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Blah!!!!!
Today was a wicked pain in the ass (yes, I am using the Massachusetts vernacular). Started out as a good day. I was happy this morning. But then all Hell broke lose. They were migrating several people last night to MS Outlook and of course it didn't go well. So I and a couple other people got suck cleaning up the mess. Put a crimp in my whole day. Now I just have a couple hours to try to get to the work I planned to do this morning. That just sucks! *insert pouty face here!*

Rainy Day :d
Today is so gloomy and I love it! Past couple days have been hell and it' s nice to get an ice cold shower from the heavens to cool my jets. Well.....just came to write some waste of time lines and see how much of you actually come read my crap!!! Hehe....round of applause for those who do!

Mom Is Home!!
For my friends and fans out there, mom is HOME! They discharged her late yesterday and I will be staying the night with her 3 nights a week. The night nurse 2 and my brother on weekends. Word to the wise, my brother and I promised this woman she would never be in a home when we wre kids. We are fulfilling that promise! It can be done. She is doing as well to be expected and two little boys(us) are glad to have the greatest woman in the world back home...We love ya momma!

~~out Of Time~`
Now I see it and I hear it in your voice as the conversation Is beginning to run dry.. We don’t have much to talk about and we seem to still give It a try.. We don’t say I love you and that seems to be okay cause It Don’t really bother me when I know that I love you down Deep inside.. Don’t you see we are slipping away from one another’s grasp And the more we slip the less we seem to know each other. I am feeling more than I am anything else and that is how I Know I am losing you .. Can we possibly go on with the way things are going or are you Willing to give this long distance relationship a chance.. I wanted so much to spend my life with you though now it seems That this may not be so easy to do .. For every day that I am without you a little bit of me is falling apart With every waking moment.. I try to be serious and you want me to laugh its getting to be hard For me to be a good wife to you .. I don’t’ know what you want from me of even ask of me

That Special Place
WE ALL HAVE IT, THAT PLACE WHERE WE CAN BE JUST WHO WE ARE.FOR A LONG TIME, I HAD LOST MY PLACE THE WORLD SEEMED TO WANT TO BEAT MY ASS. FEAR IS POISON I LET IT ENTER MY HEART AND IT STOLE SO MUCH FROM ME.IT'S BEEN HARD BUT I HAVE STOOD UP AND TAKEN BACK ALL THAT IS MINE. I KNOW NOW THERE ARE THOSE OUT THERE WHO WANT ME TO FAIL. WELL SCREW THEM! LOOK INTO MY EYES IF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT I AM ALL ABOUT. I FOUND MY PLACE THAT MISSING PLACE IN MY HEART. THERE ARE SOME I MISS BUT THOSE WHO LEFT ME FOR DEAD SURPRISE YOU DON'T MATTER ANYWAY! I AM REBUILDING MY FAMILY. I HAVE PLACES CLOSE TO ME FOR MY CHOSEN. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE COME TO ME... YOU WILL NEVER REGRET IT. GIVE ME THE CHANCE TO SHOW YOU WHAT IS IN MY SPECIAL PLACE.

The Two Of Them - Pt 9
He quietly after then walked by her towards the door grabbing his keys from the dresser and moves towards the door when she grabs his hand and said. "And where are you going, you tell me all this and then expect to walk away and leave me to stand in a puddle of my own emotional thoughts left to drown in them like someone who can't swim?" *Yes that is exactly what i had in mind Steph because i simply have nothing else that i can say i've said it all. I told you how i feel , from the bottom of my soul i have told you how i felt and either you can at least show me some sign that my feelings are important to you or i can leave and let you run off back to him since you are always running back to me because of him maybe this time you can run to him and leave me out of it because ....* "Because what Petie huh because what? Would you please tell me because you have what you want im standing here drowning waiting for you to toss me a life line and i don't know how long i can hold on be

To Those That Think They Can Judge Anyone
Those that know me know that I have been extremely down lately.. for the last three or so weeks.. even suicidal really. That is because of my new pictures here on CherryTAP. I have had some leave me because of them. Said see ya.. good bye.. whatever.. But you know what.. NOT ONE OF THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS have the right to judge me or my looks. When they have hair lines that are vanishing, they are missing teeth, they have added a few notches on their belts and more candles on their birthday cakes. WE ALL CHANGE.. Not just me!!!! I am beyond the sad and depression I was on.. now I am just freakin' pissed off.. See that picture above? Well, to all those that have judged and left me.. or have judged the other people on this site or whereever else.. can wipe your fucking asses with it and get glad.. Because you are ABSOLUTELY NO BETTER THAN I OR ANYONE ELSE. You know something.. Because you are passing up people like us.. you are passing up great people with amazing personalities and beautifu

Random Thoughts
ATTITUDE DETERMINES OUTCOME I WOKE UP EARLY TODAY EXCITED OVER ALL I HAVE TO DO BEFORE THE CLOCK STRIKES MIDNIGHT. I HAVE RESPONCIBILITIES TO FULLFILL TODAY. I AM IMPORTANT! MY JOB IS TO CHOOSE WHAT KIND OF DAY I WILL HAVE. TODAY I COULD COMPLAIN BECAUSE THE WEATHER IS RAINY OR I CAN BE THANKFULL THAT THE GRASS IS GETTING WATERED FOR FREE.I CAN FEEL SAD THAT I DONT HAVE MORE MONEY OR I CAN BE GLAD THAT MY FINANCES ENCOURAGE ME TO PLAN MY PURCHASES WISELY AND GUIDE ME AWAY FROM WASTE. I COULD ALWAYS GRUMBLE ABOUT MY HEALTHOR I CAN REJOICE THAT IM ALIVE! TODAY I CAN LAMENT OVER ALL THAT MY PARENTS DIDNT GIVE ME WHEN I WAS GROWING UP, OT I CAN BE GRATEFUL THAT THEY ALLOWED ME TO EVEN BE BORN. TODAY I CAN CRY BECAUSE ROSES HAVE THORNS OR CELEBRATE THAT THORNS HAVE ROSES. TODAY I CAN MOURN MY LACK OF FRIENDS OR I CAN EXCITEDLY EMBARK UPON THE QUEST TO DISCOVER NEW RELATIONSHIPS. TODAY I COULD WHINE BECAUSE I HAVE TO GO TO WORK OR I CAN SHOUT FOR JOY, BECAUSE I HAVE A JOB TO DO! I C

1st Official "my Dirty Little Secrets" Pimpout
Thanks to all my friend that came by and joined my "Dirty little Secrets" fan club! As promised, i'll be pimping them out randomly each week! Each and everyone of these people mean something to me in one way or another. Please check them out, rate, fan and add them! 1st off this guy isn't my dirty little secret, but my CT hubby and he's wonderful! omalleysgold.... I'm CT - Married to IRISH SWEETHEART..... She ROCKS !!!!@ CherryTAP Now on to my "DIRTY LITTLE SECRETS" SyLLiKoN *No purchase necessary, void where prohibited* *IRISH SWEETHEART's Dirty Little Secret*@ CherryTAP STEELFAN 70~~~Sign my guestbook or leave a voice mail and I'll get ya back~~@ CherryTAP ~YourVerySweet'N'SexyCanuck~@ CherryTAP Playtoy69 "Corona's Sextoy" ( I'LL BE HOME ON THURSDAY )@ CherryTAP Babydoll0215 "CT MAFIA" & DIRTY SOUTH CREW" RATE AND FAN ME"@ CherryTAP ♫♫DJ WarChylde♫♫ Seductive Pleasures *Founder* ♫Fallen Angels♫*@ CherryTAP Bo

Problems With Texans
Gabriel came to the Lord and said, "I have to talk to you. We have some Texans up here who are causing problems. They're swinging on the pearly gates, my horn is missing, and they are wearing T-shirts instead of robes. "There's barbecue sauce and picante sauce everywhere, especially all over their T-shirts; their dogs are riding in the chariots, and chasing the sheep; they're wearing baseball caps and cowboy hats instead of their halos. "They refuse to keep the stairway to heaven clean, and their boots are marking and scratching up the halls of wisdom. There are watermelon seeds and pig feet bones all over the place. Some of them are running around with just one wing; they refuse to walk and insist on bringing their horses with them." The Lord said, "Texans are Texans, Gabriel. Heaven is home to all my children. If you want to know about real problems, call the Devil." The Devil answered the phone, "Hello --- hold on a minute." The Devil returned to the phone, "O.K., I'm ba

Back In The Day!!
I have a confession... In the 80's... I Was... A Breakdancer...!!!! there it's done. i feel better now. But sometimes I long for days of dance factory "a roller rink in the 80's in boston " where you could have a good time and not get shot. And here comes the---------CHALLENGE let see if you Ladies if you can do these dances 1.the drop 2.the slide (not that stuff you see in the movies- the real one) 3.the wop. 4.the flintstone 5.the scooby 6.Inspector gadget 7 the pump 8.poping and locking (real old school) 9.the freak (you better me good) 10.the bounce NO RUNNING MAN PLEASE If can think of more -- let me know!!!!!

Gemstone Properties/meanings
ABALONE: various rainbow colors Although not a gemstone, it's healing properties are the following: strengthens the heart, aligns all the chakras, bestows tranquility, abundance and spirit. Serenity of the sea. ADAMITE: blue, blue-green, yellow-green Brings heart and mind together for balance and inner strength, creativity, entrepreneurial thinking and the courage to attempt new things. Aids healing in the areas of the throat and heart. AGATE (CHALCEDONY QUARTZ): red, gray-blue, yellow, brown Promotes grounding, protection, security; balances aura, spiritual growth; stimulates precision and perceptiveness, concentration and memory. Aids healing in the areas of the stomach (including gastritis and ulcers), eyes, digestion, bladder and skin. ALEXANDRITE: clear, violet-green, light blue or orange-yellow iridescent (colors change with angle) Promotes self-esteem, intuition, centering, healing of higher self, spiritual love, joy; enhances psychic abilities and brin

Sick, Sick People!!!!
Parents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening: This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h153/friskymonkeyfilms/myspace/blogozy8.jpg This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h153/friskymonkeyfilms/myspace/160pxglogokt2.png This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h153/friskymonkeyfilms/myspace/clmedialogo01150xa7.png This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h153/friskymonkeyfilms/myspace/pedophilebutterflyec2.png This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these sy

You Can Help To Change Someone's Life With A $25 Loan
Hey guys, I just wanted to let you know about this wonderful program to help people escape poverty in developing countries. I urge you to check out this site and read some of the profiles of people who have great ideas to expand or develop their businesses, but just need a small loan to get started. Here's the canned info: I want to let you all know about a cool non-profit that is doing great things: Kiva.org Kiva.org allows individuals to make $25 loans to low-income entrepreneurs in the developing world (microfinance). By doing so, individuals like you provide affordable working capital for the poor (money to buy a sewing machine, livestock, etc.), empowering them to earn their way out of poverty. It's a new, direct and sustainable way to fight global poverty, and the way I see it, I get a higher return on $25 helping someone build a future than the interest my checking account pays. Anyways, if you have a minute, please check out the site: http://kiva.org. If you n

Please Remember
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Well as i assume most of you have heard about the 9 firefighters from South Carolina who perished in a sofa supply and wharehouse fire recently.. Being a firefighter myself it really makes me sad to lose so many from our brotherhood. So please pray for there families and think of them..

Faith
One day a 6 year old was sitting in a classroom. The teacher was going to explain evolution to the children. The teacher asked a little boy: TEACHER: Tommy do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky. TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the sky. TEACHER: Did you see God? TOMMY: No. TEACHER: That's my point. We can't see God because he isn't there. He just doesn't exist. A little girl spoke up and wanted to ask the boy some questions. The teacher agreed and the little girl asked the boy: LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Did you see the sky? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the teacher? TOMMY: Yes. LITTLE GIRL: Do you see her brain? TOMMY: No. LITTLE GIRL: Then according to what we were taught today i

Goodbye
Goodbye Category: Writing and Poetry Ill never be empty without you, And ill never want anything more, Ill be with you till the end of time, It is you that ill always adore. The way that you kiss im in heaven, And the way that u touch im in love, But i never thoight that u would break my heart, And this pain is just way to much. I always thought that u loved me, And i always though tat u cared, I wish u had told me before you broke, My heart i was not prepared. I cant go on like this, Im living our final kiss, My mind is full of pain and hurt, Smelling your perfume on that worn out shirt, Why would you leave me, im crying, i need to at least know why, God are you spo empty and so full of hate, That you cant even say a goodbye.

Bad Decisions
“I’m twenty-six years old. You are the closest thing I have to a boyfriend. I’ve come to terms with the fact that I am never going to get married. Don’t ask me to kill this baby, it may be the only baby I ever conceive. I am not asking you for anything except your blessing to keep it. If not for me, I know this couple who desperately wants a child and she keeps miscarrying—“ “I won’t have another man raise my child!” he snapped at her. “So you’d rather kill it? Is your ego really that fragile?” she challenged him. “You’re in love with this guy, don’t pretend you aren’t. You can’t be together so you’d give him the next best thing? I won’t have that! If you have this baby, you will keep it and I will help out in any way that I can.” “I won’t marry you.” She told him defiantly. “I wasn’t asking. You won’t have to. I’ll be around either way.” “You don’t have to, I can do this on my own.” She insisted. “You won’t. I know who you will turn to for help and it won’t be me.” “I can’t tr

Correspondences
Purpose Rededication to the Lord and Lady, beginning of the harvest, honoring the Sun God, honoring the pregnant Goddess Dynamics/Meaning Crowning of the Sun God, death of the Oak King, assumption of the Holly King, end the ordeal of the Green Man Tools, Symbols & Decorations The sun, oak, birch & fir branches, sun flowers, lilies, red/maize/yellow or gold flower, love amulets, seashells, summer fruits & flowers, feather/flower door wreath, sun wheel, fire, circles of stone, sun dials and swords/blades, bird feathers, Witches' ladder. Colors Blue, green, gold, yellow and red. Customs Bonfires, processions, all night vigil, singing, feasting, celebrating with others, cutting divining rods, dowsing rods & wands, herb gathering, handfastings, weddings, Druidic gathering of mistletoe in oak groves, needfires, leaping between two fires, mistletoe (without berries, use as a protection amulet), women walking naked through gardens to ensure continued fertility, enjoying

Zoooooooh. What's The Buzz, You Hear?
Clear cache and check someone's tooltip... In many cases... below location- "Buzz: 0% - dry, get them a drink!" with a link under the latter. Wonder if receiving a drink has new (or old) advantages I'm not aware of. (Edit: on CT. The advantages and disadvantages off-CT off-net off-poodle I'm aware of though not from personal hiccup experihiccupence. Now to sleep...)

6 Things That Make Me All Grrrr! ;p
I was tagged, and not even in that fun sweaty twisted limb-cooing-whimper- giggle squeal way by Crissy to do this... so here goes (prepare for bizarre neurosis & idosynchratic pattern): 1. I like to keep my pennies seprate from the rest of my change. I have a lil' purple heart shaped plastic Powerpuff Girls change purse just for the pennies. I keep the quarters, dimes and nickles in my regular wallet. Don't know why, but I feel all "grr" when they intermingle. Coin segragation is rough... but someone has to be oppressed. Yes, cashiers do give me the "WTF?" face when I crack open the PPG sack of penny dewm... Maybe I'm too young to be that lil' old exact change lady... *for once I'm early for something!* 2A. Like Clementine in "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind" I find the word nice a wholly inadequate descriptive for anything. I use it rarely, and find it like boiled white potatoes... blah, and meal-y paste-ish goo that serves as a functional & genial social spackle...

Redneck Pick Up Lines
) Did you fart? > > cuz you blew me away. > > > > 2) Are yer parents retarded? > > cuz ya sure are special. > > > > 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea ... > > I can't hold it in. > > > > 4) Do you have a library card? > > cuz I'd like to sign you out. > > > > 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? > > cuz I can see myself in em. > > > > 6) If you in I were Squirrels, > > I'd store my nuts in yer hole. > > > > 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, > > but beauty's only a light switch away. > > > > 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" > > Woman - "WHAT?" > > Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." > > > > 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, > > but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. > > > > 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? > > I think he went inta this cheap motel room. > > > > 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. > > > > 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, > > we kin sleep til afternoon. > > > > and..

From Kalebs Mommy
Sunday, June 24, 2007 Progress~! Kaleb is making progress! Friday night a Native American Christian Pastor came up to the room and played the wooden flute for Kaleb... It was absolutely beautiful. Kaleb loved it, he responed so much. He was moing his whole body and opening his eyes. It was wonderful to see such a positive response out of him. So he will be coming back once a week and I am looking forward to this. Early Saturday AM Kaleb had a couple spells of tachycardia (high heart rate) and problems maintaining his tempeture. They've taken the air blower off of him and have replaced it with a heating Pad that is underneath a buch of sheets on his bed. He had periods where he was awake on Saturday. I worked him out and he tried to fight me so that is a good thing. Him showing resistence shows that he is thinking. We talked to the doctors and hopefully he will be making some progress. The menengitis is pretty much gone. They are giving him one more trea

Music
Music is a door, An escape to a different world. A world you make and control in your mind. Music is a hero, One to cheer your spirits when you are down. Music is an enemy, sometimes the lyrics bring you down. Music is your personality, expressed through song. The music player, Is you, the one holding it all together. Music is an awakening to the real world. Its lyrics are real and true. Music is a best friend, One to give advice when you need it. Music is what you think of it. Its starts off empty and colorless, and escalates to something more, your own world.

Would You???
Thought I would post it just to see what people would say.... SO LET'S HEAR IT!!!! 1) Would you mind me being in control? 2) Would you spank my ass & pull my hair? 3) Would you talk dirty to me? 4) Would you kiss me with a lil' tongue, or a lot of tongue? 5) Would you go down on me? 6) Would you expect me to go down on you? 7) Would you let me kiss and lick all over ya' body? 8) Would you suck my toes? 9) How many rounds would we go? 10) What would you wanna do afterwards? 11) Would you strip for me?, What song would you strip to? 12) Would you lick, kiss, and bite all over me? 13) Would you like foreplay 1st, or just get straight to the point? 14) Would you take your time, if I told you to?? 15) Is it gonna be all about me, or you?? 16) Would you fall asleep when we're done?? 17) Would you want to go fast or slow?? 18) Where would you wanna do it at??? 19) Can you make me scream your name?? 20) Do you think that I coul

Misstress Of Her Heart
The room is dark, bodies entwine pain and passion live divine For she had entered his royal domain and her body aches for what he calls by name. She surrenders her spirit, body and soul. He is the master, her lord, he takes control. she is as a leaf without thought or aim; she falls into his tight embrace and she's never the same. He will take her to worlds yet unclaimed, She will be taught, used and trained; to be called his PET when spoken by name ... She knows the lust and passion within her soul and her body aches and withers under his control. He will take her until he's won and will not stop until she sees no one, except her Lord, her Master her only One.... She is his pet to hold and play, he calls the tune and she will play. The rage burns bright beneath her breasts and he will take her but deeper yet! She

Aneurysm/ Angiogram
Well for those of you who don't know I had a Stroke in March of 2005. It was a hemorraghic stroke which means that my aneurysm broke (the other kind of stroke is when you get a clot like a heart attack which is most common.)My stroke is usually fatal but I was very lucky and survived. Some of you all knew I was going for an MRI for my annual checkup because I wrote a mumm about drug'in myself before I went because I freak out when I get them. And some of you asked me to let you know what came about at my visit. Well here it is..... The test wasn't real good. They were hoping that it would of healed diffently. One of the four coils they put in my head didn't spring right. This coil is located at the very tip/mouth of my aneurysm. Well it has been leaking a little and they want to go and see how much it is bleeding because I am so young they don't want to just let it go. I am scheduled to have an Angiogram which is very much like a heart catherization except it's in my brai

Wow! Life Can Be Exhausting, Even When You Don't Think You're Doing Much!
Have you ever wondered how you can be so exhausted while it seems like you're not really that active? I got a taste of that over the course of the past two months, and I'm still trying to recover from it! My cousin, Melissa, had been in the hospital since May 24th or 25th after a brutal car wreck. Melissa and I have been close for as long as I can remember, so you can imagine the shock of almost losing her several times. Fortunately, she survived, even through all the complications! Even better - she was released as of this past Friday. I couldn't be happier to know she is home! I have had to say good bye to some people and change some relationships over some pretty petty and pathetic actions (these people I am about to mention,for their privacy, will remain nameless). This guy I've known for a while was calling me almost constantly, invading my time and my privacy. Furthermore, when I asked him to let me have time for myself and let me call him - well, forget about that...he kep

Cleaning The Closet Out
I have come to the conclusion that some people are just more concerned with getting friends and seeing nsfw pics. Please dont get me wrong i do have some great friends that talk to and want to be my friend. I am just tired of letting people see my pics and never hearing from them again. They dont seem to realize that I am opening my door for them not to have it slammed in my face. So in the next few hours I will be cleaning out the closet sorta to speak. If you are truely my friend and wish to stay that away show me!!!!!!!!!!!

Thoughts
The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company ...a church ...a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past ...we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude ...I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you ...we are in charge of our attitudes. When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions

Perfect Sky
I went back home tonight to watch the fireworks in the town I went to high school. Sure it was just a 16 mile drive, but it was a much farther journey for me. I have not watched fireworks at home on The Shortline for 20 years. Since then I have traveled all over North America and have seen some of the finest displays in the country. It's funny, I remember the towns, places like NY and Disneyworld that are known for great displays, but they really are not memorable by comparison. The past year I have made an effort to get back in touch with my friends and family that inhabit the tiny communities that I felt I had out grown, and yes I say that with an amount of shame and quiver in my voice. I'm sitting here in the same house I have spent the last 15 years and yet for the first time in a long time I feel like I am at home. I spent the early evening hours having my shirt tale pulled by small hands sticky with cotton candy while I talked to parents I grew up with. It's amazing to walk

Haters
I have found another hater I'll let you people decide how to deal with it but i thought i'd point this one out to you.Her nic is 'Irish Eyes single and looking' CT Wife To edude25 · Irish Eyes sing... rated your photo a '1'! 10 hr ago · ~Kristene-Lyn~ just checked you out! 10 hr ago

My Bird Pebbles Just Died
I had Pebbles for 15 years. She was an african grey parrot. She was a baby to me. I took her everywhere. She talked and would always give me kisses. I dont know why she died. I am very sad right now. I loved her very much. I went to check on her and give her some food and water but she wouldnt drink the water and she didnt do her normal head bobbong thing she does to me when she sees me. I knew right away something was wrong. I tried to get her to drink some water and she wouldnt so I called the vet. I live on Cape Cod and there arent many vets around here adn the only emergency vet hpstpital that is here said they donthave anyone on that knows about parrots so they would try and locate a vet for me that does. In the meantime Pebbles had fallen to the bottom of the cage. I picked her up and started force feeding her water with a medicine syringe, she was drinking it but not responding well. She finally took her last breath and died in my arms. I was crying and my son was crying. My son

Stealth Bomber In Contest
This here is a Stealth Bomber member in a contest.We are small and going against bigger families like the round table bomber's,etc.If anyone could spare a rate and a few comments would be appreciated.

Very Important Please Take The Time To Read
RECENTLY A GOOD FRIEND OF THE LOUNGES AND AN AWESOME STAFF MEMBER WAS CAUGHT UP IN SOME MASSIVE FLOODING! I WILL INCLUDE SOME PICS SO YOU KNOW JUST HOW BAD IT WAS! ANYWAY HER AND HER FAMILY ARE SUFFERING FROM THIS WITH THE LOSS OF ALOT OF THERE STUFF ANYWAY IM SETTING UP AN ACCOUNT FOR JENN AND HER FAMILY SO IF YOU WOULD WOULD LIKE TO HELP THE FAMILY OUT IN ANYWAY PLEASE MESSAGE ME ON YAHOO (bcbytch_73) OR IN HERE AND ILL CONTACT YOU OR YOU CAN SEND THE MONEY DIRECT TO KERRYL@CABLEROCKET.COM (PAYPAL) AND IT WILL BE DIRECTLY SENT TO JENN AND HER FAMILY AND IF YOU CANT DO THAT PLEASE ATLEAST GO TO HER PAGE AND SHOW HER MAD LOVE AND LET HER KNOW WE ARE THINKING OF HER!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ANY TYPE OF HELP! CLUB FANTASIA AND NO LIMIT STAFF! Jenn~budsgirl1978~Bartender & Head Promoter @ Club Fantasia~~Sign My Guestb@ CherryTAP

Signs And Notices 04
These are supposedly actual signs that have appeared at various locations. On a New York convalescent home: "For the sick and tired of the Episcopal Church." On a Maine shop: "Our motto is to give our customers the lowest possible prices and workmanship." At a number of military bases: "Restricted to unauthorized personnel." On a display of "I love you only" Valentine cards: "Now available in multi-packs." In the window of a Kentucky appliance store: "Don't kill your wife. Let our washing machine do the dirty work." In a funeral parlor: "Ask about our layaway plan." In a clothing store: "Wonderful bargains for men with 16 and 17 necks." In a Tacoma, Washington men's clothing store: "15 men's wool suits, $10. They won't last an hour!" On a shopping mall marquee: "Archery Tournament-Ears pierced"

If I Could
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you And share with you its beauty On the days you are feeling blue If I could build a mountain You call your very own A place to find serenity A place to alone If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea But all these things I'm finding Are impossible for me I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair But let me be what I know A friend that's always there

Thunder
Thunder(revised) THE THUNDER OF OUR HEARTS( Revised) Can you hear it? There in the distance Do you know what it is Should I tell you what it is It's thunder stricking in the distance It's the thunder of my heart Can you hear it now Can you hear the thunder of my heart beating Can you feel the thunder of my heart beating as you took my breathe away with our first time I can feel your heart beating next to mine as we lay there holding on to eachother There in the distance somewhere in your mind can you hear the thunder of the past as our hearts beat as one Should we dare to hear and feel the thunder once again ReWritten By Angela Jewell-Frazier September 26, 2006

Bath Time~nsfw~~
~WAS TOLD SOME MIGHT ENJOY~ well i wanted to tell you all how my bath went... i pulled all my hair on top of my head.. eased my naked body into the very hot water... so warm when i started to sit i could feel the sting of the water on my ass and my pussy lips.. the warmth was so intense.. i closed my eyes leaned my head back and breathed the fresh sent of my cucumber melon bubble bath... the bubbles were so soft i was rubbing them into my arms at first ... then my neck and down to my chest.. the cool air filtering in from the open window mixed with the hot water had my nipples exploding to attention.. hard errect and demanding some attention.. i slowly began to rub circles around them still breathing in the fresh smells of the bubble bath...my eyes still closed .. i had brought two toys with me to the tub and my very naughty thoughts were rushing through my head telling me it was time to make myself cum...my first toy is the coolest thing ever.. my bathtub buddy as i call it come

Don't Quote Baby J... It's Nsfw
ok... so I was bored and just goofing around, and thought I would try to block my self, and I got this message... I thought the message was pretty crude, coming from the top, so I posted a mumm and didn't mark it NSFW... thinking if baby jesus can say it, so could I..... wrong.... I got banned from posting any more mumms. I asked about it in the support lounge and was told that baby j is a lunatic, and can say what ever he likes, because it's his site. I was posting this comment, today on all the mumms...

Frustrated!
Date: September 29, 2006 When I became 18yrs old I was hanging out w/ some bad influences who I thought were my friends and did some real stupid shit. I got a bank account and was trying to save money but that didnt last for long because after a couple of years I then started to write some bad checks cause my friends had talked me into it. Once I started it,, and seen how easy it was then I kept going till the checks wouldn't go through anymore. Now it's been like 10yrs and I have been wanting to own my own home so I have something stable for my children. I been through a homebuying education course and got my certificate, plus have spent the last 4-5yrs cleaning up my credit and building credit. The one thing I'm pissed about is that 10yrs ago I recieved a certified letter in the mail at my mother's address and she signed for it knowing I told her to NEVER sign ANYTHING for me. It just happened to be a court document for me to go to court in regards to a few of the bad checks I wr

It's That Time Again
I am doing a major cleaning of my friends list tonight. No use in having someone on there that doesn't even stop by or return anything. Nobody in my family is being deleted of course. So asta to the ones I never hear from and probably won't read this anyway.

My Current Situation
As most friends on here now know that i have finally got out of London and moved to Ireland to be closer to my family,right now i do not have internet access until my new place is ready which right now could be 3-6 weeks but i will try and be here when i can so just to let you all know i've not gone missing but after being fucked around by Orange(my old UK ip) and moving here i've not been able to be online as much as i can

I See Her While I Dream.
I see her hair while I dream. As it blows in the wind i smell her love. In my most worried state, just the soft touch next to my face calms my force. I would be lost without her. I see her eyes while I dream. As she glances at me they speak words unto my soul. In my darkest hours her eyes shine bright through the mist, I would be lost without her. I see her lips while I dream. As she smiles it melts my heart. In my deepest depression her lightest kiss brings me to my feet. I would be lost without her. I see her hands while I dream. As she lightly holds my hands I feel the strongest bond. In my loneliest of times her gentle touch soothes my pains. I would be lost without her. ~Loki~ Now if only i had someone to be her :(

Birth Of A Nightmare
Ridien stepped out into the darkness just as the rain started falling. Paying no heed to the dismal weather, he turned and walked slowly down the street toward his favorite pub. This ritual had started years before, and tonight would be no different. A working class but well off shopkeeper, Ridien was known by nearly everybody in the village and was liked by most. One liked him even more than the rest....her name was Machell. She was unknown in the village of Rhenquest by name, but well known as a demon who stalked the night, preying on the blood and souls of the innocent. Ridien was born in this little village and had there spent his life, Machell had been watching him from an early age. She lived well beyond the village, deep in the mountains of Shamora. On this night she had plans to finally claim Ridien as her own. The pub was filled with a smell of smoke and stale bourbon that Ridien had grown accustomed to from his earliest evenings there. The same lonely peopl

Where I Am Now With Wildin Out Radio/ Wet N Wild
Ok.. so obviously I'm not happy with the way things have been going and I'm going to speak my peace here. I'm tired of trying to rely on others who don't put forth the effort they said they were going to. There are a select few who have been loyal from day one and I appreciate that. But I'm starting to realize how much fun we all used to have and I miss that. I wouldn't have agreed to pay 30 dollars a month for a player so we could all have a place to hang out and listen to music. Well.. honestly I feel a little hurt lately because no one has been coming in.. I know it has to do with a lot of the drama that has gone down. I'm tired of the fighting the bullshit the drama.. all of it. At what point do we admit that we're adults again and just have fun? Get over the petty shit and just realize we were here for fun thats what it was supposed to be. Yeah stupid its just a lounge and some of you reading this will probably be like wtf whats she so upset about? Well.. to

Dorment
ok to start this out..... i really enjoy ct well fubar now.. but not sure wat to do so i think im going to lay dorment for some time i maybe on and may not im sure alot of u have noticed i dont comment like i used to or even the morphs...i have this problem... and its called i need a real life..i need to clear head...i dont wanna go but if i do it wil prolly be for about 6 months...no not going to prison...i hope not anyhow...but i do this alot find new friends then i abanden them for 6 months and if they r there when i get back they r..and most r....is how i tell who my friends really r... sorry if i have been different to some of u and im sure alot of u camn tell...... but anyhow long story short.......... i will be on but if i just up and vanished u know y...i think i owe to my friends this much atleast.... love ya all.......... oops and some more then others...lol thanks......

Uuuugggghhhh!!!!
OK...moving next weekend...not sure if I'm really looking forward to it or not. A very different place and change of pace for me. I liked living in a rural place and being all laid back. I lived in a huge metro for far too long and was really enjoying the kicked back pace of southern country life. For a time we will be living right outside of city limits...I can only pray that financial matters improve greatly and quickly so that we can get a place out in the country again. My friends and family on here have been awesome and are dear to me. I will miss you guys because I'm not sure when I'll get computer time in the near future to keep up with you all. I have been bad about commenting these past two weeks and I am so very sorry, but I am thinking of you all. I just have a lot of stuff on my mind right now. I leave the site up while I'm running around the house and getting things in order, I'm not always at the computer so I am not just being lazy, LOL. Take care all and

I'm Not Gonna Be Too Popular After This One, But I Don't Give A Fuck...
THIS BLOG IS NOT FOR SOME PEOPLE...THOSE PEOPLE KNOW WHO YOU ARE...THE REAL PEOPLE ON CT/FUBAR, PLEASE DISREGARD THIS. AS FOR THE HATERS/FAKES/POSERS/LOSERS/DRAMA QUEENS/INSECURE NAIVE SMART-MOUTHED CUNTS...ENJOY :) LET ME TELL YOU SELF-RIGHTEOUS, SCRUTINIZING, PLASTIC SURGERY-GETTING, FAKE, UP-TURNED NOSE, HEAD UP YOUR ASS MOTHERFUCKERS ONE THING: I GREW UP BEING THE FAT, UGLY, INSECURE LITTLE GIRL. I WAS PICKED ON, TALKED ABOUT, MADE FUN OF AND EVERYTHING ELSE YOU CAN IMAGINE. NOW THAT I'VE GROWN INTO MY BODY, APPRECIATE IT, AND I'VE FOUND MYSELF, I'LL BE GODDAMMED IF IT'S GOING TO KEEP HAPPENING. I LOVE MYSELF. MY WEIGHT, MY EYES, MY HAIR, MY NOSE, MY FEET, MY ASS, MY BOOBS, MY E-N-T-I-R-E BODY, AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, FINE...NO ONE SAID YOU HAD TO LOOK AT IT...BUT DO THE WORLD A FAVOR: KEEP YOUR WHINING, BITCHING, PISSING&MOANING, NAIVE, STUCK-UP, AND ALL AROUND UN-WANTED OPINIONS TO YOUR FUCKING SELVES. SAVE THAT HOT AIR COMING OUT OF THAT HOLE IN YOUR FACE FOR SOMEONE WHO

Live A Little
you waiting to die or loving to live... wut i mean is while ur here on earth do u live a everyday life always by the rope... scared to lose someone u love b/c u dont know if they could be replaced... have u done everything yesterday that u would have done tommorow... BASSICALLY wut im saying do wut u want not wut u think other people want u too do... theres too many paths in life to only take one...

The Real Thing
As Im sitting here thinking about my life, one thing keeps coming to mind. This person who changed my life and I did nothing in return for him. He is now possibly dying, and Im not by his side where I should be, because I was selfish and stupid. I screwed up the one thing in my life that was good. So Im wondering.. why do you only appreciate something after it is gone? 3 years have passed, and I still love him, and will always love him. I have realized that Im not happy without him. All I can say is that I hope he knows how I feel. To all who read this, dont be afraid to love, take that chance, and dont be stupid like I was.

Dane Cook-2 Million Thank You's!!!
We did it! Actually, YOU did it!! We have officially hit 2 million friends on MySpace! Making me the first person to do so! You know what happens when you hit that kind of goal?? You have a PARTY at my house! Consider this your official, gold engraved cyber invitation to the newest Dane Cook MySpace page http://www.myspace.com/danecook! So what do the guests get when they go to a party? That's right treats!! So here's my "virtual" goody bag for you! In honor of this momentous occasion - that I have YOU to thank for - I have some surprises in store. A NEW MySpace page, redesigned with you in mind. NEW content. NEW news. NEW comedy (what? Huh? Did someone mention a new CD?) And yep, NEW movies!! As part of my tingling scalp of thanks, I've given you exclusive access to SPIRAL & 8 GUYS two of my first films! A facelift of DANECOOK.com http://www.danecook.com is in the works too, and I'm pumped for you to see how A-LIVE things will become. When I try to wrap my head around TWO MIL

Talk About Giving Me Chills....
I got this from a friend. While I was reading this, I literally had chills run down my spine at the fact that not only did I play in a ball pit as a kid but I allowed my loved ones too as well. Plus the HIV/AIDS spread. I mean that is so sick. We are our own destruction in the end. OMG this shit's sickMcDonalds, Chuck E Cheese, Discovery Zone... All places withball pits in the children's play area. One of my sons lost his watch,and was very upset. We dug and dug in those balls, trying to find hiswatch.Instead, we found vomit, food, feces, and other stuff I do not want to discuss.I went to the manager and raised hell. Come to find out, the ball pit is only cleaned out once a month. I have doubts that it is even done that often.. My kids will never play in another ball pit.Some of you might not be parents, but you may have nieces, nephews, grandchildren, or friends with children.This will pertain to you too. As I read the following, my heart sank. I urge each and every one of you to

Support R Troops
SUPPORT OUR TROOPS!!!!!I don't see your ass enlisted, overseas, seperated from your family for months and constantly in harms way!!!!>Love,Mizzzz Kitty~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~**~*~**~*~*~*To all my fallen brothers, u r not forgotten. To all my brothers soon to return, following winds and calm seas!Turn up your volume*You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all t

Crazy Squirrel
Ok, thats a story I just found on yahoo. It was cute,so I thought I share it here for the ones who missed it. It came from Reuters btw. Chocoholic squirrel steals treats from shop Thu Aug 2, 10:44 AM ET A Finnish squirrel with a sweet tooth heads to a Finnish grocery shop at least twice a day to steal "Kinder Surprise" chocolate-shelled eggs. "I named it the Kinder-squirrel, after the treats. It always goes after them, other sweets do not seem to interest it as much," the manager of the store in Jyvaskyla, central Finland, told Reuters. The confectionary, which is intended for children, has a toy inside. "It removes the foil carefully, eats the chocolate and leaves the store with the toy," Irene Lindroos said. Unfortunately, the bushy-tailed thief does not clean up after itself, but leaves the wrappers behind, she added. Squirrels have a well deserved reputation for being clever and adaptable animals. Many a home owner has seen the small rodents raiding thei

I Am A Witch
I Am A Witch” (repost ) Body: “I AM A WITCH” RIBBON CAMPAIGN FOR 2007 “I Am A Witch” When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me “WITCH”. When I stand up for those I love, they call me “WITCH”. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me “WITCH”. Being a “WITCH” entails raising my children to be strong people, who have a solid sense of responsibility, who are not afraid to stand up for what they believe in, who love and respect themselves for the beautiful beings they are. Being a “WITCH” means that I am free to be the wonderful creature I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a “WITCH” means I won’t compromise what’s in my heart. It means I live my life my way. It means I won’t allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a “WITCH”. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone else’s

To Make It Stiff ....
To make it stand, you wet it ! To make it wet, you suck it ! To make it stiff, you lick it ! To get it in, you push ! Dang,,,,,,,, Threading a needle when you're older is NO JOKE ! ! ! Now just where was YOUR mind???

My New Life
well every body i have done it , i found my one true love. it took a long time but it was worth the wait.she is the most beautiful woman in the universe and i got her,and her son.i feel like there r rose petals falling all around me when i am with her.her touch is like a feather caressing my body, and she is so sensual.i feel almost drunk when i am with her cuz i damn near get weak at the legs when she kisses me with her ever loving lips and the way she touches me.she is like sweet red wine that has sat up for years waiting for someone openned it and that was me.im a compasionate person now and will stay this way.i want her to have the life she always wanted but could not find untill now.her son is really cool and he likes my kids too.she is a great mother, my best friend and an amazing lover too.her name is memori, i bet u thought i wouldnt tell u her name huh lol.i have her on my mind 24 7 and it is so good to have a shoulder to cry on .well this is my new life, so wish me luck.

Actions Speak Louder Then Words
Actions a lot of the time speaks louder then words.... When thing goes wrong no matter what they may be it always seems to be better when you do something to make amends then by only talkin about it. Words travel only so far and most of the times people don't even know how to say what is truly in their hearts. Therefore when you do something to correct the thing that went wrong it tends to open their eyes and make them think that "Oh Hey they truly do care".... Remember everyone has feelings and they do tend to get hurt by things done wrong and want them to mend!!!

Random
Hey everyone this is my first Blog on here,yesterday i went into work and quite my job!!! which is totally out of character for me i had just had enough of it and don't really need it as im going back to University.I have saved up enough to keep me going ontop of my student load so fuck it lol have met someone really cool, they make me laugh and smile,she will probably read this sometime so if she does Hi sexy lol xxxx It's great to be able to wake up in the morning and not have to worry about going to work and beeing able to do what everyone else is doing when they are abck home for uni, which is go out and have a good time and get pissed, chill out in the sun and play footy and chill out in thepark with ya friends

Is This My Cry For Help?
i've been suffering from severe sadness for a month or so now--thank you all who gave me love to help me through-when i receive some respite i know that soon the sadness will return to debilitate me totally again-and boy was i right this time-now i'm on the edge-not sure what will happen--thank you for all your love

The King .... Or The Pawn
I never was a huge fan of stereotypes. I still think that stereotypes are a copout. But hey what do I know? I'm just a nut right? Err…wait…I'm insane. Yea that's it. I mean…gosh…am I weird these days? Someone please tell me! What the heck am I? It's funny listening to people talk about you when they don't know you’re listening. At least that's what I'm told. Over the course of the past year I have come to realize a few things. These are a few things that I believe should be taught to kids with an unusual laugh, eccentric tendencies, and a craving to kick back to the good old' days of infancy. For those of you who don't know whom that may be describing, please, read this aloud. The first life-tip I have learned is that words are only as good as the power you give them. For example, these words that appear in black and white on the paper in front of you are only as good as the power you entrust them with. You can read my entire column but you can decide to not let anything s

Intresting
You may have reached an impasse with your romantic situation, but you haven't run out of friends with good advice. The hard part is sorting the good stuff from the pointless fluff, but you can do it. haha... well drew.. i told u

Fun!! Lets See How Well Everyone Know There Rock N Roll History
OK. Below is a picture that has 75 bands represented in it. What I want you to do is leave me a comment naming up to 3 at the most. Leave some for others to find. This should be fun. Good Luck

Horoscope August 16th, 2007
Some small problem at home -- plumbing or wiring or something smaller -- won't go away. Now is a great time to deal with this type of issue, as your mind is more fully focused on practical concerns. *Weird since my gas gets turned off and I have to deal with this kidney stone situation!*

Just Me
Im just an easy going person, enjoy time with my kids,family and friends..Love to relax at the beach,walks in the park, movies,dinner out..or just sitting home watching a movie and cuddling on the couch with that special someone...Not into games of the head or heart..won't play with peoples emotions, it's not the right thing to do and wouldn't want it done to me...It's either sink or swim when riding the wave of life...anything else you want to know about me, feel free to ask..Thanks for stopping by

Past The Point Of No Return
I have brought you, that our passions may fuse and merge - in your mind you've already succumbed to me dropped all defences completely succumbed to me - now you are here with me: no second thoughts, you've decided, decided ... Past the point of no return - no backward glances: the games we've played till now are at an end ... Past all thought of "if" or "when" - no use resisting: abandon thought, and let the dream descend ... What raging fire shall flood the soul? What rich desire unlocks its door? What sweet seduction lies before us ...? Past the point of no return, the final threshold - what warm, unspoken secrets will we learn? Beyond the point of no return ... You have brought me to that moment where words run dry, to that moment where speech disappears into silence, silence ... I have come here, hardly knowing the reason why ... In my mind, I've already imagined our bodies entwining defenceless and silent - and now I am her

Highway Of Hero's
Highway of Hero's There is a petition circulating on the net to have a portion of Highway 401 designated as the "Highway of Heroes". The web site reads Quote Let's officially designate 'Highway of Heroes' In Ontario, when a Canadian soldier dies for his country in Afghanistan they touch Canadian soil at Canadian Forces Base Trenton. From there, a funeral procession leaves the base and heads to Toronto, Ontario taking our departed heroes to the Centre for Forensic Sciences. Along the 172km path of Highway 401 people fill the overpasses to show their support, waving Canadian flags and signs, in a sort of paying their respects to the fallen and their families. It's been unofficially dubbed the "Highway of Heroes" and I personally would love for an official naming of the 401, from Trenton to Toronto down to the Don Valley Parkway "The Highway of Heroes". It's already called that to the thousands of people who line the bridges along the way and it should be remembered as such i

Wtf??downrater Jerkoffs!!!
Gingerbread is a FRESH MEAT downrater.... what a pussy......maybe if you put a tag on your profile name or post a friggin blog that you would like to have a 2 then everyone will rate you one!! What in the hell is the difference in wanting a 10 & wanting a 2?? What jerkoffs.....so tired of drama bullshit here.....there is a wave of downraters today,I guess....I will not stoop to their level...so if you wanna play...fine....I will still give you a 10 or if ya really wanna play hardball..I might even waste an 11 on your sorry ass!!!!Have a wonderful friggin day!!!! Oh,& I love my FUBAR peeps!!! Y'all know I gots MaD LuV for yas!!!!! ~ReD~

Mre Dinner Date
MRE dinner date, The following is a true story....told from the point of view of a Marine ... I had a date the other night at my place. On the phone the day before, the girl asked me to "Cook her something she's never had before" for dinner. After many minutes of scratching my head over what to make, I finally settled on something she has DEFINITELY never eaten. I got out my trusty case of MRE's. Meal, Ready-to-Eat. Field rations that when eaten in their entirety contain 3000+ calories. Here's what I made: I took three of the Ham Slices out of their plastic packets, took out three of the Pork Chops, three packets of Chicken-a-la-King, and eight packets of dehydrated butter noodles and some dehydrated/rehydrated rice. I cooked the Ham Slices and Pork Chops in one pan, sauteed in shaved garlic and olive oil. In another pot, I blended the Chicken a-la-king, noodles, and rice together to make a sort of mush that looked suspiciously like succotash. I added some spices,

Poetry.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~So alone~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I have found my pleasure in your pain, laughter spills out like falling rain, with disbelief you give me that stare, look into my eyes, do you think I care?, my blood has begun to boil hot, to feel pity for you it does not, I don't care for the words you have to say, nothing is going to change my way, for I am not me because of you, it doesn't matter what you THINK I should do, alone, I have walked this far down the road, it has been dark, painful, lonely and cold, alone I will continue, no-one by my side, I keep on rolling out, as does the tide, in solitare, as I accomplish each goal I have set to achive, and alone I will laugh, as you see, but still do not believe, please don't claim to have been by my side, alone I have earned and gained my pride, and do not claim to have been my friend, I will stand alone as my journey comes to an end

Poem
At last she waits for someone to appear. Desparately waiting but knowing with fear. There is not one out there for her heart to be given. That knows her as well as she wants so she's smitten. Not an answer to this nor a comfort that comes. Lonely is nothing but being just one. Lost in a place where the mist hangs so heavy. Time seems uncertain and this place is a levy. Where burdens stay captured awaiting release.

That One Guy
I hate that I get jealous when I know I shouldn't be. I hate that I blew up on him. I hate that I made myself look like a jealous fool in front of the girl. I hate that he considers me his best friend. I really hate that I met him now. I hate that I can't tell him the truth. I hate that I took three energy pills and can't stop shaking. I hate that I now have nothing to do to get rid of the energy. I hate the way I feel right now. I hate that I'm really beginning to dislike guys. I hate that I'm acting like girl. I hate that I'm so stupid.

The Needs Of The Many...
I remember when I was growing up, fighting with my parents to be allowed to be responsible for my own actions. It was a sign of independence. If I made a mistake, I would take the consequences. My parents, wanting nothing but the best for me, wanted to prevent my making mistakes, by telling me what to do and what not to do. The end result, a compromise. I made my own mistakes, and they bailed me out when they had too. It was called the process of growing up. Why then is it that today, no one wants to be responsible for their own actions? I heard on the news that a group of people are suing the government here in Manitoba. The reason for this lawsuit? The Government allows gambling in the bars and in government run casinos. They are saying that the government is responsible for people that are addicted to gambling! Now correct me if I am wrong here, but I don't think the government sent a representative to the person's house, abducted them at gunpoint or under threat of harm

Herbology
Herbology by Lady Bridget and Lord Riekin, © 1999 Please note that this is in no way meant to take the place of regular medical advice or treatment. Please see a doctor if conditions persist or worsen. Herbology, the study of herbs and their effects on the human body, is an ancient art that goes back to the beginnings of humankind. Herbs technically can be ANY part of a plant, not just the leaves or the flowers, but also can be the roots, seeds, pollen, bark, or sometimes the entire plant. When we talk about medicine, we are usually describing how to use a medicant for the relief of symptoms, or the cure of a disease. However, herbology goes a step further in that we can also use them to prevent disease. More and more studies are showing that what we eat, as well as our mindset, and our exercise habits, strongly influence how likely we are to be struck by various diseases. The old herbalists knew this. Do you remember the old saying, "An apple a day keeps the Doctor away." ? It

You Said You Loved Me!
I had dreams for me and dreams for you. They were suppost to be dreams we reached together. New cars, a home,a trip to Rome. Diamonds and gold, but most of all a love that was to never grow old. Now my heart is broken and my dreams shattered, and it only seems to me that to you it doesn't matter. You left me cold and in the dark and the only thing there seems do, is make a brand new start. A life without you now is hard, but maybe someday, I will see that some dreams aren't meant to be. Just because you said you loved me.

Am I Crazy Or…
Am I Crazy Or… Don’t you get disappointed when you see two cars about to crash into each other, but then at the last second they avoid the collision? There’s a little part of you that feels cheated, isn’t there?

Sex Score
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

English Is Easy?
You Think English is Easy??? Read to the end . . . a new twist to an oldie Can you read these right the first time? 1) The bandage was wound around the wound. 2) The farm was used to produce produce. 3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse. 4) We must polish the Polish furniture. 5) He could lead if he would get the lead out. 6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert. 7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present . A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum. 9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes. 10) I did not object to the object. 11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid. 12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row . 13) They were too close to the door to close it. 14) The buck does funny things when the does are present. 15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line. 16) To help with planting, the farmer taught his

Remembering 9/11/07
Just wanted to let all of you know that I appreciate everything that everyone in the armed forces & all involved that I appreciate everything that you have done & everything that you continue to do for our freedom!!!! GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!!! MySpace Codes & MySpace Layouts MySpace Codes & MySpace Layouts MySpace Codes & MySpace Layouts MySpace Codes & MySpace Layouts

Pop The Cherries!!!!!
Pop the Cherries! (developed by ~~ TheCureForSanity ~~) Copy and paste the Code below anywhere on your Profile or in Blog, Stash, etc. Click here to play or view Children of the Seed! Click here to play or view Rotten Cherries!

Inside Job
people need to wake up and study history and learn about the truth.....google "loose change" in the video search and look for second edition and watch 89 minutes.....it will blow your mind.....then search for terrorstorm final cut by alex jones....2hrs 14min.....watch and learn....4real....

What Forever Means
It wasn’t that long ago we were saying our good byes but I never got to say thank you for all the things that you taught me most importantly what forever means at least when it came to me and you It means until you’re tired and don’t want to play anymore or until I’m useless and you’ve got all your kicks Was it forever until you’re quit or forever until you’re bored So tell me the truth did you ever really care? Did you love that boy you held? Did you just use him like the others? And toss him when he was spent? Now in the end I know that it’s all for the best We’re both much happier and moving on with our lives but still the questions linger like a shadow cast long before for the life of me I’ll never understand how forever can be so brief just until you’re hurting just until it’s not easy anymore or until someone better comes along Is it forever until I’m broke or forever until you let it die? But tell me the truth did any of it matter to you? Or was i

*crying*
What a shame it is that I have 330+ friends on my list and 15 in my family and goodness knows how many fanned people, and yet only 2 people have bothered to help me in the least little bit in a VIP giveaway I am in. Hurts my feelings alot. I am always the first in line to help bomb or rate or whatever to level my friends and or help them in contests, but seems as though it was all in vain. That really makes me so sad. So much for being nice to people I guess... Even the guy that pointed me to the contest has pimped out one of my competetors and not helped me even a little even though I helped him as much as I could when he was trying to level to Godfather...Really just ugly how things get on Fubar and how people, even in a cyber world disappoint you. Have a nice day all and good luck doing whatever you might be doing this weekend. Just in case you feel the need to drop by, here is the contest pic link.... PS 2 of my pals did actually repost for me and for that I am very

Needing Girls And Guys.....please
I'M HOLDING MY FIRST CONTEST. I'M LOOKING FOR MORE CONTESTANTS. AS SOON AS I GET 10 CONTESTANTS I WILL SEND OUT MSGS THAT THE CONTEST HAS BEGUN. THERE WILL BE TWO WINNERS. ONE FOR COMMENTS AND ANOTHER FOR RATES. FOR EACH CATEGORY THE TOP THREE PICS WILL BE TAKEN AND BE JUDGED. PRIZES INCLUDED WILL BE PIMPIN GIFTS, TO BE DETERMINED WITH THE RESULTS OF THE CONTESTS, ONE MORPH FOR EACH WINNER BEING MADE BY MY SPECIAL FRIEND FIREMEN7. ALOT OF HIS WORK IS IN MY FOLDER. RULES: SELF BOMBING ALLOWED NO DOWNRATING NO AUTO BOMBING ANY QUESTIONS OR TO ENTER CLICK ON THE THUMBNAIL BELOW ღ•°*♥Southrn Fyregyrl♥*°•ღ@ fubar (repost of original by 'Fireman 7 "Life is to Short not to have Fun"' on '2007-09-13 15:24:53')

Uploading Status
Hi everyone reading this! LOL Just wanted to say in case you don't know it, since the uploading status for me is messed up...:( Please come check out my new pics. I know its a shameless plug of self advertisement, but hey..thats what its al about itsn't it?..LMAO Anyway, if you want come see meand rate my pics, if not I love you anyway...MUAH! PS...Leave me a voice message while youre at it! I love those!

Wanted
Have you ever just wanted? Wanted to be loved?Wanted to love someone so bad you can taste it but know that you never will? I have and let me tell you it sucks. I have loved many people in my life but the ones I wanted to love me back never did they just pretended to. Does anyone really know what love is? You can't find it in a book or on TV. Someone once told me that the only place you can find love is in your heart. I belive that you can find love in a good friend. I also know that if you can't be best friends with your lover that it will never work you should find someone eles. As you can tell I have had my heart broken so many times that I don't think I belive in love anymore. But I do belive if you are truley loved then you are a very lucky person and you need to hold on to that love and don't ever let it go.I know I sound sappy but let me tell you I know what love is and I know what love isn't. So I guess what I'm trying to say is if you have found that special someone hold on cau

Fuck The Traitors & The Haters!!
You took eveything from me - My happiness My trust in myself My trust in others My heart for others My dreams My best friend My place to unwind My ability to be sober for longer than 12 hours The life we built together The family I wish I could have had (count yourself lucky) My sanity Why? Because you couldn't keep your dick in your pants - I hope it was worth it you fucking piece of shit! Both you and your little fruit fly can go die in a fire - maybe THEN I can finally feel at peace. Oh, and fruit fly - how dare you call me your "best friend" and then turn around and befriend the person who destroyed me on a whim; you chose your side and now you can live with it. I hope he catches AIDS and then passes it on to you! (but we can only dream...) < 3 NJ

An Open Letter To The Hollywood Bunch
An Open Letter To The Hollywood Bunch 02/24/03 Snopes checked: http://www.snopes.com/politics/soapbox/daniels01.asp From Charlie Daniels Web Site: http://www.charliedaniels.com/soapbox-2003-022403.htm Ok let’s just say for a moment you bunch of pampered, overpaid, unrealistic children had your way and the U.S.A. didn’t go into Iraq. Let’s say that you really get your way and we destroy all our nuclear weapons and stick daisies in our gun barrels and sit around with some white wine and cheese and pat ourselves on the back, so proud of what we’ve done for world peace. Let’s say that we cut the military budget to just enough to keep the National Guard on hand to help out with floods and fires. Let’s say that we close down our military bases all over the world and bring the troops home, increase our foreign aid and drop all the trade sanctions against everybody. I suppose that in your fantasy world this would create a utopian world where everybody wou

Street Cars
i have been invited to a gangbang tonight and mmmm i am excited. it has been on my mind all day except for when i was cramping bad earlier so is there any advise anyone would give me to make this evening go well?

Information & Rules
Hello. Most likely you are reading this if you are considering joining our bombing family. First off, I want to say thank you for taking the time to learn a little about who we are and what we do. Well obviously we are bombers. We help our members who are in contests to try to win. We give it our all and we expect that from any new member as well. We understand people have families and work and cant be there all of the time, but when you are available to bomb or when an emergency comes you should try to be there. We don't just help our members who are in contests although they are main priority. If at anytime no SBG member is in a contest, we do go help other people who need it. ***RULES to all SBG members and future members*** 1.) No 2 SBG members can enter the same contest and only 2 family members in a contest at a time. 2.) When a contest is over...ALL BOMBING STOPS! I have seen in certain contests when the host isn't on, people keep going. We will not do such a thin

Hear U Me For Micheal
simply stated if there was a song that i could play for micheal this would be the one There's no one in town I know You gave us some place to go. I never said thank you for that. I thought I might get one more chance. What would you think of me now, so lucky, so strong, so proud? I never said thank you for that, now I'll never have a chance. May angels lead you in. Hear you me my friends. On sleepless roads the sleepless go. May angels lead you in. So what would you think of me now, so lucky, so strong, so proud? I never said thank you for that, now I'll never have a chance. May angels lead you in. Hear you me my friends. On sleepless roads the sleepless go. May angels lead you in. May angels lead you in. May angels lead you in. And if you were with me tonight, I'd sing to you just one more time. A song for a heart so big, god wouldn't let it live. May angels lead you in. Hear you me my friends. On sleepless roads the sleepless go. May angels lead you

Sexy=dumb Wtf?!
I like sex a great deal. Doing it, thinking about it, writing about it, reading about it, writing about it, watching it, advising people about it, dreaming about it, in fact I like just about everything about sex its sight sound and smells. Sex workers: escorts prostitutes, exotic dancers, adult actors and actresses, etc are as needed [if not more needed] than cooks, chefs, waiters/waitress, lawyers, bailiffs, court recorders, etc. Yet despite the fact that must of have sex and want sex this is still a culture very conflicted about sex. Just take Pornography- More than 85% is consumed by men [though more and more women do partake] and an even percentage is produced by men [though porn made by and for women is a rapidly growing market.] Even most of the woman produced porn is aimed at a male market. Female affirmative porn is not new, in the “Hippie” spirit of the early and mid 70’s a good deal of the mainstream porn produced featured storylines of feminine empowerment [though

This Is Serious For Women Please Repost
A friend stopped at a pay-at-the-pump gas station to get gas. Once she filled her gas tank and after paying at the pump and starting to leave, the voice of the attendant inside came over the speaker. He told her that something happened with her card and that she needed to come inside to pay. The lady was confused because the transaction showed complete and approved. She relayed that to him and was getting ready to leave but the attendant, once again, urged her to come in to pay or there'd be trouble. She proceeded to go inside and started arguing with the attendant about his threat. He told her to calm down and listen carefully: He said that while she was pumping gas, a guy slipped into the back seat of her car on the other side and the attendant had already called the police. She became frightened and looked out in time to see her car door open and the guy slip out. The report is that the new gang initiation thing is to bring back a woman and/or her car.. One way they are doing

Bs And Families
Hmmmmmm. Seems that as soon as a person has something to do with one Family or another the BS starts. Well I've had enough BS. Don't like Drama, don't want Drama. If I want BS I'll go work on a farm, at least there I can shovel it out of my way and it smells better. I'm going back to doing my own thing of being a truly independant bomber. Can't live with that.... take me me off your Family list. Real Easy! Want me to help.... ask. Oh yeah, I have friends in several Families. I don't care about the inter-Family BS. My friends are my friends for who they are and not the Family they run with. LIVE WITH IT!

Pray For Me
LET ME INTRODUCE YOU TO BABY BREANNA.SHE IS 2 MTHS OLD.HER MOTHER FOUND HER IN THE BED NOT BREATHING.SHE WAS CARRIED TO THE HOSPITAL AND HAD TO BE PUT ON MACHINES.THEY ARE SAYING THAT SHE'S NOT GOING TO MAKE IT.BABY BREANNA ISN'T DOING VERY GOOD TONIGHT HER SITUATION HAS WORSENED PLEASE PRAYER FOR THIS SWEET BABY.BELOW IS BREANNA AND BELOW THAT IS A LINK TO HER FAMILY WITH MORE PICS PLEASE SHOW LOVE AND PRAYERS!!! THIS IS CASSIE, BREANNA'S MOM cassie@ fubar THIS IS MONIQUE HER GRANDMA

This One Is For V. V.!!
This blog is all about V.V.,if you don't know who he is then your F*cking out of luck. Ok,to get this one started I'm going to give you the top 5 reasons I'm crazy for V.V.,hehe. 1)I fell inlove with his vocie on 12/22/2002. 2)I fell inlove with his laughter and his silly side on 4/3/2003. 3)The more I tried to push him out of my life ,the more life pushed him at me.(couldn't go anywhere with out my friends talking about him) 4)On 11/25/2004 it became a hate/love thing for me. 5)Now at this time I count him as being the only guy that hasn't let me down,so far that is. There you have it my top 5 reason's I'm crazy for V.V.,hehe. I know what your all thinking ya,ya,who your trying to kid, his got a great body to go with that vocie,but truth be told,I didn't know what he looked like untill 8/8/2005,so stick that up where the sun don't shine people. Anyhow,moving on!! As great as V.V. is, he wouldn't be where he is with out the rest of the band. What can I say their just as great as

A Marines Christmas
A Marine's Christmas 'Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give, And had to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, No tinsel, No Presents, Not even a tree. No stocking by the mantle, just boots full of sand. On the wall hung pictures, of a distant land. With Medals and Badges, Awards of all kinds, A sober thought, came to mind. For this house was different, it was dark and dreary, I found the home of a Marine, Once I could see clearly. The Marine lay sleeping, silent, alone, Curled up on the floor, In his one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, The room in such disorder, Not how I pictured, A Marine. Was this the hero of whom I'd just read? Curled up on a poncho, The floor for a bed? I realized the families that I saw this night, Owed their lives to these Marines, Who where willing to fight.

Staffs
STAFFORDSHIRE BULL TERRIERS have somewhat of a bad street rep because of dog fights and attacks on humans.Its not the dogs fault its the owners.They abuse their dogs something rotton .Then when or more like IF they get caught all they get is a poxy fine and banned from keeping animals for 2years.Which dont work they just carry on.But still the dogs get destroyed AS IF ITS THERE FAULT. I have a 10 month old bitch and she is as soft as shit and the most loyal lovable dog your ever likely to meet.Its all in the way u bring them up.... She has her own little page if anyone wants to have a little peek FEEL FREE http://staffy-storm.piczo.com Then you can make your own minds up about them. Leave your comments and views all are welcome THANKS FOR TAKING THE TIME TO HAVE A READ.... ...FINIGANXTC....

My First Contest
Hello You! Say, entered my first contest...any chance you could take a second and drop by and thro me a rate and comment? I'd really appreciate it, and promise to return the favor in the future! Thanks very much! Here's the link...http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=770546&albumid=591582&i=2721135735

Apply Here
The Official Boyfriend Application THE OFFICIAL BOYFRIEND APPLICATION Just a reminder: be completely honest with all your answers, I will be double checking applications using Google to ensure honesty. Any false information will automatically nullify any chance you might have had. Thanks, and have fun. This application must be filled out in its entirety in order to be considered for the position that you are applying. Photographs may sway my opinion one way or the other, feel free to attach any that you think may help you gain this position. BASIC INFORMATION 1. Full legal name 2. Age 3. Height 4. Weight 5. Eye color 6. Measurements 3. Natural hair color 4. Current hair color Last First Middle CONTACT INFORMATION ( ) - ( ) - 9. Home phone 10. Cell Phone 11. Email GETTING TO KNOW YOU 12. Are you a virgin? Y N 13. If no, how many past sexual partners have you had? 14. Have you ever had a sex change? Y N 15. Do yo

I Am Just Here To Be Friends
Not to fall in love and race across country been there done that And learned a valuble lesson. I am NOT a PUSH over. But I do have a heart of gold, thats probley why I have the man I do. but I do like to make friends so stop by and say hi....It doesnt hurt..................MUCH>>>!! :P

The Truth About Peta
Article The more I learn about PETA, the less I think of them. The story of them killing animals isn't even unusual. According to PETA's own filings, in 2004 PETA killed 86.3 percent of the animals entrusted to its care -- a number that's rising, not falling. Meanwhile, the SPCA in PETA's home town (Norfolk, Va.) was able to find loving homes for 73 percent of the animals put in its care. A shortage of funds? Nope: last year PETA took in $29 million in tax-exempt donations. It simply has other priorities for the funds, like funding terrorism (yes, really). But don't take my word for it: I got my figures from http://www.PETAkillsAnimals.com -- and they have copies of PETA's state and federal filings to back it up. The bottom line: if you donate money to PETA because you think they care for and about animals, you need to think some more. PETA literally yells and screams about how others "kill animals" but this is how they operate? Pathetic

Stash
So I update mt stash and I highly recommend Stephen Lynch. He is hilarious and dirty. One of my favorites next to Bill Hicks. CARS: I'm more in favor of American but my current favorite cars are Skylines, Subaru's and VW's. Never miss a VW drag race. One of the most amazing things ever.. And if you hear the term ALL MOTOR. Stick around and hold onto your hat. Crazy shiat! I love cars so I put up a few of my all time favorite videos that I have come across in the last couple of years. I put some motocross on here as well. My brother used to race and we grew up on bikes. Some of the best times in my life. I hope you all enjoy! violentred

Being A Sexaholic Really Isn't Easy
You ever consider really who you are? I have. Me I mean. I don't like it much. I don't like it a lot. I go back a long way. Doing this and that. Peeking at this and that. Touching this and that. But never having enough nerve to really express myself. Well now I have the nerve. But no one cares. I care. I went to see a prist. That was a thrill. Turns out he's worse than I could have ever been. I have a lesbian friend I can talk to but she is with her out of town lover this week so who to talk to is rather limited. I sat out in the patio this morning and watch the sun come up over the trees and roofs. It was beautiful. The birds are feeding in the feeds I have set out. I love to watch the birds. The squirrel that runs along the cable company's line is cool. I have three dried corncobs set out on fence posts. He'll have a lot to store up for the winter.

Answers To What Is Jangl
ok everyone that wants to know what this thing jangl is, here it goes. from what i understand it is a new thing that is capable of allowing people to call and talk without telling each other their real number. what you do is sign up with your email and give jangl your number then when you get your account set up you will be able to get a local number to call anyone in the world at anytime for free. just find someone that you want to talk to and get their local jangl number for you to call them, and your on your way. hope this thing works for you and lets start talking on jangl.

Missing Link
This is based on a pic of my other half Chris who I sent to Stu, apparently the character Missing Link has a hatred for all things human, which is why I thought he was just like Chris hahahahaha By daughterofhell at 2007-10-18

House Searching
yay think we found a house today the other one i posted the mumm on was allready taken this one is 3 bedroom two story sits on about half a acre land for 650 a month just outside clarksville tennessee we went and saw it today OMG talk about gorgeous gonna call in the morning yay hope all goes well with the rest this is a steal!

Signs And Traits
--------------JANUARY BABY-------------------- Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to Recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Feb ----------FEBRUARY BABY -------------------- Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves Freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves Aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends But rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the Inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Mar -----------------MARCH BABY -------------------- Attractive

Sometimes I Wonder
Sometime I wonder what I'm doing in life. Maybe I'm the only that feels that way. I have a good life by most anyones standards. I have a high school diploma as well as a BA degree from a univerity. I'm married and own my own home at teh age of 25. I also have a solid career. I have a great family and some of the best friends that anyone could ever ask for. Why do I feel this way sometimes then? I have what I need and even some of what I want. I just sometimes feel like, I don't know, like I'm not really doing anything with my life or that I'm not accomplishing something. I know it has to me but sometimes I just don't know what I'm doing here. Sometimes I truly feel that there is no purpose to my life. I really want to be someone. Someone who helps other, someone who truly matters. Maybe the stress of my job and life are getting me down. I see problems and I try so hard to fix them but feel as though I'm not doing anything. I see family and friends in pain and in need and feel t

No News Is Good News So They Say
BEEN THINKING SO MUCH ABOUT MY KAGE AND MOM HELEN , AND NEEDING PRAYERS TO PLEASE KEPT GOING TY ALL IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME CHERIE & KAGE Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! HAVE A GOOD REST OF DAY AND EVENING

1 Million Fu-buck Race
Are you always wishing you had more FU-BUCKS? Well here is your chance to win 1 MILLION FU-BUCKS.. Firt ever FU-BUCK Race to 10,000.. Mr.D will be hosting the first ever FU-BUCK Race to 10,000.. The first person to reach 10,000 comments will recieve 1 MILLION Fu-Bucks.. He will announce when the contest will begin after he gets 10 entries. ONLY RULES ARE NO DRAMA NO NSFW FIRST TO 10,000 WINS 1 MILLION FU-BUCKS PUSH, PULL, DRAG HE DOESN'T CARE HOW YOU REACH 10,000.. CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND LET HIM KNOW YOU WANT IN.. Mя. Đ Pєяĸy's Huѕband Owner of the PitBulls@ fubar

Fall Classes For Men
REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETED BY Monday, October 23, 2007 NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL BE LIMITED TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM. Classes begin Monday, October 30, 2007 Class 1 How To Fill Up The Ice Cube Trays --- Step by Step, with Slide Presentation. Meets 4 weeks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM. Class 2 The Toilet Paper Roll --- Does It Change Itself? Round Table Discussion. Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours. Class 3 Is It Possible To Urinate Using The Technique Of Lifting The Seat and Avoiding The Floor, Walls and Nearby Bathtub? --- Group Practice. Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 hours. Class 4 Fundamental Differences Between The Laundry Hamper and The Floor --- Pictures and Explanatory Graphics. Meets Saturday at 2:00 PM for 3 weeks. Class 5 After Dinner Dishes --- Can They Levitate and Fly Into The Kitchen Sink? Examples on Video.

Release
I'm a free spirit that has been shot down and wronged I pleaded for help a kind gentle mercy My heart felt like it rose up to my throat as you choked the life from me I cried with pain; can barely speak your name Throat swelling burning like a flame This fire this burning I'm yearning for help This is all I have ever felt My life as its slipping Veins running cold My blood as its churning its last My lungs choking for air breathing heavy And nobodies there to hold me tight Or watch this site as I fall to my knees In a last try to be set free abandoning all of me Because there is nothing left for me Why can't I ever just see? As the rain falls it sucks the life from me My one joy to hear and feel the rain and it consumes me And this ending pain; no more shame

Why I Feel I Am A Failure
Reason I feel I am a failure now, and that I have no purpose here. I have issues going on in my brain that I am trying to deal with, as much as it hurts me to do it, I have to admit I am wounded. Before the war in Iraq, I was different. Now, I hate like hell to admit it, but part of me is broken. I would give almost anything to go back to the way I was before. It may sound corny, but before Iraq, I felt a certain pride in the fact that I had the knowledge and skill to kill but the training and discipline not to act on impulse. Now, I feel differently, I pray that I will not lose it and harm myself or others especially those I love, which is why I tend to have problems in my relationships, because I am having issues I am dealing with from the war, I am haunted by smells, sights, sounds etc. that pull me back to the places I have been, and anyone I am with cant seem to or even want to deal with me in those situations. Let me try to explain it, Seeing my shadow on the ground

Did You Know - November 07
Did You Know - November of 07 Some Birthday's and Events that most people probably don't know bout. "Visionary people are visionary partly because of the very great many things they don't see." - Berkeley Rice *November 1st - All Saints' Day & Day of the Dead (Mexico) *November 2nd - All Souls' Day *November 4th - Daylight Saving Time Ends. *November 5th - Guy Fawkes Day (Great Britain). *November 8th - Abraham "Bram" Stoker born in 1847 in Clontarf, Ireland, a coastal village near Dublin. He was best known for his influential horror novel Dracula. *November 11th - Veterans's Day & Rememberance Day (Canada). *November 12th - Veterans' Day Observed. *November 13th - Actor Oskar Werner (Fahrenheit 451) born in 1922 in Vienna, Austria. *November 18th - Occult writer Aleister Crowley (Songs of the Spirit and The Diary of a Drug Fiend) joined the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn on this date. *November 21st - Surrealist Ren. *November 22nd

Top 100 Legends
Somehow I am in the top 100 legends on Fubar. I am not sure what made me move up in the ranks, if it is amount of fans, friends, ratings...who knows. Those statistics and how you move up is sort of a mystery on Fubar. But I did notice, when I went to view the top 100 legends, that about the top 50 of them, with the exception of 3 men(who use to actually use womens pics for their primary until fubar changed the rules), all of them have a bikini on, bra on, showing their body in some form or fashion. I personally never will do that. I feel like what my body looks like in my underwear is something only my husband should see, and I sure wouldn't show it off to level up and make rank on a website. Now don't get me wrong, I love Fubar and making Godmother was exciting, but if I had to show my goodies to do it, I never would have made it. I think all of that comes from a serious lack of self esteem and a need for approval from others. Why else would somebody show theirselves to strangers

Its My Party And I'll Cry If I Want To!
so as most of u know, i wanted the spotlight today, like really bad... i stayed up till 2 this morning, biddin on it, only to get outbid at the last second with 5 million fuBucks! i wuz close to having that, but not close enuff... so im pouting today... so who wants to take me out tonight? lol

The Why's Of Men
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) More for the ladies: One day my housework-challenged husband decide

Drunk
Hey there ya'll... I just got home from the bar with my oldest son...If you KNOW me, then you know this is something I don't usually do...I have a damn good buzz goin' on...hehe If ya'll don't see me by the usual time and you have my phone number, please call and wake me up...I have slept to long...lol Proof for tomorrow, of my stuper...lol Huggs and kisses and MUCH LOVE to all, ~Sadie Grace~

Soul Mate
philosopher your partner will be a very deep thinker. most likely not concerned with fashions or popularity. they care about whats important to them. but one thing is sure the one thing that means the most to them will be their soul mate..you! remember that when their deep in thought, it may be about you! Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Y Im Depressed...
for everyone that dint know, i am no longer in the army... i did 6 years, 2 months, and 13 days... and now i am officially a disabled vet (30%). i have been out now for 2 and a half months and still have no job... i havent told too many people this cuz of the fact that i feel pathetic. the other night, my bf put his beret on my head and said it looked good on me... then we talked about me going back in... i dunno, in a way i want to, but in another way i dont... i know when i wuz in grade school and we celebrated veterans day, i alwayz associated it with old wwi, wwii, and vietnam vets. now, many years later, i know better. i dint want everyone to know, but now u all know(if u read this)... and knowing is half the battle...

Sex Quotes
Sex Quotes I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy." Tom Clancy "You know 'that look" women get when they want sex?...... Me neither." Steve Martin "Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand." Woody Allen "Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night." Rodney Dangerfield "There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal,particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 500SL." Lynn Lavner "Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope." George Burns "Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships." Sharon Stone "My mother never saw the irony in calling me a son-of-a-bitch." Jack Nicholson "Clinton lied. A man might forget where he parks or where he lives, but he never forgets oral sex, no matter how bad it is," Barbara Bush (Former U.S. First La

Other Places
in another time another place the clock is ticking winding down my time tick tock another day another hour time passes me by ever so slowly time has no dimension no fear time gos wherever it wants in another time a life will be born one full of life tick tock the clock is winding down for me its in another place for you other palces

Proud To Be A Woman
1. We got off the Titanic first. 2. We can scare male bosses with the mysterious gynaecological disorder excuses. 3 Taxis stop for us. 4. We don't look like a frog in a blender when dancing. 5. No fashion faux pas we make, could ever rival the Speedo. 6. We don't have to pass gas to amuse ourselves. 7. If we forget to shave, no one has to know. 8. We can congratulate our team-mate without ever touching her rear end 9. We never have to reach down every so often to make sure our privates are still there. 10. We have the ability to dress ourselves. 11. We can talk to the opposite sex without having to picture them naked 12. We will never regret piercing our ears 13. There are times when chocolate really can solve all your problems. 14. We can make comments about how silly men are in their presence because they aren't listening anyway. Send this to all the bright women you know and make their day!!!!!

Http://www.fubar.com/user/840305 Jerk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
http://www.fubar.com/user/840305 that is the link of a jerk. On my page I tell you I will be friends with you no matter what your age. This guy asked if I could date him. He is 32. On my profile I ask anyone over 26 not to message me in a sexual manner. I replied to him that it is hard for me to find men his age attractive. He said "fuck you then" and "age is only a number" Mind you this is the first time we have ever talked. I told him "i guess age didn't help you mature much did it? You asked me a question and I answered honestly, would you rather me lie to you?" He wrote back saying "ur fat anyway" He then became one of the few people I actually block on this site... Just thought I would put the info out there for anyone who has the same type of problems... jerks, thats all they are just big jerks

Feeling Like Sh** Today
What a lousy Tuesday. I am feeling so bad again today. This all came down on me Sunday morning when I woke up. I spent my day yesterday at meetings and then I had a meeting again this morning but came home for lunch and am just about to go to bed now (2:45 pm) I have aches in my joints and just feel weak all over. Hopefully I will feel better tomorrow for I now am behind schedule and need to catch up.

Happy Thanksgiving
Since I am sick..WOOHOO 10 days of meds :) and the monitor is hurting my eyes..I'm going to TRY!!!!! to avoid the Fu LOL. (although I might sneak on to give away my 11's..who wants? drop me a line) Anyway to all my regular peeps I talk to and to all my new fu-friend (i.e. Cappy's Flight) and those that we never exchange a word :P Have a wonderful,safe and HAPPY THANKSGIVING! day too... Funny Fu-Thanksgiving Heartfelt No matter how you celebrate (or don't) have a FANTASTIC day my fu-friends & fu-family :)

Two Words.....
A word by itself could be, and most often is... in a world of it's own, out in the left field, a new kid on the block, or.... just singular. For insatance...(I love saying that, I feel like i'm wearing the "Professors" jacket.) the word "Thank" all by it's little lonsome just doesn't do the job. It's like haveing a Peanut Butter sandwich, or calling just Bat Man. Even look in Webster's book of "I told you so", every descriptive sentence has some other form of constanents and vowels well aranged post "Thank." So, by now you are asking yourself, self.... what could the second word be? If Shakespeare were to be on the Carson show my literary guess would be that he would have apropiatelly plugged...Thou or Thy, but being in the 21'st century we will go with the ever so popular "You" Here we have it, my goal.... "Thank You" two words that fit so eloquintly together. Two peas in a pod, Frick and Frack....I could go on for days, but I shant. This Is my "Thank You" to someone who had c

Just Felt Like Going Off...
This is totally insane I want the G spot Lounge back to the way it was I miss everybody that was there. Its not the same anymore and it sucks. I hope tik reads this and sees that this lounge was a good thing. I posted and reposted bullentins to build that lounge as well as everybody else. I bought rounds of drinks for everybody just like other people did. I found alot of new friendships and I do not want to loose them. Sam thanks so much for what you do sweetie playing over 30 hrs for that lounge has to be alot of work. Even if most of it was auto. Thanks for being the best damn faithful person to that Lounge. If it was not for you in that Lounge I would be here bored all the time.

Ya Know
I have never rated anyone less than a 10 so why wouls someone who gets rated a 10 by me rate me a seven if u dont like the pics then dont rate what is so hard bout that? dont like dont rate i would not do that to u!

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and t he dar k of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I pu

Guess I Won't Be Drinking Starbucks Anymore. A Must Read Before Xmas Shoppin'
Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popul ar with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street-to-street and house-to-house. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and no one will never know. Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll all be there again when I deploy once more. Semper Fidelis. Sgt. Howard C. Wright 1st Force Recon Co 1st Plt PLT PLEASE DON'T DELETE TH

Whats Wrong With Me
I JUST FEEL I NEED TO DO THIS NOT TO MAKE PEOPLE PIDDY OR FEEL SORRY FOR ME I'VE BEEN THINKING A LOT LATELY ABOUT HOW I LET THINGS GO BAD SO FAST WITH ALL THE CHOIES I MADE ABOUT LIFE AND MY SO CALLED FRIENDS WHO I DON'T EVEN HEAR FROM TILL THEY NEED SOMETHING AND EVERY THING ELSE LATLEY I JUST DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ANYMORE ALL I WANT IS FOR SOMEONE TO MAKE FEEL WANTED AND LOVED SOMEONE TO CALL ME AND ASK HOW ARE YOU AND HOW WAS YOUR DAY IT FEELS LIKE IM NOT SUPPOSE TO BE HAPPY EVERYONE I KNOW MAKES ME FEEL REJECTED LIKE IM NOT GOOD ENUFF TO TALK OR HANG OUT EVEN THOUGH GO OUT OF MY WAY TO HELP THEM AND BE A GOOD FRIEND I GUESS THATS MY PROBLEM IM TO NICE I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE IM ABOUT READY TO GIVE UP AND NOT BOTHER ANYMORE WELL IM DONE I'LL PROBLEY POST SOMETHING ELSE SOON UNTIL THEN IN FUBAR LAND HAVE A GOOD DAY AND A GREAT NIGHT BYE FOR NOW

Just For A Laugh
~What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment? . . . . Hmm well I can promise you that if I fuck you that I will not get emotionally attached to you, so ya game? ~Are you a jealous person? . . . . What am I supposed to be jealous of? There are days that I am envious of Tig if that counts ~Does it get annoying when somebody says they'll call you, but doesn't? . . . . To me not so much but after I hunt them down and beat them repeatedly with their phone they maybe a little annoyed then ~If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest, what would you say? . . . . “If I fuck you I’ll have to kill you and you just aren’t worth the prison time, now scurry along like a good little idiot” ~Are you picky about spelling and grammar? . . . . Uhm, next question ~Do you pay attention to calories on the back of packages? . . . . If there are more than two numbers in the total I can’t manage to comprehend the addition

This Is The Bulletin I Posted.....if U'r A Friend Please Read It If U Haven't Already
PLEASE REPOST BULLETIN ALL’S I AM ASKING IS FOR PEOPLE TO REPOST THIS. THIS ISN’T BULLSHIT, THIS IS THE REAL DEAL. MY FATHER WAS DIAGNOSED WITH TONGUE CANCER AT THE BEGINNING OF THE YEAR AND HAS BEEN FIGHTING SINCE. RADIATION TOOK IT DOWN AND IT CAME BACK BIGGER. HE HAS HAD A BLEED SEVERAL TIMES AND IT IS DIFFICULT TO REPAIR NOW BECAUSE IT IS TO CLOSE TO HIS BRAIN I'M ONLY ASKING FOR REPOSTS AND PRAYERS...I DON'T THINK THAS TO MUCH TO ASK ON THIS...DO YOU?? My father has been fighting since his first surgery in beginning of October; he has had six surgeries since. Has lost most his tongue due to this AND has a tracheotomy. HE has a feeding tube in his side and everytime they feed him he throws up, thats whats causing the bleed because it pushes up his stomach acids which sit in a pocket of his neck and it eats the artery even with the tubes that are trying to drain the stomach acids from that pocket....He keeps bleeding from that main artery which they have now wrapped with cow skin

Last Blog Tonite, I'm Tired!!
I want everyone to know that I have MUCH more to offer in the way of conversations, than just the racial issues. Unfortunately, when I poosted three mumms today (as a sort of "social experiment") the one on race seemed to never die. This leads me to believe that this still carries deep-rooted passions and emotional responces, much more than any other subject I've encountered in here. I think that I have proven myself to be an articulate, and well-versed conversationalist, and I thoroughly enjoy being so. Contraversy breeds debate; debate breeds ideas; ideas breed cooperation; cooperation breeds progress; progress leads to success; success breeds happiness; and then out of mutual happiness comes true freindship between people willing to think openly, and discuss freely!!!

The Black Crows - Seeing Things
The Black crows - Seeing Things I find it hard to shed a tear You brought it all on yourself my dear Wrong, yes I may be Dont leave a light on for me cause I aint comin home It hurts me baby to be alone Yes, it hurts me baby A hundred years will never ease Hearing things I wont believe I saw it with my own two eyes All the pain that I cant hide And this pain starts in my heart And this love tears us apart You wont find me bent down on my knees Aint bendin over backwards baby Not to please cause Im seeing things for the first time Im seeing things for the first time, oh yeah Im seeing things for the first time In my life, in my life I used to dream Of better days that never came Sorry aint nothin to me Im gone and thats the way it must be So please Ive done my time Lovin you is such a crime You wont fine me down on, on my knees Wont fine me over backwards baby Just to please cause Im seeing things for the first time Im seeing things for the first

Fubar Censors Suck!!!
WHAT IS YOUR PROB, YOU CENSORING **********!!! YOU HATE ARTWORK??? Sincerly, Eugene Chapman I Don't Hide Behind some FAKE NAME!!! === 'fubar shop' spewed forth the following at '2007-11-30 09:42:29'.. > > One of your photos has been marked as NSFW (Not Safe For Work). Please make sure ALL your NSFW photos are flagged as NSFW and placed in an NSFW album. Your photo was marked NSFW because it was either offensive or NSFW in nature. Also, your primary photo and all your background photos may not be NSFW photos. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of the CT. You can define a new primary photo and background photos by clicking on images link. Continued violation of 'fubar' policy, will result in your account being deleted without warning. > > Click here for reported image. > >

Hi Everyone
hi how are you all my friends sorry havent been on here much too much going on yes i will be ok and alot of ppl been calling me to check up on me it not my false thing went down on me alot my sister know why and i do care for you all and want you to know iwill be back on here soon i will be here for you all soon take care love you all my friend michelle

Winter Weather Message-kansas City Eax 3:57pm Cst Wed. Dec 5
000 WWUS43 KEAX 052157 WSWEAX URGENT - WINTER WEATHER MESSAGE NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE KANSAS CITY/PLEASANT HILL MO 357 PM CST WED DEC 5 2007 .AN UPPER LEVEL STORM SYSTEM WILL MOVE INTO THE CENTRAL PLAINS AND MIDWEST DURING THE DAY THURSDAY. SNOW IS EXPECTED TO DEVELOP ACROSS NORTHERN PORTIONS OF MISSOURI...MAINLY ALONG AND NORTH OF HWY 36 WITH SNOW MIXING WITH FREEZING RAIN AND SLEET POSSIBLE SOUTH TO THE INTERSTATE 70 CORRIDOR. MOZ001>005-011>014-022-060600- /O.NEW.KEAX.SN.Y.0009.071206T1200Z-071207T0000Z/ ATCHISON MO-NODAWAY-WORTH-GENTRY-HARRISON-HOLT-ANDREW-DE KALB- DAVIESS-CALDWELL- INCLUDING THE CITIES OF...TARKIO...ROCKPORT...MARYVILLE... GRANT CITY...ALBANY...STANBERRY...BETHANY...MOUND CITY...OREGON... SAVANNAH...CAMERON...GALLATIN...JAMESPORT...KINGSTON...HAMILTON... POLO 357 PM CST WED DEC 5 2007 ...SNOW ADVISORY IN EFFECT FROM 6 AM TO 6 PM CST THURSDAY... THE NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE IN PLEASANT HILL HAS ISSUED A SNOW ADVISORY...WHICH IS IN E

Contest Is Now Open :)
okies ppl.....I need your help now......the contest is open......I have helped alot of ppl in contests and to level up.....now i am asking for a lil help in return.....heres the link.....i am keeping track of the names for Santa LOL thank you :)

Holy Boobage Batman
OK ME AND CHARMZ ARE HAVING A WAR AND ITS ALL IN GOOD FUN BUT LOOK WHAT SHE HAD TO SAY TOO ME AND IMMA POST HER YOUTUBE VIDEOS ON HERE AS WELL ME AND CHARMZ HAVE BEEN FRIENDS FOR A LONG ASS TIME SO I CAN MESS WITH HER ALL I WANT TOO AND BECAUSE SHE WUBS ME. LOOK AT THEM HOOTERS!!!! MOTOR BOAT MOTOR BOAT!!!! BIG BOOB CHARMZ

Am I Wrong For Being Pissed Off??
Okay, I'm a pretty nice person, right? I try to go to everyone's page that visits mine and leaves me any kind of love. Even if you vote on my mumm, I'll rate your profile. (Although, if you act too ignorant in there, I won't! ha!) Anyway, I don't bother anyone, I act civil, do not stir up drama...right? If you know me in any way, you know I am right! I try to be as compliant as I can be with Fubar's policies. Sometimes, someone is quicker than me for marking NSFW pics. :P But when I know they are NSFW for sure, I always try to mark them immediately. Granted, sometimes, my IE or Vista or just the daggone cable acts up and I can't there before someone else does but I get there. And if I do have something that should be marked NSFW, it's just an honest mistake. Hey, I never said I was an angel....an angel with horns is all I ever claimed! ;) Anyway, enough of all this explaining. Let me get to the dirty deed that was done to me tonight. You might say harmless but put yourself in my sho

Alfredo Strata
What You Need * 1 loaf Archer Farms™ Italian bread, crust removed and cubed * 1 cup Market Pantry™ frozen chopped broccoli, thawed and drained * 2 cups Market Pantry shredded Parmesan Romano cheese blend * 3 Market Pantry™ large eggs, slightly beaten * 2 cups Market Pantry™ milk * 3/4 cup refrigerated four cheese Alfredo sauce What You Do * Spray 12x8-inch baking pan with nonstick cooking spray. * In bottom of pan layer half of bread cubes, broccoli, 1cup cheese and remaining bread cubes. * In large bowl combine eggs, milk and Alfredo sauce; pour over strata. * Refrigerate at least 4 hours or overnight. * When ready to bake, top with remaining cheese and bake at 350 degrees F., uncovered, for 50 to 60 minutes or until knife inserted in center comes out clean. Remove from oven and let stand for 5 minutes; cut into squares.

Anti-social Butterfly
Don't say a word, not a fucking word No need to waste your breath My eyes are blind, my mind made up My ears are deaf, my mouth sewn shut I love the pain, the exquisite pain I am suffering in ecstasy I choke myself in my sleep Sleeping disorder or apathy? I smother myself to hear me breathe Spread my wings that only bleed Now that we are fucking through Do I want to be like you? Fuck No! I hope you choke My back is bloody, my wings are broke Light a match and set me ablaze My ashes scatter with the breeze I'm an anti – social butterfly And I'm spreading my disease You inhale me with every breath you breathe I am the antithesis of all and everything you believe

The Enema Within
The Enema Within 2007 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (21 May 2004, Texas) Michael was an alcoholic. And not an ordinary alcoholic, but an alcoholic who liked to take his liquor... well, rectally. His wife said he was "addicted to enemas" and often used alcohol in this manner. The result was the same: inebriation. The machine shop owner couldn't imbibe alcohol by mouth due to a painful throat ailment, so he elected to receive his favourite beverage via enema. And tonight, Michael was in for one hell of a party. Two 1.5 litre bottles of sherry, more than 100 fluid ounces, right up the old address! When the rest of us have had enough, we either stop drinking or pass out. When Michael had had enough (and subsequently passed out) the alcohol remaining in his rectal cavity continued to be absorbed. The next morning, Michael was dead. The 58-year-old did a pretty good job of embalming himself. According to toxicology reports, his blood alcohol level

New Club Members
Well... it is happening. I signed up 7 new students from a local high school to join their new nursing club. The adviser for this new club told me to come back a week from Friday because he knows that he will have at least 35 more kids to join by then. It is in motion. And then tomorrow morning I will be at another high school to sign up the first of the students there too. This club idea is working.

My Leveling List..
THIS IS MY LEVELING LISTS. I CANT NOT AND WILL NOT ADD ANY MORE. THIS LIST IS TO LONG ALREADY.. DON'T MEAN I WONT HELP YOU OR I DONT LIKE YOU IT JUST MEANS IM ALREADY REALLY REALLY TIRED.. THATS ALL. CAN'T ADD NO MORE SORRY.. YOU ALL CAN MAKE YOUR OWN LIST IF YOU WISH BUT THIS ONE IS MINE.. AND THESE ARE WHO IM TAKING WITH ME.. I TRUELY DO LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU ALL. EVERYONE IS IMPORTANT BUT THESE PEOPLE EACH HAVE GONE BEYOND WHAT EVERY DAY FRIENDS DO.. THEY ONE WAY OR ANOTHER HAD MY BACK WHEN I REALLY NEEDED IT. NOT TO SAY MANY MORE OF YOU DIDNT EITHER BUT THESE PEOPLE ENDLESSLY ENDLESSLY DO.. THIS IS MY FUBAR FAMILY. LETS START TO LEVEL YOU ALL.. AND OF COURSE I'M STARTING WITH MY BABY! GUYS HES LEVEL 12 PLEASE COME ON.. LETS GET HIM OFF NEWBIE GROUND.. I'M ON TOP CAUSE I'M GOING TO PASS YOU ALL UP ANYWAY.. SCOTT'S NEXT TO ME CAUSE HES MY BOYFRIEND AND THATS JUST WHERE I LIKE HIM TO BE. YA THATS NEXT TO ME AND YES SOMETIMES UNDER ME TOO. WAHOOO!!! THE REST ARE I

All-in-one-breakfast
1 slice Whole wheat bread -- toasted 3 Tomato slices 1 tsp Butter 2 tbsp Grated parmesan cheese 3 Fresh mushrooms -- thin sliced 1 slice Bacon; crisp -- drain/crumble Place toast on baking sheet. Spread with butter if desired. Cover with mushrooms and tomato slices. Sprinkle cheese and crumbled bacon on top. Bake in 350 degree oven until cheese melts. 1 serving - 147 cal or 1 bread, 1 fat and 1 lean meat exchange (without butter) or 182 cal or 1 bread, 2 fat and 1 lean meat exchange (with butter).

The Creature Within
Misgiving thoughts of turmoil Wander around my head From here to there Among the shattered dreams of my soul Piece by piece It goes through every crevice of my being Like a venomous creature searching for prey Which brings to the surface Pitilessness haunting memories That consumes me once again Caring nothing for my peace of mind Only to relive it all over again June 12th 2003 All of my poems are copyrighted under Vivvy Butterfly/Jazzmyn Aires/R.A.B

A Different Kind Of Christmas"".....
Please read: This was sent to me by the soldier at the end of the poem:: "A Different Kind Of Christmas""..... The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark

Level Up
You know what just pisses me off. When they make you do something you dont want to do. I did not want to create a salute photo I just wanted to beable to view, rate, and comment on peoples pictures and profiles and level up. But no I go for about 3+ weeks rating and having a good ol time when all of a sudden it dawns on me "I need a salute photo sto level up." Well I throw one out there hoping that all the work Ive done in the last 3+ weeks hasnt gone to waist and guess what.......IT HAS. Now I have to start all over. That just straight pisses me off

Hey All My Friends And Family..i Have Something To Say..plz Read
well i am moving ..and by Christmas i should be moved but i am not sure when my internet will be on ..maybe a week or 2 ..so i thought i let u all know so u did not worry...i will be missing talking to most of u and hope u all still leave me comments and let me know i am loved..i hope u all have a great holiday and have lots of fun..and i see u all soon huggzz..lots of love to u all..u mean alot to me..stacie

My Christmas Cookie Fiasco
OK so this is my Christmas cookie fiasco story. This year for Christmas I am really trying to get into the Christmas spirit. I bought a tree and put it up, lights and all. This is a first. But tonight takes the cake. So my son and I decide that we are going to make Christmas (chocolate chip) cookies tonight. We have it all figured out, Christmas cookies then a viewing of the classic, Christmas Vacation. Sounds like a wonderful evening right, wrong. Well at least for now. So we run up to the local grocery store and pick up a bag of chocolate chip cookies and I read on the back which other ingredients I will need. I am lucky to have milk in the house, non less vanilla extract and brown sugar. Although I did clean out the cupboard today and noticed I had some baking soda. That would be put to use later so no need to pitch it with the rest of the junk that was collecting dust. Ok so we go through the checkout and the girl, rather observantly, says "awwww, you guys are making Christmas

To Change You Homepage Style..
I thought this would help alot of you new and old on how to Change the style of your homepage to fit your needs.. Here are the steps.. 1. Click "My" 2. Click "Profile" 3. Next you will see this Go to Homepage Style 4. Here you will see Newbie, Original, and Power.. (Newbie)what you start out with when you join.. (Original) one step up (Power) this is what I use and I think it's alot easier than all of them.. 5. Don't forget to put the code in at the bottom and hit Sumit... Now you should have a new style for your home page..

Deconstructing Santa
I remember a time when Christmas meant something more than the amount of money spent on gifts for people you care about. Gone are the days when simply receiving a gift was good enough. Why is we feel the need to reciprocate gifts? Something purchased as an a symbol of friendship and love should not be immediately followed with a customary "I'll get you something as soon as I can..." What the hell? Saint Nicholas would be ashamed. He never once asked for a return on his investment of good will and tidings of joy. Christmas is not a ROTH IRA or a diversified portfolio. Spending money is a neccesity in a capitalistic society, not a way to expand your net worth. Stop making comments that I spend too much or that you weren't expecting a gift and therefore were ill-prepared to give me something back in return. My God, the world has gone insane. I remember waking up to the belief that a joly fat man had left a varitable fortune worth of free merchandise under a plastic tree trimmed

The Walk
I walked with you today--- with you and the One inside you Who beamed light through your eyes. Your voice seemed more than your voice and held meaning beyond your meaning. Who was in you speaking? I walked with you and mystery today, and now I need to learn Who dwells in you. Perhaps the One inside me knows. This my friends is one of my favorite poems I hope you enjoy it....Have you ever had that moment with someone right then and there you knew there was so much more that you wanted to know about them and you realize how little time you have to learn.Like for for that second you begun to understand them more than you ever have and your intrigued.

Love Quotes
Just wanted to leave you some thoughts for the day! Love means MANY things, however each of us have our own views as to what LOVE is to us! Enjoy! "Love is a precious gift that you receive, and you need to give it with caution!" "Love is a fire that reigns in the heart." "Love is a noble act of self-giving, offering trust, faith, and loyalty. The more you love, the more you lose a part of yourself, yet you don't become less of who you are; you end up being complete with your loved ones." "Love is when there are a million things you want to say to someone, but when they look you in the eyes and hold you in their arms nothing in life matters other than being with that person at that moment." "Love is like the weather, sometimes it forces you to withdraw even when you don't want to stay inside. While other times it is the best of times and you keep yourself inside." "Love is looking at him and knowing that even if you can't be with him, you feel happy be

The Highlanders Proposal To Onehotpebbles
I will buy you a dozen roses for you but only give you 11 the last one will be hidden in our bedroom. We will go out to dinner and take a nice walk together hand in hand and kiss each other under the stars as we get home i will carry you upstairs to our room where i will give you the last rose and inside of it will sit a ring as you take it out i will remove it from your hand get on my knees take your hand look you in the eyes and say "if you take this ring I promie to always love you and cherish you for the eternity that we will be together. We will be with each other thru thick and thin but always come up on top there will be nothing we would not be able to conquer. So will you please be my immortal wife. Byw she so totally accepts....

Attack
Comments on this posting: ~¢¾Lethal... (Online) F, 29 Trenton, OH December 25, 2007 @ 10:15 pm I'M GARBAGE?????? NO I THINK THATS YOU BITCH! YOU STARTED THIS WAR WHEN YOU WERE CHECKIN MY PAGE OUT BECAUSE I HAD THE MAN YOU WANTED SO GROW THE FUCK UP...YOU CAN TELL ALL THE LIES YOU WANT BUT THIERS 4 OF US WHO KNOW THE TRUTH LMAO This is a comment I got on one of my blogs Titles, "Lethal Garbage" This woman thought i was callign her garbage but I wasn't and i cannot talk to her becasue she beleives she had my man. I wonder why she thought that? Who cares. Any way I titled that blog Lethal Garbage becasue it was the garbage everyone and i said EVERYONE tells. If that woma ntook offense I am sorry but you know what would be nice just once SOMEONE would defined me against these attacks. No one does and I wonder why. WEll I have somesone who defineds me and it is someone no one sees or most of the time forgets about but they have already started working.

Nightshade Blossoms
Nightshade Blossoms (Written 1998) Twenty-five days. It has been twenty-five days exactly since I have heard her voice, twenty-nine days since I have seen her face. The first minutes, hours and even days had been the easiest, of course. The bliss from our weeks together had been like the emotional euphoria from a thousand holidays wrapped into those briefest of moments that we had shared. The emotions had inevitable outlasted her presence, her essence outlasting her touch. After she left, flown away like some dove that belonged not on this undeserving Earth, had departed on the southern winds to some home more magical, more deserving. It is unfortunate that as a part of this world, I am equally undeserving of her, a fact that may not have been entirely lost on her. However powerful the emotions may have been, their ardor could not last forever. Now they are but a series of confused, vague memories that cloud my mind and serve to haunt me rather than comfort me. Ostensib

Happy New Year
To all of my Fubar friends , family, fans and those I am fans of...Happy New Year...I know some of you are just aquaintances but Im glad u crossed my path. And to the ones Ive gotten so close to thank you ..thank you for accepting me faults and all ..I hope 2008 starts off wonderful for each of you and only gets better each day of the year. Its easy to wish for all of you to get what u desire and I hope u do but more than that I hope each of u get the things u need in 2008 to make your lives completely the best. So as 2007 comes to a close let me say Thank you , bless you and I love you. I cant wait to see where 2008 carries us! Much love Melinda AKA Texas Bitch

Thank You Everyone
Thank you for all the happy birthday wishes and the fubar presents.. I had an awesome fucking birthday the best ever!Except the busted lip my son gave me lol.. You guys are the best! I got a new camera for christmas but have yet to figure out how to get the pictures off my camera.. As soon as I do there will be more NSFW pictures hehe!!!! I hope everyone has a wonderful New years!

Happy New Year
The bells have already tolled... At the sound of the tolling midnight bell A brand new year will begin. Let's raise our hopes in a confident toast To the promise it ushers in. May your battles be few, your pleasures many, Your wishes and dreams fulfilled. May your confidence stand in the face of loss And give you the strength to rebuild. May peace of heart fill all your days, May serenity grace your soul. May tranquil moments bless your life And keep your spirits whole. ~ REMEMBER ~ LOVE IS HOMEMADE Recipe For A Happy New Year Take 12 fine, full-grown months; see that these are thoroughly cleansed from all old memories of bitterness, hate, and jealousy. Cut these months into 30 or 31 equal parts. This batch will keep for one year. Do not attempt to make more than one batch at a time-many people spoil the entire lot in this way. Prepare one day at a time as follows: Into each day, put twelve parts of faith, eleven of patience, ten of

Demon Crew Family Winter Theme Contest
WINTER THEME CONTEST. STILL TAKING ENTRIES Contest Begins 1/6/08 @ 9:00 PM (EST) Ends: 1/12/08 @9:00 PM (EST) Most Comments at the end of the Contest will win Choice of 7 Day Blast or 1 Month VIP RULES: · Contest open to all DEMON CREW FAMILY MEMBERS · Contest pic must keep within the "WINTER THEME". No NSFW pics allowed. · Must play well with others. This means NO downrating. · Comment Bombing is a must. · Self Bombing is encouraged . · No Scripts of any kind to be used. . .If detected, you will be disqualified and removed from the competition without any notice. If interested,

Part 7 Golden Tickets....
DONT FORGET The Weekend SPECIAL For every 100 you get 25 more.... Started Friday@10 Fubar TIme And Ends on Sunday @ 10 Fubar Time..Get your Tickets. Hope Everyone Is Having a GREAT Weekend....The Oompa Loompa Ladies are still Going at it.. If you havent Received your Golden Tickets be watching for them....And Dont forget to watch for The Lollipop Lady....LOL...Enjoy Your time with us as we will as well.. Here are some more FUN LOVING People WRESTLING IS THE BOMB!@ fubar $ 5,000.00 ((10)) Tickets Freak of the Irish~Evil Bitch~G.M. of Greeter/Enforcer/Lounge Toy of Lilith's Lair~@ fubar $ 20,000.00 ((40)) Tickets Bought By Tonya"Moody Brat" 30,000.00 ((60)) Tickets Infamous Pitbull ~ The Psi Sanguin~ Fire_Pixis Real Life Fiance~@ fubar $ 20,000.00 ((40)) Tickets ~KyttieKat~Owned by sexymedic4u ~Vampyress of Darkened Love of LDCF@ fubar $ 4,000.00 ((08)) Ticket

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the installment of drama placed upon 1's life isn't priceless, it is painful. Most people can't pay attention 2 long 2 what matters, cuz they 2 busy in someone elses business. If they so concern about business, tell'em put the crutches under their own and drag them around. i wouldn't consider my business tasty. act blind when mine come across ur eyes or ears. the worst thing about life 2 many people 4 get others exsist around them, so how they going 2 b all 4 themself. if others help u then what happen 2 fair play, o i 4 got johnny fair play has no fair in his bones. then they the 1st 2 cry foul, cuz some1 is not afraid 2 call'em a bitch. if they didn't act like one life wouldn't b a bitch. doesn't it seem worst when u notice these facts in ur children, no ur partna children. if u like me, my children would lose their privledge on earth, if i thought they could entertain that sort of ignorance. but ur partna always 4get they the parent. instead they just allow theirs 2 do whateve

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His darkest swoop down upon than a blink of an eye. A heart still as the wind upon life under the blood moon, He is not real, your mind screams as his fangs bites into your neck. A sigh of breathe is let out as he feast upon what he seeks from you. Afterwards he is gone. Like the night he is dark and erased by the rising of the sun. An immortal soul that cares nothing more to drink of living blood, he is. Winds of upon the city speak of awakening danger as the sun begins to set again. Do you dare to walk out upon the night? Where he will be coming out too wander upon life like a predator upon all his endless bounty or prey. Blood Blood He will need more blood upon each night rising upon life. For upon tonight, he will not be only… People of the Dark will be hunting with him tonight. Their need of blood flowing like the wind of life that lets them soars high above us. Dark friends may or may not have any true loyalty or allegiance to life, Yet they will obey the Dark O

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A couple has a dog that snores. Annoyed that she can't sleep, the wife goes to the vet to see if he can help. The vet tells the woman to tie a ribbon around the dog's' testicles, and he will stop snoring. "Yeah right!" she says. A few minutes after going to bed, the dog begins snoring, as usual. The wife tosses and turns, unable to sleep. Muttering to herself, she goes to the closet and grabs a piece of red ribbon and ties it carefully around the dog's testicles. Sure enough, the dog stops snoring. The woman is amazed. Later that night, her husband returns home drunk from being out drinking with his buddies. He climbs into Bed, falls asleep and begins snoring loudly. The woman decides maybe the ribbon might work on him. So, she goes to the closet again, grabs a piece of blue ribbon and ties it around her husband's testicles. Amazingly, it also works on him! The woman sleeps soundly. The husband wakes from his drunken stupor and stumbles into the bathroom.

George Carlin's New Rules For 2008
GEORGE CARLIN'S NEW RULES FOR 2008 New Rule: No more gift registries. You know, it used to be just for weddings. Now it's for babies and new homes and graduations from rehab. Picking out the stuff you want and having other people buy it for you isn't gift giving, it's the white people version of looting. New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days --- mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain...Lobster? New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for thes

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For Me
REPOST!! REPOST!! REPOST!! REPOST!! ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE??? HIT ME, "HEART OF FIRE" UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE A GODFATHER OR BE A CERTAIN LEVEL TO BE AN ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN, ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! ADDING THE NAME TO YOUR ID IS OPTIONAL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** ******JUICY DEE****** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Bea

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How Can I?
Twisted truth threw my heart away today, And it stomped on my soul Once again. How can I be so in love with you, And despise what you do At the same time? All I wanted was honest love, One on one, and nothing between us, But alas, I am staring into the abyss Of another tortured moment Where reality set in. I am not the "one" as they say, I am just one. How can I come back to a place That never really existed? My heart has gotten smarter, And it braces for the agony That is to come. How can I return as if it Meant nothing at all, When you knew it meant Everything to me? I didn't mix the words, I didn't flourish them. The were straight as an arrow And pointed. How can I see past the pain? Time lies to me, Telling me it will fix it all, But it's not true, As I sit here in anguish And each ticking second crawls by Just laughing. There's no healing-- So, how can I? Robert J Nye (2008)

7 Day Cruise Out Of Miami Only $429
TIME IS RUNNING OUT! ! ! Carolina’s Group sailing on the Triumph, 10/19/08 is approaching the first deposit on 02/09/08! ! ! Please contact Adrian Fernandez at 1.866.721.3225 ext 24095 to guarantee space on this Fun Ship Cruise! Please refer to Booking # 9V76V6 when calling. NOTE: This reservation will cancel automatically if payments are not received. 7 days departing October 19, 2008 on Carnival's Carnival Triumph ITINERARY DAY DATE PORT ARRIVE DEPART Sun Oct 19 Miami, FL 4:00pm Mon Oct 20 At Sea Tue Oct 21 Cozumel, Mexico 8:00am 10:00pm Wed Oct 22 At Sea Thu Oct 23 Grand Cayman, Cayman Islands 7:30am 4:30pm Fri Oct 24 Ocho Rios, Jamaica 8:00am 3:30pm Sat Oct 25 At Sea Sun Oct 26 Miami, FL 8:00am groups Bonus bottle of champagne and box of chocloates each cabin $100 onboard credit per cabin cocktail party with one hour open bar & dry snacks! if we get 8 cabins booked only $429 fo

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A husband and wife are sitting quietly in bed reading when the wife looks over at him and asks the question.... WIFE: "What would you do if I died? Would you get married again?" HUSBAND: "Definitely not!" WIFE: "Why not? Don't you like being married?" HUSBAND: "Of course I do." WIFE: "Then why wouldn't you remarry?" HUSBAND: "Okay, okay, I'd get married again. " WIFE: "You would?" (with a hurt look) HUSBAND: (makes audible groan) WIFE: "Would you live in our house?" HUSBAND: "Sure, it's a great house." WIFE: "Would you sleep with her in our bed?" HUSBAND: "Where else would we sleep?" WIFE: "Would you let her drive my car?" HUSBAND: "Probably, it is almost new." WIFE: "Would you replace my pictures with hers?" HUSBAND: "That would seem like the proper thing to do." WIFE: "Would you give her my jewelry?" HUSBAND: "No, I'm sure she'd want her own." WIFE: "Would she use my golf clubs?" HUSBAND: "No, she's left-handed. " WIFE: -- silence -- HUSBAN

Me
Hello all, im Allure,a cam girl for realgirlsoncam.com Heard about the party and wanted to know no one invited me??????? Oh well. Im friendly and down to earth. Yes they are real! lol anyways thank you for welcomin me to Fubar BOTTOMS UP! Thats the way I like it!

Wow, Its 2008 Finally
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Unchained Melody
Oh, my love my darling I've hungered for your touch a long lonely time and time goes by so slowly and time can do so much are you still mine? I need your love I need your love Godspeed your love to me Lonely rivers flow to the sea, to the sea to the open arms of the sea lonely rivers sigh 'wait for me, wait for me' I'll be coming home wait for me Oh, my love my darling I've hungered for your touch a long lonely time and time goes by so slowly and time can do so much are you still mine? I need your love I need your love Godspeed your love to me

Sometime.................
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there... to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but then you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. and sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet affe

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I invoke the presence of the Sacred, the presence of the Divine. I invoke the power of the Chakras, the Sacraments and the Tree of Life. Awaken and be active with me. Divine Spirit, bring me into union with you. Remove the obstacles that keep me from the experience of your presence. Let me clearly perceive your guidance. Walk with me into my mysteries; replace my fears with Faith. Give me the capacity to abide in mystery full time. I give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I surrender my will to your Will. Let me feel your presence as much in change as in tranquility. Show me the purpose for which I have been born. Align my energy to Divine purpose. I accept the task that emerges. Speed up my evolution. Show me things energetically, rather than have me live them. Take away my distractions, false voices, my illusions and misconceptions. Show me my shadow side, and what I'm here to learn. In becoming a balanced and conscious being, help me to develop honor,

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3p-6p central time only! That Freak Dj Bytch Is feelin freaky Enough To have a party over in the Stinkeye Radio Lounge, I will be giving away the following things so make sure you're there: FuBar Kegs! Mardi Gr Beads! Big Pimpin Gifts! FuBux And Who Knows What Else! Maybe A Pair Of My Own Personal Thongs Signed Just for you lmao!!! So Get On Over Here And Join My Party Come Join Me In The FuBar Lounge, Click The Link http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=51165 Or Check Out Our HomePage www.stinkeyeradio.com http://www.stinkeyeradio.com/

Woman
I opened up your picture, and much to my surprise, I saw you silken hair and then looked into lusterous eyes. The lips I saw were precious, so moist and ruby red, I took in all the charms that were a part of your sweet head. The picture kept on going, and so my eyes did too, and took in what the picture showed, some more of woman, you. Your neck was fine and carried a message I could hear, caress me oh so gentle, and place a kiss right here. The blouse you wore was modest, it's buttons were all done, but dear I have to tell you, your nipples yearned for sun. They pushed against the fabric, and said their sweet hello, would someone please take notice, unleash us, don't be cruel. I cannot help but wonder, if lips would kiss so sweet, and long to have another, or would they soon retreat? I'd love to take your blouse off, and tender kisses place, where usually there is satin, or cotton or some lace. To gently kiss your bossum, and help your nipples free, to gain their sweet reflect

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There is a great amount of interest in this year’s presidential elections, as everybody seems to recognize that our next president has to be a lot better than George Bush. The Democrats are riding high with two ground breaking candidates — a woman and an African-American — while the conservative Republicans are in a quandary about their party’s nod to a quasi-liberal maverick, John McCain. Each candidate is carefully pandering to a smorgasbord of special interest groups, ranging from gay, lesbian and transgender people to children of illegal immigrants to working mothers to evangelical Christians. There is one group no one has recognized, and it is the group that will decide the election: the Angry White Man. The Angry White Man comes from all economic backgrounds, from dirt-poor to filthy rich. He represents all geographic areas in America, from urban sophisticate to rural redneck, deep South to mountain West, left Coast to Eastern Seaboard. His common traits are that he isn’

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i may have posted this twice due to an error, if not...cool...anyways, This is somewhat of an advertisment sorta....but I just wanted to let everyone know that I've got a desktop computer for sale if anyone is interested. And I will be honest, it's pretty old! but not too old. I'm actually also thinking of putting it on ebay perhaps too.....don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to get rid of it cuz theres anything wrong with it tho. It's just that i dont have room for it on my LAN anymore since just got a brand spankin' new compaq courtasy of my bestist friend in the whole world - Jason, whome i love dearly for all the things he does for me and all the money he spends on me. putting the comp aside for a moment, jason is tghe guy that my first MUMM was about. at the time, i didnt know whether i wanted to be more than friends with him or not, not sure if it would ruin our friendship. well to say the least i DID make up my mind not long after i made that MUMM too. one nite i was over a

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RIDDLE ME THIS! If you know the significance of my new owners name, then private message me with the answer and I'll send you $2000 fubucks. The catch, you must go add, fan and rate him first! ;) Show him lots and lots of love and tell him PebblesinAZ sent ya! Intoducing My New Owner: Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ fubar So... Come show a little love to the dark side. (If you aren't afraid that is!) His humble servant:

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I dont understand How some people can tell other people how much they Love them and how much they want to be with them but they just need time to think. Now dont get me wrong I can understand that perfectly fine. Its just I dont get how they need time apart from that person when they are always wanting to talk to them or be around them. .. How is that thinking or being apart? Sex isent going to solve it either. If one person says they need time to think they need to just talk to the other person online instead of saying please meet me here, please do this for me. I have tried so hard to stay so calm about it. I am getting to the point where I am confused. I dont get it. How they can say that and then turn around and see you face to face and act tottaly different. Its not right. Its not right at all. getting someones hopes up and tearing them down like that. I hate it. I hate feeling that knife get pushed deeper and deeper. I hate feeling the pain and I just want it to go away. I want t

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SpitFire Radio is looking for Independent Artists! SpitFire Radio supports Independent Artists, if you would like your music played on our station feel free to contact us for details on how to get your music on our air at webmaster@wdkyradio.com or dj_thumperz on yahoo messenger or hit me a Fubar Mail

You Took My Rights Away
You ve shattered my dreams You shattered all that I had known. You took my innocence away. Why did you do what you did? What did I do to warrant Such an act of evil. You pure evil and vile Your the ones I hate I hate the ground you walk on I hate the air you breathe. I 'll never get why? Or what gave you the right Yor eviler than evil

Candy
Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

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A man is stumbling through the woods, totally drunk, when he comes upon a preacher baptizing people in the river. He proceeds to walk into the water and subsequently bumps into the preacher. The preacher turns around and is almost overcome by the smell of alcohol, whereupon he asks the drunk, "Are you ready to find Jesus?" The drunk answers, "Yes, I am." So the preacher grabs him and dunks him in the water. He pulls him up and asks the drunk, "Brother have you found Jesus?" The drunk replies, "No, I haven't found Jesus." The preacher shocked at the answer, dunks him into the water again for a little longer. He again pulls him out of the water and asks again, "Have you found Jesus my brother?" The drunk again answers, "No, I haven't found Jesus." By this time the preacher is at his wits end and dunks the drunk in the water again -- - but this time holds him down for about 30 seconds and when he

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Just when you think you have the perfect life, something happens and you find out just how badly life sux. I won't bore you with details, just suffice to say I fucked up again. I gotta stop talking to heart what people say. People lie and cheat and that is a fact of life. I just have to learn to be less trusting and not listen to my heart so much. I am thankful for the happiness I had fro the short time I had it and I would not trade it for anything. I just have to remember that you really have to take time, cause you can never really know someone. You just have to hope that people are honest with you.

Need To Think
I dont know what to do. today i try and look at myself better but its not workin. i cant even look in the mirror to check if somethin in on my face. i went to the mall to try on things but i just looked and put it back. i could deal with the full length mirror and seein how i looked. what to do? any suggestions?

Not Having A Good Night...
so i dropped my bike tonight for the first time in 6 months... and the sad part is, i wuz just getting home and trying to pull in the driveway... theres an incline and for sum damn reason i slowed down going up it, instead of speeding up... tried backing up and correcting it, but ended up droppin it on the right side... my bike's got sum boo boos and i got a few too, but i think i will survive... im soooooo pissed at myself! but it will grow back... :( my baby said we will get it all fixed on friday, so we will see... until then, i guess no more riding for now...

Blinded
I lead you into the room where i force you to turn around. Your body moves so fluidly when i watch you pivot upon your feet to turn your back on me. As i stand there i lift a long strand of fabric to bind your arms behind your back and then just afterwards i force you to drop down to your knees. Taking whats left of the long fabric i tight your bound arms to your ankles as you kneel there with loose slack. I come around to the front of you. Kneeling ever slow slowly in front of you. Brown orbs peer at you as i lean forward and let my tongue slide along your lips just until you attempt to open your mouth to attack my tongue with yours. Pulling away you narrowly miss it. Black takes over your vision as i raise a black silk cloth to tie around your head. "You will not be allowed to touch or see." You whimper and tell me how much of a tease that will be to you. "I dont care" Is all you get from me as a reply. From that moment you hear what sounds to be the unbuckling of a belt. Leather

Poems
If I hold you in my heart, Will you stay there All my days? So that in times to come When I feel lost and alone I can open my chest Reach in with gentle hands And extract my treasure? My love has no conditions It only has itself Asks for nothing but to know That during the times When I am consumed by my fears I can reach into my sacred space And your light will Disperse My darkness That’s all I ask All I expect I have nothing…. And my pride.... Could never Allow anyone.... To rescue me If I hold you In my heart Until The end of time, Know this one important thing. You were a guiding light When my night was dark and moon-less And now, in return There is a plac

For Parents Of Asd Children
if youre a parent of a autistic child, or suspect your child has a autism spectrum disorder [ASD] then I hope this info helps you. Firstly Autism… Autism is a spectrum disorder - which basically means that the signs and the severity of symptoms can vary significantly in each person. It usually begins at an early age (before 3) and causes delays to the normal development of skills. The main areas in which autism symptoms can be seen are: Communication - both verbal and non-verbal, such as eye contact, facial expressions and body language. Social Behaviors - people with autism struggle with expressing emotions, relating to other peoples emotions and holding conversations. They have a tendency to withdraw from social interaction and can over-react to what we would consider a normal situation. General Behaviors- repetition of actions, phrases and routines are common as are following strict organization patterns. Autistics can also display abnormal sensory perception. For

5 Questions Answered...
Q: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for 'suck here'. Q: WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, but 'down under.' Q: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q: WHY WERE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q: WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch. Thought for the day: What is a man's Ultimate embarrassment? Answer: Running into a wall with an erection and breaking his nose

Overburdened
Hell is still overburdened I must stand and wait in line I may never know for certain When will be my time How was I considered evil? Pleasures taken in this life Someone granted me reprieval Decades spent in strife Led to nothing Repeated in my mind Led to nothing If only I was born another time Hell is still overburdened I must stand and wait in line Hell is still overburdened How have I been so determined malign? It's the closing of the curtain In the play that was my life Countless chapters left unopened Tragedies inside I was fighting for a reason Holy blessed homicide Seems I have committed treason All I've sacrificed Led to nothing Repeated in my mind Led to nothing If only I was born another time Hell is still overburdened I must stand and wait in line Hell is still overburdened How I have been so determined malign? Hell is still overburdened I must stand and wait in line Hell is still overburdened How I have been so determined malig

A Poem
When I first talked to you I felt like I had known you forever, telling you my problems and what I didn't want ever. You listened to me I bet you thought I'd never end, who would have thought we would be the best of friends. Over a period of time, I got to know the real you. A guy so charming and gentle, with a heart so true. You've survived your life with me by your side. I told you I'd never leave because of the feelings I have inside. There was a time I wanted to explore, what would have happened if I would only open the door. I know you like no one I have ever known, and sometimes I wonder what do I do when we're alone? So I have decided time answers all. If it is meant to be time will remove the wall. Standing between us, holding us back, allowing us to feel It's the relationship that we lack. I love the way we are together, you can always make me smile. Will it ever really be forever? I guess I will have to wait awhile. Time w

Thanks To Everyone
Thank you to everyone that tried to help me level.. Unfortunately there was no way possible to get 20000 comments lol... So I helped Niffy out and bombed hers lol... All in all we had fun seein that pretty bouncer :p

What A Loser He Turned Out To Be...
"What a Loser He Turned Out to Be..." . If only I was able to collect some monetary fee every time I had to hear that line. Hell, I'd be charging myself just as much as I would my friends. The thing that's most interesting about that statement is that he didn't "turn out" to be a loser. He always was one. We just didn't see it until reality was slapping us in the face. For whatever reason, when we meet someone new, there is a delicious sense of novelty swirling in the air around them. Or maybe it's those alcohol fumes. At any rate, we end up light headed and don't see the signs in front of us. We wax over obvious details. We build his image up in our minds into something that doesn't even resemble the person in front of us. If it's anyone's fault that he "turns out" to be a loser.... it's ours. The same could be said about how men are with women. As long as she is attractive enough and deems you worthy enough to fuck, you'll overlook just about anything

The Polite Way To Excuse Yourself To Go Pee
The Polite way to Pee During one of her daily classes, a teacher trying to teach Good manners, asked her students the following question: "Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?" Michael said, "Just a minute I have to go pee." The teacher responded by saying, "That would be rude and impolite. What about you Sherman, how would you say it?" Sherman said, "I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back." "That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little Edward, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?" "I would say: Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope to introduce you to after dinner." The teacher fainted.

The Tree
The Tree Along a road , on our river trail , sits a solitary tree. Standing through blizzard , and summer heat . Because , Standing , is all he knows . Occasionally , a weary traveler will pause in his shade, admire his twisted , massive arms , lean upon him for support though , somehow , does not take time to notice, he is alone , standing away from the others . He takes his nourishment from nature . In the spring , he drinks heavily from the shower that bathes him . . And melting snow , in the winter supplies a deep , hearty , if not cold meal . Not relying on the hills , nor the comfort of others like him to ease the winds of march . He stands to offer shelter , But knows none of his own .

Contest Update :)
I've finally entered my first contest here on fubar. And I have a few friends also in some contests and giveaways. Come on in and show them all some Fubar love. Even just one rate and one comment. Thank you all in advance xoxoxoxoxo I need 30K to win with no time limit.To win 3 months VIP Tat Man73Also my sweetheart is in a giveaway for a 1 month VIP he needs 15.000 DemonicAngel Needs at least 2,500 points to win any fubucks. The person with the most points gets a 7 day blast While there please Rate/Fan/Add these wonderful people for hosting the contests and giveaways{D.S.C} COME LUV ME onesxybrat

Poem 2
The pain that life causes no one can explain. The pain I induce on someone is what gets me off. The pain I feel I wish I never felt. The suffering I wish I could escape. The torture is a device to control and sacrifice. I feel so empty inside I wish I could just die. The pain is so unreal the love I never feel. The fucking world is a piece of shit, I wish I could just end it. The pain and torture I feel is what I despise. I feel that I don't belong. The pain I fucking hate. The pain is so ungrate. The more I see, the more I hate.. Written by.. Megz

So Hurt
so hurt i was mad so mad i wanted to scream yet i couldnt couldnt scream couldnt hate hell i couldnt even cry for the first time you had me so hurt the tears wouldnt fall i could feel them there yet thats where they stayed thats when i knew it had to be the last time no longer can i let you you crossed the line yet you dont really care i am so hurt i cant even cry

Let It Go..
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The Bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay.Let them go.And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over and you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when

Climb, Slip, And Fall
Past... Six years ago we locked love filled eyes There was no desire for speech; it was clear Your alluring gaze held a beautiful fairy tale Blissfully teasing me of our happily ever after From that moment on you captured my heart My soul yearned to CLIMB that endless barrier To lastly reach the gates of your treasured love Present... Melancholy days passed without a word shared The color in my eyes vanished; bleak hope fades You left without a single farewell; days darkened No desire left in my young heart to smile once more Until the moment you walk back into my life again I stumbled and merely SLIPPED on broken promises Murky clouds loomed closer; hope no where near Future... It seems the haze is clearly; illuminating eyes in view My heart just giddy with pleasure unable to sustain Once delightful dreams filled me with joy at night Now seem to brighten my days with carefree reality I can hear your voice calling from a mere distance Be patient my dear for

A New Book....
When an out-of-work actor with a penchant for ultra-violent sex teams up with an amateur pornographer, the result is a lucrative business filled with unimaginable horrors. Only when things take an incestuous turn, does Jack Sanders learn the dangers of the snuff film business. The mutilated bodies turning up across California are nothing compared to the revenge-driven imagination of a victim’s father. Bodily fluids splatter the pages of “Snuff” as glimpses of Jack’s abusive childhood and shattered dreams build up to an unforgettable climax. Brace yourself for an unapologetic experiment in brutality Written by Eric Enck and Adam Huber. Will be released on May 10th 2008. It will be available at Borders Bookstores, Barnes and Noble, amazon.com, the horrormall, hot topic, Walmart.com and Target.com This is a brutal and deeply evil novel.

New Orleans Is Calling Me Home....
NEW ORLEANS LADY I walk the streets dark and gray The wind is slighty blowing my hair to disarray. A smile on my face for the streets I love I feel the presence of the spirits around and above. The streets of New Orleans the music, the sounds I feel like I'm floating my feet off the ground. My senses are heighted I chant a sweet spell I walk with the knowledge great things will avail. So this New Orleans Lady in spirit and soul will carry this presence and watch for happiness to unfold... author...ME!!

Sometimes....
Sometimes i feel i'm not special. Sometimes i feel like a mistake. Sometimes i feel i couldn't do good in life. Sometimes i feel i would have never found da girl of my dreams. Sometimes i feel like i'm going to fuck up. Sometimes i try to kill myself cause i can't deal with some shit. But there is 1 person who made me feel special, who made me feel like i'm not a mistake, make me do good in life, made me find the girl of my dreams, always tells me i'm not goin 2 fuck up and always stops me from killin myself cuz she loves me 2 much 2 let me do that 2 myself. i wrote this one when i was with my ex

Happy Easter Everyone!
just thought i'd wish everyone a happy easter, wont be for me tho to much bad news going around me this past month well year actually. hope you all have a great one tho, take care and have some fun today. remember if you plan on drinking , don't drink and drive. Free Comments & Graphics

Achilles.. Helping A Brother Out.. Thanks Man!
HELLO THERE FUBARIAN! Boatman needs your HELP! DO YOU KNOW This Person?? DO YOU HAVE THEM ON YOUR FRIEND LIST???You DID ! His Account was reset for whatever reason..but whats Important is HE'S BACK!! Please re add and FAN Help how ever you can to get him back on his feet again Thanks all ! HAVE A GREAT EVENING LOVE Y'ALL Tiffany and Christian BOATMAN@ fubar (repost of original by 'ACHILLES™.Married to Tiffany' on '2008-03-24 20:24:18')

Club Forbidden My New Home
I DJ n PROMOTE FOR club FORBIDDEN DJ SLIM the InFAMOUS HAS COME TO TAKE OVER THE AIRWAVES ALL GENRES PLAYED THE KING OF THE REMIX HAS INTERCEPTED YOUR EVERY DESIRE KICKIN JAMS THE ONLY WAY HE KNOWS HOW FAST N FURIOUSLY THEY SAY THERE IS A HAPPY ENDING TO EVERY STORY TOLD WELL COME FIND YOURS AT FORBIDDEN......THERES SOMETHING FOR EVERYONE HERE center>Click pic to Enter

Why?!
so i was wondering..why is it so effing hard to find a DECENT man in this effin state!? why cant i find a man that will treat me right..who wont use me nor lie to me nor play me like im some retard?!?!?! *and yes motherfucker i KNOW u lied to me many upon many of times!! u know who u r!* UGH!!! not saying i'm looking here but for god sakes, isnt there a normal, decent, loving, kind hearted, non using guy out there???? im not a bad person and do NOT deserve to be used and abused like that. ugh!! :(

Dear Alcohol
Dear Alcohol , First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a HUGE fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game and you're even around at the holidays (hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings). However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone Calls/Text Messages: While I agree with you that communication is important. I question the suggestion that conversation after 2 a.m. can have much substance or necessity. 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal. But, why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce along with a big Italian meatball and some stale chips (washed down with wine & topped off with a Kit Kat AFTER a few cheese curls & chili cheese fries)? I'm an e

Va Reaches Out To Women Veterans
March 27, 2008 Women Vets Have Earned "Benefits, Respect, Thanks" – Peake Fourth National Summit on Women Veterans Issues Begins June 20 WASHINGTON -- Recognizing the valor, service and sacrifice of America’s 1.7 million women veterans, the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) has created a comprehensive array of benefits and programs. "Women who served this country in uniform -- whether veterans of World War II, Korea, Vietnam, the Gulf War, the current Global War on Terror or peacetime service -- have earned our respect and thanks," said Dr. James B. Peake, Secretary of Veterans Affairs. "They have also earned the full range of VA programs offered by a grateful nation." Secretary Peake also announced the Fourth National Summit on Women Veterans Issues to be held from June 20 – 22 in Washington D.C. The Summit will offer attendees an opportunity to enhance future progress on women veterans issues, with sessions specifically for the Reserve and Nationa

Stack Cake
An old fashioned stack cake recipe, made with dried apples and spices. INGREDIENTS: 3 packages dried apples, (6 oz each) 1 cup brown sugar, packed 1 1/2 teaspoons ground ginger 1/4 teaspoon ground cloves 1/2 teaspoon ground allspice 1/2 cup shortening 1 cup sugar 2 large eggs 1/2 cup milk 1/2 cup molasses 5 cups all-purpose flour 1 teaspoon baking powder 1 teaspoon baking soda 1/4 teaspoon salt 1 teaspoon ground ginger 1 cup whipping cream, whipped PREPARATION: Place dried apples in a saucepan; add water to cover. Bring to a boil; cover, reduce heat, and simmer for 25 to 30 minutes or until tender. Drain and mash apples. Stir in brown sugar, 1 1/2 teaspoons ginger, cloves, and allspice; set aside. Beat shortening at medium speed of an electric mixer until light; gradually beat in the sugar. Continue beating until light and fluffy. Add eggs, one at a time, beating well after each addition. Stir in milk and molasses. Combine flour, baking powder, soda, salt and

Usmc, Author Unknow
What is a United States Marine? I am 232 years of romping, stomping, hell, death, destruction. I am the finest fighting machine the world has ever seen. I was born in a bomb crater. My Mother was an M-16 and my Father is the devil. Each moment that i live is an additional threat upon your life. I am rough looking, roving soldier from the sea. I am cocky, self centered, and overbearing. I do not know the meaning of fear, for i am fear itself. I am a green amphibious monster made of blood and guts that arose from the ashes of my enemies, festering on anti-Americans throughout the globe. When ever it may arise and when my time comes, I will die a glorious and grotesque death on the battllefield, giving my life for the Corps, Mom, and Apple pie. I stole the Eagle from the Air Force, the Anchor from the Navy, and the Rope from the Army. Then on the 7th day, while God rested, i overran his perimeter and took over the Globe and I have been protecting it ever since! I

Don't Want To Be Anyone's Slave!
I feel sorry for all you guys that think a woman should be a man's slave. Mostly this kind of thinking comes from a man that is trying to put women down, they always say they are not, but the sick truth is they do. If a man has this type of problem they need to steer clear of me. I was raised never to bow down to a man. A woman is just as smart as a man. A woman has many unseen strengths that are a asset. A woman uses her brain over braun. A woman is not to be used and thrown away, but to be cherished and worshipped. If you are not into cherishing and worshipping the essences of a woman, you need to walk in the other direction, because I don't need you around.

A La Dining Guide: Urban Cuisine Warfare
The mad waitresses met to eat of their own poison With rusted bobby pins and overweight bouncers Over a cup of muddy water; amphetamine drinks The weathered added flavor with their own simulated storms Winters are mild here in this controlled dorm With bread shoes of scorn and mold Their aching ankles faking the pauses With cracking joints echoing through the halls A dinnerware symphony took place Forks tapped to glasses of water Knives scraping across plates As the spoons slapped together on knees They were the neo-rednecks in urban huts Curbing their emotions with hepatitis A Cutting at the mutilated cow as blood splatters on face Mad cow, mad cow dancing in its own waste They forked each other like violent silk Spooning in Crisco orgy baths Running hands across searing skin just for a taste A taste of the this now boiling paste Across tables body fluids, draining waste Decrepit beasts hoarding the house supply In foreign crevices and misconceived haze

Female Comebacks
Man: Where have you been all my life? Woman: Hiding from you. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing. Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put u and i together Woman: Really, I'd put f and u together

"you're It"
This is really very simple and can be alot of fun. Once you have been Tagged you write down a blog of 10 interesting, radom,weird, fantacy or hadits about yourself. At the end choose 5 to 7 friends to be "tagged" by listing their names. Don't forget to leave them a comment on their profile "You're It" And to have them read your blog. 1 LOVE SUMMER TIME 2 I am on the shy side. 3 Many times I speak before thinking can often get myself in to trouble. 4 Never been married but have 2 boys 10 years apart! 5 Could live in Flip Flops, bathing suit and live on the beach 6 I think I am in love with someone I have known for 4 years but only met once for 3 hours. 7 Hate to be ingored. 8 I am a cousin to Abraham Lincon 9 I have been very blessed by the Lord to live Just One More Day. 10 Love Tattoos and Motorcycles..... I tag, Lord Raven,Headhunter's,Candy,Billy449, Jeep Man, Fireman,and Gone

Its All In The Eyes
THE EYES ARE THE GATEWAY INTO THE SOUL OF EVERYONE, I HAVE A GIFT THAT GOES FAR BEYOND SEEING. AS I DRIFT I SEE THE RAGE YOUR HEART FEELS YOUR EYES SEE. HAVE KNOWN YOU FOR LONGTIME AN STILL IT PAINS ME TO KNOW THE RAGE IS STILL GLOWING INSIDE, IT NEVER RESTS. ONE MORE TIME, ANOTHER CHANCE, THE HEART STILL HAS THE ABILITY TO BEAT FASTER THAN THE EYE CAN SEE. YOUR SOUL IS PURE AN FILLED WITH THE PURIEST GOLD OF FEELING I HAVE EVER SEEN. AN WHEN LIFE SENDS YOU CHALLENGES YOU SIMPLY CANT WIN AT, THATS WHEN THE RAGE IS THE STRONGEST. AN THE WORDS " I STAY IN LOVE WITH YOU" NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO SEEM LIKE THEY ARE A REPITION OF THE DAY BEFORE. THERE ARE SOME IN THIS WORLD THAT KNOW HOW TO LEAVE SIDE EFFECTS AN NOT EVEN LOOK BEHIND TO SEE IF THEY CAN FIND THERE WAY OUT OF HATE, CONTROL, AN DESTRUCTION. I WILL, I DID, AN WAS GOING TO SEEM TO BE A SECURITY FOR THE WILL TO BELEIVE THERE OWN LIES. THE EYES GIVEN TO YOU BY THE HIGHIER POWER GIVES YOU THE ADVANTAGE YOU NEED. TO LOOK DEEP INSID

Come Check Out The Sexy Tattood Chicka's Auction
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Yoinked, Part Ii
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Auction Ends Tomorrow!
This all ends tomorrow at Noon EST. Get your bids in while you still can. These awesome Fu's are offering some great things! You know you want to own someone, so go bid...Now! :) Remember any cash bid will over ride a FuBucks bid. Let me introduce you to those up for auction: lucky69 ~♥Ashley♥~ ~Shelle-belle~ ~*~Fatalitieskiss~*~

Confessions
I dream of words once promised, and now I start a life a new... Sitting here, listneing to music... wondering, what's going on whith you ??? Where you're at, and how you are ? Have you finally healed THAT scar? Now, I'm in love ; a SCARRY thought, wanting to get married... cause he is my heart ! Drinkin' a beer ; sitting at the ' puter, pondering on my future. But... still my thoughts come back to you........ what's up ? HOW ARE YOU ? I know I'll never see you again, but for so long you WERE my best friend ! I wish you were here to wish me well ; have some kind words ... something to tell. This pain within my soul... Only one thing can make me whole ! Just so you know... it's 5 am, what the fuck , GOD DAMN !!!! I can't sleep, or find no peace. Why is it so hard to escape your release? What kind of a hold of you have on me ? From a million miles away ? I'm so in love with someone other than you , so why am I wide awake texting you ? Listening to these

My Last Year Of Hell!!!!!!!!!!!
Please bear with me on this....I feel it is benefical to my healing processes to tell John's story. As most of you know, John, my husband, took his life on 20 April 2008. If this can help or save one other person, then John's death will not be in vain. This all started in October 2006.....John started to get depressed. The doctor put him on anti depressants, these didn't help. They only made him worse. In the course of the next few months, the doctors put John on many different meds ranging from Paxil, Kolonopin, Lamictal, Seroquil, Ambien ...... actually you name it...he was on it. On Feb 3, 2007, John left the house to take a drive. This usually helped him to calm down. What I didn't know was that John had taken all his meds with him. I recieved a text message on my cell from John with him saying good bye. For the next couple of hours the phone calls and text messages continued. The state police for both NJ and PA were called and the search began. The forest rangers fo

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Insurance...
I'm pretty sure I'm a terrible person. I do, say and think things on a daily basis that would probably make the devil blush. But right now, I'm sitting here annoyed by the health care system in this country. Everyday I get people at my desk that don't speak any English, but are offered free health care through the government. Meanwhile, a tax paying citizen comes in here with no insurance because they make too little to afford it, but too much to get insurance through the state. I try not to, but I get infuriated everyday by this. Why as a society do we allow middle class folks become so indebted because they can't afford healthcare? Or we allow people to go untreated because they don't want the bill? Or, our deductibles/copays are so high that we avoid going to the doctor because we can't pay that, or because we can't see paying 35$ to sit in the dr's office for 10 mins...And yet we bitch about things like gas.

My Name
What Mandy Means You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are a free spirit, an

Global Warming??? More Like Global Scare!
The past 2 winters temperature average not to mention this past APRIL 2008 temperature average alone was cold enough to OFF SET the past 20 years of the so-called "global warming" temperature raise. Matter of fact we are DOWN .25 F degrees on average from 20 years ago. LOOK IT UP. Yes the glaciers are melting but according to some very prominent and well-known scientist, the NATURAL warming of the Earth has caused this effect. The scientist today who say we are in a DIRE “global warming” phase are the VERY SAME scientist who said 30 years ago that we were at the start of an ICE AGE. As far as the coastal cities being flooded the Antarctica ice field has double and in a few small areas tripled in size in the past 10 years. This is according to NASA. The oceans levels have gone up a mere .50 inches. LOOK IT UP! Remember about 10 years ago when they were talking about the BIG HOLE that had opened in the Ozone Layer above the North Pole?? Well guess what that has CLOSED UP that’s w

I Won I Won Ty Fubombers
THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH FUBOMBERS I WUV YOU!! LIFE HAS BEEN PRETTY ROUGH AND HOPEFULLY SOON IT WILL BE BETTER. I WILL BE ABLE TO NOW GET MY VIP BACK FOR AT LEAST 30 DAYS!!! THANK YOU FOR ALL THE HELP. I WILL BE BACK ON LATER TONIGHT...I WILL BE AT AN INTERVIEW TODAY PLEASE CROSS FINGRS I GET THIS JOB. MOMMA NEEDS SOME MONEY. THEN I WILL BE BEGGING FOR MONEY FROM PEOPLE TO GET MY PHONE TURNED BACK ON LOL. SOOOO HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY AND I WILL BE BACK TONIGHT TO THANK ALL OF YOU WHO HELPED!! AGAIN THANK YOU ALL FUBOMBERS!!!!! DUSTINA

My Shoutbox Is Not Workin Again :(
hey everyone my shoutbox is back to playin up again, i really dont have a clue why its doin this, so if anyone has an idea how to sort it then id be grateful for the help. thanks sassy sam :D p.s. if anyone wants to leave me a msg you can either leave me a comment or send me a msg. :D

Show Luv To My Fu~owner!!
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"30 New Sexual Experiences"
"30 New Sexual Experiences" Hot Lunch - While receiving head from a woman, (her, on her back, you straddle her chest) you proceed to shit on her chest — just for the hell of it. She then becomes the "Lunch Lady." The Stranger - Sitting on your hand until it falls asleep and then jerking off, eliciting the feeling of a hand job from someone else. Donkey Punch - Banging a girl doggy style and then moments before you cum, sticking your dick in her ass, and then punching her in the back of the head. This should give you a tremendous sensation, but for it to work correctly, the girl must be knocked out so that her asshole tightens up. Golden Shower - Any form of dropping piss all over a girl. Pearl Necklace - Whenever you cum on the neck area of a girl — it takes on the look of beautiful jewelry. Coyote - This occurs when you wake up in the room of a nasty woman and you know you've got to give her the slip. However, you realize that your arm is wrap

Helping The Aging Housewife....lol
Helping the Aging Housewife It is important for men to remember that, as women grow older, it becomes harder for them to maintain the same quality of housekeeping as when they were younger. When you notice this, try not to yell at them. Some are oversensitive, and there's nothing worse than an oversensitive woman. My name is Ron. Let me relate how I handled the situation with my wife, Julie. When I took "early retirement" last year, it became necessary for Julie to get a full-time job, both for extra income and for the health benefits that we needed. Shortly after she started working, I noticed she was beginning to show her age. I usually get home from the golf course about the same time she gets home from work. Although she knows how hungry I am, she almost always says she has to rest for half an hour or so before she starts dinner. I don't yell at her. Instead, I tell her to take her time and just wake me when she gets dinner on the table. I

I.r.baboon. Esq.
I want a hole in my pocket, so I can take it out and say "Hi Dave" through someones mirror when they are shaving. That just sounds fun to me. LAUGH WHEN HIGH She R Finding Things When Phreaks penis hurts, he will attack your castle. If the General is NOT holding the button, this is NOT a drill. I.R. scared me. I.R. Practice throwing things in the house. I have corrupted VooDoo! I.R. dissapointed, I not have homework. I.R. I.R. drippin pussy

My Birthday
Im turning 34 this year not sure if im excited about that or not. Just getting older, the kids are getting older and it makes me old. Not sure what I want to do for my birthday I might go out but I dont know what Ill be doing, maybe someone will take me out to eat. Mom said she was going tomarrow to get my gift. I have no idea what shes getting me, well birthdays are just another day anyway to remind us that life is going by fast so live it up and do what you want to do now before its to late. good thing this week is almost over have to go get my drivers license friday also. already got the car tags they wil be here in a couple weeks im getting a jimmie johnson tag i cant wait..

The Enchantress
A picture of strength Though I may seem When I am in your presence I am powerless The very sight of you confounds my tongue I am at a loss for words I don’t know how to say what I feel The scent of your flesh intoxicates me When you look into my eyes It pierces my soul When you kiss me The taste of you lingers on my lips For hours on end The touch of your hand On my scalp Ignites a burning passion deep within me You have a hold on me Like no one before But what can I do? You are the enchantress.

The What To Your When
the depression sank in a quarter to 3 felt heavier than any block of my mental anguish. i push and pull but the shell was too coarse. Cut my hands so deep the blood bled blue. here i am thinking about death again watching this sunset on my past rising the sun to my better tomorrow letting the air flow across my face as the love brethes over me i tumble over the thought i got to point a now where the fuck is b? i will find it, look hard and long till you wither away but in the end you realize it was right in front of you so sit back, calm down and realize life isnt what you want it to be it never will match some idealistic utopia so get up and move on press the foot to the beat and run away run so fast till you die not realizing the stone of consquences you slip and fall hard against reality's cold dead floor. sit in the fetal then crouch to survive this mission you black out and heave a nasty reply soul pouring out in the street i wont let it go until the s

Epiphany May 2004
AT about 2:00AM I had a surge of energy and woke from a deep sleep. I was trembling, suddenly, my thoughts were directed toward my behavior as a dad. It became so apparent the mistakes I have made and the changes i needed to make. I realized that lying even about insignificant things is a cage. The truth is easier to remember. So, I purged and confessed the wrongs and sought forgiveness from those I mistreated. It was like freeing up space on my harddrive. Honesty is important to me, and I am a human lie detector. I have studied human behavior well before I began working toward a bachelor's degree in that field. I also treasure modesty. Wisdom can not be fully acheived if pride controls behavior. I am also well into learning how to speak and communicate in Spanish. I have interests in the Carib and need to be able to communicate/negotiate in both languages. Finally, I choose to believe. I believe. I believe because i have external evidence to support what

Me And My Girls
Greenwood - The victim of a deadly domestic dispute in Greenwood is now talking about how she was beaten, hit by a car, and burned out of her home three weeks ago. "You know, it doesn't even feel like it ever happened. It's like a nightmare," said Theresa Johnson. The nightmare of April 20 hasn't ended for the 29-year-old mother. That day, Theresa and her children nearly died at the hands of her boyfriend, 33-year-old Jerry "Brian" Bobb. "I don't know why he did it. And I can't explain to anyone why he did it," Johnson said. "But I know when I walked through the door that day, it started a three-hour rampage." She said the couple got into a verbal argument, when Bobb suddenly, violently attacked her. Johnson described the hours-long beating as terrifying. "He clotheslined me out of my recliner. He looked at me, grabbed me by my hair, shoved my head into the floor and said, 'Don't move!' That's when he walked into my kitchen and he grabbed two knives and he came back

Life
life is a gift theres nothing worth missing out of. what makes life a gift you might ask. well it starts with family.. then comes friends the ones to be there to pick you up when you fall to be there shining bright like a star in the darkest of nights. to be there as a flame to warm you up in the coldest of days. thats what makes it worth all living for.

As We Grow Up...
As we grow up... We learn that even the person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing to fast. And you'll eventually loose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt. because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end. Be afraid that it will NEVER BEGIN.

Damned If You Do!
I just can't seem to catch a break. I am told I have a job but then they loose my drug test! I moved to have a fresh start but it has backfired! I am just worn out! I keep hoping something will happen and help me through but it never does or something bad happens. I feel like I am drowning and no one can hear me. It just sucks that not only does it affect me but my parents too. Its as though this family will never be stable mentally or physically or finacially. The stress just builds and builds and I feel lost. No wonder I have no life. I feel as though I try and try and it just backfires. Whomever said money can't buy happiness was full of shit!!!

Dance
A song plays in my mind this evening. I hum beneath my breath. Standing there, beneath the stars, the moon shining over me. I lift my face to it and laugh. And once again..my lips vibrate on the song. My arms raise and my hips move, softly at first. My smile turns into laughter. The grass is cool beneath my feet, I stand on my tippie toes and move my body. It is as if I am making love to the wind... Becoming lovers with the cool breeze. It tickles my skin like the soft lips of a man. My hands raise and I unpin my hair. Once my hair was bone straight, but now it twists and curls about itself. I can feel it move against my hips as I move them to the music. My fingers thread through..My hands bury themselves inside the warmth of my curls. I lift it and bare my neck to the breeze. My feet tap against the ground. My back arches and I turn my body in circles. "Hey Lady" I turn and Maria watches me. I laugh and move about her. My hips moving, my

In Loviong Memory Of The Lil Angels Who Were Called Home
When lil angels come in to our life and then are called home it tares the heart out of all of us . The tears we shed are not unseen for they are watchin over us. we are seen all the time and when the times get hard and we look above. speak out and say i love u lil angel and miss u and i know ill be with u again. god takes some of the lil angels home and holds them close because he cant bare to let them go he showers us with love and kindness in the hopes that it will help. If he knew how much we loved them in the short time we shared with them i dont know. I do know this he wouldn't call them home if he didn't need those lil angels more. take comfort in knowing they are free to roam and watch us always. If u know this then u r truely blessed. In Loving Memory of the Lil Angels Called home

Silverpixi's Auction!!
I'M IN SILVERPIXI'S AUCTION..I AM OFFERING THE FOLLOWING: ALL PICS/STASH RATED..DAILY COMMENT..DAILY DRINK..1 BIG PIMPIN GIFT/WK..1 SFW SALUTE..ADDED TO MY FAMILY..OWNED BY IN MY NAME AND A BKINGYOF MY CHOICE!!PLEASE CLICK ON THE LINK AND BID!!http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=912379&albumid=1056010&i=1041655833&idx=0

Thursday Night
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 6.12.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...This show is ALL REQUEST Night and celebrates our inherent right to goof off! Lord Genocyde will regale you with weirder than weird news from Reuters' Oddly Enough as well as other strange and bizarre stories, facts, and footnotes as researched by Lady Genocyde! So

Lets Make History Folks
Here is where history will be made!!!! http://wordofmouthblogpromoting.blogspot.com/ I love blogging and If you do also, come join me and lets come together to make a difference in blogging and in each others lives. We should believe in one another and promote members cause this club/group that I am creating and recruiting will help this culture to make an impact that is noticeable by everyone. BLOGGER4LIFE Check this link out http://www.wikihow.com/Be-a-Computer-Geek

Send Some Luv My Way Please
well its just been a really hard 6 months for me... and i hope the bad is coming to an end.. it will be either good or bad not sure of the outcome yet... but anyways i would love for you to come visit my page and send me some luv, to help lift me up.. I'm a lil down at the moment so holla at me ok... so we can talk or you can just sent me a message and rate my page..... life isn't always smiles laughs and love and i pray soon i can get back there.. please help!!! Cheryl

A Dragon And The Wind
A Dragon and the Wind by LateNiteFantasy© How do I feel? With my talons! ...about you? I know, you meant my heart, where a dragon rests, thumping its tail against the cavity of my chest constantly, then revives and comes to life thrusting itself in body-slams against stalagmites and stalactites in the dark depths of my soul when I see you. I become flush. Its flaming breaths accumulate an inferno inside me grows droplets of my lust boil from my flesh as the dragon flaps its wings thunderously, radiating heat as it swims through the course of my veins when you come closer. You are before me clear as a thought in a pitch-black cavern my mind swirls like a body of water when a plug is pulled from the drain. Caught in the current of a raging beast's bellow its talons rake and scratch at my inner skull. In its frenzy the dragon twists and turns its scales scrape and collide with bone mingling with its rumbling growl that echoes in my ear drums

Boy, I Was Thirsty!
Has anyone heard of these new toilets where the urinal cakes talk to you? I find this slightly amusing and slightly asinine. I have decided what some of these cakes should say. Get away from me, R. Kelly!! Wow. I bet your significant other is unhappy. Stop looking at your neighbor. Is that your best shot? Aww, how cute! And for the singing urinal cake: "Hit me with your best shot!" Your cock smells like a man's ass. What's up with that? Boy, I was thirsty. Oh God!!! It burns! Whoa! Im pretty sure they make a cream for that. Hands up motherfucker...thats right...now slowly reach for your wallet... C'mon, you know you've always wanted to. I'm minty, I SWEAR! I'm gonna shit in your mouth. Whaddya got?

Want 140 11s In 7 Days?
Perfect Insanity - Disturbed I have decided I want to try to get the spotlight so inkman876 is helping me to get the fubucks so this is just one thing I am going to do get some so put your bid in!!! ARE YOU TRYING TO LEVEL??? WANT 1400 11s IN A WEEK?? WE ARE GOING TO AUCTION OFF BOTH OF OUR 11s YES THAT IS 200 A DAY WE WILL GIVE THEM DURING A HAPPY HOUR CLICK THE PHOTO TO PLACE YOUR BID AUCTION ENDS JUNE 27TH 9pm futime THIS AUCTION BROUGHT TO YOU BY inkman876 aka rick FU SLAVE TO ENCHANTED MISTRESS PJ COUNTRY)AND PROUD OWNER OF PJ COUNTRY)(NEW OWNE@ fubar pjcountry*owner of and owned by sexy inkman876*Member

Realizations
[disclaimer: I'm not a therapist, nor do I play one on TV, I'm speaking from experience, and whether you agree or not, is completely up to you.] *deep breath* I've been doing a lot of thinking over the past few days - even weeks, and it's been quite enlightening, and quite upsetting at the same time. I've realized that I've been way too expectant of other people, as I also saw other friends' blogs mentioning them doing the same, and I realize I've been putting too much into what I want - what I'm expecting, rather than just letting happen the way it was happening. I've been to thousands (scary, huh?) of therapists, read countless articles and stories, and have done more research on the human psyche than you'd imagine. All of it has brought me to one simple task. Let it be. There it is. A gazillion words and thoughts and ideas, in that small sentence. Even as I type this, my eyes fill up at the power and the truth of that. I've always had an issue with the fear of abandonm

The Icy Breath Of Death
Today's the day, I feel it in my veins,The icy breath of Death tingles on my neck. I dare not move,I dare not speak. I see a silver object, fly through the air. My spines tingles, my head spins.I hear nothing nor see anything.I move my eyes and see a bloody corpse without a head. Suddenly i realize, He has come for me, He has got me. I am now dead, I see a bright light and a flash. Now im Home,Home where I belong

Pointless
My chest hurts, I cant breathe. My mind reels,spinning out the never ending visions of pointless daily responsibilities I just cant find the muster to tackle. My hands won't stop shaking, I cant feel my fingers. The numbness has spread, how do you make it stop? Running , running as fast as I can from the trailing demons.. will I ever find sanctuary. Is there a savior, will he ever find me.. here in the bottom of my closet hidden beneath the piles of long ago abandoned dreams?

A Single Tear
A single tear drop starts to fall I feel the cold and bitterness begin to fade I don't know how you broke down my defenses The feelings you bring up in me scare me A single tear drop falls and lands on my beating heart Are you the one? Can I trust you and let you in? Will you be the one to wipe my tears away? A single tear falls

Codeputy Made Me Do It!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 random things,facts, or habits about yourself, At the end you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Do not forget to leave them a message that says..."your It" and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I love music 2) I am the baby of the family 3) I love movies 4) I Have a tattoo 5) I am an animal lover 6) I smoke..(yuck) 7) I am a brat 8) I Love chocolate 9) I work too much 10) I am a flirt 11) I like to be silly 12) I wish I had one really good talent 13) I would do anything for a friend or my family 14) I like being around people but not crowds 15) This is my first blog Thanks Codeputy Injured anxiousnable T bear DJ Hot Flame MRC

Yup, Life Here So Far
In TN anything that could resemble a potential small valley, or a spot where the creek met between two hills, and it was steep, we would call it a ravine. Now, here in Arkansas, its called a "Hollow" thats pronounced "Holler" If you are a cook, the people who have been here longer must have you eat their food, before they will try yours, no matter how good you are. Its usually worth it, they don't suck making food, well not all of them. I know all the Cops by name, but I've only met one of them, because I did something stupid...I still don't know what a jail looks like nor how handcuffs feel on my wrists by a law enforcement officer. There are fruits on many trees, that people don't seem to give a shit about. There are but 3 main places to eat, and a Subway. One of them I've never been to, just go there to get fishing bait or hooks. The other two, both open at like 7, and one of them closes at 2pm. Wouldn't it figure that the one that closes early is closest to me, and

Helplessness
...What have we done o. to leave fail... was I... more to cover me o. one o. tear Oblivion beneath, passion of all pity, more than the barren tears which your blood wept, can't you see, there's no beloved they're just helpless, another pale abuse left in all... I can't live for you o. we can't, we hold our fault we must die in divinity, help me help me, I wasn't your heaven all you, all your tears you've once shed

Reopening The Den
Come Join Us For The Reopening Of The Den All New Look, Large Selection Of Music With Live Dj's From Ace's Up Radio. And As Always The First Round Is On us Door Prizes For New Member Starting Now And All Day On The 4th CLICK THE FLAG TO ENTER

He Has Someone..
He is resuming an old relationship with his ex girl Lacey. Maybe now he will be nicer since he will be getting some ass. Whew! Is it sick that I'm relieved?? LOL I'm actually happy for him as she seems to be a nice girl. I hope this divorce finalizes soon as that was her biggest problem with their relationship. Anyway, had to blog about that because for those who know me that is a big weight off my shoulders. Because now he will be leaving me alone. YEAH!

Thou Shalt Not Steel
(8 March 2008, Czech Republic) Steel is valuable, especially the high grade alloy used in steel cable. Scrap metal dealers do not ask questions. They pay in cash. And a good supply of cables can be found in elevator shafts. This particular goldmine was a towering shaft inside an empty grainery near Zatec, 40 miles northwest of Prague. The cable was tightly fastened, and the far end of it disappeared into the shadowy distance above. After substantial wear and tear on a hacksaw, our man finally cut through the strong steel cable. At that instant, the counterbalance, no longer held in check, started to move silently downwards, accelerating until it reached the bottom of the shaft. Result: one proud winner of a "terminal velocity" Darwin Award. R.I.P. ORIGINAL SUBMISSION Reader comments: David: "Shafted! Down and Out!" "A weighty subject." Kabeldiebstahl scheint (gefaehrliche) Mode zu sein

His Sex Slave In Training .......part Iv
Marcie actually had become used to being a sex-slave. Although she technically belonged to Hans, she was used by Hilda, his second cousin, as well. The very well endowed blonde had become equally adept at sucking Her pussy as well as His cock She knew the drill. Every morning before he took his shower, the tall handsome man-of-the-house would enter the bedroom, with her still bound hand and foot to the large poster bed, and mount her so that his stiff manhood pointed directly at her soft lips. After she had swallowed every drop, he’d pat her lovingly and kiss her lightly on the cheek. Then an hour later, Hilda would enter, jam her wet pussy in Marcie’s face and ride her to orgasm. Then for the rest of the day, Marcie was Hilda’s bitch. After breakfast there were always chores to do around the house and the tall dominant short cropped blonde acted quite the task mistress. Marcie was spanked repeatedly for even the slightest oversight, but that wasn’t all. She was whipped, cropped an

My Sweetest Angel And Inspiration
My darling girl showstopper supermodel queen alpha bitch best friend confidante You've been gone one year. I long to touch that gorgeous coat you were so proud to wear. One year I've survived without you despite my urge to check out. I do survive, because you would want me to. You are my inspiration, my spirit within. I've done more than survive this year, I've lived it. I miss you so much, I carry you with me everywhere I go. I live in the moment as much as possible. I don't worry about what will come tomorrow because I have today to celebrate the way you always did with that grinning smile and shining eyes. And when the storms come sweeping in stealing away late afternoons and early evenings, I remember how nothing can hurt us. Not lightning, not thunder, not Lyme disease, not high triglycerides, not cancer, not death. We are too pure for that and we dance on the energy of love where we will be until we reach the circle's end and you come back to

For You
THERE'S A PLACE There's a place where I like to stay there's a place not too far away there's a place where I like to unwind there's a place in my mind There's a place that you cant see there's a place that's just for me there's a place that's sweet and kind there's a place in my mind There's a place where memories go I can get there fast or get there slow there's a place that knows no time there's a place in my mind There's a place where I can hide in plan site throughout life's ride there's a place that no one can find there's a place in my mind There's a place where I can be free there's a place where anything can be there's a place where you'll always care there's a place and you'll always be there There's a place that knows no gloom there's a place that knows no doom there's a place that knows no crime there's a place in my mind There's a place with no sky and no ground there's a place where I can always be found there's a place where

User Ratings
For some reason... the user ratings that i've given to some of my friends were deleted. So if you see me checking you out, I'm just making sure that I have everyone rated again. this can't possibly be a bad thing as you're getting another rating out of me. hehe

My Dad
My father, mother and sister are visiting. Ever since I have known dad he has always been a doer. He and I have always done projects together. Everything I know about tools I learned from him. He has taught me a lot. But he is getting older - turning 75 this year and he is slowing down. When I asked him to bring his chain saw, I didn't figure he would help, but really he was in the way. It has to be my fault. I am just not used to working with other people on projects anymore. I just don't watch out. So when I was cutting down a small tree and dad stepped in to help - I should have stopped what I was doing. Instead when he lost his balance when the tree fell, he reached to stop himself and caught the saw. Fortunately, as soon as the tree fell, I stopped the saw, so he caught a decelerating blade, but I never should have had the saw near him. I know better. He had minor cuts, some of which required stitches, but none were very deep. He should be fine in time, b

A Song Called Broken
Wake up to a Sunny Day Not a cloud up in the sky And then it starts to rain My defenses hit the ground And they shatter all around So open and exposed But I found strength in the struggle Face to face with my troubles When you're broken In a Million little pieces And your tryin' But you can't hold on any more Every tear falls down for a reason Don't you stop believin' in your self When you're broken Little girl don't be so blue I know what you're going through Don't let it beat you up Hittin' walls and gettin' scars Only makes you who you are Only makes you who you are No matter how much your heart is aching There is beauty in the breaking Yeah When you're broken In a Million little pieces And your tryin' But you can't hold on any more Every tear falls down for a reason Don't you stop believin' in your self When you're broken Better days are gonna find you once again Every piece will find it's place When you're broken When you're broken When

Hideaway Auction!!!! Are You Hotenuf???
Mike & I are puttin together a HideAway Auction....The Auction will be held on one of our pages, since we don't want to have a quickie one nite auction, Ya'll are worth more to us than that!!! You must: #1. Be an ACTIVE member of the HideAway. #2. Send me a picture that you would like to have included in this Auction and your Auction offer. #3. Conduct yourself in the manner of Gentleman/Lady and to represent the HideAway in your actions at all times, and by that, I mean treat ladies/men with RESPECT at all times please when promoting the hideaway inside or outside of our home. So please, fu-mail, me or comment here in this blog and I will contact you to get ahold of the specifics!!! Luvs&Hugs, MzMic

Haters & Downrates Stay Off My Page!!!
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Mr, 7,000,000's Owners/ownees
Here are the fine people who were kind enough to either rent me, or be rented by me. Check them out, you'll be glad you did! ♥Dawnie♥Owner of Mr.7000000♥Proud Member of Thunder & Lightning Levelers♥@ fubar Without a doubt, one of the toughest ladies on FuBar. I am perpetually owned by her, because she keeps winning me. She does great tags, great shops, and talks to my dumb ass every day. And she's very unselfish and will help most everyone. I love this lady to death, so get to know her. VODKAGURL (slave to: Keith67,Inkman876, Mr.7 million, Bobbybones)@ fubar The shoe is on the other foot, because I owned her. She's always hustling to make things happen for herself, and in turn, making things happen for others. I've been in auctions and contests run by her, and have NEVER had any problems, and she's gone above and beyond to promote it. She's saving for a spotlight, how about giving her a few fubucks. Freak ~Owned by Calgore & Mr.7,000,000~@ fubar

Better To Have Loved And Lost Than Never Loved At All!
Better to have loved and lost than never loved at all! The saying goes tis better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all. Does anyone really know the real meaning behind that? I'd like to think I learned about that the hard way about three years ago. It was a mild December night in 1998 when I walked in the backyard and into the light came the most beautiful wonderful man I've ever known. It was love at first sight. He made me laugh so much that night and I was in total aww of him and how amazing he truly was. He was the most wonderful and handsome man I'd ever met. He amazed me and we could talk for hours. That night we did talk for hours. When we were together it was as if noone else was around it was just the two of us. It was like that everytime. He became one of my dearest and best friends. He was always there for me and he could see my heart when he looked into my eyes. We shared a secret between the two of us. I knew something about him that he didn't share w

Tests Results
WELL I GOT GOOD NEWS FROM THE DOC TODAY AND MY RESULTS ARE ALL NORMAL SO THAT IS A HUGE RELEL OFF MY SHOULDERS!! I WANT TO THANK ALL OF MY FRIENDS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN I WAS GOING THREW THIS U ARE THE BEST!!!!!!! IT TIME TO PARTY!!!!!!!

Saddens My Heart...
This afternoon I received a phone call from the fiance of one of my very very best friends telling me that she had passed away due to a drug overdose. This came hard for me to accept because maybe I didn't know she was into this hard of a drug, or maybe it was that I just turned the cheek at it... I know that she has been involved with my children and has participated in recent "Drug use" talks with my children as well. It really just saddens my heart about the whole thing ... After telling my children, you could see the hurt and the pain in their eyes. My son looks at me and asks me... "Mom how could she say all those things about drugs, when she was using them herself." The only answer I could come up with was Maybe she was speaking from experience and this was her cry for help... I just wish I would have known, maybe then I could have helped her in her time of need and really understood the cries that she was so blatantly screaming and putting out there for everyone to h

Come Bid On Me , Show Me You Want Me
OK Guess what the one and only DJ Tazman is goin up for auction . Now who wants me . show me you want me . im offering fu owned for 2 weeks , rate pix 10s durin hh , ill make you a couple morph pix , plus i will add you to my yahoo if you would like . i just might toss in something else if the price is right .Just click the pic to go to the auction page . so come show me how much you want me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life
when you figure out things in ya life and people in it just makes you feel like they used you in everyway you know what i have gotten to a boling point to not stress little kids some bitch ass dude leaves a comment on my page about jealousy for real i do not give a fuck you do not even know how to wipe ya own ass you are a child to me still wet behind the ears get on my level go where i have been then come talk to me damn you think i am jealous thats a joke

18th Anniversary Of Srv's Death
Found on Les Paul- Gibson Forums Posted by guitarslinger Stevie Ray Vaughan October 3, 1954 – August 27, 1990 "Today, August 27, 2008 is the 18th anniversary of the death of this modern-day Blues virtuoso. His style and unique approach to Blues have inspired and fueled literally thousands of guitar heros. I believe that he, single handedly, re-fueled the interest in Blues in the USA during the 80's and the continued sales of his audio recordings, live performance DVD's, and memorabilia are a testimony to his eternal popularity. We get to be bummed out all over again ...." And posted by saturn "Not only one of the greatest players, but he seemed to be a genuinely nice guy. He was always giving other players credit and respect. He's about the only celebrity type that I actually felt like crying over when I heard the news. I once knew a guy who worked for PRS back in the early days. Paul would get him passes to go backstage at all the local concerts and try to get

Try It
1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/LICK me ? Answer: 4. Would u fuck me hard? Answer: 5. Would u hav sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u pull my hair while we had sex? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat on me? Answer: 20. If I gave u my heart would you love it or let it go? Answer: 21. Would you do me once and leave m

The Chair
I won't treat you different, Because you're in a chair. What is most important is that, Your kindness, honesty and humor be there. Though your challenges are different, Between me and you. You'll still excel, In everything you do. Just ignore those, who feel the need to stare. For the ones that truly see you, Won't even notice the wheelchair.