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I Had No Idea
Beyond any recollection, surpassing the moments of truth and despair. Around in a designated circle there is a burning desire to create a travel plan that I have never ventured into before. A place I will go which will become the farthest place I have ever been from home. There is no help if I find myself crossing the path of danger.....But I dont see the trouble in it. Surely it couldnt be any worse then any other violent place I have been. Twisting around in my thoughts and emotions is a yearning that has never been so strong....I have never wanted anything so bad and willing to do whatever it takes to get it......But there is much truth in the phrase of "We cant rush it wont bring it any closer".....Taken aback and flattened, I realized that the nobleman was completely right and honest. Moving quickly into the next stages of my life I step in with a small brain and little capacity to hold in my anxiety. A young puppy jumping at the leash ready to go as the world being my owner tugg

Wind Chimes
Never sure of life and the things that will be Psychic impressions that do come to me let me know that something will change A feeling I get that is always so strange And always to pass in the coming storm Why do I suffer these visions that swarm I saw you there in dreams and thought I knew you’re the one my soul had sought I felt the coming of change all before I see the visions and wish I knew more But what is to come and how it will unfold Is to me a mystery , a story yet untold And now free of bonds one more time again As I felt it coming blowing in on the wind And the pull to the west is very real For it is in my soul and I know how I feel And that this time the change is forever to last I don’t know when but it will come on fast For I can never fight what is meant to be I have tried and lived only to see Fate have it’s way and the course is true Fear not the change for it keeps life new And now the wind blows me on to another life Free of the pain and hards

Am I Freaking Nuts?
So, When I click on my CherryTap icon and the site comes up, it tells me that the site is down for a few hours for server upgrade. This has been since 6 am my time that i have been trying. So now I can get on here through a google link that sent me to Babyj's blog and signed me in and everything. I am so fucking confused and going through CT withdrawl BIG TIME!!!! Am I here or am i not?? Helllp!

Are You In Love,lust,or Married?
ARE YOU: IN LOVE, LUST OR MARRIED? LOVE......................when your eyes meet across a crowded room. LUST.......................when your tongues meet across a crowded room. MARRIAGE............when your belt won't meet around your waist, and you don't care. LOVE......................when intercourse is called making love. LUST.......................all other times. MARRIAGE............what's intercourse? LOVE......................when you argue over how many children to have. LUST.......................when you argue over who gets the wet spot. MARRIAGE............when you argue over money. LOVE......................when you share everything you own. LUST.......................when you think twice about giving your partner bus money. MARRIAGE............when the bank owns everything. LOVE......................when it doesn't matter if you don't climax. LUST.......................when the relationship is over if you don't climax. MARRIAGE............what

~florida's Jet Setting Swingers~
> >Subject: Florida Trailer Estates News > > > >A little old lady was sitting on a park bench in Trailer Estates, a Florida > >mobile home park. A man walked over and sat down on the other end of the > >bench. > > > >After a few moments, the woman asks, "Are you a stranger here?" > > > >He replies, "I lived here years ago." > > > >"So, where were you all these years?" > > > >"In prison," he says. > > > >"Why did they put you in prison?" > > > >He looked at her, and very quietly said, "I killed my wife." > > > >"Oh!" said the woman. "So you're single...." > > > >* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * > >Another two elderly people living in Trailer Estates, he a widower and she > >a widow, had known each other for a number of years. > > > >One evening there was a community supper in the activity center. The two > >were at the same table, across from one another. As the meal went on, he > >took a few admiring glances at her and final

The Truth To Show
When I look at you, I can’t help but remember the first time I saw you. When you looked at me, I felt a tingle overtake my body. I felt a warming to your boyish grin, walking away from you, wishing that I had said more. As time past by, I got to know you better. I knew that there would be magic between us. When I close my eyes I see your face, and calmness takes over my body. What I feel inside scares me to death. My heart has never stirred like this before. So many times I wanted to ask you if you have ever been adored, given a woman’s heart and soul, and unconditional love. But I didn’t. My feelings for you are sacred. It’s your mind and compassion that has captivated my heart, not your physical being. I want to be the one that gives you true happiness. I want to spin your world, showing you that life is so precious, worth living every moment of it in the present. I truly believe that we have to live for today, bec

More News
I was involved in a hit and run car accident last night.I was hurting real bad and was taken to the hospital.Thankfully the accident didnt cause any damage to my incison and no internal damage.Just left me real sore.I was given a pain shot and sent home.Michael and my mom were also in the car.We are all ok just a bit sore today.They didnt get the guy who hit us since he left the scene.

Something Else
somethin I miss you I miss you It seems like yesterday We were chillin in the park Gettin blown away But you've been gon For so much longer I know you feel your heart gettin colder But press all And stay strong And even if they try to hold you down You can overcome this ray Believe me There will be better days But just remember I'll stand by your side It don't matter what your going through I'll always be here for you I'll always be here for you I miss you I miss you Not a day goes by That I don't wanna cry You're in my heart You're in my mind I miss you I miss you It's been so long Since i've seen your face Sometimes I'm afraid That the memories will fade Since you've been away It's not the same Since you've been away I'm not the same I miss you I miss you Not a day goes by That I don't wanna cry You're in my heart You're in my mind I miss you I miss you

Alone
Edgar Allan Poe [1829] From childhood's hour I have not been As others were- I have not seen As others saw- I could not bring My passions from a common spring- From the same source I have not taken My sorrow- I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone- And all I lov'd- I lov'd alone- Then- in my childhood- in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still- From the torrent, or the fountain- From the red cliff of the mountain- From the sun that 'round me roll'd In its autumn tint of gold- From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by- From the thunder, and the storm- And the cloud that took the form (When all the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

$7 Joke
$7 SEX A Florida couple, both well into their 80s, go to a sex therapist's office. The doctor asks, "What can I do for you?" The man says, "Will you watch us have sexual intercourse?" The doctor raises both eyebrows, but he is so amazed that such an elderly couple is asking for sexual advice that he agrees. When the couple finishes, the doctor says, "There's absolutely nothing wrong with the way you have intercourse." He thanks them for coming, he wishes them good luck, he charges them $50 and he says good bye. The next week, the couple returns and asks the sex therapist to watch again. The sex therapist is a bit puzzled, but agrees. This happens several weeks in a row. The couple makes an appointment, has intercourse with no problems, pays the doctor, then leave. Finally, after 3 months of this routine, the doctor says, "I'm sorry, but I have to ask. Just what are you trying to find out?" The man says, "We're not trying to find out anything. She's married and we can

Your Sad
you plan your words everyday face it you can never find the right things to say you forgot a step in your misguided youth at least i know how to tell the truth i may be young ut who do you think youre talking to it looks like im always one step ahead of you ill tear you up in the bitter end what makes you think id let you be my best friend you try to hard to be everyones clone its sad you have to be someone else cuz you cant be your own you can beg me on your hands and knees but im still not gunna let you talk to me

C.t.a.f.
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The New Superbowl Shuffle For 2006/2007
SUPER BOWL SHUFFLE '06-'07 - THE REMIX We are the BEARS, the NEW shufflin' crew. Shufflin' on down, doin' it for you. 13-3 is how we get our kicks Blowin' your mind like in 86 You know we're just struttin' for fun Struttin' our stuff for everyone. We're not here to start no trouble. We're just here to do the Super Bowl Shuffle. Brian Urlacher Urlacher here, I'm the heart of the D You wanna get to the endzone, gotta go through me I'm a hit with the ladies, they love my style But putting hits on Favre is what makes me smile We've known all season that we're number 1 The new Monsters of the Midway, we're having some fun We didn't come here to look for trouble We just came to do the Super Bowl Shuffle Rex Grossman Well they call me Sexy Rexy and I'm young and tough Had a couple rough games, but I know I got the stuff I'm an Indiana boy, at home on a farm, I like throwing it deep and showing off my arm Staying cool under pressure, is the

I Wanna Go Home
I am so sad. I came to Arkansas for christmas and on the way up here My vehicle died. I put $800 into it and still nothing. I finally put my boyfriend on a bus to go home and tried for a loan and what I am tod here is that you dont live here and what I am told that they wont give loans for out of state. I am sitting here missing my man and dealing with my kids since I am stuck with them 24/7. I am tring not to lose my mind. I keep telling myself that God must have a reason to want me here but what can that be? I enrolled my older kids into school and now I guess I should find me a job here but if I do that I feel like I am giving up on going home and I dont want to do that. I am so depressed and so lost

My Heart
Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me" A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

One For The Ladies
One for the ladies Body: One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his Sweat- shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" He yelled back, " University of Oklahoma ." And they say blondes are dumb... ----------------------------------------------------------- A couple is lying in bed. The man says, "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." The woman replies, "I'll miss you..." ----------------------------------------------------------- "It's just too hot to wear clothes today," Jack says as he stepped out of the shower, "honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed the lawn like this?" "Probably that I married you for your money," she replied. ----------------------------------------------------------- Q: What do you call an int

Revamp Of Ct Lists
Ok u all have one week to let me know if u want to stay on my friends list fans list and me to stay on urs only way ur safe is if ur on my family list and u know who u are and those will be put there soon. You know who u are to and im want people who talk just not addeing to add so let me know u got a week. love all rain

Story 8
She was on her way to visit her best friend in Texas that she hadn't seen in a few years and to attend her wedding. Her flight was scheduled for 6:30 in the evening and had arrived in plenty of time to check, in and have a leisurely drink. As she sat sipping at her drink, she noticed a man standing at the other end of the bar. He looked over at her and smiled raising his glass. As he finished his drink, he disappeared. Just as she finished her drink, she decided to go to the departure lounge. There were only a few people in the departure lounge. As she was looking around, she noticed someone who looked familiar. He saw her enter the departure lounge and all he could do was smile at her. A call went out over the loud speaker for the flight and all the passengers started boarding the plane. She took, her seat at the back of the plane and to her surprise the same man, who had been smiling at her, had a seat right next to her. She was wearing a short skirt and a blouse, he was look

I've Done 87 Of 150 Life Experiences
how many life experiences have u had? ( ) Smoked A Cigarette ( ) Smoked A Cigar (x) Smoked Weed (x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (x) Drank Alcohol SO FAR: 3 Level 2 (x) Are / Been In Love (x) Been Dumped (x) Shoplifted (x) Been Fired (x) Been In A Fist Fight SO FAR: 8 Level 3 (x) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House. (x) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back ( ) Been Arrested ( ) Made Out With A Stranger ( ) Gone Out On A Blind Date SO FAR: 10 Level 4 (x) Had A Crush On An Older Person (x) Skipped School ( ) Slept With A Co-worker (x) Seen Someone / Something Die SO FAR: 13 Level 5 (x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your MYSPACE/FACEBOOK Friends ( ) Been To Paris ( ) Been To Spain ( ) Been On A Plane ( ) Thrown Up From Drinking SO FAR: 14 Level 6 ( ) Eaten Sushi ( ) Been Snowboarding ( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace/ FACEBOOK ( ) Been Mosh Pitting SO FAR: 14 Level 7 (x) Been In An Abusive Relationship (x) Ta

My Life
well i am really happy rignt now my daughter is almost over her cold,i'm almost over mine.Me and _____ (my boyfriend)are doing very well hes very good to me and i don't have to pretend i'm happy like my last that lasted a year then i couldnt do it anymore so hopefuly everything stays like this

You Taught Me How To Laugh Again
You Taught Me How to Laugh Again You taught me how to laugh again And gave me back my smile, Restored my faith in people when Everyone seemed vile. You were as if the sun came up Upon my bitter night And bade the blackness rustle up Some joyful morning light. And inexplicably my heart Rose up and twirled me round, So sudden in its expert art I scarcely touched the ground. With you I am still filled with light And all my feelings dance. You are my song, my wings, my flight, My truth and my romance.

My Love Is Deep And Strong
My Love for You Is Simple, Deep, and Strong My love for you is simple, deep, and strong. I feel it flowing towards you from my heart, A tide of unsophisticated song, Sung with much desire and little art. I cannot tell my love, but it will show In ways that even I cannot foresee; A love as full as mine must overflow Into everything that makes me, me. Just as the sun must shine to be the sun And trees burst forth in blossom every year, So I must love in ways that everyone Can see or sense or reason out or hear. Still, I'll tell you of my love in this: For fear, despite all, you might my love miss.

Female Masturbation
Masturbation can be defined as a self-stimulation that brings out sexual sensations. The use of the word masturbation usually refers to a person manipulating genitals to the point of intense pleasure or orgasm. Orgasm refers to a period of intense excitement in which the genital muscles come to a series of highly pleasurable contractions or movements... Read More about Female Masturbation Female Orgasm ... As you know, women tend take longer to reach arousal. So, talk your partner in to spending more time on foreplay, so that you will get there along ith him. Knowing your own body for showing your partner how you’d like to stimulated is quintessential to maximize the female sexuality. This isn’t imple matter of pushing on the right buttons on the right way, but to bring out the pleasure you long for, the way you yearn. Men usually get straight to the point (their pleasure that is), so the decision is yours to show your partner that sex is most pleasant when both lovers enjoy it

Right Where You Want Me
Girl, There's something 'bout me that you ought to know. I've never felt the need to lose control. Always held on back and played it slow. But not this time. Baby, don't be gentle, I can handle anything. Baby, Take me on a journey. I've been thinking lately, I could use a little time alone with you. Crazy, Let's do something, maybe. Please don't take your time, You got me, Right where you want me. Girl, I'm gonna let you have your way with me. When you move like that, Its hard to breathe. I never thought that it could be like this, But I was wrong. Baby, don't be gentle, I can handle anything. Baby, Take me on a journey. I've been thinking lately, I could use a little time alone with you. Crazy, Let's do something, maybe. Please don't take your time, You got me, Right where you want me. Can't explain it, How you swept me off my feet, unexpectedly. In slow motion, My imagination running trying to keep my body still, I can hardly stand the thr

What Disney Movie Were You Secretly In?
I don't think they had a good method for this quiz... What Disney movie were you secretly in? AladdinYou were secretly in the corner watching Jasmine take a bath. You were also the invisible one who carried the carpet. Take this test

Naked
behind the walls i look out from my hell imprisoned behind these bars i struggle to find the light i go to the bath filled high slipping into the water i wonder if i stay under will i hear the sweet sweet music of angels coming to take me away or will the demons return to tease and torment yet again im drowning in this water i close my eyes and breathe out the demons come filling me with pleasures untold tormenting me, loving me filling me completely till i can only scream they take me further into the dark drowning, water fills my lungs i sleep and dream no more

Goodbye
posting this blog to say goodbye.To the vary few friends that i have got to know on here, i wish ya'll the very best. i will leave the site up for 1 week. if you don't have and wish to have my yahoo to keep in touch, please message me. this is to much of high school bull shit for me. this is caused to much problems in my home life that it is not worth it to me or my family. to all you rude fuckers out there that like putting nasty fucking comments on my wifes page. her's will be gone as well, so we no longer will have that issue. thanks and take care

Seven Deadly Sin Quiz
Seven Deadly Sin Quiz WRATH 1. Who did you last get angry with?: the ex 2. What is your weapon of choice?: m16 A2 rifle 3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?: yes 4. How about of the same sex?: has happened 5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?: the ex 6. What is your pet peeve?: escalators and bad drivers 7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?: kinda SLOTH 1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a while?: dishes 2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?: 5pm 3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: my best friend 4. What is the last lame excuse you made?: no idea 5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...?): no 6. When was the last time you got a good workout in?: September 2003 7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?: 6 GLUTTONY 1. What is your overprice

Strong Enough
As I rest against this cold, hard wall Will you pass me by? Will you criticize me as I sit and cry? I had fought so hard and thought that all my battles had been won Only to find the war has just begun Am I not strong enough? Am I not pure enough? To break me, pour me out, and start again Am I not brave enough? To take one chance on me Please can I have one chance to start again? Will my weakness for an hour make me suffer for a lifetime? Is there anyway to be made whole again? If I'm healed,renewed, and find forgiveness find the strength I've never had Will my scars forever ruin all God's plan? Am I not strong enough? Am I not pure enough? She took my life into her hands and it turned it all around In my most desperate circumstance It's there I've finally found That she is strong enough That she is pure enough To break me, pour me out and start again That she is brave enough To take one chance on me Oh Thank You for my chance to start again

Slimthroat44
its obvious u, silkyslim44, are scared of me or feel intimidated by me its vere immature and childish for u to report every background i set as nsfw if u dont like my page nobody is forcin u to look i think u like me er somthin nothin else would xplain why u are forcin urself to look at my page ...lol slimthroat but ur not my type

Top Back
Haaaa...Mannie Fresh I got you nigga I'm gonna show these niggaz what to do with one of your beats I'm shuttin the whole block down Here comes trouble homey I'ma tell you how the king like to ride homeboy [Chorus: repeat 2X] I like my beat down low and my top let back Can see me ridin 24's with a chopper in the back Ya like ya Kenwood hot and ya top let back If ya rims sit high and ya windows pitch black [Verse 1] I'm the man in my city ain't nobody fuckin wit me You can ask the real niggaz and all the bad bitches I'm a known drug dealer I always have 50's And the thugs and the killers was all in class wit me SS'S on 26's watchin some television Shorty I'm never slippin got the berretta in vision And ready to pop the clip in, ready to get to trippin Ready to show these folks a celebrity pistol whippin Pimp stolen' the automobile and the roof for the tag missin Polices' try to pursue me it's nothin but gas given Addicted to fast livin, yes I'm one of my dads chi

Till I Make It On My Own
I'll need time to get you off my mind and I may sometimes bother you try to be in touch with you even ask too much of you from time to time. Now and then Lord, you know I'll need a friend till I get used to losing you let me keep on using you till I can make it on my own. I'll get by but no matter how I try there'll be times you know I'll call chances are, my tears will fall and I'll have no pride at all from time to time. But they say oh, there'll be a brighter day but till then I lean on you that's all I mean to do till I can make it on my own. Surely, someday I'll look up and see the morning sun without another lonely night behind me then I'll know I'm over you and all my crying's done no more hurting memories can find me. But till then ... Lord, you know, I'm gonna need a friend till I get used to losing you ...

Meantime
Meantime Far away, far away, Far away from here... There is no worry after joy Or away from fear Far away from here. Her lips were not very red, Not her hair quite gold. Her hands played with rings. She did not let me hold Her hands playing with gold. She is something past, Far away from pain. Joy can touch her not, nor hope Enter her domain, Neither love in vain. Perhaps at some day beyond Shadows and light She will think of me and make All me a delight All away from sight. (19??) Pessoa

I'll Be
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful Stop me and steal my breath Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky Never revealing their depth Tell me that we belong together Dress it up with the trappings of love I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above I'll be your crying shoulder I'll be your love suicide and I'll be better when I'm older I'll be the greatest fan of your life Rain falls angry on the tin roof As we lie awake in my bed You're my survival, you're my living proof My love is alive not dead Tell me that we belong together Dress it up with the trappings of love I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips Instead of the gallows of heartache, that hang from above I've been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead Tuned in, turned on, Remembered the things that you said

Me N The Boyz
We came from outta town, only here for one night, you know we're here to drink, you know we're gonna fight. gimme doubles on the rocks, make Jonny's a triple dirty, the rest of the boys are on their way, doin' a buck-thirty. I saw those chics hard starin' on the way in the bar starin' at our tats, starin' at our bikes starin' at our cars. vee-eye-pee is the way we come thru, and gettin in those skirts only takes a couple brews so step the fuck back we're gonna make our mark, i'm bringin' the six packs waitin' for the trouble to start. smokin' and jokin' and throwin' big elbows, down in the mosh pit with all the rest of my bros pullin' the hotties out, puttin' magnums in, we've got enough clout to get with you and your friends. so let your jaws drop, and keep your words quiet we ain't never gonna stop, we're bringin' thru the riot.

Something Touching....
Sending an Angel Feather by Bob Slater Sending an Angel Feather She had forgotten with time, just what he had said, But it was still there within her, buried deeply in her head, A memory from sad times, that were securely stored away, Until this certain chosen, special needed one particular day. She was sat in the park, and amid chatting to a friend, Trying to help her friend, to get her life on the mend, Then out of the sunshine, a light breeze moved around, It was a truly beautiful day, with hardly any sound. As she looked up, from out of no where, as it had seemed, A feather was floating as in sunshine it surely gleamed, It seemed as if it sparkled, and brought her face a glow, A tear rolled down her face, as she remembered this so. That Feather with true grace, landed right on her knee, Yet there were no birds flying about, for the eye to see, No trees were near by, for a bird to take flight, And she remembered his words, with a tear of delight. The f

Part...
When the two of you break your kiss, you turn back to Scott and yank his legs out from under him. Sandy reaches into the camera bag and pulls out a condom and tears it open. You start licking Scott’s nipples and kissing his chest as his hands find your breasts kneading them sensually. Glancing down, you watch as Sandy applies the condom with her mouth. Each time she goes down, another inch of the condom is unrolled until she can’t take anymore and her small fingers quickly unroll the rest covering his raging manhood completely. When she is done, she sits back on her heels and gestures for you to climb on first. As you position yourself, Sandy crawls around and straddles Scott’s face facing you. You see her eyes widen at the first touch of his tongue, and then she leans forward and grabs his cock and guides it into you. Wanting to make sure it lasts a while; you slowly lower yourself an inch at a time. Sandy has her eyes closed obviously enjoying Scott’s ministrations as you feel his co

After Death
After Death Christina Rossetti The curtains were half drawn, the floor was swept And strewn with rushes, rosemary and may Lay thick upon the bed on which I lay, Where through the lattice ivy-shadows crept. He leaned above me, thinking that I slept And could not hear him; but I heard him say: "Poor child, poor child:" and as he turned away Came a deep silence, and I knew he wept. He did not touch the shroud, or raise the fold That hid my face, or take my hand in his, Or ruffle the smooth pillows for my head: He did not love me living; but once dead He pitied me; and very sweet it is To know he still is warm though I am cold.

Remember
Remember Christina Rossetti Remember me when I am gone away, Gone far away into the silent land; When you can no more hold me by the hand, Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay. Remember me when no more day by day You tell me of our future that you planned: Only remember me; you understand It will be late to counsel then or pray. Yet if you should forget me for a while And afterwards remember, do not grieve: For if the darkness and corruption leave A vestige of the thoughts that once I had, Better by far you should forget and smile Than that you should remember and be sad.

Why...
"Why"..... It's 3 am and you finally say You're sorry for acting that way You didn't really mean to make me cry Oh baby, sometimes I wonder Why does it always have to come down to me leaving Before you'll say "I love you" Why do you always use the words that cut the deepest When you know how much it hurts me Oh baby why, do you do that to me I know you'd never let me walk away So why do you push me till I break Why am I always on the verge of goodbye Before you'll show me how you really feel inside Why does it always have to come down to me leaving Before you'll say "I love you" Why do you always use the words that cut the deepest When you know how much it hurts me Oh baby why, do you do that to me Why do you always use the words that cut the deepest When you know how much it hurts me Oh baby why, do you do that to me Why do you do that to me

I'm Special!!
I'M SPECIAL! IN ALL THE WORLD THERE IS NOBODY LIKE ME. SINCE THE BEGINNING OF TIME, THERE HAS NEVER BEEN ANOTHER PERSON LIKE ME. NOBODY HAD MY SMILE. NOBODY HAS MY EYES, MY NOSE, MY HAIR, MY HANDS, MY VOICE. I'M SPECIAL NO ONE CAN BE FOUND WHO HAS MY HANDWRITING. NOBODY ANYWHERE HAS MY EXACT TASTE FOR FOOD OR MUSIC OR ART. NO ONE SEES THINGS JUST AS I DO. IN ALL OF TIME THERE HAS BEEN NO ONE WHO LAUGHS LIKE ME, NO ONE WHO CRIES LIKE ME. AND WHATEVER MAKES ME LAUGHT OR CRY, WILL NEVER PROVOKE IDENTICAL LAUGHTER AND TEARS FROM ANYBODY ELSE, EVER. NO ONE REACTS TO ANY SITUATION JUST AS I WOULD REACT. I'M SPECIAL I'M THE ONLY ONE IN ALL OF CREATION WHO HAS MY SET OF ABILITIES. OH, THERE WILL ALWAYS BE SOMEBODY WHO IS BETTER AT ONE OF THE THINGS I'M GOOD AT, BUT NO ONE IN THE UNICERSE CAN REACH THE QUALITY OF MY COMBINATION OF TALENT, IDEAS, ABILITIES AND FEELINGS. LIKE A ROOMFULL OF MUSICIAL INSTRUMENTS, SOME MAY EXCEL

5000 Stronger
Its that time again for me to thank n take my hat off to those that have came by my profile! Im 5000 strong on profile views n im just glad that i was interesting enough for yall to check me out. Thanks a ton! *hugs, luvs, n licks*

Whiskey Lullaby
WHISKEY LULLABY She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind Until the night 1st Chorus He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away her memory Life is short but this time it was bigger Than the strength he had to get up off his knees We found him with his face down in the pillow With a note that said I'll love her till I die And when we buried him beneath the willow The angels sang a whiskey lullaby (Sing lullaby) The rumors flew but nobody know how much she blamed herself For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath She finally drank her pain away a little at a time But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind Until the night She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger And finally dr

Beauty
What is Beauty? Is it what is depicted on T.V., Magasines, movies...the beauty that is fabricated, created, and molded by Artist..to appear perfect. Is that Beauty? Is it what we see, but take for granted...the things around us, the natural things..trees, sky, grass, animals...Mother Natures creations. Is that Beauty? Is it an artist touch of a brush across a canvas,a sketch on paper with pencil, a photographers photo...relaying to us what they see. Is that Beauty? Is it the touch of someones hand, the smile of an elderly woman, the laughter of a child, the tears of the bride...Is this beauty? They say Beauty is in the eye of the beholder...and that beauty comes from within... What is beauty? Beauty is LOVE, TENDERNESS, CARING, COMPASSION, it is a smile, a tear, a laugh, a cry, A photo, a painting, a tree, the sky, it is a woman and man united together, a new born baby, a horse running through a field, a bird soaring in the sky..... Beauty is all we behold! When

You Can't Argue With The Numbers
You can't argue with the numbers Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants over 100%. How about achieving 103%? Here's a little math that might prove helpful. What makes life 100%? If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H A R D W O R K 1 18 4 23 15 18 11 = 98% K N O W L E D G E 11 14 15 23 12 5 4 7 5 = 96% But: A T T I T U D E 1 20 20 9 20 21 4 5 = 100% And: B U L L S H I T 2 21 12 12 19 8 9 20 = 103% So, it stands to reason that hard work and knowledge will get you close, attitude will get you there, and bullshit will put you over the top. But, look how far ass kissing will take you. A S S K I S S I N G 1 19 19 11 9 19 19 9 14 7 = 118% So the next time someone asks you to give more than 100%, you know what is required of you

Fun
table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Exciting/Exotic. Your exciting and exotic. You like to keep things interesting. You never try the same thing twice. Mixing it up is what you love to do, it keeps them coming back for more.

Bar Joke
A guy walks into a bar with his pet monkey. He orders a drink and while he's drinking, the monkey starts jumping all over the place. The monkey grabs some olives off the bar and eats them, then grabs some sliced limes and eats them,then jumps up on the pool table, grabs the cue ball, sticks it in his mouth and swallows it whole. The bartender screams at the guy, "Did you see what your monkey just did?" The guy says, "No, what?" "He just ate the cue ball off my pool table - whole!" says the bartender. "Yeah, that doesn't surprise me," replies the patron. "He eats everything in sight, the little twerp. I'll pay for the cue ball and stuff." He finishes his drink, pays his bill, and leaves. Two weeks later he's in the bar again, and he has his monkey with him. He orders a drink and the monkey starts running around the bar again. While the man is drinking, the monkey finds a maraschino cherry on the bar. He grabs it, sticks it up his butt, pulls it out, and eats it. The bartender is d

Pipe Squawker
As a kid did ya ever yell down a lead pipe?....maybe a wrapping paper tube, or paper towel tube?.....Remember how it echoed you and the the abiding company giggled your heads off?....When I was a kid I lived in the city....but in this city was a place you could go under a bridge....It was a huge tunnel, almost sewer like set in an overgrown wooded area. None of us could ever figure out why there was this big ass pipe covered in moss and dirt, but it was a cool place to hang out....A group of us would sneak off there and go and yell in this pipe....It made the most Hilarious sounds you could ever reconsile....We would yell and laugh for hours.....Thats the life of a pipe squawker.... To turn the theory into a reality a pipe squawker can be summed up as this: A wandering soul who travels in the echos of sensless morals and values...but in the end nostalgic entities are accquired. Ok so maybe trying t explain it is a little harder than what I thought. I find that things we did as a chil

Oh Lookie
Its gonna be happy hour all damn nite! I am not happy.. I need love Worship me...OR ELSE? hell u can't blame a girl for trying!!! (If you don't know me I am just playing) (I think im icky why shouldnt you!)

Wow........i Am Freakin Tired......smiles...
Okay....its late or early....however u want 2 look @ it......Decided...I can not....no....will not go to sleep unless I stop to thank everyone here @ Cherry Tap 4 #1 inviting me and #2....enduring me....smiles....good luck to all...N...UR...upcomming successes N Life.....Nighty Night....

Always Happens
Well, I told you last night that I was sick? I get up this morning to take my oldest to school and i just feel awful. It feels like someone stuffed cotton balls down my nose and throat. All my daughters want to do is talk and it feels like that i am trying to talk to them through 6 inches of mud. Anyways, I get to the car and put my oldest in and take off to school. No sooner than do i get halfway there and my car starts listing to the side and I have to turn the steering wheel hard to the left to continue to drive straight. Well, after a string of profanities that i am not proud of, I turned the car around and drove home and borrowed my ex's car that she left outside my house. You ask why I didnt change the tire? I had no gloves on me at all, the temperature outside i think is about 5 degrees, not including wind chill. Also, my car is one of those ultra efficient japanese models and it just does not produce any heat at idle. Warms up just fine while driving but just sitting there all

Who Is Your Tree?
There she stood. Strong and proud. Weathering the bone chilling wintry storms and blistering sunny days. Her torn and beaten bark showing the rigors of the elements. Her oak branches extending deep into the azure twilight sky. The city lights gleaming around her. her leaves swiftly rustling in the Boston night. It really could be in any town, though. They are all around us. She has been decorated with creamy white lights in the winter and grean and white streamers from the local Spring parade. Always sturdy and present. Even after the harshest storms there she stood. Even after the rain and the snow she was there. Nothing is always strong, though. She shed her leaves. She lost a branch. But she always remained there strong and silent. A pillar of strength for all her encountered her. Watching over all who stood by her. She's been there for all. The sweaty, breathless jogger resting his body against her sturdy trunk to the heartbroken, teary eyed child

Bill & Hillary Hit The Campaign Trail
Hillary Clinton called Bill into her office one day and said, 'Bill, I have a great idea! I know how we can win back middle America and secure my presidential victory in 2008'. 'Great, but how do you propose we go about that, asked Bill? Well, Hillary responds, We'll go down to a local Wal-Mart, get some cheezy clothes and shoes, like most middle Americans wear and then we'll stop at the pound and pick up a Labrador. When we look the part we'll go to a nice old country bar in middle America, and we'll show them that we really enjoy the Countryside and show admiration and respect for the hard working people living there". A few days later, all decked out and with the requisite Labrador at heel, they set off from New York in a westerly direction. Eventually they arrived at just the place they were looking for. With dog in tow they walk into the bar. They step up to the bar and the Bartender takes a step back and say's, " aren't you Bill and Hillary Clinton?" Hill

Sex Life
Martini! Your sex life mostly resembles a Martini. You are suave, sophisticated and just a little kinky. You have an active sex life, but you only recruit the best to be your sex partners. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Blah
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Another Day At Work
Another Day at Work By Angel Tits Cindy stood waiting for the elevator. "Hurry up", she said impatiently. "God, this is the slowest elevator in the world!" She had 5 minutes to make it up to the boardroom before the meeting started. She hated being late to meetings. She'd just as soon not go at all, then to walk in late!! She ran her hands over her suit skirt, smoothing out the wrinkles. She smiled to herself when she felt her front garter buckle. Underneath her very professional suit, she wore a black demi bra, thong & matching garter. Attached to the garters were very sheer black stockings with lace tops. "If those old farts I work for only knew how I dress under my conservative business suits!!", she thought to herself, laughing. To them she was just an old married woman. "If they only knew", she said softly, smiling. Ever since turning 40, she had become obsessed with sex and couldn't seem to get enough! She certainly needed more than her husband was offering these

Amazing What Memories A Song Gives You
i started to listen to this song .. not only did it take me down memory lane but it reminded me of how things have changed and how the friends i had in the past are gone .. but that is what happens .. some do stay behind though and they are awesome friends to have and i am sure you all out there have experenced that one way or another ..i guess the point i am getting at is keep the close friends by yourside don't let your heart or anyone else try to take it away .. i can't change who i am but everyone of my friends are special in there own way love them too.. ok enough with the babbling lol must go take care all

~~life In The United States~~
Jack was sitting on the plane getting ready to depart for New Orleans when a guy took the seat beside him. The guy was awfully pale, his hands were shaking and he was moaning with fear. "What's the matter?" Jack asked. "I've been transferred to New Orleans, there's crazy people there. They've got lots of shootings, gangs, race riots, drugs and the highest crime rate." Jack replied, "I've lived in New Orleans all my life. It's not as bad as the media says. Find a nice home, go to work, mind your own business, enroll your kids in a nice school and it's as safe as anywhere in the world." The guy relaxed and stopped shaking and said, "Oh, thank you. I've been worried to death. But if you live there and say it's OK, I'll take your word for it. What do you do for a living?" "Me?" said Jack. "I'm a tail gunner on a Budweiser truck."

Tomrrow Noon Is Time Is Up Then Cleaning Time
KK here is who needs to tell me if they wnat to stay or go by Sunday Noon my time Mt. ok here it goes the list: Josh BigB Ainomiadue trooper hardcorelife Irish sins slave Rx8bear thickmamilover cajun2346 damien1363 sxxmnn skitch playa1032 bored and horney sweetbisuga lostsoul illiniguy sethchaos skuuubasteve thatreddrummerguy big daddy i like ur pants around ur feet rmac luvbuttbig swabs goldnoldn mandymanic suzi q big dog F#*kload 477835 kit heavens angel I dont hafta fan ur not that fine slayer999 Johnny xxxadxxx bygdaddy fat sonny crzysmity211 vampire romance get speces,wer speces Jay Little Dick tom tom Patrick Donovan marbroman1991 waterhead69 Josh one shot one kill Mr ben Swingset ctexastornado silver raven fire Dave Synapse Slick vic vega bedazzled deb austin Krissy so very greatful bestbounceer dopple antrioncnsty wolfwlker dj ice 69 circus keith tatto lancelot

French Chocolate Brownie Torte
French Chocolate Brownie Torte 1 box of brownie mix (enough to make a 9x13 pan of brownies) Eggs and oil specified on the mix box 1 pint of fresh or frozen raspberries Chambord raspberry liqueur or Godiva chocolate liqueur For the "frosting," a French Ganache 8 oz semi-sweet chocolate (The better the brand, the better the taste.) 4 oz whipping cream Instructions: Pour the brownie mix in a bowl. Put in the specified number of eggs (for regular brownies, NOT cake-like). Put in the specified amount of oil. Instead of the water, measure out and pour in the same amount of liqueur. Mix the brownies by hand until fully stirred. Carefully plop in the raspberries. Make sure they are not all in one blob. Gently fold the berries into the brownie mix. Spray your springform pan with oil and pour in your brownie mix. You are now going to bake your brownies. Follow the time and temperature on the box for a 9x9-inch square pan, but use a round pan. You will probably add

Fritata Triangles And Coconut Shrimp
Fritata Triangles 2 eggs 1 Tbsp. flour 1/4 cup milk 1 garlic clove, minced Pinch of salt 1 cup Parmesan or Romano cheese, grated Combine all ingredients and mix well. Pour into a greased 9-inch cake pan and bake for 15 minutes at 350 degrees. Cut into triangles and serve with crackers or toast points. These little goodies are quick and easy to make. They are sort of like mini omelets that are great with crackers or the toast points. You could even add a little bacon bits, olives or some other ingredient to jazz up the flavor. The Skinny: Low fat milk will work in this recipe and you can get by with egg substitute. There are only two eggs in the entire mix, however, so it is really not that bad. Besides we keep reading that eggs are not that bad for you after all. According to the "experts", the cholesterol in eggs is not the real bad kind and you can get away with one or two eggs a day without any real problems. Of course, as usually happens, the pundits are just a

My 2nd Blog?
Hmm it seems everyone writes in their blog about poetry and love and romance etc....Ha! Maybe later. Mine will be pretty boring. I could always do "ode to peanut butter/ chocolate ice cream...how i love thee" (you can see why i'm mot 110 pounds anymore!) Or I can write about how I recently had a Tarot reading ,actually 2 of them,and both people said I'd live to be in my late 80's. I'd love to get another one so contact me if you do them. I have general and specific questions I'd love to get answers to! One bright spot is that a pal of mine invited meto see the show (can you call it a play?) "The Lion King" in March. I saw the commercials ,its a pretty big production it looks like. I like free stuff, its free for me!! So thats it right now. Ooops I promised a poem did I not? Everyone seems to do mushy stuff so here is mine::: Ode to peanut butter chocolate ice cream: Peanut Butter Chocolate Ice Cream I buy you,then together we hide in my house Which seems to be the real reas

Innovations Of A Different Kind, Part 5
Innovations of a Different Kind, Part 5 By jlbb Saturday nights enjoying a free sexual environment was becoming a regular event for Janet and myself. And, like our partners Jack and Anne, we were making every effort to keep the night free. We also started to measure our own sexual activity to be sure we arrived at the planned meeting full of anticipation and performance. After a few drinks we also found ourselves talking more about the encounters. Janet learned her descriptions of being fucked by Jack quickly gave me an arousal. The effect was the same when she described the feeling of Anne licking and sucking between her legs. My comments about activities with Anne and Jack had the same effect on her. As a consequence the conversations regularly took us to bed! Jack and I were still playing golf, and the no discussion rule stayed in force. We talked about sports, politics and business, but never about sex. Janet had admitted she and Anne regularly talked about our advent

My Love ........................
My love is like an ocean It goes down so deep My love is like a rose Whose beauty you want to keep. My love is like a river That will never end My love is like a dove With a beautiful message to send. My love is like a song That goes on and on forever My love is like a prisoner It's to you that I surrender.

Doctors Office
As I walked into the doctor’s office to wait for him, I wondered how he would react to my case. I had been dating for a while, but not been able to feel confident enough to let anyone see my body, and so relationships had never gotten very far, as the ladies quickly lost interest in me. I was seeing him for some professional advice on my situation. My doctor was a semi-retired, kind old gentleman, and he wouldn’t laugh at me – which was the only reason I had enough courage to tell him my problems. I hadn’t been waiting long when the door opened, and a blond woman, around 33 or 35 walked in. Her lab coat was open, and under it I could see she was wearing a very short red skirt (which barely concealed the greatest, longest legs I\'d ever seen without stockings) and a very low necked, partially open blouse. Her breasts were big, but not too big, but I had to stop myself thinking about the great tit-fucks that they must have offered some lucky men in med school. Those beautiful boobs we

Valentines Day!!!!
Well its that time of year again the holiday that sucks the most!!! I will say that I do know that this is a holiday that came about many years ago but it still sucks!!! I think that every valentines day I have been alone or I have been with a guy that doesn't know how to be romantic, guess thats my problem, but I will tell you all I will be a lil bitchy on this holiday this year also cause I am alone and i hate that!!! Everyone getting flowers at work and gifts and i love yous...Eww Yuck gag me...makse me wanna throw up...I am sure that I can say that most single ppl hate this holiday and most of us can't help that we are single just cause there are pig headed guys out there and well then thats why some of us get to spend it alone!!! and there are guys out there that hate this holiday also cause they are alone and that is cause there are pig-headed girls in this world!!! so it does go both ways. I hope that those of you that are not single and have a great person in your life have a g

Opened Up!!!
i feel like ive been opened up not giving a fuck and throwing up it seems my life has takin a tole and everything was going fine until i met this little troll he told me to do him a favor so i said yes i never knew that what i would do would cause me so much stress he asked me to do something strange i said ok but as long as you pay me he said well its a bit derranged its ok just pay me i headed out for the favor and i met this skinny aligator his name was waiter saying he was looking for a troll i said why are you looking for a troll he said cuz he stole my gold soon after i realized that the troll i met was the one the aliigator was refering too so i took the aligator to him through the bushes and through the moss we came across but we were lost we see a troll stuck in a hole i said is that him yes lets get him we set after the troll and before i seen it i was stuck from behind i reached back and there inlyi

I Will Love You { Karulvinth For Life }
I will love you in the springtime, when the world is green and new, I will love you in the Summer, when the sky is sunny and blue, I will love you in the autumn, when the leaves fall and turn brown, I will love you in the Winter, when the snow is softly falling down. I will love you when you're happy, and even when you're sad, I will love you when you're mood is good or even if you're mad. I will love you through the sunshine,even through the rain. I will love you when you're healthy, or when you're feeling pain. I will love you always, every day I live,until all our life is through, I will love you always, and even after forever I'll still be loving you. Happy Valentines Day My Love!!!

Valentines Day
Valentines Day. The one day in the year that romance is supposed to be at it’s highest. All couples must be loved up and spend every spare minute with each other, and all singles are to find out their crush does fancy them after all. Fortunes must be spent on gigantic cards and stuffed toys with large red heart shaped foil balloons, covered in the words “I Love You” If you are a single you are always expecting to be swept off your feet into a fantasy world where blokes notice every little hint and make you feel like the happiest and luckiest girl in the world. You are meant to be showered with gifts. If you’re single you’re bound to meet the man of your dreams and he’ll whisk you away to some secluded romantic spot and declare his un-dying love for you. And you sit all day waiting for that little surprise that’s the man of your dreams had planned out months ago. If none of this happens you feel like a total loser with no who cares about you and you spend the next day lying to your frie

Twenty-third Psalm
The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures; he leads me beside still waters; he restores my soul. He leads me in right paths for his name's sake. Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I fear no evil; for you are with me; your rod and your staff--they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; you anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, and I shall dwell in the house of the Lord my whole life long.

Dreams Of L O V E
Dreams of love you were the one who touched my heart it was love at first hear at the start the more i got to know you the closer we became our love was prue and true not a game we spent each day on the phone and in the evenings i'd lye on my bead and rest my head as i lyed in peace as the time went by It's your name and soul that i hold close to my heart cause our loves to strong to part one so special so true and forgiving after all the sinnning we talk on the phone for hours sharing stories and secreats our love is so strong so you dont have to put it to the test for ages i could look eyes and shore our the secreats my body lyes It was yuor voice laying next to me at night all i felt was pleasure cause you made everything alright it was your lips that i was imaging in bwteen my thighs at the same time we were on eachothers minds all the kinbd words that you have ever spoken have mended anythingin my body th

More Questions.
Another Q & A thingie: 1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? A former band-mate of mine, telling me that he's putting the band back together without our sleazy marimba-playing manager and that he has several extremely lucrative gigs lined up in cities I've never visited before. 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Of course, what the hell else would I do with it? Ride it to work? 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? Listener. "Speak little, learn much." Besides, I'm shy. 4. Do you take compliments well? I'm better about it these days, but I used to be so shy I'd get absolutely tongue-tied. 5. Are you an active person? My job keeps me on my feet and moving all day long, so I guess I have no choice. 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? I think I'd figure something out. 7. Do you like to ride horses? I've only tried it once or twice; I guess it could be fun. 8. Did you ever

My Everyday Valentine
This is not mine it was on another site I do not know who wrote this MY EVERYDAY VALENTINE She will look into my eyes, deep into my sea She will see beyond even that into the real me She will give me one look,I know exactly what she needs We will go on forever, whatever we please I can see into her heart, she will give it to me I can see that she loves me, her smile tells me I can hold her in my arms as she drifts off to sleep We will go on forever, whatever we please Is she out there have you seen her is she lonely as well? I will find her, she will find me , so just smile babe, time will tell And once we are together, I will be your everything and you mine I will love you until forever, everyday my Valentine When we find each other we will stop being lost We will stay together, whatever the cost A fusion of hearts, a connection of souls We are one now, the two of us, anything goes Open your eyes and I will open mine And when our eyes mee

Karma.... Yeah Right!!!
OK, I've talked about my crazy neighbor before... what the F***k!!! It's been a year 1/2, the police haven't arrested her (them, her husband too), the courts keep delaying justice & she's getting nuttier by the day. She has arrest warrants for harrassment, tickets for disturbing the peace, & violated her restraining order more times that I can count. She's threatened to kill my kids, her husband violently went after my 11 yr olds son (on tape), then my husband, cusses out my kids & yet...no justice. Meanwhile we have decided to just F***ing move. Our attorney says it could cost us thousands of more to prosecute these people & when we finally do win, we may be in more danger. I was a strong believer in Karma now I just know any more. To top it off, we can't get financed for another home because of all the debt we've aquired due to attorney;s fees, vandalized property, maintaining security cameras, vet bills (she poisoned our dog), new car (she put sugar in the gas tank) & now medical b

A Gift Of Love
For Valentine’s Day I don't need candy, You are my sweet. I don't need Champagne, Your kiss is like wine. I don't need roses, You are my flower. I don't need diamonds, You're a priceless gem. I don't need gold around my neck, To be wrapped tightly, in your arms. I don't need you to be present, To know you are here with me. If you must give me anything, This Valentine's Day, Gift wrap your love, And send it to my heart. That's all I've ever wanted, From the beginning, From the very start...

Need Your Opinion...
I plan on placing myself under the needle again soon. I already have a celtic cross on the bottom of my right forearm, should I get something on the other arm to even it out or I was planning on getting a design on the same are that incorporates that, but will turn out to take up most of my arm. Any ideas?

Valentines Day- Will This Day Ever End?
I swear it's the loneliest day of my life. I wonder how many poor souls commit suicide on valentines day? Is there a Study somewhere that I can research that?? Of course we all know there are TONS of VOWS being exchanged on this very day!!! Yippie. Good for them. I think Valentaines day should have an alternate holiday...kind of like Chritmas!! if you are Jewish, you celebrate hannakah...so no one if LEFT OUT!!! SO we need an alternate to Valentines Day!! Valentines day just reminds the MILLIONS of Single people in the world......THAT they ARE SINGLE!!!! HELLOOOOOO!! Right now....there are thousands of women Crying over Ice cream and chocolates they bought for themselves this very moment!!!!! ANd Guys...sitting in a strip club, getting wasted with friends...buying lap dances or just in a bar getting Drunk!! Maybe at Hooters!! Either way...a large percentage of american citizens are NOT celebratting this LOVELY HOLIDAY...GIVE US A BREAK!!! GIVE US A HOLIDAY!!!! GI

100%
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K is 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E is 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E is 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T is 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 127% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that, while Hard Work and Kn

Show And Tell
Show and Tell A kindergarten teacher gave her class a "show and tell" assignment. Each student was instructed to bring in an object to share with the class that represented their religion. The first student got up in front of the class and said, "My name is Benjamin and I am Jewish and this is a Star of David." The second student got up in front of the class and said, "My name is Mary. I'm a Catholic and this is a Rosary." The third student got in up front of the class and said, "My name is Tommy. I am Baptist, and this is a casserole."

The Picnic
The Picnic A Jewish Rabbi and a Catholic Priest met at the town's annual 4th of July picnic. Old friends, they began their usual banter. "This baked ham is really delicious," the priest teased the rabbi. "You really ought try it. I know it's against your religion, but I can't understand why such a wonderful food should be forbidden! You don't know what you're missing. You just haven't lived until you've tried Mrs. Hall's prized Virginia Baked Ham. Tell me, Rabbi, when are you going to break down and try it?" The rabbi looked at the priest with a big grin, and said, "At your wedding."

Goat For Dinner
The young couple invited their elderly pastor for Sunday dinner. While they were in the kitchen preparing the meal, the minister asked their son what they were having. "Goat," the little boy replied. "Goat?" replied the startled man of the cloth, "Are you sure about that?" "Yep," said the youngster. "I heard Dad say to Mom, 'Today is just as good as any to have the old goat for dinner.

Thoughts To Ponder
I dialed a number and got the following recording: "I am not available right now, but thank you for caring enough to call. I am making some changes in my life. Please leave a message after the beep. If I do not return your call, you are one of the changes." ~~~~~ At pilots training back in the Air Corps they taught us, "Always try to keep the number of landings you make equal to the number of take offs you make." ~~~~~ Aspire to inspire before you expire. ~~~~~ My wife and I had words, but I didn't get to use mine. ~~~~~ As my five year old son and I were headed to McDonald's one day, we passed a car accident. Usually when we see something terrible like that, we say a prayer for those who might be hurt, so I pointed and said to my son, "We should pray." From the back seat I heard his earnest request: "Please, God, don't let those cars block the entrance to McDonald's." ~~~~~ Frustration is trying to find your glasses without your glasses. ~~~~~ Blessed are those w

That's A Good One.
Last thought for the day. Message I got on myspace: You: Spoiled by nature (hot body and hot face), fearless, stubborn but caring, naughty, kinky, normal.. passionately spontaneous.. An angel of light and a devil of black seductive magic.. I feel this already without even knowing more about you. hahahahahaha!

Remeber This Anybody???
Music Codes - MySpace Layouts GOD LOL I have been walking down memory lane sorry friend's but this song bring's back memorie's of being a teenager and having your teeny booper girlfriend play this for me ah life is good and my life has been alright thing's like that help give you old smiles :)

Why, Why, Why
Why, Why, Why Do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constan

Gratitude
As i leave u broken will you call my name an erotic meeting again you call me into the room and tell me to slowly strip for you i do so as pleasing you is my sole purpose I slowly peel off the clothing that surrounds my body do a little dance for me you say so i do come closer you say so i walk with a sway as i know that is how you like it i walk to where u r sitting and bend over to touch my toes pretending there is something i droppped on the floor i know u like me like this kiss me you say as i reach out and touch your face lips parted ready for the onslaught you jump up and grab me by the waist and pull me closer laying me back on the table you part my thighs u unzip your pants pushing your cock into my thigh tell me u want me u say i dont want you i need you is the reply slowly you push yourself into me my back leaning into the table a slow rhythm starts i feel you filling me and arch my back to feel u in me further you pull out leaving me wanto

Little Boys Vs Little Girls
>>Every day a 4th grade boy walks home from school >> > > past >> > > a 4th grade girl's house. One day he is carrying a >> > > football, and he stops to taunt the little girl. He >> > > holds up the football and says "See this football? >> > > Football is a boys game and girls can't have one!" >> > > The >> > > little girl runs in the house crying and tells her >> > > mother about the encounter. She runs out and buys >> > > the >> > > girl a football. >> > > The next day the boy is riding home on his bike, and >> > > the girl shows him the football, yelling "Nah na nah >> > > na nah!" >> > > The little boy gets mad and points to his bike. "See >> > > this bike? This is a boys bike, and girls can't have >> > > them!" >> > > Next day, the boy comes by and the little girl is >> > > riding a new boy's bike. Now he is really mad. So he >> > > drops his pants, points at his most private of >> > > parts, >> > > and says "You see THIS? Only BOYS have these and >> > > you

War Effect
for those of u who fight for your country.... I stand on the line between whats good and whats right and fire into darkness stand to in the dead of night under cover of darkness i hear them come with guns ablazing we shall keep them on the run our family awaits word from those of us here so please send the bird with messages so dear a safe return home to the ones who you love and shunned by the world for your holding your gun stuck in a place and also in time peace shall not come for those on the frontline To the soldiers and thier families i hope you can find some sanity in world gone totally mad.

Pinz & Needlez
The sharpless prick of a needle and two new holes, is my sovereignty. I am the paragon of all women.....should u choose to dissagree I will over rule u. My linguistics shadow the fears that no one else will speak aloud, I roar the things that few have fotitude to come forward with. Adding pain into suffering is another way of dealing. To add more pain to an already painful situation is my sin. Built like an old school foundry, a lead pipe is what u can expect shall u be the next to piss off a goddess. My morals and values is the ultimate dictatorship that my daughter will use to run this country one day. Dont try and taint the young minds into believing that they are powerful, they are young and innocent let them believe that first. I will hinder anyone into the depths of the earth, should another snob look at me like I am nothing. I know nothing of economizing, this world couldnt afford me as its leader. So I will take post and reap my profits from the delicate lives of our en

A Dark Angel
twisting and turning wreathing in pain i call out to you but my cry is in vain a cut so soft and a red crimson tide is all licked away as u come for my ride to heaven or hell with bittersweet tears a pain ill inflict keeping you over the years no love just a lust an unquenchable thirst for your soul's what i need and you wont be my first as wings sprout forth i begin to take flight and carry your soul to the dead of the night No mortal shall feel my endless pain from which i will save you if you call my name i return to the dark from where i arise to sleep till next night when i hear your cries

What Colour Is Your Heart?
You scored as Blue. Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You\'re grateful for what you have in life, even if it\'s not perfect. People love you for who you are, don\'t ever change that- it\'s what makes you the great person that you are.Blue86%Yellow79%Pink79%Orange29%Green21%Red14%Black14%Purple7%White0%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

Life
ahhhhh... my life is so amazing right now and its all because of that special someone... im moving on friday into town hamburg not far from wher ei live now like not even 5 minutes and ill still be going to the same skewl and everything only thing that sucks is ill be farther away from brandon but closer to my friends lol hope everyone had a good valentines day

From A Man To A Woman
From A Man To A Woman I dream of you every time I close my eyes, I see your face and then you smile. I look at you and I wonder, why our paths have never crossed? I feel your presence in the air, I long for your touch I swear. Tenderly I'll hold your hand, softly I will kiss your lips. For I am amazed by your inner beauty, your sensitivity of my needs and I of yours. I shall worship and hold you in the highest regard. I will walk by your side and never behind or in front of you. For I am into you and pray that you are into me. I hold what you say to be true and will not second guess you. I know of your hurt, for I have been hurt too. Healing can be such a hurting pain and the process so slow. But we shall live for the hope of a better tomorrow, and pray that we make it through another day. The silence of the loneliness we felt, the isolation from seeing old friends and having To make new ones, can hurt and yet, feel good at the sam

Stronger Than I Knew
grandmother takes a piece of wool into her wrinkled old hands within them, the teachings and the life she lived grandson watches grandmother card wool soft and fluffly perfected through her many years he thinks then, looks away back to hi coloring book grandmother looks over, towards her grandson sees that he is not coloring but, drawing in the blank areas a woman weaving beneath a tree and a lamb lays beside her a nice drawing she thinks she smiles grandson looks up back at her at her wrinkled hands fragile they seem yet, they are strong from a long life of survival the work to tend to her sheep the many walk she has done to watch over them to help the lambs survive the cold winters the hauling of water in summer droughts he knows grandmother looks into her heart opens her mind sits quietly like she is listening she responds her mouth begins to move as she speaks silent words more wise word

101 Simple Ways
Call an old friend, just to say "hi." Hold a door open for a stranger. Invite someone to lunch. Compliment someone on his or her appearance. Ask a coworker for their opinion on a project. Bring cookies to work. Let someone cut in during rush hour traffic. Leave a waitress or waiter a big tip. Tell a cashier to "have a nice day." Call your parents. Let someone know you miss them. Treat someone to a movie. Let a person know you really appreciate them. Visit a retirement center. Take a child to the zoo. Fill up your spouse's car with gas. Surprise someone with a small gift. Leave a "thank-you" note for the cleaning staff at work. Write a letter to a distant relative. Tell someone you thought about them the other day. Put a dime in a stranger's parking meter before the time expires. Bake a cake for a neighbor. Send someone flowers to where they work. Invite a friend to tea. Recommend a good book to someone. Donate clothing to a charity. O

Books
Over the past few years I got rid of a LOT of books, mostly old paperbacks, due to space constraints plus I knew eventually I'd be moving again and couldn't face moving all of that stuff one...more...time. Now that I actually have moved I find that I regret having given them all away. So I guess in the spring it's off to the used book stores where I got most of them in the first place!

Maxine On Border Control
Everyone concentrates on the problems we're having in this country lately; illegal immigration, hurricane recovery, wild animals attacking humans in Florida . Not me. I concentrate on solutions to problems. The result is a win-win-win situation: + Dig a moat the length of the Mexican border + Use the dirt to raise the levies in New Orleans + Put the Florida alligators in the moat. Any other problems you would like for me to solve today?

Old Friends
When i went to the store today a old friend saw me.I hadn't seen him in a long time.Few months back i heard he had cancer.He's still got high spirits considering the circumstances.He gave me compliment was like still the same guy!I miss my old friends.

Somebody
1. Somebody is very proud of you. 2. Somebody is thinking of you. 3. Somebody is caring about you. 4. Somebody misses you. 5. Somebody wants to talk to you. 6. Somebody wants to be with you. 7. Somebody hopes you aren't in trouble. 8. Somebody is thankful for the support you have provided. 9. Somebody wants to hold your hand. 10. Somebody hopes everything turns out all right. 11. Somebody wants you to be happy. 12. Somebody wants you to find him/her. 13. Somebody is celebrating your successes. 14. Somebody wants to give you a gift. 15. Somebody thinks that you ARE a gift. 16. Somebody hopes you're not too cold, or too hot 17. Somebody wants to hug you. 18. Somebody loves you. 19. Somebody admires your strength. 20. Somebody is thinking of you and smiling. 21. Somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on. 22. Somebody wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun. 23. Somebody thinks the world of you. 24. Somebody wants to protect you. 25. Somebody would d

Cradle Of Filth
I went to see CRADLE OF FUCKING FILTH last night, my all time favorite band!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got so messed up in the mosh pits too. Im so bruised up it's not even funny, ok actually it kinda really is. I got to meet the band and have a picture taken with them. I started the very first pit at the venue when the first band took the stage. At first most were reluctant to join in but I got a few. When the second band Incite came on though it was a whole new ball game. It was insane. 3 Inches of Blood followed them, but they suck so thats all I have to say about that. Then a band that was completely out of place. 69eyes. They're a slow goth band, I really don't like them even the mosh pit stopped and we all just kinda stared at them. All the chicks went crazy though. The best though was COF. Thats when I really got messed up. I ended up getting into a fist fight in the middle of a pit. The guy was being a jerk and I wasn't the only one who was after him I was just to first to get to him. Any

Womanese
1. Fine This is the word women use at the end of any argument when they feel they are right but can't stand to hear you argue any longer. It means that you should shut up. Incidentally, never use the word "fine" to describe how she looks. It will lead to one of the arguments mentioned above. 2. Five minutes These words actually mean half an hour. It is the equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the rubbish, so women feel that it's an even trade. 3. Nothing The word "nothing" means something and you should be on your guard immediately on hearing it uttered. It is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" is signal for an argument that will last "five minutes" and end with the word "fine". 4. Go Ahead (Raised eyebrow) Said in conjunction with raised eyebrows, it actually means the opposite. The words "go ahead" are not permission to do somethin

Old Soul
Restless Soul of Old In the tower she looks down upon the world Her hair so fair, eyes of blue She knows this is the modern day But yet deep within her, she feels drawn to the past An ever lasting image that has always been with her Never sure where she belonged Felling like something was missing, something wrong These continual thoughts of the days of old Trying so desperately to unfold the mystery She is not sure who or what Only that she feels safe in courtyards of past times She drifts her thought pattern to another time another place Faces appearing before her eyes, Ones she has never met Her writing shows of old Times less traveled but yet long forgotten Days of knights and kings Merry singing men She wonders how this could be For her this was not to be She ponders over life’s of then Her mind now searching for answers Does the past haunt her for a reason? Was her season then of old? Cold chills now surge through her body Has she unlocked the

The Cucumber Joke .........
A cucumber and a pickle are having a conversation and the pickle says to the cucumber, "You know my life really sucks. Whenever I get big, fat and juicy they sprinkle seasonings over me and stick me in a jar." So the cucumber says, "yeah, you think that is bad, whenever I get big, fat and juicy they slice me up and they put me over salad." So the penis is walking by and overhears their conversation and says, "You think that your life is tough?! Whenever I get big, fat and juicy they put a plastic bag over my head, stick me in a dark, smelly room, and make me do push ups until I throw up!"

Where Will You Be Caught Having Sex???
michelle was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion in the cemetary ... you've been caught by Chuck Norris! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com

This Is What I'm Lookin For
I want to talk to some guys outside of the site and trade some pics. I also like watching them cum on cam. Anyone who can perform these actions will be reatly rewarded with pics of me and my friends as their inspiration. Contact me and i'll set everything up. Later.

My Power Color Is...
Your Power Color Is Red-Orange At Your Highest: You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth. At Your Lowest: You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked. In Love: You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve. How You're Attractive: You are very affectionate and inspire trust. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Respected?" What's Your Power Color?

Rules For The 2007 Ncaa Basketball Tournament Pool
Welcome everyone to the 2007 NCAA Basketball Tournament Pool Well it’s time for another big NCAA Tournament & there are another 65 teams that could walk home April 3rd with the NCAA hardware. Are you lucky enough to know which one? This year’s tournament will be like last year’s, with the same format & five chances to win cash. Cash Awards: Overall Winner (55%): Based on Points System. Guess who will advance in the Tournament? If you guess correctly, your team moves on and you receive points. If your team loses, that part of the bracket is done. Point Values are as Follows. (Note: Five of the last six years the leader going into the Championship Game has failed to take home the coveted prize. The 1999 Winner was 15th & the 2000 Winner was 9th Going into the Championship Game, but still came out as the pool winners, so anything can happen!) 1st Round: 1 pt 2nd Round: 3 pt Sweet 16: 5 pt Elite 8: 7 pt Final Four: 10 pt Championship: 20 pt NCAA Champion (15%):

What Kind Of Couple Are U
What Kind of Couple Are You? The Sweetest of Them AllYou two have the type of relationship everybody envies. You're adorable together and you know it. When it comes time for yearbook superlatives, you are most likely to win best couple. You have the right amount of distance, but at the same time people can clearly see that you're together. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

A Winter Poem Lmao!
found this beautiful winter poem and thought it might be a comfort to you. It was to me, and it's very well written. ENJOY! “WINTER " A poem by Abigail Elizabeth McIntyre " SHIT It's Cold ! " The End

News
So things have been really hectic for me, so sorry if I don't comment or respond right away.. In better news.. I got a new tattoo last night. A broken heart and crossbones behind my left ear. I'll be posting pics of it soon!!

Menopause Jewerly
This is not me, I got it in an email... Menopause Jewelry My husband, being unhappy with my mood swings, bought me a mood ring the other day so he would be able to monitor my moods. We've discovered that when I'm in a good mood, it turns green. When I'm in a bad mood, it leaves a big red mark on his forehead. Maybe next time he'll buy me a diamond

I'll Keep You My Dirty Little Secret
I cried. Oh yes. I cried. Because of you. And because of him. I cried. And I couldn't stop. I cried because I've lost myself in something called love and lust. I'm not myself, and I don't know if I like it. There is a possibility I do, but it's hard to tell.. My kids keep my sane. I played outside with them today and forgot about everything... We learned letters today on the white board, and it's so fun playing quiet waters still waters with them. They're so funny.. But I'm upset. I don't know how to face you. Or him; however, I will because I'm a sucker for a sweet talker. Speaking of, I'm going to go download that song.

Oral Worship
She stands above me as im strapped down.... my eyes stay fixated on Her pussy i smell the leather that She wears She crouches down on to me Her pussy presses against my face i'm drowning in Her warm juice Its hard to breathe... i cant seem to get loose my tongue moves rhythmically inside She rubs my cock as She bites Her lip Grinding Herself against my mouth with latex fingers She caresses Her tit my face is becoming drenched She grows even more excited i am trying not to cum... i know that i can no longer fight it my large cock extends out my semen erupts into Her shiny glove Suffocating in Her delicious muff Licking up every drop of love

My Name
MY NAME IS NOT IMPORTANT,IT'S MY HEART THAT REALLY COUNT'S FEELING'S DEEP INSIDE ME,AND THE LOVE I PASS AROUND EVEN WHEN THEY DON'T REACH BACK.ITS THE REACHING OUT TO OTHER'S... I LOVE ALL MY NEW CHERRY FRIENDS THEY ARE THE BEST XOXOX ANNIE

It's Almost Wednesday...
The beginning of another busy week for me. I am sure that some of you noticed that I haven't blogged in a while and that is because I have been working my assets off for two full weeks. This weekend will be a little less stressful, thankfully (no show on Saturday). There is more talk about giving me a permanent show, and I hope it happens soon. I love doing private parties, but I like the idea of having a regular schedule, that I can build my life around. At least this weekend will be quiet so I should be able to blog and hang on cherrytap.

Just A Thought
America Without Black People JUST A PORTION BUT A GOOD ONE 1. There are very few crops that have flourished because the nation was built on a slave-supported system. 2. There are no cities with tall skyscrapers because Alexander Mils, a black man, invented the elevator, and without it one finds great difficulty reaching high floors. 3. There are few if any cars because Richard Spikes, a black man, invented the automatic gear shift, Joseph Gammell, also black, invented the Super Charge System for Internal Combustion Engines, and Garrett A. Morgan invented the traffic signals. 4. Furthermore, one could not use the rapid transit system because its precursor was the electric trolley, which was invented by another black man, Elbert R. Robinson. 5. Even if there were streets on which cars and a rapid transit system could operate, they were cluttered with paper because an African American, Charles Brooks, invented the street sweeper. 6. There were few if any newspapers,

Thanks For Stopping By
Hello to all you guys out there. I am new to this site and I figured I would tell you guys a little bit about me. I am 29 and a mother to 2 great kids who are soon to be 10 and 9. We just moved back down to my hometown after being gone for 7 years. It's nice being closer to my family and friends and long over due. I was married a long long long time ago and don't plan on going that route ever again. Anyhow. Thanks for taking the time out to read my blog. Stop by my profile (it's a work in progress) and give me a look. Have A Great Day!!!!!

Wednesday 2/21/07
Just another ordinary day here again, nothing planned other than working on my cherry tap page (I'm so addicted omg lol) talkin to DJ Cracker and going to Crush FM and my own chat room LooneyTune Hangout later this evening. Hope everyone on here has a great day today!

Big Mac
I need a double cheeseburger and hold the lettuce Don't be frontin' son no seeds on a bun We be up in this drive thru Order for two I gots a craving for a number nine like my shoe We need some chicken up in here In this dizzle For rizzle my mizzle Extra salt on the frizzle Dr. Pepper my brother Another for your mother Double double super size And don't forget the FRIES...

Damnit
I fucked myself in the stash tonight,,,,lol... I had a shit load of em done an come to find out they were SUPER SUPER small so mama had to delete each an every1 one of them,,, to those who rated I am sorry for wasting your time.... But If I am gonna do the work and all,,, I'd like for the picture to at least be a good size so ya'll can see... Anyways I hope ya aint to mad,,, kisses an huggess!!!

A Perfect Love {karulvinth For Life }
I'll never forget, the day we met I knew you'de be mine, my heart was set. I had to have you, at any cost now without you, I would be lost. I live each day, with you in mind forever strengthening, the ties that bind I'll chat no more, with other men cause this is now, and that was then. You fill each day, with joy and love you must have been sent, from up above. I thought that god, was so unjust then he sent me you, and regained my trust. Kisses are the messengers of love. The End!!!

A Poem
Getting Old...(er) by Mrdennis Getting older just aint no fun When you look towards the rear view mirror at.....41 You get twice as much grey, that grows way to fast For even Grecian , Clairol or Pantene to even last Before you know it a new pair of bifocals are due Forget it pal....she's only twenty-two I doubt she will remind you where your glasses are Or have much patience when hers dont go THAT far A lady more like me, is better I think She will understand when I clog the sink Or lose my glasses cause Im just getting old And be happy to snuggle at night when we get cold

Thought For The Day......
Thought for the Day: Man driving down road. Woman driving up same road. They pass each other. The woman yells out the window...PIG! Man yells out the window, BITCH! Man rounds next curve. Crashes into a HUGE PIG in the middle of the road, and dies. Thought for the day: If only men would listen

Rest In Peace
SCRACHING OUT MY EYES WAITING FOR THEM TO BLEED SEEING ME LEAVE MY LIFE HOW DO YOU THINK THIS REALLY AFFECTS ME MY EYES TELL ALL THAT YOU REALLY NEED TO KNOW MY TORTURED FAIRYTAIL ME LIVING IN HELL WHEN YOU LOOK IN MY DARKNESS WHAT DO YOU SEE ALL MY HIDEN SECRETS THAT I’VE LOCKED AWAY KEPTED AWAY FROM EVEN ME LOOKING INTO THE DARKNESS TAKES ME BACK IT MAKES ME REMEMBER THE NOT SO HAPPY EVER AFTER THE COLOR WAS SLIPPING AWAY THE WARMTH WITH GOING COLD THE REFLECTION ON THE FLOOR WAZ NOTHING BUT DEATH CLOSING MY EYES THERE IS NO LIGHT BLACK IS THE ONLY THING I'VE FOUND THE WAY I CHOOSE TO LEAVE THIS WORLD WAZ PROBABLY THE WRONG REASON THE BREATH STARTS TO SLOW DOWN ALMOST SILENCE THERE HARDLY ANY SOUND THE COLOR RETURNED THE WARMTH CAME BACK INTO MY BODY THE ONLY REMINDER I HAVE LEFT IS THE SCARS LEFT UPON MY BODY THE STICHS MARKED A MOMENT THEY MARKED A PLACE IN TIME THEY TELL MY REASON FOR MY CRIME SINCE THEY ARE GONE THE STORY IS HARDER TO TELL THE REAS

Thanks Guys And Gals!
I want to thank everyone who's made me feel welcome here at CherryTap! I can't believe how much love I have felt here. This is an awesome place for friends to hang out, or to make new friends as I have. :)

Well....
like an amber nectar you taste so sweet a white hot heat overcomes me a longing to have you near to be with and to hold to taste your sweet lips to feel your arms around me to be an object of your desire to do as im told just for you to know what u think before u think it to know what you want before u want it i could be your everything a toy to be played with as you see fit a slave to your desires a subserviant living for you and obeying every command a simple kiss a tender caress a sheer delighting in you of tasting you of needing you of wanting you i lay it here and now my soul layed out to do as you please

My Comment For Today...
gd mrnn my loves..decided to make ya'll a comment this mrnn..hope you like it...have a great day today...and try to stay out of trouble if possible..im gonna try but not gonna promise..lol lots of love and hugs as always angel

Candy Heart Or Candy Fart?
You Are a Candy Heart You're definitely a pro when it comes to romance - and you have great dating etiquette. Plus you probably smell and taste pretty darn good. Are You a Candy Heart or a Candy Fart?

Dulce Et Decorum Est
Wilfred Owen is one of my favourite poets of war time literature. I started enjoying his works and it gave me clearer understanding of war and what goes on when i studied A-level English literature. Here is one of the many poems Owen has written, this one im sure is very well known. Very graphic and an emotion which comes from the heart. Bent double, like old beggars under sacks, Knock-kneed, coughing like hags, we cursed through sludge, Till on the haunting flares we turned our backs And towards our distant rest began to trudge. Men marched asleep. Many had lost their boots But limped on, blood-shod. All went lame; all blind; Drunk with fatigue; deaf even to the hoots Of tired, outstripped Five-Nines that dropped behind. Gas! Gas! Quick, boys!-An ecstasy of fumbling, Fitting the clumsy helmets just in time; But someone still was yelling out and stumbling And flound'ring like a man in fire or lime... Dim, through the misty panes and thick green light, As unde

Always Bad News With The Good
So I'm thinking, "Every time there's some good, theres the eventual bad." am i rite? I had an interview yesterday, and it went pretty well. If I'm lucky, I'll become a staff member for a major university in my area. Well... I blinded them with science... that is to say I wowed my interviewers with a fantastic display of bullshittery and determination. Everyone clapped, smiled, and asked for an encore. I was on Cloud Nine. Well, I'm heading home, and I forget the rule of "Catch 22's" and low and behold, my jeep starts acting crazy. Long story short, the turn signal gets frozen and next thing you know, the steering wheel starts smoking right next to the turn signal handle. "OH SHIT!" My inner child yells, figuring I'll be stranded on 95 North. Long story short, I'll have to pay a pretty (or ugly) penny to get this damn thing fixed. Why is it that every time something GOOD happens, something BAD happens to equal it out? Would you say that this is the universe

Ugh
It's getting late. I'm about to fall asleep. K got all quiet and won't keep me up. LOL! Waiting on Bucky to get home. Can't stay awake anymore. Rambling very bad now. Got like 4 hours sleep last night and got up at 5am. Very tired. Going to go to bed. Good night. Love, Ria

~a Week At The Gym: One Man's Story~~
: A WEEK AT THE GYM: ONE MAN'S STORY > > If you read this without laughing out loud, there is something wrong with > you. This is dedicated to everyone who ever attempted to get into a > regular workout routine. > > Dear Diary: > For my sixty-fifth birthday this year, my wife (the dear) purchased a week > of personal training at the local health club for me. Although I am still > in great shape since playing on my college football team 45 years ago, I > decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and give it a try. I called > the club and made my reservations with a personal trainer named Belinda, > who identified herself as a 26-year-old aerobics instructor and model for > athletic clothing and swim wear. My wife seemed pleased with my > enthusiasm to get started! The club encouraged me to keep a diary to > chart my progress . . . > > MONDAY > > Started my day at 6:00 a.m. Tough to get out of bed, but found it was > well worth it when

Past Present Future
MISTAKES OF PAST I STRUGGLE TO PAY MISTAKES OF PRESENT PUSHING LOVED ONES AWAY MISTAKES OF THE FUTURE OR WILL I LEARN THE WAY THE WAY I LEARNED LUST THE WAY I CAN BELIEVE AND TRUST THE WAY I WILL STOP FEELING DISGUST DISGUST OF PAST PAIN DISGUST OF PRESENT THOUGHTS IN MY BRAIN DISGUST OF A FUTURE LYING BENEATH THE GROUND SLAIN.

Who The Fuck Is B-ry?
Aight so here is my blog dedicated just to myself. where you can learn all that you probably dont want to know about me. I was born Bryan J on January 11th 1987 to Peter and Rebecca J in Long Island NY. My parents seperated when i was only 6mos old because my dad was a abusive prick. Lucky for me i wasnt old enought to remember any of that. From that point on my mom and I moved around northern ny until 1998 when she bought a house and we settled down. Growing up i was pretty much the fat ugly kid and didnt have many friends, so I became pretty independant and creative because I never really socialized with other kids. In 1999 my mom met my step dad and they got married. He was a soldier that was the coolest thing ever. Because we met when i was 13 and he was pretty young, we kinda butt heads alot, cause i had 13 years without any significant male figure so, he did the best he could, he really is a good guy. He switched to the air force shortly after him and my mom had a baby and he

Who Am I?
Who am I? I am a coat of many colors. Each color a mood or emotion. Sunny and bright when feeling beautiful. Dismal and dark when feeling ugly. Who am I? I am a child. Upredictably uncontrollable. Playful and fun when feeling happy. Lazy and lonely when feeling sad. Who am I? I am a cat. A domesticated faithful friend. Cuddly and purring when feeling needed. Aloof and quiet when feeling unwanted. Who am I? I may be a lot of things. But most of all, I'm MYSELF.

As Long As...
As long as the stars shine down from the heavens, As long as the rivers run to the sea, As long as the fish swim deep in the ocean, That is how long I will always love thee. As long as the sun warms the earth with it's rays, As long as the moon lights the midnight sky, As long as the whale sings under the waves, That is how long i'll love you, even after they die. As long as I breath, As long as my heart beats, As long as the dawn knows to repreave, That is how long I will always repeat... I LOVE YOU!

Proud Mom
hey ya'll for once i have something im very proud of MY 2 BOYS.. THERE on the way home from there 2nd achery tourney.. they both came n 2nd place... wahooo... last weeek they both got 1st..once i get pics i will post them... Jonathan shoots compound zachery shoots recurve :) thats my boys... anyways ty for listening :) Bec

What Drink Does Your Sex Life Resemble???
Beer! Your sex life mostly resembles Beer. You are easygoing about sex and to you it’s about having fun more than showing your love for another. You aren’t very choosy about partners as long as you’re going to get some. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

A Thanks To All That Care
On Feb. 5th my son had a real bad seizue. It caused him to have a stroke. He is paralyzed on his left side and has to have a feeding tube. We are now home, but still don't know what caused all of this, or whats wrong with his brain. He turned 1 today, but is mentally back to being a new born. When I came on here tonight for the first time since, I was amazed at the out pour we have recieved from fellow tappers. I hope this reaches you all. Thank you for all the prayers and support, we will keep you posted! Here is a movie I made today. Please watch and comment on it! Leave all the prayers you can.

Anticipation
waiting suxs i am sick of waiting... we have to wait for almost everything these days.. maccas drive thru they say can u plase pull over to the carpark and we will bring your burger out...which i think is a load of shit coz if i wanted to wait i would go inside to order... waiting for a bus suxs to... your at the stop and you are on time... however, buses being buses cant tell time and are either very early and u miss it or very late so u piss everyone u r meeting half hour ago off... hospital waits are the worst... u ring and say my kid has a temp of 40+ and they say bring em in straight away so the doctor can attend to them, when u get there as per instructions u r told u have to wait... My kids friggin sick here and unresposive...please take a seat and fill out these forms and the doctor will be right with you... 4 hours later u r still sitting there cause by this time the doctors gone home for luch or dinner... really really pisses me off... then there is the wait for someo

Laughing Sky
This is a condensed combination of the Vampire Creation Myth. To my knowledge, there are five, three of which I have seen. All are based on Native American myth but two are based on 'The Book of Enoch' (about the fallen angels and the Watchers). To save time I have condensed the non-Christian ones here. To my knowledge the basis for these myths are deeply rooted in the religious lore and Shamanism of the Lakota Sioux, Cherokee and Black Foot Nations. The Myth There was once a brave and powerful Medicine Man and Healer who was kind and ruled his tribe with love. His brother was the Chief of the Ten Tribes. The Medicine Man loved a maiden named Laughing Sky. He and his love were wed and they lived among their people in peace and harmony with all. But Laughing Sky was barren and brought forth no children. One day the Medicine Man, in his anguish for the lack of a son, raised his head and challenged the Great Spirit. He declared that he would no longer obey all thin

Should Be Cleaning
The title says it well. I should be cleaning cause my mom's going to be here in less than 2 weeks. AAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!! I am extemely nervous about this she never visits me. Even when I lived 10 minutes from her. Oh well I guess this is a big deal for her so I might as well make the place look good. LOL if there is such a thing for this place. love ya'll

A Boat-load Of Sensitive Bullshit
A Boat-load of Sensitive Bullshit wincing and fickle, twisted in a pool a cheque-book whirl of complicated dice your sons your daughters stealing cigarettes the girl is naked but your blood is clean napoleon bonaparte napoleon bonaparte you will not see him in a girlie magazine so send your equations to a friend you must admit it's a rip-off your jokes and membranes vomited for fun beleaguered company of jacks-of-all-trades poisoned rabbits french letters all sorts of junk better to turn the lights out go to bed forget the tattered memories the starving hopes and in the morning fetch your post and settle down to toast and tea

Eternal Quest
Eternal Quest I have a belief that we come to earth many times each time, the soul tries to attain a higher level of humanity --be closer to God and how he would have us be. And during those times-- maybe once we mate with another soul. Throughout our lives, our time on earth we keep looking for that soul-- in every life. And if we find no flames to start an eternal fire. Still we remain the dreamer— looking for that perfect love. And if I have not been able to find it in this life--and if I die, WRITTEN BY: BONNIE ADAMS I will take it with me tucked away in my heart— the one thing I take away from this life. And come again in another life to find it. We are reeds in the wind of fate. I know not where the wind will toss us, but I will survive if you hold my hand. Let us begin the eternal quest together.

Til The End
you have my heart in the palm of your hand some days it scares me because of you being gone and me being here there are plenty of others who could steal your heart whos to say you wont fall for one of them and change your mind about me i love you more then ever and want to be your girl for life but im scared shitless that when you come home things will change and i will lose you i love you and want to be with you til the end

~~colonoscopy~~
----- Original Message ----- From: Wanda Smith To: Jack and Carmen ; flprez@juno.com ; Carol ; Alex Archuleta Sent: Wednesday, February 21, 2007 9:08 PM Subject: Fw: Colonoscopy The Colonoscopy All the organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who was the one in charge. "I should be in charge," said the brain, "Because I run all the body's systems, so without me nothing would happen." "I should be in charge," said the blood , "because I circulate oxygen all over so without me you'd all waste away." "I should be in charge," said the stomach, "because I process food and give all of you energy." "I should be in charge," said the legs, "because I carry the body wherever it needs to go." "I should be in charge," said the eyes, "Because I allow the body to see where it goes." "I should be in charge," said the rectum , "Because I'm responsible for waste removal." All the other body parts l

A Touch Of Heaven
I hold you in my arms And I kiss you tenderly I hold you tighter and tighter We kiss more and more passionately I kiss down your neck And I stop to gaze into your eyes You kiss me again Your hands running up and down my back And you slowly pull off my shirt I hold you to my chest And I feel your heart race in beat with mine I feel your hands trembling in anticipation You love that I look in your eyes I feel it in your touch I gently lift you off your feet I carry you to the bed I lay you there gently I gaze at your beauty You reach for me You undo the rest of my clothing And it drops to the floor I pull off your shirt And as I slide off your shorts and panties I gasp at the magnificence of your body You touch me lovingly You pull me onto the bed And I climb into your embrace We lie there together Our bare flesh pressing together And we kiss deeply I run my hands over your body Your skin is hot to the touch And it inflames my desire

Seeing Things Differently
You know what makes me so fired up??? Is the fact that some people in this day and time look at others from the outside of themselfs and thay do not take the time to look at a persons from the inside.To meny of us judge people for how thay dress, look, talk,or the kind of car thay might drive,or whatever it is. There is not enugh composhion. So sorry if that is spelled wrong! I am not very good at that. But anyways I think I am getting my point across.Take a long look at yourself before you go judgeing. And besides that it is not our place to go around judgeing people.

La Edecan
La Edecan Jorge Luis Saenz "¿Tú bajabas?", fue la pregunta. Ella se había detenido a la mitad del auditorio, parada en las escaleras y con la mirada perdida en el vacío. "¿Tú bajabas?", volvió a sonar la pregunta que se había quedado flotando en tu cabeza como una basura en la corriente de un río. Ella llevaba un ajustado vestido blanco que dejaba al descubierto sus imponentes piernas que terminaban en unos altos zapatos de pulsera. Sus miradas se cruzaron por primera vez sobre la multitud que bostezaba con la farragosa ponencia que perpetraba una señora gorda de pelo naranja. Sus ojos se detuvieron en los tuyos y, por un instante, una leve sonrisa se dibujó en sus labios. llevaba un micrófono en la mano y su bello rostro estaba maquillado con exceso, lo que resaltaba aún más su boca carnosa y unos ojos que encerraban una mirada entre pícara y misteriosa. Después de un rato, tu compañero ocasional y tú huyeron del salón en busca decafé y galletas en los pasillos de la Secretaría

Belief......(thought I Had)...
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were all meant to shine, as children do. It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." Coach Carter script. This struck a cord in my very being as I heard it in the movie because it is true. The greatest fear in all of us is that we are powerful beyond our own knowledge. We grow up with our parents telling us that we can do anything we set our minds to, but as we grow older we let people convience us otherwise. Teachers that tell you that you will never learn, so called friends that put you down

Kyle...
it wasnt a year ago that i saw him last, and i miss him so much, i keep on listening to Seize the day by A7X and it makes me think of him even more, i miss him with everything i have, and because he left me, i'm offically broken, nothing can fix me, no crazy glue, nothing, i miss him with all of my heart and i still can't stop crying...i need to be taken away, taken out of this place...i see him everywhere i go, i can feel him, holding my hand, holding me from behind i can smell that overpowering calogne or whatever he used...i can hear him singing to me...and telling me he loves me...him kissing my tears away...him tickling to wake me up...him making me happy....when he left i thought i wouldnt be happy again...im not as happy as i was when he was there...but theres 1 person who made me happiest i've been since him...and he doesnt even realize who he is, because of me, i fucked up, i over react...i'm a mess...i suck...

Random Intuitive Rationalities
It always seems that when the night starts to reach in I have thought about my world and have come up with yet another thought or two to share. Maybe my mind wasnt so numb after all. To stand with a team or maybe just one other is to be strong with courage. To stand alone is to be a coward with too much pride. Make numbers in feilds. You can not give what you dont have, if you seek your sould through money you will only find your empty grave. Walk past a situation unnoticed and you will miss the lesson. Pick up 5 articles of happiness and lessons will have never been so clear. It has been said that true happiness is like a butterfly. The more you prusue it the more it will elude you, but if you are still it will come and land softly on your shoulders. I think thats a crock of shit!....Everything that has ever made me happy in my life has been recieved by working hard, putting in time, blood sweat and tears. Giving up dignity with sacrifices beyond what most people can under

The Little Four Letter Word
Love is a four letter word, it is on the tip of your tongue. It flows from your lips like water, and just as quickly evaporates. You go searching, looking for it. But does it really exist, do you really know for sure? Everyone tells you to follow your heart, but, that can be the hardest part. To realize the love you seek, is here, here in my eyes. Love is not just words, that flow like a river full of desire. Love is emotions, feelings. It is a physical attraction, a mental connection. The love you seek, the desire you wish. Is here, here, IN ME!!

Words Of Wisdom...
-Success is getting what you want, happiness is liking what you get. -It's what you learn after you know it all that counts. -Slumps are like a soft bed- they're easy to get into and hard to get out of. -If I only had a little humility, I would be perfect. -Experience is the name everyone gives his mistakes. -It's not that I am unimpressed with what everyone thinks, it's deeper than that. I simply do not care. -The most dangerous of enemies, are the one's who hide in plain sight. -I can resist anything except temptation… Oscar Wilde -To love and to be loved, is to feel the sun from both sides. David Viscot m.d. - The more you ignore me, the closer I get! Moressy If at first you don't succeed, destroy all evidence that suggests you tried The sun in your eyes made some of the lies worth believing When the pony dies, the ride is over Such is life, and it's

Another
Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply... () mean explain 1.Where would we be? []My house []Ur House []Pool []Shower []parents room LOL OTHER....please explain in () 2.What position? []Doggy Style []Missionary []69 []OTHER...() 3.What would you use?? []chains and whips []choc. syrup and whip cream []strawberries and whip cream []cherries and chocolate []ropes and hand cuffs OTHER...() 4.Lights? []ON []OFF 5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN 6.Givin Face? []Yes []No 7.Gettin some Face? []Yes []No 8.Protection? []Yes []No 9.Day or Night? []DAY []NIGHT 10.What song would we make love to? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN...... 11.top or bottom []top []bottom 12.Will you repost to see what others say? []YES you better .. REAdY SEt GO!!! []NO

The Leo Personality
The Leo personality is known to be the performer or actor or actress of the zodiac. Leo is a fire sign and their ruling planet is the sun. Leos are usually warm, loving and generous. Their kind gestures comes from their big hearts. Leos can be very attentive to others, and usually shower others with bountiful approval and compliments. Ruled by the sun, Leos possess a lovable, childlike playfulness and a strong need for creative self expression. Leos often have trouble with vanity and pride. They sometimes find it hard to admit that they are wrong. Leos can easily compensate for any failings by their sunny personality, sense of fun and genrosity. These friendly people are ideal partners for social events, parties and long holidays. Leos have remarkable leadership skills, which usually brings them to positions of authority. Leos take charge naturally, they may be mistaken as being bossy. However, they will work hard to fulfill their responsibilities, and they make excellent manage

The Leo Women
Leo women are born from July 23 to August 22. They are warmhearted and make excellent wives and mothers. If they overcome their tendency to despondency, there is no limit to their considerable talents. Leo women have birthdays from July 23 to August 22. They are extremely warm hearted and sympathetic. They love their roles as wives and mothers, and often do not seek employment outside the home. When they do, they are far better suited for mental labor rather than manual labor. They seem to inspire hope to all who come in contact with them. For that reason, they are skillful nurses and members of the clergy. By nature, Leo women are very independent and resent being commanded. They have a keen sense of judgment and rise well to the challenge of leadership roles. Leo women can adapt themselves readily to a wider range of circumstances than women of any other sign. They find it more agreeable to plan their work than to execute the details it involves. Like the lion that represents L

Can't Find A Betterman
Waitin, watchin the clock, its four oclock, its got to stop Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech As he opens the door, she rolls over... Pretends to sleep as he looks her over She lies and says shes in love with him, cant find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, cant find a better man... Cant find a better man (2x) Ohh... Talkin to herself, theres no one else who needs to know... She tells herself, oh... Memories back when she was bold and strong And waiting for the world to come along... Swears she knew it, now she swears hes gone She lies and says shes in love with him, cant find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, cant find a better man... She lies and says she still loves him, cant find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, cant find a better man... Cant find a better man (2x) Yeah... She loved him, yeah...she dont want to leave this way She feeds him, yeah...thats why shell be back again

Song I Started But Never Finished
Oh yea I just can't stand The reducule no more I try to be brave I try to believe there is hope Left in me My life is but a pain My world is cavin in They say there will be hope They say there will be no more sorrow When I am gone

"what Is A Fetish"
What Is A Fetish? _______________________________________________________ Some people aren't sure if they even have a fetish while others think that their fetishes are abnormal. So what is a fetish? If you have a fetish, you are obsessively fixated on either an object or a body part, or both. You need that specific something for sexual gratification. When you masturbate, you have to either fantasize about that object or have that object with you. Even if you have sex with a partner, you still need to fantasize about that object or have it present. For instance, if you're attracted to a brunette, that's one thing, but if you are unable to get aroused unless you're with a brunette, then you likely have a fetish. the origin of fetish _________________________________________________________ The word fetish originally meant "charm", and it originates from the 15th century Portuguese word feitico , which means false power, object or charm. For example, when the Portuguese e

They Lost Jesus Again....lol
So, I'm standing at a bus stop and they pull up. A car load of well meaning, bible thumping nut cases that are just frantic! The middle aged professionally dressed woman rushes forward...She takes my arm and with trembling voices she asks...."Have you found Jesus?" Her eyes plead with an urgency that is out of proportion to a bus stop. Now normally I just politely decline the sermon, and free religious paperwork that such folk pawn off on unsuspecting by-standers. But, unfortunately for her, she is the fourth car to accost me in the last 9 minutes. So by now I'm beginning to wonder what the heck is wrong with these people. I mean if its not Christians it is the Jehovah's Witnesses. Can a simple Druid get no peace? So calmly as I can muster, without being sarcastic I reply, "You people lost him, again??" The woman looks confused. This is not the response she was hoping for and she needs to regroup. She takes a deep breath intending to launch into her sales pitch for her God

Just Death
no breath just death i frantically repeat to myself i force my head below the surface the water fills my lungs no breath just death i persuade myself i force the knife into my skin the blood runs freely no breath just death i yell at myself i swallow the pills whole the feeling makes me sick no breath just death i whisper to myself i place the rope around my neck the fall stops my breath now there is just death...

My Bestfriend { Karulvinth}
You are my prince charming My fairytale come true All of this time I've been waiting for you Dream after Dream Wish after wish Hoping to find My one and only prince You are the sun When my skys are gray You are the umbrella When it rains You are my shoulder When I need to cry You are my savior When I want to die You help me up When I fall You are with me Through it all My love for you will never end You're the love of my life My best friend,my dear,my life and my everything!!!

Why Is It?
That my worst enemy is my oldest sister? What the fuck does she get out of making my life hell? I mean seriously one of these days she's gonna have to find a new target. Either that or I'll slit her fucking throat.

11 Things To Never Say To A Cop
1. Are you Andy or Barney? 2. Do you know why you pulled me over? Okay, just so one of us does. 3. I thought you had to be in good physical condition to be a police officer. 4. Sorry, Officer, I didn't realize my radar detector wasn't plugged in. 5. I pay your salary! 6. Aren't you the guy from the Village People? 7. Hey, you must've been doing' about 125 mph to keep up with me. Good job! 8. You're not gonna check the trunk, are you? 9. Gee, Officer! That's terrific. The last officer only gave me a warning, too! 10. I was trying to keep up with traffic. I know there are no other cars around. That's how far ahead of me they are. 11. When the Officer says "Gee Son....Your eyes look red, have you been drinking?" You probably shouldn't respond with, "Gee Officer your eyes look glazed, have you been eating doughnuts?"

Women's Restroom...
Women's Restroom.. So sad, it's true! Body: When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), you yank down your pants, and assume " The Stance." In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you

Courage To The Woman.....or Anyone.
Keep strong woman. Go ahead and do as you know u must do. Looking ahead is the only way back. Hold yourself high woman, it will come. Stickin around for the answer only remains a questions. Steady and still in the dark. Close your eyes woman, u see? Its there....it hasnt left. Or maybe thats a lie. A woman will only know, when she gives up. Why do we all still loose the game. Why do all of us have this pain. If i could take it all so you could be free. I'd do it now and go down with out question. Keep track woman. Fight the world like you always knew how. Show the right people and a gift is given. Dont open the wounds let them eat you. Woman you have shamed your face. But pick up and go and go and go. The place that sits beyond the yard is the world which killed you. Take it back and own it. Why do we all still loose the game. Why do all of us have this pain. If I could take it all so you could be free. I'd do it now and go down with out question. Woma

Depression
Why is it that in life people think that they can tip toe on the daisies but trample on people? I have tried to understand why my life has been one train wreck after another. I try to do the right thing and think I'm quite curtious whith other people, only to feel like a door mat. the past 2 months have made me feel like I am not worth a dime what to do??? well when I figure it out I will post it.

Man Tries To Cash $50k Check From God
SMART DUDE. Ha ha!! What a dumbass! By Associated Press Posted March 1 2007, 6:14 AM EST HOBART, Ind. -- Kevin Russell found out it's not easy trying to cash a check from God. The 21-year-old man was arrested Monday after he tried to cash a check for $50,000 at the Chase Bank in Hobart that was signed "King Savior, King of Kings, Lord of Lords, Servant," Hobart police Detective Jeff White said. Russell was charged with one count attempted check fraud and one count intimidation, both felonies, and one count resisting law enforcement, a misdemeanor. He could face prison time. Police were called to the bank after Russell tried to cash the check, which was written on an invalid Bank One check with no imprint, White said. Russell had several other checks with him that were signed the same way but made out in different dollar amounts, including one for $100,000. Russell struggled with police as they tried to detain him, White said, and then threatened police as the

Here Is A Thought For Today
Here is a thought for today - The Duck & the Devil There was a little boy visiting his grandparents on their farm. He was given a slingshot to play with out in the woods. He practiced in the woods, but he could never hit the target. Getting a little discouraged, he headed back for dinner. As he was walking back he saw Grandma's pet duck. Just out of impulse, he let the slingshot fly, hit the duck square in the head, and killed it. He was shocked and grieved. In a panic, he hid the dead duck in the wood pile, only to see his sister watching! Sally had seen it all, but she said nothing. After lunch the next day Grandma said, "Sally, let's wash the dishes." But Sally said, "Grandma, Johnny told me he wanted to help in the kitchen. Then she whispered to him, "Remember the duck? So Johnny did the dishes. Later that day, Grandpa asked if the children wanted to go fishing and Grandma said, "I'm sorry but I need Sally to help make supper." Sally just smiled and said," Well that'

Poetry
The Freedom In Knowing Body restrained - eyes unable to see Fingers and mouths enveloping me Sucking and biting, the harder the better My body is hot, my darkness is wetter Before I know it someone’s deep inside I move my body and relish the ride I haven’t a clue who this lover might be Never felt so alive, never felt so damned free Somewhere in the distance I hear someone screaming This is too good to be true I just have to be dreaming Multiple manipulations tasting and touching Hands and fingers probing and clutching Skillfully somebody slips in between Raising me up as if I were a machine Hands spreading my butt cheeks apart Pushing in deep I jump with a start Too much stimulation to wait any longer The orgasmic bliss is getting much stronger Trapped in this orgy with nowhere to run I’m a blood thirsty tigress who now needs to come Lost in lust and perpetual pleasure My body is like a new found treasure Open-mindedness can take you far There’s a f

Good Philosophy To Follow By
Current mood: calm Category: Life Loyalty Helping a friend in need No matter the time or effort to the best of my ability always Compassion Doing more than is expected to make another's life a little more bearable and not utter a single complaint...ever Strength Smiling when inside I feel like dying for the sake of supporting others Determination Doing what I know in my heart is right and having the courage to stand for what I believe in... Against all odds Selflessness To give more than I have and expect nothing in return Confidence Facing each difficulty the world brings with faith that God will bring better tomorrows; to never stop believing and to never give up

I've Got The Hiccups
I've got the hiccups. I never get hiccups. But for some reason in the last week I have had them about everyday. I was Hiccupping so hard wednesday that I hurled and skipped class. I hate school any way. But I mean come one I hurled, so skipping class was reasonable. And the whole thumb incident Monday afternoon. I totaly wasn't able to pay attention or actually learn anything, I went and got the class hand out. So the teacher would at least think I was trying. Cause I kind of was. I studied the vocab for the chapter we were supposed to have been going over. My hiccups went away. Made myself some delicious Iced Coffee for breakfast tommorrow. Should be good, made it a bit stronger and yeah. So I have that to look forward to.

Friendships Road ( Another One That Really Does Say It All! ) :)
I have a warm and friendly feeling As I think of you today; And I wish that we could visit, But you're many miles away. Separated by such distance, Yet our emails bring us near; Through the miles we share a friendship That's become to me most dear. Friends through correspondence; Still, your face I need not see For your soul shines through the words Every time you write to me. You have a special way of writing, Warming as the sunshine rays, Bringing joy and inspiration, Brightening up my days. You have enriched my life, my dear one, And I'm glad God willed we meet, "Friendship's Road" is that much nicer Traveling it with one so sweet.

Forlorn
Tell me the word that will win you and I will speak it. I will speak the stars of heaven into a crown for your head. I will speak the flowers of the field in a cloak. I will speak the racing stream into a melody for your ears, and the voices of a thousand larks will sing it. I will speak the softness of the night for your bed, and the warmth of the summer for your coverlet. I will speak the brightness of flame to light your way, and the luster of gold to shine in your smile. I will speak until the hardness in you melts away and your heart is free once more.

Invisible
Why is It Sumtimes U feel Insvisble Sumtimes You Feel As No One Knows You Are There You Feel As No One Can See You, The Real You You Walk Around With A Smile,A Laugh But Really Inside You Have a Frown, A Tear The world is a lonley place when ur invisible

Friends Flock Here.
Well, I have been able to sucker *coughs* bring a few friends to CT. So far, I have talked them into joining a few places ... surprising that they came here. I'm still awaiting a few friends to respond to the invites, but I am sure they will follow along like good sheep. *lol*

How Are You In Bed?
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM93%Sex God80%A Romantic68%Virgin43%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Possibly True
Men See You As: An Attainable Challenge You know how to make your man crave more of you But you also know when to show some interest back You're good at keeping your guy guessing And over time, you'll let him know how you really feel Are You a Challenge?

You May Be Headed Over The Hill If. . .
YOU MAY BE HEADED OVER THE HILL IF. . . You and your teeth don't sleep together. You try to straighten out the wrinkles in your socks and discover you aren't wearing any. At the breakfast table, you hear snap, crackle, pop and you're not eating cereal. Your back goes out but you stay home. You wake up looking like your driver's license photo. It takes two tries to get up from the couch. When your idea of a night out is sitting on the patio. When happy hour is a nap. When you're on vacation and your energy runs out before your money does. When you say something to your kids that your mother said to you and you always hated it. When all you want for your birthday is to not be reminded of your age. When you step off the curb and look down one more time to make sure the street is still there. Your idea of weight lifting is standing up. It takes longer to rest than it did to get tired. Your memory is shorter and your complaining lasts longer. Your address book

I'm Sorry......i Think Too Much.
Yes I am sorry. Sorry for a lot of things. Not just this, but many choices I have made throughout the last 6 years. I can pin point where everything started goin wrong. Its only now I see the damage it has done. When I am left with too much time to think I over analyze things. I look at my situations from a depth very few people understand. Maybe its just a womans mind, maybe I am not alone, but regardless I know where I fucked up. There is no reason for a name or title, just doesnt need to be said. Its that damn song that gets me everytime, as I posted it on my playlist thats where this flustered rant is spinning off from. To start....I was a fool and selfish to think that my heart could be taken again. It can only be taken by another heart if the opposing is open to it. I feel I created more of a problem trying to help, then I did helping at all. I complicated and confused the situation and made a pretty nice akward mess. I fell in love and couldnt help that, but along with it, ou

So I Wait...
alone and wanting i wait for you to kiss me sweetly waiting for that moment where time stands still and life carries on without us in it i wait for you my knight in shining armour to ride up and carry me away and caress me tenderly and promise to keep me safe for always i wait for you to send shivers down my spine with your featherlight kisses and to touch me with your warmth i wait for you to catch me as i fall never to let me go and hold me like this forever i wait for you to bathe me in water lathering me sliding your body against mine cleaning me i wait for you to take my hand to hold holding you tight just the way u like i wait still for that one moment when you look into my eyes and say i love you and then i'll know im trully loved

Untitled #2
There you are again, brazen and bold I stand in disappointment, as my soul grows cold Your arms don't hold the warmth anymore My body shivers to the core My lips don't dance with the sound of your name I can't believe this is happening again, my body is no longer tame My soul cried out for someone to hear But, now it grows silent with no one near You used to tempt me with thoughts of forever Now all I see in you is the bonds dangling severed Your light grows dim as in twilight you stand Alone and solemn, you slowly sink in quicksand Darkness envelops my heart once again Void of emotion, the solidification begins.

Everything That Could Have Been
There is an art, to falling apart Just follow steps 1 through 10 and you're done When you don't know yourself, anymore It's time to get out of here Just take my hand there is nothing to fear Another day is wasted again And everything that could have been A burden I still bear Even though you're gone I'm still holding onto everything that could have been Even though you're gone I'm still holding onto everything that could have been Mistakes, I've made a few Look at the mess that I've made and you'll see That things don't always go as planned Mistrust, the source of this pain You say you're angry, there's no one to blame but you and the choices you've made I wounder what could have been Is this the end? I wonder what could have been Is this the end?

Geez
I post a bulletin go check it out and then check out the comments! I'm losing my faith in this place http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=2612225151 Im sulking here in the corner. I had 2 moles removed and one may be cancerous. So I am listening to Happy Songs...so Listen up!

I'm Sorry To All The Women Who Think Nice Guys Don't Deserve Them
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

The Secret To Being A King In Bed
The Secret to Being a King in Bed Worship your Goddess Listen to her moans and bodily tremors SHe speaks to you She is telling you what she likes Touch her sweet primal flower With fingers and tongue Be willign to go to the ends of her world Bring her the ultimate pleasure Nurse her glorious breasts Nurture and explore with different textures and touches Life is not always a race Sometimes the QUeen demands a marathon From the top of her head To the bottom of her feet Leave not a spot untouched pamper and serve her every desire Kiss her with confidence and power Not just the lips But all of her body Adding spice and Kink to this escapade This how to unlock the secret to her core To seek the keys to the Kingdom Simply to listen and to serve her every desire This is the way to become her King Listen..Learn..Serve!

Have You Kissed Your Goddess Today
Have You Kissed Your Goddess Today Her lips were moist and pink with early morning dew As I gazed with love into her deep eyes of feminine mystery She is beautiful and inviting Her long mane flows in the breeze as her limpid pools of desire pierce my very soul She lays me in the tall grass at water's edge Her intentions clear and determined I, her priest lay in waiting Disrobed and prrepared to serve my Goddess's every desire She stands over me undressing seductively I worship her every move and thought My throbbing manhood Grows more and mroe achignly hard As the Winds of desire caress my body Wuith her gentle breath descending upon my body wiht purpose My Goddess touches me gentle but determined My manhood grows with need for her satisfaction As she begins to feast upon me Commanding me to caress her glorious breasts Her nipples rock hard under my talented touch Her deliciate sensual kiss upon my lips My body arches towards her, begging to pl

Smile.........
Now that food has replaced sex in my life, I can't even get into my own pants. I saw a woman wearing a sweat shirt with "Guess" on it So I said "Implants?" She hit me. How come we choose from just two people to run for president and over fifty for Miss America ? I signed up for an exercise class and was told to wear loose-fitting clothing. If I HAD any loose-fitting clothing, I wouldn't have signed up in the first place! When I was young we used to go "skinny dipping," now I just "chunky dunk." Don't argue with an idiot; people watching may not be able to tell the difference. Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctrl Alt Delete' and start all over? AMEN, AMEN !! Why is it that our children can't read a Bible in school, but they can in prison? Wouldn't you know it.. Brain cells come and brain cells go, but FATcells live forever. Why do I have to swear on the Bible in court when the Ten Commandments cannot be displayed o

Spaghetti...
A man was having an affair with an Italian woman for several years. One night, during one of their rendezvous, she confided in him that she was pregnant. Not wanting to ruin his reputation or his marriage, he paid her a large sum of money if she would go to Italy to secretly have the child. If she stayed in Italy to raise the child, he would also provide child support until the child turned 18. She agreed, but asked how he would know when the baby was born. To keep it discreet, he told her to simply mail him a post card, and write "Spaghetti" on the back. He would then arrange for the child support payments to begin. One day, about 9 months later, he came home to his confused wife. "Honey," she said, "you received a very strange post card today." "Oh, just give it to me and I'll explain it later," he said. The wife obeyed and watched as her husband read the card, turned white, and fainted. On the card was written: "Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti. Two with

Super Crazy!!
sooooo tonight was friggin raw i got outta work around 9 and dipped to Fuddruckers for the monday night car meets.. i went alone finally having finished some of my body work and i met some cool people, ended up chilling with this guy who had a JDM 95 panda ferio civic and his cousin in a box teggy. we chill for the night and get attn mainly due to the dood next to us in his baby blue hayabusa and 3 other bikes, an integra kitted and full of girls, and another JDM EG civic hatch. long story short, we noticed everyone went to their cars... cops! we spilt up and dipped... i did about a buck 15 the whole way home weaving in and out of traffic with other hooked up cars. it felt like the gumball race or like if i was in a movie! lol all the other cars kept moving out the way. i would to if i saw a shit load of fast cars coming! i made it home in 2 songs from 20 miles away lol friggin awesome. im going back next monday!

Thoughts
Anger is a condition in which the tongue works faster than the mind. You can't change the past, but you can ruin the present by worrying over the future. Love...and you shall be loved. God always gives His best to those who leave the choice with Him. All people smile in the same language. A hug is a great gift... one size fits all. It can be given for any occasion and it's easy to exchange. Everyone needs to be loved... especially when they do not deserve it. The real measure of a man's wealth is what he has invested in eternity. Laughter is God's sunshine. Everyone has beauty but not everyone sees it. It's important for parents to live the same things they teach. Thank God for what you have, TRUST GOD for what you need. If you fill your heart with regrets of yesterday and the worries of tomorrow, you have no today to be thankful for. Man looks at outward appearance but the Lord looks within.

Whats Been Going On...
03/06/04 today i've been collared by my Master, D********. Don't need to say how happy i am that He's chosen me to be with Him :) . Sir, i love you so much that words can't express it but i think you have an idea of how much that is ;) love You forever ********* 02/26/07 We're giving things another try.. I am happy.. *********

Where The Hell Is Spring?
We had nice weather for a while then bam we get hit hard with snow and frezzing cold wind. It is now march where is spring at the dame ground hog did not see his showdow so lets stop frezzing to death and get some warm weather.

Dogs
Hello one and all! I am looking for another dog. I would preferably like a daschund doggie or maybe a pug. I dont want to pay an arm and a leg for such a dog, so if anyone knows of someone or some place where I can get a dog for cheap please let me know.

Did Lestat Really Write This #2
Not bad, you might think. I loathed it. Without doubt, I was grieving for my old selves-the mortal boy, the newborn revenant once determined to be good at being bad if that was his predicament. I'm not a pragmatist, understand. I have a keen and merciless conscience. I could have been a nice guy. Maybe at times I am. But always, I've been a man of action. Grief is a waste, and so is fear. And action is what you will get here, as soon as I get through this introduction. Remember, beginnings are always hard and most are artificial. It was the best of times and the worst of times-really? When! And all happy families are not alike; even Tolstoy must have realized that. I can't get away with "In the beginning," or "They threw me off the hay truck at noon," or I would do it. I always get away with whatever I can, believe me. And as Nabokov said in the voice of Humbert Humbert, "You can always count on a murderer for a fancy prose style. " Can't fancy mean experimental? I already know o

Corny Fitness Jokes
My grandmother started walking five miles a day when she was 60. She's 97 now & we don't know where the hell she is! The only reason I would take up jogging is so I could hear heavy breathing again. I joined a health club last year, spent about 400 bucks. Haven't lost a pound. Apparently you have to show up? I have to exercise in the morning before my brain figures out what I'm doing. I don't exercise at all. If God meant us to touch our toes, he would have put them further up our body. I like long walks, especially when they are taken by people who annoy me. I have flabby thighs, but fortunately my stomach covers them. The advantage of exercising every day is that you die healthier. If you are going to try cross-country skiing, start with a small country. I don't jog... it makes the ice jump right out of my glass.

Skinwalker
A skin-walker is a legendary creature in certain Native American cultures that is somewhat analogous to the European werewolf. Like the werewolf, the skin-walker is a shape-shifter, human at times, and at other times taking on the aspect of an animal, usually at night. In its animal form, a skin-walker may be virtually anything, including a wolf, coyote, fox, bear, owl, or crow. Although skin-walkers may have a favorite form that they customarily use, they have the power to become anything they wish. While the skin-walker is known mainly from Navajo folklore, analogies exist in the mythology of other tribes, including the Mohawk, Hopi, and Aztecs. In the Navajo tradition, the skin-walker or yee naaldlooshii is a human who has gained his or her powers through witchcraft. Skin-walkers are frightening, dangerous, and difficult to kill. Witches earn their power through violating a taboo and generally use it to harm others, so they are considered a sort of monster. In animal form, a

Coincidences Of The Titanic
Coincidences of the Titanic Was the sinking of the great ship foretold? © Jodee Redmond Jan 29, 2007 There are a number of strange coincidences associated with the tragic maiden voyage of the Titanic. Was a mummy's curse the cause of her sinking? Before the RMS Titanic struck an iceberg on April 14, 1912, another ocean liner described as a floating palace set sail from Southampton on her maiden voyage. She struck an iceberg and sunk with a heavy loss of life, since there were not enough life boats on board. The “other” ship existed only on paper, though. This story was the subject of a novel written by Morgan Robertson. the book was written in 1898, 14 years before the Titanic began her fateful voyage. The name of the vessel in Robertson’s novel, Futility, was Titan. The similarity between the two ships didn’t end with the names. Titan and Titanic were approximately the same size, were capable of attaining the same rate of speed, and both were capable of carrying approxi

Poetry
She loves someone but doesnt know if she trusts him. She's not even sure if she is in love. She believes if she falls in love she is doomed for heartach and failure. To open her heart will be to let someone else come in. Her wall that she built would come tumbling down.To let herself feel, would be to release her tears that she has held inside throughout the years. Then her mask that has been molded to her face would wash away. To take a chance to let herself love would be to breake the chains that have shackled her to her world of dismay. To be able to breath, she must allow herself to see and feel all the beauty that surounds her, that she has blinded herself to throughout her life. No more chains. No more blindfolds. No more walls. A heart that is allowed to feel. Only then can she begin to love and live. By Samantha Copyright 2007 All Rights reserved.

Poetry( Im In Silly Mode When I Wrote This One..lol)
Looking for a man who can please and make my body freeze. Smoothe just like a snake that slithers.Make my mind at ease maybe just a little tease.Im just like a tortoise comming out of my shell.Take me to an island where all one does is please, sweet taste of nectar coming out of me.Looking for a man to make me moist and wet, make me moan and scream . Want to go to the zone that only exceptional lovers know.I want a man that knows how to make my heart skip a beat, I want a real sex machine.Show me how you please , bring me to my knees, make me squrim, dont want no inch warm.I want you to explode , Let go then get ready to reload.Want and need your love from dusk to dawn, show me how you undress me with just your eyes. Make my body sigh take me to the otherside. Give me all you got to give in a world of ectasy where anything goes, there are no rules, just me and you. ~~SAMMY~~

Lucky Draw Is Amazing
I walked in there tonight, and it was the best looking shop I have ever seen. And all the artist were absolutely awesome. Especially Phill, it was an honor to meet him. Especially since I have heard so much about him. I really hope that out of all the applicants, I can work in this shop. Cause even tho its just for the counter position, its what Ive always wanted to do, work in an incredible tattoo shop such as this. Hopefully one day, I can get into apprenticing for piercing and tattoos. But Im sure that will be way down the road. But anyways, his shop had to have been the cleanest shop I have ever seen. And the flash on the walls was amazing as well. If I know anyone who wants some ink, Im going to direct them to Lucky Draw in Hiram, GA!

Funny Joke 3
Recent research shows that there are 7 kinds of sex: The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court and scre

Why Woman Should Swallow
It?s Tidy Spitting is, quite simply, messy. Having a paper towel at the ready can help, but even then, you have a cum-soaked towel to dispose of. Same is true if he comes somewhere other than inside your mouth, there?s plenty of sticky jizm to wipe up. Just swallow and there's no muss or fuss. It?s Quick Even if cum is unpleasant (we have tips for making it much less so), the fastest way to deal with it is to swallow. Running to the bathroom to dispose of it or spitting it out on the spot will take more time, and be less efficient, than just swallowing it. It Lets the Man Relax If a man has to worry about coming, feeling that it is an imposition on the woman or the cause of unpleasantness, it creates tension while receiving the blowjob. He cannot fully relax, and cannot fully enjoy his climax. A woman who swallows both puts her partner at ease. Also, she can continue sucking through the orgasm, ?sucking him dry?, which men find both physically and emotionally satisfyin

Hmm Interesting
Your Political Profile: Overall: 80% Conservative, 20% Liberal Social Issues: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal Personal Responsibility: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal Fiscal Issues: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal Ethics: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal Defense and Crime: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal How Liberal Or Conservative Are You? You Follow Your Head You're rational, collected, and logical. Generally, it takes you quite a while to fall in love. In fact, you've even been accused of being very picky. While you're cool, you're not ice cold. You just know what you want, and don't mind waiting to get it. Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart? You Have A Type A- Personality You are one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you. When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back Whether it'

Restless Mind...
Your eyes won't let my thoughts go back to sleep. Your voice draw me across the miles to you. I don't know you at all face to face, and yet you know me better than my friends of many years. The nights I've spent with you are like a tape I play, rewind, play, rewind, and play. Whenever I remember something new, I feel as though you've touched me on the cheek. I miss you as the grass awaits the rain, Or as the morning sky awaits the sun. Although I look for you in every doorway, I find only the darkness in my heart.

You Wanna?
So I was sitting here thinking...scary I know. Well I love CT and I also love forums. Im a bulletins person here but they all disappear soooooooo fast! Anyhow I set up a forum for the Freakz & Geekz! Anything goes and it will be fun to get to know everyone better! I will need some moderators so If you are interested let me know. Anyhow I hope yall join! Remember its a baby so it needs lotsa love!! Stop by, register and say hey!! http://forums.freakzandgeekz.com/index.php?act=idx

Life Philosophies. . .
This first one is my personal favorite. 1. Light travels faster than sound. This is why some people appear bright until you hear them speak. 2. Change is inevitable, except from a vending machine. 3. Those who live by the sword get shot by those who don't. 4. Nothing is foolproof to a sufficiently talented fool. 5. The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong. 6. If you lined up all the cars in the world end to end, someone would be stupid enough to try to pass them, five or six at a time, on a hill, in the fog. 7. The things that come to those who wait will be the scraggly junk left by those who got there first. 8. The shin bone is a device for finding furniture in a dark room. 9. A fine is a tax for doing wrong. A tax is a fine for doing well. 10. When you go into court, you are putting yourself into the hands of 12 people who weren't smart enough to get out of jury duty.

Help And Suggestions
I need to level up and need all of your help with advice, ratings and anything you can do ? Payday is not till monday and I can't rate photos no more until I level up So please help anyway you can This is the best site and I have the best friends fans and family here Cherry Tap rocks hope to hear from you sooooooooon John

Sun...shining On Me.
If you are lucky enough to live in California then you realise that usually after the first of the year. BAM! Its spring. Yesterday the high was 73 degrees. I had our doors open and our windows cracked. i jumped into my favorite hotpink tie dye floofy skirt. i love it. its so thin and it feels like nothing. (pssssssssssssssssssssssst....flea market 10 bucks!) I had my laptop opened and Napster was on....automatically scrolling thru my favorite songs. If Napster were a man and i weren't married. Id suck him off. that's how much i love Napster...maybe even if i were married...i might sneak him in the closet and id do a quickie suck off...just for the fuck of it. I'm sure toph wouldn't mind. he loves Napster too... Right when I step outside the front door, beautiful perfect Napster starts playing "what a wonderful word" sung by that hugely ginormous Hawaiian dude. I LOVE IT! It makes me mofo happy. That song does. I don't know why I had stepped outs

Vmpires
You scored as Excellent Vampire. You will be a excellent vampire. Click here to become a vampire! "Angel of Chaos has lured you into this dark alleyway. As you wait for your eyes to adjust, you feel something brush against your neck. There is a slight popping noise, of fangs sinking into your veins. You are paralysed, while the blood drains from your body. As the fangs retract, you feel a new strength, and a new coldness in your limbs. You have joined the ranks of the undead."Excellent Vampire67%Bad Vampire0%Could you be a vampire?created with QuizFarm.com

Thoghts From The Cave
How many times in life must one go thru this. I am talking about epiphanies. For those of you who don't know what that is, I will explain. An epiphany by definition is a life altering event. It could be an idea or an action, by you or someone around you, that changes the very essence of who you are as a person. These events are often times extremely violent upheavals. I have as of this morning undergone one such upheaval that at best has left me dazed and confused or at worst totally fucked. Honestly folks, I was quite happy with who and what I was. I didn't need to have my views on myself drastically changed and quite frankly I am just plain sick of changing. I guess all I'm trying to ask is it just me or does anyone else just want to scream out "Stop the Bus, I wanna get off!"? Caveman

More Strange Items....
Seems the River City Bagel & Bakery in Boise, Idaho, has an interesting marketing plan. See for yourself: Federal prosecutors are seeking to gag a professional madam. Don't they know that costs extra? So YOU Thought Your Kink was weird... Mechanic Chris Donald loves his work — he has sex with CARS. Chris, 38, has a recognised psychological condition that makes him physically attracted to motors. He has had sex with more than 30 different models in 20 years — plus two motorboats and a pal’s JETSKI. Chris said: “It’s all about imagination and creativity. There’s more to car love than exhaust pipes. Stroking the body panels and delicate touching makes excellent foreplay.” And he bragged: “I did have the exhausts custom made for one car because they were too small. I had them widened and rounded. “The firm never asked why — but I loved the view while she was up on the ramp and they were working on her. I love all aspects of cars. Some people even like to taste mecha

06 Harley Davidson Sporty
Only 70 miles on it. Worth much more but the first person to bring $5000.00 to: Stormy Custom Bike Works 10501 Hwy 65 NE Blaine MN 55434 1-763-785-1600 stormycustombikeworks@bikerider.com Gets the motorcycle. Please contact me for more information. Robin Poncek General Manager.

~~help Our Seasoned Citizens~~
Two elderly friends, Bill and Sam, met in the park every day to feed the pigeons, watch the squirrels and discuss world problems. One day Bill didn't show up. Sam didn't think much about it and figured maybe he had a cold or something. But after Bill hadn't shown up for a week or so, Sam really got worried. However, since the only time they ever got together was at the park, Sam didn't know where Bill lived, so he was unable to find out what had happened to him. A month had passed, and Sam figured he had seen the last of Bill, but one day, Sam approached the park and -- lo and behold! --there sat Bill! Sam was very excited and happy to see him and told him so. Then he said, "For crying out loud Bill, what in the world happened to you?" Bill replied, "I have been in jail." "Jail?" cried Sam. "What in the world for?" "Well," Bill said, "you know Sue, that cute little blonde waitress at the coffee shop where we sometimes go?" "Yeah," said Sam, "I remember her.

More Thoughts From The Cave.
So here it is all you neanderthals, what you have been waiting for. The wisdom from the almighty Poobah himself, Caveman is here now and wishes to empart some words of wisdom. You know whoever said that is better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all. That person should be taken outside and and keel-hauled. For those of you who don't know what that is, I'll tell you. In the old days of wooden sailing ships like the USS Constitution, when a sailor was accused of a crime at sea and found guilty by the Captain, one of the punishments available to the Captain was to the prisoner Keel-Hauled. They would take the prisoner to the very front pointy end of the ship and tie two ropes, one around each arm, the other ends they tied to the outside edges of the main mast and sail so that it looked like a giant jump rope with prisoner at the center of the rope. They would then throw the prisoner off the front of the ship into the water and drag his body across the underside

Which Is Better?
ok people, this is a poll that i just made up,lol.... let me and who ever else reads this know.. the top question of the day..... which do you like better on a man... tidy whities or boxers? me i prefer boxers anyday to whities...to me there is nothing more sexy than a man in boxers. what do you think?

Not Meant To Be
There once was a time if I just closed my eyes, I could see us together as one. But after these years of growing apart, I can see that dream is done. You were the one who knew me inside and out, And always knew just what to say. Any problems I had would disappear, When you said it would all be okay. There was always a special connection with us, And these days it seems to be gone. Whatever we had died a long time ago, But it's just so hard to move on. Those times I'd drown in the blue of your eyes, You never noticed a thing. There were nights I laid awake and thought, Of the love our friendship brought. No matter how hard I've been trying, The truth is so hard to see. I guess it takes a while to let go, Of something not meant to be. © Andi 2007

For A Laugh
I knw you are waiting for more of the latest tale, Fantasies, and I promise more soon. But my lady is back in town and I have other things to do! In the meantime, here's a list of bad Hallmark cards someone sent me. My tire was thumping. I thought it was flat When I looked at the tire... I noticed your cat. Sorry! Heard your wife left you, How upset you must be. But don't fret about it... She moved in with me. L ooking back over the years that we've been together, I can't help but wonder... "What the hell was I thinking?" Congratulations on your wedding day! Too bad no one likes your husband. How could two people as beautiful as you Have such an ugly baby? I 've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love. After having met you .. I've changed my mind. I must admit, you brought Religion into my life. I never believed in Hell until I met you. As the days go by, I think of how lucky I am... That you're not here to ruin it

More Stupid Shit I Ponder
Why is it that if I am 15 minutes late to my doctor's appointment I have to reschedule (and get charged for the visit) yet I am expected to wait over an hour for the doctor? If the drug companies supposedly charge so much for their medications to further medical research how come everything in the doctor's office is provided by a drug company? Everything down to the alcohol pads, tongue depressors, pens, and even the paper that covers the bed. Hmmm some research going on. Where did we come up with the H in Jesus H. Christ? I mean I have read the Second Testament over and over and never did it say Jesus had a middle name. How come the people on the genetal herpies comercials seem so damn happy to tell the world they have warts on their genetalia? Why do some comercials have nothing to do with the product they are even selling? Why are musical artists spelling in their songs lately, is it that they are trying to promote literacy through music or prove they can spell?

Viruses
The Bush Virus - Causes your computer to keep looking for viruses of mass destruction. The Kerry Virus - Stores data on both sides of the disk and causes little purple hearts to appear on screen. The Clinton Virus - Gives you a permanent Hard Drive with NO memory The Al Gore Virus - Causes your computer to keep counting and re-counting The Bob Dole Virus - Makes a new hard drive out of an old floppy The Lewinsky Virus - Sucks all the memory out of your computer, then e-mails everyone about what it did The Schwarzenegger Virus - Terminates some files, leaves, but will be back The Mike Tyson Virus - Quits after two bytes The Oprah Winfrey Virus - Your 200 GB hard drive shrinks to 100 GB, then slowly expands to re-stabilize around 350 GB The Ellen Degeneres Virus - Disks can no longer be inserted The Prozac Virus - Totally screws up your RAM, but your processor doesn't care The Michael

Soldiers
Have we as a country lost touch with all of our roots? Have we grown so comfortable with our situations in life that we no longer are willing to step out side the box even for a second to see what is truly wrong in the world we live in? Too many people today are belittling those men and women who have sworn their lives to uphold our freedoms, too many college students with nothing better to do on a Friday night protest against our soldiers, they have never and will never see one of their friends die in battle while protecting the rights of all the people in America. I never could understand where a person who has never seen a battlefield can get off calling the men and women who fought and died on that distant land child killers or un-American, I can never and will never see the point in burning the flag that represents everything this country is about. These people will never know the true meaning of sacrifice and they will never know what it is like having a friend or many friends

Song Of The Day! Afternoon Edition!
GONNA CONTINUE IN THE NINE INCH NAILS MODE THIS ONE IS FOR MY GOOD FRIEND BETTY WHO POSTED THIS IN HER STASH A LITTLE WHILE AGO AND WELL I'VE DECIDED THAT I'M GONNA PLAY IT FOR EVERY ONE :D ITS CLOSER FROM NINE INCH NAILS You let me violate you You let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you You let me complicate you Help me...I broke apart my insides Help me...I got no soul to sell Help me..the only thing that works for me Help me get away from myself I wanna fuck you like an animal I wanna feel you from the inside I wanna fuck you like an animal My whole existence is flawed You get me closer to God You can have my isolation... You can have the hate that it brings You can have my absence of faith... You can have my everything Help me...tear down my reason Help me...it's your sex I can smell Help me...you make me perfect Help me think I'm somebody else I wanna fuck you like an animal I wanna feel you from the inside I wanna fuck you like an animal M

Grandpa
I can't believe this is happening, You were always just so strong, You never turned your back on us, Even though sometimes, We were wrong, You always helped in any way that you could, And you always had something to say, But now God has called you home, Knowing your at rest makes it ok, You havre endured alot in your life, And made alot of friends along the way, Your heart was pure as gold tata, And so for you to God i pray, Dear lord, please take care of my tata, Help him to rest and hurt no more, Cause we want him to earn his angels wings, Thank you for letting walk through your door, We thank you tata, For your presence in our lives, We know you'll be smiling down on us, From the kingdome of heavely skies, So now i want to end this, With an I love you and welcome home, So go in peace and may god bless you, God has happily welcomed you home,,, Written by: Azalia On: Jan 10th, 1992

Beautiful Razorblade
Beautiful Razorblade This beautiful Razorblade to my unbeautiful wrist The pain you put me through You say you’re my best friend and Sister If you are then why are you the one that hurts me the Most? You say you have changed but like hell you have you the same You have drawn me to this beautiful razorblade I though that I would be happy and not fell Pain But what do you go and Hurt me Your Jealousy has turned me back to this beautiful razorblade Because of you now when I look at my self all I see is Ugly I no longer see my self beautiful because of this beautiful razorblade You say you were the only one that would take me as I am but then why did you hurt me the Most? I want to see myself as beautiful again but because of this beautiful razorblade I cant I want to know that I'm loved for who I am but how can I with this beautiful razorblade to my unbeautiful wrist? Why do you have to lie to my face and say that you never hurt me when

Freedom
Freedom I’m finally free he no longer has his hand around my neck I’m set free by an angel you know who you are I thank you from the bottom of my heart for taking me to get tested you emancipated me from the bondage that Guys kept me in I’m free now

Slipping Into The Abyss
Slipping Into the Abyss I slipped and fell into a dark place, It's so easy these days. Slipping under, falling down.. Seeing friends all around. Drowning sorrows, hiding pain... At the bottom of a bottle. Spinning rooms, slurred speech.. Drunk? Nah, I'm just a peach. A shot here, a beer there. I don't even like beer... Not a care of what they say, I'm slowly wasting away. Becoming what I hated most. What I vowed never to do. And I stumble slowly upward.. How did I become such a drunkard? My head hurts. My heart aches. The answers aren't here. They aren't in the beer... I had them all along though.. They never left my side. I had to open up my eyes and see.. The answers were inside of me. So no more beer, or vodka too. I hate beer, why'd I drink that crap? To fit in, to be cool? God... I was such a fool. So desperate to fit in.. To not be looked down on. I'm going sober now I've found the key...

I Smell Like Seamen. Xd
Hmmm. I do. I smell like the seaaaa. I just got back from the beach like an hour ago. I was tired of just laying out. Plus, I wanted to get home and chill before I went to Jana's to have a trio night with mah girl amanda and jana. Lmao. I woke up at 7 to go to the beach with a friend of mine. We didn't want to go at night, and I called Zak and woke him up and told him to get up and we'd be there in 45 minutes. So, we got there, and it's sunny, and we decided to play volleyball. It was fun. then me and haley laid out in da sunnn and got some nice ass sun burns. I took one picture with Zak's camera and... uh, it's pretty much funny because it stopped working after that [i think the battery was dead]. and he made fun of me and said my crotch shot broke his camera. heheheeeeee. I was giving him a little sneak peak of what I was viewing! GOSH. I had to borrow sister's bikini type thing because the cherries aren't cute. :/ oh well. zak said he'd send me that picture as soon

If I Knew
If I knew how to write a song I'd write one everyday It would say that I'm in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you're pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you're a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as feminine as can be You're smart charming lovely And everything to me You're my comfort when I'm lonely You're my peace when I need rest Of all the women I've known I must rate you the best. You're the orchard in the jungle, you're the better half of me You're all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song.

Yeah I'm A Fresh Cherry
Hello all... just leavin a tidbit about me... never been here before and thanks to my very good friend T and his woman.. here I am... so message me, rate me and give me some points and I will do the same for you!!! Lots a luvins from the charmin.....

I Like Him! Rawr..
He knows who he is.. and i really like him.. and i guess he likes me.. lol.. and i sooo want to get wit him.. but 4 hours is a ways away.. and he is my exs best friend. which i could care less about because that fuck is messing wit my best friend. anyways going on.. yeah.. and i get this really weird feeling just thinkin of him.. because its like.. how can someone that hot.. and awesome like me.. i always get the assholes.. well idk.. im outtie for the night now.. laters..

Soon Come
(soon come) (soon come) (soon come) every time I call you tell me that you soon come (soon come) I call you on the phone you tell me that you soon come (soon come) I don't like hanging around or to be pushed around I got my business putting down I don't like soon come (soon come) (soon come) I checked you at your gate you tell me that you soon come (soon come) we make a date you late I wait because you soon come tell me what you waiting for is it bus, truck or car I man don't like to war I don't like soon come (soon come) (soon come) (instrumental) (soon come) (soon come) (soon come) I checked you uptown You tell me that you soon come (soon come) I checked you downtown you tell me that you soon come (soon come) don't take I for a fool who just come out of school don't ride me like a mule I don't like soon come (soon come) (soon come) I saw you on the bus you tell I that you soon come (soon come) you start to make a fuss and tell I that you

Solitary
You say that your sky has been changing lately. That you're tired and broken. That the answers you thought you'd found don't seem to work right anymore. We've been down these sad roads a hundred times before. Sat quietly on lonely hillsides. Cried with forgotten songs on the radio. Always, it was our belief in other days that got us through. I remember planting dreams with you,chasing wishes,watching flowers...But what I remember best is how you always made me laugh, even when the world around us was falling apart. All these years, walking the solitary paths where I found and lost myself a thousand times, I never felt alone because you were in my memory. You were there...and I will always stand by you. Go outside now and walk away. Find one of those roads again in the quiet of gentle trees. Take this letter and hug your shadow and love yourself and remember these things: There is nothing in the world worth giving up for what you've already achieved. You will always be

Man
no offense but I'm still baffled at the fact that 80% of all cherry tap girls are out of shape. I don't get it. Is it required? Do you have to be sloppy in order to have an account??? Sorry if I offended anyone but I'm right.

Oklahoma
Back in Oklahoma again. Flew out today and will be here until the 23rd. I don't like it here and I don't like these people. I'll be spending my days working 10-12 hours so not fun for me. I hope everyone is well at home. Miss ya already. Luv You

Thinking And Wondering
I met a man on line and I sit and wonder about him as I get to know him...I wonder what his kiss would taste like.. if he would ravish me.. I would love to do all sorts of delectable senous things t him

You Never Know
You Never Know A kind word may help someone’s day glow, and the simple fact is that you may never know. A gentle smile may light up someone’s life; it may ease their burden and relieve their strife. A word of encouragement may help them to bear, burdens and sorrows of which you aren’t aware. A perky “hello” and “how do you do” may change their perspective and brighten their view. We never know how the Lord uses a loving act, but it may give someone the hope they lack. It may be the added strength they need for today, to face the difficult trials that come their way. It may be the joy they’d otherwise not know, the love God is sending and wants you to show. Take a moment to share what God has given to you, whether it’s simply a kind word or a positive view. Take a second in your day to lift another’s spirit, its God’s saving grace and they need to hear it! You may never know the effect you have on another, b

The Cowgirls And Cowboys Of Ct Official Cherry Tap Licences
ANYONE WISHING FOR AN OFFICAL C N C OF CT CHERRY TAP GROUP MEMBER LICENCES FEEL FREE TO DROP ME A LINE I WOULD BE HAPPY TO DO ANY MEMBER A TAG WHO WISHES TO HAVE A C N C CHERRY TAP LICENCES JUST GIVE THE COWGIRL A YELL! I HAVE POSTED MINE IN MY DEFAULT FOR ANYONE WHO WANTS TO SEE WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE.

Ohh Boy
well i spent my nice butt of a day in the hospital after work so YEAHHHHHHH im sicker than a who knows what but im sick and i hate it i want it to go away so badd and i still get and go work but does anyone else NOOOO there lazy people well i wish i could jsut sit around well see what happens when who loses their job and has NO ONE to fall back on NOW haahahahahahahahahahha anwyays whatta day week month year i have hadd uggghhh erghdjkghdjkgf thats what i think about all that jsut poo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What To Do This Weekend!
hey!hey!everyone,it's Thursday and getting closer to the weekend!wooooooooohooooooo!Yeah I sound so excited like I'm going to being doing something wild,but who knows I might just do that,hehe!Never know about this fire goddess,wink,Harley!Might find a dawg to play with,never know!Have a real one you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!

What Alacholic Drink R-u
You scored as rum. you are rum. you are adventurous and fun loving, but laid back and cool. you like to travel and love good times. rum75%bourbon71%wine71%midori67%whiskey67%daiquaries46%vodka46%beer38%absinthe38%champagne13%what alcoholic drink are you (pictures)created with QuizFarm.com

The Power Of Letting Go
There were 11 people hanging onto a rope that came down from a helicopter. Ten were men and one was a woman. The rope was starting to fray, so they all agreed that one person should let go because, if they didn't, the rope would break and everyone would die. No one could decide who should go so, finally, the woman gave a really touching speech, about how she would give up her life to save theirs, because women were used to giving up things for their husbands and children, giving into men, and that after all, men were the superior sex and must be saved. When she finished speaking, all the men clapped. Moral of the Story: Never under estimate the powers of a woman.

My Sweetness
bend me break me rip me tear me break me down to the floor rape me take me you can't make me do it do it do it you know you want to take my sweetness crush the very thing you loved and cherished cherished now there's a joke i laugh so hard i just might choke hurt me you know you want to break me you know you will take it all i don't want it anymore bend me break me rip me tear me break me down to the floor rape me take me you can't make me do it do it do it you know you want to © Andi 2007

Southernness
I found this on a friends Yahoo360 page and thought it was cute. Have Lived in the South a few Times and would live there again given the chance!!!! Southernness Only a Southerner knows the difference between a hissie fit and a conniption fit, and that you don't "HAVE" them, you "PITCH" them. Only a Southerner knows how many fish, collard greens, turnip greens, peas, beans, etc., make up "a mess." Only a Southerner can show or point out to you the general direction of "yonder." Only a Southerner knows exactly how long "directly" is, ... as in: "Going to town, be back directly." Even Southern babies know that "Gimme some sugar" is not a request for the white, granular sweet substance that sits in a pretty little bowl in the middle of the table. All Southerners know exactly when "by and by" is. They might not use the term, but they know the concept well. Only a Southerner knows instinctively that the best gesture of solace for a neighbor who's got troub

Quiz
Body: THE RULES ARE SIMPLE. U ANSWER THE QUESTIONS HONESTLY BELOW AND SEND IT TO MY INBOX. THEN REPOST THIS AS "THE FREAK QUIZ" SO SOMEONE CAN ANSWER THE QUESTIONS FOR YOU. > > 1. Your Name: > > 2. Age: > > 3. Dick/Boob Size: > > 4. Favorite position (s) ? > > 5. Do you think i'm hot? > > 6. Would you have sex with me or make love? > > 7. Lights on or off? > > 8. Would you have to be drunk in order to be with me? > > 9. Would you take a shower with me? > > 10. Have you ever thought about making love to me? > > 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? > > 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? > > 13. Condom or skin? > > 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? > > 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? > > 16. Have sex on the first date? > > 17. Would you kiss me during sex? > > 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? > > 19. Would u have a 3-some with me or do u want me to urself? > > 20. How many times would

After Thoughts From A Casket Head
Its not easy being this way. No one even had a prewarning signal they could have left. It just showed up almost in an over night turn over.....Slavery based on my opinions of appearance and dignity. A constant thriving to drive other human minds crazy men and women alike. I succeeded. And now with the whole of it all I drove myself to insanity. Beset in a mind frame that no other individual can possible wrap their head around at this moment and time. A great deal of thought has been put into the likes of my life. Changes need to be made. At peace in a sense that guilt doesnt exist anymore. Fuck the world and everything in it, I can say that because I own this damn place. I paid my dues and sowed the land. Now I am the yuppy chump sitting on her high horse ready for the next breed of puppies. Very little seems to matter anymore. But a long needed break is going to take place. There are no more dreams. Dreams never got me anywhere except for into deep shit holes. Therefore mu

Men
Why is it some men just can't deal with a women standing up for herself. Its like omfg, I stand up for myself and now I am this rude, undisciplined, self serving bitch. Like I am to stand there and take what ever he throws my way and not say a word. Allow him to be in my life only on his terms. Just because I came back to him, or as he calls it crawled back to him, does not give him the right to treat me like a door mat and wipe his crap laden boots all over me. I just guess some men can’t deal with a woman that is able to stand on her own two feet, that is self assured and that is able to speak her mind and has the ability say, NO I will not allow you to treat me like that. I am not a yes Sir, no Sir, I have no mind of my own Sir type of woman. Take me as I am, or leave me alone but do not try and change who I am. I am not a doormat for any man, nor will I ever be.

Truth And Honesty
Truth and Honesty As I sit here and ponder I begin to wonder If what we have is worth it All the pain, unhappiness and uncertainty As of now it overshadows all the joy and happiness and the once bright future we shared You say honesty and truth is important to you: but are you being this way One can only take and take so far you have been doing all the taking with no giving You tell me that you love me but do you Do you know what love is do you enjoy causing the pain that you are inflicting You tell me that you miss me but if you did would one not expect you to spend more time, find more time to spend with a loved one instead of less Am I the one and only in your life As you say I am The lack of commitment you give makes me wonder Within the pain and uncertainty there is anger Anger caused by uncertainty lack of information lack of honesty and truthfulness

My Zoloft
Well, as of yesterday morning I have increased my Zoloft to 150mgs a day. It hasn't been working thus far, so I don't know if it will work now. Make your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.com Make your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.com

Pop Goes My Cherry...and It Didn't Even Hurt!!
So my buddy Bone got me on here to help with my addiction to Myspace and I gotta say that I am already a big fan of Cherry Tap!!! I am trying so hard to get more and more points so I can start rating ppl and sending gifts and all the other good shit that overloaded my sensory perception!!!!!

A Funny List Of Dumb Laws In The United States H And I
Hawaii • All residents may be fined as a result of not owning a boat. • Coins are not allowed to be placed in one's ears. • Honolulu: Within the limits of any public park, it is unlawful to annoy any bird. • In Hawaii it is illegal to get a tattoo behind your ear or on your eyelid unless in the presence of a registered physician. • It used to be the law in Hawaii that children had to obey all "lawful and moral" commands of their parents. • It's illegal for a shooting gallery to offer liquor as a prize. The shooter might want to come back after drinking the prize and try again. • You will be fined if you do not own a boat. Idaho • Boise: Residents may not fish from a giraffe's back. • Coeur d' Alene: If a police officer approaches a vehicle and suspects that the occupants are engaging in sex, he must either honk, or flash his lights and wait for three minutes before approaching the car. • Idaho Falls, Idaho: If you're 88 years of age or older, it's illegal for you to r

What's Your Partisanship?
Your Political Profile: Overall: 80% Conservative, 20% Liberal Social Issues: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal Personal Responsibility: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal Fiscal Issues: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal Ethics: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal Defense and Crime: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal How Liberal Or Conservative Are You?

Stronger
“That which does not kill me, makes me STRONGER” This is a tribute to all men and women who have suffered from a broken heart. If you can relate to this poem, PLEASE repost as STRONGER. Why did I even trust you, when you made me feel ashamed? Why in the world did I love you? So you could just make me go insane?? You held onto my whole heart, as if I served it on a plate, Then you treated it like trash, so you must know it’s just too late. Yes, I gave you EVERYTHING, my soul, my heart and more, But you used me as a garbage bag and chucked me out the door. So, here I am to let you know just exactly what I’ve learned, Never jump in burning flames of desire only to get terribly burned. I KNOW from this point on, you can’t damage me, no matter what- You wounded me for the LAST time – I found the right bandaid for the cut. If anything…You helped me……. and shown me what was real, You can never EVER impair me, and that IS EXACTLY how I feel. So, one day when

Wwe Recap, Wrestlemania Recall, Madness To Mania
We are now (at the time of this posting) 15 days away from WrestleMania 23! I don't know about you guys, but I am amped up for this! But then again, it's WrestleMania. I'm always amped up and jacked up for WrestleMania! Let's get started with the recap. RAW The night began with WWE Champion John Cena confronting Shawn Michaels about whether or not (and at a point WHEN) HBK was going to stab The Champ in the back. For the last few weeks, Shawn has promised that he would have Cena's back until Mania. Just when it looked as if we would get a WrestleMania preview, Jonathan Coachman decided to put the World Tag Team Champions to work in a Gauntlet match. They would face three opponents. If they survived the first two, the final opponents will face them in a steel cage. They made quick work of Benjamin and Haas, followed by Cade and Murdoch. When the cage was lowered, MNM would challenge. Cena and HBK were victorious, but MNM decided they would try to drive the wedge further i

Two Traveling Angels
Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion's guest room. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, "Things aren't always what they seem." The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night's rest. When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in the field. The younger angel was infuriated and asked the older angel how could you have le

Signs You Have Had Too Much Of The 90's
1. You tried to enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with a real deck of cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You email your son in his room to tell him that dinner is ready and he emails you back asking, "What's for dinner?" 5. Your daughter sells Girl Scout Cookies via her web site. 6. You chat several times a day with a stranger from South Africa, but you haven't spoken to your next door neighbor yet this year. 7. Your daughter just bought a CD of all the records your college roommate used to play. 8. You check the ingredients on a can of chicken noodle soup to see if it contains Echinacea. 9. You check your blow dryer to see if it's Y2K compliant. 10. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home. 11. Your reason for not staying in touch with family is that they do not have email addresses. 12. If you can't order it by midnight and have it delivered by noo

Two Blah Poems I Wrote
Dreams to share and to fulfill Waiting for our sweet moment still A box full of wishes and dreams yet to come true Desire for the soul that is the promise long over due Time slips away and can not be held in place So I savor the dream we share in this space Where fantasy is all that we hold Where I like my mind run free and bold To escape the bounds of earthly thought The dream is you and all you’ve brought To a heart that craves your touch so deep I seek you out before I dare to sleep Perchance to dream our dreams we share Amazing how much that for you I care And yet you remain a dream of love My love can soar on the wings of a dove So I am sending myself to see you in a dream When you wake you will know it is as it did seem That I was there with you all the night through For I know that in this world only your love will do By R. Thomas Dinsmore A number in the mass unseen Living in this world obscene To the world I matter not at all Live and die, life’s t

Time To See Who My True Friends Are
amazing you know it never seems to amaze me how some people are....i mean if you cant be yourself then why fake it.....people can see right through that shit....i am not a fake nor do i try to make myself one....if you dont like the way i speak my mind then dont talk to me cause i dont need you around in my life with all the drama.....i am so busy working that some people say i have fell off the face of the earth but you know what when you have 2 teenagers to take care of and a new home to take care of you do what you have to do....i did nto fall off the face of the earth i just have goals set and i am following thru with them if you want you can leave a comment if not that is cool also have a good day and bless all my true friends and family i love you all

Out Of The Mouths Of Babes..
My two gorgeous boys wanted to watch a video taken of moments when they were growing up. Admittedly the video was mainly of my older boy who's now 6 but there was snippets of the younger one (who's now 4 and a half).. My older son watched in awe, not believing that it was himself as a baby he was watching. He gasped at himself and asked me to rewind a fair bit! I forgot that my ex was in the vids and it took a lot of effort not to cry, watching the television throw back memories of us as a family before he left. I had to leave the room a couple of times..but still I heard the giggles.. The boys giggled at the older sibling's fumbly attempts at walking and I smiled, remembering how I felt when the older one took his first steps. (Had to turn the volume down because I was yelling for joy). The younger one in a curious voice asks; "Mummy, where am I in the video??" I told him "You weren't born yet darling, you were in my tummy" A long pause before he asks "Di