I dont understand How some people can tell other people how much they Love them and how much they want to be with them but they just need time to think. Now dont get me wrong I can understand that perfectly fine. Its just I dont get how they need time apart from that person when they are always wanting to talk to them or be around them. .. How is that thinking or being apart? Sex isent going to solve it either. If one person says they need time to think they need to just talk to the other person online instead of saying please meet me here, please do this for me. I have tried so hard to stay so calm about it. I am getting to the point where I am confused. I dont get it. How they can say that and then turn around and see you face to face and act tottaly different. Its not right. Its not right at all. getting someones hopes up and tearing them down like that. I hate it. I hate feeling that knife get pushed deeper and deeper. I hate feeling the pain and I just want it to go away. I want to feel what Love is again. To have someone by my side that loves me and wont do anything to hurt me or make me mad and I wont do anything to hurt them or make them mad.. . .. . but I'm not that lucky. ..I thought I was until I fucked it up and I can addmit that Yes I fucked up in the relationship. .. How many people do you know that can addmit that they are the ones that fucked up in the relationship?!?!?!?!?
