Fubar Blog Posts 3

Without Trying...
If I close my eyes, I can still see those gorgeous eyes of yours. If I breathe deeply, I can still smell your cologne on your skin. If I listen closely, I can almost hear your voice and laughter. If I touch my hair, I can still remember the way you ruffled it while teasing me. I shouldn't miss you, But I do. I shouldn't care that I haven't seen you in 2 months, But I do. I shouldn't think of you so often, But I do. I shouldn't want to be with you as much as I do, But I do. Hard to believe I can fall so hard, With only a hug, Hard to believe I could fall so hard, Without even a kiss, Hard to believe I could fall so hard, Or miss you so much, Hard to believe I could fall so hard, That I worry you already stole my heart.

Blue
If I could be a color, I would be blue, Tho my skies are all gray now, Now that I lost you, If I could be a color, I would be blue, I'll be forever lost and lonely now, Now that I lost you, If I could be a color, I would be blue, Like the ocean I cry now, Now that I lost you, If I could be a color, I would be blue, The color of my heart now, Now that I lost you, If I could be a color, I would be blue, Like the dreams I dream now, Now that I lost you,

Return A Lost Love Spell (wiccan Help)
LOST LOVE SPELLS Lost Love Spells: Are you looking for your lost love, or powerful spell for how to get back your lost love, or spell for how to find long lost love, or spell to bring back lost love, then dr saulats return lost love spells will help you in all your problems regarding lost love spells. " This spell should be done during the waxing phase of the moon. You will need: · 1 small piece of clean white paper (no lines) · 1 white candle · 1 red pen or marker · 1 sterile needle · 1 small piece of red cloth · 1 red ribbon · something of his he has freely given to you Light the candle, and use it to help you focus on your lover. Picture his face in your mind. Once you have his image firmly affixed, use the red pen to write your name and his on the paper. Use the needle to prick your index finger. Dab one drop of blood over the names. Draw a circle around the names and fold the paper in half. Place the paper in the cloth. Take the item he has given to you (a ring o

I Dream
i dream of forbidden things of black apples and angel wings of truth and love and hope i see the fallen who can't get up and see their souls float up i hear the crys of the broken the heart is the token for my appriciation i will grant you one wish as long as it is a poison dish these words make no sense even to me my heart is heavy with newfoung glee i love him more than words can explain i feel as if he is a part of me delacate as a flower my love is for him the light in my heart however is never dim the rain is never ending it washes away the blood on my baren skull at night it feels as if blackness is neverending dawn will come, i am for sure it always does the sun will shine the rain will end the bad times will scese the sky is black above my head but tommarrow will come and it shall be the most dazzaling blue

Pleasure Principle
History and the lost art of self-defilement By Chip McAuley Libertines today might call it "self-gratification." The very term, however, conjures up monkeys pleasuring themselves madly in between feces-tossing games. The ancients had different ideas, or at least some ancients did. Masturbation, from the Latin word for self-defilement, has a long and sordid history--some might call it a lost art. In the Christian eye, masturbation has historically been considered a sin because it stems from lust and does not directly lead to procreation. The catechism of the Roman Catholic Church calls it "a gravely disordered act." To ancient Taoists, however, the concentration of chi--or life force--was vital and to be savored in the quest for immortality. (That said, the Taoists also had some kinky sex rituals to increase chi.) Masturbation was only avoided as to stem the loss of potential energy, and not considered "sinful." Ancient Buddhists felt it to be a waste of potential future lif

Long Distance
Is it possible to have an online long distance relationship.I am currently in one and i have to tell you it is alot of hard work,and lol alot of sitting on my ass in front of the pc but for anyone who is weary i say go for it i have been dating this man for 10 months and he recently flew out to see me from California we had the best time ever and the sex wow =) big smiles on my face so yes Dee is in love for the first time ever yayyy Peace out xoxoxoxox

Important Notice!
Just a quick notice to let ye few readers know, that I'll not be available for atleast the next week. I'm leaving for Pa tomorrow evening, and it's a 4 day drive cross country, especially with a 5 year old and two dogs. See ya all in a week!

Everyone Friend In Need
I a friend that needs to find a place to live. I have two children and have to find a place soon. Please so I may keep my children. This is urgent their mother does drugs and we need to get the children away from her. To anyone that may have a means to an end please Relpy to this bulletin. Thanks, Love and Kisses SNAP

Walt Disney Is A Monarchist Bastard
So a bunch of people posted their cartoon princess equivalents lately and it got me thinking about Disney... why is Walt Disney super fixated on royal figures? On top of all those princesses, you've got the lion king, Tarzan King of the Jungle, Prince Charming, etc. Something seems odd… First of all, isn’t it weird that an American corporation is so bent on glamorizing the idea of royalty to little children? I mean, the US did wage a rather large war of independence to separate from the British Crown? You’d think any properly red-blooded Yankee would want children to aspire to achieve power in a duly-elected, responsible political process. Why then isn’t it: Simba, the Right Honorable Prime Minister of the Lions? With the exception of super-cool Fidel Castro, appointed rulers don’t work in modern society and often end up creating failed states. Essentially, I’m proposing that Walt Disney was an obsessed, monarchist bastard and that Disney’s next cartoon should give up old ideas o

Healing
Today, the first Thursday of May, is the National Day of Prayer in the United States. (Those of you not living in the U.S.A., please feel free to participate as well!) Our theme this year is "America, Unite in Prayer", and I figure you can encompass all North and South America into that alone! Today was my day off work (it's different every week), so I brought Sarah with me to our county courthouse which sits catty-corner from Bethany Lutheran. Martha would have come with us except for having to go through afternoon orientation for her new day care job which she starts Monday. Why do we pray; doesn't God know what we need already? Of course He does, but there are times we ourselves don't know, and when we take the time to focus on Him, praying just for what we want (note I left that out of my opening sentence) can fall to the wayside. Make no mistake, God is listening to us. In last Friday's blog I referred to taking God's name in vain as meaning not only to not curse using Hi

What The Hell?
you are everywhere i am, and nowhere near me at all. i cannot get your image out of my mind. you permeate my thoughts and dreams. and you have done nothing at all except be you. you have never flirted with me, made advances toward me, nothing at all that would incite the sort of energy my mind exerts thinking of you. maybe that is why, you are so uniquely different.

Another One For You All......feel Free To Take Any Of Them
BROKEN SHATTERED BY THE EMPTINESS YOU CREATED TORN APART BY YOUR INSECURITIES LEFT DAMAGED FOR THE TRUE LOVE THAT HAPPENS HOW CAN YOU JUSTIFY THE TREATMENT WHEN THERE IS NO DISEASE ONLY THE SCARS LEFT BY YOUR DAMNED FOOLISHNESS DEEP DOWN I LOVED YOU ONCE NOW, UNSURE OF HOW TO TAKE YOU IS IT POSSIBLE TO LOVE SOMEONE YOU HATE SO MUCH ONLY TO HAVE THEM RIP YOUR HEART OUT AGAIN AND AGAIN LONELY THE FEELING I GET WHEN YOU ARE HERE LOST AND CONFUSED BY THE WIRES YOU ARE CROSSING YET UNABLE TO CONTAIN MYSELF FROM WANTING YOU BUT ABLE TO STOP MYSELF FROM HARMING YOU AND EVERY PASSING DAY YOU CANNOT SEE THE DAMAGE YOU HAVE DONE BUT NO MATTER THE OUTCOME OF US I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FULLY COMPLETELY 'TIL MY DYING BREATHE AND MY FINAL WORDS 'I LOVE THE WAY YOU HATE ME' *again please feel free to take any of these, but if you can't, i will send them to you!*;) KingDrago

For Blondierox
LOST AND CONFUSED ALONE AND AFRAID PAYING FOR MOST OF THE MISTAKES THAT ARE MADE LEFT HERE TO BECOME BUT AN EMPTY SHELL TORN APART BY THE RAVAGES OF HELL KEPT IN THE DARKNESS WITH NOONE TO HOLD THE DARK IS SO LONELY THE TEARDROPS SO COLD WITH A SHATTERED HEART ANDA BROKEN SOUL NOTHING ON EARTH TO MAKE YOU WHOLE THEN ONE FATEFUL DAY WHEN THE SUN HAD AROSE THIS IS THE DAY THAT CHAPTER WOULD CLOSE FINDING THAT 'ONE', GIVING YOURSELF ACCEPTING A LOVE BEYOND ALL HUMAN WEALTH AND AS FOR EACH PASSING DAY THAT TURNS INTO THE YEARS HIS EMBRACE HAS ERASED ALL OF YOUR FEARS TOGETHER, FOREVER ALWAYS AND TRUE FOR NOW HE HAS HIS TRUE SOULMATE AND THAT ONE IS YOU.

Answer To Panic Attacks For Jess :)
Melissa Officinalis is indigenous to the Mediterranean, but is widespread throughout the world. It is often used as a general nervous system restorative, digestive calmative and to reduce blood pressure. Its active ingredients include volatile oil, tannins, flavinoids, tocopherols and choline. Lavandula Augustifolia is another well-known herb which has made its home in countries all over the world, including Europe and Africa and is also used in Arab medicine as an expectorant. It is best known for its calming properties and as a tonic for the nervous system. Lavender contains the active ingredients tannins, coumarins, flavinoids, triterpenoids and volatile oil. Passiflora Incarnata (also called Passion Flower) is used as a sedative and for insomnia and can relieve anxiety and nervousness. Active ingredients include flavinoids, cyanogenic glycosides, alkaloids and saparin. It helps to calm and soothe and is also thought to reduce high blood pressure and nervous tremors. The ab

Virginia Tech Shootings.... My Thoughts
We turn on the TV to check out the drug overdosed celeb It will make national news for weeks or months But let a college kid kill 32 students on campus and In three days it's no longer out in front. Our societies priorities have Become terribly askew. So what the hell is wrong with our children? Is the question I pose to you. We don't teach them manners. Morals are a thing of the past. Respect-we've got none of that either. Responsibility went out the window last. Time out for misbehavior, Obviously isn't working. No child left behind they said..... Then why are so many still lurking??? The goverments telling us how to raise our kids And it seems to me we've let our children down. We're giving them cell phones, video games and the internet, When what they need is some solid ground. Take away all the toys and the money. Give them back what they need the most. Understanding, guidance and discipline when their young. And tell the government to fucki

Sick
I am having a bad reaction to my medicine.. I think it's fucking me up more than its helping.. I fell down the stairs alittle bit ago.. ouch.. i just was lucky to land on my butt.. im throwing up.. and I am just wanting to feel better... I will i hope...

Guys: Ready To Make Your Move?
Guys: Ready to make your move? By Alan Goldsher The Motion Picture Association of America has a precise set of guidelines that deem what type of film is appropriate for which age demographic. For example, if a guy shakes his date’s hand goodnight, that’s a G-rated flick, whereas if a guy picks up his girlfriend, throws her on his bed, tears off his shirt, and dives on top of her, that will generally lead to an R rating. Unfortunately, life isn’t a movie, so when it comes to figuring out how and when to take your own relationship to the next physical plane, the MPAA is of no help whatsoever. And since there’s no such thing as a rating system from the Dating Association of America, allow us to supply some guidelines. These are especially helpful for those of you who have been out of dating circulation for a while and are just returning to the game. Warming up You can’t assume that just because you’re attracted to her, she’s also attracted to you. Before you touch her — and we’re

Thank U In Advance By Boyz Ii Men
(Excuse me, I know we just met But may I have this dance?) Sitting here with a drink in my hand Your presence I can't ignore I must admit I like watching you dance But it seems like I've seen this before Girl, you look like my first wife Though I've never been married before So I kiss your hand and tell you "Thank you" You turn and ask me what for 1 - For our first kiss on next week For when we make love in six weeks For the ring you wore proudly three months from now For when you said "I do" next March And for those beautiful children of ours Yes, I know it might sound strange cuz we just met But I thank you in advance (Shawn, help me sing it) Hi, my name is Shawn (Shawn!) Tell me your name Although I know the last one It's funny that we're shaking hands [Wait a minute, I know this hand] It's the same hand (I'll hold in front of a minister) Same hand (when you're havin' my son and his sister) I don't mean to sound so bold and forward But I thank you

Now If I Could Only Remember To Breathe.......
When you get lost. Ever feel lost, like somehow you lost your way and have been dreaming through something and then finally woke up and decided that you're not sure where you have been or how you go there? That somehow the best that you could possibly give simply slipped through your fingers a mile or so back and your priorities went from what they were supposed to be to what the hell am I doing? It is crazy. In the blink of an eye you can be so sure about something then before you know it it has gotten out of control and suddenly you stop to take a breath and you look around you and wonder how you got here.. And so fast. Where have you been all this time? In life we are so worried about time and how much we can get done and how fast we can get it done, you have soccer at 2 and band at 5 and then dinner at 7 bath and then bed.. To what… Wake up and do it all over again. Life is so short! So short and you nor I know if we will be here this time in a week. It takes somethi

I Am Ready Now
I Am Ready Now (where ever you are) I am ready now to feel love again. I was hurt before but that is in the past I must move on. I know you have waited, waited for a long time, for my "okay" But I am more than okay. ...I am ready now. I am ready to soar through the skies Without any fear in my eyes. I am ready to fly high above the earth... With you. I am ready to be loved, to feel it, to feel it once again, beneath my wings. I am ready for you. I have put the pain behind me, Ready for the future, Ready to see what may happen, Ready to soar, ready to fly, Ready to be with you... I am ready now

Hi Guys
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Insignificance
Blinding agony piercing my miserable soul. Exiled by my actions, Doomed by thoughts, feelings, and satisfaction Laughter haunting my existance Rendering me useless My happiness has been chosen These joyous deeds observed Lay me to rest For I will be forgotten

Satuday 5/5/07
Today was a pretty good day today, but nothing out of the ordinary happened. I hung the phone up on my brother's girlfriend today because she was smarting me off lol, but other than that it's been a normal day. I chatted on messenger and in Phreik.com for awhile and listened to DJ Cracker do her shows this morning and this afternoon. I'm hoping to get to be able to dj with her once someone hooks the mic up for me since I can't get behind the PC with my wheelchair to do it myself. She was supposed to dj earlier this afternoon with a friend of hers but they backed out at the last minute, so I felt bad that she had everything all planned and then they pulled that on her when it was time to go on air, and she ended up djing all by herself. Well, she's coming back on air again now, so I'm going to end this here, and listen to her again and chat in the lobby. Have a great night all.

Up Close And Edible: Green Tea
Up Close and Edible: Green Tea A weekly look at Up Close and Edible: Green Tea A weekly look at the nutritional value, or lack thereof, of some of our favorite foods. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/17755587/site/newsweek/the nutritional value, or lack thereof, of some of our favorite foods. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/17755587/site/newsweek/

4.1
I arrived at the tavern about 15 minutes late. I was glad I had been to this particular tavern once before, as I knew what to expect when I opened the door. I stepped over the threshold, turned to my left and took the three steps down the little entrance hallway. I stopped and began to scan the fairly quiet crowd for a familiar face. I saw his hand waving at me before I saw his face. As I walked up to the table he was sitting at he got out of his chair to greet me. We gave each other a hug and he kissed my cheek. We sat down, I ordered a drink and we proceeded to talk for an hour or so. Every now and then while he was talking he would touch my arm, but that was about as much contact as we had. Every now and then I would glance down to make sure I was showing off enough cleavage and every now and then I'd turn a little more toward him or move an arm or leg closer to him. By the time we left the table our knees had been touching for a few minutes and most of our upper arms were in con

A Favorite Fantasy - Part I
Dressed in a colorful blouse, a knee-length denim skirt and knee-high boots I knocked on the door. It opened moments later and I was greeted by his smiling face. I couldn't help but smile in return. We exchanged hellos and gave each other a long hug. He led me inside and I gladly took the drink he offered to me. As I sipped my drink the alcohol within helped to calm my nerves. I'd never done anything like this before and we both knew it. He offered me a seat on his sofa. I took a seat near the end and he did the same, leaving an empty space between us. I took another large sip of my drink, nearly finishing it. He suggested a refill, which I gladly accepted. As he walked to the kitchen to refill our drinks I couldn't help but glance down at his ass. I was delighted to find that his jeans fit nicely and helped to accent his perfect curves. I was momentarily distracted by images in my head. I closed my eyes for a moment to indulge in my little fantasy. I saw myself groping his ass whil

The Combination To My Lock
One of the women that I list on my Every Day blog created a post like this and inspired me to write one of my own. The Combination to My Lock Surprise me: Walk up behind me while I'm reading and give me a hug and start kissing my neck and back. Or when we pass each other in the hallway push me against the wall, with your body pressing against mine, and kiss me passionately while rubbing my pussy through my jeans. Or pull me to you while I'm in the middle of a sentence and shut me up with your mouth. There are a million different ways and places to surprise me. Be creative, and do it. "No" means "Yes": If I tell you 'no' when you surprise me, really it's just because I'm afraid of being caught. The more turned on I am the more likely it is I will do you wherever you want me to. Just continue kissing and nibbling and licking and you will eventually have your way. I promise. If I say 'no' to one of your favorite fantasies it's because I need more information. Encourage me to open up

Everyone Is Here Contest In 5 Minutes
contest in 5 minutes.. now you play for 300 500 and 1000 dollars u cash out whenever u can afford the gift u want nomore then 3 gifts no matter how much money u get so make em pimpin....1st person to win twice is champ...1st person to win twice again takes the champion ship

A Rant...cause I Motherfucking Can
Ok so I'm irked...pissed off...angered...like a one legged man that's been trying to kick his own ass all day, you might say. Why is it...that people must project their own fucked up issues onto other people? Why? Why I say? Why is it that if they're self-centered and a fucking cockknocking assclown YOU have to be one too? Is this like how retards and crazy people don't realize their retarded or crazy? Someone please share why? Why I say? I'd like to know why it is that people find it necessary to be rotten assclowns for no apparent reason. Why it is no matter how nice you are to them (which goes against my basic nature goddamn it) they're still a fucktard. They still can't possibly manage to say something nice about you or be nice to you because God forfuckingbid they should do or say something nice about someone else. This is why I hate people. Because people don't know how to motherfucking act. The world does not revolve around them (it revolves around me duh?) and my

Laid
A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walks into Wal-Mart with her two kids in tow, screaming obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. The Wal-Mart Greeter says, "Good morning and welcome to Wal-Mart ... nice children you've got there -are they twins?" The ugly woman stops screaming long enough to say, "Hell no they ain't, the oldest one, he's 9 and the younger one, she's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins?........Do you really think they look alike?" "No", replies the greeter, "I just couldn't believe you got laid twice".

Not Ready For Goodbye (comment Please)
Funny how these street lights, Shining on a wet street, Make me think of you in candle light, I still hear your voice in everything, And you're no where in sight, Think I'm losing my mind, Yeah, nothings the same, since you're not here, try'na find me all over again, Its just so hard, thinking of the little things, people always asking how you've been, Chorus: My heart, just aint ready for goodbye, Theres just too much, Burning inside, But I know, You need some time, I'm here praying, you'll change your mind, Its a long road, To walk alone, I wish you were here, Every step I take, I feel I'm going the wrong way, I'm blinded by theses tears, I'm so confused right sometimes, Why we said goodbye, Was it really too much to overcome, Cause every day, you're away, I'm more certain you're the one. Chorus

Crucify Me
CRUCIFY ME!!! The tears may stop flowing But my heart will always be bleeding! Nomatter how much my life is succeeding The pain u put me through i will be left with for eternity My left ear hearing, my half of tooth and lets not forget the seizures that are possibly on going! The tears my son has shed in fear and in abandonment Burning through my soul like acid I would take a million beatings from u b-4 i let u disapoint him again! Like Jessus on the cross One nail at a time u crucified me All the lies and woman u betrayed me with The whole time i remained wearing that thorn crown! I regret staying around so long my son watchin u beat on his mom how could you? what gave u the right? I will tell you again I would let u do it all again to keep my son's tears from comming! I used my body to protect his tiny body asking u the entire time why? WHY? Sometimes i fear that u would have taken my lif

Which Card R U?
You are The Chariot Triumph, Victory, Overcoming Obstacles. The chariot is one of the most complex cards to define. On its most basic level, it implies war, a struggle, and an eventual, hard-won victory. Either over enemies, obstacles, nature, the beasts inside you, or to just get what you want. But there is a great deal more to it. The charioteer wears emblems of the sun, yet the sign behind this card is the moon. The chariot is all about motion, and yet it is often shown as stationary. It is a union of opposites, like the black and white steeds. They pull in different directions, but must be (and can be!) made to go together in one direction. Control is required over opposing emotions, wants, needs, people, circumstances; bring them together and give them a single direction, your direction. Confidence is also needed and, most especially, motivation. The card can, in fact, indicate new motivation or inspiration, which gets a stagnant situation moving again. What Tarot Card are You?

My Poem Rosez
Not every rose is as beautiful as it seems, Not even with the happiness it supposedly brings, No matter how hard you try not to you still stare, Because special is a gift so unbelievable rare, The inside bursts with life and energy, Indeed glamorous and pretty, But inside it wilts away, More and more with each passing day, Although beautiful it too will someday die, So for a reason such as that make sure to love for what's inside, Look past the exterior to find the soul, That should be the ultimate goal, A moral lesson taught to you since you were born, Because even the most excuisite rose has at least one thorn.

Life
in a world moving so fast feeling so lost yet so aware of whats going on like the wind you come and go i sense your pressence around but can not see you, my heart full of pain a dying need to be close, like the rays of the sun of my undying love. like the rain my tears fall can anything ever be real. or is it all just a imagine in my head, of something i want,we had it all and somehow it faded away. like a rose dying it went away. for the pain i feel, how could i ever thought that something like this was never real, like my heart that is broken, like my life, it will heal, and i will fall inlove again, like the passion in love,my strength will heal it all, you cant keep me down forever., lying here alone, i wonder will i ever fly again like my wings, are light there will come a time when i will be free like i wanna be

Be Kind To Others !!!!!
Theres things that go on around us everyday,that we dont understand.Kids killing their friends and classmates,parents teaching their children to hate,murder,rape,fraud,to just name a few.We as the parents need to show these kids,they are by the way our future,that you treat others as you want to be treated,there is no color we all hurt,we all bleed and we were all created the same way.With all the killings going on in our schools it makes you wonder what it will be like in 10 or 20 yrs from now.I am tring to teach my daughter to find goodness in everyone and color,religon,and all that doesnt matter.We as idividuals have a right to make the choses we want for our own lifes and should not be judged for those choses.We are thanks to the brave men and women in the military a free country.Love those around,be kind.They dont pray in school anymore,but whos stopping our children from praying silently.NOBODY!!!!!!

Andy Rooney And Women Over 40
60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney (CBS) As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it.. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart. Older women are forthright and honest. They'll te

We're Moving!
Yes, we're moving! Nice apartment, with indoor heated pool, work out room, and even pool tables and dart boards. All bills paid, and free cable! Yeehaaa! Lovin' it! Move in date... June 1st, so if in not on here around that time, you know why.

Again
1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? him 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? most of the time 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? If I 'had to'? maybe...not that he wasn't a good kisser, I just am over the boytoy 4. Do you take compliments well? No I don't take them well, but who doesn't like them? 5. Do you play Sudoku? I spend too much time on the pc to learn a new game. 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? Yes...no problem I like nature 7. Do you like nipple rings? yes I like mine. 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? girl scout camp yes I busted my lip and the front of my face, still have the scars. 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married what would you do? I am not down with that, so I would tell he/she to go the fuck home! 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? not a problem 13. Do you like to pu

Friendships
I was told a few weeks ago that online communities are addicting. I was skeptic till the other day I found a familiar face. And now I find myself searching for all the familiar faces in my life. Over time(as if I'm that old lol) I've let myself lose touch with the people that made life bearable. Old high school friends, old flames, and some childhood friends as well. And to those people that I find or have already found I'm glad to be back in touch. You are the people who made me laugh, some even cry. The ones I looked forward to seeing daily and the ones I HAD to see daily. Thank you for being a friend. And to my new friend, thanks for the rates. I'll let you know now, I'll add whomever comes across, but if you don't talk to me, then your off the list.But I appreciate any conversation. I don't know many people here in town, and I've already said I lost touch with everyone else. All my "friends" here in town are either coworkers, or Royce's friend which, no offense I just put up with

Find Yourself? Create Yourself.
BE brilliant at the basics. Be the change you want to see in the world. Be the first one. Be the only one. Be unforgettable. Be interesting. Be a sleeper. Be that guy. Be the world's expert on yourself. Be better than yesterday, but not as good as tomorrow. Be confident enough to be humble. But be somebody who reminds everybody of nobody else in the world. AND DON'T wish it was easier, wish you were better. Don't sell, enable people to buy. Don't let the bastards get you down. Don't be weary in well doing, for in due season you will reap a great harvest if you faint not. And don't wait for the mainstream to validate your voice. Don't despise the day of small beginnings. Don't be selfish with your knowledge. Don't complain if you haven't earned the right. And don't be different, be unique. BECAUSE YOU are what you charge. You are what you believe. You are the books you've read and the people you've met. And you are an empty sheet of paper in the minds of every person you encounte

Our Family
We as a family are so happy now. Are family is fixing the problems example of bad marriages and going into great marriages. Next thing this is someone in this family who deserve to have children and for some stupid reason other person took that change away from her by a car crash. So this firefighter family is a normal working family. As a family, we have come close twice of losing the person we love. One of our own was in a car crash and the same person was in an abuse marriage. So right now one of our family members is get a divorce from her soon to be ex husband. So as we get our family has been strong and there are days that everyone of our family just wants it all to end and then we remember how much Thumpress has fought to keep this family a working family and it dies as quickly as it was thought up. Thumpress is our hero and angel and we hope she will have a happy new life. And we just found out when the new one will be added to a family who he is marry the person we 100% care a

America's Top Mornons
TOP MORONS 1. WILL THE REAL DUMMY PLEASE STAND UP? AT&T fired President John Walter after nine months, saying he lacked intellectual leadership. He received a $26 million severance package. Perhaps it's not Walter who's lacking intelligence. 2. WITH A LITTLE HELP FROM OUR FRIENDS: Police in Oakland, CA spent two hours attempting to subdue a gunman who had barricaded himself inside his home. After firing ten tear gas canisters, officers discovered that the man was standing beside them in the police line, shouting, "Please come out and give yourself up." 3. WHAT WAS PLAN B??? An Illinois man, pretending to have a gun, kidnapped a motorist and forced him to drive to two different automated teller machines, wherein the kidnapper proceeded to withdraw money from his own bank accounts. 4. THE GETAWAY! A man walked into a Topeka, Kansas Kwik Stop and asked for all the money in the cash drawer. Apparently, the take was too small, so he tied up the stor

Hello
firstly id like to wish all the mothers out there a happy mothers day, i know its sunday but what the hell my kids made me cards, they were beautiful also ill be putting a new video of me on my profile if you havent seen the other ones they are on my stickum so watch them if you want they are just silly videos of me when im bored also once again, please dont ask me if i have yahoo, i dont have it, dont want it and dont make that the first thing you ask me, at least say hi first lol big hugs and kisses to my wonderful friends

What Dosr This Mean
I saw the petition to remove this feature. I for one disagree that it is a bad thing. When I first saw it, I thought WTF? Like 15 people walked in at the same time as I was trying to view a photo that a friend posted. I just clicked "see all" and found the pic in question and then started checking out who walked into the bar. I soon realized that it had been awhile since I had greeted the Newbees. Some of my best friends on here are the ones that greeted me when I joined. In my first day on here, I had 80 friend requests and over 100 comments. I thought I was in cyber heaven! How many of you would have stayed on CT if you were not greeted in this way? How soon we forget those that started us on our CT journey. How many of you have sat in a bar and just kept seeing the same old faces and kept watching the door to see if someone new and exciting was going to walk in? I like this feature, Maybe it should have a box of its own, but it should be a part of CT. It is one of

So Long, And Good Night...
I don't know if it's just me, but I don't see the reson for having a ton of so-called friends that you never really have time to talk to all of, e-mail, chat with, or even talk to on the phone. So, for all those on my friends list, you have until May 18 to let me know if you're worth keeping on my friends list. Those that I am a fan of, I hope you can give me just cause to remain your fan. I'm sorry to be blunt, but honestly, I just don't see the point. There's too much in life to be worried how many "friends" I have in my friends list or how many fans I have. Hope that someone out there will actually take a moment to send me an e-mail and give me a good reason to keep you on my friends and fans list. Oh, and for those that think they're exempt, this isn't true. All will be removed if no messages come my way to let me know that someone here cares. Jason

Well It Been Crazy
well all we finily got our house. now we are trying to get it all fixed up so we can start moving in. so that is why i have not been on a lot lately. once we get it done and i have time to really set down ill get back to all of you. so stay in touch.

Van Halen "when It's Love"
When It's Love Lyrics Artist(Band):Van Halen Hey! Everybody's lookin' for somethin' Somethin' to fill in the holes We think a lot but don't talk much about it 'Till things get out of control, oh! How do I know when it's love? I can't tell you but it lasts forever Oh! How does it feel when it's love? It's just somethin' you feel together When it's love You look at every face in a crowd Some shine and some keep you guessin' Waiting for someone to come into focus Teach you your final love lesson Ooh! How do I know when it's love? I can't tell you but it lasts forever Oh! How does it feel when it's love? It's just something you feel together (Oh oh oh oh) Oh, when it's love (Oh oh oh oh) You can feel it, yeah! (Oh oh oh oh) Nothin's missin', yeah! (Guitar Solo) (Oh oh oh oh) Yeah, you can feel it (Oh oh oh oh) Oh, when it's love (Oh oh oh oh) When nothin's missing, ow! How do I know when it's love? I can't tell you but it lasts forever Ooh, h

Phil Collins-something Happened On The Way To Heaven
We had a life, we had a love, But you dont know what youve got til you lose it Well that was then and this is now And I want you back How many times do I have to say Im sorry How can something so good go so bad How can something so right go so wrong I dont know, I dont have all the answers But I want you back How many times can I say Im sorry You can run, and you can hide But Im not leaving less you come with me Weve had our problems but Im on your side Youre all I need, please believe in me I only wanted someone to love But something happened on the way to heaven It got a hold of me and wouldnt let go And I want you back How many times do I have to say Im sorry You can run... They say you cant take it with you When you go And I believe it But taking what Ive got or being Here with you, you know Id rather leave it You can run... ---------------------------- I don't know, I don't have all the answers, nigha!

A Dangerous Man
I have found out that one of our normal looking nice guys that I let on my friend list started to make nasty comments to my grandaughter on my space, he read my profile and then followed my links and got to talking to my grandaughter, I moniter all my grandkids pages as best i can, notified her mom, and I plan on making him see the error of his ways. I will not tolerate grown men who go after teen girls. He is in the process of being turned in, and I hope he reads this and gets real worried, this lioness does not like anyone messing with my "cubs"

Have You Ever...
Have you ever been in a mood where you just don't want to be bothered by anything at all. I mean, it's not that you don't care about what's going on around you. It's just that we carry so much stress at times, that we need a day to just chill out. To not have to worry about one single damn thing. To get up, go to work, come home and go to bed. Not have to talk to anyone, not have to explain anything, not have to worry about one single thing. I know it sounds a little unempathetic, but right now, in the mood I'm in, I just don't care....

Why Did I Do This?
My 70 Confessions 1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? either my refi folks (with good news) or the one other person i can think of... 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Yup, I open doors for women and kids too... 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? I'm thinking that would be a peck on the cheek to my mom, soooo...OK... 4. Do you take compliments well? *digs toe in dirt* shucks, no, not really... 5. Do you play Sudoku? yeah, but not regularly or anything. 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? Yup 7. Do you like nipple rings? nope 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married what would you do? at this point in my life I would say, "no wham, no bamm, no thank you ma'am..." 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? I have done... 13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued? I'm usually the pursuer... 14. Use w

Will Power
do you think reality is real, if it is then why is your reality not the same as mine? why is it that if you consume mind altering drugs reality is washed away, reality is only perspective, and if its not fixed then why can one not adjust it the way they see fit, its all about will. if you have the will you needn't float through this life like a cork in a river, you can put an engine on your cork and go anywhere you want.

Wednesday 5/9/07
Nothing out of the ordinary went on today, lol. Mom finished up her nursing school today and is going to finally be home a bit more often until she starts working next month, so we've just been lounging around the house after she got home earlier this afternoon. Other than that I've just been chatting and listening to music as usual. I'm trying to get LooneyTune Hangout to be a bit more active as far as the chat room at least,if I don't I'm gonna end up getting burnt out on it and deleting it and I'd like to get it going if at all possible. I got the pictures of the dress and shoes that my cousin wants us to wear for her wedding and they're awesome, but I've got small feet and not sure if I'll be able to find the shoe in my size or not, but I hope I can because it's really pretty. Well, I think I'm going to end this here for tonight and go chat and listen to music for a little while and then go to bed because I didn't sleep very well because I couldn't seem to get warm lol. H

Expression
I try to think of the words to express my feelings but I fail.. I hurt from the things that I keep inside . You dont understand or maybe you do but want me to bend . I am just a memory that keeps feet planted on the ground. I am just a voice that is somewhat familiar but cant be placed . I am a song that has long since been forgotten but still on the tip of your tounge. I am the nucience that breeds guilt. I am a fog that has seen the light of day and will be soon gone. I am the caller that can not get through. I am a wave that has crashed upon the rocks with a loud clap but in an instant is forgotten.I am the bad man that listens to his soul and regrets. I am the sane within the sanatarium that just wants to be like the rest . I am the lie on the tongue of beloved. I am the loser of the big game. I am the one you have dreamed about but still not want. My soul is tired and very misunderstood. Still the days keep on coming ...

Caution
Caution....Caution....Caution....Caution....Caution....Caution....Caution....Caution CAUTION As the old year dies A gentle death The new year cries With lusty breath We make our peace With things we've done Make our plans For those to come The past has taken wing Flown We reap the spoils Of seeds we've sown Yet, as the future brings Us hope anew We must be careful What we do! Ginny 1-84 ©1984

Boogie Man & Death
Boogie Man Stand there in the darkness, Look back at where you've been. Pretend you'll never go there again. Pick up your bags and start walking. Look straight ahead and don't be scared. Fear is lonely when ignored. Don't hear his voice, you can't afford To let him keep you talking. Make the corner, take a left Count to ten and take a breath Don't start running, he'll catch on He runs faster... Will catch you soon! Death Prepare no place for me in death, Where I could not reside in life! Speak no word of praise... In memory Of I who caused you pain! Expose me not to curious eyes, In portraits upon your mantle piece But, let me rest instead. In the shadows of your heart... Where you have placed me With such ease! Ginny 3-3-87 ©1987

Eternally
Eternally A new day dawns, But, time moved on And left me here behind. I can't believe... I'm here like this! My heart's in such a bind! I failed to note The many changes That my life has seen. Now here I am... And here I stand... Beside life's rushing stream. I gaze into the water As it rushes at my feet. I can't see my reflection, But...I know it sees me! It knows I'm now as hopeless And as hollow as the tree Which stands here, fruitless... Through these years... Roots, rotting in the stream If I could change my yesterdays, As they have molded me I would slip into the stream, And wash them all away! I'd dry my conscience in the sun, And face eternity. But, alas, I cannot change This bitterness in me... So here I am... And as I bend... To touch its' essence there... I feel life rushing through my fingers... OH! So unaware! I once had love to offer.. Oh!...So..lon

Almost Over You
I saw an old friend of ours today She asked about you, and i didnt quite know what to say Heard you've been making the rounds 'round here While I've been trying to make tears disappear ~Now I'm almost over you Ive almost shook these blues so when you come back around after painting the town, youll see Im almost over you~ Your such a sly one with your cold, cold heart For you leavin' came easy but it tore me apart Time heals all wounds they say and I should know ' cause it seems like forever, but I'm letting you go ~Now I'm almost over you Ive almost shook these blues so when you come back around after painting the town, youll see Im almost over you~ I can forgive you and soon Ill forget all my shattered dreams You took the love that you wanted and left me the misery ~Now I'm almost over you Ive almost shook these blues so when you come back around after painting the town, youll see Im almost over you~

Come Join My Dark Chambers Dungeon
Boys and Girls.... Come and join your Mistress into my newly created lounge... Dark Chambers Dungeon... Let's all have fun here, let me explore your wild side... perhaps, your submissive side?.. Let loose, have fun, be naughty, be fun... enjoy the dark side!! My snippy is going to be taking care of you when and while I am not around, so you better be good to her, she has my authorization to kick your ass if you don't :) Kisses and whips Mistress M

Nudity In Ldd
When you talk about nudity in LDD it is not a sexual reason, but a humbling reason for being nude. Also this is about the wife being nude during her discipline not the HOH. One of the reasons for the wife to be nude during a discipline is so that the HOH can see what effects the spanking is causing on her backside, if she is clothed the HOH might inadvertently spank hard then he intended, causing unnecessary and unwanted bruising. Even with a single layer like panties, it prevents the HOH from seeing just what his swats are doing. Another reason for stripping your wife before discipline is to enhance the feeling of submission, because being nude causes her to feel more vulnerable, and open to her HOH's punishments. By stripping away her clothing before you discipline your wife , you are also stripping away her arrogance, pride, and stubbornness, leaving her to feel more open, vulnerable, submissive and contrite. When a wife strips for bed she does so because she decided, but

Abuse
Abuse is an attempt to control the behaviour of another person. It is a misuse of power which uses the bonds of intimacy, trust and dependency to make the victim vulnerable. The Types of Abuse include… Physical: hitting, punching, beating, slapping, pulling hair, use of weapons, mutilation, burning, biting, murder Sexual: any forced sexual contact ranging from unwanted touching to rape, harassment Verbal: threats, insults, name-calling, unjust blaming and accusing, swearing, shouting Psychological/Emotional: withholding love, sympathy or understanding, inadequate physical or emotional care, isolation, intimidation, extreme jealousy, destroying property, threatening to commit suicide Financial: stealing, withholding money and/or denying access to employment opportunities, preventing access to household financial information Spiritual: belittling a person’s spiritual beliefs or preventing them from attending the church, synagogue or temple of their choice

Are You A Victim Of Abuse?
Are You – or is Someone you Know – a Victim of Abuse? • In your relationship, have you ever experienced verbal abuse, including put-downs or threats? Yes No • Have you suffered physical violence such as hitting, pushing, pulling hair, forced sexual contact? Yes No • Has your partner threatened to leave if you don’t do as he asks? Yes No • Does your partner try to isolate you from family and friends? Yes No • Is your partner bossy; does he try to control who you see and what you do? Yes No • Does your partner use guilt trips to get his own way? Yes No • Do you have to explain your whereabouts? Yes No • Does your partner have a bad temper and a history of violence? Does he brag about mistreating others? Yes No • Does your partner blame you when he treats you bad? Yes No • Does your partner have a history of bad relationships? Yes No • Does he believe that men should be in control of his partner and family? Yes No • Does your partner treat

Family Matters
well well well, where to start. Sunday night was nuts getting home from faire. (those involved know the details of that) Monday morning after much thought Hubby and I decided we would transfer the kids schools. that afternoon, I got a call from a friend of my father saying to meet the ambulance at KDH he had a massive heart attack. so since Monday afternoon, all my time has been spent at the ICU with my father. He has been on a ventilator and with any luck will be off of it be tonight. I am the one who is left to make the medical decisions with my sister Jenn. (who many of you know, our relationship has been...strained these past months) but that is all bull put behind us and we both know it was silly and a little stupid. we are just both very stubborn, lol. I am a very tired goddess, and I wanted to take a quick moment to thank you all for the thoughts and texts I have gotten for support. I will try to keep those updated who have asked. I do love you all.

Big Bad Daddy Contest
OK LETS DO ANOTHER ONE FOR GIFTS WINNER TAKES ALL MY BUCKS IN PRIZES OK IM THINKIN SOMETHING FUN AND TO DO WITH SUMMER A BOAT CAMPING PICS SWIM SUIT PICS PLAYING OUT SIDE GARDENING ANYTHING ON EARTH TO DO WITH SOMETHING OUTSIDE IN THE SUMMER SOUND GOOD YES NO PERHAPS OK WANNA JOIN PM ME OR SHOUT OR LEAVE A COMENT HERE TY AND SHIT RULES NO DOWNRATING PLS BOMB YUR PIC BOMB YURSELF WINNER TAKES ALL TOP 4 GETS A DRINK DONT WANT U TO GET PARCHED RATING LOL UM STARTS MAY 14TH 2PM PST O AND REPOST PLEASE AND TY

Always Believe In Miracles.
Always believe in Miracles. Believe in your heart that something wonderful is about to happen. Love your life. Believe in your own powers, and your own potential, and in your own innate goodness. Wake every morning with the awe of just being alive. Discover each day the magnificent, awesome beauty in the world. Explore and embrace life in yourself and in everyone you see each day. Reach within to find your own specialness. Amaze yourself and rouse those around you to the potential of each new day. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect; this is the essence of your humanity. Let those who love you help you. Trust enough to be able to take. Look with hope to the horizon of today, for today is all we truly have. Live this day well. Let a little sun out as well as in. Create your own rainbows. Be open to all your possibilities; all possibilities and Miracles. Always believe in Miracles.

Starting May 11th 2007...
Ok. So I am starting my diet and exercise plan tomorrow! I am kinda freaking out cause it means no more Dew!!!! Any tips that anyone has for me that has done this are welcome!!!! I will be posting my measurements on here later tonight and then updating them weekly to see my progress. Wish me luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What A Week..
and it isn't even over yet! I haven't a clue what anyone is really expecting from me these days! I just know that the supply of Tiffer is running low here. If you people would just make up my fucking mind I might manage to get thru the rest of this month without having a nervous breakdown. This has been another service announcement by me. Thank you for your time! LMFAO I'm sure I will think of something else to write about very soon. Till then, later days!

Jackyl "she Loves My Cock"
Jackyl - She Loves My Cock Lyrics See the bird on the barstool looking for a jerk If she likes the way he looks she'll put his ass to work And you know she's been all around the block She's tried a doctor, lawyer, even tried a jock But she loves my cock CHORUS Loves my cock She loves my cock Loves my cock She loves my cock Ain't no need to change it, that's just the way it is Gotto find a bigger jerk, she got to have his jiz And you know she's been around the block She's tried a doctor, lawyer, even tried a jock But she loves my cock CHORUS There's as many hands on her as the knob on the door She's such a pretty pretty pretty little whore To get my cock she'd walk through the flames of hell Cause I can always tell when she's coming I can always tell CHORUS

Honestly Who Reads These?
My blog has 243 views. And only like 30 posts. So I am slightly currious who reads this junk? I'm usually quite sleep deprived when I get bored enough to ramble on here. No one ever gives em feed back any way. So why bother?

This Is Absolution
As these days pass i learn more and more about myself as others enter my life they teach me more about who i am inside and who i want to be for the world. i have always thought of myself as cursed but as time passes that pain subsides but things keep bringing it up an undesireable pain the darkness i feel the beast within ever waging war upon my poor battered soul i tear away from myself hoping to start anew clean of all my inpurities hoping that all would be well i love and cherish those that bring happiness into my life you all know whom you are but my life has always seemed like a curse so i absorb as much anger sadness and hatred from all those i meet in hopes i can somehow salvage my soul into something less pitiful something managable something i can work so how my thoughts become chaotic if i take in so much at any given time the knowledge i crave to seek the power i crave the freedom to do as i pleased aswell as with those i love and hold dearly... Crying and yelling at th

Ok Here's The Contest I Talked With Most Of You About
Ok here's how this contest goes. Everyone knows about my site www.thickcaramel.com. You have between now and 8pm today (Friday May 11) to join. The first 100 people to join between now and 8pm today will get a special private live webcam show. I've convinced one of my girlfriends to mess around and sex me for and hour between 8pm and 9pm today live on cam. Why you ask? Just because it's FRIDAY!!! Watch her go down on me and sex me with her strap-on. Cherry Tap support your girl. So let the contest begin. -Thick Caramel www.thickcaramel.com

Nude Woman.....dead Man.....
A woman, standing nude, looks in the bedroom > mirror and says to her husband: > > "I look horrible, and I feel fat and ugly. Pay > me a compliment." > > > The husband replies: "Your eyesight's > perfect."

Offline For A Few Weeks
I'm taking off soon, I'll be in Germany then Denver for a few weeks before coming back here. I don't know how often I'll be able to get online but best of luck to all of you and catch you soon I'm out!!! W00T!!!

When And Where
Kiss me: under the stars under the eyes of my elders in the woods in the backseat on the couch on the floor walk through the dirt barefoot walk through my room and be dirty on the weekend after my homework after school in the parking lot in the movie theater in the movie theater lobby alone at the track meet behind the bleachers on my doorstep wherever whenever

Wow I Actually Had A Good Day......
I am in utter shock. I have had a great birthday. I got shown a lot of love on here and really appreciate it. I got several gifts from friends around here and my exes mom even called me to tell me happy birthday. Yeah I almost had a heart attack when it was her voice on the other end of the line. But the best news of the ay was that I was accepted into a college and now I can start getting mine and my kids lives togather. What more could you ask for on your bday. Take care all be safe and I am goin to party talk to you all soon.

Hollow
Insides are hollow Broken shattered and abused How could I have once been your muse You destroyed my spirit Commended me to the ground Buried and gone never to be found Can't take my eyes off you Burned and branded a whore Didn't even think I wanted you anymore The heart of a warrior no more You smashed it into the filthy floor Then turned your back and closed the door. © Andi 2007

I Dont Know
If the world thinks its wrong to love you F**k the world and all the people in it. You gave me reason To believe in myself That someone like you could love me. But no Not now. It's been torn and ripped away. Now I know true love isn't real. You hace showed me this With your coldness towards me the hurtful things you say. Is it you are trying to push me away? I wont go You cant make me Hate me Hurt me I'm still here Standing strong for you No matter what you say or do to me. I will always be there for you. Could this be the true meaning of "I love you?"

Memories
sometimes i wish i could relive some of my memories. just to change a few small details, just to see how much my future would change or to see what would happen if i tried a little harder back then in my life. but then my little gril does something to maake me smile and i forget about my padt and live in the present

What The Fuck
Americas Posted on Sat, May. 12, 2007 reprint or license print email Digg it del.icio.us MEXICO Drug cartels set gun sights on Mexican army Mexico's drug lords have gone on the offensive against the army, which had been put on the front lines by President Felipe Calderón to fight against the increasingly powerful and bloodthirsty cartels. BY LAURENCE ILIFF The Dallas Morning News MEXICO CITY -- After decimating police departments in drug cartel hot spots through cop killings and corruption, drug traffickers now appear to have set their sights on the powerful Mexican army, with three attacks this week against soldiers who form the last line of defense against exploding drug violence, analysts said. In the most recent attack, late Wednesday, gunmen fired 70 bullets into the car of a navy base commander near the Zihuatanejo beach resort, leaving him unhurt but killing a marine bodyguard and injuring two others. The traffickers' decision to take on a reasonably well-trai

Greens Eyes...
I get e-mails from people who read my writing, asking me relationship questions, which I kinda have to laugh at, since I think I'm fairly good at pointing out how fucked up I am when it comes to relationships. In any case, they want to know my opinion of their personal situations. What I think about what's going on in their lives. I don't kid myself and think that they want my actual opinion, I know that they're more or less looking for someone to vent to. Yet I still find it a little odd. Most frequently related to me is how the significant other in their life is hanging around with someone of the opposite sex who doesn't happen to be them. This complaint most often comes from women. They want to know if I think that they should be concerned about the situation. It's actually an extremely difficult thing for me to weigh in on. When I'm in a committed relationship, I tend to be jealous. Well... fuck that. I WILL be jealous. I'll own up to the fact that it stems from my own person

Starbucks Denies Coffee To Marines
Subject: starbucks > Subject: Starbucks denies coffee to Marines > > NO COFFEE FOR THE MARINES > > Their coffee is tasting more and more bitter..... > > STARBUCKS DENIES COFFEE TO MARINES > Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let > them > know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some > of it to the troops there. > > Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of > their > business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, > and > that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. > > So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying > any of their products! As a war vet writing to fellow patriots, I feel we > should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular > with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the > ground fighting street-to-street and house-to-

Mom
You’re that special kind of person who always finds the time to share a hug or a story, or just a simple moment, listening with warmth and interest to the ordinary things in someone else’s life... What a blessing you are to your children— and what a wonderful Mother’s Day I wish for you.

For All The Girls To Read !!!
Got a Question for ya, whats wrong with me? What makes me so different from any other guy that makes you not wanna date me. I'm sorry i'm not deathly handsom. News flash all those so called hotties and "G" Wannabes will end up treatin you like shit anyways. The thing about guys who don't look all that great is that they will work a bit harder to impress you and treat you with the respect you deserve. Don't beleave me give it a shot one time and you'll see. For all you ladies who are readin this and are saying that i'm a loser and don't know what i'm talkin about and your thinkin to yourself "My man never treats me like crap and he is amazing looking" or somethin like that, think about it how many times have you been out to a club or where ever and he sees a couple of his "boys" whats he do does he stick with you or ignore you for his "Boys"? Like i said some of you girls are just gonna look at this and go "pfft, Whatever." Thats fine but you know im right. P.S. My name is Mike and i

What A Boy Can Do
The following came from an anonymous Mother in Austin,Texas... Things I've learned from my Boys (honest and not kidding): 1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four ! walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7.) When you hear the

This Guy
This Guy Dedicated to Jack Goodman there was this guy I really liked and I did something I shouldn't have done I opened my heart to him and said he was the one he was the kind of guy I wanted my heart could belong to him the kind of guy I wanted there in the lights go dim he took his chance and threw it away for that I am not pleased the lieing that he did himself was not taken in with ease the lies continued on and on I believed every one when he finally told me the truth I wanted to turn and run he had no clue how much I liked him he couldnt start to beleive so he took me for granted and then decided to leave he never really liked me I could see it in his eyes I should have noticed right away from all his stupid lies so if you ever get to read this you really broke my heart and for that my dear sweet love we will always be apart. January 19, 2005

America When Will We Be Free Again
listen !!!!Im so freakin tired of rev al and jeese jackson .These 2 men are bigger racsists then the Klan..why is the media so fucking scared of these 2 hypocritical douchebags ..this aint a race thing ,well maybe it is ..maybe im tired of everyone on tv ,radio ,and newspapers bashing white people yet others (non white descent)can say whatever they want to whomever with no reprecussions ,you can call me a honkey,kracker,whitebread,whatever yet If I were to call a mexican a fuckin wetback ,or god forbid i called someone a nigger i would be written about all over the news ..beat a white man and you get no news coverage ,beat a black or anyother non white and then you are public enemy #1 ..Personally I take most people as individuals,so i hate people but love persons.well Im tired of it ...I want white entertainment television ,I want equal treatment for every person as a whole...this nation is giving criminals the big money and the working class cant survive...giving jobs to under qualif

If Your Heart Were Made Of Paper
Incarcerated in my bedroom, I'm staring at the ceiling-- Wishing you were dying And paying for what I'm feeling. The wind rustles at my window, It blows away a tear. Things might be getting better If I'd put away my fear. A box of matches sits beside me. I hate your stupid game... If your heart were made of paper, I would set it all aflame. I'd let it singe to ashes, Then I'd kick it to the wall. I'd ask you almost nicely If you'll miss my love at all. If your heart were made of paper, I would laugh and watch it burn. I will never put the fire out, Not until you learn...

Because Of You
Because of you In my room alone. I sit and wander.... What made me fall for you? Like thunder, like lightning You came to me and made me yours So easily. You smiled, you whispered.... Words that made no sense. But all that I could understand, Was that my life would come to an end. I would feel the pain, I would see eternity And it would all have been in vain. It was so quite all around me, My soul was almost lost for good. And then you came, And whispered softly; Remember LOVE...life is a game. I looked around and I saw nothing. Ohhhh......but that cool breeze, Reminded me of something. Reminded me of you my love I smiled and fell asleep With thoughts of happiness. The pain I had was gone for good. Because of you.

Here's Another One (story)
You are sitting at the desk upstairs at the grocery store finishing the order for work. Your head is pounding. You've taken Excedrin migraine but it has not worked. You and I are supposed to be doing grocery shopping after work which irritates you, but is the only time we can accomplish this this week. You're surprised when I walk in the door. I have a strange smile on my face which confuses you. You wonder what weird thing I've done now. You hear: "Produce, line two," over the speaker and take the call. You are then put on hold. "What?" you ask, a little irritated. "What's the matter, baby?" I croon. "Headache." "Oh poor baby. I'll fix it." You think I'll do something girly like rub my temples or fuss over me, and you're about to open your mouth to let me know that you've taken some medicine but I don't let you speak. Before you can respond, you see me under the desk, kneeling facing you, and I'm unzipping your pants, finding your cock and slipping Him into my mouth. "We can't do this

Tis Been Quite Awhile
yesterday was the first time i had been back to CT in quite awhile. it seems that i sure did miss alot. *hugs & kisses* to all my CT friends. ive missed ya'll loads. lately i havent had much of a chance to anything. it seems like im working my ass off daily. it wont be long until the kids are out of school for summer break and while most parents will be glad, im so going to be sad. my kids spend summer with their dad and i only see them weekends then :( well, not much to say except i so got a dayum good romp in the sack last night!!!! woot, go me lol. peace ya'll and show me some luv

I ¢¾ U Babe
I ¢¾ u Babe You gotta post "I ¢¾ u Babe" in 60 seconds or u will lose someone u like or love and tomorrow will be the worst day of ur life . If someone does love u they will send u a message saying I LOVE YOU BABY. SOO MUCH

Trying To Find My New Love
My love is like an ocean It goes down so deep My love is like a rose Whose beauty you want to keep. My love is like a river That will never end My love is like a dove With a beautiful message to send. My love is like a song That goes on and on forever My love is like a prisoner It's to you that I surrender.

Wouldn't It Be Nice...
Wouldn't it be nice if guys had to do all of the hard labour? I mean honestly, what can they really complain about, being on top isn't nearly as bad as 24 hours of child birth and the 6 weeks after that you cant walk for. I think it would be amazing if the girl could have the sex, have the orgasm or orgasms, pass out and fall asleep, waking up with dinner made, a movie rented and her toes painted. Wouldn't it also be great if men had babies too? If they had to worry about getting pregnant I bet they would be having a lot less sex... I think I would have about 4 illegitimate children by now... I would think just as they do now, I would fuck ém and I would leave ém and I wouldn't give too shits. I wish that I could marry a butler. He would just do everything for me. Better yet, when we go to the bars or to the clubs, the guys would be wearing the mini skirts. They would walk into class with their cute little hair styles and possibly a V cut top. We could grab their junk anyti

I Can’t Wait
I can’t wait. I Can’t wait for your love The love you said was for me I keep trying, waiting for your love I can’t believe I was so gullible You got everything that you want I believe that I don’t I can’t wait I should’ve kick your ass to the curve A long time ago I took you back for reasons I don’t know Love to me is so precious see, You just take it and then you flee. Taking my heart from me. You caused pain in my heart, in my soul. Boy I gotta let you go Together forever is what you say to me Will never going to be Because you keep making me wait

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Venting
Ok, now tell me this one...I have been putting things in my stash for about a month now. I had put a song on there that I'm not really a fan of their music, but I liked the song and the video.....and no my astonishment, I got a thumbs down...not to mentioned it showed sho rated it thumbs down. I thought that they aren't supposed to show who gave it a negative rating??? What's up with that??

Bye To All My Ct Friends And Family And Fans...i Have To Leave!!!!!
Dear Friends and Fans, 05/15/07 Tuesday Since I joined CT, I have met alot of nice folks and some really cool people. As you know, CT takes up alot of personal time. If you have that personal time to spare, then great. If you are like me, you find it harder and harder every day to find that personal time. Once in a while we also realize that we have to make some priority changes and take care of what's most important and leave the rest to fall into place later on if it finds its path at all. If not oh well. Lately, this has not been falling into place. I find it more time consuming than ever before and it has become more like work than fun. I don't have the time for it, as I would rather spend the time with my family. I'm not saying my friends aren't important because they are...so, if you consider yourself my FRIEND and you want to continue to speak to me or keep in contact with me, then you are more than welcome to find me in the following locations: www.myspace.co

Friends......yeah Right
Friends come and go Sometimes they are there And other times they don't show But you promised to always be near I've known you for my whole life It's hard to watch you leave Walk out on a heart beat What caused you so much grief? Without you by my side I dont know what I'll do My emotions and problems held inside That you used to help me through You broke your promise to me About how friends come first Out of all the lies you made me believe That one was the worst Do you even care you left me for him? An everlasting friend, who was always by your side Who always made you grin When all you wanted to do was hide I wanted to let you know you deserve better I don't know how you don't see And when he screws you over Don't come running back to me

The Bed Of Endless Dreams
I lay down at night Upon the bed of endless dreams I close my eyes And the fantasies begin Every moment Smile Laugh Or heart beat Seems so real In the bed of endless dreams Every kiss on the neck Every peck on the lips Every smooch on the cheek All feel so real In the bed of endless dreams Try not to think When you drift asleep Because what you think about Is what you dream about In the bed of endless dreams Nightmares turn to love stories Drama turns to comedy Light turns to dark And hatred turns to love In the bed of endless dreams Lay your weary head On the pillow of hopes Cover your self With the blanket of peace And never have harsh dreams again No tossing or turning No one is uncomfortable No one wakes in the middle of the night On the bed of endless dreams Nightmares are vanished Fantasies are welcome Goblins and monsters are shooed Angels and cupid himself can walk in as they please A kiss here Then reality kicks in Cuddle

Knowing You-for A Special Friend
Knowing you has brought many pleasures. A trustworthy friend, joyous times. A friendly smile that goes a mile. Your sense of style is impeccable. Your kind heart is undeniable. Your voice is soft but inside you're as tough as nails. Against you everyone pales. Nothing compares to Knowing You. You've seen me through in all I do, and I've been there for you too. Our friendship is true. I'M SO GLAD I KNOW YOU!!!

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Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Stability |||||| 23% Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 70% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 76% Interdependence |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63% Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Religious |||||||||||| 50% Hedonism |||||||||||| 43% Materialism |||||||||||||||| 70% Narcissism |||||||||||||||||| 76% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70% Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56% Self absorbed |||||| 30%

P.s.
Dear You. Did you know that everyday I still wait For it was my heart you felt okay to violate In the end of time, it was all the the same To you I was but another unfelt game For you, I trusted everything For your smile held me high and gave me wing And it kills me now that you couldn't say That you'd love me so much anyway. Dear You. Did you know that you were meant to be my friend For you it was diamond angels my love would send In the end of time, you didn't really care My saddened remorse your heart didn't share But for you, I trusted everything For your laugh held me high and gave me wing And it kills me now that you couldn't say That you'd be my friend forever anyway. P.S. Did you know that it took a year for me to see That us being together was never really a possibility

A Special World
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. - Sheelagh Lennon -

My Dearest Ex, Wish I Could Tell Him This
Oh you say you love me and want to be with only me. Wait sounds famliar, isn't that what you said last time? You have to throw in the cancer and dying card too that is low and turns the knife a little more. Play your guilt trips some more they only make be angry and frustrated. Do you have to try and throw every peeble in my face when I am not throwning your boulders at you? Then you give me a deadline. Leave me a voicemail saying you don't trust me then try to tell me you do. What the hell is going through your head? Please hammer in the spikes to my cross a little more, I am not taking the blame any longer. Take your blame and eat it for I am sick of being your scapegoat. She may or may not sign the papers and I no longer care for all you are doing is hurting me and I won't be hurt any more by anyone. EVEN IF I WILL BE ALONE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

Moving Day...
Well I got the majority of my boxes all moved. Now I have the heavy stuff. Things would go much faster if I actually had help. LOL Doing the one man moving is tough but it is a good workout and I like the workout aspect of it. I live on the second floor so my legs are getting it as well. Reminds me of squats! I will be completely done tomorrow. One more night here and I am OUT! The slow part about today was the rain. Yes it rained starting at about 2PM CST. It has not stopped. There has been lulls but it still sprinkles in the lulls. It looks as if the clouds are moving off and I hope they do. I got a phone call today that really made my day! I will not go into it here but it was an exceptional call and put a smile on my face for the rest of the day. Welp, I am outta here. Late!

50 Ways To Leave Your Lover
Ok Paul Simon Gave us about 5 ways in his song , so add your name to the list (AT THE TOP) and rhyme your way to leave your lover ! 47. HE'S A HO, KARENJO 46. Slap her silly , Billy 45. Push him out a tree, Bree 44. Feed her to a shark, Mark 43. Harvest his kidney, Cindy 42. Make him all porous, Doris 41. Feed him some ricin, Tyson 40. Get kvetchin,’ Gretchen 39. Chop off his organ, Morgan 38. Throw her down a gorge, George 37. Punch her with an awl, Paul 36. Fake your own death, Beth 35. Hire Chaz Palminteri, Mary 34. Don’t let her fool ‘ya, Julia 33. Drop an anvil on his dick, Chick 32. Toss him off the seventh story, Laurie 31. Pulp his scrotus, Otis 30. Bury her alive, Clive 29. Run him over with a trolley, Molly 28. Feed her to the capitalist sharks! Marx! 27. Make her write a will, Bill 26. Chisel off his knees, Louise 25. Switch to the whip, Chip 24. Give her a double-barreled hug, Doug 23. Bake him in a

Kiss Me...
Love those kisses. Puckered up by every kind of emotion under the heart. Heated by passion, chilled by desperation, even soaked with tears. But with all the salt, it could never take away the powerful thump that shakes me. So many kinds of kisses; The leaned on lovers, joined only by their lips and never touching, as if their bodies could be felt without the use of their hands. The frantic tongue play of a couple seperated too long, rediscovering their hidden readiness. The sealed and long lips of an aged and wedded, over comfortable days and hand holding between the blankets and years. Finally, the quick and sudden first kiss. Filled with excitement and electricity that sparks the mind and leaves behind a scorch mark to remember and reflect upon for years to come. Experience all these things at some point in life, but for now... Come on over here and kiss me.

The Silhouette Of Me
Are you just another line on a piece of paper, A piece of paper that holds my soul, Are you just another scar burdening my heart, From red to black you change my blood. Are you just another person set to break me down? Make me crumble, wince in pain. Are you just another hopeless case? One to surround me in loneliness again. Are you just another burning feeling? That makes me nervous for no good reason? Are you just going to let me fall? While watching me hit the ground. --No-- You are more then just another line on paper, You are the whole story, You are the piece of tape, That holds my heart together. You are the one to pick me up, Whenever I am feeling down. You are not another hopeless case, You are my favorite company. You are the one that holds me close, The one that makes me happy, You were the one that let me fall, But you were there to catch me.

Thoughless Kids
Psalm 63:9,10 But those that seek my soul, to destroy it, shall go into the lower parts of the earth. They shall fall by the sword: they shall be a portion for foxes. Tracy couldn't believe the girls at school would be so cruel. She never did anything to any of them, but they were always finding some way to hurt her. It was all she could do to keep from telling them all off. Her mother told her to ignore them, but that was hard to do. Her mother also said that they would eventually have to pay for all the nasty things they did, but Tracy wished that day would come soon. No one likes to be picked on. Some people love to spend time making others unhappy. These people will have to answer to God for their actions. We are called to love one another and to look for ways to give one another encouragement. While the nasty people will answer in shame for their deeds, the kind will rejoice with Christ in heaven. Prayer: Help me to shrug off the unkind words and actions of the pe op

My Story
"THE BLACK STORY" Available in hardback ...lol... I used to be hard (as a rock), (wicked) cold and as sharp as a razor. Lots have changed; over the years. Now I’m a big softie. I’m stone-cold, serious. Just 2 years ago, I told my mother I loved her; for the first time. I guess (or at least most will tell you) going soft is the first step towards becoming a real man. I’m happier, as a softie. I actually have feelings, now. “The Joneses” have long passed me by, because I’ve gave up my urban terrain, for a country life. It’s what I need. I did my part, for The Geneva Convention (6 years, Army). I’ve been a few places but managed to stay in The States. I almost sold an invention but ended up getting robbed. They kept demanding more money and at the worst time. My X-wife was miss-diagnosed and had a tubule pregnancy. The whole thing was drawn out; extensively. With no real diagnosis and with me helping her around the house (before and after surgery), we both were replaced; at w

At Least There's One Man In The Crowd. Jesus!
First guy: "You have no idea what I had to do to be able to come out fishing this weekend. I had to promise my wife that I would paint every room in the house next weekend." Second guy: "That is nothing, I had to promise my wife that I would build her a new deck for the pool." Third guy: "Man, you both have it easy! I had to promise my wife that I would remodel the kitchen for her." They continue to fish. When they realized that the fourth guy has not said a word, they asked him. "You haven't said anything about what you had to do to be able to come fishing this weekend. What's the deal?" Fourth guy: "I just set my alarm for 5:30 am. When it went off, I shut off my alarm, gave the wife a slap on her butt and said: "Fishing or Sex?" and she said: "Wear sun-block."

Why
*Why* As time flies by My hopes grow dim Dimmer then the lightest star In a galaxy full of them. So I ask myself ;why are stars so dim? As I work harder The journey seems longer Longer then the longest path In a world full of them So I ask myself; why are paths so long? As I climb higher My pride just breaks As if I were a mountain climber With obstacles in the way So I ask myself ;why are mountains so hard to climb? As I try more I cant seem to win As if I were facing the raging current river I feel trapped and held within So I ask myself; why are the river currents stronger once I’m in? As I fight one day longer My courage seems to fade As if it were a rainbow It stays then fades away So I ask myself; why are rainbows to wonderful but never seem to stay? As I dream stronger I miss my kids all the more Like hoping for a flower to grow As your waiting your frustration only seems to soar So I ask myself; why are flowers so

My Promise And For The Future
I Can't Promise You The World. I Can't Promise You Fame, But I Can Promise That I'll Take Away The Pain. You Set My Hear Afire, Hell Your My Desire. I Can't Go On Everyday Looking Left And Right And Everyway, I Just Want You In My Life Not As A Friend But As My Husband/Wife. For The Future From The First Day Till The Last. For The Future And From The Past Till Death Do Us Part, Baby You Will Always Be In My Heart. For You Have Nothing To Fear, For I Am Far And I Am Near, Loving You Day In And Day Out All Of This Without A Dought. Please Do Not Copy!

The Retched Beast
The retched beast A retched beast lives in side me It controls me my every move My every thought My every feeling My feeling of self worth And true meaning This retched beast that lives inside me Has expectations higher then the sun Expecting me To be more then I can be To feel the hurt To control the pain To be lower then I ever could be To see things as in distortions And believe them as who and what they may be This retched beast inside me Helps me feel pain each and every day Pain in wish to somehow loose More then words can say Why this beast wont leave me Wont let me free myself let me live the life I want And keep the ones I love Why must this beast contain me Keep me patching up the shells To where I have broken through And tried to free myself Is this beast unstoppable And stronger then me as one Is this the end of who I am Are the beast and me as one

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Testament "return To Serenity"
I'm gonna take you To a place far from here No one will see us Watch the pain as it disappears No time for anger No time for despair Won't you come with me There's room for us there This innocent beauty My words can't describe This rebirth to purity Brings a sullen tear right to your eyes No time for anger No time for despair Please let me take you 'Cause I'm already there I'm so alone My head's my home I'll return to serenity Rhyme without reason Is why children cry They see through the system That's breeding them just so they die So please let me take you And I'll show you the truth Inside my reality We shared in my youth I'm so alone My head's my home And I feel So alone You know At last I return to serenity Now that I've taken you To a place far from here I really must go back Close your eyes and we'll disappear Won't you come with me Salvation we'll share Inside of my head now There's room for us there CHORUS

May 17th..... 07....... Horoscope
Fancy creams and ridiculous diets don't keep a person young: curiosity does. So go ahead and explore, initiate and ask questions. The more information you seek, the more you'll gather. Use your resources.

Donations Needed! I'm Begging Here!
So, I'm walking for relay for life and I need to get some donations. I've gotten $0, zilch, nada. So I am now resorting to begging. If you'd be interested in donating ANY amount, send me an email and I'll supply you with a link to the donation page. Its tax deductible and it would make this cherry very very happy. :)

My New Holiday
Happy I'm on my period day! This holiday is celebrated every month. Rangeing from 3 to 5 days each time. Gifts are mandatory... So is chocolate... And everyone I've bitched at lately... I have a big anger problem about a week before So..sorry...anyways... HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!

Thursday 5/17/07
I'm doing this a little earlier than usual or else I'm gomna forget to do it lol. Haven't done much today as it's rainy and I've been up since 7:00 a.m. so I'm a bit tired lol. I have a friend in IM that's about to drive me crazier than I already am, because I think he wants me to find him a girlfriend even though he won't come out and say it. I don't think that would work too well though, seeing as he's in Kentucky and my friends are all spread out going to college and such. Besides that, even though he's a nice guy he can be rather annoying and is obsessed with heavy metal and video games so that would probably be the only things he would want to talk about on a date. At least I think it would be if I know him as well as I think I do. I think this has turned into more of a rant, but oh well. Well I think I'll end this here since I'm done whining lol. Have a great day everyone.

Oh What To Do
I try to keep my head high As I wipe away the tears To answer the phone or deal with a customer Has it really come to this Is all of it in vain Are my blood, sweat, and tears worth nothing What about my time or the work I have done Am I worth anything I know I am but the people that need to realize it Don't Screw this no more tears Push me if you want I will walk away But I know you will lose more than I Atleast in the end If you only knew the power I hold If you only knew I could save you But push me and I will watch as you fall I will shake my head As they tear your flesh from your bones

Daily Horoscope: Libra For May 17,2007
Even love needs regular maintenance -- it's the emotional equivalent of eating your vegetables. So get that talk out of the way, pay the bills -- whatever's necessary. Once you do, you're clear to enjoy the sweet stuff.

Silent Tear
It comes at night when no one is watching. It comes so soft, that it barely has a feeling. When it comes, your heart is at ease. And the only thing that is on your mind, is Now the agony can finally. Leave As you gaze into the emptiness that fills the air. A Droplet tends to fall. While your memory races back to the time When you thought you had it all. You try to hold in what is deeply within your soul. But the burning is so intense; that you just Can't help but to let it go. During the night a stain is made. And at the same time all your pain is able to fade. The only true feeling that you feel, is the wetness of A drop that is left by a single tear.

Time
Time is meant to be measured by the moments, Not the seconds or the hours or the days. It's how you spend it that matters most, For time can be wasted in so many ways. All the time in the world could be lost in a flash, You never know just where the time will go, So if you have people that you love in your life, Use your time wisely and let them all know. Make the best of life's moments... What really matters at the end of the day Is if you've made the best use of time, And said everything that you've needed to say. Don't sit just there waiting, you only live once!

What The Fuck
http://www.thebostonchannel.com/news/13330850/detail.html?subid=22100410&qs=1;bp=t BOSTON -- A Lawrence substitute teacher was suspended Wednesday after grabbing a first-grader by his shirt and pulling him down a hallway on Tuesday, police said. Douglas Tracia, 48, was charged with assault and battery because there were scratches and lacerations on the boy's neck, police said. The incident was captured by a surveillance camera at the South Lawrence East School on Osgood Street. The police chief said the incident began when one student threw a book and Luis Tejada, 7, threw it back. The teacher tried to mediate and Tejada said he didn't start the incident and bolted from the classroom, police said. Luis' mother, Lina Tejada, said school authorities tried to talk her out of going to the police. Superintendent Wilfredo Laboy said Tracia, who is also a lawyer, will not be returning to the school system. "Our primary goal is to keep children in a safe and secure enviro

The Ramblings Of No One Important.
So its 11 minutes after Midnight when I started this entry. I'm Just sitting here, completely out of options. Losing my mind, and simply driving myself more insane that what I already am. I worry bout to much, and find myself in a state I hate to be in. Shit, I think I even made another mistake last night posting something. Oh well, *shrugs* I guess thats simply me. I don't know how, but I did manage to force myself to stay home, and not go waste money on alcohol. Wouldn't have gained me anything but a forget full night. I fucking don't even know why I'm even typing but now an entire 6 minutes later I'm done typing, I think

Best Bong Ever
ok i know its in the camping section but hey why not take one camping its called the VORTEX GRAVITY BONG go look it up do your thing google it you tube it myspace ( sorry cherry lubbers ) whatever you do go get a clue ..... this may be old news but hey its new to me xox jess VORTEX GRAVITY BONG ahhhh with the smoothness of a vaporizer

Name Chage
www.drinkcensored.com myspace.com/drinkcensored It's Official: Redux's Cocaine Is Now Censored LAS VEGAS, May 11 /PRNewswire/ -- Today, during a wildly successful press conference that featured a chimpanzee, Redux Beverages announced that the world-famous energy drink Cocaine has been re-named "Censored." The impetus for the name change came from political threats from the FDA and several state attorneys general. Founder Jamey Kirby said, "We love the Censored name because it has the same rebellious and fun spirit that our original name did." Redux Beverages LTD was founded in 2006. They manufacture one of the three most-talked about energy drinks on the market (along with Red Bull and Rockstar). Due to regulations from the FDA, Redux was forced to halt the sale of Cocaine in May of 2007, but later re-launched it as Censored. Redux is also working on new product lines to be announced soon.

Why God Gave Us Friends
Why GOD Gave Us Friends GOD knew that everyone needs Companionship and cheer, He knew that people need someone Whose thoughts are always near. He knew they need someone kind To lend a helping hand. Someone to gladly take the time To care and understand. GOD knew that we all need someone To share each happy day, To be a source of courage When troubles come our way. Someone to be true to us, Whether near or far apart. Someone whose love we'll always Hold and treasure in our hearts. That's Why GOD Gave Us Friends!

A Learned Lesson
Well it has finally happened, I am truly single. A person can only forgive someone so much before they begin to lose themselves, to compromise their values and needs. Sometimes love is not enough, no matter how strong it is. I fought my own nature to give my man what he claimed to need, regardless of my own feelings and wants. He still wanted more and when i pulled the plug, he acted shocked because I had been so stupid that I had let the relationship become his playground. It was never about me or even us, it was about HIM. The bottom line is that I became strong enough to tell him to go fuck himself. I am aware that my insecurities allowed him to be the way he was. I NEEDED him to tell me that I am worthwhile and attractive, and because of this need I also allowed him to treat me very badly. Isn't it both shitty and wonderful how complicated we all are :o) Well, my life restarts here. Come get me! You know who u r :oP

Quote For May 18
Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle. -- Plato Bonus Quote: Son, if you really want something in this life, you have to work for it. Now quiet! They're about to announce the lottery numbers. -- Homer Simpson This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

My Aunt And My Mom Fought
I'm pretty fucking confused when it comes to my family.. i guess you can say my extended family.. Well I'll just tell the story before I put in any of my opinions. I have 4 aunts on my mom's side, my aunt Mary is probably the closest with my mom. Each aunt has their own story but here's what happened today Friday. My mom went to go with my cousin, my aunt (his mom) to his graduation from high school. Well my mom took a day off from work which i didn't agree with cause she just started this job but what can ya do? Well my cousin is 18..well i think he's turning 18. I'm far from close with him. He is adopted, korean, and of course my family is probabley the most lilly white people you could ever meet. anyways.. i don't know if this is the deep anger he has or the fact my aunt and her ex are divorce. Plus he has a biological family with another woman.. that is a story in itself. Well my aunt spoils him, by this I mean she pays for his car, insurance, food, school, ya

You Call That Lucky?
It had been over two weeks since I'd seen him... I walked in the door, and hugged him. He proceeded to pull me inside just enough to shut the door and lock it... I was naked on the hallway floor soon after... Post coital he said to me "See, I told you that you'd be lucky if you made it past the door." I said: "You call that lucky?"

My Art Work
Just uploaded a few pieces of my art. Will upload more later. Have a theme running through my art at the moment which is Homeless. Been on the streets and seen the misery first hand. Tis' my inspiration for a lot of art/poetry. Anyway if you feel the need, check my art work out.

Tonight
As our eyes meet I feel your smile Moving closer to you, burning like a flame As my lips touch yours I feel the heat Slipping my arm around your waist My tongue touching your lips without haste My fingers upon your cheek Tracing the outline of your face Finding the buttons of your blouse Running my fingers over sultry skin Letting my tongue wander over you again Your lips finding my neck and shoulder Fingers pulling on my chest hair Our clothes hitting the floor Falling to my knees tasting you Just starting...nowhere near through Grabbing me by the hair Leading me to the bed Our hands finding a home Giving each other such pleasure Another night for us to treasure Time seems to stand still Slowly making love with you Pulling you on top of me Wanting this to last all night Loving you is just so right

2 Plumbing Firms Fight Over ’80s Phone Number
2 plumbing firms fight over ’80s phone number Companies battle for digits popularized in Tommy Tutone pop song hit Updated: 1 hour, 20 minutes ago LINCOLN, R.I. - One-hit wonder Tommy Tutone made the phone number 867-5309 famous in the band’s 1982 hit single, which uses the digits over and over in its catchy refrain. Now, a Rhode Island company and a national firm are battling over the right to use the number, which doesn’t reach the “Jenny” that Tutone sings about, but could find callers a decent plumber. Two years ago, Gem Plumbing & Heating of Lincoln, R.I., trademarked the phone number in the early 1980s hit, which reached No. 4 on the Billboard Hot 100 chart. Gem acquired the number in Rhode Island when its original owner, Brown University, gave up 867-5309 after growing weary of the constant prank calls. Gem’s number works in the 401 area code in Rhode Island and the 617 area code in southern Massachusetts. But Florida-based Clockwork Home Services, also a

My Photos
For anyone who is wondering about my photos and why there is a whole lot less. My soon to be ex-husband has decided to try and play dirty with me so no more photos of me that could be used against me. He's a bastard and I hope he dies.

A Woman
a woman you want to date has a child this child trys to scare all the men away she is dateing would you let a child run you off or would you stay and try to get to know the little girl and try to get on her good side so you can date her mom

Trust
I wish I knew why, but I find myself trusting the wrong people all the time. I don't know why I find myself falling into this self destructive behavior time after time. It isn't the fault of the people I trust. It is mine for giving it so easily. I put myself into the position of being hurt, or used, or being part of someone's game. I am responsible for my behavior.. for my lack of discretion. So why do I do it? Do I feel a need to punish myself for some failure? Is it to keep myself from ever feeling I can trust ANYONE so that I won't have to let someone get close enough to truly care? No.. I am not sad.. or hurt tonight. Just in one of those thinking moods. Wondering why I do the things I do... Looking for what I need to change in myself to be happier and more accepting of myself.

I Wish Kids Had A Off Button
My kids have me worn out!Am I getting to old or something?Geez I rember when I could go all night.Now just a couple hours out and I am so tired Im ready to drop.I cant though my kids are still bouncing off the wall.OMG Why dont they make them with a off switch so parents can get a break?Eh maybe I just need some coffee.

May 19~weekend
Friday~went to the track n worked like always.well whn we started to Crystal just had to go n talk to Roy.well he said the wrong thing about something tht i prolly wasnt suppose to know. n i flip the fuck out on Roy.so me n Roy kinda got into friday nite.thn after the races me n Crystal went back to Joyces my aunt.thn Me,Crystal,Joyce,Mike,Fran,Perry,Sadie,Josh,Kalida all went out for breakfest.didnt get to bed until 3 am n was up at 8 am cuz of my aunt n unlce n grandpa making so much noise. Saturday~omg sunfest was a bad/good for me well got there had to paint faces for awhile thn after tht started doing saftey fund.well while we were doing tht me n Crystal were standing at the fance watching the race well i told Crystal we should just keep goin n watch at the same time n Crystal was like thts a good idea well Kathy Jeffers was standing there n she walked by n was like yea tht is a good idea n we werent even fucking talking about her.she just dont like me cuz i said she needed to

My Hair
Hair I was thinking about this. Next year when I get me hair cut and donated for Locks of Love and I have those other people doing it to, wouldn't it be cool to see if we can get a bunch of people to also donate money for every inch of hair we get cut off? Like say a buck for each inch we get or some thing like that. Its just and idea. I cant wait for the Relay this year. It should be pretty cool. We had a meeting last night and got a lot of things suggested and such. I am hoping for the trivia night. That would be awsome. So just a reminder that if you want to join me in donating your hair, let me know. The more the better. And if you do, you cant dye your hair after December this year. So drop me a line and let me know ok. Thanks

Just A Draft I'm Tossing Around....
she stares at the black sky, one star cozies up to the moon, as if the dark expanse of space is so cold it can't bear to be alone. walking underneath the night-drenched leaves, she's unfolding, unraveling herself. the whisper of cloud cover wafts over the light, covering her in darkness for a moment, but it's just as well, she needed the moment to hide.

The Fake Romance...
Each day is like living with out no meaning each day is like living with out no feelings i never thought love would be so hard i never thought death and pain would be so real and true it's like a part of me wanted to eat the poison apple and see what will happen when my life is gone and over i keep telling myself i love her and I'll take care of her to the point where i keep myself up all night and day to watch myself slowly break down into pieces and tears i try to keep my eyes open and show my mind that she just a fake and not real she just a fake image that my lonely mind made up to make fun of my loneliness in life no matter what it is she a fake and she always will be no matter how many tears i drop and bleed she will always be a fake thing i made up... no matter how much i want to be with her she will always be that fake thing I'll always create when I'm alone and sad....

Omg The Pain !!!
Fuck Me ............... sorry for the foul language but FUCK FUCK FUCK !!! First off I burnt my elbow today when I was playing with fire. Was doing a back drop spin with my staff when I misjudged the flames hence dropping the flame on my elbow - OWCH !!! Second I have a pinched something in my lower back and it has got to be the worst pain I have ever felt in my life OMG worse than nipple and septum piercings COMBINED - OWCH !!! I hurt in so many ways right now - help !!!

And The Blood Flows
And The Blood Flows Eternally damned as I have Absolutely nothing. Everything taken away from me. She was the only thing I wanted. Now there is no one, just emptiness. I made the mistake of doing the Thing she conducted on me. I made the first wrong move, And now I'm paying for it is so many ways. I just want to DIE! As I lay on what is now my death bed. I look at my wrist, as the river, Of blood with the effect of blood thinners. Come From the self scarifical wounds. I'm now dead, And the blood flows.

The Way I Die
The Way I Die Pain within my body. Bringing me down to the ground. They do not care As I'm kicked in the rubs. Which turns me to my back. The blood comes from my mouth As I'm allowed to stand. I do not give in as I take One more hit for the bigger kid. I hit the wall as I fall back. Looking up at him, I smile Pushing myself off the wall Ready to take another beating From the kid I pissed off. He looks at me, confused on why I smile. The way I die, So young, not even ready to Become an adult yet. Taking the beating as I Will not win if I fight. Not even old enough to know love I smile as I'm hit once again. Again, again, again, I'm sturck Waiting to Die For then I do not have to live. I'm ready to die, Only so young and I'm ready to die. Kill me now please Take away the pain, end my life. The way I die, will not be forgotten I fall to the ground, Yet these words are passed To everyone who reads. I'm dead, but my soul is here. The way I di

Monday Stuff
Overall was a pretty good weekend. :) 2 trips to see David.. and then actually did some cleaning for once. As a bachelor I ignore it far too much. Have a meeting this morning at 11. AFter that will get work done.. I hope..lol. I might decide its too nice out and the hammock might be calling my name. I've been thinking about one of my horoscopes from the other day. I don't believe in them.. but sometimes they give really good advice. The one in particular is the one about being more attached to some people than they deserve and recognizing when its affecting my life. I do that so much... worrying about relationships, not what people think of me, but of keeping them strong and keeping people happy. I do this to the point of hurting myself. Often when I get in a situation where a relationship "hurts", I don't cut ties, I keep trying to make it work... whether as a friend, in business, or someone I care for much deeper than a friend. When it doesn't work, those are the time

Just Us
I am new here and at this point just going through the motions to get used to everything . I wanted to say "hello to my new friends, " and to thank everyone for the hellos and the pics , the friend invites . I will talk to you all in the near future and put up more picks as my life unfolds . Here is a little about me .. ////////////////////////////////////////////// My three children {Who are not children anymore.} Are the air that I breathe. I am proud of them... Each for so many things ... Too many to list here. I am thirty something and enjoy the outdoors . I love to laugh . My favorite saying is here's yer sign and usually use all my fingers when I'm giving it to you.I am living.... Somewhere under the septic tank, Indiana. I am looking for old friends as well as new. So if you are not a psyco, or and asshole give me a shout out and we'll chat. Let me warn you though < I have NO tolerance for stupidity. You will be reported and deleted. I have been known to fall upstairs . Bite

Old Friends
so yeah i have been talkin to an old friend of mine. she is my foster moms granddaughter. and well when i left foster care her and i had a lil run in but things are better now. we talk about once a week either on the phone or through the comp. and tonight i just heard her poor her heart out like she used to cuz of her boyfriend. i dont know what to say anymore cuz she has heard it all and has been through it all before with him. and well im really not in any situation to talk right now cuz i didnt realize how much of an ass my baby's daddy was until it was a lil too late for turning back. and now she needs a shoulder to cry on and im tryin to be here for her but its so hard when she is in NY and im down here in PA. I just dont know what to do any more but i know that i miss her and hope and pray that things work out for her cuz she doesnt need anymore back luck shes had enough of it in the last nineteen years

Tequila And Salt
Tequila and Salt This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone wo uld ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one t

Love... Honestly!!
Ok so Ive been thinking lately about a situation thats close to my heart. If you love someone, I mean really love someone and claim to be in love with them and cant live without them, then how in the hell can you have booty calls or even entertain the idea of a booty call? Maybe Im wrong here but whats love? An emotion you can turn on and off when you want? Its love as long as youre getting ( or think youre getting) what you want? Or do you see it as WEll Im lookin out for #1 and you have to have a backup? I really dont get it!!!!!!!!!!!! And when you FINALLY DO, let me know!

Since When Does "coffee" Mean "blowjob"?!
Okay, so I got an email from an old friend from High School today. I was glad to hear from him. We went back and forth and he said we should meet up for coffee tonight. I couldnt do it tonight, I offered tomorrow night. His response. "Then just come over and blow me."

Betrayal...not A Poem..
I have often sat and thought about divorce and the feelings it leaves behind. The inadequacies, the feelings of remorse, of loss and betrayal. This is the issue I have been pondering the most about. It brings out the worst in most people who at one time actually would have laid upon the road to protect the other. In my life I see it all the time from my divorce as my ex wife loathes the very sight of me. I can see and feel it every time I get near her. The actions of a women who felt the deepest betrayal in the world. I walked out on her over my own inadequacies to protect our children the treacherous life of watching us tear each other apart. She spites me at every turn in order to make me feel this pain as if I do not ever feel betrayed myself. I feel so much of it every time I think of it my blood boils, my voice raises and whomever asked me wished they never had. I often feel sorry for my therapist who has to deal with this repeated issue as if I have Obsessive Compul

What Kinda Bird I Am
Your Power Bird is a Dove Deep and emotional, you can connect well with almost any living creature. You bring hope and optimism to any dire situation. You are both gentle and affectionate with everyone you love. Truly nurturing, most people consider you to be a mother figure. What's Your Power Bird?

Slaves To Misery
When the darkended skies sinks above the suburbs the cries of despair chokes on the suffering . Forced to shitty hard labour,used as cattle,remembered by no-one,forced upon the table of sacrifice,led like the lambs to slaughter people finds themselves unwanted,preferred stillborn before living cost of society the four horsemen of the apocalypse rides in over the ghettos.

I'm Yours...
I'm Yours... We both know You worked your art & Captured my heart. How wonderful Your love has spread Like an intricate Silken thread. With loving care You dried my tears Your tender calmness Removed my fears. Your very wisdom Made me understand And you patiently Held my hand. You gave me courage To weather the storm With love and kindness You kept me warm. Your very passion Put a fire in my heart Filled me with joy Right from the start. You are all and more That I dream of For that web you spun Captured my love.

Guidelines For Kay
WORK o Clothing and make-up appropriate for work o Leave work no later than 6:45 p.m. - 8:00 pm when work demands SHOW RESPECT AND IN GENERAL o Use Sir title in yes or no answers, when asking permission, during discipline/ punishment, and in IM's or when alone with HOH o No lying (including being asked if something is wrong when I'm upset and replying "no") o No swearing (any word that I wouldn't say in front of our pastor) o No snappy attitude o When walking together hands are to be held or walk two steps behind o No furniture restrictions unless told otherwise - then no hestitation or argument o Grow hair out to middle of back. o Shave legs and trim pussy once a week o Expose pussy / breasts on demand o All purchases over $30 approved by HOH in advance o Must show all purchases to HOH o In bed no later than 11:15 p.m. DRESS CODE o Pants/Shorts ok during 8-5 work hours and planned family/friend gatherings o Skirts with no pan

I’m Just A Woman
A woman needs to be assured In each and every way, She needs the warmth of loving words That only you can say. She needs a lot of understanding … When she’s feeling somewhat down. She needs for you to make her smile, And take away her frown. A woman’s heart is fragile Her feelings are that way too, Times she feels so sad inside, Not knowing what to do. It’s hard to be a woman, Misunderstood in many ways, Sometimes all it takes to help, Is a loving word, to make her day. She needs to know that she’s the one, That fills your heart with desire, She needs to be told often, That she sets your soul on fire. She needs that soft and tender touch As if she were a fragile rose, And feel that she’s so special. From all others, you could have chose. She needs to hear, “I Love you”, Whether close or miles apart, She needs to know… she’s the one, That’s the center of your heart. So, please listen when I

Hubby Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me? 8. ...with tongue? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19.Do you think I'm hot? 20. Would you change anything about me? 21.If so what? 22.Would u pleasure me? 23.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 24. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 25. What do you rate me outta 1-10?? 26. Your phone number (Not necessary)

Our First Steps
My wife and I have been exploring BDSM for a while now, but two weeks ago we decided to embrace the lifestyle more fully. Each morning, she waits patiently for me to affix a piece of jewelry around her neck. This will serve as our symbolic collar. Once I purchase a more befitting adornment for her neck, she will wear it whenever she is at home. She does not eat until she has been given permission. Little things like that are helping to reinforce my ownership of her. There is more to come in the future, including the piercing and inking of her flesh. We both lead very busy lives, and playtime is hard to come by. Tonight, however, it will be different. Tonight, for the first time, she has been given very explicit instructions on how she is to spend her time until I arrive home. She will gag herself with my favorite ball gag, the one that makes the drool flow copiously from between her lips. She dislikes this intensely, as the feeling of her own saliva pouring down her ch

Sign Of The Times? Internet Joke
Sign of the times? A little boy goes to his father and asks "Daddy, how was I born?" The father answers: "Well son, I guess one day you will need to find out anyway! Your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on Yahoo. Then I set up a date via e-mail with your Mom and we met at a cyber-cafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive. As soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a little Pop-Up appeared that said:

Love In An Elevator,lovin It Up As Im Going Down
So today I have: cleaned the bathroom done laundry and now im baking cookies =D who wants some? anyhoo friends i have my old yahoo account goin so if u wanna add me plz do so candy_caner2000 much love and greasy sex! ~taisha~ xx

Better Than Me
I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I won't miss you But I remember What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remember What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we never really had our closure This c

Gardening For Dummies
A beautiful woman loved growing tomatoes, but couldn't seem to get her tomatoes to turn red. One day while taking a stroll, she came upon a gentlemen neighbor who had the most beautiful garden full of huge red tomatoes. The woman asked the gentlemen, "What do you do to get your tomatoes red?" The gentlemen responded, "Well, twice a day I stand in front of my tomato garden and expose myself, and my tomatoes turn red from blushing so much.." The woman was so impressed, she decided to try doing the same thing to her tomato garden to see if it would work. So twice a day for two weeks she exposed herself to her garden hoping for the best. One day the gentlemen was passing by and asked the woman, "By the way, how did you make out? Did your tomatoes turn red?" "No,"she replied, "but my cucumbers are enormous!"

Ill Be There
There are things you can control and things you cannot control. If you focus too heavily on those things you cannot control, It can lead to an overwhelming amount of frustration and anxiety. Choose instead to focus your thoughts and efforts on those things Upon which you can have a positive influence. There are plenty of those things, And by giving your energy to them you can quickly and significantly Improve the quality of your life. Stop worrying so much about what others are doing wrong. Instead, put your time and effort into discovering What you can do right, What you can do well, And in using your unique abilities to create excellence. Whenever you feel yourself getting anxious or frustrated By something that's beyond your control, Stop and take a fresh look around. There's something you can do, right then and there, That will make a positive difference in the world. The more you make use of the positive power That you have, the stronger t

I Miss His Voice, I Miss Him So....
It dosn't have to be said who he is, he knows. He will always know. Despite knowing he knows not how much i truly do. It's a harsh blow to be apart from those you care about and I've reaized that. Its never easy not to get to say bye, not to get to talk how you really wanted to. Not to get to say those words you feel so he'd know. I just can't say it to him. It makes me sad. So now you know. I hope atleast a little. i say i dont need anyone to know my personal life when im living in the real world. Here i get to spill a little. So now you see im vulnerable. I have no shoulder to cry on. I am alienated by my choices of my career. Being a cop leaves a person with no shoulder to lean on, no shoulder to cry on, and no one to promise to be there for every day.

Pray For Others
Pray for Others God is the ever-renewing spirit of life that is within my loved ones. In a sacred prayer time, I reach across the miles to embrace a loved one who is grieving a loss or to bless a friend who is starting a new career. I pray: “Thank You, God, for blessing my loved ones. As I enfold each of them in prayer, I am faithfully entrusting them into Your care.” My prayers support family and friends who are facing a busy day at work or school. I relax knowing that I am helping them through both challenges and opportunities. Even though I am not physically able to be with my loved ones every moment, God is—as the ever-renewing spirit of life. God is present within and enfolding my friends and family throughout the day. Indeed, God is comforting, sustaining, guiding, and loving each of us throughout every event and moment of the day and night. “I do not cease to give thanks for you as I remember you in my prayers.”—Ephesians 1:16

A Soldiers Life
You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. _________________________ You complain about how h

Friendship Poem ( So True )
I'm tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality. Try this one on for size. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask ?, "Because you are my friend". Friendship is like peeing your pants: e

Wondering About Life!!
Does anyone besides me ever wonder just how life works or how it's suppose to work? In a few months I'm going to be a first time grandma! I am both excited about it and scared about it all at the same time. I have wanted to be a grandma for a long time, but I sit and wonder if I will make the same mistakes with her as I did my own kids! I have good kids for the most part. I put them through a lot by staying with their dad when I should have got some guts and left him a long time ago. I didn't realize until later that I made so many mistakes. I guess I always wore those rose colored glasses. I put him first a lot of times to keep peace in my home and didn't realize how much I was hurting my kids. I guess it will be easier with my granddaughter because he is no longer around, but it still scares me to think maybe I will make some bad mistakes. God knows that I am far from perfect. I also wonder if I'm ever going to find that perfect guy for me. I think I scare the guys. I have trust issu

I Am
I AM A YOUNG LADY MY INNOSCENCE LOST, IF YOU COULD TALK TO ME FROM THE GRAVE WOULD YOU ASK ME WAS IT WORTH THE COST? I AM A WOMAN, HEAR ME ROAR U WILL NEVER AGAIN TREAT ME AS YOUR WHORE... I WAS SOMEBODY'S DAUGHTER WHO GOT LOST ALONG THE WAY AND IT'S BEEN A TOUGH JOURNEY BUT I'M HERE TO STAY.. I AM TAKING DOWN MY WALLS, BRICK BY BRICK, STONE BY STONE, EXAMINING EACH AS I GO... I AM ON A JOURNEY OF THE SOULS, FEELING MY WAY TRYING TO MEND THE HOLES.... I AM HUNGRY WITH THE PASSION TO LEARN ABOUT ME, AND EVERY LITTLE THING I SEE.... I AM TORMENTED BY THE PAIN I CAUSED FOR IT IS WITHOUT LOVE AND COMPASSION THAT WE HAVE PUT THIS PLANET ON PAUSE I AM WILLING TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES I NEVER LOST THE VISION... I AM WHO I CREATE............

Baking, Babysitting, And The Blues
today I am baking things for the service for daddy tomorrow. people like to eat when they are sad. thats why on Monday I will set rules in place for my eating habits. I am heading down an unhealthy road lately in my eating. when I started this blog, I was babysitting my nephew (the autistic one) he is strong for 4 years old. so between wrestling him and what not, the paragraph above took 15 minutes to type, lol. he is into hitting lately. and he hits pretty hard. I think a few new bruises shall come of todays fit. sissy and I are gonna start having to work out to keep up. as for the blues, I still got them. I have gone 2 days without major water works happening. Big hugs to everyone who has been there to let me use their shoulder. I really appreciate you. and for those who have been worrying, I have been getting more sleep, not much, but more, I really am working on it. ok, I am sure i will ramble on later

From The Mouths Of Babes
from the mouths of Babes 1) NUDITY I was driving with my three young children one warm summer evening when a woman in the convertible ahead of us stood up and waved. She was stark naked! As I was reeling from the shock, I heard my 5-year-old shout from the back seat, "Mom! That lady isn't wearing a seat belt!" 2) OPINIONS On the first day of school, a first-grader handed his teacher a note from his mother. The note read, "The opinions expressed by this child are not necessarily those of his parents." 3) KETCHUP A woman was trying hard to get the ketchup out of the jar. During her struggle the phone rang so she asked her 4-year-old daughter to answer the phone. "Mommy can't come to the phone to talk to you right now. She's hitting the bottle." 4) MORE NUDITY A little boy got lost at the YMCA and found himself in the women's locker room. When he was spotted, the room burst into shrieks, with ladies grabbing towels and run

Experience On Ct So Far...
To say the least..I've been on here before, and ended up deleting my account due to a stalker/pervert that wouldn't leave me alone. Now that I'm back I get to experience the place alittle bit more. So far.. - I feel like I'm getting complimented by what would be my father..several times...it's unavoidably uncomfortable. - People seem to vote based on what they wish to recieve in return...10's all around. How about an honest opinion? - It's still like myspace...in the respect that people want to show off their junk for the sake of praise. It's fantastic to be self confident..but honestly..if you need constant reassurance by complete strangers..you aren't confident. - I don't need more body shots then head shots to get compliments..which is nice. I guess I have a pretty face. - Not everyone is a sex driven wild man/woman. Yea, sex is great..but it isn't the only thing in the world...if it is to you..more power to you..but not me. - People come up with the most i

Discipline And Punishment
Last night Kay as per her guidelines came to me and requested her discipline, taking her to the kitchen, she stripped and bent over the table. Picking up the new loopy she had made for me, I proceeded to spank her bare ass, right from the start I could see little loops of red form on her ass, the sting from this item causing her to whimper. Going slow I spanked her for about twenty minutes, then having her stand in the corner her red bottom showing. After a 15 minute corner time, I instructed her to bend back over the table, upon which she inquired as too why since the discipline was over, I informed her that now was the punishment time for her use of forbidden language ( saying the "F" word ), I also made a loopy like the one she made, but mine is heavier, I then scolded her for using language that a lady should not, with each word spanking her already stinging bottom. Kay took this well, and after another thirty minutes worth of both loopy's her bare bottom was quite red and

Remembering The Fallen
On this memorial day weekend, I find myself thinking about why I joined the Army. For the most part I joined because I wanted to prove to myself & others that I could make it. Make it through basic training & AIT. At my age, it wasnt easy. I was told I was crazy, had lost my mind, blah blah blah. There are many other reasons I joined, but I will keep those to myself. Here I find myself at 35 years old a combat medic in the US Army. I am fuckin' proud of it too! However, Memorial Day is set aside each year to remember the lives of soldiers lost. I nearly cry at days end when I hear a toll of how many of my brothers & sisters died in the desert defending the many freedoms granted to you & I. I don't care if you don't support the way, support the soldiers. They very well might not support the war either, but they are doing what is asked of them, their job! Although, this man isn't physically here on this earth anymore, he is here in spirit. Joey, I didn't hang with you much during basic

The Beach - My Own Poem Rewritten
The perfume of salt Wafts in on the misty gray fog Gritty sand scratches their bare feet Hooves pound along the stretches of sand Like the pounding of their hearts Kites weave and crash Like the twining of their fingers As they clumsily glide Along the curves of their bodies Searchingly She gazes into his green eyes As hopes and expectations rise within her Like the crashing of waves That bear down upon her He scrambles to his feet Extending his calloused hands In unwelcoming invitation Together they walk Hand in hand The hollow sound Of wave upon wave Fills the air She watches her steps Carefully avoiding The broken seashells As the frozen water Painfully cramps her feet Numbness creeps into her soul For she knows what is to come Though neither dares to say it She halts Brazenly he untangles his fingers And continues walking Her tears cascade like mini waterfalls As she watches his back Bob into the distance Like a boat lost at sea

Quote For May 27
I've been making a list of the things they don't teach you at school. They don't teach you how to love somebody. They don't teach you how to be famous. They don't teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don't teach you how to walk away from someone you don't love any longer. They don't teach you how to know what's going on in someone else's mind. They don't teach you what to say to someone who's dying. They don't teach you anything worth knowing. -- Neil Gaiman Bonus Quote: A man who carries a cat by the tail learns something he can learn in no other way. -- Mark Twain

Friends One Inpeticular
Im begining to think that your friends are only your friends to your face. Or maybe I just have bad judgement in friends. Many of you know I just moved to Texas well when I moved here I left what I thought to be a good friend behind and told her that we would keep in touch. Now right before we left some sh*t happened that made me question our friendship but I thought we worked it out and were going to stay in touch but I haven't even got an IM from her a phone call a letter an emial nothing and we have been online at the same time too and nothing. I used to say she was my best friend and really did think she was. Now with everything that has happened I wonder did she just use me to get what she wanted and then nothing she don't need me anymore oh well her loss right. If you read this which I dout you will cause that just how it looks from here this is my last effort to stay in touch with you if you don't comment to this you know who you are I will seriously stop talking to you and take

Joan Jett & The Blackhearts "i Hate Myself For Loving You"
Midnight, gettin' uptight. Where are you? You said you'd meet me, now it's quarter to two I know I'm hangin' but I'm still wantin' you. Hey, Jack, It's a fact they're talkin' in town. I turn my back and you're messin' around. I'm not really jealous, don't like lookin' like a clown. I think of you ev'ry night and day. You took my heart, then you took my pride away. I hate myself for loving you . Can't break free from the the things that you do. I wanna walk but I run back to you, that's why I hate myself for loving you . Daylight, spent the night without you. But I've been dreamin' 'bout the lovin' you do. I won't be as angry 'bout the hell you put me through. Hey, man, bet you can treat me right. You just don't know what you was missin' last night. I wanna see your face and say forget it just from spite. I hate myself for loving you . Can't break free from the the things that you do. I wanna walk but I run back to you, that's why I hate myself for loving you. I ha

Marvel’s Mightiest Face Green Goliath In World War Hulk #1
“Planet Hulk” was a smash hit with readers, resulting in numerous sellouts and multiple printings, but in June Marvel Comics unleashes something equally monstrous: World War Hulk #1 (APR07 2302, $3.99), the double-sized debut of the blockbuster summer event! Written by Greg Pak (Incredible Hulk), penciled with a variant cover by John Romita, Jr. (Thor) and boasting an alternate cover by superstar artist David Finch (Avengers), this saga is one no Marvel fan dare miss! In this Earth-shattering issue, The Hulk returns from his exile in space, determined to even the score with the Illuminati for banishing him from Earth. Aided by his brutish gladiator comrades and driven by an unimaginable ferocity, Bruce Banner’s gamma radiation-spawned counterpart threatens to crush everything and everyone on the planet in his rush to exact revenge! The 64-page, full-color World War Hulk #1 is slated for delivery June 13.

Reply From A Friend Abuot Billy Jack Aka Tom Laughlin
Bunch of pussies. Make love not war...HA! End the war... its about oil... the poor troops... its such shit. -The war will never end as it started in the fucking 50's by the booger eaters themselves -Oil? Whatever. Theres 10 times more in Africa alone. Equatorial Guiana has more than the US and its only the size of Maryland. -3400 dead soliders in 4 years sucks. Hell, 1 dead solider sucks at any time. Still... More kids die in car wrecks in the US each year. Don't hear any outrage about that do ya? The arrogance of the left is this: "As long as it happens 'over there' then fuck them. When it bothers me getting my mocha latte at Starbucks then I will consider it a global issue". Haji wants you dead... he will betray you... he will kill anyone... he will never stop. Shannon

Giving Up
so many thoughts in my head rite now i dont kno wat to think or do wat i do i always get to be the one hurting and suffering for doin nothing wrong its rediculous i dont understand why i fall for great guys and then get hurt maybe i need to stop getting into relationships and forget about ever being happy bc i kno it will never work no matter wat i do or how long i wait...

Military Mom
No One Prouder There is no one prouder than a fine military mother Her support is of the strongest caliber to be found She knows what she has to do and lovingly does it Great faith is something she so abundantly shows The motivation of these sincere women is heartwarming The way they give to their own and others is an inspiration Their sincere effort to be helpful is foremost in their thought And how wondeful they perform when united in purpose They are such tremendous supporters of all our military troops Ask one hundred members of our Armed Forces about this You'll see how many place a loving mother right up at the top Don't bother asking this veteran, my words spell it out for me May God bestow many blessings on these very special women I'm in awe of their strength, determination, and courage Behold the powerful fortitude they so steadfastly show Do strive to keep them in your daily prayers and thoughts

Survey
***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Bitchin'
Yep, gonna complain a little bit. Not that it will do any good. But hell I have nothing better to do today. It's fucking hot outside, muggy and just a nasty, hazy day. I love that it's not cold anymore, but this humidity is awful. I have had a lousy weekend and I'm not real happy about it. The only good things were that I took my boys to the park and got my hair done. But now I'm going to complain about that too. I love my pink highlights, but they are starting to fade already!! That sucks because I paid quite a bit for the color. Oh well, guess I will just have to do it again in about a week or so. I'm bored outta my head. Not a damn thing is on TV worth watching and I've run out of things to do online. Oh yeah this Memorial Day sucks. Anywho, I just felt like typing I guess and this is what came of it. Ta-ta for now people.

May 25-28~my Weekend/monday
Friday~went to the track Saturday~went to the track sunday~was at my grandparents house until like 1 in the morning sitting around playing games out side n inside n drink. Monday~couldnt really sleep cuz i got my gurl thing so im not feeling so good right now.n now im home from a long ass weekend n really fucking tired ass weekend too. thats my weekend/monday have a great day much love britt

Very Pleased!
We have begun a new blog detailing all the steps in our journey together. My little sub will be sharing her thoughts on the journey, and to give you a taste, I'm posting her first entry here as well. We do hope you'll visit us, and let us know what you think! llw says The first mention of bondage came up in conversation shortly after Master and i met (although he was not my Master until much later); i asked him to share his sexual fantasies with me. He was apprehensive at first, certain that i would recoil at the mention of something so foreign and far from the mainstream, but having already become comfortable with him beyond anything i could have imagined, i kept an open mind and began the journey to where we are now. i don’t remember the details of that first experience, which i intensely regret. i do know that i viewed is as much more of a sexual game than anything else, and i had no objection to fulfilling his fantasies. Over time, we have indulged ourselves and in

Jewelry Amulet Spell
Color of the day: Gray Incense of the day: Rose It’s easy to make any piece of jewelry you own into a protective talisman. Choose your favorite ring, necklace, earrings, bracelet, or other jewelry item that you wear often. First, clean the item with whatever method is safest for that type of jewelry. If in doubt, use water and toothpaste. As you clean, imagine any negative energy associated with the item being cleared away. Next, charge the item by either allowing it to sit beneath the sunlight for a day or the moonlight overnight, or simply visualize your specific need as you hold the item in your hand. Finish by chanting: My body this item does adorn, May it serve me well. Keep me from harm whenever it’s worn, May it serve me well. By: Ember For your Magickal needs: http://www.llewellyn.com

Erotic Poem - Received
If Your Walls Could Speak If your walls could speak, Would they talk about us And the things we've done, As silent they've stood witness? Would they tell of how You've anxiously turned me to face them, Impatiently shoving against, As soon as I've stepped through your door... Your left hand holding my neck firmly, The right dropping my defenses to my ankles, Fingers exploring realms, Soaking in delight? Would they express how you've made me squirm, And burn with an uncontrollable desire; How I've moaned for you to go deep inside, With swelling lips begging to be hushed? Would they disclose how you force me to the floor, Down on all fours, While I've whimpered and writhed, Like a dog, begging for more? And of how I've pleaded with you, To drive in from behind, As they've watched without a sound, Us imitating two animals in a mating ritual? Would they voice how you've raised me from the ground, Thighs straddling your waist, As you slipped inside,

Broken Hearted Prayer
Dear Lord I pray That you help me get over this man I try not to ask too much of you I am doing the best I can I loved him so deeply I handed him my heart Slowly but surely He began to tear it apart I gave him my time I gave him time of his own He never made time for me He always left me alone I showed him how much I cared How much he meant to me I loved him with all I had He was my everything I always fought for us I always fought so hard I never realized He was just tearing me apart I was fighting for a love That was no longer there A love that was gone A man who no longer cared Now that it's over He is still on my mind Lord please help me To leave him behind He knew how much I loved him How deeply I cared Yet he kept quiet And let me stay there He was unhappy then But I am unhappy now I am trying to get over him But I really don't know how He's the first person I think of When I awake to sunl

Simple Translations
Adult: A person who has stopped growing at both ends and is now growing in the middle. Beauty Parlor: A place where women curl up and dye. Cannibal: Someone who is fed up with people. Chickens: The only creatures you eat before they are born and after they are dead. Dust: Mud with the juice squeezed out. Egotistic: Someone who is usually me-deep in conversation. Gossip: A person who will never tell a lie if the truth will do more damage. Handkerchief: Cold Storage. Inflation: Cutting money in half without damaging the paper. Mosquito: An insect that makes you like flies better. Secret: Something you tell to one person at a time.

Lil Jeff...a Letter To My Sister And Nephew
WHEN GOD CALLS LITTLE CHILDREN When God calls little children to dwell with Him above, We mortals sometimes question the wisdom of His love. For no heartache compares with the death of one small child Who does so much to make our world seem wonderful and mild. Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to His fold So He picks a little rosebud before it can grow old. God knows how much we need them, so He takes but a few To make the land of heaven more beautiful to view. Believing this is difficult, still, somehow we must try, The saddest word mankind knows will always be "goodbye." So when a little child departs, we who are left behind Must realize God loves children... Angels are hard to find Dear Sister, There are no words to describe how you feel when you lose something so close. I will never know how you felt that day and how you will continue on in life but do know that you made the most awesome mother. I am sorry that our baby boy was taken from us so quickly- but I am so gl

Collection Of My Random Thoughts For Today...
Yes, I still think of her at least twice everyday. I'm not pleased with my appearance but am very proud I am making an effort to improve it. I'm tired of being a mooch and plan on changing that in the next few weeks, I can only go as fast as the company allows me. Sad as it is to say my MP3 player has had it and its time to get a new one. The siblings I knew are gone. These ones are far more aggravating. Mom is not really even close to the horrible person I thought she once was and I'm actually proud to call her my close friend now. I find that video games are slowly starting to lose their luster and that when it comes to The Darkseed Saga, I too am losing steam. But for me to have poured out as much as I have in last five years (though no more than a mere 400+ pages) is still phenomenal progress and if I don’t rush it I may just be able to finally finish a series for a change. My music tastes has slowly begun to evolve, but would it be regression instead? I finally remembered what kin

Dream Of You
From the moment you close your eyes, i hope to get in your dreams but all the time i got lost i the ways that other guys grooved to find your love,... no i have to search again,..but i'm afraid to be to late... th way to luck and love is what i want,...to be in a dream, Made by you

"lonely People"
THERE COMES A TIME THAT WE SHOW HOW WE LOVE BY LASHING OUT AT OTHERS TO SAY" HEH!,I'M LONELY" BUT REALLY ALLS YOU'RE DOING IS MAKING AN ASS OUT OF YOURSELF BY SHOWING THE LITTLE KID IN YOU THAT NEVER HAD YOUR ASS SPANKED WHEN YOU SHOULD HAVE AND IT SUCKS TO KNOW YOU AS THIS , SO IF YOU ARE IN THIS QUALITY OF LIFE,(GROW UP AND FLY RIGHT,FOR WE DON'T NEED YOUR ATTENTION THAT BAD)

The Flight Of Love
Illusive she flies, Like a butterfly. For a moment, She lights upon our shoulder. Then, she's gone. Again, she lands For a heartbreaking second. We hold our breath As her wings fan our face. Again, she flies. Once more, she lights Like a shadow sweet We hang on too tight Wounded this time, She tries to flee. One last time, she comes. We wait again. We dare to love more freely As she lands this time Praying that she never dies.

Stole A Poem....
Went to comment bomb in a contest and found this, hope you enjoy it as much as I have.... Thank you Baby Boy, it's a good poem. Hope you don't mind I stole it... lol I thought i saw myself today, at least, who i used to be. I felt that pain, once again, and thought this was the end of me. Inside, i feel a million things, all going on at once. I can't look back at yesterday, not even for a glance. Beauty is in the soul, it lies so very deep. My conscious always warns me, to get back on my knees. Ten million thoughts inside my head, i can't pinpoint a one, From anger to pain, to lust and love, When will my battle ever be won? Not a moment goes by, that i don't think of my past, Of all the times that i failed, the times i couldn't last. I pray you'll always listen, to your heart and soul. Because no matter what they tell you, your hearts the only one that really knows. Just how far can we go, on this journey called life? How much pain must we bear, full of sorrow, hur

Final Exams -- From Children...
Q: Name the four seasons. A: Salt, pepper, mustard and vinegar. Q: Explain one of the processes by which water can be made safe to drink. A: Flirtation makes water safe to drink because it removes large pollutants like grit, sand, dead sheep and canoeists. Q: How is dew formed? A: The sun shines down on the leaves and makes them perspire. Q: How can you delay milk turning sour? A: Keep it in the cow. Q: What causes the tides in the oceans? A: The tides are a fight between the Earth and the Moon. All water tends to flow towards the moon, because there is no water on the moon, and nature hates a vacuum. I forget where the sun joins in this fight. Q: What are steroids? A: Things for keeping carpets still on the stairs. Q: What happens to your body as you age? A: When you get old, so do your bowels and you get intercontinental. Q: What happens to a boy when he reaches puberty? A: He says good-bye to his boyhood and looks forward to

Monster Magnet-space Lord
I've been stuffed in your pocket for the last hundred days When I don't get my bath I take it out on the slaves So grease up your baby for the ball on the hill Polish them rockets now, and swallow those pills and sing... Space Lord Mother Fucker Huh! Uh huh There's a car in the field now in a column of flame With two doors to choose but only one bears your name You've been drinking my blood well I've been licking your wounds I'll shave off the pitch now in the scope of your tune You'll sing... Space Lord Mother Fucker I left my throne a million miles away I drink from your tit I sing your blues every day Now give me the strength To split the world in two yeah I ate all the rest and now I've gotta eat you Well I sing Built in my nightmares and using my name You're stroking my cortex and you know I'm insane I'm squeezed out in hump drive and drownin' in love Encompass them all to a position above Well I sing... Space Lord Mother Fucker I left my t

Poem "lost Knight"
As I walk in the cool winters breeze on a trail searching for my knight that I have lost. Through the wind that howls in my face telling me it's forbidden to go forward I rush on into the wind not caring of the warnings that it heeds. I can see his outline in the distance through the fog frustration burns through my veins as I try and try again to reach him and yet he seems to get further from me. Oh how fate is so cruel to put you at my finger tips then wisk you away. Seems like a lifetime ago that I heard his voice whispering words of love in my ear. Now I come to return those words of love that he spoke not so long ago. I yell to the wind I care not what you think of me let me be with my knight, my love if only for one night. The wind calms and the fog lifts I see you standing before me though I swear it must be a dream. You smile at me and I rush into your warm embrace. You hold me close whispering words of love. Tears of joy stream down my face as I whisper back you shall always b

Random Stuff
You Are A Lily You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist. People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you. You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words. Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize. What Flower Are You? Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Spiderman "I have always been standing in your doorway. Isn't it about time somebody saved your life?" What Famous Movie Kiss Are You? You are Milk Chocolate A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds. You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life. Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago. What Kind of Chocolate Are You? Your Love Quote A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous.

More Fucktards
Re: you and gabe have new tags in my elite family folder Show header Date: Thu, 31 May 2007 20:44:30 -0700 From: justmeee0609@cherrytap.com To: ct823820@cherrytap.com Reply-To: justmeee0609@cherrytap.com Size: 3 KB -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- not trying to be your mom, and i am not into all this fucking drama shit like your gabe and fat sonny. so you do as you please. he got pissed because i busted his chops about the drama retarded kiddy bulletins he was posting. thats part of my Elite duties. and i told him he can keep his drama queen for a friend, and i will keep my pot head aka bendover for a friend. waaa waaa waaaa i aint cryin over the stupid shit. look who blocked who. now you are both blocked. leave me alone and i wont mail you any more. On 6/1/2007, ct823820@cherrytap.com wrote: >As far as i now im 21 not 2 and i can make my own decisions i dont have anyone make my decisions for me. I was never told

Abusive Relationship - It's About Power And Control
Though there are no typical victims of domestic violence, abusive relationships do share similar characteristics. In all cases, the abuser aims to exert power and control over his partner. Although a lot of people think domestic violence is about anger, it really isn't. Batterers do tend to take their anger out on their intimate partner. But it's not really about anger. It's about trying to instill fear and wanting to have power and control in the relationship. In an abusive relationship, the abuser may use varying tactics to gain power and control, including: * Emotional abuse. Uses put-downs, insults, criticism or name-calling to make you feel bad about yourself. * Denial and blame. Denies that the abuse occurs and shifts responsibility for the abusive behavior onto you. This may leave you confused and unsure of yourself. * Intimidation. Uses certain looks, actions or gestures to instill fear. The abuser may break things, destroy property, abuse pet

No Little Girls Please...
Lookin for ladies....I'm talkin WOMEN not some skinny little girls, thankyou. Real women with real curves that can appreciate mine. Married with children looking for playmate... have an understanding hubby who doesn't even have to be there....

I Am Going To Be A Multimillionaire
Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 72% You have a good chance of being a multimillionaire. Better than most people. You simply have a natural knack for money and the personality for success. Will You Be a Multimillionaire?

I'm A Democrat, But Just Barely I Guess
You Are 56% Democrat You aren't a full fledged Democrat yet, but it's likely the party that fits you best. You probably consider yourself an independent Democrat. You usually support the party, but you also think for yourself! How Democrat Are You?

May You Always Feel Loved
May you find serenity and tranquility in a world you may not always understand. May the pain you have known and the conflict you have experienced give you the strength to walk through life facing each new situation with courage and optimism. Always know that there are those whose love and understanding will always be there, even when you feel most alone. May you discover enough goodness in others to believe in a world of peace. Remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending. May a kind word, a reassuring touch, a warm smile be yours every day of your life, and may you give these gifts as well as receive them. Remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending. Teach love to those who know hate, and let that love embrace you as you go into the world. May the teaching of those you admire become part of you, so that you may call upon them. Remember, those whose lives you have touched and who have touched yours are alw

Blue Moon
Blue Moon I hear whispered incantations. Can ya feel it in the breeze? Do ya get the same sensations, When the full moon starts to tease? Even in the light of daytime It's found tuggin' at my soul. As it screams to me of playtime And this need to to shed control. Oh I gotta get a handle, But I wanna let it fly. Wanna be a part of scandle - If I don't I'm gonna die. Baby, come a little closer - let your inhibitions free. I'm a lover - a composer and this moon is callin me. Now slide on over - saddle up And show me what ya got. Lemme look into that face I cup And lick that special spot. Cause tonight wer'e gonna let it rip Like we ain't never done. In a ragin' esoteric trip 'cause were the only ones. Oh it goes so deep and warmin' as we unleash our desires. Now we get our hands to swarmin' As we cradle passions fires. Then you wrap your very essence 'round my crazy twichin' mind. Let this Blue Moon’s luminescence feed our beings intertwin

Quote For June 1
In terms of being late or not starting at all, then it's never too late. -- Alison Headley Bonus Quote: I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by -- Douglas Adams This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

And They Prove My Point!!
Ok, as u know my last "bitch fest" was about duchebags w/ no original ideas... so they have responded and only PROVED MY DAMN POINT!! c'mon, couldn't come up w/ something original so u had to quote a song directly??? BAA HA HA you are truly more brainless and idiotic than i first believed!! Thanks for being a total duchebag and giving me something to bitch about!! HAHAHA

A True Friend
Have you ever found that ONE person who has entered your life that has taught you the most valuable lesson in life, whatever it may be or however much it hurts? I'm grateful that I have and I thank him so very much from the bottom of my heart. He knows who he is and it's just an amazing feeling to have this person in my life. I am struggling still to understand some things about my life, but this person has made me realize a valuable lesson. My only hope is that he stays in my life and allows me to learn more from him. So, to him, I want to say thank you. You will never really understand what an impact you have made on my life. I only wish and pray that I can make you proud of my future accomplishments and you one day may see the changed person and have yourself to thank.

Im Going Back To Just Crazylady Hell With All The Drama
To all my friends and family just wanna let everyone know Im going back to just plain Crazylady. Not apart of any bombing family at all just bomb for who I want when I want it works out alot better that way. I really dont know what happened and really dont care but who needs all the drama all the time I come on here to get away from the drama. So, if any of you need my help feel free to stop by and let me know I will be glad to do what I can to help. I hope no one is mad at me and I love you all just wanna have a good time when Im on here thats all. Much love to you all and I hope we can all stay friends. Crazylady

This Bitch Is A Fucking Idiot And Shes Pissed Over Something So Stupid And This Is Proof All In The Same Convo That People Are Afraid Of What They Don
OK NOW HERES WHERE I TRIED TO TELL HER THAT SHE OBVIOUSLY HAS NO TRUST BETWEEN THEM IF SHES ASKING OTHER PEOPLE THESE QUESTIONS AND EVEN APOLOGIZED AHEAD OF TIME AND EVERYTHING IF I MIGHT HAVE OFFENDED HER BUT SHE EVEN DENYS THAT SHES TRYING TO FIND THESE THINGS OUT BUT YET SHES ASKING ME ALL OF THESE QUESTIONS SUSPICIOUS HUH? SO HERES MORE OF THE CONVO ~+yourxworst xnightmare+~ (6/2/2007 11:40:44 PM): um hun im gonna be straight with you...and im sorry if i offend you ahead of time...but um usually when a chick is trying to find these things out it usually starts out with questions like the ones your asking me...and obviously theres no trust if you have to ask other ppl if hes cheating on you smoking_guns_the_prick (6/2/2007 11:41:11 PM): oh i know that he is not cheating on me now smoking_guns_the_prick (6/2/2007 11:41:16 PM): i know that he has smoking_guns_the_prick (6/2/2007 11:41:26 PM): but i was just wondering how you know him smoking_guns_the_prick (6/2/2007 11:41:39 PM

Well Can You?
Can you feel it? Have you felt it yourself? That tremor, Flutter, Slight flip of the heart at every thought . . . Reminisce and feel its dull tug. Dream of the future and feel it fill. Hope pulls it, Fantasies stretch it, People can break it, not you. Heart to Heart. Soul to Soul. Match it. Make it. Hope it. Dream it. Love of you feeds my body. Dreams of you feed my soul

To Seduce Me =)
To Seduce a Virgo Man The type of woman who attracts the Virgo man in search of company always appears well groomed and conservatively dressed -- and, above all, has an air of propriety. They are very particular, and desire nothing short of perfection in their potential mates, which can leave them out in the cold more often than not. Good manners and good taste are essential for the consort of a Virgo man, as is a sense of personal responsibility. He can be slowly seduced by a woman who can makes herself useful to him in little ways that can make him feel as though he cannot get along without her assistance. A Virgo man's paradox is that while he is seeking the perfect person (and rejecting many who were judged not perfect enough), he may settle his attentions on a woman who present a "unique fixer-upper opportunity."

Horoscope From Thursday, May 31:
"When you can forgive, you can move on. When you're able to move on, you can change. And when you're ready to change, you're ready to welcome the new and improved into your life. So what are you waiting for?" It's a good horoscope, but no easy task. How does one forgive themselves for something they have been told they had no control over, but yet blame themselves for anyway? How can one move on when that is all they have ever known? It is often safer, not necessarily healthier, to remain "stagnant" then go on. Leaving ones comfort zone is often far to frightening and painful in itself. There are so many self-help guru's, but finding one that fits you can be almost as difficult as getting over your problem in the first place. When someone is unable to change everything and move on do you think it is from...? * Laziness and lack of motivation? * Unable to cope/ deal well? * Uncertain of the out come? * Other?: Please explain

Wanting To Escape
Wandering in darkness feeling all alone Searching and not finding not a glimpse of hope. Fingers touch to find my way, Each step I take I begin to stray As my heart beat begins to betray The fear which drives me through the day. Suddenly all is lost, As I feel my insides being tossed. My heart turns in to fist drowning in a crimson pool, Longing for the warm embrace which is much too cruel, I am cursed now in this lonely world, Wishing no longer to be the fool As I find myself in this self made hell, Warmth increasing as I dwell, Within the confines I create, Screaming as myself berate, Giving in to this is my fate Wanting my prince to help me escape

Quote For June 4
Music is a moral law. It gives soul to the universe, wings to the mind, flight to the imagination, and charm and gaiety to life and to everything. -- Plato Bonus Quote: If it is worth doing, it is worth overdoing. -- Steven Tyler This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

True Gcse Exam Questions And Answers
The following questions and answers were collated from 2001's British GCSE exams. (16 year olds)! Q: Name the four seasons. A: Salt, pepper, mustard and vinegar. Q: Explain one of the processes by which water can be made safe to drink. A: Flirtation makes water safe to drink because it removes large Pollutant like grit, sand, dead sheep and canoeists. Q: How is dew formed? A: The sun shines down on the leaves and makes them perspire. Q: What is a planet? A: A body of earth surrounded by sky. Q: What causes the tides in the oceans? A: The tides are a fight between the Earth and the Moon. All water Tends to flow towards the moon, because there is no water on the moon, and Nature abhors a vacuum. I forget where the sun joins in this fight. Q: What guarantees may a mortgage company insist on? A: If you are buying a house, they will insist you are well endowed. Q: In a democratic society, how important are elections? A: Very important. Sex can onl

25 Ways 2 Tell That You're Grown Up
1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is totally out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6. You watch the weather channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up" 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualifies as "dressed up" 10. You're the one calling the police b/c those $#%@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo! 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time taco bell closes anymore. 13. You car insurance goes down, and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of leftover MacDonald's. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. You take naps. 17. Dinner and a movie is the whole date instead of the

Pride
You wanted her to fall before you To tremble with fear but you hadn't counted on the tears Broken Defeated They fell like rain Raging.. Swelling... threatening to drown your deceitful heart You place the blame for all to see Another mark upon her heart A stillness came You backed away Now it is you who feels fear Through cloudy eyes she looks to you Her image branding itself deep with in your heart With a single look she bares her soul for you to see With a gentle sigh she turns to leave Alone she wanders farther from your embrace Nixy 2005

The Evelution Of Math In The United States
The Evolution of Math in the United States Last week I purchased a burger and fries at McDonalds for $3.58. The counter girl took my $4.00 and I pulled 8 cents from my pocket and gave it to her. She stood there, holding the nickel and 3 pennies. While looking at the screen on her register, I sensed her discomfort and tried to tell her to just give me two quarters, but she hailed the manager for help. While he tried to explain the transaction to her, she stood there and cried. Why do I tell you this? Because of the evolution in teaching math since the 1960s... Teaching Math In 1960 A logger sells a truckload of lumber for $100. His cost of production is 4/5 of the price. What is his profit? Teaching Math In 1970 A logger sells a truckload of lumber for $100. His cost of production is 4/5 of the price, or $80. What is his profit? Teaching Math In 1980 A logger sells a truckload of lumber for $100. His cost of production is $80. Did he make

You & Me
I am the land, you are my boundries. I am the earth, you are my creator. I am the shadow, you are superior. I am what you were, you are what I should be. I am the seed, you are the tree. I am you, you are the reflection of me.

Ct Safety 101
All these bulletins about so and so is stalking me, this person is pervert, this one is a loser, watch out for this one.. blah blah blah .. have made me think.. I think its time for a little CT or even Internet Safety 101. 1. READ profiles!! if they don't have any info in their profile, very few photos, one 'real' photo and a bunch of fake photos, or no Salutes be leery when talking to them or adding them. (and I know there are people on here that refuse to put a Salute for whatever reason) but still knowing that the person in the photos is the person behind the PC helps a lot. With the exception of Ninja Penguin(Wub ya smexie!)... O'rly(Ya'rly!!!) and a very small handful of others, everyone on my list has a verified Salute. Heck even O'rly is verified! LMAO! 1a. READ EVERYTHING in the profiles. if you're looking at a photo of a hot chick/guy, make sure they are who they say. The Gender, Age, and sometimes location are posted right there on the FRONT page! Think with your

A Very Tasteless Bit Of Irony...
I was skimming through some news stories on Yahoo when I came across this one dealing with a mass grave recently discovered: A mass grave holding the remains of thousands of Jews killed by the Nazis has been found in southern Ukraine near the site of what was once a concentration camp, a Jewish community representative said Tuesday. The grave was found by chance last month when workers were laying gas pipelines in the village of Gvozdavka-1, near Odessa, said Roman Shvartsman, a spokesman for the regional Jewish community. He said that Nazis established a concentration camp near the village in November 1941 killed about 5,000 Jews at or near the site. I usually won't post anything like this, but it's just so ironic I felt I had to. You may address all hate mail to somebodywhogives@flyingflip.com.tag: holocaust, jewish, judaism, nazi, irony, evil, tasteless, news-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Oysters + Viagra = . . . . .
Aussie Viagra-fed oysters arouse international interest Mon Jun 4, 12:33 PM ET An Australian oyster farmer has hit upon a technique he believes has created the ultimate aphrodisiac -- feeding his shellfish the drug Viagra. George May said the natural qualities of the oyster, known for arousing sexual desire, combined with the best modern pharmaceutical equivalent to create a potentially multi-million dollar market. "First of all, oysters are the greatest natural aphrodisiac, second, you lace it with Viagra, and third, it's a laugh," the 59-year-old told AFP on Monday. May, who was a successful Sydney marketing executive until being diagnosed with prostate cancer late in 2006, will not be allowed to sell his oysters in Australia because they contravene strict regulations. And he has been ordered by pharmaceutical giant Pfizer, which produces the anti-impotence drug Viagra, to stop using the name of their most famous product in his marketing. But May says neither of these obstac

48 Hours To Go. Update
well if anyone on my friends and family list still want to be friends and talk will need to reach me at crazycatdufus@yahoo.com both mail and ym. has been nice but lately too much drama for me so by sunday my profile will be gone and i will be history. sorry i never got to be a ct husband lol. but nobody asked but thats good now there will not be a messy divorce. update i dont think i need 5 days to find out who is my real friends i think 48 hours or 2 days should do it coz i want to get off of this fakeass site as soon as i can. there were a few real friends here but very few , i will miss u girls but u know where to find me if u want to talk.

Kiss My Lips...
Kiss my lips softly, whisper in my ear. Magic words I long to hear. I love you so I need you more I want your love Hold my hand gently, head on my shoulder. Love as solid as boulders. I love to hold I need you to care I want you to be...

An Email I Recieved
-----Original Message-----From: Sheila Esch [mailto:sheilaesch@gmail.com] Sent: Saturday, May 26, 2007 11:03 PMTo: Colleen Malloy; Judy Ogne; Tammy Heuer; Cathy and Bob Butts; Adam Glanz; Denise LangleySubject: AMAZINGLY SIMPLE HOME REMEDIES AMAZINGLY SIMPLE HOME REMEDIES: 1. When choking on an ice cube, simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat. Presto! The blockage will instantly remove itself. 2. Avoid cutting yourself slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold while you chop. 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by using the sink. 4. To treat high blood pressure: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer and, if you want more precision, find a website that will list your exact time. 5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep afte

My Soldier
They showed up at my door. The Sergeant and the Chaplain. I stood there in silence. I knew what it meant. Every wife, mother, father, brother, sister, we all knew what it meant for them to be at our door. He was MIA they said. His helicopter went down and they had not found any survivors yet. I still stood there in silence. They asked if there was anything they could do. DOâ€¦..YES THERE IS SOMETHING YOU COULD DOâ€¦..BRING HIM BACK TO ME. After they left I just stood in the living room surveying the boxes that still had to be unpacked. He had just been stationed here at this base when he was called up. He had no time to help me do anything. But I was use to this. I laughed at it sometimes thinking how he always managed to get out of the unpacking. But today was different. Today a cloud hung over me. But for some reason I could not feel that he was gone. I would know it if he was. My heart was telling me he was still alive. Or was my mind trying to play tricks on me.

Het
hey this yo thug candylicker and i had to do a blog so i can let yall kno wat makes me tick im 6'2 if u didnt kno but yall kno wat i look like cuz of my pics but i love music and cookin and i love to party and i do drink and smoke but the ladies might smoke me if u kno wat i mean but i love kids and i want some of my own but if u wanna kno more hit me up and send a email.

Volume Xxii - Distressing News
Well, an article of news came through the grapevine today, through two of my cousins. They both gave me the same message... A few of my friends I've known for awhile know about the plight of my dear sweet grandmother Annette Scott. She's been struggling with her health for quite some time. For the last 3 or 4 years, she's been dealing with respiratory problems, mainly a result of asthma, emphysema, and COPD. It wasn't until after her 70th birthday party I threw for her back in February that her health took a severe turn for the worse. She has been frequenting hospitals for the past few years, but the last time she went in, she has not returned yet. First, she went to the medical center in Milledgeville, GA; and about 3 weeks later, was transferred to a hospital in Macon. It was there that she has claimed residence for the past couple of months, on a respirator to, at first, assist her breathing...and now, basically, it is breathing FOR her. She has let my aunts Barbara and Te

Show The Love...
You know, I try to always post a Happy Birthday comment if your birthday is a day away. The LEAST they can do is at least say "thanks" in a mail or a comment. Why add me if you never even take the time to do anything? Hell, not asking for much! :( WwW.SparkleTags.Com

Sexual Harassment
Every day, a male co-worker walks up very close to a lady at the coffee machine, inhales a big breath of air, and tells her that her hair smells nice. After a week of this, she can't stand it anymore, takes her complaint to a supervisor in the personnel department and asks to file a sexual harassment grievance against him. The Human Resources supervisor is puzzled and asks: "What's sexually threatening about a co-worker telling you your hair smells nice?" The woman replies, "It's Keith, the midget...."

To All The People On My List
Well i lost it now,i no longer care about anything.I don't care about love,money,my dreams,my goals,and my life.I completely lost interest in everything.Everyday i go check my profiles,and their is nothing,zip,zero,nada.Why the fuck do i even bother checking it.When all this people care about is being famous,and leveling up.For what thou?Eh but what do i know.To hell with it.I'm going missing in action,to find myself.Who i am,i don't know.What's my purpose,Well i don't know either.I do know that i'm somebody.Anyways you guys are great.The only thing that sucks is that you guy are to much into being famous thou,and leveling up your rateings.Anyways i'm only one guy here,and i never ask for anything thou,but to end this.Well i bid you farewell people.Until i return from finding myself.Maybe i should climbed Mount Everst,or the Himalayas.Damn if i had feet i would.Well so long suckers,and behave yourself.

My Baby
So yesterday I went to see my baby. I was pretty damn happy to see him though he didn't seem to thrilled to see me at first not wanting to come out of his corner. But when the vet left us in the room together he walked right over to me and started to snuggle. I cried when I had to leave him, but the best part is he's coming home tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!

Lost In This Moment
Artist/Band: Big & Rich Lyrics for Song: Lost in This Moment Lyrics for Album: Other Songs See your mama and the candles and the tears and roses I see your daddy walk his daughter down the isle And my knees start to tremble as I tell the preacher Don't she look beautiful tonight? All the wonderful words in my head I've been thinkin' Ya know I wanna say em all just right I lift your veil and angels start singing Such a heavenly sight Lost in this moment with you I am completely consumed My feeling's so absolute There's no doubt Sealing our love with a kiss Waited my whole life for this Watching all my dreams come true Lost in this moment with you I smell the jasmine floatin' in the air like a love song Watch my words draw sweet tears from your eyes Bow our heads while the preacher talks to Jesus Please bless this brand new life, yeah Lost in this moment with you I am completely consumed My feeling's so absolute There's no doubt Sealing our love with a

Poem
This was too good to let go, and I believe everyone should read it, especially if you have children. I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom So I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, That I didn't drink and drive, Though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right, The party finally ended, And the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece, I never knew what was coming, Mom Something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, The kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, This girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high, Because he chose to drink and drive, Now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing th

My Uncles Funeral Services
Hi Sissy,Please forward this to David for me as I cant get it to go through again.I Love You All very much keep in touch ok?!I will talk more later ok... Love Dad and Mom and Family -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- From: rmoore27@kc.rr.com Subject: Funeral Services Date: Sun, 03 Jun 2007 08:01:18 -0500 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Make every IM count. Download Messenger and join the i’m Initiative now. It’s free. All, As you may know, my Brother-In-Law lost a long battle to cancer induced by his military service to our country through Agent-Orange in Viet- Nam. He was in total remission from this awful disease for 28 months and it returned in April this year to wrap around his spinal cord and paralyze him from the waist down. Bob was a fighter, and he gave everything he had to fight this horrible disease but in the end, our Lord needed him wo

Let Me
Let me feel you taste me With the tip of your tongue As you creep up my thighs While the night is still young Let me feel you dip in my juice While caressing my clit Let me feel you as you lap my sweet walls As you plunge in a bit Let me feel you turn up the heat And arouse my desire As you soak in my hole Of hot liquid fire Let me feel you butter my lips As I quiver and sigh From my sexual high Let me feel you climb up on me As you thrust yourself all in me Let me feel all of you and All the desires that run thru you

Wife's Call Waiting!!!
Call Waiting I'm laying in the darkness, I cannot fall asleep. I wonder where my husband is, I wish he'd call or beep. I saw him leave this morning, the black boots on his feet. He said he had to run now, and I know he's on the street. You'll know him when You see him, his truck is very loud. He has no time to stop now, he doesn't want a crowd. A caller said "Please hurry!" Come quickly if you will. A young man with a motorbike is laying very still. A mother calls in anguish, her child limp and blue. HURRY! Come, I need you, and I don't know what to do. I hear his key turning, he's coming in the door. I hear him drop his boots, then footsteps on the floor. I hear him in the kitchen, I can tell him from his walk, He'll soon come and wake me, and ask if we can talk. We'll sit out in the moonlight, and listen to the night. He talks about a shooting, a street gang in a fight. A car crash, a drowning, a small child hurt at play. The things he needs to talk about, the thi

Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity .
Ways to Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity . 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso . 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write " For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme? 14. Put Mosquito

First Cut Is The Deepest
Once upon a time, two little boys, Sammy and Tim, were sharing a room in the hospital. As they were getting to know each other a little bit, Sammy eventually asked Tim, "Hey, what're you in for?" "I'm getting my tonsils out. I'm a little worried," said Tim. "Oh, don't worry about it," Sammy said. "I had my tonsils out and it was a blast! I got to eat all the ice cream and Jell-O I wanted for two weeks!" "Oh yeah?'' replied Tim. "That's not half-bad. So, Sammy, how about you? What're you here for?" "I'm getting a circumcision, whatever that is," Sammy answered. "Oh my god, circumcision? I got one of those when I was a baby and I couldn't walk for two years!"

The Last Things A Woman Would Ever Say
10. Could our relationship be more physical? I'm tired of being just friends. 9. Go ahead and leave the seat up. It's easier for me to douche that way. 8. Hey, get a whiff of that one! 7. Please don't throw that old T-shirt away. The holes in the armpits are too cute. 6. This diamond is just way too big. 5. Does this make my ass look too small. 4. I'm wrong, you must be right again. 3. Wow! It really is 14 inches! 2. I think hairy balls are so sexy. 1. I won't even put my lips on that thing unless I get to swallow.

Friends
time after time you were always there even when i felt like lift wasn't fair So these words i say here are to let you know i care I'll be here when life gets to hard to bare cause our friendship is precious like life itself No words can explain what you mean to me your heart, mind, and compassion These things are what set you apart and dear to my heart I'm blessed to have a friend like you I hope you feel the same way too So take these words before i part And believe me when i say they come straight from my heart When life gets to hard and you need time to mend Don't worry i'll always be here , proud to call you a dear friend

6/7/07
This is today's horoscope for me... Your energy level softens. You're still flying high, but now things take a dreamier, sweeter turn. Could love be on the horizon? Well, why not? Just make sure you're not blinded by your own rose-colored glasses. Oh yeah right! Thank goodness I'm not wearing rose colored glasses! Something may be on the horizon but it's definitely not that!

What Will Happen?
As Time Consumes Me, What Will I do, Where Will i be, What Will Happen To Me? The Sun Will Never Shine Through, The Clouds Are Too Thick, Dark And Stormy, Love Is A Myth, Does It Even Exist? Will I Ever Know? The Way Things Are Going I Don't Know, EveryTime Something Close To It Happens, It Goes Away, One Day I Hope It Will Stay, And Never Go Away, How Much Pain Must One Endure, Before He Or She Finds It? How Will They Know, When Its Staring Them In The Face? Is It Worth The Pain, And Suffering While You Wait? How Long Must One Wait, To Find That Happiness? Will The Sun Every Shine Through, The So Dark And Stormy Clouds, That Hide What Can Be, I Do Not Know But, I Hope It Does, And I Find That Happiness, In Me And, In The One Who, May Come Someday!

Wax Is Not Our Friend
WAX is Not your friend This is funny! CAUTION: Be prepared to laugh out loud...I laughed till I cried - I could just picture this! All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two str

Sad
Isn't it sad that I have to live my sex life vicariously through listening to my neighbors fuck upstairs each night? Isn't it sad that i can't find a real man who wants to be by my side each night and love me for ME and not love me one day and not the next, or someone who is afraid of a real loving true lasting relationship? I mean dam, I know I'm not perfect, but I do have a lot of love to give to the right person, but why are men afraid of me, or intimidated? What is it about me that makes me "a nice person" but not "good enough to love"? I just don't get it, but I guess I will resign to living my sex life out through the neighbors upstairs...at least someone is being loved tonight.

Quote For June 8
You either mellow at 30, or your head explodes - take your choice. -- Laurell K. Hamilton Bonus Quote: The guy who invented the first wheel was an idiot. The guy who invented the other three, he was a genius. -- Sid Caesar This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Always For U
Do we realize the price we would both have to pay If our love became revealed in the light of day? My heart longs to be with you it longs to be set free To be released from the responsibilities I have to be together . . . you and me. Yet who we are dictates it says what we must do I know I must release you so you can find someone new. Please know I will always love you it will be your memory that caresses my face You are so much a part of me you will never be erased. So go in peace, my love occasionally whisper my name Always know I will come straight to you should my circumstances ever change.

Sts-117 Atlantis Launch Blog #5
STS-117 Atlantis launch Blog #5 5:00 PM EST 4:06 p.m. - The Closeout Crew is at the pad waiting for the astronauts' arrival to assist them with the rest of their equipment and help them get seated securely inside the orbiter. 4:08 p.m. - The STS-117 crew is now at the launch pad. They'll take the elevator in the fixed service structure to the 195-foot level. 4:10 p.m. - As each crew member is suited for launch, an orange glow stick is tucked into the shoulder pocket on the upper arm. The glow sticks are intended to give the astronauts a means of identifying one another in the unlikely event of an emergency landing in the dark. 4:17 p.m. - Shuttle Commander Rick Sturckow is first to be seated. He'll occupy the forward-left seat on the flight deck. There are specific seating arrangements for each launch. There is room for up to four seats on the middeck and another four on the flight deck. 4:19 p.m. - Mission Specialist James Reilly is getting seated on the midde

Still Need Ur Help
WE only need a few more hundred. We were like 400 behind, finally we are like less than 150 away, but I have run out of rates...SOMEONE please be kind---we promise to return the bombing! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=877010&albumid=382701&i=3958529643

Horoscope 06/09/07
Remember how during school you had recess or you could get a hall pass to leave class? Wasn't that a great feeling? You have it within your capabilities to give yourself a little mental and spiritual break when you need it.

Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Aries For June 9,2007 Someone's getting to be a habit with you, and you're not quite sure how you feel about that. Just remember that you don't have to make any decisions right now. Sit with it for a while. Wait and see about further developments. this is so true.!!

Im Messengers
I like chatting with you all but it gets tricky to chat in the shoutbox with more than one or two ppl. So if you have Yahoo, MSN or AIM feel free to add me and say hi anytime. My screennames are : YAHOO: punkgurl1984 AIM: screamer061581 MSN: gsporer@peoplepc.com Hope to hear from you :D

Delusional Writings
I face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside. They see only happiness, they cant see the tears I've cried. When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well. In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell. The judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say. In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day. Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong? In the end I gave him up, but inside still sing his song. I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had. If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad. They say that life goes on and someday I'll smile again. But, how do they know my pain without being where I've been? I've traveled so far from home, and can't find my way back. Somewhere along the way I must have jumped the track. I saw him just today and his smile is still the same. He looked at me so sweetly, but never spoke my name. I wonder if he remembers me, It hasn't been that long. He may have forgotten me, bu

At My Desk
I sit at this desk typing away as the sky changes from light to gray. As I sit here an wonder what to say. You set the mood upon my screen of loving things you want to do to me which is perfect to see as far as this night can be with each stroking of the keys I start to gaze in what a night with you can be .Envisioning I am your sexual slave for you to shape, twist ,and mold free of will an for you to hold you give me your sweetest pleasure laced with loving pain stroking me , teasing me an kissing me in your ways toying my senses showing me that with you is where I long to be...

Evolve Or Perish.
Everyone around me has lost hope. Everyone except me. Maybe it's just the notion old people are old and just don't care anymore. It's up to our youth to get 'er done. Mom needs my help more than ever. No one has faith in her anymore. My misery got the best of me tonight. I usually hold it in, but I lashed out at her for once, only to prove I'm still a child. Yeah, I'm writing this in prose, glad you noticed. This last semester changed me. I picked up traits that I don't want to lose now because it helped me get through the rough times, but each trait came at a cost of my old self. A piece of the old innocence for a piece of ruthlessness. I've poisoned myself and it's proven difficult to reverse. And others need my help more than ever and I'm too busy fucking myself up. You're letting them down. Yourself down. Who do we turn to when our youth cannot pick up the slack? Evolve or perish.

17 Reasons To Become A Lesbian
After having some very bad experiences with various boyfriends I have compiled the following list of reasons to transfer to the "other team": 1. When having sex he avoids kissing my lips. 2. He grabs and touch my breasts like they were bread dough. 3. He bites my nipples and thinks I scream of pleasure. 4. The 30 second foreplay. 5. He thinks it is OK to have sex with his socks on. 6. He asks if I have got an orgasm yet. Repeatedly. 7. One time when we were doing it doggystyle, he tried to slip it into my ass. I got angfy and he told me it was "an accident." 8. He asks if he can take nude photos of me with his new digital camera. 9. Biting my clitoris. He thought I would enjoy extreme pain in the most sensitive area of my body. 10.Insisting on putting my legs behind my back when having intercourse.My limbs are not made of jelly! 11. The toilet seat. 12. Not shaving his face before giving oral sex. Ohh.. bleeding from inside my thighs.. 13. He co

A Fucking Baby Shower
well yesterday we had that stupid baby shower... yeah the one for sarah... well I spent all kinds of money on it and the bitch left the shower and was gone for an hour and a half buying pills to get high on.. so I was so mad at her when they got back I told her I was leaving.. I got my shit and left... I am done doing shit for people... fuck that bitch..

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My Love Style
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?