Fubar Blog Posts 2

The Innocent Criminal Genius
The simplstic character that is your every being is a tauting unmerciful shadow of a doubt a tainted ego of surpressed emotions the alter today is not that of tomorrow untouched memories of an uncertain alteration a striking disadvantage to all who bother uncertainty between pain and pleasure is kept within pain being the top of the pyramid of heirarchy your analytical mind bottles up the thoughts of distress to which your anatomy configures to adapt adaptation is nothing to the unkempt mind the barrier you hold is twice that of the great wall an iron mask destroys all who speaks the known the thoughts of what could be are shot down guards take no mercy on the wondering soul a mastermind of imperical genius to which no one would ever go the impecable manner to which you suceed is far greater than the greatest serial killer I am indeed imposing on your general idea as well as incinuating that you are the one the one crimal mastermindhowever you're innocent to prove

Innocence...
My Wed was a really good one. It was a still day in the midst of chaos. I am a commuter, but when I have things to do on campus I normaly stay at the leadership house. As I began my walk to the library by the huge pile of sand by the Seminary I began to see a small black object crawling. Thought it was a bug, but as I approached it, it was a baby snapping turtle the width of two fifty cent pieces. So me being me I pick it up and placed it in my pocket and it just crawled around inside the pouch. I soon took it back out again and began to play with it, to my surprise it never placed its head, tail or legs in the pockets of its shell to protect itself, but it began to simply crawl around and relax like it just trusted me. Walking along it began to crawl around on my wrist and it soon lost its footing and fell to the cement and as soon as it did this it placed its head, tail and legs inside to protect itself. I proceeded to pick it up and it kept its head, tail and legs inside. Before i

Innocence
I sit and watch you play Enjoying the sunchine of the day Your laughter carries on the breeze As you dance with a child's ease Too soon these days will be done You will grow up, into the world be drawn No more will I hear "Mommy watch me!" "Look Mommmy!" "Mommy did you see?!" These are the times I will miss Your sweet child's laughter, even your "puppy kiss" So innocent and carefee My wish is that's how you'll always be My prayer for you is a happy life One void of any despair or strife May you have joy your whole life through An existence worthy of someone as special as you

In Nomine Sicktanick
Hear the call in nomine SickTanicKDisciples rise and see the power of the blackest magickHear the call in the name of the beastDisciples rise and recognize it's the time for the feastAstrological phenomenons be me signInside the Necronomicon shall you read these linesThe book of fifty dead names the ancient onesThy kingdom come thy will be done and now the beast I will summonZia dingir kia kempaI call upon Leviathan to leave this whole world scarredI speak Enochian the most ancient of tonguesAnd as I inhale the incense it fills up my lungsThis is the black robe for the black popeWith the spirits I invoke I'm giving praises to the goatAs the lamb chokes on it's own blood because I slit it's throatMy name is SickTanicK and it's the beast that I promoteHear the call in nomine SickTanicKDisciples rise and see the power of the blackest magickHear the call in the name of the beastDisciples rise and recognize it's the time for the feastHear the call in nomine SickTanicKDisciples rise and see

Innovation Of The Uggs
UGG a legendary brand, first see her in person will be heavy but the shape of this Qichou not understood, but is such a rage in Europe and Asia boots, earth, and is now blowing all over the world That gust of wind burst of pop mainstream is the star in Europe and the United States who brought the. The boots are the rise in Australia during the First World War, the name was originally called the ugly boot came in. Later, Australians nickname it is a straight fur ugg boots round one, until 1994 by an American registered trademark of uggs. So, ugg brand of the United States. And manufacturers gradually come into China from Australia. Then Australians learned of ugg old registered by the United States after the gas halo, and also started their own production of this ugg boot. However, it does trade mark is not UGG. But JUMBO UGG and UGG another high-end brands CGM we can also go to this site point of view their latest styles. Wool textile used an important raw material, which has good elas

In Nomine Sicktanick
"All these child molesters and all this crowd that's coming out of the closets, Imma tell you something brother that's more than depravity. Any man that'll take a screwdriver and poke the eyes out of children and duct tape their mouth together and seduce four year old girls. That's not depravity, that is demonology. Men sleeping with men is not depravity, that's demonology. Women sleeping with women is not depravity, that's demonology. Humans sleeping with animals is demonology. Adults raping and molesting children, that's more than being wicked. That is being possesed with the fallen spirit from Hell itself"Hear the call in nomine SickTanicKDisciples rise and see the power of the blackest magickHear the call in the name of the beastDisciples rise and recognize it's the time for the feastAstrological phenomenons be me signInside the Necronomicon will you read these linesThe book of fifty dead names the ancient onesThy kingdom come thy will be done and now the beast I will summonZia din

Innocence
What else can I do, When the tears have all been wasted? And the only voice you choose to hear, sings the songs of our hearts breaking... Say your dreams, they all have changed Well, my smiles, they all have faded And the thoughts that used to seem so pure in my heart they now feel jaded. Because I want to feel like I did. I want to feel innoncence. What else can it be? Except this pride I'm sick of drinking. Storm clouds all have gone away, can we stop this thing from sinking? Because I want to feel like I did. And I want to feel innocence. And I want you to know and feel in your soul, that someone has come and gone. I'm stuck up here with you I'd never thought we'd get this high I used to be afraid of falling Now I'll spread my wings, and I will fly

In No Particular Order, My Life.
I cannot begin in any real way. There is much to say should some poor soul take an interest in my life. I could start at the begining but I find not doing so would allow me to place the more relavant and interesting aspects in the forefront. There are many stories and many events... This is little more than an introduction to these. I think I will place each story individually in this collection of blogs. So that hopefully by title a given reader will be able to navigate them according to what interests them most. From the ten year long death of my father, to my regretable engagement and subsequent breakup. My injuries of youth, and the misdeeds of a drunken and educational High School experience. Now, those issues have been stated, I will continue with the introduction. A breif explination of my Name. Ezra Cold. There is a movie, that I hope you have seen, called "The Mothman Prophecies" In which a character or creature called a Mothm

The Innocent Smile
Innocent smile The innocent smile, so bright and calm. It lasts forever through out the time. one dark hour for the brightest eternity. Time will mend all wounds, but the oh so bright innocent smile with heal the scars. Day after day, night after night, nightmares will come. Just lay there in rememberence of that bright beautiful smile. So calming and soothing. So happy and joyful. What might of been a lost for now is an eternal gain. Because after all, the life you once lost will once be resumed. By: Brian Hundertmark aka Saint 2/24/2011 12:09 a.m

Innocence Lost -literotica By Yours Truely Part 1
She was always the innocent one. The girl who always stood in the background shyly as friends played spin the bottle and truth or dare. Dressed modestly skirts always covered the knee and all buttons were fastened tightly on the blouses that she'd wear. Friends would use her as their alibi as they went off on their carnal adventures. The safe bet, little miss perfect who never felt a mans touch or the touch of her own. Growing up it was frowned upon, the lusts of the flesh were deemed a deadly sin. There was a path she'd always take on her way home from the late night shift through the local park. Rumors say that the park is full of people who prey on passers by as the sunlight ceases and night settles in. Just the thought of danger nearby gave her the jolt she needed to cope with her everyday humdrum same ol story life. This route she traveled many times and the worst shes ever come across was some petty thieves attacking a man for the contents in his wallet then scattering away

[in No Mood]
I've got another one of those Bruce Willis headaches. First off my friend didn't come to town to play some shooty guys and punchy guys. Cancelled cuz his truck was fucking up... again. That thing belongs in a museum if not a scrap yard. Royals lost... to the fucking yankees. And I have an appointment tomorrow. Man this shit has always felt like a sick combination of going to a root canal, and doing a semester essay at the same fucking time. I'm in no fucking mood. Anyway, the Master Archfiend Zoma is dead (in record time), so I picked up River City Ransom (scrolling punchy guy game with RPG elements that has not been immitated/replicated WELL since the 80's). It's a punch grind, and noticeably less enjoyable on a keyboard than with a game controller. So, I'm unmotivated to continue grinding stats and upgrades at my usual pace. I'm breezing through the Fallout 3 expacs I left undone (because my motivation for that game plummets when I hit the level cap and frankly

£ Innocent Lies£
I'm just me I don't care what others think of me. I still got my friends and there all I need to have my fun. I hope you like my writings and comment My life is worthless, My heart is cold, My mind is dying, My hope has gone. . So many mistakes in my life, No trust by my side, I'm so sorry for being me, It's my face I don't want to see. . Full of nothing, Now seeing the truth, Facing the hurting, Forgive me, my faults, and my sins, I tried to love, to feel, to be,

Innocent Woman Is Not The Most Important
Innocent woman is not the most important? Even if do not care, nor the disregard is! Moreover, if she love him, they should treasure their own to protect themselves, any vent their emotions rather than the wrong thing. But because of her resentment, angry at him, annoyed him, even hate him, you, as chastity dirt to sink to depravity, perhaps he should admit that he Nike Football Cleats and Nike Mercurial Vapor VIII really did not understand her, at least he did not know that she loved him approach. Perhaps this is all God arrangements, asked Nike Football Cleats and Nike Mercurial Vapor VIII her to take her feelings to an end. After that night, she believed she must be able to completely cut off the emotion he had, because later he will be more looked down upon her, and she will increasingly feel ashamed, ashamed. This is also the she insisted choose this line of reason. "You want to hurry around? I thought tonight you I am the only one guest only." 180-degree shift her lightning almo

Innocent Fun
It was a Friday afternoon and I was sitting on the couchwatching TV when the doorbell rang when I answered it, it was my brothersfriend derrick he said him and my brother were supposed to hang out today I toldhim he got called in to work for a few hours but he’s welcome to wait, he saysok and comes inside I tell him he can play some video games while he waits I gottago check my laundry upstairs I’ll be back in a few, so I go upstairs and put myclothes in the dryer and change into a skirt and a sexy halter top n heels I goback down stairs and ask derrick if he can help me with something he says sureif he can so I tell him I need his male opinion on an outfit for my date I havetonight I go around in front of him and ask if what I have on looks ok he doesn’tanswer right away so I turn around and ask is it to short? He still doesn’t answerso I say hello earth to derrick is this outfit ok he finally answer uh yea itsgreat so I say thanks but before I walk away I say

In Noapte Eu Stau Singur Si Te Privesc
Ma trezesc si-mi simt sufletul umplut de lipsuri care un inger curat ce-mi zboara prin visuri trezeste in mine un dor nemasurat si incep sa te caut , si cand ti-aud vocea sant cel mai incantat de cuvantul tau care m-alinta cu miere si lapte , buzele tale imi arata fapte , cu un sarut de-al tau aprins pe buzele mele si trupu-ncepe sa cedeze si o mana de-a mea te dezveleste , iar ochii mei incep sa te cerceteze . In timpul unui sarut ma cuprinde o framantare si ma straduiesc sa caut o scapare eu fiind sclavul buzelor si al pieptului ce mana mea-l apasa , nu incerc sa scap de tine si sa nu ma intorc acasa . Sant incarcat de ganduri tulburatoare a pierde dragostea ta e cea mai dura incercare dar tu ma mangai iubitoare , imi areti viitorul muncind pentru noi , pasind inainte cu piciorul , cum am ajuns sa te iubesc , sa nu uiti niciodata , nu p

In No Particular Order...
#100... Friends don't let friends fuck ugly people. 99... Try everything twice. The first time you may have done it wrong. 98... Pretend to believe everyone, but TRUST NO ONE. 97... Cologne=Optional.... Deoderant=A MUST! 96... Drunk guys are usually too dumb to realize they're having more fun. 95... After puberty, "it" should be much bigger. 94... ATM=The Holy Grail 93... All hippie chicks deep throat, but few vegans swallow. 92... Women like shoes. We will look at yours, so purchase accordingly. 91... Don't expect me to suck yours if you're not going to lick mine. 90... Always anticipate having to put a toilet seat down when around men. 89... If you wanna fuck it, you've got to be willing to lick it. 88... Ass, stomach, legs, boobs... In that order, if he knows what he's doing. 87... If it's not dirty, you're doing something wrong.

Innova 2.0 G 2013 Tại Toyota Cần Thơ
Hộp số tự động 4 cấp.Ghế nỉ cao cấp, nội thất sang trọng.Vô lăng tích hợp nút bấmMức tiêu hao nhiên liệu : 8,5l/100km.giá 748.000.000Hãy liên hệ ngay với chúng tôi để đc tư vấn kĩ về giá xe toyota cần thơ .LƯỚI TẢN NHIỆT VÀ CẢN TRƯỚCLưới tản nhiệt và cản trước được thiết kế mới theo hình chữ X hòa hợp cân xứng tăng thêm nét sang trọng hiện đại CỤM ĐÈN PHACụm đèn pha với thiết kế mới, sắc nét hơn tăng khả năng chiếu sáng, đồng thời giúp tăng thêm vè khỏe khoắn cho xe DEN PHA[IMG]http://toyotact.vn/wp-content/uploads/2013/07/DEN-PHA2-300x193.jpg[/IMG]ĐÈN S

Innuendo
I was in the middle of a BJ's yesterday when I came across a case of sunflower seeds. So? You may wonder...what's the big deal about that? Well, their slogan on the box caught my eye. "Eat. Spit. Be Happy." After I paid for said sunflower seeds, I walked over to where one of my employees stood waiting for me. Him: Hahaha! Me: What? Him: Not many men are too happy after that. Me: (looking at the box) You're talking about the slogan on the box? Him: Ya know, most bosses would just leave it at that...but not you. So yesterday for me was just full of signs...first there was the whole BJ's thing, then there was the slogan, then one of my exes called. If I didn't know better, I'd think it's a sign...

In Nyc, Biggest Fireworks Show In Us Lights Up Sky
In NYC, biggest fireworks show in US lights up sky By VERENA DOBNIK, Associated Press Writer Verena Dobnik, Associated Press Writer Sun Jul 5, 7:20 am ET NEW YORK – Fireworks lit the night sky above New York with a kaleidoscope of colors shooting 1,000 feet into the air on an Independence Day that began with the Statue of Liberty's crown opening to the public for the first time since Sept. 11, 2001. It was the nation's biggest fireworks display, with more than 22 tons of pyrotechnics exploding Saturday over a mile-and-a-half of the Hudson River, a new vantage point for New York's festivities. Millions of spectators watched from both sides of the river. Among them were Jamalat Bayoumy and his wife, Mosad Mohamad — food vendors who work near the river. They lost an estimated $1,000 in business when police asked them to shut down because of swelling crowds. "This is very nice," Bayoumy said, "but we're losing money in America." But, his wife adde

I No Come Work Today
Hung Chow calls into work and says, "Hey, I no come work today, I really sick. Got headache, stomach ache and legs hurt, I no come work." The boss says, "You know Hung Chow, I really need you here today. When I feel like that, I go to my wife and tell her to give me sex. That makes everything better and I go to work. You try that." Two hours later Hung Chow calls again. "I do what you say and I feel great. I be at work soon.........You got nice house.

Inoffensive Names For Breasts
1) Chest Trays 2) NFRU (Not for Recreational Use) 3) Pastor Baiters 4) Mounds of Shame 5) Heavenly Canteens 6) Pearly Weights 7) Hooteronomies 8) Pizza Pizza 9) Sweater Undulations 10) The Daughters of Lactiticus 11) Racks of Lambs of God 12) Communion Woofers 13) First and Second Mammalonians 14) Pamela's Burdens 15) Beelzeboobs

[in Office Chairs]
Just doesn't have the same effect as "in cars".Couldn't sleep. Woke up and had to piiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiss.That's kinda rare for me. I thought for a moment maybe I was getting old, but ... nah. Couldn't be.The good news is that it wasn't too far from 4:00 and I just got $5 from my aunt for v-day, and a coupon for bogo egg mcmuffins.Fuck yeah!McMuffins.Here's another statement I'd like to makemint shakeswhy only one month a year?Mint is probably my second favorite dessert flavor.Moving on-First thingymaflip: why the hell is there so much god damn king of the hill up in here?Secondly: Calf thruster is arguably done.3 more to go... *sigh*I'm still not 100% on the outcome but... I dunno, I'm thinking it can be fixed- or I'm just being too fucking critical.I could either build moar thruster, or I could kill more samurai.Both have their merits, but I think I'm gonna- try - to build moar thruster.Story...story later. It's gonna be a long morning.

In Ohio
Abbeyville - cry baby bridge - a train bridge in Abbeyville, is reported to be haunted, located on Abbeyville Rd, there are two different stories about this bridge, one being that a young girl back in the 1950\'s threw her baby off the bridge in an effort to hide her pregnancy. The church that is next to the bridge is also supposed to be haunted as black masses were held there decades ago. the story goes if you park under the bridge and turn off your ignition, your car will refuse to start again until you push it from underneath the bridge, you can also hear the baby crying when its completely silent out, a word of warning is to stay off the bridge as it is still used by trains on a daily basis, especially at night. Adams - Blue Creek - Mt. Unger Cemetery - It is known to be that if you go there at night you can see a guy that hung himself so that he could be with his wife, that he killed. Akron - Archbishop Hoban High School - The new art rooms, tutoring center and admissions

I No Longer Have Interest In Life.
Yeah i know every time i write a blog.It is something about what happens to me.Something bad or what i hate about it.Well to be truthful i just wanna say that i lost interset in everything,and life.I'm sick and tired of worring about stuff that is not my concern.Like my family problems,and my love life.If i had one thou.I am sick and tired of helping people out,and when i need help.Their is no one to help me.I am sick and tired of always helping my family with their fucking financial problems.they work hard for their money,why can they fix their own fucking problems.Why do they alway have to come to me for help in their financial problems.They fucking know that i'm in a fucking wheelchair trying to extend my money for my medictions and my disabelity.But noooo,I have to have a heart,and help their sorry asses.I am sick and tired of always getting my ass dump for no reason.I fucking know that i didn't do anything to get dump.All i ever do is to be truthful in what i do.I'm a freaking nic

I No Longer Exist
I no longer exist I no longer exist part of me is missing, gone far away I am gone to a dark place were I will now stay No one seems to care the torment I face, No one hears me my life shall erase. I don’t exist no more I am numb and cold I don’t exist anymore even myself I cannot hold. Dieing on the inside no one really cares What shall I do this life is no fair Family is an illusion with no meaning it don’t exist to me There are no friends thats all a dream a fantacy Dieing on the inside my pain I cannot share I became someone I do not want to be I no longer care No one really loves or truly truly cares who you are are what your about No one really wants to take the time there is no doubt Selfish people who just hurt others for material or a single penny Selfish ones who step on others there is way to many No one really cares if you live or die They only want to hurt you step on you make you cry There is no hope for me anymore I have to leave I

I No Longer Believed In The Idea Of Soul Mates
“I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates, or love at first sight. But I was beginning to believe that a very few times in your life, if you were lucky, you might meet someone who was exactly right for you. Not because he was perfect, or because you were, but because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two separate beings to hinge together.”

I No Longer Believed In
“I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates, or love at first sight. But I was beginning to believe that a very few times in your life, if you were lucky, you might meet someone who was exactly right for you. Not because he was perfect, or because you were, but because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two separate beings to hinge together.”

2 In One Day- Look At Me Go
so i write poetry heres my most recent full title: Its funny how words have so many meanings" slowly i peel the clothing from my body with my clammy, trembling hand turns the water on as quivering lips breath in the steam i stand there stripped of feeling letting the water envelope me from head to toe like the things you said to me slowly increasing its temperature, scouring my skin in scalding water trying to get you off of me trying to wash your affection from my cheeks where you left it when you tasted my tears the night before trying so hard to make my lips separate from yours for what seemed like forever to get the taste of you off my tongue trying to erase the images of you and i and those late nights spent on the couch and saying goodbye at your car trembling in pain trying to heal the hole in my ear -it’s funny the way it mirrors the one in my heart... ironic how the one i wanted can heal

5 In One Surveys
SURVEY 1 If you opened this, FILL IT OUT! Learn 50 things about your friends, and let them learn 50 things about you! 1. Height? 5-5 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? no 3. Do you own a gun? no 5. Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"? Yes 6. What do you think of hot dogs? I TRY NOT TO 7. What's your favorite Christmas song? CHOIR OF THE BELLS 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? LO CARB MONSTER 9. Can you do push ups? UHH. NO. 10. Is your bathroom clean? DEFINE CLEAN. IT IS CLEAN TO ME! 11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? THE NECKLACE I AM GOING TO WEAR TO MY CHRISTMAS PARTY 12. Do you like painkillers? ONLY WHEN I NEED THEM 14. Do you have A.D.D.? I THINK SO, WORSE THAN EVEN COLTON 16. Middle Name? ANN 17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment. THIS IS GOING TO TAKE ALL NIGHT. I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL NEXT FRIDAY. WHERE SHOULD I GO OUT TO TOMORROW NIGHT? 18. Name the last 3 things you have bought: DINN

In One Moment
IN ONE MOMENT In One moment Everything can change In one moment Nothing will be the same In One moment Your heart could break And in one moment What a difference it’ll make You can feel one way And go on with it for a while But the next thing you know something new will make you smile I tricked myself into forgetting about you And after some time, it left me blue But now the skies have cleared and the sun is shining bright And the rays it casts can stop their fight In One moment Everything can change In one moment Nothing will be the same In One moment Your heart could break And in one moment What a difference it’ll make So now here we are And everything’s good Our sorrows are long lost And things will finally be as they should I never thought we’d make it here All hope was gone But something inside me was still alive something inside me kept holding on In One moment Everything can change In one moment No

3 In One Post Lol
I sit here alone in the dark Wishing for her and the spark I wait for her and long to see If we share perfect chemistry To hold and look deep in her eyes To share the wonder and surprise At two who feel loves bond grow And deep in our hearts it does show For none can guess the mind of god To try is an effort to be found odd Destiny calls and we must be Together till end of eternity By R. Thomas Dinsmore Never sure of life and the things that will be Psychic impressions that do come to me let me know that something will change A feeling I get that is always so strange And always to pass in the coming storm Why do I suffer these visions that swarm I saw you there in dreams and thought I knew you’re the one my soul had sought I felt the coming of change all before I see the visions and wish I knew more But what is to come and how it will unfold Is to me a mystery , a story yet untold And now free of bonds one more time again As I felt it coming blowing in

In One Sense
I stare with eyes that can’t see, Listen with ears that can’t hear, I stand on legs that can’t flee, And live with a heart that knows no fear, I live under a sky that can’t rain, Upon a ground that can’t live, With a mind that is always insane, And with hands that have nothing to give. I drink from water that is not wet, I eat bread that has no taste, I pass people I have not met, And I go nowhere not in haste, I live with those who see, I stand with those who hear, I can’t watch as they flee, And envy their founded fear, I live by those who feel the rain, I die by those who long to live, I stand by those who think I’m sane, And I talk with those who have something to give. I laugh at those drinking water that is wet, I spit at the bread they can taste, And ignore the people not dead yet, And envy the way they turn to waste, I can’t watch them walk by, And I can’t hear what they said, I can’t feel the rain from the sky, In one sense

2 In One Day
It was after midnight. He had already finished a 6 pack of sam adams and had already fucked his ex girlfriend. He could still taste her juices all over his beard and lips. He had fucked her in the pub bathroom. It had been over a year since he had seen her but when the two of them were together and there is booze invloved it always ended the same. Trying to sober up he walked down the strip. Thinking of excuses he could tell Lisa on why he is over an hour late. He had only been dating her for a little over a month and had yet to close the deal. Eariler in the day Lisa informed him that tonight was the night but now here he was running late and smelling like sex! To Be Continued:

In One Day
So is very warm day,(like finnish people say when is hot like hell)..and that happend abouth 2 times in year... Every living thing get wet... I sit in little "hill" where i whats flower in my toes. In front of me is road and heaven is my back....(someone is allready make song all of this). 135 000 moskitos fly all over me like i,m only one in hole world.. There come some lady who walk whit her bike. _good day! i say -day! she answear -Pls sit whit me here forwail and we can talk little,I say. -i like to ,but i can.t, cos i,m must hurry. -You must be so hurry ,cos you WALK whit that bike. -Well bike is broken,did you know any who can fix it? -yes i do. Lady sit next to me. -there is lot of moskitos,she say. -yes there is,i say,(we are finnish and we have to be one). -why it make that sound?she ask. -because it is moskito. -But it is not so sure.Thats why cos is it moskito it make that sound.(oh gee). Then we both are silence.We are grown up w

In On Of Fallen Soldiers - Hummer
HUMMER CAMP PENDLETON, Calif. Karla Comfort received a lot of looks and even some salutes from people when she drove from Benton, Ark., to Camp Pendleton, Calif., in her newly-painted, custom Hummer H3 March 2. The vehicle is adorned with the likeness of her son, 20-year-old Lance Cpl. John M. Holmason, and nine other Marines with F Company, 2nd Battalion, 7th Marine Regiment, 1st Marine Division who where all killed by the same improvised explosive device blast in Fallujah, Iraq, in December. For Karla Comfort, having the vehicle air brushed with the image of the 10 Marines was a way to pay homage to her hero and his fellow comrades who fell on Iraq's urban battlefield. "I wanted to let people know (Marines) are doing their jobs honorably, and some of them die," said the 39-year-old from Portland, OR. "I don't want people to forget the sacrifices that my son and the other Marines made." Leading up to her son's death, Karla Comfort had received several letters fr

In One Of Those Moods...
So I've been doing a lot of thinking lately about my life… like what has made me into the person I am today… its sad but I don't even know that I have all those answers… People have come to disappoint me throughout my life… whether it be family, friends or those I've loved along the way. I've learned to shut out the pain and hide it deep within myself but that has not made me a better person… I chose to hide from what I feel rather then face it head on. I put a wall around my heart so thick that I don't know if what I feel is real anymore. I care endlessly for those around me and help feel their pains when they are hurting but refuse to let anyone help me. I've tried to destroy every good relationship I have ever been in out of fear… that I could never live up to someone else's standards if they actually knew the real me. People claim to know me, but that's not even the half of it. I've only really ever let two people into my heart before and at the first sign of trouble I shut

~in One Word,,,,,,,,,,,me~
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In Only A Few Months From Now...
I am going to be called the "talent" by stage crews and directors. i am going to meet and shake hands with two hollywood legends. when i tell them that i am a big fan-the truth will show through, cuz i am. i will get my expenses paid as a something-class actor. it means my role is more important in the movie and less important than others. I get to see Lodon. i understand world history and know what place Great Britain had on our modern world-and the history dates back to this famous ha...the reigning dictator's wall. i forgot his name. i will see how movies are really made. how much rehearsal? how many shoots before we have a take. then, all of the editing. you might think your in every scene until the editing guy gets ahold of it. then i think, what could this mean for me? clearly an opportunity people would line up for miles to have. i just cant be overconfident, i must remain humble, but i must be sure of myself. i got the role with my pitiful resume for so

3 ? In One
a man leaves to town on friday comes back to town on friday but its not friday how is that possible. if u had one wish just one what would u wish for and think twice before u answer. if u could touch one part of a womans body or a mans what part would u touch and y.

In One Year
Three people in one year with no connection to each other tell me of a Rotorooter Pill to clean me out? Odd, I thought because I asked my Cardiologist and he said if there was such a pill he'd be handing them out? Past Saturday went to Delaware via Pennsylvania and I saw glaring blite. No police anywhere on a holiday weekend? The same on Sunday and Monday? Not even on the bridge? Had the moon roof open and passenger window slightly down with no radio and the police I did see at a Verizon work site this past Wednesday, one said to the other, isn't this the guy...? Construction area and I'm doing 25. I think we know that I'm serious about doing nothing far as surgery. ER and 911 I kind of doubt it. Norio

In One Week Two Of My Artistic Idols Gone...
Such a fucking bummer. First Frank Frazetta goes which is utterly devastating in and of itself - I still had this crazy dream that I'd still get the chance to meet him. I did not. His wife had died last year and he had closed down his museum and website and I kind of knew that he may go soon after her, She was the main inspirado for his female figures and being together for so long I would imagine just a huge support to him altogether. He was quite old and had a very long and fruitful career and did what he wanted to do. "When it came to my art, I kind of went my own way - I didn't follow trends."

In Order To Keep The Little Sanity I Have Left
MUCH CLOWN LOVE everyone I just wanted to let everyone that I have turned off my bullentin board in order to keep the little sanit i have left. I can't stand the hating, drama, and the bitching. I am here for my friends and the family. I have tried to just see the post from my family members on my list, but that just doesn't work because of all the repost. I love everyone on here and unless you do me wrong personally then I will continue to love you. So keep the comments and the clown loving coming and I will return it all the way! If you want to get ahold of me leave me shout in the SB or send me a private message but most of all just keep in touch. MMFWCL ~~baby girl~~

In Order That
Veni vidi vici. I came, I saw, but I have not conquered. It's on my to-do list. I refuse to submit. I love learning new languages. I absorb that of which I have overcome, and I will continue on to new frontiers. That beast within wants nothing but murder and pride. The only thing worse than one is none. I prepare for battle. I brace for the scent of men stamping forward. I will maim, loot, slaughter. I must destroy the prodigal vanity in those that abuse the power. I fight in order that I may overcome.

I Normally Dont Complain
I am so tired of the bouncers I am in a contest and was self bombing my pic and do u know it took me 10 tried to get past the bouncers you guys need to go after the ones who are making fake accounts using scriptors and taking all the fun out of Fubar and leave the innocent ones alone....sorry just had to vent

In Order
THE BIRTH ORDER OF CHILDREN Your Clothes: 1st baby: You begin wearing maternity clothes as soon as your OB/GYN confirms your pregnancy. 2nd baby: You wear your regular clothes for as long as possible. 3rd baby: Your maternity clothes ARE your regular clothes. _____________________________________________________ Preparing for the Birth: 1st baby: You practice your breathing religiously. 2nd baby: You don't bother because you remember that last time, breathing didn't do a thing. 3rd baby: You ask for an epidural in your eighth month. _____________________________________________________ The Layette: 1st baby: You pre-wash newborn's clothes, color-coordinate them, and fold them neatly in the baby's little bureau. 2nd baby: You check to make sure that the clothes are clean and discard only the ones with the darkest stains. 3rd baby: Boys can wear pink, can't they? _____________________________________________________ Worries: 1st baby: At the first sign of distress--a

In Order To Fly (poem By Xena)
We send it out We call it back Karma goes round Ain't it a fact Do to all others What you'd have done you Or you get the shock of your life When it comes back to you We get hurt and harmed We decide to strike back We will not lie doewn We create havoc On a rollercoaster ride Of highs and lows But where the ride ends No one knows The ride is rough You get up shaken You assess where you are Retrace the steps you've taken You aren't yourself Not after all this It's time to give up You finally get the gist Resentment got the better The better of who you are And those you once held close Now stand afar The saw the storm coming They tried to issue warning But you did not want to hear The end was calling You would not be told Could not walk away And therefore you have The damage you see today All the bad thing were worse All the good things a haze A book that should be shut To make way for better days So before you strike Even if

The Inorganic...
I step outside, away from the inorganic... away from the people and the sounds and the dry stiff air I am surrounded by all to often. I escape into the fresh wind blowing over the city, and every step further into living reality makes me realize how dead my days truly are. I bring life into my little world, with green and colorful foods and music of the heart and conversations with loved ones.... but every bit of that really only insulates me from the clicks and whirrs and lights that drive me nearly mad for 40 hours a week. So I escape, quicklly at first but then slowing to a saunter as the distance grows between myself and my cage. One long step and I am out in the sun, feeling its warm embrace on my shoulders and shorn head, my collar and my sleeves almost anger me as they block this beautiful warmth from reaching my core.... Hundreds of distractions, nay thousands, spin around me in forms of life and cement and feeding babies.... life is flowing over the streets and on the sidewalk

I Normally Do Not Do This But Please Help!
About a week ago, a friend of my little sister, was stabbed by an ex-boyfriend. We are passing around a donation list, whether it's a dollar or so, please help. And a petition, to help stop monsters like her ex-boyfriend stay off the streets. This is all for a good cause, if you could find it in your hearts to please help out as much as you can my friends. Any PayPal donations can be deposited to edohme@aol.com http://www.thepetitionsite.com/1/melissas-law--mandatory-monitoring-of-violent-domestic-offendersrestraining-orders/

In Order That It Really Is A Matter Of Lifestyle
Queens Park Rangers with QPR Football Shirt can copy his mythsTwo thousand eleven-twelveths season Premier League curtain will fall as scheduled, champion of suspense will likely be announced on the last minute. Even though Manchester United and now Manchester City identical, but eight gap net goal to the Red Devils, similar to a is insurmountable divide, as long as the city had won the last round at home Maillot Espagne turn out to be the sky blue in the Legion while in the bag. And his Manchester United Alex Ferguson, the only way to do only 6 words: personnel, listening to her fate. Ferguson explained at a news conference just before the Sunderland game: "everybody really wants to win the last game at the finish of up coming season, and we're no exception, the match is vital for Manchester United, we are going to do our utmost to win the game, I hope Manchester City make the stupid blunder. In accordance with the current circumstance, Manchester United are likely withi

I Notice
Don't wonder if I notice I walk by everyday I see the hair fall in your face I see that dimple when you smile I love when you fidget with your hair It makes you look better than the air I breathe The crinkle between your eyes when you are nervous The shades of blue in your eyes when you change emotions I love how you flip your hair You wonder if I care You bite your lip when you are nervous Don't wonder if I notice I can see that grin I know that I am in When you hug me you put one hand behind my head I know you want all of me When you drive your little irritations win me over You are much better than a four leaf clover When you dance with me Your head rests on my shoulder You say I love you I know for sure your my future You have your quiet time I can sit there and watch you like time stood still You are my will You give me purpose I would never want to lose us You have such amazing grace I will try and keep up the pace When you are not having fun I ca

I Noticed A Disturbing Trend
i sat here and watched the names scroll across top for over 2 hours in that time i counted 84 girls named ashley accounting for over 70% of the names in here this proves 2 points. 1. there is a bunch of lying ass chics on here 2. my life even sucks more than i want tpo beleive

I Note To All My New And Old Friends
people come and go.some stay some leave and then there friends you love to death and you wish would leave once in a while but the message go out to all my friends new old and indiffrent i reall do loe you all and i cant get enough of your guys love i know i aint be around much but its taken time for me to bulid my radio staion us too so if you guys wouldn't mind stop in the Damage Inc lounage and say hi join the louange we do take request but you have to be in the lounage for me to get them tony

I Not Come To Work
Hung Chow calls AIB where he works and says, "Hey, boss I not come work today, I really sick. I got headache, stomach-ache and my legs hurt. I not come work." The boss says, "You know Hung Chow, I really need you today. When I feel like this I go to my wife and tell her to give me sex. That makes me feel better and I can go to work. You should try that." Two hours later Hung Chow calls again, "Boss, I do what you say and I feel great. I be at work soon. You got nice house."

In Other Words.. I'm A Scorpio!
You May Be a Bit Histrionic... Dramatic and over the top, you crave attention. And you'll do anything it takes to get noticed. You love to be seductive, even when it's inappropriate. If you're ignored, you're easily hurt ... and act out even more! What Personality Disorder Are You?

I Notice Most Members Are Young
Wow! want to be invisible? Just be over 30 on the internet. I guess it is some kind of sin to grow older in our culture, sad because everyone who is lucky enough will have to do it. must be one of those things where people think it will happen to everyone but them. Come to think of it thats how I got six children LOL! Dont mind me Im just cranky cause I did'nt get enough fiber today :-S

I Not Come To Work Today
Carlos calls his boss and says, "Ey, boss I not come > >>>>> work today I really sick. I got headache, stomach ache > >>>>> and my legs hurt, I not come work." > >>>>> > >>>>> The boss says: "You know Carlos I really need you > >>>>> today. When I feel like this I go to my wife and tell > >>>>> her to give me sex. That makes me feel better > >>>>> and I can go to work. You should try that." > >>>>> > >>>>> 2 hours later Carlos calls: "Boss, I did what you said > >>>>> and I feel great, I be at work soon. You got nice > >>>>> house.

I Not Playinn!!
I NOT PLAYIN!! Current mood: creative Category: Writing and Poetry I AM AFRAID To Go Outside Today!!Let me explain what I feel to say, Cause I Am Afraid in a wierd kinda way! I'm am not afraid of the scrubs and thugs. I'm am afraid of my lack of love. I expect alot of myself for sure. Not livin and lovin and being like me. The last 5 years have been a blurrr! And the whole time molding me and makin me see and showin me how I should bee. I need to extinguish this cloud of smoke. Its dirty and heavy and taking my breath away. I aint lying this aint no joke! Its coming around and its makin ya choke! The lies,the thighs,the drink,the cries,the pain,the drugs,the game! Anything I do, Its all the same! Trying not to care what people think. Its when I wanna take a lil drink. Do sumthin you should not have done. cannot be undone,the lies shall come! YUP it all somehow ends up like that, But Hold On before you pi

In Other News....
I haven't been this bored in ages. To top it all off i have a raging headache. Can't take aspirin cause there's no cups in the cooler.... (There's no penguins in alaska. hahahahahahaha!) I've listened to all my CDs at least twice and I'm getting sick of them. My back is starting to hurt so that rules too. On the plus side I got the best text ever this morning telling me that I got the best present for Christmas ever.

In Other New's ... Party Time!!!!
YAY It's my birthday it's my birthday... okay well next weekend anyway sooooooo it's party time. Do you live in the Tacoma/Seattle Vicinity and wish to party with the infamous Pixi? Please RSVP my message box, I'd LOOOOVE to meet all my Fubar friends and celebrate!!! (No stalking me afterwards please) haha. Oh I guess I should tell you, my b-day is sunday but we are party-ing for it on Saturday, it's kinda byob because I am frikin poor *grin* But hey I'm a Jamesons girl with a bottle of margarita mixer (I know weird huh) so, you bring me tequila and clothes will fall off! *discalimer- clothes falling off is not guaranteed but may happen* And Stuff. The End. *runs off leaving a trail of Pixi dust*

In Other Words
I've been alone so very long... Always tried to stay strong. Never let anyone inside my heart.. Not letting the love inside of me part. Keeping the pain to myself. The tourture of my past that I have felt.. The emptyness in my soul of no one to care for. The came you and you gave so much more. More than I thought I'd ever know. It's a feeling I never want to let go. What I feel inside is all so very true... In other words... I love you. ~Tazy~

"i Noticed The Bulge In His Bluejeans'
WE WERE DRIVING ROUND TOWN WHEN I NOTICED THE BULGE IN HIS BLUE JEANS,.. 'OMG I WAS WANTING THAT!",...I HAD TO FCKING TOUCH HIS DICK,MY PUSSY WAS GETTING WET JUST THINKING OF WHAT HE WOULD DO TO ME!,..SO I REACHED DOWN RUBBING IT,O FUCK HOW I LOVED TOUCHING HIM,HIS COCK WAS SOOO THICK!,...I BEGUN STROKING HIM WHILE SQUEEZING MY HAND TIGHTLY AT THE BASE OF HIS COCK O YEZ',...I KNEW WHAT THE BOSS LI ED,...LICK IT HE SAID',,......LOOKING UP INTO HIS IZE I ANSWERED "YES SIR" I MUST PLZ MY DADDY,...LEANING DOWN ,..I OPEN MY ALREADY WET LIPS...CURLING MY TOUNGUE JUST AROUND THE HEAD THEN DOWN THE SIDE TO HIS BALLS ,....OMGGGG,....SO FUCKING GOOD!!!

I Noticed In A Fake Japanese Scatmovie A Few Weeks Ago
That I have begun developing some baldness at the top of my head. Is there some way you can fix this at my place? Either lower the camera-angle (Taraldsen knows how to do it, just call Carlsen, they will be there in a minute) or give me some free pussyhair? If you don't do this within the next 24 hours I will ask someone to shave all my hair from my head. CONCIDER THIS A THREAT!!!!!! (cunts)

In Other Words -- 987
Gotta think good, it matters in other words play this game in every situation in other words forget your dreams and name its for the best its already been decided didn't you figure its better not fully undressed Wouldn't you rather just play with me in other terms or in other words get ready to mount and slip me the key in other words going in and out everything else is unheard in other words look, see this here you can't even hear every word I want you to feel I really want to feel

I Noticed
A lot of young chicks on here have shitty disclaimers about "creepy old guys". Usually something along the lines of "if you're old enough to be my dad then don't message me blah blah blah". I think this is just plain wrong and misleading. It implies that if I was her age she would be amenable to me trying to bang her but I know when I was those ages these chicks just had some other convenient excuse not to bang me.

In Our World
The more I know you The more I find myself You speak your mind You know your heart Groping blindly through a viscouse void trying to grasp a fragmented reality finding only a misty fantasy of desire Living should be more than existance Words should be more than key strokes Love should be more than a lust filled fantasy poem by Kayo Picture by Social MisFit

In Our Hearts
In Our Hearts Walking threw the fog The wind rushes by and the rain falls I do not feel the cold nor the wind or rain I have only one thought as I walk YOU Your smile is what I seek Your love keeps me warm I would walk miles just to see you I walk to see you and find you waiting ! Smiling that smile which shows threw your eyes Your soul speaks to mine as always it has We are together at last Love me now and forget the rest Tomorrow will be here soon enough Take me now where fog encloses us No one is near to see Make love to me here and now as I need to feel you where only you can touch me Where only I want you! Where only I crave you to be I am yours, You are mine Right now Today, and always in our hearts By Jane

In Our Dreams
Dreams are always in a rainbow, But never quite what they seem. Won't it be a dream come true, if we could live our lives in our dreams? No shattered hearts, nor broken lives, nor painful memories filled with cries. For in our dreams we shine and glow, Shapely bodies and Minds that grow. The purest love and deepest feelings, Romantic nights and candlelit evenings. For if we could live in our dreams, then life would be a living breeze. But as we embark in our dreams, the fire of reality burns through the seams. And as the raging fire dies, we find our dreams the ashes of our life...

In Our Dreams
I'm three thousand miles from home tonight But I can still hear your voice. I think you know I'd never leave your side If only I had the choice. This job is my personal ball and chain; Against it love seems to lose. In spite of it all, there's still one more Thing we can decide to use. In our dreams, We lie next to each other. In our dreams, Tonight I am your lover. In our dreams, I can see your smile, In our dreams, We'll stay here for a while. In our dreams, We can share the laughter In our dreams, It's happily ever after. In our dreams, To you I give my heart. In our dreams, We'll never be apart. I know how hard it is to be my girl, When my job seems to come first. This army career's like an awful dream, I can't wait for you to burst. But through all the hardships and all he tears I'll always stand by your side. But if there's a time that you miss me too much, Fall into your dreams and hide. In our dreams, We lie next to each other. In our dr

In Our Hearts... In Memory Of Kerry Noonan(my Father)
In Our Hearts We thought of you with love today. But that is nothing new. We thought about you yesterday. And the days before that too. We think of you in silence. We often speak your name. Now all we have are memories. And your picture in a frame. Your memory is our keepsake. With which we'll never part. God has you in his keeping. We have you in our hearts.

In Our New Home
We finally made it, all the packing all the stress, was well worth it after all, we are in our new home, now comes the fun part, unpacking lol, I'll be on from time to time, I won't have internet service till next week some time, Hope everyone is doing well, I missed ya all

In Our Time!
In our time Saturday, September 08 2007 @ 02:23 PM MST Contributed by: Greg Views: 94 The spell The spell was cast I knew it was there I didn't respond How can I explain the way I felt then the way I feel now If I had said something we may have had our time in our time Still captured by the spell lost & alone I take a breath my head spins my hands shake I think I could tell you the way felt then the way I feel now If you had said something if we didn't drift apart If we had more time we may have had our time In our time

In Our Heartbeats
In our heartbeats the rumour of that first moan found an echo; everything pulses, sweats; breath concedes to night's rhythm; slower each turn, air envelops us; this suffocated poem breathes only syllables precise; across the sky, the moon rises echoing our silences

In & Out
Hey all I'm sorry I haven't been on in awhile and I truly Miss all of you....They disabled me at work and its hard for me to get on at home but will make the time because as I said I truly Miss all of you! Please keep leaving the love I love it and love you all for thinking of me! To the Lolli's I started making tags for us and have to finish all of them I will be doing that over the weekend.....

"in Our Fairy Tale World"
"In Our Fairy Tale World" ~~~~~ Morning sun flirting with approaching thunderstorm, Taking me back to the first time we met, Remembering everyone kept saying I was falling for a hurricane. ~~~~~ The first time I held you close and looked deeply into your eyes, It seemed as if every dream I had ever dreamed was coming true, And I could tell you were that special lady I had been searching for. ~~~~~ Hand in hand walking along the ocean's beach like in a fairy tale, Sunlight darting in and out of storm clouds as lighting flashed, Two kindred spirits racing with the wind like two wild horses. ~~~~~ Splashing of the waves crashing down on the rocky shore line, Sounding like horse's hooves echoing in the falling rain drops, And as we kissed lighting lit the sky in dazzling colors of a rainbow. ~~~~~ Soaring as free as eagles gliding along on the currents of time, High above the clouds that were kissing each ray of the sun, Our hearts embracing in the passion of lovers bef

In Our Rooms.
Before he closed his eyes, he let them wander round his old room . . . familiar and friendly things . . . which were so glad to see him again and could always be counted on for the same simple welcome. --Kenneth Grahame When they moved into the house, the room at the top of the stairs was just a junk room. As the years passed, they slowly transformed the room into a guest room. When they decided they needed another voice in the house, they transformed the room again: out went the fold-out couch, in came a crib and rocking chair; off went the art gallery prints from the walls, up went Winnie-the-Pooh. It was no longer a guest room, but a place for the baby, a new - and permanent - member of the family. We always have room for more in our lives. When we are ready for it, what we need for growth will emerge. What do the rooms inside our homes and ourselves have to tell us about the way we live our lives?

In Our Life
Can we listen to the words of the past this might be our last chance (For a chance at salvation) Can we make it This is the countdown Do your best try to not frown its all going down on the foothold downtown CAN WE LIVE WITH THE WORDS OF OUR OWN STRIVE DO NOT GIVE UP THE FIGHT WE DO OUR BEST SO DO WHAT YOU CAN IN OUR OWN TRY TO LIVE UP TO YOUR RIGHT SHINE IN THE DARKNEST NIGHT THIS IS REALITY IN OUR OWN LIFE Do what you will to surive don't lose your wil to fight its coming down on your shoulders now stand up don't lose your own light find the fire in your eyes its time to PROVE WHAT WE ARE HERE FOR THROUGH DISTRUCTION IN THE NAMES OF THE LEADERS FIGHTING FOR A WAR THAT NEVER NEEDED TO BE ALL THE LIVES LOST WHY DO THEY ALL BLEED IT WASN'T THEY'RE DESTINY SO TELL ME ! CAN WE LIVE WITH THE WORDS OF OUR OWN STRIVE DO NOT GIVE UP THE FIGHT WE DO OUR BEST SO DO WHAT YOU CAN IN OUR OWN TRY TO LIVE UP TO YOUR RIGHT SHINE IN THE DARKNEST NIGHT THI

In Our Time Of Grief...thank You
Funeral services for my husband ( JoshuaXx1NELITExX )'s grandpa will be held on Friday, October 5th. Please continue to keep our family in your prayers. * http://videos.lifetributes.com/MediaViewer2.0/MovieViewer.aspx?id=338817 * Anyone who would like to can go view his Tribute video and then, please sign the Guest Book on the funeral home's website * http://www.pinkardfh.com/ (No Fubar names in the Guest Book please) * I would like to thank everyone on our family's behalf for all of the prayers, love, support & kindness that has been shown to us in our time of grief & mourning. It has been greatly appreciated and a great comfort to both of us, especially Joshua, and we will remember it always.

In Over My Head...
I. Am. An. IDIOT. One of these days, I'm not going to keep making the same mistakes over and over. One of these days, my brain will come back to me, and I won't be such an idiot. One of these days. One of these days I'll learn not to listen to my heart, but instead focus on what I deserve. UGH. Now, once again, I've gotten myself in over my head in something else. I have an inability to say no, and damn it gets me in trouble. I need to learn how to look out for myself and not what other people want. I have spent all my life trying to please others, and I need to learn how to look out for myself. Because I sure haven't gotten anywhere doing what other people want me to do. *sigh* My depression keeps getting worse. For the last 5 years it just gets worse and worse...at least I haven't had the urge to harm myself...that's an upside I suppose. UGh. I just need a looong nap.

I Now Know.......
WHAT I AM GOOD FOR .... I AM GOOD FOR COMMENT BOMBING CONTESTS.... OR TO HELP PEOPLE LEVEL UP.... I HAVENT FIGURED OUT THOUGH IF I AM GOOD ENOUGH FOR THAT WHY I AM THE ONE THAT HAS TO DO ALL THE WORK ON MY PAGE.. I LEVELED MYSELF THE OTHER DAY AND PUT ABOUT OVER 3000 PTS ON MY SELF YESTERDAY ... SO FOR THAT I AM GONNA SAY .... THANK YOU TRACI YOU ARE SO GOOD TO ME... I AM GLAD YOU CAN HELP ME OUT... YOU ARE SUCH A GREAT FRIEND...I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL YOU DO FOR ME THERE IS ONE EXCEPTION TO THIS BLOG AND I HOPE THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE... (CAPT).... ANYWAY.... YA'LL HAVE A GREAT DAY... ILL BE BACK

I Now Want To Own A Long Bow....
So today was spent in an interesting way. A few friends and I went on a little trip to some far out part of town, to a GIANT sporting goods store: Hunting, Fishing, Camping, all that. To sum it up: I had great fun. I mean, Guns, Knives, Bows, Raccoon Hats, Camo, And a family cafe upstairs. It was just a fun place to visit and a fun place to mess with various dangerous objects. I was tempted to purchase a bow, but no money. Those things are sure fun. Other then that part of they day, it was all good, and I can say I really enjoyed this day.

I Now Live Out In St.lucie West...untill --????
My house is being worked on,and till its all done,I am living out in st. lucie west.. it's cool here..met new friends and still promoting and making music...lots of night life out here.. rock on... DJKRIS2FUR check out the all new www.DJKRIS2FUR.com THE DJKRIS2FUR SHOW,coming in May-2007 to the internet!!

I Now See The Truth In Your Eyes
I look in your eyes And realize That for some reason It is hard for me to believe you You say you care But I don't feel it And you never show it You say you have something to tell me Something important But please tell me something How could you forget to tell me You do that to me a lot it seems But all I can say Is I deserve it I'm not sure why I do But for some reason It just all makes sense No one has treated me any other way And I was foolish enough to think That you would be different Which isn't a surprise to me

I Now Know!!!
How the Harry Potter saga ends. I took Luvy with me to Barnes and Noble Friday and had her read the last chapter to tell me what happens. hahahahaha! Then... I bought her a book. I love that she's a reader. Just like me. :)

I Now Work For Avon And I Am Looking For Customers?
I just started today and I have a website for easy access to the brochures for you women to take a look or men for their women but all i am asking for right now is for you to just take a look nothing less nothing more if you would that would be fantasic thank you all very much for your time have a great day

I Now Have A Website
Hello everyone.I have started my own website.I have opend Amy's Flip Flop Shop! I make flip flops that I design and hand sew myself so please check it out.And who knows you might want a pair for you or someone you know! http://www.geocities.com/amys_flip_flops/

I Now Have Unlimited Texting
Since I'm out on night-shift guard duty for a couple more weeks, I now have unlimited texting to help pass the time. If you want to text with me late at night (PST), let me know & I'll give ya my phone #.

I Now Know,,
i now know why i do not like holidays, i used to think it was because my momma was the best thing to happen to christmas and with her gone, christmas just didnt feel the same ever again. she always told us , since we were young, that christmas miracles happen all the time, every where. now i know,,, that they dont. it is a very hard lesson to learn, growing up believing something like that, only to find out it's a lie. and i am sorry i had to learn it this way, because learning it the hard way,, hurts like fucking hell!

I Now Know
I now know that I will not only make that meeting but the surgery as well. Why am I positive? Although I am going down hill I know myself well enough that I can weather this for the short duration. The recovery from the surgery will be a little difficult. Yes, there are friends that are willing to help along with my sister but I do not wish to impose on them that much. I feel funny, however, I will ask as need be. I woke up very early, around 4 AM. I did not do much far as any work here but I am well enough that I'm not bitchin and monin. Candy for the Holloween, I either have to stop hittn on them or break down and admit I have to buy more. Buy more when I get to it before their gone. Everyone is buying them up aren't they? Food intake is average but the fluid is still down. Output is still less but it did not diminish below what it was yesterday. Mood is calm and I am at times slow but I am hitting all eight cylinders. Sensation is still very unique. The control is what has me puzze

I Now Know What I Must Do
WHY DO I EVEN TRY WHEN I TELL YOU HOW I FEEL IT MAKES YOU SMILE BUT YOU STILL WALK AWAY AND TELL OTHERS THAT YOU WANT SOMEONE THAT LOVES YOU FOR YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE AND IM STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU . I KNOW IM JUST A GHOST AND NOTHING I SAY CAN BE HEARD... BUT THE TRUTH BE TOLD IM NOT A GHOST I AM REAL I BLEED WHEN CUT AND HAVE PROVED IT ... I DO SHED TEARS WHEN DOWN. I WILL ALWAYS BE AROUND WAITING WITH OPEN ARMS BUT IT MIGHT BE TO LATE WHEN THAT DAY COMES. CUASE I MAY ALREADY BE GONE AND I NKOW I WONT BE MISSED AT ALL NO TEARS WILL BE SHED FOR THE LOST OF THIS BLACK WOLF.. I AM TO EVIL TO BE MISSED. I AM ALWAYS IN TEARS AND HEART IS BREAKING APART FROM BEING SHATTERED. I AM SO READY FOR THE PAIN TO GO AWAY AND THE HEART TO STOP BEATING.. I CANT KEEP GOING KNOWING THE ONE THAT I LOVE MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THIS UNIVERISE THINKS IM THE WROST AND MOST EVILIST ALIVE.. I HAVE BEEN THERE WHEN NO ONE ELSE WAS AND TRYED TO SHOW THE LOVE YOU DESERVE BUT I SCREWED THAT ALL UP SO I

I Now No Longer Trust Nuns...
Today, I started a new job as a cab driver Today, I also quit my new job as a cab driver. My first fare was downtown, a nun. She gets in, and she catches me looking at her thru the rear view mirror. She asks me what Im staring at, and I tell her not to worry about it, and besides, I didnt want to offend her. The nun tells me not to worry, in her line of work she hears ALL sorts of fucked up things. So I tell her I always had a fantasy about making out with a nun. The nun stayed quite for a moment and said "I'll do it on two conditions, you have to be single, and christian" So I said "Im christian and single, lets do this!" So, we did, briefly, and shortly after I started to feel guilty and started to cry about it. The nun asked me what was wrong, and I said "I lied, Im married and Jewish" and the nun said "Oh dont worry about it, Im on my way to a costume party, My name is Kevin" Sonovabitch

In Pain
Writing and Poetry My head is always in pain when I see you. And when I think of you, I feel like, I'm goin' crazy. Would you please just shut the fuck up. Just get the fuck away from me and don't come back. You always think that everything is so fucking easy, but it is not easy, everything is so fucking complicated. So won''t you please don't piss me off.

In Pain
i had the worse thing to happen to anybody today. i was driving down the road and a little boy came out of no where and hit my car. i jupm out and got help then went to the little boy. they said he is going to be ok. they tool him to the er and i just called up there and talk to the dad of the boy and told him how sorry i am i did not see him at all till it was to late. the dad told me it was not my fault but i still feel so bad thats someones baby i hit. i just had to tell someone try to easy the pian but it does not help. so please if you have kids please tell them to be carefull on thier bikes. thanks so much for ready this

In Pain!!!!
On this day, I went to work as normal everything went normal. Then after all my work was done, I saw the (box) bailer was full so I made a bale and after putting it on a pallet, I went to get a pallet jack. Seeing all the manual pallet jacks were in use except the powered pallet jack. I hate using the powered pallet jack, but figured what the hell. I put it in reverse, I stumbled on a stack of pallets behind me the handle flew up and hit me in the face and the powerjack rolled up my foot. I yelled for help, and the produce manager ran over and helped drive the jack off my foot. I was rushed to the ER where my foot was X-rayed and it was confirmed that the bones in my foot were broke.

In Pain(my Favorite- Author Unknown)
It is God who arms me with strength and makes my way perfect. He makes my feet like the feet of the deer; he enables me to stand on the heights. --Psalm 18:32-33 When you're in pain, and it seems like no one understands; when it has gotten exhausting to even talk about the way you're suffering, remember God. Others may turn their back on you, but He never will. You need explain nothing to Him. He knows how you suffer, and He can see what's in your heart. Lean on Him. Put your faith in Him. He promised that He would never forsake you, and you can depend on Him

In Pain..
So, not sure how often I'm gonna be on here. Last Thursday my back went out on me and I was paralyzed in bed for two days. Made it to the ER on Saturday and spent the day there. It's my sciatica flaring up the worst it ever has. I'm on a bunch of pain meds and anti-inflammatories. I also have tendonitis and bursitis in my hips. Well, I was informed that I need an MRI done to see the extent of damage done to the discs in my back since one of them was nearly worn away (and that was back in 2002) so most likely it's completely gone now and I'm gonna have alot of pain issues. So, I'm told I'm probably gonna need back surgery soon. I'm guessing this year. I dont have medical insurance yet.. it starts in Feb. So then I'll go to the doc and find out what needs to be done.. but right now I'm in a huge amount of pain, can barely walk and have to do alot of crawling to get around. Right now my tylenol with codeine is starting to kick in and I'm getting drowsy.. soooo.. I just wante

In Pain And Hurt Alot
I just wanted to say i am sorry i have not been on alot sence yesterday , last night i went to the hospital cause my left leg has been swollen and in pain , well i found out that i have this thing called LYMPHEDEMA and i am not sure what it is but reading about it scares me to hell and i have been in so much pain for the last 1 month with this and i still do not know whats going to happen i see my doctor next thursday and i am hoping he gives me some good news ... so please if u all could say a prayer for me if u can find it in your heart , i would be so thankful i pray that the good lord makes it all go away ....i just wish i knew more about it and what it does and how they can fix it .. thanks for your time Michelle gebo

In Pain
Kissing is a Habit Fucking is a game Guys get all the pleasure Girls get all the pain The guy says "I Love you" You believe it's true But when your tummy starts to swell He says "The Hell with you!" 10 minutes of pleasure 9 months in pain 3 days in the hospital A baby without a name The mother is upset This never should have happened The father was a whore

In Pain
HELLO to everyone out there ok my husband came home yesterday from his surgery and i was there with him at the hospital so that was for 6days, so now that he has been home starting today all day was nothing but yell and he has a cane and he came close of hitting me with it too, and i told him if you did that they will walk you out here, so now i am asking for some help and all he does is yes and come plane and come plane and dadada al that other stuff too,So please help me i need help so what do i do from here, he will be home for 9 weeks too so now what???

In Pain
I'm in pain bc i fell out of my mother in laws truck friday night and had to go the er, i sprained my foot and bruised my leg pretty bad!! so im not the brightest crayon in the box but oh well..crap happens and well im just glad i didnt break anything..so i guess im lucky and dumb at the same time haha

In Pain No More
in pain no more, A beautiful soul was taking from us, to walk with the angels, no need to be sad, its time to celerbrates ones life, we have had our ups and downs, tommorow is another day, the sun will rise, Knowing your in no more pain, you are always love, and you will always live in our hearts, love you grandma, R.I.P. bedrock

In Perfect Insanity.
the frame of my void sharp and jagged. a picturesque scene of broken glass. and a heart-warming dissolve of perfection. sane reality holds fast. my wounds transpire in a hidden fortress. forged inside a calm lake of ice. below the numb of cold a battle rages. only in lies and self sacrifice. this placid place of anger and hate. fires rage and thoughts are twisted. shadows fill corners and light flees. but never knowing this existed.

911 In Pennsylvania
hey friends as of friday nite i'll be off line for a few days father in law had a massive heart attack on thursday and family is driving back to pennsylvania to be with the other family members.so saturday morning we are heading for the keystone state before half of u r out of bed.wife's boss was nice enough to offer a plane ticket just for her and leave me and daughter to drive back to pa. nice company cheep bastards and all the shit she has down for the damn rag head.oh well friends tc ttyl whenever i'm back on or back to colorado. oxoxox joe or hi 5's dudes.

Inpenetrable
my eyes are filled with the things they have seen can't see what's in front of me because of these things can't sleep at night, afraid of my own room to let this be the best of me, would bring me to doom you can't find me, buried in my skin you took my body, but I'll keep my soul that's mine to keep, you can never get in inpenetrable shield on my soul

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In Physical Pain..
woke up this morning... picked up my head a lil to the right to see what time it was and got this really sharp pain in my neck all the way to my shoulder..down my arm just a lil bit. since than haven't been able to move my neck to the right. every time i move it the wrong way..i get that sharp agonizing pain. it was really bad at first but now it's not as bad. i can move it lil by lil to the right. still get that pain. it hurts but i'm dealing with it. tryin to make it where i can move my head freely. i know don't over due it..might do something worse. no worries i'm being careful. and handling the pain. no pain no gain. right. i mean if i don't i might as well stay this way. also taking some tylenol(sp?) yea idk what that's doing. lol can't see a doctor till 2 days. and by than it might be gone. so i'm jus dealing with it. just letting ya'll know since i haven't been on today till now. been laying down all day. it sucks just laying there. if i sleep to much i get headach

In Pieces
Verse 1 Memories fade away Thoughts disappear The rage inside Overcomes my fears The way you treated me The way you left me Drowning in a puddle of tears I am left with the unknown Shadows in the night A knife in my heart A soul tormented alone Chorus: A battle you left me in Between my heart and my mind The way I feel about you Left intertwined Now you say you'll be there After I moved on You left me in pieces With nowhere to belong Verse 2 Unanswered questions Unknown thoughts Time stood still When you left me alone Nowhere to go Nothing left to do Now you want to come back And there is nothing more that I can do The door closed when you walked out Now you want it reopened My soul can't take the pain Chorus: Verse 3 Being without you Made me realize That the feelings I had Were nothing more than pretend You left me stranded and alone You tore me in two Now you come crawling back Expecting me to be there for you Nothing left to give

In Pieces . . . . . .
Anger, frustration, rage in your face I wish I could see you again, put you in your place. All this because of you. I wished you truly loved me.. I wish I could love you too. When I think of you I go blank. You might as well put a sword to my back & made me walk the plank. From birth you have destroyed me, left me in pieces. What do I do & what can I be when everything I am was taken from me? How can you so this to one you created? From my life now you have slowly faded I have some one know who is helping me cope. Some thing in my life that is giving me hope. I also have a daughter I raise as though she is my own. I pray I show her nothing I have been shown. She deserves better than What I had * maybe more that I can give. I will NEVER make her dread every day that she lives!!!!

In Pieces
I am a forgone conclusion a mystery of sadness a whisper of forgotten wisdom wrapped around a shell of broken waves shattered by the jagged shoreline of yesterday. I am an empty halo a frozen shadow of listless emotions a wayward vessel lost and sinking beneath a cold and endless ocean drowning in a lonely abyss of eternal misery. I am an unasked question an answer of something discarded a confused soul of battered devotions chained inside a prison of uncertainties shoved aside and left to die in a nightmare of my own fears. I am nothing but a vision a ghost of forgotten memories a burning dream of misguided hope stolen from the beats of my dying heart and ripped from the truth of what I used to be. I am me I am shattered I am broken. In pieces…

In Pieces
Telling me to go But hands beg me to stay Your lips say that you love Your eyes say that you hate There's truth in your lies Doubt in your faith What you build you lay to waste There's truth in your lies Doubt in your faith All I've got's what you didn't take So I I wont be the one Be the one to leave this In pieces And you You will be alone Alone with all your secrets And regrets Don't lie You promise me the sky Then toss me like a stone You wrap me in your arms And chill me to the bone There's truth in your lies Doubt in your faith All I've got's what you didn't take So I I wont be the one Be the one to leave this In pieces And you You will be alone Alone with all your secrets And regrets Don't lie So I I wont be the one Be the one to leave this In pieces And you You will be alone Alone with all your secrets And regrets Don't lie

Inpirations From A Broken Heart
Inpirations From a Broken Heart by LateNiteFantasy© I write so well with a broken heart. I don't know how it ends, But I know how the pain will start. I ache inside 'til the sadness pours And I taste it salty On these lips that miss yours. I finger the buttons on my phone, wishing for you to call But knowing you've left me all alone. I try so hard to turn off my mind and will you out of it and yet, you are so unkind. You're part of all I hold most dear and my heart holds close, I wonder when again my head will be clear. I write so well with a broken heart. I live alone with the ache And the searing pain of being apart.

In Pieces
"In Pieces" Telling me to go But hands beg me to stay Your lips say that you love Your eyes say that you hate There's truth in your lies Doubt in your faith What you build you lay to waste This truth in your lies Doubt in your faith All I've got's what you didn't take So I, I won't be the one Be the one to leave this In pieces And you You will be alone Alone with all your secrets And regrets Don't lie You promise me the sky Then toss me like a stone You wrap me in your arms And chill me to the bone There's truth in your lies Doubt in your faith All I've got's what you didn't take So I, I won't be the one Be the one to leave this In pieces And you You will be alone Alone with all your secrets And regrets Don't lie So I, I won't be the one Be the one to leave this In pieces And you You will be alone Alone with all your secrets And regrets Don't lie

In Pieces
Title: In Pieces Composed: 10/13/07 Format: Prose I feel as if I am being smashed in a million little pieces... I want to pick myself and put me back together... But I am waiting for him to come and help...he says he wants to come help...I believe him...but he just isn't around... In the meantime... I remain broken... I can't stand the agony, and so I decide that... I'll put my hands together, so I can work I'll put my mouth together so I may eat But now I am putting my eyes together so that I can see... I see me for what I am, and don't like being shattered... Don't like putting my rebuilding on hold for an empty-feeling promise of aid I can't yet seem to put my heart back together...some things that get broken are harder to mend...but I still have to try...

In Pieces - Linkin Park
Telling me to goBut hands beg me to stayYour lips say that you loveYour eyes say that you hateThere's truth in your liesDoubt in your faithWhat you build you lay to wasteThis truth in your liesDoubt in your faithAll I've got's what you didn't take[Chorus]So I, I won't be the oneBe the one to leave thisIn piecesAnd youYou will be aloneAlone with all your secretsAnd regretsDon't lie[End Chorus]You promise me the skyThen toss me like a stoneYou wrap me in your armsAnd chill me to the boneThere's truth in your liesDoubt in your faithAll I've got's what you didn't take[Chorus]So I, I won't be the oneBe the one to leave thisIn piecesAnd youYou will be aloneAlone with all your secretsAnd regretsDon't lieSo I, I won't be the oneBe the one to leave thisIn piecesAnd youYou will be aloneAlone with all your secretsAnd regretsDon't lie[End Chorus]

2 In 1 Poem Post Enjoy
Drop a tear, It releases the fear. Feel her near, and tell it to her ear I'll love you to the end of our years. ------------------------------------------------------------- Love me not for what I can do for you But for what we can accomplish together Love me for the things that I make special for you Love me because as two, we are really one Love me because together we can Learn the true meaning of Love.

Inportant Med. Info
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In 58-point Blowout, Hornets Hit Bottom
1 In 58-Point Blowout, Hornets Hit Bottom By John HollingerESPN.com(Archive) First, let's give credit where credit is due. These are not your father's Denver Nuggets, not with Chauncey Billups setting the tone in the locker room and defensive stalwarts like Dahntay Jones and Kenyon Martin adding some substance to all that style, and they took care of business again tonight. Playoff schedule WEST FIRST ROUNDLos Angeles 4, Utah 1Lakers win series, 4-1. Denver 3, New Orleans 1Game 5: Wed., 10:30 ET, at DEN Dallas 3, San Antonio 1Game 5: Tue., 9:30 ET, at DAL Houston 3, Portland 1Game 5: Tue., 10 ET, at POR EAST FIRST ROUNDBoston 2, Chicago 2Game 5: Tue., 7 ET, at BOS Cleveland 4, Detroit 0Cavaliers win series, 4-0. Atlanta 2, Miami 2Game 5: Wed., 8 ET, at ATL

Inportance To Remmember You Fuckers
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" In Praise Of Gluteus Maximus"
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“in Prison & At Work”
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In Praise Of Bacchus - Type O Negative
Hey Bacchus She hates me Hey Bacchus She hates me The street lamps light are wet old red hook road A furry vino tinted slave Molten oil painted Brooklyn Brigde (Cobblestone grave) A lonely blue girl guards the river bed She shakes her brown torch at the tide On pier six we'd creep and count the cracks (Side by side, see, we're counting cracks) Your mom was out wearing herself inside I'll stop the train to say hello A used boyfriend's just bought her this new car (I said I know) -togetherburn- She said burn Together Burn We'll burn together Now don't believe she'll never leave again I can't forget the words she said back then She said burn We'll burn together.

In Progress...
It starts with simplicity. Eat...grow...survive...what's it's known for all it's life. But at some point a change starts...on the inside and it can burn like fire or be cold as ice but it's happening. You see...it's existence is mundane. It's trite...it's ordinary and no one even notices the change.

In Progress
Sorrow fills my veins, and I suffer from it flowing, like spiteful shards of ice cutting. Intent on making me realize that I deserve this pain, I find no relief. Expressions of sympathy and unasked for advice surrounds me, but offers no warmth to melt this sharp sting. So I run away…… ..

In Praise Of Normal-sized Women
This was taken from a blog on a site I had visited this morning. The original post may be found in its entirety here (warning: link leads to an adults only site). "Although the wife & I both share the same affinity for large breasts, I tend to prefer a more voluptuous body to balance out the bust size (in fact, Vix often refers to me as a “chubby chaser” because of this). Call me unconvential, but I just think it looks far more natural than the usual “tits on a stick”. I say “unconventional” because it’s so rare to find examples of “my type” of big-boobed, well-proportioned women in popular culture. Large breasted women are typically exploited in the media for their titillation factor - yes, pun intended - and, more often than not, these are nothing more than skinny, top-heavy glamour models. It’s sad, really, because this implies a public perception that naturally curvy women are undesirable. What’s worse, this attitude does nothing for the self esteem of those “real women” who

In Prayer He Asked
They dropped down on their knees Then they slowly bowed their head I stood there in the darkness Listening to the words they said Their voice was low and unsteady They tore at my very heart I wanted to comfort them as they knelt But then is when their prayer did start Dear God I know your busy There are others in greater need then me I will only take a moment of your time And then I will let you be I have tried to be as strong as I can Every day that I awake But all the stress that I feel no My strength from me it will take I ask you to do the following If and when you have time to spare Stop the pain I see in heroes one and all When wounded in battle their scars I share Take all the needless killings Of innocence that wants to be free Let them live their lives in peace Let them the life of freedom now see Bring comfort to my comrades That together with me now serve They are the ones that give their all Never stopping, your help they deserve Take the fallen

In Praise Of Midnite Buttons
midnite buttons next to me--i give her her favorite belly rub and everythings bettera bit--although indestructible--my emotions are 100-125 times more sensitive than normal--good or bad-- so you my love ones=please don't be frightened of me-- please send be some kinda love if you still care--ok---and don't worry about me-

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(in Process)
The cold dark rain brings me peace It brings the promise of new life Renewal A new beginnning! That's what I need Can we start over? Can the past be washed away and give way to new life? Oh to be able to wipe it all away!

In Prag De Seara Cand Luna Rasare Eu Iti Spun Un Dulce Si Frumos Te Iubesc
In prag de seara , cand luna stralucind apare In zori de zi , cand soarele rasare , In fiece minut , iubite imi cant , Iubirea ce ti-o port in gand In gand , in suflet , cu tot trupul Ametit de ata suflare Te iubesc si caut sa iti spun ca dragostea iubite , n-are asemanare .

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In Purgatory's Related Story....
So in response to Greyhawks comment: There is a goldfish in the bowl. The bowl is full of water. Actually the bowl has 70% water, 30% air...The fish thinks its 100% full...This is the way of the Taoist. The fish is happy. We're happy to have the fish and we're happy that the fish is happy, but, of course I don't like fish. ......And none of you have just read this...... Though I will accept comments, so long as they don't exist, and are no greater than 24, 22, 14 or 8 characters in length because I will read them with my eyes 88% closed. (There is no character limitation unless your comment is denied due to you going over the character limitation.) Keep up with me people ok? Geez...

Input.
hey y'all. i will be attending a meeting this wednesday [14th] with the cherrytap staff about feedback for the site. so if you have any questions, or concerns, please make a list and i will compile them all and take it to the meeting. feel free to leave your comments and concerns in response to this blog as well. pee ou bishes!

Input
Category: Life Im completely puzzled at times, Ive talked to alot of people on here. And i know all of us have one thing in common were all looking for Love or wanna be loved or we have Love and yet were not satisfied. Is it because we settle because were affraid were not gonna be loved? We get tired of playing the waiting game so we jump in head first not feet lol and hope for the best. Then there is the Love when people get together they are busy looking elsewhere for what they thought they were getting in the first place, or its because they are looking for another love they thought they missed out on like trading them in for a new car a better make or a better model. Or it can go the distance where the other cant lol Then again there is the mid-life crisis love, where they are stuck in the past and not looking at whats in front of them. Wishing they were 20 again and their bodies are looking like their 60. But yet there is that newer and better model out there they look

Input Plz
I was gonna do a HH tomorrow, but, the cable dude will be here doing some rewiring, so I wrote that one off. Should I do one on Thursday at 2 or 3 Fu-time or on Friday same time? After been on this site 2 1/2 yrs its time to level and chill the fook out...

Input Appreciated
Asylum Stumbling around. Grasping at air. Soaked in sin. Forsaken again. Intimate with my demise. Barely conscious. Vision blurred. My heart is numb. I've succumbed to my asylum. Suspend me in chains. Pain is comfort. I'll cherish it always. Please don't rip this. This is my work. Don't steal it.

Inquiries Of Romance And Relations Enumerating 24
1) Are you single, taken or crushing? single 2) Are you happy with where you are? Yeah doing just fine right now 3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? I haven't met the right person yet or I would still be with them 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? truly? Yes 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? Cheating by deffinition would be not faithful to a spouse or lover..violating accepted standards or rules. Anyway, the answer is No. 6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? No. I do give second chances but not for that. 7) Have you ever talked about marriage with another person? So far just with my best friend ...if we're both unmarried by like age 37 we're gonna marry each other. lol 8) Do you want children? Someday I want to be a mommy. 9)How many? 2 10) Would you consider adoption? I would consider it but I really want my babies to be a piece of me. 11) If somebody liked you r

Inquisition
Inquisition There are so many things you need to do to please the human race you need to talk like them and walk like them and look like fantasies born Why should I be a clone? a figment of perverse imagination? Why can't they see the inner being? Does living always have to feel like a living curse? Why are all the hiding places taken? Questions asked are never answered find yourself through your tour of pain Welcome to this heartless nation where attraction is warped insane Bend over backwards hurdle over boulders Clean yourself up and cut your hair They'll never be satisfied no matter what you look like just as long as you're controllable inside like a fucking mind slave So why is it fat or thin they whine and stick their nose up their asses long hair, short hair, black or white schizophrenic tastes for schizophrenic minds Questions asked are never answered find yourself touring pain Talk into an empty well and hear your hollow

Inquisitive Minds Should Be Banned From The
after midnight lol .......... find cool websites ....must share cool web sites ..... no zzzzzzzzzzzz for me....... http://www.lunarplanner.com/LunarMonths2003/lunarmonth.03.11.23.html

Inquiry
Well, as you all know, or should know, or should be finding out, I am going through a separation from my Spousal Unit of 8 years. It started out forced, and has not turned voluntary/involuntary. Today during PT something hit me. When this separation and the impending divorce are completed, what do I become? I'll always be a daddy to my boys, I'll become the hateful asshole ex-husband, but will I become single? Can I go to singles bars? Do I become a divorcer? Do they have divorced bars? Just some thoughts I had earlier. Any input? I know what the Army will say, I am divorced, but they don't recognize separation, so I know they are behind the times.

In Quiet Solitude
IN QUIET SOLITUDE ___________________ In quiet solitude I have found you there, for your presence is everywhere. For in all the mornings I have known I have never been alone. In quiet solitude of the mountains I have heard your voice, and in a gentle wind your sweet love came back to me again. In the caverns down below I felt gentle breezes blow. In quiet solitude of the desert I never knew peace s

Inquiring Minds Want To Know.
Or do they? Is it better to blog everyday about things that may be meaningless to the random reader, or to blog intermittently and still risk posting something that may or may not be entertaining to anyone that happens along? I follow a few blogs that are updated on the daily with cute anecdotes and stories of life happenings, but I'm not entirely certain I could keep anyone interested for an extended period of time. I could blog everyday if I wanted to, and I probably would if I thought YOU would read them. Would you? WOULD YOU?! Fucking liar! You don't even read them now. Your mom threw away your best porno mag, BUSTED. [Except for you, Witchie, or whatever your name is today.] Fin! ps. I really hate the shoutbox. I don't hate your messages - I often think they're rather cute - I just hate using that media to reply to them. Fin again!

Inquiries About My Profile... Damn Stalkers Lmao!
LMAO @ PEOPLE SENDING STALKERS TO SEE WHAT'S ON MY PROFILE. SO HERE YA GO - SCREEN SHOTS OF THE BEFORE AND AFTER... OCTOBER 1, 2010: BEFORE I CHANGED IT UP FROM HOW IT LOOKED BACK IN MARCH {CUZ MY TUNES WEREN'T WORKING} OCTOBER 1, 2010: AFTER REMOVING THE NON-WORKING VIDEO & ADDING TUNES AND A FEW NEW PIX: YEAH - SO WHATEVER BS YOU WERE TOLD - BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Inquiring Minds Want To Know...
** INQUIRING MINDS WANT TO KNOW ** * BUT IF YOU AIN'T GOT NO MONEY TAKE YOUR BROKE A$$ HOME!! * * WELL I KEEP GETTING ASKED WHERE I'VE BEEN, AND WHAT'S GOING ON WITH THE DBD FREELOADER, HOMEWRECKERS, AND DRAMA FREAKS. YES I AM POKING SOME FUN IN THIS BLOG, BUT IT'S WELL DESERVED AS SOME PEOPLE LIKE TO RUN THEIR MOUTHS ABOUT ME AND SEND PEOPLE TO STALK ME & THE PEOPLE THAT SPEND TIME IN MY LIFE. ESPECIALLY A PARTICULAR THIRD PARTY THAT LIKES TO PLAY INNOCENT MEANWHILE SHE HAS BEEN UP MY A$$ RELENTLESSLY FOR THE PAST 2 YEARS{SINCE EARLY SEPT. 2008}. AS MOST PEOPLE KNOW I'M A BLUNT A$$ B*TCH WITH NO PROBLEM SPEAKING MY MIND, AND WILL BE THE FIRST TO SAY "YES I AM A B*TCH AND HAVE A CHARM ON MY NIPPLE RING SAYING SO." SO I FIND IT RATHER IGNORANT WHEN THIRD PARTIES TRY TO SPREAD FAIRYTALES THAT INCLUDE ME AS BEING THE WICKED WITCH WHEN THEY HAVE NO CLUE JUST HOW WICKED I CAN BE IF YOU PUSH ME LONG ENOUGH. LMAO! * I FIND IT AMUSING HOW PEOPLE FEEL THE NEED TO TELL THEMSELVES EVERY

In Regards To All The "fake" People!!
hey morning everyone.. well one let me just say i am sick of seeing it in my bulletin board in almost every single post.. did you even realize that all your doing is leveling these people up and making them MORE popular then they already are.. by posting the bulletins with the link in it... people who arent that bright and have nothing better to do all day go and visit their sites.. and comment negative stuff.. (they still get points..) and give them "1's" (they still get points) all you people are doing is making them get more points.. so guess what.. how about me just ignore them entirely.. if they are fake.. let them be fake.. unless its you they are copying why the frig do you even care??? stop reposting the bulletins to give them more points also.. Thanx Melikins Melikins@ LostCherry

In Rememberance
Okay the candle is lit today for the father who passed away. I'm sending out my thoughts today to those who have lost their loved ones. From natural causes or accident, or war. We remember, light your flames! Remember them the way they would have wanted, happy not tearful. Savoring life & not morning it. Remember they have moved! We will to someday.

In Response To Being In A Cult ..lmao
OK SO SOME LIL PISSED OFF BITCH DECIDES CUZ SHE DIDNT LIKE THE WAY CERTAINS THINGS WENT OR WHEN PEOPLE DIDNT GO WITH THE WAY SHE THOUGHT THINGS SHOULD BE RIGHT AWAY SHE DECIDES TO ATTACK.. WELL GUESS WHAT YA LIL BITCH.. FUCK OFF.. U CAN SAY WTFE U WANT ABOUT ME AND MY FRIENDS BUT THE POINT BEING U HAVE BROUGHT ALL AND ANYTHING THAT HAS NOW BE SAID OR DONE TO U ON YOURSELF.. DO NOT ATTACK ME AND MY FRIENDS IN A BULLETIN.. IF U HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ME COME TALK TO ME... I ACCEPTED YA FRIENDSHIP.. MADE U A FUCKING MORPH U REQUESTED BUT OF COURSE THAT WASNT GOOD ENUFF FOR U.. SO U BUUGED THE HELL OUT OF ME TO MAKE 1 OF YOU NAKED.. SRY CHICK WASNT HAPPENING... SO THAT PISSED U OFF... LIKE I SAID WHEN U DONT GET WHAT U WANT U GO ON THE ATTACK AND RIGHT AWAY SAY PEOPLE R ATTACKING U FOR YOUR SEXUAL CHOICES.. WELL LEMME TELL U RIGHT NOW I COULD CARE LESS IF U SUCK ON A COCK OR A TIT.. THATS YOUR BUSINESS.. NOT MINE... MY BUSINESS IS HOW U TREAT ME AND MY FRIENDS.. AND THATS RIGHT YA LIL BITC

In Re "support The Troops"
The US military blowing things up in some other part of the world is not my doing, does nothing for me, in no manner "protects me" and merely robs money from me in the form of taxation on behalf of corporate welfare. I am sorry that this "system" requires your family to join the military and kill people so you can eat. I'd rather my tax dollars go to feeding, housing and providing medical services to the population and the choice of war instead attests to the utter failure of such "system" ... not something to be celebrated. So I do not "support the troops". Love of Country is right out of Mein Kampf, would you fuck a rabbit hole or rub your pussy up against Mount Rushmore? It's a mass of land defined by Treaty boundries under the Law of Nations, which is supposed to be governed by the United Nations but the war mongers you elect to the National Government don't like that idea because they'd rather start offensive wars with small defenseless countries than actually provide for the G

In Reference...
there is a differance between loving someone and being IN love with someone it's finding what you are feeling... i'm not IN love with anyone..so no worries..i am single and ready to mingle.. haha and hyper right now =) xoxo loves

In Reference To:
this is a comment I was gonna post on a bulletin from one of my friends ..claiming that LC/CT is corporate owned. I for one enjoy myself and the ppl I really care about can be reached in other way as of now so ..if for some reason things get toooooo weird around here it will be no loss to me .I have other means and am greatful for those I have come in contact with and love all my new friends so whats the big deal if you all have had fun ...then continue to do so until it is time to bail on "THE MAN"..LMAO. AS FOR PICS : I have been here since July and it has always been a rule that NO ADULT (meaning things you'd see in Playboy or things of the like)are allowed in Public areas. They told me that if it would be in such mags as Maxim then its cool..just not in Primary pics and public areas(comments and default): if all those concerned had listened then we wouldnt be having problems now. I for one enjoy most of the pics i.e.: Nudes and all that I have seen on here. There ar

In Re Danny's Words Of Wisdom
Danny is a friend of mine that I have know for quite some time. He was involved in the EMS rescues but has become more a home-body due to his disease rather than anything else; he has ALS. Occasionally, he will send me funny, sad, heart-wrenching emails that I just love to read to brighten up my day; at times, I also send some to him, as well as just general emails about this and that that I compose. Occasionally, he writes things that are very deep in meaning and sends them to me. At times, I forward those to others as well. I have stashed one tonight that I called, Danny's Words of Wisdom - Discover the Joy! Read it if you will with the knowledge of the person behind the writing....and when you see me stash some others of his advice to share with you all, know that there is a person behind those writings. Enjoy! Danny's Words of Wisdom - Discover the Joy!

In Responce To A Friend 2
Here is where your pain has started, from deception of trust. Could it of started out as love, Or for him was it just lust. We receive many lessons from life, These are a things we are told. It builds character to undergo such pain, Well Bullshit!! Its getting old!! Love Tony

In Relation To Where I Stand
I haven't dated until I was 21 and I also haven't had a girlfriend yet. I'm glad though, for myself. It seems everyone around ends up with really bad relationships or their relationships never truly last. It's almost as if dating/fucking has replaced friendship/love. I wish it could be better for the rest of the world, but it's not; because in the end it ultimately affects every individual, including me (and your momma, yo' daddy, and yo' greasy granny). I try not to be influenced by current social standards, but it can get lonely, when you walk the way I do. However, it's nothing I'm not used to. I've got to be careful with who I decide to spend my time with, because my love is REAL and I deserve a partner who is on the same page. I got feelings, even though my world does not. Don't come to conclusions just because I've never had a girlfriend. That doesn't mean anything. It is what it is. I am a patient person. All of us are waiting for something, it's just that I wait f

In Response
So lets see here you post it and noones heard from me wow shocker lol. So hahahhaha fact of the matter is wow lets see your a liar and a player and talks more shit than i do wow thats good go have fun with another so called REAL MAN cuz oh yeah youve had such good luck with them before..... What ever hop you live a some what normal life

In Response To My Loves Blog!!!
OKAY, THIS IS HIS BLOG: I gotta let it out. Why are most of us on here? The need to feel wanted and desired. We are alone or unhappy who we are with,in my case I am alone. By my own choice. My exwife would love to have me back,almost 3 years later,pregnant at 38 by the man she lives with,she still tells me she loves me,I wont say it back. I am on this site for the human desire to feel wanted,feel desired,to know another human is being touched by Rod,I'm makin a smile spread across that face,cause I expect it in return,thats 50,the golden rule. And if you dont agree then youre lyin Delete your CT I do love this site,blows myspace away But goddamn the drama never experienced it and Ive had my fill real close to just sayin fuck it but I guess I am allowing it so I gotta do what I feel is right MY RESPONSE TO IT SINCE I AM BLOCKED FROM COMMENTING HIS: 1.I came on this site b/c a friend at work told me about it and I was just LOOKING at pictures and commenting the

In Retrospect..... About New Years Eve!
alright, after I got home a little while I gave this some thought, it wasn't as bad as I thought it had been, perhaps I was just tried. yeah I'm still sick of the rude twats out there who just want to give out dirty looks and who think they can push everyone around. but anyawys if ya read my blog last night and got worried I was going to get drunk then yeah no need to worry, I was just over reacting. somtimes you need to stop and think about what is really wrong before you go and act out about stuff. last night is one of those times, I am wishing everyone a safe and happy new year. all the best in 007 scottie.

In Remembrance Of You (r.i.p.)
I remember your voice and your dreams Your smile when you laughed And your pain when you screamed I'll follow your footsteps let them be my guide Can you save me from being myself? It's hard to be strong when you're stuck in a shell If you don't desert me I won't let down In remembrance Of all the things you used to do In remembrance Of all the faith I had in you In remembrance And when I walk, I walk for you In remembrance of you I remember when we used to run Against any threat united as one We faced all our fears And we chased all the clouds blocking the sun And through the haze my sorrow created I heard your voice and the promise you stated And I... Won't let you down In remembrance Of all the things you used to do In remembrance Of all the faith I had in you In remembrance And when I walk, I walk for you In remembrance of you Cause I never saw you deserted Or you never spoke so I heard it Cause I would never let you down Did you call me and

In Regards To A Bulletin I Reposted Last Night.
This is to support my cause also to those assholes who said my videos were repeative and lame I MADE A WHOLE NEW ONE Kain Thats right watch this video if your gothic or even if your not support us all. We are NOT freaks just because we look or act a little different than the rest.We are NOT freaks because of the music we listen to. We are NOT freaks for how we believe. You know what makes us freaks.Its the close minded people that think they are better than us when they are NOT....So listen to this song watch this video and let your voice be heard.....I AM AGAINST GOTHIC DESCRIMINATION .....True Lord Lestat TO ALL THE HATERS PEACE,LOVE&FREAKINESS ¢¾Akasha¢¾ The above is the bulletin I'm referring to. After I reposted it a friend sent the following message to my inbox and I feel she has a very valid point. This is what she wrote: "Akasha, While I have nothing against goths in general, I do have something against someone telling me fuck God or Christ. That is be

In Regard To My Life And My Ex
IN REGARDS TO MY LIFE AND MY EX ( yes i got dumped Tuesday night by someone I loved dearly) OKAY...THIS IS WHERE I GET SERIOUS. AND I MAY THROW A COUPLE CLICHES OUT, BUT PLEASE FORGIVE MY RANDOM THOUGHTS.... I JUST NEED TO SAY THEM, BECAUSE I KNOW SOMEONE WILL READ THIS: I ALWAYS THOUGHT PEOPLE CAME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON. THAT THEY ARE SUPPOSE TO PASS YOU A SIGN REASSURING YOU THAT YOU ARE ON THE RIGHT PATH IN LIFE. I THINK SOMEWHERE I FUCKED UP. I DONT KNOW WHO I AM ANYMORE, AND AT ONE TIME WAS IN FULL CONTROL OF THAT AND MY LIFE. I DO NOT LIKE WHO I HAVE BECOME. I DO NOT LIKE THE REASONS I HAVE BECOME THIS. I DO NOT LIKE THAT THINGS BEYOND MY CONTROL HAVE TURNED MY LIFE INTO THIS. ALL THIS, AND LIFE HAS BECOME QUITE CONFUSING TO ME. I FEEL LIKE IM DROWNING IN A POOL BUT KNOW HOW TO SWIM, AND WAS ONCE A MARATHON SWIMMER. I FEEL LIKE IM FALLING FROM AN AIRPLANE AND I FORGOT MY PARACHUTE, BUT WAS ONCE A WORLD CLASS SKYDIVER. THE TRUTH OF THE MATTER IS I DONT KNOW HOW

In Reality We Suffer
Darkness surrounds us soon will descend Grey decay living dead dark are the days ahead Conserve that precious hatred for later Dark are the days ahead the walls we face are growing heavy to carry its name Carved in flesh the rage If this is it let the apocalypse begin Grey decay living dead Dark are the days ahead a thousand destinies made one and nothing If this is it let the apocalypse begin So alike so alone we suffer Â©DGTFB 2007

In Response To Gee's Blog...
GEE said: Humour me. I changed some of the questions because it's stuff i'm nosey about..... I'm not posting it as a bulletin but you can if you like. So I'll humour him and answer these questions. Those who read this - you only get to see my answers, though feel free to answer. Snatch 1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. What does it say? - Train. Maybe they should train she told herself. Maybe the sweat and effort would work off the restlessness. 2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What's there? - A window... 3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? - The freakin weather as we're expecting a storm and society's freaking out about it... I hate people. If it snows, it snows. Big fuckin deal... 4. Close your eyes really tight. What do you see? - Speckles of light... thanks now my head hurts. 5. Grey hair - Distinguished or "not a good look" - Mmmm great look on a guy, even in chest hair... pubes though?

In Reference To What My Pal Sonny Said...
OK FIRST OFF I LOVE YOU SONNY YOU ROCK AND SECOUND I THINK WHAT YOU SAID IS RIGHT THEY NEED TO GET THINGS TOGETHER AND FIX THE DAMNED BUTTON TO WORK AND WHY DO SOME LOOSE THEY POINTS AND OTHER NOT...ILL NEVER FIGURE THAT ONE OUT....I THINK ALL THE MANAGERS AND BOUNCERS AND BABY JESUS NEED TO HAVE A MEETING SOMEHOW AND FIX THE CRAP I WOULD HATE TO LEAVE THIS SITE BECAUSE OF IGNORANT PEOPLE...LOVE TO YOU ALL AND ESPECIALY YOU SONNY FOR BEING THE ONE TO SPEAK HIS MIND....CHERRY LOVE TAMMY

In Responce
What dreams have we unfolded to grace the evening stars with purple light's divine and blinding magic? What kisses have we burned between our lips' tender skins and gazed at butterflies ascending into rubyfire? I would follow you, my love, into Paris set aflame, Louvre masterpieces glowing golden madness of your passion, to mysteries of Rumi's bones still whirling to secret beauties in Nefertiti's tomb. Oh, how we'd tango to naked joy along the breadth of China's wall into sprawling Hong Kong markets, do a rumba, never slumber through Rio's nights hot Carnivale, if we'd but kiss each other longer and between these dreams, embrace it all.

In Rememberance
Yellow flowers in full bloom, Tall metal towers, succumb to doom, Broken hearts, never really fade, None of us will ever forget that day, A day of chaos, all around, Airplanes exploding and touching ground, People in fear, not knowing whats to come, Hopes and prayers from everyone, Tears of sadness, grief and strife, The sheer uncertainty of any life, Clouds of smoke and choking debree, Family's foundations brought to their knee's, We gather strength, through it all, Keep our heads up, stand proud and tall, Painful memories, kept deep in our hearts, Standing strong and tall under the patriotic arch, Twists and turns may come and go, Season will change, as with winter's snow, Beautiful flowers, will once again shine with spring, And we will never forget, as the victory bell rings, I wrote this poem in dedication to my cousin who died in Tower 2 of the World Trade Center. May God hold him in his arms forever!!!!! Besos Benji!!!!

In Response To Majik....
true, love can hurt, is it not supposed to at times. we reguard hurt as an offense, but instead let it be a tool of teaching. just because we have reached an age of being grown up certainly does not mean we are to ever stop learning...good or bad, but with the advice in this blog, though vague at times, alot of these "formalities", can be PREVENTED. sure people have trouble with commitment and love esspecially unconditional love, based on upbringing and life experiences, but...arent we to surpass them all to seek the one thing that all want most.....to be unconditioanlly loved. we can use all the expensive words we can find but there is one simple word left to ponder....love. It has to be learned, but people mistake love primarily as a feeling.we base our entire lives upon feelings...but they are fickle and can be there one minute and gone the next. you can "feel" the past , present and then the future, but thats not the entire equation. thats where people go wrong....always how they "

9/11 In Retrospect
I know this is a sensitive subject but it must be addressed. 'We The People' put FAR too much trust in our friendly neighborhood government and always have. In the coming weeks I will attempt to unveil the shrouds that cover our eyes by dropping facts about our past that will make you question reality in itself let alone this entire corrupt government - fasten the safety belts fam... this ride is gonna get bumpy~ 9/11 in retrospect...There are increasing numbers of Americans that tend to believe 9/11 was an inside job. This growing attitude is understandable with president rednecks passing of a modified Phone Tap Bill, and his camps recent need to basically ammend the Geneva Convention, all steming from the Patriot Act but the facts supporting that 9/11 was an inside job is just conspiracy theory. However, I can guarantee you, that this government did let it happen. Let me give you some facts in support of what I'm saying. The Patriot Act sat on the desks of Congress for eleven years

In Response To All The Bs In The Last Few Days On Cherry Tap.....
and in case that is not clear enough for you.... Cherry tap gives me the chance to be myself, and make friends and be who I am deep inside....That will never change....And If I could afford it, I would love to be a VIC...... If I had the money right this minute, I would buy a happy hour for everyone.....Hell one for every hour one saturday...how cool would that be...lol but as it is Cherry tap is for having fun...so enough with the BS and drama.....and lets remember, so to finish, Blessings, Amy

In Response To My Patriotisum.....
I recently received this message from a freind,,whose nam ei will not reave becaus i dont want anyone to respond to hi negatively for the beleifs h holds.. he a combat vet.. anis entitled to his opinion.. i just as moved y the convo and wanted to share.... >i cn see u is in need of sum special coucilin hon, which is a service da hat provides to his friends free a charge. (smiles to self). if i may step out of character for a moment. it's great to support the troops, but it is my considered opinion that the best way to support the troops is to bring em home and let em serve their own country. our boys are fighting and dying for the same reason wars are always fought, somebody gets powerful, and somebody gets rich. our boys get dead, and maimed, and are being saddled with a burden they will carry all their lives. should we send our boys out to die for the benefit of the few? i say our country is in need of repair, but the people qualified to do the job don't want it, so we're s

In Response......
Thank you to everyone who have been so hrlpfl & supportive since my 1st blog. I really do appreciate all of your kind words and attempts to make me feel better. Thank you! After spending some time talking to someone very close to My Husband, I have come to realize something very important. This was the 1st person my Husband ever lost that he was close to & he had & still has no idea how to deal with it. Unfortunately, I am the person closest to him, so I have been the one to feel the brunt of his grief. Plus, I have to take responsibility for my part...I was not on time..to go shopping, to go to the wake, or the funeral, although we did make it to the funeral on time. I can understand my husband's frustration with me. And YES, SOME OF THIS WAS ACTUALLY MY FAULT. I could have done a lot of things differently, and, looking back, I wish I had. But hindsight is 20/20. I now know some of my husband's trigger's and I just need to adjust, so that I don't set them off. I'm sure he knows so

In Reference To The Last Blog Entry
Tiffany- Missing what used to be. says (5:32 AM): whatever Matt... have it your way. Fucking delete it NOW is your child not more important than what online people know? Tiffany- Missing what used to be. says (5:33 AM): thank about that one I'm doing this because youre being dumb and you always want everything your way delete it now Shoot coward. You are only going to kill a man. says (5:33 AM): im not deleting it... its a copy and paste from this conversation... and it shows the bullshit you try to pull Tiffany- Missing what used to be. says (5:33 AM): fine then you will never see your child ever EVER EVER EVER all because online life meant more to you Tiffany- Missing what used to be. says (5:34 AM): wait to go deadbeat

In Real Terms
I am a SINGLE mother and TRYING to make the best of it every day of my life. The relationship with my family and children is the ONLY relationship that I concentrate on. I am currently not interested in any type of "relationship" here on the Tap and I am only seeking people to talk with and have a good laugh with when I am lonely and my children are with their father. I don't feel it necessary to share my "personal" problems or my "personal" affairs here. Those things I would rather deal with PERSONALLY! My busines ..my own mistakes will be made and NOT shared with anyone else unless I CHOOSE to do so. If you ask personal questions, I will be eveasive and I will answer them in my own terms as NOT to give out information I feel is Not your BUISNESS!!

In Retrospect
Current mood: contemplative Category: Life You know, they always say that high school should be some of the best years of your young life. Yes, "They", the unnamed them who always have a lot to say, but are never really nice enough to sign their name at the bottom of the page. There are definitely things I miss from high school, but I won't bore you with a list. The one thing I really miss the most is the stage. I've been singing since I was a little girl, and from the time I first got into school, I adored being up on stage. I remember back in elementary school, I was ecstatic to get the role of Narrator for the Christmas play one year. NARRATOR. After that, for nine years in school, I was in choir. And every time I'd go to get up onstage and sing, solo or with the group, it felt like the first time, and the butterflies would just go, and I would be a complete mess before we went on. And then.... we would go on, and I always remember walking out onto the stage and leav

In Response To A Prompt: "your Sluttiest Moment"
I got a call from a friend of mine, "Anne", at work one day. A friend of hers was having her photos shot for BearsBoard.com, an escort listing service, at a local hotel and wanted me to meet them when I was done. When I arrived they were just wrapping up the shoot. Anne greeted me at the door with a kiss more passionate than I was expecting. Anne's friend "Brooke" is a petite brunette. She was in a black, sheer negligee. The photographer was gushing over how hot the pictures were going to turn out. Anne had watched the shoot and it was clear she was aroused the way her hand kept touching my arm and shoulder as she talked. There was a kitchenette with a couple bottles of liquor, so I made us all drinks and sat down with the photographer to discuss creating websites for some of his clients. Anne was in the seat next to me at the little table and her hand found its way between my legs and began stroking the bulge there. After another round of drinks, I excused myself to the re

In Response To The Know Your Downraters Bulletin
What pseudo-(pseudo-pop-...-...-...-...)-psychology. Leaving out newbeasts who don't know the 1-3 from the 7-10, leaving out cases 5, 6, 7, ... 98, 99, ... leaving out why does this matter so damned much to everyone? If someone has it in for you and creates profile after duplicate profile to 1-rate all your photos with (which is what people seem to end up doing _to_ downraters, but hey!) - which someone did to me out of spite awhile back - that irritates, sure. But 1 "2" or "3" out of 250 "10"s on your profile, or something that reduces your average on a photo to around 9.8 or 9.9 (and then you retaliate - btw retaliation means -in kind- in the real world usually, not reducing everything to 3 or 4... but hey. Sense I'm expecting. YAY!!!!!!! Wheeeeeeee!!!!!! Idiots.) ok... fine... What surprises me is that I let this idiocy annoy me when I -have- jobs.

In Rememberance
This calls for a dance Or maybe a toast Whatever, it calls for, it must show the utmost Utmost respect for the situation In remembrance of the day I asked for your hand I remember like it was yesterday Centered in the trees of Autumn We were surrounded by these I could see the tears in your eyes At the very touch of my hand I felt your nervous shake As your stared at your man I could see you thoughts As if they where projected Onto your face from you brain And it was funny So not unusually I was thinking the same Madam, will you take my hand and forever to hold As long as you live Will you be my wife My lover The mother of my kids With all that said I ask you this Will you be my wife? This i Wrote to a girl when i was 16, she died in a horrible car wreck caused by an arguement between us. This was going to be said at our wedding, instead i read it at her funeral:(

In Remembrance Of 9-11
data="http://www.youtube.com/v/z1TVWvsiteQ&autoplay=1"> Turn On Volumethey'd always have funthey'd go to the beach hold hands and collect shells and make sand castles even though they were young this was a start of somthing new but one day after mandy's 6th birthday billy came up to her and said will you be my girlfriend and she agreed they sat there by the pond and they promised Forever.they hugged they kissed and their mom and dad's knew they were perfect.everyday as they grew older their love kept growing strongerthey became teenagers and they were loving better than everthey spent their summers togetherthey had sleepovers and they were the best of freinds and loversthey loved everywhere .even if they were miles apartit was perfect. years past and passed and they got marriedone day after billy got home from work mandy had some breaking newsshe was pregnant with a baby on june 22nd she gave birth to a beautiful baby girlshe grew bigger and bigger and soon

In Remembrance Of 9-11
I WAS SLEEPING PEACEFULLY WHEN I HEARD THE SOUND A SOUND I WILL NEVER FORGET I THOUGHT IT WAS A BAD DREAM ONLY IT WAS A NIGHTMARE THE SMOKE...THE FIRE... THE SILENCE...THE SCREAMS PLEASE GOD LET ME WAKE TELL ME NONE OF THIS IS TRUE NOT HERE...NOT HOME THIS IS NOT SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN HERE WE ARE A LAND OF PEACE A LAND OF PLENTY A LAND OF PROMISE THIS IS NOT SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN HERE THEY ARE ALL GONE NEVER TO RETURN MY HEART IS BREAKING SO THE TEARS WILL NOT STOP THIS IS NOT SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN HERE THIS IS A POEM THAT WAS E-MAILED TO ME 9-11-2005 IF I KNEW IF I KNEW IT WOULD NE THE LAST TIME THAT I'D SEE YOU FALL ASLEEP I WOULD TUCK YOU IN MORE TIGHTLY AND PRAY THE LORD, YOUR SOUL TO KEEP I I KNW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME THAT I SEE YOU WALK OUT THE DOOR I WOULD GIVE YOU A HUG AND KISS AND CALL YOU BACK FOR ONE MORE IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I'D HEAR YOUR VOICE LIFTED IN PRAISE I WOULD VIDEO TAPE EACH ACTION AND WORD SO I COULD PLAY T

In Regards To All The Whiners And Complainers…
I was quite surprised to find a lovely message in my shout box from a friend as follows: (name deleted to protect privacy): u knbw vic....i cant believe u (name deleted): and i thought u were my friend My Response: Hun I am your friend and I am also Eugene's wife - I have been giving him shit about it as well... he's ready to start a revolution over this and there are more important things in life - take that negative energy and get mad and do something about something you can make a difference about - like Darfur, Child Abuse, Injustice - Hell - Save an endangered species - but to get all pissy and moany over a web site - geez! and friends would have read this and maybe understand that there are more important things in life http://fubar.com/blog/115499/491781 If you agree, get mad and do something that matters! Save The World - One Click At A Time!On each of these websites, you can click a button to support the cause -- each click creates funding, and costs you noth

In Response To: When Did We Roll Over?
An answer to: http://fubar.com/blog/102701/509102 I agree. We are just slaves to our world. To a dollar. To a vision and dream that’s been spoon fed to us all of our lives. I remember when I was like 12 or even 16, I couldn’t wait to “grow up”. I thought that growing up meant having everything that I was painted for me in the dream of what society wanted me to be would be the key to happiness cause living with my parents sure wasn’t making me happy. Now I just wanna go back. I wanna go back to when I didn’t have responsibility. I wanna go back to the day when I thought that everything that I wanted was within grasp before I realized that it wasn’t and not because I didn’t want it to be or I haven’t worked hard enough for the things that I wanted but because the other assholes in this world ruined shit for me. Lemme give you a couple of examples: Marriage: Been there done that twice. Neither of the men that I married was what I had envisioned a husband would be.

In Remembrance
Gone....but never forgotten. Here stood the Towers we all grew to know.... Its a shame it took their destruction...... For us to grow....... Take time to remember those fallen and who lost their lives.... Even though they crashed to the ground..... They are truly living in the skies.... Was it destined for them to take that ride.... I look at it as if God couldn't wait... And needed more angels by his side... God Bless you all. Love, ~Shea

In Remembrance
Today,a day of memories, A day where each and everyone of us, Stand together and pray, For the thousands that have died, and for the others who defended for it Today,a day where we all remind ourselves, That each and everyone of us, Have a duty in ourselves, To hold up to justice. To stay firm on the grounds we stand Marked in our hearts, A Nation's strength, Not shaken by what lay ahead of us, Not consumed by the horrors of evil, Today,we marched on, Together we stand, Not as one, but as a country, That no matter what, We will never fall. GOD BLESS AMERICA.

In Remembrance. (this Has Nothing To Do With 9/11)
It seems that this past week I have thought about you more than most times. I don't know what to make of it all, still. You'd think I would have forgotten and moved on. I guess there are some pains that never really go away. You were a chance I took. I have never made such a gamble in my life, and never against such great odds. At the time, I don't think there could have been anything that I wanted more. I knew better. I knew it then. How could I not have? Still I pursued you. I thought to make you mine, and for a time, I thought I did. I had fallen so deeply that I couldn't see the light at the top of the well. But my world was lit from within. I was happy. I don't think I ever told you that. Never told you exactly how happy.... I thought you knew. There are so many times I have tried to forgive you. Some things I can, but at the core, the wound you gave me will never go away. I still drink from the same blue mug that you used to bring me coffee in... even

In Rememberence Of Dj Razor,mataya(dj Strykes Daughter),my Best Friend Kai
Today Since The Death Of Dj Razor And Of One Of My Closest Friends Dj Strykes 2 Year Old Has Come About And The Passing Of A Dear Friend Of Mine Who Suffered A Similar Fate To The One That Dj Razor Suffered Only Just 4 1/2 Years Ago...I Decided That Because Of This I Would Like To Do A "In Rememberence" Blog For These 3 Beautiful Souls Who Will Be Missed But Never Forgotten... Dj Razor Dj Razor Was A Sweet Kind And Caring Woman Whom Everyone Loved And Adored She Was Often There For Those Who Needed Friendship And A Mother To A Beatufiul Little Girl Jen...She Was A Beautiful Soul And Someone Unjustly Took Her Away From Those Who Loved Her Just By One Pull Of A Trigger To Her Head And Chest By Someone Who Had Already Harmed Her Once Domestic Violence Is Wrong!! And Something No Woman Should Ever Have To Indure But She Will Be Missed And Never Forgotten So Please Lets Pray For Her Daughter And Her Friends And Family R.I.P Dj Razor You'll Always Be Apart Of Our Lives... Mat

In Response To Lifesez's Blog
->Psychowolf...: The force is strong in the young padawan..... Leanna_K.O...: oh i see well i am sorry but i think that i am done talking to you... you scare me ->Psychowolf...: I have jedi powers; and monitor the black market trade Leanna_K.O...: but how did you know it happend to me it just is a lil odd i have not said anything to anyone ->Psychowolf...: ive heard rumors on the internets of people buying kids on fubar Leanna_K.O...: no he did not give an amout.... what the fuck how did you know that he wanted to buy my kid ->Psychowolf...: i bet he offered some insane value, like 50k or some shit Leanna_K.O...: it was started cuz i have my son as my prim... how did you know that he wanted to buy my kid ->Psychowolf...: what was he offering, seriously?. What started it? Leanna_K.O...: yes ->Psychowolf...: was some guy offering to buy your kid

In Reply To The Guitar....
REASONS WHY GUITARS ARE BETTER THAN WOMEN 1. A guitar has a volume knob AND???? 2. If you break a guitar's G-string, it only costs $.79 for a new one BUT OURS LOOKS HOTTER 3. You can make a guitar scream as loud as you want it to IF YOU'RE GOOD, YOU CAN DO IT WITH US TOO 4. You can unplug a guitar AND?? WE CAN LEAVE 5. You can finger a guitar for hours without it complaining it wants more I WANT FINGERED FOR HOURS!!!!! 6. Other people can play your guitar without it getting upset UUM, NO COMMENT 7. You can finger a guitar in public and get applause, not arrested IF YOU'RE GOOD, AND SNEAKY, YOU CAN FINGER US IN PUBLIC TOO... AND WE CAN GIVE YOU HEAD 8. You can have a guitar any color you want and no one will care UM, SERIOUSLY?!?!?! COME ON!!! 9. You can make your guitar as tight as you want it just by turning a peg. THEY MAKE GEL THAT MAKES WOMEN TIGHTER.... UM, NO I HAVEN'T USED IT... I JUST SAW IT IN CHRISTIES... SO THERE

~in Rememberance~ I Wrote This To A Young Woman Who Died When I Was 16
This calls for a dance Or maybe a toast Whatever, it calls for, it must show the utmost Utmost respect for the situation In remembrance of the day I asked for your hand I remember like it was yesterday Centered in the trees of Autumn We were surrounded by these I could see the tears in your eyes At the very touch of my hand I felt your nervous shake As you stared at your man I could see your thoughts As if they where projected Onto your face from your brain And it was funny So not unusually I was thinking the same Madam, will you take my hand and forever to hold As long as you live Will you be my wife My lover The mother of my kids With all that said I ask you this Will you be my wife? Stay with me for the rest of our lives

In Remembrance Of Officer Freeman
An important Person passed away December 16thOfficer William Eric Freeman ~ You will be missed"A Part Of America Died"Somebody killed a policeman today, And part of America died. A piece of our country he swore to protect, Will be buried with him at his side. The suspect that shot him will stand up in court, With counsel demanding his rights. While a young widowed mother must work for her kids,And spend many long lonely nights. The beat he walked was a battle field too just as if he had gone off to war. Though the flag of our nation won't fly at half mast,To his name they will add a gold star. Yes, somebody killed a policeman today, In your town or mine, While we slept in comfort behind locked doors,A cop put his life on the line. Now his ghost walks a beat on a dark city street, And stands at each new rookies' side. He answered the call,of himself and gave his all,And a part of America died.Author Unknown~Please repost this in as many places as you can including here. Officer Freeman

In Remembrance...
On this day 22 years ago I had to do something that was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. I had to have the doctors remove my mom from the very machine that was keeping her alive. My mom had become brain dead so there was no hope for her recovery. I knew mom wouldnt want to be a vegetable. This was very hard for me because all I wanted to do was keep her here. I didnt want to let her go. How was I going to survive without my best friend, my world, my mom? The years have gone by and it does get easier in some ways to deal. On this day for every year I have relived that very same pain of letting her go. All I have wanted since then was to be reunited with her. I have not lived my life very well hoping that where ever she is, I may be there very soon. I have lived my life recklessly. Now as many of you know I am paying the price by being a very sick person. This does not bother me. In some ways it makes me feel better for having to let her go. I found the following poem and it spe

2007 In Review
2007 REVIEW 1. Did you fall in love? No, just infatuation 2. Did you get any new best friends? Nope 3. Did you start dis-liking some one? Hmm, not sure 4. Did your heart get broken? Nope, just bruised 5. If you could change some thing about this past year, what would it be? I'd have to seriously analyze this past year to answer that. 6. Are you happy with how things turned out? Pretty much same as any other just a few highlights 7. Did you get any tattoos? Where and what of? nope 8. Did you get any thing pierced? Where? nope 9. What's your new favorite color? no new ones 10. Did you do any thing life changing? I don't think so 11. Favorite piece of clothing? none 12. Did you go to any parties? that would suggest I have a life 13. Did you have any surgeries? nope 14. Do you like our president? No comment 15. Do you support our troops? Yes 16. Were you in the relay for life? Nope 17. Did you get engaged/married? Umm Neve

In Response
merlyn has thought long and hard...it seems that i am needed here and that some Do actually care.through your ur responses i`f seen what must be done.i`m going to stay,in the club.ty for ur comments on the earlier blog.but merlyn has to get ready for work..lol..thanks again to all the ones that care

In Rememberance
R.I.P Thomas, aka Philly Boy. He passed fighting for our country to defend the rights of the Free People all over the world. You will be missed my friend. Dec 13th 2007 As the light faded from your eyes, I can only imagine what you saw Surrounded by a Band of Brothers But in this, there was a tiny flaw. Home, So very far away Friends and Family in a distant land Knowing that they might arrive A Soldier will come knocking, Flag in hand That day has just arrived Parents bravely sit through the news Knowing you fought for your beliefs Protecting the rights of others, and their points of view You're a guiding light for this Country The sacrifice you made is one I will never overlook The blood you spilled defending us For that, you're a Hero, on of many in my book I wish people could just look and see That people like you, and friends before Went willingly for us, this country Always wishing they could give us more. I Salute you in a final Goodbye Kn

In Reverse
This one's from last night... well this morning. And it's long, just to warn you. I was walking home from somewhere and suddenly I just couldn't. I somefind that the only way I can move is to push the air in front of me which makes me go backwards. That's just part 1. Part 2. I wake up sprawled out in the middle of the street, no idea why. Get up and can still only do the backwards thing. Come across two guys and for some reason kick them both and run off (sort of) Part 3. I go to hide at a friends house (who happens to be my old best friend who I haven't seen for years) and the two I kicked drive up and park outside. They were going to meet him so we had to leave, and the saw me and didn't care. It was raining and all the sudden I could walk properly again, so I went and waited for a bus to go home. The End

2008 In Review For Me
Well... This is my 2008 in review... Well little bit of 2007 too. Things since August 2007 have really shaken my life up and brought me to where I am now. August 2007 both my grandpa's ended up in the hospital. My Grandpa Mathies for congestive heart failure and needing a pace maker. And at the very same time my Grandpa Hogan because everything pretty much shut down. He had been in chronic liver failure for years. I left La Grande to be with my Grandpa Hogan. It wasn't looking good, my mom even flew back from Florida after being there for less than 24 hours to be at the hospital. Me and about 13 family members were with my Grandpa when he passed away. My uncle was just saying the Rosary prayer when he said the last line, my Grandpa took his last breath. Through all of that and the things followed the next few days was really rough. Tried to be strong for mom and stick up for her with something going on. I begged my husband at the time to be there with me and he chose to go back to

2008 In Review
2008 my review So this is the review of my life in the last year..... It started ok..I wasnt liking my job by this point. I seemed to have co workers conspiring againist me . But I made it thru it in Jan. I was starting to get sick. I was in and out of the hospital at this point and they didnt know what was wrong but I will say that I had some great friends that took care of me. In Feb. I was still sick but feeling better...I was doing well in poker it was my only safe place it seemed. I had met this guy who has turned out to be a friend after everything that had happened. He even bought me a cake on my birthday which means the world to me becuz no one else has ever done that. Which brings me up to my birthday weekend..It was a blast thanks to Jenn my sister her friend Wendy Becca Michael Chris and everyone else who helped celebrate it.I never thought my sister would ever come down ..Thanks Michelle for being one of the best times in my life. March I was getting sick

2008 In Review...
2008... where the fuck did it go? Seems like it was yesterday that it was the end of 2007 and I was just creating my fubar account, getting to know some of the best people I have ever encountered... and here we are, 2009! Whoa!!! :) 2008 brought me lots of things... many good, some bad, but all in all, my year was more than I ever could have wished for!!! I met Jimmie, who is my best friend, soul mate, life partner, he is my everything. Handsome, I love you! ;) I rocked out at too many concerts to count, and loved almost every minute of it! Celebrated birthdays with all my peeps, drank, smoked, drank some more and smoked more than we should have... :) Went to more -itis shows than I can count! I know, I am obsessive, what can I say! I had fun at each and every one of them!!! I met wonderful people that I can't imagine my life with out any more! Jenny, you are the BEST, and I love you! Denny, I fuckin miss you and you need to travel through more often! Jeremy, I miss

In Regards To Whitney Jo
I have been her best friend for four years. I am the Godmother of her only son. I think that makes me more than capable of knowing what she wanted. We were trying to make her Godfather in honor of her 22nd birthday... And some guy that solely knew her online knows what 'she would have wanted' for her fucking fubar?! Absolutely childish! Having her page deleted just because I was MAINTAINING it!??! That is what I was doing and I think I have a lot of fucking support from the people on this site! Whitney was so loved, and you had to have her memories DELETED FOREVER because YOU didn't like that I was maintaining her profile. You don't even know who the fuck I am. Who the fuck are YOU to bitch about her page? Yeah, I added friends. So what!? Go on, bitch. As I said - ask for the goddamn facts before you go fucking cry to big brother. My life has been shattered by her death. I will NEVER be the same. I will NEVER hear her laugh. I will NEVER hear her sing.

In Regards To Whitney
I am angry. Here's why. My Fubar wife Kept In Corsets, aka Whitney passed away in a car accident in September. One of her dreams was to become a godfather. Her friends and family, who I personally know, because I did know her in real life, wanted to reach this goal on her birthday, which is today. But someone or a few someones decided to be jealous because they were not part of the plan, and told fubar support that they were her FAMILY and their wishes was to have her account deleted. Anyone who knew Whitney would know she would not want her account deleted. She still has a Myspace page in her honor, and they diden't delete her page!! Her friend even bought an auto-11 so we could get her to godfather. Then the head bouncer states not to get involved because her family's wishes was for her account to be deleted and to respect their wishes????? I know what their wishes are, and it was not for the account to be deleted. Thanks everyone who had to ruin her account. Thanks alot.

In Reaction To Their Reactions.
For some weird reason out of no where today, I got eaten alive on my blogs. There were a couple of mixed emotions because you know, some of the comments they left were hurtful, others were wise, some were funny, and some were supportive. I will be entirely honest when I say that I post some blogs purposely to get all these reactions. Not that I would make up a story but I definitely set a specific tone to yield certain reactions. Perfect example would be the entry titled "Married People on Fubar." For that blog, my hypothesis was that I would get a ton of negative response and yield no constructive criticism; Needless to say I was entirely too correct. I also took notice to the spike in my blogs, the comments for my poems are relatively low however the comments that are about life experiences or opinions seem to have quite a high number of comments. For example "Fucking men" has about 15-20 comments and "Someone to Kneel to" has 4 comments. I'm not saying I give a shit or any

In Remembrance
Yesturday would have been my older brothers 53rd birthday. He died of alcoholism in 1999. I miss him. A moment of silence for my bro'................................................................................ I love you Ken.

In Reality
In Reality You'll Not get me into an argument about religion or politics. No one ever wins. If I am to reach someone I want to influence them by my gentle nudging and by the life I live. I have discovered that arguing only creates distance. Frankly, the differences of opinion in both those areas excites me. I celebrate our differences. What I try to focus on is where we are connected. For me the most difficult thing to define is "reality." I just had a long conversation with a friend about his perception of his life. His reality seemed dim, dark and doomed for destruction. As hard as I tried, I could not see his life that way. He fought with me and was angry because I could not validate his demise. Everyday I receive messages from people who have locked themselves in a cell limited only by their perceptions. When I worked on a radio show a number of years ago, a young man called to say, "You make me sick!" He went on to criticize my Pollyanna views of the world and life itself. I never

In Repair
I love to write but hardly blog, and whether anyone is interested or not, I have alot to say. I used to write alot and it helped me to figure things out. You would think writing on a public blog would feel alot different than writing privately knowing no one would read it, but it doesnt to me. Im a surprising girl with a surprising outlook on life considering the surprising amount of pain I've endured. I am a recent survivor of domestic violence. I fled with my (at the time) 3 year old son to a shelter in Philadelphia and they flew me home to Sacramento to the WEAVE shelter here. My son's father was brutally abusive and I am probably lucky to be alive and have my child in my custody. Our case with CPS was closed for only 2 months (after being under their thumb for a year) when he beat me up for the last time. I am in repair, for obvious reasons, and this blog is going to be a part of the process, Ive just decided! I am an artist, a model, a student, a single mother, and a surv

In Remembrance
In remembranceI sit here alone thinkingasking myself why?Why did she have to die?I sit here questing my painwondering if I am actually even saneI sit here looking down the laneI know your not coming home but it stilldoes not ease the pain the pain in myheartthere is a terrible rain CauseI am in such pain

2009 In Review
2009 in Review 2009 held a lot of ups and downs. There were some changes that transpired and some revelations. My Son joined the Army National Guard Reserves at the end of 2008 and headed out for Basic training in Feb 13, 09 and was gone until the 3rd of July. Even though at this point he was already a Man, it was the first time we had ever been apart for such a long time. I was scared for what he was about to do and yet excited for his new experience. Yes, I cried! While he was gone, it was strange being home alone for so long. But I guess it didn't matter too much since most of what I did wasn't any different than if he was at home, I worked all the time and came home and slept. Sad huh? There were no booty calls, well not really. In March I was hit with a bad infection and had to go on some major antibiotics. I had never had to take so many pills before. The first set was 3600mg of which I had an allergic reaction too so I had to be switched to something else. I am as a ru

In Response To My Status
Just want to clear this up, thanks to those of yall who showed concern... I had an arguement/miscommunication with a friend and was blocked. I asked that person to do something my status and that person's status response was something like "save the drama for ya mama. don't you have some exercising videos to do" (This person KNOWS I am very self conscious of my weight and that tomorrow I am starting a new program to help myself shed some lbs so it's a dig at me to make me feel worse about my weight) So that's where my status came from. My mother is deceased, but she has been since I was 19. Sorry if I made yall worry and think she just passed away. XoXo

In Remembrance Of Mom
My Mom, whom passed away kind of suddenly, on January 29th, 2010, God Bless Her.... had an awesome hobby of selling all kinds of jewelry on Ebay.... her hobby took off & she opened a store there on Ebay, 4 years ago and was doing really well with it..... I know my Mom would want me to keep this store up and running for her, as I am and will, the best that I can. I know Mom will give me the insight, inspiration, and guidance I need, because not only is it a hobby, it's a second job! So in remembrance of my Mom..... (my guardian angel) If you need that special gift for someone, especially Mom, (Mothers Day is coming our way) check out the link below.... If you see something you like, let me know.... make me an offer. http://stores.ebay.com/The-Jewels-by-the-Sea-Store Thanks...much: peace & all that to all Have a good day! peace baby

In Reference To The Salutes And Nsfw Blog...
You know, I see people commenting and bitching and talking a bunch of crap about girls who do things like salutes and access to NSFW, live web cam (which I do NOT do in exchange for anything, so please do not ask me), etc, in exchange for valuables here on Fubar. I would just like to say that, first of all, if you are talking crap and you are a man, or ugly, or snobby and uptight, you are just full of envy. Period. you are jealous that you do not possess valuables worth trading on Fu. I do not apologize or feel badly for you, life isnt fair. Furthermore, if I made a salute for every person who asked, for everyone on Fu who wants one, I would spend my days making salutes. So, I can either just say no to anyone who wants one, or I can give them an opportunity to earn one. Most of the salutes in my folder were done for friends because I wanted to, but a few were made for people I didnt really know, as a thank you for something they did for me. Things that I cant do for myself. Such

In Response
Ah, my love but it is you that inspires me. it is your beauty and your beautiful words that fall upon my ears every night, that make me write poetry. you are in my head all the time. and now what you said shows me your depth and your beauty. our souls are forever connected in a most profound way. if i am your absinthe you then are certainly my chocolate!!!

In Regards To A Recurring Pattern With A Few Friends
I hate it when I feel like I'm just a filler for somone until something better comes along.. be it relationships, plan making, or time using... Once is understandable, twice.. hmmm, okay... but three times in a short time? Nuhuh.. I'm more valuable and deserve better than that.. at least I have always been able to count on Jen for the last twenty years! :P

In Response To My Last Mumm
To those who can't go. Im not wealthy by no means. Ive wheeled & dealed my way into completing this renovation. Ive used every favor I had. & Bought every bit of surplus used off residents around me. The house was ran a muck with meth smokers who had turned the place into a "camp" The entire center of the house was roted due to water running on it 24/7 for 7 years w/leaky pipe's. That allowed for moisture ants & rats & mice to move in. It had a forced air furnace & duct work system in it that the rodents had resided in. The "human" residents covered all the windows w/thick plastic & never let light in. & never cleaned or took their garbage out. & they impacted the septic system. By renting out the lot to other meth smokers, that equaled to 9 travel trailer's. None of which cleaned or allowed for garbage service. It took 35 dump truck loads of garbage/yard/& the meth heads, left over belongings off the property. We had to enter wearing masks & gloves. These people created what I call a

In Re The Ttitle Of This Blog
NSFCL - is a better term for what BJ refers to as NSFW The History of 'save the kids from filth' is a very recent one, which was commenced by fmr Supreme Court Justice Stevens in FCC v Pacifica. Stevens was appointed by Gerald Ford who attempted to have William O Douglas impeached from the US Supreme Court because of Douglas' unflinching position on the 1st Amendment and a Swedish film "I Am Curious Yellow" which the GOP attempted to ban as it dealt with the Christian Democrat movement in Sweden. Ford became US President after it was revealed that Richard Nixon was carrying on a number of illegal activities through the Office of the Presidency. Aside from hiring people to break into Democratic Party Headquarters, one of these actions regarded the secret bombing of Cambodia: which was Nixon's extension of a covert policy of warmaking against North Viet Nam, commenced by President Truman, as revealed by Daniel Ellsberg leaking the top secret "Pentagon Papers" to the NY Times. Nixon w

In Regards To Fumafia Scrub Changes
Hey Thanatos and all concerned players,I'm going to address your blog because I respect that you took the time to make a place for this and that you care about your point of view and that a lot of people are passionate on this subject.First of all I have to say, there's a very common misconception regarding fuMafia and it's that people complain and that, in turn, causes unfavorable changes. I actually monitor about a zillion statistics on the game (more than one person alone really should be although I think we'll be getting more in-house resources soon) and first and foremost I'll say that I have had a growing problem with the way in which scrubs were used and have weighed this decision carefully for a while before making the call.They were making plenty of revenue even in spite of the free ones from platinum mastery because even those players bought extra slots. Also scrubs gave the game another dimension of trading and bartering.But hands down, they were not intended for this use.

In Re Susan Block's Entry On The Accused Rapist From The Imf
Suzy's Blog I sincerely doubt that Anyone in the USA actually cares about sexual 'improprieties' on some moral ground or even pseudo moral ground but i am absolutely certain beyond any reasonable doubt that people in the USA act in accordance with what Vattel attributed to people under a Monarchy - they accede to what appears to be the prevailing ethos and what we have now - in that regard - are the vestiges of 34 years of 'Conservatism'. Consequently at least half of the people merely think - yes, that's the right and proper thing or no that's terribly wrong and merely go along with it to preserve what ever pleasantry they have to maintainBut the biggest part of it is the exploitation of that conformity for the sole purpose of punishing some person that a powerful per$on doesn't like.But the more Liberal society becomes towards nudity, same sex marriage, &c the more melodramatic the sexually related allegations have to be, notably rape and pedophilia. I thought it was interesti

In Regulation
A boy shows his self-made no smoking poster during a lecture in the kindergarten in Shenyang, capital of Liaoning province, encouraging their fathers to quit smoking. Jimmy Graham Youth Jersey . [Wang QiboChina Daily] To protect people from exposure to secondhand smoke, seven cities in China will take the first steps in creating legislation on stopping smoking at public venues and workplaces. Under the project, jointly held by the Chinese Center for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC) and the International Union against Tuberculosis and Lung Disease(UNION), the cities - Tianjin, Chongqing, Shenyang, Harbin, Nanchang, Lanzhou and Shenzhen will implement a smoking ban in public and in workplaces. Currently, smoking is allowed in certain areas in public places, and experts said the enforcement of smoking bans is poor. This project would create strict legislation to guarantee 100-percent smoke-free public venues and workplaces and figure out a feasible and forceful working mechanism to en

In Remeberance
Our Fapp is gone. He called me last night, Gave me his info and asked me to log on for him and delete his acc't. Apparently, something that shouldn't have, Made it onto his corporate acc't. The powers that be were not amused and told him so in an unpleasant manner. They let him know his job was in jeapordy. That is the reason he took the actions he did. If you have his digits, they will still work. He'll be in touch.

In Reply....
..to yet ANOTHER post about the Evil that is Obama on a social media site. Those that know me, know that I am wan to get involved in the current political discussions of the day, and that I'm no fan of any candidate. But frankly, I've read/heard enough about the EVIL Barrack Hussein Obama that I can hardly be blamed for taking it to the next level.Actually I thought it was pretty funny. So much so I'm posting it here. Enjoy: (Article/Video/Report/Blog about Obama and his motives) This really doesn't explain it. Actually I think what everyone means is the President wants to take your guns and is a socialist, foreign-born, Muslim moron. Also, while he doesn't cheat on his wife, beat his kids, drink, or do drugs (except for cigarettes), he is the lowest form of scum, a terrible example for future generations, and the USA is in the worst shape of any country or civilization ever; if you support anything he does, says, or has even thought about, you are probably as awful an e

In Response To My “21 Is Coming Just Around The Corner” Blog....
I’m legal. I’ve literally still have yet to get drunk. Yeah I’ve have a few shots here and there (thanks Reid) but still waiting to get drunk. Yeah I’m still babysitting, picked up a new person to sit for too, and I know that I won’t get screwed over then with her the way I was getting with the other too. I still sit for them because well at least I know I’m getting paid every week. I’m over the fact I had drop a long time friend because of how immature she was acting. I feel healthier too now that I did. I’m not as stressed. And to the friend that slowly left my life. I knew that it was too good to be true that he’d stay. The friendship isn’t ruined because of my school girl crush... He actually figured I liked him.... And lately hell hasn’t been bad... How’s your life going?

In Rhode Island Its Ok For A 16yrold To Strip That Is Wrong....
So i was watching tyra show , and in rhode island aka a state in usa for those that dont know.. its ok for 16yrs to strip as long as there home by 11.. lol that fcuked up? 16 is to young to be a stripper .. sorry no offense but the dancing and adult ent world is to hard to start that young ... The adult world can eat you alive if your not careful.. , being that young ull end up making wrong desions or crying in the dressing room .. hell i know some clubs that wont even let you try out unless your 21... Js...

Inro To The Black Cauldron
When we are young, we are told fairy tales - about evil witches, mostly older women, and wishes that lead to disaster; about magic gone wrong and full of dire warnings to not stray from the straight and narrow or else terrible things will happen. These things sink into a young child's neurology and there they stay, and there they sleep, and there they wait until the moment comes when an adult might want to make a wish, but all of sudden and seemingly from nowhere, there's fear. There's doubt. There's confusion. Bad things happen when you make a wish ... don't trust that genie in the bottle ... magic leads to no good in the end ... And that's a magic reversal in action, old programming that is just the same as brain washing or cult control, but here the cult is the Spanish Inquisition, reaching across the ages through the medium of fairy tales and affecting people in their millions, still here and right now. You are a free people with the ability to think outside the box you mak the

In 2's
Two Names You Go By: 1. Chris 2. Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now: 1. boxers 2. jeans Two Things You Would Want in a Relationship: 1. Honesty 2. open communication Two of Your Favorite Things to do: 1. play poker 2. travel Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment: 1. a blowjob 2. my wife back Two pets you had/have: 1. Cats 2. dogs Two people who will fill this out: 1. Not sure 2. Two things you did last night: 1. worked 2. Talked to people online Two things you ate today: 1. white castle burger 2. pudding pops Two people you Last Talked To: 1. Shawn 2. Tara Two Things You're doing tomorrow: 1. sleeping 2. packing Two Longest Car Rides: 1. New York to Minnesota 2. New York to Florida Two Favorite Holidays: 1. Memorial Day 2. Christmas Two favorite Alcoholic beverages: 1. Vodka & 7up 2. Beer

In 10s.
Body: TEN FAVORITES 01. televison show: charm school/svu/24 02. flower: dead ones. they're prettier taht way 03. colour: blue 04. sport: tennis 05. mall: trumbull i guess 06. music: good music (me too anna) 07. food: chocolate 08. season: spring/fall 09. animal: kitties 10. city: 'port. TEN FACTS 01. hometown: a'port 02. hair color: brown 03. hair length: getting quite longish 04. hair style: straightish. 05. eye color: brown 06. shoe size: 7 1/2- 8 depending on said shoe 07. mood: bored. 08. orientation: >->----------> 09. available?: i am but i'm not. =) 10. lefty/righty: righty TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE 01. have you ever been in love: no 02. do you believe in love: i try 03. why did your last relationship fail? cause he was a fucking insane, pathological liar. 04. have you ever been heartbrokenz: no 05. have you ever broken someone’s heart: i don't care if i did otherwise i'd have an answer. 06. have you ever fallen for your best friend: LOL *W

Insanity
o.k. this is my first blog on this site and...this is insanity.Theres some really cool people out there and some sexier than hell guys I wouldnt mind getting my hands on,but most of the guys live too far away.MY life story..trying to find a good-looking man that will accept me as I am ,faults and all.Someone who likes to snuggle and make me feel special and really mean it.I got my haircut today and I hope it still makes guys think I'm sexy...we'll soon find out wont we?

Insanity
The pain engulfs me like the sea Drowning me. Depriving me of any air supply My skin crawls with the fear of impending danger. A thousand daggers jabbing me from every angle Piercing ever so rapidly, ever so accurately Then subsiding for a brief moment Only to return with more furious power. No escape, no hope of a rescue. Funny how all of your perceptions alter in that moment The moment when you realize that there’s no way out The moment you have no choice but to accept The fate that lies before you. Fear, panic, hysteria take the place of logical reason. That’s when you reach the breaking point That’s when you snap, when you become something else. You’ll be so changed that you won’t recognize yourself You’ll be absolutely terrified of this alter ego This Hyde, if you will. This demon. No controlling this demon, no control of yourself People you love and care about are being hurt by this creature. Your life is torn apart and set on fire right before you. So many

Insatiable Sex Slave - Erotic Story - Domination
The grandfather clock in the hall chimed ten times. He looked at the clock on his desk. Ten P.M. He had been working for hours. A slight smirk crossed his full lips as he mumbled to himself, "Enough work, now it is time to play. " He rose from the leather chair, stretching to try and relieve cramped muscles. With a sigh he turned toward the office door, smirking again as he began to picture his precious one. He knew she was just down the hall. He knew she heard the chime and he knew she was waiting. As always. It was almost ritual for them. She would be sitting, legs curled under her, on the footstool of his favorite chair. A black corset would adorn her, lifting her breasts proudly. Circling milky thighs would be silky black garter belts, which held up equally silky stockings. Thinking of her like that made him tremble. He dropped a hand to rub his already stirring cock through his slacks. He was eager to get to her. He found himself moving down the hall, anticipation driving him f

Insanity's Wing
V1 waves of blue crash into you holding my breath I go down calling yourself fallen from life;from love nothing to give Chorus you cry to God does He hear feeling the pain I cry for Eternity time now flies on the wing of insanity V2 crouching down to hide evil envades the mind decayed are the lips of blasphemy descretion begins the tragedy open your arms to the insanity (chorus) Dead Whisper copyright 2002

Insane Enough For Me- Sammi Morelli
You’ve made a monster out of me, Always hell bent on doing better, I cant believe what I’ve become, An insecure side show wonder, I’m a fiend, always causing pain, You are my knight in shining high tops,~~~ Believe me when I say I’m sorry, I just cant help myself, You are so wonderful, You think I’m permanently messed, Despite my flaws you still love me, I think you’re insane enough for me. The things you say are so profound, I try my best to keep up with you, I’m not really good at much, But you make me feel like a goddess Chorus I don’t really know how you put up with me, I cant say that I’m not pleased, If I were you, I don’t think I’d do as well, But trust me there’s no complaining…. Chorus You’re amazing, So spectacular oooohwhoaaa You take my breath away, you take my breath away baby .

Insane
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy im insane woooooooohhhhhhooooooooooo id like to thank all my friends for makin me insane and espcially rob coz he just a nutter, also my best m8 castironbtich coz she helped me through a lot and kim coz im gonna turn str8 for her and castiron!!!!! so come on guys where is this 3some then

The Ins And Outs Of Waterfalls
It eats out the inside It pours from the outside like a fountain flowing from my heart peircing it through like a sharp poisen dart spreading disease, and wearing down walls letting pain in like holes in a dam The more that comes in, I'm shown as a sham The more I swim the more I sink pulled like a bubble stuck in the sink

Insanity
In tears I forsake my lively hood of that which i know. My beating heart starts beating faster and my palms sweat as I think about all that which i have failed at. All i have to smile for is gone. My tears carry with them all my Hope. Love. Faith. Laughter. As they strewn down my face i feel the heat of my body intensify. Intensify with such anger and sorrow all at once. I shake with anticipation. Almost losing Grip of all that is real And all that can save me. This dark and narrow road i walk in my mind has killed me. I am lost amongst my soul in the darkness.of mirrors. Showing nothing but my true self. The failure of me. I chose a path that lead me to this point. Not wanting to look upon myself thru my eye's into the faithless abiss. My head spins with confusion. My incapability to decipher the demon from the angel. As i look in the mirror i realize i am neither. I am nothing. A shell of flesh and blood. My tears are hollow and empty. I realize I am not gazing BA

Insanity
I just absolutely CANNOT STAND people who sit around an wallow in self pity...it just DDDDDrives me!!!!dammitt!! shoot me? nah! shoot THEM!!! every damn day it's gotta be why don't i have this...go get it...get a job!!! i don't have much myself, but can get up everyday and still be the happiest person around... just to have my BOYFRIEND come along, and drown me....uuuuuggggghhhhh!!!!!WWWWWWHHHHHHYYYYYYY!!?? can i scream any louder dammit?? this has got to come to an end... i can't take it anymore...pulllleeeease help me here. tagfantasy.com

~insane~
Insane....... Forever she sleeps Forever she lays Lost in her own never ending maze Doors are locked Light are turned off Her life is ticking and so is the clock Tear stained pillows Half open eyes She talks to herself to pass the time Voices come back Only she can hear Those voices whispering things in her ear A door opens The blinding light flickers on A figure comes in to give her a shot Her eyes become droopy Her mind seems to shut down The last thing she hears is this soft song: Hello, again I am here Hush, little baby you mind is near Giving you someone to talk to Sharing your pain Being with you always and again Hello...little girl Go to sleep Hello, I'm still here... and all that's left Of yesterday Of tommorow And all of your life You will wake up in the same house Doors are locked Light are turned off Her life is ticking and so is the clock Tear stained pillows Now closed eyes Bounded by a straight jacket fo

Insane Clown Posse To Wrestle In Philly This Saturday
FROM HTTP://WWW.PWINSIDER.COM FROM THE DESK OF..... TOD GORDON Juggalos? Jiggalos? Deuce Bigalow? What in the world is going on with my new promotion, PWU ? I've got clowns to the left of me and Joker's on my right. This may be one of the most bizarre months I've ever experienced in almost 17 years of promoting professional wrestling events. The key word here is "event ", because when you deal with The Insane Clown Posse, Psychopathic Records, and all of their crazy fans known as " The Juggalos", it's like nothing I have ever experienced before. BOMBSHELL? BOMBSHELL? Annie Social, my executive vice president and I are sitting in my office trying to assemble a card for our great fans of PWU, when we are "told" there is a message waiting for us from Violent J. Simply put .... he's going to drop a bombshell this Saturday night. With Corporal Robinson now pulling double duty as our Hardcore Champ and the JCW's Heavyweight champ, it seemed like a great opportunity to expose our fan

“insane Killers”
“Insane Killers” Violent J, Shaggy, Insane Clown Posse, baby what from New York to L.A. from Chile to Greece from New Gandhi to your momma we gives absolutely no fucks Motha fucka natural born serial murderers mass mothafuckin murderin muderers bitch, come and meet your maker I’m scary like Michael Jackson up close I like diggin up dead bodies look at me I’m gross my name's Violent J but you can call me syphilis gonorrhea the clap cause I infected this rap you wanna know if I could ever kill somebody well that’s like askin Charlie Manson if he's ever been in jail I kill family, friends, myself what, yeah, I'd kill myself if I could only survive I tried to kill Rob Van Winkle, in fact that’s how we met I went up to kill him and he was thinkin the same shit I pulled out a chainsaw, he pulled out and ax I was like come-on, wait is that a Stanley, where'd u get that it's natural and to murder, you gotta have it in you it's like a dick all up in you, although I

Insane Clown Posse-another Love Song
Yeah, I mean I hear what you're sayin I mean you got carried away in the moment And I could fogive you.....I could do that I could do anything if I wanted I could buy you a Lexus truck With a white leather interior (I could) I could kill off some bears and dogs and shit Just to make you a fur coat I could love you and treat you with class And have babies fallin all out your ass But thinkin about that I feel I'd rather kill you Cuz I got you in my car You ain't goin nowhere bitch, your dead I'd rather cut that neck in half I'd rather choke out that bitch ass I'd rather chop and never stop Because you fucked my homie (2x) I could take all the face paint off And get a real job workin for your dad I'd much rather take a 10 pound axe And stick it in your daddy's forehead I could let you move into my house You'd fuck the neighbor everytime I go out And wipe his nut on my pillow But I think I'd rather kill you Cuz we parked all alone In this here dark alleyway

Insane In The Membrane..lol
20 Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity. 1. At Lunch Time, Sit in Your Parked Car with Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer at Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once everyone has gotten over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds." 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With the Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9 As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order diet water with a serious face whenever you go out to eat. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme 14. Put Mosquito Netting Arou

Insanity Of The Holidays.....
Somewhere....the idea of christmas turned into yet another commercial holiday where you feel morally obligated to buy gifts for everyone you know. Normally I use this time of year to bake cookies, cakes, breads...and/or pies for those I am closest too. But last year those gift were received with disregard. It kinda hurt my feelings. So, this year, I bought everyone gifts. From racing wheels for their Xbox's to toys for their children....and then I hear...."Oh you didn't have to do that." Pfft, what the hell ever. Had I not bought them gifts, they'd have complained about how I am a grinch....and because I did buy them gifts....they still complain about me spending money on them. It seems to me that people are ungrateful no matter what you do. Next year, everyone is getting a damn chistmas card. I really wish people would remember that the holidays are about coming together....not about gifts. I have always felt that when a person bakes for you, they truly are showing they ca

Insatiable
Turn the lights off, strike a candleNo one that I've ever, knows how 2 handle my bodyThe way u truly doInsatiable's my name when it comes 2 uI got a jones, MarthaOh yeah, it be like this (I can't have a hug)I can't have a hug (unless)unless I have a kissMy body, baby, u truly doInsatiable's my name when it comes 2 uLike a wildcat, Martha, in a celibate rageI want your love, in my dirty little cageCan u understand, Martha?My body, baby, u truly doInsatiable's my name when it comes 2 u2 night we video...No one will ever knowWe'll erase the naughty bitsI'll show my... If you show your...I can't help it, Martha {'insatiable' repeated in the background}I can't help what u do 2 meU are my every fantasyThere's no telling how far I'd goCuz when it comes 2 u, I knowI'm insatiable and I just can't stopEven if I wasn't thirsty, I would drink every dropPlease, baby, don't say noCuz I'll surely go crazyOK, so all u do is push the little red button...and I belong 2 u and your littl

Insanity
Twenty Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity 1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. 2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice. 3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that. 4. Put your trash can on your desk and label it, "In." 5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for three weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso. 6. In the memo field of all your checks write, "For Smuggling Diamonds". 7. Finish all your sentences with, "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As often as possible, skip rather than walk. 10. Order a diet water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face. 11. Specify that your drive-through order is, "To Go." 12. Sing along at the opera. 13. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme. 14. Put

The Insanity Of The English Language...
Although a bit tongue twisting, I thought this was interesting & food for thought. Now, how is food for thinking & eating? I do remember teaching my students that the English language had no rhyme nor reason since it derived its roots in so many languages. English as it is spoken in America is one example of how much a "Melting Pot" we, as a nation, really is! You Think English is Easy??? Can you read these right the first time? 1) The bandage was wound around the wound. 2) The farm was used to produce produce.3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse. 4) We must polish the Polish furniture. 5) He could lead if he would get the lead out. 6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert. 7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present. 8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum. 9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes. 10) I did not object to the object.

The Ins And Outs Of Body Piercing
"*~The experience of body piercing can run the gamut from a minor fashion adjustment to a deeply-spiritual, body-reclaiming ritual~*" *About Body Piercing* In Western culture, there hasn't been much of a tradition of body piercing. Girls would pierce their ears themselves, often with things like sewing needles and a potato to push against. The 1970s saw some jewelry stores add ear piercing as a service as little devices that would just pop a stud right through the ear were invented. These were very blunt and unsterile piercing techniques, and are heavily frowned up now. In the early 1980s, modern piercing techniques were invented and the first piercing studios began to open by the end of the decade. The movement of modern body art seems to have started on West Coast but has now gone global with club kids all over the world sporting eyebrow piercings, nose rings and heavily-stretched ear loops. *Laws and Legalities* Many states now have stipulations about how old you have to

Insane In The Brain
Morrisville, VT- Nickolas Buckalew, a local teenager, was sentenced to 7 years in prison for breaking into a tomb and cutting the head off a corpse with a hacksaw. The eighteen year old said he intended to bleach the skull and use it as a bong. He couldn't explain why he also took a bow tie and eyeglasses from the casket.

Insanity In It's Most Sane Form...
the fires of hell would freeze in light of the darkness within the outer reaches of your inner soul... tiptoe loudly through the shards of cotton being indecisively certain to never wake the eternal insomniac within... the dark glare of the blinding sun shining down upon the bottom of the broken repairs in her shattered heart... incompletely completing the trials of a thousand truthful lies while being unfaithfully loyal to the beautiful horror of her unlived life... quietly screaming within the confines of the freedom of the universe, she hears the deafening silence binding her to the nothingness that is her...

Insanity Or The Real Life. Poem.
IS THIS INSANITY OR THE REAL LIFE, OR JUST A FANTASY FOR LOST SOULS.. FALSE VANITY, THE FEEDING OF EGOS. SOME I SEE ARE REAL AND TRUE TO HEART. OTHERS JUST WISH TO FEED AND BE FED, USE AND BE USED. SUCH SWEET WORDS, TELLING US WHAT WE SO LONG TO HEAR. AS WE CRY AND HIDE OUR FEARS. AN FEELINGS,KEPT DEEP INSIDE. TIME MARCHES ON, BEFORE WE KNOW IT THE YOUTH OF OUR FLESH IS GONE. DO WE USE THE WORDS OF THE HEART, TO FEED OUR VANITY, OUR INSANITY. SELF GRATIFYING, FEEDING EACH OTHER. TO TELL OURSELVES FALSE TRUTH AND TRUE LIES. EXTERIOR BEAUTY, IS DIVINE, AGING GRACEFULLY, WITH TIME. INNER BEAUTY IS ETERNAL AND FOREVER TRUE. LET IT NOT CONSUME, ME AND YOU. THIS INSANITY. LET OUR SOULS INNER LIGHT SHINE THROUGH. I CARE NOT WHAT THE WORLD THINKS OF ME. BUT FOR ONLY WHAT YOU DO. COPYRIGHTED 2007 SCOOTER BLACK aka S.F.POWELL.

Insanity
Have you ever wondered if you were really insane, or if it was just other people cause you to be "insane"? Many people would go, WTF? But, as i sit here, doped up on more drugs that the doc prescribed me... I begin to realize... it's not me... it's really not.... I have been drugged up, and basically unconcious all day today... yet he is already pissed off at me, bitching at me... etc. It's like, come the fuck on... what the fuck did i do?!?!? Next wednesday I pick up my school check (ya i get paid well to go to school, YAY!!!) And i will use that 3k to move the fuck into my own place... I am fucking done with this bullshit... there is no excuse in the world as to why i should have to put up with this bullshit... I don't DO anything, yet i always get blamed... I always get yelled at... Like i am the villian... then he goes to his job, his therapist, his friends and family, and tell them that i am such a bad person, and i have a borderline personality disorder, and everything is all my

Insanity
Break the silence Release the disease Unleash the desire That brings me to my knees Cold hearts wander violently As they trickle through society Lonely people coping Controlled contemplations Contorted expressions Fearing to yell No more Break the silence Break the silence Release the disease Unleash the desire That brings me to my knees Festering thoughts brought to the surface Need not be uncovered any longer Out they come Full throttle Speeding screaming Bleed it Feel it Yell it Break the silence Release the Disease Unleash what plagues me I will bring you to your knees Lifted now Weightless No desires left to burn No controlled contemplations Or contorted faces burning No fear to yell I broke the silence Here I come Broke the silence Released the disease Unleashed the desire Now I am on my feet (9/10/05)

Insane Politics
By Chandler R. Chapman America Smartly found the serial numbers of some Iranian weapons in Iraq proving that Iran is involved and must be attacked. How else could a person get an Iranian weapon into Iraq except if Iran was supplying Iraqi Insurgents weapons? Lets apply that same moron logic to the rest of history: America was clearly selling arms, cars, and financing Hitler's efforts. America was clearly Funding, training, and equipping the Tailban. America was clearly Funding, training, and equipping Saddam Hussein. America was clearly Funding, training, and equipping Al Quaeda. America has put weapons in the hands of nearly ever warring faction on the planet, usually both sides of the conflict………….. By this same logic, America is the single biggest Terrorist the world has ever known. Should the world be as ignorant and stupid as the media and our politicians are asking us to be? Were they, the entire world would attack us, kill our soldiers, detain all Americans in i

*insanely Important!*
the uterus liberation front, "Throughout the United States the inherent rights of women to decide what to do with their own bodies are under attack. Most frequently the attack is targeted at poor women, women of color, and young women." check it out, and maybe donate some money, this is a VERY worthwhile cause. seriously, guys.

The Insanity Will Continue!!
School has been canceled, again! We have what is called a Blowing Snow Warning, not bad enough for a Blizzard Warning, but bad enough, lol! The weather wizards are predicting another 6 inches of snow. The snowmobilers think they have died and gone to Snowmobile Heaven!! Nice layer of ice under that snow, too. Hope all the elderly stay at home! This includes my Mom and Dad, who would cheerfully kill me for thinking they are elderly, lol! Note to Sweet Pea: Please, do not tell them I said this!!!! We, and this is the Royal "we", do not wish to be dealing with broken hips in the family! I will need to take a few more breaks from the computer today! My eyesight went downhill in a hurry yesterday. Seems that staring at the computer screen is less than optimal for the eyes! When I finally disconnected yesterday, it was a little crazy! Everything at a distance was totally and I mean totally blurry!! WTF!? (This is slowly becoming one of my favorite expressions, as you can tell.) So, I

The Insanity Will Continue - Part 2
It continues to snow! Not what I call real snow, though. It's more like very light flakes that are more like a fine mist most of the time! This fine mist is beginning to freeze onto everything! Oh, yeah! This will be fun in the morning! I did not have to resort to a non-stop belly dancing marathon! Honestly, I couldn't. Taylor stole the boombox so he and his "lady friend" could listen to music. OK, this is round two! Tim had his girlfriend over earlier this afternoon. They got way tired of me busting in on them! Hey, it was too quiet in there! I always threaten to get into public health nurse mode and do my Safe Sex lecture for the little darlings! That, my friends, is a fate worse than death - or so they seem to think, lol! And yes, I have done it before. You'd think that once would be enough, but NOOOOOO! No hickeys, that I can see anyway, so Tim won't have to be stealing my make-up again. I do not want to know where the hickey is this time, lol!!!!! Dakota has been watching Wi

Insanity
20 Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. I n The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don t use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme 14. Put Mosquito Netting Aroun

Insanity
I feel the dark cold clammy touch of it It haunts me in my dreams It makes me cry and wonder why I suffer as I do. I wonder when it will go away When the pain will subside But as I sit here in my false reality My mind and soul slowly die. My tears stain my cheeks as they slide down my face It hurt so long, so long I've kept these tears deep inside That relief is bitterly sweet. My head is pounding and my brain is swimming My eyes are red and sore I feel my heart is at its last I can feel the fear no more. My body is slowly numbing The pain is almost gone I close my eyes and prepare myself For my mind is at its last. My throat goes dry as sand My skin is freezing cold But I lie awake Eyes as wide as ever But my mind has become no more. bside But as I sit here in my false reality My mind and soul slowly die. My tears stain my cheeks as they slide down my face It hurt so long, so long I've kept these tears deep inside

Insanity
SEEMS AS THOUGH NOTHING I DO IS GOOD ENOUGH. NOTHING I TRY IS WORKING... I TRY NOT TO THINK OF U BUT UR MEMORY IS STILL LURKING. LIKE A DUSTY SHADOW IN MY MIND, U LINGER THERE, NO WORDS, NO VOICE.. I DONT WANT TO THINK OF U BUT I HAVE NO CHOICE. U HAVE CRAWLED INTO MY HEAD MAKING ME CRAZY AND INSANE AND I CAN SAY IS I HAVE ONLY MYSELF TO BLAME.

Insane Rant
Steppin out of myself for a moment, I just wanted to tell a few people a few things, and you know who you are. Fuck you to the people who think they are better than me even though some are, fuck you all of the mother fuckers that say I am insane though I am and you all need someone who makes you all feel better about yourself, and to all of you who like to use me because of my kind nature, Fuck you to all the people who say I love you and lie about it, Fuck you to the source of my tourment, Fuck all the people who think I can't love I am looking for love and it's you all that can't love, fuck you to the people who are thinking I can't spell for shit just because I can't, damn you all who call me a alcoholic I am drinking because of you mother fuckers! and to all the self-righteous fucks who judge me, and the people who say I will be there for you but never are, and to the false people who say one thing and do another, I am real mother fuckers! Fuck you to my dad who baught me crack

Insatiable
Insatiable? My excellent friend writes of her dilemma, as such- Lives with a boyfriend. They make each other happy. He is good to her and her child. They used to have wild sex, but since they have lived together, its maybe a couple times a month. He also has been working massive hours at a new job, and while successful, and getting promotions, he comes home, eats, and goes to bed. He never wants to go anywhere or do anything, he is too tired, even on his day off. She does all she can to entice him to go out and have fun, and also sexually, but gets rejected and feels like crap, and begins to withdraw from him. And the kicker- "But you know, everyone I know thinks I'm an idiot because I have a great man, a good dad to my kid, a provider, a loving person that would kill or die for me but yet I am still unsatisfied. That's why I question myself, am I insatiable?" _________________ Is she being too hard on him? Asking too much? Insatiable? I'm gonn

The Insatiable Dream....
...Not knowing why or how this all came about, the string of following events may be true..and may not be true....Finding myself in the hands of a very tall man..long flowing hair and that look in his eyes as him mouth and toungue devour my sweet wet hot pink pussey..making me cum again and again...fingers in and out of me....cum drenched face. i leaned him on his back sucking and licking him until his cock couldnt take it anymore..exploding in my mouth...with a kiss he was gone....laying backin my bed a knock at the door a short time late...a well tanned chisseled body with a bright smile walked towards me..passionately kissing me..sliding my garments off my shoulders...licking and sucking my nipples..hard and erect...holding my hand as we head down the hall..the beautiful man layed me on my back to suck my clit again until i squirted all over his face and finger...he slides me on my stomach to thrust his large cock deep into my pussey..holding me and plunging deeper...making me screa

Insanity
19 WAYS TO MAINTAIN A HEALTHY LEVEL OF INSANITY: 1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hairdryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. 2. Page yourself over the intercom.Don't disguise your voice. 3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that. 4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "In." 5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso. 6. In the Memo Field of all your checks, write "For Sexual Favors." 7. Finish all your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As often as possible, skip rather than walk. 10. Specify that your Drive-Through Order is "To Go." 11. Sing along at the Opera. 12. Go to a Poetry Recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme. 13. Put mosquito netting around your work area and make tropical sounds all day. 14. Five days

Insanity
Fuck me; Fuck you, the battles rages The voices in my head rattle in their cages Overwhelming nightmare, the agony of no sleep The hole to hell, so dark, so black and so deep I pray for end, I pray for death, but no such luck Why in the hell should anyone care or give a fuck? The white cushioned walls, they are closing in When will the time be up, for my unforgiving sin? Blurred eyes, shadows do I see stalking me Forgive My Father, for they are Holier than thee Bloody tears to the ground, yes do they fall I scream and I scream but no one to hear my cal The sun rises in the west and sets in the east Backwards is my mind, the voices they do feast And my thoughts yes they are disarranged My feelings toward mine kind, is now estranged…

Insanity
Madness. Insanity. I often wonder whether I'm going insane or not, or if I have something inside of me that will one day be triggered, pushing me over the edge into insanity. Today, in our overly politically correct world, we used the term mentally ill, but the real word is insane, crazy. There used to be insane aslyums, now there are mental health facilities. It makes me wonder, have we come any closer to helping those that are crazy, or are we just making it easer to ignore them, to "adjust" them to daily life, drugging them into a sort of tranquility that makes it easier to deal with them, or to tolerate them. There was a time of electroshock therapy and lobotomies, now there are "miracle" drugs. But do they really help? Do they really make the insane not so crazy? If I were to lose my mind, would anything bring me back? There are days where I feel that I've lost control over my mind somehow and other days where I feel just fine. But in the back of the recesses of my mind, there is

Insanity
A doctor at an insane asylum decided to take his patients to a baseball game. For weeks in advance, he coached his patients to respond to his commands. When the day of the game arrived. Everything went quite well. As the National Anthem started, the doctor yelled, "Up Nuts", and the patients complied by standing up. After the anthem, he yelled, "Down Nuts", and they all sat back down in their seats. After a home run was hit, the doctor yelled, "Cheer Nuts". They all broke out into applause and cheered. When the umpire made a particularly bad call against the star of the home team, the Doctor yelled, "Booooo Nuts" and they all started booing and cat calling. Comfortable with their response, the doctor decided to go get a beer and a hot dog, leaving his assistant in charge. When he returned, there was a riot in progress. Finding his tizzied assistant, the doctor asked," What in the world happened?" The assistant replied, "Well everything was going just fine un

Insanity (more Of My Old Stuff)
I trust nothing, I take risk, I live my life in the fast lane Everything I am, is nothing that they believe, its all insane Laughing, touching, learning, seeing, hoping, crushing, loving Here, there, forward I run, my world a blur, or so I'm pretending I am in a state of happiness, half the time, the other of denial I try not to feel, I close myself off from the pain, I feel I'm on trial Fighting them, those for whom I seek their words of praise I never eat, I am on fast forward, I haven't slept a deep sleep for days Love me, trust me, want me, need me, all of this need causing my insanity

Insanity
This is great I am insane just thought ya'll should be told that bi the way! I was treated for mental problems why was I treated for mental problems Right now I really don't care because the morphine there pumping into me is all but better I swiped a scalpel I want to brand my skin with the demons I was seeing I cut the nurse instead oops sorry my bad shit let me fix that for you I am given a tranq to make me sleep and make me sleep fast I wake up bound to a bed restraints to keep me in a state were I am starting to shake just so someone will come to my side the dumb fucks let me free I run out of the door and straight for the nearest house so I can escape the horrors of the mental state I was in I make a phone call no one answers so I leave a message after the fucking beep this is great I am insane just thought ya'll should be told that bi the way! Just kidding ya'll warning: any material read should not be taken seriously! Thank you and h

Insane
I came across these today when I was just looking through some videos...SHOCKING. Why do parents do this to their children? Don't get me wrong, I have kids and I am sure that I make mistakes, but please.... Teaching your child how to shoot a gun may not be the wisest parenting choice until they are mature enough to know how to use one. MySpace Video Codes | Funny Videos This one is just wrong... MySpace Video Codes | Funny Videos

Insane Fantasy....
Wildness fueled by fantasy- Souls burning with madness- Embracing what "could" become- Self destructing furture unknown- Intertwining lives as we go- Our hearts producing our thoughts- Brains unable to function properly-Signs still not visible- Craving unity we continue down- Letting the electricity flow through us- Our first thought into reality; bright and vivid- Desire blazing into the depths of humanity- Serinity and peace cloud our judgement- Our faoundation begins to weaken- Fire burning out of control- Unstable ground comes out from under us- We begin to slip on our own remains- As I stumble the fire catches me- I feel it's burn as my flesh smolders... Struggling within myself to survive- Waiting for the blaze to dissipate- Waiting for our fire to burn cold- The fires insanity, like my own- Still burns like the sun- Seeing you in the shadows- Reaching for your sweet embrace- Help me from the Hell I create

Insatiable
Im not sure why or how..maybe in two days it's my 29th birthday loneliness... im not sure why but Im sad. No hard feelings there is enough self doubt. No matter the comments or ratings my eyes are still looking down to the ground. When will this end.

Insane: Part 1.
Sanity is in the eye of the beholder. Yeah yeah, I know that's not the original saying. But I don't really give a fuck. If I'm violating any copyright laws, just go ahead and sue me. I'd like to see you try and get something out of my broke ass.It works well enough for my purposes. And it's actually pretty true. There are a ton of fucking crazy people wandering the streets under the guise of sanity. Hell, most of them don't even know how nutty they are. Those are the ones that freak me out. When you don't know what you're capable of, you're apt to completely lose control. I prefer the openly insane people...those who are on intimate terms with their insanity...those who embrace it and learn from it...those who don't hide behind that mask we all call "normal". Knowledge is power and,when someone knows they're a few fries short of a Happy Meal, they learn to compensate. I trust these people because they don't trust themselves. Yeah. I'm not so certain that made sense to any

Insanity
Living with this madness untold, Deep inside me the rage unfolds. Dragging up my hidden darkness, It rises from the black abyss. Throwing it's shadow across the floor, The rage steps out of my souls door. It quickly starts to take control, And on my mind, it takes it's toll. It pulls a cloud over my eyes, And it causes me to go blind, To the destruction in it's path, This insanity is my wrath! ~Morgana Angelia~ 4-25-1995

Insane
she doesn't sleep because her eyelids hide too much when they're open too scared to close them and let the lies overflow because they keep telling her if she sleeps for just one second, everyone will know. she doesn't breathe because her lungs are too busy with the extra worry too scared to expand them with the thoughts of her brain because they keep telling her if she thinks too hard SHE will go insane. she doesn't eat because her stomach is too heavy with yesterdays ash air too scared to open her mouth and swallow the taste because they keep telling her if she doesn't keep her mouth shut everyone will hate. she doesn't breathe because her lungs are too busy with the extra worry too scared to expand them with the thoughts of her brain because they keep telling her if she thinks too hard SHE will go insane. she doesn't twitch because her movement is slowed by the reactions of fear too scared to remember what happened last week because they keep telling her

Insanity Is Hereditary
A RANT SENT TO ME BY MY NEPHEW LANDON- ENJOY... Hung over have full omelette from IHOP too drunk to eat passed out on couch masturbating slowly everything is so loud had nightmares like none i have had before please tell the midgets to stop laughing hahahahahaaaaaaa finally someone let me out of my cage got a lovely bunch of coconuts *ding* fries are done would you like an apple pie with that?

Insanity
I borrowed this from Jester Gurl, thanks girlie! 20 Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don t use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go. 12. Sing Along At The Opera 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The

Insanity
Deep inside me, the rage unfolds. Living with this madness untold. The rage starts it's climb to the surface. Rising up out of this black abyss. Throwing it's shadow across the floor. The rage steps out of my souls door. It quickly begins to take control. And on my sanity, it takes it's toll. It wrecks havoc with my mind. And causes me to go blind. To all the destruction left in it's path. This insanity is my wrath! ~JMW~ 2-18-95

Insanity
InsanityThe act of doing something over and over expecting a different result.I think when it comes to the net that describes my experiences. I started on the net over 10 years ago, and like ALOT of women found out that a sexy pic will get you alot of attention, very little of it positive. I was one of those that had the sexy name, showed my bod and had the audacity to say on the profile that I didnt want rude comments or for a man to not think me slut..lol Ok I wasn't a slut I only played one on the net. Funny how women get offended when men see the pics, read the words and think Oh! Yeah this one is easy. Of course when you approache her, she states Oh I am not interestes in sex I just want to be a friend.. Yeah MmmmK.. Whatever, if you put it out there that way, don't cry how you only attract horn dogs.I left the net and promised my self I would not fall into the same habits I did before. For the most part I haven't but there are still some areas that need major improvement. I have

Insanity!!!!!!weeeeeeeeeeee
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Insanity
A COCOPHONY OF SCREAMS SO SHRILL, EVOKING TORRENTS OF EMOTION SO PENETRATING THAT IT ENTOMBS ME IN A COFFIN OF DESPAIR I SOB AS I FEEL WEIGHTED BY IT'S OPPRESSION AND CANNOT MOVE I ABSORB SORROW AS IF I AM THIRSTY FOR AFFLICTION AND ONLY THIS PERGATORY WILL QUENCH ME YOUR WORDS ARE BUT DAGGERS THAT PIERCE MY HEART SO SWIFTLY I FALL TO MY KNEES TEARS SEEP FROM LOVE FILLED EYES AND I FEEL YOU NEAR ME DO YOU REACH TO PULL ME FROM THIS TIMELESS TORMENT OR TO BUTTON THIS CLOAK OF DOMINATION THAT DRAWS MY SPIRIT INTO DARKNESS. TORMENTED BY FLAMES THAT FLICKER NOT ON MY BODY, BUT AT MY VERY SOUL AND FANNED BY YOUR WORDS OF LOVE TO BURN FOREVER AN ETERNAL FLICKERING FLAME OF WANT

Insanity
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in... I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. I've learned that it is not what you wear; it is how you take it off. I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things. I've learned that ex's are like fungus, and keep coming back. I've learned age is a very high pri

Insane!
I'm listening to my coworkers talk about like girls in their families and stuff that are "troubled" and I have to chuckle. I mean the shit that kids actually get away with would've NEVER flown when I was growing up. LOL. If anything, if we got less than an A we would be terrified of going home and no it's not because my parents were strict, it was because we felt the least we could do for them paying for us to go to school was to get straight As, which we 95% of the time did. I mean there was no way in hell we'd be able to runaway from home and expect mami and papi to come get us. that shits just unheard of. Children nowadays are so funny.

(in)sanity...
(in)sanity... tie me up just to tear me down. pick me up and move me around. take my inventory. there is much more here than you can even imagine. can't you see. it's just me and me. (in)sanity.. they warned you, about me.. didn't they? (evil grin) dg

Insane Radio
One of my good friends is a DJ for Insane Radio. They play awesome music and you should check them out. They play everything from Country to Rock-N-Roll. When you get to there website, click on the It's 5 O'Clock Somewhere picture and it will take you to there home page. From there you can read the staffs bios and check out their playlists. You can make request by using the buttons on the staff's playlists. http://www.insaneradio.us/

Insanity
Sometimes the mind, for reasons we don't necessarily understand, just decides to go to the store for a quart of milk. Diane Frolov and Andrew Schneider, Northern Exposure, Three Doctors, 1993 In a mad world only the mad are sane. Akira Kurosawa (1910 - 1998) There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness. Friedrich Nietzsche (1844 - 1900), "On Reading and Writing" Correct me if I'm wrong, but hasn't the fine line between sanity and madness gotten finer? George Price When dealing with the insane, the best method is to pretend to be sane. Hermann Hesse (1877 - 1962) There is no great genius without some touch of madness. Seneca (5 BC - 65 AD), Epistles You're only given a little spark of madness. You mustn't lose it. Robin Williams (1951 - ) The statistics on sanity are that one out of every four Americans is suffering from some form of mental illness. Think of your three best fr

Insane Dumb Fuxk-up Mumms!!!
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Insanity
I got to talking with someone today about sanity. Basically they called someone insane, and I told them that I'd never met anyone completely sane. As a matter of fact, I said, the people I don't trust are the ones who insist that they are completely sane. Those are the ones that I think will eventually crack under the strain that the effort of pretending to be sane puts on them. To be honest, I think knowing that the whole world is crazy, and mostly of the harmless kind, makes me able to relax. Knowing that I'm just one of many lunatics makes me feel as though I belong. One of the people I talked to said that they felt as if there were no such thing as insanity until psychiatrists invented it. I told them that if I'd had the idea first, I'd be rich by now from treating insanity. You can't beat it. The next best thing would have to have been the invention of chiropractors. They're witch doctors if I've ever seen a witch-doctor. I should think of my own witch-doctor snake

Insane Clown Posse History And Bio
PLEACE GIVE COMMENTS ON THIS!!!! NOT down wit the posse if you don't give comments!!!!! Insane Clown Posse (commonly known as ICP) is an American rap duo originally from Wayne, Michigan but formed in the Detroit neighborhood of Delray. ICP consists of Violent J (Joseph Bruce) and Shaggy 2 Dope (Joseph Utsler). The duo was originally part of a larger group known as Inner City Posse, which broke up in 1992. Violent J and Shaggy 2 Dope usually appear in full black and white "evil clown" makeup, reminiscent of that worn by the Seventies rock band KISS. The duo has earned one platinum album (technically two, seeing as how the Ringmaster went gold twice on two different labels) and two and a half gold albums[1] They also have starred in their own feature film and formed their own wrestling federation JCW, Juggalo Championship Wrestling. ICP has a dedicated following of fans, known as Juggalos and/or Juggalettes. ICP began in the late 1980s, when a small group of gangsta rappers kno

Insanity
So, today had been a BITCH. Dennis was supposed to pack last night... recap, remember how my apartment flooded a couple weeks ago?!? Well they're justnow moving us... yeah, just now... so anyways, dennis was supposed to get this shit packed and didn't... so with two girls here I was supposed to pack everything... yeah fucking right. And then he bitches at me cuz I should have been doing it.... I have to do everything as far as he's concerned. I have never hated someone so much in my entire life. I'm soo moving early next year. When, well, I HAVE THE FUCKING MONEY. I have just gotten so sick and tired of dealing with him. It's a constant fight between him and I, and i'm so fucking sick of it. He woke me up this morning calling me a bitch cuz I wouldn't help him get the girls dressed... cccuuuuzzz he has no clue how to?? Fuck if I know why, but its shit like that all the fucking time and I am so fucking sick of it. I just really dont know what to do anymore... I sit and g

Insanity
20 Ways to Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine addictions Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write " For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Do NOT use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, eat with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme

Insatiable
Walking through the door another new opportunity terrified and shy quiet testing the waters before jumping in getting to know people slowly letting them in into her life and loves her stories what she's seen who she is until finally she feels able to open her mouth like a store room that's been locked up tight for years and hearing the unrehearsed squeak of the hinges as the door slowly opens to let out a flow of surprisingly fresh air all of a sudden the tides change mother moon moves in her orb and the girl you once saw as shy sweet and maybe a bit naive is transformed before your eyes you can't get her to shut up sit still and things you've only fantasized about are spewing from her child-like face all of a sudden you see the adult in her though that woman has been hidden behind eyes deep as sweet and brown as molasses you can see her sexual prowess now and when she dances she shows a dream of sensual pleasures without end without tiri

Insanity
Welcome to this world of insanity which we call life. Questions fill my mind but their answers are such simple ones. Respect and Love, should they run parallel, or are they not similar at all. There is a knife on the counter for you to use to continue the stabbing. See the scars upon my back they are from others just like you, kick me while I’m down, you better run like a little bitch and watch over your shoulder because in the end I will get mine. Follow your heart, apparently mine has lost its internet connection to Mapquest, and I can’t trust the fuckin thing anymore, maybe they sell replacement parts at Walmart. Is being alone as scary as it seems to be or is it just missing that regular piece of ass you are used to having whenever you see fit? I am not a toy, I cannot be thrown down and expected to be there whenever your lil fuckin heart desires. Relationships, what a fuckin joke, devote time and love to just get rejection in return. Meaningless phrases, empty promises, an

In Santa's Arms
Santa is coming on Christmas Eve night So I tuck the babies in bed, all snug and tight Now they’re fast asleep, I can hardly wait Because he’s coming for me, we’ve got a hot date! A fires been a blazing since a quarter past ten And I’ve mixed up a potion of fruit spiced with gin The air’s filled with fragrance and there’s twinkling lights And as the Christmas tree shimmers, the setting is right Then in saunters Santa, with a look I recognize As there is a fire burning in his mischievous eyes His deep sexy voice, is smoother than cream And when his lips move on mine, it’s a beautiful dream I slowly undress him; remove his cap and his gloves As I’m ready to give him, all the things that he loves There’s a fire in my body that’s ready to please So I dance scantily before him in a naughty striptease I’ll be so warm and snug in sweet Santa’s arms As he whispers his fantasies and turns on his charms The fluff of his beard he’ll run down my spine And his heated bre

Insanity's Gift
Sitting there alone in the dark, writhing and gnawing upon their own soul. Hiding themselves from the revealing light afraid of what the truth really is. Devouring the illusion in false reality in which they are trapped. Swilling down the lies like wine and regurgitating it back as vintage truth. The mind creating walls and lies of delusion to protect fragile sanity from shattering under the pressure of the harsh truth. Call me insane if you wish, but I see what your mind hides from you, who then is more mad? Me for facing and surviving or you for living an illusion of reality? At least we who are termed insane have broken out of the closed mind of sanity’s make. So continue on shading the truth, blocking out bad memories, rewriting history in your minds to make reality safe for you to live in. And when your reality comes crashing down and your wall of protection falls in upon your heads, your mind will snap and then you will see the truth of

Insaneradio.us
I have come to know all of the djs at insaneradio.us very well. They are really great people. Insaneradio plays a wide variety of music from country to rock. Please do me a favor and stop by and listen to the station. When you go to the website, click on the enter button below the staircase to listen to the music. Please register on the message board and in the picture gallery. You do not need to register on the site but it is recommended. You will have to register to see the nudie pictures. The djs all take request and play your request. To make request, click on the staff bios and playlist link. Click on the dj that is on the airs playlist and find what you want to hear. When you find the song you want to hear, click the request button.

Insane Crazy....or Crazy Insane?
Welcome Home (Sanitarium) Welcome to where time stands still no one leaves and no one will Moon is full, never seems to change just labeled mentally deranged Dream the same thing every night I see our freedom in my sight No locked doors, No windows barred No things to make my brain seem scarred Sleep my friend and you will see that dream is my reality They keep me locked up in this cage can't they see it's why my brain says Rage Sanitarium, leave me be Sanitarium, just leave me alone Build my fear of what's out there and cannot breathe the open air Whisper things into my brain assuring me that I'm insane They think our heads are in their hands but violent use brings violent plans Keep him tied, it makes him well he's getting better, can't you tell? No more can they keep us in Listen, damn it, we will win They see it right, they see it well but they think this saves us from our hell Sanitarium, leave me be Sanitarium, just leave me alone Sanitari

Insatiable
She stands in the rain dripping wet from the frigid cold. Her hair soaked, makeup is running down her face. Her cotton top sticking to her now shivering body. She knocks on the door as he opens the warmth of his smile begins to warm her. His hands reaching out for her to enter as he takes her in his arms he gently peels each soaked layer from her body kissing gently down her neck and shoulders wrapping his warm arms around her she trembles but not from the cold...a fire ignited inside of her his hands warming her skin his kisses burning her soul.His hands trace over her erect nipples down her stomach to her thighs..she burns even hotter his lips meet hers in a frenzy of passion he slams her against the cabinets in the kitchen throwing her legs up over his shoulders his tongue teasing her skin down to her thighs. He spreads her soft sensual legs far apart as he begins to lick he soft sweetness..she watches him take delight in her this makes her want him more she is not sure how much mor

Insanity Insight
Mirror, Mirror... I feel as if I've stepped through Alice's cracked mirror into a warped reality beyond anything even she could have dreamed... But if I'm the mirror, I'm the fairest, and reality is cracked, but so then am I. Cracked that is. From whence did this poisoned wormy apple come? From the tree? From the witch? Does my fate include being cast out and told to die, thrown into an eternal sleep from which there is no Prince to wake me... I'm lost, wandering barefoot through a hall of shattered mirrors and I can hear the shards scream as they pierce my flesh yet I wonder now if it was a scream of pain, or a scream of joy. For now they've tasted pain and they see that I've become as cracked as they have and in me, they find comfort. They understand that I will cry tears of blood while I carefully pluck them from my tender flesh and they believe; that it is "they" that I shall mourn, and not my own lost humanity. The walls, watching and reading my thoughts, smile, because they ha

Insane Ramblings Of A Moron
have you looked in the mirror today? have you ever wondered, what do i do now and where do i go from here? i looked into my mirror and i seen something i never wanted to see. i seen a black hole sucking me in to its eternal nothingness, what a way to go ay? whats the meaning of feeling absolutly nothing? does it ever go away? if it does, when? can't you see i'm lost with out you? can't you see i'm nothing without the love we once had? again i look in my mirror, only to see what was, and never to see what will be. i've been stripped bare of all inner peace and tranquility, left with nothing but inner pain and torture. just one final question before i go, when you look in the mirror, what do you see? one day i hope it will be me.

Insane Clown Posse - Homies!
Violent J and Shaggy 2 Dope: (Silver Sunflowers - Neon Yellow Dirt that grows Sparkler Trees - Woopa Loo) Let me ask you this life we live And let me try to swerve some attention you give To them distant ass relatives over ham dinner If they really missed you so much, why don't they just call a (mutha fucka)? If you wasn't blood would you still have love Or in fact does the blood make you think you have to love? Look, I probably love my family more than anybody here, but my homies are family too, 3rd cousins get outta here Who was you with when you got tattooed? And who was you trippin' with when you did them mushrooms? And who the fuck threw up all over you car and then felt worse than you about the shit in the morning? Who loaned you money homie, who owes you cash? (WHO?) Who taught you how to use the bong for the grass? (WHO?) I don't know much, but I gotta assume When you hit your first neden, your homies was in the other room Chorus: (Forest Waters Warm - Pink F

Insatiable
listen close to the wall and you can hear the screams shrill and deafening slicing through the air like the knife through their flesh the screams fill no need no gratification is found in them my vindictive heart is not sated by the pain and terror inflicted the bloodlust still burns like a fire inside burns until it is satisfied but it never is dwelling shallow in my soul like an awakening plague with every cut i drive it deeper the screams only cause a mild disturbance vengeance fuels my desires controls my actions down to my very fingertips the bloodlust unquenched by this bloodloss

Insane Desires
As I crawl between my cold sheets, my body shivering, not quite aware if its from the rattling of wind or the confusion of the mind, I grasp on to the edge of the sheets as if the overwhelming passion for death is hoovering over me. Scared of the method yet intrigued by the outcome i call it closer... my insane desires

Insane In The Membrane
Ok, so, tell me if this is not an oxymoron. I goto see the Neurologist about my head fractures and concusion and short term memory loss, and they ask me, and I quote "So, do you remember not remembering anything lately?"....I am still waiting for a punch line somewhere along the line here but there serious and staring at me with intent eyes. How the hell am I supposed to remember what I dont remember? The Neuro doc (and I appologize if I am spelling it wrong, huked an faniks dednt werk fer me) told me in the hosptial that there maybe some residual memory loss from the cioncusion/head trauma I experienced (keep in mind people I am typing with one hand and there is no spell checeker) and if I experienced any memory loss, either long term or short term, to let her know. Well, to my knowledge, from what I dont remember as funny as that sounds, there has only been two instances, and nothing major really, one a frined was giving me ride to dr appt and have no recolection of conversation day

Insanity Rules
5/10/2008 CHECK THE GREAT PICS IN MY BLOG http://www.myspace.com/drturi Dear Readers; I am amazed how people who proclaim the truth are the biggest crooks on the Internet. For those of you who know me well I have absolutely no problem exposing the truth and anyone in the public eye whom I feel deserves to be exposed for who they really are. As always in any successful endeavors (including the movie the secret) the rats will show up and start their feeding frenzy to get more notoriety, but when someone is proclaiming and exposing others wrong doing and forgetting to describe his own wrongdoing, this is where I draw the line. I am not the type of guy that wants to dwell on negativity, but when someone does me wrong, the Sicilian side of myself will always meet you in time, put it that way. I am talking about Mister Mitch Battros the biggest CON man I ever met or dealt with in my career who can only do so little for his readers that to report natural disasters and blam

Insane
ok . its not easy liveing with your relatives and its even worse when your the elder and its your disrespectfull niece you are unfortanantly staying with and you are the one who helped her get the place by giveing her all the money you had saved upi to get you a place so she would have the down payment to buy the house of hell you know stay at ..but no she isnt greatfull she is pissed becouse she has to pay you back and gets realy super pissed when you ask for it so you can go out and get you a place its insane for people to react this way when someone hel;ps you out i know i would appreatiate someone helping me like that but sorst of all she is driveing me insane her kids are sweet one day and pure hell the next lol as are all kids i love them to death but they dont make them listen and im left to watch them all the time becouse they say i dont do anything anyway ...well duhhhh i cant if im there with them all the time omg i feel like shit ranten like this i love them all but you cnt

Insanity
i keep talkin with this woman who i met on fubar for long time im tryin to be a friend when she tells me about her life i tell her the truth how i see it for her best intrest and everytime i do she gets pissy and blocks me or whatever5 the boyfriend she has at the time she gets them to threaten me and she will talk to me again tellin me all her wo,s and it happens over and over again .should i tell her the truth or tell her what she wants to hear or just leave her alone cause to me shes insane!!!

Insane Weekend!
I'm recovering from Warped Tour today hahaha. Even with 3 applications of sunblock, I'm burnt beyond belief. :p On the plus side I managed to get my crazy little self on the barricade for Every Time I Die. Ruby had talked to Keith before they went on to see if we could get a dedication when they played our favorite song... and he did it. :D Then he ran over to our side about 3 or 4 times during the song, screaming the words in my face basically and I screamed them right back. Of course we also got to spend some time talking to him. I love Keith, he rules. I FINALLY got to see the Devil Wears Prada. It only took 6 tries but i got it done... on the barricade. lol. I had too. Got to meet them afterwards too. they are adorable and a bunch of nice boys. Especially James, I wanted to bottle him up and take him back with me when i go home. LOVED HIM. :) But yeah... fun times.

Insane Levelers
Like helping others? Want to join a leveling Family? we are a no drama family, looking for more friends to join us, so if your intrested just A/F/R everyone in the family. once you have added everyone please send a private message both Summer and Tracy Thank you. you must watch out for our bullys requesting insane levelers help. Anyone requesting help must need the max of 25k to level and have a min of 100 pictures and some stash. (SORRY WE ARE NOT A BOMBING FAMILY) Owner of Insane Levelers Summer~Uk~Leveler~Brit~Bomber~4~Sarge's~Badgirls~ Fu~Owned~By~Tracy@ fubar Owner of Insane Levelers ****TrAcY mEmBeR oF fuBaR uK wOrLd cRuIsE ******MeMbEr Of ThE bOoZe CrUiSe**@ fubar Levelers ****Di aka PiNkLaDy the Original****Fu Wife & Real Life Girlfriend to Paul****@ fubar ~*~ DixieBaby~*~COME VISIT US @BIKERS &TATTO~THE HIDEOUT LOUNGE~*~@ fubar That_Girl~RL G/F To Kranie0561 ** Memeber Of Unique Individual Group**@ fubar Gypsysoul member

Insanity On The Floor By Me
Insanity on the floor Please show goofy the door Lost souls mill about As the ignorant run an shout Look to the east Beware of the beast Societies doppelganger Flees by in a blur Music jams loud in the background Another moment lost then found Light a cig and relax As you listen to the sax Spinning lost ones Looking for that special bone In the depths We share breaths The sun rises bright Your eyes a saving sight And the world goes away As we forget its stage play

Insatiable Fire
Soul afire, Heart like ice, nothing makes a more deadly combination than this. Burning for something...something to quench this pain, only intensified more then suffocated by my mind. Touch me with your expressions feel my only weakness. can you find it... do you have what it takes to quench my thirst?

Insane..
Is it insane Is my scent still stained Upon your pillow As you lay her down upon it Her face so soft Just like mine When you kiss her Do the memories flow throughout your head Of the way I once tasted Does she make your Heart race, crash & burn-like I did on the sand. Is it insane As my scent on your pillow is replaced By something that will never be.

Insanity
tears control me .. blood relieves me .. happiness has never met me ... anger consumes me and all i fight for .. the tears ive cried no matter how hard i try the blood always has to drip.. closed fists.. bruised knuckles sliced wrists... being okay just never seems to fit.. bcuz i wasnt god's gift .. i was put here to suffer... my feelings to be muffled.. never noticed but always heard like a whisper in the darkness knowledge of my pain but not enough to stop it. he sees right through me he knows im already transforming .. soon enough itll be over " her pulse is dropping" all i hear is sirens .. a hand around my throat... & it all fades to darkness ........

An Insatiable Appetite For Anger...
Is what seems to fill my plate these days, instead of the usual feast of genuine nicety and quietness. Honestly, I possess the qualities of a saint on a daily basis but inside I seem to be brewing the regurgitated remnants of Mother Teresa's torrid confessions. You know she had some! No one is perfect! As much as I strive for perfection especially when it comes to my life's decisions, I am nothing but...and that reality is steadily becoming clearer each and every day. How do you know when you're making the right decision? Is it what makes you happy that makes it right? Once upon a time exercising three hours a day made me exuberantly happy! That didn't make it good for me though. Kind of like now, sleeping makes me extremely happy but thirteen hours a day of it is excessively tiring. I feel like I'm at that crossing. You know, those two paths that fork in the road? and I, I have to take the one less traveled by...except... I wore flipflops and the path is littere

Insanity Of Monday November 17th
A man and his wife were driving through a small redneck town on their way from New York to California. Looking at his fuel gauge, the man decided to stop at the next gasoline station and fill up. "What can I do for y'all?" the attendant asked. "Fill it with supreme" the man said While the attendant was filling the tank, he looked the car up, down and sideways. "What kinda car is dis here?" he asked "I never seen one like it before." "It's a brand new Cadalliac" the driver said proudly "It has power steering, power seats, power sunroof power mirrors, AM/FM radio with a CD player, an 8-speaker stereo, rack and pinion steering, disk brakes, leather interior, digital instruments, a DVD player in the dash, etc..." "Wow" said the attendant "That there's the fanciest car I ever did see" "How much do I owe you?" asked the driver when the attendant had finished "That'll be $30.25" he replied The driver pulled out his money clip and peeled off a $20 and a $10. Then he went into his p

Insane Cat
My cat just came flying from across the house.. i heard him running... he gets in here.. and jumps on the blanket that we have on the floor against the blinds that over the sliding glass door so they don't make noise he slid the blanket across the floor about 3 feet then sat there staring at me.. lol hes so weird...

Insatiable
Insatiable Darren Hayes Oh, oh, oh, oh... Yeah Oh yeah Oh, oh, oh When moonlight crawls along the street Chasing away the summer heat Footsteps outside somewhere below The world revolves I've let it go We build our church above the street We practice love between these sheets The candy sweetness scent of you It bathes my skin I'm stained in you And all I have to do is hold you There's a racing within my heart And I am barely touching you Turn the lights down low Take it off Let me show My love for you Insatiable Turn me on Never stop Wanna taste every drop My love for you Insatiable Oh, oh, oh, oh... Oh yeah The moonlight plays upon your skin A kiss that lingers takes me in I fall asleep inside of you There are no words There's only truth Breathe in, breathe out There is no sound We move together up and down We levitate our bodies soar Our feet don't even touch the floor But nobody knows you like I do 'Cause the world they don't

Insanity Forgotten
INSANITY FORGOTTEN His view is distorted, demented His mind no longer his Fear has taken him over, changed his course Its leading him down a different path Free of regret...free of remorse Adrenalin controls him it rushes through his veins Blood pumping faster!...faster! Same blood that later stains Taking hold of his subconcious no conscience left to guide His fears expressed through rage behind evil deeds it hides The predator comes from the shadows it surfaces from within No fighting off the demon’s control Pointless to try, you cannot win The man that once was no longer exists his thoughts no longer his own They are lost in the minds manic mist He now feels naked, desperate, and alone His judgement replaced with confusion Madness and darkness replace any light Tunnel vision...he focuses on the task Like a stalker in the depth of the night Insanity takes over...engulfs him Smothers him, he cannot breath Till the deadly deed is accomplished

Insanity Defined
I have heard several times recently that the definition of insanity is: Doing the exact same thing over and over again, each time expecting different results. Someone even attributed that to Albert Einstein. I'm not convinced he said it, but I AM convinced it's a valid observation. And I must be the MOST insane person upon this rock. At some point, I will need to get off the merry go round simply for the sake of self preservation. I once did a little bit of research and corresponding with an Al-Anon group, strictly for my own benefit. It seems that their main thought is that one must emotionally detach from their addict/loved one in order to survive and preserve their own sanity within the relationship. My thought is this----why on Earth would I WANT to maintain a relationship in which I must detach my heart in order to merely survive? And survive what? Being the lowest priority on someone else's list, if I make the "list" at all? Isn't the entire idea of relationship to share intim

Insane Drivers ....
I got up late today and on top of that i had to work so i got dressed ASAP and was driving my way to work when i realized that i forgot my cell ...... i was like GRR ... you know the feeling lol so i had to go pick up my cell and on my way back to work again ...this f*ing driver in front of me didnt wanna let me pass through on my left turn, so i had to drive over and he gave me a fucking horn so i just gave him the f*kng BIG finger ..... i was so pissed at him .... but i had no time to fight lol so i just drove away Don't you just hate the bitter starts to a beautiful day cuz of few insensitive ppl ....

Insanity
Insanity is the greatest gift never having to sift through purpose or meaning being crazy is so freeing of the soul and the mind it lets you escape the simplest bind is it me or is it them who, what, where, why and when who gives a fuck anyway no one is here for an intermitent stay hate me now, love me then you know we will be here again take advantage of your freedom make this place your insane kingdom its your choice, grab and take hold or let them lead you and let go take the backroad or the highway I'm stuck in this deadend and here to stay.

The Insanity Of Eating Out
Working in the food industry, I am finding in very difficult to satisfy my guests. It all about getting a $20 meal for $3.99 price. For some strange reason they seem to inspect a $20 quality and are damn right mad when they feel the got the $3.99 standard. Yes we must do our best to deliver the best product possible, but lets get real for a moment here. When you order $50 worth of food through the drive thru, dont you think its going to take a few moments? And not to mention the fact the people behind you r waiting just for a fucking coke. How inconsiderate can people be.....very!!!!! Just ask, me I know. Get off your lazy ass and think of others for just a moment in your self absorbed life, and walk in the store. In the end the guests behind you will feel better, the crew producing your food would feel a little more realazed, and guess what? you won't have to call because your order wasnt rushed through the window which caused some errors.. Here's one for you...This women stated sh

Insanely Long
It has been insanely long to wait for a world where we can all be different and all be as one gigantic family. It still hasn’t happened yet. Everybody’s guard is still up. But we’re close. If President Obama is any kind of indicator, we are close. The stubborn and the narrow minded will still cling to their hate and their violence. But the rest of us; most of us, will learn to love and live freely in a civilized kinship. We will look on the mistakes of our fathers as ones simply not to make ourselves. We will know better. Love grows, hate destroys. We will know what is unacceptable and we will not accept. We will bond, we will bury, and we will know our brothers and sisters and love them.

Insanity
Ok, not going to make this long, I got way to many things to say on the subject. Michael Jackson.............a black man that made himself full of plastic and white; molested a boy, dangled own son by ankle over a balcony, and played with diapered monkeys while trying to convince people to bring thier kids to Neverland Ranch; and he is the idol of a Filipino prison that now puts on shows for the locals and tourists cuz he was thier biggest idol. Seriously, am I the only one that finds this fucked up?! Farrah Fawcet was a footnote in the papers in comparison, and she didin't molest kids, or dangle them, or play with small monkeys. I always knew I was nuts, but givin the option of what "sane" seems to be, I am glad I am crazy. I'm done.

The Insanity Of It All
I have become someone differant in some ways...so I've been told. Things I would have never thought of doing in the past, I find I do now with only a little of a reguard. I fact, I find myself laughing at it at times. Over the last two days my mind is on fire trying to understand the insanity. I came into contact with someone who expressed certain things to me, which I guess got me started. I used to think more, more, more....more money, more job success, more experiences, more food, more me, more of my demons, it was more, more, more. Now more is still there, but its MORE directed at the little things I had been missing. I was sitting on my back porch and it was quite peaceful. The sunny was shining, there was a warm breeze blowing over my body, and I could hear kids playing in the background....that was a good more moment. For the last 6 months, until about two weeks ago, Ive had this fear that after I went asleep, I just wasnt going to wake up (past family history stuff) it really c

Insanity
[ Insanity, The loss of Logical Reasoning ] Inevitably, humanity loses it sense of reality, a surreal enviroment in which we all live. The loss of this reality is but a small step in the path to true freedom. What is pain without the enjoyment of it's sinister actions. To watch a person go through so much, only to lose what little reasoning they had, and eventually kill something in a sadistic malicious way. It is a beautiful thing to see the light of life fail in the eyes of a dying person. Their unrelenting screams of mercy and anguish. How pathetic to attempt to seek mercy from themselves. Do they not know it is them who is causing this pain? Perhaps that is insanity at it's best, To commit vile acts without the knowledge of it being done, Even when it is to yourself. That is not the point of this specific endevour in to the mind of a woman. Who is she? No clue, but today, She is me, and I am her. - Tears began to stream down the pale facade of < Insert clever name here>, She could

Insanity Work Out Program
Okay I have been looking for a workout program that will help me tone without putting on bulk. I'm Scottish so I don't have a delicate frame and the wrong kind of workout can leave me looking kinda butch. Saw this and it looks promising. Its pure cardio done in long intervals rather then the conventional lots of reps with small sprint periods. Sounds like the perfect workout for a masochist hehe. You dont have to buy any equipment you use your own body weight as resistance. I am in the middle of a move so cant start it now and be faithful so I am going to start in December. Anyway I'll keep you posted on how it goes. Cheers!

Insanity
A COCOPHONY OF SCREAMS SO SHRILL,EVOKING TORRENTS OF EMOTION SO PENETRATING THAT IT ENTOMBS ME IN A COFFIN OF DESPAIRI SOB AS I FEEL WEIGHTED BY IT'S OPPRESSION AND CANNOT MOVE I ABSORB SORROW AS IF I AM THIRSTY FOR AFFLICTION AND ONLY THIS PERGATORY WILL QUENCH MEYOUR WORDS ARE BUT DAGGERS THAT PIERCE MY HEART SO SWIFTLY I FALL TO MY KNEES TEARS SEEP FROM LOVE FILLED EYES AND I FEEL YOU NEAR MEDO YOU REACH TO PULL ME FROM THIS TIMELESS TORMENTOR TO BUTTON THIS CLOAK OF DOMINATION THAT DRAWS MY SPIRIT INTO DARKNESS. TORMENTED BY FLAMES THAT FLICKER NOT ON MY BODY,BUT AT MY VERY SOUL AND FANNED BY YOUR WORDS OF LOVE TO BURN FOREVERAN ETERNAL FLICKERING FLAME OF WANT.

Insane Spazin
Here i come spittin half ill ish. Horrorcorish ill lyricism spittim. Nothin get's em. Call me what you want i don't care ass or dick. I spits with the ill wicked shit. Nothin to loose half out with itz. I'ma keep goin on with what i'm sayin fuck ain't no playin. I got skills ill be the illest black half rap juggalo. None spittin average flows yo so. Here i go dippity dabbity twistin up the funk scheme flow turnin insanin ill flawin powerin. No stallin. Raise up dead bodies i'm iller then blacker to attack ya. Its the black wicked juggala aka the nightstalker back on the prowl. You don't know how no my dayum name ain't sal. & i'm not your fuckin pal bitch. I curse use profanity out of my own insanity. No you or anyone can tell me what i wanna do. I do just what the fuck i wanna do. Say what the fuck i wanna say speakin of which. I don't wanna black bitch. I wanna thick white queen. With a curvy mayonnaise lookin ass so fhat. Its all stacked with 44 ddd's. Believes how its not to perceiv

Insanin Styles
Rhymes i kick unamazed. Fuck no i'm not phased. But i'm death crazed. Ima hardcore ill tick tock spiitin ill black juggala. Nothin not stoppin ya. Tell me how fine i am. What you wanna peice of this fine black ass. Deranged crazy & psycho off with dispackagin stablishin rhymes rough times committin without crimes unsigns see through the reap to weap decrease in pain for the seize. Chicker the checker mic 1-9 wrecker offer to breaker then leavin ya hold up for a stake up. Ain't have much since goin through break up. Fuck i'm a rip loose lost in a mind trip. You tell me what the fuck. & i'm here with my huge fhat 9 inch stuck in ya white girl's slut mayonnaise butt. Off into holds fallin with no control. Losin my mind insanity no grip. I have no soul. Where mind leads off into wonderin hallowin ungoin & swallowin. Untold called for 4's in the back of a store acid rush to kickin trippy. Mind insane to driftin shiftin in changin in. had a dream i walked up in a house. Idk thought it was h

Insaneviless Freestyle
Insaneviless steppin em up comin in again. Spittin with shit thats hard for thin. Insaneviless stressin off hard on shit. No mess no kicks time tick tock its as it is straight handling over a lyrical virtue. Mis lightweight handler dismantlin shit over ya. Brains unstrainin with what you sayin. Lyricals go on with the insane reality. It ain't all up to be with what you see. Everything ain't all in its superioristy lost yaself in ya own discomfortable zone. Animosity gets the best while i just leave ya like the rest. Ain't kickin no shit thats a mess insaneviless to put kick push wushin my way through to let you know how i just do. Straight off handin shit to you on a plate with no platter. While you off in yo brain fuckin scatters. So what the fuck is the matter. You head like games just like the mad hatter. Batterin up chargin like a ram. Just like my sign is. I'm a ram & they say i'm ego headed. Gearin off with what shit is deaded i'm off & unleaded. To not let know what shows how it

Insane Wicked Spits
Who it be up in this bitch. No leave without rest stress to test unmatched without a guess. It be the one known as i.w.s. Known as insane wicked spits. I'm as hard as nothin to get. & you just shit with nothin with yaself layin dead & part of yo head in a bucket. While i just fucked yo bitch & her 44 ddd tits fell up out her socket. Wicked shit is what i'm spittin & thats how i rocket. Nothin stops it. 2 x by 4 & 4 damagin ya hide ya body behind the back in the alley. Shit i spit ain't soft its keep you in disregard. I'm the i.w.s. Fresh better then the rest. Insane wicked spittin. I'm just shittin with a full venomous rage un loose out the cage. Say fuck me fuck you hope you die in a plauge. While half ya leg is gettin chewed. Try to holler at a bitch. But found out she was a dude. So i jet fuckin round with me. I'll get ya neck split. & its just like that i'm so fhat rat tat tat skiin bullets cross ya back. Insane wicked is how i spit & live it. It's the i.w.s 3 letters i'm the one w

4.4 & Insane Crazed
Ay i am sick of tired being alone. Bout to lose my fucking mind & go insane. Sit back & drink me some grape soda & a fucking pepsi. Steady ready to fucking blackout. None to back out. I am quit to act out to not pout out. To see read all what life is really bout. I just wanna shout fucking scream like if this wasn't a fucking dream. Nothing ever seems to seem. Say i'ma motherfucking homophobic eminem said this the best in fucking criminal. Na really i don't hate gays just the stupid politic maybach music bullshit. Fuck ricky ross i'm at amaze for loss. & while fifty was hustling being a real gangsta. Ross was being a snitch a fucking c.o. You diss fucking fif like it was no reason. Now look who the joke is. You ain't hustling. You was arresting. Shit na you just testing fuck your wack crew to. Um what was the name of 'em right. Despite you ain't shit to like aight. I'm hot off at the mic. But i ain't mike sike ya fake lil dyke tik tyke. In i'll smash you in a mite out of my dayum sight

Insane Clown Posse Movie: A Reality!
Nobody ever looks at my amazing stash, so you've forced me to blog this. I imagine lines snaking around the block in front on theaters, Faygo bottle after Faygo bottle being passed down rows of people painted as their heroes, the mentally unstable harlequin patrol. This line... might be a tiny bit less peaceful then the Star Wars and Lord of the Rings ones, but you know what? It'll smell a lot worse, too.

Insanity Forgotten
INSANITY FORGOTTENHis view is distorted, demented His mind no longer his Fear has taken him over, changed his course Its leading him down a different path Free of regret...free of remorse Adrenalin controls him it rushes through his veins Blood pumping faster!...faster! Same blood that later stains Taking hold of his subconcious no conscience left to guide His fears expressed through rage behind evil deeds it hides The predator comes from the shadows it surfaces from within No fighting off the demon's control Pointless to try, you cannot win The man that once was no longer exists his thoughts no longer his own They are lost in the minds manic mist He now feels naked, desperate, and alone His judgement replaced with confusion Madness and darkness replace any light Tunnel vision...he focuses on the task Like a stalker in the depth of the night Insanity takes over...engulfs him Smothers him, he cannot breath Till the deadly deed is accomplished Lucifer's grasp...he's held beneath Exhauste

The Insanity That Is Back Tattoos Spreads
Anyone who has had a back tat done and is lucky enough to have a low body fat content know just how bad they can hurt. So here I am skinny mini and all. considering not one but at least TWO more back tats. Specifically two more to highlight my want to not follow any one path of paganism. So under the triple moon THIS came to mind Thor's Hammer or my personal rune Under that and a lil tramp stampish the eye of Ra or Horus possibly an Ankh. Of course I am also enough a pain sl*t to end up doing each one at a time but in one sitting each.

Insanity Forgotten
INSANITY FORGOTTENHis view is distorted, demented His mind no longer his Fear has taken him over, changed his course Its leading him down a different path Free of regret...free of remorse Adrenalin controls him it rushes through his veins Blood pumping faster!...faster! Same blood that later stains Taking hold of his subconcious no conscience left to guide His fears expressed through rage behind evil deeds it hides The predator comes from the shadows it surfaces from within No fighting off the demon's control Pointless to try, you cannot win The man that once was no longer exists his thoughts no longer his own They are lost in the minds manic mist He now feels naked, desperate, and alone His judgement replaced with confusion Madness and darkness replace any light Tunnel vision...he focuses on the task Like a stalker in the depth of the night Insanity takes over...engulfs him Smothers him, he cannot breath Till the deadly deed is accomplished Lucifer's grasp...he's held beneath Exhauste

Insanity Intro
Anger flowing through my veins Careless laughter I'm deranged My head spinning Thoughts insane I'll gouge out your eyes And pick out your brains I'm mentally retarded I changed my legal name They call me Mello Yellow The bitch who went insane!

Insane??
Insane ? Confusion, tension, chaos, temptation Longing, lust, love, passion Are deeply imbedded in my mind and in my heart So much frustration it's tearing me apart I cant understand cant figure it out I'm overflowing with suspicion flooded with doubt don't know who to trust are you friend are you foe Trying to hold on to my sanity but its hard to not let go This rampage of emotions is flooding my soul My mind cant take it I'm losing control Someone anyone I'm so alone so scared If there was just one person who really truly cared Who would comfort and love me for who I am for me To take my hand and guide me into the person I long to be

In School
Life is busy with work and college my days seem to fly by with work and study. I am learning a lot of things to better my life and give more joy in my daily duties. even though school is stressful the gratification is wonderful doing well in my classes just wanted to let my friends know that I am doing good thinking of you while I scurry through my day. hope to talk to you all soon. big hugzzzz and kisses..c u soon.

In Search Of My Princess Tonight
Right now I stand winless In search for my princess My princess will be kind My princess will shine My princess will love me My princess will be part of my soul I will continue with her She will be the one who knows what type of man I am I have looked high and low Far and wide I know she has got to stop hiding When I find her the world will know I just became part of her show She will laugh without ease She will cry and I will be on my knees I will hurt when I feel her pain I will pray with her so we stay together I know what I stand to lose The gain is so much more I would love to explore Tonight is the night I will be her white knight My princess will hold no time against me My princess will want to win me My princess knows I cannot give eternal life My princess knows I cannot fly So if anyone knows where she is let me know I am in search of my princess tonight

-insert Juicy Subject-
-Insert JUICY subject- Breezing threw the subject titles of the blogs, I see a definite trend. I'm not immune nor am I condemning anyone. The trend I am addressing and accountable for is: D R A M A Its not just the blogs, its bulletins here on "Lost Cherry" ... its the news in the paper, television, radio and all forms of Media. I know this is no ground breaking NEWS, and the subject is brought up by every journalist at one time or another. Movies are made and books will sell for the: Drama, intrigue, sex and lies. We cant even have HEROES without some sort of drama for the heroic action to take place. Just watch the bulletins that go to the top (of the list) and are reposted ... If the subject title is one of Drama ... you might even see it last a couple of days. While if its one of a friendly and sweet nature ... it may only have a single view. Lets face it, that's why the head lines of the newspaper are those of dramatic accounts ... all

In Sexy Cherry's Sweet Service
My temptress, goddess, friend and mate I long for your soft lips on my burning skin to take you, possess you, make you mine warm flesh pressed so close onto our bed your master and slave in love's sweet service in sweet surrender to love's sublime call lay beside me, moan for me, a hungry melody pinked cheeks made with such tender care cupped hand on your sweet round rump in time hours pass in our journey to that secret place where we flow like river currents entwined twin streams bound tightly by true love your back arches, in sweet surrender you belong to me forever my little one your mountain strong until the end of time I shall protect you and never let you go I cherish the gift you bring to me so freely that you win my heart and I cry your name we are both bound tight in this dance for I am a slave to you in love's service bound to you forever body and soul as you are my love slave forevermore sweet surrender to love's seductive call two wild hearts th

Insert Scream Here!!!!!
ok so i like have to work 3rd shift the rest of this week and part of next week (8pm-4am)so, i stayed up all last night bored out of my mind because there was nothing on t.v. and none of my buds were online....well my darling asshole of a husband decided that it was time for me to get up so,he crawls back in bed with me and starts getting handsy! now all you guys out there might say well you are his wife so give it up and shut up right....WRONG!!!! I can not stand to be woke up like that!!!! some women may love it I dont! and in the past 5 yrs I have told him dont fuck with me when I am asleep but, he cant get it through his thick skull....another beef I have with my husband is that I like quiet time after I get off from work....you know shut the door to the computer room...turn on some music and just veg in from of the computer screen....just to relax and chill from a hard day at work.....he is constantly coming in and annoying me!!!! trying to shove his tongue down my throat,grabbing

Insert Wanna Be Groupie Scream Here!!!
Ladies and gentleman children of all ages! Me, my boo and my best friend in the world are going to see the RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS!!!!!! at the end of this month!!!! Now, all you women that read this know what it takes to get ready for a concert...first you have decide what you are wearing and than change your mind adleast 100xs till you get the perfect outfit and than there is hair and makeup...its very exhausting being a girl...you guys have no idea!!!!! We dont just roll out of bed looking good it takes time and effort!!! I am so excited!!! I have wanted to see them since like forever lets just say that when I first heard them I was a very young teen....and now Im almost hitting 30 so, you get the picture....And you got to totally love that you can print out your tickets right after you buy them!!! I like cant stop staring at them!!! This is so cool!!! Ok so, your saying to yourself jeez is this her first concert....nope,I get this excited over all the concerts that I've been to...KIS

Inseminating The Pigs!
A farmer buys several pigs, hoping to breed them for ham, bacon, etc.... After several weeks, he notices that none of the pigs are getting pregnant, and calls a vet for help. The vet tells the farmer that he should try artificial insemination. The farmer doesn't have the slightest idea what this means but, not wanting to display his ignorance, only asks the vet how he will know when the pigs are pregnant. The vet tells him that they will stop standing around and will, instead, lay down and wallow in the mud when they are pregnant. The farmer hangs up and gives it some thought. He comes to the conclusion that artificial insemination means he has to impregnate the pigs. So, he loads the pigs into his truck, drives them out into the woods, has sex with them all, brings them back and goes to bed. The next morning, he wakes and looks out at the pigs. Seeing that they are all still standing around, he concludes that the first try didn't take, and loads them in the truck again. He

Insert Every Cuss Word I Know Here!!!!
If you've ever seen the movie detroit rock city or experience the following bullshit leave me a comment.... Ok so me and my buds are going to see RHCP right? Ok the first suck or lets say conspiracy...is that the seats that we got totally blow dogs for quarters!!! nose bleed aint got nothing on these seats let me tell you (we might suffer from oxygen depravation we are so far up!!!!) the next suck is that because I talked my asswipe I mean husband into giving his ticket to my cuz now we have to ride greyhound which everyone who has every rode greyhound they stop every 5 secs and you get to your destination like 100 yrs from when you were supposed to be there..plus you cant fuckin smoke on there....which brings me to suck number three you would think that your getting a seat on a fuckin limo instead of a damn bus to qoute jay and slient bob didnt we ride for free to school everyday? the fourth and most major suck is that I went on the website that I had been checkin out and was going

In Seach Of The Sexual Beach Babe
hello to all Myrtle Beach females on lost cherry i am on a quest to find the most sexually active woman out here to give me the the workover of my life and in return i will do the same but in order to do this you have to have a love for sex,foreplay and anything else YOU can think of well i hope that i have gotten your atention so hit me with a message and i will do the same in return