For me having a great friend that I am able to have for 7 years is unheard of...But I have this great person in my life..She is awesome in here on right...I get over protective of her and I get jealous when guys talk to her...I shouldn't I know I shouldn't but I care for this person...I love her to death...I would do anything for her...BUt there are times that I see she wants nothing to do with me and she reassures me that's not the case...With me being home and sick alot of stuff goes through my mind and it shouldn't....This person has been my rock since I been having these health issues and I hope she will stay there with me through it all...In a way I am saying I am sorry hun....Sorry for every jealous thing I have done...I am not myself and you know this....What I'm trying to say is you are are right about it all....And.....I love you
