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Older Blogs - Part 3
Tuesday, August 22, 2006 So you want to be in IT? I will assume that some of the people reading this are not familiar with the computer field aka Information Technology (IT) aka Information Science (IS) aka Management Information Systems (MIS). I started in the field when it was called MIS. I have seen some good ups and downs over the last ten years. I have been lucky in that every job, I took was better in pay and experiences than the last. People thinking they could past tests and call themselves professionals, you aren't an IT professional till you lived through fire. When the clock is ticking and all eyes are on you to find the answer now, not later. One of the best things I learned was to say "I don't know." There are no gurus of everything IT. People are gurus of a subset of IT, whether it's an application like Oracle or operating system (OS) like Windows or Linux. I learn enough to get get the job done and soak up whatever information I need as quickly as I could. Why?

Older Blogs - Part 5
Saturday, September 02, 2006 Ah the joy of the old school games - Nethack I remember playing Nethack, Rogue and the like years ago. All of them were Ascii text no pictures. These games like the old Infocom games were text base driven. Now Nethack has a GUI interface and some 'kind' of pictures/icons. But the concept is the same, Nethack is still a dungeon crawl where you have to discover things, after years it can still be fun and a pain in the ass to play. Does it mean I don't like the old games? No, I play HalfLife 2, NWN etc when I get time, but games like Nethack don't require a lot of time to play or get good at. *lol* I still like playing the new games, but I do love the classics :) JJ Gotta love a lazy day Relatives come over and I get to kick back the entire day. Is it just a male thing? I took a nap and just took it nice and easy today. Mebbe it's the three day weekend? Mebbe it's the rain? We don't need hurricanes with all the rain we are getting ;) I do

Older Blogs - Part 6
Tuesday, September 05, 2006 They call me Johnny the Axe No I am not a guitar player, I can't even play air guitar. I had a discussion with someone and they said "I wouldn't ever met you, you could be a rapist, or god knows what. I said "How about an Axe Murder?" I like it. It has a nice ring to it. Anyone that has met me would find that unbelievely laughable. I actually did thank the person for the complement and told them they were ok, the axes were in the shop for sharpening. *lol* I hate being friendly, I hate coming off that way, women think I am hitting on them *lol* Am I? Sure there are exceptions, but its not the damn rule. *lol* Don't you women ever watch Bugs Bunny cartoons? Check the one with Bugs and the Lion, that is the lexicon to understanding men period. Watch, Listen, and learn womanfolk *lol* Don't bother with a single un-married man, do you want someone that knows what to do or not to do? I find it laughable that people think what they think of me ba

What Is Love?- Poem
What is love? A touch A gesture Could it be a thought? A hope A dream Perhaps it is a fantasy? A longing A need What if it is a torture? A self created hell A Nightmare to twist the soul Will we die? Alone Disappointed Satisfaction to be fleeting Out of Reach A Tease Perhaps its purpose is to humble To ground To tame Nixy

Black
Its weird how in one second everything is different....everything changes....you want to help but you just cant. Its not up to you to change its up to them. Then you make yourself sick with worry....where you cant even eat....cant sleep...cant be "ok" in your own mind. Your mind is constantly thinking and your mind is going crazy..but in the end all you see is black. Lonely.....confused.....heartbroken and torn....All i see is black

A Dance
A Dance a look of desire reflects in soft green eyes a soft smile spreads across sensuous lips a smouldering lust burning deep within hand slowly trailing between her breasts caressing the soft curves of her belly gently resting on her rounded hip fingertips play on her taut thighs hips rock slowly in small circles holding his powerful gaze painted nails tracing upturned breasts nipples pushing out into firm buds straining the confining fabric breasts with harden tips arch at him swollen in anticipation of a touch she pauses just out of reach her fragrance weaves its way through him her dance is he knows for him alone she sees just him her eyes afire she melts in true submission to her knees her wrists crossed she lifts her arms begging for her Master’s touch

A Flower In The Field
A Flower in the Field by Solar Dragon © Did you lay your naked body down upon the ground young lady? Did you spread yourself to the day and your man? Open yourself ,open the most beautiful flower in that field. Show him....show the world the vitality of your life. Grab your man ,feel him.......is he power in your hands? Is that what you wanted young woman? .......From secret nights full of lust to exhibitionism broken through.... They seen you ,all around could feel you. Does one hide the sun? Can a glow such as yours be hidden? Pleasure yourself ,pleasure the Earth and the moon at night and sun in the day. Give the pleasure back that surrounds you. But especially pleasure your man .... The one that beams down upon you the brightest......a being given birth to please woman. Fill another day and moment with what you started in your time of need. Your young flower is the most potent life in a most beautiful field.

Unknown
Unknown Whenever I dream I dream about a man just like you. I dream of you in a far away land enbracing me tight and holding my hand. When you are away it feels like evernity until we are together again. When i dream i see only you holding me tight an knowing it is I that loves you. In my dreams you are the one i want the one i love the one person i need. Brandylynn C Christian Copyright ©2006 Brandylynn C Christian (christian is my maiden name)

I'm Sad
I'm sad, its the end of September. I have done nothing but sit around for an entire month now. I did through a bunch of crap away and moved half my stuff to my mom's house. Basically if you don't know me I'm a loser. I live at home still and I dropped out of community college. I am trying to test out the last class I need to graduate. But the people are hard to track down and I didn't even like showing up for class. So funk all that, who wants to be my sugar momma?

What Animal Are You?
A Peacock A peacock represents your sexual appetite. You like to look good to attract potential lovers and you are very preoccupied with sex – not that that is a bad thing. You are into fantasizing, and enjoy sex a lot. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Encounter With The Lake Stevens Police
i went on a walk. and on my way back i was looking down at my ipod changing the song and i look up and theres a cop parked in front of me i stop walking and he gets out and he says "you look like a reported run away. Whats your name" and i say my name and the question i was asking for was asked "Why aren't you in school" so i explain. and then he asks for my address i tell him and he sends me on my way my heart was beating pretty hard. but i knew i did nothing wrong

My Thoughts On The Day (1)
So Its 1:09 am and i just woked up a bit My fucking tummy hurts Ugh ! im repeating a Song in my head I love it Im on Mass Message on Yahoo Talking to like 6 people lol but yeah i have been Playing This Song on repeat for 20 Mins now i have to pick up my brother again in the Morning Im talking my friend eric who i havent talked to Ages i miss my best friend Allie Im also Sad Right now yea fucking sad ok Im still writing A Book About my life and thinking of another poem to write Well This is The lyrics to the song im listening to Peace out Love You Allie & Stacey Sarah McLachlan - Building A Mystery you come out at night that's when the energy comes and the dark side's light and the vampires roam you strut your rasta wear and your suicide poem and a cross from a faith that died before Jesus came you're building a mystery you live in a church where you sleep with voodoo dolls and you won't give up the search for the ghosts in the halls you wear sandals in the

My True Best Friend
MY TRUE BEST FRIEND © 1996, Amanda Joyner My best friend and I Always seem to fight, But he's there when I need him, He talks to me at night. He's the greatest person Anyone could ever imagine, He's kind and funny, He sends love out like magic. He always knows Whenever I'm sad, Whenever I need to cry He's there. Sometimes he's been The only one who understood, My best friend's The only one who would. Next year he'll be So very far away, But next to me Is how he'll always stay. 'Cause you see that my best friend, Just happens to be my brother, And Bubba, no matter what I'll always love ya.

Last Days
Last Days © Laarnie Simbulan Moving on and meeting new people Seems like the most interesting thing New buddies, new galpals A whole new world to explore At first, tears never came and overflowed All there was was excitement Laughter, amazement and gladness For the final year in high school's about to be uncovered But during the last days, things changed. Memories and good times of the past shone, Clouded our minds as we thought of leaving While all the emotions altogether brewed. All of a sudden, tear-floods overflowed, unmanageable. Rivers of crystalline tears mixed with sobs, Reminiscing the past seemed to be hard. To grasp the thought was unbearable. "Why do I cry?", I asked. I always wanted to leave, didn't I? "Can't wait to get out of here" were my initial words But why and why now are my questions. Sadness creeps in and heart full of sorrow As I sat with clouded eyes, still crying. Nothing will be lost, I thought. All's well. I'll look

Fat Chick Facts
Big Beautiful Woman From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia (Redirected from BBW) The phrase "Big Beautiful Woman" (commonly abbreviated as BBW) is used by its proponents to denote an attractive, self-confident "woman of size". BBWs are also the focus of a subculture with interests centered on the acceptance, support, and admiration of fat women. Exceptionally large women are called SSBBWs, with the SS standing for "super size". Recently, "Hypersize" has come into use to describe women upward of 500 pounds. The term "BHM," which stands for "big handsome man," is not nearly as prevalent as the term "BBW." Men who are attracted to BBWs are known to the world at large and the media as "chubby chasers" or "fat admirers" although many men who admire such women do not use either term to describe themselves. Some of these men are attracted exclusively to BBWs, while others are simply attracted to good-looking women regardless of size. There are also a large number of lesbian women wh

Liquid Latex
Liquid Latex can be painted directly onto the skin or various surfaces. It dries in minutes to create a smooth, shiny latex rubber coating. With a few coats of paint, the liquid latex becomes strong enough to make most women feel like they are wearing a bra with good support. Liquid Latex enables you to paint your clothes directly on you. Your "new liquid latex" clothes are a perfect fit, molding to your exact body shape and size. The best of all is that once you have finished painting yourself, you can take you can wear your new liquid latex clothes out to a night club. ***Prior to applying liquid latex I strongly recommend remembering to first shave. Having hairs dry into the liquid latex can make taking the clothes off rather painful. Without the hairs, the removal process is very easy, and painless.*** Ways to use liquid latex Take turns painting each other In the privacy of your own home, put on your liquid latex outfit and serve your partner dinner For

69 Sex Tricks
1. Make him stay at the shallow end to make sex better for you. US sex gurus Masters and Johnson found that the outer third of the vagina is the most sensitive, so deep thrusting isn't essential. Have him 'dip' the tip of his penis into your vagina - it'll feel great for both of you. 2. Spice up your sex life by doing it in the cupboard under the stairs - seriously. Novelty is an intense aphrodisiac, and any unusual setting with strange sensations, smells and muffled sounds, will make sex feel new, upping the excitement. 3. Have your man sit on top of the washing machine while you have sex (you perched on top, with your legs wrapped around his waist). The vibrations carry through his penis, turning it into a wonderful vibrator. 4. Select the cottons cycle for the best results. It's a warm wash so his bum won't get cold, plus it has the longest, fastest spin. Feel those good vibrations. 5. By placing a pillow under your bottom you're creating an orgasm optimum 26-degree

What Acoholic Beverage Does Your Sex Life Resemble?
Martini! Your sex life mostly resembles a Martini. You are suave, sophisticated and just a little kinky. You have an active sex life, but you only recruit the best to be your sex partners. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Romance
I went to the kitchen to grab a drink, all of a sudden I'm up against the sink. My baby stood there looking 'oh so fine', he brought with him two glasses of wine. He poured his glass down my shirt. Chocolate syrup splatter across my face, I kissed his lips to give him a little taste. He smiled at me as he took my hand, I was nervous about what he planned. Grapes and cherries went down my shorts, Down my panties went jelly beans of all sorts. I took ice cream and planted it on his chest. He took off my bra and I took off his shirt, together we made the perfect dessert. Hot passionate romance or something more, when pots, pans and dishes had hit the floor. On top of the kitchen table he sat me down, we made such a mess as we fooled around. On the floor was the dinner we made, and for moments like this I wouldn't trade. The table was broken from our weight, but off of each's body we had ate.

Enter Your Pet!!
ok i'm doing it!!!! send me your cutest pet pic u want me to rip to enter in the LC CUTEST PET!! one pet per photo you cant enter more than one pet can not be photoshopped no blasts or sticky bulletins to get votes 1st 2nd and 3rd place wins LC gift Let's get this started!!! PLEASE REPOST begins friday at 12 am central

More Stuff
Steve came by tonight and got some more of his stuff. He is slowly getting it all. I am starting to miss him bad, but I know I am better off. One day I will realize that and then I will be over him for good maybe.

Thursday
Today is good so far i go see my therapist and talk to her and see where I go from here well deffinately talk about something that is upseting me right now and it has a lot to do with my moods right noe the other day i was a bitch and accused a good friend of something that i shouldn't have but i did i let people bother me that aren't in my life no more and really don't care whent they think anymore they can all leave me alone and if they do bug me then i won't worry about it cuz i am not dealing with it anymore :D they are history in my life

Why Do People Spend Hours And Hours Of Their Time On The Net ??
Well with me i think that the net is addictive and it helps people take their mind off their social life around them and you can meet friends and just have some fun...

How Is Rinake
Am a woman from Belgium...Happely married i'm housewife also we don't have kids...But two lovely dogs...Am 40 years young and very happy persone...Outside am not a beauty but my inside is unbelieveble....That is what my husband always sayd....I love to make friendschip with all can't of people all over the world...It is always nice to have lots of friends and when there are comming from all the world makes it great....I really hope that you will want to know me...Am sure that i want to know you.... Loving greetings Rinake

Back In Black
Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC "Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last! What's Your Theme Song?

Pic Of My Lucky Undies Hehe
Your Lucky Underwear is Blue You are caring and extroverted. You've made relationships your number one focus, and your lucky blue underwear can bring some balance to them. You thrive in one-on-one situations. You are a good listener and a natural born therapist. Sometimes you let the concerns of others become too important in your life, leading to stress and worry. If you want more balance, put on your blue underpants. They'll help you take care of yourself first. What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear?

I'm Retarded
I forgot the combination for my gun case. I was gonna take some sweet pics to put up on here. But I can't for the life of me remember the last 3 digits for my gun case. Maybe I'll just take pictures of the locked case. I tried thinking of all the 3 digit numbers that sort of almost mean something to me but I can't fricken remember. 420, 777, 111, 101, 024, 029, 013, 555, 222, 333, 444, 666, 888, 999, 000, 537, 740, 715,556, 762, 223, 001-145, I honestly cannot think of any other numbers that are meaningfull that I would think i wouldn't forget. and sitting there trying every number hurts my thumb. So please name some random 3 digit numbers that might mean something to some random ass dude you have never met. Fuck I am mad.

Absence Of Hope
Absence of Hope What is the fear that holds people back? Is it the pain still lingering? Or is it failure looming? Is fear the absence of hope, or excess of doubt? So at what point does hope return? A day, a month, a year? Is there a morning period for hope? What do we gain by holding on to negative thoughts? Does it relieve our pain, our memories, or our heart? Is the journey how we learn? Absence of hope is not a life at all, It is merely an existence, not a life, If we fall in life, do we not get back up? Why must we jeopardize the next for the errors of the past? Isnt that why we can learn? To learn from our pasts, Not hinder us from our future. Our past defines our future, but not at the expense of our future, How do we move forward if we never move on from the past? We need hope Hope creates the ability to love Love is real, love is hard, but love is precious. Why do we fight to hold on to those memorie

That Moment
That Moment I have thought about that moment, endlessly, vibrantly, That moment is out of reach, but not unreachable, That moment is still just a dream, but it is real, That moment is when passion collides with desire, Creating the burst of fire and hope, What makes that moment special? The infancy of two people sharing themselves? Or the animalistic urges that command us at times, Either way everyone longs for that moment, Everyone needs that moment in their lives, Can you remember that moment in your life? If you have had it, you would remember it. That moment moves us, shapes us, and is us, Embrace that moment, experience that moment, and love that moment, That moment will happen, it will possess everyone, Till that moment, I have hope.

What Is Wrong?
Whenever i get sent bulletins about sex games, questionaires , or generally anything to do with sex, no-one ever gets back to me with a reply? Am i that fucking ugly & repulsive i do not warrant a reply? C'mon people, give me a fucking break here, throw mw a fucking lifeline. Just what is wrong. Can someone fucking tell me what the hel is the matter. I am sick of not getting replies, just get bulletins & told to repost. I am as nice as the next guy, if not sometimes better, but i still get no replies or fuck all. Help me here & throw me some answers.

Im Bord As Hell.. 20 Things About You...
I want to know 20 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends! 1.Your Middle Name: 2. Age: 3. Single or Taken: 4. Favorite Movie: 5. Favorite Song: 6. Favorite Band/Artist: 7. Dirty or Clean: 8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of myspace? 2. Whats your philosophy on life? 3. Would you have my back in a fight? 4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest? 5. What is your favorite memory of us? 6. Would you give me a kidney? 7. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: 8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 9. Can we get together and make a cake? 10. Have you heard any rumors of me lately? 11. Do you/have you

A Blanket On The Ground
A Blanket On The Ground by not_so_innocent_flirting © A Blanket On The Ground Undress me slowly My body silhouetted by moonlight The kiss of night breezes Swaying treetops The soft whisper of gentle winds Caress my skin like a thousand fingertips Lay your head against my tummy As I wrap my arms around it holding you near Stroking your soft hair with trembling hands You on your knees kneeling before me in this way Makes me hear the soft music of nature sounding in my ears Then take my hands and lead me down To a pastel green blanket spread upon the ground I sense your desires as I hear a sigh escape you With my eyes closed and my arms stretched high above my head Nearly breathless I anticipate your touch The comfort of this place, this nature And being alone with you Hearing your breathing and seeing your thoughts Bring me to heights I cannot contain A loving place This blanket on the ground You touch my face almost as if you are afraid As all

A Deep Obsession
A Deep Obsession by Debbie © Sexy mini dress, long legs, flowing dark hair A look given, saying to me, touch if you dare You turn on your heel, quickly walking away Damn it, beautiful woman, come and play You are a challenge, I am in deep obsession How to win this sexy woman is the question My goal tonight, is to touch your soft dark skin I lust, a naked desire with you to sexually sin I need to feel my arms around your nubile body Follow you a must, to implore that you see me Catching up, I get your attention, "You are so fine. "Can feel your aroused body pressed against mine?" You smile at me, my heart skips again, a beat or more I say, "I got it so bad and you are for me the only cure" "Honey." You say back to me in a sexy southern drawl "What took you so long?" Pushing me against the wall You are so close , I am clasped to your ample chest I can feel the thin sheer material covering your breast We kiss, our passions inflamed, caring not who sees All I

A Fantasy For Him
A Fantasy for him by Debbie © This very night you whispered in my ear "I have a fantasy for you, if you will dare" I smile, and nod my head in agreement "First you say, open the package I had sent" I rip open the package and to my delight I find a black negligee, so sheer and light I start to strip, right there in front of you Watching your smiling, sexy face as I do Teasing you, with a provocative dance Seeing your appreciative, lustful glance Sensuous body movements just to show As I take my blouse off, so nice and slow You say to me, "Babe your so good for me Beautiful, bright, blonde and so damn sexy" I slide my tight skirt over my slender hips My tongue moistening, licking my lips Dropping it at my feet, kicking it away I wonder what is your fantasy, yet to say I undo my bra, letting it fall to the ground Slipping off my panties, you see my mound My ample creamy breasts proud for you to see I look back at you, standing so confidently Your breath

Who?
I love, love LOVE the "just me" screen names. I mean... damn. You're you? Just you? You're not you AND the Dali Lama? I suppose that ranks right up there in the heights of stupid screen names right next to StinkyCheese or GrumpyOldMan.

Mexican Billionaires (part Uno) Slim Pickins For Mexicans
Memo From Mexico, By Allan Wall Mexican Magnates Make More Money—Mexican Migrants Keep Heading North Mexico is a desperately poor country, we’re constantly told, and if we don’t open the borders all those poor Mexicans will starve to death. It’s not true. But it’s an argument is used to make middle class Americans feel guilty enough to tolerate mass immigration. By world standards Mexico is not that poor—except compared to the United States. About half the country lives below the poverty line. It’s not because there’s no money here in Mexico. There’s a lot. Mexico has a fabulously wealthy upper class. As I discussed in a previous Memo from Mexico, Mexico has at least 10 billionaires. And that’s in addition to mere millionaires, of which there are many. (And when I say millionaires and billionaires, I refer to dollar millionaires and billionaires—not pesos). The wealthiest Mexican of all is Carlos Slim, the third-richest man in the world, right behind Bill and Gates

Virginia Dare
By Peter Brimelow I have always been fascinated by the story of Virginia Dare. She was the first English child to be born in the New World, in August 1587, shortly after the founding of what was to become known as "The Lost Colony" on Roanoke Island off the North Carolina coast. It says something about the mettle of those settlers that any pregnant woman would cross the Atlantic, the equivalent of a lunar expedition at that time—and Virginia’s mother Elenor was no less than the daughter of John White, the colony’s governor. Perhaps you have to have a daughter yourself to appreciate what White must have felt three years later, when he finally returned from a supply trip to England, much delayed by the Spanish Armada. The smoke he took at first to be proof of occupation turned out to be brushfires. The settlement stood abandoned. Over a hundred settlers, his daughter and granddaughter among them, had vanished. He would never see them again. (For more information about the Lost C

Hearts Always Win
Resisting temptation under the scarlet sun Pushing back love on the highest cliffs Turning away from portraits of swinging arms Is this the path, the life your heart choose She slams the window and locks the door Letting no one in or out her rotting core Poetic books scattered upon ivory floor Love notes hidden behind drawers of lace Lilies and daisies replacing vases of roses Photo crumpled and fading in smokes of fire He drives slowly listening to the beat of the rains Hoping his love can will her heart to tame Wild desires clashing into the darkness Perplexity shutters inside doubting brains Lonely voices call within the barren walls Until the foot of love grazes the muddy land He knocked and closed his eyes in prayer Not knowing which gift she will prefer Hands on her knob and pounding silence ahead She opened the door to where her heart led Instead of gold or flowers of every season His mouth kisses her gently without any reason And so the hea

Clif Found Love :d
Just wanted to tell my friend cliff i'm happy for him and that i wish him the best in love and shit. I don't bare no hard feelings toward you clif and to know we had our fun while we did and i dont regret none of it and i hope you don't either ;D best of luck dude!! your friend, Crystal

Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Understanding Peoples Feelings
Personally i think it should be all year and so should all the other cancers should be talked about also. and so should all the incurable dieases that people can get so people are aware of them and aren't going to judge you on what you have because people can be cruel to others and its not fair. i know a few people that have aids and hiv. and they are treated with disrespect and that is wrong. people need to understand most of them didn't know they had it until its too late. one thing i have learned is tollerance of people that are idiots when it comes to deisease we can't cure. just like mental disorders we are judged by what we have. well let me tell you i am the nicest person there ever was but i am diagnoses with post traumatic stress disorder, bioplar II, borderline personality disorder, Sever Depression, and Anxiety. I am normal and I am also Diabetic. One other thing you don't know about me is yes under no fault of my own cuz the guy was a liar and was a abusive man and a cheate

All About Me And My Family
Well I am happily married looking for friends for online chat and maybe we can all meet and hang out , I am a mother of 5 kids all boys 18,16,14,12,10 , I am also Bisexual and me and hubby are swingers.

Devils Daughter By Unknown Author
Devils Daughter This story contains what some would term as intense imagery and blasphemy. If you are devoutly religious, I doubt you'd be reading a story like this in the first place, but just in case, there are some naughty references. I just call it like I see it. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Stan couldn't believe his luck as he glanced over to see the gorgeous woman sitting in the passenger seat of his car. Wearing a short, black miniskirt and top, Cyla sat relaxed and sure of herself. She noticed Stan's glance and returned it with a prize-winning smile and a wink from her silver eyes. Stan was beside himself. A tactful and romantic flirter he was not, but this alluring woman seemed drawn to him, almost as if every word that passed his lips was golden. He was confused and anxious. Cyla certainly seemed to be experienced, an assumption of her sexual prowess just based on the poise and confidence she had displayed s

Inspirational Message
Ephesians 5:15 encourages us to "be very careful how you live, making the most of your time." Each and everyone one of us is going through tough times right now, but God is getting ready to bless you in a way that only He can. Keep the faith. My instructions were to pick four (4) people that I wanted God to bless, and I picked you. Please pass this to at least four (4) people you want to be blessed and a copy back to me. This prayer is powerful, and prayer is one of the best gifts we receive. There is no cost but a lot of rewards. Let's continue to pray for one another. The prayer: Father, I ask You to bless my friends, relatives and those that I care deeply for, who are reading this right now. Show them a new revelation of Your love and power. Holy Spirit, I ask You to minister to their spirit at this very moment. Where there is pain, give them Your peace and mercy. Where there is self-doubt, release a renewed confidence through Your grace. Where there is need, I ask you to

My Fucking Life
My life really blows. Last nite started out fucking AWSOME! && then we went to go get Helen Shane And T.a. [[first off, Ta decided he waz gonna disrespect the person who was driving his ass over to a friends(yea thats smart!) and then he wouldnt lose the beer, so we got to our friends house and ta n shane got kicked out cuz they waz disrespecting everyone, then they decided to talk shit to the guy who lives there ( 2nd SMART THING ALIVE!) helen left with sum other friends to go to walmart. i called her told her she needs to go to T.a.s cuz dey got kicked out, then shane calls me n says im a bitch for letting them kicked him out, I WAZ LIKE WTF!! not my fault yallz decided to be fucking stupid about it. anywayz everyone got pissed cuz ima women n he waz sayin im a bitch, and said that helen needs to chose between me or him, maggie found out bout it and waz pissed so she called them and Shane waz like " im going to go over there and shove my dick down your throat" WTF!! first off u dont

Another Poem(dark)
Requiem It comes in the night, slinking about from grave to grave. Its eyes see you no matter where you go, sees all your joys & all your sins. It waits everywhere including the depths of your own shadow. It knows no prejudice; never becomes ill, makes for widows and orphans. I have slept so little and been awake so long since I glimpsed the ever-changing beast. Its essence is none other than that of pure evil and ungodliness. I hear it at night. Scampering outside my window, breathing beneath my bed. I haven't moved in so long my heartbeat has nearly ceased. And as the moon shines pale upon the wooden floor I see its shapeless figure with its two gleaming, piercing eyes peering back at me from above the windowsill. Without moving I study it with increasing fear. My heart rate increase and it hears it, I know for its horrific face turns to face me. It hears my heart...and leaps. My time has come. I tired of it hunting me and never giving rest.

Nintendo Quiz
You are most attracted to Luigi The leaner of the brothers, Luigi always had it going on in the looks department. Although Mario often stole the spotlight, Luigi was clearly more talented. You would have him save you any day. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Myth Character
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel100%Faerie83%Mermaid75%Dragon50%WereWolf17%Demon0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

What European City Do You Belong In?
You Belong in MilanStylish and sophisticated, you want to enjoy a truly European life - away from tourists!Milan fits you perfectly. Great shopping, high quality food, lots of culture... with very little hype.What European City Do You Belong In?

A Home For Your Heart
A Home for Your Heart Those who go to God Most High for safety will be protected by the Almighty. Psalm 91: 1 Chances are you've given little thought to housing your soul. We create elaborate hous- es for our bodies, but our souls are relegated to a hillside shanty where the night winds chill us and the rain soaks us. Is it any wonder the world is so full of cold hearts? Doesn't have to be this way. We don't have to live outside. It's not God's plan for your heart to roam as a Bedouin. God wants you to move in out of the cold and live... with him. Under his roof there is space available. At his table a plate is set. In his living room a wingback chair is re-served just for you. And he'd like you to take up residence in his house. Why would he want you to share his home? Simple, he's your Father. THE GREAT HOUSE OF GOD

Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Kids Make Life Seems So Easy...
What does Love mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy

Proud Of You
Proud Of You Smiling bright with those little teeth, you are my smiles and my scares when you leave me i can cry because i know your life was good and your hard work was well done. Remember when you leave me kiss me bye and always know I am your mommy, very proud of you Kelly Lyn Harrison Wrote 1999 For My Son Joshua

Mean People Suck
Alrighty I think mean people suck. I further think that there are some very sad people here on LC because all they have time to do is start shit that don't need to be started. If your life is that slow that you feel the only way to get some action in it is to start talking smack why don't you take up oh i dunno something like knitting. IF you dont like that idea then I tell you what come see me i ALWAYS have ideas on what to do with time you can't fill up. *smooches* love ya

Something New
Somethign New usaual and predicatable Sex gone boring Fires and desire gone low rekindling desperately needed This night as she gets home Love nest prepared for the Goddess Candles, lavender oil and hot bath I worship her complete this night Long day at Work dear? her eyes glow with surprise Handing her a glass of Asti Soothe her person with light caresses Siomethign special for dinner tonight dear My own special recippe Escort the Goddess to her bath room Candle lgiht flickers, dances on her eyes Slwoly undressing her teasingly touching wihtout touching Her most private erogenous zones her moans of approavbal and release begin tongihts sexual dance Water with Lavender oil already in it Scent of love and desire air thetub Gentle cleansing wiht sage bath wash Soothes her daily ills Taking razor in hand Touch, gentle and methodical gently I shave her sweet Sex her hands gently caressing her breasts wiht pleasure The ryhtmns of our nigh

The Priceless Gift
By Irene (Seida) Carlson I love to give and receive presents; they are always so much fun to open. One day my grandson, Justin, sent me six dollars and thirty cents. I could not think of one good reason why he would send me that amount of money. I thought about it for a couple of days and then called my grandson. I asked him, "Why did you send Grandma six dollars and thirty cents?" Justin told me that I always did such nice things for him, that he wanted to give me everything he had. After hanging up the phone, this old grandma sat down and had a good cry. I knew in my heart that I would never again receive a gift given with such pure and innocent love.

Grey's Anatomy!!!
Oh MY GOSH...I LOVE LOVE LOVE Grey's Anatomy....anyone watch it tonight? It is coming on again tomorrow for those who missed it...and if you miss it then, you can still see it on ABC.COM...it is SO SO GOOD...each week is better than the last, I just can't WAIT for next week's episode..oh my gawd!!! Grey's Anatomy fans UNITE!!

Silent Tears
Last night before went to bed Thoughts of you filled my head I have not cried this way in many of years Onto my pillow fell six silent tears The first was for your smile that I miss And your tender lips I long to kiss The second was for your gentle face And thoughts of your loving embrace The third came as no suprise As I thought of your beautiful eyes The fourth came rolling down my face Instead of my pillow, it should be you in it's place. The fifth came for one reason alone I felt my love for you wasn't fully shown I really love and miss you my dear And there just fell...the sixth silent tear.

Heat...
I feel the heat each time we touch Passions rising, overcome by lust Each time you leave, it begins again It doesn't matter where you've been Your return is sweet suprise A sight for oh such weary eyes I think of you while your away When I can't stand another day Then there you are outside my door Wanting love and nothing more All else ceases to exsist Words just seem so meaningless Stay with me, for one more day Our time means more than words can say What can I do to change your mind Be with me til end of time IMspidey/M.M. 10/06 Copyright © 2006

Babydoll...
How I loved that baby doll How when let loose her hair would fall So delicate those shoulder straps The broken one that made us laugh Intricate chemise apon her breast A silken bow below the chest Soft opaque skin, you know the rest How we loved up until dawn Her sleeping, baby doll still on She looked so good at morning's light You shudder at my quick love bite The taste so soft and bitter sweet My lovely little wanton treat Her smile, her kisses, deep blue eyes Oh, so silkey milk white thighs A heart attach from paradise IMspidey/M.M. 10/06 Copyright © 2006

I Know You Don't Care
I remembered something else, I am not an artist. If I have any creative talents they lie in story telling, and writing. Not drawing or any of the visual arts. I'm colour blind, have crappy depth perception and find estetic qualities in places other people don't. I can sit and watch snow for hours. The American flag across the street also probably garners more attention then it deserves. Not because I am unpatriotic or that it a weak symbol. Its just that I like the way a waving flag looks under that particular street light. For all I care it could be a plain white sheet, but under that street light it would still look nifty. I've lost some motivation into so many misguided attempts at self growth and deciding what direction I want the rest of my life to go in. My mother, girlfriends, and other people who's opinions I valued at the time, have said many times that I always tell such great stories and write great things. That deep down inside I think part of me decided long ago I w

Song Of The Day Breaking Benjamin Diary Of Jane
If I had to I would put myself right beside you So let me ask Would you like that? Would you like that? And I don't mind If you say this love is the last time So now I'll ask Do you like that? Do you like that? No Something's getting in the way Something's just about to break I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane So tell me how it should be Try to find out what makes you tick As I lie down Sore and sick Do you like that? Do you like that? There's a fine line between love and hate And I don't mind Just let me say that I like that I like that Something's getting in the way Something's just about to break I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane As I burn another page As I look the other way I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane So tell me how it should be Desperate, I will crawl Waiting for so long No love, there is no love Die for anyone What have I become Something's getting in the way Something's just

Paraskevidekatriaphobia
People who see themselves as unlucky should stay indoors on Friday the 13th, according to new research. A study suggests those who consider themselves unlucky are more likely to believe in superstitions associated with bad luck, such as the number 13. What is more, the researchers say, this belief alone can actually lead to "bad luck". Psychologist Dr Richard Wiseman, who carried out the research, said: "Unlucky people tend to buy into negative superstitions, like having seven years bad luck after smashing a mirror. "If you're one of these people, the fact that it's Friday the 13th could make you anxious and that will make you more likely to have accidents, drive less well, and perhaps find it harder to relate to other people. "So your bad luck could be your own doing." 'Copping out' More controversially, Dr Wiseman believes some people actually want to be unlucky because it helps them to avoid taking responsibility for their own failings. "It's a way of copping

Dirty Old Men.
just to let you know - i'm new to this. if you can't tell, then that's good on my part. i'm dead tired & it's the middle of the night. but once again i've been awoken by the screaming cries of an infant. finally got him fed & now he's refusing to go back to sleep, so i must sit here & keep myself awake by hanging out on lost cherry getting added to lists of dirty old men. didn't think i could still be so attractive after stating that i was engaged & had 2 children. :: sigh :: i guess that's what i get for hoping. & apparently realizing that some people are just that desperate. anyways - just really wanted to test this out. so for now, i'm done.

Life's Lessons
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Life In General
Has actually been very pleasant all this week. The tons of drama that has been occurring and re-occurring has finally seemed to work itself out of my life. My divorce is going well, we filed the terms for the divorce on Friday and that was very easy to do. We don't even have to appear in front of a judge, come January 4th we are all finished. How, odd that such a major change in your life can be taken care of so easily. Hell, even the division of property seems to be going well, my ex didn't even argue any of the things I asked her for yesterday. That made my life that much easier. On another note, I met a wonderful woman online a couple of weeks ago. We've been chatting more and more online, and even started talking on the phone this week. In fact, I've been up till 5am almost every day this week just taling with her. It's been really amazing. We met for some quick brunch on Wednesday and that went wonderfully. So we decided to go out last night to a comedy club. I just h

Written In Divorce
Beloved Deceitful wretch The deceitful wretch telling me lies Thinking them to be a comforting disguise Counting upon my gullibility Believing that through them I can not see Telling me lies of love and our content Acting as if it was heaven sent To be there always by my side Yet in the shadows the wretch does hide Pretending that I don’t know what is real Acting as though it cares how I feel Yet doing to me all that is wrong Tears fall with the words of the sad song Knowing that I know deep in my heart Soon we must split forever apart Turmoil in the eye of a storm made of lies To let it pretend longer is most unwise For a foundation so weak can never stand All passing away like the shifting sand Leaving nothing worth even bringing to mind It is the way of bad things left behind Better to clear the way for love so real One who will not deceive and cares how I feel One who does not hide in the shadows of lies One who shares their heart without need to di

Who's Ur Heavy Metal Boyfriend
Take the quiz: Who's ur Heavy Metal Boyfriend?Dani Filth (Cradle of Filth)ooo...Dani Filth is ur date! A mysterious, blood drinking vamp who will bring the vamp out of u! Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Grow Up!
I am so sick of people that's over thirty, and acting like 14 year olds. It's not that serious. Unless you're getting a salary and an award nomination... GROW UP! Dayum! Okay, this person or that person doesn't like you. AND? Since when you were put here on this Earth for the approval of others? Stop it with that childish shit. People don't like you? It's not the end of the damn world. As long as you like yourself, and your family loves you, who gives a shit about the outside world? And so what if you're not a hot topic? Last time I checked, Hot Topic is a store. Great shirts, by the way:) If you are that insecure and that desperate for approval, then you need fucking help! To end my rant, and comment if you will, I'm above this shit, and so should alot of other adults. Want drama? Watch TV!!!

See You!
A few days before his proctological exam, a one eyed man accidentally swallowed his glass eye. He was worried for a while, but there were no ill effects, so he forgot about it. Once he was in the doctor's office, the man followed instructions, undressed, and bent over. The first thing the proctologist saw when he looked up the man's arse was that eye staring right back at him. "You know, " said the doctor, "you really have to learn to trust me."

Song Of The Day My Chemical Romance - The Black Parade
When I was a young boy, My father took me into the city To see a marching band. He said, "Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken, The beaten and the damned?" He said "Will you defeat them, your demons, and all the non believers, the plans that they have made?" Because one day I leave you, A phantom to lead you in the summer, To join the black parade." When I was a young boy, My father took me into the city To see a marching band. He said, "Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken, The beaten and the damned?" Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me. And other times I feel like I should go. Through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets. When you're gone we want you all to know We'll Carry on, We'll Carry on Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on Carry on We'll carry on And in my heart I cant contain it The anthem wont explain it. And we will

First Time
The First Time Hormones rage like a hurricane Volcanic desire for your pleasures DRaw me towards your divine pressence Yet fear shakes me Like a leaf on a cool Northern wind We shake together Temid yet insistent We touch softly at first exploring uncharted regions Warm skin to warm skin Our passion builds Ariving at the point of no return Wave after wave of loving bliss shakes us but caresses us fully Until we caressing in our nest Exchanging the flowers of innocence Passing into manhood and womanhood

Travis
Talk to my baby today before work it was awesome I am moving soon to be with him after christmas i am so happy and so is he. He spoils my kids and they love it he is giving my oldest a laptop of his once he gets it fixed and getting my youngest a cat that i have to take care of until the weekends when they come see us

Caught Between Two
caught between two what if you were caught between two? and had little clue as to what you should do what if one stimulated your body & the other your intellect what might you do which might you select what if one sought the body & the other sought heart & soul would you give into carnal action or would you allow love to take control? what if one angered you and the other brought light to your dark[ness] what if one offered pseudo-passion & with the other you felt a spark what if you were attracted to ones talk and the others voice which would you gravitate towards which would be your choice? what if one physically teased you & the other kept you mentally taunted would your wish to be sexually desired outweigh your need to be loved & wanted what if you you knew one loved you and to the other you were little more than a toy would you seek out the "Toys R Us" kid or would you give into loves joy what if without even touching you one made you feel kissed an

Longing For My Goddess
Longing For My Goddess Away form her Amrs Longign for your soft butterfly touch Hammer of War calls me To join my brother warriors As night falls Blanketing us in certainty Visions of love and desire swallow my mind I rewach for her sweet soft face Eyes iof love and warmth soothe me and console me Though she is miles away Battlines drawn poised to strike Her love strengthens and enfolds me Ensures me, allows me to continue on I want her to Taste and touch her sweet lips To make passionate love to her again and again Dreams' eye I nurse her glorious breasts, her sweet loving Sex Warm, wet to the touch and taste First night's return Love makign is gone Pure Raw SEX ANimal Lust oozing form every pore Fingers, Hands, Tongues rediscovers each others' source Renewing and reclaiming Our Eternal Love

Betrayed
OPENED MINDED BUT CLOSED HEARTED I FEEL MY SOUL BEING PARTED AVOIDING EMEMIES NOTICING FRIENDS WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGH THERE WAS NO DIFFERENCE BTRAYED BY THOSE CLOSE TO ME I'M STILL IN DISBLIEF BROKEN HEARTED STUBBORN AND COLD I'M A PERSON NOW BETTER A PERSON NOW BOLD MISTAKES LEARNED AND EXPERIENCE GAINED NEVER AGIAN WILL I EVER FEEL THIS PAIN

The Machinations Of A Man Part 1
The Machinations of a Man I often find myself giving advice based on experiences that I have had and in doing so, I usually end up understanding more about myself. There is one young lady who has had some major relationship problems lately and each time I offer advice, it all too often falls on deaf ears. Although I understand this due to her age and inexperience, I am also frustrated by this because everything she is going through, I know something about. From my point of view: 1. If a guy says that he needs space, he is already fucking someone else and need more time to give to her so he will not lose her. 2. If a man hits you once, he WILL do it again. It does not matter how long you have been apart, believe me, after you strike out in anger toward a specific individual, it becomes easier to do each consecutive time. 3. If a man talks shit about you behind your back, it means he doesn’t want someone to know that he is having anything to do with you. 4. If a man talk

Hey There Everyone
hey there im pretty new to this site i just wanted to say hi to everyone try to get some comments rolling in. i joined this site to pass some time while im in iraq and already i love it the people here are great and interesting well thats about all for now so comment invite and all that good stuff ill talk to all of you later

In A Box (poem)
Cold asleep in the night Cold asleep in the day Not snoring Not breathing In a box I lay My eyes closed My lips cold My hands ice Heart at a standstill With lead in my head I could be in the air I could be underground I could be walking on the land Unseen Unheard Not living Not loveing Not hateing I live dead In a box

For I Just Wanted To Die (poem)
***The Day I was suppose to die I remember back upon that day That was suppose to take my life away Burying my face into my hands For no one would understand Of how this pain inside of me Was killing my soul so painfully I stood up and wiped my watering eye Hoping that this would help me die Sprinkling some poison, I took a sip It made me gag and it numbed my lip I tossed the cup away And thought of another way I continued to cry For I just wanted to die I took a knife and brought it to my wrist Stabbing the silver with a painful twist Soon, a fountain of red started to appear My soul was finally starting to disappear Feeling so weak, I fell to the floor My eyes began to feel heavy and I felt so sore I fell asleep with a smile upon my face My heart was beating with such a fast pace I kept on passing out and waking up Due to only that one sip of death's cup My body couldn't stop shaking Everything in me was aching I started to cry For that I did not

Understanding Woman???...and Jokes!!!
UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the roots, and still be afraid of a spider. Woman: "Haven't I seen you someplace before? Man: "Yeah, that's why I don't go there anymore." Woman: "Hey, baby, what's your sign?" Man: "Do not Enter" Woman: "I want to give myself to you." Man: "Sorry, I don't accept cheap gifts." How to Please a Man Follow this advice if you wish to impress your boyfriends. Show up naked; Bring beer. How do you make love to an ugly woman? Jerk off in your hand and throw it at her.

Quotes, Jokes And Funny Junk!!!
Didn't I Tell You If A Guy Touches Your Pussy You Say "DONT!!!"...And If He Touches Your Breast You Say "STOP!!!"...But He Touched Both So I Said "DONT STOP!!!" A CAT FALLS INTO THE POOL THE ROOSTER LAUGHS!!!...What Does That Tell You???...A Wet Pussy Makes A Cock Happy!!! :D WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?....I WOULD NEVER SAY FUCK ON YAHOO!!...NEVER I WOULD NEVER!!...I WOULD NEVER EVER SAY FUCK!!....OHHH FUCK!!! Roses Are Red, Nuts Are Brown, Skirts Are Up, Pants Are Down, Body To Body, Skin To Skin, When Its Stiff, Stick It In!!! Sex Is Like Math...You Add The Bed...Subtract The Clothes...Divide The Legs...Leave Your Solution...And Pray You Dont Multiply!!! I Heard Their Periods Attract Bears!!!....The Beard Can Smell The Menstration!!! Police Are Arresting Bitches With Good Pussy...RUN BITCH RUN!!!...They Already Got Me!!! Good News!!!...The Technology In Condoms Has Improved!!!...Therefore Mistakes Like YOU Wont Happen Again!!! :) I Am Trying To Start A Garden...All I

Busy Mind
My head is filled with thoughts of you can't change the things that we've been through. It's sad and lonely not expressing the love holding it back when push comes to shove. Maybe one day things can be right my heart is confused and losing the fight. Knowing deep down it will never be but my head refuses it just doesn't see. Keep on moving so the mind is full life without you is certainly dull. For You My Dream Man!!!

This Is The Subject.
I am seriously considering having a map to my house tattoed on my forehead. You know, in case I get lost. It will have to be in reverse. And I will need to have a mirror with me. And um... not forget the mirror. This is starting to sound like work.

My Fav 1
~Promises MADE~ Yesterday's goals, dim memories. Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears. Painful scars borne; Love's history. Futures crumble when doubt appears. No brightly lit hope envisioned, When following after harsh words. Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned. Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured. Apologies made, never bought. Price paid turned out far too costly. Though never known what would be wrought - Must walk into the night softly. One wish, only to be released. Granted - now receive this token. Words written in rhyme, love's deceased. When promises made . . . were broken.

Cake Or Bed
A HUSBAND IS AT HOME WATCHING A FOOTBALL GAME WHEN HIS WIFE INTERRUPTS, "HONEY, COULD YOU FIX THE LIGHT IN THE HALLWAY?IT'S BEEN FLICKERING FOR WEEKS NOW." HE LOOKED AT HER AND SAYS ANGRILY, "FIX THE LIGHTS NOW? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE GE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO." "FINE," THEN THE WIFE ASKS, "WELL THEN, COULD YOU FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? IT WON'T CLOSE RIGHT." TO WHICH HE REPLIED, "FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR?" "DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE WESTINGHOUSE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO." "FINE," SHE SAYS, "THEN YOU COULD AT LEAST FIX THE STEPS TO THE FRONT DOOR? THEY ARE ABOUT TO BREAK." "I'M NOT A DARN CARPENTER AND I DON'T WANT TO FIX STEPS." HE SAYS, "DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE ACE HARDWARE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO. I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU. I'M GOING TO THE BAR!!!!" SO HE GOES TO THE BAR AND DRINKS FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS................................. HE STARTS TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT HOW HE TREATED HIS WIFE, AND DECIDES TO GO HOME. A

Shave It, Baby.
So I shaved my head. Because, you know, why not? It was just sitting there, on top of my neck, looking all goofy and I wondered how odd it would look with no hair at all on it. It's a pretty damn weird head.

Life
life is just like a nghtmare to me ,nothen ever seems to go right ,some people come and some go, out of my life .. some clam to be friends and others promise to be there till the end.and they never are . some hurt me and i never learn . my heart grows numb to all the pain . i feel inside . my life is like a bunch of wrong turns on a never ending road that leads to no were . i know life is never easy and there will be pain .and there will be people that will hurt me deeply. i find that some time it hard to let someone into my life just because it's hard to trust some people because there not out to be my friend their out to cause more pain . by robin f

How I Feel.
How I Feel. Why can’t I be where I want to be? Why won’t you let me feel the way I feel? Do you know how I feel? Probably not. Why do you have to do what you have to do? I just don’t understand. Why can’t you accept me, For who I am? It’s my life, I do what I want to do, I can be with who I want to be with. Yes? No, to you. But why? I know there are reasons, But how about me? Don’t I have any? I have feelings too And some of them I can’t help the way I feel. Right now, I can’t stop what I am doing, I can’t stop. I really can’t. (C) Copyright. Angel

Attempt At A Poem
I sleep at night, I dream a dream, think of things, And sometimes nothings right. In these dreams I try to dream, Very seldom do they last, Because in every dream I try to dream, All I see is childhood past. I try to think, I try to see, I get so close, And then it turns to thoughts of the old me. The night so mysterious, Sometimes brings into my mind, Such an uncertainty, That life may be fine. I hate thinking!!!

Y'all Like This One,found In My Email
My flight was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant, who seemed to put everyone in a good mood as he served us food and drinks. As the plane prepared to descend, he came swishing down the aisle and told us that "Captain Marvey has asked me to announce that he'll be landing the big scary plane shortly, so lovely people, if you could just put your trays up, that would be super." On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed this well-dressed and rather Arabic-looking woman hadn't moved a muscle. "Perhaps you didn't hear me over those big brute engines, but I asked you to raise your trayzy-poo, so the main man can pitty-pat us on the ground." She calmly turned her head and said, "In my country, I am called a Princess and I take orders from no one." To which the flight attendant replied, without missing a beat, "Well, sweet-cheeks, in my country I'm called a queen, so I out-rank you. Tray up, bitch."

Hand In Hand
Laying underneath the stars, On a warm silent night, Your arms are wrapped around me, And everything feels right. You kiss me sweet and softly I feel your warm gentle touch You help me feel protected Under the sweet night sky rush My world before me is perfect. There's nowhere else I want to be Except laying underneath the stars Hand in hand, you and me Just when everything is perfect And you seem so delicately sweet, A rush of wind comes past me As I'm swept beneath my feet Nothing could be more right There's nowhere else I want to be. Let's take a walk my only love, Hand in hand, you and me I dream about you last night!!!My DreamZ

Thinking Of You
In my heart is where you'll stay thinking about you each and every day. Some things that happened were beyond my control it hurts sometimes but I had to let go. Our love was strong it felt so real sometimes I questioned the things you feel. There are no regrets not one, it's true but God only knows the reasons we're through. Be filled with laughter and maybe some smiles sending warm wishes along all these miles.

Poetic Thoughts Of The Beast
She gave me up for the rodeo. The rodeo I have never known. The life of labor and beasts and strangers is something I have known for brief moments spread out through my life. I hope that when the three combine into a single experiance that I will be able to use her memories as a tool to find either truth or comfort. The future of it all frightens me. The self doubt and second guessing that I have always know has no reason, meaning or purpose. But the feelings are familair and I can't easily force them out. Thoughts and lives are entirely different lately I've struggled to make mine the same. The idea of my life is quite different from the fact of my life. The changes I need to build within myself need warmth, love, strength and a bit of luck to get going. I know where to find the love strength and luck. All I need is the warmth I am missing. How much can a man change in a month? How much has this man changed in these past months? My changes I know are no permanent, they wi

Advanced Global Personality Test
div align="center"> Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||| 43% Stability |||||||||| 40% Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 63% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 76% Interdependence |||||||||||| 50% Intellectual |||||||||||| 50% Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76% Artistic |||||||||||| 50% Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Hedonism |||||||||||| 50% Materialism |||||||||||||| 56% Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56% Adventurousness |||||||||||| 50% Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 63% Self absorbed |||||||||||| 43%

Rip
I'm sad. I'm so incredibly sad. One of my favorite people died last night. My band teacher from highschool was one of the best men that you would have ever met. I'm definitely going to miss him. I got woken up at 8:30 this morning. My friend Tara called and let me know that he died. Now, I can't get back to sleep because I'm too sad. I don't want to go to work. I have to because I have to train someone today. I think I might find out if I can leave early tonight though, that is if I am not feeling better. They haven't figured out any of his memorial services yet though. That's all for now.. :(

X Rated Do Not Read !
Cheesy Erotic Grab me with lusty desire Let me light your burning fire take you where we let hands touch Moistness and hardness long so much To feel you grind your ass into me As I let you set my manhood free And I taste you as I long to do And make hot long passion to you Sucking and licking and fucking so fast Like wild animals we make it last And feel the orgasms that make it worth all Your worth the price of humanities fall You ignite me and now I burn hot For I need your sex and others want not As I look at you I drool for your love to be deep inside you as we push and shove And howl at the moon as we cum so hard For you’re the sexual dream who holds the card The winning hand and you’re the winner true And I want to give all sexual pleasure to you Be your love slave and pleasure you sweet To taste you like a fine meal to eat And make you cum hard and moan so loud These are the things that would make me proud To satisfy you as no other one can For you

For Ele
Lyrics by: Al Dublin Music by: Harry Warren My love must be a kind of blind love I can't see anyone but you Are the stars out tonight? I don't know if it's cloudy or bright 'Cause I only have eyes for you, dear The moon may be high But I can't see a thing in the sky 'Cause I only have eyes for you I don't know if we're in a garden Or on a crowded avenue You are here So am I Maybe millions of people go by But they all disappear from view And I only have eyes for you I don't know if we're in a garden Or on a crowded avenue You are here So am I Maybe millions of people go by But they all disappear from view And I only have eyes Yes, I only have eyes I only have eyes for you Only have eyes for you Only have eyes for you Only for you The reply to your comment

69 Things About Me
The 69 yes or no questions Survey 69 questions about what you have done, be truthful! Q1) smoked a cigarette~ yes, but no longer. Q2) smoked a cigar~yes Q3) crashed a friends car~no Q4) stolen a car~no Q5) been in love~yes Q6) been dumped~yes Q7) done a shot~many lol Q8) been fired~yes Q9) been in a fist fight~yes Q10) snuck out of your house~yes Q11) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back~yes Q12) been arrested~no Q13) made out with a stranger~no Q14) gone on a blind date~no Q15) lied to a friend~yes Q16) had a crush on a teacher~yes Q17) skipped school~yes Q18) seen someone die~no Q19) been on a plane~no Q20) thrown up in a bar~no Q21) done hard drugs~no Q22) miss someone right now~yes Q23) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by~yes Q24) made a snow angel~yes Q25) played dress up~ no Q26) cheated while playing a game~yes Q27) been lonely~yes Q28) fallen asleep at work/school~yes Q29) used a fake id~yes Q30) felt an earthquake~oh

Just A Little Longer...
Desolation, Wide open space, Between the trees and me, Emptiness and me, Confusion and decisions, Feelings hard to define, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Coldness seeps Its way in, I am falling deeper, Into what I fear most, As I reach out, There is nothing there, As possible there was something once, Only to be gone, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The sun drops, The last inch of light falls, The squirrels more likely to be huddled up, But not me, Something I never possessed, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Then the sun has gone, Darkness spreads its wings over me, I see nothing so no one sees me, Feeling of bitterness only, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, An Owl peers down, With question in her eyes, She doesn't have a hope, In helping me, As she doesn't see my pain, Spreads her wings, Passes me by, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The soft earth, Seems the only thing holdin

E & F (there Wasnt Many Of Either)
"I wish men had boobs because I like the feel of them. It's so funny - when I record I sing with a hand over each of them, maybe it's a comfort thing." - Emma Bunton, Baby Spice of the pop band Spice Girls "You'd better learn secretarial work or else get married." - Emmeline Snively, Director of the Blue Book Modeling Agency, giving advice to Marilyn Monroe in 1944 "If you let that sort of thing go on, your bread and butter will be cut right out from under your feet." - Ernest Bevin, Former British foreign minister "Hey Diddy, you said anything goes, and I wasn't going to let a little hurricane prevent me from wearing my bathing suit!" said the "Desperate Housewives" star." - Actress Eva Longoria at the MTV Video Music Awards "A billion here, a billion there, sooner or later it adds up to real money." - Everett Dirksen, Congressman "Can you imagine if his mouth was open?" - Fabio's Manager, upon learning her client had been struck in the nose by a bird

27th October
On October 27 in history .. 1553 - Michael Servetus burned at the stake for heresy in Geneva Switz. 1787 - Federalist letters start appearing in NY newspapers. 1795 - Treaty of San Lorenzo provides free navigation of Mississippi 1810 - US annexes West Florida from Spain. 1858 - RH Macy & Co opens 1st store NYC Gross receipts $1106 1871 - Boss Tweed (William Macy Tweed) Democratic leader of Tammany Hall arrested after NY Times exposed his corruption 1880 - Theodore Roosevelt marries Alice Lee on his 22nd birthday. 1896 - 1st Pali Road completed in Hawaii (winds so strong streams flow UP!) 1904 - NY opens 1st section of its subway system. 1938 - DuPont announces that its new synthetic fiber will be called 'nylon' 1947 - You Bet Your Life with Groucho Marx premieres on ABC radio. 1954 - Walt Disney's 1st TV show Disneyland premiers on ABC. 1961 - 1st Saturn Made a unmanned flight test 1969 - St. Vincent & the Grenadines gains associated status with Britain

No Longer Submissive
No Longer Submissive by Doomed_Dreamer © You see me enter the room wearing my leopard print halter top and black leather pants. All the guys in the bar turn to stare as I walk towards you. It was obvious I wasn't wearing underwear or a bra. The look in my eyes were pure lust and you knew we'd be leaving soon. I sit beside you and place my hand under the table on your groin. Deftly unzipping your pants, I began to stroke you right then and there. God I wanted a taste of you. "What, no hello?" you ask me with a teasing smile. You know me well. I love sex and I hadn't seen you in a month. My college is eight hours away from where you live and you knew I was just aching to get fucked. Eat? Hell no, not right now. You knew what I wanted to do. We leave within minutes, I already had you breathing heavy and sweating. Your cock was so hard you had to try to cover it with your coat, and my bemused smile as we left made you laugh. I was soaking wet but you had no idea yet. You pull over

Office Fantasy Ch. 2
Office Fantasy Ch. 2 by victors_angel © Lily did as her boss instructed yesterday. She entered his office, quickly undressing in anticipation then placing her hands on the edge of his desk. As she waited for him to return to his office the clock on the mantle ticked loudly. Her mind filled with images of the day before as she tried to guess what he would do next. She had gone home the day before and stroked two times before finally falling asleep. She had been so horny all afternoon as her mind relived the noon hour in his office. The clock ticking was becoming annoying as she waited. Her body was so tense as she waited for Mr. Nightingale. Wondering where he was, as she stood there naked. She shifted her body one-way then another as she waited in his office her anxiety apparent. The clock chimed loud as it struck one. She slowly redressed speculating where he was. She was so tense and frustrated as she returned to her desk. At three he strode by her desk, not acknowledgi

Lame
Some times I like looking at my own profile, cause I have that kick ass Lost Cherry Space Invaders game. Also alot of other people's profiles have stupid songs on them that take for ever to load. I'm on dial up and it is pretty pointless. The other day I opened a page from a google image search and google was working just fine but the random page it found for me in my quest for a picture of the ugliest woman in WW II(long story) took over 10 minutes to not load. I gave up and watched TV came back and the internet craped out. My computer and phone system here blow. The phone cuts out all the time when I am talking to people and it is anoying as hell. Seriously I need to move everything here sucks, except the things that are suppose to suck. Cardinals won the world series. 49er's are gonna get spanked sunday by the Bears. I need to get in shape still. I need to study. I set a date for my class exemption CLEPT thingy. I am not looking forward to anything.

Fantasy Gangbang
Fantasy Gangbang by slvjenn © This is a work of fiction. It’s a private fantasy I’m sharing. It is a fantasy that will in all likelihood always remain just that. In my fantasy world there is no disease or unwanted pregnancy. You should never have unprotected sex. I’d been living with my boyfriend and master for over 2 years. I’d told him often of my wishes to service his friends, but he had only taken it as far as my stripping for them during halftime of a football game. I dreamt of him having me give them head as they watched the game, or one by one sending them to me in the bedroom. I saw myself naked and on my knees as they walked up and put their cocks into my mouth. It always excited me. As time passed my need for humiliation grew, it had been far past the bounds of where he was willing to take me for some time now. I craved it more and more often, with deeper and darker fantasies. Some of them seem so silly when I’m not aroused. When I think back to the fantasy of goin

Feeling
Feeling by VGracen © I await you with nervous anticipation. I know that you are on your way up and I want everything to be perfectly prepared. I have spent the last several hours getting myself ready for you and setting up the room the way you like it. My anticipation of your arrival has already made me wet but I am still nervous, as I want to be the perfect pet for you. Your sharp knock on the door causes my heart to leap inside my chest and my heart rate speeds up. My legs are slightly shaky as I rush to open the door for you. I open the door and meet your intense gaze for only a second and then drop my eyes as is proper for me. I open the door further, backing up behind it, so no one passing in the hall will see that I am naked. You enter, going swiftly to hang up your coat and you then turn to me, to find me kneeling on the floor, knees spread wide, my hands behind me, head up, but eyes on the floor. You circle me slowly, perhaps checking that I have prepared myself properl

Thunder Crashing
Leaving only the two lovers and their passion, Locked in a loving tender embrace for eternity, Lips and hands worship one another lovingly, RAin cooling heated bodies enticing them further, In a moment outside of time and space, as the cresendo of nature peaks so does their passion, Two soulmates make love as the power of the storm rages, Giving themselves entirely to one another, Lost completely in the pleasure and passion, Tender words pass between the lovers lips, they gaze into one anothers very souls, laying together spent and drenched they kiss, held safely in one anothers arms for all time...

Two Slaves For Mistress Jessica
Two Slaves For Mistress Jessica by pussylove69 © I had met Jessica on the Internet. She had been reading my stories and sent some feedback. We loved or mail exchanges and became somehow friends, exchanged pictures. She also told me that she had another friend too. It was a married woman of 52. They exchanged some dirty mails, had phone sex and had even met once so far for a hot night. For her 25th birthday Jessica and Elisabeth (the 52year old woman) had agreed to meet again in a hotel in Stockholm. Out of fun Jessica asked me in one of the e-mails if I wouldn’t love to join in – and I said that I would love it. We started talking more about that idea and the thought of it made me more and more hot. Jessica loved to dominate other women and so we acted out a game where Elisabeth and I would be her willing sex slaves for a weekend. It all ended that I was booking a flight to Stockholm.-- I was nervous a bit, when I finally reached the hotel. I was late by half an hour. I look

Twelve Nights Ch. 03
Twelve Nights Ch. 03 by Daevious © Part 3 "On the third day of Christmas, my lover gave to me, Three college boys, and an orgasm with her tongue. -S." OK, this can be dealt with. Don't leave the house, Mandy. Don't open the door, Mandy. Don't trust anyone, Mandy. That little devious cunt of a lover has been way too crafty in tying you up and screwing with your head. You just need to hide out here behind your deadbolt and wait it out. Right? But she has keys! Stay here and be trapped. Nope, not gonna happen to this girl. Mandy's fingers were driving her along to orgasm, her ass up in the air, still red two days after the paddling. Yep, go somewhere. Gotta hide out. Another orgasm rippled through her body. Mandy finally got out of bed around noon. Wraparound skirt, check. Thong so nothing was on her ass. Bra, blouse, overcoat, shoes. Out the door and off to the mall. Heh, try and find my butt here. I am so going to take this out of her hide when I catch her. She i

The Process Of Eating Human Flesh
This is a step-by-step guide on how to break down the human body from the full figure into serviceable choice cuts of meat. As in any field, there are a number of methods to the practice, and you may wish to view this as a set of suggestions rather than concrete rules. You will notice that the carving of the larger or "commercial" cuts down into smaller specific or "retail" cuts will be only mentioned in passing, and not concentrated upon. Also, the use of human fat and viscera is generally avoided, and left only to the most experimental chef. These choices, along with recipes and serving suggestions, are nearly infinite in variety, and we leave them to you. We've found these guidelines to be simple and functional, but recognize that there is always room for improvement and we welcome your suggestions. Before getting to the main task, it must be mentioned that the complete rendering of the human carcass requires a fairly large amount of time, effort, and space. If the consumer does

Blonde Car Accident
One day, while a blonde was out driving her car, she ran into a truck. The truck's driver made her pull over into a parking lot and get out of the car. He took a piece of chalk and drew a circle on the pavement. He told her to stand in the middle and not leave the circle. Furious, he went over to her car and slashed the tires. The blonde started laughing. This made the man angrier so he smashed her windshield. This time the blonde laughed even harder. Livid, the man broke all her windows and keyed her car. The blonde is now laughing hysterically, so the truck driver asks her what's so funny. The blonde giggles and replies, "When you weren't looking, I stepped out of the circle three times!"

What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?
You scored as Gangrel. You belong to the Gangrel bloodline. Gangrel are very in touch with nature and for this reason are often loners and hermits. They have a very keen sense of the beast inside them and can let it out with devastating results. They do, however, have a bit less control over their impulsive, animalistic nature and are easy to drive into an uncontrollable frenzy. Toreador75%Gangrel75%Tremere63%Malkavian58%Brujah58%Nosferatu58%Ventrue50%What vampire clan do you belong to?created with QuizFarm.com

Hahahaha
There's this guy in a bar, just looking at his drink. He stays like that for half-an-hour. Then, this big trouble-making truck driver steps next to him, takes the drink from the guy, and just drinks it all down. The poor man starts crying. The truck driver says: "Come on man, I was just joking. Here, I'll buy you another drink. I just can't see a man crying." "No, it's not that. This day is the worst of my life. First, I fall asleep, and I go late to my office. My boss, outraged, fires me. When I leave the building to go to my car, I found out it was stolen. The police, they say they can do nothing. I get a cab to return home, and when I leave the cab, I remember I left my wallet and credit cards there. I go home, and when I get there, I find my wife in bed with the gardener. I leave home, and come to this bar. And when I was thinking about putting an end to my life, you show up and drink my poison..."

A Love To Call My Own
Angry...not me I'm just in need of some consistancy Main symptom sadness Often accompanied by dementia and madness Caught in a vortex which is forever spinning I'm fighting a war within myself that I'm far from winning What's the word, what am I to do I'm tired of being sad, it's happiness which I pursue Like the water at Niagara Falls feelings spill forth from my Soul I'm caught in an emotional cross fire to which I have no control I'm Hoping to find that someone to hold my hand I'm looking for someone to cuddle with When the emptiness of night is a little more than I can stand I fight to wipe the sand-man's dust from my eyes Finally I succeed after a number of tries I stir as I wonder what is to become of me I find myself surrounded by meaningless objects as far as the eye can see happy memories make me smile I feel as though I'm 1000' tall for a short while I wonder how much longer will I be alone I hope and pray for the day

Quiet Emotions
I always wanted more from you than you were willing to give; So now we've gone our separate ways each with different lives to live. The bond will always be there the friendship always intact; But the time for us has come and gone and the pages of time, you can't turn back. I will always be a friend to you and wonder how you are; The smiles and laughter I will remember and our fights have become painless scars. Sometimes on those busy days when you've a thousand things to do; Please let me glide slowly through your mind and spend some time with you. In that quiet moment when you're surprised to find me there; Just remember even with the distance between us I am still someone who cares.

About Me
A bit 'bout meme!Age~:just a number Starsign ~:Pisces Hair colour ~:blonde Eye colour ~:blue Piercings ~:just my ears Favourite...colour ~:blue Movie ~:Dirty Dancing Band ~: flava ~:flav party game ~:quarter Do you believe in...lurrv at first sight ~:no karma ~:yes Aliens ~:no Reincarnation ~:yes God ~:YES aughdescribe urself in 2 words... ~:outgoing and flirtatious Take this survey | Find more surveysBzoink - The Original Survey Site

Bend In The Road
Bend in the road When we feel we have nothing left to give and we are sure that the song has ended, When our day seems over and the shadows fall and the darkness of night has descended, Where can we go to find the strength to valiantly keep on trying? Where can we find the hand that will dry the tears that the heart is crying? There’s but one place to go and that is to God, and dropping all pretense and pride, We can pour out our problems without restraint and gain strength with Him at our side. And together we stand at life’s crossroads and view what we think is the end, But God has a much bigger vision, and He tells us it’s only a bend, For the road goes on and is smoother, and the pause in the song is a rest, And the part that’s unsung and unfinished is the sweetest and richest and best. So rest and relax and grow stronger - let go and let God share your load. Your work is not finished or ended - you’ve just come to a bend in the road.

1 Corinthians 13
1 Corinthians 13 Divine love empowers us to respond calmly to difficulties, to demonstrate patience in seasons of waiting, and to sacrifice without complaint. We offer God's love when we can: Forgive others. The son wasted his money in riotous living and discovered both the empty promises and destructive quality of sin. Upon the boy's return, his father forgave him completely. Love made it possible to wipe away the past (Psalm 103:12). Act generously. The son, fresh from feeding pigs, arrived at his father's estate with few expectations. The forgiving dad greeted him most warmly and dressed him in the finest garments. Love keeps no record of wrongs. It enabled the father to show generosity. Serve joyfully. What a celebration the father had upon the prodigal's return! His joy in his lost son's homecoming overflowed to others. Love expresses itself in willing service. Restore those who fall. The one who both abandoned his father and squandered his inheritance was again giv

The "i Am" List
The "I AM" List "Holy Spirit Come" The enemy of mankind, satan, is constantly at odds with the children of God and is continually trying to convince us that we cannot carry out the plans that God has ordained for us. The only way we can rise to the task, is to have a Word mentality, allowing it to become who we are. Don't ever lose sight of what the precious Blood of Jesus has purchased for you! The Word of God is great treasure. It is riches beyond our comprehension. It is life to all who find it as such. Set your experiences aside, and simply begin to believe what it says about you. One of satan's greatest strategies against the church is too try and convince us that we are failures and that we are alone and defeated. To accomplish this task, he needs us to agree with his lie, and if we do agree we defeat ourselves. But the stark reality is that nothing could be futher from the truth, through Jesus Christ we are already winners, we are more than conquerors! Do not fa

A Letter To The Moon
If I could compose a letter to the moon. I would ask her why she shines so bright I would speak to her of the brillance of the coming day An bask with her in the stillness of the night I would reach out with a gentle touch To share with her mortal love For just one moment time would vanish As Immortal and Child become one A flash of light A crack of thunder With understanding the child silently moves away. Nixy For those left wondering...... The words here are a matter of faith if you will. A thought pattern of enlightment.

Super Pussy
An old man and woman lived alone for so long and there was no sex till finally the woman snaped .... she stripped off her clothes and tied a sheet like a cape around her neck .... she ran out of the house and jumped to a stop in front of the mail man ... she yelled SUPER PUSSY ! She ran around the block and yelled as she went SUPER PUSSY ! ... she ran back in the house and into the kitchen where her husband sat ... She Yelled SUPER PUSSY ! he looked at her and then said " I will Have the Soup. " Sorry I was reminded of that by some thing .

Real Friends
Well i have posted two bullentins asking all of you to go see my halloween pics but no one has read them or reposted them wth i do it for you guys so why not for me. Man if you guys are friends then prove it....

I Stand Alone
I Stand Alone With all my infinite wisdom why am I here Pain drenching feelings bring to my eyes tears What with this sorrow Ive found Driving hate with my fists pound To keep it all hidden is a sin Let my heart pour out upon this grim To find my desolate way home Always and forever I Stand Alone No one to cry upon with my fears Lost in this world for to many years To find someone to share my burdens of life Constantly burried in this fight My body aches now to the bone Always and forever I Stand Alone This battle's not lost but still pending My tattered soul twisting and bending I walk the weary road of despair Hoping to find the answers out there In desperate need of devine grace I look at my souls shadowed place So here I sit on my defeated throne Always and forever I Stand Alone Night Shadows LLC 2006

Willing Wife Slave
Willing Wife Slave by showing © I had wrote him the letter and left it in his top drawer. It read that I wanted to be his in all ways. I wanted him to control me, my entire body and our lives together. I was somewhat embarrassed. We had lived happily as husband and wife for a couple of years now and had talked about many fantasies, but for one reason or another I had not told him this one. I knew he would read the letter and I hoped that he would make me His Slave Wife. Days passed, getting closer to the weekend. He called me from work on Friday, instructing me to meet him at a hotel in room 316 at 6PM. He instructed me to dress in a white button down shirt and a short black skirt and heels. Nothing else. He said that he would be there waiting for me and not to be a minute late. That he wanted the night to begin well and not have to punish me as soon as I walked in the door. I was excited driving there. Once arriving, however, I was quite nervous. I knocked at the door. Insi

How Switzerland Became The Richest Nation Of The World
I lived in Switzerland and worked for . . "interesting" people. . Swiss banks and other mafia organizations Did you ever ask yourself: Where does the richness of Switzerland and the great Swiss Banks come from? Here are the major reasons: For many years, Swiss banks accepted any blood-stained money from any dictator in Africa, Latin America or Asia. They kept these billions of dollars on Swiss number accounts. Result: these national mafia bosses did not have to pay taxes in their own countries. Instead, they tortured their intelligentsia to death, not only in Chile and Argentina. At the same time, these banks pretended that they could not pay back one Dollar of saving accounts of heirs of Jews, gassed to death in Auschwitz, because no one, none of the little Hitlers, had established any testament for these Jews in their death camps near Guantanamo. For that huge stupidity, the Swiss banks had to pay 1250 million of Swiss Francs to some ugly US-organizations In the

Hallowicked 2006
OMG i had a great fucking time.....waited 10 years to see ICP in concert. It was worth the wait but i never wanna have to wait again. The opening acts were great.... sub noize souljas...Big B is hot as fuck. The wolfpac strippers were great....dranige x was awesome....i loved boondox.....and of course ICP put on a great show. Got 3 faygo bottles....somebody jacked the cd that was on our windsheild though.....that pissed me the fuck off....i can't wait till next year.

Rain
outside in the rain watching it fall finding a soft spot i lay you down slowly lieing with you kissing you deeply passion is building clothes are lost rain can not cool our bodies the heat is rising sees steam rising from our passion taking you going deep moans escape when kisses break loving you so finally we are spent the rain continues washing us as we lie there

My Story, Pt. 25
[amanda pov] christina: i need to talk to you. amanda: *sighs and takes out the three boxes of pregnancy tests* christina: wait? you're pregnant? i thought you were on birth control. amanda: i was i hadn't taken it in like a month cause i haven't had the money to get anymore... christina: and this afternoon... amanda: yeah... christina: condom? amanda: *you shake your head no* christina: *gasps* uh-oh amanda: but i don't know yet, i may just be paranoid. christina: you gonna tell him? amanda: i don't know, i don't want him to leave me again. christina: well, i can't make you do anything, and i don't know matt as well as i used to, but if he's anything like he used to be, he won't care, he'll prbably be excited, but either way, you need to tell him because he is worried as mess right now. amanda: are you serious? christina: yeah. tell him soon. he was almost in tears in there. amanda: *feels like crap* i don't know officially i mean i could tell him tonight after dinner

Love And Junk
Broads love Love. This in no way makes Love any less an illusion but it does mean you can get stuff from broads if you play along. Once a broad thinks she loves you, it's best to accept it. Then you ask for ice cream and cold beverages and donuts. Hell, if you pretend to love her back (hahahahaha) she might even let you see her nekkid. Love is crap. But Nekkid is pretty damn neat-o.

Drugs Suck
Drugs Suck This is not entirely true. Given the right drugs, you can change yourself in major ways. You can feel good, relaxed, comfortable, you can feel happiness, excitement, you can experience your life as a great meaningful adventure, you can feel that all of your troubles have been washed away... for a little while. For many of us, the only time we ever really feel good is when we're on some drug. Of course, it's one of life's little ironies that the only thing you have to make you feel good is also the thing that will destroy your mind, your body, and your life if you do enough of it for long enough. I suppose if you're a well-balanced person, you can get high from time to time without much of a problem, as you don't really need to do it. However, if your life sucks, then when you find a drug you really like, just doing it occasionally won't be enough for you. You want to do it every day, you want to do it all the time. And this unleashes a whole host of p

Questions!
qUESTIONS! Body: If you opened this, FILL IT OUT! Learn 50 things about your friends, and let them learn 50 things about you! ------------------------------------------------ 1. How tall are you barefoot? 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? 3. Do you own a gun? 5. Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents?" 6. What do you think of hot dogs? 7. What's your favorite Christmas song? 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? 9. Can you do push ups? 10. Is your bathroom clean? 11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? 12. Do you like painkillers? 13. Where is the best place on earth? 14. Do you own a knife? 15. Do you have A.D.D.? 16.can you roll your tongue? 17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment? 18. Name the last 3 things you have bought: 19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink: 22. Current worry? 23. Current hate? 24. Favorite place to be? 25. Least favorite place to be? 26. Where would you

Greek Civilizations
The Cimmerians destroyed the Mycenaean Civilization around 1200 BC. What we do know about the Cimmerians is that they were tribal barbarians who lived north of Greece and they fought a few wars against the Scythia. The Cimmerians are said to have split into two groups, the Scythians drove one group northward out of their homeland though if they popped up somewhere else the historical record does not show it. The other group of Cimmerians fought to the death against the Scythians rather than give up their homes and they did die to a man. Now that's conviction. The Greeks and Scythians fought multiple wars (in later years, Scythia was to become one of the few nations that was not conquered by Alexander of Macedon). Scythians were horse-riders, slave-takers and fierce warriors; Herodotus described their ability to quell a slave revolt by standing firm and holding horsewhips. The fought the Greek Darius to a stand still. They describe themselves as decendants of Zeus or his equivalent. D

The Ultimate Blasphemy...and Yes I Am Going To Hell
Ok, you want me to believe in some great deity that controls everything, knows everything, and sees everything? Ok. Lets take alook at this deity. So, first this deity creates the world and universe as we know it. Ok, Ill buy that. Creates man, ok, for the sake of argument Ill go with ya on that. Then this thing creates creatures to do nothing but worship it. Um, sounds like this guy is a little egotistical, but ok. Then tells man not to eat something but puts it right there in the middle of perfection. Um, what? Somehow that seems like putting a kid in front of a cake and telling him to not take a taste and walking off. Then this deity gets pissed because one of the creatures doesnt want to worship him anymore and talks man into taking a taste. Hmmm...sounds like peer pressure to me. Supposedly man was created in this deity's image and was perfect. If thats the case, why was man even tempted? That shouldnt have been possible. Then this deity kicks man out of paradise f

A Butterflies Dream
Floating on wings of sheer Beauty flutters of the heart, butterflies dancing within, feel them, there dancing deep inside, stealing your breath, a gasp to survive, trying to beleive, a wanting to experiance, there brillant sheer breath taking beauty. Delicate and fragile is the butterflies heart, when touched it leaves a fine silken dust, that coates its possesor's scenses, and embeds itself forever within, within to stay, be it forever, or only in the heart?, never the less it stays, and its likeness NEVER to be known again, and its beauty everlasting. Rare one of a kind, flutters of LOVE bringing of heartach, soft murmurs, silken flesh, distant and alone in sadness confusion, soaring to highs to be fluttering so low, WHY? tis the cycle of life brief intense, then for instant NOTHING! close enough to feel but to far to touch, the butterfly so near but yet so far. Shhhhhhh but LOOK....it waits, waiting, hovering in the stillness of this place, fooli

Toy Box
Toy Box by Clohi © Alone on a Friday night. Sad but true. My usual Friday date with my current love had been cancelled due to his traveling for work. That left me alone and, more importantly, horny. The thought that this might be a perfect opportunity to go out and be naughty with someone else... Well, I won't say it didn't cross my mind at least once on my way home from work. That wasn't what I wanted though. I wanted Alec and that was that. Unfortunately, you can't always get what you want. That left me at home, alone and sipping a light Chardonnay trying to come up with a game plan. As I sipped my wine and stripped off my work clothes, I thought about the evening ahead. I could order pizza, watch a few movies. I could call a girlfriend and hang out for a while. I could even go to the mall. All of which sounded a little too teenage for me. Pulling off my blouse, I looked at myself in the mirror. I'd forgotten about the hitch in my Friday night plans and had actually dressed

Engraved In My Heart
© By Qamar Shahzadi Every time the moon beams, It brings me closer to you as a dream Rosy cheeks, air complexion, Dazzling in fashion, love and passion for the things you did in style. Aura of your bright face. The charm and the grace, Every tear bothered you, I knew no joy Until I was in your cozy embrace. You taught me love and care, You were my precious gem so rare. You held my hand for a while, but you hold my heart forever. Your lullaby made me sleep, But now those memories make me weep I want to be your little girl again Can you make this happen? O, My sweet mother You calmly went without a goodbye I promise to see you in paradise You are forever engraved in my heart.

Listen Up Women.....
1) The floor is considered an acceptable clothing storage location. 2) Never ask me to purchase feminine products. Assume that I will come home with the wrong thing. 3) When watching TV hugging is always fine because I can still see the screen. Kissing should only be done during timeouts and commercials. Questions should also be limited to this period as you stand a much better chance of getting an immediate response. 4) When we are watching your show and I change the channels during a commercial do not hassle me that they are over to change the channel back. I always know when the timing is right. Also, when we are channel surfing do not ask me to go back, there was a good reason why I skipped it. 5) If you need help with the laundry, I am more than willing to carry it from the bedroom to the washer. In my mind this is half the chore and I am now free to return to the couch. 6) If I mention that a male friend of mine is allowed to do something it is not necessary f

Did You Hear That? She Just Burped!
I went and saw Marie Annitonneirette tonight. [can't spell sorry.] and basically, it was VERY boring. It had NO plot - besides them conceiving a child. Anyhoot, I'm going to see Ashley in Anne Frank tomorrow and eat with Erin K. Amanda G. and Ashley VP. I'm excited, to say the least. I wish chels would get on... >/ lolol. My feet stink, btw. :] I know you people wanted to know that too.

I'm Going Through Another Phase
I deleted all the people on here that never talk to me. Also the ones I only added cause theyhad nice booby pictures. Thats a terrible reason to be friends with some one. I am gonna be all self rightous. I don't need whores for friends. Its not even really a self rightous thing. I don't know how to keep myself out of trouble to well. I nee to start avoiding it better. And sitting at home jacking off all day deffinitely isn't a good hobby.

Leatherface
You scored as Leatherface. You are Leatherface. You arent so much evil, as you are doing what it takes to live. You just go along with what the family says, and kill to keep that belly full. Though you may not do it just for fun, you do have serious mental issues, and anyone who happens to bump into you, is sure to live the rest of their life in therapy, that is if they live at all. Leatherface100%Pinhead80%Freddy Krueger80%Hannibal Lecter80%Captain Spaulding80%Jason Voorhees60%Michael Myers60%Jigsaw60%Candyman60%Buffalo Bill0%

Im Sick...
This is just snappy... I am sick. My boyfriend isn't talking to me, and my boss is pissing me off... She keeps sending me home early. I feel like crap... My eyes burn, my tounsils are swollen. I couldn't swallow this morning because my hangy down thing kept touchy my tounge and falling down the back of my throat.... SO Joy to the world.... Bleh....

Teddy Bear
laying in bed cuddled up with my bear soft am warm under my covers thinking of you of holding you tight passion explodes from the mere thought of you holding my bear tight as i think of you in my arms so safe an secure me an my teddy bear sleep the night away

Life In General
It's been almost 4 years in the same relationship. It's been rocky as all fucking hell but we've managed to get through it. Trying again though. But being informed that 'you should not think we are together' really put a fucking kink in my day. Being told he wants to meet someone he's known for two years, and knowing there are mutual feelings between them, that are more than just 'friends' .. well that just kinda sets me off. Yes, I trust him but I cannot have that. Tell me I'm fucking wrong, I don't care. I'm not being controlling. I don't fucking know anymore. Frankly I don't give a flying fuck. I'm so FUCKING MAD!!

Random Thoughts
dont really know what this is going to say but hear gose i have been doin some thinkin lately i know i am gettin depressed again and i know y to im gettin depressed because i think that i need someone to tell me im beautiful and that im not worthless (wich is what i have been told all my life by my dad that i was worthless) i know i sould have better selfesteam but i dont know how to boost my confidince i do have friends on here and myspace that tell me good things about myself and i feel as tho i let them down when i get in my ruts and tell them all the reasons y i feel like this i have been workin way to much lately all i ever do is work i leave for my first job at 5:30 am to be there by 6 i work there till 11:30 most days then go home to rest till 1:30 and be at my second job by 2 and work till 8 pm i come home go to bed around 10 and do it all again the next day i do get a few hrs off now and then but there isnt a day when i have off of both jobs and it is just gettin tire

The Virgin Table [mystory]
How do you begin a simple story about three girls and a table? Do you describe – in vast detail – the table which entails such a fairy-tale that words of minor status cannot possibly explain the significance of the table? How do you tell the story of three virgin girls and a table that brought them together; that taught them the significance of life itself? Perhaps you start from the beginning – the meeting; however, starting from the beginning seems so minimal compared to what each girl faced day after day. So, exactly how does this story begin? It begins in a tiny classroom in a small school in a microscopic town... She sat with her bronzed legs crossed at the round table with a delicate yet hostile surface from years of entailing cryptic information of former teenagers etched into its wooden frame as she waited for the two other occupants to file in one after the other as if they marched to their death. Stepping over the threshold to their hell, they filed in exactly how she pict

Ha Ha
IF MY BODY WERE A CAR... If my body were a car, this is the time I would be thinking about trading it in for a newer model. I've got bumps and dents and scratches in my finish, and my paint job is getting a little dull; but that's not the worst of it. My headlights are out of focus, and it's especially hard to see things up close. My traction is not as graceful as it once was. I slip and slide and skid and bump into things even in the best of weather. My whitewalls are stained with varicose veins. It takes me hours to reach my maximum speed. My fuel rate burns inefficiently. But here's the worst of it -- Almost every time I sneeze, cough or sputter...either my radiator leaks or my exhaust backfires!

Lessons In Nature
I'm not a gay basher. This is just a funny joke. A father watched his young daughter playing in the garden. He smiled as he reflected on how sweet and pure his little girl was. Tears formed in his eyes as he thought about her seeing the wonders of nature through such innocent eyes. Suddenly she just stopped and stared at the ground. He went over to her to see what work of God had captured her attention. He noticed she was looking at two spiders mating. “Daddy, what are those two spiders doing?" she asked "They're mating," her father replied. "What do you call the spider on top?" she asked. "That's a Daddy Longlegs," her father answered. "So, the other one is a Mommy Longlegs?" the little girl asked. As his heart soared with the joy of such a cute and innocent question he replied "No dear. Both of them are Daddy Longlegs." The little girl, looking a little puzzled, thought for a moment. Then took her foot and stomped them flat and said, "Well,

True Marine!!
A crusty old Sergeant Major found himself at a gala event, hosted by a local liberal arts college. There was no shortage of extremely young, idealistic ladies in attendance, one of whom approached the Sergeant Major for conversation. She said, "Excuse me, Sergeant Major, but you seem to be a very serious man. Is something bothering you?" "Negative, ma'am," the Sergeant Major said, "just serious by nature." The young lady looked at his awards and decorations and said, "It looks like you have seen a lot of action." The Sergeant Major's short reply was, "Yes, ma'am, a lot of action." The young lady, tiring of trying to start up a conversation, said, "You know, you should lighten up a little. Relax and enjoy yourself." The Sergeant Major just stared at her in his serious manner. Finally, the young lady said, "You know, I hope you don't take this the wrong way, but when is the last time you had sex?" The Sergeant Major looked at her and replied, "1955." She

Poesia
I can write the saddest lines tonight’ XX From:’ Veinte poemas de amor’ I can write the saddest lines tonight. Write for example: ‘The night is fractured and they shiver, blue, those stars, in the distance’ The night wind turns in the sky and sings. I can write the saddest lines tonight. I loved her, sometimes she loved me too. On nights like these I held her in my arms. I kissed her greatly under the infinite sky. She loved me, sometimes I loved her too. How could I not have loved her huge, still eyes. I can write the saddest lines tonight. To think I don’t have her, to feel I have lost her. Hear the vast night, vaster without her. Lines fall on the soul like dew on the grass. What does it matter that I couldn’t keep her. The night is fractured and she is not with me. That is all. Someone sings far off. Far off, my soul is not content to have lost her. As though to reach her, my sight looks fo

Why Im Here.
im here looking for friends.....i guess my friends need to find me by sending them my link from here lol....... show me some luv everyone....i have a bf right now so dont even try to take his place.....i work 2 jobs so ill be here often as possible..let me know what u think.......until....

Why
why can't anything go my way?? my bday was sunday and my dad missed it. damn...this was the 2nd year in a row, why??? why can't any of my friends be good enough? they are the only friends i have and no one approves of them

Tell Me Why......
Why would a woman that is 30 years old let a 20 year old little punk ass mother fucker tell her kids to starve and let him get away with not to mention not talk to her kids .I'll tell ya the fuckin bitch that i started a family with thats what kind.Can you believe i call her to ask if she is going to give me the money for the kids school uniforms .Not much it isnt even half.So im talkin to her and i guess he doesnt let her talk with out listening .Because she is still tryin to get bac with me .YEA FUCK THAT>So im askin her for the money and he chimes in and says i hope ur kids starve get your own money.Now i dont want her money but fair is fair.I mean she hasnt paid support in 3 years .But to let him talk like that abt your kids .What kind of bitch s this .I mean he aint gonna get away with that and any one that knows me Knows hes fucked LOL.but why would a woman do this and not talk to her kids .Well the kind that wont be seein her kids till court is over.Fuck her ,him and all the bul

Desire
Lips on mine kissing ravishing tangling Stealing my breath away Mouth on my neck teasing licking sucking Quivering with pleasure Breath in my ear whispering panting gasping trembling with desire Hands on my body touching caressing massaging Feeling heaven on earth Tongue on me, in me tasting probing sliding Driving me wild You inside me stroking thrusting throbbing Screaming in gratification Me and you wanting needing loving Spending time like this forever

Check Out This Test
You scored as Smart. Way to go, smart person! People are totally attracted to you by your brains. Keep it up, it's good for life as well!Smart97%Sexual83%Funny80%Beautiful/Handsome80%Different77%In What Way Are You Attractive?created with QuizFarm.com

Never Wanted To
Never wanted to hurt you Never wanted to need you Never wanted to Kiss You Never wanted to Miss You Never wanted to Love you Never wanted to Touch you Never wanted to hold you Never wanted to But I Do Because I know that when I'm by your side I have another place I can hide And I know just where it can be Closer to you and Closer to me Never wanted to hate you Never wanted to take you Never wanted to break you Never wanted to disgrace you Never wanted to praise you Never wanted to embrace you Never wanted to Love You Never wanted to But I Do Because I know that when I'm by your side I have another place I can hide And I know just where it can be Closer to you and Closer to me

New Poem
The value is such as it is seen Nothing known when one is green For only the pain can let us know The cost of love that to show A heart that breaks for lack there of Missing the gift from heaven above For nothing does part but love lost The loss is such beyond all cost Only the soul that aches so true Can appreciate a love found new One who knows it may pass away Will cherish the gift each and every day A fragile thing love will always be Something beyond all who can see Dreams may come true not once but twice A miracle when the heart turns to ice Cold and unforgiving what hate did destroy Lost in the pains forgotten all joy What may revive a heart turned to stone When love has fled and left one alone Only another that sparks forth the fire And is held with true deepest desire Longed for and cared for as no other before With love that lost and was no more The value is known through broken heart For only such love is never to part By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Coincidences
I can't even put into words all the strange things that have happened since I awoke last night. I can put into words but I am having trouble organizing the words into a coherant paragraph or sentance form, so I am just going to list them all. Regina Spektor, Steve Martin, Clint Eastwood, old men, understanding, better, Red Light, early, motivated, left, called, busy, message answering machine, pick up, line, office, line, pass, book, caffiene, coffee, Baia, Entebee, Within a few hours all these random things were tired together in a rather unusual way. I got semi motivated and called my professor about the class exemption test I had taken yesterday morning, she was unavailable so I left a message, a few minutes later my phone rang and I actually answered it, it was my professor and she told me I had unofficially passed my exam, I then drove to school to speak to the dean about my graduation situation, she is unavailable till monday, I came home drank a can of Vault, watched som

"what Do You Want From Me"
"What Do You Want From Me" As you look around this room tonight Settle in your seat and dim the lights Do you want my blood, do you want my tears What do you want What do you want from me Should I sing until I can't sing any more Play these strings until my fingers are raw You're so hard to please What do you want from me Do you think that I know something you don't know What do you want from me If I don't promise you the answers would you go What do you want from me Should I stand out in the rain Do you want me to make a daisy chain for you I'm not the one you need What do you want from me You can have anything you want You can drift, you can dream, even walk on water Anything you want You can own everything you see Sell your soul for complete control Is that really what you need You can lose yourself this night See inside there is nothing to hide Turn and face the light What do you want from me

The Truth About My Life
Well...tonight is the night i found out i was nothing but a mistake. Dad says that mom ruined his life by gettin pregnant. Says that if he would've never messed with my mom he'd be alright right now and have a good life instead of a shitty one. I guess i'm just some BIG mistake that fucked up everyones life. Dad even says he hates me. Him and my mom are arguing...moms crying again...and i'm just sittin here typing. The only thing that would make me happy right now is if my daddy would SHUT THE FUCK UP and leave me the hell alone. I'm tired of his fuckin ass. I've had enough of getting abused and my mom getting abused every night. But in a way I'm scared to stand up to him because, i'm scared he's gonna try to kill me. I wish Joe was here to protect me right now. I wanna move to Germany and all the other places he gets stationed at so I can be happy for once in a while. I got fired from my job. And i wanna drop out of college now cause i'm tired of having to deal with my dad at

Food For Thought...
Why do people do or say things that the think/know that someone wants to hear instead of telling the truth? Why are so many people Judgemental? When did they earn that right? Why not go 5 minutes out of your way just to help some one in need? What does it matter what a person looks like? When it is what is on the inside that matters! You bight be missing out on knowing a great person. Why do some people feel that it is "OK" to post revealing pics of them selves to atract more "friends" Why do people who post said pics above believe that there pics will attract the kinda friends theat are worth having. When someone offers help to someone they should expect NOTHING in return except a thank you! Why are there so many homeless people in america and not a properly established program for helping them get back on there feet?(not every one "did it to themselves" people) That is all I have for now! Luv ya guys... :P

Jokes
A POLISH MAN MOVED TO THE USA AND MARRIED AN AMERICAN GIRL. ALTHOUGH HIS ENGLISH WAS FAR FROM PERFECT, THEY GOT ALONG VERY WELL UNTIL ONE DAY HE RUSHED INTO A LAWYER'S OFFICE AND ASKED HIM IF HE COULD ARRANGE A DIVORCE FOR HIM. THE LAWYER SAID THAT GETTING A DIVORCE WOULD DEPEND ON THE CIRCUMSTANCES, AND ASKED HIM THE FOLLOWING QUESTIONS: HAVE YOU ANY GROUNDS? YES, AN ACRE AND HALF AND NICE LITTLE HOME. NO, I MEAN WHAT IS THE FOUNDATION OF THIS CASE? IT MADE OF CONCRETE. I DON'T THINK YOU UNDERSTAND. DOES EITHER OF YOU HAVE A REAL GRUDGE? NO, WE HAVE A CARPORT, AND NOT NEED ONE. I MEAN. WHAT ARE YOUR RELATIONS LIKE? ALL MY RELATIONS STILL IN POLAND. IS THERE ANY INFIDELITY IN YOUR MARRIAGE? WE HAVE HI FIDELITY STEREO AND A GOOD DVD PLAYER. DOES YOUR WIFE BEAT YOU UP? NO, I ALWAYS UP BEFORE HER. IS YOUR WIFE A NAGGER? NO SHE'S WHITE. WHY DO YOU WANT THIS DIVORCE? SHE GOING TO KILL ME. WHAT MAKES YOU THINK THAT? I GOT PROOF.

Blonde - No Brains...
Q: Why did the blonde die in a helicopter crash? A: She got cold and turned off the fan. Q: Why did the blonde have square tits? A: Because she forgot to take the tissues out of the boxes. Q: Did you hear about the blonde that invented the solar flashlight? Submitted by: Anthony Sandoval Q: What do you call a blonde with half a brain? A: Gifted! Q: How do blonde brain cells die? A: Alone. Q: What do you call a blonde with 2 brain cells? A: Pregnant. Q: What was the blonde psychic's greatest achievement? A: An IN-body experience! Q: What does a blonde and a beer bottle have in common? A: They're both empty from the neck up. Q: What's the difference between a blonde and a supermarket trolley? A: The supermarket trolley has a mind of its own. Q: Why do blondes wear their hair up? A: To catch everything that goes over their heads. Q: How do you make a blonde's eyes light up? A: Shine a flashlight in their ear. Q: How do you get a blon

The Hotel Lounge
An Irish man is in a hotel lobby. He wants to ask the clerk a question. As he turns to go to the front desk, he accidentally bumps into a woman beside him and as he does his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'm, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "if your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 436."

A Boy Named Shy
What do you do when theres no one to call and your all alone and it hurts inside all the voices scream clear the pain emerges again and you want to cry but instead you stare at the wall too scared to bleed too strong to die and it won't all go away can't breathe from all the toxin waste atmosphere surrounding you the bad air you produce suffocate in your safe home too bored to sleep to broken to stay awake tired of existing in your pathetic state mind control unseen forces waiting waiting staring at the wall for one phone call that means nothing just proof that you exist scream just to hear yourself

Going Offline For A Bit.
This is just to let everyone know that I won't be online for a while. We're having our internet service changed and I'm not sure how long it will be. So, after Monday 11/13/06, I won't be on. Talk to everyone soon. I'll miss the comments and good thoughts, they help make my days brighter.

For Our Heros
IN SERVICE OF LOVE Too often in this vast land of ours we take our heros for granted who serve in our great services and keep freedom here planted This is a labor of love for which they give their all in our moments of great despair they harken to the call They believe in the ideals we expound and hold the standard high so rarely are they thought about until we hear the cry Of those who would see us undone and stomp on our proud name some would speak ill of them and it brings our country shame For in this land of liberty our flag does surely wave so many gave their all for us and took love to the grave It takes a special kind of love to endure all the hardship true remember in your prayers these heros that give their lives for you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

You Are
You are my air The sun in my day The moon in my night The spring in my step You are my everything. You are the stars in the sky The birds in the trees The shimmer, the sparkle, the shine. Without the light you put into my life I would be nothing A single leaf on the ground in autumn, Lost, forgotten, alone. Before i knew you, I was nothing. Now I am everything, With you at my side, I am invincible! Feel the same my baby, You are loved so much, I love you now and forever You are my darling, my baby, my love You are my everything I love you so much.

A Womans Poem
he didnt like the casserole he didnt like my cake he said my biscuits were too hard... not like his mother used to make. i didnt perk the coffee right he didnt like the stew i didnt mend his socks the way his mother used to do. i pondered for an answer i was looking for a clue then i turned around and smacked the shit out of him like his mother used to do

Happiness
IF I LOVED HER IF SHE LOVED ME IF WE LOVED EACHOTHER IF I TOOK CARE OF HER IN SICKNESS IF I TOOK CARE OF HER IN HALTH IF I SHOWED HER RESPECT IF I LET HER CRY ON MY SHOULDER IF I COULD TRUST HER WITHOUT QUESTION IF I COULD JUST LISTEN TO JUST LISTEN IF I HELPED WHEN SHE ASKED IF I LET HER GO WHEN SHE WANTED IF I PRETENDED IT DID NOT HURT WHEN SHE DID IF I TOLD HER IM HAPPY FOR YOU IF I COULD BE SAD IF I MISS HER

Fallen Angel
Fallen Angel Born in the Heavens, And fallen onto this hollow place. Gifted with the beauty of angels, With a touch of pain upon her face. Her eyes explain it all, The majestic beauty held within. Stare down deep into her soul, And let the journey begin. Day after day he strives, For anything that could make her whole. Tears fall from her eyes when he asks, "Why has God punished me with this soul?" "God, hath thou no heart? Why have you forgotten me?" She prays night after night, "God, why is it me you refuse to see?" Again and again she calls, But God is no where to be found. Looking towards the sky she screams out, Then falls onto the cold, hard ground. She dreams of the day that she could spread her wings, And fly away from it all. But her wings are no where to be found, So all she can do is fall.

Usual
I sat today in our usual spot on our usual day at our usual restarant after work. I ate today my usual omlete my usual coffee my usual cig after my breakfast. My usual payday saturday turned unusual today. Everything the same but for one thing You! Everything that was usual when you where here turned unusual And everything that was different was different because of the absence you. Written by Saralynne Fox

Halloween Flight Of Fantasy
Halloween Flight of Fantasy by Scheherazade © He glanced down at the illuminated dial of his watch, adjusting the brown leather band with his right hand. Eight o’clock. It had been a long day, and his flight was late. Boarding was tension-filled, passengers crowding onto the plane, anxious to leave the runway. An experienced traveler accustomed to delays, he considered the high levels of anxiety to be an unnecessary nuisance and quickly located his window seat on the wing. He slipped his black briefcase down into the forward space provided for such things. The stewardesses ushered other passengers into seats, trying to expedite the boarding process and get the plane in the air. He buckled the safety belt, and sat back to wait. She always sat on the wing – it seemed to minimize any possibility of motion sickness, a malady that plagued her since childhood. Reaching up to place her carry-on into the luggage compartment, she visually appraised her seatmate. An impeccably dressed

No Title Fitting At The Moment
Morning ... The maiden stands alone The wind caresses......... strokes She turns away Before her the river flows Twisting... Turning..... Not unlike her past few days Another chill She begins to shake Silent tears flood the rivers edge A splash She backed away Another... Her eyes grew wide Before her blurred and tear stained eyes He appeared... Hair as dark as the raven Trailed below the waters surface No words were spoke He advanced She shyed away He paused She remained still Entwined in the anicent dance They played Nixy

U Have To Read This One And Help!!!!
OKAY YALL THIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST SO LET'S DO OUR BEST HERE I NEED 9 MEN AND 4 WOMEN TO ENTER THIS CONTEST AND AS SOON AS I GET ALL ENTRIES I WILL OPEN THE CONTEST YOU HAVE TO CLICK THE PIC TO JOIN AND SEND ME A MESSAGE WITH YOUR LINK TO THE PIC I AM GOING TO RIP THIS CONTEST IS GOING TO BE BASED ON NOTHING BUT COMMENTS SO LET'S GET OUT THERE AND GET PEOPLE IN THIS CONTEST COME ON EVERYONE I KNOW EVERYONE LIKES NIPPLES RIGHT SO LET'S DO IT Christina Aguilera Dirrty

What Am I Doing?
Life is weird at the moment. Every road I go down seems to have a dead end. I have a lot of fun, but I feel like I don't make any progress. I have been dating all of the wrong women. One girl who I would drop everything for, forgets that I exist, and has this other guy she is dating. Bad times. The girl who does my hair, who I dated a few times, is crazy and shouldn't date anyone. She wanted to date me, likes me, but won't date me. grrr. too bad, she is way cool Another girl who I am quite fond of, happens to be married! I hang out with her every weekend, and god we get along great. Something about her I can't resist. But shit, she is married. I can't tell if she is happily married or not. I don't know. Then again, I dont know if I want to be just part of an affair. Sure I might get laid, and have fun. Eventually, its a dead end. It may even lead to more problems than I actually care to deal with. The last one, was a bitch to me over the summer. Then we saw each

Good Morning
This morning when the Lord opened a window to Heaven, He saw me, and He asked: "My child, what is your greatest wish for today?" I responded: "Lord please; take care of the person who is reading this message, their family and their special friends. They deserve it and I love them very much" The love of God is like the ocean, you can see its beginning, but not its end. ANGELS EXIST but some times, since they don't all have wings, we call them FRIENDS. Pass this on to your friends. Something good will happen to you You Be Blessed

Lonelyness
lonelyness walking alone on a dreary nite , not able to fear anything out of spite . tears on my pillow thoughts of the way it was long ago broken heart shattered dreams , trying to wake up without a sudden scream heart pounds hard lungs feel tight why is it i cant get this right walking alone inthe woods down a lonelty path dying for acceptance but to slow to do the math everything is adding up now , like 2+2 . i feel like fool dying to be wanted , fearing to be needed . hurt to find out i was surely all alone

Butterflies
butterflies Current mood: cynical the grass glimmers green in the valley when the sun shines , but the look in your eyes show the truth in my mind . the once beautiful butterflies are blackened with ash as my heart perishes because of you the flowers smell sweetly after a rainfall, until i walk thru the valley with my veins icy with lonelyness the once beautiful animals are frozen , because the sun is darkened by my sadness. i lie here alone with my sins and my doubts as the grass is dying around me . dont you understand what has taken the life from here , dont you understand me

Twisted
twisted Current mood: crushed Remember these simple words we said how dear they were ? Remember how you trembled when you put the ring on my finger ? I remember every bit how i looked , who was there every thing . what are these words ? these vows ,or promises ?are they real? im doubtful . day after day i pray to god for you to want to care , to want me . im discarded over and over again . passed on for better times with other things. "I, _______, take you, ________, for my lawful wife/husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and health, until death do us part." Ihave stuck by you in the worse and the best times , when you ve walked away from me . when your ill ive held your hand . "I, _______, take you, ________, to be my husband/wife. I promise to be true to you in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health. I will love and honor you all the days of my life."

I'm Accusing You
I wandered around sightless until you bade me to see You awakened my heart and bade me be me I couldn't hear until I was hearing your voice You gave me a reason and you gave me a choice I couldn't feel until your first touch You gave me love and I loved you too much I couldn't speak until you taught me to write You took me from darkness and introduced me to light I couldn't love until you showed me true bliss You looked at me with passion and gave me my first kiss I couldn't be me until you breathed life into my soul You took the shell that is my body and bade me be whole Now that you have done this I am yours to command You reached down gently and kissed my hand Your love is all knowing and your words are truly wise You took my heart the moment I looked into your eyes Take this woman now and make her yours Rain your love all over this humble body until it pours Take me now and make me finally free Look at what your love has made-it made me

Why Glock?
Well... Why not? I guess I'll start this one out with a list of common reasons to not get a glock (with rebuttals), and then add in the reasons to get one. 1) It's plastic! -Sorta, the frame is plastic with metal inserts molded in where needed. Most of its weight comes from said inserts as well. 2) They blow up! -They don't the ammunition used does. There are a number of reported incidents (almost all with the first generation .40S&W) of the round blowing up inside the gun. This happened pretty much 100% with re-loaded ammo (explicit no-no in the manual, voids your warranty), or out-of-spec ammo. It can also be caused by "bullet setback" where due to forces (constant re-loading into the chamber in this case) the bullet to moves back and increase pressure when the gunpowder is ignited. GLOCK has done everything in their power to fix the problem, but it can still happen with bad (choice of) ammo. All autoloading pistols have a somewhat unsupported chamber, the Glock has a bit

Sex And Sins
"The pen with which I write shakes between my fingers, leaving behind its rusted nib a dark and jagged trail that will confess my sin. A sin committed over quarter of a century, the sin that was my enlightenment. And despite the years that have passed between my transgression and my confession, despite the dilution of memories not important enough to keep, there is no fear that the details contained in these pages are not filled to overflowing with vitality." As a petal of a rose With soft and pearly skin Which flies in the wind Iridescent under the sun's rays And reddening in the twilight glow You open to my lips your smooth and pink flower You offer to my breath Its intoxicating fragrance You offer to our sex its delicate velvet As a smooth nest welcoming my warm semen

How Can I Get More Foreplay From My Husband?
How can I get more foreplay from my husband? Question: I've been married for almost two years now and still haven't had an orgasm. It didn't bother me at first because I suspected that as we got to know each other, things would fall into place. I have told my husband I would like him to read a book on "how to please your wife," but he won't. (I think he's embarrassed or too full of pride.) When we have sex he stimulates me for just a few minutes, then gets into his own orgasm and forgets about me. We dated for five years before we got married and I was a virgin until our wedding night, so part of me wonders if I blocked my sexual feelings for so long that I can't get aroused quickly now. Is there any advice on how to help him slow down during foreplay so I can actually start getting aroused? Where should he touch me, and how can he get into my pleasure? Answer: First of all, stop blaming yourself. Most women need longer than five minutes of foreplay to become aroused to the

Bleh
My lil bro is spending the night with me tonight..I'm helping him look up some info on Zues for his English project. He keeps complaining that he didn't get Hades. Boohoo for him. At first he got the Goddess of Love...But he traded with some girl in his class....Uhmm...What to write...I'm not really sure what to write...Umm...BLEH! Lol, my lil bro is somewhere...Dunno where excatly...Probably in the kitchen eating...AGAIN. What a pig. Lol

Salutes...
I have put a few pix in with the girls holding the salute. However (and this is why they call me Duh-kota), I didn't realize I had to be the one holding the salute. So, I will be posting an offcial salute tonight after work.

My Life Changes
IN LIFE WE WERE BORN WITHOUT A CARE IN THE WORLD. BUT THOURGHOUT THE TIME WE SPEND IN THIS LIFE CERTAIN THINGS HAPPEN AND CERTAIN PEOPLE EFFECT US. THIS EFFECT IMPACTS OUR LIVES IN POSITIVE AND IN NEGATIVE WAYS. FOR INASTANCE,IN MY OWN LIFE, THERE HAVE BEEN MANY DIFFERENT PEOPLE THINGS THAT HAVE ALTERED THE WAY I CARRY OUT THE REST OF MY DAYS IN THIS LIFE. ONE, IN MY CHILDHOOD I WAS RAISED BY A GRANDPARENT. NOW AS SHE DID HER BEST SHE WASN'T A MOTHER NOR WAS SHE A FATHER AND CHILDREN NEED THOSE POSITIVE ROLES IN THEIR LIVES TO BECOME A PRODUCTIVE GET THROUGH LIFE. IT IS BECAUSE OF THE ABSENCE OF MY OWN MOTHER AND FATHER THAT I MADE THE CHOICE TO ALWAYS BE THERE FOR MY OWN CHILDREN SUPPORTING THEM AND PROVIDING FOR THEM IN A WAY THAT I MYSELF DIDN'T HAVE. I FEEL THAT YOUR LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT AND YOU CAN CHOOSE TO BE HOW YOU WANT TO BE. NO ONE CAUSED YOU TO BE A CERTAIN WAY. WE DON'T HAVE TO BE LIKE OUR PARENTS. IN FACT, WE CAN LEARN FROM THEIR MISTAKES AND MAKE THE NECESSARY CHANG

Love You Forever
Ill love you forever just kiss me today ill be by your side just show me the way ill give you all of me just hold my hand ill be here always just by you stand ill do what you wish just tell me when ill try my best just for you just as I can just tell me you want me here be sure to make it clear just tell me everything an ill love you my dear

Because Your My Friend
Because you're my Friend.. When you are sad, I will dry your tears. When you are scared, I will comfort your fears. When you are worried, I will give you hope. When you are confused, I will help you cope. And when you are lost, And can't see the light. I shall be your beacon Shining ever so bright This is my oath. I pledge till the end. Why you may ask? Because your my friend.

At The Fair
A man in a state of excessive inebriation rolled up at a fairground rifle range booth and threw down the necessary money. The booth operator at first refused to let him have a turn, considering that his inebriated state would endanger the public. But the drunk insisted and was given a gun. He aimed unsteadily in the general direction of the target and after trying to focus, pulled the trigger three times. The booth owner, on inspecting the target, was astonished to see that he had scored three bullseyes. The star prize for the evening was a large set of glassware, but the showman was certain that the drunk wasn't aware of what he had done, and gave him instead a consolation prize, a turtle. The drunk wandered off into the crowd. An hour or so later he came back, even more drunk than before. Once again the showman demurred, but once again the drunk insisted, and once more scored three bullseyes and was given another turtle. Eventually the drunk rolled up again and insisted on

Scrolling Text!
ok pay attention now! to make colored scrolling text you have to put this all together < f o n t c o l o r = " any color you want "> < m a r q u e e > T e x t < / m a r q u e e > when done it should look like this Hey stop by sometime!

I Think Too Much
I've been thinking alot, and I've decided... I may not look like her, but I am pretty, and if I spend all my time wishing I looked like her because she's hot or this or that, then that's just well, dumb. I'm happy with who I am. I have great people who love me for me, and not because I have the body of a porn star or a cherub face. Yeah, I've been through some shit, but at the end of day, I get IMs and phone calls from my bestest friends in the whole world who tell me they love me, and that's all I can ask for. Who cares if Mr. So-and-so likes that big breasted, tanned, porn star looking chick, but not me? I want people who love me for me, and not because I'm "OMMGZZZ SO HAWTTT KAN I FUCK U". OH HELL NO. I have the best life I could ever ask for. Look at me. I'm getting there. Sure, if you looked at it, you'd be like "Uh ur life sucks!" but it really doesn't. Sure, my brother is dead. Sure, my parents are divorced. But those things make me a stronger person. Sure, I'm not so be

To Those Of Us Born In The 60s, 70s And 80s....how Did We Survive Again??
I have seen this printed before and wanted to bring it up again. If you grew up during this time...please list something that you did casually back then that most safety experts would blanch at now.... For me it was engaging in swordfights with my friends...using broomstick swords and garbage can shields. No one took bumps or bruises personally...it was all part of the game. According to today's regulators and bureaucrats, those of us who were kids in the 30's, 40's, 50's, 60's, 70's or even the early 80's, probably shouldn't have survived. Our baby cribs were covered with bright colored lead-based paint. We had no childproof lids or locks on medicine bottles, doors, or cabinets, and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets. Not to mention the risks we took hitchhiking. As children, we would ride in cars ! with no seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pickup truck on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose

New Here
Ok well I'm new here, its takin me a while to figure my way around this site but im learning. I'm so glad to have a few people i can ask if I have quiestions. Well I hope to make some friends on here. Hope to get to know alot of you! Loves hugs n kisses

I Stink, Therefore I Am.
KMart. I admit it. I was there last night. My reasons are my own, but there was another person there that simply amazed me. He was this rather large and dimwitted gentleman playing with a display of one of those robot dinosaur things. He asked the salesman, "Hey! What is this thing?" Salesman replied, "It's a robot dinosaur." Duh. "Oh. Because it's scaring the living crap out of me." Salesman states the obvious,"Then stop pushing the damn button."

Help Find This Soldier
Most of you on my friends list I speak to quite frequently and some of you are very dear friends of mine. Now I am banking on that friendship as I am in need. My friend Jessiah has gone missing, it has been 5 days now and there is no sign of him anywhere. He has recently come home from Iraq, and we fear he may be suffering some post-traumatic stress syndrome or something. He has a wife, who is the sweetest girl you will ever meet, and a young son, who are both in Washinton right now and pretty much powerless to do anything down here. He has not used his cell phone or credit cards, his car is parked in the same spot it has been in......we are in fear of his life. He was last seen leaving Kickers, which is in a pretty bad area of town and right by the river. He has been listed on the National Missing Persons Database and yesterday his case was assigned to a detective. PLEASE HELP US! Go take a look at his profile, his URL is www.myspace.com/jessiahjameson. If anyone has ANY information c

The Magician
You are The Magician Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity. Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing, you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive. The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

The Raven~ Me In A Nutshell Originally Posted On Yahoo 360
Well here it is...finally a blog that is written by me...all about me. i'm not promising much here ya'll but i am gonna try to tell ya'll a little bit about myself and just who the RAVEN is. it might take me awhile so if you stop by and read my blog and it looks half-a$$ed finished...it's because i saved it as is and will come back to it because i've already lost one that took a long time to write....so here goes..... I'm not one that fits into most peoples deffinition of "NORMAL"...i am a little "out the box" most of the time. i have my own "style" and don't really care what anyone thinks about it. i am my own person and have never been afraid of being "Different". i think that's fairly obvious...maybe anyWHO...

Connection?
what do you feel when your staring into someones eyes.even if you just met them,you look into thier soul and see who they realy are.what makes them happy.what makes them sad.whats thier biggest fear.how they feel about you.your soul meets their soul and you comminucate.

Being Prepared
Being prepared I beleive in being prepared, because anything could happen, from winning the lottery, to a nuclear world war, even though people want to be prepared for the best thing to happen, they should also be prepared for the worst. Johnathen Allen Forcum Copyright ©2006 Johnathen Allen Forcum

Understanding The Opposite Sex
Understanding the Opposite Sex Men can't understand women, and women can't understand men, but I think that not understanding the opposite sex and being able to live with them is better that winning the lottery. Johnathen Allen Forcum Copyright ©2006 Johnathen Allen Forcum

War
War War is a terrible thing, but sometimes it is neccecsary, to protect a nations people, so they have a chance to exist, but even one country, could end this world, with the push of one button, life will no longer exist. Johnathen Forcum Copyright ©2006 Johnathen Allen Forcum

Trivia For Lost
Jorge Garcia missed his sister's wedding to shoot this show in Hawaii. The first season depicts the first 44 days on the island. Locke mentions this when talking to Desmond inside the hatch. ABC opted not to fly the intact N783DL to Hawaii first before dismantling it. Instead, ABC dispatched 40 production workers to Mojave to cannibalize and ship the aircraft pieces. Dismantling took about 5 days in February 2004. The Airline in this show that flew the ill-fated flight is called "Oceanic" this Airline name has been used before in Executive Decision (1996), and has also been used in many other made-for-TV movies. The airplane pieces on the beach, depicting the doomed flight from Sydney, are the remnants of a Lockheed Tristar L-1011. She began service for Eastern Airlines (N308EA) in 1972 and was retired by Delta Airlines (N783DL) in 1998 having racked up a total of 28,822 landings and 58,841 flight-hours. N783DL was bought by Thompson's Aviation Warehouse (Mojav

Poetry For You By You
Passionate kiss No words to tell What an exciting bliss Trembling hands Explores the world of mysteries On white sands Entwine bodies Search the maximum pleasure Heart filled melodies Body’s silhouette Guards each other Towards sensitive route BT

Shout Out Pictures
Hey ladies! I wanted to know if any of you would be kind enough to make a picture shout out with a sign that says, "Snuf rocks my world!". If you decide to do this for me, just send me a PM letting me know where the pic is and I'll rip it to my album. Once that's done, you can take it down. Thanks and I hope to get lots of shout outs! -Snuf aka The Choker

Thanks Everyone, It Has Been Fun...
*HUGS* an *HELLO* Friends and Family: Just wanted to let you all know that I am cancelling my account. It seems some people like to cause problems or TRY to cause problems I should say and well, I have more important things to do with my life then get caught up in the drama. I have already been through my own hell on this earth when I lost my son 2 years ago, so what is going on here is MILD when compared to that. Losing Ryan has taught me that life is TOO short. That your life is what you make it and that YOU are in control when it comes to certain things and situations... so I choose NOT to take part in the petty bullshit and games. I choose not to be the target and I choose to remove myself from the situation. Hopefully those that like to cause hate and discontent will realize how pathetic their lives are and work on fixing themselves instead of hurting others. Take care all! Have a wonderful thanksgiving! Love, Trudy

Have You Ever Rebelled Against God?
Have you ever rebelled against God? ""My wayward children," says the Lord, "come back to me, and I will heal your wayward hearts." Jeremiah 3:22 NLT When I refused to confess my sin, I was weak and miserable, and I groaned all day long. Day and night your hand of discipline was heavy on me. My strength evaporated like water in the summer heat. Finally, I confessed all my sins to you and you stopped trying to hide them. I said to myself, "I will confess my rebellion to the Lord." And you forgave me! All my guilt is gone. Psalm 32:3-5 NLT Create in me a new heart, O God. Renew a right spirit within me.…Restore to me again the joy of your salvation, and make me willing to obey you. Psalm 41:10,12 " A tug-of-war with God "The rebel rejects the expectations, rules, and power of the organization or individual holding authority. Rebellion can be good, as when we rebel against unjust or sinful societal pressure. Rebellion is like a great tug-of-war; the authori

Stoned
Just hear me out If it's not perfect i'll perfect it til my heart explodes I highly doubt That I can make it through another of your episodes Lashing out One of the petty moves you pull before you lose control You wear me out But it's alright now (CHORUS) Let's go home and get stoned We could end up making love instead of misery Go home and get stoned 'Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me You wear me out (We can end up making love instead of misery) But it's alright now Without a doubt Yeah, the breakup's worth the makeup sex you're giving me lets hash it out Cause you're bitching and your yelling don't mean anything dont count me out I can handle all the baggage that you're carrying You wear me out (Woah) But it's alright now (CHORUS) You wear me out (We can end up making love instead of misery) But it's alright now (CHORUS) Go home and get stoned We can end up making love instead of misery Go home and get stoned 'Cau

Tainted Love
Sometimes I feel I've got to Run away I've got to Get away From the pain that you drive into the heart of me The love we share Seems to go nowhere And I've lost my light For I toss and turn I can't sleep at night (chorus) Once I ran to you (I ran) Now I'll run from you This tainted love you've given I give you all a boy could give you Take my tears and that's not nearly all Oh...tainted love Tainted love Now I know I've got to Run away I've got to Get away You don't really want IT any more from me To make things right You need someone to hold you tight And you'LL think love is to pray But I'm sorry I don't pray that way (chorus...) Don't touch me please I cannot stand the way you tease I love you though you hurt me so Now I'm going to pack my things and go Tainted love, tainted love (x2) Touch me baby, tainted love (x2) Tainted love (x3)

Update
Well in my last entry I was telling you how crazy my life had been. Well the day after I posted that blog I found out my grandmother was going to be taken off of life support that week. So I did not go to class and I let it sink in, She did pass away that thirsday and we had the funeral on Halloween (her favorate holiday). I have been working on catching up with school work and my new website and other things since. My sister had her baby this last weekend!!! (sunday) So I am an aunt again, she had a boy and his big sister loves him to death. I'll put up pictures when I get a chance. I would have posted about him this weekend, but I have been sick for about a week, on sunday I had a fever of 104 F. So I really wasn't in a place to sit up, let alone type on a computer. Other then that just kinda getting though this week. Sunday will mark the 2 year aniversery of my father passing away, so this is a very hard time of year for me. I just wanted to let everyone know I'm still a

Sands Of You
Sands of you I sit with you, in a dream world Gazing upon a dreams embrace I do not want to leave you When will my light cast upon your face When will you touch me When will you hold me in your arms When will you whisper my name When will your heart beat next to mine I want you to be mine It can not be untrue To see you smile at me to know, I am with you Your days of being without me are many that is not an unknown cry But know, I am not without you Every time I look beyond the sky I know you are there Maybe not next to me but somewhere out there maybe, you think of me I breathe in and I can smell you I feel you, longing to touch your hand I know you are not beside me In my heart, is where you stand I sit here waiting for you to come Sharing with me, your hearts desires I am your stream of unlost dreams You are my undying fire.

Hmmm
I Dare You...challenge me! Fill this out and send it to my INBOX. I dare you, to tell me the truth.. Four things you wonder about me 1. 2. 3. 4. Three things you like about me 1. 2. 3. Two things you don't like about me 1. 2. My best feature 1. Two things you want to do with me 1. 2. One word that describes me 1. One question for me 1. I dare you to repost this see how many people do this to you

My Mind
Did I really take her and keep her with me? Cover her face up so she couldn't breathe? Cut her eyeballs out so she couldn't see? I still feel like she is looking at me. Brought her to the basement and took off her clothes Did I do the right thing? God only knows! Maybe I was only wondering if I could open up your body Take your heart out and consume ("God only knows!" throughout chorus) Am I really like this? Is this really me? Am I really the person I want to be? Is it this life that has created me? Am I a product of society? Did I really eat pills cause everything's fucked?! Can I fall asleep and just never wake up?!!

This Is True About The Perfect Man
"The Perfect Man" The perfect man is gentle Never cruel or mean He Has a beautiful smile And Keeps his face soclean. The perfect man likes children And will raise them by your side He will be a good father As well as a good husband to his bride. The perfect man loves cooking Cleaning andvacuuming too He`ll do anything in his power To conveyhis feelings of love on you. The perfect man is sweet Writing poetry from your name He`s a best friend to your mother And kisses away your pain. He never has made you cry Or hurt you in any way Oh, f%$k this stupid poem The perfect man is gay.

Still Closein Our Eyes
Why is it that we never seem to truly appreciate what we do have, until we don't have it anymore? Why do we tend to look at what we don't have, instead of what we do have? Why do we wait to tell someone how much we care for them, or how we truly feel until we are standing over their casket? They won't hear us then. Who first set the standards for what is beautiful and what is not? I would really like to meet that person, for beauty is in the eye's of the beholder. Why does one's appearance affect their life so? The "Beautiful" people always seem to get everything they want, while the "Less than beautiful" seem to always get the shaft? This world in which we live is so unfair. Why do we judge others' before we judge ourselves? God said to first take the log out of our own eye, before we try to take the splinter out of our brother's eye. I don't understand many things about this life we live. But I do know, if we remain true to ourselves, treat others as we would want them to treat us, a

Totem Dove
Dove appears: People often find that unexpected and unseen support and assistance comes when they need it most. Travel is often indicated when Dove appears prominantly, and this may include relocation to a new home. A death, either physical (of someone one knows or is close to) or symbolic (within the individual) may occur and while it may bring grief, there is also quite often a sense of relief and gratitude that suffering has finally ended and peace will soon be at hand. A new relationship may begin or an old one rekindled. The ways and means of leaving a destructive or difficult situation is at hand. Life is about to become much more peaceful and satisfying on all levels.

In Spanish Terms
The Following Entry Is In Spanish Because Somehow It Doesn't Sound As Bad To Me That Way: Anoche, yo fui con mi 'mana Rachael a ver Cam, un hombre de mi clase anthropologia. Los tres de nos fuimos al Colorado Mills, y miramos a esto y eso. Cam estuvo muy aburrido, pero cuando Rachael saco su mano, el fue muy feliz. Rachael quizo ir a Fascinations, y Cam dijo que podemos ir, y Rachael fue muy animada sobre lo. Fascinations tiene algos para sexo... y fue la primera vez por ella estar en un lugar como eso. Despues nosotros salimos Fascinations, fuimos al parque. Rachael bailo en Cam, y el le gusto mucho... pero no me guste por que Rachael es mia, y al momento, me guste Cam. Ella beso Cam, y algos fueran malo de alli. Yo he andado de ellos, y estuve hablando al Dios sobre Rachael y como estoy el dos a su uno, y como no me gusta y algos como eso cuando Cam y Rachael andaron a mi y una manera o un otro, yo bese Cam, y el tuvo su mano en mis pantelones. El parte rado es que no me significa

Broken Promises
I wept for you when you left. I cried sweet joyful tears when you returned. I gave you my heart and what did I get in return? Broken promises and half empty jestures of a love that was supposed to last forever. Tell me how can you go through life not truly feeling with your soul. I want you to know what it's like to have your heart shattered into a thousand tiny pieces while all you can do is sit by and watch it happen. Or what it feels like to love so deeply that when its gone it is like death itself. To truly live you have to feel with the depths of your soul not just the surface, the scars on your heart that you get along the way are worth it, for it shows you were not afraid to let go and love mind,body and soul.

Halloween Candy
You know one thing that ticks me off? Well, i know halloween has come and gone and i know im probably to old to trick or treat, but i was takin my little sis around the neighborhood and we come to this house thats obviously rich. so, we ring the bell, do the whole 'trick or treat' thng and then, the lady drops a single miniture lollipop into my sis's bag. i mean, its tiny! now, thats not really what ticked me off. wat really ticked me off was when we got to this poor house, this lady opens the door and we see they're VERY poor. little furnitire, bad lighting, the works. anyway, this lady drops two huge lollipops into the bag. they mmusta been three times the size of the rich ladys lolloipop. I mean, how does that happen? leave ne a comment if you want to shed some light on this mystery.

One Of My Faves: The Raven By Edgar Allen Poe
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visiter," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door -- Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; -- vainly I had tried to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow -- sorrow for the lost Lenore -- For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore -- Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me -- filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating "'Tis some visiter entreating entrance at my chamber door -- Some late visiter entreating entrance

Gospal Of The Witches Chapt. 1
Diana greatly loved her brother Lucifer, the god of the Sun and of the Moon, the god of Light (Splendor), who was so proud of his beauty, and who for his pride was driven from Paradise. Diana had by, her brother a daughter, to whom they gave the name of Aradia [i.e. Herodias]. In those days there were on earth many rich and many poor. The rich made slaves of all the poor. In those days were many slaves who were cruelly treated; in every palace tortures, in every castle prisoners. Many slaves escaped. They fled to the country; thus they became thieves and evil folk. Instead of sleeping by night, they plotted escape and robbed their masters, and then slew them. So they dwelt in the mountains and forests as robbers and assassins, all to avoid slavery. Diana said one day to her daughter Aradia: 'Tis true indeed that thou a spirit art, But thou wert born but to become again A mortal; thou must go to earth below To be a teacher unto women and men Who fain would st

Gospel Of The Witches Chapt. 2
The Sabbat: Treguenda or Witch-Meeting-How to Consecrate the Supper Here follows the supper, of what It must consist, and what shall be said and done to consecrate it to Diana. You shall take meal and salt, honey and water, and make this incantation: The Conjuration of Meal. I conjure thee, O Meal! Who art indeed our body, since without thee We could not live, thou who (at first as seed) Before becoming flower went in the earth, Where all deep secrets hide, and then when ground Didst dance like, dust in the wind, and yet meanwhile Didst bear with thee in flitting, secrets strange! And yet erewhile, when thou wert in the ear, Even as a (golden) glittering grain, even then The fireflies came to cast on thee their light[1] And aid thy growth, because without their help Thou couldst not grow nor beautiful become; Therefore thou clost belong unto the race Of witches or fairies, and because The fireflies do belong unto the sun.... Queen of the Fireflies! hurry apace,[2]

Gospel Of The Witches Chapt. 7
To Diana 'Tis Tuesday now, and at an early hour I fain would turn good fortune to myself, Firstly at home and then when I go forth, And with the aid of beautiful Diana I pray for luck ere I do leave this house! First with three drops of oil I do remove All evil influence, and I humbly pray, O beautiful Diana, unto thee That thou wilt take it all away from me, And send it all to my worst enemy! When the evil fortune Is taken from me, I'll cast it out to the middle of the street: And if thou wilt grant me this favour, O beautiful Diana, Every bell in my house shall merrily ring! Then well contented I will go forth to roam, Because I shall be sure that with thy aid I shall discover ere I return Some fine and ancient books, And at a moderate price. And thou shalt find the man, The one who owns the book, And thou thyself wilt go And put it in his mind, Inspiring him to know What 'tis that thou would'st find And move him into doing All that thou dost require. Or if a manu

Gospel Of The Witches Chapt. 9
Tana and Endamone, or Diana and Endyinion "Hic ultra Endymionem indormit negligentiæ." Now it is fabled that Endymion, admitted to Olympus, whence he was expelled for want of respect to Juno, was banished for thirty years to earth. And having been allowed to sleep this time in a cave of Mount Latmos, Diana, smitten with his beauty, visited him every night till she had by him fifty daughters and one son. And after this Endymion was recalled to Olympus." -Diz. Stor. Mitol. The following legend and the spells were given under the name or title of Tana. This was the old Etruscan name for Diana, which is still preserved in the Romagna Toscana. In more than one Italian and French work I have found some account or tale how a witch charmed a girl to sleep for a lover, but this is the only explanation of the whole ceremony known to me. Tana Tana is a beautiful goddess, and she loved a marvelously handsome youth named Endamone; but her love was crossed by a witch who was her

Gospel Of The Witches Chapt. 12
Tana, The Moon-Goddess The following story, which appeared originally in the Legends of Florence, collected from the people by me, does not properly belong to the Witch's Gospel, as it is not strictly in accordance with it; and yet it could not well be omitted, since it is on the same subject. In it Diana appears simply as the lunar goddess of chastity, therefore not as a witch. It was given to me as Fana, but my informant said that it might be Tana; she was not sure. As Tana occurs in another tale, and as the subject is certainly Diana, there can hardly be a question of this. Tana, la Dea della Luna. Tana was a very beautiful girl, but extremely poor, and as modest and pure as she was beautiful and hum ble. She went from one contadino to another, or from farm to farm to work, and thus led an honest life. There was a young boor, a very ugly, bestial, and brutish fellow, who was after his fashion raging with love for her, but she could not so much as bear to look at him, and re

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Life, death, mystery, desire. Do these all fuel our lifes fire. We run, we hide, we sit, we wait, we cry, we long for what will never be. So swim we must in this vast sea, and the end will oneday come. We can only hope.

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You Are The High Priestess You represent mystery - secrets that are yet to be revealed. You find yourself sitting between two worlds: one dark, one light. You tend to hold these two worlds in balance, reconciling the two. Open and welcoming, you invite others to learn your secrets. Your fortune: Something hidden, or latent, in your life is about to come forward. You need to pay more attention to your dreams, thoughts, intuition, and imagination. And if that involves tapping into your dark side, it will all balance out in the end. You have a lot of potential dying to be unleashed, so let those gates open! What Tarot Card Are You?

Damn Snow
IT IS SNOWING BAD HERE IN CROSBY, NORTH DAKOTA WE ARE ABOUT TO GET 9 INCHS TONIGHT AND RIGHT NOW IT IS 4 DEGREES OUTSIDE I NEED SOME HOT CHOCOLATE HAHA JK I GOT SOME. WELL I THOUGHT I WOULD KEEP YOU ALL POSTED ABOUT THE WEATHER HERE...

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Jokes
A Guy's Job A guy sticks his location, In a girl's destinstion, To increase the population, For the next generation. Do you get my explanation? Or do you need a demonstration im a cool girl, in a cool town it takes a real mother fucker to put me down kissing is a sport fucking is a game guys get all the pleasure girls get all the pain the guy says i love you you belive its true 9 months later, he says "the hell with you" the baby is a bastard the mother is a whore all this wouldn't have happened if the rubber wouldn't have torn roses are red violets are corney, when i think of you ohh baby i get horney, eat me, beat me, bite me, blow me, suck me, fuck me, very slowly, if you kiss me don't get me sassy, use your tounge and make it nasty!!!!

First Day Of Kindergarten
On the first day of school, the Kindergarten teacher said, "If anyone has to go to the bathroom, hold up two fingers.” A little voice from the back of the room asked, 'How the fuck will that help?"

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WENT TO MY BEST FRIENDS B-DAY PARTY in SEPT....PARTY WAS VERY NICE I MUST SAY. Shae WAS LOOKING ALL GOOD.YOU KNOW HOW I DO IT.TELL ME WHY DO MEN DO THIS.I WAS SITTING CHILLIN ,GETTING MY DRINK ON ,MINDING MINES,WHEN THIS GUY WHO I MIND YOU WAS THERE WITH MY BESTFRIENDS SISTER WAS TRYING TO GET MY PHONE NUMBER. MY BESTFRIEND IS STANDING RIGHT THERE AND HEARS HIM AND START CORRECTING HIM .TOLD HIM TO LEAVE ME ALONE AND HE WAS LIKE BUT YOUR FRIEND IS SO SEXY. SO WHEN MY FRIEND AND HER SISTER WASN'T AROUND HE COME BACK AND ASKS SO YOU NOT GONNA GIVE ME YOUR NUMBER,MY RESPONSE WAS NO.THEN HE SAYS GIVE ME YOUR MOTHER,DADDY OR SOMEBODY'S NUMBER SO I CAN GET IN TOUCH WITH YOU I WANNA TALK TO YOU.I WAS LIKE HOW RUDE CAN YOU BE..

This Was Too My Ex
I MARRIED YOU AT THE SWEET TENDER AGE OF 24.I HAD WE BORN 3 KIDS INTO OUR MARRIAGE.REMEMBER WE BOTH WERE YOUNG AND ALL WE HAD WAS EACH OTHER AND THE CLOTHES ON OUR BACK BUT WE STRUGGLED AND MADE IT.I PUT OFF ATTENDING THE ACADEMY SCHOOL AND TOOK CARE OF THE GIRLS WHILE YOU ATTENDED AUTOMOTIVE SCHOOL.YOU GOT YOURS AND PROMISED YOUR FAMILY ALOT.I WENT ON TO GET MINES ALL THE WHILE WITH A PLAN TO BETTER THE FAMILY.NOT KNOWING YOU WERE MAKING YOUR OWN PLANS THAT DIDIN'T INCLUDE YOUR FAMILY.YOU WALKED IN ONE NIGHT AND WITHOUT WARNING TO ME ANNOUNCED YOU HAD FILED FOR DIVORCE...WELL YOU MIGHT HAVE NOT SAID IT IN THOSE WORDS [BUT THE SMELL OF SEX CUMIN FROM YOU OTHER THAN MY SMELL]..SAID IT TOO ME..NO EXPLANATION WAS EVER GIVEN TO ME.I CRIED LIKE MOST WOMEN WOULD OF ,BUT I NEVER BEGGED FOR YOU TO STAY.I GRANTED YOU YOUR DIVORCE,ALTHOUGH I STILL LOVED YOU VERY MUCH.I KNEW IT WAS TIME FOR ME TO GET OFF THAT EMOTIONAL ROLLER COASTER I HAD BEEN ON FOR THE MAJORITY OF OUR MARRIAGE.AS YOUR WIFE I

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I just have an urge to tlak to the haters out there. If you don't like somebody or the way they handle their business, well I got two words for ya.....FUCK YOU! I mean who the hell do you think you are? Who made you the fucking police of peoples shit! Next time you wanna open you mouth to talk to somebody, just shut the FUCK UP!

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He was a poetry god I'd adore late at night he played songs from his guitar burning jasmine scented candles through his door and they lingered on his fingers caressed his guitar felt like the strings of my body he was strumming with his smooth words we made mental love from afar as he spoke his words they were words of wisdom joy and pain all the love he made like he took the words from every fantasy I'd dreamt every prayer I'd prayed every love I've grown speaking on and on like he took the words from my heart and to that poetry adonis across the hall late at night I would answer to his calling for affection the lyrics from one of his poems played my body like a invisible sex god now our bodies and soul are interwine on the wings of passion we soared and then by the flickered light from that jasmine scented candle he would speak to me through poetic words verbs that seem to vibe with my mind,heart, and soul love is often unkind w

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she only got one shot one chance to prove she’s the real deal no fakes no flaws she only get one time to show the world her she steps to the mic dead silence in the crowd she take one look at him the man that gave her the courage to speak her mind he blows a kiss her way a smile rise from her face glowing in the dim lights on stage a slow steady beat stops the silence she starts swaying her hips to the beat and her dreads following banging the back of her head her voice clear and as the sounds pour out of her heart and into the crowd as they begin with remarks on what sistah was preaching about this first kiss comparing it to this dream she had of this mystery man the drums seem to feel her amatory while she express her love for this mystery man and once it was all over she realize she finally got her one shot

Voting Begins Tonight At 6!!!
Voting begins tonight at 6!!! Get ur comments and ranking ready for the most fuckable ass on cherrytap contest...Comments count 2 points, and rankings 1 point, Voting ends sunday same time 6pm winner announced in a bulletin at 8p!!

Live Webcam Cumshot: Result
Thank you Ladies for your support, you can see it again here. I hope you enjoyed, in that case, don't forget to leave me a comment =) My apologize for the ladies that could not connect to my webcam in time ... Kisses

Sagittarians Rock!
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The Cool Test!!!
This test is based on how cool you were in High School and what crowd you >ran with, etc., but it's still pretty accurate by today's standards. You >may want to send it to your friends to see if they've changed. Let's see >if you are still a cool person. Click on the link below or copy... > > >http://www.sailinganarchy.com/general/2002/cool_test.htm

Lagoon Magic
In the twilight of every evening, The moon casts a silvery glow, On rippling water, smooth as glass, A magic place, where lovers go. In the stillness, of the warm night air, Dancing naked, under the silvery moon, Swaying to the music, lovers softly hear, Beats in their hearts, a special tune. There is magic, in the star`studded sky, Hanging low, that lovers often feel, Star dust sprinkling, from shooting stars, Creates passionate kisses, that are real. The night seems never ending, When I see me, there with you, Wrapped tightly, in each other's arms, On Magic Lagoon, with a lovers view. "Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you only have one life to live and one chance to do all the things you want to do."

Stand Up
Stand Up Why don't you let me be Leave me alone You start a fire inside that I could never control You wanna see a reaction Come on and cut me down You've gone as far as I'll go Now you're crossing the line And I am letting you know Well here's your reaction Stand up I have had enough Walk away before I finish what you started Face to face I will put you in your place End this game before I finish what you started Face to face everything will change You planted the seed How my anger has grown Got an feeling inside that I can't seem to control You wanna see a reaction Come on and cut me down You've gone as far as I'll go Now you're crossing the line and I am letting you know Well here's your reaction Stand up I have had enough Walk away before I finish what you started Face to face I will put you in your place End this game before I finish what you started Face to face everything will change Insult After insult [9x] Stand up I have had

Mudvayne, "not Falling"
Always Noted on my time A little left I'm centered now Reflect As I realize That all I Need is to find The little bit about to sit like the sun like a star in the sky It just makes Enough Cast the stars in me I I stand Not crawling Not falling down I I'll beat The demons That drag me down I I stand (For nothing) Not crawling (Descending) Not falling down (Your nothing in the end) I I'll bleed (For no one) The demons (But myself) That pull me down (For me and no one else) Goodbye Sunshine I put it out again Sun I'm over The sanelities Convicting I don’t need you Or anyone by me I'll just be Living my own life I feel like growing cynical Infecting I feel alive and sharper Turn on the lime Planted on myself to sit like the seed in the comforts of every Just makes Enough What you think isn't me [Chorus] Come play kill (Refuse my to fall, today refuse my shadow) Stone cold w

Changing Our Focus
Changing Our Focus John 15:18-21 Nothing can touch a believer’s life unless it comes through the permissive will of God. That means He has complete control, even when it feels like Satan is running rampant through our personal lives. Trapped in Roman confinement, Paul knew that God could rescue him; after all, He had removed Peter’s chains. (Acts 12:7) But Paul was not simply waiting around for liberation. Even in his chains, he earnestly continued with his kingdom work because he believed God did everything for a reason. It is true that the Lord has a purpose for whatever He brings into a person’s life. Though we may desperately wish for different circumstances, God allows us to go through a given situation when it will ultimately bring about the most favorable result. If we allow Him to finish the work instead of trying to extricate ourselves, we’ll see a positive outcome. Paul’s time in prison proved a benefit for the Gospel, though log

The Opinion That Counts
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Christ’s Glory in Tough Times Psalm 34:1-3 Point a telescope at any star in the night sky. It’s amazing how the instrument will magnify the star for you, even though that distant ball of gas is actually millions of times larger than the image your eye sees. Believers are like a telescope for Christ. He is far more radiant than we could ever convey, but the purpose of our life is to magnify Him. While in Roman custody, Paul said, “Christ will even now, as always, be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death” (Philippians 1:20). In other words, Paul told the Philippians that as long as he served God, even though he could no longer preach or disciple, Christ was being glorified. In this way, Paul fulfilled the God’s purpose. He accepted his imprisonment with grace, and, even in chains, he searched for ways the Lord could use him. He rejoiced that his situation resulted in new ministry to the elite praetorian guard and, even more,

What Drug Best Suits You?
Your Personality Is Like Acid A bit wacky, you're very difficult to predict. One moment you're in your own little happy universe... And the next, you're on a bad trip to your own personal hell! What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

Ty Guys But Please Keep Vting And Commenting
HEY FRIENDS, FANS AND FAMILY I JSUT FOUND OUT THAT LEAVING A COMMENT HELPS WITH THE VOTING AND VOT AS MANY TIMES AS U WANT. AND ALSO SPAMMMMMMMMMMM AWAY WITH THE COMMENTS..TY MWANSSSSS HERE IS THE LINK AGAIN http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=3850497396

Uh Oh
My dearest darling Edward, Dec 25 What a wonderful surprise has just greeted me! That sweet partridge, in that lovely little pear-tree; what an enchanting, romantic, poetic present! Bless you, and thank you. Your deeply loving Emily. Beloved Edward, Dec 26 The two turtle-doves arrived this morning, and are cooing away in the pear-tree as I write. I'm so touched and grateful! With undying love, as always, Emily. My darling Edward, Dec 27 You do think of the most original presents! Who ever thought of sending anybody three French hens? Do they really come all the way from France? It's a pity we have no chicken coops, but I expect we'll find some. Anyway, thank you so much; they're lovely. Your devoted Emily. Dearest Edward, Dec 28 What a surprise! Four calling birds arrived this morning. They are very sweet, even if they do call rather loudly - they make telephoning almost impossible - but I expect they'll calm down when they get used to their new home

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Secrets of a happy marriage A couple had only been married for two weeks. The husband, although very much in love, couldn't wait togo out on the town and party with his old buddies. So, he said to his new wife, "Honey, I'll be right back." Where are you going, Coochy Coo?" asked the wife. "I'm going to the bar, Pretty Face. I'm going to have a beer." The wife said, "You want a beer, my love?" She opened the door to the refrigerator and showed him 25 different kinds of beer, brands from 12 different countries:Germany,Holland,Japan,India, etc. The husband didn't know what to do, and the only thing that he could think of saying was, "Yes,Lollipop.... but at the bar...you know... they have frozen glasses... " He didn't get to finish the sentence, because the wife interrupted him by saying, "You want a frozen glass, Puppy Face?" She took a huge beer mug out of the freezer, so frozen that she was getting chills just holding it. The husband, looking a

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Well last night was my company Christmas Party and I now remember why I can't stand stuck up people at stuck up functions. Luckily for me and my husband we sat at a great table that shared our views on the whole thing. We basically went for the free meal and door prizes, but nobody at our table won... I had em laughing when they brought me a filet and I asked for ketchup...yea she brought me the ketchup. I even kept the bottle as a souvenier cause we all laughed so hard that this chick hunted down a bottle of ketchup. Let's see after that we drank, danced - yes my husband and I danced...I was shocked - we had so much fun! All in all it turned out to be a great night and it gave us a chance to get out for a night without the kids. Hope all of you have a wonderful holiday!

Mushroomhead, "eternal"
Face the day embrace the pain Wage my war internal Save my soul eternal Reach out for redemption it bites the hand that needs Neglect becomes rejection the silence sounds retreat I can't believe It's the last time Anything you say Chained to the past ride the wings of despair Corroded and rusted trust beyond repair In this triumph of the wills I won't be overrun The pride that is instilled cannot be overcome I can't believe It's the last time Anything you say It's the last time that I'll try today I can't believe It's the last time Anything you say That I'll fall down It's the last time It's the last time That I'll try today Break it all down

Monday Inspiration?
Books to the ceiling,/ Books to the sky,/ My pile of books is a mile high./ How I love them! How I need them!/ I'll have a long beard by the time I read them. - Arnold Lobel Her virtue was that she said what she thought, her vice that what she thought didn't amount to much. - Peter Ustinov All that is human must retrograde if it does not advance. - Edward Gibbon

Meltdown
I went to a party with my girl Lea Saturday night. It was a guy named Anthony's birthday and our friend Matt invited us since it was at his house. The guest list consisted of: Me, Lea, Matt, Rod, Anthony, Other Anthony, Sari, Scott, Jared, Derrel, Christina, Some Asian Guy, Wiggles, Tyler, Eli, and Maggie (I think that's all of them). I knew most of them or had at least seen them when I went to high school. Maggie is Robbie's sister. I brought her since she's a pretty cool person and I hadn't heard from her in a while. It wasn't a real active party for the most part. We made three plutoniums (Everclear, Apple Pucker, Vodka, and I believe a shot of pineapple juice), and then mixed the left over vodka with miscelaneous other stuff like Coke. Everything was pretty alright to begin, cept Lea and Matt started slamming drinks back like the end of the world was coming down on them. She had fought with her Mom about staying at my house for the night, and he has some psychological issues go

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Dan Rather, Peter Jennings, Cokie Roberts, and a tough old U.S. Marine Sergeant were all captured by terrorists in Iraq. The leader of the terrorists told them that he would grant them each one last request before they were beheaded . Dan Rather said, "Well, I'm a Texan; so I'd like one last bowlful of hot spicy chili." The leader nodded to an underling who left and returned with the chili. Rather ate it all and said, "Now I can die content." Peter Jennings said, "I am Canadian, so I'd like to hear the song "O Canada" one last time." The leader nodded to a terrorist who had studied the Western world and knew the music. He returned with some rag-tag Musicians and played the anthem. Jennings sighed and declared he could now die peacefully. Cokie Roberts said, "I'm a reporter to the end. I want to take out my tape recorder and describe the scene here and what's about to happen. Maybe someday someone will hear it and know that I was on the job till the end." The leader directed

Vote 4 Me 4 Prettiest Face On Ct!
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The Magic
As a child, I believed in Christmas magic. I was an only child. I usually got what I wanted for Christmas, but there was always something else. Something extra special that I didn't ask for, but didn't know I wanted. Like one year, I think I was 10. I went downstairs and under the tree sat this HUGE stereo. Record player, radio, dual cassette and huge speakers! I never asked for it, but there it sat... a gift from "Santa". I knew full well that it was from my parents, but it was still santa all the same. Growing up there was always a gift or 2 unwrapped under the tree. Those were my santa gifts. I am 33 and to this day, there is still one gift under the tree for me from santa. Something I never knew I wanted, til i got it. 2 years ago, my husband went overboard for christmas and he gave me the santa gift. I didn't expect much of anything from him, let alone 3 pieces of really nice jewelry and all of my favorite movies and my favorite video game. I wasn't happy that I got all the loot,

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I Love Reba Lmao
Reba Mcentire Lyrics Why Haven't I Heard From You Lyrics (Sandy Knox/T.W. Hale) Back in 1876 an ol' boy named Bell Invented a contraption that we know so well By the 1950's they were in everybody's home As a crazy little thing they call the telephone Now there's one on every corner, in the back of every bar You can get one in your briefcase, on a plane or in your car So tell me why, haven't I heard from you Tell me why, haven't I heard from you I say now: Darlin', honey, what is your excuse Why haven't I heard from you Well there's no problem gettin' to me Baby you can dial direct I got call forwarding and call waiting You can even call collect The service man he told me that my phone is working fine And I've come to the conclusion trouble isn't with my line I'm sure the operator will be glad to put you thru So dial zero for assistance if this all confuses you So tell me why, haven't I heard from you Tell me why, haven't I heard from you I say now: Da

Vocabulary Lesson
Variance - NOUN: 1. A state of disagreement and disharmony: clash, conflict, confrontation, contention, difference, difficulty, disaccord, discord, discordance, dissension, dissent, dissentience, dissidence, dissonance, faction, friction, inharmony, schism, strife, war, warfare. See CONFLICT. 2. The condition or fact of varying: difference, variation. Fabian – Fa•bi•an ADJECTIVE: 1a. Of or relating to the caution and avoidance of direct confrontation typical of the Roman general Quintus Fabius Maximus. b. Cautious or dilatory, as in taking action. 2. Of, relating to, or being a member of the Fabian Society, which was committed to gradual rather than revolutionary means for spreading socialist principles. AUTHOR: John Milton (1608–1674) QUOTATION: Abash’d the devil stood, And felt how awful goodness is, and saw Virtue in her shape how lovely. ATTRIBUTION: Paradise Lost. Book iv. Line 846. AUTHOR: Dante Alighieri (1265–1321) QUOTATION: The wretched souls of those

Things I've Learned Through My Journey Of Life
Things I've Learned Through My Journey of Life that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. that you can keep going long after you can't. I've learned- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. that either you control your attitude or it controls you. that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. that money is a lousy way of keeping score. that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time. that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get

Living In 2006
YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2006 when... 1. You accidentally enter your PIN on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of three. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't even have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. E

Two Traveling Angels
Two traveling angels Keep reading to the bottom of the page -- don't stop at the feet (You'll see). Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion's guest room. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, "Things aren't always what they seem." The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night's rest. When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in the field. The younger angel w

Tell It Like It Is.....
Paradise is perfect today weather 80 and sunny. Hard to believe its winter here.. All the years I have lived here the weather has changed so much it stays pretty tropical now. We used to have winter time cold now we might see a few days of cold weather but not much Im very lucky I guess. I'm bored yes, I said it I'm bored. I hate being home sick but my cough is still very bad as soon as I start talking a lot I sound awful..I was thinking of going to NY for Christmas but they won't be home their at their home in Italy. So I have no choice but to stay here I always get a little blue around the holidays. So many of my friends have passed and most of us musicians are working and touring so many are out of town. People don't realize how lonely things can get being a musician. Our schedules are crazy and you don't have the same things in common with lots of people its all a very strange world and untill your in that world people just never understand. Christmas..I remember days back during m

So Its Cold
I am freezing. Its freezing out. Need to xmas shop. But its damn cold. Like umm I can't breath when the wind blows cold. So its like...should I even go? Anyhow heres a coolio song... I wish I had an Angel By Nightwish

How Intuitive Are You?
You Are 88% Intuitive Your intuition is so spot on it's scary! You can learn a lot about people and situations, simply by listening to your gut. And you've even wondered if you can predict the future at times. Just be sure not to always listen to your intuition... someday it could be wrong!How Intuitive Are You?

Pain Part 2
So... yeah... I got an appointment to have my tooth pulled... the bastards are making me wait till the 20th to have it pulled... its a fuckin emergency and ive told them that and the best they can do for me is put me on the cancellation list... so that i get a call when someone cancels (provided its before the 20th) to get a sooner date... they perscribed me T3 & Penniclin to take in the meantime... and that totally didnt work... I went to the dr yesterday to see what they could do... and they gave me vicodin (YAY) to ease the pain... and thats working... so far... :-) The only thing that sucks is I (shouldnt) be driving... do you think thats stopping me thou? I got places I need to be... but yea... i feel pretty damn good now... lol. I'll feel even better when I get the fucker pulled... oh well... So.. yeah... I think thats it... PeAcE

Wow This Article Just Makes Want To Go Down A Bottle Of Vodka And Go Smoke A Pack....
http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2006/05/15/AR2006051500875_pf.html I am all for taking care of myself. I get enough exercise, eat in moderation, take vitamins and assorted other healthy things. But I highly resent the tone of this article. It implies that I should take care of myself not for myself...but because I may get knocked up tomorrow and well think of the fetus!!! Bloody hell, I am a lot of things...but a walking baby factory ain't one of them!! I will take responsiblity for my healthcare (And that includes my reproductive health you sanctimonious bastards!!) not because some rogue sperm will invade my womb whilst I am unawares (If that happens...well chances are I was aware of that)...but because I want to live long enough to be a pain in your collective asses...now go do something useful...like approve a morning after pill....

Naughty Twas The Night Before Xmas
Twas the night before Christmas, and God was it neat, The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Mama in her teddy, and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner and poor Mama went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and 8 mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts.

Men Just Wanna Have Fun.
This little phrase used to have the word "girls" in front of it but it seems these days it has more truth in the way men live their lives than it does women. My mom and I were driving in the car today talking about the guy I most recently dated and relationships in general. I expressed my disappointment in the fact that so many men my age seem to be concerned first and foremost with playing and having fun. The guy I most recently had a so-called relationship with (albeit short) is one of these guys. 29 years old and he's going through his second childhood. His priority is having fun. Which is all fine and dandy when you're an early 20 something without kids. But having kids should change things. As you age and get married and start having kids you should become more family oriented and live life less like a bachelor. There just comes a time to start growing up and remember that every weekend is not a constant party, and that your wants and needs are no longer the priority over yo

Drunken Lady
A man and his wife were dining at a table in a plush restaurant. The husband kept staring at a drunken lady swigging her gin as she sat alone at a nearby table. The wife asked, "Do you know her ?" "Yes," sighed the husband, "She's my ex-wife. She took to drinking right after we divorced seven years ago, and I hear she hasn't been sober since." "My God!" said the wife, "Who would think a person could go on celebrating that long ?"

Feeling
If you changed the way you feel Would you tell me so I can heal For the feeling for you is so strong And I need to know before too long I look for you and never see you anymore And I ache from within beyond being sore I miss you and I know I will till at last I know If you lost the feeling and want me to go And leave your life and never darken your door I live within limbo waiting for what is in store Not sure of what tomorrow may bring I only know that for you my heart does sing And I feel a bit empty when I look for you It is a feeling that will never do To long for you and be left in need To seek to hold you like a miser in greed I only know that I love you too much And I feel lost because our souls did touch And I know that you love me and I felt it true Sweet Jolene this man belongs to you By Ron For Jolene

Friends Often Shine, Making Angel Smile
Hope lies there sweetly, in many a friend or two, Unexpected, awaiting to leap out, this is true. Least when expected shines and burns a great light, Often from friends right amid, whatever the plight. I’ve seen the love from strangers, one’s I don’t know, Friends like a Family, and very large this does grow. Who is my Neighbour, Brother, Sister, I might ask? Those ever helping troubled folk, regardless the task. Candles shine out light, as do many bright hearts, Yet we may not see their faces, nor love that imparts. Nature and all creatures, have hope within this kind, Men and Women globally, friends treasured to find. Hearts handshaking, reaching, many endless miles, Shining out hope for all, as compassion compiles. As long as our sprit, has someone around to uplift, The World’s never at a loss, for some folk are a gift. All those reading this may know well who they are, Your hearts all touch Heaven and reach miles so far. Across G

Dreaming Of You
I don't want to sleep because I'm afraid for waking up waking up without you touches my heart to deep I don't want to close my eyes because then I"ll dream about you and opening them reminds me of you I don't want to go to bed because that's the end of this day I can dream about you close to me but in real life you are far away I don't want to wake up again because I had a great dream you where there with me how sweet dreams can be

What If
CREED LYRICS "What If" I can't find the rhyme in all my reason Lost sense of time and all seasons Feel I've been beaten down By the words of men who have no grounds Can't sleep beneath the trees of wisdom When your ax has cut the roots that feed them Forked tongues in bitter mouths Can drive a man to bleed from inside out What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? I've seen the wicked fruit of your vine Destroy the man who lacks a strong mind Human pride sings a vengeful song Inspired by the times you've been walked on My stage is shared by many millions Who lift their hands up high because they feel this We are one We are strong The more you hold us down the more we press on What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? [Guitar Break] I know I can't hold the hate inside my mind 'Cause what consumes your thoughts controls your life So I'll just ask a question

One Last Post Tonight
Never sure of life and the things that will be Psychic impressions that do come to me let me know that something will change A feeling I get that is always so strange And always to pass in the coming storm Why do I suffer these visions that swarm I saw you there in dreams and thought I knew you’re the one my soul had sought I felt the coming of change all before I see the visions and wish I knew more But what is to come and how it will unfold Is to me a mystery , a story yet untold And now free of bonds one more time again As I felt it coming blowing in on the wind And the pull to the west is very real For it is in my soul and I know how I feel And that this time the change is forever to last I don’t know when but it will come on fast For I can never fight what is meant to be I have tried and lived only to see Fate have it’s way and the course is true Fear not the change for it keeps life new And now the wind blows me on to another life Free of the pain and hards

The Three Patients
Three desperately ill men met with their doctor one day to discuss their options. One was an Alcoholic, one was a Chain-Smoker, and one was a Homosexual. Addressing all three of them, the doctor said, "If any of you indulge in your vices one more time, you will surely die." The three men left the doctor's office, each convinced that he would NEVER EVER AGAIN indulge himself in his vice. While walking toward the subway for their return trip to the suburbs, they passed a bar. The Alcoholic, hearing the loud music and smelling the ale, could not stop himself. His buddies accompanied him into the bar where he had a shot of whiskey. No sooner had he replaced the shot glass on the bar, he fell off his stool, stone cold dead. His two companions, somewhat shaken, left the bar, realizing how seriously they must take the doctor's words. As they walked along, they came upon a cigarette butt lying on the ground, still burning. The Homosexual looked at the Chain-Smoker and said, "

Read Me!!!!
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In The End
It starts with one thing/I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try keep that in mind/I designed this rhyme to explain in due time All I know Time is a valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of the day The clock ticks life away Its so unreal Didn't look out below Watch the time go right out the window Trying to hold on/But didn't even know Wasted it all just to Watch it go I kept everything inside and even tho I tried/It all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually/be a memory/of a time when I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall And lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter One thing/i don't know why Doesn't even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind/I designed this rhyme To remind myself How I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like I was a part of your property Remembering all the times you fough