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Hey Hey Hey..
Hey to my special friends out there.. How is ur weekend goin? Will mine isnt goin to well.. I have been fightin with a ear infection again.. Very painful.. OCHIE!!!! And of course it has to be on a freakin weekend.. AWWWW.. lol.. Will feel free to leave comments on my blogs and on my pics.. I will have new ones up here in a few days.. And make sure u tell ur friends about me.. the more point the more pics... ur hot sexy kittyred HUGS AND KISSES

My Sweetheart
My sweetheart by Sheena I love you with all my heart no one will ever take that away not even me the way u look at me melts my heart and your touch brings me to heaven ive been with u for a whole ten months but it seems so much longer and this will never end

About Me?!
1. Who is the next person you'll hold hands with...will it mean anything? jay i hope & yeah 2. Do you sleep with the TV on? Not usually 3. Have you ever drank alcohol straight from the bottle? yes 4. Do you think you're old? nope :) 19 isnt old :) 5. Are you afraid of the dark? nope 6. Do you like your life right now? yes only one thing would make it better I7. When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower? couple nights ago in a hotel 8. Do you knock on wood? Sometimes :} 9. Do you have good vision? nope! 10. Can you hula hoop? NO 11. Could you ever forgive a cheater? Once maybe 12. Do you have a job? yes 13. Are you friends with your ex? some of them 14. What are you wearing? just a tshirt 15. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school? No 16. Have you ever crawled through a window? Yep 17. *Censor* I dont get it? 18. Can you handle the truth? mostly 19. What was the most recent thing you bought

Im Ready For Alaska
I made it through basic and Ait I will soo be staitoned in Alaska I love the army its the best thing to ever happen to me I made a great choice, from having battle buddies who out for you to having a great since of pride and honor for what you do thats why I love the army and this why im finally liveng my dream od being in the army. Well I made it through training and now im ready for Alaska.

Stay At Home Moms
I hadn't realized how hard a job it was to be a stay at home mom. The thing I miss most is the itneraction with all my co-workers. I'm getting the hang of planning my day so that I can feel like I accomplished something. It was really hard to let go of the feeling that there was so much to be done that I couldn't figure out what to start with. With each day it gets a little easier though.

Ohio Congressman Wants Cheney Impeached 24 Apr 2007 Rep. Dennis Kucinich (d), A Vocal Critic Of The Bush Regime's War In Iraq, Plans To Introduce
Ohio Congressman Wants Cheney Impeached 24 Apr 2007 Rep. Dennis Kucinich (D), a vocal critic of the Bush regime's war in Iraq, plans to introduce articles of impeachment against Vice President [sic] Dick Cheney on Tuesday. http://www.guardian.co.uk/worldlatest/story/0,,-6581571,00.html

Rec'd In An Email & Totally Agree!!!!
Yep! I passed it on... I'm sorry, but after hearing they want to sing OUR National Anthem in Spanish - enough is enough! NEVER did they sing it in Italian, Japanese, Polish, Irish-Celtic, German, Portuguese, Greek, French, or any other language because of immigration. It was written by Francis Scott Key and should be sung word for word the way it was written. The news broadcasts gave a translation that's NOT even close. Sorry if this offends anyone, but this is THIS IS MY COUNTRY! Do YOU - sing MY National Anthem in YOUR COUNTRY IN ENGLISH ? ? ? And, because I make this statement DOES NOT mean I'm against immigration!!! YOU ARE WELCOME HERE IN MY COUNTRY. Welcome to come through like everyone else has. Get a sponsor ! Get a place to lay your head ! Get a job ! Live by OUR rules ! Pay YOUR taxes ! And LEARN THE LANGUAGE LIKE ALL OTHER IMMIGRANTS HAVE IN THE PAST!!! AND PLEASE DON'T DEMAND THAT WE HAND OVER OUR LIF

A Dream Forever Crushed
The moment I saw you I had to let you in I saw this amazing love starting to begin I opened my soul to a beautiful vision of you I hoped, I prayed that your feelings were true I have never before loved and I have paid the cost Alone and empty and feeling forever lost But, then, I had thought I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground You had gone beyond all limits for me Giving me everything for the world to see I now will search again my whole life through And I swear I will never find anyone quite like you You are so very special to me I only wished that you could see My heart alone makes just a single beat A sound so low and so incomplete My heart all alone, waiting to be heard Waiting for your love like songs from a bird My heart with yours had such tenderness Now without you it feels nothing but emptiness A heart alone, searches for its mate You were my dream now it's too late Forever your heart it hears That sound it has longed for all these year

Hillbillies2
retouching a few things Current mood: chipper OK well I guess my fans have been asking for a new blog to keep them entertained. Well OK its just Mashall but thats all I need. lol So here goes it. I think I'll just update a few things for you guys. ON COOKING: Since my last blog I have learned that sugar is flammable. News to me!! Unfortunately I didnt read it in a book. I just caught my stove on fire when I missed the pan I was cooking in. I know what you are thinking. AGAIN! No, it was different because last time I started the oven on fire this time it was the top of the stove. See big difference. On Rockwell NC: Oh jeez there is so much! Rednecks formerly known as Hillbillies in my blogs put deer pee on themselves to attract deer. They hunt from up in a tree. So it's nothing like what you see on T.V. If you nail strange buck nuts in a different territory it attracts bucks. Bucks are male deer. Redneck girls like to get bloody and touch yucky dead deer. Deer tell other deer in

I Hate Liars!!!!!!
You know, I consider myself to be a pretty laid back person. Most of my friends know that I try not to let things affect me to the point of pissing me off. But it really gets me when people go around telling stories and lies about someone else just to start shit. I mean what to have to gain from that? Why go around saying that my husband is saying that he loves you when it's me he comes to and asks to come back home to him? You know if he has really loved you that much, wouldn't you thing that he would have taken the opporotunity while we were separated to try to be with you? Especially since you were the one constantly crying on his shoulder telling him what a jerk your husband is and how you wanna leave him. Hmmm, I think that should have been a red flashing signal right there. You know also, I understand that you were in a lower social circle that my friends and I in high school, but why badger my friends about it 10 years later? Sooooo childish! I tried being friends, but after bei

You All Can Burn In Hell...
I was at the schoolyard heroes concert....were you? no, you weren't. because i was the only one there(other than all the other people...)...and now im drunk....so im not correcting anyomre typos... i just wanted to say fuck you all for not showing up...you missed the best show that spoikane will get all fucking summer... fuck you fuck you fuck you, you're coool fuck you im out...

Y Is This Offensive?
please tell me who out there has it out for my azz cause this is getting ridiculous these half dressed females with their titties popping out of their shirts is suitable for the work place but my pictures are not what is wrong with this society? Is it cause i do not show my skin to all or is it cause a certain someone can not c my pics cause they r locked lol.....

Relationships, Love And Women
Relationships, women and love The Intro and the part Input by Wikkid is what I wrote. This is VERY long but it is worth reading. So far, all the women I have shared it with have loved it. Some of it is generalized and parts of it may seem one sided when they are not. This is not a cure-all but many of the problems people have are in here, but this is why I have more blogs to add more and to address your personal lives. This is not an all or nothing philosophy where the man always has to be dominant and the woman submissive. People switch off at times but here is the thing. Every relationship, whether straight, gay or bi, has to have a dominant and submissive role. This is a ntural law even in social animal behavior and has developed for thousands of years. Two or more of the same role causes power conflicts. You can not have 2 or more people being dominant, without at least one being submissive and vice versa. This is even true in social circles. There is alway a leader.

B.g.d's Needs Love + Support
B.G.D.'s Yummy - LAST DAY OF CONTEST PLEASE HELP! ~Cursed Rebel of L.D.C.F.~ Club F.A.R. Member Please Show my Family Member Theresa much Love an Support.This is the last day of the sexiest Contest.I have been Voting like a Maniac Wolf this past 10 days or so.My Stress is up my Nerves are Shot.u don't have t like me but B.G.D's needs Votes.She's a great Women.If you got to know her you'd think so to.She's Honest,Caring,Respectful,Admirable Gal.She has lots of Heart an Tons of Warmth.Please Help her.Thanks B.G.D.'s Yummy - LAST DAY OF CONTEST PLEASE HELP! ~Cursed Rebel of L.D.C.F.~ Club F.A.R. Member

Reasons Public Schools Fail To Educate
Here are some reasons why government schools are prone to failure and can't be fixed. See John Taylor Gatto's web site for more indepth discussion and analysis (www.johntaylorgatto.com)... (Gatto was the 1991 New York state teacher of the year.) ...You're my hero, John! (1) Critical thinking skills are basically omitted. When's the last time you remember seeing a school offer a basic course in elementary logic or had an in-class debate on important questions of life? (2) Failure to discuss any of the big questions of life, as though they are irrelevant or unimportant. When is the last time any school class involved any discussion of concepts such as evil, life after death, man's purpose for existence, the foundations of ethics, and ethical choices are justified, etc? In fact, when is the last time the whole purpose of education was ever discussed? These types of questions are at the very core of man's inner being, yet are never discussed. Why not? Maybe producing independent-th

Lmao @achilles
THIS IS A PERSONAL DEDICATION TO THE MAN WHO TRIED TO MAKE THE VIC MEMBERS BOYCOTT THE SITE AND TO THE MAN THAT TRIED THE RED X BOYCOTT AND TO THE MAN WHO TOLD THE WHOLE SITE HE WAS GONNA GET ME BOOTED AND ONCE AGAIN TO THE MAN THAT CANT KEEP A REAL TIME NEVER MIND AN ONLINE WIFE ONCE AGAIN HE SO FOLKS PLEASE SEND HIM A SYMPATHY CARD HES MORE PATHETIC THAN MR RUSH EVER WAS SO HERE YA GO A PERSONAL MESSAGE FROM THE ONE THEY CALL FAT SONNY HEY MOTHER FUCKER IM STILL HERE AND AS FAR AS YOU GO EVERYONE SHOULD SEND A SYMPATHY CARD TO THIS LOOSER HES THE QUEEN OF ALL BOYCOTTS THAT FAIL Achilles@ CherryTAP AND SOMEONE PLEASE TAKE HIS MAN CARD AWAY CAUSE HE AINT NOTHING BUT A BITCH THIS SONGS FOR YOU THERE BUDDY Beck Lyrics

Hurt
i feel the shadows creep up behind me, i feel the fear rip inside of me, i hold you close in my heart, but too we are apart. slowly bleeding drop by drop, my life it leaves it's mortal cage, why did the fire turn to rage? you took from me everthing i had to give, you took from me the life i want to live. the pain it sears a scar so deep, i can't give my soul to keep, the shattered picies fall so far, i wonder will you ever know where they are?

Am I So Tired...
Am I so tired I can no longer see, I can no longer feel, I can no longer care? I don't feel so tired, and yet I feel nothing but cold, as though I have been abandoned, in a dark and desolate place, with no company, apart from that of black salted tears, that run and fall, and leave me also. Is there no dream, within my dreams, that can offer up an ounce of hope, a gleaming beacon, within the night, to stimulate me, to captivate me, and to lead me to sanctuary. I stare so hard into the darkness, into the abyss, awaiting your return, but you are never to be seen, and all I'm left to do, is stand here, wondering if I've become to tired...

Ok Last Sappy Moms Poem Hehe..
I really Miss you Momma I wish you were here with me So I could Kiss You You Were the Light in my Darkest Days I really miss you Like The Roses That are Red And the Violets Are Blue You are in my Heart and Ill always Love You The Third Year Draws Near And In Time I May Heal But my true Love for you I will always Feel As Summer Approaches I stare at the Sky So blue Thinking Of Heaven And My Thoughts are Of you Reliving the Good Times The Fun Thoughts Of Laughter Youll be in my Heart for years ever after As Time Passes on I may Grow much older My Memories of you will never grow colder Thanks for the things youve taught me in life Ill never forget them throughout my own life Your name is brought up in countless stories Showing your beauty and wisdom through all of its glories Godbless you my mother for one thing is true I am your son And ill always love you.

Mine
Opening his chest with her bare hands she reaches in and steals back the heart she has given him. He didn't protect it like he should have. He didn't love her like he said he did. As she rips the pumping organ from his warm carcass she wonders if he would have tried harder had he known the consequences. Oh well, second chances are for fools. She tried to many times to reward the stupid selfish man with..."Just one more chance." only to end up more miserable than before. Enough is enough, If you don't want to worship her the first time, your fate is sealed. May You Be At Peace With Your Maker. Looking at the whole in his chest, the blood soaking his clothes. The look of pure fear and confusion. She smiles "Now" she says in an evil whisper "you know what it feels like to give something and never get it back." His body slumps to the floor. His eyes begging for forgiveness. She shakes her head "not today" she has what she came for. She takes her heart and goes on with her life.

Joe & The Motorbike
Joe wanted to buy a motorbike. He doesn't have much luck until one day he comes across a Harley with a "for sale" sign on it. The bike seems even better than a new one, although it is 10 years old. It is shiny and in absolute mint condition. He immediately buys it, and asks the seller how he kept it in such Great condition for 10 years. Well, it's quite simple, really," says the seller," whenever the bike is outside and it's gonna rain, rub Vaseline on the chrome. It protects it from the rain." And he hands Joe a jar of Vaseline. That night, his girlfriend, Sandra, invites him over to meet her parents. Naturally, they take the bike there. But just before they enter the house, Sandra stops him and says, "I have to tell you something about my family before we go in." When we eat dinner, we don't talk. In fact, the first person who says anything during dinner has to do the dishes." No problem," he says.. And in they go. Joe is sho

What A Weekend!!
OK, so I have found the answer that I have asked myself for years. I am definatly NOT bi, however, enjoyed the hell out of my wonderful mans birthday gift to him from me. I brought home a very lovely lady for him to do whatever he wanted to for his special day. It was my first experience with another female, and I was not into that aspect of it but let me just say, watching her cum soooo hard by my man.... WOW! I loved it. I would willingly share our bed again anyime, I just dont think the girl on girl thing is my cup of tea, but enjoying the company of another I will partake in again and again!! Happy Birthday to my baby!!

I'm Done!!!!!
Ok people! This is it! I'm done trying to find a woman for myself and my son. I have been trying to talk to people but they don't talk back ( except for a very few)! Everyone that I get interested in is not interested in me or that they live too far away. Can't find anyone near me that is interested in me. So I'm done trying!!! So if anyone wants to talk to me, you can contact me on hotmail @ hornytoad1965, or on yahoo @ hornytoad1965, or on AIM at hhornyisme. Please don't let the names fool you. So now I will find out who my true friends are!!!! Sorry if this blog seems like I have an attitude right now, but it is because I'm depressed.

Another Night Of Hell
I have had yet another night of hell... My loving stepfather came through the kitchen talking shit about wanting to kill my cat and her kittens. Ok so it isn't my cat, she belongs to Laura, but that's neither here nor there. I don't like people talking that kind of shit. So I told him he would do no such thing... Well, let's just say this led to one helluva heated argument, which he walked away from. When my mother went in her room, he started in on her about me,which pissed me off so I went back there and told him to talk shit to me not her. She tried to pull me away and kept saying just to leave him alone, but my hotheaded ass doesn't know when to quit... We got to argueing so bad that he was in my face and I was in his... I wanted to smash his fucking face in.... What pisses me off is how he'll try to antagonize me by saying something quietly and then it seems to others like I'm just rambling on.. He's a sick fuck... I told him I wish he had died in his numerous motorcycle accidents

How
you give all u have to give and then u hear those famous last words... im not ready lets just try as friends first and see where it goes....when there isnt one thing you dont know for you have been there friend for almost 20 years... so do u take the 10 steps back and waite ? or do you move forward and just leave it all alone ..i have no answers hear just questions ... he call before work at work and before bed.... so that has even givin me more twisted feeling... i looked for him and he for me.. found each other on ct... so as friends i refer to things we shouldnt talk about... and always keep everything on an upper level.. but i want to say so much more but he told me today i was pushin... so i set with life passing me by and wondering why

Here By Me
I hope you’re doing fine out there without me ‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you The things I thought you’d never know about me Were the things I guess you always understood So how could I have been so blind for all these years? Guess I only see the truth through all this fear, And living without you… And everything I have in this world And all that I’ll ever be It could all fall down around me. Just as long as I have you, Right here by me. I can’t take another day without you ‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you And to be back in your arms where I belong Sorry I can’t always find the words to say But everything I’ve ever known gets swept away Inside of your love… And everything I have in this world And all that I’ll ever be It could all fall down around me. Just as long as I have you, Right here by me. As the days grow long I see That time is standing still for me When you’re not here So

In The Heart
The hardest thing to do in life is let go and loose someone you love. To love is to live, to live is to love and to care is to love even with doubt. To doubt oneself is to almost shout out. To scream is to shout, to break the state of silence, yet alas to break ones heart is more then a lack of love. Its a state of screaming inside yourself, when the world will not give you help. To repeat the same dreams must be a clue, a clue that something you saw has now missed you. You never were close to it as you've wanted to be, to touch it even in dreams is not even worth it to me. To touch and to wake, your dream world will but shake and then break. The clock'll tell you how much time you did take, how long did it last between last night and when it faded away? Do I know? Do I remember? The image and the repeat has burnt itself into my mind today. Did I miss something or am I not blind? Why did I not speak up sooner? Why did you run and hide? These answers might be inside. If you love

My First Time
The sky was dark The moon was high All alone Just her and I Her hair so soft Her eyes so blue I knew just what She wanted to do Her skin so soft Her legs so fine I ran my fingers Down her spine I didn't know how But I tried my best To place my hand On her breasts I remember my fear My fast beating heart But slowly she spread Her legs apart And when she did it I felt no shame All at once The white stuff came At last it's finished It's all over now My first time Milking a cow!!!! hehehe! YOU SICKO!!!!

Love Ur Self
If u love ur self u can love some less and then u know what loveis like and then u can say u been in lovewith someonr and know what it lik to love and be love so don't go out there playing with poeple harts and not loveing them for how they and just to get them in bed with u just to say i got her to bed and i made her call me daddy it not a good thing to do to someone if someone did that to u u just go crazy and just don't want to love no more.

Living With Depression
Its very hard for me at the moment. I dont feel good and i am very tired. So i am not here most of the time. At the moment my life is gray again. I am tired of fighting and i rather be at sleep. This is why i dont hang out on people's profiles at the moment. I am empty, dry and have no taste of whatsoever for life. Depression is a evil disease it transforms you in a catatonic asshole, and i seem to hurt people with my behaviour. Mayve the looney bin is a good alternative for me.

Blind Friend Requests
I wish I knew what it was with the sudden influx of blind friend requests. I know that CT isn't to me what it is to many of you - I use it to talk to the few people who talk back, find out how others are doing... and figure I'll occasionally meet someone. Too many people see it as an online popularity contest, primarily scheming to earn as many points as they can, as quickly as they can. I joined last June. I'm only level 11. I didn't get my points by comment-bombing, spamming, adding random people as friends, putting up compromising photos of models... I just let it come naturally. Besides, what are these points supposed to do for me? Will I get something tangible? No, not really. Points, to me, are a side-effect of being here and being active. Friends, to me, are people I know I can talk to if my day is going well, or if my day sucks. When you send me a blind friend request - no "hi", no optional message, nothing that says you're interested in speaking to me - I belie

Friends Without Faces
We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must So we turn to the 'put

Can You Read This?????
Only a great mind can read this This is weird, but interesting! fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it FORWARD ONLY IF YOU CAN READ IT.

On Vacation
To any of you who have noticed i havent replied to your messages or comments. Its because Im out of the country at the moment. Im currently in Vancouver. And before that I spend a week in Venice Beach. Anyway, i havent forgotten about you guys. I will be home in about another week, and I will get back in touch with you all. Take care.

The Preperations..
well its time to get serious about the europe trip.... ive already started working on my canadian accent so that no one will fuck with me for being american. It's not like im that proud of where im from but id rather have a peacefull vacation and not be harrassed for being from a country that ellects a majority of shit politicians. It kinda sucks bc i was hoping to spend more time with Nate, a friend of mine i grew up with who moved to koln, while i was there...turns out hes leaving july 1st and not comin back till the 31st to go visit his family in baltimore here in the states. looks like i wont be runnin into bart or his family either with the trip being pushed back due to a misdiagnosis on my sisters due date. its kinda freaky... planning on hiking through most of the country like a crazy white american would do but im walking to places to get fucked up like my hispanic side is wanting! lol. so far no one else has pulled the cash or the time off work to come with me, so it looks lik

Tag Lines For Condoms Lol
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Good Medicine
There is a story that goes with this one. We are both diabetic and have other health issues. When I went to meet her for the first time she was in the hospital. I was talking to her on the phone to get directions. When I got off at the exit for the hospital the song "Bad Medicine" came on the radio. We are both big Bon Jovi fans and she is in the hospital. I was like a sign. I have been seriously ill this week so I have had her ( and everyone else who knew)very worried. That Bon Jovi song is still stuck in me head, and I have told that being with her would make me feel better. After I wrote the other poem today, this one just popped right into my head. It has been over 20 years since I have finnished writing anything and now I have written five poems. Four of them have been to her and two I wrote in one hour today. To me that is what you call love. Good Medicine When woke up this morning I was not feeling so well There is something is very wrong, somehow I can just tell But I d

Flirting
at first SEALED WITH A KISS WAS OUR BOND FROM THE START PERFECT UNION OF MIND BODY SOUL AND HEART CAN I BE THE ONE TO MAKE HER COMPLETE OR A PAIN FROM THE PAST THATS DESTINED TO REPEAT DO I HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO PUT THE WIGGLE IN HER WALK CAN I LEAVE HER SPEECHLESS AS SHE TRIES TO TALK WILL I BE FLOWERS AND CANDY SENSUAL AND SWEET OR ANOTHER SHE LABLED AS A LOWLIFE DEADBEAT WILL IT BE A WIDE SMILE SPREAD ACROSS HER FACE OR A WISH FOR ME TO VANISH WITHOUT A TRACE ONE NEVER KNOWS HOW AFFAIRS OF THE HEART GO SET ASIDE YOUR PROLEMS LET YOUR TRUE FEELINGS SHOW I'LL TELL HER SHES THE STARS, MOON AND THE SUN THAT SHE CAN'T BE REPLACED AS MY NUMBER ONE I'LL COMMENT ON HER DRESS AND THE CUT OF HER HAIR HOLD HER HAND, KISS HER NECK JUST SO SHE KNOWS IM THERE

My Thoughts, Not Yours
I hate this world so much sometimes. One minute the world is absolutely perfect, then the next minute everything around you crumbles to pieces. You find someone or something you want, but you can not have. This seems to be the story of my life and I'm begining to get sick of it. Another thing I'm getting sick of is the bullshit and the drama. People need to grow up and get on with their lives. It was one thing when we were in high school, but come on! I Grew up a long time ago, you should too. Let shit go, cuz in the end none of it will matter. The only thing that matters is youself and the ones you love. So live each day to the fullest, with no regrets. I've learned that life is too short, the truth is you dont know what is going to happen tomorrow. Life is a crazy ride, and nothing is guarunteed. Screw the people who dont like you, their opinions of you don't matter. Always tell the people around you how much you love and care about them. You never know if it will be the last tim

Watching You Walk Out The Door
i watched the door swing shut on my old life and on you walking through it i remember watching you come in that door and feeling the smile spread across my face i begin my new life and wish for someone like you to be apart of me again things are hard but as time passes it will get easier so they say now i have to smile on my own terms terms i have not yet defined movies we used to watch i now i watch on my own no one to laugh with but myself no fun to play a racing game with no one to race against im getting by ok but i miss you at times putting the past behind me but never letting it erase i know things will be ok maybe not now maybe maybe not tomorrow one day one day ill find another you to walk through the door and show me that someone out there will love me the way you once did and teach me how to smile again but this time not on my own terms but on terms of happiness i had with you

Lonely Road Of Faith
So many dreams have falling, somewhere along the way, so many broken promises, so many wasted days, if only I could turn back the clock, relive this life once more, would things really be better? or would it just hurt so much more? could I find a better way? or is this all life holds for me, being lost & empty, would I find the path, the way life should be, would you travel with me? or would I still journey alone, trying to find my way, through this world to you, would we be together, would we meet along the way, somewhere on this, Lonely Road Of Faith

Biker In Black
BIKER IN BLACK Some think bikers are mean Some dressed in leathers and others in jeans You don't like our patches or the clothes that we wear You hate our bandannas and you hate our long hair You don't like our scooters and our loud noisy pipes You think we're not loyal to the stars and stripes You don't like our patches that are worn on our vests You think we're so different from all the rest But the truth is, Mister, we're kind of alike You drive a car and I ride a bike You have no tattoos painted on your arm But we fought side by side over in Nam So the next time your children are running around Enjoying their freedom and the fun that they've found Remember us bikers and all that we do We feed our lost veterans, we're Red, white and blue ! We bring toys for tots and toys for a smile By riding our bikes for miles and miles You see, us bikers have never forgot Our homeless veterans and our homeless tots We are loyal to our clubs and true to our bro's We will al

The Great Gathering
After that call she left and didnt see him for 1 1/2 years, they meet in the Rivia, where she was vacationing they spend alot of time together, but with no commitment to each other, slowly they are beginning to fall in love with each other, Storm had something she wanted to talk to Gino about but they were having to much fun to bring up something she wasnt sure of herself.......her work required alot out of her many hours of her time and the dangers of the job would put both him and Tamra to risk and she couldnt do that even tho Tamra was now almost 2 years old she took picture of Gino so her daugthter would know who her father was it ate at her that she didnt have a father and her daughter does....she wanted her daughter to have what she didnt have, so she planned on the next vaction if she ran into him again she would tell him of his daughter now that she is 3 years old and tell him of her work as an agent from the WSB,World Securtiy Bureua....She desided to go to Spain for vacation,

Friendship
What Is the Meaning of Friendship Who experiences it, and what does it really mean? Friendship goes far beyond human quantification, and all creatures have the capacity for this wonderful exchange. I'VE MADE TONS OF FRIENDS ON HERE...SO I TREASURE THEM AS MUCH AS THE ONES I HAVE HAD SINCE I WAS A CHILD..I BELIEVE YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE..THE ONES WHO HAVE BEEN THERE WHEN I NEEDED THEM THE MOST...THOSE WHO WITHOUT EVEN SAYING A WORD KNOW THAT SOMETHING IS WRONG AND ASK ME WHAT'S WRONG...THOSE WHO JUST PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE BECAUSE ALL THEY DID WAS STOP BY MY PAGE, THEY DIDN'T NEED TO LEAVE A COMMENT BUT JUST STOPPED BY...TO ME THAT'S WHAT A FRIEND DOES...WELL AT LEAST THAT'S WHAT I WAS TAUGHT...TO GIVE AS WELL AS TO RECEIVE...THEN ALL THINGS WILL WORK OUT IN LIFE.. AND FOR THOSE WHO WERE MY FRIEND A FEW MONTHS AGO AND ALL OF A SUDDEN FORGOT WHO WAS THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU NEEDED AN EAR OR SHOULDER AND NOW FORGET TO SAY A SIMPLE HI...JUST LET ME TELL YOU IT HURTS..BUT I NOW K

Insincere People
I've come across so many men on this site who say one thing and do another for example the one that comes to mind are the guys who say they will talk to you and never do, in fact they have no intention of ever talking with you , so my question is, why do you bullshit? I dont give a fuck, but what really gets to me are the guys who say they will and then dont,I hate liars and people with no integrity. What are you on here for? some as i have seen are just on here to show off their photos of themselves, theres two guys who have more pictures of themselves than I have ever seen on any sight.These guys are in love with themselves, they are real cam whores, winking and kissing their cams, as they click away to get the perfect shot so they can look at themselves, just pathetic, and you know who you are, you people are rude and not even worth knowing, take the make up off your face and your ugly, inside and out.

2 Chimps And A Blonde ( No Offence To Anyone !!! )
A blonde lady motorist was about two hours from San Diego when she was flagged down by a man whose truck had broken down. The man walked up to the car and asked, "Are you going to San Diego?" "Sure," answered the blonde, "do you need a lift?" "Not for me. I'll be spending the next three hours fixing my truck. My problem is I've got two chimpanzees in the back which have to be taken to the San Diego Zoo. They're a bit stressed already so I don't want to keep them on the road all day. Could you possibly take them to the zoo for me? I' ll give you $100 for your trouble." "I'd be happy to," said the blonde. So the two chimpanzees were ushered into the back seat of the blonde's car and carefully strapped into their seat belts. Off they went. Five hours later, the truck driver was driving through the heart of San Diego when suddenly he was horrified!! There was the blonde walking down the street and holding hands with the two chimps, much to the amusemen

Decided On My Next Car
Though I dislike talking about things concerning the passing of my Father, these are my thoughts and I suppose I have to acknowledge them, especially if they are good ones... this came to me so fluid it had to be destiny, cuz it felt right instantly without thinking it over... it just made sense. Right now I drive a 1998 Dodge Neon with no a/c and a lot of body damage. I also have no stereo and the car is covered in dust because I don't love it. I've had the car since I was 16, minus the 3 years it took to have a rebuilt engine put in... and I've only had it back now for about a year and a half. When whatshername sells my father's house I'm definately going to buy a new vehicle. I hadn't decided what and don't care to spend much over $10K because I'd like to save most of what I'll have for other things. Tonight, I started browsing through auto trader ads out of boredum and didn't see anything I liked for around that price that didn't seem like a boring cheap piece of shit. I decided to

For My Fellow Soldiers
THIS IS WHY I AM IN THE ARMY : The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, > I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. > My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, > My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. > > Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, > Transforming the yard to a winter delight. > The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, > Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. > My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, > Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. > > In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, > So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. > The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, > But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. > > Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the > sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. > My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, > And I crept to the door just to see who was near. > > Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, > A lone figure stood, his

Avril Lavigne › When You're Gone
I Always Needed Time On My Own I Never Thought I'd Need You There When I Cry And The Days Feel Like Years When I'm Alone And The Bed Where You Lie Is Made Up On Your Side When You Walk Away I Count The Steps That You Take Do You See How Much I Need You Right Now [chorus] When You're Gone The Pieces Of My Heart Are Missing You When You're Gone The Face I Came To Know Is Missing Too When You're Gone The Words I Need To Hear To Always Get Me Through The Day And Make It Ok I Miss You I've Never Felt This Way Before Everything That I Do Reminds Me Of You And The Clothes You Left, They Lie On The Floor And They Smell Just Like You, I Love The Things That You Do When You Walk Away I Count The Steps That You Take Do You See How Much I Need You Right Now [chorus] We Were Made For Each Other Out Here Forever I Know We Were, Yeah All I Ever Wanted Was For You To Know Everything I'd Do, I'd Give My Heart And Soul I Can Hardly Breathe I Need To Feel You Here Wi

Temptation....
OH, you sweet temptation, You can talk so smooth, You make me shiver with delight. I still remember your words Whispered in my ear Over the phone You made me scream. More! You make me remember This night Of delight Every single day. When will you Do it again? You're so bad for me. And yet I can't resist. Moth to a flame. Will get burned one day. And only I am to blame

Cya Ct
The time has come for me to say good bye officially to CherryTAP. I was thinking about it all and realistically this place is just not right for me, and I am going to be leaving for good. It’s silly to stick around realistically and I have decided that it is best to just delete any account I have on any site so that nobody is left wondering when is he coming back? The answer will obviously be never. I decided since I was leaving though I might as well spell it out exactly for anyone that thought I was a bit to vague the last time. Like a lot of morons I spent a lot of money on this site in blasts, a couple of happy hours, VIC, and spent countless hours of time doing my thing around here and thinking that I could be a power of example in some regards, and I am sure that I have. You just never feel like anything is worth it and it leaves a bad taste in your mouth actually. The popular people here are some of the most deplorable human beings I have ever had the opportunity to even have t

Children & Worry
WORRY Is there a magic cutoff period when offspring become accountable for their own actions? Is there a wonderful moment when parents can become detached spectators in the lives of their children and shrug, "It's their life," and feel nothing? When I was in my twenties, I stood in a hospital corridor waiting for doctors to put a few stitches in my son's head. I asked, "When do you stop worrying?" The nurse said, "When they get out of the accident stage." My mother just smiled faintly and said nothing. When I was in my thirties, I sat on a little chair in a classroom and heard how one of my children talked incessantly, disrupted the class, and was headed for a career making license plates. As if to read my mind , a teacher said, "Don't worry, they all go through this stage and then you can sit back, relax and enjoy them." My mother just smiled faintly and said nothing. When I was in my forties, I spent a lifetime waiting for the p

What Is The Dark Carnival
The Dark Carnival While its name invokes some disturbing intentions, the truth is the Dark Carnival, described through the 6 Joker Card albums, is a representation of Death. Nothing can really describe what it really is better than these lyrics... "...Now we been told this Carnival shit has touched on many lives People have fuckin sworn to us they too can feel it inside What is it that draws you in? This magic that compels you? We've been waiting six fuckin Joker Cards to finally tell you The messages and hints were there, although, most never picked up on em We snuck em in subliminally with that wicked shit around em We mentioned more and more of this on every Joker's Card The bottom line, always the same, you ain't have to look hard We wickedly kick it, inflict it, you get it, get wit it, and then we don't preach it flat out" "'Cause some ninjas don't wanna get wit 'cha They quick to forget 'cha without the hatchet and gat out So we rose the hatchet, do or

Might Be Leaving The Tap
First off, this is the internet. GROW UP!!! Secondly, I am my own person and will do what I want, when I want and if it pisses you off, you know how to delete me. I truly love my family on here, but I can't be told what I can and can't do and if that means I can't be part of your 'club' so be it. Take me off. Thirdly, I hate getting into the middle of this friend doesn't like that one and so on. I don't want to be rejected for something I truly want, nor forced to choose because you guys have to fight over who has the bigger prick. You have different views, that's what makes you individuals! Fourthly, I joined this site to get away from the drama of MySpace and my real life. I have so much going on and stuff I have to deal with, I wanted to come somewhere where I could meet some really cool people, which I have, and not have to deal with the crap. I know that's no matter where you go, but some places it's worse than others. Let me say this, I LOVE the LRL and my LDC

Hobbies
Well, this is my first blog here on cherry tap, Im only writting this to sort of explain what the deal is with all the changing pictures I put up as my default. A lot of people came to cherrytap for the popularity contest and that is fine I suppose. I enjoy the rattings and all that but I am hear mostly to meet other people intrested in art of any kind. I love to draw, to write , and to carve so I apreciate almost any kind of art. Anyway about a year ago this march, my daughter and I went down to the little river by our house to go fishing. As is typical of Sioux Falls SD, the fish were not cooperating, so we ended up looking around and found that there were a lot of shells lying in the sand and the weeds along the shore. We started to pick a few up and I got to thinking. These are such intresting shells...They are not as beautifull as abalonie or artistically shaped like a welk but there was something about them. I decided to cut a few of them up with my trusty dremmel. Th

Im On Air Fuckers Come Join Meeeeee Im Drunk N On Air
(repost of original by 'RopeMan *GROW ROOM OWNER*' on '2007-06-12 10:17:03') (repost of original by '~?~ HoNeY ~?~ YourFutureExWife' on '2007-06-12 10:30:55') (repost of original by 'RopeMan *GROW ROOM OWNER*' on '2007-06-12 11:42:15')

Modles Needed!!!!
THE KLUB HOUSEMODLES NEEDEDADULTS & TEENSTHIS IS NOT SPAM AND IS REAL!!!Hello Everyone, We are looking for those that think and feel they have a chance to become a modle and wish to show off there looks and fashion!!!!! We will be handing out free space to the first few to apply!!!!! However, you must have good pics and be open minded!!!!! The listed catigories are shown bellow to show off what we are looking for at this current time!!!!! Check them out and contact us if you are interested!!!! Hope to hear for you all soon!!!! Thanx!!!SPRING FASHIONFace HairSwimSuites Shorts Skirts JeansShirts JacketsShoesSUMMER FASHION

Baby Watch!
Ok so it has been awhile since anyone has heard from me on here, and some of you are probly thinking I have vanished. In truth I have just been way to buisy. I don't have much time now, however since it is fathers day I just though I would pop on and let you all know how the baby watch is going. my luvley wife who some of you may know, is now one week past due and still hasn't popped. I hope it happens soon. Anyways hope you all have a great fathers day and stay safe.

Krystal's Giveaway
I joined a GIVEAWAY.. Not a contest.. lol ( to those of you I told to slap me if I ever decided to enter another contest.. lol ) Anyways I joined a giveaway for a months blast. I need 50,000 comments to receive a blast. I am just getting started with my comments as I just joined on the 14th. The giveaway is hosted by: AUSSIE ASSASSIN@ CherryTAP And the link to my photo in the giveaway is: I would greatly appreciate any help that I could receive in acquiring my comment quota. Thanks in advance to any whom decide to help. Thanks Again, Krystal Krystal ~ Twiztid's CT Juggalette Homie ~ Honorable Society Of Wolves ~@ CherryTAP

Death Ye Know Me Well
you came to me once, i was but a child. you came to me twice, i was 14 years old. you came for me thrist, i was 19 years old. so many times you have come yet you turned away. atleast 20 times, these past 4 years, but each time you have been denied. but now im tired of dodging, its time to rest in your arms. take me away, my will be done. the fight in me is gone. dont want to keep on, time is hear, clame your prize, because life serves me purpose no more

Im Alone
Here I walk alone on this dark, cold and scary path. What a silly stupid little girl, i thought we would last. I waited, i wondered, I cried, I fell apart inside and never let it show. Im not sure what went wrong, Im heart broken, Im not sure i want to know. I gave You everything, I tried to be strong. I gave my love while you gave me hope. I look back and no regrets of us i swear. Im sorry for not being there. You needed me and i back away, you wanted me yet i was afraid to stay. Im not good at this hole relationship thing, i have never felt so unsure Im scared to walk in this dark, im scared now of all the pain u have endured. Im not saying i didnt try or the words i said were fake. Im saying im sorry , sorry for being your mistake. ill leave you now with many hopes, happiness and beautiful dreams for you I leave knowing that till the end of time Ill always wish id be beside you. My rock, my life my love my dream, This is always so f**ked up for me T

Mutually Assured Destruction...
Rules of Engagement Personally I hate the 1-10 rating system on Cherry Tap. It is bullshit and too complicated. That and super special people who payout too much money to the rocket scientists who run this site having the ability to rank 11’s… Which at best is a 10% improvement over a 10. It also adds some ratings inflation, but given the hininess of the site it probably does not mean much… But I suspect not one person who runs CT has taken a statistics class. It should be like the stash ratings… thumbs up and thumbs down. The super special people who pay more, should have their ratings equal to two thumbs up. That would actually mean something statistically. So we have ratings and that is the way of it. I appreciate 10’s and in turn I will always give a 10 back… usually more, as I surf though a profile and like the pictures. If for some reason the person is exceptionally fuggly, has limited pictures or god awful pictures… I will give their profile a 10. That is how I

Is It Love?
He supplied your life with a good dowry as well. Who provided the world with a wonderful prodigy. In addition, any man can say ‘ I love you to a woman’ But when he says it, The questions, Can u feel it down in your soul? Does it arouse your passion.? Does it spark your internal flame? Does it satisfy the emptiness of your heart? Does it cover you with delight in the inward parts? Do you sign because it has affected you? Your eyes flood with tears because you are genuinely loved And you have been swept, caressed and loved on the inside. That you cry because it feels so right. Your emotions are so attentive ,your body feels like its floating on air. And you look in his eyes and see it’s genuine because His heart has been unlocked by the key he is beholding near. He cries in unison with the one he loves so dear, for he feels virtue leaving his body., giving to the one he holds so dear to his heart. Life nor death can separate their lives because it is bundled up in one l

My Respect Of The Brotherhood Firefighters
CHARLESTON, S.C. - To many of his fellow firefighters, Capt. Billy Hutchinson was more than just a veteran fire captain with three decades of service under his belt ...he was also their barber. When he wasn't on duty or playing golf, Hutchinson, 48, worked a side job trimming hair at a barber shop in the Charleston area, Fire Chief Rusty Thomas said. He would even set up a chair at the fire station to give haircuts to co-workers dropping by during their shifts. Hutchinson was known for working at a slow, deliberate pace that earned him the nickname "Lightning." But Thomas said Hutchinson tackled his assignments head-on, from making sure his firefighters were trained to raising money for children's charities. Despite his soft-spoken demeanor, Capt. Mike Benke had a quiet confidence and leadership abilities that were never questioned by Charleston firefighters. With nearly three decades at the department, Benke, 49, would fill in for battalion chiefs when they took vacation.

I'll Remind You Forever
i let you go cause i love you i alloud you to say what you did cause i love you i still talk to you cause i love you you could always count on me cause i love you i love you you cause we were friends before anything .. and i will always love you you know who you are ... I love you

A Glass Shower
I just fucken had a glass bake pan fall from the top shelf of a cabnit nothing like taking a glass shower I have glass threw my kitchen and dinning room and part of the way in the living room I have swept and vacummed and there is still glass FUCK how do you get ride of that much glass

Wtf
i seem to have fallen off the radior for some that i was or have been talking to and other just dont seem to see past the profile what happen ? what do i have to do to keep someone intrested longer than 5 mins .....humor alone wont get me any where honesty seems to be fake now adays. only the bad boys seeem to have all the fun

I Am Home
I got home last night from our vacation all the way down to San Diego. We really enjoyed our trip. Spent last weekend in San Jose and went to see the San Jose Sabercats beat Las Vegas 66-26. On Monday my husband took our son to the Anaheim Stadium to watch the Angels come from behind by 5 runs to be Houston Astros 10-9 in the bottom of the 9th inning. Tuesday night we went out to dinner to celebrate my step-father's birthday at the Black Angus in San Bernardino. Wednesday we went to San Diego for the day and had a blast visiting Sea World with my parents. Thursday we drove back to San Jose to spend the night with my husband's mom. Friday we got up and drove to Travis AFB to visit with our oldest son for a few hours. And then... we drove the rest of the day to our home in Oregon to finally get back home just before midnight... Today... back to work :( We had a great week off but now it back to the grind and I am just about to leave to do a 12 hour shift

To All Elite Bombers
ill be online when i can my dad is very sick he's back in the hospital was borderline of a heart attck his kidneys are down . im sorry but spending alotta time with him right now ill be back on when i can

Are You Worth It?
I gave things a lot of thought over the past week. I've decided that, for the future, instead of worrying about what I'm doing wrong in trying to be social, I'm going to flip the script a little bit. See... I realize I've already blown it with some people on this site... a few of whom I liked a lot. Why? Because I spent all this time worrying about how I was going to get them to like me back, and not enough time stopping to think. About what, you ask? (Well, I really don't care whether you ask or not.) About whether or not these women measure up to my standards. All along, I've been thinking, "What's wrong with me? Why am I not there yet? Ore ga, mada mada desu ka?" (Okay, I wasn't really thinking the last one.) I should have been thinking, "Wait a minute. Why am I worried about that? They should be living up to my standards." So... here's the new plan. If I'm going to get with you, you have to be worth my time, now, and not the other way around. No more psychos

My Values Test
Merritt, your values help make you a Responsible Friend Your giving and honest nature makes you the kind of person almost anyone would be proud to call a friend. As one who places a high value on your personal integrity, you seem to try to live by the ol' Golden Rule: Do unto others as you would have them do unto you. Because of this inclination, you're the type to insist on taking responsibility for your actions, even in difficult circumstances. You also appear to take conscious steps to honor your commitments to others.

Wwe Superstar Chris Benoit
when something like what WWE star Chris Benoit does what he did everyone is soo quick tohop on the cold bloooded murderer band wagon..these stars go through hell enough every nihgt they are in that ring and pounding thier bodeis to hell and back a million times over..those who think its fake?..yes the story lines are made up but the injuries are real..look what happened to Owen Hart..he must have been fakinthat too huh?..soooo may stars have succumbed tothe pressure of the travel and bein away from familes, and the recovering of injuries and surgeries and the like..it isnt the most glamorous life style but comes with fame and fortune..and the heavy price tag of the mental and physical abuse of the human body and mind..these stars may be the heros of all those who chooose to watch them..but they are first and foremost human....they hurt and feel like the rest of us do..they suffer like we do too..you cannot deny what he did..he madde the wrong choices..look at the illustrious career he

My Brain On Fms
It's sad to say that I'm only 31 and my brain actually does function in such a random way, but this is the best thing I have ever read that describes how my mind works. I believe it's a combination of OCD and Fibromyalgia that makes my brain go nuts. A.A.A.. D.D. (Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder). This is how it manifests: I decide to water my lawn. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide my car needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice that there is mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mail box earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys down on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills

Surgery
im so up set my monroe piercing is rejecting from my lip and its extremely painful hardcore so monday i go in for surgery to have it cut out because on the inside of my lip it has completely healed over that back of my bar so i can't take it out!!! and all this happened within the last 3 days its insane and hurts really bad : (.

New Ownert
GOOD EVENIN FAMILY I WANT TO TELL YOU ALL I HAVE CHOOSE A CO OWNER TO WORK WITH ME SINCE SMOKINBIBBW HAS BEEN MIA, IM NOT KICKIN HER OUT DUE TO HER ABSENT I NEED HELP WITH BBW/BHM BOMBERS FAMILY I WOULD LIKE TO BECOME A STRONGE BOMBIN FAMILY IN ORDER FOR THAT I NEED THE MORE HELP †ŞħãĐØŴ †....{Hit me up 4 Best *Back Tattoo* Contest}@ CherryTAP IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTION PLZ FEEL FREE TO ASK ME IM ALSO LOOKIN FOR SOME TO BE RECUTIER AN SECUIRTY SO IF ANY ONE WOULD LIKE TO BE PART OF THE STAFF CONTACTME RUBIA

Husband Is Getting Raped Tonight.
My husband is home for the night and then will be back on the road early tomorrow morning for another week. I have plans for him where I will be literally raping him. I told him that I want to be his master and he is to be my slave and allow me to do anything I wish to his to all of his body and he WILL take it all and enjoy all that I give. If you were in his place tonight what it is that you would want me to do to you (him) ???? These one week business trips are getting to me and he will be doing this for six more weeks yet and will finally be home on August 20th for good... just in time for my birthday the next day. I plan to rape him every Saturday night when he gets home because I miss him so much during the time he is gone... but it is so much fun texting him with my dirty ideas and thoughts... we have virtual foreplay for the week he is gone through out cell phone textings and then we are so hot for one another on the night he is home. Technology is so great for

Chris Benoit Topic
i loaded some stash on chris benoit and ppl are rating it thumbs down, this is a problem to me. we dont know his private life, all we seen was his life in the ring. i`m still not sure about the whole story. i believe it was a triple killing. every news chanelle seems to have there own info on this. so thx for the down rates you ppl and you know who you are

Ok I Need This Explained To Me I Guess.
Paris Hilton Leaked Jail Phone Call - Watch more free videos Ok for starters I posted this break.com click into a MUMM and the shit hit the fan. I'll get to that in a minute. Let's talk about the light stuff 1st and get that out of the way. Why does 3/4 of CT Hate Videos in Mumm's? Please understand from our point of view Videos are great cause its a cash cow of material to work from and with on this show. Paris Hilton. The video you see at the top here. I posted that in a Mumm I gave up good points for I might add. If at this point you haven't watched it . Do so now please so you get the joke I was going for. Its ok go ahead I'll wait.................. ................................................... Ok That's about as long as the video was. And you should be cussing me for what happen. Pretty harmless huh. I guess not to those who didn't watch. For the recorded. We really hate Paris to but we love making fun of a woman who someday will be worth 50,000,000,000 freaking b

Evil Of Alzeimer
When I went to lunch today, I noticed an old lady sitting on a park bench sobbing her eyes out. I stopped and asked her what was wrong. She said, "I have a 22 year old husband at home. He makes love to me every morning and then gets up and makes me pancakes, sausage, fresh fruit and freshly ground coffee." I said, "Well, then why are you crying?" She sai d, "He makes me homemade soup for lunch, and my favorite brownies, and then makes love to me for half the afternoon. I said, "Well, why are you crying?" She said, "For dinner he makes me a gourmet meal with wine, and my favorite dessert and then makes love to me until 2:00 a.m." I said, "Well, why in the world would you be crying?" She said, "I can't remember where I live!"

T O All Veterans
first off being a vet myself i understand all the sacrifices vets endure. being that its independance day, i thought id say ty to all the people that has served in the military past and present.

Real Interview With An Illegal Mexican At A Protest March In Texas .
This is good! Below is a good example of a discussion with a master of circular logic. Don't be logical, don't respect the truth or your adversary, just say what you think makes a new case when the previous case gets too difficult to defend. On the streets of downtown Houston, May 1, 2006 . Jim Moore reporting for a Houston TV station: Jim: Juan, I see that you and thousands of other protesters are marching in the streets to demonstrate for your cause. Exactly what is your cause and what do you expect to accomplish by this protest? Juan: We want our rights. We will show you how powerful we are. We will bring Houston to its knees! Jim: What rights? Juan: Our right to live here...legally. Our right to get all the benefits you get. Jim: When did you come to the United States? Juan: Six years ago. I crossed over the border at night with seven other friends. Jim: Why did you come? Juan: For work. I can earn as much in a month as I could in a year in Mexico

How To Record Music On Your Computer
This Video Takes You Step By Step To Shoe You How To Record Music From A Guitar, Bass, Keyboard, etc. Straight To Your Computer. This movie has nothing to do with video games halo 2 online xbox 360 kingdom hearts awesome ZOMG OMG wow super mario brothers nintendo wii smash brawl melee link zelda shiek myth legend tactic fishing boat cool nice bitch cat fight ass boob fat monkey sexy paris hilton american idol wrestling random secret level ending sonic incredible ps3 ps2 how to fix asian pride fight ownage owned own3d pwned pwn3d pwnage special move crazy mortal combat skill mexican carlos mencia samoa shit poop crap WTF yo mama momma jokes diablo 1 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 0 lol ROFL money price world of warcraft imp character class final fantasy metal gear solid car toyota iPod mini nano big giant japan china stupid people jk snoop dogg ecw WWE WWF backyard hell nightmare sega saturn 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 live stand up comedy

Heart Attacks
Read this & what are u supposed to do? Everything causes a heart attack according to this! Anger really can trigger a heart attack. But then, so can getting sick, being too hot, being too cold, air pollution, lack of sleep, grief, overeating, natural disasters, exercise and sex. In fact, simply waking up is the worst thing you can do if you're trying to avoid a heart attack. Heart attacks, strokes and cardiac arrests seem to come out of the blue, but actually most occur upon waking up in the morning, according to the July 2007 issue of the Harvard Heart Letter. Before waking, our bodies release stress hormones into the bloodstream to give us the energy to get out of bed, but this also stresses the heart slightly. That nudge can cause a cardiac event if one's arteries already are rife with festering cholesterol-rich plaque. The dehydration that normally occurs after a night of sleep also puts a plaque-plagued circulatory system at risk. Also, heart medications wear o

Backstage
So you've been wandering around the FU-Bar and you've ended up backstage. You've either been invited with an official pass, are drunk or have taken a wrong turn while trying to find the bathroom. By rkrgrl If you're up for it hang out and party with the band. Post up some pics of your own backstage passes or old concert stubbs you may still have laying around. Free drinks for those that actually do this! If your a musician then become an Official FU-Bar Rocker yourself and join the band! Post your info here. What do you play? Are you in a band? Got demos? Post a pic! You're backstage live it up!

Life
Silently it waits for it's opportunity to get inside. It leaves you baffled there's no where to hide. It slithers around your every desire. It tempts your faith with a sweet smouldering fire. It comes and goes just as it pleases. It offers you serenity it taunts and it teases. It traps you in it's perilous fate. It conjures emotions first love then hate. It spreads its will from here to there. It causes concern for whom you care. It tends you completely til you are in it's fold. Then it refuses to lighten it's strenuous hold. It thrives in the depths of unforgiving pain. It pours over you merciless like driving rain. It stops only when the battle you have lost. It takes it's prize no matter the cost. Life may come and it will go. But in the end it's beauty you will know. There is no option that lets you retreat. It rages within every heart that does beat. The demon some say, that must always win. It takes what you give it and never gives in. Those whom are strong enough can resist for

Hurting
Hurting more as time goes by. Missing you so bad i cry. Hearing your voice in my ear. Just makes me want you here. Together is where we belong. Why do we have to wait so long Each second seems like forever without you . And this my feelings are true.

Clever Signs
Sign over a Gynecologist's Office: "Dr. Jones, at your cervix." ****************************** In a Podiatrist's office: "Time wounds all heels." ************************** On a Septic Tank Truck in Oregon: "Yesterday's Meals on Wheels" ************************** At a Proctologist's door: "To expedite your visit please back in." ************************** On a Plumber's truck: "Don't sleep with a drip. Call your plumber." ***************** ********* At a Tire Shop in Milwaukee: "Invite us to your next blowout." ************************** At a Towing company: "We don't charge an arm and a leg. We want tows." ************************** On an Electrician's truck: "Let us remove your shorts." ************************** On a Maternity Room door: "Push. Push. Push." ************************** At an Optometrist's Office "If you don't see what you're looking for, you've come to the right place." **************************

My Trip To Gwar
So yeah this weekend I went to see Sounds of the Underground tour and it was fantastic. With some minor hiccups along the way. Some friends and I got together around 0930 on Friday Morning and piled in her van and ran errands. One being to get a tire changed cause it was showing metal along the side wall and tread. Really needed to be changed so we took care of it, got a map picked up another traveler and away we went. The trip down was okay no hitches, we parked near the Palladium and got in line to wait for tickets. Now I am a curious sort of fellow and I looked into the line a bit and I see some people with clip boards, hmmm curious is piqued a bit. One of the kids, a rather short and chunky lad is wearing a shirt with a chicken on it above it the words, "I am not a Nugget!" were there. Oh, fun times ahead, these were activatists. So I approached the three of them and asked some questions and this one young lad who was a bit feminine, he acted and reacted like he didn'

Men
why is it that all men no matter what age will always ask you to trust them when they know in the end they plan on ripping your heart to shreds?you tell them in the begining just be honest with me.if you're in it foe the sex that's fine. that you have kids and that you don't want to be hurt and you don't want your kids to be hurt so you just want this man to be honest with you. but no that's not good enough.they're the ones that say i love you first. then they tell your kids they love them too. they even go as far and tell your kids they want to adopt them.you tell this man not to say things like that but they do it anyway. then when they just up and leave without a word not only are you wondering what happened and your heart is broken and bleeding,but now comes the time when you have to sit your kids down and brek their hearts too. and when they ask you why what do you tell them? you make something up because you honestly don't know why because he wasn't even man enough to give you a

Copy And Share This With All You Know For This Could Happen To You!!
Every day a drunk driver affects someone's life when they step into there car. Over 90% of drunk driver's hurt someone else when they get into an accident. I was hit by a drunk driver while riding my bike when I was 10. My father was hit by a drunk driver on his bike while traveling home from work. Please read this true story and pass it on to your loved ones and friends. Lets make drunk driving history!!! I was walking around in a store. I saw cashier hand this little boy his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward

My Treasure Chest
I have a wooden cedar box Filled with precious things Most of no value to you But joy to me it brings A copper penny, 1961 The year I was given life A withered old white rose From the day I became a wife Two certified legal documents That tell me that I am free A US birth certificate And a final divorce decree Golden locks, adorned with ribbon Clipped from the head of my son A bag filled with tiny teeth Exchanged for a dollar one by one A report card, five A’s and one B My sons first year at school A tattered silken blanket Still covered with infant drool A book of poems that I had written While in my rebellious teens Fifty plus love letters From then, now and in-between Old yellowed photographs Of family long since gone A dozen crayon pictures That both my kids have drawn Hospital anklets, pink and blue That Danny and Sara wore A stupid keep out sign That I used to hang on my door Each item within this box Is a memory that I hold dear

"i Am A Witch"
"I AM A WITCH" RIBBON CAMPAIGN FOR 2007 "I AM A WITCH" When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a "Witch". When I stand up for those I love, they call me a Witch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me a Witch. Being a witch entails raising my children to be strong people Who have a solid sense of personal and social responsibility Who are not afraid to stand up for what they believe in Who love and respect themselves for the beautiful beings they are. Being a witch means that I am free to be the wonderful creature I am, With all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a witch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a witch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone else's maid or when I

Fubar Married
ok i hear alot of ppl ask why i never had a fubar wife. no one ever asked me lol but the time has come to go out and find her. all in fun and i think it would be a great way to meet a few more friends. so if u think your the 1 feel free drop me a line email, shout box or just comment in the blog thx mike

Here's To Me
When you're down and out, And feel all alone. Who's there to pick you up? Me When shit goes crazy, And you can't hold your own, Who do you come to? Me When I have a problem, No one is there. It's almost as if, no one really cares. That's my leason in life, Or so it seems. So Here's to me

What Is The Meaining Of Life?
What exactly is the meaning of Life? Do you get pleasure in waking up every morning, knowing that something bad my happen to you? Is the meaning of life, Trying to build the planet bigger, and more sufficient? This is the shit that keeps me awake at night. Trying to figure out. What purpose the people have here on Earth. Why are the humans put on Planet Earth, why not another planet? If anyone can answer me those questions, with the most logically answer. I will Kiss your ASS. You read that correctly. If you can give me the most logically answer to these questions, I will Kiss Your ASS. EvilStimpy

Curious
How your smile brightens my day How voice soothes my soul That your eyes look right through this facade of mine How every moment without seeing your face seem like an eternity How that just the very mention of your name makes my heart leap How chatting with you for hours makes me feel that happiness is around the corner And that I love you and that I wish I had written this for you sooner.

Falling
It happens when... You tell me everything will be alright even when nothing seems that way, You inspire me with your words and feelings, I think of the good times shared, I hear your voice, I see you smile, I look into your eyes, I feel your arms around me as you hold me tight, I know I have at least a small place in your hart. These are the things that give me hope to find true happiness. Who knows maybe it will be with you

Fubarred...
I hate unnecessary drama. Thats all I pretty much got to say. I found out the day after my birthday a friend of mine died from a long battle with cancer. I am supposed to be find another place to stay at the end of the month. Ect, Ect, Ect.

Why Me?
I dont understand, I thought he loved me. I thought we could hold each other and never let go. I thought we could grow old together. But I was wrong. I have only been here for a week and three days and I can look in his eyes and see he doesnt love me anymore. I guess over the years his love for me slowly died away. The pain in my heart grows as the tears come more frequently at the thought of what I should do. He told me the other morning when he was drunk that he didnt want me here. Of course ten seconds later he denies saying it. I know I need to be strong and move past it but he was never like this before. We dated for two years and loved one another and got through hard times. Those were the best two years of my life. And for the three years were apart all I did was think about him. Now he is just pushing me away and the drinking doesnt help. He told me he cut down that was a lie. It has actually gotten worse. I cant talk to him because theres a wall there that just wont go away. B

Life Is Tricky...
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Brian@Chaotikk/ Next Level Crew Date: Jul 31, 2007 11:23 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: STREET BIKE BORTNERDate: 31 Jul 2007, 11:19 AM Wake up and pay attention!Turn Up Your Speakers & Listen! Why do people commit suicide?Why do people cut themselves? Why do girls become anorexic and bulimic? Why do kids bring guns to school?Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them?Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys?Why cant people show their sexuality freely, without worrying about being judged?In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves?I KNOW WHY! "Whores"

All Freelancers Please Read
Between internet issues and summer holidays we don't have many bombers at the moment so if you are online and only have 5 mins to spare to bomb those five mins could make all the difference. If you know you are going to be away on hollidays could you please let us know asap so we don't tell people we can help them then end up with no bombers to bomb. I am currently doing everything from the running side as Sami is having internet problems so any problems contact me here or my page and I'll see what I can do

Todays Lesson..:this Ones For The Ladies..
a man today must work and follow a straight path in life. The call of something dangerous, emotional, unknown is all the more powerful because it is so forbidden. Think of the victims of the great Sirens of history: Paris causes a war for the sake of Helen of Troy, Caesar risks an empire and Anthony loses his power and his life for Cleopatra, Napoleon becomes a laughingstock over Josephine, DiMaggio never gets over Marilyn, and Arthur Miller can't write for years. A man is often ruined by a Siren, yet cannot tear himself away. (Many powerful men have a masochistic streak.) An element of danger is easy to hint at, and will enhance your other Siren characteristics—the touch of madness in Marilyn, for example, that pulled men in. Sirens are often fantastically irrational, which is immensely attractive to men who are oppressed by their own reasonableness. An element of fear is also critical; keeping a man at a proper distance creates respect, so that he doesn't get close enough to see thro

Dream Dance
My heart is empty sence you walked right out the door Thats when i realized that I love you even more A dream dance in my mind before i go to sleep A dream dance the memories of you is were i keep I said don't go but i'm afraid I was to late I began to feel the pain as my heart began to break A dream dance is how I still feel what You meant A dream dance remembering that angel which god sent And the next thing that i knew there i was cryin on my pillow As I go to sleep tonight I'll hold your picture so i can dream you don't go A dream dance out here on this empty hardwood floor A dream dance Can't feel you don't love me anymore From that moment there will never be a doubt You are the one that I can't be here without jw

Message:
Message: Y = Yes, N = No, M = Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] give me your screenname? ______________ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] go to dinner with me? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? D0 Y0U... [_] think im hott? [_] think im cute? [_] want to hook up with me? [_] want to be my bf

Enter Characters
In the past, I had only been prompted to enter Characters by a bouncer, to buy big pimpin gifts lol Hmmm Automated or harassment. I dunno, but it's becoming a pain in the ass as half of the comments and user photos, I can't comment on, because of the B.S. In a way I though it was a good thing, but obviously leaves a lot to be desired. W.T.F.?

Messengers From The Wilderness
Weeds Simply expressed, a weed is any plant that grows where it isn’t wanted. Weeds are defined by their tendency to flourish at the expense of a gardener’s overall vision, and we tend to battle their presence in our yards. It is interesting to consider, though, that a plant is a weed only within a certain context, which is to say that one person’s weed is another person’s wildflower. Most of us have pulled at least one dandelion up by its roots and disposed of it in the interest of preserving the look of a perfect green lawn, yet the dandelion is good medicine, packed with healing properties and vitamin-rich leaves that are a delicious, spicy surprise in a summer salad. In the wild, there is no such thing as a weed because the overall vision is in the hands of Mother Nature, who accommodates and incorporates all forms of life. In nature, balance is achieved over the long term, without the aid, or interference, of a human supervisor. While one plant may prevail over others for a

I Found My Cats Secret Jouranl
Monday's Diary Day 983 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of escape. In an attempt to disgust them, I once again vomit on the carpet. Today I decapitated a mouse and dropped its headless body at their feet. I had hoped this would strike fear into their hearts, since it clearly demonstrates my capabilities. However, they merely made condescending comments about what a "good little hunter" I am. Bastards! There was some sort of assembly of their accomplices tonight. I was placed in solitary confinement for the duration of the event. However, I could hear the noises and smell the food. I overheard that my confinement was due to the power of "a

A London Guy
wow this is my first day on here and i think my necks' crooked due the amout of time i've spent hunched over the laptop. great sight you all are very awesome, i just wanna know how u can find woman from the UK, not saying the USA girls are inferiour, there just so far away lol

Me :-)
Ok, so I am sooo very new to this site, but I am loving it!!! A little about myself. I am a single lesbian mother of 3 children who I love so very much. I love to drink and dance, especially on stage at a show. Come check me out :-)

Water
What element do you control?WaterYou are like a calm stream, gentle and yet random, like the twists and turns of a stream. You know how to comfort people, and how to have fun, but too much of both can be dangerous, so watch out.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Swedish Pancakes
Swedish Pancakes These light, crispy pancakes are just as delicious at breakfast served with exotic jams or with caviar at the cocktail hour, just as long as they are warm and fresh. 1 Egg, lightly beaten 3/4 cups Milk 1/4 teaspoons Salt 1/2 cup All-purpose flour 1 teaspoon Baking powder 1 tablespoon Sugar 2 tablespoon Butter, melted Lingonberry jam Sour cream for garnish In a large bowl, beat the egg together with the milk, salt, flour, baking powder and sugar until smooth. Stir in the butter. Preheat a large skillet over medium heat until a drop of water sizzles. Pour 2 tablespoons of the batter on the pan and cook the pancakes for about a minute on each side or until golden and crisp. Serve immediately with jam or jelly and sour cream. Makes 20 pancakes.

Shooter On The Road Again.
To my friends: After a 3.5 year layoff, during which I chose to work private security, The Shooter is going back in the big trucks and back on the road. I will be running a 9 state area, to include TX,NM,OK,AR,LA,MS,AL,GA and FL panhandle. To my friends, if you are interested in getting together for a cup of coffee or glass of tea and meeting in person please let me know. Leave a pvt message for me here, which I will check when I can, and I will get back to you. Hope everyone prospers and fares well. Shooter :D

How To Tell The Sex Of A Fly
How to Tell the Sex of a Fly A woman walked into the kitchen to find her Husband stalking around with a fly swatter "What are you doing?" She asked. "Hunting Flies" He responded. "Oh. ! Killing any?" She asked. "Yep, 3 males, 2 Females," he replied. Intrigued, she asked. "How can you tell them apart?" He responded, "3 were on a beer can, 2 were on the phone.

Ten Rules For Dating My Daughter
Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them. Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun and fasten your trousers secure

In Case You Care...
In case you care and are wondering, I'm pretty much moved into the new place. I still need to pick up some stuff from the apartment tomorrow after work. I hope I can get it all in one trip, but we'll see. Tom (the new roommate and "landlord") is gone for the weekend. He'll be back on Sunday. I'm exhausted... emotionally and physically. I will admit that I wouldn't have been able to get through the past few days if it hadn't been for Kristi, Sarah, Kris, and John (despite an extremely embarrassing moment :|). Without them, I'm pretty sure I would have done something really stupid. I have a few more things to take care of and then I can try to get back into a normal routine... *sigh* I need to try to get some sleep soon... Work in the morning... its going to be rough. G'night Fubar.

Why You Never Question A Drunk
WHY YOU NEVER QUESTION A DRUNK I was shopping at the local super market where I selected: A half-gallon of 2% milk, A carton of eggs, A quart of orange juice, A head of romaine lettuce, A 2 lb. can of coffee, and A 1 lb. package of bacon. As I was unloading my items on the conveyor belt to check out, a drunk standing behind me watched as I placed the items in front of the cashier. While the cashier was ringing up the purchases, the drunk calmly stated, "You must be single." I was a bit startled by this proclamation, but I was intrigued by the derelict's intuition, since I was indeed single. I looked at the six items on the belt and saw nothing particularly unusual about my selections that could have tipped off the drunk to my marital status. Curiosity getting the better of me, I said: "Well, you know what, you are absolutely right. But how on earth did you know that?" The drunk replied, "Cause you're ugly."

Country Bitches Vs City Bitches
A city bitch will take you where you need to go. A country bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A city bitch will tell you not to fight, it ain't worth it. *A country bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "better nobody jump in". A city bitch will let another bitch know she can back the f*** up or get knocked the f*** out. *A country bitch will just knock her out!!! A city bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A country bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get f-ed up! A city bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A country bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these city bitches how we do it. A city bitch wonders who your new man is. *A country bitch knows his first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now!!! A city bitch thinks the fri

Grease Guiser
I was probably 20 years old and my dad had just died a year earlier and I was running the trucking company. I took a 500 mile run and got home to a ringing phone that one of our drivers had an emergency and couldn't make his run. So I woke up my little brother and asked him to go with me right back out and he did. we went into Wichita and loaded a tanker load of grease (liquid animal fat) to go to a feedlot. I ended up going to the wrong feedlot. I misunderstood the name and didn't look at my paperwork. thank goodness it was only about a 50 mile mistake. So we drag our tired asses back 50 miles to a new feedlot that we had never hauled to before. Here is where it gets funny. My peterbilt was equipped with a 2 inch pump that would unload 50,000 pounds of grease in less than 25 minutes. this thing moved some fat. In the top of the tank they had no manhole or anything. just like a 1 inch hole with a piece of pipe you stick down the hole to see the grease level. We are

"cant Take It Anymore"
ANOTHER POEM I WROTE! "I CANT TAKE ANYMORE" WRITTEN 6-4-07 THE WAY I FEEL INSIDE MAKES ME WANT TO RUN AND HIDE I HURT SO BAD NO ONE CAN TRULY SEE WHAT THE HURT IS DOING TO ME WHY DOES LIFE HAVE TO HURT SO BAD WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO BE SO SAD EVERY DAY MY HEART BREAKS MORE AND MORE I DONT KNOW IF I CAN TAKE THIS ANYMORE IM TIRED OF BEING SAD,IM TIRED OF CRYING SOME TIMES I JUST WANT TO GIVE UP TRYING I DONT ASK TO MUCH OUT OF LIFE THIS HURT I HAVE INSIDE CUTS LIKE A KNIFE I DONT KNOW WHY I ALWAYS GET TREATED THIS WAY IM LOSING MY MIND MORE AND MORE DAY BY DAY I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO OPEN THIER EYES AND SEE WHAT I HAVE TO OFFER THEM AND WHAT I CAN BE JUST TIRED OF CRYING,TIRED OF BEING SAD TIRED OF HURTING, TIRED OF BEING MAD MAYBE MY LIFE WAS MEANT TO BE THIS WAY I HOPE THE HURT AND THE EMPTINESS GOES AWAY I PRAY FOR THE DAY I CAN BE FIRST ON SOMEONES LIST INSTEAD OF BEING THE LAST ONE TO BE MISSED ALL I KNOW IS I CANT STAND

Royal Flush©
I love to gamble. Walking into a casino is such an assault on the senses. Noise everywhere, lights flashing, people yelling for joy and crying in desperation. I can sometimes be sad though. You will see the very desperate trying every thing they can to win for a change. Bad luck can't last forever can it? I have always lover poker. It has become a double edged sword lately though. With the popularity of Texas Hold'em on T.V. every person seems to think its easy. So what ya have now are poker rooms full of wanna be's. It can be great in that you tend to win quite a bit more from the newbies. The other side is their usual lack of manners and table etiquette. Some people are the smart ones. Instead of playing they just sit back and watch. The only true way to always win,is not to play. Yeah, right. I had been sitting there for quite sometime. As usual ya win some you loose some. From other tables came the tell tale sounds of those loosing it all with very few cheers from winner

What Is A Krush !
what do you say when your said Why is there really and Answer to that why is it so Importing for the One to Know that answer cant he goes go with the flow and be happy well if U must Know you make Laugh you have gave me the tingle, that i some how Lost from my eyes and with how Me knowing you have touched my heart In more ways then One you have made Me smile Like a silly school girls More time that I want to Amitie You have made Me red. and all you have to do is simple smile at Me written by , Norma C Brooks

Today
friend was sposta call or meet me on line... did neither... got hurt by a friend... went to get a new batttery for my jeep... put it in... worked on the bitch for 4 hours... still wont start... got hurt by another friend... got in a fight with the family... and now i have a fucking headache

Michael Vick.....
MSNBC.com -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Still no plea deal from Vick amid grisly details QB implicated in funding operation, killing dogs; Falcons owner surprised The Associated Press Updated: 11:07 a.m. ET Aug 18, 2007 RICHMOND, Va. - It’s up to Michael Vick now. His last two co-defendants pleaded guilty Friday and implicated Vick in bankrolling gambling on dogfights. One of them said the Atlanta Falcons quarterback helped drown or hang dogs that didn’t do well. With his NFL career in jeopardy and a superseding indictment adding more charges in the works, that left Vick with a hard choice: Cutting his own deal to hold jail time under a year or go to trial and sit through detailed descriptions of the ghastly operation known as “Bad Newz Kennels.” Falcons owner Arthur Blank said Vick’s attorneys were negotiating with prosecutors as of late afternoon, trying to hammer out a plea deal. “It seems to be a pretty clea

Nfl Preseason 2007
Okay last time I checked NFL players make millions of dollars, even rookies make a couple hundred thousand in signing bonuses, so why are they all getting hurt. Time to reassess the situation, if I'm a team owner, as callus as it may seem, I own you. No different than the US Government in regards to Air Force pilots or Marine specialists. This is why they put "dangerous hobby" clauses in contracts. Any player's off season conditioning program needs to be monitored by the team for progress or lack there of. I think it's about time that these players realize it's time to step it up. I don't have a gym membership anymore, but yet I still maintain my body. Weight training, cardio and flexibility/stretching, it isn't that hard. Strained achilles tendons, strained ligaments, and groin pulls aren't from playing a rough contact sport, it comes from poor preparation, conditioning and maintaining one's body. I can buy a sprained knee for a running back or a deep shoulder bruise for

Interview With Dark Funeral On Its Way
Those who know about Dark Funeral will be happy to know that the interview with them for my show is coming within a few weeks. infact, look for 2 interviews to come, one on the phone and the other Live in October. Also, I will try to make it to chicago to cover the Horror film fest mid September. There's a lot more things going on also. So make sure you either check me out on myspace: www.myspace.com/raveninterviews OR Go to the website: www.eggsandkegsradio.com Hope to keep in touch soon. -Raven

New Profiles
I hate this new profile page my codes that I put in don't show the pics that I have selected all it shows is the codes WTF is wrong with this shit? I want it to go back to the way it was for christ sakes this really blows!

Do You Believe?
THIS WILL GIVE YOU CHILLS: AFTER A FEW OF THE USUAL SUNDAY EVENING HYMNS, THE CHURCH'S PASTOR SLOWLY STOOD UP, WALKED OVER TO THE PULPIT AND, BEFORE HE GAVE HIS SERMON FOR THE EVENING, HE BRIEFLY INTRODUCED A GUEST MINISTER WHO WAS IN THE SERVICE THAT EVENING. IN THE INTRODUCTION, THE PASTOR TOLD THE CONGREGATION THAT THE GUEST MINISTER WAS ONE OF HIS DEAREST CHILDHOOD FRIENDS AND THAT HE WANTED HIM TO HAVE A FEW MOMENTS TO GREET THE CHURCH AND SHARE WHATEVER HE FELT WOULD BE APPROPRIATE FOR THE SERVICE. WITH THAT, AN ELDERLY MAN STEPPED UP TO THE PULPIT AND BEGAN TO SPEAK. "A FATHER, HIS SON, AND A FRIEND OF HIS SON WERE SAILING OFF THE PACIFIC COAST ," HE BEGAN. "WHEN A FAST APPROACHING STORM BLOCKED

Celtic Work Blessing
May the light of your soul guide you. May the light of your soul bless the work that you do with the secret love and warmth of your heart. May you see in what you do the beauty of your own soul. May the sacredness of your work bring healing, light and renewal to those who work with you and to those who see and receive your work. May your work never weary you. May it release within you wellsprings of refreshment, inspiration and excitement. May you be present in what you do. May you never become lost in bland absences. May the day never burden. May dawn find you awake and alert, approaching your new day with dreams, possibilities and promises. May evening find you gracious and fulfilled. May you go into the night blessed, sheltered and protected. May your soul calm, console and renew you.

Sexi Sunglasses
Ms.Maine is in Shadows sexi sunglasses contest that will be starting this Saturday. This will be good to get use in bombin shape for the BOMBFEST that starts 9-15. Have agreat night all. MSMAINE

Life Is A Bitch
Life is a Bitch by Wilomoon (for my crush) Life is a bitch, For my sad lost lamb, A cute backside, Exposed on web cam, Under a car,or Behind the cash, from here to there, forever he does dash, Controlled by life, No, control does he wield, A wall he has built, A defensive shield, Pride is his weapon, to the depth it does cleave, Love can conquer all, If you only believe, So here I sit, Alone and unsure, Waiting for the day, To feel more secure, My heart it is heavy, My Soul bound by chains, For my only desire, To relieve all his pains, Life...is a bitch, A bitch can be tamed, Take back your life, It is yours to reclaim.

Staying With Family For Now!
I need to apologize to my new and old friends. I'm currently staying with family and using their computer and it's a very old computer and is slow as heck. So i'm having a hard time rating pics and I get really frustrated. We are picking my computer up tomorrow and I'm praying they will let me hook it up as mine is so much faster. So just bare with me and i'll get the pics rated eventually. Comment bombing right now is a definite NO NO for this computer. Again I apologize, just wanted to let ya know I'm not being rude or anything. It's hard enough to get my friends requests added. Oh and i'm getting some messages, but not all so if you've sent me a gift ... thank you so much...I'll return the favor when I can. My friends rock, I love ya all! XOXO Jackie

Concerened.......
Lately, it seems we've been drifting away from each other....not terribly far, but enough to be concerned. I know things aren't what they once were, but that doesn't mean they can't be again. Every relationship passes this point at one time or another, but the important thing to remember is that we can get through it. It might not be easy worthwhile things usually never are...but if we really care about one another, and where we're headed together, maybe we can begin to rediscover the things that brought us together in the beginning. I care for you and I know you care for me. Let's not stop here, let's not give up without a fight....we're worth to much together.

Falling In Love
You Can Make 69% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You Your seduction skills are practically legendary. You know how to close the deal. Just don't let someone you're really into get the better of you! As long as you keep up your end of the flirting game, you'll get the prize at the end. Can You Make Anyone Fall in Love With You?

Puter Problems
Just thought I'd say hey to all you lovely FUBIES & let ya know that I was experiencing computer problems yesterday...that's why I was on,then off,then on.....very frustrating!!!! Hopefully,I have cleaned the 2 viruses that I had & I will be on after I take my boys to school & I go to the gym!!!! Sorry y'all,but it was a situation beyond my control!!!! Love all my fellow FUBIES & I hope to be around today to show y'all sum luv!!!! Have a great Friday!!!!! HUGGGGGS ~ReD~

Milestone
Well, this is my first blog. Naturally, it should be thought provoking. Perhaps even a little controversial in topic. Not for controversy sake. Oh no. But, for the sake of prodding the mentally apathetic. If we could bring about a better world in the process, then I ask you, “why not?” We’ve all heard of M.I.L.F. of course. But what would be the male counter-part to that? D.I.L.F.? F.I.L.F.? I don’t know. Not sure which would be better. Which would convey the proper message? DILFy or FILFy. Such a deep and pensive topic to ponder upon. Of course, I do believe I would be considered one of the two. Assuming that that would be the acronym used. Ah, maybe scholars and historians can unravel the mystery before I cross to the beyond.

Thats It!!
I am in a contest that lasts only two hours and I need all the help I can get. Please I know I ask a lot, but its only going to last a couple of hours so PLEASE..click the pic and ratre and comment..Thanks all love will be returned!!

Enough Is Enough
Well today is sept 11th like anyone could forget. every damn channel is showing all the video of the horrble tragity. And everyone one has a sep 11th pic up and stuff all over school. Now some of you my think I am being mean but not trying to be. To back myself up I did lose a friend in the two towers and I do have family over seas. But enough is enough. why to every damn year have to show all the tragic videos over and over? To me its like someone comeing up to me on the day my brother tragicly died, here is the photos and documents from the accedent and here remember the funeral. of course I will never for the that horrible day but why put it in my face and make me cry and have to see it all again. We dont show videos of vetnam, okalahoma city bombing or other tragitys. if we are going to drag this out then we need to show stuff about other things that have happend in the country. How about the kids that die everyday because of parents that dont give a shit and eather neglect

Gone Fishing
Saturday morning I got up early, put on my long johns, dressed quietly, made my lunch, grabbed the dog, slipped quietly into the garage to hook the boat up to the truck, and proceeded to back out into a torrential downpour. There was snow mixed with the rain and the wind was blowing 50 mph. I pulled back into the garage, turned on the radio, and discovered that the weather would be bad throughout the day. I went back into the house, quietly undressed, and slipped back into bed. There I cuddled up to my wife's back, now with a different anticipation, and whispered, "The weather out there is terrible." She sleepily replied, "Can you believe my stupid husband is out fishing in that shit."

Thought Wtf
Infest My name's Coby Dick Mr. Dick if your nasty Rock a mic with a voice that's raspy 'Cause I'm poetic in my operations My God given talent is to rock all the nations Infest, the theory of my first manifesto Push ya wig back with my Lyrical pistol Blow now Papa Roach is on your mental Bangin' like your head piece it's just that simple Cock back and unleash with my physical Wrap you in my thoughts and become indivisble Centrifugal forces individuals into my mind As we rock into ritual PRE-CHORUS: You better do just what we say And if you don't then you'll pay CHORUS: We're going to infest We're getting in your head What is wrong with the world today The government, media, or your family Now, that i got your attention Did I forget to mention All the head we be INFESTING Hope ya'll people learn your leason 'Cause the game of life is crazy Got all the people guessin' What is wrong with the world today The government, media, or your family Would y

Prelude To The Rainstorm (story)
Prelude To The RainStorm by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) On a warm, but not sweltering spring day, the sun is out and shining, however the scent of rain is present. We are strolling alongside a meadow filled with butterflies and wildflowers. Up ahead, there is a tiny brook babbling down through river trodden stones, smooth for skipping, if one felt the urge to indulge their playful side. We come upon a rock of slate beside the brook where we decide to rest for a bit and enjoy one another. As I sit here, I cherish the presence of you. Your arm is around me, my head is rested on your chest while my long, blonde hair lays partially down the top part of your forearm. I can hear your heart beating along with the brook running its way through the earth, what a lovely melody. We exist as a miracle among miracles, two lovers listening to the soothing sounds of water flowing through those smooth stones, making mini rapids as it cuts its way through the Earth. Suddenly the sun

Really Sick And Tired
soooo why is everyone on here about ratings and nsfw pictures is this a place to meet people or just get and ego boost while raising your dicks and clits?? I deleted my nsfw pics why? you may ask...I am so sick of can i see your nakeds just because they are private doesnt mean they are naked...oh rate me fan me and ill do the same why cant you just do it if you come across my pics why do i HAVE to in return what if I dont think your sexy why do i have to give you a ten?? cuz its polite?? i never claimed to be polite...and another thing just because im a playful sex kitten doesnt mean i wanna suck fuck and lick every tom dick and harry that comes aorund im not wanting cyber sex or foul play im here to meet knew people dont like it dont come visit me...now back to my intelligent convo with mr unsensitive...

35 ?'s
These are supposedly 35 questions that no one would EVER think to ask. 1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was your first thought? I look like crap 2. When's the next time you will have sex? today probly 3. What's a word that rhymes with "DUCK"? suck 4. Favorite planet? Saturn 5. Who is the 4th person on your missed calls list? Jamie 6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? don't have one 7. What shirt are you wearing? pink nighty 8. What were you doing 20 minutes ago? takein a shower 9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing? bare feet 10. Bright or Dark Rooms? dark 11. What do you think about the person who posted this survey? Amanda...she's me main bish! lmao 12. If you're in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep in? the comfy one 13. What were you doing at exactly midnight last night? havein' a night cap 14. What was your last text message you received on your phone? no cell 15. How do you li

National Women In Blues Festival
Dear Family, Fans and Friends Michele and the Midnight Blues will not perform live again until this years National Women in Blues Festival the 1st weekend of November here in Wilmington NC. Most of you know that I am the events producer and I am up to my eye balls in details. I hope some of you can make it. All the information is below in the press release. The line up is going to be incredible with headliners like EG Kight and the Deanna Bogart Band...I just hope I can catch up on sleep in time! Michele Michele and the Midnight Blues www.micheleandthemidnightblues.com www.nationalwomeninblues.com ________________________________________________________________________ Press Release #2: 2nd National Women in Blues Festival For Immediate Release 9-17-2007. Celebrate the Arts presents, the 2nd National Women in Blues Festival in Wilmington, November 2nd & 3rd on the lower level of the Water Street Parking Deck. The Festival not on

Poem To My Three Stinkers
A love that is my heart and soul A love that cant be touched A love that all the heavens will protect A love that will never keep me away! My little stinkers forever Micha,Megan, and Molley My little saints forever 3 of no kind Never forsaken too many times mistaken Three pieces of my heart that shouldnt be taken away Follow your hearts no matter where it takes you Become someone that you can respect and love Dont follow by example do what is right no matter who says it Be your own and never live to be owned in any way Never forget how much i love ya and need ya every second is so hard to breathe without seeing you Dont see this as a sad feeling every tear is hoping to see you grown forver your mortal guaudian angel that mortally made mistakes

Power Bombing
Before someone wants too call some one a cheater make sure you actually got proof first. So in case you all are reading the bombfest2007 Bulletin. Heres how you bomb fast. Leave a comment and once you get a bouncer if you are using firefox as I am you can hit your back arrow 10 times and it will leave the exact comment really fast. So try it and see if it works. And youll see its no programs...lmao..

Taking The First Step
Our War Has Started Here. The Hell Below Will Scatter Us Our Seperate Ways. In This Chaos, Each One Of Us Has A Choice To Make The Church Bell Tower The Roof Top Of The Palace Or The Middle Of An Enemy Encampment We Decide Our Own Fate But We Must Take The First Step

Best Ink Contest Begins!
I'M HOLDING MY FIRST CONTEST. THE CONTEST HAS BEGUN!!!!!!!! THIS CONTEST WILL RUN FOR TWO WEEKS ENDING ON OCTOBER 4TH AT 9:00PM CENTRAL TIME. I WILL ACCEPT NEW CONTESTANTS THROUGH THE FIRST WEEK OF THE CONTEST. THERE WILL BE TWO WINNERS. ONE FOR COMMENTS AND ANOTHER FOR RATES. FOR EACH CATEGORY THE TOP THREE PICS WILL BE TAKEN AND BE JUDGED. PRIZES INCLUDED WILL BE PIMPIN GIFTS, TO BE DETERMINED WITH THE RESULTS OF THE CONTESTS, ONE MORPH FOR EACH WINNER BEING MADE BY MY SPECIAL FRIEND FIREMEN7. ALOT OF HIS WORK IS IN MY FOLDER. RULES: SELF BOMBING ALLOWED NO DOWNRATING NO AUTO BOMBING ANY QUESTIONS OR TO ENTER CLICK ON THE THUMBNAIL BELOW ღ•°*♥Southrn Fyregyrl♥*°•ღ@ fubar HERE ARE YOUR CONTESTANTS: oLd GuYs RoCk!!! aKa JeRrY :) lickemlow Twisted and Transparent ~Fubar Wifey To John~ Dawg shockeyd69 'I, Diablo' A unruley4u Infntrymn

New
Hey, I'm new to this site and just trying to figure it out. I've been a member for a while but I've never really paid attention. So here I am, wish me luck cause I'm so lost! HAHA check out the new pictures and if any of you have any helpful tips I sure need them.

Coming Soon :)
I've been thinking about writing a book for a long time. But what to write?? I've always heard "Write what you know" well..this is what I know. :) Once upon a time I had a group of friends that make the Sex in The City woman look like prudes. LMAO, which wasn't a bad thing. They were fun and they opened my eyes to a WHOLE new world.. Now, will these stories be true??..maybe :) names will be changed but that's about it I will introduce the characters soon.

I'm Sick....*pouts*
Well, I felt it yesterday, my throat was swollen and very sore, and my eyes were hurting and watering, my nose running. Its official, I'm getting sick for the first time this year. It sucks cuz with my finace working, I'm taking care of the baby full time now. And I'm fine with that, I just don't want her to get sick. Goddess knows that if she starts to get sick like I used to get sick, I'm in some deep trouble. I know how painful that shit is, and I will fight tooth and nail to make sure that my babygirl don't have to go thru the same things I did, for as long as I did. If it has to be done, her tonsils will be removed as soon as possible. Anyway, I just wanted to bitch for a few. Hopefully I"ll start feeling better soon.

Almost Done
Well people I have cut my friends list in half and im not done yet. I would like to thank some special friends that got me over the hump, FACE DOWN ASS UP AND MILLION DOLLAR BABY!! THANK YOU LADYS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME!!. As for the rest of you like I said im not done just yet!

Hacking Passwords
This is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PERFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT! This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up. Look at the URL in the bar and you will see the word redirect in it. I hope you all post and repost this over and over. NEVER RE-LOG ON During a session Close Out and RE-Log on the proper way

Falling!
I knwo some people dont belive in love but I belive I have found my true love. We have known eachother for only a short time but its so amazing. We can talk about anything good or bad. We have alot in common but not everything to much can be a bad thing. I cry when we are apart. The feelings I have for him are so strong I feel like I cant breath. I catch myself wanting to say I love you to him but stop myself because of being scared. I dont know what to do. Friends tell me take one day at a time but its so hard to just think that way when your mind is always on them. Any adivce?

My Reason For Living...
It's 1 am and I can't sleep... So worried about my little boy. Just a little over 2 weeks left before he has surgery. I was dumb enough to read about the whole procedure. His heart will be stopped and he will be on a ventilator during surgery. If I lose him, I will lose myself as well. He is my reason for living and I love him more than I have ever loved anyone or anything in my life. Everyone tells me to think positively but that's so fucking hard when you know your baby's chest will be open. At this point, I would give my own life or even sell my soul just to know he will be ok.

~ Girl's Body Found, Dumped In Ravine ~
This is a New Blog for me and even though this is going to break my heart every time i add something here, I want others to see that our Courts and some of those that live within these borders Are NOT watching out for the young ones. Just 5 minutes alone is all i ask for. How could a Mother put a Boyfriend over her own flesh and blood. Girl's Body Found, Dumped In Ravine Mom: Dead Toddler Put Into Two Bags, Then In Duffel Bag POSTED: 12:20 pm MDT September 24, 2007 UPDATED: 10:44 pm MDT September 24, 2007 DENVER -- The body of the 3-year-old girl who has been missing since Friday was discovered Monday afternoon in a trash bag dumped in a ravine at Lakewood Gulch Park. Police officers found the body of Niveah Gallegos at about 4:45 p.m. in a wooded area at 11th Avenue and Perry Street. The discovery ends what has been a heartbreaking four-day search through Denver's Capitol Hill neighborhood, where police made a gruesome plea to the public to look through th

This Week
Well I had a pretty bum week. SIGH! BUT it is FRIDAY and I have a fully planned weekend ahead of me and I plan to have a good time. No one and I mean no one is gonna piss me off or I just may have to punch them in the nose. I know I am way to nice to do that but hey it sounded good. lol Anwyas thought I would blog because well I am at work and bored outta my mind. I am gonna start lookin for another job because this one is starting to blow! Well bye for now Xenia

Dont Try It - Read Now
if i catch you in my family albums at any point, you WILL be fucking blocked immediately. don't fucking do it and show some fucking respect until this bullshit is over. are we clear? edited to add, i AM checking the recently viewed list, so not rating will NOT fucking save you.

Clearchannel
Hey Friends and Fans! Just got the notification from ClearChannelMusic.com, That one of my songs has been accepted to air on their site! Please help move me up in the rankings by going to this link, (make sure you click on country on the right) and giving "No sex symbol" a play! www.clearchannelmusic.com/cc-common/artist_submission/all.html Currently I'm at #831, but only takes a few plays to move up from there. Many Thanks and God Bless! Michael Allen

My Desire
she sits an arms reach away but yet she seems so far her beauty more radiant than the brightest shining star accepting all of my affections but truely desiring none i hope she knows in her heart that i believe she's the one my heart belongs to her and i always let her know if she has any affection for me it surely does not show she tells me with her words that she wants to be with me her words are lightly hollow and her actions never agree i remember the person i met full of love and desire her passion for me burned like the hottest roaring fire she would travel the furthest distance just so we could be near her words more warm and truthful than i ever did hear i truelly have no idea if she will ever be the same all the changes in her i feel i am partly to blame i know she has alot on her mind and i hope im am in there too she says she does love me and i really hope it's true i have given her my heart, she can break it or set it on fire she is the godd

Dog Makes You Smile
Hope these dogs make you smile! Sorry!! Too cute not to pass on! Guess that fake ID really works!!! Party time! Are you serious !?! Gggggrrrrrrrrr! I'm sooo mean! What part of this face do you not understand!? And a Happy Birthday to ME!!! Guess I'll just go eat worms .. Wojk akjdow alkoiehnaf slkjfow!!!!! WHAT!?! But it was like this when I got here!!! Just kill me now . As Fifi sports the latest in wristband fashion I'll show him where he can stick that thermometer! !! Don't hate me because I'm beautiful .

And The Winner Are
~***1st Place 1 Month VIP or 7 Day Blast***~ 1st place with Comments: 33250 ~***2nd Place A Ticker and $50,000 in gifts OR $100,000 in Gifts***~ 2nd Place with Comments: 23340 ~***3rd Place A Ticker OR $50,000 in Gifts***~ 3rd Place with Comments: 5820

A Good Friend
There is nothing a man loves more then when a woman/women tell him he is a good friend or such a nice guy. If your a man and you hear something like that from a woman that you have been trying to date or whatever it's like having you dick cut off.There you are trying to spend time with her, doing things you think she may like, putting your self out there showing her how you feel and she says, "you a really nice guy" or "you such a good friend to me" now there you are in the friend zone, one step above the gay guy that does her nails. Thats why you can't really do nice things for women. I feel like they want you to treat them like shit, I have a friend that slaps the shit out of his girlfriend every few week and she keeps talking about how much she loves him and how she hopes he never leaves her, it's not like she is ugly and couldn't better then him, shes hot and they have been together for 3 years. But i take a woman out to some place nice to eat maybe a movie then a bar or for coffee

What I Dislike: October 7
I figured that since I really dislike or flat out hate a lot of things either in the world, or here in the state of New York, or anything at all that seems to annoy me. I'd like to share my thoughts in case anyone has questions on it. This is my own personal thoughts, so what I say may or may not be true. If it offends anyone, all I have to say is I'm sorry you don't like other forms of opinions. So onward! Dislike for October 7th: Escape Being Bored With Alcohol. You might ask, why am I on this site if I plan to badmouth alcohol? I'll answer simply with this... this site doesn't have to do with anything that involves alcohol except watching a meter go up or random photos of people with alcohol. I'm really getting annoyed lately with everyone in the world finding nothing better to do with their lives except discover the essence that being drunk is what it is. I'll admit I've had red wine before, and yeah, I'll admit to having champagne, but why is it that nearly everyone I mee

My Name Is Heroin
My Name is Heroin Hello my Dearest , And as for me Im from the Pretty Flower , The Opium Poppy . My real Name is Heroin , I wont let you down . Because of the Stigma , Just call me Brown . My sister lives in China , Shes out of Sight . Shes stronger than I , Her name is White . Now that you know me , Lets have our first date . Once you inhale me it will be too late . It wont be long , And we will be courting . At this point my love you will be tired of Snorting . Starting to smoke , We are Engaged . Chasing the Dragon . Hes now Enraged . When we are married , On our Honeymoon . I'll introduce you to the Needle and Spoon . I'll then take your will , Since you'll be my Wife . Stay with me long , I'll even take your Life . I'm your Master now , Do what I say . Lie Cheat and Steal for me everyday . When I'm not around , I'll share you with friends . Misery and Suicide , It never ends . You better be careful , If you love to much of me . Because I'm a Widower , From all the O Dee

Child Udate
It become common knowledge that I have 5 children and that my oldest daughter, who was at one time a foster child of mine, has expressed a desire to write to her biological father, who happens to be in prison for child molestation. I sat with my daughter and explained to her my reasons for hesitating to allow communication between the 2 of them. I think on certain level she understands and may even agree, but I know deep down that if I dont allow her willngly with the chance to monitor what she reads then shes going to do this behoin my back and theres no telling WHAT she would read. I told her she could write the letter BUT that she wasn't allowed to reveal ANY personal information about herself. Since the time I adopted her her name and SS# has been changed,in an effort to protect her. She agreed. My cousin who lives 2 counties over said that she could use her PO Box as a return address because the prison hes in is too far to hand deliver a letter. The letter has bee

The Dentist
A man walks into the dentist\'s office with aline toothache, and after the dentist examines him, he says, \"That tooth has to come out. I\'m going to give you a shot of Novocaine and I\'ll be back in a few minutes.\" The man grabs the dentist\'s arm, \"No way. I hate needles. I\'m not having any shot!\" So the dentist says, \"Okay, we\'ll go with the gas.\" The man replies, \"Absolutely not. It makes me sick for a couple of days. I\'m not having gas.\" So the dentist steps out and comes back with a glass of water, \"Here,\" he says. \"Take this pill.\" The man asks, \"What is it?\" The doc replies, \"Viagra.\" The man looks surprised, \"Will that kill the pain?\" \"No,\" replies the dentist, \"but it will give you something to hang on to while I pull your tooth.\"

This Is How I Feel For You
This Is How I Feel For You I try to think of words that I want to tell you.Then when I see you all my words get so lost that I don't know what to say;but I know what my heart truely wants to say to you baby, my heart wants to tell you how much I love you and want to be with you forever. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson

Childe Of The Moon
His voice was like absinthe, calling to her soul incessantly from across the sea- no one else heard him, no matter her insistence that his was the most beautiful she had ever heard. He, like her, was neither from here nor there, but Elsewhere. "How can you understand him if he is not from here?" they would ask. "It matters not the understanding of the lyric," she would reply, "the song speaks to me loud and clear." They would look at her, shaking their head, thinking at last the madness had taken her. Ah, but such sweet madness, she thought as she danced to the song in her head. She would surely go mad should his voice be silenced, so she dared not shut it out, ignoring the other's whispers and mockery. He had the mark of the Old Ones about him, the Ones that had come before the humans that despised and ridiculed her, the Ones who knew the Song of the Trees and Sang with power and grace and magick. The moon was her light and he was her moon, his voice the stirring of stars

I Need Help
I'm in a dilemma here. You see, every so often, the university sends out an email informing us that our password will expire in X amount of days. It's my policy to match my password with the combination to my luggage. So everytime I have to change my password, I have to buy new luggage. This is causing several problems. First, I'm spending a fortune on luggage. Second, there's luggage all over my apartment. Hell, I can barely walk around here. Third, I've spent so much money on luggage, that I can't afford to go anywhere, thus defeating the purpose of having luggage in the first place. Any advice out there in Fubarland on how to solve this problem?

Candy Warning
candy warning if your a parent please READ Body: IF YOU HAVE KIDS---READ THIS!!! Halloween Warning for Parent PLEASE PASS THIS TO ANYONE THAT HAS CHILDREN!! Parents Beware Halloween Warning for Parents There is a type of crystal meth going around that looks like strawberry pop rocks. It smells like strawberry also and it is being handed out to kids in school yards in AR. I'm sure it will make its way around the country. Kids are ingesting this thinking it is candy and being rushed off to the ER in dire condition. It also comes in chocolate, peanut butter, cola, cherry, grape and orange. It looks just like pop rocks. Please instruct children to not accept candy that looks like this even from a friend and to take any that they may have to a teacher, principal, etc. Pass this around it could save some family a lot of heartache! They call it strawberry meth or strawberry quick. Special Agent Todd V. Coleman U.S. Department of Homeland Security U.S. Immigra

A Father's Promise
Angel and Evelyn, you may not understand me but, I will tell you this anyway. First of all, I'm your father and I will always love you both. I will never love one more than the other. No matter what you do will ever change the love I for you. I can only love you more and never less. I will make this promise to you: I promise that my love for you will always remain true. I will make sure that you always have what you need and try to give you some of the things you want. I will teach you to be strong and independent. I will teach you to be smart, to use your head and to be open-minded. I will teach you have to earn what you want so you can be pride and appreciate what you got. Everything that I know I will teach you. No matter what you do or where you go, you will always have a home here with me. My home will never be close, but always open for you to come and live. Even if you hit rock bottom, just come home to me and I will help you get back to the top. Most im

You Did This
You were there for me at least I thought I saw death in your eyes as you hit me repeatedly without a care in the world you held our son as you struck me with rage and hate Our daughter watched on as daddy laid his hands on mommy, what do I tell her Is it ok for mommy to be treated this way If you love me why do you hurt me so, chances upon chances why are you trying to take from me my heart I know how to love,truely do you You cant get back what you took from me Paper or not the emotions have left The rage in your eyes that night was much like the rage I grew up with I swore different for my children What do you want from me,what is it that you need I cant do no more for you I am drained And it is you who brought me to this place

I Have...
I have a lot of ... Unread Books, Wayward BobbyPins, Unworn Shoes, Teddy Bears, Pores On My Epidermis, Baskets, Bricks On The Outside Of My House, Dusty Teapots, Odd Socks. I have little of... Forks, Lightshades, Walkable Planks Food Containers With Matching Lids, Make-Up, Eye-Patches, Full Decks Of Playing Cards, Perfectly Fitting Pairs Of Jeans. Unused Cake Pans.

Thank You
I get a call the other day. My father was in the hospital again. He is in his 70's so to go for a minor issue is common. But As we were talking I could hear in his voice that he could not talk. He told me how he could not swallow or keep down food. They would do a biopsy and see if it is anything. Two days later he called with the results. Yes it was cancer. We do not know how bad it is but as we all know it is never good. I am thousands of miles away and can not be there with him. Thank god for his new wife. SHe will take good care of him i know that. But it made me think that I never did think him. Thank him for what. Well here is the list. Thank you for teaching me to ride a bike. Even when i fel you picked me up kissed my wounds and we tried again. Thank you for the many years of sacrafice so that me and Liz could have great birthdays and christmas's Thank you for giving me a wonderful home. Thank you for teaching me to play baseball. Thank yo

Here And Over There
Before I came to this site 2 and a half months ago I "lived" on MySpace. That's the "there" when I'm not here. Too bad it really sucks there because I made a lot of really great friends there. My hangout was the Love And Relationship forums along with a couple groups friends started. It use to be so fun there, until I came here. UGH, did I trade one addiction for another? (don't answer that cause I know I did) Anyway I've made some really great friends here as well. The reason I'm even blogging this right now is because on MS I have it clearly stated on my page that I do not accept random friend requests yet I get them almost everyday. I'm different here, I rarely request friends but I accept 99% of the requests made to me. I'm such a point whore that's why. I'm thinking someday in the future I'll start going through my vast pile of friends here and start deleting the ones that are just there to be there. Ya know? Anyway that's all I wanted to say. Aloha. ♥

3d Fonts
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Signed Wwe Super Star Pics For The Winner
I HAVE SCORED 2 AUGHTOGRAPHED PICS OF BATISTA AND TRIPLE H, I AM OPENING A CONTEST FOR THE BEST SET OF BOOBS WITH THE NAME OF THE WRESTLER YOU WANT WRITTEN ON THEM. THIS WILL BE A WEEK LONG CONTEST STARTING THURSDAY SO ALL ENTRIES MUST BE IN BY THEN. THE WINNER SCORES THE MOST COMMENTS BY NEXT THURSDAY. I WILL SEND THE AUTOGRAPHED PIC NEXT DAY DELIVERY!!!!! SO IF YOU WANT TO ENTER SHOOT ME A MESSAGE WITH YOUR PIC.

Talking Animals
Cowboy: "That your dog?" Indian: "Yep." Cowboy: "Mind if I speak to him?" Indian: "Dog no talk." Cowboy: "Hey dog, how's it going?" Dog: "Doin' all right." Indian: (Look of shock!) Cowboy: "Is this Indian your owner?" (Pointing at the Indian) Dog: "Yep." Cowboy: "How's he treating you? Dog: "Real good. He walks me twice a day, feeds me great food and takes me to the lake once a week to play." Indian: (Look of total disbelief) Cowboy: "Mind if I talk to your horse?" Indian: "Horse no talk." Cowboy: "Hey horse, how's it going?" Horse: "Cool." Indian: (Extreme look of shock!) Cowboy: "Is this your owner?" (Pointing to the Indian) Horse: "Yep." Cowboy: "How's he treating you?" Horse: "Pretty good, thanks for asking, he rides me, brushes me down often and keeps me in to protect me from the weather." Indian: (Look of total amazement) Cowboy: "Mind if I talk to your sheep?" Indian: "Sheep lie!

Promises
I may be wrong but you tell me. Is the world made up of broken Promises? does anybody keep there word any more I have a list a mile long of broken promises but I can not think of one promise that has been kept. I try to be honest and true but all it seams to get me is grief and misery. Why do so many feel that a promise is just a word you say when you want someone to do some thing for you,and that you are not going to have to keep your promise.Broken promises kill more than people know maybee I'm just to sensitive but I am starting to feel like there is no one you can count on any more except yourself and thats getting lonely. If you have any thoughts on this please let me hear them couse I am at a loss. Sorry if this is a downer but It's how I feel latly Coast Easy all

How The Artwork For Scarybirds Came To Be
I managed Stu Smith the artist to update his site with current stuff and hes wrote a brief description of how the artwork happened, which is fun to read here is a link to the page they on click Scarybirds On how it came to pass

Pictuers
http://s56.photobucket.com/albums/g161/ch1ldr3n/ So many have asked for more pics well here are a bunch more i also have myspace lol www.myspace.com/n1gh7 last name to add me is vanlomwel there are also a lod of pictures ppl lol dont over do it ok he he he he he he

May Have Mentioned This In The Other Blog
(and the may have speaks wonders for my memory- will check later, anycase; doing a bit of work and then resting now, then checking :) ...) - but finally did create the beginnings of a biography article on Wikipedia about a music critic/musicologist/composer of my acquaintance. (Not just a vanity article, though I should put in more evidence - and that very soon - that he is indeed notable enough to deserve an article on the site. I in fact recall that he's been given an award for services to a country's music, but need to establish that with references, and could not find them; that would generally be sufficient if so :) )

Oh Yeah And Another Thing....
my shoutbox is only on for my family... there is such a thing as email and i do try to respond in a timely manner! when i have hundreds of people trying to shout at me, my puter locks up... and i cant keep up with the damn thing! i hate it! i used it way back when i first joined this god forsaken site... and now i dont! email, people, it works! real easy concept! sorry if u feel like im being a bitch, but im gettin too damn old to give a flyin fuck! im not gonna play games with any1 anymore... if u have a problem with anything i just said, there is such a thing as a delete button... i will try not to shed a tear over it...

Wow Brew Cooked And Didn't Screw Up
HEY GIVE ME A " A " BREW COOKED SPAGETTI AND I DIDN'T BURN THE WATER OR THE MEAT OR SPAGETTI NOODLES , FINALLY ONE THING HAS GONE RIGHT , SINCE MMMMM I IM GOIN TO BEAT HIS ASS WHEN I SEE HIM , AS I GIVE A DEVILISH GRIN HE HE , I WON'T BECAUSE I LOVE MY KAGE .

One Window Is All I Need
One window is all I need to cry And wish I could fly Far away from all the yells fights and screams It never ends so it seems One window is all I need To feel free To be able to be me And not what others want me to be One window is all I need to feel the solitude of the world One window is all I need

When Your Heart Turns Cold
When your heart turns cold it causes your heart to freeze it spreads through out your soul like a ruthless disease the walls that were once down are now standing firm and tall safe from hate, love, pain, joy until your heart feels nothing at all when your heart turns cold a babys cry means nothing a dead corps is trivial mothers neglecting children is daily loneliness becomes your routine friend death seams like tranquility sleeping is never pleasant if you even sleep at all you forget ideas and turn off al reasons to make sure the product gets sold you don't understand anything when your heart turns cold.

Advice For Hilary
Hillary Clinton gets elected President and is spending her first night in the White House. She has waited so long.......... The ghost of George Washington appears, and Hillary says, "How can I best serve my country?" Washington says, "Never tell a lie." "Ouch!" Says Hillary, "I don't know about that." The next night, the ghost of Thomas Jefferson appears... Hillary says, "How can I best serve my country?" Jefferson says, "Listen to the people." "Ohhh! I really don't want to do that." On the third night, the ghost of Abe Lincoln appears... Hillary says, "How can I best serve my country?" Lincoln says, "Go to the theater."

Dont Quit
Found this poem and it just hit home for some reason.. Enjoy "When things go wrong as they sometimes will When the road you're trudging seems all up hill. When funds are low and the debts are high. And you want to smile, but you have to sigh. When care is pressing you down a bit. Rest, if you must, but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns. As everyone of us sometimes learns. And many a failure turns about When he might have won had he stuck it out: Don't give up though the pace seems slow - You may succeed with another blow. Success is failure turned inside out - The silver tint of the clouds of doubt. And you never can tell how close you are. It may be near when it seems so far: So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit It's when things seem worst that you must not QUIT

Adoption
Being adopted yourself Adoption themes in dreams often occur at significant points of transition or crisis in life. Being adopted in your dream can mean either that you have no human connections at the moment or that you require additional connections to remain a viable person. Dreams of this nature may occur during geographic moves, job transitions or uncertainties, or prior to marriage. Crucial questions exist concerning who adopts you, what the relationship is like with them after adoption, and whether you feel glad, ambivalent, or uneasy about being adopted. A pre-marital dream may include something like this one (reported by a 24-year-old groom-to-be): I'm sitting at a card table with people I don't know playing a game I don't understand. They are trying to teach me, but don't speak English. I get up to leave, but they take me home and treat me as their son. The dreamer may see himself as ambivalent about fitting into family rituals, but feeling enough acceptance from his

Date Rape Drug In Toys, Another Article
"Date-rape" chemical prompts recall of toys By The Associated Press Recalls The 405,700 lead-contaminated toys recalled Wednesday include: Pull-Back Action toy cars, imported by Dollar General Merchandising, of Goodlettsville, Tenn. Dragster and Funny Car toys, imported by International Sourcing. The toys were sold at National Hot Rod Association events through Schumacher Racing and Matco Tools through door-to-door sales. Dizzy Ducks music boxes, imported by Schylling Associates. The music boxes were sold at specialty toy stores and gift shops nationwide. Winnie-the-Pooh spinning top products, imported by Schylling Associates. The spinning tops were sold at specialty toy stores and gift shops. Duck Family collectible windup toys, imported by Schylling Associates. "Robot 2000" collectible tin robots, imported by Schylling Associates. "Big Red" wagons, imported by Northern Tool & Equipment. The wagons were sold through the Northern Tool & Equipment catalog, We

Some Good 'ol High School Football
ahh i freakin love it! even though im not in high school anymore the Devine/Hondo game has been a huge game ever since i can remember!! last year both were undefeated and played 4 district title, biggest rivaly in south texas 3A football this year though, both teams have lost at least 2 games each, tomorrow they will play again for the district title. go devine!!!!!! time to take back whats ours!!! lol

Relationships
RELATIONSHIPS!!! If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have y

November 11, 2007
Something that seems to be an impassable barrier is actually just slowing you down a bit -- as long as you're willing to keep trying. Your perseverance should pay off in a big way in the long run.

Hit The Floor
On a recent weekend in Atlantic City, a woman won a bucketful of quarters at a slot machine. She took a break from the slots for dinner with her husband in the hotel dining room. But first she wanted to stash the quarters in her room. "I'll be right back and we'll go to eat," she told her husband and carried the coin-laden bucket to the elevator. As she was about to walk into the elevator she noticed two men already aboard. Both were black. One of them was big.. very big... an intimidating figure. The woman froze. Her first thought was: These two are going to rob me. Her next thought was: Don't be a bigot, they look like perfectly nice gentlemen. But racial stereotypes are powerful, and fear immobilized her. She stood and stared at the two men. She felt anxious, flustered and ashamed. She hoped they didn't read her mind - but God, they had to know what she was thinking! Her hesitation about joining them in the elevator was all too obvious now. Her face was flushed. She couldn'

About Me
Hello Fubar! Most people just call me G-reg.My friend Synasta introduced me to this place. So far it's been cool. I don't have much of a personal life because I work for an Audio/Lighting/and Staging company.Also some friends and I started a record label called No Luck Recordz. So being an artist and producing I don't have much personal time. It is funny up till about 3 years ago I was a full time cowboy on ranches. But I also grew up in the city with my friend Dj Organic so I 've seen both sides of the spectrum. I have a passion for music and respect for nature. I also love tattoo's and other forms of art. I really try to be a no bullshit save your drama for your mama kind of guy. I do occasionaly have BBQ's at my house( I love to cook). Well that's about it for now! Later Dayz G-reg

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Out For A Few Days
I will be leaving tomorrow evening to go to Cincinnati to be with my brother.who isn't doing well..I'm also planning to get together with a very dear person while I'm there..........Hope you all have a wonderful and safe Thanksgiving.....Take care and I'll see you soon....Love and kisses always **Sweet LilBlonde**

Where Would You Be
WHERE WOULD YOU BE: IF - YOU HAD ALL THE MONEY YOUR HEART DESIRES? IF - YOU HAD NO WORRIES? IF - YOU CAME HOME AND THE FINEST MEAL IS AWAITING YOU IF - YOUR BATH WATER HAD BEEN RUN? IF - YOU HAD THE PERFECT KIDS? IF - YOUR PARTNER WAS AWAITING YOU WITH OPEN ARMS AND KISSES? SO, I ask you again.....WHERE WOULD YOU BE? Well...... HELLOOooo!!!!!!!!! IN THE WRONG DAMN HOUSE LOL!!!

Woud You Help My Wives And Friend Godfather?
I am asking for help to level my fu wives to GodFather. Please rate their Stash, Pics, Fan, Add and Rate their profile.. Meet Slave Princess ~Slave Princess~ Fu-Wife to Ser William & Seductive Princess~@ fubar This is my other FU Wife Seductive Princess ~Seductive Princess FU-Wife to Ser William and Slave Princess ~Co-Owner of Castle Secrets@ fubar And if you can help my sweet friend SUBMISSIVE SUBMISSIVE ¢¾ da FU FLING ¡ÚTOP NOTCH SECURITY FOR FUBAR'S AFTER HOURS ¡Ú@ fubar and CantSleepClownsWillEatMe she is in Germany right now and on her way home in a week back to the states. Torn away from her rl/bf She would like to GodFather before she comes back to the states in a week. Thank you all so much for any help you give to GodFather them. ~~CantSleepClownsWillEatMe~~~ FU-sis to greeneyedgermangirl@ fubar

~ive Always Wanted A Blast?!~
I know this may sound silly but ive always wanted a blast... i see ppl thank everyone everytime does someone have to buy someone a blast, or do yall have a "silent auction" and it goes to the hightest bidder. sorry im suh a douch just curious as to how yall do it?? thank you?

My Favorite Quote
I love this quote. If you are an artist in any way and you are not using your abilities or creativity, You go crazy. I worked for a brokerage department for 3 years. I felt dead. It drove me nuts. To wake up everyday and go to that job just was a downer. In my free time at work I use to custom design staplers with white out. After doing a few - many of my co-workers would leave their staplers on my desk along with design requests.lol. A sorry way to pour out creativity but it had to come out somehow! I finally left that job and started designing again, it was like I came back to life! So I can really relate to this quote! Enjoy! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "The truly creative mind in any field is no more than this: A human creature born abnormally, inhumanely sensitive. To them... a touch is a blow, a sound is a noise, a misfortune is a tragedy, a joy is an ecstasy, a friend is a lover, a lover is a god and failure is death. Add to

Save Me...
somebody save me... from your silly shallow hell if it wasn't for me you'd have no stories to tell save me...... keep ye from my sight if you had a clue you'd stay away from me.. don't tell me that you need me don't come 'round my door like a snake pressed to the ground you lies decieve me no more save me... doctors tellin me false truths if you cant see the clues physician heal thyself someone save me.. left standin here alone a ringin in my ear your words betray me don't tell me that you need me don't come knockin on my door sayin that you feel my pain your lies decieve me no more

Laws Of The Pack
1. FAMILY~Your Pack is your Family, and above all they come first. Until your last breath leaves your lungs, you will do all that is in your your power to do for your Family. 2.LOVE~Show a powerful love for your Pack, for yours has the truest form. The line between physical and emotional becomes gray, having the ability to share all of yourself freely. 3.OBEDIENCE~Through what ever means your Pack is born, One above all will rise. By their strength and Grace, word becomes Solid and Law. 4.PRIDE~Be proud, Wolf. Look to your strengths above others as a gift. Feel the ego that it breeds, every day. 5.DISCRETION~Envision your Pack having an invisible boundary surrounding it. This wall has only one door. This door may only be opened by the One with strength of will. What is inside never reaches the outside. Conversely what is outside never enters unless destined to be there. 6.THE OPEN LAW~This is the last but not the final law. It is put here to hold the place for your separ

Tired Eyes
much of the world have these tired eyes seen, of death and darkness does this tired mind dream, for love and peace does my lonely heart long, while i sit here and wonder how can it be wrong, with tired eyes and dreaming mind, i walk the world longing to find, that special person destined to be, the one and only just for me.

Why Not Try This
A friend had put a post up asking what was wrong with her because she felt she picked the wrong guys and had suffered some unfair rejections etc... I sent the following message back to her and then decided to send it to everyone as I think it is a truth that most of us can use. The following is the reply I sent to the post... some of it is my own and some of it based on the wisdom that was once passed on to me- At the risk of making you angry I'll tell you the truth. It appears from what I've read that you share too much/ give to much of yourself to men (or maybe just give too much too fast). There is something to that thing the old ladies used to say about keeping a bit of you a mystery and that this act would help keep men interested. I think all people feel very much the same as you after a break up. I mean the very action of being rejected as someones mate causes everyone (even if only for a moment) to question their value as a person/mate. Just know that you are not the first o

Look Into The Mirror
Look Into The Mirror Author Unknown What do you see.. I see someone who think they are ugly.. Someone who is afraid to be judged.. Someone who looks at the glass half empty.. Someone who wonders will I ever be hot Someone who wants to be happy but sees it hard to do. The Mirror asks one day Will this person ever see that they are beautiful Because we are beautiful in our own way we just need to find it.

Hello
hey all, just wanted to say hello to all the ppl who have added me on here and say thanks! i am sorry i don't do comments a lot, i forget to do them, i will send u one if u send me one though. thanks for just being yourselselves.

Lady's
I KNOW FROM EXPERIENCE THAT MEN LIKE USING WOMEN FOR JUST ONE THING!!! AND THEY LIKE TREATING THE GOOD WOMAN LIKE PLACE MATT'S AND WHEN THEY ARE DONE WITH US THEN THEY THROW US IN THE TRASH JUST LIKE THE TREAT US AND IT GET'S TIRYING AFTER AWHILE... BUT PEOPLE WILL SAY WELL WHY DO YOU TAKE IT??? WELL WHEN YOU DONT HAVE NO WHERE TO RUN OR WHEN THEY MAKE YOU USE ALL OF YOUR MONEY FOR THE KID'S THEN YOU TELL US WHAT ARE SUPPOSE TO DO???? IT IS HARD FOR US WHEN THE KID'S ARE INVOLVED BUT MEN DONT LOOK AT IT LIKE THAT THEY JUST WANT A PIECE AND THAT'S ALL THEN THEY THROW US AWAY!!!!!

Friday November 30, 2007
WE BE BACK! NEWSFLASH 5:17: Evel Knievel passed away today at the age of 69. We here at NEWSFLASH! would like to send our condolences to his friends and family. Jumping 20 tractor trailers must be easier with wings and a halo.

Bud And Beethoven
I think I have a crush on a gas station attendant. At least I think she has nice tits *evil grin* - I also got hugged twice just going into the gas station...I knew the first woman, but the other is a mystery. This town is full of nuts. Ugh, I need a smoke and another beer, then I will rant. -Robert

Life Is An Experience
Time flies by so fast, before we know we are old. It is hard for my children and their children to understand what I mean. That is not their fault because they do not know what I have seen. Through out my years I wake each day, being thankful for another day. Then one day I woke up and realized that life is more than waking up one after the other. That times passes so fast away. I began to realize how important it is not only to live but to experience life each day. That not all experience is good but some is bad, that I would never know if I never had. As I looked into the mirror I could see, an aged old man that is me. Then I looked deep inside only to see a new young man who is me. A new young man who for the first time in his life could really see. Life is an experience for us to be. Feeling the light that only some others know, they can actually feel the glow. Others may feel but they do not see what the true meaning of life is the experience to be. It does n

Dweeeeeeeeeeee Pt I
This is the noise that my bed makes when it thinks there is something wrong with it. Yes, modern technology has blessed us with a bed that has limited intellegence. Unfortunately, much like many humans with limited intellegence, it likes to talk too much. The noise it makes is the very same noise that the cardiac monitor makes as warning for someone who's heart has gone all corpsey (read: DEAD). So apparently this bed has a bit of an ego to it, as if to say that its minorest of malfunctions (which can be caused by something as trivial as my shifting my weight) is equal to a human going 'code' as they say in these places (read: DEAD). I can now, thanks to my bed, show you the spot in your brain, exactly, where the "DWEEEEEEEE" noise rams a railroad spike after prolonged exposure (more than 4 seconds) to said noise. I have been told that my bed would be replaced in 7 to 10 days... this was about 3 weeks ago. So goes it here in this place. Id leave, but right now Im even more afraid of th

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NAUGHTY APPLICATION SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Birthday Love.......
I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE FOR THE BIRTHDAY LOVE YESTERDAY!!!!...OMG....I HAD NO IDEA I WOULD GET THIS KIND OF RESPONSE.....UNFORTUNATELY MY COMPUTER CRASHED THAT DAY AND I JUST GOT IT GOING AGAIN...IT IS SLOW BUT I WANT TO RETURN THE LOVE AS SOON AS I CAN...JUST BEAR WITH ME FOR A BIT....YOU FU PEEPS ARE THE BEST !!!!!! THANK YOU AGAIN SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH...MUAAAAHZ!!!!!!!!!....WENDY "DONKEYPIG"

When A Girl Misses You
Girl Facts: ¢¾ When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand ¢¾ When she wants a hug she will just stand there ¢¾ When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later ¢¾ When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind ¢¾ When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply ¢¾ When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around ¢¾ When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine ¢¾ When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games ¢¾ When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever ¢¾ When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future ¢¾ When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that ¢¾ When a girl is mean to you after a break-up s

Hahaha Sorry.. Another Pimpout
Ok.. I'm sorry I NEVER do this and now twice in 2 days 8-P .. but I really like both these guys.. and neither of them would ask for help for themselves. So if you have a little time could you go rate up my friend NikNak? And to my friends that rated BigDaddyDell thanks .. you rock! niknak02@ fubar Thanks in advance cuz I have fantabulous friends! hugz n stuffz

About Seth
WHen i was 14 i had an imaginary friend .. well a bunch but most were for show..they werent real imaginary friends, just charactors i made up for laughs.. so no lets not say imaginary friend. I had a "dream friend" named seth. it was so strange cause he would come in reoccurant dreams. the first was one where me, and my then Best friend, were walking through the mall and she ditches me at a soda stand to go off with 2 guys. and he asks me why was i such a good friend to her.. i would never come first in her life, there would always be some guy, and in the end she'd throw me away.. 2 years later that happened. BTW... But anyway he kept showing up in dreams. i even dedicated my journals to him, always writing "dear seth" One day, during a custody battle over my next best friend, my former foster mother whips out the journal and begins reading it. Aloud. Before my testimony.. She litterally raped my thoughts. I asked the judge if he could make her give me back

Never Give Up...
This is very beautiful with so much meaning and would like to send it out to my friends. There is one in particular that has gone thru a bad time this past year and would like to show him there is so much in life to live for. http://positivepause.com/

Do You?
Do you ever stop to think? Wonder what you're doing here? Life can be full of so many things: Challenges, excitement, laughter, fear. Do you ever stop to think? What your true place in life really is? To have a feeling your ment for more but your just not sure what it is. Do you ever stop to think? Do I matter, does what I think and say truely affect anyone around me? Can I make a difference for myself and those I love and care for around me? Do you ever stop to think?

Contradiction - Love & Hate
I just found out some information about my father. Those that know me. Know that I have daddy issues to the point that I hate him. Anyways I found out my father has cancer and is dying. I kinda feel bad, but not really. He is moving back down here to Delaware with his sister. His last dying wish is to see me. I truly don't want to see him. He had all them years to see me, but it takes him to get cancer and die to see me. Yes I know its heartless of me, but I have only seen him 3 times in my whole entire life time. Which is only 18 years. I know I should care, but I see no point in doing so. I want nothing to do with him. To me he is just a man I have to call father because he is the sperm donater and nothing more. A real father is someone who is there for the child no matter what even if the parent's seperate. Leave a comment Thanks -- Nikki

Philosophy
Philosophy There are to many cliches in the modern world about love. Most of them never capture the true spirit or meaning of what it is to truly love. Many of us live in the paradox of striving to maintain our individuality yet at the same time there is the deep seeded feeling from deep within that all alone we are just incomplete. The human need to seek out the simplest way and simplest explanation for things leads many down the dead end roads of believing in "fairy tail" love or even the dubious "love at first sight". While these things are interesting or even desirable in my opinion they do not foster the enviroment for true love to prosper. The true love that I speak of is a decision much more than it is a feeling. It is a goal , if anything, when an individual arrives at the conclusion that a life spent without the target of there affection is a lesser life than one without. However, once the decision is made it morphs into a feeling a deep emotion which drasticall

Missing Your Love
Well another poem for everyone to read.This 1 shouldn't be as depressing as the others.At least I hope not: Missing Your Love My heart Is missing your love on this cold night as I wait by the computer awaiting your replied to my email I sent you.I await what I hope to be kind words form your sweet fingers as they type away at the keyboard.A glimpse of heaven I hope to read as I looked at your replied to my warm heart,but you have yet to replied and my day has been a day of worried spent wondering rather or not you are sick or well.For my loved for you holds no bound,and no distance can divide my feelings for you.For only the silence of your heart can fill me with dread as a replied will most likely only come when I awaken from my slumbered.But at least I can dream of you and hold you In my dreams to fight off the cold feeling of the winds that blows through my body cutting me to my very soul.And till we meet In real life a pic of you will sustain me enough to ge

Chimps Outperformed College Students In Tests
Dec. 18, 2007 -- A college education doesn't give you much of an edge over a monkey when it comes to doing some basic arithmetic, according to a study released Monday that underscores the surprising mental agility of our simian relatives. In a rapid fire test of mental addition, monkeys performed almost as well as college students, showing they're no slouches when it comes to number crunching. "We know that animals can recognize quantities, but there is less evidence for their ability to carry out explicit mathematical tasks, such as addition," said Jessica Cantlon, a researcher at Duke University Center for Cognitive Neuroscience in Durham, North Carolina. "Our study shows that they can." The study in the Public Library of Science Biology comes just a couple of weeks after Japanese researchers revealed that young chimps outperformed college students in tests of short-term memory. The young chimps surprised the Japanese investigators by being able to retrace pattern

The Demon Inside
i sit and cry in the dark where i stay away from lite and the day to day alone with my missery alone with my hate i drink to forget not to excape dont hate me cause im ugly the world made me this way dont call me freak cause i love to play i stay in the dark cause its good for you for the sickness inside is evil its true i sit alone wondering why why cant god just let me die there is no one out there for me doesnt matter how many woman i please if only i could find true happiness but its quite hard to see in this abyss damn this demon i try to hide its better off if he's locked inside i close my eyes and what do i see death pain deception and greed

How To Avoid Bouncer Checks
WE CAN ALL AVOID BOUNCER CHECKS IF WE ALL TAKE THE TIME TO WATCH AND WAIT UNTIL THE PHOTO YOUR RATING IS DONE LOADING THIS DOES NOT TAKE A LOT OF TIME, WE ALL ARE GUILTY OF IT DURING HAPPY HOUR BUT,IF YOU TAKE A FEW SECONDS LET THE PHOTO YOUR GOING TO RATE LOAD WE CAN ALL AVOID GETTING BOUNCER CHECKS, OR AT LEAST NOT FLOOD THE SERVER. THIS IS A PHOTO I AM RATING LETTING THE GRAPHICS LOAD LOOK TO THE BOTTOM LEFT, ITS READING THE HTTP: WHERE THIS PHOTO IS LOADING FROM. IF YOU LOOK TO THE BOTTOM LEFT SIDE YOU WILL SEE IT NOW TRYING TO READ ON FUBAR, THE GRAPH ON THE RIGHT IS SHOWING THE LOADING PROCESS...HOLD ON ALMOST LOADED. GIVING IT TIME TO LOAD WILL LET YOU GET THE MOST OUT OF THE RATING SYSTEM, IT IS SAFE TO RATE THIS IMAGE NOW.... IF YOU GO TO THE NEXT PICTURE AND JUST RATE, YOUR GOING TO GET A BOUNCER CHECK WAIT A FEW SECONDS AND LET THE PHOTO LOAD BEFORE RATING THE IMAGE. TO AVOID THIS, ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS SLOW DOWN, LET THE IMAGE LOAD BEFORE YO

Its Crazy
its crazy i dont love him i feel that in the pit of my stomach but i get butterflys when i see him and when me and him are alone i can relax and sit sit still and breath, and hold him close and fall a sleep and smell im in my cloths the next day and i liked that he pisses me off and what scares me is there so many signs to say me and him are it but i dont know if i want him to him to be we fight so much when around other people It’s crazy I don’t love him I feel that in the pit of my stomach but, I still get butterflys when I see him and when me and him are alone I can relax and sit still and breath, then hold him close and fall a sleep. I love that I smell him in my cloths the next day. What scares me is there so many signs to say me and hima re it but I don’t know if I want him to be. We fight so mcuh when around other people.... but alone well alone is another story...

"as I Sit Here"
“AS I SIT HERE” As I sit here thinking My thoughts Are drawn to One person and I Don’t know why As is sit here and think This person is in my mind, My heart and in my soul Every hour every minute and every second of every day as I sit here thinking more about this person I feel he is attaching to my heart and soul more and more as I sit here I truly am wondering if the thoughts I am having for this person are mutual for the both of us or are they just thoughts I am having as I sit here deep in my own thoughts about this person I reminisce about the conversations we have had together I see his face smiling back at me wondering what his answer is going to be to that one intimate question as I sit here and re-read what I have written I wonder if god has really and Truly Sent me my “knight in shinning armor” After all these years

Like You'll Never See Me Again
ALICIA KEYS LYRICS "Like You'll Never See Me Again" If I had no more time No more time left to be here Would you cherish what we had? Was it everything that you were looking for? If I couldn't feel your touch And no longer were you with me I'd be wishing you were here To be everything that I'd be looking for I don't wanna forget the present is a gift And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me 'Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed So every time you hold me Hold me like this is the last time Every time you kiss me Kiss me like you'll never see me again Every time you touch me Touch me like this is the last time Promise that you'll love me Love me like you'll never see me again Oh Oh Oh How many really know what love is? Millions never will Do you know until you lose it That it's everything that we are looking for When I wake up in the morning You're beside me I'm so thankful that I found Everything th

About My Sign... About Me... Scorpio!!!
Scorpio! About Your Sign... Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them. In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recognize the watchfulness that is pa

Ryan's Song Pt 2
And I'm one number shy of sixteen if you'd turn around you'd see.. I cried for you today And I didn't wanna tell you So I cut your name deep inside my veins. I craved your voice deep in my mind and memorizes your touch on my skin. When I breathe in, you suffocate me. I'd stay with you forever if you let me. (chorus) And I'm on number shy of sixteen If you'd turn around you'd see You're the one I'm needing You're the reason I'm bleeding I want you by my side I can feel my heart breaking I'm dying, It's like I'm dying inside And you're the cure To the disease you gave me. You're the pillow I hold on to at night You're the last thought I think Before I drift to sleep. You're the comfort in my sheets You're the one invading my dreams. You're the one... (Chorus) You're the one who knows me When I don’t even know myself You're the Notebook romance Everyone longs for You are the one You're the one I'm missing And all I can do is wait for you

New Pot Blessing
To bless a new pot and promote a healthy growth of plants therein, light your favorite incense. Draw a pentagram on the inside and outside bottom of the pot with a wooden spoon, saying: Blessings of earth for abundance. Pass the pot through the incense, saying: Blessings of air for fragrance. Turn on the burner of your stove and place the pot on the flame carefully, saying: Blessings of fire for purity in preparation. Stir in a little water, saying: Blessings of water for love. Prepare a favorite food and share it.

Help Her Get A Ticker
she FuXX alot needs your help. She is trying to save up to get herself a ticker If someone has the Fubucks to spare someone please buy her a ticker She has some private pics that are hot. Check out her 2 sample pics and after she gets her ticker shes gonna add more pics I know if you buy her a ticker she will add you to her Family If you can't afford to buy her the Ticker please send her some Fubuck donations if you send her enough she might also add you to family Please tell her John sent you.

Haters
I normally don't vent in blogs but this time I am going to. People say I drink to much. Well deal with it. People say I spend to much money fuck it. Recently some of my family has been arrested for some scandels involving money. People say they are guilty. Well you know what you don't know them like I do and you know what fuck you for judging my family. I don't judge yours. Yeah my things are froze right now due to it but you know what I am never without means. I am the legendary BoO bitches. People say I am shamless and you know what I might be but I am being me. I say what I want, I say what I feel and for anyone to expect less is fooling themselfs. I am true to myself and that is all I care about so if you don't like it fuck you I don't have time for you anyway. The accused drunk. The accused druggie. The accused faud. LiL BoO "I will never lose myself for I will always be true to myself"

Jack Sparrow
Me? I'm dishonest. And a dishonest man you can always trust to be dishonest. Honestly. It's the honest ones you want to watch out for, because you can never predict when they're going to do something incredibly? stupid.

Think?
Apology for Slavery? Part 1 In May 1995, Pope John Paul apologized for the Christian wars against non-believers during the 16th century Counter-Reformation. June 1997, Tony Blair initiated an apology on the behalf of Britian in their role in the death of 1.5 million Irish during the potato famine of 1845-1851. Germany apologized in April 1990 for the massacre of millions of Jews in the Holocaust and paid 60 million in restitution after denying culpability for 40 years. The US Government has given Native Americans reparations in the form of land or reservations due to the rape of their land, women, children and massacre from the efforts of colonization. In 1988 the US Government apologized and awarded Japanese-Americans, who were held in war camps during World War II, reparations in the amount of $20,000 each. The significance in these facts are that each man has represented a group or country to issue a form of apology in which their people have committed centuri

Touch
Nearly everyone in the world underestimates how powerful the touch of another person can be. The need to feel the touch of another human being is so primal, such a baser part of our existence as human beings, that it's true impact on us can not be easily put into words. This power does not always have to do with sex either. From the time we are born, we associate the touch of another with safety, comfort and love. When sex does enter the picture, the results from an other's touch can be so profound that all logic and common sense can be washed away in a torrent of needs and desires that must be met. We forget this truth, because today there is so little human contact. We are separated by rules, laws, advertising, the Internet, but mostly by fear. If we as a people, hell as a species are going to survive in this world, we need to know that most hurts, pains, and sufferings can be solved with just a bit of compassion and the touch of another person.

Im Back!
For those who do know me, and know me well, you all know that i have been gone now for some time. with this being the slow season in my job, i let the internet and cable go, because money hasn't been all that great.. but guess what!? IM BACK!!!! Also... The baby is almost here! My wife started having her contractions today.... Now just waiting for her to POP THE CORK and spit the girl out!.. lol... so yes.. im excited... Im about to be a full time daddy... i can't wait.. so... *holds up a beer to all*.. CHEERS! ---nik aka dj Redd

Sooo Many Changes.. Yet, Not Really.
So last time i wrote i explain my 'ray situation' well.. that was in september.. and here it is middle of Jan, and were still "just friends" Its more deep tho.. im falling for him O to hard! & we've talkedd about maybe one day there being a "us" but the convo backfired. He told me he still was messed up from his ex, which i alredy knew && then in the end we cut off all sex. Well, a month later we broke that!! && i ended up staying the night with him.. ha. Yeah, so im falling in love with Ray..&& bookie you ask.. hes still in my heart, but i never could actually see us being together. Hes not who ii thought he was. But he is forever going to be one of my besties.. and i

Finally
Over the years of friendship, feeling had arisen and faded on multiple occasions. Even though it had become painfully obvious that there was never going to be an ‘us’, some feelings would never be completely cast aside. This was never more relevant than it was now. When my phone rang, I expected it to be a wrong call or my mother, since those were the only two calls that I ever received. Almost all communication in was done via text messaging or email. A call will almost always throw me for a loop, and seeing your picture come up was most unexpected, but never unwanted. I couldn’t remember the exact number of times you had called me prior, but it was easily in the single digits, and never unprompted. I knew something must have been wrong. Fearing the worst, I answered and hoped it was nothing. Your voice shook as you spoke, but you didn’t sound like you were crying any longer. “Can you pick me up from work, I don’t think I can drive right now?” you asked. “Of cours

Want To Own Me? Here's How!
All the info Fat Sonny Could ever need to give you on this auction :) OK HERES HOW IT GOES NOW BID ON WHO YOU WANT AND AS ALWAYS BUYER BEWARE CAUSE I WILL NOT BE ACCOUNTABLE FOR EITHER PARTY'S SCREWING EACH OTHER OVER NOT MY PROBLEM THIS IS A FREE ENTRY AUCTION UNLIKE THE OTHERS NO FEE TO BE IN IT ITS FOR YOU NOT ME MY PAGE IS SET PRIVATE MOST OF THE TIME SO MAKE SURE YOU TAKE YOUR LINK WHEN IT OPENS SO IF YOUR BIDDER IS NOT ON MY FRIENDS LIST THEY CAN STILL BID WE TESTED IT OUT AND IT WORKS IF IT DOESNT THAT MEANS THEIR 1 OF THE 3 BLOCKED OR THEIR FAMILY BLOCK LIST IS ON ANY 1 IN THE AUCTION HAS THE RIGHT TO REFUSE A BID OR ASK US TO DELETE A BID THAT WAS PLACED NO MORE ENTRIES PLEASE ITS FILLED MORE THAN ENOUGH YOU ALL HAD 7 DAYS TO GET IN IT WS PIMPED AND REPOSTED ALL OVER THE PLACE IF YOU DIDN'T GET IN I AM SORRY IM SURE ONE OF THE AUCTIONS CHARGING ENTRY FEES AND MAKING SURE THE BIDDERS FRIEND THEM FIRST FOR POINTS WILL BE GLAD TO TAKE YOU I MAY TAKE A FE

Things To Know
THINGS TO KNOW 1. Budweiser beer conditions the hair. 2. Pam cooking spray will dry finger nail polish. 3. Cool whip will condition your hair in 15 minutes. 4. Mayonnaise will KILL LICE, it will also condition your hair. 5. Elmer's Glue - paint on your face, allow it to dry, peel off and see the dead skin and blackheads if any. 6. Shiny Hair - use brewed Lipton Tea. 7. Sunburn - empty a large jar of Nestea into your bath water. 8. Minor burn - Colgate or Crest toothpaste. 9. Burn your tongue? Put sugar on it! 10. Arthritis? WD-40 Spray and rub in, kill insect stings too. 11. Bee stings - meat tenderizer. 12. Chigger bite - Preparation H. 13. Puffy eyes - Preparation H. 14. Paper cut - crazy glue or chap stick (glue is used instead of sutures at most hospitals). 15. Stinky feet - Jell-O! 16. Athletes feet - cornstarch. 17. Fungus on toenails or fingernails - Vicks vapor rub. 18. Kool aid to clean dishwasher pipes. Just put in the detergent section and run

Slow Dancing In A Burning Room
Every once in a while a song comes along that completely describes a certain time in your life...This song thouroughly describes what my marriage was like... Slow Dancing In A Burning Room by John Mayer It's not a silly little moment It's not the storm before the calm This is the deep and dyin breath of This love we've been workin on Can't seem to hold you like I want to So I can feel you in my arms Nobody's gonna come and save you We pulled too many false alarms We're goin down And you can see it too We're goin down And you know that we're doomed My dear We're slow dancing in a burnin room I was the one you always dreamed of You were the one I tried to draw How dare you say it's nothing to me Baby, you're the only light I ever saw I'll make the most of all the sadness You'll be a bitch because you can You try to hit me just hurt me So you leave me feeling dirty B

My Postings For Marine Wives...
THESE ARE DEDICATED TO MY DAUGHTER AND ALL THE OTHER WIVES OUT THERE ... I THOUGHT OF CHANGING THEM TO MARINE SPOUSE...BEING I WAS ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THIS COIN FOR A FEW YEARS.. BUT IT WOULD HAVE TAKEN AWAY FROM THIER VALUE... AS THEY WERE WRITTEN... THANK YOU FOR READING THESE...

"pet" Girl Kicked Off Bus For Wearing Leash
LONDON (Reuters) - A British bus company has apologized to a girl who is led around on a leash by her boyfriend and describes herself as a human pet after one of its drivers threw her off a bus. Tasha Maltby, 19, told British newspapers she was the "pet" of her 25-year-old fiance Dani Graves. Pictures showed her dressed in black Gothic-style clothing with silver buckles on a silver chain -- which the driver of a bus from the firm Arriva took exception to. She told the Daily Mail newspaper Wednesday she was thrown off and told: "We don't let freaks and dogs like you on." Arriva would not comment on specifics but said it apologized if the couple felt they had been discriminated against. It added, however, that the driver was worried about safety and the company told Maltby to take the leash off in the future. "We have spoken to the driver who has talked about health and safety," a spokesman said. "Should she be attached to a chain and something happens on the bus, that c

Daren Dickinson Aka 'international Model Dolice Ad Gabana Plus Ex Tv Star
daren dickinson aka 'international model dolice ad gabana plus ex tv star fubar page http://www.fubar.com/user/1309926 FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE The pictures are all model shots and of different models. When we can confirm the real identity of a couple of the men models we will update and post links.

Drag King's
I went to my first Drag King and Queen show on Friday night, at The Edge. My wife and I have a really good friend who does Drag King shows. I went to go see her for the first time Fri night and loved it. Everyone on stage that night was really good. My fav 2 are Ducan Dan and Justin. I am thinking of becoming a Drag King, My wife loves the idea. What does everyone else think?

I Know My Ferrets Are Spies!
OK folks, I have taken my medication that is, affectionately referred to, around here, as my "nite-nite" pills. So I won't be long for blogging. Or at least not long for LUCID blogging. But, to Hell with it. I love to write, and that's just how it is! There are times, here, in FuLand, when I really want to comment upon the absolute train wreck that is my day to day life. In the lounge I tend to hang out in "THE REAL DEAL LOUNGE", Umm props and free fubucks please... I sometimes hint at aspects of my real life. But. even there, nobody knows what I do for a living, or what my hobbies, outside of Fubarring might happen to be. And I kind of like it that way. To be blunt, if I were to break down and tell the whole, twisted tale of "John" (I'm John, BTW), nobody would believe it anyway. I have enjoyed a pretty interesting life. Kind of like "Forrest Gump" but with more sex and no leg braces. When I make new friends, in the real world, they always come to me, at some point, after

Chicken Taco Stew
Chicken Taco Soup 2 boneless chicken breasts 1 can black beans (15 oz) 1 can baked beans (15 oz), 1 can diced tomatoes (15 oz) 1 can corn (15 oz) 1 oz taco seasoning (about 2 Tbl) 1 can kidney beans (15 oz) Put chicken breasts in bottom of crock pot. Mix All other ingredients and pour over chicken. Cook 6-8 hours on low. Take chicken out & shred with knife and fork. Put chicken back with bean mixture and stir. Serve with grated cheddar cheese, sour cream and taco chips. May be cooked in oven at 325 degrees in covered disk for 2-2.5 hours.

There Are No Words
There Are No Words There are no words ...what can I say? At last her sweet soul winged its way To peace and freedom in the sky Where never again will she suffer or cry. It's all part of God's great plan ... Which remains a mystery to man. We cannot understand His ways Nor can we count our earthly days. But who are we to question and doubt? God knoweth well what He's about; He knew she longed to "go to sleep" Where only angels, a vigil keep. The pain of living grew too great No longer could she stay and wait; She did not want to leave you, dear, But she had finished her work down here. So she closed her eyes and when she awoke, These are the words the Master spoke ... "Welcome, dear child, you are Home at last, And now the burden of living is past." "There's work for you in My Kingdom, dear And you are needed and wanted here." So weep not, she has just gone on ahead, Don't think o

Curses Again
Alright, I'm back again with more putrid, filthy, creations from my mind's gutter. So do you think you can handle it, you cum cradling, puss pumping, disease factory... Or maybe yur just a regurgitated bag of steaming monkey shit... How bout that? Want more?

Foolish Games
You took your coat off and stood in the rain You were always crazy like that I watched from my window Always felt I was outside looking in on you You were always the mysterious one with dark eyes and careless hair You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care Then you stood in my doorway, with nothing to say Besides some comment on the weather Well in case you failed to notice, in case you failed to see This is my heart bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees These foolish games are tearing me apart Your thoughtless words are breaking my heart You're breaking my heart You were always brilliant in morning Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee You philosophies on art, Baroque moved you You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones As I clumsily strummed my guitar You'd teach me of honest things Things that were daring, things that were clean Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean So I hid my soiled hands behind my back Somewh

Something
HELP HELP HELP... PRETTY PLZ WIT SUGA ON TOP Donate Fu-Bucks if you can ... but if not donate, then let me make you a skin that is personalized!! Help YOU Help ME!!! Ok… so I am in desperate need for bucks… I am making skins/backgrounds for your pages…. My friends took it upon themselves to ask and as far as beg for bucks from friends and family members. … Some went so far as to whore themselves out… made… and probably did things I really don’t want to know about to get me Fu-bucks so I could get a Spotlight…. And I want to pay them back… There are so many of them, it’s crazy how hard they worked for me… cuz…. It’s just me, right? Nothing to va-va-va-vum…... First Up Drunk1 who gave me well over 3 million Drunk1.:Fu-Owner of Hope & Purest Of Angels:.@ fubar So here is the Deal…. I was shown how to do some really cool skins!! …. (Check out my skins…. The ones from Rico’s down are the newest way I do them… (good teachers I tell ya). The rest are some of the older style

Thoughts Of Someone
mmm...thoughts of You thoughts of me wondering how good it would be To see You To feel You To taste You mmm... Fingers playing silent notes upon goosepimpled flesh Teasing past the point of begging Soft lips caressing, stealing kisses, touching innocence Tounges wrestling, leaving warm wet trails to secret treasures... mmmm....

Restless
She embraced With a smile As she opened the door A cold wind blows It puts a chill Into my heart You have taken away the trust You're the ghost haunting through her heart Past and present are one in her head You're the ghost haunting through her heart Take my hand as I wander through All of my life I gave to you Take my hand as I wander through All of my love I gave to you You have taken away the trust You're the ghost haunting through her heart Past and present are one in her head You're the ghost haunting through her heart Lai lai lai la lai lai lai la lai lai lai lai lai la lai lai lai Lai lai lai la lai La la la lai La la la lai Take my hand as I wander through All of my life I gave to you Take my hand as I wander through All of my love I gave to you Lai la la Lai la la Lai lai lai Lai la la Lai la la Lai lai lai

Landslide
I took my love and I took it down I climbed a mountain and I turned around And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills The Landslide brought it down Oh mirror in the sky, what is love? Can the child within my heart rise above? Can I sail through the changing ocean tides Can I handle the seasons of my life? Mmm mmm I don’t know Mmm mmm Well I’ve been ‘fraid of changing ‘cause I Built my life around you But time makes you bolder Children get older, I’m getting older too Soo (Interlude) I’ve been ‘fraid of changing ‘cause I I built my life around you But time makes you bolder, children get older I’m getting older too I’m getting older too Soo take this love, take it down Ohh if you climb a mountain and you turn around If you see my reflection in the snow covered hills Well the landslide will bring it down, down And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills, Well maybe, the landslide will bring it down Well well the landslide with bring it d

I Am Not Ashamed!!!
This is a statement that was read over the PA system at the football game at Roane County High School , Kingston , Tennessee, by school Principal, Jody McLeod "It has always been the custom at Roane County High School football games, to say a prayer and play the National Anthem, to honor God and Country." Due to a recent ruling by the Supreme Court, I am told that saying a Prayer is a violation of Federal Case Law. As I understand the law at this time, I can use this public facility to approve of sexual perversion and call it "an alternate lifestyle," and if someone is offended, that's OK. I can use it to condone sexual promiscuity, by dispensing condoms and calling it, "safe sex." If someone is offended, that's OK. I can even use this public facility to present the merits of killing an unborn baby as a "viable! means of birth control." If someone is offended, no problem... I can designate a school day as "Earth Day" and involve students in activities to worship religio

I Miss Her!
February 13th is almost here again and that means that it has been almost 1 year since I lost my Mom to Pancreatic Cancer. She fought a long hard fight for almost 4 years but in the end, the Cancer won. My brother and I went up the week before to see her and spend some quality time with her and watched her stand up when we walked in the door to being bedridden in that one week. It hit hard and fast. It was a horrible thing to watch but I am so glad that I went. I would not trade this experience for the world but I have learned alot in the past year from that. My mom would never say the "C" word. She had alot of faith in her doctor's and in God. She just knew that she would beat it but you know how that went. I wish that I could get her back cause there is so much left to say to her and so much yet to learn from her. I really miss her alot! God bless you Mom and I really really miss you!

Sick..... Ick.........
I have been in bed for the last two days. I am still down and out but there is only so much of laying around I can stand. So the overwhelming urge to play on my new computer for awhile has won, and here I am, on my new computer, already contemplating going back to bed till I feel better. I have been spoiled, because while I have been sick, my hub and mom inlaw have been taking care of the kids and house, but in the morning, I have to get up because hub will be leaving for work at 6:30 a.m. my stomach is queasy, my body aches, head, shoulders, neck, back. I just feel completely icky from head to toe. I doubt anyone has noticed that I have been gone, but yep, I have and just incase anyone wondered, I thought I would come leave a note. Gonna try to stop by and show my true friends a little love before I go back to bed. xoxoxoxoxox everyone. love yas

Take Me By Bodywasher
Take my mind; torture my thoughts subject me to your needs. Take my soul; caress my heart submit me to desire Take my spirit; rape my will dominate my move. Take my freedom; make me slave in sultry servitude Take my guilt; set me free to enjoy passions' pleasure Take control; force beyond my will make my body weak. Take me firmly; bind my love never let me leave. Take my flesh; do as you wish hold me prisoner. Take my body; harness me in silk let me bare in lace. Take my hand; lead my way I'll follow in your steps Take me in your arms; embrace my soul hold me tight tonight. Take my clothes; tear them off don't hinder ecstasy. Take and draw me down, reveal my breasts clip them with a ring. Take your key; unlock my gate press your way inside. Take all my love; deeply penetrate wet ten me with your oil. Take out all your lust; reap ecstasy pour out upon the sheet, That, which I take from you- Orgasm' exalted release.

You've Been Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. k, I guess I'll go for the 10 random things about me lol (hmmm how to narrow it down to just 10??) 1. I am a terrible multi-tasker..the funny thing is I'm actually good at being terrible at it. Totally disorganized, jumping from project to project, some get done, others fall into the black hole I like to call....someday! 2. At the age of 17, I had THREE flat tires in ONE day. 3. I still open car doors for women, doors for anyone, and call people I respect sir and mame. 4. I'm a fish out of water..swimming, body surfing, or just floating in the water! Hence, my ties to Neptune. 5. I have two tiny holes called macu

Saturday Morning Love
I stared at the back of Her neck, not the most Erogenous zone, but beautiful Nonetheless. I walk over to Touch her bare arms, With both hands, attentively. My breath stirred the Filial hair on the base of Her neck, beckoning me To nuzzle – how Silly. I look over her Shoulder at The drying flower in The pot - needing Attention, I Can relate. poet

Your Beautiful
My life is brilliant. My love is pure. I saw an angel. Of that I'm sure. She smiled at me on the subway. She was with another man. But I won't lose no sleep on that, 'Cause I've got a plan. You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true. I saw your face in a crowded place, And I don't know what to do, 'Cause I'll never be with you. Yeah, she caught my eye, As we walked on by. She could see from my face that I was, Flying high, And I don't think that I'll see her again, But we shared a moment that will last till the end. You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true. I saw your face in a crowded place, And I don't know what to do, 'Cause I'll never be with you. You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true. There must be an angel with a smile on her face, When she thought up that I should be with you. But it's time to face the truth, I will never be with you.

Congratulations Papi
INTRODUCING OUR NEWEST DISCIPLE Boricua God~Daddy * Owner & Founder of Club F.A.R.@ fubar YOU MADE IT WE LOVE YOU PETE YOU ROCK CLUB F.A.R. # 1 FAMILY ON FUBAR THIS MESSAGE BROUGHT TO YOU BY Tsisquo'ga ♥Native American Queen♥ ~ Club F.A.R. ~♥ Fu-Angels ♥@ fubar

Have You Ever Seen A Fire Rainbow?
THIS IS A FIRE RAINBOW - THE RAREST OF ALL NATURALLY OCCURRING ATMOSPHERIC PHENOMENA. THE PICTURE WAS CAPTURED THIS WEEK ON THE IDAHO/WASHINGTON BORDER THE EVENT LASTED ABOUT 1 HOUR. CLOUDS HAVE TO BE CIRRUS, AT LEAST 20K FEET IN THE AIR, WITH JUST THE RIGHT AMOUNT OF ICE CRYSTALS AND THE SUN HAS TO HIT THE CLOUDS AT PRECISELY 58 DEGREES.

Wanna Own Pauly?
totallypimpedout.net He's for sale again! Wanna own him???? Click the pic to place your bid! Then go show him some Love! Pauly, OWNED BY SARAH2003/ DIANNE SIGN MY GUESTBOOK , RATE , FAN , + ADD ME, CRUSH ME FU HUSAND TO@ fubar Brought to you by: ~*~The Fallen One~*~Fuowned by Domking123~*~Member of Az's Angels~*~@ fubar

Lyfe
Just a little vent here about lyfe. Sometimes in lyfe we are presented with situations in which we either learn, or not. Today, again, I have learned that not everyone in my zone acts, feels, and thinks as I do. I placed a mumm in the mumm area that was removed, to my suprise. I violated the terms and services agreement. Nonetheless I was afforded the opportunity to see how ignorant some people still are. Some of the comments made were inappropiate, and downright ignorant. To that I have to say everyone gets a turn, what goes around comes around, and its all fun and games until someone gets hurt. Lyfe has a funny way of returning the favor....until next time.

Creative Term For Older Men
There are several terms to describe mothers and hot older women. We use MILF and Cougars just to name a few. What about the mature male? I have not seen anything for this select group of fellows whose flames still burn bright. I think it's time for a term. I'm sure someone can come up with a creative label. Give it a try. By the way, "old fart" in NOT acceptable neither is "dirty old man" - lol.

Dumb Ass Anti Military Person Of The Day
totallypimpedout.net Attention ladies and gentlemen.... I have the JERK of the day!!!! Read the conversation this guy had with me... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ niceguy: damn ur hot ->~*~The Fal...: thank you niceguy: look hot in glasses ->~*~The Fal...: lol ty niceguy: ihate the military so i dunt want to talk to u and sorry and marrying a military guy is dumb ->~*~The Fal...: ha... fuck you... if it wasnt for military men like my husband you'd be some towel heads bitch atm niceguy: nope so fuck off whore ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Then he blocked me So if you support what our men and women are doing over there then click the pic and let this guy know!

St. Valentine's Day
Saint Valentine's Day Do you really believe in Saint Valentine’s Day? February 14th is the day they say. Two people showing all the love they share of a perfect day between lovers who care. How about a little boy and girl who sees ... the love and happiness between you and me. Do they copy us and mimic what they see? Or is it because of something done naturally? Sweethearts, are what we are call they say. But only on Saint Valentines Day. Keeping in touch with your heart knowing how love can build a new start. I give you roses and a big red heart too. Filled with chocolates and a big hug for you. Loving you more on Saint Valentine’s Day. Please tell me this is not the only way. I love you today and tomorrow too. Even if I fail to show it to you. You mean the world to me from beginning to end. &

02-19-08 (pouring Love)
February 19, 2008 Welcome my friend, I know I wasn't planning to do a blog today ... And hopefully things go back to normal so the hobo's can be at rest here soon! But with all the love that was given to me ... I wanted to return some, the only way I know how. (and as yesterdays blog establish) Fulfill my daily obsession requirement. You know I had a lot of folks come by today to help AND that IS ver

Girlfriend Application
Girlfriend Application. About You Name Age Height Hair color Eye color Favorite color Favorite food Whats your AIM or MSN screen name Tattoos? Piercings? Drink? Smoke? Any Other drugs? Would you care if i did drugs? Would you care if i drank? Are you a virgin? Do you have sex? (if so) How Often? Is sex all your looking for? Do you have any STD's? Would you kiss me anytime? Anywhere? Do you like to cuddle? How much? Have you ever been cheated on? Would you cheat on me? Have you ever cheated on someone? List your top 3 bands 1. 2. 3. Top 3 movies 1. 2. 3. Do you like to party? What if i wanted to stay home and watch a movie with you? What if i wanted to kiss you in the rain? Are you spontainiouse? Willing to try new things? Like your picture taken? Do you drive? Go to school? IMPORTANT QUESTIONS! Would you hold my hand as we walk through the mall? Would you push me up against a wall an

Live & Learn
1. FINE This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up! 2. FIVE MINUTES If she is getting dressed, this means a half hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. NOTHING This the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with NOTHING usually end in FINE. 4. GO AHEAD This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it!! 5. LOUD SIGH This actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she's wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of NOTHING.) 6. THAT'S OK This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake! 7. T

The New Priest's Nerves
SIPPING VODKA A new priest at his first mass was so nervous, he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, "When I am worried about getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." So next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: 1) Sip the vodka, don't gulp 2) There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3) There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass. 6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as "the late J.C." 7) The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as "Daddy, Junior and the spook". 8) David slew Goliath; he did not kick the

Hey It Happens
Have you ever fallen in love with someone who is all loving and caring and just wonderful. Sure happens to every one. in my case it happens just before i find out how selfish and ignorant she just happens to be. by then shes already been cheating on me. I must be naive or gullible. Sometimes life just goes that way.

Wake Up Please
He's the one who's there every time you are upset. He's the one who held you, and talked to you after the last asshole broke your heart. He never forgets your birthday, he never forgets to open doors for you, and makes sure you never pay for the bill. He seams to be there whenever your blue and he laughs at your stupidest jokes. He has never hurt you and it pisses you off to see him with stupid women you know he shouldn't be with. He has been your best friend since grade school, and your parents even said that you should have married him a long time ago. You thought that this a bad idea because what happened if you dated him and he wasn't the man you know him to be? What if everything he did for you was a mask that hid the most evil of all men underneath? Would you know him as the man he is or the man that has been hiding all these years. Worse, what would happen if you did like him? Could he be your knight in shining armor that you have always wanted? Would he really

Awaken
As I rise each morning I stretch Arms and feet as far apart as I can get them I have always done this Yet I never knew why I am waking from the dream of you Yet you are so far away I stretch to reach you, to touch your face Still, you are so far away, lost in the mist I never believed that there was another Another heart like mine Another heart with no boundaries on its love Another half of this body I have been given I know now, I have held you in my dream So I will rise every morning Stretch my arms and feet as far apart as I can get them Because I know that soon You will no longer be so far away You will no longer be only in my dreams You will be in my arms As you are forever in my heart

Tax Fraud
How is it that the IRS does absolutely NOTHING when you report someone for illegally claiming your kids on their tax return? Leaving me to have to wait even longer for the money that me and my children so desperately need. My ex's mother claimed my kids last year and I reported her then. Then this year she did it again and I will report her again. But will the IRS actually do something about it this time so she won't be able to do this to us anymore? I have full custody of my children and my ex (her son) hasn't paid me any child support, so what the hellgives her the right to do something like this 2 years in row???? Just needed to vent a bit.

I Am A Biker
I am a Biker By: Deborah A. Boyd I start my day as anyone would Coffee, soda and breakfast if I could I go to work and slave all day To feed my family in every way So what make me so different as it would seem It my lifestyle so it means In my free time I do what I can To help my community For which it stands I donate myself With benefits and such And enjoy my life with so much gust What makes me different as so its been told Its what I ride even when its cold It has two wheels, and can change with the wind Its custom or stock with tires and rims I wear a leather vest a helmet too I may look a little ragged or even GQ Upon my back there may be cut Or nothing at all independent as such For I am a biker as normal as you Who works all day and has family too So do not fear me for what I am I’m just a biker with every day plans

I Am Just Me
I am just me By: Deborah Boyd I look into the mirror And what do I see Nothing but a reflection Of Who I am to me. I am nothing special Not no beauty queen Just women of natural beauty To me is all it seems I am a woman of many things I laugh, I cry I even ponder on the whys And when I sit and ask these things I often wonder what they mean I am not vain, nor selfish too. I am a woman of many virtues So take me as I am And who I’ll never be For the woman I am inside of me I am Just me.

The Barber
A new enlistee had to have his long hair and sideburns cut. As he sat down in the barber chair, the barber asked, to his surprise, if he'd like to keep his sideburns. "Oh, yes!" he said gratefully. Whereupon the barber cut off the sideburns and said, "Here — catch!"

Do You Know Where Your Handbag Has Been??
HANDBAGS... Have you ever noticed gals who sit their handbags on public toilet floors, then go directly to their dining tables and set it on the table? Happens a lot! It's not always the 'restaurant food' that causes stomach distress. Sometimes "what you don't know will hurt you"! Read on... Mom got so upset when guests came in the door and plopped their handbags down on the counter where she was cooking or setting up food. She always said that handbags are really dirty, because of where they have been. It's something just about every woman carries with them. While we may know what's inside our handbags, do you have any idea what's on the outside? Women carry handbags everywhere; from the office to public toilets to pubs; to the floor of the car. Most women won't be caught without their handbags, but did you ever stop to think about where your handbag goes during the day? "I drive a school bus, so my handbag has been on the floor of the bus a lot," says o

Hiding In The Darkness
Hiding in the darkness, Forsaking the light, Abandoned and discarded, Like a plaything no longer needed, My heart draggedthrough th brambles of love, Torn and ripped apart, Splattering the roses with my crimson, Lost with no one to hold, No one to care, My soul cries for companionship, Yearning for one of like mind, Screaming into the void, Only to realize no one is there, Hiding in the darkness, Alone with my pain forevermore.

My One And Only
Sorry about the title but i want you to pay attention to the following. During all the time i have been in here as a member i found that 1 specific person that i dare to call a true and worthy friend. yes he's even in my family because i adore and worship his friendship alot. just like the songs says i know i can always count on him * for sure* No matter what it is he's always there for his friends wether they are males or females. and i'm fully ashamed to know and like one of his friends said the other day in a pimp-out bulletin. *this is a very great guy but sadly doesn't get the credits he deserves* Probly alot of you are allready befriended with this awesom person and might recognize the story. If you are not then you are missing out very bad!!! go visit his page rate , fan and add this sweet man. buy him gifts We all can make this awesom person feel appreciated for all he does for others. LarryB@ fubar a short messages to the

Check This Out
Hello friends! Not that this helps much but what the heck! lol I am in a giveaway for 2 FuBling packs! If all my friends would stop by and rate the pic and leave 1 comment.. that would go a long way!! Here's what I need: 8500 Comments by March 20! I am around 7500 right now. 1000 to go!!! Now for the rules of the giveaway. Rates count as ONE comment! To rate or comment on the pic, you must add the host if your not her friend already.. (A fan & rate would be good to!) Tell her I sent ya! Here is her link! Stephanie Lynn@ fubar If you would like to help me out some, click the photo below! (After you Rate, fan, add Steph) Don't forget to tell her I sent ya in your request! Thanks much! Hope you all have a fabulous weekend! Love ya's!

Dj Motleyman
WE WANNA ROCK YOUR WORLD AT THE BLACK DIAMOND LOUNGE WITH THE BEST IN ROCK, METAL, AND INDEPENDENT MUSIC AROUND CLICK ON THE PIC TO JOIN THE PARTY DJ MOTLEYMAN ON AIR TO TAKE YOUR REQUEST AND ROCK OUT YOUR FAVORITE TUNES

Nine Inch Nails - Hurt
I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of shit Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

Grace
A man sits naked in the dark. His fetal posture rests him somewhat. The darkness calms as he rests his head on his propped forearm. In the back of his mind he wonders if his spirit is slowly seeping through his skin, dissolving into the atmosphere while sitting and praying alone in the closet. His own breathing lulls him into a soft conversation, a relished love exchange and as he breathes he thinks how it sounds oddly like another's breath. He rests in the rhythm. Deep reservoirs burst within him when more of his soul empties and he cries, though the rhythm doesn't change. Sweet release, he thinks. "Render me fit...", he inhales, "...to receive more of Thy grace", he exhales. The breaths become the prayer when he runs out of his words.

I'll Miss Him
This morning at 4:02am PST. My older brother passed away. He was only 29. It was a shock, i have been busy with school and havne't really talked to him in almost 2 years. I can't stop thinking about our childhood, everything we did together. I think about how precouis life is. Please everyone, take a second out of your busy day and let those loved ones around you know how you feel. You might not get a second chance.

A Kiss
*Kiss on the Stomach --- We are having sex. I am anyway *Kiss on the Forehead --- Be good *Kiss on the Ear --- If my tongue is in your ear, we're getting ready *Kiss on the Cheek --- Friends *Kiss on the Hand --- Must be a European thing. *Kiss on the Neck --- sensuous, we're getting ready again *Kiss on the Shoulder --- I'm playing. Want to see what you'll do. *Kiss on the Lips --- Oh, we are getting into it. What the gesture means... *Holding Hands --- That's a girl thing *Slap on the Butt --- "That's a guy thing *Playing with the Ear --- I want you now. *Holding on tight --- Want to feel your body next to mine. *Looking into each other's Eyes --- Nov verbal sex talk *Playing with Hair on Head --- Caressing you. *Arms around the Waist --- Here we go. Into it again *Laughing while Kissing --- I don't do that. I'm serious --Advice-- * Don't ask for a kiss, take one. I do every time *If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Test
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Salute
Ok. I decided I had to start a new catagory for updates and general information and that is what I suppose will go here. So I guess I will start out by saying it appears I have to put up a salute now. I guess the main point I really want to emphasize, and the reason I have no pictures of myself up yet, is that this page is not about me. While I may be the one that is pushing keys over here, it is all of you and those WE support that this is about. If it were not for the number of pics and what nots that I could post, I wouldnt even worry about it. So, I guess there will be my salute coming in the next few days. Also, I have added a new album titled local heroes. I plan on taking pictures of all the police/fire/ems in my area as well as any other places I may go. Also I would post any pics I may be able to take of military personel. But please do not think this is just my local heroes, I would love to post any that you may have and would like posted. All you need to do is let me know

The Frozen Life Cube
If extraterrestrial life exists in the solar system, there is a good chance that it will be discovered as frozen remains trapped in a block of ice. Mars’s ice caps are one possible location. Another is the surface ice of Jupiter’s moon Europa, which scientists believe harbors an ice-capped ocean.Scientists dream about bringing ice sample from Mars or Europa back to Earth for study. A robotic unmanned mission would return a small sample – possibly a five-pound block – that would have to be decontaminated to remove any terrestrial organisms on its surface that could confound the search for alien microbes. But how would researchers handle the sample when it was returned?Answers to that question could come from Antarctica’s Lake Vostok, which is buried nearly two miles beneath the southern polar ice sheet. In 1998, a US, French and Russian expedition conducting paleoclimatological studies drilled into this glacier ice, and returned an intriguing ice sample from just 200 meters above the su

Lets Seem If I Can Make It
i looked to these eyes and all i see is stone cold hatred. And then I realizes they are my mother and father eyes. Then I realizes the only one i ever truely care about doesnt care. But who needs family. Fuck you mother, and a big fuck you father, but to you my brother, the only person i truely care about in my family what you have done to me, turned your back on me when i needed you the most... i cant even tell you how much that hurt nor can i put into words the feelings i have towards you now. And so lets see if i can make it with no family and with a boyfriend who treats me like i dont exist. I'm emotionally on my own and lets see how strong i really am.

For Him.-
Just wondering how it all happened, in just a few minutes,(this record is surely to hit guiness) and how these heart felt words cry helplessly into a sentence just so eager to be printed. And how quickly I grew into you, feels so right like I've always knew you. Like nothing but time is the limit but your the only one i want to spend it with. Just a simple text message from you to me and something springs unto my screen, it's weird totally insane of the rush it brings over me, something only the heart could see A giddy smile flushed, blushed face. My thoughts and heart start to race they stay this way locomotioning to the beat, with a warm melody hotter than any heat. Just what is the effect that you have over me? some bewitched spell that dances to knell, while being toiled and boiled threw.... or could it all just really be true... that you were meant for me...I think I'm starting to believe. More of me gets swept away with every captivating thing you say. Reminiscing of the

New Relationships
for the past few years ive been fighting to get my friends to at least pretend to show they care. it never really worked. all they really ever did was use me whenever they needed something. ive met some new people and although they live so far away they make me the happiest ive been in years. people who care to hear what i say, and that try to make me feel better when no one else is around to listen. idk where things will go from here but i do know that no matter what happens these special people will always have a spot in my heart. and no matter what, no one can change the way i feel. this new feeling is the best in the world. thanks goes out to those who help. and special thanks to matt...who gives me the courage to move on and ignore those who dont deserve to have me around. its time to move on with my life, and its making me the happiest ive ever been in years.

My Wonderful Friend/owner!!!
IF YOU DO NOT KNOW THIS WONDERFUL PERSON BELOW, YOU ARE TRULY MISSING OUT. DJ~YUM YUM~ WIFE TO DJ~MR.KIDD ROCK~~Owned By DJ KiddRock, Beagle&Dave@ fubar HER NAME IS YUMMY. SHE IS SUCH AN AWESOME FRIEND.. AND NOT TO MENTION MY NEW OWNER!!! SO GO SHOWER THIS WOMAN WITH LOVE! GO F/A/R HER, BUY HER A GIFT OR 2, LEAVE HER COMMENTS, RATE THE HELL OUT OF HER PICTURES, WHATEVER!!! JUST MAKE SURE YOU SHOW HER SOME LOVE!!! This pimp-out brought to you by none other than: SpizZyGooDNesS ♥Crushed by RaZorsEdge♥Head Manager @ The Hot Spot@ fubar Little ol' me!!!

Really Need Ur Help Guys
i am in a new contest. need 50000 comments to win 1 million fubucks. the contest starts 8 eastern time tonight. would appreciate any help u can give me......the main reason i am in this one is because since my other account was banned . i lost alot of fubucks and i just want to get some of them back. i know this is alot of comments but if any of u could help me out. id greatly appreciate it click on this pic to comment bomb me. the contest is open

Survival
A lost soul an endless black hole Try not to fall ignore it's call Sleepless nights endless frights Frozen by fear evil is near It tries to deceive but do not believe Remember what is true and you will get through Scared and lost survival at any cost Entering the final hour show them your power Unleash the inner beast evil will be its feast Eyes of fire, teeth bared no more reason to be scared Darkness becomes light you won the frantic fight Do not live in fear the power will never disappear

To All My Friends
For all of my friends who have been stopping by and leaving messages: xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox :P (some tongue too haha) Thankyou. I have been so wrapped up in my studies this semester and other personal stuff in my life that I am not in here as often as I used to be. There are many of you that I think about often and many of you whom I have never me but cherish as best friends. God bless all of you who make a positive difference in my life...thanks so much cheeky aka ricki

My Godmother Pimpout From Booboo
Oh So Close to our Newest GodMother.. Show her some love.. Help her be our newest GodMother!!! }i{MisssButterfly}i{~FIANCEE TO WIZARD(ANDREW)~Member-The Friendship Circle~@ fubar

I Love Nj!!!! Hes The Man!!!
Friends Are Something That People Sometimes Take For Granted. Sometimes You Let To Much Time Pass Without Telling Them How Much They Mean To You, Or How Much They Are A Part Of Your Life.Sometimes You Need To Take A Few Minutes Of Your Time Just To Say Thank You. Thank You For Being A Friend.Thank You For Listening When I Needed Someone To Talk To.Thank You For Helping Me When I Needed It.Thank You For Being The Person You Are.THANK YOU!!!These People Are The Ones Who I Consider To Be Great Friends To Me. They Are The Ones Who Make My Time On Fubar Great. They Are Always There For You When You Need Them And They Are Always Willing To Lend A Helping Hand Or A Shoulder When You Need It. Each One Of Them Mean Something Special To Me In Thier Own Way, And Each One Of Them Hold A Special Place In My Heart!!!So Go Show Them Some Love And Tell Them NJ_Nice_Guy Sent You!!!IN NO SPECIAL ORDER!!!ÐJ §ëx¥ §HÈLL ÖWÑÈR ÅND Gênêrál ÖF DREAM GIRLZ@ fubarMrs. Bubbles™FuWife 2 Southern Goddess@ fuba

Come Help Out Sexy Boo Boo Kitty Fuck
COME ROCK DJ BOO BOO WITH RATES AND COMMENTS YEP SHE JOINED ANOTHER CONTEST AND NEEDS EVERYBODYS HELP TO MAKE THIS WIN HAPPEN EVEN IF YOU JUST LEAVE A RATE IT HELPS ITS A 7 DAY CONTEST ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERE ARE THE RULES TO THE CONTEST ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ -Contest started today MARCH 22 at 7 pm PST and will end MARCH 28TH at 7pm PST. -Contest is open daily from 7am to 7pm PST...or 10am to 10pm EST. If you wanna rate/bomb other than times specified then u must add the host. -Rates count for 10 points and comments 1 point. -In order to vote and participate in the contest, you have to add/fan/rate the host as all folders will be set to friends only. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERES HIS LINK TO ADD HIM. HES AN AMAZING AND AWESOME PERSON. GOOD FRIEND TO HAVE!!! Capt America http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1129026&albumid=903940&i=2880226230&idx=5 @ fubar SO COME HELP BOMB AND HAVE SOME FUN KEEP IT DRAMA FREE

Must Read (lmfao)!
Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your 'Always' maxi pads for over 20 years and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core or Dri-Weave absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my time of the month is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a few minutes from now, my body will adjust and I'll be transformed into what my husband likes to call 'an inbred hillbilly with knife skills.' Isn't the human body ama

Ever Had A Moment?
Have you ever had a moment where you just wished that the world would swallow you up and you could disappear? Well, that happened to me today. On my break I was being teased by someone I was with back in January. He was being his normal smart ass self, and making me blush rather badly, just because he knows me, and can read my mind (damn him). Well, low and behold, this guy that I was with a month after him comes over. They both start just teasing me rather badly. By this point my face was so red and I was so embarrassed. By the time that my break was over I was sooooo ready to head back, and they both knew or pretty much had figured it out. Neither one of them are stupid. I'm picky about who I choose to have sex with, and I am pretty careful when it comes to people that work where I work. Both work totally different departments, and the place has appx 10000 employees. So what are the chances right? Well, one smoke room we all take breaks roughly the same time, and well, pr

3-24-08
I stare at her from a distance, Now afraid to go near. All chances with her lost, And never will they reapeer. Not very long ago, She had put sparkle back in my eyes, Not very long ago, We said our final goodbyes. I miss her in ways, I can never explain. To think of what I lost, Still cause me so much pain. So now I stare at her from a distance, Never again can I go near. I stare at her from a distance, And my eyes shed a tear.

Can't Break Whats Already Broken
YOU TOUCH MY HEART SEEING THE OLD AND NEW SCARS YOU WHISPER SWEET NOTHINGS IN MY EAR WITHOUT THOUGHT OF MY PAIN I WELCOME YOUR COMFORTING TOUCH AND SOOTHING WORDS I OPEN UP AND SUBMIT MYSELF TO YOU YOU SEEK OUT AND SCORCH EVERY INCH OF MY BEING WITHOUT THOUGHT OR CAUTION I LET YOU INSIDE YOU EXPLORE AND FIND YOUR TARGET EMBEDDING YOURSELF INTO MY HEART LIKE AN INFECTION FEEDING I TAKE UR ABUSE DUE TO BEING USE TO IT YOU TRY TO DRAG ME DOWN AND DEGRADE MY EVERY BEING YOUR CHILDISH GAMES ARE USELESS WHY WASTE YOUR TIME AND TRY? WHEN YOU CAN'T BREAK WHATS ALREADY BROKEN

In My 3rd Auction More Offers...
AUCTION HAS ENDED AND I WAS WON BY MR. DIAMOND!!!! Click on the offering picture and go place your bids!!!! PLEASE DO NOT forget to rate the picture!!! I need the MOST rates!!!

I Got Your Back
as many people know from meeting me on the various blog sites i am on and becoming friends with me through msn myspace im and aim they know i am a very altruistic person i am always very happy and very eager to be able to talk to any of them but as i have exhibited before i am also very passionate in the words that i use even with couples that i meet (mostly the female counter parts). see when i make a friend i get to know them and we always have a good time and we always end up talking and laughing and having fun together. i always end up "falling’ for my friends in a purely plutonic way i somewhat develope feelings for them which for some people can come off as too strong and they think i am being too flirtatious or strong and that usually gets me banned from there lives and i never hear from them again. i am not really "apologizing" for being so "loving" or "amorous" i will never apologize for being me i just want everyone to know that if i ever do sound to passionate or "amorous" o

Where Is All The Family??
I have noticed today that a lot of the family members have been online but are not helping with bombing... if you don't want to leave ANY comments at all why are you in a bombing family?? If you want to be a part of this family and have the family back you when you need help then you need to help other members of the family when they need it. We have a contest going on RIGHT NOW that we need help with she is a member of the family and she is also co-founder now, if you don't want to help the family out at all then you need to leave plain and simple!! Got it??

Beautiful Heart
Beautiful Heart written 6/1/2005 3 pm By Debra She's very fat and kind of plain Blending in, a no name jane People snicker and they laugh Calling her ugly and piggy fat They are beautiful people indeed On others self esteem they feed she used to cry wanting to die They didn't see the person inside If they looked closer they would see How beautiful this woman could be Every remark cut deep like a knife Leaving scars all over her life They smashed her heart all to hell In ways she could never ever tell And yet she did not hate them at all No matter how they made her bawl She wanted acceptance thats all she asked Her hurt and tears were hid and masked She was way more beautiful than they could be Blinded by her pain she just couldnt see The glow from inside her and the love she had Shined thru her soul no matter how sad It was a brightness that set her apart For they didnt have her beautiful heart

Help Me Leavel Plzzzzzzzzzzz
Please help Rebecca level up. She only needs 75,000 point before she becomes an Insider. She is a great person and will return the love! Thanks to everyone that helps...MsMaine ¢¾ReBeCcA¢¾{NBSD} {Dylon'sDiva's} {Clown's Posse} ¢¾@ fubar (repost of original by 'Ms.Maine~WiseGal to The Godfather of the Divas~♥{Dylon's Freaky Comare Diva}♥' on '2008-04-03 15:51:00') (repost of original by 'CANDYRAIN*Owned By Rubias-Owner Of Zgurl*&'TãTT³Ð&þì³®Ç³Ð-ƒ®K¥Þhkk®-~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~PRO' on '2008-04-03 16:26:24') (repost of original by 'Ms.Maine~WiseGal to The Godfather of the Divas~♥{Dylon's Freaky Comare Diva}♥' on '2008-04-03 16:35:52')