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Monday 9-17-07
There is just one life for each of us: our own. ~Euripides Let the world know you as you are, not as you think you should be, because sooner or later, if you are posing, you will forget the pose, and then where are you? ~Fanny Brice to all the friends i have made here i like u for who u are not what u are or what u can do for me..i do for myself~Alicia

Her Out A Sweetheart
Hey all :) If you would, my friends, please go and rate this pic for Christie...she's a sweetheart & trying to win a Happy Hour. If you're bored drop her some comments too please. Thank You All, KDM

Pentagon Censors 9/11 Suspect's Tape
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Wendy Bird Date: 17 Sep 2007, 08:28 "**(Also cut from the audio were his assertions that Wall Street Journal reporter Pearl was in Pakistan to investigate on behalf of Israeli intelligence officials)**"http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070913/ap_on_go_ca_st_pe/sept11_confession_audio Pentagon censors 9/11 suspect's tapeBy PAULINE JELINEK, Associated Press Writer Thu Sep 13, 7:40 PM ETWASHINGTON - The Pentagon has released a censored audiotape of suspected Sept. 11 mastermind Khalid Sheikh Mohammed — deleting a part officials said could be used to recruit future terrorists.ADVERTISEMENTThe tape of Mohammed's 40-minute hearing before a U.S. military proceeding in Guantanamo Bay, Cuba, was edited to exclude a 10-minute passage about the kidnap and beheading of U.S. journalist Daniel Pearl and Mohammed's explanation for why Islamic militants are waging jihad against the United States, as well as information the government said wa

Take Me 4 Me! 9/17/07
I am who I am! I do not express myself by speaking it! I do not say what it is I am feeling! I am not perfect! I am flawed! But who is perfect? But who is not flawed? But who actually says what it is they are feeling? But who actually expresses theirselves by speaking it? I express myself by what I do, In what I wear, How I wear my hair, In what I listen 2, In my jewelry, By what books I read, By what I write, In how I talk. And 4 those feelings I can't seem to say, I show those in what I write, In listenin', In how i touch, And in how I act towards u! I am who I am!! Just take me 4 me!!!

Fuck You Too
624439 & smooth up in ya can both kiss my ass. You are the stupidest man I have ever met. You threw away a friendship over a woman who doesn't want you. You sat on the phone with me while I told you that everything was okay. While she dumped you. Yet you beg her to come back. Why? You've never even met this woman. She told you she hated you. Oh and btw I know this because we've been talking on the phone almost everyday since June. But now he can't anymore. I guess you took his balls and told him he couldn't anymore. I hope the two of you have a long and happy relationship, you both deserve each other.

Mind...
Lets face it.........there are only two individuals presenting this world, one the "GIVER", other the "TAKER" what is ironic is that one coudn't easily tell the difference. For there are those personalities claiming themselves GIVERS where in fact their souls burns a dwelling act of TAKERS ..........once is but enough............ ..........enough is but once............

Being Happy...
Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect... it means you've decided to see your life beyond the imperfections. Don't say your happy 'coz everything is alright... but be happy 'coz everything 'SUCKS' but your just fine...

Urgent Action Required!
URGENT ACTION REQUIRED! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Pamela's Protest Date: 17 Sep 2007, 14:39 D o w n s i z e r - D i s p a t c h --------------------------------------------------------------------------------URGENT ACTION REQUIRED!Subject: The immediate mortal danger of attacking IranThere is increasing evidence that President Bush intends to bomb Iran. This would . . .* Reverse the progress we have made with Iranian public opinion* Further entrench the Iranian Muslim regime* Further radicalize the Muslim population across the Middle East* Recruit countless numbers of new terrorists* Place us in a state of irreversible war with Iran and its people* Threaten oil shipments from the Persian gulfThe combined impact would be to destabilize the entire region, fostering bin Laden's goal of creating radical Islamist regimes throughout the area. Most chilling is the potential impact on Pakistan. If Pakistan's population becomes further radicalized

Urologist
A man goes to his doctor for his physical and gets sent to the Urologist as a precaution. When he gets there, he discovers the urologist is a very pretty female doctor. The female doctor says, 'I'm going to check your prostate today, but this new procedure is a little different from what you are probably used to. I want you to lie on your right side, bend your knees, then while I check your prostate, take a deep breath and say, 99. The guy obeys and says, 99! The doctor says, 'Great. Now turn over on your left side and again, while I repeat the check, take a deep breath and say, 99. Again, the guy says, '99. The doctor said, 'Very good. Now then, I want you to lie on your back with your knees raised slightly. I'm going to check your prostate with this hand, and with the other hand I'm going to hold on to your penis. Now take a deep breath and say, 99 The guy begins, 'One .. Two ... Three .'

A Note For My Dad!
Dear Dad, I've been thinking about you alot lately. As if there was a time that I don't.lol I miss you so much! It's almost 4 yrs. since I saw your smiling face or got one of your famous hugs.=( Life has been hard on me lately but somehow I'm getting through it all. I think it's because I have the best angel in Heaven watching over me!=) It's the same soul that lived in your body here on earth! I wished I would of told you alot more how much you meant to me and how greatful I was to have you as my dad. I know I did get to tell you these things but I just wished it was more. I wished I would of spend more time with you when you was feeling good, before we found out you had cancer. I know that I visited alot but it should of been more! I asked you one day b4 you was really sick if you knew how much I loved you and how much you meant to me and you said yes that you did. Remember I told you that I would never be able to really show you how much cuz it would take atleast 10 life times to sh

Prayers For 3 Family Members
Hey everyone, *hugs* to all my friends. Please keep my family in your prayers. I just found out that my Aunt is dying. They have giving her just days to live. She will be leaving behind one child when she goes..So please keep her in your prayers...Also my grandfather is very sick..So please pray for him...3rd please pray for my sister elizabeth...She is 6 years and was just diagnosed with cervical cancer..The doctor said it is very uncommon to see a child her age with this condition...So please everyone keep my family in your thoughts and prayers...I will keep everyone updated.... Angel

Who's Your Daddy?
Who's Your Daddy? The following are all replies that British women have put on Child Support Agency forms in the section for listing father's details. These are genuine excerpts from the forms: 01. Regarding the identity of the father of my twins; child A was fathered by Jim Munson. I am unsure as to the identity of the father of child B, but I believe that he was conceived on the same night. 02. I am unsure as to the identity of the father of my child as I was being sick out of a window when taken unexpectedly from behind. I can provide you with a list of names of men that I think were at the party if this helps. 03. I do not know the name of the father of my little girl. She was conceived at a party at 3600 Grand Avenue, where I had unprotected sex with a man I met that night. I do remember that the sex was so good that I fainted. If you do manage to track down the father can you send me his phone number? Thanks. 04. I don't know the identity of the father of my daught

Light...
Sitting alone on the banks of the shore, my mind begins to wander, So many forgotten emotions and ideas cause me to begin to ponder. The water ripples and the birds chirp as the sun begins its rise, Wanting to sing out and laugh over my new found surprise. My heart begins to pound from the nervous feeling I have deep inside, Those feelings of shyness and fear that as a teen made you want to hide. Burning in your cheeks, a bashful look that you just vaguely remember, Those forgotten emotions begin to light, like fire from an ember. Realizing at this age that joy of a new discovery can still be found, Happiness knowing your life isn't nearly as tightly bound. Becoming like a young kid again with that hidden sheepish grin, Fighting the urge you have to laugh, dance and spin. Watching the trees sway gracefully, in a fragrant early breeze. In the cool morning sun my thoughts begin to ease. Feelings of serenity, a smile on my face, a deep breath I take, Know

Why Oh Why?
When someone wants to become my friend here on fubar, I'd appreciate it that they first rate some of my pictures, then rate some stash items and blogs. Please once you are my accepted as my friend, do not automatically go to my NSFW folder. That's just rude. There is nothing good there anyway. Trust me. Don't make me delete that folder. Rate my pictures, NON NSFW. Then if you are so inclined, rate my NSFW. No I'm not saying you have to rate every single freaking picture that's not nsfw, but come on. At least make me feel like I'm not a sex object to you. If you are going to go straight to my NSFW, at least try to talk to me first. Jesus! I'm tired of guys asking for friendship, then going straight to my nsfw and then never talking to me or rating anything else ever again. WTF is that about? RUDE! So I've deleted them and am now safeguarding against that. Yes, I'm watching your moves as best as I can. Thx LibertyLuvr

You - Gary Moore
Sometimes when I look around at people who are lonely, I feel a sense of sadness deep inside. It makes me wonder how I got along before I found you, and what I'd do if you should turn around and say goodbye. 'Cause baby you, you're what I'm living for. I couldn't have asked for more. Right from the moment that I found you, I knew that you, you were the one for me. The one who could make me see, this world could be a brighter place. Sometimes when I think about the friends I left behind me, I feel a sense of sadness deep inside. It makes me wonder how I knew that one day you would find me, and what I'd do if you should turn around and say goodbye. 'Cause baby you, you're what I'm living for. I couldn't have asked for more. Right from the moment that I found you, I knew that you, you were my brightest star. And whether you're close or far, you're always here inside my heart. 'Cause baby you, you're what I'm living for. I couldn't have asked

Legend Of The Tlanuhwa And The Uhktena
Legend of The Tlanuhwa and The Uhktena As told by David Michael Wolfe, Inage. i Ani Yunwiya (Virginia Cherokee) -This story was taught to me by William Webber, Danawa Destoti - a Kalohna (War leader) of the Ani Wahya (Wolf Clan) When the world of the Ani Yunwiya was new all living things were great in size and strength. Two of the many creatures that had been created and placed upon Ani Daksi Amayeli by Unethlana the Apportioner were the Tlanuhwa and the Uhktena. The Tlanuhwa were very large birds with markings much like the red-tail hawk of today. The markings or symbols of the great Tlanuhwa could only be worn by the ancient Ani Kituhwah warriors when they went into war. Some people say the Tlanuhwa were the original parents, Ani Tawodi, of the great hawks that live today. The Uhktena are enormous creatures that live in the rivers and lakes of the great Ouascioto valleys and mountains (the Ohio Valley and Appalachians). The Uhktena come and go from this world to the underw

Yeah! This Is How You Deal With The Secret Police!! Lol!!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: truth09 Date: 18 Sep 2007, 07:51 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: SEXY Hitlary Clinton... REALLY? Gag me!Date: 18/09/2007----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: EddieDate: Sep 18, 2007 7:39 AMYeah Juan first of all... if you see police with complete body plated armor, ski mask, full automatic machine guns, with NO BADGE, you deal with them the same way you see in this video...... because they are NOT US policemen. They are MJTF UN trained foreign legion secret police, plus street gangs converted into ruthless riot police, much like the MS-13 gang in Los Angeles that are being trained in prisons right now. This is not a joke! Stand up and fight or you will get your doors kicked down and guns confiscated like you had heard and seen during Katrina!----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: juanDate: Sep 18, 2007 9:53 AMREPOST----------------- Bulletin Message ------

Uggggg
why do i have to feel like im nothing... i hate that... but well that is how at times i feel by different ppl and things... y do i have to feel like i need to prove myself to everyone.. when i dont even think i can prove myself to myself. maybe i should just stop trying and deal with why i hate myself at times...

Wine Vs. Water
Wine -v- Water As Ben Franklin once said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom; in water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 litre of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria found in faeces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as a public service. LOL

Tech Support
Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activities, such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0, Going To The Pub 7.5, and Softball 3.6 I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my other favorite applications. I'm thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 , but the uninstall doesn't work on Wife 1.0. Please help! Thanks, Troubled User..... _____________________ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men often complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!!! It is also impossible to dele

Poem Of Love
looking deep into your eyes i wonder how i never noticed this before you are beautiful, even if others say the contrary they obviously don't see you the way i see you they are missing out on the real you just a casual glance makes my heart stop you are an angel, come down from heaven above when you smile, the sun shines and birds chirp when you are sad, the clouds rush in i wish that you would never be sad for that would make me sad as well the way the sun shines on your hair the way you laugh and talk just every little thing about you is perfect and as i think about you now a smile creeps across my face all of these words are the absolute truth what more can i say than "i love you"

I Sit
As I sit down at my desk, I wonder what to write. Should I write about hardships, or suffering and plight. Does this poem have to be sad though, I ask myself all the time. It hurts me just to think about it, I can't, I won't, not this time. I think well maybe, just this once, I can go back to my better place. So I think about the sad times, and almost bring a tear to my face. I write and sit, and I sit and write, till it chokes me up inside. I've almost finished it now, I can read it once, then hopefully put it aside. Dare I ever do another one, I probably won't this time. I'd rather write about my happy times, my loves, my goals in life. So was this writing worth it, in its truth all said and done. At least the sadness is out the way now, I can go back to having fun.

Dream 2000
A Dream... the magic of the soul the hope of the heart deep down, where emotions start A Dream... is so many ways is the only thing that gets us through our days a hope that lies hidden- something unknown except for when u r alone A Dream.... is reality to the mind something that will happen in time A Dream... never lose it never let it get away Tomorrow- will never be the same

Time (dont Remember When I Wrote This One But It As In The 90s)
Time We can never turn back the pages of time. Though we may wish to relive a happy moment or say good-bye one last time. We never can. Because the sands of time continue to fall. And we can't turn the hourglass over.

Our Time
Understanding is what it takes Patience is what is needed You are who you are I am who I am We both have our difference but still have similarities you like your you time on ocassion i do like mine but please dont forget the we time we are both one individuales of our own but to become as one and keeping our own is what is needed for us one promise that should be made between both is no argueing think before we speak you are a man who needs his space you need your things your hobbies the guys your time i am a women who likes those things but needs nothing but my family and a good nice happy home I am a women of a different sort you can be gone or there i trust you and love you with all my heart make sure the occasional little things never stop flirt let me know i am still beautiful in your eyes make sure that time in private is our time even if its just an hour or thiry minutes Always make it our time

Keep A Healthy Level Of Insanity
20 Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don t use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around

When Stars Show Up >.poem By Diana
when the stars are up on the sky ; and we look up after we go outside. We seem to look for a shotting star. so we can wish upon. But then all the light is glowing, over your face and eyes. Your a vision that I see, standing underneath all the moon light , and it,s beams . The stars are like a blanket hung up there . The moon is a destiny to reach ,and we are down here on earth beneath . Seeing all we see that our Lord did create. For us to visualise and to hold and for the both of us to fall in love.

The Power Of The People!
There is some strong language in this so be warned. However, these people actually win against the police state if you watch to the end. Rainbow Family Peaceably Schools Police, Dissolves Roadblock Excellent footage of Rainbow hippies overpowering the cops' attempt at a roadblock. Hilarious. Taken at this year's gathering north of Steamboat Springs in Colorado. ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Ed & Elaine Date: 18 Sep 2007, 19:24

That Nite In 2004*smile8
it's funny that i wouldnt share my choclate bunny becuase nothing comepared to my chocolate bunny i got greedy now she's gone i swore she talked to me i doubted i tried to walk on i heard her again a glance and a wink but did SHE think she saw bunny wink at me? we agreed as we looked at her she was mighty tasty! i was sent to pick her up and everything tre cool yet bunny's chocolate contoured tail made salivate n drool could i take a bite? naw, that aint rite! 4 more than one reason selfish acts werent the order that nite. we had a good thime us three including the bunny like i said i think it sorta funny that i decided 2 take her somewhere 4 safe keeping bunny n i made it just so far then she started teasing i lick her ear mmm...just a taste! i licked her lips not 2 much just 2 shiny her pretty face lick her front just bcuz i done the lips next thing i know i was around tail n hips all nite we went on until she started melt n feeling soft next m

Re: The Fundraiser Is Not Over Yet.
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: We Are Change - R.I.P. Dan Wallace & Aaron Russo Date: 13 Sep 2007, 13:12 We are waiting for the ticket money to come in from the venues. We are overstocked with event shirts. You can help us by donating a minimum of $10. By donating $10 you get a t-shirt.FRONTBACKThe shirts cost us $3 each, therefore donating a minimum $10 will give the Feal Good Foundation $7. Please help us out we don’t want to be stuck with all these shirts. We guarantee you that NO MONEY will go into any WeAreChange members’ pockets. As of 9/12/07 until all monies are accounted for from fundraiser, all donations to WeAreChange.org will go to the Feal Good Foundation. Please help us out.

New Family
Kindred Spirits Clan Needs You! Are you out there looking for friends? Do you ever say to yourself, "Why do I have so many friends on my list I show luv to but still never level up?" or, "I wish some of my 500 friends would talk to me!" or maybe, "All these people here and I still feel alone!". Well your search is over. We have a family here that can take away all those things and put you someplace where not only are you part of a group but, the luv you give is returned 10 fold and you are given an active role to fill. The Kindred Spirits Clan is looking for all types of members to fill various positions in our family. We have a unique support system of people that not only make you feel part of but depend on your friendship. We have a different approach to online family. We all have a love for the Native American beliefs in having a Tribe support you in all online aspects, from leveling to being there for you in contests. We offer our members some of the best Graphics and Support y

Boyfriend Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5. Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... give me your number?_______________ kiss me? let me kiss y

American Indian Quotations
American Indian Quotations "Think not forever of yourselves, O chiefs, nor of your own generation. Think of continuing generations of our families, think of our grandchildren and of those yet unborn, whose faces are coming from beneath the ground. Peacemaker, Founder of the Iroquois Confederacy circa 1000 AD", "We believe that the Sun Spirit is all powerful, for every spring he makes the trees to bud and the grass to grow. We see these things with our own eyes, and, therefore, know that all life comes from him. Unknown Blackfoot", "The heart of the family is the mother because life comes from her. Onondaga", "Every step you take should be a prayer. And if every step you take is a prayer, then you will always be walking in a sacred manner. Oglala Lakota Holyman", "It does not matter where his body lies for it is grass, but where his Spirit is. Black Elk on Crazy Horse's burial site", "You have noticed that everything an Indian does is in a circle and that i

For September 19,2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn Don't despair, no matter how things seem at first glance. If you stick to your guns, you should find that everything evens out by the end. In fact, you might very well end up on top thanks to your perseverance.

Relationships
I am having a hard time understanding why some woman knowingly go after a man who is in love and in a relationship. I know there are some that do it all in play and that's more understandable (meaning they will never be expecting results), yet there are some that actually take it seriously ... do they have no self esteem to find a man of their own or do they have TOO much and think that they really are all that? I have to laugh ... especially when they pretend its all innocent... yeah ok hahahaha Give it ur best shot bitches because I know what I've got ... and it's NOT yours ;)

Where Is Oklaelectricaman?
just wanted to let all the rate spankers know why he hasn't rated anything in a few days. He has been out of town off and on for the last week. When he gets back and has had some R & R, he will do what he can to catch up!!

Ggggrrrrr!!!!!!
ono not again.i waz talkin 2 couple ppl n my sb.im not ignorin u.it just actin up rite now.spank u very much 2 all who signed my book.i really appreciate it.plz feel free 2 leave me comments or pvt msges.it the only way 2 git hold of me since me sb is all screwed up.have good wk every1 :)

Three Words
Such places of my mind I have not been to before, Such questions and thoughts I have never found there, Only when your heart spoke to me, did I realize, there was more to both of us, then I had ever known. The same three words, said over and over again, Lost their meaning on their way to your ears, And left no string behind to find their way back, And nor would the mouth take them again, For once it opened and formed it’s lips, it never stopped kissing, nor loving, nor saying those words. If my heart were to meet a genie, and to gain even just one wish, It would be that yours and mine, Would speak together freely, and openly as a bird is in it’s air, And to never stop, to never silence, and always for you; care.

Watch For Another Slow Speed Chase
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070919/ap_en_mo/o_j__simpson O.J. Simpson's bail set at $125,000 By KEN RITTER, Associated Press Writer 29 minutes ago A judge set bail Wednesday at $125,000 for O.J. Simpson in connection with the armed robbery of sports memorabilia collectors at a Las Vegas hotel. His attorney later said he expected the former football star to be released within hours and return to Florida. Simpson, standing in court in a blue jail uniform and handcuffs, furrowed his brow as the judge read the list of charges against him. He answered quietly in a hoarse voice and nodded as Justice of the Peace Joe Bonaventure Jr. laid out restrictions for his release, including surrendering his passport to his attorney and having no contact with co-defendants or potential witnesses. Simpson did not enter a plea. Unlike his arraignment over a decade ago in the 1994 killings of his ex-wife and her friend Ron Goldman, when Simpson declared he was "absolutely 100 perc

The Interview Pt 2
INTERVIEW PT. 2 Alright, here's the final part of this one....... After driving away, I head home. When I get home, I go in, take a shower and clean up making sure my cell isn't far away. After a little while, you call. When I answer, you ask if I have something to write on. You give the directions to your place, you reminding me, 7pm sharp. You also tell me that I should pack a bag, tell my husband that my new job is taking me out of town, I will be unreachable during meetings and will have to call him as I can. You also tell me what to wear for the evening. Taking notes, trying not to miss anything, I tell you that I've got it, no problem. The call ends and I head to go get ready. Some time goes by so I head out. I arrive infront of your home, very nervous. I look at the clock, it's just before 7. I step out of the truck and head up to your door. You answer, welcoming me and stepping back so I can come in. I have my hair in a twist, you look at me and tell me "Let your hair dow

Anniversary Present
Anniversary Present by rachelg© (C) 2007 Rachel Gumm. You may freely distribute this story digitally, but only in full, crediting me as the author. Please send feedback to me - it makes writing these worthwhile. For a few seconds, Leanne stared at the door, wondering whether she should just turn around and walk away. This was the first time she'd ever answered a personal ad of this nature. Eventually, she tentatively raised her arm and pressed the doorbell. A tall, slightly muscular woman answered the door. "Yes?" She was a bit butch for Leanne's liking, and looked quite a bit older, perhaps in her late thirties compared to Leanne being in her early twenties, but that paled in significance to what her advert had promised. "I'm here about the ad," said Leanne, glancing around at the empty street. The woman looked her up and down approvingly. "I suppose you'd better come in then." She opened the door long enough for Leanne to slide through. "Do you have any disabilit

The Future...
I'm working on a new song for Earthwhore, something in a style not unlike what's familiar with the project. Still wish I could turn it into a band. You may have noticed I now have a mere handful of friends on there, that's because doing anti-human metal and having more than a select few friends would be hypocritical of me and I will refuse all add requests on the Earthwhore account from now on. Everyone is a tosser anyway. Eat shit. Some of you have also noticed perhaps a bitterness about me. Well fuck me that's novel! I'm supposed to reassure you or something. Meh, not really worth my time, you should know by now who I am, what I stand for and how a happy me isn't gonna happen. It's not that I don't want to be happy, it's that I'm too smart for it. Watch the Earthwhore page in about a week and you'll see the new song there. I'm gonna take off your favourite song to replace with the new one. I can because I'm a bastard. Want me to care? Stop being human. Some of you noticed a whil

A Day In The Life Of My Sister (goddess) And I
I wanted to share a moment that "Just happened". I copied and pasted my sisters blog. When she says "I" she is referring to herself...and when she says "My sister" she is referring to me. WE HAVE SO MUCH FUN DOING NOTHING!!! Check her out. She is a very elaborate and colorful writer...PLUS WE ARE FUNNY AS HELL!! Day Wake up....smile at my dream....stretch Growl while my coffee brewed. Stare at the two audacious doofus dogs at my feed whining for food before my coffee. Wonder why I have these two dogs. Plan a way to dispose of these dogs. Feed the damn dogs. Sip my coffee while wrapped up in my thick cream robe Make waffles Feed twirps Send the boy twirp off Twist the girl twirps hair into a bun... Watch her add entirely too many accessories Laugh out lout at LEAST twice in the short drive to her school. She is a funny get. Come home Slide my eyes over the kitchen...still clean (it's a miracle of friggin nature) Wade into the piles of n

To Jli, My One And Only
Your Name I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay. - Jessica Blade -

The Rain
The Rain Just concentrate on the rain, She knows what you feel, Just breathe in her sound, Let it swallow you whole. Just listen to her song. Let it wash your soul. The rain she pours down, Yes she weeps, Tears of pain, Or tears of joy, It's all how you perceive. Just listen to her pattern. Learn just how you feel The calming consumes me, As I concentrate on her. Just doing my stretches, The pains rewarding listening to her. Her voice it booms loudly, Then whispers sweet words. Just concentrate on the now dear. The future isn't here. The past has far left, So just live in the present. Listen to me my dear. Inner peace washes over. Everytime I hear the rain. Tears of joy, Or tears of pain, I know she knows how I feel 2/24/04

To My Baby
My Love My love is like an ocean It goes down so deep My love is like a rose Whose beauty you want to keep. My love is like a river That will never end My love is like a dove With a beautiful message to send. My love is like a song That goes on and on forever My love is like a prisoner It's to you that I surrender.

A Bad Day
A Bad Day by lilrunaway© It was one of those days when nothing had gone right, and Murphy was working double time. My entire day was one disaster after another, people wanting my attention, phone calls, irate customers, equipment breaking, and not a moment to myself to think. i was finally able to escape work and as i was walking to the car it started to rain, not petite little movie rain drops but the cats and dogs kind, and me with no umbrella, figures. On the way home i got stuck in an hour long traffic jam and my cell phone battery died so there was no way to call. i end up walking in the door and hour and 45 minutes late, soaked to the skin, tired, and most of all, worried that You'll be upset with me. As i drop my bag in the hallway and take off my shoes i see You sitting on the couch waiting, watching me, an intense look on Your face and i know something is on Your mind. i immediately sink to my knees and crawl over to You, that look in Your eyes unmistakable. "

Beach Bum
Beach Bum by Mad Lews © Sandy always looks so innocent when she's asleep. She'd snuggle down under the sheet, naked, but for her collar, a sweet smile on her lips. I almost hated to disturb her, but the sun would be up shortly. I flipped on the light and pulled the sheet away, revealing her in all her delightfully naked glory. "Oh god, what time is it?" she mumbled, yawning and rubbing her sleep filled eyes. "Get up, hands behind your back. Now!" I snapped not wishing to discuss my plans with her. Sandy's well trained and hurried to obey, never one to upset her Master. She stood with her feet apart and hands crossed behind the small of her back. I do so love the way she strives to please, but I also like to keep her on her toes. Still, who would begrudge me a little kiss followed by a lick and a nibble on those delightfully displayed nipples? After I was done nibbling, we got on with the business of properly dressing my sweet sub. I turned her about so she faced a

Behind Closed Doors By Sweetness001
Behind Closed Doors by Sweetness001© Woke up to a hazy morning. My head wasn't quite that clear but there was a knock at the door. I went to answer and their my past stood in front of me....tall, dark, and handsome. Good thing too for I was in my baby doll nightie. I stroked my hair back of my shoulders and just looked at him. See I hadn't seen or heard from him in a long time...what a way to wake up. With a slight smile, "Aren't you going to invite me in?" I looked up at this tall piece of specimen of a man, "Why should I?" "'Cause you know you will." I stepped back and did just that...let him in. He walked past me as he kissed me softly on the cheek. "Thank you babygirl." He was quite familiar with the place for he use to live here long ago. I went and open up the drapes and French doors to let the morning air and light in. As I stood their I wondered what he wanted and why he was here....but I did love he was there all the same. As I was standing there the breez

I Should Of Posted All This Information Sooner Than Grieving In My Selfinessness
please forgive me , im just human and I do grieve and am sensitive at times. But now im being strong and am back to being reminded , we all have gifts to share with the loved ones needing them now ; God ; opened my eyes again, Said do this now ,tell what you know to help other s. Thank you O Lord > I never knew my knoweledge could help anyone eles , Till you and Donald showed me all gifts are to be valauble in some way to some one. hugs all. diana..

Salute Hummm...........
I need to create a Salute phote but I don't really know what I should do. I don't want to have a piece of paper with my info on it. I would like to do a lil something more interesting. So does anyone have any ideas? Remember its a Salute photo not a NSFW pic. Duh! Anyway I am Kreative but not today, so suggestions are welcome. Either comment here, leave me a message or give me a shout with your ideas. =D

Bad Day Poem..
silver blade with the stinging kiss bright blue veins its hit or miss all the fear and the worry turn the bath water pink pills come out to play becoming numb is the game the pain for now is dead ones to many and a thousand is never enough sex is a bitch it hurts to much is over to quick sweet little words fueled by lust one minor slip a hearts trust is lost feeding is a sickness many loose control bring it back up released in burning to the bowl sleeping to escape the reality of it all the only wish of the suffering is if i should die before i wake i pray to hell this lost soul retake

Words We Speak
We at times say things that are not nice at all, Or act in a way that makes us fall. Then we sit here and wonder why we are dealt the cards that we have in front of you and me, Then why it seems to have come back ten fold and full cirlce you see. Then I remember the guily feeling I had inside, And the tears that ran down the face that I can't recall that my memory has seemed to hide. The pain I feel now can't take away that day, But it will remind me to be kind and watch the things I say.

Sitting On A Curb - Pepper
I remember those days when I had big money never checked the price it just all came to me but now a days I'll be pinchin every penny 5 star dining at my local denny's I've been sitting on the curb in you neighborhood looking at the streelight thinking how I could just get one response, maybe a glance but the system has it's rules about the second chance living by the tracks in the Barrio keeps my welfare state from the don risto don't be amazed when you see me out of line my baseball bat to take care of your ride thought I was one, baby I'm a fool because I've been wrong for years ain't it funny how everybody knows but you couldn't imagine what else you could do please spare me your regards baby time is long when your waiting pateintly that bed used to be so good now my pillow is a curb in your neighborhood thought I was one, but baby I'm a fool because I've been wrong for years Ain't it funny

Smudging
Plant Spirit Medicine Since the earliest of times, people have sensed the presence of something that is intangible, indestructable, and pervasive. It is a subtle energetic force that fills all things - it is spirit. Plants have this spirit. They are an intrinsic part of the circle of life, providing us with food, medicine, and pleasure to the senses. They heal us with their bodies and their spirits. From their bodies come the medicines and foods our physical bodies need. From their spirits come the medicine our emotional and spiritual bodies need. When you connect with a plant, tree, herb, or flower, when you feel a need to have them around you in any form, their spirit and their vibration is serving you in some manner. Plants vibrate at different frequencies just as humans do. The more purified you are, the higher your rate of vibration. For example, a person in perfect health is vibrant or vibrating at a higher rate than someone who has low energy due to an illness. This

Free
The walls and bars dont hold me For my mind and heart are free This body only serves to dwell Ones time on earth for thee Moonlit shadows dance the walls A distant rumbling roar Once more my mind goes traveling. Beyond the steel locked door. My memories serve to set me free. Please shed no tears for me. My horse of steel she sits and waits. Counts not the years gone by. Together we will ride again. Come freedoms battle cry. For in this Prison made of man. Where a bikers body dwells. Each night his mind and heart is free. From the sound of screams and bells. The torment that each daybreak brings. Now forgotten in dreams. My heart and mind now riding. Through forests by blue streams. Through desert storms and mountain peaks. Highways to the sea. For although my body is locked up. My heart and mind roam free.

All Hail To The Red, White, And Blue.
Our nation is heeding, Maybe the nation is bleeding, But our flag is still leading, May all fifty stars, Be seen from mars, May the stripes, Symbolize we will put up a fight, Day or night, May the terrorists be caught, After we have fought, May the noble men try with all there might, In this battle we must fight, All hail to the red white and blue, May our nation pull through, with our red white and blue, May say our nation has once again came through And yet the American flag has still flew, Ao let us all say it together all hail to the red white and blue.

To Redress Police Abuse
Chrissay Thanks Guinea: The 1930's Smut Peddler Date: Sep 20, 2007 7:24 PM From: Jerry (Help us Obi - Ron Paul!) Date: Sep 20, 2007 9:05 PM thank patriot: Domina Liberty Date: Sep 20, 2007 9:03 PM

Day 4 (music Is My Power)
Day 4 * Music is my power * True STORY This morning, even the slightest movement made me have to push past the pain that I had expected. Last night before bed, I stretched and soaked in a scalding “Rattle your God Damn Skin” hot bath hoping that it would help. I see what is soon to come as I scan the back yard and see the lonely body bag sitting there waiting to be hung. *Note to self: I need a speed bag TODAY!* So how do I get past the pain? I move on to other types of torture. I step onto the Stamina 990, put the resistance @ 3 out of a possible 5. I spend the next 35 minutes pumping the stairs in the backyard. I am literally singing these songs....”Ass like that” by Eminem, “Baby Got Back” by Sir Mix A LOT and these are my favorite lyrics from the song (I emphasize this part heavily): I like 'em round, and big And when I'm throwin' a gig I just can't help myself, I'm actin' like an animal Now here's my scandal I wanna get you home And uh, double-up, uh, uh!! YEA

Life
Feelings strong but time is forever lost. Life moves along as it always has. You stand still as the world around moves in fast forward. Your heart aches for the love that you will never get back. Hopes and dreams all stolen, ripped away, and torn apart. Time eases the pain although the aching never goes away. Trying to pick up the thing that you once called your life...trying to put back the pieces of the puzzle where they seem to fit into place. Feelings of hurt, anger, and confusion seem to settle into place as we find ourselves taking our frustrations out on the world around us. Not aware of the destruction that has become the person of which we once were. Thoughts filled with questions that have no answers. We wear a mask for all those who see us; for they will never know who truely lies beneath it.

~~keeping Balance In Our Lives~~
The Wooden Bowl I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now. A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl! When the family glanced in Grandfat

About Area Code 809---"scam"
ABOUT AREA CODE 809 We actually received a call last week from the 809 area code. The woman said "Hey, this is Karen. Sorry I missed you--get back to us quickly. I Have something important to tell you." Then she repeated a phone number beginning with 809 .. " We didn't respond". Then this week, we received the following e-mail: DON'T EVER DIAL AREA CODE 809 , 284, AND 876 THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT INFORMATION PROVIDED TO US BY AT&T. DON'T EVER DIAL AREA CODE 809 This one is being distributed all over the US . This is pretty scary, especially given the way they try to get you to call. Be sure you read this and pass it on. They get you to call by telling you that it is information about a family member who has been ill or to tell you someone has-been arrested, died, or to let you know you have won a wonderful prize, etc. In each case, you are told to call the 809 number right away. Since there are so many new area codes these days, people unknowingly retu

Nasty People
Some of the people online is looking for a relationship or a good time or whatever their choice is, but what ever it is as long as you/they are happy thats fine. But it is a whole lot of people online to hurt, put them down and give them drama for what? egos. There isn't anybody trying to take anything from nobody up here becos far as i am concern it is just pasttime pleasure something to do. There are people that wanna make friends and have a good time thats cool! let them ,just keep in mind that all ppl have feeling and that we should watch what we say or how we say it it is not funny to low rate someone out of malice, becos how you treat a person in return someone will do it to you. So let just get along with each other you never know when that ugly duckling might turn out to be a beautiful swan.

I Just Wanna Say Thank You
i just want to sy thank you to everyone that left me a birthday comment or a birthday wish or a birthday gift up on here. it was and still is really appreciated. hope you have a great day... i know mine was! thanks!

And Uh, ....
Dinna be surprised if I just peace out. I'm sick of the bullshit, I'm sick of bullshit words. I'm sick of people not putting their money where they mouth be. I told you. Put up, or shut up. You did neither. Later on, kids.

It's Amazing How Many Shades Of Death There Are
"It's amazing how many shades of death there are, but the darkest is always a broken heart. The deciding factor is right there at your fingers. I'll bite the barrel, you just pull the trigger." This was once sang to me, at the time it was really sweet and all but the more I look at the words and the more I listened to them in my head, the harder it is to get on with my life. The darkest death there is, really is a broken heart. Well I bit the barrel the other day when I realized that I shouldn't have to be a secret. Then I pulled the trigger and ended something that I once thought I never would be able to. Now a weight has been lifted and a silver linning has come to brighten my dark clouded world. I mean it's not that I realized that I couldn't have this one thing and decided to settle. What I realized was that this was not the best thing for me in this life. What I realized was, I do, and I can achieve, and have soo much more in this life, and I want all it. I refuse to live in th

For The Ladies Please Hit Share As Well
LADIES I HAVE A QUESTION FOR YOU AND NOT TO MENTION WHO THE HOT MALE SEXY ARTIST IS BUT IT IS ONE I DO PROMOTE LOOK AT ALL THE HOT SINGING COWBOYS BUT I LIKE YOUR THOUGHTS ON IT I TOLD HIM TO AUCTION OFF TWO PAIR OF HIS WORN SIGNED BRIEFS BUT HES NOT SURE HOW MANY WOULD BID FOR THEM ?PLEASE LET ME KNOW SIGNED THIS REPOST SEND MY COMMENTS ARE REPLY BACK IN MESSAGE TO ME IN THREE DAYS 1) JODY DICKEY- I AM READY START THE BID $ 10.00 :) I KNOW WHO IT IS !!! 2) PAM

Sometimes Life Just Isn't Fair
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Rich Date: Sep 21, 2007 9:56 AM It's time to allow emotional wounds to heal, to let go of excuses and stop feeling sorry for yourself. It's time to get rid the victim mentality. No body ever promised us that life would be fair. Frankly it can suck at times and incredibly difficult just to make it through the day. Quit comparing your life to someone else's, and quit dwelling on what could of been, should of been, or might have been. How do you really know what is going on in that other person's life or in there thoughts. Life is difficult for everyone, and that my friends is a fact! Quit asking questions such as, "Why this?" or Why that?" or "Why me?" Don't even ask. With so many questions we have there simply are no answers to! We all live in a society that loves to make excuses, one that is heard over and over again is "It's not my fault." The truth is, if we are bitter and angry, it's because we are allowing oursel

A Kiss
Kiss me when I'm bleeding Make it heal quicker Hold me in your arms I'll want this forever I long for your warmth Your body on mine Your skin on my skin And your heart divine The thoughts in your bones Intrigue me as well To know every one I'd go gladly to hell When in your company I'd love to think, ponder, question And have you there listening With careful attention And in turn, of course, I'd listen to you And as you discourse I'd form questions anew We'd laugh and we'd talk We'd sing and we'd dance Perhaps fight a few times Life's not all romance I'd like you to tell All your worries to me So perhaps I could help To put you at ease When cuddling and kissing When talking and in silence I'd like to be with you To feel your life's vibrance

Tender Love
How can I make you feel this way? Give you this feeling night and day, make you know you're loved by me, baby just tell me so I can see. What it takes to make you whimper show me what makes you want to whisper about how much you like when I touch there, while I still keep a hand stroking your hair. Let me know what makes your head toss back, and then I'll know where to put a gentle attack. It's not for me as much for us but just for you, so baby take the time, tell me what to do. I won't strike your body or break your skin, and I won't leak the blood flowing within. You know how I love to make you whine and I'll not stop, I'll just make you mine. And all the same you make me yours we do this together behind closed doors. I know you hear me say it's not real, but that's because I love how it feels to have your body right up against my own, where I can keep a hold on what you hone. Now you know I'm not some brutal heart breaker, I'm just your husband and tender lov

Goodbye
I have to question myself again and again. There is nothing left to do but make sure I am still whole inside. I ask incessantly over the sweat and the heavy breathing and the clock ticking, "What am I worth now?" "I'm never going to see you again am I?" (And I am choked by the swift tears, desperately trying to forget the scent of your beautiful raven hair)

A Little Anti Muslim Are Ya There Douchebag?
http://politicalticker.blogs.cnn.com/2007/09/21/giuliani-defends-adviser-over-too-many-mosques-comments/ Giuliani defends adviser over 'too many mosques' comments RESTON, Virginia (CNN) — Republican presidential candidate Rudy Giuliani stood by Congressman Peter King, a homeland security adviser to his campaign, over his comment that there are “too many mosques” in the country. Former New York City Mayor Rudy Giuliani spoke in Reston, Virginia on Wednesday. Giuliani told reporters late Thursday afternoon, “I know exactly what Pete meant. I knew what he meant before I heard the clarification.” The political web site, Politico, reported King said in an interview this week , “Unfortunately we have too many mosques in this country, there's too many people who are sympathetic to radical Islam. We should be looking at them more carefully, we should be finding out how we can infiltrate, we should be much more aggressive in law enforcement." King, the top Republican on the House

America's Mayor...whipped...
When Judith calls, Rudy answers http://politicalticker.blogs.cnn.com/2007/09/21/when-judith-calls-rudy-answers/ Watch Giuliani take a call from his wife during a speech to the NRA. Was it real or staged? You decide. WASHINGTON (CNN) – When former New York City Mayor Rudy Giuliani gets a call from his wife Judith he takes it, even if when it happens in the middle of a speech to hundreds of people. The New York Republican presidential hopeful was delivering a speech to the National Rifle Association Friday in Washington when his cell phone began to ring. He was in the middle of discussing the importance of the 2nd amendment. "Let's see now, this is my wife calling, I think," he said as he answered the phone. "Hello dear, I am talking to the members of the NRA right now, would you like to say hello?," he asked, as the crowd sat mostly silent. She apparently did not. "I love you and I will give you a call when I am finished, OK," he said, trying to wrap up the call. "H

Our First Bulletin
Come Join Us In The Poison Sapphire! We are a brand new lounge and we are seeking new members. We are in the process of securing a server spot so we can broadcast our own music. So we will be needing DJ's. We will host fuWeddings and our presiding pastor is Wild Horse. Owner Sully McKeehan Co-Owner and Peace Keeper Poison Presiding Pastor Wild Horse

This My Ex Boyfrin!!
'Foot Harasser' Fined for Over 600 Calls By Associated Press 9:19 AM EDT, September 21, 2007 MARTINSBURG, W.Va. A man who made more than 600 telephone calls to a shoe store and other businesses to ask women about their shoes and feet must pay a $200 fine. James Lee Fink, 31, placed 119 calls from his cell phone to the Chambersburg (Pa.) Mall, 513 calls to a Holiday Inn in Havelock, N.C., and 17 calls to a Comfort Inn in Chambersburg between Jan. 1 and May 8, 2006, Pennsylvania State Police Trooper Jeff Bopp said Thursday. The caller would ask the women what kind of shoes they were wearing and whether they would show him their feet if he came into their store. The man identified himself as Brian Thompson, but State Police used phone records to link the telephone number to Fink, whose last known address was in Martinsburg. Fink pleaded guilty to harassment in August in Franklin County Court in Pennsylvania. He was sentenced Wednesday. In addition to a fine, Frank

Banshee... Scared Me Shitless When I Was A Kid
Banshee or 'Bean-sidhe' is Irish for faerie woman - ban (bean), meaning a woman, and shee ( sidhe), meaning faerie. The banshee can appear in one of three guises: a young woman, a stately matron or a raddled old hag. These represent the triple aspects of the Celtic goddess of war and death, namely Badhbh, Macha and Mor-Rioghain. She usually wears either a grey, hooded cloak or the winding sheet or grave robe of the unshriven dead. She may also appear as a washer-woman, and is seen apparently washing the blood stained clothes of those who are about to die. In this guise she is known as the bean-nighe or washing woman. She always has long flowing hair and eyes red from crying. When someone is about to die, the Banshee appears at the family's home during the night and weeps and wails. Sometimes, the Banshee cries for several nights in a row. Her sharp, cries and wails are also called 'keen'. The wail of a banshee pierces the night, it's notes rising and falling like the waves of the

Finn Mac Cumhaill
Finn was the legendary Irish hero and leader of the Fianna. Tales of Finn and the Fianna were widely documented in the 3rd century CE during what is now referred to as the Fenian Cycle, although much earlier written accounts have also been found in ancient Irish manuscripts. The legend of Finn Mac Cumhail is varied at best. What follows is a generally agreed upon synopsis: Finn's father Cumhail, a Fianna chieftain, was mortally wounded and killed in battle by Goal Mac Morn, the leader of a rival clan, before Finn's birth. Terrified for her new baby's survival, Finn's mother sent him away intrusting him to two of her closest colleagues - a druidess named Bodbal and a woman warrior named Fiachel. Together these women successfully raised Finn in secret hidden deep within the mountains of Erinn (Ireland). During this time they taught him all the lessons and skills he would need to survive he set out to avenge his father's murder. When it was time Finn ventured out and served un

Oisin And The Land Of Youth (tir Na Nog)
It happened that on a misty summer morning as Finn and Oisín with many companions were hunting on the shores of Loch Lena they saw coming towards them a maiden, beautiful exceedingly, riding on a snow-white steed. She wore the garb of a queen; a crown of gold was on her head, and a dark brown mantle of silk, set with stars of red gold, fell around her and trailed on the ground. Silver shoes were on her horse's hoofs, and a crest of gold nodded on his head. When she came near she said to Finn, "From very far away I have come, and now at last I have found thee, Finn, son of Cumhal." Then Finn said, "What is thy land and race, maiden, and what dost thou seek from me?" "My name," she said, "is Niam of the Golden Hair. I am the daughter of the King of the Land of Youth, and that which has brought me here is the love of thy son Oisín." Then she turned to Oisín and she spoke to him in the voice of one who has never asked anything but it was granted to her, "Wilt thou go with me, Oisín, to m

The Sexual Journey
THE SEXUAL JOURNEY The joy that I find, With the tightening of your thighs. Pure love is what I see, When I look into your eyes. Slowly feels good, As I enter you there. Moist warm skin. Surrounded by hair. Lusting and thrusting. Deeper and harder. Heightening my senses. Faster, harder, farther. Tightening all around me. Yet gently it slips. In and out, oh my god! Again and again. As I feel you tighten, The harder I begin to grow. This power inside of me, is going to explode! I’m holding! Got to control this! Working you deeply! Can I resist? Wait can’t stop! Here it comes! Pulsating a lot! I can feel the gush! With all the energy gone, Totally drained. I know you can tell, by the look on my face. Knowing I have given you, the juices of my soul. Leaves me relaxed and at peace. Yet somehow whole. Sweet dreams, Tiger

Midnight
in the night i dream of things black and white the darkness brings a ticket out of this place casting a shadow upon your face when midnight comes are you all alone are you lonely, cold , is it set in stone do you sleep the sleep of the just turning a simple smile into lust throwing stones and casting spells on secrets certain people dwell do you often think things are gone have you wished these things all along close the door and hide your face hoping time will soon erase the loneliness you often feel wishing someone knew for real just how bad it hurts inside and the struggle you have to feel alive the days are all the same turning day and night into your grave midnight comes and youre all alone lonely and cold down to the bone never can fall asleep letting life get in and cut too deep

Sons Of The Stage
The beat breaks down so we pick it up The floor shakes down but it's not enough The beam is up and the kids are high I've seen them move and it blows my eyes The floor's an ocean and this wave is breaking Your head is gone and your body's shaking There is nothing you can do because there is no solution You gotta get down to the noise and confusion The sound goes round and we start to climb The lips curl up and it kills my line The beat is steal and the scene is sown I see her eyes and her eyes are blown The floor's an ocean and this wave is breaking Your head is gone and your body's shaking There is nothing you can do because there is no solution You gotta get down to the noise and confusion Out of our minds on the stage "There is nothing you can do because there is no solution You gotta get down to the noise and confusion" 'Sons Of The Stage' written by Tony Ogden and Gordon King

Tired And Ready For The New Baby! (ramblings Of A Mom)
i'm so freakin tired right now. for those who don't know or don't know me, i'm pregnant. very pregnant ( try almost 9 months pregnant. and i'm on bedrest, which sucks balls. and it's a little hard to be on bedrest when you have two kids ( my angel are 2 1/2 and 4). i'm always chasing them and on top of that, my daughter( the eldest of the two) is in speech therapy so that takes a big chunk of my time. thanks to a very special man in my life, i'm not having to go at this alone, though its not the man you're all thinking of. sadly, the father of my children is an asshole from hell and isn't there for them. i don't even think he cares, which is fine b/c i feel like my head's gonna explode everytime i have to hear him speak and tell me bullshit lies about how he's got more important things to do besides pay his childsupport and visit his kids. and the saddest part of all is, it's mostly his fault that my poor little girl even has to go to speech therapy. she took mine and his divorce ha

What Real Love Is Like
Love never sees eye to eye, there is no such thing as perfect love, true love hurts and all your do is cry, sometimes you feel you have had enough. When you love someone or something, you have to let it go eventually, without cause so it may seem, love is measured in the hottest degree. When I look at love it seems so cleche, same thing in each relationship, just in a completely different way, someone will say the wrong thing and the other will flip. Some say they can never love again, they say their heart has been broke, usually its the women, they hate it when true love is spoke. Look at love from every direction, dont try to be someone else, know when to show affection, and most of all be yourself.

This One
Is it possible That someone like you Could complete me? You're the only one I want The only one I think about The only one I truly love You've treated me wrong sometime As I've done the same But everyone makes mistakes And your not one of mine Be with me for the rest of time I'll give you my heart And you give me your mind

Rambling Stone
Once walked only to be What just seems to be real Though just thoughts that Ramble with words to ones self. Take heed to the rose her beauty Is not match to her wisdom for just Her thoughts I could not match Are carved in stone beneath her... Just the site of her eyes that peirce This darkened soul that once held The devils door sealing only fire That once raced through this heart... From freedom is released as new light Is scattered across this opened plain Do you not see her this bright Wonderful flame her heart once noticed.. Can the only cast a flame which was Ment for me to wipe away this darkness That has shredded my soul. From years past just to open heavens gates Above her halo and let me breathe in the pains Of only my truest broken heart. I have seen her once in a dream She walks with such grace..... Her halo is of the purest goodness she Keeps hidden under a robe of beauty.. Though I another demon only wanting To

Earth Stands Still
its here today it landed there from another world its missions clear to stop us all to cease the hate if we dont stop killing we'll seal our fate a nervous twitch one man's mistake a shot is fired the night it breaks the metal man bringer of doom destroying all it sees eternal tomb the metal man a savior warning us all that its the cure violence curing violence violence

Love And Life
Love and Life Sometimes in our relentless effort to find the person we love, we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns. Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words, for you will find rewarding happiness, not with the man you love but with the man who loves you more. The best lovers are those capable of loving from a distance far enough to allow the person to grow but ever too far to feel the love within your being. To let go of someone doesn't mean you have to stop loving, it only means that you allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back. Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but is also setting yourself free from all the bitterness, hatred, and anger that you keep in your heart. Do not let the bitterness take away your strength and weaken your faith, and

Once Upon A Broken Heart...
Once Upon A Broken Heart (Beu Sisters) Once upon a broken heart I was walking alone in the dark Looking for a way to start again What I wouldn't give for a friend There was no love in my life There was no light in my eyes All the tears that I had cried and cried Seemed like they'd never end And I never believed fairy tales came true But now I know that they really do Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you Just look at the sunshine, and you Showed me a world That I'd never seen I woke up and fell into this dream Happily ever after just took time Once upon this broken heart of mine Long ago and far away I could never dream of the day That your love would come my way and stay And sweep me away and I Never believed fairy tales came true But now I know that they really do Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you Just look at the sunshine, and you Showed me a world That I'd never seen I woke up and fell into this dream Happily eve

Since We Destroyed Iraq, Hell, Lets Destroy Iran
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070922/ap_on_re_mi_ea/iran_us Iran President Ahmadinejad rips U.S. By ALI AKBAR DAREINI, Associated Press Writer 2 hours, 28 minutes ago A day before flying to New York to speak directly to the American people, Iranian President Mahmoud Ahmadinejad struck a confrontational tone Saturday with a parade of fighter jets and missiles and tough warnings for the United States to stay out of the Mideast. Three new domestically manufactured warplanes streaked over the capital during the parade marking the 27th anniversary of the Iraqi invasion of Iran, which sparked a 1980-88 war that killed hundreds of thousands of people. The parade also featured the Ghadr missile, which has a range of 1,120 miles, capable of reaching Israel. Some of the missile trucks were painted with the slogans "Down with the U.S." and "Down with Israel." The parade also featured unmanned aerial surveillance drones, torpedoes, and tanks. Tensions are high between Washingto

Need Help Of People Bombin My 65,000 In A Hh Giveaway I Am In
HI EVERYONE, I NEED MY FRIENDS AND BOMBERS TO HELP ME IN A HH GIVEAWAY FOR A 7 DAY STRAIGHT OF 65,000 COMMENTS THANK YOU. HERE IS THE LINK.. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=630153&i=2402864241 There is the link please help. I need 65,000 comments to win.

When Sending A Friend Request To Ms Dallas In My Hh Giveaway Contest
HI EVERYONE, I NEED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW, SINCE I AM IN THIS HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY OF MS DALLAS CONTEST, WHEN YOU FRIEND REQUEST PLEASE DO NOT I MEAN DO NOT EMAIL HER ABOUT ADDING YOU, PLEASE SENDING HER A FRIEND REQUEST IN THE FRIENDS REQUEST BLANK BOX "GINA", THAT'S ALL YOU HAVE TO DO. HERE IS MS DALLAS GOTTI THE HOST OF MY HH GIVEAWAY TO WIN 65, 000 COMMENTS IN FIRST. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR UNDERSTANDING. SHE HAD A FRIEND DIED, SO PLEASE DO NOT GIVE HER A ROUGH TIME. AND PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH HER TO ACCEPT UR FRIEND REQUEST. ALSO IF U SEND HER A BLANK FRIEND REQUEST, SHE WILL DENY U OF NOT HELPING ME OUT. THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDING. THANK YOU. TO SEND A FRIEND REQUST TO MS GOTTI AND IN THE BLANK FRIEND REQUEST WHEN YOU SEND IT TO HER PUT "GINA". MS DALLAS GOTTI DON~ MsDallas©~ Gotti Family Don~@ fubar

My Beautiful Tragedy
My Beautiful Tragedy Scars dance across my soul, burning my hopes and dreams. Afraid to feel the touch of new love caress my old bruises. Longing to rebuild what a past has crumbled into nothingness. Darkness blinds me from the stars, that used to guide me through life. Lost the words that spoke only to enlighten her soul with love. Drowning in my own emptiness, crowded with these dying dreams. Tears spilling over my cheeks, trying to cleanse an aching soul. Memories never cease to burn, ripping their way into your heart. Consumed in trying to forget them, the bruises cascading down my soul. Shredding away the innocence, scrapping the love from my heart. Loneliness, my only company, forcing more tears from my eyes. Buried amongst all the pain, dragging itself against my skin. Etching emptiness across my face, give up on all your lost faith. Holding on to nothing forever, losing sight between dreams and reality. P

Poem.
i am me. i get angry way to easily. at the end of the day i hate myself more. i hurt everyone around me i never know whats going on i get confused all the time. i try to give all my love i know i can be heartless i cry myself to sleep quite often i know i could be happy if i tried. sometimes i wish i was better i still want to hurt myself i always end up breakin a heart, whether its my own or anothers. i can't trust myself or anyone else. When i go to bed, i wish i was in someones arms. I know i shouldn't be so apathetic. I miss who i used to be. I wish i was thin. I know i'm beautiful i don't know why i doubt myself. I hate people for liking me so much. I love being hugged and kissed. It hurts to be touched because i don't want to let go. I feel like i should be sorry for who i am. I hate being alone. I love laying outside with someone that means the world to me. I love warm hoodies on fall days. I have secrets hidden from the world. I am me.

Holy Hangover Batman!
OMG! I was up at my sisters this weekend for my nephews party and we (the adults) stayed up and played horseshoes and got soooo freakin drunk. I had like 10 beers and a shot. I was not that bad until later on before I hit the bed. I woke up this morning with a hell of a hangover and had to drive home 3 and a half hours! EWWW so yeah I drank 3 red bull and still feel like shit...hmmm was it worth it? I think it was LOL

Slow Death
Love me like I'd never love you Kiss me like I'd want you to My tears mingle with your happiness Without me would be absolute bliss A cry for help is what I'm saying Six feet under I'm decaying Grinning cuz the whole world can kiss my ass Dying is all I ask Kill me quick Kill me slow Painful like I want you to do so My feelings entangle with yours Hate is the middle of my heart's core God, I hate you Why do I feel this? Because it's all I can do

I'm Sooo Beyond Pissed Off
OK ppl LET ME MAKE ONE THING PERFECTLY CLEAR I'VE ALWAYS GONE TO THE AIDE OF OTHERS WHEN ASKED, MADE MORPHS, DONE CODING WHATEVER..NEVER ONCE ASKED 4 ANYTHING IN RETURN EXCEPT A FEW PIC RATES..NOTHING SPECIAL..BUT THIS IS OUT OF FUCKING CONTROL..I'VE GONE TO PPL FOR HELP WITH A CONTEST I ENTERED...AND WHAT KIND OF RESPONSE DID I GET? JACK SHIT..SO HERES THE DEAL SINCE U ALL SEEM TO WANT TO IGNORE MY CRY FOR HELP, THEN I INTEND TO DO THE SAME TO YOU...OH AND AS FOR THE JUGGALETTES AND JUGGALOS, THANKS ALOT FOR THE SERIOUSLY NON EXISTANT SHOW OF SUPPORT! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=82666&albumid=569319&i=3225450606 IF U CARE TO ATLEAST LOOK AT THE PIC I ENTERED

How Well Do U Know Me
My name? Summarize me in one sentence? Where did we meet? Take a stab at my middle name? How long have you known me? When is the last time that we saw each other? Do I drink? If so what's my favorite alcohol? Do I smoke? If so what's my favorite? Do I do Drugs? If so what's my favorite? Am I happy? Am I a good person? What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me? What's one of my favorite things to do? Who Do i love more than my life? Am I a virgin? Am I funny? Am I in love? If So with who? What's my favorite color? Have you ever made me smile..if so when n how? What's my favorite type of music? Have you ever seen me cry? Can I sing? What is the best feature about me? Am I shy or outgoing? Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules? Do I have any special talents? Would you call me preppy, average, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, country, redneck, or something else (what)? What is m

Nickelback-savin Me
Prison gates won't open up for me On these hands and knees I'm crawlin' Oh, I reach for you Well I'm terrified of these four walls These iron bars can't hold my soul in All I need is you Come please I'm callin' And oh I scream for you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' [Chorus:] Show me what it's like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life behind me Say it if it's worth saving me Heaven's gates won't open up for me With these broken wings I'm fallin' And all I see is you These city walls ain't got no love for me I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story And oh I scream for you Come please I'm callin' And all I need from you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' [Chorus] Hurry I'm fallin' All I need is you Come please I'm callin' And oh, I scream for you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin' [Chorus] Hurry I'm fallin'

Fake People & Fake Profiles!
http://www.fubar.com/user/1105115 HERE'S ANOTHER FAKE PROFILE TRYING TO GET CELEBRITY STATUS BY USING A REAL CELEBRITY, THESE PEOPLE MAKE ME TOTALLY SICK! THE PERSON THAT OWNS THE PROFILE IS A GUY EVEN THOUGH IT STATES A FEMALE & HE WONT SWAY HIS AGE EITHER. HE STATES IT'S HIS GIRLFRIENDS PROFILE WHICH TO ME SEEMS LIKE A COVER UP STORY JUST TO SUCKER WOMEN IN SO THAT HE CAN PREY ON GULLABLE PEOPLE! I'D ADVISE EVERYONE TO STEAR CLEAR OF THIS LOSER & BLOCK HIM/HER/IT FROM EVER GETTING FURTHER!

Personal Safety Tips
Be Sure to READ this!!! >>Everyone should take 5 minutes to read this. It may save your life or >>love one's life. >> >>Crucial >> >>Because of recent abductions in daylight hours,refresh yourself >> >>of these things to do in an emergency situation... >> >>This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, >> >>your children, everyone you know. >> >>After reading these 9 crucial tips , >> >>forward them to someone you care about. >> >>It never hurts to be careful >> >>in this crazy world we live in. >> >> >> >>1 Tip from Tae Kwon Do : >> >>The elbow is the strongest point >> >>on your body. >> >>If you are close enough to use it, do! >> >> >> >>2. Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans. If a robber asks >> >>for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM >> >>Toss it away from you.... >> >>chances are that he is more interested >> >>in your wallet and/or purse than you, >> >>and he will go for the wallet/purse. >>

Joy
Please help our dear friend Joy out with a contest she is in!!! At the very least, please rate her and if you have the time drop her some comments. Each one helps a bunch!! Thank you in advance to all that help!!!

Men
Are they all the same? Seems even if they say they aren't they do end up being. Honesty is it really that hard to come by? I don't understand, maybe I wasn't meant to. On a high note, I bought new shoes this weekend.

The Yearning
I see it all so vividly Like the meaning to a song Your eyes penetrating me Our mutual attraction so strong You place your hand upon my cheek And I smile at your touch We share a moment, my knees are weak As I realize there is no enough Just feeling your emotions, makes me yearn for more As you gently pull my body close And reach my hearts inner core Invigorating is your love, bold is your mind Sweet emotion is our description The true story of you & I.....

Loves Lost
I Love You, I Love You, I do... take me in your arms, love me more then this... Please don't ever stop, please don't ever go away... Promise me you'll stay... Whispered words I once heard someone say... Everything hangs on a fine line... We can't freeze this in time... eventually it all will go away... was the only reply... ice blue eyes fell like drops of snow to the floor below... please don't let me go... one sudden final kiss... a sob, a tear, a broken heart... then the memory fades like a candles life... and ends up hiding in the dark... I am just loves lost shadow... pay no mind... I have been here all the time...

David Bowie
Music is the key to always bring people (FRIENDS)together.. I really believe that.. Doesn't matter what u listen to or like.. I think if u like music,everyone can have something in common with each other.. Different sounds for different people.. My fav all time singer is DAVID BOWIE,as most of u know..:) Saw him many many time in the 70's during my wild and crazy times.. And they were crazy.. But one grows up.. SUCKS.. LOL HE ALWAYS PUTS ME IN A GOOD MOOD,AND IS SO SO TALENTED..

Minority Report Style Invasive Advertising Gains Traction
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 24 Sep 2007, 16:08 Minority Report Style Invasive Advertising Gains Traction The implementation of Minority Report style invasive advertising is gaining traction, as an Internet phone service company announces plans to eavesdrop on conversations to tailor commercials, bustling aside any notion of personal privacy as archaic and inconvenient to the 21st century mass consumer. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/september2007/240907_minority_report.htm

I Love The Way
love comes from a distance everytime i look in your eyes i'm speachless i love the way you smile i love the way you speak o love what you do when i'm sad and blue love comes from a distance everytime i hear your voice my heart races faster i love the way you look i love the way you walk everything you do drives me crazy whatever you do you're in my mind where ever i go i think of you love is here... love is now... love is everywhere but beside me now i wish you were here with me so i can hold you... ooh so i can hold you close the closer you are the better i feel cause love comes from a distance

Plz Help Me Level
i need any help u can offer, pic rates, stash rates, i am trying to level but very far from it,234,428 Points to go!, yeah a long ways, if you help me i will return all favors, ty and drop by and say hi anytime, if i havent fanned you, plz fan me and i will fan back, if you are already my fan and i am not urs let me know, ty

Attn All Friends/family
I'm sorry to say my computer has officially gone to compuheaven. The motherboard went out last weekend. My access to a computer will be sporadic until I get mine repaired or replaced. Thanks everyone for your understanding! ~Hugs~ to All! Joann

Are You My Friend ????????????
September 24, 2007 @ 3:52 pm THIS IS A TEST TO SEE HOW MANY GOOD FRIENDS YOU HAVE.. YOU MUST SEND IT TO AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE, INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* You are my friend...And i hope u kno thats true...no matter what happens... i will stand by u... i will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so call on me....whenever u need me... i will always be there...Even to the bitter end...Send this promise to all your friends to show your friendship and watch who sends it back to u. ____xxxxxxxxxx______xxxxxxxxxxx ___xxxpassxxxxxx___xxxxxxxxxxxxx ___xxxxxxxxxxxxxx_xxxxxxxxxxxxxx _

Twiseted Heart
Befall thy love my sweet embrace Upon this night thy truth be told Into your arms I wish to race Among the stars my heart doth hold In eyes awakened from thy dreams I see your soul so sound and pure And through the harshness love does bring Sweet ecstasy my heart endures. Come love, my love, upon this night A chance that I should bid you well Inside thy arms I wish to hide Upon thy breath a whisper tell. Distracted am I by thy grace Thy lips the shade of cherry wine Fair porcelain adorns thy face Thy body passion in my mind. I, but a soul unworthy fool For lucky have I come to be Among the stars my heart is ruled Forever my love clings to thee.

Dazed But Not Confused
Well tonight I had gotten home from visiting a few friend's from down the way, it was still cold out but with no snow. You know that cold wet and dreary weather, just cold enough to make me feel miserable as I had made the mistake of wearing my spring leather coat. An hour ago I had ran out of smokes and well was fairly glad to be back in my nice and warm apartment, I got myself a glass of mead wine and sat at my computer opening up a fresh pack of cigarettes. By the time I opened them and lit one up I found myself searching on Lit erotica, as I sat and read a few stories smoked a few cigarettes and sipped my glass of mead, I started thinking about writing another story. And well I have quite a few in my head that I could just throw down here and submit, but I like to be satisfied with what I submit and it has to personally turn me on as well. Well the more I read the more wet I was starting to become, quite frankly I am not sure weather it was my loneliness or the mead, perhaps th

Wanna Help My Friends Out?
ANARCHY and I are in a Happy Hour Giveaway we need to reach 50,000 comments each. I know it sounds like alot but with your help we will get there.... So if you could stop by and leave a couple of comments we'd really appreciate it :) ANARCHYS CONTEST PIC: MINE: Also FAN/RATE/ADD the hosts while you're there they are great ladies!! bbG©... Have You Seen My Gerbil?@ fubar Stephanie Lynn@ fubar MANY THANKS TO YOU ALL, HAVE A GREAT DAY/NIGHT (repost of original by 'Anarchy Skull (§åÐì§Tï© £ìgHt§ mÅ§Tër )Grow Room OVerlord' on '2007-09-24 16:57:35') (repost of original by '† KDM ♥'s Dawn 4 Real † (No Salute No Add)' on '2007-09-25 03:30:54') (repost of original by '§AÐI§TI© LIGHT~Ånarchy §kulls Mistress~Grow Room Entity' on '2007-09-25 03:54:59')

Walnuts
My mother-in-law was eating walnuts and our daughter wanted to try some. She asked why they called them walnuts, then she said "I know why they call them walnuts." We all went why is that. "Because it's hard like a wall and it's a nut." she said with a smile and was dead serious. lol

Mocha Angel Dessert
1 package butterscotch pudding mix (not instant) 1 1/2 cups water 1/2 teaspoon instant coffee powder 1/2 teaspoon vanilla 1 angel food cake 3 Coffee Crisp chocolate bars 2 1/2 cups whipping cream, whipped 1/4 cup coffee liqueur Mix pudding mix and water together in a medium saucepan. Cook and stir over medium heat until thickened. Remove from heat and stir in coffee powder and vanilla. Cool. Cut angel food cake into 1 inch pieces. Crush Coffee Crisp bars in food processor. Fold half of the whipped cream into the cooled pudding, and stir in the liqueur. Fold in the angel food cake pieces. Assemble in a nice glass dessert bowl. Start with a layer of 1/3 of the pudding mixture. Top with 1/3 of the crushed Coffee Crisp bars. Then another layer of pudding, another layer of Coffee Crisp, the remaining pudding, and the remaining Coffee Crisp. Top with the reserved whipped cream. Refrigerate for at least 3 hours before serving.

Meaningless Babble
I am bored so all of you will suffer.. he he. I tried to ponder the meaning of life and came up with better questions. Why is it called a blow job when you suck??? I mean that is a drastic difference ya think. but thinking about it, would be kind of funny to blow one of those things up and make funny balloon animals out of it. sorry... just a thought... kinda baffles the mind like driving on a parkway and parkin in a drive way... makes no damn sense

Drunken Nursery Rhyme
Starkle Starkle little twink Who the hell you are you think¿ I'm not under the afflunence of inkohol although some thinkle peep I am I fool so feelish I don't know who is me and the drunker I stand here, the longer I get.

My Sons Choice
Okay here it is My son is 19 and just got sworn into the Navy yesterday he is going under the delayed program so he is leaving for basic training in Feb 2008 right before his birthday. He has chosen medical as his field of training I have faith in him in this point of life when he could be out commiting all sorts of mayhem and me dealing with a divorce and custody battle for his little brother. He's doing this so he doesn't feel like a burden to me and he can travel somewhat.

Squirrel
LMFAO!!! Never know.. Squirrel meat is similar to rabbit but more delicate in flavor. A medium-sized squirrel makes about 2 servings. Cook as directed for rabbit. Squirrel is quite lean and should be covered with strips of solt pork if it is to be roasted. (See rabbit and hare blog)

Painful Touch...
I want to dig my teeth into your skin I want to make you squirm in painful delight I want you to overpower me and prove false anger onto my body I want you to enjoy this unnatural sin. I want to close my eyes and be surprised by the scratches left on my skin I want to scream in pain and ecstasy I long for your painful touch I long for your bruising lips. I long for the fleeting heart known only from pain and submission I long for the curling back and toes and tongue known only from complete overtaken. unnatural lusts pleasurable pain domination submission a world of reds blacks blues yellows blood bruises dirt tears and screams a world only of lust a world only of pleasure a world of backward loves a world of paining the one you love. A world of doing that which is desirable to your lust partner your love partner doing that which is painful, because they love it.

Applesauce Cookies
Flour, 2 cups Salt, 1/2 teaspoon Cinnamamon, 1/2 teaspoon Nutmeg, 1/2 teaspoon Cloves, 1/2 teaspoon Nuts, choppped, 1 cup Raisins, chopped, 1 cup Shortening, 1/2 cup Sugar, 1 cup Baking soda, 1 teaspoon Applesauce, 1 cup Egg, well beaten, 1 How to: Sift flour; measure; add salt and spices; sift again, Add chopped nuts and raisins. Cream shortening; add sugar gradually and continue to beat until light. Stir the soda into the applesauce. Add well beaten egg; combine with the creamed mixture. Add the dry ingredients. Drop by teaspoonfuls 2 or 3 inches apart onto a greased baking sheet. Bake in a moderate oven (375 F.) 15 to 20 minutes. Makes about 4 dozen cookies.

Thanks To All!
Thank you to everyone who posted messages to my profile and or sent me cards and gifts!......Very nice to be remembered and appreciated on your birthday!....Much love and thanks to all!....Muahs Muahs Muahs!

The Bankruptcy Of The United States
The Bankruptcy of The United States ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: bobby Date: 25 Sep 2007, 14:30 thanks Mercury LobarThe Bankruptcy of The United StatesUnited States Congressional Record, March 17, 1993 Vol. 33, page H-1303THIS IS IMPORTANT!!!!Speaker-Rep. James Traficant, Jr. (Ohio) addressing the House: "Mr. Speaker, we are here now in chapter 11.. Members of Congress areofficial trustees presiding over the greatest reorganization of any Bankruptentity in world history, the U.S. Government. We are setting forthhopefully, a blueprint for our future. There are some who say it is acoroner's report that will lead to our demise. It is an established fact that the United States Federal Government hasbeen dissolved by the Emergency Banking Act, March 9, 1933, 48 Stat. 1,Public Law 89-719; declared by President Roosevelt, being bankrupt andinsolvent. H.J.R. 192, 73rd Congress m session June 5, 1933 - JointResolution To Suspend The Gold Standard and

Re: **lost Nuclear Cruise Missiles Were On Way To Mideast**
RE: **Lost nuclear cruise missiles were on way to Mideast** ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Huntress of Truth Date: 25 Sep 2007, 14:55 ThanksMike4freedom(Power 2 The People) @NTi ©ORP. [tyranny_resistant]Date: 25/09/2007http://www.waynemadsenreport.com/articles/20070923Sept. 24, 2007 -- SPECIAL REPORT -- "Lost" B-52 nuke cruise missiles were on way to Middle East for attack on Iran; Air Force refused to fly weapons to Middle East theater.WMR has learned from U.S. and foreign intelligence sources that the B-52 transporting six stealth AGM-129 Advanced Cruise Missiles, each armed with a W-80-1 nuclear warhead, on August 30, were destined for the Middle East via Barksdale Air Force Base in Louisiana. However, elements of the Air Force, supported by U.S. intelligence agency personnel, successfully revealed the ultimate destination of the nuclear weapons and the mission was aborted due to internal opposition within the Air Force and U.S. Intellige

Paul/bush At Un/have To Act/sino-russian/israel Lobby/ahmadi
Paul/Bush at UN/Have to Act/Sino-Russian/Israel Lobby/Ahmadi ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Lo Date: 25 Sep 2007, 14:35 Dandelion Salad Latest Posts on Dandelion Salad Latest Videos on Dandelion Salad Latest news and videos: Ron Paul on MSNBC (video) TPMtv: Lieberman’s Bomb Iran Bill (video) + Action Alert Bush Speech at the U.N. Sept. 25, 2007 (videos) Leahy to McConnell: Stop ‘Irresponsible Statements’ (videos) President Bush Tries To Pardon Himself! (video; Sept 14, 2007) Have to Act While I Still Can by Bruce The Sino-Russian Alliance: Challenging America’s Ambitions in Eurasia by Mahdi Darius Nazemroaya

Mixed Emotions
mixed emotions, thats the way i feel inside it makes me toss and turn all night the rage of my family the love of my friends this is what keeps life so much fun what is there to do where is there to go if i dont do something quick i am gonna flip i need a drug any drug to escape from the truth of reality creeping up from behind hurry fast everything is spinnin round everything comes crashing down the cards of life have been handed out love, life, people, and places in my mind they are here to stay till in the ground my body lays mixed emotions is what my heart plays

Be Strong
Be Strong Smile a little smile, Laugh for a little while, Cry a thousand tears, And carry on for years. Hide the pain inside, Tell the truth ignore the lies, Live each day as if it’s the last, Never look back or dwell on the past. They won’t see it in your eyes, Though it’s there behind the lies, The pieces of a broken heart, Like a shattered work of art. You cannot forget and you cannot forgive, You need to learn to live and let live, He’s not worth the tears that he’s made you cry, I promise you darling you must live before you die. This is the truth for those in pain, Let the sun shine through the rain, Bury your fears so deep inside, Free your spirit and smile with your eyes

Confused
I’m so confused I don’t know what to do I’ve lost my family What else could I lose. My mom is somewhere in Kokomo My dad I have no clue All I know is I miss my family But they’re not the people that I knew. My dad always slept I was molested by my eldest brother I had my own goals that I wanted to achieve But I was held back by my abusive mother. I have no one to confide in No one to talk to at all I just feel like climbing a tree And letting myself fall. I don’t know what to do With all confusion I hold I don’t want to keep it in Cause I’ll eventually explode. So can you help me To get all the way through I would appreciate it very much And will never forget you.

What Does Love Mean
What does love mean to you I know what it means to me I want you to know I want you to see. See how love moves people See how someone in love reacts One touch of his hand One touch to your back. Love is felt It can’t be seen So tell me, in your opinion What does love mean? To some it’s sex Or honor Maybe respect Or that you care to bother. But what love means to me It’s something I can’t describe It’s a feeling in your heart A feeling from inside. It’s something that you show Something that you feel Love changes people Love is real. Love doesn’t have to be You and someone else as a couple together It could be a friendship That will last forever. So…no matter where you go No matter what you do Love is a feeling It will capture you too.

Who Are You
Who are you How do you act What are your strengths What do you lack. Who do you hang with How do you dress Are you organized Or is your mind a mess. What are your qualities What do you do for fun Do you like to relax Do you lay in the sun. What are you like What do you do What’s your favorite color Is it blue. Do you smoke Do you drink What are your fears How do you think. Are you crazy Are you sane Are you funny Are you lame. What are your plans Do you wanna go to college Do you like school Do you thirst for knowledge. Are you smart Are you stupid Do you believe in love Do you believe in cupid. Are you loud Are you soft What makes you upset What pisses you off. What makes you happy What gets you down What makes you wear a smile What makes you wear a frown. Do you like purple Do you like blue What do you like What interests you. Do you like green How about yellow Are you mean and hateful Or a sweet, charming fellow.

Changes...a Letter To My Husband
Those of us who have been married for any length of time, forget about tha "ups" in our marriages and get so wrapped up in work, child rearing and other things that we forget why we married in the first place, how it warmed us to know we were pleasing our partner (no, not just sex) and instead direct our stresses, resentments and anger about things we can't control on that same person. I personally just realized that this year after a particularly long day at work, returning home with not just aching but excrutiating feet (15 hours in heels will do that), as I cried my soul out, I had to write to him, get to him in some way and wrote the letter I share with you all below. From the next day forward, I've made it a point to turn back the damage with a daily, conscious choice to back up my decision to have married this man 20 years ago... If this is helpful to just one person, I've done my job today. ============================================ 1:12 A.M. My dearest (name omitted)

Done Got On My Nerve
Since when did there become and age limit on being single. Why is it if your single and in your 20’s it is just horrible??? Some of us know that it don’t take a man to make us whom we are. Then there is those with the nerve to tell you to just settle . I don’t want to settle. I deserve better than to just settle. It isn’t like I’m on the verge of turning 40, I’m just 23. I have time to be single before I should settle. If it comes down to me having a settle for a guy who likes me for one reason or another than I’ll pass. I would rather be alone for the rest of years on this earth than settle for man who just likes me for one thing or another. What ever happen to liking or loving you for all that you are ??? What ever happen to the guy whom when he asked a girl to wait on him, he meant it and didn’t change???? Why has everything that happens between a girl & a guy have to be all about sex???? PS IF ONE MORE FREAKING PERSON ASK AM I MARRIED OR WHEN AM I GETTING MARRIED I SWEAR I

Point, Click, Wiretap!
Point, Click, Wiretap! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Blaine Date: 26 Sep 2007, 06:35 _Past Peak: Science/Technology Archives_ (http://www.pastpeak.com/archives/sciencetechnology/index.htm) Point, Click, Wiretap _Black Ops_ (http://www.pastpeak.com/archives/black_ops/index.htm) _Rights, Law_ (http://www.pastpeak.com/archives/rights_law/index.htm) _Science/Technology_ (http://www.pastpeak.com/archives/sciencetechnology/index.htm) Documents obtained by the Electronic Frontier Foundation show that the FBI has developed a capability to instantly wiretap almost any communications device in the country. _Wired_ (http://www.wired.com/politics/security/news/2007/08/wiretap?currentPage=3) : The FBI has quietly built a sophisticated, point-and-click surveillance system that performs instant wiretaps on almost any communications device, according to nearly a thousand pages of restricted documents newly released under the Freedom of Information Act. The su

Lovers At Heart
She lives in the dark. She is stunning yet pale. Her hair falls like a curtain, Hiding her beautiful eyes. It falls to her dainty waist, Hiding all her elegant grace. He to lives in the dark Yet he is not so pale. His hair so striking, shiny and black. His eyes too are hidden. His charming smile is crooked, His structure, so unique. They now sit together in the dark. Their morbid hearts now combined. A perfect love they had in mind. Nothing went wrong in the beginning, Their love seemed so strong. These two lovers did belong. This love was soon ended By a pathetic feud. Her heart ripped to shreds, His heart not affected. She questioned his love. Did he love her or did he not? Though their love is dead Their friendship still strong. She is trying to move on. This task for him seemed so simple. He seems to have never cared, He seems happier now. She is now with another, He too claims to love her. She loves him too but not the same Her heart no l

A History Of Us Secret Human Experimentation
A history of US secret human experimentation ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Schiavo a Verità Date: 26 Sep 2007, 18:54 A history of US secret human experimentationWed, 26 Sep 2007 18:23:321931 Dr. Cornelius Rhoads, under the auspices of the Rockefeller Institute for Medical Investigations, infects human subjects with cancer cells.He later goes on to establish the US Army Biological Warfare facilities in Maryland, Utah, and Panama, and is named to the US Atomic Energy Commission. While there, he begins a series of radiation exposure experiments on American soldiers and civilian hospital patients.1932 The Tuskegee Syphilis Study begins. 200 black men diagnosed with syphilis are never told of their illness, are denied treatment, and instead are used as human guinea pigs in order to follow the progression and symptoms of the disease. They all subsequently die from syphilis, their families never told that they could have been treated.1935 The Pellagr

Lockdown On Nyc Campus; Student Arrested With A Rifle
Lockdown on NYC Campus; Student arrested with a rifle ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: The First Responders Date: 26 Sep 2007, 23:09 St. John's University student found with rifleStudents now allowed to leave after lockdown Eyewitness News(Jamaica, Queens - WABC, September 26, 2007) - A student was arrested with a rifle on the campus of St. John's University in the Jamaica section of Queens Wednesday, according to police. Authorities say the man was caught on campus at around 2:30 p.m. Police say the man had a the rifle in a bag in Marillac Hall, a four-story building with classrooms and a basement cafeteria. He was reportedly apprehended by public safety officers, who quickly disarmed the suspect and turned him over to the NYPD. Officials say the man was also in possession of a mask, possibly a President Bush mask. The rifle was described as a .50-caliber Wolf rifle, which holds one round of ammunition and uses black powder instead of cartridges

Do You Have It???
YOU KNOW ... even when we forget about GOD he never forgets about us, and this is one night I can say HE remembered ... ME!! That I take personal!! I know that I will hit someone's heart Even if it is just one person ... IT WILL BE WORTH IT!! I wanted to ask a serious question ... It is something to really think about!! How many of you have Renters Insurance? NO ... this is not for personal "Money Making" purposes, I promise!! But ... it is ... PERSONAL!! April 2006, my three children and I were burned out of our home, along with other families!! I believe everyone was home in the 8 unit building, I am quite sure the person who started the fire knew this, since it was around 4:00am!! This person thought it would be funny to start a fire in one of the storage spaces in the basement (nice huh?) or maybe they had an issue with someone who lived there, who knows? My 17 year old son said he thought he was dreaming, or just hearing things. The smoke alarms were going off all over

Why?
Can I not just be friends with someone and them not like me more than a friend? seriously it is getting to the point i don't want to talk to anyone anymore. I am who I am and I will never stop being me but everyone needs to back off. Most know I am in a relationship and have a life as well and it drives me nuts that those who all the sudden have strong feelings for me get pissy when I don't say hi all the time or back off. I have a life people just as anyone else and the only reason I am online half the time is when I do my school work or business and it is nice to chat with people. It goes both ways and I am not going to be the one always saying hello

Old Gal
Frivolous Old Gal I have become a little older since I saw you last, and a few changes have come into my life since then. Frankly, I have become a frivolous old gal. I am seeing five gentlemen every day. As soon as I wake up, Will Power helps me get out of bed. Then I go to see John. Then Charlie Horse comes along, and when he is here he takes a lot of my time and attention. When he leaves, Arthur Ritis shows up and stays the rest of the day. He doesn't like to stay in one place very long, so he takes me from joint to joint. After such a busy day, I'm really tired and glad to go to bed with Ben Gay. What a life! Oh yes, I'm also flirting with Al Zymer. Love, Grandma P.S. The preacher came to call the other day. He said at my age I should be thinking of the hereafter. I told him, "Oh I do it all the time. No matter where I am, in the parlor, upstairs, in the kit

Re: Bloodlines.... Must See
RE: Bloodlines.... Must see Thanks: Nicholas Florida 9/11 Truth/WEARECHANGE.ORG/Ron Paul 08 RE: Must See Video.. Bloodlines.. ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Joe Date: 26/09/2007 Here's a GREAT series of videos about who is REALLY running things.. Obviously there are bigger fish to fry than those who just happened to be in the white house during 9/11.. This is a great series to watch if you are one of those who think evil Bush and evil Cheney caused 911 themselves to make a buck in the middle east.. Perhaps 911 was the beginning of a revival of the crusades? Sure, sounds crazy.. But then again, what doesn't? Obviously our government is under some other control we can't see.. These videos just reinforce that idea.. Regardless, this is a great set of short videos.. Thanks: Iconoclasm (Its Wake up Time!) Date: Sep 26, 2007 11:45 AM

Re: Radio Show Wants Ron Paul Supporters Dead
RE: Radio Show wants Ron Paul supporters dead ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: KisaMogwai Date: 27 Sep 2007, 07:59 heh.. i'd love it if they tracked me down....can you imagine? i'd have a bloody blonde scalp hangin' on my wall... and you wouldn't have to hear a stupid bottle job on the radio anymore:) apparently if you believe in the constitution you're a 'moron'...thanx 9/11 Sponsored by the US GovernmentDate: Sep 27, 2007 2:46 AMEmail these assholes tell them how you feel about Ron Paul.Lee Asshole : leerodgers@abc-sf.com& Idiot melaniemorgan@abc-sf.comFrom: KrisDate: Sep 26, 2007 7:28 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: DavidReedyDate: Sep 26, 2007 11:16 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: liberty_activist Date: Sep 26, 2007 10:55 PM Lee Rodgers is apparently a talk radio show host on KSFO in the Bay Area. I've never heard of him, but Daily Paul reader lsutigersrule writes

This Explains My "wife" Problem
alright im not really married my wife is 39 and prolly one of the most immature people of all time she is still legally married to a guy that left her and i can all together see why as she is too jealous, pushy, spoiled, and has to have her way i sit here and people say im cute, hot, sexy and what not she gets pissed off because they say it she gets pissed off over me calling people "babe" and says that its not right and that im disrespecting her by saying it and thats not true because i gave her an analogy i told her if you go out to california what do they say there to all the women she said good ok but we are not in cali are we im like no and whatever, well also i like to watch porn yes i will admit it im a porn watcher and she treats me as if im like 11 yrs old trying to watch porn but anyway yes im not married i just claim it so she will chill the fuck out anyway if i say i cant talk thats usually why

Help??
Im still not able to post comments.... if anyone can help me out while this is happening I would really appreciate it. Its for a HH I need 50k in pts in cluding rates. Even tho I cant comment I CAN rate... if you wanna do some comments for me... Ill rate yer pics or soemthing?? Dont give up on me yet PLEASE!! xoxo

Sexiest Friends!!!!
YOU ARE ONE OF MY SEXIEST FRIENDS!!!! _________####___####___________ _______################_________ _____####################_______ ____#########_#_##########______ _######_#_#_#_#_#_#_#_#######___ __#######______#_#_###########__ _____###_____#_____########_____ ______#_____#____########_______ _____#_____#_____####___________ ____#______#___#_#______________ ____#_____#_____##______________ ____#_________#_##______________ _____#______#_#_#_______________ ______#__#_#_#_#________________ _________###____________________ YOUV'E BEEN LICKED!!! SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW YOU THINK THEY ARE DELICIOUSLY SEXY TOO!!!!

Pfew Finished This Survey Now My Day Is Complete :)
100. WHAT'S YOUR PROFILE SONG & WHY?To my country sway duh i wrote it 99. DO YOU HAVE A JOB?no i work in hell better known as unloading frieght at walmart 97.DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE?lol takin the fifth96. LIED IN THE LAST 24 HRS?no95. BEST BREAK UP SONG?take this job and shove it :) works 4 me94. WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU TOOK A PLANE TO?you won't catch me in one unless im completely knocked out92. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE?pirates of the caribean (both)90. DID YOU CRY DURING THE 7TH HP BOOK?i wait for the video to come out88. DO YOU HAVE A FRIEND OF THE OPPOSITE SEX YOU CAN TALK TO?.yes several my outlaw,rickey, Tornado long list , most on my messengers so i can bug them :) 89. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?yes have two sisters , one living and 2 brothers , im the oldest 86. WHERE ARE YOU NOW?takin a bubble bath , lol 85. WHAT'S SOMETHING FUN YOU DID LAST WEEKEND?did my early showsl84. DID YOU DO ANYTHING TODAY?im still takin a bubble bath 83. ARE YOU HAPPY?well if a male with me

My Pants Are Falling Off Of Me!
Wow, yesterday evening was just beautiful. The weather has been warm the last couple of days and when Peter came home from work, we went and sat in the backyard and talked. It was so nice sitting out there with it being just the perfect temperature. The pool looked so still and clean and inviting. Only, not warm! I checked the temp and it said 71, too chilly for me! School was good for both boys yesterday. That makes for a much easier evening. I made a nice dinner and I think everyone was happy! Oh my! On a different subject, I have been walking on the treadmill for about 6-7 months now. When I started off walking on it, I was only doing 10 minutes at a time and not very fast. The more I did it, the better I got. Then I started doing 20 minutes and walking at a faster pace. The reason I couldn't walk very far or fast was because of my knees. I have to be very careful. I now do about 45 minutes to an hour on the treadmill and I walk fast and even run now. I

I Need As Many Ppl 2 Help Me Bomb As Possible Please 2 Weeks Can Go By Fast
MY GOOD FRIEND REDKANDY IS IN A GIVEAWAY N NEEDS UR HELP SHE IS IN A HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY WOOHOO FOR ONLY 55,000 COMMENTS!!! U MUST FAN/RATE/ADD THE HOST (NO BIGGIE RIGHT?) THEN U CAN BOMB AWAY!!

9/27/2007
You and your friends are having more fun than you would have thought, under the weird circumstances. It's all thanks to your great, sunny energy -- and their willingness to follow your lead! well isn't that just lovely

Daily Horoscope: Libra For September 27,2007
Try to see the positive as relentlessly as you can right now -- things are actually a lot better than they seem. If you project a positive attitude today, it should be reflected right back at you!

Gone To The Dogs
** The reason a dog has so many friends is that he wags his tail instead of his tongue. - Anonymous ** Don't accept your dog's admiration as conclusive evidence that you are wonderful. - Ann Landers ** If there are no dogs in Heaven, then when I die I want to go where they went -Will Rogers ** There is no psychiatrist in the world like a puppy licking your face. -Ben Williams ** A dog is the only thing on earth that loves you more than he loves himself. -Josh Billings ** The average dog is a nicer person than the average person. -Andy Rooney ** We give dogs time we can spare, space we can spare, and love we can spare. And in return, dogs give us their all. It's the best deal man has ever made. -M. Acklam ** Dogs love their friends and bite their enemies, quite unlike people, who are incapable of pure love and always have to mix love and hate. -Sigmund Freud ** I wonder if other dogs think poodles are members of a weird religious cult. –Rita Rudner ** A

Wow...
The first time in over two years that Sarah sends me a text is to tell me that one of our old teachers had passed away. Then I come home from work and Jenn had left me a message with a link to the article and I started crying. I didn't expect this to affect me this way. Mrs. Parisi taught my english class the first two years in high school. She introduced me to one of my favorite books, and told me about the rest of the series. She wasn't an easy teacher, but that was good. She had two kids in college close to my age.. I can't imagine how difficult that is right now... ...wow.

A True Story Of A Real Man
A man that made an impression on strangers and friends. Quiet but firm and even more stern. Strength and courage I have learned from you, but being without you is hard to do. A man with pride in every step he made. A man with vigor in every phrase. The tears I've shed cannot surpass the smiles and the laughs we had with you. To feel your pain I could not do, to feel your joy I cannot explain, but being without is hard to do. A man with pride in every step he made. A man with vigor in every phrase. A man that defined the word grand as only a real man can. To know you're in a better place soothes my pain. Knowing you're watching over me makes me sane. A man with pride in every step he made. A man with vigor in every phrase. A true story of a real man, who in the end held his family together as only a real man can. My grandfather, a man with poise. You were a husband, father, uncle, cousin, grandfather, friend, and the epitome of a real man.

An Arrest Warrent Has Been Issued For Cindy Sheehan ~
AN ARREST WARRENT HAS BEEN ISSUED FOR CINDY SHEEHAN ~ ----------------- Bulletin Email ----------------- De : ooppoddoo Date : 27 sept. 2007, 14:52 Here's what Cincy Sheehan & friends were doing on September 15, 2007. SHAME ON YOU WAR-MONGERS. YOU ARE NOT TRUE AMERICANS, but Cindy Sheehan IS. How DARE YOU ~ oop http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=imPIKA359VU Cindy Sheehan, WorldCantWait, and CodePink amongst 100,000+ on Capital Hill. Every day our soldiers are exposed to Depleted Uranium with a radioactive half life of 4.5 Billion years. Stop Nuke Wars (prop1.org). The White House and its adminstration and some of Congress, Main Stream Media have kept their lips closed and go as far as cover up or denial. Protester and Peace Activists did not make the bombs or the images in front of the White House. Protestors of 26 year Vigial 24 hours/day are Thomas, Ellen, and Concepcion Picciotto, Start Loving. They are exposing the truth every person needs to knows http://prop1.org/

Americas Mayor..$9.11 At A Head
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070925/ap_on_el_pr/giuliani_house_party_1 Mon Sep 24, 9:46 PM ET A supporter of Rudy Giuliani's is throwing a party that aims to raise $9.11 per person for the Republican's presidential campaign. Abraham Sofaer is having a fundraiser at his Palo Alto, Calif., home on Wednesday, when Giuliani backers across the country are participating in the campaign's national house party night. But Sofaer said he had nothing to do with the "$9.11 for Rudy" theme. "There are some young people who came up with it," Sofaer said when reached by telephone Monday evening. He referred other questions to Giuliani's campaign. "I'm just providing support for him. He's an old friend of mine," Sofaer said of Giuliani. Sofaer was a State Department adviser under President Reagan and is a fellow at Stanford University's Hoover Institution Giuliani's campaign had no immediate comment. According to the invitation, "$9.11 for Rudy" is an "independent, non-

Forever 'till The End,your My Best Friend
If we ever seperate, It'll have to be certain fate. No matter what,your my best friend, As the chant goes'Forever to the end'. You are my very best friend... When we fight, I fight tears. Not to mention my fears of losing you, We may grow apart, And drift away, But I will always remember you as my best friend forever. Always, Like the chant goes, Forever 'till the end, You'll always be my best friend

My Favorite Past Time
My favorite past time, making people laugh at the unfunny things. My favorite past time, looking' a stranger in the eye and calling him or her my friend. My favorite past time, living life to the fullest, no regret, taking nothing for granted. My favorite past time, living life in this beautiful harmonious world. Life is love and love is life, never fail always succeed keep sacred your feelings let them be known. My favorite past time...life.

To The Moon And Back
She's taking her time making up the reasons To justify all the hurt inside Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one They're saying, "Mama never loved her much" And, "Daddy never keeps in touch That's why she shies away from human affection" But somewhere in a private place She packs her bags for outer space And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come And she'll say to him She's sayin I would fly up to the moon and back if you'll be... If you'll be my baby I've got a ticket for a world where we belong So would you be my baby? She can't remember a time when she felt needed If love was red then she was color blind All her friends, well they've been tried for treason And crimes that were never defined She's saying, "Love is like a barren place, And reaching out for human faith It's like a journey I just don't have a map for" So baby's gonna take a dive and Push the shift to overdrive S

Moonlight
moonlight shines down cutting throw the dark night sky sheading its light gently on mother earth shows all the hidding beauty which lies in the depth of the night staring deeply in another eyes this same light helps show what is hidding inside everything is shown all the pain that has ever been felt the joy and happiness the agonie and evil your soul is open for all to read moonlight cuts throw strongest shilds that have been posted nothen is held back life and death is seen in a single second the souls is born and died what you tryed so hard to hide is now laid at the foot steps which stuch strong power we all fall to its sucuction no matter what sex age aswell hold no difference moonlight shows us the world beauty or bitter good or evil moonlight leaves nothen behind

Why Do I Deal With This?????
Why do I deal with people shitting on me all the time? Why am I so nice? Why can't I be a bitch????? I wish there were classes so I could take one so I wouldn't have people doing this shit to me, so called friends ( you know who you are ) and co-workers. I feel like crawing under a rock and killing myself. I can't take this shit. I am so fu****g tired of it. I wish I would die!

This Is Weird...its Up To You To Believe This...
1) New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters. 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. 5) The two twin towers make an "11" This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting: 1) New York is the 11th state. 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9 + 1 + 1 = 11. Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind: 1) The total number of victims inside all the hi- jacked planes was 254. 2 + 5 + 4 = 11. 2) September 11 is day number 2

My Hunger
Watching you move, Stirs my lust for you, The blood upon your lips, Sends thrills through me, I Want to take you, Wouldn't matter where, As long as it's now, I hardly care, Every caress of your flesh, Is a pure pleasure, The kiss, A point of no return, Must have you now, Never know if I could stop, Won't even try, To deny, This hunger i have for you

Fubar Sucks!!!!!!!!!!
THERE'S TOO MANY WHORES ON HERE!!!!!!!!!!! GO BACK TO THE DUMPSTER!!!!!!!!! NO ONE (EXCEPT PERVERTED OLD PEOPLE AND DESPERATE RETARDS) WANT TO SEE YOUR FAT SAGGY BOOBS HANGING OUT ALL OVER THE PLACE! OLD PEOPLE SHOULDN'T BE DOING THAT! P.S. DWIGHT SAYS ALL YOU SLUTS HAVE THE BURNING CURSE OF HERPES! HELL FIRE!

Some Lyrics For You Scumbags!
Alison Moyet was most likely inspired to write this after seeing this skanky website: How are you, can I look a little closer Well let me introduce you to Say how d'you do believer So tell me is he young enough Or could it be hung up enough And does he help to keep it up when he's handing It out to please you Do you ever think the night away How about the day ain't it getting long These eggshell hearts you're tripping on Oh when you've got money you can build a bomb Oh it's beautiful, touching up your lonely nights Oh how you shine when you throw all the suckers on Tired of every single one Oh you're filth, you're filth, you're filthy And someone' gonna hose you down You're gonna be sorry for the way you whore a life around Now tell me he is young enough Or could it be hung up enough Or maybe just hung up enough to keep it up when you're flagging Do you ever soak the night away How about the day ain't it getting long These eggshell hearts you're tripping on

The Couch And My Cats
If you have cats, you know this happens. As the weather here turned cooler and the sun went hiding behind the clouds, I knew the weatherman was right: a storm was coming. How, you might wonder? Because I noticed my cats do two things. First they huddled up close to me and got into as tight a ball of fur as their bodies would let them. Ears were swept back and forth, and they fitfully slept and woke, checking out what was going on at the slightest motion as though listening would tell them what was coming next, or seeing might somehow catch some warning that it was time to flee. They are better than radar and certainly more fun to watch. Then just before I heard the tell-tale drops of rain come cascading down like some explosive waterfall, the cats abandoned my sides, looking at me for all the world as if something were wrong with me, as they slipped underneath the couch. Almost instantly a huge crash of thunder signalled the beginning of our storm. How many other signs of nature

Our Son
This is the many cutest things he does lol I needed to get a few items so he wrote the list for me. As I was telling him the items the last one was cigarettes. He made this face and said ewww mommy. I said I know baby I need to quit. Then he said Yes because it makes your lungs black I know a saw a picture of what lungs look like from someone who smokes. They are just to smart now adays lol Also, when he was in 1st grade he brought home a pamplet with the no smoking sign on it and he said she mommy and dad it says to quit. He said see mawmaw and pawpaw it makes your lungs black and you can get sick and die. You all need to quit. And he was dead serious. Oh, when we ran outta time for the bank he added *go tomorrow* to it. lol And asked me the next day are we going to the bank today don't forget I have the list. hehe That stinker.

Your Desire
I see the lust in your eyes It's my body you desire You're the demon with angel eyes Wings unfurled, your body lies Ready to be taken and touched By this angel with demon eyes I feel your passion and pleasure Your gaze belies your trust Hard to resist this pressure Black and white, golden and blue Above and below watch in angst As their children come unglued Neither expected such an act Would be committed by their prizes God will blush as the Devil Cries

25 Sentences About .:*de*:.
Finish the sentences 1. I've come to realize that my ex was: an idiot to leave me :) 2. I am listening to: my son playing HALO 3. I talk: constantly 4. I love: my son 5. Yesterday was: Thursday 6. My life: sucks right now 7. I lost: my trust in a very good friend this week 8. I hate it when: people think i'm stupid 9. Love is: not for me apparently 10. Marriage is: been there done that 11. Somewhere, someone is: sleeping....should be me 12. I'll always be: me! 13. I have a crush on: nobody 14. The last time I cried was: a few days ago 15. My cell phone: is red and sings....."If You're Reading This". 16. When I wake up in the morning: i think...what the f*ck...i haven't had enough sleep 17. Before I go to sleep at night: i say my prayers 18. Right now I am thinking about: i dread that funeral tomorrow 19. Babies are: special...special....special 20. I get on MySpace: when i'm bored 21. Today I will: who

Miles And Miles
In the morning the light is breaking and my mind rushes to you, I want to feel your touches, your soft like skin and smell the delicate odor belonging to you. Away you are ... miles and miles ... The only thing I have are my thoughts. Rushing Spinning Turning Burning my mind is twisting and turning. Sighing Moaning Combing through my hair the air is filled with my moans of despair. Rustling Stretching Touching my body with my hands. Screaming Panting Gasping my mind is miles away ... miles and miles and miles and the only thing I have are my thoughts.

Everyone Listen
okay i just got a letter from some one on here about my sexuality u no what i don't give a flying fuck what anyone says I'm a bisexual freak i like both men and women if any one has a problem with that then take me off Ur friends list cause u no what its time to grow up people this is the 20th century every one just needs to exsept people for who they r it dose not matter if ur black , yellow ,white , or green just remember just be u and dont try to change who u r inside if u want to get to no me my email addresses r on my profile thanks and have a wounderful day

Silence Kills
They say silence is golden, They have never heard silence from a loved one. They have never felt silence when it strikes out like a club to knock you flat. They have never felt the loneliness within that silence. They have no idea of what they say because simply Silence Kills. Stephen

De0ology
Let others know a little more about yourself, repost this as your name followed by "ology." MOUTHOLOGY Q. What is your salad dressing of choice? A. ranch Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? A. wendys Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? A: anything mexican Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? A. i'm a good tipper Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of? A. mexican Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice? A. pepperoni Q. What do you like to put on your toast? A. butter TECHNOLOGY Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer? A. my dog toby Q. How many televisions are in your house? A. 4 BIOLOGY Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed? A. right Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body? A. yes Q. When was the last time you had a cavity? A. a few years Q. What is the last heavy item you lifted? A. i don't pick up heavy things Q. Have you ever b

Stop! Don't Touch That Dial!
I did NOT feel like retyping the blog I'd started today, so I went for my backup. This was a questionnaire made by Lani, one of my Friends on Yahoo! 360, but I think you who read it on other sites will find it applicable as well. For those reading it elsewhere, my page there is http://360.yahoo.com/ensign183 1.) How long have you had a Yahoo! 360 page? I've had a 360 page since June 2006; it's the first one I opened where I could blog and comment and find people with common interests. All of my pages (I can also be found on Facebook, Friendster, Fubar, hi5, HoverSpot, MySpace, myYearbook, Netlog, and Tagged along with many Friends -- I just don't get to every page every day) have different things and different people to recommend them as well as features which made me wonder why I'm there in the first place. 2.) How many Friends on your list? As of five p.m. Central Standard Time today, I have 292 Friends on Yahoo! 360 (you're allowed 300, but you can designate as many Favo

11 Timothy 2 ; 8 -- 16
remember that Jesus Christ of the seed of david was raised from the dead ; acording to my gospel; 9 ;who ever i suffer trouble as an evil doer even unto bond; , but the word of God is not bound 10 ; therefore i endure all things for the elects sake. that they may also obtain the salvation which is in Jesus Christ, with eternal glory;, 11 ;It is a faithful saying, for if we be dead with him, we shall also live with him. 12 ;if we suffer we shall also reign with him..if we deny him he will also deny us. 13 ;if we beleive not ; yet he abideth in faith;he can not deny himself. 14 ;of these things put them in rememberance,charging them before the Lord.that they strive not, about words to no profit,but to the subverting of the hearers. 15 ; study to shew thyself approved, unto God a workman, that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly deviding the word of truth. 16 ; but shun provane and babblings, they will increase unto more ungodliness. Amen!!!

Back In School
Back In School by joe doe © A VENGEFUL BUTLER INVITES HIS FORMER EMPLOYER FOR A "VISIT" TO A GIRLS' REFORMATORY. TWENTY-EIGHT YEAR OLD SUSAN IS SOON STRIPPED NAKED, SHOWERED, AND SHAVED.... (THIS STORY WAS INSPIRED BY COLE; THANKS COLE!) I had never gotten along well with our family butler, Winston; he had always been overbearing when I was in school. So, after I got my Master's and took over the family business, I naturally lorded it over him. When my father died and I inherited the family estate, the first thing I did was to fire Winston. It was no surprise when he decided to return to his old teaching job at the local girls' reformatory. What surprised me was when he called me a month later and invited me to spend a week there as his guest. I was reluctant at first, but when he told me about the golf course, gym, running track, and Olympic-size pool, I finally agreed. He just wanted to show me there were no hard feelings, he claimed. The girls' reformatory was an imposi

Big Hips Ch. 01
Big Hips Ch. 01 by alicia70 © After two months of college, I finally knew my grades would be good and that I could easily do the work. My social life was nil. My roommate and dorm mates wanted me to go out on weekends but I was too worried about school to this point. I decided it was time I should go out with the girls. On Friday one of the girls invited me out again with them as there was a party at one of the Fraternity's where she had a friend. I told Jill: "yes, what do I need to wear?" She replied: "something hot if you want to be noticed. There are gonna be a lot of guys there." "Cool," I replied. I am about 5'9" 140 pounds, long black hair, blue eyes, attractive, nice breasts, but big. I have large hips which have always made me self conscious. I was teased about it and it has always made me feel people were staring and laughing. I dressed in a tight blouse with a short skirt. It was the only "hot outfit" I had. Everything was a little tighter then I remem

Birthday Gift
Birthday Gift by pendergast © It was a long car ride to New Jersey. My wife was driving and I was fantasizing about her sister. Tonight was Jessica's 26th birthday. I began to imagine what she would wear. She is about 5'2," 100lbs, with perky tits. She has a beautiful small sexy figure. She always dresses sexy when she goes out and tonight being her birthday I couldn't wait to see her. We arrived at her apartment around 6. My wife and I knocked on the door and Jessie opened it wearing tight jeans and a tank top. Wow she looked great. We wished her a happy birthday, exchange small talk and the girls went to Jessica's bedroom to get ready. I had been planning tonight for weeks. I knew Jessica and my wife would be drinking heavily tonight to celebrate. I brought a handful of sleeping pills and had them ready in my pocket for later. I had also gone to the store to buy sheep skin condoms. I wanted to have the most sensation but I also didn't want to get my sister in law pregnant.

True Friends...
"Don't count your friends on a sunny day, when the sky is blue & smiles comes so easily.... Instead wait for the storm, when the day grows cold & dark, & laughter is not heard in your heavy heart. When someone stands beside you & lifts your spirit to the sky, You will know then who your true friends are...." (",)

What I Want..............
I want to go to the ocean And climb the highest dune. I want you to undress me Beneath the summer moon I want to stand under the stars Held tight in your embrace I want to drink in your lust As you remove my gown of red lace. I want to surrender my body To your every need and desire. I want to be a willing victim. Of your burning, passionate fire. I want to taste the kisses From your soft and tender lips. I want to feel the shivers From the touch of your fingertips. I want to lie beneath you And feel the heat from your skin. I want you to lift my soul To heights it's never been. I want to be left breathless Begging and pleading for more. I want to spiral into ecstasy As you rock me to the core. I want to spend the night In an erotic wonderland. I want to greet the morning new Making love to you in the sand.

Children
Some people say that children are the hope for the future but they are wrong!!! The only hope for the future is ourselves, we can bring the future hope by teaching our children the things that will help them to teach their children. These things are the following 1)There is evil in everyone so be careful who you piss off.!! 2)Cats rule dogs drool,and all other animals are free range and tasty. 3)The wheels on the bus goes round and round so don't get in front of them.!! 4)Party all night and all day then call in sick to work.!! 5)Number five is alive help me!!! 6)Always keep in touch with your fu-bar buddies!!!!!!!!!! 7)I got nothing how bout you? 8)The king of rock and roll is still alive and living in Texas 9)Don't forget Mothers day or you will suffer!! 10)Stay away from the good for you food it will kill you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Poetry By Aung San Suu
In the Quiet Land In the Quiet Land, no one can tell if there's someone who's listening for secrets they can sell. The informers are paid in the blood of the land and no one dares speak what the tyrants won't stand. In the quiet land of Burma, no one laughs and no one thinks out loud. In the quiet land of Burma, you can hear it in the silence of the crowd In the Quiet Land, no one can say when the soldiers are coming to carry them away. The Chinese want a road; the French want the oil; the Thais take the timber; and SLORC takes the spoils... In the Quiet Land.... In the Quiet Land, no one can hear what is silenced by murder and covered up with fear. But, despite what is forced, freedom's a sound that liars can't fake and no shouting can drown. Free bird towards a free Burma My home... where I was born and raised used to be warm and lovely now filled with darkness and horror. My family... whom I had grown with used to be cheerful and lively n

Bliss
Ecstatic splendor... Lost in bliss. Your warming touch... Your loving kiss. Soft eyes, Smiling lips. Strong hands, Caressing my hips. Roaming to regions, Exploring my skin. A soft cry is spoken; This must be a sin. Feeling so good, Don't want to stop. Your thorough search Sends me over the top. Your mouth against mine, Muting my moans. You speak to me With nothing but groans. Glistening bodies, Arms wrapped around. Hearing your heartbeat.. My comforting sound..

The Awakening
The Awakening by sweetrapturedlight© Dementian called his sons to the meeting room. He asked them to have a seat. The two sets of twins, Sebastian and Raphael, golden hair long and flowing, golden eyes, and golden hard bodies, entered the room first, sitting in their seats, respectively. Next, enter Lucian and Vlad, the other set of twins with long raven black hair and eyes as dark as the midnight sky, light skinned, their bodies hard, muscularly defined, they, too, sat in their seats. All four men were staring at their father. "Boys, you have sisters, Misha and Samantha, they have awakened and are on their way now to the castle, as we speak." Dementian looked pleased with himself. "One sister has hair of gold and one has red hair, not sure how that happened but she does and the fire to match her hair, be careful of that one boys." Dementian's laughter carried throughout the castle. The limo arrived and the men waited, impatiently, for their sisters to enter. Samantha ente

Hurting Yes I Am But In A Different Way > Not Painful Form Injury/ But In My Heart >.
Im so lost now; but Im saying prayer ; Is it to be hard for me to see, to know where I need to look.God if I do Focus ; I know I can figure ; What is to be ,will be : and Thy Calling is a great calling to me , I have to stay focused on this and , Show all love and support ,and give thy Word with out distraction first, and fore most in my life; all else plays second . Hurting in my soul cause, I know im to do God,s will ;yet im only human and will make mistakes, and yet ;Our Lord forgives me all. What a great love to know Our Lord,s love ; yet in flesh we do need love and nuture too; to be able to care and give and love ;in the human sence of life here on earth too. So what may my choices be? you,ll have to help me here O Lord > hugs all. diana

Reaching Out
I called my mom earlier. I cried to her and told her how much I missed grandma. She didnt exactly blow it off, but she didnt do much to console me either. It seems that cleaning her house is much more important than remembering her with me. My mom and dad live 10 minutes away from me and we havent really been to their house in a while. So I asked if we could all have dinner together tonight. That was something we did often with both sets of my grandparents. It seems that drinking and partying and other things are put before family when it comes to my parents. Thats not who I am. Not who I want my children to be. Family is so very important and mine tend to forget that. Thank you to my friends for the support you have given me. Sometimes I feel closer to you than I do my real family. More to come Im sure. Im in a blogging mood.

Checking Out Of Fubar
I'll be driving through for the last time sometime next week. I've had my fill of Fubar, it's lost it's appeal to me. If anyone happens to miss me you can find me by clicking on this banner Love to my "friends".

Relativity
Relativity Two men met at a bar and struck up a conversation. After a while one of them said, "You think you have family problems? Listen to my situation: A few years ago I met a young widow with a grown-up daughter and we got married. Lately, my father married my stepdaughter. That made my stepdaughter my stepmother and my father became my stepson. Also my wife became mother-in-law of her father-in-law. Then the daughter of my wife, my stepmother had a son. This boy was my half brother because he was my father's son, but he was also the son of my wife's daughter which made him my wife's grandson. That made me grandfather of my half-brother. This was nothing until my wife and I had a son. Now the sister of my son, my mother-in-law is also the grandmother. This makes my father the brother-in-law of my child, whose stepsister is my father's wife. I am my stepmother's brother-in-law, my wife is her own child's aunt, my son is my father's nephew and I am my own g

New
My turn to whine. Nobody reads bulletins, and mums are for assholes to prove their I.Q. So I am trying a blog...Most of you have already quit reading but here goes, I have well over 300 friends, and 50000 people I have fanned. I know I'm not one of the young sexy friends most of you have, and you added me out of pity. BUT I have rated all your pix, as much stash as I could, helped in your contests, helped you level, sent you gifts, reposted your bulletins, and everything a friend should be doing. So would kill most of you to maybe stop by and rate some of my pix or my stash items? You all seem to have no problem asking me for help, but it is so seldom returned that I am wondering whats the point? I will still rate and help you all because thats how I am.

Racism
A white woman, about 51 years old, was seated next to a black man on an airplane. Obviously disturbed by this, she called the air hostess. "Madam, what is the matter?" the hostess asked. "You obviously do not see it," she responded. "You placed me next to a black man. I do not agree to sit next to someone from such a repugnant group. Give me an alternative seat." "Be calm please," the hostess replied. "Almost all the seats on this flight are taken. I will go to see if another seat is available." The Hostess went away and then came back a few minutes later. "Madam, just as I thought, there are no other available seats in the economy class. I spoke to the captain and he informed me that there is also no seat in the business class. All the same, we still have one seat in the first class." Before the woman could say anything, the hostess continued, "It is not usual for our company to permit someone from the economy class to sit in the first class. However, given the circumstances, th

Red Hot
The first thing I noticed Was the sun on her red hair Turning it to blazing fire As it tumbled Onto the white flesh of her shoulders The pastel shades Of her meagre top Struggled to contain the vibrancy of her breasts And her naked midriff tantalized The waistband of her skirt sat on her hips While the white cotton below Encased her rolling buttocks and strong thighs A gust of summer breeze Lifted her skirt allowing glimpses of her white thighs Then as she walked The sunlight behind her illuminated her form More than hinting at the delights Contained within the cotton of her skirt My thoughts then turned From her flaming red hair To a burning desire

I Am Your Angel
"I Am Your Angel"When your all alone Feel no one cares When your tears fall Your Heart they stain When your hurting Because of those you love When your standing alone In all your pain I Am Your AngelWhen your mountain Is way too high When your valley Is dark and low When your ocean Is too wide and deep When you think No one will know I Am Your AngelWhen your moon Is red as blood When your sun Is black as night When you can't eat You can't sleep When you feel you just can’t fight I Am Your Angel When your down Can't get up You feel trapped In a pit When you feel You have no life You feel in life You do not fitI Am Your Angel When you reach out In desperation You need someone To carry you through When you feel Loves warm light Completely surrounded Embracing you I Am Your Angel When you need Comfort and care When you need me I'll be there When the end is near You are afraid When you awaked From your nightmare I Am Your Angel.

Love
Love It’s such a small word A misused word A throw away word Used as a panacea Tell someone “I love you” And everything is supposed to be forgiven But love Is too small a word For what I feel Too small for what I want to express The love I feel Is immeasurable, infinite In its depth In its quality In time In it’s all encompassing nature It colours everything All I say, all I do Yet to express my feeling all I can say is “I love you” It’s just so inadequate For what I want to express My need for you My never being parted from you To be joined forever In everyway But I don’t have the word to express it I don’t have the vocabulary I just have love

Submission
I kneel, supplicant before you my will offered up in quiet acquiescence awaiting your approval or reproach the fine line between pleasure and pain becomes ever sweeter with your control with every touch, kiss, word smoldering embers are kindled tormenting desires awakened I quiver captured by heat and hunger bend me to your will My Lord show me what you most desire my purpose but to serve through your dominion I find myself You, the Master of many my only

Naughty
Lips on lips Our tongues softly touch Eyes closed together I want you so much. Hand on your thigh My mouth on Your breast Breathing is getting quicker YOU are the best. Our clothes are off Our hearts are beating fast 69................ God, let this last! Now switching positions We are ever so slow I hold on tight I will never let you go. Movements are hurried I enter You Deeper! Faster! Hard! Oh Yes We Cum! Holding each other Our times alone are few With tears in my eyes I whisper 'I Love You! '

Lust In The Afternoon
Jolene eas in her room on he bed reading a book, Jace walke in from the bathroom, he gotten done taking a shower and was drying off, he reached over to grab his jeans that Jolene had washed for him today, he was to go and race, since he was a driver in the stocks, but the rain that fell that day it cancelled the shows.All they had to do was sit at hoime eat dinner and watch some movies on the new computer he got them the week before. She could smell the fresh clenness of his torso it was driving her mad....he climbed on the bed, what are you reading he asked? oh just some dime store novel called lust in the afternoon....he chuckled. now that sounds fascinating....she made like she was in shock dropping her mouth open and the book to boot....he then started to unbutton her blouse she watched him as he did so her ample breasts were held up by her bra which he undone aswell....she was giggling...as he tossed the bra over the side, their lips rouched and they felt the heat of the passion

October =perfect
Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are. JANUARY = SLUT Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt bu

What Does One Do
What does one do with love? The feeling of heaven touch, the longing of someone near. Love doesn't lie to anybody, only those who feel it ... do. Woo to the rain falling down, sweeping the time of mortals. Crumpling of walls crashing, as the cool wind blew onward. Rumbling of the clock tower, vibration of the earth underneath. Risk takers holding their breath, diving from the high cliff of life.

Yes I Can
I can see the way you look at me As I gaze hungrily in your direction And although I know I lure you in I crave to be an object of your affection I can hear the desire in your voice And I'm sure that I could taste it on your breath And if you would only give me the chance I would take you until there's nothing left I can smell your fear that we will get too close And you keep your distance, careful not to slip As I patiently await the time you'll give up and in To our physical relationship I can taste our tension in the air as it thickens Because our differences are too great to overcome But our similarity defeats you And eventually to me you'll succumb I can feel your trepidation under my skin As I decrease the distance between us You remind me how it feels to be close And almost tangible is our lust I can sense your uncertainty as I smile Your skin warms beneath my cold caress Your eyes close and lips part as I whisper in your ear Can I be your forbidden temptr

Another
Within a child’s innocent heart it was there. A seed in my memory. Who were you then? What name did I give you? Nevertheless I know it was you And now, like a spirit, You linger and tempt me. A haunting reminder, In action and in words, of all that I had ever wanted for myself; when the world still held a subtle beauty and the future had yet to etch a single path. I loved you then. in different sounds. Unable to form the words To express my yearnings or Of how I couldn’t bear the hurt Your words could cause. And I love you now for showing me the world in it’s endless light. Letting me once again touch the moment in my youth that made me feel alive and full of dreams.

Mistiology
Let others know a little more about yourself, repost this as your name followed by "ology." MOUTHOLOGY Q. What is your salad dressing of choice? A. Honey Mustard Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? A. god i hate em but i guess ill say.... sonic only because I like the ice haha Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? A. apple bees they have the cutest bartenders Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? A. Never less than 5 bux but depends on where im eating how much I spend and how good the service was. Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of? A. seafood!!!!!!!! Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice? A. hmm im not picky something with green peppers usually TECHNOLOGY Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer? A. wow its actually white... i had to look the kids change it daily Q. How many televisions are in your house/apartment? A. 2 are on at the moment dunno there are like 4 h

Inside Out...
Rip into me. Rip into my heart, and take out my soul. Make me your pet, abuse me and leave me. Leave me in the cold. Rain or snow. Leave my body behind, and never turn around. You know you're to weak for me. Destroy me. Take my eyes from my body. Save your time. Don't look into my eyes to see my pain. Leave my body behind, and never turn around. Cut my mouth from my body. You'll never have to see my frown or hear me tell you that you were wrong. You'll never have to hear of how you hurt me or caused me pain. Leave my body behind, and never turn around. Keep walking and walking and walking. Make believe I'm still around. Take back your voice, and take back your words. It was never love, there was always something that came before it. You broke my heart over and over and over. Years and years of pain, and just barely my tears are shed. Running down my face like faucets found in sinks. Choking on my own breath I run inside my head. I run and run and run, until my lungs give out an

The Breaking Of The Bat A
The Breaking of the Bat by LadyTabitha © It'd been months since anyone had heard from the Batman. Gotham City was enjoying an unusually extended lull in its crime rate. Thanks to the efforts of the Batman, nearly all of the underworld's greatest criminals were in police custody. The Joker, the Penguin, the Riddler...even the bit players like Poison Ivy and Harley Quinn were taking extended vacations in Arkham Asylum. Those who weren't had smartly chosen to lay low outside the city limits for a while, and the Batman's reputation kept any new talent from choosing Gotham City as their new home. For now, the streets were safe, and the people went blissfully about their normal schedules. There was one person, however, who was not enjoying the crime-free time in Gotham. Selena Kyle stalked the length of her apartment in frustration. "Damn him," she scowled aloud to one of the many cats weaving their way around her feet. As if in response to her anger, the tiny kitten let out a howl of ag

The Sons Of Thassa A
The Sons Of Thassa by Alii Nui © (based on the Gorean Fiction of John Norman) It was an unusual night in Schendi. It was raining, but that was not the unusual thing. As a pure matter of fact, it rained most days in the sub-equatorial city than it did not. The same was true of the nights. Even the seasons were marked by the rains. In the cooler season it rained a great deal. In the hotter season it rained just slightly less. The rain was so common in Schendi that Captain Black Ox barely paid it any mind as he strutted down the board which led from his ship deck to the wharf. He was a big man and he’d been big as a boy. He reached the stone of the wharf and cast a look back over his broad shoulder. The glance presented him with two beautiful things. The first was his ship, the Rage Of Thassa. Even riding easy there in her anchor, the Rage was a rakish tarnship. The second thing of beauty was the kajira who followed him down the wharf. He’d only purchased her that morning, a

Indecent Exposure B
Indecent Exposure by PrincessKoriandr © "Which brings me to the point of this whole meeting. What if Raven had walked in on you? What if Gar, or God forbid, Kory or Donna?" Dick said, watching Roy try to become smaller with every name that left his lips. "And if that's not enough to make you cringe, what if Superman, Batman or Martian Manhunter had popped up? What if Ollie had?" He asked. Dropping his head on the table, Roy groaned. "I know, this whole thing was pretty stupid, especially considering how I was found," he said. Dick continued to chastise him. "Roy, your behavior last night was unacceptable, and what's worse, it was irresponsible and just plain careless. By bring those women in here, you put everyone who has a secret identity to protect, including your own, at risk for exposure," Dick said. Making sure his words were sinking into Roy's thick skull, he continued. "You can't bring strange women in here and have intercourse with them; there's just too much at stake

How Batgirl Learned The Game
How Batgirl Learned The Game by odderotica © Barbra Gordon had had sex in her past. Before she became Batgirl she went to high school and college and had traveled the country. She was no stranger to sex. But fucking? Now there is a whole other story. Some would say it starts here……. Black Canary motioned for Batgirl to jump off of her ledge on the silent count of three. Breathless the young girl in the spandex jumpsuit counted to herself. “Come on Babs. You can do this!” she thought... Her cape fluttered slightly and the men down below opened up again with the assault rifles they had meant to sell to the highest bidder in Gotham. Her concentration did not waver as she mentally counted the third beat of her chest. Just as she ducked down to jump a shrill cry stung her ears. Surprised but pleased she leapt with all her tiny might and landed down amongst the now stunned gunmen. A Batarang knocked one cold as she swiftly kicked a second hard in the midsection. He went down,

Kara And Diana Ch. 01
Kara and Diana Ch. 01 by BrettJ © The story involves Supergirl and Wonder Woman sharing a lesbian relationship. I use the actual names of the comic characters, but mean no copyright infringement. * Tired from a long day, Diana flew in and landed on the balcony of the Embassy. She walked silently inside, nodded to some of the staff. The Princess was known for her kindness and few escaped her notice, she had a nice word for virtually everyone. Her body ached from stress and combat. She'd spent most of the last few days in battle with Cheetah and had come out victorious, although not without some minor bruising. A few hours of rest and therapy on Themyscira and she felt well enough to return home to those she loved and was loved by in turn. She'd been in contact with the League. Kal offered any assistance he could, Bruce was solemn and glum, yet she knew there'd be a cheque to help pay for any damages incurred. She could always put her trust in them. The marks were most

Superman's Girlfriends: Lois & Lana B
Superman's Girlfriends: Lois & Lana: Sharing Secrets by Coltrane (John O'Connor) (lesbian celebrity) (1 of 1) Synopsis: While visiting Smallville, Lois Lane-Kent shares some intimate secrets with Lana Lang-Ross. This is a loose followup to "The Erotic Adventures of Lois and Clark: Lois and Cat" in the Lady Slash Comic Archive by an unknown author. Supes, Lois, Lana, the Kents, etc. are all copywritten by DC Comics & Warner Publishing. This has nothing to do with them; it's strictly a product of my own twisted imagination. Sharing Secrets "Go call Jonathan and Martha, tell them you'll be in late and not to wait up," Lana commanded, her eyes flashing. Lois quickly complied, happy that the lovely girl wanted to continue to explore a new facet to her life. Getting off the phone, Lois said, "They're okay and even suggested I stay here if it gets too late." "Well, that's settled. Show me more," Lana happily requested. She took Lois' hand and led her to th

Lois Lane's Late Night Snack A
Lois Lane's Late Night Snack by Croctden © No one was home. Lois Lane unlocked the door with the key Clark had given her. She deposited her bag and jacket and slipped into the kitchen. She had no idea where he was, but she knew he was not here making her dinner as promised. And she was hungry, fortunately her boyfriend usually kept a pretty stocked larder. She fixed herself a sandwich and made her way into the living room. Kicking off her shoes, she channel surfed, but nothing was on, so she picked up a magazine and thumbed through it. Finished eating, she put the empty plate in the sink. Walking back she felt a rush of air. "Clark?" But she was alone. She sat back down and was surprised to feel the rough cloth of couch on her bare legs. Her skirt was gone. Looking down at her dark blue bikini cut panties she quickly crossed her arms in defense. "Very funny. Now come out." Silence greeted her so she stood and started to wander around. The apartment seemed deserted, but she

Nasty Surprise By The Fan. B
Nasty Surprise by The Fan. Helena Kyle, the Huntress is the superheroine who looks after Gotham at night. She gets a nasty surprise from one of her best friends one evening. (Ff, bdsm) When she came back she dropped the contents on Huntress's face. Helena woke up abruptly. Her eyes blazed with uncanny fury. She looked at Dinah, confused. "What's happening, Di?" she said. "You're my new fuck toy, bat bitch," Dinah said. Huntress looked at the girl. All trace of the tender girl she knew was gone. what stood before her was a fierce, sadistic bee-atch. The kind she liked beating. She struggled in her bonds but to no avail. "Oh, Helena, you can't escape. These are titanium chains reinforced with some green product I found in your dad's lair back when he was a Batman and there was an alien from space helping people." "Why are you doing this?" Helena said. "I love you." "I love you," Dinah said mockingly. "You're pathetic. You won't get a

Walmart Application
Wal Mart APPLICATION This is an actual job application that a 75 year old senior citizen submitted to Walmart in Arkansas . They hired him because he was so funny..... NAME: Kenneth Way (Grumpy Old Bastard) SEX: Not lately, but I am looking for the right woman (or at least one who will cooperate) DESIRED POSITION: Company's President or Vice President. But seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying here in the first place DESIRED SALARY: $185,000 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle. EDUCATION: Yes. LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility. PREVIOUS SALARY: A lot less than I'm worth. MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes. REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked. HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any. PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p.m. Monday, Tuesday, an

Fubar ,grrrrrrrrr
FUBAR is an acronym that commonly means "Fucked Up Beyond All Repair" or "Fucked Up Beyond Any Recognition"; There are a number of slang army acronyms that are related to FUBAR. A somewhat standard group includes: BOHICA - Bend Over, Here It Comes Again JANFU - Joint Army/Navy Fuck-Up SNAFU - Situation Normal: All Fucked Up TARFU - Things Are Really Fucked Up Others include the following:[citation needed] BEIFT - Behold, Every Indicator Forebodes Trouble; pronounced "beefed" CF - Cluster Fuck CHAOS - Chief Has Arrived On Scene FIGMO—Fuck It. Got My Orders. FISHDO - Fuck It, Shit Happens, Drive On FUGAZI - Fucked Up, Got Ambushed, Zipped In; refers to an out-of-control situation such as a chaotic jungle-warfare combat environment. FUBB - Fucked Up Beyond Belief FUBER - Fucked Up Beyond Economic Repair FUMTU - Fucked Up More Than Usual FUNDY - Fucked Up, Not Dead Yet; on British medical charts[4] GFU - General Fuck Up GMFU - Grand/General Military Fuck

Unique Needs And Abilities
Just as there are various treatment approaches, there are multiple educational programs that provide stimulating learning environments. The Individuals with Disabilities Education Act (IDEA) is a federal mandate that guarantees students with disabilities a free, appropriate public education. The education plan for a student with disabilities can include "related services" that may encompass many of the treatments discussed in the treatments section. The common thread in autism is the presence of a developmental disability, more specifically, a disorder of communication which manifests itself differently in each person. But whatever the level of impairment, the educational program for an individual with autism should be based on the unique needs of the student. If this is the first attempt by the parents and school system to develop an appropriate curriculum, conducting a comprehensive needs assessment is a good place to start. This evaluation will become the blueprint for your child

Stolen Moments
We lay together v naked bodies entwined Perspiring, holding, touching And loving one another. Lips caressing bodies- all cares have fled my mind He whispers softly that he loves Me, my body, altogether. Fingertips v trace the contours of my skin As he delights me Again. Love or lust? Is it such a sin Stealing moments Of pleasure. Should we refrain- ? No-one is hurt Or likely to be. He is not mine v Just a friend Who loves me. For me v Or maybe Just my body. Pure sex, It-s good No - It-s bloody excellent Maybe because It-s stolen And that makes it exciting More so than The norm.. Should I care v feel guilt? Or simply enjoy The pleasure The highs That he gives Me. At least I am wanted For something That I can give And enjoy As I give And receive Pleasure With my lover My 'toy boy'

Borderline Personality Disorder...and Yet More About Me
Diagnosis A person with a borderline personality disorder often experiences a repetitive pattern of disorganization and instability in self-image, mood, behavior and close personal relationships. This can cause significant distress or impairment in friendships and work. A person with this disorder can often be bright and intelligent, and appear warm, friendly and competent. They sometimes can maintain this appearance for a number of years until their defense structure crumbles, usually around a stressful situation like the breakup of a romantic relationship or the death of a parent. Symptoms Relationships with others are intense but stormy and unstable with marked shifts of feelings and difficulties in maintaining intimate, close connections. The person may manipulate others and often has difficulty with trusting others. There is also emotional instability with marked and frequent shifts to an empty lonely depression or to irritability and anxiety. There may be unpredictable an

Skins
If there is anyone that would like a specially made skin with a picture of their choice an the colors you'd like let me know and I'll try my best to get it done. Once it is it'll be in my skins with ur name on it. :D

The Third Great Auk Accomplishment Catastrophe
Last week was a week of accomplishments in our extended family! I wish I could have gone into more detail sooner -- you and I both know the details can get hazy if you don't write them down -- but technical problems kept me from that. (Read into that what you want.) Our oldest nephew Patrick after his second attempt got his learner's permit to drive. I joke that this means I'd better stay off the sidewalk . . . he's only allowed to drive his mother's van when she's with him, and that just came or is coming out of the repair shop today after a new used engine was installed. I am SO glad we didn't have to deal with that on our Oldsmobile, which needed a new #6 spark plug as well as a replaced coil yesterday. Until then, we'd been having the car stall on us in parking lots, going up hills, thank God NOT on any busy roads! It would start up again after two minutes or so, but it was really irritating, particularly in a car with power doors and windows. Guess I need to invest in that

Broken Heart
The crushing sound of metal Is nothing compared to the crush of a heart? Like the feeling of a clenched fist Ramming its way through your soul If only there was a way to defend The hide from the truth Our last resort is hope We can hope that nothing bad will ever happen to us But in the end nothing is sacred We will one day find our souls gone We will one day find our hearts crushed The feeling that runs through your veins The shadows creeping up on your fact The ghosts moving up your spine Can’t compare to the feeling of hate The feeling trapped inside through years of neglect We will soon have the chance to unleash it The chance to expose everything We will one day be released We will set upon the world With our fists held high With out fists clenched with anger

Mouthful Of Tabacco-y Goodness
So I decided to go out a smoke like a i do and I had a moment of such ultimate jackassery that it needed to be documented. . . I only had one cigarrette left in my pack right? And I was wearing gloves at the time and having a bit of trouble because when I bought them I forgot that I have child length fingers and cannot wear grown up gloves. So in my ultimate problem solving brilliance I decided the easiest way to access my cigarette was to tip the case back and catch it with my mouth. . . Now cigarettes are placed in a pack upside down so that loose bits of tabacco can fall out to the bottom of the pack(or thats my guess at the reasoning) so as I tipped back the back mouth open to catch the cigarette I got. . . You guessed it a mouthful of mentholy dried tobacco leaves. . .EWWWWW The best part was I was wearing lip gloss so they didn't just gross me out but proceeded to stick to my lips. . .I'm a jackass I know Have a lovely day

Was
I hate the way you treated me I hate what you did to me When you laughed at what I asked When you weren't there when I passed I loved you more than anything I loved that you thought the same thing You made me feel like I was in heaven You now have me seeking a safe haven

The Latest In San Francisco Love Rituuals
Subject: Tree Hugging... While walking through Golden Gate Park in San Francisco, a man came upon another man hugging a tree with his ear firmly against the tree. Seeing this he inquired, "Just out of curiosity, what the heck are you doing?" "I'm listening to the music of the tree," the other man replied. "You've gotta be kiddin' me." "No, would you like to give it a try?" Understandably curious, the man says, "Well, OK..." So he wrapped his arms around the tree & pressed his ear up against it. With this, the other guy slapped a pair of handcuffs on him, took his wallet, jewelry, car keys, then stripped him naked and left. Two hours later another nature lover strolled by, saw this guy handcuffed to the tree stark naked, and asked, "What the heck happened to you?" He told the guy the whole terrible story about how he got there. When he finished telling his story, the other guy shook his head in sympathy, walked around behind him, kissed him gently behind

Should I?
for some reason the idea of approaching 40 bugs me. For anyone else close to it, does it bother you and those older, DID it bother you? Maybe it's because i haven't experienced anything really in life that most people my age have. Just a depressing time lately

What A Day
yeaterday was my baby girls 4th bday. she is just getting so big and becoming more and more of a big girl. :) too bad her father doesnt want to see her grow up. she got alot of bday gifts and a big cake.

Friends W/benefits Fun Fun Fun
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled monkey food... There's at least 1 person on your Fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits"The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL........ THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

I Jot My Feeling Down To You
With pen in hand, I sit once more to jot my feelings of you down to the core. It’s a wonderful day as blue and gray fills the skies and the flowers awaken as I open my eyes everyday I can’t wait to talk with you because I love the things you say and do. I can’t ignore the way you make me feel it’s like you’re here and I know you’re real you are the reason I dream twenty-four/seven I believe you must be sent from heaven. There must be a reason why I shouldn’t feel this way but my heart won over my head no matter what I say, with eyes open or closed, I see not the miles but only your seductive eyes, delicious lips and sexy smile. LSR 1 October 2007 2240 hours With love to you Lori

Kitchen Bitch
KITCHEN BITCH A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5 year old son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son saying, "All you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now...cause this is the last stop!” And all of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses in the train...cause we're going down the tracks. " The horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train...but I want you to use nice language. Two hours later, the son came out of the bedroom and resumed playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say..."All passengers, please remember your things, thank you and hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope you will ride with us again soon.” She heard her little darling continue... "For those of you ju

Deleting Friends
If u are a friend on my list...u KNOW i posted this blog...so if u wanna stay as a friend, i need a private message from u...IF U WANNA KNOW THE REASON IM DELETING FRIENDS>...READ MY LAST BULLETIN....

Lord Thank You For Today
Ty for today , and every day , may we open our hearts to love you; May we let all troubles go unto you and know your all can do all ;and we need only you; Your love be the greatest love of all to us . May we trust in you and thy will for us all. May we know and have a tremendous faith in You; thru you Jesus Christ , our salvation is and will be forever eternally. Lord ;may I be able to do all . that You call me to do . My heart is willing and I do show love all about me, to others . Lord your here with me know and thank you for all. I live and breathe for you O Lord. May all be blessed and coomforted, and feel your love and guidence ; to what you have planned for them and their lives also.. hugs all; O Lord; thy are my Salvation.. Amen!!!!!

469-982-5858
Ooh ####! you opened this so you have to do it. Put the number representing what you are depending on the question. At the end it will look like a phone number so then put it in the subject line. You must do this or you will get bad luck for one entire year. Here's your new digits: EX: (AREA C0DE)###-#### ------------------------------- 1st number, put what you are 1- gay 2- taken 3- single and what ever happens, happens 4- single and giving up 5- single but like someone alott 6- taken and like somone else 7- taken and confused 8- single and like someone, but can't have them 9- have a crush 0- just dating around ------------------- 2nd number, put your current Mood 1- Nervous 2- Sad 3- Cheerful 4- Angry 5- Hyper 6-Confused 7- Sleepy 8- Just fine 9- Lonely ---------------------- 3rd number is the color of your shirt 1- Black 2- Pink 3- Yellow 4- Red 5- Blue 6- Green 7- White/Gray/brown 8- purple 9- Orange 0- none ------------------------- 4t

Losing It.
Okay, i've just about had it with this life, you know. I'm too old to be Emo about it, and to young to throw away the rest of my years. I've made a lot of mistakes. Most of them due to me formally having a trusting nature. But that's all been shot to hell in a short few years. Just this year i've started to pull myself together and began to concentrate on what I need to do in order to make it in this world on my own. Not that I could not have done it before, but because I was so concerned with taking care if those around me. Ensuring their happiness, hoping that they would keep good thoughts of me. (yeah right). As of this moment in time, I am at the crossroads once again. The path leading to the left will take me to a city of selfishness and greed. Where the only pleasures that I will experience will be carnal. The other path is one that will eventually lead me to a wife and family and comfort. I find fault in both of these choices. Maybe that's my problem, right? Am I being to pic

Date Guide
She's a dandy little house keeper ~means~ she has been married three times and kept all the houses. She has a wonderful disposition, a fine character and a spotless reputation ~means~ she's ugly. She loves children ~means~ she's pregnant and needs a husband. She has a great sense of humor ~means~ she's fat. She is the outdoor type ~means~ she hunts, fishes, chews tobacco, and shaves just like the fellows. She's ready to settle down ~means~ she is over thirty, in panic and dying to marry. She likes to have a good time and is lots of fun at parties ~means~ she gets drunk and makes an ass of herself. She is a mature woman yet has the appearance of a young school girl ~means~ she is twenty eight, looks thirty eight, but dresses like she were eighteen. She is casual ~means~ she dresses like a slob and her apartment looks like a pig pen. She understands men ~means~ she has been married and divorced four times. She's a good sport ~means~ she knows two hundred jok

What's Next!? :(:(
Well, not sure what I should or shouldn't say in this 'blog' right now , don't wanna be added to the list of friends that've had their priveledges / abilities taken away on here but , I just found out tonight that a SECOND friend of mine in less than 2 wks has had his taken from him , why you might ask? For simply stating his mind and inquiring about some things that , in my opinion, he had the right to question and get answers to. Now, that being said, I KNOW that it's the right of the owners of any site to determine who stays and who goes etc etc, but I also believe in being fair and not just shutting somebody up because they have a grievance with management or whoever may be under said management. I've had a great time on this site, and some bad times as well as those of you that are my closest friends know, but this is getting to be ridiculous that people who've paid for services can't even get a fair shake for what has been paid for OR when somebody simply wants some answers

Immortal Kiss
The Immortal Kiss Do you really want the blood of my being to caress your tongue? Fill a hunger only quenched by the blood, making me one with you until our hearts beat in one repititious beat making me defenseless and desirable in your arms and then having no other choice than to be mine. Desrie and passion becoming more like me. Wanting me, lusting me, giving me the complete control of your mortal being. Would you give up your mortal soul to let me live? And in return your immortal being born into you, done all within my immortal kiss. Could you be happy living forever? Could you love me until time and Earth faded into darkness? Do you accept my immortality or choose this undieing life at my side? Yes. Then my immortal husband you shall be for ever..... By RavenVamp

Last Name
It's harder than it looks! Use the 1st letter of your LAST name to answer each of the following... They have to be real places, names, things... nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name question. My last name: Fairchild Famous Artist/Band/Musician: Fats Domino Five-letter word: Fruit US State? Florida Boy name: Frank Girl Name: Fran Occupation: Free lance photographer Something You Wear: Flip Flops Celebrity: Frank Sinatra Something found in a kitchen: Food Reason for Being Late: Fucking Something you shout: Freaking A Body Part: Foot

Why Am I Here?
Ok, I've got to set some things straight here. For those of you who don't understand me, I'm not here for the online dating thing. Please don't hit on me. I'm here cause I like the site and making FRIENDS only. People interest me but when you ask me to post NSFW pics, you can buzz off!! I'm not that type of person and if you're comfy with posting nudey pics, congrats - someone will save those pics & use them elsewhere. so, if you want to see me naked - close your eyes and dream. For the true friends - I luv u guys!!! PS - I'm addicted to mumms!! They cheer me up!!!

God Save The Flag
Washed in the blood of the brave and the blooming, Snatched from the altars of insolent foes, Burning with star-fires, but never consuming, Flash its broad ribbons of lily and rose. Vainly the prophets of Baal would rend it, Vainly his worshippers pray for its fall; Thousands have died for it, millions defend it, Emblem of justice and mercy to all; Justice that reddens the sky with her terrors, Mercy that comes with her white-handed train, Soothing all passions, redeeming all errors, Sheathing the sabre and breaking the chain. Borne on the deluge of all usurpations, Drifted our Ark o'er the desolate seas, Bearing the rainbow of hope to the nations, Torn from the storm-cloud and flung to the breeze! God bless the Flag and its loyal defenders, While its broad folds o'er the battle-field wave, Till the dim star-wreath rekindle its splendors, Washed from its stains in the blood of the brave!

Life
i am just glad to be out of that whole situation i was in since July, and by a weird ripple in life i am back where i started this journey almost two whole years ago when i went lookin for a room to rent,,,let's hear it for fate, right? It's so close to the end of all the waiting W/we have had to do since He first found me, i am doing the best i can, as i have always done, though with *alot* of help and talks from myMaster on my patience level thing,,,,,mmmmm when He first found me i was a kettle just bout near to bustin' out on P/people, and at times i *did* bust on S/some,,i think this last journey in my life with *one who's name i will not speak* has just topped my level thing off,,,wow in the old(first with Him) days i wouldn't have been able to not snap at her much less not snapped her damm head off for most if not all the crap she pulled on me whenever my cirlcle of life looped into hers

Read
firstly, i couldnt find my cat all day, i got nervous like she jumped out the window, i live on the 11th floor. something told me to look outside my door, and she was sitting on the window sill outside my apt lol, someone even left food for her also i found one of my topless pics, so if anyone wants to see then buy me a blast, happy hour, or vip, hell even a ticker lol

Why
how come when i do everything that i can for someone i still turn out to be the bad one...the one that ruins everything??? Am i to nice?? are people that shallow that they have to take advantage of that?? do i need to become the cold heartless bitch that everyone calls me(jokingly)...well maybe it wont be a joke anymore.... im sick of everone walking all over me.... is it really that wrong of me to wanna be nice to people....

Ensign: To Keep It Holy
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 5 October 2007 Two responses I got to last week's Ensign referred to messages they'd heard regarding the sabbath day. Besides being enshrined in the fourth of the Ten Commandments (specifically Exodus 20:8), whenever it's referred to in Scripture it's regarded as a day set apart. We usually ascribe the sabbath day as the seventh day because that's when God rested after His creation of the world, but the term itself doesn't even appear until Exodus when the Israelites are gathering manna in the wilderness in Exodus 16. The first reference to the seventh day being the sabbath occurs in Exodus 16:26 -- "Six days ye shall gather it; but on the seventh day, which is the sabbath, in it there shall be none" -- but we're starting countin

Think You Can Get Away With Downloading Songs??? Try Again!!!
Record companies win music sharing trial DULUTH, Minn. - The recording industry hopes $222,000 will be enough to dissuade music lovers from downloading songs from the Internet without paying for them. That's the amount a federal jury ordered a Minnesota woman to pay for sharing copyrighted music online. "This does send a message, I hope, that downloading and distributing our recordings is not OK," Richard Gabriel, the lead attorney for the music companies that sued the woman, said Thursday after the three-day civil trial in this city on the shore of Lake Superior. In closing arguments he had told the jury, "I only ask that you consider that the need for deterrence here is great." Jammie Thomas, 30, a single mother from Brainerd, was ordered to pay the six record companies that sued her $9,250 for each of 24 songs they focused on in the case. They had alleged she shared 1,702 songs in all. It was the first time one of the industry's lawsuits against individual downloader

10 Year Old Blues
A father asked his 10-year old son if he knew about the birds and the bees. "I don't want to know," the child said, bursting into tears. "Promise me you won't tell me." Confused, the father asked what was wrong. The boy sobbed, "When I was six, I got the 'There's no Easter Bunny' speech. At seven, I got the 'There's no Tooth Fairy' speech. When I was eight, you hit me with the 'There's no Santa' speech. If you're going to tell me that grown-ups don't really get laid, I'll have nothing left to live for."

Brazilian Body Wax Aka Torture!
Brazilian Body WaxThe other day while I was shopping for razor blades and shave gel I saw a box of BRAZILIAN WAX. Hhhmm , I was totally disgusted with the price of razor blades $9 for 4 lousy blades ! so I started to read the box and got excited when I read lasts up to six weeks! Oh hot damn! No shaving every single damn day! Fuck yeah this shit is so mine!! So I bought myself this miracle box and took it home all stoked about checking this out. I gotta tell you here really quick ....I am one hairy bitch! Thanks to my Lebanese ultra hairy Dad, if I don't shave everyday I could practically braid the stuff (one time before I balded my chonch I actually cornrowed the stuff as a joke but thats another story) K so I exaggerated just a little bit but it does grow fast. Now back to the story. When I got home it said to make sure hair is 1/4 inch long. So I suffered thru 2 itchy days of letting it grow. The day I did it I opened the box and found out that some asshole had taken out the oil tha

Hey Alll!
THE REASON I HAVENT BEEN ON IN THE LAST WEEK...IS THAT I HAVE HAD SOME LIFE ALTERING CHANGES GOING ON AND MY COMPUTER TOOK A SHIT AND HENCE NO OTHER COMPUTER RIGHT NOW....SO AS SOON AS I CAN I WILL BE BACK TO TALK TO YOU ALL..I MISS YOU GUYS AND MUCH LOVE!

Another Challenge For Youngest Captain
Another challenge for youngest captain / Associated Press Posted: 21 hours ago Sidney Crosby has no time to be nervous, overwhelmed or awed by anything on a hockey rink. His name was known across North America years before he finally became the first pick in the lockout-delayed 2005 NHL draft. Facing comparisons to Wayne Gretzky and other greats didn't rattle him. He met all the pressure and expectations with a shrug of the shoulders, letting his exquisite ability bolster the arguments. Just two months after turning 20, Crosby is set to take on another challenge. When he hits the ice with the rest of his Pittsburgh Penguins teammates Friday at Carolina, the reigning NHL MVP and scoring champion will do so after becoming the youngest captain in league history. "I don't really think about it to be honest," Crosby said of the hype that has surrounded him for years. "I think I'm always looking ahead, worrying about the present, but also looking ahead and trying to be better."

What Do Deer Think?
WHAT DO DEER THINK? Ted Nugent, rock star and avid bow hunter from Michigan, was being interviewed by a French journalist and animal rights activist. The discussion came around to deer hunting. The journalist asked, "What do you think is the last thought in the head of a deer before you shoot him? Is it, 'Are you my friend?' or is it 'Are you the one who killed my brother?'" Nugent replied, "Deer aren't capable of that kind of thinking. All they care about is, 'What am I going to eat next, who am I going to screw next, and can I run fast enough to get away. They are very much like the French.'" The interview ended at that point.

The Domme Dyke
The Domme Dyke by anna_ © Brenda Baker sat at her dressing table and using a dark eyebrow pencil, carefully outlined a mustache and goatee over her lip and on her chin!!! When she was satisfied with the result, she sprinkled a generous dab of hair creme into her hand, worked it into her scalp, and then combed her short hair in the classic male style part on the left comb to the right!!! Now for the wardrobe, which consisted of a brilliant white men's dress shirt, a charcoal gray pinstripe suit, maroon tie, and off course, a pair of wing tip shoes to finish off the ensemble!!! Naturally, however, before donning her powder blue boxer shorts, she pulled on her nine-inch strap on dildo, which hung, menacingly between her trim thighs!!! She stared at her reflection in the mirror, growing aroused at the incongruous image of a beautiful young woman, with painted on facial hair and a thick pecker, balanced off with her pert upturned breasts and cute round ass!!! Deciding not to give in to

A Dream Or Reality
A Dream or Reality by musicguy © His hands are on your breasts, rubbing your nipples as he kisses down your stomach. As he proceeds to kiss and nibble at your inner thighs, getting closer and closer to your already wet pussy, his fingers slowly trace down your stomach onto your legs as you spread them wider. A soft and long moan escapes your lips as he... You feel the warm water on your head and wake from your daydream realizing that you're in the shower. You reach down with one hand and rub your clit, closing your eyes. This latest day dream has made you extremely horny and you need to take care of this right away! Luckily nobody else is in your apartment as your orgasm rocks you and you begin to come down from it leaning on the wall of the shower for support. You finish your shower and dry off, heading for your room. He will be here soon. Another 20 minutes or so judging by the message on your voice mail that you just received. You finish getting dressed and admire yourself

Driving Kelli Crazy
Driving Kelli Crazy by Scarlet_Pen © Kelli had arrived at Master's house at precisely 4 PM, ready for their usual Wednesday session. Young, brunette, and with a pixie-like quality about her face, she looked innocent and carefree. Not even her closest friends would have taken her for the hardcore submissive she sometimes felt she was becoming. Well, not that hardcore. She had no ambitions or desires to enter a 24/7 submissive relationship, and was generally happy with her life as it was ... but for some reason she needed this weekly session of use and abuse. It had become the anchor of her week. Out of her car, Kelli entered the covered verandah of her Master's house. Usually, once here, she was to disrobe to her thong and bra, and secure the ankle and wrist cuffs she found waiting outside the door. There were no cuffs today, but rather a note, upon which was printed: UNDRESS COMPLETELY, KNEEL AND WAIT. She knew from bitter experience that Master had a security camera ov

Passion For Le Stranger
July 22, 2007 Passion for Le Stranger As I lay in my bed I get a glimpse of him in my mind my passion begins I reach out and try to touch him or better yet he trys to reach out to touch me but we can't touch.. he is too far away, my heart starts to pump blood faster then ever, I feel as though I will explode with fever of passion , that flows through one's veins and generates engery more powerful than ever. I can smell him which drives me mad, because he smells so damn good a scent that triggers emotions in my brain waves, I say to myself he is going to kill me soulfully If I can not have him. I toss and turn fighting for something emotionally and physically not there, but the sight of him is driving me mad, I want to touch him, I want to hold him , I want to kiss him. I tremble with despair because I don't know this stranger I have never seen him before, where did he come from but he continues to revisit in my mind, igniting my passion within and because he leaves.. I

Earning My Promotion
Earning My Promotion by SecondChance © I guess I should start my story two years ago, when Richard first joined the company. At the time, I was working as a clerk in the accounts payable department. The job involved some occasional light bookkeeping, but was no challenge for someone with an accounting degree, like myself. Richard was hired as a senior bookkeeper in the accounts payable department. As there was no direct chain of command, the company's policy against dating subordinates didn't technically apply, and Richard began flirting with me. After a few weeks, we decided to test things with a lunch date. We spent the whole lunch laughing and teasing each other, and we were both looking forward to making dinner plans, and starting a deeper relationship. But, when we got back from lunch, my manager called me into her office. "Toni, The boss is expanding the accounts payable department, and I've been asked to recommend some of my people who are ready for promotion, and migh

A Fantasy Master
A Fantasy Master by nightangeltears © I woke to thoughts of my online Master one day. Maybe I should say He is never far from my mind. He is not like most you may hear about. We share a deep friendship, just online doesn't say it all. So here is a look into our would or maybe just the corner of my mind... We met like many in a chat room, we became close from the first talk we shared. We played and teased each other every chance we had. It was great to share my thoughts with someone who had the same ideas. So when he finally asked me to be his submissive I jumped at the chance. From that day on, I have had these daydreams as well as night dreams. If I close my eyes I can see it now... He was at his desk hard at work, his thoughts causing a frown to his brow. I entered the room from behind him, very quietly. I placed my soft hands on his tense shoulders and started to rub out the stress. He moans and tells me, "Thank You, My Pet....." I smile at the sound of him calling me

First Master
First Master by JudeRodney © The guard opened the cell letting the Mistress of Training in. The Mistress was a mature yet beautiful woman, who was wearing a lovely and revealing evening gown. Her hair was bound in a braid running almost to the floor. She turned to the guard and asked, "No one's tried to train her?" "No, Mistress," The guard replied. "No one's entered her cell?" "No, Mistress." "Are you sure?" "Yes, Mistress." "Good!" She turned to look at the naked girl cowering in the far corner of the cell and smiled. For most women, this would be a warm smile, but for her, any smile would look wicked. "I don't know why he would want an untrained virgin, but since he is paying handsomely, I won't complain." She flashed the new slave another smile, making the girl cringe even further. The Mistress then turned back to the guard. "Get her ready, usual outfit. And make sure no one lays a hand on her! Last thing I need is a grumpy customer." "Yes, Mistres

The 1st Meet
The 1st Meet by niteowl2003© If we were to meet I would expect you to wear a see through blouse, no bra! A short skirt, stockings suspenders and panties would be optional. We would meet in a public place for our first meeting, say a park or pub. Let's say a pub. We would meet in the car park and walk in together, sitting in a quiet corner I would ask what you wanted to drink and as I rose to fetch you a drink I lent over and told you to remove your jacket by the time I returned. When I returned I told you to move your arms to your side so I could see your hardening nipples poking through the blouse, your dark areola, clearly visible. I leant over to kiss you on the cheek and pinched your nipple between my finger and thumb; such took a sharp intake of breath, but did not attempt to remove my hand. I then leaned further over and told you to go to the ladies and remove your panties, returning with them in your hand to present to me. When you returned I took your panti

Power Part 1
To all my friend's, who think I have some kind of super power. And poke fun at me. for being successful at shit Ok here it is , My so called Power The answer to all you questions about life,love,relationships,career,money,success, and power First off, let me say "its all in your mind" yes its Jedi mind shit! From the time you came into this world your brain has been making mental thoughts to help you with life. they consist of 2 major elements each the subject/situation the attached experiences these thoughts then are used to form actions! exp you have an apple in your lunch box,, first thing you do is picture the thought: apple 1)thought subject : apple attached exp : sweet tasting,crunchy,filling if your hungry ect ect 2)thought subject :hunger attached exp : painfull,week feeling,empty,uncomfortable ,ect ect 3)thought subject: lunch time attached exp : between 12: 00pm and 1: oopm,usally hungry ect ect I co

Attic Vengence
Attic Vengence by Deadwood © "No," Alyson said as she slapped her boyfriend's hand away from her curved bottom. Of course with it came a stern look, but Alyson's steadfast resolve was lost when he looked into her eyes and caught a hint of lust. "But Alyson," he pleaded, ignoring her gesture and slipped his hand up under the hemline of her cheerleading mini-skirt and began to trace lines of her labia against her stretched panties. All attempts at stopping his hands were thwarted however when he again planted his tongue firmly into her mouth and kissed her with passion. For over a minute, only the sounds of hands gliding upon flesh could be heard as the two made out in the hallway of her parents home. "God I need you Alyson," he said when their make-out session paused for a breath. "Me too, but we can't do it here, my parents are home." Scott merely pointed to a faded whitewashed board and batten door that looked as if it led to a closet or something. "That leads to the a

Deal With The Devil
Deal with the Devil by MistressAthena © Victoria Withers was a wealthy heiress. She wanted for nothing -nothing monetary anyway. She seemed to be beautiful, flawless, happy and confident. Yet, she did have a secret addiction. That addiction was to sex. She watched more porn than could be imagined. Now, one may wonder why she didn't just have sex with men. The problem was that she was always afraid something would leak out to the press. Like the men would hide a camera or some sort of audio recording device. Or even just say things to the press that she'd rather them not. In fact, because of this fear, two years had passed since her last sexual encounter. She did pleasure herself however with her hands and sex toys. Yet, she desperately wanted someone to have wild and crazy sex with like in the Pornos. And there was someone who had become well aware of this desperation. He was none other than Satan. Yes, the devil. Always wanting to claim souls he seized the opportunity. O

The Degradation Of Gina
The Degradation of Gina by hotchkiss © She awoke groggily in her hotel room some days later and what she imagined or remembered of her encounter with Raven seemed to her a dream or fantasy. Gina had suffered a heavy fever the hotel doctor told her so she dismissed the confused memory as an improbable and extremely unnatural hallucination at first. Gina rose weakly and showered after which she felt a little stronger. Voraciously she ate the best part of three cooked breakfasts before spending the rest of the day languishing in the deeper shade by the quieter of the hotel's pools. Not many guests used the smaller shady pool that was tucked away out of the heat and intensity of the sun. After her evening meal, which she managed to take in the restaurant she began feeling noticeably more lively as the sun started to set. Gina showered once again and then dressed choosing carefully what she wore though she did not know why. In actual fact she chose to wear next to nothing as she dar

The Dildo
The Dildo by MungoParkIII© I am stiff and cold, yet soft to the touch -- phallic. I remain hidden, stuffed in a drawer, my body nestling between folded fabrics. My skin, latex scented and soft covering a hard frame interior, remains motionless in the silent darkness. Electrified, I can vibrate on command, the turn of a dial ignites and excites me, adjusting me from a faint hum all the way to an ecstatic moan. But tucked way I remain static, the vibration but idle potential within me. I can only wait, without moving, unchanged for no dildo can cease to be a dildo. It was toward evening one day -- was it my first or thousandth evening? I couldn't tell, the unchanging darkness confuses me and time becomes a fantasy. If I guess, I would say it was more than just one day, but yes, certainly less than a thousand, yet how much more, how much less? The thought befuddles me. It was toward evening in summer, the constant vibration of the cooling system was felt within my drawer, the fai

Dr. Mephisto's Sex Show
Dr. Mephisto's Sex Show by barbarian queen 2 © Dr. Mephisto's Sex Show. Curiosity made her go inside. She found it amazing what was legal here. Most of it was soft porn. She wasn't much interested in looking at the was displays of historical escapades. She wandered deeper into the displays. Some of them made her blush. She was very glad that she seemed to be the only person in there at the moment. She found herself in the displays of the mythical. A satyr and a nymph. It seemed almost alive. She was surprised to find it quite arousing. A final curtain. And a choice. The small sign indicated that she could leave without seeing the final display. However, if she wished to continue, the management took no responsibility for anything that happened. She shrugged. Why not. She went through the curtain. A display of sex toys. Some were very imaginative. A last display. A tall, well muscled male figure in chains. Amazingly handsome with long dark hair and piercing amber eyes. And a

Fae Fantasy
Fae Fantasy by Lady_Rogue© It was so hot, so humid that all I wanted to do was take a swim but I had no suit. Looking around the pond I saw no one, so feeling no remorse at all, I shed my clothes. The cool breeze tickled my skin, causing my nipples to peak. Feeling a little naughty as I dipped my foot into the cool, inviting water, I cupped my breasts closed my eyes and leaned my head back, enjoying the feel. Walking slowly into the water I enjoyed each sensation. Deeper and deeper I went until I stood on the edge of the smooth rocky edge. Pushing off I submerged in the water. Playing and just enjoying the freedom, I relaxed. When I felt refreshed I climbed out of the natural pond and sat on the smooth rock bordering the edge. The sun peaked thru the trees like tiny rays of sunshine glittering. Feeling suddenly tired I lay back to let the sun and breeze dry my body before I had to go back. Time had passed though it did not seem as it really had. I looked up at the sky but the

What Color Are You?..i'm Brown~
The clothes you wear, your home furnishings and the car you drive all give clues to your sexual personality. The key is the colors you select for your possessions. Most people claim they haven't a favorite color. But look around you, and you'll notice a pattern, especially in your clothing and home decor. The predominant color for you is the one that appears most frequently -- it's the one that mirrors the sexual you. A panel of psychologists, speaking at the 1975 Home Interior Design Forum, explained the association between color and sexual patterns. ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? Red: People who like red tend to be tigers in the sack. They are easily aroused and enjoy sex in every way imaginable. Once the sexual spark is ignited, it may take hours to extinguish. When two reds get together, the ensuing erotica could make Lady Chatterly blush. Lovers of red tend to be aggressors and weaker colors should be aware. Yellow: If you tend to favor yellow, your sexual drives are com

Some Of The Things I Get
I'm not your teacher, and witchcraft does not work miracles. Listen to me. I get so many dumb emails. I don't want you to write and be the next dumb email I get (and you end up as a story on this page), so I'm going to tell you what is considered "not too bright". Don't write and ask me if I have any spells. There are free spells and free love spells on this web site - a lot of them. Look around the site a little before you email me. There are also pay spells that are guaranteed to work. I don't do those spells myself, so don't write and tell me that you really need it, but you don't have any money for it. Calastrology.com is the company that offers those spells, and I am simply linking to their site. There are also a thousand other web sites with free spells on them. Try using a search engine, like www.Google.com. You type in a phrase such as "spell to find a new lover" (don't use the quotes) or "free witchcraft spells" or "levitation spells". Be specific. Don't just type in "spel

Lost
despite the awareness of the impact you've had and taken I hadn't expected it to be this hard not to say a word to you it would seem I had no idea of how much you matter to me Even with this a conscious message I believed I'd never cry for you I sorely doubted that I'd miss you this much I thought this would end without amiability but I was wrong.

Random Ass Raping
->-Rich-: why do you not answer me? i have it in my vast powers to give you that which you seek... ->-Rich-: your rectum will be so prolapsed, you can shit a Rancor and not even know it ->-Rich-: i have a friend, also a Jedi Master, who can give you that which you seek.... ->-Rich-: if you have Ewoks or Jawas, we can strike a deal ->-Rich-: or did you hear that i have a really big lightsaber? ->-Rich-: is it the Force that attracts you to me? ->-Rich-: who are you? ->-Rich-: ? Rich-: ahhhhh i think my stupendous Force powers rendered this poor soul voiceless... or else he's desperately trying to come up with an Ewok...

Another Man Baked His Wife's Cake
Men...mind how you neglect your women...because you are not the only man qualified to do the job... CAKE OR BED A HUSBAND IS AT HOME WATCHING A FOOTBALL GAME WHEN HIS WIFE INTERRUPTS, HONEY, COULD YOU FIX THE LIGHT IN THE HALLWAY? IT'S BEEN FLICKERING FOR WEEKS NOW. HE LOOKS AT HER AND SAYS ANGRILY, FIX THE LIGHTS NOW? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE GE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO. FINE, THEN THE WIFE ASKS, WELL THEN, COULD YOU FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? IT WON'T CLOSE RIGHT TO WHICH HE REPLIED, FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE WESTINGHOUSE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO FINE, SHE SAYS THEN YOU COULD AT LEAST FIX THE STEPS TO THE FRONT DOOR? THEY ARE ABOUT TO BREAK I'M NOT A CARPENTER AND I DON'T WANT TO FIX STEPS HE SAYS, DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE ACE HARDWARE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU. I'M GOING TO THE BAR!!!! SO HE GOES TO THE BAR AND DRINKS F

10-6-07
You may need to try something a wee bit out of the box today, but you know that your friends will support you no matter what. Now is a great time to reach out beyond your usual social circles, too. ***************************************************************** I am out of it, lol if you need my help and I can give it please let me know. I wish you all a good night. Love B.E.P. Aka Antonio

Hello All
I am on a friend's PC since I came home Monday and found I was robbed of all my valuables (TV, stereo, computer, money). I have changed all my locks and am going to get a new laptop on Wednesday and will be back online again. Shay, sorry on the delay in chatting, but I will devote the day to you wednesday. Love everyone - Wayne

Eyes
Open or closed the image is the same An angels face without a name Where is she Where will she be Only in my eyes can I see Is this a figment of my lonly mind Or is this a love I might just find What is her name, the colour of her hair All I notice are her eyes her stare Is there a story A secret to hear Where is she I want her near I open my eyes the world is bright The image is gone out of sight Back to reality no love to be fed Until i close my eyes tonight in bed.

Morph Requests?
if you've requested to have a morph done and it hasn't been done yet, please contact me. I'll need to know what pic of yours that you want me to use for your morph(PIC MUST BE LARGER THAN A THUMBNAIL PIC PLEASE), along w/ either a pic OR some ideas of what you want your pic to be morphed in to , if you don't have any ideas then let me know and I'll choose something that'll work for ya...thanx......Jade :hugzz: :D

Crush??
JUST WONDERING WHO HAS THEIR CRUSH ON ME, I KNOW IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE 'SECRET' BUT DANG IT, I WANNA KNOW! LOL. YA DON'T HAVE TO TELL ME HERE IF YA DON'T WANT TO BUT AT LEAST FUBAR MAIL ME AND LET ME KNOW? LOL. :HUGZZ: .......JADE :D

Ocd = Obsessive Cleaning Disorder
I have a problem. I start cleaning something, and I can't stop. I was dusting the desk where the computer is, cleaning the computer and so forth. I noticed quite a bit of dust in between the keys of my keyboard. The air can wasn't doing the job, so I pried off each key and then attacked the inside of my keyboard with Pledge Multi-Surface and Qtips. Then cleaned each individual key before I put them back on. It's a sickness, I tell you. But my keyboard is SPARKLING! At least, until the next person makes me splort my drink all over it.

Being Kinky
I smile as I draw smoke into my mouth from a cigarette, my lips closing around it provocatively. I know you would have loved that, in your own kinky way. I cross my legs, my black skirt hiking up my thigh to reveal a smoothness like cream. I know you would have loved that, in your own kinky way. I toss aside the cigarette, reaching across to sip my coffee; I lick my lips, catching the stray droplets. I know you would have loved that, in your own kinky way. My hand caresses the handle of the coffee mug; the warmth seeping into my fingers. I know you would have loved that, in your own kinky way. You aren't any different from the others; your heart so easy to crush like paper. And in my own kinky way, I love that.

Udders
If women had udders and cows had breasts what would be shown in The Sun? Would it be Daisy the feisty heifer boasting 98-100-91? Would it be Sharon the Croydon belle With udder attached to her sternum? She'd have admiring bullocks throughout the land though four-teated Sharon'd spurn 'em. Would Farmer's Monthly become a jazz mag top shelf stuff not for sale to the nippers? Would Playboy become a livestock guide a rattling good read for sheep dippers? This fascination for lactiferous glands raises questions I believe worth pursuing. Who was the first man to milk a cow and what did he think he was doing?

Any Port In A Storm
Any Port In A Storm by mom4gurlz© This is one of those stories that could have started with "I have a friend who ..." or perhaps "Once when I was young ..." However, neither of those is strictly true, although this story is essentially factual. The names have been changed to protect the innocent or guilty; take your pick as to which applies. This is not my story, but rather the story of one close to me. I have pieced this together from comments and a few shared secrets from the lady in question and from her husband as they try to get past these times and these events. All this took place more than a decade ago and you will surmise, dear reader, that some of this has been filled in from my imagination, as I could not have witnessed the specifics, nor were those details shared with me. Other parts of it, are right on the money, and if not in the proper sequence, are as complete as my knowledge allows. The lady of this tale is called Katherine and during this period her live-in b

The Artist's Muse
The Artist's Muse by EllieKnowsBest © I find inspiration through painting. The curve of a brush stroke can be intense, beautiful, arousing, sensual or embracing. I guess it all depends on the circumstance. The circumstance with Janelle was all of those things and more. I had never been with a woman before, although I've always been one to enjoy myself sexually. I had been with three men by the age of twenty-one, I wouldn't call myself promiscuous, but I knew how to have a good time when I wanted one. I often used painting as an outlet for sexual expression. A painting can often capture an emotion far better than words. I have painted my lovers before, but something was missing, some sort of spark, it wasn't what I was looking for. I signed up one summer for a month long retreat for experienced art students. There were various classes offered, many taught by well-known names in the art world. I decided on a range of classes, watercolor landscapes, life drawing, and even a

At The Office
At the Office by jessijessi34 © x o x o x o x o x o x o x o x o x o x o x o Melissa enjoyed her job a lot... She had been working for the agency for a little over a year, and in that time had gotten two promotions along with nice raises. She had started as a general typist, but had soon shown superior talent and was given the job as the administrative assistant to one of the vice presidents. It was shortly after that happened that she got her big career break. She was working late on a Friday... Her boss had a huge project that had to be in the client's office, halfway across the country, first thing Monday morning. Melissa loved working for her boss, Sharon, a strikingly beautiful woman who, in her mid-forties, was quite a bit older than Melissa's 26 years. Sharon is very tall and slender, with a mane of auburn curls that reaches halfway down her back. Her taste in clothing tends to white blouses and dark slacks, but they are obviously tailored and show off her tight butt.

Au Natural Mothers
Au Natural Mothers by Paul44 © Anna's heart was in her mouth as she stood in front of Candy's door. She knew it was silly but she feared that Candy would tell her to go away. Her life seemed so different after meeting Anna again, there was something about being with her that made her feel so alive and excited. After leaving Candy that last time she had gone home and when her baby had cried she had been able to breastfeed him without any difficulty. Even better he had gone to sleep without a problem and she had been able to seduce her husband as she had been told to by Candy he had responded very quickly. When he had thrust his cock into her cunt she had almost passed out with the pleasure but even as he was fucking her she was thinking of Candy's lips at her breasts and how she had fed on her sweet milk. When her husband had slipped off into a deep sleep Anna still excited had masturbated again thinking of Candy and what she had done to her and what she promised to do to her to

Bath Time's Over
Bath Time's Over by Diamond_Girl© Note from the author... This story is the 4th in the "Jimmy and Arane" series, written by DiamondJim and me. You may find links to the other stories in the series under "Favorites" in our profiles. Please remember to vote, and we love positive feedback. *~*~*~*~*~*~* Softly, as if from a distance, I heard my love's voice intruding on my dreams. My mind kept replaying the previous hours' enjoyments as I struggled with how much I'd enjoyed my first lesbian encounter with Debbie. My blood sang through my veins as I remembered her touch and the pleasure we'd found together. After our explosive climaxes in the tub, we held each other as the jets soothed and stimulated our over-sensitive nerves. Soft whispers intermingled with the gurgling of the water as we talked and kissed. "Debbie," I said, "There's something I'd like to do for you, but we'll have to get out of the tub first." With a little frown of confusion marring her otherwise perfe

Birthday Lunch
Birthday Lunch by ChaseQ © I suppose everyone does it in their own way. Passing judgment on others because they do or don't do something in particular. Women who 'make out' with other women, aren't normal. The act isn't normal. That's what I always thought. In that respect, I was normal, the ones who did were not. A very good friend of mine had invited me over to her house for lunch. Her name is Cathy. Neither of us get out much because we both work at home but we speak almost daily through e-mail or on the phone. Every once in a while we set up a time to meet at one another's homes for lunch and spend a few hours visiting; we've done this for several years. Our husbands work all day long so we don't otherwise get interaction with people. It's a nice break in the routine when we get to do it. We always kiss each other on the cheek when we see each other and again when we part. Women do this, big deal. During my last visit to her house though we didn't quite make it on the cheek

The Bathroom
The Bathroom by cemmaes © I take your hand and guide you through the darkened room towards the hallway. Walking away from your room, you start to hear the sound of running water from beyond the closed door to the bathroom. I stop at the door, and turn to you. Taking your upturned face into my hands, I guide your mouth to mine. I kiss you deeply, letting my tongue explore your mouth and lips. As the kiss ends, I pull away and smile at you knowingly. Turning back to the door, I turn the knob and push it open. Steam that had been trapped in the room rolls out past us. We both feel the moist heat clinging to our naked bodies. Taking your hand again, and with a backwards glance, I lead you into the bathroom. I have prepared the room for our arrival. Looking through the steam, you see candles burning. The moisture in the air causes the flames to dance, their light fractured and fractured yet again by the mist. The entire room has a very pleasant, romantic glow to it. The light is so d

I Can't Believe That I'm Seeing Someone!
Please play this song and read my blog. It will help you understand alittle about what i'm feeling! Yep. It still is a shock for me. I'm very happy and if she reads this, you know who are! I love the way your kisses felt today! I loved the way we could just hold each other and listen to each others heart beat. She is from fubar. Something that I never expected and luckly she lives here also! I guess I have to say that i'm slowly falling for you! I know it's to early to tell but I know this will be a wonderful thing we will have together.

Beth Finds Magic
Beth Finds Magic by Lizzy_Beth_26 © Beth could not wait to get a hot, soothing shower after a stressful day at work. As she approached her apartment door, she noticed a small package on the mat in front of the door. She picked it up, slid the key into the lock and opened the door. As usual, the cat was the only one there to greet her. She bent over to pet her beloved Sammy, thinking how wonderful it would be to come home to a man instead of her cat. She walked over to the kitchen table, setting her keys and the package on top of the table. Hanging up her jacket, she thought, "I don't remember ordering anything." Now, she was getting curious. Beth walked back to the table, picked up the package and gave it a gentle shake. She did not recognize the return address but it was definitely addressed to her. Opening the package, ever so carefully, she was surprised to find what was inside. Inside was a magic wand vibrator. "Oh, that Cindy," she thought to herself. She immedi

New Family
Hey yall, there is a new family worth checking out here on Fubar. It is called The Pride. This group is a fiercely loyal bunch of folks that enjoy helping their friends in contests, leveling, and just meeting new friends. Come check them out.

Sometimes...
sometimes you just don't think things through. sometimes you do things that you know really aren't a good idea to do. sometimes, most of the time, you just have to wait and see what happens. because sometimes things just aren't meant to be, no matter how much you want them to...

The Bar
The Bar by ashesatwork © I drove up for the night, and I didn't feel like staying at the house all night so we stopped at this little townies bar you go to. It was everything I expected of a little pub, but yet nothing I had ever seen. I swear as soon as we walked in, everyone in the place fell dead silent, they either knew I wasn't from around there, or you had told them all about me. So we ordered our food and a pitcher of beer and talked about what we were going to do over the next few days. In my head I know we talked about just having a night were we actually talk and have a good time and not just have sex on our mind. We wanted this to be the night we found out everything about each other. The night started out so good and you were so sweet. Not to mention that voice of your, always send tingles down me when you talk. I hope we stay up all night talking. We've sat and laughed for a good hour and half. Been through 2 pitchers of beer and a few shots by now; not sure who's

The Bosom Of Desire
The Bosom Of Desire by historymajor© 1. Okay, I admit that I saw how horny he was. It's just... well, he just seems so demanding sometimes. Frankly, I just don't want to mess with it all the time. So when he began coming on to me—you know, caressing my hips and butt, giving me a hug every five minutes... Hey, I want to know, why is it that he is so hesitant to give me a hug when I want comfort and yet when he wants his own kind of "comfort", he's all over me? If he really loved me, wouldn't he want to help my emotional need? So, maybe I was irritated at that today and decided to give him a dose of his own medicine. Well, not really. I just wasn't interested. And he seemed so demanding. And he never really asked. So in the midst of one of his "hugs" (and he was SOOO hard, I mean I could feel it even if there were a steel plate between us) I told him that I was walking up to the store. By myself. Cause I needed some time alone. Boy, did he give me puppy dog eyes. He knew I was r

Breaking The Loneliness
Breaking the Loneliness by hellsstraydog © "Damn these days, gray skies, cold as all hell and I sit here all alone." Emma mutters to herself as she clutches a warm cup of tea. Unfolding her legs she slides out of the over stuffed armchair she had been lounging in for the past hour. Strolling by the window, she stops to glance at the reflection. Not exactly a sight to see, her golden blonde hair haphazardly pulled back, a large blue robe covering her pajamas and the giant fuzzy slippers her dog half chewed. Pulling the robe tight around her revealing her very womanly figure, the nice well-rounded breasts, the side indents to her stomach and her nicely shaped hips and thighs. "Tell me why it is I am lonely?" speaking to an invisible nobody. Snapping her out of her self-critiquing, the phone rings. She stumbles for it, slightly dazed. "Hello?" she speaks into the receiver. "Hey, Emma it is Dylan, I'm bored out of my mind. Would you mind if I come over, I'll bring a movie, it is

The Business Luncheon
The Business Luncheon by AnniePalmer © As the Monday staff luncheon moved into its second excruciating hour, James excused himself from the table and walked the short distance to the restroom. At Julianna's, located in a shabbily genteel old home, the facilities were of the compact, one-at-a-time variety, consisting of a toilet, a urinal and a small mirror over a pedestal sink. James blithely faced the urinal, planted his feet, unzipped his Dockers and fished out his miniscule manhood, holding it by the loose skin bunched beneath the head. Because he possessed a grower, not a shower, he was pleased to have privacy, and grateful not to be concerned with critical, if surreptitious, evaluations from his better-hung co-workers. He aimed and released, breathing a sign of relief as his swollen bladder emptied its contents and splattered on the white porcelain. Then the door rattled and began to open behind him. "Shit," he muttered. "I forgot to lock up." Luckily, he thought, he was

Caela's Thank-you Gift
Caela's Thank-You Gift by LucyCanyon © Caela rang the bell and waited expectantly. She had been planning this for a while and whilst she was looking forward to seeing Andy's reaction she was still a little apprehensive. The speaker clicked and Andy's slightly disembodied voice asked who it was. When Caela replied the door was unlocked and Caela entered the building. A voice from the first floor told her to come on up and Andy's familiar face appeared over the banister as she started to ascend. "Fantastic to see you, can't believe its more than two months since you left us, come on in," was Andy's opening enthusiastic burst. Caela carried on up and followed Andy into his large but modestly furnished office. Caela had worked for Andy for over a year, mainly administration but some other work as well. Although not in the same office they had developed a friendly relationship based on banter and a wicked but shared sense of humour. Caela had felt sad when she managed to get a job

Ashley's Nudist Afternoon
Ashley's Nudist Afternoon by scattershots © Ashley happily drove along the expressway to the bench. It was a clear sunny day and great for outdoor activities. Today was Saturday and the sporty girl had the whole afternoon to relax at the bench. The location was Rose Bench – a nudist bench, far away from the city. Not many people knew of that bench and Ashley enjoyed the peace of the secluded location. She was pleased to see the almost empty car park upon reaching. She parked her blue Beetle, crossed the road, down a path led down and to the bench. Down at the bench, the lady stopped to enjoy the strong ocean breeze blowing at her. The feel of the sand under her feet was hot but comfortable. She loved the clear sky and blue sea. Ashley slowly strolled across to the deserted far right of the bench. Many eyes stared at the pretty babe as she walked past them. She had a nice body tan and her long luxurious hair shone under the sunlight. Most focused on her C-cup breasts which fi

Motherf*ckingc*cksuckers
Let's discuss something--fire alarms. Currently the bane of my existence. The battery needs to be replaced in mine so it chirps every 20 seconds or so. Very shrill. I have turned off the power as it said to open the thing up and change the battery. THERE IS NO FUCKING BATTERY TO BE FOUND. I hit the test button to set the alarm off because it worked earlier to stop the beeping (I'm sure the neighbors LOVED that). But it didn't stop. Now to the point of tears because I have only been asleep for three hours, I need to get up in the morning for class, and I am past the point of tired and frustrated, I call the emergency maintenance. Actually, it's the "after hours operator". I'm not sure if there actually is one, or if they route the calls to one of the manager's homes. She sounded asleep. Well welcome to my world! She tries to connect me to the maintenance fella's phone, he does not answer. So she said she will continue to try and have him call me back. ...the beeping, for the record, has

Pure Love
I love you, you said. I kissed you on the forehead; I wouldn’t have meant it if I said it back then. You wrapped your fingers around mine, like silk flowing over them, only I felt safe. My head then rested on your chest and your arms enclosed me. I love you, I said; I held a finger to your mouth, you won’t mean it if you say it now, I whispered. I always love you was mumbled in my ear, sending shivers down my spine. There was no way I couldn’t have believed you then. I liked it when you had no shirt on. I could feel you, the real you. Not some facade, not some fake smile that was painted on as soon as the door opened. You relaxed when you could feel the air trembling out my nose as I lay upon you. You let go of who you thought you ought to be, and then, you just were. There were times when I didn’t need the music playing to escape. Those times were when I needn’t escape, all because I let go when I was close enough to smell your skin. I let go, and I did what I felt, I said what I f

"best" Friends
First off, I would like to thank all of the friends out there that have morals when it comes to their friendships. There are a few no-no's to friendship. Unfortunately, my best friend of almost 14 years doesn't respect those no-no's. For instance, you support your friend whether they are right or wrong. If they get into with their spouse, you (as the friend) do not call the spouse and talk to them for hours telling them how your friend is all to blame for the argument. Or, you don't choose sides. Am I right? And let's just say, you have developed an attraction or feelings for the spouse of your friend, you keep it to yourself. YOU DO NOT WALK AROUND TELLING PEOPLE THAT YOU WANT TO F*CK THEIR SPOUSE BEHIND THEIR BACK AND WOULDN'T FEEL BAD! Yeah, that's what I'm dealing with! So.... as you can tell, she is no longer a friend of mine. And, that's sad. It's sad that I have to let go of a LONG friendship because she doesn't have any respect or care for my feelings. I am not per

I'm Sorry He Say's
he finally decided to make a statement: Wesley Urch looked unemotional. Clad in his brown prison uniform, Urch rubbed his chin, gave reporters a quick stare and matter-of-factly glanced at the judge. In seconds, he couldn't face any of them as he learned he could spend the rest of his life in prison for mowing down an Erie couple with his truck. Wesley R. Urch Jr. is accused of running over and killing Stephen E. Caldwell and seriously injuring Caldwell's girlfriend, Terri Peoples, along West 26th Street late Sunday. Urch was arraigned Thursday evening in the Erie Bureau of Police squad room in the basement of City Hall before Erie 1st Ward District Judge Sue Mack, who sent Urch to the Erie County Prison in lieu of $100,000 bond. Urch is charged with involuntary manslaughter, vehicular manslaughter, leaving the scene of an accident involving death or injury, failure in duty to give aid, driving on the left side of the street and two counts each of recklessly endange

The Girl Of My Dreams
There she is, once again, standing all alone. 'Go talk to her, do not stand here like a stone.' There is no way, her beauty is too good to be true; Oh please tell me, tell me, whatever shall I do? 'Do not be afraid, for I will help you on your way; You must listen carefully, and do exactly as I say.' 'Introduce yourself, tell the girl your name, Do not simply stand here in shame.' I cannot, my legs are heavier than steel, And I fear for her emotion, I fear how she will feel. 'Believe in yourself, I assure you you'll be great. Quickly though, for soon you will be late.' Wish me luck, I shall be going on my way. 'Good luck! For you I will surely pray.' As he meets the halfway point, with the beauty straight ahead, Oh no, I have forgotten what he said! He turns around, only to meet a big surprise; His fellow companion is wearing an invisible disguise! Oh dear, this surely cannot be any worse! Yet upon turning back, his beauty had dispersed. It was t

Just Think
Life will be horrid, cruel and mean, Sadness can over-take you fast. Back-stabbing friends hurt you deeply, But all of this won't last. For the times when life just seems too hard, Lay down and close your eyes. Think about all the fun you've had, Forget about all the lies. Leave the world behind for two minutes, Just take a breath and think. Then ever so slowly, you shall feel, All your troubles start to shrink. And after this you will realize, You will go through some hard stuff. But you can get through all those days, If you think of good times enough!

Wife And Husband Visit Doctor
Wife And Husband Visit Doctor A woman accompanied her husband to the doctor's office. After the checkup, the doctor took the wife aside and told her, "If you don't do the following, your husband will lose his will to live and surely die." Each morning, fix him a healthy breakfast and send him off to work in a good mood. At lunch time, make him a warm, nutritious meal and put him in a good frame of mind before he goes back to work. For dinner, fix especially nice meals selected from his favorite foods and don't burden him with household chores or problems. Make love with him several times a week and satisfy his every sexual whim. On the way home, the husband asked his wife what the doctor had told her. She replied, "You're going to die."

Poem By Emily Dickinson
We grow accustomed to the Dark – When Light is put away – As when the Neighbor holds the Lamp To witness her Goodbye – A Moment – We uncertain step For newness of the night – Then – fit our Vision to the Dark – And meet the Road – erect – And so of larger – Darknesses – Those Evening of the Brain – When not a Moon disclose a sign – Or Star – come out – within – The Bravest – grope a little – And sometimes hit a Tree Directly in the Forehead – But as they learn to see – Either the Darkness alters – Or something in the sight Adjusts itself to Midnight – And Life steps almost straight. --Emily Dickinson

Perks Of Being Over 40
PERKS OF BEING OVER 40 1. Kidnappers are not very interested in you. 2. In a hostage situation you are likely to be released first. 3. No one expects you to run--anywhere. 4. People call at 9 pm and ask, Did I wake you???? 5. People no longer view you as a hypochondriac. 6. There is nothing left to learn the hard way. 7. Things you buy now won't wear out. 8. You can eat supper at 4 pm . 9. You can live without sex but not your glasses. 10. You get into heated arguments about pension plans. 11. You no longer think of speed limits as a challenge. 12. You quit trying to hold your stomach in no matter who walks into the room. 13. You sing along with elevator music. 14. Your eyes won't get much worse. 15. Your investment in health insurance is finally beginning to pay off. 16. Your joints are more accurate meteorologists than the national weather service. 17. Your secrets are safe with your friends because they can't remember th

Lying Backstabbing Friends
The person that needs to read this probaly never will. I have been slandered and lied about to a person that was becoming a good friend to me. Now that person does not even want to talk to me. And now with evidence I have turned up I believe that one of my so called R/L friends is the cause of the problem. And my therapist wonders why I have trust issues.

The Boat House
The Boat House by kelley&tracy © The morning was already hot and sticky as I made my way down the winding dirt road that led to the lake house. The bi-monthly routine of mowing and upkeep promised to be hot and tiring on this July day. My wife and I had built the summer get away five years ago. At first we made the long drive nearly every weekend. Now we used the house sparingly due to increased work demands. The house was mainly used by our friends for a week or weekend vacation. We had talked of putting it on the market at the end of this season and maybe investing in a condo on the beach. I pulled into the driveway and noticed the grass was not as high as usual. Tracy and Kelley had used the house two weeks ago and it was obvious they had tended the yard to my pleasure. I got out of the truck and headed down towards the boat house. It had been broken into on a few occasions which abruptly stopped after I installed motion detected security cameras. "Property Monitored By Vide

Breakfast Buffet Babe
Breakfast Buffet Babe by Candell© Jolene pulled the belt of the short robe tighter around her waist unaware that as the material bunched it lifted and exposed more of her generously curved ass. She could not believe she agreed to do this. But money was tight and her friends said they were done making loans that she wasn't repaying. So she reluctantly agreed to come with them on this job. They said it was as a serving girl at a museum benefit brunch. They neglected to add that it was to promote the new exhibit of Nudes in Art and that they weren't the servers. They were the serving trays and they would be nude. She looked over at one of her friends, a tall willowy blonde with a slim boyish figure and perky little breasts. She was unashamedly stretching herself out on a vented table while a sheet of what looked like plastic wrap was being stretched over her. As Jolene's eyes traveled around the prep room, she realized that she was the only one not on her table now. She looked ba

Untitled Works3
A voice can be heard through silent thunder A scream, a sob a sorrowful call Storms raging on as lightening pierces the sky Seemingly slicing the heavens in two O’er head the rain so suddenly falls Uncomfortably crumpling the rose petals Pain ripples across the sky As now salty seas swell within Devastation so great words cannot come No comfort for those who stand looking Doors close when there’s no one to answer The ringing keeps rhythm With raindrops Only the lonely know time so well As to test the fates by dancing Glitter and glamour too much to hide And it continues on like the moon in the sky

Big O
How could I ever describe to him what he means to me? Words limit these feelings that run through my veins. How could I ever express the feeling that gives me goosebumps? The tingling on my flesh when I envision him near is eternal bliss, yet even that is an understatement. My gasp for air pierces the silence that surrounds me as I no longer resist the pleasure that fills my body, just from thinking about him. He's done so much for me and my life, done more than he should have. I know how lucky I am to even just know him, let alone be able to love him. To be loved by him. Curling up my toes, trying not to scream, suppressing any sound that I might utter. Digging my nails into my skin, needing more, wanting more. Biting down on my lip, eyes closed, concentrating on what's happening to me, on what I'm feeling. I love him, I know I do, hopefully he knows it too. I want him and I need him, I need him here. But he is here. He's here in my mind, here on my skin, soft tendern

Soldiers Gone Wild!
SOLDIER'S PLAYGROUND LOOKING FOR A PLACE TO HANG OUT WITH NO DRAMA AND GREAT FRIENDS AND AWSOME MUSIC ? COME TO SOLDIER'S PLAYGROUND center> ~ NOW HIRING FOR ~ ~ ENFORCERS ~ ~ PROMOTERS ~ ~ GREETERS ~ ~ BARTENDERS ~ ~ DANCERS ~

To You........
If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, would you come? If I had one day left, to live my life; would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? This is a test to see who your real friends are or if you are just some one to talk to you when they are bored . . . send this to everybody on your list including the person who sent it to you. I just did.....because you are my friend. If I don't get this back I guess your not my friend. If you have a lot of love for someone... Copy and send this to your whole buddy list. ""Do you know what the relationship is between your two eyes? They blink together, they move together, they cry together, they see things together and they sleep together, BUT THEY NEVER SEE EACH OTHER... that's what friendship is. Your aspiration is your motivation, your motivation is your belief, your belief