Fubar Blog Posts 3

Walls
Every day I'm weakening Letting people see inside I can't keep up my façade And all these walls are breaking I'm not sure how they got there But apparently I built them all myself I don't want to be vulnerable Don't want to lose my armour I don't want to be this way Don't want to show my face These walls, so fortified How is it that they're crumbling Before my very eyes? And I'm not sure how they got there But apparently I built them all myself. I can't fight you anymore And I can't stand to lose I'm begging you, just go away I can't break down in front of you These walls, so fortified How is it that they're crumbling Before my very eyes? And I'm not sure how they got there But apparently I built them all myself.

Be A Man!!!
From my own personal experiences of dating and relationships, the one journey I have learned womem never want to go on again is meeting and hanging out with the "needy and clingy" man. Nothing turns women off more than a guy who is really needy. Now, I can practically hear men's voices protesting from everywhere, saying "But there are a lot of needy women too!" This is not about them... it's about you. Below are ten signs that you are being needy. Remember you are trying to attract women, not turn them off. So if you suffer from any of these signs of neediness, you need to immediately stop those actions. 1. You just walked a woman to her door at the end of a date. Instead of kissing her, you ask her if she had a good time. Women are attracted to confident men. They don't want to have to tell you that they had a good time on a date... they want you to be secure enough in yourself to assume that they had a good time. 2. You called a woman last night and she has not yet call

This Sailor's Angel
You wonder why I still love you And why I even care For you still don't see The goodness that your have That I have always seen The words you tell me now True, they're hard to hear The easy thing for me to do Is to simply run away But the love I have for you My heart won't let me run So, if it takes my whole life time To cinvince you what I see I will not waste one second To tell you what is true For you are this sailor's angel Now, until the end of time And I still love you More than you'll ever know

To Tell Thee Thou Shalt Meet Me At Philippi
As chapter sixteen of the book of Acts begins, Paul and Silas have already been on the road from Antioch and visiting Christian churches that Paul and Barnabas had helped to start and encourage some years before. Silas was taking Barnabas’ spot on what’s often called Paul’s second missionary journey because Paul and Barnabas disagreed on a traveling companion of his, Barnabas’ cousin John Mark. Rather that let this disagreement hinder either of their effectiveness, Barnabas and John Mark went to Cyprus and from there they drop out of the story told in Acts but they are referred to in Paul’s letters. Silas, who’d come to Antioch from Jerusalem and was also established in the leadership of the church, went out with Paul through Syria and Cilicia to strengthen and encourage those congregations. When they arrived and went through Derbe and Lystra (from chapter fourteen), they were acquainted with another disciple first called Timotheus, the Greek form of his name Timothy. Verse

Jack The Ripper Prt 2
The Ripper Letters It is commonly accepted by the experts on the case that none of the letters purported to have been written by the Ripper were in fact written by him. A letter dated September 25 and received on the twenty-seventh by the Central News agency was the first to be signed "Jack the Ripper". A postcard post marked October 1 followed. Because it referred to a "double event" the police thought it might be from the killer since it was posted the day after the Ripper killed two women. The post card also referred to the letter and must have come from the same source as the letter had not been released to the public yet. If the post card had been sent on September 30, the day of the "double event", instead of October 1, the likelihood that it was really written by the murderer would be significantly greater. The Whitechapel Murderer may have written the letter/post card but there is no evidence to suppose that he did and the police seem convinced that they were the work of a jou

Jersey Devil Prt 1
The Jersey Devil, the supposed mythical creature of the New Jersey Pinelands, has haunted New Jersey and the surrounding areas for the past 260 years. This entity has been seen by over 2,000 witnesses over this period. It has terrorized towns and caused factories and schools to close down, yet many people believe that the Jersey Devil is a legend, a mythical beast, that originated from the folklore of the New Jersey Pine Barrens. Others disagree with this point of view. The following text will show there is evidence to support the existence of an animal or supernatural bring known as the Jersey Devil. The evidence consists of the stories of the Jersey Devil's origin, the sightings of it, and finally, the theories on it. There are many different versions of the birth of the Jersey Devil. One of the most popular legends says a Mrs. Shrouds of Leeds Point, NJ made a wish that if she ever had another child, she want it to be a devil. Her next child was born misshapen and deformed. She

I Do It!
This weekend I got to watch our kids Sarah and Jeffrey by myself. Martha went with her sisters Mary and Margaret to a bowling tournament in Bismarck, and always willing to welcome guests as I am, I invited Margaret’s kids to stay with us Saturday night. It works out great when they do; the oldest girl Breanna loves giving baths and she bathes Sarah and her sister Josceline without being asked to do it. And Sarah doesn’t need much of an excuse to take a bath because she seems to be growing gills … Breanna even bathed Jeffrey! Not that I’m not willing, by any means. As Martha’s told me a couple of times when I’m really in doubt, I’m the only male in the immediate family who’ll even offer to change diapers or give baths, etc. Her dad never did for her and her sisters, and as far as she knows my brother-in-law never did for his two boys. I thought that’s part of what a dad was supposed to do! Maybe I feel unappreciated sometimes and I’m a little too vocal about it, but I’m getting

I Dunno Man, But, See It Never Phased Me...
Kid Rock with the lyric... How is everyone? I hope this finds y'all well. I have a few things to say so, let it now be on like Donkey Kong! I was origianally gonna take y'all to school with this one but, a very wise friend whom I trus with my life showed me that might not be a good idea. Schooling you guys on the do's and don't of words used to discribe a disabled person would just be overkill and wouldn't help the situation any. Thanks Tiff! So, I found out Jeremy's radio show is now on 12-4 monday - Saturday. This excites me because it gives me a reason to get up early and have a somewhat normal sleep pattren. By the way, you can listen to purrfect sin radio by clicking this link. Also, check out the DJ schedule to hear all the great DJ's on staff. Every request is played so stop by and see why I no lomger listen to regular radio! The request line on yahoo is djrequestpurrfectsin. Add and enjoy! People can write you off, leave you for dead, and tell you you're n

Crossfade, "breathing Slowly"
Who am I to save you, To try and tame you, And now that you are free of me, But next time when you break down, Is it me you'll take down, With you on your knees? So who was I to hurt you, To desert you, When you needed me there, So now that you've learned to hate me, You're finally set free, I fall to my knees, And I'm breathing slowly, Like you said to do when you had lost control, My head spins from God's wind, That carries you away from me, Looks like you got away from me, This time, For good... And since those days have passed me by, I'm in and out of life, The way you used to be, You know I always was the strong one, But now I've come undone, Sweet Release...(come to me) And I'm breathing slowly, Like you said to do when you had lost control, My head spins from God's wind, That carries you away from me, Looks like you got away from me, This time, You got away from me oh yea, You got away for good...

Pointless
There's no point in posting your Marital status on ANY site that has to do with making friends or finding a significant other cuz the majority of the people on these sites DON'T look at the status and message the person asking to hook up or on a date not KNOWING that the person they're asking is already taken.. ..and that's what really "Grinds my Gears"

Racists?
RACISTS? Someone else besides me finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "Whiteboy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd be Racists. If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists.

Forgetting Sarah Marshall
If you like films that are about a man who goes on holiday to forget his ex and ends up in the same hotel as his ex, but which is a lot funnier than that sounds, and even manages to have Russell Brand in it and not be annoying, and which has cute girls in it and Paul Rudd and Jonah Hill, and which makes you laugh, then you should go see this film. It's very good. Only you should know, you will see cock.

The Affect Of Suffering
Once was a fellow strong and rough Become that way cause of his name Mother is was like johnny cash And named his boy laurie not sue Boy grew up hating his mother This boy grew up strong Fights were an every day thing Broken noses and bones were The boy into a man still hates He claim he defends lesser beings But it was just the fight he was seeking Easily visualized mother on end of a fist Things you should know The hate reigns cause of the suffering The attitude shows to others to hate Cause of the name got a fight with too many This transferred into thunder Thunder was his next hate Thunder held him at a distance Maybe thunder knew Now with thunder this boy was a wimp This boy thought thunder was love Thunder showed him not Thunder held him at a distance Any good mother should know The suffering that you shall feel If you were to let your guard down But this girl didn’t know The suffering was to feel with this intro The writing was to re

Destined To Be Alone?
It's the dead of the night, I can feel the eyes of my guide staring at me as I sit here and think. What happened to the bliss? We had started building our seperate lives into one, then the foundation crumbled. Now everything is a mess and I don't know what to do. We've had our rough spots in the past and were able to get through them. This crack appears to be growing into a canyon. I see you nearly everyday when you bring our bundle of joy by for a visit. I want nothing more than to hold you both and never let you leave, but I know I must because you've made your decision. Please, don't slam the door and lock out what could be our future. I have loved you. I still love you. I will always love you.

All At Sea
All At Sea It was last summer when Uncle John and Aunty May Left Southampton On a cruise ship holiday I wouldn’t like it It was like a holiday camp at sea And just like Butlin's There was entertainment daily And after dinner At the end of each day Everyone met in the lounge Where there were games to play But one evening Illness struck aunty May So Uncle Joe Went on his own to play Each person had to give A ten minute address that evening On a subject Of someone else’s choosing When Joe’s turn came Of all the subjects That he could have had He had to talk about sex He was very nervous But gave of his all And at the end Applause Reverberated round the hall Feeling very pleased Joe went back to his cabin And found May still awake Who wanted updating “We had to give a little talk It was a very nice evening Ten minutes on a subject Of someone else’s choosing” “What was your speech about?” May wanted to hear He thought for a moment

I Want Him Still
I want him still, his touch, his kiss, his hands interlocking around mine. I feel him deep inside myself, touching my very soul. I have my legs wrapped around him, I feel his heart beat against mine, the pulsating power behind each motion and movement of his body penatrating mine. He pulls me close, his breath is my own. Intwind as my body becomes his, filling me with such esctacy that I move towards him with a new connection, reaching beyond the physical realm and moving into the spiritual realm. Reaching such heights of orgasmic bliss, I feel the waves moves through out my entire being rushing into the depths of my body, the explosion of passion spilling out wettness of pleasure. He takes me giving me all that he is. The erotic sounds I make coming from with in expressing every feeling and emotion making all that hear gasping for their own pleasures to experience. I want him still, Come find me and take me there again to only where you can take me. You know my touch, you know my desi

Love Is
Love is an experience I've yet to discover Love is when you share what you have with your lover Love is something I can't even describe Love is something similar to a vibe Love is knowing they'll be there for you Love is little bits of heaven, too Love is what you feel in your heart Love will never drift you apart However, love can be deceiving This I know for sure Love isn't when I see you leaving Heading straight for her Love is something marvelous Love is something pure Love is something glorious Love is opening that big door Love isn't when you say "It's over" Love isn't when you lie to my face Love is as beautiful as a clover Love is something wrapped in lace Love is when he brings you a rose Love is watching him purpose Love is when your heart shows Love is when the love grows Love is something that I crave Love is when you try to act brave Love is the most amazing feeling Love is when you look down at him kneeling Love is when he tells y

Told You So....
As some of you know, I work with one of my ex's. She throw me aside for someone that works here. Let me explain that, we both work at the same place but for different companies. The place where she works, hired another female, and now all the guys that was hitting on her that she thought wanted her, are now hitting on the other girl and not paying her any mind. She was telling me that all these guys here ask about her and hang around and flirt with her and I had to ask her, "Jealous?" She said no but I could see that she was. I think its funny cause when she ended things between us for this other guy, I told her that these guys here will flirt with and hit on any female around that she is just not all that. Well I was right, and I am loving it. Cause the sure thing she had is gone and the promise that she was getting (which she thought was better than me) are also gone. I Love it!!! HEHEHEHEHE

What Was I Thinking
Really what the hell am I thinking, I mean I got a great man that I love with all my heart. I got a great job which I love that always seems to keep me away from him. I got a great family that I would kill to protect........but what am I missing. I feel like I'm missing something that I can't get back. I feel like there is a whole in my heart that can't be filled. I don't know what is it, I keep thinking and I can't place it but I'll figure it out......hopefully sooner rather than later.

Chimaira - Resurrection
free at last finally tasting happiness five years of hell for nothing trapped inside the minds of failures a wise man once said that which does not kill us makes us stronger thought we were dead so are we now invincible? determination, perseverance, resolution, resurrection(x2) final straw underlying ignorance consumed by greed and hate Kept under the feet of Tyrants reality kicked in raced against time just to start all over treated like shit pushed aside and expendable determination, perseverance, resolution, resurrection(x2) we have become so god damn powerful all the beatings you gave us, we will use them against you free at last finally tasting happiness the resurrection

The Witching Hour
Well, it is almost the witching hour at my house. That time of the day when my boys get home from school and the fights begin. At least it is Friday! It has been a bit of a long week for me. My friend and her son here, a memorial, driving all day Wednesday and just about being bored to tears and then fighting with Anthony yesterday and this morning! I need a drink. A drink and relax. I wish it was somewhat warmer outside so that I could have my drink poolside. It has been cold this last week. Not normal weather for us at all. I teased my friend and told her she brought it with her from Seattle! Burr. I am ready to start laying out in my pool naked! Getting that all over glow. Only...we have new neighbors that bought the house next door and they are fixing it up. I don't want to scare them if they are up on a latter or on their roof! Oh my. I would be embarrassed to say the least. This weekend should be a quiet one. Nothing planned. Our daughter is moving out

Drama
Well my days on this site are VERY numbered, I cant handle all the drama and childish behavior, so im going back to Myspace. Or maybe someplace less dramatic...People on here dont know fiction from reality and thats too bad, others need to be checked into their local mental health ward. Some need their asses kicked, something im real good at doing. Or I have people...lol Dont matter...I just want to delete my profile before I spend the rest of my life in jail for doing something stupid..lol

Don You Know What "iq" Stands For??
New Rule: Require all U.S. voters to pass an intelligence/current events test BEFORE they are allowed to register! On Bill's show on April 18th, he suggested that American voters are uncomfortable voting for someone they feel is more intelligent than themselves. Since Bill offered no proof, one must consider his remark to be his opinion. Right after Bush beat Kerry, I thought the same thing, so I did some research and found it to be true; Bush was elected by the stupid people. There is a website run by the Morgan Quitno Press that ranks the states in order of the intelligence of their citizens. When I compared the ranking of the states with which candidate they voted for, I found that Kerry won the 7 smartest states and Bush won the 7 dumbest states. Kerry won 8 of the 10 smartest states, and Bush won 8 of the dumbest states. So to keep the mistakes of 2000 and 2004 from happening again in 2008 we need a law preventing dumbass people from voting! And while we're at it

How To Embed Music To The Profile??
Hi everyone!:-) Im trying to figureout how i can upload music and embed it on my profile???.... im a drummer and play in different bands, so i figured that it would be cool to share it with you guys on here:-)... im in the studio right now with my main band, and it would be really cool to post the new stuff on here tomorrow after we have layed down the final mix:-) I have tryed out imeem.com.... but that did not work out... So if you have any other suggestions please let me know:-)) Thanks Tord

Kiss Of Life
Your skin, once perfect, once a pale sweep of unbroken desert dunes, has felt my kiss and now it cries - ruby tears are welling up, are slowly sliding down your throat, glistening, delicious tears of joy, of life of your awakening. I am always moved when I thus watch the sorrow of the body, expressed, released, out in the open now for all to see - and it was always there, and not to know that is the deepest of illusions. Here, watch with me. Observe with fascination as your treasures flow across your breast and make their way to your most intimate of oceans - this is my sacrifice before I start to make all this my own, my gift to you, the first of all, the most important lesson of your life. Now close your eyes. Give up your yesterdays and your tomorrows - all those are gone, will never be and you and me will take a journey new and bright, into the night a dawn of radiance awaits.

Mugabe Parliament Loss Confirmed
Mugabe parliament loss confirmed Mr Tsvangirai says he won the presidential poll The party of Zimbabwe's President Robert Mugabe has failed to regain its parliamentary majority after a partial recount of votes from polls last month. Zimbabwe's Electoral Commission said results were unchanged in 18 of 23 seats where recounts had taken place. Mr Mugabe's Zanu-PF needed to win nine seats to regain its majority, lost for the first time since 1980. The opposition MDC says it also won presidential polls, although those results remain unreleased. The Zimbabwe Electoral Commission (ZEC) said the presidential results could be announced after the completion of the recounts, expected by Monday. But ZEC Chairman George Chiweshe said a "verification and collation" process would take place with agents of the presidential candidates before the long-awaited results were released. MDC spokesman Nqobizitha Mlilo told the BBC the recount results "only serve to confirm wh

What Is True Lov?
I'm talking about the kinda lov u find 2 spend the rest of your love with. Is lov but a memory of what we once had? Or are we still in lov? Do we want 2 be with someone or do we just want someone 2 wanna be with us. I have big issues. since my last boyfriend, I cant even get a crush. I like someone and less than 5 hours later it's gone. I miss that fun feeling of crushing on someone. The minute I even think they might like me or they know I like them poof its gone. Really sucks getting real tired of it. Its not that I want a boyfriend, i just want 2 feel that floaty love thing.

Love
I would really like to know. I would really like to see. I've heard of it so many times, but what is love supposed to be? They say that god so loved the world, he gave his only son. They say that down in Calvary, is where the battle was won. I've heard that love's companionate. I've heard it always cares. Love is never quick to anger. Its power never wares. After all that I have heard. After all that I have seen. Does anybody out there know, what is love supposed to mean?

"i Do Not Want This" Nin
I'm losing ground you know how this world can beat you down I'm made of clay I fear I'm the only one who thinks this way I'm always falling down the same hill bamboo puncturing this skin and nothing comes bleeding out of me just like a waterfall I'm drowning in 2 feet below the surface I can still make out your wavy face and if I could just reach you maybe I could leave this place I do not want this I do not want this I do not want this I do not want this don't you tell me how I feel don't you tell me how I feel don't you tell me how I feel you don't know just how I feel I stay inside my bed I have lived so many lives all in my head don't tell me that you care there really isn't anything, is there? you would know, wouldn't you? you extend your hand to those who suffer to those who know what it really feels like to those who've had a taste like that means something and oh so sick I am and maybe I don't have a choice and maybe that is all I have and maybe thi

Be Happy
having the time of my life just kickin and trying to aceive happieness is my new goal in life just keep my friends close and fuck my enimems cause no one will bring me down now i am happy for once i have been dreading my past everyday now i just like being happy and staying away from the dark side just stay away from me if you are negative have happy thoughts cause nothin with come to you if you look at the world as shit belive me i know i have been there have done that don't ever do it again cause the darkness with over take your soul and all you want is death to come and over impose your life so all i am trying to say is be happy

Strength
"A woman has strengths that amaze me. She can handle trouble and carry heavy burden. She holds happiness, love and opinions. She smiles when she feels like screaming. She sings when she feels like crying. She cries when she's happy and laughs when she's afraid. Her love is unconditional. There's only one thing wrong with her and that is that sometimes she forgets what she is worth.

We Gave Notice...
Well we are finished. I have looked at every friend's pics. Not rated mind you. I was just wanting to make sure that all that we approved were who they said they were. If you used to have access to our pics and suddenly don't it is safe to assume you are no longer on our friends list. The reason you were removed is because we could find no discernible proof that you were real. Notice of this was given about a week ago.

Petitioning Sprint
Dear Sirs,, I am sending you this letter in hopes that you can help me come up with a solution with my problem with Sprint. Sherry Manning 8110 Rudolph Rd Charlotte, NC 28216 April 27, 2008 To whom it may concern: I am a concerned citizen of yours in North Carolina. I am writing you this paper on ethics to inform you that your Call Center in South Charlotte, has been the worst experience of my life. I have informed the Veterans Department of the Department of Labor and Rick Simons that your call center has the worst reputation in town for how you treat your employees. I have been stalked all over town by your employees. I have had to change my name because of the immaturity of your rape and murdering employees. I have had to hire a Private Investigator, call the State Attorney’s Office in the State of Florida and the Victims Advocate in Escambia County. I have had change my phone number 5 times because of the harassment from your employees in that call cent

To The Bank That Finaced My Truck
Dear Fire Side Bank, I would like to wright you on behalf of a complainant i have for you people.... I recently got a truck and financed it threw your bank and yet i find your contract the stupidest fucking thing iv ever read in my life then on top of that your online payment system DOES NOT work and let me repeat that as i did to your moron customer service rep "IT FUCKING DOES NOT WORK" you assumed that i missed a payment and yet i didn't i payed it and i showed prof but yet you guys still herase me and my famley for the money. Then i made a deal just so you jerks would stop calling the deal was i would make two payments in one and it would just come out of my account and guess what YOU ONLY TOOK ONE PAYMENT instead of the two i then assumed you found that i did make that payment.. then now you send some stupid fuck to my door to repo my truck saying i am behind 3 payments.... WHAT? i do be leave it is time to call the BBB and yet i will i will be sure my car is payed off and you

Rat-a-thon
HAPPY HOUR RATE-A-THON I FIXED UP A FOLDER WITH 100 PICTURES FOR YOU TO RATE. EVERY PERSON THAT RATES THIS FOLDER WITH 11'S GETS 10K FUBUCKS FROM ME EVERY PERSON THAT RATES THIS FOLDER 10'S WILL RECEIVE A PERSONAL SALUTE OR I CAN MAKE YOUR VERY OWN FUBAR ID HERE ARE SOME OF FUBAR ID'S I'VE JUST MADE FOR MY FU-FRIENDS imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World YES YES I KNOW IT DON'T SOUND LIKE MUCH..BUT FOR ME THIS IS ALL I CAN START OUT WITH. FOR THOSE THAT DO RATE ME 11'S YOU MUST PRIVATE MESSAGE ME TO RECEIVE YOUR 10,000 FUBUCKS...DO NOT SHOUT BOX ME PLEASE. CLICK THIS PICTURE TO GET TO THE RATE A THON FOLDER

To My Fubarites
Those of you who know me, know i'm a very blunt ass bitch and i don't give a fuk less what you all think bout that. It's what makes me who I am. Now what I hate is people thinking I'm a fuking mind reader...u got something to say to me or ask me, open your dam mouth, be an adult and say it/ask it. You may not like my answer or what I have to say but ya know what? Oh fuking well...be the adult that you are and put the big girl/boy panties on and deal with it. I ain't here to please no one or stroke egos. And plz don't feed me the bullshit lines or expect me to believe the shit you tell others. If you can't be real with me, plz move on. I don't need fake ass friends in my life...I'd rather be alone. If you make me look like the asshole, just remember Karma is a bitch. I ain't here for a popularity contest...if you say one thing to me and do another...lol remember I'm a smart ass woman and I remember shit. You can't BS me...I'm 3 steps ahead of ya! B at peace always....

You Have Been Fucked!!!!!!
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>> F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To know wh

Tryna Bee Like Me
This is to all the girls who tryna been like me... You you [Ay] You you [Ay] You you [Ay] You you [Ay] You you can keep on watching me You you [Ay] You you [Ay] You you [Ay] You you [Ay] You you can keep on watching me Nichole: Look at me, I know I’m fly [fly] Look at me, you wanna be fly like I I’m the truth and the truth don’t lie (Natalie: Give me 10 feet chick) Now add another 5 If I had a stiff one You’d be all on that (Natalie: I’m on fire) I put hot on the map ‘Cause I be the one that you wanna be like(Oh oh oh oh oh) Yeah you wanna be like me Group: Everything she do is like me From her head to her feet, like me Tryna talk like me Tryna walk like me Trying to get all the boys in the club like me Everything she be is like me Tryna imitate me Tryna to look like me Trying to act like me Trying to get on the floor and shake her ass like me Chrystina: Look at me, you know I’m hot (know I’m hot) Look at me, bet you wish you had my spot (

The Dreadful Hour
the Dreadful Hour What is the hour the dreadful hour the tolling bell the drum tattoo an ominous roll beats slow and true under the strain of anguished pain What is the heart that yearns to be the hopeful heart finally free from earthly toil this mortal coil

Trust
I FEEL LIKE I CANT TRUST THE THINGS PPL IN MY LIFE TELL ME ANYMORE CUZ THEY ACT DIFFERENT TOWARDS ME NOT SO IN LOVE OR NO LONGER WANTIN TO B FRIENDS IM CONFUSED I DONT KNOW WUT THE HELL IS GOIN ON IM NOT ACTIN DIFFRENT SO WUT THE HELL IS UP THEN!

Fear Of Rejection..
In some of my blogs, I actually say that rejection is healthy and with the right frame of mind, you can always use a light hearted approach and tell yourself that if you meet someone and it doesn't work out, then you will eventually meet someone better. And it's true. However, when you are rejected by people whom you share a connection. When there is uncertainty. That is much harder, it's a totally different level to deal with. It does hurt, that's a fact. Personally, it's like a physical sensation in the pit of my stomach. It's actually akin to when you find out someone you care about has died. I felt and sometimes still feel that way for my grandparents whom I miss sorely still. But, what to do? You can't force love and you can't make people choose you. Sometimes it's family related, sometimes it's someone you really care for, in the end, once there has been some history, rejection becomes a hard pill to swallow. I'm sure we all fear rejection. Some of

The ''u'' In Jesus
THE ''U'' IN JESUS Before U were thought of or time had begun, God stuck U in the name of His Son. And each time U pray, you'll see it's true, You can't spell out JesUs and not include U. You're a pretty big part of His wonderful name, For U, He was born; that's why He came. And His great love for U is the reason He died. It even takes U to spell crUcified. Isn't it thrillin g and splendidly g rand He rose from the dead, with U in His plan? The stones split away, the gold trUmpet blew, and this word resUrrection is spelled with a U. When JesUs left earth at His upward ascension, He felt there was one thing He just had to mention. 'Go into the w orld and tell them it's true That I love them all - Just like I love U.' So many great people are spelled with a U, Don't they have a right to know JesUs too? It all depends now on what U will do, He'd like them to know, But it all starts with U.

I Do Believe
I Do Believe I do believe in my own mortality. I do believe that someday I will die. I do believe in the prospect of divinity. But I’d rather dream of immortality. I’d rather dream a grander fantasy! I’d rather compose my own reply. For though I believe in my own mortality, I hope to live long after I die.

In Our Time!
In our time Saturday, September 08 2007 @ 02:23 PM MST Contributed by: Greg Views: 94 The spell The spell was cast I knew it was there I didn't respond How can I explain the way I felt then the way I feel now If I had said something we may have had our time in our time Still captured by the spell lost & alone I take a breath my head spins my hands shake I think I could tell you the way felt then the way I feel now If you had said something if we didn't drift apart If we had more time we may have had our time In our time

Breakthrough
I was able to do it! I stood up to the hubby. I told him that i was tired of being treated like a non person. I told him that I expected him to start treating me with respect and the dignity that I deserve. He looked surprized at first but then he told me that I was right and that he was going to start treating me better. Only time will tell, but this time i didn't appologize for the way that i felt. I'm so proud of myself. I'm not gonna let anyone walk all over me anymore!

The Day Started Off So Well...
Today started off so well. I woke up this morning and thought about the brat as I always do… thought about calling but didn’t because she has been busy dealing with personal stuff lately and she’ll contact me when she can. Booted up the computer and ordered stuff on-line: a new Bluetooth headset to talk smack on my PS3 in Grand Theft Auto 4. A new MP3 player for my workout regimen (my phone was far too bulky to hold on my arm strap and my old player kicked the bucket). A 2.5 laptop hard drive to 3.5 desktop hard drive converter (to run an experiment and try to restore an old beat up laptop hard drive). I got up. Showered and shaved early but didn’t go to the gym. I wanted to be relaxed this morning- I was applying for a new position today in the company I worked for. Ate a humble breakfast and packed a lunch. Tossed my gym clothes in my back-pack for after work gym activities alongside my lunch and sketchpad. I was ready to start my day. Since I got my paid last night, I figur

Worrying
When you come face to face with the possibility of losing the most precious thing in your life, it makes all the other things you worry about seem so trivial. We waste our time and energy on so many things for no reason, things that next week won't even matter. And we realize that when someone tries to take away what is important. so don't worry over the small stuff, because tommorrow it won't matter. Worry about things that matter.. like your kids.

This Makes Me So Angry!
Medical marijuana user dies without transplant YouNewsTV™Story Published: May 1, 2008 at 9:02 PM PDT By Associated Press SEATTLE (AP) - A musician who was denied a liver transplant because he used marijuana with medical approval under Washington state law to ease the symptoms of advanced hepatitis C died Thursday. The death of Timothy Garon, 56, at Bailey-Boushay House, an intensive care nursing center was confirmed to The Associated Press by his lawyer, Douglas Hiatt, and Alisha Mark, a spokeswoman for Virginia Mason Medical Center, which operates Bailey-Boushay. Dr. Brad Roter, the physician who authorized Garon to smoke pot to alleviate for nausea and abdominal pain and to stimulate his appetite, said he did not know it would be such a hurdle if Garon were to need a transplant. The case has highlighted a new ethical consideration for those allocating organs for transplant, especially in the dozen states that have medical marijuana laws: When dying patients need a t

Alligator-for Caty
Primal Energies The Crocodile or Alligator totem contains the unbridled creative forces of the world, the fury and ferocity of Primal Energies. It is the symbol of creation and destruction. The Crocodile or Alligator is the keeper and protector of all knowledge. She is the primal mother in whom all knowledge rests and waits to be born. People with a Crocodile or Alligator totem have the opportunity to develop new wisdom but they must be careful not to be consumed by this wisdom. Study each bit of knowledge carefully before going on to the next. Care of the eyes is important for Crocodile or Alligator people. Also beneficial are breathing techniques like those practiced in Yoga. When a Crocodile or Alligator shows up look for an opportunity to touch very primal energies. There will be an opportunity for new knowledge and wisdom.

Bad Girl
I lick my lips in fear and apprehension, knowing I'm in trouble. Not only did I disobey a command, but I also came without permission. This was unacceptable to you. Worse yet, I know you are disappointed in me. I sigh softly and lower my head, ashamed of disappointing you. Suddenly, you clamp a pair of nipple clamps on my nipples at the same time, and tighten them painfully causing me to cry out. Mercifully, you loosen them enough to make them barely tolerable. "You were a bad girl angel; now I have to punish you. I don't enjoy it, but how else will you learn? You do want to be my good girl, don't you angel?" You ask softly and I quickly nod, wanting that more than anything. "Good. Now bend over, try to relax, and just trust me." I do as you say and bend over, trying to relax for you. Closing my eyes, I breathe deeply and my body settles. You gently start kneading my ass, applying a gently pressure against my anus and I moan softly, thinking you mean to give me an enema. You chuc

More And More Fakes!
I am SOOO tired of seeing a pic of a hot one go by on the scroll bar and pulling up a plug-ugly! I mean damn, people. If you can't even be honest about your pictures, what else are you gonna lie about! Damn...

Voice - Original Short Verse
She smiles, and the fire burns away The night doesn't seem so black She laughs and the world starts a day And the feelings come back She moves, and my eyes cant look away every step, every breath, all I see She speaks, and there is nothing left to say The voice of my angel speaks to me

What You Use Too(poem)
im not a preacher i just say te good word speak for those lost souls..im lost but found now i see. some people are cold but where the love cause there already so much war. what you use to being mad acting all fool im tell you sometimes it best to be cool. i done lost friends to death friends fron lies. some gone to jail for lving that life. what you use too...you keep doing what you doing. soon or later you find out worng what you doing. take sip of drink set back a think all the time past gone you think about to much you cant sleep. heavy as the head that wear a crown no wants to be king you not rule a damn thing. say what i want freedom of speech like ur free to be dum we smart with something and something i dont know...what you use too

Just Wondering......
Have you ever known somebody that you thought was such a great person and ended up having feelings for them, really attracted to them in every sense of the word.....then, they seem to 'change' and you find yourself not being attracted to them anymore ( no matter how 'good looking' they may be ) ??

Come Bid On Me :)
Own your FAVORITE FU! I have an auction going on RIGHT NOW. Go check out my pics folder labeled favorite fu auction. BID NOW! You can even own ME, the host!!! So get to bidding. Check out everyone thats in it. Throw some bids, if you can't... atleast rate the pictures. The contestants are also in the runnings for 10 bling and a 7 day blast... for the person with the MOST picture ratings!!!! UPDATE!!!! CONTEST ENDS MAY 6th at 7pm fu time (PST)!!! Here they are :)

Bill Gates High School Speech
This should be posted in all schools and work places Love him or hate him, he sure hits the nail on the head with this! Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world. Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2 : The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3 : You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4 : If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. Rule 5 : Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity. Rule 6: If

World Within Words
Throughout all my years as a young adult, I have made some completly wrong choices. Most of which I do regret, mainly for the fact that the latter stress made me depressed. The stress of doing those things from which I learned from. One of those things was the choice of relationships I partook. From instantly going after the first woman I saw, always came at a price. I felt it, and yet I sustained it. All I know from the learned information from the experiances I had, made me come to a grim realization that most females are quite the compassiontatly most spiteful creatures I had ever had the chance to encounter. I am going somewhere with this, believe me. I have been thinking long and hard these past few years, alright, I have been thinking about all this for the past 5 to 10 years. All the wrong choices lead to all the right decisions. If that made any sense. Though I am usually very savvy when it comes to writing instead of speaking aloud, as this subject roles by, I am left w

Why Does It Always Have To Come Down To You Leavin'...
Jason Aldean with the lyric... So, I see that a few people are upset right now and I have a feeling that it may well be because of me. This kills me more than anyone not close to me will ever even grasp. Story. Of. My. Life. All I can really do is apologize to those I may have unknowingly hurt and admit that I'm a failure when it comes to keeping things strong.Please know that I do always try my best to put you before me because Jesus said that the first will be last and the last shall be first. I would encourrage those who are upset (even if it's not with me) to please come talk to me and we'll get through whatever is bothering you together. Ig I do turn out to be that which upsets you or has upset you, please by all means, let me know. We can and will get through it. I try not to shove my beliefs down you guys throats to much but, I have had this layed on my heart to say... I hope this blog finds everyone doing well and I hope it just encourrages those who aren't to

Phenomenal Woman
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me.

Lost Part Two
LOST PART TWO As you lay there body just racked with pleasure and fear. Voice’s murmur behind you, yet you can no make out what there saying. Then suddenly your kissed, a deep and passionate kiss, you taste yourself on his lips. As you feel yourself being lifted up, and lowered on to the man you feel his thick head of his cock spread your quivering, wet pussy lips. You moan in delight as the intrusion, as he went deeper you moan and take it all in. without thinking your begin to rock on him back and forth feeling him grow stiffer inside you throbbing in you, as you get into your rhythm another set of hands push you forward. As you fall on top of him his kisses your neck even more, and he lifts up in you and begins to cross your legs with his and pumps form underneath. Your feel your own juices dripping down and making his balls soaked with your cream. His hands running up and down your back grabbing your ass cheeks and spreading them, then you feel the other hand running inside you

Rates
Hey Girls! Hope you all had a marvelous Monday and your week has started off fabulously! I was trying to think what I could do as your Chief that would be special to you and the one thing I came up with is to give each of you all of my 11s. So, I'm going to start tomorrow at the top of my Hotties folder and IF you have 100 photos posted then I will rate 100 photos an 11. So yall bare with me during this time and I promise to get to each of you~ This will help you level and gain more FU points!~ Once I've finished this if you guys have any ideas that we can do as a team or as an entire Hottie group, please let me know!~

Moments
There are moments in your life that make you and sets the course for who your going to be. Sometimes they're little, subtle moments. Sometimes, they're big moments you never saw coming. No one asks for their life to change, but it does. It's what you do afterwards that counts. And that's when you find out who you are.

Tuesday! Tune In To Genocydal Empyre Omega...
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 5.6.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...Tuesday nights are shows dedicated to new bands' premiere songs and the infamous Millennium Omega segments hosted by Lady Misty! Tonight we premier... music from Xtractor and we treat you to a special Millennium Omega segment featuring an open discussion about the s

Best Time For Sex: Oh, 3 To 13 Minutes
By MEGAN K. SCOTT The Associated Press NEW YORK — Maybe men had it right all along: It doesn’t take long to satisfy a woman in bed. A survey of sex therapists concluded the optimal amount of time for sexual intercourse was 3 to 13 minutes. The findings, to be published in the May issue of the Journal of Sexual Medicine, strike at the notion that endurance is the key to a great sex life. If that sounds like good news to you, don’t cheer too loudly. The time does not count foreplay, and the therapists did rate sexual intercourse that lasts from 1 to 2 minutes as "too short." Researcher Eric Corty said he hoped to ease the minds of those who believe "more of something good is better, and if you really want to satisfy your partner, you should last forever." The questions were not gender-specific, said Corty (who, it must be noted, is male). But he said earlier research has shown that men and women alike want foreplay and sexual intercourse to last longer. Dr. Irwin Gol

Burma's Cyclone Death Toll Soars
Burma's cyclone death toll soars Many homes in the Irrawaddy river delta were destroyed by the cyclone Enlarge Image The death toll from Burma's devastating cyclone has now risen to more than 22,000, state media have said. Some 41,000 are also missing three days after Cyclone Nargis hit the country, causing a huge tidal surge to sweep inland, according to state radio. The report came as aid agencies begin what they expect to be a major relief operation to help tens of thousands left without clean water and shelter. Burma's government has been criticised over its handling of the crisis. A number of Burmese nationals and some foreigners have said they had not been properly warned by the country's military leaders about the approaching storm. Some witnesses have also said the government's response to the disaster has so far been slow and inadequate. New video shows the force of the cyclone which ripped through Burma US President George W Bush

Wtfff Read This Funny
SO like one min shes calling me a whore, because she thought I'd had wayy too much sex with alot of guys, but never did, she read my blog when i said i haven't had sex in 3 years, now she calls me a loser because i didnt have sex for 3 years. ROFL ROFL ROFL. sure, is that why you wrote in your journal that you haven't had sex in 3 years? ROFL ROFL ROFL. what a loser. nobody is that desperate that is why. but thanks for making my workout more entertaining chlamydia the child molesting crackwhore left by cute_as_a_kitten 29 minutes ago So I'm like sex aint important to me Sonya, I'm not in a hurry, I'd rather have sex with the one, and not be a whore like you probably were before you got married. left by MzCandyKisses just now

Beatuiful Goddess
went to bed last night and fell asleep woke to the site of a bright shining light and this light there stood the most amazing thing these eyes have seen it was a beatuiful goddees and she was here to rescue me she took me by my hand and we walked there the desert sands she looked into my eyes and and said she loved me for a long time then she took me home and laid me down ravaging my body like i was fresh meat when she was done she looked at me and said you are mine now new member of the dead and with her fangs still showing and dripping with blood she jumped out my window with a quick like lunge i sat up in my bed real quick thinking and wondering if she meant what she said what so i sit here today wondering and thinking into the night who in the hell was my sexy creature of the night

Who Are You?
accursed=" thou="thou" art="art" a="a" cancer="cancer" cast="cast" upon="upon" your="your" heart="heart" betrayal="betrayal" repaid="repaid" with="with" tears="tears" and="and" plague="plague" dead="dead" before="before" you="you" reach="reach" old="old" age="age" befall="befall" the="the" wickedest="wickedest" human="human" of="of" them="them" all="all" i="i" chant="chant" spit="spit" curse="curse" his="his" life="life" sealed="sealed" in="in" blood="blood" drawn="drawn" by="by" knife="knife" this="this" sacrifice="sacrifice" to="to" obtain="obtain" power="power" summoning="summoning" vengeance="vengeance" rise="rise" devour="devour" let="let" chaos="chaos" flow="flow" from="from" hands="hands" unseen="unseen" put="put" an="an" end="end" dreams="dreams" no="no" joy="joy" or="or" restful="restful" sleep="sleep" at="at" night="night" replace="replace" good="good" terror="terror" fright="fright">

May
DO YOU KNOW THIS WOMAN? WELL YOU DO NOW! BOO BOO IS THE CALENDAR PLAYMATE FOR THE MONTH OF MAY! This month was very hard for me to decide on who I thought was worthy to be This Months Calendar Playmate. Boo Boo is The Founder of The Shadow Leveling Family! One I am Proud To Be Apart Of. Boo Boo works really hard at making sure that all who need to be leveled is leveled. And helps out where ever is needed on Fubarland. And very rarely seldom asks for help in Return. That Alone Is Why I choose BOO BOO For The Calendar Playmate for May! So If You Haven't Stopped By And ...Fanned, Rated, or Added Boo Boo to your list.... Then Start Now! She is Totally Awesome and I have Tremendous Respect for this LiL' Boooo ¢¾ BooBoo ¢¾ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar I keep a eye out for those that are just too helpful and shows being a TRU-FU..Its getting harder for me to choose. WHO WILL BE JUNE'S CALENDAR PLAYMATE? Could It Be You? THIS

One I've Written
what length of time has transpired what insight is gained? only that i envy you who never wondered too much the more i witness, the more information i have: the less i feel is understood i'm desperate for some underlaying truth to calm me give me peace gnawing implications terrify me to believe there is none how cruel to let me think there had to be? again i find myself being lowered more and more steeply, looking to an impossible peak, just as it crumbles, crushing me beneath blatently untrue; deliberate inflictions where do the points meet? can it be; there's truly no sense we can make of this world? chaos, coincidence, apathy, ignorance. a jumble, a sequence of events meant to confuse and despair.

How Badly Did I Screw Up&is There A Way To Fix?
well this should be a granddaddy of a first blog...here goes I met the most beautiful and sexiest women ever playing darts for a friend of mine one night and it got to be a regular deal me playing with them on sunday nights.We quickly became friends and we talked about alot of things over the course of 5 months.she is divorced with three children but damn i tell ya she looks more 22 than 42. Finally we exchanged numbers but we never really talked on the phone just texted one another from time to time.She had a business trip to Florida so i wrote her a letter so that it would be at her house when she got home i just told her how i felt about her. But then things got stupid i would call after a night of drinking but of course she wouldnt answer...eventually she sent me a text telling me that all the texts and calls where freaking her out..and i havent seen or talked to her in a month BUT i would love to at least say i am sorry cause the last thing i wanted to do was to freak her out...

Beef Tenderloin With Texas Caviar
Beef Tenderloin with Texas Caviar Ingredients: 2 lbs. beef tenderloin roast seasoned salt and pepper to taste Texas Caviar ingredients: 1 medium tomato, diced 4 green onions, chopped 1 tsp. minced garlic 1/2 green bell pepper, diced 1/4 cup fresh cilantro, chopped fine 1/2 cup mild picante sauce 1 can black-eyed peas Instructions: Rub outside of tenderloin with seasoned salt and pepper. Roast in a pre-heated 225-degree oven for 1 hour. Let stand for 15 minutes before slicing. Cut into ½ inch slices and serve with Texas Caviar Texas Caviar: Combine all ingredients in a bowl. Mix well. Cover and refrigerate overnight before serving. Serves 4-6 Grilled Beef Steak Verciano Ingredients: 1 large (1-1/2 pound) chuck steak 1/2 cup dry red wine 2 tbsp soy sauce 1 tbsp Worcestershire sauce 2 tsp. dried rosemary 2 large cloves garlic, chopped Instructions: Mix ingredients other than steak in a large glass baking dish. Crush rosemary to release the oi

July 19 2008 Fubar Party In Tulsa, Ok!!!
Alrighty, we had a BLAST in Arlington, Texas in April! See my three folders of party pictures!!! Our SECOND Fubar party will be in Tulsa, Oklahoma scheduled for Saturday, July 19th. We're scouting for the perfect club or casino even. So far going: ~ Barb ~ Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR Team Captain/Sarge's Bad Girl/RisingStar ~@ fubar ~Bev ~ tarnishedhalo@ fubar ~ Deb ~ from TX ~ ~Blueroses~Sarge's Bad Girls~@ fubar ~ Mel ~ from TN ~ TrainWreck*Club FAR Greeter*Sarge's Bad Girl@ fubar ~ Amber ~ from Texas ~ Sexy Green Eyes@ fubar ~ Nikki ~ from TX is working on going ~ ^sin^-Enforcer@ Flirtations¢¾fu gf 2 sexy sheila¢¾fu owned by texassean&emt380&dj iizzii@ fubar ~ Shari ~ from Texas ~ ♥ Brown Eyed Girl ♥™

Invitation For Memorial Day Celebration!
Alright all, on behalf of Soldiers Playground2 Lounge. I want to extend an invitation to come to my lounge for a Memorial Day Party to honor those who died, are serving, have served, the families and all you supporters out there. They deserve every bit of support, love, respect from us for what they have done or are doin! I hope to see you there on May 26th at ANY time, tell ur friends, family, fans, fellow soldiers, veterans, supporters!! Tell EVERYONE in FUBAR Land all about it and take this ribbon and wear it proud on that day, make it the weekend as ur default pic. Stop by my page, rip it, take all the support pics you want from me its open to you.(Mî¢hèlè-DJ Tiggysbabe) ♥Tîggý'$ Mî¢hèlè♥ Øwñè® ºƒ §ºldîè®$ ¶låýg®ºµñd²@ fubar We want them to know how much we got in support for them! See you there, stop by lounge anytime you want until then, SEE YOU THERE

I Love You
Shall I run or hide And die inside Or pretend That I never knew you, even as a friend? Can I go back in time, Before your hand was in mine, Or erase the kiss, That I will forever miss, Or forget your eyes That seem to hypnotize? Can my mind erase The feel of your embrace? How can I forget all of this And pretend it doesn't exist? I want you to know one thing that will never end - my love for you. I love you, my friend

Look Within
There is so much beauty in This wondrous, blue rose If only we could capture it Within our very souls If we could take its beauty And apply the glow within Search a little deeper In the soul beneath our skin Take what it does stand for And shed its love abroad Don't hide the glow within you But share the love of God You know you can't touch beauty Without it rubbing off on you And spreading it to others In the kindness that you do There lies within each one of us The beauty like this rose When it's used in touching others Then its beauty overflows

The Mayonaisse Jar!!!
The Mayonnaise Jar When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, When 24 Hours in a day is not enough, Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students If the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open jar and filled the Areas between the golf balls. He then asked The students again If the jar was full.. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand And poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded With an unanimous 'yes.' The professor then produced Two cups of coffee from under the table And poure

Rangers 3-1 Dundee Utd
Rangers 3-1 Dundee Utd By Thomas McGuigan Novo punished United with some razor sharp finishing Rangers moved to within a point of league leaders Celtic with a game in hand following a controversial victory over Dundee United. Nacho Novo calmed early Rangers nerves in the seventh minute when he headed home Kevin Thomson's free-kick. The Spaniard doubled Rangers' lead soon after with a superb volley. United had a goal wrongly chalked-off for offside and were denied a penalty before Mark De Vries pulled on back. Jean-Claude Darcheville sealed the win. Rangers knew victory at Ibrox would put them to within one point of league leaders Celtic with a game in hand, while United still had designs on third spot. Noel Hunt spurned a great chance after five minutes when he headed wide from Michael Kovacevic's cross. Novo punished United moments later when he headed home Thomson's free-kick with the visitors' defence posted missing. The Spaniard doubl

Life,love An Relationships
Ok, let me start off by saying that my views on life, love, and relationships are not what most people would consider "normal". Well, anyone who knows me knows that I'm not "normal" nor do I wish to be. So, if you're narrow minded and shallow....stop reading now and move along. I don't want to hear about how immoral I am or how your opinions are different from mine. I simply don't care. I am who I am and I won't change my mind because you don't like it. Now, I believe that life is a gift. It's given to us to enjoy and to live the way we choose to live it. I get so sick of hearing people on this site telling other people they are wrong for being gay, bisexual, not believing in God, or any other "different" way of life. Just because someone is not kissing your ass and pretending to be someone they aren't doesn't make them bad or wrong or immoral. Take love and relationships for example. I have seen so many people who are confused or upset because they are in love with more than one p

Re: Wannabe "virus" Prince Philip Attacks Big Families
RE: Wannabe "Virus" Prince Philip Attacks Big Families ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 12 May 2008, 12:30 Wannabe "Virus" Prince Philip Attacks Big Families Nazi collaborator and racist advocate of mass genocide Prince Philip, a man who has often expressed his desire to return to the earth as a "deadly virus" to thin the human population, says that there are too many people in the world as he attacked large families in a television interview set to air this week. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/051208_prince_philip. htm

Re: Tommy Chong Doubts Official 9/11 Story
RE: Tommy Chong Doubts Official 9/11 Story ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 09 May 2008, 22:17 Tommy Chong Doubts Official 9/11 Story Speaking with the Alex Jones Show, actor Tommy Chong, whose offices were subject of a raid this week by the FBI who seized 10,000 political DVD's, said he "absolutely" doubted the official story of 9/11 and compared it to the JFK assassination in that the truth will take many years to finally come out. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/050908_tommy_chong. htm

Memorial Day Celebration, You Gotta Come!
Am givin away 20,000 fu bucks for my 200th member to subscribe with us. You interested!!? Come show ur Love n Support to our Military, Veterans & Families!! They deserve it ALL from us supporters!! On Behalf of SP2, we will also be hosting a Memorial Day Celebration on the weekend of Memorial day. We would like to welcome EVERYONE they deserve it! Hope to see you there! CUM AND ENTERTHE LOST SOULS LOUNGE!!!

Tags Are Completed
*ATTENTION* ALL JUSTICE LEAGUE TEAM I HAVE FINISHED THE JUSTICE LEAGUE ID'S IF YOU DO NOT HAVE ONE...PLEASE PRIVATE MESSAGE ME...WITH A PIC THAT YOU WANT TO USE AND WITH ANY SUPER HERO YOU ADORE... WE ONLY HAVE A FEW VILLAINS AS WELL..WE WANT MORE OF THEM! SO IF YOU ARE NOT A MEMBER OF THE JUSTICE LEAGUE AND YOU WANT TO BE APART OF THIS FUN CROWD THEN TALK TO WONDER WOMAN THIS IS HER LINK WONDER_WOMAN™_Founder_Of_Justice_League_OWNED_BY_CHUCKIIBOO_Fu-Owner_Of_Joe_&_Bass Tracker@ fubar IF I HAVE MISSED YOU...I WENT IN ORDER AS THEY WERE COMIN IN! AGAIN CONTACT ME PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH YOUR FAVORITE SUPER HERO OR VILLAIN I HAD FUN BUT I HAD SUPER HEROES COMIN OUT OF MY DREAMS LOL WAS QUITE FUNNY! HERE ARE SOME OF THE FINISHED PRODUCT

Lounge Act: Chatter
Is it me, or do most 'Lounges', or chat rooms as they used to be called, have very little substance at all in the converations? A lot of 'hello's' and 'goodbye's' followed by half-assed flirting, and smiley faces, as well as goofy prescription based acts typed out to suggestive themes, or general expressions. There really doesn't seem to be much that these places really offer. At least if you are looking to really throw down, in perhaps a debate, or any deep conversation.

Loss
rick's mom, my mother in law, Judy, died yesterday morning. she was like a 2nd mom to me and i'm taking it almost as badly as he is. she died in her sleep, they're estimating between 3 and 4:30am. he got one of those weird feelings about 4:33am. i'm going with that as time of death. he's taking it extra hard because he called several times sunday to wish her a happy mother's day and couldn't get through bc she was on the phone with terry and janet. so he figured he'd call yesterday. never got the chance. doesn't help that he's on this whole "i've lost both women that i love" kick. dad said she was having a really good day - down on the floor even playing with the puppy. and now she's gone. just didn't wake up. i guess it's better that way, that she went peacefully, but it doesn't make it easier for any of us, not having any time to prepare. darion seems to be doing alright. i figured he would - i remember being that age and losing my grandparents. you just kind of move on. i'm lucky i

Rangers Convoy Hits Road To Final
Rangers convoy hits road to final Stevie prepares to lead off the convoy in his brightly-decorated Jeep In pictures: The Rangers exodus The land invasion of Manchester got under way as hundreds of Rangers fans joined a colourful convoy of cars and vans heading for the Uefa Cup Final. More than 100 vehicles decorated with balloons, flags and scarves set off from Ibrox at 1000 GMT. The convoy drove through the centre of Glasgow before snaking its way south towards Manchester. Many fans had travelled from across the world to join the party despite not having tickets for the match. The convoy had been organised through the Follow Follow supporters' website by a 41-year-old fan who gave his name only as Stevie. He led off the procession in a black Jeep that had been covered from bonnet to boot in Rangers colours. Music blared out from its stereo while the huge crowd that had gathered to enjoy the carnival atmosphere outside the stadium cheered and waved

Poem: The Chair
Dance for me....seductively... With my clothes on grindin' like you phuckin' me.... Handcuffed to the chair.... Blindfolded are you still there??? Ol' school songs play lightly in the background Is that some Marvin??? Girl it's on now!!! I'mma show you what sexual healin' is about Keep dancin'....grindin' on me nibblin' at my ear Tellin' me things that I wanna hear.... While unbuttonin' my pants and shirt unloosin' the tie Rubbin' your hands on my thigh..... Just a lil' to the left I'm thinkin'... Then you disappear 10 seconds felt like eternity The anticipation is burnin' me Something warm on my manhood... Felt like the your hotbox naw the fellatio is just that good Why you stop??? Don't stop!!! Cold tongue touchin' the tip??? Is that ice??? Yeeesssss!!! I scream in excitement... Okay stop...stop...STOP!!! I can't take it anymore!!! Phuckin' cuffs...not fair... Let me have one hand free So I can push you off at lease Or run my hands through your hair Don't rea

Update 4
Well the healing process continues and we continue to be hopeful. Joey has been trying really hard to do what the dr has asked of him (stay off his foot, keep it elevated, watch his sugar levels, ect.) so hopefully things will be good. But as things do with him, his foot is not healing quite the way the dr was hoping it would. Its still a "bigger" wound than he expected by now, we are having problems keeping it "dry" so the skin around the wound and the stitches is white and maserated (breaking down). Not sure what the dr is going to want us to do. Last week they had us keep the wound vac off for a few days, but now that its been back on, its looking almost as bad as it did before they took the thing off :( We will keep trying and hope the dr can figure out why its doing this like this. He seems very confused as to why there is so much moisture under the tape for the wound vac by the stitches. They should of been healed up already, but seems they aren't. I hope they get h

What You Think
There is at least one person on your friends list that wants to f*ck the hell out of you!! So lets play the Sex or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to f*ck the person who posts this, send them a MSG saying "yep, I'd hit it." SCARED? lol This is funny. YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS and see who replies

Father/son Stuff
My son might be a teenager now, and when his friends are along he might not always pay as much attention to me, but he still wants me there for everything. Tommorrow is a school field trip, and he has me going along. :) Then in the evening he has a school concert. I am sure in between we will find something to do as well. Last weekend he had a music competition for school. They did great... taking 4 first place trophies and 2 other awards for 2 of the individuals. The best part for me was just being there for him. He called me at least a dozen times on Saturday. His mom did go for part of it, but it was my cell ringing all the time when he wanted to tell someone something exciting. Or to ask for something lol. We talk every night. And usually when its time to hang up, he doesn't want to. He wants to keep talking, even with nothing to say. Whenever I am driving out there, he calls at least once. If I have my parents along for something they laugh, because he ALWAYS c

Re: Air Force Seeks Dominance Over "any And All" Computers
RE: Air Force Seeks Dominance Over "Any And All" Computers ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 14 May 2008, 22:17 Air Force Seeks Full Spectrum Dominance Over "Any And All" Computers The U.S. airforce has announced plans for a two-year, $11 million project that will seek the capability to hack into, fully control and even destroy any form of computer or network there is, in its ongoing "national cybersecurity initiative". http://infowars. net/articles/may2008/140508Computers. htm

Nsfw Pictures
Seriously...what self-respecting woman would put suggestive or naked pictures of her self on the damn internet? I don't care if you fucking put it as "private" ever heard of hackers? Someone is going to find a way to see them or you're going to be stupid enough to allow people YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW to view them! Just because you have spoken to them on the internet doesn't mean you fucking know the person or can trust them. What the hell are you going to do if someone saves the pictures without you knowing and then puts them on other sites. Millions of people could see a picture of your fucking bare tits or p****! Who wants that? And guys...really going into your profile and seeing pictures of your dick and you fucking random girls really isn't attractive and DOESN'T TURN ANYONE ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What do you not get about that? Maybe its just me but I know that looking at pictures of a random guys dick doesn't get me horny. If you have a big dick or think you do then GOOD

This Is Lyrics To Flock Of Seagulls I Ran Its A Gd Tune I Have The Video In My Stash Use Should Check It Out :)
I walked along the avenue. I never thought Id meet a girl like you; Meet a girl like you. With auburn hair and tawny eyes; The kind of eyes that hypnotize me through; Hypnotize me through. And I ran, I ran so far away. I just ran, I ran all night and day. I couldnt get away. A cloud appears above your head; A beam of light comes shining down on you, Shining down on you. The cloud is moving nearer still. Aurora borealis comes in view; Aurora comes in view. And I ran, I ran so far away. I just ran, I ran all night and day. I couldnt get away. Reached out a hand to touch your face; Youre slowly disappearing from my view; Disappearing from my view. Reached out a hand to try again; Im floating in a beam of light with you; A beam of light with you. And I ran, I ran so far away. I just ran, I ran all night and day. I couldnt get away.

05/15/08
"The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing, and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares." Henri Nouwen

Waaahhh...... I Got My Fu-feelings Hurt... Lol...
Well, I've been on Fubar since sometime in March I think & I've finally run across my first Fu-Asshole... He got mad & called me a cunt because I wouldn't give out my Yahoo ID to him... Said he wasn't here to "audition" for me.... I've got news for him, I'm not here to give out my Yahoo ID to every creep that asks, begs, or demands it... Fuck him! He even rated me a 1... If the jerk had bothered to read my profile he would've saved himself some energy from getting all pissed off, because I've got it stated quite plainly that I don't give my Yahoo out to just anybody... So, I am a cunt now... Hahahahaha.... He can go kiss my Fu-Ass....

Life Iscrazy
wow i change so much from lil kid to now but now i'm still trouble lolz but at least i still look good but kinda the same person and same personailty yup..... so therefore i had 2 create a blog 'cause' i'm bored!!!!

A Season Of Solitude
From time to time, I would stop by to pick up a blog entry and send it to another site , but I haven't been here in ages. So much has happened, so much has challenged me, and so much has changed that I'm not even the same person I was last week, much less last year. I delude myself in thinking that anyone on this site would even remember me, much less care, about where I've been, what I've done and what I've seen. Isn't that what blogging is for: self delusion for self medication? It numbs the heart against the pain of past choices and mistakes. Everything seems so long ago. In the last year I have: 1. Moved to southern California 2. quit my job and started a business 3. Finished work on 2 plays in pre-production 4. Fallen in love 5. Come back to earth and gotten serious In the last year, I have experienced homelessness, despair, love, hope, hopelessness, fear, joy, freedom and breaking free from the mental slavery that drives us all toward bleak nothingness.

I'm Nothing To The World!
ALL I TOUCH AND KNOW GOSE TO HELL I CANT LOVE,LIVE,FIGHT,SPEEK MY MIND OR HAVE FEELING'S SO IF YOU WISH NOT TO BE MY FRIEND I COULD CARE LESS, LOVE IS UGLY,HATEFUL,FOOLISH AND STUPID AND DEAD TO ME SO IF YOU DONT LIKE ME NOW MOVE THE F%^K ON AND GET OUT OF MY LIFE YOU CAN THANK bobby.arney FOR THIS HE IS MY HELL! MY REASON FOR BEING THE WAY I HAVE BECOME! I HAVE NO LOVE LEFT MY HEART IT'S BLACK,COLD AND HARD ALL THAT I WAS OR KNEW IS GONE I'M JUST A BLACK HOLE ON THIS WORLD!! DONT HAVE PITY FOR ME OR TRY TO SAVE ME THERE IS NO SAVING ME THE ONE WHO CAN WILL SOMEDAY AND IF NOT I'LL BE IN HELL SEE YOU THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Frustrated
I had a BIG post POSTED ON HERE AND IT GETS REMOVED It really irks me of the people we have in 'power' here to not let others HAVE their OPPINIONS. Took me A couple of HOURS TO WRITE THAT FUCKING POST. SO YEA I'M FUCKING PISSED. YOU WOULD BE TOO, IF IT HAPPENED TO YOU.

Show Him Love
Please go show this man some love. He is very sweet,kind and caring. Rate,fan,add him. Rate his stash and pictures. But if you go to his page at least rate him. He is the coolest man you will ever meet so go love him. :) Here is his link. $ç()øTëR™-(Lori's Hubby)-{Fu-owned by Ashley}-[Demon Crew recruiter]-{ShadowLeveler}@ fubar

Despite The Sunburn. . .
Today has been a pretty good day so far, for me anyway. I got up early this morning so I could get my fishing license. A good friend and I have been trying to find time for some fishing, but something always comes up so we have not been able to till today. We got out to the dam around nine and started casting. Despite our persistence it was just too windy to get anything. We packed things up around noon and drove back into town to grab a bite to eat at the new restaurant that just opened up last week: Hooters. I know, I know, "Hooters is so tacky". Well yeah, but have you met me? I am tacky, I enjoy the female form and I enjoy food. I get to be a pig twice over. The place really is the best. The food isn't the best, but it is serviceable, and really who goes to Hooters for the food? While sitting there taking in the atmosphere I realized something; I was in the sun for a long time and my arms were a little warm. Ahhhh, the first sunburn of the year. I rubbed on some aloe

Lonely
She felt so lonely, so crazily lonely Her need for conversations But only when shes' lonely, for her man She sees faces manly faces Only when she goes places, in her dreams Her man takes her for granted Every lonely little day She has her hot fevers But only when she is lonely That is why, when she cry Those hot flames of love just die Leaving her lonely, ever so lonely God only knows how lonely, love can be Yes Lord shes' the victim of invisible Men

Sweet Dreams
Dream sweet the whole night through May angels keep watch over you May your dreams be filled with joy and peace May your stresses melt away and release So when you greet the coming day light There will be a smile on your face and all will feel right A hope that you will carry good feeling all through the day And spread peace and joy to all you meet along the way By R. Thomas Dinsmore love and joy to you and to my wife who inspires me in so many ways.

Laughter
Laughter It's like I cant stand the world today You bring such laughter into my life You make me smile at night I wouldn't have it any other way This isn't to say I love you But more a way to show gratitude You are like a cold summer breeze To be around you, comforts me I'm at ease If you need me, you can find me This is the only way I can show it You make me laugh when everything's blurry Not quite sure, but i'm sure you know it I'll be there, even if you can't see me Hiding in the shadows Waiting till you can laugh with me A special request for Sazzy!!! Yw Babe!

The Simple Truth Of The Matter Is
good quotes......."if you love something let it go, if it comes back to you its yours if not it never was." "wanting and wishing aren't gonna get you anywhere doing and pursuing will.'' Listen to the logic side of your heart" "over 1,000,000 times I have failed, and that is why I suceed." "Dare to be different" "take a walk in the pouring rain" "don't get an STD" "don't trick people into doing something they don't want to" "be kind" "always believe in yourself" "use others doubts as fuel to your fire" "Set goals, achieve them, and then set more goals" "always have a direction to follow, but if there are flowers along the way make sure you stop and smell them" "be aware of our priorities, be responsible, have respect" "Fall in love, but only when your ready to be able to give them your heart and give them the ability to crush it but trust them enough not to" "love the life you live, live the live you love" and when someone calls you wierd simply enjoy the fact that you are not the

The Most Common Disorder Diagnosised In The United States
Diagnostic criteria for 301.83 Borderline Personality Disorder (cautionary statement) A pervasive pattern of instability of interpersonal relationships, self-image, and affects, and marked impulsivity beginning by early adulthood and present in a variety of contexts, as indicated by five (or more) of the following: (1) frantic efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment. Note: Do not include suicidal or self-mutilating behavior covered in Criterion 5. (2) a pattern of unstable and intense interpersonal relationships characterized by alternating between extremes of idealization and devaluation (3) identity disturbance: markedly and persistently unstable self-image or sense of self (4) impulsivity in at least two areas that are potentially self-damaging (e.g., spending, sex, Substance Abuse, reckless driving, binge eating). Note: Do not include suicidal or self-mutilating behavior covered in Criterion 5. (5) recurrent suicidal behavior, gestures, or threat

Don't Touch Your Boob! It's Nsfw!!
Yeah apparently even if your hand is only RESTING on your boob (with a shirt on mind you) it's considered NSFW. How STUPID this site has become and it's fucked up rules. There is NOWHERE in the damn "bible" (which I think they should change that name but that's my opinion which obviously don't mean shit here)that states no touching of the boob with shirt on. Which all this I find out after a TRAINEE goes through my default album which pissed me off because I didn't know she was a trainee, just thought it was another one of those stupid chicks that like to go through and flag everything they wished they had. So umm yeah I said a few things :D Even more amusing to me, while I am in the "support lounge", which all they do is copy & paste from the so called "rules", another one of my pics gets flagged. So unless you want a bouncer to go through your pics while just simply asking a question (my question was if a hand is on your boob is it considered NSFW) then don't go to the support lounge

Users Are Losers!!!!!!!!!!!
It would be so nice if people would just let us know they are gonna play nice, until they get what they want, and then just forget we exist. I have been going through alot of this lately,as you might have seen in my past blogs. I am real, and when I tell someone I will NOT diss them, or forget they exist, I mean what I say. I have had so many people tell me "what I want to hear", and then after they get what they want from me, they either ignore me when I try to talk to them, or they give excuses. PEOPLE.....GROW UP! And realize that others have feelings, and some of us get our feelings hurt quicker than others. If you just wanna play games, be honest and say that!!!!!!!!!!!!! My friendship with people is important to me, but it seems some people pretend they care for awhile. IM SICK OF IT NOW. I am learning to not trust anyone, and I hate feeling this way. Either be nice...or just move on and don't even bother to try to become my friend. At this point, I would rather be lo

My Page
Ok guys, this may sound stupid, but hey, I'm taking that chance. I have no clue how to add things to my stash, add a guestbook, music, pics anything. Though there have been many who have been helpful, the technical side of my brain is not grasping the concepts. Anyone out there care to help me out?? I will show my appreciation......

Furniture
Wearing only her birthday suit, BabyDoll stands before the fireplace, watching the flames dance merrily before her. she wonders what Master Scott has in mind as she listens to Him moving around behind her, but does not dare to turn her head to look lest He spank her. Then again, a spanking may be just what she needs about now. But she decides not to tempt fate, and remains standing, as straight and tall as possible, practically at attention, watching the flames and wondering what the Dominant has in store for her tonight. That He has not set out any bondage paraphernalia beforehand is a bit unusual, so perhaps He will simply order her about tonight. Or maybe He just wishes to look at her instead - a thought which brings a slight blush to her face and chest. Or perhaps He has already laid out the items for tonight's exquisite torture, but in the bedroom, and He intends to lead her there shortly. her mind occupied with these thoughts, BabyDoll does not hear her Master step up

Been Awhile
Its been a week since I last blogged. I guess I have not really had that much to say, or at least not that much I felt like saying lol. The last few months have made me more cautious about what I share, even with my closest friends. Work is busy. I finished up the one project and have moved on to the next. And there are 10 more behind that one. Seems like over the last year it has been feast or famine, so I won't complain and go with the feast. I'm free from being church treasurer! So much of a burden lifted from me. I had actually started to want to avoid church because of it. It is so nice to be getting points for being online here again, though I have only had one other friend say they were getting them. I felt like it would be 6 years until I leveled. The other day when I started getting the points I figured at that rate it would only be around 74 days lol. I guess that is it for now. That's why I have not been blogging.. not really anything important to say l

Mixed Writings
There's a darkening sky before me. There's no time to prepare. Salvage a lost horizon But no regrets from me. Maybe I'll be back some other day. To live again, just who can say. In what shape or form that I might be. Just another chance for me. A hurried time, no disgrace, instead of racing to conclusion’s, wishing all my life away, no-one can stop me now. Time is up, it couldn't last, there's more things I'd like to do, I'm coming back, to try again, some day maybe I'll wait till then. They're all sitting at my table. Talking tall and drinking wine. Their time is up just like me but they just don't know it yet. So just a word of warning When you're in your deepest dreams. There's nothing you can hide from. The all seeing eye is watching. The clock is fast. The hour is near. The minutes go by. The seconds seem like eternity. Eventful pasts are ever clear. As the moment feels infinite. The future awaiting its arrival. My life is set. The time is her

Please Explain This!
There was this couple that was married for 20 years, and every time they had sex the husband always insisted on shutting off the lights. Well, after 20 years the wife felt this was stupid. She figured she would break him out of the crazy habit. So one night, while they were in the middle of doing it, she turned on the lights. She looked down and saw her husband was holding a dildo. She gets completely upset. "You impotent bastard," she screamed at him, "How could you be lying to me all of these years? You'd better explain yourself!" The husband looks her straight in the eyes and says, calmly... "I'll explain the dildo if you explain the kids Hug your kids tonight, there are alot of Soldiers and Sailors who wish they could.

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What A Month
this has been a fucked up month bc on May 18th it was my moms 5 months and the day my sister her son and boyfriend and my brother all lost their house bc of the guy next door they live in duplex well did and now they live with us 6 adults and 2 kids and its hard but we are thankful bc they are still alive u know but even thouht they dnt have a place to live their stuff wasnt messed up at all thank god u know... Anyways as of today May 22nd we got bad news my aunts cancer spread even more and only got a month or so to live how do u go from 6 months to 1 that i will never ever know but i hope things get better for are family soon...

6 Days & Countin
Well I go in on the 29th of this month, 6 days away. I go in 2day for my blood work & pre-op then it fun in the sun for Memorial weekend. I hope y'all have a gr8 weekend. Next postin will be on Tuesday the 27th party hard for me. I can't have any IBprofen or Tylonol so I don't want 2 take the chance of gettin a hang over...lol. Luv y'all

Linkin Park - Given Up
Wake in a sweat again Another day's been laid to waste In my disgrace Stuck in my head again Feels like I'll never leave this place There's no escape I'm my own worst enemy [chorus] I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say Take this all the way I'm suffocating Tell me what the f**k is wrong With me [end chorus] I don't know what to take Thought I was focused but Im scared I'm not prepared I hyperventilate Looking for help somehow somewhere And no one cares I'm my own worst enemy [chorus] I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say Take this all the way I'm suffocating Tell me what the f**k is wrong With me [end chorus] [bridge] Goddddddd!!!! Put me out of my misery Put me out of my misery Put me out of my Put me out of my f**king misery [end bridge] [chorus] I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say Take this all the way I'm suffocating Tell me what the f

This Saturday, Geomega Rocks The Joint!
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 5.24.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...Saturday shows feature interviews! Tonight we will be interviewing... everyone, again! Open phone lines, people! If nobody bites I'm doing a Millennium Omega seg that I was supposed to do on Tuesday. :PLord Genocyde will also be debuting new music TBA (maybe)... an

Memorial Day
The elderly parking lot attendant wasn't in a good mood! Neither was Sam Bierstock. It was around 1 a.m., and Bierstock, a Delray Beach , Fla. , eye doctor, business consultant, corporate speaker and musician, was bone tired after appearing at an event. He pulled up in his car, and the parking attendant began to speak. 'I took two bullets for this country and look what I'm doing,' he said bitterly. At first, Bierstock didn 't know what to say to the World War II veteran. But he rolled down his window and told the man, 'Really, from the bottom of my heart, I want to thank you.' Then the old soldier began to cry. 'That really got to me,' Bierstock says. Cut to today. Bierstock, 58, and John Melnick, 54, of Pompano Beach - a member of Bierstock's band, Dr. Sam and the Managed Care Band - have written a song inspired by that old soldier in the airport parking lot. The mournful 'Before You Go' does more than salute those who fought in WWII. It encourages people to go ou

Week One Is Done!!!
Well now!!! Week one is over - and how did it fare? I don't know, I'm still recovering. This is boot camp, and something they don't let on until you get here. The truck left at 5pm on Sunday, and returned at 2am on Saturday, with dedicated Toyota parts going from Portland Maine, other [arts from Penn, Vt.',ec. My trainer and I put on well over 6000 miles this week - I tallied it and I drove close to 4000 of them. We had exactly 2 hours of down time, the schedules are that close. I am still grinding the gears a bit, but not bad. There is definitely a science to it, and once you put it all together, it works well...but you don't learn it overnight. There is a lot these folks need to know, and the old breed of mother trucker is dying out for a reason. The first night I drove until 3 am ( I was beginning to have actual hallucinations ) aand spent a rough night in the back, not used to the bouncing around. After that, my trainer says that my snores never missed a beat. It's

Have A Happy & Safe Memorial Day
CLICK ON UNDERLINED LINK TO GET IN TO SWEETWATER'S HOPE YOU HAVE A SAFE and HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY.......IF YOU CAN, STOP BY SWEETWATERS FOR OUR 3 DAY DEDICATION TO OUR MILITARY GUYS and GALS, MAY 25TH - 27TH. ....FOR OUR FALLEN WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN, OUR HEROS THAT GAVE ALL FOR US. .......THANX, HUGZ......JADEFree Comments & Graphics

Word Play
Word Play mark as unread The Washington Post's Style Invitational asked readers to take any word from the dictionary, alter it by adding, subtracting, or changing one letter, and supply a new definition. Here are this year's winners: 1. Bozone (n.): The substance surrounding a stupid person that stops bright ideas from penetrating. The bozone layer, unfortunately, shows little sign of breaking down in the near future. 2. Foreploy (v): Any misrepresentation about yourself for the purpose of getting laid. 3. Cashtration (n.): The act of buying a house, which renders the subject financially impotent for an indefinite period. 4. Giraffiti (n): Vandalism spray-painted very, very high. 5. Sarchasm (n): The gulf between the author of sarcastic wit and the person who doesn't get it. 6. Inoculatte (v): To take coffee intravenously when you are running late. 7. Hipatitis (n): Terminal coolness. 8. Osteopornosis (n): A degenerate disease. (This one got extra credit.)

Help My Fiance Out!
My Fiance just joined FUBAR yesterday but she could use some support. Please rate/fan/add or whatever else you can do to make her feel at home! Her member name is FOXYEYEZZ. Thanks in advance!

In Case Anyone Wanted To Know
this might take a minute or two to load, but it's what I do... I built and wired this robotic welding cell in 2005. Did everything but the programming because at the time it was a bit advanced for me. that's me sitting on the floor starting in June, I'll be traveling all over the US and Canada, servicing this very same kind of machinery.

Is Iraq Worth It?
Today i got a phone call from my half brothers mom. She called to tell me that my brother was found in his hotel room this morning. He had apperently commited suicide with only a note taped to the mirror saying "This is the only way to stop the nightmares." This is my brother, my hero...He proudly served in the USMC for 5 years, and spent 3 of them in Iraq...He was recently discharged and had aquired a well paying job at the pentagon...just yesterday we were talking on the phone about his coming up here to visit me...Our troops are coming back home with PTSD like never before and the military is just cutting them lose to take care of themselves. Is iraq really worth losing all of these soldiers over...what are we really fighting for?

My Daughters Boyfriend
I have never hated anyone before in my life but my daughters fella is a lieing cheating fucker he tells my daughter what to do as if she dont have a mind of her own yes they had a baby together but im not allowed to look after my grand daughter because he says iam a bad mum for kicking my daughter out of my house I only did it for so that my daughter would get housed. If I hadnt of done it she wouldnt be 10 weeks off getting her house she would be stuck at home with me and id of probley killed her fella by now as he calls me a slag and a fat whore yes by this Iam very pissed off and i want to get him out of my daughters lve but cant work out how to do it. He uses her as a punch bag and she would call the police on him she is frightened of him what can i do .Iam so fed up and i love my daughter and grand daughter with all my heart . I know what he is trying to do hes tryin to tip me over the edge but its not going to happen so id cut my arms up but it will never happen hes my pain in my

Free Will
I wrote a long dissertation on free will in my philosophy blog elsewhere, but would love to discuss some of it here. Most of you, if you are inclined to 'thinking', and I mean philsophical thinking, not opining, and forming baseless opinions on the immediacy of your own experience, and then subjecting the rest of us to it's force, than you will want to read some of this. For the most part it is difficult to really tackle such a subject without first having dealt with many other issue, and topics that have direct, and immediate import into such a thing as free will. So for some people this discussion is really like starting a novel in the middle and reading to the end. To start with, and certainly by no means end, we should consider that two terms free and will separately. As they may in fact have a different meaning apart from their famous grammatical, and literary relationship. Freedom for the most part,is as I have suggested elsewhere a logically

Laughter Excersizes
Laughter Exercises for Tough Times By Lynn Shaw, Laughter Therapist Dare we laugh during tough times? Given soaring gas prices, news of home foreclosures, a recession, endless war... It can literally make you cry. But consider that laughing and crying are on the same continuum, both designed to offer release and relief. During tough times we may think that laughter is inappropriate or an indication that we're not as serious as we "should" be. My belief is that it is in tough times that laughter is especially helpful to move us from intense introspection to connection with others, perhaps through service and outreach. Laughter is about connection, and I can't think of a better time to connect outside of self than during difficult times. So go ahead and laugh - and weep - simply because you can. And, if you need a jumpstart, here are some ideas to help get you laughing: 1. Laugh with a friend - Call the one person you know will absolutely laugh - no preliminary conversations

Just Another Day....
Had a client meeting scheduled for 1:00 today. Not a nearby client so I called first.. she is 85+ miles away. She had scheduled another appointment the same time.... and had not called to tell me. When I called she asked me to come early, but with the distance the earliest I could get there was 15 minutes. When I got there.. she had nothing I asked her to have ready. So I put in about 3 1/2 hours driving to meet with her 10 minutes. Wasted trip lol. At least it was a beautiful day and a nice drive :) Got another request to meet about doing work. The jobs or requests for quotes seeem to be coming in almost every other day now. It is amazing the turnaround from last year. I think I need an assistant :).

This Is Sum Funny Shit
Young Couple A young couple got married, and in their family, it was tradition that the best man dance with the bride for the first song. Well, this happened...but then they danced for the second song too. And the third. By the time the fourth song came on, the groom ran up and kicked the bride between the legs. A riot broke out, and all the invited guests were hauled off to jail. In court the next week, the judge asked the best man what happened. ''Your honor, we were just dancing, and the groom ran up and kicked the bride between the legs.'' ''That must have hurt,'' said the judge. ''No kidding,'' said the best man. ''I broke three of my fingers.''

Mar'....u Rock!
I'm just sitting here listening to Heart's Greatest Hits. Love that song "Magic Man". The lyrics, the music, the vocals...Anne Wilson is amazing! One of my sister's professors, when she was in school in seattle, was Heart's first producers...awesome cuz she would bring home copies of some of their first demo work and they were just cool to listen to. She and I used to sing in front of our bedroom mirror with our hairbrushes to Heart. I remember singing at the top of my lungs, like I was in concert, belting out the lyrics to "Even it up!" Me and my sister Mary were the two "performers" in the houshold. Free-spirits, if you will, creatively inspired...both of us still wondering, I think, what it is we want to be when we grow up! I miss her! In fact she called me yesturday but it was one of those days when we didn't have much to talk about yet we didn't want to hang up. Finally, she said "I just wanted to hear the sound of your voice..." and it was as if she

Please Help Me Someone
i need to know how to set up my page with all types of stuff on it. im new on this and my husband doesnt really know how to do it eaither so please someone help me or tell me step by step how to do it. thank u

A Shot Of Scotch And A Saxophone
A shot of scotch And the comfort of Darkness A streetlight shining through the window, Blues saxophone on the radio, And the sounds of the city, Turn my bedroom into film noir The Bottle does its trick That sweet-fire taste And there're tears on my face, But they shouldn't be there anymore The Bottle pours, My hand betrays me, And I have another Still plenty of that amber liquid, To chase the pain away And the sax is talking to me Telling me a sad story Of a love lost and a beautiful woman... I look down and find comfort In a pair of worn leather shoes, the familiar feeling of my .45, And the scotch burning its way down... No, she doesn't talk to me anymore Can't say that I blame her I wouldn’t talk to me either I watch the Bottle pour another...

I Carry Your Heart
I carry your heart with me, I carry it in my heart I am never without it, anywhere i go, you go, my dear and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling I fear not fate, for you are my fate, my sweet I want no world, for Beautiful, you are my world, my true and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows, here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart I carry your heart. I carry it in my heart. E. E. Cummings

My Photos Are Gone
I don't know what happened but all the photos I had up of me are gone..they went poof. I was in the middle of uploading more of me and noticed I had only 3 in my album. I am so confuzzled...I am not gonna upload them again for this has totally freaked me out.

Looking-glass And The Broken Fragments
You must attend to the commencement of this story, for when we get to the end we shall know more than we do now about a very wicked hobgoblin; he was one of the very worst, for he was a real demon. One day, when he was in a merry mood, he made a looking-glass which had the power of making everything good or beautiful that was reflected in it almost shrink to nothing, while everything that was worthless and bad looked increased in size and worse than ever. The most lovely landscapes appeared like boiled spinach, and the people became hideous, and looked as if they stood on their heads and had no bodies. Their countenances were so distorted that no one could recognize them, and even one freckle on the face appeared to spread over the whole of the nose and mouth. The demon said this was very amusing. When a good or pious thought passed through the mind of any one it was misrepresented in the glass; and then how the demon laughed at his cunning invention. All who we

Little Robber-girl
The coach drove on through a thick forest, where it lighted up the way like a torch, and dazzled the eyes of some robbers, who could not bear to let it pass them unmolested. It is gold! it is gold! cried they, rushing forward, and seizing the horses. Then they struck the little jockeys, the coachman, and the footman dead, and pulled little Gerda out of the carriage. She is fat and pretty, and she has been fed with the kernels of nuts, said the old robber-woman, who had a long beard and eyebrows that hung over her eyes. She is as good as a little lamb; how nice she will taste! and as she said this, she drew forth a shining knife, that glittered horribly. Oh! screamed the old woman the same moment; for her own daughter, who held her back, had bitten her in the ear. She was a wild and naughty girl, and the mother called her an ugly thing, and had not time to kill Gerda. She shall play with me, said the little robber-girl; she shall give me her muff and her prett

Einstein, Heisenberg, And Tipler
Einstein, Heisenberg, and Tipler, after equal invariant intervals in purgatory, find themselves before the Throne of God. As a man, they exclaim, “What did I do to merit an eternity down (brrrrr) there”? God thought for a moment; when you're omnipresent in spacetime there's no need for haste. He turned first to Einstein. “Albert,” he said, “you showed your species My creation in its most elegant form, law without Law. Then, inflamed by wartime passion, you urged the transformation of your discovery into a weapon of mass destruction.” Einstein shuffled his feet and nodded subtly. He resisted the temptation to stick his tongue out. God turned His omniscient Eyes toward Heisenberg. “Werner, you discovered that I do play dice, and you glimpsed that I have to if anything interesting's going to happen—your last words were, ‘I will ask Him why there is turbulence’. I will answer you, ‘So there can be Heisenberg’. But you stayed in Germany, Werner! You worked on a reactor for Hi

Way Women Need Treated
god created man then took a bone from man to create women but he didnt take that bone from mans foot so she wouldnt be walking all over he didnt take it from mans hand so women shouldnt be beatin he didnt take it from man head so women shouldnt be mind controled but he took it from man rib witch is on the side and under the arm where the women should be by and protected under

Bath Tub Test
During a visit to the mental hospital, a visitor asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." (keep going) "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?" ARE YOU GOING TO PASS THIS ON, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE ?

Friends~house Of Dreams Lounge
Found a precious stone Collected them from all over Keeping them forever In a box In my heart My secret Treasure This chest of untold riches It brings my soul pleasure A pleasure this world can't ingore A pleasure this world can't accept A pleasure this world can't comprehend In you my friends I found this place With love past understanding With love past hurt and pain With love past prideful gain With love past lusts and worldly desires With love past lawful statutes Today I choose you I choose to love you unconditionally No matter the race, sex or creed Can't afford to let you go The many I have are the few I have My family, My peace, My Joy It is in you My Friends written by Paradise (Midnight, Blue, Pierced, The Dream, Nitez, Ghost, Dawn, Bella, Sexy, Sailor,Lotus) If you are reading this blog go check out the House of Dreams Lounge.

Just In Case....
Just in case you need more proof that we live in a crazy world . . . In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death. (Like THAT makes sense.) In Bahrain, a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is prohibited from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. (Do they look different reversed?) Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers. The organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times. (A brick??) The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. (...so they'll never know they went blind?) There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the first time... Reason: Under Guam law, it is expressly

Grr
If I add you to my IM, consider that a compliment. I get a LOT of men asking to be added. I don't add alot, because of shit like I got today. I have a lot of friends, plus a life. My mom is sick and going to the hospital alot. She has a disease of some sort, so the doctors are "looking into it." What I do NOT appreciate is whiny guys asking me why I don't talk to them, blasting me for not giving a shit. First of all, I talk to my friends a lot, so I might be busy. Second, you're not my bf, so I don't owe you a damn thing. Third, grow the fuck up. This is exactly why I left Fubar twice. I will never add another person to my Yahoo again. It's just too fucking risky. I can't tell you how many men turn into demanding bitches.

Innocently Tainted
Innocently tainted In the eye of our fathers We are young and free In the hearts of our mothers We can do no wrong We the sons and the daughters We do not yet see Nor do we listen to nature’s song We are young this is true Not yet knowing the right to the wrong Mistaking kindness to weakness Mistakenly fighting, hating and adoring between me and you. We falter our race, as if there were a difference We call upon the color of our face in belligerence We see not the nature of our human soul But the end of our humanity So that our fate Is now a calamity. We call upon our gender for equality But still view gender as anomaly. We hide behind religion As justification for our deeds But faith has yet to meet all our needs Tainted by our own minds, without our knowledge We stumble through time Not knowing our foliage Marveling in this picture we have painted Forever unknowing and Innocently tainted Written by:

Whorehouse Lounge
Do you want to know what the Best Lounge Around Is? The WhoreHouse Lounge is the Place to be! Come visit us for lots of fun , live cams, music, and great poeple! http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=58320 SEE YOU THERE!

Darkness
Ok here it go's i really never wrote thigs out but i started to so here go's all. I feel darkness all around me and i cant see, i am going out of my mind and i feel the darkness taking over my life, i have had so much pain i dont know what to think or do anymore, scared to go to sleep cause all i see is the pain in the darkness. i lost my way, my girl, my job, my house, my dog, my father, and now i have heart disease and a irregular heart beat, i feel all of the friends i had are now shying away from me. I have fallin in love with a girl i am crazy about even if she keeps standing me up i still fall for her every time and will do anything for her and hurt any one who hurts her or try's, cause i love her so much and she wont love me back. Everyone around me want to make jokes about me and think it ok when it really hurts me. all i am to people is a quick ride, i miss my son so much he is all i got left in this world of hurt and pain and now his mother is telling him i dont want him. i a

Come Help Me Out In This Giveaway
ARE YOU LOOKING FOR SOMETHING SWEET COME CHECK HER OUT SHES SWEET AND ENTERED A GIVEAWAY CLICK ON THE PIC OF HER TO COME HELP DJ KASEY TELL HER THAT DJ NICCI SENT YOU SHE REALLY DESERVES THIS PLEASE COME HELP HER OUT THERE IS NO TIME LIMIT EVEN IF YOU JUST STOP TO SAY HI IT HELPS

Volume Xlv - They Will Destroy Us
The title of this blog is correct. They WILL destroy us. I'm not referring to the muslims or the Islamic fascist terrorists, though certainly they crave our blood spilt on the streets. I refer to both the Democrats and the Republicans. This week I had not the chance to watch th news programs I normally do, which are Fox News Sunday, This Week on ABC, and a local program called The Georgia Gang. So, I caught up be going online to several sites. What's the big story today? The presidential campaign. On the Democratic side, as most of you know, Obama has a commanding lead in the delegates. Hillary, as dishonest as she is, wants the party to break the rules and to seat the delegates in Florida and Michigan, to boost her numbers. If those states only had played fair (something they would not hesitate to criticize the Republicans of), then no argument would be made. I don't like either Obama or Clinton. Or McCain, either, for that matter. No matter which of the three get el

Wat About Me
You always talk about what you want and what you need What about me? I give you the world, but you is all you see If you are thinking about you and I am thinking about you Who is thinking about me? When that question came into my mind That's when I faced reality I need to quit trippin When my friends question my pain I make all kinds of excuses I try to take up for you and hide all the pain Emotional pain, feels worst than a hit

Steal Love
Sadness lures over head, Words unspoken, Truth is bled, Fires of passion, Heart burning red, Stomach in knots, Breath is but lost, The lust is fed, The words I said, notions not read, Who is next, Who will feel, Pain is not real, My heart you must steal.

Books I Am Curently Reading, You Might Like Them So Check Them Out.
These two books are awesome. Please if they sound interesting to you go check you local library to see if they have them, I assure you that they are very good books. The following picture is of the book I am more interested in. It is a about a 14 year old girl, who gets in with a bad crowd and ends up pregnant. I am almost done with this one, and will be starting another one written by another anonymous teenager going threw everyday struggles. This Next book was the first one I started reading but my attention span will not let me get to interested in, but it has helped me figure out how to present my self at some up-coming job interviews. This next book I just couldn't put down. It tells you of a young teenage girl who has a great life but shitty parents and ends up in foster homes. It is a great story. Please feel free to leave me some comments on your thoughts.

Need Fubucks???
HEY ALL, NEED FUBUCKS?? ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS COMMENT THIS PIC 100 TIMES AND I WILL SEND YOU 5,000 FUBUCKS. YOU CAN COMMENT IT AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WANT IN SETS OF 100. PM ME WHEN YOUR DONE AND I WILL SEND YOU YOUR FUBUCKS..HAVE FUN!! MUAHH SHAN!!!

Invest 1 Dollar Make More
Hey whats up this is Cool my friend showed me this website though id tell you about it.His name is Gaylon But anyways how it works is lets well lol i will just give you the site. http://take1dollartothenextlevel.blogspot.com/

Invest 1 Dollar Make More
Hi there i came across this website its pretty cool you can make money and invest a dollar and just once or over and over everytime you level they put money in your alertpay account or whatever. There are 21 level 1 dollar 2 i think its 8 dollars but its free to join and very easy to start earning and its very true and honest. You can see what people are making daily ect or how many 1 dollar tickets or whatever they have bought got to take a look my friend has a blog on it how it works i will leave the site name. Thanks http://take1dollartothenextlevel.blogspot.com/

Whisper
prowling the night, looking... stalking... there, to the right fresh meat.... I walked slowly toward it so i don't scare it Humans are like deer... They all seem to stay in a pack... but then there are those loners, away from everyone... Wishing to die... Those make easy prey.

Thank For All All Who Have Welcomed Me...
My name is John and I am here basically because I'm a freak. *laughs* Seriously, I love to play online... pics, cams, whatever. I am a bit different , however, as I am very particular about who I open up to. I like to be closer to the person. So most pics will remain (private). I do love requests though (pic requests) and getting good ones will make we open up sooner. Hope to meet some great friends on here. Also, I am here mostly for women, but anyone who wants to be friends will be considered. peace!

Paul’s Story So Far
“Men, brethren, and fathers, hear ye my defence which I make now unto you.” The twenty-second chapter of Acts opens with Paul guarded by Roman soldiers in Jerusalem as he presents the story of his own conversion to a hostile audience likely comprised of many former fellow believers. The belief that Jesus is Messiah – what we call Christianity but when these events took place was seen as “the way” on an offshoot of Jewish belief – was just beginning to make itself known in Jerusalem. Never mind that this was the city where the Christian church, the assembly and ministry of Christ-followers, began and flourished. What irked the mob leaders who wanted to lynch Paul for his apostasy was that he was once one of them! Paul was hardly speaking to an ignorant audience, but rather one that didn’t have all the facts. In order to make the most of this opportunity to defend (more in the sense of our word “explain”) himself, Paul speaks in the language he knows his hearers will have learned

Eclipsed
we love our tragedies we're both broken in our own little ways we're broken, but we fit together just right you know I saw the black inside yor eyes I saw they were eclipsed by mine...and they looked just right when our lights meet, will you know me then, and will you want to know it? It seems like you've known me for so long when our lights meet,will you want me then and will you ever know it? it seems like you've known me for so long I love your analogies we're both crazy in our own little ways we talk about the future and our past lives I know I loved you then, I know I'd love you now I know I'll love you then...I know I love you now when our lights meet, will you know me then, and will you want to know it? It feels like I've known you for so long when our lights meet, will you want me then and will you ever know it? it seems like you've known me for so long it seems like I've known you for so long you can't have everything you want when you want it I

Will Be On Vacation...
To all my loving friends and family, I will be out of town 6/4 thru 6/9-- tanning on a beach drinking alcoholic beverages with little umbrellas in them. I will try to get online at least once but if I dont please dont think I forgot about you. Luv y'all so much!!! Peace C~ **your favorite Scorpion** :-P ;-) xo

Amazing Grace
You long for love And you yearn for peace But you only get what you’ve believed There’s nothing more to understand You’re just captive of this wonderland So you wonder why and you question deep And you search beyond the shores of sleep And knowing you will never know You stand in awe before it all Maybe there’s a reason, maybe But the way it is the way it is The way it is Here we stand, here we are Part of this Amazing Grace The beauty here dazzles me And the cruelty here bewilders me Though I see myself in all I see In misery and ecstasy Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound That saved a wretch like me I once was lost, but now I’m sound Was mine, but now I’m free The wind, the rain, the burning sun Are just passing thoughts of the Holy One And nothing lasts, it all decays And all that lives will pass away Maybe there’s a meaning, maybe But the way it is the way it is the way it is Here we stand, here we are Part of this Amazing Grace Here

What I Am Looking For
WHAT I EXPECT OUT OF FUBAR IS TO FIND NEW FRIENDS ONLY. I AM IN A VERY HAPPY RELATIONSHIP. I AM NOT HERE TO DEAL WITH ANY DRAMA WHATSOEVER. IF YOU DESIRE DRAMA GO DISH IT OUT SOMEWHERE ELSE. MY GIRLFRIEND AND I HAVE EACH OTHER'S PASSWORDS SO BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU SAY BECAUSE SHE MAY BE ON THIS NAME FROM TIME TO TIME. WE ARE NOT HERE TO FIND OTHER COUPLES TO JOIN WITH FOR ADULT FUN OR MEETS. NOR ARE WE HERE FOR ANYONE ELSE TO JOIN IN OUR LOVE LIFE. WE ARE TOTALLY HAPPY WITH EACH OTHER AND REQUIRE NO OUTSIDE HELP. PLEASE RESPECT OUR DECISIONS AND JUST BE OUR FRIEND.

What You Do With Now
Wednesday, June 4, 2008 What you do with now It is not your fault. But it is your responsibility. The choices you have made have brought you to where you are now. And so have other factors that are completely beyond your control. There's nothing to be gained by blaming yourself for the way your life has unfolded. There's everything to be gained by actively taking full responsibility for the way your life proceeds. The route you traveled to this point no longer matters, for nothing can be done to change it. What truly matters is what you do with now. Life is always unpredictable, yet there's something you can count on. The more sincerely and diligently you give yourself to the living of it, the more life will go your way. In this moment is every possibility. Take responsibility for it all, and bring the best of those possibilities to life. -- Ralph Marston

Meeting Fubar People On My Roadtrip`
June 29-July 1 I am driving (relocating) from Minnesota to CT, and would be happy to meet fellow fubarians for a photo op and a drink (no booze, sorry). If you are along highway 52, I-90, I-80, or anything like that, let me know. It would be a 5-10 minute photo op, then I'll add you to a new album.

Poem: Russian Roulette Pt 1 & 2
Russian Roulette (part 1) Pulled the trigger once...click... Pulled it again...click...and again...click I have 1 in 3 chances to make my hit How soon we forget....the good time we had.... How quickly we bring up...the things that get us mad I'm a product of my own fate... Self endulge in the gin just to feel my own hate Can't face another day without you...but I'd rather do it alone It's gettin' late now I wish you'll come home The "Dear John" letter was proof to me you'll be back Playin' with my head...knowin' that I'll believe that The past is dead and buried...let me do the same Turn the lights out...there's no click...last thing I heard was "BANG!!!" Russian Roulette pt. 2 Wait.... I missed my target...I actually pointed my gun to the ceilin' Pain, hurt, and sorrow was what I was feelin' That's when I opened my eyes and realize this is some dumb shit Me up here stressin' over a damn bitch! So you can move on...I know my worth been God's child since birth

Timbaland- Apologize
I'm holding on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down, but wait You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around, and say... It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I'd take another chance, take a fall Take a shot for you And I need you like a heart needs a beat But it's nothin new - yeah yeah I loved you with a fire red- Now it's turning blue, and you say... "Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you But I'm afraid... It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late It's too late to apologize, yeah I said it's too late to apologize, yeah- I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

Seeking: Multiple Partners!!!
Now get your minds out the gutter. LOL Im seeking Karaeoke Duet partners. If anyone out there likes to sing and play around with recording then the best site out there is SingSnap. Its free, lots of songs, and really fun. (www.singsnap.com) So come on and join me for a duet and lots of fun. You dont have to be able to sing. Lawd knows i suck pretty bad but ive heard worse on the site and its still FUN! So, join me!!! Here's a couple of my favorites that ive done. Have a laugh on me. hahahahah **Feel free to comment!! *No i dont know the people im singing with you just pick partners and go with it.

Daddy's Girl
How my heart crumbles When I think Of the love You have For another How I long To know that Special bond To know The feeling of being Daddy’s Girl The tears Fall oh so Many times When I realize I will never have That special place In your heart I will never Be your Daddy’s girl by: Kat 6-3-08

A Positive Difference
Saturday, June 7, 2008 A positive difference You can make a positive difference right now. It may be small, it may not seem to matter, but it does matter very much. Even if the only thing you improve is your attitude, you've done a great deal. For once you have a positive outlook and a positive momentum, you'll find even more ways to make your world a better place. No matter what your history or your situation may be, you can make a positive difference. Start with something in your own life, and you'll soon see how you can spread the value to others. It's easy to become mired in the constant pronouncements and predictions of doom and gloom. But the fact is, you can point your life in whatever direction you choose. A small positive act is enough to get you started. Keep going, and there's no limit to the richness you can create. This moment will quickly pass whether you make use of it or not. Use it to make a positive difference, and see for yourself how many great

Can You Ever Go Home Again?
Some famous person said "You can never go home again." I think I agree. I am home again after many years. I don't think I could stay here. I took the road less traveled, and that has made all the difference. I'm different. I'm not the type of person that was here all my life and is living in the family home still. I was the one that got away. Is it a bad place? No. Its a good place, just wasn't meant for me to stay in for the rest of my life. And I'm glad about that. I see it with new eyes. All the memories come flooding back, good ones and bad ones. It will always be a part of me, but I won't always be a part of it.

Thank U All So Much
I Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz's Takes A Bow! MY FIRST HAPPY HOUR WAS A HUGE SUCCESS LAST NIGHT! BECAUSE OF ALL OF YOU! & SHOWED ME UNBELIEVABLE FU-LOVINS! THE FOLLOWING OUTDID THEMSELVES TO HELP MAKE SURE THAT MY FIRST EXPERIENCE DURING A HAPPY HOUR WAS FUN! AND BOY WAS IT INTENSE! THEY ARE: TAPPINIT MY BEST FRIEND Tappinit@ fubar RAMBLER MWAS! HUGS HUN! Råmblè®®èbål(Mg® & Hèåd Êñƒº®¢è® ºƒ §ºldîè®$ ¶låýg®ºµñd²)@ fubar ***TIM*** BABE! HUGS SWEETIE **** Tim **** - {shadow Leveler}@ fubar SWINGING LIKE MONKEYS MY KARI Swingin Like Monkeys...Kickin It Like Donkeys*ShadowLeveler*Studio54Greeter*@ fubar THIS CLUB RAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWKS CWP! CLUB WICKED PARANOIA!!!!! ( THIS JUST PIC ) NOT LINK TO LOUNGE JUSTJILLY Just Jilly****Tappinit got my Cher

Baked Chicken Chimichangas
Ingredients: 1/2 cup chopped onion 2 garlic cloves, minced 2 tablespoons olive oil, plus more for brushing on chimichangas 1/2 tablespoon chili powder 16 ounces salsa (choose your favorite) 1/2 teaspoon ground cumin 1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon 2 1/2 cups cooked and shredded chicken 6 (10-inch) flour tortillas (if stiff, warm before filling) 1 cup refried beans Sour cream, for serving Guacamole, for serving Directions: In a large saucepan over medium heat, saute the onion and garlic in 2 tablespoons of the oil until tender. Stir in the chili powder, salsa, cumin and cinnamon. Stir in the shredded chicken and, if you like, salt to taste. Remove from the heat and let cool for a few minutes. Heat the oven to 450 degrees F. Grease a rimmed 15-by-10-by-1-inch baking pan. Working with 1 tortilla at a time, spoon a heaping tablespoon of beans down the center. Top with a scant 1/2 cup of the chicken mixture. Fold up the bottom, top and sides of the tortilla and secure w

Goodbye To You...
YES THIS SONG FITS EVERYTHING...YOU WHERE THE ONE THAT I LOVED THE ONE THING THAT I ALWAYS TRIED TO HOLD ON TO BUT I JUST CANT ANYMORE,YOUR FUCKIN DESTORYING MY LIFE..YOUR KILLIN ME NICK...I DELETED EVERY SINGLE PHOTO OF US..ONLY 6000 OF THEM BUT THEY ARE ALL GONE, NEVER CAN THEY BE BROUGHT BACK..I AM LETTING GO AND MOVING ON...I HOPE YOUR HAPPY WITH DANIELLE,WAS SHE WORTH YOUR MARRIAGE AND THE ONE YOU CALLED YOUR LIFE!??! I FUCKIN HOPE SO BECAUSE I WILL NEVER EVER FORGIVE YOU EVER AGAIN, WE WILL NEVER EVEN BE FRIENDS EVER!!I HATE YOU AND I HOPE YOU THE WORST, I REALLY DO...YOU HAVE FUCKED ME UP SO BAD AND YOU DONT EVEN KNOW IT...JUST WAIT KID..KARMA IS A BITCH,WHAT COMES AROUND GOES AROUND!! JSUT WANTED TO SAY GOODBYE!!!!

How People Affect You
I remember I heard somewhere once that though you may not remember what someone did to you, you'll never forget how they made you feel. People affect you. A person can bring out the best in you or the worst. So, why is that? What is it about one person that makes you feel good, makes you feel comfortable, makes you feel happy, and uplifts you? And the person who makes you feel the opposite way? Carly Simon wrote a song for a Winnie the Pooh movie about friends. "A friend is someone that makes you feel more like you." Its just great when you find someone that has the magic to make you feel good around them. Someone that is butter to the English muffin of your life. Who wants to eat an English muffin without butter melting in the nooks and crannies? Someone who fills those empty spaces, and makes the spaces feel like they were made just for that person to melt into. So in that way love is like butter. It melts into you and fills you up. It makes you better than

The "witching" Hour....
They say is about 3:00 a.m...so I've heard, read and so do believe. It's all about the believing y'know... and lately, all this week, I find myself startled awake at 3a.m or 3:30a.m or like last night, (this mornining..) at 3:42a.m..and it is unsettling to say the least! I wake up without notice, without warning, to this undeniable feeling of someone watching me...it's creepy! I get scared, like the big baby that I am, and grab hold of my blanky for comfort. Yes, I sleep with a blanky at the ripe old age of 34! So you may laugh at me now! I should give thanks to my talented aunt who so perfectly crocheted the infamous blanket, well... 34 years ago. It has stood the test of time! It's always to the right side of me, this feeling, like someone is standing there...and I so want to turn over to ignore it, to not "see" it, but can't, because I feel like the minute I turn over something is going to touch my shoulder! So, there I usually lay...eyes tightly shut...fear envel

Changing Conditions
Tuesday, June 10, 2008 Changing conditions When conditions change for the worse, there is no need to despair. For you have the ability to respond. With every new problem there are plenty of new opportunities. Every setback represents a new starting point from which you can raise yourself to higher levels of purposeful achievement. Just because things have changed is no reason to give up. In fact, that makes your worthwhile goal even more valuable. There is always a way to get where you have chosen to go. Each challenge gives you new ways to add value to your dream. Always, life is overwhelmingly abundant. When conditions change, you have the chance to see aspects of that abundance that you did not previously know were there. Pause for a moment, take a deep breath, assess the situation, and re-focus yourself on the path you have chosen. Then step boldly and enthusiastically forward with more positive determination than ever. -- Ralph Marston

Well Well...
Well, some of you got something shoved Somewhere about my attempt to have fun. But you got your wishes. I'm appealing, of course. We'll see... As for the people I didn't get their prize to, I'm sorry. I made an abreviated list of your sn's on a piece of paper, thinking I could use the comments for my mumm as a guide. But since I don't have access to it now, I can't know who I left off at and so forth.

Are You Qualified?
1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Dick / Boob Size: 4.Favorite position (s) ? 5.Do you think we're hot? 6.Would you have sex with us? 7.Lights on or off? 8.Would you have to be drunk? 9.Would you take a shower with us? 10.Have you ever thought about having sex with us? 11.Would you leave after or stay the night? 12.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13.Condom or skin? 14.Spit or swallow? 15.Do you give Oral pleasures? 16.Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 17.Have sex on the first date? 18.Would you kiss us during sex? 19.Do you think we would be good in bed? 20.Would u have a 3-some with us? 21.How many times would you like to cum? 22.Would you use us as a booty call? 23.Do you like fore play? 24.What is fore play to you? 25.Can we take pictures of the act? 26.Would you send us nude pics if we gave you our email? 27.Who would be in control? 28.Would you pull ou

Rolling Thoughts
It was originally released in 1993, but I didn't come to know it till the late 90's. I would have just added the song to the blog, but I'd rather it not just get dismissed as, "O look at the song." In todays America, if I can still calls it America. We are now trapped in our own homes, and in some cases in our own minds. Love is a form of currancy that we use to get what we want. Once we get it, we look at the person that had supplied it and feel at a loss as to what to do with them. We treat so much with a "use and throw," manner. Who gets to pick when you get thrown? Other then having a sweet melody this song is poignant for me atleast. "Come Undone" Duran Duran Intro. Mine, immaculate dream made breath and skin I've been waiting for you Signed, with a home tattoo, Happy birthday to you was created for you (can't ever keep from falling apart At the seams Cannot believe you're taking my heart To pieces) Oh, it'll take a little time, might take a litt

We Are Blessed...
If you woke up this morning with more health than illness, you are more blessed than the million people who will not survive the week. If you have never experienced the danger of battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture or the pangs of starvation, you are ahead of 500 million people around the world. If you attend a church meeting without fear of harassment, arrest, or torture of death, you are more blessed than almost three billion people in the world. If you have food in your refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof over your head and a place to sleep, you are richer than 75% of this world. If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish some place, you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy. If your parents are still married and alive, you are very rare, even in the United States. If you hold up your head with a smile on your face and are truly thankful, you are blessed because the majority of us can, but most do

Family
justin has his own updates with his marriage. jennifer has her own updates with her own relationship. so does our dad too. and our birth parents too. please take a look at justin and jennifer's jounrals. They haven't been together for about a year now. His last works to us where have fun with your mom and her new bf. He has come back as our dad, but nothing more to our mom. Justin in now married to wendy. He is happy and he wish mom all the best of luck. Justin and jennifer now will just be the great of friends. we don't know about our other dad. http://angel4forever.livejournal.com/74768.html

What In The F@#$
bored about to scream Dana Keyes: Once upon a time a bird fell in love with a white rose. One day he (bird) proposed to her (white rose), but white rose refused. White rose said I don't love you. Bird daily came and proposed to her. Finally, white rose said when I will turn red, I will love you. One day bird came and cut his wings and spread his blood on the rose and the rose turned red. Then the rose realized how much bird loved her but it was too late because bird was dead. So respect the love and feelings of the person who loves you and forward this to everybody on your list and forward it to me if you think I am a good friend of yours. Dana Keyes: A study worth sharing with friends both male and female: A study conducted by Tulane's Department of Psychiatry has revealed that the kind of face a woman finds attractive on a man can differ depending on where she is in her menstrual cycle. For example: If she is ovulating, she is attracted to men with rugged and masculine f

Pay Attention To How Much You See Obama On Tv Compared To Mccain.
Pay attention to how much you see Obama on TV compared to McCain. 38 Obama Falsehoods the Media Ignores By Michael Ashbury MichNews.com May 28, 2008 1.) "Selma Got Me Born" - NOT EXACTLY, your parents felt safe enough to have you in 1961 - Selma had no effect on your birth, as Selma was in 1965. (Google'Obama Selma' for his full March 4, 2007 speech and articles about its various untruths.) 2.) Father Was A Goat Herder - NOT EXACTLY, he was a privileged, well educated youth, who went on to work with the Kenyan Government. 3.) Father Was A Proud Freedom Fighter - NOT EXACTLY, he was part of one of the most corrupt and violent governments Kenya has ever had. 4.) My Family Has Strong Ties To African Freedom - NOT EXACTLY, your cousin Raila Odinga has created mass violence in attempting to overturn a legitimate election in 2007, in Kenya. It is the first widespread violence in decades. The current government is pro-American but Odinga wants to overthrow it an

My Personality ~ This Is Me To A T!
About Your Personality Type ~ The Dutiful Host On those stressful days, we can thank God for that most wonderful of creatures – the one who nurtures and helps us unwind – the Dutiful Host. You are the gracious one, the master of ceremonies who delights in serving others and making sure they are well fed and well cared for. When it comes to hosting any social occasion – a birthday party, an anniversary celebration, or a bar mitzvah – you can barely contain your excitement. As soon as the date for such an event is announced, your mind is already going a hundred miles a minute – planning, organizing, and thinking about how much fun you and your guests are going to have. As a master host, one of your fondest dreams is making your wedding a smashing success: a cornucopia of people, food, music, and laughter – a lasting testament to your lifelong partnership. Before you get to the wedding stage, you will probably experience a rousing and sometimes conflict-ridden relationship with your

More Thoughts...
Have you ever felt like you are invisable to all existance and the only time you are acknowledge is when someone wants something from you? I've been feeling like that a lot lately. I'm tired of being everyone's doormat. If someone needs something, i drop what i'm doing and go and help them. Or I spend hours listening to their problems and help them with their problems but when i need someone to talk to, I've got no one. My job is the worst at doing it. I'm the lowest of all the managers and I'm still getting paid for a service leader...when they need something, whether i have gotten a lot of sleep or not, i drop what i'm doing or have planned and go into work. How fair is that? I feel like i have the most open availability out of all the managers and I'm the doormat for them. With friends, i mostly have guy friends. I understand that they have raging hormones and all they want to do is get laid. But, I am not a ho and want to get fucked all the time. I dont even ha

What Is Up
well lets see just got out of a crazy relastionship and looking for friends to hangout with nothing more really because when u get two people of the oppisit sex then you got drama lol anyways hit me up sometimes late

Haven't Been Here..sorry
Hey guys. Just wanted to let people know what's going on with me. I'm still having a hard time dealing with stuff with my girls and my daughter's issues with being bipolar. It's gotten better though, she's on new meds and they seem to be working somewhat. She'll be starting school next month. So I'm excited. Physically, I'm doing a little better. I'm losing weight fast it seems, working my butt off and really watching what I eat. Which is really helping how I feel. I've gone organic on a lot of things, cut out my soda, and don't eat anything greasy or fried barely anymore. I might eat Chickfila once every 2 weeks for kids night for my daughter...but that's pretty much the most unhealthy thing I eat. And it's working. And I'm in love. My high school boyfriend, my first love, is back in my life. I honestly dreamed about this day coming, never really thought it would. But it has. We pretty much picked up where we left off and it's like we never parted. He's still in PA, which is

Just A Reminder....from Babyjesus
System Bulletin 2008-06-13 15:22:25 just a friendly reminder, to keep your fubar account secure: NEVER ENTER YOUR USERNAME AND PASSWORD ON ANY PAGE EXCEPT FOR THE FOLLOWING: http://fubar.com/ http://www.fubar.com/ http://fubar.com/login.php http://www.fubar.com/login.php if anything is asking you for a fubar username and password, and the URL at the top of your browser window doesn't match EXACTLY any of the links above, someone is trying to steal your information. i suggest you go change your password if you've been asked to login to fubar lately by any pages NOT listed above. -mike

Father's Day
It's now been two years since my daddy and stepmom were taken from me. I still think it was a cruel joke to take them the day before Father's Day. It hurts just as much now as it did two years ago.

Butterscotch Sunday
Butterscotch Sunday Sunday night with nothing to do, All alone just me and you. I've got an idea that seems just right, Lie down and relax 'cause this is gonna take all night. I've got some "Butterscotch" that tastes so sweet, For you to put on me from head to feet. "Butterscotch!" Yes that's the shit, That'll give you a night you'll never forget. First you can start around my tits, From nipple to nipple with a couple of licks. Then you can smother it between my thighs, Only to hear my "Butterscotch" cries. Down my ankles between my toes, This is where the "Butterscotch" goes. Hold on a second 'cause you’re not done, For we've only begun our "Butterscotch" fun. Then up my thighs you'll start to lick, Not stopping till you reach my clit. I think you should stay right here a while, As I wiggle, giggle and give you a smile. Sucking and nibbling gonna taste it all, It's not just a party it's a "Butterscotch" ball. Rubbing my nipples while sucking my clit, Until a ti

"the Freak Within"
"The Freak Within" Well if you want a freak then step this way, Because your pussy is gonna scream with what I'm about to say. I want you handcuffed to the bed nakedly waiting, You can't move now so let me help you with your masturbating. You’re licking your lips now getting hella wet, Begging for this dick like a porno vet. Licking on them pussy lips, Making you moan when I get between your hips. Now I gotta let your hands go, 'Cause I'm gonna put you on your knees and fuck you in your asshole. Penetrating now that I'm deep inside, You’re starting to shake on this freaky ride. Your wet pussy is dripping on the floor, Begging, screaming and asking for more. Now how about you suck my dick, Get the whip cream and you can have a banana split. I'm gonna pull on your hair and get hella wild, Jump on and ride me rodeo style. Slapping you on your ass while you jump up and down, You’re my queen now so take your crown. I know you came hard cuz even my balls are wet, And ou

One
Q: Like someone? A: true Q: Kissed someone on your top friends? A: true Q: Been arrested? . A: false Q: Been searched? A: False Q: You love someone? A: True Q: Been suspended from school? A: False Q: Sat on a roof top? A: True Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? A: False Q: Broken a bone? A: False Q: Have shaved your head? A: False Q: Played a prank on someone? A: TTrue Q: Had/have a gym membership? A: False Q: Shot a gun? A: True Q: Donated Blood? A: False LAST PERSON YOU... Last person that you texted? Stacie You were in a car with? Aliyah & my brother Went to the movies with? Myself...haha, I ordered it on OnDemand. Went to the mall with? Myself. Person you talked on the phone with? Roberto. Person you called? Mom. You messaged on myspace? Rob. You talked to? Aliyah & Mom. You miss? Roberto..hehe. You hugged? Aliyah WOULD YOU RATHER E

Five Surgeons
Five surgeons from big cities are discussing who makes the best patients to operate on. The first surgeon, from New York, says, "I like to see accountants on my operating table because when you open them up, everything inside is numbered." The second, from Chicago, responds, "Yeah, but you should try electricians! Everything inside them is color coded." The third surgeon, from Dallas, says, "No, I really think librarians are the best, everything inside them is in alphabetical order" The fourth surgeon, from Los Angeles chimes in: "You know, I like construction workers. .. Those guys always understand when you have a few parts left over." But the fifth surgeon, from Washington, DC shut them all up when he observed: "You're all wrong. Politicians are the easiest to operate on. There's no guts, no heart, no balls, no brains and no spine, and the head and the ass are interchangeable.

June 15.2008
Just wanted to say hi to all those who visit and show love by rating.Kinda new here,so feel free to give advice on upgrading my sucky looking site.lmao.The door is never closed so drop a line anytime.Love for all,later.

Mistakes
I have been sitting her thinking I have made my share of mistakes . I have come to one conclusion though people are all a bunch of confusing individuals . The more I am around them the more I do not understand them

Just Gettin Here.
So this is my first one here... I just got home from Iraq two weeks ago,and now I've just been having fun and trying to enjoy the summer. Hasn't been a lot of summer to enjoy yet. I just bought a new ride this last week and have some work to do to it, so that should help. Basically I'm just here to make friends in the area and flow with life. Hit me up and let's see what happens.

Love Don't Live Here
Well this heart of mine has been hardened like a stone It might take some time to get back what is gone But I’m movin’ on and you don’t haunt my dreams Like you did before oh when I would curse your name Well I heard the news that you were back in town Just passin’ through to claim your lost and found But I’m over you and there ain’t nothin’ that You could say or do to take what you did back Well you got nerve to waltz right in And think what’s mine is yours again Chorus Cause I’ve been doin’ fine without you Forgettin’ all the love we once knew And girl I ain’t the one who slammed that door But now you say you’ve changed your thinkin’ But I ain’t got a heart for breakin’ So go and pick your bags up off my floor Oh cause love don’t live here anymore Well baby you can try to tell me how it is And try to justify everything you did But honey I’m no fool and oh I’ve been

Dreams
DREAMS A dream is a vision of tomorrow and hope for a better day, It can be your light when clouds turn gray. Do dreams still come true? I believe they do. When we give up on a dream we give into fear. Become a prisoner of doubt & no hope will appear. Though the skies are dark a dream can make them seem blue. Hold on to your dreams for dreams do still come true.

What Is A Skinhead?
What is a Skinhead? Skinhead is a sub-culture or youth culture that has its roots in the late 60s and 70s and is typically made up of working class men and women. The skinhead look came about from working class and conservative dress. Skinheads today typically wear boots straight-laced with red or white laces, flight or bomber jackets patterned after Alpha Industries MA-1, suspenders/braces, polo style button up collar shirts, flat caps, and blue jeans or camouflage BDU pants, although denim, leather and Carharts are not uncommon. A part of the skinhead image, as the name suggest, is shaved or short cropped hair. Long sideburns, a.k.a, “chops, or lamb-chops” are also common. Skinhead is not just a fashion, wearing boots and braces with a shaved head does not make somebody a skinhead, no more than cowboy boots and a cowboy hat makes somebody a cowboy, or a mohawk and torn clothes make somebody a punk rocker. This is more than just a haircut, it’s a way of life! So

This Cage
Im caught in this cage, aint no leaving today, And my tools of destruction, they've taken away. Man, they fight dirty, cuz thats not all that they took, My kids, my girl, my family - just look- I'm all by myself, no friends when I need A shoulder to lean on, or to help me feel free. So in this cage I will sit, until my time comes But waiting on time in this place can be a problem. Cuz when you sit in this cage, time forgets about you. Time sits there all lazy and dont want to move. So you wait like youre waiting on your dead beat dad, Who never seems to show up for those "plans" that you had. You look at life different from behind these walls. How could you not, when all you see is these walls? You say, "Even a bird in a cage chooses to sing beautiful songs." I say, "Maybe that birds been singing the blues all along." Would you trade that bird places and sit in his cage? Eat in the same place you shit on a newspaper page? I dont think that you would, I cant blame you

Dusting
I got this in an email, thought it was worth sharing - its a bit long, but worth it if you have kids! -------------------- Latest Drug in Middle School - Dusting 'Dusting' First, I'm going to tell you a little about me and my family. My name is Jeff. I am a Police Officer for a city which is known nationwide for it's crime rate. We have a lot of gangs and drugs. At one point we were # 2 in the nation in homicides per capita. I also have a police K-9 named Thor. He was certified in drugs and general duty. He retired at 3 years old because he was shot in the line of duty. He lives with us now and I still train with him because he likes it. I always liked the fact that there was no way to bring drugs into my house. Thor wouldn't allow it. He would tell on you. The reason I say this is so you understand that I know about drugs. I have taught in schools about drugs. My wife asks all our kids at least once a week if they used any drugs. I like building computers occasionally and

Shy Girl
She smiles through a thousand tears so that no one knows her aches and fears consumed by great shyness that swallows her whole so that no one sees the fire burning in her soul she never speaks up says nothing at all afraid someone will notice if she should happen to fall. Trying to hide dissapear from the crowd feeling left out like shes not allowed locks everything up where it never comes out so noone can feel her worry and doubt longing for the day when she'll finally be free so that people can see that she really is me.

Long Time No See
Life is calming down and things are starting to calm ...somewhat ..and my vacation is coming up .... 9 days .. WOooohoooo .. and if all keeps going as it has been .. i may come back to the fu to spend time on here with ya'll i do miss my friends .. and keeping up to date with you all .. those who are real friends .. Anyway i just wanted to stop by and althou its a lil early i wont be here & i wanted to wish you all a Very happy and Safe 4th of July .. Take care .. be well .. and talk soon :) Wendy :)

Soul
Stolen soul and shattered dreams. Can’t you hear my hopeless screams? Heart full of pain sorrow and hate. The world keeps on going as I’m handed my fate. Losing it all and having nothing to gain. This is for being so selfish and vain. Being used and abused for giving your trust. Heart ripped out and shattered to dust. Alone in a corner I cower and cry. I feel so useless so ready to die.

Loook At This Assh0le
looks like some people need to grow up. god damn what is it with this guy does he have a small penis or was he beaten up by his sister as a child. i mean damn that is the wrong thing to say to me if he was here in my place and said that i would fuckin kill him. im a soldier and have been for a bout 6 yrs now and i have lost friends from this fucking war but this man needs to be castrated and skinned alive nunurbizness: if you are a soldier go get your head blown off we dont need punks like you in the army nunurbizness: thats what you get for being a stupid fuck punk. with a gay boy tatoo i HATE stupid fuckin people. jus these kinda people gets my ptsd kicking hardcore. ggggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

June,18,2008
Ok ,so I am a quiet kinda guy. No need for a bunch of word's when you got soul.I decided not to do anything fancy to my page.So take me as I come as I will do the same.lol.Thanx for stopping by.Remember,door's always open.Ciao.

Juggalos
"I happen to be a juggalo, BUT I am going to write this fairly and maturely: First off, what is a juggalo? Well, that's a hard question. It really almost can't be described. It's a feeling, a state of mind. Juggalos don't care what people think about them and are completely true to themselves. I've seen emo juggalos, goth juggalos, and even gay juggalos. The only exception is racist juggalos. There is no such thing as a racist juggalo because one of the fundamental "laws" of the juggalo is that they cannot hate anyone for gender, age, size, race, or preferences. Also, I think saying all juggalos are 13-year-old wiggers who cant spell is rather wrong. Sure, many can be immature, but anyone ftom any group can be immature. As for "wiggers" not all juggalos act like "gangsters" and juggalos are of many ethnicities. Another of the fundamental "laws" of the juggalo is to always respect every other juggalo and treat them like family, whether you got a beef with them or not. While this rule is

On Cam Tonight
I will be on cam tonight by midnight EST, for all you night hawks. MyFreeCams Go sign up, it's free for a standard account, just need a valid email addy. Also, I will be on tomorrow around noon EST, if you can't make it tonight. My name on there is AthenaH

My First Hh, Friday 6/20/08 7pm Est!
>MY VERY FIRST HAPPY HOUR 4 PM FU TIME....6PM Central...7 PM Eastern HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL THERE FOR MY VERY FIRST HAPPY HOUR...RATE FAN AND ADD ME If you Havent already Given to me by a SUPER GUY......Keith...co founder of CLUB UNITED!...Please show him some FU LOVE also....He is One of A kind when it comes to TRUE FRIENDS SHOW ME MAD LOVE This Bulliten brought to you by ©§nIpEr ® H@rleyBaby69s SECS SLAVE I want you to want me - Garbage

My Wife
Hi I'm a pig. My wife just found my third account on here and at adult friend finder.com. I have only been married a little over a year and have a 2 1/2 month old baby girl. I chased my wife for 15 years before she would be with me and become my wife. Now I'm breaking her her heart and riping our marriage apart. Over what? A sneak peak at ghetto ass. I clam to love my wife very much and I would never leave her. I also tell her she is everything to me. And I don't want anyone else. I think I'm in deep shit and I may be getting a divorce and she may be moving back to her home state(VA)365 mile away and taking our little girl with her and I won't see her because my wife is taking screen shots of all my account to use in court. cheating bastard

Is What It Is
look an wonder, ponder it all. why is it what it is does it leave you in awe? the wheel is always turning, but i cant see. in the end it doesnt really mean much to me. i wonder sometimes is there a god that comprehends? burn that smoke down to the end. there has got to be...maybe... a meaning to it all. cant find it, not at all. so we burn... racing to our finality. searching for meaning that isnt meant to be. i take another breath that wasnt meant to be. what will be here when im gone? to say to the others, if i was right or wrong? just another forgoten note, lost amist the others, like the homeless man in winter without a coat.

Expectations And Reality
Saturday, June 21, 2008 Expectations and reality Reality will not always live up to your expectations. Yet your expectations always have an influence on the way you live your reality. Your expectations do not magically transport you to the destination of your choice. However, those expectations can indeed provide you with a clear and realistic path to travel. Expectations do not change the world around you. Rather, they illuminate certain specific and highly useful portions of your world. Positive expectations enable you to see the way forward. And they keep you motivated as you do the work necessary to travel that path. Reality is what it is, and conditions are what they are. What you expect of yourself and what you expect for yourself will strongly influence what you make of your reality. Carry the very best of expectations with you at all times. And you'll be showing yourself how to make life truly great. -- Ralph Marston

A Tasty Shot
last night whilst pounding back screwdrivers and a various assortment of shots, the bartender bud of ours told us to try a shot i never had before. it was DEE-lish! yellow birthday cake shot. try it. fo realz.

It's Only Every Few Years
i usually look forward to my family reunions. i looked forward to this year's, even though i was expecting alot of them to ask, "where's chris?" the honest answer would have been, "i left him in long beach because he's awaiting trial on charges of possession of obscene material, but i'm in love with a wonderful, sweet, caring man who couldn't be here today because he's with his family." so instead, i gave the short answer : "we're getting divorced." that much was bearable because it was fully anticipated. what i didn't expect, however, was my dad's cousin's wife (who no one likes) coming up to me and asking, "where's your son?" after i shot her a puzzled stare, she answered herself, "oh, that's right, he passed away." and then she just stood there, looking at me. i don't recall the last time i felt so uncomfortable. i wanted to yell, "yes, he's dead, what more do you want me to say? why the fuck are you still standing here? do you think i want to carry a conversation with you righ

Tu
ser como el viento que roza las olas del mar mientras acarician la arena estremeciendo la orilla borrando mis huellas sol naciente vagabundo sincero que camina en la nostalgia de un recuerdo moribundo pero con el anhelo de un dia llegar hasta ti.....

Tagged By The Fox.... Grrrr....
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? non-existant 3. Your hair? buzzzzzzzz 4. Your mother? alkie 5. Your father? test-tube 6. Your favorite thing? creativity 7. Your dream last night? felony! 8. Your favorite drink? beer 9. Your dream/goal? death 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? NIN 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? masters 14. Where were you last night? work 15. What you're not? hippie 16. Muffins? no 17. One of your wish list items? sex 18. Where you grew up? around 19. The last thing you did? typed 20. What are you wearing? heels 21. TV? five 22. Your pets? *just one word?!?! fuck off* 23. Your computer? which? 24. Your life? sucky

King Of Kings (triple H's Theme) Lyrics By Motorhead:
Behold, the king The king of kings On your knees, dog Hahahahahaha All hail Bow down to the... bow down to the king! Bow down to the... bow down to the, King were in red, as he walked from the place, hahahahaha Where the traitor lost both his name, and his face Through the halls and the corridors, sitting in blood He tasted his grin, and it tasted good The king took his head Left him broken, and dead Bow down to the... bow down to the king! Bow down to the... bow down to the king! Bow down to the... bow down to the, King left none living, not able to tell The king took their heads, and he sent them to hell Their screams echoed loud, in the place of their death Ripped open, they died, with their final breath They hailed the king The king of kings Bow down to the... bow down to the king! Bow down to the... bow down to the king! Bow down to the... bow down to the king! Into the dirt This will be done Now feel your fear Thei

Dennisc214
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Friendship Is Is Real Or Not?
It is so easy for people to call themselves someones 'friend' while on the internet, or even in person. I am so shocked at the recent reaction that I have received from someone that I truly think of as a friend, and I have no doubt that she is one of the most brilliant people that I have ever had the pleasure to know. She is always the first to jump to the defense of someone that she cares for. She will not tolorate anyone 'downtalking' anyone that she cares for. Yes, she puts everyone else ahead of herself. Where my dilemma is ... when I defended her against someone who could not stop downtalking her ... I see extreme hate being thrown at me. More specifically, she was downtalking herself, repeatedly and I feel it is my responsibility as someone who cares for her, to point out that she is wrong. The issues she is so upset with, about herself, are things that most average people either do not see ... or do not feel are important. So now, I feel like crap, because I sh

Visit This Lounge Plz And Join
http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=59012# PLZ VISIT THIS LOUNGE AND JOIN. THIS LOUNGE BELONGS TO A FRIEND OF MINE AND HE NEEDS SOME SUPPORT. SEND HIM SOME LOVE PLZ. THANK U TO ALL THE FUBAR MEMBERS.

3 Months And 1week
I havent been on in a while due to some shit going on in my life. But all that seems to be getting better at the moment. I go to the doctor again on Friday and we're gonna try to find out what we're havin then. If we can't find out on Friday then I will know sometime next month. The morning sickness is gone now for the most part. However, it seems like it has been replaced by constant heatburn at the worst possible degree.lol. I already have to pee like every 10 min..lol.. Ok, maybe it's not every 10 min but you get the idea. I still think that there is more than one child cause I shouldnt be having to pee that much already. Anyway, I will update this again this weekend if I get a chance and let ya know how the doctors appointment went.

Israel
Brigadier General Says Israel is the problem not Iraq Jan 7, 2003 by James J. David a retired Brigadier General (James J. David is a retired Brigadier General and a graduate of the U.S. Army's Command and General Staff College, and the National Security Course, National Defense University, Washington, DC. He served as a Company Commander with the 101st Airborne Division in the Republic of Vietnam in 1969 and 1970 and also served nearly 3 years of Army active duty in and around the Middle East from 1967-1969.) Question: Which country alone in the Middle East has nuclear weapons? Answer: Israel Question: Which country in the Middle East refuses to sign the nuclear non-proliferation treaty and bars international inspections? Answer: Israel Question: Which country in the Middle East seized the sovereign territory of other nations by military force and continues to occupy it in defiance of United Nations Security Council resolutions? Answer: Israel Question: Whic

You Save Me -kenny Chesney
Every now and then I get a little lost The strings all get tangled The wires all get crossed Every now and then I’m right upon the edge Danglin’ my toes out over the ledge I just thank God you’re here (Chorus) ['Cause] when I’m a bullet shot out of a gun ['Cause] when I’m a firecracker comin’ undone When I’m a fugitive ready to run All wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me It’s hard lovin’ a man That’s got a gypsy soul I don’t know how you do it I’m not sure how you know The perfect thing to say To save me from myself You’re the angel that believes in me Like nobody else And I thank God you do (Chorus) Well I know I don’t tell you nearly enough I couldn’t live one day without your love When I’m a ship tossed around on the waves Up on a high wire that’s ready to break When I’ve had just about all I can take Baby, you, Baby you save me

Nail Biter....
For those of you who antisipate a lively blog that is witty yet suspensefull, I hate to be the bearer of bad news on this one...but in all honesty this blog is exactly what it says it is...I'm a nail biter, and after several months of long strenuous nights fighting the urge to nibble I had managed to grow lovely, beautifull, long nails that my daughter so inquisitively asked "mommy are those fake?" To which I responded with most pride in saying "no, they're mine...all...mine!" until... Last night! Oh I could just shoot myself for doing this! I can't believe in one sitting I managed to do away with ten digits worth of lovely manicured, all "real" finger nails! Why must my oral fixation dominate my coping strategies?!! It happened late last night while catching the latest tivoed episode of Ghost Hunters...You should of seen the footage they caught with the thermo camera...Omg...you could totally see a figure, shaped like a person walk in front of the camera then walk away...

Lesley
What Lesley Means You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy

Cleaning
Just wanted all of my friends to know that I will be cleaning out my friends list. No offence, but if I dont hear from you by Sunday, I will remove you. Not on here just to collect friends. I want real friends who will talk to me. Thanks for understanding. Bill

Uh Uh
dammit, posted it in a wrong blog. OFcourse everyone cares which it was in. What makes me a misanthrope? The answer is simple: I hate humanity. Or about 87 % of it. It is funny to hear people talk about morals, trust, values, when they are nothing but walking meat sacks supported by bony frames. Life is too short for all the petty stuff and materialistic acquires. Will gettin a fancy car or a diamond ring make you less prone to slowly diseasing year after year until all your parts fail and you are forever encased in a wooden box with worms crawling through your eyeballs? Probably not. Is your man/woman sleeping with someone else a biggest trouble in your life to whine and bitch about? Do you HAVE to want all men to be after you because you are such a hot piece of ass, just to call them pervs if they say something suggestive? Or think that somehow you are better than others because of the way your features sit on your face? I get often asked what brought on this bitterness. The ans

The Cry
He stands alone at the top of the hill And sings his mournful cry, His mate and cubs are missing He's not certain why. He had been out hunting Was gone for only a day, And hurried back with empty jaws So scarce now was their prey. He wasn't gone long Eager to get home, But the den was cold and empty And he sensed something was wrong. The smell of man was everywhere With footprints in the dirt, And blood shed from his family He knew they had been hurt. He sat and waited day by day With hopes they would return, There wasn't much he could do Except quietly sit and yearn. Why would man come all this way To hunt and shoot them down, To interrupt their quiet lives When no harm had been done? Their territory plainly marked And not once did they stray, For they would rather starve to death Than to get in man's way. The smell of chickens, cows and sheep Were so tempting at times, But instincts warned not to hunt them Or they would lose their lives.

Soul Fire
Sun shining out from behind clouds Smiling, smiling, white pearly glow Laughing, dancing, eyes meet Sparkling, glowing, infused Together dance life souls Spirits illuminated Mind - body - soul - one Together one together One life paths cross narrow Carpe diem together one Familiar comfortable close Chaotic love light dance together Light within eyes dance Mirrors of the soul Reflections of whimsical fire Moonbeams shining stars Fire dance - burning luminescence Searing intensity flaming passion Extreme light of strength and splendor Soul Fire is blazing Communication flowing Gentle touch - lips, hands, skin Energy exchange building, rising Circle complete, dancing as one Together one together Spirits lift and intertwine Mind - body - soul - one Simulataneous dance of life Soul fires blazing Soft breath meeting Eyes dance, lips part - one Together one together Souls balanced - astral one Together soul fires blaze - one Together one together

Conviction
Wednesday, June 25, 2008 Conviction Commitment depends upon conviction. And conviction is something you can create from what you already have. Within you there is a powerful and undeniable sense of purpose. Conviction comes from making a solid and persistent connection to that unique purpose. When your intentions are supported by a strong enough reason why, you will find a way to bring them to life. Getting anything done is a matter of continuing to remember why you have chosen to do it. It's no secret that focused and persistent effort brings achievement. With a strong sense of conviction, you can keep that effort going for as long as the achievement requires. Harness the power that flows from your most authentic desires. Build your convictions based on who you truly are. When your actions resonate with those convictions, they produce profound and valuable results. Each moment you live with purpose is a moment that adds real richness to your world. -- Ralph Ma

Its All About Me
You cant break my broken heart! You cant hurt a girl this smart! You see i have been down this road before, and still i long to travel more! I am no bodies girl,and don't wanna be.... Remember i'm a Taurus....it's all about me!

...service...hmmmm
I became confused when I heard these terms which reference the word 'service.' Internal Revenue 'Service' U.S. Postal 'Service' Telephone 'Service' T.V. 'Service' Civil 'Service' City & County Public 'Service' Customer 'Service' and 'Service' Stations This is not what I thought 'service' meant. But today, I overheard two farmers talking, and one of them said he had hired a bull to 'service' a few cows. BAM! It all came into perspective. I now understand what all those 'service' agencies are doing to us. I hope you are as enlightened as I am.

Just To Be Still And Know....
Erin O'Donnell brings us the lyric today... How's everybody doin? I'm somewhere between ok and miffed but, I'll get into that in a few minutes but, there are other things I wanna cover first. Went today and filled out the paperwork to start school on monday. After I did that I sat in for a few minutes to kinda get a grasp on what I'll be learning over the next 4 weeks. I think it'll be an ok class to take for me. The instructor is very sweet and the people in the class already have a jump on me but, they seem cool too so, I guess it'll be ok... This covers the ok part of this blog... When I got home at 1:45pm I turned on the 'ol pc and checked the e-mail. Wasn't anything special, mostly junk. But, there was one which I shall now paste here for your reading pleasure... Michael, This is a friendly reminder that you will be attending your keyboard skills training beginning June 30 at Goodwill. You should have received a letter from Goodwill confirming this tr

Holy Shit
First, let me get this out of the way: To my skank ex-wife bitch: I won't mention your Hitleresque name for legal purposes, but, if you're reading these blogs (and I know you stalk me online), I don't give a shit. Tell the judge whatever you want, copy whatever you want, record whatever you want, it doesn't make a difference. Your scare tactics don't affect me anymore and your yankee lawyer is worthless. PS: Your singing sucks and don't give up your day job....oh, wait, you don't have a job.

Mi Nina Lola
Dime porque tienes carita de pena Que tiene mi niña siendo santa y buena Cuéntale a tu padre lo que a ti te pasa Dime lo que tienes reina de mi casa Tu madre la pobre no se donde esta Dime lo que tienes, dime lo que tienes Dime lo que tienes, dime la verdad Mi niña lola, mi niña lola Ya no tiene la carita del color de la amapola Mi niña lola, mi niña lola Ya no tiene la carita del color de la amapola Tu no me ocultes tu pena Pena de tu corazón Cuéntame tu amargura Pa consolártela yo Mi niña lola, mi niña lola Se le ha puesto la carita del color de la amapola Mi niña lola, mi niña lola Se le ha puesto la carita del color de la amapola Siempre que te miro mi niña bonita Le rezo a la virgen que esta en la ermita Cuéntale a tu padre lo que te ha pasao Dime si algún hombre a ti te ha engañao Niña de mi alma no me llores mas Dime lo que tienes, dime lo que tienes Dime lo que tienes, dime la verdad Mi niña lola, mi niña lola Mientras que viva tu padre no

Countryboy Superman
Countryboy Superman (Leader of the JLM & The American Sex Symbols)@ fubar COME CHECK OUT MY BOY COUNTRYBOY SUPERMAN...HES DEFINITELY DROOLWORTHY...SHOW HIM LOVE AND HELP HIM LEVEL. ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED

Life Moves On
Life moves on i know...relashionships change...there are breakups, there are feelings broke and yet we still live...god gave us feelings and emotions and yet some of those cant hurt worse than something pounding on you phisically...some breakups might make you think you will never find anyone like them...but i am here to tell you that if a a guy wants to break up with or mis treats you than they dont know what they have...and you can find someone that treats you like you need to be...like you are there one and only..this is from a guy..might think that is wierd..but there are guys out there that actually care for someones feelings and would love to cherish every mommet that they are with the girl taht they care most about...some ppl think a girl is just someone to be with and treat them that same way... they give ppl like me a bad name... but there are ppl that will love and care for you....

Poem8
To My Guy no matter what I do, no matter what I say, no matter how I feel, I know we'll be together someday. You've been pulled away from me, so I helped to push you back, now I know what I lack. I miss your arms around me, and when I used to giggle. I miss you touching me, that always made me wiggle. I know we'll be together someday, I know fate will have it's way. It’s our destiny. this is exactly how I feel right now

The 'h0w Sexy Is Your Name' Game.
Add the letters in your first name using the numbers below to see where you rank. A=100 B=14 C=9 D=28 E=145 F=12 G=3 H=10 I=200 J=100 K=114 L=100 M=25 N=450 O=80 P=2 Q=12 R=400 S=113 T=405 U=11 V=10 W=10 X=3 Y=210 Z=23 **************************** below 60 = not too sexy bet. 61-300 = pretty sexy over 301-599 = very sexy above 600 = very very sexy **************************** Timothy = 1635=very very sexy! Debbie = 546 = very sexy Jamey = 580 = very sexy Cathy - 734 = Very very sexy . We already knew that now didn't we ? Ron - 930 = Very very sexy...!!! Karen = 1209 = very very sexy (wink) Richard= 1147 Bruce=579 Joann = 1180 Provex = 640 very very sexy Patricia = 1,416 Very Very Sexy :o) zachary - 852 very very sexy Lucy=330 very sexy Luke = 370 ... hmn ... is this thing rigged or what?

Tag Your It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. My Kids are My Life 2. I work full time. 3. I am Beautiful. 4. I am Sweet 5. I love my Job (for the most part) 6. I give people one chance only. 7. I am eating spaghetti right now. LOL 8. My favorite food is Mexican food. YUMMY 9. I have a slight problem with anger. 10. I love to drink. 11. I am a recovering Meth that used for 16 years and been clean for 3! Yay Me 12. I love music. 13. I loves my Fubar friends. 14. I don't have bowels. (shhhhh) 15. I graduated from Delta college nursing program in stockton CA with a 4.0! People I will tag. Robin Elijah Trell Cole Cam

I Was Frickin Tagged :p
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. IM GENERALLY VERY WEIRD AND RANDOM SO THERES TONS MORE THEN THIS SHIT...LOL KEEP IN MIND IM ALSO EXTREMELY OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE. 1. I love tattoos and piercings on a man 2. I love the way q-tips feel in my ear... I have to do use one atleast 1 time a day 3. I have a problem of falling for the same exact type of guy every time and not learning a thing.. lol 4. I laughed with all of my tattoos i guess my pain threshold is high 5. I have a to follow a certain pattern every day 6 I have anxiety but haven't told many people including my parents. 7. I only like big dogs.. small dogs bother me 8. Even though I have lost ove

Fairy Tale Endings
There have been a few minor loves in my life but no great ones, and thats kinda depressing. I mean, one of society's biggest beliefs and myths is that everyone should and will experiance a great love in their life. The reason I say this is also one of society's myths is that there is no way that someone can believe in a "happily ever after" with the statistics that exist on relationships. It almost makes me want to burn every Fairy Tale book I can get my hands on. THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS A FAIRY TALE ENDING!!!!!! What makes it even worse is Hollywood perpetuates the lie by creating what are so ironically called "Chick Filks", hello, that so does not work for many of us females in the world. I would rather watch someone getting their brains blown out than a sappy love story. Even so, since I am female and grew up on the stories of Cinderella and Snow White and so many other fairy tales that end with "and they lived happily ever after..." my expectations are product of that. I kno

Sarabeana
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She Rules!
Help her out please. :) > > Hey there lovies! > Kitteh needs some help she is in a fubuck giveaway and she is over halfway to her goal! If you can drop some comments her way she would so appreciate it. Any little bit helps! > > I am going for Spotlight so I need as much help as I can get! > > MWAHZZZ!! > > > > > It's 10 fubucks per comment and 20 fubucks per rate so even if you just rate the picture it would help soo much!! > > Thanks so much to everying who has been helping and who has donated fubucks! > You guys rawk, love ya so much! > > > >

Change
CHANGES IN LIFE In every change that you experience in life, there will be times when you'll wonder if you can endure. But you'll learn that facing each difficulty one by one isn't so hard. It's when you don't deal with a situation that it sometimes comes back to confront you again. Changes are sometimes very painful, but they teach us that we can endure and that we can become stronger. Everything that comes into your life has a purpose, but the outcome is in your hands by the action you take. Be wise with your life, be willing to endure, and always be willing to face life's challenges.

Bpo - My Job!
I'm so excited about my new job. They offer so much training and advancement! They're the largest protective company in the world and is the #1 contractor for the Department of Defense and State Department. Wasn't easy getting though. Doing the paperwork for this job was almost like the military. The style and such was the same - including training records. I was asked today if I want to work on the 4th, and I told them I'm not sure. Of course, I should do so and it would make me shine - but, damn, can't I have a personal life EVER? Kosovo / Kazakhstan / Nuclear These are the 3 options I have after finishing my Criminal Justice degree. Kosovo is supporting the US military OR working at the US embassy as a protective officer. Kazakhstan is merely protecting the oil pipeline that runs through there - subject to many terrorist attacks. Nuclear - well, there are two nuke plants here in the Charlotte area. That, I believe is a good stepping stone to get overseas for

Missing My Best Friend That I Had For A Long Long Time
Even though we went through hard times we still laughed alot and was really close.Even though you would only allow me to be only soo close to you.No one has ever been close to you like I have.I apologize for all the negitive and bad things.I hope you make it home okay and I hope wherever you are that you are safe and maybe one day we can forgive each other.I think I understand now and I do forgive you and just hoping you forgive me.We reunited once maybe one day we will reunite again.Who knows what can happen.Sending out my prayers,love,appreciaiton,support etc oxxoxo Sincerely, Cinthia

Tag
Instructions......(I was tagged by Goddess Kevauna) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. okay, let me think, I always sit Indian style, even in the office chair. 2. Ima HUGE procrastinator! OMG I get griped at so much for that one! 3. Everyone says Id be late to my own funeral. Thats why Im NOT having one! lol. Cremate my ass haha. But its true, I can leave extra early and will always get there 15 minutes late. 4. Im OCD (or whatever its called) about certain things. Like if Im walking on a sidewalk and my left foot steps on a crack then I have to step on one with my right foot. lol dont know why 5. I pick at my nails when Im nervous. 6. I sleep in a hot bath when

Thank You So Much Passionman71, You Rawk!
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Up To Me
You want to feel loose You want to feel how I’m abused, I see You want to get faded You never want to concentrate on me I’m too much of an angel I’m too much of a saint, Thought I can’t be I’m too much of reject, You don’t expect much from I want to feel safe I want to feel like I’m not hated too I want to get closer I want to feel the most I’d get from you I’m too much on the rebound, I’m too much on the ground, But you can’t be You’re always getting higher, You don’t desire me So what’ve I got to prove? What’ve I got to lose When you’re not worth fighting for? And why am I feeling down While you’re out messing around? You’re not worth begging for Just wanted to stop by Just wanted to see you one last time Just wanted to say bye Just wanted to get you off my mind Just wanted to fit in But then I saw you with him So what’ve I got to prove? What’ve I got to lose When you’re not worth fighting for? And why am I feeling down While you’re out messi

Keep Driving
We'll take the long roads Off into the world where no one goes We'll pick the right songs Cause I believe these roads were meant for us Keep driving till there's no where left to run Can't help but think there's something there for us Keep driving away Keep driving away We'll take the slow roads Deep into the woods where no one goes We'll pick the slow songs Cause I believe these roads were made for us Keep driving till there's no where left to run Can't help but think there's something there for us Keep driving away Keep driving away With a long way from Where we first saw There's too much here The world can't say we're wrong And even when the roads begin to disappear We won't forget what brought us here, no We'll still go We'll take the long roads Off until the world where no one knows We'll pick the long songs Cause I believe these roads were made for us Keep driving till there's no where left to run Can't help but think there's something t

The Training Is Done!
Howdy folks, I am at last, after 10 long weeks of boot camp, an official truck driver. It’s been interesting. On my last trip with my trainer, we had to drop and hook to a trailer they brought out to us, and it was missing a mud flap. Now this might not be a big deal on your pick up truck, but not so in this industry. It wasn’t our companies trailer, so after some thought Dano decided to chance it, and away we went. Well, wouldn’t you know it, he gets all comfy and went to sleep in the back, and I was tooling East on 90 in Portland New York when this State Trooper appeared out of no where and pulled me over. Nice feller, but I think he spotted the missing item with better acuity than most eagles. He gave me a fix it ticket, which gave us a day to fix the thing. Well, we knew we were heading for Maine, where all of the former Nazis and Secret Police of the world have all gone to work for DOT, so we pulled into the Angola rest area, and called the trailer owners, who sent someo

Dam Women Drivers!
This morning on the Interstate, I looked over to my left and there was a Woman In a brand new Cadillac Doing 65 mph With her Face up next to her Rear view mirror Putting on her eyeliner. I looked away For a couple seconds ! And when I looked back she was Halfway over in my lane, Still working on that makeup. As a man, I don't scare easily. But she scared me so much; I dropped My electric shaver , Which knocked The donut Out of my other hand. In all The confusion of trying To straighten out the car Using my knees against The steering wheel, it knocked my cell phone away from my ear which fell into the coffee between my legs, splashed, and burned Big Jim and the Twins, ruined the damn phone, soaked my trousers, and disconnected an important call. Damn women drivers!!

Boxes
If I could get down to just two boxes of stuff that never get unpacked after I move I'll be happy. Two big boxes wouldn't be bad. Right now I am sitting here with at least six boxes that never got unpacked when I moved in here. And I keep buying more stuff. I know I've purchased at least Two boxes worth of stuff to move with into my next place. Easily with out trying and in fact, I was trying not to buy stuff stuff and only getting a few toys. I've never been in a situation where I lived in the same place or even felt comfortable in thinking I would still be there the same time next year. Here I am a year later, and well I am not comfortable but I am at least moving into a new and completely different type of deal that may very well jsut work out. A New new start.

Written For My Dad When He Passed 1-17-2005
This was written for my father when he passed... Current mood: thankful Category: Writing and Poetry We all have been called for a purpose on this side of earth.Ron's(my dad)was his fierce determination of being a loving husband,devoted father and doting grandfather.Ron was a truly multi-faceted man. Ron the Telecommunicator-Who shared his knowledge and years of experience with those who asked and even those who didn't.As an instructor, he gave his trainees a broad wealth of knowledge and information to fulfill their duties as a telecommunicator. Ron the IPD Reserve SGT-Working within the South District area displaying a love for the community and a very active with the Explorer group,sharing his experiences with younger men and women who are considering Law Enforcement as a career.Ron only left when his health began to fail. Ron the Husband-Whose best friend and soul-mate was his beloved--Connie(my mom),the love of his life,who shared a standing lunch date at 10:30

After Over A Year...
I finally get to see my big sister today. I haven't seen her in over a year, and im soooo excited. She will be here sometime this afternoon, and her and her new husband will be staying a few days I think...

A Friend Is Close To Leveling
ok ppl she is close and needs our help sooo plzzz help her out i have her all rated and stuff so plzzz help her ♥ Çhåøtï¢ ¶®îñçë$$ ♥ ~*Founder Of Shadow Bombers*~Owned By Bratt n Dj Superman@ fubar thats her link tell her i sent ya thank you for all that help *BIG HUGS*

The Shield!!!
Yeeeesss! I saw a commercial on fx tonight for the upcoming season, final season, I should say, for the shield and I'm crazy excited for the show to start. The commish, aka, mr. chicklets, is one of my favorite of favoritest sexy bald guys! What can I say, I love a man who can accept his destiny and just shave the damn thing off instead of living with the mockery of a half moon hairstyle! Next in line would have to be the lead singer of RED and then there are several more that I could attest too but won't bore you on the details! This guy rocks on the shield! Do you watch? Do you care? Mostly likely not, but the storey line has me enthralled to the end and I can't wait to see what the bastard does to shane in this next season! They need to go out with a bang...literally! Alright, stepping off my bald guy advocate soapbox now...I just had to share in my excitement. Really, there's nothing good on t.v. anymore, except the office, southpark, family guy, ghost hunters an

Celebrate Freedom
Friday, July 4, 2008 Celebrate freedom Freedom is the great enabler of opportunity. When you are free to act in accordance with your most treasured values and interests, anything you can imagine is possible. Essential to freedom is responsibility. It is by accepting and exercising full responsibility over every aspect of your life that you become truly free to live and fulfill your own unique vision. Freedom carries with it great power. Responsibility keeps that power focused in a positive and productive direction. Freedom, lovingly tempered with responsibility, has produced many great and wonderful things. Even more wonderful is the fact that freedom's best rewards are yet to come. For in freedom there is endless promise. With freedom, the possibilities for goodness and fulfillment are always growing more abundant. Celebrate freedom and, more importantly, creatively put it to good use in your own special way. With your life, uncover and bring to life some of freed

Epiphanies Of The Deaf And Blind
Regret, i feel nothing for the cards in my hands; I don't see them as a problem nor fear them in my head/ I am alone, just me and thoughts with out words; no forming of adjectives nouns verbs/ emotionless, for me there no happy or sad just lingering thoughts and ideas definitions i never had/ Don't feel sorry for me, its like metal with two edges; sharp images, black and white color is my new fetish/ I may be deaf and blind but for damn sure not dumb; Meaningless concepts of time cause i wait for no one/ But i speak, clearly, to the ears of the weary; for all the unsolved misterys i will answer listen clearly/ Life is short, time is nothing, love is all, hate is fucking to pointless to hold on to while you bleed of all loving/ Family, is not neccessarily limited to;every one who ever cared and gave a damn about you/ But the people that prove you important sincerely; by merely just a drop of a dime they'll deport the brains of all near the/ No need for stress, it only brings age, the pr

Pain
“We live in a world full of people wearing middle aged bodies. Yet they stumble to a crawl in their minds.”~CaptHowdy~ Strangeland how very true. The movie I watched tonight has brought my thought process on this subject to full circle. So many people are focused on what they have right now not what could become of their lives with experiences that are a natural part of the maturing process. We never see the beauty of the darker side of life simply because we choose to live in fear. Letting fear run your life seems stupid and naive to me. it doesn't do any good. pain is inevitable. Who cares if you get hurt, learn from it and grow Pain is a right of passage, that shapes and molds us to who we need to be to survive in lives to come. With out pain...physical , mental, emotional, or spiritual we cannot survive. Take the pain of losing a loved one for example. Its something that from my experience causes pain on nearly every level possible. We all need to realize death is a release not a

Getting Attached
y is it that we get attached to an idea of thinkin that whoever we meet that is the person that they were "meant" to meet...dont get me wrong i kno that there are serious relationships that have spawned from the net but what im talkin bout is the illusion that most ppl throw at us to make us think that there is something there when they kno thats not the case... is it jus me or do ppl get way too attached to one another here in fu-land and the world wide web in general? plz feel free to leave comments....

Pagan Blessings And Prayers / 7.7.08
Mother of all things, watch over me tonight, Hold me in your arms, until the morning light. Blessed be the mother goddess, by all her many names. Shining in the sky above, Bathe me in your magikal light, And protect me with your love. Lord of night, welcome me as I sleep. Guide me in the darkness, and protect me as I dream. The horned god runs in the night, And hunts among the stars, May he watch over and keep us safe, No matter where we are. Lord and Lady, watch over us, and bless us as we eat and sleep. Gifts of life, bringing sustenance and strength, Bless us and our bounty of earth, May they bless my family and friends and our world. May they bless the animals and see that the Norns have mercy upon us in this life. For I am grateful for all I have and have been blessed by knowing you. Good Journeys Always, ~milady_J_ßßW

What Does Your Month Mean
Pick your birth month and read it JANUARY = SLUT Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. FEBRUARY = ATTITUDE Abstract thoughts. Outgoing. MARCH = FLIRTATIOUS You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. APRIL=PIMP means that your really good looking. Stubborn and hard-hearted. MAY = PORNSTAR Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. JUNE = SEXY Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. JULY = HOTTIE Outgoing personality. Takes risks. Feeds on attention.Hates studying. In need of 'that someone'. AUGUST = THUG You a straight up 'Gangsta'! Attractive personality. Very sexy! SEPTEMBER = LOVER Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. OCTOBER =PERFECT Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous NOVEMBER = FINE Loyal and generous. Absolutely beautiful. DECEMBER = FREAK IN BED Loves to chat. Loves those who love RE

Are You Charming?
You Are Pretty Charming While you're not a natural charmer, you can be charming when you want to be. And lucky for those around you, you usually feel like turning on the charm. You project a happy, calm image - even when you're feeling the exact opposite. You make people feel great about being around you... though you're not always up for putting in the effort. Are You Charming?

Adult Questions
What is your pubic hair style? How many sexual partners have you had? Have you ever given someone oral sex? Have you ever received oral sex? Have you ever had anal sex? What is your favorite sexual position? How often do you masturbate? Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? Have you ever had sex with someone of the same sex? Have you ever taken or been in nude photos? Have you ever been in a pornographic video? Have you ever had multiple partners at once? Have you ever watched porn? Have you ever watch porn on your pc? Have you ever masterbated to porn on your pc? Have you ever been to a nude beach or a nudist area? Have you ever watched or been watched having sex? Have you ever had an orgasm? Have you ever had phone sex? Do you own any sex toys? Have you ever faked an orgasm? Have you ever paid for sex? Do you participate in BDSM? Do you enjoy rough sex? Do You want to have Sexy with me ? Are you going to repost this so I can answer

Force~3~bombers
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Mine & Libs Fu-wedding
Chris Brown - With You (I Need You Boo) - Chris Brown - With You (I Need You Boo) DJ Liberty & DJ Freak are getting married! Come join us in Seduction for the wedding of DJ Liberty & DJ Freak!1am Eastern Standard Time12am Central Standard TimeYou definitely don’t want to miss thisDrinks, & Great tunes to follow! Click the picture below to join us in Seduction for this great ceremony!

Amazingly Simple Home Remedies
1. AVOID CUTTING YOURSELF WHEN SLICING VEGETABLES BY GETTING SOMEONE ELSE TO HOLD THE VEGETABLES WHILE YOU CHOP. 2. AVOID ARGUMENTS WITH THE FEMALES ABOUT LIFTING THE TOILET SEAT BY USING THE SINK. 3. FOR HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE SUFFERERS ~ SIMPLY CUT YOURSELF AND BLEED FOR A FEW MINUTES, THUS REDUCING THE PRESSURE ON YOUR VEINS. REMEMBER TO USE A TIMER. 4. A MOUSE TRAP PLACED ON TOP OF YOUR ALARM CLOCK WILL PREVENT YOU FROM ROLLING OVER AND GOING BACK TO SLEEP AFTER YOU HIT THE SNOOZE BUTTON. 5. IF YOU HAVE A BAD COUGH, TAKE A LARGE DOSE OF LAXATIVES. THEN YOU'LL BE AFRAID TO COUGH. 6. YOU ONLY NEED TWO TOOLS IN LIFE - WD-40 AND DUCT TAPE. IF IT DOESN'T MOVE AND SHOULD, USE THE WD-40. IF IT SHOULDN'T MOVE AND DOES, USE THE DUCT TAPE. 7. IF YOU CAN'T FIX IT WITH A HAMMER, YOU'VE GOT AN ELECTRICAL PROBLEM. DAILY THOUGHT: SOME PEOPLE ARE LIKE SLINKIES - NOT REALLY GOOD FOR ANYTHING BUT THEY BRING A SMILE TO YOUR FACE WHEN PUSHED DOWN THE STAIRS

Adult Interaction, Anyone?
Alright, So after a year or so of absense, I decided the regular old mommy blog bullshit is a little much for me. Mommy blogs, you ask? Mommy blogs are the stupid, insignificant blogs of the stay at home moms who not only have nothing better to do, but also have placed their children in the center of their universe. You all know thie kinds? Oh, little johnny pooped three times today, and then she gets 30 comments on the congratulations, and the other mommies who ask what color it was. Me on the other hand, I bitch and complain about the economy, current events, etc.....what do I get? "Oh, I don't involve myself in that sort of stuff so I can't really comment on that" Bitch, it's just beyond your comprehension.

I Wonder....
...i'm kinda having a sudden urge to hurt someone. and i can't stop thinking about that idiot kid that tried to rob me yesterday. i wonder if i should hide myself behind some cars down the street and when he goes by beat the holy shit out of him with a baseball bat. i mean it would only serve him right. :) how is everyone this fine evening?

When A Woman Loves A Man...
When a woman loves a man... When a woman loves a man... she throws herself into his heart. always ready with a smile or a sweet kiss. She’s not blind to his shortcomings. yet knows when to turn a blind eye, after all a "perfect" man does not exist. When a woman loves a man... she takes his brooding in stride, wants to fix his pain, be his brightest day. She often ignores her own needs, Choosing to focus on her man, Even when he forgets the words to say. So smile when you see her... Make sure she knows she’s on your mind. embrace her eyes in that way of old...just like the first time... Tell her how warm her heart makes you feel Hold her just a bit too long...until the last song. Until the last song. When a woman loves a man... she knows he’s just a big old child, saving all his nickels for "GTA IV". She can overlook so much now with a wan smile and slight headshake, just as long as he keeps her safe and warm. When a woman loves a man... Fo

Back ...
I used to have a profile on here awhile ago. I deleted it because ... well ... I don't know! I didn't get on here very much and it kept changing its name and what was on here. so on the fourth of july ... I started a new one. I ended up with as many points as I have now and its been alot more fun! :) hugs all and thanks for the good time!! ♥Miss Butterfly

Reincarnation
Dave came home from the pub late one Friday evening stinking drunk, as he often did, and crept into bed beside his wife who was already asleep. He gave her a peck on the cheek and fell asleep. When he awoke he found a strange man standing at the end of his bed wearing a long flowing white Robe. 'Who the hell are you?' demanded Dave, 'and what are you doing in my bedroom?' The mysterious man answered 'This isn't your bedroom and I'm St Peter. ' Dave was stunned 'You mean I'm dead!!! That can't be, I have so much to live for, I haven't said goodbye to my family. . . You've got to send me back straight away. ' St Peter replied 'Yes, you can be reincarnated but there is a catch. We can only send you back as a dog or a hen. ' Dave was devastated, but knowing there was a farm not far from his house, he asked to be sent back as a hen. A flash of light later he was covered in feathers and clucking around pecking the ground. 'This ain't so bad' he thoug

Who I Am
I don't care if you talk to other guys. I don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to me, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses me off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that I'm still there. I don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when I tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, I freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. I'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when I hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let me pay for you! dont "feel bad" I enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say "thank you." Kiss me whe

We Are Blessed ...
Jay Leno wrote this; it's the Jay Leno we don't often see.... As most of you know I am not a President Bush fan, nor have I ever been, but this is not about Bush, it is about us, as Americans, and it seems to hit the mark. 'The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some Poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the President. In essence 2/3 of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, 'What are we so unhappy about?'' A.. Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 Days a week? B.. Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? C.. Could it be that 95.4 percent of

Usher - Love In The Club (warning Autoplay)
Usher - Love In The Club Make Love In This Club - Usher Gotta do it for the ladies And I gotta keep it hood Where we at Polo (Ay) I see you Ryan What you do was right But we just gettin started Yeaa Man.. Usher You see you searching for somebody That'll take you out and do you right Well come here baby and let daddy show you what it feel like You know all you gotta do is tell me what you sippin' on And I promise that I’m gonna keep it comin’ all night long Lookin’ in your eyes while you walk the other side And I think that shorty I’ve got a thing for you Doin’ it on purpose winding and workin’ it I can tell by the way you lookin’ at me girl I wanna make love in this club (in this club, in this club, in this club) I wanna make love in this club (in this club, in this club, in this club) Usher You got some friends rollin’ wit you baby then that's cool You can leave them with my niggers let em know that I got you If you didn’t know, you’re the only thi

Age Of Significant Other??
What's your take on it? what's okay and what's just gross? Like 25 year difference? 50 year difference? As long as both ppl are over 18 it's fine? Would you date someone much older than yourself?

Ensign: Real People
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 11 July 2008 "And [Jesus] called the multitude, and said unto them, Hear, and understand: not that which goeth into the mouth defileth a man; but that which cometh out of the mouth, this defileth a man." Matthew 15:10 marks the midpoint between Jesus trouncing the scribes and Pharisees yet again and teaching an important point. Benjamin Franklin's maxim that three can keep a secret if two of them are dead touches on it too. Our thoughts and our knowledge and our talents can do no good or bad if we don't share. And we take the risk of being misunderstood or outright wrong when we do take action -- but we can make the effort anyway. What we remember and often do best is often what we repeat ourselves, whether it

“global Warming Has Ended, New Ice Age Here”
Nat’l Space & Science Research Center: “Global Warming Has Ended, New Ice Age Here” July 11th, 2008 Posted By Bash. Reports are that Al Gore has been spotted climbing the New York Times Building with a banner. No reports as to what the banner says, but what we do know is that he just left a meeting with these people at the Space and Science research Center in Orlando, who recently released this report: The Space and Science Research Center Issues A Formal Declaration: Global Warming Has Ended – The Next Climate Change to A Pronounced Cold Era Has Begun. In a news conference held in Orlando, Florida today, Mr. John L. Casey, Director of the Space and Science Research Center, issued a landmark declaration on climate change. “After an exhaustive review of a substantial body of climate research, and in conjunction with the obvious and compelling new evidence that exists, it is time that the world community acknowledges that the Earth has begun its next climate chan

Zombies
So I was at work talking on the phone to my friend Jai about various spooky shit, getting kinda psyched out. All over sudden, the front door opens, and in comes in...a zombie. The guy looked like a creature from the black lagoon. His face looked like one of those burn victim faces, with skin super tight and kinda grey. He then turned to me, and his eyes were really weird, you couldnt see the whites, and it looked like two dark holes in his face. He was SLOWLY creeping across the floor, with his hands behind his back. Then I saw that one of his hands was twitching back and forth. Needless to say I almost shit my pants and felt my heart stop for a moment. To break the silence I asked if he is looking for something, and he said in a human voice that he is waiting for his wife. Then in comes in this really nice Indian lady (I guess that explain his greyish skin color?), says hi, and catches up with him. I feel shitty calling a guy who probably had some weird shit happen to his f

Today...
Honestly...I was a complete and total bitch today! Fuck everyone that got in my way or looked at me crosseyed...I had something to say about it or a face to make or a hand gesture to accompany it...! Look what happens when I have to function on 3 hours of sleep chock full of responsible parenting, husband happy keeping, friendship relying duties, that lead me into nothing, but a dreadfull, hatefull individual at the end of the day! If you can't say something nice, then don't say anything at all...was NOT my mantra, to say the least! I realized today that I'm the "go to" friend when they need something, anything! Like today, my friend got fired from her job..."oh sucks, yeah, but let me buy you breakfast and lend you a shoulder...did I mention I havn't slept all night? Yeah, don't mind me...I'll just have another cup of coffee." meanwhile...I'm barely awake. Another friend...Need a ride to work? Sure, no problem...my car only has 140,000 miles on it and have you notice

The Other Man
The room was crowded people stood everywhere, they all talked in little huddles laughing and chatting. The lights shone down on the dance floor where girls were shaking their booty and doing their thing. My eyes notice a girl her body sleek but curvy, she swayed her hips from side to side and moved like a storm that shed across the skies. Her eyes kept meeting mine and I had to look closer, walking to her I see her eyes glowing with blue and her lips red with heat. Her hands felt round her body, they traveled down her breasts and around her hips then she would stop. My heart was racing and I needed to see more, I move closer and start to dance, her body moves closer to mine, I feel the electricity flowing though our bodies as we rub against each other. She was a goddess of movement, a women of beauty and overwhelming power, she could hypnotize you with her eyes and sleekness, but it was too late for me I was captured. We continue to dance our bodies still feeling the heat that w

Hold On, Shut Up, Enjoy The Ride.
So., Yea. Life is a peice of work, Your going to get used, Abused, Lied to, Ran over., Beaten down, Forgotten, Neglected, Hurt, Ect. But. The question is. are you going to let it haunt you, Going to let it follow you and control who you let yourself become? Shut up, Hold on, Enjoy in the ride,. Learn to laugh at stupid people ., Learn to Forgive and forget and learn to trust those who havent given you a reason not to., Don't sit around waiting for someone who isnt worth waiting for., or who doesnt wait for you,. Don't hold on to something or someone who isnt worth holding on to,. Let go, Learn to relax., life is hard, no one promised an easy ride., But learn to suck it up., Love is worth waiting for., Love is worth fighting for., Love is worth the hard work, the tears the anger and hate, the emotional rush and tears., And If at anytime you feel it isnt worth it., then your not with the right person., Hate is something you control., Don't let it control you,. F

The Power Of Your Passion
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 The power of your passion Though the odds may not be in your favor, you can do it. Though the challenges are great, you can make it happen. People will likely tell you it's impossible. Even so, you can find a way to make it possible and to make it real. When it means enough to you, then you can do it. When you are willing and committed and persistent, you will get yourself there. Look within yourself and find those values that you most earnestly desire to express with your life. The things that are most genuinely important to you are the things that will power your achievements. When you can put the power of your passion behind it, you will create it. Make the effort to find and to know that passion, and there is no limit to what you can accomplish. Be utterly true to who you are. And fulfill your greatest possibilities. -- Ralph Marston

A Good Character Definition Of Me.
The Crab June 22 to July 22 Traditional Cancer Traits Emotional and loving Intuitive and imaginative Shrewd and cautious Protective and sympathetic On the dark side.... Changeable and moody Overemotional and touchy Clinging and unable to let go Cancer! About your sign... The Cancerian character is the least clear-cut of all those associated with the signs of the zodiac. It can range from the timid, dull, shy and withdrawn to the most brilliant, and famous Cancerians are to be found through the whole range of human activity. It is a fundamentally conservative and home-loving nature, appreciating the nest like quality of a secure base to which the male can retire when he needs a respite from the stresses of life, and in which the Cancerian woman can exercise her strong maternal instincts. The latter tends to like and to have a large family. ..Nest like' is an appropriate adjective for the Cancerian home, for its inhabitants tend to favor the dark, mysterio

Time!
I lie here thinking of you as teardrops fill my eyes,To find when I get out of here much to my surprise,Someone else has ahold of your heart wich brought more tears to my eyes. Cant help but think back on things we`ve done and places we could`ve went,But knowing how little we know eachother,I see our time was well spent. To forget about you now would greatly be a sin,I just cant wait for my time to be up,So I can hold you in my arms again.

More Than Meets The Eye
I hate to disappoint you, but this is NOT a Transformers-themed blog entry! (The originals from the 80s are still the best.) I just have a lot to relate today regarding what members of our family did and said and books I’ve read that tweaked me a little or made me look at a larger pattern in a different way. The Trick is fitting all this into one several-paragraph and/or several-page entry … I pray I’m up – change that, I’m up to the challenge and I pray I’ll meet it! This was brought home to me last night when I called my mom in Kentucky after we’d received her card celebrating our fifth wedding anniversary. I called to say thank you after Martha had gotten home last night and my mom was saying thank God that I’d found a family that took me in as one of their own so readily! (My family’s scattered throughout the United States, and I’ve got a brother in Iraq if I remember right.) There are days I don’t always believe that, that on our family I’m hanging on like an appendix. But

Is This A Dream
Is this a dream to which I've yet to wake? Open my eyes and all is gone but a shameful ache? Are these whispered words, pulsing emotions created inside my head? All an illusion, to find I wake drowning in tears, in which I shed. Everything that I wished for, all that I felt, was it real? Or was it just a mere fantasy of what I wanted to feel? If I do fall asleep, will I find you if I fall into my dream land again? Or is it just a passing of hearts, emotions tossed into the wind? Whirling emotions, of a love in my heart, I embrace so deep, passion shattered, tossed about, falling freely, as I yearn again to sleep. To Dream . . . the ultimate dream.

Climax
My hand I reach to you... Shivers crawl through my body... I touch your skin... You quiver with each motion my fingers make, responding as I ever so gently explore you. I look upon your face, to be lost in the depth of your eyes... I run a hand lightly across your breast, I'm entranced by your beauty, no longer able to resist... Together we embrace, flesh meets flesh, two bodies join as one, two minds entwine in ecstatic bliss... Whispered moans escape our lips, we indulge in our pleasures... Our hearts beat in synchronized rhythm, scorched by the fires of our heated passion, too strong to be extinguished... Streaks torn down my back, fluids of red mixed with burning sweat... Excitement mounts... Spasms of ecstasy take hold... Climax. . .

Need Your Help
Hiya all im a giveaway for a 7 day blast. Icould use your help, so heres what im gonna do. I am gonna give away bux for comments. 500 comments = 1000 bux 1000 comments = 2000 bux 1500 comments = 2500 bux When you are done private message me and let me know and ill get you the bux right away. if less than 500 comments, message me and im sure we can works something out Thank you for your time Thomas

Birch Tree
birch tree, I see you stand all alone In a clearing, so far removed from others. You strive to belong in the woods with them, To be among your sisters and your brothers But strong roots keep holding you down to the ground, All you can do is tilt your head and flail your arms Hoping they will see your struggle, come to you, But they are attached as well, and can't abandon their realms As days and nights go by, you hear them whisper in the wind. You want to share your dreams at night, and celebrate beginnings of each day; But distance is too big, and they can't hear; You look at them with tired eyes, and quietly wonder what they say The day is coming to an end, The clearing and the forest stand in the dark Your green head is tilted down, you feel defeat, And clear bitter sap is running down your bark. You fall asleep and see those vivid dreams Of standing in the woods, with theirs your branches intertwine. You feel the wind caress your leaves, And bring your

Point Whore
I'm sittin in my basement, I've never had a life I have 11 babies With my fatass welfare wife I troll for nudie pics; My cock is all the rage With unsuspected chicks That stumble on my page The only thing I do Is eat and masturbate So please check out my page And Add, Fan, Rate

The Ballad
Where the moonlight meets the water On a path of light, She was sitting on a river bank, Tears like diamonds sparkled in the night. She already knew without him Life could never be the same, When she heard his voice coming from below- He was softly calling out her name. Come with me, Join the waves at last; We will always be together, Just like in the past Come with me Take the pain away Let the river help us meet again today First she thought that she was dreaming, As she looked in from above; To her mind then came his last dying words: “Someday we will meet again, my love.” Since the day his life was taken She was living in the past. Now that Lord just gave her another chance, She will be with him again at last. Come with me, Join the waves at last; We will always be together, Just like in the past Come with me, Take the pain away, Let the rive help us meet again today Where the moonlight meets the water O

Singledad38 Is Up For Grabs Again!
SINGLEDAD38 IS UP FOR GRABS AGAIN! SingleDad38 is up for grabs again in Sub lil Slavegrrl's auction. See what he has to offer! Just click on the pic below to place your bid!(Pssst...He Loves Bling) :) The auction is now open and will run until Sunday, July 27th. Happy Bidding! Don't forget to show the auction hostess lots of love. If you haven't F/A/R'd her yet, please do so. Her link is below. sub lil slavegrrl aka SweetOne ~ NoMoreVodka's Wife & Sub & Happily Fu Owned by SingleDad `@ fubar This bulletin brought to you by: LilBamaGirl~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar

Spindle Bullie
Come See DJ Spindle ON AIR in The Playground NSFW Dj Spindle DJ On Air in THE PLAYGROUND NSFW Lounge Please stop by and listen, request a song, harass him, subscribe and have fun. The Playground NSFW Lounge

Recipe For Friendship
Fold two hands together And express a dash of sorrow Marinate it overnight And work on it tomorrow Chop one grudge in tiny pieces Add several cups of love Dredge with a large sized smile Mix with the ingredients above Dissolve the hate within you By doing a good deed Cut in and help your friend If he should be in need Stir in laughter, love, and kindness From the heart it has to come Toss with genuine forgiveness And give your neighbor some The amount of people served Will depend on you It can serve the whole wide world If you really want it to

I've Sold My Soul
or had it kidnapped apparently this is LAME: dj_doc@los...: Your soul has been fu-napped.. too redeem your soul back come join our family in LOST SOULS and party with the sexiest members on fubar.. by clicking this link fubar.com...

Updating Your Life
Well hello my spawlings how have you been? I expect people to comment this because my fingers hurt like crazy.... The other day I cut my finger with scissors and today i made my finger bleed from my wall and yeah spewwwing blood spawnings...*dies* Ummm I am in school with my tie...I like ties...I look good in them... I am applying for a job at a gorcery store 11.25 an hr...Yay :D

Being All That I Can Be, Being All That I Am
All my life I have given, tried and sacraficed in hopes of becoming someone Time and time again I have fallen, stumbled and allowed myself to be kicked down. You have no idea what its like until you lose your sense of self-worth, your self-identity, and feeling of accomplishment. Dreams are broken, cracked and even given up on fear of failure with no chance for success. For too long I have locked up my dreams from myself and threw away the key. All that I thought was me is about to change as I see now where the key has landed. With a feeling of confidence, self-esteem and a sense of purpose. On August 2nd I unlock that which I have hidden and I allow my dreams to come. Soon enough I shall discover who I truly am... And all myself to be all that I can be. On August 2nd I realize just who I am.

Is The Haley Bop Comet Coming
ok whats the matter with me havent written anything worth posting in a lone time am i patient omg am i burnt all burned out this is more than a writer's block burnt out seems to be it burnt out is all i feel i feel so unproductive all i want to do is lay on the beach then the storms have slowed that down too active no i'm not beginning to feel like i'm a virgin again is virgin just a burnt all burned out hoe seem i am that too