Fubar Blog Posts 3

The Shit Heads Of Fubar...
Alright, so...this site. Where do I start? First of all, theres the shameless point whores...which is fine and dandy, but don't come crying to the mumms when one of your bestest buddies in all of fubar pulled a fast one on you. You deserve it for being such an idiot. Then there are the people who claim not to give a shit about levels and points but they are a godfather or oracle or something after 6 months. Fucktards. Those same people are the first ones to turn around and accuse me or people like me of being point whores. STFU, I have been here 2 years and I'm a level 12. And you fucking mummers! I'm all for bashing when someone is being an idiot. I do it too. But don't fucking crucify someone you don't know for posting the same mumm you'd be laughing your ass off at if it were posted by someone in your stupid inner circle. News Flash...this is NOT high school! These cliques are fucking ridiculous,and being fucking mean just for the sake of your own self esteem? Sorry, I don't care ho

Survey Snatched From Dan
1. First thing you wash in the shower?Hair2. What color is your favorite hoodie?Black3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?of course 4.Do you plan outfits?sometimes5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?melancholy 6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?a bottle opener on my key chain 7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?I say luxury yacht8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?too hot for you to handle 9. Did you meet anybody new today?nope10. What are you craving right now?someone11. Do you floss?Yes12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?coleslaw 13. When was the last time you talked on aim?2 days ago 14. Are you emotional?duh! I am a female 15. Would you dance to the taco song?maybe if I was in a good mood 16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?yes 17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?depends... ice cream cones I lick 18. Do you like your hair?most of the time 19. Do you like yourself?today... yes I do 20. Have you ever met a celebrity?hahaha

Beth Taylor
One day your sick, not feeling well, sore throat and well kinda down in the dumps. You go to Wal-Greens, nothing on your mind but getting better. Chicken Soup for the lonely at heart and sore throat. Not watching where you should be going, off in LA LA land, then BAM!!!!!!! 1 wrong turn and your life changes forever, or should I say 1 right turn. Beth Taylor, things like this never happen to me. When you least expect it, where you never expect it, like a breath of fresh air, a wave that suddenly pulled you under. You try to fight it, you try to walk away. Fate, Karma or just plane my turn to have something so wonderful happen to me. After years of having my whole life just ripped up in front of me, tenderness, kindness things that have forgotten me for so long, just filled my cup till it runneth over. I had made myself a list of things that I would never get myself into again, and after looking at this list, I began to think that they were unreasonable, a person like this COULD never e

Life Everlasting
Pain is all I remember,From the last time I was in love,I was afraid of it,Until I met you.I never felt true love,Until you showed me,I didn't know I loved you,Until you made me see.Now that I am with you,No more guessing in my life,Now that I have you,No more pain and strife.I can't imagine my life,Without you being a part of it,Now I am truly happy,For I have life everlasting.Life everlasting is when I met you,Life everlasting is when I'm with you,Life everlasting is when I hold you,Life everlasting is you.

Guess Who's Back?
Well, I was a member back in the LostCherry days. Then I came back briefly during the CherryTap period. And well, I'm back again for the fubar experience. Not that I remember any of the s/n's I used back then. What do ya expect, I've been drunk since then! Will I ever learn?

Mia
HEY ALL..SORRY ABOUT THE SHITTY TYPING AND ALL BUT I'VE HAD 2 HOURS SLEEP IN 2 DAYS. MY FASTHER IN LAW IS IN VERY CRITICAL CONDITION AND ALMOST DIED ON US TWICE. SO IM NOT SURE WHEN I'LL BE ON AND TO BE HONEST FUBAR ISMY LEAST CONCERN AT THE MOMENT. MY FATHER IN LAW IS ON DIALYSIS AND A VENT AMONGST OTHER CRAP..HE'S SO BAD OFF RIGHT NOW. HE HAS A RARE DISEAS CALLED WEGNERS DISEASE OR HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT..I AM SURE IM MISSING OUT ANOTHER WORD THAT GOES WITH IT BUT WHO CARS, LMAO. IM TIRED AND GOING TO TAKE A SHOWER AND HEAD TO BED. MUCH LOVE TO MY BOURBON 504 FAMILY!! YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!!! SORRY I DIDN'T TALK MUCH IN THA LOUNGE LUCKY I EVEN STOPPED IN I'M SO TIRED..BUT I HAD TO SHOW SOME LOVE. AIGHT ALL..I'M NASTY, TIRED AND BLAHHHHH SO IM TAKING SAHOWER AND HEADED TO BED. IMA HAVE MY CELL ON ME SO IF YA HAVE MY YIM HIT ME UP..IF NOT THEN YOU DON'T NEED IT ANYWAYS..HAHAHA. PEACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Heaven
Oh - thinkin about all our younger yearsThere was only you and meWe were young and wild and freeNow nothin can take you away from meWeve been down that road beforeBut thats over nowYou keep me comin back for moreBaby youre all that I wantWhen youre lyin here in my armsIm findin it hard to believeWere in heavenAnd love is all that I needAnd I found it there in your heartIt isnt too hard to seeWere in heavenOh - once in your life you find someoneWho will turn your world aroundBring you up when youre feelin downYa - nothin could change what you mean to meOh theres lots that I could sayBut just hold me nowCause our love will light the wayChorusIve bin waitin for so longFor somethin to arriveFor love to come alongNow our dreams are comin trueThrough the good times and the badYa - Ill be standin there by you

'tis A Pageant To Keep Us In False Gaze
“Why is my Superman not remembered, but I am? If our Krypton never existed, no one should remember either of us.” What Power Girl (picture a less-endowed version of the Supergirl we’re probably more familiar with) said after the focal point – though I expect readers on DC Comics’ mid-80s reboot “Crisis on Infinite Earths” didn’t realize it at the time – of all the alternate Earths that survived being obliterated by antimatter merging into one Earth was a question that couldn’t be answered. From a real-world marketing standpoint, I expect this solved a lot of problems that grew from just fifty years of producing Batman, Superman, Wonder Woman, and other stories that eventually would contradict each other, particular after the Silver Age debuts of said characters … which turned out to be new characters with the same names and roughly the same origins. All the Golden Age incarnations of these heroes were retroactively

Evanescence - Call Me When You're Sober
Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself. Can't keep believing, We're only deceiving ourselves . And I'm sick of the lie, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Couldn't take the blame. Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you're jaded. You can't play the victim this time, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. You never call me when you're sober. You only want it cause it's over, It's over. How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine. So don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. Don't lie to me, Just get your things. I've made up your mind.

A Young Firefighter
In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared downat her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia.Although her heart was filled with sadness,she also had a strong feeling of determination.Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up &fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible..The leukemia would see to that. But she stillwanted her son's dream to come true.She took her son' s hand and asked,'Billy, did you ever think about what you wantedto be once you grew up?Did you ever dream and wish what you woulddo with your life?'Mommy, 'I always wanted to be a firemanwhen I grew up.'Mom smiled back and said, 'Let's see if we canmake your wish come true.'Later that day she went to her local firedepartment in Phoenix , Arizona , where she metFireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix She explained her son's final wish andAsked if it might be possibleto give her 6 year-old son a ride around the block on a fire engineFireman Bob said, 'Look, we can dobetter than th

Favorite Quote
Someone once asked me what my favorite quote was, I thought about it for a few minutes and I responded with… “I don’t really have one so I will make one up.” I thought for a few minutes more and the only thing that came to me was this… Don’t look to yesterday it’s the past, Look to tomorrow for, it brings the future.

Searching For Answers
I just don't know anything anymore. Bad decisions about my life seems to be the one constant. Trusting people who don't deserve it. Letting people beyond the walls only to find the way they got there was through dishonesty. Does anyone tell the truth anymore? I don't want to go into details.. I just want to find a way to believe again. It's time to go think... to make changes to my life... and pick up the pieces.

Hateful Notebook
The Words She Writes Will Change The WorldShe'S Much Smarter Than MeInside She Writes A Side Of HerselfShe Won'T Let Me SeeSuch A Hateful Little GirlHer Little Book Is Her Whole WorldIt'S All There In Her Little BookAnd I Can'T Help But WonderBut She Says I'Ll Never UnderstandShe Says There'S No Love AndEveryones Out To Get HerShe Keeps Me Shut Out And I Don'T Want To Let HerSuch A Hateful Little GirlHer Little Book Is Her Whole WorldIt'S All There In Her Little BookAnd I Can'T Help But WonderWhat Chapter I Fit Under, YeahI'M A Stone Age Male And That'S A FactThere'S So Much More To Me Than ThatSuch A Hateful Little GirlHer Little Book Is Her Whole WorldShe'S Writing In Her LittleBook, She Don'T Like MeBut She'S Got Me HookedAnd I Can'T Help But WonderWhat She'S Like Between The CoversAnd I Can'T Help But Wonder

This Or That
Colors or Black or White?blackPink or Purple?purpleYellow or Green?greenApple or Orange?orangesFairy or Princess?princessPanda or Kangaroo?pandaAnalog or Digital?digitalCoke or Pepsi?cokeCoffee or Tea?coffeeCake or Ice Cream?ice creamMiami Dolphins or New York Jets?ICK neitherHockey or Soccer?soccerSummer or Winter Olympics?winterRollerblade or Iceskate?rollerbladeFire or Ice?fireDildo or Vibrator?vibeBeatles or Rolling Stones?BeatlesElton John or Billy Joel?Billy JoelGold or Silver?goldMetallica or Slayer?MetallicaPineapple rings or tidbits?tidbitsIn tic-tac-toe, are you the X or O?OHeads or Tails?headsSchool or Work?WorkThrow up or Diarrhea?neither thanks anywayBowling or Rollerskating?bowlingHurricane or Earthquake?hurricaneToo fat or too skinny?too fatCoffee with creamer or black?w/creamerMySpaceBulletins.com or QuizPox.com ?whateverAmazing Race or Survivor?SurvivorDomestic or Foreign car?dependsMiami Ink or L.A. Ink?L.A. InkSandals or Tennis Shoes?sneaksTwister or Connect Four?con

Come One Come All
Announcing The Fu-Marriage of: Sweet_Baby_girl & Monkey Also the Fu-Marriage of: Sweet-n-Sassy & Po'Boyz You Are Invite To Join Them at: 12am eastern Sat. April 11th, 2009 In Exit To Exile Click Below to Join Them

Friends........
dirt in the ground is what I needI got another one to tell youand another one to make you believepity in the grass tried to bethe one you needed when I told youthat you wanted something bigger than meI've got friends in all the right placesI know what they wantand I know they don't want me to stayI said that I've got friends in all the right placesI know what they wantand I know they don't want me to stay'cause you are not alivewhen I need youI need it quicklyin case you never knowI can't play where I'm not supposed to anywaydirt in the ground is what I seeI need another reason whyI need another reason, tell me to breathethe dirtier the sound, the best I breatheI tried to do it all for youit didn't do anything for me'cause I've got friends in all the right placesI know what they wantand I know they don't want me to stayI've got friends in all the right placesI know what they wantand I know they don't want me to stayand you and I will findthat when I need youI need it quicklyin fact, yo

And Cyfrog Called Cincinnati Too Conservative..
School: Ohio teacher took students to strip club HAMILTON, Ohio – A school spokesman said a southwest Ohio teacher has resigned after acknowledging she accompanied four female students to a male strip club. Butler Tech school district spokesman Bill Solazzo said the 47-year-old teacher resigned Thursday. He said the teacher told Edgewood High School administrators that the students, all cheerleaders, asked her to take them to the bar in February. The teacher told school officials in an e-mail that she got permission from the parents of the 17- and 18-year-olds to bring them to the club. The teacher taught marketing at the school and previously served as a coach for the district's eighth-grade cheerleaders.

Lust Or Love
for is there an god who grant everlasting love for all i see throw my eye is lust but is it the goddess of love who grants everlasting love for us if their is why do i see with an blackin heart out of greed for is cause i have fall out of my place for everlasting love alas i pray fro everlasting for century but still i have not found it for is is cause walk street welcoming the darkness

Princess Beakers
Ive been on fu for maybe a year or two now. Ive had two different IDs so I cant really remember how long its actually been! Anyways recently I had an epiphany. The thing is, in life there are fairweather friends. You know, the ones who come and go for whatever reason. This is more so the case with online friends. You meet, say hello, have a great time just chatting and goofing. Then one day you have an argument and boom, the joy of the internet means, blocked, ignored or whatever you choose to do to not converse with someone again. And well, there are the friends who are always there even if you dont talk. The ones who randomly stop in every once in a while and say hello to catch up and its like youve never not been chatting. The ones who brighten your day. They throw in a few HUGE random acts of Fu kindness and what have you got? Youve got: http://www.fubar.com/user/747456 This girl is just a top quality chick and a great friend! And thats all Ive got to say about that! Regards

My First Blog
So like we all know the economy sux ass, and all that happy shit, but try being a cab driver, in a city thats overrun with too many cabs on the road, and the city working against you, I mean for instance we have what's called the free shuttle here downtown, now don't get me wrong i realize most major cities have some form of public transportation, be it city buses (which we have) or something, but here the wise people of hte city government decided to implement the "free" electric shuttle downtown, which ok from looking at a tourist point of view, is a good hting, free transportation around downtown, cool, but then looking at a taxi drivers view, one of those free shuttles is equal to 10 cab rides when it is full, thats 180 bux im losing bc that one shuttle is running, so i think there should be a compromise run the free shuttle for the tourists thats fine and dandy, but have them stop running at around 6 or 7 pm NOT 11pm, and let the people figure out how to get around after that, it

Saying Goodbye To Mother
SAYING GOODBYE TO MOTHER...... You don't have to own a cat to appreciate this one! You don't even have to like 'em! We were dressed and ready to go out for the New Years Eve Party. We turned on a night light, turned the answering machine on, covered our pet parakeet and put the cat in the backyard. We phoned the local cab company and requested a taxi. The taxi arrived and we opened the front door to leave the house. The cat we put out in the back yard, scoots back into the front door. We didn't want the cat shut in the house because she always tries to eat the bird. My wife goes out to the taxi, while I went inside to get the cat. The cat runs upstairs, with me in hot pursuit. Waiting in the cab, my wife doesn't want the driver to know that the house will be empty for the night. So, she explains to the taxi driver that I will be out soon, 'He's just going upstairs to say Goodbye to my mother.' A few minutes later, I get in

Long Time Coming
I've missed two of my children's birthdays already, and in a week I will miss another. I can not wait to see my babies again. If all goes right, I will be able to see my little girls again for the first time in (what will be) six months, and I will see my sweetheart again for the first time in a year. It is amazing how quickly a year can go, and yet how slowly at the same time. I'm amazed that it is already the end of April, but June/July seems so far away. It's been rougher than I thought. I've never wanted to go home so badly! I work hard out here, but when I am off I spend my chill time writing my book and thinking of life when I get back. I really have no idea what the specifics will be, but to know that I will have what I have only dreamed of before is amazing. Patrick and I together, our children, a life to be proud of. I would be happier to have all of our children full time, or at the least to live closer to those who wont be there every day, but all in due time. My

Atheism
In Florida , an atheist created a case against the upcoming Easter and Passover holy days. He hired an attorney to bring a discrimination case against Christians, Jews and observances of their holy days. The argument was that it was unfair that atheists had no such recognized days. The case was brought before a judge. After listening to the passionate presentation by the lawyer, the judge banged his gavel declaring,"Case dismissed!" The lawyer immediately stood objecting to the ruling saying, "Your honor, how can you possibly dismiss this case? The Christians have Christmas, Easter and others. The Jews have Passover, Yom Kippur and Hanukkah, yet my client and all other atheists have no such holidays." The judge leaned forward in his chair saying, "But you do. Your client, counsel, is woefully ignorant." The lawyer said, "Your Honor, we are unaware of any special observance or holiday for atheists."

Help Please!!!!!
I love to read books but I'm running out of things to read.....below is a list of books I own and have read...Can you suggust any more????? House Of The Night- Marked Betrayed Chosen Untamed Hunted The Twilight Saga- Twilight New Moon Eclipse Breaking Dawn The Young Wizards Series- So You Want To Be A Wizard Deep Wizardry High Wizardry A Wizard Abroad The Wizard's Dilemma A Wizard Alone Wizard's Holiday Wizard's At War Dragonology Chronicels- The Dragon's Eye The Icefire Series- The Fire Within Ice Fire Fire Star The Fire Eternal The Inheritance Cycle- Eragon Eldest Brisingr The Edge Chronicals- Beyond The Deepwoods Stormchaser Midnight Over Sanctaphrax The Curse Of The Gloamglozer The Last Of The Sky Pirates Vox Freeglader The Winter Knights Clash Of The Sky Galleons The Land Of Elyon- The Dark Hills Divide Beyond The Valley Of Thorns The Tenth City Stargazer Into The Mist The Secrets Of The Immortal Nicholas Flamel- The Alchemyst The Magician Artemis Fowl Series-

Blah, Blah Blah"
i am jack of all trades, master of none.. i can do anything , and am always interested doing many things if my time allows me.. i am a bankrupt housewife and a very busy mother of two, i always believe in change, in discovering new things, and trying anything, and most of all i am never of afraid of risking"and failing, and losing. i'll go for anything not just for the sake of doing it, but wether i lose or i win, i failed or succeed, at least i tried".. and i learned, and i experienced things and for whatever the results is, i still and will always consider that it is always worth it." i am hardworking, dedicated, compulsive at times....", and aggressive most of the time with some sense of innocence".. i am good in evaluating, most of my friends come to me to analyze thier problems, coz i give sensible yet witty advices, i dont judge people,", but i keep my own beliefs, i let no one influence me with thier opinions, yet i respect and listen , to what they say". i argue alot s

Save The Earth. It's The Only Planet With Chocolate!
I’m going to begin tomorrow … no, I’m not procrastinating, I’m just leading in with what I plan and working back to what I’ve done since I haven’t kept as careful records of my daily doings as I usually do. I figure the more I write the more it will come to me what’s important to let you all in on. Tomorrow in the USA is the unofficial “Take Our Daughters to Work Day”. At least, that’s what it was called when the Ms. Foundation for Women started it in 1993, and for ten years this exposure of preteen girls to what Mom and Dad do to keep a roof over their head worked out really well. Then an enquiring mind figured boys are also born to couples, so the day’s name has been expanded to “Take Our Daughters and Sons to Work Day”. Since our daughter Sarah is the oldest and bringing both kids would be … crazy, she’ll be with me at the office tomorrow. While Sarah is with me, the kids’ aunt Ma

Best Friend
If there is a moment that hard to forgetThat is the day when you and I had metI even know what is the dateThe day when we were classmates I bear in mind that timeWhen we say to each other HIIt’s hard to believe but it’s trueThat time you become a part of my life I wish that we will share everythingProblem, tears and even laughingI hope and pray that it won’t endCoz if that happen, you can see me crying When I had a problemYou are the one whom I can lean onWhen im mad and lonelyYou were there to cheer me up Don’t worry even were apartYou will remain in my heartI’ll always cherish the days we spentCoz it’s the day when we becomeBEST OF FRIEND!

A Taste Of You~
When I think of you my heart jumps my stomach drops A shiver runs through me Your lips intrigue me, I can not help but wonder what they would feel like upon mine Your hands are a temptation mine cannot resist, I just wish to hold them and all will be right with my heart Your eyes dazzle me the light I see when they lock with mine no other gaze gives me that feeling Your voice, no matter the words makes my heart flutter and my eyes sparkle in delight You are my fuel, my addiction, my inspiration, my fantasy This love can not be calmed I understand how fragile it may be and I will protect it until I am strong enough to keep this love sheltered, while it flourishes but before then, I must have one taste, to keep me holding on, so I know it is as amazing as we imagine that it is worth the wait To My girl, Joy ~W.H.~ ~2009~

Evening Of Love~
The look of her eyes as always caused me to become aroused, while we were driving down the highway. As she drove down the road I could feel the familiar pressure of my cock starting to press tightly against my jeans, causing a little discomfort. After a couple of miles of this I pulled my cock out and start to stroke it slowly. I see her eyes drift toward my moving hand and when she sees what's going on she gets a grin on her face, now attempting to drive and look at me stroking my cock. She reaches over and starts to gently play with my balls; I shiver and moan in response to her gentle manipulations still stoking my cock. Taking a finger she plays with the tip on my firm cock and getting her own finger cover in pre-cum sucks on it looking at me with that lustful sexy look on her face.We pull into the driveway and as she turns of the engine before she starts to help me stoke my cock. She then bends over and starts to lick the pre-cum off of the top of my now rock had cock; removing my

Perfection !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kk1_g1gRDnE I can not find any video of this to enable. This woman voice is perfection. If you do anything today check this out. Trust me you will not regret it. Let me know your thoughts too after you watch it.

Just Another Chunky Cupcake Looking For Love
For all you horny guys out there, this chic will cam and cyberchat with you, for a blingpack that is. She may be on thechunky side, but she is one flithy, kinky bitch. Hit her up if you bored. http://www.fubar.com/user/2258213

Me
you know it confuses me ,, when i am nice to somone who is atractive or i compliment the way they look it always seems to blow up in my face my kindness does not mean i want to be with you it does not mean that i want to have sex it doesnt mean anything i have been branded and embaressed humilated and lied on it is the end of the road ppl dont you understand how short life is ,, so i live it with no more regrets no speed limit signs on my highway ... i am very flirtacious when it comes to women always have been but now i see that doesent get me very far i care about somone very much to wich i thought would grow... so many mistakes i wish i could take back but i cant no regrets just moving forward.. life and it's struggles are strange but you can always find the lesson you learned deep inside if your looking .. all the while i sit here confused if i acted like an asshole or offended ppl i am sorry if had done things that made you feel like shit or made you feel stupid i am sorry but no

'golden Girls' Star Bea Arthur Dies At 86
celebs: Bea Arthur FILE - This Aug. 29, 1988 file photo shows actress Beatrice Arthur accepting her Emmy award at the 40th annual Emmy Awards ceremony in Pasadena, Ca. Family spokesman Dan Watt says the 86-year-old Arthur died at home early Saturday, April 25, 2009. He says Arthur had cancer, but declined to give further details. (AP Photo/Reed Saxon, File)Associated Press LOS ANGELES - Beatrice Arthur, the tall, deep-voiced actress whose razor-sharp delivery of comedy lines made her a TV star in the hit shows "Maude" and "The Golden Girls" and who won a Tony Award for the musical "Mame," died Saturday. She was 86. Arthur died peacefully at her Los Angeles home with her family at her side, family spokesman Dan Watt said. She had cancer, Watt said, declining to give further details. "She was a brilliant and witty woman," said Watt, who was Arthur's personal assistant for six years. "Bea will always have a special place in my heart." Arthur first appeared in the landmark c

Water, Rider, Everywhere
“Then sang Moses and the children of Israel this song unto the LORD, and spake, saying, I will sing unto the LORD, for he hath triumphed gloriously: the horse and his rider hath he thrown into the sea.” Chapter fifteen of the book of Exodus recaps the deliverance of the children of Israel from the clutches of the Egyptians drowned in the Red Sea (mentioned by name in verse four, and likely a tributary of it, a lake deep enough to wash the Egyptians’ feet and their chariots out from under them) in song that seems to emerge spontaneously, yet as it manifests the plan of the LORD – especially in verses fourteen through seventeen – it’s an expression of joy. I imagine people sang off key, I imagine some were weeping tears of joy so much you couldn’t make out what they were saying (remember, the original would be in Hebrew), and I imagine it was pretty awesome! While the whole song (often called the “song of Moses”) isn’t direct

I Am Yours Now
I Am Yours Now Master can you see my heart pounding? It feels like it is trying to escape My breathing becoming so heavy Tensions mount about my fate Each knot meticulously fastened Bound for your pleasure alone My eyes covered with silk A lust piercing to the bone My ears here you pacing now

#2
My whole life I've always taken care of someone else; always putting myself last to provide the needs for others. Never did I ask for anything in return because I consider it a blessing to be a blessing for others. Unfortunately in the end, my kindness was taken for weakness & I was labeled an "extreme bitch" cuz I decided now it was time 2 take care of me. I was told if I keep neglecting myself I won't be any good 2 anybody & that made sooo much sense. So now I take care of me whenever I feel like it and to those who I struggled for who no longer have my back cuz I chose to put myself 1st - I wasn't depending on ur asses n e way - I'ma b aight!!!! (When did lovin urself become the avenue hataz travel 2 try & run u down???) I'm laf'n @ all of u!!!

Rules For Your Morph
If you rate ALL! of my pics, I'll make a morph for ya. The rules are simple. 1) After rating all pics in a folder, leave the comment on the last pic in the folder saying "Rated". If you don't leave that comment in every folder, sorry, but ya don't get a morph. I'm going to be busy with this, so make sure you leave that comment. 2) Make sure you rate the pics in every folder. The only exception is nsfw folder. 3) When you've rated all pics in every floder, send me a private message letting me know you're done. In the message, include the pics you want morphed together. Sorry, I won't have time to look through your pics to find somethin good. If ya don't send me the pics, Ya won't be gettin a morph. 4) The absolute most important rule is to HAVE FUN! This is me. After rating the pics you'll know alot about me. It'll be great havin you all as friends. Enjoy!!!!!!!

Life Isn't What It Seems
You know that sometimes you just come to realize that its time to start over and just do what needs to be done. Whatever you decide or anything else you just have got to sit back and say fuck it, and if you piss people off in the process, then so be it but you have to take care of business either way. Just as you are taking care of business something or someone comes along the way or someone has always been there just seems to take over every waking moment and thats all you can think of. Old friends contact you right out of the blue and you haven't heard from or seen them in ages, well since high school graduation or friends that were there for you right from the beginning just happen to be the breath of fresh air that you have always been looking for but you sit back and take that extra second to think. While taking that extra second to think things over, you say to yourself that you are not concentrating on anything else except yourself. You want to act upon urges that haven't really

"the Last Time"
i dont know ive been cold for far to long ive seen you through the bottom of a hole i know everything will be ok the suns gonna shine down on me some day youre my storm lightning dancing in the sky so keep on smiling, keep on laughing, till the rain goes away. i dont know ive been so cold those days are gonna come when the rain goes away and your laughing for the last time....so keep on smiling the sun will shine some day the sun will shine some day

Good News???
Well the day before yesterday I got word that Dr. Chester isn't going with the extra 5 external radiation treatments not to sure why but he also lowered the dose in which I've been getting anyways I have 2 more to go an 1 chemo plus 2 more internal radiations which I think is good news, Chester had done an exam on me an said that it seems that their getting it all however I will have to wait for at leat 2-3 weeks if not longer for the swelling to go down in my (PUSS).....LOL...... Then they will be doing a CT scan again to make sure they've gotten it and damn I hope & pray they have cause if not I don't know if I can handle another round of this shit or even going through surgery to have everything taken out, but anyhow I wanted you all to know that to me this is good news & I can not wait to hear them say we've killed it all an not have to worry anymore and go on with my life although I do know that I'll have to see them for check-ups after all this to make sure there isn't cancer el

Moving
sometime today maybe later tonight i will be pulling the plug on our puters and moving them over to our new place its not supposed to be hooked backup til the 7th of may so ill be gone for a bit butttt i will have my yahoo on my cell turned on so if any of yu that need me and have me on yahoo just shout:P

The Phoenix
Out of my ashes will rise a new phoenix. A soaring being returning from death proving once again that life is eternal. I live forever because the spirit never dies. I will return in another body in another time, but it is me. The me who is me now will always be. As long as I live, I learn. And I live F o r e v e r

A Lil Somethin
I ereased all of your pictures todayYour memory still burned in my f@uked headI tried to drink you awayInstead i almost drove off this cliffBut I relized your not worth it anymoreYou treated me like sh!tWhen I was on my death bedI fought to keep my life for youBut you never wanted me to began withFRLW 9-25-09

Street Fighter
why the hell do people go to c movies like that it was nice, i fell asleep watching it, the crazy part was when shen was in the alley fighting the guys, i'm sorry but guys that movie makes us look weak, the other crazy part was the explosion in the fuckin buildin whith ninjas u fucking terrace im just kidding, another was finally something really crazy the end part when the guy and the girl are fighting she knocks his head around so it looks like his back of his head is at his peanus side what the hell ,and who the hell names there daughter white rose i mean this is fuckin stupid and funny

Love Or Lust
here's a few more subtle thoughts to taunt the mind:)When two bodies are joined as one,YOu feel every touch from head to toewith passion.Feels like your blood is boilingwith electricity.Seems spiritual,these feelings are so mutual.Electric waves to form air friction.We ignore the wrongs of sin,and we live fully in heavenly orbit.Sweet as sorbet.Your heaven on Earth, give Ceasar the world.For I want only you for all the treasures in the sea,YOur my breath, my soul.Don't want to ever let go.

Secret Pleasures
Secret Pleasures... I did have to pleasure myself love after writing my laststory for you... Naked almost - robe open - legs parted - softness wet with anticipation...On my bed - luxurious sheets - lots of pillows. Silk and satin....burgundy and gold - My long black curls of hair streaming out over the pillows - onthe sheets. Dark room...a quiet room...just the sounds of pleasureescaping my lips... My hands gently rubbing my personal place - my legs trembling - my softnessaching for a man.... A man who will bring me to the edge and back - who can use hiswiles and character to talk his way into my bed.. Whispers of lust and devotion - telling me what he wantsand what he is going to do to me... I feel energy and desire enveloping my body raw sensualenergy from head to toe pulsing through my veins I am truly alive awake and aware of my passion for raw sexsensual pleasures!

She Had Triple Bypass Surgery This Morning
Well ,my mother in law had triple bypass surgery this morning around 9:30 and the surgeon said that everything went ok .She's not going to be able to go back to work of course right away though .She is also probably going to be staying with us full time after she gets done staying at her sister's house for 2 weeks .She also has to stop smoking ,which isn't going to be easy for her since she's about a 4 pack a day smoker :O i would like to thank all of you for your thoughts and prayers during this rough time in my life YOU GUYS AND GALS ROCK :D i will try to keep everyone updated as far as if anything else happens :D

Shroud Of Shadows (drh)
soulful eyes fixated upon nothing more than a fury of emotion that pours from them with a resonance that mutes even the godsso still there as the world fades around you, deafened by the screams of rage as your inner peace is raped with iniquitysilent now, you utter not a sound but the breath of your warm sigh the only thing to leave your lips. pressing your fingers to your mouth you attempt to hold even it insideheld in a momentembraced by the demons seeking to diminish your light and like dirty thieves coveting your joy - you appear a rock though a closer look exposes the brokenness behind the exoskeleton of the man that you once knewshrouded in the shadows that drape upon your form the cool brush of the breeze reminds you that you are - and hence you return to the world you know and face it outwardly with the mask of smiles you wear so well.

The Demoralization Of Me
There are so many thoughts racing through my mind so many things that fill my brain the thoughts alone swim like rancid fish in waters filled with plague they twist they turn they fight they swerve they consume and own the real they bite they tear away an unleash a poison that fills me deep with fear I am just a woman phenominal raw and wholly devoted creative and deep but your wicked words seep and steal away the sense of self and release my rage how can I be? be a sweet little angel a model citizen a sister a friend a daughter with perfect politeness with divine innocence when you scutinize demoralize and make me want to rip your eyes from their prying sockets? I want to smash and smother your hate your disgust and intolerance of the life that I've made You don't even know me only what you claim to see so how do I look with one eye open? how would you like to bleed? you pollute the world with your ignorance and lies you judge and seten

Tonight We're On The Road!
When I arrived at home last night I had some time to myself since Martha was out with the kids (Sarah, Jeffrey, and my point-four child/sister-in-law Mary), so I placed some phone calls to my family. First to Gary, my brother (okay, technically he’s my half-brother since we have the same mother but different fathers; I’m the only child on my mom and dad, but we’ve never made a big deal of that) who owns a flooring business in Poplar Grove, Illinois to finalize the directions we’re taking to get to his house starting tonight. There’s a running bet at my workplace – where I go to get the money to open Fast Cash for the day, not where I’m typing this one – that our trip there which we’ve figured will take fifteen hours will actually take closer to seventeen. I’ll have to write that figure now; you can ask Martha, I’m a notorious record-keeper! I left a message with my stepmother Susan in Georgetown, Florida, and there&r

7 Kinds Of Sex
7 kinds of sex! The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face.The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen.The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom.The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you".The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screwsyou in front of everyone.The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night.OOPS. Don't forget the 7th kind of

The Right To Bear Arms
The 2nd Amendment - A well regulated Militia, being necessary to the security of a free State, the right of the people to keep and bear Arms, shall not be infringed.Arguably probably one of THE most important Amendments in our Constitution, in my opinion. While they are slowly chipping away at our right, they are slowly disarming us as a nation. Canada has a similiar law, although it is not written lately in their Constitution, it was previously written elsewhere in Canadian Law. Their right to bear Arms was derived from the same source ours was, English Common Law, English Bill of Rights 1689, and more... Interestingly enough, Canada is also attempting gun control on their citizens as well. 'Shall not be infringed'. And yet... slowly but surely they are. Little by little, one baby step at a time, with each law that is passed because someone went on a killing spree, or a child was killed, or what ever the reason, one more loop hole or some sort of tracking is placed upon LAW ABID

I Need
i need a damn homegirl, someone i can click with. someone who doesnt mind kids manye even has a few. someone who is flirty with girls and can be goofy with me. someone who likes to party but doesnt take it to the extreme. i guess i just really want someone to laugh and chill with.

Had A Few Of These Nights Too!
Heyahhhhhhhhh Five Thirty PM rolls around, there’s a little old joint outside of town I only got time for a couple of beers and a juke box song ringing in my ears The next you know the bartenders pouring, shots are flowing, got me stoned and All I really know is that I should be going, but I’m soaking up the moment I'm all jacked up, all jacked up Don’t believe I’ve ever had this much. One thing I’ve learned when you get tore up Time sure flies when you’re all jacked up It was getting mighty close to Nine o’clock, what the hell I'll have one more shot. Then I winked at a boy at the end of the bar, guess I mighta musta gone a little too far. Cause a big ole girl walked outta the blue, 10 foot 2 with a bad attitude Stepped right up and knocked out my tooth, guess I had it coming I deserved it too Cause I was all jacked up, all jacked up, Don’t believe I’ve ever had this much. One thing I’ve learned when you get tore up Don&

Don't Put Me On That Pedestal So High
Why is it that people put us up on pedestals not realizing that when you fall it's you that gets hurt because a fall from that high can do nothing less. Why is that they claimn to Love You For Who you are But really Love you for what they want you to be. Why Can't I believe anyone that says they Love Me Uncondtionally well it's probably because Im sitll Broken and Beaten From The Pedestal So High...

Taking Ownership ~ 4 Cont. ~
He breathed her in deeply as he closed his eyes. She smelled of woman and girl, all sexy and innocent like a flower waiting to be opened - if that were possible all at once. He drew close to her slit and ran his knuckle over her mound. She had groomed as he had instructed: clean shaven lips and a small tuft at the top, neatly trimmed. Her cunt lips were thick and full, swollen almost. They covered all her parts, like a perfectly wrapped present for him to open. They looked succulent and he resisted the urge to pull them into his mouth."Now, my little slut. Reach down and hold open my new fuck toy. And make it wide so I can see your insides." She did as she was told and reached down, pulling her plump lips apart for him. She spread herself to reveal a beautiful rose-colored fuck hole, glistening with juices among the folds of her cavity. "Do you know how to milk a cock with your cunt?" he asked of her."Yes, Master, I do," she answered."Show me."She obeyed her Master, tightening and r

You Can’t Use Stilts To Squash A Bug
I'm tired I'm broken my body needs rest my emotions are not at their best I'll use this blade to carve into myself this crest Your antics are crude your attitude is rude you've lost your sense of control you've lost your powers with this blade you'll bleed for 72 hours so take this madness and bare it for life I'll take my chances in the mystic twilight I only hope it leads me to the high-life now I dance under this hybrid moon your misery will come very soon

#1
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Saturday - What To Do ?
It is called Mumm for a reason, So what to do, So many decisions. A:Mow The Lawn B:Visit friends C:Work for meaningless pay D:Stay in & look after the Fam. E:Waste time on a video game F:Eat & eat more Etc. you get the idea , May help a few off you :p Wake up :D

Magical Night
Magical Night by: Katherine Her wings fluttered with dust, But flying to help was what she�ll do! A magical place is hard to find, When all we know is a life of time. A prayer had been said, And a wish had been made, A mystical child was on her way! A child of beauty, A child at play, A child who can help in this life of time. Why does it take such a bad day, To bring these children out to play? Why don�t we see them when things are right? Could they be taken for granted in this life? They do what they must, And return out of sight. For they are the answers Of a magical night!

Going Away To The Navy.....
So my best friend is going away to the Navy next month. On the 30th we are throwing a righteous, slammin party. We are providing burgers, ribs, jello shots and a drink called the "Dirty Girl". We need some more chicks that are cool to come and hang out with all of our guy friends.... yeah its gonna be a sausage fest lol. Hit me up for info and we'll give details. Peace

Your Help Is Needed Please Read And Repost For Me
Please take a few minutes out of your day, to help this little girl... To the few that already have: A GREAT BIG THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This little girl has been drastically let down by her parents, CPS and the detective. The story is real and it is heartbreaking! She needs me, she needs you, she needs all of us... Not just a voice, but a scream to be heard by authorities... she needs help NOW! We can no longer allow the system to betray her. Please join me in the fight to bring this little girl to safety. Help her receive counseling and the love she needs to live a happy life. Please take the time, read and react... A precious little life depends on US... Everybody else has betrayed her. She doesn't even have a Mom or Dad advocating for her. Here is her story: Ariana and her Mommy lived with Grandma, while Dad was in Iraq. Dad came home, married someone else. Mommy moved in with a boyfriend, who was mean to Ariana, before she could barely walk.Bio Dad's in-laws befriended Mom

Our Tommorows
"Our Tommorows" Our tommorows start today, I heard the old man say. Muttered with the wisdom of a life Because yesterday is gone, and still we must go on And face the joy, the heartbreak, or the strife. Our tommorows start today, Every day a second chance A way to kill the sorrows of the past Another shovel full of earth, upon the wooden box Time to make more dreams and find a love that lasts Our tommorows start today But they never really stopped Despite many times, we never wound the clock Because the spring always returns, to the place it always knew Where our tommorows have the wings, the only soul that flew. Copyright 2009 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

My Mother...
...and I were typical mother and daughter. We'd fight, we'd cuss each other out (of course with me contributing over and over again to that damn fucking cuss jar of hers. I threw a $20 in it one time and told her I had credit!) Bottom line though is inspite of how we got along we still loved each other. In her later years it was I who was there, making sure she had the issues that arose for her managed and settled. My brother and sister were too 'busy'... The day I knew in my heart of hearts her days on this earth were limited shattered my world. We were in Walmart, and her legs and everything just gave out. People were scrambling to get her a wheel chair for me to get her to the car to take her home. I cried all the way home. A few months later I tried to call her one day, and got no answer, with no return call from her. This was so not the norm for my mom. Something was wrong, and unfortunately I was on the other side of town handling business and could not get over to her ap

Whispers
Longer stretches the rays of the sun nurishment and warmth they deliver barefoot feeling the coolness of each blade of grass Heavy hearted from the loss walked away without warning without trace peace be still my soul cries while the wind whispers jerry.....

Pain
I lost my brother in a motorcycle accident almost 2 months ago and the pain is so bad.I didn't get alone with him very well and now I never will have that chance again. So if you have a love one that you are having problems with than do all you can to change things before it is to late.I loved to ride motorcycles and now I have a fear of them that I can not shake. Just seeing one or the sound of one makes me sick to my stomach. I hope that in time this will pass.

Messeges We Had
She said:He tells me while we are dancingTells me how much he careHow much he loves meHe builds a castle for meTo be the queenThe night princessHe makes me walk in my kingdomLike a spring streamHe holds me ,grap my handsAnd fly over the cloudsHe tells me poetry none ever heardHe makes my heart meltHe bring tears to my eyesAnd suddenlyAll this world callaps downIts end when the song endsAnd every thing become normal when we go back to our tablesHe didn’t even tell me what is his nameHe didn’t even ask what is my nameWhy???????And I said:The names aren’t importantThe place we are in isn’t importantThe flesh we touch isn’t importantMy name incase you want to know is: soulAnd your name for me will always be: perfectYour place for me will always be : in my dreamsAnd this night will always be : a night of my life----------------------------------------------------------------By the way she wrote that on a tissueAnd I answered her on a rose leavesThat was long ti

Chinese Fur Farms
I know its a lot to read, but its worth the cause!!!! There's a link to a video below this, I suggest you watch it. If you're faint of heart, then you probably shouldn't, but to get an idea of what kind of tourture these animals are going through take a look. This is WRONG, and these people should be STOPPED IMEDIATELY!! When undercover investigators made their way onto Chinese fur farms recently, they found that many animals are still alive and struggling desperately when workers flip them onto their backs or hang them up by their legs or tails to skin them. When workers on these farms begin to cut the skin and fur from an animal's leg, the free limbs kick and writhe. Workers stomp on the necks and heads of animals who struggle too hard to allow a clean cut. When the fur is finally peeled off over the animals' heads, their naked, bloody bodies are thrown onto a pile of those who have gone before them. Some are still alive, breathing in ragged gasps and blinking slowly. Some of th

My Destiny
If destiny was in my handI would change my whole life yearsAnd made my age one yearLike this year we spent togetherIt is enough with its few beautiful daysIf life was in my handI would cuted all my heart arteriesAnd inaccessible my heart from beatingNot to beat but for youBecause you are the only true love in my lifeIf I could I would change my all bloodAnd putted in all my veins a perfume Like your perfume which I loveTo live on your love perfumeBut what can I do and you are my destinyWhich I tried to run away fromWhere ??!! there is no place to run away from the destinyNothing can stop destiny except deathAnd even after my death ,my destiny is to be your guard angel- - - - - - - - - - - - -W.B: FAR7AN

From The Prophet - On Love
From The Prophet - On Loveby Khalil Gibran ... Then said Almitra, "Speak to us of Love." And he raised his head and looked upon the people, and there fell a stillness upon them. And with a great voice he said: When love beckons to you follow him, Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you yield to him, Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning. Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun, So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth. Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself. He threshes you to make you naked. He sifts you to free you from your husks. He grinds you to whiteness. He kneads you until you are pliant; And then

Response To 911 Mumm ....^&((&$$^&()_**@
lost friends at the pentagon that day ...people who lived and played with our family and community ...i went that day across the george washington bridge and helped with the victims saw it burning ... as a nurse i had to ... knowing my brothers were in NY one slated to be at sun microsystems that day .... he was late thank god and the other was going to do some work for pepsi and had a meeting at one of the towers ... he missed the train in ....thank god once again .... buried many people close to our family from sun microsystems and people from my home town who worked at the pentagon... watching the planes hit .... and the weird silence of no planes for some days and weeks after ... my middle child was afraid to go to DC but we took him to show him we cant live in fear and ignorance ... he remembers the smoke from the pentagon billowing over our home town which was in VA... i remember the loss and the fear and the pride .... manhattan was horrific and then came the sacrifice ..the hum

Untitled
AS THE SUN RISES ON ANOTHER DAY HERE IT DRAWS ME CLOSER TO THE ONES I LOVE SO DEAR IT HAS BEEN EIGHT LONG MONTHS SINCE I LEFT THEM ON THAT DAY AND IT WAS TOUGH TO HEAR THEM SAY DADDY PLEASE DON'T GO I WANT YOU TO STAY, AND I HAVE TO TELL THEM THAT I WOULD IF I COULD BUT ONE DAY YOU WILL UNSTAND THAT DADDY HAS A JOB LIKE ALOT OF OTHER MEN, IT IS ONE OF HONOR AND INTERGITY AND ALSO PRIDE ONE THAT DOES NOT ALLOW HIM TO RUN AND HIDE SO AS I WIPE AWAY THIER TEARS AND LOOK THEM IN THE EYES AND I SAY PLEASE DON'T CRY, AND THEY ASK ME WHY, I SAY TO THEM THAT YOU SHOULD BE STRONG AND KNOW THAT YOUR DADDY GOES INTO HARMS WAY TO HELP KEEP THE BAD GUYS AWAY AND AS THEY LOOK UP AT ME WITH THIER LITTLE FACE I FEEL THIS EMBRACE NOT FROM THEM BUT FROM THIS OTHER SOURCE IT FELT LIKE AN ANGEL OF COURSE BUT WHEN I TURNED AROUND TO SEE WHO IT WAS, I WAS IN A DAZE BECAUSE THERE I WAS, IN THE BRACE OF THE ONE I LOVE HOLDING ME AND SHOW ME SOME LOVE SHE SAID GO AND DO YOUR JOB, FOR I KNOW IT IS HARD

Things Just Keep..............
Things just keep on getting worse. Found out today, that my job ends on the 29th of this month, not the 15th of june!! Which is great, I haven't even got a lead on a job yet. Now I have to try even harder, to get one. So yea I am having a bad day. I will land on my feet, like always, but I am depressed over this.

Howard This Is For You Baby
My pillow.Enveloping me in your soft folds of comfort.Eyes closed, your gentle caress soothes my concernsand carries my thoughts to a bed of pure contentment.Completely satisfied, I lay in your sweet embrace,longing to remain indefinitely.This is love.

Secrets Tattooed Upon Your Tongue
The forgonedampens my bones,suspended before owl eyes.Choosing to mock mewith affection,never mine.I, of course crumblefor venom loves these veins.Keeping secrets tattooedupon tonguecautiously away. Have you ever felt a heart beat? in truth it never brakes. The pit where butterflies roambecomes a haven for insecurity.I have,of course witnessed the past,present and the future.Yet bounded is what I aminside the pages of you. Left right,up down. Down up,right left.Slow, fastfast slow.You, I.I and you. And I of course crumble,but in truth I never brake.for it's just a metaphor in my mind to keep me safe.

Just A Rant
this is what pisses me off pedifiles, people who let adults hurt kids. kids who wear there pants half way down there ass's and people who use others good nature but most of all people who hurt the defenceless kids. the kids cant speak out for them selves so we have to speak for themour voice is loud our voice can be heard and will be heard that vooice is child protection community a group of concerned people who want to make everyone aware of the problem we have in the USA hard to believe this happens in our great country. hard to believe it happens anywhere. you to can join our fight to help the weak and be an advokit for the children visit www.childprotectioncommunity.com tell them captn steve sent you i am the nevada state rep for the community my myspace is myspcae/cpcnevada i post amber alerts pedifiles in the local area missing persons and child abuse cases. if you know anyone who needs help or just someone to talk to we can help please dont hesitate to cantact me here on my spac

Memorial Day
This is Memorial Day weekend. It is a time to remember the sacrifices that have been made by our men and women in uniform.It is also a time to remember the sacrifices made by the families and friends of these same men and women.To quote a Billy Ray Cyrus song,"all gave some ,some gave all". These men and women have fought for the very freedoms that most take for granted,please do not be one of them. As a 25 year veteran of the United States Marine Corps, i salute each and every one of the men and women who have served this great country, past, present and future. So, please, when you're on that picnic with your family or just partying with your friends,take a moment and remember those men and women who've defended your rights to do these things. They fight and defend us so we may all sleep peacefully in our beds at night secure in the knowledge that we are protected. THANK YOU to every member of the ARMY NAVY AIR FORCE MARINES and COAST GUARD SEMPER FI

Vietnam Vet Is Patriot Too
i want to take some time to thank all that serves served in military but we are very busy thanking those who are serving now in wars in middle east i want to take some time now to thank all those who served in wars in the recent past also thank those who served in the far past but most of all i want to thank those who served i mean all the serivceman who served in an unpopular war i am saying it i want to thank the vietnam vet they served and died too

''maybe'' Word
Sadness knocked my doorMy tears opened that doorWho took my lover??!!I lost my love now?!!Maybe it’s my mistake??Maybe it’s just a running lifetime ‘Maybe ‘word, it has a thousand meaning Maybe it’s not my faultMaybe my time has goneMaybe word is a sea of secretsA sea there is no harbors forOn that painful sea shores, her steps Those steps prince like a wounds wide openedAnd my eyes filling them with tearsMy days are lostMy dreams are burnedThe sun, that shining sunIt set long time now, sleep my poor eyesSleep over my wounds, but please don’t tell my secretsThe one was my soul, she hasn’t set yetShe still in my soul.Maybe it’s my faultMaybe my time has gone!!Every time I try to forgetMy heart yell: I can’tI can’t, but who can ,can.A journey was written long time agoAnd it has to be walked We have to travel.Maybe it’s my mistakeMaybe it’s my faultMaybe my time has goneMaybe word has a thousand meaningMaybe word is a

Just A Few Random Wtf's For You
A few WTF's for you Okay...a lot of you know I am one of the most random people you will ever meet. I say the dumbest things, and I have a very strange thought process indeed. Sometimes I pay attention to things a little too closely.For example. I am sure that my most dedicated of readers remember when I posted the blog about the woman, in a commercial, cascading across a pool and party decorations for a $7.00 bottle of wine. She claimed it was because it "is delicious." However, I saw a problem with that. I believed that could have been a silent cry for help. You know she has got to be an alcoholic to go through such great lengths for a drink. I mean, the commercial showed her in a dead sleep on a lawn chair. As soon as she heard alcohol was involved...BANG...she went all Chuck and began gliding across some paper lanterns. Everyone laughed it off at the party. I, myself, being so caring, would have called an immediate intervention. And we can't forget about the ridiculous commer

The Harshness Of Reality
They say that love can fill an oceansail a ship across the seaFly a kite above the cloudsor solve Life's mysteries.They say mere words of love bring hopemending broken fences everydayIt's known to heal a tarnished heartor chase the blues awayThey say that love is the answerto questions we may have through timeand it's the only thing that mattersto give it up would be a crimeThat is what they say to meas I travel through my lifeThey never bothered telling mehow love could cut you like a knifeThey never said my heart could diethat trust and faith would both be goneor cause me to scream in painwhen I was treated wrongThey never said to me it crushesmortals agonized and brokenbecause they too believed the liewhen those three words were spokenThe harshness of realitythat love has brought to meIs bittersweet and locked awayand needs no company

Bbq Rules
Standard Operating Procedures released today. Please learn. BBQ RULES We are about to enter the BBQ season. Therefore it is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of this sublime outdoor cooking activity. When a man volunteers to do the BBQ the following chain of events are put into motion: Routine... (1) The woman buys the food. (2) The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetablesand makes dessert. (3) The woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a tray along with the necessary cooking utensils and sauces, and takes it to the man who is lounging beside the grill - beer in hand. (4) The woman remains outside the compulsory three metre exclusion zone where the exuberance of testosterone and other manly bonding activities can take place without the interference of the woman.

A Prayer
Dear Lord,I pray for the strength, the courage, and the wisdom to beat down the beast that has/have taken over my life. I pray that the light within me may over take every part of my life, both day and night. I pray that I can be the parent to my children that they deserve. That I be an example unto them and to others of your love and your strength in our daily lives. I pray that I can be the friend to the love you have blessed my life with, that they know beyond a doubt that they are loved about all others. I ask, God, now for the forgiveness of the errors of my ways. That I may leave this path of darkness and come into the light of your love. Lord, my heart is set on you and I give my life to you to do with as you see fit. Use me and my voice that I may share your love and your amazing blessing with others. I thank you with all my heart for the love and support of my family and my friends. I thank you for never letting me forget your endless power and mercy.In Jesus Name I Pray,AMEN!

598k To Henchman
THIS ONE IS A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE CAN WE SHOW HER HOW TO GIT R DONE? PLEASE HELP HER TO LEVEL SHE IS IN A RACE TO LEVEL AND NEEDS ALL THE HELP SHE CAN GET! Moon's Goddess Fu Engaged to Sgt. Moondevil@ fubar

Love
Love doesnt just grow on a tree, u have to find it somewhere. Somewhere inside of u & me. If we look hard enough it is in both of our hearts. In order to find it, we both have to do our parts. They say in order to love someone u have to let them go. So, when u find ur love for me come & let me know.

Chillen With Friends
LOOKING FOR A PLACE TO MEET ARE HANG TRY BURGER KING W WESTFIELD AVE ROSELLE PARK NJ OPEN 8:00 AM TILL 12:00 SUNDAY - THURSDAY AND 6:00 AM TILL 2:00 AM FRIDAY AND SATURDAY BK ICE COFFEE VOTED *1 SOFT DRINK BY ESPN STOP IN AND SAY HI

My Mini Vacation
Yeaterday I took a trip to the coast. I got a three hour nap and left around 9 or 10am. First place I went to was to Tillamock Cheese Factory. It's been forever since I been there. Got some cheese samples and took some photos. Went to some town called Otter Creek, I think? Not too far freom Newport where they had the Devl's Punch bowl. It was low tide at the moment, so not too much action there. it was still neat to see how nature created it though. Went to Newport Oregon. Killed time at Ripleys Believe it or not, The Wax Muesume, some underwater garden thing and a few other places. Went to the Oregon Aquiremum which was pretty neat. I got to touch a few star fishes :) Grabbed some lunch at some Crab shack place...kinda like a ma and pop place I guess. Had some clam chower and a tuna sandwich...yum. Drove around town and went to a beach. It was a bit chilly and windy so I didn't get a tan or anything. Drove around some more and ended up at some weird vocalnic like place....almost l

Um That Thing Is Huge!
So, my hubby is away for awhile and I need to "fill the void" he's left behind without cheating on him. He told me to get a new toy to play with in his absence. I ordered one from an online supplier and they said it was back ordered. (must be good eh?) This was in March. A couple of weeks ago I get an email that they tried to charge my credit card but there was a problem and could I call them. Well, sure. Since March, I had changed the reward program @ my bank, so I got a new card- hence the problem they had. I call customer service, a man answeres. GREAT! "um, hi, yeah I had an order with you in March and I got an email saying you're having a prob running my card. I have a new number since then." "I'd be happy to update that for you, oh, it looks like that item is on back order again." "How can that be? I just got the email today that they were getting it ready to ship when the prob with my card came up." "It is a popular item. It looks like tentative arival to the

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I thought that today I would blog, since well Ive never done it, and also I need to vent and sometimes I feel just typing it gets it off my chest without having to pull someones eyeballs out with a Spork! So here goes.... I know I dont know most of you pretty much at all. They few I do talk to on here I adore. You people know who you are and I think that you are amazing. But anywho, I kinda am crushing on someone, but like he cares or notices. Blah =/ But once Im gone Im sure he'd notice, like hey wheres Tanya, right? Cause thats how it works. Anyways, I hate the girls on here that NSFW my pics because my ass is nicer then yours. Im sorry bitCh, I have 3 children and I work pretty fuCken hard to stay Ok looking. Get on a tredmill, run a mile, drink some water. Do SOMETHING other then sit your ass on fubar day and night with bon bons in one hand and a diet coke in the other thinking thats going to do something!!! So I have something huge coming up in my life, real quick status, and

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I went to the funeral of my brother-in-laws mother yesterday. She died after a long battle with mutiple forms of cancer. The main thing anyone who knew her would tell you is that even in the darkest depths of her illness, she was a genuinely kind person. She always cared more about how you where doing than herself. This got me to wondering. How many genuinely kind people do I know. Unfortunately, not very many. How about you?

For Every Child Who Cries At Night
For Every Child Who Cries at Night For every child who cries at nightAlone with shame and pain and frightFor every child who wants so muchTo only feel a gentle touchFor the beaten child, who cries in painWhose tears run silent, like the rainFor the child used to satisfy lustWho never learns to love or trustFor the child taken from her homeAnd made to feel so all aloneFor the child whose home is just a shellWhere life becomes a living hellFor the child who smiles but cannot feelBecause of scars too deep to healFor every child who yearns for loveI hope and pray to God aboveTo hear your cries and heal your painAnd give you back your life again

Just Thinkin
JUST THINKIN Today I sit and think About the places I have been The people I have met And the things in which I’ve seen So many places have I traveled All so beautiful and unique All so rich in history Yet so different on their streets They seem to attach right to you Their wonder their beauty their strengths And when you leave their borders Everything seems to cease The people that I’ve met Are all so different yet the same While DNA defines us Our bodies tell us were the same Everyone has their problems Their weaknesses and their strength Some can solve their issues While others hide and weep Many things have I seen Some wonderful and mystique Others dark and dreadful When death they cannot defeat Destruction Tares down the walls We have worked so hard to build And when there is a breakthrough All the secrets are revealed We try to keep them hidden So our fears and pain cannot be seen But it’s when we are alone That we

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There once was a girl Who wanted to die, Cuz all she ever did Was fuck and get high. So pointless and Lame This was no kind of life, Heart darkened by hate Shed rather end it by knife. Once beautiful eyes could no longer see, This was not the way She expected to be. She used to be caring She used to be kind, But hate and deciet Was all she could find

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Behind my house -is a steep bank, with a creek at the bottom. Prob a good 35 foot drop from top to bottom. I decided to build steps to the bottom, so the trolls can get down to play in the creek safely. Nothing fancy -just small logs cut & laid down, with metal stakes pounded into the ground to hold the logs in place, and then back filled with dirt, to create the steps. I finished half of it today and am tired. That is all:)

Baby By Ashanti
I've got this jones formin in my bones from a man who indeed took over my soul understand I couldn't breathe if he ever said he would leave get on my knees til they bloody red beggin please see I don't know if you get it yet just don't know he's like a lighter to my cigarette watch me smoke I never knew another human life didn' t know could have the power to take over mine so baby Baby baby baby baby baby baby I love you baby baby baby baby baby I love it when I hear your name got me sayin baby baby baby baby baby baby I love you baby baby baby baby baby See I can never feel alone with you in my life I'll give up everything I own for you won't think twice almost ashamed how I'm mesmerised such a shame I lose my thought lookin in your eyes I know why because your kisses make my lips quiver and that's real and when you touch me my whole body shivers I can feel now I can see how another life another life could have the power to take over mine cause you're my Baby baby baby baby baby baby

Online Biker Zine
Here is another great resource for Biker related happenings, information and fun on the Florida East Coast. The Florida Bikers Digest http://www.floridabikersdigest.com You can find free magazines at most any biker places along the coast of Florida. check them out.

3tough Cowboys
Three cowboys were seated around the campfire out on the lonesome sagebrush prairie and with the pride for which these men were famous; it was a night of bravado, a night of tall tales...Tom, the hand from Wyoming says, 'I must be the strongest, meanest, toughest cowboy there is. Why, just the other day, a bull got loose in the corral. It had gored six men before I wrestled it to the ground by the horns with my bare hands and castrated that sucker with my teeth.'Ben from Colorado, couldn't stand to be bested.. That's nothing, 'I was walking down the trail yesterday and a 15 foot diamondback rattler slid out from under a rock and made a move for me.. I grabbed that bastard with my bare hands, bit off its head, and sucked the poison down in one gulp and didn't even get a belly ache.' Old Jerry, the cowboy from Nebraska remained silent, slowly stirring the campfire coals with his pecker.

Dark Mirror
I've looked into a mirror and scared myself to death my eyes are so cold and evil it's hard to draw a breath I know that my pain is deep so deep down inside that there is not a single soul no one for me to hide My friends all say they care and that they understand but when I'm going through the valleys I walk alone through this land The days are darker than death and take all of their time and spend it all crushing me what is this evil crime? But the truth will be known albeit when I'm gone because my days are numbered just like the words of a song But until that day arrives the mirror will be a sight my eyes so cold, hollow and black as the darkest night So when we meet one day don't sympathize over me inside I've already died so please just leave me be… Leave me be….

What Hurts The Most-rascal Flatts
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don't bother me I can take a few tears now and then And just let 'em out I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok, but that's not what gets me What hurts the most Was being so close And watchin 'you walk away And havin 'so much to say What could've been And never knowin ' Is what I was trying to do It's hard to deal with the pain of losin 'you every where I go And not seein 'that lovin' you But I'm doin 'it It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone Still harder If I could do it over Gettin 'up, gettin' dressed, livin 'with this regret, but I know I would trade, give away, show the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken What hurts the most Is being so close And havin 'so much to say And watchin 'you walk away And never knowin ' What could've been And not

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starting sunday of last week, a girl i knew from school was taken hostage by her ex boy friend. after a 26 hour stand off, somewhere in that time, he killed her. he stabbed her to death, cut out her heart, ate it, then puked it up at the jail once cops got him there. then the stupid fuck fakes a suicide attempt to try to escape jail by tryin to leave the hospital. he ended up gettin shot by and officer, but yet he still lives. she was a very beautiful person. nice to everyone for as long as i can remember. she had 2 kids , a very brave daughter who escaped out a window to call the cops to try to save her mom, and a awesome son. these kids are now robbed of their mom. the world is now one less good person. yet still has the evil life that took hers. i am grateful for what i did know of her. maybe one day there will be some kinda forgiveness, but for now i just cant do it. not after knowing how she suffered, and how he is still alive. things like this make me wish wv had dea

Auction
WOOHOO! I finally mae it into my first auction. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=342244&albumid=1735853&i=3864516091&idx=9 Go check it out an bid on me. Show The Big Mike lotza luvv while you're there. He's an amazing guy and a wonderful friend and deserves all the luvv you can show. Then you can go rate and bid on my friend THESPOILED01, shes amazing and she's on auction. Find her in my friends and family lists or folow her link from here http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2369598&albumid=0&i=2335751315 and go read her blog, then R/F/A her an bid on her. Remember to show her lotza luvv an it couldn't hurt to mention I sent ya, lol. Huggz y'all, now go luvv us up, lol.

I Keep Wanting To Explain Myself
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Pour Out Your Sorrows, My Heart
Pour out your sorrows, my heart,But let none discover where;For my pride makes me forbearMy heart's sorrows to impart.I love you, Verse, my friend true,Because when in pieces tornMy heart's too burdened, you've borneAll my sorrows upon you.For me you suffer and bearUpon your amorous lapEvery anguish, every slapThat my painful love leaves there.That I may love, in peace with all,And do good works, as my goal,You thrash your waves, rise and fall,With whatever weighs my soul.That I may cross with fierce stride,Pure and without hate, this vale,You drag yourself, hard and pale,The loving friend at my side.And so my life its way will wendTo the sky serene and pure,While you my sorrows endureAnd with divine patience tend.Because I know this cruel habitOf throwing myself on youUpsets your harmony trueAnd tries your gentle spirit;Because on your breast I've shedAll of my sorrows and torments,And have whipped your quiet currents,Which are here white and there red,And then pale as death become,At

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VoltairenetJune 23, 2009As official videographer for the U.S. government, Kurt Sonnenfeld was detailed to Ground Zero on September 11, 2001, where he spent one month filming 29 tapes: “What I saw at certain moments and in certain places … is very disturbing!” He never handed them over to the authorities and has been persecuted ever since. Kurt Sonnenfeld lives in exile in Argentina, where he wrote « El Perseguido » (the persecuted). His recently-published book tells the story of his unending nightmare and drives another nail into the coffin of the government’s account of the 9/11 events. Below is an exclusive interview by Voltairenet.IntroductionKurt Sonnenfeld graduated from the University of Colorado (USA) with studies in International Affairs and Economics, as well as in Literature and Philosophy. He worked for the United States government as official videographer and served as Director of Broadcast Operations for the Federal Emergency Management Agency (FEM

The Fun Times Of Life
If We Had Sex....(Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out).1. Would you be in control?2. Would you whisper in my ear?3. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?4. Would you say my name?5. Would you go down on me?6. Would you let me give you a hickie?7. How many rounds would we go?8. What would you wanna do afterwards?9. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?10. Would you lick and bite me all over?11. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?12. Would you want me to take my time?13. Would you want me to go fast or slow?14. Where would you wanna "do it"?15. Would you be loud or quiet?16. Would you mind if i licked you?17. Would you do it today?18. Would you do it tomorrow?19. Would you call me in the morning?

Fuck Me Over
LOVE ME love me cause im the only one that beautiful fulfillment of sensual concealment .......... you give me butterflye FUCK ME fuck me like u fucked her that exotic release of absolute bliss ............you're secretive eyes HUG ME hug me 'cause i'll never see you again that painful sensation of my obliterlation ..............you'll be my demise HATE ME hate me like you've never hated before that sesitive exposure of not having closure ......... you say you're final good bye to all those ass holes who hurted me this is for u writen by my bitch and bestie for life ashley williams

Immortal Sonnets Pt.2
NAKED, YOU ARE SIMPLE AS ONE OF YOUR HANDS, SMOOTH, SOFT, WARMING.. EARTHY AND SMALL, TRANSPARENT AND ROUND.. MOVE IN MOTIONS TO FLESH WE MOAN SOUNDS, AROUND YOUR HALF MOON LINES, APPLE PATHWAYS, NAKED, YOU ARE SLENDER AS A NAKED GRAIN OF WHEAT IN HEATS OF ME......

My Moms Potato Soup
Cheryls Potato Soup 5 lb bag of potatoes , you can leave the skins on if you like . chopped into squares 1 lg onion , chopped 3 to 4 celery , chopped 3 to 4 carrots , chopped 6 chicken boullion cubes Green tabasco sauce a few dashes 1 1 b Block Velvetta Jalpenpo Milk and Salt and Pepper Yellow cap Mrs Dash Chop all vegetables . Cover with water add bullion cubes & Mrs Dash Salt and Pepper and cook til vegetables are tender . When Vegetable are cooked tender add mik til water is white then add velvetta til melted . And Enjoy ! My family loves this . You can also Just make plain patote soup by not adding the cheese . Thicken with a slurry of flour and water mixed in a cup and added to water and milk at boiling to thicken .

Where Are You Going-dave Matthews Band
Where are you going? With your long face Pulling down Don't hide away Like an ocean That you can't see but you can smell And the sound of the waves crash down I am no Superman I have no reasons for you I am no hero Oh, that's for sure But I do know one thing Is where you are is where I belong I do know where you go Is where I want to be Where are you going? Where do you go? Are you looking for answers To questions under the stars? Well, if along the way You are grown weary You can rest with me until A brighter day and you're okay I am no Superman I have no answers for you I am no hero Oh, that's for sure But I do know one thing Is where you are is where I belong I do know where you go Is where I want to be Where are you going? Where do you go? Where do you go? Where are you going? Where do you go? I am no Superman I have no answers for you I am no hero Oh, that's for sure But I do know one thing Is here you are is where I belong I do know whe

H.i.m.
I taste death in every kiss we shareEvery sundown seems to be the last we haveYour breath on my skin has the scent of our endI'm drunk on your tears, Baby, can't you see it's hurtingMmhhh mmmhhhhEvery time we touch we get closer to heavenAnd at every sunrise our sins are forgivenUh.uhYou on my skin this must be the endThe only way you can love me is to hurt me againAnd againAnd againAnd againYour love is a razorblade kissSweetest is the taste from your lipsYour love is a razorblade kissSweetest is the taste from your lipsOh the taste from your lips, my DarlingTaste from your lips, oh my LoveOnly inside I'm freeI'm tired of waitingYou've got to let me dreaminside you babyI'm not afraid to feelI want you to love meCause you are the oneCause you are the oneCause you are the oneYour love is a razorblade kissSweetness is the taste from your lipsYour love is a razorblade kissSweetest is the taste from your lipsYour love is a razorblade kissSweetest is the taste from your lipsYour love is a r

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Marie Laveau Biography Biographical Information by David Arbury. Marie Leveau is a complicated and fascinating figure in New Orleans history. Though she is famous even today as one of the most powerful Voodoo priestesses who ever lived, few hard facts are known about her life. Close scrutiny reveals many contradictions and fantastic legends about Marie Leveau, but even tales which a skeptic might find difficult to accept pale next to the proven facts of this remarkable and powerful woman's life. Born in the 1790's, details of her exact parentage and origin are uncertain. She moved to New Orleans in her youth and was raised a devout Catholic - later becoming friends with Pere Antoine, the chaplain at St. Louis Cathedral. At the age of twenty-five, Marie joined a local freeman Jacques Paris in what was by all accounts a happy marriage. Later after his disappearance and presumed death, she lived with Cristophe Glapion. Between the two men, Marie bore fifteen children including

The Voodoo Queen Of New Orleans
Marie Laveau - the Voodoo Queen of New Orleans The Voodoo Queen of New Orleans. In all times, in all places, no one has ever risen to the statue or fame in Voodoo as Marie Laveau. Famed in history, infamous in folklore and ever present, even today.Marie Catherine Laveau was born in New Orleans on September 10, 1801. She was the natural daughter of two free persons of color, both mulattos. She was a free woman of color and a Creole. She was married to Jacques Paris in 1819 at the St. Louis Cathedral with the famed Père Antoine officiating. She had two children, both of whom appear to have died before reaching maturity. With a few years, her husband apparently also died she began calling herself the Widow Paris, a name that survived onto her tomb. Around the mid 1820’s she began a plaçage with Louis Christophe Dominick Duminy de Glapion with who she bore seven more children. (The plaçage system afforded interracial couples a marriage of conscience, if not legality). Of

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I Need Love - A Song By Ll Cool J
When Im alone in my room sometimes I stare at the wallAnd in the back of my mind I hear my conscience callTelling me I need a girl whos as sweet as a doveFor the first time in my life, I see I need loveThere I was giggling about the gamesThat I had played with many hearts, and Im not saying no namesThen the thought occured, tear drops made my eyes burnAs I said to myself look what youve done to herI can feel it inside, I cant explain how it feelsAll I know is that Ill never dish another raw dealPlaying make believe pretending that Im trueHolding in my laugh as I say that I love youSaying amor kissing you on the earWhispering I love you and Ill always be hereAlthough I often reminsce I cant believe that I foundA desire for true love floating aroundInside my soul because my soul is coldOne half of me deserves to be this way till Im oldBut the other half needs affection and joyAnd the warmth that is created by a girl and a boyI need loveI need loveRomance sheer delight how sweetI gotta fi

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TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930s '40s, '50s, '60s and '70s !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, our baby cribs were covered with bright- colored, lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors, or cabinets, and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention the risks we took hitchhiking. As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle, and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter, and drank soda pop with sugar in it, but we weren't overweight b

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To all My friends & fans this is my last weekend here Have a great 4th July. if you wish to keep in contact let me know & I will send you a link were I'll be. Thanks & God Bless Gene P.S. I need to give away My $$$$$$$$$ do you think you desrve it, tell me why you should be the one?

Independence Day
Ladies and Gents, I would just like to share my thoughts on this important day in our (American's) history. Most people know this day as the 4th of July and a day of pool parties and BBQ's and fireworks. But the day itself often gets over look of it's real meaning. It's not just a day off work. It's our day of declared independence from Great Britian over 200 years ago. It's they day that we celebrate our decision to stand on our own as a nation. A day where we declared we, America, were not just another country under the rule of the Kings and Queens. This day isn't celebrated as the 4th of July. The 4th of July is the day we celebrate our day of independence. So when you go to that BBQ or pool party or someone at the checkout line or the person that walks by you says "Happy 4th of July" remind them we are celebrating Independence Day, not the 4th day in the month of July. I hope that all of you have a great day and that hopefully this will make you think a bit HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DA

Gah Fudge
What the fuck is with stupid fuckin boys???? I got a SB from some ass, and the first thing he says is ''I'M BIG" so i replied with "congratulations" this conversation went on for about an hour i understand that if i'm gonna post pics like i did that i'm gonna get comments, but god damn what the fuck happened to saying "hi"????

This Is Bs
My original account screen name was Ravinglunitic. That account was closed on me by Fubar on the 3rd. Reason for closing, I appeared to be a scammer... Whats the deal, plain and simple, i started surfing using a proxy. Apparently the proxy address I was using cross referenced with a scammers addy, my account immediately deleted... At least thats what Im able to gather from Scrapper between "read my blog". So, there's 6 months of fulife errased with no warning, gone. There is no mention of proxy addys anywhere in the terms of use and if they actually reviewed the accounts before deleting they would see I was not who they thought. Thanks a ton fu and scrapper.... I appreciate having all that taken from me for BS reasons.

Black Roses
Black RosesYou gave me roses,But they weren't red.You swore to me freedom,But the promise was dead.You abandoned me here,Just to make me cry,Do not act innocent,Should I ever die...You gave me roses,But they weren't white.You stole my whole heartAnd left me with spite.You turned my heart black,Empty and cold,And my days grow darkerThe older I grow.....You gave me roses,

Faba Incentives
get 100 rates on your FABA ID tag = bling (get ALL ids rated its a FABA love thing not a contest) 10 nominations = bling (most nominations at month end wins 3 credit bling) buy FABA VIP and become FABA VIP (special pimps and link on profile)

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I HAVE THE LINK TO THE ARTICLE I PUT MY STASH IF YOU WANT TO CHECK IT OUT. MY HEART WAS SO BROKEN WHEN I SAW THIS ON THE NEWS AND ONLINE. SO UNFAIR TO THEM. THEIR STORY TOUCHED MY LIFE, ABOUT THEM BEING PARENTS OF 16 CHILDREN ALSO THE CHILDREN WITH SPECIAL NEEDS. THEY WERE BLESSED WITH A GIFT TO BE PARENTS AND WE WILL ALWAYS ASK WHY WOULD SOMEONE DO THIS? THE ANSWER WILL ONLY BE FOUND IN THE BLACK HEARTS OF THEIR MURDERS. I JUST PRAY THAT THE MURDERERS ARE CAUGHT, BUT ALL I CAN DO FOR THESE PEOPLE AND THEIR FAMILY IS TO WRITE A POEM, ALOHA TO THEM AND THEIR FAMILY... YOUR LIFE TOGETHER HAS BLESSED SO MANY LIVES AS YOU HELPED CHILDREN GROW WITH RUNNING STRIDES ALTHOUGH THE WORLD CALLED THEM CHALLENGED AND WEIRD YOU GAVE THE CHILDREN YOUR LOVE AND TOLD THEM THERE'S NOTHING TO BE FEARED WHEN I HEARD THAT YOU WERE TAKEN I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT I MAY DO AS NOW I WRITE THESE WORDS AND SAY A LITTLE PRAYER JUST FOR YOU THE CLOUDS WERE DARKENED AS YOUR LIFE WAS TAKEN UPON THAT DREA

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http://www.slaveskeep.comSlavesKeep is a refuge for many to come together, to commune, to play, to chat, to learn, to teach, to grow and to possibly find what T/they are seeking. SlavesKeep is a place of free will, where submission is a beautiful gift. To belong in SlavesKeep is a privilege, to all, Masters/Mistresses, Switches and submissives/slaves alike. Here Y/you will find a home. Inside these castle walls, Y/you will experience Dungeons, a sanctuary, schools of thought and a Repository for all varieties of the BDSM lifestyle. Y/you will have the opportunity to make a profile and begin advancing in degrees to earn privileges and work toward a goal. Along the way, Y/you will meet people from all walks of life who share the commonality of some form of the BDSM lifestyle. Y/you will probably make some amazing connections or friendships. There is also a lot of room for fun and artistic expression. The rules here are simple and clear and respect will be the key for success. So come ins

Had To Tell Someone!
Just had to tell someone, anyone.... :O I did something at work I thought I'd never do! My friend and me both work at same company, that is were I met him. Anyway, last night was pretty boring the line I was on shut down early and wasn't going to get back running til after I left. Anyway I was raoming around, which I know I'm not suppose to do and came to my friends office, he was working but I teased him enuf that he took me to a place where there are no cameras and put me over his knee and SPANKED ME!!!!!!!!!! hard! He never did that b4 and I never been spanked except by parents when I was younger. I REALLY ENJOYED IT!!!!! WOW! LIKE WOWWWW!!!!!! Anyway, after bout 15 spanks I was really wet!!!! and gawd so horny! me noticed that my friends cock was so hard it was pressing into my belly, well after I promise him I'd behave at work he let me up and I got on my knees and unzipped his pants and pulled out his hard cock and started sucking it, he likes me sucking him and I like it

Meet The Big Girls Next Door@fubar
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The Beauregard-keyes House
The Beauregard-Keyes House The Beauregard-Keyes house in the New Orleans French Quarter has a reputation that is known to be very haunted. Historically Known to be haunted The Beauregard-Keyes House, was built in 1826 for wealthy auctioneer Joseph LeCarpentier. It is a fine example of a raised, center-hall house. It derives it's name from two of its former residents, Confederate General Pierre Gustave Toutant (P.G.T.) Beauregard and author Frances Parkinson Keyes. General Beauregard and his family lived in the home from 1866 to 1868 while he was president of the New Orleans, Jackson, and Great Northern Railroad. Mrs. Keyes used the

The Griffin House
Griffin House A often spoken of in hushed tones is the Griffin House. This grand home was originally built by Adam Griffin in 1852, and as the ghost tale goes, it was abandoned by Griffin after only a few months of him living there. This was the begining of the War between the States, and Griffin was said to have fleed before the Union occupation occured. Located at 1447 Constance Street Griffin House still stands in it's ageless beauty. Whether it is still haunted or not, remains quite another unsolved mystery, but the stories that have been told about the place over the many many years

Wanna Trade
So, I look around, and wonder about my life. How good do I have it? Am I happy? Should I be happy? Am I a good friend? Am I a good boyfriend? Mostly I wonder, would anyone really want to change places with me. And I think, from the outside, my life looks really good. Who wouldnt want to be me? I have a great job, good car, caring friends, I am dating a great girl. Alas, looking in from the outside is very different then looking out from the inside. Why do I hate my life, and wish I was dead sometimes??? Why when I think I finally met someone who wants to be with me do they just stop talking to me?? What is wrong with me?? Am I supposed to be alone?? What is my purpose in life?? Ok, so I know we make our own purposes in life, and no, there should be someone out there for me, but hell if I see them or know who they are. I do get depressed from time to time, but now is not one of them, and I still have these thoughts. So, where is this random thoughts going? That i

Take A Chance
Life is like a dance,Every step you take a chance.Every Breath you take,There is a fear,A chance to disappear.Achance for a change,To set you on a new path.With no certain direction,Everyone gains a new connection.Connection always last,They can be fun;Or they can make you run,What ever the connection,They will forever be in your past.

Yea Yea
I was gonna go to the beach with my two friends today but Kari said that they changed their minds...bummer, it was a nice day to go to the beach also. Then she called me up asking if I would like to see Harry Potter with them so I did. First theater we went to, they were all sold out still...we grabbed some food at Arby's, then went to another theater and watched it. Good movie by the way..that's all that I'll say. I can't remember the last time I saw a movie with them. I sat next to Kari while she sat next to her dude, Myke. I looked over at the seat next to me which was empty and wished that someone was there with me...lol lame I know... Even though I've been pretty much single for goddness knows how long..when while with rich still..just feels weird. It's like...learning how to do things on my own again..and not with that special someone. I do miss it though. I still feel alone a lot...I don't really got close friends that I could hang out with anymore...time will heal I guess.

The Dream
The Dream When rain trickles And the winds blow While candles flicker And tree limbs bow I dream of you And of our bond The memories of us Have grown so fond I lie awake In darkness cloaked The picture I see My mind invoked I see your face Those entrancing eyes The beautiful lips That tell no lies I hear your voice The song it sings The words it speaks The thoughts it brings I feel your touch Your soft skin near The gentle embrace That calms my fear I smell your fragrance Your personal potion The strong aroma From a body in motion I feel your love Your soul's tenderness The warm affection That you express I fall to sleep Your picture I hold What dreams may come As each day unfolds Melissa Lay October 1, 1998

Autos, I Haz Them Help Pls
I HAZ AUTOS AND NEED LOTS O HELP!!! I HAVE AN ANGEL OF A FRIEND THAT NEEDS TONS OF FU-BUCKS AND EVERY BUCK I MAKE IS GOING TO HER...PLS RATE RATE RATE AND BOMB BOMB BOMB ME PLSSSSSSSS....I SO APPRECIATE ALL THE LOVE AND HELP GIVEN, I HAVE 9 ABILITY POINTS LEFT IF YOU NEED THEM, RATE SOME PICS & ASK FOR THEM, AND THEY ARE YOURS...PLS REPOST THIS LOTS, AND IF ANYONE IS FEELING GENEROUS, I'D LOVE IF SOMEONE COULD STICKY IT... Natural Witch@ fubar

How Easy It Is To Say I Love You.
I love you, oh how much I love you, how easy it is to say I love you. My eyes misses you, don’t forget that you are my life and my precedence. I miss you, I love you, I live you, I feel you, no remedy for me, there is no way I can forget you. I love you, I dream you, I Desire your body, I can’t sleep, I think you each moment…I miss you. My feelings are infinite, you changed my destiny. You can’t imagine my beautiful princess how much I think about you, for your kiss I’m going crazy.

Thoughts I
Ponderings.... Today, it just hit me out of nowhere, that this girl that I know, her mom's name is Sharon Cox. Then, today, I met a girl named Rose Cox. Honest! I'm waiting to meet a guy named Holden Cox to make the trifecta complete. A guy came up to me today, and pointed at his wrist...at I guess some imaginary watch or something, and asked me what time it was. Later in the day, I went up to him and pointed at my crotch and asked him where the bathroom was. Someone approached me today and said, "I have a question, Mark." I replied, "Really? I have a comma...wanna trade?" I kind of get pissed off at these dating sites that only allow you three options or choices on your drinking status. 1) Doesn't drink. 2) Drinks Socially 3) Drinks daily. I mean define socially. If I've tossed back a 12 pack while I am fixing my car in the driveway, and the neighbor comes out, and I say hello, that's socially drinking, isn't it? I often wonder what non-smokers would bitch about if I didn't smo

The Heat Of My Desire
In the still of the eveningWithout sunlight to intrudeI see the twilight's in your eyesAs the moon sets up the moodPlaying music soft and slowWhile romance fills the airI can't help but feel arousedThe very word you sing to meI submit to your embraceWhile candles flick their flameAnd the smell of sweet perfume fills the airSeems to drive my lust insaneAs I look into your eyesAnd you run your fingers through my hairand taste the sweetness of my neckAs I nibble at your earI then whisper soft words in your ear "I want to feel you"As you answer with a sighAnd in a very sexy wayYour sweet body comes aliveYour the heat of my desireAs we slowly come undressYou then start to lay me downWhile I welcome your caressWith your sexy voice, smile and eyesYou have a taste I can't resistAnd my breast show some responseWhen you touch them with a kissAs I soak with you inside of meTo a sexy love conditionFeeling passions start to riseWhile making love in all positionsYou give me so much pleasureFor ecsta

What Do You Bring With You?
My prison, my freedom, my darkness, my morning star, mixture of breeze and storm, that’s the way I love you. Is you my passion and my heart, May’s rain or winters’ sun? What are you giving me, what do you bring with you? Maybe delight, poison. Lover of love, I would like to be the morning glory that climbs up your skin of silk and the one to drink your passion.

Feelings
My mind spins through bits and pieces of the past that seem to make my heart cry yet hold on longer... yet somehow it still seems to hold on to nothing... and at the same time the memories mean so much, yet there worth nothing more then just parts of the past that are now only real in my mind!! what good is that if it cant rewind me back to the time when i could touch you.. smell you... and most of all to the time when you were mine and i was yours.

Canadian Thinking
Coyote Population The Alberta Government and the Alberta Forest Service were presenting an alternative to Alberta ranchers for controlling the coyote population. It seems that after years of the ranchers using the tried and true methods of shooting and/or trapping the predators, the tree-huggers had a 'more humane' solution.What they proposed was for the animals to be captured alive, the males would then be castrated and let loose again. Therefore the population would be controlled. This was ACTUALLY proposed to the Alberta

..for Veterans & Their Families Only
OBAMA IS SURPRISED > I checked this out on "truth or fiction" and it is truth , but the proposal was withdrawn after Sen. Akaka, democratic chairman of the veteran affairs committee refused to let it out of the committee. The president then withdrew the plan. ******************* > HERE IS HIS RESPONSE WHEN HE BACKED OFF FROM HIS DECISION TO LET THE MILITARY PAY FOR THEIR WAR INJURIES......... > WHAT A EMPTY HEADED PERSON HE MUST BE.... SEND THIS TO EVERYONE TO SHOW JUST WHAT HE THINKS OF OUR MILITARY WHO FIGHT FOR OUR COUNTRY AND GET HURT PROTECTING OUR FREEDOM!!! > Bad press, including major mockery of the plan by comedian Jon Stewart, led to President Obama abandoning his proposal to require veterans carry private health insurance to cover the estimated $540 million annual cost to the federal government of treatment for injuries to military personnel received during their tours on active duty. > The President admitted that he was puzzled by the magnitude of the opposition to

Yeehaw!
I have a prank idea, which I wrote about previously. I am going to post a Craigslist ad, telling that I am a tall hot blonde in town for business, and I need to get some dick in me. Then I will tell them to meet me at the crossing of road X and road X, by my hotel. I would be able to see those losers from the entrance.

Love
If I could have just one wish,I would wish to wake up everydayto the sound of your breath on my neck,the warmth of your lips on my cheek,the touch of your fingers on my skin,and the feel of your heart beating with mine...Knowing that I could never find that feelingwith anyone other than you.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Never Have I FallenYour lips speak soft sweetnessYour touch a cool caressI am lost in your magicMy heart beats within your chestI think of you each morningAnd dream of you each nightI think of your arms being around meAnd cannot express my delightNever have I fallenBut I am quickly on my wayYou hold a heart in your handsThat has never before been given away~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Love Is ...Love is the greatest feeling,Love is like a play,Love is what I feel for you,Each and every day,Love is like a smile,Love is like a song,Love is a great emotion,That keeps us going strong,I love you with my heart,My body and my soul,I love the way I

Little Princess (by Hevvyd)
Little princess, why do you weep?Has the sun left you and gone to sleepOr is it because you’re lonely, restless, and meekLittle princess has God not blessed you with a beautiful child?Has he not given you His love in the eyes of a child?Little princess, why do you sigh?Have all of God’s angels left you without any stars in the skyOr is it because time has slipped through your hands, and all that’s left are grains of yourMost painful timesLittle princes has God not embraced you and warmed you with his heartDid he not lay down his life, just to set you a part?Little princess, why do you hide?Are you scared someone will see the child inside?Or is it easier to hide your fears, when no one is around to see your crystal tearsLittle princess don’t be silent, tell God what you seekIf He made the heavens, I’m sure He has what you needLittle princess He wants to make amends, just hand him the pieces and His angels will mend.

Your Pain
Your painI looked in to your eyes the other dayI saw your pain it made me cryCause I never ment to hurt youI never wanted to make you cryThat is not my natureI just wanted to reach out and hold youI wanted you in my armsI hated to say the wordsThat made you cryPlease find the powerThe power to healI hate to see this painOf my awful wordsMaybe I should have told you liesNo, what would that have doneNothing it would only hurt moreI am sorry I hurt youInever wanted toPlease forgive me

Someone
You don’t know me and I don’t know you. In reality who knows what we are. And like a stalker I pursue you for love, even if you don’t know my address, my last name, and the key to my heart…. Someone loves you, someone is waiting for you, someone is dreaming you, and you know is me. Someone thinks about you all the time, someone seeks you, and at last found you. Someone loves you and someone is me.

Spanking
I entered the office and walked to the receptionist. "Mr. Drake to see Ms. Taylor." The woman checked her book, nodded and told me to have a seat. The office was neat, efficient and quiet. I noticed that each time the door to Ms. Taylor's office opened she was either on the phone or giving orders to one of the secretaries that went in and out like worker ants in a colony. They were the ants and she was the queen. After waiting about 10 minutes, I was escorted into her office. I looked around, not a pencil out of place. She nodded to the chair in front of her desk and told the secretary to bring me coffee. When the secretary had brought me a cup, she told her no interruptions for the next 15 minutes. I sat sipping my coffee. She looked at me and I got the distinct impression I was being examined like a piece of livestock. "Well Mr. Drake, that is what I call you isn't it?" "Just Drake is fine.""Well Drake. I contacted you because of your name and your profile. I don't need a relationshi

Mike Vick
michael vick has been reinstated in nfl the dont think he shouldnt have but now it depends what teams are going 2 want him but i heard seattle n raiders might get him but the raiders usually pick up felyons so plz leave ur thoughts on this blog

Broken Dawn
Late at night when sleep won't comeInside my head that beating drumand how he left me standing at his door When I think back to all the daysspent in his arms, that loving gazeall we shared like shards upon the floor Words were thrown like slivered glasspierced and rended heart at last could I live life like that and more Did the heart that opened and I adoredget bumped and bent and over-scoredInto an angry, hurtful voice that I abhor The years of hope now tarnished seemwith blinded eyes I held the dreamof finding someone true for evermore Oh how does Love get split in twowhat can be done to get us throughthose hurtful drumbeats, crashing down the door

Last Weekend
Last weekend was the best weekend i think ive ever had. my fiance came up from chicago.i loved every moment we spent just laying in bed cuddling i wish i could spend everyday in his arms.. i dident want him to leave it hurt really bad and still does.. i love him more then anything his smile his voice the way he looks at me and the feeling i get when he touches me is just so incredible i couldent be happier.. been almost 3 days now and i miss him more and more as each day goes by.. no doubt about it i wanna marry him one day for those who dont know he goes by the name a.b.k on fubar and he is the best thing that ever happend to me for those who dont like it feel free to block me

Innocence...
My Wed was a really good one. It was a still day in the midst of chaos. I am a commuter, but when I have things to do on campus I normaly stay at the leadership house. As I began my walk to the library by the huge pile of sand by the Seminary I began to see a small black object crawling. Thought it was a bug, but as I approached it, it was a baby snapping turtle the width of two fifty cent pieces. So me being me I pick it up and placed it in my pocket and it just crawled around inside the pouch. I soon took it back out again and began to play with it, to my surprise it never placed its head, tail or legs in the pockets of its shell to protect itself, but it began to simply crawl around and relax like it just trusted me. Walking along it began to crawl around on my wrist and it soon lost its footing and fell to the cement and as soon as it did this it placed its head, tail and legs inside to protect itself. I proceeded to pick it up and it kept its head, tail and legs inside. Before i

Some Of My Quotes From Over Time...
Media is one of the greatest and most talented artist in the world. It can paint a picture with out using a paint brush. It could convince you of something that isn’t real. Media can make one believe there points to be true. Media is the greatest con-artist in the world. It has convinced white society that all African American society consist of is gang-bangers, drug addicts, jail-birds, poverty , school drop outs, single parent homes, no good fathers and death. Which causes a Caucasian woman to clinch tight her purse when ever approached by a black man. Media-The greatest illusionist ever known.-Ivory Smith Rage against injustice, Rage against abortion, Rage over child porn producers. Rage about a rapist, Rage against Racism, Rage against bias media who performs public contortion. To rage against someone’s driving, over someone who cuts in front of you, who gives you the magic finger, and throws his fist at you. To give rage for rage is strange and deranged that caus

Oh How The World Turns...
1. What time did you get up this morning? about a quarter to 10.. and no thats not bein lazy lol cuz i didnt go to sleep till 3 this morning 2. How do you like your steak? i dont eat steak, dont like it 3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Transformers 2!!! 4. What is your favorite TV show? Charmed, Smallville, Supernatural, Reba, Sabrina the Teenage Witch.... yeah i know im a dork 5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be? wherever my true love is... cuz home is where the heart is 6. What did you have for breakfast? coffee! 7. What is your favorite cuisine? not sure... 8. What foods do you dislike?alot lol.... spicy food, alot of meats, seafood, chinese... 9. Favorite Place to Eat? Finnegans!! 10. Favorite dressing? Thousand Island 11.What kind of vehicle do you drive? a saphire blue 2006 Nissan Sentra Special Edition.... i heart my car 12. What are your favorite clothes? ones that are either loose and comfy to relax in or cute sexy to go hit

Clarence A. "bud" Hill-my Grandfather
Clarence A. "Bud" Hill, 69, of 1817 Riverside Drive, South Williamsport, died Thursday, June 30, 2009 at the Williamsport Hospital. Born March 27, 1940 in Williamsport, he was a son of Chester G. and Olive Rhoads Hill. Bud was a truck driver and had worked for Follmer Trucking and retired from Harrison Brothers Trucking. He belonged to the Teamsters Union and was an avid hunter. Surviving are his wife Carol A. (Calvert) Hill with whom he would have celebrated 49 years of marriage with on Sept. 24, three children Robert A. Hill (Tammy) of South Williamsport, Gregory M. Hill (Kelli) of Spokane, WA, and Krista R. Burkholder (Ron) of Williamstown, NJ, seven grandchildren: Robert Jr., Andrew, Bryan, Amber, Cody, Nathan, and Brayden, one great grandson Robbie, four siblings Chester Hill, Jr. of Williamsport, Edward Hill (Sherry) of Nisbet, William Hill (Dawn) of Guantanamo Bay, Cuba, and Susan Bradarich (Paul) of Spring Hill, FL, and a sister-in-law Joan Hedgcock of Williamsport. He was p

Sitting Here Thinking!!!!
TONIGHT IS A CLEAR MILD NIGHT NO RAIN IN SIGHT, MY KIDS ARE ASLEEP, CUDDLED UP IN THE BED NEXT TO ME......THEY ARE MY WORLD MIGHT REASON FOR BREATHING MY REASON FOR LIVING MY REASON FOR DOING EVERYTHING I DO....MY KIDS NEVER ASKED TO BE BROUGHT INTO THIS COLD DARK PLACE WE CALL A WORLD......I WANTED THEM I WANTED TO LOVE THEM RAISE THEM RIGHT TEACH THEM GOOD FROM BAD AND WRONG FROM RIGHT.......I SIT HER THINKING AND WONDERING WHERE MY LIFE WENT SO WRONG....I HAVE TWO BEAUTIFUL KIDS WHO ARE TRUELY MY LIFE.......THEY ARE MY STRENGTH WHEN THINGS GO WRONG THE LIGHT OF MY DAYS WHEN THINGS ARE DARK AND THE WARMTH TO THE COLD WHEN THERE IS NO END IN SIGHT.......MY LIFE HAS NEVER BEEN EASY I SEEM TO TAKE THE ROUGHT PATHS IN LIFE....I TRY TO LIVE RIGHT, DO RIGHT BY PEOPLE, AND BE A ALL AROUND GOOD PERSON......MAYBE IT IS MY NATURE TO BE SO GOOD HEARTED......IDK ANYMORE......I TRY TO BE COLD HEARTED TO GET THROUGH THINGS AND SHOW NO EMOTION, I WAS RAISED THAT TO SHOW TEARS AND TO SHOW FEAR IS A

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The Loss Of A Friend.
She has been gone 13 (15 at time of repost) years now. Time is supposed to heal all wounds. At least that‘s what “they” say. I don’t know who “they” are, but I think they are lying. Or they have never experienced a real wound. She was an amazing woman. She was given to me as a blessing, and became my friend when I had no friends. I had decided that I didn’t want any, either. But Carol was having none of that! She decided that she WAS going to be my friend—whether I liked it or not. She literally drug me out of my chosen isolation, and she made me live. We danced in her living room. We planted flowers. We grew herbs. We cooked interesting things, and most of them were even edible. She bought me my first hazelnut mocha. We made earrings—dream catchers. I still have a few. We talked until we were talked out, and then we talked some more. We played like children do when the adults aren’t watching. She was the first perso

Bleh
I think I slept? I remember the last time the clock read 12:50. I remember tossing and turning a lot in bed. Had a weird dream..don't remember much..one of those dreams where you have multiple short dreams...something about How I couldn't be outside at night at this certain time or these vampire wolves would attack you. I remember getting being in this parking lot at night, broke into a car and tried to get away from these wolve creatures. Then something about how i was with someone, trying to figure out some information about her father. I guess by the time we got to the place or got the info we needed, her dad died. I was at some place in Oregon where the time change was completely different. You'd think it was 2pm...with the sun out and all..but it was 3am. I was at some house, that was suppose to be my parents house, where they retired, I guess? and I looked at their bedroom...which had seperated beds. more like weird looking recliners with a bed connected to it, and one of their

The Other Half Of The Fake
They get a way,anthing,people thingthey are great,fake smile fake laugh,they take a little bit from,here take some from ,somewhere else,if it does not add up,right they point,finger at some else,some people have seen,the fakes what they,are really like,the other half think their,perfect like butter,would not melt,Take them out for,a meal wrap them,in cotton wool,sit down have a brew,get a bit shopping,let other"s do,the work,If people could see whatI see,They would be in theshit if the word spread,what they done lie cheat and,steal of people,does that not take away,their trust,

Adults Who Have No Sympathy
Adults who have no sympathy to the youth are the ones that give no attention to youth who become adults with no compassion.. An I feel if your walking by the street an you're walking on concrete and you saw a rose growing outta the concrete evan if it had messed up petals an it was a lil you know tilted to the side you would marvel at just seeing a rose growing outta concrete so why is it that when you see some ghetto kid grow outta all the dirty circumstances and he can talk and he can sit across from you make you laugh make you cry make you smile all you can talk about is my dirty rose my dirty stems an how im leaning crooked to the side you can't evan see that i came up outta that shit .!

Apple Ii (in The Works)
All of a sudden, there was nothing. With a vertigo-like sensation of a failing vestibular system, a blanket of darkness fell over his eyes, immersing him into a complete and perfect nothingness, his brain buzzing with electrical connections going haywire. Unable to be supported by weakened joints, his limp body slowly folded onto the ground.***********When John woke up, he was laying in his bed on top of the covers, with his pants and shirt still on. Wow, what a strange dream this was- so realistic and bizarre. Stretching achingly, he ran his tongue along his dry lips and noticed something strange: his lips were sticky and sweet. Tracing the trail of stickiness with his tongue, John felt a trickle of dried substance running down from his mouth all the way to the chin. Apple juice! He realized in complete bewilderment. Trying to collect his thoughts, he could not figure out whether or not that event has actually happened, or if he was plunged into some alternate ethereal world in which

Fu Love Is Important To Me Too
some people go through life,wondering if they will ever find true love,you sometimes have to go through trial and error,fire and terror,but when you do find love,you want to let the whole world know that you have found someone so special,that they make you feel loved and wanted,when it seems that everyone else hates you you want to share your love with the people you care about,so that they know that love does exist,i have found that special woman to share my deepest thoughts and emotions with,and shes also my best friend. she makes my heart feel so loved,like i have never felt before,her voice,her smile,her laugh,even the way she says "i love you baby"makes my soul smile she means the world to me ,and im going to love her for the rest of my life and anyone who doesnt have a love like this,i hope that you soon find him, or her,because i gotta tell you it is the most wonderful,and warm feeling you could ever imagine i love you ashlee

Are Those My Pants Or Are You Just Happy You Got In Them?!
Apparently I'm not in the best of moods today. This weekend had it's good points. Friday evening I'm sitting in the living room after getting home from Wal-mart with Cheryl and Shelby. Which by the way, had an awesome time. I'm sitting in the living room after doing homework and the kids are playing on the playstation. Travis had went to bed and then about 15 mins later or so he comes back down the stairs. As I look up he has this shit eating grin on his face and says something about thinking that they pants he has on are not his. I look at him and he has MY yoga pants on. OMG.. I swear this man needs to come out of MY closet already. Has he lost all shred of dignity that a man can have. I mean come on, you know damn good and well when you have womens clothes on.Then today I'm relaxing and he starts cleaning. Mind you in the almost 8 years we have been together he does not clean on his own freewill. So I go up stairs and I notice he is doing laundry. I'm like "what are you doing?" he s

This Life
I heard your heartbeat And my body grew so still I looked into your mothers eyes And I knew you were alive I long to meet you And show you all I know Hand in hand with this new love This life means so much more I know now what I hear It's a new love that I feel It's you that blessed us with this life That we've waited for so long Your life has changed me I'm not the man I was before You're in my head my heart my soul You're always on my mind My time to know you is Quickly drawing near but Not as fast as my love grows You've made me feel alive I know now what I hear It's a new love that I feel

No Home
no home of mine but more less a place to unrest my head and wary my heart into a guilt-ridden frenzy that ebbs at the very reaches of the mind I once called sane turn every corner to find a nightmare of memories that send chills to the very cortex of the soul that reaches out her hand to feed you - lead you if you will to the places you need to be and be the eyes that see what you can't see the ears that hear even when they wish that they couldn't finding contempt and disgust for myself in new places and guilt at the tears that well in your eyes when I express and more or less confess the hurt that you instill; it swills and swells and wells up an ache inside my heart - I don't know where to start or begin to feel unbroken or more than the heel of your shoe that everyday comes unglued and cannot move but simply dangles in the tangles of your lies and disapproval. the echo of your words lingers within the walls and stains the recesses of my mind like the drops of my blood that fell

My Journey
Over the past week I have been on a new journey. It is one that I never thought in my lifetime I would take. What I have learned from my Daddy so far has been intense. It is a lifestyle that I freely and totally want for myself. My Daddy has been very patient with me, teaching me and guiding me into this new wonderful life. He is a kind, understanding, gentle but very strict Master. Over time he will be transforming me into what he wants me to be and I cant wait for the end result.

Nearing Midnight: America's Biggest Creditor
Todd Strandberg, the founder of the Rapture Ready website (www.raptureready.com), posts weekly articles under a section called Nearing Midnight (think of the Bulletin of the Atomic Scientists' Doomsday Clock, which is currently at five minutes to midnight = nuclear annihilation) regarding events in the world leading to what most Christians -- believers in Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior -- regard as signs of the "end times". Increased chaos and mass destruction usually presages, in this author's and many Christians' view, the sudden disappearance or "rapture" of those comprising the church or assembly of believers in Jesus as Lord and Savior. Normally I'd just stash an article from there I find particularly interesting, but I want a wider audience of the people I know who wouldn't visit a Christian website -- whatever that is -- to read this. It's a surprise and well worth it today. So let me turn it over to Todd, and have a blessed day, David P.S. Read the whole thing, it's w

Maybe Im Nutz Maybe Im Crazy.
I don't know what to do, I can't find the right thing to say, Every thing seemded to be fine, Yet in a blink of a eye, The world I knew came to a end, People tell me I'm crazy for the way I feel, They tell me I shouldn't love her for the things she's said and done, Even through all this B.S. I've figreut out I'm still in love, No matter how much I want to disbelieve I know it's true, For no matter what the mind say's the heart will never lie.

Lifes Lil Instuctions
Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and haste,and remember what peace there may be in silence.As far as possible without surrenderbe on good terms with all persons.Speak your truth quietly and clearly;and listen to others,even the dull and the ignorant;they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons,they are vexations to the spirit.If you compare yourself with others,you may become vain and bitter;for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble;it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.Exercise caution in your business affairs;for the world is full of trickery.But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;many persons strive for high ideals;and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself.Especially, do not feign affection.Neither be cynical about love;for in the face of all aridity and disenchantmentit is

Economy. Please Read And Comment!
Read this article.http:../../..findarticles...com/..p/..articles/..mi_..m1272/..is_..n2622_..v125/..ai_19217175/I would love to live in the world of the author that wrote that. While the ideas and strategies he is suggesting would do wonders for our economy, the sad reality is that there just arent enough people in this country that have hope that things can change and that, by the constitution and laws our forefathers founded this county on, they have the power to make it happen. Unfortunately I myself believe that the only true way that any of that could possibly come to pass is if America's citizen's rise up and force them to happen. Voting apparently is no longer enough, because not enough people believe their votes count for anything. And honestly, with the way our country is swimming in corruption and greed, I personally can't say I blame them. I've never been one for extremist ideas such as anarchy because I believe that most humans are too stupid and irresponsible to rule thems

Committed Sweet And Unique
“And thou shalt make an altar to burn incense upon: of shittim wood shalt thou make it.” The thirtieth chapter of the book of Exodus begins with details regarding the building of the altar of incense for the tabernacle of the LORD. Moses is still receiving these instructions which he’s to present to Aaron and his sons as well as the builders and givers of materials to build the tabernacle itself – essentially, all the children of Israel. Think of your entire community coming together for a barn raising or a church planting and where this description gets, well, long and dry isn’t so much that. It takes details, plans, and people to do the work to build anything that will last through one storm. Since the children of Israel are slated to begin working on all this after Moses arrives to deliver the instructions, it’s got to be clear as crystal so everybody’s committed to the project! So once more the people will bring out the shittim [known

Another One For The Short Bus!!!!
Not only is the prices for taking public transit in Vancouver is getting out of hand but some of the drivers themselves are out of control. A bus driver today slammed the door on me for no reason. I had no where to go and the door did indeed hit me. Well I said something to her and she replied "Are you on drugs" she admitted she shut the door on me and stated it was my fault for not moving, yet I had nowhere to go since there was people in front of me. This is the same driver a couple of days ago that held up the bus because I didn't move far enough down, well I was behind the line and the next person who got on stood inthe same spot without hassels. She is becoming a problem. Today she went overboard. She tried to refuse me getting on and when I refused stating she could not remove me from the bus, she decided to have the bus riders get pissy with me, except most of them are fed up and didn't say a thing to me. They also saw what happened and didn;t blame me for her rudeness.

The Nuturing Of The Cadaver
The Nurturing Of The Cadaver What hand harvests the soul at death? What dwells within the tomb after the spirit has departed? What locks the Gate beneath the serpent's eye? STANZA I He who would possess the hidden power must pay homage to Those of the Void and provide the sustenance of Their being. In ages past They created bodies of flesh and walked the earth and bred diverse lif e-forms for Their nourishment: creatures of Their design, (some yet continue upon earth) shaped and coloured to serve Their needs In the Void They dwell without form; Their mantle of flesh long destroyed, yet Their desire for the essence of matter remains and long unremembered lusts burn with ravenous ferocity When life has fled the corpus the fly of Yoth must be encapsulated thus; Make the incision with the Scimitar of Barzai and over the head of the cadaver pronounce the IncantationZECK A-REBUS PRATCHI, RO'KA S WELBREBOSDOS SATIGOC INRUT, YOTH -REBUS

Stark Calamity
Stark calamity rose between the new realms, the planes that were now controlled in part by two egos. The one of left and to the right. Left was Zero and the right was the malignant entropy created by the destruction of the old realms. His name, simply Destroyer, a clone of the one who consumed the torrent destruction that was done previously to Zero, the only one to complicate the plane walker, the last of his kind. Or so he thought. Definitely his hope.In the time in the Ethereal, burning with ectoplasm, in the current to the corporeal where he communicated with the thoughts and buried truths of the mortals. Behind all that was the celestial paths that was the direct link to where Zero lied, without any corporeal existence after his centuries ofbanishment from Ayenee,he rests in a stagnant slumber without breath, only emotion ran him now.In the astral plane he controlled everything that mattered. Thought, reaction, will, pride, emotions. And with this he correlated the rea

Sweet Dreams And Happy Thoughts Forever
So...I came up with this phrase about 16 years ago. It was a school assignment to come up with a new way to say goodbye without the sadness of a goodbye. I couldn't think of anything better than cya later and then my GF at the time told me sweet dreams at the end of a steamy chat on the phone. Thats when I thought about all of the forever, and goodbye's out there and coined the phrase "Sweet Dreams and Happy Thoughts Forever." Its a wonderful saying that lets you know that no matter what happens, no matter where we end up, I will always be thinking of you and wishing you the best. There has been a lot of happiness and sadness in life, as each day there are good things and bad things happening to all of us. In the end, as rude as someone may be, there is always a feeling of hope. Hope being something we all share in common. Whether it is selfless thoughts or greed, we all desire something in life at any given time. This is what we have been blessed or cursed with; endless thoug

Jesus Freaks 2
The words "Jesus Freak" were first coined in the late sixties, when hippies became part of the new revival, the Jesus Movement. It was a time when music, poetry, and an open expression for Jesus Christ turned a new generation on to God. It merged rock and roll with the Gospel message, a wave we're still riding today know as contemporary Christian Music. It infused the Church with arts. It shook up conventional worship. And, due to its "in your face" approach, it had a backlash. The rest of the world called these over'zealous young people "Jesus Freaks" as a derogatory term. But decades later a new generation is embracing that same passion for expression. Being a Jesus Freak is having a pssionate heart for Jesus, a willingness to extend that passion into all areas of life, be it peotry, music, art, or the hard choices made at life's crossroads. The linage of Jesus Freaks actually extends much further back into history than the sixties. Many devoted followers through the c

As We Grow Up...
As we grow up we learn that everything hapens for a reason,that even the one person that wasen't suppose to let you down probally will. You will have your heart broken more than once,and it's harder every time.You'll break hearts to,so rember how it felt when yours was broken.You'll fight with your best friend,and blame a new love for things an old one did.You too will cry besause time is passin' by too fast,and you'll eventually loose someone you love,so take too many pictures,laugh too much,and love like you'v never bent hurt before,because every 60 seconds you spend sad is a minute of happiness you'll never get back....

Men!
Oh these men in my life, They give me nothing but strife! Married twice I have been, Not making that mistake again. Me?! Walking down that aisle? I find the thought quite vile As a matter of fact, And I say this without much tact... I think I may just begin, A new life as a lesbian!

Modern
I prefer your eyes in technicolorAnd your thoughts static freeSo that I may absorb more And forget seconds laterYour body is a mouldOf endangered speciesand undesirable beingsit's the most brilliant form I knowI focus on your mouthAs I would on a stop motion filmIn a dark, open, grand art galleryI'm the only on who understands the workIt's sad because we clashYou hold me like a pistolI'll go off at any moment if you're not carefulYou rarely areYou are the wisdom of centuriesI am destructive machinaryBut these are what make upThe great romances of the 21st century

Greetings
Hi everyone. I'm new to blogging, so it might be best to look at this as a "thought of the day" kind of thing...or a rant. At the moment, I'm tired, my back feels like it's been pounded on with a Volkswagon, and I'm in dire need of female companionship. And I do mean DIRE. I'm doing an impression of Steve Carrell in "40-Year-Old Virgin" on a daily basis, now, and it really does suck. In all seriousness, I miss the boobs. I love boobs of all shapes and sizes. No fakes, though, which is strange, apparently. But I think women are supposed to be soft and squishy...I don't dig on plastic. I'm not knockin' fake knockers...some people need them. I just prefer real!

For A Special Guy
I sit here pondering how someone could love me as much as you do There are times when I think I don't deserve you You make me happy and you make me smile You make my life joyful and worthwhile You make me want to shout and you make me want to sing You make me more excited about life than the birds that sing I get up in the morning with a big smile on my face I have so much energy I could run a race Just know that I love you and I'm glad you feel the same way I pray for you more than I pray for myself every single day.

Ascension [8-27-09]
THESE THOUGHTS RUNNING THRU MY HEADTHE FEAR COARSING IN MY VEINSTHE FEELING OF ONLY BEING PRESENTED HALF TRUTHSWHAT ISNT BEING TOLD?WHAT IS HIDDEN?WHY ARE THESE SUDDEN CHANGES OCCURING?IN HOPES THAT A BAD MOON ISNT RISINGITS HARD TO MENTALLY ASCENDWHEN YOURE TRAPPED IN VINES OF SECOND THOUGHTSNEW OPINIONSFEELING LEFT OUT OF AN EQUATION THAT MAKES THE SUN RISEAM I JUST TRIPPIN?OR IS THE TRUTH TRULY BEING CONCEALED TO ME?IS THIS THE ETERNAL DESTINY I WAS GIVEN?WITH NO CHANCE OF FIGHTING AGAINST ITWILL I COME OUT OF THIS UNSCATHED AND HOPEFULLY A NEW PERSON?OR WILL A NEW SCAR BE INFLICTED ON MY PRIDE?WHEN WILL TIME ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?UNTIL THEN....MY MIND WILL RACE AT TOP SPEED TO FIGURE THINGS OUT.....-LORD ZERO THE SHADOW DRAGON-

Sgqwergqe
Didn't have a good day at work. I was being retrained to do some manager work crap, which I've been waiting to do for a while. Had to train a new worker...I hate training...I always feel like I'm bad at explaining things. I had to work around the one person that I truely dislike. She's such a fuckin' bitch and just her face makes me pissed off. I kept imagining taking my fingers to her throat and just squeeze...Although how much I dislike her, I gave her fake smiles and worked with her. I still don't get why guys like that skank so much. Oh no, I'm not a fuckin' barbie doll like you...that means you got to treat other girls like shit. Fuck you bitch. I'm real tired...my legs and feet are sore and my shoulders from this morning are still sore. I choosed not to eat my first break snack nor my last break snack. Just had my breakfast in the morning, my coffee during the day, lunch and now coffee for dinner. I'm hungry..but I'm not going to eat. *punches tummy* Shuddup, you don't need any

Ann Arbor Variations - Frank O'hara
1Wet heat drifts through the afternoonlike a campus dog, a fraternity ghostwaiting to stay home from football games.The arches are empty clear to the sky.Except for the leaves: those lashes of ourthinking and dreaming and drinking sight.The spherical radiance, the Old Englishlook, the sum of our being, "hath percedto the roote" all our springs and fallsand now rolls over our limpness, a dailydragon. We lose our health in a loveof color, drown in a fountain of myriads,as simply as children. It is too hot,our birth was given up to screaming. Ourlife on these street lawns seems silent.The leaves chatter their comparisonsto the wind and the sky fills upbefore we are out of bed. O infiniteour siestas! adobe effigies in a landthat is sick of us and our tanned flesh.The wind blows towards us particularlythe sobbing of our dear friends on bothcoasts. We are sick of living and afraidthat death will not be by water, o sea. 3The alternatives of summer do not removeus from this place. The fain

...obama Birthers Should Join...
It is ironic that Hawaiians loyal to the monarchy are protesting the statehood of Hawaii. I understand the legitimacy of their protest. I am told that some dishonest colonialists influenced by the Army pressured the U.S. government to annex Hawaii by taking advantage of the hospitality of the queen and her people. But in reference to the claim of the few Republicans that President Obama was not born in the U.S., and some even producing a fake Kenyan birth certificate, I wonder if in their desire to unseat him, will the birthers now join the Native Hawaiians and declare that annexation of Hawaii as a state is invalid. This would prove that President Obama was not born in the USA. These people should help the Hawaiians separate from the U.S., then when Hawaii is no longer a part of the United States, their claim of the illegitimacy of President Obama's birth place would become valid. Will the Hawaiians then accept President Obama as the president of the Hawaiian Islands? Let's do it.

Chris Ayala's P.o.v. On Women And Their Issues Part 3: Body Care And Hygiene
INTRODUCTION:Hello friends, this is the first time i have ever spoken my mind on this site, but have to address an issue that has been annoying me for some time. In various jobs I have had weather corporate, bartending, personal training, or others I have had to hear the mouth of women and their issues. The issues tend to vary based on situations such as weight, appearance, relationships, personal self worth, etc . I am taking this opportunity to express my opinion and feelings about these situations. I am in NO WAY degregating or criticizing ANY WOMAN that this may apply to, so please do not be offended. It is not my intent to insult anyone, but just to give my point of view, and anyone who reads this can respond to it and give me there feedback. I welcome everyone to read and respond to this and give their opinion as well. Once again I am basing this solely on my life experiences, and IS JUST MY POINT OF VIEW. This week I am going to address the issue with women who believe complain

No One Knows
No one knows @ You’re walking on broken glass Tiptoeing to ease the pain Hoping the game you’re in will pass Nothing seems to fit the way it should Like a wanderer in an ignorant world Alone and often misunderstood They say you’re doing fine Making believe you’re full of life But no one knows you’re lying They say you’re doing fine But when you’re left alone You’re doing nothing but crying You feel there’s nothing you can do A cruel and senseless joke Life is playing a trick on you All you have is time to heal Then once again prepare to play The next card that life may deal They say you’re doing fine Making believe you’re full of life But no one knows you’re lying They say you’re doing fine But when you’re left alone You’re doing nothing but crying

Wtf Are We Thinking?
The great thing about America is we had the right to govern ourselves. We have the right to make good decisions and also the right to make wrong ones. The wrong decisions we make also gives us the responsibility to make ammends. I am all for a bail out here and there. Sometimes we all need a little help. But when we do stupid things over and over expecting to be bailed out... We should have to bear the wieght of our decisions. When that option is not there... The self governed becomes governed by a higher power. A larger government, more laws, more rules, more cameras, more snooping into what should be your business. Reckless behavior spawn laws tro curb it. I grew up in a state without seatbelt laws. At one time I did not have to carry insurance on my four-wheeler. I could drive my jeep on any trail. Now I cant cxheck my mail on the four wheeler without the police stopping me and ng me a ticket for being on the road. The other day 14 law officers within ten miles of highway.

True But Bleak
true but bleakdarkened knightbrightest lightfrighten by flightangered in sightcan't go rightcan't go left twisted by fatewith nothing to see but a hell's gateand only thing i see is the friends i can trust is love and pain one is a crimson colored stainthe other is a green giant bane the sky is gray with clouds of rainis this the point i get to go sane?or go to the world of fallacy and dream my life away

Confusion Tatcis
Confusion TaticsbyAndrew Quintanilla confusion the devils game didn't realize that it came and i wonder can it be tame as i sit in the oddness of it all and let my spirit fall to make my mind be puzzled or find the answer that might lead into another question with no real answer to what im looking for

Friends & Fans... Come Help Me! I Need You!!!
I am in an auction and my highest bid is only 800K... Everyone else in the auction is way above me in money... I need your help... You can own me for 30 days and I am offering some really cool benefits to anyone who wins me... I stand by my word on what I offer, unlike some who get into these aucitons... Nor am I a point whore... I'm just looking for some extra help to keep my friends & family drunkered! If you care, stop by and bump up my bid please!! I don't wanna be the "ugly duckling" who doesn't see at least a MILL out of this auction... I know I have friends and fans who would be willing to help so that's why I am posting this here... Please help if you can... I'll be soooo very appreciative!!

Obama's Education Speech!!
SOOO I GOT A LETTER FROM MY SONS SCHOOL SAYING THAT THEY WILL NOT BE SHOWING THE OBAMA SHIT TO OUR CHILDREN... I AM SOOO FUCKING HAPPY!! I DONT WANT HIM TALKING TO MY CHILD ABOUT SOME SHIT!! HE HAS NO FUCKING BUSINESS IN OUR SCHOOLS AND NO FUCKING BUSINESS TELLING OUR CHILDREN ANYTHING!!! SOOO A FRIEND SENT THIS SITE TO ME AND I HAD TO POST IT CAUSE IT SOOO DAMN FUNNY!!!! http://templeofjennifer.com/blog/2009/09/01/tdfu-oh-no-he-diint/comment-page-1#comment-4045 YOU HAVE TO CUT/PASTE SORRY... GO CHECK IT OUT!!!!

Lifted From Ms Blue
dear kunt what do you think of this Little girls, this seems to say, never stop upon your way, never trust a stranger friend, no-one knows how it will end! As you're pretty, so be wise! Wolves may lurk in every guise!Now, as then, it's simple truth, sweetest tongue has sharpest tooth!

True Love Never Fails
I see you fade into the distance as I drive away My hearts breaks as tears stream down on this painful dayYou were leaving far away to a place I couldn’t goI wanted to turn back as I saw the tears flowBut I knew it would only be harder then beforeTo say goodbye to the one I love once moreThat memory replays in my mind Like a broken recorder you cant put behindSo I lay awake wondering what your thinking ofAs I replay the day I fell in loveWe just met for the first time both shy at the beginningAs I realized the game was an easy winningFor I saw in your eyes your very soul and heartAnd I knew it would be a wonderful startI sit in my room now 9months later letting the good times flow back to meAs remember the first kiss that made me know we were meant to beMy heart pounding fast as I was so scared of being rejected by youBut when I knew I had my chance I gave you my kiss and the feeling was trueThen the day came you gave me a wonderful thingI sat in the car with our song playing as

Social Networks..
I am on a few social networks ...why are there so many people who are on there just to see how many fu bucks they can get or lunch$$$$...what happened to the good old fashion...Wanting true friends...I have found one so far on fubar..He is a sweet man who has a heart of gold thats what I like ...If you are kind to people they will give it back in return.

Try This On Your Blog
You Can Only Type ONE Word.Not as easy as you might think.Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same.Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.It's really hard to only use one-word answers!1. Where is your cell phone? ----- kitchen2. Your significant other? ----- none3. Your hair? ----- brown4. Your mother?----- RIP5. Your father?----- better6. Your favorite thing?----- kids7. Your dream last night?----- shudders8. Your favorite drink?----- JD9. Your dream/goal?----- freedom10. The room you're in?----- office11. Music?----- blues12. Where do you want to be in 6 years?-----love14. Where were you last night?----- party15. What you're not?-----sad16. Muffins?----- chocolate17. One of your wish list items?-----yacht18. Where you grew up?-----alabama19. The last thing you did?-----clothes20. What are you wearing?-----boxers21. TV?-----no22. Your pets?-----no23. Your computer?----- love24. Your life?--

Boyfriend/girlfriend Application
just for fun... you can all fill it out hehe1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... give me your number?_______________ kis

A Soldiers Salute .. Lance Corporal Christopher Scott Fowlkes
To some they are our heroes, Others they are family and friends, No matter what they are, Their duty never ends. The path they lead is hard, And some can't understand, Why they choose to do it, To fight for Freedom in this land. Age makes no difference, There's just one job to do, Stand and fight together, Faith will push them through. So many miles between them, A simple phone call such a gift, Things we take for granted, Gives their hearts such a huge lift. I wonder if they ever think, That they're forgotten over there, I wonder if they sleep at night, Like we do without a care. Sometimes I think they're chosen, By a higher, greater power, Because they give away their Freedom, To keep us safe every hour. I don't know if they choose or are chosen, But whatever the reason may be, I want to say "Thank You" Lance Cpl. Chris Fowlkes, You gave your life to keep us free. I live each day with my family, Soldiers live each day in fear, I sleep at night in peace, Soldiers sleep with their gun

Rememberance Of 9-11-2001
'MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL'You say you will never forget where you were whenYou heard the news On September 11, 2001. Neither will I.I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled roomWith a man who called his wife to say 'Good-Bye.' IHeld his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him thePeace to say, 'Honey, I am not going to make it, but itIs OK. I am ready to go.'I was with his wife when he called as she fedBreakfast to their children. I held her up as sheTried to understand his words and as she realizedHe wasn't coming home that night.I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when aWoman cried out to Me for help. 'I have beenKnocking on the door of your heart for 50 years!' I said.'Of course I will show you the way home - onlyBelieve in Me now.'I was at the base of the building with the PriestMinistering to the injured and devastated souls.I took him home to tend to his Flock in Heaven. HeHeard my voice and answered.I was on all four of those planes, in every seat,With every prayer. I was

Kids
Yup another one of my raves. The other day I went to repo a computer. The people knew I was coming and when we came into the home They was still on the puter.... Thats not the bad part... They was trying to make their last bet on an online casino... That is not the bad part... One kids had shit running out of his diaper. The other was naked on the couch. Both were begging the (two) parents that were their to cook them food... OMG They asked me if I would give them the computer back when they got caught up on their payments... I told them yes, after childrens services takes your kids from ya... I was told to GO F*** myself and I left What da hell is wrong with people?

I Feel Bad...
Sometimes, no matter how much you've loved someone in the past, there comes a time to just let it go and move on to something better. This song says it all... I should be out in that driveway stopping you Tears should be rolling down my cheek And I don't know why I'm not falling apart Like I usually do And how the thought of losing you's not killing me I feel bad That I can stand here strong Cold as stone, Seems so wrong I can't explain it Maybe it's just I've cried so much I'm tired and I'm numb Baby I hate it I feel bad that I don't feel bad I can let myself be angry over wasted time And sad about just throwing love away Yeah I almost wish my heart was breaking But I cant lie All I want to do is turn the page I feel Bad That I can stand here strong Cold as stone, Seems so wrong I can't explain it Maybe it's just I've cried so much I'm tired and I'm numb Baby I hate it I feel bad That I don't feel bitter, alone I just feel its time, its ti

Untitled 2
You invade my thoughts the moment I cloose my eyes to sleep Questions and curiosities flit through my mind for hours I see you through pools of blue having depths I may never know I feel myself wrapped up in you as I try to end my day Not only arms and bodies but minds and souls Its as if my soul has found a friend to love but cannot keep I want you for myself but have no right to you at all Our lives may never be linked beyond the friendship we have Paper trails never created and souls never entwined You will always belong to me in my heart and in my dreams I have folded you up and tucked you there forever Free to love another but always always mine...

Eid Mubarak
Well, Eid (Muslim xmas as Ali explained to his stupid American boss) is over. Interesting experience. Nothing like somone unloadng a mag from an AK-47 into the air to kick off a holiday. That was a block away, and apparently tame compared to the surrounding neighborhoods. Much like xmas, they give gifts to children. These gifts seemed to mostly consist of plastic AK-47s. Nothing like starting them off early! Actually, I can't say anything. I once got a plastic Rambo M-16 for xmas. And look how I ended up, still carrying a gun for a living. Anyway, at least the month of fasting and bitching is over. On a lighter note, she got me to smile :)

Help The Cause!!!!
Those who care about others enough to step outside their comfortable lives to help those that don't have comfort or protection or love or safety. Those who notice that there is a huge problem in our society and a flaw in the system that is supposed to help children. It's time for change...it's time for a better trained group of child protectors that can actually protect the children that are abused. It's time to hold accountable those protectors that do not do their job and cover up their wrong doings or refusal to do their job. When will the children stop dying at the hands of those that are called on by God to love and protect them...When will this issue be a more important one to our country. It's time to get this situation the attention it deserves, it's time to call on our law makers to do something! Well Thanks you for stopping by and taking the time to read this. See now ya know me a little more. BLESS YA (HUGES). There's no reason or excuse why someone should or has abused or

Crap
Ugh, so I have a coworker who is being a complete ass to me. We go back n forth with little insults, and he is a TOTAL ass to me even when I try to be nice. Its gettin really old; I think he hates me for no apparent reason.

Hell Yeah This Rocks
Well its midnight, damn rightWe’re wound up too tightI gotta fist full of whiskey, the bottle just bit meOooooThat shit makes me bat shit crazyWe got not fear no doubt all in balls outWere going out tonight (hey)To kick out every light (hey)Take anything we want (hey)Take everything in sight (hey)Were goin’ til the world stops turningWhile we burn it to the ground at nightWere screamin’ like demonsSwingin’ from the ceilingI gotta fistful of fiftiesTequila just hit meOooooWe got no class, no tasteNo shirt and shit facedWe got them lined upShot down firing back straight Crown[Burn It To The Ground Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ]Were going out tonight (hey)To kick out every light (hey)Take anything we want (hey)Take everything in sight (hey)Were goin til the world stops turningWhile we burn it to the ground at nightTickin’ like a time bombDrinkin’ til the nights goneGet your hands off of this glassLast call my assNo chain no lock and this train

How I Feel
All my life i wished for a woman like you. Then one day you came into my life. I felt like the world was all wamr and just right. Then one day a storm came up and covered everything in darkness. I relized then you was goine out of my life. It was my fault cause i never showed you what you meant to me. I didnt even make you feel like you was the most inportant thing in the world. I just wish i could show you how much love i have for you and it actuly mean somthing. I wish i could also get the woman of my dreams back. I love you with all my heart and soul always have and always will

Worry
WORRY Is there a magic cut off period when offspring become accountable for their own actions? Is there a wonderful moment when Parents can become detached spectators in the lives of their children and shrug, "It's their life," and feel nothing? When I was in my twenties, I stood in a hospital corridor waiting for doctors to put a few stitches in my daughter's head. I asked, "When do you stop worrying?" The nurse said, "When they get out of the accident stage". My Mom just smiled faintly and said nothing. When I was in my thirties, I sat on a little chair in a classroom and heard how one of my children talked incessantly, disrupted the class, and was headed for a career making

Lies
Now that I'm a grown up and have been through many trials & tribulations in life I have come to wonder why our families feel the need to lie to us when we were younger.. as a little girl and teenager, girls are told that one day we will find the man of our dreams and live a happy life with that person. REALLY?! Was I that bad that my family had to lie about such an important event in life?! I mean damn.. they should have been honest and told me that going to hell would be better than falling in love!!

Life Sucks!!!!
I do not understand how he does not see how him being in my life in any way is ackward... What makes him seem to think it is going to be easy having him in it all... I wanted him to be erased from my memories... Deleted from every aspect of my life past present and future... There is to much left undone and unsaid for my backwards mind... I want him in my sons life but does that mean I have to have him involved in mine... I know he doesnt care and all the words spoken about feelings where false and untrue... I wish I was a strong enough person to tell him everything on my mind and deal with what he has to say...but I cant... my heat wants what my head no longer does... fighting and breaking me apart... such is life... time heals all but there is always the mark left behind from the pain...

Missing Him
I misses him.....and i don't mean my ex. To feel his touch would be so great right now. No fun being lonely. I can't wait to finally be moved out without that dick around. Having to look at his shit, his mess...anything that reminds me of him. He texts me this morning saying that his coworker got him a car for a couple months...okay..well that works..but we're both moving out soon and I don't plan on seeing his face any time afterwards other than at work. I don't want to keep driving his car. I want my own car....again. I weighed myself this morning and damn..I gained some weight...blaaaaah... I'll get those lbs gone over the weekend. I know that I ate more than usual on my days off when I was out with Kari and Michael and Matt...damn belly....stop growing! You're suppose to shrink!! Maybe I'll be able to get more weighloss pics up again when I lose more lbs and when I get a VIP again. It's nice to wake up with a little furry one next to you all the time...but i wish it was someone

For My Babygirl Ricki...hold Onto Your Little Girl Why You Can...someday You'll Be Right Where I Am Now...i Love You Baby!
Kenny Chesney - There goes my life All he could think about was I'm too young for this Got my whole life ahead hell I'm just a kid myself how I'm gonna raise one All he could see were his dreams going up in smoke So much for ditching this town and hanging out on the coast Oh well, those plans are long gone And he said there goes my life there goes my future, my everything might as well kiss it all good-bye there goes my life....... A couple years of up all night and a few thousand diapers later That mistake he thought he made covers up the refrigerator Oh yeah..........he loves that little girl. Momma's waiting to tuck her in as she fumbles up those stairs she smiles back at him dragging that teddy bear sleep tight, blue eyes and bouncing curls He smiles there goes my life there goes my future my everything I love you, daddy goodnight there goes my life She had that Honda loaded down with Abercrombie clothes and 15 pairs of shoes and his American express he checked the oil and s

Don't Close Your Heart
I know how it feels to be on your own In this cruel world where hearts are bound to turn to stone Where you are alone And tired of breathing It's all going wrong And you just can't stand the pain any more You're too numb to believe in In anything Baby just don't close your heart Baby just don't close your heart Darling don't let me down I know how easy it is to let go Surrender to despair lurking at your door To lose your soul and all your feelings Strenght all gone And so many things left unsaid And deeds undone You've stopped caring 'Cause it's all in vainBaby just don't close your heart Darling don't let me down You are so alone And tired of breathing It's all going wrong And you just can't stand the pain Baby just don't close your heart Darling don't let me down Don't let me down Don't let me down Just don't let me down

Wicked Games
The world was on fire, no-one could save me but youIt's strange what desire will make foolish people doI'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like youAnd I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you No I don't wanna fall in lovethis world is always gonna break your heartNo I don't wanna fall in lovethis world is always gonna break your heart..with you What a wicked game to playTo make me feel this wayWhat a wicked thing to doTo let me dream of youWhat a wicked thing to sayYou never felt this wayWhat a wicked thing you doTo make me dream of you No I don't wanna fall in lovethis world is always gonna break your heartNo I don't wanna fall in lovethis world is always gonna break your heart..with you The world was on fire, no-one could save me but youIt's strange what desire will make foolish people doNo and I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like youI'll never dream that I lose somebody like you, no Now I wanna fall in loveThis world is always gonna break your heartNow I w

Naughty Quiz
ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! be detailed :) and no skipping or idks! Just copy it, then paste it and Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age : 3. Dick/Boob Size: 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics i

Bad Day--r.i.p Big Brother
today has been a fairly messed up day for me Oct 9 my brother steves bday or would be Oct 10 he passed away. Ive put myself through alot of emotion today when in reality I miss my brother. He was a great guy always positive always wistling or singing a tune. i just feel so lost today--Miss you big brother!!

Auction
I am doing my first auction on this account it is open to males and females! entry fee is 155k justemail me with what pic you would like to use and what you are offering NSFW and/or SFW photos are accepted thanks the auction will start 10/20/2009 thanks

Love
What do you when it feels like your world is coming down around you, and and you have no one to turn to? It seems like everyone that I have ever cared about or loved was taken my heart and ground into dust, without even a reason as to why. It seems like my own son doesn't want anything to do with me anymore, which is just killing me. because he is everything I have left in this world. I thought my ex-wife and I were own our way of working things out, and it looked liked were going to get back together, but then I call home to talk to her and my son, and now their is another man in my house, that I built for my family. I was crushed like you wouldn't believe. So I don't know what to now, it just seems like I have nothing anymore to hold on to in this world, between my PTSD and and the nightmares from the war. I think I just might finally crack up. If anyone out their has any advise on what to do please help me out, before it's to late for me.

Would You Have Sex With Me?
If We Had Sex created @ 2008-12-30 23:35:20 The answers were so FUN Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you!Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT!1. Would you be in control?2. Would you pull my hair?3. Would you whisper in my ear?4. Would you talk dirty to me?5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?6. Would you say my name?7. Would you go down on me?8. Would you let me give you a hickie?9. How many rounds would we go?10. What would you wanna do afterwards?11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?12. Would you lick and bite me all over?13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?14. Would you want me to take my time?15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?16. Would you want fast or slow?17. Where would you wanna "do it"?18. Would you be loud or quiet?19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?20. What position would we do it in?21. Do you

Movie
im trying to think of a movie that i dont remember the name. all i tremember is that at one point, i think at the end. the mother is taking a shower, then it shows a boy walking around a corner and sees monster or creaters or something eathin they look at the boy and say "want some?" then the boy says "your eating my mom" anyone know what movie im thinkg about please help

What Fun Huh
so it seems like i violated my probation for 2 weeksor it would seem to the biggest fucking cunt i have ever ment other then my mother and my ex for 5 yearssadly she is my probation officer so i had to hold back my temper even tho i wanted to rip her fucking head clean right off her damn shouldersi have so many fucking problems and all because i had to move i lost the damn number i had to check in so i called the public defenders office and i got the probation department in phx here the twist in the story becuse i called the one in phx and not the one in mesa that is how i violated my probation it would seem they are not connected with each other yeah what kind of fucked up shit is that if i fuck up once i go back to jail and it was not even my damn fault i did report in its not my fault the bitch did not get the message i have court tomorrow or atlest thats what the bitch said my lawyer said i dont so i dont have to go there but i have to let them no either wayoh and now i cant call i

Mob Up!
Join FuMafia already and come down to KrazyKilt69 Heartbreaker's Mafia Turf!!We're all pretty active so no matter who tries to kick your ass at whatever time of the day/night you've got the Familia to back you up. Oh? Did I mention we have a 50K FuBucks Raffle EVERY Monday?!?! HURRY UP!

'wax On, Wax Off" Duct Tape!
Love the stuff, great for fixing wiring and other handyman jobs around the place but best of all to shut women up so as i 'the man'...can have the last say or even get a word in. the duct tape on here = the block button!

Hugs
The Hug I Love There is a hug to say "I love you" And a hug to say, "Goodbye" There is a hug say, "How are you?" And a hug to say, "We tried" There is a hug to bond a friendship And a hug when the day is through But the hug that's best in all the world.... Is the hug I share with you!!

I've Been Propositioned....
seriously 8-P this is what i was sent in a friends request.... hey sweets. So I couldn't help but notice your name. I love pervs...cuz pervs usually love me. If you're really a perv, you might be interested in what I have to offer. I have a large array of NSFW photos you can view. There are 34 pix and I add more as I see fit. I have pix of me rubbing my clit, using a dildo on myself, my tits, me tasting myself, me fingering myself. Anything you might want to see. Most girls charge at least a $50 pack to see theirs, all I'm asking for is a $20 bling pack. I have also started doing cam shows on Yahoo. I'll do pretty much anything you want me to do. Most girls charge a $100 bling pack or a happy hour to see them on cam, all I'm asking for is a $50 bling pack. Here's a little sample to tantalize you: I can move my hair away for just $20 I could be sitting there topless for just $50 Let me know if interested jesus christ... this kinda stuff should be illegal... stupid whores i swear...

Hot Sexual Taste
You whisper into my ear Sweet things that make me weak, Then you look into my eyes With your mysterious provocative gaze, Causing you to touch my skin To feel the burning of your flames, Caressing me with a love that is real, Then you kiss me... As I feel your wet eager lips Our hungry tongues indulging in their craving, To feel the poison... Of your blood boiling throughout your soul Sending electrify emotions Stimulating pure intoxication, As your hands flows over me; Touching every curve and every part of me... It seems I move my legs apart automatically, As you lift me on the mystical ride While my body you know I will guide, Just listen to our song Making love all night long, The flames of passion, desire and love Is taking control over us, You put your hands in my breast, As I feel a sensation so exciting, When you kiss my nipples with your eager lips Every time you do that, It gets more and more fulfilling Let me feel those sensations, As I feel you deep inside me Feeling a rage

Planet Texas Fu-mafia Turf Guidelines
\\\PLANET TEXAS TURF GUIDELINES///Read these and live by them!1} Always have your turf members' back and help each other learn how to WIN!2} Do not ban anyone! It is a game have fun!3} Have respect for other turfs. Do not get rude in their land. Just kick their ass!4} Recruit, recruit, recruit....the more associates, the more chance for promotion.5} Promotions are based on your activity, promoting, and recruiting for this turf. To make Soldier, you need to recruit atleast 4 new members and have more wins then losses. To make Lieutenant you need to recruit atleast 10 additional new members, have atleast 50 more wins then losses, and be atleast level 20. 6} Always add all of our turf members and all alligned mafia turf members to your mob.7} Never attack our turf members or our allies.8} Follow the chain of command if you have an issue, complaint, question, or suggestion.If the Boss or Under Boss are not available, go to the Lieutenants. The Lieutenants are in charge from the highest, to

My Thoughts
why is it that when ppl find out ur religion and its not theres they automaticlly label u a devil worshiper?well im pagan/wiccan,and it is a very peaceful religion,loving the earth,and changing all the negitivity todays world gives u and turning it into positive energy.and helping ppl that needs help if u can.where do u get devil worshiper from that? i just dont get the world these days,and sumtimes i wonder how the human race has lasted this long,maybe its luck,maybe not,who knows.

Friend In Need Of Help
I have a friend who keeps asking for advice and I have ran out of what to tell her. She has a boyfriend and yet she continues to do stupid things because she knows that the sex is not at all good. She wants to have more than just him getting his and her not getting anything. She is constantly on the computer meeting and wanting to hook up with every guy she meets just to be able to have sex and nothing more. Now it turns out that she just got engaged to her boyfriend and she says that she will continure to have her secret lifestyle and I have told her that she is crazy and that she needs to stop it before something happens. I know it is her life, but she says she loves her Fiance and I keep telling her to follow what is in your heart. Now my question is, what do I tell and should I still be friends with her????

Please Do Tell Me..............
Have you ever been in love? Been in love where your heart races when you see them. When you ache when they are not there. You only yearn for their return. Have you ever been in love? Been in love when your head can only think about them. Every song reminds you of every special moment you've had with them. Have you ever been in love? Been in love where only your future is all that matters. You see them in your arms forever and ever. Have you ever been in love? Been in real love? Please do tell............

Anguish
The pain you caused is never ending. The hurt burning in my heart won’t go away. I wish you could feel my pain This horrible hurt that I live with on a daily basis. It makes me cry to think of you; The good times and bad Relationships have them all. I hurt you badly, This I don’t deny; It’s too late for an apology to fix things. If I could change the past I would, Take away the pain I caused you. If you could only forgive me for what I’ve done I’d forever be in debt to you. You will always have my heart and soul. My soul mate. The love I have for you will never end; It’s with me until the end of time Just like my heart is with you. I think of you day and night; My dreams are full of memories of you, Holding me close when I was scared, The gentle kisses on my neck that made me shiver. God to have that again, That’s my heaven. Being in your arms at night, The comfort you brought me made me feel safe from harm. No matter

Our Government Is Still Drunk On That Potomac Kool Aid
How can the government pretend that it can manage, overhaul, streamline, and reform the health care system in the United States when it can't even deliver enough flu shots to prevent a pandemic?We have seen the H1N1 virus coming for over a year. It is no surprise that much of America needs vaccination. It was no secret that the flu season was approaching. But, now that it is upon us, we find ourselves pathetically short of shots.One year ago, the government told us that we would have hundreds of millions of vaccinations available. Then, over the summer, the prediction was that 40 million would be on hand by the end of October. Last month, the estimate was scaled back to 28 million. And, as of late last week, only 11.5 million had been delivered, leaving tens of millions vulnerable and, tragically, likely leading to hundreds of preventable deaths. Given the tendency of the virus to strike the young, many of those deaths will be among children.

Love Of My Life
The love of my life, The one who should never feel pain. I would take away the pain, The frustration is unbearable. I know when you’re in pain, I feel it in my heart, I’m here through thick and thin, No matter the situation, I’ll lend you my ears. I will not judge or discriminate against your opinions on life, I will not ridicule when it’s the wrong time. I will always be there, I will always feel your pain. You know it’s meant to be when you feel each other’s agony. I feel yours when you’re down, I feel it in my heart. It hurts to know you’re in pain. Every second you hurt, I hurt. When you cry, I cry. When you smile, I smile. I love the way I feel everything you do, I know that’s why I love you.

50 Mistakes Women Make While Having Sex
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out.2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation.3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up.4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault.5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but when it's time to actually

What Women Would Do If They Had A Penis For A Day
10. Get ahead faster in corporate America.9. Get a blow job.8. Find out what is so fascinating about beating the meat.7. Pee standing up while talking to other men at a urinal.6. Determine WHY you can't hit the bowl consistently.5. Find out what it's like to be on the other end of a surging orgasm.4. Touch yourself in public without thought as to how improper it may seem.3. Jump up and down naked with an erection to see if it feels as funny as it looks.2. Understand the scientific reason for the light refraction which occurs between a man's eyes and the ruler situated next to his member which causes two inches to be added to the final measurement.1. Repeat number 9......

Bleh
So tired today. Almost fell asleep a few times. Nothing exciting at work. Had that chinese potluck thing and I ate well...a little too well. I came home and weighed myself and said "fuck!!" I don't normally weigh myself in the day time or night, always after I wake up. But I didn't like that number so I made myself toss cookies in the sink. I got out as much as I could, not much at all, but clogged up the sink...damn, gonna have to get some draino or something later on. Yeah..nasty and not healthy, but I wasn't happy with what I saw on the scale..hopefully I will have a better number after I wake up in the morning. No dinner tonight...not even coffee. Just some Pomegranate Acai berry juice if I get thirsty.

Closets
As you can see... I was EMO before it ever had a NAME! ;) Ah... what a sad sad child I was... All these seem to center around the same time in 96... must have been a harsh break-up ^_^ CLOSETS Through the emptiness of alone a hand reaches out the soft touch on my brow soothes the pain. The angry red welts lashed across my heart begin to heal, slowly. Ever so slowly. The shredded remains of trust draw together by an unseen force, and start to mend. The memories that torment a shattered mind are thrust into an impregnable closet in my soul specially designed for pain not meant to be handled at once. Impossible to open except by the will of a mended (yet still scarred) heart. As the door closes the memories have already begun to fade into darkness, but soon, I know I must begin to build a new closet, for a new pain, but this time, maybe, just maybe, it could stay empty. 8-13-96

Love
Ahh... 95... I was apparently a happier child, then :p LOVE It brings to knees the strongest of men. It can brighten lives and give life within. It can leave you crying 'til the middle of the night, or can fill your heart with sunshine so bright. It's the sound of a dozen small angels that sing. So 'tis right to say Love's a wonderful thing. 2-14-95

The Only One On My Mind
The Only One on My Mind I don't know enough words to describe how I feel.But when I hold you in my arms,I know every bit of this is real.That soft touch.Those intense eyes.When I kiss you and I hear those soft sighs.Your sweet lips.And your ohh so sexy curves.Its all enough to tense up my nerves. But when I'm with you I let it all go.My fears,My doubt,Anything thats stressing me out.Because your the only thing that matters.You make the world feel right.My only wish,Is to hold you all through the night.To let you know that I love you,So you can see how much I care.Even as I try to be a nice guy,As I run my fingers through your hair.And stare into your gorgeous eyes.And whisper into your ear.That there is no other place I would rather be,Nowhere but here. With our gaze locked first.Our lips next.You know I'm not lying,When I tell you your kisses are the best.To breathe you in and caress you gently,There is no better feeling in the world.But everything I do, I do for you, my gi

Writing...
It is to feelnot to seenailstravellanguidlyconnectingnerveto nervousstatic electricityas if a gridalmost ohmlesscovered meyour fingersmagneticpulledfrom nodeto nothingheading higherso insanely slowsensations tricklespiral up my spinealong with fin

Yep, Yet Again, More Writing...
yeahyou heard meopen wideaccepttake a chunkof bittersweetgo onsink your teeth inwork those jawsfor realthis timebite yes biteuntil all heldheaven or hellbursts freeto coat your lipswith all that is me water nectar syrup spirit spit semen bourbon blood bile acid lava loveI'm your applein the garden of edenso bite baby bitebecomea part of metonight

The Blame
All the pain, all the the hurt that i see them going through! Its hard to breath when all i feel is soo empty and hollow.. Just please pain go away and leave me here to rot all alone in this forsaken place.. People i have hurt,, how could ii!! All the times i have pushed the good people away! No more smile.. All now that exist in these eyes is hollownness that does not care for life. Lock me in a cage of hell so i cannot see the light again! For i do not deserve it!! Blame me for all the pain!!! Why do i feel so lost now!! was i once filled with hope!! The blame will add on to theses million scars!!! i scream for the pain to just kill me!! i cant take all this regret and blame!! just goo!! i yell.. I have fallen now!! please goooo!!!!!! The blame eats at me like a animal hungry for blood!!1 no smile now now that lives a lost boy that may never find the light again and die with all the hurt and pain and blame of the fallen now. so goo i yell and forget me! but the

Emptiness
THIS EMPTINESS I FEEL INSIDE,LEAVES ME NO PLACE TO HIDE. I CAN'T FORCE A SMILE,AS MY TEARS FALL ALL THE WHILE. I CAN'T REACH YOU, TO LET YOU KNOW MY LOVE IS TRUE. YOU CALLED ME YOUR LIL' CHINA DOLL,NOW THE LOSS HAS MADE ME FALL. FOR EVERY PAIN YOU HAD, FOR EVERY FEELING THAT WAS SAD. I'D TAKE IT ALL AWAY, IF I KNEW YOU WOULD STAY. IN MY ARMS, AWAY FROM HARM. IS WHERE YOU SHOULD BE, TO BE WITH ME. I KEEP THINKING I'LL SEE YOU AGAIN,BUT THEN THE PAIN SETS IN. OF NOT KNOWING WHAT I DID WRONG,,TO MAKE YOU GONE FOR SO LONG IF YOU TURNED TO ME TO SAY, I'LL GIVE YOU ONE MORE DAY. I WOULD TREASURE THAT DAY,DOING EVERYTHING TO MAKE YOU STAY.

Search Ended
I know that I have that Someone Special in my life cause he has put up with alot from 03/08 to present...No matter where he is or I am all roads seem to bring us back together...Now if we can just end up in the same state at the same time all will be well...I MISS U (P.B) SO VERY MUCH!!! My heart belongs to you THEN, NOW & FOREVER!!!

Everlasting Whispers
Softly whisper your passion Come to me my loving heart I'll cherish your gentle tenderness From this day forward I'll impart My emotion of contentment That grew instantly as we met From the depth of my souls embrace Straight to you for whom it was meant Refresh your souls thirsting need Come bathe in passion's bright glowing fire As we dance the dance of eternal loveWrapped in our flowing desires Our need for each other so great A timeless burning flame As at last we have found each other And our place together we claim.

Kiss
Whenever I see you pass bye it makes me want to cry To see your face and not know what's going through your mind Is it me you’re thinking of? We’ve been together for a while We need to have some faith But wait What will happen Give me some hope For what I think may not be true Is it I who is doing something wrong This may not last very long But believe me when I say I love you I want to kiss you all the time But do you want to kiss me I will try my best to stay in line And I will not intertwine I hope you will read this one day So you know that I thought you were mine

You Have Been Fucked!
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! (don't be offended, keep reading until the end)Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot!RULES:1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course.2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!*3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy!4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty!5- Random sex is perfectly okay!6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT.7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away!This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!F.U.C.K. Stands For:Friends U Can Keep.So promise me we'll F.U.C.K. forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To know who your true F.

War Of My Life
Come out Angels Come out Ghosts Come out Darkness Bring everyone you know I'm not running I'm not scared I am waiting and well prepared I'm in the war of my life At the door of my life Out of Time and there's no where to run away I've got a hammer And a heart of glass I got to know right now Which walls to smash I got a pocket Got no pill If fear hasn't killed me yet Than nothing will All the suffering And all the pain Never liked to label I'm in the war of my life At the door of my life Out of time and there's nowhere to run I'm in the war of my life At the core of my life I've got no choice but to fight 'til it's done No more suffering No more pain Never again I'm in the war of my life At the door of my life Out of time and there's no where to run I'm in the war of my life I'm at the core of my life Got no choice but to fight 'til it's done So Fight on, fight on everyone, so fight on Got no

You Call Me A Racist - My Comments To This Message That Was On Someone's Profile Page Are In Bold
I sent post in a private message to http://www.fubar.com/user/2747175 SueBee - SYLB. In fairness to her, I chatted with her a little and she seemed pretty nice. But, I couldn't let this go. The **** line items are my comments to her. I tried to let this go, but I needed to insert my commentary. You call me: "Redneck", "Hillbilly", or "Slacker" "Cracker" or "Cracker Jack" "Honky", "Whitey", or "Gringo" "Betty Crocker" or "Martha Stewart" "Casper", "Jed Clampett", or "Crisco" "Elvis", "Eminem", or "Gilligan" "White Devil", "White Bread", or "Gomer" "Forrest Gump" (Gump), "White Trash" or "Johnny Reb" "Opie", "Poppin Fresh", or "Peckerwood" "Wigger", "Trailer Trash", or "Vanilla Ice" "W.A.S.P", "Slim Shady", or "Skinhead" and you think it's OK.

Wonder
I'm wondering when my new life will actually begin or has it begun already? I feel so proud of myself when I get one thing accomplished that i've been wanting to be done but I am wondering why I am still down. I'm happy that I've lost the pounds that I've lost, amd still wanting to lose more cause I still feel that I'm a whale. I'm happy that I"m finally away from that asshole and living on my own, but yet..I'm lonely. Real lonely. I talk to my cats a lot...I feel like I'm gonna be some insane person...heh...I'll talk to people online...every now and then I'll hang out with some friends, but...I still feel so lonely and hurt inside. I am wondering how long this feeling will last. I'm trying to erase things from my life that wouldn't bring painful memories. Whether it be the times with my ex or other things. Sometimes I'll think of things or things would come into my mind and I have to yell at myself to get that thought out of me. Afraid of being hurt, bad memories or whatever. After

So...
I get ready for bed at 4:30, i lay down, turn on the fan, curl up... 20 minutes later, george's dad wakes up. comes in. turns OFF the fan. turns on the light,. and starts watching tv. knowing full well i'm trying to freaking sleep over here on the bed. We have to sleep in the living room. why? because before even given a chance to clean out the attic (george's old room), his fucking uncle moved up there. so we got stuck in the living room with no fucking privacy. George has to work until 8 am. i'm fucking tired, and fucking grumpy, and fucking pregnant. is it too much to fucking ask that while i sleep, i'm fucking ALLOWED TO SLEEP?! SERIOUSLY! so, tonight, when THEY go to bed... i'm playing left for dead 2. loudly. and i just hope they come out and complain. not my fucking fault we didnt get to have the upstairs... we were told on monday steve was coming inside, george ahs to work all day 5/7 days. we were gonna clean up on saturday. he moved all his shit up inside tuesday. we h

One Perfect Rose
you know I try and answer all the questions that I am asked as honestly as i can some are easy some are hard ,any way this question why do i use a rose in comments are you gay no im not gay ty its just that the rose is the symbale of many relationships both friends and lovers so I use the rose as a symbale ty.... read this and understand... A single flow'r she sent me,since we met.all tenderly her messenger she chose; Deep-hearted, pure, with scented dew still wet- One perfect rose... I knew the language of the flower; 'My fragile'leaves,it said,her heart enclose'. Love long has taken for her amulet One perfect Rose... The rose dose not have to be of any specific color or size for they are all the same and mean both friendship and of love but only one brings a speciel meaning and a spiecle gift to others and she knows this, and shows it with but, One perfect Rose... you know I have been on this sight now for a long time and i have found both here and in real life that flowers are the

Do You Or Dont You Love Her
Do you or Dont love her 6.. Love Is Like Magic Grand And Mystical But Most Of The Time Its Just An Illusion Filled With Smoke And Mirriors You see this gurl right here? yeah shes been thru it all but you'll never see her fall shes weak at heart but strong at mind yeah she dont have to play these so called games she doesnt have the time she sits day after day wonderin if what shes doin is gonna repay but still you people still mess with her thinkin its all funny n shit she sits back and doesnt say a word but inside shes yellin for help all this gurl wants is somone to show they care and love her and to never give up on her..instead she sits back and gets hurt over and over again shes so scared yet so brave she takes her chances and doesnt look back she sits and wonders if she should even care but the look in his eyes makes her fall everytime she cares more then you'll ever know just please make your love for her show shes just tryin to get ur attention

A Feiend That Could Have Been But Never Was
.. Friends that could have been But never was Oh what a sadness R.I.P. Sarea Wilks A friend I never Knew You know this is not a favorite comment of mine its one that reminds me of a grate saddness, but today it was not the comment that made me think of this but a question i was asked to day; the question was do you rally care about your friends....now for the rest of the story... I have many socail network sights ; myspace,my year book ,facebook and tagged to name a few,well on one of them was a friend request from a sandra wilks back then i dident care she was a point or credit for the sight hell yah I was a point hoe, any way i acssepted the friend reqest talked to her a coupal of times exchanged comments then hell i moved on she was just a face on my page to rate my page and give me comments, i went to her page many times but only to see who she was cause i could never take the time to g

Why I Will Not Unite Behind Obama!
Respect the Office? Yes.Respect the Man in the Office? No, I am sorry to say.I have noted that many elected officials, both Democrats and Republicans, called upon America to unite behind Obama.Well, I want to make it clear to all who will listen that I AM NOTuniting behind Obama !I will respect the Office which he holds, and I will acknowledge his abilities as an orator and wordsmith and pray for him, BUT that is it.I have begun today to see what I can do to make sure that he is a one-term President !Why am I doing this ?It is because:- I do not share Obama's vision or value system for America ;- I do not share his Abortion beliefs;- I do not share his radical Marxist's concept of re-distributing wealth;- I do not share his stated views on raising taxes on those who make $150,000+ (the ceiling has been changed three times since August);- I do not share his view that America is Arrogant;- I do not share his view that America is not a Christian Nation;- I do not share his view that t

Nsfw Pics
I feel there is a big misconception with the whole not safe for work pics on this website. I see a lot of people saying "I can't believe this is nsfw, this is an adult website." Well yes it is an adult website, and nsfw doesn't mean that you can't post a nude picture on here, it simply means if I'm logged on at work, I will probably get in a lot of shit for looking at this picture. First off, none of us should actually be logged into this site when we're at work, we should all actually be doing work. And I'm well aware of the fact that some of the pics are reported NSFW are not actually NSFW, but the fact that your picture is NSFW does not mean it's trashy or over the edge for this website, it simply means exactly what it stands for. It is NOT SAFE FOR WORK. YOUR BOSS MIGHT SHOOT YOU FOR LOOKING AT THIS PICTURE. Once again, I know some of you think your pics are fine, and for some of you that is correct, and yes some people have worse pics posted that should be nsfw, but are

To Whomever Cares....
After an extensive stay in the hospital I am finally home, was eager to return to a normal life and touch base with everyone only to come back and find that those who I thought were true to the core werent...I've learned so much in the past week...about myself, life, and others...Should I apologize? If I do what do I apologize for? For being severly ill to the point of being placed in ICU for a few weeks? For not having any outside contact other than close family members? You tell me...I am back..for how long I do not know....as far as FuBar goes probably not very much longer...as far as my time here...thats up to the man upstairs....I would like to thank those that have been true to me...I love you all very much and while I know its hard and sad to go...I feel it may be for the best and for me to spend my time with family...I thank you all and love you all very much!

What Is A Women ?????
You know some times I am ashameed of being a man when I look at just how bad we treat women in todays socity its a crying shame for women are above all equal to us in all ways and some times i fee they are better,I mean we use them for sex toys ,cooks maids and sometime the punching bag,and no matter how we treat them they are always there for us,hell even mens so called best friends the dog will run away if misstreated but I have seen to many time a woman forgive and forget what a man dose to them but just try asking a man to do that,and you would have thanked that you started worlrd war 3 he's right cause hes the master and lord and what dose a bitch know anyway ; hell bros yall need to recap your thinking for your so called bestfriends the dog is the bitch and they left you for mistreating them.and you can keep pushing your women folk to and they to will abandon you,then what the kids next...you know whats going to happen as well as i do sooner or latter women are going to have c

Tattooed People Aren't As Giving
....they haven't met us yet!A marine who runs Toys for Tots says that statistically speaking, tattooed people "aren't as giving" as non-tattooed people. We totally disagree!!! In the spirit of giving, he presented us with a challenge to prove him wrong! We have THREE WEEKS!!!!Here at State of the Art Tattoos LLC, we offer DISCOUNTS for your DONATIONS---Donate new or gently used COATS for KIDS-- 10$ off each, limit 2.Donate new, unwrapped Toys for Tots--- 5$-20$ off = value of the toy!Donate FOOD! Each item gets you 1$ off-- up to 20$ offTattoo minimum is 40$--- you could get a 20$ TATTOO!!!Can't get the tattoo today?? Purchase a GIFT CERTIFICATE for you, or a loved one for the holiday gift that will last a LIFETIME! Wouldn't it be awesome to also tell them how you helped the community in their name!?You DO NOT HAVE TO purchase anything to DONATE to great charities for OUR COMMUNITY! Drop off any items you have to help the cause during our normal business hours!! (1pm-10pm WEEKDAYS 1pm-

Wish To Win The Lottery
So I went out car shopping again. Looked at one car, test drove it and all. Nice car.07 Nissian. Bit too much though, around 11 grand but it had low mileage...real low. Was there for over an hour trying to figure out payment plans but I really don't think I can afford more than 150. THey kept trying to make deals and all but I still wanted to look around. Seeing how my credit wasn't that great started to get me worried. My credit isn't that horriable but it's not that great. I think the big thing was that house that we used to have, that got foreclosed, which will be haunting me for a long time.I'll go car shopping again next week. If there was extra days at work, I'll take it. I need it. I've been careful which how I been spending my money as of late. I still make decent money at work, just that now that I'm on my own, I have all these bills and stuff I need to buy, it just worries me. I know I worry too much. Dad is still worried about Rich's car. I am too. Both worried that Rich w

Water Rings
You're just so fucking sad, aren't you? She's a stain on a wall. Nothing to see, but the remnant of a human undescribed, undefined, underloved, the undersigned. Just a stain...on a wall. An outline where a girl should be, could be, would be, should we, won't be, won't see... and me... I'm just looking at the watermarks. She's out of phase. That's the state. The way she waits, the way she prays. They can't see her, walking by. If she smiles, if she cries, if she sighs, if she... But she... And you... you're just so fucking sad, aren't you? Your tearstained whine bleeds ears but feels empty. You don't know from echoes. You're just singing Robert Johnson ...while she's bleeding on the crossroads. You can't bend a string. But she's just a stain...on a wall. Aren't they sad. ...aren't we all?

Finishing Classes, Getting Sick, Doctor App
Well the last few weeks have been one big roller coaster . I have finished up my A+ Essentials and Technician Course, and been studying for my CompTIA A+ Essentials exam.Then the not so fun parts start, around the 10th of December I started losing my voice and then the coughing started, and finely called and went into the doctor for it all. The whole time while waiting for my appointment I could swear that my bronchitis had come back, but lucky the doctor couldn't hear and see why it would be that so I am now on NyQuil Cough.Sadly being put on NyQuil wasn't the worst part of the doctor appointment, the worst part was the fact that my blood pressure was at 160/80. The sadder part was the fact that it has been around that number for the last 3 months. So I am now 24 years old and on blood pressure pills.Life is going great for me, I guess. I am not ready for my exam, and going to be living a shorter life thanks to the craziness of the stress in my life.

I'm On Facebook
Yes !!! I as arrived ... I am on Facebook ... Looking for family to join in Mafia Wars, Vampire Wars, Petville, Yoville, Uno, Castle Age, Farmville, Enchancted Island!!! and if the game is fun, I'll join you to !!!! you can look me up by Skynightwolf ... that should find me .. if not let me know and I'll get or give info to add you up!!!

My Life, My World, My Everything~by Jd
This is heart wrenching, Surely this will be the crushing blow, My heart is fading as the moment arises, Sure to lose control. You cannot expect to take my heart, Expect me not to fall to the floor, Trying to seperate me from my children, All i woked hard fo to be no more. My head is spiining, I feel so sick with grief i die from the inside out, Without the ones who matter most to me, My life may as well be ghost. All the nights i cried for them, Prayed that one day i'd have them in my loving arms, Threatened now and feeling defensive, There is danger and my children have become the pawns. How could one even think, I'd risk everything that keeps me going just to give it away, This is my life your trying to play with and theres no way i would ever jeopardize their fates. All the times i pulled out the impossible to make sure they had all they needed, Now so close to losing and this was all just some rediculous childish mistake. At night i am tramatize, I remember ho

Memories, The Maker Of Eternity~by Jd
I am rattled and withered, Hands shaking i feel almost like im fighting for air. Lost and bound my chains and blind folded all i see is the dark, Alone and shaking out of no where my life is steadily falling apart. Memories are the maker of eternity, Why would this world choose to take all of mine away. I am upset and feeling bed ridden, My life as i know it is being ripped right out from under me. Everything is not ok, I will fake a smile up until i crack, I fought for this tooth and nail and now this supposed god is destroying me. I want to have so much hatred, But its too hard when my heart barely exists, Now you want to take the reason it beats from me, How can i make it through this? I breaking down the walls of my mind, Destroying all the reasons i should have been a better man. How could this life make it so easy to destroy me, All i have ever wanted was a chance to show im capable of doing this. I am on my knees and pleading, I have waited so long a

Picky Bitch, Being Me.
I don't mean to be such a picky bitch here on fu, but here are a few rules I am gonna start going by. 1. No Salute, no nothin from me. Unless I already know who you are. 2. Blank friends requests..STILL DENIED. 3. If you're gonna have Auto 11's on, and beg for rates, you better damned well rate me back. 4. For further reference: All of my mumms will be screened and asshats mumm commenters will be blocked. 5. No asshats, fucktards, fuckwads, juggalosers, twatwaffles, allowed. (thank you to Lady Rider for a few of these terms) I'm sure there's more...I'll add more later.

The Holy Fool
The Holy Fool "There's a sucker born every minute"Few things are more embarrassing to witness than a flagrant display of belief in theridiculous, especially when it occurs in people that are clearly smart enough to knowbetter - if they would just try. Religious people are not all fools, although the vastmajority excel at foolish thought and behavior, they just suffer from a weakness thatpredisposes them to slavishly adopt the facile beliefs surrounding them, especially whenit comes with the imprimatur of authority. People that always want to do what is 'right'don't ask questions and will follow the rules regardless of the logic, or lack of it,underlying those rules.Think of the most idiotic, asinine, foolish rituals and practices imaginable and somereligion or cult somewhere has turned it into a sacred tenet of their belief system. Thelist of examples is nearly endless but a few are listed below. And remember that thesereligions and cults maintain that they alone are the one true fait

Our Troops
Right this very moment as you are reading this in the comfort of your home with your loved ones all around there are young men and women from all over this great country putting it all on the line for our right to be here. Take 5 minutes and let them know that we care..That they are not alone and that no matter what you think about the reasons they are out there that they are supported. http://www.letssaythanks.com/Home1280.html

Crazy Alert
JUST WANTED TO LET YOU GUYS/GIRLS KNOW OF A REAL WHACK-JOB POTENTIAL STALKER OUT THERE! GOES BY "NICE GUY". COMES ON REALLY STRONG AND ALL HIS CYLINDERS AREN'T FIRING SO BLOCK HIM. SOMETHING NOT RIGHT ABOUT HIM!

Who Is She???
A very weird thing has happened. A strange old lady has moved into my house. I have no idea who she is, where she came from, or how she got in. I certainly did not invite her. All I know is that one day she wasn't there, and the next day she was. She is a clever old lady and manages to keep out of sight for the most part, but whenever I pass a mirror I catch a glimpse of her. And, whenever I look in the mirror to check my appearance, there she is hogging the whole thing, completely, obliterating my gorgeous face and body. This is very rude! I have tried screaming at her, but she just screams back. The least she could do is offer to pay part of the rent, but no. Every once in a while, I find a dollar bill stuck in a coat pocket, or some loose change under a sofa cushion, but it is not nearly enough. I don't want to jump to conclusions, but I think she is stealing money from me. I go to the ATM and withdraw $100, and a few days later, it

I'm Honestly About Done With The Fu.
I'm sick and fucking tired of, day in and day out, getting messages from assholes I don't even know asking me to be their fucking "sub". One, I don't fucking sub, so go suck a cock. Two, I'm not a whore. I don't want to see your dick, i don't want to get you off, I've got a boyfriend who (if all goes right) I'm going to spend the rest of my life with. I have no interest in you. I'm not here to hook up, I'm not here to show off my pussy and get attention, I'm here because I like to have people to talk to. And, I know, I don't actively talk to most of my friends on here but that's because I'm shy as hell (and most people only add me because they want something to wank to). If I don't reply, it's because I'm honestly shy. You should see me in real life... I sit in a corner and make myself invisible around people. But without social networking sites, being holed up here during the pregnancy'd be boring as hell. Talk to me about gaming, or about writing, or things like that. If I don't know

Annual Darwin Awards
Yes, it's that magical time of year again when the Darwin Awards are bestowed, honoring the least evolved among us: Here is the glorious winner:1. When his 38 caliber revolver failed to fire at his intended victim during a hold-up in Long Beach , California would-be robber James Elliot did something that can only inspire wonder. He peered down the barrel and tried the trigger again. This time it worked. And now, the honorable mentions:2. The chef at a hotel in Switzerland lost a finger in a meat cutting machine and after a little shopping around, submitted a claim to his insurance company... The company expecting negligence sent out one of its men to have a look for himself. He tried the machine and he also lost a finger. The chef's claim was approved.3. A man who shoveled snow for an hour to clear a space for his car during a blizzard in Chicago returned with his vehicle to find a woman had taken the space. Understandably, he shot her.4. After stopping for drinks at an ill

Why?
I have a few things I'd like to ask. First, I'll give you a little background as to why I am writing this. I went to McDonalds a couple days ago for dinner. I get that it is dinner time and that there is such a thing as a dinner rush (typically between the hours of 5 and 7) But should it really take 15-20 minutes for 10 cheeseburgers, two value meals, a chicken sandwich and fries? (feeding 13 people) The most infuriating part of all this is that there were 5...1234 5 people working in the grill area, not counting the people working fries. When I worked at McDonalds some 20 years ago, for 1 we didn't have the advances they have today, for another I could work the grill by myself and not have the time problem these kids today seem to have. Give me 10 minutes and I can have you 2 dozen regular cheeseburgers and a dozen quarter pounders from frozen to wrapped, with time to spare, and with special order condiments included. While I'm on the subject, when I worked there if our hair (men)

Crashin
the world i have built up is crashing down around me. where are those i need most? open your hearts to me like have opened mine to you. dont shut me out dont turn me away i helped you anyway i could why wont you help me? i'm losing hope and my faith is fading. where did i go wrong.. what do i do now the world i have built up is crashing down around me.. i'm reaching for you calling your name listen close. for my voice is but a whisper. my world is crashing down please save me.. for i cant save myself.

You Got Me Open
staying away from clichesno comparison to this displayof feelingsi developed in a short timeya sure you're not an old friendor an missed out aquaintancethat i shared a crayonor a slow dance?my white lies, whited outyou know me without a doubton the phonein my facereading my mindmy big dreams fit into your worldsaying we both deserveto be happyall the timeeven if the rest dont fall in lineyou got me openholding my hand tightwalking through the fieldsand swimming the oceansof lifeyou got me openand it's you for meand me for youfor everyone to seeoops!i didnt mean the last partwhat meanit's clicheyou know what meananywaydarling baby sweethearteverytime i begin to startmy friendyou always finish what's on my mindif you dont mind soonmy dancing queen, my mooni'm readyfor foreverif you have that timecause you have me writing poetrymore than that, i'm full of gleefull of needfull of loveand of these things, i have not enoughyou got me openholding my hand tightwalking through the fieldsand swi

Dinner
What was supposed to be a decent night out turned into a bust. We went to dinner, but couldn't go to the club like we wanted because it's snowing and the roads are getting bad. We decided to cut things short. Good news is, we planned for a follow-up tomorrow night at the club we wanted to go to. Instead of meeting him there, I think I can trust him enough to pick meup at home. He lives in the same town, and gave me his address without even asking for mine. He doesn't ave to come in, meet my kid, or anything like that, just show up in my driveway. He's a good kisser, though. *grins*

My Dying Day
It is a deep dark hole And I can't dig myself out I feel so alone in misery They don't hear me scream or shout My pain burns intensely inside Battling through, I can't bear Was it all a mistake? Or do I go on without a care? Days are numbered and quick I've lost the way to you Sitting here trying to drown my thoughts KNowing my mind already withdrew Can you tell me what it was all for? Because I feel this is my dying day

New Day, New Week
So... My depressed weekend is over. It wasn't as bad as I made it sound. I was being more melancholy than anything else. I needed to get it out of my system, and that I did... Went out to a bar about 40 min from my house(we got NOTHING here, lol), and had a rip roaring time. Never spent a dime, either :)... Well, 'cept on gas... :P

The Lonely Child
Atop a lonely hill, Beneath the dripping heat of a falling sun, The lonely man never alone lingers on, Names of lovers Etched in scars upon the many sharp shards Of his tired heart. Never felt their kiss as the rain of morning's light, Nor their palm pressed to palm with fingers' clasp; But many beats missed, When the bullets hissed And seethed over foreign fields. To their final bed, The lonely man, never alone Led And laid to rest in his embrace. In leathery hands his mistress lay, In whose grip his lifelong leash Did lovingly stay; A million tears already shed, For the single one He cries today. Marching through silver dusk A million bleary-eyed tears Rest fitfully on a million shiny-tipped spears That own hands no more. Salty sorrow stains the soil Tilled by hands with love and toil And behind a face made harsh and still, The lonely child rests his forgotten chin on the window sill And yearns for every summer gone, As the forge of heaven

Hope For Haiti Now
SO tonight i sent in a donation for the rebuilding of Haiti. I have heard alot of different people make comments about why we shouldnt help them out. But how about why we should. Picture it being your family members in need. Imagine that it was your town that was literally ripped apart and your family taken from you. Wouldnt you want someone to step up and lend a hand to help you out. Thats what led me to my decision to send in the donation. Sometimes we have to put ourselves in someone else's shoes to understand the pain and despair that they are feeling. Please support them and help out go to https://hopeforhaitinow.org

Women's Love Poem
Women's Love Poem; Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to 'how big is my behind?' I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. Mens Love Poem; I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs, who owns a bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

What Goes Around Comes Around - An Email From A Great Friend
One day a man saw an old lady, stranded on the side of the road, but even in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help. So he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was still sputtering when he approached her. Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stopped to help for the last hour or so. Was he going to hurt her? He didn't look safe; he looked poor and hungry. He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold. He knew how she felt. It was that chill which only fear can put in you. He said, 'I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the car where it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson.' Well, all she had was a flat tire, but for an old lady, that was bad enough. Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put the jack, skinning his knuckles a time or two. Soon he was able to change the tire. But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt. As he was tightenin

Hmph
i waited up, u waited me out. Im not this type. I dont lose sleep at night. This takes to much time. I cant wait ne longer. Even though im falling. These feelings getting stronger. whats that supose to mean i dont know. Ive lost my mind. This isnt me. What the hells the matter with me. I'm a fool I cant react. I just wanna hear your voice. Just dont fade away. I need this. You just dont know. I have no idea where I'm going. The days lately have been softly slowing. Minutes have felt like hours. Why do i feel like i do. It's only you thats made me this way. HYpnotized cant stop staren at them eyes. Breaking me down. Now your just not around. I'm not this type. I dont lose sleep at night.

Important Life Lessons
I've learned- that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned- that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. I've learned- that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up. I've learned- that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I've learned- that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel. I've learned- that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance

To The Man Who Murdered My Mother
I feel like...you stole my life. I'm not the person I'm suppose to be. It's like I'm hallow, I hide in plain sight unable to reach out to people close to me, afraid I'm going to hurt them. I've hurt so many others. This is what he made me become.

Bob The Builder, Next On Pbskids.org!
For best one-liner by my son Jeffrey from last night to when I’m writing this, it’s a three-way tie! Today’s title I heard from him when I sent Sarah and Jeffrey upstairs after dinner to clean the room they played in; after Martha got home (Mary was already there for it was her day off) and the sisters had their must-watch but maybe-emulate “The Biggest Loser” – which I admit has its good points, but the contestants need to be told to suck it up a little and work out anyway – on, our daughter Sarah came up and asked me to “wrap her in a Sarito!” (I haven’t agreed on the spelling yet, Sarito or Saraito; it’s pronounced, “sair-EE-toe”, so it doesn’t quite rhyme with burrito.) So I set a blanket out, wrapped her up in it and then hefted her on my shoulder and brought her to Mary and Martha to “take a bite”! I set Sarah down wrapped in the blanket at one point and Jeffrey said, “I w

Soul Mates
Soul-mates are people who bring out the best in you. You know that they are not perfect but are always perfect for you. In our life we are looking for the partner, who is our second part and we feel he/she is the best partner for thelife road. How will u know u have that one person that is to be consider as your soul-mate? Well lets just say you will have that feeling everyday for the rest of your life knowing that u actually took the chance on that one person that means everything to you....

The Real Tinkerbell
There's a widely believed myth that the model used for the figure of Tinkerbell in "Peter Pan" was the actress Marilyn Monroe. You'll even see it quoted as fact in some sources, just like that damn lemming story (don't get me started again...) but it t'ain't true. Tinkerbell was a lady named Margaret Kerry. In the book, Tinker Bell was by trade a tinker who didn't talk, but made the sound of bells - hence the name. Tinker, bell ..get it? Cute, huh? She was just a temperamental, Drama Queen of a pixie light darting around. It was anyone's guess what a Real Tinkerbell would behave or look like. When Kerry won the audition, she spent 6 months wearing a bathing suit and creating a Real Tinkerbell with her facial expressions, body language and that killer figure. She would pose with props and became a living, walking Rolodex of poses, expressions, feelings and graceful motion. Animators would then sk

What Do Men Want From Women
Men are looking for a trustworthy girl, someone they can have faith in and someone who will be there for them. This may sound like an odd thing to say, but the fact is, some women are not trustworthy and many are not faithful either. So many in fact that men are increasingly wary. That kiss at a Christmas party may not count, or the flirtatious behavior with the gorgeous barman and in fact its all great fun and part of a woman's character. But reverse the situation and as a woman, you hate him doing the same. A man can never forgive a woman being unfaithful and so he is looking for someone who he really does trust Men want a woman who will commit to them. Though increasingly this is hard to find, it doesn't take away the wish. Men want a girlfriend who they can share with and trust and be open with. Commitment is not a one way street and therefore men are struggling to find the levels of commitment they found previously. But the need is still there. Men don't want to be alone.

My Life Thanx For Being So Rude
They could be the death of you. I once made a bad decision that almost ended my life. I was young, stupid (not that THAT has changed any), and desperate for attention. One day in my sophmore year of high school, my "best friend" and I decided to skip school. She and I were fifteen at the time. We walked to her 21 year old boyfriend's house. From there we went to the liquor store to pick up vodka, peach schnapps and orange juice. Then we headed to his friend's house. The first half hour was spent sitting and talking. Then drinks were made. I had a fuzzy navel, o.j. and peach schnapps. Everyone else was happy with screwdrivers, o.j. and vodka. My friend and her boyfriend went off to a back room, leaving me alone with a total stranger. He and I talked for a bit, then he offered some of his drink to me because I had never had it before. From that moment everything went dark. I don't remember anything of what happened until I woke up face down on the floor. Throwing up w

Rain
Let the rain poor down I will be your cover Let the winds of fear try to push you over I will be your wall to block it Let the hail fall I will be the streanth to keep the pain at bay Let the cold try to fill your heart with rage I will be the warmth you need to keep it calm Let my love for you take hold For it will be there when you need it Let our memories flood your mind with happiness For it will be there to be your light inthe darkest hour So take my hand , hold it tight We will get through any kind of harsh weather life may bring to us So take our love and hold it deep in your heart

Toy
TOYDo I look like a fucken jack in the box to you?Am I just a inadement plaything?Is my heart filled with stuffing for you to tear out?Do I say what you want with a pull of the string?Am I made with metal, is my smile painted on?When you break me, do I go back together?Am I made of rubber, expected to bounce back?Do you like my head better when its severed?Are my eyes made of glass? No depth to them, are they dead?When a newer toy comes along...will I get thrown under the bed?Can I expect to be forgotten after being your friend?You cried to me, lied to me, only to drop me in the end.Do I not cry tears? Do I not have a heart that shatters?Are you done playing with me now? Like it even fucken matters...You're lucky you had me for as long as you did...You're lucky to even have known me.And now that I'm gone out of your life and you choose to disown me...I'll hold my finger high in your faceand you can take your cold heart to the next oneTo play with and then throw away As soon as youre do

First Impressions
Would you please read this and my profile, and let me know what sort of impression I make?I learned about something in my social psychology class today.Most people almost always make assumptions based on first impressions. Me, I'm kinda odd. I just sit there and watch. I gather evidence, and then make judgments based on all of what I've learned so far.Things like skin tone, gender, women's chest sizes etc DO NOT REFLECT ON WHO I BELIEVE THEY ARE!That's supposedly logical behavior, yet I've learned it isn't COMMON behavior, especially in the USA.I dunno if anyone is going to read this bulletin. I mean, who really does? Most of the people on fubar don't even read profiles, but I always do.In other words, I don't make negative assumptions anywhere NEAR as often as other people seem to think that I should.If you do read this, could you please respond? I'm really curious as to how I'm coming across. I'm tempted to place this bulletin in my profile, but I'm not sure what the reaction will be

To The Sinister Lover From His Pet
I kneel and bow, compliant before you my will offered up in a quiet surrender awaiting your approval or admonishment with the fine line between pain and pleasure it all becomes ever sweeter with your control with your every word, kiss, and touch smoldering embers are kindled tormenting desires are awakened I quiver being captured by heat and hunger bend me to your will my sinister lover show me what you most desire my purpose but to serve and to please you

Smile Across The Table
I took my kiddos out for lunch today and, being its Sunday, it was busy busy in the restaraunt. It was filled with seniors for the most part. I think seniors are so cute..lol. When you get older you almost digress back to a child in a way. Not to say that the years they have lived don't deserve our respect but I mean, its just a prime example of the circle of life. You start out all innocent and carefree, life is simpler, you enjoy the little things. You take note of the little things like a child watching a butterfly. Then you start growing up and "life" ruins it all. Work becomes priority, things become a bigger deal, we rarely take time to smell the flowers and really feel the peace of the little things. Stresses become moreso, it just isnt as simple anymore. Then you get older and you start remembering what life should be about. You take a slower pace, you dont take things/people for granted as much. A lunch date with your lady friends or your husband of 50 yrs makes

What I Look For In A Guy.....
:WHAT I WOULD LOVE IN A GUY:: I guess when i come to think what i want in a guy, one would call me picky. I would just say i know what i want. First off sweet little things make my heart float. Guys that try too hard with pick up lines and make stuff up about them to sound more perfect is just rediculous. No one is perfect and i dont want perfect. I just want a guy that doesnt smoke ciggs or do hardcore drugs, not a good thing to get wrapped up in. lol also guys if your cocky, you mine as well go fuck yourself Also if a guy has cheated on his girlfriend ever in the past, hes screwed, no girl wants that ! Guys dont pretend to be happy, go for whatever it is that will make you happy. Dont leave your girl hangin and convinced shes the one causing it, because really it will be your fault for not opening up. I want a guy that would kiss me over and over, just out of no where and run his hands through my hair. I'd want him to come over in the morning while i was still laying in bed, kis

Mr.vancouver Washington(long Distance Relationship)
Although we didnt see each other for 3years and half....... You will always be miss.. You will always be here in my heart no matter what.. You will always stay special... Although baby your gone in my life.. All i can say is your the best gift that happen to my life Wish that you already found the woman for you to marry.. I dont need to be sad... All i can say is thank you for the best thing that youve done for me.. Your the best man here on cherrytap.....now its FUBAR..

Just Some Thoughts
Hmmm... I just got off work, ripped some pictures from my awesome girlfriend and listening to Disturbed. Now don't ask me what posessed me to think of this, but I had a few thoughts that just went thru my head and I thought that I might share them with you all. Now, don't get me wrong... I have nothing against marijuana at all. I personally don't do drugs nor drink, but I will -never- date another woman who insists on smoking weed every day. I thought I could handle it, and for the most part I really did try.... but in the end, it started to be too much. I wonder if I tried to tollerate it because I loved her, or to try and prove that I could actually do it? I really can't say, but I learned a lesson from that one. I have NEVER dated an alcoholic, and I -NEVER- will. Period. End of story. I have a profound hatred for alcohol, and I make it well known as my woman found out this past weekend. She has a bottle of kalhua(sp) on her computer desk, and she knows exactl

Morons
they think they can mess with me even sent one of there low level losers to downrate me 1's he's called mkeenan he even had the balls to tell me to go kill myelf i mean serioulsy what are they thinking mkeenan: take ur beating like a man and walk awaymkeenan: gotta suck to be all alonemkeenan: still noonemkeenan: bitchmkeenan: just go kill your selfmkeenan: d-bagmkeenan: i hope somkeenan: anoyed yetmkeenan: i got a big bottle so i am good to gomkeenan: you see all i do is drink and talk shitmkeenan: and then i will be back and we can start all over againmkeenan: i will be kicked off here befor they get here if they are realmkeenan: ha ha fuckermkeenan: you have no friendsmkeenan: oh so sadmkeenan: not one rate on my shitmkeenan: where are thes friendsmkeenan: fagmkeenan: bitchmkeenan: kinda like how i fuck your mom all nightmkeenan: now i am gonna do this all nightmkeenan: i was gonna stop but you couldnt let a dead dog liemkeenan: under ur skin a bitmkeenan: am i starting to get to y

Lifes Changes
Here is a poem I wrote one day when I was feeling a little down and creative. As time goes by; and people change.There are many questions why;and answers so strange.Understanding life;can be so hard. It can be like a knife;stabbing you in the heart.The pain you feel; can incompacitate you.Wondering if its real;or another distorted view.Driving you to look for an answer;to lifes hardships and strife.Striving to find a chance or;reason to live a better life.Life can be easy;or it can be hard.Life is what you make it;and its never to late for a new start.

Why
Why does a caged bird sing? When it only wants to be set free. Why must a heart bleed? When it only wants to be loved.Why must a face be so full of sadness? When all it wants is to smile. Why must we lie to ones we love. When we know how it will hurt. Why must we say the words I am sorry, Just to turn around and do the same thing. Why is the question we already know the answer to. The real question is why do we do all those things,That is gonna cause someone pain!!!!

Unseen
I am unseen by you Like shadows in the night But you are always in my vision Like particles on an eyelash Unherd, I am, by you A secret passed on silent lips But I hear you Whispering in my dreams You are unmoved by me A mountain in the storm I am at your every whim A lost leaf in the breeze I am all you never wanted You are all I’ll never be

Are You Earth, Fire Or Air?
You Are Earth You are a patient, reliable, and solid person. You tend to be a strong influence and stabilizing force in people's lives. While you are quite serious, you are thoughtful in all ways. You tend to be a big dreamer, and you can be very laid back. You prefer to observe and stay in the shadows. You don't crave the limelight. You only seek your own approval. While you don't like to show off, you should let yourself be the center of attention every now and than. You have what it takes to shine. Are You Earth, Fire, or Air? The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings

Ensign: What's So Good About Friday?
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 2 April 2010 [Wow … I wrote this THREE years ago? I’m not in the habit of repeating myself – indeed, I had another topic in mind entirely until noon yesterday and the title of this devotion I’d written before crossed my mind. Actually, I say it hit me like a spiritual two-by-four, but doesn’t that get our attention? So does Good Friday. – David] When I was growing up, the church I attended didn’t deal with Holy Week, just the culmination of it on Easter Sunday (sometimes called Resurrection Sunday because Easter and its symbols have some non-Christian associations). Indeed, until recent years I didn’t know very much about Holy Week itself. Tonight at the church I’m a member

Just A Thought
she smiles and laughs like theres not a care in the world as happy as she can be, but when behind closed doors tears seem to flow and her knees hit the floor. asking why all this hurt and why all the pain shes driving herself insane. she drowning slowly in misery so deep no can save her now. shes falling and drifting just fading away can no one hear her cries? tears keep flowing and this girl keeps smiling pretending all in the worlds ok

Ugh Ugh Ugh
Is it wrong to hate your parents? Ok maybe hate is a strong word. But I'm really just sick of the way they treat me and my family! It's to the point where I don't even pick up the phone anymore, I only respond to emails cause I don't wanna hear their voice! All they do is set off my chest pains and raise my blood pressure!! I'm so mad right now I can't even get the words out about how mad I am!

Where Are All The Married People
I am married woman looking to create friendships but no takers on here cuz most of the people on this site are under 30...what is a older woman suppose todo? Plus this site is confusing..anyone want to help..lol please!!!

Dream
Sitting here inside my headDreaming dreams here in bedRunning round inside my thoughtsNever seeing what's in frontTossing, turning round and roundDrowning in the sorrow I foundDreaming of you the one I seeDreaming of times never thereDreaming of happiness, love and lifeDreaming of things no one can fightWhy do I sit hear in my head?Why do I care bout what's not there?Why do I dream of the one I see?Why do I care that person's not there.Will I wake from this painful dream?Will reality sink into place?Or will I lay here dreaming of things not so?Is He the devil setting me up?Sitting here inside my headDreaming dreams here in bedFinally the morning's comeAnd now I wake the dream is done.

Poem
HEART, A DREAM BEING PULLLED BY THAT STRING OF ANOTHER.OUR WORLDS SO HELPLESS TO BE THAT ONE WE WANT TO FALL IN LOVE WITH.A HEART BEING TUGED BY ANOTHERS DREAM, SEEMING SO UNREAL TO US NOT EVERUNDERSTAND THE TRUE WAY THAT WE SHALL GO.A DREAM OF BEING WHOLE, IN A WORLD WERE THERES SO MANY CHOICES AND FEARS.SHALL OUR DREAMS OF ONES OWN HEART COME TRUE, OR SHALL THE WORLD OUT SIDE JUST EAT US WHOLE.A HEART, A DREAM BEING PULLED BY THE STRINGS OF ANOTHER.OUR WORLD SHALL IT BE TRUE TO US , OR JUST A LIE IN OUR OWN HEARTS TO BE.A HEART TUGED BY THE WORDS OF DARKNESS, SO UNLOVING, NEVER TO BE COMPLETE.HARDNESS OF ONES OWN SOUL NEVER BEING ABLE TO LOVE ANOTHER.A DREAM OF TWO ME AND YOU, THAT ONE WE SHALL ALWAYS LOVE, FOR THE DARKEST HEART CAN NEVER COMPARE TO A LOVE SO STRONG.A HEART, A DREAM STUCK IN A TUG OF WAR BETWEEN WANTING TO BE ALONE, AND HAVING SOME ONE TO LOVE.MAKING OUR LIFE, SO WHOLE AND HAPPY TO BE OR MAY I JUST SMIPLY SAY, LOVE SHALL NEVER BE.A HEART, A DREAM THEY GO HAND IN HAN

American Soldiers
Crying not from fear or plight But crying for senseless death in this fight Brothers and sisters fight side by side Destroying our enemy as they try to hide American soldiers brave and strong Proudly fight right or wrong Sleep well my brother for I am here Fighting our enemy, Have no fear I'll stand watch over our sacred land Die if necessary in the blowing sand If my blood should spill this day Cry not for me, It's the American Way Our fight for freedom centuries old Facing our enemy proudly and bold Giving not to oppression and cruel, evil acts Opposing there lies with cold hard facts So prepare my enemy, be ready to flee For you have not faced A foe like me I'm an American soldier armored by God! Untouchable by your so called Jihad American blood course through my veins If you should spill it, Victory not death remains For it will seep into the sand and begin to spread Through the hearts and souls of those filled with dread Freedom is coming, And

~rules For Being Human~
Rules for Being Human 1. YOU WILL RECEIVE A BODYYou will like it or hate it, but it will be yours for the entire period(This time around).2. YOU WILL LEARN LESSONSYou are enrolled in a full-time school called life. Each day in thisschoolyou will have the opportunity to learn lessons. You may like thelessons, or not.3. THERE ARE NO MISTAKES, ONLY LESSONSGrowth is a process of trial and error, of experimentation. The "failed"experiment is as much a part of the process as the experiment thatultimately"works."4. A LESSON IS REPEATED UNTIL LEARNEDA lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you havelearned it.When you have learned it, you can go on to the next lesson.5. LEARNING LESSONS DOES NOT ENDThere is no part of life that does not contain lessons. If you arealive,there are lessons to be learned.6. "THERE" IS NO BETTER THAN "HERE"7. OTHERS ARE MERELY MIRRORS OF YOUYou cannot love or hate something about another person unless itreflects toyou something you love or hate ab

Clichés
The, well, cliché is "You write what you've read," so really thinking of something new and original, and even clever, is much harder than people are given credit. Of course, there are new and original things that are garbage; Twilight comes to mind. "A picture is worth a thousand words." "As beautiful as a sunset." "As high as a kite." Once original, now, they are locked away in the taboo box. Is that really a bad thing? Forcing writers to think outside the box at least allows the readers, and elitists like me, a chance to judge the writer on their creativity. Some of the best things i've read weren't about new or different things, they just described the same old things in a new and fantastic way. The english language is the most complicated on Earth, and yet because of that fact it allows for so many varied, intricate webs of verbs and adjectives and nouns that create some of the most beautiful pieces of imagery ever concieved. Yeah, that all came from thinking about how often I

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Im Here To Stay
That’s the way I amYou can’t change thisSo if you don’t like itYou can suck my kissI’m not trying to pleaseNot trying to takeI’m just trying to liveLife my own wayIf this offends youJust let me sayI’ll still be me tomorrow And I’m here to stay

Never Say No Brushing Again
Jeffrey got up early on my day off yesterday and we were sitting watching Disney Channel’s “Special Agent Oso” which titles all its episodes based on James Bond movies. As the title states, the title character is a stuffed bear who’s a not-so-secret agent whose special missions involve showing a child how to do a particular task. Today’s note and the episode’s title is a play on the early eighties film “Never Say Never Again” (and that’s a remake of the mid-sixties film, an adaptation of the early sixties novel) where Oso’s given the direction to help a little boy brush his teeth by himself. Jeffrey and I were just finishing breakfast and them we went to the bathroom to do the same thing, something I encourage both the kids to do in the morning and at night. Jeffrey’s taken more to this than Sarah has, though, and I’m working on that. Sunday morning at church I was set to teach Parable Playhouse for our six

United States Marine Corps Oath Of Enlistment
I, (have someone recite your name for you), swear.... uhhhh.... high-and-tight.... grunt....cammies.... ugh.... Air Force Women.... OORAH! So Help Me CORPS.! ______________________________________________Put your thumbprint here & find someone to date it for you (http://www.midwaysailor.com/military/enlistment.html)

Spare Of The Moment
Sixteen years ago … Matthew 13: 47-52 April 29 16 days [to graduation from Stetson University] 6, intern! Only the lonely 9404.29 [Jesus] said to them, “Therefore every teacher of the law who has been instructed about the kingdom of heaven is like the owner of a house who brings out of his storeroom new treasures as well as old.” 52