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Insect Feastings--perhaps The Best One Ever, A Year Old Or So.
I will orchestrate a grand romance To bring about the end of the world Panic drowns our people like a thousand oceans You think you can run but you haven't found out yet Things aren't going quite how you've planned Crying and screaming like the chidren you are Fretting and mourning your self-inflicted scars Surfacing into the rain Black wings spread above us God is preparing his descent We were all so wrong Here comes the end of all times Tomorrow we rot Pull back the veil reveal your crumbling face Feast on your new decay, insects rejoice I taste the beauty of what once was Remembering how we'd wish its return Devour everything erasing our memories I refuse to die like this, fucking apocalypse Chewing the weak parading in the streets I cannot believe in you, fuck you and your god Men with no hearts they are made of the darkness As you butcher this fragile world, I feel us losing faith You've smothered yourselves with the blood of
In Service
My temptress, goddess, friend and mate I long for your soft lips on my burning skin to take you, possess you, make you mine warm flesh pressed so close onto our bed your master and slave in love's sweet service in sweet surrender to love's sublime call lay beside me, moan for me, a hungry melody pinked cheeks made with such tender care cupped hand on your sweet round rump in time hours pass in our journey to that secret place where we flow like river currents entwined twin streams bound tightly by true love your back arches, in sweet surrender you belong to me forever my little one your mountain strong until the end of time I shall protect you and never let you go I cherish the gift you bring to me so freely that you win my heart and I cry your name we are both bound tight in this dance for I am a slave to you in love's service bound to you forever body and soul as you are my love slave forevermore sweet surrender to love's seductive call two wild hearts th
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Insensitive Asshole!
Ok so like I've told yall before Im trying to get pregnant and like I've said I've had miscarriages in the past... I was going through some stuff to take to my friends consignment shop and I found all the stuff that i bought for my last pregnancy...I asked my husband to please put it away because it makes me really sad...it doesnt matter if its been five yrs or five days if you've lost a child its hard to move on....well he put it in the computer room in plain sight I said to him I asked you to put it away and do you want to know what he said he said and I qoute" you need to get over it" he was like its just material things and you need to move on....those things as he so delicately put it was for the baby that we didnt have....those things are for the child that I want soo despritely....here I am bawling my damn eyes out and do you want to know what he is doing hes fucking watching t.v!! you know what i think of all you guys who act like this when your wife or girlfriend needs you...
Insecure!
Lying in bed fetal position. Comfy cosy topsy turvy world! Sit and cry while smiling Do your jaws ache? How can you be so plastic when you seem so porcelain? Smooth to touch soft! Inside what? Hidden by a baracade your eyelids seem to hide it all Your portals close up and let in no light No love anger hate! So stay dark Let your moon and stars hang Conceal your true beauty Mask it in glitter I care not Not what you do but what you become Un-do it Pull down the zip Shed the mask Your face has started to sweat And your presence has become uneasy Go take a shower Wash it all away Your smell of fear scares me
In Service
My temptress, goddess, friend and wife I long for your soft lips upon my burning skin to take you, possess you, make you mine warm flesh pressed so close onto our bed your master and slave in love's sweet service in sweet surrender to love's sublime call Lay beside me, moan for me, a hungry melody pinked cheeks made with such tender care cupped hand on your sweet round rump in time hours pass in our journey to that secret place where we flow like river currents entwined twin streams bound tightly by true love Your back arches, in sweet surrender you belong to me forever my little one your mountain strong until the end of time I shall protect you and never let you go I cherish the gift you bring to me so freely that you win my heart and I cry your name We are both bound tight in this dance for I am a slave to you in love's service bound to you forever body and soul as you are my love slave forevermore sweet surrender to love's seductive call two wild hearts
Inserting A Quicktime Movie.
Problem: You have a great video that you want to put online. It is in quicktime .mov format. Solution: if needed you can add fixed sizing by inserting just put the pixel width and height you want into the "". I prefer to use quicktime over other formats because it is availible to both mac and win computers. For those that use mac's I am sure you have had pages lockup when there are multiple .wmv files opening it.
In Search Of Alternatives (a Somewhat Half-assed Xpeeps.com Review)
The Cherry is wilting. In a nutshell, since I started working nights (and CherryTAP is off-limits at work, being... well, not safe for work), I'm here when most of my friends aren't. I also noticed the lack of visitors' traffic lately, which may mean it's either time for another blast, or it's time to move on. In an effort to decide which to do, I decided to look around at what else was out there in this big, grand old world of social networking. I went onto xPeeps.com and revisited an account I'd actually created earlier in the week. My experiences there were... less than thrilling. Think of xPeeps as CherryTAP without the NSFW policy, the live chat, or the points-starved welcoming committee. Since there's no incentive to welcome new people, it's entirely possible to be there for quite a few days before someone actually gives your profile a view. That leads to my next point. My account's maybe a week old and still has zero views. Now, this leads me to believe I have to a
Insecurity - Quote From Buddha
Insecurity You should know that all things in the world are impermanent; coming together inevitably means parting. Do not be troubled, for this is the nature of life. Diligently practicing right effort, you must seek liberation immediately. Within the light of wisdom, destroy the darkness of ignorance. Nothing is secure. Everything in this life is precarious. Buddha
In Search Of A Ct Husband Or Wife Hehe
TO ALL MY CHERRYTAP FRIENDS I AM IN SEARCH OF A CT HUSBAND OR WIFE HEHE. LET THE SEARCHING BEGIN.
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So a trip to the pool hall I used to frequent last night with my buddy Josh opened up my eyes to how different the teenage world has become. When the boys and I used to go there, it was a cloud of smoke and awesome hard rock that exuded from the place. There's the same cloud of smoke (come on, it's a fucking pool hall), but now you've got this crazy R&B, party-thumpin', booty humpin kinda music running rampant. Not that I don't enjoy that music from time to time, but in my younger days, playing a game of pool with some Metallica in the background was the epitome of an evening out with the guys...and if anyone played a rap song, the atmosphere was a little heavy with evil eyes searching for who turned that shit on. I look around the room and see...16 year old girls dressing like 25 year olds, cigarettes dangling from their lips and shooting "come hither" looks at boyfriends across the table. Man, when I was 16 years old, I had my nose buried in the books 24/7, and I dressed for
Insecurity
Ok well one thing I have come to the conclusion about is that insecurity can be a real kicker. Even when a person doesnt have a reason to feel insecure they can feel that way. The other conclusion I have come to is that feeling stinks. So, I have decided that no matter what I am going to stop feeling insecure about so many things and rest in the fact that I am me and I cant be anymore than that and that is enough....or at least it should be right???? Ok so I know Im not perfect...lol...but who is huh? It is good to have goals tho. I am so happy for the real people I have met and for the real people that I have filled my life with. That is what I strive to be most is REAL. All me, no pretending, no faking, no lying, just ME. All of u who think that the regular me is great, lots of love goes out to u.You are all great. And I appreciate all of you. I love like there is no tomorrow, am fiercly loyal and protective, and always have a listening ear and soft shoulder. I am too hones
Insert Clever Blog Entry Title Here: More Medical Update
*crawls into chair and sits at desk* Ok, I'm overdue for an update, so sue me. Things have not been well. So, ingore any and all typos that I may miss when I type this. First I want to say sorry to all those that I haven't talked to in so long. I miss you all, each and every one fo you. But it's hard to type when you trying not to puke. Thank you to all of you that have left me messages, e-mails, comments, notes, and phone calls. I have been recieving and reading them. If I didn't respond to any personally, I appologize, but things have been crazy. I'm thankful for every message I get. Without the support of myf riends I wouldn't be able to make it through all of this. I would have updated sooner, but I honestly didn't have the sanity to do so. So, if your reading this, thank Brian, because he gave me my sanity back. He's been my Angel these last 6 months. He's the only person that has ever been able to get me to stop crying. Which I've done so much of lately. More than I can ever t
Insert Witty Title Here
I feel invisable today... Did I do something wrong to people that makes them not even want to acknowledge the fact that I am talking to them... Maybe I thought right... Maybe I am annoying and a nag and I complain to much... I quit. I think I might just sleep the rest of the day... Atleast I'm happy in my dreams... Most of the time anyway
In Search Of.......................
Just a quick testament, I am new to this site, so call me virgin or what you will! I love to meet new people and especially women, i am single in search of that right one, not that fake one i will give you a hundred percent if you return the favor so let's get to know each other!
Insests
WHO APPROVES OF THIS SON /MOMSEX NASTY CHECKOUT CT IS GOING DOWN HILL NOT UPTHERE WORRIED ABOUT A THONG BUT THIS TOPS IT LINK http://cherrytap.com/user/537900
In Seriousness, Without Meaning To
tiptoe through this tulip- a very merry month of May to all!! So far, so good...
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Taken from my myspace So things are.. well they just are. They are not good nor bad. They just are. They are nothing special, nothing exciting and nothing horrible. I am stuck in a place where nothing mattes, where there is no emoition. I have screwed up my life and currently I am really regreting. I know, I know you shoudl never have regrets but I do and I can't help it. Sometimes I feel like I have wasted the past 5.5 years of my life. Jumping in and out of relationships being with one person after another. Trying to find someone to love me when I never really loved myself. I have no idea where I belong or what I am doing here. When it comes to Jay.. .well, I don't know anymore. Things are not as bad as they use to be but they are not as good as they could be either. We are comfortable and that more than anything just bothers me. I don't know where things are headed for us or even where he wants them to go. I would hate to have to say "Yes I fucked up again, I wasted 3 years o
Insecurity
i havent blogged in quite a while because i have been busy with other features of cherrytap. but i have learned a hard lesson in this system, dont become too arrogant or secure in your place because someone surely will come and shoot you down...i wont go into details, but i will go as far as to say im feeling pretty down today. take care, fellow bloggers and share the luv, some of us really need it today.... solarflare.
In Search Of...
In two weeks I lose my photographer, so for me to create new pics for here and my website, I will need someone to take over. If anyone has a great quality digicam and would like to volunteer, definitely drop me a line. HOWEVER... this does NOT include sex.. well, it may not... and you have GOT to be local. Let's stick to reality! I need someone who can do this with me on weekends or late evenings, who has a great eye and imagination, and who has the ability to stand still while watching a woman strip, play, and lord only knows what else. :-)
.in.sedona.
free hotel internet is ass-slow. and it hates messenger. *kix it in da nuts* so while i have mah chickadees window open...and i see she's online...i can be nothing about it. fuckers. so yeah. uhm whet else. oh ya. keep havin this... well ive named them. *insert name*-dreams. quite disconcerting. *shakes head* went n looked at some houses. some were great some where not gonna call the realtor peoples tomorrow oh. wtf kinda people dun have office hours on a saturday? seriously? seriously. i ate burger king and did not die *gasp* now im going to smoke. i dig naps. they make me smile inside. yes. i think im going to like it here.
The Insenstive Ventriloquist
The Insensitive Ventriloquist A ventriloquist is touring the clubs and stops to entertain in a small town. He's going through his usual run of off-colour and 'dumb blonde' jokes, when a well-dressed blonde woman in the fourth row stands on her chair and shouts: "I've heard just about enough of your stupid blonde jokes, you jerk! What makes you think you can stereotype women that way? What connection can a person's hair colour possibly have with their fundamental worth as a human being?" "It's morons like you that prevent women like myself from being respected at work and in our communities and from reaching our full potential, because you and your Neanderthal brethren continue to perpetuate negative images against not only blondes, but women in general, for the sake of cheap laughs." "You are a pathetic, misogynistic relic of the past, and what you do is not only contrary to discrimination laws in every civilized country, it is deeply offensive to people with mod
Insert Knife And Twist
First off, before you read this, I am not mad. This is just a recolection of recent events Remending me of who I am and where I've been Hard to deal I'm here in Reno, visiting my son, Alexander and my ex-wife. We went shoping and I accidently caught them kissing right infront of me. She didn't know I was there, but I was right behind them with my son My son, who later, called the other guy dad. I love Alex. I love Amber, and I think Nick is a great guy. No one is to blame and I am not angry, hurt a little, but that is all my fault. I landed things this way, I guess. But I got to tell you the words "Insert knife and twist" never hit so close to home as those events did. I love my son. And I am sure he loves me. But does he know That I am is daddy? My biggest fear, is losing my boy!
Insecure And Cocky!
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In Search Of The Unknown
Does anybody actually read these messages? I have a blog over on another site that i keep up, add to once in a while, but never see any comments. Makes me wonder sometimes. On the other hand, maybe it’s just a case of nobody even knows i have this web page, so maybe nobody even looks at it. Maybe i should create a more interesting account, filled with all kinds of false information in order to make me look more fun. More interesting. Fill it with all kinds of lies about my employment, my home, my foreign cars and my massive male endowment. Ya, that’s it. I’ll just bulk up the (_________) and watch the shallow women fall at my e’mail. Wonder where i can find a good picture of a half-naked “hunky” guy to use. That’s the ticket. Then i’ll have all kinds of rubbish to read from people i’ll never meet. Cool...
In Seven Days.....
Ryan will be cornered. By Me and Nati. Let's get him Nati! Can't wait to see him again!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In Seven Days I Will Do It Again!
Yes!!!! The corruption of young uns is so much fun!!! The Tequila will flow and blood will spill. :D
Insect
I see the sound rushing towards me, I feel the speed hit hard. Doors opening, windows closing, The rush hits, and i cannot see your face. Inside, anger, despair, wanton and abandoned, A simple cut and grown into a heart attack You make me feel like shit, You make me feel like god. I slip into the black pool, and loose myself in the black book. Time keeps ticking....lives keep changing, And I....I stand still...feeling the buzz.
Insensitive People
Im aware Im a grown up now and I shouldnt have to explain shit to anyone, but every so often one too many people will say some insensitive shit to me or about me, and its usually directed at my weight. So to clear this shit up once and for all!!! Throughout my childhood up to the age of 19 I was a LOT thinner than I am now. Not super model thin, but I wore a size 14, nothin too horrible. I had a doctor tell me I had thyroid issues and put me on synthetic thyroid supplements or some shit, because I used to think, if a doctor gives it to me, I must NEED it, so I took them for a few months. At first there was no change. When I hit 20, I had gained almost 150 pounds due to the pills. A HUNDRED AND FIFTY!! Turned out I didnt NEED them and they totally fucked with me. I changed doctors after that and the new doctor took me off the pills and did a battery of new tests that hadnt been run before. He found out that I had a knee condition called sliding patella syndrome, and it was g
Insensitive By Leann Rimes
9 out of 10 men this applies to.... and i can think of my nine right off the top of my head. wanna know if your one of the 9 or if your the one exception just ask. Insensitive: How do you cool your lips After a summer's kiss How do you rid the sweat After the body bliss How do you turn your eyes From the romantic glare How do you block the sound of a voice You'd know anywhere Oh I really should have known By the time you drove me home By the vagueness in your eyes Your casual good-byes By the chill in your embrace The expression on your face That told me you might have some advice to give On how to be insensitive How do you numb your skin After the warmest touch How do you slow your blood After the body rush How do you free your soul After you've found a friend How do you teach your heart it's a crime To fall in love again Oh you probably won't remember me It's probably ancient history I'm
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I tried to make you happy Lord knows I tried so hard to be What you hoped that I would be I gave you what you wanted God couldn't give you what you need You wanted more from me Than I could ever be You wanted heart and soul But you didn't know, baby Wild, wild is the wind That takes me away from you Caught in the night without your love To see me through Wild, wild is the wind That blows through my heart Wild is the wind, Wild is the wind You got to understand, baby Wild is the wind You need someone to hold you Somebody to be there night and day Someone to kiss your fears away I just went on pretending Too weak, too proud, too tough to say I couldn't be the one To make your dreams come true That's why I had to run Though I needed you, baby Wild, wild is the wind That takes me away from you Caught in the night without your love To see me through, baby Wild, wild is the wind That blows through my heart tonight That tears us apart Wild is the w
Insecurities
The mirror isnt helpful, as she never can see beyond the edges of her face, only knows its still a shock to see the image of this stranger. Though men often call her pretty, she remains unconvinced and the women friends who speak to her, who interrupt themselves to say, Your eyes are beautiful, are apt to make her blush and turn away. Beauty is not a gift that she can see - in others, yes, but not her un-claimed visage; thus she has lived with doubt and disconnection made worse by husbands who chose others she believed to be more beautiful, though never saw them except in her dreams, where they dazzled like stars, made her slink in shame and guilt for lack of perceivable dazzle of her own. When she loves, her heart is open, full, though fears of loneliness increase, (for her true mate has yet to find her here); compared to being held and holding,
Insensato Mundo Virtual (spanish Only)
Entré apresurado y con mucho hambre en el restaurante. Escogí una mesa bien lejos del movimiento, porque quería aprovechar los pocos minutos que disponía en aquel día para comer y corregir algunos errores de programación en un sistema que estaba desarrollando, además de planear mi viaje de vacaciones, cosa que hace mucho tiempo no tengo. Pedí un filete de salmón con alcaparras en mantequilla, una ensalada y un zumo de naranja, a fin de cuentas, hambre es hambre, pero régimen es régimen ¿no es verdad?. Abrí mi PC portátil y me asustó aquella voz bajita detrás mío: - ¿Señor, no tiene unas moneditas? - No tengo, muchacho. - Sólo una monedita para comprar pan. - Está bien, yo compro un pan para ti. Para variar, mi casilla de entrada está llena de e-mail. Quedé distraído al ver poesías, lindas presentaciones, riendo con los chistes malos... - Señor, pida margarina y queso para ponerle al pan.... Percibo en esos momentos que el niño se había quedado allí. -Ok. Voy a pe
Insecure And Indecisive Men......!
men just do not understand the importantance of being straight forward and honest. now some do but not too many. all i can say is that if a guy just wants to make his girl jelous by spanding time with you then he needs to just say that. another thing is that if that guy is done with the girl that he is with then he needs to just tell her and get it all out straight to the point. i have fallen for one of these guys who does not like confratation.....so i am at a loss. i will just lay down and cry. distance is all i can give and do.
In Severe F**kg Pain
My fuckin back is hurting so bad!!! Would feel better for someone to jus beat the fuck outta me!!! Im about to take a damn flexeril and knock me out for the next 3days!!! the pain is soooo intense that its damn near crippling me!!! has to be my damn hip thats outta joint again cause the pain is soooo intense that its un freakin real!!!
Insert Stupid Title
I just had a pic marked nsfw.. my only question.. why they fuck are people on this site if they are at work?
Insecure
THIS BITCH HAD THE NERVE TO TELL ME IN MY SHOUT BOX, THAT I NEEDED TO LOSE MORE WEIGHT AND TO EXERCISE IM TO FLABBY. WHO THE HELL IS SHE TO JUDGE SOMEONE.GOD IF I LOSE ANYMORE WEIGHT I WILL DISSOLVE INTO NOTHINGNESS. ITS PEOPLE LIKE HER AND SOME OF THE MEN OUT THERE WHO MAKE US FEEL INSECURE ABOUT OURSELVES, AND NOT WORTHY OF ANYONE. IT PISSES ME OFF TO NO END THAT THIS BLOODY ASS BITCH MADE ME FEEL THAT WAY.JUST NEEDED TO VENT THEY CALL ME RIZZO@ fubar
Insert Random Cuss Words Here......
so I work an 11 hour day and for the kind of work i do thats a long time to be working and a lot of work to do..... I get home to FUBAR to find that someone who doesnt even have a picture in thier profile, much less a name went through my pics and marked a bunch of them nsfw.............. FUCK YOU........ YOU PRUDISH WHORE-BITCH!!!!!! IF I EVER FIND YOUR BITCH-ASS IM GONNA TAKE A RAILROAD SPIKE AND SHOVE IT UP YOUR CUNT! Ok now that that is outta the way...... im gonna spend my 11s and go to bed, lets hope tomorrow is a better day, night all :)
Insects
Buzz I see the sound rushing towards me, I feel the speed hit hard. Doors opening, windows closing, The rush hits, and i cannot see your face. Inside, anger, despair, wanton and abandoned, A simple cut and grown into a heart attack You make me feel like shit, You make me feel like god. I slip into the black pool, and loose myself in the black book. Time keeps ticking....lives keep changing, And I....I stand still...feeling the buzz.
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Hmnn, how to paint the scene... stuck at work, its half past midnite and Im mildly pissed and stoned. Theres shitty europop on the only channel the tv in reception can pick up and Id really rather be in a hammock in Barbados contemplating what I can waste my lottery win on next.... So I find myself barred. Not only commenting on mumms, but commenting full stop. No "Its Friday, lets get assholed* comments from me today Sir, No Sir. Im the first person to admit that I can be insulting in the mumms, but I always try to do it humorously. If I really upset people, Ive never had a problem with appologising, but c'mon guys.... blocking people from commenting completely? Is this what my grandparents fought Hitler for? I thought a place like this was somewhere to come and express yourself freely. Ive seen from fat chix in bondage pics to some really shitty poetry, but at least these people were indulging in the freedom to show/post whatever they wanted to give the world, free from f
In Second Now!
Please please please, help out a HOTT member..drop some comments would ya? Hugs and Kisses!!
Insensibility
Insensibility 1 Happy are men who yet before they are killed Can let their veins run cold. Whom no compassion fleers Or makes their feet Sore on the alleys cobbled with their brothers. The front line withers, But they are troops who fade, not flowers, For poets' tearful fooling: Men, gaps for filling: Losses, who might have fought Longer; but no one bothers. 2 And some cease feeling Even themselves or for themselves. Dullness best solves The tease and doubt of shelling, And Chance's strange arithmetic Comes simpler than the reckoning of their shilling. They keep no check on armies' decimation. 3 Happy are these who lose imagination: They have enough to carry with ammunition. Their spirit drags no pack. Their old wounds, save with cold, can not more ache. Having seen all things red, Their eyes are rid Of the hurt of the colour of blood for ever. And terror's first constriction over, Their hearts remain small-drawn. Their senses in some scorch
Insecurities
At some point in our life there may come a time when we feel insecure about ourselves. We might judge our ability to do something or feel self-conscious about the way we look. It does not matter how this feeling manifests in our life, but it is important to be aware of our thoughts and how they impact our view of ourselves. Once we remember that insecurities are a normal part of life for everyone—even those who appear to be extremely self-assured—we may find it easier to step back from the uncertainty that lies within and take a more realistic look at ourselves. The desire to improve or better ourselves is a natural response that arises when we begin to compare our lives to those of other people. It might seem, for example, that we do not have nearly as much going for us as our neighbor, best friend, or coworker. In truth, what we think we see about another person is usually what they want us to notice. They may be putting on a mask, trying to make things in their lives seem be
In Search Of An Angel
I am in search of an angel, Of an eternal life and love. That burns like a candle, That glows strong and intensely. An angel that will be the guardian of my heart, And experience an enjoyable existence with my soul. Igniting an undyingly brilliant torch from the start, Touching every hidden crevasse in my bare life. When we are together, We take flight in a wonderful world. Floating on the carpet of feathers, Soaring in the mystical night sky. Together we adventurer the amazements of true companionship, Dealing with the twisted obstacles that we are faced with every day. To be alive in this world in one of the most utmost desired relationship, Inspired from the boundless frontiers of the endless unconditional friendship. We treat ourselves to breathtaking dreams, Of living in each other's eyes. That enters our thoughts like an endless stream, Gushing smoothly down a mountainside. Living the life like dreams that we each share, In every endless night of ou
Insecurity
I am going to quote Katt Williams here..."Ladies, stop waiting on a man to tell u ur the shit. If ur the shit, ur the mutha fuckin shit." A man dont need to tell u this. Its something that u should already know. I am saying this because I see all these mumms that ask "am I cute?" "Do u like me?" Who the hell cares really! I am a beautiful...full figured woman and I know it! I dont need anyone to tell me what I already know! So with that being said I am gonna close this with one more quote from Katt... "hows a woman gonna say u messed up her self esteem? Bitch its called 'SELF ESTEEM' its esteem of ur mutha fuckin self. how did I fuck up the U feel about U simple bitch?" Ladies keep it real...men always repect ur women!
Insert Witty Comment Here Or Here.
Awhile back I decided to place a somewhat humorous ad on Craig's List. I figured that maybe,just maybe I can meet someone. Well, I did...and it was a fiasco of major proportions (we didn't reach biblical proportions so that's a good thing). :) So I present to you, for your perusal, my ever so witty,catchy,hip and semi amusing add : ------------------------------------ Firstly, I'm a geek,nerd,dweeb or whatever the latest term is. Now that we've gotten that out of the way.... I'm a nice guy *wow...very original don't you think?* I have a very good sense of humor,a tendency to be a bit sarcastic and love to talk. Hmmm, a comedian and a rambler too?!? What a combo! Like I said, I venture onto the Nerdy side. I like Sci-fi, Electronic (goth,industrial,house,etc)Music,Movies (Horror to dopey comedies), and so much more. I love to eat (a novel concept and also deemed important)...My kingdom for some Chinese or Italian food. I love bookstores,the occasional foray into NY, or
In Search Of The Gentle Man, Soldier Of Words, Guardian Of Women? Search No Further!
I'm James McFiery, for the past few years I have lead a tough, struggle for it all life. I had lost my way, though in time I have recovered myself and regained a familiar face in the mirror once more. That face is a strong willed, warm hearted individual whom seeks to help others. I have risked life and time for others, and I finally am stepping out of the shadows to help once again. I am friendly, funny, and I love to listen, just as much as I love to be there for others. I am not one who is afraid to voice my opinion or my emotions. I am a survivalist by lifestyle, and Guardian or Protector if you will of women of any shape, religion or race. I am not racist, nor do I discriminate. If I feel I can help in any way I will. I hold a passion of words, and a rage for the predators of this world. It sickens me to read and hear of innocent, young and unsuspecting women and children who are obducted and murdered. I am reaching out to any who need a hand, shoulder, or ear. This is no joke, no
01-28-08 (insert Spooky Title)
January 28, 2006 Is ya skardddd? eh, boo? _ how 'bout now? Okay, I got some brave friends then. A good thing to know, If ever the need for the brave comes along. Today's tunes *hint for you to hit play* Is a bluesy favorite song of mine ... From the legendary Band AC/DC I originally was going to place "Highway to Hell" here (being with all the darkness & all) But went with "Ride On" because it makes me smile ... Yesterday I wonder about your reaction to a smile ... Look at that smile on the "saw" guy, (on todays greet) or this chic: And tell me that's not a scary smile? lol I guess I ask yesterdays question Without going into 'why' I ask -- too deeply. There are people who smile at inappropriate times ... Example would be when your trying to make a point, when you look at the person who your speaking ... And they have a smile on their face? Or as it's happened to me, Being in a bar fight and smiling ... lol So today - I went
In Search Of
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In Search Of Enlightenment...
Been odd the last couple days. Just felt like i've needed to delve into psychedelic things. Lot of Tool's last 2 albums (mainly Disposition/Lateralis/Reflection/Wings for Marie/10,000 Days/ Right in Two), and Timothy Leary stuff, and Hendrix. And that damn commercial for something i never see, but always hear White Rabbit by Jefferson Airplane. "Go ask Alice, I think she'll knooooooooooooooooooow." Oh well. Finally. A poem: Star light, star bright What wishes will thou grant tonight? Bathe me in your light Soothe me with your sight. In the dark of midnight I lay On my bed I shall stay Peering into the nether Hoping for the one day I cut my tether. Sage, and Jasmine, and Patchouli I have burned them all on this night, Allowing a glimpse of eternity To pacify my psyche Spirits to the wind And souls to the heavens! Burn your bridges And re-build them stronger!
Insecure Women Need To Get A Life
Woman on this site that are involved in a relationship, need to get a grip on what kind of site they and their man are on!! If you are so jealous of flirty type comments on your man profile or pictures, you DO NOT need to be on this site then. First of all, its only a flirt, letting your man know he is hot. And in most cases, your man & you live IN ANOTHER STATE!!!! What the hell do you think is going to happen?? Do you really think, some woman is going to get on a fucking plane and fly out to fuck your man?? If you do, then you need medicine lady!!! LOL As for me, if your man is hot and he is going to hold his cock in one of his pictures, then I'm going to leave a comment to that. And guess what lady, it means NOTHING!!!! If your that insecure about your relationship that you can not handle a harmless flirt, then get the fuck off this site. And get some type of counseling with your man because there is something wrong with your relationship that I did NOT CAUSE..........
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Oi Im farking bored... Im in a goofy mood, tired and crabby all at the same time. I blog on a bazillion sites so i figured what the hell might as well do it here to!! BLAH
In Search Of Help
Ok All My Friends; i am in search of friends to help me out helping out a friend of mine i know a ton of you say if i need help to let you know so i am letting you know come to my side to help me out this friend is a dear friend of mine i have knowen her for some time so hit me back and i will fill you ~Lost In The Dark~
Insecurities...
I think it's funny how someone can give attention to those they shouldn't, but can't give it to the ONE they should! It's amazing how someone can flirt, chat and look at others that they shouldn't be flirting, chatting with or looking at, yet they can't even give the slightest hint of attention to the one that should be getting all the attention. It really pisses me off! And there he goes again... doing stuff he shouldn't. Telling ppl things he shouldn't... WTF!
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In Search Of... Dracula Pt1
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Our Memorial Day weekend was not one involving a lot of travel. The Monday morning service at the Veteran’s Memorial Walkway, a bridge that’s just a block from our house, and at eight that morning I went with my in-laws Robert and Sharon to a brief program where the color guard of Minot’s veterans’ organizations marched and the president of the Veterans of Foreign Wars Auxiliary spread flower petals on the lake beneath the bridge. Symbolizing those soldiers and sailors lost at sea and therefore unburied, this scattering of the flowers happened on a cold, overcast, but not rainy morning – for which we were plenty thankful! Martha and the kids were home sleeping on our bed; Jeffrey started to cry at two-thirty Monday morning, and after I’d brought him down and fed him he was still a little on edge. He’s also growing quick too … already he snugly fits into a size six shoe and he’ll be eleven months this coming Monday! Sarah came down about an hour later while Jeffrey and Daddy we
Insert Soul In Self
Insert soul in self and grab hold the Karma stick... the game is afoot! If you perform well this time, you may get to play again. 4-25-03
Insensate
insensate \in-SEN-sayt; -sit\, adjective: 1. Lacking sensation or awareness; inanimate. 2. Lacking human feeling or sensitivity; brutal; cruel. 3. Lacking sense; stupid; foolish.
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I’d brought Sarah and Jeffrey to their aunt Margaret’s (she’s the single parent with their cousins Patrick at sixteen, Breanna at twelve, and Josceline at four) and was anticipating leaving them there for the day while Martha, her sister Mary, and I were at work. We went outside so the kids could jump on the trampoline and Breanna got a call on her (you read that right, HER) cell phone from our number. She handed the phone to me, and it was Martha; apparently so few children had shown up for day care today that one of the workers needed to take the day off. Martha volunteered, and she was at home when I had to stop to get some nails. I need to replace some items on the wall from where I painted the outer office Tuesday, so I stopped in and saw Martha when I got the nails and tried to arouse her … hey, some of us have to go to work! Last night Mary kept Sarah and Jeffrey outside while I was making them dinner. They also got to enjoy an appetizer of breadsticks from Little Caesar
In Search Of The Lost Civilization
Most religions have the belief that there was once a more perfect world, from which man has been banished. This has often been interpreted as meaning a real previous civilization used to exist, populated by beings we now see as gods. Outside religion, central to such ideas is Atlantis, a mythical island deep in our past with a perfect, but powerful society, finally destroyed by the gods when they were corrupted. Could such a lost world have actually existed? Well, perhaps not a single island of Atlantis. But the idea of a lost civilization is something quite different – and something I think can be explained rationally. Of course, many ideas for such a civilization have been put forward, mostly of a spurious or sensational nature. Hence, academe is loath to even consider such a possibility. But I think they are mistaken. Does evidence exist for a lost civilization? No. Not of a definite kind - but there are plenty of indicators around the world that could fit into the con
In Search Of
I came across a song the other day (Carring Your love with me, G. Straight). It was mine and April's song... or she used to be called Mz. Youngstar (name I gave her). I have searched for her for 3 days now and nothing. The first day I IMed her yahoo, but no answer. I went through her friends that hadn't changed their name. Then went through alot of the people in OK. Today I looked up old phone bills for calls I made back then. but her number has changed... I don't think she is on fubar anymore. I hope I can talk to her again... would make my day seeing as I miss her now. really... I don't know what to do :(
Insensitive
Insensitive - Jann Arden How do you cool your lips, after a summer's kiss? How do you rid the sweat, after the body bliss? How do you turn your eyes, from the romantic glare? How do you block the sound of a voice You'd know anywhere? Oh I really should've known By the time you drove me home By the vagueness in your eyes, your casual goodbyes By the chill in your embrace The expression on your face told me Maybe you might have some advice to give On how to be insensitive, insensitive, insensitive How do you numb your skin, after the warmest touch? How do you slow your blood, after the body rush? How do you free your soul, after you've found a friend? How do you teach your heart it's a crime to fall in love again? Oh you probably won't remember me It's probably ancient history I'm one of the chosen few Who went ahead and fell for you I'm out of vogue, I'm out of touch I fell to fast, I feel too much I thought that you might have some advice to give How to
Insecurity
It seems to me that much of human behavior is driven by insecurity and fear. I wonder if people started feeling good about themselves if they would be more prone to treating others with respect? There is a book called The Four Agreements, and the first agreement is to use your word "impeccably". This simply means not to use words for destructive purposes such as lying or insulting largely based on the premise that words have power unto themselves and when you send them out they have an impact beyond just that moment. I'm not sure if I believe that exactly, but I do believe that words can make the world a better place, or a worse one. It seems many times people choose the power of their words to inflict pain, and I wonder what it is they get out of it. Does it take away their own pain? I rather doubt it... so what is the gain? The only thing I can assume is that it provides a false sense of superiority, if only for a moment.
In Search Of Peace.
I am a full time single mother of 2 daughters. My oldest daughter is epileptic & has other medical problems with her stomach. Which she is under going numerous tests to find the source of what is making her so ill. I am not looking for anyones pity or using her condition has a means to draw attention. Point blank.....I am not on the haters committee nor would I ever chose to be. I am compassionate & will lend an ear or a shoulder for pretty much anyone. However certain situations are wearing my tolerance thin. He said... she said... blah blah blah!! Geez juvenile delinquents act more mature than some of us adults. I am not going to do the name game here either. If you read this you know who you are. Take it or leave it..your choice. I am not going to be a part of who is right & who is wrong. I wasn't there so I don't know. I do not choose who I will be friends with...even acquaintances with based on what anyone has to say. I chose who I talk to by the respect they show me & how they tr
In Search Of
woman in my area for my husband and i to ravage... the sex is great... :)
Inseparable
The tenderness of your lips pressed against mine Feeling the beating of our hearts combine Hands tightly held together, refusing to let go Showing our love that can only continue to grow Hand in hand, arm in arm, together forever Refusing to let anyone get in between or sever The bond we share and will not have broken Listening to no one but our hearts within Caring, compassion, and tender love we feel Something we know couldn't be anymore real Trusting each other so much you wouldn't believe Something a loveless person couldn't conceive Love so true it would with stand the test of time One that inspired many poems of rhyme Hearts filled to the brim with nothing but happiness One thing someone who had love would surely miss Holding on for the love I would never sacrifice Seeking any helpful and constructive advice If something were to happen I wouldn't want to live Hurting someone so much, I would never forgive No one can separate me from the one I hold de
Insecurity Blues....
I soooo dont like the insecurity blues.....you know that parnoid shit that bothers your thoughts....you know the ones....the ones that screw with your reality like thinking shit that is soooo far from the truth that it gets a persons panties in a wad with no real basis of being true. Or am I getting that confuse with the neorusis blues...? lmao
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so i hear everytime a bell rings and angel gets its wings well i'd like to think everytime a balloon pops a clown dies just the thought of that makes me happy I do not fear alot of things but women with more hair on their lip than I have on mine and clowns I don't even really remember what caused the fear of clowns for me I remember Tim Curry from IT being the straw that broke the camels back though even the cheesy ass clown movie where they turn all the bodies into cotton candy cocoons scard the living shit out of me I don't know what it is but I clam up and stay as far as fuck away from a clown as i can and if it backs me into a corner it is fight time I was working karaoke at some bar one night and this guy comes in dressed as a clown one night because he did birthday parties and shit like that on the side for money and i guess he thought it would be cool to come to the bar and be all clowned up and he started walking my way I froze thank god susan stopped him in his tracks like
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So today is that day.. my mom's day. Its been 21 years.. sighs. It never gets easier. I still miss my mom every day. I still need her every moment. I still crave her much needed advice every time something goes wrong. I still wonder where in life I'd be if she hadn't left. I've done very well today considering how I've done every other year. Hope was a huge help today by taking me shopping all day and keeping me distracting. I almost feel guilty though for having a half decent time today. In that very odd way I feel as though I shouldn't be happy because my mom can't be happy. I know that is absolute nonsense but its how I feel. I suppose that is what it all boils down to, how I feel about the whole situation and what is going on. I know until in some way some if not all of my questions are answered I'll never truely find complete peace. Although in all honesty I know a lot of my questions cannot be answered. I know that when I can finally learn to say goodbye
Insert Foot
So I ordered a bra and panty set from work via internet and had it sent to the store. I picked it up today during my shift and went to customer service to show my gay BFF. He asked me who I bought it for and I told him me. He asked if I bought it for my hubby and I said no, he doesn't give a shit about that stuff. Then he asked why I bought it. I told him because it makes my boobies look good. I turned around to leave & 2 guys were standing behind me, waiting their turn to return something. They were laughing hysterically and needless to say, I was mortified, turned beet red and ran off. They ended up purposely walking by me later to laugh at me. All my co-workers thought it was the funniest thing ever and my BFF pulled out the bra and g-string to show one of my male co-workers. Sooooo funny. I thought I'd share my funny/embarrassing story. Does anyone else have any?
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So, even though its been a few weeks since my purse was stolen, more things just keep coming back to fuck with me. This coming Friday, the 24th, I took the day off of WORK, god damn it, to go see Flight of the Conchords in concert. The tickets are main floor, and cost me about $100 for two. I was planning on going with my Best Friend, I bought them as a b-day gift to myself back in March. Only problem? The tickets were in my notebook in the stolen purse. I'm going to pray fervently that tomorrow morning when I call Ticketmaster Customer Service that they take pity upon me and issue me a will call at the venue, or something of the sort. If not, then I'm out a hundred bones and one fucking awesome concert. :( Again I say, Fuck YOU, purse snatchers. I hope you bitches rot in hell.
In Search Of....
I know that this is a little unusual for this site but I am trying anything to help myself out in this situation. I had a roomate up until yesterday but he had to move for a personal emergency with his family. I am honestly looking for a new roomate to help me out with everything. The details about this house are as follows. I currently live in a full sized row house ( 1900 Square ft. ) I have one available room for rent. I am asking for $350 a month rent. The $350 dollars includes EVERYTHING utilities, rent, and all of the above is included. I have a full sized kitchen, bathroom, dinning room, living room, two bedrooms and a full sized basement. There is parking in the rear of the house and I there is plenty of space for belongings and possibly even furniture as well. I tried this once before and had a lot of scam artists try to contact me. Please dont respond to this add unless you are serious. If you should have any questions or would like to know more then please contact me on my
In Search Of My Edward
I AM LOOKING FOR SOME LUCKY FELLA OUT THERE TO BE MY EDWARD CULLEN IF YOU KNOW ABOUT HIM AND HOW TO PLAY HIS PART THEN MESSAGE ME IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BECOME MY ROLE PLAYING PARTNER.. THANKS   BELLA
In Search Of A Real Woman...
is their any real women out their???   looking for someone real.. no games.. if so, contact me here on fubar.. i am really begeing to think their is not.........
In Search Of Me
PONDERING.... As I sit and wonder what will tomorrow bring ... are any of us really sure ... or do we just guess .... do we wake in the morning and decide today the day i am going to have a shitty day ... or i think will I find true love does anyone ever really know ... what tomorrow brings ... could I WAKE  up to see my kids one last time and walk out the door just to never see them ever again ... I often wonder where are u now who would u be... and would i still be in ur heart ... do u ever wonder where I am who I became ...or remember me as I was every night I close my eyes ...in search that maybe when I wake u might still be there but then when I do ..i knew that wouldnt be ever wonder why ur afraid of things why are people afraid of love I had friend that was afraid to live ...never had the courage...  to fight for herself .... every man that  claimed to love her ... left with no intension of returning....beat up her heart ...and before she reali
[insert Token] / Boyking.
Aww... switched blog modes again.*sigh*Hang on a sec.Alright. I had to take care of something and it wasn't my rear bleedind dog for the first time today.This is what happens when you write, and don't feel a single emotion.Are you ready?Are you ready for this?BAM! I got nothin.And I have for a while.I find that music is a major part of my inspirational process.Music, and actually being miserable.I'm just broke and frustrated.I'm happily single at the moment.I don't have any unattached crushes.Go ahead and check yourself...Yeah I'm not pursuing you.Weird huh?And I'm kinda winding down altogether on online games atm.But hey- Borderlands comes out this quarter, so don't cry for me virginia, and the fallout 3 expacs.I'm in an unfortunate state of stagnant contentment.Like someone that stopped fighting the current and realised the current was actually kneedeep mud.I really do talk like this people.--------------------------------------------------Western wind smells sweet.Like sun caked dus
In September 1960
In September 1960,   I woke up one morning with six hungry babies and just 75 cents in my pocket. Their father was gone. The boys ranged from three months to seven years; their sister was two. Their Dad had never been much more than a presence they feared. Whenever they heard his tires crunch on the gravel driveway they would scramble to hide under their beds. He did manage to leave $15 a week to buy groceries. Now that he had decided to leave, there would be no more beatings, but no food either. If there was a welfare system in effect in southern Indiana at that time, I certainly knew nothing about it. I scrubbed the kids until they looked brand new and then put on my best homemade dress, loaded them into the rusty old 51 Chevy and drove off to find a job.   The seven of us went to every factory, store and restaurant in our small town.  No luck.  The kids stayed crammed into the car and tried to be quiet while I tried to convince who ever would listen that I was willing to learn
In Search To Be Free
I seem so lostin my search to be freemaybe i’ve got what i wantright here infront of mewhen your eyes are close shutit’s all too hard to seenever happy with the dayalways searching for some wayto scream what i have to saybut it’s so hard to speakwhen your mouth is always fullso hard to walk with your lipswrapped around my feetalways looking for the last dimechasing so hard that dollar billsuch a waste of timetrying to make it realliving in a dream of worldof my own choosingnot realizing im the only one losingso much life infront of mesurrounds me everywherehere is love,here are friendslaughter just over theregood times,bad times,seldom seenin my search to be freeperhaps i need to seewhat standing in my siteright here staring back at mein my search to be free.
In Search Of
I'm looking for young petite fu's with NSFW pics.
Insecurities
Everybody has 'em. Not everybody makes 'em other people's problem though. It is for the above reason that not too many days ago, I was told I should "play it ditzier and dumber"...you know, so men didn't feel inadequate. It is for the above reason that people manipulate, lie and cheat...and then use the other person as their excuse for their action. It is for the above reason that people on the receiving end of domestic abuse blame themselves...because the abuser makes sure they know it's their fault...they don't understand, they make them feel bad...blah blah fucking blah. It is the above you see in action every bloody day on this website and, yes gasp, in actual real life. People making other people feel bad because they can't live with themselves.   And yes, it is very different from calling someone on their bullshit.   Own your actions. Own the consequences. Or fuck off.
[in Search Of The Black Tetra-star: 01 Surface Mods]
  Where the HELL is my grape juice... Alright, Between workphonegirlcomicsthirstand inventorying Last thing I remember before I went to bed was doing an initial sketch of my Gouf. I did it from the manual and did a pretty decent job of itand I decided on ...oh yeah I was gonna panel line of the arms. I decided that this would be a high mobility variant black tri-stars colored Gouf. High mobility means more thrusters... ooh that could suck and less armor.So I drew the upper 80% of the suit and on one side reduced some of the armor and surfaces.... I didn't hate it.So I said that'd be the first thing I do tonight. Two hours later and some interesting things happening with plastic dust I've reduced the mass of my Gouf's shoulder's by about 20%... probably more.It...really might not be that noticeable but the maneuverability of the arm went WAY up and those unsightly overly round and bumpy surfaces between the shoulder and the spikes are gone thinned the middle prongs reduced th
[in Search Of The Black Tetra-star:2. Scrap Building]
I won't say I spent most of yesterday building parts from scrap because that would be a lie No.I spent MOST of yesterday on the phone... I'm seriously gonna start telling people any phone call over 30 minutes may result in me putting in my headpiece and returning to what I was doing. So this step I took two solid four sided columns (think an elongated cube) about .50 inches on its sides. Hacked it off at 8mm, cut a 45* angle on the tips of both sidesand cut the column in half ... and I said to myself "man this is the start of a great wing, or fin, or ... booster" in fact if I laid them side by side I could do all kinds of interesting back structures I could even fan em out but that wasn't the idea anyway, so I decided to fix the struts upright (after hours of deliberation and repositioning) adjacent to the backpack, between the shoulders and neck. I then put the cut-off triangles on the back of the upright columns to create a more interesting geometric shape and THEN I g
[in Search Of The Black Tetra-star 03. Interim And Error.]
Weeeeelll.... we learned a few things. I already learned that super glue melts plastic but I also learned that epoxy putty smellsBAD so... why is this even coming up? I was putting on some panels on the surface of the shield and I used some glue on the opposite side of it and... the chemicals melted through. Gooed a hole in my shield panelthat I had to fill with epoxy puttyand I learned less is more a lot lot lot lot lot more. My thoughts from this point forward, sparing use of putty for gap fixes, and always let the glue set before applying anywhere near it, and use it sparingly. Glue can bubble too just like masks and such. thin careful applicationpatience. *flops back exhausted*I spent a good long while filing the melted areas. Fill hollow points coming anywhere near glue. I've designed a couple grenade launchersunfortunately I'm not comfortable with the design while retaining the gouf's ability to use his finger machine gun AND the prong. I could make an unmounted o
[in Search Of The Black Tetra Star: 04 Prime]
Welllllllll treeing all these parts was a BITCH and I don't even have enough alligator clips for the kit. (treeing: the term I use for disassembling the parts and hanging or clipping or suspending them for paint) There's a lot of short comings with HG 1/144 scale kits.I really dunno why people are so bonkers about em and why they have more varied kits (for the most part HG's have a lot of variant suits like [insert gundam name] "Full Armor") The 1/100's are DESIGNED for redesign and repaint ... look at how you can take the armor paneling off >>hell I know a guy that's painting the frame and the plating seperate by skeletonizing, painting, painting panels and reassembling. Anyhow. I think I went through... ... 6 5:4's and all told it was about 5 ounces of material. I think that was about ALL I used to prime the NZ. So we have a lot more surface area to go over on this kit, and a lot more curvature. Right now everything's glazed in the garage with one coat... and I am debating i
Insensitive
by Jann Arden How do you cool your lips, after a summer's kiss?How do you rid the sweat, after the body bliss?How do you turn your eyes, from the romantic glare?How do you block the sound of a voice, you'd know anywhere?Oh I really should have known, By the time you drove me home,By the vagueness in your eyes,Your casual good-byes,By the chill in your embrace,The expression on your face, that told me,Maybe you might have, some advise to give, on how to be, insensitive.How do you numb your skin, after the warmest touch?How do you slow your blood, after the body rush?How do you free your soul, after you've found a friend?How do you teach your heart it's a crime, to fall in love again?Well you probably won't remember me,It's probably ancient history,I'm one of the chosen few,Who went ahead and fell for you,I'm out of bold, I'm out of touch,I fell too fast, I feel too much,I thought that you might have, some advise to give, on how to be, insensitive.Oh I really sould have known,By the tim
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      She sat there, perched up on that worn out bar stool, her beer making a ring shaped pool on the tired wood of the bar top.  Black lined eyes searching for the bartender to bring her another pint of that delicious golden brew.  "Rock Goddess" he had called her.  She laughed at the nickname everytime she heard it.       Rock Goddes... if that were true, shouldn't she be with a "Rockstar" at this bar?  If that were true, shouldn't she be smiling and laughing with her friends at this bar?  If that were true, shouldn't she feel something other than pure disappointment at this bar?       She laughed to herself again before the bartender saw that her pint was dry.  He brought anothr at her signal, which usually just consised of a two finger salute, but tonight she merely bowed her head, and he knew.  Bartenders... Mind readers with a license to drown it away with spirits and brew.  Amazing.       Black tipped nails traced the lip of the pint glass before bringing that sweet nectar to
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Yeah. Hi. Been a while.  I'm not bitching, whining, accusing, or anything of the sort - I'm just updating for the people who give a shit, all umm... *counts on fingers* 3? Maybe 4? I'm back in college (YAY ME!!), still having major breathing problems, finally won my fight with Social Security,working on being a better ME (at least one of you know what I mean), and am quite content with my family and life. I miss a lot of people on here, and have contacted a few, but if anyone wants to keep in touch,let me know. I'll be on here from time to time, but with the bullshit I got just for making a jokein the mumms the other day, it's not worth it to actually 'be' here, if ya know what I mean. I refuseto kiss certain people's asses, which seems to have kicked me out of the 'in crowd' - thankfully. I'mnot a sheeple, I'm me, and I'll always be me. They can have their clique, I'll stay who I am, thanks. :)    On that note, I bid you adieu. Hope you all have a great holiday season. ♥
Insecurities
    How do you deal with someone who is COMPLETELY amazing BUT....   Has had somethings happen in their past, apparently, and are insecure with you. Yet they wont talk to you about it. Or they are just constantly looking for stuff to make an issue about. Going as far as to twist up things you say into completely NOT what you were saying? Always making you out to be the bad guy when you are just trying to make them happy. And hanging onto the bullshit THEY put in your mouth for an insane amount of time. Putting you on the defensive for shit you never even did or said.   Is there anything that can be done? How long do you try to stick it out - even after you have done all you can think of... ie, passwords to accounts, showing texts - Hiding NOTHING from them.. making sure everyone in your life knows about them. How do you help them get over it, and stay over it - and get back to just having fun and enjoying each other - instead of being completely drained trying to fix something t
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Well, if you are here, I assume that you were hoping to find something insightful about my past, personality, or possibly just my current thoughts and feelings. I would recommend destroying the part of your brain that gave you that god awful idea. In my stay on fubar, however long that has been (I'm too lazy to go look at my join date), I've never bothered with blog. Whether it's here, myspace, facebook etc, most of the ones I see are just whiny, boring, or leave you wondering if the person has an IQ above the single digits. Now not all of them are that way of course, but I just never get around to reading them mostly because I don't want to have to sort through the aforementioned ones in order to find the one or two diamonds in the rough. Also, I really have no idea what to post in my own blog. Would anyone really care how my work day went? If my knee hurts? If I got to flirt ith an incredibly attractive woman (you should know who you are)? I don't do much. I work and go to school,
Insecurity + Jealousy = Trouble
I was having a discussion with a friend the other day, and she pointed out that I had a lot of good advice to offer..."you could write a book!" To that, I simply replied that I have a lot of life experience...and unlike a lot of people, I've actually learned from it. I decided to start blogging about some of the experiences, beginnning with the specific situation my friend and I were discussing.Insecure/Jealous/Controlling MenThroughout the years, I've gotten very good at noticing early signs of uncontrollable jealousy and insecurity, and do whatever it takes to get out of the situation as quickly as I can. Occasionally, I give someone the benefit of the doubt when they clearly don't deserve it. The most recent situation I was in was so obviously wrong for me - I confided in a couple of friends about it while it was happening, but had to bide my time until the man was physically far enough away from me that I could end things without worrying about the repercussions. Then, I only had t
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Valentines day is here again It’s valentines day la de la da everyone happy, everyone loves... Its valentines day one again couples kissing & laughing down the street Roses & rings, clothes & gifts and again I'm not notices... Love is a word that leaves a bitter taste on my tongue... Won’t this day just go away!
In Search Of Title
If you know this song... please let me know who sings it and it's title.. it means a lot to me.    http://www.facebook.com/v/10151999994570157    Missing you, Rich Petti.
Insect Control This Season - Problem Or Just Average?
When it comes to most types of insect control, the starting opinions for 2012 indicated that the warmed cold atmosphere might mean that risky dangerous dangerous harmful termites and other insects might be on the move starting - taking property resource entrepreneurs off properly secured even formerly than regular. And indeed, that has been the scenario in many states. However, due to (or in this scenario perhaps thanks to) craving for food it seems that insect action this interval may actually be decreased, particularly in the southern states. A more concerning routine is that, due to the industry, many property resource entrepreneurs are putting off their regular insect control to protected some cash. I bum out over to say that this can come to be a expensive mistake in some circumstances, particularly when it comes to risky dangerous dangerous harmful termites. Bye, Bye Winter period weather atmosphere - Hello Very sensitive responses and Bugs! As much as we determine spring, it
Insecure People.
Ok so check this out! On my first or second day on Fubar, I am roaming around the site figuring out how this all works and I run across a profile picture of a guy with a girl right next to him. No big deal. I leave a comment on how cute they are. No bid deal. Later, I think "What the hell, I will put a 'crush' on this couple". No big deal. Later I get a comment back from this person. No big deal. A week later I log into Fubar and find out that the wife (and lady in the picture) tells me that i am a whore for messing around with a married man. What the hell!  Firstly, I have never chatted with this guy aside from his comment on my photo comment. Secondly, what the hell is he doing on a website for grown ups if he isnt allowed to communicte with people, male and female. Thirdly, I realized, wait a minute this is the wife's insecurity problem, not mine. I saw that she checked out my profile. So, this is what I came up with..... #1 This lady, no matter her age has to be highly inse
“in-search,…of,…wisdom”!...
“IN-SEARCH,…OF,…WISDOM”!...       Our Creator, values us so much,…that; He has worked-out, the best possible plan,…of: each of our lives.  That’s why, He created us,…in; His image, so we could understand who,…He is; relate to Him personally, and discover what He wants to do,…in: our lives.  But, the only way we’ll experience all of this,…is; by following His plan.       Those who never consider, what He desires for you,…lack a meaningful sense of; purpose and end up wasting their lives.  Some people, even go so far as,…to; willfully reject, God’s purposes,…because; they don’t want anyone, dictating how they should live.  But, to those who desire to live,…according to His plan; and are willing to seek Him, He freely gives the gift of Wisdom!...       Throughout our Holy-Scriptures, He has given us,…principles; that will make us wise, if we’ll l
In Shadows
In Shadows is where we dwell, For this is the place we call Hell. Some make it point to distain, While the rest of us refrain.
In Shadows
Listening to the sounds of the night Crickets chirping while the wind whispers through the tall reeds. Feeling the moons glow on my face warming my soul in the chill of the night. Thrilling me with the desire for the hunt and churning my blood into a hot frenzy. Tilting back his head our leader calls us to become one and eagerly we obey. Romping and nipping each other in friendly greeting we wait for the action to begin. As the Lord Wolf steps off into the shadows of the night we fan out at his heels. Noses to the wind we search for the meal that will warm our tummies as well as our hearts. Lowering himself signals sight of our prey instantly we all fallow suit. Surrounding the buck with dozens of glowing eyes; he snorts with anxious twitches as he senses our presence. The springing flight of our Lord leads us all to the kill; bringing down the deer in just moments. Feasting in order from highest rank to lowest we each have our fill. Dragging back to the den what is for the
In Short
Ice sucks. My mom's boyfriend sucks. Getting up at 4 am sucks. Asking someone to turn down something that is obscenely loud and them ignoring you sucks. Especially when it's twice. Oranges do not suck. In all likely hood- you suck. And I gotta know- is it morbid curiousity or what?
In Shadows
I've captured unicorns in flightThrough twilights purple skiesDanced with Aphrodite as I gazed into her eyesI've been intrigued by whispering angelsFrozen by the breath of the DivineMade love atop soft silver clouds Built castles from the sands of timeIn a breath I've taken in the Scent of all that perfumes EdenBathed in glistening moonlightTransformed rainbows into seasonsMythic journeys through the heavensHave never taken me as high As the magic of her presence or theSparkle in her eyes She is my goddess of love and beautyShe is my Lord DivineEnchanting as the blackest roseYet radiant as sunshineShe has the smile of an angelA butterflys gentle touchTi's she who mystifies my dreamsI've come to love so muchI find myself returning to the Streams of liquid lightCondemned to suffer once againAmidst that ghostly winter nightForbidden love concealed in shadowsHaunting secrets unrevealed Despair and sorrow fill my eyes forShe knows not how I feel.
In Shaping Them
Indeed printed fabrics this season has been favorable for big-name designers, T stage beauties of springtime flowers. But the personal privately think the trends this season can not be called printing in power, because just a T-shirt on geometric patterns can also be called "stamp" pattern of birds and beastsLouis Vuitton Handbags, mountains and streams can become "printing".  Season menacing real flowers, realistic roses, magnolia, carnation, Chrysanthemum ... abstract flowers contour and shape; not only the flowers of the printing and dyeing, as well as woven, hollow , reliefs, three-dimensional; than clothing fabric, used in shoes, handbags, necklaces, bracelets, earrings and other accessories ... such as spring night, the Trees of pear blossoms. Can not say that this is the flowering season of the fashion industry? I prefer the design of this trend called "the flower elements" (Blossom element).The popularity of digital printing in just a few years timeAuthentic LV Men,
Inside Me
There is a place dep inside of me and as i open teh door there are beaded curtains and as you look out there are gypsies singing and dancing with there skirts twirling like flowers you dance and sing with them till dawn then you are the king of pirates plundering the seven seas as you go below the deck you're mining treasures with dwarfs you rescue dukes and dames leaning forward on your gallant steed or you are as small as a mouse swim with the mermaids, fly with the fairies, underwater worlds and a giants house anything can happen here climb my beanstalk my world my secret palce Deep Inside Me
Inside A Kitty's Mind
by Feline Fatigue (This is not a conventional poem or anything like that) I'm staring at you, Look at me please. HELLO?? LOOK AT ME!! LOOK AT ME, LOOK AT ME, LOOK AT ME, LOOK AT ME, LOOK AT ME, LOOK AT ME, LOOK AT ME, LOOK AT ME!!!! Gr! Fine! I'll jump up on your lap so you HAVE to notice me!! Hahaha!! *jump* Yes! Look at me! You are under my power! You will do as I say! Now, PET ME!! *nothing happens* I said, PET ME! *still nothing* PET ME, PET ME, PET ME, PET ME, PET ME, PET ME, PET ME, PET ME!!! *sizzling head* Fine!! Resist my power! But I have another, more powerful power!! I will RUB AGAINST YOU!! Hahaha!!! You will not be able to resist my cuteness!! *rub, rub, rub* What's this?? You still resist me?? Fine, then! I didn't want to have to do this, but you leave me no choice! I will have to use my... *DUN Dun dun* kiss of doom! *lick, lick, lick* What??? How can you resist my... *DUN Dun dun* Kiss of doom!? I... I have nothing left
Inside
inside you've got it, inside you wont need an excuse for being half hour late, inside funny, when it's girls night out you're always surrounded by guys, inside tonight the odds are definately in your favor
Insider Lingo
Insider Lingo help with some basic terms... Erotic power exchange is full of its own special lingo. We'll try to avoid it as much as we possibly can here but there are some basics you need to know. The partner in charge is usually called dominant, dom, domme, top or master and sometimes the active partner. The other partner is usually either called submissive, sub, bottom or slave and sometimes the passive partner. People who like to play both ways are usually simply referred to as switches. We'll have a lot more to say about all these roles later, but this will give you a basic foundation for our discussions here. Top/bottom come from the gay and lesbian world; master/slave - although very often used today - mostly have their roots in early pornography. You can just about ignore the terms sadist and masochist since they are seldom used by those actually in the Lifestyle, although some subs may say they are masochistic as well, meaning that they (predominantly) enjoy pain i
Inside The Room Of Your Soul
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true. Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing. For you, falling in love has never been easy. You can only fall for someone who is very patient and persistent. Inside the Room of Your Soul
Inside
Its deep within the depths of me and i have tried to hide it The rage is building up inside and time i can not bide it I must release this anger cause its ripping me apart My bodies at a fever pitch i hear my echoing heart My mind is trying to slow me down but little it can do For everything that you have done i want revenge on you No words you say will quail me now it really is to late All the while that you scream love ill answer back with hate I need to exstinguish your little flame so i may yet survive Cause i'll never have a day of peace as long as your alive No need to ever love again my soul is but a shell And when the bell tolls my end i'll see your ass in hell I look at you and crack a smile because your by my side Only if you knew the things i thought about inside
Inside Her Mind.....
the swirling colors the flashes of light the staccato drumming of her heartbeat faces of those she's never met places she's never been feelings she'll never know a distant memory a dream unrealized a passion she cannot grasp emotions churning within pain, sorrow, despair a need she cannot fulfill the desires of her soul the aspirations of her mind the longings of her heart a tremor of fear and hopelessness her demons move in for the kill as total darkness envelopes her end Michelle Lewis......10/11/06
Inside My Mind
Outside my mind I see "nothing" Similar attitudes inside the heads of the same Giving off tendencies that recreate a reality come forth Has this painting always hung on the wall? or did I not see past the strokes before now? or have I just looked at it in my own way? Some tend to push me into the chances Not wanting to face the awful truth I stop and push back upon Searching in a direction in which this awful reality doesn't exist Coming forth are many but few to trust Needing to believe the "true" still exist past the brush strokes..... Inside my mind I see "everything" Existance of truth, loyalty, and a world without puzzles Painting of simplicity, smooth strokes, and what lies beneath is just the same The book that is one in the same with its' cover Hiding only horrified memories, that don't create future mass Dared upon my past to only reveal what is here and now Hearing the light voice that time will reveal the simple "one" Near or far with the min
Inside The Room Of Your Soul
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul
Inside
theres somthing inside that hurts my pride running wild and crazy inside my mind i cant let go, i dont want to know how my life can be without you stop listening to the accusing voice it is your life you have a choice id give it all if only for us id give anything, but i wont give up What i wouldnt give to see you win what i wouldnt give to let you in you take me places i only see in my dreams and when i speak my insanity, you know what i mean i cant let go, i dont want to know how my life can be without you
Inside
Touch me, feel me, take me in I want to feel you inside Press your body into mine Naked flesh to naked flesh Move with me as if we’re one Feel me from the inside Mold your body to me Stroke me from behind Pull my hair and make me scream I want to feel you moving on the inside Show me the animal in you I will show you the animal in me Adrenaline pumps, juices flow This is how it feels to be inside.
Inside
In my system And under my skin You win Can’t regret you Can’t forget you You’re my 7th deadly sin On my knees As you please With hands that tease Hands that seize My lithe body with ease Oral embrace Slap in the face Hand on my waist Pulling my hair As you choke off my air Eat me Beat me Suck me Fuck me Set it free! This lust you left inside of me… © Sanguine Poison 2005
Insight (poem)
I want to see something special, When I look into my soul. I want to see a spark so bright, it could warm all that is cold. I wanna hold something pure, When I reach into my heart. I want to posses a child's trust, innocent from the start. I want to find the answers, When I dive into my mind. I want to knowawareness well, and grow with it in time. But when I look into my soul, I see this flame, dim and old. And when I reach into my heart, I hold trust and love apart, And when I dive into my mind, I know denail has been too kind. So I fan the dying fire, Will not let myself expire. So I replace the broken trust, let the actions say so much. So I find a place and wait, and hope it's not too late, to use all that I've learned, and claim some peace I've earned....
Inside
Bottled up inside Are the words I never said, The feelings that I hide, The lines you never read. You can see it in my eyes, Read it on my face. Trapped inside are lies From the past I can't replace. With memories that linger, And don't seem to go away. Why can't I be happy that Today's a brand new day? Yesterday is over, Even though the hurting's not. Nothing lasts forever; I must cherish what I've got. Don't take my love for granted, For soon it will be gone. All you ever wanted Was the love you thought you won. The hurt I'm feeling now Won't disappear overnight. But someway, somehow, Everything will turn out right. No more wishing for the past; It wasn't meant to be. It didn't seem to last, So I have to set it free.
Insight
Unshared joy is an unlighted candle. -- Spanish Proverb
The Insides
remove my eyes to free my soul see all the inner workings of my mind the electric thoughts that make up me shift through my dreams picking out what you do not want tossed into some mental closet locked away from the good. Obedian, quiet, subservent. make me your perfect princess Show off your work of art. Pretty smile femine whiles Inside lives the monster, fed scraps to please you. Kept wild and wanting. Yet the door cannot remain locked. the cage cannot hold. That day, you will know a Goddess
Insight Between The Sexes
A man whose actions leave his wife speechless has really done something. The argument you just won with your wife isn't over yet. The best way to remember your wife's birthday is to forget it once! Extravagance is buying whatever is of no earthly value to your wife. A genius is any man who can adjust the thermostat to please his wife. An angry Texas wife said to her husband, "You are being deliberately calm." Most women don't buy life insurance - they marry it. Some wives have such good memories that they can even remember things that never happened. Listening to political speeches is a lot like listening to your wife - you know something is going on even though you're not paying much attention to it. If you want your wife to listen to what you have to say, talk in your sleep. The next war will be like a fight with your wife - impossible to win it or end it. An exhaustive study of police records shows that no wife ever shot her husband while he was doin
The Inside
Sometimes I just step back amazed at what I am How can I be smiling? I want to cry - I am hurting inside Turmoil and pain doing a slow roll from heart to soul I want to yell and scream what I feel But instead I keep smiling And despise myself when the mask breaks I feel its not fair to others to burden them My problems are so petty compared to those of the world So I keep smiling, even in I'm dying inside
Inside You I'm Home
I close my eyes And imagine you there Beside me Behind me Everywhere I touch the darkness And what do I see Your eyes Your soul My fantasy I press my lips Into the air And see your face And find you there I wrap myself Around your mind And touch you where No one can find Inside the night I wait for you Inside the dark I crave for you And now you know Why I am here There is nothing For you to fear I hold you close In every dream Inside Outside Between each scream With each night You spend alone I'm closer Stronger Till inside you I am home
Inside You I'm Home
I close my eyes And imagine you there Beside me Behind me Everywhere I touch the darkness And what do I see Your eyes Your soul My fantasy I press my lips Into the air And see your face And find you there I wrap myself Around your mind And touch you where No one can find Inside the night I wait for you Inside the dark I crave for you And now you know Why I am here There is nothing For you to fear I hold you close In every dream Inside Outside Between each scream With each night You spend alone I'm closer Stronger Till inside you I am home
Inside Your Soul.
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true. Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul
Inside Of The Eye Of A Storm
Inside of each of us...we'll experience this Nothing can change life like a storm Something that will challenge a soul It's something that will make you think Daily challenges will bring us to this here Especially now.. you're inside of the eye of a storm Oh you'll see the walls that are formed all over For there's only a short window that you can see That swirls and has that awesome appearance Hold onto your hat and baton down the hatches Even right now you'll see the calm suddenly change Exhileration...fear...those will be the things swirling Yes...inside of the eye of a storm you'll reflect Even get a chance to change things...before this happens Of the fate and destiny...suddenly the winds pick up For you'll feel the fury of life trying to knock you down An intensity begins and now it's decision time there So...are you going to succumb to the fates or fight Taking that energy on full force...I'm ready here Oh I'm going to weather this here..I can't gi
Inside
This ache I feel This hole I try to fill It makes me cry out It brings me to my knees I know there must be more To living I've lost the way I've lost the rhythm The give and take The dreams I'm livin' For There are too many days Between the highs and lows It's all drawn out and slows To something flat and clean Of what I had and where it's seen I want it all Not just now and then But now and when I want it again Too many nights are spent alone Thinking of you and how it is When you make me disappear In the place I've never been Until now You uncovered the waiting truth Of what I need I come apart at your touch And I feel so weak Yet whole I can't walk away so I run instead Try to hide and pretend Like it doesn't really matter That you have the key To the place I need to be And it makes me tremble Makes me want to hide In the face of my own desire For what you do to the center of my being I have to turn away I have to deny My own release Becau
Inside My Head
Inside The Room Of Your Soul
Thanks to Kira for the link What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you as a bit small and insignificant. People pay more attention to you than you think. Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.Inside the Room of Your Soul
Inside The Room Of Your Soul
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is likely to be filled with great successes and accomplishments. You just need to figure out how to get there. For you, falling in love is all about the adventure and uncertainty. You can only fall in love with someone who keeps you guessing. Inside the Room of Your Soul
Inside The Room Of My Soul
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities. You believe that people see you as a bit small and insignificant. People pay more attention to you than you think. Your near future is in a very different place (both physically and mentally) from where you are right now. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul
Insight
I was read a blog that had a quiz. I decided to take the quiz and I was impressed with the results, enough that I decided to post those results here. What amazed me was how accurate it is, provided you answer honestly. For those who may want to know a littl more about me this will give you a littlee more insight. You scored as Darkness. Darkness! Silent, mysterious and contemplating, you keep to yourself, and maybe a best friend. You are sometimes shunned and sometimes adored. It really depends. you will fight if you have to, but dont take much pleasure in it. You may feel alone, but its really that you just push everyone else away... Darkness100%Wind67%Fire50%Light50%Earth0%What Element Lies within you?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com
Inside Man
Just finished seeing this movie about 15 minutes or so ago. Very highly recommended. Very good, well-developed, well-acted, smart, suspenseful film (to quote myself somewhere else!)
Inside
My screams for help fell on deaf ears I was alone when i needed you most Instead of bringing me into your embrace I was shoved away and fell on my face. I return to the dark where you once found me. I thought I was set free But was nothing more than a fantasy My heart refuses to give up, but I see no reason to try. My efforts will mean nothing, history has proven that. I stand alone, inside and out the feeling of abandoned hope takes hold I stand by the trashfire but it is no shelter from the cold.
Inside Me
Inside Me All joking aside, I am a girl worth knowing. As many times as I’ve been teased, I don’t finish with bowing. If anybody can’t see the real me, then they need to get a clue. This girl isn’t waiting around for people to give her what’s due. As I walk along, I sometimes don’t know what life will deal me. I feel lost, alone, and no one can see. I feel scared and wish for someone to take look. But how can someone be there when they don’t choose to put their noses into this book? My face must not show the struggle deep within. For I know most don’t know what goes on beneath the thin layer of skin. I have never let this intertwine. Most I can’t tell what goes on inside this heart of mine. The strain to be what is expected is sometimes too much. I wish to not be the one who must endure such. But I know those I can count on. Those friends of mine that have a shoulder I can lean upon. But when will the one for me make an appearance? How hard can it be for h
Inside Myself
I sit here..peering inside myself..as the tears run down my cheeks.. wondering ...how did i get this way?.... what is wrong with me...how can one person feel so much pain?...I can renmeber even as a young child being so miserable because i was convinced that i was this terrible person... I remeber actually enjoying physical punishment because it was a pain that went away and a pain that distracted from the torment that was ripping through my chest....belts and fists to ease the suffering. As a teen things got worse.. I internalized everything and was so starved for affection that i would emotionally leech onto the first person that bestowed even the slightest bit of affection on me... and the hurt with my parents got worse.. my father was an abusive man that i chose to sever ties with at the age of 7, and my mother was always focused on her her work and the new man of the time, wich for most of my growing up was my stepfather. I never came right out and told my mom the hell that he was
Insight
A LONG DEEP BREATH ANOTHER, ANOTHER, STILL---INTERUPTIONS BEADED SWEAT, AMOUROUS AROUSAL, SALIVATING BUDS ANOTHER ANOTHER STILL---ODIOUS IMAGES, BEADED SWEAT, SOFT GENTLE AROMA ANOTHER ANOTHER FOCUS! CENTER! A WORD, A PHRASE PEACE ANOTHER PEACE PE... SASHAYING WOMEN, BEADED SWEA- PEACE - PEACE P E A C E P E A C E P E (empty,vaccuum,floating,euphoric peacefulness, centered,---ensconced in the OTHER-- grasp) it SALIVATING BUDS, AMOUROUS AROUSAL, BEADED SWEAT ANOTHER ANOTHER UNGRASPABLE WIND DISAPPEARING CELTIC CHARMS (IMPITUS CONFRACTUS)
Inside
Inside the world it is hard to find Someone who cares about you. Even when I made plain mistakes You were here to help me see them through. You helped me with my problems (that all seemed to concern love) You helped when I needed it There is much more I can think of. You have always told me what I was And made me see who I really could be. You showed some aren't worth it And some did not deserve me. You always were there when I was ready to cry. You sat there with your tissues And looked me straight in the eye. You never pushed me away from you You always let me in. Even when I began to change Accept was all you did. You are the reason I am still here And that I am not gone. Without you I would have surely "Fallen" And I would never have the chance to get back up. You are my family. You are my only true friend. And we will always be like this Before and after the end.
Inside
listless moments like these encasing such an aquire taste to the mouth that is sweet and sour at the same time can make for such an enlightining path way to ones inner self what you can take you can give away what you have you should make anew creation is of you own doing what you allow your mind to think and feel not suppressing your feelings but letting them flow towards a positive outlet that room that was once dark does have a window or a light shining in close your eyes for a moment and you can feel the heat as it enters the room surrounding your very being let it flow through yourself dont be so scared for what it to come make the future what u want of it your voice does matter for with it you can tear some one down or build them up very quickly can it not be tamed there is truth in that people who speak very little are wise what you think of yourself and others is what u make of life either very little or muc
Inside Me
INSIDE ME Falling in my own desperation segregation from all thats nice please run away, im a virus my walls are high and full of scars misery, not something i can hide from the lives ive plagued to the times ive prayed im falling threw a thousand knives just to have a memory with you Pave the way to satisfaction save me from what i hide deep inside can you see im, Hostile, Intent, Secret,wonderfull burdon bad indirect But not to you From all the lives ive plagued to the times ive prayed im falling threw a thousand knives just to have a memory with you Pave the way to satisfaction save me from what i hide deep inside INSIDE ME I wont quit i wont drown in my depression i must stay here for you
In Silence I Must Go
And through the forest I go So deep in silence I must know Where the slightest glint of a dappled Sun Can reach me through the leafless one And I blend my skin of Earth And wet the soils my eyes Seeking, Seeking Aradia A God That I shall come to know O blessed I shall be When I find the stone Where in it I shall find my own White my skin And bare to bone Wherea cold vacant Space dwells my soul And yet I see him Standing as a strong Ash Tree No movement he makes No stirring of leaves For he now takes form Of a white winters night Cloaked in grey Waiting silently And still And through the forest I go So deep in silence I must know Copyright © 2007 Lori Foster waning moon 12:40 am
The Inside (poem)
The Inside Tears like burning embers, lava down my cheeks, heart sinking slowly, in the darkest hole so deep, Painful little moments my wounds and blood bright red, humanity is losing now I'm the walking dead, Emotion seeped right through my pores gone so far away, night and shadows beckon, their secret whispers say: feel the sickness, feel the pain, never will you feel the same, cry no more your tears are dry, and the shell you are is gone, your heartless slumber you will stay now leave me, go, be gone.
Inside My Mind
Inside Your Mind. 184 unique Q's.Inside Your Mind.What do you like about yourself?:I like how well I cope in a difficult situation What do you dislike about yourself?:Lack of confidence Do you have any special talents?:Lol my tongue is talented What are some of your hobbies?:Making random films Do you accept your anger?:Kinda Do you accept your sadness?:No Do you accept your worry?:Yes Do you accept your confusion?:Yes Do you accept your anxiety?:Yes Do you accept your fear?:Yes What is difficult for you?:Talking About You.Favorite color?:Blue/Black/Red/Purple Favorite song?:Bat Country - Avenged Sevenfold Favorite band?:Avenged Sevenfold Favorite movie?:Freaky Friday Favorite teacher (past or present)?:Mitch Favorite book?:Harry Potter Favorite thing to do?:Making people laugh Second favorite thing to do?:Going to the cinema Favorite website?:Chapter Four Do you like your looks?:lol eh Do you like your body?:NO Describe yourself.Length of hair?:Medium length-ish Color of hair?:Dark b
Inside Of You...lyrics
Inside of you-(?)edit later lol It seems so obvious theres something up with us I smell the feeling from across the room. So can I ask you this? Not to be forward, miss, But I think I'll kill myself If I never know... What do I have to do to get inside of you? to get inside of you? Cuz I love the way you move, when I'm inside of you. when I'm inside of you... Just ask and I will do anything you want me to there is no limit to how far I will go.. And Im sure I can't pretend to be a gentlemen.. But before I began, I just gotta know, just gotta know.... What do I have to do to get inside of you? to get inside of you? Cuz I love the way you move, when I'm inside of you. when I'm inside of you... For now I'll play the game And I'm waiting for your move but i've got to say I've gotta know.. What do I have to do to get inside of you? to get inside of you? What do I have to do to get inside of you? to get inside of you? Cuz I love the way you
In Sickness And In Health...
This poem (while not worthy), is dedicated to Babs. My wife and one and only true valentine now and forever. I love ya sprout, Happy Valentine's Day...
In Silence
In the candle's gentle glow, I lay with my head on your chest. Words go unspoken, and I hear nothing, Except the beat of your heart in the silence. And there's a notion that I get, As you idly stroke my hair, That time is crawling by, If only for us two here, Stopping completely as our eyes meet. Your eyes shine brighter now, And I see everything just for me. I wonder if you always knew somehow, That look could bring me to my knees. But no, I can't be that transparent. Though here in the fading twilight, I wonder if you can see right through me. Because now, I'm not hiding anything. With a peace I haven't known in years, I bare my soul for only you, Content just to have you here. The moon shines bright outside your window, Making ours a world apart. Your gentle smile puts me at ease, As I fall asleep to the beat of your heart.
Inside Yourself
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, And if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, For your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, If you have been opened by life's betrayals Or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, Mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with JOY, mine or your own; If you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you To the tips of your fingers and toes Without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, Or to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know
Inside The Room Of Your Soul!!!
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.Inside the Room of Your Soul
In Sickness And In Health
***This blog was taken from my other site http://www.minti.com/members/monyq83/ join up if youre a parent and add me to your friends list!*** Well our house is full of germs at the moment... Weve been in and out of doctors surgeries that much that Im starting to wonder if I could just pitch a tent in their waiting room and pay for rent with my medicare card. Harley has a middle ear infection, they all have a cough, nathen's is so bad that he has been coughing for over an hour non stop and i had to move him out to the loungeroom. the dr said that if it doesnt clear up with this lot of antibiotics were gonna have him tested for asthma as his sperm donor is asthmatic. great! anyway hes finally fallen asleep, so im gonna go get some shut eye before work tomorrow. uh... today. gnite all!
Inside The Room Of Your Soul........
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true. Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.Inside the Room of Your Soul
Inside The Room Of Your Soul
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul
Inside My Bipolar Mind
A little girl cries Sitting in a corner Where no one can here her tears She is trapped By a master she cannot see It tortures her soul And bleeds her to the brink of death Though it won't let her dieIt loves her And it will keep her forever weak So she cannot run away It keeps her that little girl Even though she is a woman It hides her in a cloak of childhood The one she never had That time in her life was taken Because everything in her life was driving her mad Her mind is a garbage dump She just stock holds everything The horrible, the bad, and the ugly Anything good is everything that she cannot see Black or white is all things are Never any grey in between After years of pain and torture She gathers all her strength To tear down the bondage that holds her She tries so hard With all her might She screams and shouts As the support kick in She kicks, fights, and rips at her bindings Her tears are streaming down her face She is blinded by the pain But s
Inside The Project Echelon
This Blog is a continuance of my previous two... with permission of my co-conspirator Pat Poole.... You will find all the previously mentioned references at the bottom of this posting for your own further research... This can also be found in its entirety at http://fly.hiwaay.net/~pspoole/echelon.html Inside Menwith Hill The Menwith Hill facility is located in North Yorkshire near Harrogate, England. The important role that Menwith Hill plays in the ECHELON system was recognized by the recent European Parliament STOA report: Within Europe, all email, telephone and fax communications are routinely intercepted by the United States National Security Agency, transferring all target information from the European mainland via the strategic hub of London then by satellite to Fort Meade in Maryland via the crucial hub at Menwith Hill in the North York Moors of the UK. The existence and importance of the facility was first brought to light by Briti
Inside A Mind.....
inside a mind there is a story that awaits, a hurt that cant be described. inside a mind there are thousands of memories. memories that are ancient, magical even... inside a mind there are screams of anger and pain from a heartbreak... inside a mind there are favorites, enemies... and most importantly there is love...
Inside You
Inside you I can feel love’s surrender Surrounding my shape A cushion Of vigorous yet luscious embraces Inside you Heated juices flow From within syrupy membranes And I am as smooth and solid As sugar cane inside a field of dreams Inside you There is light within the covering There is passion yet defined There is an opening to a world At one time, I could only imagine ................... Inside you I know all there is to know I can reach the farthest stars In an instant Or climb the highest mountain Merely by looking into your eyes Inside you I can feel the dreams of god Open their deepest secrets I can merge into the design Of the most daring blueprint Or amalgamate into the passion Of the maximum creative moment Inside you I can connect to any dimension And grow into the passion of the sunrise I can see our world Fade into the shadows Dancing upon the walls And kis
Inside
INSIDE Kiss like a demon's flame. Intimate as an angel's compassion. Eyes that go on for eternity, and I find myself standing at the end. A moment to learn your skin is all I need to find you. And then I let go in you. Inside. Flesh becoming flush, as the blood begins to flow. Hot breath twisting betwixt us. How could I have known that I am fulfilled when I consume you. Looking into you. Moving inside you becomes an art. Fingers carress details. No attention is spared. A language that need not be spoken comes into play. I become whole again. Inside. By Tommy "TommyNator" Iversen. Translated from Danish to American/English and edited by my friend and englishteacher Søren Aagaard.
Inside
mind is racing knees are weak anxiety again i cannot speak chest is tight i will not cry cold tile floor laying wishing praying this would all just end
Inside
My soul was so empty It was so dark and cold. I thought Id be by myself always. My heart was so eroded and the rain made it so cloudy. I thought it wouldnt stop. But you filled my soul all that delight brightened my life and I know now ill be alright. and now my heart is repaired all the clouds and the pain are gone Im so glad God brought us together
Insight
There are those rare collections of words, when combined with music, that reach deep inside and lay bare the dark secrets or bring to my mind the feelings I have locked away for so very long. This song does this to me every time I hear it. When I Meet God Marillion And if the bottle's no solution Why does it feel so warm And if that girl is no solution Why did she feel so warm And if to feel is no solution Why do I feel Why do I feel so tired Why do I feel so broken Why do I feel so outside Why do I seem so blind I'm so sick of feeling It's ruined my life If living rough is no solution Why does it ease my mind If looking back is no solution Why are we all Nothing but children Children inside Why do the Gods Sit back and watch So many lost What kind of mother Leaves a child in the traffic Turning tricks in the dark What kind of God? I crawled around inside myself It was a long way down It was a mine and it was mine And in the darkness I saw
Inside You.........
They had chatted several months online. He was in town to finally meet her—just for dinner. But tensions were high. Glances exchanged during bites of delightful fare. She noticed his erection just before dessert—wondering what he was thinking about. His intelligence and wit were intoxicating. Compounded with the wine, she felt herself crumbling. She couldn't free her eyes from the napkin in his lap, and he felt the weight of her stare. But she didn't want to go there. No more one-night stands. No more getting caught up in the frenzy. It was a simple dinner with every intention of going home…alone. As they walked across the street to get her car, he goaded her with questions about her plans for the evening. She wanted to say, "Would you like to come over?" But she knew she had a big presentation in the morning that could make her career. Instead, she talked about a bubble bath, soft music, and sleep. They reached the elevator of the parking garage, and she wante
Inside Out
Inside Out I had never loved from the inside out, always seen the outer shell. I didn't care to see what it was all about, never caring what their soul could tell. Once I looked upon the face of a young man, and fell in love with his handsome smile. And watched it leave like a handful of sand, that washes away with the tide across the miles. Always wondered how the blind could love, never seeing the one they touched. It was me that was blind of a love sent from above, A love felt from the soul, I had never loved that much. Then I found you, a man I have never met or seen, had never touched like most lovers do. A love felt from the heart and soul as in a dream, A love that has touched me like none other before you. Now I know just how the blind see, I understand now what it is all about. And I know now what its like to be... loved from the inside out.
Inside Out
Turn me, turn me inside out Subject me to the ugliness Teach me what my pains about Turn me, turn me inside out Tear away my shelter Make me feel, make me miss Long ago I dwelt here Now I’m twisted up n used I’m inside out, ohh inside out I never wanted I never needed I never wanted to be me I never wanted I never needed I never wanted to be me Turn me, turn me inside out I wanna be hidden, I wanna be seen Bring me back to life, ya teach me to shine Turn me, turn me inside out Take away my negativity, without destroying my soul I once believed in more then this It aint my fault the world has gone to shit I’m inside, ohh inside out I never wanted, I never needed I never wanted to be me I never wanted, I never needed I never wanted to be me -2007-Alexis Landry
~ ~ Inside My Skin ~ ~
The only way to truly understand me Would be to get inside my skin To breathe my breaths for me To experience what I feel for you To feel how my heart almost stops When your skin is next to mine To feel my heart race, echoing on my lips When your lips meant with mine To feel the state of lingering bliss, above and beyond this world When our bodies intertwine, coupling, in a lovers dance To see how your eyes bore into my soul Capturing a part of it, never to let go I never believed in love Until, I met you To be able to understand Some of the crazy things I do Like why I had no choice, but to let you go Even though, I love you so much The only way possible for you to understand Would be to get inside my skin Your happiness above all meant the most to me I could see in your eyes, you were missing something Things you needed from me, I just won't allow mysel
Insight On Mumms
alright most of you notice that i'm highly against drug use... but how many of you know why... well here you go, and this is no way trying to seek sympathy... My mom had left when I was 8, I am a crack baby, my mother until i was 16 was in and out of prison... she is the down side of what drugs can do to a person, she used drugs (and by drugs i mean them all) daily. She stole from me, her only child, she hurt me and ways that most don't know could be, and then all these damn pot smokers post stupid bullshit about celebrating a day that for most of them probably couldn't tell you why 4/20 is designated the day to smoke weed... btw it's because marijuana when heated to 420 degrees Fahrenheit burns the THC to the right temperature to be consumed by your body for the most desired effects. most of the people who glorify the usage of any product that alters ones emotions and mental state, this includes alcohol, tobacco, and drugs (both legal and illegal), is scum in my book. the moment yo
Inside....
"Inside I'm screaming, begging, pleading, NO MORE!!!!"
"inside Or Out"
“INSIDE OR OUT” As the alarm rings out, There’s a sound of a distant shout. In the dark sky there’s a glow, As the fire and flames start to grow. Fear is the feeling in the air, As everyone is starting to care. Where was that shout? Was it from the inside or out? The intensity of the fire grows, And then nobody knows. Where was the shout? Was it inside or out? As the smoke grows thick, And we started to feel sick. The result of the shout, Thank God it was on the out. By: Dale Barker 2006
Insignificance
Blinding agony piercing my miserable soul. Exiled by my actions, Doomed by thoughts, feelings, and satisfaction Laughter haunting my existance Rendering me useless My happiness has been chosen These joyous deeds observed Lay me to rest For I will be forgotten
Inside Out
Down into a big black hole I fell Twilight's hell revealed Swarming down my own mistakes God help me I'll do what ever it takes Sacrifice my own spilt blood For eternal glory with my love Pray for forgiveness with remorse Fall to my knees with bleeding tears Rain, rain cover my face Today it was disgraced Violated by most part Killing my beatless heart Swerving on a curvless road Trying to find my own way home Throwing up blood and gore Blackened and ugly is how I feel Torn in and out once more 6 feet under is where I should be Far away from my broken skin You wretched bitch Burn with me Gain my scars along your wrist Does it feel like eternal bliss Lonely I travel Day by day Endless street, lead me to deceit From my noose I hang in shame After all of the childish games
Inside
Inside Bottled up inside are the words I never said the feelings that I hide the lines you never read You can see it in my eyes read it on my face trapped inside are lies of the past I cant replace With memories that linger wont seem to go away why cant I be happier today is a brand new day Yesterdays are over even though the hurtings not nothing lasts forever I must cherish what i've got DONT take my love for granted for soon it will be gone all I ever wanted of the love you thought you'd won The hurt i'm feeling now wont disapear over night but someway somehow everything will turn out right No more wishing for the past it wasnt meant to be it didnt seem to last so I have to set him free!! Words that every women should learn to live there lives by it just may someday save you alot of pain!!!!
Insight
Insight: by David Fisher At five sitting with my dog beside me, Thinking that he would protect me at any cost. Then I realized that I would protect him, At the first sign of demand. A transparent room with solid wood floors. Where my best and worst friends, Are a hoop and a ball. Between painted lines, Which I cross only to come and go. Fighting a running clock like fighting a deadly foe. Married only to the court, Where death and judgement are decided by a whistle, With procedures decided by a book. While in slumber cut like a box. Then closed like a zipper. With new titanium bones. I became the worst annoyance of a metal detector. Lasting friendships. Ones that won't falter in a time of need. Won't expose my life to the end. Stay connected when our paths come to a fork. To soar high above the clouds. To blast through challenges. To live without worry. To love without dismay.
Insight Into Me
My score on The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test: 5 - the Observer(Thanks for taking the test !)you chose BZ - your Enneagram type is FIVE (aka "The Thinker"). "I need to understand the world" Observers have a need for knowledge and are introverted, curious, analytical, and insightful. How to Get Along with Me Be independent, not clingy. Speak in a straightforward and brief manner. I need time alone to process my feelings and thoughts. Remember that If I seem aloof, distant, or arrogant, it may be that I am feeling uncomfortable. Make me feel welcome, but not too intensely, or I might doubt your sincerity. If I become irritated when I have to repeat things, it may be because it was such an effort to get my thoughts out in the first place. don't come on like a bulldozer. Help me to avoid my pet peeves: big parties, other people's loud music, overdone emotions, and intrusions on my privacy. What I Like About Being a Five standi
Inside A Gurls Head
SEE ME LIVING MY LIFE DO YOU THINK I'M NAUGHTY OR NICE MY EYES TELL MY TORTURED FAIRY TAIL LOOK IN MY DARKNESS WHAT DO YOU SEE CRAWL THREW THE MISSHAPEN CHAOS SLEEP IN MY NIGHTMARES OF LUST & TORTURE SEE MY BODY TWIST & TURN FROM THE INSANITY FROM THE ONES THAT DIDN'T LOVE ME BUT ONLY PLAYED ME FOR A FOOL SWIM IN TEARS OF ABUSES & SEE MY BLOOD POUR FROM MY FRAGILE BODY BUT YOU CAN'T SEE THIS ANYMORE I KILLED THE GIRL IN MY HEAD THE ONE BRING ME DOWN LOWERING MY HEAD NO MORE LIFE SENTENCES WITHOUT PAROLE I'M BREAKING FREE OF THIS HELL NO ONE MUST KNOW I'VE DRAWN A MAP & LOCKED AWAY DEEP INSIDE THIS GIRL CAN'T BE SET FREE I AM TIRED OF HIDING INSIDE AS WE CUM TO THE END OF OUR LIL MOVIE THE CREDIT ARE ROLLING BI ONE LAST THING MUST BE SAID FOR THAT GIRL "SHE FIGHTS EVEN THOUGH SHES IS DIED!!!
Inside Your Heart
When I shall have to leave this life, And you are left behind. I will never be that far away, I'm still inside your mind. Look not just in the sunny days But also in the rain. Think of love and laughter And I'll be back again. My darling this is not goodbye, Don't weep that we're apart. To find that I'm still loving you, Just look inside your heart.
Insincere People
I've come across so many men on this site who say one thing and do another for example the one that comes to mind are the guys who say they will talk to you and never do, in fact they have no intention of ever talking with you , so my question is, why do you bullshit? I dont give a fuck, but what really gets to me are the guys who say they will and then dont,I hate liars and people with no integrity. What are you on here for? some as i have seen are just on here to show off their photos of themselves, theres two guys who have more pictures of themselves than I have ever seen on any sight.These guys are in love with themselves, they are real cam whores, winking and kissing their cams, as they click away to get the perfect shot so they can look at themselves, just pathetic, and you know who you are, you people are rude and not even worth knowing, take the make up off your face and your ugly, inside and out.
Inside And Out
Inside A Depressive's Head
It feels like I'm falling it's hard to hold on, Would anyone notice if I was gone. All alone with no one there All I want is someone to care. Life's a struggle from day to day, Ive had enough, I just wanna walk away, But you cant walk away it finds you, It knows what to do and how to get to you. Never free yet not far from misery. One day your on a high The next you don't care if you live or die. It's the name of the game, The pain is free then you got the misery. It ruins lives without a thought to spare, It ruined mine, I didn't care, I just wished I wasn't there. There are a lucky few who knew what to do, Got help and got through, I'm not that lucky, That'd be a treat, I embrace my death because that I'm ready to meet. Not everyone's life can be so sweet. It makes you cry you want to die, It tests your limits and pushes you to the edge, Now ask yourself, Don't you wish you was dead. If it would ease the strain and stop the pain I
An Insight Into Michelle==>
**I am crazy**I'm loud**I'm myself no mater what**If you don't like me I probably don't like you either**I don't always fallow the rules**sometimes forget special occasions**I may not always be nice...**I try to be truthful but sometimes I lie**My heart has been broken**don't try to be the first**I like to do crazy things**if you can't keep up don't try**Fun is the name of my game!**I have a lot of ex's**I'm no slut.**Consider yourself lucky if you get in these pants**Don't try to play games with me**I've been played by all of them**and played them myself**believe me I WON**Im BLUNT**TRUTH HURTS**Im mean**i sometimes gossip**I hate men**most of the time** Im a jealous person**so if i like him DONT look at him**unless you want it to be the last thing you ever see**i like to fight**workingout is MY life**i love driving**i like to experiment with hair colors** I don't give a fuck if people don't like me for who I am.... This is me and I am not gonna change. I love to party and have
Inside My Dreams
Passionate kisses, wrapped around a breeze flowing onto my skin, pushing me to my knees begging for mercy, I sink in so deep wanting excitment, never knowing sleep Lust at its fullest, soft subtle screams trapped inside a moment, stranded in a dream
Inside Information Read This
DO NOT ASSUME ANYTHING-CAUSE YOU ARE NEVER RIGHT If I cry hold me but there will be times when I want to be alone. If I feel like I am alone take a step back and question why I might feel that way. If you don't know ask. If I push you away physically I don't want to be touched. If I push you away when the world is collapsing around me it is because I don't want you to get hurt. But the last thing I want is to lose you. Just cause I am depressed does not mean I am going to kill myself. If you know me at all you know it is not an option. If you love me don't lie to me unless you are telling me everything is going to be alright. If you push me away I will go and depending on how soon you change your mind it may be too late. If you don't trust me, why are you near me? Don't say you care when you don't. Love has many meanings. If you are unsure what I mean ask. I won't compare you to my ex's but I do learn from my past relationships. Don
Insight You Might Find Interesting!
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space b
Inside My Head...
I've been thinking..... -Is everybody going crazy? -Love never wanted me, but I took it anyway -Sigh, am I gonna have to gun down romance again? -Pain gives me the right, to be unkind -Wishing you were here,...I miss you -Hmmm....Mrs. Right, or Ms. Right Now? -Why am I here? -Why are YOU here? -Searching for something to be... -Broken Heart, shattered dreams...somebody save me... -Here I Am...Now what were your other 2 wishes? -Am I going crazy? -Someone explain to me why being "crazy" is now the new norm..... -Do I like you? -Do you like me? -Wow, there's a cute girl... -Are you looking at me? -All is nothing, in moderation, it's a dirty feeling, that makes you stronger...well I believe,..I'm just plain tired... -Save me, and I'll be your Superman.. -You're the best thing about me... -Are you the one? -Am I the one? I wonder if someone is thinking about me? -I'd die to know you love me, but I'm all alone -I'm sick of wearing this damn hollow smile -Well, no
Inside
Whispers and wishing upon dreams that are missing sheltered and forsaken waiting for my soul to awaken pleasures exploding in this world of unkowing wanting and craving this dream I've been creating.
Inside Of Me
Inside of Me There is a black hole inside of me. Unsatisfied with me. It yearns for what I cannot provide. Cries out my cursed name. My feet cannot stand below me. My legs grow weak with the void. I do not see the light around me. It takes all that I have from me. Leaving a hole inside me. A hole that grows with time. Time that slips away from me. I cannot feel myself anymore. I ache for a warm hand. The void cannot be filled. There is a black hole inside of me.
9-11 Inside Outside,written By Lesli Johnson My Best Friend Missys Daughter
Inside I cry helplessly,smpathy for the familys who lost ones they love. Inside I feel like I can help,I want to but I can't. Inside is the pain and anger about that september day when everyone felt like the world stopped turning. Outside the staue of liberty weeping a tear. Outside I am thrying to stand strong,I want to cry,but nothing will come out. Outside the towers stand,minutes later innocent people doing thier jobs are dead. She wrote this back 9-15-2001 when she was 12.
*inside Out*
*The person you are on the outside can never be more successful than the person you are on the inside. Whatever it is you desire for your life, develop it first within yourself. You can determine, with no limitations, the person you are inside. And as you do, that person comes to life on the outside as well. Yes, you could take the outer difficulties and internalize them. But then they would soon flow back out from you and manifest on the outside as even greater difficulties. Instead, reach deep within and connect with the highest positive purpose that is surely there. Nurture and encourage that purpose with your thoughts and actions, no matter what may be going on in the world outside. As you do, the best of who you are inside will begin to appear on the outside. Your accomplishments will have the power of purpose behind them, making them real and lasting. Cultivate your very best on the inside. And it will come to life all around you.*
Inside Me
I want to reach out and feel your touch the pain that will come makes me afraid. i hear that it will not happen, this time is different. my heart has been crushed too often, how much more can it take. If i entrust it to you, i leave it open to pain. Sadness comes, no reasoning with it, embrace it or fight it. If i embrace it, it will swallow me whole. to fight it, i need your love to be strong enough to . I cant have you yet, but its what my heart longs for so. Falling will hurt at some point, its a lesson we all learn . fearing the pain will surely come, and scared to leave my heart in your hands my mind tries to save me. But the heart is a stong force when it comes to love, and how can a mind reason with a heart lost in love? I know i love you, and i know i need you. I gave you my heart, and you gave me yours.. now in the midst of the love...I can sense the pain sneaking up on me....i need you to help me chase the hurt away.
Inside Of Thee
INSIDE OF THEE I kneel down before the shallow waters, to reveal my own reflection. Just a mere window of the soul, is all that my eye's can be detecting. For what all that I consume, is not all that their is. We must look beneath the visual shell, for that is where we live. Reach deep my friend and you shall find, much more than you conceive. For who are what we may become, exist inside of thee.
In Silent Wonder
Every Dream That Has Been Stolen, Every Heart That Has Been Broken, Looking Up At The Sky,Only Brings Sorrow. When Raindrops Fall From Fearful Eyes, Screaming Inside,To Let This Pain And Hurt Out, But No One Can See My Pain. Hurting So Much,No One Can Help Now, A Lost Cause Some Say,Thinking About Every Fault Made. Amazingly,In Silent Wonder,I Can Look Back On What Could Have Been,But My Eyes Kno The Answer.
Insight Unwanted
Just suffer from depression, comes with be an artist I think, we feel things deeper, too easily. Today I stood in the dead center of DC. the center square and just looked around. Stood on a bench and felt this pulse and vibration that could kill someone if they just KNEW it was there. I saw all the power and none of the ethics, the center of art and real beauty. Saw the endless pain in milky eyes of a homeless man. As a business man in a big suit got into a flashy car and didn't even see him. Kids playing in the same streets where they will later shoot each other down. The oldest church's, and no real faith. Money and beauty, power, and empty hope. It was so real and so deep that I thought I was going to scream. I hate it when I get like this. It breaks me. had a stranger tell me he could see the hurt and need for love in my eyes. And I looked at him and couldn't stop myself and said "these are the eyes of the youth of our world" Love is endless and has no death. IT float
Inside Out
Things are so hard on me right now, but I'm doing the best I can. I know I'll eventually be ok because I always manage to pull through hard times... just seems like this will take longer to get through. The last thing I ever wanted to do was make anyone feel uncomfortable. I'm in an extremely uncomfortable position but I'm doing my best to not let that show. Its who I am... I tend to put other people ahead of myself - as much as it may seem like I don't at times, I really do. I think that's why I ended up in the position that I'm in. The few times I put my feelings first, I came across as being selfish. I'm sorry if I ever made you or anyone else think that I was being selfish. I don't know if you or anyone else will ever understand how I feel, but I wouldn't wish it upon another person. Saturday night was the first night in a very long time I felt like I had my best friend back. We joked around and goofed off like we used to. I miss that so much. I hate feeling
The Inside Truth
Everybody everywhere is living a life that thier lives are taking them. Did you ever sit and watch what was going on around you? Did you ever wonder what someone was thinking, or what was so important that they were driving thier car so fast you prayed that they wouldn't hit anyone and take someone from someone's life- thier heart? Did you ever see someone crying or looking like they lost something very important in thier life that they seemed to be lost? Did you ever wonder what people think when they look at you? Most people don't give a flying shit what others think of them. But, there is always a time in everyone's life, you are left to wonder why someone is making your life hell, and you fail to see the reasons for it. Strong people find a way to ignore it and move on. Other's want to repay them for putting drama in your life that isn't warrented. Then there are others that just take it and it affects them. Life is a wonderful and powerful gift to have. Some blow it away on drug
Inside My Mind
Because I am the kind of person that has & always will care about what others think of me, I wanted to explain why I might not be as talkative these days as I used to. I have been dealing with some really serious depression. Too long of a story & probably too boring. I have come to a point in my life where I seriously need to "shit or get off the pot". I either need to work on making me better or.....Anyway, I can't handle feeling the way I am feeling anymore. I am not looking for sympathy or anything really. I just wanted to explain a little of this so that if you email me, comment me or IM me & I don't reply right away, it's nothing personal. Hugs & love to all. PS. I am not going to do anything stupid. I could never hurt the ones I love like that.
Inside Yourself Again
Have you ever found yourself inside yourself wondering again? I't does'nt seem to make much sense When you think about where you been" You travel the circuit and play the role of what you have to be Then turn around,Look back at it all And don't know what you see Its' an amusement park,A shot in the dark Your never gonna find the reason why It's some kind of game,That can drive you insane And you play it until the day you die You make up your mind so long ago Your mind would never change There's a new generation that grew up all around ya Well don't look at me cause I can't tell ya? The storie's too damn old I can't even tell ya the answer to it all? And I don't think there is an answer to know? It's an amusement park,A shot in the dark Your never gonna find the reason why It's some kind of game,That will drive you insane And you play it until the day you die" Jimbo/Copyright/7/23/07
Inside The Mind Of A Poet
With all the poetry I post here on fubar, I get alot of questions about where and how I come up with my work. So I wanted to take the time to write a little about it to help clear up any confusion there may be out there. Most of my poem are NOT about one specific person. In most cases my poems are from experiences I've had in my life or by watching others, and a bit of fiction to help with the flow of the poem. Granted the "my angel" series is extremely personal and is 99% based on things I am going through right now. I am the fighter in the poems, the hero if you will. Who or what "angel" is, is open for debate and that's fine. Different people are going to take different things from it. Some say "angel" is time, some say she's a real person I'm fighting for, some she it's an opportunity lost to the past. To be honest "angel" can mean 100 different things to 100 different people. I think that's where the beauty of poetry really shines through. Since every one can take whatever they wa
A Insight Into Me..
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Lauren Birthday: 1 August Birthplace: New Orleans Current Location: In Fubar Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Dark Brown Height: 5'6 Right Handed or Left Handed: Left Your Heritage: Australian- Irish/French The Shoes You Wore Today: Knee high boots Your Weakness: Being unpredictable Your Fears: Things Changing Dramatically- IT the clown movie... its just wrong!!! Your Perfect Pizza: Vegetarian Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Live life loud Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: what a Shit Question, im not a geek Thoughts First Waking Up: If I put the covers over my head Will I get away with staying here! Your Best Physical Feature: Haha ummmmm... duno I supose my eyes? Your Bedtime: AM never before 11pm Your Most Missed Memory:: My brothers infectious laugh. Pepsi or Coke: Coke, but only with Jack Otherwise fruit juice MacDonalds or Burger King: Macy dee's but if I had my way Ask Resturant Single
Insight Cinema Responds To Deaf Discrimination Suit Against The Regal Entertainment Group
InSight Cinema Responds to Deaf Discrimination Suit against the Regal Entertainment Group From: Business Wire (press release), CA - Sep 16, 2004 LOS ANGELES--(BUSINESS WIRE)--Sept. 16, 2004--In response to a deaf discrimination suit against the Regal Entertainment Group, Nanci Linke-Ellis, Executive Director of InSight Cinema, announced today that the charges against Regal are patently false and should be immediately dismissed. "The charges made against Regal Entertainment Group by NJ Attorney General Peter C. Harvey and Civil Rights Director J. Frank Vespa-Papaleo, are so distorted and blatantly false that one has to wonder who has truly been served by this allegedly 'voluntary settlement.'" InSight Cinema, a 501 c3 non profit organization, is the largest provider of open captioned films in the U.S. Utilizing the industry standard of 35 mm prints, Regal Entertainment Group provides open caption viewing of feature films throughout the United States. Theatre chains like Regal
Inside Of Me
If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here with me
Inside A Girls Head
When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile ____________________________________________ When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand ____________________________________________ When she wants a hug she will just stand there ____________________________________________ When you break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later ____________________________________________ When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind ____________________________________________ When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply ____________________________________________ When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around ____________________________________________ When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine __________________________
Inside My Heart
When I shall have to leave this life, And you are left behind. I will never be that far away, I'm still inside your mind. Look not just in the sunny days But also in the rain. Think of love and laughter And I'll be back again. My darling this is not goodbye, Don't weep that we're apart. To find that I'm still loving you, Just look inside your heart.
Inside The Darkness
Inside The Darkness (verse one) The smell of love has gone, But still I hold on, Waiting for that moment, When you take my hand, Tell me with your eyes, Everything will be fine, And in one lost night, We will change every thing (chorus) Eclipse the moon, Drown out the sun, Blackness overwelms us, Soothing our minds, Take me to another deminsion, Lets live forever, Show me you can love me, Inside the darkness (verse two) Faded eyes of blue, Show the pain well, I know i cannot hide this, It's the disease in me, Forgive all that i've done, I cannot change it now, Look deep into these eyes, Everything will be fine (chorus two) Eclipse the moon, Drown out the sun, Blackness overwelms us, Soothing our minds, I'll take you away to another world, Let's live forever, I can show you love, Inside the darkness (verse three) Steal the night away, Run away from the past, Feel the love grow inside, Bury everything that doe
Inside Of Me
If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here with me - Wri
Insignificant!
So I'm an avid fan of this show called The Universe on the History Channel. Basically it is a documentary series on different stellar and planetary bodies in the solar system. Last nights was, The Most Dangerous Places in the Galaxy! It was talking about Black Holes, Quazars, Blazars and Galactical Mergers and how they would effect earth should one come close enough to us. It's flipping freaking great series. Ultimately it shows me that we are allowed to exist just because the Galaxy allows us to. I mean, if we were just a little bit closer to the sun, we couldn't substain life and would all burn up. If we were a little bit farther, we'd freeze. It's just neat to know that we all have our own special space.
Inside A Guy's Head (ty ~angel~)
When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile ____________________________________________ When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand ____________________________________________ When she wants a hug she will just stand there ____________________________________________ When you break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later ____________________________________________ When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind ____________________________________________ When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply ____________________________________________ When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around ____________________________________________ When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine __________________________
Inside
If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here with me
78-inside Out
She shines from the inside out Luminous smile lives her life out loud She holds me like a drop of rain In the palm of her hand waiting to seal my fate I lose myself in her morning light She is the sun burning so bright And if you knew her You would feel the same Cuz there is nothing truer Than the way she says....my name She shines from the inside out In her eyes is where my soul is found The words I write fall at her feet A million others walk by but they can't see Like a star in my southern sky She starts my day puts a song in my mind And if you knew her You would feel the same Cuz there is nothing truer Than the way she says....my name I am a captive I am caught in her gaze Can't keep from dreaming both night and day Cuz she shines... She shines
Inside-out Cheeseburgers
Ingredients * 1/4 cup shredded Cheddar cheese * 1/4 cup shredded Gruyere cheese * 1 pound 90%-lean ground beef * 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce * 1 1/2 teaspoons paprika * 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground pepper Cooking Instructions 1. Preheat grill to medium-high or preheat the broiler. 2. Combine Cheddar and Gruyere in a small bowl. 3. Gently mix beef, Worcestershire, paprika and pepper in a large bowl, preferably with your hands, without overworking. Shape into 8 thin, 4-inch-wide patties. Mound 2 tablespoons of the cheese mixture on each of 4 patties, leaving a 1/2-inch border. Cover each with one of the remaining patties. Crimp and seal the edges closed. 4. To grill: Lightly oil the grill rack (see Tip). Grill the stuffed patties over medium-high heat, about 4 minutes per side for medium-well. (Be sure not to press the burgers as they cook or they'll split open and the cheese will ooze out.) To broil: Cover a broiler pan with foil and c
Inside The Room Of Your Soul
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul
Inside Out Eve 6
Inside Job
people need to wake up and study history and learn about the truth.....google "loose change" in the video search and look for second edition and watch 89 minutes.....it will blow your mind.....then search for terrorstorm final cut by alex jones....2hrs 14min.....watch and learn....4real....
Inside Job
INSIDE JOB Whoever is happy will make others happy, too. --Anne Frank Anne Frank had good reason to be unhappy, full of fear, and deeply discouraged. Years of her life were spent in a small apartment hiding from the Nazis who wanted to destroy her and her family. Anne and her family were locked in a small room no bigger then a closet. In spite of the constant strain of being discovered and as Anne put it "taken out and shot", she had an attitude that can best be described as Angelic, seeing life as an adventure where happiness was the ruling monarch and Love was queen. Yet even in this little hiding place she had happiness. It was something she had inside which did not depend on what happened around her. She had riches of the heart. She had faith that kept her going. She had love and concern for her family and others, which made even a restricted life very rich with feelings. It is tempting to believe that we will be happy when we have something
Inside 2pac Shakur's Ny Shooting
After Tupac was murdered in Las Vegas, few people paid attention to the shooting which occurred in 1994 at a Times Square recording studio. This was never fully explained, even by Tupac, but police ruled it a robbery attempt of Tupac's thousands of dollars in gold. There are still many questions which need to be answered especially concerning the beef between Tupac and Bad Boy records since Tupac claimed they set the 1994 shooting up. The following story reports everything which I have learned about the shooting. My sources are very credible but keep in mind that I have no hard evidence to back up my claims. Please feel free to judge for yourself whether what I say makes sense or not. First we must go back to November 30th, 1994. At 12:20 a.m., Tupac and his entourage of three men, including "Stretch" Walker of the Live Squad who was a close friend and his manager Freddie Moore, enter the building. One black male sits on a desk in the entranceway of the office building where the Quad
Inside Joke Now You All Will Know
CAN I HOLD YOUR CO** = CAN I HOLD YOUR COAT MOST OF YOU THOUGHT IT WAS COCK YES I KNOW IT WAS MENT FOR FUN LOL I KNEW PPL WOULD SAY THAT AND KNEW WHAT I WAS IN FOR AND ALL OF YOU WHO CAME TO ME AND SAID SOMETHING OR ASKED ABOUT IT WERE INFORMED THE REAL MEANING I WAS GETTING MY NIPS PIERCED AND SO EXCITED BUT HAD TO WAIT I SAID I WAS GONNA RUMAGE THROUGH COAT POCKETS TO ROUND UP THE MONE TO GET THEM DONE SO THERE YOU HAVE IT NO IM NOT A WHORE AND YES I DID PAY FOR THEM MYSELF I DONT ASK PPL TO BUY ME ANYTHING IF I DO ITS A JOKE I WOULD NEVER EXSPECT ANYONE TO BUY ME ANYTHING I AM INDEPENDANT IF I DONT PAY FOR IT MY MAN DOES I WAS SUPRISED WITH A 1 DAY BLAST 1 TIME DIDNT EVEN KNOW SHADY THEN HE WAS JUST BEING NICE CAUSE HE WAS TOLD I NEEDED A PICK ME UP SO THERE YOU HAVE IT I HAVE NEVER HAD OR ASKED FOR A HH OR VIP MY MAN PAID FOR IT AND AS FOR A BLAST NEVER ASKED BUT I DID GET A 1 DAY IM JUST ME LOVE TO FLIRT AND HAVE FUN NO WHORE I AM IN A RELATIONSHIP AND IM NOT LOOKING FOR ANOTHER J
Inside Your Heaven-carrie Underwood....................i Dont Really Care About The Vid, Its The Song And Words I Love....for You My Bby
Inside
i hate this feeling that i fell inside. it's this feeling that i'm brushed aside. one day here next day gone. i don't know what to do but stand in the back drop and bide my time. i hate to watch as time goes by and i see the the love of my life take off and fly. i'm rambling trying to put thoughts to thoughts if that makes any sence.
9/11 Inside Job - The Most Damning Evidence Yet!
9/11 Inside Job - The Most Damning Evidence Yet!
Inside A Girls Head
When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and {{smile}} =) ____________________________________________ When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand ____________________________________________ When she wants a hug she will just stand there ____________________________________________ When you break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later ____________________________________________ When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind ____________________________________________ When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply ____________________________________________ When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering *how long you will be around* ____________________________________________ When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is {{NOT}} at all fine ___________
Inside Her Walls (part 1)
Him 9/20/07 She thinks of him in the day And dreams of him In the night The ringing phone puts on a smile on her face When its his name she sees. Her bad day fades away when his voice comes Across the miles and says “Hey Baby” The miles between them seem to be Non-existence For the hours she can spend just listening To him talk or even just hearing him Breathe. She can almost feel him right next to her as They connect over the Air waves. The time she gets to see his face over the cam while Listening to his voice makes it all the Better and eases The toughness of the distance between them. Soon he’ll be close to her even Though only for a short time For her it will be enough to last till the next time She holds him close to her And Falls into him.
Insider Her Walls (part 2)
Her Fears 9/24/07 She knows what she feels She knows how much she wants to just Close her eyes and fall. Yet she won’t let herself She’s afraid of the risk of it not being real And getting hurt again. The walls she has up surround her to protect Her must be weak, she thinks, But at least they haven’t crumbled, so she still Has some protection from the Emotions and from the feelings that lay Outside her walls. She hides behind these walls shaking in Fear of what’s outside of them. For all the times she went and let the walls Down she was hurt Beyond comprehension and expression. Inside her walls and her fears She knows at sometime, someone will break Thru the walls and get To her. But when he does will it be to Save her or Deceive her Like the rest? She’d give anything and everything to be Rid f these fears and to Fall into the unknown only to have Him there to catch her. But she can’t, her past hurts and present fears Won’t let her take That risk
Insider Her Walls (part 3)
The Walls are Breaking 09/27/07 She is still hiding behind her walls Consumed by her own Fears And doubts of what’s outside the Stone walls around her. She’s still shaking with tears rolling down her face As she hears his calls outside the walls, But she won’t get up. She lowers her head onto her knees As she draws her body up Into a tight ball. She does this because she notices a Small crack Forming in the wall in front of her, Where he stands on the Outside calling for her To come be by his side forever. She hides her face So she doesn’t see the light coming in Thru this crack Because after all if she doesn’t see it then It can’t be real. Also she wants to avoid seeing the glimsps of the World outside her Cold, dark, lonely walls. Yet she still feels the warmth this light gives Off as it hits Her skin. Oh no the walls are giving way, her fears are going to get in And she’s going to feel again. This very thought scars her even more than The tho
Inside
MY LOST SOUL Autumn mornings (my lost soul). Almost soundless just the crows upon the sky Watch them, ...see how they fly This feeling is just right Fills me with peace inside. Redeem my soul and say this is me Ones again I'm feeling free. How can i touch what is not real Inside so cold i feel Trying to stay out of the light And everyday i die a little inside Why drown in tears, in a million oceans Why care and bother with emotions Close your eyes and see your dream It is all an illusion! See what i mean? The end will always be the same You will call hate by a name So Redeem my soul and say this is me Ones again I'm feeling free. By D.R
Inside You
Let the words come let them flow like wine from the glass that just left your lips we'll sing each other songs and touch each others hearts why dont we take this to the floor i think we're gonna need more room lets lose the clothes they're hiding your beauty now i see my faith you're my one true religion god has nothing on your eyes they pierce deep in me and make me feel all right the time we spend apart just builds the anticipation of losing myself deep inside you so let me get inside you
Inside Out...
Rip into me. Rip into my heart, and take out my soul. Make me your pet, abuse me and leave me. Leave me in the cold. Rain or snow. Leave my body behind, and never turn around. You know you're to weak for me. Destroy me. Take my eyes from my body. Save your time. Don't look into my eyes to see my pain. Leave my body behind, and never turn around. Cut my mouth from my body. You'll never have to see my frown or hear me tell you that you were wrong. You'll never have to hear of how you hurt me or caused me pain. Leave my body behind, and never turn around. Keep walking and walking and walking. Make believe I'm still around. Take back your voice, and take back your words. It was never love, there was always something that came before it. You broke my heart over and over and over. Years and years of pain, and just barely my tears are shed. Running down my face like faucets found in sinks. Choking on my own breath I run inside my head. I run and run and run, until my lungs give out an
Inside Of Me
If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here with me.
Inside Her Walls (part 4)
The Falling Walls 10/2/07 As the days pass by slowly she still sits Tightly in her ball Hoping this isn’t real. Finally she lifts her head to see whats going On with the crack in her wall. Her first thought is “oh god no” As another warm light beam hits her face and she Sees even more cracks have made Their way though her walls. She jumps to her feel with such a quickness And begins frantically looking for a Dark corner Of something to hide behind. As she runs around her stone fortress, She witnesses her far wall go crashing to the ground. As it falls the light comes rushing in. For a moment she is frozen In fear, shock, and total dismay. She sees a small corner that the light hasn’t found, yet. As she runs for this dark place to hide She feels His hand gently grab her’s. Momentarily she hesitates but then regains “her reality” And pulls her hand away and makes a hasty dash for the Shadowy darkness. She curls up in the corner trying to use the rubble
An Inside Look At A Troubled Mind ...
an inside look at a troubled mind ..... Current mood: murderous hello kiddys and welcome to another instalment from the kingdom of shit ...... first of all .... i'd sugest if you have a weak stomach ..... or are easily offended but images of blood and guts dancing in your mellons.... i'd stop reading now .... well now i see that got your attentions .... lol ... and now on to the fun stuff .... have you kiddys ever had one of those days .... were you feel like taking that razor sharp sword you got hanging on the wall (mines actully not a katana, but on avarge if you have a sharp sword in your house chances are that its a katana) putting on that trench coat you got in the closet, and then driving down to wally world at around noon, or another fairly busy time of the day, then just walk up to some random person .... and highlander there there ass? (you know .... lop there head off...) well yah i'm in that kind of mood to day .... for some reason people just piss me off to day. n
Inside Of Me
If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here with me
Inside The Wall
i hear you calling calling out to me i hear your voice through the wall as the time ticks away its so hard it seems to tell whats real and whats a dream blood spills as the window slams the room spins and the flood begins is it real or is it in my head is their poison in my gin i hear your voice calling out my name so close i can feel you turned your body to ashes once again twice the loss and twice the pain try to take control of my mind again never ending doubt once it stops it starts up and then only way to leave is to check out i hear you calling ,calling out to me i hear your voice through the wall its so hard to leave this dream ill always be here it seems
Insite
I just posted a blog and it was very interesting to see the comments. The most I got out of it is that most ppl dont understand there is a reason for every thing. You might not understand or know what it it, but there is always a reason. Also just served as a reminder how small minded alot of ppl are as well.
Inside Her Walls (part 5)
Fallen Walls 10/9/07 It’s been sometime since she checked on The two walls That were left standing, Forming her shadowy corner. Without lifting her head she beings to feel a Warm light Crawl over her skin. She beings shaking like a lone leaf on an oak tree In a harsh winter storm, As the warmth slowly consumes every inch of her Being. In fear she lifts her head and looks up in time To see a third wall fall to the ground. Now she can no longer hide from the feelings She fears. All she can do is back up to the one shaking wall, Till it too collapses leaving her fully Exposed to the light And her fears. Still she hears his call and still she resists the urge To go to him. When she looks around her at the fallen walls She sees him standing there in front Of her. She looks up at him just as a lost and scared puppy Looks at its rescuer. She wonders can she really trust him. The tears roll down her face As she sees this man standing there and she realizes He k
Inside Her Walls (part 6)
The Voice Inside Her 10/16/07 She is still shaking, scared, and torn between Running and taking his hand. Still he patiently waits there with his Hand extended. As she looks up into his eyes, He again Reassures her that he wants her And her alone, He will wait as long as he has to. The warmth of the light Fears has almost completely taken over the inside Of her too. As it grows inside her it gives strength back To the tiny voice That always told her to go to the light. She had pushed it back further and further into the Cold darkness Till there was nothing left of it but a whisper That couldn’t be heard Because all the times she had listened to it she got hurt. As she stares into his eyes She searches his soul for signs, She sees something in his eyes she’s never seen before But she knows now what it is. The voice within her uses this sign as a way To help persuade her to Take his hand And to let him love her the way she needs To be. After a small
Inside
bottled up inside are the words i never said, the feelings that i hide, the lines you never read. You can see it in my eyes read it on my face. Trapped inside are lies, of the past i cant replace. With memories that linger.... wont seem to go away. Why cant i be happier? todays a brand-new day. Yesterdays are over, even though the hurting's not. Nothing lasts forever, i must cherish what i've got. Dont take my love for granted. For soon it will be gone. All you ever wanted, of the love you thought you'd won. The hurt i'm feeling now wont disappear overnight But someway, somehow everything will turn out alright. No more wishing for the past. it wasn't meant to be it didn't seem to last so i have to set him free.
Inside Stories
INSIDE STORIES BY:Karen Sue i remember...when we first met, how you looked at me, i won’t forget all my sorrows were wiped away by every word you say your kisses took away my breath little did i know,that i should have kept and i just can not do this , your anger is just to much... your filled with hate, all you do is hurt, in you.. there is no love you’re a soulless person, with a heart thats broke and cold, i got in there’s no way out, my soul will soon be sold i’ m trapped inside your head. there’s no use , should i give up? i can barely breathe... have i been left for dead? i remember... when we first met, how you looked at me ,i wont forget all my sorrows we’re wiped away by every little word you’d say all your kisses took away my breath little did i know ,that i should have kept you’re a killer, a killer in love the one and only thing i wouldn’t give up but you’re also a thief cause you stole my heart and killed it.....
Inside.....
inside i am dying. but atleast i am trying. tears inside that will never fade. but i do not see why you could not stay. things inside i try to hide, but i could not forget no matter how hard i tryed. remember how we use to watch the stars? but now i carry all these scars. scars never seen but all are known. now i stand here all alone. with pain so deep inside, there is no place for me to hide. ripping, tearing and screaming inside, you will never know the nightmares behind these eyes. and now i swallow all of my pride, just to see you happy one more time.
Inside Us All
When I'm all alone And no ones else is there Waiting by the phone To remind me I'm still here When the shadows paint the scenes Where spotlights used to fall And I'm left wondering Is it really worth it all? There's a peace inside us all Let it be your friend It will help you carry on in the end There's a peace inside us all Life can hold you down When you're not looking up Can't you hear the sound? Hearts beating out loud Although the names change Inside we're all the same Why can't we tear down these walls? To show the scars we're covering There's a peace There's a peace inside us all Let it be Oh, can't it be your friend?
Inside Her Walls (part 7)
She Lets It All Go 10/18/07 She’s come so far How could she think of turning back Now? Yet, with all she’s remembers How could she want to Go farther than she has already? These are the questions that She asks herself As she contemplates standing up and going To his side. Still with her hand in his she continues To search his eyes And his soul For signs of what to expect. Yet, all she finds Is the this strange and unknown sign That she can’t figure out. She knows She’s seen it somewhere once before but Can’t recall when or where. He just stands there And smiles at her as she is slowly beginning to Convince herself to trust him. She looks at the smile On his face It looks so inviting and so promising. Still battling inside her Shaking body With the little voice she starts to regain her Strength and some of the Faith She lost so long ago. He sees there is still a small amount doubt in her eyes And fear, So he tells her its okay to be Scared But
Inside Her Walls (part 8)
The Coming Distance 10/30/2007 Her hand in his and the freedom to let Herself feel again Is the last thing known of the woman who Stayed behind Four walls of stone And the man who wouldn’t give up On the woman he knew He loved. Well now she is over come by the feeling Of Love, Its been so long since she Felt this way. She feels safe in his arms, Lost in his eyes, Melted by his touch, And free by his kiss. Yet she knows he must leave her soon for What will feel like An eternity Because it was a prior engagement he had Before her. The thought of him Being across the ocean fighting to keep His country safe Scares her to death But She’ll never let it show. She know she Has to be strong and show no fear. She’ll enjoy The time they have together for now Then cherish The time they had while he’s gone And Anticipate the times they will have. She knows The doubts he hides inside, She can see them In his eyes. She will do her best, all she can and
Inside The Horror
Inside Thoughts
The everlasting night never shows a spect of light What happens to the fighter waiting for dawn's early light To stop and rest the breast plate off his chest To lay down his sword & rest his mind if even for a sec Just for a moment of serenity & peace The disease of his steed is bubbling in his mind And in time, he'll be the last of a dying breed In the land of heat it's all about the speed of time He's seen the hardest & strongest men get cut down just past the upcoming bend The intensity in his heart is only matched by the nightmares in his head It was once said if you live by the sword you'll die by the sword Just to hide his insecuritys of the upcoming war He became a whore to feel a false sence of love & hope Now its all gone & the time for the biggest fight of his life & it's not gonna be fought with his sword,might,or spite BUT HIS MIND! WHO WILL WIN TIME OR HIS SPINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Inside
Inside i cry, Inside i die, Inside i feel the whole world should fry, for the pain inside will never be gone. inside i bleed, for a heart never freed, inside i feel the world should take heed, through the pain inside, i can't carry on.
Inside
bottled up inside are the words i never said the feelings that i hide that lines you never read you can see it in my eyes read it on my face: trapped inside are lies of the past i can't replace with memories that linger won't seem to go away why can't i be happier? todays a brand new day. Yesterdays are over even though the hurtings not nothing lasts forever iof the love you thaught you'd won the hurt i'm feeling know won't disappear over night but someday, somehow out all right eveything will turn out no more wishing for the past it wasn't meant to be it didn't seem to last so i hav to set him free
Inside Us All
Where does innocence go We all start out innocent Then somewhere along the way Our innocence is lost In it's place mistrust and doubt So where does it go This innocence we lost Why di we lose this Is there some unwritten law That innocence may only be for the children To be lost on Our journey t9 audlthood If so who wrote this law Why does this person or being have this right in Our lives making Us lose faith in One another Not seeing the beauty around Us Cause this would mean slowing down Taking time to open Our eyes to Nature Understanding how pretty a rose cn be if left to bloom Or taking pleasure in watching a child grow Learning new things How the little things mean the most in life Without them we have absolutely nothing The most expensive gifts cost nothing Cause time love and smiles are worth nothing at all Till theyare
Inside
Bottled up inside Are the words I never said. The feelings that I hide, The lines you never read. You can see it in my eyes, Read it on my face: Trapped inside are lies Of the past I can't replace. With memories that linger, Won't seem to go away Why can't I be happier? Today's a brand new day. Yesterday's are over, Even though the hurting's not. Nothing lasts forever, I must cherish what I've got. Don't take my love for granted, For soon it will be gone, All you ever wanted Of the love you thought you'd won. The hurt I'm feeling now Won't disappear overnight. But someway, somehow Everything will turn out all right. No more wishing for the past, It wasn't meant to be. It didn't seem to last, So I have to set him free.
Inside
Inside Gusting winds play inside Hard rain along for the ride Shattered things all over the place Pieces of life fill the space Moving fast over wide land In ways I can't understand Wishing it all away So once I can have a peacful day
A Insite.....
Just got a few songs on the player....if you got somthing I would like tell me!!!!And I got board and did a little bit about myself...not much though....I'm a hard case...just ask someone who knowes mew.....
Inside Me
Inside Of Me If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here
Inside Out ..upside Down...
inside out uupside down go into the night and have no frown life can be wicked cruel with love inside, and never fool live from your heart and never regret the things we chose to do or let happen is free will and tho twisted through I never knew what I sould do alas that day came from whence I started to fly from within and never marter with love and light to show the way I live on looking for the day to find that person who touched my soul held it tight, yet softly enough to grow
Inside
There are those who speak of beauty as merely skin deep. I sit and wonder how can this be true. What motivates them to such an erroneous error? I sit and wonder if they believe the same about all things. Is their custom paint job better than a working engine in that car? Is the wrapping of the gift kinder than the thought? The siding on the house more important than the family that dwells within? I shall sit and know why their sorrow grows. For all the unseen beauty they have shunned now radiates around me.
Inside
broken on the inside whole on the outside putting on a smile but inside im ripped apart my true colors ever so faded things ill never get over i cant erase my past so many memories jaded here i lay in sadness trying to be the best so confused and blinded what can i say but the truth on the inside im still a scared little girl
Inside Job - Aaron Russo Tribute
Inside Job - Aaron Russo Tribute
Inside Me
I'm loosing my nerve. But all of me you deserve. Stuck in silence, I swim in fear. Falsifying myself to myself. Do you want a different version of me - A vision of perfection, a hypocrisy - or the truth, the real me? I was always told: "Don't ask the questions, if you fear the answers, wait for signs, don't bring disaster." Well, welcome to nowhere ...You've found me.... Caught in a self-involved tug of war. This is where I live, this is where I breath. I don't have a painted mask, I don't want to regret, I feel an old persona inside begging to be set free - In the end will I bend?
Inside
i LOST THE INNOSENCE IN MY EYES ALONG TIME AGO. I CAN ALMOST PIN POINT THE FIRST INJUSTICE, LYING BESIDE THE PROTECTOR, WHO WAS NIEVE WITHIN A SHROUD OF YOUTH, AND UNAWARE OF A BAD TOUCH BY SOMEONE CLOSE, THAT CAUSED CONFUSION AND DEVIANTCY, ETERNAL CAUTION PREVAILS IN A HEART OF A DAUGHTER. FOREVER LOST IN SIN SECOUND INJUSTICE... A YOUNG KING EXPOSED TO BLISSFULL IGNORANCE, LIVING WITHOUT A BETTER INFLUENCE, BEKONS A DAUGHTER, 4 YEARS OF AGE, INTO AN UNMARKED BOUNDARY, AND COTINUES THE RAPE OF ONE'S SOUL. HE PROCEEDS TO EXTREME MESSURES, AND STEALS REMAINING PURITY. THOUGH HE OWNS THE SAME BLOOD, THERE IS NO RECONSIDERATION. A FAMILY BOUND IS SEVERED, AND LOST WITHIN AN "UNSEEN TRAGITY" THIRD INJUSTICE... THE PROTECTOR MEETS WILD IRSH ROSE,, NOT A WOMAN, (THIS TIME), BUT A MAN WHO LIVES IN A BOTTLE, AND THOUGH HIS HOUSE IS MADE OF GLASS, HE PASSES JUDGEMENT WITH CLOSED HANDS, DESTROYING THE PROTECTER AND HER RESPONCIBILITIES, THE DAUGHTER NOW CRAVES LOVE THRO
Inside Me
If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how i long for you whenever were apart if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see yoo would know how i cherish you how much you mean to me in all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear the sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much knowing i can talk to you bout simple little things and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring i could search the whole world over and this i know is true i would never find another love like the love I found with you though with each new day, each sunrise we cant know whats in store there is one thing i know for sure each day I love you more so if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see yoo would know how blessed I feel to have you here with me
Insight Is Mine
I seen you At the click of a button We engaged in a private Conversation Who am I Who are you This is new to me Excuse me if I’m at a lost for words I need each and every word to be superb That same click That made this private Can also take you away So I conversate with the precision Of a surgeon Words connecting My intellect Like train cars to its caboose I offer new concepts and angles New ways to untangle Life’s answers To those questions My names Tyrrie And yours I been there, where life had me on all fours Wondering what I’m I doing And what I’m I here for Step back Take a deep breath You’ll find out there’s nothing left But reality And that is mine Control is mine So I must control my mind Tyrrie, tyrrie@gmail.com
Inside My Mind
If you could just take a look inside my mind, What do you think you would find. There is more then just air, Its more then just covered in hair. If you could take a look inside you would see, There is nothing there but you and me. I see your face everyday, In my mind you'll always is where you'll stay. But yet your far away you'll never know, I want to be yours to love you so. You'll never see behind these eyes, All the things that i hide. I go on with life as though im fine. Always praying for you to be mine. So close yet so far away, I close my eyes to see your face, With no picturesand your not here. My mind is where i find you. In my mind your always there, your love is mine and your love is true. Even when i dream. I dream your holding me tight,never letting go. You love me more then you know its true. In my dreams you want me to be, The love of your life,the love of your dreams. But when i wake you are not there. I want to run to you, Not knowing what y
Insider!
Woooot! I'm finally Insider level. I can now cross that off of my big list of "things to do before I lose my virginity". Thanks to all you guys who are always rating my shit, even though I rarely rate you back. :P Thanks to you guys who helped with the final push. MmmMMmmm to be insider, where it's all moist and silky. Nothing is finer than being insider vaginer Jesus and donkeys, hell yeah!
Inside
Interior sounds clang back and forth unable to escape walls contained by more walls callous, concrete, obdurate built to remind insiders of their lovelessness outside you are, moving softly smoothing the pillow on your bed placing a woven mat under your bowl to spare the wooden table pouring orange juice sun through the open window touching your shoulder I remember running and the smell of summer grass my body was my own I breathed in the blue of the sky and spoke it to you if I were allowed a sharp implement I'd cut a piece of sky somehow find some way to smuggle it to you you would laugh your wide laugh wrap it around a cloud of raindrops But don't send it back in here send me the scent of your hair and thoughts as wild as horses used to be
Inside Of Me
If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here with me
"inside Your Heaven" By Carrrie Underwood
I've been down Now I'm blessed I felt a revelation coming around I guess its right, it's so amazing Everytime I see you I'm alive You're all I've got You lift me up The sun and the moonlight All my dreams are in your eyes I wanna be inside your heaven Take me to the place you cry from Where the storm blows your way I wanna be earth that holds you Every bit of air you're breathin' in A soothin' wind I wanna be inside your heaven When we touch, when we love The stars light up The wrong becomes undone Naturally, my soul surrenders The sun and the moonlight All my dreams are in your eyes And I wanna be inside your heaven Take me to the place you cry from Where the storm blows your way And I wanna be the earth that holds you Every bit of air you're breathing in A soothing wind I wanna be inside your heaven When minutes turn to days and years When mountains fall, I'll still be here Holdin you until the day I die And I wanna be inside your heaven Take
Inside Myself
Baffling words tumble through my mind. Reflections of darkness hover. A disturbing peacefulness beckons to me, and inside myself, I take cover. What would it be like to stay there forever? To be lost in all my cares? From the inside, looking out - I cry silent tears.
Inside Out
I have watched you from the shadows. I have called to you before you knew me. I have touched you before you touched me. I have always been with you inside. I have waited for you to open up to me. I have cried many nights from taking in your pain. I have searched for you for years. I have found you without you knowing. I have always loved you deep inside your heart. I have stood beside you in hard times. I have been the truth behind the lies. I have seen you do things that others have not. I have craved for you with never knowing. I have melted your heart with just a smile. I have been the good in your life when all else was bad in it. I AM YOU DEEP INSIDE I WILL STAND BY YOU THROUGH IT ALL IN BAD AND GOOD TIMES AND EVERY TEAR THAT FALLS FROM YOUR EYES WILL BE SHED UPON MY SOUL FOR I AM YOU AS YOU ARE ME DEEP INSIDE. YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW THIS BUT IT IS TRUE FOR I CAN'T HIDE MY TRUE FEELINGS THAT ARE BURNING DEEP INSIDE MY SOUL FOR Y
Inside A Girls Head
: When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back, but shes scared she'll get hurt and doesnt want to show she still cares ____________________________________ When a girl makes a fool out of herself on purpose She just wants to see you smile _______________________________________ When A girl says "I promise" She means it with all her heart ___________________________________________ When A Girl cant look you in the eye Its because she's afraid that you don't feel the same way as she does ____________________________________________ When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile =) ____________________________________________ When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand ____________________________________________ When she wants a hug She will just stand there ____________________________________________ When you break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into e
Inside The Cynic
I hear my poisons in the multitude Why was I damned a human deemed too rude Somewhere between the madness and my mind I live with legions called the human kind I wander aimlessly amongst the herd Infesting shadows, I am undeterred I give opinion 'cause you give no peace They say we manifest THE NEW DISEASE My head EXPLODES My soul BERATES Erratic Bonds, They scar my face I won't- EXIST I won't- PERSIST I cast a weary gaze into the crowd Ten thousand reasons dropped into my mouth My theoretix can't begin to live So I have nothing more than LIFE TO GIVE See the lies you've given me This is not what I should be You say your truth isn't mine Everything, everything, everything you say's a lie
Inside The Fire
Inside The Fire Devon Won't go to heaven She's just another lost soul, About to be mine again Leave her We will receive her It is beyond your control Will you ever meet again Devon Around 11 Who had been rendered unwhole As a little child, She was taken And then forsaken You will remember it all Let it blow your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me For eternity Release your life To begin another time with her End your grief with me There's another way Release your life Take your place inside the fire with her Sever Now and forever You're just another lost soul about to be mine again See her, you'll never free her You must surrender it all Would you like to meet again Fire All you desire As she begins to turn cold and run out of time You will shiver Till you deliver You will remember it all Let it blow your mind again Devon lies beyond this
Inside Of Me
Inside Of Me If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here
Inside The Storm
Well the storm that has been clouding over me hit to day. I got the dreaded letter from my p.o.s ex. I knew it would come and I wished that it wouldn't. Trying to play mind games with me has me a little worried about what he will do to me when he gets out. I thought this was all over I want it to be all over! I can't handle going through all this it's over between us and I no longer care what he has to say but still I get a letter once a month from him trying to fuck with me. What can I do? How do I feel safe? I want to run away where he can't find me. I have no feelings for him and I just want to be left alone I was scared of him when I was with him why should I have to be scared of him when we're not together? I don't know what to do. I've told him how I feel and I don't care how he feels about me. what can I do??
Inside His Weird Mind...
there are times when i have thoughts. disturbing thoughts... thoughts that are better left unexpressed, but i can't get rid of them until i write about them. this one entered my head earlier today, and i had to get it out. i had an idea for a cheese commercial... remember the ones where at the end, the announcer guy would say "behold... the power of cheese..."? it would start out much like the scene from american pie in which thomas ian nicholas' character is about to give his girlfriend oral. they're kissing, breathing heavily, and their hands are all over each other. wild horses couldn't stop them at this point. he positions himself between her legs, and you see his head lower out of view. then it rises back into view, and he has a mortified expression on his face. the image freezes right there, and the announcer says "behold... the power of cheese..."
Insignificant....
As I gaze up into the stars this night, I know that I am insignificant. As the blackness of the night fades, I know I am insignificant. As daylight approaches the horizon, I know I am insignificant. As I watch the world around me awaken to the new day, I know I am insignificant. As people pass me by throughout their busy day, I know I am insignificant. As loved one’s hurry about, taking care of their own, I know I am insignificant. When I look into the eyes of a past lover, I know just how insignificant I really am. As I travel this life and learn all the life lessons that I must, I know that I am very much insignificant. Written by Paulette ~4-27-2008~
Inside U
WRITTEN BY:LATENITEFANTASY Did you think of me today While you were busy with your life Did you think of things you'd like to say Does my voice cut through your memory like a knife Did you think of me when you heard a certain song Do you think of me when your day seems too long Did you think of me today Did you have the urge to call Did you see my face when you lied alone in bed Have you thought of me at all Did you think of me today Did I creep into your mind When you look at someone else is it me that you find Did you think of me today Do you think of me at all looking inside of you
Inside A Man's Mind ...from A Website..dont Date Him.com
The pornography industry is geared to men. Okay, that's like telling you grass is green. But, it is primarily aimed at men because we are visually stimulated. Women think about love and flowers while we think about T and A. But, why do men still watch porn when they are in committed relationships and can get as much of the "real woman" as he wants? I'll tell you why: 1. Because we like it. We've been exposed to porn since we were little boys. Who doesn't remember some other kid getting into his dad's porn stash and sharing it with the rest of us? We liked it then and we like it now. We don't grow out of looking at wild women do wild things. We would still dip Oreo's into big glasses of milk if we could get away with it. 2. Because our imaginations are weak. Can you read between the lines? Why do you need a fantasy when just about anything you can think of is at your local video store? So, once the visual fantasy is satisfied, then we can satisfy ourselves, if you follow me.
Inside Of Me...
Blackness surrounding me Making it hard to even breathe Suffocating thoughts That want to rise up within me Not willing to let them in For fear they will see the person inside, who i really am A scared, lonely girl who is lost and alone Searching for answers, But even the questions are unknown
Insider Thru Henchmen
I have created a list for Fubarians who are Rockstar, Fuberlord, Henchman or Insider and would like help leveling. You want to be on the list? Just send me a private message. Please be sure to let me know when you level so that I can keep this list as updated as possible. Thank you. Please Add/Fan/Rate these people. And if you feel like it rate some of their stuff, anything helps on their journey to the next level and all love will be returned. Insider... ♥SicilianChick♥EFXN Enforcer♥DSC♥@ fubar 31,000 To Fu-King HERETIC is...@ fubar 46,000 To Fu-King ~☠~. Mistress Bad Kitty .~☠~ Loking For Slave! Greeter for the Blue Cat Club@ fubar 139,000 To Fu-King Deathtrain416@ fubar 180,000 To Fu-King SØÜŦhÊ®n SŦÜnnà ♥ rl gf, fu-owned & fu-wifey to Paul ♥ Club F.A.R ♥@ fubar 352,000 To Fu King SheBledGlitter@ fubar 454,000 To Fu-King ☆DJ•Kak•Tease♣Snake♥Eyes♦Radiob
The Insideaway.net Graphic Contest...
This is the info to a contest being put on by the owner of my other home... If you are artsy like that you should enter!! ------------------------------------------------- Hi eveyone! I'm here to announce the latest contest for the site. It will be a GRAPHIC contest. Here are the rules and info that you need: -Anyone wanting to enter the contest will need to make a graphic. -The winning graphic will be displayed as the default picture for the Insideaway.net Myspace. ( myspace.com/insideawaynet ) -The graphic you make MUST say "Welcome to the Official Myspace of Insideaway.net" on it or something very close to that. At the very least, your graphic MUST say "Insideaway.net" on it. -The graphic MUST include at least ONE photo of Jeff. -There are so size restrictions at this time, but keep in mind that you're making this for the Myspace to be used as our default picture. Use your own judgement when creating your artwork for the contest. -The winner WILL receive a
Insight
I know just how you feel, the pain and emptiness is related to all aspects of your life. Having your heart broke assures us that we did indeed love. Trying to put things back together is very difficult it’s like putting together a puzzle with out having all of the pieces. The ones missing are the hardest to define, was it yourself, your missing or the combination of the two of you. Is it that the soul is bruised or just died a little more this time? While feeling that you may never recover or you don’t want to because you don’t want to loose what little of them you have left. I was scared of the emptiness and thought I would be alone if I did this, but it only made room for me to love me again. Only when you find yourself and love yourself can you begin to truly love others in your life with the passion you may only remember. Surround yourself with friends and family that will let you be your natural self and let you heal in your own time. I as always will be here for you as a fri
~inside Out~
I stare in to the eyes of my competitor, And I know I’m in for battle. My promise to you is I will not lose, Because I know your life depends on it. I did not mean for this to happen, But I can not betray or deny you. Some people seem out to harm you, So I’ll use my dying breath to defend you. They say it would be for the best, But I think their opinion is only a test. Some people look at this as if this is terrible event, But what my LORD creates could only be a blessing. Although I can not feel your heart beat, I am overcome by its rhythm. I have never seen you face or kissed your lips But I love you unconditionally. With all of the confusion It’s heard not to get caught up in the illusion. A family I know we will never be, But still I must stay true to me. Some people say I could take the easy way out, Just a secret between us three, But I will not compromise my believes, To please yours or my own needs. As the tears fall, I pray they was
Inside My Mind
My mind a corridor darkened and depthless infinite oaken doors line the crumbling walls each of them: containing not one; but two of the horrors I call thoughts, pondering fears damp carpets line the floor blood red in color and rough to the touch but enter the library that I call my memories spiraling bookshelves - in all directions neglected papers – strewn crinkled papers, underfoot dusty covers of old records deteriorating volumes of past lives in the back – a shadowy corner is where I sit tears running down my cheeks body shaking – sobbing as a film strip rolls over and over replaying the moments in which I dream I could live again These moments in which I have spent with you.
Inside Of My Heart
No clouds in the sky, but I feel the rain, For it's raining inside, inside of my heart. No pain do I show, but I feel the ache, For I'm aching inside, inside of my heart. No one sees the tears, but I feel them fall, For they're falling inside, inside of my heart. No one hears my heart, but I feel its song, For there's singing inside, inside of my heart. No one do I have, but I feel him stir, For he's stirring inside, inside of my heart. No words to be said, but I feel there's hope, For I'm hoping inside, inside of my heart.
Inside My Head
With eyes wide open we can not see, for the lights are dim and the fog is thick, the voices echo like thunder in the dark recesses of the soul. The thunder rolls over and over deafening till only the darkness remains. A movement silent but yet so loud, freeze hold ever so still, do not move for if you should they will find you, the whispers , silent in the back of the mind, repeating over and over never stopping. The darkness ever closing in never retreating, over welling hard to breathe, chocking never relenting cannot excape. A Blinding light then the darkness souronds then silence.
Insight From A Horoscope? Maybe...
Walking away from your relationship can feel confusing and scary but there are times when saying sayonara can be best for you both. If you're not feeling happy, open and understood by your mate, you might have to make some tough choices. Love covers a mountain of obstacles, yes, but there are some things that probably aren't going to resolve themselves without a total commitment. If you have your partner's best interests in mind, as well as your own, you'll want to do what is ultimately best for you both. Commitment It may sound old fashioned, but there is a reason why human beings tend to pair off into groups of two - we're designed for intimacy. In order to feel truly safe while being vulnerable, most of us prefer the cushion of a commitment. If you or your partner do not feel safe to be open and vulnerable, you're also not safe to grow together. This is not just about fidelity, this is about trusting that your partner has your best interests at heart. If you are having a tough
Inside Of Her
She sits alone in a dark corner of a room, with her back against the wall. Her knees pulled to her chest, one arm wrapped around them, and the other propped on one knee with her head in her hand. She so alone in this abandoned room in her heart where love once lived. A single tear escapes her eyes, rolls down her cheek, and falls on her jeans leaving its mark. She feels a small breeze blow her hair. She slowly looks up and stares into the darkness. She knows she’s not alone in the room, or at least that’s what she hopes, so deeply for. She breaks the silence after mustering up all her strength and says with a broken and tearful voice “is it all really worth it? Is the end result of all this really worth all this pain and all the tears I‘ve cried?” She stares into the darkness and awaits a reply from who or whatever is there, but of courses she receives none. As she stares into the darkness she knows she’s staring Fate, Karma, Destiny, or whatever you want to call in the face, knowing
An Insight As To What I Do For Work
In Silverpixi's Midsummer Auction
Come one come all and show me lots of love...I am in Silverpixi's Midsummer Auction... === 'Silverpixi ~Owned by/of DebiCakes,Ringof Fire, Owned by Mizzzz Brat, §ŵ†Çĥ®®¥ &Miss Crys' wrote the following at '2008-08-09 22:10:01'.. > > >
Inside The World Trade Center Part 1
Inside The World Trade Center Part 2
Inside The World Trade Center Part 3
Inside The World Trade Center Part 4
Inside The World Trade Center Part 5
Inside The World Trade Center Part 6
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Inside These Tears
inside these tears continue to rain the realization of a loss so deep and so painful it only mounts with time building and swirling th realization that i most likely will never feel those arms that held me like no other or see the eyes that would turn me to butter never to kiss the one who holds my heart forever my pain is my own through no fault but mine i was confused i was a mess the world was spinning and i screwed up the one thing that mattered more than the rest i couldnt see clearly and ended up acting my own fool so now i sit alone drink in hand regreting something at last
Inside The Room Of Your Soul
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul
Inside His Weird Mind...
there are times when i have thoughts. disturbing thoughts... thoughts that are better left unexpressed, but i can't get rid of them until i write about them. this one entered my head earlier today, and i had to get it out. i had an idea for a cheese commercial... remember the ones where at the end, the announcer guy would say "behold... the power of cheese..."? it would start out much like the scene from american pie in which thomas ian nicholas' character is about to give his girlfriend oral. they're kissing, breathing heavily, and their hands are all over each other. wild horses couldn't stop them at this point. he positions himself between her legs, and you see his head lower out of view. then it rises back into view, and he has a mortified expression on his face. the image freezes right there, and the announcer says "behold... the power of cheese..."
Insight (long Story)
INSIGHT Ever since I was twenty-one; I've had this odd insight on people. Their motives, their level of honesty, not much was ever truly secret to me. I remember when my first spark of insight crept into my brain as I slept. I dreamt of my then girlfriend; I was mad, very mad, over something she had done. I tried to talk to her about it, but everything I said fell upon uncaring ears. I told her I was going to walk out the door and not come back...she laughed in my face. That dream felt so real, the colors vibrant, as if I was actually standing in her room...her hair as red as fire...the pain of a broken heart...it all just felt so real. A week later, that dream became a reality. She cheated on me, though I don't think she saw it as cheating; saying that she loved me, but in a "different" way...wish she told me that beforehand. In the physical, I confronted her, as she got comfortable on her bed and played with a stuffed lion. No words of remorse, no reason, nothing slipped
Inside Out Pt. Ii
Lay down, the threat is real Cover who you are inside Help me remember before I forget Stapled shut inside Claustrophobic outside Posessed inversion Retrograde perversions A little bit schitzophrenic Trip inside my astral plane Step too hard and I'll lick out your brain Blasting off to space inside my head Think you can hang, bring a rope The only way you'll hang is by the neck I burn inside and out Gotta get whats inside out...
Insider Bully
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Insight And Perspective
Having read an article resulting in three fatalities back in the late 60s , I know obscure but my mind dose go in to overdrive when I am faced with a puzzle, I was interested to find an avenue of investigation that perhaps may explain a mystery, or not but I hate un finished business or incomplete analysis I prefer to debate points with others but this will have to do. The incident in question was during the testing of the Apollo 204 command module. Which resulted in three fine men loosing their lives in a flash Oxygen fire. Due to design and procedural issues they were unable to escape the module in time. Further to my analysis I have come to some conclusions that I will detail below. Report source Report of Apollo 204 Review Board NASA Historical Reference Collection, NASA History Division, NASA Headquarters, Washington, DC http://www.hq.nasa.gov/office/pao/History/Apollo204/invest.html Key Points. Extract 1 The disturbance at approximately 23:30:5
Inside Out
I have watched you from the shadows. I have called to you before you knew me. I have touched you before you touched me. I have always been with you inside. I have waited for you to open up to me. I have cried many nights from taking in your pain. I have searched for you for years. I have found you without you knowing. I have always loved you deep inside your heart. I have stood beside you in hard times. I have been the truth behind the lies. I have seen you do things that others have not. I have craved for you with never knowing. I have melted your heart with just a smile. I have been the good in your life when all else was bad in it. I AM YOU DEEP INSIDE I WILL STAND BY YOU THROUGH IT ALL IN BAD AND GOOD TIMES AND EVERY TEAR THAT FALLS FROM YOUR EYES WILL BE SHED UPON MY SOUL FOR I AM YOU AS YOU ARE ME DEEP INSIDE. YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW THIS BUT IT IS TRUE FOR I CAN'T HIDE MY TRUE FEELINGS THAT ARE BURNING DEEP INSIDE MY SOUL FOR YOU AND YOU ARE TH
Inside/ Outside
From the inside There is a place that needs you're calling I'm falling and distance is cruel From the outside There is a sense of love as liquid I'm in it still waters run deep Please tell me lies I'll burn inside the truth Don't make me run like a river confused Beyond the inside There is this thing that hunts for meaning I'm feeling and substitute won't doom From the outside All that was nice has turned to bitter I'm a trigger that turned into blue Please tell me lies I'll burn inside the truth Don't make me run like a river confused It's hard to imagine The hurt of intention And signs won't let me be
Inside The Darkness Writen By Me So Dont Steal But Pl Comment
Inside the Darkness Everything is lost and found in the darkness In the darkness we may lose ourselves. Lose what makes us human, our love, our hopes and dreams as well as our fears. Everything that makes us who we are. Yet, in being lost, we may find ourselves again in our journey through the darkness We may find our hope, fear, anger, love, compassion, and our hidden desires. So dont fear the darkness....Embrace it. To know Darkness as well as the light and to embrace both with open arms Is to be complete and whole. But if you accept one and not the other is to be incomplete and you stay wanting and searching Light cannot exist without the Dark Just as Good cannot exist without the Evil
In Silence
In Silence Why with so many things to say Do we share this silence? You have been letting me die Yet I’m the one who repents My voice as quiet as thunder My words as quiet as an earthquake My heart covered in ice My soul over burning coals is raked While my words fall They scatter across the dirt Fleeing from my lips Just like my self worth My shrieks of desperation Pass gently by your ears It seems they are music to you Along with the dripping of my tears As the path grows darker As the path grows longer The loneliness grows deeper The heartache grows stronger In Silence is all you want In Silence the food on my plate In Silence my soul rots In Silence my heart waits
Inside The Room Of Your Soul
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul
Insideaway
Inside a bubble...that somebody blew...I am the wall you see through. Away from space...I'm trapped inside...There is no room...no room to hide. Inside a star...that everyone sees...They see the sparkle, but can't see me. Away from land...I'm trapped inside...I'm sorry I did it...sorry I lied. Inside a song...that nobody hears...It's only me...wet from tears. Away from grace...I'm trapped inside...I'm floating away to the other side. Inside a world...that you created...I've left this world...myself has faded. Away from love...I'm trapped inside...I'm held from holding...my body's died. Inside my soul...that you reach through...I am the ghost that stays with you. Away from them...I watch you sleep...I visit your dreams...in peace so deep. Inside a bubble...that somebody blew...I am your angel...that somebody is you. Hide away...fly away...insideaway.
Inside Ya?
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Insightful
My life has taken a turn and i am thinking clearly now this hasn't happened in a long time. i have been dumb not thinking about my future and what to do. i am now on track and going to git-r-done. it is all i have to do that certian some one is out there some where and they know it distance and time are only small things. any ways for this i will let you know if you lose track along the way. most of the time it is cause you get distracted and all you have to do is focus and git-r-done. talk to you all later. love is out there we all will find it some day peace out.
In Side Her
Inside
Oh ache in my heart why do you stay? I have given you warmth, light, and touches. Broken record in my mind, why do you persist? I have given you new experiences and knowledge. Oh voice of my quiet thoughts, why do you taunt me? I do what you ask and still you "if" me with the possibilities. How do I live on and yet stay trapped in what I want to forget? Take it day by day. How do I love again, when I ache from all the love I have given? Live in the moment. How do I regain what was lost by the passing of time? Begin again.
Inside Out Burgers
Makes 4 servings ACTIVE TIME: 20 minutes TOTAL TIME: 35 minutes 1/4 cup shredded Cheddar cheese 1/4 cup shredded Gruyere cheese 1 pound 90%-lean ground beef 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce 1 1/2 teaspoons paprika 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground pepper 1. Preheat grill to medium-high or preheat the broiler. 2. Combine Cheddar and Gruyere in a small bowl. 3. Gently mix beef, Worcestershire, paprika and pepper in a large bowl, preferably with your hands, without overworking. Shape into 8 thin, 4-inch-wide patties. Mound 2 tablespoons of the cheese mixture on each of 4 patties, leaving a 1/2-inch border. Cover each with one of the remaining patties. Crimp and seal the edges closed. 4. To grill: Lightly oil the grill rack. Grill the stuffed patties over medium-high heat, about 4 minutes per side for medium-well. (Be sure not to press the burgers as they cook or they'll split open and the cheese will ooze out.) To broil: Cover a broiler pan with foil and coat with c
Inside Me
i lived life like i thought i should, never realizing the mistakes i made would be difficult to correct the older i get i met this one girl i love, helped me through good and bad times but i never looked at it like she cared ...maybe because i was to scared scared of what? thats the question, i never got to the point where i needed an answer i would just sit there and wonder wonder about what? how fucked up i am?, no! the fact that i did fuck up and why i did things that certain way only to go on and say... I HATE MY LIFE I HATE MY LIFE GOD HELP ME HELP ME TO SEE now i'm where i shouldn't be, in a hole i cant get out from only to please the ones i dont care about leading to a street with a different route that route led to my lifes journey, with lots of forks in the road ...problem was i never knew which turn to take which led me to believe its ok to make a mistake! that mistake lead to sadness which i knew i could overcome but something insi
Inside Every Girl
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Inside My Head
I do write about what's going on with me, and the obscure yet lucid thoughts my brain possess, just not here. If you are genuinely intrested on where to find these so called blogs and figuring out what really circles in my head, ask, and I will give you the information on where to locate them.
Inside Again...
Take this off of me This weight crushes down on me Suck this out of me The fear is swimming inside me Swallow me here Take me deep inside you Hollow men are around me Shadows are all I see Don't let me become this Free me from the Hollow men Help me get back home I'm afraid to go there Hidden inside me Rage burns again within me This cold flame has preserved me I need to thaw and become whole once more
Insist On Excellence
Insist on excellence Refuse to accept anything less than excellence from yourself. You know that you're capable of the very best, so make sure you fulfill your greatest possibilities. Hold yourself accountable to your highest vision. Support and encourage your own unique greatness. There is so very much value that you have to contribute to life. The sweet taste of true fulfillment comes from giving the best that you have. There will be countless temptations to take shortcuts and to compromise your most treasured principles. But keep in mind that you will gain nothing of real value by doing so. Instead, insist on excellence from yourself in every endeavor. Do what you know is best, and you'll achieve what you long to achieve. -- Ralph Marston
Inside Yet Again...
Step inside and hide with me Im not your Jesus, I cannot forgive Help me find the child I used to be Confess yourself to me Throw your coins into an empty well I think I'll just sit back and watch Gaze into the face of futility When you come to understand you'll see If less is more then there's no end to me I'm not the one trying to change you I'm not your enemy, yet Push me and I'll push back Don't step through my door unless you're prepared Take care in this room Many dangers abound Know when to listen Know what to listen for I think it's time for you to go Tarry not in the face of darkness Stare too long into the blackness The black begins to stare back...
Inside Our Minds...
Bottom to top dear friends. ->Anonymous: If I have to live forever never getting off, then I guess I'd rather be buried in a ditch somewhere. Anonymous: only if you wanna be buried there...wait, THATS what ditches and random spots in the woods are for... ->Anonymous: That's what cemetaries and work breaks are for Anonymous: oh, fuck if you DONT, woman. Might not be able to get you off...but i CAN make your pleasure happen...or not ->Anonymous: Last I checked, I didn't need your permission to fuck other guys. Anonymous: thats what im sayin. You better appreciate what im doin for you! ->Anonymous: Well, then I guess I'd better make that ONE guy count. At least I'll get off for the first time in a year... Anonymous: you WISH. I get 10 other chicks for every guy YOU do. Ill even be nice and keep it at half that. You one guy, me...5 chicks ->Anonymous: For every five guys I fuck, you get one guy? Anonymous: you know my ratio rule ->Anonymous: FUCK YES! U
Inside The Fire
Inside The Fire lyrics Ooh, Devon, won't go to heaven She's just another lost soul about to be mine again Leave her, we will receive her It is beyond your control, will you ever meet again Devon, no longer living Who had been rendered unwhole as a little child She was taken and then forsaken You will remember it all, let it blow your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me for eternity Release your life to begin another time with her End your grief with me, there's another way Release your life, take your place inside the fire with her Sever, now and forever You're just another lost soul about to be mine again See her, you'll never free her You must surrender it all and give life to me again Fire, all you desire As she begins to turn cold and run out of time You will shiver till you deliver You will remember it all, let it blow your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one imm
Inside This
You make me not give up dont want to see you cry and if you ask I will never lie. I see your pictures in my mind cause thats all I got right now but I wanna hold your hand, wanna kiss your cheek, and I want to hold you when your dreams make you scream. To my daughters.
Inside The Fire
"Inside The Fire" by Disturbed Devon Won't go to heaven She's just another lost soul, about to be mine again Leave her we will recieve her It is beyond your control will you ever meet again Devon One of eleven Who had been rendered unwhole As a little child, she was taken and then forsaken you will remember it all Let it fill your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me For eternity release your life to begin another time with her End your grief with me there's another way release your life take your place inside the fire with her Sever Now and forever you're just another lost soul about to be mine again see her, you'll never free her you must surrender it all If you'd like to meet agian Fire For you desire As she begins to turn cold for the final time you will shiver till you deliver you will remember it all Let it fill your mind again Devon lie
Inside Me
my thirst for your love gets stronger and stronger. it fights me when i try not to think of you. it fights me when im not in your arms. without you my hearts breaks apart. without you their is no reason to live. what i fear is the day without you. i cant fight what's inside me. my heart thirst for you my love. the blood in my veins only pumps for you. the passion inside me is very strong. when i see you. you make me want to give you endless love. love found me when i meant you.
Inside The Fire
Devon Won't go to heaven She's just another lost soul, About to be mine again Leave her We will receive her It is beyond your control Will you ever meet again Devon Around 11 Who had been rendered unwhole As a little child, She was taken And then forsaken You will remember it all Let it blow your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me For eternity Release your life To begin another time with her End your grief with me There's another way Release your life Take your place inside the fire with her Sever Now and forever You're just another lost soul about to be mine again See her, you'll never free her You must surrender it all Would you like to meet again Fire All you desire As she begins to turn cold and run out of time You will shiver Till you deliver You will remember it all Let it blow your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me
Insipration Has Its Advantages...
As you know.....Or most of you do....I have a "hat salute" album ......i have a thing for women in hats..............I was inspired by a mummerchick because she made me an entire album of "leg salutes"......Now for those of you brave enough to do one for me......As soon as i buy my VIP i will add you to such album...Those that dont want to do it .....no biggie......but for those who are inspired.........GO FOR IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Inside Of Me
If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here with me
Insight
IM OPINIONATED...IM SELFISH...IM WITTY...I EMBELLISH IM SENSITIVE...I CRY...IM CONNIVING...I LIE IM SEXUAL....IM SMART....IM A REALIST.....I FART IM PRETTY...IM SINCERE...IM LOVING...IM WEIRD IM PASSIONATE...IM STRONG...IM AWAYS RIGHT...I CAN BE WRONG IM OUTGOING...IM CARE FREE... IM LIKE NO ONE ELSE...IM ME
Inside Of You
Infant Sorrow "Inside of You Lyrics" Old as ancient skies, I've had these wandering eyes, but you took me by surprise, when you let me Inside of You. Inside of You, Inside of You, There's got to be, some part of me Inside of You. Inside of You, I could cross this desert plain, Inside of You, I can hear you scream my name, Inside of You, While the stars unfold, I've crossed me heart and I've crossed the world, and I need you here and I need to be Inside of You. Now the flowers bloom, I feel you creep into my room, and if this should be our tune, I'll die here, Inside of You. And the world explodes, I've never been down this road, Teach me how to grow, While I'm movin' Inside of You. Inside of You, The restless find their dreams, Inside of You, This King has found his Queen, Inside of You, While the stars unfold, I've crossed me heart and I've crossed the world, and I need you here and I need to be Ins
Inside The Fire
Inside the fire I woke to the smell of smoke on the air and wind Thick was the smell of hair, sweat and skin The air slowly tinning and with it my will within The bed was warm, the air so hot I couldn't move Faint crackling from the fire Almost hypnotic the sound of its desire To enthralled to move or fight Its warmth felt to good, maybe just one more night My breathing heavy, my chest tight Its getting harder to breath with this fire's bite The smokes getting thicker, it cared not of my plight The fire spreading consuming all within its embrace My name was on its lips, no time to gain more space I should have moved, I should have put out the fire, put up a fight It was all my fault i was caught by it's beauty and grace It was then i realized it was my heart caught in the fire and smoke It was my skin i smelt on the wind that was burnt I dare to test its passion, i feed it my soul and now its out of control My chance to leave had been and gone, now I'm t
Inside You
I want to step inside of you, And see the world the way you do. Run my fingers through your soul, Just to know all that you have been through. Look at things through your eyes, Know the beauty that you find deep inside. Touch your heart like no other can, Bring you back to my land. See how times moves for you, See what means the most to you. Dream of things like only you can, Experience you the way you have me. If I could do this just one time, Maybe I could make you fall in love with me. Make me know all about you, The same as you would know about me. Preceive things from your view, Always understanding you. Say I love you, And you would know that it was true. The same as I would, When I heard it from you. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved
Insight (an Introduction To The Tao Of The Warrior)
Honor is central to warriorship.  It's a concept common to all warrior groups, regardless of the cultures in which they formed.  Whether you call it Bushido, The Code of Chivalry, or something different, all fighting men and women aspire to ethical codes guiding the manner in which they practice the profession of arms and how they live their lives.   Given the moral nature of these codes, they are compatible with most religions and are often mistaken for doctrines of religious origin.  However, warrior honor is not based on religion.   Warriors aren't honorable because they fear a wrathful god.  They are honorbale because it's a practical requirement of their profession.  They are honorbale because it's the most powerful way to live.  Most of all, warriors are honorable because to be otherwise is cowardly!   Whether you are a military member or not, personal honor is just as important.  Studying the martial arts makes you stronger than your non-warrior peers, and you're much more
Inside Of Me
If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here with me
Insider
My level LMFAO is: 263,224 Till I Insider~ That was just too damn funny i had to show all~
In Silence....
In Silence ...we lay naked in silence  staring into  each others  eye's  smiling  at how much love  we have for one another   and  how long that love  has been in our hearts  .... we lay in silance admiring  each others  true beauty   as our body's shine in the moonlight  in the dead of night .... we lay in silance and  and giggle at what  comes to  mind  that we would like to tell one another  but it's to funny to say out loud ... we lay in silance  and wonder what  drew us together  8 years ago when we first met  and  first realized we were  right for each other when the  fireworks  went off  when cupids aero   hit us  before we knew it ...  we lay in silance and  hope that our love never disapears   as we  grow old  together  and and still experience new  things about each other that  neither one has shared with someone they truely love ....  we lay in silance  as we enjoy every movement  we make during making love  by the fire .... we lay and silance  as  we lean in and whisper I l
Insight
Blessed are the cracked; for it is they who let in the light.
Inside Outside
if u know me im just a ghost also a poet...i thank u for the adds life is crazy without friends u want to know me take ur time i gotta see where ur heart is at its like when i write a poem its like im talking to u dont try to judge me by some flick im shy but im that gurl u need in ur life no need to think twice inside outside u might know me from another site picture in a frame or the ghost in the shell the ghost who sat by the door im more then u can think...dont blink true friends is all i need someone to talk to when my day turns bad sometimes feel sad can u lift me & make me laugh? im not them chicks ur used to im just me nothing like it
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You can order your copy of "Inside Again" now!!!!!!!!! Only $5!!!! How can you go wrong? http://cdbaby.com/cd/seanfaust I'm pretty excited!!!!!!!!!
Inside Her...
Behind the lost look in her eyesI saw the pain inside her eyesI felt the anguish of being a left overI felt her dream of being loved not usedI felt the worth she had long since lost for herselfI saw the glow of the woman hiding inside the girlInside there were more layers than she can ever express.
Insisto . . . No Es Esto Una Borracheria??
Cada vez que entro se me antoja una coronita jajaja, que barbaridad he dicho si yo ni bebo jejeje. Como sea en este lugar me siento totalmente bombardeada visualmente . . . definitivamente como que no ando a tono con nada, extranio 360, me choca perfiles y me espanta fubar . . . multiply seria la otra opcion . . . en fin . . . vamos a ver
Inside The Darkness Thats Me
My mind seems consumed by an inosence that holds onto anger n hurt. The very depths of my being fill with contemplations of suicide. No longer does a smile fill this room with desire to go further into the life that has become nothing more than a darkness within the walls of my very existing and breathing tortured being. My eyes no longer look into the light ahead for it only comes with memories of what I am n used to be. This angel of wings so jagged it can no longer soar the heavens of pureness the ones I so loved. My shatterd halo sits in the corner of my clouded room room shattered to bits no longer glowing. I'm but a fallen being trapped in this darkness that is me, barely recognizable by those whom cross my path n step all over me. My eyes they cry tears of blood that glisten like rubies crushed against my face under the only light I see the moon. It too has forsaken my existance! My lips thirst to be touched n yet the simple thought of this brings pain you'd never want to know.
Insight?
I'm a good person, Don't ask for anything, Like making new friends. But why is it that I get blocked  called a cunt when I don't give out my yahoo. WTF!!! Yes, I am pretty,.But that does not mean that I want to talk sex with everyone that passes by.. Guys lets me know wtf to do!! and girls too!!
Inside My Dark Cell Of A Life
Crimson Damnation   Am the orphaned son that no one wants, The scars of this life run deep inside of me. Welcome to the show the ending of me, My nightmare became my suicide. For the bell tolls for me goodbye to all My friends and fans.   Jose Hermosillo
In Sickness ...
Writing this cuz I'm sooooooooooooo frickin BORED, so decided to amuse myself .. :) Yesterday, 9/17, I woke up feeling like I was going to die after having felt so great the day before! I thought, WTF?? I was completely irritable, then got the dreaded call (no, not my Uncle) .. my 13 yr old telling me he was sick and needed to be picked up from school!! So I DRAGGED myself from the bed, to my car and cried all the way to the school, literally. I then dragged my pitiful self into the school office to sign my son out and was greeted perkily by the very sweet receptionist, who I have a repore with .. but this day, I couldn't stand her! At least ACT miserable to make me feel better .. GEEZ!! A school rule, must have ID to check child out .. OMFG, forgot my purse at home, not a good thing .. so I said .. "OK, you keep him then, not driving 20 min home to get my purse then 20 min back to get my son then 20 min back home .. hell, by then he could just get on the bus!!!!" She let me have him
Inside
From the moment you step inside you wish you hadn’t. The door behind you closes with an almost inaudible click but you feel it within you like a punch in the guts. Your stomach tenses into hard little fists and you swallow the sick that appears to have made its way to the back of your throat. Walk damn it. Finally you feel your feet ever so gently graze the air as you step over the debris and head toward the hall. It’s dark and musty. You notice your breath upon the air and realise you get colder with each step you take. This place is devoid of anything. Apart from the indiscernible debris you can’t make out a thing. You feel no life but your own and it terrifies you. You stand still for a while holding yourself to yourself and dream up catastrophic scenarios about what happened and wondering how long it had been since anyone else had breathed here. You’re getting colder and your heart is still and it aches. Stop it! You clutch your head in your hands, sque
" Inside" By: Melissa Collette
Bottled up inside, are the words I never said, the feelings that i hide, the lines you never read. you can see it in my eyes, read it on my face: trapped inside are lies of the past i can't replace. with memories that linger- won't seem to go away why can't i be happier? todays a brand- new day. yesterdays are over, even though the hurting's not. nothing lasts forever, i must cherish what i've got dont take my love for granted, for soon it will be gone- of the love you thought you'd  won, the hurt i'm feeling now wont disappear overnight, but some way, some how, everything will turn out all right. no more wishing for the past. it wasn't meant to be. it didnt seem to last, so
Inside It Hurt
pushed away for too long, little bastard child I amno easy thing this life of sorrownot just to survive, but to thrivemy mind is in dismaymy heart is in demiseI show this world my propagandataken for truththis masterpiece must go onburying my soul wishing for deaths holdbegging to be savedthe worst of it all, the pain comes again tomorrow.
Inside Out (lyrics)
Inside OutAt night I can't seem to get no sleep.I think there's someone out to get me.I've got my ammunition I'm ready for war.Sittin back at the crib and waiting patiently.Why does it gotta result to this?Reminisce of all the innocent things I miss.Can't spend time dwelling on the past.I'll be the one to feel the gun blast.Disrespected for way to long.This pain keeps going on and on.Now it's time for me to grab my steelI'm showin the world just how I feel.It's too late I'm turning inside out.There's no escape there's no way out of this.Every night I wake up in my dreams.Out of control I loose sanity.Darkness rises from within.I loose grip on reality.Why does it gotta result to this?Poppin shots when we shoulda been poppin some Crys.Can't forget the things you did to me.Smothering me so I can't breathe.Disrespected for way to long.This pain keeps going on and on.Now it's time for me to grab my steelI'm showin the world just how I feel.[Chorus]I'm turning inside out there's no way to es
Inside
He had awaited this day his whole life. the day that She and he were finally 'one'. Thinking back about all the absolute **** they had gone thru, he was again amazed. Afterall.. so many had been against their union from the start. Those who were jealous, those who were suspicious, those who were just.. EVIL and wanted to see either him or her sufforing. Never happy. But now, on this very day, they are PROVING all the others wrong. He looks up as the music starts. Tho he's heard it countless times before, this time the song seems brand-new. He sees her.. 'she looks more beautiful evey single day' he thinks. Standing there, even thru the veil, their eyes lock. He smiles even wider. She smiles back, that smile of hers that just melts him. All his fears, all his worries.. every bad thing just disappears when she gives him that smile. She walks towards him, slowly, in time with the music, tho every instinct in her makes her want to run to him.. Now they stand there. Both answer the questi
Inside My Mind
So everyone wants to know what goes on inside my head huh. well here we go. i believe suicide is the easy way out so why not try it why love only to get hurt more whats the use in it.people only care about themselves on here so why should i give a fuck wait cause im a caring person. friends ha ha thats so funny there is no such thing on here nor eal life 99.9 % people only look at you as a way  to get ahead in life. yes im a man an yes my eyes cry im unlike any man on this earth but my heart is not mat for you to walk on please dont take my kindness as more than what it is cause yes u push that wrong button im worse than the devil himself  i dont like liars whore fakes im real as it ever get if u dont like me oh well guess what u dont i know this isnt much a blog dont like dont read.
In Simple Terms
In simple terms...Q. What is an Economic Stimulus Payment?A. It is money that the federal government will send to taxpayers.Q. Where will the government get this money?A. From taxpayers.Q. So the government is giving me back my own money?A. Only a smidgen.Q. What is the purpose of this payment?A. The plan is that you will use the money to purchase a high-definition TV set, thus stimulating the economy.Q. But isn't that stimulating the economy of China?A. Aw shut up
Inside My Mind
As humans we believe ourselves to be superior on the basis that we can reason. We believe that our lives are more fulfilling than lets say a blade of grass. This i do not agree with. Can they communicate with other blades of grass, do they feel pain when we pull one out (plants do respond to stimuli like moving towards sunlight). i personally believe that humans sense of entitlement is hogwash. the earth was here billions of years before us and will be here after our species has been extinct. The universe is another thing. we do not know if this is the first universe that has existed. The start of this universe was the big bang but there couldve been another universe before this that existed and collapsed upon itself causing this phenomena. this brings me to the concept that i want to talk about. The soul. What is the soul? In my opinion the soul and god are linked but not in the way the bible or qur'an look at things. The universe is governed by energy and this energy flows within all
Inside The Camp
  Surrounded by four walls. The smelling of burning flesh is choking them. The smoke and dust is blinding them. Where are they? What will happen?   A day going by and nothing but more torture happens. Beating until skin has gone black, Not eating anything. New friends and family members disappearing as each few hours passed. Go finally for a shower and to never return.   Weeks have passed and feeling very lucky. Bodies turning into skeletons; seeing every bone and muscle, Trying to rip through passed the skin. No longer hungry, No longer tired. Just the happiness of living is all they need.   Months have passed. Only one is left, that came in the beginning. Happiness is gone. Sadness never came. Numbness is filling their soul. Burning flesh and ash is comforting. The wanting of a shower becomes more desperate.   Time has passed, How much is irrelevant. Pleading for a shower to end this madness. They accepted and dragged him in with the others.   Doors a
Inside Scoop On Mj
Michael Jackson's arms were covered with puncture marks, his face and neck were scarred by plastic surgery and he had a bald spot covered by a tattoo, as well as tattooed eyebrows and lips, an autopsy into his death has revealed. The singer was also suffering from arthritis in his lower spine and some fingers and his lungs were chronically inflamed which might have left him short of breath. However, the autopsy report showed the 50-year-old singer was generally healthy for his age before he died of an overdose in June. He was not emaciated and weighed 136 pounds (62 kg), which was within the normal range for his height, and his heart was strong. His kidneys and other major organs were normal. According to the document his lung condition was not serious enough to be a direct or contributing cause of death. Dr. Zeev Kain, chairman of the anesthesiology department at the University of California, Irvine, who reviewed a copy of the autopsy report, said: "His overall health was fine. T
Inside Beyond...
Inside beyond the unkept demons The body wears a worn shield It bleeds out from within The tears of a thousand losses Battles gone unseen beyond The broken tears.
Inside Perseption
Make a mental note, include yourself and I. Like long letters wrote, cleverly and sly. Take no time to gloat, there you go awry. We are of one boat, will sink before we fly. So put this one to vote, for the answers scry. With your insides coat, with loves alliby.
Inside My Head
i have a library overflowing with my favorite books, & my own movie theater with a whole host of DVD’s ... i have a room filled with sunrises & rainbows, & a room brimming with moonlit skies & twinkling stars ... i’ve built a small room of silence & a big ballroom of sound ... i have a basement packed with knowledge, a bedroom saturated with heated skin & satin sheets ... scattered broom closets awash with good jokes & bathrooms bursting with dirty ones; & all, all connected with corridors lined with memories & emotions ... & as i grow older i add more rooms as life adds more experiences, i never cease to build & clean & sweep, so that in the end [i feel] even the poorest can live in a mansion ... & when i’m sad & lonely homesick & alone i simply look inside myself & walk down those warm corridors, peeking into all the many rooms of my home, & stay there until i feel ready to face the world again ... [now] m    
Insignificant
Ours is not to question the reasons whyCrippled indecision Repeats the path I once deniedInsignificant, am I? The color of sundown, of crimson skyThe beauty that breaks downAnd gives the day unto the night And then one day you'll realizeJust a speck in the spectrumInsignificant, am I?And then one day you'll realizeThe beauty that breaks downNever knows the reason why Scan my horizon as blue turns to blackThe sky is gone againAnd all beneath are born to dieInsignificant, am I? The brother of sundownHas bleached away my pastTo look into the skyIf only for one last time    
Inside Of Me
If you could see inside my soulsee inside my heartyou would know how I long for youwhenever we're apartIf you could see inside my headif thoughts were things to seeyou would know how I cherish youhow much you mean to meIn all the ways you comfort methe way you hold me nearthe way you know just what to doto chase away my fearThe sparkle in your beautiful eyesyour smile, laugh, your touchare just a few of many reasonsI love you oh so muchKnowing I can talk to youabout any and everythingand knowing together we will getthrough whatever life may bringI could search the whole world overand this I know is trueI would never find another lovelike the love I found with youThough with each new day, each sunrisewe can't know what's in storethere is one thing I know for sureeach day I love you moreSo if you could see inside my headif thoughts were things to seeyou would know I blessed I feelto have you here with me 
Insight
Insight  LET GO OF ALL YOUR FEARS SEEK WHAT YOU FIND MOST DEAR.DON'T LET THE NIGHT DARKEN YOUR DAYS BRUSH ALL THINGS YOU DON'T WANT AWAY. TAKE YOU LIFE BY THE HAND LEAD YOURSELF UPON AN UNTOUCHED LAND. TAKE WHAT'S YOURS AND HOLD IT TIGHT DON'T LET THE WORLD STOP YOUR FIGHT. BRING ALL YOUR DOUBTS AND CAST THEM AWAY SHOW YOUR STRENTH INSIDE EACH AND EVERY DAY. BE THE LEADER OF YOURSELF AND DON'T GIVE IN BECAUSE TOMORROW IT STARTS ALL OVER AGAIN.                                                                   B.W.C.
****inside Of Me****
Something deep inside of me  Unlocks my heart and sets me free it lets my sul wander far Not into light but into dark From the grave i come alive Out in the dark loathing night Pressure builds inside of me And sets me on a killing spree This hatred in me burns so bad To see me burns  so bad to see in this state is sad But my fate ungodly set The ''Darkeness'' and i have clearly met He grants  me power, and eternal life But for this,i pay a price Foolishly i did agree To be his Queen for eternity?
Inside
Let me tasteLet me feelI need to know what you keep insideNo need to speakJust let it beCarry out this wish for me let nothing interfereRise to submissionI'm still beneath in the soilDiscard your clothesLet loose you hairWe're intertwined forever and have always beenSay the wordAnd I'll departUpon your lips dwells nothing but the meaning of my causeAnd so comes the darkVibrant as ever beforeFlowers already witheredIn this endless winter of soulsOutside in the parkThe days move alongAnd nothing ever changesThey have nothing on usAnd we've always knewThat nothing ever changesRise to submissionI'm still beneath in the soilThis is ours aloneFeeding of the warmthLured out from insideDepending on the life bloodSilentlyWhisperingMove in me and set me free
Insight
The question is much deeper than that! The question is do you have any character at all. You can't obtain character without doing something you regret and discovering them regrets. To see the folly in something you have done and you wish to have it to do over but know you can't because it's too late. So you pick that thing up and carry it with you to remind you life goes on. The world will spin without you, you really don't matter in the end. Then you will obtain true character because HONESTY will reach out from the inside and tattoo it's self all across your face. Until that day however, you cannot expect to go beyond a certain point.”“Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh never mind; you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, when 20 years you look back at pictures of yourself, recall in a way you can't grasp now how many possibilities laid before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as you
Insight The Poem
Power that by obedience grows, Knowledge which its source not knows, Wave which severs whom it bears From the things which he compares Adding wings through things to range To own blood harsh and strange 
"inside The Fire"
"Inside The Fire"DevinWon't go to heavenShe's just another lost soul,About to be mine againLeave herwe will receive herIt is beyond your controlwill you ever meet againDevinOne of elevenWho had been rendered unwholeAs a little child,she was takenand then forsakenyou will remember it allLet it fill your mind againDevin lies beyond this portaltake the word of one immortalGive your soul to meFor eternityrelease your lifeto begin another time with herEnd your grief with methere's another wayrelease your lifetake your place inside the fire with herSeverNow and foreveryou're just another lost soul about to be mine againsee her, you'll never free heryou must surrender it allIf you'd like to meet againFireFor your desireAs she begins to turn cold for the final timeyou will shivertill you deliveryou will remember it allLet it fill your mind againTake it awayGive your soul to meFor eternityrelease your lifeto begin another time with herEnd your grief with methere's another wayrelease your lifeta
Inside Of Me
If you could see inside my headif thoughts were things to seeyou would know how I cherish youhow much you mean to meIn all the ways you comfort methe way you hold me nearthe way you know just what to doto chase away my fearThe sparkle in your beautiful eyesyour smile, laugh, your touchare just a few of many reasonsI love you oh so muchKnowing I can talk to youabout any and everythingand knowing together we will getthrough whatever life may bringI could search the whole world overand this I know is trueI would never find another lovelike the love I found with youThough with each new day, each sunrisewe can't know what's in storethere is one thing I know for sureeach day I love you moreSo if you could see inside my headif thoughts were things to seeyou would know I blessed I feelto have you here with me
Insid3 -0utsid3
Inside- you're dieing as if you feel your soul drifting off...         Outside- Slap a smile on & pretend everything's allright Inside-You feel yourself falling away more & more...         Outside- You make sure you seem happy & carefreeInside,O Inside-You make sure no one knows,Hide it deep deep down...         Outside-You laugh,smile joke, horse around, hang out Inside-You're crying to yourself, dieing to just get it off         Outside-You help out, you help  people Inside-Seems as if you're aways letting out screams to yourself, but only  you can hear em...         Outside-You listen to people's problems, telling them everythings ok Inside-You wonder when someone will help you out of this world of torture...
In Silence
If I follow my heart and it shatters, shards of emotion strewn about carelessly as if its owner fell short of protecting its worth, would you look upon it as such? If I stumble in my time of despair, blinded by my season of darkened skies, would you carry me and set light to the path I was meant to take? If I called you hero, for all the compassion you have given me, would you know its value or has this title become so cliché that you wouldn’t feel the depth of its meaning? If I searched for the one word that would make you understand just how much you mean to me, would you wait patiently, by my side until the word could be spoken? If I failed to speak any words at all, would you hear ~ in silence the language of a once shattered heart saying I love you?   © 2009 Babbette Francis/Yevette Cole ~ aka (SugarRain)  
Inside The Space Ships
INSIDE THE SPACE SHIPS"George Adamski took these four photographs in rapid succession through a six-inch telescope. Space ships discharge their Scouts (saucers) through a launching chute located at center bottom. One Scout has begun to leave in the first photo. In the fourth, six have been launched. To understand the mechanism of launching, see illustrations Nos. 3 and 10 in this book."Visit: http://www.universe-people.com/english/svetelna_knihovna/htm/en/en_kniha_inside_the_space_ships.htm
Insist On Your Wedding Favours When You Buy Your Wedding Dresses
If you're a bride-to-be and possess found what you consider would be the perfect wedding dresses for that reception, then you're being congratulated. Couples take several hours and several hours to search through literally hundreds of options, and so are so overcome that they are likely to seem like they'll never decide! But if you have a look at people beautiful Cheap wedding dresses, are you currently certain they'll express your true personality and easily fit into well while using d??¨?cor and theme from the reception? Even the most wonderful store-bought wedding souvenirs should have some type of personal touch added to be fit a bad tone from the wedding and to be special and various only to you. So how would you bring that personal touch for the favors, without trading several hours of energy just before the big day and needing to break your allowance? You will discover really a few easy techniques that you should start transporting this out. Couples choose personalization uti
Inside
I failed to be what I needed to be faltering steps saw the floor break away And she kissed me with corrupted lips that betrayed words ‘fore they were spoken   Envy lit the way for me to find before it burned too bright becoming jealousy And I languish in solipsistic self- pity – waiting for the day   Patterns emerge in the tears the river that flows unencumbered And maybe I refuse to see the truth because I lack the strength to bear the burden   Have I told you of the story that lead me to these steps And the anguish that insisted I am not the man you wish me to be   I sang one last lullaby to you watched as my voice cradled you And my hunger was sated by your salty taste   Yet the bereavement can leave none untouched the ripples of cold filters the light from me And in the empty dark my limbs go numb and I know the days are slowly dying   The wilted spirit that stalked my side is drained and veiled in a knowing silence And drowning in slumber wher
Inside --outside
Inside- you're dieing as if you feel your soul drifting off...         Outside- Slap a smile on & pretend everything's allright Inside-You feel yourself falling away more & more...         Outside- You make sure you seem happy & carefree Inside-You make sure no one knows,Hide it deep deep down...         Outside-You laugh,smile joke, horse around, hang out Inside-You're crying to yourself, dieing to just get it off         Outside-You help out, you help  people Inside-Seems as if you're aways letting out screams to yourself, but only  you can hear em...         Outside-You listen to people's problems, telling them everythings ok Inside-You wonder when someone will help you out of this world of torture...         Outside- Whole heartedly going along with what life has dealt you Inside-You realize 2 things, if not for murphy's law, &                                  the fact the only luck you have is bad luck...  
Inside Your Hug
    Inside your hug is where I like to be It doesn't matter where it is I find it loving, soft and warm With a hint of loving mystery! I can linger in your warm desire Remaining in a soft embrace of love Sometimes, it is pure and sacred Like the resting place of dove! Sometimes, it is sensual and exciting Gathering each other up in a sensual embrace Reflections of all that we have learned about each other With a warm response that shows on the face! We can be at a park on a warm summer's day Or walking along by a stream On a "Up North" get-a-way A simple time by the fire at the cabin Or dancing to music on a sunlit day! Inside your hug is the best place to be An acceptance of one another with perfect grace Finding a home of refuge and strength Wrapped inside a hug in any given place!
Inside My Own Head
It drags you down, to the center of the earth. As you scream, fight, gripping the dirt. You get a good handful, but the force is too strong. It's power outweighs, your own. You hear them scream out, the souls of the damned. Yet the one pulling you, is neither beast nor man. It is none other, than your own heart. Playing out the regret, that you've ripped apart. To allow yourself to sink, would be accepting defeat. So, you struggle and fight, to get back to your feet. Even you can rip yourself, to shreds. I don't fear the boogie man, the monster under my bed. I fear my own mind, what's inside my own head.
Inside Of Me
            My heart is racing; the fear overwhelms my mind. I’m facing all these emotions I long ago left behind.             It frightens me to the core; it weakens my very soul. All these years I have believed my life was already whole.             Yet here sits this man who has shaken me to the core. Now my heart yearns for things it never wanted before.             I’m breaking the promises I long ago made to myself. I have taken my heart down off that dusty old shelf.             It’s not something I wanted; never part of my plan. I never wanted my heart to belong to another man.             It has come to the point I no longer have a choice. Apparently my heart has a much stronger voice.             I’m falling in love and I don’t know what to do. Maybe, just maybe; he’s falling in love with me too. 
Insignifigant Signifigant
  Insignificant significant Ungrateful bitch Hold jur tongue, silence the inflicted hurts Significant bitch The likes you have not imagined...but believe The skars you will never see, The molded manipulated me The mild mannered never be Masked in dezignz of skars you’ll never see. Hold styll Resist the urge to No sneeze no sniffle- Gag your mouth Choke back the tears Little shrunken coward girl In the corner crouched in fear- Resolve to Never to,.. Had to Fall down too So hopeless, The cause, The claws Retracting- REFRAIN-Shut thy mouth…don’t fucking speak! Control doesn’t make you superior Your insistence creates a freak What means nothing to you In- Significant even to you Perhaps, by chance, Not A deciding factor for you And be it so of little monetary value Insufficient as you view. Although, little worth is hardly true, I didn’t say a word… Hold the tongue If you ever doubted- Know in fact it is true Substantial damage exists within and behin
Inside My Soul
If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart. If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me. In  all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear .The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much .Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring. I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you. Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more. So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here with me.
Insidious
I fear not. The Demon Damsels. Nor the Lords that they adore. I hear not. Their Dirge of Darkness. I see not. Their shadows crawl. Comedy. I fear most. Common Monsters. Those creatures. That hide. They hide in the light.
Inside
Inside I am jumble and excited.  The sounds and smells of extacy are invigorating.  I have yet to touch or smell in person but the thoughts have filled my senses.  I don't know if it is circles that I am running.  Fear fills me from the past.  Excitement that things can be different intrigue me.  But still fear fills me and I don't know what to think where to go what to feel. Wanting to have all that I desire yet not sure if it really can be given to someone like me.  I find myself comfortable controlled.  I don't find myself wanting to sufficate everyone but I find myself ready to let go even with fear.  
Insider: Bilderberg Considering Press Conference
Secretive group faces internal pressure to lift veil of secrecy Paul Joseph WatsonInfowars.comJune 5, 2013 A source close to the security operation for the 2013 Bilderberg Group conference has told Infowars that numerous members of the secretive organization are aggrieved at the way it is being operated with scant regard for transparency and are lobbying for Bilderberg steering committee members to allow them to address protesters this week. Image: Infowars.com The Bilderberg Group is an annual confab of around 140 of the world’s power brokers from the spheres of banking, business, government, and academia. This year it meets in Watford, England from June 6-9. The group notoriously loathes attention of any kind – which makes this development all the more groundbreaking. The source made it clear to us that a number of Bilderberg members, presumably the newer and younger attendees, are unhappy at the way the group has conducted its activities with total contempt for th
Inside
The voices in my mind scream in black and white I sometimes try to paint them with my tears But those,too,are void of color The only colors I have belong to the Devils paintset Brushes made of bone and human hair, a rainbow of colors made from blood Sometimes its too much to bear,other days its not The mystery behind it all is starting to unravel The walls are starting to split apart No light is shining through,and for that Im glad Fear of the unknown lies beyond that wall My chains of bondage lay at my feet Never to be worn by me again  
In Sight Sporting Goods,llc
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Inside Funny Or Die’s Celeb-filled Video Production House
video Comment 6     in Share38 Inside Funny Or Die’s Celeb-Filled Video Production House Ryan Lawler Monday, August 26th, 2013 6 Comments Funny Or Die has spent the last six years making some of the funniest content on the web, and unlike a lot of the new media companies that have popped up lately, it’s done so without leaning on YouTube for distribution. Instead, Funny Or Die has relied on hilarious, celeb-filled videos to drive content to its own website. The concept behind Funny Or Die was spawned kind of from Hot Or Not, according to CEO Dick Glover. At the time it was formed, there weren’t all the social media outlets that we have today, and there was no real
Inside My Own Head
It drags you down , to the center of the earth. As you scream and fight, while griiping the dirt. You get a good handful, but the force is too strong. Its power outweighs, your own. You hear them scream out, the souls of the damned. Yet the one pulling you, is neither beast nor man. It is none other, than your own beating heart. Playing out the regret, that you've torn apart. To allow yourself to sink, would be accepting defeat. So you struggle and fight, to get back to your feet. Even you are capable, of ripping yourself to shreds. I don't fear the boogie man, or the monster under my bed. I fear my own mind, what's inside my own head.
In Sleep
In sleep I find you, in waking you are gone. In my dreams you are locked. Don't let me wake and find my dream has gone. Let me sleep forever. I can't take the pain of losing you.
In Sleep We Dream
I find sometimes when I sleep, the world seems innocent again-- I feel like all the shit I've done in my life doesnt matter, rest comes easy and I'm not always stressed. I find when I sleep, the world only sees the innocent side of me, the gentle sleeping poet that writes prose for a gentle lady love with a natural attachment to the color red, the gentle warrior that takes pause but can beat the unholy fuck out of you if you mess or molest anything he loves and cares about. When I sleep, it doesnt matter if I was brought into this world loved or not..it doesnt matter to me if I was even wanted or not.. I'm here, sleeping or awake.  when I sleep, it doesnt matter if I just be me... but when I'm awake, reality sets in   few love me, but those that do, and I say this with certainty and conviction and you know who you are, I LOVE YOU few want me around, but those that do, I say this-- thank you because I need you all in my life...no not in a clingy way  as one wou,ld first surmise,
Insomnia!!!!
I hate when I cant sleep it is the most annoying thing in the world!!! I totally spaced out and forgot to bring my meds so, now here I am at 6a.m wide wake with nothing to do.....On a brighter note the trip for the concert seems to working out really great we have the tickets (nose bleed,but, hey we are there)we are getting the hotel and the car in the weeks to come so, hopefully knock on wood everything works out! lets all cross our toes!!!! Im totally out of cigs and I at my best friends house for a girls night and I dont know what time the damn store up the street opens!!!! I need a ski (a southern drink that up until like a year ago was produced in my hometown) and about two packs of marbolo reds 100's!!!!!! ok well one pack will do but you know two would be just the greatest... So, my best friend has met someone and they are totally crazy about each other! I love my barb and I want her to be happy but, let me just say he breaks her heart...I break his head...Im just saying..
Insomnia Pt 2
Ok so like once again I CANT SLEEP!!!!! Im like super pumped up (yeah that is sooo like 1996)anyways about the going to see the chili peppers...and the mars volta(which me and my partner (the barb)downloaded from some site...very intresting band by the by....kinda got that gwar feel to it...it will make for a intresting night considering that the hubby is going along and he thinks some of the stuff that I listen to is like completely off the wall...yea babes in toyland not a good thing to play at 2am when husband is sleeping...one of those dont poke the bear moments but you know and I know that as soon as you think those words what do you do POKE THE BEAR!!!!! So, anyways Im lookin at hotels and we have a choice we can go cheap or get closer to the concert considering that we are on a budget my head says cheap my heart however says budget be damned get so close that you can see the place from you room window...I think my head is going to win out on this one adleast the hubby hopes so..
Insomnia...
Moisture on my cheeks I puzzle and swipe Pathetic and hopeless Pain in my leg Sleep evasive Memories and fantasies Bumble and fold Mingle and intertwine The ticking of a clock The playing of an old song The lump in my throat Tingling wrist Aching back Drowning in that nothingness I always seem to go on about Swelling with a something-ness I've yet to pinpoint and find Again that moisture squeezing Through my lids shut tight Shrinking and receding, Sliding down and disappearing; Back to the shallow depths Of my ever-elusive but always inclusive Empty yet all too heavy heart.
Insomnia
Now that my sleep pattern has dramatically changed, I am up to the ungodly AM hours. Those hours tend to be the ones that seem the best to contemplate all of lifes quips and quos. One of my favorite phrases is "Don't be with someone if you can't be alone". Basically, what it means is, I am of the opinion that unless a person is able to rely on themself, and is perfectly capable taking care of themself, then they should not be a burden to someone else. It is pointless to be in a relationship, and give 100% to the other person and the relationship itself, when you don't do so for yourself. I know this does not make much sense, that is probably because it is around three am and I can't sleep again. Who knows, maybe it makes sense to someone that has insomnia and is awake around this time. All I know is that relationships, love, and things of that nature are the most talked about, written about, debated subjects of all history. Everyone thinks they know the answer, when in reality,
Insomnia
I think I should become an insomniac, unless I am one already. I haven't had this much of a problem going to sleep since I was a teenager. Up late at night, then having to be up early in the morning for work, it takes a toll on me. I sit here hoping for excitement to happen on Cherry Tap but dang everyone else is asleep. I don't know what to do to help take care of this problem. People say that I just need to learn to relax. Well that is fine if I could learn that part. Any one have any solutions out there that don't include drugs? I mean yeah sure I could go lay down and probably pass out but getting to that point of wanting to lay down is the problem. Who knows maybe I'll get things back on track here soon.
Insomnia
Insomnia by Dante Gabriel Rossetti Thin are the night-skirts left behind By daybreak hours that onward creep, And thin, alas! the shred of sleep That wavers with the spirit's wind: But in half-dreams that shift and roll And still remember and forget, My soul this hour has drawn your soul A little nearer yet. Our lives, most dear, are never near, Our thoughts are never far apart, Though all that draws us heart to heart Seems fainter now and now more clear. To-night Love claims his full control, And with desire and with regret My soul this hour has drawn your soul A little nearer yet. Is there a home where heavy earth Melts to bright air that breathes no pain, Where water leaves no thirst again And springing fire is Love's new b
Insomnia Mania
There are many things that keep me awake in my bed at night And I will often toss and turn until the dawn’s first light I am plagued with Persistent nagging thoughts from within For instance who put the Alphabet in the order that it’s in? Why is it so hard to remember how to spell mnemonic? And why is there not a shorter word for monosyllabic? I even try to imagine a world with no hypothetical situations? And I ponder if it’s possible to have too much moderation? Oh God please let me sleep even a nap would be such a treat? Instead I can only think what is the street value of a street? I find myself wondering if a fish gets cramps after eating? Why do flammable and inflammable mean the same thing? How does the snowplow driver get to work in the winter weather? Why do they call them apartments when they are all stuck together? Why does sour cream have a 'sell by date’? Does it turn sweet? And if vegetarians eat vegetables, what do humanitarians eat? Another hour s
The Insomniac
Night befalls me And yet awake I remain No dreams to fall prey to No symbolic, quiet refrains But my own to keep me company. Shadows, tendrils of Nox, Bathe the floor with incredulous Mysteries denied to them By days terrific rays. Quiet permeates space Until my heart beats like A timpani and the phantoms Tickle down my spine, Reminding me it’s well after nine And the evening calls; So sweet a sound I never heard before. Sleepless, I linger about The sentiments of slumber But a specter not remembered By my weary heart now rendered An insomniac. vV""VIC""Vv
In Song
sway me in perfect harmony balance my grace with song move meadows in dreamstate entrapping me in song swep moments of memorization captivate me in song release me from this seed of shadow take me away with song
Insomnia
Gotta love it. The Sandman is an ass. Plain and simple. It runs from me like end of the rainbow. Or maybe just is the perception of. Although it does allot time for chatting and stuff. :)
"insomnia"
"INSOMNIA" I LIE AWAKE IN DARKNESS,MY MIND HAS GONE ASTRAY; DWELLING IN MADNESS,A MILLION MILES AWAY. MY SCREAMS DO YOU HEAR ME,AS I CALL YOUR NAME AT NIGHT; THE IMAGES THAT HAUNT ME,WAITING FOR THE LIGHT. THE SLEEP THAT ESCAPES ME,THOUGHTS THAT WON'T LEAVE; THINGS I CAN'T SEE,CAUSING MY GRIEVE. THE SILENCE IS DEAFENING,THAT POUNDING OF THE SOUND; THE WHEELS OF THE CLOCK,SLOWLY GOING 'ROUND. EYES THAT WON'T CLOSE,SLEEP THAT I FEAR; WAITING FOR MY ANGEL,TO SLOWLY APPEAR. I HEAR THAT BEATING OF THE WINGS,TO TAKE ME AWAY; I WAS SAVED BY MY ANGEL,FOR ANOTHER DAY. TRANQUILITY SLOWLY,I FINALLY FOUND PEACE; MY FEAR THAT IS GONE,AS I SLOWLY RELEASE. YOUR ARMS THAT NOW HOLD ME,SQUEEZING ME TIGHT; ONCE AGAIN YOU HELPED ME,MAKE IT THROUGH ANOTHER NIGHT.
Insomnia
I don't sleep well. and when I do I dream too long. I can't sleep now. I try so hard, but I can't. He doubts me. I know not why. All I know is I can't sleep anymore. Now I need him. When I am in his arms, sleep will come. Along with the comfort I have been begging to return. All the things I have been chasing All of the things that I need to sustain... Somehow ran to him when I lost them oh so long ago. I have been chasing them for years. They led me to him. I just have to finish the commute. To sleep and comfort and love. A week or two.
Insomnia!!! Video Blog
Got it fixed so you can at least click this link and view? INSOMNIA!!! Video blog 1/28/07
Insomnia
i hate not being able to sleep
Insomnia
Well im here at 8:30 am.I met a really great person on here and every since sleeping has become hard to do.Not A whole lot going on Had a really hard test Friday and im kind of nervous to see what I got.Well sorry so short but when youre tired I guess the words just dont come out easy.
In So Short Of Time
In so short of time you have stole me away. Your love was myt rescue. Now life seems okay. In so short of time youve erased any doubt. Im beginning to learn what real love is about. In so short of time youve turned my frown upside down. Im missing you and needing you when youre not around. In so sahort of time youve erased so much sorrow. I now fall asleep hoping to see tomorrow. In so short of time Ive begun to live again. Youre not only my Boo but youre also my friend. In so short of time you have helpede me believe that if I set my goals high I will one day achieve. In so short of time I have given my heart cus I know that you love me. It wont be torn apart. In so short of time we both fell in love and I know this is real cus you are all I can think of.

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