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Fallen
I lay my head in the ashes of yesterday, staring deeply into the moonlight. So full of mystery to what tomorrow brings, in the distance memories ring. I wonder if the leap i took, was worth the pain and suffering that i have endured. I gave up forever,my wings now clipped for you to scar me with loves harsh whip. The beating endured,the punishment daily,the blood still fresh in the dungeon the humility is humbling,the confusion crisp the sad truth of knowledge that i still exsist. My character stronger,my will unbent the scars will remind me of loves unfortunate event. they may bleed a little from time to time, but my head held high i will survive. You may have hurt me but dead i am not, in the end it was worth it... fallen? I think not.

Yeah
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Happy Valentine's Day...well Sort Of
Ok, so thanks to this crapload of snow we got I didn't even get to see RJ today! I know, I know its just any other day to most, but I've always loved it. I hope we can get out by tomorrow so we can go for our romantic dinner. I think he got me something too, even though he won't tell me if he did or not! (Damn boys!) I have to give a special Valentine's Day shout out to my crazy crew though, I know we're all together at heart all the time and I'm so thankful for that! I'll have to update when I finally get my Valentine's date LOL Many Meows!

Cuts
cold and bitter thoughts culter the mind only leaving room for hunger sweet cascades of emptyness fill a puddle in the floor only wanting more the cold sharp steel calls for the hand wanting only torn flesh its burns only for releaf

Phone Fun
As I listened to his voice my body quivered. He had me so wet. I could feel my pussy aching just talking with him for the five minutes we've been on the phone. I wanted release and I knew he wanted it too. I just didn't know how to bring it up. We'd never met in person, but had got to know each other really well since we talked almost every night. He'd gotten my phone number from a friend of ours. Anyways, where was I? Oh yeah, my pussy. That man's voice melted me every time I heard or even thought about it. In the past I'd just wait until we got off of the phone before I 'took care' of the aching. I'd grab my toy and play his voice in my head making myself cum hard. Tonight was different. I wanted him to hear me get off, but was a little shy at being the first to bring it up and he was probably holding back for fear of hurting my feelings. So, I decided to try and play while on the phone, and hide it from him. I started rubbing my tits and to my surprise my nipples were like l

Raffle Contest!! Get Over There Now!!!!
CLICK ON THE PIC TO REGISTER NOW!! 20 comments gets you 1 raffle ticket. Drawing will be held on Febuary 17 at 11 pm EST If you haven't already vote damn it!!! Come on ppl what do you have to lose? Great music and Great ppl? Who would want to miss that?

3 Doors Down~loser
Breathe in right away, nothing seems To fill this place I need this every time, take your Lies get off my case Some day I will find, a love that flows Through me like this This will fall away, this will fall away You're getting closer, to pushing me Off of life's little edge Cause I'm a loser and sooner or later You know I'll be dead You're getting closer, you're holding the Rope and I'm taking the fall Cause I'm a loser, I'm a loser, yeah This is getting cold, I can't break these Chains that I hold My body's growing cold, there's nothing Left of this mind or my sould Addiction needs a pacifier, the buzz of This poison is taking me higher This will fall away, this will fall away You're getting closer, to pushing me Off of life's little edge Cause I'm a loser and sooner or later You know I'll be dead You're getting closer, you're holding the Rope and I'm taking the fall Cause I'm a loser, I'm a loser! You're getting closer, to pushing me Off of li

Ya Ya!
Who really cares, what the world think about me? If I die right now, is you coming with me? When I'm broke, who the hell got money for me? Can't even trust half the team running with me I only know three people that'd kill for me Break the sixth commandment, make blood spill for me Life and death - the only thing that's real for me Cuz I was born into the world with a guilty plea Now shit hit the fan, are you ridin' with me? When the whole world watching, all eyes on me Swear on a stack of Bibles, testify for me Look the judge dead in the face and lie for me If I go to prison, who's gonna do my time for me? Start the revolution, get the chair, fry with me Go out in a blaze of glory, guns to the sky with me I'm all alone in this world, all I got is me

Poetry For Sex
Two friends, a white guy and a black guy, both work together. The white guy came in late one morning and his black friend asks where he had been. The white guy says, "My wife gives me good sex every night and she kept me up really late last night". The black guy says "I can't get my wife to have sex with me, no matter what! How do you do it?" The white guy says, "I read her poetry every night." His black friend then asks, "What kind of poetry?" The white guy replies, "Blondie, blondie, eyes so blue, how I want to make love to you." Then the white guy tells his friend to go home and try it - it's a sure thing! The next morning the black guy was about 2 hours late. When he comes in, he has a black eye and his arm is in a sling. The white man asks, "What happened?!" The black man says, "Man, don't ever speak to me again!" The curious white man asks, "Well, what did you say to her?" The black man replies, 'Nappy head, nappy head, eyes like a frog, bend over bi

Infidelity & The Life Of David Gale
"fantasies must be unrealistic. the minute you get something, you dont, you cant, want it anymore. to exist, desire needs absent objects.. so desire supports itself with crazy fantasies.. this is what pascal means when he says that the only time we are truly happy is when day dreaming about future happiness.. or why we say, the hunt is sweeter than the kill or be careful what you wish for not because you'll get it but because youre doomed not to want it if you do.." -excerpt from the life of david gale interesting concept.. yea? you want something, this object, this person, or this ideal.. whatever it may be that you want, but. once you have it, it ceases to be a want, a desire, a goal.. and becomes a possession, lover, etc etc.. and its at this point that one or two things happen. your desire must either be replaced, or evolve. it can be replaced easily by something similar but a level above, or it can evolve.. like if it were say a significant other or a new

Manslaughter
Manslaughter her house is a cellar dillapitated forgotten deserted prison fifteen, a meloncholly age no longer a girl not yet a woman completely helpless tied to a statue set in his ways stationary immobile a familiar stranger the saturday cartoons are drowned by his rage daddy, love me im not invisible daddy, love me his bedroom littered with surgical tube and syringes sanguine stained sheets commercials are his entertainment daddy, love me im not invisible daddy, love me he tortures himself at her expense the rain dries her tears and cleanses her soul daddy, love me im not invisible daddy, love me mommy died and so have you killing you killing you killing you slowly slightly painfully torturing abolishing any gram of hope lovers for fourteen a bond destroyed in four her death his wish for the same his life abandoned in despair he once spoiled her with gifts now he spoils her with scorn a tragic end for one is now a tragic end for

Fuck Me..
Ok Im fucken tired of fucken ppl in my life always tryin to fucken tell me what the hell to do, like leave me the fuck alone already..this morning it got so fucken bad it made me feel like fucken jus dying, and no i dont wanna die but fuck sometimes u fucken wonder if its the best thing. Fuck u give your fucken heart out and it jus gets ripped the fuck up, and i aint jus talkin bout someone u love like a B/F or G/F but fucken friends n family too everything u fucken say or do is wrong and in the meantime you know you jus fucken tryin your damn best to make em happy and why u fucken ask cuz all u want back is jus for them to love and appreciate you jus the way you are fuck ups n all...No im doin this for fucken attention im fucken venting, its either this or do something i fucken regret...

Murpys Sex
1. The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings. 2. Nothing improves with age. 3. No matter how many times you’ve had it, if it’s offered take it, because it’ll never be quite the same again. 4. Sex has no calories. 5. Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. 6. There is no remedy for sex but more sex. 7. Sex appeal is 50% what you’ve got and 50% what people think you’ve got. 8. No sex with anyone in the same office. 9. Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. 10. A man in the house is worth two in the street. 11. If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. 12. Virginity can be cured. 13. When a man’s wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. 14. Never sleep with anyone crazier than yourself. 15. The qualities that most attract a woman t

Listen Up, Family/friends/fans
kenneth bush: Hacker Warning HACKER WARNING !!!!!!!!!! > I JUST RECEIVED THIS FROM ANOTHER GROUP SO PLEASE WATCH OUT FOR THIS > PERSON WANTING TO JOIN. > If somebody called bum_tn@007 hotmail com adds you dont accept it > because its a hacker. Tell every one on your list because if somebody > on your list adds them you get them on your list. He will have access > to your IP computer address. So copy & paste this message to every one > AND fast Just got this from Werewolf by Night! Take it to heart!

For The Haters
yea it is nice to get rated..but for the people that know im going under the knife and want to bad mouth me. get a life.unless the people who have want to tell my kids why daddy came back from war but died in sergery..screw you all..goes back to the fakes i put up beffore and was told was nsfw.to people who have kids over seas you may undersatand to all others screw u all

Sent To Me By A Very Special Friend.
I actually think its pretty accurate, and thats not because i am a Virgo, or like to toot my own horn. If you know me, you know I dont do that. I THOUGH THIS WAS INTERESTING VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.

Time
Why is that the older you get, time seems to speed up? I'm not quite sure what happened to my 20's, but they are almost a thing of my past. There is really not much for me to blog about...my life is full of correlation coefficients, standard deviations and price elasticity at the moment. The things one will do to get away from managing a bunch of 18-21 year olds!!!

My Best Friend
My friend You are the stars, you are the clouds, Where ever you are, I'm thinking of you right now. Your a hidden treasure, Placed inside my heart, my sadness's pleasure, When ever I'm about to fall apart. The wings to my angel, The light during my day, The picture that’s hang able, My thoughts when I begin to pray. The blood when I get cut, The tears whenever I cry, The friend that will get up, Whenever I want to die. The wind that blows the leaves, The air I breathe in each day, The memories that I keep, My thoughts that'll never go away. Your the story in my book, the painting in my memories, my hearts the one you've took, Now your setting it free. Your the friend I've always wanted, Your the love of my life, Your the person in my head, My Best Friend until I die.

New Family Tree
If your looking for a family out there thats different than any others then this is the family for you.....This is not just a family its a haven as well.For those of you who have been outcasted by society for being different in ways they don't seem to understand.Let me be the first to tell you I do understand how you feel about that....I'm here to offer you a haven and a family that has grown to be a great one...This family sticks behind its fellow members with upmost honor and respect....This family continues to grow and more and more people that have been outcasts realize how much of a true family this is to them...Please stop by to check us out...If you are this outcast no matter who you are or what music you listen to or what clothes you wear if society don't accept you.You can be most assured we will......So step on over to the newest and growing to be the largest families on Cherrytap.......Lord Lestat welcomes you all as well as Emanon, Bludragan, Gothic Rose,Rebel Bitch and Los

Addendum!!!!
I guess the Dragon Tattoo Contest starts this morning at 10 a.m. Eastern time! Yep, I'm entered, for what it's worth, lol! Anyone wishing to vote, comment bomb, pimp me out - go for it!! I will be at work all day, minus computer access. So, every man for himself, and God and Goddess for us all, lmao! Good grief! Thanks in advance to all my friends/family/fans! Love you all!!

Scenes From Life
I was cleaning out some files and came across a poem I did several weeks back....I used to write poetry all the time, but it seems I don't get around to it as often nowdays. I probably should, I've been recognized in several publications, won a few awards, been published on occasion, and even won an Editor's choice award last year...blah blah blah, lol. Just thought I'd share some of it now and then with those of ya that like such things. SADLY, ALONE The days and nights go slowly by And I yearn for love so much... The feel of arms around me, A kiss, or gentle touch. No matter where I look it seems There just is no one there To warm my nights and dreams... No one at all to care. I pray, and ask why this is... What purpose does it serve For me to be lonely like this, Then wonder if God heard. I know he did, I'm just afraid The answer's what I've anticipated... That for now, I'll just have to stay Alone...no matter how long I've waited.

Poem #77
RESCUE ME Everyting is dead and gone I'm left alone in the cold night In the darkest shadows I cry for you My heart and soul are hollow So frozen is my blood, my body Craving the warmth only you can give Needing, aching for your love Fearing I'll die without it So come for me, hold me, don't let go I miss your laughter and smiles Find me, help me, I'm drowning With your hands, reach for me Your spirit can save my own Pull me out of the twisted wreckage Breath life back into me Hurry, Im drowning, dying, breaking

Why
Why is it that i see people on here that ask you to rate them and they say when you do the`ll return the favor.It just seems there in to this for the points and nothing else like they got to prove that there better then some body else.Well i thought this was going to be a place were you can meat new people and make new friends not a place were some body is better then the next person.But i guess i was wrong.I am glad for the people that i have meet here and that i know here. All im doing here is trying to make new friends and meet new people i could care less about the points.So if you want to be a friend then great stop bye and lets chat.If not then i hope the best for you and that you get the points that you want cuz if your that kinda person you will never make new friends in here and all you will want is the points.

This Guy Know What He Is Talking About
LostCherry.com: It's Not What You Think... Really By Katie J Published October 04, 2006 Online social networking sites are booming. MySpace and Xanga hold the top spots for popularity, but slowly newer sites are being discovered. LostCherry.com is a great alternative to the afore mentioned sites. You can chat live in existing lounges or create your own. There is even a webcam option. Named after a popular cocktail, LostCherry is well designed and maintained. Membership is free, and there is no long form to fill out. There is a live 24 hour technical support chat room, named the LostCherry Lounge, should you have a problem with the service. Also, members whose names appear orange and green in color are equipped to handle technical problems if members don’t want to venture into the lounge. The Cherry Alert System will constantly let you know such things as when your friends are online, when you have received messages, when your friends have updated their photos, etc. Unlik

The Ghost Woman
A Seneca Legend In a Seneca village there was a young man who was an orphan. He had neither home nor relatives. He lived first with one family and then with another. One fall, when the men were getting ready to go deer hunting, the young man asked if he could go. The hunters didn't want him and he was left alone. Then he said, "I'll go by myself," and he started Towards night he came to an opening in the woods and saw a brush house over by the bushes. He went to the house and looked in; there was no one there. The young man thought that the other hunters had built the house and spent a night there. He went in, kindled a fire, made a place to sleep on, and lay down. About midnight he heard someone come in and, opening his eyes, he saw a woman. She looked at him but didn't speak, then she moved toward his couch and stopped again. At last she said, "I have come to help you. You must not be afraid. I will stay all night in the, cabin." He said, "If you will help me, you

What Happens
23 / male / bothell washington.... bored need entertainment...... so girls please dont be shy hit me up about anything or if you want to hook up for a night.... you can add me to your messengers if you want.. anything goes if you do.. dont be shy ask me anything talk to me about anything tell me where you want everything.... im up for pretty much anything.. i hope your creative enough to entertain me... other than that i dont think any of you single beautiful ladies out have what it takes to handle me......

Come Comment Me!!!
The girl with the most comments wins... Contest ends next Tuesday!! Come Rate n Comment as many times as you want!!! Lots of Love! Fatz http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=474914&albumid=267075&i=2737866622

Earliest Evidence Of High Intensity...
In my defense, I must say that I've lightened up considerably since age 5, and this seriousness followed the death of my great-grandmother. My spelling is also much improved. The handwriting, unfortunately, is pretty close to today's.... Translation: All people and animals need water. And food. To make them healthy. Sometimes people do not eat food and water. When people do not eat food and drink water, they die. And people bury them. Some people stay alive until they are 100. Many people do not stay alive until they are 100. Animals do the same thing. Some people and animals get sick. Sometimes the sickness makes them die. That is not funny. That is sad. It is not madness. It is sad.

The Twelve Stars
A Seneca Legend Twelve children were playing together on the grass near their fathers' cabins. They thought they would play a new game, and they invented one. They joined hands in a circle and danced, not swinging around, but standing in one place. As they danced they sang: "We are dancing. We are dancing." Their parents were watching them and listening to their song, when all at once they noticed that their feet did not touch the ground. The parents were frightened and ran out to stop the dancing, but the children were already above their heads in the air and going higher and higher, always singing: "We are dancing. We are dancing." They went up and up until they disappeared, still holding hands, and they were next seen as twelve stars in the heavens just above their fathers' cabins. One got a little out of the circle and therefore appears a little at one side of the others.

Guys Are Asses
Why are there stupid woman like me that fall in love knowing there gonna get hurt in the long run. I am never gonna fall in love again because I really loved my last boyfriend and he hurt me and let me down. I tried to make him happy but i guess I diddnt do enough for him. I GIVE UP!!!!

Frankie
A beautiful person inside and out you stand for what you believe in and love unconditionally... I'm thankful our paths have crossed and I'm so honored to be your friend. You always take the time to show your friends you are thinking of them. You are a kind hearted person with the kindest of words. Thank you for allowing me to be your friend. A true friend it’s like a four leaf clover - Hard to find, and lucky to have. I consider myself very "lucky" to have you as my Friend. Oh and add charming, sexy and caring to that List of things that make you so wonderful. Definitely a friend that I cannot do without you. Your words move me every time we visit. You are truly one of the best connections that I've made in this world. We've been together for a long time, and will be for much longer. I love you for being Sweet, kind, intelligent, artistic, compassionate, assertive, funny, puts silly little songs in my head that I sing all day long, dang! You are wonderful person with a po

St.patrick's And,yada,yada!
So I went and bought the boys bunk beds and mattresses.I really like them but,now I need twin bedding for them I think I'm going Sponge Bob.I had fun St.Patrick's day I drank more then anyone and was the only one still not wasted I was laughing.I got the boy's hair cut Sam still has the mohawk!I got some make-up from Victoria's secret and me and Mark got TMNT shirts lol I LOVE mine.Someone tried to vandalize my van ha ha ha!Maybe they should have tried that on someone who dident know shit about cars cause of my popa I know quite a bit but they tried to switch my pluggs around dumb asses and yes I know who it was they wont be trying nothing no more I chained my hood down!I found out that two of my best buddies are having babies so I hooked em up with baby stuff!Im so excited a lil baby!he or she will grow up with my hooligans awwwwww!I get my permanent crowns tomarrow hooray!anyways fill ya in on more later xoxoxoxoxoxo Cherry Tap!~Icis~

Home Again
I'm so excited!! I'm going "home" next week! I've been living in East Tennessee for the past 6 years, but "home", to me, is Chicago. It's been nearly 2 years since my last visit, maybe longer. When you get my age time just gets away from you!! My past visits usually consisted of an extended weekend, but this time I'll be in town all week!! I'll actually be able to hang out with my best friends while I'm there, one of which I haven't seen in over 6 years!! She has a daughter I've never even met (man I suck)...she was in a really ugly relationship w/ a POS that made me want to do things that would land me behind bars,so I stayed away!!!! But now he's out of her life and she's found herself again, and I can't wait to see her!! I'm gonna spend some time with my niece and nephews, go to dinner with my mom and my sister, and her man. Hang out with my baby bro and my cousin, visit my son and meet his "girlfriend" (I promise to keep my mouth shut), who I hear isn't a very likeable per

Today Is The Day
HI all well today is the day i move on and tell my ex to his face it is over. I am so scared. still have alot to do in the house. I will be back when i have access to a puter. love u all. Beautiful scars

Deleting Time
TO ALL MY SO CALLED FRIENDS BUT NEVER REALLY SAY ANYTHING TO ME I WILL DELETE U OUT OF MY LIST .... TO THOSE ONE WHO STILL WANT TO BE MY FRIEND SAY SOME IN HERE AND I WILL LET U STAY IF NOT OH WELL U WILL FIND OUT WHEN I DONT SEND A COMMENT OR SAY HELLO ANYMORE LOL

Whos My Man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now u gotta repost this as "Who's My girl?" or "Who's My man?" The first person to message you saying ..."Im your girl."... or "Im your man" will be your CHERRYTAP Babe... You have 2 even if u have a boyfriend or girlfriend. You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.=) Very fun to do

Remembering
though i am old seeing threw diffent eyes childhood being cold all the lies its all clear now seeing things your way the untimely blow reminding me everyday my heart weeps as a child for you the tears stream down my face i cant quit feeling blue everyday seems a wase your in my heart and always will loving you til the end of time until i am unable to feel only now i wait for gods sign

Cup Of Joe
CUP OF JOE'S FIRST CONTEST AND IT IS GOING TO BLOW YOUR MIND!!! TOP PRIZE IS A HAPPY HOUR! 2ND PLACE RECEIVES A MONTHS BLAST 3RD PLACE RECEIVES A WEEKS BLAST 4TH PLACE RECEIVES A THREE DAY BLAST 5TH PLACE RECEIVES A ONE DAY BLAST BONUS EVERYONE IS A WINNER IN THIS CONTEST 30,000 COMMENTS OR MORE WILL ALSO RECEIVE THESE GIFTS 20,000 COMMENTS OR MORE WILL ALSO RECEIVE THESE GIFTS 10,000 COMMENTS OR MORE WILL ALSO RECEIVE THESE GIFTS 6,000 COMMENTS OR MORE WILL ALSO RECEIVE THESE GIFTS 3,000 COMMENTS OR MORE WILL ALSO RECEIVE THESE GIFTS 1,000 COMMENTS OR MORE WILL ALSO RECEIVE THIS GIFT ANYONE THAT HAS LESS THEN 1,OOO COMMENTS WILL RECEIVE A TROPHY FOR GIVING IT THEIR BEST SHOT! HOW TO ENTER & THE RULES 1) I will be taking your current default photo for this contest. Please

My First Contest
I have joined my first contest. Kind of on a whim. But it is the sexiest trouser snake contest. The first link that I sent does not appear to work. This is the guys page that is hosting the contest. ~Gay_Countryboy~(BOUNCER & MEMBER OF GLBT~GOT PRIDE~FAMILY)~On CT~@ CherryTAP If you have the time and are inclined to see a bunch of mens privates parts, please stop by and drop a few comments. Thanks, Bobby

Your Sign..im A Cap, Can You See Any Of This In Yourself?
!~Subject: What sign are you?~! Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. ~VIRGO: The Virgin~ Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. ~SCORPIO: The sex addict~ Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future.Most erotic - Freak in bed. Great kisser. Always get what they want. > >>>>>>>>Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. ~LIBRA: The lame lover~ Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own u

Kristen's Kloset Is For Eveyone!!!
KRISTEN'S KLOSET is for eveyone!!! Put the spark back in your relationship by kicking things up a notch! Kristen's kloset offers a wonderful line of bath and massage aids, books, games, lubricants, spa products, lingerie, adult novelties and bedroom accessories. There is truly something for everyone! Confidential on-line shopping: www.funpartieswithkristen.com Would you like first hand demonstration of our products? You can see, touch, taste, smell our lotions, lubricants, body sprays, body powders, massage lotions and oils. Plus see some of our "bedroom accessories" up close and personal. ( Well, not too personal). It's a great time and I can almost guarantee you'll learn something new! Contact me for your fun party in your home. Parties are for women only or couples (18 and over) BUT anyone over 18 can order. Get together with your girlfriends and have a great night in - send the boys off to watch the game and we'll call them back when the demonstration

Call Me Crazy *shrugs*
Must be my hormones. The reason I feel the way I do can't be that I actually feel this way. Must be because flo's here. Maybe it's because of the weather, maybe the moon's pull has this affect on me. What I see and observe don't matter. I'm told I'm wrong. Maybe I need to just calm down. Maybe I overthink. All I know is that. When I follow my instincts. I'm rarely wrong. When I start to feel neglected or ignored, that's when she usually walks away into the arms of the best thing that's ever happened to her. I was just what lead to that next great thing. All the words of cari

The F*cked Up English Language!
You Think English is Easy??? Read to the end...a new twist to an oldie Can you read these right the first time? 1) The bandage was wound around the wound. 2) The farm was used to produce produce 3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse . 4) We must polish the Polish furniture. 5) He could lead if he would get the lead out. 6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert. 7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present . 8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum. 9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes. 10) I did not object to the object. 11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid. 12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row . 13) They were too close to the door to close it 14) The buck does funny things when the does are present. 15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line. 16) To help with pla

I'm Yellow...bite Me--haha
You scored as Yellow. Your heart is yellow. You are very fun loving and you\'re the life and soul of the party. Some people may call you childish, but they\'re boring fuckers and should be shot! Be happy to be happy and don\'t change for anyone. Oh wow, I\'m very proud of you *sniffles*. This is my first quiz so bite me...Yellow79%Pink75%Blue71%Purple46%Green32%White25%Orange25%Black21%Red21%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

Times Up
You hear it all the TIME. You never know when your TIME will be up. Alot of TIMES it seems to go in 1 ear and out the other for whatever reasons. Maybe because life is so busy crazy. Maybe because we havent had an accuatance on there death bed or terminally sick or been to an unexpected funeral in quite some TIME. When we have TIME to ponder this subject it may go thru our minds and ya start to think just for a moment yes my TIME could come at anyTIME. Maybe you drive alot everyday and see a terrible accident and start to thinkin, That could have been me it could have been my TIME. And the last TIME I said good by to a loved one all I said was goodby and did not tell them how much I loved them or cherished their friendship. And ya may wonder why dident I tell them? Why dident I express my feelings? Well last wednesday my TIME could have very easily been up. Maybe it was supposto to be. Due to confidentuality reasons I cannot get into details. The event and circumstances are just stoo

I Tried
You know nothing come easy, you gotta try real real hard, I tried hard...but I guess I gotta try harder. I try so hard can't seem to get away from misery man I try so hard will always be a victim of these streets it aint my fault cuz I... tried to get away but trouble follows me and still I try so hard hoping one day you'll come and rescue me but until then, I'll be posted up right here in sleet hail snow but until then... I'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough First let me explain that I'm just a black man and I come from the darkside, so I'm havin a hard time stayin on track man my mind be racin, and I don't even know what I'm chasin' yet I been in and out of relationships, I'm startin to see thats it's me where the complications at, but I'm layin back prayin that, you can't have piece of mind of me, I thought I was right but really I'm wrong, in the end I was to blind to see, I was in the fast lane chasin' my dream, and then it seem when

Useless Part 1
So this is prolly going to be the first of several installments of simple rambleings from my dumb ass ... however it might inlighten some..... and piss off others.. either way its the way I see it and its mine damnit. So I was told by a friend today some things about another friend that really made me at first mad but then concerned about my self and the way I handle things in my every day normal life. I was told that I had a tendancy to get pissed off if .. well if I didnt get my way... well this may be true to an extent but not without reason due to the fact and nature of what I would be getting pissed about. Now any red blooded american will get a but on the pissed off side if someone is in any way shape of form fuckign wiht there life or well being.... right? Well thats what I would be getting pissed about and I dont think that is me being selfish or anything of the like. I could be wrong........ To further this concern I contacted person one to aleave him from having to "bo

Happness
HAPPNESS IS A FAST RUNNER I KNOW THIS FOR A FACT it smees im all was after hem and staring at his back.and when i get close enff to get a gript he hids or dissappers for sight to prolong a frutless trip..im so tired of chasing happness iv all most lost all heart i have to relize the is to clever to be cought so ill lay downunder this tree maybe he will chease me insted

Patches
PATCHES by WILLIAM THOMAS KINSEY UP ALL NIGHT AND WORKING HARD REPAIRS ARE UNDER WAY I'M PATCHING UP A BROKEN HEART OR TRYING TO FIND A WAY THIS ONE'S BEEN AROUND A WHILE IT NEEDS TENDER LOVING CARE IT'S BEEN BROKEN MORE THAN ONCE THERE ARE PATCHES EVERYWHERE IT TAKES A LOT OF PATIENCE WHEN YOU DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START PUTTING PATCHES OVER PATCHES TO MEND A BROKEN HEART ONCE YOU GET THE HANG OF IT IT SHOULDN'T TAKE SO LONG FIRST YOU HAVE TO CHECK IT OUT TO FIND OUT WHAT WENT WRONG THERE, THE LAST PATCH SET IN PLACE BUT THERE IS NO GUARANTEE I ONLY HOPE IT LASTS A WHILE FOR THIS HEART BELONGS TO ME

Down With The Changes, I Want The Old Lost Cherry Ways Back!!!!
Hmmmmm I wonder, Baby J how would you and Social Concepts like it if we, the people of Cherry Tap took a stand by not helping fund Cherry Tap anymore. What if we canceled our VIC What if we stopped buying blast and happy hours What if we stopped recruiting new members for you We have rights as paying consumers of this site and why are our rights being ignored? 90 % of people who write you for answers or have something to say are ignored. Why is that? Why change what was a wonderful and great thing? Why take away our adult privileges when this "Claims" to be an adult site? Why have a rule that you have to be 18 and older to join if the site is going to become child safe? I would love for some answers from someone. I also am going to write Social Concepts who if you look at the bottom of the Cherry Tap log in page is who sponsors Cherry Tap. If you notice also when you go to pay pal now to get a blast or pay for a service of Cherry Tap it goes to Social Concepts. I hav

Disease Of Your Affection
Don't lie to make me happy I don't need a tainted charm Your false feelings Bring emotional harm I am afraid of loneliness Our love no longer true But I can stand alone Without leaning on you Disease of your affection Penetrating me Your love like a virus Attacking violently Not to worry, I'll be fine I'll make it through the day But when tomorrow comes I'll have the courage to walk away

I'm With You (for My Brother)
I am with you... Think of the hope and promise of tomorrow Don't stress about where you find yourself today. You can't hold on to regret and sorrow. Because you will be home one day... The circumstances of a crime Have taken from us so much time Hold on, be strong, if in your heart I'll always be In a dark corner of that cell you'll find... me!! This sentence of imprisonment is as much yours as mine Life goes on, though incomplete - partially suspended in time There is a part of me that no one ever sees... My heart is caged within your cell, till you're set free Meet me in that dark corner whenever you feel alone I'll give you the courage, love and strenght to go on And where ever you go, I'll be sure to follow Because I'm with you today - and I'll meet you there tomorrow.

Miss Me?
My computer puked, had to do a system restore therefore deleting all my saved passwords and I couldn't remember my password or screen name to log in with so I haven't been on and that's why, it's been a long month! For some reason I just kept guessing and remembered so I'm baaaaack :)

Updates On The Contest...
Tonight went great! There are only 10 contestants allowed in each round at each bowling alley. I performed 'Stand By Your Man' and I won $25.00... the next round will be held on May 13th. I will continue to update as I know more info. Look for the video to be posted here later... the sound is good but it was too dark to see me very well, sorry. ~Sarah

Fairy Name Generator
http://www.emmadavies.net/fairy/ Your First Name Your Last Name Your fairy is called Fire Rainbowwitch She is a fortune bringer. She lives where fireflies mate and breed. She is only seen in the enchanted moment between sleep and waking. Her dresses glow with fiery colours. She has multicoloured wings like a butterfly.

Naughty Little Sundae For Me..
I would love to insert a cherry between some lovely thighs. followed by whip cream ample amount inside. then some orange-vanilla ice cream to make a dream delight then with no spoon or utensils eat it out icecream first aand slurp down the whippcream with the tip of my tongue bring out the cherry while bringing her to an orgasmic scream. if you are near my area code(361)and interested in such drop me a message, I am a horney old onery cuss truly wanting to have some fun.

Cloning (too Funny-tx Kapprcorn420)
A scientist was successful in cloning himself, and was asked to speak at a national convention of cloning scientists at a meeting on the 45th floor of a New York skyscraper. "My fellow scientists", he began. Before he could utter another word, the clone jumped up and shouted, "Fuck you!". Apologizing for the interruption, the scientist began again, "My fellow scientists..." Again the clone sprang to his feet. He yelled, "This dumb asshole couldn't produce a copy on a Xerox. He's a fraudulent dickhead." Incensed, the scientist grabbed him, and threw him out the window. The crowd gasped. A short while later New York's finest arrived and what had transpired was explained to them. The policeman said, "We are going to have to arrest you." "For what? You can't arrest me for killing my own clone!" "We are charging you with, making an obscene clone fall."

Im Getting A Late Start!!
IN ANOTHER CONTEST THIS ONE WILL BE LOTS OF FUN :-)...IT IS THE SEXIEST FEMALE CHERRY CONTEST MOST COMMENTS gets FIRST place MOST RATES gets SECOND place HIGHEST RATING gets THIRD place BELOW YOU WILL FIND THE LINK TO MY PHOTO I CHOSE FOR THE CONTEST AND THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND PLEASEEEEE SHOW LOTS OF SUPPORT IF YOU RATE MY PIC AT LEAST LEAVE 10 COMMENTS OR MORE FOR ME AND I PROMISE TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU IN SOME WAY ;-)!! I HAVE A LOTTTT OR FRIENDS, FANS AND FAMILY SO I SHOULD HAVE A GREAT CHANCE AT WINNING ANY CONTEST IM IN AND IM SURE THE COMPITION WILL NOT BE EASY LOL... THANKS SO MUCH I LOVE U ALL MUAHHHHH!!!!

Bubble Of Protection Meditation
Here's a simple safety and protection meditation. This visualization can be used around people, pets, homes, cars, airplanes, and around anything you want to protect. After doing this a few times, you will not need the candles. You will be able to visualize the ball of white light at any time and any place. If you wish to protect a loved one and you have a photo of them, place it between the candles for the meditation. (Don't let it catch fire!) You may cast a circle if you like, but it is not necessary. Light white candles for protection. Begin the meditation: Sit down and get comfortable. Relax. Breathe slow and deep. Let all tension flow into the earth. Feel calm and peaceful. You are completely relaxed. Now visualize a beautiful white light all around you, like a bubble. It shimmers and sparkles. Now make it stronger, and then make it shine brighter. Make it grow until it fills the room you are in. Fill the bubble with love. Know that it will protect you where ever you go.

A Very Punctuated Award Winning Verse
What Life? by Rene' W. Brignone some 16 years ago I've set my eyes upon her frame and so she is passing through a door... ...Into my life, thoughts are of Kind Lovers, and of those kind lovers will never ignore. An introduction to this striking child I'm once inclined,...Nay, twice compelled to offer. 'less I stand a stoney mind on hold, as mine is one unforgiven. --I've this action taken,notably for her. I'd surely die if I had not so given to the urge felt heavy, ...the want for knowing... ...of what life we're destined and bound...for this life of love; ours left so all the best left as love, so as it is for the love...in life meant living... ...what life? Rene' W. Brignone Copyright ©2007 René W. Brignone and Eastern Pacific Wolf Inc.

I May Be Leaving...
As some of you may know, I had drill this weekend...also as some of you know, my unit was tasked for Iraq and are mobilizing very soon...not being able to go, gave me many mixed emotions that's hard to explain, unless you're a soldier. Sunday, our CO told us that, with nothing in writing as of yet, the rest of our unit was tasked out for a second mission to Iraq...so I have some stuff to do...have to be seen by some doctors, to medically clear me. I thought I escaped the microscope of the medical review board...well, long story short, my senior NCOs and I were trying to pull a trick, so my medical shit would disappear after my enlistment ended this Nov....but, I guess it didn't work out with this new mission in hand :( Well, I'll keep you guys posted here and thank you for all the luv and kindness you all have shown me...I'll try to stop by everyone's page to show some luv, but things are about to get pretty hectic for me...so I hope you all understand. Love, hugs and kis

Drug Test
so I got my random drug test today at work. I thought everything was dandy, the only drug I've had in quite awhile is hydrocodone. but that didn't show up on the test. Instead, I tested positive for PCP. YEAH PCFUCKINP. So now I'm sitting on my ass waiting for the fucking lab to call so I can prove to them that my anti depressant is what came up as PCP. FUCK. I'm missing out on prob a weeks worth of pay and there's nothing I can do about it. My boss actually thought I was using PCP. I'm not a drug user. Never tried PCP. Don't even know how to use the damn shit. So, here I am, online, bored out of my fucking mind, wondering when I can go back to work..... Somebody please help keep me occupied!!!!

Paradise
Depression pulls at you Like the arms of a sadistic fantasy. You fall back into nothing To watch the world disappear Within a crimson chasm. Nothing breaks the falls You don’t stop falling Even through the bloodied concrete Not until you reach her arms. You shudder there in the only paradise You have ever been able to escape to. Jealousy puts more green In your eyes than any gem comprehends. You’d put her under glass And label all the parts If only she wouldn’t’ve Had to hurt through it all. You contemplate How to kill competition Even when you’re in her arms. You shudder there in the only paradise You have ever been able to escape to. Obsession keeps pictures Of her in your wallet and on your walls. You want to keep her happy And will do anything To make sure she knows it. You won’t stop hunting Her every imprint on the earth. You’ll beg for her to kiss you When you’re being held by her arms. You shudder there in the only paradise You have ever been a

80 Cents
The race track was fun, I went there w/no money n left w/ $30.80. Yet I was only ahead by 80 cents ,lol. See we found my g-ma there n she gave me $10 n my parents each gave me $10. So I had $30 to play with, I lost alot n won some but in te end, I had $30.80. See, I was only ahead by 80 cents

Things Are Confusing
sometimes things are so confusing what is right what is wrong do you turn and run or stay and take the chance sometimes the world is just on my shoulders w/no place to throw it no one cares to listen or try to understand so whats the difference so many people to please but whos there to please me no one ever oh well i guess thats just life

Spent The Day At The Er
I went the ER with my one year old Malachi he has a hair line skull fracture. It scared the crap outta me and I'm still really worried about him. The Doctor says it is in the shape of a V on the top of his skull.

Thanks
Thanks Drifting on a midnight thought My mind thinks back to loving thoughts Knowing what love is, or have I wrought A joy to others that I have sought. Dwelling upon this thought Recognized what heaven had brought But confusion rules my mind Was it one sided or just to enter twined Did I receive it back or off on my own derailed track I hope in loving grace as my mind moves back To her face I had a treasure In which I felt she was the gem That I was dealt I hope the time was well spent I wonder if she know how much she meant Scott baker

Before U Buy That New Light Bulb???
http://www.wnd.com/news/article.asp?ARTICLE_ID=55213 WASHINGTON – Brandy Bridges heard the claims of government officials, environmentalists and retailers like Wal-Mart all pushing the idea of replacing incandescent light bulbs with energy-saving and money-saving compact fluorescent lamps. So, last month, the Prospect, Maine, resident went out and bought two dozen CFLs and began installing them in her home. One broke. A month later, her daughter's bedroom remains sealed off with plastic like the site of a hazardous materials accident, while Bridges works on a way to pay off a $2,000 estimate by a company specializing in environmentally sound cleanups of the mercury inside the bulb. With everyone from Al Gore to Wal-Mart to the Environmental Protection Agency promoting CFLs as the greatest thing since, well, the light bulb, consumers have been left in the dark about a problem they will all face eventually – how to get rid of the darn things when they burn out or, worse yet,

Alone In My Mind By Dj~belladonna~vamperv Goddess Vdc~last Chance Dj~skitzer69's Wife And Chew Toy~
Alone In My Mind Another lonely night arrives Walking alone in my mind Dark, deserted, cold, and still Not another soul to find So much lost in my world Times like this are the worst Pain and fear crashing in Thinking sometimes a curse Always searching for answers That only you can supply Yet alone, I'm so lost Not ready to say good-bye Rummaging through my thoughts Only echo's off the walls No voices do I hear Hoping my name you'll call Can't keep going on like this Things are taking a toll on me Days are getting long and hard It's you I'm needing to see

Unsure Of Where To Start
Well, I'm not sure where I should start with this. You know, I'm trying to live my life and I have met some wonderful people here on CT. I have a few friends that I have met on here that I go and do things with. For some reason there is other people involved with them that feel they need to FUCK with me. You know, these people need to FUCKING BACK OFF!! I am not the type of person to get angry. Several people have seen my angry side and they have yet to anger me again. I am a very sweet and caring person, but you just don't want to make me mad. This site is here for people to meet, chat with and by choice to meet and hang out. I'm sorry if you're jealous of me, but that just means that you're not secure with yourself. These people that are FUCKING with me needs to back off and they need to do it in a hurry. That's about all I have to say. Thanks for taking the time to read this and I hope that you have a good rest of the weekend, because I know I'm going to.

My Sleeping Position
What Your Sleeping Position Says You are calm and rational. You are also giving and kind - a great friend. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games. What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Its Me!!
im bored so i thot id drop in and ramble.... things i like....dragons, my truck (cuz she so fly!!) i built that too!! tattoos, ink, airbrush, art...things no one knows about me ?? hhmm....i like old movies(john wayne westerns..fav is mcclintock..the red head (yes i know her name) was hot for an old lady ..lollol) i am a published writer, artist,poet, photographer....i can do anythng artistic...just gimme 2.2 secounds!! lol the only chevy i will admit to likeing is a CORVETTE...theres nothing like a 63 split window!! the only ford i will admit to is....a thunderbird..the old like 50's n 60's!! music...well...everything from rap, joan jett, malissa etheridge....aint to crazy about country but theres ust sumpin bout the way terri clark looks!! got to meet her summer of 05!! we even talked DODGE....cuz she gots one!! loli will stop here.... anything u wanna know?? ask!! later!! S

Moving
YEAH I'M GOING TO BE MOVING SOON. SO I'M GOING TO BE OFF LINE FOR A WHILE. I THINK I MAY HAVE ABOUT 2 MORE WEEKS HERE AND THEN WHO KNOWS? I'D LIKE TO GO UP A LEVEL IF ANYONE CARES.... LOL I DOUGHT IT...LOL BUT IT'S MY BLOG AND I'LL ASK IF I WANT TOO. BY THE WAY MUCH LOVE TO MY FRIEND (L.K.K.)LICKZZZZZ

September 11
The day of Sept. 11 was a tragic day we lost many innocent people that day to a disaster that took our country by surprise. The many that died are not forgotten they are still in our hearts. Now we are fighting to rebuild our country after such a terrible onslaught of murder that should have never happened but it did and no we have payed the price cant the fighting just stop. It will always be rememebered in our hearts of one of the most devastating days we have ever seen in this country since we lost so many May god be with all the ones who lost their loved ones in that tragic day.. God Bless The Usa.. We will fight for our beautiful country so that it may once prosper. Alan Jackson Videos | Ringtones | Columbus Homes For Sale

Testament Ix * Comments Rate Plz*
"The light is just a messenger of control" The done can be undone but told can not be untold. free at last to express myself known as the carrier of recluse agile and loner. my feeding of craving only feed the lines between desire and desperation hidden within the ring of both truth and deception deep down in love and lust. my tears are shield only for sins of the past that uphold the future. My smiles are the herds from past returns that bravely outwit the present. my life leads to many pathways most say uncharted but the remains of freedom most implore only wat they see.. a dream. my laws are my function of self reliance not command of life that cherish although my senses are the chain of authority. The future in motion always it is while the presence u see is always reluctant. the act of nature only relies on the stubborness of the past which brings power of change within light and darkness. power of change can be abandon if the remains of steadiness is mistreated but

Alone
All alone. Sitting in the corner. seeing the two walls join. It hurts to know they can. In a room... None of that silly doom and gloom. The need to rhyme well past its prime. Thoughts are floating. Twisting and turning. Melting to nothing but hopelessness... What do I do? Alone in a world full of people. Screaming at the dark and not even heard. Banging my head the wall gives a damn. Then again it seems it's the only one...

Help Animals In Need
The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes waaaay less than a minute to go to their site and click on "feed an animal in need" for FREE. (THIS WON'T COST YOU A THING) Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know... HELPANIMALRESCUE On that page you have to click the purple icon that says Fund Food For Animals :)

The Touching Kindness Of A Man
I barely speak to him. He's always around though. But I never took the time until now. He's the quiet type, I guess it's because that he has a son that he's more grown up than most of us. It was like, all this while I have always had some random penis say something sexual to me, but the courtesy of this guy has led me to believe that hey, there are still gentlemen out there. I am amazed, and I am impressed. He thanked me for noticing. I thank him even more... And thank you so much for being you..

Cleain Up A Few Things...
I went thew Friend,family,fans and fans of and looks like i have some 980 ppl on all the list. But after deleteing all the non-pic one (stick face pics) i know have 875 ppl on the lists. Would thats alot of ppl. ANd 105 ppl i had w/no pic of anykind. Sorry if it was u, hope to chat w/u again.

A Little Girl And Holding Hands
Another little story I thought I would share. I hope everyone has a great day. A Little girl and her father were crossing a bridge. The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter,"Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river." The little girl said, "No, Dad. You hold my hand." "What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father. "There's a big difference," replied the little girl. "If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go." In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours...

Allow Yourself
Allow yourself The most difficult part of any accomplishment is getting yourself to do it. Once you fully allow yourself to take the necessary actions, the results begin flowing to you with ease. Your ego promotes the false idea that effort and challenge are things to be avoided. In reality, effort and challenge enable you to create great value and bring immense joy to life. Accomplishment is something that comes easily and naturally to you, when you choose to allow it. From the inside out, you are meant to create. All that you are, all that you have, all that you know can work together to bring about your most treasured dreams. You are never too old, too young, too feeble or too uninformed to make a real difference. The only thing that can truly stop you is you, but only if you listen to the insecure posturing of your ego. Choose instead to listen to your heart, which tells you what you know you must do. Find real joy in following your purpose. Find fulfillment b

Sending Out Some Love
I have never done this before so please understand if it's not perfect.I have meet so many nice and sweet people on here,most have became friends and others have come and gone.I would like to thank those that have been there in all the good times and the bad.thanks to those that have wished me well after my car wreck I dont know what I would have done without you.you guys are the best.I would like for all of you to know that you will be in my heart for the rest of my life.

Doing Time
Lonely to be fates prinsoner in a cell, Broken and caught up in a shell. You came along nd seen no crime, You saved me from doing time. Listen to the bells that chime, Thanks to you I'm no longer doing time.

How Do You Decide Whom To Marry? ( Written By Kids )
You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. -- Alan , age 10 No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry.God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with. -- Kristen , age 10 WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED? Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. -- Camille , age 10 HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED? You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. -- Derrick , age 8 WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON? Both don't want any more kids. -- Lori , age 8 WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE? Dates are for having fun, and people should use them to get to know each other. Even boys have something to say if you listen long enough. -- Lynnette, age 8 (isn't she a treasure) On the first da

Between Friends
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life Just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh Until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe That there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you That there really is an unlocked door Just waiting for you to open it. Always try to help a friend in need Believe in yourself Be brave...but it's ok to be afraid sometimes Study hard Give lots of kisses Laugh often Don't be overly concerned with your weight, it's just a number Always try to see the glass half full Meet new people, even if they look different to you Remain calm, even when it seems hopeless Take lots of naps.. Be weird whenever you have the chance Love your friends, no matter who they are Don't waste food RELAX Take an occasional risk Try to have a little fun each day. ...it's important Work together as a team Share a joke wi

Excerpt From The Book, "maya's First Rose"
Excerpt from the book, "Maya's First Rose" If you ever love an animal, there are three days in your life you will always remember . . . The first is a day, blessed with happiness, when you bring home your young new friend. You may have spent weeks deciding on a breed. You may have asked numerous opinions of many vets, or done long research in finding a breeder. Or, perhaps in a fleeting moment, you may have just chosen that silly looking mutt in a shelter -- simply because something in its eyes reached your heart. But when you bring that chosen pet home, and watch it explore, and claim its special place in your hall or front room -- and when you feel it brush against you for the first time -- it instills a feeling of pure love you will carry with you through the many years to come. The second day will occur eight or nine or ten years later. It will be a day like any other. Routine and unexceptional. But, for a surprising instant, you will look at your longtime friend and see age

For Granted We Take
Ever wonder how the world can be served with silver spoon in hand, to those who have everything but simply do not understand. When there are those that i call we that have to dust off an empty hand. A house thats full of trinkets and life full of bliss and yet there heart and mind still cannot grasp that there is so much more than this. we hold our heads above the surface just to see the light of day, we crawl so we can walk again, it is these dues we have to pay. a silver platter is nothing when its gold that you possess. the riches of the world are the only thing that has digressed. You care only for materials that rip and fade in time, its those materials that we break for during this journey we must climb. The rich may get richer, yet suicide is on their minds, if only the could fit our shoes and see lifes not hard to find. we eat to live while they live to eat but we find the rainbows end,because love controls the hearts of the ones where silver spoons just don

Why Models Irritate Me...
so this month I edited/released a soft/clean shot set for a model in canada... regular clothed to nude style, clean shots and no dirty spreads or anything... however after giving the model access to the site she is now pissed at how one picture is displayed... one picture that was a full body shot, I had cropped into a full frontal of just her hips and her goodies... and minus the "model" tag on it, you cant even tell who it is... well she immediately has a shit fit and we have been playing email tag... NOW... within the release she signed this clause exists... which ALL OTHER sites of our nature have due to issues like this:Without limiting the foregoing, SGI may edit, distort, change or modify the Media as SGI sees fit, and Model understands that SGI has no obligation to use the Media. Model hereby waives the right to inspect or approve the finished product(s) or version(s) of the Media, editorial copy, advertising copy, or any other printed or visual matter that may b

Failure!
So I said I would become friends with only people I could strike up a conversation with... Well I confess I failed! I have met some great people so far, but have to confess I have also added some people as friends because I want to progress and be a little more popular here on CT.. Does that make me a bad person?

Jay Leno Said This (it's Good"
Jay Leno wrote this; it's the Jay Leno we don't often see... "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3s of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year? Maybe it is the ability to drive from the Pacific

Orange Roughy Parmesan
2 lb. orange roughy 2 tbsp. fresh lemon juice 1/2 c. freshly grated Parmesan cheese 4 tbsp. butter, softened 3 tbsp. mayonnaise 3 tbsp. chopped green onions 1/4 tsp. salt Pepper and Tabasco In a buttered baking dish, place fillets in a single layer. Brush with lemon juice. Let stand for 10 minutes. In small bowl combine cheese, butter, mayonnaise, green onion, salt, pepper and Tabasco. Broil fillets 3 to 4 inches (under preheated broiler) for 5-6 minutes. Pour off excess liquid. Spread with cheese mixture and broil for an additional 2-3 minutes. Watch closely. Serves 4.

How To Turn Someone Into A Budwieser Frog
How to Turn Someone Into A Budwieser Frog Throughout the years shamans have practised shapeshifting, the act of changing into an animal. Did they really change into an animal or did they appear to? Have you noticed that some people seem to have a certain animal energy? Some look and act like a cat when you look at and talk with them. Others remind you of a dog and still others remind you of a bear. Are they shapeshifting or do they think like that animal which they resemble? Do others see them as you do? In this spell to change someone into a frog I am not saying literally change them into a frog but change the way people look at them and how they look at themselves. Their dreams will be of wallowing in mud and eating bugs. To reverse the spell do a symbolic death of them as a frog and a rebirth as a human. SUPPLIES: 4 Blue candles (relates to water, the frogs home) Water incense (any) Frog (Don't worry, we won't be sacrificing it) Clear glass Beermug (for f

Hells Kitchen
yes it is that time again. time for Hells Kitchen with Chef Gordon Ramsay. i watch it every year. kinda fun to watch since i work in the food industry. http://www.fox.com/hellskitchen/ above is the link to the site that Fox has. check it out and watch the show.

Divorce
Hey everyone to let you all know I am going through a divorce... i found out that my soon to be husban is a Cocaine Addict and because of him i am fighting for Custody of my son again.. as some of you all know i am an ADDICT.. well back in April i had relapsed on THC and then i had a neversouse Breakdown and i got put into the Adult Physicatric Unit for a week and a day..well the thing is i am better now and they are treating me because i am Biplora/ Mantic and i am on 2,000.00 worth of medication.. Well you please keep fingures cross that i get my son back.. lots of love... ciao oh yea dont ask to go out with any because i have a girlfriend !!!

Do You Remember When...
Now I know I'm really showing my age, because I remember ALL of these!!! DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN...? All the girls had ugly gym uniforms? It took five minutes for the TV warm up? Nearly everyone's Mom was at home when the kids got home from school? Nobody owned a purebred dog? When a quarter was a decent allowance? You'd reach into a muddy gutter for a penny? Your Mom wore nylons that came in two pieces? All your male teachers wore neckties and female teachers had their hair done every day and wore high heels? You got your windshield cleaned, oil checked, and gas pumped, without asking, all for free, every time? And you didn't pay for air? And, you got trading stamps to boot? Laundry detergent had free glasses, dishes or towels hidden inside the box? It was considered a great privilege to be taken out to dinner at a real restaurant with your parents? They threatened to keep kids back a grade if they failed. . . and they did? Wh

Love Is Over Rated
Come on people you cant really believe that there is true love. Its the dumbest thing I have ever heard of. Love is like Santa Clause. You think its real until you grow up and get a clue. Love is nothing but emotions run rampant. If everyone understood the true meaning it would make life easier for everyone. Love is nothing more than security and habit all rolled into one. You "feel" safe and you feel "secure" but its all a crumbling wall of lies that once shaken will fall to the ground. Get over it a see it for what it is. No one on this earth is that selfless that they will sacrifice everything for another person. Everyone has their price and that doesn't always mean its financial gain. People have their own dreams and ambitions. There will always be someone or something better out there. It's human nature to always strive for something better. I've been considered heartless and cold. All that is very true. I'm ok with that. I like being that way. I like being protected and gua

Peanut Butter And Jelly Bars
Peanut Butter and Jelly Bars Treat your favorite PB&J fans to a batch of these cookies, which also include chocolate chips for good measure. And don't forget to wash the bars down with a tall, cool glass of milk. Credit: Nestle Servings: 48 bars Ingredients: * 1 1/4 cups all-purpose flour * 1/2 cup graham cracker crumbs * 1/2 teaspoon baking soda * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/2 cup (1 stick) butter, softened (we recommend Land O'Lakes Butter) * 1/2 cup granulated sugar * 1/2 cup packed brown sugar * 1/2 cup creamy peanut butter * 1 large egg * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1 3/4 cups (11.5-ounce package) Nestle Toll House Milk Chocolate Morsels * 3/4 cup coarsely chopped peanuts * 1/2 cup jelly or jam Directions: Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Combine flour, graham cracker crumbs, baking soda and salt in small bowl. Beat butter, granulated sugar, brown sugar and peanut butter in large mixer bowl until c

Trimming Off The Dead Weight
Yes, it's that time again. Friends list is up to 106. Out of those, I hear from maybe... two of them, semi-regularly? Others can't be bothered. I think it's time for the delete button. Someone posted a bulletin requesting a nifty feature to allow us to delete multiple people at once. I think I'm going to second that idea, because there are people here who literally spoke to me once and once only and they just take up space on my list. I think I'm also going to target the people who used to speak to me and then suddenly stopped (but haven't removed me from their list - after all, a body is a body). Those people won't know anyway... so I don't feel the least bit bad about it.

A Discussion Concerning Cherryblast
I have bought a few, no one has given me any, so ... whatever. Women don't feel inclined to buy gifts for guys who are married unless they are real close friends, and it is not the kind of thing guys buy for one another because buying a guy a blast doesn't really increase his status. As this place is a meat market and the end game is a fantasy which leads to intimacy, the dynamic is about gain in status to impresses a member of the opposite of sex in order to seduce them into a closer relationship. Such a gift is meaningless in my specific circumstances. People do not tend to give for the sake of giving, to be nice, any longer. There are exceptions, but those are rear. Nova, you can't burst my bubble, I don't have one. LOL. You have had two bought for you, I have paid for mine on my own. Maybe all that means is that I am not popular. I will annotate that someone did send me their old webcam so I could make a salute and get out of the holding pattern in the site. Maybe that translate

Gangs!!!1
If your a gang member please leave now!! You will not like this blog so you have been warned. I don't like to use the word HATE but i can't help but HATE every thing you stand for. I hate this----> The small children continue playing into the night and do not notice the red Mercedes as it slowly passes. Eight shots are fired and behind them a boy falls to the ground in disbelief; I hear the hysterical sound of screams echoing throughout the neighborhood. The children do not grieve for a stranger who lies dead on the curb, but rather, their tears drop for their 6-year-old sister who bleeds from her head. Moments later the mother rushes outside to see her daughter prostrated on the black tar; her curly hair soaked from the thick red puddle. She squeezes the child in her arms and presses the dripping head against her chest. Her high-pitched cracking screams of "NO!" ring in my ears, and I come to realize one thing. IT IS TOO LATE! And this is why i HATE them---> Paralyzed gi

Carolina Tribute
Carolina Tribute God bless the giving souls Of our nine Carolina brothers They offered up their lives In selfless service to others When the bell tipped for them On the night of 18 June There was no way of knowing Tragedy would strike so soon Initial reports were people inside This massive sofa showcase With fire in the truss-roofed building These firefighters were in a race Collapse is an ever present threat Of which firefighters are aware But when lives are in the balance It’s a threat that they must bare They hurried in to search for victims Before it was too late Their job is to rescue civilians From that horrible fate Always knowing, but never dwelling On the fact it could be them Who have to pay the ultimate price For heroically rushing in These men all led honorable lives Right down to their last breaths In service to their fellow man At the risk of their own deaths So as they pass to their reward Let’s take a moment to say “Thank

My Pictures
My Pictures This Asshole: Achilles@ CherryTAP Made a bulletin about me this morning with my link on it saying "this girl downrated 25 pics of mine "1". Ok not only does that sound like some pretty pathetic crying shit to me but I hear that he is the king of the downraters so thats the pot calling the kettle black. This is what happened: I went to his site and yes I looked at his pics. I didnt feel they deserved 10s so I didnt rate them at all. He is all boo-hoo that I didnt rate him at all so he makes up this lie that I rated them all "1". I was told about this bulletin by a friend and I quickly locked all my pictures. Sure enough, here comes his fan train giving my page "1"s (like thats gonna do anything anyhow) but a few who saw his bulletin gave me 10s too hahah. Personally I dont believe anything I read that accuses a person of doing something, I prefer to see screenshots. At the time he was crying about his BS downrating that he claims I did, I was helping my Step

Smack
S-M-A-C-K !!!! YOU'VE BEEN HIT! DID IT HURT? YOU HAVE BEEN CHOSEN ONE OF THE BEST LOOKING PEOPLE ON MY FRIENDS LIST! ONCE YOU HAVE BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 15 GOOD LOOKING PEOPLE. IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU WILL KNOW YOU ARE REALLY GOOD LOOKING! IF YOU BREAK THE CHAIN, YOU'LL HAVE UGLYNESS FOR 10 YEARS, SO HIT 15 GOOD LOOKING PEOPLE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST & MAKE SURE I GET IT BACK

Something Funny.
I think it's funny when you rate someone low and they turn around and hate on you. I'm completly sorry, i'm brutly honest. And I do hope that you are honest with me. It doesn't bother me what you rate me. Every little number counts! People are callin' me everything under the sun on here, because of what I rate them. If you don't like being rated low. Your better off deleting your pictures. Your going to be rated low once in a while. Even if it is just jealous people. But it's bullshit. I give people the rating I believe they deserve. You may think different. I am a bitch, but as least i'm honest. I'm not going to tell your your hot or whatever if your not. That's not how I do. I rate according to what I belive. IF you can't handle that....Block me. I really don't give a fuck. People should grow up and stop hatin' on someone for the ratings they give them. Some are going to leave you 10s. Some are going to leave you ones. It's the way of cherrytap! Grow up!! xoxoxoxo Ha

Alone And In Need
you left me alone in your dungeon,hungry,horny,and bored. I called out to you not to leave,but you ignored my cry.I had to find a way out of this cage you had me locked in,and find my way away from this dungeon. I managed to free my hands from the rope you had tied around them.I was able to free my ankles you had tied together.there was a latch on the cage that I needed to release,in order to free myself.it took me forever but I finally was able to release the latch and escape.I got dressed and left. I saw mortal life around me and I needed to feed,my body was becoming weak.I selected my mortal soul and began drinking my fill.my body began to awaken and feel alive once more. along came this immortal being calling to me,my body slowly approaching his command.he grabs me and takes me to his home.a place of elegance,fine art and sophistication.rennaisance to be exact.candles surrounding me,sexual art hanging from walls,red silk sheets lacing the bed,violins playing softly in t

How Many Middle Names Do You Have?
Knock-out name for baby girl Sat Jun 23, 9:50 AM ET Baby Autumn Brown has a name to live up - in fact she has over 25 of them. The little girl's mother Maria, in keeping with her boxing-mad family's bizarre tradition, decided to give her 25 middle names - all culled from the greatest exponents inside the ring. Her full name, which left register office staff in Perton, Wolverhampton reeling is: Autumn Sullivan Corbett Fitzsimmons Jeffries Hart Burns Johnson Willard Dempsey Tunney Schmeling Sharkey Carnera Baer Braddock Louis Charles Walcott Marciano Patterson Johansson Liston Clay Frazier Foreman Brown. Maria told the city's Express and Star: "The whole thing came about because both my mum and dad are obsessed with boxing and have a bit of a daft sense of humour. "When I was young I couldn't ever remember my name. It took me to the age of 10 to memorise it all." The 33-year-old mother added: "I'm hoping Autumn has a good sense of humour with her name. It's never done

Update
CANTON, Ohio — Supporters of a police officer accused of killing a woman and her unborn child huddled Sunday at a closed prayer service scheduled before police found what they believe is her body and arrested him. A massive search for the nearly nine months pregnant woman ended Saturday when authorities announced they found a body they believed to be that of 26-year-old Jesse Davis. Bobby Cutts Jr., a police officer they suspect is the father of the unborn child, was arrested on two counts of murder. A church service to show support for Cutts that was scheduled before the body was found was closed to the media. Cutts' pastor, the Rev. C.A. Richmond, declined to comment on his way into the service. Davis was due to deliver a baby girl on July 3 but was reported missing after her mother found Davis' 2-year-old son home alone, bedroom furniture toppled and bleach spilled on the floor. The boy gave investigators their first clues. "Mommy was crying. Mommy broke the table. Momm

The Body's Poison....new....=[
You are the poison that runs throw my vines Strait to the heart you go, Poison my soul with thoughts that i am not going to make it. I always say i'll be okay i'll live. Sometimes I am not so sure myself. Why did i have to be one of the survivors? Now you tell me that its back, how am I to deal with that? I Cry to myself never letting people see i am weak, I am in so much pain but it wont just let me go. It's holding on till my last breath. My Every Breath is Weaker then The Last. Sometimes I Wish the World Knew the past has come back. I Am Scared and I Feel So alone. I Brake Down and Cry But Shhh No one Must Know. They will Only Know when it is far to late. To say or do anything. Eather way No one can Save me Lets hope my body is Up for the fight. It's a Fight that will Last Way Longer then Tonight. By Me

Today's Specials
Today for lunch, I think I will be having the cheesesteak sub. Provolone cheese, mayo, and hots. IT comes with fries and a drink. I'll report back once I consume the food. Okay, I have just finished my food. It was rather tasty today, I highly recommend it.

My Hell
The Hell from which I was saved from I have been unwillingly returned to. I hate it here, I've been here for almost my entire life that has come to pass. But I cannot leave, the rest of my life depends on my suffering. Even though it was unbearable before it is excruciatingly worse now. This is because in the past I have had a time where I would have most of my friends with me, this is not the case anymore. I still have the time, but I don't have any of my friends. I think about the future and realize that I'm stuck in this Hill of mine for over a year. This is because next year everyone is leaving me. All of last years seniors have left. Which means half of my friends, my boyfriend, and many other people who I get along with and have known for many years. I only have a few actual friends with me next year. Even then, I don't have any of them in any of my classes. So I'll be completely alone, all day. For those of you who have no idea about what thi

Deleted A Couple Stash Items
I took the step of deleting a couple stash items today. Its so stupid cause this is an adults site and I am starting to wonder...what is really defined as NSFW? I mean come on! I see alot of stuff on here people...and I am left wondering.... I had a couple Monty Python scenes in my stash...but they are gone now. I decided that maybe "sex education" from "The meaning of life" might be too risky. I mean...its freaking funny, but do I run the risk of someone coming to my page and reporting it and losing my account over it...nay. I really do enjoy them and they are totally for adults...but if anyone can just complain because they don’t like what they just viewed and my account gets deleted...its not worth it...so I am being pro-active...LOL. Maybe I am being overly sensitive, but whatever! So since the description of NSFW is "offensive or adult" I removed them. But hey...they are still on youtube if ya want to go see them. I will let others fight over this issue. I personally like my

Bumper Stickers....!!!!!!
1. Constipated People Don't Give A Crap. 2. Practice Safe Sex, Go Screw Yourself. 3. If You Drink Don't Park, Accidents Cause People. 4. Who Lit The Fuse On Your Tampon? 5. If You Don't Believe In Oral Sex, Keep Your Mouth Shut. 6. Please Tell Your Pants Its Not Polite To Point. 7. If That Phone Was Up Your Butt, Maybe You Could Drive A Little Better. 8. My Kid Got Your Honor Roll Student Pregnant. 9. Thank You For Pot Smoking. 10. To All You Virgins Thanks For Nothing. 11. If At First You Don't Succeed...blame Someone Else And Seek Counseling. 12. Impotence: Nature's Way Of Saying "No Hard Feelings". 13. If You Can Read This, I've Lost My Trailer. 14. Horn Broken... Watch For Finger. 15. It's Not How You Pick Your Nose, But Where You Put The Booger. 16. If You're Not A Hemorrhoid, Get Off My Ass. 17. You're Just Jealous Because The Voices Are Talking To Me 18. The Earth Is Full - Go Home 19. I Have The Body Of A God... Buddha 20

I'm Up For Adoption!!
Here's the rules of cherrytap Adoption. If you are a guy, you must pick a girl. If you are a girl, you must pick a guy. Put in the Subject: I'm Up For Adoption. And then see who wants you. The first person to send you a message saying, "I own you", owns you and can make you do anything they want. Its that simple. P.S.-Repost because it's funny and surprising to see who gets you first

Do You Feel Like A Man?
Do you feel like a man when you pushed me that night? Do you feel like a man when I had to fight back? Do you feel like a man when I cried myself to sleep? Do you feel like a man when you look yourself in the mirror? Do you feel like a man when you hear my cried plights? Do you feel like a man when you cut me no slack? Do you feel like a man when you stood over me on your drunken feet? Do you feel like a man when I awake in horror? Do you feel more like a man when you hurt me again? Do you feel more like a man when I could take no more? Do you feel more like a man when you pushed me again when all I wanted was a hug? Do you feel more like a man when you dont even bargain? Do you feel more like a man when you called me the whore? Do you feel more like a man when I have to put you do bed because youre too drunk? Did you feel like a man when I had the courage to leave you? Did you feel like a man when I never even told you I was going? Did you feel li

As Long As
As Long As... As long as there's a breath left in your body, there's hope. As long as mankind has prowled the earth, miracles have happened, restoring life and health. As long as you have a loving heart, God will send much warmth and love to you in return. As long as you've been alive, God has been watching over you and answering your prayers. As long as the heaven and stars exist, God will be there for you. "As Long As," written and designed by Bobette Bryan, 2001

Genius Obfuscations: Janice Min Dodges, Fakes, Scores
Us Weekly editor-in-chief Janice Min takes to the online pages of Slate today to discuss her decision to have a Paris Hilton-free issue of Us the week that Paris got released from prison (which some sniped was because People had landed the "exclusive" photo shoot and interview with Paris). And true to form, Janice did what she usually does when she's defending her magazine in more august surroundings: She brings up politics and how George Bush is evil and the war in Iraq has become a footnote in the ongoing national soap opera that is Paris Hilton or Britney Spears or Anna Nicole Smith's life! The woman is a genius. Janice writes, I get it. I understand why Paris Hilton trumps interest in Bush's eavesdropping, whether or not she's on the cover of Us Weekly. The Paris story may be getting old, but the Bush one feels even older. Cultural critics like to decry our tabloid obsessions, assuming that Americans are too apathetic, dumb, or lazy to follow important political stories as they un

The Nursing Home
One evening a family brings their frail, elderly mother to a nursing home and leaves her, hoping she will be well cared for. The next morning, the nurses bathe her, feed her a tasty breakfast, and set her in a chair at a window overlooking a lovely flower garden. She seems OK, but after a while she slowly starts to lean over sideways in her chair. Two attentive nurses immediately rush up to catch her and straighten her up. Again she seems OK, but after a while she starts to tilt to the other side. The nurses rush back and once more bring her back upright. This goes on all morning. Later the family arrives to see how the old woman is adjusting to her new home. "So Ma, how is it here? Are they treating you all right?" they ask. "It's pretty nice," she replies. "Except they won't let you fart."

World Peace!
> Three guys -- a Canadian farmer, Osama bin Laden, > and an American engineer are walking together one day. They come >across >a lantern and a Genie pops out of it. > > "I will give each of you one wish, which is three > wishes total" says the Genie. > > The Canadian says, "I am a farmer, my dad was a > farmer, and my son will also farm. I want the land to be forever >fertile >in Canada ." > > Pooooof! With a blink of the Genie's eye, the land > in Canada was forever made fertile for farming. > > Osama bin Laden was amazed, so he said, "I want an > impenetrable wall around Afghanistan , Iraq and Iran with all believers >of Mohammad inside and all Jews, Americans, and other infidels forever >outside our precious state. > > "Pooooof! Again, with the blink of the Genie's eye, > there was a huge wall around those countries. > > The American engineer asks, "I am very curious. > Please tell me more about this wall". > > The Genie explains , "Well, it's 5000 fe

07/14
My son spilled pepsi on my laptop yesterday. It really sucked. I though that my computer wouldn't work. I am lucky it is working right now though. I still have to send it off to get it fixed so starting Monday I will be with out internet for at least 12 days. It is going to really suck!

Well Today Was The Day...ugh...
Today was the day I went to go see my looney toon Doctor...Or shrink as I call them... I hadnt seen him in over a year and he asked me all kinds of questions...Some goofy some not...All in all it took about 45 mins... Now mind you I had been up since 6am buzzing around, suffering from a lack of sleep and all...and I had to be at his office at 9am... So after all the question and junk, he decided to put me on some new drug for people that suffer from Type 1 BiPolar Disorder called Abilify...This is what Abilify is... ABILIFY® (aripiprazole) is a prescription medicine indicated for: * the treatment of acute manic and mixed episodes associated with Bipolar I Disorder, * maintaining efficacy in patients with bipolar disorder with a recent manic or mixed episode who had been stabilized and then maintained for at least 6 weeks. Although a cure has yet to be found, Bipolar I Disorder is a treatable condition. With a treatment plan that includes medicine, education,

Too Busy For A Friend...
Too Busy for a Friend... One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. 'Really?' she heard whispered. 'I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!' and, 'I didn't know others liked me so much,' were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exe

Msnbc Morning Joe Anchor Mika Brzezinski Rips Up Paris Hilton ...
MSNBC Morning Joe Anchor Mika Brzezinski is so sick of hearing about Paris Hilton?s every move that she ripped a leading report on the heiress? recent release from jail to shreds on the air during Wednesday morning?s show. ... TAGS: heiress, Paris Hilton LINK: MSNBC Morning Joe Anchor Mika Brzezinski Rips Up Paris Hilton ... by Castina Pop Crunch from Google Blogs ------------------------ SIMILAR STORIES Anchor Rips Up Lead Story on Paris Hilton - MilkandCookies.com: Headlines MSNBC Journalist Tears Up Paris Hilton "News" Story - Bodog Beat MORE FROM BuzzMachine | Daily Mail - UK | Sky News

Get Your Azz In Here!
Hey I want my friends to drop in and say hi to me tonight....This is where I'll be at! Be there! Much luv, Jackie THE TUNES ARE HOTT AND SO IS THE DJ!!! CLICK THE PIC AND COME GET YOUR'E REQUEST IN!!COME GET IT ON WITH THE TEMPTRESS OF EXTREME "X"

The Pirate And The Princess
Alas morning has come, the treacherous storm has passed The suns reflection scintillates the breaking waves Creating a sea of diamonds Each one reminiscent of the eyes that said farewell Anticipation heightens my senses As the wind swirls past, the essence of musk engulfs me Replacing the aroma of sea salt that once filled the misty air I am assured that my beloved pirate is homeward bound Perched upon my lighted tower I gaze out across the horizon, waiting, hoping For that first glimpse of the storm tattered sails That adorn the vessel that had denied me, that which makes me whole Although the competition that vies for the heart of the Pirate may be grandiose, There can be only one victor! I cachinnate at your feeble attempt To match wits with my poetic prose Step aside Oh witch of the sea And wipe the gull crap from your nose Tis my beauty and grace that will prevail I am the picture in his mind You are just a barnacle Hideous and unrefined I pi

My Grandmother
She‘d pull out her picture album, she‘d show them as we grew. She‘d pinch our cheeks, and tell us that we were cute. Annoying that this may sound, I miss all of that And would give everything, to have it all back. The last time I saw you, you recognized me not But in my heart, I know.. you have not forgot. I wish you were here, to see my smile If you were I know..you‘d go the extra mile. You‘ve always had a gift, to make us all feel loved And your remembrance to me, is all of your love for us. You were calm, peaceful, beautiful and pure And never once.. did I think you were mean. I wish I had you here with me now I know you will always be.. with me somehow. You‘d be telling me now, to be brave But instead, I‘m alone taking flowers to your grave. My Tears are falling as I write, I really don‘t want to cry And what I miss most of all.. is the twinkle in your eye It hurts me to think, that the lord has taken you away But he said it was your time.. It was your d

Little Old Lady
The next time you see a little old lady with shaky >> hands, you'll remember this lady. A little old lady, well into her eighties, slowly enters the front door of a sex shop. >> Obviously very unstable on her feet, she wobbles the few feet across the store to the counter. Finally arriving at the counter and grabbing it for support, stuttering she asks the sales clerk "Dddooo youuuu hhhave dddddiilllldosss?" The clerk, politely trying not to burst out laughing, replies "Yes we do have dildos. Actually we carry many different models." The old woman then asks "Dddddoooo yyyouuuu ccaarrryy aaa pppinkk onnee, tttenn inchessss lllong aaandd aabboutt ttwoo inchesss ththiickk...aaand rrunns by bbaatteries?" The clerk responds, "Yes we do." She asks, "Ddddooo yyoooouuuu kknnnoooww hhhowww tttooo ttturrrnnn ttthe ssunoooffabbitch offffff?"

Is Anyone Having This Problem?
I try to leave profile comments and get a page that pops up saying Bouncer ID Check. There is a place to enter the code you see, and when I enter and submit it says invalid. I am unable to leave profile comments!!!! Anyone else????

Boring Sunday
LOL I AM SO BORED THAT IM ABOUT TO CHASE CARS DOWN S. DIXIE ~ I had 2 friends over cooked them dinner we are watching movies and they passed the fuck out... What the hells up with that?? Now I just need to get to the next level HELP!!

Gloomy Day
Well today was the second unpaid day on my job. I almost have the office put together. It is just so BORING. I sit in my small windowless office all day with only decorating to do. Not my strong suit by the way. I have found out that work helps me to smoke less as well as eat less. Maybe I can drop some of this extra poundage that I found in the last 2 weeks. I hope so I have to go upstairs for most things like to make copies, get what I print, as well as go the bathroom. Sucks but I guess the excersise is good for me. It seems to be helping the pain in my feet. Or maybe that is due to being able to stay on top of timing my pain meds and other meds. This is definitely a run down of how boring life can become if you let it. Overcast days do that to me. It is like a blanket of gloom that falls down over the world. It sucks the energy out of me and all I want to do is mindless actions, computer is a great one of those. I will pull out but for now it is time to go

Jimgaay Is A Hater & Stalker /wanna Be Player
this dude is hella jealous as soon as jenaay added me 2 seconds later he wasw stalking my profile & i guess he was trying to hit up people on my freinds list i heard that from a good freind of mine so every timre i left a comment for jenaay he would stalk my profile & started to use my comment sites that i left her the comment from & put one from there above mine trying to out do me he will send her amillion comments to knock other guys comments off her page ,so igotm tired of his shit & left a comment about him on some of her pics he stalkes (his own girl freind what a loser!!!)i put sexy ,sexy u need a man at ahigher level just to piss him off i knew he would see it he post shit or jacks off to that pic every day!!!so he left me a comment on my profile calling me a little fag stay away from his girls page so we got into an arguement on the shout box here it is...............................ju8st thought id let u know how jelouse ur stalker boyfreind is hes going to scare away all ur

Tis A Rant Watch Out
i really hate my life right now... plain and simple yeah well ok...as most of you know, i moved away from the majority of my family to be with my mom and sisters that i havent since 2000. since i have been here my life has gone extremely downhill. i am constantly playing mommy to my two sisters since mom refuses to. i am practically the housewife here...cooks, cleans, laundry, grocery shopping...everything. my 15 yr old sister is out of control. she is about to be locked up in a place that is worse than any juvenile detention center and yet she doesnt seem to care. i have no respect from either sister. mom doesnt seem to care. tonight everything went from worse to a living heck. i went on a total mental breakdown. sat at my laptop for 3 hours just bawling my eyes out. i cant take this all the time. thank god i have amazing friends who will be at my side in a moments notice. i had plans to go out monday night with my bf but i had to cancel because i have to get out of town f

Oo4
things are going really good. ken has a new job, that he really likes. and hopefully soon i should have a new job myself. i've also decided that i'm cutting certain people out of my life. they keep trying to bring me down and screw my life up.. and honestly i don't want any part of it. well.. that's all for today. toodles!

An Irish Daughter
An Irish daughter had not been home for over 5 years. Upon her return, her Father cussed her. "Where have ye been all this time? Why did ye not write to us, not even a line? Why didn't ye call? Can ye not understand what ye put yer old Mother thru? The girl, crying, replied, "Sniff, sniff....Dad....I became a prostitute...." "Ye what!!? Out of here, ye shameless harlot! Sinner! You're a disgrace to this Catholic family." "OK, Dad-- as ye wish. I just came back to give mum this luxurious fur coat, title deed to a ten bedroom mansion plus a $5 million savings certificate. For me little brother, this gold Rolex. And for ye Daddy, the sparkling new Mercedes limited edition convertible that's parked outside plus a membership to the country club....(takes a breath).... and an invitation for ye all to spend New Years Eve on board my new yacht in the Rivie ra and... ." "Now what was it ye said ye had become?" says Dad. Girl, crying a

Blessed Be!!!!
Hello. I just wanted to say hello and wish you all a great day/night and hopefully you are walking on the right path and the God's and Goddesses watch over and bless you all. Love ya all. Blessed Be!!!

Shaved
Ahhhhh... so much better. I just got out of the shower and while in the shower I shaved my legs and all over my sweet spot. I am very smooth all over... just the way I like it. And my husband surely appreciates it too. I am going to be home for only overnight and then off out on the road again tomorrow with my nursing and my husband is leaving in the morning also. That means only one thing. My husband will be all over me tonight when we go to bed. That is why I shaved all over. In anticipation of the fun we will have tonight. For now I am out the door and doing some errands to get some things done before nightfall. I will wear shorts today so I can feel my smooth legs and to also keep cool in the heat that we are expecting here today. It should be close to 100 here today.

My Guestbook!!!!!
HAVE YOU SIGNED IT YET???????? IF NOT COULD YA PLEASE TAKE A MINUTE OUT OF YOUR DAY TO DO ME THIS FAVOR. i WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT! AND IN CASE ANYONE IS INTERESTED, I HAVE STARTED A STASH CLUB, (YOU CAN CHECK OUT MY BLOGS ABOUT IT). I WOULD LOVE FOR YOU TO BE A PART OF IT. AFTER ALL EVERYONE NEEDS A LITTLE HELP LEVELING EVERY NOW AND THEN. THANKS FOR YOUR TIME AND HOPE YA HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!!!! TRACY~~ANGELEYES76116~~ C&T STASH CLUB

The Sma Treatment Acceleration Act
August 3, 2007 We are very pleased to announce that legislation to enhance federal support for Spinal Muscular Atrophy (SMA) research, H.R. 3334, “The SMA Treatment Acceleration Act”, has been introduced today in the U.S. House of Representatives by Congressman Patrick Kennedy (D-RI) and Congressman Eric Cantor (R-VA). U.S. Senator Debbie Stabenow (D-MI) and Senator Johnny Isakson (R-GA) plan to introduce companion legislation in the Senate when Congress returns from its August district work period. On behalf of our organizations and the families affected by this deadly disease, we want to express our gratitude and thanks to Congressmen Kennedy and Cantor and Senators Stabenow and Isakson for their leadership. SMA is the number one genetic killer of children under the age of two. It is an inherited disease that destroys the nerves controlling muscle movement, which affects crawling, walking, head and neck control, swallowing, and even breathing. Approximately one in 40 people, or

Has Even That Lost Its Luster?
So, tonight, at about 11:30 pm, after waiting for a call that wouldn't come from a person who wouldn't care, I got in my car and drove to the bar. Then, something strange happened. I turned around and went back home, without ordering a single drink. What's changed? I can't place my finger on it.

Depresson Poem
I cry myself to sleep thinking bout you, what the fuck else am I posed to do, I work, stay up late, and hate myself, for being who I am, I'm in so much pain, my therapist dont even know what to say, my life is criticle, changing everyday, hes kicking me again, worthless I am, I do wat I can, i drown myself every now and again, he made my moms sleep on the floor, what kinda bullshit is that you stupid fucking DICK, but anywho, my life sux, my life sux, but who honestly gives a fuck, I am alone now, an empty space where my love use to be, is now blacker than a cobra, spitting its venom, my wounds will never heal, so spit this venom in my vein and hope I die this day.

Poem Titled Sitting
Sitting As I sit here alone day in and day out, I can't help but wonder fear and doubt. When times get tough for me to bare, will you still be there? I know this question I've asked a millon times, but lately it's been hard to read your signs. One minute your here the next your gone. These thoughts have lingered for so long. Why do I feel the way I feel, all you say is suck it up and deal. I spend so much time trying to clear my head, but circling around are all the things we've said. I wish you were here to talk to me, to help me see the people we can be. May 28, 2005

How To Call The Police When You're Old And Don't Move Fast Anymore.
George Phillips of Meridian, Mississippi was going up to bed when his wife told him that he'd left the light on in the garden shed, which she could see from the bedroom window. George opened the back door to go turn off the light but saw that there were people in the shed stealing things. He phoned the police, who asked "Is someone in your house?" and he said "no". Then they said that all patrols were busy, and that he should simply lock his door and an officer would be along when available. George said, "Okay," hung up, counted to 30, and phoned the police again "Hello, I just called you a few seconds ago because there were people stealing things from my shed Well, you don't have to worry about them now because I've just shot them." Then he hung up. Within five minu tes thre e police cars, an Armed Response Unit, and an ambulance showed up at the Phillips' residence and caught the burglars red-handed. One of the Policemen said to George: "I thought you said that you'

Glistening Bodies Entwined
Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion's war. Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly, she arches up for his caress. He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness. She moans in fiery desire and pulls his hand away, wishing to end this exquisite torture and get on with passion's play. She straddles his waiting body, eases him into her feminine hollow. She leads him on a rhythmic dance, his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then, to hear his wondrous sighs. She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into each other's eyes and gasp as ecstasy unreels, and tangles them i

The Coupling Of Passion
The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then beca

Away For A Couple Of Days
I have not posted a blog in a couple of days, I have been in Kaneohe, on the other side of the island at a family beech house. Doing some boating spear fishing and other odds and ends, I am happy to say however I have been talking to my beautiful Angel everyday, several times a day and there are only 4 more days left, 4 more days until I am back in Texas, and with the most beautiful woman in the world. Only 4 more days until all of my most wonderful dreams come true, all because of her

Can A Person Be A Animal Racist?
Can a person be a dog racist? By that I mean is that even though I am not a people racist can I be a animal racist?? Can I be stereotyped because I am not a cat person? And even though I have owned several breeds of dogs I still really only prefer the BOXER BREED.. Breeds of dogs and races of people both carry certain physical traits, charactoristics, history, different ways of being raised, different statistics, being more prone to certain health problems than others...ETC,ETC.ETC Do you believe that A breed of dog can be like a race of people ?? ....

People Taken' Personal Photos
i missed up an left my pics,,so everyone can veiw,,,mistake #1,,had someone come an take a photo of me an made it into an pic with them and had it morph to two wolfs kiss'n,,,seems like there would have been a ????there...like do you care if i do this,,,,,,but no,,,just took it an some dude who made it has it on his page an she has it as her primary one...i think people like this should be removed from fubar..there take'n away from some of the fun of photo share'n ...so i made most of mine friends only...had to vent ...thank..in if the one who has this morph comes threw here please sHoW respect an remove thanks SKINDEEP

I Appologize
SO I JUST WANTED TO APPOLOGIZE TO EVERYONE ON HERE ABOUT BEING IGNORANT....I REALLY HAVE NOTHING AGAINST ANYONE I JUST HAVE MY DAYS WHEN IT COMES TO MEN SO PLEASE BARE WITH ME I APPRECIATE EVERYONE BEING SO NICE AND TALKING TO ME ABOUT THINGS THOUGH AND YES I KNOW THERE ARE GOOD GUYS OUT THERE JUST NONE ARE IN THE PICTURE FOR ME AT THE TIME......SORRY ONCE AGAIN

Crazy For You
I'm crazy for you, I wish you were crazy for me too. My heart skips a beat when I hear your name, how I long for the day when you feel the same. You came to me from online, now I think of you all the time. There's just one thing that I need, that's to have you here with me. Baby there's just one thing I want you to do, just remember I'm crazy for you.

People Play Too Much
AS FOR THE ONE BULLETIN ABOUT MY MOM BEING MEAN TO ME...WELL IT GOT WORSE..MY MOM DELETED ALL MY FRIENDS ON MY YAHOO MESSENAGER AND MY TAMPA AND TEXAS MYSPACE AS WELL SO IF U WAS ON EITHER OR WANT TO BE ...SEND ME A MESSAGE WITH UR YAHOO NAME AND MYSPACE LINK OK..HUGS AND KISSES! YAHOO:tavarez02lpb@yahoo.com Have a great day oxox,nikki

A Kid At The Carnival
"Excuse me, Sir. Did you park your car in that lot over there?" As a child, I spent a lot of time at the carnivals. Both my grandfather and uncle owned and operated them. "Did you see a little midget with a tall green hat when you came through the gate there?" Of course, I had free tickets to all the rides – tilt a whirl, octopus, chair plane, hammer, Ferris wheel, round up. I tired of them quickly and seeing the mentality of the ride boys who set them up, I never felt safe on them in the first place. "Oh gosh, I hired that guy to pass out these promotional tickets to our Roll Down game here. I wonder what happened to him." I was always fascinated by the carnival games, and spent a good deal of pocket change trying to win hunting knives, plaster crucifixes and assorted junk from Japan at the joints on the midway. "You see, this ticket entitles you to one free game of roll down here at our tent. You just roll the balls into the tray and they fall into these littl

A Year Already?!?!
ITS HARD TO BELIEVE THAT IT HAS BEEN ONE YEAR SINCE I FIRST LOGGED ON TO LOSTCHERRY. I HAVE MET ALOT OF NEW FRIENDS AS WELL AS THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS, WHO HAS COMPLETELY CHANGED MY LIFE... IVE BEEN THROUGH ALOT IN THE PAST YEAR, IVE BEEN IN COUNTLESS LOUNGES, IVE DJED FOR A FEW OF THEM, AND IVE BEEN A BOUNCER. IVE SEEN MY UPS AND DOWNS, AND I HAVE ALOT OF PEOPLE TO THANK FOR HELPING ME THROUGH EVERYTHING. FOR NOW, I WANT TO MENTION TWO. FIRST I WOULD LIKE TO MENTION MY FRIEND PUMPKIN KING, HE HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME ALMOST SINCE MY FIRST DAY, HE AND I HAVE SEEN ALOT TOGETHER, WEVE HAD OUR UPS, AND DOWNS, BUT WE WERE BOTH STILL STANDING WHEN THE SMOKE CLEARED, AND FOR EVERYTHING WE HAVE DONE AND THE TIME WE HAVE SPENT TOGETHER, I WOULD LIKE TO THANK HIM FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, HE WILL BE A FRIEND FOREVER. THE SECOND PERSON I WANT TO MENTION IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, KAT. I LOVE HER WITH ALL OF MY HEART, AND COULD NOT LIVE WITHOUT HER, SHE IS THE BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME THIS Y

One Night
One night, after the couple had retired for the night, the women became aware that her husband was touching her in a most unusual manner. He started by running his hand across her shoulders and the small of her back. He ran his hand over her breasts, touching them very lightly. Then, he proceeded to run his hand gently down her side, sliding his hand over her stomach, and then down the other side to a point below her waist. He continued on, gently feeling her hips, first one side and the other. His hand ran further down the outside of her thighs. His gentle probing then started up the inside of her left thigh, stopped and the returned to do the same to her right thigh. By this time the women was becoming aroused and she squirmed a little to better position herself. The man stopped abruptly and rolled over to his side of the bed. "Why are you stopping darling?" she whispered. "I found the remote", he replied.

Meet The Slavic Goddesses
Baba Yaga - is a Slavic Crone of ancient Russia and the Baltic Regions, where the Goddess Culture for thousands of years in the region known as Old Europe. Baba Yaga is often seen as the gruesome Witch, who has a reputation of scaring forest dwellers and eat children for trespassing. Her house, like any good place of worship is said to move on it's own. Her lawn is covered in skulls and these were all who did not approach her with proper respect. Baba Yaga is a Goddess of Life, Death, and ultimately Rebirth, as she tested those who came to here. As a harvest Goddess, she plants us, raises us, cuts us down, stores us through the winter's night, and finally replants us. She represents that which is feared and that which we fear. Thinking on the Goddess Baba Yaga, remember what we fear will kill us if we turn our backs to it. It is better to face our fears no matter how gruesome, then to find our energy scattered and unable to return. Goddess of death and regeneration. Baba Yaga can appea

#8 8/20 - 8/26
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A Crush???
Wow.. first thing I gotta say is thank ya, whoever you are.. now I gotta decide.. do I try and figure out who you are? or do I assume you are the person who viewed me just before the crush message came through? lol... yes, I do know who that was ;) Of course, I could react like myself, and ask if you need to be tested for substance abuse for crushin' on me.. LOL...but if you need to be tested... and want some substances... body shots on me!! lol

Kindness
In the mist of global crisis such as pollution, wars and famine, kindness may too easily be dismissed as a "soft issue" or a luxury to be addressed after urgent problems are solved. But kindness is the greatest need in all those areas - kindness toward the environment, toward other nations, towards the needs of people who are suffereing. Until we reflect basic kindness in everything we do, our political gestures will be fleeting and fragile. Simple kindness may be the most vital key to the riddle of how human beings can live with each other in peace, and care properly for this planet we all share. ~Bo Lozoff

People Come Into Your Life
People Come Into Your Life For A Reason, A Season Or A Lifetime Unknown Author When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person. When someone is in your life for a REASON. . . It is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered. And now it is time to move on. Then people come into your life for a SEASON.... Be

Beans
Once upon a time, there lived a woman who had a maddening passion for baked beans. She loved them but unfortunately, they had always had a very embarrassing and somewhat lively reaction to her. Then one day she met a man and fell in love. When it became apparent that they would marry she thought to herself, "He is such a sweet and gentle man, he would never go for this carrying on. "She made the supreme sacrifice and gave up beans. Some months later her car broke down on the way home from work, since she lived in the country she called her husband and told him that she would be late because she had to walk home. On her way, she passed a small diner and the odor of the baked beans was more than she could stand. Since she still had miles to walk, she figured that she would walk off any ill effects by the time she reached home. So, she stopped at the diner and before she knew it, she had consumed 3 large orders of baked beans. All the way home she putt-putted, and upon arrivi

Wil'o Whisp
Dare to dream that most dangerous dream To reach out again for that wil'o whisp light Fae will mislead into mists unseen Whilst hoping a warm haven's plight c2007, Anhkah aka Lara; Consort of Angels of Lestats Dark Covenent Family

I Can't Sleep
Here I lay trying to sleep,but every time I close my eyes,a beautiful lady I do visualize.In a time I feel she needs someone near,I am to far away.I wish I was there to hold her hand and tell her everything is going to be alright.After I'd say that to her face,I would gently kiss her forehead.I just hope she understands I'm there in spirit even tough I can't be there physically.I hope you know I care so....much and your in my heart.Goodnight and sweetdreams.:)

I Just Think Its Funny They Had To Send Them Anonymous
fubar Gift Shop sent you some Dirty Weeds Someone has sent you an anonymous fubar gift! "dirty fucking bitch! racist cunt lets see you go in public with your shit, no u wont cause your scared white girl u know we own your ass " HAHAHA THIS JUST MADE ME LAUGH. SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST SO PATHETIC. IT'S SAD THAT THEY HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO WITH THEIR TIME, THAN WASTE FAKE MONEY, ON FAKE GIFTS, THAT ARE SOMEHOW SUPPOSED TO BE OFFENSIVE. AND SEND THEM WITH SUCH INTELLIGENT MESSAGES, ANONYMOUSLY AT THAT. WELL ANYWAY, JUST THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE WHAT I WOKE UP TO, IT PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE, PEOPLES IGNORANCE IS SO AMUSING TO ME.

What's Your Month?
♥JANUARY =SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your

Random Thing
You are not going to be my first, my last, or my only. I've loved before, I will love again, but if I love you now what else matters? I'm not perfect. You arent either, and the two of us will never be perfect. But, if I can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to me and give me the most you can. I am not going to quote poetry, I am not thinking about you every moment, but I will give you a part of me that I know you could break. Dont hurt me,dont change me, dont expect more than I can give. Dont analyze. Smile when I makes you happy, yell when I makes you mad, and miss me when I'm not there. Love is hard when there is love to be had.

Guess I Caused A Panic
I do apologize but this has been a very long time coming. I've gotten real fed up with things that happen on this site so I've decided when my VIP runs out Im deletin my account. This is a personal reason of mine and has nothing to do with my real and true friends here. It just doesnt seem to be any fun anymore. It's all about gettin the most points, contests, and who can be top cherry. I've never been about all of that stuff and the few true friends I have know this. It is just plain boring. This has been a long time coming. I do have several ways for you to keep in touch if ya want to do that: myspace.com/the_one_andonly_cntrygoth my yahoo id: cntrygoth_1964 msn id: cntrygoth@hotmail.com (even tho IM not on this as much) I cannot be talked into staying so for that I apologize. Some things happened yesterday that pretty much set this ball into motion for me. Like I said Ive debated it for a while and Im passed the point of done. I have for the most part enjoyed my almo

Secret Crush
I watch you breathlessly as you walk by. You dont even see me and I want to cry. I wish I could get to know you. Wish you wanted to know me too. Could I finally tell someone how I feel inside? Could I finally reveal all the things I try to hide? Would anyone be able to except these feelings in me ? Or like everyone else would you just flee? I dont want to be alone anymore. Wanting to find the key to open that door. These feelings inside wont go away. Hopefully though love will find me one day. 8-17-07

Go Without
Go without a coat when it's cold; find out what cold is. Go hungry; keep your existence lean. Wear away the fat, get down to the lean tissue and see what it's all about. The only time you define your character is when you go without. In times of hardship, you find out what you're made of and what you're capable of. If you're never tested, you'll never define your character. ~Henry Rollins

Photos
OK PEOPLE I NEED YOUR HELP... I have a bunch of photos from my time at HARLEY RENDEZVOUS this year but I dont have enough space to upload them.... I need everyone to comment me, rate me, rate my photos, comment on my photos, tell you friends too...SO I CAN UPLOAD THESE NEW PHOTOS without having to delete the ones I have... OHHH YEAH MOST OF THE PHOTOS ARE NSFW.... HELP A GIRL OUT PLEASE... Thanks for all the luv HarleySportee69

Protesters
For those who protest the war, that is your right.For those who protest at a soldiers funeral,you are cowards, @ scum. Our soldiers are voluntering to take the fight to the enemy instead of the enemy bringing the fight here. For a young man to put his life on the line to protect our freedom, thats heroic. Unfortunatly some soldiers die ensuring our freedom. do not mourn them, priase them, and support thier faimlies. If you do nothing else this month, THANK A SOLDIER FOR HIS SERVICE TO OUR GREAT COUNTRY!!!!!!! Always remember they started this war and we will finish it. don,t ever forget 9-11-01 and the inocent people who died in the towers @ planes. GOD, GUNS, AND GUTS MADE AMERICA FREE LETS KEEP ALL THREE! COWBOY

In A Moment.....
In a moment of weakness I found comfort in your arms. In a moment of weakness, I felt I was safe from harm. In a moment of weakness, I let the tears fall like rain. In a moment of weakness, I let go of all the pain. In a moment of contentment I found what I yearn for. In a moment of contentment I knew what a new day held in store. In a moment of contentment, it did not matter that I would ache. In a moment of contentment I could face what normally would make me break. In a moment of reality I saw myself for exactly who I will never be. In a moment of reality I knew that I was forever changed for what I did see. In a moment of reality I faced what I had always feared to face. In a moment of reality I knew that this was nothing more than a never ending race. In a moment all that was could never be again. In a moment, I looked back and realized how this all began. In a moment, the lucidity shall be past. In a moment I will find peace at last.

Something Before Sept 21st?
i have put together some articles i have seen over the past couple weeks to create this blog.this is the 1st....A mystery trader risks losing around $1 billion dollars after placing 245,000 put options on the Dow Jones Eurostoxx 50 index, leading many analysts to speculate that a stock market crash preceded by a new 9/11 style catastrophe could take place within the next month. The anonymous trader only stands to make money if the market crashes by a third to a half before September 21st, which is when the put options expire. A put option is a financial contract between two parties, the buyer and the writer (seller) of the option, in which the buyer stands to benefit only if the price of the asset falls. thats a very odd trade to say the least.when i first saw it i made some calls and talked with friends from ny.we talked for some time and thought it could have something to do with the sub prime lending problem and matbe china would start to sell off the dollar before the feder

Its A Close Race!!!!!!!!!!
heres the latest news with the contest im in... lil devil: total = 34,910 J-Roxx: total = 34,706 as you can see im still in second, but im giving ol' girl a run for her money! thanks for all the love, and help ive recieved! wow i owe you guys big time, and i plan on paying up when this is done!!! love you guys!!!!!!!! for any who havent...PLEASE go rate this photo. :) its worth 5 points and it only takes a second...please help me!!!!! CLICK HERE TO VOTE (rate and comment) thanks again guys for all your help :D **muahs** ((hugs))

Because Of The Popularity Of The Survivor Shows
Because of the popularity of the Survivor shows, several southern TV Stations are joining together and are planning to do their own, Entitled: "SURVIVOR-- SOUTHERN STYLE" The contestants will start in Montgomery, Alabama , travel over to Georgia and on to South Carolina. From there they will head up to North Carolina and over to Tennessee. They will then proceed down to Mississippi and Louisiana finally ending up back in Alabama. Each will be driving a pink Volvo with New Jersey license plates and large bumper stickers that read: I'm Gay, I'm a Vegetarian, NASCAR Sucks, Go Yankees, Hillary in 2008, and Deer Hunting is Murder! The first one that makes it back to Montgomery,Alabama alive, wins.

Hiring Dj's. Right Now
ARE YOU A DJ LOOKING TO BE APART OF THE LARGEST STATION ON FUBAR LOOK IN HERE Are you a DJ interested in becoming a part of The Full Throttle Radio Family? Wanna know who to contact??? Well look no farther.... here they are.... Slade~Owner of Full Throttle Radio SLADE*Owner*The Scooter Bar/T.S.L/Coyote Ugly Bar/Owner of Full Throttle Radio@ CherryTAP And Dj Illusions Co-Owner of Full Throttle Radio dj illusions *Co-Owner of Full Throttle Radio*@ fubar ****just click either pics and you'll go right to their pages**** CLICK HERE TO COME SEE MY PAGE AND ASK ME ABOUT THE STATION AND DETAILS AND I'LL TELL YOU WHAT I KNOW.... here my lounge INTOXICATION come join us and get your intoxication on... HERE IS THE MUSIC THAT IS PLAYED ON THIS STATION.. WE ARE A REQUEST STATION BUT WE ARE A MAIN ROCK/METAL STATION basically... click this below for requests in my lounge INTOXICATION click here to listen to our station on your media player click here

Transcending On Anyone..
I obviously need to get a life.. However, ponder the idea of transcending on anyones psyche. Just think how cool that would be, and how potential dangerous it could be. You could be in the grocery store selecting tomatoes and suddenly you feel, smell, taste and hear your husband/wife, gf/bf or maybe a stranger touching you, talking to you, transcending feelings from them. I could go on and on with different scenarios. However no one else is aware of this being, because it is all in your head, or is it? That would be an awesome super power! How cool would it be to just pop into someones thoughts and communicate..could you imagine sex? This has been a BLOG is a direct affect of sleep depravation, and too much coffee..

Life
Well I joined fubar because my closest friend Dez told me about the site. If she hadn't I never would of known about it. I must say, I LOVE this site!! At least here I have people that actually talk to me!! Maybe now I can network and make more friends that are not all about using me for one thing or another. So, Dez, thank you so much for the invite to this wonderful site!! I will be sure to pass it on!

Unknown Artist
This is a poem that I read in High School and was written by a fellow student. I just don't remember their name. (This has nothing to do with my wife and I, I just like it) Flowers growing on the wall Staring down a long dark hall The fan is dripping from above Today’s the day I lost my love She crossed the line of reality Never to make it back to me She’s alive but no one’s there She only has an empty stare Be careful what you want to drop Your heart will beat Your mind will stop

This Is What Went Down
Ok so basically i went to escalons first game last night(my old highschools rival football team where my ex that broke my heart and cheated on me goes.) with my cousin mike we were gonna find his friends that we were gonna hit a party up with and had to bring them money well my cousin had already told me that ashlyn and her bf were there (fyi my ex and the guy she cheated on me with) so we go lookin for his friends and ASHLYN IS SITTING RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEM ok so she sitting there me alex and mike take a seat right there and are chilling and not bothering em or anything just stiting talking with his friends and her bf is like fkn squirming he is scared so im like i dont wanna start shit and she already knows im here and im making them uncomfortable so ill go hit on these girls that were a few seats down next to another buddy of mine so i go over there and talk to them and im talking to these girls and shti and like 20 mins go by then aho a frnd of ashlyns and MY friend danielles come

Adult Survey
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? Yep 2. Is sex best in the morning, afternoon, or night? Anytime! There is no 'best' time, its all good! 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? If you are looking at the bed its the left side 4. Pork, beef, or chicken??? Chicken! 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Nope 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? nope 7. Shower or bath? Shower if I want to get clean. 8. Do you pee in the shower? Nope 9. Mexican or Chinese? Chinese 10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Aggressive 11. Do you love someone on your top friends? Yup 13. Love or money? Love...but money is nice. 14. Cards or cash? CASH 15. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't? Yes 16. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel? Depends on the time of year and who I'm with. 17.Vagina? Check 18. Would you shave your

I Remember....
I remember that 9-11-2001 began as a normal workday. I remember the radio announcer saying that a plane had just hit one of the twin towers. I remember traffic coming to a complete standstill on highway 70 that morning as my fellow drivers looked around at one another totally dumbstruck. I remember standing in the lobby of the bank making the deposit for work and watching a tower collapse. I remember standing there not moving. My mind unable to accept the horror I was witnessing. I remember listening to radio at work as the tragedy unfolded. I remember the White Sox were supposed to play in New York that day. I remember being at work but I don't remember working. I remember driving home still in shock from the horrific events of the day. Dad was still alive and I remember sitting next to him on couch watching the attack on our beloved country on the news. I remember crying. I remember dad holding my hand as I cried and I asked why. And I remember dad's words to me, "You ca

Juggalo Dictionary
Juggalo DICTIONARY Axe: A sharp blade on the end of a long wooden handle, used to chop wood....MOSTLY Big Money Hustlas: Insane Clown Posse's first movie Bigot: Racist, hater Born Twiztid A fake documentery about Twiztid. Only 30 minutes long but funny as hell! Chedda: Money, skrilla Cherrie Pie: See Cotton Candy Chicken: A redneck, bigot, racist Cotton Candy: Neden, pussy, vagina, cunt Dark Carnival: A dark carnival that Shaggy and Violent J often preach about. Delray: A neighborhood of Detroit, Michigan. Southwest Detroit Echoside: A fate worse than hell Facepaint: The make-up used by ICP and Twiztid (and more) faygo: A cheap ghetto pop that Insane Clown Posse throws on Juggalos at concerts. More info: Click Here! Feminem: Eminem diss Floob: This is what Violent J and Jumpsteady called themselves when they were kids. It means scrub. Fright Fest: Twiztid's own version of Hallowicked Gathering Of The Juggalos: An event that happens only once a year where Juggalos

Where The Heck?
where did you all come from?? i just glanced down and realized i have over 5,000 friends! if you happen to read this, throw a comment down there and let me know how you ended up here, lol :p was it a blast? a friend's profile? the scrolly bar up top? just completely random? what was it??? i'm just curious, because when i joined i never figured i'd have so many people around so darn quickly, lol love you all Sin

So Who Likes Me?
Who Likes U?? lets find out who has the BALLS to say they like you, repost this Under " Who Likes You??? " to find out! or youll have bad luck for 7 days. Reply!!!!!!! with a number to the following options (yes you can pick more than one): 1-I want you now 2-eww never 3-I dont like you 4-I have a HUGE crush on you 5-I'm in love with you 6-I think im still in love with you and i shouldn't be... 7-I really want to talk to you and get to know you and hopefully something will happen... 8-I'm with someone else but for some reason i still have feelings for you 9- I want to marry you 10- I miss you 11- I want to makeout with you again 12- I want to makeout with you for the 1st time 13- I want a relationship with you 14- I want to hold your hand 15- i love you and would enjoy makin sweet love 2 u right now 16- I'm scared of liking you 17- I have a gf/bf but i like you... 18- I love you okay lets find out who likes you, repos

Lucky Bastard...
All you that think "DAMN she's got a man...." GO and SHOW my man some love... Click HERE...and show tyr some love... his 21st birthday was last week so go get his ass drunk so i can take advantage of him... if i'm pleased, i'll even show you pictures ;) come on, show him some love, you know you wanna see what i have in store for him... ~~Sin

It Is Free To Watch By The Way
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Anger Management (rotflmfao)
This is kind of long but funny as hell. When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know.I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello."I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?"Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f***ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude . When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits.After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was p

Nsfw Photos Removed
I've gone ahead and removed almost all of my NSFW photos here, as I warned I would. If you are in my family, and you'd like to have access to them elsewhere, including the family-only photos, let me know. I just needed to remove them from Fubar because I got tired of morons. The family-only photos were especially frustrating. Grumble. If you are not in my family, do not ask to see the photos I removed on here. Any nagging to see photos that aren't available on here, especially if it's the first time you've talked to me, will result in immediate removal from my friends list. I'm serious about this. I'm totally sick of morons who think I'm some sort of porn star who owes them jack-off material. Sorry if this sounds bitchy -- blame the jerks who've pissed me off so repeatedly.

Celtic Tree Horoscope
According to ancient Celtic lore, there is a magical tree associated with each month of the year. Find out which one is your helper and learn valuable information about your personality from the wisdom of the trees--including the planet and gemstone associated with your Celtic tree horoscope. December 24 - January 20: BIRCH Planet: The Sun Gemstone: Rock Crystal Birch people tend to be hard-working and ambitious, with strong leadership qualities. You are generally loyal and faithful, although you may tend to hide your feelings. January 21 - February 17: ROWAN Planet: Uranus Gemstone: Peridot Rowans tend to be idealistic and original, a free-thinker filled with the fire of idealism. You are probably unconventional, artistic, and ahead of your time, imaginative and humanitarian in your outlook. February 18 - March 17: ASH Planet: Neptune Gemstone: Coral Ash people are good communicators, witty and spontaneous, and generally curious about life. March 18-April 14: ALDE

Finally
Mmmm.... Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream Cinderella theme, crazy as it seems Always knew that deep inside That there would come that day That I would have to wait Make so many mistakes I couldn't comprehend as I watched it unfold This classic story told, I left it in the cold Walking through unopened doors that led me back to you Each one unlocking more of the truth I finally stopped tripping on my youth I finally got lost inside of you I finally know that I needed to grow And finally my mate has met my soul [chorus] Finally Now my destiny can begin Though we will have our differences Something strange and new is happening Finally Now my life doesn't seem so bad It's the best that I've ever had Give my love to him finally Mmmm.... I remember the beginning you already knew I acted like a fool, just trying to be cool Fronting like it didn't matter, I just ran away Put on another face, Was lost in my own space Found what its like to hur

The Dream Act (amnesty!!!) Defeated (for Now)
To all you Americans who stood up to what is fair in the United States of America: I salute y'all who: Took the time to call the number, write or e-mail your elected officials office and voice your opinion. There isn't many who do take the time. However, on this issue it looks like thousands upon thousand of Americans woke up and let the morons in DC know that they know that sow ate the cabbage. You took the time to do this very important job. It shows that there are people who are concerned with what happens to our country and especially shows that they are paying attention to what some of the morons we have in office are trying to do to us. Very soon the names will be out who pushed to allow this amnesty to pass. Those are the ones you want to make note of. Those are the morons we need out of office come the next election. These are the ones who are power drunk and think they don't have to listen their people any longer. They are nothing more than would be dictato

2/10/07 Read Now . Important
Hello Its been a while since anything has been posted. Please read as this is IMPORTANT We are looking at merging with Brit Bomber's. Unfortunately we have lost members and have been asked to help so many people that we have had to turn away. With the merge, there is a possibility of a new name. We would like your views in regards to the merge and maybe some idea's on a new name for both groups. Please bear in mind that members will be from all over the world and not just Brits. Please reply by Sunday 7th October 2007. Many Thanks Founder's of Freelance Bombers

He's Home
my boyfriend came home with me yesterday. finally. sleeping with him wasn't easy lol i kinda got adapted to sleeping alone now he's right there. but it feels so good to have him home with me. he's still on medication for his heart and blood pressure but it shouldn't be permanent. other than that he's doing great considering what he's been through.

What Am I The Whippin Boy
what the hell am i the whippin boy yeah i dont mind listening to my friends and trying to be there for them any way i can be. but dang it, its not my fault their lives are stressing them or what ever to the point they get nasty and hateful toward me. then expect me to sit there and take it like it doesnt hurt. well it does i love all my friends but damn give me a break i didnt make everything in the world wrong.

Answers
Thought I would take the time to answer a few questions some friends have been throwing at me. Joyce - Convicted? No Hotwench69 - I agree, 5 is never enough and 6 is sometimes too many. Nelson - just blame it on a scorned scoutmaster from your youth. Patricia44 - It's not bragging if you have video Wanda - In the order you asked, briefs, use your imagination, by football time Sunday, pineapple juice sweetens it, and as long as my name is in there somewhere.

Witches Fingers
WITCHES FINGERS INGREDIENTS Yield: 5 dozen 1 cup Butter, softened 1 cup Icing sugar 1 Egg 1 tsp Almond extract 1 tsp Vanilla 2 2/3 cups Flour 1 tsp Baking powder 1 tsp Salt 3/4 cup Almonds, whole blanched 1 Tube red decorator gel DIRECTIONS Gross everyone out with these creepy cookies. In bowl, beat together butter, sugar, egg, almond extract and vanilla. Beat in flour, baking soda, and salt. Cover and refrigerate 30 minutes. Working with one quarter of the dough at a time and keeping remainder refrigerated, roll heaping teaspoonful of dough into finger shape for each cookie. Press almond firmly into 1 end for nail. Squeeze in centre to create knuckle shape. (Accompanying picture showed long rolled shape with bulge at centre for knuckle; you puff it out rather than squeeze it in.) Using paring knife, make slashes in several places to form knuckle. Place on lightly greased baking sheets; bake in 325F (160C) oven for 20-25 minutes or until pale golden. Let c

Another Car
I found another car being sold in in the want ads. $1,200 they want for it. Good condition they say it's in. Problem It's a stick shift and I only know automatic. Now i have a choice. I can stick with the car my grandmother's giving me or i can go with this one already repaired and everything. and it's pretty nice but i have to see it first to make sure. So there is that car and another which i left them my phone number for. In either case i should be able to raise the money to buy the car (either one) and still have some money left over to pay bills (eventually) For now I will wait and see what happens next. I don't' want to have to rent car's anymore or count on others for transportation.

Tequila And Salt!
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 12. I would rather have one rose and a kind word from a friend while I'm here than a whole truck load when I'm gone! 13. Good friends are like

Live Live Live
Never take a single moment for granted... Speak up and be heard... Make each day worth waking... No one ever promised... That life would be easy to live... The only promise we have received... Is that in the end its worth it!!!

Thank You For Making My Birthday Special
As the end of the day approaches, I would like to take a few minutes to thank my friends who took the time to wish me a happy birthday....whether it was a shout, a private message, a birthday card, a birthday cake or little gifts. All were greatly appreciated.... You are all the absolute greatest.... Sometimes in life, we tend to dwell on the bad things. I know I do this sometimes...but now I would like to reflect on the good things that I have in my life. My daughters for one...they are the best and my greatest accomplishments. God blessed me with two wonderful daughters whom I cherish, love and adore. I have also been blessed with a wonderful future son-in-law...he loves my daughter very much and with all that she's bee through in the last year or so, she deserves to be happy. I am blessed that I still have my mom and that she is for the most part healthy. I am anxiously awaiting spring to arrive because when spring arrives, I will be welcoming my first grandchild into the

Hot In The Sauna
Rachel and Amber were best friends. Ever since they got married to their husbands, they would get together on weekends to get away. One saturday, they went to a spa for the day. Beforehand, they went into a sauna to relax. They each worked up a sweat, and a thought passed Amber's mind. "Would you mind if i got naked?" she asked timidly. Confused at first, Rachel said "Yeah, sure". Amber took off her towel, exposing her large C breasts and shaved pussy. She laid down on her towel and closed here eyes. Rachel, feeling left out, took off her towel, and sat on it. Soon she realized that Amber's dark nipples were rock hard. Noticing her own nipples get hard, and feeling a tingle in her pussy, she got up and sat beside her friend. She was confused why she started getting feelings for her best friend, but she went for what she wanted. Amber soon sat up, and gave Rachel a confused look. Rachel leaned in and shoved her tongue down her Amber's throat. Amber was hesitant at first, but soon became

Fubar Passports
So, due in part to my ceaseless insomnia and search for distractions from the failure that is my life, I have developed the idea of the Fubar Passport. I imagine that this isn't an original idea, but haven't yet seen it. And this can be a bit more interactive as compared to the licenses, trading cards and other similar ideas. I'm thinking that if it catches on, people could make stamps to add to the passport for things like Lounge memberships, various achievements, etc.. Well, let me know what you think and if you'd like me to make you one, let me know. Also, if you have a stamp idea you'd like me to make, feel free to ask about that too. p.s. My original passport is in the folder marked Fubar Passports in my pics. Thanks.

My Set
Hey Whats up Everyone?...I want to invite you to my set@The Kinky ClosetI am once again Djing and would LOVE for you all to come check me out(4am-6am est) (click link below to enter The Kinky Closet)ღJÃÐ£۞Riddles' Baby۞KCL Ðjღ@ fubar

These Feelings Cant Be Right
Yes...the title is a lyric to an Avenged Sevenfold song..so go hunt it down...mwahahahaha Anyways,on to business at hand.I've been coming to terms with a lot of things lately.I'm getting over my fears one by one,by using hatred to treat the wounds.When you've been hurt so many times you become bitter to a lot things,for me mostly men.I've been lied to so damn often I've finally gotten sick of it.But you know what,the time has come to get over it and move the fuck on.I'm done hating,I'm done regretting,I'm done crying...I'm done with all of it.I'm over it..Yea,I'm still hurting but as the days go on,it lessens more and more.With the help of 3 very special friends who are there for me when I need them,no matter what mood I'm in.No matter what I say,they're there for me.Welcoming and comforting me.I dont think they know how much they mean to me so I'll take the time to single them out...Angla,my dearest,closest friend:Thank you for being there every time I fell,cried,screamed and just

The Way It Works..(maybe)
Let me try ( I have a really hard time getting the concept in the head to be understandable on the page) to explain why our seeming direct observation of the universe is skewed be the intrinsic bias of us , and every tool we use, being made of the matter that was converted out of the QP of the BB. First I start from the position that there WAS a BB , this is a position solely based on my agreement with COBE and other observation platforms that seem to show expansion from a starting point and relative uniform back ground microwave radiation. Many I have tried to explain my postulate too first jump in and state that there was no BB so from that point the explanation will always fail. Consider what was the "Stuff" of the BB.. I have dubbed is a Quantum Point ... This seems to be the best term of description I can conger and here’s why. I conceive it as a Quantum of energy of an indefinable content. indefinable because before time 0 it is void of any matter and as such it cannot

New Artwork
November 1st update Fate Images http://atemages.fotopic.net/ Adult Images It’s Magic, Little Hell-Raiser, Purr Purr Computer Graphics 2007 A Ruby Mystique, Angel, Back of a Lady. Doves (Just A Note), Breast Cancer Awareness, Cockatoo, Forgive and Let Go, Happy Thanksgiving, Harlequin Thank You, Have a Happy Harvest, Life is a journey to the soul, Living with the Fantasy, My Heart Belongs to you, Peace in the Garden, Simple Design Coming in December! Record albums, Christmas and New Year’s images, More Adult images and Portfolio work. Deep Space One http://deepspaceone.fotopic.net/ New Character Banners! Stargate Atlantis Jennifer Kelly, Larrin, Samantha Carter, Tyre Heroes Alendro Herarra, Angela Petrelli, Bob, Caitlin, Charlie, Maya Herrara, Molly Walker, Monica Dawson, Nana Dawson, Takezo Kensei, Thompson, West, Yaeko, Zach Buck Rogers in the 25th Century new section!! Admiral Asimov, Cryton, Dr. Goodfellow, Dr. Theopolis, Elias Huer, Hawk, Lie

Come Hang Out Wiff Me:)
OK FAMILY, FRIENDS AND FANS AND WHOMEVER ....CLICK THIS BANNER AND COME CHECK OUT THE AWESOME PARTTTTY @ THE HAUNTED KICKASS TUNES.... IF YA CARE COME IN AND CHECK ME OUT AND SAY HIYA AND STUFF:)HOPE TO SEE YA THERE!!!

Migaines Again!!!!
Ok well I am starting with the migraines again. The only good thing is, my insurance has started so I can go see my neurologist again. Last night I was losing my vision off and on, but this morning I passed out and hit my head. I don't know which was worse hitting my head or being woke up by five dogs licking me in the face. Anyway, I have got to call tomorrow morning and try to set up an appointment with my neurologist really early because my shift starts at 12:15 pm so that is pushing it just a bit. And for those that are wondering yes I do have a bump on my head and no I'm not as hard headed as you all thought I was. Love Gwen aka Untamed Anjel

Zuviel Liebe Kann Dich Töten (too Much Love Can Kill You)
My skin is too tight for me I can't breathe My veins lay open Slowly it becomes clear to me Hell is so close My wounds are already numb From the long wait My time is almost here When will you make it true When will you finally be there Too much love can kill you No one here forgives you Too much longing can kill you Only death has loved you Since you were born Since you were born My eyes get heavy Soon I'll sleep My dice have been thrown Soon it'll be clear to you How hopeless I was Slowly I dive into the Godforsaken harbor My eyes are closed But I'm aware of you All of the sudden you're there Too much love can kill you... Rescue me tonight Come back to me Tonight Rescue me tonight Come back to me Tonight Too much love can kill you...

Im Sooooooo Happy
the reason is i got a new job and i start on friday!!!!!! so my time here will be kinda limited but i will catch up on everythin on my days off and before and after work ( i know i need to catch up on just about everyone on my friends list its not that i forgot you just haven't had the time to catch up). happy holidays to all will keep you updated on how things are goin with my new job!

Racism
A white woman, about 51 years old, was seated next to a black man on an airplane. Obviously disturbed by this, she called the air hostess. "Madam, what is the matter?" the hostess asked. "You obviously do not see it," she responded. "You placed me next to a black man. I do not agree to sit next to someone from such a repugnant group. Give me an alternative seat." "Be calm, please," the hostess replied. "Almost all the seats on this flight are taken. I will go to see if another seat is available." The Hostess went away and then came back a few minutes later. "Madam, just as I thought, there are no other available seats in the economy class. I spoke to the captain and he informed me that there is also no seat in the business class. All the same, we still have one seat in the first class." Before the woman could say anything, the hostess continued, "It is not usual for our company to permit someone from the economy class to sit in the first class. However, given the circumstances, t

Heaven And Hell - Secc Glasgow
Went to see them last night, Ronnie James Dio is the man, love his voice, loved the concert, had to leave early which was a bit of a pisser so we could get back to Edinburgh as our lift from the gig fell through, anyway cracking concert, first in a long time where there were lots of people older than me, its funny watching men with no hair headbanging, Vinnie Appice what a fucking drummer, you rock mate

Stranger
i walked in this place with no intentions on ever meeting a beautiful woman that could help me forget all i've been going thru and ever since seeing you i'v ebeen wanting to know you don't know you but i've already had visions of holding you i'm sorry baby i'm not trying to scare you away i just believe if u feel it you should mean what you say so here's the truth i just wanna lay this on the line i'm so into your eyes and attracted to your smile forgive me if i seem nervous but i dont usually do this if i fumble with my words its basically cause im new to this so be patient with me let me get words in order hold on a second let me take a sip of some water umm okay where was at hmm let me see i was explaining to you why it is i'm feeling what i see look baby i don't know you but i feel like i know you and if given the chance one day i'm a show you that you can place your heart in my hands for me to hold and i swear to the heavens that i'll never let it go and i know

Poem Of The Day:
Poem of the day: I AM Lost I am lost without you I don't know which way to go. My world is upside down My heart has been ripped from it's soul. You are the light That guides me through it all. You are the love Without you I only fall. You complete me My heart for you does yearn I am truly lost without you I don't know which way to turn. Max M. Power Love is a wonderful thing. It is so vast that God gave us four different ways to love, friendship, sexual, family, and all inclusive. God loves us and we too love others around us. Life is too short to be mad. Since we all love someone in our lives in one way or another, tell that someone that you love them, you never know what tomorrow may bring and despite what we think, none of us are real mind readers. Take the chance today that you MIGHT not get tomorrow. Max

General Interest...
I was at work today and we had the television on VH1 in the morning before patients get there listening to music (my favorite past time) and the Killers/Mr. Brightside came on. And all my co-workers chimed in saying ohhhhh here is your song! Yeah yeah so they know me well. Anyhoodle it got me to thinking and so I asked them and now am asking all of you.... If you knew you were going to be stranded on a deserted island and had only 12 songs to pick to listen to forever and ever what would those 12 songs be? Please comment... I'm interested in knowing if anyone out there has the same taste I do. Thanks :)

Chapter 12
I rested on the bed, dozed until I heard the door open, and saw Jade enter the room carrying a tray of food. “How are you feeling today little one?” “I am well Mistress, a little sore but my heart, and mind is at ease. It is only my body that aches.” Jade walked over to the bed and sat the tray down over my lap. “Eat at least a little bit little one, it will help you heal physically.” I looked over the bacon, eggs that Jade had placed in front of me, and that was when I heard my stomach rumble with hunger. “You are hungry little one; I hear your stomach rumble.” Jade said with a laugh. “I do not know if I am hungry for food or for Master’s touch. The hunger that I feel for Him is so over powering that I cannot tell which is which, and at the same time when I think of His touch I physically become hot. It is as though I am having hot flashes that I can not control and honestly do not wish to control.” “ In time you will know the difference between the hungers that consume y

40 Mistakes Men Make In Bed
Stopping for a break and 40 other mistakes men make in bed 1) NOT KISSING FIRST Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin, which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING HER NIPPLES Why do men fasten onto a woman's nipples, t

'allo!
SO! This is my blog.. I'm a 36 y/o Native gal from here in Oklahoam, I love my kids, my man and my animals, and I'm generally a nice, peaceful preson. I am a NERD to the extreme, and I am particularly fond of music and books! I am an ardent anglophyle, and BBC fan! Love ya heaps everyone!

Why Nightmares?
Why Nightmares? Stressful things that happen during the day can turn dreams into nightmares. Nightmares may be a way to relieve the pressures of the day. This usually means dealing with things most kids have to face at one time or another: problems at home, problems at school, and stress from sports or schoolwork. Sometimes major changes, such as moving or the illness or death of a loved one, can cause stress that leads to nightmares. Another thing that may cause nightmares is watching scary movies or reading scary books, especially before you go to bed. Sometimes if you are sick, especially with a high fever, you may have nightmares. Certain medications also can cause nightmares. Let your parents and doctor know if you notice you are having more nightmares around the time you started a new medicine.

Im Not Perfect
I'm not Perfect!!!! i'm sorry i'm not perfect i can only be me i'm sorry i'm not perfect like the girl you want me to be i'd give anything to make you happy even if it makes me sad i'd never do anything to hurt you i don't try to make you mad sometimes you get angry and we start to fight little do you know i cry myself to sleep at night sometimes i don't know just what i did wrong i don't understand why we don't get along every time we fight i wish you could feel my heart break sometimes i wonder how much more my heart can take sometimes i get so angry i don't know what to say i feel just like a game that everyone wants to play the only thing i need in this world is someone who is true the only thing i want in this world is... to be loved by you

A 90 Year Old Man
A 90-year old man announces his intention to marry a woman of 30. He is persuaded to have a medical exam first. "Everyone tells me I need a checkup to see if I'm sexually fit," he says to the doctor. "Okay," says the medic, "let me see your sex organs." So the old guy sticks out his tongue and his middle finger.

I Love...
-fireflies that twinkle in the dark of a summer evening and sunsets that set the sky ablaze with a riot of vividly contrasting colors. -rainbows that spalsh across the horizon in breathtaking displays of gaudy brightness, and stars that paint the midnight sky with countless pinpoints of distant light. -daffodils in open fields that spread their golden glory over grand stretches of would-be-emptiness, and fragrant yellow roses that seem to gild the very air around them with cool, calm sweetness and grace. -laughing children that radiate joy with reckless abandon, and freshly washed and powdered babies with sweetly puckered tiny mouths and velvety skin and downy peach-fuzz hair. -long soft kisses in the rain that build in intensity with the fury of the approaching storm until they streak through my veins with all the passion and violence of the lightning that dances across the sky.

My Best Friend
I will always be there for you, and I hope you will be there for me too, for our friendship can never be broken, I will remain loyal through all the good and the bad, and in the end we will be glad, because without you I am nothing, as you are nothing without me, we fill the space a lover couldn't fill, for we hold each others secrets that we would never spill, and the day you're gone, part of me goes too, because I wouldn't want to be here with out you, Best friends forever you and me, nothing could ever change that; it's destiny! If any of you know me you know my best friend in this entire world is Misty "THE Oklahoma Bitch" well right now she is in a hospital in OKC going through numerous tests. They think there are major issues with her kidneys and bladder . Honestly I cant say more than that because I dont know anymore yet. Its killing me to be here thinking about her and not be there holding her hand. But with my grandmother I cant up and leave as bad as I w

Need Help In Contest
PLEASE COMMENT ON MY PIC AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE 4 THE NEXT 6 DAYS http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=755363&albumid=689682&i=102969885 TY VERY MUCH U HAVE TO GO TO THIS LINK 2 DO IT PLEASE COMMENT LOTS

Pray For Him
I may be the father to a baby boy that was born resantly i am trying to get a dna test so i can get costody but he is in bad shape after the mouther tryed to kill him read the artical below and keep ethan in your prayers Pine Bluff - A Pine Bluff woman was placed in custody Sunday night after allegedly attempting to murder her 12-day-old son. The newborn remains in critical, but stable condition after suffering numerous injuries. Pine Bluff police said the case was particularly disturbing because it involved the abuse of a newborn baby. According to Pine Bluff police, officers arrived at 3005 Iris Street around 4:00 p.m. in response to a possible kidnapping. There, they found 23-year-old, Tonya Alice Reaves who said she had been kidnapped and legit by the railroad tracks near the home she shares with her parents. However, police soon found inconsistencies in Reves' story and upon further questioning, charged her with attempted murder of her newborn son, who

Wickedly Broken
At the gloomy clouds I stare, I lay with a thoughtful stare. Studying the heavens above, Thinking only of my love. Sudden random thoughts appear, Only now I start to fear. The only love I really ever knew, So soft and sweet as like the dew. Yet even happiness never really bloomed, Maybe I am to be doomed? Am I forever to be Wickedly Broken? Never to show any gratified token? Why must life be so dreary? My eyes are now always teary, Teary with the hurt, pain and betrayal that has been laid to rest upon me. Will the light of day ever be a comfort to me again? Or am I doomed to die alone, hurt, and betrayed? Forever to be afraid, Afraid of all the memories that accompany my pain? God must have known each tear before it came. Each tear that would fall from my eyes. Known all the tear-stained pillowcases that would be cleansed. Each tearful lullaby of the night. He must have known! Written by Danielle K.

Do You Need Washing?
A little girl had been shopping with her Mom at Target... She must have been 6 years old, this beautiful red haired, freckle faced image of innocence. It was pouring down rain outside. The kind of rain that gushes over the top of rain gutters, so much in a hurry to hit the earth it has no time to flow down the spout. We all stood there under the awning just inside the exit door of Target. We waited, some patiently, others irritated because nature had messed up their hurried day. I am always mesmerized by rainfall. I got lost in the sound and sight of the heavens washing away the dirt and dust of the world. Memories of running, splashing so carefree as a child came pouring in my mind as a welcome reprieve from the worries of my day. The little voice was so sweet as it broke the hypnotic trance we were all caught in. "Mom let's run through the rain," she said. "What?" Mom asked. "Lets run through the rain!," She repeated. "No, honey. We'll wait until it slows down a b

Long Distance
You know its really hard when you have a person you care for when there far away...because you never know if you will ever see that someone...it doesn't matter if they r 10 miles or 9000 miles---it still sits in your heart and you always want to be with that person...

My Ug
The last thing he ate in THIS life, was made by my loving hands The last thing he heard in THIS life, was my loving voice singing his favorite SRV song to him-Pride And Joy. I was his Pride and Joy he always told me, and he always sang that song to me, grinning that huge magnificent grin I love and miss so much The last thing he saw in THIS life, was my loving eyes and face looking into his The last thing he ever felt in THIS life, were my loving arms wrapped around him as he passed into the stratosphere... While he lay dying, he said to me "I'm not afraid of dying, I'm just afraid of losing you." I told him "you can never lose me, because we are a part of each other." None of us are getting out of here alive and I KNOW I will see my Ug again and I can hardly wait. MY Ug, My Gus, My Cave Man MY best Friend, My Hero, My Soul Mate always

Reppin Mac Town
I spit lyrics like nobodies buisness if you fuck with me ill make you my prisoner slingin shotties, bats, gats and knives fuckin bitches, sluts, ho's and wives im spittin these lyrics from a place called mac-town the place where all big pimps lay they mac down all the pimps here are lyrically gifted when we freestyle all spirits are lifted in mac town everybodys good at something wether its ballin, rappin or its bumpin mac towns where all the shit goes down iller and more hardcore then any other town we gotta day life and a seperate night life you fuck with us and we'll fuck your wife big city rappers you betta get ready we're comin to town and shits bout to get heavy Im comin to town with a nine on my hip one wrong move and ill empty my clip all us pimps are down to ride you fucked up if your not on our side you fuck up be murdered in cold blood ill steal your wallet and buy some more bud we hot box, light up as we drive by see the enemy and let the bullets fly

Life...
To all my family and friends here is a update on me and what is going on.. For the last three years i have been batteling with a illness that they have not been able to figure out what it is..So i took matters into my own hands and started do research with my sister Stacey and finally believe to figure out what i have... We are thinkin that what i have is called Gastroparesis and lemme tell ya it has taken a huge toll on my health..I am constantly sick and not able to do what a normal human being should be able to do like go to the store without feeling sick to my stomach...I am going back to see my specailist on Wednesday to see what the outcome of this is going to be..But from what i have heard from ER doctors and also reading articles this is NOT cureable..this is something that i am going to have to deal with for the rest of my life..So i will keep ya'll updated after Wednesday and let you know what is going on..If i forget you can always ask me and i will let you know.. M

Music Page
hey guys...just wanted to let u know that if u want u can check out my myspace artist page....it has some remixes and mixes that ive done on my turntables and i think u would like them...stop by and check it out and leave a message, comment, or add me

Good Laugh
An Ohio State Buckeye fan is drinking in a New York bar, when he gets a call on his cell phone. He hangs up, grinning from ear to ear, and orders a round of drinks for everybody in the bar, announcing his wife has just given birth to a typical Ohio State Buckeye baby boy weighing 25 pounds. Nobody can believe that any new baby can weigh in at 25 pounds, but the Ohio fan just shrugs and replies, 'That's about average back home, folks, like I said, my boy's a typical Ohio State Buckeye baby boy. Gonna be an Ohio State football player.' Congratulations showered him from all around, amid many exclamations of 'WOW!' One woman actually fainted due to sympathy pains. Two weeks later, he returns to the bar. The bartender says, 'Say, aren't you the father of that typical Ohio State Buckeye baby that weighed 25 pounds at birth? Everybody's been making bets about how big he'd be in two weeks. So, how much does he weigh now?' The proud father answers, 'Seventeen pounds.' The ba

Brokenhearted
Sometimes I wonder wehre I've been, And who I am & where do I fit in. Without your love all I'll ever be, Is out here on my own. I love you with more desire, than I knew I had in me; And now it's gone. With God by my side & in my heart, I know I will go on. I don't know how or where I'll be, Just that sometime yet to come; I will wake up & say, "GOOD MORNING" to a brand new me. A me without you & the love we shared, But this time around; I know that it was me who was important; And that is all that I have to share. And more & my heart will break, Because the pain I feel inside; Is so hard to take, My life is still so young & waiting for me. So ready or not, I'm here to take what I can & face it head on, despite the tears & the love I leave behind.

Kevin Rudd Won!
KEVIN RUDD'S victory over JOHNNY HOWARD! FUCK! It was so awesome. It's about time we were out of the grasp of that fucked up Nazi guy. He's been our leader for WAAAAY too long.. Kevin says he's getting the troops out of IRAQ! So.. we'll have to see if he keeps that promise. But I'm so fucking relieved that John Howard isn't ruling us anymore. It's a great burden lifted. LONG LIVE KEVIN RUDD!

Dilemna
I'm going to die, but I will not fight. I'm here to face my fear, my fright. You are the one who has no soul. I am the one they call Night. One make one, Two becomes three. I am no longer the man I used to be. I am now the man they call fear, Death is here, come within my power and I will draw you near. Blood courses thru these veins. Hate is the only gain. The only thing In life I've learned is not to fight, but the hurt and anguish of eternal pain. I'm leaving mystery, I've won the fight. I have earned the right to gain the power to stop the pain and free my soul from the darkness of the Devil's hole. One makes me, Two becomes you, Three is the man I used to be, Four is the I am now, and Five is the man I will be. I am no longer the Hate, the Pain, or the Fear. I am me so in my body, my soul is together and I am finally free.

Yep I'd Fuck You
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!!

This Week On "the Experience"
On Thursday, November 29th - I will be joined be psychic Jacki Mari. She will be doing live readings for our listeners as well as discuss her new book "NumAstrology - Your Secret Self Revealed". Not only will Jacki Mari be sharing her gifts with our listeners, but one lucky listener will get a FREE copy of her book! So get your phone fingers ready and call us at 718-508-9444 if you want a reading. We only have one hour, so call to get your questions in. The show airs from 8 - 9pm EST this Thursday... So be sure to join me. You can listen to the show at http://www.blogtalkradio.com/theexperience

Who I Am
WHO I AM I AM A WOMAN WHO MAKES MISTAKES A PERSON WHO LOVES AND MAYBE LOVES TO DEEPLY AT TIMES I AM A WOMAN WHO HAS FEELINGS I AM A PERSON WHO GETS THOSE FEELINGS HURT EASILY I AM A WOMAN WHO TRIES TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY AND A PERSON WHO KNOWS THAT SHE CANT MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY I AM A WOMAN WHO WANTS GREAT THINGS IN LIFE BUT A PERSON WHO KNOWS THAT ORDINARY THINGS ARE MY ONLY OPTION I AM A WOMAN WHO TREASURES FAMILY BUT A PERSON WHO'S FAMILY HARDLY KNOWS SHE EXISTS' I AM A WOMAN WHO CRAVES APPROVAL AND A PERSON WHO KNOWS IT DOESNT MATTER I AM A WOMAN WHO LIVES HER LIFE ACCORDING TO HOW OTHERS PERCEIVE IT SHOULD BE BUT A PERSON WHO KNOWS SHE CAN ONLY LIVE IT FOR HERSELF I AM A WOMAN WHO WANTS TO BE ABLE TO EXPRESS HERSELF BUT A PERSON WHO DOESNT KNOW QUITE HOW TO DO IT I AM A WOMAN WHO SHOULD BELIEVE SHE IS A GOOD PERSON SADLY I AM A PERSON WHO DOES NOT I AM AFTER ALL ONLY ME! WRITTEN BY ME

Holiday Hello Cookies
RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 1 cup butter, softened 3/4 cup confectioners' sugar 1/8 tsp. salt 1 tsp. vanilla extract 2 egg yolks, beaten 2 1/2 cups all-purpose flour Green sugar crystals Tubes of red and green decorators' icing with tips Red gumdrops 1. In a large mixing bowl, cream the butter with an electric mixer on medium-low speed. Add the sugar, salt and vanilla extract and continue creaming until light and fluffy. Beat in the egg yolks. Gradually add the flour until thoroughly combined. Gather the dough into a large ball, cover with plastic wrap and refrigerate for several hours or overnight. 2. Heat the oven to 375 degrees. Cut the ball of dough into 1/2-inch slabs, and roll each to a 1/4-inch thickness on a lightly floured surface. Use a holly cookie cutter to cut out the cookies. Arrange them 1/2 inch apart on an ungreased cookie sheet. Sprinkle with green sugar and lightly press the sugar into the dough. 3. Bake, one batch at a time, for 10 to 14 minutes or

Does Your Name Fit You?
S: makes people laugh A: Hot N: easy to fall in love with D: can kick ur butt Y: smile to die for A: Hot B: Amazing kisser C: good kisser D: can kick ur butt E: has gorgeous eyes F: lowild and crazy adore you G: very outgoing H:cute I: loves to laugh and smile J: is really sweet K: crazy in a good way L: very good kisser M: makes dating fun N: easy to fall in love with O: has one of the best personalities ever P: popular with all types of people Q: a hypocrite R: smile to die for S: makes people laugh T: is a good person to be with U: Hott V: not judgmental W: very broad minded X: never let people tell you what to do Y: smile to die for Z: can be funny and dumb at times REPOST WITH: "Does your name fit you???" You must repost this with ur name or you will lose someone very close to you

Thank You Fubar Friends-romeo-aka Kevin, And Marlboro Man-aka Short Bus
Hey everyone that reads this I just want to tell Romeo-aka Kevin and Short Bus THANKS for the great time last night. I had so much fun hanging out with you both. To bad I had to work today or I am sure we could have made one hell of a night out of it. We are going to have to definitely do this again! If anyone wants to know what I am talking about..I invited all my Fubar Friends to Sharky's last night to my party...hmm well ok to my get together. The only 2 that showed was Kevin, and Short bus and thats because I picked them up..ok well Kevin brought his friend Terry. But he ended up heading out with some other friends. So I guess if you all read this and want to experience such a great time like we did last night then you will all come to my next party December the 7th at Traffic in downtown Springfield...karaoke night!!! Be there before 9pm to get a good seat and prepare to have a blast! Muwaahhhhhss I luv you both thanks again for the great time last night-OH AND IF YOUR A PERVE REA

4 Survivors And Victims Of Cancer
All of you are asked to do is keep this circulating. Even if it's to one more person.0r ßlog This Yourself!In memory of anyone you know that has battled cancer and lost or survived.A candle loses nothing by lighting another candle. Please keep this candle going!

Spirituality
When we are face to face with truth, the point of view of Krishna, Buddha, Christ, or any other Prophet, is the same. When we look at life from the top of the mountain, there is no limitation; there is the same immensity. ~Hazrat Inayat Khan

New England Pats.
New England 27, Baltimore 24 Preview - Box Score - Recap By BARRY WILNER, AP Football Writer December 3, 2007 Baltimore Ravens quarterback Kyle Boller, left, talks with coach Brain Billick during the first half of an NFL football game against the New England Patriots, Monday, Dec. 3, 2007, in Baltimore. AP - Dec 3, 10:31 pm EST More Photos BALTIMORE (AP) -- The New England Patriots are still perfect, but looking mighty vulnerable. New England pulled off its greatest escape thus far to become the sixth team in NFL history to start a season with 12 victories. For the second straight week, it was a struggle against a losing team, but the incredibly resourceful Patriots got Tom Brady's 8-yard touchdown pass to Jabar Gaffney with 44 seconds left to beat the Baltimore Ravens 27-24 Monday night. The winning drive in the final minutes covered 73 yards and required two fourth-down conversions, one on a defensive holding penalty 6 seconds before Gaffney beat Dawan Landry in

What Do You Do
what do you do When the one thing you want someone to give you is the one thing they refuse to give you? When the answers just wont come? When confusion seems more a part of your life than normalcy? When screaming seems like a typical way to release? When someone you need to listen doesn't? When you love someone so much it causes you more pain than should be bearable? When you really just dont know what to say or do?

Chuch Norris
There are no races, only countries of people Chuck Norris has beaten to different shades of black and blue. Crop circles are Chuck Norris' way of telling the world that sometimes corn needs to lie down. When Chuck Norris sends in his taxes, he sends blank forms and includes only a picture of himself, crouched and ready to attack. Chuck Norris has not had to pay taxes, ever. When Chuck Norris was denied an Egg McMuffin at McDonald's because it was 10:35, he roundhouse kicked the store so hard it became a Wendy's. When Chuck Norris falls in water, Chuck Norris doesn't get wet. Water gets Chuck Norris. How much wood would a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could Chuck Norris? ...All of it. Chuck Norris doesn't actually write books, the words assemble themselves out of fear. Chuck Norris CAN believe it's not butter. The grass is always greener on the other side, unless Chuck Norris has been there. In that case the grass is most likely soaked in blood and tears. Chu

Chicken And Cornbread Dressing
1 chicken, approximately 3 1/2 pounds Water to boil chicken 1 1/2 tablespoons salt 1 tablespoon black pepper 1 tablespoon garlic powder 2 celery stalks, chopped 2 cups chopped green onions, divided Double batch of baked cornbread 6 slices white bread or 4 large biscuits 12 hardboiled eggs 1. Place chicken in a large pot and cover with water. Add salt, black pepper, garlic powder, and chopped celery. Boil chicken until almost tender, add 1/2 cup of the chopped green onions and cook until chicken is tender. Remove chicken to a platter to cool. 2. In another pot, crumble up cornbread, and white bread or biscuits. Add enough broth from cooking the chicken to the corn bread until it is slightly soupy. Chop up 9 of the hardboiled eggs finely and add to the bread. Add the remaining green onions. 3. Debone the chicken , (don't put the liver, heart or gizzard into the dressing) and add it to the dressing. This will make more dressing than most families want at one time. T

New Baby
I JUST FOUND OUT THAT OUR BABY IS IN A BREACHED POSITION AND IM 37 WEEKS ALONG AND I MIGHT HAVE TO HAVE A C-SECTION DONE AND WE ARE AFRAID OF WHAT COULD HAPPEN TO ME OR THE BABY. PLEASE KEEP US IN YOUR PRAYERS.

Why
Hey Recently i've been going through alot in my life. I've got a lot of people that I think are my friends, that really aren't I don't think. I feel alone and wish I had more friends to hang out with. I've recently been bitchy at alot of people. I'm sorry. listen if you read this and you are on my friends list and I talk to you its just a friendly hi how are you doing? if you dont wanna talk to me when I shout out at ya. delete me from your profile. I bet in the end I wont have many people on it. Well ok. Bye

Times In Love
There are times when words aren’t enough feelings can’t always be put into words; because they are inadequate and often escape us sometimes, there are only feelings. There are times when all you need is a look; a silent, wordless connection between souls an understanding that needs no translation a natural, knowing stare that says everything. There are times when all you need is a touch; nothing spoken - just the gesture of reaching out touching, silently transferring your energy conveying something that comes from within There are times when all you need is acceptance to know that you are valued as you are that any changes you make only enhance you more as you discover yourself. There are times when all you need is love no conditions or demands, only simplicity. to know that for no reason at all another chooses you over all others. There are times when all you ever wanted, was to be completed by another person. There are times when you need all of t

Self Mutilation Is Seductive
yesss. ohh. must get new bed sheets! I didn't realize I had cut so deeply! oh the excitment! I was breathing heavily and groaning at the same time. I squeezed my eyelids shut and bit my lip. *shudder* oooh it's nice. The fresh skin exposed underneath, makes me feel like I'm renewed in that particular boo boo, and I just bled out some of the innocence that I've tried to leave far behind. *grin* i do believe it's working too.

Need More Help....
Hello to all.... I am going for the VIP and really need help getting the 10,000 comments. I have just under a 2000 now. I need as many that can to help me do this.... I am out of comments today.... Here is the link to the pic that I need the commenting help on. Much luv to all my friends.... Here is the link to Stephanie's page where the contest is being hosted in the Giveaway folder. Stephanie Lynn@ fubar

Bleeding For You
Bleeding for you I wish I can forget you and never feel deep pain I wish I can bury our memories And never dreaming you I try to hold back my tears Trying so hard to erase you from my black heart But I can’t, I am to weak on you! I just lay here and bleeding for you And waiting to death knock on my door, to take me away Why are you in my dreams? Why can’t you just let me to die into your arms to feel my heart heat but you just leaving me all alone with loneliness bleeding is the only way I can forget you bleeding is the only way I can kill my pain walking through the endless dark path yearning to taste my fears and as I was walking through my endless path I just open my arms and letting death taking me into her arms And leaving all behind And yet again, you are to blind to see how much I love you You are even to blind to feel I have touched your black heart I am bleeding for you I am bleeding for your love I wish you can drown in my love And to feel my brok

What Is It Really All About?
Here's my take on what I think real friends are for. CARING!!! I think everyone here has wayyyyyy too many friends to really care for all of them. Why so many friends? Points? Ratings? Fubar cash? WTF!!! I don't know about ya'll but I need real friends and fuck everything else. There's way too much B.S. and not enough of what matters. Just shit on my mind is all.

Virus Threat!!! Read Now!!!
Subject: VIRUS THREAT ----- I have this virus & there's no cure.... I thought you would want to know bout this e-mail virus. Even the most advanced programs from Norton or McAfee cannot take care of this one. It appears to affect those who were born prior to 1965 Symptoms: 1. Causes you to send the same e-mail twice. [Done that!] 2. Causes you to send a blank e-mail! [That too!] 3. Causes you to send e-mail to the wrong person. [Yep!] 4. Causes you to send it back to the person who sent it to you. [Who me?] 5. Causes you to forget to attach the attachment. [Well fooey!] 6. Causes you to hit 'SEND' before you've finished. [Oh no - not again!] 7. Causes you to hit 'DELETE' instead of 'SEND.' [and I just hate that!] 8. Causes you to hit 'SEND' when you should 'DELETE.' [Oh No!] IT IS CALLED THE 'C-NILE VIRUS.'

Another Bitch...
Ok, graphics posted on comments is cool, it may take a while for them all to load sometimes which can be a pain in the ass but I can handle that. Music and videos on comments on the other hand are a REAL PAIN IN MY ASS!!!! I hate crap "music" (most of y'all call it rap but it's really crap and I use the term music very loosely in reference to the crap) and I don't like scream/growl metal either,(it just shows a real total lack of talent!) Why should I be subjected to that shit?? If fubar is going to allow music and videos embedded in comments then they should give you an Account Setting that will turn the shit off without getting rid of the graphics in comments as Allow HTML to No will do!! I know, I know...whine, bitch, moan and groan!!!

People Are The Dumbest Things
Look...don't bother wasting my time. I am friends with many of you because I want to be. I repost your stupid bulletins in hopes that when I have one maybe you'll repost mine when I ask. I rate your pictures and your stash to help you level and ask for NOTHING in return. I help you with your contests because you are my friend. NOT because I want you to do anything for me. I don't care if you are a bomber family or not. I don't care if you are part of a group or not. Block me if you want, fucking rate my shit a 1 if you need to do it to make yourself feel better. For some of you that do this crap...you're just jealous, for the others, you're just ass holes. I joined Club FAR because I was told that it was a cool family with cool people in it. I ask someone from their precious "family" page to repost a bulletin and they say "Why would I repost this, we are not a bomber family." HELLO!!!! I WAS IN CLUB FAR BEFORE THIS FAKE ASS PAGE WAS MADE! FAMILY DOES SHIT FOR EACH

Top Members Adding
am adding new members in my member pics who want to be a top member rate all theres lots of top members rate pics and your pic gets added in top member pics people click on pic and rate and add you fan you get yours today derek new pics addedxxxx

Lounge Name
Ok me and a friends thought about starting a lounge, we started with the name PHAT~Pretty Hot & Thick , but really that name isnt settling right with any of us ....so im gonna ask for some suggestions from you all as to a better sounding Lounge name.......and a big thank you for you suggestions

6 Hours!
I just fucking did homework for 6 hours. I have been awake for 22 hours! I worked all damn day, came home, ate dinner and did fucking homework. But I'm DONE! I finally get to enjoy my Winter Break. Now lets hope I pass everything! *muahs*

What Ya Think ?
I did not write this but it has always had my attention. I would like to hear your comments................... "The Blurred Boundaries of Intimacy" We are all in need of intimacy. We can love many people in varying degrees and in myriad ways, but we will always remain in need of one special relationship. We need someone with whom we feel a unique association, who gives us a essential feeling of security and comfort, as well as a degree of privacy, and deep affection that separates them form others. Generally there is a sexual dimension that in itself creates exclusivity. It is a physical and emotional bonding that brings strength and heals us in mysterious ways. When love is accompanied with deep intimacy, it raises us to the highest level of human experience. In this exalted space, we can surrender our egos, become vulnerable and know levels of joy and well-being unique among life experiences. We attain a glimpse of the rapture that can be ours. Boundaries are blurred, there a

Love?
> It hurts to love someone and > not be loved in return, > but what is more painful > is to love someone and > never find the courage > to let that person know how you feel. > > Maybe God wants us to meet > a few wrong people before > meeting the right one > so that when we finally > meet the right person, > we will know how to > be grateful for that gift. > Love is when you take away > the feeling, the passion, and the romance > in a relationship and find out > you still care for that person. > > A sad thing in life > is when you meet someone > who means a lot to you, > only to find out in the end > that it was never meant to be and you > just have to let go. > > The best kind of friend > is the kind you can sit > on a porch and swing with, > never say a word, and then walk away > feeling like it was the > best conversation you've ever had. > > It's true that w

You're Invited To A Celebration!
You're Invited To A Celebration! You are cordially invited to A BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!!! Guest of Honor: Jesus Christ Date: Every day. Traditionally, December 25 But He's always around, so the date is flexible... Time: Whenever you're ready. (Please don't be late, though, or you'll miss out on all the fun!) Place: In your heart.... He'll meet you there. (You'll hear Him knock.) Attire: Come as you are... Grubbies are okay. He'll be washing our clothes anyway. He said something about New white robes and crowns for everyone who stays till the last. Tickets: Admission is free. He's Already paid for everyone... (He says you wouldn't have been able to afford it anyway... It cost Him everything He had. But you do need to accept the ticket!! Refreshments: New wine, bread, and a Far-out drink He calls "Living Water," Followed by a supper that promises to be out of this world! Gift Suggestions: ; Your life. He's one of those People who already ha

Nifty Quiz....
1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? adorable 2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress? poofy dress for prom...short dress for clubs 3. What would you do if you received a long love letter? smile. 4. Group dates or single dates? single. 5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends? yes 6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend? no. i just want someone to love me 7. Is your hair up or down today? up 8. Do you straighten your hair? yes. when i feel the need 9. Favorite mascara? Avon 10. Do you get your nails done? every great leap year 11. Small or large purses? medium 12. In your purse, what are your must haves? everything..fone.make-up.pens.camera. 13. Jeans or sweats? jeans. 14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable? sometimes. 15. Do you text message a lot? bunches 16. What would you do if you got pregnant? cry 17. What’s your favorite color? blue.and green 18. Heels or

Dirty Stinkin' Grind
From the Mailbox: “Dear Bartender, I’ve read your blogs I’ve always wondered, is bartending as exciting and fun as it seems? Does it pay well? If so, how do I get a job?” Dan Yes Dan, it is as fun and exciting as it seems. A world where peppy bouncy party girls burst out of their tank-tops like a microwave popcorn accident and where time flies faster than a clock on the Concorde -- but there is a flip side. Bartending is also a dirty stinking grind. It takes a certain type of person to be a bartender. The question is, Dan, are you the right person? There will be adjustments you know; a turbulent transformation of lifestyle and world view. For instance, when you are a bartender your social life is the bar. You go out to bars when you’re not working. Your friends and acquaintances are primarily other bartenders, waitresses, and ever-boozers. And you all become this enormous, deranged, dysfunctional family: Your co-workers are alcoholics; your customers are alcoholics; your l

Do You Still Remember?
I still remember out first date, how we just sat and talked and got to know each other. Nothing was expected of either of us but conversation. I still remember what we did for my birthday that year and how you took me home for new years to meet you family at the last minute unplanned. I still remember the day that I had to take you to your ship when you had to leave. If I think of it long enough, the tears still come as if it happened yesterday. That was the longest five months I had ever spent without you. I was so excited the day you came home. Over time we grew together and apart and now I find myself without you completely.

Should I Fall Away
Should I Fall Away (Written Sept 1997) The day was beautiful, but in a subtle way. It was one of those days when you wake up feeling good for no particular reason at all. You decide not to look at it too closely, you don’t want to know why you feel good. You just know that you feel that way now, and you want it to last forever. That particular Saturday was just such a day. It was late September. I had always loved the month of September since childhood, though I haven’t the slightest idea why. The wind was from the north and very light, so much so as to be barely noticeable. The sky was blue. Not a particularly brilliant blue, more watery than anything, but striking in it’s own way nonetheless. It was speckled with a few, silver-light, almost transparent clouds that drifted lazily across its countenance. We had just left the last of a few antique shops that she had wanted to see. We were in my truck headed west, with no specific destination in mind. It was still earl

Join The Best Damn Bomber Family On Fubar
Come Join the Fu-Bombers !!! Want to meet some new friends and family? Have you ever thought about joining a bombing family? Since joining the FU-Bombers, I have leveled key values of fam. I have also become very close with some of family members. We are a huge online family and are there to help each other. We are always looking for new family members. Please come check out the FU-Bombers family and read the blog on our main page. If you are interested in joining, send a friend request and be one with the best bombing family around. Here is the link to the family website. What is bombing? Comment bombing means leaving as many comments as you can on a picture. The comments do not have to make sense. Most of our bombers just hit random letters on their keyboards and hit enter. The most effective bombing is done when you just hit a few keys and hit submit and do this until you are out of comments. Click The Picture For Link To Main Page Of the Fu-Bomber Family

Thoughts And Feelings I Had Long Ago.
Who am I, what have I become. Broken thoughts scattered in time. Picking up the pieces of what I cant find. Why do I feel like im the only one? Thoughts of you are what torment my mind. I am the one that got left behind. What does it take to keep you satisfied. Inspired by pain and forgotten the same. My thoughts thicken with rage, I want out of this cage. Locked up inside, I have nowhere to hide. You poisined my mind, when you left me behind. Breaking away, my mind has decayed. Burning with hate just take it away.

Written For Thunderbird 110
For you my friend, For making me smile through the miles. To me it was all worthwhile. You are so far, but I see you in every star. For you my friend, I will always care. In my heart you will always be a part you were from the start. So for you my friend hope it never ends. For every road we travel for every tear we cry, I hope we never say goodbye. For every end there is always a new door that opens. For every raging river I will see you through to the other side. For you my friend i would swim the deepest ocean, climb the highest mountain, give my life to save yours. So know that in every star really i am not that far. Know that i am always here, To pick you up when you fall hear you when you call. So for you my friend know that i am here. Hope I made you smile through the many miles, I know you made me smile, and it was all worthwhile. Written for you Thunderbird thank you for listening and helping me to see that even through all the downrate

Golden Tickets Part 5&6
We would Just like To Thank Each and Everyone of you for Sharing In the FUn...The Oompas are having a wonderful time...They Love making people smile..And Thanks Again for your Patience and we hope you keep up with THe progress through the blogs and bulletins...LOL..THe Oompas Do Have real life jobs and families..YOu all know what that means...So Get Your Golden Tickets and Just enjoy your time....Dont forget TO Rate/Fan/Add and Even Crush these WOnderful exciting and Fun Oompa Ladies... Heres Another Example Of People Who Love to have Fun........ lover4fun4u~co-owner/head enforcer of Witches Brew/RL B/F to Dj Lil Devil Angel~@ fubar $ 100,000.00 ((200)) Tickets Bought By DJ Lil Devil Angel Thcknluvit@ fubar $ 25,000.00 ((50)) Tickets JAK~Faery Dragon's FUhubby/Stephylishus'CThubby/FU owner of Slave Princess, MISH, Angel With@ fubar $ 50,000.00 ((100)) Tickets Bought By Slave ~slave~@

I Haven't Been On Much...
I became very sick at the end of October and haven't been able to be on very much since then. A prescription the doc gave me to control my allergies made me deathly ill. A few weeks ago we found out what was making me sick but unfortunately it has taken it's toll on me and I have picked up every virus and infection that has come down the line since. Yesterday I ended up in the emergency room. :-( I apologize for not commenting back or answering many emails. I hope I'll be able to spend more time online again soon. I hope you all had a great Christmas and New Years! ~Rose

Typing In Stereo...
Yup, in stereo so it means it happens all around me alot of times. What am I talking about you ask? Well being stereotyped. I'm tired of people assuming stuff about me, I'm also tired of proving myself to people also, what the hell do I have to do to be left alone and respected for what I say or believe in?? Well anyway I was walking home from work and this white guy stopped and stared at me from across the street, so he finally yells at me and he says, "Hey, you got any crack??" I said, "What?! I don't even know what you are talking about." and kept walking. This isn't the only time someone has said something like that to me. The other common one is, "Hey, you know where I can get some weed??" Thats pisses me off to no end. I mean what the hell. Since I'm a young black male I already fit the bill of a weed smoker or a person who sells drugs?...FUCK!!! Oh and another one is people think I'm stupid. I don't even know how people can assume that and they try to get-over on me, or d

How Do I Endure
another day has come and gone I've been walked on again yet I'm still strong I move forward refuse to sit still turn the other cheek that of witch most would kill I hear a voice in my mind it gives me strength even a sign It says that you can do it these crosses are yours in the day of days I will recieve my rewards even when I feel I could snap I call a friend and end up a sap the choice's we make define our soul calls the cosmos and makes me whole a work of art made better from my pain never again will I live in vain everyone has this power and choice it resides inside us all even brought out by voice sometimes deep and trapped within its our choice's that can make it a kin so go out in this world, beautiful, yet cold try everyday to break the fuckin mold!

So I Finally Did It...
so sunday i went out grocery shopping and at the spur of the moment i decided to cut my hair. i had been pondering on it for a while now but finally got tired enough of it that i had them cut it took 8 inches off... and it feels so much better... so that means new pics will be taken lol some of you will be excited im sure lol...so as soon as i can get on it ill post them

About Sisiterhood Come Join
The Sisterhood is a family that I've created for women only. We are not a bombing family nor a Leveling family. I do however post a pinkout (pimpout) on Fridays but they are not a requirement; if you're sitting around bored looking for something to do, they are a great way to show your sisters love; again they are not a requirement. The only requirements I have are listed in the rules. I created The Sisterhood so that the women of Fubar have a place to come to where they can feel safe from the extremely rude and often vulgar sexual advances from the some of the men of Fubar (not all). A place where you can talk about anything to any one of the sisters and not feel judged because the chances are that one of us has been there and even perhaps are going through it now right along with you. I hope this helps. Sister Love, SuperStarrPrincess Owner The Sisterhood Join The Sisterhood!!

Ode To Amoxicillin
Ode to Amoxicillin My old friend, Amoxicillin, little pills of brown and yellow. Welcome back, Amoxicillin! I use to see you thrice a year. So how you been, Amoxicillin? Ready to fight this infection? From my ear? And from my throat? And from my nose? And a tonsil, too? Now my eye looks pink, what do you think? Guess you’ve gotta fight that one too. The very sick-- Jamie Writer Jan 15, 2008

Where Do I Go From Here?
i dont know witch was scarier the giving of myself and watching it be rejected knowing it always would be or taking my life back of walking away from something i know is bad for me of giving up a battle that i just cant win of now having to face a futcher that i don't know where i even WANT it to lead do i want to fall in love again sometime in the distant futcher? do i wish to concentrate souly on myself reach for the dreams i put away in the name of love? are those dreams even real to me anymore? i know my first steps i need to take after I finish wrestling my life back 1 i need to figure out who i am now i know who the core evlyn is but falling in love made me grow in a few ways i never could have believed and the hurt of that love not working made me realize things about myself i had never looked at some good some bad and ill have to sort those all out and see where they fit 2 i need to learn to trust myself and others again 3 figure out what i want now 4 learn to accept that i de

Americans Looking For Work
John Smith started the day early having set his Alarm clock (MADE IN JAPAN) for 6am. While his coffeepot (MADE IN CHINA) Was perking, he shaved with his Electric razor (MADE IN HONG KONG). He put on a Dress shirt (MADE IN SRI LANKA), Designer jeans (MADE IN SINGAPORE) And Tennis shoes (MADE IN KOREA) After cooking his breakfast in his new Electric skillet (MADE IN INDIA) He sat down with his Calculator (MADE IN MEXICO) To see how much he could spend today. After setting his Watch (MADE IN TAIWAN) To the radio (MADE IN INDIA) He got in his car (MADE IN GERMANY) Filled it with GAS (from Saudi Arabia) And continued his search For a good paying AMERICAN JOB. At the end Of yet another discouraging And fruitless day Checking hi

Tired Of It All...
Im tired of all the people who get in the middle of what you are trying to accomplish in life. please note that this is my feelings souly. This is my life and i will do what i want to do. this is my life and i will say what i want to say. Dont tell me that i cant be your friend becuase your not ready for that and dont tell me that i cant love you becuse im not willing to give up on you. Your friendship os important to me and i am happy that you are here to share with me smile with me laugh with me hugs me when im sad kiss me when im madtickle me when i get angry and make me feel like i am loved when i feel the whole world is aginst me. for this i love your friendship please do not ever foget that i will be here for you in the way that you have been here for me. you are my heart my dreams my whole world. again Thank you for being you... with all my heart and soul. copyright@2008 PS this is my shit dont take it for youer own

Adopt Me.please
I HAVE BEEN SEEING ALL OF THE AUCTIONS AND YES I THINK THEY ARE COOL IF YOU HAVE THE MONEY TO GET IN ONE AND OFFER HAPPY HOURS, VIPS, OR BLASTS, BUT SOME OF US CAN'T DO THAT .......SO HERE THE THING I WAS THINKING I WOULD DO ... I WILL PUT MYSELF AND OTHER ORPHANS LISTED BELOW UP FOR ADOPTION IF ANYONE WANTS TO ADOPT ME OR ONE OF MY ORPHANS AND BUY THE ORPHAN OF YOUR CHOICE A HAPPY HOUR, BLAST OR VIP YOUR ORPHAN WILL RATE ALL PICS AND STASH FOR ADOPTING THEM..OTHER THAN THAT YOU WOULD HAVE TO ASK THE ORPHAN OF YOUR CHOICE WHAT ELSE THEY MAY BE WILLING TO DO LOL LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU ALL THINK!!!! NO ORPHAN WILL BE TURNED AWAY...SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE ADDED... Hugssss & Kissess LOBOSHEWOLF

Charles Schultz Philosophy
The following is the philosophy of Charles Schultz, the creator of the 'Peanuts' comic strip. You don't have to actually answer the questions. Just read the blog straight through, and you'll get the point. 1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world. 2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners. 3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America Contest. 4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer Prize. 5. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winners for best actor and actress. 6. Name the last decade's worth of World Series winners. How did you do? The point is, none of us remember the headliners of yesterday. They are not second-rate achievers. They are the best in their fields. But the applause dies. Awards tarnish. Achievements are forgotten. Accolades and certificates are buried with their owners. Here's another quiz. See how you do on this one: 1. List a few teachers who aided your journey through school.

I Know Why You Hurt Me
I know why you hurt me, Though I know you care, You don't know what to do, With the love I share. I know why I stay here, Though it hurts everyday, I want you to know the peace, Of someone who will stay. I know why you fight me, Though you know I am here, Push me away before, I hurt you and strand you there. I know why you make me cry, Though you know how hard I try, Hurt me now, before I can say goodbye. I know why you stay, Though you may not, Take a small chance, On the love you have sought. for WMH 12-11-2007

Gnr-don't Cry
Talk to me softly There is something in your eyes Don't hang your head in sorrow And please don't cry I know how you feel inside I've I've been there before Somethin is changin' inside you And don't you know Don't you cry tonight I still love you baby Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight Give me a whisper And give me a sign Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye Don't you take it so hard now And please don't take it so bad I'll still be thinkin' of you And the times we had...baby And don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight And please remember that I never lied And please remember how I felt inside now honey You gotta make it your own way But you'll be alright now sugar You'll feel better tomorrow Come the morning light now baby And don't you cry tonight And don't you cry tonight An

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Sum Friend Questions
feel free to leave answers to there questions 1.what is your name? 2.how do you know me? 3.are we close? 4.how did we first meet? 5.are we friends? 6.would you think of me as more than a friend? 7.what do you like about me(if anything)? 8.whats the best memory you have of us? 9.would you confide in me? 10.what would you say are best and worst things about me? 11.what song would i play as my first wedding dance song? 12.what would i wear for my wedding? 13.am i single or do i have a girlfriend? 14.describe me in 3 words or less? 15.would i be the sort of guy you would take home to your parents? 16.what would be my perfect first date? 17.would you introduce me to your friends? 18.how would you describe me to your friends? 19.would you let me meet your parents? 20.how would you describe me to your parents?

10 Things You Should Never Say To A Woman
1) "What did you do to your hair?" Unless we've cut our own hair—this is not common—someone else did something to our hair. It wasn't us. And most likely we've gone to a lot of trouble and expense for it. "I like your new haircut" is infinitely better, and shows you're paying attention. It's also far superior to the generic "You look different," which tells us you're as clueless as ever. 2) "They both look the same to me." We understand you care a lot less than we do about the outfits or the registry dishware we're asking you to compare. But they can't possibly look exactly the same, can they? Give us something. Anything. Mentally roll the dice and pick one, so we don't worry about your vision—or worse, that you don't care. 3) "Relax." A kissing cousin to "Don't get so worked up," this generally creates the exact opposite effect you're shooting for. When you say "Relax," what we hear is that you think that we're being irrational over nothing, and this makes us do anything but

Happy Hour Giveaway
Ladies and Gentlemen, May I have your attention please? I need your help for a Happy Hour! We all know we love them and what they bring, so come help me get to 50,000 comments. Remember to rate and fan Stephanie too!

Shattered Hopes
My hopes were shattered, My dreams lost, Now there's nothing but a world of emptiness, Black is all I see, Cold is all I feel, No warmth to warm my heart, No beauty for my eyes to see, When you left I was left with nothing, Broken as my heart is I try to see, What life there is left for me, You were my heart and soul, My soulmate to the end, Now I sit in darkness wishing my life would end, Pain and misery are all I find, In this pitiful life of mine, True love and happiness never to see, My life is undone without you with me

Online Love
I used to make fun of geeks who would claim they found love on line. Well guess what... I don't know if I would call it love per se but It sure hurts a lot like love. I just wish I could get over the feeling I have for someone. My feeling for her are totally one sided. The frustrating part of all this? Logically; I understand the things I want to feel don't exist in her side of this "relationship." - I can't expect her to "feel" like talking to me when she's interested in someone else. - I can't expect her to say, "Thank You," to a gift she didn't ask for or may not have wanted. - I can't expect her to call me just to say, "Sorry, I can't talk right now." - I can't expect her to say, "HI" every time we're online. - I can't expect her to understand how empty I feel when she says, "I'll call you later"....and the call never arrives. Yet she's online. - I can't expect her to understand.....my pain.

Fu- Vivor- Fu Island
Welcome to Fu~Vivor- Fubar Island! HAPPY HOUR OR $100 GIFT CARD? New Contest starting as soon as I have enough players. Just like the show its all about being the sole survivor Part 1: All Contestants will participate in reverse bombing, meaning u will not bomb yourself, you will bomb the other contestants. U want to be the person with the least comments. The person with the most comments at the end of every other day will be eliminated. However the contestants who are eliminated will not go "home" empty handed. They will receive for every comment 1 Fubuck, every rate will equal 1 Fubuck as well. When all have been eliminated down to two players then part 2 will start. Part 2: The two remaining contestants will retain their comments and will continue on with an endurance race to the finish line. The first to reach 50,000 comments will receive their choice of a Happy Hour or a $100.00(Real US Money) Gift Card. Which is to be purchased online and emailed

A Wife's Plea
A Wife's Plea We lie sadly together but yet so far apart; How can we say what is deep within our hearts? Lost words forever hidden ; As we wash away our once glowing love saying good ridden. Will we ever be the same as the night we fell in love; remember the stars in the sky above. The smiles on our happy faces; we laughed and discussed each others lovely praises. Why cant we come back to that place and time? Where we just loved and it wasn't a crime. I need you now more than ever before; It is too lonely behind closed doors. Tell me its not to late; For our love to begin a new slate. Make love to me like the first night; Take me to the joyous heavens of your Godly flight. Whisper to me I love you; Like we were the only two. Let's forget about the past wrongs; Focusing on the future nice and strong. Take our love to the depths of eternity; Giving us the happiness we deserve in sweet serenity. I miss what we used to share; Loosing it is something I cannot

Motorcycle
Motorcycle She pulls away, Back strong, a hint Of ivory shows Beneath her shirt. Did you know She taught herself To ride, confidant. A rose on a whirlwind. Delicate, symmetrically Perfect in body, And soul Such I love. Yet, when you, Look her in The eye, she turns away, Not sure, enigma. Silly smile, wise yet Tentative, what a mother She will be, so Many gifts to give. Pickett fence In her future, A Partner in crime, Mischievous, yet Solid foundation she offers. Her name brings forth The flowers In the spring, Blossoming. Yet when I hear the roar of any Motorcycle it says to me… The name, that speaks of life Life re-discovered in me… The ride. Poet

Sixteen Years
Standing here alone staring into the sky I ask God why why me Why take away sixteen years of my life what did I do wrong I had a dream set and now it's gone You're telling me that I have to stay strong How are you suppose to do that when you feel like you don't belong I hate this I feel so out of place It's as if my soul has disappeared without a trace

Just Like The Guys Huh Lol
okay i had to share this cause it is soooo funny and just like us guys when we were kids...... you find out interesting things when you have sons, like... 1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. Ft. House 4 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with Roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a Crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not Strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and A Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint Can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. Room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a Few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a Long way. 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a Baseball hit by a ceiling fa

I Wish You Enough
I got this in an email today and thought it was sweet... Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in thier last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, 'I love you and I wish you enough'. The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom'. They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?'. Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?'. 'I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral,' she said. 'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you

Tag!
Sproet said do it - and I listen. Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. YotD said do it - and I listen. Passed on from Sproet and I listen to her! :D 1. I am a loner. 2. I can swim but am scared to death of being dunked or thrown in head first. 3. I am really shy for someone my age. 4. I am an Air Force brat, born and raised. No place to call a hometown. 5. I am not a virgin! hahaha. 6. I never want to be rich. Simple things are best!. 7. Am afraid of the boogyman.. 8. I cry at sad movies but won't let anyone see me.. 9. I had my own advice column for a few years.. 10. I have a silly sense of humor (off line mostly) and most people like me for it.. I tag:. cindragon

Those Were The Days....
If you're under the age of 11 or 12...you shouldn't even read this, and if you do, you should not repost this. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but a couple years of the 90's just wont cut it. You're old if: You remember watching: -Doug -Ren & Stimpy -Pinky and the Brain -AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! -Rockos modern Life. -Animaniacs -Gargoyles You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiin west Philadelphia born and raised . . ." You remember: -Step by step -Family Matters -Dinosaurs -Boy Meets World -Full House -Saved by the bell You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You remember reading "Goosebumps" You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence . . . not When everything was settled by: -rock paper scissors or -bubble gum bubble gum in a dish or -ms. mary mack when kick ball was

Courtesy Of Cam
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1: In the mornings I eat coffee and donuts. Daily. I balance this out by eating ridiculous health foods for dinner, like tofu and spinach wraps. 2: I struggle to find peace with the status quo, no matter how great things are at any given point. 3: I spent my entire 'middle school' years of life in a residential treatment program. Basically--something between boot camp and a mental institution and Outward Bound. 4: I am addicted to sushi. 5: I work in a musical instrument store, yet I'm barely learning to play guitar. I consider it a blessing, yet I feel like every day at the job could be my last due to my lack of knowledge.

Stormy Premonition : Part 2
Swirling winds, and hot thoughts. Danger and romance were the prevailing thoughts. The winds blew hard across our bodies, and our clothes struggled to stay on. I kissed her. She didn't want to let go. Our arms wrapped around each other, as the rumbles of thunder rang on. The streaking lightening beckoned us to do more, and we accommodated this humble request. The rain began to drench our bodies and soon her pink Bears shirt was soaked though and her breasts called up to me for attention. As the dangerous storm loomed upon us, we ignored the safety of her house, and kissed passionately, our tongues swirling in crazy chaiotic fashion. I could not resist the moment no more, and her shirt came off, and I bowed my head to suckle the sweet treat layed bare by my hands. Her nipples grew harder in my mouth, and the thunder rolled on, but I was not scared, and she succumbed to the moment, opening her body for me to explore and enjoy. She reached down to grasp my manhood, for now sh

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The day started pretty bleak. woke up thinking about not hearing from Him the night before..He always calls me before bed I missed our naughty bed time talk, naturally thoughts of previous calls insinuate their way into my thoughts, memories of his sexy voice urging toward me orgasm cause a frustrating wetness I wonder where he is I hadn't heard from him all day yesterday... ohh well on with my day I thought to myself maybe I will see him online tonight . Day goes on haunted bye thoughts of web cams and phone calls imagining his hands stroking my skin .. keeping me perpetually hornier then hell. I decide a cold showers in order. Thinking of him while the cold beats down my skin doesn't really accomplish its original purpose. cold water sliding over hard nipples the exquisite shock of ice cold water running over the heated flesh of my pussy sending shivers deep into me. My hands start running over my body imagining they are his I just get to sliding my fingers deep into myself when the

Yet Another Stunt Of The Sperm Donor
So....yet another VENTING blog...seems I am gettin purdy good at these.... I don't even know where to start! Most of you know that the 6th year of Orion's death...ughhh!! I am so emotional throughout this month. I try so hard to remain calm for my boys & sometimes I really don't know if I can do it,but God has seen me through this far,so I try not to think about it much beyond that...I CAN'T think about it much more...I'll go crazy if I do.Just to top off a weekend of being sick with this stupid dry socket & the flu..yes,thank YOU ALL of you sick people who have breathed on me...hope you are happy... ANYWHO.... So I am in the bed...trying so hard to let the phenergan do its thing,because my stomach is sore from vomitting & we won't even talk about how my jaw felt...I had this nasty feeling come over me...my cell rang...I looked...it was my EX husband's Dad's house. He usually goes there so he can speak to the boys,because he is living with Wednesday freaking Adams...w

Outlaw Radio
I'm Thom Yeoman aka The Alt Country Kid. I'm a musician and Radio DJ in Reno, Nevada, The Biggest Little City In The World. My radio station is Outlaw Radio KOLR in Reno. I broadcast it live on Stickam.com Just search outlaw radio and you will find it. Its full of Johnny Cash, Wilco, Todd Snider, The Bastard Sons Of Johnny Cash and way more. If it's Alt Country I have it. You can watch and listen to the show without being a stickam member by going to www.barefootradio.blogspot.com