I haven't dated until I was 21 and I also haven't had a girlfriend yet. I'm glad though, for myself. It seems everyone around ends up with really bad relationships or their relationships never truly last. It's almost as if dating/fucking has replaced friendship/love.
I wish it could be better for the rest of the world, but it's not; because in the end it ultimately affects every individual, including me (and your momma, yo' daddy, and yo' greasy granny).
I try not to be influenced by current social standards, but it can get lonely, when you walk the way I do. However, it's nothing I'm not used to.
I've got to be careful with who I decide to spend my time with, because my love is REAL and I deserve a partner who is on the same page. I got feelings, even though my world does not.
Don't come to conclusions just because I've never had a girlfriend. That doesn't mean anything. It is what it is. I am a patient person. All of us are waiting for something, it's just that I wait for more.
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I'm not looking for some hot clone out there who is with the(ways of the) world, but one who is REALLY 'with' me; who knows themself and can connect with me on that intimate level. One who can reason properly, one that can let go of "things." Just that one person...
..has not been revealed...
I deserve the person who has waited for one like me, not someone who waits for the next best thing to come.
You can't carry my heart if your hands are tryin to hold on some other shit.
Know what I mean motherfucker?
