Fubar Blog Posts 3

Crazy In Love
I just want to let you all know that I have found the man of my dreams. He is my SUPERMAN. I couldn't ask for a better man. I came home the other day and he was making dinner. I didn't have to do a damn thing. That was nice. We had the perfect day. I read his blog and and it makes me happy that he is happy here with me. He can up and leave anytime that he wants but he chooses to stay here. That is awesome. I can't describe how I feel for him. I love being with him in every sense of the word and I hate being away from him...i feel as if half my heart as been ripped out. Today he went to work and I got to make him lunch...i have never done that before...it felt as if we were the family that I have wanted forever. Then he kissed me goodbye and told me he would see me later. I love that. I love him. It is truely great when you find that someone who completes you inside and out. I pray that this never ends. He loves me and my kids and that is a blessing. Just wanted to let

Are All Men Pukes?
I recently wrote a blog on another website entitled "Are All Men Pukes, or is it Just Me?" I wrote it right after I had found out my ex had been cheating. He's a fireman, and most of his fireman "buddies" cheat on their wives, so I guess he joined their "club". Well, the blog was full of bitterness and pain. It did not picture my ex in a very kind light----but then, he deserved it. Then, I wrote an update, not too long ago. In my "research" I determined that all men really are pukes. Liars, cheaters, manipulators, players. I didn't think I would ever meet a man that wasn't a "puke". I was w.... I was wr.... I was wro.... I was wrrrrrrong----there, I said it. I have met one, just ONE man who is not a puke. He's funny, kind, clever, charming, a complete gentleman----and most definitely NOT a puke. So, I am here to find out if he's the ONLY ONE! Help me out here guys----restore my faith in the male gender!!! Show me there are more guys out there like THAT guy!!!

Save Room...
"Say that you'll stay a little. Don't say bye-bye, tonight. Say you'll be mine, just a little bit of love is worth a moment of your time. Knockin' on your door just a little. It's so cold outside tonight. Let's get a fire burning , oh I know I'll keep it burning bright if you'll stay, won't you stay? Save room for my love Save room for a moment to be with me Save room for my love Save a little for me Won't you save a little Save a little for me This just might hurt a little, love hurts sometimes when you do it right. Don't be afraid of a little bit of pain, pleasure is on the other side. Let down your guard just a little. I'll keep you safe in these arms of mine. Hold on to me pretty baby, you will see I can be all you need if you stay won't you save, save... Oh c'mon, make time to live a little don't let this moment slip by tonight you'll never know what you're missing 'till you try, I'll keep you satisfied if you stay won't you save, save..." Joh

What Color Heart Do I Have????
Your Heart Is Pink In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't. Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time. Your flirting style: Coy Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant What you bring to relationships: Romance What Color Heart Do You Have?

Friends/family Xx
Thank you for you: for who you are, However far away; And for the words you send to me, Near mad for what you say. Knowing simply that you're there, Yet thinking much of me, Opens up my happiness, Undone for all to see.

Chicano Rap's Problem
I am gonna be so hated for this, and I am prepared for all the flack I am planning on recieving. . . . but fuck it - it needs to be said. How often have you wondered why none of your favorite Chicano rap stars aren't played often on the national radio stations, or why their videos aren't on steady rotation on the video music channels? They sell, but never manage to make that transition. What makes a rapper "mainstream" is their appeal. Plain and simple. They have good numbers, but why? Because Latinos support Latino music and Latino artists. That is a good thing, and the only thing keeping it alive. Peep game, what made NWA so big, was the fact that they represented the hood, the ghetto. . . .gangstas. There not only blacks in the hood and in those situations, there is also brown and white; hince the reason Eazy and NWA get so much love and respect from Blacks and Mexicans alike. There is a common ground. Whites buy into it because, well quite frankly, we set the tone for what i

My Ideal Relationship..
Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage You've dated enough to know what you want. And that's marriage - with the right person. You're serious about settling down some time soon. Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to! What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Am I A Romantic Or A Realist
You Are A Romantic You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do! Are You Romantic or Realistic?

Story Of Us ~part 5
On January 14th I admitted to myself that something was off...with about two weeks of evidence. I burst into tears after talking with my sister; she was giving me a hard time for not making the trip down to Houston. Ken took me back to my dorm where I sat staring at the wall for an hour and half. Now I could get into why I didnt first think to why I could be pregnant with all the female reasons but that would be way too much information, lets just say that I had my reasons to why it was missing. I had my bags packed and I figured that if I go to Houston without knowing, my mom would something was up and will ask if I was pregnant; I will burst into tears again for I wouldnt know the answer and so on... so my solution... buy a test and take it on the road. Well I didnt take it on the road; that would have been horrible. I returned to my dorm and thought I should really take this tomorrow, for I just went to the bathroom 15 mins before, and have consume a litter of water, plus it w

Life Is Short . . .
Tonight I left work to go on a two-hour drive to see my grandmother who is in the hospital. This is a VERY long drive when so much is bearing on a person's mind . . . such as the woman who raised me, treated me as a child of her own instead of like a grandchild . . . could possibly taken away from me in one breath. My mother had me when she was fresh out of high school so my grandmother was my "sitter." My mom had to work so grandma is more like a mom to me. She's always been there, never judging, never turning her back. She turned 80 just a few weeks ago and the alzheimer's disease is already taking its toll. My mom and her siblings are ready to put her in a nursing home because this disease is making her forget to drink and eat and in turn, her meds are turning into poison as they sit with no fluid to make them work as they should. I was dreading the long walk from the parking lot into her room where I was afraid to find a fragile, sick woman. I was greeted with a wonderful surprise

Naughty Application
> NAUGHTY APPLICATION > Body: NAUGHTY APPLICATION > Body: fill out and send back to me > > > 1. Your Name: > > 2. Age: > > 3. Favorite position (s)? > > 4. Do you think I'm hot? > > 5. Would you have sex with me? > > 6. lights on or off? > > 7. Would you have to be drunk? > > 8. Would you take a shower with me? > > 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? > > 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? > > 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? > > 12. Condom or skin? > > 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? > > 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? > > 15. Have sex on the first date? > > 16. Would you kiss me during sex? > > 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? > > 18. Three sum? > > 20. How many times would you like to do it? > > 21. Would you use me as a booty call? > > 22. Do you like fore play? > > 23. What is fore play to you? > > 24. Can we take pictures of the act? > > 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out fo

Capricorn Astro-flowers
All life depends upon the rhythms of nature and since ancient times people have believed that the positions of the stars and planets contribute to this cycle. For example many gardeners still apply astrological rules to their work. In horticultural circles it is well known that peas, beans, flowering vegetables and plants which produce fruit above the ground should always be sown when the moon is going to the full. However, potatoes and root crops should always be sown when the moon is low and below the earth. The keen astrogardener will also take into account the exact position of planets and stars. Nowadays we read our horoscope to see what the future has in store but the first astrologers from Babylon and Ancient Egypt were much more interested in knowing what the stars had to say about fertility and agriculture. This is why astrology was invented so it's not surprising to discover that every plant, tree and flower is ruled by the planets and stars. And consequently ce

Right On.
So Barqs is pretty damn good root beer. And yes, I am totally plastered on it right now. WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! SHOW ME YOUR BOOBS! Oh wow, I'm sorry. You know... i just get so ... all messed up when I'm hammered. WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Life In The House...
okay...so for all of you ladies who are housewives...it sucks...i already have daytime tv memorized. i am done cleaning up messes that aren't mine (i don't have kids, so they aren't from kids) and i am tired of random people showing up at my house at the whim of my husband. which by the way is not going well. i have resorted to a few friends and family members that i know of to stay with them or hang out with them that way i can get away from the stress away from home. i wish i had a job and yes i have put in applications...i would even like to take some college classes...just something of substance or value to fill up part of my day...

8
8...thats how many teeth my son, drake is cutting right now...he's irritable and fussy but thats a given with him teething like this...just how common is it for a 9 month old to cut more than 2 teeth at one time?? what soothes and what doesn't??

Update On My Mental Health
I had therapy today and she said that she wants me to call my psychiatrist TODAY and tell him I need off the Zoloft. She said she is scared for me. The Zoloft has me so fucked up.... to the point that even I don't wanna talk about it, and I talk about everything. I called my Psychiatrist but he was with a client and is suppose to call me back but I am still waiting. It's been 2 hours. I hope he calls soon. He works until like 10pm so who knows when he'll call. I guess that's it for now....

Life
Life Life is a roller coaster. You can either Scream every time you hit a bump or You can throw your hands up in the air And enjoy it. There will always be ups and downs, Bumps and curves in this life. You might as well purpose to enjoy the ride. If you're waiting until they're all behind You to start enjoying life, one day you Will look back and see, that indeed, they WERE your life! Relax, enjoy that Which you have been given, and discover How rich and full life really can be, when You don't spend all your time fretting And worrying over that which you Don't have.

Menopause And Getting Older Lol
SIGNS OF MENOPAUSE: 1. You sell your home heating system at a yard sale. 2. You have to write post-it notes with your kids' names on them. 3. You change your underwear after a sneeze. OLD IS WHEN: 1. Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of your face. 2. You don't care where your spouse goes, just as long as you don't have to go along. 3. Getting a little action means I don't need fiber today. 4.. Getting lucky means you find your car in the parking lot. 5. An all-nighter means not getting up to pee!

Why I Like Making Friends On Ct!
Common wisdom has it all wrong. Familiarity doesn't breed contempt; if anything, it develops affection. Go about your ordinary routine with an extra sense of delight. Everyday company can become extraordinary.

I Thought Our Love #63
I THOUGHT OUR LOVE WAS WORTH A FIGHT BUT NOW I SEE I WASNT RIGHT. I THOUGHT OUR LOVE MEANT SOMETHING TO YOU AND THAT YOUR LOVE WAS REALLY TRUE. I THOUGHT OUR LOVE WOULD LAST FOREVER BUT NOW WE ARE NO LONGER TOGETHER.

Chapter 1 { The First Men In The Moon
As I sit down to write here amidst the shadows of vine-leaves under the blue sky of southern Italy, it comes to me with a certain quality of astonishment that my participation in these amazing adventures of Mr. Cavor was, after all, the outcome of the purest accident. It might have been any one. I fell into these things at a time when I thought myself removed from the slightest possibility of disturbing experiences. I had gone to Lympne because I had imagined it the most uneventful place in the world. "Here, at any rate," said I, "I shall find peace and a chance to work!" And this book is the sequel. So utterly at variance is destiny with all the little plans of men. I may perhaps mention here that very recently I had come an ugly cropper in certain business enterprises. Sitting now surrounded by all the circumstances of wealth, there is a luxury in admitting my extremity. I can admit, even, that to a certain extent my disasters were conceivably of my own making. It may be there ar

Chapter 2 The Mummy { The Jewel Of The Seven Stars
Superintendent Dolan went quietly to the door; by a sort of natural understanding he had taken possession of affairs in the room. The rest of us waited. He opened the door a little way, and then with a gesture of manifest relief threw it wide, and a young man stepped in. A young man clean-shaven, tall and slight; with an eagle face and bright, quick eyes that seemed to take in everything around him at a glance. As he came in, the Superintendent held out his hand; the two men shook hands warmly. 'I came at once, sir, the moment I got your message. I am glad I still have your confidence.' 'That you'll always have,' said the Superintendent heartily. 'I have not forgotten our old Bow Street days, and I never shall!' Then, without a word of preliminary, he began to tell everything he knew up to the moment of the newcomer's entry. Sergeant Daw asked a few questions--a very few--when it was necessary for his understanding of circumstances or the relative positions of persons; but as a r

Mia...
If anyone's missed me, I've been a bit under the weather for a while. Thank God it's nothing too serious, but it looks like I'm still not gonna have much time on my hands. September 22, 2007, We're expecting #8!!! (he had 4, I had 1, 2 together, now 3) A classic tale of "Your's, Mine, and Our's". Wish us luck.... Big Al, you're still my big daddy!

Now
Becoming it is not really a plan that was going to be put into place. Except for now. Lost is not quite what I was looking for. But now i understand and I see. The days arent the same. But I made my own story. Sorry is not going to get me anywhere. Hope is lost but not forgotten. I have learned. I dream no more, I expect nothing, and I simply swing from one moment to the next. Inside all of the beauty is just a guilty, feeling low child. Back to the magic window is where she is displayed. I cant make anything come out in speech that sounds right. Or have any sense at all. Now is the perfect time to remember and smile about the beginning of this new sort of pain. But its a pain thats odd...cause i dont know what to feel. There is a possibilty I am dissapearing again.....

Honeymoon Night
Honeymoon night A YOUNG Catholic couple left the church and arrived at the hotel where they were spending the first night of their honeymoon. They opened the champagne and began undressing. When the bridegroom removed his socks, his new wife asked: "What's wrong with your feet? Your toes look all mangled and weird." "I had tolio as a child," he answered. "You mean polio?" she asked. "No, tolio. The disease only affected my toes." When the groom took off his pants, his bride once again asked: "What's wrong with your knees? They're all lumpy and deformed!" "As a child, I also had kneasles," he explained. "You mean measles?" she asked. "No, kneasles. It was a strange illness that only affected my knees." The new bride had to be satisfied with this answer. As the undressing continued, her husband at last removed his underwear. "Don't tell me," she said. "Let me guess... smallcox?"

I Need A Little Hepl
hello to my friends fans and every one that i have ever chatted with and of course my family i feel a little naughty asking but as some of you may already know i am from the uk but i out in iraq and being here is not a nice place but you have to do what you have to do. i am looking for one of you to buy me a blast as i cant do it here as i have no credit cards as i can use them and i have no way of paying for it as there is no postal service and shit like that so if you can find it in your heart to buy me one i would be you friend for life and chat to you and will mention you on the blast if you wanna chat with me first i will be here when you wanna chat xxx big love to you all xxxxxxxx

I Believe In Me.....
I believe in me.... I honor and respect my feminity.... I am able to be strong and flexible.... I trust my ability to flow with life.... I live gently with myself and others.... I am a gentle and loving person.... I bring comfort to myself and others through the gentleness of my spirit.... I realize it is NOT my job to be in control of everyone and everything.... I accept and enjoy my life in it's beauty and imperfections.... I am healthy, happy, and hopeful.... I honor and listen to my dreams---Both past and current.... I give myself permission to play.... I have the right to dream and explore possibilities.... I love and accept myself even though I am imperfect.... I accept myself unconditionally.... I believe in me....

How Do We See The World We Live In?
It is a good viewpoint to see the world as a dream. When you have something like a nightmare, you will wake up and tell yourself that it was only a dream. It is said that the world we live in is not a bit different from this. From the movie Ghost Dog: The Way of the Samurai Written and Directed by: Jim Jarmusch

Nerds Gone Wild!!
Chess champ, 15, found with nightclub dancer A 15-year-old Peruvian chess player who didn't come back from a tournament in Argentina has been found - living with a nightclub dancer. Emilio Cordova left Lima to play at the South American Chess Championship in Argentina, which he won. But instead of returning home he went to Brazil and kept asking his family to send him money, saying he was ill. After a few months his family grew suspicious and asked the police to find the boy. Emilio was found living with 29-year-old Adriana Oliveira, who works as a dancer at a nightclub. Emilio told his father, who brought him home to Peru, that Mrs Oliveira was only one of his girlfriends. He told the press: "I play chess, study chess but this doesn't mean I can't enjoy myself. I'm young and I want to do this. I have to live. "To be locked up in my room all the time depresses me."

What Is Your Sexual Personality?
Daring, confident, animalistic You like to have a lot of sex and try a lot of things. You are very kinky and have a lot of confidence in yourself. You like to explore all aspects of sexuality because it is something that interests you a lot. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Last Thoughts Of The Day
Without Without inspiration there is no fire Without that there is no burning desire Without that which taps the soul Without the drive no work is whole Without a muse there is nothing new Without the feeling there emptiness too Without one who sparks the minds eye Without that one these work fall and die Without someone who that gentle nudge Without that one all things are a drudge Without the fire the spark and flame Without poetry the poet and the name By R. Thomas Dinsmore

A Simple Hug
A Simple Hug There's something in a simple hug That always warms the heart; It welcomes you back home And makes it easier to part. A hug is a way to share the joy And sad times you go through, Or just a way for friends to say They like you 'cause you're you. Hugs are meant for anyone For whom you really care, From your grandma to your neighbor, Or a cuddly teddy bear. A hug is an amazing thing It's just the perfect way To show the love you're feeling But can't find the words to say. It's funny how a little hug Makes everyone feel good; In every place and language, It's always understood. And hugs don't need new equipment, Special batteries or parts Just open up your arms And open up your hearts.

My Thoughts
Ever think about life? I used to but not anymore. Life is what you choose it to be.. your choices...your dreams...your way of life.. I used to hide behind walls..close myself out. I learned that as i got older it doesnt pay to do that.I guess what i'm trying to say is don't sit on the sidelines of life...dance every dance.. sing every song. I have a clearer look out on my life so yes I'm dancing every dance and singing every song.. So hold life by the hand and walk with it.

Blonde Men Joke
Blonde guy gets home early from work and hears strange noises coming from the bedroom. He rushes upstairs to find his wife naked on the bed, sweating and panting. "What's up?" he says. "I'm having a heart attack," cries the woman. He rushes downstairs to grab the phone, but just as he's dialing, his 4-year-old son comes up and says: "Daddy! Daddy! Uncle Ted's hiding in your closet and he's got no clothes on!" The guy slams the phone down and storms upstairs into the bedroom, past his screaming wife, and rips open the wardrobe door. Sure enough, there is his brother, totally naked, cowering on the closet floor. "You rotten bastard," says the husband, "my wife's having a heart attack and you're running around naked scaring the kids!"

Trust
Trust has to be sure of itself Like a mathematical equation If it is abused or misused It can cause pain and frustration Trust is your life dreams and life's secrets It can't just be given to whomever It must be built on memories And solutions that make sense For trust is like a problem With clues and evidence If you have someone by you to Take you through life's beatings Then you'll have someone to help You in the process of healing..

In My Skin
All these people around me Surround me with their definitions of how I should act and why You don't know what I am like inside Judging by opinions alone and I'm so lonely Can't find salvation anywhere No one understands no matter the attempts made Why can't you trade places with me Walking in my place before attemptiong to categorize me In my skin only your understanding can be complete Still you continue to say "they are only words" My back is to the wall, caught in a minefield Between a rock and a hard place Is there any place for me Or will I paint my picture in red Across a floor as so many others have Why judge me on your ideals Let me develop mine at my own pace How can you know me Only in my skin will you know me..

Wow. It's Almost May.
Christ thing's pass fast. Nearing the end of the semester, Project's due. Solo and ensemble stuff to occur. Wow, and I still need to find a job. School keeps me busy, though. I have to say, yardwork can be fun! And energizing too. Even if I feel like shit, I can still wake up fully while mowing the lawn, cutting up plants, and it's always fun hearding the dogs from one side to the next! Especially Oso. He's a funny one. And he also discovered that the pool water isn't lava. And doesn't hesitate to take baths once in awhile. Swimming should be fun once that big fella decides to jump in. It's been a few months, and....I...look not much different. I mean, i've been going to the gym, watching what I eat some, and I'm more active then before...but...the results are coming slow. As they should. Still, I know there's more I can do to speed up the process. One of those, unfortunately for those who want me to do it, is not going to be surgery. No. Uh uh. I refuse to believe I don't ha

When Love Comes To Town
The beach at sunset is a dangerous place. Trust me! You’ll do stuff there that you wouldn’t do anywhere else. Chris and I were sitting in the dunes kissing. Make that kissing while the wind dried the sea out of our hair, kissing while we listened to the waves crash, kissing admist other clichéd kissing on the beach atmospherics. I was joking that no matter how many times I kissed them, his lips tasted salty - a perfect excuse for yet another kiss. We had Garth Brooks playing low on the cd player. Chris started to say something….. “It’s amazing how entire months can go by when you’re….” He said, trailing into silence. I pulled back to look at him. He continued, “ I mean when you’re… when you’re … in…. I mean, I love you Janie.” My throat went dry and my mind raced. What could I say? I mean LOVE????? I know I love everything about Chris; his walk, his huge, fierce…. Heart, and the way he knows me better than I know myself. I guess I really AM in love with him - no conf

The Stupidest Thing Ever
Its so dumb how ppl can put up pictures of themselves naked as the day they were born n if i make a mum thats a joke about guys jerkin off i get in trouble for it by the Cherrytap ppl lol. Thats so funny. Ppl obviously voted on whether or not they liked. It was all just for fun. Cherrytap should lighten up:)

Holy Shit Lol
PLEAEEEEEEEEEEEEASE I NEED YOUR HELP I AM IN A CONTEST AND THE FIRST PERSON TO REACH 10,000 COMMENTS IT WOULD BE AWESOME IF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY COULD HELP ME GET THIS DONT BY TOMORROW I ONLY NEED 5000 MORE COMMENTS TO GET IT DONE. I WILL BUY ANYONE WHO HELPS ME A BIG PIMPIN GIFT DURING HAPPY HOUR.

Patience
Patience I wait unseen, knowing perfectly well I am often translucent. Tears, stunned by out of control chaotic emotions, still hold onto the absurdity of quiet moments of hope. As if dreaming in slow motion, shrouded in angst waiting patiently for the unfamiliar silence and shadows that quietly suspend time, to rescue me. Absorbed intently dreams of innocence, silent words fall senselessly to waiting paper. Hypnotic images, so full of promise whisper reassurance in the quiet of our dreams. © copyright 2007 K. G.

Shy
i'm shy so what if i don't want to talk to you i don't have to i'm shy so what if i might stay away from crowds that's my choice i'm shy so what if i don't listen to you so what you can't make me i'm shy it don't bother me i don't care if it bothers you it's my choice to be shy if i want to you can't make me chagne and i'm not going to not for you or anyone else i'm shy and that's my choice by Melissa Dumler

Somehow
somehow i'll make it stop hurting and make the pain go away somehow i'll move on with my life and get over the fact that you're gone somehow i'll make things right somehow someday i'll get through there is so much pain somehow i'll make you see that things are not as bad as you make them seem somehow someday i'll get through and learn to handle all this pain somehow someday by Melissa Dumler

My Life
so what if you are not in my life did you ever stop to think i might be better off i don't need you to be in my life i can be happy i have my family just stay out of my life i don't need you i can make my own choices i don't need you to make them for me i'm happy the way i am just get out of my life stay out i'm happy the way i am it don't matter to me what you have to say all that matters is what i think jsut stay the hell out of my life i don't need you for me to be happy on my own stay out of my life by Melissa Dumler

Walk Away
you tell me that i don't need to change you say you love me just the way i am but than you don't act like i am there you just turn your back to me i try to talk to you you just walk away i tell you that i love you you just nod your head and leave me there questioning do you really care or am i just someone you can come to when you need someone i tell you how i feel i tell you i am real you just walk away then you have a bad day and you come to me i just walked away you run after me you tell me you love me i walk away and say i love you but you didn't listen you just turned and walked away you hurt me now it's my turn to walk away just know i love you for you you say you always love me and you are sorry you didn't show it i will never change for noone i am real by Melissa Dumler

Open The Door To My Heart
open the door to my heart my heart is closed to the world i feel so much pain that has been can some one open the door to my heart to the world i need some one to show me how to love a person with all my heart my heart is closed to the world that is outside my house i feel so much pain that has been caused that i closed it to the world and everyone in it songs of things happening feel my heart with pain i know the things that are happening are bad i know what they are trying to do seem right but i cant open my heart to see how real things are will some one ever open my heart to see things as they are in the world i filled with such pain and torment from things that i have opened my heart to my heart is closed to the world will some one show me how to open my heart up to the world some one to show me love some one to show me that people can be trusted will some one ever come that can show me true meaning of the world open the door to my heart let me see how things

Another Oldie Worth Passing On....
Daddy's Day at School Her hair was up in a ponytail Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates Of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school, Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher cal led, A student from the class. To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, Every child turned to star

Oxymoron's....
This should start your day off. 1. Is it good if a vacuum really sucks? 2. Why is the third hand on the watch called the second hand? 3. If a word is misspelled in the dictionary, how would we ever know? 4. If Webster wrote the first dictionary, where did he find the words? 5. Why do we say something is out of whack? What is a whack? 6. Why does "slow down" and "slow up" mean the same thing? 7. Why does "fat chance" and "slim chance" mean the same thing? 8. Why do "tug" boats push their barges? 9. Why do we sing "Take me out to the ball game" when we are already there?

We Wanted To Share. =)
Me and Ruby had another "special" shout session we wanted to share. Start at the bottom, I was first. Anything with an arrow is me, anything without is her. ->Ruby Cairo...: hold on bloging this! Ruby Cairo...: LMAO ->Ruby Cairo...: i need fucking help. dear CHRIST. ->Ruby Cairo...: i'm not scared at all so let's walk away............ just walk away............aboard this troubled ambulance the passenager is nowhere to be found..........I should have known it was you I should have seen in your eyes Ruby Cairo...: hit me ->Ruby Cairo...: ha! my masterpiece. ready for it? ->Ruby Cairo...: okay okay hold on. Ruby Cairo...: Throw some Halifax in there and ou got something special! ->Ruby Cairo...: that just doesn't seem right. ->Ruby Cairo...: isn't is sick we saw them at the same show Ruby Cairo...: woo hoo! ->Ruby Cairo...: it's the aiden/chiodos remix. =) ->Ruby Cairo...: i'm not scared at all so let's walk away.....wait a bit............. JUST WALK AWAY!!!!!

Child Commandments
CHILD COMMANDMENTS 10 simple rules for parents to follow! 1. My hands are small; please don't expect perfection whenever I make a bed, draw a picture or throw a ball. My legs are short; please slow down so that I can keep up with you. 2. My eyes have not seen the world as yours have; please let me explore safely. Don't restrict me unnecessarily. 3. Housework will always be there. I'm only little for a short time, please take time to explain things to me about this wonderful world and do so willingly. 4. My feelings are tender; please be sensitive to my needs. Don't nag me all day long. (You wouldn't want to be nagged for your inquisitiveness). Treat me as you would like to be treated. 5. I am a special gift from God; please treasure me as God intended you to do, holding me accountable for my actions, giving me guidelines to live by and disciplining me in a loving manner. 6. I need your encouragement to grow. Please go easy on the criticism; remember, you can criticize the thin

We Are Crazier Than Bin Laden
WATCH IT, BIN LADEN. WE JUST MAY BE CRAZIER THAN YOU To those extremists that perpetrated this crime against our nation, I have a warning for you. There are those of us who look at your actions as irrational, twisted, and completely inhuman. By all measures, what you have done can only be seen as insane. I have news for you. We're more nuts than you, and it should scare you s***less. You may think that when you die for your cause, you go to Paradise with 72 virgins, can leave reservations for 70 members of your family, all your sins are forgiven, and you sit at the side of Allah. Big deal. We had 39 guys who rented a Beverly Hills mansion, cut off their nuts, built a web site, and proceeded to poison themselves to death to hitch a ride with aliens out on the Hale-Bopp comet. You shoot guns into the sky to celebrate victories over enemies, and people are killed by the bullets raining down on them. We not only do this for New Year's Eve in some cities, but we burn houses down

Free Advice From Men To Women..*eyeroll*
1. When watching TV hugging is always fine because I can still see the screen. Kissing should only be done during timeouts and commercials. Questions should also be limited to this period as you stand a much better chance of getting an immediate response. 2. If I am doing anything that involves directions, tools, or sharp objects do not interrupt me and never offer to help. 3. When we are watching your show and I change the channels during a commercial do not hassle me that they are over to change the channel back. I always know when the timing is right. Also, when we are channel surfing do not ask me to go back, there was a good reason why I skipped it. 4. Don't be upset that I didn't think the romantic movie was warm and fuzzy. I wasn't paying attention to the dialog, just the naked body parts and the sex scenes. 5. Do not ask me to do household chores in front of my friends. Even if I do not have to do them until some time in the future. And don't be negative when you give m

Lovers Rules
1. Never let your love become a common thing 2. Never assume the other person knows you love them 3. Don't say it doesn't matter, if it's obviously bugging you 4. Never underestimate the power of a smile, often accompanied by a hug 5. Never be late for somthing important 6. Remember, they're never further away than the closest phone 7. No distance is ever too great for true love 8. Never talk down to the person you love 9. Never forget that a relationship is a 90-90 effort, not 50-50 10. No effort is ever to great for love 11. Don't ever forget the way you felt the first time you said "I love you" 12. Sometimes it doesn't matter how or what you say, but how it's taken 13. Say "I'm Sorry" more than you need too 14. Nothing is guaranteed-don't expect what you have today, to be waiting for you tomarrow...work everyday for the next 15. People aren't mind readers-if you feel something let them know 16. There is a differen

Wednesday Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Gene Simmons, Louis Ck, New Videos
Oh boy... Boobies on Paltalk... totally derailing the show... LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) It's Whip 'em Out Wednesday and FINALLY warming up in New York. SO warm in fact, that you may actually see a pair of bosoms... You should probably make sure you have a WOW Sticker if you want to partake in this goodness. There's a few ways to go about it: 1. GO TO THIS LINK FILL OUT THE FORM, AND WE WILL MAIL YOU ONE. 2. Send a self-addressed, stamped envelope (NOT A SMALL ONE, DUMMIES) to: The Opie and Anthony Show WOW Sticker Requests 111 West 57th Street Suite 500 New York, NY 10019 3. Get yourself an OFFICIAL WOW T-SHIRT!. Don Imus has been known to wear one his show (we know because we've seen it on MSNBC. CLICK HERE AND GET A SHIRT...DAG NABBIT... and be like Imus. Speaking of SHIRTS, check out what WE do now... ORDER YOURS TODAY (male and female sizes available) NEW BOOBS ON RATEMYWOW: If you STILL

Dying Heart
Excruciating heartache pounding on my chest to free itself of captivity. Wanting so much to make the person it loves trully happy. Those tales of the broken heart are not forgotten. Heart is kept in captivity to be guarded and watched. To never go through a similar tale again. Yet heat hurts because it's love is forcing it to forget. Therefore, the blood is falling with no signs of stopping. The pools of it filling the captivity drowning the heart. Heart wants to make the love happy but at what price is it willing to risk it or the love willing to risk it's well-being? How far will they both go? The answer is until one no longer exists like before.

I'm A Fallen Angel!!!!!
My score on The Sexual HELL Test: HELL LEVEL 1(Raw score: 42%)You're a fallen angel. There's some innocence there, but the sexual dark side has called you and, possibly, is already using you. But you're not evil, just naughty; dirty, but not filthy. You're certainly hellbound, and you'll most likely seek out other imps like yourself to work your wicked will. There might be a moral core inside you, but it's been overtaken by lust. AVOID: the heavenbound. Your path is downward, and you'll need a guide. Link: The Sexual HELL Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

Being
Being submissive a personal choice fulfillment through submission power exchange strong words a new sub may be paralyzed with fear doubt disbelief at their own needs as she learns more the fears... dissipate the doubt... disappears disbelief.. becomes acceptance By giving the gift a true sub feels whole satisfied happy proud sexy through the power exchange a true sub, like a rose will bloom.. bursting forth to shine bright with an inner light Gaining strength wisdom inner peace Pride a true sub is special a rare prize. one to be cherished never to hide.

To All My Friends/fans
Hey Everyone, I really hope all is going well for you all. Just want to touch base with you on why I haven't been online, and also I'll be off a little while longer. Some of you that know me are aware of my health problems. (If not, just read my profile, and that will fill you in) I've been in EXCRUSIATING pain, especially with my neck and back. I'm presently on medical leave from work, and under physicians care. I've had some tests, and my cervical and lumbar spine have gotten worse. I'm going through physical and aquatic therapy, taking meds that make me feel sick, and now I have a portable 10s unit(electrostimulation) hooked to me most of the time. I'll be seeing a neurosurgeon on April 9th. I'm hoping to avoid surgery, but I really doubt it from what I've already been told. But if I need to have it, it's ok with me because I have a positive attitude that I'll get better. I don't want any of you to think that I've forgotten you, or even ignoring you because I haven't. Between no

Pain
All i ever did was love you all i ever did was care All you ever did was hurt me All you ever did was not be there All i wanted was to hold you in my arms All i ever wanted was for you to be there Where are you now when the pain is to much Where are you now when i need you the most Where are you now when i need you close Where are you ? I know where Sharing the heart of another while mine lies broken Never again will i know love Never again will i care Love? What is Love? An evil hateful thing Love is just a game, No More Love is just another word for pain So where were you when i was in Love In the arms of another and left me dying there!

Guy Needs To Lower His Meds
After Police Chase, Man Claims To Be Dick Cheney Also Says He's "Charlie's Angels" Star, Then Nikki Hilton's Husband (CBS/AP) STRATFORD, Conn. A man was taken to Bridgeport Hospital for a psychiatric evaluation after he led authorities on a high-speed chase and then claimed to be Vice President Dick Cheney, police said. John Spernak, 42, later admitted he wasn't Cheney but said he was actually "Charlie's Angels" star Jaclyn Smith, police said. He also claimed to be the husband of Paris Hilton's sister. Police said Spernak, driving at more than 90 mph Monday night, hit a patrol car and was shocked with a stun gun before they could arrest him. He was charged with attempted first-degree assault, engaging police in a pursuit, reckless driving, criminal mischief, interfering with police and being in a town park after dark. Police said they were on routine patrol when they spotted Spernak in his parked car. As they approached, he drove away. He eventually pulled into his

What If?
What If? What if fat was healthy because fat people had some cushioning and some reserve food stores to live on, and skinny people were said to be putting themselves at risk, and stigmatized for making this stupid health decision? What if people went up to skinny girls in the street and said "Oh, you’d be beautiful if you’d just gain weight!" Or "You’re thin, but you’re beautiful on the inside!" Or looked at me like I was in some way sick and disgusting? What if all clothes below size 10 came in girly pastels, with the reasoning that small women are underdeveloped and childish? What if they were called ‘minus sizes’? What if thin people had to go to special stores to buy clothes, because none of the regular stores wanted to stock clothes for them, saying that they’re disgusting and their patrons wouldn’t want to look at them? What if all models were a size 16 or above, but every once in a while you’d see a "minus size" model in a size 8 cut to make her look

Ok Don't Freak Out
OK you might have noticed that I have a few songs on my profile that are not heavy Metal, I wanted you to all know that I like a few songs that mellow me out, songs like "what a wonderful world" its one of my favs to chill with but its also one of the songs that I danced with my son with when he was born, so sue me I felt like putting it on the profile,. To my head banging friends fear not I still love music that makes my ears bleed,and give people a reason to call the cops on me, and a plus is with all this loud banging music it will make it easy for me to not to hear those of you who might have a problem with some of my tracks .."huh?? what?? sorry didn't hear you.. peace

Two I Never Posted
The spiritually enlighten mind Passes through a world so blind Unwilling to see things as they are Refusing bridge the distance so far Blaming the poor for their fate Holding closed freedoms gate Allowing none to pass and live in peace Seeking rewards while others they fleece Misdirecting the public with a show Yet those now awake already know That this sham that passes for virtue Is only a secret to the sleeping few Awakenings come to all in their time Then the spirit evolves to the sublime Overcoming these earthly bounds Till one at a time the tone resounds Finally in time we stand as one all Joined as one at conclusions call Free of the madness consuming for naught Free of control and all that it brought Running free in every way that may be At peace with the universe through eternity By R. Thomas Dinsmore Deepest desires burn without end Caring not of who they may offend Desires to hold and taste your kiss Desires to feel you and the bliss Two sha

I Used To Sleep Around
But Now I'm a Virgin.. Boston- A new study of adolescent sexuality has revealed a shocking finding: teenagers lie about their sexual activity. 13% of those surveyed told researchers they had taken a pledge of virginity- but a year later, half of them denied ever having made such a committment. Likewise, 10% of those who initially reported that they were sexually active later insisted that they were, in fact, virgins.

Bill Me Later...
What the White House Said the War Would Cost: Sept. 2002: $100 to $200 billion- White House economic adviser Lawrence Lindsey (fired 3 months later) Oct. 2002: "The cost of one bullet"- White House spokesman Ari Fleischer Feb. 2003: "Highly uncertain"- Deputy Secretary of Defense Paul Wolfowitz March 2003: "We'll let you know"- George W. Bush March 2003: "Not knowable"- Secretary of Defense Donald Rumsfeld (before asking Congress for $62 billion two days later)

Sweet Dreams
The last face I see before I sleep the one that has made me hers to keep We hold and kiss and make sweet love She is my angel from heaven above She gets my deepest held fantasy And she alone stirs the fire in me I burn for her all the night through No other soul can ever be true To my needs to make her complete To how she makes my dreams so sweet A longing filled each and every night Dreams we share make it alright In the morning it is her face I seek It is for her that my soul does speak By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Ouch
18 WAYS TO BE A GOOD LIBERAL 1. You have to be against capital punishment, but support abortion on demand. 2. You have to believe that businesses create oppression and governments create prosperity. 3. You have to believe that guns in the hands of law-abiding citizens are more of a threat than U.S. nuclear weapons technology in the hands of Iran or Chinese and North Korean communists. 4. You have to believe that there was no art before federal funding. 5. You have to believe that global temperatures are less affected by cyclical changes in the earth's climate and more affected by soccer moms driving SUV's. 6. You have to believe that gender roles are artificial, but being homosexual is natural. 7. You have to believe that the AIDS virus is spread by a lack of federal funding. 8. You have to believe that the same teacher who can't teach 4th-graders how to read is somehow qualified to teach those same kids about - sex. 9. You have to believe that hu

Did Anyone Ever Tell You Are?
Did Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Somebody out here is Smiling About Love that is so Real Did Anyone Ever Tell You Many Times, When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You Well, My Dearest "Online " Friend Today I am Telling You I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! Don't be confused by friends and acquaintances, there is a difference! Because I care about you, It's national care week .. . . and you get to send messages to all your friends telling them that you care about them and make them feel good about themselves and if they write back . (just on

Fucking Downraters Your A Bunch Of Fuck Tards With No Brains
YOU KNOW YOU FUCKING PEOPLE ON HERE ARE REALLY STARTING TO PISS ME THE FUCK OFF WITH YOU FUCKIN STUPID ASS DOWN RATING IF YOU SORRY PIECES OF SHIT CANT CLICK A FUCKIN 10 THEN STAY FUCK OFF MY PAGE AND OUT OF MY FUCKIN PICS OR IM GONNA GO START DOING SOME FUCKIN DOWN RATING OF MY OWN YOU PEOPLE ARE FUCKIN IGNORANT IM SICK OF THE BULLSHIT GROW THE FUCK YOU FUCK TARDS!

Variation On 10 Green Bottles
10 little hand grenades sitting on a wall 10 little hand grenades sitting on a wall And if one little hand grenade should accidently fall There would be no more little hand grenades and no more f@cking wall.

Thursday 3/29/07
I'm behind with my blogs again lol so I'm gonna post two blog entries today. Today was a really good day, the weather was awesome, so I spent some of the afternoon outside with my mom and my aunt when she came over to hang out for awhile. She said that my cousin who is in the Air Force in Massachusetts is coming in in a couple of weeks and wants our whole family to go out to eat so I'm really looking forward to seeing her as I didn't get to over Thanksgiving when she and her fiancee were here and she wasn't able to come back in for Christmas so I'm glad to be able to get to see her this time. She just found out that she has Graves Disease but I think it's just the early stages of it so hopefully they can treat her for it and it won't cause any bad problems. Anyway, I'll end this entry here.

Would You???
If I were to dissapear, would you care? Would you worry? Would you cry? Would you regret anything that has been done or said? Would you regret not telling me how you really feel about me? Would you want me to come back? What if it was too late? If I was gone from your life forever, how would that make you feel? Would you miss anything about me? There are MANY things that I don't know. What I DO know is that, you have to tell people how you feel, before its too late. Having to live with the guilt, the regret, the memories of what has happened that you could have changed.....How will you live with that??

My Will
You and i were meant to be, Theres no doubt in my heart, Heaven shines down on me, Everytime your in my arms, Every day you've got me praying for one more, Each night i drift off to sleep, i thank the lord for every day before, And pray your soul he keeps, I hope i can show you one time, Just what you make me feel, You fill every day With the love of a lifetime, I've never known anything so real, so today, make a wish, And I'll make that wish my will, I hope you know what you mean to me, there should be no fear in your heart, because you're the onlyone for me, And all i think of when we're apart, I've waited forever, for this chance to shine, The day i can tell the whole world, you're sweet heart is mine, I hope i can show you one time, Just what you make me feel, You fill every day With the love of a lifetime, I've never known anything so real, so today, make a wish, And I'll make that wish my will, You can wish on every star in Heaven, I'll do

Roseta Stone
How life plays with our souls a friend of said how are we to live when things are set in stone everything we do was meant to happen?...how do we live knowing our every choice is not our own that every decision has already been made...Our freedom our hope everything lost to fate. I speak to you as my muse is whispering in my ear her soft sensual voice luring these enigmatic thoughts through my mortal soul how inspiration touches us all differently but the outcome is the same. Times great things happen others Disasters are caused by our brothers or sisters our own flesh an blood life is to complicated to dicipher alone as with time it goes in a circle everything always comes back....in the end time is never ending... I know not of what awaits us in the afterlife i simply hope that the ones i love the ones you love are waiting for you with wide open arms waiting to console you in every way possible... Others look at me an see a young man i tell you i may look young but these

Thoughts
I want to be wanted not a convience, I want to be need not just sit up on a shelf till someone feels like needing me. i want someone that respects me not does what they want and to hell with my feelings and emotions.

Slogans For Successful Companies!
On a Septic Tank Truck in Oregon: "Yesterday's Meals on Wheels" On a Gynecologist's Office: "Dr. Jones, at your cervix." On a Plumber's truck: "We repair what your husband fixed." On another Plumber's truck: "Don't sleep with a drip. Call your plumber.." Pizza Shop Slogan: "7 days without pizza makes one weak." At a Tire Shop in Milwaukee! "Invite us to your next blowout." On a Plastic Surgeon's Office door: "Hello. Can we pick your nose?" At a Towing company: "We don't charge an arm and a leg. We want tows." On an Electrician's truck: "Let us remove your shorts." In a Non-smoking Area: "If we see smoke, we will assume you are on fire and take appropriate action." On a Maternity Room door: "Push. Push. Push" At an Optometrist's Office: "If you don't see what you're looking for, you've come to the right place." On a Taxidermist's window: "We really know our stuff." In a Podiatrist's office: "Time w

Surgery?
Surgery? When Ralph first noticed that his penis was growing larger and staying erect longer, he was delighted, as was his wife. But after several weeks, his penis had grown to nearly twenty inches. Ralph became quite concerned. He was having problems dressing, and even walking. So he and his wife went to see a prominent urologist. After an initial examination, the doctor explained to the couple that, though rare, Ralph's condition could be fixed through corrective surgery. "How long will Ralph be on crutches?" the wife asked anxiously. "Crutches? Why would he need crutches?" responded the surprised doctor. "Well," said the wife coldly, "you're gonna lengthen his legs, aren't you? Life is what you make of it... kinda like Play-Doh

Think On This ...
For the greater individual is the one who is the servant of all. And to conquer self is greater than taking many cities. For, here ye may find humbleness as against that which cries oft for expression, and the feeling of not being appreciated. Express it more in the greater amount of love upon those who may be aided through thy effort. For, remember, man looks upon the things of the day but God looks upon the heart. Edgar Cayce Reading 3253-2

Good Job
Nice Job on the contest, all of you got your gift. special shout out to Jeff, busted his a** good job man, good job. For the winner John nice job you played it just right very close brother...I will be talking to you in a few days ,all went well and I'm sure you will all want to join my next contest sometime next week Sex cherry ...talk to you all PEACE...

Ok People.. What Is Up?
OK I uh oh heck I dont know. I went last night and stayed at a friend of mines house. I am kind of a hermit and I really prefer it that away but I actually enjoyed myself. I for some reason prefer not having friends that want me to come and hang out. I have a schedule that me and my kids keep and I noticed that when I have friends that schedule tends to get messed up and off track. I am kind of shy too so I guess that doesnt help any either huh. I am basically blogging to give everyone a little more insight as to who I am. Anyway I had my daughter when I was 17 and ever since then I have started distancing myself I think it has a lot to do with the kind of friends that I tend to make. But oh well I have learned two things about friends. One be picky, it isnt stuck up to be picky it is smart. And two just because you only have one or two friends dont mean that you are less important than the guy next to you that has 10. Your two are probably more true than his 10. Anyway Ill get back

Me & God
there ain't nothing that can't be done by me and god ain't nobody come in between me and god one day we'll live together where the angels trod me and god early in the morning talking it over me and god late at night talking it over me and god you could say where like two peas in a pod me and god he's my father he's my friend the beginning and the end he rules the world with a staff and rod we're a team me and god i am weak and he is strong me and god he forgives me when i'm wrong me and god he's the one i lean on when life gets hard me and god he's my father he's my friend the beginning and the end he rules the world with a staff and rod we're a team me and god he rules the world with a staff and rod we're a team me and god we're a team me and god

New Friend Needs Help
hey all a good friend of mine just got on tap. we are together here in Afghanistan working for the Army. He Doesnt have any pics yet but help him out we will add pics very soon. here is the link to his home page.the scots man@ CherryTAP thanks cherries....wildbill

My Dirty Little Secret
Our hands tied together, bones fused to one, Need to stop this now before it's done. The devil and angel are playing on our sins, This is where it all begins... So much to say but my lips are sewed shut; This lust has taken its own dark rut. The temperature rises, the fight starts For soulless creatures with stone hearts. Skin against skin, pleasure that breeds, Your hands over my body proceeds. You take what you want and I won't disagree I'm here so take all of me. Your hands and your tongue consume me whole Lying here under your control. I work you up and down the same Swallow your cum, I'm in the game. I know this is wrong but somehow it's right, As we kiss and fondle under the night. I curse the pleasure as we become one This friction is causing forbidden fun. The stars shatter, their light has gone away. This lust has died, once again today. This laced up beauty only lasts so long, My dirty little secret, he's where it all goes wrong. © Andi 200

Crazy
Trapped inside my own head With nothing but my own fevered dreams to comfort me. I know the pain of the madman; He lives inside of me. I've felt the strength of demons And the weakness of self- preservation. And hope. Hope. Hey, parents, do you know where your kids are tonight? Are they locked away inside of themselves? Are their minds slipping away? Mama hen, mama hen . . . The fox has taken your baby again. Precious minds are a shame to waste Memories are forgotten in haste. I am losing all that is me . . . Yet gaining something entirely different. Something that acts like an animal And speaks like God. Comforts me like a best friend And loves me like its child. I am its child. An innocent brat, ready for its teachings. Ready to do what is told to me. Believing all that is said to me. Taking in all. And living off of my fevered dreams. © Andi 2007

Silence Emptiness And Confusion
Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl It feeds on loneliness and creates a void Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture A teenager is stricken and destroyed There is no sound of laughter or happiness here The little one has thrown in the towel today Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul It is futile to hope and dream and pray Emptiness builds a home in this woman In this girl, this child where hollows have bred A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes And eats away at every connecting thread Confusion feeds like a savage inside her, Leaving nothing considered worthy remains Destined to walk through life less ordinary Alone, exiled, different and disdained. © Andi 2007

The Beautiful People.
The beautiful people annoy me with rare exception. Mostly because they throw rocks at me and scream things like, "Get out, you foul creature!" This is hurtful and confusing to me. Confusing because I'm not even "in" anything. How can I get out? Hurtful because rocks are not supposed to strike one's head with such force.

I'm Sorry...
i'm sorry to all of those who will miss me if i go away.... i'm sorry to all of those who will never no me with out the pain...... i'm sorry to you julie for i have failed you as a man.... for all i've done..... i'm sorry.....

Ello
Good Mornin guys. I need to finish my Easter shopping today. Wonder what today will hold. Too early too tell if its gonna suck or not.in 27 days I will be 31 :( Anyhow here's one of my most favorite songs! They like to get you in a compromising position They like to get you there and smile in your face They think they're so cute when they got you in that condition Well I think it's a total disgrace CHORUS: I fight authority, Authority always wins I fight authority, Authority always wins I been doing it since I was a young kid I come out grinnin' I fight authority, Authority always wins So I call up my preacher I say, "Give me strength for Round 5." He said , "You don't need no strength, you need to grow up son." I said, "Growing up leads to growing old and then to dying "And dying to me don't sound like all that much fun." Oh no oh no I fight authority Authority always wins

A New Crime!
Woman dropped on head alleges 'negligent dancing' • Lacey Hindman, 22, is suing a dancing partner • She says she was dropped on her head at an office party • Attorney David Baum says his client is a victim of "negligent dancing" • Hindman suffered a fractured skull and brain injury, suit says CHICAGO, Illinois (AP) -- A woman is suing her dance partner, claiming he dropped her on her head after flipping her into the air at an office party. Lacey Hindman, 22, was a victim of "negligent dancing," says her lawyer, David M. Baum. In the suit, Hindman claims that during a party at a Chicago bar and restaurant in April 2006, David Prange grabbed her by the forearms and tossed her in the air, and then she crashed to the wood floor. "I was in the air, over him," Hindman said. "I fell hard enough you could hear the impact of me hitting the floor over the sound from the jukebox." Hindman said in the suit, filed in Cook County Circuit Court, that she suffered a fractured skull and brai

Well, That Was A Waste Of Time...
(Originally Posted on April 9, 2006)The Wiki article on Zoroaster was rather boring and uninformative as to what I wanted. Therefor, I got this from the Jewish Encyclopedia at http://www.jewishencyclopedia.com/view.jsp?artid=270&letter=S&search=Satan Satan, again, is not the Ultimate Evil. He works for god trying to tempt people. Anything he does is desired by heaven. Here's a quote on that: "Yet it is also evident from the prologue that Satan has no power of independent action, but requires the permission of God, which he may not transgress.He can not be regarded, therefore, as an opponent of the Deity; and the doctrine of monotheism is disturbed by his existence no more than by the presence of other beings before the face of God." Hmmm... I'll post more later. It's about time for me to go to my second job.

Also, One More Quick Note...
(Originally Posted on April 9, 2006)My wife too the test. She got highest in Paganism, followed by Atheism and then Satanism. That is kind of funny, since she has the ability to put curses on people quite easily. Several times she has been pissed at a thriving business, only for it to shut down in a few weeks afterwards. Also, one of her "friends" said that having sex with her was like having an ice pack on his nether regions. Since then, he hasn't been able to find any fedmale willing to spend time with him at all. Me, on the other hand, I've always been nice. Starting these studies, though, is allowing me to feel like I don't need to let people use me as a doormat. It is kind of a breakthrough, a definite feeling of release.

Chapter 21 { The Invisibel Man
XXI. IN OXFORD STREET "In going downstairs the first time I found an unexpected difficulty because I could not see my feet; indeed I stumbled twice, and there was an unaccustomed clumsiness in gripping the bolt. By not looking down, however, I managed to walk on the level passably well. "My mood, I say, was one of exaltation. I felt as a seeing man might do, with padded feet and noiseless clothes, in a city of the blind. I experienced a wild impulse to jest, to startle people, to clap men on the back, fling people's hats astray, and generally revel in my extraordinary advantage. "But hardly had I emerged upon Great Portland Street, however (my lodging was close to the big draper's shop there), when I heard a clashing concussion and was hit violently behind, and turning saw a man carrying a basket of soda-water syphons, and looking in amazement at his burden. Although the blow had really hurt me, I found something so irresistible in his astonishment that I laughed aloud. `The d

Last Night's Episode Of House
(Originally Posted on April 26, 2006)(SPOILER ALERT!)Last night, the episode of House dealt with House having to treat a 15 year old faith healer. The kid said he could hear god's voice telling him things. It pissed House off to no end that people actually believe in stuff like that.The interesting thing, though, was that the kid actually caused a cancer patient's tumor to go down.Later on, though, it turned out the kid had a rare form of herpes where the virus attacked cancer cells before normal cells.Anyway, Hugh Laurie (the man who plays House) also used to play on Blackadder III as the idiot Prince George. They are two totally different characters, but he played each of them very well.tag: religion, entertainment, television, house, tv

More News
(Originally Posted on April 28, 2006)(From http://www.pittsburghlive.com/x/pittsburghtrib/s_442132.html) What's legal for Evangelists should be legal for Satanists By Mike SeateTRIBUNE-REVIEW Monday, April 10, 2006 Last weekend, I visited a Bloomfield coffee house. Nothing unusual about that, only this time I was recognized by a regular reader of this column. The man seemed friendly enough and actually complimented me on my work, but then he had to go and get all goofy on me. The guy asked if he could pray with me for my continued success. "No thanks, bud, I'm an atheist," I told him, hoping the conversation would end there. Ah, but who is more determined than a religious zealot faced with what they believe is a lost soul? Naturally, my lack of faith struck my new friend as a challenge so he placed one hand on my shoulder and started praying out loud. Politely brushing him aside, I wondered to myself why it is that so many religious people feel compelled to proselytize total

Frox And Embryo Cocktails
You Are A Pile Of White Shit With Chocolate Chips You are hung,intelligent and caucasian. You tend to be successful at anything you try. A social butterfly, you are great at pollenating flowers. You are most compatible with the vagina. What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

Time And Patience
Time and patience I sit and watch time pss me by, I know not what is causing this or why. I have been unable to keep hold of my life, I have been unable to hold my sanity or my wife. I know now I am a better friend than a mate, I hope this knowladge has not come too late. I can only pray that I have not hurt many with all I have done, When all this is over, I hope my key to heaven I have won!

When I Looked Into Ur Eyes.....
By: My Allen :) When first I looked into your eyes each breath became a thousand sighs. My heart drummed out a thunder beat I glowed with joy from head to feet. The hand of love had touched my soul, as the bell of destiny began to toll. The tide of love began to rise, the world was filled with summer skies. My sodden clouds of cold and grey glowed with gold, then wisped away. A brilliant rainbow arched across, as waves of love began to toss. The air was filled with lovebird cries, when I first looked into your eyes. When I first looked into your eyes, all time and space were paralyzed And in that instant, I was shown a universe I had never known. I dwell there still, in Paradise, when I look into your eyes.

Sexiest Cherry Contest
so far things are going well, the contest folders will open at 6 pm eastern time, thank you for all who are in it I know its a small contest, but I want you to have fun and thats what all of the contest are all about, but to make it fun I will be watching and I will not put up with any rude comments, keep your comments that are sexual in nature to yourself there are some very sexy people in this contest all of them have class and style and saying rude and nasty things only makes you look like an ass, so keep your comments light and flirty not sick and dirty. I will also be watching the rating part of this contest in case of a tie the higher rate will win. I want to keep this contest fair, so I will be watching for under rating PLEASE DON'T DO IT. I am a nice guy but turn ugly when I see haters and mean people do mean things its wrong and I will not put up with it at all be respectful in life and you will be treated with respect. comment bombing is allowed and you can comment your ow

A Better Tomorrow And A Brighter Future
We live in a world where it pays to be of color, coloreds are given everything, they rarely are asked to return favors and they are automatically placed ahead of the white population when it comes to welfare and financial aid of any kind. Laws are passed and rights are given to the colored population of the world to ensure that they are treated better than their white counterparts, they are placed at the top of the list for immigration grants and are allowed to physically abuse a white person on the soul basis of them being white and the law will not see to it that they are locked up for six plus years. However what the governments don’t realize is that the coloreds they favor never up until the 1940s took it upon themselves to fight for the countries they inhabit, they never made it a point to help themselves and their people to rise above their social standings and up until the 1960s they never showed a real interest in trying to raise their social bar. Yet governments are making i

Friends
Did Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Somebody out here is Smiling About Love that is so Real Did Anyone Ever Tell You Many Times, When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You Well, My Dearest "Online " Friend Today I am Telling You I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! Don't be confused by friends and acquaintances, there is a difference! Because I care about you, It's national care week .. . . and you get to send messages to all your friends telling them that you care about them and make them feel good about themselves and if they write back . (just on

Some One Special!
hey and good morning to all my cherry friends,chatted with someone yesterday and he knows who he is!He makes me feel good when we chat,even if he is a little bossy!LOL,thanks baby,I don't ever wamt to lose you as a friend.

Nerves Calming...
(Originally Posted on May 11, 2006)It's taken a week or two, but my nervousness at Satanism has receded quite a bit. I am getting to the point where I wouldn't mind if people found out, but I am still not going to tell them or anything.I am looking forward to shopping for the altar things and performing the self-initiation as well. It is basically a more elaborate contract I've already made (check previous blog entries), but since it is more elaborate, it should be more interesting. It will also give me the excuse to get the stuff I need sooner than if I waited around.Other than that, just killing time until it's time to go home again...tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, emotions, initiation, ceremony, ritualHmmm... I wonder how many people are coming here from Technorati?

Couldn't Find Much To Post Today, But...
(Originally Posted on May 12, 2006)I must say, I wouldn't mind trying it...Take the quiz:What Is Your Kink?SadoMasochismPain is your thing. You probably are tattooed or pierced, or enjoy giving tattoos or piercings. You use unusual objects as sex toys. In the bedroom, you're wild and untamed! Your motto is Hurts so good!Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!tag: sex, quiz

Church Of Satan Vs First Church Of Satan - Who's Who?
(Originally Posted on June 5, 2006)In the FCoS (First Church of Satan) Yahoo! Group (which I heartily advise you to check out), John D. Allee has a message where he states that the Church of Satan calls the First Church of Satan a group of charlatans and a bunco outfit. Yet the Church of Satan charges $200 for the priveledge of carrying one of their cards.I have to think that maybe the Church of Satan is just in it for the money. What do you think?Anyway, that's why I never joined the Church of Satan. And I do not represent either group, just myself. tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, church of satan, first church of satan

My Latest Adventure
Well all I can is damn! It all started on Thursday got up at 430am for work and figured that I would be leaving for our off-road race Friday mourning. Well lil did i know that would change. I worked all day on the race car then was told that I was leaving when the car did and that was supposed to be thur. night. So i drove home at 400pm packed for the weekend then went back to the shop and worked on the car some more. The damn car fighted us every step of the way, we worked straight from thur mourning till 7 pm fri. night till the car was finished then drove up to Primm. When we were about 5 mi. from where our main Pit was going to be leaving a gas station my truck blew the rear end out. so i locked it in 4wd and idled back into the gas station parking lot. Crawled under the truck to try and figure out what happened and saw a hole in the top of the differential. So I pulled the rear drive shaft hoping that i could get to main pit driving w/ the front axle. The whole time i am removing

New Fun!!
So I decided tonight to let a girl in florida control how often I am allowed to cum and even just to touch myself. She sounds so evil won't even give me a time frame of when I will be allowed to. I'm kinda getting nervous about it now.

U.s. Navy Directive 16134 [inappropriate T-shirts]
Don't know if this is real, but it's funny none the less U.S. Navy Directive 16134 [Inappropriate T-Shirts] The following directive was issued by the commanding officer of all naval installations in the Middle East, and it was obviously directed at the Marines. To: All Commands Subject: Inappropriate T-Shirts Ref: ComMidEastFor Inst 16134//24 K All commanders promulgate upon receipt, The following T-shirts are no longer to be worn on or off base by any military or civilian personnel serving in the Middle East: "Eat Pork Or Die" [both English and Arabic versions] "Shrine Busters" [Various. Show burning minarets or bomb/artillery shells impacting Islamic shrines. [Some with unit logos.] "Napalm, Sticks Like Crazy" [Both English and Arabic versions] "Goat - it isn't just for breakfast any more." [Both English and Arabic versions] "The road to Paradise begins with me." [Mostly Arabic versions but some in English. Some sho

How Sexy Am I
You Are 83% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts! Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Oh Lord I Am Tired
OH MAN I'M TIRED! A man was sick and tired of going to work every day while his wife stayed home. He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed: "Dear Lord: I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through, so please allow her body to switch with mine for a day. Amen." God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man's wish. The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman. - He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate, awakened the kids, set out their school clothes, fed them breakfast, packed their lunches, drove them to school, came home and picked up the dry cleaning, took it to the cleaners and stopped at the bank to make a deposit, went grocery shopping, then drove home to put away the groceries, paid the bills and balanced the check book. He cleaned the cat's litter box and bathed the dog. Then it was already 1P.M. and he hurried to make the beds

Supposedly...
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser? Too bad no one seems to want to test me out lately............... So I could prove my talents..... (lol)

Slut
The sweet smell of summer sweat ripples through the room in the small, misty club. A bearded man eyeballs me from the end of the bar as I pull my shots close and wait for the chaser. Down they go, one at a time. A third, fourth, fifth - or sixth? Lost count but it doesn't matter, as long as the faces become hazy and karaoke sounds like a good idea, I'm good. The room becomes quieter, which draws my attention to the DJ. I did him. He smiles at me. Bastard. Still cute. Still married, still moving out of state. Oh well. The memory of being shagged by him and his brother one night in a brightly-lit room with porn on floods back into my mind and I can't help but smile. What a slut. What a night. My dancing song comes on...Sweet Dreams. My body drags me to the dark, intimate dance floor and I begin to feel the beat embrace me, tickle me, penetrate me until I can't stop moving, slithering, shaking my every pulsing part in an erotic dance for my seedy audience, half of whom I've slept

Great Hoax!!
Online hoax ad strips home of everything 2 hours, An online ad offering everything in the house for free left one landlord with quite a shock. By the time she realized what was going on, the house had been stripped of its light fixtures, hot water heater — even the kitchen sink. Laurie Raye said she traced the damage to a fake ad on craigslist, a San Francisco-based Internet site for classifieds. "The instigator who published this ad invited the public to come in and vandalize me," Raye told Seattle television station KING. She said the rental home wasn't occupied at the time because she had recently evicted a tenant, but it had other items inside. Even the front door and a vinyl window were pilfered, Raye said. "In the ad, it said come and take what you want. Everything is free," she said. "Please help yourself to anything on the property." Raye said she contacted craigslist and received an e-mail saying officials would need a subpoena or search warrant to release

Older Women Younger Men?
Older women younger men... Most of my life I have been with older men. Some of them have been awesome while others made my life hell. Then out of the blue I saw a younger man. I felt apperciated, loved, cherished. But there were too many other issues around him and we broke up. The next man was even younger. 9 years to be exact. He was an absolute doll. But he wanted too much of my time. I had a hard time shaking him loose. I did end up seeing him again as a booty call but that was it. And back to the older ones I went. I dated a man 10 years older than me. That was a mistake. Very little did we see eye to eye on. So now to the question again... Older women and Younger men.. Are you with this trend? Please leave a comment

You Will Never Know
You will never see the tears I cry while I am lying in the dark by your side. You will never know how much you mean to me and how much I wake up everyday happy to see your smiling face. You will never know the days I count up just to be back in your arms when you are far away. My love for you is deeper still. You will never know.

People
Well being back to work after my accident put a lot of things in perspective... fist that people can and will take every opportunity to walk all over you. then when you nicely prevent them from doing so they get bent out of shape. I have done a lot of things in my life and I believe that what comes around goes around... and I am going to get my ass out of that place so the shit don't splatter on me when it comes around. besides I found that my factory days are coming to an end due to my knee injury.

Save My Bumper Foundation # 2
OK people I got into an accident on Wed. and no it isnt my fault. Well the person that collided into the front end of my car does not have insurance as he had claimed he did. Apparently the papers in his car were expired and I wasnt aware. So when I called the insurance adjuster to come out and look at my car they said yes they will fix the car but I have to pay my 500.00 deductible plus the cost of a rental car. Oh and also since the other driver doesnt have insurnace, I have to pay for my own medical bills. Nice huh? When I went to get an estimate yesterday they said it would only cost about 750.00 total(parts & labor) to fix the car which isnt too bad. But I dont have 750.00 nor do I have the cost of the rental car. So I am pleading, asking, almost begging people to please please please help me out with my bumper/license plate situation! Any and all donations are greatly appreciated(even ones begotten by less than legal means). Either contact me via cherrytap or email me at brid

My Prayer Today
My prayer today is that you have a blessed peaceful Easter season and for those who travel a safe journey. - May this season the Lord Bless you and keep you; The Lord make his face shine upon you and be gracious to you; The Lord turn his face toward you and give you peace. (Numbers 6: 24-26 NIV - God Bless Still He Walked.... He could hear the crowds screaming, "Crucify! Crucify!" He could hear the hatred in their voices, These were His chosen people. He loved them, And they were going to crucify Him. He was beaten, bleeding and weakened.... His heart was broken, But still He walked. He could see the crowd as He came from the palace. He knew each of the faces so well. He had created them. He knew every smile, laugh, and shed tear, But now they were contorted with rage and anger; His heart broke.... But still He walked. Was He scared? You and I would have been So His humanness would have mandated that He was. He felt alone. His disciples had le

Sigh
Its finally sinking in... the fact that my hands were smashed, 5 more weeks of this, future theropy. i won't have all of my hand after all of this. its frusturating to say the least. At the beginning, I just played it off. But after staring at how my hand looked for about 10 minutes last night... *sigh*

Did You Know This (hatfield-mccoy Feud's Secret)
By MARILYNN MARCHIONE, AP Medical Writer Thu Apr 5, 6:18 PM ET The most infamous feud in American folklore, the long-running battle between the Hatfields and McCoys, may be partly explained by a rare, inherited disease that can lead to hair-trigger rage and violent outbursts. ADVERTISEMENT Dozens of McCoy descendants apparently have the disease, which causes high blood pressure, racing hearts, severe headaches and too much adrenaline and other "fight or flight" stress hormones. No one blames the whole feud on this, but doctors say it could help explain some of the clan's notorious behavior. "This condition can certainly make anybody short-tempered, and if they are prone because of their personality, it can add fuel to the fire," said Dr. Revi Mathew, a Vanderbilt University endocrinologist treating one of the family members. The Hatfields and McCoys have a storied and deadly history dating to Civil War times. Their generations of fighting over land, timber rights and

Spell Storage Revisited
(Originally Posted on July 10, 2006)I used the Letterfu envelope thing as a test. While it is a good basic idea, there is a problem that there are spaces at the edge where the stuff can (and will) come out. Therefore, I had to tape up the edges to make sure it'll work right.In addition, I put a half of a label to hold the thing shut. I used a sheet of Avery 8160 labels and put 2 Baphomet Symbols (which I got from here) on each label. My plan is to cut the labels in half, which makes them about the size of a postage stamp.tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion

Read
There is a bunch of nasty shit and rumors going around that I am the Legend or that he is me...it's all a bunch of bullshit started by someone who is jealous of my relationship with the Legend. Read my general interests on my profile. That says it all. And whoever it was for starting that crap - you should be ashamed of yourself. All you did was hurt Todd and made him want to leave C.T. What kind of friend would do that?! If you have a problem with my relationship with the Legend - you talk to ME -- don't take it out on him and make false accusations against him. You owe the Legend an apology for accusing him of creating a false profile. Why the hell would he do that? It doesn't even make sense.

So Tired...
(Originally Posted on July 11, 2006)I have been getting up early this past week to get into work early. This is so I can rack up some overtime to make up for the forced vacation I had last week. Even so, I should be around 13 hours under my time, unless if I come in on Saturday for 8 hours and don't get caught.(Mind you, I am not planning on coming in Saturday for 8 hours.)I am so sleepy that in the morning I actually get physically ill.Tonight, though, I am going to bed early. I mean, we're talking about 9pm or so. My wife will hate it, but I need sleep...Anyway, here's a funny picture I found:tag: life, sleepy, photo, humor, picture, image

Happy Anniversary!
(Originally Posted on July 21, 2006)Today marks the 81st anniversary of the ending of the Scopes Monkey Trial. Although the verdict returned was guilty, it marked a time when the defenders of fundamentalistic xtian beliefs were ridiculed and mocked because the beliefs were contradictory.You can read more at:This Day In History - Crime (A short encapsulated article)Wikipedia - Scopes Trial (A longer article)tag: religion, christian, christianity, history, scopes, scopes trial, scopes monkey trial

Read Each One Carefully And Think About It A Second Or Two
Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two 1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 10.

Damn Unsympathetic Bankers!!
Crack Addict Asks Bank to Help Pay Drug Debt (CBS4) CALLAWAY It’s bad to have a crack cocaine habit. It’s bad to take other people’s money to pay for that habit. But walking into a bank, demanding cash, and telling bank officials why you need it? That’s just stupid, and it’s going to be tough for a Florida man to explain that to a jury. Charles Anthony Miller had been on a crack-cocaine binge since about noon Wednesday, and as he was coming down, he walked into a Bay County branch of Regions Bank, looking for help. He claimed he had been kidnapped. Miller told bank employees that he needed 500 dollars to pay off a crack-cocaine debt, and later told deputies that one of the men who had kidnapped him was sitting in the bank lobby. Deputies took Marvin Williams into custody, and claim they found he was carrying marijuana. Then Miller told deputies two other men were waiting outside in a green Camaro. The driver ran away when they tried to talk to him, but they say drugs were

Midlife Crisis?
(Originally Posted on July 24, 2006)I have finally got to the point where I feel that starting my own business might be the way to go. Not because I have a great idea or anything. It's just that people are starting to piss me off more and more as time goes on.On top of that, I might be going through a mid-life crisis. I want to be able to dress in outrageous fashions, change my hair color to something not found in nature (or much of anywhere else except for acid trips). Fnck sports cars and cheap bimbos; I've already done that stuff and didn't care much for them to begin with.I want to be all of myself as hard as possible. Unfortunately, until I can get away from people that have control of my paycheck, that'll be hard to do...tag: life, midlife crisis

Juggalo's
now that i got ur attention im making my first contest and it is to see how many juggalo's out there the real one's i want to make this the Best Juggalo Face Paintin Contest So Spread The Word And Send ur Pictures To Me Thanks

Every Day
EVERY DAY You make me smile You let me know you care You help me see the good in things And for me you're always there EVERY DAY You ease my pain And help me through my day You let me know I'm not alone You teach me love that way EVERY DAY I say a prayer To keep you safe and free And every day is filled with hope That you'll spend time with me EVERY DAY You show me love Wanting nothing back from me And let me know you are my friend And keep me company EVERY DAY I look around Even when my life's a mess Knowing in my heart of hearts My friends are just the best EVERY DAY I thank the Lord For having given me The very best that I can have That is my friends you see God bless and keep you all Have A Wonderful Day Thank You For Every Day

A Little Bit To Laugh At
Man Charged With Drunken Romp in Bikini AP Mason Police Dept via The Enquirer / AP Volunteer firefighter Steven Cole was arrested after an alleged drunken romp in a bikini and wig at a Mason, Ohio, park Tuesday. Talk About It: Post ThoughtsMASON, Ohio (April 6) - A man wearing a woman's wig and a string bikini was charged with taking a drunken afternoon romp through a park, officials said. Steven S. Cole, a 46-year-old volunteer firefighter, told an officer he was on his way to a Dayton bar to perform as a woman in a contest offering a $10,000 prize, the arrest report said. He pleaded not guilty Thursday to charges of drunken driving, public indecency and disorderly conduct. Cole was arrested Tuesday after police received a report that an intoxicated man was walking and driving around Heritage Oak Park in Mason. Police said Cole was wearing a blond wig, pink flip-flops and a red-black-and-white striped bikini with the top filled out by tan water balloons. His

Soldiers-past And Present
Being that I am married to a disabled Viet Nam veteran who has just recently lost a lower limb as a result of all the toxins used by our lovely country to make war easier....wierd concept,isn't it?to make war easier,to allow the mass slaughter of people(both ours and theirs)and to use chemicals that cause lasting harm to everyone who comes in contact with it-even if it doesn't show up for years.... Are they doing the same thing in every war?How many of our young people who are over there supporting everyone's right to say what they want,do most anything they want will find that in the time of their lives when they should be planning vacations,living an easier life they are fighting every day just to have a somewhat "healthy" life? How many will find that defoliants used to make war easier have left things in their bodies which make diabetes,heart disease,and many other problems prevalent and daily living a struggle? Do not ever think that those who answer their country's ca

Run'n Like Hell
Oh I feel like hell, Tomorrows around the bend, Then its goodbye farewell, Not falling for your shit again, When tomorrow gets here, I’ll leave this all behind, I’ll be a free man, And you’ll be off my mind, chorus Oh, I am running like hell, No catchin me this time, No theres nothing you can say, To change my mind, Oh I’m running like hell, I’m not wasting my time, Oh girl, I’m moving down the line, You say you love me, Well weres the proof, Girl I gave you everything, Aint seen a damn thing from you, All I own in this paper bag, My black boots on my feet, Not even a note good bye, And I’m out there on that street, Chorus

Male Beauty Products
Subject: FW: Male beauty product Do women call you Fatty? Do women call you Baldy? Do women call you Ugly? Do you have bad breath? Do women call you Shortie? Do your ears have more hair than your head? Do women call you Stupid? Do women call you Loser? Are you over 60, 70 or even 80? Worst of all, have the women completely lost interest in you? Do not despair. Now there is a new "Male Beauty Product" on the market that will change all of that! *

What I'm Going Through...
It started to sink in the other day... about the severaty of the accident. until then I had been very upbeat about the future. I knew that muscle was removed, I knew my hand wouldn't be the same. I tried to not let it get to me. It did, I finally cracked. I broke down. The more I stare at my hand the worse it gets. 8 pins, 26 sutures, 1 metal plate. Thats what is holding me together. Everybody has been supportive of me, and I'm thankful for that. Right now an investagation is taking place, to see if really was faulty machinery. Until then my hands are tied. (literally) Yet everyone keeps bringing up lawyers. I've already thought everything through. I'm very independent, I pride myself on it. But it seems I keep getting pushed into the same decision. I snapped back at my mom today. I'm sorry for that. The fact that I can't leave the house isn't helping either. I try not to get like this. I got very emotional. I'm sorry if I pushed you away, or if I do i

75 Random Questions
75 Random Questions Do you have any pets? yes - one cat What color shirt are you wearing? grey Name three things that are physically close to you: a book, a coffee mug, a telephone What is the last book you read? "Gates Of Fire" by Steven Pressfield Are you or were you a good student? not really What's your favorite sport? bowling Do you enjoy sleeping late? yes What's the weather like right now? its snowing (in April!! Global warming, my ass) Who tells the best jokes? Lewis Black What was the last thing you dreamed about? Can't recall but it left me feeling vaguely disturbed when I woke up Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? no Do you believe in karma? no Do you believe in luck? no Do you like your eggs scrambled or sunny side up? scrambled Do you collect anything? If so, what? movies & books Are you proud of yourself? yes Are you reliable? yes Have you ever given money to a bum? yes What's your fav

Trust Or Lie
1 should you keep your slave in the dark and lie to her to make her feel secure yes no 2 should you have more than one slave and not let her know yes no 3 keep her as lover and partner as well as slave yes no 4 forgive her if she strays or lies yes no 5 treat the slave as chattel yes no 6 release slave for indiscreations or work them out work them out release and bannash

Mere Words
I searched among the card displays, To see if I could find, A little something that would say Just what was on my mind. However there was not a one, That captured it just right, For no one else can understand Just what I'd like to write. I even find it difficult To try to write it down, For how do I portray to you, The love that I have known? I close my eyes and what I see, Is someone I adore; A person who is beautiful, Right down into their soul. Mere words cannot describe The many qualities you show, The love and caring nature that You share with those who know. Your kind and gentle temperament, Your sweet angelic smile, Your softly spoken sentiments, That reach across the miles. Your smile and laugh that sparkle with The softness of your sigh, The way your face lights up a room ... That twinkle in your eye. The loving gestures, That quickly come to mind, For always you've a gentle word To calm and soothe I find. I struggle and I search

My Gift To You
I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for your heart belongs to another so, I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this day I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"

Can You See It In My Eyes?
You don't know how I'm feeling. I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside me. Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I'm near you Heat travels up my thighs and I want you with an urgency That I just can't describe. Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize How much I want and need you? Can you see it in my eyes? I long to say, "I love you," But am scared of your reply. Terrified like a child I've become paralyzed. The camouflaged emotions Lead to pain and silent cries. And yet I just can't tell you. Don't you see it in my eyes? Confessing through this poem My dilemma summarized. The feeling's quite cathartic, But will lead to my demise.

Now More Then Ever
I always knew you were an adorable lady, And a beautiful sight for sore eyes. But I've been thinking of you more and more lately, And I think you deserve to know why... When everyone else was quick to not trust me, You showed an open heart, and tons of compassion. Then extened your hand to a thug like me, And not once was I judged for my actions... So I'm loyal to you, for whatever whenever, On my life if you need it just say it. Since you jumped in my life, things havent been better, What you did for me, words can't explain... All I can really say is wow, But before I finish this letter. I had love for you then, and I got love for you now, But now way more than ever... -Nemesis the Nazerene-

Crack Whores
This blog has nothing to do with crack whores. I just like the way that looks as a title. OF course, now that you know it's not about crack whores, you're all likely to leave at this point. Well go on. Who needs you? Stinky, ungrateful, crack-whore-loving dinks.

Happy Easter
well i have the best news ever, i got my neice back just in time for easter. we had a blast she had an easter hunt and we raced around trying to see who could find the most. of course she did lol. then i have other good news too. but that is for a later date. i miss all my friends and i hope they know that. well that is all for now

Where To Begin
My weekend was normal and uneventful. I stayed home and played with my kid. Easter kind of sucked cause I wasn't really included due to the fact it was at my sisters house and well me and her husband don't get along so I didn't get to go. Which I would have really liked to do since my little sister is pregnant again and I haven't seen her since Christmas which was for about an hour. I am really hoping this whole mess of mine gets taken care of soon cause it is really starting to wear on me.

Thoughts And Sayings...
Sex without love is an empty experience, but as empty experiences go, it's one of the best. Leave a message, and I'll IM you back later. Leave a SEXY message and I'll IM you back sooner Do infants have as much fun in infancy as adults do in adultery? Princess, having sufficient experience with Princes, seeks frog. 36 years old is significant, because at 36 you can sleep with someone half your age and not go to jail. The chances of meeting someone with Barbie's human-scale measurements (36-18-33) is 1 in 100,000. The chances of meeting someone with Ken's is 1 in 50. In honor of Halloween, I'm about to perform an unspeakable pagan ritual. So please leave a message. Unless you're a virgin, in which case, why don't you stop by? SINT MIHI DEI ACHERONTIS PROPITII... Hello. Here are my answers to yesterday's messages, in order of their arrival. Yes. Tommorow at 5pm. Duct tape and piano wire. Tonight's safety word will be banana. No. Thank you Jesus paid for our sins -

Selfish Partying And Illiterate Drug Busts
Selfish Partying and Illiterate Drug Busts Current mood: peaceful Category: Life Just got back from Conway.. I had a blast.. Extremely exhausting of course, but thats always to be expected. I can't wait to move. Hm.. my days are kind of mixed up, but Friday, I went to my grandparents and checked in, had a super orgasm thanks to one of my friends, then headed off to Stoby's to see Marcelo. I was just planning on staying a few minutes, but I ended up going in. I'd talked to Kassandra about coming over, and she was expecting me later on that night. Whilst sitting and talking to Marcelo, Eric calls and says he's coming over. We hang out for a while with Marcelo, then go to Kassandra's.. That night, we fucked around a bit, then went back to Stoby's and waited for Marcelo to get off of work. Then we crashed IHOP later on that night. I had an additional 3 orgasms when I got home, thanks to another friend. God, I love friends... The next day, Marcelo, Eric, Kassandra, Trey

Songs
have you ever just sat there listening to music and thought...wow this song relates to this or relates to that?? sitting here i have been listening to my music which varies with a lil bit of everything and i have heard songs that make me think of every person who is special to me, those who i feel hate towards, even differnt events in my life. its weird how something as simple as a song can make you think of the ones you love, dislike, and events from your past. the one song that really makes me think is "i loved her first" by heartland because it reminds me who the first male was to hold my daughter and who the male is that is there most for her...not her father but my wonderful boyfriend. and it makes me hope that he will always be the one there for her and the one who does give her away when that time comes.

Get Them Laid.
www.getthemlaid.com ok this is just sad i love reading this website called techcrunch.com well i came across this article for a new website. called gethemlaid.com well i had to see if this was a joke or not well its a real website. but im not saying anything bad about it. just had to let everyone know about this. tell me what you think. LOL oh in case anyone was wondering why im not online im at home really sick and going back to bed. thanks and have a good day.

About My Birthday
Your Birth Month is October You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can. Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you. Your soul reflects: Gratitude, comfort, and true love Your gemstone: Tourmaline Your flower: Cosmos Your colors: White and yellow What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Songs Can Fit So Well Into Life...
Schism - Tool I know the pieces fit 'cause I watched them fall away Mildewed and smoldering, fundamental differing Pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers' souls in motion Disintegrating as it goes, testing our communication The light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so We cannot see to reach an end, crippling our communication I know the pieces fit 'cause I watched them tumble down No fault, none to blame, it doesn't mean I don't desire To point the finger, blame the other, watch the temple topple over To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communication The poetry that comes from the squarin' off between And the circling is worth it, finding beauty in the dissonance There was a time that the pieces fit but I watched them fall away Mildewed and smoldering, strangled by our coveting I've done the math enough to know the dangers of a second guessing Doomed to crumble unless we grow and strengthen our communication Cold silenc

Story Time.
Once upon a time there was a boy named....B and a girl named A. One day on the internet B was surfing this site called CT when all of a sudden he looked up to see the most beautiful face in the world looking back at him in the cherry blast section. He clicked away commenting randomly like he does, singing songs via comment. A few weeks later he observed that this remarkably gorgeous creature had responeded to him in the shout box. And so began the endless conversations, in fact, i think that the origninal conversation has never really eneded, its still going on today. Threw the days he learned lots about this beautiul women. She has the ultimate sense of humor, supreme charisma, extremely independent, the greatest personality, and the complete and virtually totally complete opposite views that of B. And yet he was hooked. Shouting turned to IMing, IMing to texting, texting to talking, and from talking we go to loving. B has never met somone that he has been able to connect with so

Between You And I...
I think i would like to try to cut out my own heart. Slowly. Sit on the floor and make larg deep incisions into my chest. I have a electric knife that can help me get past the sternum. Hoprully before i go into shock i will be able to pull the muscular mass in the palm of my hand ans squeez it till it poped. If that didnt kill me, or maybe i just dont have a heart, i could always just shoot myself in the face and watch the brain matter against the wall from a third person out of body point of view. Anyway, anyone wanna help?

Your Precious Heart
Life can be so frustrating, Even seem selfish sometimes, Even though the good Lord has his reasons, They can be so hard to find, I know how it feels to be alone, Feeling no one understands, Sometimes you'd give all you have, For a healing hand, So many times what we want, Isn't what we receive, But the lord has so much more in store, You just have to believe, The lord’s promise is to carry you, Through the toughest of times, So when your eyes are too tired to see his light, Sweetheart, you can use mine, I'm happy to pray with you, I'll do all that I can, I'll be here anytime you need me, Don't be afraid to ask for a hand, Sometimes God answers prayers by saying no, Because in time he'll give you so much more, Patients truly is a virtue, Ask each wave to reach the shore, Be strong right now, I'll help you, I'll be your strength when you need, Cause Angel it kills me, To see your precious heart bleed.

The Scorpion And The Frog
by Dr. William Pierce I was a guest on the Bob Grant Show in New York last week. Bob Grant's talk radio show is enormously popular with his White male audience, despite his rough treatment of some of his guests and many of his callers. A typical comment to a caller who displeases him is, "Get off the line, you jerk!" He once told a Black welfare mother, "If I ever get hold of you, I'll give you a tubal ligation with my bare hands!" As I said, comments of this sort make Bob Grant enormously popular with his White male listeners, but the Jews and their bedwetting liberal fellow travelers find him much less entertaining, and he has been thrown off several stations as a consequence of Jewish threats against his sponsors. Despite this Jewish hostility directed at him and despite his frequent ridicule of Blacks, he always has been favorable in his remarks about Jews -- perhaps because he knows who owns most of the radio stations, or perhaps because he just doesn't understand what Jews

A Fatal Influence
by Dr. William Pierce I've just finished watching the television news showing the latest round of bloodletting between Jews and Palestinians in the Middle East. It's certainly good to see that the Palestinians finally have learned how to improve the kill ratio. For a long time it seemed that for every Jew killed by a Palestinian, the Jews killed 100 or so Palestinians. Things are a bit better now. But the bloodletting is not the most interesting aspect of the news about the Middle East. The most interesting aspect is the response of the politicians over here and of the media over here. All of us, of course, view the world through our own prejudices. Despite my prejudices, though, when I watch the news I do try to imagine how other people, with different prejudices, are reacting to what I am seeing. I see George Bush and the other politicians over here desperately sucking up to the Jews by demanding that Yasser Arafat "stop the violence," that Yasser Arafat "call off his terrorist

Free House
Ohio Man Giving Away House, But There's A Catch New Owner Would Have To Move It POSTED: 6:19 pm EDT April 7, 2007 BELLEVUE, Ohio -- There's a man in Ohio who wants to give away his house. But there is one big catch. It's in Bellevue, about 45 miles southeast of Toledo, and whoever takes it will have to get it out of there. Mike Bassett's house is a big one. It's 3,600 square feet, with a fireplace, built-in cabinets, a bay window, two full bathrooms and walk-in closets. He estimates it's worth between $125,000 and $150,000, not including the land on which it sits. One woman offered to buy it for $200,000, if Bassett would leave it in its place. But he said no. And, if he doesn't find a taker by July 1, he said he will raze the structure. Bassett said he needs more parking for the supermarket and gas station he owns next door. It's estimated moving the house could cost $50,000 to $80,000, depending on where it's going.

Karoke Lyrics
JAMIE O'NEAL LYRICS Trying To Find Atlantis I hear he's out there somewhere Been looking for him everywhere From Rosweld to Timbuck too I thought I found him once at a jiffy lube But it turned into a dead end so I got my oil changed and I tried again He was a major in archeology I was digging on him but he wasn't on me A girl trying to find herself the perfect man is like trying to find Atlantis It's a mystery like the deep blue sea You can take it you can leave it but I still believe So I won't give up and I won't give in I know I'm gonna find him I just don't know when A girl trying to find herself the perfect man is like trying to find Atlantis I met a mystic down in Memphis we stood at the foot of the pyramid He had me looking east - He had me looking west Then he showed me a map and said I wish you the best There was Elvis not the real one When told me good bye he called me hun Just another shot in the dark like Eldorado or Noah's ark A girl trying

The Shadow Man
Even on the happiest day of my life he tends to creep up on me, First stabing me in the pit of my stomach then all over my body...and I dont feel physical pain really. Instead I feel alone like my mind is drifting into a deep dark abyss and I am drowning in sarrow. I cant breath, my chest tightens up. I have sudden visions of inflicting harm on myself to make it all stop....The pain ....the pain the shadow man causes me. Even though I cant see him I know he is there because for a brief second before he impales my chest for the first time I feel his presence in the room... turning the most delightful moment into a tortureous dance of pain and sadness...Please leave me alone shadow man...please...or I might kill myself...

Something To Remember Me By
An uproar of silence flutters in the noise that once was . The after birth spilling out onto the floor . whore! demon! Numb to the bone I shed a tear for you. You , who has no true comprehension of love , sacrifice or bond . What a blunder that you only show that which your ignorance needed to thrive on . If for not my rage and anger tamed , you would be dreaming of the life that once was during your trip to the dark world where you belong. Then I shall atleast achieve peace as I walk aside infant reincarnate.

~~anger Management Program That Works~~
-- An anger management program that works When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?" Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f......ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call! her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my de

Thou Wilt Keep Him
"Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee; because he trusteth in thee." ....Isaiah 26: 3. * * * * * * * * * There is nothing like the peace which only our Lord can give us. In this troubled world of trials and tribulations, we still have a refuge and one who promises to keep us in "perfect peace, if our minds are stayed upon Him." Our hearts do not have to be troubled, when our hope is in the Lord. We never know what tomorrow will hold, but we do know who holds tomorrow in the palm of His hand. With Jesus, our future is secure. There is no problem we could ever face which our Lord cannot work out. All things work together for good, when we love the Lord, that He might be glorified. The words to an old song, "He Touched Me," hold a message of truth. We were all "shackled by a heavy burden, beneath a load of guilt and shame. Then the hand of Jesus touched us, and now we are no longer the same." Once the touch of the Lord

Muahahahahhahaha
I love recieving packages in the mail or from ups its fucken great...when the best person to buy you stuff you want is yourself Ah yes lets take a moment an flash back with me to when i was younger to a time tested ritual i always do every xmas whether you celebrate it or not im in for the free shit lol thats about it an da food!! woot! enough of that.... As i said before who knows how to buy you things you actually want other then urself right? every year when xmas rears its nasty lil festive head around the corner i snag it hog tie it an toast it over a slow cooking fire....while i rewrap everything ive bought myself within the year an celebrate me myself an the kool shit i've bought myself lol... Too some it may seem sad but no actually its become a ritual i do now an the family gets a good laugh or too watching me take a dozen boxes of things i already own an place them under the tree... Yes ive ordered something yet again I am a Gamer i must feed this addiction or my brai

Wednesday Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, New Boobs On Ratemywow, David Duchovny, Sexy Erock Video, Traveling Virus This Weekend, New Videos
Oh boy... Boobies on Paltalk... sleeping naked girls... (totally distracted. Again. Damn) LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) It's Whip 'em Out Wednesday and FINALLY warming up in New York. SO warm in fact, that you may actually see a pair of bosoms... You should probably make sure you have a WOW Sticker if you want to partake in this goodness. There's a few ways to go about it: 1. GO TO THIS LINK FILL OUT THE FORM, AND WE WILL MAIL YOU ONE. 2. Send a self-addressed, stamped envelope (NOT A SMALL ONE, DUMMIES) to: The Opie and Anthony Show WOW Sticker Requests 111 West 57th Street Suite 500 New York, NY 10019 3. Get yourself an OFFICIAL WOW T-SHIRT!. Don Imus has been known to wear one his show (we know because we've seen it on MSNBC. CLICK HERE AND GET A SHIRT...DAG NABBIT... and be like Imus. Speaking of SHIRTS, check out what WE do now... ORDER YOURS TODAY (male and female sizes available) STI

Wonder If The Olefactometer Measures Farts. . .
City may set up panel to stop bad odors Tue Apr 10, 12:15 PM ET The city may be looking for a few good noses. When it meets Tuesday, the City Council is expected to set a public hearing for a law that would create a committee to sniff out objectionable odors. Ogden's chief administrator, John Patterson, said the city is not singling out a specific company for enforcement. But there have been complaints about a pet-food factory, American Nutrition Inc. Despite promises, American Nutrition has failed to install an exhaust scrubber on three ovens that bake treats for dogs and cats, Patterson said. "Stench is not the lasting memory that we want people to have in Ogden," he said. Councilwoman Dorrene Jeske said an ordinance is overdue. "The odor from the American Nutrition plant may have hindered us from getting some businesses along Wall Avenue," she said. Company executive Bill Behnken was away from his office Monday and unavailable for comment. American Nutrition last year sai

Poem Called "cherish"
I cherish the way you make me feel I cherish that you are for real I cherish your very thoughts I cherish life by your side I will cherish you till the day I die I will cherish you when you are sad, I will cherish you when you are mad I will cherish you thru the good and bad Cherish you any time of day I cherish the words that you say I cherish the love that you provide I cherish you deep inside I cherish you as my wife, I cherish you with my life Never will i change my mind, About the cherishing love I have for you inside! I love you with all my heart! Till death will do us part!

Billions Of Years Ago
* The GodWorld is destroyed in a great war caused by the Old Gods' greatest weapon, Mageddon. The gods are killed, and the "Godwave" is unleashed on the universe. This creates forces in the universe (such as the Speed Force and the Metagene) that will allow certain superpowers to work. It also gives birth to new gods on planets all around the universe, including Earth. * Mageddon is imprisoned in a gravity sink on the outer curve of space-time. * The remains of Godworld form the planets Apokolips and New Genesis. * An experiment by Krona, a member of an immortal race of aliens from the planet Oa creates the Anti-Matter Universe; his people decide to atone for allowing this to happen by becoming the Guardians of the Universe. (52 Week 2) * c. 3,000,000,000 B.C. – The Oans split between females (the Zamarons) and males (the Oans). * The Guardians bind all the wild magic in the universe into the Starheart orb at the farthest reaches of space.

Ew Do You Really Wanna Know The Answers To Some Of These?
Given a Hickey? Lots. Had a one night stand? negetive Made someone cry? yup. Opened your Christmas presents early? Of course. Been online for more than 10 hours in a row? Yeah im pretty sure i have. Pretended to be someone you weren't online? yup Eaten food that fell on the floor? yeah i have the five minut rule, not five second rule. Been caught cheating? never cheated to begin with. Been caught naked? Nope im never naked, ever ever ever fully naked. theres a ff about me. Flashed someone? Ha um.... Gone out without underwear on? yeah but i dont like it. Got into a fist fight? many. Swallowed bath water? Prolly, on accident though. Peed in the pool? Im sure i have when i was lil. Thrown up in public? yessir Been so drunk you can't walk? Oh god yeah, i had two people carry me up stairs once. Peed in public? all the time. Broken wind and blamed someone else? yes, but no one specifically, mostly i just put on a appaled face and look aro

The Hidden Angel
The kindest eyes i've ever met the sweetest kiss i've ever known The greatest friendship ever grown A glimpse of hope ever shown Ur the stars in the night sky A feeling is so strong we can't deny A strong embrace a gentle touch The greatest friend is as such A hand so warm a gaze so strong A touch so inviting this is where I belong My love is strong my heart is weak It is an answer that i seek A question rings in my mind and in my heart Do you love me as a friend and that we will never part? Do u want me to be by ur side Tell me this so my heart doesn't hide I try to hide my heart from you But then my love wouldnt be true

A Best Friend
A BEST FRIEND A best friend is always there, whether you need advice, or a pep talk, or even a shoulder to cry on. A best friend listens with her heart and is always honest with you, even though the truth may not be what you want to hear. A best friend knows all your secrets, understands your fears shares your dreams. A best friend never stops believing in you even if you give up on yourself. you are that kind of friend to me. And no matter what happens, you always will be. You are my best friend.... my forever friend.

There Have Been
There have been times when I may have: disturbed you, troubled you, pestered you, irritated you, bugged you, or got on your nerves with all the emails I send, So today I just wanna tell you that... I PLAN TO CONTINUE !!!!!!

Lil Sumthin Sumthin Before Bed.
70 Quirks about me: 1. What are your initials? B.J 2. What is your favorite thing to wear? A gun. 3. Last thing you ate? I have not eaten in like...41 hours. 4. I say Shotgun, you say? The flood. 6. Last person you hugged? I cant remember 8. How many U.S states have you been to? all but 12 9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in? 3 i guess. 10. Does anyone you know wanna date you? Nope. 11. Name something you like physically about yourself? My eyes. 13. Who is your best friend? Ambz 14.Why are you still up? cause i just got outa work. 15. Who/What made you angry today? Me for being sickly 16. Favorite type of Food? anything sounds good right now. 17. Favorite holidays: Fourth of july. 18. Do you download music: Yes. 19. Do you care if your socks are dirty? Not unless they are like ubber dirty. 21. Would you date the person who posted this? Hell fuckin no. 22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?

Two Of The Greatest Friends I Have In My Life That I'll Never Regret Knowing...
Lord Lestat being the first...wow i dont think theres enough to say about this man...atleast not all that i can fit here...He's a great man,friend and master to my family that i will forever be apart of until i die...this mans been through hell and back but still remains one of the greatest ppl i know...i've known him for 9 yrs...i helped run a family on yahell with him that has been mentioned (nightmarez_of_yahell)...he's been there when no one wanted to be he picked me up when i fell...he's been nothing but a real friend to me as well as others... even after death i dont think he could be forgotten...me and him have been through so much together as far as close friends go...no one could ever compare to the type of friend he's always been to me...Then second Would be Lady Ember Vamp...she has been there to as well...shes leaves me comments almost everyday just to let me know thats shes thinking about me...even though we dont really talk much on here in her own little way by leaving m

Lonely
why cant I find one decent guy who doesnt lie, who doesnt have any kind if a prison record, one who will love me for who I am not only on the outside but who I am on the inside,and who will accept the fact that I have a child. all guys want are model types of women who weigh only 12 lbs and dont have any children its so sickening. Ive been cheated on so many times before and I feel like I will never be good enough for anybody.

Really I Tried!
Send This To All Ur Friends, And Me If I Am 1. If U Get 7 Back U R Loved 1-3 u r a bad friend 4-6 u r a ok friend 7-9 u r a good friend 10-& ^ u r a great friend Dear Friend, When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . ! I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone..... call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call...... and there is no answer..... come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. ____0000000000______0000000000_____ __000________000__000________000___ _000___________0000___________000__ 000_____________00_____________000_ 000____________________________000_ 000___________THANKS__________000_ _000____________FOR___________000__ __000__________BEING_________000___ ___000__________MY_________000____ _____000______FRIEND____

You Appeared
out of thin air you appeared, distant, but certain your voice became the wind that soothed me at night. sometimes I listened to you sleep even so far away I felt close for you were drawing me close. you sent pictures, you sent words, you sent me silly and cherished things; but the best you sent me were your feelings and amazingly, I felt them hardly able to believe; but I believed. now, having crossed the mountains, lofted over prairies, my heart winged with hope, I reached the pinnacle and all that is left is thin air. Rebecca PS Best wishes anyway. Honest. (Ex girlfriend)

Abot Me
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 47 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! =) JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. 1. What is your full name? evis marie buchanan 2. When is your Birthday? april 7,1964 3. What is your e-mail address? montana4164@yahoo.com 4. Do you smoke? yes 5.How many sexuall partners have you had? 10 6. If you can't answer, is it really that many? 7. Can you cook? yes 8. What was your dream growing up? nurse police ,army 9. What talent do you wish you had? singing 10. Favorite place? montana 11. G-strings or thongs? both 12. What was the last book you read? the chamber 13. What zodiac sign are u? aries 14. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? ears 15

Sundays Hurt...
ooh, heres how it should go sunday - run 4 miles, 3 sets 15 dips one set slow negs 10, abs (oh yay...) 3 sets of 40 crunches 2 sets side crunches 2 sets of ten crunches hold 30 lbs. (yeah loads of fun), finish off with finish off with breathing exersizes and meditation .50 hours sunday seems fun huh? wait till you see thursday, ugh.

Friendship
Friendships Like flowers they need to bloom slow Allowing loving friendships to grow Friendships can be a lifetime treasure Allowing growth without pressure Just as flowers need attention Friendships need love, not contention As flowers of all shades Loving friendships won’t fade Friendships need to connect In time they earn respect Just as flowers have roots In time developed strong shoots Friendships are like the ivy vine Becoming stronger they entwine Truest colors of the rose True sincerity friends expose I love and appreciate all my friends Thankful to God above love transcends Rather have my friends then gold, diamonds or jewels All of my friends live by the Golden Rule

Love Is
Love is written in God’s heaven above In His book is each divine love When you first met your one and only You knew you’d never again be lonely A love so true as the sky is blue You know too that you’ll follow through So special is the thrill Excitement as love grows, until You ask that special one to marry It is almost too scary Unless you hear them say yes And then you feel so blessed To share your life with a husband or a wife No matter happiness or strife A true love will endure And always will mature A lifetime adventure Everyone knows it’s a risky venture But true love always wins So let yourself begin Enjoy each precious moment You’ll find peace and contentment And as the years follow Your life will surely mellow

This Is What I Do...
1. Do you know anyone in Prison? Currently...no 2. Have you ever logged onto a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush's myspace? Not on purpose, i just hit the home button. 3. When is the last time you ate Peanut butter and jelly? A really long time ago. 4. When did you last have a home cooked meal? Its been forever. 5. Have you ever gotten naked at a party? Yeah, taquila makes me not me. 6. Name someone you miss: My grandfather. 7. Are you named after a grandparent? nope 8. Who loves you? I dont know. no one. there there is the easy answer. 9. Do you throw up gang signs? I flipp the bird. 10. Have you ever broken a rib? No but i would like to. think it will be fun expericen. 11. Would you rather be a girl or a guy? Guy. 12. Who is the most spoiled person you know? Alot of my friends have never had a job, and therefore i find them to be spoiled. 13. Would you rather have a million dollars or true love? I think i found one, gimme the money. 14. Have you ever h

What The Heck Kind Of Trip Is This?
Garg... I know I said I wasn't going to post... But I just needed to vent a tiny bit... I went on what was supposed to be a quick flight home for a job interview... Not the first time I've done this... and probably won't be the last... But this trip has been frustrating... 1. I'm still ill and I found out that flying makes it feel worse... 2. I had to get up an hour earlier and drive in sludge to get to the plane still on time. 3. I set off the metal detectors and had to be patted down... I figured I would at the first airport since I was wearing bondage pants... but I got it again today while dressed "civil" and probably will again tomorrow to take my other flight... 4. First thing I did when I got home was puke... damn that all to hell... 5. I barely made the interview on time cause I couldn't read my own directions... 6. I nearly got kicked out of my interview because I brought my phone in by mistake and had to be dropped off... 7. Had to do a 2 ho

Friday Links: Imus Cancelled, Radiothon Continues, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) It's Friday The 13th, kids...and it is kind of gloomy for folks in the radio business. Our pal Don Imus was let go from CBS Radio last night a mere day after his MSNBC show was cancelled. In the middle of his annual Radiothon, no less. We made such an impact by helping out with the charity event yesterday, that we're going to do it again! WFAN/Imus in the morning Radiothon Donations: Donate Online HERE Or donate via phone at this number: call 877-877-6464...and tell 'em who sent you! Our own Jim Norton has already flown out to Vegas for the kickoff of the 2007 Traveling Virus Tour, so Rich Vos is filling in this morning (Rich flies out later on today). Also, remember - Tomorrow starting at 2pm (Vegas Time), the O&A Show will be live from pool side at the Hard Rock Hotel to announce the rest of the Traveling Virus Tour dates and to goof off before and during the show. Remember kids, there are still tickets ava

How Do U Know If It Is True Love?
HOW DO U KNOW IF IT IS TRUE LOVE? 1. Ur HEART beats faster when U hear O their name. 2. UR body melts when U R in their arms . 3. They R the only G that U want 2 be with. 4. No G else is even worth looking at? 5. U would walk B miles N the ] snow just 2 C them 6. U will do everything N U R power to make them H aP pY 7. When some 1 asks for Ur No#, U say " U can (call ( my boy/girl friend k get it from them . 8. When every romantic thing makes U think of them. 9. When U C rY when you won't C each other 4 a while. 10. U go 2 zZzZzZzZzZz sleep Thinking about them. 11. U wake UP thinking about them 12. U want 2 spend every 6 moment with them 13. U don't mind if all they want 2 do is cuddle 14. Silence doesn't bother U 15. They R not only U R Y lover , but also U r best friend 16. U can tell them anything 17. U can go 2 the movies k actually WATCH the movie , they R always there 4 U. 18. They R there when

Forbidden Fruit
oh, how i long for that kiss the one kiss that holds so much meaning the one that can tell you so much about a person even if you've known them all your life the 1st kiss is as forbidden as the last scared to start because we are scared of how it'll end the forbidden kiss that we yearn for like adam & eve the forbidden fruit the taste so sweet and then they were no longer blind that kiss is just the same take the chance the forbidden kiss full of temptation 'let our lips do what our hands do' romeo told juliet to take the chance the forbidden kiss might be just as sweet.

Life, Birth, Blood, Doom
I walk through fire, I feel no pain Fields of war which fuel my veins In the end, son, I was once like you Cut me, child, you'll see I bleed Scars of black which help me see In the end, son, I was once like you Life, birth, blood, doom The hole in the ground is comin' 'round soon Life, birth, blood, doom The hole in the ground is comin' 'round, comin' 'round soon Fields of death, the rotted womb Hatred, chainsaw, the blessed doom In the end, son, I was once like you The ashes that fly, the skin which burns Kill all you can, refuse to learn In the end, son, I was once like you Life, birth, blood, doom The hole in the ground is comin' 'round soon Life, birth, blood, doom The hole in the ground is comin' 'round, comin' 'round soon Life, birth, blood, doom The hole in the ground is comin' 'round soon Life, birth, blood, doom The hole in the ground is comin' 'round soon Life, birth, blood, doom The hole in the ground is comin' 'round soon Life, birth, blood

House Of Doom
Take all that you can Take it all I know you'll do it again Rape, rape me again I'll take the fall I know you'll do it again Oh, another truth And there's nowhere you can hide Oh, in this house of doom No one gets out alive Oh, once you step inside No one gets out alive You lie, and you lie again You've got your plans And you sure ain't no friend Oh, there ain't no turning back They say "you reap what you sow" Hell, if that ain't a fact! Oh, another truth And there's nowhere you can hide Oh, in this house of doom Ain't no one gets out alive Oh, once you step inside No one gets out alive Oh, another truth And there's nowhere you can hide Oh, in this house of doom Ain't no one gets out alive Oh, once you step inside No one gets out alive - Black Label Society

More Anger Towards Religion
(Originally posted on October 23, 2006)I don't know why, but recently I've been getting angry again at organized religions. And then I found this page with a little quiz. Here's the quiz:Q1) Who has killed more people overall, God or Satan?Q2) Which is the bigger sinner, the average human being who's never killed anyone, or the God of the Bible who's killed at least 2.5 million people?Q3) Who has committed more crimes, YOU or the God of the Bible, who's killed millions of people according to the Bible? If your answer is you, then explain what crimes youve committed thats worse than killing millions of people.Q4) Who is the bigger sinner, YOU or the God of the Bible? If your answer is you, then explain what you've done that's worse than killing millions of people.Now you can answer that without studying, but for the answers go to this link and do a search for the phrase "Killed by God".tag: religion, satan, satanic, satanism, satanist, christian, christianity-*-*-*-*-*-*-

What Is Your Comminication Style?
What is your communication style? I took this quiz- What is your communication style?My Result Was: You are a great communicator. You not only talk well, but your talks are effective. Keep it up. Take this quiz- What is your communication style? More Myspace Quizzes on lots of topics.

Try And Try
I have always seen life for what it really is. Ever since I was a child growing up, hard times are all I know. I had to sit back and watch my mother work from sunset to sundown. I had to sit back and watch my mother work herself to her grave. Nothing ever came easy for her. She always had a heart and kept a smile on her face. Life is like a newborn baby struggling to come out of its mother's womb, life is a struggle true enough, but after all the struggling you have done, and after all the hell you have been through, there is success. Life is nothing but a big struggle, but just keep the faith and focus on your goals. Don't let life beat you or you will be walking around like zombies. Keep on pushing, keep on trying, life can be whatever you make it to be. But life can also be a bowl of cherries with whip cream and apple pie. I say this again; life is what you make of it. You can achieve or conquer anything it throws at you, you can't quit or g

I Care
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, But I can cry with you a

I Prayed
A FRIEND FROM ABOVE.... I prayed for you before we met, Not knowing who you'd be. I asked the Lord to send a friend. One chosen just for me. I asked that they'd be Godly, With wisdom of His ways. A friend to help and guide me I the troubles of these days. So often in life, we need someone To listen while we talk. Someone who will not condemn or judge, But encourage us as we walk. The narrow road we choose to follow May sometimes make us stumble. But to have a friend to catch our fall, Teaches us to be humble. When I asked the Lord to send a friend, Though many came and went. He gave much more than I ever asked, For you are the friend He sent.

You're A True Friend,
You're a true friend, that I want you to know, Our love for each other has helped us to grow. We've been through some tough times, but we've made it through, The only one I ever trusted was you. You helped me through anger, you've chased away fears. You held me through sadness, and kissed away tears. You stayed by my side when the world turned away. You helped me see joy when the skies were all gray. You were the rainbow at the end of the storm. You help me be different when I shouldn't conform. You held my hand when you knew we would fall. Every heartache, you saw me through it all. I'm not sure I'm always the best friend to you, I know I'm not perfect, but this much is true. When life gets you down, And there's nowhere to turn, I'll help you through and I'll share your concern. I'll try my best to return every favor, When you're sure that you'll drown, then I'll be your lifesaver; Even if we both go down.

Saturday 4/13/07
Well, I'm late blogging again, lol but I had an awesome time going out to eat with my mom, my aunt, and my cousin. We went to Olive Garden to eat and then just sat and talked a couple hours and had a really nice time. She's getting married in October and asked me to be a bridesmaid for her so I'm really looking forward to that. I was in a friends wedding about 3 years ago and had a blast so this will be my 2nd time being a bridesmaid, and I'm really looking forward to it, especially since I wasn't sure I'd even be able to go to the wedding because I didn't know if she'd be getting married here or in Massachusetts. Anyway, I think this is all I'll write for now. Have a good day everyone.

The Poem
The Poem I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due. So I knelt and said a hurried prayer, And jumped up off my knees. My Christian duty was now done My soul could rest at ease..... All day long I had no time To spread a word of cheer No time to speak of Christ to friends, They'd laugh at me I'd fear. No time, no time, too much to do, That was my constant cry, No time to give to souls in need But at last the time, the time to die. I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God held a book; It was the book of life. God looked into his book and said "Your name I cannot find I once was going to write it down... But never found the time"

Thanks Ya'll
hey ya'll not gonna get all mushy and shit on ya just wanted too say thank u for everyone that rates my pics and sends comments everyday means alot.. I personally dont get too thank everyone so im doing it now.. hugs and all that lol hope everyone is having a great weekend... mines been good so far (ONE MORE DAY THOUGH ) HELL we all know how stuff can change lol.. anyways have a good night and ty again Bec

I Trye To Tell You
I tried to tell you I love you but the words were hard to find. I'm always thinking about you you're the only one on my mind. Oh why do I act so shy forever hiding my face I should learn to laugh and not to cry put your self in my place. There were times I tried to kiss you but something told me no. You wanted me to hold you but I kept letting you go. I'm afraid that I am not the guy you've searched for all these years. I will kindly leave now don't you cry try to hold back your tears. It's been so long I haven't seen you for quite awhile When I think of how we me met it only brings back your smile. I remember when I held you then and told you we'd never part I loved you then I love you now and I'll hold you in my heart.

Who Love You
Think Of Those Who Love You. If someone should hurt you and say a thing unkind, Remember what I write to you, and keep these thoughts in mind. For everyone that makes you cry, there are three to make you smile, And a smile will last for a long, long time, but a tear just a little while. Don't let someone who hates the world cause you to hate it too, Behind the clouds is a Golden sun, and a sky that's full of Blue. If someone said a thing that's cruel, don't let it get to you, Your achievements are greatly numbered, and your faults are very few. So if a certain person should act a certain way, Think of those who Love You. And don't let it spoil your day! .

Hard Facts
For those of you who are real,no matter how hard it is never trust anyone but yourself try to learn from your mistakes try not to dwell so much on your past youll never grow forward and end up comming back until you get it right over and over one more time.The more you learn the more you know the more you know the more you can teach. Each time you get closer and closer to freedom of form. The soul is released and set free to rest and grow wings. Peace there will always be I dont know about you but Im already there See you in your dreams because Im the one whos blessed you can only be the best you can be SELF.......................

Music
I'm putting the "about me" stuff in a blog because I feel that anyone that i'd want to know will take the time to look :) My taste in music can be described politely as eclectic, some might say more accuratly schizophrenic, lol.... I listen to almost anything and what i'm listening to can usually tell you what kinda mood i'm in. I love everything from hardcore metal to hardcore rap. I was raised on country music and I can remember being in third grade hearing jokes about Michael Jackson and wondering who the hell he was, lol... George Strait will always be my favorite singer, I love his voice... Stevie Nicks is right up there with him too.... (to be continued!!)

Top Ten Things Men Shouldn't Say Out Loud In Victoria's Secret...
Top Ten things men shouldn't say out loud in Victoria's Secret... 10. Does this come in children's sizes? 9. No thanks... just sniffing. 8. I'll be in the dressing room going blind. 7. Mom will love this. 6. Oh, the size won't matter. She's inflatable. 5. No need to wrap it up. I'll eat it here. 4. Will you model this for me? 3. The miracle what? This is better than world peace! 2. 75 bucks? You're just gonna end up naked anyway. 1. Oh honey, you'll never squeeze your ass into that.

Woot.
I went and saw MCR last night. They did an awesome job, I guess. lol. I had more fun at Katy's grandmother's though. :] I'm going to a surprise party in a little bit though to eat some crawfish. :] yum yum yum. my prom shoes are cuteee!

Thoughts Of Tortured Love
Eyes that long to see you dear Arms that ache to hold you near Heart that beats to feel your touch Lips that want your kiss so much Needing you so much more than I can say Feeling the longing grow every day Never to be at peace till I hold you in embrace Thoughts of our love making through my mind race And the saddest part is it is just a dream we share And yet to me you are the one beyond all compare I can’t stand this distance any more my love I want to fly to you my angel from above Eyes that long for you and miss you and cry Arms that are yours alone till the day I die Heart that weeps for the beauty you are And now every distance will always be too far By R. Thomas Dinsmore I tire so of dreaming

Wierd
over the yaers I have had many paranormal experiences like seeing orbs, hearing my name being called when there was no one there, hearing distorted music, seeing shadow people, etc. just last night I was laying in bed and all of a sudden I heard someone knocking from inside my closet and it really startled me, im used to these things happening it dont frighten me anymore but I would like to find out why these people are here, who they are and how they got here, but I dont know how to do it.

Gina, My First Affair With A Much Older Woman Pt. 1
Gina was my first much older woman and damn she was an education and a half. Ok, now when I say much older I was probably 17 at the time and she was 34. Yeah I thought I’d died and gone to Heaven. So here’s the story. I met Gina at the restaurant where I had an after- school job washing dishes and doing prep work. She worked there as a waitress. I actually gave her very little notice the first time I met here beyond thinking that she was very hot. I mean what 17- year -old guy could resist a 5’9” tall women with long legs, a cute face, nice perky breast, bleached blonde hair, and a great ass. However, it would be several weeks before I would get anytime to get to know her as it was mid-summer and we were just off the hook business wise. Luckily for me, Summer would turn to fall and business would drop off so that we would all have time to talk and so forth during the course of the evening. When we finally got a chance to chat one very slow Monday night, I was pleasantly surpris

Bitch!
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means that I am free to be the wonderful creature that I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. I am proud to be a bitch! It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated, and determined. I want what I want, and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to s

Weekend
Since my gf is visiting her mom this weekend, Ben came up for a visit and take care of me. Basically unwrap, clean, and rewrap my hands. I let him drink, but he earned it by taking stuff off the walls for me. We went to Madison yesterday. Took some pics of the skyline... http://i139.photobucket.com/albums/q306/the_omnipotent_one/P1010906.jpg http://i139.photobucket.com/albums/q306/the_omnipotent_one/skyline.jpg ...as well as the capital. http://i139.photobucket.com/albums/q306/the_omnipotent_one/P1010920.jpg Even took some nature pics. http://i139.photobucket.com/albums/q306/the_omnipotent_one/P1010903.jpg And I bought a mirror. http://i139.photobucket.com/albums/q306/the_omnipotent_one/mirror.jpg And something for my gf's birthday. http://www.kay.com/images/products/1324/132441407_MV_PD.jpg The girl who bagged my mirror, offered to double wrap it. She was very cute, so I had to let her

Help Needed Very Badly Before 4/20/07
HEY THIS IS A CONTEST THAT I ENTERED MYSELF AND HUBBY. HE HAS ONLY BEEN IN ONE OTHER CONTEST AND HE DIDN'T DO SO WELL. I AM ASKING ALL MY FRIENDS TO PLEASE COME AND HELP OUT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN! 1 COMMENT IS GOOD 2 IS BETTER AND 10 IS WOW. WE ARE TRAILING AT THE MOMENT BUT WITH HELP FROM ALL OUR FRIENDS I AM SURE WE CAN KICK SOME A$$! THANKS TO YOU ALL!!!!! LOVE ANNE

Free Wrightin
I am an angel, i live in the clouds, if u wanna kick it with me,u better bow down, so get on your knees,and call me YOUR HIGHNESS,cuz baby u know,i'm heavens finest Friends are like starz,they come and go,but the ones that stay, are the ones that glow-a memory last forever,never does it die,true friends stay together,and never say goodbye. A pritty girl can kiss a guya bird can kiss a butterfly,the rising sun can kiss the grass,but u my friend,can KISS MY ASS. A peach is a peach, a plum is a plum,a kiss aint a kiss,without some tongue,so open ur mouth,and close ur eyes,and give ur tongue some exercise. Ran up the door, closed the stairs,said my pajamaes and put on my prayers,turned off the bed and jumped into the light,all just beacuse u kissed me goodnight. You dont love someone beacuse there beautiful,there only beautiful beacuse you love them. Cross your heart and hope to die,clothes and makeup,boys ad lies,forever there untill the end,definition of true be

Stormy In Va.
Well I thought the wind and rain,would be the new's of the day here,In reality that was nothing,I am thinking of the victim's and their families at Virginia Tech,as I pray for their comfort,I realise how truly blessed I am.

Wednesday Is Pay Day!!
buy!! usually a quarter or ounce or sometimes a .25 of flame and a O of middies. then!! 25 push-ups four times. pull-ups 25 of them. dips 36 of those. then i go relax in the jaquzzi and get lit ( i know my life is rough but sometimes you just gotta put the pipe down and lift something heavy like yourself)

A Pain In My Heart
We pledged our undying love for each other promised we would always be together believed that a love as great as ours was created by a divine power There was never a doubt in my mind that you weren't the one for me you've given me the best year of my life I would have died for you in a heartbeat Never having to think it through I would have done anything for you your happiness was my happiness your sadness was my sadness Whatever that would hurt you would surely hurt me too With each tear I saw you shed I was literally devastated I would rather suffer all the pain then to see your beautiful heart ache you would never know a day of sorrow If I had anything to do with tomorrow And when you laughed and smiled it was just the most beautiful sight that could ever grace my eyes the utter joy it brought deep inside You brought out the very best in me made me the woman I wanted to be knowing I was loved by you there was nothing I couldn't do And like a

Warning..dangerous File
Please send it to everybody you know who has access to the Internet. You may receive an apparently harmless email with a Power Point presentation 'Life is beautiful.' If you receive it DO NOT OPEN THE FILE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, and delete it immediately. If you open this file, a message will appear on your screen saying: 'It is too late now, your life is no longer beautiful.' Subsequently you will LOSE EVERYTHING IN YOUR PC and the person who sent it to you will gain access to your name, e-mail and password This is a new virus which started to circulate on Saturday afternoon. AOL has already confirmed the severity, and the antivirus software's are not capable of destroying it. The virus has been created by a hacker who calls himself 'life owner.' PLEASE SEND A COPY OF THIS EMAIL TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS and ask them to PASS IT ON IMMEDIATELY.

You Know...
I went to college and got a degree in Journalism. I didn't find out how much I hated journalism until the second-to-last semester, but there you go. (I didn't really care what I was taking at the time because I had depression.)Now I see all the media vultures swooping down on VA Tech and am reminded of one reason why I don't like journalism. If it were me, I wouldn't want to go there in their time of grief to ask inane questions. And if one of my friends or relatives was killed, I certainly wouldn't want to answer the inane questions.It's like the movie Killer Tomatoes Strike Back (the only killer tomatoes movie I despise). All news people were shown to be blood-sucking leeches who (fortunately) were zombie-fied by the evil Professor Gangrene.tag: news, journalism, VA Tech-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Lord Give Me A Sign By Dmx
[Intro:] Yeah..Uh In the name of Jesus (thats right) No weapon formed against me shall prosper (preach) And every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou shalt condemn (preach) (Lord give me a sign) For this is the heritage of the servants of the Lord (preach) and their righteousness is of me, saith the Lord. (preach) Amen [Verse 1] Lord Give me a Sign! I really need to talk to you Lord Since the last time we talked the walk has been hard Now I know you haven't left me But I feel like I'm alone Im a big boy now but I'm still not grown And I'm still goin' through it Pain and the hurt Soaking up trouble like rain in the dirt And I know! Only I can stop the rain Wit just the mention of my Savior's name IN THE NAME OF JESUS! Devil I rebuke you for what I go threw And tryin make me do what I used to But all that stops right here As long as the Lord's in my life I will have no fear I will know no pain from the light to the dark I will show n

Real Good Man
Girl you've never known no one like me Up there in your high society They might tell you I'm no good Girl they need to understand Just who I am I may be a real bad boy But baby I'm a real good man I may drink too much and play too loud Hang out with a rough and rowdy crowd That don't mean I don't respect My Mama or my Uncle Sam Yes sir, yes ma'am I may be a real bad boy But baby I'm a real good man I might have a reckless streak At least a country-mile wide If you're gonna run with me It's gonna be a wild ride When it comes to loving you I've got velvet hands I'll show you how a real bad boy Can be a real good man I take all the good times I can get I'm too young for growing up just yet Ain't much I can promise you 'Cept to do the best I can I'll be damned I may be a real bad boy But baby I'm a real good man I may be a real bad boy Oh but baby I'm a real good man Yes I am

You Save Me
Every now and then I get a little lost My strings all get tangled, my wires all get crossed Every now and then I'm right up on the edge Dangling my toes out over the ledge I just thank God you're here 'Cause when I'm a bullet shot out of a gun 'Cause when I'm a firecracker comin' undone Or when I'm a fugitive ready to run, all wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me It's hard lovin' a man that's got a gypsy soul I don't know how you do it, I'm not sure how you know The perfect thing to say to save me from myself You're the angel that BELIEVES IN me like nobody else And I thank God you do 'Cause when I'm a bullet shot out of a gun When I'm a firecracker coming undone When I'm a fugitive ready to run, all wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me I know I don't tell you nearly enough That I couldn't live one day without your love When I'm a ship tossed around on the waves Up on a

The Enemy
Confines me its all that i see Sickness keeps you following me Keep it inside, all that is sharp Hold it inside, all that is dark Tear I'll shut you up Down, down, down I'll destroy you Kill or be killed Down, down, down You've become the enemy Enemy I thank you for making me feel Make me feel like i want to kill you show me you're evil inside Now won't you just curl up and die Tear I'll shut you up Down, down, down I'll destroy you Kill or be killed Down, down, down You've become the enemy Enemy You make me You make me hate You make me You make me hate you

Dirthouse
My dirthouse Watch it happen from the box Mind wanders Dirty dirty word My dirthouse This is where it all comes down Look into my eye You feel my skin, its dirt Drive me wild Remember when you blew my mind? Cut through me Living in the dirt These dogs are curled up in a little ball These dogs are freezing their asses off Go, go , go Pick up the pieces I wanna call this my home Go, go, go Pick up the pieces I've got some pain of my own Open the box See whats inside You make the call Sick of it all again Tear me down Pushing on my every nerve Scares me I hope i don't get burnt Look closer Look into my dirty mind Feeling sick inside My blood has turned to fucking dirt

Chroma-matic
"Chroma-Matic" Winding it up Like a wound metal fuzz box Tuning it up Make your neck bend round Plugging it in To the primary noise box Making it raw Make your brain shut down Origin know To the few chroma-matic It shakes your eyes And it shocks you wide Tuning it down To the end note Feedback Fuzzback Head scratch Phase loop Heart attack Chroma-matic Origin know To the few chroma-matic It shakes your eyes And it shocks you wide Tuning it down To the end note Feedback Full stack Head crack Slam that Cadillac Chroma-matic

Reptile
Shedding your skin It's falling to pieces Feeling within Body is cold Cold to the bone Bestial sin You're trying to keep it Feeling within Spirit is old Let me in It can never happen Biting me with a poisionous mouth A venomous shout Tear me apart Chewing the gristle Chewing it up Spitting me out Reptile

New Stuff
Well I have been going out quite frequently, be it w/ friends at clubs or bars or faire or just about anywhere. I am glad that I am moving forward in my life and liveing Happy and confident. I have been and still am turning into the person that i used to be and want to be. Strong, confident, outgoing, and not letting anything get in my way of what i want or want to do. I have reciently found out something interesting about myself. This past weekend at Skandal I brought my whips for my friends and I to play w/, well I took a great whipping by both of my whips by many beautiful girls. Well I have known that I was a sadist, when I get piercings or ink or other times when pain is inflicted I get aroused sometimes more than others. Well after the whippings this past weekend I was in such a euphoric and intense state that I was trembling out of control, it felt soooo good. One of the girls that whipped me also offered to put me in a photoshoot that they are doing suspension (which I so want

I Hate You
Good evening to y'all .. I hope everyone have good night tonight! my evening was not too bad. I am little lonely down here. It would be nice if I am cuddling with someone :) anyhoo i am going to crash and good night to y'all message me sometime :P

I Promis
I promise you my heart¢¾ I promise you my life¢¾ I promise we'll never be apart¢¾ I promise not to hurt you¢¾ I promise to never make you cry¢¾ I promise to always trust you¢¾ I promise not to lie¢¾ I promise you forever¢¾ I promise you tonight¢¾ I promise you my respect¢¾ I promise to do things right¢¾ I promise to always be there¢¾ I promise until the end¢¾ I promise to always love you¢¾ I promise to be your best friend¢¾ I promise you my love¢¾ I promise you my life¢¾ I promise this forever¢¾ I promise our friendship is my life¢¾ your the PEANUT to my BUTTER ,¢¾ your the STAR to my BURST, your the M to my M,¢¾ your the POP to my TART, your the MILKY to my WAY, your the FRUIT to my LOOP, your the MILK to my DUDS, your the LUCKY to my CHARMS, your the ICE to my CREAM,

Should Children Witness Childbirth??? Lmmfao!!!!!!!
Should Children Witness Childbirth? This is one of the funniest I've ever read! Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The house was very, very dark, so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-year-old girl, to hold a flashlight high over her mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very diligently Kathleen did as she was asked. Her mother Heidi pushed and pushed, and after a little while Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor began to cry. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-year-old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place. Smack his ass again."

Fam If You Real Send It Backpleas
FRIENDS ARE LIKE BALOONS ONCE U LET THEM GO U CANT GET THEM BACK SO IM GOING TO TIE U TO MY HEART SO I NEVER LOSE U. SEND THIS TO ALL UR FRIENDS INCLUDING ME! SEE HOW MANY U GET BACK ......I Love you .......I Love you ........I Love you ........I Love you ........I Love you .......I Love you ......I Love you .....I Love you ....I Love you ...I Love you ..I Love you .I Love you .I Love you .I Love you ..I Love you ...I Love you ....I Love you .....I Love you ......I Love you .......I Love you ........I Love you ........I Love you ........I Love you .......I Love you ......I Love you .....I Love you ....I Love you ...I Love you ..I Love you .I Love you .I Love you .I Love you ..I Love you ...I Love you ....I Love you .....I Love you ......I Love you .......I Love you ........I Love you ........I Love you ........I Love you .......I Love you ......I Love you .....I Love you ....I Love you ...I Love you ..I Love you .I Love you .I Love you .I Love you ..I Love you ...I Love you ....I Love

Urlacher Fined $100,000 For Super Bowl Hat ( Is This Getting A Little Stupied)
NEW YORK (AP) -- Chicago Bears linebacker Brian Urlacher was fined $100,000 by the NFL for wearing a cap during Super Bowl media day that promoted a sponsor not authorized by the league. NFL rules prohibit gear that advertises any product but a designated sponsor, league spokesman Brian McCarthy said Wednesday. Urlacher was fined for drinking vitaminwater and wearing a vitaminwater hat during the media session in Miami leading to the title game. Gatorade is the NFL's official drink. McCarthy said this is the first time such a fine has been levied. He added that $100,000 is the standard fine for such a violation at the Super Bowl. A violation during the regular season is $10,000. It is $50,000 at the Pro Bowl. The fine recalls an episode involving Chicago quarterback Jim McMahon in the playoffs following the 1985 season, the previous time the Bears made the Super Bowl. McMahon wore a headband that said "adidas" in a playoff game against the New York Giants, and then-comm

Read This
A lawyer married a woman who had previously divorced ten husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle, I'm still a virgin." "What?" said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times?" "Well, Husband #1 was a sales representative: he only kept telling me how great it was going to be. Husband #2 was in software services: he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me. Husband #3 was from field services: he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up. Husband #4 was in telemarketing: even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver. Husband #5 was an engineer: he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method. Husband #6 was from finance and administration: he thought he knew how, but he wasn't s

Fishing Tip
Recycled Plastic When hook tears make your plastic worms no longer usable Texas-style, cut the mangled heads off and use the bodies as trailers on spinnerbaits. If you’re fishing straight-tail worms, split the tail in half lengthwise to get more action.

Presidential Speech????
IF ONLY THIS WOULD COME TRUE !!!!!!!! WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S . PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq . This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom , Spain , Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me sta

Listen Read Its Funny For All U Ladies Lol Whether U Know This Or Not Lol
Really LAdies check this out LOL since ur here and i hope you still are i have something to share you know how guys have sometimes a bunch of facial hair well this is something ive done in my personal time cuz i have way too much fucken freetime on my hands LOL literally Well I took a couple of hairs from my goatee an some from my pubic region an compared them closly an Ladies their the same freaken strand believe me or not lol its the same an kissing a guy with facial hair is like kissing his pubes ;) isnt that great LOL either way ur still close to pubes so SCORE!!!! lmfao I hope you enjoyed this as it was funny sharing it

Good Or Evil - You Decide!
(Originally posted on March 6, 2007)In a recent post, I told the story of a woman and her baby about to die in the biblical flood account. I showed how this is one of the top stories of evil of all time and, judging by the response, I think I did well.One person, though, thinks that the xtian god is still a good guy. He mentions all of the good things that the bible is (supposedly) chocked full of. However, I reminded him of the saying, "By their actions shall ye know them."Imagine if the xtian god was on trial. The prosecutors will bring up all the death and destruction that was caused. The defense would be stuck with saying things like, "Yeah, but they DESERVED it since they wouldn't follow his rules!"Now, if a jury wasn't already brainwashed by the cult of the carpenter, would he get off? Or would the jury hang him for his crimes?(What's really fun is that today I also found this link which basically also says that the xtian god's an evil bastard.) (And I guess he would be. S

My Altar Setup (with Lots Of Pics!)
(Originally posted on March 8, 2007)Well, over the past few days I got my altar moved into the new "ritual room."I think it's looking good.There are black curains on either side of it, blocking the view of the captain's bed (with full bookshelves) on one side and the closet on the other. It does mean the room is about the size and shape of a short but slightly wide hallway, but for a solitary practitioner, I feel it'll work out well for me.Now for the nickel tour:The complete altar setup. It is made of a bureau covered with black cloth. (The black cloth including the curtains, BTW, are flat bedsheets from Wal-Mart.)This is the left side of the altar consisting of a silver (plated) cup I found at the thrift store and a black candle in a candle holder.The middle of the altar has a burning bowl on a plate of sand. (I had the bowl directly on the cloth before, but the heat scorched the fabric a bit.) Behind it is a bowl of sand I use to hold the incense. (I mostly use musk incense, s

The Hero In All Of This
I haven't written anything about Virginia Tech mainly because it's too hard right now to gather my thoughts about it. I like to have some kind of understanding of the subject matter that I write about and I don't understand this at all. Liviu Lebrescu was the college professor who barricaded himself in front of the door to allow his students to escape thru an open window. He was shot and killed but he accomplished this mission. The thing that tears me up about Mr Lebrescu is that he was also a Holocaust Survivor. What an incredible life the man had. I won't go into his life story here but it is one worth studying. And then to end up dying the way he did after all he survived and accomplished in his life is beyond words for me. I can't pay him enough tribute in a blog on a website but I had to say something. What an incredible man.

No Thanks.
"more harder" I know I'm a grammar Nazi - and not a good one at that - so you may decided to hate me if you wish. But come on, people. "more harder"? Perhaps you are just becoming more stupider. That is not what this blog was going to be about. I had this great concept going about how to rid the world of all known diseases and I lost it. This is what happens when you do things that tweak my gourd.

I Had To Do It!
So I saw a commercial for that movie Vacancy that’s coming out and if you pay attention at the very end of it they flash a phone number to call. So I called it. It’s a free call and it’s fucking cool as hell! 1-888-9-VACANCY Check it out. =)

Tribute To The Goddesses.
On tuesdays (and whenever they tell me to go ahead and stream), at 5-7 EST, I do an internet radio show called Tribute to the Goddesses. It's based around strong, intelligent, talented, powerhouse females of the musical world, of ALL genres. If anyone's interested in DJing, we're looking for staff. We've got all the Goth/EBM/Industrial DJs we need, but if you want to do pop, or rap, or punk, or 80's pop, or blues, or jazz... let me know, I'll give you V(our boss)'s details. -Band List thus far:- +A Kiss could be deadly +Aaliyah +Aimee Allen +Alanis Morissette +Alicia Keys +Amanda Marshall +Amy Stephens Group +Ani DiFranco +Ayumi Hamasaki +Bjork +BoA +Christina Aguilara +Ciara +Corinne Baily Rae +Count Zero +Dar Williams +Deb Talan +Dido +Edie Brickell & the New Bohemians +Emilie Autumn +Enya +Evanescence +Fallz +Fiona Apple +HalfCocked +Hungry Lucy +Ingrid Michaelson +Jack Off Jill +Jewel +Joan Osborne +Joydrop +Kelly Osbourne +Lacuna Coil

In Your Thoughts
In your thoughts you can go anywhere and do anything that you can imagine. No person or circumstance can prevent you from having the thoughts you wish to explore. Even when the worst that could happen has indeed come to pass, in your thoughts you can turn it around. Even if everything seems to be working against you, you still can think of ways for it all to be working in your favor. Your thoughts can take you back in time and forward too. Thoughts can take you to the top of the highest mountain and into the middle of the deepest forest. Your thoughts can linger contemplatively in a particular place, or travel instantly to the other side of the universe. The only limit upon your thoughts is what you choose to think. And whatever thoughts you choose to have are the very thoughts that will direct your life. They'll determine how you perceive whatever comes your way, and they'll be responsible for what you do about it. Always you are able to choose your thoughts, in every ki

Precious Time
Tears shine like diamonds, As they rain from my eyes, I send this lonely wish, To the first star in Heaven's sky, A wish to hold you close to me, And wake by your side, Feel your breath on my skin, as I softly kiss your eyes, If these tears could make a river, The I could swim my way to you, I hope you know in your heart, I'd swim any ocean for you, If my thought of you could give me wings, I'd fly there tonight, And if it really is the thought that counts, Believe me I tried, If I could change time, I would speed it up and stop it too, To the moment you are in my arms, Then be lost in that moment with you, I've come to find some wishes, just don't come true, Thats why I am so greatful, For the precious time I spend with you. I love you my little angel!

Fictional Event....???
A fictional event... Not meletious intent... From a mile a away... All the horse shit... On ct... You can smell... All the scams... All the... Wanna be ballers... Spitting forth their... Best game... No matter pic... You put up... Private or... Just plain site... To someone's server it is saved... Right...??? What a gag... Some ones... Got the worlds largets... Porno mag... Not melitious intent... Mean while... Some where... Across the planet... They be peddlin pics of you ... With out a clue... Till you catch your... Kids friend... Tossing off to you... Of course this is all... Fiction, slight of hand... Nice misdirection... This is not an acusation... Nor melitious intent... A target this may make me... In a flash... Down the rabbit hole... I go... For this is a fictional event...??? BBE...Ehhh 2006 All rights reserved.

Pee Stamina
THIS IS THE SAME DAY AS EVERY DAY TOTALLY INOCUOUS IN EVERY WAY FADING IN AND OUT BLURRING THE LINES FORGETTING TO FORGET TIME AFTER TIME I DONT KNOW HOW I CAME HERE OR IF I CAN GET OUT I WALK AROUND SILENTLY SCREAMING AND NO SOUND EVER COMES OUT THISWORLD IS ROTTEN TO THE CORE I CANNOT FACE IT ANYMORE MY EYES ARE BURNED OUT FROM MY TEARS MY SOUL IS WEARY OF THE FEARS SO THIS I SPEAK INTO THE WIND ITS TIME FOR THE END OF LIFE TO BEGIN THE WORLD IS POISONED AND LEFT FOR DEAD AND THERES NO PEACE WITHIN MY HEAD

Love Grows
with me being military and all i have seen love grow faster when you can't see ro be with the ones that you love cause it will make you realize how much you truely love and miss them and then when the time comes for the two fo you to meet up it will make it that much better

Result Of Quiz-which Kind Of Girlfriend Are You?
You scored as Perfect Girlfriend. You're the perfect girlfriend. You're the kind of girl that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy places (though that would be nice)Just hanging out with him is enough to make you happyPerfect Girlfriend75%Sensitive Girlfriend50%Motherly Girlfriend44%Bad Girlfriend38%Not interested Girlfriend19%Which Kind of Girlfriend are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Go To Hell
I FADE TO BLACK AND ALL YOU DO IS LAUGH YOU THINK ITS FUN TO BE COLD AS ICE ARE YOU HAPPY NOW YOU DID WHAT YOU SAID YOU'D NEVER DO YOU LIED AND PUSHED ME DOWN LETS CALL THIS FAIR LETS CALL THIS EVEN WHY DON'T YOU JUST GO TO HELL.

User Unfriendly
This is my new "masterpiece":It's called User Unfriendly. It's a keyboard with all the keys removed and tacks stuck into most of the holes. Some keys were replaced to spell out a rude message:In addition, the cord was fashioned into a noose-like configuration:This is the piece my wife said matches my personality pretty well. :-)tag: art, artwork, User Unfriendly, technology, pictures-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Ok Last 1 For 2night B4 U All Get Sick O Em Lol
There once was a young man from Brighton, Who said to a young lass, "You're a tight'un!" She said, "Listen, Hon, You're in the wrong one. There's plenty of room in the right one."

Ok Repost
I don't see how this is nsfw Ignoring the signs that are there Pretending that I was unaware Watching it happen ever so slow Acting as if I did not know Letting the liar tell me untrue Yet in my heart I always knew Set my self aside for the sake Of one who’s words of love were fake Reaping the harvest of a fools bounty Learning the lesson came hardest to me Remember to thyne own self be true Never accept lies it cheapens the value Of we who are in the eyes of those seen As less when we do life becomes cruel and obscene By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Strength
I closed my eyes and I felt, The world shake beneath my feet, I heard the voice of God cry out, And it dropped me to my knees, Tears fell with no warning, I felt so small in this place, A feeling of peace, Spread across my face, For once my fears were gone, The worry no more, A voice whispered to me, “You don’t need it anymore,” I felt the weight lift off me, My heart could beat again, I looked down at his hands… And I knew it was him, He said, “pick up your cross my son, Just believe in me, I promise you, I’ll give you all the strength you need, When the load is too heavy, And the road seems t0o long, Look inside your heart, You’ll find the strength to carry on, “I will never leave you, In your heart I will always stay, When you feel worn and lost, I’m a prayer away, Always know my reasons, No matter how hard to understand, Are for the best of you,” The proof of love is on my hands, Ask quickly as he came he left me, But he left this p

A Girl Can Dream
I have too many people pulling at my heart strings. One of which I would truly love to have for all times sake. The children I don't mind because I am mom after all. The others just don't know. The ydon't realize the typ of affect they have on me. How I manage to keep it all in is beyond me but none the less it is there. I like to be wild and just want some one who is willing to be wild with me. Seriously. Some one to which I am comfortable telling everything to, the good, the bad, and the ugly. Then not feeling like I am judged for it. There is no one out there like that for me I don't think. I used to think that fairytales exsists and people will except you for who you are. Alas, that is not true. There are always strings attached and hidden motives behind everyone who I come incontact with. Or at least that is the way it feels to me. Why do I always distrust so much? I want to trust but I find that hard to accomplish. I trust my children (to a point.....I know kids will be kids), ye

4-21-07
I went a total of 2.11 miles Thursday and ran a total of 0.64 of 1 mile, tripleing what I ran the night before. Abs hurt and chest was on fire, but I'm glad I pushed myself. I didn't walk at all last night because my legs still hurt. I needed more tape and gauze, so I walked down to Wal-greens. 5.23 miles later, I was back home. No running today, I'll do it tomorrow.

Cold Dead Inside
A few years ago I thought you were the one for me I thought I was so in love with you I agreed to marry you We were happy Then things changed We were having a baby I tried to get you to spend time with me But your friends were more important I tried to let you know how hurt I was I died a little more each time Foolishly thinking it was just a phase Hoping you would change after our child entered this world Things did change They got worse I began feeling cold Nothing could keep me warm I became weak I couldn't talk to you I tried but nothing seemed to matter to you Until I said "Goodbye" I gained the strength I needed to do what I believe in my heart is right. You begged for me to give it another chance Promising a better future A future I know could never happen Atleast not with you. I'm alive and warm now. I have my dreams and goals No longer with you. Written 11/27/03

Sex Appeal
You Are 52% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: High You're quite sexy, and you're probably at least partially aware of your powers. Don't let your self doubt ever get the best of you. You're even more attractive than you know.How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Seducer
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.What Kind of Seducer Are You?

A Gift From Heaven
To close I came, for safety to remain; but still I continued, to play her silly game. All rules put aside, my feelings torn in two; nevertheless I knew, what I had to do. I had to get out, put feelings aside. For the longer I'd wait, then the more I'd abide. The journey wasn't easy, That long path I took. The stories I could tell, fill far more than a book. Searching and longing, for someone to love; for one who would put me, far and above. Needing someone to make me, forget my pain; but never letting go, of all I attained. What I needed, was to deal with the hurt; not disguise it, with some fatuous lust. Alond this road back, to where I deserved to be; I found more than mere pain; I also found me. I'd been lost in her spell, swept under the rug. Placed in a hole, I alone had dug. With this discovery, I now could move on; now that my doubts and fears, are nearly all gone. Then something happened; a spark in my life. A stranger to me

Unanswered
Never has anyone experienced a more beautiful glimmer; like the sun raising his weary head above the horizon, off the coast of a paradise island. Blue is the choice in this wonderful spectrum of color. As reality sets in; the reflection of a man, gazing endlessly into the depths of a most glorious soul. So little he has learned. Awe, comfort, solace..., succumb the fearful curiosity he feels deep within his own. Dare he overstep his fears? Knowing his consequences of walking the wrong path; which he has done many times in the past. Dare he tear down the walls he so painfully built previously? An anarchy of emotions, questions, thoughts, run wild throughout him. Yet the superpower of all enemies, is slowly conquered by the inner peace he is allowing himself. Yet the question remains:

Knocking Upon A Deaf Heart
BREATHLESS... the way I felt when I gazed endlessly into your enchanting blue eyes. LOST... where I was left when I heard you were moving under the Florida skies. ECHOES... sounds from a soul who's heart does cry. WISHING... the timing was better on opportunity passing by.

Reality
Wanted alot Then got nothing Tried my best And lost the worst I may give up But i'll never give in Things are down Though I always look up Seen many things Desperate situations Becoming someone im not Will never happen A long life So many flaws True Love ...dreams of happiness?

I Survived Work
last night was my first night at work, ( a new job)/// and everything went okay I think... I like it.. I am going to school for nursing.. so it was all good... I am a cna..(certified nurse's aide) and I love taking care of people.. I also enjoyed the people I worked with.. :P My bf has been working all weekend... so...yeah. other than that nothing new is happening here at all... same boring ass shit/// later

Portuguese
You Know You're Portuguese When.... Your mother or grandmother has Maria in her name. You have a rooster napkin holder. Your father or grandfather is called Manuel, Jos�, Antonio, or Jo�o. You have crocheted doilies on your kitchen counters, dining room, living room, bedroom--on all your tables. You decorate your walls with plates. Your house is a mini church with just as may statues of saints and Jesus as your church itself. You're 25 and still living with your parents. (Extra points if you're married and living with your spouse in your parent's house) You warn other drivers of police on the highway by flashing your lights, even though one of the drivers might have just robbed a bank. You baptize your child and send him to catechism even though you might never go to church except for weddings and funerals. You think all university graduates should be called "Doutor" and like to be called so if you are one of the chosen few who have manage

Someone's Standing On My Chest
Starving searching this barren wasteland Trying to grasp being this alone Pleading for a breath of fresh air, someone's standing on my chest Dying I'm asphyxiating myself I kill myself Break myself slave to my weakness choke on my words Oh I'm drowning and I feel so alone The lights are on and I wish I was home My lips are screaming pretty nothings My ears are bleeding for want of words, fuck words I need actions Hope as left me fucking shattered Someone's standing on my chest Alone would be a pleasant change from here How do you gauge loneliness? How you ever felt so alone? It feels like the light will never reach me here I am choking back my longing for shed tears So strangulated by my lonesome fears Please don't worry too much, it only hurts when I breathe It only hurts when I breathe (when I breathe) This only hurts every time I breathe.

2 Poems To Stir The Heart
WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to 'how big is my behind?' I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

If You Are Teking Part In The Email Campaing Make Sure U Are On My Friends List.......and Read The Plan As It Stands
FOR PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW....I HAVE BEEN ENTERED INTO A CONTEST BY CAPONE AND NOREAGA...THEY SOMEHOW SAW MY VIDEO AND ENTERED ME....IN THE MEAN TIME IM GATHERING MY CLOSEST SUPPORTERS TO FORM AN EMAIL CAMPAIGN....IM NOW ONLY ASKING THAT U EMAIL ME A MESSAGE TO PROVE THAT YOU WILL REALLY HELP IN THE CAMPAIGN.I WILL ADD YOU TO FAMILY...AS IT STANDS NOW THIS IS THE REVISED PLAN.... WE WILL MOVE LIKE THE 300 SPARTANS. ALTHOUGH WE ARE ONLY A FEW.WE ARE DEDICATED. WE WILL USE THE SAME STRATEGY OUT NUMBERED ARMIES HAVE USED FOR YEARS...WE WILL MAKE EVERY HIT COUNT.........................THIS IS THE WAR PLAN WE WILL EACH SEND 3 EMAILS ON THE 1ST DAY 1)CAPONE AND NOREAGA 2)NYC RADIO STATION 3)A SPECIFIC RADIO DJ WE WILL START AT NIGHT CAUSE WERE SENDING IT TO THE MORNING SHOW WE ALL USE THE SAME BODY MESSAGE....BUT WILL ALL USE DIFFERANT SUBJECTS...IF WE USE THE SAME SUBJECT THEY WILL ERASE THEM WITH OUT READING...SPAM......BUT IF WE ALL USE A CREATIVE TITLE TO MAKE THEM OPEN.

Just Say No: Five Reasons To Turn Down A Job Offer
YAHOO JOBS Just Say No: Five Reasons to Turn Down a Job Offer Caroline Levchuck, Yahoo! HotJobs Employer caution has extended the hiring process by weeks, even months. You may interview for a position several times, in person and by phone. No matter how long the process is and how well you've gotten to know your potential colleagues, it's still perfectly acceptable to turn down a job offer. In fact, there may be many valid reasons that you should politely decline an opportunity, assuming, of course, that you're not in dire financial straits. 1. The word on "The Street." Is the company's stock price tanking? Or is there talk of a merger? Both of these things could indicate that layoffs loom large, and the position you accept today may not exist in a few months. To calculate your risks, speak with industry experts, do your due diligence on Yahoo! Finance, and consult with family and trusted friends. If you still want to accept the position, try to obtain an iron-clad emplo

I Work Grvyrd So It's Not Always Easy.
I work grvyrd so it's not always easy to keep up w/ responses and adds and rates me back, but I promise to do the best I can with the time I have to work with ok? Cherry love to all that want it, funtapper!

Thanks 2 All !!!!!
Hello My Cherries...I just Wanted to say thanks for all the Birthday Comments lol My Box was filled when I logged on Muahhhhhhhhh Your the best & It made my day Soooooo good I'll wont forget your Birthday Just let me know when its comming up Aight Hit me Wheneva....Sorry If I dont get back to you fast thats because I gotta gt my internet connection back up & running @ home been doing sum running around & I now spend a lot of time @ my new job But I'll make sure to show you Sum Love Aight Be Easy... Amirz Image......

A Year Already!
Well this wednesday will mark the one year anniversary of my dear Pop Pop's passing. Seems like it's been longer. I'm actually nervous about his service. It will be the first time I've actually sang in front of a crowd, since his passing. Guess when he died he took the song in my heart. My pop pop was the reason I started singing in the first place, besides my uncle who has very successful band in Germany. Every single time I would walk thru the front door he would break into a chorus of "Just Call Me Angel". (Cause of him nick naming me Angel, well Engel to be exact.) I could have the worst day going and as soon as I would see him with his smile from ear to ear and hear that song, I couldn't help but have a better day. Seems like I haven't had to many since his passing where I've smiled. Everything just falls a part. Loved ones leave and family falls a part. It's true that once the people that hold the families together pass everything turns for the worst. However, I

Sexology 101-my First Story
http://www.literotica.com/stories/memberpage.php?uid=278955 Well today I helped co-write my first literotica story. with my wife kiss. www.cherrytap.com/kissmygrits Check it out if you enjoy well written adult literature. We have named this one "sexology 101" we intend on creating an entire series out of this, based around a couple that learns new experiences sexually with each other. Let us know what you think!! We would love to hear from you Lata Word Man

The Perfect Guy
Slowly drifting away into your everlasting eyes. Looking into emerald diamonds that shine so bright. Your long black eyelashes raise to the blue skies. The color of love glazes my way into the dark night. Skin so soft caress my body into an ecstasy. Silky as satin brushes across my bare face. Breathtaking as your touch thats like a fantasy. It comforts me when I feel out of place. Lips sweet as candy that long to always satisfy. A bittersweet sugar rush races through my veins. Tongue tied words that soar my wings to fly. A soft touch lessens away all my pain. If only I could describe everything about you. I'd go on forever because it could never die. All I know is that I have a love that is true. Everything about you makes you the perfect guy.

"friends With Benefits",
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your cherrytap that wants to date you. The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your cherrytap that wants to date you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to answer Go on do it!!!

Rebellions Of A Misunderstood Sheep-hater
My cousin, the sheep. What a stupid name! Goat sounds more manly, more to the point. But he gets all the attention. Oh, sure, I'm the more attractive. Still, he's the sweet one, the good one, pure. On the other hand, I am the devil's pet. I get a bad reputation because I have horns and a beard. What a bunch of bull! No, wait a minute, a bunch of sheep. At least I don't go naked every spring. Why is he so special? We both speak the same language.

Master's Lesson
He dusted off the box he found in the attic. Opening with a creeeeeeek, he pulled out a very large leather whip. A smile formed, his hand moving over it as if deep in memory. His eyes turned toward her, his mistress sitting in a chair facing the corner of the room. Her long dark hair over her naked back, her hands on her crossed legs, her mouth quivering with antisipation. He sighed. Moving to her now, his lay the whip in her lap, forcing her hands upon it. She touched it with delight, though her eyes still closed, she knew what she had. Her skin grew goose bumps and her head fell back as if to submit to the very thing that would train her. This pleased her Master, very much. He stood her up and faced her to him, pushing her hair over her shoulder and stroking it gently. Her face moved into his carress, her lips kissing his palm. "Good girl.." he whispered. He sat on the chair, looking her over. "Open your eyes." he commanded. She did as she was told, now looking down at her Mast

Something I Wrote....
I write most of these stuff....when it pops into my head..unless I specifically say its a copy and paste thing..... Looking in your heart, I see the sorrow and pain, The way it tears into it, Ripping and shredding. Then, like a soothing balm, Love and care, Spread their calm, Repairing the damage done. The wounds heal, But the scars prevail. Making you stronger as the days go by. At times the journey of life, Presents itself with its twists and turns, Its ups and downs, Bending and sliding, Rough and smooth. With each the wounding and the scarring occur. So let me take your hand, And be your friend, For as how you are my calm, I will be the balm of love and care.

Pay Attention!
I'm tired, I'm angry, I'm lonely - SHUT UP! You hurt me, I hate you, I love you - SHUT UP! I'm vulnerable, I'm scared, I need you - SHUT UP! I'm trying to tell you, please listen, hear me - SHUT UP! I'm here, I tried, I wanted to, I'm sorry - SHUT UP! You did this, you did that, you don't care - SHUT UP! It's too late, I can't take it, it's over, I'm out of here - WAIT WHAT

Jen Lancaster Owns My Heart (in A Satirical Sense)
I will marry Jen Lancaster. Except I totally don't expect her to commit adultry. She'll just have to divorce his ass, or we'll just all get married! I think I could be married to Fletch. I'll be the other part of Jen that Fletch hasn't quite gotten yet. :] So what? I'm a lesbian. Tyra Banks will thank me in the long run.

Tears Of Silence
Alone I cry silently waiting for that special someone to appear before me. That one to make all my wrongs into rights. Aloud I yearn for God to bless me with an angel to watch over me> For him to realize that I need more than just an equal, but a special being. So every night before I close my eyes to dream of that special being, perfect in every way possible. I slowly drop to my knees at the side of my bed and with tears of silence, I pray for God to send me you!!!

Feeling Alone... Miss Makenzie
alot of things make me realize how lucky I am to be on this earth... My daughter would be 5 on January 5th, 2007... it would have been her "golden" birthday... I miss her more and more everyday... I would do anything to have her back... My cousins girlfriend had her little girl here earlier today I guess thats what depresses me.. But I know that she is in a place where she is well taken care of.. I still miss her though... RIP Makenzie Jayne Mattingly December 5th, 2002 ~December 6th, 2002

How Happy Are You, Really?
You Are Very Happy Your life is totally together, and you enjoy every day. And you don't need a quiz to tell you that! You know how to find pleasure in the little things... And even when life isn't so great, you have a good sense of perspective. How Happy Are You, Really?

Are You Telling The Truth?
Don't Be Offended...I Am Who I AM and It IS What It Is..~ Okay For Those of You Who Really Know Me...This Is So Me I Could Not Resist It!......As You Have Heard Me Say Before "Safety First"...For The Rest of You... In God I Trust..... All Others Well You Are Fore Warned....! Choose Not To Be A Victim............!

This Puts Things Into Perspective
This puts everything in perspective. .. Guess our Lawmakers are too stupid to get it! I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cl

Wtf?
The Internet cannot be displayed The Internet you are looking for is not experiencing technical difficulties, it is simply the end of the Internet. Please try the following: * Click the Refresh button , with no effect. * If you typed the page address in the Address bar, then don't worry, it is probably spelled correctly. * There is no need to check your connection settings, or click the Tools menu, or click Internet Options. Your settings probably match those provided by your local area network (LAN) administrator or Internet service provider (ISP). That really is not the problem. * If your Network Administrator has enabled it, you Microsoft Windows can examine your network and automatically discover network connection settings. That will not help either. So the link to Detect Network Settings is not set to function. Relax. This really is the End of the Internet * You could Click the Help menu and then click About Mozilla Firefox - but that won't c

Mean Mom's
Mean Moms ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I loved you enough to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned what should have have taken 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough . . . to say NO when I knew you would hate me for it. Those were the most difficult battles of all..... I'm

Burned Out Gynecologist
Burned Out Gynecologist: A gynecologist had become fed up with malpractice insurance and was on the verge of being burned out. Hoping to try another career where skillful hands would be beneficial, he decided to change careers and became an auto mechanic. He found out from the local technical college what was involved, signed up for evening classes, attended diligently and learned all he could. When the time for the practical exam approached, the gynecologist prepared carefully for weeks, and completed the exam with tremendous skill. When the results came back, he was surprised to find that he had obtained a score of 150%. Fearing an error, he called the instructor saying, "I don't want to appear ungrateful for such an outstanding result, but I wondered if there has been an error that needs adjusting?" The instructor said, "During the exam, you took the engine apart perfectly, which was worth 50% of the total mark. You put the engine back together again perfectly which is a

Salary Raise..funny
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the Management denies YOUR request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS & fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations. 5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. 6. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. 7. Yo

Posted As A Bulletin Please Repost It
Close your eyes...And go back... ..Before the Internet or PC or the MAC...... ....Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....way back.... ....way.....way.....way back..... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE!!! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running through the sprinkler Cereal boxes with that GREAT prize in the bottom Cracker jacks with the same thing Ice pops with 2 sticks you could break and share w

A Poem I Wrote
Into, into, into the night I dare to escape, dare to take flight Worlds stand with me, and worlds stand against The following of my heart, and the feelings that I’ve sensed So, naked now, I plunge into the deep To realize my destiny, which till now has been asleep Pray do I, that I fall not very long Before Cupid arrives, to sing you this song And, gives to your soul, a discerning kind of ear So, that through the clamor, you’ll be able to hear The sound of my desire, that we become as one And, live forever in bliss, until our days are done

This Isnt Right
a friend of mine posted this and i think it says it all It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. ---------------------------------------------------- You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ____________________ ______ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He

Blah!!
today just turned out to me a awefull day....i realized i think im being used for somethingi never hoped id ever be used for and by someone i thought "loved" me.....and that i never thought would do this to me....it sucks

What Kind Of Fking Shit Is This!!!!!!!
ok im highly annoyed atm. my kids were out in the back yard playing when half the pack of the school bullies decide to harras them form the other side the fence and start thorwing rocks at them well they hit my 8 yr old in 2 places leaving sizeable marks. now yall really gonan love this we called the cops because well theres actual evidence and theses fkers tell me that they cant do nothing unless they see them doing it?!?! wtf is that shit let me tell u i been in a few fights in my day and weather or not the cop saw who threw what who hit who if there was a mark someones was going to jail if the other pressed charges if not both.... so why the hell cant they do somethign about theses kids they have been up here several times on reports over these kids but nothing is ever done. goes to show you the legal system in this country sux ballz and needs a complete overhaul to stop theses young hooligans while theres still time. .. granted as adults they may not turn out to be so bad but on th

Kinky?
table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacin You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs83%Bondage75%Blind Folds75%Biting33%Blood17%Whips17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

You Know Yer A Townie When...
Alright focus up here people.....cuz i'm gonna give you all a little lesson on what a townie is......ready? If you drive around and look for stuff to kill...then just end up throwing what you kill on the side of the road.........YER A TOWNIE! If you own a John deer shirt, and a John Deer hat, and where them together and think you look cool......YER A TOWNIE! If you think that food from hucks qualifies as dinner....YER A TOWNIE!!!! If the highlight of your day is seeing whats going on up-town that night...YER A TOWNIE! If you wear any of the following things more than 1 day a week: wranglers, steel toe boots, overalls, John Deer clothing, confederate flag anything, CONGRADULATIONS YER A MAJOR TOWNIE If you say Crick instead of creek, or Warshed instead of washed, YER A TOWNIE If going skinny dipping is yer idea of bathing....YER GROSS...AND A TOWNIE!!!!!!! IF Heyworth Football = life.....YER A TOWNIE! If one of your hobbies is opossum stompin...YER A TOWNIE!

Dork......lol
Over the months I've... Said a lot of things... But today... My heart spoke... I asked kitten to marry me... No more obsticals... Will stand in our way... I love you kitten... I too dream of our... Wedding day... No BBE...Ehhh.... Only Christin... Sooooooo.... LOVE you... Babe...

Papa Roach "forever"
"Forever" Lyrics Artist(Band):Papa Roach In the brightest hour Of my darkest day I realized What is wrong with me Can't get over you Can't get through to you It's been a helter-skelter, romance from the start Take these memories That are haunting me Of a paper man cut into shreds By his own pair of scissors He'll never forgive her... He'll never forgive her... [CHORUS] Because days! Come and go! But my feelings for you are forever Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever Sitting by the fire On a lonely night Hanging over from another good time With another girl... Little dirty girl You should listen to this story of a life You're my heroin- In this moment I'm lonely fullfilling my darkest dreams All these drugs, all these women I'm never forgiving... this broken heart of mine [CHORUS] Because days! Come and go! But my feelings for you are forever Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever [CHORUS

Robert Jay Matthews
“Ten hearts, one beat! One hundred hearts, one beat! Ten thousand hearts, one beat! We are born to fight and to die and to continue the flow, the flow of our people. Onward we will go, onward to the stars, high above the mud, the mud of yellow, black and brown! Kinsmen, duty calls! The future is now! So stand up like men, and drive the enemy to the sea! Stand up like men, and swear a sacred oath upon the green graves of our sires that you will reclaim what our forefathers discovered, explored, conquered, settled, built and died for! Stand up like men and reclaim our soil! Kinsmen, arise! Look towards the stars and proclaim our destiny!” These words were spoken by a great man, a man who saw how society had been failing his people, a man who deeply and truly was for his race. Robert Jay Matthews was a man for the true white race, he wasn’t afraid of dieing for the cause and he wasn’t afraid of killing for it either, though his light was cut short in a hail of bullets, his name will

Good Bye
A father put his 3-year-old daughter to bed, told her a story and listened to her prayers which she ended by saying: "God bless Mommy, God bless Daddy, God bless Grandma and good-bye Grandpa." The father asked, "Why did you say good-bye grandpa?" The little girl said, "I don't know daddy, it just seemed like the thing to do." The next day grandpa died. The father thought it was a strange coincidence. A few months later the father put the girl to bed and listened to her prayers which went like this: "God bless Mommy, God Bless Daddy and good-bye Grandma." The next day the grandmother died. Oh my gosh, thought the father, this kid is in contact with the other side. Several weeks later when the girl was going to bed the dad heard her say: "God bless Mommy and good-bye Daddy." He practically went into shock. He couldn't sleep all night and got up at the crack of dawn to go to his office. He was nervous as a cat all day, had lunch sent in and watched the cloc

The Military Wife
The military wife has so much to bear, She's everything at once, no one could compare, When God made her, he had perfection in mind, For nowhere on Earth is another of her kind, She leads a life not many choose to, For her job is the hardest in the military to do, She is couragerous and strong, one would say made of steel, But way deep down is a heart that can feel, She stands by her husband, so proud and so tall, And waits many night by the phone for a call, She's Mommy and Daddy all rolled into one, She'll never rest easy until her job's done, She sits all alone and in silence she weeps, Did I do a good job, is my family okay? But deep in her heart she knows that it's true, God is right beside her helping her through... by Alexandra Benakis

To All The Kids That Survived !!!!!!!
To all us Kids! TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and dran

I Just Joined The Army
I've been wanting to join the Army for quite some time and I finally went to the recruiters on Monday. I went in with the expectation of just talking to one of them, getting some info, etc. It didn't go exactly as planned lol. Three hours of paperwork, practice ASVABs and questions later, I was offered a very generous sign on bonus to ship in three weeks. 3 weeks. I told the recruiter I've like two months to prepare myself, get in better shape, etc. First he asked if I could leave in 45 days, then 30, then in the middle of May. I've got a couple of weeks to run my ass off, tie up loose ends at my job, say goodbye to my friends and then it's down to Georgia for me. I know I made the right decision and I'm ok with going to Iraq but I'd be lying through my teeth if I said I wasn't a little scared right now. A friend of mine went into the reserve last year, he's been stopping by every night to tell me about basic and what to do/not do and say/not say. It's all happening a bit faster tha

Bitchology
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch.. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch.. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed