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My Last Rant On Fubar
Before I go... I know why people are on here all the time. Its a fantasy world that is set up to avoid real life meaningful interaction. I was exactly like that in the beginning. I found this site while I was recovering from my car accident. I was terrified of the world that I woke up in after the coma and I used this one to ween myself into reality. Its a fantasy world that is set up to avoid real life meaningful interaction. I know why you're all here, its safe and hardly anything ever goes wrong that makes you even think about it later on. You're able to choose how and when you interact with people and you're given time to craft the perfect response instead of shooting from the hip with your honest emotions. Thats not how life is. Life is real and in your face and sometimes you take a lot of shit. Thats what makes it worth living though. Taking shit and continuing to move forward, thats where it is. People who win the lottery are way more likely to go broke then peo

Gotta Learn To Steal From Folks
Smoking On the Days Last Cigarette- Looking Back On A Single Regret- Romance Is Misery- I'd Rather Be In A Penatentiary- I Love Her- She Says She Loves Me, But How Can I Be Sure- I Love You Too Much- Maybe That's My Issue, Call It A Hunch- The Things You Say And Do, Show Me You Love Me- The Things You Say And Do, Show Me You're Playin' Me- Others Say They Can See It- I'm Blinded By My Own Want For It- Love Is Truly Blind- You're Always On My Mind- Are You Going To Read This- Or Are You Going To Ignore This- Am I The Fool- Just A Tool- Do You Love Me- Like I Love You- You Mean The World To Me and I'm Going To Love You 'Till The End Of Time- But It Takes Two, Are You Truly Down, 'Till The End Of Our Time- I Know I Dont [Need] You- But I [Want] You- You Break My Sanity- Then You Put It Back Together, lol Sanity- I Know I'm Not Perfect, But I Truly Care- My Heart's Open To You, For You It's Bare- It's Days Like This, i Wish It'd Rain-

True Love
True Love What is the meaning of true love? No one really knows cause the words true and love are not set in stone. True love is what people call the one for them. But each person's true love is out there. I know this is so very true i have found mine and she's the most beautiful lady. When baby i found you i knew you where the one for me. Once you find your true love it will stop you in your tracks and feel like you have it a brickwall and thats when u know you have found your true love. By: Scorpio 2006

Hope To Meet Someone New
Hope To Meet Someone New Roses are red Violets are blue Im looking for someone new maybe it will be you or someone else who knows what my days will bring me Maybe i will meet someone tonite,tomorrow,this day,this week,this month,a maybe this year All i know is that im looing for someone new that will love me for me and not my money because i dont have much much of it to my money Im a kindhearted,loving,caring,friendly person why cant i find someone new What is wrong with me that i cant see what others do Please help me someone that is caring,loving,and dont judge or try to change me to suit them for there liking I use to go out five nights aweek and when i did go out i tried to find the the right one for me The one that could be my future wife and mother to my future children I keep thinking maybe tonite will be the night that i meet that one special person ment for me But who knows what this night will bring for me I will have let this night go with the flow and see what

If All I Had To Love You With Was...
If all I had to love you with was.. My Mind I'd envelop you in warm thoughts and imagine us in a place far away from want or care, we'd be alone together with just the knowledge of our love, which is ours alone to share. My Words I would wrap my words around you and cover you in terms of endearment. I'd give you words to comfort you, words excite you, and words to praise you when you just needed to hear it. My Voice I would whisper sweet nothings into your ear. Tell you all of the things that you've wanted to hear. Speak of things that truly matter to me and of how my love for you grew. Reveal my true desires and longing to share them all with you. My Arms and Hands If my hands alone could love you, you'd continually feel my touch. In my tender caress, my loving strokes, and in my grasp you'd feel how much. My affection would become a tangible thing, my embrace a sign of loyalty. In my arms you feel so free and more important than royalty. My Lips My lips are the en

Merry Christmas
to my friends I wish you all a very merry christmas and a Happy new Year .I hope that you all enjoy your time with family and friends .for those of you away from your loved ones may they return to you safetly ..

New Moon
Pale Moon New moon silver guiding, Sailing into full embrace. Promises made - words forever said, Hope springs eternal passion's grace. Summer crisp full moon shining, Discover bodies entangled glistening. Small bites physical shudder, Union of two mind's listening. Harvest moon golden creating, Desire/ Passion - time spent reaping. Promises made - waiting, waiting, Expectations turn to sorrow, weeping. Pale moon's winter waning, Marking love's lost flight. Transitory, fading illuminating, Sense the passing of the night. Awaiting the new moon Poet

Help Me Plz
to all my friends n fu family, plz go to link i need 6,000 vote by 12/31 for a free blast... thx all you for ur help vote as many times as you can please...thx n luv muah http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=813171&albumid=625301&i=750843341

Collective Soul-shine
Give me a word Give me a sign Show me where to look Tell what will I find ( will I find ) Lay me on the ground Fly me in the sky Show me where to look Tell me what will I find ( will I find ) Oh, heaven let your light shine down (x4) Love is in the water Love is in the air Show me where to go Tell me will love be there ( love be there ) Teach me how to speak Teach me how to share Teach me where to go Tell me will love be there ( love be there ) Oh, heaven let your light shine down (x4) Im going to let it shine (x2) Heavens little light gonna shine on me Yea yea heavens little light gonna shine on me Its gonna shine, shine on me Its gonna shine, come on in shine ---------------------------------------- Heaven let her shine down on all my freaks 'cross the land, merry christmas bitches!

Dear Santa . . .
Dear Santa, I know what I want for Christmas. I know exactly what I want. It's a bit different, so bear with me. I want people to be happy. I'm not asking for world peace, just happiness. Especially over the holidays. I want people to treat their families, their friends, even perfect strangers . . . like family. I want people to stop bickering over who got the biggest present, who got the most expensive gift, or how many they got. I want them to appreciate that they received anything, and I want them to give in return, without expectation. I want people to stop squabbling at, yelling at, screaming at, cursing at, and beating each other up over gifts in the stores. I want the madness to stop over such petty things, even if it's just for over the holidays . . . I want it to stop. I want children to not be afraid when they walk down the street. I want people to be trustworthy. I want people to love and be loved by each other. I want people to be safe. I want people to eit

Cards From Heaven
ASHLAND, Ore.(AP) Even in death, Chet Fitch is a card. Fitch, known for his sense of humor, died in October at age 88 but gave his friends and family a start recently: Christmas cards, 34 of them, began arriving _ written in his hand with a return address of "Heaven." The greeting read: "I asked Big Guy if I could sneak back and send some cards. At first he said no; but at my insistence he finally said, 'Oh well, what the heaven, go ahead but don't (tarry) there.' Wish I could tell you about things here but words cannot explain. "Better get back as Big Guy said he stretched a point to let me in the first time, so I had better not press my luck. I'll probably be seeing you (some sooner than you think). Wishing you a very Merry Christmas. Chet Fitch" A friend for nearly 25 years, Debbie Hansen Bernard said, "All I could think was, 'You little stinker.'" "It was amazing," she said. "Just so Chet, always wanting to get the last laugh." The mailing was a joke Fitch worked on

Another Christmas Come And Gone
have you ever just wanted to... eh just sit and cry?? I have no idea whats going on in this little head of mine- im hoping its just a phase. doesnt matter WHO i talk to lately i just get irritated with them. ha- and for it being christmas day... im very irritated. Maybe its all the caffine ive been puting into my body. Blood pressure goes up, attitude arises! god. i just want today to be over with. So yeah, on christmas- i had to work... ok i understand this. I think where i work- The younger people should work christmas eve and christmas day that way the older crowd with children can spend the day with them and what not. BUT New years eve should be when the younger people should be off- considering they tend to go out and party and have fun and what not. You know. i dont want to sound selfish but thats what i think. The older people usually just stay at home and what ever (when i say older- i mean the people that are in their 30's with children). Ive been at outlook pointe/elm

Xmas
WELL MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL Today was a good day I was very surprised at how today turned out I had not planned to even be home for christmas now i am glad i came back monday though i have decided only to stay for a day or so being in mississippi is just not where i want to be And i have told very few people where i actually am It feels great to be alone and not have no one around to take care of or have to worry about I can just worry about putting myself back together and being me again and for me to be me again that is leaving mississippi It is something i have always done since i was 14 When i want to get away i leave I'll be back but i have to put myself back together more than i already am I dont think in over 2 years i have had a worry free day or not had someone to take care of till last week but i felt guilty about not being in ms for christmas so i came back for atleast christmas i kinda want to be here for new years but i think id rather start the year

Level 10
I was on level 10 till christmas morning when my account have been deleted i dont know why the only thing i had to do is post a salute. please help me get back to where i was. thanks to all that help n i will try to return the favor to all that help

Selling Friday
=== '♥JL¥ÑÑ♥ MANAGER & UMBRELLA BITCH OF THE PLAYPEN ~DJ PHILOSOPHY'S FU L♥VE' spewed forth the following at '2007-12-27 00:53:22'.. > > > playpen auction > December 28th ~ 8:00 Pm est > ~rules~ > > SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY... ALOT OF TIME AND EFFORT WENT INTO THIS. > PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID!!!! > > 1. NO DRAMA, VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED > > 2. ALL BIDDERS MUST HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE > > 3. REAL CASH OVER RIDES VIRTUAL CASH AND PRIZES...(WE HAVE A BREAK DOWN OF WHAT WE FEEL IS FAIR) > CASH > VALUE IN FU BUCKS > STICKY = 125,000 > 1 TICKER = 125,000 > 4 Tickers = 500,000 > 1 DAY BLAST = 200,000 > 3 DAY BLAST = 300,000 > 7 DAY BLAST = 750,000 > 30 DAY BLAST = 1,250,000 > 1 Month Vip = 300,000 > 3 Month Vip = 900,000 > 6 Months Vip = 1,800,000 > 1 Year Vip = 3,6000,000 > HAPPY HOUR = 2,500,000 > > > > 4. THE BIDDER MUST GIVE 1/2 OF ANY FU BUCKS TO THE AUCTIONEER WHO AUCTIONED THEM OFF AND THE OTHER HALF TO THE PERSON YOU WON BEF

Vampyre Wiccan Flyght 2/09
WELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND. RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME RAVEN QUEEN WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING. QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU? QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS. IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW. RAVEN QUEEN *FOUNDER OF THE COVEN * gettin married 2 blueeye dragon nov 13@ fubar Master Nosferatu Founder Of Unholy Darkness@ fubar Master Nosferatu

Seasons
Seasons will come and go, The leaves will softly fall, The sun will be shining, Through the clouds after all. The oceans are wild, As the wind blows on through, Portraying great moments, Like my passion for you. Frost covered fields, With baby blooms anew, Like the renewal of hope, In the love for me and you. The heat of the sun, As we lie in the grass, Dries up the fears, Of mistakes in our past. Down fall the leaves once more, Old colours soon to be new, A total renewal, A new hope with you.

I Love U
i do love u.. an i do think ur the one.. we have had our time apart lately.. an i have needed u so many times.. but i stepped back to let u go.. an i have seen u hurt for a love.. an i have been there when it feel apart.. an it just shows me how i could never ask for a better relationship with some one.. we can tell one another any thing. no matter how bad it is.. haha an we can hurt and feel together.. u r my bestest friend.. an i miss u all the time.. an when we get our time to hang out.. i have a blast and hold that close to my heart.. i have never felt this in love before.. i have never done this before.. an i know i asked y not me?? an u told me its cause u dont want to loose me as ur friend. cause its is great to have what we do have.. :) an no matter if im gone i still love u.. i still need u.. an im better cause u are there and u touch my heart and soul.. from day one of meeting u.. u woke me up and brought so much to me.. an i can never repay u for al lu have done.. an i try

Stuff For Today....
Well xbox/microsoft still has no clue on why David's xbox live account will not work on his new 360. I called again and they said they have sent it to a level 3 engineer. With Microsoft it could be a good thing if that means they are the better people.. though my experience with them so far suggests a level 3 means they never got past third grade. Meanwhile David is upset and asking me to call them every 10 minutes lol. Pluto is relatively calm today... chewing up his big bone he got for Christmas. I wish I could get him a supply to last a year, not one day. I have decided its best to put some distance between myself and the person who was my best friend. While some of you are quite protective of me and voice opinions rather strongly, this was something where we both had issues and the blame I think falls on both of us. As one friend put it its a good idea for me to cleanse myself emotionally for the New Year lol. I hope someday we will be friends again. Its hard to walk

Merging Souls
Indulge @ Sexy5Photos.com In pure blue he becomes my will,my mind, Hot upsurging streams of passion flows Bali Island red, As his lips caress my ear and whisper's white nape's neck, And we are statued in this moment of white aura perfection, Urgent finger's soft touch tie my soul with silk ribbon, As the shy moons velvet kiss casts shadows licks, This memory etched on two hearts that make one beat, An eternal committment, never to see love's death face, Or writhe on sorrow's cold agony alter, Screaming despair's throaty cries, Nor become the bleached bones of love's carcass, Crystal tears form like diamond drops of happiness, And fill the holy grail chalice with future's promise.

When I'm Gone
you can cry for me when i'm gone but know i'll wipe your tears know that i'll sit with you and guide you through the years. You can ache for me when i'm gone but know i'll ease the pain know that i will comfort you but i can't remove the rain. you can die inside when i'm gone but only for a while because i'm happy where i am but i need to see you smile. you can ask for answers when i'm gone but know that none will come know that lifes a mystery and my journey's just begun. you can laugh again when i'm gone know that it's ok know i'm laughing with you and we'll meet again someday.

Feel Good About You!
I am passing this on to you because it definitely works and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives. By following simple advice I heard on the Dr. Phil show, you too can find inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed 'The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and never finished.' So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off 23 Miller Lites, a bottle of Absolute, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel. Please pass this on to those you feel might be in need of inner peace. I got this from Sleazy Rider!

50 Things Men Wish You Knew
1. Express yourself. It makes us proud, even if someone thinks you're wrong. 2. You look hot in running shoes and shorts. And that top thingy with the stripes. 3. Bare, tan shoulders are underrated. 4. If you think I’m speeding now, you should see me drive when you're not in the car. 5. If you're truly interested in us, don't play hard to get. 6. Shopping is a chore, not an activity. 7. When I screw up, go ahead and tell me--once. 8. No question need ever be asked through a closed bathroom door if I'm inside. I love you less with each syllable you utter. 9. I'm hot for you, not your sister or your friend or your coworker. 10. My guy friends. Not only are they not negotiable, they’re your best sign that I’m not a whack job. 11. Don't be afraid to ditch the makeup. Natural is sexier. 12. Leave the eyebrows alone. Plucked ain't pretty. 13. You can have sex with us any time you want. Seriously. 14

Does This Describe Me? Lol
LEO - The Lion Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy, but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A leo's problem becomes everyone's problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

10 Commandments Of Spiritual Healing
1. Thou shalt look first to God as the source of thy healing. God is the source of my healing, and God's life is the source of my strength. 2. Thou shalt make no mental images of sickness. I see myself as God sees me -- a whole and perfect child of God. 3. Thou shalt not speak any words of sikness or limitaion. My words are spirit. My words have life. My words acomplish all that you say. 4. Thou shalt let go and let God heal you. Free and easy, the power of God flows through me. 5. Thou shalt deal eqitably with all people through which God blesses you. I am grateful for the people in my life;who assist me in my wholeness. 6. Thou shalt act as if thou art well and whole. God's life is a wellspring of wholenhess within me, giving me refreshing life and vitality. 7. Thou shalt not employ thy wholeness to unwise uses. I dedicate my strength and my wholeness to the glory of God through right activity. 8. Thou shalt know the value of faith in the healing p

Random
see this crawling down my spine, it touches the core , i fall down , the lights fade around me. i have no room for my soul to breath , i m faceless in a crowd of conformaty , i can t seem to get past the night , i feel no pain or joy or hope or sadness only content for a life that i feel is not complete.

Venting
I harldy blog on here,not like most people really give a shit what others have to say on here anyway.I feel the need anyway and dont care if you read this or not..I spent most of the night at the hospital with a friend of mine.She is 8 months pregnant and her "boyfriend" felt the need to take his anger out on her.she now has 4 broken ribs,a hairline fracture to her jaw,badly bruised and lacerations.The baby should be fine.I don't understand this at all.Someone tell me how a man,the father of your unborn child can do this??? I have been where she is and still do not understand it.I have a few words for him but,that is for him when they find him.I think I also have a tire knocker that would like to meet him also.I am not violent.I has enough of that in my past.I could be violent for about 15 minuets on his ass right now.People don't care about other people I don't think.It's a world of "what do I get outta it" and "me me me me". No one cares. Sometimes I think I should be that way also b

Wiccan Fiction & A Readers' Choice Book List
Wiccan Fiction "The Mists of Avalon" by Marion Zimmer Bradley If you loved the made-for-TV movie, you'll love the book even more. Tells the Arthurian legend from the viewpoint of its women, particularly Morgan Le Fay, who is not evil in this retelling, thank the Goddess. An awesome book, with some great Pagan stuff. People who knew her insist that she was not, but I still believe that Bradley had a little Pagan in her, may she rest in peace. - Lady Phoenix "The Witching Hour" by Anne Rice To this day, I remain astounded by this woman's ability to create and maintain the most complicated family tree known to the written word. I can't say enough good things about this one-it is to witches what Interview with a Vampire was to the bloodsuckers. In fact, I regularly reread this one just because. - Lady Phoenix Anne Bishop Everything this woman has written so far has been glorious, and there's only one other author out there about whom I say this (and that would be Laurell K. Ham

Just A Sad Little Story/poem
My baby has a thirst for speed, Also, an ever growing need that nothing can satisfy. For nothing nor anything knows what that particular need is you see, No, not even she. She tries to ignore the black cloud that grows above her head. The black darkness that picks up speed as she drowns herself in music and pictures. These things she can use to forget, To somewhat ignore this nuisance if only for alittle while. She used to find comfort in my arms. This is true. She can't seem to anymore and in her eyes I see the terror. For if comfort can't be found in my arms then there is nowhere. She hides her terror as she silently runs. Runs to my arms then out again. Runs to my love yet falls within its grasp. Somehow she appears to get off track. Why are you so lost my dear? How come you can't find the comfort you seek? Why is it that your flame is dying, and more scars show upon thy skin? My love is ever burning, As it's always been..... Why is it I do not see it's fl

Farts
A fart is a pleasant thing, It gives the belly ease, It warms the bed in winter, And suffocates the fleas. A fart can be quiet, A fart can be loud, Some leave a powerful, Poisonous cloud A fart can be short, Or a fart can be long, Some farts have been known To sound like a song...... A fart can create A most curious medley, A fart can be harmless, Or silent , and deadly. A fart might not smell, While others are vile, A fart may pass quickly, Or linger a while...... A fart can occur In a number of places, And leave everyone there, With strange looks on their faces. From wide-open prairie, To small elevators, A fart will find all of Us sooner or later. But farts are all bad, Is simply not true- We must never forget...... . Sweet old farts like you! My Mother in law

Creatures Of The Fire
We swan-dive into the volcano, burning; We’re creatures of the fire, Mingled male and female, yearning For the heat, the sweet explosion of desire. I splash into the pleasure, all consuming; I’m joyfully insane, My passion for you deep, and fully blooming; Long after, sweet warm flickers still remain. You make my body sizzle with your kisses, And yet there’s so much more; My heart is kindled, too; It knows what bliss is, This closeness that I’ve never felt before. My body and my heart belong to you; I’m peaceful and complete. I see more adventures coming for we two, We creatures of the tender fire and heat.

Poerty
The vast tract of the parched and sandy waste Now teems with countless rills and shady woods, Corn-fields and pastures and white cottages; And where the startled wilderness did hear A savage conqueror stained in kindred blood, Hymmng his victory, or the milder snake Crushing the bones of some frail antelope Within his brazen folds the dewy lawn, Offering sweet incense to the sunrise, smiles To see a babe before his mother's door, Share with the green and golden basilisk That comes to lick his feet, his morning's meal.

Top 10 Reasons Witches Don't Worship Satan
Top 10 Reasons Witches Don't Worship Satan 10. Scorch marks on the furniture whenever Satan manifests 9. Not even Lysol can mask the smell of brimstone 8. Hard to keep the flaming goat skulls lit 7. Decreased availability of blonde virgins 6. Blood stains from the sacrifices are *impossible* to get out of the carpet 5. Wailing of the damned souls in Hell keeps the neighbors awake 4. The cats keep attacking Satan's tail, which annoys him 3. Repeated stooping motions for administering the "Kiss of Shame" difficult on the older coven members 2. Demons smell even worse than brimstone 1. It's impossible to worship something that doesn't exist!

!love!
Just something ii wrote last night I love you with all my heart; I long for you when we're apart; I wish I could wipe away all your tears; Look you in your eyes and somehow take away all your fears; I wish I could also take away your pain; Love you in such a way that you will know you have everything to gain; I want to take you in my arms and hold you ever tight; Show you that you're the one I love with all my might; I know in my heart you're the best; There is no comparison to the rest; Being with you makes my heart sing; I believe together we could do anything; I'm ever consumed by your presence; It only takes your essence; The chemistry between us is on fire; My love for you will never tire.

My Bday Was Alright I Guess..
My birthday was yesterday i turn 22. it went alright went to my parents and ate supper, then went to the stor to get a movie then some junk food. the bitch that cashed us out made me feel so out of place cuss i was with angel and well she started sayin shit to him about his ex and i just feel so out of place sercly wanted to crawl in to a dark hole and hide. She was saying shit about his ex and about how sobable they fucked he was geting so pist and told her to shut up cuss she was disrepecting me. but she kept it up. i wanted to sercly punch the cunt in her face. But other then that it was alright. went home that night watched a movie and past out around 11:30 after it was over with.

2008: New Hopes For A New Year
2007 was a hard year. I don't mean that just as a personal note. Almost everyone I know had an unusually rough time this past year. there are a few reasons for this that I won't go into; it doesn't do anyone any good to place blame. Instead, I'd just like to focus about the coming year and my hopes that it will be a good one. As for myself, I'm finally starting to feel settled here in Louisiana. The old saying that hindsight is 20/20 is so true and, maybe, if I'd known then what I know now, I might not have moved to Louisiana at all. Do I regret it though? Absolutely not. There are 2 reasons I don't regret coming here: 1. I have always felt something drawing me here and I still feel that pull. I know some of you might be rolling your eyes at this and that's your right, but I can't deny what I feel in my own soul. I've always suspected that this feeling comes from one person; that I'm supposed to be here for one special soul. 2. That brings me to the second reason I don't regr

How To Decide Who You Will Marry
HOW DO YOU DECIDE WHO TO MARRY? (written by kids) You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. -- Alan, age 10 No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with. -- Kristen, age 10 WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED? Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. -- Camille, age 10 No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get married. -- Freddie, age 6 (very wise for his age) HOW CAN A STRANGER TE LL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED? You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. -- Derrick, age 8 WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON? Both don't want any more kids. -- Lori, age 8 WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE? Dates are for having

New Years
I just want to wish all my friends and the others I have not met yet the happiest and a very safe New Year. Remember not to make any resulutions you know you wont keep always make one you can keep. Have fun and enjoy for me.

What's The Deal !?!
Do ya have to be bi-sexual or a cam whore to get and keep a man these days or what? lol. I have MORALS , I have STANDARDS, and I'm NOT gonna drop or lower them for anybody! It just seems that that's what it's all about anymore, being a whore or whatever and then these guys wanna bitch that the one that broke their heart was such a whore or bitch, wtf!?! Get a clue, buy a vowel guys!!!!!! And b4 ya go sayin that I'm hatin on anybody, no, I'm not, I have nothing against those that live their lives their way, to each his/her own..... I just wonder why so many men seem to wanna pick 'those' women to be with if they're only gonna get hurt later on and then bitch about it? lol. Doesn't make any sense to me. OR another rant lol...... if ya have a effin girlfriend, don't come to ME for advice after ya played with my heart or head, cuz it's not like "I" actually WANT to be there for ya, when YOU haven't been there for me!... go to ya effin chick and ask HER for advice about your ex o

Not Only Finished With 2007...
...but Im done lending my helping hand to people. People just dont motherfucking learn. They dont. Hardheaded people we got living this fucking world. Its fucking dumb, Im tired digging out everyone from the stupid holes they keep falling in. Cmon... LEARN FROM YOUR FUCKING MISTAKES!!!! So I end this one saying that if you feel its right, go ahead and do it. I am not going to come back and tell you that "I told you so" when the shyt hits the fan. Im not going to pick you up anymore when youre down. Im not going to be the shoulder for anyone to cry on. Ive been used and abused for way too fucking long. Live YOUR life. Dont expect me to live it for you becuz you dont know how... -J

I Am Love
I am a clear blue sky In a world of raging storms. I am a tiny ray of hope For a soul who endlessly mourns. I cannot be stopped No matter how hard you try. I can make you feel whole But I can also make you cry. I will never be easy To handle or lose. Two entirely different souls Together I will fuse. I am joy, I am sadness, I am sanity I am madness. There are times I do not belong Other times I fit like a glove. I am heartbreak.... I am love. copyright 1/1/08 by RSP

Huh.. Wow...
So this is 2008. Nifty. I was a lame ass last night. I went to bed at 1030. I had to be at work at 6 am today so I needed to get to bed early. I probably would have made myself stay up longer if I didn't work that morning store. (Which only took 2 hours by the way...) But now I'm back home, but I gotta leave here in about 10-15 minutes to head to where I'm being picked up. Doing two more stores today (the first is estimated at 1.2 hours, with 4 people going and the second won't be any longer. bah.) It's alright though I guess. I'll be able to get to bed early again tonight since I have to be up at 415 for work tomorrow morning. Bleh. My next day off isn't until the 9th. Providing I don't crash and burn before then and call out some day. Wah. I wanna take a nap. :( I wanna cuddle. :( Bah.

Prolonged Absence
Yeah, yeah, I know. I am here for a split second and then gone again for a while. I apologize. Time hasn't been kind to me for what seems like forever. Add in my kids, my animals, the move from Vermont, the issues with DMV, health stuff, general household stuff, and life in general and I'm quite surprised I made it to '08 at all. Here's a small update. I'm packing again for a move by February. This time in state, but still taxing on the emotions and physical nonetheless. Going to be closer to family, who is in need of help right now. How long will I spend in the southern CT region? I dunno. Haven't thought that far ahead yet. All I know is my dad's health is now failing and I'll be damned if I'm not going to be there to help him out. By the way, if you find yourself in the Waterbury area with some extra cash and a passion for music, stop by Brass City Records and tell the hippie guy with long hair behind the counter that Jess sent you. He'll give you a good deal. :)

New Year, New Life
I've been sobusy lately that I haven't had the time to sit and update my blogs. However, here I am giving you all just that. Archangel and I are now a 24/7 kinda thing. It has been a change for the both of us to go from bing single to now sharing a home and all the extras that come with it. We do owe our relationship to fubar because we meet here first and then as we got to know each other we meet in real life. It made it easy on us both because we lived about an hour away from each other. I hope that there are others out there that find each other and know that kind of togetherness and love that we have. May each of you find love and happiness. Peace out, RayvenRed

Christmas In Alaska
Retirement to Alaska John had been in the liquor business for 25 years. Finally sick of the stress he quits his job and buys 50 acres of land in Alaska as far from humanity as possible. He sees the postman once a week and gets groceries once a month. Otherwise it's total peace and quiet. After six months or so of almost total isolation, someone knocks on his door. He opens it and a huge, bearded man is standing there. "Name's Kevin, your neighbor from forty miles up the road. Having a Christmas party Friday night. Thought you might like to come. About 5:00." "Great", says John, "after six months out here I'm ready to meet some local folks. Thank you." As Kevin is leaving, he stops. "Gotta warn you. Be some drinking'." "Not a problem" says John. "After 25 years in the business, I can drink with the best of 'em." Again, the big man starts to leave and stops. "More 'n' likely gonna be some fighting' too." "Well, I get along with people, I'll be

Farewell
i wont have my page long....i can not make a slaute and i can not continue sending gifts or buying drinks because they wont let me have my fubucks....it was a blast and i hope hthat all of u have a wonderful new year

Lost Love
cant' you feel how my heart goes out you, it's accepting, and willing and open to you... no judgeing, no conditions no strings attached... just willing to learn and grow and dance... my arms will fill your nights with peace, my hands can ease the pain... the guides can not see who it is, but my heart feels it to be me

Statistically Speaking...
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled monkey food... There's at least 1 person on your fu that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits"The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your fu that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

The American Creed
The American Creed--and what it means.... The American's Creed "I believe in the United States of America as a Government of the people by the people, for the people, whose just powers are derived from the consent of the governed; a democracy in a Republic; a sovereign Nation of many sovereign States; a perfect Union, one and inseparable; established upon those principls of freedom, equality, justice, and humanity for which American patriots sacrificed their lives and fortunes. I therefore believe it is my duty to my Country to love it; to support its Constitution; to obey its laws; to respect its flag, and to defend it againest all enemies." I found this on the usflag.org website...you should check it out if you have time. Read it carefully. I for one, had never read this before. As most of you know, I am a member of the Vast-Right Wing Conspiracy....a conservative. I don't hate liberals per se, I just hate their idealogy. While it is in our Constitution the right to

Re: Ex-secret Service Man: Bhutto Killing A "professional Job"
RE: Ex-Secret Service Man: Bhutto Killing A "Professional Job" ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 02 Jan 2008, 21:58 Ex-Secret Service Man: Bhutto Killing A "Professional Job" Former Secret Service Assistant Director Bill Pickle tells CNN that the killing of Benazir Bhutto was a "professional job" as the credibility of the initial government explanation for her death dwindles into an outright farce. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/january2008/010208_bhutto_killing.htm

Dark Side
There are some who find comfort in the shadows, Who strive to comprehend the mysteries, Who find solace in the silence of a winter night, Who sing softly to the crone. We are the Dark Pagans, children of the Dark Mother. So often darkness is associated with evil. Since the term evil has no place in a nature-based religion, we Pagans are forced to look beyond such stereotypes. Evil is a human term. It begins and ends with us. A tornado is not evil, yet it is destructive. Fire can be used to benefit life or destroy it. Nature is neither good nor evil; it simply is. It follows no moral code and has no internal motive. Only humans, with our complicated set of emotions and intellect can justify such categorizations. Death, destruction, chaos... these are essential driving forces within nature. Life feeds on life; destruction precedes creation. These are the only true laws, and they are not open to interpretation. When Pagans anthropomorphises nature into something good and loving,

Re: Paul Campaign Manager Urges Boycott Of Fox News Sponsors
RE: Paul Campaign Manager Urges Boycott Of Fox News Sponsors ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 03 Jan 2008, 14:44 Paul Campaign Manager Urges Boycott Of Fox News Sponsors Ron Paul's 2008 presidential campaign manager Kent Snyder has slammed Fox News' decision to bar the Congressman from a live televised January 6 forum as "an insult" and has urged supporters to boycott Fox sponsors if they follow through on their promise to exclude Dr. Paul. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/january2008/010308_urges_boycott.htm

Daydream
Daydream Whenever I day dream, and day dream I do, in my secret garden, I day dream of you. I day dream of you, in a faraway land; embracing me tight and holding my hand. Holding my hand, and touching my face. Just you and me, in this peaceful place. In this peaceful place a pristine river flows. Where the unicorns run, a breeze always blows. A breeze always blows and sings of a song; our love in a place where you're never gone. Where you're never gone is as it would seem, from dusk until dawn, whenever I day dream. And whenever I day dream, and day dream I do, in my secret garden, I day dream of you.

I Was Sort Of Hoping,
I was sort of hoping, That you would come along, Like the answer to a prayer, And the music to a song. Like the kind of thing that happens, At a special place and time, That will change our lives forever, Like a fantasy of mine. The fantasy was there before, I ever knew your name, And now that I have found you, We will never be the same. So, pardon, if I look at you, Forgive me if I stare, At the fantasy I knew before, I saw you standing there. For I was always hoping, That you would come along, Like the answer to a prayer, And the music to a song

Just Call Me Dints And Crazy!!
Ok all here is how it is, I planned on leaving the bar for good and even went as far as giving my daughters all my fubucks I could, but they have asked me to please reconsider as they don't want me to go. I mean it's not like I was leaving them, themselves but since I am very close to my children and try to do all I can to make them happy, so-be-it. I have lots of friends here who really didn't want me to go either. So the easy solution is to get an external hard drive to hold everything the mail drive don't need. So that is what I did for my Christmas present to myself. This way I will have the room/memory needed to allow this site to run without bogging down my system. So the long and short of it is; am here to confuse everyone as much as am confused myself. I am staying to haunt your dreams with my good looks and extreme good humor. Come show me some love and I will return it since I am staying. Thanks to all my friends and family for putting up with me, and if you have a mind

A Little Longer
Desolation, Wide open space, Between the trees and me, Emptiness and me, Confusion and decisions, Feelings hard to define, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Coldness seeps Its way in, I am falling deeper, Into what I fear most, As I reach out, There is nothing there, As possible there was something once, Only to be gone, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The sun drops, The last inch of light falls, The squirrels more likely to be huddled up, But not me, Something I never possessed, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Then the sun has gone, Darkness spreads its wings over me, I see nothing so no one sees me, Feeling of bitterness only, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, An Owl peers down, With question in her eyes, She doesn't have a hope, In helping me, As she doesn't see my pain, Spreads her wings, Passes me by, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The soft earth, Seems the only thing holdin

Short Poem
Learned my lesson in life, keep people at arms lenght elimates all the strife keeps giving me my strenght. Chain up my heart, no one gets in. Make a new start, time to begin. Back to the old me, the one who felt no pain. I was never free, never felt the strain. Once you truely know, you are all alone. Smile for lifes show, never let out a groan. Show no emotion, never bare your soul. Not some magic potion, Do not need to become whole.

Sorry For The Slackage
I'm just not on here as much as I used to be. If you want to talk to me more and you're on MySpace...I'm @ myspace.com/deathly_pallor. Send me a message first so I know who you are, else I'll ignore you. Sowwies!

Hello All. It's Me Again!
Hello. I am trying to do the Fubar SpotLight, but I am really short on fubucks. Please help me out and donate some to me. It's for a good cause, I promise you that. :D Any help is appreciated. :D Thanks a Million. :D ArcAngel

Love Is Pain
You made me cry... You tore me apart.. You left me in tears.. You've shattered my heart.. It wasn't your fault.. I guess it was me.. for love can't be forced.. Perhaps we weren't meant to be.. It still doesn't help.. now that i know.. Because for some reason.. my heart won't let go.. I've tried more than once.. to get over you.. but you make it so hard.. if only you knew.. I thought love was joy.. but i've got nothing to gain.. just sorrows..,tears.. and a little more pain.. The day the pain started .. reality came too.. It was the day i realized .. ......I'LL NEVER BE WITH YOU....... By: ME

Brad Paisley Ticks Lyrics-how Many Cowgirls/cowboys Wanna Do This Lol:)
Brad Paisley Ticks Lyrics Every time you take a sip In this smoky atmosphere You press that bottle to your lips And I wish I was your beer In the small there of your back Your jeans are playing peekaboo I'd like to see the other half of your butterfly tattoo. Hey that gives me an idea Let's get out of this bar Drive out into the country And find a place to park. 'Cause I'd like to see you out in the moonlight I'd like to kiss you way back in the sticks I'd like to walk you through a field of wildflowers And I'd like to check you for ticks. I know the perfect little path Out in these woods I used to hunt Don't worry babe I've got your back And I've also got your front Now, I'd hate to waste a night like this [Ticks lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] I'll keep you safe you wait and see The only thing allowed to crawl all over you when we get there is me. You know every guy in here tonight Would like to take you home But I've got way more class t

Re: Politifact.com Judges Ron Paul Most Truthful Candidate
RE: Politifact.com Judges Ron Paul Most Truthful Candidate ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 04 Jan 2008, 16:13 Politifact.com Judges Ron Paul Most Truthful Candidate According to Politifact.com and their popular "Truth-o-Meter" tool, Ron Paul is the most truthful presidential candidate out of the entire field, Democrats and Republicans included, and has not lied once during televised public debates. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/january2008/010408_most_truthful.htm

Never Good Enough!
All I need in my life is to be concerned with me and mine! I don't give a crap what y'all think about what I do in my life, I mean I'll do what works for me. I don't need to lose weight or any dumb shyt like that. I've lost a lot of weight lately... like I need someone telling me I eat too much. Love me for who I am; not what you want me to be! I'll never choose you over my friends, and I deserve trust when it comes to my relationship with him! You should except that he is a part of my life and he loves my kids! He is my bestfriend! You didn't even like me, you had more interest in my girl friend anyway! I say... "What the fuck ever!"

Deanna (repost) Had Enough
Between my cancer and Lord wolf ahhhhhhh Spirit Warrior what ever he is changing his name to now ( Jeff ) I'm leaving fubar for awile to get myself straight and giving Hippie and Morning Star the Kingdom till i can get my head straight And Jeff...fuckin FYI..IT FUCKEN MATTERED TO ME... but hay it didnt to you would it?its just fubar Blessings Family Thau will do good Shattered Heart Deanna

I Thought Wrong
Thought you were my everything i guess i thought wrong...im alone in this cruel world no one to turn to but i thought it was different with you but i guess i thought wrong i just cant trust you anymore thought that you would be there when i needed you but when i needed you the most you just turned your back on me i cant even say that i love you anymore cuz you broke my heart and i dont think you can fix it thought i could trust you but i guess i thought wrong..

I Dont Know
i'm sick of giving a damn about anything!!! i dont want anything to do with anybody! i just want everybody to leave me alone and let me just live my life. i take care of my son working and going to school and evverybody else can go just bleep bleep them self. i'm tired of it all its just a bunch of bullshit and i dont need the problems

Practiced Smile
Perhaps you think the smile you wear will camouflage the pain well rehearsed and well portrayed and yet its worn in vain. A practiced smile may well fool some more easily deceived those with narrow vision more easily relieved. Far harder to disguise my friend the story the eyes tell for a smile has no ability to cover that so well. I will not over step my bounds by challenging your pride to state the utter obvious kept hidden safe inside. But I am not oblivious nor fooled so easily a smile can not distract me from the harsh reality. A heart heavily laden is mirrored in your eyes a silent suffering soul deep your practiced smile denies.

Neighbors Puppy
"Excuse me if I'm butting in where I do not belong its really not my nature so please don't get me wrong." "I just couldn't help but notice tho you don't seem aware that you've a darling little puppy in a prison over there." "Your with holding food and water so he's edgy and uptight nobody comes to visit so he barks both day and night." "I just wondered, whats he guilty of? What has this puppy done to deserve to loose his freedom and the right to romp and run?" "Why on earth is he imprisoned and how much time must be served?" "Please tell me what it is he's done for this to be deserved?

Your Delivery
Its not so much ~WHAT~ your saying... its more the tone you use not so much the point your trying to make as the attitude you choose. Your message may be valid but you come on a little strong and its hard to see your point of view when your delivery's all wrong! Understanding and patience are attributes you lack your approach is always lousy cause you haven't any tact. Your wondering why nobody's listening but its plain as day to me it isn't ~WHAT~ your saying ITS YOUR DELIVERY!!!

Test For Dementia
Test for Dementia Below are four ( 4 ) questions and a bonus question. You have to answer them instantly. You can't take your time, answer all of them immediately. OK? .....and donʼt cheat and go ahead too fast!!!!! Let's find out just how clever you really are.... ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- First Question: Y ou are participating in a race. You overtake the second person. What position are you in? Answer: If you answered that you are first, then you are absol utely wrong! If you overtake the second person and you take his place, you are second! Try not to mess up next time. Now answer the second question, but don't take as much time as you took for the first question, OK ? Second Question: If you overtake the last person, then you are...? - - - - - Answer: If you answered that you are second to last, then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you overtake

A Two Thought Process (thoughts)
It has been a goal of mine lately to try and scribble down something each day. To try and capture a glimpse of the world and workings of the mind in word-weavings. Words that would hopefully lean towards interesting, entertaining, amusing. Thought-provoking. Challenging. But it seems that the more I try, the harder it is for me to coax these fancies out of thin air. To arrange them neatly into fine print. To tickle out a meaning that goes deeper than their outer coverings. To find satisfaction in these dribbles of creative juices. I long to scrape away at the leathery shield I have wrapped around those wistful dreams and tap into the voices that build up confidence. That give promise of success. Reassurance. Praise. Faith. Is it merely the fear of letting someone else down? Of admitting failure? Of accepting that what will be will never be? Or is it the fear that I may not have what I have always believed I had. Hoped I had. Dreamed. Pondered. Wondered. Hid. Hone

She's Ended
She's ended Her eyes are swollen. Her cheeks are red. Tears pouring out of the lonely girl. Love was all she asked for. She got walked all over. It seemed that no one cared for what she believed in. As she lays in her bed, saying a prayer to make the pain go away. She can't sleep, so she steers at his picture. Trying to put the memories in her past. She's waits to see, how she's going to make it. As she struggles to get out of bed, thinking of what went wrong. She has lost all the faith and all the happiness. She is lost in the waking of her day. As she has no one to talk to. She's done everything to try to make it. As one night she made her choice, She can't live without him. She swore that she couldn't make it without him. As days go by, she doesn't want to come out. She wrote him a note, saying that she will always love him. One night she lost it. Her mom came to get her because he came to see her. She can't get her to answer her or the door. As they break

10-9-8-7-.....1
this is a good one cuz you can say things ya need to or want to and people have no clue!! Ten Things You Want To Say To Ten Different People: thats 10 different people 1. I think could I love you if you would let me 2. I wish i could treat you the way you treat me. 3. I miss you. I mean really miss you. 4. Thanks for helping me thru the bad times. 5. You may be one of my best friends now but i hate you sometimes. 6. You should contact me more often. 7. You are a cunt for what you have done to me. 8. I miss you. 9. I need you to tell me that it is ok 10. Yeah I know i'll be waiting till hell freezes over. Nine Things About Yourself: 1. I'm a Dick get over it. 2. I love my girls. 3. fishing is my life and one of the few things i'm good at. 4. I write stories. 5. I love video games. 6. I dress however I want and dont care what anyone thinks. 7. I know i'm depressing alot of the time -but I am trying. 8. No i'm not ugly I'm handsomley challenged. 9. I have

This Love
How can I express this love? I feel deep in my heart. The silence that once surrounded me Has been lifted by your heart. Now I can see my future A hope that will be A home of happiness Filled with love for family And as you wrap your arms around me The sensation seems to grow The desire to always be with you To hold you and never let go. So I ask again, how do I express this love? My feelings I hold inside The simplest words will never do But only start the test of time. The time is forever going As our love will always be Not closed and in captured But open like the depths of the sea. To explore the majestic love affair That starts with you and me The beginning of forever Our hearts beating free Yet again, I ask, how do I express this love? The tingling in my soul Tugging at each life cord In hopes to never let go To build a life together A home a place to be With love and laughter A covenant built by you and me. This is how I express my

Catch My Eye
A beauty stood on a balcony high, Sneezed and lost her blue glass eye. A young man walking down The Strand Caught the flashing eye-ball one hand. Invited up to receive her thanks He drooled on her features, figure, flanks. While dining on champagne and chicken These strangers felt their heart beats quicken, Gazed into each others eyes, imperfections indiscernible, Including the eye-ball that proved to be returnable. Over croissants and coffee in the morning The young man felt suspicion dawning, Said, "Would you do this for just any passer-by?" "Oh no!" she said, "He'd have to catch my eye".

Rangers Reveal Development Plans
Rangers reveal development plans Ibrox Stadium has been the home of Rangers since 1899 Rangers have revealed a plan to redevelop Ibrox stadium, in a bold project which could make the stadium the biggest in the country. The plans would see the stadium completely rebuilt with a new capacity of 70,000, significantly increasing the club's potential revenue. The club would retain the Bill Struth main stand, which is designated as as a Category B listed building. Ibrox currently holds 51,082 fans, behind Hampden Park and Celtic Park. "The club would like to inform its fans that it is currently assessing a number of proposals for the development and regeneration around Ibrox," announced a club statement. "At present we are analysing three strategies which would enhance the development of the existing outline planning proposals for the Hinshelwood area to the south of the stadium. "One of the strategies includes the total rebuilding of Ibrox Stadium while retain

Truth Movement Survey Results Finally In!‏
Truth Movement survey results finally in!‏Hello, everyone. You probably thought I forgot about you! I expected to have the results of this survey back to you in November, but I was swamped with completed surveys, three times more than I estimated would get. I don't know what the total return rate was, because almost 40% of the surveys I got came from people who had recieved them by forwarded emails from others, and I don't know how many of those forwarded emails there were. Anyway, thank you all for participating! I was originally going to send the results only to the people who had completed surveys, but I think the results are interesting enough to share with everyone. I need to say something before getting to the results. I recieved two death threats after I sent out this survey. One of them was just stupid, but the other one was very specific. That's very disturbing, because only a few people in the Truth Movement knew that I was doing this. I had to get the police i

10 Sex Facts...hehehe
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat ? produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable th an swimming 20 laps, or jogging 20 blocks and you don't need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the oppo

I Dunno If I Like This...
Being an adult I mean. ...yeah I bought my insurance yesterday and my bank account is crying. *whimpers* Oh well. Such is life I suppose. I worked this morning. Two whole hours! a woo. a hoo. It's all good though. I have to work again tonight up in Osage Beach. Gonna probably be a somewhat late night. I'm hoping Brad and Co. will be working with me in the morning so I can ride with them. I hope I hope I hope. Anyways... gonna head to Walmart. Leave me some love... I'm feeling lonely. 11 day until I find out if this is a boy zombie or girl zombie!

En Français, S'il Vous Plait
I'm listening to Stereolab and thinking to myself how there is really something beautiful about hearing someone singing sweetly in French. Of course, I think the same of anyone singing in Spanish. Unfortunately, I don't find Dutch or German quite as nice. The germanic languages just aren't suited as well to poetry as the romance languages are. Spanish is warm and Italian is languid and French is delicate. You could even hear the roughest bastard swearing in French and it would sound slightly refined. I don't know why. Maybe I'd be able to stand in front of him and smile, enjoying the sound of it because I don't understand a word he's saying. Come to think of it, the slavic languages are something of a pleasant hybrid of the two. Sometimes gutteral, sometimes musical. Hmmmm.

Lies
Stoned I've falling far too deep Is it all throught deperation or are my feelings true Lust and love I know they both complete But I cant deny the atraction when I see you Call it blind inspiration or a cosmic situation Ive got butterflies tied up Am I losing touch? Well my heart is beating faster Is it love forever after I can feel it Can you feel it too? All that I live for is waiting on a dream in your eyes Tell me you love me tell me why I'll believe your lies Falling down into a tailspin Using words that I swore I would never use again Is soul communication or emotional confirmation In a language made by lover comunicated through touch And how did it get this far? Are you really who I think you are? All these questions in my mind just need confirmation Is this feeling that Im feeling really true? All that I live for is waiting on a dream in your eyes Tell me you love me tell me why I'll believe your lies Im falling deeper into you and I cant explain what

School Starts Back Up....
Just wanted to let you all (lmfao I mean those that read my blogs...) know that school starts back up, tomorrow 1-7-08 for me. I will not be around as I have been during the day now, I will make an effort on some days to be around during the day though as it is the only time that I get to talk to one or two of you.... Anywho just letting you know.

To The Blocked Ones
DON'T JUDGE IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE JUDGED YOU ARE RUNNING SCARDED .. YOU ARE HERE TO MEET NEW PEOPLE . RIGHT ? SO DON'T BE LITTLE THEM .... ALL IN ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY .. AND WEEK .. EVERYONE I IN TITLED FOR AND OFF DAY , WEEK , MONTH , AND YEAR ... SINFULLY .. S.A.M. .....

Fantasies Unfold
One hard breath between them… that’s all it took to touch. Bodies barely rubbing with a thought, so close, too much. One body one the bed, sweat dripping down those lines With rivulets of anticipation, so wet, so close, so…mine Restraints are kept in place, shivering with desire I don’t think I can hold it in, this passion, all this fire His skin, just too damn smooth Like silk upon my tongue And underneath this warmth, this promise that we’ve become I can see what I can’t touch I can feel what I can’t taste These lines fall fast around us On this bed, upon this face His hands are in my hair, pulling me to him One line runs down between us, shimmering, oh so thin So easy just to break it, to let that passion in To tighten all those places no hand was meant to touch To bend the branches of his trees with wind to barely brush… The scattering of feelings, of sight, of sense of smell Of his body pouring over mine My well too deep to fill I’m weeping at his mercy Beggi

Okay, Interesting And Mostly True...
Name: Amber February 1977 1:15 AM Time Zone is CST Rising Sign is in 04 Degrees Scorpio You tend to be quiet, reserved, secretive and, at times, quite difficult to understand. Others notice your deep emotions and feelings and wonder how to draw you out. Stubborn and tough, you fight for any position you believe in. You are very resourceful and formidable when you become angered or upset about something. You enjoy living life at the cutting edge -- for you life must be experienced intensely and totally. Quite courageous, you are willing to take calculated risks. Easily hurt by others, you often strike back with bitter sarcasm. Sensitive and curious, you are concerned with the deeper mysteries of human psychology. Once you have become interested in any subject, you pursue it with total fanaticism. Sun is in 12 Degrees Aquarius. You get bored with the status quo and are generally open to new things and ideas. An individualist and a free spirit, your friends are quite important

Top 5 Turn Offs
1. Being sent unsolicited cock pics. I already have an extensive collection. 2. Being begged....ad nauseum....to rate them. 3. Small cocks. I wanna at least be able to feel it, ok? 4. This list sure seems to be about one topic, eh? 5. The opposites of everything on my Top 5 Turn Ons.

Sadness-this Wht Happens
This is what happen's when you're on website over year. You meet people,trust them with you're heart. You get it stomped to the ground. Cause of this I might lose friends and a great lounge. So won't be in there much and if any those true friends from there want me they have my yahoo so they can talk to me there. thanks all love ya sorry for what ever I did that I didn't do.Love u all Rain.

Cleaning Poem
Cleaning Poem I asked the Lord to tell me Why my house is such a mess. He asked if I'd been 'computering', And I had to answer "yes." He told me to get off my fanny And tidy up the house. And so I started cleaning up... The smudges off my mouse. I wiped and shined the topside. That really did the trick... I was just admiring my work.. I didn't mean to 'click.' But click, I did, and oops I found A real absorbing site That I got SO way into. I was into it all night. Nothing's changed except my mouse It's very, very shiny. I guess my house will stay a mess... While I sit here on my hiney.

Jan 7th
THOUGHT OF THE DAY "What an enormous magnifier is tradition! How a thing grows in the human memory and in the human imagination, when love, worship, and all that lies in the human heart, is there to encourage it." - Thomas Carlyle ------------------------------------ WORDS OF WISDOM "I like people who refuse to speak until they are ready to speak." - Lillian Hellman (1907-1984) American Playwright, Screenwriter ------------------------------------ DAILY MOTIVATOR Positive purpose Certain opportunities will come and go. Yet it is never too late and never too early to experience the richness of living with positive purpose. Circumstances change from moment to moment, week to week, and year to year. And in every circumstance there are ways to find true fulfillment. You can always make a difference. You can always make a valuable contribution. By so doing, you connect yourself to life's greatest treasures. For the treasures that bring fulfillment are

I'm Still Working On This One
She forgot how to live Forgot to love She hides in darkness Holds her heart in hands Seeing the blood from her eyes Hears the voice of those who put her there Dark room of madness Feeling nothing Lost You can see hell in her eyes Laugh is meaningless Her thoughts have no ending She lies behind a smile of pain No one knows the laugh and smiles are lies to hide what is real Her looks are deceiving and she is an arties At one time Her eyes like angles in the sun Her smiles can go for miles Her laugh as sweet as summer’s day Her hugs so warm Her voice ever gentle She lights a room with her glow

~*~update~*~
Ok let me just say that this is not because of any one person, but rather to just clear the air! I am not cold bitter person nor am I so miserable that I just stay depressed all the time. Yes, there have been somethings that I have been dealing with that haven't made me to happy but other than that, I am a happy person for the most part. I apologize if that is the way you see me due to my poems, but if you can only see me the way I described above, then you don't know me at all. I have been writing for quite a long time, yes I will be the first to admit that some of the later ones have been kind of down, but contrary to what some might believe, the things that I write comes from the heart but not all of what I write has a thing to do with myself, but it comes out for others around me. I am a great friend to those that I hold close, when they hurt, I hurt. So with this all being said, I want to wish you a great day/night which ever it might be for you. Thanks for taking th

Bill Cooper: "alex Jones Is A Coward And Liar!"
BILL COOPER: "ALEX JONES IS A COWARD AND LIAR!" Body: This is just before William Cooper was murdered. Now Alex is running around safe and sound while a real truth teller is murdered...

Charon
Greek/Roman/Christian A grumpy old man who holds the ferry monopoly across the River Styx. All who want to enter the lands of the dead must pay him or spend one hundred years wandering the banks of the river before he will take them across. He is the child of Erebos and Nyx (night). Dante assigns him to the Inferno, where he operates the service over the Acheron.

Proposal Would Ban Swearing In Bars
Proposal would ban swearing in bars St. Louis-area town considers proposal that would ban swearing in bars The Associated Press updated 4:19 p.m. ET, Tues., Jan. 8, 2008 ST. CHARLES, Mo. - What the ...? A St. Louis-area town is considering a bill that would ban swearing in bars, along with table-dancing, drinking contests and profane music. City officials contend the bill is needed to keep rowdy crowds under control because the historic downtown area gets a little too lively on some nights. City Councilman Richard Veit said he was prompted to propose the bill after complaints about bad bar behavior. He says it will give police some rules to enforce when things get too rowdy. But some bar owners worry the bill is too vague and restrictive, saying it may be a violation of their civil rights. Marc Rousseau, who owns the bar R.T. Weilers, said he thinks the bill needs revision. "We're dealing with adults here once again and I don't think it's the city's job or the gove

On The Hunt
Contact Witoka:Shattered Heart Witoka* Royal Eliet BomberTotal Master Morpher Seeking New Bomber's@ fubar Are Hippie:`InSaNe HiPpIe`co owner of the kingdom of wolves@ fubar Morning Star:Morning Star*Co Owner Of The Kingdom Of Wolves Till Witoka Can Return Spirit Of The Wolf Platoon*Seeking New Bomber's@ fubar Hippie:~`HiPpIe`~co owner of the kingdom of wolves'@ fubar First let me start off by saying thank you for choosing to bomb with The Kingdom Of The Wolve's . We are happy to have all new comer's and hope you All have fun bombing with the Kingdom Of Wolve's ...I might add here you might find a few of my rules a little strange or unfair but I assure you there are very good reason's behind each and every one of them and may have more added as time goes on. Please make sure you read them carefully and if you have any question's no matter how big or small you can talk to your leader. List Of Rule's 1.) NO bad mouthing any other bomber..If you have a problem with any other

Ou Walked Lightly
You Walked Lightly You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don’t know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads, Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter You’re passion my awakening. You walked lightly into my life, And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go, My life is forever changed, Just because you loved me For a moment in time. And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine.

And The S*ht Keeps On Coming....
Well yet again another wonderful couple of days....NOT so I got woke up by one of the cat's yesterday she was totally soaked with Windex thanks to my wonderful daughter, The other cat didn't have as much on her...Yeah my daughter has become really destrucive and has been tearing up shit and getting into shit she's never touched before. So I "grounded" her by taking away her t.v. and making her sit in the chair in her room pretty much all day yesterday except when we had to go to the store. Well I guess she still doesn't understand what DON'T MESS WITH MY CATS means, (I haven't been able to get them declawed yet and don't want her scratched all to hell) because this morning my roommate found her with the other cat and she had wrapped the cord for the blinds around it's neck. Thank GOD he found it before the cat was hurt but now I am going to have to move their litter box and food to my room and keep them closed up in my room at all times because I'm afriad next time she might actually k

I Do
I long for you to hold me. A simple tender touch. Passion burning with in me. Wanting you so much. To simply feel your fingertips. Tracing the curves of my skin. To feel you deep inside me, over and over again. Soft lingering kisses. Your body touching mine. Tingling sensations inside me. Falling in love devine. Whispering I want you. I need you by my side. To make the nights not so lonely. In you I shall confide. Tell you all my secrets. My wants and desires too. My most treasured feeling. Im falling in love with you. Laying in your arms, feeling your warm embrace. The beauty thats with in, The smile on you face. Thats when I awake, to see that you arent there. Im missing you so badly, Love isnt always fair. Im here to save you.... from your daily nightmares. Never again will you have to ask... simply who cares...... .............I do

Him...
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you

Re: Kucinich: Surprise Hillary Victory A "mystery"
RE: Kucinich: Surprise Hillary Victory A "Mystery" ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 11 Jan 2008, 23:05 Kucinich: Surprise Hillary Victory A "Mystery That Needs To Be Solved" Congressman Kucinich stated today that the huge disparity which Hillary Clinton overturned to defeat Barack Obama in the New Hampshire primary was a "mystery that needs to be solved" as he leads the charge for a recount to ascertain exactly how the pollsters could have got it so wrong, or if vote fraud took place. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/january2008/011108_kucinich_mystery.htm

Poems.for.someone.special
NEVER.ENOUGH.OF.YOU You could give me a kiss, that would sizzle to the core; yet I'd not be appeased if you gave me a dozen more. You could hold me close to warm this heart of red yet you'd find that my desire had not fled. You could visit me at night and please me with your touch. yet come the dawn, I'd want you just as much. You could try something old, or something new and improved, yet my hunger for you could never be removed. You could kiss me, hold me, and vow your love so true, but no matter what you do, I'll never get enough of you. Love Spell Every time I look at you my heart skips a beat I wonder if you know, my love, that my heart is at your feet I leave it there for you to do whatever that you wish You could take my heart, and love me, Or just leave me in this bliss. Cinderella I’m standing on the stairs in a magnificent hall Wearing the dress that I bought for the ball It’s long and flowing, sparkling whit

I Don't Want To Steal Your Girlfriend
I was waiting in line at the local 7-Eleven this afternoon when an incredibly beautiful creature suddenly appeared just outside the glass front doors. Tall and thin, her dark hair overly-streaked to appear almost blond, she reminded me in many ways of a stripper. She entered the store with almost cat-like grace, looking this way and that as she did. She made brief eye contact with me, looked away for a second, and then back at me again. Nice. You're interested, or at very least intrigued. Right behind the woman came a bruiser of a fellow, scowling as if his mommy has just scolded him. Almost immediately he noticed me looking at his girlfriend and moved up next to her to put his arm around her waist. Smooth Romeo, very smooth. A tad insecure are we? I rolled my eyes when he glared my way, and looked back at her with a quick smile. She caught it, smiled, and looked to the side - one of the supposed classic "signals" of sexual attraction. Somehow I sensed I'd be running into her agai

False Accusations In Presidential Race. Plz Seek The Truth.
I don't share or discuss much either my opinions in politics as I feel all people have a right to their opinion ---just make sure it is based on FACTS before people open their mouths I feel! For many people it is too easy to hate rather than to understand differences of all people in our big world. Many have written false bulletins which are based on non-factual data as a HOAX.... it is specified even at the HOAX website for all clearly to see. The HOAX website:: www.snopes.com Senator Barack Obama isn't Muslim and has been in a Christian Church here in Chicago for over 20 years. He as a "young" grade school aged child was schooled in a Muslim school only because there were no other options for schooling until he finally was able to go to a "Catholic" school one or two years later...and most of these things are never talked about. Does anyone ever mention his LONGER period in a Catholic school later?? He wasn't Catholic either by association just because he went to a

When Love And Hate Collide
This has been my life story the last year..Many lies told, words spoken in anger.. Not just spoken by me.. All i ever did was tried to show him how much i loved him and all i got in return was ppl who didnt even know me talkin shit...I have to delete profiles bc i have whores comin to my page that are exactly that whores tryin to start shit between me and my husband or my husbands so called friends sendin me emails and shouts tellin me of his supposed indiscrestions.. i also have these same whores creatin profile usin my husband name and pics....i am to my end with these ppl.. i will never stop lovin my husband and he knows that.. so all you ppl tryin to keep us apart go fuck off and die bc i am sick of this shit...if you want to know me come to mississippi and find me and learn the real me but until then dont act as though you know me and dont pretend to be friend...dont get me wrong i know my husband has told lies to make himself look better but if you would have known anything about

New Password
A woman was helping her husband set up his computer, and at the appropriate point in the process, told him that he would now need to enter a password. Something he will use to log on. The husband was in a rather amorous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention. So, when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plainly obvious to his wife that he was keying in... P... E..... N.... I..... S..... His wife fell off her chair laughing when the computer replied: PASSWORD DENIED. NOT LONG ENOUGH...

I Am Never Here Anymore
It seems i have lost myself in a (artsy phase) currently related to all things mario.I spend most if any time on the computer looking at other peoples creations and the other half creating , i do stop in here from time to time so do not be afraid to message me i do not bite :)

Dinah-moe-hum
I couldnt say where shes coming from, But I just met a lady named dinah-moe humm She stroll on over, say look here, bum, I got a forty dollar bill say you cant make me cum (yjes cant do it) She made a bet with her sister whos a little dumb She could prove it any time all men was scum I dont mind that she called me a bum, But I knew right away she was really gonna cum (so I got down to it) I whipped off her bloomersn stiffened my thumb An applied rotation on her sugar plum I pokedn stroked till my wrist got numb But I still didnt hear no dinah-moe humm, Dinah-moe humm Dinah-moe humm Dinah-moe humm Where this dinah-moe Comin from Done spent three hours An I aint got a crumb From the dinah-moe, dinah-moe, dinah-moe From the dinah-moe humm I got a spot that gets me hot But you aint been to it I got a spot that gets me hot But you aint been to it I got a spot that gets me hot But you aint been to it I got a spot that gets me hot But you aint been

If
If i walked up to you and gave you my heart would accept me for who i am and not tear it apart would you follow me to the end, and not even pretend? for i would do this for you, so tht you would have a clue, that u knew i loved you, just for you, would you take my hand in yours, and hold it very tight, would u solve all my rears and hold me this night? would you take me in your arms, and say its alright, and never let me go till the dawn. I would do this for you so that you would have a clue that you knew i loved you just for you would you take my hand in yours, and hold it tight this night, and love me? and love me......and...love...me?

Friends......?
Some people seem with her bad habits so properly to call himself the discovery of a comfortable sofa on which they think to from uncouth fellows to have found a friend, to be able this. Or it is not better. Because the good friends forgotten fast for us. The next time, these have a good friend again. Looking around therefore in good time around enemies. These always remember us. And the most praiseworthy bad qualities repeat us. If we do not enjoy this one already any more. I think. A reliable friendship is based on the balance of giving and taking. "to see what are friends, click on the flowers..." Want one? Go to geocities.com/testiflash - Friendship!

Anger Management
Anger management I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd Forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?" Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f***ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found That I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day, I'd call him up and yell, "You're an asshole!" It always cheered me up. When Caller ID was introduced, I thought my therapeutic 'assh

Thank You
Thank you for coming into my life staring it anew Thank you for allowing me to believe again giving me hope Thank you for accepting me as I am not trying to change me Thank you for watching over me keeping me safe Thank you for mere words are not enough

I See Rite Aid Supports Our Troops Not
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: will u remember 2 4get me or luv me when i am goneDate: Jan 13, 2008 11:43 AMMilitary Is Our Life Date: Jan 12, 2008 7:06 PM"A Man Called Chris"Date: Jan 12, 2008 10:25 AMRite Aid Corporation policy concerning Fallen Soldier Cpl Christopher E. Mason - “is no different than someone’s house burning down”(January 8, 2008) Cpl Chris Mason's mother told Rite Aid's policy concerning the lost of her son “is no different than someone’s house burning down” by Rite Aid Regional Human Resources Manager, while our oldset son still serving in Iraq.The mother of Cpl Chris Mason (Pictured above placing her hand upon a photo of our son).Cpl Christopher E. Mason, pictured above, killed in an Al Qaeda ambush 28 Nov 2006 while moving into position to support his fellow Paratroopers.Freedom Is Not FreeMy wife and I stand at our son's grave site 02-20-2007. Rite Aid management states “Is no different than someone’s house burning down.”After several

Son Of Sam/ Question In Contract Law
In the 1970's New York imposed the Son of Sam Statutes. 40 other states soon followed suit and passes similar laws based on the Son of Sam Statutes. These statutes basically kept criminals from profiting from their crimes by being offered book or movie deals. The statues stated the if a criminal made money from accepting a book or a movie deal then the profits from it went to the victim or to the heir of the victim ( if a conviction was made) . If there was no conviction then the money went to pay off the public defender and what ever else was left went to the defendant. In 1991 after much pressure by criminals and publishers the Supreme Court Ruled that the Son Of Sam Laws were unconstitutional and violated the criminals freedom of speech rights. Opponents of this decision believed that lucrative book deals would cause crime rates to increase because it becomes profitable. So basically the Supreme court decided that even criminals should be afforded their rights to freedom of speech.

Friends,,, Yeah Right
you know what I wanna know, for all of the people who say oh you are so wonderful I would do anything for you, for all of the people that say they want to date me, for all of the people who say they are my friends no matter what and they will be there for me whenever I need them and I am there for them.... where are they now? why aren't they hear when all I need is a hug and someone to help me get through a really crappy day? and for those of you who read this and want to bash and call me a sniveling little bitch.....say what you want I don't care anymore.

For Justin
Justin, How can I begin to tell you "thank you" for all you have done for me? You made sure I was up and ready for my 1st day at work; made sure I got there ok by leading the way, met me for lunch and told me you missed me in the afternoon. When I get home there is this fabulous new office with all my things from my old house in it, just like it was, only better this time, because it's with you, where I want to be. Then we go to dinner, have great conversation and you are so sincerely interested in my first day at work and want to make sure I'm happy there. Hunny, my place is with you; my heart lies with you and I am so thankful that you are in my life. Not a day goes by I don't thank God for you in my life; every night before we go to sleep we always take that few moments to look into each other's eyes, hold each other close and tell each other I LOVE YOU. When I am looking at you I'm thinking how lucky I am, how much I love you, what a good heart you have and I ask God to wat

F*ck It!
Fuck it! Just fuck it all I say.. No point in trying, No point in thinking. Just Fuck it. Screw it all, and forget about it. For it surely has forgotten you. Write it out, in ink, or blood, on paper. Then Burn it! Watch the ashes carry it away to rest upon another's shoulders. Release the stress from your soul, and the burden from your mind. Just Fuck it! Fuck it I say..No point in laying on the cold hard ground, debasing yourself over unchangeable issues. Get the Fuck up, wipe away the tears, put on your big girl panties and march the Hell on..The axis wont stop for you so don't stop for the axis. Sooner or later the sun will shine again, and you'll breathe fresh air into your scorched heat stricken lungs. Just Fuck it! Fuck it all I say..

Mostly True!
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need bot

~*~foolish Girl..~*~
Marilyn Monroe Once Said, " A Wise Girl Kisses But Doesn't Love, Listens But Doesn't Believe, And Leaves Before She Is Left" So Why Is It I Always Love But Fear For The Kisses, I Believe But Never Listen, And End Up Being Left Because I'm Never Strong Enough To Leave? I Guess I'll Always Be The Foolish Girl Because Of That…

My Laptop And My Weekend
crashed. got a new hard drive and nothing... sucks so much. even at firedog they coudln't fix it so they are sending it out to the manufacturer.. :( boohhooo i miss my laptop, not to mention that i'm going to start going bacvk to school the 22nd so it's going to suck to not have the laptop handy (lol handy) my desktop is in shambles really. can't even get onto it w/ using safe mode, which is a bitch in the ass but what can i do. this desktop isn't going back for repairs anytime soon lol so computer problems sucks, i've been dealing since i don't have school for right now but i'm going to be suffering if i don't have it back by next week. :( but on the bright side this semester should be good, i got all the classes i actually wanted and got friday off... yeah amazing lol and i'm in the mood for chinese food.... but it's kinda still breakfast. :P i'll wait until lunch. About this weekend. it's been crazy. but this weekend was tame, but still wild. i ended up making out

Funny
Why is having sex doggie style like driving on ice???? give up??? lol because one little slip and you will fuck up sombodies rearend!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol love that lol hope ya think it is as funny as i do have a great day

What Woman Should Know About Men
things most females don't know --Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! --"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. --Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes. --Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. --Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. --Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're, goin for the lether-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. --A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. --Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. --Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend. --Guys get jealous easily. --Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. --Giving a guy a h

March 14th
You know the drill. Every 14th of February you get the chance to display your fondness for a significant other by showering her with gifts, flowers, dinner, shows and any other baubles that women find romantic. Every Valentines day you rack your brains for that one special, unique gift that will show your wife or girlfriend that you really do care for them more than any other. Now ladies, I'll let you in on a little secret; guys really don't enjoy this that much. Sure seeing that smile on your face when we get it right is priceless, but that smile is the result of weeks of blood, sweat and consideration. Another secret; guys feel left out. That's right, there's no special holiday for the ladies to show their appreciation for the men in their life. Men as a whole are either too proud or too embarrassed to admit it. Which is why a new holiday has been created. March 14th is now officially "Steak and Blowjob Day". Simple, effective and self explanatory, this holiday has been created

Shit On My Mind
whats good ppl well me iam doing ok i guess beside the fact tht iam single and i hate and iam not use to it . i miss being in a realationship but my last realationship i was in shit got ugly towards the end i just want someone who is good and happy with me ya dig. now on to the nexthing iam tryin to get back on top with my money shit being fuck up with out a job is no fuckin fun i tell you tht hopefully tht all cjange this week with a few interview tht i had this week wish me luck

I Am A Rock By Simon And Garfunkel
so true..... and i've slipped away from remembering it... A winter's day In a deep and dark December; I am alone, Gazing from my window to the streets below On a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow. I am a rock, I am an island. I've built walls, A fortress deep and mighty, That none may penetrate. I have no need of friendship; friendship causes pain. It's laughter and it's loving I disdain. I am a rock, I am an island. Don't talk of love, But I've heard the words before; It's sleeping in my memory. I won't disturb the slumber of feelings that have died. If I never loved I never would have cried. I am a rock, I am an island. I have my books And my poetry to protect me; I am shielded in my armor, Hiding in my room, safe within my womb. I touch no one and no one touches me. I am a rock, I am an island. And a rock feels no pain; And an island never cries.

Nurture Your Relationship
Relationships are like gardens. If you tend to your garden with care, attention, and maintenance, it will grow. Give it plenty of sunshine and water, and the seeds will mature into strong, healthy plants. Neglect it and hope for the best, and it will become overrun with weeds. Step on the plants, tear their leaves, deny them love and nutrients, and they will wither and die. If you treat your relationship with appreciation and respect, it will remain strong. If you give it your time , attention, and effort, it will continue to grow with each passing day. However, if you take it for granted and assume it will just continue along as it is, chances are it, too, will wither and die. It can be so easy to take a relationship for granted. Once the "hard part" of finding and creating love is done, many then think they are "set" and turn their attention to other areas. A relationship is a ever-evolving entity that demands nurturing in order to survive just like a garden. It's easy to

My Second Love Story I Wrote
In My Mind It was a dark and stormy night driving down a two-lane road in the back woods of Mississippi. The wind was howling the trees were bending and the rain was blowing sideways. As I slowly make my way towards my hotel, I come across a car turned sideways in the ditch. I get out looking around for the driver, but no one was there. I return to my car, dripping from head to toe with the cold hard rain. I continue down the road when there in the headlights was a young lady walking in the middle of the road. As I stopped the car, she turns and slowly walks towards me, shivering from the cold rain, arms crossed and her body drenched from the rain. I open the passenger door and she climbs inside. Her name was Marie and she was coming down from New York for a new job. As we start down the road, we strike up a conversation. She was new to the area and didn’t know anyone in town. I told her I was heading to the gulf but was staying in town for a few days to take in some of the sites. A

*shall We Take All Our Doubt2fears To A Level Of Enchantment...
Come Join Me now:"As I share a 'Dream'.".. Lay down in the meadow,My Sweet.. Close your eyes, To See Nothin But a Glow... As She Drifts off, to Shadows Slowly, She notices.. Clear in the Distance, as far as the she, Could*Breathe*. Was a shimmer of Enlightment, As The '~AnglRos~" 2 Feed......... Muahxo HHmmmmmm???? whatcha think..

Deleting Fubar
Well just weanted to say thanks for all the friend request but I have a myspace account I made just for Fubar friends and others so if you want to be added her isthe link. http://www.myspace.com/crazy4me61 I will keep this page till the weekend and then Im out. It was nice knowing you all. Izzy :-)

Wouldnt It Be Great
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN, GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of Iraq regime has been co mpleted. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq. This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom, Spain, Bulgaria, Australia, and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign aid to those nations on List 2 ceas

Pray This Even If You Don't Feel Like It!! Will Only Take A Minute.
Dear Lord, I thank You for this day, I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you. I ask now for Your forgiveness. Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You. Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things. Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. And give the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do Your will. Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak... Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others

Heartache From Ex
Heartache From Ex Category: Writing and Poetry You think your always right Well your not Someone else can be for once An I am tired of you Thinking and telling people That I am the bad guy When your the one who cheated first An then turned around lied about it Than controlled me that whole time To make you look good Well I know a lot of things that you don't An it's all about you too You know if you stayed in my area long enough People would have hurt you like you did me I was wrong believing you all that time Cause I got no where with you You know I am expecting you to do the same stunts you did on me to your girlfriend But don't you dare hurt them girls I know a lot about them Than you and your girlfriend do I at least had time for them An made time for them Unlike you and your girlfriend An do not change there personalities they are happy for who they are And also them girls can be emotional all they want I hid myself in the room crying my heart o

Where Can I Stab Myself In The Ears
Where Can I Stab Myself In The Ears I guess I could have sent a letter from the road, with words that always meant more than updates on the phone. The signal's fading fast and the ink is running out. The words look good in pen, but sound better from my mouth. Please hold me tightly, I don't care if I can breathe tonight. Forget these lungs, their jealousy I'm burning out, but I can't leave this all behind Behind your back, talking like knives And I can hardly breathe. Sharpen your tongue the rest of your life, like I cannot believe anything that you say. So you're the fire and I'm the water. I am the balance and you are the color. I won't forget you when we're not together. This is the ending, here's my surrender.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
OK so for those who've been reading my blogs you know I had some trouble with a roommate recently who is not not only not my roommate but can kiss my ass and god to hell for all I care about her. WELL the bitch has now done something to make my life a living fucking hell as if I don't have enough shit stressing me out right now!!!! I'm not going to go into the details but lets just say this is worse then her throwing a cell phone at me and hauling off and fucking hitting me and leave it at that.

Just For Today
I will live through this day only. I will not brood about yesterday or obsess about tomorrow. I will not set far-reaching goals or try to overcome all of my problems at once. I know that I can do something for 24 hours that would overwhelm me if I had to keep it up for a lifetime. I will be happy. I will not dwell on thoughts that depress me. I will accept what is. I will face reality. I will correct those things I can correct and accept those I cannot. I will improve my mind. I will read something that requires effort, thought and concentration. I will make a conscious effort to be agreeable. I will be kind and courteous to those who cross my path, and I'll not speak ill of others. I will improve my appearance, speak softly, and not interrupt when someone else is talking. I will refrain from improving anybody but myself. I will do something positive to improve my health. I will gather the courage to do what is right and take responsi

My Family List
if u find urself was in my family list and now ur not just blame urself for u know never talking to me anymore or just thinking ur hot shit now since ud advance so much u have no time for those who have been here the whole time so whatever to yall ill gladly accept anyone in who wants a real friend and the total oppisite of what i just mentioned

Thought Ya All Would Like This!!!
Today is International Disadvantaged People' Day. Please send an encouraging message to a retarded friend... Just as I've done. I don't care if you lick windows, Screw farm animals, Take the short bus. Or occasionally crap on yourself.You hang in there sunshine. You're freaking special.

Fact Or Fiction?
Fact or Fiction? Here is the game: I make a statement, you decide if it is fact or fiction. You are allowed to search for at least 3 of the answers, but no more! If you believe the statement is fiction, please attempt to fill in with the correct answer. Ready, go: 1) China has the highest rate of suicides. 2) Centipedes have 48 legs, despite having "centi" in its insect name. 3) Mount Everest is the highest mountain. 4) Water is blue. 5) It is more likely that you will get killed by an asteroid than get killed by lightning. 6) Germany created the first concentration camp. 7) There are only 46 states in the United States. 8) The expression "tying the knot" came about after someone witnessing dogs having sex. 9) The seeds are the hottest part of the chili pepper. 10) More splinters killed sailors in the 18th century than cannonballs. Some of those are tricks just to throw you off, too. :-)

Adoption
> > > > > I THINK THE AUCTIONS ARE COOL IF YOU HAVE THE MONEY TO GET IN ONE AND OFFER HAPPY HOURS, VIPS, OR BLASTS TO HAVE PPL BID ON YOU, BUT SOME OF US CAN'T AFFORD TO DO THAT.....SO HERE IS THE THING I WAS THINKING I WOULD DO ... I WILL PUT MYSELF AND OTHER ORPHANS LISTED BELOW UP FOR ADOPTION IF ANYONE WANTS TO ADOPT ME OR ONE OF MY ORPHANS AND BUY THE ORPHAN OF YOUR CHOICE A HAPPY HOUR, BLAST OR VIP YOUR ORPHAN WILL RATE ALL PICS AND STASH AND ADD ADOPTED BY * ADOPTERS NAME *FOR ADOPTING THEM..OTHER THAN THAT YOU WOULD HAVE TO ASK THE ORPHAN OF YOUR CHOICE WHAT ELSE THEY MAY BE WILLING TO DO *WINK* > > NO ORPHAN WILL BE TURNED AWAY...SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE ADDED TO MY LIST OF FU-ORPHANS... > Hugssss & Kissess LOBOSHEWOLF > > > >

Missing You
I understand the things you say, Even though it makes me sad, We sat and had a talk today, I gave you everything I had. Even if you don’t come back, I’ll wait this year for you, Even if this love you lack, I’ll do what I want to do, I’m happy, even if you’ve gone away, I continue to keep this love for you, In hope that you’ll come back to me, on a distant far found day, They think I’m stupid, they laugh at what I do, They criticize and ridicule this love I have for you, It dosen’t matter anymore, nothing matters anymore, The only thing that matters anymore, is the love and what its for, Just know that I will love you, And maybe that is sad to hear, But I will do what I want to do, Even if that means a year. Maybe you don’t love me, And you think this will just be more easy, But I’ll be waiting, in my heart forever, Even if that means my love for someone else, Will end up being never. -Dennis Mayer

My Youngest...
I have been having some struggles with my youngest son. He will be two in June and his father and I have not been together since before he was born. He is often a very loving and well adjusted child in most aspects of life. Several months ago, I obtained temporary custody of my aunt's twin daughters, due to her lack of rehibilitation from a drug additction. It is quite possible that I bit off more than I can chew and brought my sons problems on myself due to new time constraints. Anyways, the problems is that he is causing harm to himself......., primarily banging his head into things; specifically when he is angry and or tired. He bangs his head to the point that he has often caused bruising on his head. My fears are that people will think that I am abusing him, he will knock himself out, or even cause permanant damage to himself. I am at a loss and haven't a clue how to resolve the situation. I do not want my children to be drugged and I am afraid to wait it out. When it happens

Love Poem#3
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. - Courtney Kuchta

I Need Some Ideas
I need some ideas for art. Play the game? So, I have a question: Picture this: you have one wish that can be fulfilled. It can be anything you desire. It can benefit just you or it can benefit your friend, or maybe you want it to benefit the entire world. Do not worry about being selfish. Now, take that wish and compress it into a single object. I do not want to know what your wish is, rather I want to know what object you have turned it into.

Tax Dat Ass..
I hate the fuckn government! (do i have to go on explaining why?) alright fine.. but just for shits and giggles. My main man makes about 40Gs a year so we didnt get that much back. matter a fact out of the 10,000 dollars that they took out for taxes we're only getting about 3,000 back!!! and ................as if thats not fuckn screwing us over enough.. We owe the state 400 dollars.. Im soo fuckn upset. I hate the united states government.. FUCK YOU!! GIVE ME MY MONEY YOU FUCKN BITCH. My tax dollars paying for secret wars around the world..and whatnot. just opened my eyes today.. i dont know i feel like a catholic school girl that just got raped in an alley on the way home.. Violated.. But what you gonna do about it.. nothing what can you do about it....nothing.. just venting thats all.. fuck it.. thanks for reading my faithfull viewers.. leave me some love and your government hater story... laters, siyra

10 Names Lol
1. YOUR REAL NAME. Kascey theresea (unknown) 2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle) kasizzle 3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal) white cat 4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (your middle name and the street you live on) Theresea dewey 6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (color of your underwear, favorite candy ) green resses 7. YOUR JAPANESE NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name.) aahray (wtf) 8.YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (both parents middle name) renee clyde 9. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets) black duke 10. YOUR NASCAR NAME: (the first names of both your grandpas') LeeRoy Jack

Pic Your Pic Contest Hosted By The Watcher
PIC YOUR PIC CONTEST … HOST OF CONTEST IS THE WATCHER CONTEST WILL START WHEN 15 CONTESTANTS HAVE BEEN RECEIVED CONTEST WILL LAST 10 DAYS; THE ONE WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WINS WINNER RECEIVES THEIR CHOICE OF A 7 DAY BLAST OR 1 MONTH VIP RULES ALL CONTESTANTS AND BOMBERS MUST HAVE A SALUTE …. NO EXCEPTIONS NO DRAMA, SCRIPTING, PROGRAMS, HARASSING, DOWN RATING NO NSFW PICTURES IF ANY PROBLEMS ARISE CONTACT THE WATCHER OR GEEGEE PLEASE SUBMIT PIC BY FU MAIL TO THE WATCHER ONLY

Our Are Kids Really Safe?
I want to know what this world is coming too when our kids are no longer safe at school, we have students that tease and tease or bully our kids and there is nothing being done about this. Our teachers won't step in and help and some schools only make it worse by not setting up better punishments for them. every day we see some thing on the tv about another school shooting and we wonder why? why would this kid shoot his classmates well I think if we all really look at this we all know why they do this, they are tired of being pushed around all the time, tired of being bullyed or teased or beat up all the time. I am worried about our kids growing up in this day and age. How can we help our kids be safe? I don't want to be one of thoes parents that get a phone call or hear on the news that there child has been killed by another student. I think that all schools need to step in and really help thoes students that are being bullied all the time before there are more and more school shootin

As I Mature
As I Mature I've learned that you can't make someone love you all you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in I've learned that no matter how much you care, some people are just assholes I've learned that it takes years to build up trust and it only takes suspicion not proof to destroy it, I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes after that you'd better have a big willy or huge boobs, I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others-they are more screwed up then you think I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first the passion fades and there had better be a lot of money to take its place I've learned that 99% of the time when something isn't working in your house one of your kids did it I've learned that people you care about most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones

The Fear Of Satan
People were in their pews talking at church. Suddenly, Satan appeared at the front of the church. Everyone started screaming and running for the front entrance, trampling each other in a frantic effort to get away from the evil incarnate. Soon everyone had exited the church except for one elderly gentleman who sat calmly in his pew without moving, seeming oblivious to the fact that God's ultimate enemy was in his presence. So Satan walked up to the old man and said, "Don't you know who I am?" The man replied, "Yep, sure do" "Aren't you afraid of me?" Satan asked. "Nope, sure ain't." said the man. "Don't you realize I can kill with a word?" asked Satan. "Don't doubt it for a minute," returned the old man in an even tone. "Did you know that I could cause you profound horrifying AGONY for all eternity?" persisted Satan . "Yep," was the calm reply. "And, you're still not afraid?" asked Satan.

Rebound
I'm not the type of girl To stand quietly at your side Pretending I'm all okay With the fact you still love her And openly show it everyday I'm not the type of girl To play second best Go run to her Cause I'm done with this I'm done trying to make things work I won't play these games So find someone who will I'm not going to be the rebound I'm not going to be that girl The one you keep around Just so you can say you have a girl To all your little friends When I come to spend time with you You ask if we can go see someone else I'd take you there Just to get blown off You're using me And I know this all too well Around your sister You're someone else It seems she keeps you in line But when she left You started to change And I don't like who you've become... You say your big on respect Why don't you respect the fact That you're with me Not with her I'm your girlfriend Yet you act like she is You're nothing more than a hypocrite Goodbye Come

Thunder
I flip through the torn pages of January. Shaking, my hands reach, aching for warmth. The sun glares and turns his back. Breezes make the palms sway, tired eyes scan the murder scene. I sketch the criminal. Feeling venerable, I cross my arms and leave. Shadows cast, my running eyeliner marks me, broken. Bright patterns of dusk stretch among the rooted waters. I fall to my knees, submerging cuts and bruises into salt, I curl my fists in defeat. Beauty dies down to sand, brushed away.

Silence
In silence I speak to u I ask the questions you won't answer I tell you the things I can find words for I sing your praises without saying your name I hear the answers you won't say Darkness I can finally see I see what we are here for I can see the beauty of it all I hear the song you sing without saying my name Through the distance I can feel you I can taste your touch I can feel your warmth I hear your heartbeat through the distance For it's inside me

Eating Healthy In 2008
Eating Healthy in 2008 If you’ve ever tried to regulate and maintain a healthy diet, you’ve undoubtedly heard the customary dietary buzz words and phrases. Caloric intake. Saturated fats. Cholesterol. Sodium value. The list goes on and on. Eating healthy – or at the very least trying to eat healthy – can, in fact, be quite a daunting task. The following ten tips will, hopefully, make the task of eating healthy in 2008 seem a bit more manageable. 1. Pay attention to calorie density. Traditionally, experts have told us that a low-fat diet was the key to losing weight and staying healthy. That’s true…but it’s not the whole truth. New research has shown that calorie density – not fat – determines how many calories we consume. That being the case, keep a close tab on the calorie density of the items in your diet…they may or may not help keep the pounds off. 2. Less is Best. This may seem like common sense, but it’s so hard to do sometimes. Some people, when starting a new diet

Inverness Ct 0-1 Rangers
Inverness CT 0-1 Rangers By Colin Moffat Rangers stole the points with a late goal in the Highlands Rangers moved four points clear at the top of the Premier League thanks to a late goal from Jean-Claude Darcheville. The substitute striker prodded a high ball home on 88 minutes, with the home defence slow to react. Rangers' Charlie Adam clipped the crossbar from 20 yards and was denied a goal when Daniel Cousin strayed offside inside the six-yard box. Inverness came closest with a strike from Marius Niculae which was well saved by Allan McGregor. It was a far from vintage performance from Walter Smith's side but, just as they did against Gretna on Wednesday, Rangers ground out a vital win away from home. A subdued first half saw both sides moving the ball around without too much opposition and making little impression in the final third of the pitch. After 15 minutes, Rangers striker Cousin muscled his way past a couple of defenders on the edge

Tattoo Me
Tattoo Me!! Stick the needle in me once again just to take away my pain just to make me forget who i am pierce my flesh make me someone new tattoo me! tattoo me! I dont want to be normal like you make my heart hard as stone make me look as scary as you can just so everyone will leave me alone just so I will be a new man tattoo me! tattoo me! oh the pain it feels so good its like an ultimate high that will never go down look at me now am I really who you wanted me to be? Is this the only thing that can set me free? Of all of my pain of being me why do you think I let them stick the needles into my skin? Don’t you understand that I hate who I am? Why cant you understand that I want to be someone different? How I must hate who I am to try to become a different man you will never get rid of me!! Stick the needle in me once again just to take away my pain just to make me forget who I am pierce my flesh make me so

I Am Sorry!
I am sorry! We make a mistake or say something we shouldn't have said. We know of course that the stormy weather this creates could be alleviated with a simple "I am sorry," but we don't use these words; we prefer to wait a while, thinking that the problem will blow over. But that only makes things worse. There is no better way to clear the air than to say, "I am sorry," and the sooner the better. Isn't it amazing that we are so reluctant to use these magic words? In some families, please is described as the magic word. In our house, however, it was "I am sorry." - Margaret Laurence The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong. - Mahatma Gandhi Bruno's commentary For some reason, we find it difficult to apologize. Those three words seem to either get stuck in our throats or come out sounding fake and insincere. Why is that? Do we think that saying "I am sorry" is an act of weakness? It isn't - it's a sign of strength. We could also look at it

Boredom Sucks!!! (quiz)
Would you makeout with me? [ ] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [ ] Hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A hottie If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] Marry me [] Have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lap dance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Are you going to repost this so i

Something I Wrote About '02 Or '03
Cat's Got My Tongue Cat's got my tongue Got me sprung No I like this 2 much 2 just yet give U some! HUMMMMMMM HUMMMMMMMMM! Like that inanimate thing I can do it in different keys w/ no batteries 2 replace just my face in yer place drive U wild w/ each taste I can taste it 4ever unlike a lollipop when I get 2 the middle I don't have 2 stop HUMMM HUMMMMMMMM MMMMMMM Do U like that? make sure it stays shaved I don't want yer cat 2 scratch But I like the fur balls and and all lick that kittykissyklittyfur clean Updown Upside 69 Don't worry bout mine I want 2 will make U scraem YES! And cream YES! Thighs pressed tightly round my head R U seeing stars? Did ecstasy make U leave yer body yet? And put my fingers where? wherever yer wet enuf sweat and yer juices keep cummin up I think U need a bath Let me draw the warm water lie under the faucet Add the bubble bath take it farther Rub a dub dub dub What do we have here? U and I who cam

Original Writing #3
Tuesday, October 02, 2007 Slightly Random Current mood: optimistic Category: Life when things start to happen you have to go with it go with it and follow it untill it makes you lead because when you transition to leading it shows you have learned from your mistakes sometimes you dont even realize that you have learned a lesson until the situation presents itself you make a different decission then you normally would have made its the mistakes that make you lead and grow and bcome the person you know you are and want to truly be mistakes are our lifes lessons not always neatly packaged with easy to read instructions no... its a time honored fact that mistakes hurt to heal mistakes anger to please mistakes worry to satisify mistakes heed its ugly head to show the beauty within without mistakes we would never learn or grow and the cycle of error would only go on and continue until destruction has taken over and for some of us destruction is all

The Man Rules
Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules " >From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in

Its Erotic Creative Writing...with A Point...comments Welcome!!
I turn you around and loosen your top, reaching inside I easy your tits from your bra cups...and then turn to the sink area...there is a very exclusive oil...that I pour into my hands and reach back inside your top....cupping your breasts I start to stroke and massage them with the palms of my hands....gently squeezing and massaging, circular motions....gathering the whole of each breast in my hands and rolling and kneeding them around and around.....I kiss the back of your neck and whisper and lick your ears....standing behind you, you can feel my cock growing in my trousers....as my hands work your breasts, kneeding and massaging.......your nipples are hard now, and your breath is begining to get heavy..... ......now I start on your nipples....., gently rubbing both of them between my fingers, rolling them backwards and forwards....then pulling them gently, out wards to thier full extent....backwards and forwards...feelling them harden all the time...feeling the areol expand to my to

Re: Attack Dogs Will Seize Upon Mlk Fundraising Total
RE: Attack Dogs Will Seize Upon MLK Fundraising Total ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 21 Jan 2008, 22:16 Attack Dogs Will Seize Upon MLK Fundraising Total Just as the establishment were petrified of Martin Luther King's influence when he began to speak out against Vietnam, the media only dare give Congressman Ron Paul any attention when it's to viciously attack and smear him, which is why the debunkers will be out in force tomorrow when the latest "money bomb" doesn't rival previous record breaking totals. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/january2008/012108_fundraising_total.htm

Through The Night
Another one from a earlier in the year..... Lost and wandering in the dark Alone and searching for a start Don’t know how to begin to embark Upon the path to quiet my heart. Head bowed as I cross the empty street Closed eyes cause my feet to stumble I remind my heart it must beat Or else it is bound to crumble My mind filled with incoherent thoughts Thinking it is all going to be in vain Emotions only hurt have brought Down my eyes pour tears of pain So pull me close and hold me tight Stay in my arms throughout the night Don’t know what I hope to find Can’t say what will bring me peace Trying to open my eyes and not be blind Looking for a way to make the hurt cease Other’s confused with the same plight Familiar faces in twilight fade Fighting the urge to hide in fright To leave this life we have made So many souls don’t know where to go When they are so lost and hurting Everything seems to come so slow When our feelings we are diverting

A Guy Walks Into A Bar In Arkansas
A guy walks into a bar in Arkansas and orders a white wine. Everybody sitting around the bar looks up, expecting to see some pitiful yankee queer. The bartender looks up and says, "You ain't from around here, are ya??? Where ya from, boy?" The guy says, "I'm from Iowa." The bartender asks, "What the heck you do in Iowa?" The guy responds, "I'm a taxidermist." The bartender asks, "A taxidermist? Now just what the heck is a taxidermist?" The guy says nervously, "I mount animals." The bartender grins and shouts out to the whole bar, "It's okay boys, he's one of us!"

Soooo Cornfuseded!!! Lol
Do you ever have times when you're not sure if somebody is interested in you or not? lol I mean, they seem to be but ya just find yourself questioning what their intentions are, if they're truly interested in being with you or are they just being 'nice' and not realizing that they're leading you on? Ever been in that kind of situation? I guess the answer really would be to just ask them straight out and find out and if they don't give you a direct answer then they're not actually interested in having anything with you other than just a friendship ? ?? :-S I feel so lost anymore with the whole 'getting to know' each other thing and/or dating thing, it just seems to be so confusing anymore. I guess that's what I get for being with one man for 17 yrs then deciding that I'd rather be single huh LOL < sighs > eh, anyhow, just something on my lil mind again. lol. Peace, love, hopes n dreams to ya all. :D hugz!

What Words Can't Say
What words can't speak, my love, Cherish, For if one million suns could shine for me, They would shine will all conviction, Upon my face their warmth carress, Would guarantee my thought fullness, And never would I hurt your soul, With harmful word or tethered toll, I'd wash away your tears that flowed, And set aside a new found glow, A glow that would make you smile a new, And keep the bond that we once knew. What words can't speak, my love, I'll grant, To whisper them in undertones, And when the hour draws close near, I'll hold you in my arms so dear, And take away the pain and fear. What words can't speak, my love, Hearts will confide.

My Question For You
Do you think of me cause i think about you i wonder how your doing and to yourself being true i have so many questions i wish that i could ask but every time i get the chance i cant live up to that task im afraid of what you might think when i ask you all my thoughts but there's one thing you must know and that is that i miss you lots though i feel you made a mistake when you decided to go i feel like i should be there for you and for my pain not to show i know in my heart we are no longer best friends and even though i hate it reality is everything ends Even though you chose a guy over your entire life i have to accept your decision but it does hurt like a knife one more thing before i go and before i start to cry i wanna know how u could leave without saying goodbye

New Drugs For Women
DAMNITOL Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. EMPTYNESTROGEN Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out! ST. MOMMA'S WORT Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. PEPTOBIMBO Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception. DUMBEROL When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. FLIPITOR Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers. MENICILLIN Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such lethal lines as, 'You make me want to be a better person. ' BUYAGRA Injectab

Friends And Family Part 1
imikimi - Customize Your World I see you laying there not an word or an song Coming from your lips , There is only slience and the sound of your heart beat , I touch your hands hoping you may give me Squeeze, but I feel nothing as you sleep, But I ask myself could I have loved you more, Is this just an bad dream that does not go Away, For I only feel sadness and pain, to know that God is taken you away I ask myself why? can he not find another Angel and leave you here with me, I know that we must say good-bye and that God waits at the other end, So spread your wings and feel the breeze for An angel in heavan is what you shall be, For someday my love we shall meet For an angel in heavan is what you shall be, The angel I must set free....

Another Example Of Lack Of Respect For The Dead (when Will This Fucking End?)
Okay, so most of you that know me personally, know that im a man who has respect for the dead. When it comes to something like that, I respect that person for who they were, and what they did with their life, and this is certainly no exception. As most of you kow by now, actor Heath Ledger was found dead in his New York apartment due to a possible accidental overdose. He was a great actor; one of the best of our generation. Every movie of his i've seen, i really enjoyed. Not to mention he plays the Joker in the upcoming Batman movie, which looks amazing. Anyway, im off my point. I found out about this watching Headline News. And within an hour of his passing, they were basically coming up with every possible crackpot theory to his death that would make him look bad, like suicide, etc. They even gone as far as saying, and im quoting, because i honestly could NOT make this up: "while researching for his role as the Joker, he delved into the Joker's psyche, and seeing this demonic charact

This Is So Awesome :)
Hey whats up anyways so i joined this like investing affiliate thing and they give you 100 dollars to join and free also its awesome because its like a investment and there is no money out of ur pocket. Anyways for every person you refer you make 20 dollars so you dont have to do no selling or no buying whats so ever and 2010 you get payed on whatever you have built up or you can get payed before that its pretty cool so check it out. http://www.wealthtoolbox.com/?ref=lowlowride523540@aol.com

Careful Waht You Say/do! Too Funny!
Va. Student's Snow-Day Plea Triggers an Online Storm By Michael Alison Chandler Washington Post Staff Writer Wednesday, January 23, 2008; A01 Snow days, kids and school officials have always been a delicate mix. But a phone call to a Fairfax County public school administrator's home last week about a snow day -- or lack of one -- has taken on a life of its own. Through the ubiquity of Facebook and YouTube, the call has become a rallying cry for students' First Amendment rights, and it shows that the generation gap has become a technological chasm. It started with Thursday's snowfall, estimated at about three inches near Lake Braddock Secondary School in Burke. On his lunch break, Lake Braddock senior Devraj "Dave" S. Kori, 17, used a listed home phone number to call Dean Tistadt, chief operating officer for the county system, to ask why he had not closed the schools. Kori left his name and phone number and got a message later in the day from Tistadt's wife. "How dare y

Never Choke In A Restaurant In The South
Two hillbillies walk into a bar. While having a shot of whisky, they talk about their moonshine operation. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. And, after a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says, 'Kin ya swallar?' The woman shakes her head no. Then he asks, 'Kin ya breathe?' The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no. The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up her dress s, yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the Hillbilly walks slowly back to the bar. His partner says, 'Ya know, I'd heerd of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver' but I ain't niver seed nobody do it!'

How To Keep Your Hump Machine Intact
HOW TO INSTALL A HOME SECURITY SYSTEM IN THE SOUTH 1. Go to a second-hand store and buy a pair of men's used size 14-16 work boots. 2. Place them on your front porch, along with a copy of Guns & Ammo magazine and your NRA magazines. 3. Put a few giant dog dishes next to the boots and magazine. 4. Leave a note on your door that reads: Hey Bubba, Big Jim, Duke and Slim, I went for more ammunition. Back in an hour. Don't mess with the pit bulls - they attacked the mailman this morning and messed him up real bad. I don't think Killer took part in it but it was hard to tell from all the blood. Anyway, I locked all four of 'em in the house. Better wait outside. Cooter

Today In Baseball History
Today in baseball history Between the stock market disintegrating today, Super Bowl stuff and very little actual baseball stuff to discuss, I came across this tidbit on Baseball-Reference's TIBH section: 1997 - All-Star first baseman Don Mattingly officially announces his retirement at a media conference in Yankee Stadium. (so long, Sucker) And then this: 2003 - Former Minnesota Twins backup David Ortiz is signed by the Boston Red Sox, where he will start a successful and productive career over the years for coming. (Hello, Redsox Dynasty)

Baby Gift
I've had alot of people ask me about wanting to get a gift for the baby so if you would like to here is a link to where you can do so. http://www.toysrus.com/ControllerServlet?registryNumber=68124496&target=search&personType=giftGiver&searchForPerson=primReg&whereTo=viewRegistry&x=88&y=6

My Thoughts On The Death Of Heath Ledger
I'm honestly at a loss of words right now. I can't believe another young actor is dead. at only 28 heath ledger was found dead at his home of what police are saying a possible drug overdose. {accidental so far}. But, still I haven't felt this down since hearing the death of brandon lee, anohter favorite actor of mine. I have posted some pictures of ledger in what will be his final screen performance, portraying the villianous joker in 2008's Batman The Dark Knight. fill free to check them out as well as the trailer for the film at www.rottentomatoes.com thanks for everyone that read this. -cheers

Anyone From Ny??
Just wondering if theres anyone from NY on this site compared to the others lieke stinkin Myspace or whatever. It also seems like the hottest babes on here are not even from NY well if ure from NY/ NJ check my page rate me do whatever you want

Natural Health Healer
Hey whats up everyone i am going to list the natural meds you can get from gnc or any other health place that will help you if you are depressed,back pain.nerves and anything related or other things but i will tell you what to but and how many to take and the best brand. you need to buy from gnc or a health store l-tyrosine 500 mg take 1 to 4 a day B-12 1000mg take 1 to 6 a day B-100 mg complex = 8 B vitamins so take 1 a day Vit.c-power 2500 mg take 1 a day Vm-75 multiple vitamins the best brand is Solgar try to stick with that brand any questions message or comment me thanks

Baby Bitch
Its been a while since Ive seen you smile But now youve come back again Came into the room and you saw my girl And you asked her how long its been A year she said and you shook your head Said Im surprised its gone on that long Baby, baby, baby bitch For words I am at a loss Baby, baby, baby bitch Im better now please fuck off What else you gonna say when while youre back on your stay Maybe something, maybe nothing, well see Its just too bad, youre beautiful I guess I wasnt for you and you werent for me Baby, baby, baby bitch Please slip back into yourself Baby, baby, baby bitch Go conquer someone else People say, how beautiful, how sweet, how kind Youre perfect, youve got nothing to hide But i, for one, have seen the sun And the bitch that youve locked up inside Got fat, got angry, started hating myself Wrote birthday boy for you babe Now Im skinny and sick and paranoid Without a cent to my name Baby, baby, baby bitch Fuck you, you stinkin ass ho

Gotta Luv Lil Old Ladies Sometimes...for My Work Friends!
Next time you use a pair of rubber gloves, you're going to smile when you think of this: A dentist noticed that his next patient, a little old lady, was nervous so he decided to tell her a little joke as he put on his gloves. 'Do you know how they make these gloves?' he asked. 'No, I don't,' she replied. 'Well,' he spoofed, 'there's a building in Canada with a big tank of latex and workers of all hand sizes walk up to the tank, dip in their hands, let them dry, then peel off the gloves and throw them into boxes of the right size.' She didn't crack a smile. 'Oh, well. I tried,' he thought. But five m inutes later, during a delicate portion of the procedure, she burst out laughing. 'What's so funny?' he asked 'I was just envisioning how condoms are made!' Gotta watch those little old ladies! Their minds are always working

Some Good News And Other Updates
They moved Kiley back up to the pediatric epilepsy from ICU tonight. She is still going good with no seizures. Thank you to all that have been praying and for your continued prayers because she's still not out of the woods yet but at least there is more light in this part of the woods! Plus my sister isn't as down as she has been this break Kylie's getting has been really good for Mandy too. Sarah still isn't doing well please keep praying she is really weak right now and needs God's strength right now to help her keep fighting. Also please add Erica to your prayers she's my best friend's cousin and they found tumors in her uterus and are still waiting for the test resluts back on them.

A Poem
I wish you happiness in all you do. Where ever life takes you whatever you do. Keep the smile on your face shining bright and true. And know in your heart I'm smiling too. There will be ups there will be downs. Just so you know I will always be around. To love , support and pick you up if you fall down. Our friendship is real, honest and true. It will last FOREVER don't you know.

Re: Ron Paul Shunned In Blatantly Unfair Msnbc Debate
RE: Ron Paul Shunned In Blatantly Unfair MSNBC Debate ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 25 Jan 2008, 13:50 Ron Paul Shunned In Blatantly Unfair MSNBC Debate According to those that recorded the time afforded to each Republican candidate during last night's MSNBC debate in Florida, Congressman Ron Paul was again given the least coverage, being allowed to talk for less than a third of the time and receiving less than half the questions compared with Mitt Romney. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/january2008/012508_paul_shunned.htm

Ensign: Growth
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 25 January 2008 "And Jesus grew in wisdom and stature, and found favor with God and man." (Luke 2:52) The information the New Testament gives about Jesus' life from shortly after His birth to the beginning of His public ministry is scant with one major exception. When He was twelve, Jesus traveled with His parents Joseph and Mary to Jerusalem for the passover feast from their hometown of Nazareth and in the hustle and bustle of the city Jesus got away from His parents. When they found Him, He was in the temple and the teachers of the Mosaic Law there were astonished at what He said and asked. Joseph and Mary, like any parents, cared more that their Son -- actually, God's Son -- was safe. What He says to them may have seemed to

Lost In Your Eyes
today i gazed in your eyes..and suddenly, i felt myself fall into them.....my body swirled and spun out of control, my mind was filled with only you, my passionate dreams were only of you...the love in me filled you and you held me in your arms, i suddenly realized that i didnt want to get found by anyone but you....and yet there we are together....holding each other and not letting go..this is why...am so lost in your eyes, only to be found by you.

Need Help
help these girls out~!thay wanna level up :P '¢¾¢¾ON¥Î ONLY KIM AKA DOWN CHICK P¬ÁOUD M¥ÎM¥ÎBE¬Á OF CLUB FA¬Á' member of SISTERS 4 LIFE aka ' Micki"Blue Eyes" {Dirty South Crew}' (repost of original by 'Micki"Blue Eyes" {Dirty South Crew}' on '2008-01-25 20:18:33')

Today On World Rock Radio
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Should Of Done This Ages Ago
we all get those lame lines in the shout box ive decided to copy and paste the best and worst of my shout box experience.... Uneedatowel?: u gave me an erection and I didn't get anything for you! that was so sweet of you

Disappearing Language
Fw: Disappearing language I knew almost all of them... > > I came across this phrase in a book yesterday ..."FENDER SKIRTS". A term I haven't heard in a long time and thinking about "fender skirts" started me thinking about other words that quietly disappear from our language with hardly a notice. > Like "curb feelers" and "steering knobs." > > Since I'd been thinking of cars, my mind naturally went that direction first. Any kids will probably have to find some elderly person over 50 to explain some of these terms to you. > > Remember "Continental kits?" They were rear bumper extenders and spare tire covers that were supposed to make any car as cool as a Lincoln Continental. > > When did we quit calling them "emergency brakes?" At some point "parking brake" became the proper term. But I miss the hint of drama that went with "emergency brake." > > I'm sad, too, that almost all the old folks are gone who would call the accelerator the "foot feed." > > Did

Love Is A Secret But A Wonderful One.
More Sexy Comments & GraphicsThe secret of the love is the deepest mystery of man, he loves once, his heart includes and grasps the complete universe. What the pearl for the mussel. This is the love for many a woman heart. His only treasure but also his only incurable illness. Why not also for men? A nature whom we love and admire. Make forgotten that been sad it. Still has a greater attraction for noble souls well but to give the first feeling of the luck to the spring cheerful soul of the still unchecked. Almost no more egoism at all is in such a love. The love of the soul, not the love of the senses is. But come this not too short. If these are our senses anyway, this one us feel letting. So it surprises well hardly anyone. The hormones behave of fallen in love as if they were on a fairground and this at the sex they drive a switchback. And this is as is well known a really exciting feeling.

My Hero
My hero For my Dad you have been there for me if i wanted you or not you meant everything to me and i know it might not have shown but you are my only hero you kept me on the right path you opened doors and you pushed me high so that i could fly as far as i could go i know we argued and i know we bickerd but through all and all it ended the same you knew me more than i know me you showed me thingsi'd never seen i know that to you i meant everything but did you know you were my everything? you gave me all i have and showed me what i don't you keept me humble and you keept me true but the best you did is let me know what i did and no matter what i did you' were still there you were the only one who has stayed with me stayed by me and loved me through all these things are the reasons why you are and always will be my hero you were and always will be my Dad my Hero MRRCP 2008

Upon The Internet
We met upon the internet, My heart you did not have yet. I sit and wait each day, for the song my heart will soon play. Of laughter, love and tears, You have washed away all my fears. To be my lover and see so deep, I now know why I don't get much sleep. I have waited through all these years, To find something to hold so dear. And now I know I'll never be Blue, For I have found a true lover in you. your my lover my life my everything i love you darling forever and ever my darling to be soon love you more than life and if i could take my life to let you live i would in a breath miss you so much my darling cant wait for you to be home to wrap my arms around you and make us both feel whole

First Time
Always for the first time Always for the first time Hardly do I know you by sight You return at some hour of the night to a house at an angle to my window A wholly imaginary house It is there that from one second to the next In the inviolate darkness I anticipate once more the fascinating rift occuring The one and only rift In the facade and in my heart The closer I come to you In reality The more the key sings at the door of the unknown room Where you appear alone before me At first you coalesce entierly with the brightness The elusive angle of a curtain It's a field of jasmine I gazed upon at dawn on a road in the vicinity of Grasse With the diagonal slant of its girls picking Behind them the dark falling wing of the plants stripped bare Before them a T-square of dazzling light The curtain invisibly raised In a frenzy all the flowers swarm back in It is you at grips with that too long hour never dim enough until sleep You as though you could be The same exce

Worth The Pain
We were best friends from the start It's been ten or eleven years. Who would of ever thought I'd cry so many tears? The laughter through High School Always kept me going. The love between the two of us Never stopped growing. Graduation came And we went our separate ways. Two years later, we met again... Oh my, what a day! I fell for him so hard That I couldn't find myself. Lost in so many emotions I didn't know what I felt. It was great for a while Then I started to back away. I took him for granted Our relationship began to decay. After trials of tears and fighting He decided it would be best, If we went our separate ways And put our love to the test. We tried again to work things out But it simply didn't work. And now my pain and selfishness Continues to stay and lurk. What if I'd been more open And cared a little more? Would he still love me enough To not walk out the door? My regret is that I let Our friendship slip a

My Friend Mike
Hello everyone i was just informed yesterday that one of very close friends was taken to the hospital while having a seizure. they have since found a tumer on his brain that is good sized and needs imediate attention! he goes in for surgery tom so i am asking all of my fu family and friends to keep him in your prayers. he has a 2 month old baby boy and a loving wife he is only 26 years old. once again thank you to everyone!!!!

A Moment Like This
A Moment Like this Lyrics What if I told you it was all meant to be? Would you believe me, would you agree? Its almost that feeling that we've met before so tell me that you dont think Im crazy when I tell your love is here and now. A Moment like this. Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this. Some people search forever for that one special kiss. I cant believe its happening to me. Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this. Everything changes, but beauty remains. Something so tender I cant explain. Well I may be dreaming but til I awake..Can we make the dream last forever? And I'll cherish all the love we share for a moment like this. Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this. Some people search forever for that one special kiss. I cant believe its happening to me. Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this. The speed of waiting love of all. I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall. So let me tell you this. Some p

Chasing Cars
We'll do it all Everything On our own We don't need Anything Or anyone If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words I said too much They're not enough If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads I need your grace to remind me to find my own If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see I don't know where Confused about how as well Just know that these things will never change for us at all If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just

Broken
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain ‘cause I’m broken when I’m open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough ‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain ‘cause I’m broken when I’m open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough ‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away ‘cause I’m broken when I’m open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough ‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away

John Loughton Wins Big Brother: Celebrity Hijack
John Loughton wins Big Brother: Celebrity Hijack A young Scottish politician was tonight crowned the winner of Big Brother: Celebrity Hijack, bagging himself a £50,000 prize. John Loughton, 20, from Edinburgh beat Emilia Arata, 18, from Birmingham, to win the new Channel 4 reality show. He received 53.9 per cent of the vote to Arata's 46.1 per cent after guaranteeing his place in the final on the very first night. Viewers of the broadcaster's latest twist on its signature reality show had been voting since last Friday for the winner. But the programme has not received the cult following which has built up around the show in the past. Last year's Celebrity Big Brother opened with 7.1 million viewers on Channel 4 alone. Celebrity Hijack, however, launched earlier this month with a combined total of 3.4 million viewers on Channel 4 and E4. Apart from the simulcast on both channels for the launch, the show was then only broadcast on E4. Channel 4 bosses

Eels
My life is revolving round this band at the moment - after getting the two cds and the book recently, we now just managed to pick up two of the last half dozen tickets for their show in Cambridge in March! W00t w00t!!

The Weakest Link
In case anyone who happened to notice my thing the other week about auditioning to be on The Weakest Link is curious, I got a letter yesterday saying I'd been shortlisted for the show. Which is cool. Still no guarantee I'll ever get on, but it's still cool.

You Are Invited To The Grand Opening Of The Body Shop Lounge!
http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=54360 Copy and paste in the address bar... The lounge is a S&M / bikers lounge. For right now I have hip/hop music but am looking for old time rock and roll and help would be great! Please stop by and get a free drink when you join! plus the 1st 30 member get a free gift! I am hiring greeters and bartenders! Also bouncers! any one wanting a lounge job just let me know! TYVM~Donna~ All members get a special ID tag! Made special for the lounge members only!

Razorblade
Razorblade oh razorblade, you're what i call love never selfish, you're always there for me fullfilling my needs giving me exactly what i want you ease my greedy heart when she longs to feel satisfied u never dissapoint me u dont ask anything of me you've seen me at my darkest and still u never leave me oh razorblade, i can see u across the room u shine so bright u look so tempting i cant wait to be releaved this sickness haunts me your the most powerful being in my life you're the only one i can rely on i'm always enough for you. you can always ease my tortured mind. so, make me bleed make me free make me feel make me love. i wont ever stop. you are part of me. just let it bleed.

Qoutes
The mirror sees the man as beautiful, The mirror loves the man; another sees the man as frightful and hates him, and it is always the same being who produces the impressions." De Sade "Only childish people imagine that the world is what we think it is" C G Jung "Reality can never compete with fantasy in a world where fantasies control basic value systems" Wilsen Key "The chief source of disorder in society is the hypocrisy of those who pretend to be virtuous, on the one hand, while all the time behaving contrary to their pofessed beliefs." Plato, The Republic "Our deepest fears reside just behind the everyday and the bland." John Berger, The Sense of Sight "Common sense must be jarred into uncommon sense. A major service mathematics rendered humanity over the past century was to put "common sense" where it belongs, on the topmost shelf next to the dusty botle labeled "Discarded Non sense." Eric T. Bell "The most da

What Girls Don't Realize
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-- how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong

Living Will :)
MY LIVING WILL Last night, my friend and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the Computer, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch.....

Men Suck
I spent two damn years with someone in a relationship that was going nowhere before I finally decided to give up and bail and what happens? He gets married 10 months later to a girl he was "just friends with" when we were dating. Why do I even bother wasting my time?

Liquid
I wrote this about 3 years ago.. why do you make me feel this way? / you said this would only ease the pain. / you said it would only hurt for a moment / my mind is racing and pacing / thoughts of you / a life filled with a liquid that brings peace at a price / rushing away the faint memories of a life lost / people forgotten / This is the pain of losing you / I'm losing my grip on me / please don't go / what did you do to me? / why do I feel this way? / the pain passed, I longed for more / my stomache is full of the cocktail you gave me /

Fubar Costs Money
i sit back and watch this site day in and day out,an i finally realized something,are you people really that desperate enough to spend money on here to become a VIP,buy a ticker spot or a BLAST or pimp yourself out to someone to actually get them to buy you a blast,dont get me wrong i enjoy FUBAR,but not to the point i am going to give my hard earned money to them,everything they charge for on here is basically free on MYSPACE and another thing,people on here are so vain to the point,that if you rate their pics,become a fan of them they wont even give you the time of day.

I Fell For It Again
I had closed the door upon my heart and wouldn't let anyone in I had trusted and loved only to be hurt but that would never happen again I locked the door and tossed the key as hard and as far as I could My heart was closed for good Then you came into my life and made me change my mind just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find that is when you held out your hand and proved me wrong inside your palm was the Key to My Heart You had it all along

Lost It
I feel there is a thing called Love out there.I just don't know where..If you do find it grab it and hold on to it.Cause its so hard to find.Take and worship it and cherish it for ever.Never let anything stand in your way.But of All things take and Love it with all you heart and let them know that they are your Love no matter what.And always keep the line of communcation open between the 2 of you.I know I did have it and let it go...But I won't ever again.He has my heart and soul.And its his to keep.I don't want it back.With out him love is just a 4 letter word and Its best that way.....So find it an hold it forever......

Alone
Alone Tonight, I'll struggle with everyday issues alone. I'll close the door and shut out the light alone. I'll let my hair down and crawl into bed alone. I'll cover myself up and pray alloud alone. I'll lie in the dark and stare at the cieling alone. I'll count all of the shadows and block out the sound of cars alone. I'll turn on my side and look at the wall alone. I'll reach out for you and I'll still be alone. I'll call out for you and I'll still be alone. I'll cry out for you and I'll still be alone. I'll love you with everything in me in the cold, hard dark of my room and I'll do it all... alone.

Date Night
Well i went on the date and it was freakin awsome but i locked my keys in the car and froze my ass off...all in all great fun we shall see where it goes lol So to all of you who voted yay on dating thanks...i did want to puke from nerves but it was worth the fun...and he was pretty hot lol on another note i am very thrilled cause i have lost 4 pant sizes and 4 pantie sizes so i feel pretty good about my getting skinnier ass lol Love to all

A Thank You A Big Thank You
just wanted to say thanks to one of the best on fubar TO GEEGEE THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU DO TO HELP ME FROM MY GIVEAWAYS TO GETTING ME TO FUKING! THANKS SWEETY:) Terry HERES HER LINK! ~Padame~GeeGee~Lieutenant of the Confederate Bombers~Fu-Wife to Obiwan~The Watcher Captain Of Confe@ fubar

Come See.
This is the link to my online store, for now. I know it does not have all the best items, nor what I really wish to ultimately carry. If you could at least look around and maybe even help me get things going. http://www.saveavenue.com/dlsherman/ And for those who might wish to endeavor to start their own webstore, you may use the following link to look into it. http://www.arealbizopp.org/dlsherman/

A Thousand Fair Suitors
A Thousand Fair Suitors A thousand fair suitors all stab at your heart Those poets of movement and jockeys of art The high-volume vendors who hustle romance Splashing their canvas with color and dance The blasters of trumpets, gold banners unfurled They offer lush gardens in glistening worlds Yes, bearers of torches and carvers of stone Who whisper their sonnets and surrender their thrones And there in your doorway, no shadow is cast No lingering voices, no ghosts from the past Just a cluster of walls, and a window of pain Collecting the heartache like droplets of rain Still I stand before you, with palms to the sky No gold in my pocket, no thorn in my side And all I can offer, where words have no place Is a body that trembles, and this love that awaits

Kitty Litter And Plungers
You know what? I just don’t think I can take much more. It’s been a crazy couple of months, but I really felt like I was keeping on top of things. But it always seems to be the small, bizarre things that finally put you over the edge. I run home for a quick cup of coffee. And you know how it is. You look around and try to figure out which household chores you can get done in 45 minutes. Throw a load of laundry in. Sweep the kitchen. And cook up a pound of hamburger to go with "God knows what". But my 15 minutes of "me" time are soon over and it’s time for the next errand. It's time to pick my daughter up from basketball. Grabbed my purse and ran out to the car. And of course plow into the garbage can backing the car out of the garage. This is no big deal in the grand scheme of things. It’s just a chunk of plastic. But I say a quick prayer that the bags didn’t break open, as I will be dealing with a large amount of kitty litter if they have. Nope, all is well, but I do have to

Peace Of Mind Eludes Me
The sun shines in my window, sliding through the blinds to grace my eyelids. The room is alight, the shadows hide beneath me. I am nothing, I am air. The chords in my head are striking my silence, my nonexistence. They sing to me, they lie to me. I need to escape the music that impales me with its disturbing cries of memory, its blood of reminder. Earplugs are out of my budget, and I am lost in my past.

Life
wat makes life worth livin?when u lost the one thing or person that means everything 2 u.why stay an live w/the pain.that hurts us so much.when your alone u have nothin 2 do but sit an think.wat could have i done different.wat do u come up w/the more u think the more it hurts.

One Of Many Desiresa
I love what it is like to take all of you inside of me. It is in your eyes It is in your touch It is in your movement. Love. Who needs to sleep when our nights are like this? With the moon, the stars and the sky When you take me in your arms Laying your body so close to mine. Love. I want to lose my mind inside your head I want to know you and you me. I want and need to understand the mystery Of who and why we've become one. This is only one of my many desires... Love.

Every Woman....
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. a youth she's content to leave behind.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal, that will make her guests feel honored... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... < BR>a feeling of contro

Just An Update
Just so everyone knows.. I am not ignoring anyone... I got a new position at work and I might not be on as much.. I will return love as soon as I can... I do have new pics up from my party Sat and I would like to thank everyone for the birthday wishes!

Ron Paul 2008
Ron Paul 2008 Go to Obama supporters go to Hillary supporters and go to McCain and Romney and Huckabee. Offer them the truth. Know your candidates so you can stand true a small debate with others. Dont fight, just become the solution. We need to do this because once other candidates drop out, we need there help. Act now Ron Paul 2008.Ron Paul 2008 Why Obama isnt JFK. The Difference between Ron Paul and Obama. http://www.myspace.com/paul

Plz Read And Pray
I Just got a phone call today saying my grandma is dieing. She chould go anyday. She has all ways been there. I know everone die. But I know the next faw weeks for myself and my family is going to be hard. So i am asking for ur prays. And if I am not on you know I am dealing with my grandma right now. THANK TO ALL MY FRIENDS ANGEL

About Erotica
This blog will be my shares of Erotica Literature I have collected over the years. I have had alot of people ask me to share it and so the sharing begins. I hope everyone will enjoy the stories and will come back to read more as the stories unfold and are shared.Thanks for taking the time to read my blog. ayasha

S'more To Go!
“The world lay at her feet. Though those who appeared on the twelve monitors couldn’t see who they spoke with, they knew they spoke to their Empress. Their Empress, her whom they had pledged their lives, offered their fortunes, and prostrated their honors to was only seen from the ground up, for they lay at her feet.” The first paragraph of chapter five in my novel “Progeny” is another scene, like the one I shared Saturday, where the Empress is the main character. I’ve deliberately tried to keep those who follow her from sounding like brainless thugs; many of this adversary’s most faithful servants are who we would call the movers and shakers of life. The lesson here is that your grammar doesn’t have to be perfect (one, because most people don’t speak Standard Written English; two, because I just typed the paragraph into Microsoft Word and see that “couldn’t see who they spoke with” in sentence two should be “couldn’t see WHOM they spoke with”) and that you should make a perso

22nd B-day
i turn 22 on sat. and it seems like the only thing thats good about it is the number.the higher the number the older you get and the older you get the closer you get to dying. If you think about it when your 18 you get to drive without a chapparone,have sex without get harrased out being under 18 and you can smoke legally.when you turn 21 you can drink legally.there is nothing to look forward to besides living now.

Why Am I To Blame
I hate liers and fakes and those that talk about you behind your back.If you can't tell me in my face than keep your mouth shut, Than when i confront you about it dont lie to me. tell me straight up what you said and why that you said it , And than i wont be your friend anymore because you cant be trusted and if i dont have trust in you than dont need you,. If i cant rely on you when i need it than i dont want you . I have a life that i need to take care of i have kids that need me and i dont need all the bull shit i am just tired of it all im not a lier or a thife

Season, Reason, Lifetime
Many of us are fortunate enough to have friends who are a consistent part of our lives throughout all our ups and downs. However, sometimes others we consider friends appear to enter, then depart from our lives for reasons we try to, but don't always, understand. This piece nicely explains the flow of people in and out of our lives. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the

A Bunch Of Crap
Well I found out a few days ago that my hubby wasn't going to be able to be here by the 6th. Then I find out that maybe just maybe he will be home by the 12th. Once again I am sitting here waiting on that call telling me that he is back in the states and all is good. In all honesty I have mixed emotions about all of this cuz one minute I was looking forward to seeing him by now and then I have a big let down because of the weather. I am mad about the delay but I understand that we can not control what the weather is going to do. I don't know I am upset that he isn't here yet but at the same time I know he will be here at some point this month. I am in a way hoping that he is here for our two year anniversary. Everyday and every night I am lonely and depressed but I try my hardest not to let it show when my son is awake or when my friends or family is here or I am talking to them. I know I have to be strong for my son and all but all of this really does take a toll on a person when a

Mrs Partridge Part 2
Hello again me dears, welcome to masters home. I guess you want latest gossip. Well let’s see what we got. Well I guess your be wondering what happened to our “dainty maid”, oh my goodness the dainty maid, ha she ran off with the drunken pig. After everything that master did and that’s how she repays him. Has for Mr Granger he still has me running, bless him he means well but by heck he runs me ragged. “Oh Mrs Partridge, come ere give me a big wet one” as you can see I’m trying hide my lips as well as my bloomers and its hard work. “Mr Granger, not now please I’m cooking masters supper” and yes master still has that pig supper, and you can still hear him snoring, keeps me awake. But tonight I’m cooking for two cause master has his son staying. “Mr Lumpston” that’s his name, and right now I could lump him. Never have I met such an arrogant man in all my life. “Bring me my tea, bring me this bring me that” I mean the mouth of such a man; I turned to him and gave him a right Partri

Meeting New People!
Well, I must say I've been here a few days. And I've really like the site. I've Have talk to alot of new people and really think I can make some great friends here. I've really enjoyed the time I've had so far and looking forward to much much more. I really enjoy the lounges I've joined some really great people in the group. I've really like how people come out and talk to other people that's for sure. So those that read my Blogs.It's been great so far and it's nice to meet everyone so far.

Cwp
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To My Baby Maine_ Mama
rose's are red and violets are blue the only thing in this world that means the most to me is u no matter what throught the good and the bad times u will always be considered mine and from that i call u the angel in my life and soon i will ask u to be my wife so that way we can never be apart my heart is yours for the taken ill never take u for granted and will always have u in my life i love u baby forever and always till the days in this world end and from where i stand that is forever....this is my dedication to u baby the girl that i have fallen in love with the girl that has taken my heart and locked it away so it will be safe. love u maine_mama

Uk Police Say Blast Killed Bhutto
UK police say blast killed Bhutto British detectives investigating the death of ex-Pakistani Prime Minister Benazir Bhutto say she died from the effect of a bomb blast, not gunfire. Detectives from Scotland Yard were asked by Pakistani President Pervez Musharraf to examine the circumstances surrounding Bhutto's death in December. Pakistani authorities attributed her death to a suicide bomb blast, but Bhutto's family rejected that theory. They insisted she died as a result of being shot by an assassin. TV pictures that emerged after Bhutto's death on 27 December appeared to show a gunman firing shots at the Pakistani opposition leader as she stood through the sunroof of a vehicle during a rally in Rawalpindi. The police report confirmed that shots were fired - but said they were not the cause of death. It said after discharging his firearm the attacker had detonated explosives. "The blast caused a violent collision between her head and the escape hatch area

Tag... You're It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I don't always follow the rules. 2.I like science stuff 3.I have my US Coast Guard License 4. I am an executive chef. 5.I have lived in the South for 17 years but still sound like a Jersey Boy 6.I love animals 7.I suck at karaoke!! 8.I l am addicted to caffeine 9.I hate cold weather 10. I have undiagnosed A.D.D. I have tagged:don't know yet!

The Valley ... Part 1 Second Half
The Valley by Leviticus He got off the horse and helped us both to our feet and then stepped back to take in our appearance. I don't think I have ever been this embarrassed. Here was a good-looking guy and his first sight of me was when I was naked and gagged and bound in rope. I just wanted to hide under a rock. "Are you okay?" he asked us. We nodded; I didn't dare look him in the eyes. He walked behind Melissa and undid her gag. She moved her jaw slowly once he pulled the ball out, getting it used to movement again. "Thanks…" was all she could manage. The rider was looking at the gag, then at us. "You aren't in trouble, are you?" It was more of a statement than a question. I shook my head and Melissa said no. "You're just out here for fun?" "Yes," Melissa replied, "it's kinda hard to explain." The guy just shook his head. "I know all about these kinky games, and I can recognize a couple of devotees when I see them. Why don't you tell me about it?" "Er...I don't suppose y

My First Contest
I'm in my very first contest!!! runs from today to febuary 29th. I'm askin all family,freinds, and fans to please help. giving 1,000 fubucks for every 100 comments-just send me a private message when your thru posting them Just click the link below and BOMB, BOMB, BOMB TYVM EVERY1 I LOVE YOU ALL MY SIS IS IN IT ALSO--PLEAS SHOW HER LOVE TOO

Love
LOVE is the only emotion that can give as much pain as joy and some times at the same moment as well. We learn love from our parents first and foremost and if we have siblings from them as well and as we grow from relatives and friends but when it gets down to it what are we looking for? ( A small child is awakened by a bad dream they look around the room and they cant see their parent thy call out “daddy or mommy” or they just start to cry in comes the parent who sits down on the bed and picks up and holds the child who is automatically feeling safe comfortable secure as a child we can feel all those things no matter how our parent acts as long as there is a time that they hold us we can feel it) but as a grownup we have a very hard time finding the same feelings we search for it in others but seldom find it or it never seems to last long, then off we go again looking and looking but seldom finding that “one” who we can feel does love us that much like a sixth sen

Only On The Internet...
I have not been an active member of any website in a long time, nor have I honestly ever been that active. The reason I have the "level" I do on here, is that I've been here for about two years now. Honestly, I don't even know what the levels mean, nor do I really care. Recently though, I've seen a lot of "back and forth" about someone on this site, being charged about a baby's death. I don't know this person, I don't know the story, and quite frankly, I don't need to know, because that ain't what I want to talk about. What I came on here to talk about, is the Internet itself. Here you have impersonators, you have people in fantasy worlds, you have liars, you have cheats, and you have people that want fame on a website. Some people value this site, another site, any site, more than their own real life. It seems that the only viable accomplishment is becoming popular on here. I've got a lot of people on my friend list on here, and like I said, I've been here for 2 years almost. How m

My Sweet Little Angel
To my sweet little angel,way up above I send you lots and lots of love God visited us a little while ago He took you away and left me so With a broken heart I now live And for that ~ I just cannot forgive So empty inside, yet so full of pain What ~ did he expect to gain? I shouldn't be angry with ~ him "above" And I'll try not to be for you my love I'm sure he's taking good care of you With his Angels in heaven too It hurts so much to know you are gone I think of you all day long I know that you are in spirit somewhere And you'll continue to grow with care I want you back but I know it cant be So for now , in my dreams I shall see Your precious face ~ how beautiful you are Your spirit so close ~ yet feels so far My sweet little angel way up above You have a place in my heart so full of love I wish you were still ~right~ here within my soul ~ I know you are near

Buffalo Wings
Buffalo Wings 5#’s chicken wings Sauce ½ cup butter (1 cube), melted ½ cup + 2T hot pepper sauce 2 ½ T paprika 1 ¼ t salt 1 ¼ t cayenne pepper ¾ t pepper Combine sauce mixture and reserve 1/3 cup sauce for later use. Put chicken wings in zip lock bags and evenly pour sauce over wings. Seal bag and set in fridge to marinate for a few hours or overnight. **note this is a spicy dish, so if you don’t want them too spicy you can reduce the hot pepper sauce. Lay marinated chicken wings in a baking pan or cookie sheet with sides. Bake at 350 for about 20 minutes. Brush wings with reserved sauce and place under broiler. Broil for about 4 to 5 minutes per side, stopping to turn and brush with more sauce. Serve with celery sticks and bleu cheese dressing or ranch dressing.

Sometimes...
...work really sucks. I have to be up at 2 am for work. Leaving the office at 3. Driving 3 hours to work for maybe 3, then driving 3 hours back. 6 hours travel (only 4 of which are paid) for 3 hours in store. ...gr. I'm cranky.

Nickelback Rocks!!
Nickelback is a hard rock band formed in Hanna, Alberta by Chad Kroeger, Mike Kroeger, Ryan Peake and then drummer Brandon Kroeger. The band is one of the most renowned of the modern post-grunge genre, along with groups such as 3 Doors Down and Black Stone Cherry, performing in a slightly more radio-friendly manner of audio apart from the traditional 1990's grunge music era. Although the founders of the band hail from Hanna, Alberta, a small town east of Calgary, they are now based in Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada. The band's name originates from the nickel in change that band member Mike Kroeger often had to give customers in his previous job at Starbucks, and would frequently say "Here's your nickel back". The band is signed to EMI at home and Roadrunner Records for the rest of the world. Their hit single "How You Remind Me" from their third album Silver Side Up reached the top on the Canadian Singles Chart and the Billboard Hot 100 at the same time. This makes them the

Bitches, Haters, And Hoes.....
Society is full of them....the unhappy souls who feel the world is against them in one way or another....the bitches....the haters....the hoes. Do you know someone like that? Do they make your life miserable? Lol...even on the internet... You know whom I'm talking about...your fraudulent friends who cannot defend their own opinions with reasoned arguments so therefore they resort to character attacks on you. Someone who speaks badly about you or takes negative actions in an attempt to create problems for you. One who will either verbally or physically inhibit another's "game" primarily due to jealousy, envy, animosity, bitterness, resentment, and contempt. A hater will exhibit one or more of the aformentioned traits but usually it stems from something much deeper......INSECURITY. A hater will smile to your face while stabbing you in the back. Are they that insecure in their own skin that they need to attack someone's character for no reason? In a world full of haters...the bitch

I...am...ok...
Alrighty. I AM OK!! after the emo ranting blog i posted the other day, i felt an extreme need to un-emo myself to my friends out in fu-land... i can at least say i am better than i was before. the guy i dated but stayed friends with is a lying sack of shit. but unfortunately i can't simply kick him out of my life. we have too many mutual friends, my photographer uses him as a model, and we do work at the same community theater. so i guess the most i can do is just try to stay friendly with him. i refuse to be one of those people who makes their friends choose who to hang out with. and if he makes the effort to rebuild his friendship with me, then i will meet him halfway and consider what he says and does, but i make no promises about the outcome. and the other guy...i just can't be friends with him. end of story. i'm not gonna sit and listen to him talk about his new wifey-poo and the baby and know that he told me that he wanted to end up with me instead of her. that just do

Black Monday
Tom P. Brady, Black Monday, a booklet published by the Association of Citizens' Councils (1955) "Black Monday" is the name coined by Representative John Bell Williams of Mississippi to designate Monday, May 17th, 1954, a date long to be remembered throughout this nation. This is the date upon which the Supreme Court of the United States handed down its socialistic decision in the Segregation cases on appeal from the States of Kansas, South Carolina, Virginia and Delaware. "Black Monday" is indeed symbolic of the date. Black denoting darkness and terror. Black signifying the absence of light and wisdom. Black embodying grief, destruction and death. Should Representative Williams accomplish nothing more during his membership in Congress he has more than justified his years in office by the creating of this epithet, the originating of this watchword, the shouting of this battle cry. Black Monday ranks in importance with July 4th, 1776, the date upon which our Declaration of Indep

Uh, Thanks Ben...
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1: I get up in the afternoon. I wake up every hour before 12 and go back to sleep. 2: I don't like the colour orange much but I buy things just cause they are orange - including amps. 3: I dream about killing people. 4: I refuse to believe in the way of the nationstate and I am a globalist, believing in the removal of national, state and provincial borders. 5: I want to commit tree-terrorism. This involves using natures gifts, plants, trees and creepers to demolish buildings over a long period of time. 6: I place more value on the way of natures selective order than I do on human life. 7: I despise the concept of drugs, t

Tag
This is attempt #2...my last one didn't take for some reasion!!! I have been tagged 3 times!!! Thanks Blondie, Arkham and Justa!!! So I am listing all 15 names here!!! Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1-I can be a royal bitch 2-I love to be loved 3-I want to be held 4-I love my kids with all my being 5-I want to be more than just a mom 6-I am taken but willing to sell my man to the first person who will take him lol 7-I love my coffee 8-I love to laugh 9-I want more out of my life 10-I am glad this is the last one!!!! Shylo Whoda Joni Razz Angel

Let It Go Ty Whoda
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don’t want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can’t make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn’t mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over And you’ve got to know when people’s part in your story is over so that you don’t keep trying to raise the dead. You’ve got to know when it’s dead. You’

Joke...oldie But Goodie - For L
Ed Zachery Disease A woman was very distraught at the fact that she had not had a date or any sex in quite some time. She was afraid she might have something wrong with her, so she decided to seek the medical expertise of a sex therapist. Her doctor recommended that she see a well-known Chinese sex therapist, so she went to see him. Upon entering the examination room, Dr. Chang said, "OK, take off all you crose." The woman did as she was told. "Now, get down and craw reery, reery fass to odder side of room." Again, the woman did as she was instructed. Dr. Chang then said, "OK, now craw reery, reery fass back to me." So she did. Dr. Chang shook his head slowly and said, "Your probrem vewy bad. You haf Ed Zachary Disease. Worse case I ever see. Dat why you not haf sex or dates." Worried, the woman asked anxiously, "Oh my God, Dr. Chang, what is Ed Zachary Disease?" Dr. Chang looked the woman in the eye and replied, "Ed Zachary Disease is when your face rook Ed

Protector
Protector Words tormented I feel your pain, I do not know, it is insane why purity, is dark arrows goal, a Star so bright, a beautiful soul. There is no reason why this should be I lift the sword I shout “to me!” To battle darkness in all its forms, that threatens our Star with winter storms, to shield from enemies twisted swords, to deflect the evil, of poisoned words I’ll stand alone and bear the flame to spare our Star, to end the game To protect the righteous I’d gladly bleed we stand together in direst of need and when fears battle is at an end my friendship, my hand, I will extend When battles horn, dose resound, call on me I’ll be around.

Little Known Things About Me
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun! 1. I love my car, she is my baby.... and no i did not name her 2. I am very good at what i do with both my jobs. I love my jobs. 3. I love my mom's Lasagna, but she only makes it once a year on christmas 4. My hair gets messy pretty easy cause i don't use any product in it to hold it in place 5. If I had enough money to choose anywhere to live I would choose a house on the water right here on Long Island 6. I still talk to the girl I was supposed to marry many years ago 7. I like rain and thunderstorms. I used to watch them on the beach in florida out over the water when i was younger. 8. I am very fast at witty combac

Auction
Auction starting from Feb. 12th-march st. iF YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER: 1. SEND ME A LINK TO THE PIC YOU WOULD LIKE TO USE. 2. TELL ME in a private message WHAT YOU WOULD LIKE FOR YOURSELF LIKE WHAT YOU WILL OFFER. 3. ENTRY FEE OF 1000 FUBUCK to me 4.YOU SEND SEND ANY PIC.

A Lil About Me.
SO WHO AM I? I was born in Ontario, Canada. I moved back and forth between the U.S and Canada for the first 8 years of my life. Living on an Indian Reserve was Heaven and Hell. (my mother is Cherokee and Blackfoot and my father is African-American and Chippewa). I have an Associates degree in Military Warfare and Science. 12 Years Army man. Never married but came damned close. Something about the bride sleeping with the best man the week before the wedding just turned me off to it. Oh well. Can't win them all but damn it feels good to get even. LOL Here are the 20 questions for you. Is this enough about me? 1. Height/Weight/Eye Color? I am 5'8", 215 lbs.(NO I AM NOT FAT JUST CHECK OUT THE PICTUREs), with brown eyes, and a shaven head. 2. Occupation? Workin my butt off!. 3. Ambitions? Just to accomplish my goals that I've set. 4. Children? I have 3 boys. 2 are of blood and the third I am raising. As if that mattered. All three are mine. They are

Poem
BACK IN THE ARMS OF LOVE back in the arms of love forever home to stay with you the rose of love blooms every day back in the arms of love never again to stray where aching hearts and tears haved moved away darling forgive me for being a fool for i know how close i came to loosing you back in the arms of love where the skies are crystal blue and every day is spring cause of you darling forgive me for beeing a fool back in the arms of love back home with you

Profile Of A Conservative
Jingoism, Nimbyism, lack of empathy Money is what matters, so let's spend it and stash some away for ourselves, then when somebody asks where all the money went, point your finger in any direction other than yourself and shout, "HE did it!" They talk a lot about family values, but if you fall on hard times, you shouldn't expect any help from the people around you. It's not just family values, conservatives talk about a lot of things, because talk is cheap. The main gist of it is that they are important, and they don't want to sacrifice any of their comfort for anyone else. If you mention someone who isn't doing so well to a conservative, they make up reasons why that person is undeserving of compassion. This is strange, because they almost without exception claim to be christians. (read that as: I go to church, so I'm a christian. I don't have to take any of the teachings on board that don't suit my xenophopia or self-interest.) A lot of conservatives like to make up stori

Tagged By Bluedemon
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Im Part Of An MC(if you dont know what that is then too bad for you) 2. My best friend on fubar is BSL(if you dont know you that is tough luck) 3. Im secretly kinda falling for my best friend. 4. I have an strange obsession with anything that has to do with the Raiders or Monkeys 5. I love 2 bake....mostly pies and cookies 6. If it wasnt for a certain someone I'd probably be living in the streets or dead. 7. My real life best friend doesnt know that he would have been my baby daddy. 8. I know Im beautiful in my own way, somedays I wish I was the kind that stops random men in the streets in their tracks.

I'm A Terrrible Liar
i gotta tell u someting, i can't take much more of this, to be honest I really dont know what it is about you and i really wann find ou waht that is, to find that secret taht u hide, welcomin me inside... cuz i'll tell u something if u share ur thoughts with me, what do u really see when u peer inside of me, tell me what u see, im i really what u thought of me, is that the secrete taht u hide, that u dont wanna share, that secret glance u never thought i'ld care, is that what u hide from, is that what u hide from me cuz let me tell u now, i really cant help myself, no matter how hard i try, something things arent meant to be, that lover deep inside wasn't meant to see the light, he should have never cried or tried to be heard out, i really dont know why he kept yelling for u i'm not attrateced, but he keeps callin for u, its not ur beauty, though i cant compare, it's not ur kindness, which keeps me so warmi simply dont know why i keep him caged inside, im not good at this, i

Tag Your It!!!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun! 1. I like to talk allot 2. I love butterflies 3. I hate when promises are broken 4. I love mine new car 5. My little Bro will be up in a week 6. I hate mine ex husband right now 7. I love mine little man allot AKA (mine son) 8. Right now I'm sad about something 9. Mine Divorce will be final in 90 days 10. I LOVE being outside... Passed on too Seatown Settlefireman38 BigbadMac SeattleDrummer Tdubbs

My Awesome Wife Made This For Me
I lay in wait trying to dream But the thoughts in my head continue to scream I miss him so much my heart begins to flutter My chest tightens as my lungs start to shutter I begin gasping for air in a panic I toss and turn with this manic Can not control this feeling inside Without you near me my soul has died I stretch my hand and reach for my covers Wishing it was the warm hand of my lover My eye can not help but to escape a tear Such a strong connection between us, I can almost feel you near So close to you but yet so distant However our love always remains persistant I'll be home soon.. I love you baby and miss you so much

Why Are Some Men So Stupid?
Some guys think that their friends are 'pussy whipped' if they are helpful around the house. Hell women are expected to do it, sit and watch the football game and wait on his buddies all with out complaining. Most women I know also have full time jobs outside the house, and then come home to ANOTHER full time job at home. Cooking, cleaning, and taking care of a family with kids and get no appreciation for it except on a few days out of the year; birthdays, anniversaries, and valentines day (and that’s if they can remember). Mom’s are expected to be the kids chauffeur to all school activities, doctor appointments, help with bake sales and the more support for their kids when the bully from school beats them up. We also have to be the calendar for everyone; kids birthdays, school events, baseball games, everyone in the families doctor appointments. But let us forget their birthday they whine and cry like a 2yr old that you just put in the corner. Some men need to wake up and realize

Starting A Coven
So, you want to start a coven... This is a good read for anyone considering forming a coven or group, or just examining your personal conceptions of power. Looking At Yourself Before you go a step further, take a good long look at your desires, motivation and skills. What role do you see yourself Playing in this new group? "ordinary" member? Democratic Facilitator? High Priestess? If the last -- why do you want The job? The title of High Priestess and Priestess are seductive, conjuring up exotic images of yourself in embroidered robes, a Silver crescent (or horned helm) on your brow, adoring celebrants hanging on every word which drops from your lips... Reality check. The robes will be stained with wine and candle wax soon enough, and not every word you speak is worth remembering. A coven leader's job is mostly hard work between Rituals and behind the scene. It is not always a good place to act out your fantasies, because the lives and well-being of others are involved

Tagged: What To Do..
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1. I hate Dogs. 2. Scarlett O'Hara is my herioness. 3. I eat potato chips everyday. 4. I think my son hung the moon. 5. I like to dance on the coffee table. 6. I swear by Mary Kaye products. 7. Docca & Gavvana is what I smell like. 8. Little things mean alot to me. 9. There is nothing more peaceful then the sound of the ocean. 10. My weakness is exspecting the good in all people. I am Tagging 5 people, they are... ☆~Bran Muffin☆Fu Wife & R/L GirlFriend to Dj Dragon my King☆Dancer@DarkShadowsRealm April aka '~*~°£î₧På£00°~*~ R♀gûë'§♥Æ£îëñ/ĐΩ/Ťonĝue Çõllë

Happy V-day To All!
happy Valentines to everyone, hope your days goes well, what do women with two hands do? Start showing a Southern Gent some FU-LOVE! Come on ladies, rate and comment a brothers page! Click the link and the video here! I am Johnny Price * Fu-Hubby of Hotpantz76*@ fubar

To Those That Care
I am having knee cap replacement surgery on 02/26/08. I will be in the hospital for 3 days. For anyone that wants an update please look under my family list and contact Mrswlfgrl. As many of you know, she is my room mate.

Dale Earnhardt Jr.
Well how about the bud shootout, hell yeah man. Its been a long time waiting to see Jr. back in the winning circle, but its still hard to see him not driving the number 8 car. All i got to say is that if he wasnt motivated before, well look out all u Jr. bashers, HE'S BACK and this time he will be winning a lot of races this year.

Vday Blue
So i guess its totally true... as much as i try to not believe it. Kindness gets you nowhere..Some ppl in this crazy uncivilized world have huge hearts and would give the world to the one they love even if they dont have it to give. But its a shitty thing that it cant be given back in return, or even appreciated. Then you sit back and think why is this world so unforgiving and mean... because the ppl with these huge hearts give and give... only to realize one day it does no good any fucking way.. So why try, and slowly become cold hearted. I asked a friend last night... Would u rather have a not so pretty girl that will love you no matter what ur flaws or a hottie that will break your heart eventually? His reply is "i dont know." it was a stupid question to ask already knowing what the answer would be but hoping for the more reasonable answer. its funny how one day the love is there and then the next they call u there bestfriend. Amazing how things can change in the blink of an eye. I

Valentines Day
AS I SIT ALONE AGAIN ON THE MOST ROMANTIC DAY I WONDER WHY IT HAPPENEND IN A MOST UNUSUAL WAY WE BROKE UP YESTERDAY WHICH JUST HAPPENS TO BE MY EX-WIFES BIRTHDAY SEEMS STRANGE TO ME I DON'T KNOW IF SHE KNOWS JUST HOW MUCH I LOVED HER OR JUST HOW MUCH IT HURTS OR HOW MUCH I THINK OF HER I THOUGHT A BRAND NEW START BUT NOW THERES PAIN INSIDE MY HEARTS BEEN RIPPED APART THE FLESH STRIPPED FROM MY HIDE A DARKAND DREARY PLACE WHERE I AM ALL ALONE LIFE JUST ISN'T FAIR HOW MUST I ATONE RANDOM THOUGHTS OF AN INSANE MIND THE PEACE I SEEK SOLICE I CAN'T FIND

Face Lift
This women of forty, being a rather vain person, decided she needed a face lift. With her pocketbook as large as her ego, she went to several plastic surgeons before choosing the best money could buy. The doctor assured her that he could make her look young for many years because of a new technique he used. After the operation the doc told her that he had put a screw behind each ear that she could tighten as needed to keep her fresh young look. The woman was pleased for several years until one morning when she noticed bags under her eyes. Furiously she stormed into the doctor's office demanding to know why there where bags under her eyes. The doctor replied, "Lady those aren't bags, they're your tits, and if you don't stop turning those screws you're going to have a beard!"

V-day Or D-day
it's always the same for me.. i break up or something goes bad right before or on v-day! it's a horrible, depressing day. even if i dont break up, there are all kinds of broken expectations.. not to mention the weather feels like zombie town outside! and on top of it all.. im freaking horny and all women hate me, lol. but DEFF, thanks to all my nice friends on here for makin it better~

I'll Go On Loving You
ALAN JACKSON LYRICS "I'll Go On Loving You" When I look into your soft green eyes When I see your delicate body Revealed to me as you slip off your dress I'm reminded what I feel for you Will remain strong and true Long after the pleasures of the flesh Then I'll go on loving you I'll go on loving you I'll go on loving you Me in the rain or the wind Or the moon up in the sky The spin of the earth or the change of the tide I don't know what brought us together What strange forces of nature Conspire to construct the present From the past Then I'll go on loving you I'll go on loving you I'll go on loving you

Man Sues Jail After Double Amputation
Man Sues Jail After Double Amputation Posted: Feb 15, 2008 04:00 AM Updated: Feb 15, 2008 04:32 AM FEATURED VIDEO Man Sues Jail After Double Amputation Russell had knee surgery a few days before being taken to jail. He claims his medical needs were ignored by jail staff. Russell's feet were black with gangrene and his temperature was 84 degrees when he was hospitalized. The Creek County Sheriff's Office told The News On 6 they expected a lawsuit would be filed. MORE LINKS Russell Mounger's lawsuit A Green Country man sues the Creek County Jail for $30 million. In an exclusive, News On 6 crime reporter Lori Fullbright reports doctors had to amputate both of Russell Mounger's legs after he says jail staff ignored his medical needs. It all took place inside the Creek County Jail. The case sounds unbelievable, a disoriented, sick man allowed to languish for days, only being rushed the hospital

Retards And Cyber Sex
queef727 (2/15/2008 2:13:02 PM): hey sexy Robin (2/15/2008 2:13:20 PM): hello queef727 (2/15/2008 2:13:26 PM): how r u Robin (2/15/2008 2:13:42 PM): I'm ok and you? queef727 (2/15/2008 2:13:49 PM): kinda sad Robin (2/15/2008 2:13:59 PM): how come? queef727 (2/15/2008 2:14:15 PM): cuase today is my bday and i wont get my wish Robin (2/15/2008 2:14:20 PM): which was? queef727 (2/15/2008 2:14:38 PM): to have cyber sex Robin (2/15/2008 2:14:54 PM): then, you need to re think your wishes... cuz, real sex is way better queef727 (2/15/2008 2:15:50 PM): i know but i wanted cyber sex i like that everyonce in a while but no one will help me n iam sad now it sux Robin (2/15/2008 2:16:07 PM): well, dont know what to tell you... i think it's stupid. queef727 (2/15/2008 2:16:24 PM): queef727 (2/15/2008 2:16:46 PM): can you help me please for my bday u dont have to do anythin just talk dirty pleaseeeeeeeeee Robin (2/15/2008 2:16:58 PM): my suggestion is, go hunting online like on fuba

A Little Piece Of Heaven
1. Do you ever cut things out of magazines and make stuff with it? I used to when I was a kid. 2. Do you have a favorite type of pen? Yes, blue Papermate. I only write in blue. 3. Did you know that May 16th is National Piercing Day? Nope. 4. What does the 4th text in your inbox say? "You up still?" 5. What was the last thing you highlighted? The previous person's answer to the last question. 6. What color are your bedroom curtains? White. 7. What color are the seats in your car? Dark gray. 8. Have you ever had a black and white cat? No. 9. What is the last thing you put a stamp on? Bill for work. 10. Do you know anyone who lives in Wyoming? No. 11. Why did you withdraw cash from the ATM the last time? Car payment. 12. Who was the last baby you held? Oh wow...my nephew and that was about 7 years ago. 13. Do you know of any twins with rhyming names? No. 14. Do you like cinnamon toothpaste? Yes. 15. What kind of car were you driving 2 years ago?

Sleep In Jeffrey, Sleep In Jeffrey
Ok, sing the first verse of “Silent Night” and you’ll see what I mean. I was taking the kids through the mall last Sunday while Martha and Mary were shopping for some clothes in JCPenney’s when I brought them into the adjoining Christian bookstore, Gideon’s Trumpet. I caught a glance of their name cards display, the one where you find wallet-sized cards that tell you a person’s name along with what it means and a Bible verse. I knew Sarah’s name meant “princess” and had deliberately chosen that when I was still in Florida, well before I met Martha. I read Jeffrey means “heavenly peace”. I like that; Beloved (that’s what my name means) was pushing Princess and Heavenly Peace in a stroller. Until Sarah really didn’t like her front seat and wanted to walk, so I let her. We do carry a harness I can have her wear, but she doesn’t like it and neither do I; besides, the mall was pretty sparse for a Sunday, so I let her walk herself as long as she held Daddy’s hand. She likes that, and

Look Out For The Last Story....it Will Knock Your Socks Off
Author and lecturer, Leo Buscaglia, once talked about a contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child. The winner was: A four-year-old child, whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman, who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his mother asked him what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy just said, 'Nothing, I just helped him cry.' ********************************************* Teacher Debbie Moon's first graders were discussing a picture of a family. One little boy in the picture had a different hair color than the other members. One of her students suggested that he was adopted. A little girl said, 'I know all about adoption, I was adopted.' 'What does it mean to be adopted?', asked another child. 'It means', said the girl, 'that you grew in your mommy's heart instead of her tum

Cherokee
The blood that courses through my veins Runs true to the Cherokee. I am the blood of my people. I am Cherokee. The trail that my forefathers walked, Saturated in their tears, The trail has become my trial I listen with their ears. I heard the wailing of the Cherokee Proud of the salty tears, I cry the tears of the Cherokee Even after all these years. I walk the trail that they cried, I hear their voices frail, I bear the blood of the Cherokee. Damn this worthless trail. 'Trail Of Tears' of the Cherokee, Long remembered in shame. I cry out for the Cherokee. I wear the Cherokee name. Hear me loud and hear me clear, No head hung in sorrow... For I am the proud Cherokee Waiting for tomorrow. I will regain what my forefathers lost. I will stand and show my pride. And all the spirits of the lost Cherokee Will be standing at my side. I am the proud Cherokee. You'd do well to remember my name. In the name of all Cherokee My rights I do reclai

Looking
We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens, We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze, Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes, Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name, We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt, In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know, But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold, Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind, With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell "real" people, but tell someone we must, So we turn to the 'puter, and t

Whoa!
Okay so I'm new.. go figure right. I am curious about a few things... ~ What is up with this stimulation overload? These colorful banners constantly going across my screen make me feel like I'm going to have a seizure... ~ What is up with all the freaky scary profile pics? Is this some sort of demon lair that I've stumbled upon? ~ And why does everyone seem so hell bent on getting their profiles rated a 10? Is that all you people do here.. grovel for profile ratings? Okay so that was the only two things that I really had to get off my chest... I just had to say it.. but damn it no one is here to hear me... so you all can suffer my ramblings. Shake n Bake! "Well Dick here's the deal,I wake in the morning and I piss excellence.. I mean nobody can handle my stuff. I'm just big hairy american winning machine if you ain't first you're last!"

Re: We Are Change Vs. Prothink
RE: WE ARE CHANGE vs. PROTHINK ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: America First Date: Feb 16, 2008 10:22 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Khanverse Date: Feb 16, 2008 8:26 AM one has a national budget in the tens of thousands of $$$, the other operates on peanuts and proof. see for yourself, who's more effective? OR a video doctored with laughs where a real incisive response is conspicuously missing? or immediate, direct, forceful, and CORRECT response right on the spot? hmm.. the writing is on the wall.

Wal Mart
A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. The Wal-Mart Greeter said pleasantly, "Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?" The woman stopped yelling long enough to say, "Hell no they ain't! The oldest one's 9 and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or just stupid?" "I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am," replied the greeter. "I just couldn't believe someone would sleep with you twice. Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart."

Need Giveaway Bombers?
We can help you! Here's how it goes. Send a message (or leave a comment) to the home page {{H&L BOMBERS}}@ fubar Include the link to the pic that you need bombed and the amount of comments needed and what you are bombing for. Your request will be discussed and you will receive a message from the home page if we accept or decline along with the fee we will be charging. Payment to the home page is expected at that time Here is a breakdown of approximately what the fees will look like: blasts & Happy Hours & vip ------- 75,000 fu-bucks for 7 day blast or month VIP 250,000 fu-bucks for 30 day blasts or 3 month Vip 500,000 fu-bucks for Happy hour ~*~TIPS ARE APPRECIATED*~*

Tinglies.
Euphoria (Greek åὐöïñßá) is a medically recognized emotional state related to happiness. Technically, euphoria is an effect,[1] but colloquially the term is often used as a standard term of emotion to mean "intense", transcendent happiness combined with an overwhelming sense of well being. When you lay there and you feel that tingly feeling and that dizziness that makes you smile.. Amen for the hustler store....and porn.

Fu - Really
this is my second day on the FU. so far it is interestin - only time will tell though - heard this place rawks - got and invite - took it and seen a lot of people - what i want to know is - why call it fubar - i was in the military and this place dont seem to be fd up beyond all recgntn - seems like a cool place to me - am i wrong or are there a lot of people here that dont appreciate fat people call me crazy if yu want (works for me) but i like being big, fat, large, obese - i like my body - so what's up with you haters fatman002

Starlight
how much longer do i have to wait how much longer do do i have to search so that i can be able to find the light i know its inside me ive lived in lonelyness surrounded by people ive never been able to love well maybe cus i dont even love myself when u see a starlight keep it in your heart its the soul of a person tht was able to give his own love when u hear a child ask why the sun comes and goes tell him cus in this life there is no light without dark if you;re able to return with a smile a betrayal if you are able to give ur hand to the one tht with his own pointed u out dont grow roots in one place move you re not a tree thts why you have two feet the wisest person is the one tht knows that his home is as big as he can imagine the best day is when the soul has hunger and thirst dont forget whats learned never stop to comprehend surround yourself by good ones and ull appear to be a good one to surround your slef by wise men and youll learn somethin

How
how could you be this way, all those horrible words you say. i never meant to fall for you, knowing that our love will never be true. i gave you my heart, but you torn it apart. how do i forget your face, how can i forget the place. how do forget your smile, the way i fell it will take a long while. how can i forget the day, the day you took my heart away. how could you tell me you dont feel the same, how could i go along with your game. i wanted so much for you to love me, know that deep inside it would never be.

Awww Rocked My Socks Off
Went to show at Studio 7 on sunday! saw bands Wednesday 13, Alabaster, the a.k.a.s, and Creature Feature. Some of there music is posted on my page. Check them out! i will post photos soon. It was amazing!!!! so yeah check out the bands and let me know what you think!

Re: Willie Nelson Spills Beans On Toll Road Rejection
RE: Willie Nelson Spills Beans On Toll Road Rejection ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 19 Feb 2008, 17:43 Willie Nelson: I'd Rather Have an Electric Chair Named After Me Than a Toll Road Country music icon Willie Nelson said it would have been "one of the dumbest things" he could have ever done to accept an invitation from the state of Texas to have a toll road named after him. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/021908_toll_road.htm

A Poem I Wrote
He's the one I say I love, But you are who i see. I hear you talked to other girls, And I wish It was me. I know you could do better, But you've never left my mind I just wish you'd say the same, or give my just one sign You say you care about me, but I hear that everyday I want to hear you say the things no one else would say I've said more then you could know, but you can't seem to hear You close yourself off again, while I'm wishing you were near. I want to know what's in your mind, but I can't get through that door I know you think I'm beautiful, But I wish that there was more. Is it something you can't say? Or is there nothing there? I wish you actions spoke as words, because THEY show you care. I can't just live my life like this. I need you just to talk But every time I wait for you, You tell me just to walk. What is it you expect from me? What is it that you feel? I can't just try to sift through this, and find out what is real.

Fyi Is All
Just some FYI so no one will ask me the ?. I'm not nor will I post a photo file of 25 to a 100 photo's of just me that is just off the fawkin wall I think one photo is enough and that will be my SALUTE. I'm not nor will I add 500 friend's for what? So they can sit on my page and not say Hi WILL NOT HAPPEN I will remove anyone in after aweek if they cant say Hi I'm not havin point whores or what it maybe sittin on my page. If this makes you pissy then you may leave my list I'm real and that's the deal. I dont look at NSFW for what they all look the same you see one you seen all so don't ask me to LOOK will not happen. COMMENTS I don't care for all the bling bling shit not me I leave poem's because I feel they look nice on your page then some TITTIES ass bullshit makes everything look nasty AND I WILL DELETE ANY THAT IS NASTY IN ANYWAY so all will know where I stand. I try to RESPECT all but DISS me and I'm on ya like a fly on horse shit. You will find out I keep to my own I'm not in t

Words Of Wisdom!~
We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us the hell off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you "you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning", we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong! We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is Confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Not arrogance! Confidence! Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say "thank you." Kiss us when no one's wat

~ Feed My Needs ~
Who do I have to be? How can I make you? Want me in your arms Do I have to ... Climb the tallest mountain? Swim the largest ocean? Soar with the breeze? Fly on high with the birds Just to be in your arms Will you take me as I am? Flawed in body as in soul! Love me as I need to be loved Without hesitation or pause Press your lips passionately to mine Tongues merging between parted lips Caress my body close to you Wrap me in a warm embrace Set my body alight Meet my every desire Call out my name Set my soul on fire Satisfy me nightly Love me daily Look into my eyes Utter the words of desire Forever hold me in your arms Feed my needs Let my dreams come true Say the words I long to hear

Poem I Wrote A Long Time Ago
AS OUR CHILDREN GROW OLDER AS OUR CHILDREN GROW OLDER AND MORE TIME PASSES BY I CANT HELP BUT WISH YOU WERE HERE BY MY SIDE I LOOK AT YOUR PICTURES AND READ THE NOTES THAT YOU WROTE , I LAUGH WHEN REMEMBERING YOUR FAMOUS QUOTE . TIME DOESN'T HEAL ALL WOUNDS LIKE THEY SAY CAUSE IF IT DID THEN WHY DO I MISS YOU MORE EVERYDAY ! FOREVER YOU'LL BE RIGHT HERE IN MY HEART ALTHOUGH THE DAY HAD COME THAT WE HAD TO PART. IN HEAVEN YOU ARE AND WHERE YOU WILL BE WITH OPEN ARMS JUST WAITING FOR ME! WITH MUCH LOVE WRITTEN AND COPYRIGHTED BY:KERRYANN

The Sweetie Person
I meant this worderful man that is so sweet in so many ways.I've only know him for going on two weeks and feel like i've know him forever.When i'm with him or just around me i feel so alive and happy.I know its been only a few days,But i really do like this man..

101 Things Not To Say On Your Wedding Night
1. But everybody looks funny naked! 2. You woke me up for that? 3. Did I mention the video camera? 4. Do you smell something burning? 5. (in a janitor's closet) And they say romance is dead... 6. Try breathing through your nose. 7. A little rug burn ever hurt anyone! 8. Is that a Medic-Alert Pendant? 9. Sweetheart, did you lock the back door? 10. But whipped cream makes me break out. 11. Person 1: This is your first time..right? Person 2: Yeah.. today 12. Hurry up! This room rents by the hour! 13. Can you please pass me the remote control? 14. Do you accept Visa? 15. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ 16. On second thought, let's turn off the lights. 17. And to think- I was really trying to pick up your friend! 18. So much for mouth-to-mouth. 19. (using body paint) Try not to leave any stains, okay? 20. Hope you're as good looking when I'm sober... 21. (holding a banana) It's just a little trick I learned at the zoo! 22. Do you get any premium movie channels? 23. T

Nothing New...
yeah there is a big hole in my chest there was something there but icant remember what it was then you stand at the corner of every corner holding what i had that was mine but now is yours for the time... it beats its red and i need it back so i can get it taken from me again...

Loved...
There are many people that for whatever the reason only feel the need to show their significant other love on holidays and special occasions, but that shouldn't be so. Relationships take constant effort. Many relationships suffer because one or both people seem to stop trying. They seem to think that all a relationship is just to people being together, and seem to treat their relationship as a burden. Maybe this is because they don't want their mate to know how in love they are with them, or they don't want other people to know. First it is important to be with the right person. You should be with the person that you want to spend your life with, and grow old with. You should be with someone that you want to do little things with and for, not someone that bores you or someone that you feel forced to make time for. It is the little things that say volumes. You can send a text during the day, mail a love note or card, watch a silly movie together, try a new restaurant, or take a qu

The Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The Marine stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, Marine, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The Marine squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here, Lord

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I feel like i'm in a daze, a fog. Kinda like i'm just floating through the day. Kinda like i'm having a dream. Nothing seems real anymore. I guess in a way that is good. I keep hoping that i wake up soon. I asked my hubby bout why exactly he didn't try harder to stay in my area of town, he got upset and told me that i should be glad that he is working trying to make things better even if that means that we have to make sacrifices. I felt horrible. it isn't that i don't appreciate what he is doing, i do. but sometimes i just feel like i am trapped with no where to go. I have no car, i'm not working so i rarely have any money, I don't have a cell phone that i could get on and talk to people of my choosing, in short, i'm stuck. Pretty much the only way i can get out of the house is if Spirit picks me up with my kids, or if my mom takes me somewhere, or if my hubby comes over and takes me somewhere. I want to be able to pack my kids up and go to the store, or the park or anywhere else i fe