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Playing Poker With The Devil
I'd rather play poker with the devil holding a hand of aces and eights. If it meant I would never wake up in another cotton candy hell. A man beside himself is a man dead within. There's a dagger in my side, and the handle is there for anyone willing to twist it. But you have to look me in the eyes if your willing to reach for it. If you live by the sword then you die by the sword and that is a honorable end. The dagger is the tool of the coward, and dishonor is the cancer that eats away from within. I'd rather play poker with the devil and bet the deed to my soul if it meant I could control my fate. I would bet it all for a chance to escape from the cloud raining ignorance from over head. The price of a free man is the hate of those who cant buy or sell you at will. The solitude of the free.

April = Gorgeous
JANUARY=PIMP Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE. FEBRUARY=SMARTS Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sha

I'm A Fabulous Bitch Who Looks At Porn 24-7!!
...yeah right...lmao...sure... *************************************** hopefully it'll ring true for you more than it did for me. Pick the first Letter of Your first Name A- Fabulous B-Pretty C-Popular D-Gorgeous E-Gangster F-Girly G-Dyke H-Sweet I-Retarded j-Emotional K-Beautiful L-Boyish M-Slutty N-Preppy O-Hot P- amazingg Q-Punky R-Hot S-Sexy T- Very Sexy U-Ugly V-Wonderful W-Hott X-Bitchy Y-Under-appreciated Z-Over-appreciated Now the third letter in your middle name(if you dont have one use your last name): A-beauty queen B- skank C-Bitch D-Obsesser E- God (ess) F-Retard G-Queen/ King H-Slut I-Girl J-Goth K-Nerd L-sex god M-Sex machine N-Alcoholic O-Geek P-Babe Q-Crackwhore R-pornstar S-Prince (ess) T-Whore U-Cry Baby V-Jackass W-Punk X-Scaredy-cat Y-Coward Z-Chocoholic Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing: Red- Who's Good With My Hands purple- Who Looks At Porn 24/7 Orange- Who Likes It

Some Solitude
This is written by myself. (C) September 1, 2006 it has musical arrangement. this song will be on my next cd as well as the others i have listed in my poetry blogs. SOME SOLITUDE Karin-Rochelle Digrugilliers-Wilmoth heavy laden this burden i carry i need to walk through the door i need an answer this life i am staring down heavy laden this rock that i hold i need to drop it i need to let it go.... I need to let it go I need to let it go I need to let it go And gain some solitude. heavy laden there's a reason I seek to find and answer to why I'm still holding this sorrow heavy laden why can't i exist without this sorrow without this pain without this life long list i need to let it go.... I need to let it go I need to let it go I need to let it go And gain some solitude. *i'll walk a round, my head held high I'll tell you there's no problem I'll answer with an i don't care: but i do....... I need to let it go I need to let it go I

What Goddess Are You?
You Are Aphrodite! A total shining star with a ton of admirers And no wonder: you live life to the fullest! When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on What Goddess Are You?

S-o-s
S-O-S (Surrendering On Sanity) "Surviving Onslaught of Sickness" is what I wanted to name the blog -BUT- My Insanity took over in mid-title of said blog. *shrugs* I'm going totally insane having this flu-bug. Its knock me off my feet for what seems an eternity. I'm not one to whine (well, not TOO much) So just wanted to keep any onlookers and the few faithful blog readers updated to -WHY- I've been absent from my daily BLOG most of this week. With that said: Take Care, I'll be back in full form as soon as my health allows ... I hope to see you all again soon & I hope this finds all well and healthy, happy on your side of the screen! Peace, -G- PS: I'd give anything to be able to inhale threw my nose again *sigh*

A Razor Only Cuts So Deep
THE PAIN CANNOT LAST... A RAZOR ONLY CUTS SO DEEP... AS IT MOVES ACROSS MY SKIN... THE BLOOD BEGINS TO WELL... THE PAIN JUST STARTS TOO SEEP AWAY... I FEEL NORMAL AGAIN... AND FOR AS LONG AS THE BLOOD FLOWS... I AM FREE... NO ONE ELSE CAN TOUCH ME... I AM IN CONTROL... HOW DEEP... HOW LONG... HOW MUCH... FOR THOSE SECONDS... ONLY I COUNT... NO THE PAIN DOES NOT LAST... I CUT IT OUT SO IT CAN'T... BUT A RAZOR ONLY CUTS SO DEEP... YOU WOUND ME MORE THAN I EVER HAVE... THE RAZOR DOES NOT HURT...

Story
Adrian sat there, quietly, with her elbows on the dinning room table, and her hands on the back of her neck, softly messaging it, as she tried to not let her nerves get the best of her, even through there were tears running, slowly, down her face. It was the anniversary of the tenth year of her, and her husband’s marriage, and he promised he would come home early from work to celebrate it with her. He promised her that they would sit down, and talk about all the problems that arose during the last ten years. They would talk about the beatings, the alcohol, and the women. He always promised her this, but every year it was a let down. She thought for some reason, though, that it would be different this year, but it seemed like the same thing will happen this year, like it did the year before, and the year before that one. He would stumble through the door, late at night, reeking all vodka, and cheap perfume, then he would slowly make his way to the frig, grab a beer, and go to pass ou

Pfp: Trust Your Govenment
Trust Your Government What I call freedom they call anarchy An' that's fine by me What they call Freedom I call slavery, Why can't they see I'd do anything for mycountry But I'm terrified of the Government

Alcoholic Drink
You Are Tequilla When you drink, you're serious about getting drunk! You'll take any shot that's offered up to you... Even if it tastes like sock sweat! And you're never afraid of eating the worm. What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

The Downfall Of Goverment And People
with news and goverment acting like a bunch of fools there is no wounder that the rest of the world looks at america as a alien planet. when they interviewed Mr. clinton and he gave two replays, an agressive response and one that gave the inverviewer the response he was looking for. and what did the media show the people? thats right. the agressive clinton. why? to me it seems that instead of the facts. people are more into ratings and shock value. and while all this is going on its used like a smoke screen to hide the fact that the people have no control about what happends. if i am not mistaken goverment. is the voice of the people. where did that go. people have become numb to all that is happening. i really hope one day that our goverment does start hearing what the poeple have to say. and the people knowing that there are other places out there and we are not the center of the world. or maybe its just me. well i just had to get this off my chest. laters : nexus

Today Was A Day Not To Forget(memories)
Not that most days aren't, but well this one was kind of weirdish special. I went to dinner with my aunt, and for the first time in a week sat down with my grandma. We are the three generations left of the name Amelia. We were talking about my grandma's mom Amelia, how she used to play the piano, and sing to us great grand kids. My favorite song was "De Colores", meaning all the colors. We would have this rainbow parachute, and dance in a circle while we sang with her. It's crazy how time passes by. I almost forgot about all that. Earlier today I was in the Wal Mart with my aunt, and my cousin. We were looking at dresses in black, because we knew my cousin Olivia was about to die any day now. She had fell into a coma late yesterday afternoon. Now this is my grandma's neice. So she is pretty up there in her age. She was 78, or so. Wonderful person. I am glad I got to know her when I did. Not many of my cousins around my age are close with other in our family, or even know about them.

29 And Counting
My bdays in a week and im terrified lol..In one morwe year well in 53 weeks to be specific I'll join the thirty sumthings out there.I still have yet to make a million dollars jeez hope my good looks (psyche) wiil get me by .Tell me what you think lol

Congratulations...my Friends Here Are The First Of The Public To Read An Excerpt From My Novel
Seamus reached his hands behind Erin and slowly unbuttoned her gown as he kissed her deeply upon the mouth and her yearning neck. He eased her gown down from her shoulders as he kissed her her body slowly, not to miss an inch of flesh with his lips. Erin submitted totaly to her beloved as she attended his clothing just as slowly and patiently as Seamus had hers.Her fingers gently glided across his rippled chest and stomache. They stood there in the flame light of the fire, gazeing into their sensual passions, that gleemed in eachothers eyes.Seamus reached around Erins neck to remove her hair pin. Erins long brown hair droped and casscaded over her body. Seamus looked at her in total erotic desire. Seamus grasped Erins hips has he lowered her to the floor infront of the fire. Kissing her from her neck to her breasts as they slowly met the floor. He caressed her with his fingertips from her shoulders and along her body to the inside of her thighs. Erin grasped Seamus's back w

The Dog,like Or Not?
hay ya all plz let me know if ya like the dog the bounty hunter? cuz i'm fixing to open up a dog the bounty hunter pic. album and would like to know how meany of ya out there likes him THE DOG!!! so plz commit to this Blog. thanks thehogman

Shut It Off
It’s the simplest things you say Do you mean to come across in such a careless way? Are you trying to hurt me with your evil personality? Or are you really oblivious to your lack of inequality Just as fast as I told you there would never be another I can quickly turn around and shut it off forever You need to understand that these emotions are new to me But some of the shit you say makes me want to go back to the way things use to be It’s not easy to open up and expose how I feel Especially when it seems all you want to do is take until I have no more to steal Are you really that bitter and unaware of how you act? Maybe you’re just to scared to look in the mirror and face the fact I know I’m blind, but I’m not dumb And you can’t fool me anymore by acting numb Just as fast as I was certain I loved you I can take it all back, shut it off, and be through too.

Dreamed Of You Last Night By Terry.
Last night before I went to sleep I thought about your smile; And it made me feel so good inside that I stayed awake awhile. I imagined you sleeping in your bed so soft, so warm and sweet; And I wished that I could have taken you to a place where lovers' meet. I looked outside and saw the stars and I made a wish on love; And hoped and prayed that it was me who you would be dreaming of. I thought about the good times we've had and of others we've yet to find. And I closed my eyes and opened my heart and made love to you in my mind. I held you tight and, oh, so close while we listened to a song; And kissed and caressed you with my lips and loved you all night long. I touched your body in places that you never thought I would; And made you feel a special way no others ever could. With all our hearts we shared ourselves while the angels watched above; And with their blessings we took our time and made what we call love. One day, this dream, we both

Its Dusty Over There
i have been sitting here, but before i started with that i was over there standing and milling around the dusty cardboard keeper cage. breathing in the dirt and dead skin of many years before this one. sneezes were frequent as the old substance made contact with the scratchy passages to my throat and lungs. what if i inhaled deep enough and inhaled all of my surroundings into the depths of my chest where they would begin absorbsion upon contact with the moist mucusy membranes of the air bags kept under my ribs. what if the particles were so small that they didnt want to stay and squeezed themselves through the layers of tissue like a mole through my neighbors lawn. burrowing until it reaches its destination far far away from where you put it. far from where you ever wanted it to go. running like a convict who just scaled the glistening razor wire at yesterdays maximum security prison. working its way to the outer surface, striding toward the sun and away from the encasement in which it

So Sad Right Now....
OK SO MANY OF YOU THAT DO TALK TO ME I WILL BE TO MYSELF FOR A LIL BIT UNTIL I CAN RECOOPERATE FROM MY SHOCK... MY HUSBAND CALLED ME AT 5:15AM THIS MORNING AND TOLD ME WE GOT ACCEPTED PCS TO GERMANY... WELL I KNEW WE WERE GOING THERE AND AGREED TO IT BUT NOW HE TOLD ME THAT WE LEAVE THIS MARCH AND THAT JUST PUT ME IN KINDA OF A DOWN SPELL... I DIDN'T THINK I HAD TO LEAVE MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS THATTTT SOON... THE SACRIFICE WE MAKE IS INCREDIBLE AND I GUESS THIS IS A LESSON LEARNED ON HOW WE LITERALLY DROP AT ANY MOMENT TO FOLLOW HIS ORDERS....I FIGURE I HAD TILL THE END OF 2007 OR SOMETHING... NOW IM SAD AZ SHIT.... SORRY BUT I HAD TO LET OFF SOME STEAM ABOUT THIS... AND HOPE I DIDNT ANNOY ANYONE WITH MY BULLETIN... THIS IS MY NOT SO HAPPY FACE!! =(

Thank You For Your Support.
As one who normally is not one for posting anything and as a member of the military I would like to thank all of you out there who support the military, and give you all a big thank you and keep up the support. I have been there and know what its like to be away from family and friends. My all this end soon and all my brothers and sisters come home safe. Gob blesses the US and all of you who support the troupes. Repost this if you agree. I would like to also say that if not for the military we would not have the freedom that we all enjoy. Thank you for your support.

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing
Everytime I hear these lyrics I get goosebumps all over I Don't Want To Miss A Thing By Aerosmith I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep Cause I'd miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Lying close to you feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes And thank God we're together I just want to stay with you in this moment forever Forever and ever Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep Cause I'd miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream

Tag
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1} I never brush my hair when it's wet 2} I don't show emotion well 3} I hug the tree in my yard daily 4} I am a coffee addict 5} I have to drink coffee to go to sleep 6} The color purple is my feel good color Jim Raven Tony Sarah Reaper Big Smiles

Mrs Right
Girls in the Baton Rouge/Denham Springs area or some where near! If you want a guy who has a big heart and wouldn't in a million years dream of hurting you, my broken heart needs you and you will get much love.

Pantera "good Friends And A Bottle Of Pills"
I fucked your girlfriend last night. While you snored and drooled, I fucked your love. She called me Daddy. And I called her baby when I Smacked her ass. I called her sugar when I ate Her alive till daylight. And I slept with her all Over me, from forehead to ribcage I dripped her ass. Sometimes I thought you might be spying, living out some Brash fantasy, but no. You were knocked out. But we were All knocked out you know. In a way I serve too many masters. We didn't know you'd break the bottle that the magic Came in to use those jagged shards to slit our wrists And neck. And you'd do it too, you're that kind of dude. But you wouldn't know what you were doing because I didn't, your girlfriend could have been a burn Victim, an amputee, a dead body. But god damn I wanted To fuck. I'm losing what's left of my fucking mind, I serve too many fucking masters. (I told you. I told you motherfucker)

Q&a Time
Where do you live? Currently Seattle, WA in the future CALIFORNIA! Whats your bra size? I know some of you can't read but its on my page 38F Do you have a myspace? Yes the link is under my about me section. You should try reading. Will you and your girlfriend have a threesome with me? First of all that bitch is my wife second of all we're both single. Make sense? Not really but its ok you don't need to understand us. Will you send me nudes? Currently no, will I ever who knows? Either way don't be greedy and I hate beggars.If I decide to show full nudes it will be in good time. I see you only like dark skinned guys so... NO! not what I said, read it again! I said its a preference some people like a huge ass will they say no to a girl with titties hell no! its just a preference. Can I see you on WebCam? No its the same thing with the pictures baby. Whats your email and instant messenger? First of all good luck with that one I dont really use either so if I sa

The Nun
A cabbie picks up a Nun. She gets into the cab, and notices > that the VERY handsome cab driver won't stop staring at her. > > She asks him why he is staring. > He replies: "I have a question to ask you but I don't want to > offend you" > > She answers, " My son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old > as I am and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance > to see and hear just about everything. I'm sure that there's > nothing you could say or ask that I would find offensive." > > "Well, I've always had a fantasy to have a nun kiss me." > She responds, "Well, let's see what we can do about that: > #1, you have to be single and #2, you must be Catholic." > > The cab driver is very excited and says, > "Yes, I'm single and Catholic! > > "OK" the nun says. "Pull into the next alley." > The nun fulfills his fantasy with a kiss that would make a > hooker blush > > But when they get back on the road, the cab driver starts > crying. > > "My dear ch

Quiz! In Response To Mr. Rush....
You scored as Rocker, Mosher. Your A Rocker!Rocker, Mosher85%Goth60%Skater20%Trendy15%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev10%Emo10%Prepy10%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com

New Lostcherry Promoting Contest!!!
This top promoter contest lasted 7 days starting on October 11, 2006 and ending on October 18, 2006. I received #1: (with 707 referrals) --> FREE BRAND NEW SONY PSP. Here is the official announcement of the winners for this contest. LostCherry Promoting Contest FINAL RESULTS

Update
Well Doug came to youth group last night which meant that I got to hang out with him a good bit. He decided to be a showoff and peg some of the guys in dogeball which then meant that he got into a wrestling match.. He won. lol. Then we went into the cafe to watch a video and he made sure to save me a seat. I had mentioned to Doug that I had to take in my dress a little bit and he asked me for a little piece of the material so he could match his tux to my dress! I got my haircut on Friday and he actually noticed and mentioned it to someone else. Then at the end of the youth group meeting he asked me to walk out to his car with him because his phone was dead and he wanted to take a picture of me. It was pretty fun. We were goofing off like crazy. On the other end of the scale there is a guy at school who likes me and who I had to turn down because I don't like him like that. Now he keeps saying he has a question for me and tried to get me to let him give me a ride home. I said no way I d

Bridezilla
I can't stand this anymore, i just can't stand it. i hate weddings, i absolutely fucking hate them. weddings should die and cease to exist. everything has to be fucking perfect. well guess what? i dont' give a damn how the fucking chairs need to be completely straight. i don't want to decorate, i don't want to wear a dress, i don't want to wear makeup, and i don't want to wear high heals!!! yes i love you but i can't deal w/ your bridezilla bullshit right now!!!! i don't want to be around all these people that i'm never gonna see again. i'm sick people telling me what to do and how to do it. guess what? i'm already doing it so don't tell me to do it and how to do it. it looks fine. basically what it all comes down to is i'm jealous. i'm jealous of your love. i'm jealous that i'm never gonna be able to have a wedding. i'm never gonna walk down the isle and see my loved one at the other end. i'm not gonna be able to bitch and complain because it's my day and it's gonna be

Immortal Ego Posters
I am in the process of trying to find a printer in the UK to print out batches of the posters of the immortal egos for the project. They will be all A1 movie size posters and glossy finish. I do have a mailing list set up for people who maybe interested in buying them, I am trying to keep the price down to around 20 dollars as I looked into print on demand for small quantities and they were just way too expensive, anyway if you would like to have one of them can you let me know so I can put you on the mailing list so when I have found them and got them printed out I can send you the details of how to get them. I had been searching for someone in the USA to do this but have failed to find anybody. Probably the first two I will be concentrating on getting printed out will be Fienderella and Daughter of Hell then seeing how they go will be able to get the others printed out.

I Love You Ace
Thank you for always being there for me...Sorry for wat you going tho..I wanted to thajnk you for always being there to help me...And always just being there no matter wat..Even if you wenrent doing the best..I wanted you to know that I love you and I thank you for everything...And you always doing your best to help me..I love you sis..Thanks alot.... ******MUAH*****

Dont Cha
Dont you hate it when people add you and shit as a friend and leave you comments and then you try to talk to them and they dont reply...you people are dirty pirate hookers and i really wanna punch you in public. To the people who do reply..your cool and i wanna make out with you...unless you have a penis then we can just have a nice pat on the back and a glass of scotch.

Southen Joke
Come and listen to my story 'bout a man named John. A poor Ex-Marine with a little fraction gone- It seems one night after getting with the wife She Lopped off his Dong with the swipe of a knife PENIS, That Is. Clean Cut. Missed His Nuts. Well, the next thing you know there's a Ginsu by his side And Lorena's in the car taking Willie for a ride She soon got tired of her purple-headed friend And tossed him out the window as she came around a bend CURVE, That is Tossed the Nub. In the Shrub. She went to the cops and confessed to the attack And they called out the hounds just to get his Weenie back They sniffed and they barked and they pointed "over there!" To John Wayne's henry that was waving in the air. FOUND, That Is By a Fence. Evidence. Now Peter and John couldn't stay apart too long So a Dick Doc said, "Hey I can fix that dong." A needle and a thread is all we're gonna need And the whole world waited 'til they heard that Johnny peed WHIZ

Losing My Way
Blinking, I stumbled out of the darkness, my hand in yours, being lead to all that was good and warm and bright. A friendship like no other, a closeness beyond definition, my heart's desire to make you happy, to help you see your worth, your value. Your smile warming, your touch exciting, your whispered confidences trusting. I soared to new heights with you, forgetting the darkness existed, turning my back to the cold. Sunlight on my face, your radiance melted me, reformed me, molten metal poured into a mold to the shaped and worked into something new. It took me awhile, but I learned to trust my feelings. I knew, with every part of me I believed, that you wanted my touch, you enjoyed my kiss, you needed me close to you. At night, when we were together, I knew those things about us. I owed you so much.... The memory of your breath on my cheek, your body against mine, hushed voices and a lovers laughter in the dark. Only a memory, a dream. Arms that drew me clo

Interesting People #2: Mel Young
I met Mel in 1994 when I couldnt get a job and I wrote to the Big Issue in Scotland newspaper and asked for some work experience and a reference because nobody would give me a chance and because I had been homeless off and on for over 8 years, we still stay in touch, I got a lot of respect for Mel and all he has achieved. Thats him in the middle. Mel Young Mel Young launched the Big Issue in Scotland with Tricia Hughes in 1993 and is currently the President of the International Network of Street Papers (INSP) and Editor-in-Chief of New Consumer magazine. He co-founded the Homeless World Cup in 2003 and is also co-founder of Senscot, the Social Entrepreneurs Network Scotland. In 2002 he was one of forty social entrepreneurs from around the world recognised as outstanding by the Schwab Foundation for Social Entrepreneurship. He lives in Edinburgh. Read the Global Friends of Scotland website feature article about the 3rd Homeless World Cup which took place recently in Ed

For Amourette A Wonderful Friend
And so the time has come again, when love is passed between the friends, and nothing really matters here, as much as handshakes, hugs, and tears. So call a friend, and let them know, you love them and aren't scared to show, a deeper side, because you trust, that friends will overcome the lust, no money is worth the "Thanks" you get, from the love you give, I'll even bet, that if you showed more love today, you'd get more love in everyway... - Jamiel R. Allen just repost my little poem a few times today. It's just for today... and it's just a favor. you can choose to ignore it, or spread it. but why ignore love... i repost with pleasure

Disconected
I feel disconnected from my heart as if to be a part of the heart would somehow at this moment be overwhelming all the truths that are so clear would somehow weigh to heavy in that moment so I disconnect if only for the length of time it takes to write these words or maybe a few days more it is odd to watch life detached not at all something that fits well this soul to watch as I always have yet watching removed from the real from the soul in life that I cherish so very much I promise myself that I will come out from behind that growing wall of misguided comfort soon after all while the heart may be heavy it is a heart uniquely fitted to just my soul it will never weigh more then my human spirit can bear tjs2k61102

I'm Tired
I'm tired... of loving of sharing of believing of caring for those who cannot love me back I'm tired... of fighting of crawling of crying of clawing at the walls, a hole deep and black I'm tired but... I cannot sleep I cannot rest I cannot dream I cannot stop believing in love But I'm so, so very tired... From the depths of the arid plains of a ravaged soul and the emptiness of a desolate heart.

Funny Stuff
DO YOU FART IN BED? IF THIS STORY DOESN'T MAKE YOU CRY FROM LAUGHING SO HARD, LET ME KNOW AND I'LL PRAY FOR YOU. THIS IS A STORY ABOUT A COUPLE WHO HAD BEEN HAPPILY MARRIED FOR YEARS. THE ONLY FRICTION IN THEIR MARRIAGE WAS THE HUSBAND'S HABIT OF FARTING LOUDLY EVERY MORNING WHEN HE AWOKE. THE NOISE WOULD WAKE HIS WIFE AND THE SMELL WOULD MAKE HER EYES WATER AND MAKE HER GASP FOR AIR. EVE RY MORNING SHE WOULD PLEAD WITH HIM TO STOP RIPPING THEM OFF BECAUSE IT WAS MAKING HER SICK. HE TOLD HER HE COULDN' T.STOP IT AND THAT IT WAS PERFECTLY NATURAL. SHE TOLD HIM TO SEE A DOCTOR, SHE WAS CONCERNED THAT ONE DAY HE WOULD BLOW HIS GUTS OUT. THE YEARS WENT BY AND HE CONTINUED TO RIP THEM OUT. THEN ONE THANKSGIVING MORNING AS SHE WAS PREPARING THE TURKEY FOR DINNER AND HE WAS UPSTAIRS SOUND ASLEEP, SHE LOOKED AT THE INNARDS AND NECK, GIZZARD, LIVER AND ALL THE SPARE PARTS AND A MALICIOUS THOUGHT CAME TO HER. SHE TOOK THE BOWL AND WENT UPST AIRS WHERE HER HUSBAND WAS SOUND ASLE

A Broken Hearts Final Memorie.
Memories of the past come rushing back into my mind like the water from the waterfall. Good times and bad times. All those times you stood by me. The times of tears and anger stick out most over the times of laughter and happiness. I woke one day to find you gone. Thousand questions flooded my mind. Unable to stand them I found that knife. The one you gave me when you went away for the month. This will protect you. You told me. You were wrong. I just used that knife to cut my wrists. I saw the blood hit the floor. I couldn't feel the pain. Blood sprays the walls. My blood drops to the floor like rain drops. Drip. Drop.

If We Had Sex..
IF WE HAD SEX... 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 16. Would u want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 18 Would u be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you do it 2day? 21. Would you do it 2morrow? 22. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

Keys To The Heart
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Back From The Docs
I got to the docs and they said everything was going good I was healing just fine and its going good. They are always surprised on how well im doing when I go there. I have to go back on the 27th for a check up and we will see what they say bout going back to work :( Its so nice not working but then again its not lol. Im missin my friends from work but it still hurts to do somethings that I would be doing at work. Oh I do have pictures of my surgery in my gallery but they are kinda gross well if you ask my sister they are VERY gross but it all depends on who you are lol so if you want to see them you do have to have the option to see adult pics because of all the nasty pics. well thats all I got for now

I Got A 60 How About You?
Freak in bed test... AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITARIUS 9.PICK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF THESE... A. ASRTO VAN B. O

Yeee Haaaaa - Tampa, Here We Come!
The laundry is flying, the tackle is being sorted, and I STILL don't know where the sleeping bags are, but...it's official! The boys and I are going to Tampa for the weekend!!! If we can't find the sleeping bags, the boys get their first lesson in BEDROLLS! OMG...SLEEP ON THE GROUND?????????????? They'll get over it! hehehe At least they have a tent to sleep in! :-D Chumhead offered to let me use his Kayak for the weekend, so that is now firmly strapped to the top of the van! YAY Also taking the Iyak, so the boys won't whine while I am out yaking away, being schooled in how to turn back over, when I dump myself in Tampa bay! LOL Sure hope Vlap and CooknFish have their cameras ready for THAT shot! lmao Sooooo...I'll be back on the net Sunday night, sometime. Dolphinanchor, I sure wish you were going to be joining us, but I'm so sorry about your uncle! Trim-Tab, we'll miss you, too.

Faith (cont.)
Not too long ago i confessed losing all faith what so ever. Well i was wrong. The dictionary defines faith as the belief in that which you can not see but know will come to terms. Two people very close to me have caused me to re-think what i said. I pray everyday now for their well being. That the two of them find peace and happiness in their lives. I pray my ancestors watch over them as if they were me. Because they are a part of me. I pray that god no matter by what name he is called, shelters you two from the evils in this world and protects you with all his power. No one in this world deserves peace and happiness more. To Pulelehua and keiki ho'ohaehae pea, (butterfly) (baby bear) -Lee

Veterans Day
By Taylor Weinman Representing the red white and blue The colors of our flag stand out proud and true. The white stars on blue background with red and white stripes Remind me of these veterans, who all risked their lives. Just so the people of the U.S. could all live in peace and be free These are the heroes that represent you and me. They stood up strongly, untied as one, And kept up the fighting until they were done. And although some have fallen, and lost their lives in war, We pray for each one of them. And now that their souls live on forever more, Above in God's hands. They watch over our nation, And give us strength to triumph over others with strong anticipation. So every year, when this day comes by, Think of all the veterans that while fighting, had to die. And remember that they were people With fire and passion embedded inside. They die for this country, So remember and honor them wi

Heroes Die For Me
by Jamie Burns I am the flag I look down upon this land called America . I have been here since this great nation was formed, I have seen each battle fought I have seen the heroes die for me, for my country Thank you all those of you Who have kept me flying in the breeze Keeping this country united as one. Thank you those of you who have sacrificed your lives, Giving up all that I may still fly, Watching over the citizens of this nation. Thank you all those of you who have ever fought, I am ever grateful for you. You risked everything; you faced death each day, Faced fear, faced many terrible things. And because of you, my thank you's ring out, Filling the sky, echoing from the hills They find their way to the graveyards, And to all of you still living, You are a special kind of person. To anyone who has ever served this country, And to those serving today Thank you.

Part 2 Of The Last Installment
I got the reaction that I knew I would get and thats totally fine. I never expected a ton of reaction to the 1st part, I was happy with what I did receive. My opinion stays the same and will remain that way! This can be dealt with without a fist ever being raised, thats why we were given brains and bravery. Do you's know what it is like to take your 3yr old into a store and allow him to be made uncomfortable cause some old lady has spotted that hes not fully white? My son knows and he hates the fact that this happens to him. They comment on his curly hair but the wheels are clearly turning, they just dont have the guts to ask. Do you's know what it is like being a child and going to School, not looking like the white kids but not looking like the other races either? I do! You's talk about just walking away when these slurs are passed on, would you react the same way if it was your child that was being called something nasty. Allowing them to feel bad about who they a

Opinions Are Like Assholes...
Mike was kind enough to remind me today that there are assholes wherever you go by commenting with this nugget on one of my pictures: 2006-11-12 23:41:1 you are absolutely gross. don't ever visit my page again... And hey, he's entitled to his opinion. I'm well aware that I'm not society's view of beauty. But why the need to be rude? Why actually take the time to come to my page, hunt down a pic and comment just to try and make me feel bad? Almost makes me feel sorry for him that this is what his little ego needs to make himself feel like a big, strong man.

Got A Doe
Hello, Cherries I was on my way home from the farm on friday evening. I was just getting dark enough for the headlights to be on. I had been seeing my uncle Dave about some tree and was late getting to the farm. Otherwise I would have been home already. Anyways, I was driving north on Hannan road and crossed the I-275 overpass. As I was coming to the tree line along the farmers yard, I noticed movement to my right. My very near right! I quickly applied the brakes, but there was not enough time or space. The inevitable happened! I managed to catch a 350 pound american white tail deer. I did the high speed recording of the event in my memory, because to replay it. I see it all in slow motion. Like the re-runs of a great pitch thrown in the world series. Okay back to my story. I caught it broadside with the right half of the front of my f-150. I had attemped to steer to the left when I had seen the movement to my right, but being so quick of an impact. I watched the deer sort of d

What Drug Are You!!!
Your Personality Is Like Cocaine You're dynamic, brilliant, and alluring to those who don't know you. Hyper and full of energy, you're usually the last one to leave a party. Sometimes your sharp mind gets the better of you... you're a bit paranoid! What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

First Blog!
I goytta say I've been enjoying Cherrytap I've met alot of awsome people especially mockingbird the avenger. she is awsome and hot as hell. god I need to get down South lol. Well thats it for now. MMFWCL! Mutha Fakos

Calif. Couple Calls For Orgasm For Peace
By MARCUS WOHLSEN, Associated Press Writer Sun Nov 19, 9:05 PM ET SAN FRANCISCO - Two peace activists have planned a massive anti-war demonstration for the first day of winter. But they don't want you marching in the streets. They'd much rather you just stay home. The Global Orgasm for Peace was conceived by Donna Sheehan, 76, and Paul Reffell, 55, whose immodest goal is for everyone in the world to have an orgasm Dec. 22 while focusing on world peace. "The orgasm gives out an incredible feeling of peace during it and after it," Reffell said Sunday. "Your mind is like a blank. It's like a meditative state. And mass meditations have been shown to make a change." The couple are no strangers to sex and social activism. Sheehan, no relation to anti-war activist Cindy Sheehan, brought together nearly 50 women in 2002 who stripped naked and spelled out the word "Peace." The stunt spawned a mini-movement called Baring Witness that led to similar unclothed demonstrations worldwide. The couple

The Puritans
The Church of England was somewhere between the Catholic and Protestant religions. The services were full of ritual and the Bishops told the people what to believe. Some of the people did not like all the ceremony and wanted to study the Bible and decide for themselves what to believe. By the early 1600's, thousands of people in England, Scotland and Ireland felt this way. Others made fun of them for wanting to "purify the church." Soon they became known as "Puritans." Most Puritans still went to the Church of England but they also met secretly in homes to study the Bible and listen to sermons. Many Puritans were willing to wait until their numbers were strong enough to rid the English church of all traces of the Roman Catholic Church. Some Puritans, known as Separatists, were ready to leave the church right away. They wanted a church without deans or bishops or any sacraments except baptism and communion. They did not want any altars, candles, incense, or organ music. Every church

More Members Links
this is a new member that just joined us..make him feel welcome to ourr lil family Dannyo68@ CherryTAP this is kevin.sweetnnasty's man our treasures ct hubby and real life boyfriend.his profile link wouldnt open so i added a pic link instead.make him feel welcome too

For All Those Girls Who Over Look Us Nice Guys
To all the girls who look past the nice guys I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised to do I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of goin out. I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I am me I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to

Bf Application!
Full Legal Name: Age: Birthday: Height: Eye Color: Hair Color: Sign: Why do you want to be my significant other? What do you like best about me? What are your hobbies? What do you like to do on the weekends? Do you currently have a steady flow of income? Would you consider yourself independent? Do you live on your own? What is your education thus far? Do you like to stay in shape (not any shape, but good shape)? Do you like sports? Favorite team? Favorite music? Favorite band? Favorite movie? Favorite comedian? Favorite Animal? What turns you on? What turns you off? Do you like to cuddle? Morning/Night person? Do you smoke (anything, explain)? Do you consume alcoholic beverages? How often? Can you cook? If yes. What is your specialty? Are you religious, if so what religion? What the most important thing in your life? Are you spontaneous? Would you rather stay in or go out? What do you feel is the most important part of a relationship? How do you feel

I Found My Angel On The Net..!
It all started out when I was searching the Net Looking for someone with whom I’d connect I found her, I think, right here on my screen I’m here; she’s there, 800 miles in between So I sit at my keyboard and she sits at hers Building a friendship with our electronic words I wish I could shrink down and run through the wires And if she was agreeable, act out my desires She says we mesh, we get along so well How it will end, only time will tell Wish I could hold her, bury my face in her hair See her face to face, how I wish I was there The way she writes The way she talks Makes me wonder, Is it really too far to walk? If someone had asked I’d never have bet I’d be lucky enough To find an Angel on the net DoRie@ CherryTAP

The Einherjar
The Vikings of old feared death. Sort of. They thought that if they became old and sick and died in their beds, their souls would go to Hel, a cold, dark place, very similar to the Underworld where Orpheus found and lost his Eurydice. Their afterlife would be a life of cool shadow and forgetfulness. If they died in battle, however, they would spend eternity in a more cheerful way. Either they would be picked up by Freya, the goddess of love, and taken to her hall, Sessrumnir. Or they would be fetched from the battlefield by Valkyries, women in armour on horses, who would bring them to Valhalla, the hall of Odin. Only the strongest, most daring warriors would be chosen by the Valkyries, for they had a great purpose. These men were called Einherjar. Valhalla and the field outside, Idavollr, was described as little more than a Viking paradise. They got to spend the whole day fighting! And if some of they died, it didn't matter, because they would heal again by nightfall. Then they g

Biker Bitch Contest
BIKER BITCH CONTEST…… Instructions to VOTE: 1. Click the link 2. Leave a comment - leave as many comments as you want as long as they say something different they count ………. 3. RATE (10 please) 4. Stop by my page and let me know you voted. HERE IS THE LINK Courtesy of MsTags.com Harleysportee69

Funny Sayings
Be nice to your kids. They'll choose your nursing home. Children: You spend the first 2 years of their life teaching them to walk and talk. Then you spend the next 16 telling them to sit down and be quiet. Children will soon forget your presents, they will always remember your presence. - Dobson There is only one pretty child in the world and every mother has it--Chinese Proverb There are only a few pretty children in the world and every mother has them.--AML Cleaning your house while your kids are still growing is like clearing the drive before it has stopped snowing. Insanity is hereditary. You get it from your kids. They say kids brighten the home. That's because they never

Application For Permission To Date My Daughter
APPLICATION FOR PERMISSION TO DATE MY DAUGHTER NOTE: This application will be incomplete and rejected unless accompanied by a complete financial statement, job history, family genealogy, DNA samples and current medical report from your doctor. 1. NAME _______________________________ DATE OF BIRTH ________________ 2. HEIGHT ____________________ WEIGHT __________ I.Q _______ G.P.A.______ 3. SOCIAL SECURITY # _____________ DRIVERS LICENSE # __________________ 4. BOY SCOUT RANK____________________________________________________ 5. HOME ADDRESS _________________ CITY/STATE ___________ ZIP _________ 6. Do you have one MALE and one FEMALE parent?___________________________ If No., EXPLAIN ___________________________________________________ 7. Number of years your parents have been married ____________________________ 8. Do you own a van? ______ A truck with oversized tires? ______ A waterbed? _______ Do you have an earring, nose ring, tattoo or belly button ring?

Get In Here!!!!!
(repost of original by 'DJ_NAUTICAL' on '2006-11-29 23:56:33') (repost of original by 'Scuba~Princess's Stalkee~ Steve' on '2006-11-30 00:04:08') (repost of original by '~*DJ*PRINCESS*~ JOEYS*WIFEY♥ *~ LMAO-SCUBAS STALKER' on '2006-11-30 00:07:50') (repost of original by 'Marrrvelous~PhoeniXXX Radio' on '2006-11-30 00:30:20')

Perhaps It Is A Shadow
I noticed something different As I went about my day I seemed to have a shadow That followed all the way I would try to duck and lose it But as soon as I stood still And I peeked around my shoulder It was there just waiting till Waiting until I moved again It didn't care which way It was stuck to me like glue And it would not go away I began to think about it And this is what I surmised That often we do this ourselves While going through our lives We try to hide behind the things Just little things we sometimes do And after they are done it seems We wish we could undo But when we turn around to find They are lost somewhere That's because they hide behind us Little shadows unaware I think perhaps that this is how Our Father in Heaven keeps tabs For if He stands behind us He has to see the bads For little shadows tell it all And that even means the sin So if we're doing something wrong Better quit! You will not win God gives us choices alwa

The People That Love You
WE SAY TO TRUST YOUR HEART, INSTED YOU LOSE YOUR HEAD. NOW ALL I SEE IS POEMS STATEING THAT YOU WISH YOU WHERE DEAD. I'M NOT SAYING THAT YOU ARE CRAZY OR OUT OF YOUR MIND. AS A MATTER OF FACT I SEE YOU AS TENDER AND KIND. I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY AND JUST TO SEE YOU SMILE. YOU KNOW IN MY HEART YOU WILL STAY FOR A WHILE. THINGS WILL GET BETTER I HOPE THAT YOU KNOW, AS LONG AS YOU DON'T LET THE PEOPLE THAT LOVE YOU GO.

Rip Jessiah Jameson
From: Pray Jessiah Comes Home Date: Dec 1 2006 5:28 PM So. I don't even know where to begin. This is hard to write. So many positive thoughts and prayers were said but I am afraid the outcome isn't good. Those that live in Clarksville probably already have the news if they watched today. Jessiah was found in the river. I don't have words. It simply doesn't make sense. I guess there is closure to a certain extent but I can't help but cry. We lost a husband to my sister, a father to his son, a son to his mother, a grandchild to all his grandparents, a cousin, a friend, a family member. Forever we will remember Jessiah in our hearts. Keep praying this is a very very very hard time for Erin, Tracy and the rest of the family and friends. If you live in Clarksville the memorial service will be on Wednesday of this coming week. I don't know time yet though so look in the paper or I will try and find out. There are no words. Just prayers for strength and understanding. Thank you all for

Sending A Hug
Sending a HUG You are beautiful in everyway. Your smile makes me smile every single day. oh how i wish you would come and play. And me you want, I wish you would say. Today I woke up thinking of you. And went to sleep and knew it was true The love i have feels strong and new. And can't be replaced by anything i do. I can't deny these feelings anymore. I must tell you these words are pure. Your thoughts and actions i simply adore. And can't wait to get to know you even more. Thank you for comming into my life. You make me happy and i've seen the light. it's so white, and burns pure and bright. I look forward to talking to you every night. Im glad i found you in this space. I was lonely and lost in a very dark place. it was written with signs all over my face. You made me realize there is love in this human race so thank you for all the love... i cherrish you like the light from above... Beautiful like the feathers

Five Minute Thought...
five minute thought... i see you here in this space... i know you look at my face... do you wonder what i feel like? do you wonder what i smell like? do wonder what i taste like...? do you wonder what i think about... do you wonder what i do in my sleep? do you...like me? do you dream of me? do you wonder if i like you? do you wonder if my love is true? do you wonder if we'll ever meet? cause i know i wonder about you...! jo$hua

Would You (1)
Flirt Tease Me Get up the nerve to ask for my number Call Amaze me with an incredible first date Shock me by leaving after just a single kiss Lure me into a whirl-wind affair Leave me breathless Make me quiver with every touch Taste my lips each time we passed Adore me Walk with me on adventures Bask in the sun with me Dance in the rain with me Tell me you love me as me make love under a waterfall in Hawaii Make me smile Make me laugh Accept my flaws See Me

Dream
When all lights gone the dreams have come when the nights are quiet and the days are done when in your mind you look around in hope to find the gentle sound of her sweet voice in the calming winds with your own choice you pick the one you know you love too hold her tight with one to live you think you might ask her there to be your wife to love and care through out your life when you get down to your one knee the time is now for you too be but then what happens is always the worst you wake too have had your heart that burst because your love was not really true it was only a dream and nothing for you

Part 2
Same exp. as part 1. The girl opened her eyes and looked up to see a pair of fishnet stockinged legs and a simple yet elegant black skirt. She blinked back tears as the woman's face into which she was staring softened and the crowd grew quiet. "If you value your life, you'll not move," she heard a rough voice tell her, and she realized that there was a sword resting on the back of her neck. "Jar, let her up. She meant no harm," the lady's sweet voice ordered. The sword was removed, but the next words sent a chill through her. "Bring her." Images of a dungeon flooded her mind as she was led to a large house. The outside looked pleasant enough, but the girl wouldnt allow herself to be fooled by appearances. There was a man outside the door, and he looked more like a prison keeper than a husband or butler. "Xavier, dear," the woman began. She was talking to the man on the porch. "We have a dinner guest." "Veloria," Xavier didnt look happy. "Do I need to remind you what happened la

Once Upon A Time
So once upon a time lived a little girl. And once upon a time, that little girl had dreams. She went to see a ballet with her mom when she was really young. And fell in love. So she started taking dancing lessons. As her teacher saw her potential, she started pushing the little girl more and more and more. But she wasn't strong enough and couldn't handle the pressure anymore. She came home crying and told her mom "I want to quit" The girl never touched her ballet shoes again. To cheer her up, her mom took her to see a figure skating show. And fell in love. One of her friends was taking lessons so she asked her to teach her a few moves. She was a fast learner. Winter was almost over and she couldn't practice outdoors anymore. So she asked her parents to take lessons "Too expensive" they said The girl never touched her ice skates again. To make it up to her, they asked her if she wanted to take art classes instead. She loved to draw and create so she accepted.

No More Rednecks Of C.t.
THIS IS GONNA BE A HUGE SHOCK FOR SOME OF YOU BUT AS OF TONIGHT THERE IS NO MORE REDNECKS OF C.T. IF YOU HAVE THAT AND FAMILY MEMBER IN YOUR NAME AND PLEASE REMOVE IT A.S.A.P. WE HAVE TRIED TIME AND TIME AGAIN TO LEAVE BULLETINS AND EVEN DID A BLOG ABOUT HOW WE CAN MAKE THIS GROUP BETTER AND MORE FUN BUT I WOULD SAY THAT ONLY 5% OF THE REDNECKS EVEN RED IT . THEN EVEN THAT SAME DAY COME BITCHING ABOUT THIS AND THAT AND IF YOU WOULD HAVE READ THE BULLETIN THEN YOU WOULD HAVE KNOWN WHAT IS GOIN ON . SO THE BOTTOM LINE IS THIS . THERE IS NO MORE REDNECK GROUP .SO PLEASE TAKE FAMILY MEMBER THE REDNECKS OF C.T. OUT OF YOUR NAME . WE WILL BE STARTING A NEW GROUP AND THE SELECT FEW OF YOU THAT WAS ALWAY THERE FOR US , ACTUALLY READ THE BULLETINS AND BLOGS AND ALSO GAVE US FEED BACK IN THE NEXT FEW DAYS WE WILL INVITE YOU TO THE NEW GROUP SO WE CAN DISCUSE WHAT WENT WRONG IN THE REDNECKS AND WHAT WE CAN DO TO MAKE THE NEXT GROUP THE BEST ONE OUT THERE . THIS WAS NOT JUST MY DECISION . I WANT T

A Woman
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... one old love she can imagine going back to... and one who reminds her how far she has come... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a youth she's content to leave behind.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... eight matching plates

Deleation
Not for those friends who do keep in touch with me but for all thows who choose to Ignore me I'm not a point whore so I will be deleating those who so not like to at least day hi to me to all my friends Merry Christmas I'll see you later tonight

Those Who Dreamed Spirit Winds....
Those who Dreamed Spirit winds.... play the melody as drums beat the rhythm of silenced heartbeats.... Sand Creek... Wounded Knee.... Faceless silent dead Whose screams are never heard..... Another time..another place.... that never comes...never leaves... always there... Which hearts can hear this? It does not take a designated blood quorum.... Does anyone care? Or does the daily existance of this life silence the heart to sob anymore? Who cares that a woman's breasts were cut off and worn as a ornament to decorate a soldier's hat? Does anyone cry over the death of that breastless dreamer? We have told the stories.... Shared our fires... Given warnings.... And in the silence of the mountains I hear the whispers of the winds... who say....It shall be played again.... No one knows how to light the fires anymore...to warm the spirits... I stand...against the winds..

Horoscope Anger
ARIES MARCH 21 – APRIL 20 Nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of discipline, disloyalty and decorum. But Arians are also known to go into a rage very easily when challenged. Those of you who have been on the receiving end of the Aries temper know that if not calmed down they can even get violent. But one thing is certain if the opponent remains calm and does not react to their outburst, Arians cool down very fast. They are also the first to apologize, which makes them easier to forgive. TAURUS APRIL 21 – MAY 20 You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your cool, people don’t know how to react. Your temper is like that of a raging bull, and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to get a verbal bashing. You generally get upset when you are concerned or when people accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate being reminded about mistakes you’ve made in the past. You

Survivor
Survivor by Steve Cook I'M A SURVIVOR, CAN'T YOU SEE? LOVE IS JUST A PAIN TO ME EVERY TIME I LOOK AT YOU I SEE THE THINGS I USED TO DO MEMORIES OF OUR PAST THE TIMES WE THOUGHT WOULD FOREVER LAST SHARING, CARING BEING TOGETHER WE THOUGHT OUR LOVE WOULD LAST FOREVER GIRL, I WOULD'VE DIED FOR YOU ANYTHING YOU'D WISH COME TRUE BUT YOU HAD TO WALK AWAY LEAVING ME HERE TO STAY ALONE TO PAY THE PRICE OF LOVE SO I LOOK TO THE STARS HIGH ABOVE FOR AN ANSWER TO THIS MYSTERY I LOCK THE DOOR, THROW AWAY THE KEY TO BLOCK OUT ALL THIS MISERY THE PRICE OF LOVE EQUALED PAIN AND THIS IS WHY I'M SO AFRAID!!!

What I Am (poem)
What I Am I will never be an ice queen. I encourage chaos. I live for right here, right now, and something more than. I want to bathe in fire and skinny dip in the ocean in the middle of the night under a full moon, skin pale and gleaming under the harsh white rays. I want to be everything, everywhere, tasting and touching all, always burning with desire, always burning with desire, always being stimulated. I like to jump up and down on hardwood floors in my big black clodhopper platforms, Beastie Boys screaming “No Sleep ‘Till …” until the cops come. I am in love with discovery and awakening. I live to be: raw, fierce, hare, fast, pounding, nasty, sick, twisted; breathing fire and swallowing swords, looking for pure visceral experience – pleasure, pain, art, history, drama, sex, drugs, rock ‘n’ roll, good beer, good bars, good food, party people in da house, laughing, loving, fucking, talking, shocking, trashing shit, going forever wild craz

All Alone
All Alone The little gust of wind Slowly swept past Sending soft whispers And a slight tingling To my senses… Then, suddenly I was awaken by a jolt A jolt of fear Of utter unhappiness And inexorable pain…. All these emotions Meshed together rushing over me strangling me It took a hold on me… And after a while, I realize I could not breathe! For It had seized this unfortunate soul And I lay captive in its cruel hands All these evil thoughts And disgraceful emotions, How could they all swarm in? At this very moment I just wonder… Did I open up a doorway for its entrance? Or did I choose to provoke it? These questions Became a mass of tangles in my confused mind Thus, All I could do was to gnash my teeth As the tears dripped down my eyes And as I sat here, I realize, It was because I was all alone…

Pagan Ethics And Etiquette
I dont necessarily endorse or not-endorse the following, I'm merely sharing this article, feeling that it gives a good background to pagan ethics, and as always, I sumbit this as a springboard for discussion, if desired. Pagan Ethics and Etiquette When we speak of ethics and etiquette in relation to paganism, what are we referring to? Are we speaking of outdated rules and actions that no longer have meaning and we only give lip service to? I don't believe so. Ethics and etiquette are living, breathing codes of life, shaping our actions in relation to each other, and ourselves. They are a guiding force in the way we live our lives. Let us first look at ethics. Ethics are defined as - a set of principles, moral philosophy, rules or standards governing the conduct of a person or the members of a profession, human duty, a particular system of principles and rules concerning duty - whether true or false, rules of practice in respect to a single class of human actions, motivation b

Blonde Taking A Test
Blonde taking her test A blonde reports for her university final exam which consists of mainly true and false questions. She takes her seat in the examination hall, stares at the question paper for five minutes, and then in a fit of inspiration takes her purse out, removes a coin and starts tossing the coin and marking the answer sheet: true for heads and false for tails. Within thirty minutes she is all done, whereas the rest of the class is still working furiously. During the last few minutes, she is seen desperately throwing the coin, swearing and sweating. The moderator, alarmed, approaches her and asks what is happening. "I finished the exam in a half hour," she replies. "Now I'm rechecking my answers."

Control
I love the way you look at me I feel the pain you place inside Lock me up inside ya dirty cage While I’m alone inside my mind I like to teach you all the rules I’d get to see them set in stone I like it when you chain me to the bed There ya secrets never shone [chorus] I need to feel you You need to feel me I can’t control you You’re not the one for me, no I can’t control you You can’t control me I need to feel you So why’s it involve I love the way you rape my skin I feel the hate you place inside I need to get your voice out of my head Cause I’m the guy you’ll never find I’m faking all of the rules There’s no expressions on your face I’m hoping some day you will let me go Release me from my dirty cage [chorus] I need to feel you You need to feel me I can’t control you You’re not the one for me, no I can’t control you You can’t control me I need to feel you So why’s it involve...you and me.. [repeat 4x] I love the way you look at me

Yay Power!
We finally got our power back after 36 hours. Mommy still does not have hers. It was especially poor timing because we had a special outing planned to see the Nutcracker last night with me, mommy, my sister, my sister-in-law and her daughter. And none of us had a chance to have a proper shower or do our hair or any of that. But owell. The show was beautiful and my niece, who is seven, actually cried when it was over because she didn't want to leave. It was the sweetest thing. Made mommy very happy because she bought the tickets especially with the idea of wanting to give her the experience. We all had fun watching her face during the performance. Her tapping her feet to the music, cringing at the rat king and the wide eyes of dreaming at the sugar plum fairy. So much fun! And I must also say -- Yay for tight asses in spandex! *giggle*

Check Out My Bands New Website
Hey Cherries. My band "Jady Kurrent" has a new website hosted my me. Stop by and check it out. If any of you were ever curious about me, this is just one more aspect of my life. Come by, you won't be disappointed. Here's the address: www.myspace.com/jadykurrent

This Girl!
THIS GIRL IS A HOTTIE INSIDE AND OUT!! SHOW HER SOME LUV AND GO VOTE FOR HER IN THE HOTTEST GIRL ON CHERRYTAP CONTEST! RATE HER A 10 AND COMMENT A TON! JUST CLICK THE PIC!! [ CherryTAP.com photo: 1525040294 ]

What Drunk Are You?
You are a happy drunk When you are drunk, nothing gets you down. You are friendly with everyone, and probably get free drinks all the time because you are so nice to everyone. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Ladies Come On In!!!!
I will be starting a contest for "sexiest lady in Cherry Tap". ANY ONE INTERESTED CONTACT ME AND I'll give you more details. I will look throughout the night tonight and set it up for tomorrow evening. the contest will last one week. soooo good luck ladies!!!!

Lol: I Dont Know I Felt Like It
Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] _____________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would u give me your number if so let me

Husbands Mistress
A husband and wife were having dinner at a very fine restaurant when an absolutely stunning young woman comes over to their table, gives the husband a big kiss, tells him she'll see him later, and walks away. His wife glares at him and says, "Who was that??!!" "Oh" replies the husband, "that was my mistress." "That's it," says the wife, "I want a divorce." "Ok," replies her husband, "but remember, if you get a divorce there will be no more shopping trips to Paris, no wintering in the Caribbean, no Lexus in the garage, and no more country club. But, the decision is yours." Just then the wife notices a mutual friend entering the restaurant with a gorgeous woman. "Who is that woman with Jim?" she asks. "That's his mistress," replies her husband. "Ours is much better looking." says the wife.

B O R E D O M
Ok, yet another meaningless blog entry. Lately it seems that I cant sleep worth a crap so here I sit, on the computer doing nothing of any importance. What is it that all of you people do this late at night anyway? Uh, I'm talking about the ones who arent sleeping so please, nobody say they sleep cause well, I would sleep if I could but since I cant, I need ideas. I guess I shouldnt be drinking coffee this late either. Its kind of stupid and thats probably another reason my dumb ass is still awake. Anyway, I see alot of people on cherrytap so I cant help but wonder what the hell it is that you people are doing. Maybe all of you are so popular that you are really busy talking to a billion people at once. Damn it, I must not be popular. I'm sure that many of you are as sad as me and you are just "browsing" profiles. Atleast I hope I'm not the only one, that would make me a pretty pathetic individual. Ok, so I need ideas so let me know what I should do. Maybe I'll run naked throu

Happy New Year!!!
HI EVERYONE IM SOOOOOOOOOO SORRY THT I HVENT BEEN ON AND HAVE NOT LEFT ANY COMMENTS HAD FAMILY EMERGENCYS OVER THE HOLIDYS TO EVERYONE IN MY FRIENDS LIST AND FAMILY ECT.... I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE GREAT HOLIDAYS AND I WISH EVERYONE A GREAT YEAR TO COME PLZ DONT FORGET ME I LOVE YOU ALL AND HOPE TO CHAT SOON BEST WISHES FOR 2007 Free Myspace Graphics

Creepy Convo 2
Before you read it, the dumbass fell for the shit about me being 16 and my dad being the head cop... hahahahahah. la vie est un gateau de merde,chaqu'un doit gouter sa part !!!! says: anyway ,,it's alright Mallory says: uh no it isnt la vie est un gateau de merde,chaqu'un doit gouter sa part !!!! says: why for god sake !! Mallory says: what Mallory says: problem? la vie est un gateau de merde,chaqu'un doit gouter sa part !!!! says: ,?? la vie est un gateau de merde,chaqu'un doit gouter sa part !!!! says: hey ,,, Mallory says: huh la vie est un gateau de merde,chaqu'un doit gouter sa part !!!! says: la vie est un gateau de merde,chaqu'un doit gouter sa part !!!! says: how is life in there Mallory says: ok, no, dont even go there, i just got done telling you off and your trying to act all nice la vie est un gateau de merde,chaqu'un doit gouter sa part !!!! says: what do u mean Mallory says: when someone tells you off, you dont talk to them la vie

I Appreciate You
I appreciate you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not thin enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open my mouth and told you how I felt, and am not a player like most guys my age are I'm sorry That I'm not a dime or fine enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually faithful; not fucking everybody I'm sorry I don't have a car to come see u everyday I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make you wait then just make love to you on the first couple of dates like some random guys. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held the feeling in and at parties you always went with another guy that was thin and fine I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new

Chapter One
Chapter 1 In the very heart of Watergate, in a tavern renowned for its ale and its secrets, six old friends gathered about a table in a cozy, private room. Thick walls of fieldstones and ancient beams muffled the sounds coming from the kitchen, and the taproom beyond, and in the middle of the four walls was a lamp that glowed with faint blue light. The lamps magical devices kept any sound from leaving the room; it also barred inquisitive mages from scrying in. In all the scene was common enough; the friends were not. “I learned of this just last evening,” said Bethany Neathal, a striking blonde whom despite the early hour, was draped in white silk and ropes of pearls. “I was entertaining a prince of one of those lesser kingdoms-and he spoke at length about a vampire on one of the islands. He said something about a vampire coming here and making a home for himself in the Black Forest. He claims the vampire would bite its prey and drink its blood, but if the vampire di

Story
Ok i have a littl story or philosophy for ya, ok here goes i believe our souls are like flames, they shall never be extinguished. Our memories are carried on threw others,I mean our souls represent who we are u have a choice, its a representaion it can b black or can be of the light, ur life is not predetemined nor is their destiny u have the ability to change it so just do it, no one has to be anthign they dont want to b u have a choice u are who u are do not let anyoen tell u different this coming form experience trust me, your eyes see the crimes of life u get robbed of things and u see many great and joyous parts of it so dont let it get to u. Ur mind well that part is just fucked thats something youll have to figure out on yur own. YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE BLINDLY U DONT KNOW WHATS GOIGN TO HAPPEN THE NEXT DAY OR AFTER THAT YO CANT PLAN AHEAD SO DONT....... u live ur life or u dont either u waste ur time by trying to find the meaning of yur life and waste ur time no one does it jus

Texas Ladies
I have been put in a contest...never been in one before, but if y'all would go and vote for all the girls in the contest that would be pretty nice of you. Leave a vote for me too maybe? I think this is the link...lol http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=236021&albumid=164267&i=3612183646

Valentines Day App
subject: This is the " Valentine Application." post date: 2007-01-07 10:27:17 views: 3 comments: 0 ratings: 0 This is the " Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on cherry tap that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Are

Human Behavior
A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered dying, and that the dog walking beside him had been dead for years. He wondered where the road was leading them. After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble. At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight. When he was standing before it he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother-of-pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold. He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side. When he was close enough, he called out, "Excuse me, where are we?" "This is Heaven, sir," the man answered. "Wow! Would you happen to have some water?" the man asked. "Of course, sir. Come right in, and I'll have some ice water brought right up.." The man gest

My Sorrows
My scars are herre, for all to see. The inside scars are easier to hide. The outside scars cannot be hidden. Those that know me will see them easier. I am always in the dark, it's where I love to be. I cry to myself, so that noone knows.

Military Acronnyms
not really bartending philosophy, but this is what the various branches of the US military actually mean Air Force 90% air, 10% force (also the abreviation AF means another fuckup) Marines My Ass Rides In Navy Equipment Sir Army Aren't Ready for Marines Yet Navy Never Again Volunteer Yourself lotsa respect to my brothas in the DOD payroll

Stalkerlicious!
So... there's this guy. I have absolutely no interest in him. You'll soon see why, I think. But he's a chubby-lover and apparently thinks I'm a prize. Even so, he really doesn't talk to me very often and when he does, I usually at least say hello, just to be nice. But as time has gone on, he's started saying things about how he KNOWS we'll be together and such and, well, it's starting to get creepy. So I finally decided to stop being so nice and just say what I think. The PMS and events of the past week or so probably did factor in slightly but really this was mostly just how I feel about him straight and true. Stalker: looks like maybe u dont wanna talk with me anymore, huh Lyss: What the fuck ever. Stalker: well, u dont seem to respond to me lately Lyss: Gee, ya think maybe I haven't been much up for chatting lately? Lyss: Maybe that's why I've been invisible and away constantly? Stalker: im makin some clips from a few of my videos, so maybe i send u 1 or 2 if ur nic

Soon To Come!
Courtesy of MsTags.com For those of you that dont know me to well...My eldest daughter is having a baby. She is 6 months along now and due last part of April``begining of May. This will make me a grandmother for the second time around. If you havent seen my other grandson, please go check out my photos. Yes we just fount out she's having a boy. Courtesy of MsTags.com I am really looking forward to celebrating the birth of my newest grandchild```David Joseph waring. I will keep you posted when he arrives...and of course many pictures.

How To Make And Submit A Salute
How to make and submit a salute: A salute is defined as a candid photo of your face along with a HAND WRITTEN note that states the following things... 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2, Your Member ID number , (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.cherrytap.com/user/22) 3. AND, the words: CherryTap.com or LostCherry.com. NOTE: *Photoshopped or any “type” print set will NOT be accepted. *Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted. *Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted. The following is an example of acceptable Salutes Now once you have taken your salute photo and have uploaded it into a public pic folder, submit it as a salute. To do this navigate to the folder with the salute in it, and under the folder info click on the link "Tag a photo in this album as a salute!" In doing that, there will be a new option available on the right side in RED, click that to submit that as a salute. From there you'll co

My Fairy Tale Wedding Lol
IFF i remarry it will only be to a wedding with a twist...a midevil wedding posted below are pics hehe ya im doin my homework in hopes of 1 day this pic is of the rose garden there usually held then of course...Bring your dreams to life as wizards, elves and fairies enchant your wedding such as this look if that aint good ...Ye best set sail me hearties for a swashbuckling wedding as Pirates invade the shire....hehe....

I Wanna Know You!!!
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU I want to know 26 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You're on my list, so let me know who I am friends with. JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. (male/female answer accordingly) 1. Can you cook? 2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. Are you Dirty or Clean? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of MySpace? 2. What's your philosophy on life? 3. Negative or Optimistic? 4. What was your dream growing up? 5. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 6. Would you give me money or a slap in the face? 7. Tell me

....i'm Better Now...
Okay, I'm just grumpy. So just bare with me. I've had a bad two weeks and it seems I can't even escape to the internet and relax. Hahaha. So much drama. I should a show. "Brenda's Grump Show" : Watch Brenda and all her frustration. You'll laugh, you'll be confused and you'll never be the same again. What I would give for a 12 pack of Busch, chinese food, it snowing, and a good movie. I think I just need a boyfriend. Hahahaha. Keep my mind busy. Or get another dog. They're basically the same. Hahaha.

Nature And Beauty
Rolling meadows And open fields which God made Beautiful scenes That one sees, he cannot trade The clear blue skies And beautifully green grass God’s creation All unique in their own class Days of thunder And the air is filled with rain All is beauty Of what the eyes have to gain Beautiful sun And the skies with gentle breeze Also, look and see The colorful autumn leaves Children’s laughter And the birds’ beautiful songs Nature’s beauty Is all for what a heart longs From spring’s new grass To winter’s white and clean snow Is beautiful As God intends for us to know No words describe The true beauty of God’s love It’s breathtaking And as gentle as a dove.

Lonliness
It is often said that very lonely people need to learn to love themselves, become their own best friends and enjoy being their own company until they will be desireable as a relationship partner! There is a problem- relationships cannot be modeled in the abstract- they do not test well under labratory conditions! This means that you honestly must connect to people in order to learn how to BETTER connect with people!

Reason I Am Being So Damn Mean Latley
My daddy passed away on january 24th 2006 so the one year mark is in 2 days It is hitting me pretty fucking hard It kills me that he isnt gunna be here for my LIFE Im still REALLY young and he isnt gunna be able to see the rest of my life, The last time I saw my dad was about 3-4 years ago and the last thing I said to him was "I hate you" And now that heis gone I wish I would of been a different person to him My dad was never really there my mom and my dad devorcied when I was 2 and we moved away from the state I was born in [North Carolina]when I was 3 For the dumbest reason......I am so done talking about this opn here If you have any questions feel free to ask but please be careful and I am saying this for your own good IM REALLY PISSY right now Thanks for reading this it shows you care!

Yay
So as some of you know a while back I decided I was going to try my hand at modeling. Well I sent my pics to a pretty big clothing store and they want to meet with me for an audition! If they like me i'll be modeling for them, you'll see me on their website, catalog and in their stores yay! Wish me luck I'm so excited! I'll let you all know how my audition goes.

Oh, Secretary. We Should Talk.
Oh, Secretary. We Should Talk. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: 2005-10-13, 3:59PM PDT Dear Secretary: While I do appreciate everything you do for me, really, there are a few things I need to get off my chest. Please take a memo. Or something. 1. i can't tell you how fucking irritating it is that you always type your emails in lower case. we all learned in first grade that the first letter of a sentence is always capitalized, names are capitalized, and when referring to yourself, "i" is capitalized. you're a secretary for christ's sake. nobody, especially you, is that fucking busy to make one extra mother-fucking keystroke to properly punctuate. 2. In the same vein: Please, quit using the asshat Smiley Face, Wink Face, Sad Face, or Crying Face characters in your emails. I am going to walk over to your cubicle and Kick You In The Face if you persist with using those stupid little emoticons or whatever the fuck they

Never Fails...
So the single life just plain out SUCKS and im getting so sick and tired of all the drama and childish games that these so called men have to offer...im completly fed up...i duno what else to do or who to turn to anymore...all i really want it EVERYTHING and i guess thats too much to ask huh...???? why is that?????????

Welcome To The Numb
Mister, mister push button junkie lookin for some dirt to buy. Landslide, it's a corporation landslide waitin for a kiss from an atom bomb. This situation's critical, my back's against the wall but we like it. You're walkin' in our sleep and I can't feel at all. I said, "Hey man, just gimmie some truth." See what you wanna see, feel what you wanna feel. I don't wanna know, I don't wanna deal, I don't wanna be any part of your stupid mother fucker machine. Do what ya wanna do, kill if ya gotta kill, 'cause I just don't believe your point of view. Welcome to the numb, fools. Welcome to the numb. Welcome to the numb. People, did you ever feel like you're going insane? Sister, I'm feelin pretty safe, dead in this home-made grave. This situation's critical, have I lost my mind? And I like it. There's too much information, can you see it in my eyes? I said, "Hey man, all I want is the truth." See what you wanna see, feel what you wanna feel. I don't wanna know,

Board Games, Life. Its All The Same.
so i seem to suck at board games the same way i suck at life. i can't ever seem to do something right. never have. omg. that just reminded of my childhood. never being good enough. shit, that put me through so much torment. i hate it when things remind me of that. if i could just vanish from existance, that would be grand. then i wouldn't be a fucking burden on society. fuck.

How Do You Decide Who To Marry? (written By Kids
HOW DO YOU DECIDE WHO TO MARRY? (Written by kids) (1) You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. - Alan, age 10 (2) No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with. - Kristen, age 10 WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED? (1) Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. - Camille, age 10 (2) No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get married. - Freddie, age 6 (very wise for his age) HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED? (1) You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. - Derrick, age 8 WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE? (1) Dates are for having fun, and people should use them to get to know each other. Even boys have something

Death
The tunnel is so dark not a single spec of lite My body proceds forward my chest feels so tight The reaper follows me his chill on my spine My life has ended was only a matter of time He Digs his boney fingers deep into my back The lite is now gone the tunnel is pitch black My soul descends into the deep pit of hell Dead souls grab at me as I fight and try to yell All of my sins are ripped out through my eyes My faith in god fades as my love for him dies Deep in my soul I cry and pray to be saved Jesus lifts me up and says through me is the way

Whats Going On With Dating Lately?
It seems lately its becoming increasingly difficult to date and find decent people in general to be friends with. I mean come on Either your too Nice Or your An Ass.. Some like the Bad boy image others like the decent guy.. Whats a person to do? Feel Free to leave whatever comments youd like! thanks!

*nasty Grrl!!! Thanks Lesa*
You scored as Complete Filth. You are flithy! You see sublimal messages everywhere... and you're always willing for some *ahem* fun. You can get "creative" with it too. You need serious counseling. Click Here, cus you need helpComplete Filth80%Not so clean70%Pedofile10%Pure and Innocent10%How dirty is your mind?created with QuizFarm.com

Finding Sex Toys For A Girl
Well Valentines Day is coming up. I need to find a good place to get sex toys online, as well as what to get. I got handcuffs (the silk kind), a jackrabbit vibrator, and a cock ring. Is there anything else I should get that she might enjoy? Any place I should look before I buy? Thanks for your help!!

Celebrity Sex Quotes
"I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy." --Tom Clancy "You know "that look" women get when they want sex? Me neither." --Steve Martin "Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand." --Woody Allen "Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night." --Rodney Dangerfield "There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 380SL." --Lynn Lavner "Leaving sex to the feminists is like letting your dog vacation at the taxidermist." --Matt Barry "Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope." --George Burns "Sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. The other e eight are unimportant." --George Burns "Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships." --Sharon Stone

'jesus Loves 0sama' Billboard
What's next?! Doesn't this make you wonder?! Holy.. holy.. umm yea.. I'm disgusted. T. **misspellings are intentional on my part** ========== "A Sydney church has called on people to pray for the world's most wanted terrorist - declaring "Jesus loves 0s@ma". Church spokeswoman Hy Lam said: "0s@ma is the head of terrorism. We are saying that Jesus Christ loves everyone in the world, even this man. The billboard also includes a quote from the Book of Matthew: "Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you." Source: http://www.news.com.au/story/0,23599,21151564-2,00.html ====================================================================== Archbishop doesn't APPROVE: "Jesus does indeed love 0s@ma b!n Laden, but a controversial Sydney church sign saying so is misleading, says Anglican Archbishop Peter Jensen. The sign "Jesus Loves 0s@ma" outside a number of local churches, including some Anglican, also features a Bible extract saying, "love yo

Wouldn't It Be Terrible If.......
Wouldn't it be horrible if? Current mood: accomplished Have you ever been taking a shit while smoking a cigarette and thrown it in the toilet and then been afraid that the toilet paper would light on fire and singe your ass? Well me neither but wouldn't it suck living in a world shrouded by that fear? And now for the narrative version: My question in the first: Have you ever been on the toilet (using it) while smoking (a cig or otherwise)? Yes..good well me also and so here we have the premise for our "hypothetical". And so it ahs begun, you find yourself on the toilet smoking you've used toilet paper (for obvious reasons) you now have to extinguish your smoke. At first you think simply "well I'll throw it in the toilet, it's easy and it makes sense. But then shortly after that you realize, "what if I burn my inner thigh or worse yet my genitalia?" A terrifying prospect to say the least. If you thought that was the worst of it, you were sorely mistaken. Beginning to tre

That Other Site Sukk'd.......
THIS IS GOING TO BE A TEMP TYPE ABOUT ME CUZ WHEN I GET THE TYME I'LL HAV SOMETHING WROTE ABOUT ME THAT SHOULD COUNT FOR SOMETHIN I'VE SAID BEFORE THAT WHAT OTHERZ THINK ABOUT YOU SOMETYMES COUNTZ FOR ALIL SOMETHIN OKAY SO I'M NOT YOUR AVERAGE BROTHA IN THE FACT THAT AT 36 I'VE PRETTY MUCH GOT ALL THE BULSHYT AND LIES OUT OF MY GAME NOW I KNOW EVERY WOMEN THAT READS THIS IS GOING YA RIGHT.WELL LET ME START BY SAYING I DON'T NEED YOU OR THEM TO BELIEVE ME BECAUSE I TRUST MYSELF TO BE HONEST AND IT KEEPS ME OUT OF TROUBLE MOST TYMES.I'M NOT LOOKING FOR A WIFE OR ANYTHING TOO SERIOUS,I DON'T WORK A 9to5,ISTAY OUT LATE AND SOME DON'T COME HOME AT ALL.AT THE MOMENT I'M ROAMING AROUND THE COUNTRY CHECKEN SHYT OUT.I'VE BEEN LUCKY ENOUGH TO HAVE DONE A LIL TRAVEL'N SO I KNOW SOME PEOPLE IN PLACES AND EVERY NOW AND THEN I GO ROAMING.SOME SAY I HAVE WONDERING SOUL.REALLY I GET BORED EASY WHICH IS WAY RELATIONSHIP HAVE BEEN TUFF ON THIS SCORPIO.I'M NOT SAD BUT SHIT COULD BE SO MUCH BETTER,BUT ALS

Tap The Ct Keg Contest
TAP THE CT KEG CONTEST WILL BEGIN TODAY @ 8PM PST. AND WILL END FRI 2/9/07 @ 8PM PST. WINNER IS BASED ON NUMBER OF COMMENTS, BOMBERS WELCOMED!! PLEASE COME SHOW SOME LOVE!! 1ST PLACE: 7 DAY BLAST 2ND PLACE: 3 DAY BLAST 3RD PLACE: 1 DAY BLAST + BIG PIMPIN GIFT! Thank You in advance to all who help me along in this contest!

Help With A Layout
Hello everyone, I am new to this, lol imagine that, anyways, I have been checking out some really nice profiles and I was wondering if there is a place that I can get some of the links for them so that I can change mine to make it more user friendly. I would appreciate any input. Thanks in advance.

Medic Medic
A U.S. Marine squad was marching north of Fallujah when they came upon an Iraqi terrorist, badly injured and unconscious. On the opposite side of the road was an American Marine in a similar but less serious state. The Marine was conscious and alert and as first aid was given to both men, the squad leader asked the injured Marine what had happened. The Marine reported, "I was heavily armed and moving north along the highway here, and coming south was a heavily armed insurgent. We saw each other and both took cover in the ditches along the road. "I yelled to him that Saddam Hussein is a miserable, lowlife scumbag, and he yelled back that Ted Kennedy is a good-for-nothing, fat, left wing liberal drunk." "So I said that Osama Bin Ladin dresses and acts like a frigid, mean-spirited lesbian! He retaliated by yelling, Oh yeah? Well, so does Hillary Clinton!" "And, there we were, in the middle of the road, shaking hands, when a truck hit us"

Today...
I'm sorry I havent been on at all today...the girls and I were out playing and doing gardening before I went to 'group' For those that are confused I go to a group therapy setion every thursday to work on regulating my emotional responses to the world...BPD is a bitch but I try not to be, lol... Anyway... Today I hate therapy, even group sucks...I dont want to think about the parts of me that are hidden from the world, they are hidden for a reason, BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT!!! With that rant done I think I'll just say thank you to my friends for bearing with me and I promise I'll get back to commenting you soon...

People Fucking Wake Up
Ok... Obviously I am a poet.. but it helps to get some feedback.. constructive criticism... so could you get some balls and leave a comment.. it can be in praise or in opposition.. just leave something damn it! Thanks! R

Isnt It Great
ya know...its kinda funny...it's goin on 8 am and we just got in from an all nighter...like usual...but while we were out doin our thing...diggin holes and shit...across the RR tracks there was crazy fire fights and gun fights and tanks shootin and all that shit...now i kinda found this REALLY funny...but most normal(sane) ppl would try and find someplace to hide...get outta harms way kinda thing...but yep...you guessed it..we got outta the trucks and started standin on the hoods and roofs tryin to get a better few of the "fireworks" show...most of us were complaining cause it sounds like "they were havin too much fun" and we should go join...now most in the military would understand this and think its normal....i'm well aware that it's not...i just found it quite humorous...nothing more...sleepy time.......

"happy Valentines Day"
HELLO ALL, TODAY IS A VERY BORING SUNDAY.TONIGHT WE HERE IN OHIO CAN LOOK FORWARD TO MORE SNOW.3-5 INCHES.WELL,THAT'S FINE.I WILL NOT BE GOING OUT INTO THE FROZEN MESS. I GOT A COUPLE MESSAGES OVER THE WEEKEND THAT DO NOT GO OVER WELL WITH ME.BOTH FROM YOUNGER GENTLEMEN IN CINCINNATI. ONE ASKED TO TO CONTACT HIM IF I WAS HOME ALONE. THE OTHER ASKED ME IF IT WAS ME IN A CERTAIN STORE IN CINCINNATI. I AM HAPPY TO REPORT,I DO NOT LIVE IN CINCINNATI.I WON'T BE POSTING WHERE I DO LIVE AFTER THIS FOR SURE. IT IS SOMEWHERE IN OHIO.CLOSER FRIENDS WON'T HAVE A PROBLEM STAYING IN TOUCH WITH ME. I RECIEVED A LETTER FROM MY HUSBAND YESTERDAY ALSO,AFTER 17 YEARS MARRIED,2 SOLID YEARS APART.IT SEEMS SAD AT BEST. I HOPE ALL HAS A GOOD SUNDAY.MAYBE TODAY WON'T BEAS STRANGE AS FRIDAY AND SATURDAY HUH? HUGS,KAREN XX

Thank You & Contest
goodmorning everyone!i just want to say THANK YOU for all the add and all the love.im going out of town for the rest of the day but ill be back to show your page some love.i am on my first contest for the sexiest women on ct an di need a lot of help i wish i had more time to spend on it today but i dont.if you could help me rate and comment on my pic i appreciate so much.i posted the link on the bulletin..thank you all...mel

Well Hello
WELL HELLO. I'VE BEEN AWAY FOR QUITE SOME TIME. I WAS PLANNING ON NOT COMING BACK, BUT I WAS CONVINCED TO STAY WHEN SOMEONE I MET WHEN I FIRST JOINED THE SITE, PERSONALLY EMAILED ME..ASKING ABOUT MY DAUGHTER AND ASKING ABOUT ME. MAKING SURE THAT WE WERE BOTH ALRIGHT. I GAVE HIM MY EMAIL ADDY - SO DON'T GO THINKIN HE WAS ALL STALKERISH OR WHATNOT. HE WAS A SWEET GENUINE CARING PERSON. I DIDNT REALIZE THAT THOSE KIND OF PEOPLE WERE INTERNET FOLK. ANYHOW - ENOUGH FROM ME. WHATS BEEN GOING ON WITH EVERYONE?? I SEE THERE HAVE BEEN A FEW CHANGES AROUND YONDER. AHHH WELL - SUCH IS LIFE.

In Love With A Stranger
You've never seen my face, but you know me better than anyone. I've never felt your touch, but I know you're gentle. Your voice rings in my ear like an echo, but when I shout back you rarely reply. Even though you've never seen me, I'm always there. You may not know but I am. No. I'm not a stalker, and no I'm not hiding. I just can't be seen. I'm not physically there, but my soul was there. My very spirit. You made me happy, and you, happy as well. When you felt bad I felt ten times worse. My heart skipped a beat. My heart ached. My heart sank, and then faded away. My heart has disappeared just to find you, not giving up hope. Then when it finds you, and sees that. I have some slopey-hill days that go up and down, but that dark day was a mountain. At first I was confused. Why me? Why us? But now I'm..... Happy....I've learned that my love with this stranger will never end. I will love her eternally, I loved her enough to say "It's okay". As long as someone loves her,

Marriage
A man and woman had been married for more than 60 years. They had shared everything. They had talked about everything. They had kept no secrets from each other except that the little old woman had a shoe box in the top of her closet that she had cautioned her husband never to open or ask her about. For all of these years, he had never thought about the box, but one day the little old woman got very sick and the doctor said she would not recover. In trying to sort out their affairs, the little old man took down the shoe box and took it to his wife's bedside. She agreed that it was time that he should know what was in the box. When he opened it, he found two crocheted dolls and a stack of money totaling $95,000. He asked her about the contents. "When we were to be married," she said, "my grandmother told me the secret of a happy marriage was to never argue. She told me that if I ever got angry with you, I should just keep quiet and crochet a doll." The li

Oh Shit
A man came home from work, sat down in his favorite chair, turned on the TV, and said to his wife, "Quick, bring me a beer before it starts." She looked a little puzzled, but brought him a beer When he finished it, he said, "Quick, bring me another beer. It's gonna start." This time she looked a little angry, but brought him a beer. When it was gone, he said, "Quick, another beer, it's gonna start any second." "That's it!" She blows her top, "You bastard! You waltz in here, flop your fat ass down, don't even say hello to me and then expect me to run around like your slave. Don't you realize that I cook and clean and wash and iron all day long?" The husband sighed, "Oh shit, it started."

1 More For You Ladies. Ummm Guys? Whatch What You Buy!!! Rofl!! :op
Menopause Jewelry My husband, being unhappy with my mood swings, bought me a mood ring the other day so he would be able to monitor my moods. We've discovered that when I'm in a good mood, it turns green. When I'm in a bad mood, it leaves a big f*cking red mark on his forehead! OWWWWW!!!! lolz ;oO

Wolfpack Family Album
Hey my brothers and sister Wolfies I am wanting to start a wolfpack family album....this way you could meet all the family members and guess what, you might even make some great new friends! Just wanting to do something nice and fun Just send me a link to your pic and in the family album you go....Once I have everyone in there, I will open to public and let the bombing, comments, love, hugs and what ever begin....Lets just show everyone who the wolfpack family is.....let keep it clean please Hugs M'Lady Tina

Accident
Sorry I haven't been around to respond to everyones wonderfull comments or rate your profile pics like I usually do but I was in an accident on tuesday that has left me in a lot of pain so I've been sleeping when I would normally be on here... every ones been asking me what happend and Ive been telling it over and over again so I thought ide post it here for all to read.. My friend and I, the guy whom gives me a ride to work everday, were on our way to work in his truck. We had just been talking about how great the roads were compared to what we had expected, they had been 0really bad the night before on our way home. We were talking about how we should have brought the car instead when we hit a patch of ice commonly refeared to as black ice in these parts cause you really dont see it intell your on it. He started to loose controle and almost regained it only to loose it again. I think i had about 10 differnt things run through my head all at once at the moment I seen we w

True Hero's
A Picture Worth 1000 Million Words. We truly take a lot for granted. Forget the football "heroes" and movie "stars". Pass this on so that all may know the price of freedom. Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you, Jesus Christ and the American Soldier. One died for your soul; the other for your freedom. How can you NOT PASS this along, we all send dozens of jokes THIS IS NOT A JOKE

Know Someone Who Is In A Domestic Violence Situation?
As a survivor of domestic abuse I have supported heartily the blogs and bulletins circulating now about the subject, and hats off to those who posted them and offered their assistance. I, too, would like to offer my assistance tommye65@msn.com if you need help, need me to help you find a number to call, need to talk or be talked to. It can mean the difference between life and death. Anyone interested in this subject and those who aren't as well may enjoy reading the blog posted by We All Are One on 2-18-07 titled 'Sasha's Struggle', as it covers such a situation; while fictional is quite appropriate and inspiring. But by all means get support, get help, call on your friends and family, co workers, fellow church goers, whomever you think may help you. Please, for you, for your kids, for your family and friends but mostly for you, get help and get out. No amount of love you give them will make them change, only they can initiate that and they usually don't. It is a cycle that escalat

Fishing
I've had a long ass day of fishing. I mean damn. I was out from 7:30 a.m. to 3:45. Only a single bite on my lines all damn day. Haggard. My bro caught himself a couple sunfish and a huge ass bass. Fucker had to be like 15 inches. put up this gnarly fight. He got it to shore but the damn thing snapped the line before we could net it. Intense.

Leaves
"A good friend of mine, Zach, who's six, told me that Fall is here. He explained the reason they call it Fall is because the leaves fall from the trees and gather in beautiful colors on the ground. He told me that he collects one leaf every Fall -- the most beautiful one of the season. He's been doing it since he was four so he's already got two in a shoebox under his bed. Zach says when he has a hundred of them he's going to make a book. I told him that will be a wonderful book. He said he knows. And he told me he'd be sure to show it to me. I had to ask him how he chooses the most beautiful leaf of the season when there are so many beautiful leaves. He said, "You just pick one and call it the most beautiful and then it is, because you picked it." So here's to leaves. The ones we keep and the ones we leave behind. I hope you truly enjoy this Autumn. Maybe even save a leaf. Choose one, call it the most beautiful, and then it is, right? And just know that all the ones you leave behi

Monique Dupree Will Be In Chicago
Monique will be at the Fangoria Weekend of Horrors at the end of February. Below is the information on the event. Time/Location: Friday, Saturday and Sunday February 23-25, 2007 Wyndham Chicago O'Hare 6810 N. Mannheim Rd. Rosemont, IL (Chicago, IL area) Other guests include: Shawnee Smith (SAW trilogy) Jeffrey Combs (Re-Animator fame) Bill Moseley (The Devil's Rejects) Kane Hodder (Jason Lives, Hatchet) and many, many more. Join the fun, and get signed photos, and take you're own, with this charming young lady.

Current Events
well here goes. my friends suggested i do this in hopes of enticing some girl out there to talk to me in a romantic sense. problem is I always seem to either come off as creapy, or the "just Friends" guy....the last 4 girls that I have dated have given me the "just friends" speech. now dont get me wrong, i love to have good friends, but what i need is not another drinkin buddy, i need someone to be romantically involved with. I dont know whats wrong, according to allot of ppl i have talked to a girl would be, and i quote, "crazy not to want to go out with you!!". last time i checked i wasn't grotesque....i just dont get it. you women confuse the hell out of me. anyway, i am due to come home around May 21, and am looking for an attractive girl who is not affraid to be decisive and knows what she wants out of life. thats all i really ask for. and yes, if you have a friend, forward me her info and ill look into (damn right im starting to get desperate, lol) thanks for all the help lol

Love
how much do you love me? "more than cookies" he replies... that tiny upturned face... those devilish sparkling eyes... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ innocence and honesty... is all this young heart knows... holding nothing back... letting his love show... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ love unconditional... his love has no "price"... he means what he says... he isnt being "nice"... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ do u love me too he asks? "more than cookies" i reply... i smile knowing this "love"... will never say "goodbye"... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Random Facts
9 lasts 1. cigarette: smoking it now 2. beverage: coffee 3. kiss: 4. hug: 10 minutes ago 5. movie seen: the ring 2 6. cd played: JoDee Messina 7. song listened to: stunning by 8 mm 8. bubble bath: a long long time ago 9. time you cried: yesterday 8 have you evers 1. dated one of your best friends: yes 2. skinny dipped: yes 3. kissed somebody and regretted it: yes 4. fallen in love: yes 5. lost someone you loved: yes 6. been depressed: yes 7. been drunk and threw up: yes 8. ran away: yes 7 states you've been to' California, Oregon, Washington, Idaho, Texas, Alabama and Wyoming 6 things you've done today 1. cooked panckaes 2. chased kids 3. cleaned house 4. noticed this list didnt have a number 4 5. played on CT 6. smoked ciggs. 5 favorite things in no order 1. my kids 2. the color purple 3. butterflies 4. Clifornia 5. Vodka 4 people you last talked to 1. Frank 2. Hunter 3. Kitty 4. Domino 3 wishes 1. Go back to Ca

Lovers
as time slips by lovers await a day filled with hope love and devotion destiny is calling like birds in the sky they float along with the breeze no worries no cares love overpowers all wasted days and wasted nights memories are dying loves you lost loves you still long for finally the day arrives i do is all we say forever we shall be lovers

My Culture Vuntut Gwitch'in First Nation
this is a poem that was made because the US wants to put a pipe line through our caribou breeding grounds which in turn cause my people to lose tradition when it comes to traditional caribou dinner. We have lived off the caribou for hundreds of years no and if they put that pipe line through the caribou breeding grounds the numbers will decrease because the caribou will not beable to have their young in a place they know and trust so they will slowly parish. this poem will be in english first then it will be in the Vuntut Gwitch'in language the amount you comment this will tell me how many people still care about the wildlife. any ways here is it in english.enjoy Imagine Imagine a land Of powder blue sky Where caribou roam And many birds fly Imagine a river So wide and so clean Imagine a people So strong and so lean The Vuntut Gwitchin A proud ancient band Live off the earth And love this land See now the sky Turn ashy and blac

Spear, And Chimps, And Early Humans...oh My...
From USA Today Of spears, chimps and early humans Chimps have been observed hunting with spears, anthropologists reported, an unexpected addition to their known use of tools and a discovery with possible links to hunting by early humans. No chimps have been seen to hunt with weapons previously, says anthropologist Jill Pruetz of Iowa State University. The study published in the Journal Current Biology reports on the activities of chimps that live in a savanna region in Senegal, similar to sites where early humans lived more than 1.2 million years ago

Hello
HELLO MY GOOD "OLD" FRIEND, > > > > > I'm Fine - How are you? > There's nothing the matter with me, >I'm just as healthy as can be, >I have arthritis in both knees, > >And when I talk, I talk with a wheeze. >My pulse is weak, my blood is thin, >But I'm awfully well for the shape I'm in. > >All my teeth have had to come out, >And my diet I hate to think about. >I'm overweight and I can't get thin, >But I'm awfully well for the shape I'm in. > >And arch supports I need for my feet. >Or I wouldn't be able to go out in the street. >Sleep is denied me night after night, >But every morning I find I'm all right. >My memory's failing, my head's in a spin. >But I'm awfully well for the shape I'm in. > >Old age is golden I've heard it said, >But sometimes I wonder, as I go to bed. >With my ears in a drawer, my teeth in a cup, >And my glasses on a shelf, until I get up. >And when sleep dims my eyes, I say to myself, >Is there anything else I should lay on the shelf?

Private Area
hey peeps thanks for the comments and rating i appreciate it anyway i have nudes if myself it's only two now but as i get more feedback and invites to private areas i'll add more i promise i alson have a webcam if any ladies wanna have fun that all for now Love Shadowmas32X

Help From The Guys
cum on boys show me the goods,i wanna see it all,ya im a nymph and a really horny one at that.i love a nice hard picture or even better a video of a guy cumming.so if ya think ya can get me goin show me....

Dante's Inferno Test
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)ModerateLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low

Religious Freedom
I believe religious freedom is not the tolerance of religions, but the separation of yourself from a bureaucratic religious system. I believe all religions have truths and misconceptions. Catholicism I'll start here, because I was brought up in the Roman Catholic Church. I believe in a god; a supreme being, the chairman of all things. I believe in the afterlife, but not the Catholic afterlife. I do not believe the pope has a direct line to god; he is not truly enlightened. I do not believe clergy should remain abstinent, unless it is by choice; sexual energies can be and are constructive. I believe in a moral path; Jesus preached love and respect. He is an inspirational historical figure. I believe Jesus was a son of god as we all are. Judaism The ten commandments are a good moral guide except for the constraining of worship; we must be free to express our own beliefs in god. I believe Moses had a vision, probably not from god; morals are universal and the burning

The Art Of Kissing
Do not peck a woman on the forhead or the end of the nose, or jerk at her bonnet strings in haste to get through. Do take the left hand of the young lady in your right; let go of her hat, just let it drop. Throw your left hand over the lady's shoulder and let it fall down to her waist. Draw her gently and lovingly to your heart. Do not be in a hurry. Her left hand is in your right. Clasp it firmly, gently, and with thought and respect. Do not be in a hurry. Her head lies on your shoulder. Look in to her half-closed eyes. Lean forward with your head, not your body. Take good aim... the lips meet.... the eyes close... the heart opens..... do not be in a hurry... the heart forgets all bitterness, and the incomparable art of kissing is learned. On that sweet note, and before things move toward the torrid, I will bid a fond farewell. Author Unknown

Im A Scorpio Baby
Scorpio (Oct. 24 - Nov. 21) -- HOLEE SHIT! here comes the masters and mistresses of FUCK! Sorry Leo, but Scorps ARE the leaders in the Kink O Rama factor (Hey Lions, you are the kings and queens of everything ELSE...let it go...OMMMMMMMM) Scorpios KNOW how to seduce. They KNOW what is kinky. They are highly manipulative. They KNOW how to get you to do what THEY want. They KNOW how to fuck. And they are making room for modifications. All they have to do is walk into a room and look at you, and you WILL be on your back assuming the position. One Scorpio I knew used to shackle her lover to her dining room table and serve food around his naked body for dinner parties. She would put the Dip right between his legs and tell everyone to try some.This is just an idea of Scorpio kink. She would punish him later if things went...er...awry. Anne Rice (During her 'Beauty' phase) wants to be a Scorpio. Leos and Scorpios make for a fabulous tryst...but the emotions are staggering. Don't

The Little Old Lady :)
A little old lady goes to the doctor and says, "I have this problem with gas, but it really doesn't bother me too much. They never smell and are always silent. As a matter of fact, I've farted at least 20 times since I've been here in your office. You didn't know I was farting because they don't smell and are silent." The doctor says, "I see, take these pills and come back to see me next week." The next week the lady goes back. "Doctor," she says, "I don't know what the hell you gave me, but now my farts -- although still silent -- stink terribly." The doctor says, "Good! Now that we've cleared up your sinuses, let's work on your hearing..."

Screw Or Swim
Dave walks into a bar and sees John sitting at the end of the counter with a great big smile on his face. Dave says "John what are you so happy for?" "Well Dave, I gotta tell ya... Yesterday I was out waxing my boat, just waxing my boat, and a redhead came up to me... tits out to here, Dave, tits out to here! She says "Can I have a ride in your boat?" I said 'Sure you can have a ride in my boat.' So I took her way out, Dave. I turned off the key and I said 'Its either screw or swim!' She couldn't swim, Dave, she couldn't swim!!." The next day Dave walks into a bar and sees John sitting at the end of the counter with a bigger smile on his face. Dave says "What are you so happy about today John?" "Well Dave... I gotta tell ya... Yesterday I was out waxing my boat, just waxing my boat and a BEAUTIFUL blonde came up to me... tits out to here, Dave, tits out to here! She said 'Can I have a ride in your boat?' "Sure you can have a ride in my boat." So I took her way out,

Seven Deadly Sins
When Everything is gone and theres nothing you can bare. What do you do when there's no one around and no one left to care? When the pain has sunk in and you no longer want to fight, whats really left to decide? When everyone you know has given up on you and found someone else to take your place... Whats really left but suffering and pain? When they pull something lower than the ground, Do you get angry? Do you scream? Do you cry? Or Do You Get Revenge? You've hurt me once before and now you've done it yet again. Hiding things from me, now you've made a mistake. I am the god who is most liekly to sin. And weither or not you like it... I'm giving in. I'm giving into tricking you with Lust, only to make you feel pain. I'm giving into ENVY, for those who have never felt this pain... I'm giving into GREED because I want to rip out your heart and brian. I'm giving into SLOTH because I forget about the pain. Ask me if I care, the truth is too much for you to bare. I'm drowning i

Just Cause It Made Me Laugh...
A father watched his young daughter playing in the garden. He smiled as he reflected on how sweet and pure his little girl was. Tears formed in his eyes as he thought about her seeing the wonders of nature through such innocent eyes. Suddenly she just stopped and stared at the ground. He went over to her to see what work of God had captured her attention. He noticed she was looking at two spiders mating. "Daddy, what are those two spiders doing?" she asked. They're mating," her father replied. What do you call the spider on top?" she asked. That's a Daddy Longlegs," her father answered. So, the other one is a Mommy Longlegs?" the little girl asked. As his heart soared with the joy of such a cute and innocent question he replied "No dear. Both of them are Daddy Longlegs." The little girl, looking a little puzzled, thought for a moment,then took her foot and stomped them flat, saying "Well, we're not having any of that brokeback mountain shit in our garden.

Midnight Mind
See him there alone His midnight mind flashing All circuits now blown Here the darkness is crashing Past rooms filled with the lost And the memories of life He is always the one to pay the cost The who holds the knife The moon strides across his face And the shadows do caress He knows he is finnaly in his place Now he will never fold to the stress Silvery sreams slip throuh the night this man follows there path His emotions hold him tight Soon the world will feel his wrath And maybe when his time is out And darkness claims him forever Then he might know what his life was about Maybe then the world wil know him to have been clever Robert Kelsey 5-11-05

"outside" Staind
"Outside" And you Can bring me to my knees Again All the times That I could beg you please In vain All the times That I felt insecure For you And I leave My burdens at the door But I'm on the outside I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All the times That I felt like this won't end It's for you And I taste What I could never have It was from you All the times That I've cried My intentions Full of pride But I waste More time than anyone But I'm on the outside And I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All the times That I've cried All this wasted It's all inside And I feel All this pain Stuffed it down It's back again And I lie Here in bed All alone I can't mend But I feel Tomorrow will be OK But I'm on the ou

American Flag..
THE AMERICAN FlAG COMES SECOND You will not see this heart-stopping photo on the front page of the NY Times or on the lead story of the major news networks. 03/28/06: The protesters put up the Mexican flag over the American flag flying upside down at Montebello High School in California. (Leo Jarzomb/Staff photo) I predict this stunt will be the nail in the coffin of any guest-worker/amnesty plan on the table in Washington. The image of the American flag subsumed to another and turned upside down on American soil is already spreading on Internet forums and via e-mail. Pass this along to every American citizen in your address books and to every representative in the state and federal government. If you choose to remain uninvolved, do not be amazed when you no longer have a nation to call your own nor anything you have worked for left since i

Conservatives Wanting Giuliani For President?
Ok I was going to title this blog, "WTF?" but I may say that bout a lot of other things so I figured I would be rather on point as to why I am fuckin annoyed. So Conservatives (and Republicans)went after Clinton for getting a blowjob during office, fine I can understand where they are coming from on that issue, being as they all are the pinnacles of virtue and the champions of public morals. However, here we are in 2007 and all you keep hearing is how Conservatives are looking to back Rudy Giuliani for President in 2008 and I say WTF? Don't they know Rudy cheated on his wife with the woman he later married? And that she served as hostess for functions at Gracie Mansion there after? This was something big in NY (being a native NY'er) but most of the U.S. doesn't probably know bout it cuz they got their head up their ass or are too worried bout who is doin who or what in their lil hick ass town. So give me a fuckin break people we impeach someone for a blowjob by an intern but we are

I'm Back
Alot has happened since I was last on here. I am no longer working. My position was deleted. Also A few weeks back there was a train accident here in town. My husband happened to be on scene and it was not something that will ever be forgotten.Our close friends son happened to be the conductor of the train which we didn't know till he went to talk to the officers and said hello to my husband. We are doing fine but I have been dealing with it in my own ways.I am sorry about neglecting everyone. If you want more info feel free to leave me a message. THANKS!!

His Journey
I WON'T THINK OF HIM AS GONE AWAY HIS JOURNEYS JUST BEGUN HIS LIFE HELD MANY FACETS THIS EARTH WAS ONLY ONE. I THINK OF HIM AS RESTING FROM HIS SORROWS AND HIS TEARS HE IS IN A PLACE OF WARMPTH AND COMFORT WHERE THERE ARE NO DAYS OR YEARS. I KNOW THAT HE IS WISHING THAT WE COULD KNOW TODAY HOW NOTHING BUT OUR SADNESS CAN EVER PASS AWAY. FOR YOU SEE HE IS LIVING IN THE HEARTS OF THOSE HE TOUCHED FOR NOTHING LOVED IS EVER LOST AND JESSE WAS LOVED SO MUCH. THIS IS FOR YOU JESS FOR I KNOW YOU LOVED ME SO AND FOR YOU SON I THINK OF YOU AND KNOW THAT FROM THE SUN YOU PUT THE STARS UP EVERY NIGHT AND RAINBOWS IN THE SKY AND ALL THE LOVELY FLOWERS AND THE BIRDS UP IN THE SKY FOR EVERY STAR THAT TWINKLES AND EVERY RAINBOW SEEN YOU LOVE IS IN MY HEART SON AND THE SONGS YOUR CHILDREN SING JESSE DIED OF A SUICIDE ON OCTOBER 2, 2005 HE HAD 3 CHILDREN AND A WIFE AS WELL AS 4 BROTHERS AND 2 SISTERS AND A LOT OF FAMILY THAT THINK OF HIM. HE IS MISSED

-- Experience -- A Poem.
----- Experience ----- and down through the long, lone dark hours, the monotony of solitude striking across my back, as the leaden lashing of the silent metronome, counting the heartbeats and the hours, in the tension of days passing, scarring afresh the tender flesh of not one Soul but two, not one Heart but two, Let then the time apart be of good, in building the Love between them, strengthening in each passing moment, entwining the two willing Souls that power the Hearts in which live two minds, wherein the Love the two share is dwelt, and the full panoplic paene, mutual experience that enriches as it fullfils, And the joys of Life's Living Love, echoing through the entirety of each being, seen as he looks into her eyes, as she looks into his, signed yet again in Love's tender embrace, tender kiss made between the rampantly beating delicacies of a unified dual pulse, calm satisfactions of dual need met. ^Uyrae

Surprised!!!
Go figure I posted a mumm called Popularity...East coast vs West Coast just to see where most of the members of Cherry Tap resided. Now to me there was nothing offensive about the question, but apparently to someone else it was as i got a message from the CT staff saying that my mumm has been removed from the site. My apologies to anyone I offended, I was just curious where most of the CT'ers where, is there more people from the east or the west-there was nothing nasty or racist about it, infact its plain and general. I have seen alot worse crap posted and alot worse bashers attacking others for their opinions.... cheeky

Liquid Liberty
Undermined rebellions Cast shadows upon those Who try and run. Run from truth, Run from liberty, Run from freedom. Who can tell the difference these days? Running against the wind is a brake away From the torrent of invasive expressions Used to censure those who value dreams. Placing worth on the intangible has no place here; Unless it’s backed by a dollar sign. Running gets you nowhere unless you hold rank. The common folk have no merit here. Liquid truth, Liquid liberty, Liquid Freedom.

"insomnia"
THIS NEXT POEM I WROTE IS ABOUT WHEN YOU CAN'T SLEEP BECAUSE YOUR MIND IS RACING AND YOU MUST FIND YOUR COMFORT ZONE BEFORE YOU CAN SLEEP,AND YOU MAY HAVE TO WORK THE NEXT DAY.SUCK!!!"IT'S CALLED "INSOMNIA" ........."INSOMNIA"........ I LIE AWAKE IN DARKNESS,MY MIND HAS GONE ASTRAY; DWELLING IN MADNESS,A MILLION MILES AWAY. MY SCREAMS DO YOU HEAR ME,AS I CALL YOUR NAME AT NIGHT; THE IMAGES THAT HAUNT ME,WAITING FOR THE LIGHT. THE SLEEP THAT ESCAPES ME,THOUGHTS THAT WON'T LEAVE; THINGS I CAN'T SEE,CAUSING MY GRIEVE. THE SILENCE IS DEAFENING,THAT POUNDING OF THE SOUND; THE WHEELS OF THE CLOCK,SLOWLY GOING 'ROUND. EYES THAT WON'T CLOSE,SLEEP THAT I FEAR; WAITING FOR MY ANGEL,TO SLOWLY APPEAR. I HEAR THAT BEATING OF THE WINGS,TO TAKE ME AWAY; I WAS SAVED BY MY ANGEL,FOR ANOTHER DAY. TRANQUILITY SLOWLY,I FINALLY FOUND PEACE; MY FEAR THAT IS GONE,AS I SLOWLY RELEASE. YOUR ARMS THAT NOW HOLD ME,SQUEEZING ME TIGHT; ONCE AGAIN YOU HELPED ME,MAKE IT THROUGH AN

No One Will Read
< no one will read my bulletins, no one will vote for me ,come comment me on over 40 an sexy,i try to help everyone, well i love all you sexy cherrytap friends,hope i can get to know at least some of you,i get kinda lonely sometimes an it helps to get on here an hear from someone ,it puts a smile on my face when im down, well thanks love you all teresa/tweety" />

Feelings
TRUE OR FALSE THE ONE YOU LOVE THE MOST HURTS YOU THE WORST THAT IS TRUE CAUSE YOU NEVER REALLY KNOW SOMEONE UNTILL THEY ARE DONE USING YOU. TRUE OR FALSE LOVE IS BLIND AGAIN THAT IS TRUE LOVE DOES NOT LET YOU SEE HOW OTHERS REALLY ARE. TRUE OR FALSE HAVE I EVER MADE THE MISTAKEOF LOVING BLINDLY THATIS TRUE AGAIN BECAUSE I TRUSTD MY LIFE WITH SOMEONE AND GAVE UNCONDITIONALLY.. TRUE OR FALSE DO WORDS TAHT ARE NOT MEANT TO HURT STILL HURT TRUE THEY DO EVEN THOUGH I WAS VENTING THE WORDSI WROTE THAT HURT ARE STIL THERE TRUE OR FALSE I STILL LOVE HIM AND WOULD BE THERE FOR HIM NO MATTER WHAT THAT IS ALSO TRUE I WOULD GIVE MY LIFE FOR HIM JUST AS I WOULD FOR MY KIDS AMAZING ALL OF MY ANSWERS ARE TRUE THE TRUTH IS THAT EVN THOUGH HE HURT ME IN MRE THAN ONE WAY AND I HURT HIM INONLY ONE WAY I WOLD DO IT ALL OVER AGAINAND STIL HAVE NO REGRETSI AM NOT ASHMED OF WHAT WE DID OR WHAT WE HAD TOGETHER WE NEVER HAD THE ABILITY TO STAY MAD A

Our Fallen Soldiers Support Train Who Is Going To Show There Support
THIS IS MILITARY MANS FIRST TRAIN AND I WANT IT TO BE AS SUCESSFFUL AS THE OHERS. ALL U HAVE TO DO IS RATE THEM, AND FAN THEM IF U WISH TO DO THE OTHERS THATS UR CHOICE BUT DEDICATE THIS TRAIN TO OUR FALEN SOLDIERS AND LETS MAKE THIS THE LONGEST MOST SUPPORTIVE TRAIN ON CT EVERYONE JUST ADD UR PIC BEOW MINE AND SEND ME A PM LETTING ME KNOW U ADDED URSELF. THANKS AND GOD BLESS OUR SOIDIERS. OASS THIS ON TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW! IF THERE ALREADY A FAN ADD THEM AS A FREIND AND SEND THEM A YELLOW RIBBON! http://cherrytap.com/user.php?u=90537&friend=90537 @ CherryTAP

Thoughts About Horror Movies
Well, I watch the lady in the water and just did not care much for it. Then tonight I watch a movie called Jennifer. It was about a young girl who had this kick but bod and yet her face was eyes of a bird pictch black and her mouth was deformed and sharp teeth. Well, this cop see a man dragging her to chop her head off not knowing why and being a cop he shots the man dead big mistake but he gets the girl help so he thought. She ends up in a crazy house he takes her out not knowing what to do with her. He looses his family because this young girl killed the family cat and the wife and son move a way. The cop looses his job fines out the JENNIFER killed the neighbors daughter. Well, the cop take her to the woods far away he thought he gets a job in the small town enough to buy food and water and of course JENNIFER wants the meat. Well, she also uses her body to make these men fall for her or keep her around some how she never gets in trouble. Well , she steals the lady son who gave him t

Long Time Since...
Its been a long time since Ive been out for a good time. Im going to take the opportunity to remedy that just as soon as I can! Got any ideas?....Let me know! LOL (I can't wait to see these) *winks*

Garden Spy......poem
I thought I saw an angel out of the corner of my eye, she was perched upon a trelis where roses grow along one side., and I think I saw her smiling as she gazed at me below, she must have come to visit along with the new fallen snow. I wish I could invite her in to warm her little hands; and ask her for a blessing to bring peace upon the land. angels are very special, so, I wouldn't dare impose, just to have her in my garden will bring beauty to every rose. I thought I saw an angel out of the corner of my eye, but it could have been my sister just come to sit and spy. for she often does ,from time to time, come check upon her sis. (the only person on this earth that I could truly miss) sisters are angels too, in there own special way. who else would God have watch over me each night and every day?

Surveyyyyy Madness
THE LETTER A. 1. Are you avaliable?: is that like when a movie comes out at the local blockbuster? am i sitting on a shelf? no. 2. What is your age?: 22 3. What annoys you?: icp THE LETTER B. 1. Do you know anyone named Billy?: i do. i heart bill... he's great. except that he is more interesting than i am... bastard. 2.WHen is your birthday?: february fourteenth 3. Who is your best friend?: for real? amy. for here? blair THE LETTER C. 1. What's your favorite candy?: ummm... no. 2. Who's your crush?: B Ry 3.the last time you cried?: yesterday when my contact spazzed out. it wasn't real crying... but it still teared. THE LETTER D. 1. Do you daydream?: occasionally... but not everyday... 2. What's your favorite kind of dog? mastifs. 3. What day of the week is it?: monday! THE LETTER E.-- 1. How do you like your eggs?: over easy. i heart eggblood. 2.Have you ever been to the emergency room? more times than i can count. i am clumsy. 3. What's the easiest thing ev

Love Is For Everyone Who Isn't Me
Follow me into the desert As thirsty as you are Crack a smile and cut your mouth And drown in alcohol Cause down below the truth is lying Beneath the riverbed So quench yourself and drink the water That flows below her head Oh no there she goes Out in the sunshine the sun is mine I shot my love today would you cry for me I lost my head again would you lie for me I left her in the sand just a burden in my hand I lost my head again would you cry for me Close your eyes and bow your head I need a little sympathy Cause fear is strong and love's for everyone Who isn't me So kill your health and kill yourself And kill everything you love And if you live you can fall to pieces And suffer with my ghost Just a burden in my hand Just another anchor on my heart Just a tumor in my head And I'm in the dark So follow me into the desert As desperate as you are The moon is glued to a picture of heaven And all the little pigs have gone Oh no there she goes Out

Alone Again...
ALONE AGAIN I picked the flowers Smells so sweet To find you The one I wanted to meet Thought you were different A one of a kind The lost breed Painted eyes of perfection Over my shade of blue I wake and realize The hurt caused by you Different…no Same as most A liar, a cheater I took my heart Gave it to you You smashed it And handed it back Shattered pieces to see Are all that’s of me Close my eyes Blue day Colors no more They went away Tears on my skin For I am lost Yet another man Scored… Nice win. Alone again…. Written by Melody 3-20-07

Love?
Whats love? Is it a place, a feeling, an emotion, understanding, or caring about someone? Is it finding that perfect person, or is it having someone who is there? Is it feeling alive with no regret, the tears, the blood and the sweat? Tell me what love is, tell me where to find it cause maybe I'm not brave enough to see.

Joey Porter Fight At The Palms
This is an interview of two individuals that witnessed the Joey Porter/Levi Jones fight at the Palms casino. The interviewer is one of my best friends who was at his bachelor party at the Palms. Click the link below to listen to the interview: www.sportscastingjobs.com/mpegs/gary.mp3

* Manifest *
* MANIFEST * ********************************************************************************************* * your dreams into reality and your reality into your dreams * *********************************************************************************************

My Dreams Please Come True!
I told him I loved him, Now he's got me no matter what, anything I do But I couldn't have found a better guy, he'll love me till the day i die, never makes me cry Things went wrong, and you know what they say about bad habbits dying hard Tried to do right, all my life, tried not to lie But I guess love isn't always enough I either fell too hard, for a man who doesn't feel for me, please don't let that be Baby, if you only knew, just how much i miss you, how much I wish I was with you, I wish we had it to do again, to start over and take away the pain In my wildest dreams, you come back home, don't know what you got till it's gone, what I did was wrong, Please now just come back home Please be okay I'm just wasting away I need you to know I care and I MISS YOU

Spending Time Wondering
Been spending time wondering why things are the way they are. I still have no answers so I guess I will just move on and make the best out of it all and thank the stars above for my wonderful family and my good health. Oh and alway's remember it takes a big man to cry, but an even bigger man to laugh at the big man crying!!! Think about that one it is definitely easier to understand.

Ms Symptoms
When we say we can't do something because we don't feel well, put yourself in our shoes by using the examples of our symptoms below--- What You Can do To Understand Painful Heavy Legs... Apply tightly 20 lb ankle weights and 15 lb thigh weights then take a 1 mile walk, clean the house, go shopping and then sit down - how ya' feeling now? Painful Feet... Put equal or unequal amounts of small pebbles in each shoe then take a walk. Loss of Feeling in Hands and/or Arms... Put on extra thick gloves and a heavy coat then try and pick up a pencil, if successful, stab yourself in the arm. Loss of Feeling in Feet and/or Legs... Ask a doc for a shot of novocaine in both of your legs and then try and stand up and walk. TN (Trigeminal Neuralgia). ..Take an ice pick and jam it into your ear or cheek whenever the wind blows on it, or a stray hair touches it. If you want something easier to do, get someone to punch you in the jaw, preferably daily. Uncontrollable Itching... Glue or

Morphing Web Site
There's a cool new site where you can "morph" your pictures into photos of wolves, tigers, chimpanzees and other wildlife: http://www.youwild.org While you're there, you can sign a petition to encourage President Bush and U.S. Interior Secretary Dirk Kempthorne to protect our vanishing wildlife and great wild places. More and more of our great wild places are being sacrificed to mining, drilling, logging, highways and real estate development. These special places are home to wolves, polar bears, and other imperiled wildlife, and they must be protected. I sent a message to the Bush administration, and I hope you will, too. It's easy -- just visit the site below to start having fun with your photos and making a difference for our widlife: I got this in my e-mail from a GREAT FRIEND: AMERICAN CHERRY~~ Ct wifey of Mlaw~~

Good Night And Sweet Dreams My Friends
Well it has been a really long day for me,but tonight Tristan has gone to spend the night with his mom,so this means for me a peaceful night of uninterepted sleep at last! YAY!!!!LOL...Hope you all have a splendid night as well.See you all tomorrow...Hugz! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

So I Got Flashed Today
my a J.B.HUNT truck driver lol, i was driving on I-5 around alderwood, we passed each other a couple times smiling and so forth, we made eye contact and he asked to me to flash him, lol being the girl i am i did, and he flashed me his PENIS twice,id have too say the guy was cute and had a really nice package!!!!! good times, that was my 1st penis flash, cant wait for another one hehe

A Letter To God
A Letter To GOD by Jayma God i pray each night about my love that is now gone and how i need him back in my life i don't know if my prayers will ever come true so i thought this letter was the best thing to do So you could make my dreams come true God i cant seem to understand what should i do? When the love of my life is in love with someone new I cant seem to go on I'm sitting here waiting for him and i feel like a fool he has left me and i don't know what to do What do i do? when a love so true is gone out my life? how can i sleep knowing he wont come back in my life God you have forgiven me for all my lies and sins all i had to do was confess them and that was the end But i confess them to him I told him my lies and sin after i told him the truth our love that was true came to and end He could not forgive me oh lord i just don't understand why after all we had he doesn't want to give us another try Lord i just don't kno

One Of Thos Days That Just Drags You Down
not much to say other than that after the last two days if i got hit by a car all i could say would be at least i can rest in this hospital bed for a spell. its been rough, real rough. with only one real person lookign out for me it makes it ok. not great but it makes it ok, livable,withstandable and at moments more than pleasent. with all the hell ive been dragged, pushed and thrown through ive still got hope and a smile and goddamnit a smile makes me feel so rich and so free. Thanks for reading -Collin (Stang Lover)

Cold-for U
Cold By Natalie Limardo Where had the heat gone? I am so cold inside and out. It is so dark and cold. My light has gone. Leaving me in the dark cold and alone. There is so much anger and fear. My life has changed because of you. But now it’s cold. I am cold and in the dark. Left with anger and fear. Things for me will not be the same. I figured out some things. Your anger is not all my blame. Anger and fear has always been with you. So you are also cold. Cold inside and out. But now it’s cold. We are cold and in the dark. Left with anger and fear. All I am left to do is warm myself. Hope that someday you will find your warmth. I hope that your fears will fade, Your darkness lightens, and you feel better inside or just sated.

You Need To Download "death Of A Meth Addict"
everyone needs to go online and download a video,this was actually featured on CNN NEWS this evening.A TRUE story. THE DEATH OF A METH ADDICT. watch and see what you think??

One Flaw In Women
One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.

She Was Only 5
She was only 5. Message : She was only five This is what happened When she was alive... Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly cries She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to

Depressed
I dont really know what else to do, i guess writing in a blog that wont really be read by a lot of people would work. Im just utterly depressed and I cant seem to get out of that stupid little hole that I dug myself. I dont seem to be mending like im supposed to. And Im working so hard only to have it all slapped in my face after two weeks. An insulting paycheck, alone because I wasnt worth it anymore, i have to try and find more jobs to find some kind of balance while going to school and maybe telling myself that I'm worth someones time in the work field. Sometimes I wonder how much my life is actually worth living...and there are more cons than pros. Maybe I should just end it.

Marionette
You may have manipulated me day to day The time has come because with this puppet you'd no longer play That grip on the strings which you held on to so tight Was the only way to keep me moving and standing upright. You became a puppeteer - who never realized that within How love had touched deep and made me living Blinded by malice, never guessed deep inside A heart resided - faintly beating and becoming alive Blank glass eyes staring out - hiding all I knew Thoughts that were sparked and finally grew With you pulling the strings, I felt so weak I'd cut those stringsone day and my freedom seek Making me dance was fun for applause Never realizing the pain and tormnet it caused Under your power for so long, I became your toy - your pawn But with no strings attached anymore, I took my bow and now I'm so gone.

Just To Let You Know, If You Don't Know It Yet.....
I am the peak of evolution, someday everyone is going to be like me!!!! I am the ever so cute, lovable AMY.......and there is no baddness whatsoever.......(ok well maybe just a little) hahhaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha Do you see my super shiny, well polished halo??? hee hee :-) Buried at PhotoCasket.com

A Beautiful Picture
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Myspace.com
Come over and check me out on MySpace.com Here are some of my links i have over on myspace. http://www.myspace.com/n0sze http://www.myspace.com/tim66214 I am a Weather spotter in Johnson County Kansas so our weather group has a myspace.com page http://www.myspace.com/k0ecs My High School Alumni class. Has one, It is the class of 1981 of Shawnee Mission South, If you are a class mate of 1981 we will accept you as a friend. http://www.myspace.com/sms_class81 I have a dating page (not much of one)http://www.myspace.com/i_need_a_woman

It's Not Real
THIS IS WHAT I KEPT TELLING MYSELF! There's way too many times I stay up late unable to sleep. Just thinking of you or the mention of your name makes my body shake. Putting my mind on other things don't work. Starting another project, nope, don't work. You fill my every thoughts Every thing that I do, you are in it! I lay here staring at nothing but the dullest white of a cieling, alone. Wondering why you absorb my thoughts, motions, mind. I should be over you and I still feel your presence. I can still feel you, with me, around me, in my blood. What can I do to get rid of all thoughts, emotions of you? Its just not real and this i know. Its just not the same then why complain Its just not me to linger on. I know, I know........... It's just NOT real Not real at all.

Standing In The Rain
Ever thought of standing in the rain as a good pasttime? I guess seeing that I don't ever do it, I wouldn't know if it is or not. But I have always wanted to go outside and just sit in the rain while it pours over me. Kind of like a cleansing feeling. I see people on tv getting their shirts all soaked and hair plastered to their faces, but they seem so sublimely happy when they stand under the falling rain. I wish it were that easy. Guess I won't ever find out unless I try it huh? So anyone ever tried it and found it to be gratifying? Or any other feeling?

Madeira Fireworks-portugal 2006-2007
Considered The biggest firework of the world happened until today. Guinness record. 8 minutes long. Launched in 37 places over 6km long. More than 660000 launches. 17tons of firework. It cost 1000000 euros. All the 8 minutes firework recorded from a ship, AMAZING!!!: The best is on the end of this video: height="350">

Im Sorrie Ladies..for What We Men Do!!!
Pce, When i joined cherrytap i decided too invite ladies only and yes some guy's dressed as ladies came in but i booted em out.. lol Now back too my apology..I have spoken too alot of very wonderful ladies on this page and they all seem too tell me the samething. What they tell me is that men be taking there pics and adding them too there's with out permission also guys are telling the ladies what exactly they doing with the pics..Im sorrie guy's that's not flattery thats twisted behavior..What u guy's doing i dont understand get help fast..take electric shocks treatments.lol Now im not going too say that i aint seen no nudie pics from my cherrytap ladie friends i have seen some that made me say wow and why would they do that. but its your right ladies too add what u want on here if cherrytap ok it.. But its not our right as men too degrade these ladies on here because they are someone's mom sister aunt cuzzin or even grandmother..will u want someone too degrade them?. So gentle

Liveing New Life
having been healed of running a jackhammer through my foot, i have come to know a couple of prayers to help me through rough times. the first is this,"God, i offer myself to thee- to build with me and to do with me as thou wilt. relieve me of the bondage of self, that i may better do thy will. take away my difficulties, that victory over them may bear witness to those i would help of thy power, thy love, and thy way of life. may i do thy will allways, in Jesus name amen." the second one is "lord, make me a channel of thy peace-that where there is hatred, i may bring love-that where there is wrong, i may bring the spirit of forgivness-that where there is discord, i may bring harmony-that where there is error, i may bring truth-that where there is doubt, i may bring faith-that where there is despair, i may bring hope-that where there are shadows, i may bring light-that where there is sadness, i may bring joy. Lord, grant that i may seek rather to comfort than to be comforted-to understan

U'll Love This 1........
You have me against the wall. My hands are spread, giving me support. My cheek leans against the tapestry hanging in front of me. Your hands move down my sides, over my hips, to my thighs. Leaning in close to my ear, you whisper, " I have to have you.” I close my eyes in a moan. I love it when you take complete control of me, not giving me any options. My blood is pounding, my pussy is wet. Leaning against me, you push me harder against the wall. I feel your groin press against my ass. You are hard and throbbing in your jeans. Your hands move slowly up under my dress, skimming my skin with a feather-touch. Just enough to drive me crazy. I moan and beg for you to touch me. You just chuckled in my ear. Your fingers move up my thighs to cup my ass cheeks. With two fingers, you pull the back of my panties together and up, forcing the material to tug up against my clit. I moan and push back against you. Sliding my panties up and down, you tease me with the material. My clit is swollen b

New "fungus" Update
They gave Eliath another unit of blood last night shortly after visiting hours ended, because he was down to 7.0 again, but the nurse (Justin, by name) yesterday said he could see an improvement in his vitals after just two treatments. So there was a whisper of hope there... This morning apparently the doctors are saying the same thing. Although they did give him more blood, they say that his labs are looking better. They plan to do another EchoCardioGram Monday to make sure his heart clear of the fungus (and any other evil organisisms) since the last time they ran one they didn't know what they were looking for. Eliath commented yesterday that he could feel the improvements, he wasn't as tired and not in as much pain. And you can only imagine how relieved I've been. There's still a chance that he could flip on us, so we're not exactly relaxing the vigil, but when he started harrassing me about not eating - I had to hold back tears of joy. And just an FYI - I am eating, I've g

My Family Intro :)
EDIT TO ADD: I'm going to make the family stuff a whole seperate blog so If you've commented on it all ready don't worry about it :) Well I figure I can tell a bit about myself & my family here. So I'm 42 yrs old and married to a wonderful 40(in May)yr old man(I call him Tiger). We have 2 sons Jordan who will be 17 in April. And Colton who will be 12 in September. We have 2 dogs Ozzy who is some kind of hound mix & big. LOL And Sammy who we got from a rescue group and is a black Cock-a-Poo. We also had a Chinese Shar-pei that died last year. We'd had her longer than we had Colton. LOL We miss her. Our pets are definately part of our family. We live in a trailer on our own property. We bought 2 lots have the trailer on one and hoped to build soon on the other. My parents live across the street and a couple houses down. Which is actually pretty nice because the kids can walk down anytime they want to. Plus Jordan & Tiger help them out alot. Not to mention they've helped us out a

Chain Letters,downraters + Respect
I know you all mean well.But these things Stink.Most of the Time they are over 2000 characters,an I can't send anyway.How it was sent to me, know Idea.You all might think these things are Fun.They aren't to me.Pain in my Ass to cut + copy as it is.For now on when sent to me.I'll send it back.If the Damn thing returns I will Deleete it. An Wishing Upon me Bad Luck,if I don't send it pretty Damn Right Mean if you ask me. Speaking of Bad Luck,I have enough of that Thank You.5 weeks Fishless,4 weeks sexless,3 rd in a Morph contest,that I should have got second in. If I recieved them today they will go back.My Precious Sweet Friend,Lizzy Bless her Heart.Sorry to Spoil your Fun Hun. M'Lady Gothic Rose,Yours I'll send it back as well. It's not like I can contact the U.S.Postal Service on this Matter. When rating for contests,one of the error messages tells u it's spam.Get with it CT spam are those damn Chain Letters nothing Else is. Apologize for being a Fuddy Duddy,Bore,Cr

Hmm
Hmm whats new with me?..ABSOLUTLY nothing..I must have the most boring life on this planet. I sit at home 95% of my time and umm...Im ALWAYS on cherrytap..Not saying thats a bad thing because i love it here. Hmmm im trying to think of at least ONE thing i can talk about in here..My blogs are usually short and pointless but i like them :D. I woke up this morning....no thats a dumb story. Ummm...Yeah...no ideas...sorry. (_8^(|)

21 Years Ago Today....
On April 19, 1986 my husband and I were married in Redlands, CA at the Astencia Mission. A beautiful outdoor wedding in the mission courtyard. Back then so many of our co-workers told us that it would not last because of our age differences. He is 12 years older than I. Today all those people are divorced and we are still going very strong with our marriage. I guess we surely beat the odds. There is a wedding picture of me posted in my gallery if you have not seen it yet.

Life Lessons
Well today i was going thru some packed up boxes and came across some of my pictures that i took from Iraqi War . I looked back at the past 10 years of my life and where i was now, flash back to a year where hopes and dreams where youth rule and worryed free years were. Its funny to think id even joined the Us Army. My mom wasnt to happy and my whole family was shocked as well a s my community was too. I grew up soo fast in the army and realy didnt have to go thru all the collage and pain of schooling that would of made me misiable. Dont me wrong I enjoyed for the most part the exsperiance it gave me. Now flash forward to about 3 years after i joined, I met my wife at the time and decided to reup in the army as it did pay the bills and besides I was scarred because now i had resposibilitys like a son and wife. I got two great Boys from this ordeal, flash forward to OIF. Ive learned that life is soo cheap it cost about .50 cents for a .50cal bullet to be made. I almost cryed

Please Read And Reply.
Ok it seems there are quite a few fake people on here whose only interest is the points they get from friending and fanning people. I've come to the realization that I don't need to participate in this childish endeavor. I sit here and read bulletins and repost them out of a good faith gesture hopefully earning the same respect. Well I was wrong. The same goes for voice messages and guestbook adds and other assorted things. I think out of 70 some odd "friends" there'd be more than 5 or 6 that would read my bulletins. Once again I was wrong. So in another gesture of good faith, which I feel in all honesty is nothing more than a waste of my time, I'd like anyone who actually considers me a friend to simply reply saying that they are my friend. After a certain point in time I will decide who will stay as a friend, family or someone I'm a fan of. To all of you who know you are my friends and family you know who you are. Anyone else who wants to actually be a friend or family member is mor

How American Am I?
You Are 80% American You're as American as red meat and shooting ranges. Tough and independent, you think big. You love everything about the US, wrong or right. And anyone who criticizes your home better not do it in front of you! How American Are You?

Pain
why do i feel pain for others, I dont know maybe its because I care so much for ppl and they dont see it, maybe its because i can see where they are in their life and reflect back when I was in there shoes. But I think the main reason I feel pain is I dont want ppl to make the same mistakes I made when I was growing up. My friends are the ones i count on and no one else...This is why I feel pain for others is because I understand where they are coming from as the saying goes BEEN THERE DONE THAT!!!!!! that is true in my book....Thanks to all the friends that have been there for me...

Take Back
so between yesterday and today Ive been talking alot with an ex. Im not sure where its going , but he stumped me with a question he ask .."while we were apart , did you at least find yourself" Im not sure what this means , I know he isnt assuming were back together , but it kind of seems like an indication of maybe we'll be getting back together.Im not entirly sure what I want out of this. I guess , maybe I'll just ride it out and see where it goes. I know Im defenitly not jumping back into a relationship .I just hope Im strong enough to not be manipulated into something Im not ready to do.

Testament Vii Comments Rate Plz*
"the light is very much a living thing even if u cant tell from your eyes" In a forest lost i am deep somewhere in the a place called the unknown. for years it has been an abandon village long to an existance but forgotten. they say thoses that walk these lines blindly will they never see thier path in front of them only beneath. every step one take can leave a trail behind but warned never to have a follower becuase ones resentment may either lose ones coordinate when one turn from ones path seeing many eyes or face challenge in deering shortcut of findings. the trees are stilled with enchance incredible height. if ones challenge in deering shortcuts of findings laddering these precious plants rest assure unbalance can not be balance nor shall one relies on the skies for guidance if do careful one must study all points in all directions to determine the way. not an easy task for a bearer to trust guidance of truth but membrace of key element package of express that will lead u to

When It Rains It Pours
well,we're about to be evicted,this has never happened to me before,I'm embaressed,scared and just a whole lot of emotions.I really feel like I'm about to loose it.We went to apply for emergancy assistance today,apparently Kevin makes too much(about $100.00 over).Can you beleive that we're barely getting by and we make to much,we can't get cash assistance,food assistance or emergency housing.To be eleigable for emergency housing you have to be recieving cash assistance...WTF!My anxiety and depression are on fast downward spiral,I'm at the point were my attacks make me just wanna curl up and die,i can't find work because of them.I applied for SSI,I hope I get it cuz without it I dont know what we're gonna do.It's not gonna help our situation right now anyhow as its a 2-3 month process.So for us to avoid the eviction we have to pay last months rent,Mays rent and a $450.00 lawyers fee...all in all $2,435.00.I mean where in the hell are we gonna come up with that,if we could've we would'n

Enough
I Am Enough You cannot change what is part of you, although I've often tried; My body was never thin enough, my imperfections I'd always hide. I smiled when they said I was beautiful, I laughed when they said I was great... But it took a long time to believe their words, I figured loneliness was my fate. The boys I wanted, didn't want me, I was tossed, used, and torn. So many took me as a joke, I crawled inside myself;scared and forlorn. I finally decided to believe in me, I realized I was worth so much. This was when I could see through the storm, when I allowed my soul to be touched. But I know that I will always love myself, no matter what-I AM ENOUGH!!! Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

Wishes...
Wishes... I've been through fire and ice, sunshine and rain, with a "permanent" face of happiness, and a beautiful smile to hide the pain. I wish I could hold you next to me, and feel your breath upon my neck, I wish so much for you to see, the pain your absence brings. I really believe I love you, more than you'll ever know... I hope forever you'll love me too, until God calls me home. I want so much to be with you, my heart aches for your touch... I want your body next to mine, I wanna hold you so much. I wish I could tell you I love you, and hear you tell me too, I want so much to say the things, I'll never get to say to you. Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

Lmao
A fire fighter is working on the engine outside the station when he notices a little girl next door in a little red wagon with little ladders hung off the sides and a garden hose tightly coiled in the middle. The girl is wearing a fire fighter's helmet. The wagon is being pulled by her dog and her cat. The fire fighter walked over to take a closer look. That sure is a nice fire truck," the fire fighter says with admiration. "Thanks," the little girl says. The firefighter looks a little closer and notices the girl has tied the wagon to her dog's collar and to the cat's testicles. "Little Partner," the fire fighter says, "I don't want to tell you how to run your rig, but if you were to tie that rope around the cat's collar too, I think you could go faster." The little girl replies thoughtfully, "You're probably right, but then I wouldn't have a siren. "

Here Yall Go
you know all yall that are related to me and you know who you are you could fucking talk to me on here instead of always using some damn excuse as to why you dont so when you decide to talk to me then you can fucking say smthng

Goodbye, Goodnight.
Hey there, Just wanted to let anyone who cared know that I won't be able to use my computer for the next few weeks, because I'm moving and have no idea when I'll be able to set up the internet thing. So if you need me, CALL ME. If you matter, you have the number. If not, I'll see you Hathor's folks around the club, and you can get it from me then. Love you all!

Happy Birthday
SPECIAL PRAYER FOR A SPECIAL PERSON.MY FRIENDSTHIS PRAYER IS FOR MY FRIENDS DAUGHTER,I'M SURE THAT EVERY ONE OF US HAVE SOMEONE VERY DEAR IS GOING THROUGH PAIN BUT THIS LITTLE THREE YEARS OLD GIRL WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT AND NOW SHE IS IN THE HOSPITAL FIGHTING FOR HER LIFE ,YOU KNOW THAT GOD IS ALWAYS WITH ALL OF US IN EVERY MOMENT,SO LET US PRAY FOR LITTLE Abbigail la'shai Baby Boy J'S DAUGHTER AND FOR WHO EVER ON YOUR MIND. A PRAYER FOR STRENGTHO Lord,In this time of need, strengthen me. You are my strength and my shield; You are my refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. I know, Father, that Your eyes go to and fro throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts long for You. The body grows weary, but my hope is in You to renew my strength.I do not fear, for You are with me.I am not dismayed or overwhelmed, for You are my God. I know You will strengthen me and help me; that You will uphold me with Your righteous hand. Even as the shadows of illness cover me, I f

H.i.m.
Forming in Finland in the midst of 1995, H.I.M. (His Infernal Majesty) portrays a true quest for the reinvention of goth rock. Setting as their main artistic ambition the creation of songs in the similar path of bands such as Sisters Of Mercy and the Mission U.K., H.I.M. uses a distinct compound of scowling melodies and mystical love stories' inspired lyrics to mark their musical ground. Vocalist and songwriter Ville Hermani Vallo was the band's founding member, alongside Migé Amour (bass), Lily Lazer (guitar), Gas Lipstick (drums), and Zoltan Pluto (keyboards). The EP 666 Ways To Love, the group's first recording, showed up in late 1996, attaining considerable praise within the Scandinavian market. One year later, Greatest Love Songs, Vol. 666 solidified their cult status throughout the region and celebrated the band's cover of "Wicked Game," a Chris Isaak original. It was at that time that the group gained a rising fan base all across Europe, entering an enduring and extensive tourin

Jeannie Season 1
#01 The Lady in the Bottle Written by: Sidney Sheldon Directed by: Gene Nelson Original Air Date: September 18th, 1965 Original Air Time: 6:00pm When astronaut Tony Nelson's space capsule goes off course, he lands on a seemingly uninhabited island and finds a strange bottle. Aye, there's the rub- the bottle contains a 2000-year-old genie named Jeannie. Jeannie: Barbara Eden Tony Nelson: Larry Hagman Melissa Stone: Karen Sharpe General Stone: Philip Ober Dr. Bellows: Hayden Rorke Pete: Don Dubbins Special Tid-Bit: Filmed at Point Dume on Zuma Beach in Malibu California both Barbara Eden and Larry Hagman exclaimed how it was so horribly cold the day of filming. Barbara exclaimed "Thank goodness it was filmed in black and white, otherwise you would have seen that my lips were blue!" Did you know: Jeannie actually spoke Persian in the first episode. Since there were no Arabic tutors available at the time they substituted Persian. Classic Quote: "Jeannie we d

Stressed Out
I just found out I'm being sued by the state to testify against my ex bf. He is the "father" of my child and I haven't seen him since I was about 3 months pregnant. Now that my daughter is almost 4, five years later, the state apparently "found him...." even tho we live in the same town! Good job guys! So now I have to deal with the fact because his sperm linked up with my egg and created a child IIIII have raised completely by myself....he has a legal right to have a relationship with her and there's nothing I can do about it... If this was a decent man, (and he IS a man, was 34 when I got pregnant) I would have NO problem allowing her to see him. But i felt very threatened, which was why I left him...and there's the fact she's almost four and he never has made a single attempt to see her...it's fucked...but if the state sues him for child support you KNOW he'll take her just to get revenge on me...Im scared

Its2late2apologize Shes Gone4eva Cuz Of My Stupidity
it dont matter what people try and tell me, i will believe till my dieing day, my mom is gone because of my stupidity. if i wasnt where i was on valentines day then she wouldnt of been so majorly disapointed in me to actually kill her inside and out. i totaly hate myself for the decisions i made , how could i be that stupid to be with a guy that hurt me and my family so much, when he first left me i shouldnt of turned back or even gave a second glance i shoulda just raised my head and walked away, but no i let him hurt me over and over to the point of physical pain,and truelly thought i was happy.no matter how many times i pray to my mom for forgiveness it wont bring her back or change the pain i feel.i truely hate myself for what i did.if i wasnt where i was then id still be with my mom to this day and we would have our big mothers day dinner today that we cooked together all day long.she would be able to see her grandkids grow to be adults and parents of there own, she woulda see

When I Look
WHEN I LOOK UP IN THE DARK BLUE SKY AND I HOPE I CAN SEE YOU THERE LOOKING BACK AT ME BUT I DON'T SEE YOU THERE WHEN I GO TO BED AT NIGHT I LOOK OUT MY WINDOW HOPING YOU ARE THERE LOOKING BACK AT ME AND I HOPE YOU WILL NEVER FADE AWAY FROM ME TONIGHT SO I LOOK OUT MY WINDOW EVERY NIGHT HOPING YOU ARE THERE LOOKING BACK AT ME AND I DONT WHAT YOU TO FADE AWAY FROM ME TONIGHT

A Night Playing With Pink
This week just gone a group of us ladies braved the cold in the city that never sleeps to see "Pink" in concert and OH MY GOD..if that is the last concert i ever see i will die a happy woman. The woman is amazing, i liked her before i went but now i am in total awe..her voice sounded straight off her cds..it was that good. her performance with her cool dancers was entertaining, u could feel passion in her songs and her stage show was amazing..no criticisms at all..except it didnt go longer...and lastly she has a body most women would kill for.an amazing body and what a great spirit-her interaction with the audience was second to none.....PINK RULZ--if there is one woman i would turn for it would be her......dont ever pass up the opportunity to see her if u can..u wont regret it...xxx

Prisoner Of Pain
Deep within her soul A part of her is dying And if you listen close You'll hear her heart is crying. Crying for relief From all the pain she has had Burdened down with grief Never happy always sad She's had too many heartaches Too much pain too many tears Although you see her smile Deep inside she's full of fears. But no one really knows How many tears she cried She never lets it show She keeps it deep inside. But turn her inside out And you'll see the scars An emotional disaster Her heart and soul are marred. Thay say time heals all wounds, But this one's way too deep The pain will never end She cyr's herself to sleep.

Zombie Jesus
There is no place for the me. No hope for the I. Singularity. Empty. Familiar. Unwarrented. No... hope for the one Here is no why. The reason is this. You. I. No hope. No bright smell of ash. No cool damp sunshine. None. No one. Not one. Please. Unless there are 2... 4.. 6. You know . ! ?

Moved
hey all, sorry I've been gone for so long, but I'm back now, well at least for a few days. I moved out of Texas and moved near Fort Bragg, NC. I'm going to be back out on the road again to go to get my stuff from MN and to visit some family in CT and ME, but otherwise, I'm done and here to stay. Well at lease for a year.

The Dichotomy Of "my Love"
I picture your sweet face and I’m torn My heart in agony trying to find yours My mind scrambling to make sense again The vague remembered scent of your skin Sweat, and man, the essence of you A sword rips open my bleeding heart The memory of your voice haunts me still Awakening me in the night with your sweet whispers Slapping me with your cruel tongue Safe arms that used to enfold me Hands strong, warm, and kind Beating out the last drums of my pulse Worldly eyes like the ocean Staring abysmally to my core Drowning me in indifference A sweet kiss on my lips Brief yet never ending Your poisonous respite

Too Many Walls - Cathy Dennis
Wish on a rainbow is all I can do Dream of the good times that we never knew No late nights alone in your arms I'll dream on Living in wonder, thinking of you Still looking for ways to uncover the truth You're so young is all they can say They don't know. If I could change the way of the world I'd be your girl Too many walls have been built in between us Too many dreams have been shattered around us If I seem to give up they'll still never win Deep in my heart I know the strength is within Watching the others chances drift by They'll never discover these feelings I hide Deep inside I'm falling apart All alone with a broken heart Thinking in silence is all they allow These words still unspoken may never be found All these dreams one day will be mine They cross my mind My time has yet to come Until then Too many walls have been built in between us Too many dreams have been shattered around us If I seem to give up they'll still never win Deep in my heart I kno

Taps
Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps." It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia . The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man back for medical attention Crawling on his stomach through the gunfire, the Captain reached the stricken soldier and began pu

Waxing Is Not Your Friend Lol
Oh this is funny! Hot wax is not your friend! CAUTION: Be prepared to laugh out loud...I laughed till I almost cried as I could just see this happening! All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair And now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this

Lil Lusty!! 5-26-07
GUIDE ME WITH A WHISPER, THAT COME HITHER SMILE LEAD ME WITH QUIET SEDUCTION TO YOUR LAIR TELL ME THE SPECIAL THINGS U NEED DONE REAL SOON TELL ME TO CUM AND IM ALREADY THERE SMOTHER U WITH KISSES, ALL ACROSS UR BACK MY CARESS SWEETLY GIVING YOUR BODY CHILLS EXPLORING YOUR TREASURES WITH HEATED INTENSITY YOUR ABOUT TO BELIEVE MY PASSION IS FOR REAL STARING INTO YOUR EYES AS I QUICKEN MY THRUSTS YOUR VOICE TREMBLING WITH RAPTURE AND DESIRE OUR BODIES LOCKED IN PERFECT RYTHEM AND MOTION BREATHLESS HEARTBEATS RESSOUNDING THE FURY AND FIRE CALLING OUT MY NAME WITH JUSTIFIED PLEASURE SENSATIONS FLOWING LIKE WAVES CRASHING DOWN MULTIPLE SPASMS FULL OF SEXUALITY'S INNER RELEASE FEVER PITCHED RUSHES COMING FROM ALL AROUND LIEING BACK IN CONTENTMENT, COVERED WITH LUST AND SWEAT ENJOYING THE SIMPLE MOMENT WE SHARE BETWEEN STROKING UR BODY, FEELING UR SATISFIED PURRS KNOWING THIS IS BETTER THAN THE SWEETEST OF DREAMS SHOWING YOU THE TRUE DEPTHS OF MY DESIRE TAKE YOU

On The Can, On The Phone
Ok, are you really so busy that you have to talk on the phone when you are in the can? Just heard someone in there having a conversation. No matter who you are, you are either important enough to say "I'll call you back" or not important that they don't need to talk to you anytime anywhere, you gotta take some private time.

Parties
Well since this is the place to meet friends, might as well start this one up...LOL This is to let anyone near the Brunswick area of Maine know that if you are into meeting new people during a party then add me as a friend and keep updated on upcoming parties to hang out. Ladies especially you...LOL When adding me just put in the comments that you read this blog and are interested.

Stupid Questions
Stupid Questions II 1. Why does your gynecologist leave the room when you undress? 2. If a person owns a piece of land, do they own it all the way down to the center of the earth? 3. Why can't woman put their mascara on with their mouth closed? 4. Why is it called alcoholics anonymous when the first thing you do is stand up and say "hi, my name's Bob. I'm an alcoholic"? 5. If you mated a Bulldog with a Shitsu would you get a Bullshit? 6. Why are they called stairs inside but steps outside? 7. Why is there a light in the fridge but not in the freezer? 8. Why does mineral water that has trickled through mountains for centuries have a use by date? 9. Why do toasters always have a setting on them which burns your toast to a horrible crisp no one would eat? 10. Who was the first person to look at a cow and say "I think i'll squeeze these dangly things here and drink what comes out"? 11. What do people in China call their good plates? 12. If the

True Story
This is TRUE --Check it out! http://www.snopes.com/medical/toxins/pancake.asp I recently made a batch of pancakes for my healthy 14-year-old son, using a mix that was in our pantry. He said that they tasted "funny," but ate them anyway. About 10 minutes later, he began having difficulty breathing and his lips began turning purple. I gave him his allergy pill, had him sit on the sofa and told him to relax. He was wheezing while inhaling and exhaling. My husband, a volunteer Firefighter and EMT , heated up some water, and we had my son lean over the water so the steam could clear his chest and sinuses. Soon, his breathing became more regular and his lips returned to a more normal color. We checked the date on the box of pancake mix and, to my dismay, found it was very outdated. As a reference librarian at an academic institution, I have the ability to search through many research databases. I did just that, and found an article the next day that mentioned a 19-year-old mal

June 2, 2007
WHY IS IT THAT IF SOME ONE HAS SO MANY PROBLEMS THAT THEY WANT TO ACT AS IF THEY WANT TO TRY TO DO ANYTHING IN THEIR POWER TO KEEP SOME ONE AROUND? I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND SOMETIMES HOW OTHER PEOPLE'S MINDS WORK! I REALLY KNOW I SHOULDN'T TRY TO FIGURE ANYTHING OUT AFTER ALL I HAVE A HARD TIME TRYING TO KEEP TRACK OF MY OWN DAMN MIND! YOU KNOW I WAS ASKED IF I WAS CRAZY OR SOMETHING BECAUSE OF HOW I FEEL. THE FACT OF THE MATTER YES I AM!! IS THAT SO BAD THOUGH, I DON'T REALLY THINK SO AS LONG AS YOU KNOW YOUR LIMITS. I KNOW WHERE MY LINE IS AND IT HAS NOT REALLY BEEN CLOSE TO CROSSING IT. AFTER ALL I HAVE BEEN: CHOKED, HIT, CALLED STUPID, VIOLATED, USED, TOLD THAT ALL OF SOMETHING OF MY CHILD'S DOINGS WAS ALL IN MY HEAD; THAT THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH THEM; ASKED NUMEROUS OF TIMES WHY ARE YOU ACTING SO STUPID; TOLD THAT IF YOU DON'T TELL THE JUDGE YOU WANT TO COME HOME WITH ME, I WILL PACK YOUR BELONGINGS AND LEAVE YOU WHERE YOU ARE, CALLED A SLUT, WHORE, TRAMP, AND JUST OH JUST

Sex
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Everybody Help Me Kill This Asshole!
By "this asshole", I mean my headache. But since people like the gung-ho internet "let's get 'em with our torches!" thing I thought I'd fake you out. I apologize for the deception, now please send me some Excedrin? I'll be your best friend forever, and offer you bubblegum whenever I'm packing. Listening to Stephen Malkmus does help a little, though.

My Story Of Abuse
No human being should be subjected to physical, mental or verbal abuse. One human being has alot of love to give, when the right person shows them how to love and be loved. My story has only been told to a few people. I lived through physical abuse for many years. Starting from a child up. When the life you live is all you know, you tend to think this is how it should be lived. Well my story is a little different, but regardless abuse is abuse. We as humans don't deserve this from anyone. This maybe a way for you to show power, control. All I see it as a weakness. A weekness in wich you need to strike someone to proove power and control. I married the man of my dreams the love of my life. Until one day, he met another love of his life. Crack. His useage became more and more. His rage became stronger and meaner. When the supply ran out, I was his punching bag. For many years I did stay, for the same reason many woman do. Security, fear, low self esteem. More so the fear of my lif

Adios Amigos!!!!
Headed to the lakehouse today for a fun filled weekend of sun and beer....and more beer! Leave me some luuuuuv while I'm gone! I will miss you all dearly, especially those that feed me beer on a daily basis....you know who you are. :) XOXOXO BeerQueen Sam

What To Do When...
what to do when all types of cancer hits one family there's nothing to do but just hope and pray that you wake up the next day.It hit my family with inthe last two years my mom ,my sis,and ......there are days there i cry alot and there are the really good day's i laugh.

Shades Of Blue
My life is lived in shades of blue... Azure, cerulean, denim, prussian, powder, navy too. From the palest of shades to the most vibrant hue, this life I live in shades of blue. Aqua, royal, saphire bright. The shade that comes with the first morning light. The last graying rays before the darkness creeps. Reaching toward the sky until it's overcome by the darkness so deep. Washing over me, refilling my soul, these shades of blue slowly make me whole.

My First Story, Had Problems In Stash
“Very Nice” You have been talking to him for quite some time. His past excited you, the idea of knowing that the government had trained him to kill a man, you knew in his arms no one would ever harm you. After weeks of talking you had your chance, he was coming to town on business. This was your chance to meet face to face, the idea excited you and as the day grew closer so did your anticipation. What if you were not good enough, were not pretty enough, or just not, what he wanted. He told you not to worry that you would know how he felt the moment you look at him. You wondered how it would be possible to know how he would feel in that second. How could he know how to feel in that second? The time had come. You wore your sexiest little black dress and your favorite little shoes with the straps, and for the first moment, it crossed your mind, what if, what if he is not good enough? It was too late; he pulled up in his rental and stepped out. He was an attractive man, just less

If You _______ Me.
If you like me: Leave a comment If you wanna date me: Leave your number If you wanna marry me: Leave a "will you marry me?" comment If you think im cute: Leave a comment on one of my pics If you care about me: Leave a caring comment If you hate me: Send me a comment and tell me why REPOST THIS AND SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES/COMMENTS YOU GET If you _______ me. How about if you want me to shut the fuck up?? LMFAO (repost of original by '♫¢¾DjGoddess¢¾♫¢¾TheSilentStalker¢¾PhoeniXXXRadio¢¾' on '2007-06-13 17:30:17') (repost of original by 'Just Call Me Stitch!' on '2007-06-13 17:32:43') (repost of original by '* Lil Princess™ * Brian's CT Wifey *Owner of * Anything goes!™ *' on '2007-06-13 17:38:50')

Proud To Be An American
HEY YALL, I AM SO PROUD TO BE AN AMERICAN WHEN I GET UP EVERYMONING AND GO TO WORK WITH OUR TROOPS. I GET TO SEE ALL THE THINGS THAT YOU, AT HOME DON'T EVEN GET TO HEAR ABOUT.THEY ARE DOING GREAT THINGS HERE,BUT I GET TO SEE THEM IN THEIR OFF TIME ALSO, AND I GET TO SEE THEM MAKE THE BEST OF A BAD SITUATION. EVERYONE OF US AMERICANS AND THE REST OF THE WORLD SHOULD BE SO PROUD OF THEM ALL AND SHOW IT EVERY TIME POSSIBLE. I CAN'T BELIEVE PEOPLE HAVE NO THOUGHTS ON THIS, COME ON LETS HERE FROM EVERYONE,OR LET'S SEE SOME REPOST

Colors Of Love Test
Sonja, when you reveal your true colors in love, you're a Connected Partner You are the kind of jovial people-person who can brighten almost anyone's day. You take great enjoyment in having deep emotional attachments; that's true both in love, as well as with your friends and family. As a result, when it comes to romance, you're likely to seek out a partner you can feel completely bonded to and share your innermost thoughts with. Once you've found this special someone, you'll likely keep them happy with your caring nature and sometimes-goofy sense of humor.

Girls , Girls , Girls
Well I do not know what to do !! I am not trying to be a dog , a player, or user. When in high school I could not get a girl if my life depended on it! I joined the military and that is where I met my wife. Now in my 40's and I have gotten so many ladies who want to do things with me. Now understand , I am just being myself! but a few mths ago I met this lady very cute very agressive in getting what she wanted and in this case it was me! I have never cheatted on my wife till a few mths ago!! then she moved back home .WEST...well now in her place there are 2 more.. like I said I am not going after anyone they come to me .. I always believed myself to be a short bald fat man. but I am myself and don't throw out the one liners and talk bullshit! well I went out this afternoon to talk to one of these lovely ladies! and as we talked she said check this out and pulled up her top and stuck my hands right on her tits!! and kissed me!! now all you lovely ladies have added me to you friend

=)
I've been looking for the LONGEST time for someone who would make a morph for me. If you are interested or know someone who wouldn't mind making me one, I would GREATLY appreciate it!! I just want one of my pictures morphed into a pink flower. Thanks for taking the time to read this =) ~Tiffany~

Not Your Ordinary Photos...
Check out my NYO Photos album when you get a chance, if you have not done so already. As I have mentioned before, I have been wandering off the CT site to do some experiments and explorations with my photography talents. Let me know what you think.... K

14 Reasons To Deport!
I hope these 14 reasons are forwarded over and over again until they are read by the majority of Americans. Then they will have something to yell at their U.S. Congress members. 1. $11 Billion to $22 billion is spent on welfare to illegal aliens each year. http://tinyurl.com/zob77 2. $2.2 Billion dollars a year is spent on food assistance programs such as food stamps, WIC, and free school lunches for illegal aliens. http://www.cis.org/articles/2004/fiscalexec.html 3. $2.5 Billion dollars a year is spent on Medicaid for illegal aliens. http://www.cis.org/articles/2004/fiscalexec.html 4. $12 Billion dollars a year is spent on primary and secondary school education for children here illegally and they cannot speak a word of English! http://transcripts.cnn.com/TRANSCRIPTS/0604/01/ldt.0.html 5. $17 Billion dollars a year is spent for education for the American-born children of illegal aliens, known as anchor babies. http://transcripts.cnn.com/TRANSCRIPTS/0604/01/ldt.0

First Love
John Clare First Love I ne'er was struck before that hour With love so sudden and so sweet. Her face it bloomed like a sweet flower And stole my heart away complete. My face turned pale, a deadly pale. My legs refused to walk away, And when she looked what could I ail My life and all seemed turned to clay. And then my blood rushed to my face And took my eyesight quite away. The trees and bushes round the place Seemed midnight at noonday. I could not see a single thing, Words from my eyes did start. They spoke as chords do from the string, And blood burnt round my heart. Are flowers the winter's choice Is love's bed always snow She seemed to hear my silent voice Not love appeals to know. I never saw so sweet a face As that I stood before. My heart has left its dwelling place And can return no more.

Comrades
Comrades known in marches many, Comrades, tried in dangers many, Comrades, bound by memories many, Brothers let us be. Wounds or sickness may divide us, Marching orders may divide us, But whatever fate betide us, Brothers of the heart are we. Comrades, known by faith the clearest, Tried when death was near and nearest, Bound we are by ties the dearest, Brothers evermore to be. And, if spared, and growing older, Shoulder still in line with shoulder, And with hearts no thrill the colder, Brothers ever we shall be. By communion of the banner, Crimson, white, and starry banner, By the baptism of the banner, Children of one Church are we. Creed nor faction can divide us, Race nor language can divide us Still, whatever fate betide us, Children of the flag are we.

Friends
FRIENDS FRIENDS COME AND GO. SOME WERE THERE FROM THE START. SOME WE MAKE UNEXPECTLY.ITS THE ONES THAT ARE UNEXPECT THAT LAST FOREVER. HOLD YOUR FRIENDS CLOSE TO YOUR HEART. NEVER MAKE THEM FEEL LESS DEN THEY ARE WORTH. OF COURSE YOUR GONNA FIGHT BUT CAREFUL WIT YOUR WORDS CUSE IF DA A TURE FRIEND TO YOU YOU DONT WANNA HURT DEM. AND NOMATTER WERE YOU ARE YOUR TURE FRIENDS WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU. THATS WHAT MAKES THEM YOUR TURE FRIENDS. I LOV E MY FRIENDS SO IF YOU ARE READING THIS JUST KNOW ILL ALWAYS HAVE YOUR BACK. AND WILL ALWAYS BE THERE. LOVE ALWAYS YOUR GIRL SHELLY

Blocking Harrassing People
IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION BY A SWEET YOUNG NEW MEMBER THAT AN EX MEMBER,(HIS NAME WAS WOLFLOVER) WHO LEFT US LAST NIGHT IS HARRASSING EVERYONE AND BELITTLING THE UAO FAMILY ,LETS SHOW HIM SOME UAO LOVE BY BLOCKING HIS SORRY ASS! IF HE WOULD OF READ THE RULES AND ASKED EITHER KANDY OR MYSELF HE WOULD NOT OF LEFT, BUT THEN AGAIN AFTER FINDING OUT HES A NUTBURGER AND WANTS TO BELITTLE US I WOULD NOT TAKE HIM BACK FOR ANYTHING IN THE WORLD ,SO WITH THAT BEING SAID I ADVISE ALL OF YOU TO TAKE HIM OFF ALL YUR LISTS AND BLOCK HIM THAT WAY HE CANT HARRASS YOU AGAIN AND IF HE GOES FURTHER I WILL HAVE HIM BANNED BY BABYJESUS!AND FOR THAT MATTER IF ANYONE IN THIS FAMILY AND OR OUTSIDE OF THIS FAMILY HARRASSES YOU I WANNA KNOW ABOUT IT AS SOON AS IT HAPPENS SO I CAN TAKE CARE OF IT RIGHT THERE AND THEN AGREED? AGREED. OK PPL IM DONE BARKING GO HAVE FUN AND KICK ASS!

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Lol
Am I the only one who’s noticed the barely legal females who are so full of hate? I mean really here I am minding my own business and I have been getting down-rated by a bunch of 20 year old twats being sent nasty emails and off color comments. But hey if you think about it it’s awesome for me. Here I am 46, chubby and with NO nudes showing etc yet these 20 year olds have to come and say something negative. LOL poor little girls must be a bitch to be threatened by me. Keep them coming girls you are making my day. LOL

Support
People say support our troops. Why not support the world? What does support mean? Some think support is showing appreciation. That is what most think. Support is showing that you care about the world. Not just the troops. Support is helping others when needed. support is being there for the world. People say that the world can't make peace. We don't support each other like we should. If we did then the world could make peace. Support the world not just the troops

Hey Girls Dont Cheat On Guys It Hurt
while i been trying to find a girl becasue i dont have one and i just got out from haven an ex wife cheaten on me so it take a lil befor i will trust again i was over seas when i found out my wife sleep with 15 diferent guy

True Love
True Love It was a busy morning, approximately 8 a.m., when an elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 a.m. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would be able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and re-dress his wound. While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation. I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. A

Benoit Video
I know that Chris Benoit is now known for being a cold blooded killer and maybe I'm wrong and he is, if that's the case I'm extremely sorry for his family and they are in my prayers. But one of my friends found this video of a guy who says exactly how I feel, so take a peak at it please. I'm going to send you the link: http://www.youtube.com/v/7vD7-ynjwD8

The Voices That Betray Me
The voices that betray me, The monsters within my mind; the world beings to fade, The clock has surpassed time. The voices that betray me, They say I'm worthless, that I'm unloved; that I'm broken and nobody cares to fix me, Nothing I could ever do would be enough. The voices that betray me, Lye so deep within my head, That sometimes I can't even think; only thoughts of me being dead. The voices that betray me, They say that I need to die, I'm not the world, I'm not any body's life; they say nobody would even cry. The voices that betray me, They come from a distant past, Oh, the horror; the memories, Happiness, it could never last. The voices that betray me, The voices of my mother and Grandmother alike; I surrender to their hateful ways, Tonight, for them, I take my life

The Power Of A Kiss
Under the dancing moonlight i see the reflection of your face. Visionsof a first kiss play out in my mind as the soft breeze moves across the ocean, Whispering to me the name of my one true love. As the sound of your name flows into my ears, a single tear of bitter lonelinees escapes me. My heart begins begins to flutter, my pulse quickens, the very essence of my manhood is stired, As passion begins to consume me one thought remains, A kiss, one single kiss, which entangles my heart, devours my soul, and sets my whole being aflame. funny how much power lies within a kiss, which has not yet been.

Truth Or Dare Lets Play
TRUTH OR DARE So here's the deal...You get to ask me *Up to 5 Questions!!*, no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just random, and I promise to answer it 100% truthfully (thats the "truth" part) ....now I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you... and creativity counts! Repost in bulletin and blog.

9/11 Facts Pm The 4th (part 2)
23. Between Both Engines on Flight 77 Or a 757, Its combined weight is 10-12 Tons. It is made of Steel And Titnium. Its melting Point is around 2600F. The Fire didnt get anywhre near that tempurature at the Pentagon. Yet No Engines Were Found. 24. You think fire can cause this?: http://www.proliberty.com/observer/20060820.htm http://www.boston.com/news/nation/articles/2006/04/13/more_bone_fragments_found_near_wtc_site/?rss_id=Boston.com+%2F+News 25. Do you think People in a Cave can get NORAD to Stand down? NORAD Has drills where planes were hijacked and were on course to crash into the World Trade Center and Pentagon. Coincidence? I think not. That is what Cuased NORAD to stand down, Thinking it was just a Drill http://www.usatoday.com/news/washington/2004-04-18-norad_x.htm 26. Jimmy Walter Is offering $100,000 To Anybody Who can Prove 9/11 Was NOT An Inside Job. Even PM Couldnt Stand Up. http://www.worldnetdaily.com/news/article.asp?ARTICLE_ID=41957 Update: He

Aww No Fun For Me :(
Well it's the 4th of July and I have to work how sucky is that?? What's worse though is I have to work in Salinas which is 200 miles aways from where I live and I start at midnight. I'm gonna miss out on all the good BBQ and fireworks since I have to leave by 8 to make it down there on time. Oh well I get holiday pay :D and maybe I'll see a few fireworks being shot over the bay on the way down there :D

Could Be The One
i have met a young lady that is just every thing i hoped to meet.i enjoy our talks and just thinking of how it could be makes me happy.could this be the love i need in my life and in my heart.i hope that i also make her feel like some one special cause she has brought me alot of joy.love ,happiness,and joy is what i hope to find in this person.i must say that so far things are great and i hope it just gets better as time goes on ...for all who reads this just wish me luck and pray that all works out for me...wil

Sex Test
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

L.u.v. Lounge Is Now Open!!!!!!!
HI MEMBERS AFFILIATES & FRIENDS!! THE L.U.V. LOUNGE IS NOW OPEN!!! WE HAVE CAL FOR A BARTENDER & WE NEED ONE HOT FEMALE WHO IS HERE MOST OF THE TIME TO COMPLIMENT THE BAR & HAS A SPARKLING PRSONALITY!! DO WE HAVE A VOLUNTEER??? PLEASE RESPOND SOON AS YOU CAN, I WOULD APPRECIATE IT!!! THANK YOU PETE LET'S ALL ATTEND & HAVE A BLAST!!~~ HERE IS THE LINK~ http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=8693

Please
i am in 2 contests and need help..... the links are listed below if you all could vote and comment... http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=515842&i=503559611 http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=244687&i=503559611 thank you

R.i.p My Beloved Puppy And Faithful Friend
for those who dont know my dog, Maytag, was put down yesterday afternoon from complications with some tumors in her lungs. She was having trouble breathing and now she is in a happy place and is sorely missed.

From Ct. Family Member. 'anhkah Aka Lara' ~ Consort...
views: 19 comments: 5 ratings: 0 This is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PREFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT! This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up. Look at the URL in the bar and you will see the word redirect in it. I hope you all post and repost this over and over. NEVER RE-LOG ON During a session Close Out and RE-Log o

Treatments!!!
How Is Cystic Fibrosis Treated? There still is no cure for cystic fibrosis (CF), but treatments have improved greatly in recent years. The goals of CF treatment are to: Prevent and control infections in your lungs. Loosen and remove the thick, sticky mucus from your lungs. Prevent blockages in your intestines. Provide adequate nutrition. Treatment for Lung Problems The main treatments for lung problems in people with CF are: Antibiotics for infections of the airways Chest physical therapy Exercise Other medications Antibiotics Most people with CF have ongoing, low-grade lung infections. Sometimes, these infections become so serious that you may need to be hospitalized. Antibiotics are the primary treatment. You may be given several different types of antibiotics. The choice of antibiotics depends on: The strains of bacteria involved How serious your condition is Your previous history of antibiotic use The different types of antibiotics include

Okay, Okay...so I've Calmed Down....
Okay. It's a new day and I feel much more positive. I had a bad couple of days...so sue me. LOL. I am back to being optimistic. One needs to only look to themselves for happiness and pleasure. Finding someone to share it is gravy, don't you think? Here's what I plan to do: Move on with no regrets. Yes, you can spend time with someone and they can shit all over you. It's better to experience life, all it's ups and downs, and BE ALIVE rather than sitting around being cautious and wondering what might have been. Mind you, this doesn't mean being totally STUPID. But I believe that it's all good as long as you don't hurt anyone. Be HONEST and look at things with someone of the opposite sex for what the ARE and not what you WISH they were. Oh, I must be frank here...honesty means not omitting little facts that could change someone mind about whether to be with you. Just wanted to clarify that. I know some things are better left for later in the relationship, but MAJOR t

More Information For Paris Hilton - From Boxxet - July 02, 2007
This Boxxet RSS feed for Paris Hilton contains only content that has been rated as "Better" or "Best." Below are rated "Good" by Boxxet. You can go to the Boxxet for Paris Hilton to see even more. * France?s Capital is in Danger (Google-wise) -- by dan allen from TaoOfDan.com * The Access Entertainment Week In Review -- from Access Hollywood * Weekend Gossip Roundup -- by Corey Podell from LAist * FREE CELEBS XXX MOVIES: Pam Anderson, Paris Hilton, Cameron Diaz...e.t.c. -- from irfaoksb * Jay Leno Interviews Paris Hilton -- from Popdirt.com

50 Similarities Between Jesus And Horus
Written 2004.12.19 © Gavin C. Schmitt 50 Similarities Between Jesus and Horus The following was adapted and expanded based on an article available from religioustolerance.org. Upon revision, each point will be fleshed out and this will be more of an essay than a list. As it stands, this list is hardly original... but revised, will hopefully be more authoritative and objective than many of the Christ-bashing pages out there. 1. Both were conceived of a virgin. 2. Both were the "only begotten son" of a god (either Osiris or Yahweh) 3. Horus's mother was Meri, Jesus's mother was Mary. 4. Horus's foster father was called Jo-Seph, and Jesus's foster father was Joseph. 5. Both foster fathers were of royal descent. 6. Both were born in a cave (although sometimes Jesus is said to have been born in a stable). 7. Both had their coming announced to their mother by an angel. 8. Horus; birth was heralded by the star Sirius (the morning star). Jesus had his birth her

D.r.f Property Maintenance
D.R.F. PROPERTY MAINTENANCE IS A SMALL BUSINESS IM CURRENTLY TRYING TO GET UP AND RUNNING AND WE ARE CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR PEOPLE IN THE UK THAT MIGHT NEED OUR SERVICES. PRIVATE MESSAGE ME FOR DETAILS IF YOU ARE INTREASTED OR JUST WANT TO ASK A QUESTION

I Can't Explain
I can't explain my feelngs for you It's just to much to say but all I do is think of you day after day You don't understand how much I wish You could be mine And maybe it will happen It might just take some time I don't know how or why My feelings are so very strong But I do know that In my arms is where you belong I know I've only known you For just a little while But ever since I met you I can only think of your beatiful smile I iwsh you would look me in the eyes and say you want me too But until then I just want you to know I will wait for you

I Figured It Out (read This)
This is dealing with my previous blog about how big a pain in the ass emails are to delete. You say there is no way to mass delete, I say there is I figured it out. Hold "shift" click the bottom email then while holding shift click the top email then hit delete. This works I deleted 90 emails in like 30 seconds. Tell me how this works for you.

Traveling
Sorry to all my friends that I haven't been in touch lately, I've been out Trucking with my Husband, see last month I was diagnosed with bone cancer, and it hit both of us pretty hard, so my husband came home and took me out with him to cheer me up, since I will be starting treatments towards the end of August. I had such a good time, it's been 5 years since I've been out there. I will be posting some pictures I took of the West and mid West, I will be leaving again the end of this week, to go out for a few more weeks, the company is gonna get us a load up north so I can go see my Dad. Hope all is well with everyone....

Contest Is Open And Running
OK CONTEST OPEN AND ON THE ROLL (LOL) HERE ARE THE LINKS TO THE ONES THAT ARE IN IT GOOD LUCK ALL `TWINSTAR~ ~racechick v.p~ ~CHAN812CREW~ +AGENT SMITH+ ~SHADOWLION69~ ~REBELBREED~ ~skyhawk691~ ~Labman911~ ~karma~ ~YODA~ ~~JOEYNV86~~ ~*MARGIE*~ ~WHITEDOVE~

Help Her Level
Hey friends....I know a really special cherry that wants to level....can you show her some love for me? Rate, Fan, and Add a great friend, trust me she is a sweetheart! Thanks and MUCH Love ~Jamie ~¢¾Sunmaid¢¾~{Dirty South Crew}~¢¾I.B.I.C.¢¾~@ CherryTAP

Youtube: Sarah Silverman Bashes Paris Hilton!
Sarah Silverman got on Paris Hilton at the 2007 MTV Movie Awards. Everyone knows the situation with Paris Hilton going to jail, and Sarah Silverman took that and just drilled Paris when she got up to speak. Anyways, here is the video: TAGS: Paris, Paris Hilton LINK: YouTube: Sarah Silverman Bashes Paris Hilton! by jon8105 Current World News from Google Blogs ------------------------ SIMILAR STORIES Paris Hilton Gets Owned by Sarah Silverman at the MTV Movie Awards - Celeb Roundup Paris Hilton Mocked by Sarah Silverman at the MTV Movie Awards - National Ledger MORE FROM Product Reviews Net | Pure Pedantry | talkturkey

I Loathe Paris In The Slammer
"The Athenians regularly maintained a number of degraded and useless beings at the public expense; and when any calamity, such as plague, drought, or famine, befell the city, they sacrificed two of these outcasts as scapegoats." —Sir James Frazer, The Golden Bough Each version of the scapegoat ritual has its own peculiarities, but the essential structure is constant. A person or group is chosen to bear a society's sins or sufferings, and then is killed or exiled, leaving the community purified. In Uganda, Frazer writes, the victims were "maimed and left to die." In Siam, "a woman broken down by debauchery" would be publicly insulted, showered with soil, then thrown "on a dunghill or a hedge of thorns outside the ramparts, forbidding her ever to enter the walls again." In the United States, by contrast, Paris Hilton received just a few weeks in jail and a few dozen media cycles of personal humiliation. Compared to people who committed commensurate infractions, that's a travesty of

Should You Buy An Iphone?
The most eagerly awaited cell phone ever is upon us Friday. Should you resist the iPhone's breathless hype, or take the plunge? Unless you're already standing in line outside an Apple or AT&T store, or are prepared to mug one of the first customers to come out after the 6 p.m. launch, the answer, at least for now, will have to be "let me think about it for a week or two." The level of hype and demand for Apple Inc.'s phone is reminiscent of the debut of the PlayStation 3 game console in November, when minor riots broke out at some electronics stores. However, eBay prices for resold PS3s quickly fell, and two months later the console was in ample supply.Apparently, much of the initial demand came from people who weren't really interested in getting them for themselves, but counted on being able to sell them to people who were.It's quite possible that the iPhone will be subject to the same demand bubble. Check with the stores a month from now: If they have iPhones in stock, the bloom ma

Mark Phillip Licina....go Drink Bleach
ok, so i dated this guy for a while, while we were together everything was dandy. Then people started talking about him screwing around, turns out if very well may have been true. That's cool, whatever wasn't the first time, sure it won't be the last. But I did everything I could to make and keep him happy...I cooked for him when he lost his job, I cleaned the house without being asked to, I watched the dog whenever asked, bought him cigarettes when he couldn't...and the one thing I regret is lending him money to pay his bills, I can get over all the rest, in fact, it doesn't bother me at all...but I keep getting the I'll pay you back I'll pay you back, BULLSHIT! You keep stringing me along and I'm tired of it, so as juvenile as it may be, I along with my "best" created shirts for the We Hate Mark club...it was funny, it wasted some time, and to be honest most people like them! they wanna join! Cause incidentally I'm not the first girl you have done this to. Anyway, now that we br

You Might Be Redneck If.......pt.5
. . . you think a chain saw is a musical instrument. . . . everything you won at the fair is hanging from your rearview mirror. . . . you’ve ever accepted an invitation written on a bathroom wall. . . . making beer is a neighborhood project. . . . you clean your fingernails with a stick. . . . you’ve ever gotten in fist fight in a laundromat over a dryer. . . . there is a restraining order on your pets. . . . you secretly get your firewood from your neighbor’s yard. . . . you wipe your feet before you walk out of your house. . . . your 5-year-old can rebuild a carburetor. . . . your wife can climb a tree faster than your cat. . . . you take a nap with at least one hand tucked inside your pants. . . . your best jacket has an advertisement on the back of it. . . . your car insurance deductible is higher than the value of your car. . . . in preparation for your upcoming wedding, your register your Tupperware pattern. . . . you are famous for yo