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Not That Anyone Cares
So I am lost once more. I feel like I am drowning in the troubles of my life. So this is what is going on. My X wife still lives with me. She is out on her first date right now. It pisses me off. I have gone out to the bar a few times. But I am pissed right now. I am not sure why. Everything else sucks in my life now to. No one will read this and care.

10 Random Things About Me
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am not over-fond of almost all people. 2. I am obsessive compulsive. 3. I HATE doing dishes. 4. I LOVE storms. 5. I used to be a secretary. 6. I love forensic shows. 7. I love art...am an artist and think "modern" art is "crap"... 8. I am an EXCELLENT speller and typist (HA Steph!) 9. I think I'll never be truly happy. 10. I think Steph has too many pets... hmmmm tag who will be it?! idk Most people don't read my blogs lol

Re: Ventura Voices 9/11 Truth At Rally For The Republic
RE: Ventura Voices 9/11 Truth At Rally For The Republic ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 03 Sep 2008, 11:46 Ventura Voices 9/11 Truth At Rally For The Republic During an impassioned speech in which he called for a revolution to take back the country, former Minnesota Governor Jesse Ventura voiced 9/11 truth to the 10,000 in attendance and the millions watching on C-Span and You Tube at the Rally For The Republic yesterday. http://www. prisonplanet. com/ventura-voices-911-truth-at-rally-for-the-republic. html

Brown Bag Buddies
The San Jacinto HighRollers, Liberty County Chapter are hosting the 3rd annual Brown Bag Buddies event today in Dayton, TX. This event helps to raise money for needy families in the Dayton school district. If you live in the area and want to have some true biker fun, come on out and see us. There will be bike games, a bike show, auctions, door prizes and lots of good home-made food! Hope to see you there!!!!!

Sure
What Kari Means You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a sho

Saw The Specialist Today...
Ok, just got home from the orthopedic specialist. Once again, I have managed to stump the drs. Dr isn’t sure why it’s a problem, BUT apparently the tendons in my shoulder have all stretched out and that’s why my arm keeps falling out of socket. Dr doesn’t want to do surgery at this point because the cons outweigh the pros. At this point, I am going to have to start physical therapy twice a week for at least 4 weeks and go from there. Hopefully, this will help. Dr is hoping that the PT will strengthen the muscles enough to compensate for the stretched out tendons. Wish me luck, because I REALLY REALLY don’t want to have surgery! I’ll keep you all updated on everything. Thanks for all your support.

Heroes-from Original Bulletin Post By Military Supporter-ty For This, I Love It!
>You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.

Mustache Coloring
So I am riding my motorcycle the other day and I look in a side mirror to check for traffic. I see my face in the mirror and am disappointed that my mustache appears so....grayish..."Damn I look old," I say. I remember being in a drug store one time and seeing a product for men that is a hair coloring for mustache and beards. I go get a box of this stuff 'light brown' to match my natural color. It seems that the obligations in my life, especially to the people I care for and love, not to mention the animals, keeps me in constant state of, short on time, too much to do...In the case of buying hair dye it's no exception. I ran into the drug store on my way to work and grabbed it. I took about 30 seconds reading the instructions while driving the rest of the way to work. Speaking of work, I am a meat cutter in a market, used to be called a butcher in the day when markets bought half beef sides and cut the poor thing up into all kinds of product. Now days shops get cases of precut chunk

Fuck Or Pass?!
There is at least one person on your friends list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or PASS! game. The rules are simple...if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!t's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your friends list that wants to do u so!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be lame and not re-post. I will let you know if the feeling is mutual

I Wish...
I wish…. I Attempted to erase the memory, but it only cuts worse…. I hoped and prayed that I could erase the pain from the memories if I could forget them like a foolish child.. So now I sit here hoping, praying, and begging for you to come back to me. I only want it to be that way it was before… Why cant it go back to that? I wish I could turn back time and stop the incident from happening…. I wish I wasn’t the only one in this relationship who cared. I wish this was more than a one sided love… I wish… I wish.. I wish that I didn’t wonder who it was you actually love the way you claim to love me.. I wish…

Eternal
It is a night of dark desire, a song of darkness, wolves vent their loneliness. The beautiful one wakens. Mist shrouds her pale form, an everlasting wanting. Her midnight hair cascades over pale and delicate shoulders, and her full crimson lips part slightly, to taste the red tears streaming from the pale flesh beneath her. Now a night of ecstasy, I remember her.

An Interesting Obituary
Common Sense *Remarkable Obituary* *Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend,Mr. Common Sense. Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain,why the early bird gets the worm and that life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable Parenting strategies(adults, not kids, are in charge). His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Mr. Sense declined even further when schools were required t

~hold On To My Heart~
~Hold On To My Heart~ There's a flame, flame in my heart And there's no rain, can put it out And there's a flame, it's burning in my heart And there's no rain, ooh can put it out So just hold me, hold me, hold me Take away the pain, inside my soul And I'm afraid, so all alone Take away the pain, that's burning in my soul Cause I'm afraid that I'll be all alone So just hold me, hold me, hold me Hold on to my heart, to my heart, to me Hold on to my heart, to my heart, to me And oh no, don't let me go cause all I am You hold in your hands, and hold me And I'll make it through the night And I'll be alright, hold on, hold on to my heart Peace.

Tear Filled Eyes
My eyes begin to fill with tears, As my heart is full of sorrow. as yet again i watch cancer take away another that i love. the life energy is getting ready to depart from the painful human form. Although we may feel saddness and great heartach and devistation over losing a loved one. but sitting here watching unable to do anything leaves a miserable feeling knowing there in terrible pain.

How The Re Rates Work
Heres Mikes (BabyJesus)Blog concerning rerates..thought it would help with the confusion. Rate On!!!! hey everyone, i've made some tweaks to the way member profile ratings work over the last 24 hours. the changes reduce the load on our system by a huge amount and also have the side effect of letting people earn more points by rating other members more often. basically, it works the same way as the photo rating system. you can now rate someone every 7 days, and every 7 days (or anytime after that) you'll both receive full credit for the rating (including rating count). just as before, you can *always* re-rate anyone at anytime, but if it hasn't been 7 days you won't get any points/credit for it. previously, a member could only rate another member once... and that was it. i think this new way is more fun and gives everyone a reason to show their friends more love, more often. if you notice any problems with the new system, feel free to post here. cheers! EDIT: did som

The Pastor's Cat
This particular story just made me laugh. Every time I think about it, the vision of that poor cat just amuses me to no end. Hope the story leaves a bright spot in your day. Dwight Nelson recently told a true story about the pastor of his church. He had a kitten that climbed up a tree in his backyard and then was afraid to come down. The pastor coaxed, offered warm milk, etc. The kitty would not come down. The tree was not sturdy enough to climb, so the pastor decided that if he tied a rope to his car and pulled it until the tree bent down, he could then reach up and get the kitten. That's what he did, all the while checking his progress in the car. He then figured if he went just a little bit further, the tree would be bent sufficiently for him to reach the kitten. But as he moved the car a little further forward, the rope broke. The tree went 'boing!' and the kitten instantly sailed through the air - out of sight. The pastor felt terrible. He walked all over the neighborhood

For My Hataz
For my hataz While you sitting there hating on me, I laugh in the face of mockery I’m as fly as can be! Ten years since you’ve seen me last Damn, you still trying to put me on blast! You still playing high school games, Didn’t anyone tell you that shit is lame? You don’t know me, I’m as fly as can be! When I have M.D. behind my name, I can say THANKS…..hoes like you are the ones to blame! You give me the inspiration I need For I will always succeed! I know you see me, I’m as fly as can be! Author: Jessica L. Craig

Uuum ?
what happened alone the way you r sooo confusin i try to understand but get nothing but if i keep asking ? then you talk shit and if i say something back you get mad thought we were cool but i guess you just another person who i don't know or are you you ?

Silent Hill
are you brave enough to take the train to silent hill? 1.You MUST rate my Silent Hill folder. Leave a comment on the last picture. Start with this one. 2.You must fan/rate/add everyone on the survivors list. If you are already friends with someone, check to see if you can re-rate them and send them a comment: "Taking the train to Silent Hill" or something like that! 3. When new people join the train DO NOT just accept the friend request. You MUST fan/add/rate/comment back. 4. No Cheating! If you do not do as you are asked, you will be removed from the train. 5. Private message Scoob after you have rated the folder and added everyone on the train and repost the bulletin. 6. You will then receive your own personalized "I survived Silent Hill" tag such as the ones below. Tags will vary. If you really have your heart set on a certain picture for your tag, include that in your private message. 7. One survivor chosen at random on 10-04-08 will become the hero/heroin of

Conflicted Emotions
I like someone...but i already fucked it up in a matter of 3 days. I'm not sure if i want another relationship this soon, but i do want/need/crave attention and feeling loved. thats why im so self destructive when it comes to being committed. i think thats also why i (stupidly) called someone the other night for nothing more than attention. I dont drink...I dont smoke...only occasionally, and I'm not a bad person...except for when someone really gets in my head. my ex is threatening me with all sorts of stuff...including me losing my son...but its not like he can do anything about it because he doesnt have anything himself. no job, no car and no leg to stand on (literally kinda cuz all his limbs are fucked up) anywho i got my anger out now and im going to get ready for my job interview.

Doesnt Know Anymore
I've been living with Chris for a lil over a month, things seem to so good, then out of nowhere,things go bad. I haven't really had the best of luck here, but I've been told you sometimes have to make sacrifices in order to finally find happiness. I made a huge sacrifice and left everything I had to be with the man I love. But it seems that only when Im about to quit and leave him is when he shows an emotion of caring. He hardly ever holds me anymore, I go in search of his kisses. I have to look for his hand. I dont know what to do. We dont even sleep in the same space anymore. this isnt the way a relationship works. this isnt the way I want to be treated. i dont know how much more of this i can stand. I feel like we're losing each other and i just dont know what to do anymore. i love you chris, but i just dont know what else to do to make you happy.

Axis Of Idiots
The Axis of Idiots I don't know the accuracy of every remark made but most are true. Something very bad will have to happen against our country before anything like this will ever be enacted. I hope that it will not be too late. Too bad we don't have folks on Capitol Hill willing to speak out like this. J. D. Pendry is a retired Marine Sergeant Major who writes for Random House. He is eloquent, and he seldom beats around the bush! This is a sharp man. He has it nailed down pretty good. Too bad it won't do any good. There won't be 1 in 10 who receive this who will forward it. It sure loses steam that way. 'The Axis of Idiots' by J.D. Pendry Jimmy Carter, you are the father of the Islamic Nazi movement. You threw the Shah under the bus, welcomed the Ayatollah home, and then lacked the spine to confront the terrorists when they took our embas

What Your Feet Say About You
What Your Feet Say About You: You are not very expressive. You tend to keep your emotions to yourself. You are a very passionate person. You are highly charged and easily inspired. You are an assertive person at times. You'll pull out all the stops to get what you want, if it's worth it. You take a while to fall in love, but once you do, you stay pretty attached to your partner. You are not easily frightened, but you have a few strong phobias. You are intellectual and philosophical. You are more concerned with thoughts than action. You are an amazingly hard worker. You aren't spoiled and you don't mind getting your hands dirty. You are easily influenced by other people. You're quite impressionable, so you should only be around people who are a good influence. What Do Your Feet Say About You?

Hair, Make-up, And The Media
Most people, when they wake up, don't have to wonder whether they'll have straight, curly, or wavy hair that day. Guess who does? After two months of research and experimenting (yeah, I'm vain, I know), I can quite confidently say that my hair is not the follicle equivalent of Satan, it is only the follicle equivalent of diversity gone horribly wrong. I can pick out three locks of hair right next to each other, and one will be a tight ringlet, one will be wavy, and the third will be straight as an X-axis on a Cartesian plane. What's more, the curly hair varies between curly or wavy at random, and the wavy hair will be wavy, curly or straight on any given day. Fortunately, a bit of Internet research goes a long way, so that for the first time since fourth grade my hair is actually looking great again. I didn't even know I had curly hair until I tried experimenting with my routine a bit. I've also finally found a couple hairstyles that go well with my hair and with my personality.

All I Can Say Is Wow!!
When I see your smile Tears run down my face I can't replace And now that I'm stronger I've figured out How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven It's ok. It's ok. It's ok. Seasons are changing And waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart Please don't throw that away Cuz I'm here for you Please don't walk away, Please tell me you'll stay, stay Use me as you will Pull my strings just for a thrill And I know I'll be ok Though my skies are turning gray I will never let you fall I'll stand up

Time For A Military Pimp Out
Calling all Military members And Supporters Your help is needed, in creating a Military pimp out Thats right. If your interested in being in the pimp out please send your link. And also if you know anyone that is military or a supporter is welcome to be in the pimp out. just send the link to me. Thanks Bonnie **Devil Witch**@ fubar

You Name It
There are no victories on the battlefield only flags and fallen men, Now take all this pain , and multiply by ten Add up all your greatest fears And also what caused all those tears Notice the build up years upon years Now that we've built a mental image of me You can start to understand the prodigy Take all this pain and add fuel to your fire Now reach out and take what you truly desire You all walk blinded staying unaware You tread so lightly you dont even care Soon you will see what was already there Then you will come to me asking why Some of you will scream some of you will cry But it will not change the fact that most of you will die This is what it will take for you to see eye to eye Life is precious how well does it show I tell you this but you already know Questions go unanswered we never get to unlock those doors You won't be at my funeral But I'll surely be at yours.....

Yeah I Thought I Knew This Stuff Too
1. Spell your name backward -relheoK enerI eidnarB 2. Story behind your name My Middle name is after my great grand mother 3. whens your birthday Nov 1,1978 4. Where do you live - St Louis, MO DESCRIBE YOUR: 5. Wallet - Pictures, membership cards, bank card, credit card,Drivers License 6. Eyes - Dark Brown 7. Toothbrush - Blue and white 8. Jewelry worn daily - tongue ring, shroom necklace 9. Cell Phone - Verizon ice blue chocolate 10. Pillow cover right now - white 11. Car - um Ford Explorer Eddie Bower Edition 12. Bedroom: - Dark and Messed Up 13. Sunglasses - Lost 15. Cologne/Perfume - PURE INSTINCT 16. CD in stereo right now - burnt stuff 17. Piercings - ears tongue 18. What you are wearing now - Thong,Bra, Jeans, T-shirt, Hoodie 19. Wishing - If i tell you my wishes they wont come true 20. Wanting - More time 21. After this - Make dinner and Homework with My Girls 22. If you could get away with it

Stand In The Spotlight-armor For Sleep
They can’t see your heart. They don’t care to see who you are. They’re just a pack of wolves. Don’t let them break you down, don’t let them break you down. You are the starlight that sparks up the whole night. Just let their voices fade out and stand in the spotlight. Take a bow. Everybody’s lost. Most people think they’re not.. But I’m not losing you now. I don’t think I can at all. Don’t let them break you down. You are the starlight that sparks up the whole night. Just let their voices fade out and stand in the spotlight. And take a bow. Please don’t run away from me. I don’t wanna find you lost in their lies. Please don’t make a fool of me. (a fool of me now) Cause I don’t wanna find you lost and alone. One day they’ll see. One day they’ll all see. One day they’ll be shouting the truth. One day they’ll all be cheering for you, they’ll all be cheering for you, they’ll all be cheering for you,

Kiarrah
Should I do whatever it takes to see my daughter whille on leave? Even if the consequences mean I have to bring out the scariest side of me!! The parts of me I try not to show anyone. The person who doesn't care about what gets in his way "The Beast Within" Or should just expect that there nothing I can do without the courts? But I grow weary of all the things I have missed and upset by what I will. Should I be angry at myself for not marrying the mother at the time I loved And for some odd reason still love unimaginable, but why? Even after all the lies and just really dumb shit that has been said. Should I do the smart but time consuming court order. It seems to be so many choices and so few answers to help me. So ask again Should I?

Linguini With Lemon And Garlic
1/2 Lb. Linguini 2 Cloves Garlic, Crushed 1/4 Cup Olive Oil 2 Tbs. Butter 1/4 Cup Fresh Parsley,Chopped Grated Zest of 2 Lemons 2 Tsp. Lemon Juice Cook the Linguini Pasta as directed on package. Heat Olive Oil and Butter in small frying pan. Add the Crushed Garlic Cloves and cook over a medium heat for 1 minute, creating a Garlic Oil. Place the Garlic Oil in serving dish. Toss in Parsley, Lemon Zest, Lemon Juice and Salt and Pepper to taste. Then, toss in the Linguini Pasta

Never A Lol Moment
I am riding the train, and some dude is watching some comedy show on a portable DVD player. It was pretty early in the morning, and I am trying to catch a couple of Z's but this guy is so enraptured by his program he actually was laughing out loud. I was about to whack him on the head.

Advice And Dissent: Obama Reaches Out To Ex-rivals
Advice and dissent: Obama reaches out to ex-rivals By CALVIN WOODWARD, Associated Press Writer Calvin Woodward, Associated Press Writer Sat Nov 15, 5:50 pm ET WASHINGTON – Presidents typically say they want to be surrounded by strong-willed people who have the courage to disagree with them. President-elect Barack Obama, reaching out to Hillary Rodham Clinton and Republicans, actually might mean it. Abraham Lincoln meant it. He appointed his bitter adversaries to crucial posts, choosing as war secretary a man who had called him a "long-armed ape" who "does not know anything and can do you no good." You could say his Cabinet meetings were frank and open. Richard Nixon didn't mean it. "I don't want a government of yes-men," he declared. But among all the president's men, those who said no did so at their peril. He went down a path of destruction in the company of sycophants. It so happens that Obama and New York Sen. Clinton share a reverence for "Team of Rivals," Doris

Election Spurs 'hundreds' Of Race Threats, Crimes
Election spurs 'hundreds' of race threats, crimes By JESSE WASHINGTON, AP National Writer Jesse Washington, Ap National Writer 2 hrs 51 mins ago Cross burnings. Schoolchildren chanting "Assassinate Obama." Black figures hung from nooses. Racial epithets scrawled on homes and cars. Incidents around the country referring to President-elect Barack Obama are dampening the postelection glow of racial progress and harmony, highlighting the stubborn racism that remains in America. From California to Maine, police have documented a range of alleged crimes, from vandalism and vague threats to at least one physical attack. Insults and taunts have been delivered by adults, college students and second-graders. There have been "hundreds" of incidents since the election, many more than usual, said Mark Potok, director of the Intelligence Project at the Southern Poverty Law Center, which monitors hate crimes. One was in Snellville, Ga., where Denene Millner said a boy on the school bu

Achilles Last Stand
THIS ONE IS FOR YOU HARDCORE ZEP FANS It was an April morning, When they told us we should go. As I turned to you, You smiled at me. How could we say no? With all the fun to have, To live the dreams we always had. Woa the songs to sing, When we at last return again. Sending off a glancing kiss, To those who claim they know. To know the streets the seaman hears, The devil is in his hole. Oh, to sail away, To sandy lands and other days. Oh, to touch the dream, Hides inside and never seen, yeah! Into the sun, the south, the north, Lies the first of hope. The shackles of commitment fell, In pieces on the ground. Oh, to ride the wind, To tread the air above the din. Oh, to laugh out loud, Dancing as we fought the crowd. To seek the man whose pointing hand, [ Led Zeppelin Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] The giant step unfolds, With guidance from the curving path, That churns up into stone. If one bell should ring, In celebration for

My Big Fat Gianormous Thank You Pimpout
Aaaaaaaa! I have called you to this meeting to tell you about the people in my "organization". They are responsible for getting me to GodMother. These people are the finest of the fine. The best of the best. You will never in life meet better. Go check them out, see for yourself. If you meet up with any trouble along da way tell 'em Mama Lucretia sent ya" ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ *My BB, My #1, Il mio numero uno in RL & Fubar* Ozzfanatic2~*~ No Fan/No Add*~@ fubar ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ *My Right Hand Man (Also my awesome Son)* DJ Wolf's Nightmare@ fubar ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ *Mia Bella* †Rain† ~♠ŹĘЃθ♠'s RL Fiance~Owner of WYKD~@ fubar ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ *I Miei Amici (my friends)* DJ ToolMan Tim @ ~Radio Storm~ & ~ Owner of ~Toolshed Radio~

Random Thoughts
I wonder if all these people who exercise and eat right, dont smoke or drink,... do you think they feel stupid when they die for no reason?? I believe that you can think you know what you want, KNOW you know what you want, believe you know what you want... then you get it and you realized you have no idea what you really wanted or why you wanted THAT I believe the more things change, the more they stay the same I believe that if someone tells you they wont hurt you, you can guarentee they will... and probably sooner than you think I believe random ideas can be fun... and funny I believe change takes time, energy, and a strong will I believe that most people are stupid, annoying fucknuts that are only here cause its illegal to cut their heads off and shove them up their own asses I believe I might have anger issues I believe that if you think someone is worth it all, you will do anything you can to keep them in your life I believe in love at first sight I

Can I Live
Babies having babies they to young whats goin on cause this is real crazy but i wont say lately cause this has been always it hits us as a community its affectin us so greatly before 9 months has barely begun and they thinkin bout endin it so it doesnt happen in the first place we need to give em knowledge by workin together so we can help to prevent it like nick said can i live but whats inside of you you cant hear them but you can hear them an it got you thinkin cause u kno deep inside u constantly its what they've been sayin its what they been askin can i live they been beggin and they been pleadin you go to a building the sign says clinic as you step inside you notice something the other teen girls and how its so sterile and quiet you look for the people outside ya know the ones people talk about with the signs protesting they dont agree with what your doing and they wantin to riot they say that its murder and u know its not right its been weighin

Filling In On The Bad News!!
About a month n half ago, doctor said I had HPV virus and mild dysplasia. Well after biopsy pin pointed to one area, surgery went fine cut out the area of bad cells. Well the results came back on that, i went from Stage 1 to Stage 3 in that month n half. So now have a major surgery schedule, to remove the uterus. Ya at 27 i get to have it removed, thank god for my two kids. Dec 10th is surgery, just in time for me to take two weeks to relax. Hoping to be moving by Christmas. So Merry Christmas to all and hope u have good holidays. I will be around but at this rate i have Two weekends to get all shopping down and everything else. MUAH and miss ya'll. will be around when i can get on. Beth

Dreams Are They Telling You Something?
Ok so yea I'm still not over that my ex boyfriend Will asked me to be his girl, and well yea everyone knows this, but still just in case I asked do you want kids he said I don't know so I said no. I don't want to dick around I'm a single mother. Nevertheless I had one of those dreams within a dream. I dreamed I was asleep and dreaming about my first love Justin. I woke up in my dream and there was a party and he was there, he tried to talk to me but I kept walking away. I was pregnant in my dream very much so. and when I walked out side there were like 6 Impallas pulling up along the street and he stopped me. the drives stepped out and waited. they got down on a knee and so did Justin and he asked me will i date him. I cried histarically just fell to the ground and I said yes but I don't want him to leave me again. I woke up. Ok so I understand the whole I was pregnant, he got back with me when I was pregnant with my daughter and I kept telling him if you feel comofrtabl

Furry Mansion Haven
Hey all you furrys out there, I have jsut opened a lounge for my roleplaying mansion Haven. I would love any suggestions to make it fun and exciting. I am planning to give a round of drinks daily so look for me! I also want it to be a place for us Fubar Furs to get out there and have some fun so come on down and be a member! Furry Mansion Haven

Leaving Fubar
Hi to anyone that actually reads this. I am in a week leaving fubar. I have had a great time but I am being told on the other side what I am doign isnt right and slutty so I have to stop and think about the reasons I am on here. If you would like to stay in touch with me please feel free to drop me a private message with an email. I may not delete it after the week but I am not going to log in anymore after the week has gone by. I hope you all have a great turkey day and eat too much and watch football or whatever other tv marathon you may watch or just be able to sit down and enjoy a day with family remembering what good things you have that make you thankful that you do have. Well i am done rambling. Thank you to the few that have made this site a freindly place and people to talk to when i needed it and i hope i gave them the same good feelings back Ok i am off Samantha

A Trip Ill Never Forget
here it is november 24 my bags are all packed im heading to chicago/indiana via train too meet someone...well i got a call from her saying she had family emergency...im thinking great im gonna be stranded at a train station in chicago...so i go grab a bite to eat at the station.then i sit there thinking what should i do...first thought was to call my sister...call my sister saying im gonna be stranded..we talk a few minutes and i was prowling thinking of what to do..she asked how far from airport and how much money i had so i told her..she said ok go find a taxi and tell them u want to go to airport..thinking ok find a few taxis ask them how much money to get me to ohare airport 40.00 one guy said...well one guy said come on ill take you to airport... well this guy walked me like 2 blocks to a train and wanted 40.00 in doing this i was like for what??you walked me there.then he said i carried ur bag...then i catch this train and it had 17 stops to make till it was at airport..once at

A Repost From Gypsy Heart
Cheating Hurts READ the ENTIRE thing ! ! ! Girl: is on the couch making out with a hot guy, her cellphone rings... Girl:Hey babe, I'll be right back. I need to take this call. Boy: Yeah okay. Sure. She walks into the next room. Girl: Hey! What's up? Guy [on her cellphone]: Nothing, hey hun, do you think we could go do something later tonight? What are the chances my boss let me get out early. Girl: Yeah, sounds great! Guy [on her cellphone]: Okay. I'm right by your house, I'll come to get you now. Girl: That's not such a good idea... Guy [on her cellphone]: Why not? Girl: I'm busy right now... sorry. Guy [on her cellphone]: With what? It's our anniversary! You didn't make any other plans did you...? In her head she yells, CRAP! Throws clothes back on quickly. Girl: No No... I was just eating... with the family. Guy [on her cellphone]: But I thought you said your family was away this weekend, up at your resort? The guy walks into her ho

Thinking
A few years ago, I met a fabulous man. He was a man that I was drawn to immediately. He made me laugh, made me smile and we generally got along quite well. I knew, or at least felt that there was an attraction there. And for the first time, it did not feel as if it were an attraction just on my side. As with everything in my life, there are issues and drama. Love my drama filled life. However, this man was different. Or I felt he was. He, of course, was not someone that was local, or at least to me. So, after several days....he leaves. And then, he is back. After expecting not to see him, he is back. But, of course, he is not from around here, so, he leaves again. Someone that I had become very close to, in such a short amount of time, waltzes back into my life, only to depart again. As I said, he was different. I figured, at first, when he left the second time, I would never see nor talk to again. I was wrong...for awhile. There has been talk about the

1 Comment
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? Michelle 3. Your hair? none 4. Your mother? Jean 5. Your father? Abe 6. Your favorite thing?Sex 7. Your dream last night? nonexistant 8. Your favorite drink? Coke 9. Your dream/goal?Fishing 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? most 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? California 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? pretty 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Fishing 18. Where you grew up? California 19. The last thing you did? Fubar 20. What are you wearing? Pants 21. TV? whatever 22. Your pets? Dog 23. Your computer? Toshisba 24. Your life? Happy 25. Your mood

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Pocket 2. Your significant other? None 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother? PA 5. Your father? PA 6. Your favorite thing? Music 7. Your dream last night? None 8. Your favorite drink? Windsor 9. Your dream/goal? Life 10. The room you're in? Family 11. Music? ALL 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Alive 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Tired 16. Muffins? Chocoatechip 17. One of your wish list items? Peace 18. Where you grew up? PA 19. The last thing you did? type 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? Sprots 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? Laptop 24. Your life? complicated 25. Your mood? Happy 26. Missing

Me In A Nutshell
So this just about sums it up about me according to Youniverse.com....I think they are pretty much dead on in everything. Personality: Mood: Wild Cat You're romantic in your outlook with a bit of taste for the exotic. You love feeling the sea breeze in your hair, sun on your skin... You always take the first dip. When it comes to art, you're definitely unconventional; you are drawn to the beauty of the human body and to the opportunity to express your identity through it. Music rules your weekends. Sweaty clubs, bangin' parties are where you feel most at home. You're very sociable and love going out, meeting friends and havin it large! Personality: Fun: Escape Artist You're Insatiable! Your thirst for affection never drops. You've got a high sex drive and appetite for lurve... For kicks, you like to switch off and immerse yourself in another world. You are thoughtful and imaginative, cultured and creative. You like to look at life from a different perspective. When it comes to

O! Mistletoe!
Also known as the golden bough. Held sacred by both the Celtic Druids and the Norseman. Once called Allheal, used in folk medicine to cure many ills. North American Indians used it for toothache, measles and dog bites. Today the plant is still used medicinally, though only in skilled hands...it's a powerful plant. It was also the plant of peace in Scandinavian antiquity. If enemies met by chance beneath it in a forest, they laid down their arms and maintained a truce until the next day. Mistletoe was used by the Druid priesthood in a very special ceremony held around this time... five days after the New Moon following winter solstice, to be precise. The Druid priests would cut mistletoe from a holy oak tree with a golden sickle. The branches had to be caught before they touched the ground. The priest then divided the branches into many sprigs and distributed them to the people, who hung them over doorways as protection against thunder, lightning and other evils. The folklor

Learning To Love
You know more about me than any other friend When I need a shoulder, on you I can depend You're more precious to me than any sum of gold I will always love you, even when we're old I know people may mock me Why love and serve just one But after all you've taught me Loving you is fun You mean more to me than all that I possess My love for you is so strong. How can I digress? Love grows stronger daily, service becomes more real Thank you for showing me this is how love feels You're the one who taught me how to really love And I'm always thankful for this gift from above

Now Im Gone
hate and pain death and sorrow these are the things that make me hollow destruction and shame plague and turmoil these are the things that make me disloyal distrust and dishonor scared and burned these are the things that i have learned deceit and defeat catastrophy and disaster these are things i wish to master punishment and suffering chaos and trouble these are the things i wish to double despair and panic screams of fear these are the things i love to hear

Dear Santa
Dear Santa, I wish this year for xmas in my real life lots of love from n for my family, that we all have good ealth for the next year, that we can work on our lil mistakes to make the life for each other better, that everything gets even better with our situation, lots of chocolate kisses (lol) and on fubar well like most of the people blingpacks or blings rates love fubucks VIP's and for everyone lots of fun on here cookies n milk is standing here on the table so come n get it mr. Santa love K aka cutemommy82

Lost Words
Long lost words whisper slowly to me Still can't find what keeps me here When all this time I've been so hollow inside I know you're still there Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you, loving you I won't let you pull me down Hunting you, I can smell you - alive Your heart pounding in my head Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Saving me, raping me, watching me Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you... loving you I won't let you pull me down

Hallucinations Again
there's this part of me that just wants to go to sleep. i just want to drift out and melt away. then there's another part-- and there are so many fucking things i want to do with myself. so many things i want to be capable of. so many things i think i can be capable of... am, even... and i want to do them. i want to fucking do something. i'm in a place right now where i'm just so crippled... and i can't. and i sit up late with a cigarette and a cup of cold coffee... and i can't move. i wish there were someone i could talk to but i can't... there are people out there who think they love me. but they don't know... they just don't know. i've been having hallucinations again. and i don't want to tell anyone... i've been so fucking disabled... so frustrated and so restless and so hopeless... and i'm just falling apart at the seams. and i've been staring longingly at the knife again, or at a pipe or at a bottle and i know-- i know that none of these are the

Merry Christmas!!!!
i wanna hear what you all got for christmas. what was youru favorite and least favorite gifts? i got a new laptop from my daddy. it was kinda a bday/xmas present but i looove it. my brother got me the ugliest sweater i've ever seen. and seriously, a sweater in florida??? lol!

Drunkiness
so i'm kinda drunk right now. exsuze the seeling. spelling even. so today i went to my ffrrrrineds. we had a ilittle bonfire going and i decided to play my frist game of beer pong I WON! woot. anywho, we all wanted somet tacos so we got in the car and left first we went to my house to pick up some tamles to eat then when my friend stopped at the light she didn't completely stop. a cop saw that and pulled us over BOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG cop asked us if we'd been drinking we said no then told my friend to get out of the car. she had to do that breathlizer thingy and she failed hqahhahahahhahahhahahhahahaha she's only 18 like me (she had two beers, i had one) the cop let her go ticket free. we bought are tacos and left hahahahah wht a night. ooooh, i also had two shots another beer and vodka yum.

Back To Back Happy Hours!
Hazeleyed Soldier is hosting a happy hour at 12 Noon Fu Time! Ħąźęłęŷęď Şōłďĭęŗ Spank Hazeleyed Soldier HARD while he is home on R & R from Iraq! Hazeleyed Soldier Hazeleyed Soldier will have Auto 11s running during his Happy Hour so Level Up! Ħąźęłęŷęď Şōłďĭęŗ This Public Service Message Brought To You By: ღTulsa's Angelღ

To My Mother.
Dear Mother, Every year I usually write directly onto your Mother's Day card, but after 22 years I've realized how bad my handwriting really is. So instead of ruining a perfectly good card with my perfectly bad writing I decided to type you my thought's, on this, my 22nd Mother's Day, but for you it's your 28th. Words can't describe what you really mean to me mom, but I guess I'm really going to have to try. Ever since I was born all you've done is treat me the best you can & provide me with everything I needed, and sometimes didn't need in life. You've shown me all of the love & affection only the best of mothers could & for that I've shown you 200% love back. I know the normal thing in life is for the daughter to want to grow up and be like her mother & the son to want to grow up and be just like his father. But knowing me, I'm not very normal and I strive to be just like both of you each & every day. Some might call what I am a "Momma's Boy", but what I call it is the utmo

Bitterness Without Selfishness!
SO not my writing of course but I love these! This is what I long for someone who can do just this for me! Unfortunately I am looking for the absolute impossible! :( ~*Key to my heart*~ "I had closed upon my heart, and wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt, but that would never happen again, I had locked the door, and tossed the key as hard and as far as i could, love would never enter there again, my heart was closed for good. Then you came into my life, and made me change my mind, just when i thought that tiny key was impossible to find, That's when you held out your hand, and proved to me i was wrong, inside your palm was the key to my heart, you had it all along." I happen to like this one as well! I have felt this way before but geeez how I feel that I will never ever find this again! ~*All i want is you*~ "I'll tell it rather simply, I'll say it plain and true, a simple thing is all i want, and all i want is you Ther

What A Fucking Jerk This Guy Is!
So I had spot light + auto 11s and he comes on and rates my stuff then after a while sends me a drinking says that he wont rate more unless i rate him well, I was busy R/F/A those that did the same and was going to go show the heavy hitters love afterwards I told him this and he still kept doubting me So I said we will see sure enough the next day after all the A/R/F was done I went to his page and rated him a few 11's and the rest of his pictures got 10s I rate EVERY LAST PICTURE HE HAD.. that wasn't private I didn't have to do that, but i did, cuz i show love. Oh ya, I had also in the last 2 hrs of my spot light offered fucash for rates this was a few hours AFTER he had already rated him I told him I would give him the cash if he wanted it He never said if he wanted it or not, so i didn't. now this is what happens (its copied right out of the SB so you have to read from bottom to top) PukinDog14...: see cant pay up and act like a youn uincommitted whore you ge

Yea So Its New Years
yeah so it was new years and you got drunk again calling me and txting me trying so hard to get me to talk to you. i told u nicely no and said i was sorry and i had plans. what happend you call me and tell me fuck you. then you txt me and tell me call you. you were so drunk you even sending txt meant for me to my cousin your friend cause you were so drunk. you did this all night totally ruining my new years. oh i was happy and doing fine till you decided to call. yeah i ignored you and avoided you hey im only doing what you did to me first remember i do. I told you once and i'm telling you again its over i told you if you ever did what you did i would walk out of your life for good. dont you get it its over i dont want you anymore. its been months since the last time we talked dont you think if i wanted to see you or talk to you i would of move on i dont want nothing to do with you or anyone else from our past.

Slipknot With Coheed And Cambria And Trivium
Slipknot with Coheed and Cambria and Trivium The Forum Inglewood, CA Sat, Mar 7, 2009 07:00 PM and Slipknot with Coheed and Cambria and Trivium San Diego State University - Cox Arena San Diego, CA Sun, Mar 8, 2009 07:00 PM and Slipknot with Coheed and Cambria and Trivium Citizens Business Bank Arena Ontario, CA Tue, Mar 10, 2009 07:00 PM While you are there, Dont forget to pick up your Free Swag!!!

Got 5 On It
A little boy and his grandfather are raking leaves in the yard. The little boy sees an earthworm trying to get back into its hole. He says, "Grandpa, I bet I can put that worm back in that hole." The grandfather replies, "I'll bet you five dollars you can't. It's too wiggly and limp to put back in that little hole." The little boy runs into the house and comes back out with a can of hair spray. He sprays the worm until it is straight and stiff as a board. The boy then proceeds to put the worm back into the hole. The grandfather hands the little boy five dollars, grabs the hair spray and runs into the house. Thirty minutes later the grandfather comes back out and hands the boy another five dollars. The little boy says, "Grandpa, you already gave me five dollars." The grandfather replies, "I know. That's from your Grandma."

There Are Still Heros
this is a story on a buddy of mine chad kite, also i have a video on my page and wrote a little something about shad on my home page check it out 3 Fort Lewis soldiers pick up Silver Stars By MIKE BARBER P-I REPORTER (Editor's Note: This story has been altered. Sgt. 1st Class Chad Kite's affiliation with the Green Berets was mischaracterized in earlier versions.) Three Fort Lewis soldiers who put their lives on the line in Iraq and Afghanistan were honored this week for their courage with the nation's third-highest award for combat valor, the Silver Star. In a ceremony Wednesday at 1st Special Forces Group headquarters, a Green Beret -- Staff Sgt. Chris Federmann of Cincinnati -- and a soldier serving with the group -- Sgt. 1st Class Chad Kite of Elkton, Va. -- received Silver Stars for their actions last year in Diwaniyah, Iraq. "While under intense enemy fire and without regard for their safety, (Federmann and Kite) prevented anti-Iraqi forces from overwhelmin

Icp
(One of the sexiest, yet demented songs i have ever heard... Got another one for me?? SHOW ME!) ♥ xoxoxoxox ♥ "In My Room" 2:45 and the bell went off, Thank God, Many people think im odd But I talk with no one, And I walk alone,and I avoid sunlight with a chalky tone I get home and dont say hi, It aint no one there, I dont care I walk in and go right up the stairs To my room Get in bed and just wait for dark cause thats when the real show starts (tap tap) 'tap tap' on the glass go the piece of ass' So young and pretty its too bad she past But she comes to my room and we talk at night,she's demonic and bloody,but she holds me tight In my bedroom,with her im never alone,and I kiss her cold lips until morning comes Then she gone, I can still hear her voice loom. But she only exists in the dark of my room [chorus: x2] Love... (I cant ignore you) In my room (do anything for you) Love... (I do adore you) In My Room... You and I I try to

Bling Action Today
Bid Bid Bid CRAZYMAMA45 IS HOLDING HER 1ST EVER BLING AUCTION BEGINNING 12 NOON FUTIME ENDING 8PM FUTIME. THE FOLLOWING BLINGS ARE BEING AUCTIONED: PEGASUS 1977 VINTAGE RESERVE SCOTCH SUN OVER FUBAR GOLD COIN HIPPO HURRY TO HER PAGE AND PLACE YOUR BIDS!!! CrazyMama45

This Is Bullshit!!!!!!!
Okay, as many of you may or may not know.... I got engaged around the New Year.... well, that engagement didn't last long at all!!! I came home one day and caught the FUCKER in MY BED with some stupid bitch! Yeah... that's right... he cheated on me and in MY bed! SO I kicked his ass to the curb and kept my RING!!! hahaha.... so I am single again.... and thinking that I should stay that way! Just goes to show you.... You can't really trust anybody!!!

The Nobody
I sit here all alone Silence around me like the phone Am I really here Nothing seems to cheer Knowing everyday It will never go away Staring at this stain Always hurting feeling pain Thousands of miles apart You fuckin stole my heart Wrist's slit and bloody Dying alone I am the Nobody Poem by Dakken for RCH

For People With An Iq ^ Than Shoe Size
Unlike many rationalists, I do not scoff at the Creation as described in the Bible. I don’t believe that Creation occurred as narrated, but I am convinced there is a lot of reasoned thought within the account. Most scientists don’t like this idea. Rather, it is rubbish produced by a superstitious culture with no hold upon reality whatsoever. Hence, we have the two polarities of the Evolution/Creation controversy. I disagree with both stances. wood2Taking the scientific view, it is blatantly not true that such ancient societies descended into superstition alone. Superstition didn’t build the pyramids, or work out agriculture. Reasoned thought had to be involved. This said, I am always on the look-out for reasoned thought within the Bible, and I nearly always find it. And as an exercise in just what I mean, there is no better example than the idea that Eve was created from Adam’s rib. The whole idea seems ridiculous. But read on. Adam is created first, but he is then made t

Cash
hay got a qestion for the bar assostiation drink please,,,i drove 2000 miles round trip for a girl to get her made it to ohio and the chick went in to hidding put simply she has problems now that i drove 2000 mile round trip from daytona to ohio then back to daytona with no girl she now wants 150 cash please advise do you think shes trying me or playing me

Pupils Need Not Stand For Pledge
OCALA - Last summer's federal court ruling forbidding school districts to force students to stand for the Pledge of Allegiance has finally trickled down to Marion County Public Schools. The School Board and district administrators decided they had to remove the "standing" requirement from the code of student conduct. Kathy Richardson, executive director of student services, told the School Board on Thursday that the decision means they cannot force a child to stand for the salute to the American flag. However, a student who chooses not to stand must "act in a manner that's dignified of patriotic observances." In other words, they cannot be disrespectful of that observance or they could be punished. "This really doesn't impact our district whatsoever," said Superintendent of Schools Jim Yancey. Yancey said most children have always stood and recited the pledge without any problems. The ones who did not stand usually didn't have a problem with the pledge itself but were up

Birth Date Says About Me!
Your Birthdate: December 16 You're incredibly introverted and introspective. You live inside your head. You spend a lot of alone time meditating and thinking. People see you as withdrawn, and at times they are right. You are caring and deep, but it may be difficult for you to show this side of yourself. Your strength: Your original approach to thinking Your weakness: You tend to shy away from others Your power color: Pale blue Your power symbol: Wavy line Your power month: July

Jonizzle The Green Water
YOUR REAL NAME Carianne Jones WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:(mother and fathers middle names) Marie Lester NASCAR NAME:(first name of your mother's dad, father's dad) Richard Lester STAR WARS NAME:(the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name) Jonca DETECTIVE NAME:(favorite color, favorite animal) Orange Moose SOAP OPERA NAME:(middle name, town where you were born) Nicole Munster SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning The Green Water (uhm... ew? XD) FLY NAME:(first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your las

Inner Pain
I USE TO THINK I MATTERED I USE TO THINK I INSPIRED NOW MY SOUL IS SHATTERED WALLOWED IN THE MIRE I USE TO THINK I HAD MIGHT I USE TO THINK I HAD LOVE NOW ALL I FEEL IS SPITE OF HAVIN NONE OF THE ABOVE LIKE A PHOENIX AROSE FROM THE GRAVE I CONQUERED MY OWN PLIGHT NOW I FEEL LIKE A SLAVE A SPIRIT THAT HAS NO RIGHT BROKEN DOWN AND BATTERED A SHELL WITH OUT A LIGHT MY WHOLE BEING TATTERED WILL I EVER WIN THE FIGHT CONSUMED BY GRIEF CONTROLLED BY FEAR ALONE AND EMPTY FILLED WITH DESPAIR I USE TO THINK I HAD HOPE I USE TO THINK I HAD GIFTS NOW MY SOUL IS SHATTERED AND I WATCH MY SPIRIT DRIFT I USE TO THINK I HAD JOY I USE TO THINK I HAD LOVE NOW ALL I HAD IS DESTROYED HAUNTED BY THE ECHOS FROM ABOVE

Motley Crue With Hinder And Theory Of A Deadman
This was one hell of a night. My friend Heather and her daughter came over and we took a cab to the Metro Centre. we got down there and those damn cabs are so small that i almost fell and didn't make it in my chair. We saw a bunch of picketers who were anti Motley Crue because of the Devil stuff that the band associates it songs with. We had to wait in line they opened the doors at 5:30 and we had to check our bags for weapons and other things. They would not allow cameras in there which sucked. So soon as we got there i saw my friend Shelly , who is in my SCI support group, up at the souvenir stand. I bought some motley crue pins and stickers and a awesome Saints of Los Angeles T-Shirt , it was 40 dollars but worth it, i was hoping to find a Theory of a Deadman T-Shirt but none i liked. So then Heather and her Daughter found me and then we headed to our seats. I stopped at Paninos got a mini pizza bread sandwich and a pop. We got to our seats as the first band "THE LAST VEGAS"

Things On My Mind
Victorian romance novels &potholes that fill overnight. our secret motivations like jealousies i don't understand blood/alcohol concentration. gas tanks, parking tickets &how I'll make ends meet. the smell of wet asphalt &how long til it's summer again (days here) dreamworlds &dead horses. him. me and my Grey matter. library books &that certain smell. love, space, time, faith math&limbs dirty bedsheets.

No Clue What To Do About My Mother's Downward Turn With Health
No clue what to do about my mother's downward turn with health Current mood: stressed Just need to rant about what I have been silently been going through with my mother's health ordeal the last couple months. Those of you who know me well already know my mother has some severe health issues with her back being the worse as of recent year or so. The last 3 months now it has gotten to the point were she can't even walk without taking lots of pain medications and the last few weeks they haven't even helped. About two months ago she fell in the bathroom fracturing two ribs compounding the pain. For the last two weeks I have had to take care of her because she can only stand or walk far enough to go to the bathroom. The last week now all she has done is cry because of the pain and pray to god to just die. I have been trying to push for her insurance company and doctors to do something to help but just keep getting the run around. Today we are at the pain management center again tryi

O6
Once again I make an appearance on this site and theres really nothing on my page from any of mah peeps. What the hell you guys???? No love for Jams Well my 21st birthday is just around the corner.. hopefully something will happen on this site on my next venture on FuBar. I miss CherryTAP and all the fun we all used to have. Why'd the site ever change? I personally think it didnt need any change really. Well Jams is getting sleepy so I think I'mma go pass out now..... Till next time! And I want comments peoples, plz. xo. Jams

Fubar Peeves
It really irks me when people on here get into packs. I believe a cliquish behavior and a personality is a sign of a lower intellect, since the lower the organism is in biology, the more dependent it is. That, and it is just stupid, imho. I hate being in groups in RL or online. Its draining, creates drama, and doesnt really create relationships between people. But maybe thats just me being a loser. I never go to parties or mingle with people. Bah!

Dj Sexi Fallingangel
***Hiring DJ's And All Other Staff Members Inquire @ Dangerous Addictions Lounge!!*** Come see us in DANGEROUS ADDICTIONS or IM us on YAHOO DJ SNAG IM snag_1958 DJ STONER IM dj_thoughtprovoker1 I am ur DJ

Bullys
if you have wondered why i dont repost bullitens anymore, its because i cant post them. someone asked me to make them a bully to promote somehting for them, i did they payed me then they stickied it, and well i guess the powers that be didnt care for it lol so no im not just being a dick, well maybe i am, but if i could repost i would.. oo and i would really like a mardi gras mens mask blingy thing - RJ

Naughty Aplication
NAUGHTY APPLICATION" CUT AND PASTE AND REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN......... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position ? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Phone number? 26. Will you post this so I can fill i

Voice Of The Lost.
I'm going to give you the count of three to love me. To own the noise of my torrential agony this water carrier has broken. All that's left is shattered earth the sharp edges of my masque and a very wet mess at the end of the fall. A poet without readers is a fool with no court a god with no worshippers a voice with no speaker. A man with no woman. Soup without salt... Night without stars. I have become less than nothing. Worse than having never been. I am forgotten. I am that tiny candle in infinite cold. You are the hand gently strangling me into submission, into sizzling oblivion. How did I offend you? How did I fail you? Its much too late an hour for any of that to matter... Dissapear in that empty night. You are everything in nothing, so go back to that place... and be.

Men
I know why men have dicks, it is because they are dicks. Why can't a good loving woman find a true sweet man who wants me for more than just my body? When I have a man he is always sexually satisfied but I am sick of men lying and saying they want more then just using me and disappearing. Jerks, wish I could become a lesbian but I am turned on by men damn the luck. Maybe I will become celibate again.

Age
Age The Train Rumbled on, A child approached.. “Do you feel your Age?” a Question asked in Innocence as the train Rumbled on. If I could, I would grab It in my Hands & send it In the direction Of the sunset Accompanied by A smile Time, however Does not allow that Luxury. As it is, I Guess I will Smile inwardly, Peacefully and Answer “Not Really” The child In me Toddles on… Poet

Episode 93- The Best Show Never Recorded
This show rocked! We had everyone of the hosts on the show, and I started intros for the lounge Officers. We started it off with: Hellcast News Pool League update Top 10- Internet Commandments Redlars Good Deed of the week Best of the Beast Drink of the week- Flaming Cock Smack Haunt of the week King of the Hill- Joan Jett, Kid Rock, Men at Work Rant of the week- Nightshade's Hellcast Trivia #14 Sextalk with Sexyshelly Mad LIb- Drivers Manual Fractured Fairy Tale Country of the week- Peru Slackney's Wisdom- Presidential Address Comic of the week- Larry the Cable Guy On this day in history- 60 second science- 60 second psych- The major problem here is that somewhere after i started comic of the week, there was an error in the stream, and then it recovered, but the way i had saved it, it started recording right over the file. So I am a very pissed off man. This was easily one of the best shows we have ever had and we hope to be able to maintain the greatness for

Things To Make You Go Hmmmmmmm
Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are going dead? Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an 'S' in the word 'lisp'? If people! evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleaner

I Just Got This Today...
okay well i just got this IM today, and i find it weird and its from a friend on my YIM list. L A: True freedom will come to those who have the patience to weather the trials and tribulations of everyday live without falling into their own self desires and pity. Do not forget those around you that care for you, for without them you would not have any armor with which to battle our common foe...desperation. and ever since i got it ive been feeling kindof creeped out over it.. for personal reasons that i can not explain. *shrugs and shivers* Your thoughts and comments are welcomed on this. would like to know what everyone thinks about this.

Sweet Addiction Has Autos On
ღ~Sweet Addiction®: ~Beautifully Insane~ღ Has Autos On! Come and show her some massive love! And Level Up! She's an angel but deserves to be spanked really HARD!!! She LOVES bombs too!!! Ends Saturday at noon Fu-time (PST) ***************************************** Lovingly pimped out by Carrie

Ugh! Wtf Man
cowboync: fuck u bitch if i'm a douche...u wouldn't catch me in ur twat if i'm a douche...u smelly bitch. ->cowboync: lol yes i am and you're a douche that doesnt take no for an answer cowboync: well fu cuse me dam...RAGGIN TIME! GOOD BYE ->cowboync: i'm not one of these little bitches running around letting everyone see my naked body. if you have a fucking issue w me refusing to do you an NSFW salute on MULTIPLE OCCASIONS then feel free to downrate me and block me. harassing me and making comments like that is how you DONT get an NSFW salute cowboync: ur in an exotic room and u won't make me an nsfw salute? cowboync: would u make me a free nsfw salute plz? Obviously it's from my sb, so you know how to read it. What the hell is wrong w some people? Why is it that they can't take no for an answer, and when you get tired of trying to work it out rationally instead of blocking them, you're a whore or your pussy stinks? Where's the logic in that? I'm gonna go rant on IM, but th

Heartstrings Are Played Upon
It's becoming more evident Much more obvious to me I thought much more of you Than you ever thought of me Was this my biggest mistake Letting myself think you cared Was I just your marionette With heartstrings open and bared With me left here still thinking What was false, what was true So puzzling and so complex I’m left to await another clue On my heartstings you played Each left with a loving memory Yet I still have those questions Do you ever think about me I’m wondering why all the intrigue Now why all of this mystery Why am I left here hanging Your the one that holds the key. By: Unknown

Love Exists
Do you believe in love at first sight, is it really possible for fate to be found in one night? I never believed, that such a thing could find a person such as me. But recently you came to me and forever changed the way I think. You brought me hope and gave me faith and all you did was remember my name. IT may not sound like much but to me it is, it raised my spirits and brought me happiness, thanks to you I found a reason to live and now I can beieve that love exists.

My Demons Are Below Me By Brandon Lange
Stuck In In a hole cold dark and wet a more scary place I have never met seeing the bright light at the top I try to escape climbing clawing at the dark wet mud trying hard to leave this place behind but the further I go the more these shackels on my ankles seem to drag me down as my demons kick me In the face again I find myself at the bottom still scared still confined and still alone my demons seem to want me here needing feeding on my fear but I cant give up cant give in I have to get out of this hole Iam in so I start to climb again the shackles start to get heavy but somehow i manage to drag them along the demons are kicking again but It dosent hurt anymore than it did befor my confidence builds and I climb some more I can see the light the light getting closer and my shackles are getting looser Clink! my shackles have fallen to the bottom realising ny advantage I start to climb faster and faster finally I reach the top victorious I spring frome my whole Ive done it ive put

St. Patty's Day Bling Auction... Closes @ 10pm Est
Do you need BLING? Well, here's your chance to win it! Carrie is holding an auction for just one day. Come place a bid on four blings! Click on the bling icon to make a bid. You could win: Shamrock Green Beer Green Beads Kiss Me, I'm Irish Sticker Auction will end at 7pm Futime on Tuesday, March 17th. Winner

Him
For the longest time I thought I was drowning. Falling into a sea of nothingness. I was what I thought of as lost. But then there was you... I met you and those big green eyes showed me what being lost was really all about. Your breath stole mine, showed me a new meaning of suffocation. Your strength weakened mine. Your intellect baffled mine.... WHAT IS THIS???? When I hear your voice I go deaf to all else. My hands get shaky my heart quickens with a fierceness. My knees feel unsafe under the weight of this absurdity. I don't think you realize what it is you do to me physically and mentally. What do you call it? When you are near me I can't think a solid thought. I find myself catching my breath. I try to keep my balance for fear of falling into an unknown abyss. But you take my hand and assure me that I am safe. When we are apart I feel like crying, I am incomplete. I can't eat can't sleep all I seem to do is itch for that drug you give me. A little pill call

*~*so Much*~*
Here lately there has been alot on my mind.....getting ready to change some things in my life and make some major choices and I am really worried about how some people will take it. Just wanna be happy, tired of always having to answer 20 million questions about shit in my life. But eventually everyone will know what is going on and I am hoping people will understand!!! I love you all!!!

Exile
“ Exile “ Beneath the bright sun, the exile wonders His heart is turned in, his spirit ponders What sins he has done to deserve his fate Alone he must wait for his death day to come When he was a child, his parents forsook him They set him adrift, consigned to the dark whim Of fortune, He grew, and soon was a man ‘Twas then that his thoughts ran to vengeance and doom He challenged his father, and cut off his head He challenged the priesthood, and left the priest dead He challenged the people, and they drove him out Into exile, Now doubt plagues his mind and soul How different are we, than he wandering there Forsaken by nature, forbidden to care Of other poor mortals in trial after trail We are the exiles! Amusement to angels, but vermin to God!!

I'm A Lil Bit Country [train]
I'm A Lil Bit Country! As with every other train out there - drama will NOT be tolerated! 1. Fan each person below. 2. Rate their profile. (If you have rated their profile recently - rate one of their pictures) 3. Leave them a comment telling them you are riding this train. **You DO NOT need to add each person as a friend** When you have rated everyone message aGEM4life to be added to the list and for your tag to be made. Rate this folder of pics to receive your personal tag. Start with this one (and continue until the end of folder)... Your Host: Willie - Proud Owner of aGEM4life Maker of the Tags: ♊aGEM4life♊ [SinnersFamily-SBG-SpankersClub] ProudlyOwnedByWillie ~Wife of Ike~ The Riders: 1. Ladydy 2. HersheyK

Abunza Web Revolution
Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy Abunza is without a doubt the premier program on the net today connecting over 1500 people in 2 months to their income dreams in just the pre-launch phase. This is a top rated business and income opportunity and we are having a incredible time working this amazing program. You can too! With Abunza you have the ability to earn $997 per sale. There is a small monthly admin fee but you have the option to cover your monthly fees forever with another small payment if you choose. Abunza is a very solid program and has many " improvements" from other similar programs out there but has added some features that no other program has been able to offer which makes the program so unique. The biggest asset this business can offer to its distributors is the Bi-lingual aspect of this business, and also the professional dream team. Never has their been a online business that has the capability that Abunza has to capitalize on the over 103 million online

Contest Help Needed!
i am in a contest..if you wouldn't mind rating me? if not, thats cool and have a great day! but if you do, pls just scroll down and click my pic to rate me! ty again darlin!, and feel free to send some friends by to help out as well! Come show your favorite BADGIRL some love and support! All she needs is your votes! Help her become The Penthouse Lounge's PET OF THE MONTH! Simply click the picture below, and rate her, it's just that simple! Show your Dangerous Curves and SDMF sister all the love you can!! Voting starts tonight (3-23-09) and will stop at the end of the month, so rate and re-rate when you can!

April Fool Comment
Due to I'm on vacation in Gtmo,Cuba the Navy Base for a week or so . I'm working with a slow connection I thank everyone that leaves me a daily profile comment, but I'm working with a slow connection and unable to return the luv one by one so I'm going to try to leave a daily comment here for all my Fu-Friends to share.Pls remember to rate the blog and we both get credit Thanks miss ya'll. Myspace April Fools Day Comment Codes Movies Videos

America
Red blooded American!!! I believe the American Dream is for those who choose to attain it! Whether your Illegal, Homeless, or out of prison the choice is yours to change your life. That in itself is the dream! Being able to make good or bad choices, having the right to fight against anything you choose... including yourself! It's not about how much money you make, what you drive or how much you have, It's about what you can do for yourself and your country that makes a "Good American". Religion based our country on Love and compassion for diferent oppinions, yet the common ground has been lost with the abandonment of god, and the replacement of greed throughout the years. This country is OURS has everyone forgotten? We the people control our future, if *sheeple would come to see the truth! Where is the passion for our Ideals that made this country great? In this media excremental age having an opinion make you "WRONG", prooving our rights are slowly being eroded away.You are Ne

Liars
why do so many men lie to women? i just for the life of me cannot figure this out. if you arent intersted or have no interest in doing what you are going to say why fucking say you are? i am so tired of all the bullshit with men today i really might go back to bein a lesbian.

Zombies Ate My Brain
Ok.. so i go to walmart to get my friend a present because i loves her and stuff... i had 75 in cash.. and a debit card well i get there and then look in my wallet... don't see the debit card.. ok no big deal.. must have left them in my shorts sunday... will finish shopping tomorrow night.. get my 75 dollars worth of stuff and go away i get home... look in shorts.. NO CARD.. panic mode! decide to check my wallet again... there it is.. plain as day... MOTHERFUCKER! i blame it on the zombies... they ate my brain...

Life
go figure its lie gurl of ur dreams and fike finding 20 bucks and then getting a call and finding out u still owe 200 on ur laptop. kinda like gettin the gurl of ur dreams and findin out shes in luv wit ur boy. just ironic bullshit everyone seems to go thru. if ur life is like a walking time bomb and and u really just dont give a fuck hit me back cause this shit is just sumtimes too much to deal wit alone so holla at ur boy and tell me wats good

Easter Weedend Giveaway Participants
1 Mil Fubux GiveAway & 3 - 100k Consolation Prizes Ended 3am EST Monday Morning The Following FuS Followed Instructions & Left a Comment after Rating 475ct. Folder EZ Rate ECards Devil Doc nocturnal kitten Angel Kitty Dixie Diva Disciple ss Devil Dog Night Wolf Spring Night Stalker Cool Dude Brandywine Stormy 250k Fubux GiveAway & 2nd=100k & 30rd=50k Fubux Ended 3am EST Monday Morning The Following FuS Followed Instructions & Left a Comment after Rating 250ct. Folder EZ Rate ECards Devil Doc meanmistreated nocturnal kitten Angel Kitty Spring Night Stalker Nightwalker Dixie Diva Dj War Hittin Hard Huey Bartendar RubberxxDuckiez sO Fresh cooldude Brandywine Stormy The Following FuS Followed Instructions

Cause Living Makes Me Feel Ashamed
Sometimes I feel Like I wanna leave this place for goodUnder the groundI'll live down there without a soundAnd never hearThese hissing voices all the sameI'll disappearCausing living makes me feel ashamedI must believeThere's more above us and belowI must believeStranded with this bitch called hopeIt keeps me hearWhen all I wanna do is goIt keeps me here When all I wanna do is disappearIf this is itWhen all we have and ever willIf this is itTime is running out and standing stillI'll leave todayCause there's nothing left to keep me herrI'll fade awayI'll turn my back and disappearThe city movesLunges up right from the groundThe seething EarthIt opens up and spits us outThis vicious childNature never wanted usThis vicious childA cancer burning black into it's heartIf this is itWhen all we have and ever willIf this is itTime is running out and standing stillI'll leave todayCause there's nothing left to keep me hereI'll fade awayI'll turn my back and disappearSometimes I feelLike I wa

I Am Gathering The Family (juggalo & Letts)
listen up everyone who needs to care i am lookin for all juggalo family members. that includes juggalos and juggaletts. pass it on to ur friends everybody. facepaint or none family is family i want to bring everyone together. i am waiting,,,,,

Bluff
For some I have had the song Pokerface in my mind... Nor for the reason the song being, but for holding my head up and not letting people see my fear. Sure, a few that know me have called my bluff, but what can I say. I am scared to death of what is going to become in my life, I am scared of whats going to be. Before the future never had a chance to spook me as it does now. Still waiting on my old medical records, I called them today and they called me back to ask some further questions about when and where I had the procedure, so I know they are working on that. As far as the shelters, I am doing what I can by calling them weekly, at the same time praying for a miracle that they have room soon. Being in these types of situations similar before, I never had to these alone, at the time, I was married and using :( I never realized the breakdown on the mentality that this kind of shit carries :( Since I am no longer a vip, my page has died extremely, I know I am sure its just

High-pressure Job Saves Lives
High-pressure job saves lives When Steve Dyson decided to look for a new career, an event from his adolescence helped steer him to becoming a paramedic.“When I was about 14, we were riding in the car with my mom,” Dyson said. “When we got close to the house, we saw a wreck where someone had gone off into a ravine.”Dyson’s mother got out to help the driver and instructed her children to stay in the car.“So we were looking out the windows watching everything that was going on,” he said.Dyson’s mother helped bring the driver up the road while she waited for paramedics to arrive.“That was something I always remembered,” he said. “We always tried to help people when we could.”Years later, Dyson was working at the Rusken box plant and decided he wanted to do something different. He thought about becoming a paramedic, but he wasn’t sure he would be able to handle the pressure.“One day, a friend of mine at the

Kind Of An Update
Well there isn't much to really update one. I don't know why I'm doing this. But here goes nothing. I've been working like crazy. I've been so tired lately. I haven't really done much of anything. When I'm home I just want to rest. It's starting to suck. I need a few days off that I can actually rest with. My right foot has been bothering me for a few weeks now. It's kind of weird. It doesn't really hurt, but every time i touch it with something other than my hand it hurts. Just feels really tense. Hard to explain. Walking isn't bothering me, so I guess I'll be fine. Connor has missed 2 days of school now. He's sick. Not sure what's going on with him. He'll be going to to doctor today while I'm at work. He had a low grade fever yesterday, but not last night or this morning. Just coughing a lot and laying around the house. I really hope I don't get what he's got. I'll be going out of town next week. I don't want to be seeing my Dad and be sick.

Bye Forever
When you get hurt as bad I as did recently you have to reflect on things and wonder what is the cuase of it. Based on a voicemail that I received from a person that I can not live with out in my life. I have been a terrible person. Let her down tremendously. It gets worst. She will no longer talk with me or want to have anything to do with me. There is no reason for me to go into the details of everything as it doesnt really matter the result becuase I am looking for the cuase In my life my dad had tought me to be a sopporting and loving person. Always put another persons needs infront of yours. Good things till come to you. I though that I was doing that through life. But something must be wrong. Daily I find myself alone. THe friends that I do make leave me for one reason or another. Maybe its my perception on life. I have no idea. So becuase I can not figure it out and I am in a lot of mental pain i will be leaving you all. This page will be left up as a mememory i

Rangers 1972: Domestic Failures To European Heroes
Rangers 1972: Domestic Failures to European Heroes February 8, 2008 · By Editor · Filed Under Europe, Features, Legends, Rangers THE ROAD TO BARCELONA In the long and distinguished history of Rangers their biggest triumph probably came in the European Cup Winners Cup of 1972. In a period where Celtic were dominating Scottish football and had reached two European Cup Finals in four years, Rangers were trailing behind without a trace. In 1967, the same year of Celtic's legendary European Cup Win in Lisbon, the Cup Winners Cup offered Rangers salvation as they reached the final in Nuremberg which took place a week after Celtic's victory in Lisbon. However, in a tight match, Rangers cruelly lost a goal in extra time after a 0-0 draw in 90 minutes, Bayern's Franz Roth the scorer and they had yet again lost at the final hurdle of this competition for a second time. By the time the 1971/1972 season had come about thing were not going a lot better for Rangers as Celtic had

Today
Is it truely too much to ask for? Simple, basic things i expect out of life and out of people. Do what you say. Keep your promises. Be true to your word. Mean what you say. Then if it isnt much to ask, why is it so damn hard for people to follow it?

Gods Plan
PERFECTION IS A BITCH....BABYGIRL I UNDERSTAND.... IT'S GOTTA BE KINDA HARD TO BE YOU.... BEING THE BIGGEST PART OF GODS PLAN..... BUT HOW DO YOU MAINTAIN THAT ORBIT THAT THE WORLD SITS UPON......? IT HAS TO BE DIFFICULT....... TO BE THE ONLY GIRL THAT NEVER GETS IT WRONG...... I JUST DON'T GET THE FACT THAT EVERYTHING YOU DO COULD BE RIGHT.......AT TIMES I CAN'T RELAX I LOSE SLEEP AT NIGHT....... PONDERING THE INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF CORRECTNESS..... I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'RE AS PERFECT AS YOU THINK..... BUT BABYGIRL YOU ARE INFECTIOUS...... I CAN FO SHO SEE ACTIVITY IN YOUR NEUROCONNECTIONS...... SO AS THE WORLD REVOLVES SOLELY IN YOUR PRESENCE..... I CAN ONLY HOPE THAT I FIT IN THE COLLECTION OF DEBRIS LEFT IN YOUR WAKE......... BLESSED TO LOOK UPON YOUR FACE AT THOSE TIMES YOU TURN AWAY FROM THE SUN........ SO YOU KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME ANY TIME THAT YOU ARE SEARCHING....I'LL BE IN THE BACCGROUND IN YOUR SHADOW.........LURKING.......

Blinded By Rain
I aint got nothing to write aout today so I just pick a subject maybe a subject on I cant see the rain.what ever that means but I am gona go with the flow on this one.maybe someone wrote about it already I don’t know.whats ashanti’s rain song about ,I don’t kow but here I go in traditional poem style. Trying to see image of you in the sky and wondering how it will be But the holly ghost is in my makes me think I can see Loud noise interrupting my concentration from the sea Rain drop pours clouding and blurred my eyes, now Fake tear drops rolling down my neck and my side I cant see you now though I know your up in the sky ,now Warms voices of angels whisperring in my ears about the event to come and how many will die Blaming you for not seeing the images my mind seems to create is a disgrace

Lost Angel
Have you ever walked into a room,and witnessed a miracle?To see such grace, That your heart wants to stopbut races out of control. To fall into such a hole that is filled with such happiness.Yes, its true! An angel does exist. For I was touch by his presence.To be so captivated,No, im in awe! Such beauty, Why does his smile cause me to feel so weak?That Eyes that pierce my soul,His aura is so becoming.I feel that I am in a dream with every second im in his space. I wish to never close my eyes. For now my mind drifts and my soul reaches out to the sky. Suddenly- my eyes blink and truth bares itself to me again.I look and notice that I'd lost my dream once again.

To All My Friends
I wanted so say i am sorry to all my friends about not being around. Its had been a hectic time and i have needed time to myself to deal with things around here. I will try to come on and give everyon updates on how everything is going. Hope to see you all again soon. Take care everyone. BBG

What The Fuck Was Bob Talking About?
I had wondered for years. I mean, catchy but bothersome. What the fuck was Bob talking about? He’s dead. I can’t ask him. I’ll never know. But, fuck, somewhere, someone must know what the fuck he’s talking about. All codes are cracked. Enigma. Algebra. This one too. Finally, I saw a movie. Two guys wondered the same thing. I knew I wasn’t alone. This question had plagued man (probably not woman) since Bob first wrote it and THEY had an answer. Each one a different one. One of them was good. That’s it! From the grave, Bob was speaking to me! Suddenly, it was clear! I finally got it! Two days later I visited the chiropractor’s office and excitedly shared with Rion my new discovery. “Since the first time I heard the song ‘No Woman, No Cry’ I wondered what the fuck it meant. I’ve always wanted to know what Bob Marley was talking about and I finally got it! The other day I was watching a mov

Popularity Contest!
Fubar is pretty much a Popularity Contest.. and It's annoying! Just because Some people aren't Picture Whores, and Show off their Body, They don't get Paid any attention.. WTF Is that Fubar!! a Place for Friends.. I've lost more Friends, then Gained friends from this Place! But I guess it really doesn't Matter anymore Does it! Get the Fuck over the Popularity Bullshit! And Treat everyone the Same Fuckin Way!!!!!! Oh, and It's Also nice to Know how.. When you FAN someone.. They Don't FAN you back.. I am Fan's with Over 9,000 of you fucks who Haven't Fanned me back.. So... Whatever.. Shows That this place is "A PLACE FOR WHORES" Not a Place for Friends.. So.. Sorry to the Females who Don't FLASH their shit around to get Votes.. Cause, I'm one of Them..

Medicine Man Cancer Boy
I went to http://www.nemenhah.org and skimmed the site... I think they need to consider or find out the Organic Success Ratio compared to Radiation Treatment, and the Nemenhah Members consider an ELDER as the person RESPONSIBLE FOR THE SITUATION regardless of age. If a 10 year old is leading an old Blind-man, the 10 year old is the ELDER in this case. Therefore, the 13 year old tried KEMO... didn't like it, and has the right to ALTER the treatment because he is the ELDER(Person Responsible) for the quality of HIS OWN LIFE! It's VERY unfortuneate he has CANCER. He has the right to decide what treatment is right for him, as well as, according to Nemenhah Law, NOBODY OVERIDES THE PARENTS! Unless they are threating to physically MAME, or KILL, the children... They "may" be making a bad CHOICE, but that's not a crime... Todd OUT

It Sucks. Really. It Does
ok first off, i am by no means whatsoever a morning person. i am the definition of a night owl. usually out n about till 1-2 am and up till at least 3 or 4. had to get up at 7 to get showered and across town to the courthouse to report for jury duty by 8. got there, checked in and waited... and waited... and waited some more... till bout 11:15 when the judge and attourneys were ready for the group to go up and be questioned and eliminated and selected for the final 12 (out of 51) that would actually be on the jury. let us go for an hour and a half lunch from 12-1:30. got back and had to park in the overflow parking lot because the main juror parking lot fit all of 20 cars and waited some more, oh yes, there was waiting...and more waiting.... got back up to the judge n all them bout 2 and got questioned some more... didnt make the jury(oh what a shame $10 a day plus $0.55 per mile (13 miles each way) to miss out on my $13 an hour job) so they let me go around 4:15 and on top of all of i

My Lists
who i add to my family list?? i only add those friends who they truly like to chat to me and be my friends in realnot just a name on my list or their lists.who i add as my top frinds??those who are truly honest with them selves before being honest to me.who i fan??my family members and those who have unforgetable 38d+lolso to get on my friends list is easy be ur self and make sure u have the 38d+ to level up .lol thx for reading it anyway.

Love Me Like This, Teo
Love Me like This, Teo One, Two… kiss my waiting lips of sin. Three, Four… touch my body in ways to awaken the fire within me. Five, Six… touch my erect nipples like they belong to you forever. Seven, Eight… give me some sweet delight. Nine, Ten… run your fingers up my thigh till you touch my sweet place. One, Two…tease me with your haunting eyes and wicked tongue. Three, Four…possess me like your own me. Five, Six…make my body surrender to your will like my heart and soul has already done. Seven, Eight…whisper words of allurement where I have no more will to resist your wicked ways. Nine, Ten….unzip my dress and let the sin begin. One, Two…turn off the lights. Three, Four….lock the door and take the phone off the hook. Five, Six….let our hearts become one. Seven, Eight….show me things that I have never dare to do with man. Nine, Ten….take all of me now before I explode. One, Two…run your hands about my bra and drop it to the floor. Three, Four…. suck on my nip

Psycho B
It's the explosive new interview you have to watch. Speaking with brutal candor, Octo-Mom Nadya Suleman reveals a bombshell to her best friend, and only RadarOnline.com can show you their intimate conversation. In this brand new story, Nadya reveals --for the first time -- how she coerced the father of her 14 children to be the sperm donor, and that he was extremely upset when he learned she had frozen his sperm to keep having kids. "I screwed myself. I screwed up my life and I screwed up my kid's lives. What the heck am I going to do?", Nadya says as she dines Wednesday night with her best friend at The Melting Pot, a fondue restaurant in Brea, California near her home in La Habra, Calif. In another candid statement, Nadya says "I have to pretend I don't regret it." Nadya also reveals that every day, her older children ask about their father, whose identity remains a mystery. "He's just afraid. He's hiding," says Suleman. "He'll lose everything". In past interviews, Nadya has d

The Bomb List
Ok Next time i have an Active fuBomB i want to have a lit ready.... So Here is your chance... Copy and paste a link to Your BomB Folder in a comment and i will be sure to include Your Folder the Next Time I Bomb. So It is Really Up to you :) I will BomB my Family 1st, then my Fu-Friends who have BomBed me... then Ill follow this List :) So feel Free to BomB me and move up in the List :)

Just Alittle About Me Blog #1
I used to write a blog on my myspace account most everyday. Now I'm never on myspace, so i've decided to move it here. Anywho. I'll tell you alittle about Mia you may or may not know. I am a single mother of one 3 yr old boy , Tony. He also suffers from Autism. So at this point in my life, I work 24-7 365 Days with my son. Hence why I'm on the computer all the time. We don't get out as much as normal ppl can. Yep, I am single. Right now its by choice. Guess you can say I've got sick of looking and finding the wrong ones. Time for a break I think. If I'm not all flirty. This is the reason why. Alright, Alittle fu background on me. I've been a Dj at probably at 15 differant lounges. Including my own "The Rejects" Since July 2008. Presently I am a Dj Manager for Snake Eyes Radio (June 2009). Which I do have to say. This is the best lounge I have worked for by far. Plus the bunch is the best group of nut nuts I've ever met online. Oh before I started the whole

Help My Friend Helena Level Up!! :-)
Please take a moment and visit my wonderful friend Helena! Here is her profile: http://www.fubar.com/user/3112952 We both began our Fubar adventures around the same time.. and have been meeting so many great people and having such a fantastic time together! Helena has been such an encouragement to me and always has something beautiful to leave on my profile.. I know her time is very precious yet she does such precious things with it! She deserves much more than I can give... So I am asking upon my friends ~ and strangers we have not yet met ~ to take just a little time and say Hi!! Brighten our days and help us up a couple levels in the process? We would love that so much! Such a dear and beautiful friend!! Won't you please stop and http://www.fubar.com/user/3112952 visit her profile ~ look at the wonderful pictures in her galleries? I know she would appreciate a profile comment! She truly deserves a little bling or for certain a VIP! Thank you so much Helena for being such a w

The Tragic Story
They say beauty is wasted on the insane and deranged. Not a day goes by without the wish, that it was all a lie. Self control is given no quarter and here comes another mood swing, once again, my emotions control me. Once again, rage is king and depression reigns supreme. The depths of empathy and failure have succumbed to my misery and with the desperate throbs of passion I have chosen this ultimate path, in which I find the answers to deny the future of all my sanity. None of this makes sense and with knowing that sad, sick, statistic I have overruled my boundaries. One second I find myself immensely and utterly madly happy... The the next I am drunken off my own sadness and morbidness, with tears and cries and screams of doubt rushing through my empty soul and lost for words on how I feel. No one even begins to understand what exactly I feel, it all makes perfect sense in my fucked up ill mind. But the truth is... It doesn't... It never does... And it never will. I swept the ocean

Damn It's Been A While...
Wow, it's been YEARS since I last logged on here *blushes* Looking back over my last few posts... I got the job that I previously wrote about, and have been there for two years now :) I quite enjoy it, so that's always good :) The girl from Boston that I previously wrote about is now my fiance. We've been engaged for about 18 months, and have been dating for three years. We plan to get married next year, so I'm looking forward to it :) The plan for the moment is that we'll get married here in Australia and live here for a while, then look at moving somewhere else in the world. Life is good, I'm happy. If you read this, PLEASE comment - keep me coming back!

For The Women Broken By Love
Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, I only want to be your friend, one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute. Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught shit from our parents, and even snuck around to see him for a while. We went through the great stage with no

T-t
sometimes its hard to think of the future and how it will happen or what will happen with yourself somedays it seems great the next day it seems like everything that just happened is going back to how it was before, being alone all the time is sometimes great at others times makes one wonder why it seems that now at this point in life we are alone. no one to talk to no one to see no one to hold or kiss.

Ugh...
Anyone feel like following me around all day and smacking me every time I try to stuff my fat face? Seriously....I was more than happy to sit in the pool w/ the kids today because I'd be weightless for a little while and my kids already call me fat mom so I wasn't afraid of them seeing me in my suit. I was almost in tears this morning because my eating has gotten out of hand...Yet, I still stocked up on crappy ass foods at the store earlier....I think my metabolism is defective...

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1. whats your name spelt backwards?YTSIRHC2. What did you do last night?TALK TO MY FRIENDS 3. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?MUSIC4. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?yup5. Last time you swam in a pool?yesterday6. What are you wearing?tSHORTS AND TANK7. How many cars have you owned?08. Type of music you dislike most?opera9. Are you registered to vote?NO10. Do you have cable?yeah11. What kind of computer do you use?DESKTOP12. Ever made a prank phone call?yeah13. You like anyone right now?yeah duh14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?HELL YEA I DO I WANT TO DO BOTH15. Furthest place you ever traveled?CANADA AND TEXAS16. Do you have a garden?NO17. What's your favorite comic strip?IDK 18. Do you know all the words to the national anthem?yes19. Shower, morning or night?WHENEVER20. Best movie you've seen in the past month?the hangover21. Favorite pizza toppings?OLIVES AND SASAUGE22. Chips or popcorn?chips23. What cell phone provider do you have?DONT HAVE ONE RIG

Transformersrevenge Of The Fallen
this movie was fucking awsome much better then the first i'am going to show how much of a nerd i'am by telling who was in the movie soundwave,devastor,megatron,starscream, sideways, ravage, scopinox thats all the bad guys i can rember. prime, mudflap,sideswipe, jetfire. story line was way better if it doesn't pull in more the the last one i will be shocked. i will definately buy this when it comes out.i'll have to pick up a few of the toys when i get the chance.

Randomly Jotted Down
I see the spark maybe its muted to some but in my head and my heart its shines incandesent lost in the tribulations dysphoria lost but not gone hidden well disguised to all select few allowed behind the facade but i see i see illumination vehemence benevolence fervor inumerable things to behold veiled to most but i see......... the radiance

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New Poker Site
I switched poker sites because Pokerstars is wack yo. I switched to Sportsbook.com poker. It had really good reviews and is actually just for American players which is extremely rare. I really like it so far... If anyone wants to play(give me their money), my screen name is WhorePoker.

Fantasy N...
Choc-litsweeter than Hersheysbetter than M&M'slast longer than an all day suckerdive into this choclit let it consume ulet it melt ova ulet it cover uthick, rich, creamymilk choc-litsmooth to the touchdesirable, wanting, needingam i urfantasy girlam i urchoc-lit covered fantasy

Panic!!!
Its a gorgeous morning..birds are chirping sun is shining. Had a cup of coffee and decided to go for a walk. retrieving my MP3 player and lacing up my sneakers I stretch for a minute and head out singing along with my favorite rage songs. I'm about a half mile away from home when a little white car slows down and stops next to me. Two of the guys working on the road are in it. "There's a guy up there on the side of the road, ma'am, he doesn't look too good." I smile and think hmmm...maybe Brian is out doing yardwork. But the guy says, "He has a beard and he don't look right in the head" Now I could have turned around and rerouted my decided trek and shortened it or I could just tread along and be on the look out for this strange man. I live in the country. Its tiny town USA. You rarely see a soul outside unless they are driving by and you can walkfor miles between cars sometimes. Just depends on the road you choose to walk on. Well I thanked the men for giving me the heads up and con

It Was An Honest Mistake...
My wife slipped into a coma about 7months ago. There has been little to no signs of her improving, until a few days ago. Her new nurse had called me and said I needed to come to the hospital as soon as possible. When I got to the hospital, she pulls me to the side and says "While I was giving your wife a bath, I noticed her monitor started to react when I was washing close to her genitals. Her breathing picked up, her heart rate and pulse increased, she was responding well to the interaction. Im not sure how to say this properly, so Im just gonna come out and say it... I think oral sex will help wake your wife from the coma" Obviously, I love my wife, so I said I would do whatever it takes to wake her. The nurse said she would give me time, and stand guard outside the door so I wasnt interuppted. And sure enough, heart monitor reacted to it. The thing was beep, beep, beeping like crazy... then it went beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep... She flatlined, the nurse ran in frantically asking w

Lyrics To Song Carpe Noctem
Tanz der Vampire - Carpe Noctem (Seize the Night)Lyrics:Vampire 1:Come with me and bless the night !Let the darkness be your salvation.Curse the day ! Escape the light !Break of chains of imagination !Come with me and seize the night !Nows the time for some insperation !Leave the day and lose the light,No taboos, only new sesations !Vampire 2:In the shadows of the city ???? A hero's waiting for the call !And all the devils are waking up.And all the angels start to fall.Vampires 1 & 2:In the shadows of the cityWe're dying for a thrill !We're going out over the edge !We're moving in for the kill !Vampire Group 1:You've got to curse the day.Its nothing but a merciless light, So open up your armsAnd then you get down on your kneesYou suck in all the darknessAnd you ready now to seizeSeize the night !Seize the night !Vampire Group 2:Dies irae, Kyrie. Libera me, Domine !Dies irae, Kyrie. Requiem da, Domine !Dies irae, Kyrie. Libera me, Domine !Dies irae, Kyrie. Requiem da, Domine !*Dies ira

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Yay will be a lucky day 09-09-09 (or 9/9/9) and here is my wish list for you to take in to consideration when thinking what to treat me to on here :) (1) HAPPY HOUR (if you really love me) (2) 1000 credit bling pack (3) AUto 11 (4) Bomb (5) VIP renewal (if required) (6) Keep me shit faced from the 8/9 to the 10/9 One or all of the above will be most appreciated - and of course levellation to Godfather will be iminant :) KISSES TO YOU ALL

Promise Never To Untie
The tender words are spokenEach body and soul baredTold secrets over endless daysOften doing more than daredNew world beyond my doorWith intrigued and intensityNow we have shared our heartsA bond now made it permanentlyFacing our days made easierDespite any type of weatherEach other's heart felt deeplyBoth happy we stuck togetherIt took us little time and effortThe bonding as strong as glueI now promise never to untieThe strings I have tied with youThe understanding of each otherBreaths to take, we breathe the airAs the relationship interchangesKnowing our loving hearts are thereNow we are never left on the outsideLovingly enter each others domainSmiling. laughing and forever teasingBut forever friends we then became

Writing
Ok I have pretty much decided that someone has stolen my binder with alot of my writing in it. Pisses me off but I will get over it.....Soon I will be posting poetry on here that I myself have written. if you like it give me props if you love it just leave an OMG if you hate it just say I have seen better.

Everything I Need To Know, Came From Noah's Ark
Noah's Ark Everything I need to know, I learned from Noah's Ark . ONE: Don't miss the boat. TWO: Remember that we are all in the same boat! THREE: Plan ahead. It wasn't raining when Noah built the Ark. FOUR: Stay fit. When you're 60 years old, someone may ask you to do something really big. FIVE: Don't listen to critics; just get on with the job that needs to be done. SIX: Build your future on high ground. SEVEN: For safety's sake, travel in pairs. EIGHT: Speed isn't always an advantage.. The snails were on board with the cheetahs. NINE: When you're stressed, float awhile. TEN: Remember, the Ark was built by amateurs; the Titanic by professionals. ELEVEN: No matter the storm, when you are with God, there's always a rainbow waiting.

Work Tonight!!!!! ( Growls )
I go back to work tonight after being off since APril.First thing she hits me with is the smoking place has changed. They suppose to of fined her for smoking out front .. Not too forsure on that one.oh and get this....She said the state told her you get 1 ... Now 1 .. 10 minute break every eight hourswho the fuk does she think she is, and who the fuk does the think she's kidding? Second of all I am suppose to clock out before going outside to smoke, and then clock back in and it will be held out of my pay?? ( I THINK NOT ) Third of all... I'm not going to get paid but on Mondays.two days after I'm threw for the week( I THINK NOT ) I was asked to come back for the bowlers.. at $7.25 an hour and to put up with the bull shit that I have to put up with I think I'm better offStaying right where I was at home.I"m going in later this evening to speak with her about all of these issues. Like me or not I'm head strong .and I hate being lied too in ever aspect of being lied too.I smoke big

Just Wondering
I was looking through some old pix, and found some of me and the last... whatever she was. She was in and outta of my life for 4yrs, 6months at a time. I havent spoken to her in a few months and I think she got the point that I want it to stay that way. But looking at some of those pix... kinda hurted a bit. Is it even worth keeping them? I mean eventually all the memories from the pix all lead down the same road...

The G-spot
How to find your G-spot We have all heard about the G-spot but many of us do not know where it is and how to reach it. Today I will help you find out where to find the G-spot and how to handle it. First thing you may want to do is to trim you nails so that you won't scratch or even cut the inside of your vagina. According to Silverberg (2006) one thing that you must not do is to put performance pressure on yourself. You may not find the G-spot right of the spot. It may even take you a long time to learn how to achieve orgasm. Don't forget that many women do not have orgasms so you are not the only one out there if you don't reach an orgasm. Now let's begin. http://friendlyhelp.jimdo.com/articles/

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Alright folks, it's time for the feelings to be put out there and my issues need to be addressed tonight. For those who knew me, or who I told about this, my aunt Kathy took her own life via overdose on August 14, 2007. This Friday marks 2 years. Since August 21, 2007, I've held a bit of a grudge against my aunt Mary over Kathy's suicide. Why? The fact is that my aunt Kathy maybe wouldn't have killed herself, in my opinion, if my aunt Mary hadn't been stealing from Kathy. Sure, there were other factors...but it's been my belief that Mary was the main factor. As such, I've basically for two years labeled Mary a murderer. Her involvement may not have actually BEEN direct, but to me it may as well have been. I don't know what the final straw was. Maybe it was the man she liked, rejecting her yet again. Maybe it WAS aunt Mary. Regardless, all I know is that for two years I've held on to these feelings of hurt and betrayal...of disgust...and of hate. But no more. That ends here a

My Mom's Surgery
My mom is having surgery for breast cancer on Friday and Im scared. She means more to me that I could possible express with words. I cant help but think of all the years I caused her and my whole family so much grief wth my drug abuse in the 90s and how she and my dad were the parents to my daughter that I should've been. She is the best possible mother anyone could hope for but Im not the son she deserves. I really hoped to be able to provide for my parents before my daughter ever turned 18 but Im still depending on them and it shames me. If I spend the rest of my life trying to be as good to them as they have been to me and my daughter it would be a life well spent because they deserve so much than I can give. I just had to try to put this to words

Big Ed
Big Ed aka Penn Writre was a loving husbandA devoted and true friendHe lived his life to the utmost fullestHe will be missed from each dayHis glowing smile will forever be burned into usHe brought life to every place he wasEvery memory of his life will be treasuredFrom the heart ache to the greatest joysHe will forever be watching over his heartIn his passing those in his heart will celebrate his lifeIn Memory of Penn Writre aka Big Ed

One Is The Loneliest Number
Tag a bunch of people, answer each with one word. Cept the three word ones. Erm...yeah. Where is your cell phone....................Desk Your hair.......................................Messy' Your father....................................Dunno Your favorite thing............................Music Your dream last night.........................Vivid Your favorite drink............................Coke Your dream/goal...............................Happiness The room you are in...........................Kitchen Your fear........................................Unloved Where do you want to be in 6 years........Happy Muffins..........................................7-11 One of your wish list items...................Stuff Where you grew up............................Brooklyn The last thing you did...........................Burped What are you wearing..........................Smile Your TV...........................................Inside Your pets..............................

Children
Children Children are fascinating characters in dreams because they reflect so honestly our own thoughts and feelings. Children are often afraid of what is worth being feared, have deeply held senses of right and wrong and show reckless abandon in both likes and dislikes. To dream of being befriended by a child can be a complex event. If you know the child in waking and dreaming, this may reflect a wish-fulfillment or projection. If you do not know the child from your waking life, he or she may be a reflection of yourself at a particular time in your past. The main puzzle piece to discern is the nature of your activity and relationship with the child. Parenting a child can also be a simple wish-fulfillment dream or something more complex. Parenting a child may be a way that your brain is working out some difficulty in your own relationship to your parents or another relationship of responsibility. Parenting can also be a power projection dream. There may be a relationship in you

Hooooaaaahhhhhhh Shown The Military Some Love
*Dear Civilians, 'We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance:* 1. The next time you see any adults talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem - kick their rear.2. When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest - kick their rear.3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second.Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great.. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their rear!4. (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you were. Wearing battle dress uniforms (BDUs) or

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THE SPOILED UNDER-29 CROWD!!! If you are 29 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were. When they were growing up; what with walking Twenty-five miles to school every morning.... Uphill... Barefoot... BOTH ways Yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that wh

I Am Nathanial.
Well Hello there, Long time no talk huh... well that’s not true you have not had the pleasure of meeting me. I am Nathanial, I don’t like this term but one has to use what one has been given... I am Wolfie’s alt his other personality if you must, I am darker then he is that’s for sure... I don’t really care about you or what you think of what I’m writing I am just bored! He chooses the wrong times to let me out of my cage... always when his dear friends are offline so I cannot talk to them and see how their insides tick. He doesn’t like talking about me but I hear everything he does and I see it all too I know you all so well such nice little toys to play with but no... No he just wants to be gentle with you all for fear of braking you... what a waste, he has so much potential for dark and hatful acts but controls himself more then I would ever do. I’m rambling I know but what else is there to do? My past is everywhere memories of fire a

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Lafayette: Excuse me. Who ordered the hamburger, with AIDS?Redneck: I ordered the hamburger deluxe.Lafayette: In this restaurant, the hamburger deluxe comes with french fries, lettuce, tomato, mayo, and AIDS. Do anybody have a problem with that?Redneck: Yeah, I'm an American and I got say in who makes my food.Lafayette: Well baby, it's too late for that. Faggots been breeding your cows, raising your chickens, even brewing your beer alone even before I walked my sexy ass up in this mother fucker. Everything on your god damned table got AIDS.Redneck: You still ain't making me eat no AIDS burger.Lafayette: Well all you gotta do is say hold the AIDS. Here...*Lafayette picks up one of the hamburger buns and licks it.*Lafayette: Eat it.*Lafayette pushes the bun onto the redneck’s face and punches him.*Lafayette: Bitch, you come in my house you’re gonna eat my food the way I fucking make it! Do you understand me?*Lafayette takes the redneck’s plate and dumps the food into hi

Season Premiers Tonight
Bones(Fox) 5th season premiereSurvivor (CBS) 19th season premiereExtreme Cuisine with Jeff Corwin (Food) series premiereFringe (Fox) 2nd season premiere W00T!The Office (NBC) 6th season premiere W00T!Community (NBC) series premiereIt's Always Sunny In Philadelphia (FX) 5th season premiere That's all, now go fuck yourselves.

Tha Mind
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Disgusted!!
You know what really just pisses me off and gets under my skin?!..Is the people in the place I live have the courage to murder a man that has fought for their freedom. This man of honor was murdered and stuffed in his own trunk! It disgust me that someone could actually do that to him, or anyone at that matter. The man was a fighter for this country, the land of the free. The land that should be safe for all of us to live in. No one deserves such a death, especially the people that are trying to save this country! I honestly hope they catch this so called "man" that did this. To me he's not a "man" at all, he's a coward! For him to have the luxury of living another day, not behind bars, with the ability to his family or friends is a disgrace to me! For any man or women to come home to a place they love, a place they call home, and get murdered on the streets they protect is just totally out of respect for any part of the military, and out of respect for this country! I'm just totally D

If You Don't Already Know ...
IF YOU DON'T ALREADY KNOW .... DRAGON MISTRESS IS BACK!! NOW GOING BY THE NAME SWEET ENIGMA. AT ONE TIME SHE HAD A VERY BIG FAN/RATE/ADD "TRAIN" GOING ON HERE AND IS NOW STARTING IT BACK UP AGAIN. SWEET ENIGMA IS A "LEGEND" ON FUBAR AND TOP RANKING MEMBER ALSO. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN GAINING MORE RATES, FANS, AND MEETING MORE FRIENDS ... CHECK OUT HER BLOG ON HER NEW TRAIN SHE WILL BE DOING. IF YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN ON A "TRAIN" BEFORE, YOU WANT TO BE ON IT ASAP AND NOT WAIT. HERE IS THE LINK TO HER BLOG http://fubar.com/blog/310064/1065912 *~*Sweet ENIGMA*~*@ fubar

Guys Read This
I know all you guys think I want to know that you think my boobs are hot, my ass is hot and you think I want to know that you want to cum on my tits. Well I have been told a million times how great my tits are and such and after oh about 800 thousand times it gets rather old. I had to make my nsfw private because I got sick of the perverted and disrespectful comment. And believe me I dont want your fuckin cum on my tits so spare me the visual. I am not a lesbo i do like men very much but I am no whore. I prefer sex within a relationship. I pick my partners for not just physical reasons but other reasons as well. I like personality, intelligence, and I love a gentlmen. Oh and holding a conversation is a MUST. Telling me your cock is HUGE does NOTHING but turn me off COMPLETELY. Talk to me about other things besides sex. DO NOT DISCUSS SEX WITH ME AT ALL you will pretty much turn me off and ruin any chances you have with me if you are interested. I am so sick of the shallow

Who The Hell Do You Think That You Are?
WHO THE HELL DOES SOME ASSHOLE THINK THAT THEY ARE TO JUMP IN MY SHOUTBOX AND START BITCHING THEY DONT LIKE MY STATUSES OR THAT I CHANGE THEM TOO MUCH WHEN THEIR DAMN STATUS BEGS FOR BLINGS, VIP, BLASTS, AUTO 11S AND CHERRY BOMBS? WHILE I MIGHT BE A BIT SILLY AND I MIGHT BE A BIT EXCESSIVE WITH STATUS CHANGES, AT LEAST MY STATUS SAY SOMETHING OTHER THAN IM A FUCKING FU-WHORE. NOW... SINCE SOME RETARD THAT CANT FIND THE REMOVE BUTTON DECIDED TO GO AND PISS ON MY DAMN PARADE AND TRY TO TELL ME IT WAS RAIN... ANYONE THAT DONT LIKE MY STATUSES OR HOW AND WHEN I CHANGE THEM... FEEL FREE TO REMOVE ME BECAUSE MORE THAN LIKELY I WONT EVEN MISS YOU FUCKING ASS. NOW... huggies and smoochies~

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Me
My sweet and sexy friends...I went away to Roatan an island off of Honduras a couple of weeks ago...I loved it so much that I am going back again for about a week or so, I am leaving early Monday morning...I will try to come on here and have a little Fu-fun if I can...If, I can't than we will chat when I get back the week of the 19th of Oct...I loved all the attention I received the last time I was away, please do repeat and I thank you all very much!...You can leave me Fu-Mail to let me know that you did repeat so I can too when I get the chance...I will miss YOU!!!...Lots of Kisses n Hugs from me to you, Gemma

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Greeters Start
These are tips for how we like to have people greeted in After Dark. These are not rules per se, but meerly suggestions as to how to kepp the crowd in AD and keep the lounge fun....Most Lounges Expect Their Greeters to do Nothing but Say "Hi" to a Person upon Entering the Lounge.IN After Dark we not only want our greeters to greet, but also our promoters, enforcers and DJ's. The Goal is to make everyone feel welcome, and make AD a place where people will want to come back.A Good Greeter Will:#1: NOT only Say Welcome to a Person that Enters the Lounge, but will make them FEEL Welcome.#2: Thank a Person When They Buy a Round. Maybe Try To Start a Conversation ABOUT That Round or Favorite Drinks. Example: Every Time Someone Buys a drink... reflect back to a time you had at a bar or something...#3: Make A Person Feel That They Are Wanted in After Dark, Not Only Because it's What Good Greeters DO, But Because that Person IS Wanted in After Dark. When a person says they are leaving, a "Hurry

Keys And Rings
I get the keys to my new place tonight... going to start moving some of my things in tomorrow... blah i sooo don't want to do this... on another note... my husband didn't wear his wedding ring today... i was going to continue to wear mine.. but now i don't know what to do... Any ideas?

Im In Need Of Help
IM IN A CONTEST AND NEED YOUR HELP FIRST PERSON TO GET 3000 RATES WINS PRIZE IS: AUTO 11 OR CHERRY BOMB 12 CREDIT BLING PACK & A 3 DAY BLAST HERE IS A LIST OF WAYS YOU CAN HELP ME rates = 1 rate 20 comments = 1 rate 1 credit bling = 15 rates ticker = 25 rates then bonus for rating contest folder leave a comment on first pic if you send the host bling,ticker or rate folder make sure to put my name (Teresa) on it or I will not get credit for it thank you all...muah CLICK ON PIC

Empty Shores
Where the brush grows thick,Where the water laps the shore,Where the thin wind parts the grassesWhispering through them 'Nevermore'There the willows weep in silenceFor the souls that passed before,The stars upon the waterWhisper softly 'Nevermore'Clouds have shuttered fast the moonlight,The silence falls once more,Then the thin wind through the grassesMoans across the empty shore. Poem By TammyC.

Robert Whiting
Robert Whiting, an elderly gentleman of 83, arrived in Paris by plane. At French Customs, he took a few minutes to locate his passport in his carry on. "You have been to France before, monsieur?" the customs officer asked sarcastically. Mr. Whiting admitted that he had been to France previously. "Then you should know enough to have your passport ready." The A merican said, 'The last time I was here, I didn't have to show it.." "Impossible. Americans always have to show your passports on arrival in France !" The American senior gave the Frenchman a long hard look. Then he quietly explained, ''Well, when I came ashore at Omaha Beach on D-Day in 1944 to help liberate this country, I couldn't find a single Frenchmen to show a passport to." You could have heard a pin drop.

I Said I Wouldn't...and I Kind Of Am.
1. I'm not as "good" as people tend to think. 2. I'm not as classy as a certain friend thinks. 3. Look at my status. That's exactly how I am. 4. I say that things don't bother me, most of the time I'm lying. 5. There are only 3 people, that I can think of right off the top of my head, that I can not lie to. 6. I've got nothing else.....i love my friends.

What Should I Do?
there's this girl.ill call her. dawn... weve been talking for 7 months.shes in arizona im in the navy in virginia. we started talking she had a bf. she was talking to some guy in texas. she was talking to me. her boyfriend is a douche bag. cheated on her 3 different times. she takes him back. she calls me crying a few times. he cheats on her again she decides to break up. they still live together, share a car, sleep together(who knows), hang out, drink with friends, movies. etc. she was going to meet the guy in texas, she and the douche bag talked her out of it. we started talking more. we use to talk on the phone every day for hours or text. she use to call me before work. get to work then text me. call me on lunch, call me as she drove home. she began looking for new places to live i always played around with the idea she could move in with me. i use to say i love her, she said i was crazy, because weve never met we really didnt know each other. i told her what ive learned about her

Love >>>>>>
I will cover you with love when next I see you, with caresses, with ecstasy. I want to gorge you with all the joys of the flesh, so that you faint and die. I want you to be amazed by me, and to confess to yourself that you had never even dreamed of such transports.... When you are old, I want you to recall those few hours, I want your dry bones to quiver with joy when you think of them.

Coc
Welcome to Everyone & glad to see you all here. 1. All 2nd alrm Hottie Prospects must have a verified salute & a minimun " 10 new pics " of yourself 2. All Hotties Must Be Female ( no exceptions ) 3. Must sign the COC ( code of conduct ) agreement below as a comment of "I AGREE " inorder to be placed into voteing procedure. 4. Shout Box & Fu Mail must be open to all Officers for communications . ( Profile can't be set to friends only for this purpose unless all Officers are made friends ) 5. 2nd Alarm Hotties Homepage must be added to Your Family while being considered a Prospect & remain in your family after admittance. FireChief (Founder) must be added to your family as well but doesn't have to be in the top 7 . Just as long as he's in family so that he can contact you at anytime when needed . Also your Team Leader to be added to your top friend so they can contact you at anytime also .

Inventory By Nick G.
The day we wait for Is when we count And when we get yelled at For the wrong amount Counting here From left and right Miscounting items That are out of sight Oh my gosh this is So fun When there’s 3 item numbers Just for one Procedure’s here Procedure’s there With all these procedures

Gradual Incline
The parralllel transicities of the universes in my head would puzzle even the most educated of men. The gradual incline from world to world would throw even einstien. The many hardships in my conciuos existence have manifested many more. and my undieing love has created one so beautiful one could not even comprehend

Message From My Friend From My Yearbook
"To have someone love you, for who you are is, a blessing from God. To be able to love unconditionaly, is a gift from God. To have the one person in your life that makes you complete, is a piece of heaven. To have all three in the same person, is priceless."

I Think This Will Be Funny
im planning on doing a youtube video of me and two of my friends daceing to party in the usa by hanna mantana cause my daughter drives me crazy with all the shit i bought her. she has a pen that sings and a card that also sings... she thinks it will be funny to watch me make a fool of myself but i think it will embarrass her when she gets older and her friends she it lol

Our Love Takes My Breath Away
SOMETIMES OUR LOVE TAKES MY BREATH AWAY, I WOULD BE JUST SITTING HERE DOING SOMETHING AND ALL OF A SUDDEN I WOULD HAVE A THOUGHT OF YOU. IT AMAZES ME HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU. WAS SITING HERE CHATTING AND LOL MULTI TASKING AND JUST HAD TO STOP FOR SECOND BECAUSE YOU CROSSED MY MIND. MY SWEET MAN WITH ALL YOU DO FOR ME AND YOU STILL SAY U ARE SIMPLY YOU NOTHING SPECIAL. TO ME YOU ARE THE CAFFINE IN MY COKA COLA. JUST LIKE WITHOUT WHATS THE POINT OF THE COKE LOL NOT WORTH MUCH. WITHOUT YOU IM OK BUT WITH YOU IM COMPLETE A LOT BETTER AND MUCH MORE ME. WHY I NEVER STARTED BLOGING ABOUT YOU OR STUFF LOL IM GOING TO DRIVE YOU NUTS WITH THEM. SO MUCH TO SAY. WHAT EQUALY AMAZES ME IS THAT YOU LOVE ME AND I BELIEVE IN THAT LOVE. I TRULY BELIEVE THAT TOGETHER WE CAN AND WILL BE AMAZING IN A WAY THAT NEITHER OF US COULD BE APART OR WITH ANYONE ELSE. PEOPLE TELL ME "SOUL MATE" DOES NOT EXSIST. HELL I WOULD SAY IT MYSELF NOT LONG AGO. BUT BABY YOU ARE MY "SOUL MATE" I TELL YOU ALL THE TI

Hidden
It twists and turns Getting rid of all the moisture But it's not water It's my lifeforce Being drained from my body Dripping away slowly with each drop My mind is blank My heart ripped in two As I finally realize That all I have is me No true friend No true love No one to be there Nothing but darkness That small light of hope Is no longer there Blown out carelessy As I'm left to myself I pull up my shoulders And put on a fake smile So that you don't know You think i look fine But there's an invisible knife Sticking straight through my heart

Winter Solstice Festivals - Ancient Celebrations Of The Return Of The Sun Throughout The World
Ancient cultures, so many of them dependent upon agriculture, celebrated major festivals on or around the day of the Winter Solstice.We may no longer know it, but the majority of festivals mark the seasonal cycle. In the old days, farmers relied on the festival calendar to tell them when to plant, harvest, and store food for winter. The slow death of nature drew attention to the human dead. As daylight diminished, the ancient peoples wondered: would the sun return, would there ever come another Spring?The pivotal moment was the Winter Solstice. It is the shortest day of the year, when the arc of the sun against the sky is the lowest. To help the sun ascend again, most ancient cultures devised rituals and ceremonies.It is not clear when humans realized what the solstice was and when it occurred. The Neolithic grave at Newgrange in Ireland, built c. 3200 BC (thus predating Stonehenge 3 I, dated to c. 2600 BC) is a solstice timekeeper: at dawn on the day of the Winter Solstice, the sunlig

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
President Barack Obama took office in January 2009 facing the country's biggest economic crisis since the Second World War. Obama and Democratic Party leaders have suggested an economic stimulus package to confront the crisis. This package, they say, will save or create over three million U.S. jobs and provide most Americans with tax cuts. In the longer term, Obama says his plan will stimulate vital sectors of the economy such as energy and health care, making U.S. firms more competitive internationally. When Democratic lawmakers first introduced stimulus legislation in early 2009, they presented a bill with a price tag of $825 billion, though many analysts say the total cost of the plan will likely increase as it makes its way through Congress. The package comes amidst a global wave of stimulus spending, and if it succeeds in pulling the U.S. economy from recession, economists say, the positive impact could be felt around the world. Yet experts also see a number of ways the plan could

Love Me
I'am confident and scared, terrified and excited, I'am loving, and caring, and thoughtful and hopeful. Iam sick and tired. Iam shy and friendly, and careful and careless. Iam broken and iam whole. Iam misunderstood,misguided, and mislead. Iam hardworking and determined, but a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray and cry my tears. I smile on the outside, while im dying on the inside. I listen to others who wont listen to me. I walk on eggshells, and i walk on fire. I bieleive in passion and true love, ill love oyu and push you away. Iam everything and nothing all at once and all i want is for someone to love me!

Fuck Fubar
what the fuck cant i delete my fuckin page i dont want to be on here but everytime i try to delete it the fuckin bouncer id guy wont let me even when i type in the right letters its fuckin stupid and im gonna keep talkin shit until i get help fuck this place

Soldiers Poem
For all the free people that still protest. You're welcome. We protect you and you are protected by the best. Your voice is strong and loud, but who will fight for you? No one standing in your crowd. We are your fathers, brothers, and sons, wearing the boots and carrying guns. We are the ones that leave all we own, to make sure your future is carved in stone. We are the ones who fight and die, We might not be able to save the world, Well, at least we try. We walked the paths to where we are at and we want no choice other than that. So when you rally your group to complain, take a look in the back of your brain. In order for that flag you love to fly wars must be fought and young men must die. We came here to fight for the ones we hold dear. If that's not respected, we would rather stay here. So please stop yelling, put down your signs, and pray for those behind enemy lines. And then when the conflict is over and all is well, be thankful that we chose to go through hell.

Why Men Are Never Depressed
Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures.?Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars

Top 10 New Testament Contradictions
TOP 10 NEW TESTAMENT CONTRADICTIONS1. What time of day was Jesus crucified? * At the third hour: "And it was the third hour when they crucified him." (Mark 15:25) * At least three hours later, because at "about the sixth hour" John says that Jesus was still with Pilate before the Jewish crowd. (John 19:14) Also, Matthew (27:45) and Luke (23:44) have Jesus already on the cross at the sixth hour, so they, too, contradict John's account. Some theologians claim that John is giving the hour in "Roman time," but the Romans reckoned time from sunrise, as did the Jews. So the "sixth hour" would mean the same for both. Also, there is no evidence in the gospel of John to support any theory that the author was counting the hours any differently from normal Jewish custom. The gospel of John was not written in Rome, nor for a Roman audience. For info on the Roman system of reckoning time, see J. Balsdon, Life and Leisure in Ancient Rome, p.1. Also L. and R. Adkins, Handbook to Life i

Sometimes Love
Sometimes love meansKnowing when something isn't working. Painful as it isIt is far better to let goLet looseBefore the love turns to something else. Vile, evil thoughtsBlames, you did this or thatRecrimination, jealousyAngry words and actionsHate and rage and bitterness. Sometimes love meansLetting go. Loving someone enoughTo look inside, to see pastThe fear of being aloneThe painful loneliness of coming home to no one but yourself. To say that it has to end. Not for your selfishnessBut to save you both From worse things in time. Sometimes love meansTo not only love the otherBut to love yourself enoughTo realize thatYou have to have the strengthThe will, and the powerTo persevere,To not give up and give inTo not say "come back, all is forgiven". Sometimes love meansTo be alone,To have nobodyTo live inside yourselfTo continue with lifeWhen all you feel is hurt. And to be all right with that.

Orianthi - According To You
According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless, I can't do anything right. According to you I'm difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind. I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time, even if it would save my life. According to you. According to you. But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head. According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted. Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it, so baby tell me what I got to lose. He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you. According to you I'm boring, I'm moody, and you can't take me any place. According to you I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away. I'm the girl with the worst attention span; you're the boy who puts up with that. According to you. According to you. But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head. According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted. Everything is opposite, I don't feel

Very Important Rant
Ok not really but I feel like bitching. Trying to get 4 people to stick to a plan is harder than trying to negotiate multimillion dollar contracts. People (my friends) should let me be in charge of outings. They should just trust that the one thing I know how to do well is have a good time. I really do. I'm a walking, talking, pill popping good time and people should learn to recognize! *chicken neck/finger snap combo* I didn't really need drugs or booze 3 hours ago but now I am willing to walk 10 miles for them. 11.5 miles actually. My horoscope says to reach out to my elders this week. I think my horoscope is being written by a sadistic asshole. Ham and cheese hotpockets are for people with stomachs stronger than mine. I need a shower and a facial. *waits for dirty comments*

Poem Do Not Copy 4
DrowningI sit in the corner and cryPointless black tearsRemembering the pastAnd the life that I hadI had love and happinessI just threw it awayI go out to the lakeAnd look at the moonI say out loud "I'm sorry"I jump inI take a deep breathAnd let the water fill my lungsI want to come up for airThe rocks in my pockets weigh me downI close my eyesAnd listen to the silenceRegretting nothingI feel my heart slowingI feel my lungs tighteningI clench my fistsMy heart is barely beatingI have one last thoughtThe thought of himI open my eyesJust in time to see my life flash before themI am silenced foreverAll that is left of meIs a puddle of pointless black tears

Commit?
So you all know I've been dating a guy for little over a month now. Well, some of you anyway. I haven't been around much because my classwork has gotten pretty heavy (remind me never to take 5 classes at the same time again) and I have been spending a good deal of time with him as well as with my bff Melissa. Kudos to her as she landed a decent job, works 40 hours a week, and possibly works in the same building as Nikki Sixx. She saw him the other day and he complimented her. She's had this major celebrity crush on him for who knows how long. I got a call from her that day and listened to her gush over him for about a half hour. It was hialrious. Anyway.. onto the main reasons for this blog. Been dating a guy who has seemed to walk out of an amazing dream. I don't want to say it out loud, but I'm falling head over heels for him. I know he is for me too. I feel a little apprehensive about it though only because the last time I loved someone I got skewered right through the heart. At l

Everyone Says Love Hurts ........
Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.

I Am A Soldier
I am not allowed to show my feelingsI am not allowed to cryI walk tall I hate the look in othersAs they look at me Like they are better than meIt is so easy for them to make a judgment What gives them the right to judge meWho has the right to judge my rights or wrongs? I recognize my ways and know I am not perfectI stand here knowing that I hurt manyI killed manyI fixed many I saved many Do all my good deeds make up for the murders?I stand here ready to hear the final judgmentI got a feeling that I will never make it to heavenI made my decision to live I know it was wrong to take the livesI listened to the gasps and heard the screams The bullets going inNothing compared to the bladeAs it slid in I watched the eyes turn blank Heard the gasps as I closed my own eyesI am to fix them yet I need to live too Am I right to want to live another day?I never agreed to murder othersI agreed to caring for the sick and injuredAs I sit here I think about the nights I haveI never sleep because I s

After Dinner Speakers
People who get together at an event and hire an after dinner speaker for a wad load of cash deserve a good night. I am not writing here to berate the after dinner speakers circuit- I won after Dinner Speaker of The Year and beat 9 men to the title. I like after dinner speaking, to me it's a way of doing comedy in a nice dress to people who normally wouldn't come out to a comedy club and hopefully giving them a taste for it. What I have encountered is basically horrendous! I am usually on with two other men, in suits, who get up with a clutch of cards in their hands and launch into 30 minutes of old material which is peppered with gross sexist, racist and unbelievably dull comedy that they either got off the internet or swapped with another speaker. The audience are usually full of nice business people who ask me things like 'as a woman comic do you swear?' but they don't hesitate to laugh out loud at the joke about 'my mother only had two kids because she was told every third c

On The New Fubar.com Set Up....
My thoughts on the new setup.... Now I know that this might come as quite a shock to some people but I feel like there are a few things that I need to say on this subject.... First off, i'm really sick of seeing blogs, bulletins, mumms, etc. on how much people don't like the new setup of the site.... In all honesty, I don't think it's the best thing myself but at the same time, i'm not going around bitching about how it is. I feel that if you don't like the way the site has changed, maybe you shouldn't be here. No one is twisting your arm to keep you here. No one it holding a gun to your head and making you spend money on here. If you don't like it, why not leave? Bitching and whining only pisses people off. Which, in turn, is NOT productive in ANY fashion. Secondly, I am glad that BabyJ has said that they are trying to make it an option to where you can either use the new setup or the old skool setup. That's a great idea. But, have you people who are sitting ther

Shower Story
SHOWER Lighting the candles and I shut off the lights then slipping my clothes from my body as I slip my hand into the shower. Turning the water on and adjusting the temperature of the water. Smiling as I await your arrival in the bathroom. Setting an array of liquid soaps, shampoos and conditioners around the shower. Glancing toward the door, knowing soon you will be approaching. Familiar sensations of excitement coursing through my body as I check the water temperature again. Purring at the warmth of the spray. Reaching above me and adjusting to the proper water spray. Wrapping a towel about my naked body, I walk to bedroom. Stepping into the bedroom, smiling softly and walking closer to you. "The shower is prepared. Are you ready to join me?" Tilting my head slightly as I watch you. Purring softly as you tell me to go ahead and get in. Murmuring a soft "yes Sir." before turning on my heels and going back to the bathroom. Opening the shower doors, removing the towel and stepping into

Think You Got It Bad, Quit Your Damn Bitching!
If you are 30, or older, you might think this is hilarious! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were. When they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning.... Uphill... Barefoot...BOTH ways… yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on my kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it, but you kids today, you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have the Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! There was no email!! We had to

Missing Him
Lately, I have seen a lot of friends losing people close to them and my heart breaks all over again. I know the pain they are feeling. Although it may not be the exact same loss, example a mother, father, aunt or such as losing my brother, it does hurt. It creates a void that is never filled again. For me losing my brother was one of the hardest things that I had to encounter. Today it has been 8 years since he was murdered. Eight years since he was selfishly taken away from his 2 yr old son and my family. He was 20 years old. Lived only a fifth of his life and had so much more to learn and live. I lost my faith in God and everything that day. How could a God so wonderful bring someone (my family and I) so much pain. It was hard to find anything positive in such a negative event. As time went on the loss did not get easier. Jerry is never missed or loved any less from day to day. The void that was created when he was taken is still there and at times seems to grow. The pain I feel ev

Forbiden Love
If only tonight we could sleep, in this bed of roses, if only tonight we had peace, now shattered and broken, if only tonight we could fall, in this deadly love, if only tonight death would come, leave my tainted heart numb, if only tonight we could sin, again and again, if only tonight we could begin, our own heaven. If I die before I wake, I pray no one my soul to take, If I cry before I die, Dry my tears and leave a smile, If I scream before I cry, Tell me it will be alright, If I bleed before I scream, Tell me this is just a dream, So put your bullet through my head, kiss me goodnight, and leave me dead

That Moment
He walks into the room. He had been anticipating this time for quite a while, all the while knowing that she had been as well. He see’s her across the room, through the people that were there. Their eyes lock, it was a moment that was indescribable. This is what they had waited for, that moment. He begins to cross the room, slowly at first and very quickly picking up his pace. She is shocked by his confidence, how he carries himself, so confident, so there and so right now. She can hardly move her legs because of the excitement of it all. But somehow, she finds the strength to pick herself up, and begin walking to him, slowly then as quickly as he is moving. The finally meet at the center of the room. For some reason, there are no people there anymore, just the lights that are now dim, and music playing. He embraces her in his arms with the upmost of strength and confidence. She can feel immediately, how much he has missed her, how incredible it feels to be in his ar

Microsoft China Wind Blowing: Office2010 Department Of Intelligent And Cooperative, China Knot
Microsoft CWindows 7 now has become the fastest selling operating system to date, the entire product development process, the Chinese R & D team to play an irreplaceable role. With China's "wisdom" made, "Hui" and the global concept, Microsoft Asia-Pacific R & D group for everyone to bring a whole newOffice2010. Countries around the world vastly different cultural background and language habits of the next premise, as the collaboration of platforms, Office 2010 USB more and more complete the product features not only close to the Bentu market Yiji user demand, Bingju to bring the user beyond the imagination of the wonderful. According to the Chinese people's reading habits, Office 2007 of writing paper to set a back-shaped lattice, lattice arch, lattice and so the word rice, and several calligraphy copybook with a 30. The copybook is a first-hand with local content providers to repeatedly negotiate the purchase of copyright, from the font, word Beishang Billiton down, its

~ Harleychick's Sharing~
Wrote this last night ....Well it has been awhile since I have went on a Harleychick's ramble and gave some insight into how my mind thinks, so I have decided I will do that tonight. Be prepared because we all know when I get started typing I can go on and on. ~Laughs~ I view many of your pages here on a daily basis. I read all about others pain, their happiness, their struggles, their trials, their support for each other, well, I pretty much see and read it all. I have to say that most of the time it is pain and heartache that I see from others. It is pain and heartache I can feel in others words. It is pretty sad to see and know that others have felt and feel the hurts and pains I have in my life. When I see that I can't help but hurt for you, wish I could hug you and tell you everything will be alright, offer you the right words you need to hear, give you a smile or a laugh, and extend my heart. I know that no matter how much you wish you could take away someone elses pain, you c

The Fight
This girl and I never see eye to eye we scream and yell and never pause to tell our reasons why we can't stand each other we dont punch, kick, or even spit we just avoid each other's eyes because there's a hatred that lingers inside we used to be like one always there for one another we had each other's back ready and willing to fight we were on the same track One day i got so fed up i was going to kick her butt I stood to face her ready with my stance perpared not to give her a chance I looked into her eyes, they're mine, Mirrors dont punch, mirrors dont fight I realized i got mad at my own sight My body has always been an issue for me. I will never consider myself sexy or hot. But I will never be able to change other's point of views on how i look unless i change how i feel about myself.

Dance With Me With Your Soul & Body
We started running from the city. Escaping from our problems. Leaving our pain and worries behind. We kept running through the suburbs, through the small towns until we came across a meadow. But it wasn’t simply a meadow; it was a beautiful meadow with water flowing nearby and some trees around with fruit and berries. There was an open area that had the softest grass our bare feet had ever touched. You picked me up and spun me and I felt more weightless than a butterfly. Your arms, so strong, held me tightly and I felt safer than I’d ever felt on my feet. You lowered me to the ground slowly and carefully. I held you tightly to my chest as you gently gripped me with your firm hands wrapped behind my back. As I thought I realized that I never had to let you go, we had all the time in the world for the first time. We stayed in each other’s arms through the sunset and then lay down on the grass to look at the stars. I fell asleep gripping you like a teddy bear with you ho

For Someone To Read..
Blaque She Ain't Got That Boom Like I Do Lyrics Translation in progress. Please wait... [Intro:]Yo, see what I believe isUh huh uh huh808 needs love[Verse 1:]Oh babe is it true that you can't even do the things I doAre you missing this love I used to give to youHad you coming in the front doorLeaving out the back at nightOh babe, oh babeOh babe do you stay up all night thinking how I did you rightAre you missing all the ways I used to keep it tightI'm the only one who knows all the freaky things you likeOh babe, oh babe[Chorus:]She ain't got that boom like I doAnd she don't move the room like I doAnd she ain't got the jump in her trunkOr the bump that you wantAnd the girl ain't got the moves like I doAnd she ain't got that boom like I doAnd she don't move the room like I doAnd she don't put that curl in your toesWhen she makes her body rollAnd the girl don't work it slow like I do[Verse 2:]Oh babe is it true that one day you called her my nameIt was then tha

Broken Soul
Devotion, Unconditional Love, The ring of eternity I offered your finger. You saved me from the darkness and once again showed me happiness, but now you've taken it from me. Was it all for nothing? My family and friends, their strangers to me. You were my only reason to breath, I gave you every fibe of my being. The last shard of my shattered heart, I gave to you to mend and you did nothing but step on it. The festering hate and the boiling rage, a broken mind that is sick. It's all returning like before. I don't want to live this way. What's to stop me from putting the bullet in my head now? I hope he makes you happy, but now I have to think. I have to come up with a reason not to use the bullet and right now? I have nothing. I hope your happy, because if I go to hell. I have no doubt I'll see you there soon!!

Life, Love, And Whatever Else I Feel Like Blogging About Today
Do you ever feel like you have no idea what to do with you life? I just turned 37 and I have no idea. I am in a relationship that probably will not end in a happily ever after. Not probably, I know it won’t. I cannot see myself marrying him because of his temper. Even though I was in a 15 year relationship, I do not think I have ever had a total relationship. We are either great friends/partners and we aren’t good lovers together or we fight like cats and dogs and the sex life is fantastic or neither. Maybe that is elusive to most people, I don’t know, it seems like others have found it. Most days I feel that whole romantic illusion of not the perfect person but the perfect one for me is not there so I stay with the Devil I know, instead of chancing a worse Devil to come because I danced that dance once and it was not pleasant at all. Most people only see glimpses of who I really am on here because I don’t want to show the world me. I am sensitive and ca

The Ties That Bind
The Ties That Bind I know the ties that bind youFor they once bound meI know pain you feel insideIt once inflicted meI know the rage behind your eyesI've seen it once beforeI know the anger in your heartToo tortured to exploreI have been where you areI have seen the hurtAnd I offer you my handTo help you up and bring you outAs you sink into the sandLet me be there for youAs you have done for meLet me take your pain awayLet me stop your bleedingTake my hand and lean on meAnd leave the ties behindForgive the wrongs and move aheadBlock the evils from your mindAnd when you have the strength

To Get To Know Where I Am Coming From...
I would like to start by saying hi and thanks for stopping by lmao... no really i'm new here and figured i would give a little bit of information about me here. Ok, so first things first, I am happily married to my hubby and we have 4 beautiful children together. Second, I am not racist, but I am prejudice. I hate all forms of stupidity equally. Third, I love zombie movies and loud music. Fourth, I am submissive and I honor my husband in all that I do. If he so chooses he can view anything i do anywhere. and Fifth, I am here to make new friends and maybe meet some new people if you would like to know more just ask

Untitiled
As I think of allThe years gone byOf the dreams that time did bendI can’t help but wonderWhere and whenThis trail will come to end Will I be forcedTo stand aloneAs I try to face the dayOr will I find loveAnd a gentle touchTo help me find the way There was a timeOf hopeful dreamsAnd joy came with each dayAnd though it wasBut years agoIt seems a lifetime away I do not knowWhere that young man wentHis eyes did shine so brightBut I miss himJust as I miss herEach and every night In the days of youthThe world was butAn oyster in its shellWith each failed attemptTo open it…I found another kind of Hell I found the HellOf knowing thatAll I held so dearI couldn’t haveDespite my dreamsBut, God, it felt so near It felt so closeI was so sureI could touch it any dayBut now it feelsWithin my heartSo very far away What I wanted mostWas just someoneSpecial to call my ownAnd I’d hold her closeThrough every nightAnd we’d have a happy home I had not dreamsOf grand de

To Say You Are My World Means
To say you are my world means: That when I look at the sky I see your face, And when I pause alone at the window I feel your hands on my back. It means: That the beauty of a garden Is half in the words I think to you; That winter is my fear of losing you, And that spring is the hope I never will. It means: That I have taken the risk of wrapping my life So completely around yours That the beauty of a late summer evening is Inseparable from the beauty of our love.

Kills Me--- Rant Sorry
It kills me to know that he will never to be good enough for u That you throw him aside like a piece of trash What did that little boy every do to you but other then be born Why can you love a child who isn't even here more then the one that is I know you hate me I dont give a shit about that But why do you hate such a beautiful little face So innocent and pure The very being that you gave life too How can you be such a son of bitch To not give to shits about that lil boy. What the Fuck did he do to deserve this It kills me to know that u do this to him It kills me to know that he even shares a common thread with your sorry ass It kills me slowly like turning a knife deeper in the wound that is already there that you could care less about him That he is just an after thought to you Like something you never did I have only a couple things to say to you if I ever saw you in person Thank you for such a perfect lil boy ANd for you to Go Fuck Yourself and Die in your self

Blog Challenge: Idiot F**k Sakes Do Something For Fubar.com
DO YOU WANT a SOCIAL NETWORK that is like leaving work on a hump day and you stop in at the local bar? NOT family, friends or co-workers on facebook but a place full of rounds, games, flirts and webcam stream or roulette. THEN you must join fubar.com and find friends, make a family, get fu-married or fu-divorced and join a lounge too. The site is basically free all access but it offers lots of tempting points prizes and VIP access for donations or subscription too. What the hell is this? Fubar.com doesn't look like that page? Do you belong to a ning, grou.ps, wall.fm or other social network host? How many interest socials where member's can build a sub-group and administrate it, host and fan page it.. well IDIOT f**k sakes DO something for fubar.com like this because am CHALLENGING you to reply with your comment after reading this and not move on until your profess and gather your fubar companions wherever your online social life takes your ugly stupid ass.

Accepting "i Can't "
TRUTH VS. THOUGHT/BELIEF ...TERMS.... Truth can have a variety of meanings, from the state of being the case, being in accord with a particular fact or reality. Reality is the state of things as they actually exist, rather than as they may appear or may be thought to be.[1] In its widest definition, reality includes everything that is and has being, whether or not it is observable or comprehensible. Belief is the psychological state in which an individual holds a proposition or premise to be true. Truth.... I am mentally ill. Truth ...I am physically ill belief.....Someone cares about me.. truth.......THAT someone needs help. belief.....i was in a relative situation. REALITY- I become emotionally ill .. Struggling with a fight. TRUTH- I h

Drama Mama [deathcab To Kill Me]
Breathe child, you are free of hate. And I envy you. I want to bash you to sleep And steal your peace. For I am weak and there is no rest for the wicked. As a child the life was bludgeoned from my being. All that I have left is a shell. Love me not, for I will destroy you. I know this and I hold this fact dear. I enjoy knowing I will be alone at the time of my demise. Singing suicide hymns for no one to hear. It’s alright now. Basking in the glory of my defeat… Cause darling, it’s all that I have left now. And secretly, subconsciously I think, I wish for nothing more than to grab your hand And pull you into the abyss with me. And for you to fill this emptiness that is no longer a part of me. It IS me.

F.r.i.e.n.d........required Reading
This one will cause some of you to think a bit.... What is the meaning of this word we call friend?....I mean this is one of those words that changes it's definition from one person to another and I think some of us have forgotten the "real meaning" of the word itself, we've all had one or two of these people come into our lives and while some have stayed, others have gone by their own choice or being cast out by the person they befriended only to have that person regret that decision later. I'm no stranger to having people come and go in my life but like I said the meaning is different to other people, you got some who like to have lots of attention but never truly care about those that are in their circle, or the ones who keep to themselves keeping one or three friends at a distance so that they never get too close. Then there's the friend that most of are but change after every bad situation, some continue being that kind while others become one of the other two I mentioned ear

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Monday - November 15, 2010
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[i Just Checked. Still Not Right]
Something very soothing about the sound my gun makes when I pull the hammer back.So...I dunno if its a fixationor just a wish fulfilment fantasybut I sure do think about the accident.And... how bad I want to find this guyand hurt him.a lot.I think about how I'm supposed to get a job.Wake up before noon.Sleep without nightmares.Then I think about the accident.And how... cold and murderous I am.I guess this is what happens when I sit still long enough.Don't have something to file, poke, sand, fidget, fix, paint or grind...and I just... stay angry.Only ... its not anger.Its some rational sense of injustice.soWhat should I work on next?Labor and time investments are a plus.I guess there's some argument for "move on" and "work" and "do right". I dunno if I'm ready.I dunno if this *indicates his self*is something that is ready to "move on" "get over it".Not without some justice... or a lot of hooch.

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The Bill Of Rights
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"the Dreams Of Two"
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Today Was The Worst Day Ever
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Golddiggers
I have a part-time housekeeper named Maria. I have been single now for a few years. I am fortunate enough to have come from a wealthy family and now have had my share of incredible success in a very tough industry (Thanks to God always) As a result, I must deal a lot with golddiggers. Maria comes in a few days a week and is a single mother. She is Latino and quite attractive. She has a good heart and I know she would do anything to make a better life for her son. Well, one evening I drive back from NYC after a long day doing very boring things (ie listening to my agent negotiate with mid-level production co exec) and I see Maria's car in the drive, but when I come in, the house is almost completely dark. I went upstairs, where i could hear music and see some dim lighting to find Maria in my bed bare naked. I run on almost pure testosterone, so temptation was too much. She went down on me and I was feeling wrong about it, but yet, feeling so right. when she emerged from beneat

Marine Chief Warrant Officer Andrew T. Arnold
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Who's The Winner
Seeing you around, hurts by itself. After the level of emotion, we felt. Fighting the urge, to just give in. Fearing the thought, of never having you again. Then pride takes it's place, and won't allow me to slip. My hands won't budge, tightening their grip. A phone call or message, is a sign of weakness I guess. But heartache is a sign of what? Can't figure out this mess. Regardless of who cracks first. Does anyone really win? It doesn't make you weak, to allow love back in.

What Dress Are You Wearing This Winter? Let's Say Goodbye To The Chilly Climate
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Please
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My Perspective,
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Here In The Dark
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Random Thought 1
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Animal Advocate
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Janey Godley’s Podcast Episode 88
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Don't Want No Scrubs
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Really?
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What Ever
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Wenn Sie eine App Idee haben, und Sie schaffen es mit der Absicht, Geld zu verdienen, haben Sie ein paar Optionen. Sie können entweder eine App, verkaufen sie für einen festgelegten Preis an einem der vielen App-Stores oder Sie können eine kostenlose App mit Werbung, die Sie Geld, wenn einer Ihrer Kunden nutzt die App und sieht die Anzeigen zu erstellen. Bei der Betrachtung dieser beiden Optionen ist es ziemlich schwierig, auf Anhieb die man net Sie werden das meiste Geld kennen. Wenn Sie mit kostenpflichtigen Apps gehen, könnten Sie verlieren sich auf potenzielle Einnahmen aus langfristigen wiederholten Nutzung Ihrer Anwendungen. Allerdings, wenn Sie mit kostenlosen Apps gehen, könnten Sie am Ende verlieren einen ersten Ausbruch von Kapital aus dem ursprünglichen Verkauf des jeweiligen App. Es gibt nur einen Weg zu wissen, ob frei oder kostenpflichtigen Apps besser für Ihr Unternehmen sind, und das ist zu prüfen, wie die meisten Leute benutzen Apps und was Werbetreibenden bereit sind,

31 - 35
You might be a redneck if 31 You might be a redneck if...You have guns in your house that you cannot find.You think a night of fine dining is going to the Snack Bar at Wal-Mart while the automotive department is raising your truck another 8 inches.You think Wal-Mart is expensive.You've got more guns "On Display" than Wal-Mart Sporting Goods.You have ever written a check for less than a dollar.Your horse wears shoes, but you don't.It doesn't bother you when you walk through a barn barefooted.You name your twin boys Jack and Daniel.You ask your 10-year old son how to spell a word.Your dog is your alarm clock. You might be a redneck if 32 You might be a redneck if...Your wife gets a hunting license so you can tag your second buck.You have all the "Dukes of Hazzard" episodes on tape.You can give a summary of all the "Dukes of Hazzard" episodes.You think that Roe v. Wade is a decision you make when crossing the creek.It takes you and 31 others in the same room to show off a full set

Obamacare 5
Seven million will lose insurance under Obama health law Stephen Dinanwashingtontimes.comFebruary 6, 2013 President Obama’s health care law will push 7 million people out of their job-based insurance coverage — nearly twice the previous estimate, according to the latest estimates from the Congressional Budget Office released Tuesday. CBO said that this year’s tax cuts have changed the incentives for businesses and made it less attractive to pay for insurance, meaning fewer will decide to do so. Instead, they’ll choose to pay a penalty to the government, totaling $13 billion in higher fees over the next decade. But the non-partisan agency also expects fewer people to have to pay individual penalties to the IRS than it earlier projects, because

Its All Been Done - Barenaked Ladies
I met you, before the fall of Rome And I bet you to let me take you home. You were wrong, I was right. You said good-bye, I said good night It's all been done, It's all been done, It's all been done before. I knew you before the west was won. I heard you say, the past was much more fun. You go your way, I'll go mine but I'll see you next time. Chorus: It's all been done, It's all been done. It's all been done before. If I put my fingers here and If I say I love you dear And if I play the same the three chords will you just yawn And say, Ah, I hate it. (Chorus ) Alone and bored on a thirtieth century night. Will I see you on the Price is Right? Will I cry, will I smile? As you run, down the aisle. It's all been done. It's all been done. It's all been done before. It's all been done. It's all been done. It's all been done. It's all been done. It's all been done. It's all been done before.

Driveway
what a fucking day. I didn't have to go to work today cause of the weather we got yesterday. We got a lot of snow and ice. Hubby tried getting the car out of the garage today. He got it out but didn't get very far down our driveway. The car got stuck. We did a lot of shoveling and threw down a lot of ice, but it didn't help at all. He went down into our neighbor's yard. LOL oops. We finally gave up and called a towtruck to pull the car out. Our friend Jeff came over with some good news. He just bought a house and he finally got the keys today. It's a beautiful 3 bedroom brick house(like mine). I am so happy for him. Have a good weekend.

1.8ghz Frequenz 1080p Lizenzierte Version Des Galaxy S4 Exposition
Es sind 10 Tage, Samsung das neue Meisterwerk i9500 galaxy s4 wird offiziell in das offene Meer freigesetzt werden, werden die Sicherheitsmaßnahmen tut gut, aber jedes Jahr die Galaxy-Serie Flaggschiff Pre-Release wird eine Menge der Exposition und Klatsch Abfluss haben. Für die Fans, und das ist ihre größte Sorge, oft geheimnisvoll, desto mehr können sie auslösen die Neugier der Menschen. Gestern hat das Internet eine Galaxy S4 die run sub Screenshots angezeigt. Überraschenderweise ist dieses Modell I959 nicht vor I9500 oder Galaxy S4 gesehen. Nach diesem Code-Analyse, ist es wahrscheinlich, dass China Telecom maßgeschneiderte Galaxy S4, weil das Modell der vorherigen Generation Galaxy S3 I939. Diese Exposition ist kein Spion, sondern ein Sicherheits-Häschen lief Subdaten Screenshots. Welche enthält eine Vielzahl von Informationen, First Model, erscheint diese I959 ist nicht vor dem I9500 und Galaxy S4. Dies kann nicht uns glauben machen Telecom angepasste Version von Galaxy SIII - I

Questions Surrounding The
LONDON - Bolton defender Gary Cahill has won his appeal against the red card he received in Saturdays Premier League loss to Tottenham. Ronnie Brewer jersey . Cahill was sent off by referee Stuart Atwell for bringing down England teammate Scott Parker in the 18th minute. Bolton was already down 1-0 when it was reduced to 10 men and lost 3-0. Cahill appealed to the Football Association against the decision and subsequent suspension on the grounds that the offence did not constitute denial of a scoring opportunity because it was out wide and near halfway. The FA says "the one-match suspension handed to him has been withdrawn." Carmelo Anthony Authentic Jersey . The embattled quarterback pointed a finger at the press for its critical approach toward a team on a three-game losing streak entering Mondays game at New Orleans (2-5). J.R. Smith jersey . As the Eskimos continued their preparation Tuesday the two big questions surrounding the team were who will start at quarterback and whats the

Shopping Für Tablet Pc Und Dessen Zubehör?
Suchten Sie nach New Apple iPad, die neueste Android-Tablet, das Kindle eReader oder eine ihrer jeweiligen Zubehör kaufen? Waren Sie überrascht, wie viele Möglichkeiten es? Wir wissen, dass Sie einige Hinweise bei der Suche, um alle Produkte von namhaften Herstellern und den meisten wettbewerbsfähigen Preisen in Großbritannien angeboten werden angeboten haben. Also das ist, warum die Tablet PC-Markt Preisvergleich Website erstellt wurde. Wenn Sie auf der anderen Seite des Tablet PC zu sehen waren, der Preisvergleich Website, die Sie wahrscheinlich feststellen, dass nicht jeder bereit ist, so niedrige Preise wie der Tablet PC-Markt zu geben. Wir hoffen, dass Sie entscheiden, welche Seiten in der Zukunft so viel einfacher zu benutzen!(android handys) Alles, und wir meinen hier ist alles für Sie! Nehmen Sie uns beim Wort, schauen Sie sich um, ein wenig "shopping" und wir sind zuversichtlich, dass Sie immer wieder zurück, weil keine andere Website hat eine so breite Palette

Cleaning Up My Family List.
In 24 hours-48 hours I will be cleaning up my family list for those that don't help me.I need sh*t face,friends,likes,rates,blings.so if you want to be my family show me some love and help me,also you can send me a SP.Thanks

I Hate All Of You
You are all cowards worthy of my disdain Worthy of my hatred at this point The fucking GAWL you have Postulating about crap you haven't even read about Let alone understand Just an easy 12 step program....give me a fucking break Life is that easy????you want life to be that easy????? Talk to me when you don't fucking NEED an excuse To exist Until then I say FUCK YOU!

Ticking Off
So yeah Got that ticked off my list It was like being a virgin Terrifying yet compelling to males In particular And all I wanted was Satisfaction After 3 years of waiting Got it He will never stalk me Never bother me It was just...... Satisfying Perfect in it's singularity & purpose Done...for now

Internet Dating
HOW MANY OF YOU OUT THERE HAVE TRYED INTERNET DATING ON ANY OF THESE FREE DATING SITES WELL THIS WRITER SAYS DONT THESE FREE INTERNET DATING SITES ARE A WINDOW TO SCAM ARTISTS THERE IN EUROP AND NIGERA AND GAUNA WHAT THEY DO IS USE MODELS FROM MAGS AND MAKE A FAKE PROFILE STATING THAT THERE IN THE US AND THE WOMAN OR MAN O THE PHOTO LOOK GOOD SO YOU WRITE THEM AND THEY ALWAYS RESPOND.NOW THELL CORRASPOND WITH YOU FOR AWHILE AND THEN THELL SAY WELL MY AUNTIE IS SICK AND SHE NEEDS MEDICATION OR SHELL DIE CAN YOU HELP ME OUT WITH 250 DOLLARS OR MY FAVRIOUT IS MY MOM AND DAD DIED IN A CAR CRASH AND THEN THEY WANT YOU TO SEND THEM THE MONEY TO COME TO YOU PLEASE FOLKS DONT BYE IT.ITS A SCAM ONCE YOU SEND THEM THE MONEY YOULL NEVER HEAR FROM THEM AGAIN.IF ANY OF YOU HAVE STORIES OF INTERNET DATING ON THE FREE SITES WRITE TO ME AND LET ME KNOW ID BE INTRESTED TO HEAR THEM.THANK U AND GOOD NIGHT AMERICA WHERE EVER YOU ARE

Stressed ..etc.
I have been stressed out alot with work lately due to the combining of floors etc. Seems like my work has doubled..and its hard to keep up anymore. They demand more..expect more work..but dont seem to adknowledge it. Heck my job hasnt gave out raises in 6yrs. I guess its the way most places are now..with the way the economy is. Anyways I get anxious anymore thinking of going into the place. One girl I work with is on xanax.. says she has to have it to work there. LOL. I have seriously thought about it myself but do not believe in getting on them. I dont really think they can be good for you. So yesterday I decided to go to a herbal store and found some pills thta are suppose to enhance mood... st john wort. I bought some and hoping to find out if they really do. I come on here to avoid everyday stress in my life..and escape my real life. I am not sure its helping me much lately. I take things personal on here. I have seriously been sitting here today..rating/liking

Bewbz - I Can Haz Two Again
Yes, I made it through the surgery on Tuesday. But, as seems to be typical with me, nothing ever goes right. They performed a Free TRAM flap, where they take skin, fat, muscle, and blood vessels from the abdomen and use microsurgery to attach it all back up on the breast. Unfortunately, even though they made all the connections, after 3 tries they had to give up and take another section of tissue and try again. Luckily they hadn't removed both sides initially, as they often do, so they were able to do that. So, the surgery lasted 12 hours instead of the usual 6ish, and I've been really out of it. It doesn't help that my allergies are kicking in megastyle and I have to sleep on my back, which induces a lot of coughing :/ But, as of today, I'm on my feet walking and switched over to oral pain meds instead of IV. I still have an IV to get the Heparin I need to avoid blood clots. Hopefully that will come out in another day or two. So, not as much pain as I expected but it's no s

Just A Kiss
Who would be unknown to love if love were only known to you? If there ever was a chance to taste the sweetness of love's gentle kiss it would be a moment shared in paradise for the very touch and taste of your kiss would be the supreme delight of the heart as it would engage in a fine chance of excitement and joy that would come with the romantic activity. How would one be able to recover and return to the normal reality knowing that they have walked into a place where heaven has engulfed their eternal being in just a kiss?

It Just Could Be
You could guess that today could be worse than yesterday. I think it just could be somewhat better. Here is my reasoning, cuz I know that is what you need. I haven't felt alot of pain yet, to me that means just like I said. I know there are other lives out there and there is more or less activity. If you are by any ole chance reading this, I have invited you to try an visualize my side. You can go ahead and take your munchies in the other room, I don't like munchies anyway. I don't even eat that much of chips or popcorn. Yeah, yeah my step father lived and breathed popcorn. I am not him. I am me and as different as I might be, I ask you to just accept that I am here too. I am not rich or famous and I don't want to be. There is more sides than gamers and non gamers on this site. There are people looking for dates, I don't think I would recommend it. There are people wanting to be heard, I'm down with that. Been there. There are those who walk a toubled road and have chained and bolted

It's Not Hard
Why do I see so many pepole act like it's a struggle to get in the top 1k? All a person has to do is run ONE bling. Just wait until there is a good bonus and run the bling later in the day. Hell, I've done it with no bling. I just don't get it.

Nosy Fuzz
I don't get why some ppl are so worried about who gives who what or why..Then they go around calling ppl bling whores or point whores ummm it's a game that you need points duhh and if it were'nt for the so called bling whores this place would'nt be here..just because you don't say what you want in your sbb does'nt mean you don't lie and attack them in their sb or pm..Iy's kind of sad that some friends have actually left because of this nonsense..Just be a frikken friend and don't worry what others do or say..Just mind your own geez..As long as it does'nt come out of THEIR own pocket they should keep their noses out of it too..juss saying..BYW my friends are the best I love them to death and blessed I have met a few and hope to meet some others..Have fun on fu

Mothers Of Annoying Children
There are few things that exist in this world that anger me more than noisy, annoying little children. The mothers of those noisy, annoying little children, however, occupy a whole different realm of Ben irritation. All too often I am jammed in a crowded elevator with one or more noisy children, whose ignorant mothers refuse to pacify their babes or even apologize for the anguish it causes other passengers, namely me. Perhaps they are talking with fellow mothers, or chatting noisily on cell phones. That’s fine with me, but the fact is, they don’t even give their earsplitting kids a second thought. Even when I try and pierce through their protective shield of selfishness with an angry glare, they act as if their irresponsibility makes me some kind of a criminal. I hate that. What kind of snooty, self-absorbed women do things like that? “Oh it’s natural, that’s how kids are supposed to act at that age, so BAM!” is a common response I receive when I broach the topic to people who have had

Hello
Ok, well been around here awhile now & just realized I'd never written a single blog entry. I'll warn you now, I'm not really good at updating things like this with much frequency. This one will be rather short, think I'll just write a little about who I am. My Name's David, I'm 33 yrs old, divorced,have no children of my own, haven't had a relationship at all in about 2 yrs now. I live in a little town called Clyde, Texas (about 15 miles East of Abilene, TX on your way towards Dallas). Right now I'm working as a waiter, just til I find something better. Gotta take what you can get sometimes. Anyway, really can't think of much else to write here for now. Anyway......peace, I'm out.

~the Best Day Of My Life~
~The Best Day of My Life~ Today, when I awoke, I suddenly realized that this is the best day of my life, ever! There were times when I wondered if I would make it to today... but I did! And because I did, I'm going to celebrate! Today, I'm going to celebrate what a great life I have had so far; the accomplishments, the many blessings, and even the hardships, because they have served to make me stronger. I will go through this day with my head held high, and a happy heart. I will marvel at God's seemingly simple gifts: the morning dew, the sun, the clouds, the trees, the flowers, the birds. Today, none of these miraculous creations will escape my notice. Today, I will share my excitement for life with other people. I'll make someone smile. I'll go out of my way to perform an unexpected act of kindness for someone I don't even know. Today, I'll give a sincere compliment to someone who seems down. I'll tell a child how special he is, and I'll tell someone I love

Engineers Vs Accountants
Three engineers and three accountants were traveling by train to a conference. At the station, the three accountants each bought tickets and watched as the three engineers bought only one ticket. "How are three people going to travel on only one ticket?" asked an accountant. "Watch and you'll see", answered an engineer. They all boarded the train. The accountants took their respective seats, but the three engineers all crammed into a rest room and closed the door behind them. Shortly after the train departed, the conductor came around collecting tickets. He knocked on the restroom door and said, "Ticket, please". The door opened just a crack and a single arm emerged with a ticket in hand. The conductor took it and moved on. The accountants saw this and agreed it was a quite clever idea. So, after the conference, the accountants decide to copy the engineers on the return trip and save some money (being clever with money, and all that). When they got to the station, they boug

I Cant Get Her Outta My Head
I never wanted to be apart i never wanted to break up i never wanted you to leave What did i do the distance cant be the only thing I had to be something wrong I had to do something totally wrong to screw up destiny we are meant to be together We are meant to be it is writtien in the stars we belong together and you left me

I Post A Lot Of Blogs!
Im truly sorry. Not really but haha. Anyway. Ive had like a lot of shit going on lately. So im gonna rant for a bit. Ive had a few people lie to me in the past few days, and mis use my trust and well honestly come on now thats just bullshit. And theres well some people that are pissing me off :). And did you know you're automatically called a slut if you hang out with an ex and his son :) I didn't until i did it. Yes i went to the zoo with one of my ex's but it was completely harmless. We laughed. We looked at monkeys. We spent the morning with his son. Yes i spent a good part of my day with them but you know what. I don't care. He's just a FRIEND. Which some people really don't understand. And if one more person says i shoulda been born a blonde im going to stabb them in their left eyeball. Cause i know im simple minded and easily confused please stop reminding me. Seriously. Dear you. You know who you are. I like you. A lot. I miss you like woah. I care a bout y

The Reasons I Cry...
Some things are better left unsaid, even if they mean ur gona feel alone the rest of your life, although u may have someone in it. Things are said, people are upset, and no longer wish to be with that person because of some unresoleved issues within themselves. they no longer want to hurt inside, and no longer want to hurt others, so they keep whatevers holding them back, inside, thinking it wil be ok, thinking that if nothing is said about a problem your facing, that it wil al go away, and things will get beter.---truth is-they wont. Unfortuntly, to many people suffer from this..its called life.. and if the only one true person in your life cant stay true and help trhoughout your problems, then it was never really love. and that in turn only brings more hurt. This is what i go through everyday of my life..day after day i wake up wishin i was someone else, wishing i was beautiful, although others tell me i am... i will never belive it unitl i see it. Everyday i wake up hoping that th

I'm An Angel What Are You?
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Mermaid75%Dragon75%Faerie75%Angel75%WereWolf50%Demon0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Looking Out The Window
Outside the rains begin to fall as autumn comes again. Winds grow strong and cold wraps around the earth creating a longing inside to belong and have some one there. Someone to hold through the long nights and take care of telling them it will be alright. Someone to say I love you to and mean it more then life. Hallows eve slowly approaches and the anniversary of giving my heart away. Little hope has been kept that I’d ever be happy again or consumed by the beautiful darkness that once crept into my soul; that feeling where you’re connected with yourself and everything around when you can hear the different sounds of the world and feelings hidden with in. Loneliness has to even vanish giving a void to its comfort of wallowing in sorrow and need turning life into a routine that you can’t seem to hate or love. Magic comes from a hidden place and life throws random things in your path. These paths do not follow any rules or structure though at times it seems to just be a circle. W

Vampire
What Fictional Vampire Archtype are You? You are the Final Lover. Romanic, honey-tongued romeo, you are the master of love's last kiss. You woo the young ladies, pluck them from light's caress and give them a smile as they sink into death.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Damnit!!
My car is getting looked at because there is most definately SOMETHING wrong with it. How do I know? Because it has been making this weird thump-crack-pop like noise when I make turns, and today when I was at a stop sign it magically started jerking forward! I paid $100 for a battery for it 2 DAYS BEFORE I LEFT FOR VACATION! and just got the credit card bill in the mail for that. I am also STILL missing my driver's side mirror (May the person who knocked it off and drove away burn in hell!). IF whatever is wrong with my car costs more than $150, I am jumping off a bridge! Feel free to make a donation to the "Sarah's Car Fucking Sucks!" Fund GOODNIGHT!!

I Nees A Little Insight...
So, I have two jobs now. CiCi's Pizza and Denny's. I like both jobs all right, though I find my job at CiCi's tedious and remedial. I'm not sure if they mean the same thing or not, but you get the picture. Its the worst thing- having these two jobs. It looks as if I m going to have to make a decision that I dont want to make. Which is more important to me? Are either important enought to take precedence over the other? Will I ever know? Perhaps I will know but it will be too late. The biggest question of them all is can I survive the final decision...... I do know that I want to go back to school in the spring, but I dont know how Im going to do that. I'd have to quit one or both of my jobs, but I need the money from both. I got a call from the Burger King on post to go work there for like $6/hour, but I cant do fast food. Talk about tedious. I would miss the interactions with the customers that I have a t Denny's. I guess it really is a whole other world. I feel so mu