Feburary of 2006 I went through a major surgery..Open Heart surgery. Where they replaced my aortic valve and cut off the bottom of my heart cause it had a hole in it..So yes you can say I was sick..The thing is since my surgery I have been in and out of hospitals and getting sick all the time...Which scares me and makes me think that someone is telling me I wont be around much longer...My Best Friend tells me not to worry and to always think positive in which sometimes I do...But I also reminded my friend that the last time i had this feeling I needed surgery and this person thought I was nuts..turned out I was right lol...I'm not scared of dying hell I have died a few times and came back..my main concern is not me but my kids and family and friends...I know you are saying I should be worried about myself...If any of you truely know me (there is 1 person who comes to mind) knows I don't worry about myself I always look at for the other person..I always been the type of person that would give you the shirt off of my back or give you my last $20 so you can feed yourself..I am writting this blog to help get somethings off of myu chest..I am also worried when they did the surgery and messed up everything inside that they changed me...I'm not the same person I have become a lil meaner to some special people in my life and I am trying to work on it...I hope this blog doesn't scare you...it was meant for you to know what is going on in my life and where i stand now..To my close friends thanks for the support you have givin me this far..and to my best friend I know I am an ass and I'm not the same person anymore...but I am working on it....Much love to the cherry family
Draco aka JJ aka John
