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Love Is......................
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

Love { Karulvinth For Life }
Love makes a sound That is deaf to the ears But when heard by the heart It is as though a symphony appears Love can see things That are blind to the eye But when seen by the heart The colors fill the sky Love says so much Without saying a word If your heart isn’t listening Then love will not be heard Love has a vision That sees past what we see If your heart isn’t looking Then love will not be seen There may come a time When your heart won’t hear or see Just take my hand and kiss my lips And feel the love pour out of me To feel love and to feel loved Are entirely two different things To feel love is what you brought To feel loved is what they bring Falling in love can bring you such joy Falling out of love can create such sorrow Try hard to live and love for today Because it might not be there tomorrow When you have nothing left but love, then for the first time you become aware that love is enough.In his love I am the heroine, the queen,the poet; and a

Friends
friends are the people you care the most about. they sre there for you no matter what. they let you cry on their shoulder hold you when u need a hug talk things over with you listen to you no mateer what you say they help you understand things when you dont frriends aree the ones who dont put you down because you might different friends are the ones you in a crisis no matter hd bad it is. everyone have a good day

Valentine's Day
For the first time ever I hate the idea of Valentines Day. Before it never really bothered me at all. I've never been with anyone on V Day and I didn't care, it wasn't a big deal. But for the first time, it's getting to me. Maybe it's because my last breakup is so recent, I don't know, all I know is that I'm not looking forward to it at all. I don't know why I'm complaining, I've never even been on a date really. Usually I'm just "hanging out" with a guy or going somewhere where I pay for everything. It would be nice to have a guy be a guy for once, pay for things, take me out, open doors, be a gentlemen, sometimes it seems like they don't even exist anymore. Oh well, maybe I can pretend it's just a normal day but it will be hard. I miss to much right now.

Marines In Afgan? Can You Help?
Ok this is going to sound weird, but I have a friend who is In the US marines who is in Afgan at the moment on the border.. we have been writing to each other for months.. last I heard he was fine, but has gone quite for a few weeks.. anyway I am worried and would like to know if he is ok... I know being buddies I will be the last to know anything.. so if anyone who is a Marine who is over there.. I wonder if you could find out if he is ok? clutching at straws I know but anything to find out if he is well.

Ok Then
Alone and unhurried i weep for the lost and long for the damned a remembering of what we had of what we shared of our creation of life and our own little world A secret untold a life left behind i am finally free from the one who binds me who held me back to be a subserviant a simple piece of furniture a resurrection of me a heavenly peace new wings unfolded eyes newly opened a longing for pleasure and a pain so sweet which can take me to heaven as i finally take flight a vengence will come in the form of the girl who turned into a woman but who is damned to hell.

My Picture
Some of you might be wondering how long I am going to leave the candle picture up.I will take it down after friday.My grandmother just passed away and we buried her sunday but her memorial service is this coming friday.The candle also is representing the baby I lost a year ago on valentines day.

Let's Have Super Sex
Interesting artical from Pravda today. . . Tribal and Asian nations have flabbergasting approach to sexual relationship 12.02.2007 Source: URL: http://english.pravda.ru/society/sex/87150-tribal_sex-0 Researchers stress the point that courting rituals and sexual techniques vary not only among different individuals but among different nations as well. Sex is portrayed from the male point of view in most ancient treatises on love, whereas the woman is given the role of an object of the man’s desire and activity, or the role of his partner in a few cases. The woman can take charge of sexual activity only in some of the Tantric sects. Everyday emotions felt by partners in different societies can vary a great deal, ranging from love and tenderness to hostility and aggression. It is small wonder. Take a look at the Papuans of the Dobu tribe, for example. They normally kidnap women for romantic purposes out of enemy tribes. Therefore, there is a love-hate relationship between

Lost
Lost in the labyrinth of my mind Not sure what is left to find Searching within Looking past the miles of sin To rekindle the flame The power of a name Unknown to all Someone answer my call Love must exist So long is the failed list Somewhere somehow I need hope to exist now The only thing left is sorrow Maybe something more tomorrow

Unknown
Humble and held together By rotting breaking strings Nothing on the mind But hate and broken dreams What once was but a splinter Has now become a tree Sticking in the mind What no one cares to see I stand alone on a beach With angry tides and benchful sands Blood running down my arm Past the wrist and off the hand What once was can never be Of this I am dead sure Her goddess green eyes,her milk white skins Her beautiful silkin curves Never to be,Never to me I am to fade away Held together by silence Buried by mud and clay Â©DGTFB 2007

Broken Hearts And Breathing
Well, its two days to valentines day, has everybody bought there sweetheart something? I have not. But thats only because she does not exist. Dont think I am bitching, i am not. I am in no mood for dating or trying to please somebody other than my children. While I do get quite lonely, especially on the holidays, it is just better all around that I dont date anybody. I am in no place to make anybodys lives better by me being in them. Over the past years, I have had my heart broken as many times as I have broken hearts. After my wife left, I went on a rampage to see how many hearts I could bust. I was in a dark place but that does not make it right. I now, after time and thought, understand things clearer. I am still not ready for anybody in my life, not because of any reason other than I will probably break your heart. But I now know to keep gasoline away from fire. So I exile myself, again, do not feel sorry for me, I do what i must to keep regret and tears away. I am sorry for the

Good Morning
Feeling your kiss I open my eyes Feeling you there Between my thighs Your fingertips Against my skin Caressing me slow Before sliding in Moving above me Kissing my frame Teasing me My body you claim Feeling your breath Upon my neck Making me ache Within a split sec Entering slowly Building my fire Pleasing me Taking me higher Knowing I’m close You hold me near Words of love You say in my ear Good Morning Beautiful I hear you say A perfect start To a wonderful day

Interesting And Useless Information.
IMPROVE YOUR KNOWLEDGE. Manure...The True Story In the 16th and 17th centuries, everything had to be transported by ship and it was also before commercial fertilizer's invention, so large shipments of manure were common, at that time it was called a load of Berrier, by the sailors. It was shipped dry, because in dry form it weighed a lot less than when wet, but once water (at sea) hit it, it not only became heavier, but the process of fermentation began again, of which a by product is methane gas. As the stuff was stored below decks in bundles you can see what could (and did) happen. Methane began to build up below decks and the first time someone came below at night with a lantern, BOOOOM! Several ships were destroyed in this manner before it was determined just what was happening After that, the bundles of manure were always stamped with the term "Ship High In Transit" on them, which meant for the sailors to stow it high

Wtf
what the fuck is wrong with this city. I filed to be a parks enforcement officer with the city ( 4 times) and all those 4 times I never got a response, until now. They made up some bull about education, experience, etc. What the hell experience do you need? I got a degeee, Im a volunteer nypd police officer. I dont get it...

Be My Valentine?
im such a buttkisser, i made my hubby an all out, totally homemade cake for valentines day. hey, what can i say, the way to a mans heart is through the end of his..... no wait. through his stomach, right? ;) well at least now he wont bitch that i dont cook any more LOL happy VD everyone! make sure you tell the ones you love, friends AND family, that you love and appreciate them! and if you see me tomorrow, kiss me, cause i just want kisses. all up and down my neck. and back. and chest. ok let me stop, i DO have to work tonight LOL XOXOXOXOXOX

~~one For The Ladies~~
One for the ladies One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his Sweat-shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" He yelled back, " University of Oklahoma " And they say blondes are du mb... ----------------------------------------------------------- A couple is lying in bed. The man says, "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." The woman replies, "I'll miss you..." --------------------------- - ------------------------------- "It's just too hot to wear clothes today," Jack says as he stepped out of the shower, "honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed the lawn like this?" "Probably that I married you for your money," she replied. ----------------------------------------------------------- He said - Shall we try swapping positions tonight? She said - That's a goo

Aaahhhh Just, Ahhhhhhhh
More and more of them are showing up, the woman in the bed in a provacative pose, clothing barely covering certain areas. This is not just aimed at womed, men are doing it too. Now, I am by no means a prude, in fact, my veiws on sex and the human body are quite, open i suppose. But i do not pander myself out there. Come on people, you have more to offer others than your ....ummmm....stuff.LOL. I believe in you, show me how smart and funny and charming you are. Then if you meet somebody, well give them the show. Nothing good comes from it, trust me.

V-day And Anniversaries
Well me and eric on the 12th of this month celebrated out 2nd wedding anniversary Yay us! And there are many many more to come (the rest of our lives)! But tomorrow is v-day and because we celebrated our anniversary we cant celebrate valentines day. :.0( It kinda sucks but thats ok i am just glad we got to spend both days together and even though we didnt have a whole lot of money he still made me feel special and did somethings for me but since i dont like chocolate he couldnt get me those but i got flowers and a balloon and dinner, and tomorrow he gets something extra special ( if you know what i mean LOL)!

Running Out Of Photo Space I Need Your Help Cherries
Hey friends... I just realized that there are only left 2 more photo spaces on my album :( ... I need your help to increase my cherry points and have more photo space.. Wouldn't you love to keep seeing more of your Mistress?? I bet you do!! so start clicking... Sending lot and lots of whips, spanking and kisses to all my Cherry Friends Mistress M

I'll Believe Your Lies Forever
Funny when things never change Even when you say they will But while your off s(rewing her My life is standing still You tell me that you love me When I go to leave You tell me I'm your only one And I let myself believe I know that you are using me But you'll never let me go I know that you don't love me I know I'm just for show I don't know If I can stand To see you love another girl You know that you broke my heart You know that your my world But while your standing by my side I'll believe your lies forever Cause everything seems so perfect When we are together This is a true story about my last relationship please read thankyou have a wounderful day

*groan*
today is valentine's day.. my daughter are stay in home cuz we had bad storm and now the weather seem calm.. I have huge bad headache tonight :( I hate it.. I wish I have someone to comfort me while I am cranky about my headache lol j/k :P how is everyone?

Sex I.q.
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Rage
he hurt me you saved me his arms feel like a stranger your arms feel like home i feel like a women in your eyes i feel a fool in his his touch makes me forget who i am yours brings me to my self you feel so good i want to scream your a drug and I'm hooked the sweet serenity you bring the power you give you know my true self even if i forget it feels so good it cant be wrong others may frown on what we do i find i no longer care with you by my side i can take on the world you catch me when i fall your voice whispering in my ear your fingers run down my spine you bring me to my knees i crave your touch your soft caress your hot breath in my ear I'm yours almost completely i don't want you to go my dear sweet rage the only thing that could dominate me almost will you finish the job my dear sweet rage never leave me i like what I'm becoming i love the way

Hey Guys I Added A New Folder Of Pics
pics of me and my girl friends I have met on the net. some have been southern-charm friends that have come and gone and some are just friends I met on the net. enjoy sweeties..Lorie http://www.southern-charms4.com/lorie Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.comSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Three Things Quiz
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: 1. Horus Eye 2. Montag Blue 3. Firehand THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. I am extremely resilient. 2. I am rarely satisfied to remain at status quo in my life. 3. I am a musician. THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. A few low-key health issues, none of which are a big deal, but which put together have caused many years of subtle & constant annoyance 2. I have bouts of insomnia 3. My eyesight is poor THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: 1. Slovak (Hi, Dad). 2. Irish (Hi, Mom). 3. Unknown (courtesy of my maternal grandfather, born in Kansas in 1911 to unknown parents and adopted as an infant). THREE THINGS THAT YOU FEAR: 1. Not finishing my planned projects before my time is up 2. That all the control-freaks and power-junkies may finally take everything over 3. What if "Eraserhead" was really a documentary, and the "baby" was a real...baby? THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: 1. Food 2. Music 3. Coffee THREE THINGS YOU ARE W

Sanctuary!!!!!!!
Holy FAK! wouldnt it be cool if you could still do that? Just run up to a church and yell out sanctuary against the person or situation ur trying to run from.....OK so now u ask "Kiki ur an anarchist ur not supposed to believe in the church".....yup ur right I dont....However as an anarchist using the system is a great way to rebel against it. As an anarchist there is no protection from anything. But I am just a woman, tough yes, but I cant always win the war. As an anarchist u use any means and ways possible to survive...The church is a great way. Ur not only stepping on a system but ur putting ur foot in some gods ass. WHOA! this is gonna make another cool blog. Anywayz after I called sanctuary I would be glad to go sit behind the cold stone walls in a corner and never come out. Ok so eventually my thoughts would turn me into a lunatic. But none the less in a given amount of time I wouldnt worry I wouldnt be scared and really all I would have to do it breathe. And if one day I fel

Just Wanted To Wish You All....
a happy/merry (maybe belated) Feb 11 Make A New Friend Day Grandmother Achievement Day Thomas Edison Day National Foundation Day (Japan) Inventor's Day World Marriage Day 12 Chocolate Day Clean Out Your Computer Day Abraham Lincoln's Birthday Abraham Lincoln Birthday Celebration (Nebraska) Carnival (Spain) 13 I Value Our Friendship Day Dream Of Your Sweetheart Day Final Warning Day 14 Valentine's Day Hug Day Heart To Heart Day Have A Heart Day Statehood Day (Oregon) Admission Day (Arizona) Ferris Wheel Day 15 Thanks For A Great Valentine's Day Burger Lovers Day Gumdrop Day Jewelry Day Flag Day (Canada) Carnaval (Mexico) 16 Maha Shivaratri Arbor Day (Georgia) Garlic Fest (Florida) Second Honeymoon Weekend 17 Tet Nguyen Dan Mardi Gras Festival (Georgia) Carnival Carnival (Brazil)

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What My Sexual Zodic Sign Means
Libra You are so popular, you have your choice of hotties. You can easily charm anyone of your choosing, and you often come home with someone you picked up at the bar. Despite your forward and extraverted nature, you are usually submissive in bed. You like your partner to take the lead and show you all of their little secrets. Sex matches: Gemini, Sagittarius, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Lonely
i need you like the sun and the moon to bury me deep and sing me a tune i need you like the blood running thru my veins to take my wanting to take my pain to inflict my wanting as a torture so sweet if u heed my call only then shall we meet in darkness and light u take my life with the cold of steel and the edge of a knife tilt the blade to my heart as it sings so sweet like lovers lost in thier world of heat im lost in your soul and lies so true ill come to rise but only for you

What Mystical Creature R U?
You scored as Mermaid. Your answers match the mysterious Mermaid. They have the body of a human and the tail of a fish. Although Mermaids may be beautiful, they are also quite evil and deadly, when sailors are sailing on the sea; the mermaids come up to the top of the water and sing their calming sea songs. They hypnotise the men and make them come closer and closer to their death.Mermaid100%Unicorn100%Dragon67%Angel50%Werewolf33%Vampire33%Fairy33%Demon0%???What Mystical Creature Are You??? Cool Pics!!!created with QuizFarm.com

To All My Friends,family And Fans
promise you my heart? ?I promise you my life? ?I promise we'll never be apart? ?I promise not to hurt you? ?I promise to never make you cry? ?I promise to always trust you? ?I promise not to lie? ?I promise you forever? ?I promise you tonight? ?I promise you my respect? ?I promise to do things right? ?I promise to always be there? ?I promise until the end? ?I promise to always love you? ?I promise to be your best friend? ?I promise you my love? ?I promise you my life? ?I promise this forever? ?I promise our friendship is my life? ?your the PEANUT to my BUTTER ,? ?your the STAR to my BURST,? ?your the M to my M,? ?your the POP to my TART,? ?your the MILKY to my WAY,? ?your the FRUIT to my LOOP,? ?your the MILK to my DUDS,? ?your the LUCKY to my CHARMS,? ?your the ICE to my CREAM,? but mostly.... ?your the BEST to my FRIEND? ?SEND THIS TO 13 OF YOUR closes FRIENDS (INCLUDING ME) IF YOU GET IT BACK 1-U HAVE BAD FRIENDSHIPS 2-U STILL SUCK 3-U R A GOOD FRI

Orientation
I finished my first day of work at Wal*Mart. We filled out a bunch of paperwork, watched videos, made our badges, toured the store and went over saftey, filled out some more papers, went to lunch for an hour, came back watched some videos, then had a talk with the Store Manager, walked to the security office, watched some shoplifters on their videos, [that was cool], and went back to the office to watch another video, and did CBLs, Computer Based Learning of our specific positions, and I failed the alcohol one 5 times!!!! You need a 100 to pass that one, and I got 1 wrong several times. So I will continue tommorrow with those things, and go home at 5pm. Sunday I begin training on the register, so hopefully I don't fuck up too bad. well going to go PEE PEE, then make supper for me and Ray. --Misty

Ok Then
so to what do i owe the pleasure of your company??? are you going to tell me your deepest darkest secret??? Go on you know you want to tell me.... if you want to i will let you know of my little exploits as an aussie girl only can... we dont take shit from noone and party hard when we party so tell me do u like stuff????? what stuff r u into???? tell me about you and u will get an exploit for each tall tale u tell.... so go on and give it a try..... I dare you!!!!

Words Of Wisdom!!
Check out these words of wisdom from Bill Gates. {You might want to give it to young people you know.} Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not & will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality & how this concept set them up for failure in the real world. Rule 1 : Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2 : The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3 : You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4 : If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. {Boss spelled backward is (S)SOB} Rule 5 : Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity. R

The Lights Go Out
A nun, badly needing to use the restroom, walked into a local Hooters. The place was hopping with music and loud conversation and every once in a while the lights would turn off. Each time the lights would go out, the place would erupt into cheers. However, when the revelers saw the nun, the room went dead silent. She walked up to the bartender and asked, "May I please use the restroom?" The bartender replied, "OK, but I should warn you that there is a statue of a naked man in there wearing only a fig leaf." "Well, in that case, I'll just look the other way," said the nun. So, the bartender showed the nun to the back of the restaurant and she proceeded to the restroom. After a few minutes, she came back out and the whole place stopped just long enough to give the nun a loud round of applause. She went to the bartender and said, "Sir, I don't understand. Why did they applaud for me just because I went to the restroom?" "Well, now they know you're one

What Element Lies Within You?
You scored as Fire. FIRE! You are spunky yet loyal, and have the heart of a warrior. Though unpredictable and hard to contain, but your best buds always manage to keep you in check. you can have a bad temper but you are not mean. You are however strong and protective, so enemies WATCH OUT!Fire100%Earth83%Wind83%Light67%Darkness33%What Element Lies within you?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Time Murder Ballad
I waited patiently behind your eyes. I've been there for a thousand years. Impose a need for my disguise as I washed you in a bath of tears. And I gave you castles of famine, decorated you with disease. For your courage I live up to, to feed me. I'd reward you with insatiable greed. You sweated with desire to cure me, while lovers shivered in your arms. Pregnant with the fear I've given you. You've paid so dearly for my charms. And you haste to the good, built towers in my name. And you raped your own children while you courted me with violence. Call me decades. Call me dust. Call me centuries. In the space between your footsteps come and look for me. I came in frequencies of light and sound with wonders for the senses to thrive on. Rainbows bending back to be themselves, cut half upon this moments horizon. And you heard my vibrations. And you saw me in color. And you called me money. And you bought and sold each other, in my name. In my name.

The Battle To Believe
The Battle To Believe Everything comes together when it all breaks down I will live forever but will it be with a frown I’m drowning in tomorrow as last night crucifies me only such splendid sorrow could make me happy Trapped in freedom’s cage my sentence never to be rescinded desperately fighting rage a tear that cannot be mended I see the pain you hide and it overwhelms me something greater waits outside yet it indwells me Emptiness holds out its hands while fulfillment punches the sky somewhere between these two lands His hands bleed as He dies The road where all paths cross the cross where all wounds heal a paradise thought to be lost is the world love will reveal. Timothy L. Taylor

Decision
Decision We both now what happiness is but never really had it until now; love me, and experience me without fear. Do it for life or even for a moment, no regrets, completely, and utterly, don't leave me here alone, I beg you , my heart is yours, live in me , make love to me, experience me without shame ; even if the world is against us, live the experience, and take notice how I am . . . how I feel inside. Michelle Yvonne Morales www.poetry.com

Disorder In The American Courts
These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. ______________________________ ATTORNEY: What is your date of birth? WITNESS: July 18th. ATTORNEY: What year? WITNESS: Every year._____________________________________ ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. ______________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? WITNESS: I forget. ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot? _____________________

War
I KNOW THIS A TOUCHIE SUBJUECT BUT HOW PEOPLE AGREE WITH ME THAT THIS WAR IN IRAQ IS A BUNCH OF BULLSHIT... I SEE NO REASON WHY WE ARE STILL THERE AND WHY WE ALWAYS ARE QUICK TO HELP OUT OTHER COUNTRY'S BUT NOT OUR OWN.I HAVE SEVRAL FRIENDS THAT ARE THERE AND SOME OF THEM ARE HOME NOW. THEY SAY THAT THEY GET ATTACK OVER THERE IN IRAQ JUST TRYING TO HELP THESE PEOPLE OUT.. MY HONEST OPPION IS FUCK THE MIDDLE EAST AND IF YOU ARE OFFEND BY THAT TO BAD. A OPPIONS ARE LIKE ASS HOLE WE HAVE ONE AND THIS MINE. IF YOU AGREE WITH THIS HIT ME BACK AND IF YOU THINK THE WAR IS A GOOD THING THEN GO JOIN THE ARMY AND TELL US ALL ON CHERRY TAP HOW GOOD IT WAS..DEFEND WHAT IS RIGHT NOT WHAT IS WRONG..

" Wow" That Was A Good Dream
"Wow" That Was A Good Dream Her eyes popped open as she suddenly jerked awake. "Wow," she thought, "that was some dream." She couldn't quite remember what had happened, but it was hot, and now she was unbelievably turned on. She turned to the warm lump beside her, and poked it, hoping her Dr. Phil was up for a little late-night loving to release the tension. No response. She poked again, a little harder this time. Phil rolled over and grunted a little. "Alright," she said to herself, "guess it's up to me now." She slid her right hand down her stomach and between her thighs. She was already hot and bothered, and knew it wouldn't take much to send her over the edge. Her fingers crept down between her legs and gently touched her clit, which was already engorged and sensitive. She stroked slowly and gently, her left hand moving to caress her nipples. Next to her, she felt Phil roll over again, but she completely ignored him, concentrating on herself. Softly pinching her nipples, her ri

Crud Cruder..crudiest
You ever wonder why you got 2000 friends and 10 comments? crud is having nobody call you CRUD IS HAVING A RELATIONSHIP WITH A ANSWERING MACHINE cruder is having people to tell you to call them when they don't call you CRUDER IS WHEN YOUR OWN FAMILY ASKS YOU FOR MONEY AFTER YOU BUY 260$ IN GROCERIES crudiest is people putting you down cause you can't call them when they are free CRUDIEST IS WHEN YOU DATE A CHICK AND SHE STARTS TALKING ABOUT A GUY SHE FUCKED LAST NIGHT Fucked up is when you are in your house having your family put ya down FUCKED UP IS WHEN GIRLS SAY YOUR GAY CAUSE YOU HAVEN'T BEEN LAID IN A YEAR Messed up is nothing coming from months of flirtation MESSED UP IS A REPUBLICAN TELLING YOU HOW A NEW PRESIDENT WILL HELP THE COUNTRY WHEN THE ONE IN THE WHITE HOUSE IS KILLING THOUSANDS OF SOLIDERS Lonely is when you stay up late at night wondering why you aren't happy LONELY IS WONDERING WHY YOU ARE REPOSTING FOR PEOPLE WHO DON'T SIGN

The Truth About Babelfish
The Babelfish is a fictional species of fish in The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams, where it is described thus: The Babelfish is small, yellow and leechlike, and probably the oddest thing in the Universe. It feeds on brainwave energy received not from its own carrier but from those around it. It absorbs all unconscious mental frequencies from this brainwave energy to nourish itself with. It then excretes into the mind of its carrier a telepathic matrix formed by combining the conscious thought frequencies with nerve signals picked up from the speech centres of the brain which has supplied them. The practical upshot of all this is that if you stick a Babelfish in your ear you can instantly understand anything said to you in any form of language. The speech patterns you actually hear decode the brainwave matrix which has been fed into your mind by your Babel fish. The Babelfish was a useful plot device for Adams, as it allowed various alien races to communicate w

Top 100 Sexual Questions!!!!
ok everyone if you dare take this sexual questionnaire of 100 questions! Copy and paste this email into a new email , add your answers and repost it! Enjoy! = )~ 1. what's your first name? Missy 2. male or female? female 3. how old are you? 34 4. what country or state do you live in? Illinois 5. would you say your straight, gay or bi? Bi 6. describe what you look like physically: I'm 5'2 Blonde Hair , Blue eyes , BBW 7. ok now how many fingers? Wow, stretched or un stretched? I can accommodate 3 fingers before it gets painful. 8. if you haven't told us already girls, what's your breast size? 38DD 9. how big are your nipples, and are they pink or brown? my nipples are big, and they are pink. 10. what's your favorite part of your body? My lips , My tongue and My eyes..of course! 11. what's your favorite body part on the other sex? Ass and Nice Chest 12. what's your favorite place on your body to be kissed? Lips, Neck and Ears

Stuffs I Like To Say....
I sit at my desk and say things out load to nobody in particular. Things like: You humorless bastards! and I would not touch that if I were you. I find this to be quite normal. You should find it to be normal as well if you ever want to be a part of my new world order. You humorless bastards!

Still Alive
Been up for almost 2 hours and now I am tired. This has kicked my ass. Thanks for all the well wishes and love. I am having one of those days where i just wanna cry. anyhow love to all...thanks to Bill for making me smile :) xoxox Think I will go watch Fast Times at Ridgemont High Till Later xoxo Angel

How Can I?
How Can I? How can I be strong when things can not seem to fall into place? How can I feel joy when someone is feeding you negative responeses in your face? How can I be content when the pressure is weighing upon my chest? How can I lay down and finally rest? How can I move forward when worrying is holding me back? How can I make a way to get my life back on track? How can I stop my life from passing by? How can I get rid of the tears that I cry? How can I know, is there a will or a way; How do I know, because God's word always say: "I am the way, the truth, and the light" That is how I know that God will make it right.

Music/lyrics 6
"Religious Vomit" All religions make me wanna throw up All religions make me sick All religions make me wanna throw up All religions suck They all claim that they have the truth That'll set you free Just give 'em all your money and they'll set you free Free for a fee They all claim that they have the Answer When they don't even know the Question They're just a bunch of liars They just want your money They just want your consciousness All religions suck All religions make me wanna throw up All religions suck All religions make me wanna BLEAH They really make me sick They really make me sick They really make me sick They really make me sick They really make me sick They really make me ILL

Ok I Read This Blog This Morning Thought I Would Share It With You!
Letter to my Sister Sent in response to this upcoming movie.(can't tell you what happened to this, but it was suppose to have a theatrical release in oct 2006) http://www.billduke.com/Invisible/invisible.html anyway, I was a little agitated when i gat a message from her "OMG, Have you seen this?" my response... Dear Sista; Yes I am very familiar with this clip and the Actor/Director Bill Dukes (Predator/A Rage in Harlem), and have commented on this in Radio and TV interviews. Just looking at the trail of forwarding in this message alone, reminds me of my reference "there are people and persons who are compensated and have a vested interest in misinforming YOU, so that they can mismanage YOU!" My question to the black community is usually two fold, why do we continually fall into the trap of the obtuse? (specifically and in the case of the DL phenomenon/AIDS transmission to black women, refuted clinically ~ google David J. Malebranche/Gregorio Millet and me

Cell Phones-things U May Never Known
YOU NEVER KNEW YOUR CELLPHONE COULD . . . There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it: *1* * The Emergency Number worldwide for **Mobile**is 112.* If you find yourself out of coverage area of your mobile network and there is an emergency, dial112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked. **Try it out.** *2* * Have you locked your keys in the car? Does you car have remote keys (the little box with buttons)?* This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their cell phone from your cell phone. Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the person at your h

My Profile
Im so sorry people if i dont respond to what i recieve as im new to all this and im trying to work my way through hehe. Thanks in advance and i wish i can cherry everyone if i knew how. PS... Have no clue if this works after all. so please bear with me. Oh and yes, Give me all the cherries u can hehe. Love ya all x

Family Loss
I am letting all my friends and family know. I won't be on for a couple of days. My aunt died today and I will be going out of town. Please keep us in your prayers. The hardes thing for me though is that I can't tell my mother that her sister died today. See my mom is in a nursing home after haveing double bypass surgery then dying on us and they brought her back only to have a stroke. So just pray for our family that we get through this one day at a time. Thank You Dee

Mardi Gras 2007
Not sure if this will show up but I made a slide show of mardi gras day. this was my first time as a rider i have always just been in the sidelines watching and catching the beads this Year I was the one riding the floats it was a blast I got drunk off my but and had a wonderful time can't wait till the next year I will be doing this again it was to much fun.

Everybody's Fool
Perfect by nature, icons of self-indulgence Just what we all need More lies about a world That never was and never will be Have you no shame, don't you see me? You know you've got everybody fooled. Look here she comes now - Bow down and stare in wonder. Oh, how we love you No flaws when you're But now I know she - Never was and never will be You don't know how you betrayed me And somehow you've got everybody fooled. Without the mask Where will you hide? Can't find yourself, Lost in your lies I know the truth now I know who you are And I don't love you anymore Never was and never will be You don't know how you betrayed me And somehow you've got everybody fooled. Never was and never will be Not for real that you can save me And somehow now you're everybody's fool.

What Is Love Lyrics
What is love Oh baby, don't hurt me Don't hurt me no more Oh, baby don't hurt me Don't hurt me no more What is love Yeah Oh, I don't know why you're not there I give you my love, but you don't care So what is right and what is wrong Gimme a sign What is love Oh baby, don't hurt me Don't hurt me no more What is love Oh baby, don't hurt me Don't hurt me no more Whoa whoa whoa, oooh oooh Whoa whoa whoa, oooh oooh Oh, I don't know, what can I do What else can I say, it's up to you I know we're one, just me and you I can't go on What is love Oh baby, don't hurt me Don't hurt me no more What is love Oh baby, don't hurt me Don't hurt me no more Whoa whoa whoa, oooh oooh Whoa whoa whoa, oooh oooh What is love, oooh, oooh, oooh What is love, oooh, oooh, oooh What is love Oh baby, don't hurt me Don't hurt me no more Don't hurt me Don't hurt me I want no other, no other lover This is your life, our

Brute Technicality Tables
In this life there are times where you can not hold mercy for those who have never shown it themselves. Against our own beliefs and feelings and morals we must at times contradict our values and set forth a table. A table which will be turned onto our guests and company we invited. We each have a table of our lives. As we take place at the head of that table we have before us a great many of seats. Some empty, some half there, some occupied by the ones we choose to have at the remainder of the evening. Tables may be joined to one another and sometimes a chain of tables and parties conjure at the same time. Inlocking, weaving and a whole jumble of masses, everyone is in control of one table. You are able to leave your table....the party along that stays seated will control it while youa re gone. There are no rules as to how long you may go or return. There are no rules saying that you even have to stay at one table for any length of time. However once you have excused someone from yo

Power Over Women.
I have this amazing power over women. It's called "stink". When you stink just right, they can't resist the urge to do stuff. Like run away screaming. And that, my friends, is power. Did I just type "nipples"?

Moving On
Moving on I've known you for years. At one time we were friends. We fell out of touch. Now here you are back in my life. Now I'm sad to have to say goodbye. I've made up my mind that I can't stand to be alone. I would like to see if we could be more then friends. But I need to walk away from you now. You hurt me in the past. Now it's my turn to do what you did to me. I'm not going to give you a reason or even tell you goodbye.

I Am Really Alive!!!
Hey guys, I have been SO busy the past few months and I am realy sorry to all my family and faithful fans. Those who are close to me know the whole scoop, but it is a really LONG story so I won't bore you all. Just wanted to say hi and hopefully I can book some time in to start "playing" again. The saying is true: "All work and no play makes Trish a crabby bitch"! Well anyway it goes something like that. I did do some much needed maintanence on my site so hopefully all the skins that have been deleted are off my profile now. Well Cherries you all have a great day and I hope to be able to find some time to mingle with all of you soon. Trish PS Thank you to all of you who have sent me presents, add requests, and comments.. I appreciate it all..

Whats Life To Me????
You try to live life to the fullest. Your born,you grow up to go to school,you finish school then maybe go to collage, if you can aford it. You get a job to aford it. Then you met someone that you love and maybe get married. After a while you plan a family. Life is way to short to worry what if, should I, could I or would Is. You live day by day and make the best out of it as you can .There is no such thing as a failer. If something goes wrong, start over and try to do it right. ive by the misstakes you have made and dont repeate the same ones over and over. Try to spread a little love where ever you go . Smile once in a while and someone will smile back. Cathleen Austin Kate, Momma Dukes oxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

I Would Do Anything
Another set of optimistic thoughts. I would do anything...... Packing now, and throwing away, kills the time. I would do anything...... First time in over a year, helpless hovers in. I would do anything...... Store the inconcievable in a box and throw it out to sea. I would do anything...... Watch the trials of a convicted fuck up weave another web. I would do anything...... Was a rock actually thrown back at me? I would do anything...... A busted vehicle is about as good as my boot. I would do anything...... Put a fork in the wall, and let it sit. I would do anything...... Mind track away from the place that haunts you. I would do anything...... Work hard, dont play, work harder and forget play. I would do anything...... Take another step forward, just to see how far you can be blown back. I would do anything...... I would do anything..... I would do anything not to hurt like this and forget that I woke up this morni

Showem To Me
Ok people I just love to see tits. I want to play with them too but my wife would kill me. If you show me your tits I will be a happy man and lets face it you don't want to make a grown man unhappy do you?

New Pics
hey everyone i posted a bunch of new pics tonight. take a minute to stop by and check em out. if anyone rates and comments all of the pics in my support our troops folder I will buy them a gift...just leave me a private message letting me know and I will get to you as soon as I get the chance. Love ya all crystal

Am I Destined For World Domination?
You Are Not Destined to Rule the World You are destined for something else... Like inventing a new type of cupcake. You just don't have the stomach for brutality. But watch out - because many people do! Are You Destined For World Domination?

Lame: How Much Sleep Do You Get
You Don't Get Enough Sleep You definitely don't get enough sleep, and it's turning you into a mental zombie! You need to get more sleep, starting tonight if possible. Avoid caffeine, keep a regular bedtime, don't watch TV before bed, and sleep in complete darkness. Do You Get Enough Sleep?

Ty Guenivere
BDSM for Dummies Whenever I tell anyone that I'm a dominatrix (that's pretty much everyone; love talking about my job), "prostitute in black leather with a whip" may be the conjured schema. That is a very flawed notion of what a domme does and what domination is. There is no sex involved (including oral and manual), which is why domination is legal in several states. If properly regulated and executed, it is a safe and fun practice that can teach one a great deal about interpersonal interaction and physical gratification (and get one through college). Presented in a very basic, factual manner, here is a textbook style overview: BDSM: B(Bondage)D(Discipline/Domination), S(Sadism/Submission), M(Masochism) The Four Categories: 1)Physical Restriction: I personally hate it; won't even wear a seat belt. Luckily, I have the option of never being the submissive in my sessions. Involves use of bondage straps, chains, handcuffs, dungeon-made, black leather suspension devices, harnesses, bondage

Regretful Temptation
Regretful Temptation Though your arms were warm to the touch.. There’s a trace of iciness that pains me so much.. For there is no love, no feelings of security.. Your just another way to escape a bleak reality.. I’m alone in this world, with no hand to hold.. So I search for a heat, to extinguish the cold.. Knowing once more, I’ll be abandoned in the end.. Left with a shattered heart, too broken to mend.. For a fleeting moment in time, you were my salvation.. Yet I’m consumed with regret, that I took such temptation.. I turned to you to satisfy an emptiness inside.. Hoping your touch would cause the pain to subside.. Subside it did not, but multiplied in force.. My dignity suffered and is besieged with remorse.. I engaged such passion for my soul to be healed.. But more damage was done than could ever be revealed.. So I must live with this mistake that I have made.. And put trust in finding a love that can cause despair to fade.. Original work of The one and only

#6
well i havent heard anything from him directly lately but his parents have. he promised to write to me soon. this week he had to go to the gas chambers and is once again sick. he has an ear infection now...poor guy. I feel so bad for him. but on the good side he has brought his pt time down almost to what it needs to be. so hes doing pretty good even though he is sick again. hopefully i will hear from him myself soon. well thats all i know for now. will keep you all updated

Untiled 2
you're there Im here both alone with no one to hold wishing we were together holding each other tight yet knowing we're on each others minds the miles between us make things hard but i know no matter how close or far we are our hearts are always together and until we can be together again thats all that really matters

I Have The Most Amazing Friend
Today with much doubt and a few tears, some of my emotions actually came out properly. In the company of my bestfriend of 6 years we talked about old times, the now and then......she made me talk. She asked me to spill what was going through my head and directed at me her concern. I had very much planned on not saying a word. I was keeping everything I had inside and wasnt letting go. However like she does so well she peeled open the can and dumped out the contents onto the table. As she started lookin at me with many different expressions and I turned my head. The thing she said was not what i was expecting......"Kiki of all the people I know, you were the last person I thought i would ever hear that from" she says with angst. I looked at her with tears in my eyes....and replied. "I know." She exchanged some views with me and spoke her peace. I walked away from her today fullfilled and enlightened as always....Seems that whenever I am too far gone, she always manages to pick me

Currency Exchange
I had a bunch of Canadian dollars I needed to exchange, so I went to the >currency exchange window at the local bank. >Short line, just one guy in front of me . . . an Asian guy who was trying >to exchange yen for dollars and he was a little irritated. > >He asked the teller, "Why it change?? Yestoday, I get two hunat dolla fo >yen. Today I get hunat eighty?? Why it change?" > >The teller shrugged his shoulders and said, "Fluctuations". > >The Asian guy says, "Fluc you white people, too!

Stupid Boy
KEITH URBAN - Stupid Boy Well, she was precious like a flower She grew wild, wild but innocent A perfect prayer in a desperate hour She was everything beautiful and different Stupid boy, you can't fence that in Stupid boy, it's like holding back the wind She let her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't Stupid boy, stupid boy Oh So what made you think you could take a life And just push it push it around I guess you build yourself up so high You had to take her and break her down She let her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't You stupid boy Oh, you always had to be right but now you've lost The only thing that ever made

So Little Time To Act On The Path I Have Finally Chosen
I am writing to inform this is the same entry i had in my myspace as well originally in my xanga, figure I share it here too, and by the way I am not seeking rating on any of my entries, no one should get rated on how they write, so please no ratings. Feel free to read and or comment if anyone would like too, To all fellow friends and co-workers and so forth, I have finally chosen a path in my life that will #1 either better my life or help me fulfill my life. I have in last few days had a lot on my mind and made decision to live life out alone. I will let my new Dark princess seek me out I am done seeking her out. I have done a lot of thinking a lot and one last person wrote me recently no names stating if I was meant to be with Ashley it will be. I am giving up on it, I am here but honestly I doubt she wants a friendship or anything ever. I am always told it is hard to do this, it is hard to do that, I am not here to force one to be a friend. I know a lot that is going on right no

Swinging
Swinging Author: jahna © 2002 Used With Author(s) Permission The most common poly lifestyle outside of bdsm is Swinging. In most swinging relationships, both members of the couple make a choice together to act on sexual encounters outside of the marriage. Some couples are even monogamous with another couple (meaning they only will swing with each other). Commonly among Swingers, the idea of "swinging" is OK, and even welcome, but the idea of having a sexual encounter outside of the swinging relationship (i.e. behind each others back) is a big no no. I mention this because bb's post basically illustrates this idea very well. In her first two experiences she said go for it, and it seemed she was ok with it. In the last one, it was behind her back, and it wasn't OK, understandable. There is a fine line between an open relationship and an affair which may not be visible to the outside world at large who doesn't understand the concept to begin with. Open relationships can w

To Understand Emptiness.
In the flicker of a chance everything can change. Nothing seems to hold any sort of certainity in this lifetime. Waving its hand in our faces we wave back to a cold shoulder. It is true that walls can be rebuilt, however it takes a great deal of time to bring them down once everything is set. There will be no more words displayed for some time here i think. The mind has run numb and empty. To understand emptiness is to understand the things you really do have. And worrying is the quickest way to drive away posivity. Maybe someone should listen to her own words....hmmm now wouldnt that be a sight for the world to behold. There was no vision of loosing speech and thought, but it has come. Proclaimations are past, and it is the "where now" that arises. Another page, another way, another storm, another growth, another void, another spectrum of inspiration. This world knows not what it asks. There is nothing left inside to review upon, there is nothing there that can say a word at all

Another Bad Day
A guy walks into a bar and quickly says to the bartender, "Give me 5 shots of Jack!" The bartender looks at him and says, "Damn buddy, are you having a bad day?" The guy replies, "Yeah, I just found out my brother is gay!" The bartender, feeling bad for the guy, says, "Damn, that is a bad day. I'll tell you what. The first shot is on me." The guy thanks him, takes his shots, and leaves. A week later the same guy comes into the same bar and tells the bartender, "Give me 5 shots of Jack!" The bartender looks at him and says, "Damn buddy, are you having another bad day?" The guy replies, "Yeah, I just found out my other brother is gay too!" The bartender says, "Damn, that is a bad day. I'll tell you what. The first shot is on me again." The guy thanks him, takes his shots, and leaves. The next week the same guy walks into the same bar and says, "Bartender give me 10 shots of Jack!" The bartender looks at him confused and says, "Damn buddy, doesn't anyon

Law Firm Interview
There was a job opening in the country's most prestigious law firm and it finally comes down to Robert and Paul. Both graduated magna cum laude from law school. Both come from good families. Both are equally attractive and well spoken. It's up to the senior partner to choose one, so he takes each candidate aside and asks, "Why did you become a lawyer? Only seconds after talking to them both, he chooses Paul. Baffled, Robert takes Paul aside after the interview. "I don't understand why I was rejected. When Mr. Armstrong asked me why I became a lawyer, I said that I had the greatest respect for the law, that I'd lay down my life for the Constitution and that all I wanted was to do right by my clients. What in the world did you tell him?" "I said I became a lawyer because of my hands," Paul replies. "Your hands? What do you mean?" "Well, I took a look one day and there wasn't any money in either of them!"

About Me....
I love music, I love all types really but my favorites are PopRock R&B,and Rock....Love the hair bands of the 80's...Love Def Leppard, Areosmith, Journey, 3 Doors Down, Evansence, Creed...heehee, well, u get the picture anyway..... I wanted to come in and change something on my profile page...I feel this is needed....I know that I am peculiar in some ways, but for me RESPECT AND HONESTY to each other is VERY high on my rank of things.... If you like my pictures I do not mind sharing them.....WHAT I DO MIND IS THEM BEING RIPPED WITHOUT ASKING ME!!!!!!!! Ask any person I have gotten a picture from and you will see that I ASK FIRST....Dang it, if u cant respect me enough to ask before you rip my pictures then LOOK and EXPECT me to BLOCK !!! This may sound rude to those who read my page....honestly, I don't care anymore.... I am here to have a good time and to share pictures and meet all kinds of new people....I WILL be respected here or you can take a hike.....I am NOT kidding any

Living In The Night
Living in the Night Remember we met him down Mexico way, tall, blonde hair to his waist, and too beautiful Do you recall the sojourn he took us on, in the back streets of gay Monterrey? Black light club, men lined up-- swaying to the music of a different beat reminding me suddenly of vampires of yore. Living in the night, cloaked by day-- ah, Michael you are lost there-- hung between two worlds, trying to choose, but certain to lose. Woman or man, which will it be? What angel can save you I wondered-- As I stood on the steps of an ancient church So sharp the pain I felt to my heart aching for my friend’s plight. Giving flight to my thoughts, my prayers-- Where have you gone Michael with the vampires of yore? written by Bonnie Adams

Angel
An Angel came to me this day to brush the falling tears away No words were spoke , what could we say For we knew they would come another day He painted a story touch by love I showed him one touch by pain He wrote words of faith I couldnt bare them and turned away He showed me life I showed him death In the end he drew for me the doves of peace I painted him the horrors of war That night the Angel cried and this fallen child brush away his tear Nixy

Passionate Purity
His hands on her skin Setting it on fire Spending time on those spots That build her desire His fingers roaming Giving her pleasure Not stopping Till he gets her treasure He kneels before her Tasting her sweetness His tongue pleasing Bringing her completeness Her body squirms Her legs split He hears her moan As he fingers her clit Feeling her wetness As his fingers slide Making her beg To have him inside Knowing she’s close He slows his slide She groans at his tease As he smiles with pride Teasing her more Her tit in his mouth Begging and pleading For him to slide south Her fingers find His manhood waiting Grasping his cock Passion she’s creating Unable to wait He grasp her hips Lowering her down Parting her lips He groans allowed She takes him inside So hot and so wet Its easy to slide Moaning with pleasure Music their making Both fires burning Bodies start quaking Plunging deep Her juices are flowing His need for he

How Well Do You Know Your Hymns? Lol
how well do you know your hymns? lol Pilot's Hymn.......................I'll Fly Away Dentist's Hymn.....................Crown Him With Many Crowns Weatherman's Hymn............There Shall Be Showers Of Blessings Contractor's Hymn...............The Church's One Foundation The Tailor's Hymn.................Holy, Holy, Holy The Golfer's Hymn................There Is A Green Hill Faraway The Politician's Hymn............Standing On The Promises The Optometrists Hymn........Open My Eyes That I Might See The IRS Agent's Hymn..........I Surrender All The Gossip's Hymn................Pass It On The Electrician's Hymn...........Send The Light The Shopper's Hymn............Sweet Bye And Bye The Realtor's Hymn...............I've Got A Mansion Just Over The Hill The Therapist's Hymn............He Touched Me The Doctor's Hymn................The Great Physician And for those who speed on the highway, a few hymns 45 mph...........God Will Take Care Of You 65 mph...........Near

Down In A Hole
Bury Me Softly In This Womb I Give This Part Of Me For You Sand Rains Down And Here I Sit Holding Rare Flowers In A Tomb.....In Bloom Down In A Hole And I Don't Know If I Can Be Saved See My Heart I Decorate It Like A Grave You Don't Understand Who They Thought I Was Supposed To Be Look At Me Now A Man Who Won't Let Himself Be Down In A Hole, Losin' My Soul Down In A Hole, Losin' Control I'd Like To Fly But My Wings Have Been So Denied Down In A Hole And They've Put All The Stones In Their Place I've Eaten The Sun So My Tongue Has Been Burned Of The Taste I Have Been Guilty Of Kicking Myself In The Teeth I Will Speak No More Of My Feelings Beneath Oh I Want To Be Inside Of You Down In A Hole, Losin' My Soul Down In A Hole, Feelin' So Small Down In A Hole, Losin' My Soul Down In A Hole, Out Of Control I'd Like To Fly But My Wings Have Been So Denied

Want To Be Happy
just want to be happy just want to smile dont want to be sad dont want to cry just want to have fun just want to be loved dont want to hurt dont want to hide just want to love just want to trust

A Morning Theory That Changed The Current
Our minds count for 1/4 of our whole forms. It is the strongest and most powerful part of the human body and directs all functions and motions. At any given moment our brain can turn and twist and create little ticking time bombs. We can explode and we can sink into a depression of unrrational consistencies. It can also guide us to the right and wrong, black and white, the good and bad, dumb and smart. It can let us love, learn, bleed, but most importantly it gives us the gift of thought. Although we only use a very small portion of our mind, I feel that is enough. That one simple 1/4 can destroy and beautify us. It can make the rest of the 3/4's ugly or the most amazing thing you have ever laid eyes on. But can you control it?.....rarely. To loose control is to loose everything around you. Its a maze of fuck ups and miss haps. Everything about the rest of the body just becomes a useless dead weight. Thats what I have been for the last 2 months. I let my mind take over and do stupid t

Life
WELL THE LIFE OF ME IS RANDOM THIS FRIDAY I HAVE TO SAY THAT DOING THE CONGA AT 1AM IN YA FRONT YARD WIT A BOTTLE OF VODKA IN YA HAND IS GONNA DO YA NO FAVOURS WITH YA STREET ALTHO SERVES EM RITE FOR LETTIN THEIR EVIL KIDS RUN RIOT ALL THE TIME SO I GOT SYMPATHY FOR EM IM STILL AN INSANE INSOMNIAC I REALLY NEED A NITE JOB I BET ALL OF U HAVE FORGOTEN COMPLETLY ABOUT ME I KNOW IM NOT THAT MEMORABLE TBH IM TOTALLY LOST IN THIS SITE NOW CUZ ITS ALL CHANGED SO MUCH SINCE I USED IT EVEN THE NAME HAS CHANGED AS SOON AS MY CAM IS FIXED IL GET A SALUTE UP WELL BYE BYE FOR NOW XXX

~~feeding And Breeding The Troops~~
Subject: FW: SOME AMERICAN HISTORY! Have you ever wondered where the Phrase "You Gotta Be Sh_ _tin’ Me" came from? Well, it just so happens to have originated through the Father of Our Country, way back when George Washington was crossing the Delaware River with his troops. There were 33 [remember this number] in Washington's boat. It was extremely dark and storming furiously and the water was tossing them about. Finally, Washington grabbed Corporal Peters [remember this name] and stationed him at the front of the boat with a lantern. He ordered him to keep swinging it, so they could see where they were heading. Corporal Peters, through driving rain and cold, continued swinging the lantern back and forth, back and forth. Then a big gust of wind and a wave hit and threw Corporal Peters and his lantern into the Delaware. Washington and his troops searched for nearly an hour trying to find Corporal Peters, but to no avail. All of them felt terrib

Falling (poem)
Trembling to her very soul almost lost with no control. Looking down over the edge, whether to jump or let this end. Searching the darkness at her toes, not knowing what it holds. Goose bumps begin on her skin, all the way to her core deep within. Wind whips her ebony hair, around her beautiful skin so fair. With trembling lips and tears that come, she says one last prayer so small. Then she lets herself fall, over the edge so tall. Fall into the abyss of the unknown, as her heart lets out a moan. Fall as she remembers all he said, hoping the promises are not all dead. Falling to the depths of the darkness within, since her heart has leapt ahead. She falls as she hopes it true, and she'll not be left blue. Falling almost at the end, falling into the arms of her man. She smiles because he told the truth, her heart feels full of youth. Love is the one word she thought unreal, and now she know how it feels.

Never Forget Heros From United Airlines Flight 175 9/11/01
Okay I was going to post this as one blog but it will not let me post it in it's entirety Blogs on CT are limited to 50000 characters and this one has 113000 characters So I will do it in a couple parts Here is a little something to reflect on, It will take a while to go through all the names but we need to never forget, We don't need just rememmber on the anniversary of that fatefull day, We need to Never, Ever Forget!!! God Bless the USA CONFIRMED DEAD: 2948 • REPORTED DEAD: 24 • REPORTED MISSING: 24 • TOTAL: 2996 UNITED AIRLINES FLIGHT 175 Heros CREW Robert Fangman, 33, Claymont, Del.* Michael R. Horrocks, 38, Glen Mills, Pa.* Amy N. Jarret, 28, North Smithfield, R.I.* Amy R. King, 29, Stafford Springs, Conn.* Kathryn L. LaBorie, 44, Providence, R.I.* Alfred Gilles Padre Joseph Marchand, 44, Alamogordo, N.M.* Capt. Victor Saracini, 51, Lower Makefield Township, Pa.* Michael C. Tarrou, 38, Stafford Springs, Conn.* Alicia Nicole Titus, 28, San Franci

Music Of The Night
Night time, Sharpens, Heightens each sensation, Darkness, wakes and stirs imagination, Silently the senses, abandon their defenses, Helpless to resist, the notes I write, For I compose the music of the night Slowly, Gentley, Night unferrs it's splender, Grasp it, Sense it, Tremulous and tender, Hearing is believing, Music is deceiving, Hard as lightening, soft, as candle light, Dare you trust the music of the night Close your eyes, For your eyes will only tell the truth, And the truth isn't what you want to see, In the dark it is easy to pretend, But the truth is what it oght to be Softly, Deaftly, Music shall caress you, Hear it, feel it, Secretly posess you Open up your mind, Let your fantacies unwind, In this darkness which you know you can not fight, The darkness of the music of the night Close your eyes start a journey through a strange new world, Leave all thoughts of the world you knew before, Close your eyes and let music set you free,

His Poem
Thank YOu For Bing There. Travel Down A Road And Back Again You're Heart Is True. You're A Friend. A Confidant. My Faith In You Is Endless. My Love Is For You And You Alone.....I Wrote That For You. You Mean The World To Me! *Kisses*

Recognizing A Stroke
It only takes a minute to read this- Recognizing a Stroke A neurologist says that if he can get to a stroke victim within 3 hours he can totally reverse the effects of a stroke...totally. He said the trick was getting a stroke recognized, diagnosed and getting to the patient within 3 hours, which is tough. RECOGNIZING A STROKE : Thank God for the sense to remember the "3" steps. Read and Learn! Sometimes symptoms of a stroke are difficult to identify. Unfortunately, the lack of awareness spells disaster. The stroke victim may suffer brain damage when people nearby fail to recognize the symptoms of a stroke. Now doctors say a bystander can recognize a stroke by asking three simple questions: 1. Ask the individual to SMILE. 2. Ask him or her to RAISE BOTH ARMS. 3. Ask the person to SPEAK A SIMPLE SENTENCE (Coherently) (i.e. It is sunny out today). If he or she has trouble with any of these tasks, call 9-1-1 immediately and describe the symptoms to the dispatch

To Be Sprung Or Not To Be Hmmm
13 signs of being sprung [.Thirteen]:WHEN YOUR ON tHE PHONE WitH tHEM lAtE At NiGHt AND tHEY HANG UP,, BUt YOU MiSS tHEM AlREADY WHEN itS JUSt tWO MiNUtES AGO. [.tWElVE.]: YOU READ tHEiR tEXtS OVER AND OVER AGAiN. [.ElEVEN.]: YOU WAlK REAllY SlOW WHEN YOU'RE WitH tHEM [.tEN.]: YOU FEEl SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE WitH tHEM. [.NiNE.]: WHEN YOU tHiNK ABOUt tHEM, YOUR HEARt BEAtS FAStER AND SlOWER At tHE SAME tiME [.EiGHt.]: YOU SMilE WHEN YOU HEAR tHEiR VOiCE. [.SEVEN.]: WHEN YOU lOOK At tHEM, YOU CAN't SEE tHE OtHER PEOPlE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE iS HiM//HER. [.SiX.]: YOU StARt liStENiNG tO SlOW SONGS, WHilE tHiNKiNG OF tHEM [.FiVE.]: tHEY'RE All YOU tHiNK ABOUt. [.FOUR.]: YOU GEt HiGH JUSt FROM tHEiR SENt. [.tHREE.]: YOU REliAZE tHAt YOU'RE AlWAYS SMiliNG tO YOURSElF WHEN YOU tHiNK ABOUt tHEM. [.tWO.]: YOU WOUlD DO ANYtHiNG FOR tHEM, OR ANYtHiNG tO SEE tHEM. [.ONE.]: WHilE READiNG tHiS, tHERE WAS ONE PERSON ON YOUR MiND tHE WHOlE tiME...

A Nymphos Story
like the good little catholic girl i am i am going to do unbelievable things to you i will start by undressing you slowly and kiss and lick every inch of you as i do then i will sit u down as i undress slowly for you doing the slow dance you like so much You will want to touch and tease but im in control and will not let you when i finish my dance i will tie you down and kiss you deeply i reach for the candle as its flame flickers i blow it out making sure there is enough melted.. while you are tied down i drip the wax on your body as it touches your skin i put ice in my mouth and run it over the hot wax cooling you i put the wax further and further down your body trailing behind is my my ice filled mouth i then suck you into my mouth which is now as cold as the ice you draw in your breath as i start to suck gently all the way down so you feel the cold.. when i feel you cant take anymore i place myself above you letting you enter me gently i start to rock back and forth

A Single Moment In Time
a single moment in time He picked her up and carried her across the snow ridden steps onto the porch of the old cabin, nestled among tall pine trees and barren poplars. He smiled at her incessantly, with his heart pounding inside him, anxiously visioning his next few hours with her. She held onto his neck, knowing that the coming moments that were to be shared with him, were those only found in her dreams. She reached out her hand and opened the old screeching screen door, and with a burst of the wind it slammed into the side of the cabin. Both of them taken back, they laughed and continued through the antique window framed door that protected the contents of inside. It was a quaint old place, one that you could vision a family sharing many moments during the winter months together, watching the fire, playing games, and the laughter of the children that grew up there. It was a home at one point in history, now it is his escape from society. You could faintly smell the arom

Omg I Got A Modelling Job
ok first off YES I KNOW ITS SOFTCORE PORN ok? Anyways, so I talked to my photographer about getting some pix done for my first set to submit to SG to see if I get in...well long story short him and I talked about it a bit and he does work for some of the girls on that site. He has a site called manicjane.com and he said if I decide not to go the SG way I already have a job with him at that site. So, I think I am going to go that direction lol. So yeah, for your update, if youre interested, I am now a model of manicjane.com and I am garunteed my first set by the end of March! YAY ME!!! lol

Smarty Pants...
Your SAT Score of 1240 Means: You Scored Higher Than Howard Stern You Scored Higher Than George W. Bush You Scored Lower Than Al Gore You Scored Lower Than David Duchovny You Scored Lower Than Natalie Portman You Scored Lower Than Bill Gates Your IQ is most likely in the 120-130 range Equivalent ACT score: 28 Schools that Fit Your SAT Score: The George Washington University University of California-San Diego Villanova University The University of Texas at Austin Penn State - University Park What Does Your SAT Score Mean?

Come Chill With The Family
if you have not been to the crime scene lounge you are missing out on one of the best lounges here at the tap.always hella good music playing, kick ass dj's,and the creator Sherri. so come see us and join the lounge. http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5391

That Thing
Doo Wop (That Thing) Lyrics Artist(Band):Lauryn Hill Review The Song (2) Print the Lyrics Doo Wop (That Thing) Lyrics Send Lauryn Hill polyphonic ringtone to your cell phone yo, remember back on the boggie when cats use to harmonize like... whooo, whooo whooo whooo, yo, my men and my women, don't forget about the deen,Sirat al-Mustaqim yo, its about a thing, uh If ya feel real good wave your hands in the air and 'lick' two shots in the atmosphere... yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah... It's been three weeks since you've been looking for your friend The one you let hit it and never called you again 'Member when he told you he was 'bout the Benjamin's You act like you ain't hear him then gave him a little trim To begin, how you think you really gon' pretend Like you wasn't down then you called him again Plus when you give it up so easy you ain't even foolin’ him If you did it then, then you’d probably fuck again Talking out your nec

Bubba's Buddies
Hello, is this the Sheriff's Office?" "Yes, what can I do for you?" "I'm calling to report 'bout my neighbor Bubba Smith....He's hidin' marijuana inside his firewood! Don't quite know how he gets it inside dem dare logs, but he's hidin' it in dare." "Thank you very much for the call, sir." The next day, the Sheriff's Deputies descend on Bubba's house. They search the shed where the firewood is kept. Using axes, they bust open every piece of wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Bubba and leave. Shortly, the phone rings at Bubba's house. "Hey, Bubba! Dis here's Bear....did the Sheriff come?" "Yeah!" "Did they chop your firewood?" "Yep!" "Happy Birthday buddy!"

Love Him Or Hate Him
Love him or hate him, he sure hits the nail on the head with this! To anyone with kids of any age, here's some advice. Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world. Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2: The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it "opportunity." Rule 6: If you mess

Poetry
My Stormy Lover Fog thickens like steam rising. The city is now left unseen. I wake up in hazy shades of darkness. It's morning, yet immense gray clouds cloak the sky making it feel like nighttime. The loud crash of thunder warns me and warms me. I close my eyes and breathe in deep feeling my chest expand. So thick. So dangerous. So intoxicating. The aroma of rain, like that of my favorite fragrance, seeps into my skin. I am aware of its nearness as if it were a lover. Its slow and sensuous approach arouses me, requiring my full attention. Like hands about to discover and examine those sensitive places, lightning finds a groove and thunder chases the wind. I ache for the thunder. I lean naked and helpless against the window ledge as the storm begins to seduce me. Slightly shaking I await its next move. With legs spread I feel the rain, like fingers, on my thighs. As the next forceful scream of thunder opens the clouds, hands find my darkness, which begin to explore and probe. My

I Wanna Sex You Up!
Come inside, take off your coat, I'll make you feel at home. Now let's pour a glass of wine 'cause now we're all alone. I've been waiting all night so just let me hold you close to me, 'Cause I've been dyin' for you girl and make love to me. Girl you make me feel real good. We can do it 'til we both wake up. Girl, you know I'm hooked on you, And this is what I'll do... I wanna sex you up. All night. You make me feel real good. I wanna rub you down. I wanna sex you up. Let me take off all your clothes. Disconnect the phone so nobody knows. Let me light a candle, So that we can make it better. Makin' love until we drown. Girl, you know it feels real good. We can do it 'til we both wake up. Girl you know I'm hooked on you. And this is what I'll do. *CHORUS* Make sweet lovin' all night long... (I wanna sex you up) Feels so right it can't be wrong... Don't be shy girl rescue me... (i wanna sex you up) Open up your heart and I'll set you free...

One Flaw In A Woman...
One Flaw in Woman... By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you

Game Playing....
im not a shy girl who stays away from silly little games that all the boys play i play them too but i like to play hard teasing you properly i hold all the cards i'll tease and excite you when u least expect a little control freak on that you can bet hot wax and ice are the tools of my trade ill try to be nice with the whips and the chains a dark scary place is where i like to play if you think your game then just look my way its not for the fainthearted my devils playground i like to go hunting and not make a sound ill corrupt you little boys if you come play with me have you begging for more have you down on your knees my game is my own and one i play well be warned if u hurt me its your soul ill sell..

Lovely Way To Start My Friday...
I don't know how the hell it happened... OK I just got my shower and went to get dressed...but I looked down and I'd cut open my right big toe...how the hell did I do that? I don't even know unless it was the simple fact that I have velcro on my chair to keep my feet from falling behind my wheels...and that had something to do with it...but oh yeah, NOT a good way to start into a Friday morning...

Yaaay!
I finally found a good version of Bucky's debut video. He's such a sweetheart. People make fun of him but he is really super cool and such a gentleman and an awesome live performer. So you better watch making fun of him, or we'll show you why they call us tarheels! lol Bucky Covington A Different World

Well Its Friday So I Thought Id Do A Blog On Here
im gettin a tattoo soon,i just drew it out today,its a dedication to my mum n dad lol id rather get the tatt now n show them while they r alive...rather then getting it when they r dead n cant see it. i will post pics. imma give a shout out to the really great friends i have made on this site especially Dan to the Izzle lmao [inside joke] you all r so nice id also like to thank those who have rated my pics/commented/ and just showed allot of love so hope u have a great weekend..... xx Taisha

Taking A Tinkle
A woman pregnant with triplets was walking down the street when a masked robber ran out of a bank and shot her three times in the stomach. Luckily the babies were OK. The surgeon decided to leave the bullets in because it was too risky to operate. She gave birth to two healthy daughters and a healthy son. All was fine for 16 years, and then one daughter walked into the room in tears. "What's wrong?" asked the mother. "I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out," replied the daughter. The mother told her it was okay and explained what happened 16 years ago. About a week later the second daughter walked into the room in tears. "Mom, I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out." Again the mother told her not to worry and explained what happened 16 years ago. A week later her son walked into the room in tears. "It's okay" said the Mom, "I know what happened You were taking a tinkle and a bullet came out." "No," s

Don't Call Me Generation X
Don't call me "Generation X," call me a child of the eighties by Bryant Adkins published in The Reflector January 20, 1995 I am a child of the eighties. That is what I prefer to be called. The nineties can do without me. Grunge isn't here to stay, fashion is fickle and "Generation X" is a myth created by some over-40 writer trying to figure out why people wear flannel in the summer. When I got home from school, I played with my Atari 2600. I spent hours playing Pitfall or Combat or Breakout or Dodge'em Cars or Frogger. I never did beat Asteroids. Then I watched "Scooby Doo." Daphne was a Goddess, and I thought Shaggy was smoking something synthetic in the back of their psychedelic van. I hated Scrappy. I would sleep over at friends' houses on the weekends. We played army with G.I. Joe figures, and I set up galactic wars between Autobots and Decepticons. We stayed up half the night throwing marshmallows and Velveeta at one another. We never beat the Rubik's Cube. School H

Success
A man who has just died finds himself standing at the gates of Heaven. To his right is standing an attractive women, and to his left is a ladder. The woman speaks, "Come with me through the gate and spend eternity with me, or climb the ladder to success." The man always eager to get ahead in life chooses to climb the ladder. The man finds an even more beautiful woman standing in front of another gate. Next to her is another ladder. The woman says, "Come with me through the gate and all your fantasies will be granted, or climb the ladder to success." This time the man is tempted, but his greed takes over and he climbs the ladder higher. He again encounters a woman. This woman, however; is the most beautiful woman he has ever seen. She says, "come with me and I will satisfy your deepest desires forever, or climb the ladder to success." The man can't believe his luck. He decides to take his chances and climbs the ladder. He comes to another gate. This time there is no woman waiting for

Angel's??
SENT AN ANGEL TO WATCH OVER U LAST NIGHT BUT IT CAME BACK... I ASKED...WHY? & IT SAID... ANGELS DON'T WATCH OVER ANGELS! ****SEND THIS ALL THE PEOPLE U REALLY CARE ABOUT***** 20 angels are in this world, 10 are sleeping, 9 are playing and 1 is reading this comment. Send this to 10 friends, including me & if you get 5 replies, someone you love will surprise you!

Be Proud Of Your Heritage
Hola y que Tal todos in este dia en CherryTap.com In my last blog I thought I went a little too far in regards to my high pride of being mexican and I thought I would tell people that you too can be proud of what you are. You dont have to just hear Mexican pride hell, you can say your proud to be "this", or "that", but then thats were I left it to your imagination. Although im very proud of my heritage I must encourage you to look into your background and learn from the mistakes and the contributions that your people have made. This month everyone and everything will be celebrating ST. Patricks Day and I thought I would bring this little ditty that most Irish people dont know is that Irish and Mexican's got history together. Teachers in America weather it be College or heaven forbid public education hell holes like high schools dont really tell you about this but I ask this question, "Have you ever heard of the St. Patrick Battalion"? I bet you have not. Let me explain. Back in the da

A Funny Thing Happened....
ok so i was in messenger last night having a threeway convo with my mates when this guy decides he wants to come play with me... so wrong thing to do when im in a threeway... so i decided i would play... my mates in the three way were laughing thier arses off as this guy was all about blowjobs.... i think he thought he was being really naughty asking me if i could deep throat... (please get something more original!).... so i invited one of the friends into the conversation from my threeway... she thought this was great fun.. the poor guy almost shit himself when i invited my girlfriend.. so here is the funny part..he decided at this point to ask for pictures of my girlfriend.. to which was replied i dont share my bitch with noone... he didnt like that so hit back with do you suck dick together? DER she's my bitch dumbass... so this guy keeps going on & on about his cock and how far down he could stick it down my throat... and i was getting bored as i do when the conversation is BORI

Dedicated To Battered Woman
I Got Flowers Today (Dedicated to all battered women) I got flowers today! It wasn't my birthday or any other special day: We had our first argument last night; And he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt; I know that he is sorry and didn't mean to say the things he did; Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today! It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day; Last night he threw me into a wall and then started choking me; It seemed like a nightmare, but you wake up from nightmares to find they aren't real; I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over, but I know he must be sorry; Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today! And it wasn't Valentine's Day or any other special day; Last night he beat me and threatened to kill me; Makeup and long sleeves didn't hide the cuts and bruises this time; I couldn't go to work today because I didn't want anyone to know, But I know he's so

Things Are Not Always Black Or White
In life, a lesson learned in your past that you will never forget completely. When I was in elementary school, I got into a major argument with a boy in my class. I have forgotten what the argument was about, but I have never forgotten the lesson learned that day. I was convinced that I was right and he was wrong - and he was just as convinced that I was wrong and he was right. The teacher decided to teach us a very important lesson. She brought us up to the front of the class and placed him on one side of her desk and me on the other. In the middle of her desk was a large, round object. I could clearly see that it was black. She asked the boy what color the object was. White, he answered. I couldn’t believe he said the object was white, when it was obviously black! Another argument started between my classmate and me, this time about the color of the object. The teacher told me to go stand where the boy was standing and told him to come stand where I had been. We ch

~~how To Impress Your Wife~~
Larry was in trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife was really angry. She told him "Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in less than 6 seconds... AND IT BETTER BE THERE!!!" The next morning Larry got up early and left for work. When his wife woke up, she looked out the window and sure enough there was a gift-box for her wrapped in the middle of the driveway. Confused, the wife put on her robe, ran out to the driveway and brought the box back in the house. She opened it and found a brand new...............bathroom scale. Larry has been missing since Friday.

A Whole In Your Fence ( Very Touching )
There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this on

Fuck I-tunes
Due to being sleepy and I-Tunes sucking complete ass, I managed to accidentally DELETE over 10 gigs of music from my computer permanantly! Luckily for me it was only stuff that I had ripped from CD's that I own or I would be even more pissed off. I only have about 130 or so CD's that I have to rip all over and lisen to again to ensure there are no blips and bleeps from digitizing them. FUCK I-TUNES!!!!!!!

Info About Me
I am a happily married man with 2 little girls. My wife and I have been together for 10 years so i'm not looking for anything but friends. I come off as an asshole sometimes but don't mean to. I just have a strange personality. So if you want to add me as a friend that is fine but i don't like alot of drama. I hope you have a good day and god bless.

This Is Now
Another memory and I'm asking myself How can I let the past be the past. Once and for all take a hold of the future And not let it control what I aspire to have. I see where my decisions have brought me What's done is done and it's time to start again Can't let it tear me in two waste me away I gotta believe Cause this is now How can I change tomorrow if I can't change today. This is now If I control myself I control my destiny. What I've seen and what I've been through has made me who I am There was a time in my life where I had no desire to carry on I couldn't see a place for me or a will to survive I never thought to rely on myself or the beliefs that I have denied But this is now How can I can change tomorrow if I can't change today This is now If I control myself I control my destiny If I control myself I control my tomorrow I got to change today Cause this is now How can I change tomorrow if I can't change today. I must control myself if I 'm to control my

Speeding
Speeding ~ An older lady gets pulled over for speeding... Older Woman: Is there a problem, Officer? Officer: Ma'am, you were speeding. Older Woman: Oh, I see. Officer: Can I see your license please? Older Woman: I'd give it to you but I don't have one. Officer: Don't have one? Older Woman: Lost it, 4 years ago for drunk driving. Officer: I see...Can I see your vehicle registration papers please. Older Woman: I can't do that. Officer: Why not? Older Woman: I stole this car. Officer: Stole it? Older Woman: Yes, and I killed and hacked up the owner. Officer: You what? Older Woman: His body parts are in plastic bags in the trunk if you want to see The Officer looks at the woman and slowly backs away to his car and calls for back up. Within minutes 5 police cars circle the car. A senior officer slowly approaches the car, clasping his half drawn gun. Officer 2: Ma'am, could you step out of your vehicle please! The woman steps out of h

Boots
Boots... A lady went into a bar in Waco and saw a cowboy with his feet propped up on a table. He had the biggest boots she'd ever seen. The woman asked the cowboy if it's true what they say about men with big feet. The cowboy grinned and said, "Shore is, little lady! Why don't you come on out to the bunkhouse and let me prove it to you?" The woman wanted to find out for herself, so she spent the night with him. The next morning she handed him a $100 bill. Blushing, he said, "Well, thankee, ma'am. Ah'm real flattered. Ain't nobody ever paid me fer mah services before." The woman replied, "Don't be flattered... take the money and buy yourself some boots that fit." Get more at www.hostdrjack.com

Ghost.
Have you ever met someone who made your heart skip a beat? Walked around with clouds beneath your feet? Just a thought and your smile would grow? Closed your eyes and pictured him secretly so no one knows? Have you ever loved someone that wasn't there? Loved so much you didn't care? Gave your heart and set it free? I wonder if you did, or was it just me? I have sat and wondered about you Closed my eyes and pictured what you would do. Felt your arms holding me tight Opened my eyes and you were nowhere in sight. I have often pictured you sitting by me Feeling my hand upon your knee. Kissing you, touching you, and holding you close But I am sadly mistaken, for I am in love with a ghost.

~let Us Not Fall Asleep/terrorist Activity~~
**Gingrich Speech in ****New Hampshire****. Apparently it is causing a firestorm.** **NEWT GINGRICH: The third thing I want to talk about very briefly is the genuine danger of terrorism, in particular terrorists using weapons of mass destruction and weapons of mass murder, nuclear and biological weapons. And I want to suggest to you that right now we should be impaneling people to look seriously at a level of supervision that we would never dream of if it weren't for the scale of threat.** **Let me give you two examples. When the British this summer arrested people who were planning to blow up ten airliners in one day, they arrested a couple who were going to use their six month old

Celebrate Life!!!
I sit here tonight and want to change pace in the bulletins. Just this last friday my Great Aunt Beth passed from this life into heaven. At the age of 85 she lived a long and very fruitful life. She will be greatly missed by so so many people. It makes me sit and think about what is really important in my life. I write this and listen to the 3 little different breathing sounds of my 3 very beautiful and very wonderful children sleeping. I hope that while they grow they come to realize what a precious gift each and every day is to us. So tonight I beg you to stop and instead of posting those bulletins about if you break this chain your wish won't come true usual fare, stop and think about the people that mean the most to you in your life and remember why we wake up each day and welcome the new sunrise. To my family - I love you always, you are always there when I need you the most. Even in the hardest of times and the worst of decisions, you backed me up and when it fell apart were

Monday 3/5/07
Ok, today I think I am going to go to different sites looking for people who are interested in joining my disability room on Sparkpea.net. So far I think I have a couple new people willing to check it out but I would like to get as many as possible. It's a really great room with live radio and friendly people and hopefully soon we will be having trivia again as that was popular in the past but we stopped it for awhile when the room was dead. Anyway, looking for members and working on my Cherry Tap page is all that I have planned for today.

Everything She Touches
Everything she Touches My Goddess feels so good Her rose petal touch STrategic and deeply felt She changes Everything she Touches Head to Toe, Fragrant to back Complete oral worship of her altar Her taste of fine wine, Skin soft as a babe's bottom Everything she touches changes On the Bottom or on top Side to Side She rules her destiny Her sexual prowess enfolds, keepign me under her spell I tatse her sweet "flower" delicately Smile with soft moans as it unfolds, exposing her heavenly delights Holding me in place, moaning her pleasure her raw Universal desire Allowing me the honor to taste the primal nectar of her fount My Goddess, My Mama Beautiful, Sexy, Enchanting, Mysterious I love her, serve her, please her every desire My body mind and soul dedicated to her complete satisfaction She feasts on me form head to toe My body trembling and on fire She touches my secret places, my manliness tasting me, swallowing me, Totally vulnerable to her se

To All The Girls Reworked To My Specs
I'm sorry that i bought you roses all the time to tell you that i loved you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you the first time we were together. I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants. I'm sorry that I opened the doors, and pulled out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things, but what I did have I spent it on you and got you the best I could afford. I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of you on the computer talking to all your new found friends in the chatrooms. Of course I was to blame cause every minute I was home from work I was on the puter, of course, I forgot it was for school. I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am alwa

Marine Corps Class Act Again
USMC, As Always,,, With Class Marines Helping Marines 2/9/2007 - TRAVIS AIR FORCE BASE, Calif. -- An injured Marine received an unexpected upgrade in his flight home from Iraq here Feb. 8. Marine Lance Cpl. Steven Eastburn from the Marine Corps Air Station Kaneohe, Hawaii, was on his way home to be with his family during his recovery. One of his stops along the way was at the David Grant USAF Medical Center 's Aeromedical Staging Facility. Unbeknownst to him, at the same time he was awaiting his flight, Gen. Peter Pace, Chairman, Joint Chiefs of Staff, was landing at Travis for a quick "gas and go" en route to Hawaii . When General Pace learned a fellow Marine was on his way home after being injured in Iraq , he didn't hesitate. "When I greeted General Pace and Mrs. Pace on the flight line one of the things I mentioned was that we currently had a Marine that was wounded in Iraq waiting transportation in our aeromedical staging facility," said Col Steve Arquiette, 60th Ai

Take Time
Take time to laugh It is the music of the soul. Take time to think It is the source of power. Take time to play It is the source of perpetual youth. Take time to read It is the fountain of wisdom. Take time to pray It is the greatest power on earth. Take time to love and be loved It is a God-given privilege. Take time to be friendly It is the road to happiness Take time to give It is too short a day to be selfish Take time to work It is the price of success.

Happiness Is Now
Happiness is now +++++++++++++++++++ As long as you are preparing to be happy, you will not be. If You continue to see happiness as some distant goal to be Reached, you will not experience it. Happiness is now. The only time you can ever experience it Is the moment that you are in. Happiness is unconditional. When you put conditions on Happiness, it immediately disappears. Happiness makes no judgments or demands. When you focus on Judging others and making demands of them, it drives Happiness away from your life. Though happiness is simple and uncomplicated, it is at the Same time profound and sophisticated. For when you allow Yourself to be truly happy, the positive energy can reach Into every corner of your life. Set aside the complaints, excuses, conditions and demands, And make a place for happiness in your world. Be happy, and You'll discover a whole new level of life's richness.

----a Lil Abt Me And Who I Am-----
I AM PRETTY NEW TO CHERRY TAP. I DONT GET ON HERE BUT FROM TIME TO TIME. I AM MARRIED AND WORK AS A REHABILITATION ASST AT A GROUP HOME. I HAVE ONE CHILD AND A STEP-CHILD. I HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR 11 YRS AND I TOTAL AM A GUYS GIRL. I WATCH MORE FOOTBALL AND NASCAR THEN MY HUSBAND DOES....LOL

Just Asking Do I Have To Beg Anyt O Havea Crush Oneme And Guess
LOL Do I have to have to ask my fans and family to havea crush on me,lol i just kidding my crush is list is quiet small like zero. come on I need some love give me soem love please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111 later eric

...thought Unspoken...
the bite...it deepens...only to crush my heart more... the thought...it consumes...only to haunt my very core... why won't it leave?...just disappear... I can't seem to control this fear... my very existance, is called into question... can I be whole or forever lost in yearning completion...? undying...yet unliving...I am as cold as the season... my name...I label myself for this numbing reason... what is it like to cry?...I can't even remember... in living solitude I wander...forever, December... the sun hurts my eyes...I can't let in the warmth I once knew... winter...eternity...trapped...in this shell, in a panic...can't break through... my hand was outstretched...I let it touch another soul... but again I'm drawn into my corner...again I only pull... ...away...

More Quiz Results
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP) Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal. Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Aussie Aussie Aussie
ok so i know you are in here somewhere,,,, just cant seem to find you where the bloody hell are all the aussies gone???? as we are totally laid back you are all probably sucking back a beer and laughing your arses off at some of the other people in here... well if u r aussie and read this here blog give me a cooee and say gday...

Gwen Stefani (f/ Akon) Lyrics
Heard this song on a nighttime show the other night and I love almost any song that Akon sings in lol and I like Gwen Stefani too ..LOL GWEN STEFANI (f/ Akon) LYRICS The Sweet Escape [Gwen] If I could escape I would but, First of all, let me say I must apologize for acting stank & treating you this way Cause I've been acting like sour milk all on the floor It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold? [CHORUS] If I could escape & recreate a place that's my own world & I could be your favourite girl (forever), Perfectly together Tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape) If I could be sweet, I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change) I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever) We can make it better, Tell me boy wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape) [Akon] I want to get away, to our sweet escape I want to get away, yeah [Gwen] You held me down, I'm at my lowest boiling point

Another Day Another Blog...
Um...NOt Really Sure What To Write TOday...I Fixed My Pix/Profile. I've Been Seriousely Contemplating Getting Rid Of My CT. My Step Sister's To Be Laid To Rest On A Day I Can't Make It To...Which Is Fine Because I Feel So Judmental When I See Her Family. They Desperately Need A Little Taste Of Jesus. Oh Yea...I'm Thinking About Becoming A Leader Of The Local Youth Group...It Was Offered To Me. Sounds Like Fun Lord Knows How I Adore Children. Well I Guess That's It...I'm Still In Love. And It Still Hurts. However, Still A Firm Beleiver That Love Is Dead And/Or Never Existed. But Good News Everyone!! FRIENDSHIP LIVES. WOot Woot, Can You Feel The Friendship...Whoopaty Doo. Agh. I Guess I'd Rather Have Friendship Than Nothing, He Is An Amazing Man And I'll Always Remember That There Are Men Out There Who Treat Women WIth Respect...But They're Across Country Making It Almost Impossible To Be Together. Damn I Hate Love. I Wanna Curb Stomp It. Feel Me?

Wanderings Of The Mind
Lost in the pit of chaos I glance around to see all I know so well. Sorrow, fear, hopelessness, and torment. Oh wait there is loneliness. Seeming to be trapped in this downward spiral. Barely able to raise my head atleast the tears have stopped. Hope and an Angel are all that keep me going. Yet my Angel is so far away I still struggle for her. Hope is a combination of two things blind faith that things will get better and the love still in my heart for one soul out there.

Color Of My Heart
Your Heart Is Blue Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty What Color Heart Do You Have?

Much Ado About Nothing
Sigh no more ladies, sigh no more, Men were deceivers ever, One foot in sea and one on shore, To one thing constant never. Then sigh not so, but let them go, And be you blithe and bonny, Converting all your sounds of woe, Into hey nonny nonny. Sing no more ditties, sing no more, Of dumps so dull and heavy; The fraud of men was ever so, Since summer first was leavy. Then sigh not so, but let them go, And be you blithe and bonny, Converting all your sounds of woe, Into hey nonny nonny.

Midsummer Nights Dream
If we shadows have offended, Think of this, and all is mended, That you have but slumb'red here, While these visions did appear. And the weak and idle theme, No more yielding but a dream, Gentles, do not reprehend. If you pardon, we will mend. And, as I am an honset Puck, If we have uneared luck Now to scape the serpent's tongue, We will make amends ere long; Else the Puck a liar call. So, good night unto you all. Give me your hands, if we be friends, And Robin shall restore amends.

Werewolf
A werewolf is a mythological creature that is sometimes a person and sometimes a wolf, usually believed to prey on people. In different versions of folklore, the werewolf is either a magician or the object of a curse. In much modern literature and film, the werewolf is said to shape-shift under the influence of the full moon and to be vulnerable only to a silver bullet. The word werewolf derives from Old English wer-wulf, meaning "man-wolf." Tales of werewolves abound in cultures from all over Europe, from Russia to England and from Norway to Italy. Werewolves appear in some of the earliest literature of these regions. Because the legend spans such a vast geographical and cultural area, there are many variations. A person may become a werewolf in many different ways, according to different cultures. The curse may be effected by engaging in cannibalism or Satanism. Alternatively, stripping and wearing articles made of wolf skin, drinking water from a wolf's footprint, or being bit

In All
In all the sadness and sorrow of life There is joy and happiness, There are many good things That come from the bad And beauty within every living thing. Glory is always found with beauty, And the two are inseparable. Glory is the happiness in people, Beauty is the joy that people feel. The sadness and sorrow will always be there, But the beauty and glory will shadow it.

Life
i dont know work stinks they have been sending a lot of people home then what am i gonna do? this job was a long shot to begin with and now lay offs already and of course everyone knows it goes by seniority OmG i hate this i will have nothin at all now . maybe i shouldnt jump to conclusions until somethnig like that actually happens but still i dont know maybe welll seee and a certain SOMEONE is madd at me i know it but i dont get why i think its cause we havent talked in a while and i have been so busy and i dont want that person to think i am ignoring them cause im not and well i lost their number but its not my fault i left it on my work desk and now its gone just up n gone and this person wont answer emails from me either what to do i miss them so much and i wanna see them so badd but if they wont anwer my email how am i supposed to call..........

You Were My Baby
My Poem Written 1996 You Were My Baby You Were My Life I Loved You with My Whole Heart But Now You’re Gone And I Will Never See You Again Yes There Are Pictures But One Can Not Embrace and Hug A Picture One Can Not Live With Only a Picture Because You See It’s You I Need

Looking For Hope
Looking for hope amongst the darkness of my soul. The damning conclusions I continue to find leave a bitter taste in my mouth. Searching constantly for the one man in cruel and chaotic world who will love me for me. Unable to be with this man at this time I am left to find hope to carry me through. Is there really much hope for the one who is always bring hope to others? Is there really a place for me in all of this? I miss the days of old where a persons word was still good and people gave a damn about eachother more than a dollar sign. I maybe young in body but not in soul.

Do Me A Favor?
> ATTENTION ONE AND ALL!!!! > > THE DRAGON TATTOO CONTEST IS NOW OPEN AND WILL RUN FOR 5 DAYS... ENDING MONDAY 3/12.... > > I have 22 GREAT entries, so you will have plenty to choose from if you don't have a favorite already... > > The rules are simple.... > > 1. NO DRAMA !!!!! > 2. You may use any means you feel necessary to promote yourself, so long as you are not badmouthing or harassing other contestants. > 3. Those found to be harassing other contestants will be removed from the contest at my discretion (meaning I may wait until the end, after you voted your ass off). > 4. Comment bombing IS allowed and you CAN bomb yourself... > > There will be 2 winners... > 1 winner will be determined by most comments and the other by most rates. > The 2 top prizes will be a diamond ring for the ladies or a men's ring for the guys, and everyone who enters will get something. > Nobody leaves the house of The Big Mike empty handed.... > > HERE'S MY LINK... IF YOU HAVE

Hoping For The Best But Always Ready For The Worst
hoping for the best but always ready for the worst. I was told by a dear friend that my g/f was telling another guy that she loved him. I don't know yet if I believe that. I'm going away for a week and all I can do is give my g/f some space and see what happens when I get back. I have see much and been though even more. So I can do is wait and see and hope she has worked though what she needed too. I hope that my g/f really loves me and wants to be with me. I don't know what will happen but I have been burn before. I well never give up on thing and my heart will always be open and not matter what happens I can and will myself up. It just might take me sometime the reason I haven't been on much is I have been fighting on and of depression and i sorry to my friend but I have just been in no mood but when I have been in the mood no one has been or has wanted to talk. I just hope you all are ok and will understand.

This So Sucks
Why is it that good pets always die way too soon? I just got home from a babysitting job(2 kids from my daycare) and decided to check on my hamster and when I checked her cage she wasn't in her usual spot and i found her at the bottom of her cage and when I picked her up her eyes were like stuck closed and she wasn't acting right so I turned her over and found what looks to be two tumors.

Underworld
Which UNDERWORLD character are you? SELENE: You are selene!Beautiful, vivacious, fierce and seductive, Selene vowed she would destroy Lycans after her family was murdered by the werewolves. So ruthless is she that selene is a member of the Death Dealers. This elite Vampire warrior class's mission is to make the Lycans extinct. Ever wish you could be a vampire?Click Here to cheat death and become a real VAMPIRETake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Fuck Test
Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply... () mean explain 1.Where would we be? []My house []Ur House []Pool []Shower []parents room LOL OTHER....please explain in () 2.What position? []Doggy Style []Missionary []69 []OTHER...() 3.What would you use?? []chains and whips []choc. syrup and whip cream []strawberries and whip cream []cherries and chocolate []ropes and hand cuffs OTHER...() 4.Lights? []ON []OFF 5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN 6.Givin Head? []Yes []No 7.Gettin some head []Yes []No 8.Protection? []Yes []No 9.Day or Night? []DAY []NIGHT 10.What song would we fuck to? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN...... 11.top or bottom []top []bottom 12.Will you repost to see what others say? []YES you better .. REAdY SEt GO!!! []NO

Stand Up For Love By Destiny's Child
This is dedicated to all the children who went through what I did, and to those who are still going through it. May God bless and keep you all! God loves you and so do I. Ernest "King of Hearts" Bethea Beyoncé There are times I find it hard to sleep at night We are living through such troubled times And every child that reaches out for someone to hold For one moment they become my own And how can I pretend that I don't know what's going on? When every second, and every minute another soul is gone? And I believe that in my life I will see(oh yea) An end to hopelessness, of giving up, of suffering CHORUS If we all stand together this one time Then no one wil be left behind Stand up for life Stand up and hear me sing Stand up for love Kelly I'm inspired and hopeful each and everyday That's how I know that things are gonna change So how can I pretend that I don't know what's going on? When every second, with every minute another soul is gone

If I Could Turn Back The Hands Of Time By R. Kelly
Guys, if you need to apologize to your girl, this is the song to do it. Girls, if you need to apologize to your guy, this is the song to do it! I guarantee it! How did I ever let you slip away Never knowing I'd be singing this song some day And now I'm sinking, sinking to rise no more Ever since you closed the door If I could turn, turn back the hands of time Then my darlin' you'd still be mine If I could turn, turn back the hands of time Then my darlin' you'd still be mine Funny, funny how time goes by And blessings are missed in the wink of an eye Why oh why oh why should one have to go on suffering When every day I plead please come back to me If I could turn, turn back the hands of time Then my darlin' you'd still be mine If I could turn, turn back the hands of time Then my darlin' you'd still be mine And you had enough love for the both of us But I, I, I did you wrong I admit I did But now I'm facing the rest of my life alone If I could turn, tur

The World's Greatest By R. Kelly
DEDICATED TO ALL OF LIFE'S CHAMPIONS I am a Mountain, I am a Tall Tree, oh I am a Swift Wind Sweeping the country I am a River, Down in the valley, oh I am a Vision And I can see clearly If anybody asks you who I am, Just stand up tall, look 'em in the face and say CHORUS I'm that Star up in the sky I'm that Mountain peak up high Hey I made it, hmm I'm the World's Greatest I'm that little bit of hope When my back's against the ropes I can feel it, hmm I'm the World's Greatest I am a Giant I am an Eagle oh I am a Lion Down in the jungle I am a Marching Band I am the People oh I am a Helping Hand I am a Hero If anybody asks you who I am, Just stand up talk look 'em in the face and say CHORUS I'm that Star up in the sky I'm that Mountain peak up high Hey I made it, hmm I'm the World's Greatest I'm that little bit of hope When my back's against the ropes I can feel it, hmm I'm the World's Greatest In

Hats Off To Women
Hats Off To Women WOMEN have strengths that amaze men. They carry children, they carry hardships, they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. WOMEN have special qualities about them. They wait by the phone for a "safe at home call" from a friend or relative after a snowy drive home. They volunteer for good causes. They are pink ladies in hospitals, they bring food to shut-ins. They are childcare workers, executives, attorneys, stay-at-home, moms, biker babes and your neighbors. They wear suits, jeans, and they wear uniforms. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up for injustice. They are in the front row at PTA meetings. They vote for the person that will do the best job for family issues. WOMEN walk and talk the extra mile to get their children in the right schools and to get their family the right health care. They w

Why Women Are Evil Bitches!
A new research has found the true cause of aggressive behavior in women. The University of Pittsburgh conducted a study where it was revealed that variations in serotonin receptor gene are closely related to hostility and ill temper in women. As it was previously showed by various researches, the hormone serotonin plays an important part in regulating aggressive behavior for animals and people. Thus the lower level of serotonin, the more are the chances that an individual will show hostility or act in aggressive and anxious manner. The high level of serotonin will contribute to feelings of happiness, emotional gratification and be an effective stress killer. The genetic study of Cardiovascular Behavioral Medicine Program aimed to find scientific proof to the link between alterations in the serotonin receptor 2C gene and aggressive behavior. The research took place in Behavioral Physiology Laboratory at the University of Pittsburgh, where 550 women of European origin were teste

Native American Code Of Ethics
I found this on someone's 360 page and like it..thought I would share it here Native American Code of Ethics These words have helped me many times in my life, my hope is that even if one person reads this and walks away a better person in anyway, that they pass this wisdom along. 1) Rise with the sun to pray. Pray alone. Pray often. The Great Spirit will listen, if you will only speak. 2) Be tolerant of those who are lost on their path. Ignorance, conceit, anger, jealousy and greed stem from a lost soul. Pray that they will find guidance. 3) Search for yourself, by yourself. Do not allow others to make your path for you. It is your road, and yours alone. Others may walk it with you, but no one can walk it for you. 4) Treat the guests in your home with much consideration. Serve them the best food, give them the best bed and treat them with respect and honor. 5) Do not take what is not yours whether from a person, a community, the wilderness or from a cultu

Call'n All Clubhouse Members
SOMEONE HAS TRASHED THE CLUBHOUSE AND IT IS BULL****!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHECK IT OUT FOR YOURSELF!!!!!!!!! THIS IS NOT RIGHT!!!!!!!! IF YOUR NOT CLUBHOUSE CHECK IT OUT U COULD BE NEXT!!!!!!!!! TAMMY PUT ALL THE TIME AND WORK INTO JUST TO HAVE SOMEONE TO DO THIS!!!!!!!!! THIS IS VERY WRONG!!!!

Im Nasty
Scabs and bubble gum penut butter on a toe nail, Flicking buggers in your ginger ale, It's my tang, Bust in your face, Didn't wipe my butt so now it's kinda itchy, Drink douce bags like wine coolers, And throw gang signs for all the old schoolers, I stuck an AK in a hood rat booty, Cause I found out she was a groupie, If I blow ass, You gonna know fast, All of you all gonna need a fuckin gas mask, I'm the yellow shit underneath your armpit, And when i toss that plaque then I spit, I'm like clay, wet, smelly, and gray, I wear the same clothes for every day, Now you can hate me and try to say I'm trashy, And if you go and ask somebody they'll tell you that I'm nasty. I use my boys rubber after him, I ain't paying shit, god its costly, More money and not enough feel, Word to your nedden, Im just tellin it to heal, I suck the puss out my own pimples, And spit it on your ass and fill up the dimples, I'm the lint in your belly button, Fuzzy like

A Mother's Dictionary (borrowed)
A Mother's Dictionary AMNESIA: A condition that enables a woman who has gone through labor to have sex again. BOTTLE: An opportunity for Daddy to get up at 2 am to do the FEEDING DEFENSE: What you'd better have around de yard if you're going to let de children play outside. DROOLING: How teething babies wash their chins. DUMBWAITER: One who asks if the kids would care to order dessert. FAMILY: The art of spacing your children the proper PLANNING distance apart to keep you on the edge of financial disaster FEEDBACK: The inevitable result when the baby doesn't appreciate the strained carrots. FULL NAME: What you call your child when you're mad at him. GRANDPARENTS: The people who think your children are wonderful even though they're sure you're not raising them right. HEARSAY: What toddlers do when anyone mutters a dirty word. IMPREGNABLE: A woman whose memory of labor is still vivid. INDEPENDENT: How we want our children to be as long as they do everything we s

Nine Letters
Claim: The English language has at least one nine-letter word that remains a valid word as each of its letters is successively removed. Status: True. There is a common English word that is nine letters long. Each time you remove a letter from it, it still remains an English word — from nine letters right down to a single letter. What is the original word, and what are the words that it becomes after removing one letter at a time? startling remove the l, and the word becomes: starting remove one t, and the word becomes: staring remove the a, and the word becomes: string remove the r, and the word becomes: sting remove the other t, and the word becomes: sing remove the g, and the word becomes: sin remove the s, and the word becomes: in remove the n, and the word becomes: I

Family
My daughter and granddaughter are up visiting on the days I would otherwise be chatting or posting with all you nutty cherries like me. However, I am just leaving this quck little blog to let everyone know I am still peeking in the website when I am at home and that has not been much lately. However sending my love to all I have become a fan of, friend of, or made part of my family and hoping to make more friends, fans, and family as we go on. have a great week in cherry land.

Everything I Do By Bryan Adams
For what I'm feeling right now, this song fits. FOR KALLY. Look into my eyes - you will see, What you mean to me. Search your heart - search your soul, And when you find me there, you'll search no more. Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for. You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for. You know it's true, Everything I do - I do it for you. Look into your heart - you will find, There's nothin' there to hide. Take me as I am - take my life, I would give it all - I would sacrifice. Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for. I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more. Ya know it's true, Everything I do - I do it for you. There's no love - like your love. And no other - could give more love. There's nowhere - unless you're there. All the time - all the way. Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for. I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more, Yeah, I would fight for you - I'd lie for you. Walk the wire for you - yeah, I'd die for you. Ya

Those Moments
Those Moments Everyday seems about the same to me, I clean and cook and tend to whatever chores there happen to be. Cook three meals and clean up any mess, and not too much happens to bring any real happiness. But then come the moments when there’s just the Lord and me, when He’s inviting others to partake in eternity. When He’s placing the words on my heart to write, when every word I hear brings me absolute delight. The times when nothing else matters accept I do His will, and I know that He has a use for me still. I know that there was a reason for me to be born, that He always knew and He helps me to carry on. You too can have moments that you and He share, when nothing matters but knowing how deeply He cares. You and He can spend those moments all sole alone, when His will for you is what’s being shown. Just repent of your sins and accept your salvation, surrender each day asking for a revelation. Ask

Why Is It......
Okay, have you ever came on "cherrytap" and saw.....people without a some type of clothing on..lol...you got guys without shirts.....and girls with their ass hanging out all over the place and of course don't forget the bosom shot....now, I like to see the opposite sex and all...but, enough is fucking enough already...don't you get kinda tired of a seeing all the flesh....in the pictures?....It seems like some folks rely on their pictures to gain an interest in the fairer sex...male and female......what is the fucking deal people.....can't you have some merit in your words to gain a possible friendship with someone?...Is that so damn hard?....Why do people feel the need to show flesh?..( now I admit I have friends on my list that's just about ass naked.....some might even be...who knows... ).....I wish I could show what's going on my mind.......then how my body looks, now........if you had a weight problem and it took you years to workout....and your proud of it...show it off.....that

Rodney Dangerfield One Liners
WE MISS RODNEY DANGERFIELD My wife only has sex with me for a purpose. Last night she used me To time an egg. It's tough to stay married. My wife kisses the dog on the lips, Yet she won't drink from my glass! Last night my wife met me at the front door. She was wearing a Sexy negligee. The only trouble was, she was coming home. A girl phoned me and said, "Come on over. There's nobody home." I Went over. Nobody was home! A hooker once told me she had a headache. I went to a massage parlor. It was self service. If it weren't for pickpockets, I'd have no sex life at all. I was making love to this girl and she started crying. I said, "Are you going to hate yourself in the morning?" She said, "No, I hate Myself now." I knew a girl so ugly that she was known as a two-bagger. That's When you put a bag over your head in case the bag over her head comes Off. I knew a girl so ugly, they use her in prisons to cure sex Offenders. My wife is such a bad

Dumb Things About Me
DUMB THINGS ABOUT UHave you Everran into a glass/screen door.:YES jumped out of a moving vehicle:NO ran into a tree/bush:YES tried to lick your elbow.:NO tripped on your shoelace and fallen.:YES choked on your own spit:YES seen the Matrix and still don\'t get it.:NO accidentally caught something on fire:YES have caught yourself drooling.:YES fallen asleep in class:YES eaten a bug:YES put your clothes on backwards or inside out:OH YES looked for something but it was in your hand:YES fallen out of your chair:NO Do Youbreak a lot of things.:NO use the word Uhmm alot:UHMN NO tilt your head when you\'re confused:NO repost bulletins cuz your scarred:NO use your fingers to do simple math.:NO just stop thinking:I\'D LIKE TO SOMETIMES know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.:NO that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.:YES tend to laugh alot:NO think your hot:SOMEDAYS YES HasGum has falle

A Special World
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon and holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold gently nestling us to the fold like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong

Have I Ever
Have I Ever Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. And so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some new

I Loved You
I Loved You I thought that you loved me.... you thought I was a whore... we were never meant to be together... I loved you till no end.... you hated me for what I did... people are wondering what happened to us... did we fade? Did we lose interest in one another? What the hell happened to the love we had for each other?

My Best Friend
My Best Friend You stood by me When I needed you the most You held me close When I thought I would break You made sure that everything was alright Every single day of my life I live for the moments we live together For the laughs and the stupid things we do For the great friend you are And for how great we are as a team Sometimes you may think I don't appreciate you But it's just that I can't explain what you mean to me You're the sister I never had The sister I should have had I can't wait 'til we're old And old ladies sitting in the park Remembering all the great times we had We'll grow old together and.. Forever...You will be my best friend

Wanting To Scream
Ok, it’s been a week since I walked off the job after I finally realized that I worked for an contemptuous company. Production supervisor, blah, a regular worker that had a lil title, over worked and underpaid and had to deal with management that did not give a rats ass, and employees looking at me, you are my supervisor why are you not doing anything. Getting to the point telling them ya I know, I hear you, I tell them, they don't listen cause they don’t care, they just want your quota to be up. As I walked out I wanted to scream at these poor workers, LEAVE!!!! Walking out, was the best thing I did while with that blasted bloody company. But Now I sit here realizing, oh shit, I got to look for work again, as I look at my dwindling bank account, looking around my half way through renovations house, wanting to scream Fuck Universe Give Me a Fuckn Break

Because Of You
I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did You fell so hard I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh Every day of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I watched you die I he

Blessings
Palm trees lift their heads up into the blue sky Their faces look to heaven and unto it draw nigh Mountains with broad shoulders hug the earth below In shades of green and purple, the Lord made it so Spectacular sunsets in orange, yellow and red Kiss the evening sky good night as they tuck it in bed Stars dot the nighttime sky like diamonds on display The moon falls prey once more to the first light of day Ocean waves roll in and pound the sandy shore and then race back out again to sea once more The earth brings forth her beauty as the seasons unfold Each one is special when its story is told. All nature is obedient to the Maker's plan Only one creature rebels against it, his name is man God in His heaven looked down upon the earth and provided the way for sinful man to have rebirth. Won't you join nature in the beauty of His plan by accepting Jesus while you still can? Next time you look at nature and mar

~~my Dorm Baby~~
Slamming her car door, Jessi storms into her duplex. It was a horrible day, everything that could go wrong did. First she wakes up two hours late for work. Next her car dies when she tries to leave work. And just ten minutes ago she was pulled over for doing 60mph in a 35mph zone. I should have just called in sick and slept this miserable day away, she thought. Dropping her purse on to the coffee table by her couch, she walks to the bathroom. Stripping her clothes off as she walks down the hallway, she sighs as she steps into her bathroom at the end of the hall. The bathroom was done in black and white linoleum with accents of red around the trimming. Opening the glass door to her garden shower she quickly flips the knobs sending jets of steaming hot water down onto the ceramic floor. Adjusting the cold water so it doesn’t scold her skin, Jessi steps under the jets of water. Why do days like this always happen to me? What did I ever do wrong? She asks herself as she runs the wet

Life Lessons Learned From A Dog
1. If you stare at someone long enough, eventually you'll get what you want. 2. Don't go out without ID. 3. Be direct with people; let them know exactly how you feel by pissing on their shoes. 4. Be aware of when to hold your tongue, and when to use it. 5. Leave room in your schedule for a good nap. 6. Always give people a friendly greeting. A cold nose in the crotch is most effective. 7. When you do something wrong, always take responsibility (as soon as you're dragged shamefully out from under the bed). 8. If it's not wet and sloppy, it's not a real kiss.

Damn Sinuses!!!!!
Well the doctor confirmed my suspicions of a sinus infection but they added an ear infection on top of that with three meds to take care of it in 10 days. Wonderful! So, I'm home trying to breathe and not doing such a good job at it. It sucks being so stopped up. Oh well! Enough whining . . . I'm outta here for a bit. Take care! Sassy

Uuggghhh!!!
MOST MEN SUCK ON CHERRY TAP...NEVER IN MY FUCKING LIFE HAVE I SEEN SO MANY FUCKING FAKES AND LIARS!!!!!!!FUCKING UNREAL...BUT PEOPLE, WELCOME TO THE NET WORLD RIGHT? ITS FUCKING RIDICULOUS...IS THERE A MAN THAT CAN JUST BE THEIR SELF AND NOT TRY TO ACT LIKE MR FUCKING POWERFUL ASSHOLE ON CHERRY TAP?...LOL SO MANY PPL THINK THEY ARE BETTER THAN PEOPLE ON HERE TO...SO IM HERE TO SAY FUCK YOU AND IM GLAD IM NOT FUCKING LIKE YOU....IM A FUCKING REAL PERSON...SO I COME OUT WITH THE BIG SMILE ON MY FACE ..OK IM DONE VENTING...GOOD DAY/NIGHT TO GOOD PEOPLE AND MY DEAR FRIENDS...FUCK OFF ALL OTHERS! MUAHS!

Numb
Drifting in the feilds of green grasses of 3 feet in its glorious height. Passing along the ground as if it were water. Never lying down for a moment to recouperate from the blow. Bloodied and battered. Never loosing the smile on her face. Wind blowing through her hair and taking away the conjunction that lingers in scent. Not a distraction in sight to keep her from moving...Nothing to tell her to stop and wait. If she were to keep walking and proceeding forward she make eventually fall and not be able to get up. Disguised as just a blade of grass....She could keep going as long as no one noticed. Wouldnt matter who yelled or who pleeded for her attention. Its very unlikely anyone would bother in any case. If they did.......it could only be one. Not gonna happen she has told herself. The sky pale blue....heat baring down on her shoulders. Not as if she really needed the weight there...but it came regardless. Walkin away would remain a run through that was never in a motion of her m

God Bless The Usa By Lee Greenwood
May Almighty God Bless these United States of America If tomorrow all the things were gone I'd worked for all my life, And I had to start again with just my children and my wife, I'd thank my lucky stars to be living here today, 'Cause the flag still stands for freedom and they can't take that away. I'm proud to be an American where at least I know I'm free, And I won't forget the men who died who gave that right to me, And I gladly stand up next to you and defend her still today, 'Cause there ain't no doubt I love this land God Bless the U.S.A. From the lakes of Minnesota to the hills of Tennessee, Across the plains of Texas from sea to shining sea. From Detroit down to Houston and New York to L.A., There's pride in every American heart and it's time we stand and say: I'm proud to be an American where at least I know I'm free, And I won't forget the men who died who gave that right to me, And I gladly stand up next to you and defend her still tod

Dear God By Boyz Ii Men
This is a song I need to live up to. Dear God, It's me again...I am so far from where I could have been Dear God, I would be incomplete But you came and touched my life in time of need So I'm thanking you for all you've done And for sacrificing your only son Chorus: That's why I'm writing you this letter To let you know that I love you Thank you for all that I am and for being a friend Lord, my love for you'll never end Dear God, It's Shawn this time...I'm so grateful for the way you've changed my life I'd give all I have, I'd just throw it all away For a chance to walk with you through heaven's gates That's why I'm thanking you for your love and your grace I don't deserve these blessings that you give to me Chorus: That's why I'm writing you this letter To let you know that I love you Thank you for all that I am and for being a friend Lord, my love for you'll never end Interlude: Dear God, As a humble man I come to you like a

Take The Test And Have Fun
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

.,_compilation Of Love Quotes
"..Loving him was one thing i was afraid of..and i was right- it hurts, but i thank him anyway cause i've learned to let go....he taught me what love really is...and now i know- it was not him.."

Insomnia
It gets really old when you need sleep so bad you can't stand it but when you lay down at night to sleep you are wide awake. I am nocturnal and it pisses me off. It is even worse like now when I am on vacation after coming off a 3 week night shift that we normally don't work and am on vacation for the next 2 weeks and I sleep all day and stay awake all night. Can't take ambien because it makes me grouchy as hell. Any suggestions people?

Friend Told Me This
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com 16 looks makes 1 wink 16 winks makes 1 smile 14 smiles makes 1 nod 2 nods makes 1 word 28 words make 1 moonlight meeting 4 moonlight meetings makes 1 kiss 20 kisses makes 1 match what aload of bumkin lol

"gearing Up For Paddy Day"
Gearing Up for Paddy Day So, here I am at work, the day before St. Patrick’s Day. Geared up and ready to go. We are having a little party here at work, it’s been a fun day already and the day has just begun. Shannon is over –flowing with excitement as she has not really had a chance to celebrate St. Patrick’s Day. And I am glad that I am the one who gets to be here to share this day with her. After work the real fun begins. We will all be heading out to dinner and drinks. I think we are going to Aggie’s Steakhouse so those meat eaters can have their thrills. hehehe Then it’s on to Murphy’s bar where we shall drink the night away. Pool, Darts, Fuse ball and well, Guinness of course! During the night we will be heading over to the tattoo shop so that I can get the next installment of IrishChiks tattoos. I think the piece I have settled on will be a Celtic band on my wrist. I have decided to intertwine the letter M into it as well. So, why the letter M you ask? As this St Patr

Taking Some Time Off
dear friends and the rest , ah well in the last last six weeks ive traveled from miami to north west most washingtonfrom east to west north to south and all i can say is god what a country we live in!!! from beutiful mountains to beaches!! i know why people tavel in those dreaded irratting slow moving motor homes now lol!!!well all is good here hope to get back to all my friends soon got to get back to mama says ive been gone to long to keep playing on this computer thing lol will update more photos soon fromm my travels so yall can see things ive gotten to see to!1 well catch yall later.

Old Jokes New Twists
1 Knock, knock who's there ? your mothers a whore! 2 How many pollocks does it take to screw in a light bulb? Just one... there not retarded.. you raciest fuck. 3 A man needs a place to stay for the night. He goes to this farm house and the farmer says,"you can stay at place but I have these three holes in the hall don't put your dick in um". The man says,"why not"? The farmer says," Cuz it's a hole in a wall; you sick bastard".

To Let Go
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ To Let Go ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ To let go doesn't mean to stop caring; it means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to enable but to allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To let go is not to try to change or blame another; I can change only myself. To let go is not to care for, but to care about. To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes; but to allow others to affect their own outcomes. To let go is not to be protective; it is to permit another to face reality. To let go is not to deny, but to accept. To let go is not to adjust to everything to my desires; but to take eac

Just Something I Thought Of. Tell Me What You Think.
The gentle summer breeze caresses the young womans body as she is kneeling, awaiting with anticipation of what is to come. She knows he will be there soon,but not knowing exactly when he will arrive.For she is as instructed to be.She is blindfolded with her hands behind her back,buttocks lightly touching her heels.She is awaiting the her Master,awaiting the touch that she knows will come.Yet when the touch comes.She is startled,but stays still.She feels the touch again and stays still trying to figure out what it is.Again she feels the caress across her bare breast,down across her stomach,down across her thighs,then up over her shapely buttocks. She is holding her breath as she feels it caress her back,up over her shoulders and gently against her cheek.She then realizes what it is.For she smells the hint of leather.She knows it the whip that her Master had specially made for her.Master lightly touches her shoulder,she knows what is expected of her.She leans forward and offers her bar

I Wish
I wish that I could be with you And hold you in my arms, Whisper all my love to you And kiss away your tears. I wish that I could take your cares And put them all away, Neatly folded into drawers While pleasure lights your smile. I wish that joy could step inside Your heart and stay awhile, And all the rain could turn into A rainbow in the sun. And all our loneliness like mist Could fade into the blue, A memory of sad, hard times That happened long ago. But I cannot come home right now, And you cannot come here; And so our dreams must be the fields On which we laugh and play. If life cannot be what we want, It will, it will be so; For love can turn the harshest light To gold through sheer affection

Dammit
Iv been held in the inside for 2 long not letting go of all I hold writhing, its like poison flowing through my veins, a slow and yet fully unchangable pain of influence heats at my heart and swallows my soul into a deep and vast gap of hate. The light that once guided me through this dark tunnel beaneath the ground is slowly fading it is leaving me and trapping me within this dark prison, I have done all I can do 2 watch my soul be eaten away piece by piece and my heart was ript outta my chest like a monster in the night when it hunts its prey, for there is no escape from this long a dark path that I must take all those it feels like I have lost this war it has only begun because from within I have started 2 change, My heart has turned from its loving was a died within my chest and my soul has crept into the night and left me with this utter feeling of darkness, I pray 2 the darkness and let it give me strength 2 take back what is mine and hold those who ripped away my heart and soul

A Funny List Of Dumb Laws In The United States A's
Alabama • A 1950 anti-obscenity law in Irondale, Ala., prohibited any showing of anyone nude or "in a substantially nude state" except a babe in arms. • Anniston: You may not wear blue jeans down Noble Street. • An ordinance in Linden, Ala., provided that all women of "uncertain chastity" had to be off the streets by 9 p.m. • Bear wrestling matches are prohibited. • Boogers may not be flicked into the wind. • Children of incestuous couples are deemed legitimate. • Dominoes may not be played on Sunday. • Hunting is not allowed on Sunday. • Incestuous marriages are legal. • It is illegal for a driver to be blindfolded while operating a vehicle. • It is illegal to impersonate a person of the clergy. • It is illegal to maim oneself to escape duty. • It is illegal to stab yourself to gain someone's pity. • It is illegal to wear a fake moustache that causes laughter in church. • It is legal to drive the wrong way down a one-way street if you have a lantern attached

Warped And Twisted
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted. © Andi 2006

Ct Gets Prominent Place In National Puerto Rican Day Parade
CT gets prominent place in national Puerto Rican Day Parade (WTNH, Jan. 30, 2006 5:00 PM) _ They say everyone loves a parade and that will be especially true this year for Connecticut's Puerto Rican population. by News Channel 8's Ann Nyberg The State of Connecticut is going to have a prominent place in this year's national Puerto Rican Day parade in New York. The chairman of the parade committee presented Governor Jodi Rell with a Puerto Rican flag today and said the honor is being bestowed because of the estimated 200-thousand-plus state residents who trace their lineage to the island. Ralph Morales, National Puerto Rican Day Parade Inc., says,"The board of directors has decided that this year's honor, of having the parade dedicated to them, along with a municipality of Puerto Rico. Every year we dedicate the parade to a municipality and a state. This year's honor and dedication goes to the state of Connecticut." The Puerto Rican City of Florida will share the

Grandfather Sayz...
grandfather says strength is what you need grandfather says get ready for tomorrow, today grandfather says they will speak words that will cut you like a knife grandfather says if you are weak, then the words will kill you grandfather says my words, are strange now grandfather says oneday, someone will cross you path speak a few words, that will take your life if you are stupid, you will quit living and because of it, you will turn to what they want you will drink, you will cause trouble you will rebel agains all you have learned and then you will become, that one guy you will lose your name, and they will laugh at you then, you will begin to not care, you will begin to hate that will take your life, it will be your leader as you follow it to the end of your days GRANDSON, it doesnt mean you cant change that becomes your quest now, nothing, I mean NOTHING we can do to help you make up your mind to come home as y

I Know, I Try
I know I try still, you dance in my mind every time I close my eyes I see you, staring back at me and my heart skips, it cant be then silence before the THUMP just say it, you know I will jump and fall, all over again for you this love I feel, from the depth is TRUE I know when you think your feel'n me, everytime you blink how could I control this, strong emotions this love, so deep like the oceans all is hidden, the beauty beneath oneday, it will escape, so grit your teeth then, I will not let go, keep you here in my heart, in my life, always so near as I hold you in my arms, this love I feel we never really touched, becomes so real it has been right from the start, yet is the reason you stay so far away, I bet I gamble my life, if I lose, at least I never will live to feel the pain, the hurt, forever as the days go by I try I know only when I close my eyes, I feel you reaching then I wanna tell you, I

Martin Named King Of Puerto Rican Parade New York City's
NEW YORK Mar 15, 2007 (AP)— Ricky Martin, Puerto Rico's all-time top-selling artist, added a new honor to go with his multiple Grammy awards on Thursday he was named king of the 50th annual National Puerto Rican Day Parade in New York. Parade organizers said the honor recognizes Martin's musical success and his efforts to fight the exploitation of children worldwide. "He has always expressed his pride as a Puerto Rican and a Latino," parade committee president Madelyn Lugo said in a news release. "He has served as one of our greatest ambassadors, and we can't think of a better role model to honor as the King of the Parade." Martin, named Person of the Year in 2006 by the Latin Recording Academy, accepted with gusto. "I am honored and very humbly accept the invitation to participate in the 50th anniversary of the national Puerto Rican parade," he said. Lugo said that while the parade has awarded other titles before such as grand marshal and padrino, or godfather, this ye

Doctor's Office
I went to the doctor's office because of course I was sick. My head felt like someone hit me aside the head with a frying pan, my ears were hurting and so was my throat. It hurt to swallow (back off preverts) so then I just waited for them to call me. The doctor called me in and did a check up. He rubbed the front part of my neck and asked "Does this hurt?" I twicthed and repiled "Yea" and then he "massaged" my ears, I didn't reply yes this time I jumped out of the examining bed and screamed "OWWWWWWW MUTHA FUCKAAAAA" The doctor said I have a bad case of a ear infection. I should be better in two weeks, if not that come back and see us. Two weeks? Last ear infecton I had lasted 3 weeks. O.o...something tells me it's gonna be one of those

Saturday 3/18/07
I think I'm going to use this blog entry to write about the mumm about one of the comments in the embalming or natural mumm. The comment made was that cremation is painful, and I have to agree that even though if you're dead you obviously aren't going to feel anything, but to me just the thought of having your body burnt down to ashes and bone fragments is kinda disturbing, although I do have to say that having a loved one's ashes in an urn or some other type of container as a keepsake or whatever you want to call it, is nice. I think for me personally, that I'm going to have myself buried in the ground and become an organ donor so that I can help someone else that might not otherwise have a chance at life, or might not be able to live a long life due to an accident or other type of injury. Well, I think I will end this entry here, I just wanted to write my thoughts down on the subject. Have a great day all.

These Guys Were A Cut Above The Rest
Men sentenced for running castration 'dungeon' WAYNESVILLE, North Carolina (AP) -- Three men, including a former Topeka resident, accused of operating what police described as a sadomasochistic "dungeon" that included castrations have been sentenced to jail time. Richard Peter "Master Rick" Sciara, his partner of 20 years Michael Mendez, and the man they called their slave, Danny Carroll Reeves, pleaded guilty to felony castration and maiming. Sciara had worked as a physician's assistant at the Colmery-O'Neil VA Medical Center in Topeka from February 1976 to June 1999. Superior Court Judge Dennis Winner said it was difficult to call the dungeon's willing patients "victims," but he said six castrations performed there were certainly a crime. "I think this is a type of perversion that cannot be tolerated by society," Winner said during a sentencing hearing Thursday. In plea bargains, Sciara, 62, was sentenced to a year in prison, though he has served all but two weeks of that tim

Bong Hits For Jesus!
"Jesus is coming. . . .Hurry up everyone! Look busy!" High court takes 'Bong Hits for Jesus' case By Bill Mears CNN Washington Bureau WASHINGTON (CNN) -- The Supreme Court entered into a free-speech dispute Friday involving a high school student suspended over a "Bong Hits 4 Jesus" banner. The justices accepted an appeal from a school board in Juneau, Alaska, after a federal appeals court allowed a lawsuit by the family of Joseph Frederick to proceed. Frederick was suspended in 2002 after he unfurled the 14-foot-long banner -- a reference to marijuana use -- just outside school grounds as the Olympic torch relay moved through the Alaskan capital headed for the Winter Games in Salt Lake City, Utah. "Bong," as noted in the appeal filed with the justices, "is a slang term for drug paraphernalia." Even though Frederick was standing on a public sidewalk, school officials argue that he and other students were participating in a school-sponsored event. They had bee

Secret Feelings (wrote 11-23-1990)by: Outlaw Angel
Secret Feelings between us is shared This time will my heart be spared. Secret feelings we can't let show special feelings no one can know. Secret feelings no on can see Can there ever be you and me.

From The "sex & Love" Column. .
Strut and swagger hold sway over the opposite sex By Owen Moritz New York Daily News March 19, 2007, 10:46 AM EDT NEW YORK -- It's not just what you've got, it's how you move it that gets the other sex's heart racing, according to a study by a pair of psychology professors. New York University's Kerri Johnson and Louis Tassinary of Texas A&M University, conducted studies among scores of subjects to try to identify "particular body cues" -- beyond their looks -- that make men and women attractive. Their conclusion, published in the Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences: Shape is important, but it's the wiggle in women and the strut in men that are the most powerful "cues" to their attraction. Studying the reaction of more than 700 people to shadow figures, videos of humans in motion and a variety of animations, the researchers found that females were rated "more attractive" if their hips swayed as they walked, while males were ranked highest if they displa

I Can't Wait (by Outlaw Angel)
I cant wait till that special night when you take away all my fright. I cant wait till you kiss me and set all my feelings free. I cant wait till we finally touch and I can say "I Love you very much" Yes I cant wait till that day So things will finally go our way.

Surrender To Me
Fly with me to parts unknown Explore the depths of passion Only two can truly share Meld our minds, our bodies As we quench the thirst, the hunger The passion rising swiftly Like a child's frustration Building to a frenzy Urging for surrender Surrender to me your heart Surrender to me the passion At your inner core I will hold you close Your passion twisting Swirling between us Until it surrenders to me In a union of minds and bodies

A Poo On The End Of A Word
Latest craze of my little munchkins.. I've just gotten them off to school and we have this little joke where we'll say "goodnight" instead of 'goodbye' and this morning they've added a "poo" on the end of it.... So in the morning it's "Goodnight-poo" followed by an attempt at a kiss (I say attempt because at this moment they're giggling uncontrollably). Now I'm "Mum-poo", so I've noticed. Kids eh.

I Was Inspired To Post My Poetry On Beauty While Looking At Pictures Here On Ct
Hair that falls and frames the face Angelic features in their place Catching my eye and hold my gaze Wild tresses that do completely amaze For the set off the beauty so naturally I hold my wonder at all that can be For beauty is only skin deep is true Yet for me only the messy will do No reason and rhyme can ever explain Why wild haired beauty ignites the flame That burns inside with deepest desire That wild hair beauty set my soul on fire R. Thomas Dinsmore The poetry of beauty She sits and looks at me with eyes that do ensnare my soul I think of her and wonder if her smile she does control This silent siren that leads the heart to thoughts of wildness how would beauty feel if I did hold her in my sweet caress on to the next stop and find if the world does rise on her I sit here and stare into beauty's eyes till all the worlds a blur A private world of peace and happiness for only two to share Seeking the wonder of her soul and finding none to compare

More Words
Desire to hold you close at night For in my dreams you feel so right As we touch and kiss so deep Love the envy of angels who weep Passions that build the hottest fire Swept away both in the moments desire Caught up in the act as the waves consummate The rhythm of lust at climaxes sweet gate Two as one in all ways for all time This is the dream of our love sublime By R. Thomas Dinsmore Dreams Sweet seduction in her smile Lost in the rapture of her style Eyes that call in strong desire Looks that set my soul on fire Wanting, needing, starving for touch Confused as to why I want so much Things in life beyond my reach Learning lessons none can teach Fantasies that run through the mind Satisfaction never to be my find Yet as a moth drawn to a flame The wild heart is hers to tame Submission of the burning soul Giving in and filling the hole Never has one fit desires image so well Envy makes another’s life a living hell Knowing the one that they care

Looking Back(poem#5)
Looking back you see mistakes and bridges you have burned yet of lifes little lessons there were good things that you learned. Looking back you see the faces of people who's crossed your path some of them you gave your heart and some you gave your wrath. Looking back you see the man you saved that special love for you married became his wife and are happy ever after.

Chinese Proverbs
CHINESE PROVERBS *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Virginity like bubble, one prick, all gone. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run in front of car get tired. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run behind car get exhausted. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok . *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with one chopstick go hungry. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. * ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Panties not best thing on earth! But next to best thing on earth. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Wife who put husb

Common Sense Quiz...
1.Why is it illegal for somebody living in South Dakota to be buried in North Dakota? (think about it really hard) >>>>> >>>> >>> >> >> >> >> >> >> > > > > > The answer is: because they are living 2. What is greater than god, more evil than the devil, the rich need it, the poor have it, if you eat it you'll die? >>>> >>> >> >> >> >> >> >>> >>> >> >> > > > the anwer is: Nothing 3. There's a farmer and his hired hand carrying sacks of grain to a barn. The farmer carries 1 sack of grain and the hired hand carries 2 sacks. The farmers load is heavier..how could that be? >>>>> >>>> >>>> >>> >> >> >> >>> >> >> >> > > > > The answer is: Because the hired hand is only carrying 2 "sacks" both empty. 4.OK pretend your a bus driver, 2 kids get on the bus, 4 more get on, 5 get off, 8 get on, 18 get on at the next stop, 3 get off, and 6 more get on. What color are the bus driv

Daylight
i slowly opened my eyes to peer at the world a smile crossed my face i have finally beaten the demon struck it back to where it lied while i rested it came to wrestle with my head to take hold of my heart ir ripped off my wings to stop me from flying it stole my breathe to stop me from breathing it took my heart to stop me from loving from loving myself and others it took my eyes to stop me from seeing it stole my ears to stop me from hearing it broke me down to stop me from being free it made me cry neverending tears ran down my face right where i was in the dark where i belonged a broken shell in a million pieces a unyeilding pain tore through me stripping me bare racking my soul so i fought and i fought hard i gave the demon all i had to break free from my hell to become stronger because i found you i fought for you i wrestled till there was nothing left to find the daylight to wake beside you with this smile knowing i conquered my

Iraq And Afghanistan
I was watching Real Time with Bill Maher the other night (I've been stewing on this since Friday night) and an interesting point about sacrifice and the war was made. When you think about it only a small number of Americans have truly sacrificed for the War in Iraq and the War on Terror esp. when you look back at previous wars, most notably World War II. World War II was won largely because of the sheer industrial strength of the United States. People were willing to give up certain goods so that they could help win the war. For example auto manufactures switched many of their plants to produce tanks, jeeps, planes, etc so that the soldiers had all the equipment (and then some) that they needed when they needed it. Jump to today. Why are the major auto companies laying people off, recording profit losses, and closing plants when there is a very large and very rich consumer (the U.S. military) who desperately needs, both at home and abroad, the goods these companies can produce rapidly

My Job. . .
I got an email first thing this morning indicating that I would now be in charge of training an outside vendor on how to essentially do my job. Remember the scene in Office Space when everyone has to re-interview for their job? This is like that, but worse. Why hire a vendor if you're going to just have to train them and then have the in-house person that used to do the job manage them? So you can pay double what you used to for the same product and have it done by someone with no experience? Grrr...

So...
Chris' friend dropped by the salon last night. I haven't laughed like that in a hard time. This kid had me laughing so hard about the most random stuff. I think one of the funnier things was when he was talking about the Killswitch show at the Palladium. Very Random and very funny. And dog bites! hahahahahaha!!!! One of the things I laughed about on the way to work this morning. I love randomness and he's super random. =)

Stalin Comes To California
http://www.uclaprofs.com/articles/dirtythirty.html This group of radical right alumni have decided that it is their duty to expose professors who, in their opinion, are too liberal. This in it's self is not a problem. What is a problem is that this group has decided it is their duty to strong arm these professors into either changing the way they teach, get them fired, or harass them into quitting. The leader of this group, Andrew Jones, has decided to pay students to gather information on any teacher they believe to be too left in their teaching. http://www.uclaprofs.com/studentshelp.html To summarize their criteria for what they consider valid proof. A student must have "Full, detailed lecture notes, all professor-distributed materials, and full tape recordings of every class session, for one class." Andrew Jones is an example, and not even an extreme example, of the tactics the radical right has resorted to. In Ohio evangelical preachers are threatening their cong

Great Career Choice
An old southern country preacher from Georgia had a teenage son named David and it was getting time the boy should give some thought to choosing a profession. Like many young men, the boy didn't really know what he wanted to do, and he didn't seem too concerned about it. One day, while the boy was away at school, his father decided to try an experiment. He went into the boy's room and placed on his study table four objects: a Bible, a silver dollar, a bottle of whisky, and a Playboy magazine. "I'll just hide behind the door," the old preacher said to himself, "and when he comes home from school this afternoon, I'll see which object he picks up. If it's the Bible, he's going to be a preacher like me, and what a blessing that would be! If he picks up the dollar, he's going to be a businessman, and that would be OK, But if picks up the bottle, he's going to be a no-good drunkard, and, Lord, what a shame that would be. And worst of all, if he picks up that magazine he's gonna be

Warning Labels For Men
Warning Labels That Should Be Attached To Men By StrangeDog May cause unwanted pregnacy Odor and Sound are a normal part of operation Attractive women will cause sudden stops May be pacified by televised sports Also available in Sober Erectile dysfunction not covered under warrranty Consumption of beer may cause him to think he can sing Warning, certain objects are smaller than described Do not remove shoes without appropriate protective equipment Noxious gases may be released from rear without warning

Untitled
We no longer live in a world of free thinking, instead we are lead by the media and the Jews who control it. No longer are we able to stand up and speak out against the atrocities which are committed against us on a daily basis, no longer can we seek guidance from the very people we place into positions of power and we as a nation have lost all hope for standing alone and cutting all ties with Israel and their war tendencies. Today we as a nation no longer are allowed to have a sense of self worth and a sense of isolationist policies, no longer are we allowed to pick and choose which laws we pass and which laws we enforce. Today we as a nation are becoming weaker by the minute, we are loosing good men and women in protecting Israel and we are being lead by a politician who has very little clue as to what he is doing. I do believe that he is a half way decent war president, but I do not agree with his argument to supply more funds instead of pulling our hard working life risking men

Fiend
Maybe if i forget everybody else will to, Everything changed when I lost you. I couldn't slang no more, all I had was pain anymore. At the pool hall, people asking if I am gonna hit, if he talks shit. I couldn't hear the words, I was way to lit. Oxy's in my blood, bud in my brain. Huffin duster in the truck, Didn't give a fuck. Backed off from my friends, left all the fiends. Ended up in church, restin' on my knees. Beggin' for forgiveness, infront of everybody. I could feel it all leave my body. Got back in the car, didn't know what to do. I wasn't addicted. But damn I was evicted. So I drove up the spot, the spot my Moms showed me, She swore she felt God in those mountains. I sat there and drank my Turkey like it came out a fountain. Tighted my hand around the cross hanging from my neck, Wondering who the fuck was gonna die next. This fiend has lost everything, family, friends and even his addictions. but all he wishes for, is somebody to listen. to hear his a

To All Full Blooded Bikers
If u have ever been to a Bikers Motor Cycle Club hose then u would understand and I have been to tons of them and they are all the same a clubhouse is not a Bar u can't sell booze but yet u can drink and give a donation to the club.The club house is a place for bikers and friends to hang out in and disgust bissness people stroll in and out of the club there is no sit hours at any Clubhouse in this world.Club house cherry tap is not a bar it's a clubhouse

Update
Well,, my son had a great day...We all went out fer dinner,, A friend of ours gave him $5 and of course it's gone already...lol... came home had a slice of cake and he opened his gifts which I've got pictures of,,, (TEE HEE) anyways he's happy and thats all that matters to me....

Ct Marriages
Ok, now the ignorant one speaks... What purpose this serve? Who started it? Is this another cute, but dumb American thing like My Chemical Romance or Troll pen toppers(then again that has a cool factor)? Is there a such thing as CT polygamy? Who's the friggin minister? Is he Jewish? Perhaps from one of those nondenomunational superchurches on the web? No children? Great! No CT child support...Or maybe somebody gets the Neopets. Alimony? I'm not going to imagine that! Like Britney bald...Not Cool(then again at least she's divorcing K-Fed cuz that marriage was UNHOLY)! But really folks... Me, if I were in a CT marriage, I BETTER get a piece of ass on the daily and not a cyberfuck(well, I'll compromise for daily nude pix and a lil webcam action when she doesn't feel like it--isn't marriage all about compromise?).

Story Of Us ~part 1
It was a Friday night and I was on my way out the door to see a school play when I received a “Friend Request” from some guy (who by the way had a cute picture), with time being limited I went a head and added him and figured that I would check out his page later and if I didn’t approve I would delete him then; plus I wanted to see if he would send me a message and/or what he had to say. I wasn’t able to check out his page until the next day… and honestly, with the stuff that he had on the page I would never had added him, it was a little extreme. If you know me and I hope you all do, you know that I am pretty traditional, conservative and down to earth…not crazy, wild and spontaneous. It was three days later, no comment from him and I was bored going through my “friend list” when I came across some blogs Ken has posted. You have to have permission to read most of them and I noticed that he was online; so me being the curious person that I am sent him a message asking what they were

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Massacre
You are very swell with your deceiving ways As you lie beneath your restless breath Don't mind what the weak say But massacre the ones you betray In your profound reckless meaning of love It's not what you think it to be Cheat me out of life Bruise me black and blue Take away the compassion Once had for a world like this Pathetic is what I think of you When you reign down from your thrown Assassination comes to mind With your spirit bleeding pure Across the ocean your blood spreads because of me I am happy I am happy to see you bleed Bleed and scream out for me For the agony that you bestow upon yourself Scream and cry for the lust you beheld Rip your insides out Feel the grace of hell within you Embrace it Feel the wrath of your heart aching Breaking into sheer thoughts of hallucinations Become drunk in your own disasters I did not mean for it to be this way Your broken body looks sweet to me Your bloody floors excite me Rushing through like a wind in

Crap
With all this other bs in my life I totally forgot I have a fine payment to make tomorrow. It is only $66.00 but I still don't have it. What am I going to do? I can't go to jail or things will only get worse I got an extention till next week Thursday!!!

I Almost Got A Tattoo Last Night...
Last night I went to a local tattoo parlor to see how much it'd be to get this tattoo:(It's the sigil for Lucifer.)However, they wanted more money than I can afford right now, so I'll be getting it later.(When I asked the man and woman there how much it'd be, the guy asked what it was. I said, "Lucifer's symbol," and the woman said, "Hell YEAH!") Instead, I got a candle-making kit from WalMart and tried making my first candle last night. When I get home, I'll see if I need to add any more wax...tag: tattoo, satan, satanic, satanism, satanist, religion, candle -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Saying Hi
This is my first blog and i really dont know what to say.So ill do it my way so here it goes.I want to welcome you all to my world it gets crazy here at timesw but its mine and i love it. I want to invite you all to vist me here a C.T and say hello dont be shy i dont bite "Unless you want me to ". I hope evryone had a great HUMP DAY AS WELL. aND WHEN YOU STOP BY ASK ME ABOUT MY WRESTLEMANIA PICKS IM SURE YOULL BE SURPRIZED. SEE YA SOON

Disapointed
I am so bummed, I have had a map on my page for some time now and only 1 person has taken the time to sign it, wich tells me that most of the people that has rated my profile has not actually took the time to read my page and that is a little disapointing to me. I am not just here for points or rateings , I really am here to meet new people from all over the world.. so if you take the time to pull my page up, PLEASE take the time to actually read it.. and I know some of you have because I have talked to you about things in my profile and I want to say thanks to all of you, and I hope to meet alot more of new friends soon!!!

How Smart Are You?
I got 10 of 11 correct! (It scores automatically, so if you decide to change your answer, it won't affect your score as it's already been counted) http://www.mikescomputerinfo.com/inteltest.htm

A Heart's Only Belief
“A Heart’s Only Belief” There’s a stillness in the air, though my heart beats fast. For I can find no inner peace and there’s no escaping the past. I want to let go of you to move on to better things. To delude this emptiness that only your memory brings. It’s been so long, you should be far from my mind. But looking close upon my heart, your name I still find. I’m left with questions that will forever be unanswered. And a burning in my soul, that my heart finds absurd. I want you and need you, more than the air I breath. For I love you as if it’s the only thing I’m capable to believe. Original Poem by The one and only Eli

Over Sexed Doctor
Doctor Dave had sex with one of his patients and felt guilty all day ong. No matter how much he tried to forget about it, he just couldn't. The guilt and sense of betrayal was overwhelming. But every once in a while he'd hear an internal, reassuring voice in his head that said: Dave, don't worry about it. You aren't the first medical practitioner to have sex with one of their patients and you won't be the last. And you're single. Just let it go, Dave." But invariably another voice in his head would bring him back to reality whispering: Dave.............................. Dave........... You're a Veterinarian, you sick bastard!

Chapter 4 { The Invisibel Man
IV. MR. CUSS INTERVIEWS THE STRANGER I have told the circumstances of the stranger's arrival in Iping with a certain fulness of detail, in order that the curious impression he created may be understood by the reader. But the excepting two odd incidents, the circumstances of his stay until the extraordinary day of the Club Festival may be passed over very cursorily. There were a number of skirmishes with Mrs. Hall on matters of domestic discipline, but in every case until late April, when the first signs of penury began, he over-rode her by the easy expedient of an extra payment. Hall did not like him, and whenever he dared he talked of the advisability of getting rid of him; but he showed his dislike chiefly by concealing it ostentatiously, and avoiding his visitor as much as possible. "Wait till the summer," said Mrs. Hall, sagely, "when the artisks are beginning to come. Then we'll see. He may be a bit overbearing, but bills settled punctual is bills settled punctual, whatever you'd

Fighting A Battle (poem #278)
I'm fighting a battle to win your heart To Keep my world from being torn apart. I'm fighting a battle to keep you by my side. To be without you my heart would die. I'm fighting a battle I hope not to lose I pray that it's me your heart will choose.

We Love (outlaw Angel)
We love someone and pray for the same And yet to many it's just a game. We love with our hearts open wide And yet maybe we should hide. We love with all we have to give Because without love we can't live.

"deeply In Love "
This is dedicated to someone and the person knows who they are... no name is needed "DEEPLY IN LOVE " From the moment I wake up ti'll the time I go to sleep. Even in my dreams my love for you runs deep. It runs deeper than the ocean It runs deeper than the sea. Each day that I miss I will make it up time three. If it takes my whole life ti'll the day I pass away. I'll make sure to keep you happy each and every day. When I finally get to see you your beautiful face aglow. I'm going to hold you in my arms and never let you go. The day I get back home I won't know what to do. But one thing I do know Im still "Deeply In Love "with you.

Stuffed Animals
Stuffed Animals A guy met a girl at a nightclub, and she invited him back to her place for the night. When they arrived at her house, they went right into her bedroom. The guy saw that the room was filled with stuffed animals. There were hundreds of them all over the place. Giant stuffed animals were on top o the wardrobe. Large stuffed animals were on the book shelves and the window ledge, and a lot of smaller stuffed animals were on the bottom shelf. Some time later, after they had sex, the guy turned to the girl and asked, "So.... How was I?" "Well," she giggled, "You can take anything from the bottom shelf."

Bittersweet Addiction
Bittersweet Addiction Love is a game in which a heart is betrayed.. Tattered upon the floor, beaten and frayed.. Barely beating in defense of this cruel infliction.. Listlessly indulging in this bittersweet addiction.. Through the torment and despair in which it is born.. It lusts with hunger, for this dangerously vicious storm.. There is no victory, when your own heart deludes.. Only emptiness is present when the battle concludes.. So my soul is in turmoil, for is it worth the despair.. To enter a crusade, in which the wages are unfair.. So much to lose, barely a drop of happiness to gain.. My heart sacrificed bliss and received nothing but pain.. Beating as if condemned, with no prospect of salvation.. It’s sentenced to an eternity of solitude and deprivation.. Original Poem By The one and only Eli

Hiloriously Interesting (yes I Meant Hilorious With An O)
I saw this bulletin of the Sparta guy yelling with his face put in different pics...I must say I pretty much laughed my flippin ass off. Besides that I had an ok day. More about it here.

Just Another Asskicker!
HEY, WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO? KICK MY ASS? PEOPLE ARE DOING THAT AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER; YOU AIN'T NOTHING! From the movie: Animal Factory Written by: Edward Bunker Directed by: Steve Buscemi

Top 10 Famous Last Words
1) "I should never have switched from Scotch to Martinis" Humphrey Bogart (199-1957) 2) "These curtains are killing me - one of us has got to go" Oscar Wilde (1854-1900) 3) "Channel Five is all shit,isnt it? Christ, the crap they put on there" Adam Faith (1949-2003) watching tv in hospital. 4) "Dont you dare ask god to help me" actress Joan Crawford (1905-77) to her maid as she began to pray. 5) "Hurry up you bastard - i could kill 10 men while you're fooling around!" US serial killer Carl Panzam (1891-1930) prior to his execution 6) "Dont let it end like this. Tell them i said something" Mexican revolutionary Pancho Villa (1878-1923) 7) "I did not know that we had ever quarrelled" American author Henry David Thoreau (1817-1862) when urged to make peace with god 8) "I'm warning you boys im a screamer" Davy Crockett (1786-1836) prior to his execution 9) "Now now, my good man this is no time for making enemies" Voltaire (1694-1778) when asked to renounce Satan

The History Of Jolene (jojo)
Were you a planned baby? Noooooo not by a long shot! Were your parents married when you were born? Hell no. He was 15 and she was 17 *lol* My mom robbed the cradle! What is your birth date? June 8th Part 2: THE FAMILY Are your parents married or divorced? Depends on which set of parents you're talking about. My birth parents never married. My birth mom then got married and divorced and is now remarried to someone for the last 25yrs or so. My adoptive parents divorced a few years ago and my adoptive dad remarried a couple summers ago. An only child? I have no siblings by blood. I have 2 step-brothers from my birthmom/stepdad, 3 siblings from my adoptive parents and 3 step-siblings from my adoptive dad/stepmom. 8 siblings in all. If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest? I'm smack dab in the middle! Which parent do you get along with best? My adoptive mom Do you have step-parents? Yes, a few.. Part 3: THE FRIENDS What do you like to d

Hello Morning
I didn't sleep a wink last night. My life is so messed up right now and I just acted like a complete fool. Some guy made me feel like shit. I don't know why I let him get to me but I did. Oh well yesterday is over and tomorrow will never be here all we have is today.

Poem: Intoxifing Beauty
I like to write poetry once in a while, if you like this one you might like other poems I have written which are published on poetry.com just look up my name Kristina Howden in the search to find them. I guess you can rate them on that site now too. Intoxifing Beauty For those that enjoy real beauty God has given through life. The world is filled with beauty And soothing sounds of tranquility The blossoms are sweet of fragrence Making life worth living eternity Water stirs up echoes of yesterday While a breeze sways to tomorrow Cool beams of moonlight retires As daylight reserects from sorrow The right time of peace has come A leaf has fallen to destiny Replenishing life with it's own death So that beauty remains unto many Spring awakend the birth of flowers To bring fruit to the hungry land Seasons of quenching rain have come For it is mother natures helping hand Lucious and ripe the fruit becomes The flesh juicy, tastey, and taunting Dancing seductiv

How'z It Go'in?
How'z it go'in? lol, lifelover here, just pass'in through :P. oops, there's another cool person! Wait a minute! Come back here! lol laterz :P :D If your wondering aroung the internet aimlessly, come check my other sites out! :D http://www.hoverspot.com/justthetunesandi or http://www.myspace.com/justthetunesandi

I Don't Understand
I don't understand were some of these family come up with there name mostly the ones for outcast?? I can understand the need belong but point of an outcast is to find othe outcast not to just be a part of some but to be apart of real family blood in blood out. Do not come into my world if there is fear in your heart. I think that when you start a family it should never grow out of contal it should be close friend and should never grow to 800+ people cause how the heck are you going to talk to 800+ people?? How can you be loyal to all of them see and that makes gang and lose the point of be a family and belong cause there will always be those that say my family is better the yours which makes hate makes fear that leads to the darkness. The darkness is forever it takes you in like an old friend and can cush and kill you. I have seen heaven and hell and everything in between. I have seen god and goddness I dance with demons and shot a game of pool with death. I all I say is be true to you

To A Keeper!! For All My Friends
TO A KEEPER! > > ¸..¸ __/ /____ > ,·´º o`·,/__/ _/_ //____/ > ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± > ¸,-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·-. :º° > > One day someone special will be gone. > And on that clear, cold morning, > in the warmth of your bedroom, > you might be struck with > the pain of learning that sometimes > there isn\'t any more. > > No more hugs, > no more lucky moments to celebrate together, > no more phone calls just to chat, > No more \"just one more minute.\" > > Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. > never to return before we can say good-bye, > Or say \"I Love You.\" > ¸ ...¸ __/ /____ > ,·´º o`·,/__/ _/_ //____/ > ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± > ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·-. :º° > So while we have it . . it\'s best we love it . . > And care for it and fix it when it\'s broken . > and take good care of it when it\'s sick.

Country Night
The MWR place here hosts a "country night" so I thought I'd go check it out, listen to some country, meet some nice people, get out of my hut for a bit.... NOPE! 17 dudes and 3 girls... sausage fest '07 So I decided to stop by CT and surf around some. Where did everyone go? When did CT turn into myspace? Did they lower the age limit? lol "wanna cam? see my hot horny pics! fan me, rate me xoxoxoxo" or has it always been this way and I didn't notice? One thing that is pretty funny to me is the guys who show up when I search for girls.. hmmm... trying to tell people something there pardner? Also did some research on swingers clubs, anyone ever been to one? lol

Going Crazy
Well i am home and my youngest is home too so i am going crazy but i love her so much with the other kids too and my baby we are getting married next year after my divorce to my kids dad is final which is going to happen soon 60 days from monday

What A Night
Hey guys, well this night couldn't have come at a better time, i was feeling lousy at the beginning of the night, than a knock at the door came a surprise that i was so happy to see. A friend i haven't seen in over a month, stopped by, said he missed me, than he came n fucked me so damn good i couldnt believe my eyes. hehe Good night

Volume Ii - Brother's Wedding Recap
24th March 2007. 11:36pm. I have just now got home from the festivities down in the Chattahoochee Valley. I was only gone for 2 days, instead of three as I first wanted, but I had a good time nonetheless. In my own detailed fashion, here's what happened.... I left here at about 8am (or thereabouts), making my way southward. I originally intended to drive over to McRae to take care of my speeding ticket, so I went to Macon to deposit my check and take out the cash needed. I called the Telfair County Probate Court, and they mentioned that I could pay my ticket online. How convenient! Now, instead of driving southEAST, I proceeded to go southWEST. But not in my usual path. South I-75 to Hwy. 96 in the Byron/Ft. Valley area, and then 96 west all the way to Geneva and US 80. 80 west all the way to Columbus. I went to the After Hours Formalwear in Peachtree Mall in Columbus to retrieve the tux I put the down payment on in Macon, only to find that the Macon people had not even sent t

Sleepless
The colorless walls grow deeper With every thought and constant stare The air grows heavy and settles On the shoulders of the shadows The rhythm of hypnotizing "tick" Reassures the passage of time As the spring draft dances Across the motionless body The darkened memories gloom in her mind The night air tingles her tongue And follows her breath to her lungs Grief possesses this vision of beauty Unable to erase the handful of pain... She lays there still... sleepless...

Women
What are they? Those fragile visions of beauty Like heaven's messengers sent by the devil himself To derail the soul train of our heart Playing with our minds of eternal torments Trapping inside their tight enigma Deciding who is right and who is wrong In the eyes of femininity one loses himself Helpless against the powers that be them Entwined in the answers we all seek Through empty dreams of dark and no sound Passing on by the vastness of inter reality

The Towers
Outside it was warm and sunny. People sat on benches soaking up the sun. However, in the small apartment above, things were different. Very little sun penetrated the dingy curtains of apartment 209. Jessie’s apartment was a mess. Cockroaches crawled the walls and mice fought over yesterday’s supper. Jessie was sitting in the middle of the floor corss-legged, sorting her pennies. Giant penny towers grew out of the floor, threatening to topple over at any moment. Jessie sorted her pennies each year. Once that was done, she would pile them in a tower. When Jessie’s fingers began to get tired, she got up ever so carefully, and walked to the window. Several penny towers were on the window sill. She opened the curtains, wary not to disturb any penny towers. Sunlight streamed in, the bugs on the wall turned and retreated to the shadows. On the sill sat Jessie’s best penny piles. They were made up of mostly this year’s pennies, but a few small piles indicated that most of

Combonation
you took my soul, you did take my goal, away with my thoughts and everything that i brought, sometimes when i look in the mirror, i can see it a little clearer, at times the darkness engulfs me, and i wonder how i let this be, i have just one fear, the need to shed a tear, i just wanted to try, why did you make me cry, you left me all alone the light not even shown, you took the love from me, even the toys from thee, i find myself lying on a beach. i can go far away and nobody would say hey, where is she, i can tell thats how it should be, now where is the light , i think i lost my sight, you took my books, sold them to crooks, you even took a life, jabbed it with a knife, how can i make you see, that you did hurt me, you took away the love, then flew by a white dove, symbolizing i will be ok, just to wait for another day, oh you left me something, i wonder what it could be, a river full of tears, shed from my fears, how can you do this to me, i am someone to thee, can i ask you a ques

Cross My Heart By George Strait
Our love is unconditional We knew it from the start I see it in your eyes You can feel it from my heart From here on after Let's stay the way we are right now And share all the love and laughter That a lifetime will allow Chorus: I cross my heart And promise too Give all I've got to give To make all your dreams come true In all the world You'll never find A love as true as mine You will always be the miracle That makes my life complete And as long as there's a breath in me I'll make yours just as sweet As we look into the future It's as far as we can see So let's make each tomorrow Be the best that it can be Chorus And if along the way we find a day It starts to storm You've got the promise of my love To keep you warm In all the world You'll never find A love as true as mine A love as true as mine

The Big Let Down
So lately my friends have just been such a let down. They invite me to go do all this stuff with em n then they either change their minds or forget. I dont know what to do. I feel very let down. Does this mean I should invest in new friends to kick it with for awhile or just be patient with the ones I got. I luv my friends n stuff but its like they build me up just to knock me down. Lol I dont know why im bitchin about it...in 20 minutes I will probably be over it.

Dangers Abound!
The world is not a safe place. This has been true since the dawn of time, some 3000 years ago. When God first gave that chick an apple and she ate it and the snake killed everyone, it was just the beginning. Why am I saying this, you must be asking, which you obviously are? That is because you are all in danger. It’s constant. The danger is everywhere. You have to be aware of it at all times. Keep your eyes and ears open. You never know when danger will strike and you will be a victim of the danger. Being endangered is very stressful, but you have to be diligent, and be prepared to encounter the dangerous stuff, that is all around you at all times. I’m not telling you these things to scare you. These are no scare tactics. I’m trying to save your life. If you didn’t know it by now, you are in serious danger from things that are dangerous to you. The world is a dangerous place. I’m sure this scares you but I assure you I am not trying to scare you. I’m just helping you stay alive l

.44 Caliber Love Letter
Sifting through weathered photo albums (Does it make a difference?) Looking for gloriously aged polaroids (This is the way it is) (You think it really would make a difference? Would I hang on the beach in perfect black and hide?) Of places you've never been. (I broke through this hollow shell that once held me so tight I couldn't breathe) A place to accept you don't exist (Come with me, jump off the edge) "Smile for the camera sweetheart. I really wanna immortalize the moment." Just remember the first step in forgetting Is destroying all the evidence. With friends like you, Who needs subtext? Sub. Text. Sub. Text. This is a .44 caliber love letter straight from my heart. With a gun, make your shot. Let's hope for better shit. (Straight {straight!} from {from!} my {my!} heart {heart!}) That reason for separation. (Straight {straight!} from {from!} my {my!} heart {heart!}) Straight from... my... heart. Christened by your bullet. I'm losing patience. Well I

Element
You scored as Water. Water is the element that predominates in your life. Water rules the signs Cancer, Scorpio, and Pisces.Water75%Spirit70%Air65%Earth60%Fire50%Which of the Five Elements are you?created with QuizFarm.com

The Nature Of Papalabbas
I DO OT EXIST I AM A VOICE IN THE MIST SWIRLING IN THE MIDST OF YOUR SUBCONSCIOUSNESS MY WORDS FALL ON DEAF EARS BUT SATURATE THE BRAIN UNTIL FEEDING OFF ME IS AN ADDICTION HUNGRY FOR MY PAIN HEREIN LIES THE ANSWER TO A QUESTION NEVER POSED YOU ASK PERMISSION TO INDWELL BUT ALL THE DOORS ARE CLOSED YOU SHALL NOT TREAD UPON MY HEART OR FEED UPON MY FEARS ATTACK AS YOU WILL I AM IMMUNE YOU SHALL NOT SEE ANY TEARS NOTHING AND NO ONE EVER AGAIN DERANGED SHEEP TWISTING IN THE WIND AS A MOTHERS CRIES ENTER MY SPACE SORROW FOR HER UNTIMELY DISGRACE THOU ART FALLEN,INEQUITY HAS BEEN FOUND

Your Face
I saw you in a crowded room I saw your face I don't know your name I could tell I liked you but everytime I look I can't find you I miss seeing your face you have such a lovely smile I want to see that smile again I'm beginning to believe I may never see your face again I sit around wondering will I ever see you I don't want to lose hope I know one day we will meet I can't wait for that day to come I can see your face in my dreams I love your smile your eyes in your eyes I can see hope for me I love your face I hope one day I can put a name with that face I saw your face I went to you I told you I love you your face by Melissa Dumler

Get To Know Me
you may think that you know me but in reality you don't know a thing maybe if you got to know me you will see there is more to me than what you think just take the time yo get to know me for me and not what everyone else thinks you may come to find that i am a really kind and caring person but you can't see that through your eyes you just have to take the time to get to know me and see i ca re just know that i have feelings to you are not the only one in this world who does it hurts to know you can't trust me just take the time and get to know me for me.. By Melissa Dumler

Lesson Learnt..carrie Underwood
There's some things that I regret, Some words I wish had gone unsaid, Some starts, That had some bitter endings, Been some bad times I've been through, Damage I cannot undo, Some things, I wish I could do all all over again, But it don't really matter, Life gets that much harder, It makes you that much stronger, Oh, some pages turned, Some bridges burned, But there were, Lessons learned. [Chorus:] And every tear that had to fall from my eyes, Everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night, Every change, life has thrown me, I'm thankful, for every break in my heart, I'm grateful, for every scar, Some pages turned, Some bridges burned, But there were lessons learned. There's mistakes that I have made, Some chances I just threw away, Some roads, I never should've taken, Been some signs I didn't see, Hearts that I hurt needlessly, Some wounds, That I wish I could have one more chance to mend, But it don't make no difference, The past can't be rewritt

Life
you're so happy to bring a new life into this world when somebody dies a new life is brought into this world life is the best thing you only have one life so make it the best you can by bringing a new life into this world let it bring a smile to your face when it smiles back at you bringing a new life into this world is the best by Melissa Dumler

Touch
i tell you i don't want to touched then you hold my hand i pull away don't touch me you put your arm around my neck i run away i don't want your arm around my neck i run away i don't want your arm around my neck so don't touch me i need my space i don't want your hand on my knee or on my neck give me my space don't touch me don't run your finger through my hair if i don't want to be touched than don't touch me just stay away give me my space i'm not that kind of girl i'm a girl who needs her space so don't touch me by Melissa Dumler

What Am I To Do
Try to do it right everytime Try to give a little of myself more and more Everytime i get shit on Everytime i get let down What am i to do Who am i to love Who am i to turn to Am i to cumble deep inside Hide my shame Hide my face from you Cry, die, allow myself to never feel What am i to do A lost soul Looking for a cause in this world Am i to be with you Am i to leave you be What am i to do.....

Will You Forgive Me
will you forgive will you forgive me for the things i have done the way i said you would never amount to anything the way i said you are not my family i didnt mean the thing i said will you forgive me i never meant to hurt you the way i have been hurt i never meant to bring you down you are my family the only family i could ever want will you forgive me for the way i said i dont love you any more you are my brother you are my friend i never meant to do the things i did even if i dont remember everything i did wrong will you forgive the way the world treats i didnt mean to treat you the same as everyone else does you mean the world to me you are the light in the darkest days will you forgive the way things have turn out you are the brightest person i know i shouldnt have put you down i may not like all your friends even if the have given me reasons not to like them i should have trust in you will you forgive me for everything that i did even if you knew i