars reopen digging deeper in me. A broken heart torn apart bleeding silently through me.

Frist Time...........lol
It was my first time ever And I'll never forget I'd do it again Without a single regret. The sky was dark The moon was high We were all alone Just she and I. Her hair was soft Her eyes were blue I knew just what She wanted to do. Her skin so soft Her legs so fine I ran my fingers Down her spine. I didn't know how But I tried my best I started by placing My hands on her breast. I remember my fear My fast beating heart But slowly she spread Her legs apart. And when I did it I felt no shame All at once The white stuff came. At last it's finished It's all over now My first time ever At milking a cow...

A Must Read
This morning when God opened a window to Heaven, He saw me, and He asked: "My child, what is your greatest wish for today?" I responded: "Please, take care of the person who is reading this message, their family and their special friends. They deserve it and I love them very much" The love of God is like the ocean, you can see its beginning, but not its end. This message works on the day you receive it. Let us see if it is true. ANGELS EXIST but sometimes, since they don't all have wings, we call them TRUE FRIENDS!!!

Power Of Imagination
Wednesday, September 27, 2006 Power of imagination Do more than merely wishing for success. Imagine it in every detail. In your mind's eye, see yourself reaching the goals you have set. See and feel yourself living the dreams that mean the most to you. Whatever your goal may be, clearly and richly imagining it is a critical step. See yourself going there and you'll develop a workable understanding of precisely how to make the journey. Opportunity is turned into reality when you imagine yourself working your way through every step of that opportunity. Imagination is the starting point in bridging the gap between where you are and where you would like to be. The very act of imagination forces you to accept that certain things are indeed possible for you. Once those possibilities gain a foothold in your belief system, they begin to grow into real and tangible achievements. Everything you've ever done, you've first done in your mind. Imagine the very best, and you'll fin

1 Of My Songs Im Workin On Tell Me Wat Ya Think
From the weed,to the oxycontin to the extacy go on fuck with me ill leave ya nothin left 2 see who am i left 2 be? i can only guess theres nothin left 4 me the door is locked,theres no fuckin key now im in my room shootin up the oxy thru my veins gettin high will never be the same the hunger 4 more, the hunger 4 pain gotta step it up, gotta step up my game now yur out of life, out of luck, cuz i no longer give a fuck take u down 2 the ground,im a crazy motherfucka u kno im down as im passin by while u fuckers wonder why Toker will never die, take a fuckin eye 4 an eye killin 2 kill, killin 2 die, killin motherfucka's dry always gettin high, real thugs dont cry with a bullet in my chest, get up comebak at ya at my very fuckin best u kno im better then all the rest like throwin fists ill break yur neck i wont earn it ill take my respect thats y i write and i ryme and i spat and i spit u motherfucka's r 2 weak u cant handle it i hope u go die, y dont u burn in yur fuck

Moving Day.
I'm counting down the days. Just 15 weeks and 5 days and I'll be gone. People keep saying I'll miss it here, but, I don't think I will. I picture myself coming back once a year so the family can see my kids. That'll be more than enough for me.

Are You Romantic Or Realistic
You Are A Realistic Romantic It's easy for you to get swept away by romance... But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective. You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line! Are You Romantic or Realistic?

Nov Is Mine..
JANUARY=SWEETIE Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. When they love someone, they mean it. FEBRUARY=SMART Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.

I Have A Magnificent Cock.
Le Coq. How very French. And yet... I miss France. Once you've lived there, gotten to know the people, you come to understand that Paris is not even a part of France. It's like an alien planet. Sadly, the French are poorly represented by their leaders. Pompous asses the lot of them. Damn. Now I want a religieuse au chocolat.

Me
Feburary of 2006 I went through a major surgery..Open Heart surgery. Where they replaced my aortic valve and cut off the bottom of my heart cause it had a hole in it..So yes you can say I was sick..The thing is since my surgery I have been in and out of hospitals and getting sick all the time...Which scares me and makes me think that someone is telling me I wont be around much longer...My Best Friend tells me not to worry and to always think positive in which sometimes I do...But I also reminded my friend that the last time i had this feeling I needed surgery and this person thought I was nuts..turned out I was right lol...I'm not scared of dying hell I have died a few times and came back..my main concern is not me but my kids and family and friends...I know you are saying I should be worried about myself...If any of you truely know me (there is 1 person who comes to mind) knows I don't worry about myself I always look at for the other person..I always been the type of person that woul

What U All Wanted To Kno
Tell Me About Yourself Survey Name Jonni a.k.a. supert Birthday MAY 29 (GEMINI) Birthplace Philippines Current Location BAY AREA Eye Color Brown Hair Color Black when i dont shave it all off..LOL Right Handed or Left Handed Righty Your Heritage Filipino wit a lil Chinese The Shoes You Wore Today Bates work boots Your Weakness Doing pull ups...LOL Your Fears anything with more than 6 legs Perfect Pizza Suasgae peperoni and olives Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year Get into the Police Academy Your Most Overused Phrase On Instant Messenger SUP...LOL Thoughts First Waking Up I GOT TO GO PEE Your Best Physical Feature my face Your Bedtime 9:30 pm Your Most Missed Memory HAngin out with my cusin playin paintball Pepsi or Coke Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King Burger King Single or Group Dates Single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea Nestea Chocolate or Vanilla Chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee Moc

A Remarkable Obituary
Remarkable Obituary Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense. Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm and that life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable Parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge). His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Mr. Sense declined even

13 Lost Cherry Rules
13 LOST CHERRY RULESApril 20, 2006 ONEIf you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. Also cover yourself up no one wants to see your shit.The captions under you picture that say"top model pose""sexy bitch""aren't i hot"doesn't convince anyone. TWOTo the people who have like 25, 000 friends, are you serious?Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends.You're stupid.Go play in traffic. THREEDon't ever post pictures and say"OMG, I'm so ugly""OMG, I'm so fat"because if you were, you wouldn't post them.You're pathetic, stop begging for attention. FOURNobody cares about threats over the internet.Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard.Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics;even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVEMaking 20 bulletins a dayabout how you have new picturesand begging people to comment on them is pathetic.Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who actually care about youwill comment on your pics. SIXIf all you

All Guys Should Do This For There Girls!
GIVE HER ONE OF YOUR T-SHIRTS TO SLEEP IN. LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES. KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS. TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE. TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER. LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR. MESS WITH HER HAIR. JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER. INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS Y0U D0. F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES. L00K AT HER LIKES SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE. TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P. H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS. WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER. LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS. GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER. TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK. STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK. WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER KISS HER F0REHEAD. GIVE HER THE W0RLD. WRITE HER LETTERS. LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES. WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER. LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT. LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U SHE WANTS. KISS HER

Just Thinkin About Things
i have sat here the past couple of weeks and i have thought things over about what i want in my life. troubles come and go, u meet new people, u gain some enemies. but its all throughout the course of life that makes u realize where u belong. i thought that i lost something that meant so much to me. someone that means so much to me. i cant turn back time and i cant erase things said and done but i can always try and make things better. i met someone that has helped me get into school and i will always be thankful for that. but my heart is with someone else and thats where i will be, no matter what is said or what happens. he is my everything. and now i realize that. im not looking for someone to be with i have him now..and i should of realized that all along. i love u mike more than u will ever know.

The Embrace
It started out as any other day. I worked the night shift as a cop in New York City. I was sent out on a routine call. We heard about a drug deal going down in the city. I was sent in to bust it up. Just as the deal was going down, something I did a million times, but this time it went bad. I was caught in a fire fight with the dealers. Gun shots going off everywhere. Suddenly, it grows quiet, all I heard were the screams of the dealers. I couldn't make out anything but a figure shooting and killing the dealers one by one. Watching the whole thing go down, I knew the shooter was hit at point blank range but was still standing, figuring it was all planned and he must of had on body armor for protection. As I stand in the shadows watching until the end, I noticed the shooter pick up one of the dealers as if he were talking to him. What I saw next shocked me. He wasn't talking at all. He buried his face as if kissing the dealer, and when he stood up straight, blood was dripping f

Grr Arrg
it seems like i lost a lot of friends on here due to all the bs with ville and all.... and i just dont think its right that i pay the price for them lying to everyone, because i was lied to also, more so than anyone else on here.... but if everyone wants to stop talking to me because of stupid bullshyt than fine... it just shows who my true friends really were... it hurts to know that people can turn their backs so quickly on you for something that wasnt even your fault.. carrievamp

Bored Out Of My Mind
I have the day off from work, so I have been sitting on Lost Cherry since 7:00am this morning. I'm going nuts with out anything to do. Maybe I should take some dirty pictures of myself and post them for something to do. Anyone have any suggestions to help me get motivated.

Ik Liked This One
Please allow me to introduce myself I'm a man of wealth and taste I've been around for a long, long year Stole many a man's soul and faith And I was 'round when Jesus Christ Had his moment of doubt and pain Made damn sure that Pilate Washed his hands and sealed his fate Pleased to meet you Hope you guess my name But what's puzzling you Is the nature of my game I stuck around St. Petersberg When I saw it was a time for a change Killed the Czar and his ministers Anastasia screamed in vain I rode a tank Held a general's rank When the Blitzkrieg raged And the bodies stank Pleased to meet you Hope you guess my name, oh yeah What's puzzling you Is the nature of my game, oh yeah I watched with glee While your kings and queens Fought for ten decades For the Gods they made I shouted out "Who killed the Kennedys?" When after all It was you and me Let me please introduce myself I'm a man of wealth and taste And I laid traps for troubadors Who get

Fu@k It Dont Want U Back
EAMON LYRICS Fuck It (I Don't Want You Back) Whoa oh oh Ooh hooh No No No [Verse 1:] See, I dont know why I liked you so much I gave you all, of my trust I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel [Chorus:] Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now Fuck the presents might as well throw em out Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now Fuck the presents might as well throw em out Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back [Verse 2:] You thought, you could Keep this shit from me, yeah Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story Ya played me, ya even gave him head Now ya askin for me back Ya just another act, look elsewhere Cuz ya done with me Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now Fuck the presents might as well throw em out Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack Fuc

What Kinda Sex I Like
whats causes these fantasies? whats attracks me to what you fear, why is it, that when you cry, i smile? my pain is my pleasure, your pain is my sex, your struggle is my get off, my turn on is your fight for breath, my hand around your neck, is my mind in love. your blood arouses me, your wounds ill irrate, your tears, ill smile, ill kiss you where they fall, my mind is confused, but my heart is well set my words are concrete, and your body is my palace to roam, your insecurity is my food and your loyalty i will keep, when you listen to what i say, when i tell you what to do, when i yell at you for being just you, when you become mine, i will never let you down i will protect you from all, but from me, I cant hide you, this is me... For those who understand

Why The Hell Not......
Ok so I am bored as hell and depressed so why not write something online for the world to read and then try to make some sense out of? What is there to lose? Ok...so here we go. I am sick of fixing everybodyelse love live and solving their drama..I hate feeling like I am the damn momma hen of my group and knowing that when I need something I have to fend for myself....maybe that isnt totally true but right now it feels like that. I take care of everybody. I am the cook, the shoulder to cry on, the taxi...all of it but damn when I need something I have nobody....least not right here....and I am sick of it. Maybe its the bad day, lack of sleep or lack of sex...who knows all I know is this...to have had a house full this weekend...nobody helped clean up and only 2 helped with the food....that makes me mad!!

Hello Friends And Fans
WELL ANOTHER WENSDAY AND THE WEATHER SUCKS! THE LEAVES ARE CHANGING AND THERE IS A CHILL IN THE AIR. FALL IS HERE ANOTHER SEASON HAS COME AND GONE. THE BEUTIFUL COLORS OF FALL BRING A SENCE OF JOY TO MY BEING! THE SMELL OF THE AIR IS SOOTHING. I KNOW ITS MY TIME TO GET OUT AND BE WITH NATURE AND ENJOY HER BEUITY!! SHE HAS THE SAME BEUITY ALL OF YOU DO MY FRIENDS! LETS ENJOY THIS TIME OF YEAR AND HAVE FUN.WELL HAVE A GREAT DAY FRIENDS AND ILL SEE YA SOON LUVS YA BOB

A Girl's Poem
I shave my legs, sit down to pee And I can justify any shopping spree I don't go to the barber but a beauty salon Can get a message without a hard-on I can balance the check book I can pump my own gas I can talk to my friends about the size of my ass My beauty's a master piece and yes, it takes long At least I can admit to others when I'm wrong I don't drive in circles at any cost And I don't have a problem admitting I'm lost I never forget an important date You just gotta deal with it, I'm usually late I don't watch movies, with lots of gore Don't need an instant replay, to remember the score I won't lose my hair or get jock itch And just cause I'm assertive, don't call me a bitch Don't say to your friends, oh yeah I can get her In your dreams honey, I can do better Flowers are okay, but jewellery's best Look at me you idiot, not at my chest! I don't have a problem, with expressing my feelings I know when you're lying, you look at the ceiling Don't call me a gi

A Think I Thunk.
If some broad ever called me her "boo", I'd most likely have to scream, "Don't you ever call me that, you psycho nut-job!" I was going to say I'd have to bury her in the backyard, but that would sound weird. But it does make for a good song. I used to love her....

Two Quick Recepies...
COLESLAW in 36 steps! 1. Chop cabbage into large bowl. 2. Look for green peppers. 3. Drive to store. 4. Choose green peppers. 5. Carry them to cashier. 6. Drive home. 7. Find wallet. 8. Drive to store. 9. Buy green peppers. 10. Drive home. 11. Chop green peppers into bowl. 12. Look for mayonnaise. 13. Drive to store. 14. Buy mayonnaise. 15. Drive home. 16. Mix mayonnaise into bowl. 17. Look for raisins. 18. Drive to store. 19. Buy stupid raisins. 20. Ignore stupid cashier's snickering. 21. Drive home. 22. Mix raisins into bowl. 23. Look for miserable lousy stupid carrots. 24. Drive to stupid lousy store. 25. Buy miserable stupid lousy carrots. 26. Call stupid miserable snickering cashier a Nazi. 27. Crawl to car. 28. Drive home. 29. Chop stupid damned miserable lousy carrots into damned stupid lousy miserable bowl. 30. Look for finger. 31. Look harder for finger. 32. Look everywhere for finger. 33. See cat scurrying away. 34. Follow cat into new neig

Offensive
Ok, So in a way Im offended by the main page of lost cherry. It says "top 5 reasons why myspace sux." First off, if it sucked so bad, why are there only 5 reasons? There should be a whole list of them! Second, way to go, bad mouth some other site to TRY, yes I said TRY, to make yourself look good??? NO! All it did for me was tell me how pathetic it is for lostcherry to try to get attention. SO in return heres a few comments about LC, and also the top reason why LC SUX. LC say "Myspace is slow" My comment: LC is actaully the slowest site not only that Ive been on, but also alot of friends and other people have been on. Everytime I get on theres a fucking post saying. . "is LC running slow for anyone else"? LC says "Music, Movies, Videos, all I want to do is meet people" My comment: LC has the same shit! Boy that made ya look stupid! And as far as meeting people, I met my boyfriend off from there forever ago, and alot of good freinds from there, and its also a wayyyyyyyyyy better

Happy Hump Day
I hope you are having a splendid day! I have already been to work and done my three mile walk and boy was it hot out there. We are still having 100 degree days. Yesterday we did our workout and walk, it is nice to do it and get the blood pumping. Today I need that as I am dragging a bit. I was up until 11:30 and then up at 5 AM, ugh, I see a nice nap in my afternoon today :) So everyone knows what a tv head I am and I am excited that the new seasons are on and I have been watching them. Anyone watching Studio 60? It is a new program this year and it is pretty good, I am enjoying it. Of course I am watching CSI Miami, Grey's Anatomy, Desperate Housewives and I am watching this season of Dancing With the Stars (Go Emmitt). Can you believe today I was asked to work on Black Friday. I work in retail and of course that is a HUGE day and I typically do not work on Fridays, but I told them I would. It is such a busy day and the day goes so fast, but can you believe we are already talk

Hello
Hi....yea you...Hi. Thank you for joining me in my blog. Anything knew with you? NO?? hmm ok. Kill anyone today??? hmm No? really? why not? I wanted to but don't have time to hide bodies. .....hmm......Your boring. Well thanks for stopping by. Yea...you can go now. Bye.

Make Me Numb
The Weight of the gun Heavy in my hand Dark of the night Surround my silent steps An animal stirs in the distance It cries out The dead night swallows the sound Take away the pain Senses peak The night grows shorter Weight of my thoughts Heavy in my hands A sound rises from within Soothingly comforting Numb the pain away Fighting the urge to keep going I struggle with the sound Fight with all I have Pain is forever my plague

Relationship Of Convince....
I moved here five years ago, moved here because I'd met someone online. Everything was going good with life till 5 months ago, She asked if he ex husband could move in till he could get back on his feet, Me being the type of person I am agreed not knowing that everything would change. More about that in a bit let me give you a little insight as to why the ex husband had a "need" to get back on his feet. in two words child support, He had not been paying any so it finally caught up to him he went to the pen for it, during his time in the pen she and him had been "pen pals" and a few phone calls, of which I should've got the hint then ( every time he'd call she would go to another room to talk) well time passes and one day she asked if it'd be ok for him to move in till he could get on his feet, This was May that he was released and moved in, That very day everything changed "I Love You" is never heard from her she shows absolutely no emotion toward me, Unless she wants sex... Well I've

What's Your Beer Personality?
You Are Bud Light You're not fussy when it comes to beer. If someone hands it to you, you'll drink it. In fact, you don't understand beer snobbery at all. It all tastes the same once you're drunk! You're an enthusiastic drinker, and you can often be found at your neighborhood bar. You're pretty good at holding your liquor too - you've had lots of experience. What's Your Beer Personality?

My Bio Stuff-was On My Main Page, But Moved To My Blog...
I graduated from a small, private, liberal arts college, with a Bachelors in Arts in Literature. My interests are early English and European writers, as well as some American authors and poets. I love Emily Dickinson as well as Edgar Allen Poe. I am very interested in Sensatonalism, Erotica, and writing from the real Gothic period, not what people have turned goth into today...My thesis, which I got an A on, is on Vampires and the role of Sexuality and women vs men. I'm very much into the sexuality and psychology of Vampirism--it's much more than simply sucking warm, gushing blood. I'm looking for my Superman!(I love Smallville--but Christopher Reeves will ALWAYS be my original Superman). I'm very warm and friendly, easy going, sensual and confident. I have long ago grown into a woman who knows who she is and what she likes and wants, and I'm excited about starting the next stage in my life. I lived in Phoenix AZ for about 2 years then moved back here to upstate NY 2 summers

Git-r-dun
GIT- R- DUN~ Hello, is this the Sheriff's Office?" "Yes. What can I do for you?" "I'm calling to report 'bout my neighbor Virgil Smith....He's hidin' marijuana inside his firewood! Don't quite know how he gets it inside them logs, but he's hidin' it there." "Thank you very much for the call, sir." The next day, the Sheriff's Deputies descend on Virgil's house. They search the shed where the firewood is kept. Using axes, they bust open every piece of wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Virgil and leave. Shortly, the phone rings at Virgil's house. "Hey, Virgil! This here's Floyd....did the Sheriff come?" "Yeah!" "Did they chop your firewood?" "Yep!" "Happy Birthday, buddy!" (Rednecks know how to git-R-dun)...

Memories
Here's a memory for ya....About 3 days before my cousins aniversary, I met a "friend"...lol, SHE was "best-friends" with an ex-lover of mine. (confusing...i know). ANYWAYS.....She asked if i was going to "Billy's" party that night. I said "yes".........WHY? ...Cause I've been havin a REAL hard time and i'd like too just have a "FUN" night,.... Debbie said if i wanted a REALLY good time....too call you....so I'm calling...?...lol...so I said, "what else did she tell you?".....She said that you were one of the few men she knew that wouldnt FORCE. That you respected her, and her choices....and wasnt angry with her because of them, like most "guys"........(THAT story may come at another time) I said "well" SURE, i'll go with you........but what kinda "night" are you expecting?.....can we see each other again, can this be a "thing".......?between us?lol.......she said....."no, i dont really LIKE you, she says you can do all these THINGS, and i've never, i mean...nobodys ever.....LOOK, i

Got Your Back
I AM A SMALL PRECIOUS CHILD. MY DAD'S BEEN SENT TO FIGHT, THE ONLY PLACE I'LL SEE HIS FACE, IS IN MY DREAMS AT NIGHT. HE WILL BE GONE TOO MANY DAYS FOR MY YOUNG MIND TO KEEP TRACK, I MAY BE SAD, BUT I AM PROUD, MY DADDY'S GOT YOUR BACK. I AM A CARING MOTHER, MY SON HAS GONE TO WAR, MY MIND IS FILLED WITH WORRIES THAT I HAVE NEVER KNOWN BEFORE. EVERYDAY I TRY TO KEEP MY THOUGHTS FROM TURNING BLACK, I MAY BE SCARED,BUT I AM PROUD, MY SON HAS GOT YOUR BACK. I AM A STRONG AND LOVING WIFE, WITH MY HUSBAND SOON TO GO, THERE ARE TIMES I'M TERRIFIED, IN A WAY MOST NEVER KNOW. I BITE MY LIP, AND FORCE A SMILE AS I WATCH MY HUSBAND PACK. MY HEART MAY BREAK, BUT I AM PROUD, MY HUSBAND GOT YOUR BACK. I AM A SOLDIER, A SAILOR, A MARINE, AN AIRMAN SERVING PROUDLY, STANDING TALL, I FIGHT FOR FREEDOM, YOURS AND MINE, BY ANSWERING THIS CALL. I DO MY JOB KNOWING, THE THANKS IT SOMETIMES LACKS, SAY A PRAYER THAT I'LL COME HOME, IT'S ME WHOSE GOT YOUR BACK.

Men Confuse Me
you know what i dont get , why men cant make a simple decision .and when they do make a decison its wrong or they change their mind and go back to the usual " i dont know what i want to do" i would rather someone say i never want to see you again then say i dont knwo why do guys do this?

Forever You And Me
My heart sees What my mind cannot. I'm trying to believe, But my mind will not. In my heart you have planted the seed, And in my heart it will grow, And in my life it will show What you mean to me, What you are to me. Forever I will believe in you and me, And in my heart and mind... You will forever be.

Coming Up
My absolute favorite time of year is coming up! HALLOWEEN is my most favorite time of year! Its one of the few things I look forward too... My 21st birthday is the next day! If you really wanna make my day, my week or my month!!! Make sure to leave me a comment around then or start flooding me with halloween based comments! That would make my day super super super!

Disaster Day
i sware you kept going through my head. its crazy that think about your face, smiling when we had love in that 1 place. its too much to take, cause so much was at stake. we fought but i tried to solve, but you kept going putting other ppl involved. Please let me be, let me be free. im willing to walk that 1 mile, so for now on i can always smile. so i hope you learn ur lesson, Cause i see you in deep depression. when you said you love the way i sing, i knew then and there to give you that ring. when you said yes it fit it was your size, i told her from this day it will be suprise. but it died as i hear the tick of the clock, going through my heart like rocks.

Darts Anyone, (my Latest And On My Main Page)
Since my last relationship ended, I've taken up a new hobby, darts. Well, it's not new actually, I used to play quite a bit but just drifted away from it over the past five or six years. Wednesday night, around seven is the tournament I usually play. Last Wednesday night, I was running late and got there just in time to sign in and pay my five bucks. I grabbed a beer and looked around for a place to sit. Usually I sit with a group of friends, but tonight there were already nine people around a table designed for six, so I decided to find another place. The only available seat was a table for two against the back wall, between the jukebox and a cardboard cut out of some country western singer selling beer. With a shrug I walked over and sat down. As I opened my dart case and assembled my darts, I thought, at least the speakers on the jukebox itself were off. Looking around, I had a pretty good view of the boards between the rows of tables in front of me. Not a bad spot all thin

Dear Sapphire
I ____ you. You have a nice______. You make me ____. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me =________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could _____ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______.) REPOST THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS YOU GET... this lots of fun! and you can really make someone's day

No Booze For Me
So here I am at this online 'bar'. In reality, I don't drink. I will drink a glass of wine if I need to try and put myself to sleep~ or at Communion (lol)~ but I surely don't hang out in any bars. Not the kinds any of these LC folks seem to go to anyway. I guess it's alright, it is after all- only 'virtual'.

Is It Ok To Cry Now?
ok, my mom just found out like a few days ago that my ex bf's mom (my sis's new best friend's mom cuz my ex bf has a younger sis my sis's age) is wiccan cuz julia (my sis's friend) invited my sis to a retreat thing the family does/goes to. julia i guess had given my sis a magazine about wat they do and it said something like "the earth's religion" or something and my mom read it in a disgusted tone. i asked wat it was and she showed me. we got into a discussion (sorta) and she told me that maria had said that julia's mom was a witch. it was the way she said it tho...she said it as if she hated them and like she would excommunicate anyone who was a wiccan. i turned around and said "ooo and u follow jesus who's dead!" we dropped it until the next day. the next day i asked wat my mom had decided and she said julia was sleeping over all weekend (whee...?) and i said that was cool. mom said that julia seemed like a nice girl even tho her mom was a witch. it's the way she doesnt e

What Is A Sister In Collar?
What is a sister in Collar? June 29, 2006 Wow, the term encompasses so much. I suppose one would have to know basically what it means to "be in Collar" first. For me, a big part of wearing His Collar is trust. Aside from the pleasure/pain aspect of the sexual side of the relationship, trust is a big part ofwearing the Collar. I wear the Collar 24/7 (well, minus an hour or so when I am taking a bath), it is a constant reminder of the trust I have placed in my Masters hands. I literally trust Him with my life. I have willingly given Him many things that most people take for granted in their own lives. One example is the ability to orgasm. He is the only one allowed to share my word that triggers my orgasms, and I have to trust that he will not abuse the word, nor give it to someone who would. Granted, that might or might not seem tame to people, but there are times where I literally place my life in His hands. Being tied up, asphyxiation, edge play (knives), for example, ar

My Master's Collar
June 12, 2006 This weekend, I have had to think long and hard on what the Collar I wear means to me. I thought I had put enough thought into it when I first accepted His Collar. I knew it meant my complete submission to Him, and I extended that submission to include any time we were in contact with one another. I originally thought that the Collar was only going to apply to the times that we were together so as to not affect my other relationship. I have come to realize that the Collar is a 24/7 commitment, with the understanding that the needs of my other partner are equal to those of my Master, and as such, nothing asked of me will ever interfere with that. Being new to wearing a Collar, I though that there could be a possibility of having more than one Master, equating it to having more than one partner, with open communication, my mind could at the time see how that could have been possible. The idea was enticing. Over the weekend, I was confronted with that possibility

How We Veiw Things
'Ultimately, we're all dead men. Sadly, we can not choose how. But, we can decide how we meet that end in order that we are remembered as men'.....Oliver Reed as Proximo in Gladiator (I'm sure I hosed up that quote too) I've been thinking of this line, over and over again. Since the day I was diagnosed with cancer I wonder, 'how will I meet my end'. I've never given much thought to life and death. 'Fear of death will not prevent dying, but it may prevent living', not sure who said that but it does apply. Hell I was never really sure that I would live this long (diagnosis aside), just a byproduct of liking things that can get ya killed (Skydiving, fast cars, Physcho Women..LOL). I find myself edgy, sometimes wanting company, sometimes wanting my solitude. It seems EVERYONE wants time with, all well and good mind you and it does feel good to be wanted, but shifts still have to be worked, homework still has to be done, and bills still need to be paid. I'm a father of 4 boys

Friends
I posted a bulletin about a week ago. I mentioned how I go to as many of the people on my friends list that I can on a day to day basis and leave comments or rate pics...I try to show some love...I have made genuine offers of friendship to people only to receive no answers or replies.... There are a chosen few who will reply if I message them who leave me comments or have looked at my pictures or blogs.... some of us on this site are very real people we put ourselves out there trying to make friends and it's hurtful when no one responds... I have gone thru my friends list and deleted many people...if you were one of them and wish to remain friends contact me... But otherwise...good luck and may the goddess bless you all.

Making Love By Candlelight Part 2/the Passion
As she walks into the bedroom to see the lightin is red and the tub is filling with bubbles but im not there yet, as she works her way into the tub let loose her hair to fall down to her back slides into the water surrounded by white spuds its warm relaxin and stimulating her heart beat is racing, she slowly touches herself from her neck to her breast our her bossoms and across her nipples as she pinches herself and she lie back ur works her way down her bbody hopin to climax, here is where i step in opening the door lookin at my baby would u want some more she lean ova and grabs it strokin slowly caring & kissin it cuz its here second baby as she wraps her lips around it hiding my head the pleasure is unbearable i get weak in the legs, my hand gots on her head and i move it back and forth she moans and takes it all in i slide inside the tub bring her near me as we start to make love kisses on the neck and nibbling on the ear, should i strokin my fingers thru her hair is just what she

Ill Soup
Lipton chicken noodle soup package, lots of Kidney beans, big chunks of garlic, dried chilli peppers, black pepper, turmeric, Eh!... you with me?>>>...2 tbsp pure chunky orange marmalade, pure chunky peanut butter 2 tbsp, squirt of chilly garlic sauce, few shots of soy sauce, and some frozen asperagus. ...everything I have soup...mmmmmm good shit.

Just Some Thoughts...
".... How long do ou want to be loved? Is forever enough? Cause I'm never givin' you up. I slip in bed when you're asleep. To hold you close and feel your breath on me. Tomorrow there'll be so much for me to do. So tonight I'll drift in a dream with you. ...... As you wander through this troubled world, in seach of all things beautiful; you can close your eyes when you're miles away and hear my voice like a serenade." Yeah. Perfect. "Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away." "I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive. I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish enough 'Hellos' to get you through the final'Good-bye'."

Hot Sex
Hot sex for your pleasure set it off Liquid treasures floatin in the loft I'm in the mood I'm in the mood to lick you Let my tongue explore all up in you Around your belly button all around your neck Down to your legs baby what's next I'm coming in on deck check your reflex Me and you baby, doin the sex All night, make it so hot, so nice I like just the way you make me feel allright tonite Time for the candle wax and Ice, on the fly carpet ride of life It's magic! On the dreamscape love bliss orgasmic! Exctasy you don't wanna miss gotta have it! Animal sex with a twist like a rabbit! Hot sex every chance we get! what Chorus: Hot Sex all night, all night Hot Sex all night, all night Hot Sex all night, all night All night, all night, alright Chorus repeat Hot sex all the time You can find Hot sex on my mind in my rhyme Wet dreams escape from reality Aphrodisiac keeps on calling me Testosterone I can't hold back Hard to the bone when I'm under attack

Don't Close Your Eyes
I love this song. It takes me back to the days when I was just starting to date my now ex-husband. It was such an applicable song..well lets say that sometimes, these days..it still applies. Funny how these things come back around. Anyways, just wanted to post the lyrics for now, and maybe i can embed the song later. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ I know you loved him, a long time ago Even now in my arms, you still want him I no But darling this time, your memories die When you hold me tonight, don't close your eyes CHORUS: Don't Close Your Eyes, let it be me Don't pretend it's him, in some fantasy Darling just once, let yesterday go And you'll find more love than you'll ever know Just hold me tight, when you love me tonight And DON'T CLOSE YOUR EYES Maybe I've, been a fool, holding on all this time Lying here in your arms, knowing he's in your mind But I keep hoping someday, that you'll see the light Let it be tonight and don't c

Rawr. Not Cool
Someone told me my hair is too black. And my ass is too big. Lol. Not cool. Oh well shit happens. Haha im listening to Clay aiken, cause well im strange.Ive been listening to a lot of shit lately. Like shakira haha. But theres a reason behind that one. Ima go for a walk around in the dark. I got a lot on my mind i need to get out.

*sighs And Cries*
im sitting here at almost midnight trying not to cry. i have had the start of a migraine all day. all i wanted to do tonight was curl up and spend some time with the man that i love. but that didnt happen. right now david is out driving around because he slept most of the day. shit is going on and i dont know what to do or what it is. why wont he just talk to me? well, im off to cry myself to sleep. god this sucks! Blessed Be, Jen AKA Dark Queen

Hot New Song Lyrics--best Song Ever
-Artist: Barry Manilow as sung on "Greatest Hits" -Arista A2L 8601 -peak Billboard position # 8 in 1978 -Words and Music by Barry Manilow, Bruce Sussman, and J. Feldman Her name was Lola, she was a showgirl With yellow feathers in her hair and a dress cut down to there She would merengue and do the cha-cha And while she tried to be a star, Tony always tended bar Across a crowded floor, they worked from 8 till 4 They were young and they had each other Who could ask for more? At the Copa (CO!), Copacabana (Copacabana) The hottest spot north of Havana (here) At the Copa (CO!), Copacabana Music and passion were always the fashion At the Copa....they fell in love (Copa Copacabana) His name was Rico, he wore a diamond He was escorted to his chair, he saw Lola dancin' there And when she finished, he called her over But Rico went a bit too far, Tony sailed across the bar And then the punches flew and chairs were smashed in two There was blood and a single gun

Be Careful What You Say To Kids!
A Sunday School teacher of pre-schoolers was concerned that his students might be a little confused about Jesus Christ because of the Christmas season emphasis on His birth. He wanted to make sure they understood that the birth of Jesus occurred a long time ago, that he grew up, etc. So he asked his class, "Where is Jesus today?" Steven raised his hand and said, "He's in heaven!" Mary was called on and answered, "He's in my heart!" Little LeRoy, waving his hand furiously, blurted out, "I know! I know! He's in our bathroom!!!" The whole class got very quiet, looked at the teacher, and waited for a response. The teacher was completely at a loss for a few very long seconds. He finally gathered his wits and asked LeRoy how he knew this. Little LeRoy replied, "Well, every morning my father gets up, bangs on the bathroom door, and yells 'Jesus Christ, are you still in there?'!"

Heaven Or Hell You. Your Choice!
A holy man was having a conversation with the Lord one day and > said, "Lord, I would like to know what Heaven and Hell are like. " > The Lord led the holy man to two doors. He opened one of the > doors and the holy man looked in. In the middle of the room was > a large round table. In the middle of the table was a large pot of > stew which smelled delicious and made the holy man's mouth > water. The people sitting around the table were thin and sickly. > They appeared to be famished. They were holding spoons with > very long handles that were strapped to their arms and each > found it possible to reach into the pot of stew and take a spoonful, > but because the handle was longer than their arms, they could not > get the spoons back into their mouths. > > The holy man shuddered at the sight of their misery and suffering. > > The Lord said, "You have seen Hell." They went to the next room and > > opened the door. It was exactly the same as

4some
Crash, the Biker, walks into a pharmacy & says to the pharmacist, "Listen, I have three biker babes coming over tonight. I've never had three biker babes at once, & I need something to keep me horny, keep me potent." The pharmacist reaches under the counter, unlocks the bottom drawer & takes out a small cardboard box marked with a label "Viagra Extra Strength" & says, "Here, if you eat this, you'll go NUTS for 12 hours!" The next day, Crash rides down to the same pharmacy, walks right up to the same pharmacist & pulls down his pants. The pharmacist looks in horror as he notices that Crash's Johnson is black & blue with the skin hanging off in some places. Crash says, "Gimme a bottle of Ben Gay." The pharmacist replies, "BEN GAY?! You're not going to put Ben Gay on your dick while it's in that condition?" Crash says, "No, it's for my arms, the girls didn't show up."

It Just Occured To Me..........
OK most of my blogs will always be some funny story about a call or a patient that I ran the previous shift. And most of the time my blogs will make you pee your pants laughing. But this first one.. well this one is just an observation that occured to me tonight.... Tonight I took my son to the County fair and we went to pet the animals... and I smelt a very familiar smell.. then it occured to me.. it smelt like most of my patients (not all just the shitbags) and I realized we were standing next to the goats. My patients smell like goat piss! And sometimes the entire call wreeks of bullshit! God I love my job ;)

Closer
Artist: Nine Inch Nails Album: And All That Could Have Been Title: Closer you let me violate you, you let me desecrate you you let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you help me I broke apart my insides, help me I’ve got no soul to sell help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself I want to fuck you like an animal I want to feel you from the inside I want to fuck you like an animal my whole existence is flawed you get me closer to god you can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings you can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything help me tear down my reason, help me its' your sex I can smell help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody else I want to fuck you like an animal I want to feel you from the inside I want to fuck you like an animal my whole existence is flawed you get me closer to god through every forest, above the trees within my stomach, scraped off my knees I drink the

Whatever
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4. [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [x] I have many scars. [x] I tan easily. [ ] I wish my hair was a different color. [ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [x] I have a tattoo. [ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [ ] have/I've had braces. [ ] wear glasses. [x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [ ] I have more than 2 piercings. [ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears. [ ] I have freckles. Family/Home Life [x] I've sworn at my parents. [ ] I've run away from home. [ ] I've been kicked out of the house. [ ] My biological parents are together. [ ] I have a sibling less than one year old. [ ] I want to have kids someday. [ ] I've had children. School/Work [ ] I'm in school/university [ ] I have a job. [x] I've fallen asleep at work/school/college. [ ] I almost always do my homework. [x] I've

I Need To Know
I need to know if you’re my true friend, will you be by my side until the end? Can I tell you my secrets deep, and trust them in your heart you’ll keep? We are neither of us without our flaws, can you accept mine as I will yours? I’ll be a shoulder to cry on when you’re blue, will you be there for me when I need you? No matter how busy I will make time for you, if you are busy will you make time for me too? I will take your hand and comfort your tears, will you hold me and soothe my fears? I will give you joy and many warm smiles, can we share that even across many miles? I will not forget what’s important to you, will you remember what’s important to me too? With you my most favourite things I’ll share, If only I know do you truly care? If you can accept me as I do you, then I will know you are a friend most true.

A Friend Like You!
Everyone should have a friend like you You are so much fun to be with And you are such a good person You crack me up with laughter And touch my heart with your kindness You have a wonderful ability To know when to offer advice And when to sit in quiet support Time after time You've come to my rescue And brightend so many Of my routine days And time after time I've realized how fortunate I am that my life includes you I really do believe that Everybody should have a friend like you But so far it looks like You are one of a kind!

One Day
One day you'll love me as I loved you. One day you'll cry for me as a cried for you. One day you'll want me but .. I won't want you Last night I matched all the stars with something I liked about you ... I was doing fine until I ran out of stars The hardest thing to do is to watch the one you love ..love someone else God made rivers, God made lakes, God made you but we all make mistakes Don’t tell me you love if you don't cuz i might do something crazy like believe it Loving you is like breathing, how can I stop? Nothing is more painful then realizing he meant everything to you and you meant nothing to him..........Everything i did i did for you all of the mistakes i've made was to test if you love me too but now your gone i fall in pain days become long and im goin' insane i dream of our firsts and i cry a tear coz' now it hurtz for you dont care I try to erase you from my mind and try to forget about you but the pain just stays and I sit and cry inside, you dont know

21 Things To Remember
21 Things To Remember ... Life Tips 1. No one can ruin your day without YOUR permission. 2. Most people will be about as happy, as they decide to be. 3. Others can stop you temporarily, but only you can do it permanently. 4. Whatever you are willing to put up with, is exactly what you will have. 5. Success stops when you do. 6. When your ship comes in. ... make sure you are willing to unload it. 7. You will never have it all together. 8. Life is a journey...not a destination. Enjoy the trip! 9. The biggest lie on the planet, "When I get what I want, I will be happy." 10. The best way to escape your problem is to solve it. 11. I've learned that ultimately , 'takers' lose and 'givers' win. 12. Life's precious moments don't have value, unless they are shared. 13. If you don't start, it's certain you won't arrive. 14. We often fear the thing we want the most. 15. He or she who laughs......lasts. 16. Yesterday was the deadline for all complaints. 17. Look for opportu

Fed Up
Fed Up Current mood: aggravated Fed Up With the lies.. the What-If-I's? Fed Up With the bullshit How could I let you do this shit?! Fed Up With you saying me too when I say I love you Fed Up With the I love you's when no ones around Fed Up with being your amusement like I'm a fucking clown Fed Up With not being strong enough to wave my hand goodbye instead my love-strucken ass would settle for a kiss and a hi How could I let you use me like this Hanging around like a dick needing to take a piss Fed Up because I cant seem to break free Fed Up cause Your No Bueno for me Fed Up And Im STILL Fuckin Stuck

Tear Stains
Tear Stains Sometime's I ly in bed just watching you sleep and then I start to cry, not loud enough to wake you. I feel hurt and sad that I'll be losing you. I am sure on the day you leave my face and eye's will burn and sting from the tears running down my face like someone left a water faucet running. Just a little drip constantly dripping. I dont know how to show it while you're awake I show just the opposite and I am sorry about that. Sometimes I think I should get a permanent tear tattood on the side of my face So I wouldn't have to shed another. All I can say is I Love you!

Happy B-day 2 Me.
Well everybody, hi im still new here and i wish i could do more but my comp is slower then crap so, sorry if im not on all the time, i try to though, but yeah i just had a crappy b-day, to start it off, my girl broke up wit me before it came, and then my actual b-day she was acting all weird to me, and ever since then it sucks, cause i didnt have no one there for me on that day and it was depressing,"bye the way i just turned 21" so i my friend took me out to get drunk, but no one wanted to party, i still couldnt get in the bars yet so we just drank a few beers and called it a night. but the single life sucks, ya know, no one calls me, or they hook up a couple of times and just ignor me and then talk to me after a couple of days i dont know if it's hard to get or there just screwed up, but yeah, and i cut my hair so yeah im gunna look different from the photos i got now but im gunna put some new ones up, well everybody i must say bye for now i dont want to bore you to death k....love

My Thoughts On The Day (2)
Okay so its 3:47 am and i really am starting to get Pissed off I Keep getting Told I Look 16 or 17 When ive already been Told that 2737 Times its really Starting to piss me off Stop Fucking Tell me i Look Younger when i already Know Other Things That Piss Me off People Forgetting Me like Hello I just talked To You 15 Mins ago Then you ask where im from again What are you a dope or something? And if I leave You a comment You should Do The same And Stop Fucking Telling Me im Ugly K Thanks Thats My Fucking Rant for Now Peace The fuck out Allie Rocks Leave Her sum Love

My First Fucking Blog, I'm So Damn Excited!
Ten Top Trivia Tips about Livs First Blog! Apples are covered with a thin layer of Livs First Blog! Humans have 46 chromosomes, peas have 14, and Livs First Blog has 7! Livs First Blog can smell some things up to six miles away. Livs First Blog is the only king without a moustache on the standard pack of cards. Livs First Blog is often used in place of milk in food photography, because milk goes soggy more quickly than Livs First Blog! Humans share over 98 percent of their DNA with Livs First Blog. Livs First Blog has four noses. Birds do not sleep in Livs First Blog, though they may rest in it from time to time. Native Americans never actually ate Livs First Blog; killing such a timid prey was thought to indicate laziness. It's bad luck to put Livs First Blog on a bed.

Cold Hard Bitch
Jet Cold Hard Bitch Gotta leave town Got another appointment Spent all my rent Girl you know I enjoyed it Ain't gonna hang around till there's nobody dancing I don't wanna hold hands and talk about our little plans, alright! Cold hard bitch Just a kiss on the lips And I was on my knees I'm waiting, give me Cold hard bitch She was shakin' her hips That's all that I need Gonna check her out She's my latest attraction Gonna hang around Wanna get a reaction Gonna take her home cause she's over romancing Don't wanna hold hands and talk about our little plans alright! Cold hard bitch Just a kiss on the lips And I was on my knees I'm waiting give me Cold hard bitch She was shakin' her hips And I that was all that I need I'm waiting give me Cold hard bitch Just a kiss on the lips And I was on my knees Yeah I'm waiting Yeah I'm waiting Yeah I'm waiting Yeah I'm waiting Cold hard bitch Just a kiss on the lips And I was on my

If I Leave Here Tomorrow Will You Still Remember Me
this is it the time of the the night where i rant about the state of the world as seen though the eyes of a guy so crazy he sees the world as it is so like i was saying before i was so rudely interupted by the other me if you open the box somthing will hapen im not sure what but be assured somthing will happen my tea has no taste did you steal the flavor from my tea well did you??? because if you did you will pay i will destroy the city lookin for you i will if i leave here tomorrow will you still remember me???

I'll Never
I'll never say I love you, If I really don't care. I'll never talk about feelings, If they are not really there. I'll never hold your hand, If I plan to break you heart. I'll never say I'm going to, If I never plan to start. I'll never look into your eyes, If i plan to make you cry. I'll never say forever, If it's meant to be a lie. I'll never hold you close, If you are not the one for me. I'll never open my herat, Unless it's meant to be. Marshall Anthony Cooper

What Is It With Life..... ??
you think ya know exactly what ya want ..you make ya decision and its a binding agreement.. only to find out actually this isnt quite what i had in mind..... why do we always think that life is gana be better by doing something else only for it to go tits up in a dustbin..... i know we have to all learn lessons and everything happens for a reason but it realy sux..... why cant i just do something and be happy with it forever why do things have to change..... why do i have to change whta makes me happy today changes making me change making life unhappy... !! its a massive case of PLUH...... and is so fucking infuriating.... (i cant spell)

Again With Hell
I feel like shit i didnt nothing wrong and she insists on torturing me like she had done to other exes. i stayed when she cheated i stayed when she said it was only cuz i wasnt there. i never cheated i never hurt her and ???? my parents are against me too so what am i doing wrong what did i do to desvre being treated like shit by almost everyone i dont wanna go to school because its just not fun

You Took The Words Right Out Of My Mouth
(spoken) BOY: On a hot summer night, would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses? GIRL: Will he offer me his mouth? BOY: Yes. GIRL: Will he offer me his teeth? BOY: Yes. GIRL: Will he offer me his jaws? BOY: Yes. GIRL: Will he offer me his hunger? BOY: Yes. GIRL: Again, will he offer me his hunger? BOY: Yes! GIRL: And will he starve without me? BOY: Yes! GIRL: And does he love me? BOY: Yes. GIRL: Yes. BOY: On a hot summer night, would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses? GIRL: Yes. BOY: I bet you say that to all the boys! (sung) It was a hot summer night and the beach was burning. There was fog crawling over the sand. When I listen to your heart I hear the whole world turning. I see the shooting stars falling through your trembling hands. You were licking your lips and your lipstick shining. I was dying just to ask for a taste. We were lying together in a silver lining by the the light of the moon. You know there's not

Confused
Oh my, i am so flippin confused riight now it isnt even funny. i like these two guys A LOT but the problem is, one of them has a gf and i like him the most. Hes mad @ me cause SOMEONE told him a lie so now he haytes me. The other guy likes me and i like him, but im not sure my mom will approve of him. I mean, it's never stopped me before, but shes getting really strict about even who i chyll witt so its REALLY confusing me . Anii1 gots anii idea send me a msg along. Thxx Peoples -Krista

Slave Training
Slave training is a BDSM activity involving a consensual power exchange between two people taking on the roles of a master and a slave. Typically this involves changing the slave's behaviour in a manner that is pleasing to the Master, perhaps instructing the slave to follow a set of rules that the Master has set out. Slave training is a learning process both for the slave, or submissive, and for the Master, or dominant. Training will usually be set out and defined clearly before it begins. The Master will teach the slave how to speak, act and think in a way that is pleasing to him/her. The slave, in return, gets pleasure from being able to make his/her Master happy.

In Memory Of Steinie
*SHINING THROUGH* Words and Music Copyright James M. "Dago" Marchellino You have to play the hand you're dealt, You decide which cards you keep You find out that the bed you make Is the place you have to sleep Bridges burned and lessons learned In the things you leave behind You end up wise beyond your years, But old before your time And you might not like the things you have to do- But when the chips are down they always count on you And you're shining through... And you're tried and true... 'Cause you've paid your due... And now you're shining through... Sometimes in our lifetimes Someone special comes along, Standing tall above the crowd They can tell the right from wrong. And if they make a sacrifice It's a heavy price they pay- They give their freedom or their lives So we can live another day And they might not be here with us any more But the way we live is a thing worth fighting for Some folks might forget We still have heroes in this age Wh

Less Then 24 Hours To Go
Well ya'll tomorrow is the big day (Friday). I will have my surgry. For my new friends and fans that I have aquired lately. I am having my ovary removed due to cancer. Good thing is that I do get to come home the same day. wooohoooo. So ya'll wish me luck....if ya want too. Cya all on the flip side. MUCH LOVE and PEACE -MissL8tyBird-

Love Of A Friend
What started out as friends Is now a mystery Things like this never end So don't treat it like history. Only some people know how we feel But with each other it's not the same This is goin to work and be real But all we do is treat it like a game. Why can't we just see What is in front of our face A thing like this should really be But we drop it in a trace. I really do feel for you I don't know if you can see it I fell in love I thought was so true I guess I will sit back and look for the hint.

-cries-
I JUST CAN'T FUCKEN WIN NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY. First of all, I swear. I feel like I'm getting the runaround with my girl. See, I'm supposed to clean her house three times a week. Well, the days that we agreed upon was Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdays. The really bad thing about this is that she had started off by picking me up when she got off of work in the mornings....well, that has stopped. I got to find my own way over there now. I don't know why she stopped picking me up. I would like an answer for that. Now, about two weeks ago, I helped her out in an emergency. Not once, but TWICE I helped her ass out. Do I get any thanks? HELL NO. Also, when I called over there to see if someone could come get me Saturday so I could go over there to clean, she was like, uh, no, wait until tomorrow. And this shit is really starting to piss me slam the fuck off. It has gotten to the point where she doesn't even answer her cell phone when I try to call her, or she has the mother fucken thi

Another Ralp Marston
Thursday, September 28, 2006 Start where you are If you want to get something done, then start it. That may sound obvious, yet all too often it is that first step that keeps getting put off for way too long. If you can't decide on where to start, just start somewhere, with the first thing that comes to mind. You'll be much better able to come up with an effective plan once you get going and get a feel for what you're doing. Yes, you'll probably make some mistakes and yes, there will certainly be challenges. So get moving and get busy dealing with them right away. Once you start, the momentum begins to build. Once you start, you'll find a workable way to finish. Take the first step on a journey, and the next step comes a little more smoothly. As each step prepares the way for the next, your momentum begins to carry much of the load. The way to get where you want to be is to start from where you are. Now is when you can surely begin to make your best possibilities come

My Kinda Woman
An old man and woman were married for many years, even though they hated each other. When they had a confrontation, screaming and yelling could be heard deep into the night. The old man would shout, "When I die, I will dig my way up and out of the grave and come back and haunt you for the rest of your life!" Neighbors feared him. They believed he practiced black magic because of the many strange occurrences that took place in their neighborhood. The old man liked the fact that he was feared. To everyone's relief, he died of a heart attack when he was 68. His wife had a closed casket at the wake. After the burial, she went straight to the local bar and began to party as if there was no tomorrow. Her neighbors, concerned for her safety, asked, "Aren't you afraid that he may indeed be able to dig his way up and out of the grave and come back to haunt you for the rest of your life?" The wife put down her drink and said, "Let him dig. I had him buried upside down....

Dave
Dave Doctor Dave had slept with one of his patients and he felt guilty all day long. No matter how much he tried to forget about it, he just couldn't. The guilt and sense of betrayal were overwhelming. But every once in a while he'd hear an internal, reassuring voice in his head that said: "Dave, don't worry about it. You aren't the first medical practitioner to sleep with one of their patients and you won't be the last. And you're single. Just let it go, Dave." But invariably another voice in his head would bring him back to reality, whispering: Dave............ Dave............ Dave............ "You're a veterinarian, you sick bastard".

Little Johnny Strikes Again
Little Johnny strikes again A grade school teacher in Kentucky asked her students to use the word "fascinate" in a sentence. Molly put up her hand and said, "My family went to my granddad's farm, and we all saw his pet sheep it was fascinating." The teacher said, "That was good, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate, not fascinating". Sally raised her hand. She said, "My family went to see Rock City and I was fascinated." The teacher said, "Well, that was good Sally, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate." Little Johnny raised his hand. The teacher hesitated because she had been burned by Little Johnny before. She finally decided there was no way he could damage the word "fascinate", so she called on him. Johnny said, "My aunt Gina has a sweater with ten buttons, but her tits are so big she can only fasten eight." The teacher sat down and cried.

School Bush
President George W. Bush goes to a primary school to talk to the kids to get a little good press. After his talk he offers question time. One little boy puts up his hand and George asks him his name. "Stanley," responds the little boy. "And what is your question, Stanley?" "I have 4 questions: First, why did the USA invade Iraq without the support of the UN? Second, why are you President when Al Gore got more votes? Third, whatever happened to Osama Bin Laden?" Fourth, why are we so worried about gay-marriage when 1/2 of all Americans don't have health insurance? Just then, the bell rings for recess. President Bush informs the kiddies that they will continue after recess. When they resume George says, "OK, where were we? Oh, that's right, question time. Who has a question?" Another little boy puts up his hand. George points him out and asks him his name. "Steve," he responds. "And what is your question, Steve?" "Actually, I have 6 questions. First,

Where Is God
Two little boys, ages 8 and 10, are excessively mischievous. They are always getting into trouble and their parents know all about it. If any mischief occurs in their town, the two boys are probably involved. The boys' mother heard that a preacher in town had been successful in disciplining children, so she asked if he would speak with her boys. The preacher agreed, but he asked to see them individually. So the mother sent the 8 year old first, in the morning, with the older boy to see the preacher in the afternoon. The preacher, a huge man with a booming voice, sat the younger boy down and asked him sternly, "Do you know where God is, son?" The boy's mouth dropped open, but he made no response, sitting there wide-eyed with his mouth hanging open. So the preacher repeated the question in an even sternertone, "Where is God?!" Again, the boy made no attempt to answer. The preacher raised his voice even more and shook his finger in the boy's face and bellowed, "Where

My Twins .....
are home from their fathers. They here living in Regina, Sask for 9 months. They finally told me they wanted to come home. They hate it out there and hated a few other things too. My mother, god bless her, got on a plane from Vancouver BC at 7am. Landed in Regina hours later, with a hour and a half to kill. And then flied back with my twin girls. So yes. She went out there to meet them at the airport and came back. Got to love mommys ...... some times .. lol. Anyways, I just want to share that my girls are finally home with me. Everyone have an awsome day. Thanks Valley

Military Friends Album
Hey everyone! As you all know I am trying to put together an album for all the military people and families. Well I have room for six more pics so if i havent added your pic yet and you would like me too please hit me up. And please take the time to stop by the album and show all our fellow service men and women a lil love. lots of love sexy army momma...aka...crystal

Some Changes
Well today is a new day and my mind is totally blank for once I have no thoughts as things are inveiling themself to me more and more everyday. Ive been though some crazy emotions these last few days but I think today I am okay with them and I know that within time these emotions will fade away at least I hope they will. Sometimes being around certain people in your life helps to ease the emotions and helps with the hurt that youeve felt in your life or for a time. I find myself sitting here now and thinking about recent events and Im not real sure as how to process it all but Im sure within time those things will work themself out to and if not then the wounds will heal and I will cowgirl up lol. Im not one to sit around long an dwell on things as Ive seen other folks do you meet people in your life every day some make lasting impressions upon your heart and soul while others just fade away. Sometimes when people step back and take a look around at all the beautiful things in their l

Why Why Why!!
Why are people so persistant in the pursuit of strangers and trying to get them to do stranger things. Life is short meeting new people is supposed to be an enlightening experience not a horrifice creepy nightmare. Loosen Up People!!! Get A Grip and Have Some Fun,,, I am !!

Another Poem :)
A Friends Love Time ticks away on a clock I cannot stop, While the woman of my dreams slowly walks away, I smile in happiness for the friend that I adore, Even though the tears well up and start to pour, I try to hold them in and think of the times When we would talk and she would be so kind, Her voice like an angel and her skin so soft, All the men flocked to her but she held me aloft, Her laugh was so cute and her Grrrr so sexy, A goddess she is and forever will be, My heart may ache from here on out But please do not let it bring any doubt, That you are the most wonderful woman on Earth Caring and loving and making me wish that I could surf My fingers through your hair just once, Holding you close and caressing your cheek I kiss you once and start to feel weak, For I have given you all my love and blessing And will forever love you from this day forward. Eric 05/05/06

My Own Shit
I really hate niggas who turn bitch in an instant/ those the type of niggas I try to keep at a distance/ For instance, I know a nigga who hail from flint/ Owed money, couldn't pay, got slapped like a bitch/ Turned around, took off in a full on sprint/ Niggas like him I can't be seen with/ Cuz I'm the type of nigga whose nuts is all brass/ Pass on the gossip, but knuckle up fast/ Never ran from beef, I love meat/ Fry it up and serve it with a side of heat/ Pride is deep so its hard to back down/ If I do count to ten, and I'll be back round/ with a glock in my fist and some extra rounds/ mug tow up ready to straight det you clowns/ See, I need niggas like that to roll with/ I'm on parole shit so the heat you hold it/ no problem, matta fact, gimme back the revolva/ I gotta keep strap'd up, the streets is call'n/ No gat then I'm brawl'n, the last one fall'n/ Big balls, texas hold'em and I'm all in/ But you niggas try to ease on back/ Stay out the spotlight cuz the G's

Shards
Broken pieces, memories, little things Once they were whole. Now the pieces can't connect. Were they even one at one time? Seems impossible. Once they did attach, Like the form of two bodies, The perfect form, the perfect shape, Like two minds connected, Meant to be together. I can't remember how they went How did they fit? Too long, too many lies, too many deceptions. Nothing lasts forever, All must crumble in time. And in the End, All but a Pile of Shards Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

The Sinking Of Innocence
A touch, a caress My mind lulls The pure exstacy I sink, I wish not to stand Wish not to rise To be petted To be held Taken to a place that I have never been before A touch , so tender So comforting I lay there and close my eyes I feel, something within Something released My hands fall to my sides, again Firmer, Harder, Faster Soul racing, to much I scream Holding tight, never wanting to let go Keep me near Turn me, twist me, make me hurt Pain and Pleasure To be used again So fast , I scream again then on me Never letting go Screaming - faster Pure insanity, pure rush Again, never ending, lost control I am not me , I am His He has me, He controls me No freedom, No Me Only Him I think I am Him and He is Me Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

My Sascha
I see you smile, when I speak I see the love swell in your eyes When I step silently from the shadows I feel your heart race As I take you in my arms My body stiffens at your touch You lay your head upon My chest and let your hair fall You listen to my heart and You hear it say...I love you To which your heart Answers the same...I love you You whisper my name...Danny I whisper yours ...Sascha You are My childe, My Lover, My Wife My Sascha Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince This was written in 2001 when Sascha and I were together. She remains a dear friend and still holds a special place in my heart. Best of luck to you and your new love, Sascha. My blessings to the both of you for a long and happy life together.

To Be Touched
To be touched by the hand of love Knowing it would never hurt me Only bring peace that I have search for To see it before and only pray it will remain To comfort me and love me on a bad day To just say I understand how u feel And to see what lies deep inside Beyond the Beast with in To the soul of the man hidden deep within A soul needing to be touched A quickening of a dead heart Watching what was lost long ago Bloom once again and know that it has Happened , even over the internet Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince As u see a lot of my poetry shows my inner feelings that at time I have a hard time talking about my feelings. And poetry is my release. My ability to share what I feel. A way to deal with the torture of my past .

We Are Bound
We are bound in love We are bound at the soul We are bound with blood and silver Your scent awakens me Your touch enflames me When our lips touch The passion deep within ignites My dreams are with you, always I ache to hold you in my arms Even if only for the few short hours We steal every night My soul, my heart, and my mind Scream the love I have for you My love deepening for you each and every time we are together Our bond stronger now, but still grows stronger Through good times and bad Our souls screaming for each other Our hearts beating as one Our minds linked together Our souls soaring to the sky Alive in the Night Air Alive with each other ~Forever~ Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

Born To Darkness
Is the death of the mortal body It is the rebirth into the night To look through new eyes To watch the night come alive As never before The light of the Moon Reflecting off the land and the sea To bathe the night in silvery light To see as a cat would The brightness of the stars The deepness of the colors in all you see The hues that come alive To hear the creatures that share the night To hear the mortals of the world, their whispers To hear their heart's beat. To smell the sunlight's sweet fragrance Just after sunset, flowers fragrant in the twilight air To touch the world, as if for the first time Feeling the warmth and softness To savor this world , as if a childe To feel love and passion , as never before To feel hate and anger, as never before I was born to Darkness on Samhian I am a Vampire Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

Lost In Love
the touch of your hand Upon My skin The touch of my hand Upon your skin Tingling, as our souls Reach for the other Feeling our souls embrace The warmth as our love covers us Bringing peace to us both Our love flowing to the other As the blood we've shared flows within Our desires slowly rising Lost in the touch of Love Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

Pet Peeve
I know a lot of people rant on here through bulletins and I can understand that. I'm going to vent about one of of my pet peeves about this site. I actually added this to a bulletin, so that's why the phrasing is odd, but I copied and pasted it here just to let people know where I stand with this kind of thing. I know that there are assholes, users and abusers on here. I can understand wanting to warn others about a potential jerk so they don't hurt or annoy someone else. If you feel you must do this, that's your prerogative, but I have to take issue with your language. You complain about someone calling you first grade names but then you turn around and do the same. If someone was an asshole to you, you can by all means call them out on it, but please refrain from using the words fag, faggot, queer or gay to denote something negative. It's rude, offensive and hateful. I am usually pretty much live and let live, but the use of those words in that way really irks me. If you were rea

Comment Your Score
Check off the stupid things you have done. DO NOT include explanations! Level One ( ) Smoked A Cigarette ( ) Smoked A Cigar ( ) Smoked Weed ( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex ( ) Drank Alcohol SO FAR: Level 2 ( ) Are / Been In Love ( ) Been Dumped ( ) Shoplifted ( ) Been Fired ( ) Been In A Fist Fight SO FAR: Level 3 ( ) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House ( ) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back ( ) Been Arrested ( ) Made Out With A Stranger ( ) Gone Out On A Blind Date SO FAR: Level 4 ( ) Had A Crush On An Older Person ( ) Skipped School ( ) Slept With A Co-worker ( ) Seen Someone Die SO FAR: Level 5 ( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your MYSPACE Friends ( ) Been To Paris ( ) Been To Spain ( ) Been On A Plane ( ) Thrown Up From Drinking SO FAR: Level 6 ( ) Eaten Sushi(This is NOT STUPID!) ( ) Been Snowboarding ( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace ( ) Been Mosh Pitting SO FAR: Level 7 ( ) Been In An Abusi

My Vampyre Strengths
You scored as Shadow walking. You have the ability to walk in shadows. A rare power not posessed by all vampires. Follow me, and experience all the powers the vampire enjoys. Come play with me!Shadow walking94%Telepathy81%Shape shift69%Perception69%Mind Control63%Charisma56%What vampiric power do you most possess?created with QuizFarm.com

Interveiw....
Ok some know but some don't know... I got a interveiw tonight at 8pm.. I know that sounds weird but it's for the newspaper here by me... This is gunns be my first actual design job interveiw... I gotta show portfolio and all... Some of ya from college remember my port.. So you know I need all the luck I can get.... LOL... I know it wasn't that bad but to me it sure as hell seemed it... Plus now I added some new shit in there that I don't think is port material but this guy told me to show anything I got since college that's been printed... I think I might get a in just cuz I'm ambitious enough to sell myself.. And willing to learn new shit just to gain expierience.... Well I will see how it goes and update ya all on what happens....

Strange Sex Laws
Yes, I'm THIS fucking bored!!! Note: The accuracy of these purported laws is questionable. -- In Bakersfield, California, anyone having intercourse with Satan must use a condom. (An asbestos one we presume.) [This also includes anyone who may be Spawn of Satan.] -- In Oblong, Illinois, it's punishable by law to make love while hunting or fishing on your wedding day. -- In Minnesota, it is illegal for any man to have sexual intercourse with a live fish. (Apparently it's OK for woman.) -- No man is allowed to make love to his wife with the smell of garlic, onions, or sardines on his breath in Alexandria, Minnesota. If his wife so requests, law mandates that he must brush his teeth. -- Warn your hubby that after lovemaking in Ames, Iowa, he isn't allowed to take more than three gulps of beer while lying in bed with you -- or holding you in his arms. -- Bozeman, Montana, has a law that bans all sexual activity between members of the opposite sex in

Search Has Ended
I was not new to the Vampiric ways. All my life I had been interested and intrigued by them. The yarning and desire of the Vampire filled my very soul. A soul that was crying out for something more. Something was missing so I searched and longed to find that place where I belonged, where I needed to be. One night not too long ago my searching came to an end when I was embraced by my Sires Ivorywolf and LrdSilverWolf. I was embraced on August 1st 2006 and my searching is finally over I have found out where I belong. I am new to the Gangrel ways but I am learning quickly.

Whispering Skies
For Peace that passeth understanding For hope to spring anew, cover me neath' the whipering skies let me find my strenght in you Follow me across the ocean swimming Deep within your eyes hoping to find a love so strong neath' the whipering skies Weave into my heart your song you sing so sweet allow for met ot fall for you completely neath' the whipering skies (want you) Love me for who I am take me for what I'm not, take frome my broken heart, and mend it tenderly as I tell you that I love you neath' the shipering skies Author: Carrie Stewart Pikeville, Tn

Quiz Thing2
I've been taking a lot of quizzes today...so be prepared for a bunch of blogs. You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain83%Passion42%Mysterious42%Diamond Eyes25%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Perspective (from Casthalo)
LITTLE PERSPECTIVE ON LIFE Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. -- -- You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. -- -- You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at, as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. -- -- You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt -- -- You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. -- -- You talk trash on your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. -- -- You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls guys. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. -- -- You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off h

Go Me!
so i called a doctor's office at Vanderbilt today. I have a consoltation on 17 October to get my playboy bunny removed. yeah its going to suck bc it has meaning behind it, but it was a stopid place to put it. I will have pictures of the removal process. my mom made a good point that if i keep it it will make it hard for me to get a great job as a teacher. oh well, More later i think. Oh yeah! david bought me a wireless keyboard and mouse today for my computer! YAY!!! i love him so much! ~Dark Queen

Heart Ache
why does love hurt so much?she broke my heart,yet i still love her.am i a glutton for punishment?she chose good times over a good guy.and that hurts.but as i sit here this very moment,i cant help but feel like the loneliest guy alive.wishing i could hear her voice,her laugh.but that will never happen.i just want to be happy...no i deserve to be happy...but i guess thats for another day!

In Loving Memory
CAMP PENDLETON, Calif.(March 2, 2006)Karla Comfort received a lot of looks and even some salutes from people when she drove from Benton, Ark., to Camp Pendleton, Calif., in her newly-painted, custom Hummer H3 March 2. The vehicle is adorned with the likeness of her son, 20-year-old Lance Cpl. John M. Holmason, and nine other Marines with F Company, 2nd Battalion, 7th Marine Regiment, 1st Marine Division who where all killed by the same improvised explosive device blast in Fallujah, Iraq, in December. For Karla Comfort, having the vehicle air brushed with the image of the 10 Marines was a way to pay homage to her hero and his fellow comrades who fell on Iraq's urban battlefield."I wanted to let people know (Marines) are doing their jobs honorably, and some of them die," said the 39-year-old from Portland, OR "I don't want people to forget the sacrifices that my son and the other Marines made." Leading up to her son's death, Karla Comfort had received several letters from him prior to hi

Oh Whatta Day!!!
Hey all:)how is every1 today?im good:)....Well i had a very eventful day at work.Lets see it all started when i got up at 10:15am and was supose to be at work for 10:30....ya...but my boss said it was ok.....so i got every1 coffee.I got my Ex Large tripple tripple and i was really tired cause i stayed up untill 6am this morning....dont ask me why lol!so while every1 was doing what they normally do...i was slow as hell....I mean it was like i was in the Matrix.....everything i did was slow and i had my coffee so i was supose to be really hyper..but instead i was matrix slow......looks like i used a lil too much focus....lol all day i was saying "The Matrix has me:O!!!!"and every1 was were not slow.....but you are...ok thats just nuts!but atleast i get my bday off tomorrow:D:D:D:D:D:D and what am i goin to do.......dont kno yet but its somethin:P:P:P:P:Phehehe....so in other news....my bday is tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!The MOTHER OF ALL COUNTDOWNS HAS STARTED!!!!!!!!1DAY!!!!!!!!!:d:d:d:d:d:d:d:

Ha Ha Ha Bitches Marcus Is Mine!!!!
my Marcus: baby i love the way that you love me. i thought that love could never be. im so happy that you care for me the way you do. you make me smile and happy when im blue. you are my girl and my everything. i cant wait till i see you when i give you a ring. please believe that you are the only one for me. i will be married to you so everyone can see. i love you baby more than you believe. Baby will you be my wife and marry me

Why Is It That Only Whites Can Be Racists?
WHY IS IT THAT ONLY WHITES CAN BE RACISTS? If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives, we'd be racists. If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships, you know we'd be racists. There are over 60 openly proclaimed Black Colleges in the US, yet if there were "One White college" that would be a racist college. In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and rights. If we marched for our race and rights, you would call us racists. You are proud to be black, brown, yellow and orange, and you're not afraid to announce it. But when we announce our white pride, you call us racists.I am proud. But, you call me a racist. Why is it that only whites can be racists?

How Do Guys Rate You
Men See You As Desirable Men often find you immediately attractive and sensual You're honesty is refreshingly beautiful ... it draws guys in You are also able to be open with your feelings with no emotional baggage Packing light means you enjoy new relationships easily How Do Men See You?

Ah, The Mammaries.
Remember that time you were all alone in your bed and you thought of me for some reason and you started to like touch your breastules and stuff and then you realized that the reason you were thinking about me was because I had poked you with a pointed stick earlier that day and that was pretty mean of me and you stopped touching your breastules because mean guys are so not a turn on to chicks and junk? Remember that? haha. Good times.

Sick On Top Of It
Hey everyone, if you don't catch me on the little time I am on here its because on top of dealing with my mom I am also sick and trying to get better. I will be on more when my life settles down and I am feeling up to it. Hugs everyone and love ya melissa, robert, and penny

Its True
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... How Hot Are You? MY RESULT:3rd-Degree Burns Hot Intense, fiery heat that could land someone in the emergency room if they’re not careful. Daaaaamn, you got some heat. It’s the kind of heat that begs for air conditioning. The kind of heat that weathermen warn you about and your mom won’t let you go outside in unless you’re wearing sunscreen and a wide-brimmed hat. How’d you get so hot? Well, it’s probably your hot attitude, your semi-filthy mind, your love to party and your sexy sense of adventure. Or it could just be a faulty thermostat. Either way, yowza!! Take This Quiz!

Later...maybe
I caught a cold; well the summer is over so it’s time to get sick again. New day new excuses same old story, next week. But tomorrow never comes, right? But then maybe… I am waiting for her letter and it’s a funny thing to experience how I make others feel most of the time and somehow I know if it was my turn it would take even more time and this “your turn” “my turn” stuff is silly anyway… but then… Then this and then that and I miss the Cafés and the feeling of my pen, so next week maybe…

Good Friend
I would like to give a GREAT BIG 10+ for CrazyDave.....His art work is awesome.........He is a good friend that asks no favors in return, just a thank you makes him happy.....always make sure that a thank you is given when a friend does something sweet for you.....Most of the time thats all they want! Once again, Thank You Soooooo Much CrazyDave for your awesome art work.......Me and Forrest are both very pleased with what you did for us...... Hugs and Kisses M'Lady Tina

Getting To Work On Time (reposted)
Getting to work on time Ok...I posted this FUCKING blog TWICE NOW! And MySpace has erased it BOTH times...it's fucking PISSING ME OFF!!! I swear if it fucks up ONE MORE TIME I'm gonna poke out Tom's eye with a spork and skullfuck him. Anywho...Life has a way of throwing you curveballs...you never know whats gonna happen next. I frequently find myself leaving late for work, so I need to make up massive amounts of time on my drive.Due to things such as unexpected phone calls, getting caught up in porn, procrastinating too long, whatever...I wind up leaving 20-30 mins late quite frequently. However, I can make up at least 20 minutes on my drive...and today I'll teach you how. Driving aggressively 101 - First off: swerving. Swerving is a useful tool when your driving. It can be used to warn other drivers of your intentions. Such as the unintentional swerve.This can best be achieved with a package of french fries or some other food item in your hand...you slowly drift towards the dr

Yay!
Well I get to go to Little Rock tomorrow...and I am really excited. I wont be back until Sunday afternoon so I wont be online until then. Hopefully I will get to see Dade...but if not it will be ok...maybe I will some other time. Hope you guys will miss me...:D BisexualVampyre

What Goddess Are You?
You Are Aphrodite! A total shining star with a ton of admirers And no wonder: you live life to the fullest! When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on What Goddess Are You?

Cop Killing..
I don't understand WTF is wrong with people in todays world. Kidnapping babies while slashing the mothers throat, shooting kids in school, killing cops over a fucking speeding ticket. It seems thats all the news, online or on TV, carry anymore. It's sad that a cop (and his K9)lost his life today. Even sadder that he leaves behind a wife with 3 children over something a stupid as this. sad indeed... http://www.tampabay.com/

My First Blog.
Here it is 2 days until showtime and I cut my hand a work. It is a good cut too right across my palm. But the show must go on and I will play my drums for the full hour. Problem is that I am a bit worried about the lack of practise. We will be playing at The Apple Festival in Ruthven Ontario at 1:00 at Colasantis tropical Gardens if you happen to be around lol.

Get Through The New Day
"Get through the new day" Every once in awhile I can lose everything; I lose my way home My heart then refuses to sing I've been losing my mind I've been looking around; Wondering what's happening. If I've truly be found. Is there something missing Was it truly ever gone? When I think I've found it I wake up to the new dawn. I curse the mornings I welcome the night; My Angel breaks through Then embraces me by candle light. Her warmth surrounds me Tears wash my sins away; I hold her love close It helps me get through the new day. Jeremy Danes Copyright ©2006 Jeremy Danes

Segments Of A Broken Heart (for A High School Love)
The smell in the air was fresh and He was on my mind Memories of the past where all he left behind I let it not get to me the sound of his goodbye But his voice was trapped within me and it darked up the sky A Feeling of entrapment was also present too My heart began to break but the sky was getting blue The suddenly the phone rang and he was on the line I asked him why he left me but he didn't reply. I thought the past when we laught and cried the time we spent together I knew had suddenly died. Author: Sharon Walz Chattanooga, Tn

Serious Matters
Originally posted Wednesday, January 25, 2006 In the wake of news about travel issues, I dug this out to post to my blog. I think it puts a lot of things into perspective, particularly about flying. Never let it be said that ground crews and engineers lack a sense of humor. Here are some actual logged maintenance complaints by QANTAS pilots and the corrective action recorded by mechanics. By the way, Qantas is supposedly the only major airline that has never had an accident. P = the problem the pilots entered in the log. S = the solution or corrective action taken by the mechanics. P: Test flight OK, except autoland very rough. S: Autoland not installed on this aircraft. P: Something loose in cockpit. S: Something tightened in cockpit. P: Dead bugs on windshield. S: Live bugs on backorder. P: Autopilot in altitude-hold mode produces a 200-fpm descent. S: Cannot reproduce problem on ground. P: Evidence of leak on right main landing gear. S: Evidence removed.

Taking A Drive
A man and his wife were driving through country on his way from New York to California. Looking at his fuel gauge, he decided to stop at the next gasoline station and fill up. About 15 minutes later, he spots a Mobil station and pulls over to the high octane pump. "What can I do for y'all?" asks the attendant. "Fill `er up with high test," replies the driver. While the attendant is filling up the tank, he's looking the car up and down. "What kinda car is this?" he asks. "I never seen one like it before." "Well," responds the driver, his chest swelling up with pride, "this, my boy is a 1999 Cadillac DeVille." "What all's it got in it?" asks the attendant. "Well," says the driver, "it has everything. It's loaded with power steering, power seats, power sun roof, power mirrors, AM/FM radio with a 10 deck CD player in the trunk with 100 watts per channel, 8 speaker stereo, rack and pinion steering, disk brakes all around, leather interior, digital instrument package, and best of all,

Its Simple And Dont Cheat!
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Retribution
Sixteen in my hands and a ruck on my back, off to a war now, no time to look back. I'll hold you once more and then I must go. Remember me babe if I don't make it back. No use cryin’ for me, just let me leave. I'm gonna come back babe, just wait and see. Steel rain all around me hope I stay dry. Stench of death in the air as I lay down some fire. Airborne all the way, so I know I'll survive. They're on the run now with fear in their eyes. No where to run to, they got no where to hide. They're being chased now, the Cav’s in the sky. All American Airborne, Screamin' Eagles too, 44th MEDCOM, the third and fourth I-D. Army Rangers, Special Force Group, the Big Red 1 baby has 'em on the run.

Bad Week
Fist home life has been really bad. MY autistic son has had a rough week and it has been xtremely hard on me, the othe half is PMS'ing and my Dom is still in Florida! OMG I need a hot bath and a jug of rum!..Ok I would settle for some warm arms and soft words!

Blow Me Pt. 2
Well this day just keeps getting better and better. Nicholas is very tired and won't go to sleep, so my mom is tryin now to get him to sleep. When my A/C leaked all over my room I had all my clothes that needed to be washed in a bag. Well my mom thought it was trash and threw them away. I seriously have almost no clothes at all. I went from havin' like 50 shirts to like 4 or 5 and most of my pants yeah GONE. I'm so freakin upset it just sucks. It seems like things just keep getting harder and harder. I don't wanna do it alone anymore. I just need to get away.....

I'm Pissy
Still trying to figure out how this damn thing works...or doesn't work. I posted a blog a day or two ago...had two people comment on it..but I could not reread it..let alone understand what I had said in my blog. (you'd think I'd know). It was gobbledygook looked like HTML mistakes to me. Thanks for commenting creamy and BBW...I had to delete...it was scary!! some words mine some not... LMAO...beotches...love ya

I Am A Nerd V.v
Ok whats up all...i have no clue why i am posting but i just felt like it cause thats just how i roll...well what i pretty much did today was woke up, tripped over my feet and hit the floor (that was rather lame of me). I went to school and first thing i did was ran into the door...well the door opend and i was right behide it and got smacked. it was kind of funny then anything. well later that day somebody threw a football for me to catch...well he over threw it and i decided i should run back to get it...well interesting thing was i ran right up a wall. i slammed into the sucker i think i dented it. well things finally settled and were going well...until later when my Jeep just wouldn't start. yeah it died so i had to call my friend up and have the jump start it for me. took about 30 minutes for him to get there. well after he got the and got it running we headed out to go get some Coffee and just relax and finish school work. But yesh...this was the day of the dork. i had such a mes

B.c Here Comes Roxy!
Well am getting ready for my big move across Canada!! Am really excited to meet my husband's mom and her husband.. Also My husbands Uncle Mike. I Have Talked To My Husbands Mom Over The Internet For Almost 3 Years,, And I Have Been Dying To Meet Her!! It's Also Great That Scarlett Gets To Meet Her Other Grandma!! And I Also Think The Change Of Area Will Help All 3 Of Us Out,, A Fresh Start In A New Place Is What We Need!! Sooo Oct 1 We Are All Off To Fort St John B.C!!! The Trip Will Be Interesting LOL

Thank You
last few days i been little down on myself and out of the 150 or so people that i have as friends on here 1 person has stood out with there smart ass comments and inane blogs to make me crack a smile here or there. i just wanted to say thank you and that you kick ass. and if anyone wants a good friend here is link go show her some love and if your lucky as me you will realize she a cool as hecll person and great person to have as a friend thanks 4ever me@ LostCherry

Dear Cookie Monster
Dear Cookie Monster, Recently I wrote a letter to your aquaintance Big Bird, Voicing my concern about his suspicious activites involving a certain 'friend' of his. Today im writing to you to voice some concerns that myself and your friends on Sesame Street have about you. Its time to wake up Cookie and recognize that you have a problem. Cookies have consumed you my furry blue friend. All you talk about is cookies. How many you have, when you can get more, what kind they are, how big or small. We are worried about you Cookie, you seem to prowl around Sesame street looking for your next fix, the kids on the street are afraid to carry their Oreos or chocolate chip cookies on them, in the fear that you might jump them on the street. The final straw was last week when there was a robbery at Hoopers store and on site they found a scruff of blue fur. We know it was you Cookie, The surveillance cameras caught you as you picked up your bad of money an

This Is Silly... Boobs
i keep getting made fun of cuz i have none... how sad is that ... all my hunk friends are like look.. i have more than you.. its silly and makes me giggle... but i want more tits! lol just thought i might through this out there...

Thinking Of You
Well, it has been awhile, and I miss the sweet taste of your lips, the scent of your skin the heat of your touch, the beauty of your love. Let us come toether again so we can look into eachothers eyes and sense the sincerity of the future of forever.

My Life
my life is but a dream it`s nuthing but a fantasy, where i make things become realityin my world,i could have anyone in my dream my dream is but things dat r full of emotions emotions dat i feel for my 1 and only true luv but the only ding is that its not fully luved becuase my true luv i have not yet found if i had found my true luv he would be by my side 24/7 always there to cheer me up wen my days r down givvin me hugs and kisses becuase he truely luvs me but my life is just da begining of a new dream every day w/ a new fary tale

Whats Your Sexual Style?
You scored as Exciting. You are exciting, people want to fuck your brains out and you know it. Whether it's in an airplane or on the back of the bus, sex with you is always exciting.Hot100%Exciting100%Wet100%Soft94%Sweet63%Violent44%Awkward13%Shy0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Cuando No Estes Aqui
cuando no veo a nadie en mi lado pienso en ti cuando piensoen ti te qiueroa mi lado cuando estoy erids del corazon quiero que me aces sonreir. cuando estoysola quiero que etes junto ami cuando no estes aqui yo lloro y lloro asta se me terminan los lagrimas de dolor cuando no etes aqui mis gritospara ti, y mis pensamientos de ti nunca se acaban. me duele el corazon cuando estoamos separados , mu precupada popr ti y solo para tinunca y de nadie te pueden quitarte de mi vista o mis sentimients que traigo para ti ay dios,tengoun amor tan grande que no hay posobelidad que puede caver aqui en este mundo Y por ultima ves dejame besar tus labois , te di un beso mas pero te juroque hoy es demasiado,quisiera pedir que no te fueras de mi lado , pero tu amor se me solto, ya no podia verte nunca , pero todavia te quiero desde este momento de hoy,si eran tan separables nuestrasvidas porque hoy nada es igual , te amo tanto corazon no me dejes sola, tus bebsos son mu

Suicide Series.
Sometimes life is hard and sometimes life is easy just like spinning round it can make you queasy People can be cruel and people can be nice occasionally youre wrong, occasionally youre right At times I sit and stare my thoughts all full of wonder knowing all the time my birth was just a blunder I tire of myself and everyone around thinking of what happens after were six feet underground Is there one true God or is he even real I think that if he does exist he doesnt really feel For all the trouble the world is in are we expected not to sin If we were made to live and die what was our purpose in his eye To spread the word and do his will while all this time we all are ill As hate is spread and only our outsides read it seems as if no one uses their head We all are equal, we all bleed the same is it fair to judge a person because of their name Appearances mean everything to most people today no one really listens to what another has to say The news shows so much h

I'm Bad!
Sorry I'm really bad at the whole friends stuff.I try to ten everyones profile and pics but never seem to keep in contact with anyone!Typical guy wants ya, gets ya then in a flash he forgets about ya!At least I know my short comings.And if I haven't stopped by lately.Forgive me I'm a guy.I would say I'll stop in soon but that would probably be a lie(HEHE)and we don't wanna add that to the list of things I am!peace out

Suicide Series
Why do people think they understand my pain they know nothing, they think from it I gain My outside shell is happy and gay but I think about suicide everyday I seem like I complain about my past people suffer worse but still they last If life were easy faith wouldn't be needed With God I know I've pleaded Tears can't be shown my father made that known I hold back and hide my feelings no one knows that fake me they're seeing Love is the answer to my hurts I sit here and watch silently from my perch I quietly observ the passers by knowing they have no clue I want to die I'm always smiling and saying hi on the inside all I do is cry Sometimes it's like all I do is fight I hate it but love it, my thoughts at night Tears can't be shown my father made that known I hold back and hide my feelings no one knows that fake me they're seeing

True Sunshine
True Sunshine A start of the day signified by the sunrise, A new beginning, the arrival of another chance, To see the sunrise is to see true beauty, A chance to see the true light of your eyes. Hold strong for the rise of the sun, Take a breath and remember its glory, Find the strength to face the day from this. Find hope to see yourself as you would be. The sunrise is the mark of the beginning, It holds the truth for the start, a search, But a search for what you ask, It is a search to see your Sunshine. For as the sunrise starts the day, It is the Sunshine that lights it, But this light comes not from the sun, This is the light you see within another. For the time this person wakes, To the time this person falls asleep, So marks the start and end of your day, It is this person that gives light to your heart. So rise when your Sunshine rises, Sleep when your Sunshine sleeps, Remember their beauty for it is grand, For you know it is for them in which you stand

A Journey
A Journey A journey of the mind, the body, of the soul, A means of discovery, to find yourself, For a road shall be present but with several paths, Choose your path without fear of mistake. A journey of the mind is to be thoughtful, A means to enlighten your self, To be knowledgeable and careful, Yet to be free to walk by your own strength. A journey of the body is to be strong, A means of building yourself in strength, To be broken down and rebuilt from within, A way to become the force behind your thought. A journey of the soul is to find peace, A means to become one with yourself, For you to become the bearer of your person, To carry your emotions for all of yourself. It is a journey of your equal, A search to find your companion, A desire to be complete, to have your heart filled, This journey is to become all that you wish for. This journey is like the stars, For solitude may wear on the patient as well, Like the shooting star you make your final journey,

"show Some Love"
Hey, hey all my sexy fellow cherries! My list is growing more & more everday...woohoo! But, there are alot of you that I never talk to, get comments from, or even a quick shoutout. So.....if you are one of those people, please let me know that you are very much alive & kicking...lol! The ones I dont hear from, I am gonna take off my list after a short time....I hate to do it, but truthfully, whats the use to just collect friends...who really aren't friends?!?!? I hope I hear from each & everyone of you soon, & relax all my peeps...I know everyone doesn't get on here every single day, so I am gonna wait a few days to give everyone a chance...so come on, show the love!!! XOXOXO

The Reason For Acting Odd
my father was murdered 11 yrs ago.... and he and i were very close and it happened just a couple months after having my daughter.... this next month is the most difficult for me sorry if I offend anyone or seem defensive... but i'm still suffering from post traumatic shock syndrome and well... i'm not handling this particular time very well.. just.. understand. thnx

Hollow Men
I: We are the hollow men We are the stuffed men Leaning together Headpiece filled with straw. Alas! Our dried voices, when We wisper together Are quiet and meaningless As wind in dry grass Or rats' feet over broken glass In our fry cellar Shape without form, shade without colour, Paralysed force, Gesture without motion; Those who have crossed With direct eyes, to death's other Kingdom Remember us -- if at all -- not as lost Violent souls, but only As the hollow men The stuffed men. II: Eyes I dare not meet in dreams In death's dream kingdom These do not appear: There, the eyese are Sunlight on a broken column There, is a tree swinging And voices are On the wind's singing More distant and more solemn Than a fading star. Let me be no nearer In death's dream kingdom Let me also wear Such deliberate disguises Rat's coat, crowskin, crossed staves In a field Behaving as the wind behaves No nearer -- Not that final me

First Entry
Creative title, eh? Oh well, deal with it. So what to say... I burned my hand today. Pretty bad, too. I took some codine, and it feels better. I can count 4 blisters, but from the middle of my palm all the way up my fingers hurts pretty bad. It's hard to play videos with one hand. It doesn't work so well. I got to play video games cause I had off today, which rocked! Kaity came home early from college, so we basically had the whole night to do whatever, which never happens. We played some video games, looked for Halloween costume ideas for me, had some dinner, played more video games. I know what I want to be for Halloween. A voodoo witch. I'm going to buy a rubber chicken and glue some feathers here and there on it to make it look plucked. I'm going to buy 2 shrunken heads and give them name tags that say "Shelby" and "Rodney." They are my ex's...for those of you who don't know. I think I basically have the costume planned out. It's going to be more goth than traditional v

Muscle Cars.............
Take the quiz: What kind of muscle car are you?1971 Plymouth BarracudaYou have a 1971 Plymouth Barracuda. You love beer. You love your car. It's fast as hell, and thats all that matters! And yes, it's got a hemi.....that's right I said a hemi!Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Pissy...
Well I get home and check out Deviant Art site where I have uploaded all of my artwork too. Well come to find out apparently those jackass say that my you are the reason artwork is a copywrite violation so they had to remove it..fuckers!! If you dont want your shit shown on a damn site then dont post it..or otherwise put copywrite on the damn thing..Yeah i know i shouldnt get pissy about this but damn cmon it was my own damn artwork i did the shit in psp and they had the balls to email me that shit..i just think its stupid, if they thought that picture was copywrite violation then they should have took down every single damn one of my artwork i had posted up on their site..I dont understand unless it was the fact that i used of of apnea's pictures in my artwork..then again that could be it..and if so sue me..lol geez everyone has artwork they do up from other pictures they have found on the internet..and yet only one of mine was subjected to removal. I just didnt figure it would be rem

Not For Everyone!
Before you read the following THIS IS NOT MY LIST! 1. Tea bag - As you are sitting on a girl's face, repeatedly dip your scrotum in and out of her mouth, similar to a tea bag in a cup of hot water. 2. Hot Lunch - While receiving head from a woman, you shit on her chest. (a.k.a. the Cleveland Steamer) 3. The Stranger - Sitting on your hand until it falls asleep and then jerking off, eliciting the feeling of a hand job from someone else. 4. Donkey Punch - Banging a girl doggy style and moments before you cum, sticking your dick in her ass, then punching her in the back of the head. This gives a tremendous sensation, but for it to work correctly, the girl must be knocked out so that her asshole tightens up. 5. Golden Shower - Any form of peeing on a girl. (aka: watersports) 6. Pearl Necklace - Well known. Whenever you cum on the neck/cleavage area of a girl, it takes on the look of beautiful jewelry. 7. Coyote - This occurs when you wake up in the room of a nasty skank and you

Friends
FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food. REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry. REAl FRiENDS: cry with you FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAl FRiENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you. REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile. REAl FRiENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRiENDS: Will take your drink

Catwalk Bitches Must Die!
Begone Oh Lofty Wenches to your Catwalks in the sky Begone and take thine graven image from before mine eye Stalk your way to paradise on six- inch, spike- heeled shoes And prattle to the Maker about fashion's changing hues Dent His ear eternally with gossip of rich men Force Him to endure your endless tripe, and then Reduce Him to a jellied heap with just one awesome stare Before you slip your tops off to bombard Him with your 'pair' Not those which He did give you, Oh No, dare I should jest! But ones which have been tweaked and puffed, deflated and the rest Show cheekbones which do arch, as none should ever do Then divest of all your clothing just to see what else is new To strut, to stalk, to pout, to pose, all this is everlasting Until such day as we can be, of you, completely blasting Get off our screens, out of our faces, begone before our eyes To torture not imperfect souls, from heaven's fluffy skies Depart at once, unto the all- eternal, divine- divide

Charles Schultz Philosophy
The following is the philosophy of Charles Schultz, the creator of the "Peanuts" comic strip. You don't have to actually answer the questions. Just read the e-mail straight through, and you'll get the point. 1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world. 2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners. 3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America. 4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer Prize. 5. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winners for best actor and actress. 6. Name the last decade's worth of World Series winners. How did you do? The point is, none of us remember the headliners of yesterday. These are no second-rate achievers. They are the best in their fields. But the applause dies. Awards tarnish. Achievements are forgotten. Accolades and certificates are buried with their owners . Here's another quiz. See how you do on this one: 1. List a few teachers who aided your journey throug

The Real Me!!!! Lmao
Great philosophy... I love it! 1. I don't do windows because... I love birds and don't want one to run into a clean window and get hurt. (I am compassionate) 2. I don't wax floors because... I am terrified a guest will slip, hurt themselves, I'll feel terrible and they may sue me. (I am careful and poor) 3. I don't mind the dust bunnies because... they are very good company, I have named most of them, and they agree with everything I say. (I am imaginative) 4. I don't disturb cobwebs because I want every creature to have a home of their own and my family loves spiders. (I am kind) 5. I don't Spring Clean because... I love all the seasons and don't want the others to get jealous. (I am fair minded) 6. I don't plant a garden because... I don't want to get in God's way, he is an excellent designer. (I am courteous) 7. I don't put

Could This Really Happen!!!! I Think It Could....miracles Happen All The Time
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped inside her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; "She struggled to get free," But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused "On where the back seat once had been," But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; "She did not hear them cry, " "And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, "

Poison
Your cruel device your blood like ice one look could kill my pain, your thrill I wanna love you, but I better not touch (don't touch) I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop I wanna kiss you, but I want it too much I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison. You're poison running through my veins, you're poison,I don't wanna break these chains. Your mouth so hot your web, I'm caught your skin, so wet black lace, on sweat I hear you calling and it's needles and pins (and pins) I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name Don't wanna touch you, but you're under my skin (deep in) I wanna kiss you but your lips are venomous poison. You're poison running through my veins,you're poison, I don't wanna break these chains. Poison... One look could kill my pain, your thrill I wanna love you, but I better not touch (don't touch) I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to

With This Ring
WITH THIS RING Take me by the hand and let me change your name, from this moment on we will never be the same. together we will be joined as in one body and soul, till death do us part, to have and to hold. If there is one thing that I ever wanted in my life, it would be to stay with you forever, as husband and wife. every single time our lips meet and kiss, i am lifted to a state of heavenly bliss. i feel this is something that need to be said, with this ring I thee wed.

Love
Whyy is it everytime i fall in love i end up getting hurt in some way. im not saying anii names to this one cause that wouldnt be good, especially for me. I just dont understand whyy im always getting hurt when it comes to fuk*in relationships. should i just quit dayting or something so i DONT get hurt. riight now theres only ONE guy in my life. im not saying whoo but my close friends and family kno who. he is the ONLY guy i wanna be with. ive tried bein wit sum1 else but it just doesnt work. aniiways if anii1 has an idea of what i should do..dropp me a line cause im usually always hurre. peace peoples -Krista

I Am A Woman~~poem
I shave my legs, I sit down to pee, And I can justify any shopping spree. Don't go to a barber, But a beauty salon, I can het a massage without a hard-on. I can balance the checkbook, I can pump my own gas, Can talk to my friends About the size of my ass. My beauty's a masterpiece, and yes, it takes long. At least I can admit. to others when I'm wrong. I don't drive in circles, at any cost. And I don't have a problem, admitting I'm lost. I never forget, an important date. You just gotta deal with it, I'm usually late. I don't watch movies with lots of gore. Don't need instant replay, to remember the score. I won't lose my hair, I don't get jock itch. And just cause I'm assertive, Don't call me a bitch. Don't say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her. In your dreams,my dear, I can do better! Flowers are o'kay, But jewelry's best. Look at me you idiot... Not at my chest??? I don't have a problem, With expressing my feelings.

Love
Slow down for three minutes to read this. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 "Love is when m

I Wish.......
"There's a wish that has been handed down from other generations. When we say 'I wish you enough,' we are wanting the other person to have a life filled with just enough good things to sustain them. So with that explained........ I WISH YOU ENOUGH....... "I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive. I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish enough "Hello's" to get you through the final "Goodbye."

Sex Sex Sex
So what is it about sex blogs that is so interesting? I was looking at the blogs again and over 75% of them are about sex in one way or another. Should I write porn stories? Would more people read my blog if I wrote about sex? The answer is definately YES. Look at the top blogs. Some married couple thinks its cute to talk about how fun it is to share each other and tell the world about it. I mean I like sex, you like sex, so what! Is LC turning into interactive porn? Are that many people on here not having sex? Or is it that they are having really bad sex that they need to get on here and look at pics, read about it, then talk to someone they will never meet about it? Ya know, whenI was younger I learned that only little boys and whores kissed and told. To be honest, I dont really care how many dicks the little fat girl in the top 10 sucked, or why she likes it. (there goes my internet popularity) The really funny thing is, it is all for show, all for attention. Do you really think

Sotd - The Singer
This band should have been super huge! The last time I saw them would definitely be one of my Top 5 fave concerts ever! Too bad they're not around anymore :( by Jump Little Children The singer steps forward He is not a torch song hero He is not the embodiment of a soul brother The unassumed troubadour sings to himself softly But not a word escapes his lips They don't even try His words would rather stay with him as long as possible But his melody is for me and you I prefer to be alone when you're not around Sometimes when I speak I can't stand the sound Of my voice, this great big destructive machine That takes to much time to say what it means They tell me that my father is sick once again With the plague that has decimated many old men I settle once more to the long sad dread That reminds me that all loved ones soon will be dead This is why I spend so much time making love to you In your arms I was searching for things that were true This is why I spend

Women Drivers
I was riding to work yesterday when I observed a female driver cut right in front of a pickup truck causing him to have to drive on to the shoulder to avoid hitting her. This evidently angered the driver enough that he hung his arm out his window and flipped the woman off. "Man, that guy is stupid!" I thought to myself. I ALWAYS smile nicely and wave in a sheepish manner whenever a female does anything to me in traffic and here's why: I drive 48 miles each way every day to work, that's 96 miles each day. Of these, 16 miles each way is bumper-to-bumper. Most of the bumper-to-bumper is on an 8 lane highway so if you just look at the 7 lanes I am not in, that means I pass something like a new car every 40 feet per lane. That's 7 cars every 40 feet for 32 miles. That works out to be 982 cars every mile, or 31,424 cars. Even though the rest of the 32 miles is not bumper to bumper, I figure I pass at least another 4000 cars. That brings the number

My Own Shit
Days is long, nights is an eternity/ Thats why I smoke dro til the roaches be burn'n me/ Cops, they be learn'n my moves earn'n me felonies/ Seven on my sheet, parole officer be tail'n me/ But never will I ever be scared to do me/ They say,"Tone you conceited", nah, who me/ Naw not me, thats Stuup/ He the grimy nigga, conive'n and throw'n niggas for loops/ But we are one in the same, we had the same judge/ When he sentenced us to 3 years, neither one of us budged/ So yeah, I guess I am kind of arrogant/ Real niggas do what they want, you do what you can, you a manaquin/ Niggas like,"Aww, here he go with that again/ Damn right, you lucky I don't hit you with the heat and leave ya brains like gelatin/ But I don't wanna speak heat right now/ I wanna speak truth of what I see right now/ The industry is soft, kind of sweet right now/ Even though niggas front'n like they street right now/ Yall niggas funny, see me laugh'n and shit/ Cuz I see you in ya video dance'n and shit

2006
If y ou are honest, this tells the truth. It's pretty good. Write your answers on a piece of paper, and NO cheating! The "meanings" are at the bottom. 1. Which is your favorite color out of: red , black , blue , green , or yellow ? 2. Your first initial? 3. Your month of birth? 4. Which color do you like more, black or white ? 5. Name of a person of the same sex as yours. 6. Your favorite number? 7. Do you like California or Florida more? 8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more? 9. Write down a wish (realistically). When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat!) Answers 1. If you choose: Red - You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - You are conservative and aggressive. Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back. Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love. Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down. 2. If your initial is: A-K You

Long Day
What a long day!!! The paper work from the day before was screwed right up so I had to go back and fix it. I really don't care for fixing other people's mistakes, especially knowing they are not my mistakes. If it was my own mistakes, I wouldn't mind going back to fix them. I got 2 pay raises, was made a manager and now I'm working on certification for another higher level of manager's position. I like the pay raises but the responsibility I can do without. It's annoying having to deal with cranky, lazy employees and having to deal with all the complaints. Who the hell do I complain to when I get bitchy?!!!? But overall, our numbers are up and that looks good for our consultant. He's a numbers man. Unfortunately, having this new position means that I work more hours if something goes wrong or if there is an emergency. Oh lucky me. I liked the position I was in before. I fought the manager's position for a while, that is until they just handed me the position. I guess I shouldn'

Apache History And Some Knowledge.
" All Apache relied primarily on hunting of wild game and gathering of cactus fruits and other wild plant foods. The Western Apache (Coyotero) traditionally occupied most of eastern Arizona and included the White Mountain, Cibuecue, San Carlos, and Northern and Southern Tonto bands. The Chiricahua occupied southwestern New Mexico, southeastern Arizona, and adjacent Mexican states of Chihuahua and Sonora. The Mescalero (Faraon) lived east of the Rio Grande in southern New Mexico, with the Pecos River as their eastern border. The Jicarilla (Tinde) ranged over southeastern Colorado, northern New Mexico, and northwest Texas, with the Lipan occupying territory directly to the east of the Jicarilla. By 1750, Comanche pressure forced the Jicarilla and Lipan south toward the Rio Grande. The Kiowa Apache (Gataka), long associated with the Kiowa, a Plains people, ranged over the southern plains of Colorado, Oklahoma, and Texas. "They attained their greatest fame as guerrilla fighters defendi

Dieing Inside
Dieing Inside Dieing inside because I have not yet lived I have not yet accomplished all that I am Not finished all I can do The darkness envelops me day by day All I can do is vanish away Does it matter where I am or who I love? For if I deny myself to the Lord above I cannot live to fulfill my destiny Keep living the lie Die Inside Until it becomes black Where my soul used to be 01/25/05 I wrote this last year thought I'd share. More to come.

New Lounge For Blogging
I have a new lounge with a few friends. It is called The Thinking Rock. It is specifically for people that write blogs. We will have blog topics, and discussions/debates in threads. This requires actual thinking. We will also post links to your blogs so others can read what you have to say. Its a cool way to actually get to know someone, and express yourself. We might even learn something along the way. So if you are interested, check it out. http://www.lostcherry.com/lounge.php?l=3211

Honest Abe
I do the very best I know how....If the end brings me out all right, what is said against me won't amount to anything. If the end brings me out wrong, ten angels swearing I was right would make no difference. Abraham Lincoln

Interesting Lounges
Apart from going in the music lounges every now and again to listen to the tunes, my favourite is the House of Metal at the moment, I was kind of getting a bit lost for a place to hang on that goes beyond the "what up", what are you wearing kind of messages, anyway Brice invited me to The Thinking Lounge, its for those of us who maybe bored with the blah blah blah and would be interested in having decent conversations about stuff that actually means something to us anyway here is the link The Thinking Lounge

Alright Now Before Ya Decide To Go Judging Me Based On A One Sided Story
Lets get the facts straight Kodi a.k.a. ".luscious epidemic." and her friend homie bro or whoever it was "Wicked Carnie" decided to go and hack into my yahoo account Wicked Carnie then got on here tryin to tell me I wasn't a Juggalo and I needed to stop claiming to be, I think I missed the annoucement on insaneclownposse.com where they said that they were appointing him as King of Juggalos and that he'd would be in charge of telling all other homies who was or wasn't a Juggalo, Did anybody else ever see that annoucement? LoL, But yea anyways he went as far as to threatening to even hack into my LostCherry account and have it deleted too and made where I couldn't join again... First off how many true down ass homies do ya know that would go and hack into other peoples accounts... Then go as far as to tell them that they aren't a Juggalo? This is the first one to me, So yea okay maybe the shoe should be on the other foot for him... But yea jus to get the facts straight me and Kodi ha

Joke;-)
Sam has been in the computer business for 25 years and is finally sick of the stress. He quits his job and buys 50 acres of land in Vermont as far from humanity as possible. Sam sees the postman once a week and gets groceries once a month. Otherwise it's total peace and quiet. After six months or so of almost total isolation, he's finishing dinner when someone knocks on his door. He opens it and there is a big, bearded Vermonter standing there. "Name's Enoch... Your neighbour from four miles over the ridge... Having a party Saturday... Thought you'd like to come." "Great," says Sam, "after six months of this I'm ready to meet some local folks. Thank you." As Enoch is leaving he stops, "Gotta warn you there's gonna be some drinkin'." "Not a problem... After 25 years in the computer business, I can drink with the best of 'em." Again, as he starts to leave Enoch stops. "More 'n' likely gonna be some fightin' too." "Damn", Sam thinks... "Tough crowd." "Well, I get along

Not Seen Calum An Tribal 4 1 Week X X
It gets harder as the days go on, its about a week since i had my boy in my arm an gave my partner a hug. An dont know how long it will be till i can see them x x I get to see them both on web cam but its not the same x x Love them both so much and missing them so much x x

Wjhat Flower Are You?
***You Are A Lily*** You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist. People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you. You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words. Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize. What Flower Are You? http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatflowerareyouquiz/

And We Pay Them Huge Amounts... Whyyy??????
Chicago Cubs outfielder Andre Dawson on being a role model: "I wan' all dem kids to do what I do, to look up to me. I wan' all the kids to copulate me." .................................................. New Orleans Saint RB George Rogers when asked about the upcoming season: "I want to rush for 1,000 or 1,500 yards, whichever comes first." .................................................. And, upon hearing Joe Jacobi of the 'Skins say: "I'd run over my own mother to win the Super Bowl". Matt Millen of the Raiders said: "To win, I'd run over Joe's Mom, too." .................................................. Torrin Polk, University of Houston receiver, on his coach, John Jenkins: "He treats us like men. He lets us wear earrings." .................................................. Football commentator and former player Joe Theismann, 1996: "Nobody in football should be called a genius. A genius is a guy like Norman Einstein." ............

Rewriting And Improving Stuff. The Other One Seemed Really Kinda Dumb.
If you really think you could be that special....GF APP — Friday, 29 September 2006 Yah, I allready know who I want right now. But I saw it on myspace, and thought that it needed some work. So I changed it, and added to it. So it's up mostly as showing off my ideas and writing. SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! GiRLS TiTLE iT "BOYFRiEND APPLiCATiON" BOYS TiTLE iT "GiRLFRiEND APPLiCATION" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Fave fashion style ? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Are you looking for a faithful relationship? 8. Would you enjoy it? 9. What do you want out of a relationship? 10. Would you ever get the nerve to ask me out? 11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. What's your sense of humor like? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. _____ Is the key to happiness.

Game Tonight...
its goin' good... i wore the uniform to skol today... kinda scarry.. but i got alot of good coments and shit... and now that i got a skirt that fits right... and is shorter... trying to get a pic of me in it .. with hair down ... anyways... and so yea... i got called fat... but get this part of it... the chick who called me that is BIGGER than i am... but w/e ... it ko' i am so hyped... i didnt take my pills today... so lol well got to go get ready for big game... love ya! gbu! xoxoxoxoxoxox P.S. SMILE!!!

My Give A Damn's Busted
I am so tired of the lies that I could puke!! Online or in real life, a lie is still a lie!! I am a woman who will trust you till you give me reason not too. Yes online is not reality, but it is where the only real friends I have besides Monty and my family are. Or at least I thought my real friends. I have been lied to so much this past week and a half that I am tired of trying. I am tired of trying to figure out if what I am being told is the truth and I am tired of having to figure out if I can trust people again. My heart has been broken and drug through the mud enough to where anyone would figure that I would be so cold hearted that I could care less about anything. Well that is not true. Yes my heart has been broken, is broken, but it heals and it will never make me any less of a person. So I have come to some conclusions on things. MY GIVE A DAMNS BUSTED!!! Unless you are someone who I call my friend, dont fucking try with me anymore. My heart belongs to one man and will alw

Looking
***first of all: DO NOT READ IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO READ ABOUT MY FAITH. i do not preach at people. i am letting you know ahead of time that this poem/song is based on my spiritual side**** "Looking" 1. Looking for the one, who can see my soul through my eyes so green and wondering looking for a light to make my way bright for right now I am walking in the dark--- **CHORUS***** *The shadows of my life the memories of strife all rain down upon me Help me Lord, I need you now.... 2. I know your here to guide I need not to hide from all that is within me All I need is you no matter what I do I feel the warm embrace And see the smile on your face- ******CHORUS******** *The highlights of my life the memories make me come to life all rain down upon me (like blessings from above Thank you Lord, I need you Lord *****TAG******* My life I give as an offering to you..... My life I give, as an offering to you! © Kari

Life
Frustrated, complicated, nothing makes sense Squirming and sweating; her body seems tense So many loud noises drumming her ears Some may have wondered why she is still here This story tells not of the girl who walked away She is one so prestigious and strives on each day One who looks past all her hopeless fears It isn't so easy, for with it comes tears And everyone seems fooled, by her perfect smile Each victim to this girl's unintentional guile Ironically she cries a bloody river and sea Look forth for she's still trying...

Abortion
**THIS IS MY OWN PERSONAL CHOISE!! If you don't agree than thats fine with me I am not trying to argue with people! Like I said, this is MY chiose!!** Month one Mommy I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time

Yea!!! Haha
You're an Expert Kisser You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettableWhat Kind of Kisser Are You?

What Happened To Love
why people punish love like detention? Man and woman was put together I’m sure lust wasn’t God’s intention Why are ex’s never mentioned? Love at one point is now full of hate Partner’s lack of climax made pleasures less great. On a scale of 1 to 10 how do I rate? Some people are to thin, some are overweight. Lack of income kept me short for a date A Jag or a Beamer is something I can’t afford. She didn’t want to be seen in a Honda Accord the feeling is like being stabbed with a sword What ever happened to love? People’s hearts being broken everyday. I wonder what people are really thinking of. Relationships are here today gone tomorrow. What ever happened to Love?

How It Is..
Ok, I am here in my barracks at Puget Sound Naval Shipyard, which is now known affectionately by me as psns. So I am out here in Bremerton. So I was checking in over at Bangor and when I got to medical, I was informed I am supposed to have a waiver in my record for my collapsed lung and for "retained hardware" in my leg being the metal rod in my femur. So apparently, my doc in Hawaii dicked me over on the paperwork side, so I am on medical hold until I get all that paperwork sent through and written up. They were trying to figure out a way for me to commute to Bangor, a 20 minute ride every morning, but had no way other than making the duty driver come and pick me up every morning and have to take me home. So instead they made a call to the Public Affairs Offices, aka PAO, to see if they could use some help over there to avoid the commute. Well, I get the word that the last few guys had bombed out b/c they guy is a retired captain and tends to be rather scrupulous with the help. I had

It Never Ends!
i hurt my back at work last week and now im too hurt to work so ive been filling out applications all over and now the insurance company called me and said my jobs trying to act like i didnt hurt my back there. like what the hell i told them i was gunna quit already and they are still messing with me. i have a job interview on tuesday im gunna totally take it just to get away from there i dont care if im fully healed or not! :(

Myspace Has A New Hall Monitor...?
Originally posted Tuesday, April 18, 2006 I subscribe to a few web design and development e-zines, including one called SecurityProNews. On Thursday: 04.13.06, they sent the following article by David Utter, which I though would be of interest to most of [MySpace members]. It is reposted by kind permission: Former Microsoft child-safe computing director and federal prosecutor Hemanshu (Hemu) Nigam joined Fox Interactive Media as chief security officer for MySpace. Cleaning up the wilder and sometimes more dangerous side of MySpace has received as much attention as the site itself in recent months. The website booted off some 200,000 profiles it deemed too risqu for continued viewing. Keeping tabs on the growing site became a full-time job, and Ross Levinsohn at Fox Interactive Media must have decided to treat it like that, especially if MySpace is to become the advertising magnet Fox desires. That leads to the announcement out of Fox Interactive Media that they have

Newz On My Sis Katrina!
she called lastnight and told me she iz pregnant again..yea itz good newz but in the end could be bad newz since the missouri family service has it in for her and will prob take him or her when he or she zi born!

Fucked Up Shit
Well where shall I begin. My family must be really fucked up. I just found out tonight that my dad has had alzheimer's for like 5 yrs now at least. well now let me fast forward some. I went into the Marine Corps in Oct 1999. The following June 2000, my mom threw my dad out for reasons Ill get into if I am asked. Well now let me fast forward to present day. My mom and dad have been seperated for 6+ yrs now. And my dad is finally serving my mom divorce papers so he can marry some chick that looks like the Penguin playd as danny devito in that one batman movie. Well After reviwing the papers my mom noticed something really fucked up. There was something on the papers that asked something like Was there any children that resulted from this marriage? AND MY FATHER SAID NO. its like WTF then How was my older sister an borther myself an younger sister all concived? Well here is what we are thinking. The woman my dad plans on marrying, we think like a a year after they are married she will a

Does Anybody Look
is it just me or does anyone look at their profile after revising it i've seen some fantastic profiles but the "skins" make them almost unreadable and yes some people actually do read the profile anyone have any thoughts????

Mad Luv On My New Pics!!!
YOU GUYS F*CKIN ROCK!! TO ALL MY FRIENDS, THANK YOU, I'LL BE AROUND TO BUY YA A DRINK! WHEN I POSTED THOSE PICS Y'ALL HIT EM SO HARD I'M STILL TRYING TO CATCH UP, SO BE PATIENT...... LEAVING FOR MEXICO SUNDAY, BE BACK WED OR THURS...... LUV Y'ALL!!!!

Poem "invisible Caresses"
Invisible Caresses linger over my body I can imagine your piercing eyes gazing into mine As I imagine you hovering over me My Skin reacts to each of your touches Each of your kisses, Your Invisible Caresses I hear your calming voice Claiming your love for me As Our Hearts and Souls become one once again Invisible Caresses so soft and loving Your hands in all their strength Become so tender, So gentle As you touch Me Invisible Caresses Passions fire, Desire,Yearning A thirst to be quenched Eros has claimed our hearts for one another Our bodies entraped by our souls needs For the love of each other Till the time comes, When piercing eyes Can gaze upon his love for true There must be Invisible Caresses By BrokenSylence © 2004 BrokenSylence (All rights reserved)

1 Week
I am one week into my decision to go 30 days without drinking. Please don't ask why I made that choice because I personally have no idea. But I figure since I did I have nothing to lose but go for it. I'm not going to lie, it's been a hard week. I think it's more my brain saying "have a beer stupid, you made this challenge up you can quit whenever you want." Fact of the matter is I want to make the 30 days. Still don't know why, but fuck it I really have nothing better to focus my energy on....

A Wilson High Friday Night
omfg...i saw basically EVERYONE i never see anymore and a few new people. i met dizie, josh (a 16 yr old from cali), ali, a girl in an ice cream store, and zack (23 yr old stoner). i saw brittany, kira, david, jack, julia, my sister, jane, jake, robby, nyle, marshall, and i think that's it... but yea, i was 3rd wheel on reese's and marshall's date. we hung out wit a bunch of kids and i would run up and hug ppl i knew. me and brittany havent seen each other since 6th grade so we had a lot of catchin up to do. me and her stood by this chain that closes off this empty lot and we talked there until zack had to leave and he came over and introduced himself to me and said bye to brit. reese ran off wit dizie to get some cigs and marshall ranted about how stupid her smoking was. then, we sat down wit brit and bunch of her friends and chilled. this kid josh came over, sat down next to me, bummed a cig off reese and chatted wit me. 16 yrs old from cali. he blew smoke in my face a c

New Pics Coming Soon....
yep thats right.. and guess what... THEY ARE WITH MY HAIR DOWN... im in my uniform but still... lol i love it i am super deduper hyper as of right now.. but i will post them soon... love ya all!

Poem Of Boredom
He sits in the dark Nothing heard but the passing of cars and the soft droplets of rain on the metal roof of his car as it sits in park On the lonely side of stretch of road Many pass by but no one offers any help still sitting there as hours roll by Seems soo alone on the concrete world the sun was warm Now faded into the west the cold creaps in stealing the warmth that he felt once just a memory now as he thinks in the darkness that now swarms him

Twisting And Turning
Mixing and matching, Twisting and turning, Hoping and praying, Dreaming and considering, Never knowing yet always knowing, Wanting to, yet not wanting to, Mixing my heart, Matching my soul to yours, Twisting fate with the flick of the wrist, Turning my life over, Hoping that it would end, Praying that it never would stop, Thinking it was over, Wishing that it wasn't, Dreaming of its coming, Considering letting it steal within Never knowing if it's true, Always knowing that it's there. Wanting to live in the light, Not wanting the light to come, The love of another The dreams of someone close, Remembering what you used to feel, Can it come back if you pray so?

See.. Diets Do Work...
i know this isnt good.. but w/e and fuck you.. but i lost only 5 lbs... in a wisk i think... so its not that great but it works... thats 5 less lbs to lose ... i just have to keep in mind that i didnt gain it all in one night so it wont come off in one night..

Ok My Peeps
I have been having computer issues as some of you know. I have got help on the way,lol. So i am trying to get to everyone that i can, so please bare with me, my computer is slow as shit. I love you all, have a great weekend! Much love to you all ~Heather

"captured"
you have captured my heart. when i say i love you forever "Forever is what I truely mean." I know that we are truely ment to be. call it fait or destiny, we know that there is a power far greater than we. time will heal the unbound wounds that we feel,both have untouched. and now we can show each other a whole new meaning of love. because of one simple thing and that is the power of love in which we are ment to be. Copyright ©2006 Brandylynn Christine Christian

The Love Of My Life!!!!
Blinding beauty radiates around her as though she was an angel from the Heavens above here to grace all of are pathetic existance with uncondition respect and love for everyone. As our eyes make contact we are instantly transported through both of our past lifes together seeing the loved obtained then lost painfully each time, each time more excruciating than the time before. In a nano-second we both know that we are meant to be together for now to eternity, if only in our hearts and soul. Reaching out to me I see all the scars that this angelic being has caused upon herself over the lonely past that has been her tormented life. For the first time ever I feel as though I've finally come in contact with the kindred half of my broken soul, and for the first time ever I feel whole. Not even knowing her name I whisper gently in my mind, "Angel I've found you at last, do you know who I am?" Without even missing a step she answers me mentally that now I am safe and she will always be m

Tomorrow
steven: if tomorrow was yesreday it doesn't matter if you cared, because the last book of the bible doesn't matter as long as a heart was shared they say that the world is dying and fading away but without you i'm just a man without anything to say all i know is without tomorrow i don't know i might lose my soul but if this is my last moment, if this is my last day this is what i want to say forever i'm lost making a wish on a prayer to who ever cares, it's you in the stare if i never see tomorrow, ,my last breath never holding you would be my last sorrow so from me to you ,forever and a day,i hope your skies stay blue steven: keep that

Thx To Angel2630, I Got This From Her... Lol
A young couple, married just a couple of weeks, returned from their honeymoon to face the beginning of their new lives. The next morning, the husband woke up, showered, dressed and made his way to the kitchen where he saw his new wife crying. So the husband inquired, "What's wrong, Honey?" "Well, I came down here this morning to surprise you with a big breakfast, but I can't cook or clean." The husband smiled his biggest smile and said, "There, there sweetie! I don't care that you can't cook and clean. Come on up to the bedroom, and I'll show you what I'd like for breakfast." So, off they went to the bedroom. That afternoon, the husband came home for lunch to find his new wife crying again in the kitchen. "What's wrong now, Sweetie?" "Well, the same thing as this morning. I came in here to make you something for lunch, and I just can't cook." Again the husband smiled and said, "Why don't you come back up to the bedroom and I'll have my lunch there!" So of

Wisdom
Modified to reflect contemporary wisdom: 1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just leave me the hell alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and a leaky tire. 3. It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 4. Sex is like air. It's not important unless you aren't getting any. 5. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 6. No one is listening until you fart. 7. Always remember you're unique. Just like everyone else. 8. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 9. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 10. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 11. If at first you don't succe

My Rapp For All U Hood Ratz
my song "Hood Ratz" a hood rat could rap better than a ball cap when shes bustin caps in ur ass for tha cash in ur pocket so watch it dodge it block it then go for ur gat and fuck chuck it just dont buckle under my uncle.. my rats love my ass cuz i give them grass when they ask as long as i get a peice of ass for the work i use to make the cash to keep them by my side they no that they have no need to hide as long as they down to ride.. ride a dick suck a bitches clit play with ur tit, naw fuck that shit, bitch all u do is use me and confuse me, so dont acuse me of being like this i told u how i am from the get go so dont trip ho, go blow some guy so that u can have another place to go,and thats fo sho..... i sit back and see u kick back with ur click and all u guys talk about is how much u love to suck dick, but bitch all i see is that u are a lezy, says me... bitch get to steppin all u have done was messin my heart when to u and u ripped it and gave it back to

I Hate Phonies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Let me be clear my dear as to what im sayin!; About hatin phonies i'm not playin!!!; I hate liars, cheaters, scam artists,manipulating sociopaths, and psychopaths too i hate them all through and, through!!!!!!!!; They have no redeeming qualities and, they all deserve to die!!!!! About the only thing they are good for is using their bones to scry!!!; Now, when ripping em out of their bodies i wouldn't cry!!!!!! People who do this type of shit deserve to suffer miserablely, screaming in torturous soul shattering, body wrenching, spirit snapping, psyche cracking, fire extinguishing pain; The torture should never end or, stop it should never stop not even when your break them away from the point of going insane; Its just then u should increase the pain a 1000 fold and, never stop until they are allmost cold; Then when they are bring em back to life and, then start all over again and, intensify the pressure to force them to to do themself in.

*sigh*
Yesterday was a little hectic... I actually had "pics" taken for Drew... There's another Army wife here at Hood that is building up her portfolio and I became a small part of it I suppose... Needless to say he LOVED the pics, I posted 11 out of over 60 in my photo folder labled NEW ME ME ME 9/29/06... Be nice if you visit, these are a new kind of pic for me... I was super uncomfortable at first but after a few minutes hey it was easy! Looks like it's going to be another boring weekend around here and that's just fine with me. I hate feeling rushed and it's pretty much like that all week so a slow, laid back weekend is always what I want :o) We do have to go up to the Commisary today and pick up some things for dinner tonight. Drew's parents are coming over,ha that also means that I need to clean clean clean... Anyone wanna come help?? Ahhhhh on another note tomorrow is 1 OCT which means the MP Ball is next Thursday, it's the kids last month of football/cheerleading, Hale

Dearest Father
Dearest Father How I miss you The years may have passed But you're always in my mind Not as you left us But as you used to be Treasured Memories Of a Friend and Father Someone to talk to When times were getting me down How I would love to show you Your precious grandchildren How they are growing up With your Fatherly advice That you passed to me Well my dearest Father It's time to go again You're never forgotten And always in my heart Miss you always, Dear Father Dedicated to My Father

Hey Sorry People..but I Might Not Be On...
for the rest of today...or tomorrow...or maybe not even next week...idk tho...but hey we'll see...just write me some messages...so that i know im loved...we'll see what happens...if you write me i will be sure to write back to each and every person that writes to me...i always do..ya'll know that...so hey dont miss me too much and dont be too sad...Because i will be back...i just dont know when...love you all...peace... ---Malia---

Every Parents Nightmare
Every Parents Nightmare Pacing back and forth Another look at the clock Time is flying quickly Where ever can they be Go to the door Look up and down the street Your heart beating faster Where ever can they be Frantic phone calls made To friends and Family Have you seen them today Where ever can they be A knock on the door A policeman standing there Your heart missing beats Where ever can they be Your mind is spinning Words are unclear Accident, Hospital, Serious Whatever can it mean The journey goes so slowly I wish I could travel at speed Why don't they travel faster I need to be there now My little one's lying Tubes and machines everywhere Let me exchange places Let me take their place Things you should have said Things you should have done Its all to late to rectify The things that happened past You kiss your little angel And say your last farewell As slowly to heaven they ascend To leave you wondering why

Home
sometimes you go home and someone is missing and home doesn't look or feel like home anymore and you realize that home shouldn't feel so empty or dark or lonely and you know that there is a world full of options out there and perhaps right now sleep is your best bet but all you really want is to feel safe and comfortable again you just want to feel at home again and you ache for it involuntarily.

Wow,yo.
Don't people EVER sleep?? Just wondering..lol Anyway, I don't have too to do today. I need to SOMEHOW clean my house..or have the cleaners come and do it...I also need to practice some of my *verbal skillz*. Anybody who raps, should know what I be sayin when I say thatttt. Has anyone watched 'The Wire' on HBO? That's my show. I stayed up last night watching it..Of course AFTER I put the kids to sleep. Woah,that show is just a LITTLE TOO "fast" for 7 and 9 year olds. Anyway..lots of love, Me

Morning
hey ya'll..Hope this post finds ya greaT... im wiped ( tired ) my son zack wrecked bad on a skateboard last nigh.. broke his nose and pretty much banged him self up bad... so ive had no sleep lol... hes really bad sore this morning... so im just hanging on trying too take care of him...not much going on right now .. Just got done making some sweet tea.. and waiing on the Ga game too come on... just wanted too take a few mins too wish every1 a super weekend... until next time xoxoxo