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I Love You
I love you with a permanence That endures the passing years. I love you with a joyfulness That subdues all doubts and fears. I love you with an honesty That was born within my heart. I love you with the calm belief That we will never part. I love you with a confidence No earthly force can sever. I love you with the certainty That I’ll cherish you forever. I love you with the humbleness Of one who has been blessed. I love you with the reverence Of all that word suggests. I love you with a fervor That time cannot reverse. I love you with the truest love That poets put to verse.

Sadness
Feeling roses for the first time Like a child lying on sand Feeling love for the first time With the touch of your hand Tears falling on my numb face From the eyes i always adored Fake promises being repeated Until my dead heart is cured If i could rise from my grave Scream my hidden feelings Only if i could ever rewind And taste my own healing Feels good to reach the end Drowning in lake of memories Spitting tears on so called friend Compensating my fading feelings

Vows
Vows My love, my sher You showed me what it is to be To be ….truly and completely loved with a love, beyond all others A love of our two old souls That finally intertwine After life times of searching Leaving no doubt , our souls are finally where they belong Showing one another, what it means To be loved deeper then forever To be loved more passionate, then ever So when I say I do I mean I have, I do, and I’ll always Love you, with a love that’s deeper and more passionate Then ever felt before

Rest In Peace Uncle Bill
I just wanted to let my friends know that my Uncle Bill that lived across the street, passed away early this morning....He had some liver problems and it got worse.....Please keep my family in your thoughts and prayers today. Huggzzzz & smiles, Leah

Hp Lovecraft
This guy wrote books of horror that would curl your hair and thenm some, he wrote about spacial beings or things that would come out of the corners of walls or ceilings called Hounds. Hounds of Tindalos. also being that would steal your dreams or something called nightmares or whatever. I played the roleplaying game which is better played by candle light or even flashlight on a rainY night.i even read some of the books he wrote and hard times sleeping wondering if the nightmares would come kidnap me lol which was another thing they do. Elders who were here before the earth was ours lived here and they were the elder gods who roamed here which was what HP Lovecraft wrote about. some of the movies you can look up: Dagon Dunwich Horror House of re-Animator many more Books: Dunwich Horror At the Mountains of madness Cthulhu The Necronomicon others look up Lovecraft on Google

What Is This
What Is This? The face of disappointment reflects back from a blank screen, Faded memories of a love that I had once before seen, Foolish yes, foolish no, never really sure where this person wants to go. I've given my best, I've given my all, and yet in return my heart's left to Fall. A whim and on grace, it's torn from this place that I've hidden before. I can't touch it, can't see it, but please still believe it? What trusts must I be burdened to hold, while my heart grows so cold? No hint of desire, no thoughts to conspire my reverence is forced to behold. Not captive, not free, what place would this be? Not heaven, not earth, not joy and not mirth, Sheer terror and dread whirl 'round in my head. No warm comforting kisses, no "I love you", no "I miss's" Just bleed me, and lead me around on this string, No consequences, no regrets, no thoughts of effects, Nothing, but fading into shadowy absences. What life is this? What place is this? What feeling is

What Good Is Love
I waited for your love in hope, That ours would come again, And make me feel the things I felt, When we were one, back then. But time and distance have erased, The things I wished anew, And now I find myself alone, Though I am here with you. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. I traveled to another world, Out far beyond the one we knew, I thought that I could live again, And now I find I'm back with you. But what of hearts that beat as one, And what of passion and embrace, Is it too much to ask of you, To make these tears of mine erase. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. Too painful this - to journey back, To times of love and laughter free, The times we lay together with A sense of you , a sense of me. So now

The 4th Installment Of The Kissing Partner
I heard a low, deep growl. William's face was contorted into the ugliest expression imaginable for a human being. His eyes were wide and hatefully alive. There was not a shred of humanity behind those eyes. That was when I knew beyond any doubt that my chances for survival were pretty slim. This was not a person who would listen to reason or feel any guilt over what he was doing. He had his belt off and was curling it around one hand. "You like pain, bitch," he asked with a sneer. "No, William. No I don't. Please let me go. I won't say anything. I just want to go home before I miss the last train." I tried not sounding panicky, to keep my voice even. He ignored me. Standing there, he continued curling, gripping, and uncurling his belt while sneering down at me. "Sure you do. You love pain! And you're gonna ask for it." I shook my head and protested, "No, please, William. Come on..." In a flash, his belt fell to the ground and he had yanked me up to the level of his face by the front o

Damn You
DAMN YOU Things you did that made me tingle inside… As you slid your big masculine arm around my waist, My heart skipped a beat and lost its rhythm And when it began to beat It bum bummed at an unknown pace Daddy, are you trying to kill me??? Feeling you're fingers, all up in myspace On my waist Just a taste of what this intimacy thing is... As we sit here Quiet... Conversations... Looks... Stares turned into long passionate gazes Laughter... You began to run those piano fingers up and down Up and down Up And Down My arm , in such a sensual way That I have to have an emergency conversation composing of myself and the Dear Lord I say, "Lord please deliver me from this temptation!" Because my blood cells are racing Trying to beat each other to spots that are forbidden And my heart would will be acking if I lose this battle So now im reserved and back to the mindset to preserve this coochie for my husband And im restin my damn nerves

What Is Trust?
What is trust? Trust is: Letting others know your feelings, emotions and reactions, and having the confidence in them to respect you and to not take advantage of you. Sharing your inner feelings and thoughts with others with the belief that they will not spread them indiscriminately. Placing confidence in others so that they will be supportive and reinforcing of you, even if you let down your "strong'' mask and show your weaknesses. Assuming that others will not intentionally hurt or abuse you if you should make an error or a mistake. The inner sense of acceptance you have of others with whom you are able to share secrets, knowing they are safe. The sense that things are fine; that nothing can disrupt the bond between you and the other. The ability to let others into your life so that you and they can create a relationship built on an understanding of mutual respect, caring, and concern to assist one another in growing and maturing independently. The glu

Pregnant...
So today at work I took a pregnancy test and it came back positive and then I took another one tonight and its positive also... Dear gawd what the hell am I gonna do?? I guess shit happens for a reason.. and I be dam if I didn't already get sick tonight.. lol... Im excited and sooo not ready for this baby.. Hell its been nine years since I had a kid... Im gonna go crazy lol Anyways lata

The Wind
Another long night In a far away city And another conversation that Don't really matter to me I left my heart in your hands And i only think and talk about Is how many days until I'll be with you Because i'm feeling so alone I got my head up to the phone All i hear is voice Sayin' babe come home And i feel like i'm alone Even though people tell me i'm not I know that it's me and myself Alone against the wind Seven more days And seven more nights And a little bit o flyin' Babe stop cryin' i'm coming home soon I'm gonna leave it behind This travellin' life Can't pay enough money To make it worth while loosing you Cause i'm feeling so alone I got my head up to the phone All i hear is voice Sayin' babe come home And i feel like i'm alone Even though people tell me i'm not I know that it's me and myself Alone against the wind

Re: Metaphysical Hoopla Never Hurt Anyone.
[This is a bulletin I reposted today on Myspace, it originated from my kid sister] RE: Metaphysical hoopla never hurt anyone. Body: Aint that the truth... ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: e* Date: Nov 13, 2007 5:29 PM 1. You get whatever you think about most. Whatever you think about expands… and therefore, we must be careful to not think about what we do not want. 2. You can never get enough of what you don't want. Why? Because we're thinking about what we don't want and we keep getting more of it. From an abundance and prosperity perspective, it can be costly (meaning you can lose great opportunities) to contemplate the conditions you do not want to produce for your life…for fear of getting more of what you don't want. 3. Think from the end. I'm a big believer in starting with the end outcome and working backwards to reach it. Dyer takes a more mental approach to it as he encourages you to contemplate yourself surrounded by the peopl

Mindfulness
The Fourteen Mindfulness Trainings from Thich Nhat Hahn Fourteen Mindfulness Trainings The Fourteen Mindfulness Trainings The First Mindfulness Training: Openness Aware of the suffering created by fanaticism and intolerance, I am determined not to be idolatrous about or bound to any doctrine, theory or ideology, even Buddhist ones. Buddhist teachings are guiding means to help me learn to look deeply and to develop my understanding and compassion. They are not doctrines to fight, kill or die for. The Second Mindfulness Training: Non-attachment to Views Aware of suffering created by attachment to views and wrong perceptions, I am determined to avoid being narrow-minded and bound to present views. I will learn and practice non-attachment from views in order to be open to others' insights and experiences. I am aware that the knowledge I presently possess is not changeless, absolute truth. Truth is found in life and I will observe life within and around me in ev

Incompetence Is Really Not Acceptable
I have been working away at invoices. I really hate incompetence! I actually thought I was all done with the quarter ending September a few weeks ago. Isn't this November? I made an appointment to see my accountant to go over everything and I find out from my step sister that she doesn't have everything done. It doesn't help that my Dad has been gone for almost a month between two trips he has taken! So I had to reschedule my appointment 2 times. I am going this Friday only to just have gotten an email from the accountant saying she has a conflict now with it because she has to leave by noon. I told her I could be there as early as 6:00am if she needed me to! ARGH!!!!! Not going to be fun. So last night Peter brings in my package from work. It has a stack of invoices in it. I sifted through them this morning separating Sepetember from October....again, isn't this November??? I now went through all of the Sept. ones and added them in and checked to see if they were

Walkin The Fenceline
I’m not as good as I advertise But then again, who really is? Judgment is thrown around so easily But nobody wants to catch it, they just want to side step it I think I’ve finally had enough Walking along the fenceline Hands in my pockets got a million things on my mind I’m not sure what I’m trying to find So I’ll just keep walking Knowing it’ll come with time Walking along the fenceline Faith and time go hand in hand And I’ve found along the way my faith runs deep Time is no longer one of my concerns Think I’ve gone astray, going the wrong way Why’s it so hard to simply be? Oh you think I’ve gone astray, going the wrong way Why’s it so hard to simply be? Just walking along the fenceline

Goodbye
At first when we met We said hi Now we're still friends But we've said goodbye I gave you a chance And you rejected You said it's not good right now And you stand corrected You see what you've lost At least I hope you do You see what others can have But not you I don't mean to sound conceited Or vain in any way I'm just merely pointing out What you had, and threw away I liked you a lot I honestly did But did you feel the same? Were there feelings you hid? If you had feelings for me You didn't show it Because things are over now And I didn't know it If you didn't have feelings Then why did you say so When the only person you trust, lies Then where do you go? I just wanted to say Thought you needed to know These feelings I have Need to be let go

Reposting An Old Blog
as I sit here broken hearted, thinking of what I could change. wondering if it was something I did. to make things happen like this. please tell me. help me to understand. don't just ignore me, don't ignore my feelings. don't leave me here alone. wondering, thinking, waiting, going crazy. I miss you. I miss the way we used to talk. we could talk for hours. it didn't matter what about. we just enjoyed the conversation. I miss the way you made me feel. you made me feel like I was loved. like I was wanted. you made me feel alive. now, I just feel alone. alone and empty inside. my heat is in a million pieces. and now there is not one to help me pick them up. I wish you were here to help. I need you to help me. I need you to just be there for me. just be there. I posted this awhile ago, and I am posting it again. It seems like my life has been good and bad all this year, and I'm not sure that it's getting better yet. There has been this guy who I've

Long Ass Day Tomorrow...
Well I am working overnite for one...so yours truly is sitting here bored...like usual. Then I have a doc's appointment. Well technically TWO appointments but they are being shoved into one. I get to get my boobies sandwiched...lol...and my pussy stretched apart. Yep the usual women tests. Oh yay! Can we just tell the excitement. LOL Plus I am having a few other things checked too. I have put a few ads out about my "services" LOL. We shall see how that goes...but I may not be doing that for long... I have been talking to a few people on a few different websites. One guy I am extremely intrigued with. He knows my current situation and is very accepting of it. We are just talking right now nothing more. We have been talking about anything and everything. We may be going out on a date probably in the next week or so...not quite sure. In a way I think he is all talk, no action. LOL. I just get that vibe from him for some reason. I have been keeping a journal of so

Ron Paul Ahead Of Thompson, Tied W/ Mccain In Nh And Iowa
Ron Paul Ahead of Thompson, Tied w/ McCain in NH and IOWA Thanks Pharmaceuticals KILL People & Animals! Date: Nov 15, 2007 1:38 AM Ron Paul ahead of Thompson, tied with McCain in NH and Iowa! ARLINGTON, VIRGINIA—Republican presidential candidate Ron Paul is gaining momentum in New Hampshire and Iowa, according to a poll released Tuesday by CBS News and the New York Times. The Texas congressman has garnered an estimated 8 percent in New Hampshire, surpassing former GOP front-runner Fred Thompson, and is now tied with John McCain in Iowa. Video About Ron Paul Revolution Tea Party December 16th Mass Donation Day - 30 Days left to Promote and we already have almost as many people signed up as on November 5th!

I Created This Profile A Year Ago
and only stayed on for two weeks when it was cherry tap.Didnt know it my profile was still running... SO I one day was reffered to this site by a friend found out i already had a profile with nasty old pics of me soooo i got rid of them cuz i look nothing like i used to in the old pics(there gone now) but anywayyyyyy thats why i have so little love for being on here so long.... sooooo ladies show me love!

Word Are Vey Powerful : It How We Use Them That Counts?? Read
Word are to express things too others , communication yet not in a rare form but a everyday key ; We can hurt with words , we can show love with words , we can cause tears with words or, words can bring smiles too. we can be powerful with words; we can be week with workd. Words show emotion, feelings , strenght, And tell lies and tell truth too. Words ahhh ; its how we use them , and how we accept them ..That brings about a meaning into ones life . Actions thay say speak louder than words, but words never the less still powerful tool. . what a wonder .. hugs all Diana

Donald Sutherland...
Well he's the reason I call my boyfriend Hawkeye. hehe, but anyway. I was cursing the channels one night and thought i saw him on a tv show... but was thinking he just looks to old to be him. today i looked him up and it was him! some tv show called dirty sexy money... anyway... I didn't relize this but he is 72 years old! oh and this is change of subject... playing wow right... someone says in one of the chat area's that Robin Williams was dead... i ended up logging off to check... he didn't ::sigh of relief:: but that scared me so much... anyone adore an older actor?

I'm A P • I • S • C • E • S
P • I • S • C • E • S: The Piece of ass.... lol Body: T • A • U • R • U • S: The Sex Addict!!! Body: Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u don't repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description!! V • I • R • G • O: The Lover Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. AMAZING IN BED! Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The Bitch Can be mean sometimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTRE

Three Trivia Facts For November 15
Thomas Jefferson felt that Thanksgiving violated constitutional provisions for separation of church and state. For most of six decades the holiday was not observed. On this date in 1492: In history's first written reference to a new discovery, Christopher Columbus made notes in his journal about the use by New World Indians of tobacco. Everyday, 200 million couples around the world have sex, which is about over 2000 couples at any given moment.

Getting Fu Married
Join Us In Celebrating the Wedding Of Bada Bing's Own Doug and Fallin Angel at Bada Bing Lounge on Saturday, November 17th at 4pm eastern time. " /> Free Graphics at hostdrjack.com Free Graphics at hostdrjack.com Plan to be there as we share and celebrate a beautiful time with these two very special friends! >Host Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE!

When You Say Grace, You Can Say It To Grown Up Jesus, Or Teenage Jesus, Or Whatever You Want.
More random thoughts & observations: How far have basic math skills deteriorated in our country? I stopped at a mini-mart type of establishment for some sugary, caffeinated, delightful Mountain Dew. At the counter, a Skor bar caught my eye so I threw it up there along with my 'Dew. The total was $2.14. I handed the lady a twenty, and just as she hit the button... I found that I had fifteen cents in my pocket, so I handed her that as well. She didn't get the change in time, so the change due reading on the register was $17.86... and NOW she was confused. So... she hands me a penny and says, "Here's your penny and..." then she hands me two bucks and says to me, "Is that right?" Well, now, if it were my intention to pay $18.14 for a Mountain Dew and a candy bar, sure, that would be correct. But, no, I said, "Uh... no. You owe me sixteen more dollars." She was still confused as I walked out; I think she was convinced that I ripped her off. As far as prices go, I hate shopping at Kr

Me
I am what I am I'm REAL and not FAKE I give what I give And I take what I take I dont have fake boobs Or dye my hair blonde I dont spread my legs For any old john I don't cyber sex Nor do I do phone So if that's all you want Just leave me alone!! So, to any of you Who don't like me this way Kiss my sweet ass And be on your way

I Am This Kind Of Guy!!!
We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say "thank you." K

The Thought Of You!!!
I think of you in my sleepless solitude tonight. I think of my life before you. Before I gave you my heart. My love. I wonder at your silence. And know you will speak when ready. I think of how beautiful I feel. And know that before you, I felt it not. I think of your smile. And know it's just for me. I think of your arms holding me tightly. And know when you return I will feel them again. I miss you. But you talk to me every night. And though you don't say it, I know you care. You shall return soon. And for that I am ever grateful.

Congrats To Zombie8
I met Zombie8 here at fubar, and found an instant friend here. Someone who loves horror, heavy metal, and making fun of all the attention whores and retards here at fubar. He also showed me I wasnt the only person on this world to have a shitty year. We both lost loves and were pretty broken hearted. Thankfully he's showing me that theres an end to shitty years eventually (No I didnt turn gay btw. Neither did Zombie8) He introduced me to his lady friend who he met online (shes from California and hes in Maryland). She finally moved there yesterday and all is going kick ass. Its kind of a sign for me to stick my head out of the cave I think. Congrats!!

Boondock Saints
There are certain movies I absolutely love. Movies that I could watch over and over. You guys have any like that? Boondock Saints Days of Thunder Top Gun Good Will Hunting Gladiator Shawshank Redemption Smokey and the Bandit Office Space Those are a few of them. I love a good movie! I watched Boondock Saints again last night...lost count on how many times.

Good Ole Grandpa!
I took my Grandpa to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes. We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colours: green, red, orange, and blue. My Grandpa kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had enogh, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?" Knowing my Grandpa , I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response; knowing he would have a good one. And in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son."

Chocolate-banana-peanut Butter Milk
1 cup low-fat milk or soy milk 3 ounces silky/soft tofu 1/3 cup dry nonfat milk 2 TBSP peanut butter 1 banana 2 TBSP chocolate milk powder (optional: 2 TBSP of wheat germ, wheat bran or flax seed) Just process it all in a blender and serve. It will make approximately 16-20 ounces.

Proud To Be An American! ~
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: US NAVY WWII MEMORIAL SITE Date: Nov 16, 2007 11:27 AM RE: PROUD TO BE AN AMERICAN! ~ THIS IS GREAT!----------------- Original Message -----------------From: Michael P.Murphy MemorialDate: Nov 16, 2007 7:35 AMRE: PROUD TO BE AN AMERICAN! ~ THIS IS GREAT!----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: BlackbirdDate: Nov 16, 2007 12:40 AMI am determined to face my limitations,And to prove I will stand up for my beliefs.I can make a difference.I am determined to face the future,And to earn the freedoms I've been given.I am ready to become part of a great American tradition,And to contribute all I canWithout being asked, more than my share.I am ready to contribute the good I have inside me,My will power, And to succeed for the good of my country,For my family's future, Against all odds;At any test, Now.I believe that the world needs more heroes,And that anything worth havingIs worth protecting.And I believe in my c

In The Heart Of Confusion
In The Heart of Confusion In the heart of confusion there is little hope. There is preciouse little time and even less rope to pull yourself out of the thick and black mote that will swirl around you in music without note. My heart is a quagmire, a swamp you see. A place where no one ever should be. Shadows are spinning and whirling around me, taking me deeper never to set me free. Darkness is coming I am almost there. Into the pits of deception and dispare. Fight as I may I'll not come up for air. For there is no light to give off a flare. Depression is real a creature of late, and if I'm not careful it will seal my fate, and if I don't guard my heart at this rate, it will take me down deeper and use me as bait. To the creature named confusion I surely must go, but before that time comes, one thing I would have you know... I stand here wided eyes like the innocent doe, wondering why you have taken my heart to and fro. The heart is not for you to play w

You
You sit next to me and I look into your eyes. I see my future. In you is where my world lies, I feel you close, and my heart begins to race. I long to hold you in my arms, and feel your sweet embrace. To taste the sweetness of your lips once again. My feelings will never end. You bring your face close to mine… Your smile sets my heart of fire. It is by God’s great design. You are my only desire. My heart, everything that I am is yours alone. Because of who you are, what you have shown. Your name is etched upon my soul. You make me whole. I feel complete when I’m with you. To surrender to your love…. This is the road I have chosen.

Life
As I lay here in my dark, and lonely room, filled with sadness , and with gloom. I listen for your breathing, but it's not there. I reach to touch you, but touch only air. In my heart is a loneliness that I alone must bare. I feel all around me there is no one who really cares. So, forgive me if I must cry out "Is This What Life Is All About?" to feel so empty, and cast out. Where are the ones who said they cared! Where are the ones who said they would always be there! So, as I lay here in my dark, and lonely room , filled with sadness, and with gloom. Forgive me if I must cry out, "Is This What Life Is All About?"

My Accident
Hi I'm Ray & I am a C4C5 quad I'm paralyze from mid chest down,What happen is I was working with a friend on a garbage truck for a news paper recycling company,We would go places & fill the truck with news paper & cardboard & turn it in, well one day we went out to fill the truck up, the truck was half way full & I fell against the truck & then the blade came down on my neck & crushed my spinal cored,it has been 23yrs now & I've had a good life & I've been places & done thing I don't let it stop me from living.

Two Weeks Without Sex
Three couples went in to see the minister to see how to become members of his church. The minister said that they would have to go without sex for two weeks and then come back and tell him how it went. The first couple was retired, the second couple was middle aged and the final couple was newlywed. Two weeks went by, and the couples returned to the minister. The retired couple said it was no problem at all. The middle-aged couple said it was tough for the first week, but after that, it was no problem. The newlyweds said it was fine until she dropped the can of paint. "Can of PAINT!" exclaimed the minister. "Yeah," said the newlywed man. "She dropped the can and when she bent over to pick it up I had to have her right there and then. Lust took over." The minister just shook his head and said that they were not welcome in the church. "That's okay," said the man. "We're not welcome in Home Depot either."

Big, Fat And Juicy
There was a cucumber, a pickle, and a penis sitting around talking about how their lives sucked. The cucumber "Man, my life sucks. When I get big, fat, and juicy, they cut me up and stick me on a salad." The pickle looks at him and says, "You think you have it bad? When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick me in vinegar, put spices on me, and stick me in a jar." The penis looks at him and says, "You think you have it rough? When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick a rubber tarp on my head, stick me in a dark room, and bang my head against the wall until I throw up and pass out!."

17/11/07
LARNE COLTS 2-1 CARRICK RANGERS COLTS The colts travelled to beltoy for this game against the league leaders carrick.And after putting in there worst performance of the season last week put in there best performance of the season this week.The colts started against the wind but goalkeeper dylan mcrandal and the defence of robert watson,thomas spence,jordan weir,thomas mcdowell and odhran kemp keeping things tight and the midfield of stephen gordon,jamie magill and david hunter working hard in the midfield it was the colts who took the lead midway through the first half when a through ball found reece mcginley who in turn found darren tennant who made no mistake.Carrick came back strongly and used the wind advantage when they got a corner and scored to make it 1-1.It stayed 1-1 till half time.The 2nd half was end to end stuff but the colts had to bring jamie millar on for the injured stephen gordon and it was the colts who took the lead when they were awarded a penalty and thomas spe

Top 25 Stupid & Funny Pick Up Lines
The Best dumb pickup lines you should probably NEVER use: 1) I may not be Fred Flintstone but I can sure make your bed rock! 2) Is your dad a thief or something? Because someone stole the stars and put them into your eyes! 3) I've heard sex is a killer. Want to die happy? 4) Excuse me, but I'm new in town, can I have directions to your place? 5) Can I buy you a drink - or would you just prefer the five bucks? 6) I'm a thief, and I'm here to steal your heart. 7) I wish I were a tear so i could start in your eyes, live on your face, and die on your lips. 8) If I could rearrange the alphabet, I would put U and I together. 9) Am I cute enough yet? Or do you need more to drink? 10) You must be the reason for global warming because you're hot. 11) You know what would look great on you? Me. 12) Can I read your T shirt in brail? 13) Do you have a map? Because I keep getting lost in your eyes. 14) You know what? Your eyes are the same color as my Porsch

Just A Lil Note :d
It seems that some people don't wanna respond or even bother to chat so, to those, and I'm sure you know who you are(no need for me to mention names), don't expect for me to answer your messages if you decide that you're bored with others and decide to come chat with me, I just might be a lil too tired of being ignored or treated like I'm only here for you just in case you get bored, I'm not your 'in between' OR 'your beck n call' chick, so ......... now, you've been fairly warned. Don't be surprised if ya end up deleted, cuz I've personally had enough of the bs from those that say they care but their actions show otherwise. okie dokies, now I'll get back offa me soapbox! :D

Contest Check It Out
Ok here are the rules i wanna see who can send me the craziest pic ever. Then i will look at them and get opions from other people. I will chose which one in two days. So send pics asap. Prizez.... 1st place will get 40,000 fubucks. 2nd place will get sometihing from pimpin gifts 3rd place will get a friendship prize 4th place you get to stay on my fubar..haha Contest starts when first person sends pic.

Dumb Ass Men!!!
If you are a guy stop the bullshit! If all you want is to see a girl naked then just say so> Don't start a bunch of shit saying your in love and want to becaome everything to you. Claiming a bunch of BLAH BLAH shit. If you are a girl Remember that guys say alot of shit to get what they want and have really very little to no respect for women!!! Take it from someone who has been lied to not only on the computer but also in reality. So thank you to all the FUCKED UP MEN IN THIS WORLD!!!!

Sorrow Is Smiling
New Graphics Angels Images Top Comments I WOKE UP AND SAW BIG SMILE IT WAS INSIDE ME I GO TO WORK AND SAW BIG SMILE IT WAS OINSIDE ME I SAW EVERYWHERE BIG SMILE MYSELF AND LIFE. I SAW LITTLE SORROW THAT WAS TOO INSIDE ME MY SMILE,SMILING ATT THAT LITTLE SORROW AND LET IT GRIEVE AND IT START TO SMILE SORROW CAN SMILE TOO

Shattered Love
Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart, Handing it to you, "Careful it's fragile, And easily falls apart." Extending your arms, you take the heart in Your tender warm hands. It falls into a million shattered pieces - on The floor it lands. You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and Sadness in your eyes. Apologie are not enough. Looking at you with tears in my eyes, I ask you not to pick up the pieces of a heart That has fallen apart. I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of My shattered heart - one by one, piece by piece. I need to put it together again, some how, some way. Each piece of my heart has a memory so true. Each piece of my heart has part of you. You are the one who is leaving to start a new lease on life. I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of a heart that feels like it's being pierced with a knife. All my tears won't keep you near, All my tears won't mend what's not here. Again I look at you with a whisp

I'm Sure You Can Imagine
I'm sure you can imagine it's simple as can be the piece is very private the players he and she she whipsered "will this hurt?" "of course not " said he it's a very simple process just lay back and see now calm yourself my darlin it's eyes showing no sin open a little wider so i can put it in it's gettin very painful as tears come into her eyes it's hurts something awful it must quite some size the tradegy now finished as she gives a little shout the pain is finally over as he slowly pulls it out now if you read this very carefully he's a dentist you'll find it's not what you were thinking it was just your dirty mind GOTCHA!!!!!!

Great Song...
terrible lie, accoustic version, redone by tool [Hey God] Why are you doing this to me? Am I not living up to what I'm supposed to be? Why am I seething with this animosity? [Hey God] I think you owe me a great big apology Terrible lie Terrible lie Terrible lie Terrible lie [Hey God] I really don't know what you mean Seems like salvation comes only in our dreams I feel my hatred grow all the more extreme [Hey God] Can this world really be as sad as it seems? Terrible lie Terrible lie Terrible lie Terrible lie Don't take it away from me, I need you to hold on to Don't take it away from me, I need someone to hold on to Don't tear it away from me, I need you to hold on to Don't tear it away from me, I need someone to hold on to Don't tear it away from me, I need you to hold on to Don't tear it, don't tear it, don't tear it, don't tear it, don't [Hey God] There's nothing left for me to hide I lost my ignorance, security and pride I'm all alone in the wo

So True
Wake up and pay attention!Why do people commit suicide?Why do people cut themselves? Why do girls become anorexic and bulimic? Why do kids bring guns to school?Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them?Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys?Why cant people show their sexuality freely, without worrying about being judged?In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves?I KNOW WHY! "Whores""Geeks""Goths"

"someday" List
For years I have talked about my "someday" list. It's like a wish list but these are not just wishes. To me wishes have a huge chance of not coming true. They are pie in the sky dreams. The "someday" list is the list of things that are more like goals. Buying a home was once on the "someday" list. Done. Going out west with my kids was on that list too. Scratch it off baby! as of last summer. My yoga cert was on there too for years. There are no real time frames involved in this list. Just things I will do eventually when the time is right. The order of the list does not mean order of how/when things will be accomplished or in any way reflect importance. 1. live in the south 2. own a pick-up truck 3. own/(restore?) a 54 chevy pick-up(dead sexy vehicle always loved em) 4. own a horse farm like when I was a kid(north carolina perhaps) 6. be in and maintain a healthy relationship 7. build a one car garage(so I have a place to work on my car and store my shit) 8. put my boiler in t

Locks And Keys.
The last thing I want to do is write this here. So last night me and Paul broke up (officially). I didnt cry. I didnt yell or scream. I just sat here in silence and disbelief. I made the decision to delete my myspace page. I didnt want to have a reason to have to stare at his page like a 13 year old. I don't have anything bad to say about him unlike other people i've dated or even that herpe of an ex husband i just divorced. I just feel so numb. That is until I was on the phone with my friend from Highschool and i was telling her about what happened. Then I said that I hadn't told my kids what happened because i think they would take it worse than they did the divorce. Me and Paul dated for over a year btw. So basically the kids were super attatched. It wasn't until she said youre such a good mom trying to protect your heart and your kids heart, that everything I guess i've been holding back just all came up out of wherever it's been hiding and came out of my eyes. Gawd I hate this

"words" By Boyzone
This song holds more meaning to me then any other song. Smile, an everlasting smile A smile can bring you near to me Don't ever let me find you gone Cause that would bring a tear to me This world has lost it's glory Lets start a brand new story Now my love You think that I don't even mean A single word I say... It's only words And words are all I have To take your heart away Talk, in everlasting words And dedicate them all, to me And I will give you all my life I'm here if you should call to me You think that I don't even mean a single word I say... [Chorus, repeat] Da da da da da da da Da da da da da da da da Da da da da da da da da Da da da da da da da da This world has lost it's glory Let's start a brand new story Now, my love You think that I don't even mean a single word I say...

Unnamed3
As i look into your eyes I can see we were meant to be together Holding each other all through the night And as the years go by, I will always be by your side When your standing tall or even when you fall I'll be by your side till the day i die All i want in my life Is to have you as my wife To have you in my life is a dream come true Every night it would be me and you With your beautiful green eyes I could never tell a lie So when i say i love you Every word is true

Make A Salute Picture For Me
Hey guys, I want to see how creative you can be, by asking you to make a salute picture for Me... you don't need any special instructions, just use your creativity and imagination... and surprise Me... All pictures will be posted either on My albums or on a blog (they might be posted first in a blog, until I get more picture space to move them into a new folder in My albums.) Show Me your love!!!

A Veterans Prayer
A Veterans prayer Do not shed a tear when I am gone, I will always be with you. Do not shed a tear when I return, and you know I must go again, I will always be with you Do not shed a tear when I have died, for I gave my life for you, I will always be with you Do not shed a tear when you remember me, Just remember me And I will be with you By D. Scott Wade PH2 USN Ya...that's me.

Another
I wish that I could be with you And hold you in my arms, Whisper all my love to you And kiss away your tears. I wish that I could take your cares And put them all away, Neatly folded into drawers While pleasure lights your smile. I wish that joy could step inside Your heart and stay awhile, And all the rain could turn into A rainbow in the sun. And all our loneliness like mist Could fade into the blue, A memory of sad, hard times That happened long ago. But I cannot come home right now, And you cannot come here; And so our dreams must be the fields On which we laugh and play. If life cannot be what we want, It will, it will be so; For love can turn the harshest light To gold through sheer affection.

Dont Save Me Off Solo Album
Don't Save Me A couple beers and a remote control, another day at work has taken its toll on me. Out the window there’s a moonlit sky, not yet September and the branches sigh, it’s gonna be an early fall, feels like I nearly lost it all. I fought a war against the hands of time, during my childhood I lost my mind on me. Out the window there’s an open door, don’t know why I haven’t looked before. It’s gonna be an early fall, feels like I nearly lost it all, So don’t save me, just help me get by; just help me, I don’t know why. Friends and neighbours don’t understand the pain, they don’t ask me so I don’t explain about me. It’s strange to have so much and feel alone, hey man the phone’s for you, well I’m not home. It’s gonna be an early fall, feels like I nearly lost it all. So don’t save me, just help me get by; just help me, I don’t know why. I’m just another victim of the everyday too. I put my beer down and I choose to fall, jump from the building and forget you all

Against My Religion
Okay, so atheism isn't a religion. Still, I guess I should make clear as we approach the Thanksgiving holiday and then Christmas that I refuse to pay attention to any of the religious bullshit that comes out of peoples' mouths this time of year. Don't get me wrong, I think people are entitled to freedom in their religious choices. If you want to go to church every day, more power to you. If you want to wait until you're married before you fuck, fine. If you own a business and you don't want to be open on Sunday, whatever. Here's where I get irritated. Two of those things were actually passed into law at one point or another. I'm sure that the religious folks in this country would make daily church attendance the law if they could get away with it, but at one time fornication was illegal and we still have blue laws. I don't mind people deciding to do these things as a personal choice, but I'll be damned if I'm going to observe their ideas as law. You, me, every body, i

Winter Shopping
Greetings friends, I have a web store up, and I have quite a few product up, that you may find nice to buy for the coming holidays. Please stop by and at least browse. If any of you would pass along the site to others whom might be looking to shop some online. I would appreciate it, greatly. http://www.saveavenue.com/dlsherman

What Would You Do?
Rich sat at hisdesk and was typing rto someone on asite he had joined, he waas having fun chatting with so many people he met online, yes he had alot of other things he should and could be doing but now he met someone that he really liked, she seemed nice to him at first as they talked and talked, she had apicture of herself, she was a stunning young brunette in her mid 20's her picture was of her truthfully since they showed "salutes" on the page to make sure they were real. She asked him to show a pic of himself so she would know..he was afriad to do so because he didnt think he was that attractive...tho he did give a good description of himself in the lil description box for his profile...it wasnt mandatory that they have a picture himself so he didnt post one..he wasnt that attractive to do so. One night they got to talking, and he finally gave in and decided to post apicture his puter had a program to take them and he took it, he was scared to post it but did....afte he did thi

If You _______ Me?
If YOU _______ Me? Body: If you like me.................leave a comment If you wanna date me....... leave your number If you think im cute.................leave a comment on one of my piics If you care about me ....................leave a caring message If you hate me........................send me a message and tell me why REPOST THIS AND SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES/COMMENTS YOU GET. If YOU _______ Me?

Fwb
FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS Body: Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of monkey shit... There's at least 1 person on your Fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple...if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "I'm yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your Fubar that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", and it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it

What Do You All Think?
I would like you guys 'n' girls to go have a listen to my band and my drumming then let me know what you all think. Be as brutal or as kind as you like, just as long as your honest. Just keep in mind that it is punk music....raw old school sounding punk music. www.myspace.com/feskit06 Would be much appreciated my friends. Much love Brian

Feelings Of Dread...
Ever get the feeling something really bad is going to happen? Ten minutes before I had to leave school I got this extreme anxiety. I was freaked for no reason! The same anxiety you get when you have to speak in front of a big crowd. You feel exposed and vulnerable. Only way I can explain it. I still feel it. I'm jumpy and paranoid. I was shaky on the drive home. I was so overwhelmed and distracted I couldn't drive! I tried to shake it off w/ some good music but nothing. I have incredible insight and I consider this a premonition. No visions just feeling. Call me crazy but this happens all the time. We'll see. I feel stupid for blogging about it but I had to get it out. -REL

Random Convo
Z: What are you eating? Q: Gummy bears and Teddy grahms in milk Z: Yea that sounds healthy Q: What. Gummybears have no fat and its 2% milk Z: What kinda fuckin dinner is that anyway Q: I dont know. I just wanted to eat Bears today Z: Thats not normal Q: No whats not normal is i just thought of how cool it'd be to take a bite outta fucking Grizzlies Z: Why not a Koala Q: Those arent bears hun. their marsupials

One Thing
Restless tonight Cause I wasted the light Between both these times I drew a really thin line It’s nothing I planned And not that I can But you should be mine Across that line [Chorus:] If I traded it all If I gave it all away for one thing Just for one thing If I sorted it out If I knew all about this one thing Wouldn’t that be something I promise I might Not walk on by Maybe next time But not this time Even though I know I don’t want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds [Chorus x2] Even though I know I don’t want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds Even though I know I don’t want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds

I Dont Know Anymore
MAYB IM NOT THE RELATIONSHIP TYPE.. EVERYTIME I THINK I HAVE SOMETHING GOOD I DONT.. WHY DO FEMALES ALWAYS TRY TO FUCK SHIT UP WITH UR RELATIONSHIPS DAMMIT U WOULD THINK THAT WHEN A FEMALE KNOWS THAT UR N A RELATIONSHIP THAT THEY WOULD SOME WHAT BACK THE FUCK OFF.. BUT IM GUESS IM WRONG.. IDK.. WHEN U REALLY DO CARE ABOUT SOMEONE THAT KINDA TAKES A TOLE ON U.. U END UP DOIN SHIT OR SAYIN SHIT THAT U HAVE NEVER EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT SAYIN.. I KNOW THAT IM NOT PERFECT I KNOW THIS BUT DAMMIT ALL I ASK FOR IS SOMEONE THAT IS UNDERSTANDING N NOT GOIN TO GO AROUND BELIEVING WHAT OTHER PPL ARE SAYING.. IT REALLY HURTS WHEN SOMEONE THAT U LOVE STARTS TAKEN THE WORK OF ANOTHER PERSON.. N NOT YOURS THAT REALLY TELL YOU HOW MUCH THEY REALLY CARE N TRUST YOU ... MAYB ALL MY FRIENDS ARE RIGHT.. THEIRS NO SUCH THING AS LOVE.. IT ONLY LAST FOR A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME THEN IT FADES AWAY.. I DONT EVEN THINK I BELIEVE N IT ANYMORE... BUT THEN U GOT THOSE PPL THAT TRY TO BREAK UR RELATIONSHIP

Talking
So i talked to Kyle's mom and sister today. They aren't really sure what is going on with him. I don't think anyone is sure what's going on with him. I poured my heart out to him and it wasn't good enough. what would i have to do for him to really see that we should be together? I can't get him out of head. I love the guy. I always have even through all the bullshit. I know he was happy being around me the past how ever long we've been back talking. His family told me. I was never happier. Now i'm a wreck. I haven't eaten since around noon yesterday. I'm sick to my stomach. I want to just vomit and get rid of this pain, but i know that pain won't go away. I know i caused him a lot of pain and maybe this is his way of showing me how it feels. I'm sorry for causing you pain cause i see that it really sucks. I love you and i hope you don't push me away because of this girl. i want to see you still as often as possible even though it's just as friends. I was mad yesterday and hurt so don't

Psychic Vampire Personalities
Psychic Vampire Personalities Written by Larae Tuesday, 12 June 2007 Administrator Note: I thought this article to be very interesting and possibly something to reflect upon regarding vampiristic individuals and possible connections with past lives. The Psychological dynamics represented by people who inadvertently portray a psychic attacker (energy vampire) fall into five major categories.This personality type is an accumulation of that individual's experience in their current life, as well as in prior lifetimes. Fear is the common denominator in these individuals, and you must learn to protect yourself from their negative influences. The five personality types are called ethereal, insecure, paranoid, passive-aggressive, and robotic. The Paranoid Type Betrayal is the main issue with a paranoid type. Their Karmic theme in past lives has possibly been that of warrior-like behavior, self-sacrifice, and victory in their battles. As a results of their experiences, th

Love
Love is like a lump of gold, Hard to get, and harder to hold. Of all the girls I've ever met, You're the one I can't forget. I do believe that God above, Created you for me to love. He chose you from all the rest, Because he knew I would love you best. I love you babe.

Sigh
I'm so fucking happy that i have a little break from school, couldn't of been more perfect. i'm so stressed out. i just need to like sleep my life away and wake up with everything perfect, but that has never happened so............. I'll keep sleeping and dreaming and waking up to the same bullshit. Also i'm moving again... and i want to move some place else, alone. i'm so sick of ppls interjections and fucking rude ass comments. soooooo sick.

Life
You know LIFE can sometimes suck! No matter what you do or how hard you try sometimes things just will not go your way. Right now I have a confusing life. There is so much that I want, but am having trouble getting it. I have so many decisions that i need to make! ERRRRRRRR...You cant win for losing sometimes! I have tried. And just when you think that things are going your way...SMACK...All of a sudden the shit just falls the fuck apart! IT FUCKING SUX! Anyways, sorry that i wasted anyones time thats reading this. I am just venting!

Scoots...
The Truth for Bikers ~ * Four wheels move the body. Two wheels move the soul. * Most motorcycle problems are caused by the nut that connects the handlebars to the saddle. * Life may begin at 30, but it doesn't get real interesting until about 70 mph! * You start the game of life with a full pot O luck and an empty pot of experience... The object is to fill the pot of experience before You empty the pot of luck. * If you wait, all that happens is that you get older. * Midnight bugs taste just as bad as Noon time bugs. * Saddlebags can never hold everything you want, but they CAN hold everything you need. * It takes more love to share the saddle than it does to share the bed. * The only good view of a thunderstorm is in your rearview mirror. * Never be afraid to slow down. * Don't ride so late into the night that you sleep through the sunrise. * Sometimes it takes a whole tankful of fuel before you can think straight. * Riding faster th

I Love You
When I am with you I am where I belong My life is so complete To of been given the chance to love you has been more then a dream come true All I know is everytime I am with you I am in heaven The love and emotions I feel for you are so deep. My every waking moment is spent remembering our shared memories Have I ever told you your my life, my desires and my greatest hero Well you are. I've searched my whole life for the kind of love we share. Complete fulfillment is what I feel I long for the day when I can look into your eyes. Your my first taste at the sweetest feeling I have ever known Your the one I come to when I am needing to be held. We always know each others hearts I will be your light to lighten your darken path and I will be your ray of sunshine to warm your days.As long as we are entwined as one, we can accomplish and endure anything You and I will share an eternity of love You belong to me as I belong to you I Lo

Thought Provoking Questions
Did Adam and Eve have navels? Did you ever notice when you blow in a dog's face he gets mad at you? But when you take him in a car, he sticks his head out the window! Do one legged ducks swim in circles? Do atheists get insurance for acts of God? Do vegetarians eat animal crackers? Does anybody ever vanish with a trace? How come Superman could stop bullets with his chest, but always ducked when someone threw a gun at him? How come you press harder on a remote control when you know the battery is dead? How does a shelf salesman keep his store from looking empty? How fast do you have to go to keep up with the sun so you're never in darkness? How is the handicapped parking situation handled at the Special Olympics? How can the weather be hot as hell one day and cold as hell another? If a mute child swears, does his mother make him wash his hands with soap? If a synchronized swimmer drowns, does her partner also have to drown? If a tu

Thanksgiving!!!
þ First Thanksgiving The earliest Thanksgiving events were held in the British Colonies, at present day Berkeley Plantation in Virginia in 1619 and at Plymouth in present day Massachusetts in 1621. A long weekend In the United States, Thanksgiving Day, always a Thursday, is part of four day long weekend which usually marks a pause in school and college calendars. Many workers (78% in 2007) are given both Thanksgiving and the day after as paid holidays, and others with leave benefits are allowed to take a vacation day.[1] After Thanksgiving Day, the day after is known as the unofficial holiday of Black Friday, the beginning of the traditional Christmas shopping season. Many retailers open very early (typically 5 A.M.) and offer doorbuster deals and loss leaders to draw people to their stores. Travel The Wednesday before Thanksgiving Day, and the following Sunday, last day of the long weekend, are typically two of the heaviest annual travel days for passengers airline

And Thats The Way It Is!
-- I'd never say this out loud unless I was provoked. I wouldn't admit this in public if you paid me...-- Welcome to my left brain, where all the shit is stored... 1. I think the majority of people younger and older are bimboes, chasing after the "American Dream", too stupid and/or co-dependent to have one of their own. They're too eager to follow the crowd rather than be original. I guess that takes too much guts. 2. I take being called wierd as a complement. To me, it just means that I'm not enough like you for you to see something within me to identify with thus making me (in your eyes) 'wierd'. I actually get offended when somebody complements me too much...well actually it depends on the person. 3. I have problems with authority stemming from childhood. I'm not a "rebel without a cause" though. If I rebel or "buck up" against an authority figure it's usually for a good reason and rarely out of boredom, if I can help it. 4. Sarc

Darkness
Like tyrants assembled with tears Trembling like a tomb And singing like a statue I am as empty as the ocean. My blind eyes scream in silence So this eternal echo will be known. Given to the foils of time, And shattered like plate glass- You freeze within the fire. Darkness now lives at daylight, And shadows turn to the ghosts. With all that shined is hollow You imagine unconsciously. And pretending to sleep you realize, Nothing is what it seems.

Please Help
MY WIFE IS IN FLORIDA VISITING HER DEATHLY IL GRANDFATHER I WAS HOPEING IF YOU HAVE TIME AND COMMENTS YOU WOULD GO HIT HER PAGE HARD SHE NEEDS 8,500 COMMENTS TO GET HER 1 MONTH VIP I THINK IT WOULD BE A NICE SUPPRISE WHEN SHE GETS BACK TONIGHT ITS DONE WE R OFFERING BIG PIMPING GIFTS TO WHO EVER HELPS HER OUT EITHER SEE ME OR MIDNIGHT STAR WHICH IS ON IN MY FAMILY LIST THANK IN ADVANCE

Things I Am Thankful For!!
Well I am posting this now as tomorrow, and Thanksgiving will be very busy for me. I reflect back on the following year, and I am so greatful for so many things. March brought us our move back home to Grand Ledge to be near our wonderful family, and friends. July brought a very special person dear to my heart into my life. July also brought a job change for Jeff, so he is now working close to home, but still traveling a great deal. August brought the first day of preschool for Cam, and the first day of Kindergarten for Jimmy. Summer months brought losts of trip up north the Kathy's house. September brought us a lot of stress but the outcome was good in the end. Micheal had his accident, and we are very lucky to have him with us today, and Jeff's Mom faced open heart surgery that month as well. Both are recovering very well. Fall brought my first trip away from the boys for much needed R&R. It also brought lots of preschool board meetings, and PTO meetings at Greenwo

Re: For Those That Asked, Pnac Radio Archive Link
RE: for those that asked, pnac radio archive link ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Erin Date: 21 Nov 2007, 10:59 for those that have emailed me asking about PNAC Radio, here is the link to their archives. sorry i suck at replying to messages, there is more than i can handle these days. Project for a New American Citizen Radio - www.pnacitizen.orghttp://mp3.wtprn.com/PNACRadio07.html

Is It Lost
The world all around me, Slowly fades away. As my thoughts of you, Take over my mind. I see us lying Under the moonlit sky. Your arms wrapped tightly around me, As you softly whisper you love me. But then i open my eyes, And realize its just a dream. A dream of what maybe lost, And may never get back. For now you're gone, And in My arm's nothing as i sit here alone, With nothing to hold onto but a dream.

Quote For November 21
The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved. -- Mother Teresa of Calcutta Bonus Quote: Language... has created the word "loneliness" to express the pain of being alone. And it has created the word "solitude" to express the glory of being alone. -- Paul Tillich

Voting
These people are STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!! ------------- G-- Man -------------- FYI..... Shocking Senatorial Vote The following senators voted against making English the official language of America Akaka (D-HI) Bayh (D-IN) Biden (D-DE) Bingaman (D-NM) Boxer (D-CA) Cantwell (D-WA) Clinton (D-NY) Dayton (D-MN) Dodd (D-CT) Domenici (R-NM) Durbin (D-IL) Feingold (D-WI) Feinstein (D-CA) Harkin (D-IA) Inouye (D-HI) Jeffords (I-VT) Kennedy (D-MA Kerry (D-MA) Kohl (D-WI) Lautenberg (D-NJ) Leahy (D-VT) Levin (D-MI) Lieberman (D-CT) Menendez (D-NJ) Mikulski (D-MD) Murray (D-WA) Obama (D-IL) Reed (D-RI) Reid (D-NV) Salazar (D-CO) Sarbanes (D-MD) Schumer (D-NY) Stabenow (D-MI) Wyden (D-OR) Now, these (listed below) are the senators who voted to give illegal aliens Social Security benefits. Regardless of political party, these politicians need to be defeated in 2006, 2008 or 2010,

Her
she's sum1 i could fall in love w/, her smile makes my heart melt or flutter. whenever i talk 2 her my heart races like crazy, she's got the sweetest voice yet she's not mine and it sucks ass cuz i kno sumwhere in her heart she cares bout me dearly and idc if her friends hate me i love her w/ all i am.....i love her........i wanna be her's and be the 1 to keep her safe and happy

The Daily Grind
The Daily Grind And Justice for all Guilty until proven innocent. Victims put on trial, Criminals put on pedistals THE PUBLIC hidden behind the walls of their own fears, Society Crumbles with the passage of time, And life goes on as we push through the sludge of THE DAILY GRIND

Today's Horrorscope
You may need to make a few calls or send a few emails to track down that one person you need to reach. If it's a long-lost relative, you may surprise your family with your tenacity and resourcefulness! ================================ Yeah, so...since I'm about 20 minutes away from missing my train, and Brian shows no signs of waking up (and I have NO clue where the Metro station is, so I can get to the Amtrak station), it looks like I'll be making phone calls here in a little bit to tell my family I won't be home in the morning, lol.

Cry-faith Hill
If I had just one tear Running down your cheek Maybe I could cope Maybe I'd get some sleep If I had just one moment at your exspense Maybe all my misery Would be well spent...yeaaaa Could you cry a little Lie just a little Pretend that your feeling a little more pain I gave now I'm wanting Something in return So cry just a little for me If your love could be caged, honey, I would hold the key And conceal it underneath the pile of lies you handed me And you'd hunt and those lies They'd be all you'd ever find And that'd be all you'd have to know For me to be fine And you'd cry a little Die just a little And baby I would feel just a little less pain I gave now I'm wanting Something in return So cry just a little for me Give it up baby I hear your goodbye Nothin's gonna save me I see it in your eyes Some kind of heartache Darlin give it a try I don't want pity I just want what is mine Yeah.. Could you cry a little

Winner Takes All
kk im havin my own contest.10 hottest guyz on fubar.no comment bombin.the one with the most rates wins.so that should make it eazy for u.the winner will get 1 day ticker.as soon as i get 10 guyz then i will let u know when it will start.if your interested then send me a pm.no downratin or u will b kicked out the contest.ty gl to all who enter :) ~Dre@meR~ as if u didnt know (b) (d)

Help Wanted
ok people. i created a new lounge called daddys place. please come and join. need waitresses and we also need dj and music. come and help a fu bro and fu sis out. if you know how to do music for lounge, please send me mail or loveable kitty. loveablekiki7456@ fubar if you cant click on link, copy and past it in new tab or in ur browser. we need country and or rock for lounge thanks a bunch big daddy 4 u

Married? It Doesn't Feel Like It
I am just going to vent here. I am married have been for 12 years now. Why my name is Just me all alone, well it is because i don't have a real marriage. Things have been bad and wrong for a long time and for some reason, he won't let this go. I don't want to stay just for the kids because it will eventually effect them too. I hate being cheated on, lied to and not knowing anything about him anymore. We don't talk, we don't share anything other than what other bill came in the mail and which kid has the hockey game. I feel alone. I think it would be better if we were not together anymore. He talks with other women and does his own thing and i find myself on here to find other people just to have a normal conversation. Which is why i don't cyber that is not what i want right now. I am looking for conversation with someone that may have any of the same issues or knows someone who does. Well that is it but i shall continue this later.

Your Disease
in one moment im goin all the way i make my poetry everyday and im frozen comin right on my time then i close my mind with that serious rhyme and im movin comin up inside u know my mind has got a grand design and im goin goin all the way and i make my point to be everyday and i wanna take u down but your soul cannot be found doesnt matter what u say so please excuse me and u know its only right cuz it feels like paradise no nuttin is for free so please excuse me

Ummm Go Gators?
welljust as I predicted in my morning blog we lost....badly...worst in history not really what I expected for attending my first florida state game evvver but oh well... at least there were only 4 gators in the area so I wasnt along and we were still choppin when we were like 20 points down haha so all and all it was a fun time and the gators still SUCK!!!! and for those that have no clue what Im talking about sorrrry ...now I want to go to a Pro game :P anyway have a nice night/ afternoon/morning whatever it may be for ya..... sticks tongue out at kevin gator fans SUCK too :P

Sex Facts
Sex is good for you ... Giving head....... massages the jaw, while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Taking off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Taking off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal Not even tring .....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal

Tastes Just Like Chicken!
http://www.nypost.com/seven/11062006/news/regionalnews/monkey_meat_ma_charged_regionalnews_stefanie_cohen.htm A Staten Island woman has been charged with illegally importing the heads, limbs and torsos of wild African animals - including a monkey's arm and the hoof of an antelope - to peddle to local markets. Mamie Manneh, 38, was arrested earlier this year after a JFK customs official found hacked-up animal heads and haunches in a shipment from Guinea. The contraband animal parts were stashed in a shipment of smoked fish. A search of Manneh's home revealed more limbs - including a monkey's arm - in her garage, authorities said. Manneh was charged with importing unauthorized goods and pleaded not guilty to the charges in April. She appeared last week before Brooklyn federal Judge Raymond Dearie to request time for her lawyer to get her medical records in order. Her lawyer, Jan Rostal, referred to the pregnant mother of nine's serious mental-health problems. She a

Your So Vain I Bet You Think This Blog Is About You! Dont You!
Pain without love, Pain I cant get enough, Pain I like it rough ;cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. Your sick of feeling numb, well your not the only one. I'll take you by the hand and I'll show you a world you can understand. This life is filled with hurt. When happiness doesnt work. Trust me and take my hand, when the lights go out you will understand! Anger and agony are better than misery. Trust me I've got a plan, when the lights go out you will understand. I know that your wounded, you know that I'm here to save you, you know I'm always here for you, I know that you'll thank me later! I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut! My weakness is that I care too much, but the scars remind me that the past is real, I tear my heart open just to feel. I'm drunk and I'm feelin down and I just want to be alone, I'm pissed because you came around, why don't you just go home! 'Cause you channel are your pain, and I cant help you fix yourself, Your driving me insane All I can say i

The Christmas Tree
The Christmas tree By Eric Ethan You received a knock on a door today It was me to bring a real tall Christmas tree in your house I cut down for you to make a real Christmas for you I dragged it in for you to set it up You looked at me with amazement A real Christmas tree in my house today oh wow oh gee you said with a grin and a stun We decorate it together putting different Christmas decorations you had in the basement I said wait I have some special ornaments for you to put up I gave a wooden box wrapped up like a special wine bottle would be in You said we will have wine later ,I said open it up you be amazed it is not wine , You look at me with puzzlement face, okay I’ll open it up You open it up and inside there are 10 special carved teddy bears painted that look real teddy bears with fur but when you touch them they where wooden teddy bears. Each teddy bear had a word and dressed up in Christmas theme There where tears coming from y

I Was Diagnosed With A. A. A. D. D.
Recently, I was diagnosed with A. A. A. D. D. Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder This is how it develops: I decide to water my garden. As I turn on the hose, I look over at my car and decide my car needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice that there is mail on the porch table That I brought up from the mailbox earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys down on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox, when I take out the Garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my checkbook off the table, and see that there is only 1 check Left. My extra checks are in my desk in the study, so I go inside the house to My desk where I find the can of Coke that I had been drinking. I'm going to look

Life
Sometimes I just sit here and wonder about life. Why hasn't this happened, and so forth. But the main thing I should be thinking about is how I can move away from my past, and start my new life. And when I think about how I can improve my life, I start to feel a little better about myself. Are there others that think the same way?

Chinese Zodiac - The Horse
CHINESE ZODIAC - THE HORSE A lively and high-spirited year for all. Life will be hectic and punctuated with adventures. People will find themselves reckless, romantic and carefree. A definite time for advancement. We will find it quite agreeable to keep in step with the delightful Horse. This will be a time when decisions and projects will be incorporated at high speed and with efficiency. Action will be the key word. Everything is on the go and we should take care not to drive ourselves too hard. It will be a rewarding but exhausting year. Exhilarating yet frustrating at times, this year's pace will tax our reserve energies and leave us feeling depleted. It is a good time for letting off steam and doing all the whimsical things you ever dreamed about. Listen to your senses. The wind may be changing constantly, but once you have picked up the scent, follow your intuitions. Planning and procrastinating will be shoved aside. The impulsive influence of the Horse, coupled with his self

Hmmmm?
.....Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? If money doesn't grow on trees then why do banks have branches? Since bread is square, then why is sandwich meat round? Why do you have to "put your two cents in"... but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? If you drink Pepsi at work in the Coke factory, will they fire you? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay

Storm
Broken path of mirror and stone, Shards of life amongst the bone, It laid, it lied, it died for them It washed up on the shores again. They saw it coming, they thought it near They ran for guidence but grasped only fear For they know not what, when its said its so They died with it, so long ago And their memory, died with them But only now live through this pen And one day it shall, fall on us The thing it nears again with trust

Antler
Words can't express, the way I feel, the way I say, Somewhere in life it was lost along the way, But in the night, the flight is warm, you cant read a riddle that rarely been worn, Forgotten are those, left by the side, Remembered are those who can't seem to hide, And although this is rare but equally common, I can't read my thoughts cause they all come out rhyming. Its said what was said and the names never changed With the silent flap of silence and the words rearranged, Though see as you might, the riddle of thou, They look through the window but never wonder how, Its transparent, its true, And solidly so, The hare is much to fast where the memory is slow So read if aware, and dare not intend That this story is true and the words are a bend.... Disfunction in adjuntion to the melody of Bach, Confusion and Dilusion in the keyhole of a lock, The wind was harsh and the tempid pool warm, The malicious way wander was the weary o

Love Letter...
Hey, Honey ... I miss you. I'm just here thinking about you, like I always do. I hope you're as happy as me; Friday is almost here again. The thought of you in my arms right now sounds so good to me. I just want you to know how much I love you. Some of the most superb feelings and tingling emotions come from what love an Angel, such as yourself, and I make. Our world, as we have come to see it, has no bearing and an infinite boundary when we are locked lips to lips. No one person can sever that bond of nothing but pure affection and intimate passion. We are the Angels of Our Heaven and with merely our names to live with. A name, which consists of nothing more than symbols of a language taken for granted. I would soon rather speak nothing. A true test of love of which we have accomplished merely by the elucidation in our eyes. Earth moves with such apathy that only Our Heaven can keep the pace of our devotion for one another. As slow as the heart beat of a goliath at rest. Why wou

As We Lay
You Slowly Undress Me.. You Kiss Me 2 Calm Me Down You Lay Me On My Stomache & Whisper Things Ive Never Heard... Your Touch On My Ivory Skin Weakens Me Ur Kisses ~ Making Me So........... Ready. U Gently Roll Me Over U Take Me, With The Soft Touch Of Your Hand 2 Explore My Simple Pleasures... You Feen 2 Caress The Softness Of My Breasts Again, You Take me ~ I Grip Your Back 2 Let You Kno How Much Pleasure I Share With You.. Working Up A Sweat. I Pause 2 Give You A Break I Go Above & Pin Your Hands From Wondering Freely, Causing You The Pleasure Of No Escape from Pleasure ~ The Sillowet Of My Body Makes Your Mind Wonder My Body Starts an Intense Rhythem ~ & You Respond With Yours. You Allow My Name 2 Slip Through Your Lips And I Beg in a Whisper for More.... I Move Closer ~ & You Hold Me Tight - I Reach My Moment & Your Quickly Out Of Site...

Just A Little History
The shady business side of the music industry was getting a little tough for the wicked clowns in the mid-1990's. Jive Records had signed them telling them they'd distribute all ICP albums nationwide. However, when ICP released the third jokers card, "The Riddle Box," on Jive they found out it was only in stores in the same Detroit area they'd already been selling copies in for years. They could've sold the album on their own with no major label and made more money than what they did. After the release ICP was forced to promote themselves throughout the country using a van, some samplers, and a travelling street team of hardcore juggalos. After this ICP swore Jive would never get another album out of them. But Jive wasn't going to release ICP from their contract unless they were paid. So the two parties were at a stalemate, until Hollywood Records came along and solved everyone's problems, or so they thought. Hollywood Records is owned by the Walt Disney Co. When ICP heard this they

Hallowicked
Hallowicked, a word that has become infused with underground music for the past decade. The word defines the month in which wickedness and underground music leak out from the floor boards to take over the mainstream music industry. This one time every year audiences who are not associated with hardcore rap music (Horrorcore, Gangster Rap, Wickedshit, Acid Rap) get a glimpse into the realm of those who live it all year long. Hallowicked was started in 1994 by Psychopathic Records to offer a showcase of there music for the legends of fans of the label throughout the World. The event was a one night stand of Detroit rap group, The Insane Clown Posse on Halloween night in there hometown. The event took place at the Majestic Theater in Detroit, the event was a huge success as it was completely sold out. After the show a ritual was started as members of the Psychopathic Records staff gave out to the fans leaving the venue, a tape. The Tape contained a copy of the song Dead Pumpkins. This rit

Soo True
The Number 1# Rule On Fubar Should Be Most People Here Don’t Give A F-u-c-k About You; Because Points Is All That They Care About ! The People That Are Here To Have a Little Fun And Make New Friends Have To Deal With These Point Predators It’s a (F) Shame ! You Can’t Have A Good Time And Meet Real Friends With Out People Faking Moves Trying To Stick You Up For Points WTF ? I Don’t Have A Problem Showing Love To My True Friends; But Don’t Come Demanding Stuff From Me! Come Correct Or Don’t Come At All !

Forget The Future!!!
Something Special this ain't not getting bored am I not trying to get another shot but this aint what i thought it was so ill go and forget about my future for now! How will this effect me will this set me free please let me be I want to think formyself and see where it gets me so let it be I want to forget about my future for now! being in the present is pleasant for me ain't it not feeling im getting another shot this is what I hoped it would be so ill go and live my life now! How will this effect me will this set me free please let me be I want to think formyself and see where it gets me so let it be I want to forget about my future for now! New Comment GraphicsSexi Graphics

Believe Faq
WHEN WAS BELIEVE RELEASED? September 17, 2002 SYMBOL ON BELIEVE COVER? The symbol you see on the cover stand for Universal Belief. In it contains the four major religions: Celtic Cross, Star of David, Pentacle, and the Cresent Moon of Islam. IS THE SYMBOL SATANIC? The symbol is NOT satanic. NEVER WAS. NEVER WILL BE.

Motorcycle Riding School
David Draiman of the Chicago-based rock band Disturbed and friend pose with Motorcycle Riding Instructor, Trish. David was trained and licensed at Motorcycle Riding School in 2003. http://www.motorcyclelearning.com/index.html

Are U A Hero?
I thought perhaps of all the places I belong to online this might be the best place to see if I can find a HERO for these children. We spend hours and time online and have fun yes. But I think being online we can impact the holiday season with a greatness! I started a group online that helps those in need at Christmas time. I do personally sponsor many of the families but the need has grown so big this year that I am reaching out to my internet friends to see if I can find sponsors for these children who may otherwise not have a gift under their tree. These children are from across the country and their families have sent in all the information and are verified as "in need". So if you would like to sponsor christmas for child or help out with our wishlist please follow the link below or message me for more information. Also we can provide a tax deductible receipt if you need one. http://www.walmart.com/giftregistry/gr_detail.do?registryId=86183317189 YOU CAN CHOOSE TO HAVE IT

Riding In The Courtyard Of The Last Octobers Rain
Riding in the courtyard of the last Octobers rain Riding in the courtyard of the last Octobers rain, The wind it howls desperately, licking at my rein. My mount a creature of mortal strength, though its heart holds no need for shame. Onward through this place of death, we must not forget our names. Now through the gates, on to the lands, of plenty and great spoil. The land I knew through all these years I see has become spoilt. From deep within our will alone, will save us from this toil. Though lies we'll hear along this path, to ourselves we must stay loyal. Upon my hip, from time itself, is my father’s steel. Many years since that day, his life they came to steal. Forged with sweat and blood, of metal thought un-real. This blade I bare, most assuredly, will be what my foes will feel. The light of vengeance, from deep within, burns me like the sun. For at his death, still in the womb, I remained his un-born son. On the path of the war they made, from

Survey.....
1. What are your siblings MIDDLE names? Jean, Marie, Nicole, & David 2. Where is your dad right now? Adopted: At work. Birth: Retired. 3. What was the last thing you said? Arguing 4. What is something you've learned about yourself recently? I have no patience anymore. 5. What color is your watch? I do not have a watch. 6. What do you think of when you think of Australia? The outback and Curtis (Take Home Chef) 7. When was the last time you squatted to pee? I do not squat to pee. 8. Who is the last person you liked? I like all my friends and acquaintances. 9. Are you close to your mom? My adopted mom: no. My birth: I was, and still am, though she has passed. 10. Where does your best friend work? I do not have a best friend. 11. What is your least attractive feature? I am fat 12. What color are your pants? Plaid (PJ pants) 13.Do you have a roommate? I do. 14.Do you prefer paper or plastic? Plastic. 15. What color is your bedroom

Just Dont Get It
i just dont understand why guys tell you they like you, ask you to give them a chance to get to know you and prove they are not what people say they are and then once you give them that chance they drop the lets just be friends for a while first bomb on you then a couple of weeks later, after going back and forth of being flirty with you and still telling you that he likes you and wants to be with you he just has to work some things out in his life he says he wants nothing more than friendship. why in the hell bother waisting my time just to play me like that. im getting so sick of the bullshit. it almost feels like im unloveable. that ill never find a guy who will ever love me and actually love me for me. i have this huge heart and i feel like ill never get to use it cause nobody gives me a chance. guys who say they like me either are just trying to play me to get in my pants and those that do end up making it to be my bf they end up cheating on me. this is getting to be such bullshit

Few Questions For Fu Friends And Others
Do you have a good reputation? Have you ever cheated on someone? Ever made someone cry from laughing so hard? Are you confused right now? Who do you wanna spend the rest of your life with? Are you in love? How many assholes do you know? Favorite color? What do you like better being in a relationship or being single? Who would be the woman for you? Who ticked you off today? When's the last time you cried? Are you upset? Have you ever been depressed? What's on your mind? Last phone call? Person your trying to ignore? Last death? If you could kiss the last person you kissed, would you? Do you regret things? Do you think anyone will read your anwsers? Who would you like to be with right now? Who do you trust? Are you on the phone? Who would you like to fall asleep to on the phone? Do you forgive easily? If you could apologize to anyone right now, who would it be? D

In Honorable Memory Of Grandpa Diz Couch
In Honorable Memory of Grandpa Diz Couch 27 November 2007 A Tribute to you Grandpa Diz Written by; LSR © This 27th day of Nov. 2007 For Courtney and her family A tribute does little to comfort the heart in times like these but it is a good way for all to remember those they love when the loved ones goes on. A tribute to any one is a memory of a life done, and all memories are worth the time to embed their love in our minds. A tribute is in respect and honor to show we are covered with your armor, we wear it proudly for the world to see we’ll miss you and our love for you will forever be. A tribute is as much for us as it is for you; for you it’s in honor, for us it chases the blues, the emptiness in our town will never be defaced and in our hearts you will never be replaced. A tribute does little for you once you’re gone but for us it’s a way to insure your memory goes on, it tells the world how much you are love by us all and says in our town a

I Must Be Repeating Myself
So much has happened in such little time... I've tried so hard to be everyones hero.. and help them in their time of need.. and when i do .. they just walk all over me.. and then start running their mouths about things that are so far from true... What do you do with that? You can know someone your whole life and not know them at all. We were so close when we were little and now were like worlds apart.. I tried to be there for them emtionally becuase i cant phyically and then everything i say to them ends up being some kind of joke.. or they say im lying.. or minupulating someone or the situation.. when in all reality its them acting like they are 12 and have nothing better to do then make everyone else look bad when its really them fucking random strangers lives up and their own... But I just wish they would take a long hard look in the mirror and see what they have become.. nothing sweet and innocent or kind and loving.. just some stupid bitch who cares nothing but of themselves.And

Wow Wow Wow...is That Called Drama Again?
Guess what it s me again and i need to say something smart...i am pretty sure...everybody who need to read that blog will read it...and i guess everybody can also understand my about me profile and on that i am not looking to hook up with somebody and i am not here to make some moves...everybody prob realize that i try to get one person on here..and that is my lil smartass.. and i will call him by the name "Nick" well he already posted enough bs anyway....we both will see where it will end..in from now on 40 days..(grrr heck that is still a long time ) So why i am saying that as an blog again...i dont want any drama here...i dont want people checking pages other once out who is leaving me a comment..and i dont want that people get bother with that bs here...i talk to everybody.. as longest they are talking to me with respect...come on were are adults and everybody who knows me and talk to me, knows i messed things up with Nick and i try to fix it. So pls dont act like an stalker.. Th

No Fucking Drama...you Know Who You Are!!!!!!!
I'm posting this blog for all the idiots that come on here and want to gossip and start drama. This is my getaway from everyday life and drama, I don't come here to get it from you, too. If I don't know you and if you're not on my friend/fan list, don't leave me ignorant comments about someone else being an asshole or whatever...CASSIE/ANGEL (Btw, it is spelled a-n-g-e-l, do you really have it spelled a-n-g-l-e? Are we in Geometry class?). I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOUR PERSONAL VENDETTAS!!!!!!! Take them elsewhere. Oh, and next time you think you need to be so bold to post such ignorant comments on a friend of a friend's page, have the balls to do it with your own profile, instead of making up a new, blank one, then deleting it. Stop being such a moronic child.

What To Do...
So I am trying to think of some goofy pic I can take to show some Christmas spirit. Already did the ornaments hanging from my ears with my Santa hat pointing straight up. Trying to think of something new this year. So if anyone has any ideas, let me know here

Decorating For Christmas
So when do you start decorating? How much do you do? Since I have been here, I've done less and less. David has never been into doing it. he just likes to help pick out the tree. After that he goes off on his own. I always get a real tree so I don't put it up too early. And sometimes depending on the weekends he is here its not up very long. Sometimes the decorations stir emotions that I really don't want to face. In the past, I've felt lonely. Decorating just for me seems silly. But I suppose even though David only seems them for a few days, they are for him too. If not for him, I probably would not have done anything. This year I suppose I am coming out of the doldrums. Part of me WANTS to decorate (and to make cookies lol). Growing up, we always had fun decorating. Besides doing the tree, I think our favorite thing was the staircase. We would put up some garland, and then we had these little elves. And while its not decorating, we always put up the trains. They

Almost Over
So...the semester is almost over and I am already about to lose it. All I can think about is getting home and getting laid! A nice, long, hard fuck with some cute, sexy, little 18 year old. God...sometimes college REALLY fucks with you. Out

Death Has Fallen Upon Me
THE FLU SUCKS ASS! I'VE HAD THIS SHIT FOR TWO DAYS NOW!!! MY THROAT FEELS LIKE I SWALLOWED BARBWIRE, I NO LONGER REMEMBER HOW IT FEELS TO BREATHE THROUGH MY NOSE!!! MY BODY FEELS LIKE A HOUSE FELL ON IT, AND NOW I'V STARTED THROWING UP. SHOOT ME PLEASE!!!

What Hippies Are Good For:
Parking your car on them. Sending them to war so they get killed instead of real people. Medical testing (they're stupid like animals; just knock them out and give them a shot.. they won't know what happened) Using them for ammo. We should pack them into missiles and launch them over towards Iraq. The smell is potent enough to make any enemy surrender. Target practice. Hamburgers (They want to be in touch with nature, so what better way than to be digested and used as fertilizer? Hippy burgers anyone?) Hippies make great janitors (after all, they have the smell down). Decorations. Add color to your yard with a few hippies impaled on your fence (Dracula style). Hippies make great scapegoats. Bad day at work? Famine? Plague? Cancer? Blame it on hippies. Hippies are always good for kicking. Hippies are fun to tease (good for laughs when you're bored) Raw sewage storage (Hippies will eat anything). Hippies are flamable and make for great campfire fuel.

Show Mah Homie Sum Luv !!!! W00p W00p
Stop by this Lettes page and show her some luv... if u already have.....drop in again ....she has some kick azz pics. RaChelle 'DJ. STONER*{Shelby_69}JUGGALO~MAFIA~FU~WIFEY~TO~Dj ××pürë×hÅTë×. {#1 Stoner of GoThs Twisted Reality}

In Defense Of Ron Paul
Please read the article at http://www.alternet.org/rights/69139/?page=entire I am a strong supporter of Dr. Paul. While I don't agree with him on some things -- such as government involvement in women's reproductive rights, but at least he's willing to let the individual States decide -- I do believe that he would try in earnest to do things the way I would if I were in his shoes. And after all, isn't that the sort of person each of us are supposed to be voting for? Most of the other candidates are quite adept at being politicians, at pandering to both sides of just about any issue depending upon who's sponsoring the $2000-a-plate dinner at which they're speaking. But few of them make good sense when it comes to the issues that matter to me. Ron Paul, though, does precisely that on nearly every subject, and with a disarming candor that leaves me with no doubt that he does truly believe in saving our country from destruction. And believe it or not, folks, that's where we stand

Release
This is a collaboration I did with my friend Steven. By Ambur: Like the first drop of rain after a drought, A solitary tear falls from the corner of my eye, Destined for locks of golden hair. Cool and revitalizing, A tear abundant with ecstasy. It is dark. I need not my eyes to see. His body I remember. His scent brings serenity. His flesh - warm and secure. We commune. Incoherent words to a stranger. Poetry to a lovers' ear. Our hearts provide rhythm, Our bodies - the words. My arms form his collar. He wears this with pleasure. Blankets of heat surround our movement. I feel him in his entirety. An essence of love lingers. His thrust overwhelms me. My heels drive into the disheveled sheeting. The warmth of his lust fills me. For the first time I feel the weight of his body. Could it be; my satisfaction is greater? By Steven: She came to me like a whisper in the night< SPAN> une

Next Time Your Dear Old Granny Asks For A "rocking Chair"
The "Rocking Chair" It's on sale in the for $99.00. It looks like a seat. But what is its intended use? "The HAMMER""THE SHAFTER""THE BLISS BOX" "THE DOGHOUSE":THE FLEXOR"THE PLUNGER""THE TROT"

Back In Missouri
I back.. and my lappy is working again! Not only did the wireless not work, but this thing also reverted back to its troublesome self. So once again Brad to the rescue. I'm off work until Monday. Then I have a pretty decent schedule. That's good since it all means more $$. Christmas gifts from Cheryl are going to be limited I think. I have to buy a car. HAVE to. I can't put it off anymore.. and I can't afford it either. If anyone knows of a halfway decent car for very very cheap I'd love to know about it. Le sigh. So on Sunday I'll be 4 months along. I have my next appointment on the 18th. And I'll be 18 weeks then... which is EXCITED! Between 20 and 22 weeks is when I'm supposed to have my next ultrasound to find out the sex. To TRY to find out anyways. I hope this lil zombie cooperates! What else... hmm I don't know if I'm feeling the baby move and kick but I'm definately feeling things that I haven't before (or maybe not noticed?) I like to think it's the baby. That m

What I Am
Shadow Walker One who walks the line between light and dark, with no ties to either side. With no morals or emotions clouding their judgment, a Shadow Walker is able to accomplish tasks and solve problems in the most efficient and logical way. Shadow Walkers are also a small secretive sect of Force wielders which pull from both the light and dark side, giving them immeasurable power. I was once a man. Forced by those who could not understand me to depart from their realm. Now I walk alone, waiting, watching. I have no home and no family. I have nothing to lose. So try me if you dare for I walk in the shadows, where no one goes. I have seen that you cannot believe, So test me, if you dare, for you may not live to see tomorrow my friend.

Pic On The Nightstand
After a long night of making love the guy notices a photo of another man, on the woman's nightstand by the bed. He begins to worry. "Is this your husband?" he nervously asks. "No, silly," she replies, snuggling up to him. "Your boyfriend, then?" he continues. "No, not at all," she says, nibbling away at his ear. "Is it your dad or your brother?" he inquires, hoping to be reassured. "No, no, no! You are so hot when you're jealous!" she answers. "Well, who in the hell is he, then?" he demands. She whispers in his ear "That's me before the surgery."

Touch
Kind of describes what I have always wanted from someone I long for this more than breathing Dreaming of moments never being I dream of soft touches on my face with loving care The tips of fingers that touch yes…right there A faceless beauty Wondering who it could be Her touch reaching to my neck but traveling much further Wanting this more and more its like suicide or murder A touch that can cause more than pleasure Touches that I now and forever treasure Exhaling with the softest sound only she hears Her touch driving me to tears My heart stops my chest feels heavy I can’t but must wait This person has my breath stolen, I suffocate My body floating, my head swirling, my heart pounding All of this and at the same time calming I want to open my eyes make this dream real Who could do this to me and make me feel The way nobody has or can ever again Such tenderness and emotion Just a touch is all I want This world from this one to the next I must hunt A woman who

Sometimes We Slip Up
You know, I don't care how old you are, sometimes we just slip up and make stupid mistakes or get caught up in stupid drama. I am so thankful that I have common sense to realize that it is just not worth it. The drama I mean LOL. I found myself in a situation not too long ago and realized I did it all myself. I could have easily stayed out of it but hey we make mistakes and it is done and over and I learned a valuable lesson

What Makes A Dad....
God took the Strength of a mountain, the Majesty of a tree, the Warmth of a summer sun, the Calm of a quiet sea, the Generous soul of nature, the Comforting arm of night, the Wisdom of the ages, the Power of the eagle's flight, the Joy of a morning spring, the Fatih of a mustard seed, the Patience of eternity, the Depth of a family need. Then God combined thses qualities. When there was nothing more to add, He knew His masterpiece was complete, and so, He called it... "DAD!"

Comcast Sucks
My cable bill was due, so I went online to pay it yesterday. I tried several times, but it always came back saying they could not process it at that time and to come back later and try again. Well, the last time it said something different. It said my payment had already been made and not to try again lol. So I pulled up my account. Not only had I paid what I owed, but I had a $503 credit. All the times it said they could not process it, they WERE accepting it. So I try to call them. I got through their menu of selections to where i needed to be. And I waited. Twenty minutes later, it cut me off. I tried again, and got cut off. I tried a third time, and no one answered before I gave up. I called a few hours later, and sat on hold awhile, until the computerized system says "We are having Technical Issues, try again later." So I emailed them. They better fix this crap today.

Why Catholics Make The Sign Of The Cross
"History of a Christian Prayer. The Sign of The Cross. A Call to Christian Unity and Humility, by Frederick Pogorzelski. Please, make "The Sign of The Cross" in a spirit of charity, reconcillation, and Christian unity. Philippians 2:1, 2 "...If, therefore, there is any comfort in Christ, any encouragement from charity, any fellowship in the Spirit, any feeling of mercy, 2. fill up my joy by thinking alike, having the same charity, with one soul and one mind..." The Sign of The Cross. In the name of the Father, And of the Son, And of the Holy Spirit. Amen. Help from the Holy Bible. Gal. 6:14 "...But far be it from me to glory except in the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ, by which the world has been crucified to me, and I to the world..." Ezechiel 9:4 "...Pass throught the city [through Jerusalem] and mark an X on the foreheads of those who moan and groan over all the abominations that are praticed within it..." {Footnote: Ezechiel is pre-eminently the prophet of p

A Different Kind Of Christmas
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled

Sudan Demo Over Jailed Uk Teacher
Sudan demo over jailed UK teacher Crowds of people have marched in Sudan's capital Khartoum to call for a tougher sentence for a British teacher imprisoned for insulting religion. Gillian Gibbons, 54, from Liverpool, was jailed for 15 days on Thursday after allowing children in her class to name a teddy bear Muhammad. Some reports said protesters had called for her to be shot. Her lawyer said she was later moved for her own safety. Muslim Labour peer Lord Ahmed is on his way to Sudan to push for her release. Lord Ahmed, who is being accompanied by the Conservatives' Baroness Sayeeda Warsi, expects to meet President Omar al-Bashir and possibly the chief justice. He is travelling at the invitation of the Sudanese government. 'Kill her' The Foreign Office said Mrs Gibbons had been visited again by consular staff on Friday and that she was "well", but it could not confirm where she was being held. A spokeswoman said: "We are pursuing diplomatic contacts with

Pics
i like takeing pics on an emo level, i like to capture the emos, people look at pics as just pics but do they really see the emos in them not just sexualy but as in anger sadness hate fear love light and dark all in diff pics, but do u really look at pics that way like u look in to the eyes of a person, they say the eyes tell a story on what a person is like and what the person likes and diss likes and sometimes what they have done, i like to look at pics and see what the person is really like and why the persone is like that, u can even help them feel better as well and become a better lover and even in bed, but thats not all some times u can be in contact just by talking and knowing how they feel in and out of them and sometimes even know what there gonna say, has that ever happen to u where sometimes u feel like uve known that one person for years but just met or just talked over the net or phone. thats all part of knowing the person but its up to u to take it further and exsp

You ,me And Some Sapphire Gin
start off with a sip flip your hair back hand on your hip a little laugh a little dance another drink a new romance we'll let the night begin you and me and some sapphire gin pull me in and rip my shirt hold me close lift that skirt kick off your shoes stay awhile no need to drunk dial falling down dirty knees no need to beg please baby please cuz we'll let the night begin you and me and some sapphire gin oh what a world we're livin' in you and me and some sapphire gin

Date Rape Drug .. Plz Read And Repost
Please Inform all your Female Friends !!!!! A woman at a bar on a Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who, according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes, along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood and Progesterex, essentially a small sterilization pill. The drug is now being used by rapists at parties to rape AND sterilize their victims. Progesterex is available to vets to sterilize large animals. Progesterex is being used together with Rohypnol, the date rape drug. As with Rohypnol, all they have to do is drop it into the girl's drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning, of all that had taken place the night before. Progesterex, which dissolves in drinks just as easily, is such that the victim doesn't get pregnant; she won't conceive from the rape and the rapist needn't worry about having a paternity test identifying him months later. The drug's effects ARE

Chronic Psychotic Dependence
Chronic Psychotic Dependence I am driving through the snow and gray, Same old day, Different scenery and your asking me whats wrong again. I'm not feeling well, well, I havent for years. It just keeps getting worse. And darkness falls when I feel no end. But the darkness never ended. I did see a few sweet lights, Some flame where I forgot my soul was. I rely on you my sweet saviour. I grasp tightly as my lungs freeze with fear. I cling helplessly as I realize your hands are further away. I know you want to save me Or is it that you want to change me? I fear my dreams, I fear all change, Terrified of rejection, Sometimes, even my own reflection. Have I run away again? I know I'm present but have I hid myself away? Lately I've felt nothing. Nothing but the uncontrolled tears defiling my face. I need help, Someone to push me, Someone to hold me. Someone to tell me its ok to pursue some dreams. To support me and ask me if I need help for I'm to proud

So Long Evel!
Iconic Daredevil Evel Knievel Dies at 69 By MITCH STACY – 3 hours ago CLEARWATER, Fla. (AP) — Evel Knievel, the red-white-and-blue-spangled motorcycle daredevil whose jumps over crazy obstacles including Greyhound buses, live sharks and Idaho's Snake River Canyon made him an international icon in the 1970s, died Friday. He was 69. Knievel's death was confirmed by his granddaughter, Krysten Knievel. He had been in failing health for years, suffering from diabetes and pulmonary fibrosis, an incurable condition that scarred his lungs. Knievel had undergone a liver transplant in 1999 after nearly dying of hepatitis C, likely contracted through a blood transfusion after one of his bone-shattering spills. He also suffered two strokes in recent years. Longtime friend and promoter Billy Rundle said Knievel had trouble breathing at his Clearwater condominium and died before an ambulance could get him to a hospital. "It's been coming for years, but you just don't expect it. Supe

Ty For My Bday Wishes
HEY EVERYONE I JUST WANTED TO THANK EVERYONE FOR ALL THE DRINKS, CAKES, CARDS, COMMENTS FOR MY BIRHDAY . . .I TRIED TO THANK EVERYONE PERSONALLY BUT I HAD SO MANY...BUT I DO APPRECIATE IT FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART . . .IT MADE MY BIRTHDAY THAT MUCH MORE SPECIAL!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL. . . .MY FRIENDS ROCK!

I Am What?
Well...I am used to getting called every name in the book...whore, cunt, slut, bitch, pig, fat-ass, Ms. Piggy...you name it but they dont hurt me none...except or one word...racist! I was talking to one guy on yahoo and I asked him his stats. He was black living in New Mexico 36 and was 5ft 10in. OK...lets see here...your in New Mexico and I am in Ohio...there is a conflict there already. Then he is under 6ft tall since I like my men over 6ft. He wouldnt listen to me as to what I liked in a man...he was pissed off that I didnt want anything to do with him because he was black which isnt true. I have a lot of black friends, all male yea, but they are friends. But I am a racist because I told him I wasnt interested. Gee Margaret! I have dealt with this BS before but today it just bugs me. I dont kno if it was a guilt trip into making me give him a shot or what. I am just very picky in what I like and right now tho I am not looking for any male right now. Just BiWomen. T

The Corning Process
Corned Venison....Corning is a method of meat preservation developed in the days before refrigeration. After butchering a steer a farmer would cure a brisket or some other tough cut in a sugar/salt brine for several weeks. The salt acted as a preservative and the sugar developed flavor and tenderness. Meat cured this way was called "Corned" because the salt pellets were about the size of a corn kernel. On a Moose or Elk the brisket or thin meat that covers the bottom of the ribcage, is thick enough for corning. But on smaller animals such as deer and antelope, it may be too thin. Flank meat, Which lies between the last rib and the hindquarter is also a good choice as is a shoulder roast

Sad Time Of The Year....
Many of you, the ones that have known me the longest, knows this time of the year becomes the hardest for me. I lost my mother 2 days before my 21st birthday. The 22nd anniversary of her death is rapidly approaching. I may be distant through this time. If I do become distant think nothing of it. It truly has nothing to do with any of my wonderful friends. It is just still very hard to deal with. My mom was my world. Today is the 22nd anniversary of my grandfathers death. Yes, we lost my grandfather then his daughter 23 days apart in the same year. This is one of the main reasons I do not celebrate Christmas. The other reason being that I am atheist and do not conform to organized beliefs. I do hope you will all understand and allow me my time this month to make it through. I will still try to show love and will still be online, just probably wont seem like the happy go lucky person many of you know me as. I love each and every one of you very much!! ~Always~ Evil CntryGoth

Aerosmitih-crazy
Come Here baby You know you drive me up a wall the way you make good on all the nasty tricks you pull Seems like we're makin' up more than we're makin' love And it always seems you got somn' on your mind other than me Girl, you got to change your crazy ways You hear me Say you're leavin' on a seven thirty train and that you're headin' out to Hollywood Girl you been givin' me that line so many times it kinda gets like feelin' bad looks good That kinda lovin' Turns a man to a slave That kinda lovin' Sends a man right to his grave... [Chorus:] I go crazy, crazy, baby, I go crazy You turn it on Then you're gone Yeah you drive me Crazy, crazy, crazy, for you baby What can I do, honey I feel like the color blue... You're packin' up your stuff and talkin' like it's tough and tryin' to tell me that it's time to go But I know you ain't wearin' nothin' underneath that overcoat And it's all a show That kind of lovin' Makes me wanna pull Down the shade, yeah

Holiday Drink Recipes
Hot Buttered Rum 1 quart vanilla ice cream 1 lb. butter 1 lb. powdered sugar 1 lb brown sugar 1 Tablespoon Nutmeg 1 Tablespoon Cinnamon Allow ice cream to sit out for 10 minutes to soften a bit, but you don't want it melted! Meanwhile, cream together butter and powdered sugar, then mix in the brown sugar as well. Add softened ice cream to butter/sugar mixture, then add spices. Refrigerate right away and keep refrigerated. (can be given as gifts in a tin) To serve the hot buttered rum, you scoop the rum mix (above) to fill half the coffee cup. Add water like you would to make coa coa, but also add a shot of rum. 1/2 parts mix + water + shot of rum microwave the cup to coa coa temperature and you've got your hot buttered rum! and that's it! :) This recipe makes enough to keep in the fridge for the whole season! 2-3 weeks worth. Irish Cream 1 can sweetened condensed milk 1 pint half n half 1 cup brandy 1/2 teaspoon coconut flavor 1/2 teaspoon vanilla flavor 4

Saturday Night Survey
1. Are you dating the last person you talked to on the phone? nope 2. Pretend you had 10 beers. Describe what you would be doing? acting a complete fool...maybe not clothed!!! LOL 3. What do you want? those clothes to fold themselves 4. Who was the last person you shared a bed with? the cheater 5. Do you talk to yourself? yes...and even answer 6. Do you drink milk straight from the carton? i hate milk 7. Who knows a secret or two about you? pam 8. How long is your hair? pretty long 9. Do you like Batman? like robin better 10. Who was the last person who told you they loved you? my son 12. Do you swear at your parents? no...why would i do that? 13.Do you like anyone? yeah 14. When was the last time you lied? try not to do that 15. What do you like for breakfast? diet coke 16. Is your birthday on a holiday? no 17. What instant messaging service do you use? yahoo 18. Last thing you cooked today? does microwave pizza count?

Bill Engvall - Awesome Xmas
Ok so this Christmas isn't goin to be all that bad. *My God daughter is almost here.... *Dad is takin me a day next week to get me my suitcase(s), and we are goin out to eat. *Brian Emailed what he got me for xmas..... (not what I wanted - Wanted clothes cuz i need them but i'll definately take these! lol) *Thomas Family Christmas thing should be fun.... December 29th. So Leeah should be here really soon. Britt said they wont take her any later than the 11th so I mean I'll atleast still be here in PA when she's born, and then I'm takin off work just so I can take and be in the Hospital to see them. Brian Emailed me the confirmation to THE TICKETS TO GO SEE BILL ENGVALL WHILE I'M IN VEGAS. He said Larry the Cable Guy starts an Hour after Bill Engvall so we can' tgo see that. But he said the Tickets are really close to the stage... THIS IS AWESOME! :D I'm so happy about that :) Not only will I get to meet moms friend, her kids and her daughter Deaja... who is

Shivers Of Pain
Shivers of pain creep through my brian, The world shatters and coldness fills my veins. Mistakes of Bitter judgement come into play, I scream trying to keep myself sane. But nothing changes it just remains the same. Stopping it becomes the obession that drives, Still the power overridesand strives. Overcoming filling me till I bust at the seams I run and try to hide, to keep innocent eyes blind, It just can't be stopped it's trapped inside If only could find the switch, The clock of life would cease to tick, Last thing I'd hear...the trigger click.... Paitently waiting for answers above, I pray for a touch of higher love. It fills my mind the strat of early morning Even as your sleeping, dreaming, snoring.... I wish for this pain I feel to end, Is it wrong to touch you in different ways even with this pen?

4 Bree Thanks Again For The Fubucks!
How it all started I do not know, Seamed like every time you came near you had that glow. You've brought forth things I tried to Hide, All it took was a single gaze into your eyes. A true friendship should never cost you a penny, But yet it is never obtained by so many! As I watched your heart break and fall apart, I knew it would heal from the very start. Now, as I notice the seed of love start to grow, I realize where it will lead only God knows! You've all made mistakes as we all can agree, But that's just the way love is meant to be. If we never lose there is nothing to gain, For within love always lays some pain. And it's always easier to lie and hide, Than to tell truth , eye to eye! I'll always be there no matter the reason, Even in the dead cold of the winter season. No matter the time life might sway, You can come to me the middle of night or day! Bree Listen for these words ring true. I've never had a friend as special as you!

Surgery!
Well I found out last night some very bad news. I have gallstones. I dont know how or why! all I know is tht I have surgery scheduled for tomorrow to get my gallbladder removed... I'm scared to death! I dont know what to do! HELP!

Salute Pictures Exchange - Do Me One I'll Do You One
Hello friends and Fans!! I have created the new picture folders "FOR MY FRIENDS" AND "FROM MY FRIENDS" I want to do a salute picture exchange with all of you. Do Me a cute, sexy, hot or whatever kind of picture salute, your face must be showing of course and your Fubar name to be considered a salute. I will in return send you one, of course the way I'll do it will be only under My discretion (so don't ask for skin shots). Let's do this... it will be fun :) Kisses and spanks Goddess Ambrosia p.s. since I don't have any more picture space I will be posting the salutes in blogs until I move to the next level and get more space... I'm only a few points away so if you want to help Me move to the next level.. by all means.. stop by and show some luv!! as you know I run out of picture space too quickly... lol

To My Friend
i was on a mission you had no ambition thats why we didnt work and you turned out to be a jerk Now we have both moved on To find our real true one i hope u have luck in ur future im done with all your torture i hope we can still be friends maybe it will all be great in the end so i want ot say good luck to you now i have to focus on what im gonna do Im gonna find my number one and focus on my son and untill me meet again good luck my great friend

Benefit For Amanda Thomas
There will be a There will be a benefit for Amanda Thomas on Saturday, December 8, starting at 12:00 noon at the Moundsville Volunteer Fire Department. Amanda passed away tragically on October 6, 2007 and leaves behind 2 daughters, ages 4 yrs and 18 months. The benefit will feature a spaghetti dinner, live bands, dj, cash bar, and some unbelievable raffles and giveaways. Among the items are a football signed by Steeler great Mel Blount,a Neal McCoy autographed guitar,WVU team autographed football,guns and much more. Everyone is welcome so invite as MANY people as you can. Proceeds benefit Amanda's Angels Fund for her two little girls. For more information call Chris (304)639-0557.

Josh Groban - Youre Still You
You're Still You ( Josh Groban ) Through the darkness I can see your light And you will always shine And I can feel youre heart in mine Your face I memorized I idolize just you I look up to Everything you are In my eyes you do no wrong Ive loved you for so long And after all is said and done Youre still you After all Youre still you You walk past me I can feel your pain Time changes everything One truth always stays the same Youre still you After all Youre still you I look up to Everything you are In my eyes you do no wrong And I believe in you Although you never asked me to I will remember you And what life put you through And in this cruel and lonely world Ive found one love Youre still you After all Youre still you

Something Thats Going To Get You To Think
"I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their comments.Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our des

The New 2008 Penis Tax Law
the only thing that the IRS has not taxed yet is the male penis. This is due to the fact that 69% of the time it is hanging around unemployed, 10% of the time it is hard up, 20% of the time it is pissed off And 1% of the time it is in the hole. On top of that, it has two dependents and they are both nuts! HOWEVER, effective January 1st, 2008, the penis will now be taxed according to size. The brackets are as follows: 10 - 12" Luxury Tax $300.00 8 - 10" Pole Tax $250.00 5 - 8" Privilege Tax $150.00 3 - 5" Nuisance Tax $30.00 Males exceeding 12" must file capital gains. Anyone under 4 inches is eligible for a tax refund. PLEASE DO NOT ASK FOR AN EXTENSION.

Very Sad News
There will be no Nativity Scene in Ottawa, Canada this year! The Supreme Court has ruled that there cannot be a Nativity Scene in Canada's capital this Christmas season. This isn't for any religious reason. They simply have not been able to find Three Wise Men in the Nation's Capital. P.S. There was no problem, however, finding enough asses to fill the stable.

What Good Are Freinds.
What good are freinds if they stabb you in the when they get the chance. Take today for an example, I did a favor for what I thought was a good friend and I ended up getting screwed with out and lub. (st had to vent) and this is a good place to do it.

Chronic Marine Syndrome
Chronic Marine Syndrome In response to the person who talked about Marine Disease; I've discovered another condition; it's called Chronic Marine Syndrome (CMS). This condition affects men and women of all ages. Symptoms to look for are: 1. Pride in oneself and the organization they represent. 2. A strong willingness to put in extra attention to detail to get the job done. 3. May wear articles of Marine clothing; T-shirts, jackets, watches, well into their 80's. 4. Will not hesitate to stand up or put their hand over their heart, or even salute when the National Anthem is played. 5. Does not succumb easily to political correctness. 6. Is sure of who they are. 7. Is often either respected or hated by others, due to their abilities and talents. 8. May donate toys to needy kids at Christmas. 9. Some have been known to wear their hair in a high

Wezl N Boo.....
Forever: To see you.... Is to want to meet you.... To meet you ...... Is to want you..... To want you...... Is to need you....... To need you...... Is to love you..... To love you...... Is forever..... Forever is ..... What I offer you...... What I offer you ..... Is to see me....... To see me ..... Is to want to meet me....... To meet me ..... Is to want me....... To want me....... Is to need me.......... To need me....... Is to love me..... To love me......... Is forever............... Forever is ........ To see us....... To see us..... Is to want to meet us....... To meet us...... Is to want to be us.......... To want to be us...... Is to need what we have....... To need what we have..... Is to love what you have..... To love what you have....... Is a love that is forever......... Forever is ........ To have a love untouched by another......... Forever is what we have........

Close To My Heart:
I wish that you could feel My arms about you tight, Holding you up close All thru out the night. To know that I am there And never away far, That I will remain Where ever that you are. That you could press back Into my warm embrace, And feel my soft touch Warm against your face. Or you could shift your hips And press against me tight, To feel my body's heat And my lips kissing you light. I wish that you could hear My softly whispered song, To lull you into sleep For it's here that we belong. That you could hear me say All you need to hear, As I tell you of my love Whispered soft against your ear. And you could feel my breath Warm against your skin, As I let my presence beg you To let this true love in. I wish that I could hold you And whisper long into your night, Never would you wonder then As I held you to me tight...

You Mean I'm Not Special?!
So Granny called my cell just now. She had to inform me she's sending my birthday and Christmas card together. She's also sending my father's stuff for me as well. She's sending money. She "spoiled the surprise" and told me how much each card will contain. My Xmas cards are twice as much as my birthday cards... I said HEY! Why isn't that the other way around? She asked me what I meant. I said how come I get more for Xmas, than my birthday? She said "Everyone has a birthday, but the birthday for Jesus is special" Now, naturally I was KIDDING when I asked this. I'm a smartass. It's what I do. She didn't pick up on that. I was kind of surprised that she ANSWERED me lol Now I feel like I'm not special THANKS Granny! *Cries!* In case people don't get it - I'm being a smartass again... :P

Love
every time i see you, i turn red all my thoughts are spinning in my head when i am near you i am so shy yet when we're together i feel so high try to find the courage so i can face you just so i can tell you that i love you i look at you i see an angel's reflection when you're in danger i'll be your protection we all have something we have to sacrifice protect who you love protect them with your life

Wanna Know More?
BLUE IS LOVE 1. Do you love someone?: yes, myself 2. Do you believe in love at first sight?: no 3. Are you currently in a relationship?: with myself 4. Better to have loved and lost or never to have loved at all?: sometimes I wonder, but I'll say loved and lost 5. If you could make one person love you, who would it be?: I wouldn't want to MAKE anyone feel anything. RED IS ANGER 1. Are you currently mad at someone? no 2. Which of your family members has the worst temper? Mom 3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? Yes 4. Is anyone mad at you? Probably 5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?: Sometimes yell, but mostly I storm off on my own for a walk YELLOW IS SELF DISCOVERY 1. Name: Ninja 2. Birthday: March 4 3. What's your main goal in life? To be successful 4. Do you want to have children? Not at this time, who knows how I might feel in the future 5. When do you want to die? 66, lol fuck what kinda question is this? ORANGE IS EXCI

My Pledge To You, My Steve.
A Lovers Pledge, Mine To You. I love you enough to fight for you, Compromise for you and sacrifice Myself for you if I need too. Enough to miss you incredibly, When we are apart, no matter What length of time it is for, And regardless of the distance. Enough to believe in our relationship, To stand by it through the worst of times And have faith in our strength as a couple, And never give up on us. Enough to spend the rest of my life With you, to be there for you when you Need or want me, and I never want To leave you or live my life without you. This is my pledge to you, as I love you.

A Simple Poem
"untitled" I met a man the other day and he was on his way to a different world. He had lots of things on his mind but he still took the time to talk to me and now my life has changed. I don't know where he came from or why he chose me but I think it was god u see. Fate came in and took over me and now my world is a mess cause there are a lot of things to adress. Like where am I going, who am I going there with Will it change. Will these feelings stay the same or will it turn into a big cloud of rain. The man is amazing, he can see right through me. He knows what i am thinking, where I am, where I stand. And if someone is watching over me than he has answered my prayer. I need this man more than he will ever know, and I wish there was a way I didnt have to let him go. But this man has other things too. Things I never knew, things I cant change. Thing I wish were easily put away. But I know that day

A Childs Story
A repost from: 'H.B.I.C. aka Ri aka Subzero's Agent Double 0 Boobies' Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to die You

My New Lounge
http://tieshade.podomatic.com/ come on in to klubkaotic lounge and chill wit yo boi. im so hood. playing hip hop and RnB stuff. will be rating photo's buying drinks and giving away stuff in the lounge. hot topic discussions and our 1st Annual klubkaotic lounge party for new years! dec. 31st 2007 11pm to 5am right here in klubkaotic's lounge! ladies bf midnight get glass of free champange! plus 5000 fubar bucks given away to the first person threw klubkaotic's lounge @ 2am in 2008.

A Small Child Died Today Belonging To A Fubarian Fmily In Here ;;;;the One >>>
Little one with burns Kelsey..., and belonging fubarian family in here .. So many prayers so many . But God took her home today : no more Christmas ohhhh , Pray for her family and friends now. Paryers for all now.. God bless you all . keep you safe thru this Holiday Season. be thankfull all. Her name was Kelsey>>> 2-3 yrs old...Plz . Read the bulletins .. it all is there video and all.Help her family now plz .. hugs diana

Traveling Words
Fallow... The whispers... That then turn to screams... Words hallow... Mean nothing... Truths told... Lies found tomarrow... Acheing hearts... Then do hurt... Shallow minds... Scheme and find us... Words they fail me...

Zamn (dont Read This)
I went for the "Fuck Slut Rock" but all I got was the "Fuck Shit Slide" go figure, so I settled for Touch Me Dirty... yeah.... I'm your little dirty whor..... hi mom :) How you been LOL. So since you all don't want to play with me tonight I'm stuck playing with myself! That's what I hate about being 8 hours away you all have lives that don't revolve around me! Soon, SOON this will change for I will come into your life, take away your sanity and lead you by a leash with a spiked collar! Don't worry you will learn to like it as I spank you with a leather whip BYAH! My plans tonight include world domination as I round my seventh cup of coffee, I've started to realize a few things like Zombies Ate My Neighbors makes me want to kick small animals! So in memory of all the small animals I may kick tonight I will write this poem... Small and cuddley Cute and wuddley I may be dick So your tiny little ass I kick! The end! Because I'm so tired from kicking, I'm almost like an a

Venting Getting Stuff Off My Chest 12-5-07 3:42 A.m.
yeah first off let me start out by saying i know it's 3:43 in the morning and this is a day I was scheduled to work and should be at work right now but I aint! I'm at home they sent me home at 3. I lost two people I hold purty close to me right after thanksgiving and now today well yesterday I found out my paw paw (last one living) was in ICU yet again. He and I have had our differences in the past but he is still my paw paw and was the one grand parent I was closest to the whole time growing up. And I love him dearly. He has been hospitalized a few times this year already for blood pressure and sugar dropping to the 30's, blacking out, congestive heart failure and other things. He was always the strong healthy one which was odd cause he smoked and drank daily and had been doing so for many many many years. We always thought though that with the others living so healthy he would be the first to go but his wife, my dear grandmaw was the first to go. well the first grandparent of mine he

Update On My New Life
Dear Reader, If you're reading this, it means you want to know how I've been doing lately, I presume. Well, a lot has happened. I finally left my mom's house...first time for me. The boys and I moved out on November 3rd, 2007 and left for Wildomar, CA. God, I was so nervous. Still am, because it is all a bit fresh for me. I moved with my boyfriend Chuck to a temporary location. I am finally going to express my feelings on everything that has happened since that third day of November. The only way I can describe how I feel about leaving my mom is...WITHDRAWAL. I miss her. I get sad because she always kept me close to her, which I wish she didn't do because it makes it hard on me now, as an adult. I miss waking up to see her face. She's getting older, and sicker. Sometimes, I feel I've betrayed her by leaving. But, I had to begin my own, separate life from her, as we all do. Leaving the nest, basically. I try to call everyday. It can be hard, but we're hanging in there.

Prisoner
Cowered in the corner of this cement room Shadows lerking, spreding their doom Darkness surrounds me, imprisoning me I see a light , but i cannot be free I cover my face, i will not show my fear Screaming inside, only myself i hear I wonder if the world out there even cares All alone here with no other life to share I will waste away in this chamber My soul will wonder, to this place it will linger dla 2007

Funny
'Twas the night after Christmas, his duties were done. Now Santa was looking to have him some fun. His stockings were flung on the floor and the chair, And over the mantle his used underwear. Mrs. Claus was as nervous as a blushing college girl. Watching as Santa's desire did unfurl. "Oh take me, you big boy!" she started to shout. And Santa responded by whipping it out. Santa arose with a big booming clatter. He was horny as hell, his dick growing fatter. "Forget Donner and Blitzen, the elves and the toys. Show me what comes to very bad boys." From the front and rear, he gave it to her good, And squeezed her big boobies to bring him good wood. His face was all red. His heart threatened to stall, As his pearly white nog splattered the wall. "Oh Santa," she cried, with moans of delight. "Boys need to be naughty, to have a good night."

Re: Some Truth About Bin Laden Al Quaeda On Good Morning America
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Stay
Stay--Sugarland I been sittin' here starin' At the clock on the wall And I been layin' here prayin' Prayin' she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be cryin' And I'll be beggin' you, baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waitin' With my heart on my sleeve Oh, for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dyin' What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of bein' lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay (yeah) You keep tellin' me, baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like bein' used [Stay lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] And I'm tired 'a waitin' It's too much pain to have to bear

How You Know Being In Finland Too Long?
YOU KNOW YOU HAVE BEEN IN FINLAND TOO LONG, WHEN…… 1. You rummage through your plastic bag collection to see which ones you should keep to take to the store and which can be sacrificed to garbage 2. As you walk past the Parliament Building in Helsinki, and see the statue is titled "Svinhufvud" you no longer read it as "Swinehead"… instead you think "What a good Swedish name!" 3. When a stranger on the street smiles at you: a. you assume he's drunk b. he is insane c. he's an American 4. You don't think twice about putting the wet dishes away in the cupboard to dry 5. A friend asks about your holiday plans and you answer, "Oh, I'm going to Europe!" meaning any other Western European country outside Scandinavia. 6. You no longer scrunch up or fold your paper money. You always put it in your wallet 7. You see a student take a front row seat and wonder "Who does he think he is!!??" 8. Silence is fun 9. The reason you take the ferry to Stockholm is a. Duty free

Listen To Your Heart
Have you ever been in a situation and you had no idea what to do? Such as being in a relationship and yet knowing you are not happy. All you want is to be happy and live again. I just got this to say...Follow your heart. The heart never lies or decieves you. Your brain may be telling you one thing because the other person may be very good at talking you into things their way or whatnot, but the heart can not be swayed. No one can control what the heart feels. No one can tell your heart to change. NO ONE!! You can apply this to anything in your life...your heart is the one true thing in your body that would never let you down or lead you in the wrong direction. Please, follow your heart and don't be swayed into something you don't want. Be happy and live for YOU and not for someone or something else. Life is too short!

Brett Farve In Heaven
Brett Favre, after living a full life died. When he got to heaven, God was showing him around. They came to a modest house with a faded Packers’ flag in the window. “This house is yours for eternity, Brett” said God. “This is very special, not everyone gets a house up here.” Brett felt special indeed, and walked up to his house. On his way up to the porch he noticed another house just around the corner. It was a 3 story mansion with a blue and silver sidewalk. It had a 50 ft. flagpole with an enormous Dallas Cowboys flag, and in every window a Cowboys silver star. Brett looked at God and said, “God, I’m not trying to be ungrateful, but I have a question. I was an All-Pro quarterback, I won 2 Super Bowls and I even got into the Hall of Fame.” God said, “So what do you want to know, Brett?” “Well, why does Tony Romo get a better house than me?” God chuckled and said, “Brett, that’s not Tony Romo’s house, it’s mine.

'adult' Drinks...lmao
A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together, she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. Aftera while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following items on the bar: A salt shaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue...salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys......smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks........this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it.... In one second the

A Thought For The Holiday Season
You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.-You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.He

Thoughts
I stop and think what my life would be like if I had went a diffrent road, wonder who I would be, what I would be doing, or for that matter did I even have a choice for a diffrent path? They say every dission you make, opens a million ways to take. Is that really true?? If it is then how do any of us know we went the right way? Is it something that just happens, or is it the feeling of knowing all is well?? I had thought that life was to learn and grow, to teach and be taught, to love and hate, to die and be born. Life is really just a puzle that some never finish. As we grow older and see our mistakes as children we learn that puzzles can have a side efftect that is tramitising, or overly excidting. We all want to change something, someone, some way shap or form. No one person has two things they like about them selves, and if you do then you find the rest of your flaws and let them take control. People in genral are amazing. We lie, cheat, steel, even kill our own......how can a moth

Christmas , Wats That?
*Was the month before Christmas*.. *When all through our land,* *Not a Christian was praying* *Nor taking a stand.* *See the PC Police had taken away,* *The reason for Christmas - no one could say.* *The children were told by their schools not to sing,* *About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things.* *It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say* * December 25th is just a " Holiday ".* *Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit* *Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it!* *CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod* *Something was changing,something quite odd! * *Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa* *In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda.* *As Targets, were hanging their trees upside down* * At Lowe's the word Christmas - was nowhere to be found.* *At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears* *You won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears.* *Inclusive, sensitive, Di-ver-si-ty* *Are words that we

ChëÅp LÅbØr? ümm NØ!
Isn't that what the whole immigration issue is about? Business doesn't want to pay a decent wage Consumers don't want expensive produce Government will tell you Americans don't want the jobs But the bottom line is cheap labor The phrase "cheap labor" is a myth, a farce, and a lie; there is no such thing as "cheap labor." Take, for example, an illegal alien with a wife and five children. He takes a job for $5.00 or $6.00/hour. At that wage, with six dependents, he pays no income tax, yet at the end of the year, if he files an Income Tax Return, he gets an "earned income credit" of up to $3,200 free. He qualifies for Section 8 housing and subsidized rent He qualifies for food stamps He qualifies for free (no deductible, no co-pay) health care His children get free breakfasts and lunches at school He requires bilingual teachers and books He qualifies for relief from high energy bills If they are or be

YØü PrØlly NëëÐ TØ GØ BÅck TØ 1§t GrÅÐë!
A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9." Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36." And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think Harry can go to the 3rd grade." Ms.

CÅjün §tëÅl§ Årt !
A thief in Paris planned to steal some paintings from the Louvre. After careful planning, he got past security, stole the paintings and >> made it safely to his van. However, he was captured Only two blocks away >> when his van ran out of gas. When asked how he could mastermind such a crime and then make >> such an obvious error, he replied; "Monsieur, that is the reason I stole the >> paintings; is ... I had no Monet to buy Degas to make the Van Gogh." (And you thought I didn't have De Gaulle to forward this message. >> Well, what can I say......... I figured I had nothing Toulouse)

~mØrnïng PÅncÅkë§~
Six year-old Brandon decided one Saturday morning to fix his parents Pancakes. He found a big bowl and spoon, pulled a chair to the counter, Opened the cupboard and pulled out the heavy flour canister, spilling it On the floor. He scooped some of the flour into the bowl with his hands, mixed in most Of a cup of milk and added some sugar, leaving a floury trail on the Floor which by now had a few tracks left by his kitten. Brandon was covered with flour and getting frustrated. He wanted this to Be something very good for Mom and Dad, but it was getting very bad. He didn't know what to do next, whether to put it all into the oven or On the stove and he didn't know how the stove worked!. Suddenly he saw His kitten licking from the bowl of mix and reached to push her away, Knocking the egg carton to the floor. Franti cally he tried to clean up This monumental mess but slipped on the eggs, getting his pajamas white And sticky. And just then he saw Dad standing at

His Four Wives
Once upon a time there was a rich King who had four wives. He loved the 4th wife the most and adorned her with rich robes and treated her to the finest of delicacies. He gave her nothing but the best. He also loved the 3rd wife very much and was always showing her off to neighboring kingdoms. However, he feared that one day she would leave him for another. He also loved his 2nd wife. She was his confidant and was always kind, considerate and patient with him. Whenever the King faced a problem, he could confide in her, and she would help him get through the difficult times. The King's 1st wife was a very loyal partner and had made great contributions in maintaining his wealth and kingdom. However, he did not love the first wife. Although she loved him deeply, he hardly took notice of her! One day, the King fell ill and he knew his time was short. He thought of his luxurious life and wondered, I now have four wives with me, but when I die, I'll be all alone."

Lord I Pray >for Them Lost By The Young Man. In The Nebraska ..state This Morning
now I pray for all lost to death but revived in you to live . I pray for that young man who killed others . i pray for his soul. You know his heart where it was . take all home , and it be your will to forgve or see if they enter your heaven . My all hurting everywhere, look toward you to help with their grief now. may no more death come from out all this disaster . No succides or other . Hold each one close unto your breast . love them and see to it all can be releived of such suffering to be able to heal . may all know your close now, and will look to you for they do hurt . help them O Lord all every one. help them to know ll your love.. Amen!!!!

Comics #2
a huge ps here If you wanna have a comic made out of your profile pic....a close up of some type that u would use for the profile here now the lettering wont be seen cuz they are so small lol but when they see the pic in your folder or mine they will see it cuz iwll have it in my folder! rules a.make sure its a pic of you ion a close up like mine b. email so ican send it to ya or u can rip it from my folder c. if you want something specifically said make sure you let me know... d. if u wanna have a name like a her lol make a good one for it...lol lets have some fun

Forever?
Love You said the words I love you, But it is obvious things have changed. I said the words I love you, And my feelings are still the same. You said I'll love you forever, But forever wasn't long enough. I said I'll love you always, And I'll mean it forever. But I can not imply to you What that means, 'Cause your version of Forever Isn't what it seems, And my version of Always Seems like an unrealistic dream

I Am Picking People Who Have Touched My Life And Who
Hi - I am picking people who have touched my life and who I think would want to receive this. Please send it back to me (You'll see why). In case you are not aware, Saint Theresa is known as the Saint of the Little Ways, meaning she believed in doing the little things in life well and with great love. She is represented by roses.May everyone who receives this message be blessed. Theresa's Prayer cannot be deleted. REMEMBER to make a wish before you read the prayer.That's all you have to do. There is nothing attached. Just share this with people and see what happens on the fourth day. Sorry you have to forward the message, but try not to break this, please. Prayer is one of the best free gifts we receive. Read the prayer b elow. Saint Theresa' s Prayer May today there be peace within. May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith. May you use those gifts that you have receive

Å FÅthër'§ ÐÅy Wï§h FrØm HëÅvën !
Dear Mr. Hallmark, I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear A rather strange idea, I see everything from here. I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card A card of love for my father, as this day for him is hard. There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven. He is still a father too, no matter where I reside I had to leave, he understands, but oh the tears he's cried. I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know That though I live in heaven now, I still love my father so. He talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too, Memories our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do? My father carries me in his heart, his tears he hides from sight. He writes poems to honor me, sometimes far into the night He plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells He writes to other grieving parents

Goodbye But Who Cares
In the midnight hours I think to myself You live and die and then what else? Life is nothing but a pointless game No matter how you play it; it ends the same These are the thoughts going through my head Does it really matter if I’m alive or dead What you do today doesn’t seem to matter tomorrow Makes the concept of meaning to life hard to swallow The madding chaos swallows me whole I’m still breathing but I have lost my soul Fade to black give in to the release Maybe in hell I’ll find some peace I can’t take this anymore, I’ve thought it through Now there is only one thing left to do After I’m gone no one will care Closed casket at my funeral and no one is there I am tired of feeling like a piece of shit I hope after I am dead the pain will quit Looking for the one who caused my misery And after searching, the only one to blame is me Cock the hammer back put the barrel to my head White walls soon to be splattered in red An instant of pain, then by death

Video Game Fubar >>>isnt?
Most in here play this site like a game , search , damage , destroy , some play to win and some looseer.too.. Well Fubar isnt a game ; its a real site with; real people and games and videos; we are not. There are emotions, feelings , pain , hurt , damage felt after a fall out , of lies and deciet, lashing out at each other playing Drama and other such games in here . Just remember its real; real people; not a video game or No Dramawanted ; show and tell sort thing in here or tract this girl or guy down play 20 questions and guys track guysand a ladys down to play 20 questions too to see if some one is a cheater .. hmm Not good .....hugs Diana

Wow...this Has Got To Be Read By Many On Fubar
Most people in relationships are well aware of the rules that govern their behavior, such as those of fidelity and monogamy. However, there are important relationship rules that are not explicitly stated, inlcuding behaviors that fall into the "crossing the line" category. What are some common "crossing the line" crimes? Cyber-flirting Dirty dancing with people other than your partner Buying other girls/guys drinks Being too affectionate with members of the opposite sex Commenting on the attractiveness of other men/women to your spouse Flirting with the waiter/waitress/handyman, etc. At one point or another, everyone engages in these activities when their spouse is looking the other way. Sometimes it can be hard to resist catching a cute guy's eye on the bus, or flirting and showing off for the pretty waitress. While most of us never intend to take it beyond that initial flirtation, these behaviors certainly raise a few eyebrows and can cause tension in our relations

How Do I Know?
How do I know it’s love? I ask myself every day Each time I think of his touch It takes my breath away How do I know it’s love? I’ve searched for it for years When he whispers so softly he needs me Joy fills my eyes with tears How do I know it’s love? There’s got to be a way To let him know that I love him so And to show him every day How do I know it’s love? My heart and soul I give His touch and embrace encompass me Without him I don’t want to live How do WE know it’s love? We’ve known it from the start From the first hello and how are you Fate was in charge of our hearts How do WE know it’s love? Forever we will stay In the loving arms of each other Forever plus one day 12/07/2007 "Life is too short for drama and petty things...train vigorously, dance emotionally, kiss slowly, laugh insanely, love truly, and forgive quickly!"

Help Me Please Help I Begg You
~*~OK I DON'T LIKE TO BEG BUT I NEED SOME STAFF MY LOUNGE IS GROWING AND I NEED HELP I NEED A gENERAL MANAGER AND OTHER STAFF SO PLEASE HIT ME ON MY SHOUT BOX IF YOU WANT TO HELP ~*~ ~*CLICK ANY PIC TO ENTER THE LOUNGE*~

Done!
A still moment in life when you relize what you desire most Will never come true The relization that no matter what Some people can never be pleased Never be happy with the love and joy around To hate your life so badly You live it to make others misrable To take those that mistreat you And give them your all Those that love you and is there Stomp on them like they are lower then dirt But to have the one who loves you the most Around everytime you need and are down Treat them like they are lower Then hell its self You will never know what it is like To know how the rain feels on a beautiful day All you do is complain Know the inascent love of a child All you hear is their whinne To hate so badly that you would run off All those dear that love you no matter What you seem to do to them Mentally and Physicaly abuse the only one Ever trully there for you You will never know the real love I have for you But I have to wash my hands of you From this day forwar

Smack That - Akon
[Akon:] Shady Convict Upfront Akon Slim Shady I see the one, because she be that lady! Hey! I feel you creeping, I can see it from my shadow Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo Maybe go to my place and just kick it like TaeBo And possibly bend you over look back and watch me [Chorus (2X):] Smack that all on the floor Smack that give me some more Smack that 'till you get sore Smack that oh-oooh! Upfront style ready to attack now Pull in the parking lot slow with the lac down Convicts got the whole thing packed now Step in the club now and wardrobe intact now! I feel it down and cracked now (ooh) I see it dull and backed now I'm gonna call her, than I pull the mack down Money no problem, pocket full of that now! I feel you creeping, I can see it from my shadow Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo Maybe go to my place and just kick it like TaeBo And possibly bend you over look back and watch me [Chorus (2x)] [Eminem:] Ooh...Looks like a

It Matters To Me - Faith Hill
Baby tell me where'd you ever learn To fight without sayin' a word Then waltz back into my life Like it's all gonna be alright Don't you know how much it hurts When we don't talk When we don't touch When it doesn't feel like we're even in love It matters to me When I don't know what to say Don't know what to do Don't know if it really even matters to you How can I make you see It matters to me Maybe I still don't understand The distance between a woman and a man So tell me how far it is And how you can love like this 'Cause I'm not sure I can When we don't talk When we don't touch When it doesn't feel like we're even in love It matters to me When I don't know what to say Don't know what to do Don't know if it really even matters to you How can I make you see It matters to me

My Poetry
Missing You The way you smile puts me in denile Picturing your face makes my heart race Catching your smell puts me through hell Remembering our memory's together either lookin at a picture or somthing you gave me from old navy You left with a blink of an eye for that made me cry Thinkin about your fears as im whipping my tears As the bright sun is glissing baby your the one im missing. By, Lady Whisper aka Ericka Boyer

Shortest Fairy Tale Ever
Once upon a time, a guy asked a girl "Will you marry me?" The girl said ,"NO!" And the guy lived happily ever after and went fishing and hunting and played golf a lot and drank beer and left the toilet seat up and farted whenever he wanted.

If Any One Should Be A Bah Humbug At Christmas ; Plz Help Another Thru This Season ..read . Do Not... Truble Your Self On Your Unhappiness But ????
It should be me , but im happy , thankful, grateful; I have had my troubles in triplest and more but Im gona celebate The Day birth Of My lord .It is in spirit we give , share , love , be genoureous, hope , we have lots to be thankful for . If God is here with you in your heart as he is in mine, Oh My what a wonderful feeling inside. what a warmth to fell want a love he gave . This is his Son,s Birth ; we as followers/ people should let grievences go , enjoy in knowing Our Saviour ... Saviour Was Born .. and the reason , he loved us so , to die for us and give us a great Gift out his love.. think not of your troubles now for so many have far greater ones (troubles than u ) be thanking to our; God for all your blessing and know he loves you Thats your Gift from him.. dont think or dewell on the down side of life but look to brighten someones life up with your smile or a donation to a child, or gift of food to someone , do what you can do and cheer will come from your giving

What Is A Slave
I have just looked at another slaves blog and was very impressed because she is right. We as slaves do not have to defend ourselves to others who don't nderstand.I too am a slave and am very proud of it.I am not ashamed of saying who I am and what I am.I love pleasing and serving my Master.Which I have to say that I have had to find me another Master for which I have found one. If there is anyone on here that doesn't like who I am or what I am thats ok.I respect those who are Masters and slaves and anyone else who may be in the BDSM lifestyle.I am not afraid to talk about it if someone wishes to know.but I don't go around and tell it.I am proud of who I am.A slave is who and what I am.If there are any slaves who with their Masters permission would let them speak to me that would be great.Anyone who would like to be a friend I welcome that.I love the lifestyle that i'm in and will never leave it.I am happy in it. slaveMasters_diamond

What's A Tragedy?
Prime Minister Stephen Harper was visiting a primary school and he visited one of the classes. They were in the middle of a discussion related to words and their meanings. The teacher asked the PM if he would like to lead the discussion on the word "tragedy". So the illustrious leader asked the class for an example of a "tragedy". One little boy stood up and offered: "If my best friend, who lives on a farm, is playing in the field and a tractor runs over him and kills him, that would be a tragedy. "No," said Harper, "that would be an accident." A little girl raised her hand: "If a school bus carrying 50 children drove over a cliff, killing everyone inside, that would be a tragedy." "I'm afraid not," explained Harper. "That's what we would call great loss." The room went silent. No other children volunteered. Harper searched the room. "Isn't there someone here who can give me an example of a tragedy?" Finally at th

Head Lines For Week 14
Joe Robbins/Getty Images Tom Brady had not thrown less than three TD passes in a game this season ... until the last two weeks. FOXBOROUGH, Mass. -- Bill Belichick, the dour face of the New England Patriots, winced ever so slightly. The overriding question, concerning the team's less-than-scintillating run defense, had just come wafting out of the Thursday morning news conference crowd. "Yeah," the head coach said in characteristic monotone, "we're done with the Ravens game. We're on to Pittsburgh." More Steelers-Patriots GUARANTEED WIN: Steelers safety Anthony Smith said his team will definitely hand the Pats their first loss. Story • Smith makes his prediction • Patriots offer their response • Guarantee a wise move? ANIMATION: It's going to be another close game for the Pats. Madden Simulation PERFECT CHASE: The Patriots are trying to join the 1972 Dolphins in producing a perfect season. Pursuit of Perfection SCOUTS INC. If the Steelers a

Bored Rant
I finally had a night off last night up here at school. The thing is, I've watched all my movies and played the video games to death and only 1 friend still lives up here. So I went out to this thing the school has called "Late Night at Penn State" where you can go and do shit that doesn't involve drinking. Well, after about 15 minutes of being there I found myself wanting a beer for the first time in over a year. You know its boring when you start pondering doing an activity that might kill you as an alternative. Tonight I find myself in the same predicament. When will this semester end? Damn it...

Opening Up For Me..
I am stting here debating rather to have signed in or not.In my last blog I confessed a part of me that wasn't to pretty.On my other site I always wrote about things of a sexual nature because I am a very sexual person.I can't do this now.Now I have to get myself back on track and do what I need to do.I wrote in my last blog that I was going to seek help because apparently there are things in my life that I have not dealt with.I was shocked that when I called a clinic that they would actually be opened and they had concern for me and ask me to come into today.I spent almost 4 hours doing this.The clinic wanted to make sure it wasn't something physically wrong with me before they proceeded.It turns out there was..I will admit it feels good knowing the reason I stayed angry,then sad ,then irritable,but it doesn't take away from what I have done.I will never allow that to be my excuse.I also on top of the physical stuff have a chemical imbalance.I am not sure what all of this means that I

The Dark Side
..I welcome hell...bring on the fire.....let the molten rocks rain down upon me ..at least I'll feel something more than desire..let the fire fall ... let the ash burn bright..I never wanted to see the dawn of light ..my soul is already burning ...fist punching blades of fury... heat so raw my brain becomes numb.. I want to feel what its like not to feel at all.. give me the ash,,,....i crave a drought now..dont let me drink..let me suck up the dust from your altar ...that which you kneel to..the empty slab of stone with no energy...it has no meaning to me..its all nonsense and ridicule the tales you weave... give to me true death...and everlasting black dream...one where I float alone no one there to see me...all alone in this vast empty space up above... where I can be alone ..singularly in love...In love with the nothingness..all alone in my head...no one to hear ...no one to dread... I hate others around me...I hate the ones I've met...this life is nothing ...let me lie dead in my

Do You Even Care?
I just don't know how to feel, If I should just give up, Store away all emotion And chalk it up as never meant to be. I put away what I feel And try to forget you. But then you smile at me, Or brush against me, And I fall in love all over again. Then you'll forget me For awhile, pretend I'm not there. I cry and wonder, Do you even care at all?

12/08/07
Do you know my dear, Sometimes I break randomly into tears.... And did you know my love, I still delight in the cold touch of a... Do you see my light, I'm spiraling down the tunnel out of sight. Do you feel my love, My heart cracking in your hand. Don't let go.. My faith lies in the gentle care of your hold. Please don't whisper a word, If a new scar your eyes behold. It's already old. 12/08/07

12 Roses
The first rose holds the joy that's in my heart today, The second is the feelings I feel in every way The third rose is the sunshine around me when your near, The fourth holds the shedding of every joyful tear. The fifth rose is the patience in your heart for me at times, The sixth makes up for waiting for the words you love in rhyme. The seventh rose holds the caring I give so full and free, The eighth it holds the loving you give so much to me The ninth rose is to forgive me when I'm harsh or wrong The tenth is to thank you for choosing me through your whole life long The eleventh rose is to say I love you each and every way The twelfth is to carry these feelings from day to day to day. Another dozen roses, a dozen reasons shared, Of love, life and friendship with my love who always cared

Sts-122 Atlantis Tanking Underway
STS-122 Atlantis Tanking Underway Image Above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands on Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Photo credit: NASA/George Shelton Dec. 9 - 6:01 a.m. EST 500,000 gallons of supercold liquid hydrogen and liquid oxygen is flowing into the external fuel tank at this time. The chemicals will be channeled into Discovery's three main engines during launch to help push Atlantis into orbit. The ECO sensor readings will be watched closely during tanking. Weather is go for launch at 3:21 p.m EST Live coverage of the launch is being broadcast on NASA TV. Watch NASA TV Live. (Left click on player for full screen play)

Something's About Me.
I have come to realize something’s of late, and I had to admit some hard truths. I had to admit that, my life is this way cause I made it that way! It’s true, I am so afraid of getting hurt, that I push the ones who love me away, and because of that I won’t let anyone get close to me, I find a reason to end the relationship, then I blame the break up on them! When I know it’s not true, I ended the relationship because I am afraid of getting hurt. I took a lot for me to admit that and I feel all the better because I have. The next thing I had to admit, was that, there are people in this world that do want me, all I had to do was open my eyes and look around me, there every where! It has amazed me how many times in a day I get hit on and flirted with, and I am enjoying the attention! The women that I am talking about are very hot and sexy, not some over the hill house wife who is fat and nasty. My self esteem as gone way up! Guess it just took a shake up in my life to

Reality
Reality is that slap in the face when you think you have the world by the tail and life seems to be moving at your own pace when you feel there is no way you can fail. Reality is there to open your eyes when you find you were walking with them closed and it shows you a sight that can surely make you cry because with reality,it shows you what you already know. Reality breaks a persons heart and soul and destroys dreams and hopes that a person feels the truth and only the truth is reality's only goal and it doesn't matter who's world it might kill. Reality keeps me in a state of mind that I know it has complete control but sometimes my dreams overtake reality I find and love lives for a while in my heart and soul. Reality is not fair and surely does not care.

Someone Asked Me....
I was thinking the other day about a question what i thought Christmas meant to me, and how i felt about it bein on my own and all. I thought ponderously over this question, and from the bottom of my ehart and soul i said to him, well...what i think is this, bein on my own tho family n friends are nearby, i still feel lonely, life in geneeral has been dealing struggles and i fought diligently against odds that would may have killed me. Depression, loneliness, heartbreak after heartbreak...ect. just seemeed to mow me down at times, but again and again i fight my way basck up defiantly.Christmas means having friends n family around, i losin my mom last spring about did me in, last of family but my sister n brother, cousins 1 aunt left,neices n nephews...and still no one to be with afterwards, for most wanna be with their loved ones too...i do not have anyone to hold but life has been real good to me, i live day to day thanking God that i have my health....when i go my only wish is that

Freaky
Tipsy, turvy a lil drowsy Drinking up my last bresky Feeling good feeling fine Another glass of wine Please more shots of liquor Her petite mouth and glass figure Caresses my lips with every kiss One of the fine things I will never miss Every night another girl Whoo! They have mt head in a whirl Cigarette here cigar there Smoking weed everywhere Knock knock on the door Hey look the neighborhood whore She gives me the finest things Stuck in veins and also brings Trippin shit shh no one knows But she can really blow Feeling good we fuck all night Ecstacy that shit is tight

A B C's Done The Mythical Way
A is for Angels, the guardians of the sky. B is for Brownies, who often make mischief and lie. C is for Centaur, the gallant half men steeds. D is for Dragons, who don't always do nasty deeds. E is for Elf, the noble forest race. F is for Fairy, with pretty wings of lace. G is for Griffon, the part lion, part eagle beast. H is for Harpy, who sometimes on men feast. I is for Imp, the playfully evil critters. J is for Jinn, who may grant you three wishes. K is for Kirin, the unicorn of the East. L is for Leprechaun, whose avarice never ceased. M is for Mermaid, who swim under ship and sail. N is for Naga, with a long and snakey tail.

Heaven In Your Eyes
Saw you standing there Heaven in your eyes Took only just a minute For me to realize The windows to your soul Open wide for me to view A peek inside your heart I saw the real you Keeper of the stars Guardian of the gate Strength in your arms Standing tall and straight You took me in your arms Held me safe and tight Looked into my eyes Kissed me gently through the night You took my hand Pulled me close Whispered in my ear Said it was me you chose You pledged your love Gave me your heart I saw Heaven in your eyes Right from the start

Whiny Drunk Girl Part I - Whiny Drunk Girl
(All characters in this story are purely fictional. Any resemblance to real life persons is purely coincidental and unintentional on the author's part. - JJ) Once upon a time, there was a girl who was very lonely and confused. She had been through alot in her young life. She was not happy with anyone, including herself. She tried several ways to alleviate the pain she felt inside. Nothing could bring relief. So she turned to alcohol. At least that was a temporary fix, she thought to herself. Sometimes when she drank, she felt numb. She felt nothing. Other times, although subdued, the pain brought tears and all her emotions came to the surface. She didn't like thinking about her problems, she didn't like herself. For her, it was like all her insecurities were poking her on her shoulder and mocking her without mercy. So she drank more. The more she drank, the more angry and cynical she became. First, just to herself and then, lashing out at others. The reali

The Darkside Of Me
death will end in darkness and my blood will bleed from my cold bloody dark broken soul my time will end before anyone would know this time is my last chance so what happens next? as i start looking up into the sun wondering if i ever become the true man that yet one day i hope to be as i lay here wondering does the world have to end like this when one day that i become the the one and only dark angel of darkness.

Sehnsucht
laas mich deine trane reiten ubers kinn nach afrika wieder in den schoB der lowin wo ich einst heuse war zwischen deine langen beine such den schnee vom letzten jahr doch es ist kein schnee mehr da laas mich deine trane reiten uber wolken ohne gluck der groBe vogel scheibt den kopf sanft in sein versteck zuruck zwischen deine langen beine sucht den sand letzten jahr doch es ist kein sand mehr da sehnsucht versteckt sich wie ein insekt dass es dich sticht gluckich werd ich nirgendwo der finger rutscht nach mexico doch er versinkt im ozean sehnsucht ist so grausam sehnsucht

I Have Been Forgotten
nobody emails me,im's me or responds to any of my emails or im's. i always see everyday people getting blasts,gifts,profile comments and etc.... but not me. so it makes me think why am i even on here and are these people reallymy friends or people who just want stuff and dont really care.

Trusting Fool!!
No help requested No money asked for Just a kind ear A loving soul When figuring things out The mind is not always easy to sort Speaking whats on the mind Lets orginization take place When ones soul is hurting To let it all out to the one of trust Is all I have All that is requested That shoulder to cry on Those arms to hold me for safty Kind word to remind me I am loved by you To let me know you are there All I have to do is ask The offer and wonderful gesters made Even if not accepted Know they where appriecated I have trusted and believed in many Walked on and taken advantage of So trust with me was hard to give But I gave it all to you Now I wonder was I the fool

A Place To Meet Friends Make New Friends
Im Ghost Rider, I'd thought about making a lounge on fubar and did, called Ghost Rider's Souls of Lustful Pleasures, come check it out sometime Im still woring on getting it Going but more than welcome to come see it, if you wanna help Me out working on it that'll fine too, this coding stuff kind wearing me out, I have great ideas for the lounge and stuff, or stop in and say hi to me, just trying to get in going so it can be a fun place to hangout and have some fubar fun!!, anyways you all have a great nite and ttyl

When I Love You Isn't Enough
you've always been there for me when times seem so rough are there any other words to say when i love you is not enough you comfort me when i feel alone and let me know youre there you look deep into my eyes i get lost in your stare i love my life for what it has become and all i hoped it would be but even these lines on a page dont describe whats inside of me i pray i can find something more to tell you in a different way all the feelings i feel for you i pray i might be able to say how much i love and appreciate you and how proud i am of who you are how you never give up on me how we've come so very far when i scramble for the right words and it's still all too tough when all words fail when i love you is not enough

My Blog I Will Cry If I Want To!!!!
I just recently lost my grandfather. Like last Tuesday. We were very close, I talked to him every day for the past 31 years. He lived with me in Colorado for 6 years. I took care of him. Now he is gone. Some days are easier than others. Today after my job interview was come home lay on my couch and cry, type of days. You would just have to have known him. He was an amazing person. I guess I am just feeling kind of sappy today. It is raining out side. The kind of dark rain, and coolness, where you just want to cuddle up on the couch with a blanket and a good book or a good movie. Anyways thats another post.

I Am Not Pc!!!!
Good evening everybody.... Well I am finally getting into the Christmas spirit....yes people, I did say Christmas!!!! I am not one of those fanatical "political correcters" who feel that normal people like myself got this christmas thing all terribly wrong. For the past several years I have to deal with the reality that many of my fellow human beings have been brainwashed into thinking that Christmas has become such an offensive enterprise that the mere mention of the word is rejected with reckless abanbon and replaced with of all things, "Happy Holiday". Are you freaking kidding me? Of course I enlighten myself by retorting "Okay friend, what holiday do you mean?" and I sit there watching these people figure out how do they respond.... "Well, you know" "Ahh, no I don't" (looking back and forth)....."Merry Christmas?" "Now, was that so hard?" It is amazing to no end that a small minority of the population can manipulate an otherwise joyous occasion because they fee

Sad
Boy: Baby, we need to talk. Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean? Boy: Something has come up... Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad? Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby. Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much. Boy: Baby, are you there?? Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important?? Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it.. Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me. Boy: I'm leaving... Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me, I love you. Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away. Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here. Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away. Girl: I can't believe this. [FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously ERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off the damn phone!! (And hangs up).] Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad. Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you t

Update 2
Music Video: DENIAL -Sevendust hey everyone hows it going? hope good..its almost christmas time and i can't wait for it to be over! got into some new music...my new fav band is sevendust, this song is one of my favs. things are going really good, and better so hope everyone has a good night Brian, Zack and Bella

Soundgarden-burden In My Hand
Follow me into the desert As thirsty as you are Crack a smile and cut your mouth And drown in alcohol cause down below the truth is lying Beneath the riverbed So quench yourself and drink the water That flows below her head Oh no there she goes Out in the sunshine the sun is mine I shot my love today would you cry for me I lost my head again would you lie for me I left her in the sand just a burden in my hand I lost my head again would you cry for me Close your eyes and bow your head I need a little sympathy cause fear is strong and loves for everyone Who isnt me So kill your health and kill yourself And kill everything you love And if you live you can fall to pieces And suffer with my ghost Just a burden in my hand Just an anchor on my heart Just a tumor in my head And Im in the dark So follow me into the desert As desperate as you are Where the moon is glued to a picture of heaven And all the little pigs have god ---------------------

Re: Skeptical Climate Scientists Shunned At Un Bali Meeting
RE: Skeptical Climate Scientists Shunned At UN Bali Meeting ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 12 Dec 2007, 14:27 Skeptical Climate Scientists Shunned At UN Bali Meeting The self-proclaimed "consensus" behind man-made global warming is one enforced by threats, intimidation and ignorance, as is again being proven by media coverage of the latest UN meeting in Bali, where skeptical climate scientists are being shunned and ignored if they dare express an opposing viewpoint. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/december2007/121207_scientists_shunned.htm

My Trip
Hey all- I am leaving on a trip tomorrow for Pittsburgh, so I will not be on for the next 4 days. I may sneak on if I take my laptop, but not likely. Hope u all have a wonderful weekend. Mine will be FUN!!! LOVE 2 all of u- Sherry

Blogging With Music
so recently i learned how to embed music videos into my blogs. i think i will start doing that more and relating those parts lyrics i enjoy to aspects in my life. i will try to figure out how to embed just the music itself so while reading the blogs you will be able to listen to the music. maybe that will give insight into my twisted mynd.

To Friends And Fubars
well this year is almost over..so many of you i have on my friends list.and i have open my nsfw pics for all to rate and comment on? yet so many of you out their haven't opens your nsfw pics for me to rate and comment?why is this? so many i have fanned yet so many of you haven't added me to your fan list? so many haven't added me to their friends list? come on people lets get on the ball and get things going here...iam waiting??

Peas And Carats
Yesterday after my six-month checkup (no, NOT Jeffrey’s; my son’s isn’t until he is six months old in January) which I assured Dr. Dias was not the most important thing I had to do that day, I went home for awhile with Sarah and Jeffrey. After a few hours when it became apparent they would not let Daddy take a nap because neither of them were willing to either even after they ate and I played with them, we bundled up and went for a stroll in Dakota Square Mall. The ONLY thing I bought there was some popcorn and a pink lemonade which I shared with Sarah so we wouldn’t be starving by the time we picked their mom Martha up from work. Oh, and the necklace at Kay Jewelers for the Missus . . . Martha’s always talking like she’s not very fond of jewelry or of me spending money on her, but that’s a crock! *Wink* Pushing the kids in the stroller as well as putting the harness on Sarah when she wanted to walk later is definitely the way to exercise, or it should be! According to Dias, I

Musician Ike Turner Dies At 76
SAN DIEGO - Ike Turner, whose role as one of rock's critical architects was overshadowed by his ogrelike image as the man who brutally abused former wife Tina Turner, died Wednesday at his home in suburban San Diego. He was 76. Turner died at his San Marcos home, Scott M. Hanover of Thrill Entertainment Group, which managed Turner's career, told The Associated Press. There was no immediate word on the cause of death, which was first reported by celebrity Web site TMZ.com. Turner managed to rehabilitate his image somewhat in later years, touring around the globe with his band the Kings of Rhythm and drawing critical acclaim for his work. He won a Grammy in 2007 in the traditional blues album category for "Risin' With the Blues." But his image is forever identified as the drug-addicted, wife-abusing husband of Tina Turner. He was hauntingly portrayed by Laurence Fishburne in the movie "What's Love Got To Do With It," based on Tina Turner's autobiography. In a 2001 intervi

Update
hello all.if it seems like im lurkin around your page then dont worry im not stalkin u.im just makin sure i rated & fanned u is all.if i forgot to rate & fan u plz let me know & dont forget to rate & fan me while your at it.i alwayz return the favor.ty & have good day all :) ~Dre@meR~ as if u didnt know (b)

It Means
Fly off the handle A watched pot never boils. Every dog will have it's day. Easy come, easy go. The light at the end of the tunnel is not an oncoming train. Ice. You really need to read "What's it mean" first. The answers make no sense without the linked question.

R.i.p. Patchette
So yesterday, Robert and I were supposed to take a very sick Patches to the vet because I thought he wasnt able to...poop...sorry for my choice of words..anyway I started calling vets at 8am yesterday morning...no one wanted to see him until 10:45am and that was all the way up in Hazleton...until finally a vet out on forest inn road was going to see him at 10:30am and we wouldnt have to drive that far...only he stopped breathing around 9:30ish and we quickly wrapped him in a towel and ran him up the street to the 3rd street vet..they took him inside, hooked him up to an oxygen machine...and only a few minutes later the nurse came back out of the room and said that patches didnt make it :( We also were told that HE was actually a SHE...so for the past 9 months Patches should have been called Patchette...poor thing... the vet said it was Congenital heart Failure...she was probably born with it and there was nothing more that i could do to help except the fact that i made sure she

I Love These Peeps
These are my best friends here on Fubar I love each one of them dearly...I guarentee if you take the time to check them out Add Fan and Rate them as well you will see exactly why I love them so much... My Bestest Friend Trell...Sexxymamma's BFF----justagirl is my bodyguard@ fubar My Fu Mistree and Best Friend Peachykeenjellyb©*Tiffy'sFuWifey*HeadGreet@AfterHours*SexxyMammasFulover*@ fubar My Undercover Lovers(I wish :P) Ðj Frëëky @ AftërHǒurs♥ŠybërMilës♥RL G/F & Fû-fiåñcë♥Phyre Approvedϖ@ fubar and SyberMile ~ Freeky's Fu Fiance@ fubar She's soooo Hawt Tiffy*Peachykeenjellyb'sFuWifey*@ fubar This man is Always making us laugh gotta love him K E N O.........F&H Head Cap'n@ fubar Her name says it All Ecuadorian Goddess-Fan Before You Add--After Hours Greeter---Sgt.Raider Fu-Wife@ fubar This has been brought to you by none other then... Sexxymamma~♥~FuBaЯ'sAfte®HoursGreeter~Fu Mistress2Peachykeenjel

My Passion 2
My Passion…2 The rain has begun outside, the thunder is crackling, there’s a storm coming soon… The candles still burn…as the silhouettes of our bodies paint the walls of the room… Our temperatures are boiling…the air is filled with our lust… We full-fill ever-lasting desires of each other, as emotions spontaneously combust… You feel so so good I just can’t hold it all back… The scent of love fills the air…smothered by the candles fragrance of lilac… Soft sensual music rings the background with sweet sounds of romance… The flickering light from the candles make the shadows seem to dance… I move slowly…and sensually…inside you so deep you get a chill… I have only dreamt of this moment…this night…can it all be real… Your body so soft…feels so good pressed to mine… The hours fly by…and we lose sight of all reality…as our souls intertwine… I gaze deep into your eyes…as the pleasure is spelled all over your face… I pick you up off of the bed…and make love to you against the

Top 10 Country Songs
10. I hate every bone in her body but mine. 9. I ain't never gone to bed with an ugly woman but I woke up with a few. 8. If the phone don't ring, you'll know its me. 7. I've missed you, but my aim's improvin'. 6. Wouldn't take her to a dog fight cause i'm scared she'd win. 5. I'm so miserable without you its like your still here. 4. My wife ran off with my best friend and I miss him. 3. She took my ring and gave me the finger. 2. Shes lookin' better with every beer. And the number 1 country song is..... 1. Its hard to kiss the lips at night that chewed my ass out all day long!!!!

Rhyming Slang Dictionary
A Aris (Aristotle = Bottle) ............... Arse Arthur Bliss ............................ Piss Aylesbury Duck .......................... Fuck B Back And Front .......................... Cunt Barclays Bank ........................... Wank Barry White ............................. Shite Ben Cartwright .......................... Shite Berkshire Hunt (Berk) ................... Cunt Bottle And Glass ........................ Arse Brace And Bits .......................... Tits Brad Pitt ............................... Shit Brahms And Lizst ........................ Pissed Brighton Rock ........................... Cock (Penis) Bristol City ............................ Titty C Cattle Truck ............................ Fuck Charlie Nash ............................ Slash (Piss) Cobblers Awls ........................... Balls (Testicles) Council Gritter ......................... Shitter Cousin Sis .............................. Piss (On The) Cuddle And Kiss .........

Yumola
This is the recipe for the Cheesecake I made on Thanksgiving Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 4 hr 55 min Makes: 16 servings 20 OREO Chocolate Sandwich Cookies, crushed (about 2 cups) 3 Tbsp. butter, melted 4 pkg. (8 oz. each) PHILADELPHIA Cream Cheese, softened 1 cup sugar 1 tsp. vanilla 1 cup Sour Cream 4 eggs 6 squares BAKER'S Semi-Sweet Baking Chocolate, melted, cooled Preheat oven to 325°F. Line 13x9-inch baking pan with foil, with ends of foil extending over sides of pan. Mix cookie crumbs and butter; press firmly onto bottom of prepared pan. Bake 10 min. Beat cream cheese, sugar and vanilla in large bowl with electric mixer on medium speed until well blended. Add sour cream; mix well. Add eggs, one at a time, beating on low speed after each addition just until blended. Remove 1 cup of the batter; set aside. Stir melted chocolate into remaining batter in large bowl; pour over crust. Top with spoonfuls of the remaining 1 cup plain batt

I Thought I Wanted It...
I thought I wanted love.. a good relationship, a steady one... one where I would do for him as he did for me... etc... Well... it seems more and more as I "meet" people, its highly unlikely that its going to happen. What has happened to monogomy? I don't want to date five different guys casually.. I want to date ONE man exclusively... but everytime i think i've found a decent guy.. he always seems to let me down... I heard something from Chris Crocker.. mind you his whole leave britney alone thing was annoying as hell.. but this other video has some sort of good point... he said "men say that women ask for to much, that we're too needy.. but when all we ask for is a phone call.. a GOOD night phone call.. and you can't give us that? What the fuck can you do for us? ITs not like we're asking for a gold watch, a silver spoon, we're asking for a good night phone call..." I think it proves a good point. I dont ask for material things, if I want something that bad I'll buy it my dam

Fears
fast beating hearts induces thoughts of death. fears and panics entrapped in this head. gets dark and cold deep within this mind. thoughts race with the vision in place. imagining destruction. daydreams in a nightmare flight. palms sweaty, eyes closed. its got control!! cant move, cant run. there's no where out of this!! mental movie has begun. get the popcorn, it's gonna be a while. takin a trip through your mental case mind. reality..... miles away. hiding under the covers, thinkin deaths on the other side. trembles and shakes keep your ass in place! morbid visions of whats on the other side. demons, or even a blood soaked psycho comin to get ya!! real sounds intensify..increasing the heart race. visioning the sound maker as death comin closer. holy shit.... this is it... death is here to take ya!! induced courage causes contiplation of a peak. mental voices scream, craziness is all this is

Sick =[
Well I wanted to thank everyone for the get well wishes and all of the friend requests and such, I am not feeling well, I have a cold or the flu or something and just feel plain bad...so I won't be around much until I get better muahhh to all of you!!

Rating My Pictures...
Why is it sooo damn hard for some people to hit the freaking little cherry??? I mean, you come to My page, look around (remember I see you!!), you enjoy the pleasure that I am allowing you to see Me and delight on My sexiness... and the least you can do for it in return is to RATE MY PICTURES!! I am not asking for much... It pisses Me off to have to remind you that... the rate system is there for a purpose, I don't care if I am a Rockstar or an Idol or a Ninja or whatever Fubar name they have invented, but I love to see those little alerts popping in My Bar Tab saying that YOU rated My picture... it's the only little thingy you can do for Me after enjoying what I'm giving to you... Be sure that if I look at any of yours, you will get a 10 always from Me even if you are not worth it :).... it's just how I like it. So if you are one of those that only like to look, drool, masturbate just thinking about how sexy and hot I am... fuck!! Now go and rate My stuff and make Me happy

Tis The Season
I am done with the major gifts for Christmas~! I finally found a bean bag chair for my son. I have looked everywhere and finally found one at the furniture store around the corner from the house. That close and it was there~! So now all is left to buy is the little things. A few more stocking stuffers and I will DONE DONE~! I really don't like going to a store and fighting people for anything. The fighting begins in the parking lot it seems. Then you fight for that last buggy or that last doll or car on the shelf. When you get ready to check out there is always someone there who will cut in line.....I am just glad I am done with the major stuff now~! Now I can sit back and enjoy and relax~! I hope most of you can say the same but I know a few that are not done yet...CRISTI~! LOl...haha~ So now the rest of my day is going to be cooking and baking and dipping chocolate. I have 2 rolls of sausage to make sausage balls. I have a box of Ritz crackers and peanut butter to di

Letting It Go.. Yeah Right
Ok, so here it is 2 days since the last time i spoke with him and nothing! i wish i could just let this go, i am sure you wish the same thing, but i am a woman and letting go is not my forte. i really dont get the whole thing. why even bother telling me how he feels if he is going to disappear and not talk to me. ok, i know what you are thinking.. its been 2 days. not 5 weeks or 10 years. im really emotional - can you tell? my hormones from the baby are still way out of wack and i am cycling now too.. neither of which helps this situation. i have not called or texted him, cause i dont want to seem like a stalker.. lol. my understanding is guys dont like it when girls get clingy. im trying not to be clingy, but it is making me bitter. are there men out there that are worth all this crap? men that are charming, caring, kind and generous that aren't gay or married? lol.. no really!!! and if there are - how the hell do i find one that will stick around, not take advantage of me, and p

December 15, 2007
I fucking love the new album. It tickles my fancy. Fake it :: Seether Whose to know if your soul will fade at all The one you sold to fool the world You lose your self-esteem along the way Good god, you're coming up with reasons Good god, you're dragging it out Good god, it's the changing of the seasons I feel so raped, so follow me down Fake it if your out of direction Fake it if you don't belong Fake it if you feel like infection Whoa, your such a fucking hypocrite You should know that the lies won't hide your flaws No sense in hiding all of yours You gave up on your dreams along the way Good god, you're coming up with reasons Good god, you're dragging it out Good god, it's the changing of the seasons I feel so raped, so follow me down and just... Fake it if your out of direction Fake it if you don't belong Fake it if you feel like infection Whoa, your such a fucking hypocrite I can fake with the best of anyone I can fake with the best of them

Djing
Hey guys wanted to let you guys know I started DJing in a lounge here on fubar. I dont have a set time yet for when i will be DJing, most likely it will be 12am - 2am EST everyday. I'm on vacation from now til the 21st so I'm DJing at all times of day and night right now, when I DJ I change my status to let you guys know. Come check me out I take requests the whole time I play anything and everything, so come hit me up. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52990

We Can't Forget
We Can't Forget Some would say we should forget the events of years gone by, Forgive and forget, they would say, Just let sleeping dogs lie. Then there are some, of which I'm one, who say we can't let go, We can't forget the horrible wrongs that hurt our people so. We can't forget Wounded Knee, Sand Creek or the Trail of Tears, Because the things that happened there still happen after all these years. People are still forced from their homes, still driven from their land. The government still dominates our people with a hard and merciless hand. Promise are still not kept, Treaties are still broken, the government has reneged on every word it's spoken. We must keep fresh the memory of the ones who've gone before, and not forget the awful pain they bore. To honor them we must remember the high price they paid, The suffering that they endured and the sacrifices they made. We must keep and teach the traditions they held dear. A

Merry X-mas !! ( Neat To Read)..
'Twas the night before Christmas, And not until Spring Would a motor be running, not even a Wing. The bikes are all sleeping, they're covered and warm, Batteries are tended, nylon covers their form. My Bros were all nestled down snug in their beds, While visions of new chrome danced in their heads. And I in my do-rag, bike jacket and boots Out shoveling snow, and dreaming of scoots. Then from the horizon there came such a clatter My shovel I dropped, what could be the matter? Away up the hill, I slogged through the snow Looked up at the sky; where'd all that noise go? Then a throb from the heavens, like straight pipes so hearty Gave Summers' good thoughts, a loud bikers' party. When, what to my wondering eyes should appear But a Hog Ultra Classic, Red trailer in rear! With a little old rider, so lively and quick, I knew in a moment it must be St. Nick. More rapid than a V-Rod his Ultra came on, And he whistled, and shouted, and s

Single Rose
Without you I’m like a fish out of water Just fighting to survive A puppet without strings limp A flashlight without batteries Lost in the dark I need you Like the moon the sun To shine Like a child it’s mother For love Like a car it’s engine To run Without you I’m like a car without wheels Stationary A tree without it’s leaves Bare A town without it’s people Desolate I love you Like the rain, gentle kisses On our skin Like the sky, deep and vast An endless emotion Like the twittering of birds A delicate sweet harmony Gracing our ears You are What I’ve always wanted Perfect Earth and sea Dark and light The single dew covered rose Growing in the cracked concrete Stretching for the warmth of the sun

You
Your hand on my waist Music pulsating Hips moving Friends dancing Teens yelling Teachers watching But all I hear All I see All I feel All I smell Is you You You You Swaying to the music Your arms around me Holding me tight Disapproving glances From jealous friends “Leave room for Jesus” But all I hear All I see All I feel All I smell Is you You You You Music fading Your hand on my waist Cool night air “Move into the light” Our ride is here Waving friends But all I hear All I see All I feel All I smell Is you You You You Arms around me (all I hear) Hand on my waist (all I see) Music pulsing (all I feel) Cool night air (all I smell) You, you, you, you

Cabin Fever
It was bitter cold. There was a fierce wind coming off the mountains and snow was already falling. Although I put little trust in the weatherman, I knew we were going to see some snow and possibly a lot of it. It always amazes me how soft falling snow can lull you into oblivion then leave you stranded and fighting for your life the next. But I promised you a Christmas at the cabin and with care we could still make it. Traffic was light, as the storm had kept most indoors. The Jeep was warm and well stocked. I was glad that I added the tire chains and covered the winch as we headed out. Soon the city began to fade into conifer stands that swayed under their coats of snow. It was usually a thirty-minute drive, but today it would take near an hour. Our chatter was light and humorous. We both wanted the privacy and seclusion that the cabin held. Finally, we reached the pull in to the cabins drive. Well you could call it a drive. In summer, if you were brave and had patience you could

Fucking Hell
So me and the girlfriend got into a huge fight and pretty much I'm an inconsiderate asshole for wanting to go home cause it felt like to me that she was pushing me away. and then cause I called her cussing her out cause of the way I felt. She said that she didn't want to continue to fight so she thought it would be best if we broke up. She's fucking pregnant with my child and yet pushing me away. I'm fucking confused and don't know how to keep her, cause I do love her and care about her and she claims that she does like and want me cause we hang out all the time but still at times I'm an inconvience to her even when she does come over. If I seriously am that much of an inconvience to her then why come over in the first place. shit I mean it's not like the end of the world if we don't hang out. I just don't know what to do anymore and I'm feeling so lost in this situation. It's like I do one thing and I'm wrong, I do the exact oppisite and I'm still wrong. I don't know if I should even

The Night Before Doomsday
twas the night before doomsday, went all through the house, everybody was stirring including the mouse. With ma in the whorehouse, and dad smokin grass, I just settled down with a nice piece of ass. When out on the lawn I heard such clatter, I sprang for my piece to see what was the matter. Out on the lawn, I saw a big dick, I knew in a second, it must be St. Prick. He came down the chiminey like a bat out of hell, I knew in an instant the fucker had fell. He stuffed all our stockings with pretzels and beer, and a big rubber dick for my brother the queer. He flew up the chiminey with a thunderous fart, the damn mother fucker, he blew it apart, he cussed and he cursed as he flew outta sight, "Piss on you all, and have a hell of a night!!!"

The Meaning Of Family
If you ever want to know the true meaning of family just look at teh TrueLycan FreeLance Bomber family Late Monday night one of their own was attacted, slandered, and basicly bombarded with hate full words. The person (we will call him Dick ) tore down (we will call her BabyGirl ) and in the end hurt her. Dick called Baby Girl a lier and told her that her way of life and sexual prefrence were wrong and ulgy. While this was happening Baby girl ws bombing and became quite. Knowing something was wrong the family mambers started asking he what was wrong. when she finally told them what was going on the family stoped what they were doing and asked Dick why he hurt someone they cared about. the resopnce he gave was "Im sorry Im in a bad mood." At this the members bombed him with qustions like " Why would you do something like that to some one

Its To Late
Is it to late? This bullet has destination Blood and death ‘on the brain’. Flying at speeds of light With intention known, And a target, to be met. Before the sound of the fire was registered The metal has pierced outer layers pain erupts, as flesh hangs and the bodies wine, pours over and out. He had never watched what his weapon succeeded before. That time had come. Unbeknownst to him Emotions, that would take over. A conscience forming, If one man starts Puts his weapon down, Will another deem to follow? I hope so, War has no winners Just losers. Mrrcp 2007

Crazy Me..
You all might know me as a crazy person, fun loving, and showing that crazy side a lot. There is another side to my soul....When I am hurt, and down n out...I create laughter by doing stupid silly things. I have used FUBAR as a tool for me to heal, and I have a lot of friends on here who comment on my photos. That brings me peace, and I thank all of you. I hope that my personality brings out the best in all of you. I certainly enjoy reading the comments. My Dad built this being, and I thank God for him. I am living my life through him. He has passed, and the Holidays are very hard so If you laugh with me...you will have a friend for life. My personality has made a solid mold, and I do not want it to break. Thank You..NSF, Looking4new, and DewtheDew.....You guys always have funny comments, and thank you Armgst...adopted Pop...Love Ya..u6i9 you are awesome too...to all of my repeat offenders...and Misterfeet youare just the shit...love ya too

The Pain
here a small poem about a good old friend. I Can See The Pain by me I still see your face in my dreams It hurts and it doesn't help at all I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems I want you to help me when I fall I still remember the first time we met There was something so different about you Your friendship was something I wanted to get That smile when you said hi to me was so new Out of no where you called me on the phone I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever You were so new, so crazy and unknown I just knew that our friendship would never sever we once had a row , it was wrong , i was wrong We decided to go out and make it all all right It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't We couldn't even really stand each others sight It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't I miss you and everything you were to me Ten years from now i will look back on it all i will be older and finally be able to see That love o

Acdc-the Furor
Kick the dust, wipe the crime from the main street Await the coming of the lord Hangin' round with them low down and dirty Bringing order from the boss What's the furor 'bout it all Leave you pantin', bust your balls Kicked around, messed about, get your hands dirty On the killin' floor I'm your furor I'm your furor, baby [Come on, yeah] Friend of mine, cross the line to a new state I can shake the law Find a mine, gonna build me a new place No knockin' door to door I'm your furor I'm your furor, baby What's your furor I'm your furor [Yeah, yeah, yeah] Bring on the furor [c'mon] [Well] I'm your furor What's your furor [Baby] Feel the furor I'm your furor baby I'm your furor What's your furor baby Feel the furor You're my furor I'm your furor I'm your furor -------------------------------- I'm your Fuhrer, baby! Heil!

Wow!!!!
I just wanted to give you all an update on my weight. I am still doing very well!!! I have dropped 150 lbs!!! I am into a size 8 and i havnt wore that since I was born I think ..ha ha!!! Neways I feel great and look 10 years younger!!! im just really proud of my acomplishments and wanted to share them with you!!!This has taken me 10 months!!!!The Best Is Yet To Come!!!!!!

I Want A Hippopotamus For Christmas Lol
I want a hippopotamus for Christmas Only a hippopotamus will do Don't want a doll, no dinky Tinker Toy I want a hippopotamus to play with and enjoy I want a hippopotamus for Christmas I don't think Santa Claus will mind, do you? He won't have to use our dirty chimney flue Just bring him through the front door, that's the easy thing to do I can see me now on Christmas morning, creeping down the stairs Oh what joy and what surprise when I open up my eyes to see a hippo hero standing there I want a hippopotamus for Christmas Only a hippopotamus will do No crocodiles, no rhinoceroses I only like hippopotamuses And hippopotamuses like me too Mom says the hippo would eat me up, but then Teacher says a hippo is a vegeterian There's lots of room for him in our two-car garage I'd feed him there and wash him there and give him his massage I can see me now on Christmas morning, creeping down the stairs Oh what joy and what surprise wh

Love Is Not Like Anything, Especially A Fucking Knife (i'm A Fake)
"I'm A Fake" Small, simple, safe price Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals And I am not afraid to die I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight. I want the pain of payment What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks Would you be my little cut? Would you be my thousand fucks? And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart Love is not like anything Especially a fucking knife Look at me, you can tell By the way I move and do my hair Do you think that it's me or it's not me? I don't even care Do I drink? Do I date? Satisfied, in your eyes I made sure, that I look how I wanted to look My stomach hurts now, and all tied off in lace I pray, I beg for anything, to hit me in the

Christmas Party
COME JOIN US !!! Christmas party hosted by Will in on December 22nd at 6pm P.S.T or 9pm E.S.T!!! whats included: 1. HOTTIES on cam 2. Best Christmas Profile gets a 3 Day BLAST 3. Christmas Trival for fubucks 4. Everyones favorite music 5. Dancing and drinking Click on the banner to enter the lounge!!! .xo Freak Killah ox. (repost of original by 'Poeticheart*Co-owner of Magikal Seductions~L.U.V. Club' on '2007-12-18 18:03:23') (repost of original by 'Will~~~~~ coOwner of Nasty Habit~~~~~~Wicked Storm Crew~~~~~enforcer for Magikal Seductions}}}}}} &h' on '2007-12-18 18:09:56')

Re: Pathetic Mud-slinging Attempt Smears Ron Paul As "zionist"
RE: Pathetic Mud-Slinging Attempt Smears Ron Paul As "Zionist" ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 19 Dec 2007, 13:52 Latest Pathetic Mud-Slinging Attempt Smears Ron Paul As "Zionist Shill" A small minority of dimwits who believe that Ron Paul is too good to be true and represents nothing more than an establishment puppet have seized upon a 15-year-old affiliation with a Neo-Con to charge that the Congressman is a "Zionist shill" in the latest pathetic attempt to scrape the barrel and sling mud at the presidential candidate. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/december2007/121907_mud_slinging.htm

Just Love Me...
just love me... just love me for who I am, even if I'm moody, even if I'm crappy, even if i'm bitchy, even if i hate the color red.. just please love me.. I just want to feel like I'm worth a dime, I want to feel your love so tight around me it's hard to breath. I wish upon a star everynight that god keeps you safe and you wake up with a smile of your face. I love you so much that when I think about you I want to hear your voice, so i have the comfort of telling you how much you mean to me... I worry when i dont hear from you at the same time every night, I worry about you being in a unknown place, I worry about you in my dreams. I think about you all the time, I wonder if you do the same. I just want to be loved for me, and you to know I will forever and always love you for you no matter what. you are my world and will never be less..... I love you.. you know who you are, Forever & always me and you! Written by: Mrs Tabby Spitzer

Perhaps The Blind Leading The Sighted
The Old Testament book of Second Kings doesn’t end entirely on a bad note. Yes, Jerusalem got leveled to the ground. Yes, Zedekiah was the last king of Judah. Yes, whoever didn’t stay behind was either herded to Babylon or scattered to Egypt. But even when a country dies, its people still live on and an adaptive culture is able to both retain its traditions as well as flourish with a new set of ground rules. While this is certainly not the fate neither you nor I want to see for our own homelands, we should understand that the rot had set in decades before; by willfully turning their back not only on their exclusive devotion to the LORD but also any semblance of national unity, regional powers of the late seventh and early sixth centuries B.C. like Babylon and Egypt found easy pickings in Judah. It was just a matter of time and just the right excuse. As 2 Kings 25 opens, Zedekiah who was placed on Judah’s throne by the Babylonian king Nebuchadnezzar has ruled for nine years. W

Sexual Feelings
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Sometimes
in life we need to be strong we need to control our feelings Cu's sometimes it may lead us to danger like loving someone... sometimes we need to stop and control what we really feel if we don't want to be hurt at the end... sometimes the one that we love will be the one who will give us heartaches,stomachaches...and all pain..

And The Winner Of Diablo's Den Staff Challenge Contest Is.........
CHAOTIC SERENITY...... THANX FOR ALL THE WORK YA DID HON AND CONGRATS FROM ALL OF US IN DIABLO'S DEN! LOVE YA! Serenity is receiving the following prizes for winning ..... she's brought in the most new members in this past week, good job! a free morph $1000 fubux a big pimpin gift a 1 day blast woot woot, you go girl!! Ya'll show her lots of fuluvin! ChaoticSerenity ~*~ Promoter for Diablo's Den ~*~HeadGreeter@Shane'sShack~*~Bartender@MB@ fubar We'd also like to thank ALL of our staff in the den for doin such a great job with everything, you all RAWK!! and we love ya!! and don't forget to come in the Den and join our family everybody! Thanx! :D CLICK THE BANNER TO COME JOIN IN ON THE FUN! :D

Christmas With Family
I'm trying to be positive about the things in my life now. When I compare things to what they were 10 years ago, there is such a change. For the most part its a good change. As usual my son will be here. Technically we are to split the day. But only once in the last 5 or 6 years has my ex wanted our son for Christmas. And never for New Years. Its the best present I could ever have, to have him here Christmas morning. Waking up alone that day is never fun. But its more than just having my son. I get to spend time with most of my family. When I was married, I was never allowed to see my family on Christmas, unless they came to see me. Its about a 2 hour trip. But the distance was not the issue. My ex insisted we spend Christmas, and every other holiday, with her mother. Sad thing is, she saw her mother every single day. It was just her way of keeping control even on those days. I know working around the family time on holidays can be tough, but you have to figure a w

You Fucking Bastard.....
I'm HEAVILY guarded!! There's a matrix that one must travel through just to get to the confines of my heart. I know myself all too well! Admittedly, I believe that everyone has ulterior motives at first. It is a protective device that I have adopted. I trust no one until they show me why I should....and yes.....I do things backward. There is NOTHING wrong with that! I used to trust with the belief that "I will trust someone until they give me a reason not to". Well that didn't work to my advantage after being the one left holding my "dick" on more than one occasion. Trust is earned....PERIOD! I don't think that you are a liar, I just don't trust you. Don't take it personal. When I trust a man, I give him the power to destroy me. Are you with me? Do you get it now? Growing up, all I ever wanted was a husband to love and nurture me. STUPID, STUPID GIRL!! I woke up one morning, nursing yet another pair of black eyes and a split lip. I looked at my husband sleeping soundly and

My Own Trip Down The Yellow Brick Road...
There is no judgement of me here. This blog is about me, my mind and the sanctions within it. I share because I choose to and here is a little story of my own personal crusade over the last year to maintain life. November 8th marked the 1 year anniversary of my fathers death. November 8th, 2006 is the day that I began losing myself. I had become so cognitively crippled that.....well......here it is: I walked into work in my Franco Sarto hot pink 4" heels, my DKNY black V-neck short sleeve capped with hot pink fabric at the collar and sleeves and a great pair of black slacks. I was especially confident because I had a lucrative appointment that would be there by 3pm. I sat in my office when the phone rang about 2pm. I picked it up "Thank you for calling ------------, This is Cynthia" and on the other end of the phone was a vibrating bellow that sounded almost like a premonition that I had held from days earlier. "Sister.......*pause* Dad died. GET HERE NOW!" and I thought she w

A Womans Worth
A WOMAN CAN BE A MOTHER, A TEACHER, A PROVIDER, A COMPANION. A WOMAN CAN CURE A BROKEN HEART, HEAL YOUR WOUNDS, A WOMAN CAN TREAT YOU LIKE A KING. WHEN THE WORLD HAS YOUR BACK AGAINST THE WALL SHE SUPPORTS YOU, AND HELPS YOU STAND PROUD AND TALL. WHEN THE RAIN IS FALLING SHE IS THE SUN BEAMING THROUGH THE CLOUDS, THAT FIRST TOUCH OF WARMTH ON YOUR FACE AFTER THE RAIN IS GONE. A WOMAN IS SENSITIVE, THEREFORE SHE KNOWS HER INNER SENSE, A MOTHER ALWAYS TEACHES HER DAUGHTERS TO FOLLOW THEIR FIRST MIND CALLED A WOMAN'S INTUITION. BUT THIS STRONG DIVERSE WOMAN IS FRAGILE SHE CAN BREAK.

Would You
If you knew If you knew how I felt Would you still be gone? If you knew the depth of my love Would you love me again? If you knew the nights I cried Would you comfort me? If you knew how my heart brakes Would you fix it? If you knew how bad it hurts when you talk about her Would you still do it? If you knew how much I missed you Would you come around? If you knew the memories I held Would you remember? IF you knew the dreams I dreamt Would you make them come true? If you knew how I still stand up for you Would you still treat me like this? If you knew the things I would do to get you back Would you come? If you only knew my love Would you love me too?

Life
So yeah I went and checked out the house my manager has for rent today. Its old and needs work but I'm soo gonna take it! I need a place bad its either that or moving out of state! So home sweet home to this new house. I probably won't be moving in it until after the new years but still either way I'll have my own place soon! Now the only problem is I have four boxes to my name so I need stuff lol like a bed!!!!!! lol yeah but thats whats new with me! How about u?

Pics (2)
some of the people in the bar are not what they appear on here. some over rate there bodies when they post the pic(s) on here. and there are some that arent realy the person in the pic(s). why do you post the pic(s) if your not the person???? do you think no bodie wants to talk to you if you post ur real pic(s)???? if you stop to think about its not cool in any way posible. we the people in the bar dont like the fake people. if you cant be your self in on the bar then you should just leave because your not wanted in here.be to true to your self and we will like you for you, not what you think will like you for(being fake). live you life for your self not others.thank for reading. will post more later...

Last Cup Of Sorrow
This is getting old and so are you Everything you know and never knew Will run through your fingers just like sand - Enjoy it while you can - Like a snake between two stones It itches, in your bones Take a deep breath and swallow, your sorrow, tomorrow Raise the cup and let's propose a toast To the thing that hurts you most It's your last cup of sorrow What can you say? Finish it today It's your last cup of sorrow So think of me And get on your way It won't begin until you make it end Until you know the how the where and the when With a new face you might surprise yourself Like a snake between two stones It itches, in your bones Take a deeper breath and swallow, your sorrow, tomorrow Raise the cup and let's propose a toast To the thing that hurts you most Is your last cup of sorrow What can you say? Finish it today It's your last cup of sorrow So think of me And get on your way You might surprise yourself -------------------------------- F-n-M

Wtf! The Rules Need To Change!
I AM PUTTING THIS UNDER NSFW JUST BECAUSE I AM SURE I WILL GET REAMED FOR THIS ANYWAYS. Ok so last night just for the hell of it I posted a Mumm about how I wanted to do something different and give out either a VIP or a Blast. I just asked people for a reason and which they would prefer. I didn't think it was such a big deal and instead I get a letter from FUBAR saying it was illegal for me to post it and they removed it. WTF?! I dont think anything was wrong and I had planned to give one out to a person who I felt deserved it at the end of the Mumm. Instead I get reamed and told that if I do another like that then I will get my account terminated. I did not see it as harming anyone and I figured that even FUBAR would have been happy since they are the ones who get the money. I swear that if I knew the first thing about starting a web page like this, even if I had the time to do it, I would so do something that would not enforce some of these lame ass rules. With my luck I will

Peek A Boo
I just poked my head back in here to see what's going on... Hey everyone! I'm doing good, hanging in there. I spend so much time on the PC at work (12 hours) that when I get back to the room I don't really feel like sitting online any longer. At least that's my excuse... It's been a bit chilly here, in the 50's during the day. I know it's not that cold but it's cold enough in the desert. I finished up my Fall semester with an "A" and a "C"... I'm just glad I passed that class.. statistics... kinda hard to learn with only a book. I'm here for the holidays since I just started with this company in September, I don't have much vacation time yet. I'm trying to get a friend to go with me in March but that might not work out but we'll try again later. I haven't seen him in soon to be 8 freaking years... How can so much time have passed? It was just the other day? Man I'm getting old. So....... :P Oh yeah, Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays to everyone!

Taxes
This is too true to be very funny The next time you hear a politician use the word "billion" in a casual manner, think about whether you want the "politicians" spending YOUR tax money. A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertising agency did a good job of putting that figure into some perspective in one of its releases. A. A billion seconds ago it was 1959. B. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. C. A billion hours ago our ancestors were living in the Stone Age. D. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. E. A billion dollars ago, was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rate our government is spending it. While this thought is still fresh in our brain, let's take a look at New Orleans It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division . . Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu (D), is presently asking the Congress for $250 BILLION to rebuild New Orleans . Interesting number, what does it mean? A. Well, if you a

Lost In A Cold Cruel World
sometimes i feel so lost, alone, and afraid....but yet i push and plug away at this so-called life...i listen to everyone else problems and worries and yet i cannot voice mine to anyone....why? because i have no one to tell, no one that really cares....all i have is my blog space.... i feel so unloved sometimes and i feel so disrespected sometimes.... i know no one wants to read depressing things like this but i need to let it out somewhere.... i have nothing to offer anyone....i really don't....i have no money, i have no car let alone have a license, i am crippled, i don't even have my own place to live...i have to hope that my mom doesn't put me out......i don't have alot in the way of food or clothes....the only thing i have to offer anyone is love....and love doesn't make the world go around.... what do you do when you only have that to offer and no one wants it? i know that my b/f and my kids love me......i know that some of my family loves me....but most of my fami

Remember Them Always
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perh

What I Want In My Life
come to me my angel of night...let me embrace your soul..i Long to slowly caress your lips...i yearn to see ur eyes... show me the world from way up high let me sore with you in the sky... higher and higher i want want it all... and at that point when we can go no higher... reveal the storm that is brews inside... let it burn in your blood...let me slice that beautiful chest my luv and take into my soul that fire storm... do not hold back for i can take it all... and in return i shall give u calm... the calm of a blood so pure...

Middleweight Division Kelly Pavlik & Jermain Taylor For Second Battle On Pay Per View
KELLY PAVLIK & JERMAIN TAYLOR RELOAD FOR SECOND BATTLE SATURDAY, FEBRUARY 16, at MGM GRAND in LAS VEGAS LIVE on PAY-PER-VIEW Tickets Go On Sale This Saturday! LAS VEGAS, NEV. (November 21, 2007) -- The storied middleweight division has been rife with legendary rivalries. In the ‘40s Rocky Graziano had Tony Zale, in the ‘50s Sugar Ray Robinson, Carmen Basilio, and Gene Fullmer had each other and in the ‘60s Nino Benvenuti had Emile Griffith. However, for the past 40 years the middleweight division has endured a void -- great champions without great championship rivalries. Until now. Boxing’s two best middleweights -- undefeated world champion KELLY “THE GHOST” PAVLIK and once-defeated former world champion JERMAIN “BAD INTENTIONS” TAYLOR -- will resume their ring-war hostilities, this time at 166 pounds, when they face-off in a battle of epic proportions. Boasting a combined record of 59-1-1 (46 KOs) -- a sterling winning percentage approaching 97% and victory by

Have U Ever Let A Wonderful Chance Pass U By?
Ok..about a year and a half ago I met this wonderful guy..I swear to fucking god to this day I love him alot...I would do any fucking thing to be with him...we flirted back and forth alot and accually talked about meeting up (I live in VT and him in CA) We planned to met up in the summer and we ended up fading apart and I ended up getting with my current bf and hes been thru 2 other girls...I just today started talking to him again..and it made me realize, We both still care about each other but we could of saved what we almost had..sometimes I really do think Id rather be with him then my current bf...He still cares greatly about me and when I told him how my current bf treats me he was like protective and was all like give me that fuckers address..I really love him idk what to do..Does anyone else think that I should just say fuck it and move on..or should i keep thinking one day we might have a chance of being togeather?

A Need To Vent
Ok first im sorta editing this for content because there are just some things i dont wanna talk about.Well lets see first a mistake from way way back in my past came back to bite me in the ass and it ended up costing me 248 bucks a week so my 500 check that i was gonna use for xmas ended up 209 that hurt then just because i got a little stressed out trying to fix this shit my chicken shit boss got and worried and i quote "we are gonna let you go for now so you can deal with your stress so you dont hurt yourself or a customer veichle" when in reality i find out he was worried i was gonna go postal because of some other bullshit one of the other guys said when he left.All this on top of the edited part of this so yeah it has not been a fun week.Just to let everyone know me and the wife are fine and the baby is doing well he's getting big even if he does get a bit fussy from time to time.well thats all for now lets hope things get better.

Protect And Serve
It's tough not to say mean things, sarcastic things, especially when I'm pissed or hurting. I just don't GET why my 14 year old doesn't value herself, or why I can't seem to help her understand that it doesn't matter what other people think. Today things were totally awkward between us. I'm trying hard not to make snide remarks about her having sex with an adult, and she's trying to act like nothing is wrong. It's uncomfortable all the way around, and I find myself second, third, and fourth-guessing myself on what to say. For example, today I almost said to her something like, "Since you're not really busy until later tonight, why don't you go ahead and fold the whites that are in the dryer?" I was glad I had held off, however, because when I came back upstairs from starting another load of laundry, I saw that she had done the dishes in the kitchen. I guess she's trying, and I should acknowledge that. Still, it didn't help that I found pictures of her in sexy poses, and drinkin

What To Do
ok well last week me and the girl was have been dateing for a year in a have got in a little fight . i went to work came home and found my stuff packed up.so i moved out and have tryed to csll her but she wont answer do i say screw it and go on . even thow i love this girl with all my heart or do i still give her the xmass gift i got her and try to make up with her.and the outher night i got a privte call on my cell that no one has the number to

Astronaut Pays Tribute From Space To Mother
Tani, who will watch the funeral from orbit, says she was "my hero" Daniel M. Tani, NASA Astronaut. Image Credit: NASA International space station astronaut Dan Tani offered a passionate tribute to his mother on Friday, two days before her funeral service in the Chicago suburb of Lombard, Ill. Rose Tani, 90, died Wednesday of injuries suffered when her car was struck by a freight train in the community 20 miles west of Chicago. "My mother was a complete joy," said Tani in a statement distributed by NASA, his first public comments on her death. "Those who knew her will know that words cannot describe her vitality, generosity and warmth. She was my hero. We will all miss her dearly." The tragedy marked the first time an American astronaut has experienced the loss of an immediate family member while on a space mission. "There has just been an outpouring of support from family, friends and acquaintances," said Sarah Evans, a Tani family spokeswoman. Services

Best Tv Viewing ----if U Want It & Have The $$
40" or even 42" systems are good. but most want to know what "brands" that r the best. SAMSUNG which has "stealth" surround sound---the best out there..via Consumner reports, and LC which is also good. Forget alot of the other brands -but many are close but still not as good. Samsung is the LCD i own and very good. sound is unbelievable and picture can be adjusted multiple ways. Plasma is good for 5 years so not worth it really for many people. Let them get better maybe until you wud get one. The ULTIMATE system is a SCREEN with a "line tripler" in combo for it with a projector as an attached unit. The QUALITY is FAR supperior to ANYTHING available. Compare units + screens (INDIANA where the best ones are made---GOOGLE it), and u will have a great system for under $1000. For sum reason the technology for "screens" from the 1950's and early 60's remained only with a firm in Indiana that continues to use crushed diamond on surface for superior viewing and clarity. P

Time 2 Move On
just 2 let u all know im leaving ny too who knows where soon its time i did ..i came back 2 see if i realy wanted 2 be here and ,i dont ...all my friends want free tats and when i say no there not my friends anymore so help me find where to go and whats so great about going there ???thay say alaska sounds great lol ken

Scottish
A man calls his son in London the day before Christmas Eve and says, I hate to ruin your day, but I have to tell you that your mother and I are divorcing; forty-five years of misery is enough. "Dad, what are you talking about?" the son screams. We can't stand the sight of each other any longer," the father says. "We're sick of each other, and I'm sick of talking about this, so you call your sister in Leeds and tell her." Frantic, the son calls his sister, who explodes on the phone. "Like hell they're getting divorced," she shouts, "I'll take care of this," She calls Scotland immediately, and screams at her father, "You are NOT getting divorced. Don't do a single thing until I get there. I'm calling my brother back, and we'll both be there tomorrow. Until then, don't do a thing, DO YOU HEAR ME?" and hangs up. The old man hangs up his phone and turns to his wife. "Okay," he says, "they're coming for Christmas and paying their own way."

A Saying From The Story Othello
WHEN THERE IS NO REMEMDY, SORROWS HAVE ENDED BY SEEING THE WORST, ON WHICH ONE ONCE DEPENDED. TO MOURN AN INJURY THAT IS OVER AND DONE IS THE WAY TO BRING NEW SORROWS ON. WHAT CAN'T BE KEPT WHEN BAD LUCK STEALS PATIENCE THEREIN A DEEP WOUND HEALS. THE ONE WHO'S ROBBED AND SMILES STEALS BACK FROM THE THIEF, BUT STEALS FROM HIMSELF WHEN YIELDING TO POINTLESS GRIEF.

The Bubble Bat
Robert Bentley turned on the taps and looked at the small clear plastic packet. Oh well, he may as well give it a go, he thought. He emptied the contents into the bath. ***** Bentley hadn't really gone into the New Age shop with the intention of buying anything. He just wanted to get a closer look at the hot shopkeeper he'd seen through the window. All he'd seen was a glimpse of pale skin and cascading black curls, but it had caused his heart to jump. Curious, and with a little bit of time to kill, he'd walked in to get a closer look. The small premises were on the corner on the way to the bus station. It used to be an adult book store with dirty, boarded up windows. The new owners had replaced the wooden boards with clean glass windows. The interior was still cramped, but the windows helped give it the illusion of air and space. As Bentley walked through the door a small bell tinkled above his head. He shuddered at the sound; it brought back memories of stepping on squ

Illusions Of Love
What do you see when you look in my eyes? DO you see the tears I hide instead of cry? Do you see deep into my soul where the hurt is? Or just the surface smile and unchecked bliss? What do you see when you look into my soul? Do you see my heart or a gapping black hole? Do you think I feel the love everyone else feels? Or do you think you can hold me till my heart heals? What were you thinking when you said you loved me? I'm not the loving person I used to always be. Did you think I would honestly feel the same way? Or that you could make all the other pain go away? I've closed off my heart to the love and hurt I felt. Nor will I deal with the hands that life has dealt. Love is not an option in my life anymore. I will not pick the pieces of my heart off the floor. Holding onto hope that has only let me down, I deal with life with a smile instead of a frown.