I NOT PLAYIN!!
Current mood: creative
Category: Writing and Poetry
I AM AFRAID To Go Outside Today!!Let me explain what I feel to say, Cause I Am Afraid in a wierd kinda way!
I'm am not afraid of the scrubs and thugs.
I'm am afraid of my lack of love.
I expect alot of myself for sure.
Not livin and lovin and being like me.
The last 5 years have been a blurrr!
And the whole time molding me and makin me see and showin me how I should bee.
I need to extinguish this cloud of smoke.
Its dirty and heavy and taking my breath away.
I aint lying this aint no joke!
Its coming around and its makin ya choke!
The lies,the thighs,the drink,the cries,the pain,the drugs,the game!
Anything I do, Its all the same!
Trying not to care what people think.
Its when I wanna take a lil drink.
Do sumthin you should not have done.
cannot be undone,the lies shall come!
YUP it all somehow ends up like that,
But Hold On before you pick up that bat!
Pray and learn and listen and love wit me!
There is a reason why we are all here Today!!
So put down the bat and lets be the ones to help the people that hold up thier Guns!!
IF ya say........YeeeeeHawwww!!!
IF ya say........Waaaaduuuuup!!!
IF ya say........Beep......Beeep!!!
IF ya say........SHUT-UUUUUP!!!
IF ya say........I'm Gayeeeeee!!!
IF ya say........HOORAYEEEEE!!!
I am just glad we r all different and here today!
For Real Doggy Dog! You know whats up!
Can you please overfill my little cup.
Everyone sayin they pimps!!!
I don't see no hoes,I just see some wimps!
And the Players and hoes and haters what the hell is going On!
If you grew up that way then its all good,But sh*% nigga move On!
ITS TIME TO FIND OURSELVES AND LIVE ON!!!!
