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Beyond Grateful...
Life is far from easy, and sometimes the pressures of life build up on us. In the past, I have had a long history of making bad choices when pressure gets too much. Over the last 5 years I have proven to all who know me how stable I can be. Over the last week I buckled finally, and last weekend I made a very bad decision. After 5 years clean from a major meth addiction I had everything going for me...a wonderful boyfriend, a good job and a great relationship with my family. And I almost threw it all away....with ONE use... I was always taught that you can never have a relationship with someone and lie to them. So not even 24 hours after using, I did the hardest thing I could have ever done...I told my man the truth. I knew he would leave me. He almost did. And I nearly lost my mind, my job and the love of my life. One thing I learned is that you can never think you have your addiction beat. You have to always remember how awful the drug was and how it ruled your life, an
My Man....
My man is WORTH my tears, He's WORTH the fight, He's WORTH the distance, He's worth EVERYTHING on earth... i would MOVE mountains for this man... I would WAIT lifetimes for him and give him ANYTHING he wanted or needed in life to show him EVERYDAY that he is my TREASURE... When My Casey comes home from this war i am gonna SHOW him what ALL the other women he was EVER with FAILED to show him... I'm gonna look at him 24/7 like he is my KING because he IS.. HE is SOO worth that... I CAN'T wait to wrap my arms around him when we get home and look into his AMAZING blue eyes and say "i LOVE you baby, WHATEVER you want i am gonna give it to you" he THINKS when he gets home that its ALL gonna be about me... but when he gets back home i am oing to spoil my man like he FELL from HEAVEN and was made ESPECIALLY for me... he has NO idea that i am gonna make him dinner, and sit there and FEED him.. i'm gonna run his shower and give him massages and give him EVERYTHING he wants and needs in LIF
Poetry And Such
Tell me if there's something wrong, I can't seem to decide I seem to be on this merry-go-round, please get me off this ride My life just goes in circles and things just don't seem right And yet, I keep on struggling and holding on so tight What is it that I'm trying to do or, is this what I want Or, was it something other? I can't remember what. Am I to keep wand'ring 'bout trying to figure this out or, will I find the answer to what life is all about?
Please Dont Drink And Drive
miss you how do say goodbye? all I think about is you and the life we would have had together all the things we said we would do ware we would live how many kids we would have what color house we wold buy how many dogs and horses and of cource wen we would mary and ware. but all that is gone now all the love all the things we had you said we would bee together forever.we had this talk a long time ago about how you would want me to move on but its so hard i see you everyware wen Ihere your song i still cry I have talked to others but I think of you and its all over Its been 4 years now and I still miss you becca. I still love you
Whats Happening?
whats happening to us? weve fallen apart.... wont return my phone calls wtf? is it that were over or what? idk what to think anymore
Difference Between Special And Important....
SPECIAL....someone you'll not forget for the rest of your life....while.....IMPORTANT....someone you need for the rest of your life. Now, I want you to know that you're so special and important to me!!! Always take care and God bless you...Hugs lolly
Rip Abraham Biggs
I found a link on Fubar today that read "Teen commits suicide live online via webcam broadcast." Shocked and horrified, I clicked it, only to find one of the most devastating news stories I have ever read. Twisted Internet voyeurs watched a Florida college student commit suicide in his bedroom- some even egging him .. his young life slowly ebbed away, authorities said Friday. Abraham Biggs, 19, was taunted with comments like "go ahead and do it," after promising online to kill himself with prescription drugs and posting a heart-wrenching suicide note. For the next 12 hours, an untold number of Web viewers did nothing as Biggs' final moments alive were streamed online. Immediately, I was brought to tears. Biggs, a Broward Community College student who struggled with bipolar disorder, started blogging about his plans to commit suicide on the Web site Wednesday. Using the name "Candy Junkie," Biggs announced he had consumed a lethal mix of anti-anxiety drugs and
ok so i went out for my birthday at a place called dave and busters its a restaurant and i had to go to the bathroom and since i was drinking a lil and it takes me alot to really get me drunk but i did have a nice buzzed going anyways moving along i ask where the bathrooms at after i ask 4 times since i never been to this place before when i did i did my thing i had to do and while i was taking a piss this guy next to me started looking at my dick iam not really sure what he said becuse i had my music blasting in my ear but god damn you are not suppose to check out another guys junk that is just so wrong in so many ways iam very tire of getting hit on by guys .
The Neighborhood Bar & Grill
The Neighborhood Bar and Grill It’s quiet The entire place consumed in hush No central core or theme stands out Conversation dominates the din No band No jukebox No fucking karaoke Just a radio In the background Playing softly A game is on the big screen Sports highlights No one’s watching A few couples eat Stragglers play pool And the bar is locked in determined silence What great steam are these people venting? What grand celebration is this? “Tight lipped losers and lustful fuck salesmen” There is no great Bacchanal here tonight. Here tonight The dead play host to Quiet courtships And a bottle of beer 3-20-99
The Rage
The rage That others show When they lose their control; I cannot bring myself to feel Anger. 6-25-99
This Night
This night Heaven shall dream In a butterfly mind; Her wings spread wide and heart alive With dance. 6-20-99
Voodoo Lounge Come Join!
Come Join Me In Crazy VooDoo
"the Sound"
“The Sound” I am now 30 and my name is Bob And in my youth I held many a job I worked in garages, I toiled in a Mall But those were not the strangest of all. No, the oddest job I ever had Was when 14, a precocious lad I worked one summer up on the hill In the old cemetery called “Whiperwill.” There I helped the Master dig the pits But the most disturbing thing of it Was that late one night with no soul around I was treated to that awful sound Now I’m not talking of wind in the trees Something so simple would not bother me Nor would the crowing of Ravens, a common refrain Nothing so normal would torture my brain Believe it or not, there are sounds far worse Things that you hear that haunt like a curse Like the sound that I heard one night all alone When the man that I worked for had headed on home I was filling a hole with a casket inside Some unfortunate soul who had recently died It almost was complete, right up to the stone When I first heard the s
Oh Well...
Oh Well... Gazing through the windows of my youth Hoping to catch a glimpse of some half-forgotten truths Looking to the past Searching for something to last Something to carry me through ‘til tomorrow I reach back into my mind Wondering what it is I’ll find Digging up my dreams Wondering what they mean Hoping that I’ll have something to show Something to tell I look back into my dreams Searching for forgotten themes Trying to find What was on my mind Hunting for just the smallest trace But the mirror becomes clouded And my thoughts from me are shrouded Unable to see Just who it is in me Hiding behind the mask of my face Oh well...
Another Day
Another Day I touched my Dreams I felt them once I felt their life I felt them whole I touched my Dreams But a memory is not wasted On a Dream that flew away Don’t cast your eyes down On that cold rock of Reality Turn your face up to the sky And dream the Dreams of another day Don’t cast your eyes down Don’t break your spirit Don’t let the Demons of Despair Rip your heart out Cold and lifeless Waiting for someone to find it There’s a million steps to be taken On this journey of a lifetime There’s a road There’s a path Straight from your past to your future The future of another day
Your Hair
Your Hair... I really like your hair It has that classic look Done up with ever so much care Ah, the time it must have took The way your hair hangs down At once loose and free Still yet braided and bound Oh, what that does to me... In my eyes you are a dream Aphrodite was never so fair And a woman prettier was never seen Than you and your radiant golden hair
Wonderment Sometimes I stop and ask myself Sometimes I stop and ponder What are these images in my head? Thoughts full of awe and wonder I ask myself `why do I fancy?’ I ask myself ` why do I dream?’ Castles encrusted with crystals Lost in a paradise that gleams Dreams of an age long since past Childhood thoughts pure and free Transferred to a time that is now For the wonder of youth still fills me
Hey You Add For A Friend If You Was
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She Is Such An Awesome Friend And Major Hottie Please Show Her You Care
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Baptized are these eyes of hatred Into a world full of greed and disgust Swollen these wounds scream at the ignorant As these weapons slowly but surely rust For what is a world that constantly looks for a Savior While they yearn for an excuse to forever stay in the gray This soul desires to stand firm And this heart wishes for these cravings to decay Wishing for a better path As these tears of madness caress my spine Show me again what is to live in Honor Teach this insubordinate devil to leave the ways of the swine.
Bacchus we dance as gods madmen nectar obsessed reeling to the pealing thunder plateau
Great White
Streamlined with razor knives perfect killing machine the Great White hunter of the deep ancient
The clouds alive with fire burning with hopes and dreams towers reaching for the heavens castles
The sun expectant glow crowning clouds with silver pregnant each with the hope of rain monsoon
A toast to friendship Family transcending blood Comfort through hardship
Sitting in my room I succumb to impure thoughts And bask in my gloom
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Empty Seat/clouded View
Empty Seat/Clouded View I invited you here To sit beside me today It seems you will not show Maybe you got lost Somewhere along the way I doubt I will ever know Maybe I’m the one that’s lost Maybe my rhythm dry Maybe my song silenced I only know I’m lonely Shattered dreams on which I have had reliance The path that lead me I walked alone Feeling all my defeat When I look left or right I only see one thing Just an Empty Seat Maybe you are standing Across the water Peering through the mist I know our love Simply has no form No direction floating adrift I wish I could hold you Whisper in your ear Tell you of my love so true But circumstance buries Any chances of this Giving a Clouded View
Thanks Giving
I am thankful for you, my friend. Have a blessed Holiday. If you are a loved one is having to work, bless you all the more.
Women Over 40
Women Over 40 60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney (CBS) As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, 'What are you thinking?' She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart. Older women are forthright and hon
My E-store
Greetings everyone! :-) I am currently a full time mom, working a part time job outside the home. However, I also do some side work as well. My bestfriend talked me into doing AVON sales. It's not much, but it has helped her a great deal to make some extra cash so she can pay some small bills and has quite a bit of luck doing this. So I thought I'd give it a try. I know that not everyone shops AVON or even likes the products, but there are those few that are dedicated customers and really likes the products. I thought that this would be a great way to advertise. So, if you're interested visit my e-store at Check it out, there might be something that you like or you know someone else might like. You can view the brochures online in the comfort of your home and pay for your items right then and there, also there is free direct shipping, you never have to contact a person to tell them what you want and then hope they don't over price you, or mix up your
Wtf Jesus Some People Will Do Anything For Points
Crikey i came a cross a comment that was left by a chick on some dudes page with out nameing names here was the content left on the dudes page..... [If I could prostitute myself for Fupoints so you could level, I'd do it.] Are points making ppl go that far i don't have anything against NSFW pics as most of us have them but to stoop this far for points all i can say is fuck me swinging
Who Cares?
Who the hell cares? i sure as hell shouldn't anymore, i'm sick to death of being taken for granted. It hurts me, and i'm tired of letting people hurt me. It's all good though. i'm fuckin used to it!!
Purple Paladin
Played this song all day while painting.. seemed to fit.
For One Day
For One Day How many times do we find love? I guess that depends on your view How do we decide what love is? Do we base it off what we have been through? I can only speak for myself When the words escape from my lips I know what is deep with in my heart I don’t want to be another passing ship My heart cries out to My Angel I know she has a tough road ahead I wish to be by her side always So that in one spirit we are lead My hands are open and extended As I lay my life before her All I have is opened wide My thoughts submerged in desire I hope you can hear me My Angel There is so much more to say Freely I would give up all To feel your Love For One Day
When Change Is Good...
Reason Not To Be Sad For Xmas If Your Single!
As the saying goes, 'tis the season to be jolly. But for some, being single during the holidays can be a real drag. Whether it's the idea of spending yet another Christmas without a significant other, being the only single person at all those family gatherings, or just feeling like another year has flown by without meeting that special someone, being single during the holidays can be overwhelming. But never fear, my fabulous friends. The key to having a fun and festive holiday season actually has nothing to do with having a significant other or not. In fact, “the secret to the celebratory season lies in giving thanks for exactly where you are in life.” the secret to the celebratory season lies in giving thanks for exactly where you are in life. And for the savvy single, that means celebrating the many joys of being single, especially during the holidays. Joy #1: No In-Laws Finding love is hard enough. Finding in-laws you love is even harder. So this season, give thanks that there a
Save Me From Drowning (acrostic)
Save Me From Drowning Shallow Another Vagrant Empty Meandering Endlessly Fear Rotting Only Myself Desolation Reward Offered While Never Inheriting Needed Grace
Deleting My Page.....
I've had so little time for Fu that I'm considering deleting my page. There are only a handful of friends that even stay in touch with me anymore. If you want to keep in touch with me after my page is gone, let me know and I will send you my email address. Or you can catch up with me on myspace. My link is as follows: Take care, Donna
Shake Down
Shake me down and spare the life that I once was apart of but chose to live in this light. Times have change for the ones we love but the past is apart us of, just like the stars above. I can only dream of what tomorrow could bring, debating to open my eyes and face the truth. Not to many people can see the difference. Most live in a fantasy world that still has unicorns. Close the door behind you as, you may let the cold out. Come hug me and tell me whats on your mind. I wish you pick your brain, share interesting thoughts on what we may say. Only moments at a time will be the best. Locking away who you are is the worst thing, don't be ashamed to be free. Like the wind racing across your body, your smile shines like the sun. Would it be lust that I seek or something real. Time holds no lies, but sometimes I wish it did. I could make my own rules. Live in my own destiny. The snap of a finger would put me with you. Only if it was that easy. Shake me down and feel my truth, come in s
All I Want For Christmas.......
All I want for christmas is.......nothing!! I already have everything I need. I have a job, a roof over my head,a job, two dumb dogs and 2 stupid cats, and a few great friends! What more is there to life? Nothing really, I don't need matieral things. So I want nothing for christmas, think I will get it also :) Any ways I hope all of you get what you want, cause I already have everything.
Coming Back To Fubar...
Well, I've been gone from Fubar for a little while now, but I just couldn't stay away! There's no specific reason why I've been gone, but I've been gone nonetheless. A few changes have happened while I've been gone. I've been through an MMRB for a blown out knee, and the recommendation was for reclassification. I don't know exactly what I'll do, but I'm sure I'll find something good. My family is doing well. Alisha has become addicted to World of Warcraft, and she smokes now. Warner, Gracie, and Isaac are doing well in school, and all three are very healthy! I have some friends that are closer than ever, and that's great, but I miss some of the ones that have fallen out of my life. We still care about you, Melinda and Dave! A LOT of my friends are in Iraq right now...that blows! Keep your heads down, and I can't wait to see you again! Otherwise, there's just some regular old living going on. Each weekend I fire up the smoker and have a special smoky Saturday supp
I hope that when I fall asleep....I won't get up
hello all i have now been on fubar about 1 week now and i must say this is an awsome drama and alot of fun is what i like about it.I know i'm still new at this but that's ok. i have met alot of people that have been a great help.i'm still a little unsure about what i'm doing so keep me drinking/keep me loose and let the goodtimes roll.seeya
Why Care?
to believe in someone believe in something believe in trust when it's broken time and time again showing the truth as you know it in your heart in your soul in your mind it never ends until the day you decide to be carefree...
First Day...orientation!
Can you spell d-i-v-e-r-s-i-t-y? I bet you can! Do you know what it means? Well, you know what? I will tell you! According to the fine, intelligent individuals at American Heritage Dictionary yahoo education: di·ver·si·ty audio (d-vûrs-t, d-) KEY NOUN: pl. di·ver·si·ties 1. 1. The fact or quality of being diverse; difference. 2. A point or respect in which things differ. 2. Variety or multiformity: "Charles Darwin saw in the diversity of species the principles of evolution that operated to generate the species: variation, competition and selection" (Scientific American). Thirsty? How about some company koolaide? UHG!!! Four hours of this propaganda I had to endure today! All for a part-time, on call job that I'm not sure I'll even have in two months...depending on how the holiday season goes. I'm hoping this company sees the potential of greatness in me, that I so knowingly project on a first meeting...a
Don't lie to me with your pretty words Show me the truth in your eyes those blood covered eyes... drowning in the haunted memory of hell You're an attention whore.. nothing more Playing them all for your perverted game
Kat Williams Weed 1
We Have New Members..
PLEASE STOP BY AND SHOW LUV TO THE NEW MEMBERS.... BBW LOVERS Roll Call AND JOINING... In order to become a member of the family,you must R/F/A all family members. In friends request state "Joining BBW LOVERS" if you are already friends with someone leave a comment stating the same.Blank request's will not be accepted! If a member has their profile set to private,pass them up.After you become a member they will R/F/A you! You will encounter problems with the bouncer,while trying to add everyone. Just remember to change things up when he appears! Example: Joining THE BBW LOVERS...(3 dots on the end) Bouncer shows up-enter his code Joining THE BBW LOVERS..(2 dots) Everytime he appears add or remove dots! Now let's begin! DJ Chocolate Bunny **Owned by ~Tee~ Owner OF THE BBW LOVERS~The Click Club~~Sarg@ fubar ~Firerose~PegasusProject~RR~Bartender@NeonMoonSaloon@ fubar TLC BETTER KNOWN AS TINKERTLC!!!!!@ fubar ? Be@uTiFuL DiS@StEr ?@ fuba
So, Apparently.....
It really is who you know in this town as opposed to how much experience you have. I just came from an interview and the boss man was quite excited to see me. According to him he's real tight with the former boss and Phil(former boss) had told him that he really needed to get me hired there. That of all the people Phil has worked with, I'm the hardest worker he's ever met. The Boss @ the new place had no problem telling me all about this and honestly...I was quite humbled by it. Especially knowing that he had just interviewed my former managers...both of them. And had made no mention of either of them. Nor did he mention that Phil had spoke of them either. One interview and I'm already in the top ten for another interview. Out of 150 people. The dude was actually waiting on me to show up there and apply and was excited when I had said my name "Oh, Jeanine? From Tooey's? Come here, have a seat".....right on. =) ~Dances all happy like~ Hehehe
> 1. Whenever you see me online or i call it is your job to drop whatever you're doing, (unless you absolutely can't) and get me off. > > 2. Whenever you hear my voice the first thing you will do is touch your pussy, directly if alone, discreetly and quickly if not alone. > > 3. Whenever you cum you will call just before you do and leave me a short voicemail and cum for me. > > 4. You are my slut, will refer to yourself as such, and will do what I ask when I ask. > > 5. You will give yourself 20 lashes each morning. > > 6. Every now and then when you can, send a pic on my phone > > 7. Whenever you have sex, you will call and get me off ASAP, either live or by voicemail. > >
Why I Hate The Holidays
Ok so for all who are wondering why I dont like the holidays....Here is why...I had one of my son's pass away Jan. 6th of pretty much right after this time of year is really rough for me......So bear with me and my bitchiness please.....
A Lil News 4 Yall From Pinko828
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Yesh! Rezurex is coming to Santa Cruz Dec. 13 WooHoo! I'm so excited my guy and i are going.
My Pet Peeves
This is all about things that piss me the fuck off! Anyone over the age of 10 who wears a baseball cap! If you’re not a baseball player take it the fuck off, anyone who wears a cowboy hat, unless you can ride and rope, off it goes. What is with these ass clowns wearing cowboy boots! The closes these fucktards have ever been to a cow is the fucking drive thru of McDonalds, wear real shoes moron. These yuppie cocksuckers wearing Fedoras, those went out with the 40’s, just because some boy band fag wore one during his fifthteen minutes of fame don’t mean you should, lose it loser. Idiots who think they are cool because they have a Harley Davidson motorcycle, get over yourself it’s a piece of crap bike, beside its not a replacement for the little cock you have. God Damn it I get pissed!!! And these cigar smoking assholes, don’t they realize all they are doing is sucking on a big brown dick, yea you look so important with it in your month, NOT!!! And I swear to god these ass clowns on their
Top 20 Of 2008
soooooo being it almost the end of 2008, i'm deciding to go ahead and put up my list of top 20 albums for the year. thankfully i've actually heard 20 different albums this year. hahahaha. enjoy. 1. Meshuggah - ObZen 2. Intronaut- Prehistoricisms 3. Cavalera Conspiracy- Inflikted 4. Hank Williams 3- Damn Right Rebel Proud 5. Gojira - The Way of All Flesh 6. Mindless Self Indulgence - If 7. Flogging Molly - Float 8. Testament - The Formation of Damnation 9. Misery Signals - Controler 10. The Haunted - Versus 11. Melvins - Nude with Boots 12. From a Second Story Window - Conversations 13. Opeth - Watershed 14. Soulfly - Conquer 15. Unearth - The March 16. Scars on Broadway - Scars on Broadway 17. 36 Crazyfists - The Tide and it's Takers 18. In This Moment - The Dream 19. Trivium - Shogun 20. Slipknot - All Hope Is Gone
It's Saturday and I'm at work, yuck. . . I'm super bored. . . I've taken some pics to add to my profile... keep in mind I'M BORED and I'm at work....
What Is "love"?
1 Corinthians Chapter 13 1 If I speak in human and angelic tongues 2 but do not have love, I am a resounding gong or a clashing cymbal. And if I have the gift of prophecy and comprehend all mysteries and all knowledge; if I have all faith so as to move mountains but do not have love, I am nothing. If I give away everything I own, and if I hand my body over so that I may boast but do not have love, I gain nothing. 3 Love is patient, love is kind. It is not jealous, (love) is not pompous, it is not inflated, it is not rude, it does not seek its own interests, it is not quick-tempered, it does not brood over injury, it does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. 4 Love never fails. If there are prophecies, they will be brought to nothing; if tongues, they will cease; if knowledge, it will be brought to nothing. For we know partially and we prophesy part
Clearing The Morning Fog
”mmm” I purr... my mind races as the foggy clouds erase from my head.. I make sure my legs are positioned nice and wide straddling your body, as you slide in fully... groaning once more, as I find my spot sitting on top of you smiling down at your face.. your hardness filling me completely and my sheath holding you tightly in place.. I whisper in a soft voice.. “Good morning my love” as I lean in and graze your lips with my own, then kissing your neck and my tongue slides along the outer rim of your sweet ear.. Slowly my hips rise and fall, in a slow hypnotic motion driving you wild with desire.. My hands holding your shoulders, as I dip downward so my breasts slide back and forth on your chest softly.. Sucking on your ear still I whisper “mmmm I love riding your hard cock baby” as my mesmerizing belly dance increases in speed.. Your hands holding my hips, to hold me for my pace quickens and you feel as though I might explode any minute... I feel your hips now rising and falling in syn
The Curse
The Curse We heard the tales since we were young Heard the songs that have been sung About an evil spell Someone beautiful is cursed We feel sad through every verse Til a kiss and all is well The message that no one can see Is clearer to someone like me There is no curse or evil spell That's worse than one we give ourselves There is no sorceror as cruel As the proud, angry fool And yet we cry "life isn't fair" Beneath our cries the truth is there The power that will break the spell We should know very well Is locked within ourselves Yet we'd rather blame And curse out fate than change We run from everyone to hide from the pain And all the shame The story's old, we know it well About a wretched evil spell The power that will break this curse Oh I know all too well Is locked within myself
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More Things That Piss Me Off!!!
More things that piss me off…….. I have noticed that in our country it’s all about money, it’s in the music all over TV. Life is a zero sum game assholes, get the fuck over yourself. I have had money and it does nothing but buy you trouble. Cant wait until the system collapse and everyone is poor. Stupid people! God damn, there seem to be a lot of stupid people out there! Is it me or are people just getting dumber? It should be legal to kill stupid people; damn I could get my limit in 5 minutes just at work!! What the hell is with these retards wearing sun glasses twice the size of there face, makes them look like a fucking bug! Wonder what soulless yuppie cocksucker is to blame for that shit. And I swear to you I see these fools with there pants down around there ass with there underwear sticking out and I just want to give them a wedge from hell!!! Pull your fucking pants up ass face; I don’t want to see your shorts!!! People who drink from sun up to sun down and beyond! I just wa
Dad is having the heart cath done now. Prayers please....
Today is a day to remember those who have challenged us. Challenged us to believe, to hope and to Imagine! Today marks the anniversery of the murder of John Lennon. I hope we can all remember to belive in a world of hope, and the vision of a poet! We all ask for the world to be a better place, but do we truley do our part? Change can only come to those who have hope, those who will believe! Take today to look deep inside and just Imagine!
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? bed 2. Your significant other? huh 3. Your hair? wet 4. Your mother? wonderful 5. Your father? distant 6. Your favorite thing? Pengy's 7. Your dream last night? Sleep? 8. Your favorite drink? Henekin 9. Your dream/goal? Patrick 10. The room you're in? Bedroom 11. Music? Random 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? happy 14. Where were you last night? awake 15. What you're not? happy 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Patrick 18. Where you grew up? Florida 19. The last thing you did? shower 20. What are you wearing? clothing 21. TV?
Happy Birthday B-rock!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Just for you . . . Things are never what they seem, perception is ever changing and we are rarely quick enough to keep up with the pace of it much less realize it has even changed. Bad things happen to good people and good things happen to bad people . . . it is often though, that things seemingly bad are good and seemingly good things are bad. I have been touched to tears in the most joyous of ways recently by people who don't even know I exist . . . and moved to deep compassion by someone that knows I do, and doesn't like me and/or what I represent. I have something to say to all of them. You are all amazingly beautiful people. . . exactly in the moments you are in now, good and bad . . . you have touched me, I am human and you have brought me experience and although you are very unaware . . . it is now a part of who I am, and I am so very grateful. If I could I would tell you . . . each and every one of you . .. BUT it seems you might not be in a place you want to he
You Have Been Tagged!
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? Auburn 4. Your mother? home 5. Your father? invalid 6. Your favorite thing? Music 7. Your dream last night? Nightmare 8. Your favorite drink? Pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? Thinner 10. The room you're in? Bedroom 11. Music? Latin 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Healthy 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? dishonest 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Rogue 18. Where you grew up? Massachusetts 19. The last thing you did? laundry 20. What are you wearing? jammies 21. TV? "CSI" 22. Your pets? RABBIT 23. Your computer? SLOW 24. Your life? Crazy 25. Your
Why Do Men Think Thier Above Women?
She Told Me,i Told Her
Bands That Are Featured On God's Forsaken Radio
God's Forsaken Radio would like to annouce all the bands we have picked up and feature on the station. Marshall Fucking Beck, Texas Metal Alliance, Conquest, Real Steel, Wretch, Chris Caffery, Further Lo, Fatal Smile, Avoidingx, Two Second Hate, Madlife, Warrior, Handful of Rain, Walking Lies, Yigaels Wall, Dragonwyck and Skull Hammer. We are honored to be able to play their tunes on the station. So tune in to God's Forsaken Radio and enjoy all these kick ass bands!!!!
What Moving Has Taught Me...
okay, so I'm moving right? and I've lived in this little apartment making memories with my special someone little less than 3 years now and I think to myself... "self, how did you accumulate so much stuff? (I actually said shit, but...) I mean, geez us! Did you know you were a pack rat?" No, I didn't know this about myself, and so, moving has taught me to not be so attached to material possessions. It's more about what you have in your heart. That's the silver lining, where the happiness lives,not with possessions. That's POSSESSIONS! I freakin spelled it correctly! yay me! okay enough of this, I just wanted some points...
Perfect Moments.
lay down with me still and quiet, and know this . . i choose to give to you a part of me . . for an experience belonging only to us . . do not see my eyes . . . but the way they look at you do not feel my fingertips . . . but the way they touch you do not feel my body pressed to yours . . . . but my soul inside . . as it moves with dance and song . . . in joy of our closeness and pull from me, the parts I know not yet . . . and take them to you . . so I can learn them, by feeling them . . . from you as you give them back LoVE/2007
Kiss Me!
Ensign: To David On His 37th Birthday
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 12 December 2008 Wednesday night (the day before my birthday, actually) while my wife had to be at work, I went after leaving my workplace to attend the Singing Christmas Tree, a local church production that combines their choir which lines up in nine rows along the levels of a giant wooden platform festooned with Christmas lights with a dramatic presentation. That is always some contemporary scene that ultimately ends with the retelling of the first Christmas story with the baby Jesus in the manger at Bethlehem attended by Joseph, Mary, the shepherds, and the wise men. (Yes, I KNOW the latter two groups weren’t there at the same time – the shepherds appear in Luke 2, the three kings in Matthew 2, in different locations – but
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? ----- PURSE 2. Your significant other? ----- WORKING 3. Your hair? ----- CURLY 4. Your mother?----- INDIANAPOLIS 5. Your father?----- HOME 6. Your favorite thing?----- KIDS 7. Your dream last night?----- NONE 8. Your favorite drink?----- COKE 9. Your dream/goal?----- HAPPINESS 10. The room you're in?----- BED 11. Music?----- ANY 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years?----- ALIVE 14. Where were you last night?----- HOME 15. What you're not?-----QUIET 16. Muffins?----- BLUEBERRY 17. One of your wish list items?-----NOTHING 18. Where you grew up?-----INDIANAPOLIS 19. The last thing you did?-----MAKEUP 20. What are you wearing?-----CLOTHES 21. TV
Inspiration Is Out There
I'm sitting here in front of my laptop and suddenly feel the urge to write. About nothing in particular. To simply write. Which is what I've begun doing. I've recently come across a song that I loved as soon as I heard it. It's not one of those songs I had to listen to a few times to completely analyze before I could love it. It instantly spoke to me. It's called Swim and it's by Jack's Mannequin. This is what I love about music or about art in general. It can speak to your soul and just inspire you in ways you weren't expecting. Sometimes you don't even know why but you end up coming to that realization after you've admired it for a while; after you completely immerse yourself in it. It's amazing how it happens when you least expect it, yet need it the most. swim for the music that saves you when you're not so sure you'll survive you gotta swim.. and swim when it hurts the whole world is watching you haven't come this far to fall off the earth [...] y
Lady Lover
Posted on my profile Not even enough class to E-mail me. Cuz Im a guy an rated her Pictures.. Then says Pay her to see Pics Freaking WHORE!!!! Lady lover! Fu wifey to danni! ~Member of Heels and Wheels~@ fubar I am a LESBIAN, my page makes this very clear. Since I get 20-30 freind requests a day from males I posted a notice with my photos. Photos that YOU just rated. so you should have seen it. If you would really like to be added so you can perv my pics send me 50,000 fu-bucks and Ill add you for ONE DAY. have a nice day
"20 Ways"
20 ways. There’s 20 ways the rain could come and the least of them was right. It could come and cleanse the soul today or it could sneak in here at night The liquid it could heal our souls or roll into the ditch It could be our ever loving God, or an ice cold heartless bitch. Yeah, 20 ways to damn ourselves, 20 ways to fall In the legacy of the motor car, the unions strong and tall They all strive for Nirvana, that comfort zone denied But it’s not for lack of caring, or that they did not try. There’s 20 ways to lose the game, 20 ways to fail 20 ways to lie to them, 20 ways to tell the tale The cloak has shrouded that simple thing, we used to call the truth It’s twisted all the words and tales, we like to tell the youth The time is surely now at hand, the time has come to pass When we lost out on the 20 ways, 20 ways to save our ass The lies and bullshit congregate, the end is now right here Yes, there’s 20 ways to give it up, 20 ways at least my dear. Copyrig
Who is death Why do we fear him Can he be a secret we hid in our minds Hes getting closer to my life I wake up lonely Your next to me Do i know if ive survived my sleep Your living inside me I feel you swimming in my blood eating my brain Killing me from the inside I dont mind and i dont care I cant feel my soul in this life What have you done YOu've taken my life Im not afraid of you but now im in you my soul is part of you swimming in your blood your darkness is my shadow Now the question is should you be afraid of me Im living in your shadows Im becoming death or am i death Afraid?
The Source
Would fame come if some would hear the stories I tell Would people laugh or turn their nose in offense Too much knowledge moves around terra firma Many people puppets follow someone who claims knowledge Laziness within prevents minds from learning themselves Satisfied with being a sheep following some cult of personality Dare to take the journey put it in your hands play with it Hear it see it taste feel it Pray to it learn from it. Walk in the light to the east let the wisdom of the ancients Radiant and permeate into your Spirit See whomever is there angels fairies djinn watch them dance upon The breeze with the leaves as they float from the trees Some see darkness and passing over going into the north While others feel the stability of our Mother while she nurtures us And gives us her love, she keeps us centered when we hear her whispers upon the wind Children of the earth gnomes, dwarves, elves and others who are the Caretakers of the north see them produce preci
Alone I Break
KornAlone I Break Music Video Codes By Music Alone I Break Pick me up Been bleeding too long Right here, right now I'll stop it somehow I will make it go away Can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they changed Leaving doesn't seem so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Shut me off I'm ready Heart stops I stand alone Can't be on my own I will make it go away Can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they changed Leaving doesn't seem so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this ma
It's Snowing...
There is a calmness that fills the air when the snow begins to fall A quietness of the night that blankets us all. For a moment I think of peace and wonder if this is how it should be when a child looks at the world or maybe... it's just me.
Christmas...what It Means To Me/12/15/08
Christmas....what does it mean to me? it means family get together, neices and nephews sister andhe kids and their kids turkey and ham dinners, desserts and opening presents. But its sad for me too for my mom passed away and Christmas just isnt Christmas without her and my das who passed away in 1985. Yeah iam happy go lucky guy sweet and nice to all, for thats me in a whole... :D Im lonely yes, but have love of friends, and family and my new found love Janicew who is my light in the dark and dismal days if this year. I love everyone but miss my dad and mom something in my heart, i have kept them close...i know they watch over me in heaven....hopefully ill be there to see them soon. Sothats what Christmas means to me, not the lights and glimmeer and trees and such but family and friends the ones i love so much. Merry Christmas to ya all..have a wonderful new year as well be healthy and stay warm!
We Could Be Ours
You could be mine, The taste of your skin rolling Gliding over my senses. Erotic fantasies flashing over In my mind, to let me know how Much they don't compare to you. I can almost feel the soft press of Your body, warm, firm, molding with Mine to form a perfect being. Nimble fingers and hands working Their spell over my desires. We could be one, you know that, We could become trapped in our Fancies staying tied down in our Own little play world held back by A thirst that can't be quenched. I could be yours, wrapped in clear Blanket on display for your amusement To show everyone the catch you've made The servant you're found, the lover you choose. We could be ours.
Emilyimax Happyhour
Emily knows how to FU.... PROPERLY! This Monday, at 7 p.m. Fu-Time, she has decided to Host a Happy Hour! In keeping with the fine, risque, Fubar tradition she will don her Auto 11's! So meet her under the Mistletoe! EmilyIMAX ☆ THE IMAX EXPERIENCE ~ see more, hear more, feel more ☆ Be sure to F/A/R her. Hit her up! Spank Her! Send her a Bling Present! Level a few Greenies for her ....
Berretta (the Reason For The Name)
I've got friend she cares so much but she has a friend thats been hurt much to see how much heart i've got she sits in judgement because of the truth over one single issue i have from my youth in defense of a girl who had been beaten to much i lost my innocents to protect her from his touch she was bleeding and bruised and could hardly move so i stepped in with some thing to prove,i stopped him and told him he better not dare to hit her again with me standing there because you just dont do that so i didn't care he tried and missed all because of me i watched this happen to my mom when i was three things like this should never be seen through the eyes of a child so when he tried one more time my mind just went wild i saw my father and i was consumed and as his hand fell i knew he was doomed my father was violent that much i know but i was old enough this time and i could stop THIS show he swung at her hard i remember that much.then my arm flinched and her he
Thursday Adventure
When I Close My Eyes
When I Close My Eyes I see a smile that is so cheering I see lips that are so teasing I see eyes that are so bright and pleasing I see a face that is so sexy I feel like I've known you forever Except I haven't met you ever I've fallen in love with the unknown Please reach out and toss me a bone When I Close My Eyes I hear words that are so touching I hear a voice that is so passionate I hear a laugh that is so warming I hear a heart beat that is so loving I want to know the person I've gotten to know I want to see the person I haven't seen I want to feel what my heart has felt before I want to meet the person I still haven't met When I Close My Eyes I see hands that are so soothing I see arms that are so strong and protecting I see a chest that is so relaxing I see a lap that is so comforting I see a body that is so giving Do you walk the walk The way you talk the talk With me are you true When we talk about you I have fallen in love with you I thought you
Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Real Steel
Real Steel is out of Cleveland - New Philadelphia, Ohio. They have a record label with Retrospect Records. Their influences are Rainbow, U.F.O., Judas Priest, Thin Lizzy, Kiss, Van Halen, Deep Purple, and Savatage. Real Steel emerged from the incredibly fertile Cleveland Ohio Metal Scene of the eighties. Real Steel was actually put together in rural Tuscarawas County by Dave Hasselbach, Scott Smalley, and Bobby Stocker. After a year of trying different people in the other guitar spot, the final piece of the puzzle was found in the form of Parma High School Sophomore Paul Klaff! These four musicians had an incredible chemistry together from the first note they ever played, and also an incredibly intense work ethic that bordered on obsession! Songs came together quickly, and the classic Real Steel Sound of melodic virtuoso guitars, catchy riffs, leather lunged lead vocals, soaring three part harmonies, and a driving rhythm section, were now in place and ready to be taken to the masses. R
Starting Again
Yes I've had profile b-4 . Wasn't too sure about some things figured "fuck it" , I am who I am and if u don't want to know me your loss .... I missed some people on here + was bored . What-ever , Hi ya'll I'm back
Looking For A Crush
I'm looking to add someone as a crush but I'm not sure who to pick. I won't ask for anything in particular. I just want to know what anyone is willing to do for me on Fubar. Message me with an answer and I'll choose whichever one I consider the best one. Thank you.
just to say i love you never seems enough i have said it so many times what i really mean when i say it how can so much feeling so much adoration possibly fit into three little words but until i find some other way of saying what i feel then i love you will have to do so no matter how many times it say it never take it lightly for u are my life and my only love i love you more now then ever before!
I Wonder
Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? nonexistant 2. Your significant other? Whips 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? I need to call 5. Your father? deceased 6. Your favorite thing? BDSM 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? succeed/happiness 10. The room you're in? sweet 11. Music? depends 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? living happy 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? hopeless 16. Muffins? yuk! 17. One of your wish list items? rope 18. Where you grew up? ghetto 19. The last thing you did? took a breath 20. What are you wearing? something comfortable 21. TV? HEROES/Chowder "rada" 22. Your pets? 2 23. Your computer? yes 24. Your life
The Loooove Machine Hahaha!!!
ok ok ok I try to be very fair and open minded about a lot of things in this life,.... however if this is all the effort your putting in - no matter your limited capabilities of the mental order,....please go ahead and save you and me both some time and go on to someone else! thanks,..... ok ilove you baby i kiss you baby i whant sleep whith you yes you rre vergin i have marry you i whant you to be you husband wife i whant to talke you? ok LMFAO and uh just for the record here, you dont love me, no your not kissing me, u can keep right on whanting lol to sleep with me, no i rre not a vergin, and i do believe i would much rather chew my own leg off with hot sauce then to marry you,.... but thanks for the half hour of laughter at your expense - have a nice day!
Omg When The Fuck Did I Become An Fn Hater This Is From Someone Who Rated My Pic A 7 Wtf
Sporty_B...: oh i see your a hater NEVERMIND ♥ Sporty_B...: if you want to send me the link to the photo i will re rate it ♥ Sporty_B...: Im sorry if i offended you by rating you a 7 , my stupid lap top is crazy this morning , dont be a hater
We walked together the pathways of life, Hand in hand facing each obstacle we came upon. Welcoming those that strengthened our resolve, Conquering that which refused to yield. Inseparable from one another, together our love grew, Stronger and stronger with each passing day. We grew closer as each challenge was met, Becoming as one in deed and thought. Time passes for those with the illusion, That always their love will be strong. As our lives become complacent, assumptions are made, Love slips away slowly and becomes stagnant. A cross word said, a thoughtless remark made, Ignoring the needs of each other. Taking for granted the other will forgive, Selfishness and greed become our passion. Ignorantly we hurt without thought or need, Blindly stumbling, wounding each others soul. Negligent we are that we refuse to see, The pain growing and the tears from the eyes. Our pathways of life have come to a fork, Once clasped hands no longer do touch. Our resolve n
6 Sex Mistakes Men Make
WebMD offers experts' sex tips for men who have sex with women. By Martin F. Downs WebMD Feature Reviewed by Louise Chang, MD Hey guys, think you know everything there is to know about having sex with women? That erotic encyclopedia you carry around in your head may contain a lot of basic errors and omissions about women's sexuality -- errors that can lead to sex mistakes. That's because -- after learning the facts of life -- most of us are left to figure out sex for ourselves. Guys tend to take a lot of cues from adult movies, and we all know how true-to-life those are. Experience may help, but many women can be shy when talking about what they like. To help us with some sex tips, WebMD asked two acclaimed sex educators, Tristan Taormino and Lou Paget, to tell us what they think are the most common sex mistakes men make with women. Taormino is a prolific author, lecturer, and video producer. Her latest project is the Expert Guide educational video series from Vi
Why Do I Fear
I stand on the side with tears welling up inside for the pain that i feel is tearing a hole in the very fabric of my soul. the words that i want to say would disapate in the defness of space. tho i know i have been undone by my own lusts, i want to be felt for who i once was. i am still the same. i just got lost along the way. with a heavy heart i bow my head. not in respect but in shame. i have pushed away the best thing in my life with pain, anger, and jealousy. with these words said i would like to leave this world but cant. i must stay and handle the ordeals that come my way. i stay tied to my sanity thru the love of my mother. but i couldnt imagine what would happen if i lost those ties. the thoughts of losing the only other thing that keeps me alive is far to difficult to comprehend. so i leave the readers of this with a small token, dont fear future of events to pass, keep your history in your thoughts, and try to keep your heart in the present. so you dont fear the lonelyness t
My State Of Mind The Past Few Days(yes She Has Fucked With My Head Yet Again)
Tell me what I'm supposed to do, With all these left over feelings of you; 'Cause I don't know And tell me how I'm supposed to feel, When all these nightmares become real; 'Cause I don't know And I don't think you see the places inside me that I find you, And I don't know how we separate the lies here from the truth; And I don't know how we woke up one day and somehow thought we knew exactly what we're supposed to do. So leave me at the roadside, And hang me up and out to dry; So leave me at the roadside, And hang me up and out to dry. And I don't think you see the places inside me that I find you; And I don't know how we woke up one day and somehow thought we knew exactly what we're supposed to do. So leave me at the roadside, And hang me up and out to dry; So leave me at the roadside, And hang me up and out to dry. 'Cause I don't think you see the places inside me that I find you, And I don't know how we woke up one day and somehow thought we knew e
Ughhhh Winter
I am so sick of snow already. We had 13 inches yesterday and we are getting another 4 now.. I want to get out and do stuff but Master doesnt like to go out in this and I have to work 12 hr days starting monday so I wont have much time with him. I guess tomorrow we are going to have an intense session.. some paddling and bondage and hot oil play.. Im looking forward to it.. I need the stress relief
Currently Not Accepting Friend Requests
This morning I cleaned out my friends list. Too many people wanted me to accept them and after I did they don't talk to me, so I cleaned house. I'm not bullshitting when I say that if your gonna send me a friend request, you better be DAMN sure you're gonna at least talk to me. Point whores are pathetic attention-seeking losers who only want online popularity. So as of right now.. I'm monitoring who adds me as their friend. Call me a bitch, I don't care. I refuse to be just a number on someone's friends list so they can be popular.
U Know Who U Is
well lol im new at this i just joined so im tryin ti figure it all out anyways my nick name is meemee my real name is kristen im 18 i have a 2 yr old baby girl i live in louisiana born n raised i like to do outdoor stuff anything out doors fishin campin mudd riddin etc etc im lookin for cool friends to chill out with n have fun
Papa Roach - Black Clouds
This is making me crazy These black clouds following me So I look for signs of light But rarely I see them [Start Chorus] I return to my shelter And I crawl in a bottle I'm losing my will for this So over emotional Black clouds They rain down but They can't kill the sun Confession of depression This life I'm second-guessing Like ashes to ashes I always seem to fall down I'm tired of running It's time to face my demons Confession of depression This life I'm second-guessing [End Chorus] My emotions are storming And tears fall just like rain Pain strikes like lightning Despair is becoming my friend [Repeat Chorus] Black clouds They rain down but They can't kill the sun inside Im still looking for signs of light! These black clouds following me [Repeat Chorus] I'm pushing myself to a point of self-destruction Confession of depression This life I'm second-guessing I'm tired of running It's time to face my demons Confession of depres
Papa Roach - Life Is A Bullet
My mind has been shut down My friends have been let down What is the reason There's millions of reasons Single me out Tear off my front Make me expose what I conceal Life is a bullet The bloodstains prove it It's tearing through you and me Not caring about you or me Now I could explain everything You cursed the fire Now fuck the flame What is the reason There's millions of reasons Blindfold me now Spin me around Picking me up When I fall down Life is a bullet The bloodstains prove it It's tearing through you and me Not caring about you or me Today I feel blue My head is in the clouds Separate me My soul from my body (2) Feeling so lonely I'm not the only one Separate me My soul from my body cause I'm in love with too many things And I hate every thing Single me out Tear off my front Make me expose what I conceal Blindfold me now Spin me around Picking me up When I fall down Life is a bullet The bloodstains will prove it I
its a CUDDLE PARTY---all the cuddling you can handle.This party will last as long as you want it to. See how many want to cuddle with you.Send this to all your friends including me if you want to cuddle up cozy warm. Get back:::: 10--your on fire 9-- your totally hot 8--your just hot 7--warm and worth a hour or so 6--warm but turning cold---NEXT 5--Cold-who taught you to cuddle 4--Are we in the freezer 3-2-1-0--Just dont even tryIts a CUDDLE PARTY---all the cuddling you can handle.This party will last as long as you want it to. See how many want to cuddle with you.Send this to all your friends including me if you want to cuddle up cozy warm.
From Bitter_dregs
Oh the weather outside is frightful, but the baby in here is spiteful. His mom has no place to go, She's a ho she's a ho she's a ho !
Christmas Carol (xxx)
Christmas Carol It was that time of year again. Every year, the place where I worked threw a big Christmas Party. This was the fifth such party that I had attended, and it was as dull as the rest. Jones was doing his fruitcake jokes again, and Lucy and Bob were fighting. At least she was no longer working for the company, leaving right before she had their baby. I was looking forward to leaving, and was only here for the almost mandatory party. I could have not come, but it might have affected my career. I was due for a promotion, and this might help me get it. It was being held in the Buffet area on the ground floor of our office building. We occupied the second floor and the basement, and the hotel occupied the first, and the third through the tenth floors. This made it convenient, for I did not have to worry about parking or anything else. In fact, the hotel offered us discount rates for rooms, in case we had to much to drink. I sat through the
Just A Little Wish
I have a wish, its just a little one.......I wish I could make all of those who have hurt me and caused me pain feel what I feel! I want for them to feel all the physcal pain that I feel, I want them to feel all the mental pain that I feel, I want them to feel the pain that they them self have cause! So maybe just maybe they might understand me, and next time that they decide to cast out someone because they have "problems" they will think, would I want to be treated like that? Like I said its a little wish and I can dream cant I??
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Vintage Posters
Vintage PostersThis is a collection of Vintage Posters.Vintage PostersIf you snag it please leave a comment letting me know.oxoxayasha
Merry Christmas Mom R.i.p
it seems so odd but its been 5 years and it still seems like yesterday that was the worst day of my life the day i lost my best friend and the person that was always there for me....i miss you very much mom and i love you.... merry christmas R.I.P mom...angels do exist
Pantera - Suicide Note Pt 1
Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take the pain away Diet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot see inside yours and mine [Pre] When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me breathe, for our handle on this life, I don't believe this time [Chorus] Would you look at me now? Can you tell I'm a man? With these scars on my wrists To prove I'll try again Try to die again, try to live through this night Try to die again..... Forever fooling, free and using,sliding down the slide that breaks a will Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are you to regress unfulfilled? It's a damn shame, but who's to blame? [Pre] [Chorus]
Nightwish - Nemo
This is me for forever One of the lost ones The one without a name Without an honest heart as compass This is me for forever One without a name These lines the last endeavor To find the missing lifeline Oh how I wish For soothing rain All I wish is to dream again My loving heart Lost in the dark For hope I'd give my everything Oh how I wish For soothing rain Oh how I wish to dream again Once and for all And all for once Nemo my name forevermore My flower, withered between The pages 2 and 3 The once and forever bloom gone with my sins Walk the dark path Sleep with angels Call the past for help Touch me with your love And reveal to me my true name Oh, how I wish... Nemo sailing home Nemo letting go Oh, how I wish...
Wii Kicks Ass
Remember Sony and Microsoft? No? Well, neither does the average Amazon customer. According to a release sent out by the online retail giant Friday, the Nintendo Wii and all its accessories dominated video game sales during the holiday shopping rush and not one mention was made of Sony's Playstation 3 or Microsoft's Xbox 360. "Nintendo Wii dominated the top sellers in video games and hardware, including the Wii console, the Wii remote controller and the Wii nunchuk controller," the release reports. What about all its competitors? Have they somehow entered the realm of irrelevance? I'm starting to wonder if they have. A quick glance at console sales over the past year tells you everything you need to know about the video game hardware business. With 43.75 million units sold, the Wii easily dominates the market, which is also home to 26.49 million Xbox 360 units and 18.82 million Playstation 3 consoles. I was hoping that Sony and Microsoft would have a stronger showing d
Never been popular and i dont play nice.Always a showstopper,dont ask for my advice.Sick and twisted,sour and brutal;face fisted,resistance is futile.Shadows fall,and serpents may cry;underneath it all,just look inside.Nothing to learn and everything to hide;ignoring the call,but needing a guide.Hear my words and stay away;from what lies beneath,awaiting its prey. Sympathy and illusions can always be found,if only you look closely and listen to the sound...
Things Are Never As They Seem.
A good song said, there are three things that are for sure: taxes, death, and trouble. But I would like to expand on that. People are not as advertised. Things are almost never as they seem. And people will almost always, have an angle. Some are painfully obvious, while others, either by practice and design, or by an innate knack for subtlety, can hide it for a while. But the angle is there. There are very few actions made by people, that aren't done with a purpose and reason behind them, no matter how small. Listen to what people say, but don't hang on every word. Merely listen to pick through it to find the truth. Every good lie, has a measure of truth in it. And no matter how well you think you know someone, never pretend to actually know what is in their hearts, minds, or what they are capable of. Some people are good at hiding their intentions... others will change as quickly as the wind does. In short, people... are not as advertised.
Shit Thats Been On My Mind
Alright, let’s check this blog shit out. I haven’t really done one but I got some shit on my mind maybe this will help. For those of you that don’t really know me read up, you might learn something. My name is Craig. I am from VA BCH, VA. I wasn’t always the Nice and sweet Mummer you have come to call NSFS. I used to be into Drugs and Alcohol in a big way. That’s all I will say about that. I used to use women to my advantage. I talked about respect for females at all cost. Though, to me it meant never hit a woman. As far as their Heart, and mind it was open game. I was a player! I would say whatever I needed to say to get them to spread their legs. I aint proud of my past, but I can’t change who I was. I guess I’ll have to deal. I had a lot of scary close calls. Shit I would sleep with some woman hours after meeting, like it was a fucking game or something. I would wake up and not even know if I used a Condom, couldn’t remember her name nothing. I spent a lot of time at the Free Clinic
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Lustful Longing
Tell me what I'd have to change. Who would I have to be To slip into your arms; for you to make sweet love to me. Must I climb the highest cliff; swim along the ocean floor Crawl over broken glass - would you demand that I do more? Could you take me as I am, with my issues and my flaws Pull me to your chest without a hesitation or a pause? Slide your hungry tongue between my parted lips. Run your anxious fingers along my quivering hips. Wrap me in your passion, expose your every need. Press your steamy lips to mine, every secret freed. Sprinkle your tears across my cheek, confess every desire Moan my name, call me yours, and set my soul on fire. Need me more with every breath that slips into your chest, Please me nightly, miss me daily, never compare me with the rest. Grip my wrists; look in my eyes, and say the words I long to hear Kiss me roughly, and weep my name, forever hold me dear. Do I ask for wishes that could never quite come true? Is my sin, my greatest faul
Still Not Sorry
My heart still hurts and will mend in time I am sure. I think of you each and every day wondering if you are well and ok. I miss you every moment that I am awake, and grab my cell to text you when something occurs that I wanted to share with you. I wonder in my mind if the silence is because you were just too kind to send me away or if it is because what I said wounded or angered you. Then my mind begins to wonder in a bad direction and I worry that maybe something has happened to you, because surely you would not abandon the rest of your friends this way. I took the destruction of my cell phone to be fate telling me to move on, and still yet through all of this I am not sorry that I met you or even sorry for the time I was lucky to spend with you. I am only sorry that I asked too much of you. May you find what it is that you seek in this life and may it please you all of your days.
Ravishing Roses
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Target Orientation
I got hired on December Twenty-First, 2008 as a Sales Associate Team Member for Softlines. Today [122908] was my orientation and it was from 10am - 330pm. That was the longest orientation I had in my freaking life! Anyways, I'll be working full time there and quiting my other job. I'll also be getting paid $10/hour which is actually much better for me. I was only getting paid $8/hour at my present job. Anyways, I am so excited, we don't have a Target here in Hawaii and it's been talked about for eight years about how they will soon be here. Well, the 8th year is here and they have came which is good since it's just getting so hard to find a good job. It's hard for me because of my son, the babysitter, my mother, etc. Anyways, I am extremely excited and can't wait to start my official [011509] date of work! Target won't be opening until March, but I am starting early to help set up the floor. So yeah, hehe, can't wait!!!
The Most Beautiful Flower
Disillusioned by life with good reason to frown, For the world was intent on dragging me down. And if that weren't enough to ruin my day, A young boy out of breath approached me, all tired from play. He stood right before me with his head tilted down And said with great excitement, "Look what I found!" In his hand was a flower. What a pitiful sight, With its petals all worn - not enough rain, or too little light. Wanting him to take his dead flower and go off to play, I faked a small smile and then shifted away. But instead of retreating he sat next to my side And placed the flower to his nose and declared with surprise, "It sure smells pretty and it's beautiful, too. That's why I picked it; here, it's for you." The weed before me was dying......or dead. Not vibrant of colors, orange, yellow or red. But I knew I must take it, or he might never leave. So I reached for the flower, and replied, "Just what I need." But instead of him placing the flower
I Believe That...
that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. that you can keep going long after you can't. that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. that either you control your attitude or it controls you. that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequ
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Do You Hear Your Own Hearbeat?
Look up into the sky, what do you see? I see the birds flying, the clouds shifting, the stars, the moon, the sun, the heavens.. Look at the rivers, what do you see? I see the rushing waters, insects floating around in the water, i see fish swimming and eating the bugs, i see a consistent flow.. Now look at the trees, what do you see? I see the wind blowing through the branches and leaves, i see small animals building nests, i see the leaves changing colours, the tree swaying to and from almost as if it was waving at me.. Look at the people in the street, what do you see? I see sadness, happiness, anger, despair, i see children laughing, i see old folks conversing, i see mothers with son's and daughter's, I see people waiting for the bus, bright colourful clothes, i see busyness in the people; rushing off to where ever they need to go, i see people not looking at these things... Now close your eyes... What do you hear? I hear the water, i hear the birds...
I Say What I Feel
Here recently my attitude has changed about life. I have stopped living in the past. For once I am looking forward to the future. Times have way to bad, and I have been way to lonely. Longing for something that has been missing well it is time to do something about it. I know what I want and it is time to get it. I know what I need to do. How and why I need to do it. Got to make 2009 better than 2008. I was miserable this time last year dwelling on something that was not worth dwelling over. Fighting with people that I should not be fighting with. Going to be happy. No matter what it takes. That is what Mom would have wanted. It is going to happen. She expected big things from me and that is what she is going to get. Larry Jr
12 Stones-hey Love ( I Still Miss Her)
"Hey Love" Looking back on everything I've done I never thought I'd find the one To share the dreams that only I had seen Locked in the deepest part of me I took a chance to lay it on the line There was nothing left to hide behind If you never love then you may never lose And I hope I'll always be with you Now I'm screaming Hey love won't you leave your touch On this heart that's broken I can't breathe when you're not here Hey love won't you lift me up On the wings that fly higher than the stars That shine above Thinkin back on everything we've done We watched the waves drown the sun We shared a dream that both us had seen And we made it our reality We found a way to stand the test of time All of our doubts were left behind If you never love, then you may never lose And I hope I'll always be with you Well I'm screamin' Hey love won't you leave your touch On this heart that's broken I can't breathe when you're not here Hey love won't you lift me u
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Okay so I seen this content in someone elses blog and wanted to post it.. Im very interested in this kind of stuff .. So if your not please dont read.. Ahimsa (Devanagari: अहिंसा; IAST ahiṃs¨¡) is a Sanskrit term meaning non-violence (literally: the avoidance of violence - himsa). It is an important tenet of the religions that originated in ancient India (Hinduism, Buddhism and especially Jainism). Ahimsa is a rule of conduct that bars the killing or injuring of living beings. It is closely connected with the notion that all kinds of violence entail negative karmic consequences. The extent to which the principle of non-violence can or should be applied to different life forms is controversial between various authorities, movements and currents within the three religions and has been a matter of debate for thousands of years. Though the origins of the concept of ahimsa are unknown, the earliest references to ahimsa are found in the texts
Master And His Kitten Part2
Master had heard her growl and stood in a stunned silence as he continued to hold the no longer struggling Stephanie down. He had known that she had jealousy issues but had yet to see his kitten get truly jealous. It pleased him and yet greatly distressed him that she became this jealous of such a little thing. But his attention was again back on his kitten where it needed to be and for that he was a little grateful for his kittens little scene. Telling Stephanie to sit down on her bare ass, Master takes up a candle and digs his lighter out of his pocket. Walking up to his kitten, he tugged on one of the weights, just to hear her moan. Taking hold of the string tightly in his hand, he quickly tugged the string and the attached weights off. He massaged her sore breasts and nipples as she screamed, muffled by the gag. He waited until she had regained a little composure and was standing relatively still before he flicked the lighter and held the flame close enough to her pretty nipples th
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Azza Bazza
It be a new year and once again I'm going to work on losing weight.... as I always seem to do this year. I've been going up and down on my weight loss but as of then, I've been going between 1-6 lbs. I weighed myself this morning and I've lost 5 or 6 pounds. Today, I was just completely starving at work. I grabbed a tuna sandwich from the scary vending machine, ate my sun chips and yogurt... My belly felt much better. Then I started to get hungry later on in the day....I figured I just grab a salad and ice tea from wendy's for dinner...and that I did. Instead of coffee. LOL Note to self...cut back on We got a inch of snow today. It started falling right after I got off work. Hopefully it won't be too bad driving to work tomorrow...bleh Tuesday I have a eye doctors appointment. Need to get some new contacts and see if I can get some nerd glasses for at home whenever my contacts are bugging me... Then I go back to work for a 2 hour meeting...
Why Do Roses Die? ( Revised)
Roses die when the river runs dry, Roses die when birds don't fly high, Roses die when Love is lost, But the Roses will never die as long as you are mine. Roses die when war is called, Roses die when mountains fall, Roses die when all is lost, But the Roses will never die as long as you are mine. Roses die when angels cry, Roses die when angels die, Roses die when hope is lost, And the Roses will never die as long as you are mine!
A Song
this is the only song i'll post simply because i don't want anyone ripping off my lyrics as their own. But this one is special as it seems to some up my life to a certain point really, enjoy, hopefully if im lucky i'll get some music for it. Comments would be appreciated Semi Circle Verse Here’s another story About a boy and girl But the boy moved away And changed the girls world The boy came back But the girl moved on So he stands on stage Singing this song Chorus I’m talking to you But I don’t know what to say Because you’re the only one That makes me feel this way You’ve captured my heart I don’t know what to do The only thing I want Is to be with you Verse The boy got up and Moves back onto his feet Just like a semi circle Only half complete He meets a new girl But as you can tell That he only went and Fucked it up with her as well Chorus I’m talking to you But I don’t know what to say Because you’re the only one That makes me fe
My Suicide Note
Well, this is it. I'm sorry to everyone this disappoints, I'm sorry to anyone who's heart it may break, as I thought I did an alright job of being a good man. I dont have the heart to call my parents before doing this so anyone that could, please let them know that I'm sorry but that I do love them and I love Janice....... :( And please let them know that I'll miss them all and anyone who may have thought of me as a friend and I wasnt aware of them thinking of me as that. To my cousin Vic, you tried to be there for me during hard times over the years and I appreciated that. And Max, I love Max and he's always been like a best friend but the problem is that when the best friend you feel that youve had....... is a dog. Janice, I'm sorry I hurt you those times before but I'm gonna slash my neck and I can promise you that I have felt the hurt too from being without you and I loved you MORE THAN LIFE but I guess that wasnt enough. Know that wherever you are as you read this, as I'm sure
The Latest Douche...
Alright, by now you know me. I have NO problem going head-to-head with ANYONE on the mumms, but the last few days one kid has stood out from the rest. He's tried to rile me up, question my "manhood", bashing females he knows I'm friends with, whatever... Now, on one of his mumms in which I actually stuck around long enough for, he decides to block me... So, as I'm such a public servant to the Fu-Community, I'd like to bring attention to this creep... He goes by "Bronx Bull" (with "X"s here and there) and his profile is HERE! Stop by, and tell him "Jai says 'smootches'!"...
Silent Tears
I scream I shout I beg I cry, I cling to all my fears. I dare not do so audibly, so silent are my tears. Have I shared too much? or not enough? I wish to know my dear. The moments fly, the days go by, and yet still no relief. The key you hold to free my bonds, to use would be so brief. I ask you now I ask you please just tell me your desire. To leave you be, or bend my knee, and choose you for my Sire? For what you've shown me you could be, I've waited for so long. Through out the years I've hid my tears and silently I've longed. To find myself so willingly submitting as your whore. This one thing, for no man have I ever done before. Was it quest or mere conquest that led you to my path? Should I continue waiting here? or suffer you my wrath?
Oldie But Goodie - Hott
Back by popular demand.... The Alley We have just finished our early evening dinner and a few glasses of wine at a restaurant across town. Twilight is nearing. We walk past an alley on the way to our car. You pull me into the alley and forcefully pin me against the wall. I see desire, power, and a hint of darkness in your eyes; it sends chills through my body. You lean in and kiss my lips, gently at first, then nibble at them roughly. I wince at the pain as you press me harder into the wall. You take my breast in your hand and knead it, pinching the nipple and pulling at it. You moan hoarsely into my mouth as you assault my body with your hands Groping, pinching and massaging every inch that you can reach. I understand your desire and push myself into you, giving myself to your needs. You raise my dress to expose my bare, wet pussy. I am wearing no under garments at your request. Your hand glides across my clit and down my juicy lips. You insert two fingers and shove them into me
All New
SO... new year... new thoughts, new look, new people, new feelings.... what can I say new everything... 2008... eh.. could've been better but no complaints.. Met people who I've gotten to know and learned to love, miss people who still mean a lot to me... everything's just been so damn different ever since I moved to PA... I still kinda hate it, I'm far from everything and everyone I care about. With new feelings, new thoughts, and new people, come new determinations and decisions that are life changing... I've gotten myself stuck in such a bind and dilemma that I don't know what to do... I'm waiting to see, let things happen how they're supposed to and just see what exactly is gonna happen.... Honestly, I just don't know what to do, head is saying one thing, heart is saying another, now THAT'S a problem once the comparison starts between the 2... what to do, what to do... Can't say I'm not happy though, I'm somewhat happy with my life now, everything that I've been through and everyth
Im A Loser
I am leaving fubar for awhile because I cant stop being scandelous. I am hurting the woman I love nd I dont want to lose her forever. It doesnt help when there are so many sluts that want to help me out in lying or being naughty. (i.e. a certain k bunny in a certain chat room) But anyway I want this to work with her so I will not be Djing or online till I can get myself under control. Ill miss all my friends. Nate
I'm Tired And This Might Be Off The Wall
have you ever seen the dentek brand in your local health and beauty section in wal mart? They got a formula that relieves jaw pain...does that work if you've suckd to much dick? (This next one is kinda gross; but what the hell I am a crude person) Ladies have you ever wondered if vampires were real if you could sell your used tampons as meal on the go bars? And those bulky pads as the new sub sandwich? (see told ya so) Here's one for the men...For those of you that have or have considered getting a Prince Charles(a penis piercing), have you ever wondered if your lady or gent would have to sing themselves free like selma blairs character in The Sweetest Thing? Man that's all I got for right now...I'm too tired for this.
Out Of Curiosity!
ok so say that u were wanting things to work out with u and ur significant other! ur separated and not living in the same house! ur told that they want to work things out but find out they said it cause they knew u wanted to hear it!! ok then they say that they think we should see other ppl...... to see if it makes us miss what we have and bring us back together! total crock of shit or believable? hmmmmmm i want honest opinions plz!
A Friend So Loved
Dear friend so brave so calm and true,In your soul doth beauty lay. Take not light this love I feel for you, Know that I think of you each day. The love you had, the love, you lost, the love that has returned. I know he guards you at whatever cost, that love for which you yearn. What ever pain and grief you bare goes through my soul as well. Should you ever know how much I care, only time and fate shall tell. Your beauty brings me such content, to know that you exist. The love you shared the time you spent, with you comes joy and bliss. I applaud your will and inner strength know this to no avail. Should lifes storms wash you to the brink, please use me as thy sail. Know that you are loved sweet faey, and know you're in my heart. For if ever should you fade away, of my soul you will always be a part. Poem written for a dear friend on July 10th in 2002.
The Day Of A Beer Man
I get up in the morningand drive the dreaded streets to work. All that is on my mind is I wonder what today is going to be like. What crazy thing is going to happenon the route and will i get help today. To my suprise I dont, this just ticks me off. I have over 600 cases and no help. It is and I have to get started. I laeve the warehouse and the first thing I run into is a slow moving car that is holding me up.NOw I am realy getting mad, they realy need to move or get off the road. If they only new how much I have to do and realy want to get through early today to take care of some business. Well I am at my first stop, DAMN the manager wants to cut his order, This just makes me more madder. Not only does this ass hole want to cut his order but he starts asking me all kinds of questions. I have no idea why he is asking , he should be asking the salesman, He is the one that gets paid to think , I get paid to paid to deliver this shit. Next stop is the same and the day is going d
Return To Fubar
I recently took some time away from Fubar as I was getting busier and busier. I returned a couple of days ago and am just trying to get use to navigating and reading up on the new functions on this wonderful site. My absence has taught me one thing, if you don't use what you have learned you lose it.
So recently, I had a girl add me to her friends list. Which is odd, it doesn't happen very much. I could have only assumed that it was an addition for her benefit for points and what not. However within a matter of a few days I find myself getting abused by this girl. I made her aware that I am married as I do everyone I talk to from here. I am also male and horny most of the time, again, something I don't hide and finally, I enjoy chatting, it passes the time for me which Im also transparent about. So within approx 2-3 conversations lasting no more than 5-10 minutes a piece over a week or so long period, it turns out according to this girl, apparently my wife could do better. That I am a complete asshole who just keeps bugging this girl. Meanwhile observing this girls status and YIM status' that she is unhappy, in her own words she can judge whomever she likes, and screw me if I dont like it. Further more she is hurt by guys, and wonders why she keeps choosing the bad boy type
Eight In Fourty Eight...
Yeah, that is correct! I have had exactly eight hours of sleep in the last two days! Y'know, twenty four x the math! I'm so tired. I didn't even want to cook dinner for my family this evening. I thought, "screw it, that's what take out is for!" So, there we were, in the lobby of our local pizza parlor trying to decide what it is we all wanted to make our bellies full for the evening... I really could've give a shit at that moment but for all decision making purposes my husband had to ask me, several times, I might add, what it was I wanted on my pizza! Being a plain jane, no frills kind of gal, I opted for the canadian bacon and pineapple pizza. That's it. He, on the other hand, likes all that weird crap that should never belong on a pizza to begin with! Barbeque sauce, chicken, artichokes, alfredo is that? That's not pizza! That's Macaroni Grill's standard weekly menu! Finally, after the third "what do you want?" question from my hus
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Drifting Away
Drifting away, On Stars, The Moons & Tides, As my soul flys, Unto major dreams. Fame & Fortune, Glory & Gold, Consider me sold, Unto all those I have loved. All that have lived, Through pain, Through suffering, Your everything I ever had, With doves flying free. The butterflies dance, The dragons dance, Hold your head high, Dont let pain become a friend. Relax, Breathe fresh air. Kind regards. The Tiger
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One Word Answers
USING ONLY ONE WORD Not as easy as you might think! Now forward, change the answers to suit you and pass it on. It's really hard to only use one word answers. Be sure to send back to the person you received it from! Where is your cell phone? DESK Your significant other? SWEETNESS Your hair? DISHEVELED Your mother? WAITING Your father? COCOONED Your favorite thing? FATHERHOOD Your dream last night? NIGHTMARE Your favorite drink? DRPEPPER Your dream/goal? TOGETHERNESS What room are you in? OFFICE Your hobby? THINKING Your fear? ALONE Where do you want to be in 6 years? FARMHOUSE Where were you last night? PURGATORY Something that you aren't? HANDSOME Muffins? BANANA Wish list item? FAMILY Last thing you did? SMILE What are you wearing? CLOTHING TV? SOMETIMES Your pets? GARGOYLES Friends? ONE Your life? FUBAR Your mood? ANXIOUS Missing someone? SWEETNESS Drinking? PORTER Smoking?
Passing Through Me
Passing Through Me Here we are shadows Together but never touching We walk through each other As if neither are here Haunting this home With love’s lost torment Our teeth gnash at each other Ghastly figures clad in hate Our chains rattle They have bound us here Trapped for eternity Now just for amusement We torment those who enter Fresh meat we consider all Lured in by old tales We offer the fright they seek The living passing through me Just as we have done to the other Cold chills fill hearts They can feel deaths sting For when we died here So did our supposed love
Tell Me
Tell Me I have disappeared As I stand here before you I have not left the murder scene My body cold and lifeless Skin slowly peeling off Eyes blackened Can you see my heart? And the scars that remain The ones that cover every piece The road map to my heartbreak I walked each road alone Thinking I may find you on one My blinded eyes did not see You passed me by long ago Yet hope abounded And my fools journey unending I have reached the place of nowhere My shell too brittle To withstand the gale Now the knowledge I seek May always be hidden Shrouded in wretchedness A sharp dagger to my soul Even if I dare ask How I reached this misery My jumbled broken mind says “She will never Tell Me”
Nightmare On Suck Street
Soo...this morning I had another one of my hotel issues. I am finishing my reports, when 6 am rolls up and the kitchen lady is nowhere in sight. I get concerned, since its not the first time the kitchen staff has fucked up on me. I call her, no pick up. Call my boss, nothin. So I'm fuckin stuck with a hotel full of hungry people that have to rush to a Naval graduation after breakfast. Soo...I whip out the breakfast stuff as fast as I could, running up to get the phones in between. After that, corporates that stay with us all the time roll up askin for eggs. I explain that they'll have to wait since I'm all alone in the entire 125 room hotel with no one to help me with the breakfast. They pity me, ofcourse. Then I start tryin to cook the eggs, bacon, and potatos...and can't figure out the fuckin oven, since its enormous and looks like a Hadron Collider. At 7, my boss comes in and gives me a hug and a smile. I'm like "WTF?? Finish the breakfast for me!". I wound up
I Frakking Love Bsg........a Few Reasons Why....
Ok so those of you who know me best know of my lil "obsession" with the new Battlestar Galactica. I was a big fan of the old series back in the day when I was a child in the late 70's/early 80's. I will admit when the "reimagined" series first came about I was skeptical, given that certain sacred cows were tossed to the wind (Starbuck a WOMAN?!?!?! What sort of feldercarb is that?!?! What they have a slew of Daggits writing that show?!?!?!?) Ok so anyway eventually curiosity got the best of me & well, I admit this is what the show SHOULD HAVE been from the beginning. Not only does Starbuck WORK as a woman (GO Katie Sackoff) but the character works BETTER for a variety of reasons...for one thing she kicks more frakking ass! For another depth & dynamics of the story, & characters are SECOND to NONE overall. Such a huge cast in number & amount of talent. The effects are of course top notch given the budgetary constraints of tv vs blockbuster motion picture. However, they are not a crutc
Rebecca had always enjoyed her mornings at the local bakery. It was set up cafe style so she could sit outside while enjoying her coffee and danish, reading her book. Life couldn't be any better than this. The sun beamed down on her face. He strong features, angular nose, large hazel eyes were spotlighted by the rays. The way the light reflected off her curly long tresses made her seem aglow; her auburn hair blowing softly in the morning breeze. She was so engrossed, so serene, in this moment that she failed to notice the black cadillac pulling up alongside the curb. Suddenly and without warning, a large robust man bolted out of the car and grabbed Rebecca, pulling her to the vehicle. She screamed, kicking and attempting to bite, the bliss of the morning turning into sudden and complete darkness. Terrified, Rebecca only heard the sound of her heartbeat as a bandana securely was fastened around her head, blinding her. "Fuck you asshole!!!" she bellowed, a last attempt at figh
i love how people just accept adds, but dont rate, fan or comment. fucks that all about, too good to do anything? maybe thats why people give out low rates, you fucks are ignorant. oh i need a blast, oh i need this, i need that. dont really need SHIT, you WANT that so you can look cool on a fuckin website. And dumbasses give it to you not thinkin anything about it. i hope you and your windows vista havin ass get a fuckin virus. and that GOES to some of the people on my list. you're just like everyone else, your SHIT stinks too.
Today's Employees
you know it occurs to me that regardless of what industry you work in, ppl just igve a flying fuck about themselves....They don't care about others, there is NO SENSE OF TEAMWORK!!!! All ppl care about nowadays compared to 2 or 3 decades ago is that you nowadays do ur shift and go home. No communication is spent trying to get a better bridge built. How are pl supposed to survive if they can't scratch one another's backs?? People have to realize that even if you hate ur job there are some ppl worth bending over backwards for. Seeeing as how we are not supposed to stop learning til we're 6' under, we're a long way off of that these days. Its too bad that we have to be in a global economical situation that doesn't benefit any of us but at the same token we should all work together to make ourselves better as a unified team not being out there for one person only. People seem to forget that business is often spread by word of mouth or the horse's mouth so to speak.
The Fall Of Lucifer
Code For A Player
How Could This Be?
How Could This Be? Wide in the distance, Of the love that you do not know, It reaches out to you, And won't let you go, You pull back thinking it's not right, It then get's it's revenge at night, You sit there thinking, How could this be? You know love happens, But you are thinking why me? You keep thinking about it, Until it hurts you inside, And now you realize, It's something you cannot hide, Quite a bit along the line, You think that it will be fine, But you know it's still there, And won't let it free, You know what it is, But how could this be?
Lounge Advertisements
I am getting sick of people leaving their lounge advertisements in my comments!! My profile is not their billboard! Now if they want to pay out some FuBucks for it, SURE ... 25,000 FuBucks/Day
Therapy List
Category: Blogging 1) At lunch Time, Sit In The Car with sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If they slow down . 2) Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Dont Disguise Your Voice! 3) Everytime Someone Asks You TO Do Something, ask if they want Fries with that. 4) Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker for 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Theirt Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Expresso. 5) In the memo Field of all your checks, Write "For Marijuana. 6)Skip down the hall rather then walk and see how many looks you get. 7) Order Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. lol 8) Specify That Your Drive-through Order is to go'. 9) Sing along at the Opera. 10) Five Days In advance, Tell Your friend you can't attend Their Party Because you have a headache. 11) When the money Comes out of the ATM, Scream 'I Won ! I Won!' 12) When leaving the zoo, Start running towards the Parking lot, Yelling ' Run For your Lives
I have a fresh days of rates and I can not find someone who is willing to pay for my rates so they can level as i will but these rates will go to the first few who decide that they will pay 10k for 100 rates. must have auto 11's on for the rates
Online Class Introduction name is (name of pretentious douche) and I am a third semester MBA student. I graduate next fall, after which I will go onto a really great job I don't deserve and annoy everyone I work with even more than the people I went to school with. I wear multiple shirts to class, all of them with popped collars, my hair is spiked and I can be found laying drunk on a bar room floor at three AM pretty much any day of the week (especially if I have a group meeting the next morning that determines not my, but your grade, in the class). I graduated from (name of university he will always think is better than yours) with a degree in woodcarving and a minor in underwater basket weaving, and cheese appreciation. It is honestly a miracle that I actually made it into the MBA program here, and an even bigger miracle that I have managed to stay as long as I have because I have no real foundational understanding of any of the topics we discuss. To be totally honest, when we get assigned to ou
Begin In A Friendly Way
I didn’t get here yesterday to blog because my workplace was closed due to a blizzard warning and a travel advisory to not be on the road unless you absolutely have to. The time I wasn’t outside shoveling snow in shifts with my wife and sister-in-law I was inside with my wife and our kids. From getting home Sunday afternoon from church until this morning, we haven’t been out of the house. The Super Wal-Mart Martha works at was closed Sunday due to structural damage on the store’s roof that showed with the accumulation of snow and ice. I’ve heard it already collapsed on their automotive department, but I’m not certain – anyway, I’m imagining that Wal-Mart’s architects weren’t as familiar with weather conditions in North Dakota winters as they should have been. Of course, it is a LOT of snow, the most we’ve seen in ten years. Already on the radio I’m hearing about schools closing early today in outlying areas and there’s a severe travel advisory (i.e. don’t get out AT ALL) in the
"a Guest"
The living end is here, it's closer than we think. You might as well just ask it in, and offer it a drink... Copyright 2009 by Steve Santini. All Rights Reserved.
Marry People In Real Life
my name says I am Rev. Darrel. This is true, I am a lic Minister. I do not marry people here on fubar or online but i do marry people in real life. if anyone wants to get married in real life you can always get ahold of me in my lounges and or Speaking about my 2 lounges. I own 2 very successful lounges. Chubby Chasers hang out and Chubby Chasers hot tub haven. My lounges are for everyone but bbw's and men that love them are encouraged to join.
Newest Update On Me
well for those who ive talked to and know about my situation and what has been going on medicaly with me, i just wanted to let you all know i got my medication refilled today and am feeling alot better. Since I am taking my meds again this also means I quit drinking for the time being. Thanks to all those true friends who have cared though out this period of time.
Having A Party
Oh, I doubt William Shatner – the actor best known for playing then Admiral James T. Kirk in 1982’s “Star Trek II: The Wrath of Khan” – said this when he heard (if he has) of Ricardo Montalbán’s death yesterday. Indeed, depending on your age you might better remember him not as Khan but rather as Mr. Roarke from “Fantasy Island” (1978-1984), the voice of Senor Senior Senior from “Kim Possible” (2002-2007), the grandfather in the second and third “Spy Kids” movies (2002 and 2003), or the spokesman for the Chrysler Cordoba’s “soft Corinthian leather” in the mid-to-late 1970s. There’s a lot more over an acting career of six and a half decades, but just now these roles come to mind, and for some reason my warped little mind remembered Kirk’s primal scream as he knew his enemy was going to leave him behind … But breaking away from pop culture for a few minutes, last night after Martha and I got home from church services, Jeffrey had been in bed since I left work (and didn’t wake up thi
Because, Really, It's Not That Difficult!
Chizzled Pink Princess is one of the raddest people on Fubar. She'd love to get the spotlight and I think we should see her there. Don't you? ღ Chizzled Pink Princess@ fubar Fan, Rate, Add, Bling her!Send her your fubucks, because seriously, how many e-drinks can ya buy? LOL!   PLEASE REPOST!!!! ¢´ Chelsea.Smile ¢´ FuGF of Ruby ¢¾@ fubar Blueprints For Future Homes - Norma Jean
A Joint Work By Sweethotmomma1968 & Bloodsin09
I watch in the pale moonlight as she slowly removes her clothes Her skin so pale and white softer than the petals of a rose She stands and let's me admire as the cool breeze blows through her golden hair To not pull her close would just seem so unfair I stare into her eyes, so innocent and blue Holding her within my arms feeling her love so true she gently caresses me and smiles the love in her eyes makes it all worth while so sweet and gentle her touch there is no doubt why I love her so much I know now that she is only a dream I know this and I want to scream I lay awake my body in shiver Waiting for the pain to be delivered Holding the blade in trembling hand prepared to make it but Just then the phone rang I never had the nerve to make the final cut
A Letter
I got a surprse today, I received a letter from a friend that I have not heard from in a long time. I was very happy to hear from my friend and hope to hear from friend again.
Do You Desirer 2.5 Million Fubucks Please Look Inside (repost)
How's it going I'm Lord Wolf,I'm willing to Offer 2.5 Million Fubucks for an Auto 11 Bling.The Desire to be Godfather has Consumed me.An yesterday After Rating An Auto Gal with Happy purchasing Extra 11's Fubar added an extra 930,079 points to me.I was down to 1,027,067 but after my next purchase of more 11's on my last day of VIP my Total Rose to 1,997,086.Then to Top that Off 5 hrs later they recharged my card for another 500 11's.Yes it sucks to be me. 10 Morphs will be Created,For my Savior,That can Grant me the Honor of Godfather.
I Am Going To Hell !!! If You Believe In Hell That Is !!!
Four Catholic ladies are having coffee together. The first one tells her friends, "My son is a priest. When he walks into a room, everyone calls him 'Father'. The second Catholic woman chirps, "My son is a bishop. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Grace'." The third Catholic woman says smugly, "My son is a cardinal. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Eminence'." The fourth Catholic woman sips her coffee in silence. The first three women give her this subtle "Well...?" She replies, "My son is a gorgeous, 6'2", hard-bodied stripper... Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Oh my God...'." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Q. What's the difference between Jesus and a painting? A. It takes only one nail to hang a painting. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- There's this old priest who got sick of all the people in his parish who kept confessing to
looking at pictures of you and I And all I can do is cry Memories of happier times When you never lied When you never cheated Back when we never fought Back when we always had fun But it seems our joy Has now turned to anger and pain Clouds now cover our sun I just want to go back To those perfect days And relive them until I die Your love was my life I've lost myself Somewhere along the way Now that your love is gone It's all I can do to pick up the pieces And move on with my life
I Want To Buy A Blast!!grrrr
I tried for days now to figure out how to work this paypal, i set up an account and everything put in my credit card info and all that so it says im not verified, what does that mean! ive given them all the info they need. i see where you need to put in a bank account or a sign up for there credit card well how can i possibly do that if for one i dont have a bank account and for two my credit is shitty and thats why i have this pay as you go visa. im frustrated to know end i want to put up a blast and nope i guess im not going to tonight maybe some other time,,,well the rage is leaving my body now that ive vented some of it down here, maybe tomarrow folks you will see me in the little box up in the corner lol...well hope everyone is having better luck than me!!!! always beetle
Cupid's Arrow
Cupid's Arrow A desire that so grew So wild and free But yet so hidden from view All buried inside In a tangled web A desire to be Just who she wanted to be To live life To feel love To taste freedom But all was buried And hidden away Until one day Out of the blue Flew Cupid's arrow Straight and true It struck her in her heart The center of that web And all at once Out flew it all The overwhelming passion The ever burning love It all flew true At the one she love He released it all Unlocked her heart And set her free With only a kiss from his lips A touch of his hands A look from his eyes A whisper of breath And with that he unleashed A storm so full Of fury and love and desire.
Thought Of The Day Jan 18, 2009
Never tell your problems to anyone.......20% don't care and the other 80% are glad you have them
The Muscle Between My Legs
The muscle between my legs This muscle between my legs is good for fertilizing your eggs, but it will never make or break our love affair. Although it'll give you great pleasure, and those moments I do treasure, it will never be the main way to show I care. Thus, revealing the fact, that sex is just an act, and love is never anything one should fall into. I may sound like a fool, when I say my mind is the tool, that I'll use to make love to you. It may be big, firm, thick, strong, it may even last long, but never as long as the images I leave of me, in your thoughts. I feel you sister, when you say all the other misters, never took you there, but it aint my fault. I love to touch, I love to feel, but first and foremost, I love to keep it real you know this is true. Although our physical acts, bring you the ultimate climax, my mind is the tool, that I'll use to make love to you. Wonderous
Wants To Godfather.
Can We Help Her Out.. 1,489,819 Points to go! I® ☠nicÁ™
A Little Poem From A Friend
"As I lay here and drift away, I think of Star, glowing brown eyes aside I let my dreams fill up my day, I wish that Morning Star were by my side. You are to sweet! :) *hugs&kisses*
Strange Sex Laws
In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal are punishable by death. (Like THAT makes sense.) In Bahrain, a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is prohibited from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers; the sex organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times. (A brick??) The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the first time... Reason: under Guam law, it is expressly forbidden for virgins to marry. (Let's just think for a minute; is there any job anywhere else in the world that even comes close to this?) In Hong Kon
Human History And The Creation Of Liberals And Conservatives
(Please note: THIS IS A HUMOR PIECE. I wrote it to amuse myself and you, dear Readers. If you get all butthurt and can't take a joke, don't bother with the hate mail. I won't read it!) ================================================================================================== For those that don't know about history ... Here is a condensed version: Humans originally existed as members of small bands of nomadic hunters/gatherers. They lived on deer in the mountains during the summer and would go to the coast and live on fish and lobster in the winter. The two most important events in all of history were the invention of beer and the invention of the wheel. The wheel was invented to get man to the beer. These were the foundation of modern civilization and together were the catalyst for the splitting of humanity into two distinct subgroups: 1. Liberals and 2. Conservatives. Once beer was discovered, it required grain and that was the beginning of agricultur
A Night
I love the way you look tonight With your hair hangin' down on your shoulders, 'N'I love the way you dance your slow sweet tango, The way you wanna do everything but talk And how you stare at me with those undress me eyes, Your breath on my body makes me warm inside. Let's make out, let's do something amazing, Let's do something that's all the way 'Cause I never touched somebody like the way I touch your body, Now I never want to let your body go ... Let's make a night to remember From January to December, Let's make love to excite us, A memory to ignite us, Let's make honey, baby, soft and tender, Let's make sugar, darlin', sweet surrender. Let's make a night ro remember All life long. I love the way you move tonight, Beads of sweat drippin' down your skin, Me lying here'n'you lyin' there, Our shadows on the wall and our hands everywhere. Let's make out, let's do something amazing, Let's do something that's all the way 'Cause I nev
Flobots - No Handlebars
This is one of those songs that was introduced to me through my friends. When they first told me about it they kept raving about the song and how deep it was, and that I had to see the video, but not once, over and over again, that way I could see just what exactly what was going on. I have to admit they are right, I've watched the video about five times now, and every time I pick up something new from it. Sadly the band has removed embedding from youtube, so all I have are the lyrics and the link. Seriously, watch this video. You'll like it, and try to catch the meaning behind it as well. I can ride my bike with no handlebars No handlebars No handlebars I can ride my bike with no handlebars No handlebars No handlebars Look at me, look at me hands in the air like it's good to be ALIVE and I'm a famous rapper even when the paths're all crookedy I can show you how to do-si-do I can show you how to scratch a record I can
Get To Know Someone
I can only get to know someone that is willing to talk to me and let me know who they are. i am a very sontanious person and i am not very patient, i guess that is one of the things i have to work on about me. i dont want to change anyone else. it is useless. if you want know the ins and outs of me you have to ask me questions and i will answer the best i can. i can tell you one thing about myself. i do not lie. the guilt is just not worth the time for me. I tend to run through my life i am learning how to slow down now. I only stop when something gets my attention, my full attention. and if i am pushed away i might not want to but i will get over it sometime, i dont stay mad very long, there is no fun in anger. i have had to learn to be a surviver, and that is what i do best.
Anything Goes With Gem Tonight
Anything Goes on Sunday Sinners Paradise Lounge and Dawn Star Radio invite you to join us as our very own Gemini aka aGEM4life plays what you want yo hear. Regardless of the genre or year its from. As long as she has it she'll play it. Anything you want to hear (and we mean ANYTHING!). 8pm - 10pm (EST) Hope to see you there! (repost of original by 'aGEM4life ShadowLeveler|RatingRevolution ღWife of Ike™ღ FUOwnedByJade&JaksonsMom' on '2009-01-18 15:37:28') (repost of original by 'HersheyK' on '2009-01-18 16:16:37')
Slam , slam ,slam . As I run behind her down the hallway . Door after door is slammed in my face . What am I to do fear, anguish, anger . Is it a window to my soul or a door to the future . Turn the nob and push to enter fear, anguish, anger oh what am I to do . Slam slam slam ....
President Obama’s Inaugural Address
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 at 12:25pm BY Amy Hamblin President Obama’s Inaugural Address Placing his hand on the Bible once used by Lincoln, Barack Obama took the Oath of Office at 12:05 p.m. on the steps of the U.S. Capitol. Immediately following, he delivered his Inaugural Address to a sea of flag-waving Americans, which stretched down the National Mall to the Lincoln Memorial and beyond. The full text of his address is below. My fellow citizens: I stand here today humbled by the task before us, grateful for the trust you have bestowed, mindful of the sacrifices borne by our ancestors. I thank President Bush for his service to our nation, as well as the generosity and cooperation he has shown throughout this transition. Forty-four Americans have now taken the presidential oath. The words have been spoken during rising tides of prosperity and the still waters of peace. Yet, every so often the oath is taken amidst gathering clouds and raging storms. At these moments,
Coheed And Cambria-welcome Home
You could have been all I wanted, But you weren't honest, Now get in the ground, You choked off the surest of favors, But if you really loved me, You would have endured my reign... Well if you're just, as I presumed, A whore in sheep's clothing, Fucking up all I do... And if so here we stop, Then never, again will you see, This in your life... Hang on to the glory at my right hand, Here lay to rest is a love ever long, With truth on the shores of confession, You seem to take premise, to all of these souls... You stormed off to scar the armada, Like Jesus played letter, I'll drill through your hands, The stone for the curse you have blamed me... With love and devotion I'll die as you sleep, But you could just rat me out, To never mis-warn her happy will I become, Be true that this is no option, So rinse it, condemn you demon raiding in love... Hang on to the glory at my right hand, Here lay to rest is a love ever long, With truth on the shores of c
I Have A Problem
Had a long talk with a close friend tonight. And I have a problem that frustrates her. My problem?... I have anger issues. Not in the way you would think. Mine issues are the opposite. You see, I don't know how to show anger anymore. Instead of showing it, I bury it. Instead of showing anger, I bury it. I hide it. And in the end, it eats away at me until it causes me to be depressed. It all started as a teen. When I was younger I had a terrible temper. And the cause.. and the target of my outbursts was my Mom. Those who know me well know Mom died of cancer. her illness started when I was in middle school, and at that time I just couldn't fight with her anymore. I didn't feel right. Going through High School and college I buried it more and more. Except for my Dad and brother, there probably isn't a person alive who could say they have heard me yell in anger. Well.. a few umps and my softball team have. In my marriage... I took the abuse. I didn't fight
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Here In The Middle Of My Life
Here in the middle of my life I look back on joy and strife, I wonder where the path now leads, Here in the middle of my life. There is much I have yet to do, There is much I have yet to see, Will God grant me precious time, Here in the middle of my life? I've loved and I've lost I've loved and I've won, Life has been full to now, The years that are left Are precious to me I pray I will use them well. Here in the middle of my life, I am wiser than I used to be. Serene as a peaceful dove No time for hate, just love. Now in the middle of my life, I will live and love totally, If I meet you along life's way We will live fully every day. Here in the middle of my life I stop to see moments of time, Like mountains left to climb, How many left for me? Here in the middle of my life.
Copying Leanna
Getting To Know Me1) Hair ColorCurrently bleached orangey-brown, but it changes like ma underwear!2) Height5'93) Right or Left HandedRight, but trained myself to write with left hand when I was bored4) Your WeaknessGood looking men and sweet tasting food5) Your FearsFailure, death6) Your Most Overused PhraseI feel that 7) Thoughts First Waking UpWhere's my coffee?!8) Your Best Physical FeatureBoobs9) Your BedtimeWhenever, typically at around 11 (up late tonight!) :-)10) Pepsi or CokePepsi11) McDonalds or Burger KingMcDonalds12) Ice Cream or YogurtIce Cream, although Yogurt with fruit on it is good13) Pizza or ChinesePizza, I love my Italiano!14) Cappuccino or CoffeeCappuccino15) Chocolate or VanillaVanilla16) Been ArrestedNo17) Do You SmokeRarely18) Do You DrinkYes19) Do You SwearYes20) Do You SingPoorly21) Have You Been In Lov
One Flaw In Women
"One Flaw In Women " Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, si
I am tired of all this shit... I rate the fuck out of people.. yes ones with autos and ones with out autos. And I get no love back. I would like to know why should I even try anymore.
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Take nothing Be everything Die happy Live long But never trust ANYONE
Stalker Alert!!!!!!
BOOBOO'S DONE IT NOW! SHE ACCEPTED MY APPLICATION TO STALK HER WHAT WAS SHE THINKING?! BUT I NEED HELP STALKING HER SHE GIVES SO MUCH LOVE TO OTHERS, IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO STALK HER ENOUGH! SO WILL YOU HELP ME? JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND RATE RATE RATE! ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By InFarred.Fu Slave to Mz Chelle... Garys Fo@ fubar PRIVATE MESSAGE ME AND LET ME KNOW YOU'VE HELPED STALK THIS LOVELY LADY AND I'LL BE SURE TO STALK YOUR PAGE FOR A BIT Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmon's Angels}~Proudly owned by Gary & Full time stalker of BooBoo Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmon's Angels}~Proudly owned by Gary & Full time stalker of BooBoo@ fubar
Its All For You
A brisk cold night and i long for you A silent whisper of wind And i long for you A sunset bright like fire and i long for you A bird on a wire and i long for you A first drop of snow and i long for you A fresh new day and i long for you A River i see flow and i long for you A movement in my bed and i long for you A moment that i felt just longing for you
Miss You
As life goes on, as days fly by Every second, a piece of me dies Gusts of wind, pounds of thunder Nights get dreary, dreams pull me under Thoughts and memories before my eyes Tears drain out, as I lie Kisses, hugs, pokes and tugs Romantic loving, passionate snugs Connections seem closer, feelings seem bright As I move in, lips lock tight stains of salt, reminders of fears murmurs of just how much i miss you, my dear
I Wait For You
It's hard to explain how I feel, this clouded situation I'm in. there goes the pain; I'm finally healed, but there's still a wall, and oh so thin. I have no tools; Nothing to tear this down. I have but my voice and my faith. I hate this; I love this; I will be found. I've made my choice; I've decided to wait. I know it will rain, the sun can dry me up. The sky will boom; shake my heart with thunder, the breeze will shift the storm. My mind will Freeze; consumed by a blizzards gust, your love will warm my soul. Don't expect me to explain; my words have no price. Throw everything this world has; I'm calm; I'm steady. This is what I need; I'm prepared for our lives. One day this wall will crash, and I will be ready.
What Color Is Your Aura?
Your Aura is Violet Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world. And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it! The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach What Color Is Your Aura?
Been Thinking A Lot Lately!
this is from the heart.. it's better to be friends then have enimies it's better to love then hate been thinking a lot about myself lately and the kind of person i truly wanna be. and how i wanna live my life and the people around me weather they are on the internet or in person. i wanna treat people as i would wanna be treated live each day with kindness in my heart and love in my soul. i may have my moment's and say things i truly never mean. i don't wanna be that person. love to all in my life...
Snow (ii)
The bus slowly pulled up to a bus stop after plowing its way through the freshly accumulated piles of snow and leaving deep tire grooves behind. The doors slowly opened, and a man carefully stepped off the rubberized steps onto the snow covered ground, making sure not to get snow inside his boots and cringing as cold winter air stung and pinched his face. He was in his early 40's, wearing a long dark gray wool coat that has seen its better days and a crumpled up black fedora that he pulled down almost to his nose. In his hand he had a black tattered leather briefcase with a large brass combination lock on the front. His attire, combined with a raised collar and a tucked in head, could have made him resemble a character out of 40's film noir, perhaps a spy or a secret agent, except for his miserable demeanor and less than glamorous walk. As the bus closed its doors and moved on like a steel dinosaur, huffing, puffing and plowing through more snow, the man looked around, as if adjusting
Thanks For The Great Time
am leaving fubar thur as iv passed all my test and will be heading out on road mon.As i will be gone for up to 3 weeks at a time i wont be around. Also i have to delete fubar as i have some friends staying at the house to look after my dog and they have 2 kids 11&13(boys)and i dont think they want them to find this place.I want to thank all my fubar fiends for being my friends and i have had a great time.All you great looking ladys ate the best and some day i hope to be back when i can get with a co. that will allow me to be home more often. My best wishes to all at fubar i will miss you all. rick (nascardei) GO JR.
The Apple Vi
He swore and spit the pizza out in the trash. Learning from a previous mistake, he now placed it to cool off on a plate, and started chugging from a 2 Liter bottle of Pepsi. Finally, making sure he gave it enough time, he picked up the pizza and took another bite. And another; and another. Sloppily chewing greasy melted cheese and letting the oil run down his chin, he looked at the box. There were 5 more slices left, and although he genuinely enjoyed it at the moment, there was no way that he could have finished all this food. After inhaling the slice, he reached for another one. This time he did not feel extreme anticipation before eating; on a contrary, he was quite full and could barely take another bite. Glancing at an almost full pizza box, he let out a sigh, still holding a limp slice of pizza dripping oil on the floor and, finally making a decision, he flung the leftover slice into the garbage.
Paper Angels
Paper angels do not fall, In origmai or otherwise, They take flight, In blessings & all, As the tiger's, Jump on there paws, Full of black eyes, Bruises, Thou shall not stumble or fall, Let the sun shine, Upon your soul, Dont let your fear's, Be a nightmare off the past, Sleep in soft sweet dreams!
True Love
There is this feeling of joy and hope. When you are close to that special person and your emotions rush over you wave after wave. Your body and mind are numb to the world around it!! Nothing in this universe seems to matter! You think of this person day and night but nothing will get that song out of your head!! This is the song with the greatest of Mojo in the world. This song has the greatest Mojo because it's a happy song, a sad one, one of disppear but of hope, one that makes you cry but also makes your soulshine. It's a song that I never want to leave my head.It is funny how this one song brings so much joy and pain all in the same beat. It"s the beat of a heart and when joined by another the music is so angelic and when alone so dark and dreary!! I guess like every good love story, that song that plays in my head is my notebook. If you read this thank you and excuess the spelling. I'm just trying to open myself up to myself at 44 lol
Choice Or Chance
When we meet the right person to love, when we're at the right place at the right time, that's chance. When you meet someone you're attracted to, that's not a choice. That's chance. Being caught up in a moment (and there are a lot of couples who get together because of this) is not a choice. That's also a chance. The difference is what happens afterwards. When will you take that infatuation, that crush, that mind- blowing attraction to the next level? That's when all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate whether you want to make this into a concrete relationship or just a fling. If you decide to love a person, even with his faults, that's not a chance. That's choice. When you choose to be with a person, no matter what, that's choice. Even if you know there are many people out there who are more attractive, smarter, and richer than your mate, and yet, you decide to love your mate just the same, that's choice. Infatuation, cr
Shoutbox On Here...
Why do the messages in your shoutbox disapear after a while, even without you deleting them? I don't like it tbh - you should be allowed to keep them I think. =/ That's all.
I Speak To Angels......
I haven't felt quite right of late.....bad dreams and little sleep. It's not been good and I have been neglecting my need to express myself within the music I listen too. I was visited by an angel during the night, last has given me a little inspiration to post something by James Blunt. Some think he produces trite love songs which are highly commercialised.....meh, I think he produces songs which speak to many people on different levels. His lyrics are thought provoking for me.....and my choice is to always listen to what artists poetry set to music. I really want you....... Tears and Rain..
You Better Hide
Like a thief in the night Without warning he will come Your soul is what he wants If you see him try to run Don't ever look behind Cause he's closer than you think He sees your very eyes And can even see you blink They say to always pray And to do as you are told Cause if you're not prepared He can come to steal your soul So if you feel a chill And it's nice and bright outside It's the harbinger of doom So you better run and hide
How Do I
how do i get a background on my page for everyone to see that isnt a pic from my fubar? everytime i try it doesnt come up here plz help me
Marching To The Beat Of Life.....
We all march in the black parade in our own way....
i hope all are having a good night
What Is Love.......
Im not a religious nut but I think this says it best, but at the end of the day even if your love fails in any or all of the below mentioned perameters it is your choice the next day wether to do it better or not I guess or perhaps love like God is a myth. "Love is always patient and kind; love is never jealous; love is not boastful or conceited, it is never rude and never seeks its own advantage, it does not take offense or store up grievances. Love does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but finds its joy in the truth. It is always ready to make allowances, to trust, to hope and to endure whatever comes. Love never comes to an end." I Corinthians 13:4-8
Losing Faith In The Free Market
After the thousandth email about the economy I finally think I will write down my take. I have a friend who has cancer. He had to leave graduate school and throw away the life that he had been building for years. He had to do this in order to work at a menial job to pay for his health insurance. If his insurance lapses he will be denied treatment for his pre-existing condition. I ask in all seriousness, where is his government bailout? This is on a small scale the model of what our economy has become. One cannot leave ones class without risking it all. You cannot get ahead because they do not want you to get ahead. Regardless of what the stock market does the poor remain poor and the rich remain rich. The "Free market," isn't free it comes at the greatest cost. The life of the working man. I leave you with a quote: "You cannot legislate the poor into freedom by legislating the wealthy out of freedom. What one person receives without working for, another person must
Music I Love- Terasbetoni (orjatar)
Dissociative Identity Disorder
I'm scared of the man, Who lives inside of me. I don't know why he's violent, But I love to view what he sees. I see him in the mirror, I feel him when I'm hurt. When ever he comes out, You should be alert. He'll kill you if he finds you, He loves to see the pain. He loves to scrutinize the blood, When it falls like the rain. Hi, my name is Malik, Today I'm feeling malice. Won't you come and join me, Into my death palace. Don't feel afraid, You won't feel a thing. I hold a knife in my hand, Only for me to cling. I live in the shadows, I chant the name of death. My rage is imperceptible, I'd love to steal your breath. Hey, who's there? Is someone watching me? I'm not paranoied, Just to a tolerable degree. huh, did you say something? Ah! What was that noise? Watch out for the "followers," To them your brain's a toy. Damn, I blacked out again, Did you see the evil man? He's a very violent guy, He has some evil plans. Please don't stick aroun
There Is Always Time For Lubricant !
because no one should do anything so rappid as to forget lubricant !
Ice Storm In Wi (2008)
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Show These Girls Some Extra Love..they Deserve It
Two Of Sarges Bad Girls have Delivered Healthy Baby Boys...Stop By Their Page To Show Them Lots Of Love Add Fan Rate And Bling Them...Don't Forget To Congratulate Them One Their New Arrival/Miracle.. pepsikola~fu angel and sarges bad girl ☠AMber☠ Stilnoct's R/L fiance Coding Done By BlueEyedBrat~ SargesBadGirls~ Being Brought To You By Sarge And All The Bad Girls Please Re post Often
Wife To Husband
To my darling husband, Before you return from your business trip I just want to let you know about the small accident I had with the pick up truck when I turned into the driveway. Fortunately not too bad and I really didn't get hurt, so please don't worry too much about me. I was coming home from Wal-Mart, and when I turned into the driveway I accidentally pushed down on the accelerator instead of the brake. The garage door is slightly bent but the pick up fortunately came to a halt when it bumped into your car. I am really sorry, but I know with your kind-hearted personality you will forgive me. You know how much I love you and care for you my sweetheart. I cannot wait to hold you in my arms again. Your loving wife. XXX P.S. Your girlfriend called.
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Kiss Me (one Last Time)
Light the candle, start the fire. Snuggle down for the end of the world. Watch the sun reach its zenith, one more time. Kiss me, again, one last time. Forget your cares, forget your needs, this is all we get. Be at peace, be at ease, I am here for you. Watching the sun set, listening to it coming, I realize how lucky I was, how beautiful you are. Death is at the door, I can here it knocking, but it will wait, Yes, it will wait for a little more, one more time... Kiss me, one last time.
Music I Love
Autumn is still at school and we've got about 6 inches in snow in an hour and a half. Its white out too. I'm really worried.
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Just Another Day
Seeing signs of the past in the last few days. Allot of people who call me paranoid. But I tend to worry to much. But when you want something so bad. I just need to stop and be able to focus on the good things. But when I am not talking to her or doing things I feel so empty inside. In bliss when I am talking to her. Things are great. I know things will be great. Maybe I need to be patient and quit worrying so much. I just want to be happy with my best half. I do have to make it clear that I am not worried about anything that she is or is not doing. I know it is me at my worst. Always worrying about things that I can not control. But to anybody that has been around me since I have been with my Belle. To see just how happy and content. This is the greatest I have ever felt in my life. Other than my baby boys being born. Their is nothing in this life to compare to that. I know now that it is just a matter of time till I am with her. But it is just to far away. It could be tomorrow and it
Men Like This...
I'm going to be upfront and honest with everyone: I have a boyfriend and I'm not looking to cheat on him. I think I make this clear on my profile, so PLEASE don't waste your time asking me to hook up with you! While it's flattering, and sometimes really sweet, I'm not looking for a roll in the hay. Definitely not! Let me give you an example... Today, in my shoutbox, I had a conversation with a married man who was my age. *31* It started off normal, hey how are ya, blah blah blah, then it turned really...odd. him: are you looking for a boyfriend? me: No, I already have one. him: oh I'm married I have a wife but I want a girlfriend too. me: lol ok what does your wife think of that? him: why does she need to know? lol me: ohhhk him: you ok with that? me: *laugh* I'm not looking for another boyfriend. him: oh yeah your boyfriend know that? me: know that I don't want another boyfriend? Of course! him: yeah me: yeah, why would I? him: I just want a girl friend for se
The Reality Beneath The Myth.
Nursery Rhymes we didn't have as kids....... Mary had a little pig, She kept it fat and plastered; And when the price of pork went up, She shot the little bastard. ******************** Mary had a little lamb. Her father shot it dead. Now it goes to school with her, Between two hunks of bread. ******************** Jack and Jill went up the hill To have a little fun. Stupid Jill forgot the pill And now they have a son. ******************** Simple Simon met a pie man going to the fair. Said Simple Simon to the pie man, 'What have you got there?' Said the pie man unto Simon, 'Pies, you dumb ass' !! ******************** Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall, Humpty Dumpty had a great fall. All the kings' horses, And all the kings' men. Had scrambled eggs, For breakfast again. ******************** Hey diddle, diddle, the cat took a piddle, All over the bedside clock. The little dog laughed to see such fun. Then died of electric shock. ****************
Walmart Screws The American Worker Useing Our Own Laws!
Walmart once again uses laws to retaliate against there employees! In SC we have a law in your SC code of laws Title 41, Chapter 35 section 120(2) which I will Quote the Section 120(2) here: "SECTION 41-35-120. Disqualification for benefits. Any insured worker is ineligible for benefits for: (1) Leaving work voluntarily. - If the Commission finds that he has left voluntarily, without good cause, his most recent work prior to filing a request for determination of insured status or a request for initiation of a claim series within an established benefit year, with ineligibility beginning with the effective date of the request and continuing until he has secured employment and shows to the satisfaction of the Commission that he has performed services in employment as defined by Chapters 27 through 41 of this title and earned wages for such services equal to at least eight times the weekly benefit amount of his claim. (2) Discharge for cause connected with the employment.
I Try N I’m Trying To Keep My Cool
You said things was fine and it’s just been a little up and down It’s not fine you told a lie it’s not up and down its just going down How can you blame me of cheating when I ain’t done a thang I sit here day in and day out taking care of our child Yet why do I feel like I’m not being treated as one but as a child You sit there with your back turned to me texting and trying to buddy buddy I asked you to meet my friends I didn’t ask for you to try and be best friends with them Do you haft to be controlling are you trying to piss me off I don’t get it what are you trying to do cause all your doing is pissing me off I keep my mouth shut and I bottle it up just to try an make this work But this chapter is about to be torn and ripped out of this book And all information of you changed to the controlling baby mamma The baby mamma and all her bullshit drama.
I only have friends on here that I know in person or that I find interesting in one way or another. Otherwise, you are somebody that I highly admire, would like to meet in person someday, or have great respect for your talents. Something about you makes you so unique that when I read your profile and looked at you I thought, "cool"! Either way I am not a picture collector. If you received this in your bulletin, I truly do find you interesting. If you have decided to read this, You are a true My Tagged Friend... It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like it's a popularity contest in high school. Let me know you read this so I can eliminate those that dont respond! This is a test to see how many people in your friends list actually pay attention to you. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are!
Perv Ert On Fubar
This guy on FUBAR, his screen name is NO DRAMA QUEENS PLEASE I added him as a friend, and he asked for my yahoo, being a person whom likes to chat, I gave it to him. We chatted a bit, and then he started pulling the "I just got out of the shower, I'm looking at your pics and I'm getting a slight reaction under my towel." I asked him to stop...and he would'nt, I said I was going to block him and he said I was causing drama. So I blocked him on yahoo and fubar,. the exact same thing happend to a friend of mine...He pulled the same towel trick...She even told him she was 17 just to see what he would do, and he just kept at it...He also insisted she give him her number so he could have phone sex with her, and he litterly kept DEMANDING for her to send pictures of her naked to him. So please...block him, report him whatever...most of all just watch out.
My Poetry
ok im gonna say this nicely for you haters i will delete comments noone asked you to read this in fact the only reason your here is to say mean things whatever im not doing this for you and i am willing to take constructive critisimn anything to make what i do better.howevveri write my way dont like it close your eyes or get the fuck off my blog haters will be deleted and constructive critasimn read and noted... so without further ado here we go
Rip Mom Love You
Terry Lee Syner MOUNT HOPE — Terry Lee Syner, 51, of Mount Hope, died on Wednesday, February 4, 2009, at Raleigh General Hospital in Beckley. Born November 11, 1957, at Beckley, she was the daughter of the late Noah and Betty Jean Prince Syner. Terry was a member of the Packs Branch Baptist Church and was a homemaker. Survivors include one son, Noah Edward Bowles of Bradley; a sister, Trina Syner of Mount Hope, and a brother, Daniel Syner of Mount Hope; husband, Edward Bowles of Bradley; nephew, Patrick Stone of Mount Hope; and brother-in-law, Ernest “Bo” Stone of Mount Hope. Services will be 1 p.m. on Monday, February 9, 2009, at Tyree Funeral Home in Mount Hope with Rev. George Holliday officiating. Burial will be at the Nuttall Cemetery, Edmond. Friends may call one hour prior to the service on Monday at the funeral home. Family and friends, including David Smith of Beckley, will serve as pallbearers. Online condolences may be sent at
Survey Says!
What Kind Of Friend Are You To Me?Do or Die(The Ultimate)- like soldiers!Mourner/Pallbearer aka Good Friend-It was nice knowing you, but there's limits.Buddy-We can hang out sometimesOnline Friend-When I'm online, I'm there for you.Stranger-...and you are?(View Results)Create a Fubar Poll
Help Me Level
been mia for a while im way behind and no bling lol help a girl out
Lost... Avenged Sevenfold
Centuries pass and still the same War in our blood, some things never change Fighting for land and personal gain better your life, justify our pain The end is knocking The end is knocking We've all been lost for most of this life (lost for most of this life) Everywhere we turn more hatred surrounds us And I know that most of us just ain't right (most of us just ain't right) Following the wrong steps, being led by pride How many lives will we take How many hearts destined to break Nowhere to run, can't escape Full of ourselves, tied to our fate The end is knocking The end is knocking, yeah We've all been lost for most of this life (lost for most of this life) Everywhere we turn more hatred surrounds us And I know that most of us just ain't right (most of us just ain't right) Following the wrong steps, being led by pride With peace of mind so hard to find We're dwelling on the drastic signs Another way to numb our mind And as you close your eyes tonight
My Best Friend Thomas
You know its funny we have people come into our lives ever some are just like a temporary fixture and sometimes you meet really increidble people who come into your lives and like the old adage says reaches for your hand and they touch your heart and stay forever well when i met my best friend it was kinda funny at first he kind of annoyed mei had really kinda had it with religion and he is a very religios man i remember when i first met thomas it was on a day that was really horrible for me i had a bad day and somehow we started talking and he made me smile something i dont think i had done that in a really long time but soomehow he made me smile and then laugh not just a hehe laugh either a really good fall on the floor aching ribs laughi had been through so much finding out my dad had a bad heart but refused to take medication, my mom having cancer and having to take chemo and radion she was so sick alot and having to watch the emts take my mom to the ambulance day after day It Goes.
I want all of know who the hell you get off my ass. PLEASE STOP messaging me and shouting me and bitching at me because I "didn't give you a chance." If I wanted would have already had it. BUT I didn't want to...that's right I said it! I didn't want to give you a chance...any of you. For heavens sake...I don't think a few fubar shouts here and there would amount to anything. So please. Stop with the guilt trips, and calling me brutal. I did nothing. I'm happy. So be respectful and get off my back. thanks.
Another Poem Lol
Death Death in the end is peace for the tormented souls For us with that soul we live in pain everyday We might dream the good dreams but we know its not reality We have suffered hardships and heartaches that are beyond your understanding I might be your best freind but I'm really here to help you not to become like me I hope you never do end up this way but if you do I will be here to walk next to you guideing the way
Not Even The X
So Ive got to get this off my husband, whom Im divorcing has decided to purchase a house with his new gf (highschool sweetheart), who is moving back from Florida in April. Mind you he and I are NOT divorced yet, still have almost a full year to go until its finalized and we have two small kids, ages 5 and 2. He wanted to move right in with her without the kids ever meeting her!!! How crappy is that!!! JERK! But I have somehow talked him out of that, atleast until July. I am also going to make a proposal for more child support since well, they will be a two income family and I'm over here struggling to make it work!!! Dont you think I have a right to be alittle pissed? I say yes!
I Wish
The day fades away as night draws near. the phone still hasn't rang like You promised so desperately it would. Nothing you say is true and you Can't keep one word you say. I'd change time around if I could. I finally believed you cared, then After you realized I believed in you, You said your good-bye's like It wasn't at all hard to do. If you don't really care...why Put me through this mess? I have feelings too, that don't Need to be toyed with. If I could have one wish...... I wish I could've honestly believed in you.
215 Queen.
K so, my friends in st.johns live in a house somewhat like mine and they started a house blog. Well this idea just tickles my fancy as my house is never boring or weedless. And every friday we have a theme party were all the same people attend. This house and this group of people are one of a kind. Andi just want to try and capture that in something, plus what we get into is fucking hilarious So starting out today, A bad boring day to start, as its monday and it consisted of me and bobo hitting the bong in the living room. Our puppy jar was kidnapped over the weekend by the dog catcher and we got him back today. Our crazy friend got taken back to the hospital( for being crazy..actually) long story taht you will hopefully fully understand soon enough. And still no words from our friends gone across the water looking to pick up a nice few pounds. And later on this evening me and david watched the jungle book, and now Im fubar'n it up while i wait for bobo to get a bedtymebuzzawn and
You Know You Are From Louisiana
You know you're from Louisiana when... Your sunglasses fog up when you step outside, even in December. You reinforce your attic to store Mardi Gras beads You don't look twice when you see pink flamingos in yards of nice subdivisions during Mardi Gras. You save newspapers, not for recycling but for tablecloths at crawfish boils. Your ancestors are buried above the ground. You drink Community Coffee, have tried Starbucks, but don't see what all the fuss is about. You take a bite of five-alarm chili and reach for the Tabasco. Every once in a while, you have waterfront property . You sit down to eat boiled crawfish and your host says, "Don't eat the dead ones," and you know what he means. You don't learn until high school that Mardi Gras is not a national holiday. You push little old ladies out of the way to catch Mardi Gras beads. Little old ladies push YOU out of the way to catch Mardi Gras beads. You believe that purple, green , and gold look
Unknown Love And Destiny Pt 8
As soon as he was dressed, he went to their small garage. Two steps forward, one left and turn 90 degrees left. He looked at the ceiling, to the naked eye it was a plain ceiling, but he knew a lot better. The house was a technological marvel in it's own right. It had it's own AI and one of the most advanced security systems in the world. "AL, activate protocol Alpha 1" he said out loud like he was talking to the invisible man. The floor shifted, opened and where the older car sat descended into the ground. Revealing a hidden part of the house, a hidden compartment with a brand spanking new Dodge Viper 2008 edition stood parked. He walked down the small stairs that had formed as the floor shifter. He stepped inside the older car and moved it to the side. Then he took a seat in the new car. The car was pitch black with two thick silver stripes going over the hood, roof and tail. It too was a marvel of technological advances. Active camouflage, extremely strong Armour and a V12 en
The Only Thing You Have In Your Chest Is My Knife
benevolant liquidation i fish for your heart with a shiv tween your ribs i lay you to rest with an ominous whisper what ive left behind are the remnants on to you i wish this pain on to you i wish this hate on to you i wish unrest on to you i wish this fate on to you and onto you and onto you and onto you and onto you i wish these hazy eyes onto you i wish this pale blue hue onto you forever i bestow onto you eternity i bestow onto you.............and onto you
How Do I Tell You How I Feel
How do I tell you how I feel about you When everytime i think of you my body shakes everytime i see you my knees grow weak and everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end. When everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was there everytime i see you smile my heart melts and every night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end. I've tried somehow to say: you're the sun that lights up my sky the wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer day and sweet incense that keeps me on a natural high I want so much to tell you: that without you with me each day my day isn't complete that since day one I've always wanted to be with you that no matter what's going on in my life you're the reason there's a smile on my face and that loving you seems to be all I need to know. But everytime I want to the words just wont come out to you it may sound mushy or too cute you may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closed Then to try to tell you exactly whats on
Dead Drunk And Naked
Dead, Drunk, And Naked Lyrics (written by: Hood / DBT) When I was a young boy I sniffed a lot of glue Mom sent me to rehab, they told me what to do We didn't have much money; the lord picked up the tab They made me write him love songs, sitting in my room Now I just drink whiskey and drive around my friends Get a haircut, get a job, maybe born again And if you're living badly, we'll tell you how to live Dead, drunk, and naked? If you're out there listening, I just want you to know I been doing just fine, psychiatrists tell me so My scars are patched up; my arms have almost healed My demons almost tranquilized, my pains almost killed Me and old Jack Daniel's, become the best of friends We got all them Baptist's to die for our sins I know the lord is coming The South will rise again! (Dead, drunk, and naked) Daddy used to tell me, everything comes down to what they say about you when you're not around And I wish that he was here now, I'm
Ensign: Digital Courage
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 13 February 2009 About a month after my wife Martha and I corresponded online -- that's how we met, she living in North Dakota and I in Florida in 2000 -- I translated a letter I had prepared to email her into French with Altavista because she said she studied the language at university and sent it to her. The next day, I got back a "whoa!" response; Martha's French was nowhere near that good. And neither is mine, but the point is that it is very easy to pretend online to be someone we aren't. A pastor I heard on the radio called this tendency to pretend to be who we're not "digital courage" because we're putting out a front to others we meet on social networks, dating sites, etc. that may or may not, and in a great many instances
Friday The 13th
So I'm not one for superstition,yesterday was the first time anything bad has happened on Friday the 13th. & Boy was it bad, lol. Eddie and I went to Alexandria(bout 45 mins from my house-kids at school)to go shopping. I just had to go to HobbyLobby for stuff. >.> Well we got kinda lost, got off the interstate,took a left wasnt very far after the left where I turned to my right saw a full size van about to hit us and said WTF. Once it hit us I remember Eddie saying "Are you ok?" and all i could say over and over was I couldn't breathe. Then I woke up to Eddie yelling at me to talk to him. He said I blacked out,eyes rolling the back of my head and such. I guess from shock. Once I came to, I climbed out Eddies side (drivers side) since my door wasnt a door n e more,lol. I started looking for my phone,until a cop was like "Is that it,in the road?" I told him,damn yeah and asked him to get it for me. He gave it back and said hes not sure if it worked anymore. To my suprise it is tho,its
Ex-presidents Watch Obamas Christen White House Bed
WASHINGTON—Honoring one of the longest-standing rituals in American history, former presidents Jimmy Carter, George H.W. Bush, Bill Clinton, and George W. Bush assembled in the nation's capital last week to witness the new first couple's christening of the White House bed. "Today, the torch is passed unto a new generation," ex-president Carter said while ceremoniously peering through the Jefferson Blinds. "On this most hallowed eve, we commemorate our forebears, from General Washington to Ford, each of them a testament to fortitude, self-sacrifice, and endurance. Please pass the binoculars." Sources said the service lasted approximately 20 minutes from start to finish, and was the most exciting bedchamber christening since Frank Sinatra filled in for Ronald Reagan
Just Thinking......
I was sitting here and thinking of the past 20 years of my life--the 20 years that I was married to someone I would have given my life for. Someone I realize now must not have ever really loved me but to whom I had given my heart, my mind, my body and my soul to only to have him throw it away in the end like it was nothing. Like I had never meant anything to him. He was my world up to the end....I HAVE to find a way to go on without him. I believed in my marriage vows---"for better or for worse and in sickness and in health". I realize now that he did not. Family and friends are here for me but I would rather be wrapped up in someone's arms and know that I am loved for who I am and NOT what they want me to be or who they think I should be. I want a man who will be there for me when I need him because I know that if he needed me, I would be there for him! I wonder where did I go wrong and then I realize that it was not all me--it was him too. I realize that a person cannot cha
She was rather ragged in appearance. Her fear for people was so evident, I held back, not wanting to aggravate her already waning love for people. She was charcoal black, with a tiny blotch of white just piercing the crest of her chest. If I leaned down, she bolted the opposite direction. I needed her so desperately to trust me, so I could get her into warmth and safety. There was another snowfall coming in the upcoming days, and I could not live with myself if I did not employ all my efforts to get her to safety. Try, as I may, she was not to be subdued. There were a rather large pack of dogs wandering the neighborhood where I managed an apartment complex. Living across from the local park, it wasn't uncommon to see a new 'face' on any given morning following a night of silent riddance of the unwanted addition to the household. It soon became my mission to retrieve these beings that were no longer loved by the ones they themselves loved, and show them that there was someone who st
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Tequila And Salt
These You may not realize this, but's it's 100% true!!!! 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take another look. 11. Always remember the compiments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So, always remember, when life hands you lemons, ask for Tequila and Salt and call a true friend over!
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The No 1 Tear Jerker (dedicated To A Late Bf!)
OK I will admit this is the number 1 in my list of tear jerkers - now im off to look at the smurfs to cheer myself up :D
What I Have Come To Realize!
I have to say that Lately I have been so happy.I have the greatest friends a girl can ask For. they have truly made me the happiest lately. I amvery lucky and very very very happy.I feel truly blessed.
I'M single again and this time i'm going to try and stay away from her for good. she is not good for my kids or me. i can have a lot more fun without her. do not need her. but god i miss her and all that she done for me. i will miss nate and i know that she will never let me see him. so i will have to pay 200 a month for something that i will never get to see. but oh well that is a part of life. i wonder if she really did call the cops or not. i also have to go to garland and get the verizon thing shut off. since she wants to play games. on a better note. i played cards last night. i won the first game and got 3rd in the 2nd one so it was a good night for the points. going to play tonight also hope i can do good.
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Just Been Journaling Lately
You make me feel as if I'm not real; A non-existant purpose in your life. I am brushed off, emotionally beat down to the ground, I was just your mistress, never to be your wife. The woman, out of a love so wild, incubated your child... Now, for her you have no time. Since you became tired of her, she roams the Earth, Trying to find the rhythm to her rhyme.
Dragon Types Pt 2
Metallic dragons in modern fantasy are good, unlike chromatic dragons. ll dragons have the choice whether to be good or evil. But there are some general tendencies based on type. Unlike chromatic dragons, which are usually evil, metallic dragons are usually good. There are five kinds of metallic dragons: brass, bronze, copper, gold, and silver. Brass Dragons These are the most gregarious of all dragons, and are famous for their love of conversation. They crave sunlight and dry heat, so they frequent hot, arid regions, particulary sandy deserts. They like to make their lairs in high, rocky caves. Brass dragons have dull, motted brown scales at birth. As time goes on, the scales become more brassy until they reach a warm, burnished appearance. Brass dragons have supple, expressive lips. These are very useful, as they like to do lots of talking. They can breathe fire. Bronze Dragons Having a strong sense of justice, bronze dragons do not tolerate cruelty or anarchy in
Just Me Venting
Yanno its pretty bad when peeps need to go to your page JUST to NSFW pix.. and to make it worse not even pix that should be marked as NSFW.. i mean belly dnacing pix.. cmon now.. shyt.. grow the fuk up and be a man.. so i go to his page to see his shyt.. he doesnt accept Shouts.. and no one can check out his page cept friends.. what a fukn COWARD!!!!!!!!!!
63k To Level! Help Her!
UPDATE # 2!!! Ok, she's on Auto's and has only 63k to Disciple! Drop some love on her page! Synful Sinsations *FuWifey to SexiSam! ~Protected by Kanwulf Pirate Lord@ fubar
Views From The Crazy Mp ......... 20feb2009
As I chat with my wife (Classc1), whom by the way is one of the Original women of Fubar. I met one of the few true to life people I have come to know here my WIFE ........ because of this site I met the woman of my dreams. I started talking to Classc1 and thought it would only be an online thing then, when we met it was totally opposite. The first time we met was amazing, she had a smile that is unmatched and a sweet disposition which is out of this world. She and I are probably one of the few success stories from an online meet. She is always understanding and supportive. She never tells me NO, I guess it is because I rock her world constantly. We will have been together 2 years in July of this year and married for one of it. We have a wonderful, beautiful daughter, she is bigger than life itself. You ask why is he putting thoughts in digits. Because I think sometimes people take things to extremes. I believe indulging moderately. I have just come back and started a new profile at th
Rainy Season
There it is The phone is ringing The rainy season has begun The tears begin to flow With no explanation at all I keep hoping you don’t call But, there it is again The phone is ringing Bringing on the pain Your voice on the line The broken heart is about to begin Bringing on the rainy season The tears begin to flow I don’t want to cry anymore Make the rain stop Make the phone stop ringing Make my mind stop thinking about you Make my dreams stop returning to you You’re so real inside my mind The words you say The love we share The embrace we have is so real My body warms with each touch As if your still here So, please if you ever loved me Stop making my phone ring.
I'm The Girl . . .
I'm the girl who will put my head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you. I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you. I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like; I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms. I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me. I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have. I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss. I'm the
I dream, I wish, I live, I believe in fantasy Reality is an evil land where we are disliked for Blasphemy on society because we are different. We are cast out and belittled for our differences and opinions. Who has it all figured out? Who is the perfect one? The powerful one who makes all the stipulations? Who make all the rules we have to follow? Who doesn't feel they have to make any revisions? Equality, compassion, understanding. love with purity of heart are only a few qualities humans should have been born with more of. People are mean and judgmental, why bother trying to impress anyone? If humans and stopped judging, they might find a best friend or a lover. Don't misunderstand me, I love people. It is a joy to be around them, but there are so many that just would not give me the time of day and everything they say is a myth. People judge by what they see not buy what they know. It is only "Human nature" after all to fear what is unknown. We should not have
My Mother!
I do have to put a little something down about my mother she had come 6 hours to be with me during this time of need & was there the whole time, in room & everything holding my hand an talking to me so I wouldn't think about what was going on down there, she was so good on keeping my mind off things. If it wasn't for her I would have backed out like a pussy as always but she kept telling me that I can do it, an I will be just fine of course my mother believes in GOD so she prays alot and like I said if it wasn't for her/my doctor I wouldn't have had it done. She's now been with me since the 11th of this month an leaving out tomorrow just to make sure I am o.k... Hopefully John/Johnny my oldest son will be there for me when ever I need em but we shall see, anyways I just thought that I would make a blog about my mother because I will tell you all once she's gone an you've done her wrong then you'll always regret it... So always respect your mother & remember she'll be there for you no m
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3 July 1986 Your date of conception was on or about 10 October 1985 which was a Thursday. You were born on a Thursday under the astrological sign Cancer. Your Life path number is 7. Your fortune cookie reads: There is no limit to love's forbearance, to its trust, its hope, its power to endure. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 4 & 22. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 3, 6, 8 & 11. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2446614.5. The golden number for 1986 is 11. The epact number for 1986 is 19. The year 1986 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/9/1986 and ending 1/28/1987. You were born in the Chinese year of the Tiger. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Woodpecker; your plant is Wi
if i were god, and i didn't believe in myself...would that be blasphemy?
The One
In her eyes there is such peace her soul overflows with graceful elegance her words are gently sweet and kind her own thoughts see her as normal Her face to me is that of a goddess Her heart to me is that of a place where all my fears and pains go away. she is more than someone girl i have met she is the one...
1st Blog
Well i wanted to take the time and make my very first blog! Break it in, so to say. I dont have to much to say here but i had to see how it all worked. Being a myspace junkie, i can see this website isnt anything like that! WITCH is good! Nooby in the house! lol
Shattered Pieces
Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart, handing it to you, "careful it's fragile, and easily falls apart." Extending your arms, you take the heart in your tender warm hands. It falls into a million shattered pieces - on the floor it lands. You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and sadness in your eyes. Apologies are not enough. Looking at you with tears in my eyes, I ask you not to pick up the pieces of a heart that has fallen apart. I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart - one by one, piece by piece. I need to put it together again, some how. some way. Each piece of my heart has a memory so true. Each piece of my heart has part of you. You are the one who is leaving to start a new lease on life. I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of a heart that feels like it's being pierced with a knife. All my tears won't keep you near All my tears won't mend what's not here. Again I look at you with a whis
Roasted Red Pepper Pasta Sauce
I made this the other night, nice break from tomatoes. 5 roasted red peppers (jarred or fresh), I roast my own, the jarred ones don't taste the same, but I'm also a fresh produce Nazi 1 onion, diced 2 garlic cloves, minced salt & pepper 1/4 tsp hot red pepper flakes extra virgin olive oil 1/2 cup white wine grated parmesan Saute onions in large skillet over medium heat in the oil until transparent. Add garlic and hot pepper flakes, cook for another two minutes or so. Add wine and bring to simmer. Cut roasted peppers into bite size pieces (skin them first if you're doing the roasting yourself) and add to skillet. Season with salt & pepper. Cover and simmer 15 mins. Pour into food processor and pulse until peppers are in small pieces, don't paste them. Pour over pasta and top with parmesan.
Music I Love- Loituma
Music I Love- Loitum (remix)
The Way I See It~
There is a subtle difference between a mission and a promise. A mission is something you strive to accomplish. A promise is something your compelled to keep. One is individual, The other is shared. When a mission and a promise are one in the same... That's when mountains are moved and races are won. --Hala Moddelmog
Constantly Being Awake
I've realized after so long, that I cant sleep well. I know the reasons, and I'll be damned if I inform anyone of what it is. Its entertaining however as I see much more then a person with a sleeping habit. I see both the day light creatures, and the night life creatures. So what does that make me officially? I would call myself Grey. I'm in between both the light and dark side of things. This kinda goes well with my personality as well. Anyways enough boring you. Welcome
November Rain
When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained But darling when I hold you Don't you know I feel the same 'Cause nothing lasts forever And we both know hearts can change And it's hard to hold a candle In the cold November rain We've been through this such a long, long time Just trying to kill the pain But lovers always come and lovers always go An no one's really sure who's letting go today Walking away If we could take the time To lay it on the line I could rest my head Just knowing that you were mine All mine So if you want to love me Then darling don't refrain Or I'll just end up walking In the cold November rain Do you need some time... on your own Do you need some time... all alone Everybody needs some time... on their own Don't you know you need some time... all alone I know it's hard to keep an open heart When even friends seem out to harm you But if you could heal a broken heart Wouldn't time be out to charm you Sometimes I
Broken Computers
Multiple times a week I receive support requests for all manner of things. Normally through Yahoo i get messages that start with HELP!! or my all time personal favorite, "BUZZ" first off. DONT EVER Fucking Buzz me. its rude. Buzzing is NOT to wake me up, nor is it a conversation starter. That's plain and simple ignorant. Next, don't say things like "I have viruses on my computer" While true you probably do, your also not smart enough to know if you have a virus, or spyware, or malware, or some other program that your anti-virus is complaining about. This week has been really bad for me anyway, but on top of that to tell me you don't know what's wrong, that your computer illiterate, to then turn around and tell me that you do know whats wrong. No no.. shut the fuck up and listen you might learn something if those last two remaining brain cells happen to connect in that giant void between your ears. So why am I so pissy tonight? Today's help request came in the form of "BUZZ! M
Tofrekncute Is Up 4 Auction!
I'm up for auction come and own me for a month Click the pic below to make a bid on me! My full list of what I'm offering! Fu-Owned by in my name Add 2 my top 10 friends 250 pics rated @ HH 50 pics daily 1 SFW salutes, 1 daily comment 1 bulletin & blog pimpout 1 drink daily If bid is over $25 or Auto11 I'll Add your link in about me section 350 pics rated @ HH 50 pics daily, 1 bulletin & blog pimpout with 5 of yur friends, 2 SFW salutes, 2 daily comment, 2 drinks daily, 2 custom tags by me If bid is over $50 I'll Add All pics rated @ HH 100 pics daily 1 bulletin & blog pimpout with 10 of yur friends, Add 2 yahoo, 3 SFW salutes, 2 SFW shower salutes, Gifts/Drinks Galore, Rate all pics/stash/blogs 1 SFW phone call (US Only) if wanted If a 65 credit bling pack is offered I will give you 1 Auto11 bling If a 135 credit bling pack is offered I will give you 2 Auto11 blings The bigger the bling pack the more Auto11 blings you will get you! More will be adde
More About My Damn Problems!
I went to see that Oncologists Cancer Specialist, he checked me out down stairs an well found the tumor which is 5mm in size, it's not really that big however he said my choices are either radiation,chemo or surgery at this point I don't know what I'm going to do he wants me to have some testing done such as a CT scan & blood work I am do to go in tomorrow for those & then I go into see him on the 12th. I have been doing alot of research on all this shit and most of it doesn't make since but then again I know what I've got to deal with & if I don't do anything about it, the doctor said that it will start to spread anyways I'm some what worried about the out come of the testing because he wants to make sure that it hasn't spreaded anywhere else such as my lungs, ect... I'm so glad that I have friends on here which understand an know what I'm going through & hope that those who have had cervical cancer will do the right thing by getting paps done every 2 years, also to do your research.I
how is that i can feel something for someone without seeing his face? How is it that i can think of being with him so quick? Why is it that he is on my mind and his words echo though my heart? How can it be that my last thought at night and first thought in the morning are of him? Why do I dream of being with him yet i have never felt his touch? I can imagine my hand in his as we walk along the beach. I can imagine us sitting at the coffee shop across form each other. Looking into each others eyes as if no one else was there. I can feel his hand reach across the table and take mine. Just to hold me. I can imagine his arms around me as we watch a movie on the couch. Just being together. Enjoying the company we offer each other. Allowing the silence to speak volumes. How can I feel this without ever meeting him? I am not sure but I love it and look forward to the day when he takes my hand in his and we walk in the sand.
Numero Dos
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, & enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Maegan 2. A four letter word: Mood 3. A boy's name: Matthew 4. A girl's name: Monica 5. An occupation: Mechanic 6. A colour: Maroon 7. Something you wear: Makeup 8. A food: Meatballs 9. Something found in the bathroom: Mirror 10. A place: Manhattan Beach 11. A reason for being late: My daughter was sick 12. Something you shout: MMMMMM GODDDDD!!! 13. A movie title: Madea Goes to Jail 14. Something you drink: Mai Tai 15. A musical group: Machine Head 16. An animal: Monkey 17. A street name: Madison Avenu
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Far Away
This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore One my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving Hold on to me and, never
The Need
looking into his eyes there is nothing in me that yearns for his touch his hug or him. i wish it wasnt true but i cant live in a fake smile world. im tired of the fights the irritations the laziness. i want to be wanted, i want to be held, i want to be touched, the only way a true love could. i want to want someone even if they are in another room, i want to have to call just to hear their voice, i want to yearn for their touch, smile, their loving embrace. i am tired of not feeling beautiful, when i know i am. i am tired of not feeling loved, because hes not around. i am tired of not getting attention, except to be used. i want someone to remind me, that i am beautiful, i want someone to show me, what real love is, i want to be paid attention to, and never be used again. i want to feel, the loving embrace, the sweet soft kiss, the gentle touch, that i crave so much. i want to see, the needing, the yearning, and the love, in t
Seek And Hide
Play the game Dance to their lies Kill your dreams with mistakes Shout the truth and sing sing follow the leader don't get lost ever Catch his eye, make a memory cry alone at night and laugh at it later smile alone or with them They know you. Obey and live with the consequences jump off the bridge count to three and throw your life away Tear it up and lock it in a box burn it Dream a dream make a wish They'll find you. You can't hide (just feelings today)
Love And Lies
why is it that just when u really start to give ur heart to someone they fill up up wit some much bs then make it seem like everyone else is the lier but in ur heart u really know that they are the lier and everyone one else is right but u try wit everything to hope a pray they they really do love u!!! THIS IS WHY I MUST LEAVE IM SRY TO ALL WHO ARE TRU FRIENDS but sometime to make ever thing better u must restart everything so wit that said i will be gone by tomorrow nite if u wanna keep me as friend ill give u the means to stay in touch wit me
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Happy Birthday!
To all my friends having a birthday this month! Happy Birthday may it be a great one!
Twasn't Mean't To Be!
It wasn't mean't to be that we can both see... You just weren't mean't for me... You can close your eyes and still remember me... I'll close my eyes and remember you weren't mean't for me... Time will go on and you'll be my sweet memory.
Transgressions Of Life
So I move to Missouri to do my boot camp. My dad dies i get out on berevement leave. I move to Kansas to help a friend out and end up meeting someone really great, really amazing the first person to make me smile in a very long time since dad died. He was going to come down and see me tomorrow. But now because of time and circumstance of my life I have to move..... Why when we find something good it always gets taken away?
Friday 3:40 Pm: Getting Ready To Go See A Band
well this isnt about bein sick, or u know what lol but just got out of the shower and got cleaned up for tonite..goong to the club to see a fave band tonite Vicci martines at Jazzbones! wow what a singer, friend of mine intoduced me to her and her family back on 2000 i think at the street fair here in july or august.shes agreat singer and such a sweet lady and her family is outstanding. Ha! some dont remember me but ive seen them here and there when we go see her sing. she was on that show Star search i believe and got beat out by a great singer who has had it made. check her out at woot! here she is at the triple door i think in seattle
The Joy Of Body Heat...
An woman and her daughter were riding in an old buggy one cold blustery day. The daughter said to her mother, 'My hands are freezing cold.' The mother replied, 'Put them between your legs and your body heat will warm them up.' The daughter did, and her hands warmed up. The next day the daughter was riding with her boyfriend who said, 'My hands are freezing cold.' The girl replied, 'Put them between my legs and the warmth of my body will warm them up.' He did and warmed his hands. The following day the boyfriend was again in the buggy with the daughter. He said, 'My nose is cold.' The girl replied 'Put it between my legs, the warmth of my body will warm it up.' He did and warmed his nose. The day after the boyfriend was again driving with the daughter, and he said, 'My penis is frozen solid.' The next day, the daughter was driving in the buggy with her mother again, and she asks, 'Have you ever heard of a penis?' Concerned the mother said
The Final Frontier ... Or The Primal
“get lost David! Not everyone on [this social network] is a Christian and this is no place for religious views”. If you read my message yesterday that focused on the parable of the prodigal son, you’re free to respond this way, as I don’t require people to read all that I write. But I do think blocking me because I unintentionally touched a nerve goes a little too far. What perspective can you ultimately have that is NOT a religious view? It will take God to touch Mitch’s heart, not me (mine needs a little touching up too, I expect), and I started out today’s message that way because I just about wasn’t out here to write it. Today was supposed to be the first day of my weekend off from work, but the gentleman who normally fills in for me isn’t with us anymore due to, I understand, having checked into rehab. So an opportunity for eight hours’ overtime presented itself. I don’t look forward to that as much as I used to. I mean, it’s no lie we could do with the money (I’m nor
What A Day!
It was a great day today. I went out and rode my bicycle for 3 hours today. It was invigorating. Listen to BlastFM
Cheer Me Up
Just recently sent back hubby to Iraq for 6 more months. Send me a drink and cheer me up, please!
Mind Trap
Are you here? Do you listen? Can you hear me breathing? Here in my shell These walls that i built Surrounding me, in what was supposed to be, safety No way to get in, but there is no way out Everything i am safe from But what lurks within Trapped here I am hunted by what i created Darkness lost within the recess of my mind Once thought dead, now given life in what was my safety Can you hear me? Can you hear my screaming! Nothing here but me and my nightmares Can anyone hear me?! Is there anyone there? Does anyone care? Can anyone save me, from myself! Locked within I know the only way out lies in me But i can i open the doors? So tired of the pain, can i open myself to anyone? The key lays in my hand Open the doors Inbetween each world Life i choose Welcome to me
Dumb Questions, Even Dumber Answers Part 2
another clssic from my favorite radio show. -"Who was Albert Einstein?" -" inventor?" -"And what did he invent?" -"The light!" BINGO!
Music I Love- Manegarm (gillesvisan)
Promotion Bully's
Another Try
Should she risk to love again When each time it's gone wrong He puts her on a pedestal Yet her heart is still so numb Every time it starts like this She's overwhelmed with glee But this time she is holding back For fear it may not be She does not wish to hurt another The way she's hurt before The pain and heartache she's been through Has left her heart quite sore So tattered, torn, and abused From ones throughout the years Who caused her so much sorrow Her heart's cried many tears She wants to hand her heart to him And try to love once more But part of her is petrified Not knowing what's in store But if he's truly patient Caring, loving, and kind And also understanding This love may do just fine So there she goes once again Erasing all her doubts She closes her eyes, breathes in deep And slowly exhales out
A Spark Ignites
A spark ignites With just one kiss Runs through my veins I feel pure bliss Your tender touch Across my hips As I taste Your precious lips You hold me tight Our bodies close A rush of passion Overflows You kiss my neck And softly bite Sends chills through me With much excite Your lips trace down Along my spine I want to feel this All the time Against your chest My gentle touch I never thought I'd want this much I close my eyes And breathe you in And feel your touch Against my skin My inside burn And ache for you Your touch tells me You feel it too You lay me down So tenderly Slowly you Go into me Our hearts are racing We kiss some more I'm at the point Of no control To feel your skin Against my own You move with me I softly moan It feels so good It feels so right As we make love All through the night
Forgiveor Forget??
I am being to wonder if fubar is a place for me. Someone who no matter how mean someone treats me Im always trying to make it right. I have met many kind people on here, but I have also met some very cold, uncaring people here as well. People tell me its just the internet, but that doesn't mean U still can't get ur feelings hurt. Someone told me yesterday I give love away to easily and they were correct on that I do, I have a big heart and sometimes that can be my down fall. If someone does something to me and they come back a give a heart felt apology I accept that and welcome them back. I guess what it is I expect everyone to be like that and when thier not it confuses me. I guess I need to relize that there are some very cold hearted people out there and move on and stop taking their mean way to heart and relize its not me it them and thats life and their loss and focus on the ones who appreciates my kindness and stop boosting egos up that don't deserve boosting .
A Requiem For A Hummingbird
A Requiem for a Hummingbird The wind whispers…no more, through the willows… The ocean, oh so ever calm… This sky once boasted its magnificence…is now inexcusable…even to thou who art blind… What is there to joy…while resting beneath a tree that bares no fruit? Have we not taken for granted…everything, including a grain of sand? The flowers in this garden have wilted… The sun shines…but the warmth is never felt… The shadows are cold, and the ground has been hardened as if it were old potter’s clay… Why this ruin, where beauty once ruled? What god has allowed his heaven to die? Oh for this atrocity…a hummingbird cries! Henri
Cigarettes And New York State
Jesus fucking A Christ. Cigarettes and New York are not a good combination for us smokers ladies and gentlemen. Before I moved to Indiana I could buy a pack of Newport 100s for just around $5 a pack. I come back from Indiana I'm paying just a little over six bucks. Now they are Seven and some change, and word is by April it will go up another 60-70 cents! Then from what the clerk was telling me at the store was by Summer's end, it will have an overall increase of 2-3 dollars! This is just fucking crazy I'm telling ya. First its because the state thinks they can force people to quit smoking so they raise it, and then you factor in what they all call a "recession" which is actually and officially a DEPRESSION, us as citizens have to just go a long with it? I swear before the end of Summer, I will move out of this state once again, and this time, I'm not coming back. I refuse to come back. Even if I have to live on the streets (which knowing the people I do wont happen) I will
Duh What A Loser!
Ok so this dude obviously got upset cuz his perv ass couldn't shout @ me! lol... How dumb, get over it! Here's the comment he left me... Comments on *{♥R3dHoT♥}* Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~*ChAriLiCi0uS*~̵ 69♣ΜأΩď₣®ΞаҚ♣69... Online (Online) Mount Pleasant, TX March 12, 2009 @ 11:36 am IM GIVING YOU A 1 AND REMOVING YOU.I will not tolerate women being private with their shout box turned off on a PUBLIC site. reply | delete comment | block user
My Photoshop Pics.. Just Bored'
i love this one' out of boredom, i made one nice pic. lol
No More Hurt
You say that you want me You say that you need me But how can you be telling the truth Each time you walk out that door You say you love me in every way It's grows more every day But how can I believe you anymore When you close the door You say that you want me You say that you need me But how can you be telling the truth Each time you walk out that door The kids are waiting up again Waiting for you to walk in I sit and i cry and hold their hands Hoping they don't see the tears You say that you want me You say that you need me But how can you be telling the truth Each time you walk out that door Finally, as I finish putting the kids asleep, I hear the front door open softly I quickly walk the down the stairs holding my breath, Wishing this night is not like the rest. You say that you want me You say that you need me But how can you be telling the truth Each time you walk out that door You stumble throug
If only the world could see what I feel then, would the world, know who I am I've loved, lost and feared the world for it is sometimes too much to bare Control, power, is what I fear for I am weak inside and full of pain I shout and cry, but knowing there is nobody there to hear me I swallow the shame and anger that lies beneath me I am lost to reality and living in time Though I am struggling through life and all that it offers, I am only human and that is what makes me . . . Me. Still, I wish for the happiness and pleasure that I have earned, but realize that, I have not yet overcome the world's greatest challenge Love! and how to accept it - I am ready to face my fears
Saying Good Bye
my mom cam home from the hospital to day.the dr. said theres nothing more they can not a momas boy but she has bin my best friend for 51 yrs. when i look at this gray haired old lady its kind of a shock, when i do. i dont see the old lady,i see the young woman 25 yrs. of age trying to feed and take care of 4 kids. my sister and i would race home from school to see who got the first hug, after we got are breath back.i think back on all the times when i went out the door without saying i love you mom. she has bin the one person in this world that knows every-thing about you, and loves you any way.if your mom is alive please give her a hug, give her anything that will make her smile. she is the only girl that wont hurt or turn you less than 10 days my mom , my best friend will be gone. i love you with all my heart mom
You look around, the street is dark, cold and deserted. Yet you feel someone following you, watching you. You continue to walk, your steps increase speed with your heart rate. You glace over your shoulder, still nothing. Why do you still feel urgency to find a place to be safe? Your feet now hit the side walk harder as you begin to run, the fear swelling within the pit of your stomach. You then come to a complete stop as I appear in front of you with no emotion on my face. You stare in cold and sheer terror already knowing the next thing to come. Before you screen I reach out and grab you long beautiful hair and the other to the slow but still wanting to defending arm. I sink my teeth deep within the vain of your tender and perfect throat. I feel the your warm blood past my lips, and traveling down my throat. You become weak, and cant seem to stand. Your body collapses, and the last think you see is me, with you blood on my lips holding you until your eyes close and you friend yourself
Threesomes Share ________________________________________________________________________ Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Bob 2. Bones 3. Pags Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Mailman 2. Bartender 3. Video tape editor Three Places I have lived 1. Bronx,NY 2. Pasadena,CA 3. Slymar,CA Three TV Shows that I watch 1. ESPN Sportscenter 2. Jeapordy 3. High Stakes Poker Three places I have been 1. in a submarine, in New London, CT 2. in a volcano crater on Maui 3. The Old Yankee Stadium Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. My Niece Lea 2. My Friend Blu 3. My Sister Carol Three of my favorite foods 1. Rare Steak 2. Strawberries 3. Chicken Three things I would like to do 1. Get Better 2. Visit Texa
Aries Profile Description
ARIES Active, Aambitious & Powerful March 21 to April 20 Aries personality: "me first" About your self: Your Solar ruling planet is Mars, and your element is Fire. Meaning; you are fiery as opposed to being tranquil. Your sign is the starting point of the zodiac. You are a born leader, owning an ability to command attention. The memory of you lingers because it is next to impossible to forget you. You surprise people constantly. You are talkative and an arrogant comedian, yet have deep understanding for matters. You provide intellectual stimulation and enthusiasm. You want to see people stripped of pretense and caught off guard. You want people to live up to your expectations. It isn't easy for you to find people that pass your tests. Your sign is favorably related with Aquarius, Gemini, Leo, and Sagittarius. It is neutral with Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio, and Pisces. You are negatively related with Libra, Cancer, and Capricorn. With another Aries, the relationship m
Libra Profile Description "what My Hubby Is"
Libra Giving, Rrestless & Trustworthy September 23 to October 23 Libra personality: "be fair with me" About your self: People born under the sign of Libra emanate feelings of balance and charm. However, they secretly hold back the fact that they are also natural fighters for justice, even if their idea of justice doesn't always coincide with the beliefs of others. You want peace, but are ready to fight when, in your opinion, the cause is just. Your sign is associated with Venus and you are a Cardinal sign; when combined it means there is definite purpose to bring together opposing forces and finding a compromise. You desire beauty, you aim for justice, you need love. Some attack you out of frustration; many feel small in your presence. They try to justify themselves by criticizing you; they attempt to belittle you when they actually secretly wish to emulate you. Your emotional and love nature is out of the ordinary. Your emotions often betray you, and emotion a
Some One Sees But Know One Sees
how can you be the one who rises in the morning sun how could you be the one at the dawning of the sun i am not the one who lives in the sun more for me my life romes free when night comes around i rome the town on one such night the full mone blumed bright on one such street the shadow moves beneath my feet as heat ponds beet for the night moves slow mist on the ground across the land slow on the ground the wind may wipe with in the air moveing so fast flowing trough out her hair she stand right here right by my side on this path we walke side by side thats how it was on such a night till she fell fell for the moon lite night i shal be here on this i swar till i see the face of some one who cares like the love we once had shard .... its not very good but it is somethings i could put in words i hope you all like it
Craziness . . .
Okay uhmmm so yeah. . . . I'm sitting here at work trying to figure out how the hell all the stuff on this site works and that fun stuff. Wishin' the phone would ring so I could make some money. I hate Sunday nights Monday mornings for this very reason no dudes callin! But anyway atleast it keeps me from being bored plus I only have this tiny little screened DVD player with the same damn DVD's I've seen a blue million times and no interest in watching again. You can only watch 28 Days Later soooo many times in one freakin' week. Love the enraged zombie like creatures tryin' to rip people apart but for god's sake when you can repeat the lines back line for line it's time to get some new DVD's.But is it just me or have there been no like really awesome horror movies released recently? I mean seriously how hard is it to make a kewl slasher blood and guts film!? I mean hell really the last one to come out that was any good was Dawn of the Dead and it was a fuckin' remake! But annnn
To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every
Music I Love- Faktor 2 (sektor Gaza Cover)
Bad Azz Boy Auction
The Last Leaf To Fall
The Last Leaf to Fall The wind it howled all through the night, So she hung on with all her might, While others fell unseen by light, When morning came she saw their plight. The town then woke and what they found, Their trees were bare for miles around, Crimson and gold had covered the ground, Alone she cried without a sound. From high above the earth she hung, The mournful wind its song it sung, No one was left to be among, To their end they’d all been flung. Her senses were sharp, her vision keen, How could winter be so mean, Her skin had turned deep aubergine, Blackened veins where once was green, As she succumbed to winters nip, Her life lived; she lost her grip, And in the wind her shape did flip, Over the ground her frame did skip. She came to rest upon the grass, The man had watched it all from class, Where he awaited with frame of brass, And gently placed her behind the glass. Her tree of life for those months few, Stood bare outside drap
Borrowed In Rememberance Of My Gradma
Remember me in the glow of the sunset or when the robins return in the spring Know that in life there are up and downs , remember beauty exists in all things. Remember me as the butterfly flutters, and drinks the sweet nectar of flowers Life is as simple as nourishment within all there is loving power. Remember me with the radiance of the sun as the glow of me warms your face When the gentle breeze blows your hair in your eyes know its me sendng God's Grace Remember me when a newborn cries for soon tears of joy will appear As you gaze upon the newness of life know that I am close to you near. Remember me as u pray at night for this is when you sense me the most Know that I am and forever will be alive with God as my host.
Looking For
I Got Nosy
Mysterious and a scholar, you are a member of the Tremere clan. You are pretty loyal to your clan, well, you sort of have to...especially since you are blood-bonded to most of them. You are the intelligentsia of the Camarilla and are fascinated with the occult. Possessing the ability to use blood for magic, many clans don't like to approach you. However, that is fine with you. You tend not to trust the other clans anyway.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?
Life Lessons
A Lesson In Life I was happy. My girlfriend and me were dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. My parents helped us in every way, my friends encouraged me, and my girlfriend? She was a dream! There was only one thing bothering me, quite much indeed, and that was my mother-in-law to be. She was a career woman, smart, but most of all beautiful and sexy, who sometimes flirted me, quite obviously too, and made me feel uncomfortable. One day, she called me and asked me to come over, to check the invitations. So I went. She was alone, and when I arrived, she whispered to me, that soon I was to be married, and she had feelings and desires for me that she can't overcome. So before I get married and commit my life to her daughter, shewants to make love to me just once.. What could I say? I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word. So, she said, I'll go to the bedroom, and if you are up for it, just come and get me. I just watched her delicious behind as she wen
now you see how your deeds effect afterlife next journey maybe wont be so easy heart at the scale of judgement sins as your evidence the road is closed you have to find another way you placed it yourself roadblock to Heaven no chance to go around it no chance to move it away you have to choose another path knocking on heaven’s door but no-one opens not until you’ve set your sins to others the weight is lighter others burned grinds them down forgiveness shall be given before you die roadblocks shall be lifted away gates shall be open
Heart from the deepest woods Soul from the highest mountain Brother of the ones Who roam thru the land In the nightfall of full moon This gastly choir sings They sang their anthem to the moon wolves of the night Howl to the moon Growl among the beasts Roam across the lands Brother of the wolves You cant forget him When you see his face Brother of the wolves May let you go off his lands.....
What Should I Do
For you, I would gladly walk a mile, if that would give me a chance to see you smile. I'd call you my friend, but that's a lie. You mean more to me, but I can't explain why. For you are more precious to me than all of the world's gold, but I can't tell you that, how can I be that bold? If I spoke what's on my mind, would you accept me? Because without you, I don't know where I'd be. You seem to be calm, while I feel absolutely lost. I would like to be so bold, but what would its failure cost? Am I the only one faced with this choice? Be daring and risk losing you as a friend too? I can't risk that; I'd rather have that then lose everything. What should I do?
Lovers Dance
Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion's war. Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly, she arches up for his caress. He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness. She moans in fiery desire and pulls his hand away, wishing to end this exquisite torture and get on with passion's play. She straddles his waiting body, eases him into her feminine hollow. She leads him on a rhythmic dance, his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then, to hear his wondrous sighs. She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into each other's eyes and gasp as ecstasy unreels, and tangles them i
Quote By Dr. Siegel
A quote by Dr. Bernie Siegel, M.D. from his book Love, Medicine, and Miracles: “I do not see death as a failure. I see the fear of letting go of childhood pain and erroneous messages as a failure. The more I work with people the more I realize how much, both positive and negative, we owe to our upbringings. When we take on the challenge of disease and life we are a success. Life is full of challenges (reset buttons); use them and proceed on your new path. Remember I said love heals. I do not claim love cures everything but it can heal and in the process cures occur also.”
More On My Mom
i have said good nite to my mom , not knowing when i get up in the morning if she will be alive. the family has bin in and out to say there good byes. all thats left is my dad and myself to look after doing this to try to sort all the things going through my mind.i have to stay strong for my mom and dad in yhe days ahead, and this is the only thing i have to keep me from going crazy.part of me wants for my mom to live longer,the other part cant stand to see her hurt so dad and i have the move her in the bed about six times a day to keep her from getting bed sores, and every time we do it hurts mom so badly. so every time time we do,i feel so bad .its a strange thing ,every time you think that your heart cant take one more bit of hurt,that it will brake like a bit of will always take one more crack. i will add more as the days go by,it wont have a happy ending,if you dont like it dont read it .this is for me
Figured I would try this as nothing else seems to be helping. Not really sure what to do here. I just have a lot of stuff in my head and can't seem to get it out. I guess it all stems from my own ignorance. I had an opportunity a few months ago... one that would have made me extremely happy, and because I was scared to admit certain things, i blew it. The opportunity is gone and will never present itself again. I now watch as another embraces the chance I should have taken and am filled with the most profound regret I have ever felt. I am so angry at myself that I can't eat or sleep properly and due to a recent major health problem, the stress mounts. I guess I just need to buck up and grow a set, accept the fault as my own, and get on with life. If only it was as easy to do as it is for me to say!
In Love
i love this girl from fubar.she is caring,loving,kind,and sweet.she makes me feel like a teenage boy aging.i would never trade this feeling for anything in the world
Robert Is My Love
Love is Deep - Love is Dark - My Love, you always have my Heart - I cant Sleep with out Dreaming of you. I knew you were the One - the day I met you. You asked me to stay - to never leave your side - I have been there for you - I will always be until the day that life dies. Love is so pure, so precious and Dear. I hold you in my Heart - so close - forever with Fear. Not Fear of loving you, but fear of loss. To lose you would only mean my death. To lose everything is to lose you. Fear that you will see - who I truly am - and walk away as many others - always had. Fear that I'm never good enough, for I'll try to always be. Fear that you will die -- long before Me. I'm mostly afraid, And this feeling is above all - The Fear I'll wake up from this dream - and you never existed at all. SWQ
Support Our Troops
As a 36 year old guy who can't be in the service is proud to support our troops deployed by playing mil sim airsoft and helping with the cause, The Wounded Warrior Project. I, as well as other mil sim players are doing what we can to help and support our troops by donating money to this very important project. My wife tells me that if I could be a solider, I would be a good dang soldier. Which I replied, if I only could be a good dang soldier. My heart goes out to those of you who either has a soldier deployed or a wounded warrior. Thank you!
Right About Now...
I'm walking out in a force ten gale birds thrown around, bullets for hail the roof is pulling off by its fingernails your voice is rattling on my window sill yesterday's headlines blown by the wind yesterday's people end up scatterbrain any fool can easy pick a hole i only wish i could fall in a moving target in a firing range somewhere I'm not scatterbrain somewhere I'm not scatterbrain lightning fuse, power cut scatterbrain
Eleanor Rigby
I hate spam. And by spam I don't mean the ham byproduct made from smashing a whole pig into a 4"x4" can and letting it sit on a shelf for years on end. I mean the email messages you get trying to get you to buy something, or trick you into something. I don't hate them because they are malicious, I hate them because they are done so poorly. I mean honestly, if you have fallen for some of these things, you seriously need to have your interwebs taken from you and never be allowed on a computer again. I think spam would be more enjoyable if it were written better. Make it entertaining, give people some reason to WANT to open the message. Then you could develop ads to go with it, and you could make a special market just for this. You could make money off of it. AKA COMMERCIALS you pricks. I especially love the ones like "I'm a hot girl, but I lost my email account in a fire, so that's why I'm using this random email address. You can't reply to this email address either...because, i
Clown Penis
If you hear the sound of flopping while you read this blog entitled "Clown Penis", try to remember its just his shoes... I've stayed in an assortment of hotels on the Las Vegas strip. I've picked up the advertisements on the street that feature "Asian School Girls wearing Invisible Clothes", "Black Beauties - Spurs Allowed!", "Sassy Cheerleaders Wanting An F" - and all of them had stars at groin and nipple. I guess that's how a woman can tell if she should pursue a career in any of the above categories. Just look for the glinting points. I was more entranced with the amateur efforts of some male graffitti vandal. I say it was a male, because of the delusional proportions given to the surprise "package". I first glimpsed the clown's penis behind the head of an elderly woman. A small step to the left and Slappy - with his big red...nose, and his hand held...horn - was revealed in full clown regalia. The freehand addition of an orange sized testicle x2, and a 12 inch dick st
A Lesson In Optimism
John is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, 'If I were any better, I would be twins!' He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, John was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up and asked him, 'I don't get it!' 'You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?' He replied, 'Each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood can choose to be in a bad mood. I choose to be in a good mood.' Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or...I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every
My words are weapons In which I murder you with But please don't get scared please do not turn your head We are the future the 21st century dyslexic, glue-sniffing cybersluts With homicidal minds and handguns We are the insane Nothing will change We are the same Nothing will change There is a thin line between what's good and what is evil I will tiptoe down that line But I will feel unstable My life is a circus And I'm tripping down the tightrope Well there is nothing to save me now So i will not look down And again and again and again And it happens again and again and again There's no beginning there is no end there is only change Progression backwards Is this where we are heading Take back your soul Forget your emptines There is a thin line between what's good and what is evil I will tiptoe down that line But I will feel unstable My life is a circus And I'm tripping down the tightrope Well there is nothing to save me now I'm falling to the ground
My Boy
¢¾¢¾he grins from ear to ear,his legs are kicking,he has no fear.the wind is drifting threw his hair,he holds on tight,were quite the pair.i feel the joy ,delight and glee,of my lil boy,onthe swing with me¢¾¢¾
Deleting My Account
im deleting my account... bye to all the ppl that i may/may not have become friends with!
Nay, But This Dotage Of Our General's
“I want to help you because I’m a big girl!” Those were my daughter Sarah’s words after she’d come down, gotten changed, and asked me for toast for breakfast. Oh, if she and Jeffrey will keep this attitude through their growing-up years, only in Jeffrey’s case because he’s a big boy! As she ate this morning and brought out her glass of water (actually a Cinderella sippy cup that we’ll be using when we travel) she made sure to set it next to mine and keep it there! Then we moved to the couch after she asked me to turn off the news (actually, the Weather Channel which alternated between stories about the Red River rising in Fargo due to crest at a record forty-one feet Saturday and severe thunderstorms hitting in the south, especially a tornado in the Florida panhandle); then I heard Jeffrey awaken as Martha came up from an hour she spent exercising downstairs. Last night after work I met Martha and the kids at church where for our Lenten presentation one of our members was playin
Check It Out!!!
This is a great link for good music and news about music with a darker feel.
Erotic Moment
You open the door and step through. The candles on the nightstands are lit, they offer up their fragrance to us. Just a hint of Jasmine and Rose, nothing overpowering, but enough to awaken the senses. Soft music is playing softly in the background, the notes wafting upon the air and curling around you. The drapes are drawn, but billow from the slight breeze coming in from outside. You look over to the corner and see the candlelight dancing in the full length mirror. You eyes return to the bed and you see that the comforter is turned down, the crisp sheets revealed and inviting. Your eyes move to me as I stand beside the bed in my short pink velvet robe, a smile spreads across your face, matching the one on mine. You turn and close the door quietly and walk to me. You stand before me and I tremble slightly as you lean down to kiss me. Our lips meet gently and my mouth opens slightly to welcome your warm, probing tongue. You take me into your arms and hold me close to you as our tongu
20,000 Fu Bucks Up For Grabs
all that u have to do is be the 100th person that joins this lounge and tell us who invited u or walk in on your own
Let's Go Pens
As my birthday approaches in a couple of days, I have found myself thinking of what all has happened this year. I've learned a lot this year. A lot has happened to me. I just felt like typing some of it out to help collect my thoughts. I also figured, why not share? Maybe something that goes through my busy mind, could be of some use to someone along the way. I like taking time to sit in contemplation of my life. I love existential ponderings. To question is healthy... to a point. I believe sitting down every once in a while and going over your actions can help a lot. It can help you more realize things, not just about where you've been but where you're going. I find it amazing what looking back at decisions I've made has taught me over the years. Sometimes you find that you did something for a completely different reason than you thought you did at the time. Other times, you find you really didn't know why you did something at all. Finding out those things can help y
My Treatments.
Well I have went through 2 radiation treatments so far an one chemo,it didn't bother me so much till I was done then it seemed as if my mind was working faster than my mouth. I felt off an fell coming up the stairs to the house. I'm do to go in on the 30TH of this month to talk with the doctor in which will be doing the interal radiation treatment.They set me up for the 13TH to get the sleeve put in and then I am to be treated on the 14TH, I now have 23 more exteral treatments to go an 5 more chemo treatments. I'm ready to get all this behind me to make myself better an to be able to live my life. Just thought I'd keep you guys up2date on whats going on with me.... Much love always from your friend Jaime!
Morphs And Celebritylook Alikes
Skip Into The Blinding Sun
Dolphins Dance & Skip over azure oceans To Jump & Skip Into The Blinding Sun , Sheds of Silver reflecting the waves underneath, strikes of blue fly, Tigers get ready to run through leafy thronds , Unto the horizon they all reach the same destination , Mother nature speaks words of wise wisdom , Guiding us headstrong & Strong. The road may be long , as they sing a certain song , Whistles & echoes creep around the soul The road may look Blind to some some , But Good Things Will Come, Eye's shine bright watching over the Horizon, On shoulders of the blessed, May you rise in warmth & comfort, Knowing that you have company. May all your beauty shine through from the center, Stitch those tattered wings that have been broken, Fly like the Eagle Bold & Strong, Bright Amber eye's shining, Your claws perched upon the highest rock,Watching over the sand. Stay strong & bold, Show your true colour's through your vein's, Fly those flag's for freedom & justice, Peace & Pride, We
A Lifetime
A lifetime From the very first moment you said hello I knew you were the one for me. The moment I heard your voice I knew you were the one for me. The minutes went by The hours went by The days went by The weeks went by The months went by And I knew you were the one for me. The second I heard the sweet sound of your voice say "I Love You" I knew you were the one for me. I have been through hurt and pain I have been down the wrong paths I have been broken down I had even given up on love Until you came into my life. You have brought hope light love understanding compassion giddiness feeling to name a few back into my world. You are the one I have waited a lifetime for.
Cant Sing But Funny As Fuck
To See To Hear To feel To breathe With you beside me Its almost a dream
Next Week's Host Zacchaeus With Musical Guest Pilatus
Palm Sunday five days from now is going to be pretty busy for me. Not that last Sunday two days ago wasn’t … it was the day of our annual Sunday school carnival where we’ve set up games, serve lunch, and hold a silent auction to raise money for summer camperships at Camp Metigoshe for our church’s Sunday school kids and youth whose parents can’t afford to send them with their own money. (The parish education committee I’m on has need-based tests for aid I think need to be stricter, but that’s a whole other bailiwick.) It was also the day that when I got to church with Martha and the kids our Sunday school superintendent Karn caught up with me and asked me to teach Sunday school that morning. Sue, the regular teacher for Parable Playhouse, our puppet-based ministry class, had gone to Trinity Hospital Saturday due to complications from a stroke she had a few days before. I’m not sure why it took three days from when Sue had that stroke to when she got checked into the hospital, ex
By now you've finally heard that Vince was arrested in Florida for beating up a hooker. Well to be fair to Vince the hooker allegedly started the fight by biting poor Vince. He kicked her ass pretty good too. Maybe she would have fared better if she had one of these. Cock Shot from Invisible Engine on Vimeo.
Life Of A Fly By Nite
i don't shoo u from annoying me i know your days are numbered i show empathy i let it go as you fly and bother it will end soon and there will be another.
More For The Love Of My Life
"Breath" Just once, I'd like to be the breath, inside you to be that elemental for you that needed without concious thought would be
A Jumble
Sailing along a smooth piece of ocean No waves in sight, just the perfection of Nature at her best Closing your eyes to enjoy these feelings floating around you Hands closing over the life growing inside of you Turning your life upside down and inside out Knowing that no matter what You'll do everything in your power to protect that life................................................................................................... CRASH Such simple words printed on the screen Yet they have the power to destroy your whole world Everything you've had figured out, destroyed from those words Watching the waves crash around you The sky turning a dark, rolling mass of terror All your fears pressing down around you Curling your arms protectively around that precious life growing in you Bracing your body against the waves and vicious winds swirling around you Not allowing those fears and terrors to stop you from standing up for your chil
More Venting Lol
When are some people going to learn that you have to take what you have learned in your life and move foward? Everything that happens to us is a lesson that we must learn and learning that lesson does not change what has happened. We can never take anything back, but why would we want to? It would change who we are and how we look at life. I have lost more in this lifetime than many people will ever have. But I have also gained more than I ever imagined. I have gained insight into myself. I have learned that my life is limitless and I can handle anything that you want to throw at me. I have also learned when to walk away. This is a lesson that has never meant more to me than it does now. Sometimes you just have to let yourself go. The fall is not nearly as terrifying as the jump and I have always landed on my feet. I am too proud not to! I stumble from time to time, but few see it and those who do know that it is just temporary. I do not understand those people who fall and just lay th
Getting Worse By The Day!
Yesterday my husband thought it might be a good idea to take me out before I got to sick to do anything, it all started out good and well lets just say that we had to come home, we had stoped to get our son something to eat seeing he watched the kids for us & while we're sitting there waiting on the food my stomach turned for the worst, we're @ the window and I started to vommitt in the damn parking lot, this morning got up to get the kids off to school & started again I'd say another 3-4 more times. I went to get my radation done & the woman @ the window said that I didn't look as if I was feeling well & I told her no, she called me back into the area where you see the doctor but had me speak to a nurse I had told her what was going on and she said it would be best if I went to the place in which I get the chemo treatments to get 500cc's of fluids & some meds to stop the vommitting & just to think this is the begining I've got 20 more exteral treatments to go 5 more chemo's & I am now
How can you be so wrong? I call you out for being a fucking idiot for using the word “nigger” and you tell me that I am a bitch for doing so? Who are you? Then you tell me that I am saying it’s ok for one race of people to use a disrespectful and fucking historically abominable term like that but not another? You get in my face saying this… Brad. But no I didn’t fucking say that because I don’t agree with either ignorant side. You get in my face and ask me if I am even black… Do I have to have a reason for calling you out for being completely ethically WRONG? But YES actually I AM black. I fucking hate you goddamned idiot fucks. I try to help you by educating you on why what you are saying is just insensitive and incorrect that makes me a horrible bitch from hell. I actually ended up being a total bitch and calling his friends fat clones because they all dress like these fuck asses I knew when I was 16, when they were obsessed with being “hard core” and “straight edge” and w
Broken Bones & Broken Hearts...
A broken heart is a lot like a broken bone... Sometimes to make it heal properly it needs to be re-broken. ~me
Subject:: Piranah's Label To Be Distributed By Relapse!!!!
  Subject: PIRANAH'S LABEL TO BE DISTRIBUTED BY RELAPSE!!!! .. Date: Apr 2, 2009 10:16 PM Subject: PIRANAH'S LABEL TO BE DISTRIBUTED BY RELAPSE!!!! Body: HORNSHIGH TO RELAPSE!!! It's an honor to be working with these guys andthanks to them, you will now be able to get us in your fave recordstore fuck yeah!!!!!! We start recording the newbie Saturday and wewill give you one awesome cd!!!! Hope you all are doing great and we somuch love and appreciate you all this shit freakin rules!!!!!
Hey Everyone,How about having a get together with some friends with no obligation and having me over to show some of the great new products party lite has to offer.....April is a great month for both guests with awesome sales and for the hostess you get to double your credit.....Check out my attached flyer and let me know if you are interested. Please know that you don't have to have a party in your home you can also do a book party which is the same as me hosting it minus the goodies and fun.....Guest Offers: Specials: hold on if April isn't good for you how about may.....Check out these great hostess specials for May.....Hostess Specials: but the guest specials aren't ready yet.....Would anyone be interested in either hosting a book party or a home party? April is the
Take Me Or Go
Need an answer to my questionHave to have something more concrete"Maybe" is a scary wordAnd so is "perhaps"Allows you sweet escapeEntraps me in dreadDon't do this to me againBe my lover or be my friend You came out of nowhereAnd charmed me awayNow I'm longing for youTake me, or go I remember when I learned to know youYour spirit's perilousI took next steps gingerlyAnd tried to build trustWhen I looked in your eyesI thought I understoodBut I realize you are hidingAnd can't stand another hurt You came out of nowhereAnd charmed me awayNow I'm longing for youTake me, or go I've been patient for too longAnd forgot what fire isWhat about my fearsOf being cast asideWe could be much braverInstead of silentUnless life alters really soonI'll pack a bag and leave You came out of nowhereAnd charmed me awayNow I'm longing for youTake me, or go.  
Smoking Fags And Wrote This In A Couple Min. :)
the minutes merge into a muted reelmotion is meaningless, time is obsoletethere are no heroes in this storycharacters are jaded without emotion or feelingthe plot is starting to crumblea tragedy, a romance, a dark comedythemes are beginning to blur fading into nothingnessan audience waits in the darksearching for a clue of whats in storebut there is no way to foreknow perhaps a previous character will prevailor an unfamiliar will surfacesome wait in anticipationothers give up hope
Hst [list Of Reading Material]
i can never find the notebook feature on a mac...hence the blog. wait do macs have notebook? heh... Hell's Angels HST's breakthrough book. Regardless of how true the ending is, from cover to cover, it's one heck of a read. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas Immortalized forever by Terry Gilliam in a movie, this is probably HST's most well-known work. Fear and Loathing on the Campaign Trail '72 This tome has been hailed as the most accurate account of the ill-fated 1972 presidential election. The Gonzo Papers Spanning four volumes, each one is mostly a collection of assorted writings from HST, beginning with The Great Shark Hunt and ending with Better Than Sex. The Curse of Lono This is probably the most beloved of all gonzo books by gonzo fans. It's HST's south-seas adventure with Ralph Steadman in tow. The Fear and Loathing Letters HST's hefty volumes of letters; projected third volume is coming in fall 2006. The Rum Diary Although some felt it was better left unpub
Dj Slon- Trad Ukrainian Song Remix
a Ukrainian trad song remix

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